025： NDS Chronicles - Kate's Story
Episode Stats
Length
2 hours and 54 minutes
Words per Minute
178.13757
Hate Speech Sentences
319
Summary
In this episode of NDSN Chronicles, the show where we read your submitted submits, we talk about a variety of topics, including: - The Wesson Watch Company - Who are the real Nazis? - What's going on with David's clock - Is he on time or not? - Who's the real Nazi?
Transcript
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News readers, politicians, teachers, lecturers.
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We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.
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And the chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely normal.
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to another episode of NDS Chronicles, the show where we read your submitting.
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And so as far as I'm concerned, we're two minutes early.
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We've determined that something's wrong with David's clock.
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Because I have my phone here and it says 10 and my computer says 10 as well.
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I don't know why that would be the case when it's hooked up to the internet.
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Are you using one of those faggot watches from these guys?
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Maybe we can do something with them in the future.
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Because they posted some shit about if you were bashing Nazis' heads in,
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And then they went ahead and called Dissident Soaps, which is the homies.
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And it's just like, so these guys, Wesson, are supposed to be a right-wing-based company.
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I don't even want to make it about those other faggots.
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So let's just check out Dissident Soaps real quick.
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Maybe we can fucking have a little conversation with Dissident Soap.
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Yeah, I mean, listen, we're pretty good on soaps.
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If you guys buy Top Lobster, not, I'll announce it.
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But the Van Man gave us a bunch of sponsors, a bunch of samples.
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So I'm going to be, like, with every t-shirt sale, you're going to be getting a fucking sample of Van Man.
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They have some, like, they have really cool shit.
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See, if you could see at the bottom, there's, like, a little Nazi thing.
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And they're, like, if you wear a Wasson, you'd be bashing Nazis' heads in.
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And then they deleted it because the artist that does Wasson watches complained.
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They're, like, obviously these guys are running away from their anti-Semitism, blah, blah, blah.
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Seems like Dissident Soaps is really leaning into it.
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Yeah, but they could because they deleted this tweet that we're looking at.
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But they deleted it because the artist complained.
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The same way, like, I asked you to delete the thing with.
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And I said, have you ever heard of the KFC bombing?
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I was, like, just delete it because we were, like, whatever.
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These people, I just don't want to be involved with them.
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But these people are so, like, how gay is that?
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Like, so they're, like, anonymous right wing based watch company.
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Like, stop buying shit from people that hate you.
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Honestly, if somebody did, I mean, I would have said, wow, that's funny.
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That's a very funny thing to do every single time like that.
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Initially, what they were mad about was the rampant anti-Semitism in the world.
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Go to Bohemian Grove if you want to talk about rampant anti-Semitism.
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And last time we read somebody's crippling porn addiction, you know, apparently this has become
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genuinely, I don't even think I'm being, you know, what's the word?
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I don't think I'm being hyperbolic when I say that.
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I was talking to Shane Cashman for like an hour yesterday, and he was like, the energy
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But yeah, dude, that show was, the more I look back and the more I hear people talking
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about it, yeah, it was an anti-Semitic false flag.
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It's hard to tell when you're like there and doing it, but you guys liked it.
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The people that listened to it really liked it.
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And me and you had an intense conversation yesterday while I was at Aldi's stealing shit.
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We were talking about, what are you laughing about?
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It's just, you know, very, very island, negroid behavior.
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I could afford it, but sometimes you just got to steal.
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Sometimes you got to fucking take that carriage and not put it back.
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Did I tell you that, you know, you were over at the soundboard making sure that everything
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And I had the great pleasure because I said, look, Owen Benjamin is on our stage right
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How often do you get to even watch an Owen Benjamin performance?
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I sat next to sweet, sweet Eamon Rat, who is one of the star dangerous retards, one of
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our biggest supporters and one of my favorite people.
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We don't know where Eamon Rat lives, but we're looking to hire him for free, possibly to come
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We talk like this, like IRL, and then you sit in the corner and laugh.
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That was my favorite part about all the VIPs in the front row, the dangerous retards who
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Just seeing the joy on their faces and seeing the laughter and everything.
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I sat directly next to him and I could have reached out and just grabbed, gave Owen Benjamin's
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That's why I, whenever I perform with whatever was Tower Gang, I make sure to sit next to
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But I sit next to him because it brings me the most joy.
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You're like, I'm going to sit next to this guy and make it more enjoyable.
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You were off to the side doing the soundboard, making sure the show, which was necessary because
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you've got mics and you've got instruments on stage.
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I sat front row and enjoyed one of the greatest performances I had ever seen and, you know,
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just listen to Toad and listen to Owen do their musical number.
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I got to, you know, chant the, throw the Jew down the well.
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We got a movie from the video editor who's slowly releasing all this footage.
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So I guess we'll all watch it for the first time, and then we'll get into some chronicles.
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Yeah, and this is a 30-minute preview only because we don't...
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And then by the time we get around to stories, you're going to get kicked out of the thing.
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You must have a certain animal magnetism, Jack.
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So we were talking as I was stealing, and we were saying, like, what are we going to do with all this footage?
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The first documentary would be day one, as much as we could scrape together.
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But realistically, we'll have to, like, film a lot more.
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Because we set out to talk about certain things, like the stuff we just did with Jamie Hanshaw.
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I don't think we executed that on the live show.
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But that's fine, because you guys enjoyed yourself.
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So, you know, we just brought a film out there for no reason.
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Yeah, we set out with this idea to talk about, you know, telepathy tape retards and all that kind of thing and UFOs.
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But when you get on stage with Tripoli and, you know, you kind of feel the direction that the audience wants to go in,
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it became much more of an entertainment-driven experience where it was comedic, it was conspiratorial,
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but it was kind of chaotic and it was a lot of fun.
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And so we didn't want to just zero in and try to give you guys a TED Talk,
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especially when we have the great Sam Tripoli on the stage who is excellent at that, you know,
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that kind of energy that you need when somebody's on stage.
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I told the story in there, but it was very loud.
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Yeah, I haven't seen the footage, so we'll figure that out.
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But yeah, we told Sam, like, we want to talk about this, this, that.
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And he came up and the first thing he did was drop an n-bomb.
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And I said, well, this is going to go sideways.
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And I was like, we just did whatever we thought.
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It showed a side of us that I wasn't sure existed.
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And that is, we can do an entertaining thing here with a camera and a computer and an audience
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So, yeah, we didn't quite talk about Puharich and things like that.
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But we do have a documentary that we are working on.
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But there is a second documentary that I think we're going to end up doing.
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And I haven't really talked to you about where me and Cashman landed on it.
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It's like we face something that looked like cancel culture, right?
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Really, it was Owen that got canceled in a big way.
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And it was us who stood our ground and said, we're not going to fold.
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You know, even with all the Clint stuff and everything, like it was never on the table that we were ever going to.
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We never had a conversation resembling the idea of letting Owen go from the jump.
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And so, but I think what happens here is it's a triumphant story, right?
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We're going to talk about our plans, how they fell through with the Leesburg Theater,
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what this really represents in the way of cancel culture, and that fear-driven mindset, and how actually paper-thin it was, right?
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There was a time where cancel culture was real.
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And guys like Owen and Sam and all these other homies took real arrows and really suffered, lost PayPal, lost Airbnb, you know, lost opportunities and gigs and all this crazy shit.
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And I think what we're really showing you here is that, given the fact that we secured another venue in 24 hours, this thing is nothing but a husk.
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This thing that everybody thinks is cancel culture is fucking dead.
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And it took a couple of retards, like Top and I, to come over and just kick over this scarecrow.
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And I don't think it's about, look what we overcame.
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I think it's, hey, this shit isn't real anymore.
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You know, the one where the witch, like, comes up to you on wheels and she's like, and then you just start fucking feeding it up.
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It was like, it was like, and we were just like, what are we going to do, though, about this thing?
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You know, on the surface, it's got a visage that looks a lot like the cancel culture of,
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The thing that Owen Benjamin suffered from and Tripoli and Elijah and all these people suffered from.
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But what we're here to say is we're here to light the beacons, right?
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We're here to light the beacons of Gondor and signal to the rest of the culture, this isn't real anymore because it didn't even slow us down.
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It was like on the path to this, we stepped on a stone and almost, almost kind of rolled our ankle.
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And then we looked back and said, whatever, and just kept going, right?
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Yeah, like, I mean, a couple of us fell off from like this weird stumble.
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Yeah, which I don't even think really was as much related to that as it was a difference in theology, a difference in convictions and values and things of that nature.
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And really, ultimately, a difference in business acumen, dare I say.
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And it was never really about anybody folding to cancel culture, in my opinion, because this was a fucking paper mache monster that we just tore apart and kept moving.
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And we walked through it like it didn't fucking exist.
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And that is what I want this documentary to be, is a triumphant signaling to the people that it's done and we can pull the culture back in the direction that we want it and that this monster is nothing but a shadow of its former self.
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And even more so, like, to the testament of that is, I think the documentary might be about Owen Benjamin.
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And this is something I've been telling David privately, but I'll say it here, too.
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It's like, he did two or three specials in his, like, in his Missouri farm.
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And this is not a knock on Owen at all or the Bears, but he did the specials and I enjoy them.
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But there's something about it where he's playing to his crowd and you're not going to get a real true laugh.
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And I think he knows that you're not going to get a real laugh from those guys because they respect you too much.
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Like, I'm also aware of that with with the guys that came out to see us, the whole front row, you know, they're they're laughing at what we do.
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Like, you know, I'm looking at somebody that showed up, that's there, that kind of likes us or somebody that might have bought a ticket for somebody else.
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They want to see, you know, the cult of conspiracy or they want to see just Sam.
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Because I know you guys enjoy it and that's great.
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And I think Owen got a view of that of because he hasn't played a live crowd in a long time.
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I don't know what he was about to say, but his entire Internet just went down.
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I'm not going to make myself big screen because you could see the edges of my my my backdrop.
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Well, you were saying that Owen hasn't been out in front of a crowd.
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And he was out in front of our crowd, which is different than the Bears.
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You know, not necessarily his he's not playing to the home crowd.
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And then it also changes your comedy like his comedy.
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The home crowd comedy that he was doing was like he could do really wholesome, safe stuff
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because like he's doing three hour streams every day talking to these people and they're
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talking about their inside jokes and they're talking about their stuff and he can go there
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But at one point during the set, he's working, he's working.
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And there's even some bits that he's telling me.
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He's like, I'm going to do a bit about like, like, like retarded people with telekinesis.
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And then he decided, no, after he said, do you guys like that?
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And he moves to a bit that he did 10 years ago.
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Like you're watching the crowd and you're seeing what they're reacting to and you're
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And I feel like we did a decent job of that on NDS with Sam, where we're talking and
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like, I'm paying attention to the crowd briefly, right?
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I'm seeing what they like and what they're responding to.
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And we'll give them a little bit more of that, but I also have a direction that I kind
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I had an idea of where we were going to go on stage two.
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And there was a moment when I saw an opportunity to interject it, but it would have required
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like stepping on you and him while you were talking.
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And we just shifted to whatever direction that, you know, we felt it's feeding off the
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energy of a live crowd and then allowing that energy to flow you in a certain direction.
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Z-Man said, did the Liberty Lockdown fans that bought a ticket like it though, to be
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That we're going to be there for Liberty Lockdown.
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I'm just realizing that's not what this event was about.
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So this crowd that was there was there for something different.
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And I'm not saying that Clint couldn't pull a crowd or whatever or couldn't contribute to
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I didn't say he's the greatest comedian of all time.
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Can we not talk about the guy that just performed at our fucking event and did a good job?
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When you're doing something like this and you're...
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Because I'm not just doing a podcast or comedy.
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Well, not Nephilim Deskwold, but on Tower Gang, I listen back to almost every episode.
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If you're playing any sport, you have to watch your tape and you got to figure out what you did in the small fundamentals.
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And so I'm watching Owen in that aspect and I'm explaining it to you guys.
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So instead of being a faggot, take some notes because you could probably learn from it.
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So that bit that he took out was an older bit, but it's just testament to he's not playing in front of his crowd.
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So he immediately ditched some of the new stuff that he's working with and he was like, this will fit here.
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And then afterward, he was just glowing because you could tell that this is what he is supposed to do.
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And I think the event was like, it showed everybody and it showed him like, I'm supposed to do this.
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Whatever the fuck just happened here, like with the canceling and what happened before, that's all bullshit and it's over now.
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So I think, I don't know if it broke the spell, but I think we'll be seeing Owen do live stuff.
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Can we play, we have some sort of a clip of Toad, you used to have it on stage until the government shut you down.
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Let's bring that back up and maybe we can show that.
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I don't know what it's going to be, but we'll show this clip and then we're going to get into content.
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We'll let the people, why don't we let the people hang around a little bit longer today since we actually didn't read any stories yet.
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Emily says, that's what I've been telling David to do with TLC.
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I can't, no, maybe you can see the edges of my wall now.
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So, so I can't listen back to TLC and do anything with it.
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It's a, it's like a fucking live journal dump and a hang with the crowd.
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And I'm never, I'm never going to watch it back at all.
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I don't like when I listen to Tower Gang, I don't like to listen to my parts.
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Like there's been times where I'll skip past my part.
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You know, like you press 15 seconds, keep going, keep going.
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It might, it may be somebody laughed, but I was like, fuck it.
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This is just, Al sent us a video that just said Toad.
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It's the exact opposite of everything that I've ever done.
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I'm going to be the music executive listening to this from Toad.
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let me see real quick uh the term pterodactyl of nebraska likely refers to the walgren lake monster
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hay springs nebraska um large winged creature potentially mistaken for pterodactyls yeah
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of course that's what grok's gonna say but rock grok is gay um uh some individuals is seeing a
01:47:36.360
large winged creature in nebraska that they believe to be a pterodactyl walgren lake yada yada the
01:47:40.920
cryptid associated with hay springs is most likely a candidate for this moniker um interesting so this
01:47:48.440
is i mean there is precedent i've heard that a lot what would you let's get rid of nebraska and just
01:47:53.100
do pterodactyl cryptid and what do we get from that petrosaurus i saw a pterodactyl today in cryptids
01:48:00.040
from three years ago let's give that a quick look over maybe uh tennessee river the tennessee river
01:48:07.460
how far is tennessee from nebraska i'm not good at geography it's pretty far okay yeah not like not
01:48:14.520
even close not even close are indiana indiana interesting sightings in indiana how far is
01:48:22.820
indiana from nebraska i don't know a little closer i mean it's probably halfway between
01:48:27.660
tennessee but also this thing could fly yeah illinois interesting so then yeah this is a thing
01:48:36.620
that pops up in cryptids a lot she says we were going maybe 30 miles an hour and didn't turn around
01:48:42.360
i wish we had we both looked at each other and we're like did you see that like yeah it was crazy
01:48:47.040
i believe jeez i believe kate yeah part five sad loss of a soulmate oh my god all right i hope this
01:48:55.160
didn't happen to you kate uh in my first story i mentioned hearing a dark ha ha ha sound from a dead
01:49:01.660
tree in the navajo reservation desert in southern utah arizona border kia bob i believe yeah she's
01:49:08.300
everywhere uh the boyfriend i was with paul was a very special person in my life i don't think i'll
01:49:13.740
ever connect with someone as deeply as i did with him we weren't even sexual like most 20-something
01:49:19.480
couples would be our love was wholesome and most of the time we spent hiking playing with cats
01:49:24.400
chilling around campfire and him playing guitar damn that's nice we were connected on a deep level
01:49:30.280
that i can't really explain it was just this knowing and understanding as young in-love hippies
01:49:36.660
we would go camping under the deserts and uh and stars in his truck bed and wake up surrounded by
01:49:43.200
a herd of docile cattle we'd be like ah we're one with nature yeah very hippie-ish but i like it
01:49:50.380
this is she's telling a love story it's gonna be tragic oh my god i'm getting ready to get my
01:49:54.200
fucking heart broken kate good god we both suffered from horrific depression from a young age and the
01:49:59.780
pain inside our heads and hearts was similar we both knew that and understood each other's suffering
01:50:05.160
during my blackout drinking days i would get suicidal while drunk and many times i begged god
01:50:11.340
to kill me so that i can stop the pain once i jumped from a moving car splitting my skull open in an
01:50:17.020
attempt to die paul was a great help through that dark period with his loving kind demeanor both of us
01:50:23.640
were very kind empathetic naturally loved animals and helping people love to laugh at silly things
01:50:29.940
anyway once i got sober from alcohol i distanced myself from paul because he was still using
01:50:35.760
alcohol and drugs we went about our lives still good friends and i reach out to him sometimes here
01:50:42.080
and there when i moved back to utah paul reached out to get together i was working on a farm crew
01:50:47.920
there's a hammer i don't know what that framing crew on a framing crew right okay that's what the hammer
01:50:53.840
is for because she knew i'd misread it yeah and it's like fucking retard and super tired so i said uh
01:51:01.160
next time we'll meet up i'm too tired and he said okay i'm headed to sedona arizona arizona and i'll reach
01:51:07.320
out when i'm back i will forever regret not seeing him that day during this period my brother had a major
01:51:14.500
accident at a facility that stuck uh that sucks in it sucks a material into a 400 degree industrial roller
01:51:22.500
is your brother asian oh my god yeah i mean they hire him yeah we should no lathes in the nephilim
01:51:30.280
death squad factory because you guys will get fucking jammed up 100 yeah no heavy machinery at all
01:51:35.300
i know laney's like laney fucking uh nancy just stay away and lady and nancy would be conspiring
01:51:41.320
together to record all heavy machinery their own deaths their own deaths the machine got a hold of
01:51:49.540
the tip of his glove and sucked his arm at a rapid speed thank the lord jesus he had a mind to tear
01:51:54.880
his arm away from the machine leaving his arm in shreds literally veins tendons artery bone fuck
01:52:00.080
he was rushed to the emergency emergency surgery and had several long surgeries i was terrified he'd die
01:52:07.160
there an anesthesiologist making a mistake or something like that yeah that's uh definitely a
01:52:12.800
concern so on the 8th of january at night time i was going about my night and i became violently
01:52:19.620
violently ill as if i'd been poisoned with something it came on within seconds and it was full body shaking
01:52:25.980
everything coming out of both ends sweating and dizzy randomly sobbing it lasted about an hour
01:52:32.600
i don't know this i won't know this for another week but about 24 hours later paul died in sedona
01:52:39.780
jeez that is crazy i believe my violent illness was my soul subconscious reaction to our connection
01:52:48.400
soon being severed from this realm that's that is i wonder did you do any kind of like soul bonding
01:52:55.440
with this guy like purposeful any weird esoteric shit um i mean it sounds like you know you're
01:53:01.560
fucking laying under the stars in the desert with him and waking up to herd of cows i mean it sounds
01:53:07.580
like she really yeah loved him sometimes that you know i don't know if that sort of thing needs to
01:53:12.520
happen in a ritualistic fashion or if just that sort of bonding to an individual is a ritual but it's
01:53:19.660
it's natural yeah yeah you know it just happens um so the next night the night of the ninth my brother
01:53:26.940
called paul to tell him about my about his horrific arm injury they were friends my brother was going on
01:53:33.060
uh about the surgeries and he was going to have that he was going to have and paul said i'm with some
01:53:39.640
people who have these fake fentanyl pills i'm just going to try i'm going to try just one so i gotta go
01:53:46.200
but i'll call you soon and my brother said be careful man that stuff's dangerous
01:53:49.520
paul then encouraged my brother to stay strong and that he'll see him soon to help him out you got
01:53:55.580
this i'm gonna get you through this love you man paul soon died after yeah uh we don't know the
01:54:02.240
people he was with but they were not good people if anyone even someone paul disliked overdosed in
01:54:09.680
front of him he would do everything in his power to help save them call 9-1-1 risk arrest gladly to save
01:54:16.080
a life these people left him to die they didn't call anyone no one knew and he was found long gone
01:54:23.560
uh later the next day since paul and i were not that close anymore i was not actively messaging him
01:54:30.680
so i had no idea at this point three days after he died my brother was in surgery i opened my room
01:54:37.660
door to go to the kitchen and i heard clear as day kate come from behind my room as i was stepping out
01:54:43.680
through the doorway with my back into my room i turned around i saw no one and in my mind i was
01:54:49.340
worried because my brother had died in surgery i was worried that my brother had died in surgery
01:54:53.840
and he was saying my name because he sounds similar to paul so i didn't want to acknowledge the voice
01:54:59.240
because i was worried that something happened to my brother never crossed my mind that it would be paul
01:55:04.200
because i didn't know that he was gone i stepped out of the doorway and went into the kitchen just
01:55:10.020
brushing it off freaked out uh other than the ho ho ho that i heard in the desert i've never been one
01:55:17.320
to hear a voice so i believe that before paul's essence consciousness or soul crossed the veil
01:55:22.820
he came to say goodbye i kicked myself for not knowing at the time when he came to my room
01:55:29.020
hey man how how are you supposed to know right it's crazy you have a lot of regrets about a lot of
01:55:36.360
these things with you know people passing but how the hell how the hell should you know yeah it's just
01:55:41.940
a thing that happens at this point so the rest goes without saying i found out on the 17th seven days
01:55:49.480
after he was pronounced dead my brother was wondering why he wasn't answering so he checked
01:55:54.020
his facebook and he saw a post from his dad when my brother found out he called me from the hospital
01:55:59.500
and told me and my reaction was like out of a movie when it gets all fuzzy slow and distorted
01:56:04.700
i was screaming but it didn't sound like me i blacked out a little and hung up on my brother
01:56:10.320
it was one of the most gut-wrenching feelings to lose one of your soul family
01:56:15.820
later i called jen a close friend of paul who i became close with as well she picked up the phone
01:56:23.480
and i said crying jen and she said it's paul isn't it he's dead isn't he and we sobbed on the phone
01:56:30.280
together she mentioned that she too got ill and felt her heart was being crushed with grief the
01:56:36.020
night paul died even though she had no clue until i called her and i had not told anyone about my
01:56:41.660
violent illness the day after i knew paul was gone a raven's feather floated down to my feet paul and i
01:56:48.940
would often talk about ravens we saw on our nature outings so i believe that was him too it was a crazy
01:56:54.760
experience i'm sorry this was long rest in peace paul love y'all kate what a crazy story
01:57:03.340
beautiful story it's a it's a beautiful story it's a heavy one this is every once in a while like i
01:57:10.540
told you on the last episode you know i was getting that anonymous one from the guy who you know had
01:57:15.860
this really crippling porn addiction and it's like um you know we have a lot of fun on this show and
01:57:21.120
and but i think it's easy through the comedy to kind of forget occasionally that what we do is we
01:57:29.980
we sort of stand in this weird dark place and um it's not always dark but it's just the nature of
01:57:40.580
like the spiritual realm is you're going to get really high highs and really low lows and you're
01:57:47.580
dealing with incredible concepts and incredible stories and incredible experiences and every once
01:57:54.980
in a while when this something like this comes along it's like it's heavy man it's heavy it's
01:58:01.580
beautiful though in a way that you even get to experience anything like that and i know it sounds
01:58:09.480
wild to say because you're dealing with the death of somebody who was you know kate feels was
01:58:15.360
was connected on a soul level but when you have an experience like that one you're getting you're
01:58:23.080
getting ill physically ill to a high degree um and then you look back and you realize that it was
01:58:29.700
within 24 hours of this person who's so meaningful you meaningful to you dying i know that that sucks
01:58:37.940
but it really does it's it's one of those moments where if you can back up a little bit you realize
01:58:43.800
that life just pulled the veil back on you and it's like there is so much more here than the
01:58:51.640
monotony of of your nine to five than your bills piling up you know then talking to insurance companies
01:58:59.740
on the phone and and dealing with the crowds at walmart and going through this drudgery that life
01:59:04.900
kind of requires you to go through that really the most important things there's something
01:59:09.920
fucking unbelievable you know it's great on the other side of that veil like right before the
01:59:16.820
whole thing went down even at the tropic theater that was on a tuesday that weekend i just had a
01:59:23.540
feeling of impending doom not and it's nothing like what kate was feeling but it's just this feeling
01:59:28.780
of like i'm like and and even before the last bro he mean grove i had to say i remember telling you
01:59:34.840
about that as well i was like just feels like something and then like you know my dog dies and then
01:59:38.700
like shit goes sideways and i'm just like yeah that's what i was that's what i was feeling like
01:59:43.040
you feel the pressure and but the problem is like i don't know what it is but you just know
01:59:48.840
that it's something and and and i'm at the point where i'm like i do i just i could i could write it
01:59:53.480
off as like ah you're just being and sometimes you are just being paranoid but but then it's like
02:00:00.460
yeah something like right after happening this again this is nothing this is like what happened
02:00:04.640
to me with to us with this whole event was nothing but the pressure was there there was a feeling and
02:00:10.460
it's not like i'm overwhelmed it was like a feeling like in your gut where i'm like oh man like what
02:00:16.620
next what it's like something was uh attacking it's funny because now where i sit after you know it's
02:00:24.800
kind of a bit of like post coitus right after bohemian grove and shit like i'm i'm in amazement i get to
02:00:30.680
meet so many of the people who support us i got to meet people who uh inspire me and um and i got
02:00:37.260
to do something that was meaningful not only to me but also to all the people that were there and uh
02:00:43.160
and i consider it a a triumph and but now that you've mentioned it i i almost forgot how hard it was
02:00:51.400
like two weeks before bohemian grove i mean i was you know having all these dreams i was caught up in
02:01:01.580
anger and resentment um my wife and i even argued in a in a very unnatural way we never argue and all
02:01:11.260
of a sudden we were having an argument it was embarrassing actually because there was these guys
02:01:14.440
here to fix our sink and um and we ended up your fucking sink fell through my sink fell through like
02:01:20.480
it just fell so much of it is weird those guys overheard us arguing it was embarrassing it never
02:01:26.160
happens and um and i realized i can't believe i almost like forgot about this but i didn't even tell
02:01:32.200
you fucking my like my main my well the water pump in my well just broke no reason and it's like but
02:01:39.540
it was one of those things where my dad's like hey i walked by there this is like a lot of water
02:01:43.580
and it's just like a random crack it's brand new and i i was like i could get mad about this but i
02:01:48.760
was like i don't give a fuck i will deal with it and it's just like i it's not that i put it to the
02:01:53.920
side but i'm like i know exactly what this is and i'm not like what am i gonna do go over there and
02:01:58.220
fucking like lose my shit and scream at the like no it's like you guys suck whatever whatever uh
02:02:04.400
again it's not a is it a spiritual attack because my water well broke yeah motherfucker yeah because
02:02:10.320
look at when it happened it happened the same it it literally happened uh we were by the pool we
02:02:15.660
were we were talking about uh what was going on with clinton all that yeah and then like that next
02:02:21.500
day my dad's like by the way huge huge leak it's gonna be like twelve hundred dollars to fix
02:02:27.680
and i'm just okay collapses in on itself and then like the very next morning my wife is like i think
02:02:34.860
we have to get rid of our cat because the lady downstairs it was like everything was piling up
02:02:40.160
and this is why they're like hey when's the next bohemian grove i'm like
02:02:43.100
what you're asking us is when's the next time you're going to fight through spiritual warfare to
02:02:49.640
accomplish something that like obviously on the other end of it worth every single i mean just like
02:02:57.100
think about that think about what toad went through there on stage right what he went through
02:03:02.480
but he went through the weeks before yeah losing his job and everything and then the solace that
02:03:07.180
came afterwards the peace and the satisfaction and the love that was like in that room um worth
02:03:14.600
every single struggle i can't stand emily um but i i recognized it immediately that it was you know it
02:03:27.180
was spiritual warfare it sounds goofy i remember even saying it to my wife like when we were arguing i'm
02:03:31.780
like this isn't us and this isn't this isn't natural this is coming from some place else you
02:03:37.660
know this is um and i think we thank god where we had this like grounding foundation in christ
02:03:44.140
because if we were doing something that everything is spiritual whether or not you are aware of it and
02:03:51.040
if we were doing something that we were completely unaware of the spiritual we wouldn't have been able
02:03:56.560
to navigate that i think that shit was like trying to eat us it was trying to consume us and um and i
02:04:03.960
you know i think we went through some real serious real rapid character development in that short amount
02:04:10.260
of time uh and we had to or or what i don't know or we would have fucking been crushed by something so
02:04:19.640
but that's that's what i'm talking about you know you read this story from kate
02:04:22.680
and it's like you can just look at the death of your friend and see it as happening in a vacuum
02:04:30.580
but not kate i mean kate realizes there's this profound connection that transcends just the
02:04:37.280
physical loss of her of her friend um and it's the same thing where it's like we could look at
02:04:42.440
everything that we went through to get to this moment and just think it was a series of unfortunate
02:04:47.460
you know the happenings um but it wasn't it was something profoundly spiritual and every once in
02:04:55.960
a while when life gives you the ability especially in kate's story there to yeah it'll serve you up
02:05:02.320
some pain but if you can analyze what happened there it's like oh my god the veil just got pulled
02:05:09.080
back i wonder we were shown like like so this is great for the scary story part with kate but i
02:05:14.440
wonder what happened on the other side of that because a lot of times when you're doing things
02:05:19.160
when these kind of things happen to you there's something that's supposed to happen after it's
02:05:24.400
either like a growth or there's a there's a level and maybe it's a test even you know i have the book
02:05:31.860
of joe kind of stuff maybe that that feeling that you get in your stomach is like let me let me do this
02:05:37.620
to them let me do that and god going go ahead test it out you know maybe that's the fucking feeling
02:05:44.380
that you get where you're like i'm violently ill because i there has just been a plot against me
02:05:49.860
you know that that feeling in my stomach where i'm like oh man i can't help it i can't shake it it's
02:05:55.020
just this feeling of impending doom and it's like is it real it's like yeah it is sort of real i mean
02:06:00.880
like like kate has you have like real life circumstances that happen to your brother's arm is mangled
02:06:05.480
your friends are dead your soulmate gets killed it's like it's real but then it's also not real
02:06:11.720
it's also like temporary right like it's temporary and it's also this opportunity where i don't know
02:06:17.500
what happens to these things if they're the things that are tempting us and poking us and prodding us
02:06:22.120
if they go away or if they just get more angry they're getting judged you know it seems like they're
02:06:26.520
getting judged in the end and they're allowed to do this or that but what it is is it's an opportunity
02:06:32.140
over and over and over again for us to choose over and over and over again it's like god allows this
02:06:38.120
thing to happen to you and then what do you get you get to choose yeah what do you choose do you
02:06:43.820
choose to you know what was me do you choose to give in to the anger do you choose to give in to
02:06:50.000
the resentment it's okay to feel it but what do you decide to do with it because you have a decision
02:06:55.000
to make this thing is constantly petitioning you to engage here's the thing that's happened to you
02:07:00.900
engage with it what do you choose do you choose fear and anger and resentment and you let it corrode
02:07:08.080
you and poison you and then it poisons everybody around you or do you choose faith and acceptance
02:07:14.300
and submission to god and and that's like the hugest thing that i think i've learned not like it's
02:07:22.120
profound for the audience a lot of people are already there and already understand that but for
02:07:25.340
me to internalize that and understand that and then like implement it into my own life the more i do it
02:07:31.140
the better i get at implementing that i've always been under like i tell my son uh that corvos have one
02:07:37.120
rule and it's dressed like a faggot no no it's uh it's um it's uh it's we we never panic and and i've
02:07:47.820
told him that since he was a kid and now i'm realizing that like fear not situation that what
02:07:53.060
i've actually told my son is something much more profound than i originally realized and um what i've
02:07:59.900
effectively told him is like we don't submit to fear it's okay to feel it but you have a decision to
02:08:06.760
make do you remain there or do you move forward and the way to move forward is you know through faith
02:08:14.260
um so i've always had that but now i keep coming just like that's kind of a banger of a shirt
02:08:21.300
i i've always had that but now i understand it more it's like um you you learn a thing
02:08:32.200
but then you teach a thing and you get a deeper understanding of it it's kind of similar to what
02:08:37.200
i've been going through lately where i've always known this i've known that panicking and fear
02:08:42.500
does not make a bad situation better and that's a good place to start but i've now learned that
02:08:51.100
it is the opposite of faith in god and like i i realize it works on on such a deeper and more
02:08:57.920
profound level than what i previously understood um it's that's something that i that i talk about
02:09:02.760
with owen and he he understands it also and it's a it's it's more than like but but it's more than
02:09:10.960
what i'm gonna say but but it is very much like this it was like if i do this thing then i get this
02:09:15.460
thing and that's kind of it's kind of crazy it's like if i'm not afraid then i get this this thing
02:09:20.840
at the end so it makes the decisions almost very easy like when they when yeah it's like we call it
02:09:26.780
retarded but when they're thanking us for having oh thank you for having owen and i was like
02:09:30.660
decision was super easy like it was always like we're not gonna do that there's no reward when
02:09:38.700
you choose fear yeah i was like and also like i was like look at the it almost feels disingenuous
02:09:43.060
because i'm like i'm looking at like okay i could have like you know sam come and that's freaking
02:09:48.080
awesome and then i could not have this guy come but i'm like i or i could just have this guy come
02:09:52.580
and he would be great i was like yeah what are you talking about this not it's and they're like
02:09:56.700
oh well what about this thing that's scary i was like i don't give a fuck about that thing i'm not
02:10:02.260
really scared of it i should be probably but i don't know why i'm i'm just not uh although i i do
02:10:08.360
think like i don't know as we continue to aggravate and push forward i'm like damn man they're gonna
02:10:13.120
really fucking somebody like you can eventually come for us but uh yeah well i mean that i find that um
02:10:18.860
what is it to to whom much is given much is tested right it's like um uh it is gonna keep going that
02:10:28.160
way the more times we choose fear is gonna get mad right the more times that we we go fuck you
02:10:34.880
you're gay it's gonna get bigger and bigger it's gonna try harder and harder and i don't think that
02:10:39.940
that trend's gonna end i think one day we'll just leave this mortal coil and uh and then you know
02:10:45.240
uh hopefully we did a good job and god will be like based guys you crushed you know that would be
02:10:51.760
uh uh you know nice but but otherwise um i think that and you know what i'll talk about clint a little
02:10:58.340
bit and i think then we should we should wrap it up but i think that that's what his problem is and
02:11:04.060
and it's it's kind of crazy that like maybe working um like my old job working on the subway
02:11:12.600
i used to go to like every time i'd go to work i'd be like you know give give your wife a kiss
02:11:18.220
because i'm like this honestly could be the last time that you see me that shit is legitimately
02:11:23.360
dangerous like yeah if i could find a video of how we draw i'll find a video of how you're supposed
02:11:29.940
to drop cwr it's not a joke hold on let's see if we could find it um so i will go to work and i just
02:11:37.480
have to be okay with dying for a paycheck and uh i kind of got let me see cwr drop mta so that people
02:11:47.980
could understand what and i was actually on this team because i somehow got good at it which is a bad
02:11:53.760
idea oh and this is it yeah look at this they fucking nailed it um let's skip the ad
02:11:59.880
um and here we go let's pull this up i used to operate that that's called uh well the cwr machine
02:12:12.300
what the fuck was that thing called but these are the tunnels that you would go through
02:12:16.420
and that cwr machine would oh here they're explaining how you drop the
02:12:21.900
how you drop the rail so that's a it's continuously welded rail so 390 feet usually a rail is just 39 feet
02:12:29.720
but these are 10 of them together because why not and this is how they come in the train
02:12:32.940
because huge train yeah yeah um it would it just eliminates the ball joints it's really for rich
02:12:39.300
jewish people that live underneath the subway because when the train hits the hits the joints
02:12:43.040
it goes chunk chunk chunk chunk chunk like when you hear a train that's because it's hitting you know
02:12:47.560
10 uh 39 feet of rail and then it'll like that so they they weld them and at linden yard we would
02:12:53.520
weld these as well i would weld these and then hook them up to a big crane with two hooks
02:12:58.840
and when we welded them we'd have to spin them over our heads and it's fucking psychotic but this is
02:13:05.240
what i would do uh before i drove the truck so you tie several tons of steel yeah do you see this thing
02:13:11.760
here this is a that's a it's special type of joint but it's basically like a real joint and you you just
02:13:16.880
use like a nut and bolt and you tie it to the front of the head of that thing then you take that wire
02:13:22.820
and you tie it underneath an existing tie or like see see those are ties underneath the rails so
02:13:29.540
it's creating pressure and of course they don't allow they're playing music but when this thing
02:13:34.240
comes out it's fucking screaming like the devil oh yeah yeah the train drives away okay do you see
02:13:40.000
what these guys are doing so 39 trying to use leverage to fish it into place right well no we're just
02:13:47.280
guiding it as the best as we can and the idea is to get it to fall in the in the uh the gauge and
02:13:52.660
have it stand up with the head up because if it falls sideways then we got to flip it you can do it
02:13:57.760
it's just a pain in the ass so as this thing is going it's tied to the very end there and that's
02:14:03.300
actually probably fucking me one of these guys and and look look at this we're like feet in the gauge
02:14:09.040
here with just wooden sticks and as it's driving away it's like and it's going like this
02:14:14.240
and and you're pushing it as much as you can and then running to catch up and continuing to
02:14:21.580
guide this thing into a hole yeah sounds cool it is it's fucking cool but to do it day after day
02:14:26.400
like when when you know we did this once a week and i was on the cwr drop team so it's like i'm okay
02:14:32.780
with dying like i know a guy that actually got just touched by this thing and snapped his leg in half
02:14:37.500
because it's like it's it's crazy so look at this shit and we're just going boom boom oh look that's
02:14:43.600
my boy jimmy salerno okay that's fucking hilarious look and you see how it drops when
02:14:48.300
it gets to the end it just drops but this thing is crazy as you go and yeah whatever this is how
02:14:55.280
you it's not called a critter this is whatever so this is how you do it i know these guys i know
02:15:02.080
some of these guys uh they're drilling some holes this is what i used to do every day so anyway point
02:15:07.540
is i'm okay like i just became like okay with death and to go back to what clint is doing i think
02:15:12.920
this helped me clint is very worried about world war three and a bomb being dropped and he's actually
02:15:20.420
worried which is like interesting because that no he's like dead in me if you talk to him like in
02:15:25.140
real life he's like worried about it and i like i i feel the concern i got people um how many people
02:15:31.900
that i see down there like at least three um uh but anyway back to so like he has that fear about
02:15:39.500
dying and that's like that for me is dead for me inside i don't have that fear i think a lot of
02:15:45.520
this because when i tell people like i did construction this is not constructed it's not
02:15:49.600
a screwdriver like that nut runner right there is like fucking you know that's 100 pounds this is
02:15:54.680
like everything down there is on steroids and crazy it's yeah it's the purest part of new york city
02:15:59.480
i just don't have it in me anymore and i think that's good because when we're talking about fear
02:16:04.400
not like i mean it like i don't if you're not afraid of dying of literally dying like you have
02:16:12.320
to have looked this in the face and and listen i don't want to die but i i that's but you know that
02:16:19.540
yeah i had a similar thing from from being homeless and and it was like you know i i really thought of
02:16:24.580
there was one time in my life where i actually i remember entertaining the idea of killing myself
02:16:28.620
and uh and it and allowing it it wasn't like i said it out loud i allowed the thought is always
02:16:35.460
there to some degree um you know but i allowed myself to entertain it like let's look at it let's
02:16:42.260
look at it and think about the logistics of it and it and it brought me to tears that i even allowed
02:16:46.700
myself to think about it and i realized something there where i was like happiness is actually a choice
02:16:53.420
happiness so what i did was like i figured out a way to be happy even though i was homeless
02:16:57.380
and that goes for everything like peace is a choice happiness is a choice and i've been talking a lot
02:17:05.560
about this idea of like people protecting their peace there's these tiktok bitches that are constantly
02:17:08.900
like you got to protect your peace don't let this in don't let that in and really what you're doing
02:17:12.580
is you're putting up a wall and you're number one you're you're avoiding things that are wrong in your
02:17:18.580
life and number two um you're just making it so that you're not facing these things instead what
02:17:25.080
you should be doing is fixing the filter that these things pass through so the problem with building a
02:17:30.680
wall to protect yourself from all the things that you think are scary um are are one of these things
02:17:37.060
is going to get through the wall and then you're not going to know how to deal with it instead what
02:17:41.500
you need to do is allow these things that get passed through the wall and hold them and have a look at
02:17:45.560
these things that are scary these things that disrupt your peace and if you can properly pass
02:17:50.460
them through the correct filter then they don't cause all of the anxiety and the fear and the
02:17:55.300
sadness and the depression that you're afraid of in the first place i figured that out when i was a
02:17:59.940
fucking kid happiness is a choice you know why because i knew it's like how could these people
02:18:04.660
in these fucking tribes with no water you know and and they're they're getting wells drilled and shit
02:18:11.400
how come they're smiling how could they ever smile people in america are suffering from depression we
02:18:16.500
have everything that we could ever want and we're suffering from depression how are these tribes
02:18:19.920
people smiling because it's a fucking choice i mean they're not making that choice but i realized
02:18:25.440
that there is something going on the way we perceive happiness and satisfaction in america is all
02:18:31.600
fucked up we think it's like when you have everything going right and you have everything you want
02:18:36.880
that's happiness and when something comes along and it disrupts it that's sadness that's anger no it's
02:18:41.400
not this this is uh happiness this is anger this is you're the filter that all of the world passes
02:18:51.560
through you're the filter you decide what to do with that information so uh i was young when i figured
02:18:58.020
that out man and and if i didn't figure that out i probably was gonna fucking it's it's funny too
02:19:02.940
because it goes right back to like even at this point as i'm becoming okay with death it goes back
02:19:07.820
to the story of jesus when i didn't want to hear about it but you notice as you read the gospels and
02:19:13.020
and and like when he's talking to the disciples and they they don't seem to get it they're also very
02:19:18.340
young they're not like 30s but they're 20s maybe or younger but they don't get it because he's not
02:19:24.960
talking about like necessarily right now he's not talking about the just the physical because
02:19:31.460
they're like what do you mean you're not going to be with us and he's like no like just it'll be
02:19:36.780
fine like i've been telling you guys but they still don't get it time after time after time and then
02:19:41.020
when you do finally get it you're kind of like ah right right there's a little bit more well that
02:19:48.140
that's that's what i keep going to so it's like if you wanted to maybe boil it down in all things
02:19:53.220
you have a choice and that choice is really really really fucking simple and that's when i realized
02:19:58.440
like low information people who have faith have it figured out just as much as high information
02:20:04.020
people who understand how the world works right it's it's really just about faith you can have
02:20:09.360
none of the information you can be a guy who doesn't do all the studying and the research and
02:20:13.980
the conspiratorial bullshit that that we do um you could just have faith and you'll navigate this
02:20:20.140
just as well as we can because after all of that information i came out of the other side and i
02:20:24.500
realize oh it's just about fear versus faith and if you lean on god you could observe the you know
02:20:29.840
the amazing things about this reality but don't try to grab them don't try to bend them to your will
02:20:34.380
don't try to schedule everything about your life lean on god god likes that it's the exact opposite
02:20:39.240
of fear fear causes you to try to understand everything fear causes you to try to control
02:20:44.340
everything to schedule everything to get your because you're afraid of the unknown what is there to be
02:20:49.280
afraid of if god's real and you believe in god's will and you believe in god has a plan for you
02:20:53.840
what the fuck are you afraid of and that's that's like once you get there you can get there without
02:20:59.820
all the information you can get there without uh reading all the dumb shit and understanding the
02:21:05.940
grimoires and looking at you know what the elites are doing you can understand it's the meme of the
02:21:10.920
iq the bell curve you know at the very bottom and the other side the guy with the hood and it's
02:21:15.080
like you're saying the same things that's exactly you guys get it but i think i think that's a good
02:21:19.220
place to wrap it before we dig this message just spike this message with some racism or something
02:21:24.780
like that we were gonna do it i felt it coming uh guys thank you for watching if you have any
02:21:29.640
strange stories you want to submit uh chroniclesnds at gmail.com we'll read it we'll make fun of you
02:21:36.220
um it'll be fun it'll be fun for us it'll be fun for you shout out to the people who sent stuff today
02:21:41.760
shout out to uh joel and kate wonderful stories thank you guys so much for sharing
02:21:45.700
and uh i think that's it dude that's all we fucking got that's it i think so
02:21:51.460
the greatest hypnotist on planet earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room
02:21:58.580
it is constantly telling us what to believe is real you can persuade us
02:22:04.080
that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see
02:22:08.160
because they'll laugh in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what
02:22:15.580
what's up guys uh we're done with the show but uh stick around because we're gonna give you a
02:22:30.880
little uh fucking it's a 30 minutes of tlc maybe you'll like it maybe you won't whatever
02:22:37.180
stay tuned thank you um it doesn't want to tell me how old he is this is this is the thing that
02:22:44.600
gets me hold on well the incident occurred uh october 2020 at a hotel in riviera beach florida
02:22:51.420
hutto claimed they were playing inside of the hotel room as if they were shooting uh with their
02:22:56.840
finger and a gun he pointed a real gun at this bitch and fired shooting her and uh and killing
02:23:03.740
her obviously he then fled the scene it's important to note that hutto had sold his stake in salt life
02:23:09.860
in 2013 not been associated with the company for several years at the time of the incident salt
02:23:13.620
life released a statement expressing their condolences to duncan's family the the chick
02:23:17.480
that got shot and clarifying the co-founders were no longer affiliated with the company but that's not
02:23:20.940
the point the point is okay here we go 56 years old could have sworn he was older honestly thought he
02:23:30.340
was much older okay so still the point holds 56 years old co-found's salt life makes a bunch of
02:23:41.860
fucking money bows out takes his shares and slides guys got all this money now right so think about it
02:23:49.820
you're a dude you've worked hard made a brand made some money off of it the world is your oyster
02:23:57.580
right you can do whatever you want you got the money you got the time what do you do you waste your
02:24:08.360
fucking time with an 18 year old i i i've heard a little bit of the story i'm i don't think it was
02:24:15.120
an accident you know why i don't think it's an accident because 18 year olds are annoying
02:24:23.540
this is what i'm getting at guys why the fuck would you build a thing and this kind of goes to
02:24:29.920
this guy right why would you even have a thing you got a nice truck and you're doing a thing i don't
02:24:34.440
know what the thing is you're gonna fuck it up am i am i the only one here that's are they not
02:24:41.280
18 year old girls super annoying and then you know you you go i've got nieces i love them i love my
02:24:56.160
nieces they're so annoying what are you doing as a man
02:25:05.080
agitation headache into your life what are you doing as a man salt life you did all this
02:25:17.180
cool stuff you made all this money the world is your oyster you now have all the money to do all
02:25:22.980
the fun things and you go 18 years old that's what i want to do i want to just take my really
02:25:31.780
nice life and i want to make it really fucking annoying am i wrong q says yeah fuck being around
02:25:39.540
a bratty stupid 18 year it sounds like a nightmare
02:25:46.540
it just seems like such a huge mistake man i mean obviously it's a mistake he shot her
02:25:52.840
right i can't even relate to most millennials let alone zoomers
02:25:57.320
sounds horrible i just don't understand that man so you have this over and over again you've got
02:26:04.560
these guys who have um uh you know you've built a thing and now you're whatever you're you're old
02:26:11.680
and you're looking for some what some young chick to come and fucking annoy you
02:26:17.360
and and spend all your money it doesn't make fucking sense to me dude it's very strange
02:26:24.100
uh i use books for the first year oh no i'm sorry this is something else i didn't mean to step
02:26:29.240
on your conversation gen z girls are disrespectful yeah they're just fucking annoying are you really
02:26:35.000
gonna invite some fucking 18 year old into your life so she could tell you about the isms
02:26:39.120
and the is the racisms and the and just just like what the fuck dude
02:26:44.520
uh my wife was 21 when i met her in 30 and i was 37 i mean that's like you know it's a gap
02:26:53.260
but like i'm talking about dudes that especially when you're talking about 18 19 year olds i just
02:26:59.480
don't see the allure i just don't see the allure my younger daughter is 18 be honest with me the
02:27:06.120
other night she annoying she's probably annoying imagine this imagine this if you will you as a man
02:27:17.280
dating a 18 year old chick and then she goes i would like to invite my friends over
02:27:24.920
i'd like to invite my friends over let's bring them over the house we'll have some drinks we'll hang
02:27:31.280
out we'll party now that's illegal obviously you can't i mean i don't know what the rules are they
02:27:37.020
can't buy alcohol but is it illegal i don't fucking know and then they all get there and they get a
02:27:43.560
couple of drinks into them and they start fucking they're talking at the same time they're laughing
02:27:49.900
at the same time and you you know that meme of the old guy where he's like he's doing the fake
02:27:56.320
smile where you can see the pain in his eyes you unable to relate you cannot stand the sound of
02:28:03.280
the birds chirping all at once you thinking about every mistake that you've made leading up to this
02:28:10.500
point why would you do that to yourself i just don't understand there there's there's now seven
02:28:18.240
18 year olds in your kitchen they're drunk they won't shut the fuck up they're taking tiktok videos
02:28:23.860
and what are you doing thinking about your 401k i don't know drinking heavily
02:28:31.540
it just doesn't make any sense it doesn't make any sense to me perfect woman chatter noise dude
02:28:39.560
that fucking like let me know my wife will watch these shows um and these bitches will argue you
02:28:48.920
know it's like that kind of show i don't know what you call it it's like whole genre bitches will argue
02:28:52.860
that's the genre and they fucking they'll do that right they'll get together the fucking you fucking
02:28:58.560
disrespected me i never fucking said that and they're all drunk and they're all screaming and
02:29:03.960
they're fucking doing it and one of them's like calm down don't do it either one's like don't
02:29:07.640
fucking touch me fuck you you never love me and it's oh my god
02:29:14.000
that that's the worst it's honestly like the fucking worst it's the worst noise i've ever heard
02:29:23.360
it's the worst noise i ever heard imagine you as a man who's successful who's built something
02:29:31.060
who's made all this money the world is your oyster and you choose that
02:29:34.880
i have no remorse for you no remorse for you whatever happens to you happens to you
02:29:42.320
if you snap one day and you shoot her because she sounds like a bunch of birds
02:29:53.200
could have done whatever you wanted and you fucking did that
02:29:57.760
crazy it's a crazy thing i don't know man i i don't understand it
02:30:02.620
ah all right let's get back into the content just something i think about sometimes you know
02:30:07.780
uh jb bass thank you very much for sending the things it's a wonderful set of things that you
02:30:11.940
sent me and i appreciate it greatly all right uh i see jinn says send me the play the thing she's
02:30:17.160
all the way up here though i have to do at least um not nice guy because i stepped on his show let's
02:30:23.180
see what not nice has got nice let's see what he's got
02:30:26.660
tag you who's kaguya i always see this i know this is a popular page kaguya's top gal
02:30:34.980
but i don't know who kaguya is all right let's see
02:30:39.420
holocaust museum destroyed by iranian missile strikes
02:30:43.780
oh i mean oh no i mean no no is that real did that happen
02:30:54.460
is that just happened in the bombings unbelievable not nice not nice guy what's up baby
02:30:59.620
oh uh i didn't think it looked good on the ottoman so i folded it up and i put it over here
02:31:14.780
man and it did it looked very nice uh all right let's see what else we got here from not nice guy
02:31:23.100
uh bringing this to the function is an instant dp uh dip do that what's a dp
02:31:31.980
all right look at this it's a dick drank that's a dick drank it's a whole dick with the balls
02:31:39.460
a dick drank look at the skin pulled back on that motherfucker wrinkles and shit
02:31:44.960
oh my god how much is this dick drank you want you want that you want that penny
02:31:50.080
you want the penny bottle she want that that's kind of big
02:31:54.220
why why to like us why did they um have to not why did they make it why did they have to zip tie it
02:32:03.160
to the counter i didn't want to you videoed it i mean send me
02:32:08.960
it is a big ass dick bottle see that's the thing too is you know that there's uh we watched a video
02:32:15.800
the other day of a black chick tasering her vagina so certainly there's a a chick in there a black chick
02:32:21.060
who's slamming her pussy with the dick bottle why did they um thank you very much uh why did they
02:32:28.560
zip tie it though is it is it is is it in a particular danger of being stolen wild wild wild
02:32:39.000
wild what brand of scotch is that raven i don't think uh we measure scotch in years not inches and
02:32:45.240
that is a 14 that is a 14 inch uh single malt scotch whiskey sir thank you very much
02:32:52.920
all malt liquor is game for blacks regardless of dick glass you know what's funny about this this
02:32:58.740
isn't uh malt liquor but blacks are a fan of uh cognac and this was in the cognac cast as i talked
02:33:06.480
about at the top of the show and you can really taste it it's wonderful well did you know cognac is
02:33:10.360
really just fortified wine i believe i could be wrong a very nice uh tongue feel perfect device
02:33:22.420
to boof your elk raven i don't think it was open to the tip does anybody remember bong vodka
02:33:27.880
uh when i was younger there was a popular brand of vodka that came in well you know it looked like a
02:33:37.080
bong and everybody and their fucking mother would buy it and they would say i'm gonna get bring it
02:33:42.820
to somebody so they could cut it cut a hole in it so we could use it as an actual bong and then
02:33:47.480
everybody and their mother didn't i never knew a single soul who did that but i remember everybody
02:33:54.540
saying they were going to uh black girls will see that and steal it yeah but that's not because it's
02:34:02.080
a dick they just it's just in their nature they're going to see that and steal it and that and it
02:34:08.300
is virtually everything that they can grab uh all right let's see what else we got here from not nice
02:34:14.100
guy oh no two shot the black guy was shot first while being robbed and the white guy was shot trying
02:34:24.180
to help him i hate atlanta oh boy all right guys buckle up
02:34:30.640
hi i'm sorry i got you on the court you got glaze i can't stop you got grades yeah you're
02:34:39.520
great chasing out there would you argue with him no there's one dude
02:34:53.020
she's just in shock oh that's all right that's normal no it's not you're black you think it's
02:35:18.680
normal to be shot it's not normal to be shot it's not normal to be in shock because somebody got
02:35:25.260
shot i've never seen uh i've never seen anybody get shot in person that's crazy white hero almost
02:35:34.760
slayed saving local monkey yeah i mean don't get involved i i think that's that's probably the right
02:35:41.980
move that's probably the right move don't get involved
02:35:45.040
he said i'm finna pass out i wonder if he's losing too much blood doesn't look like as much blood
02:36:03.880
honestly though i'd uh strongly consider sinking a finger in it i'm probably wrong
02:36:11.340
and i'd probably get an infection because of that but my mind would immediately go to
02:36:16.080
should i be sticking a finger in this like a cork
02:36:18.840
until i can get to a place where i could stop the bleeding
02:36:22.240
it's in a weird spot you can't tourniquet it because it's it's on the mass of your body
02:36:29.680
is that a bad move i don't know i've not been shot
02:36:33.040
uh you would finger it damn and that just seems like the right move if i'm leaking too much i'm fucking
02:36:54.320
and you still live there sounds to me like you're fucking retarded
02:37:18.860
you think after 14 times you would at least have some idea
02:37:22.300
like the staff at the hospital would have told you
02:37:29.500
pressure on top don't stuff something like this
02:37:54.200
yeah it didn't it probably didn't happen all at once
02:37:57.120
and like i said not even an attempt to apply pressure
02:38:37.180
when you need a chainsaw to open your watermelon
02:40:46.620
i'm not gonna watch animals get beat on the show
02:47:14.900
and i know they have their own martial arts style
02:47:54.920
there's something to be said about the point karate system