Nephilim Death Squad - 073： Auras, Astral, and Archetypes： Delving into Spiritual Mysteries w⧸ Donnie of Spellbreakers

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00:00:30.000 We are being hypnotized by people like this.

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00:00:47.600 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.

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00:01:03.120 There's some Nephilim shit. 1.00

00:01:04.300 It's like we all know it's going down, 1.00

00:01:06.920 but no one's saying shit what happened to the home of the brave. 0.98

00:01:10.540 They control this now, 0.98

00:01:12.120 and no one's talking about how they made us try to be slaves.

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00:01:20.480 But it's too late, we need to be ready to raise up.

00:01:23.300 Welcome to the end of day.

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00:01:28.840 Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen,

00:01:32.500 to another episode of Nephilim Death Squad.

00:01:35.520 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a. The Raven.

00:01:38.880 That is Top Lobster, the father of disinformation.

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00:02:05.700 Today's guest is Donnie of the Spellbreakers podcast.

00:02:10.120 Donnie, if you could, for our audience who might not be familiar with you,

00:02:13.300 let them know where they can find your work

00:02:15.500 and what it is that you focus on.

00:02:19.180 Hey, guys.

00:02:19.980 Thanks for the invite here.

00:02:21.920 Yeah.

00:02:22.780 You can check me out on spellbreakerspodcast.com.

00:02:26.020 I'm on all the majors, YouTube, Rumble, BitChute, Spotify, all that.

00:02:31.620 Awesome.

00:02:32.060 All right.

00:02:32.460 Yeah, I see.

00:02:33.060 We have to pull up your Twitter, right?

00:02:34.740 Yeah, I pulled up his Twitter.

00:02:37.180 Spellbreakers with a three.

00:02:39.760 We got your YouTube.

00:02:41.260 And, yeah, man, you've done some growing since I think we met online not too long ago, right?

00:02:46.800 Yeah, man.

00:02:47.460 I've been growing.

00:02:49.880 I've been watching you as well.

00:02:51.080 Mad respect, Tom, for everything you've been doing, man.

00:02:54.860 I don't know.

00:02:55.920 You got your priorities a little bit backwards, sir.

00:02:58.580 I have very little respect with what I do here.

00:03:02.020 But thanks for coming on.

00:03:03.580 We are fresh off the heels of Bohemian Grove.

00:03:05.600 It feels weird, right, David?

00:03:07.440 Yeah.

00:03:07.880 Yeah, I feel like it's very important for me to nail that intro in order to get back in the swing of things.

00:03:13.420 That's how my psychology works.

00:03:14.760 I'm like, there's a groove that we typically get in.

00:03:17.940 We've been out of it now.

00:03:19.000 Haven't made an episode of Nephilim Death Squad since sometime last week and went through this jarring experience of Bohemian Grove.

00:03:26.080 And, yeah, so it's nice to be back in the chair doing something a lot less nerve-wracking than setting up and maintaining this live two-day event.

00:03:37.980 But one of the things that we spoke a little bit about, Donnie, and feel free to bring the conversation wherever you'd like, but you said something interesting in a conversation with Top.

00:03:48.060 I think you used an expression, the localized consciousness of God.

00:03:52.020 And before we started this episode, you said that you tend to focus more on the consciousness aspect where, you know, some people, when it comes to conspiracy, certainly, there are more nuts and bolts aspects to conspiracy theory.

00:04:06.400 I think maybe, for example, 9-11 might fit that category a little bit more.

00:04:10.360 And there are certainly political elements to conspiracy theory, spiritual elements, but consciousness is one that we don't explore maybe often enough.

00:04:19.460 What is it that you mean by the consciousness aspect of things, and what brought you in that direction?

00:04:27.660 Yeah, well, definitely a great question.

00:04:30.140 And maybe the best way to answer that is just to give you a bit of background about myself.

00:04:34.340 And, like, ever since a young age, I had very bizarre experiences that weren't really – nobody could really tell me what was going on.

00:04:44.600 So I was raised by a pastor, and so I was, you know, going to church twice a week.

00:04:50.320 But then I was also – my ancestry is also native, and so I kind of had that juxtaposition.

00:04:57.720 And as a kid, I experienced what were called chakras, what the Indians and the Hindus called, you know, chakras.

00:05:03.480 I just felt them since I was a kid.

00:05:05.320 I saw auras, and nobody could explain that to me.

00:05:08.420 They just thought I was, you know, that I was insane.

00:05:11.400 To the point, I actually had to go to the emergency room a few times because my chakras, like, burst open with energy, and people thought, you know, I was dying.

00:05:19.300 But, you know, so I had all these weird experiences that weren't really explainable.

00:05:23.020 And, you know, as I grew up, like, at a young age, I became a truther. 0.57

00:05:26.800 You know, so, like, I was dropping, like, you know, jet fuel, steel beams in, like, grade 8 and 9 and shit, right?

00:05:33.580 Like, but behind the scenes, the more I kind of dug into all the rabbit holes, you know, I saw that the biggest spell, if you will, is that they're hiding from us.

00:05:45.200 They, and we can get into the they, is the nature of reality, and that we are much more miraculous beings than what we've been led to believe, and that the world is spiritual.

00:05:57.380 It's not physical, and that even, you know, Christians, which I was brought up, and I still, I live, like, an ethically Christian life.

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00:06:37.180 You know, but a lot of Christians are still materialists in that they believe, like, matter is fundamental. 0.56

00:06:42.540 But I don't really think the evidence shows that, and so, you know, we can get into that today.

00:06:48.720 But, yeah.

00:06:49.380 I'm excited.

00:06:50.000 Yeah, you're walking a strange line here, but it's the perfect, it's the line that we like to pick up and tug on every time we do this episode.

00:06:58.700 Tell me a little bit more about your chakras exploding, because I might have had some kind of weird, similar experience as a child as well, but not as, not, I need to go to the hospital. 0.99

00:07:09.300 But I said it on the show before, I was sitting, listening, watching the Yankee game, listening to Michael K., and all of a sudden feeling myself, like, in the corner of the room, watching myself, like, tingly feeling, very uncomfortable.

00:07:24.760 But I didn't freak out.

00:07:25.820 I was a gangster about it.

00:07:26.860 Didn't tell anybody either.

00:07:27.900 And then I was like, I got back, and it would happen all the time with the Yankees.

00:07:31.320 I don't know why, in a specific spot in my uncle's house, watching and listening to Michael K. talk.

00:07:37.200 But tell me about that.

00:07:39.060 Yeah, man.

00:07:39.580 Yeah.

00:07:39.760 What you're experiencing is what's the phenomenon called non-local consciousness, right?

00:07:43.660 Like, our consciousness, it kind of hovers around our body.

00:07:47.500 We think our consciousness originates in the brain.

00:07:50.180 It doesn't.

00:07:51.000 And we can transfer our consciousness anywhere.

00:07:52.960 It's kind of tethered to our brain, but not in the brain.

00:07:56.980 So that's what you're kind of experiencing.

00:07:58.480 And, yeah, back to the idea of chakras. 0.98

00:08:00.520 Like, our bodies, you know, I hate the New Age, right?

00:08:04.020 I beef on New Age all the time, so I don't want to sound hippy-dippy, right?

00:08:07.040 But this is real stuff, right?

00:08:08.540 Our bodies are energetic, and they have energetic centers where a lot of the meridians and stuff throughout the body are.

00:08:16.400 And, right, you have, like, your crown chakra all the way down to your root chakra.

00:08:20.160 And since I was a kid, I always felt my heart chakra.

00:08:23.120 Like, I do it constantly all day.

00:08:24.760 It literally feels like a burning fire in my chest.

00:08:27.860 And it reacts to every experience I have, and it's actually my intuition.

00:08:33.060 Like, when I see somebody, it, like, kind of tells me, like, that guy's bad.

00:08:36.620 And I can spot, like, people.

00:08:38.780 All my life, I've been able to, like, spot sociopaths, psychopaths immediately.

00:08:43.080 And it's been the heart chakra guiding. 0.99

00:08:44.860 And back to the hospital thing is you have your root chakra, which is, like, around your junk, right?

00:08:51.840 And that's actually how you, like, ground your energy.

00:08:54.560 And a healthy male should have, like, a grounded root chakra, right?

00:08:58.760 And when I hit puberty, that actually cracked open, and it felt like a rupture.

00:09:04.300 So, like, they took me to the emergency room because it was phenomenal pain.

00:09:07.800 And the people couldn't explain what it was, right?

00:09:11.100 It's only years later where I started to dive, like, find spiritual teachers who were, like, oh, yeah, that's what that was.

00:09:17.020 That was your root chakra opening up because you were maturing into, like, manhood.

00:09:23.140 You know, I share that sentiment that you just shared about this kind of, like, beefing with the New Age, right? 0.69

00:09:30.220 And I kind of go back and forth with it because part of my contention with the New Age movement is that it is so gay. 0.72

00:09:38.900 And it's not just, like, the information.

00:09:43.540 It's, like, the people associated with it, like, chicks with armpit hair and blue hair and crystals is just not my bag.

00:09:51.280 But that being said, I did make a tweet.

00:09:53.800 I have a bag of crystals from Matt right here.

00:09:55.820 I know.

00:09:55.840 Literally have.

00:09:56.620 I know.

00:09:56.860 I lost mine.

00:09:57.740 I don't know where it is.

00:09:58.580 And I'm actually deeply upset about it.

00:09:59.480 They're in your root chakra. 1.00

00:10:00.860 Damn it, dude. 0.99

00:10:01.560 That's why I felt the bursting. 0.99

00:10:03.040 But, you know, I made a tweet this morning, and I said that there's a quote, right?

00:10:10.820 The devil is in the details.

00:10:12.280 And I'm often reminded of that because it's kind of an apt quote where, like, if you really pay attention to the finer details of a thing, you start to realize its nature.

00:10:20.780 And I realize that it's almost like a law or a principle and that it's not accurate.

00:10:29.200 And the reason it's not accurate is because it's an inversionism, right?

00:10:33.020 It's an inversion of, like, God's law.

00:10:35.200 For example, like, I believe God is in the details.

00:10:38.160 If you look at the minutia of a situation, even the way that things unfold in your life, oftentimes if you take a bird's-eye view, you realize that so many things happen to you for a reason if you're that kind of a thinker.

00:10:51.480 And so I thought that that was an interesting thing because, you know, these fallen entities, these fallen angels that Top and I talk about often, we don't believe that they can create.

00:11:00.180 Really, all they do is they invert God's laws, and they invert God's creation.

00:11:04.380 So that's a long-winded way of getting back to this original point of these principles or these, you know, let's say, for example, astral projection.

00:11:15.300 Is astral projection inherently bad?

00:11:18.240 And it's like, I don't think that it is.

00:11:20.140 I think that it is part of the nature of reality.

00:11:23.180 It's part of the nature of God's creation, but it's one of the very many things that has been co-opted and inverted.

00:11:29.880 And I think that we do have an absence of knowledge of the spiritual realm here in the West, and that is where the danger comes in.

00:11:40.880 It's like, is astral projection inherently bad?

00:11:43.720 No, probably not.

00:11:45.380 But going there unarmed with the information that's required to understand the spiritual realm, that's where the danger comes into play.

00:11:51.380 So I just wanted to say I share that sentiment with you because the New Age movement has done really irreversible damage to spirituality in so many ways because it's so cringy, and it's also peppered with paganism. 0.95

00:12:06.560 And I don't think that many of the tenets are actually a bad thing, or not the tenets, but the practices themselves are not bad.

00:12:13.880 But it's just you're playing in a realm where you're playing alongside fallen entities.

00:12:22.600 Yeah, definitely.

00:12:23.960 I think you really touched on a lot of good points there.

00:12:27.080 Yeah, like the New Age movement has actually inverted Satanism.

00:12:30.900 I actually got in a massive argument with the Church of Satan over the weekend just for fun.

00:12:35.440 Join the club.

00:12:36.640 Yeah, so I had to block those guys because, dude, it was hilarious.

00:12:40.900 But anyways, yeah, like New Ageism is just like another self-worship, which is Satanism.

00:12:47.420 They worship themselves.

00:12:49.040 And yeah, there's a lot of danger in that.

00:12:50.860 And as well with, yeah, like astro-projection and other things. 0.99

00:12:55.760 Like, look, like, yeah, New Agers are gay, and they're really annoying, and they lack grounding, right? 1.00

00:13:03.460 Like, so I think, you know, when we talk about Maslow's hierarchy of needs, you know, we have to think, especially as men, we have to, like, have, like, our hierarchy of development. 0.96

00:13:14.460 And I think Christianity gives us as men a really good framework for life, meaning, like, you know, being a true male is being a provider, you know, taking on responsibility, building family, you know, building community.

00:13:28.540 Yeah, and, you know, having a more, like, Christian-oriented life, you know, all my friends are Christian, and I think they create the best lives, right?

00:13:36.900 And so, yeah, I think, you know, to be safe, don't dabble in witchcraft.

00:13:40.740 Don't start, you know, going into the astral realm because it's real, and you can, you know, if you check out the work of Swedenborg, like, there are hell realms that you can go to, you know?

00:13:51.060 And so maybe as, like, a caution, you know, and she's like, just don't mess around with that, you know?

00:13:56.440 And that might be the case, right?

00:13:58.300 But I think there's also an undue fear in, like, I think God is truth.

00:14:03.880 And so, you know, I don't think we should hide from reality and what reality is.

00:14:09.540 I think that's part of spiritual maturing is really having the confidence to know, hey, I'm an adult.

00:14:15.800 Like, I can handle what's there.

00:14:17.600 You just have to be careful.

00:14:18.920 So in your, I guess, have you traveled through this realm, or is this just something that you kind of, like, are aware of?

00:14:29.080 Astral projection?

00:14:29.800 No, I've projected, yeah.

00:14:31.560 I'm not an expert, but I have probably four times.

00:14:35.560 What have you seen?

00:14:37.200 What have you, what's your experience of this other side, this upside down?

00:14:42.780 That's the upside down, exactly.

00:14:44.920 Yeah, yeah.

00:14:45.500 So the first time, I actually just ended up in a random person's house, and I don't know how I got there, and then that was really bizarre.

00:14:54.780 Other times, so I believe that we actually all, I think we're actually in the astral realm and physical realm at all times, right?

00:15:01.680 And that there's a barrier or a void that is set up intentionally so we don't go batshit insane, you know?

00:15:08.660 And I think when we sleep, our consciousness is in the astral because advanced astral projectors will see people that they'll validate in real life, literally just like sleeping in the astral realm, right?

00:15:21.160 And so, yeah, like, some dreams are actually astral projection.

00:15:24.840 But, yeah, you'll see spirit beings, entities.

00:15:27.840 What's interesting as well is there are, just like we, you know, we have physical police, there are, like, people controlling the astral.

00:15:36.860 Like, you go into certain places, and they're like, you're not supposed to be here, and poof, they'll kick you back into your body.

00:15:41.860 Or, yeah, there seems to be a management class, and the government actually employs, like, psychic spies as well to stop you from being able to mess around with, like, politicians and to go to deep underground bases and stuff.

00:15:55.480 But, yeah, yeah, so I've just experienced, like, weird entities and beings and seen people and, yeah, done a few things.

00:16:04.100 But I'm pretty amateur, yeah.

00:16:05.980 Well, it's interesting because as obtuse as it is what you've just said, I have heard that a lot from people who didn't have a bag to sell, you know what I mean, who were describing things seemingly as honest as I've heard anybody describe things.

00:16:23.340 And they echoed those sentiments of there is an entire apparatus in these realms that functions on a daily basis, or maybe daily isn't the word to use because it seems that there's a time dilation issue that people will often talk about when they visit this realm.

00:16:37.360 But, yeah, there are people there with jobs.

00:16:40.360 I've heard this before, and that there is a rhyme or reason.

00:16:43.340 I guess, you know, to some extent, when you think of a dream, you think of, like, this disjointed, jarring experience that has no rhyme or reason and is potentially just made up of symbols that are meaningful to your subconscious.

00:16:56.280 It's your subconscious's way of communing with you, which, by the way, I think was one of the most damning analyses to ever hit the psychological realm, right, when it comes to...

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00:17:41.340 Sort of the gatekeepers in psychology to have reduced dreams to simply a way that the subconscious mind unpacks things like trauma and such through the art of symbols.

00:17:55.440 That is, maybe there is some element of that, and I'm willing to entertain that idea, but some dreams are so profound and so meaningful.

00:18:06.300 And how often do you hear someone come back from a dream and say things like, this felt more real. 0.99

00:18:12.580 Yeah, what the fuck was that? 0.97

00:18:13.720 But also that this felt more real than reality itself. 0.99

00:18:18.160 That's something that you see as a pattern emerge from one experiencer to another experiencer.

00:18:24.060 This idea that somehow this place feels more real than what we are experiencing here.

00:18:29.520 So I just think that our, once again, to go back to what I said earlier, our understanding of the spiritual realm, our connection with the spiritual realm is so weak and nearly non-existent.

00:18:43.500 And I wonder if we'll ever get to know how much poorer we are for it.

00:18:49.380 Well, David, it kind of reminds me here, we're probably going to be doing some more episodes, maybe some solo episodes together, and we don't know what we're going to talk about.

00:18:58.860 But one of the things that I think we should do is deep dive on, like, pop culture.

00:19:03.800 So what we're talking about here reminded me of the movie Beetlejuice, the old one.

00:19:08.780 I think it's a Tim Burton film.

00:19:10.220 I haven't watched it in a long time, but I remember vividly the, like, the waiting room scene.

00:19:15.520 They're in, like, some kind of ER, and they're in a waiting room, but they are in this other realm, this upside-down realm where, like, things are normal to them because this is how they operate.

00:19:26.020 There's just a guy with, like, you know, like a plant head or something like that, and they're just like, yeah, whatever, like, this is how it goes.

00:19:31.020 And everybody I talk to who does dabble in this, in the other realm, in astral projection, says the same thing as, like, things are weird, but they seem to manage.

00:19:42.760 Like, there was a story, I think, on Tony Merkel's show.

00:19:46.380 There's a guy, he was in a spot he shouldn't have been, and he was going around like a garbage collector, and it speared him, and it was about to put him into, like, the garbage bin, and something saved him from being just placed into.

00:19:59.640 And he said, when it got me, I felt like it had no soul.

00:20:04.020 It was just like a robot doing its job, and it's there to pick up something that's not there and throw it into wherever it goes.

00:20:12.180 And he says that if I would have went into that bin wherever he was going to put me, I would not have been able to come back to my body. 0.99

00:20:18.340 So this shit is fascinating. 0.99

00:20:20.460 There's some weird stuff going on out there. 1.00

00:20:22.440 There are rules, right?

00:20:22.920 There are rules of engagement.

00:20:24.580 We talk about that all the time, Top, when it comes to spiritual warfare, but we've never really talked about it in the context of just, like, traversing an area.

00:20:31.880 Like, there are rules to Disney World.

00:20:33.740 You know what I mean?

00:20:34.660 I almost got arrested at Disney.

00:20:36.600 I believe it 100%.

00:20:37.740 It was probably for some sort of anti-Semitic rant.

00:20:40.300 Tom, what were you doing?

00:20:42.180 Well, let me ask you this, Donnie.

00:20:44.340 You said that you spoke to entities, or you've seen entities and things of that nature.

00:20:50.800 Can you describe to us what this – how you ended up there and what these entities look like?

00:20:57.460 And I guess if there were any interactions, what those interactions would be like.

00:21:01.160 And please don't worry about going long-winded because I'm here for the details.

00:21:06.540 This is very interesting to me.

00:21:07.580 Yeah, well, you know, in order, like, to cultivate, to astral project, right, I believe is an extension of becoming a lot more aware of the present moment.

00:21:19.800 So a lot of how we're manipulated as a species, individually and collectively, is that we're basically asleep all day, right?

00:21:27.260 And not just, you know, the I'm awake to the J's or whatever. 0.88

00:21:31.880 I mean, literally, like, our brainwave state is, like, just above sleeping.

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00:23:05.560 So we're pretty much like 90% on autopilot, right?

00:23:09.340 So we actually, as a form of spiritual practice, need to daily practice presence, being present in the moment, and actually just being aware of our surroundings and even, like, have a degree of skepticism, right?

00:23:21.800 So, you know, for those who have practiced lucid dreaming, we do these things.

00:23:25.560 We do reality checks five, ten times a day, and you ingrain that into yourself.

00:23:29.740 To when it transfers to when you're sleeping, you start to think, oh, there's a flying pink elephant, like, maybe something's off here, right?

00:23:38.240 And then cultivating the ability to lucid dream, extending that further is astral projection.

00:23:45.060 Because we're all in these realms all the time, especially when we sleep, but we're just not aware.

00:23:50.580 And so that level of awareness, as you increase that every day, you'll become more aware in the astral states, right?

00:23:58.720 And so for me, like, I would just peer in and out spontaneously through practice.

00:24:04.860 And so, yeah, like, I've seen light beings, you know, crystal cities.

00:24:09.680 Because, yeah, like, literally entire worlds that were made of crystal with advanced beings, like, you know, we're in kind of, like, a lower realm.

00:24:19.100 We're not full hell, but we're kind of, like, in between, you know, whereas there are states or dimensions.

00:24:24.500 I don't know if they're dimensions.

00:24:25.780 I don't know what it is.

00:24:26.940 But it's entire, yeah, creatures who look like beings of light, who don't walk.

00:24:32.080 They float around, who are, like, you know, you find spirit guides who come to you.

00:24:37.660 And you might not even be able to really perceive them with a physical body.

00:24:41.780 They're just energetic morphings.

00:24:44.060 You know, it goes, you know, you can't even describe it.

00:24:47.440 Like, they're, like, kaleidoscopic multidimensional entities that are dropping knowledge bombs on you.

00:24:54.080 You know, and back to your point about, you know, you wake up from a dream.

00:25:00.160 You know, it's more, it feels more real than this life.

00:25:03.580 You know, I argue that this life is a form of shared dream as well.

00:25:09.240 But, yeah, like, in the astral realm, there's, you know, who knows what's driving it.

00:25:14.360 But, yeah, there's these endless, it's incredible.

00:25:17.600 And it's hard to put into words, right?

00:25:19.340 Well, so you're describing these sort of crystal cities.

00:25:25.560 Is it, do you feel, is it overwhelming, the sensation that this is a real place?

00:25:30.440 Or could this be some sort of a construct?

00:25:32.580 Because it does seem that, like I said, I believe that there is something much deeper to dreams.

00:25:40.160 But I do leave room for this idea of constructs made by the mind and sort of a way of your subconscious communicating with you.

00:25:50.760 This crystal city, for example, is there any room in your mind that that was a construct?

00:25:54.800 Or was that indeed a place?

00:25:58.420 That's a great question.

00:25:59.280 Honestly, I think the more we dive into even the nature of reality, you know, back to this idea of materialism, you know, maybe everything exists in the mind.

00:26:11.540 Maybe we're all in the mind of God, right?

00:26:15.660 Who's to say, right?

00:26:16.720 We have this idea of materialism, like this is a physical place somewhere that if I hop on, you know, American Airlines flight or something I can go to, you know, maybe it does exist just in my mind.

00:26:27.260 Maybe it exists.

00:26:28.200 It's a shared reality.

00:26:29.760 You know, there's this concept of egregores where enough people together can create an energetic reality.

00:26:37.760 And so, you know, I leave it.

00:26:40.440 I'm very comfortable not knowing.

00:26:42.200 But to me, like in my heart, it feels real.

00:26:46.780 It feels beyond just my, at least my conscious egoic mind, like feeding or creating this vision.

00:26:54.340 You know, like when I lucid dream, I'm like, let's fly.

00:26:56.320 Let's do this.

00:26:56.800 Let's do that.

00:26:57.420 Whereas this is like a level of data and information and experiences that at least in my conscious mind, I have had no reference point for.

00:27:07.000 So that's what leads me to think it's probably real.

00:27:10.620 But yeah, who knows, man?

00:27:12.620 Are you regularly lucid dreaming now?

00:27:19.140 Like, do you have an issue?

00:27:20.340 Because one of the fears that I have is like, I really like my sleep and I get a lot of sleep and I probably still need more.

00:27:28.320 I don't know what's the matter with me.

00:27:29.340 But I worry that if I start practicing some form of astral projection or some form of lucid dreaming, that my days of having just a regular night's sleep are going to be gone.

00:27:42.940 Yeah.

00:27:45.060 Yeah.

00:27:45.140 Well, lucid dreaming, you can have, you can still go REM.

00:27:49.420 You can still sleep just fine.

00:27:50.840 Having said that, I think the risk is there's a reason why the veil exists.

00:27:59.420 There's a reason why we don't see all the entities around us at all times.

00:28:02.520 There's a reason why we are in our bodies in this reality and we still have to pay bills and we still have the, you know, have to live an actual life in the ground.

00:28:12.060 And that's what I call grounded is like grounded and present in your daily life.

00:28:16.880 Right.

00:28:17.260 We still have to do these things.

00:28:18.500 And I think the largest risk that I've experienced in my life is like, if you go too into like, I used to meditate three, four hours a day and I get into states of consciousness that are just like incredible.

00:28:29.260 Right.

00:28:29.740 And, you know, yeah, you start astral projecting and all of this stuff.

00:28:32.720 And I think the risk is that you get too far gone in those realms.

00:28:38.060 And I think that is the trap and that is the risk because then you start to neglect your life.

00:28:42.860 Right.

00:28:43.180 And so, you know, I think there's balance to be had.

00:28:45.960 I think you can do these things well, but I think you have to balance it with realizing that we're meant to be here and the veil is there for the reason that we're not just, you know, going off.

00:28:55.220 Because I know guys who just do this all the time and they're pretty like wacky people. 0.98

00:28:59.800 And, you know, like I got bills, bitch, you know. 1.00

00:29:05.520 Well, that's funny because so one of the things that that is becoming very obvious to us lately is that there seems to be not only other realms, but that people are seemingly occupied in other realms. 0.97

00:29:18.020 Like you can go to these other places, you might have an entire different life, different persona, occupation of sorts.

00:29:25.340 And this is something that has been, you know, especially through the work of Tony Merkel, something that we've become very aware of lately.

00:29:32.920 There's even a guy named, I forget.

00:29:35.480 I'm sorry.

00:29:36.020 It's Stephen something.

00:29:39.500 I know the chat's going to go crazy, but he, maybe Stephen, no, I don't remember what his name is.

00:29:43.600 Either way.

00:29:44.100 Oh, Stephen Kelly.

00:29:44.840 Stephen D. Kelly.

00:29:45.340 Stephen Kelly claims to be a guy who has an entire alter ego that he embodies.

00:29:51.560 And it's sort of in a dream realm, but he's aware that there is, and I know this is going to sound crazy to the audience, but there is a mission driven aspect to this existence that he inhabits when he goes to like this other realm.

00:30:03.960 He's got an employer even, and so this just brings you once again to this topic where it's like you think that the astral realm or your dreams are sort of these ambiguous, ever moving, ever chaotic, meaningless spaces that you can inhabit with your consciousness.

00:30:22.860 But it seems like, no, there are occupations, there are jobs, there are employers, there is a rhyme or reason and a methodology to the way that things operate in these other places.

00:30:33.620 And I can see.

00:30:34.580 There are consequences in this world from that place as well, it would appear.

00:30:39.620 Yeah, they inform one another, like the spiritual realm.

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00:31:15.340 It impacts us and we impact the spiritual.

00:31:18.360 It's a thread running through creation that's connected.

00:31:21.460 Like, yeah, it's, we think of ourselves as separate.

00:31:25.320 Like, I believe we are infinite.

00:31:27.680 I think, you know, God has created an infinite world and time doesn't actually exist, right?

00:31:32.980 Like our ego and our minds put us here in linear time, you know, we could be like, yeah, you guys have probably all experienced.

00:31:40.020 You have a dream and you had a, yeah, you're in a different life, a different planet.

00:31:45.300 You look different.

00:31:46.380 You, you know, you had a wife, you had kids, you had worries, you know, you wake.

00:31:50.640 And at first when you wake up, you're still tethered to that.

00:31:53.720 Right.

00:31:54.120 And it feels so real.

00:31:55.260 It's like, I lived an entire life.

00:31:56.860 And then you wake up.

00:31:58.920 What if that wasn't just a dream? 0.98

00:32:00.860 Like, scientists don't know what the fuck's going on. 0.96

00:32:02.600 I think the last four years told you, you know, what's going on. 0.98

00:32:05.440 We could literally just be like, you just lived a full life every dream, you know, like, and think about how much more profound that is than, oh, neurons firing in the brain.

00:32:14.240 Like, that's like, uh, that, uh, Rick and Morty bit, um, where he plays the game, like Roy.

00:32:20.740 Have you seen that one?

00:32:22.120 Yeah.

00:32:22.400 Yeah.

00:32:22.500 Yeah.

00:32:23.320 Exactly.

00:32:24.100 Exactly.

00:32:24.560 Yeah. 0.98

00:32:24.700 He's at like some alien arcade and they're like, oh shit, he's going to play Roy. 0.84

00:32:27.640 And he puts like this little helmet on and he lives an entire life as Roy from childhood all the way to him dying as an old man. 0.95

00:32:33.400 And people are like gathered around. 0.98

00:32:35.440 Cause like, oh shit, he's actually going to do like this next thing. 0.99

00:32:37.980 And it's like just fucking weird, dude. 0.99

00:32:39.780 He takes it off. 1.00

00:32:40.420 He's all fucked up. 0.99

00:32:41.200 Well, that's, uh, what's his name? 1.00

00:32:43.120 Ari Shafir.

00:32:44.040 One of his famous stories is having taken Salvia and lived an entire life under the ocean.

00:32:49.060 Uh, I don't know if you guys remember this, but like he had a wife and kids and he felt like he lived there for, I don't know how long.

00:32:56.460 It was a long time.

00:32:57.420 So much.

00:32:58.200 It, it, it affected him so much that after the experience wore off, he had feelings of remorse and longing for his family under the sea.

00:33:06.400 So, I mean, I don't know what that is.

00:33:08.120 You know, that's an anomaly that I don't know where to place.

00:33:10.720 It's, it's, it's, um, it's strange.

00:33:12.960 And, and I saw a shout out to Nancy in the chat. 0.72

00:33:15.620 She said, when are top and I going to start our dream journals?

00:33:18.720 And it just so happens that I was going for a run today and I was listening to, uh, um, the confessionals.

00:33:25.360 And, you know, uh, it seems that even Tony shares this sentiment of like not wanting to start a dream journal because it's like you open this door to a, uh, a dynamic of life that, um, I don't know what sort of depth it's going to add to this experience.

00:33:42.180 I got a lot of stuff to focus on.

00:33:44.340 Um, the last thing I need to do is be raising a family under the sea.

00:33:47.800 So, I don't know if, if, if I'm going to start. 0.99

00:33:51.720 Yeah, I got bills, bitch. 1.00

00:33:53.600 Underwater bills too? 1.00

00:33:54.740 What the fuck? 1.00

00:33:55.580 Are you, do you, Donnie, do you keep a dream journal? 1.00

00:33:58.740 Yeah.

00:33:59.660 Yeah.

00:33:59.980 Dream journal's key.

00:34:01.260 Just have it by the bed. 0.95

00:34:02.880 Like, don't, people get so gay with it. 0.81

00:34:05.560 Like, like, dude, a lot of these things just do like a few minutes a day.

00:34:09.040 Like, wake up before you got out of bed.

00:34:11.180 Just like, what do you remember?

00:34:12.940 Write it down and then like go about your day.

00:34:15.500 Like, you don't have to make a big deal about it, you know?

00:34:18.280 But yeah, like, again, this is, this is back to the spiritual practice of cultivating awareness, right?

00:34:24.420 Like the reason why we're manipulated, the reason why people are in a stupor is because they're largely unconscious, right?

00:34:31.400 And so the more you can just like, even if you just like stop and focus on your breath or be like, I exist.

00:34:38.620 Oh, I can feel my heartbeat, you know?

00:34:41.100 Like if you just, if you meditate on presence, you can start to feel like your blood pumping through your body.

00:34:46.620 You can hear like, you know, a bird, you know, a mile away.

00:34:50.700 You can hear all these things that are there at all times that you don't see, right?

00:34:54.140 And the more you do that, I think that's also how you commune with God.

00:34:57.540 You know, I think devil is in the past and focuses on fear of the future.

00:35:02.480 God is the eternal present moment.

00:35:05.800 Very interesting.

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00:35:36.060 So where do I want to bring this?

00:35:38.900 Because there's so many things that, like I said at the top of the show.

00:35:43.060 I want to ask a question.

00:35:44.880 I mean, it's probably going to be fairly simple for them.

00:35:47.480 So one of the things we've been focusing on, and we've been actually batting an idea around of doing some kind of a documentary or just like basically filming this and talking with people in a more professional setting than just this kind of podcast.

00:36:03.660 But is there any veracity or is there anything to being at a location and then traversing into that other realm?

00:36:16.540 So like astral projecting while physically being in a different spot because we've had stories that all originate from a certain place in America.

00:36:25.920 And it has to be more than just coincidence that these entities, that they're communing with a similar or the same entity within 100 miles of each other.

00:36:37.320 And there's also a huge, there's a massive cave system.

00:36:40.680 So.

00:36:40.900 Yeah.

00:36:41.880 Yeah.

00:36:42.400 Um, yeah, again, I think, uh, like as above, so below in that, like what's happening in the spiritual realms are happening here.

00:36:53.340 Right.

00:36:53.640 Like we, we have this concept that everything should be universally dispersed throughout the world or through an area.

00:37:00.520 That's not true.

00:37:01.180 We have like pockets, you know, whether that the same idea of chakras in the body that extends to the planet, you know, where you have these areas of, you know, basically.

00:37:11.960 If you see all of the, like wonders of the world, like the pyramids, you can draw a straight line around the planet.

00:37:18.420 Like it's a straight line.

00:37:19.820 So some species, some society way more advanced than us, like line those up for a reason.

00:37:26.020 And I think it's for exactly what you're talking about, that there's sites on the planet that actually connect together in our high energy.

00:37:33.280 Um, well, even the cathedrals to St. Michael, the same thing.

00:37:36.420 They're like all the seven of them in a straight line.

00:37:38.800 It's incredible.

00:37:39.540 Right.

00:37:39.780 And that's a shout out to Bradley Lail of, um, the awakened podcast.

00:37:43.680 He does a lot of interesting research on like the 33rd parallel.

00:37:47.300 And it's this, you know, this lay line that stretches around the planet.

00:37:50.620 And to your point, Donnie, on that lay line, there is a tremendous amount of not only megalithic structures, but just like oddly important places that fall on that line.

00:38:00.780 But that's a great way of putting it, Donnie, is that the same way people have chakras or points of high energy dispersal might be the same way that the planet has points of high or focused or concentrated energy, which is where, you know, countless times you're going to come across these, these examples of either a structure of great importance on that line or seemingly a group seeming, seeking to do a ritual or ceremony in that place.

00:38:29.640 There are the, there are these places across the planet of energetic significance.

00:38:33.620 And I think that's a great way of putting it, uh, comparing it to the chakras. 0.97

00:38:37.620 Yeah, yeah, definitely.

00:38:42.840 So, um, the reason that, that top bought that, well, actually, I, I, I don't want to go there yet.

00:38:48.860 I'd like to ask you something that you alluded to when we first started.

00:38:52.840 I asked you, uh, I think I said, how long have you been doing this or something of that nature?

00:38:56.960 And you said that you had, uh, a lot of experiences, um, growing up.

00:39:02.320 What did you mean by that?

00:39:03.500 What, what are the nature of these experiences?

00:39:06.660 Yeah.

00:39:07.100 So, you know, I, I spoke to you before about chakras, like feeling it my whole life.

00:39:12.440 Um, I, I, uh, my family, um, are part, I'm part native.

00:39:18.000 And, uh, some of my family were actually like native elders, like highly revered.

00:39:22.360 And, and even when I was 10, I would have native elders who were like the equivalent of shaman come up to me at a young age and say like, this kid knows things.

00:39:30.740 They called me a, like a star seed or something.

00:39:33.300 And, and yeah, I would have, uh, from a young age, I felt like this wasn't my home.

00:39:39.400 Like, uh, like, like I belonged in another realm.

00:39:43.360 Like I had come here for a reason, but that my home was not even like this planet, you know, and at a young age, I was telling people that and my parents were like, dude, live right here.

00:39:53.440 Like, what are you talking about?

00:39:54.340 You know, and, um, and then chakras or sorry, auras as well.

00:39:58.140 Like, uh, I would just see a halo of light around people and I could determine their level of vibration and quality by the size and color.

00:40:08.380 And, you know, yeah.

00:40:09.920 Imagine being in grade six and being like, you know, like miss Smith, why is there like a pink halo around, you know, Jessica?

00:40:17.640 And she's like, well, I think you're going insane.

00:40:21.040 You know, right.

00:40:22.320 So like, I, there, there's not a, in our culture, there's not a lot of, uh, ways to have these experiences, see these things and not be either like thrown in a mental institution or seen as insane.

00:40:34.400 Right.

00:40:35.080 Yeah.

00:40:35.320 Right.

00:40:35.520 And other cultures, this would have been seen as, as a gift, right?

00:40:38.780 Uh, this idea of auras is something that is, um, that's not anybody's first time of hearing of it.

00:40:44.560 You know, recently I was contacted, uh, uh, unprovoked by a psychic and I've become very,

00:40:52.320 um, hesitant of Skype psychics over the years, because I think that there's probably something happening where we all have familiar spirits that are, uh, tailing us pretty much at all times.

00:41:04.360 Yep.

00:41:04.720 And that when you run into a psychic, really what's happening is, uh, there's a high likelihood these familiar spirits are just commuting with their familiar spirits and disseminating information about you that way.

00:41:15.780 Um, and I don't necessarily, I can't identify the nature, whether it's good or bad.

00:41:20.540 And so, and I also think that engaging with it is a form of consent for these, uh, familiar spirits to then engage with you.

00:41:27.040 I think conversation is a form of consent.

00:41:29.380 And so, um, if you don't know what you're doing, I think it's better left alone, but I do empathize with the idea of like, some people do not, you know, well, I would say nobody really asked for those things.

00:41:40.500 Right.

00:41:41.040 Nobody asked to be able to see auras.

00:41:43.940 Uh, some people who are psychic, if you take them at their word are being bombarded with information and impressions all day long and they didn't ask for it.

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00:42:25.100 You know, once again, I just wonder if there is a problem with our interpretation, you know, a lot of, uh, I consider myself Christian and I know that a lot of Christians back away from these things and, and rightfully so. 1.00

00:42:39.680 But when you do that, it leaves you, um, with a lack of information or a lack of knowledge.

00:42:44.760 Whereas there's another side of the spectrum, uh, that may be a negative side of the spectrum and is very willing to understand these things.

00:42:52.580 And, um, I think that the more we back away from it, the, the less we understand and the more damage that we're doing, uh, to ourselves and, and just, you know, our understanding as a, as a society of the greater implications of, of, you know, the spiritual realm.

00:43:09.100 But, um, uh, you know, I just hear you describing this as a, as a kid, you're seeing auras.

00:43:14.240 And I kind of go like, well, if you came to me now and you said, I'm in the practice of trying to read auras, I'd be like, don't know that I'd recommend that.

00:43:23.060 But what do you say to a child?

00:43:25.000 Yeah.

00:43:25.400 Yeah.

00:43:25.580 Yeah.

00:43:26.060 Yeah.

00:43:26.640 You, you touched on a lot of good points and I'm glad you, you raised that up because I, I, uh, I was raised Christian.

00:43:33.660 I still, um, you know, have a very soft spot for it.

00:43:36.720 I try to live a Christian life.

00:43:38.020 All my friends are Christian, but I think where I deviate from them is, um, you know, uh, scientists call, you know, they make fun of Christians.

00:43:47.780 They call them like God of the gaps.

00:43:49.040 Like, Oh, we can't explain it.

00:43:50.280 That's God did it. 0.68

00:43:51.320 Well, I think, I think Christians do like, you know, Satan of the gaps. 1.00

00:43:55.580 Where if there's things that we don't readily understand or isn't fully explicable, we just say that's Satan or that's satanic and it's inherently evil.

00:44:04.220 And I think that's a devil.

00:44:05.880 Yeah.

00:44:06.240 And I, and I think there's troppings in that as well, because, um, I think, I think reality is miraculous.

00:44:14.200 It's incredible, you know, and to be clear, entities exist.

00:44:18.400 I've been attacked.

00:44:19.220 I have seen entities like dark entities.

00:44:21.320 They exist, right?

00:44:22.860 We could talk about that for hours if we want to.

00:44:24.960 They do exist.

00:44:26.180 I think largely they need our consent.

00:44:28.600 And as well, um, they like the way it works.

00:44:32.500 It's not like, like, I think Christians give demons too much credit in that.

00:44:37.900 If you believe in Christ, believe him with your whole heart, believe that you have dominion over demons, right?

00:44:43.840 That, you know, a lot of Christians like have this fear of the demonic.

00:44:47.500 Like, I believe demons and entities are just trying to keep you in check. 0.99

00:44:51.500 It's just like, you know how like chicks like shit test you to be like, you know, is this guy actually like who he says he is? 1.00

00:44:57.600 You know, they'll poke little, you know, that's what I think demons do. 1.00

00:45:00.500 So, you know, my opinion, like, yeah, you don't want to, you don't want to like fuck around with that shit. 0.99

00:45:05.520 Like, you don't, you know, you know, but at the same time, like, like for me, because I've had a, like my connection with shockers and seeing auras. 0.99

00:45:14.100 Like, like when I look at people immediately, immediately, I get a download of information.

00:45:20.380 Like, like it could fill a book.

00:45:22.400 It's like, I can see on their face and I can feel like, have they had traumas?

00:45:27.180 How do they think about themselves?

00:45:28.720 Their level of intelligence, you know, how they would respond.

00:45:31.880 I can almost read people's political views like 90% just by looking at them.

00:45:36.600 I get the download of info, you know, that then always turns out to be true once I get to know them.

00:45:41.800 And it's like, is that just demons, you know, is that just to be fair, a septum piercing with blue hair is, is, is usually a way of your political leanings.

00:45:50.680 But I, I, I'm the same way though.

00:45:53.160 I, I could look at a, I look at people and almost immediately know, especially when you look at their eyes, which I'm not a fan of looking at somebody's eyes.

00:46:00.680 Because I, if I'm looking at you and getting this from you, I don't know what you're getting from me, but I could immediately kind of, I can see where you're coming from. 0.99

00:46:08.940 I could say all the same shit, especially politics. 0.71

00:46:11.800 People wear that stuff like right on their sleeves nowadays, not just with the color of their hair, but like how they'd respond to any, any little probes that I would be putting out there. 0.99

00:46:20.300 Like, you know, me and they're meaningless stuff, but whatever.

00:46:24.160 I think that that's a, you're, you're right on though.

00:46:27.080 Like we were just talking about that over the weekend.

00:46:28.960 Um, and I said that, cause you know, we, we did a live event and there was so many people in real life there.

00:46:34.440 And, uh, what I w what I will say is that meeting all of the fans of this show was tremendous, but you run into characters, literal demons, but you do run into people where, um, you know, what's a giveaway for me when you're hiding stuff.

00:46:51.920 That's what I don't like.

00:46:53.320 It's like, if you come to me, you don't have to be this, uh, you don't even have to be a good person.

00:46:58.400 Honestly, you just have to be honest and, and be who you are.

00:47:02.680 If I sense you're hiding anything from me, I could pick that up so quickly.

00:47:06.020 I know how people feel about me, which is really weird.

00:47:09.260 And, um, I just certainly don't have a color correlation with that sort of a skillset, but I do like pick up so much from people that it becomes exhausting.

00:47:18.600 Let me actually ask people, let me ask, I moved to a farm.

00:47:22.020 I live in the middle of nowhere on a farm in the mountains.

00:47:24.760 Cause I, I, I'm too sensitive now. 0.97

00:47:27.160 Like I'll go to a party and like, I'll get in this info from like 30 people and I got to fucking go. 0.96

00:47:31.600 And everyone thinks I'm a psycho and that's probably the smart thing to do. 0.98

00:47:34.400 We're doing live events.

00:47:35.900 No, I live, I'm, I'm also by myself on, not on a mountain, but on some kind of a farm for that exact reason.

00:47:42.640 When I'm around people, I couldn't figure out why I'm like, I must, I must hate people.

00:47:45.980 I really like people.

00:47:47.280 I just don't like that.

00:47:48.660 Like it's, it gets overwhelming and it's just like emotionally draining as well.

00:47:52.280 But, um, David just said something about color and you said something about color as well.

00:47:56.300 You said you've seen, you've seen an aura color around somebody.

00:48:00.220 And for me, that's fascinating because I'm like, uh, I'm a musician.

00:48:04.020 So I'm, I was, and I sort of still, I'm obsessed with the idea of perfect pitch and, uh, synesthesia relating that to, um, like, uh, Jesus, Jimi Hendrix.

00:48:17.280 One of the most famous, one of the most famous musicians who had synesthesia.

00:48:22.740 Um, I think that the song is called Axis of Love.

00:48:25.400 That's when they see sound.

00:48:28.240 Yeah.

00:48:28.580 He, he's, uh, he's correlating, uh, color.

00:48:31.920 Well, he's correlating color to emotion and then, uh, say like, you know, putting it to music.

00:48:37.220 But a lot of people, I have this to a certain level with music as well, where I used to play in a church and my wife would be like, uh, what's the name of that song that we play?

00:48:45.900 I'm like, I don't remember the words.

00:48:47.520 I remember it was an E major and I remember that because it feels orange, whatever that means.

00:48:54.060 So those eight notes, you know, uh, E, uh, C sharp, uh, F sharp, G sharp, those notes, when they come together, I'm like, this feels orange to me.

00:49:03.700 Uh, G major feels green to me.

00:49:06.280 So that's only one sharp in there.

00:49:07.840 And I don't know what that is, but if you're seeing that around people, what kind of colors, what do they relate to?

00:49:14.500 Explain yourself, Donnie.

00:49:19.120 Yeah, man.

00:49:19.940 Like, like I didn't know, like, again, I, I had like, uh, I had no reference point.

00:49:24.880 I had nobody guiding me through this.

00:49:27.640 It was only years later where I got into the Eastern thought and Eastern spirituality that I'm like, oh, that's what that is.

00:49:34.880 Right.

00:49:35.180 Like everybody would say, he was like, yeah, yeah. 0.99

00:49:37.180 Like you're in, you're crazy or whatever. 0.99

00:49:39.260 Right.

00:49:40.400 Uh, but yeah, like we are energetic beings and, um, we all have, uh, I forget the, I don't know if it's Stanislav.

00:49:48.820 But anyways, in the 1800s, he made a camera that could see auras, right?

00:49:52.940 Like they exist.

00:49:54.160 Uh, but yeah, like basically.

00:49:56.000 Is that the Dianite, uh, Dicenian glass?

00:49:59.780 That's a little different, but similar.

00:50:01.520 Yeah.

00:50:02.320 Yeah. 0.98

00:50:02.720 Those guys made some, like, uh, I think it was like red, red glasses that they could see like demons and shit. 0.96

00:50:10.220 Yeah. 0.96

00:50:11.100 Yeah.

00:50:11.500 That's crazy.

00:50:12.220 Uh, but yeah, it's not, it's not totally dissimilar.

00:50:14.500 Right.

00:50:14.920 And yeah.

00:50:15.280 So like, I would just see, like, I see energetic disturbances around all living things, even plants and, uh, trees.

00:50:23.500 You know, I'm not a tree hugger, but like, I just see like a glow, an outline, you know, it'd be kind of like if you shine a light behind somebody and you see it.

00:50:32.220 Right.

00:50:32.500 It's just, um, and again, what's crazy is their auras will shrink or expand depending on their vibe.

00:50:39.240 You know, like, like somebody who's in a lower vibe states, like, uh, fear or shame or, you know, depression there, there, auras shrinks down.

00:50:49.620 And what's crazy is I'll be at parties and I'll see like, like, it's, it's not static.

00:50:54.360 It's like dynamic. 1.00

00:50:55.820 I'm like, and it's, it's fucked. 1.00

00:50:57.080 So I actually like, honestly, try to turn this shit off. 0.97

00:50:59.780 Cause like, you know, I'm like, well, you know what, this isn't helping me, but, um, I think Donnie, when it comes to the, when it comes to the colors, um, have you noticed a correlation yet between what colors are consistently associated with people that tend to be your favorite? 0.72

00:51:16.060 Yeah.

00:51:16.500 It's like, uh, like kind of rosy, like rose quartz.

00:51:21.080 Yeah.

00:51:21.800 And gold.

00:51:22.680 I find like gold to like white is more pure.

00:51:27.420 Um, yeah, yeah.

00:51:29.160 But like, yeah, rosy is more, my experience has been more like heart centered people who it's just like a really good vibe, you know?

00:51:35.800 Like, even if he's a far lefty, the dude's like, just like, you know, loving genuine person.

00:51:41.120 So like, even though he's a communist, he's like feeding the homeless, you know? 0.99

00:51:44.360 So I like him more than the Christian who like does fuck all, you know what I mean? 1.00

00:51:48.720 So yeah, like I, like people who are more heart connected, I'd say there's more like, yeah, it's like a pinky rose quartz. 0.99

00:51:55.360 Uh, and then, yeah, kind of like white light and gold, gold.

00:52:00.420 So what's the most aggressive, like, uh, somebody who's like aggressively off putting, what does that look like to you?

00:52:06.180 Uh, I see them having really small or is it's like, like only like a one, it's a really dense.

00:52:11.840 Like, like outline, it almost is like a shadow.

00:52:16.020 It's like a dark purple, um, like almost black gray.

00:52:20.760 And it's more of a feeling.

00:52:22.280 Yeah.

00:52:22.660 It's like, yeah, it's, it's like somebody who's like kind of hot, what I would call higher vibe or in more of a love state, higher consciousness.

00:52:30.040 It's like an expansion, right?

00:52:32.020 Like your oars go big and I've had Indian people literally just randomly at parties.

00:52:36.860 When I used to live in Toronto, I'd come up to be like, you know, your oar is like the size of this room.

00:52:40.900 I never said, okay, well.

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00:54:01.900 And then I drink a few more beers and it goes away.

00:54:05.800 But yeah, yeah.

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00:54:37.220 But yeah, it's like this like dense, yeah.

00:54:39.560 And lower vibe people have like a very dense, small, or you can barely see it.

00:54:43.780 No.

00:54:44.560 At least for me.

00:54:45.980 That's another question.

00:54:47.120 I mean, I feel like this is not how the episode was going, how I thought it would go, but it's fine.

00:54:51.800 Yeah, you just happened to show up with stuff that we're really interested in.

00:54:54.680 Yeah, I was like, well, forget about-

00:54:55.040 Tell us the finer details of how this works.

00:54:57.420 Forget about what we were going to talk about.

00:54:59.020 Here we go.

00:54:59.480 Can you see it through a computer?

00:55:02.500 Or is it an in-person thing?

00:55:04.200 Oh, I've never tried.

00:55:06.480 It's best with the white. 0.53

00:55:08.500 What color?

00:55:09.060 It's best with the white. 0.53

00:55:10.060 I'm brown.

00:55:10.960 Yeah.

00:55:12.180 Yeah. 0.94

00:55:12.620 No, I see that you don't have a soul because you're not white, so you're not white. 0.99

00:55:21.100 Oh, my God. 0.99

00:55:22.360 Oh, my God.

00:55:23.620 I know you're trying to get white accepting, though, Top.

00:55:26.180 I see what you're doing.

00:55:27.900 A little bit of it.

00:55:28.680 I've turned on the white people, and they've now kicked me out. 1.00

00:55:32.100 Now I'm embracing my trash Puerto Rican heritage. 1.00

00:55:35.400 Toplobs.com. 1.00

00:55:36.100 Yeah, we're a trash island, bro. 0.98

00:55:38.540 That's it. 0.99

00:55:39.620 That's it.

00:55:40.380 Unbelievable.

00:55:41.480 Yeah, yeah.

00:55:41.900 So do you notice any sort of patterns?

00:55:45.440 Like, how would I put this?

00:55:49.540 You mentioned before that people who are in a state of fear might have one aura.

00:55:56.860 And to me, this suggests that maybe from emotional state to emotional state, someone's aura could change from one color to the next.

00:56:05.200 Is this the case?

00:56:07.720 Yeah, yeah.

00:56:08.340 It's like trauma as well, right?

00:56:11.220 As well, I can actually – you can see connections.

00:56:14.380 So I'm not as spiritually tuned in to other people, right?

00:56:18.200 And it's more of a sense.

00:56:19.780 But you can – with sociopaths.

00:56:22.560 So I work in sales.

00:56:23.920 That's what I do professionally. 0.98

00:56:25.060 Dude, nothing but sociopaths. 0.91

00:56:27.060 The ones that are crushing at sales the most are – 1.00

00:56:29.600 Insane people. 1.00

00:56:30.500 Yeah, they're insane people. 0.96

00:56:31.580 So the funny thing is it's actually two – it's either straight socios or it's, like, deep empaths.

00:56:38.960 And there's, like, actually no middle ground.

00:56:40.840 And it's hard to know if most people are, right?

00:56:43.440 I'm not going to claim which one I am, but I used to be in sales, and I was really good for a long – I'm going to say that I would hope that it's empath because I used to crush at furniture sales.

00:56:54.860 And there was a kind of a character that would also be really good, but they would go into this, like, song and dance and act.

00:57:03.060 And it was a character they would put on, and this would allow them to close sales, and they were just counting money, counting money.

00:57:09.660 I actually stopped mine because what ended up happening would – I would start to tell people when my boss wasn't around, like, hey, if you say that you'll buy it, but you want it for this price, which is, like, 60% off, trust me.

00:57:22.920 My boss is going to give it to you.

00:57:24.440 He just wants the sale.

00:57:25.620 And I started doing that a lot. 0.97

00:57:27.740 And then what ended up happening is there was one day in particular – my boss had given me the shit about, you know, why is everybody coming with prices that are 60%, 65% off? 0.96

00:57:38.180 All your deals are happening at this price. 0.98

00:57:40.640 And so one day some guy walks in, and to make a long story short, he beats me to death on the price.

00:57:47.660 He ends up getting, like, 65%, 70% off.

00:57:50.500 I think it was the lowest sale that I had ever made, which, guys, by the way, you go to Ashley's Furniture, and you could do this.

00:57:57.340 You could beat them to death on the price.

00:57:59.060 The government doesn't want you to know this. 0.90

00:58:00.580 What the government doesn't want you to know is the furniture's free.

00:58:03.100 It's just sitting there.

00:58:04.240 You can take it.

00:58:05.840 So this guy beats me to death on this really beautiful bedroom set.

00:58:10.920 He buys it.

00:58:11.720 He leaves.

00:58:12.140 The same day – this is the highest price point bedroom set that we had.

00:58:15.820 The same day a little old lady walks in, and she just doesn't know that you can haggle. 1.00

00:58:22.380 She makes zero effort, and she pays full ticket price. 0.91

00:58:26.400 And I felt so terrible that I quit my job.

00:58:29.340 I left.

00:58:29.980 Well, actually, no, I didn't leave.

00:58:31.040 I just stopped doing my job until they fired me after that because I couldn't feel good about that.

00:58:37.040 But to your point, there is, like, this character that does excel at sales, and he is, like, kind of a psycho.

00:58:47.860 Like, it's this person that puts on a character and gets that sale no matter what, and they bleed and they ooze fake empathy or connection with the customer, but it's not real.

00:59:02.580 And the customer doesn't know it.

00:59:03.640 They think they're having a genuine interaction. 1.00

00:59:05.100 This person is, like, the clown it or some shit. 1.00

00:59:08.080 Like, it's just there to suck your soul and move on to the next thing. 1.00

00:59:11.400 But in the meantime, it'll honk the horn and do the dance, you know? 0.90

00:59:14.360 It's very disturbing.

00:59:16.220 Yeah.

00:59:17.140 Yeah.

00:59:17.740 Like, I had to start my own little thing because I would always excel, but all my managers were psychopaths, and I would see it from day one, and then I would call it out.

00:59:30.160 I always call it psychopathic, sociopathic behavior.

00:59:33.440 I never go along with it ever, and I would always – people would always have a kind of mark on my back, and the worst thing psychos and sociopaths want is to be found out because they're kind of like scared little boys in a way.

00:59:46.220 And they – just back to what we're talking about, like, they excel in ignorance when people aren't conscious, right?

00:59:55.180 If you become a bit more self-aware and you have a better sense about people, you'll spot psychopaths immediately, and I'll spot them immediately.

01:00:04.520 We'll go eye to eye, and, like, I just know.

01:00:07.160 You just know.

01:00:07.760 You can see the coldness in their eye, the deadness, right?

01:00:10.780 And that takes spiritual discernment, you know, and not everybody has that.

01:00:15.820 In the Bible, it often talks about the gifts that people have, and discernment is one of those gifts.

01:00:22.460 And, you know, I think this just bolsters even more my opinion that, like, these things aren't inherently bad.

01:00:28.720 It's not inherently bad to be in contact with the spiritual realm.

01:00:32.760 It's not inherently bad to use these gifts, but I think the playing field is such that, like, the only thing there to influence you if you're unaware of the spiritual realm –

01:00:44.100 or not the only thing there, but, like, these darker aspects of the spiritual realm can influence you.

01:00:49.360 And that's just – that's the part that really gets me lately because it's just an interesting conversation we're having here.

01:00:56.180 I've been going back and forth so much on, you know, things like dream journaling, things like lucid dreaming, whether or not astral projection is actually bad.

01:01:07.500 Are crystals evil and gay, or is there some functionality that's not necessarily evil? 0.77

01:01:12.820 You know what I mean? 0.99

01:01:13.340 Like, it's really left us in a stupor spiritually.

01:01:17.100 Yeah, well –

01:01:18.220 Yeah, go ahead, Tom. Sorry.

01:01:20.280 No, I was going to say, it kind of brings up the – like, why I don't like what Joe Rogan does.

01:01:27.300 Although, I think maybe in a certain way he does prepare his audience for some of these spiritual attacks. 0.99

01:01:32.900 Like, when he's talking about, like, just beating the shit out of yourself physically and, like, you know, not being a bitch, this kind of thing. 0.99

01:01:39.180 But I feel like the audience is also segmented. 0.99

01:01:42.460 You have people who are there to do psychedelics.

01:01:44.240 You have people who are there for the, you know, the David Goggins campaign stuff where they're, like, doing, you know, Iron Man runs. 0.77

01:01:51.200 And then you have people who are there for MMA or whatever fucking else Joe Rogan does in comedy. 0.77

01:01:55.900 Yeah. 0.88

01:01:56.220 But he's kind of introducing his audience to, like, hey, go in a float tank, do DMT, talk to the elves.

01:02:02.840 And I would never tell my audience to do that. 0.96

01:02:05.000 I wouldn't tell them to – I wouldn't even tell them to do a fucking sleep journal because I don't know where they're at mentally or where they're at as a person. 0.97

01:02:13.960 If they're a weak person and they're just kind of, like, flying off the hinges, I don't know, a couple thousand people listen to this show. 0.98

01:02:20.180 I can't – I don't want to lead somebody down this path and then they get completely destroyed by something.

01:02:26.920 They could also be in a locality where something's there that's more nefarious than it would be, like, on my property if I were to do something like that.

01:02:35.960 So, I don't know.

01:02:38.900 Yeah.

01:02:39.460 Like, the way I see Rogan is – honestly, I think he's let down a generation of men.

01:02:45.260 Like, and Peterson as well.

01:02:46.580 Like, Peterson in the early days – like, I'm Canadian.

01:02:48.840 I met Peterson before he was famous.

01:02:51.800 You know, I knew him a little bit.

01:02:53.300 And he's now blocked me.

01:02:54.640 I think, Top, you're on the block list too, right?

01:02:56.640 Yeah.

01:02:57.460 Yeah.

01:02:57.700 Yeah, but, I mean, imagine if Rogan, instead of just pitching drugs and all of this bullshit – like, Rogan's done a lot of good things.

01:03:08.440 Like, he's inspired more people to do good than I ever will.

01:03:11.540 So, you have to give credit where credit's due, right?

01:03:13.680 And I hate people who, like, beef when they're, like, nobodies and they beef about – you know, same with Jordan Peterson.

01:03:19.800 He's inspired more people than ever. 1.00

01:03:21.360 But imagine if instead of just telling, you know, young men, like, yo, just do drugs and get into fighting and do this shit and, you know, all this bullshit. 0.99

01:03:31.960 Like, live a good life. 1.00

01:03:33.280 Build a family.

01:03:34.300 Like, sure, you can explore.

01:03:35.880 But, you know, cultivate goodness.

01:03:37.740 Cultivate truth.

01:03:38.840 Like, if he just even, like, 2% cranked up that knob a bit, I think we'd be in a different culture, right?

01:03:44.120 And, yeah, like, when I was listening to Joe Rogan, I was doing drugs.

01:03:48.860 Like, I was in this pickup culture for a while.

01:03:52.960 Like, I was, like, chasing chicks all the time.

01:03:55.640 It was only when I actually realized that, like, the Christian-type life is actually – gives you the most fruits.

01:04:02.460 And, you know, so – but, you know, I think in any time we're assessing anything, a devout Christian will say, is it biblical, is it not?

01:04:09.380 And for them, sure, that works.

01:04:10.900 Like, for me, I ask – again, you know, Jesus says, judge them by the fruits of their labor, right?

01:04:16.400 And so I always say, you know, how is that working for you?

01:04:19.020 I just see everybody and every idea as an experiment, you know?

01:04:23.060 What's it like – like, if you – I know guys who drop DMT.

01:04:26.320 They still live the same broken lives.

01:04:29.060 So, like, why would I do that?

01:04:30.500 You know, then I see guys who – raising families and living on a farm, you know, and trying to cultivate being a better person every day and the fruits of that.

01:04:40.220 And I see that.

01:04:40.960 So that's what I want to do, right?

01:04:42.180 So in everything, we just have to ask, like, what does that do for you?

01:04:47.120 You know, like, does that actually benefit?

01:04:48.400 It's kind of interesting because – so the standard view of the Bible, like how I looked at it, especially the Old Testament, I was like, this is like a lot of these and thousands.

01:04:57.400 And it's kind of like what you should do, what you shouldn't do, a little bit boring.

01:05:00.960 And like you said, it leaves a lot of gaps and a lot of things open.

01:05:04.920 But as we're doing this show and we're talking to some really interesting people, biblical scholars, other people who are thinking outside the box.

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01:05:41.100 You read the Bible again and you realize that it's a complete book of instructions of what's going on.

01:05:48.920 I mean, there's from sleep paralysis to Bigfoot.

01:05:52.180 That's in the Bible.

01:05:53.880 They are telling you about these things.

01:05:55.560 They're telling you about the other realms.

01:05:57.480 And then when you start to get into the extra-canonical books, which are also some, I mean, the Book of Enoch, which is mentioned in the Bible.

01:06:04.140 So, obviously, they believed it.

01:06:05.980 These things get even more fascinating to what we're discussing today.

01:06:09.360 So, there is veracity to them.

01:06:11.200 These things are real.

01:06:12.860 Of course, yeah.

01:06:13.360 They're backed up by a book that I live my life by.

01:06:18.980 So, it's kind of a shame when I see other Christian people missing it or ignoring the spiritual because I'm like, no, no, no, no.

01:06:28.860 This is all around you at every moment.

01:06:31.500 You better start looking and paying attention.

01:06:34.060 Yeah.

01:06:34.380 No, I totally agree.

01:06:35.120 And I struggle, too.

01:06:36.620 Like, I have been trying to find churches my whole life.

01:06:39.760 You know, like my wife's Christian.

01:06:41.240 And so, around here, we try to find churches.

01:06:43.660 The only ones that we get close with are literally just like home Bible studies where there are people who are kind of done with church.

01:06:50.080 And I wouldn't want to discourage people from church.

01:06:52.720 I think cultivating community and all of that, you know, it's all good.

01:06:56.100 Just for me, my whole life, I haven't found a church where I got along with the people, you know.

01:07:02.860 And a lot of them, I don't think, really believe in God, like a living God that exists.

01:07:07.240 It's kind of like this, I don't know.

01:07:09.860 They're asleep, too.

01:07:11.120 You know what I mean?

01:07:11.600 And, you know, like one of my favorite Bible quotes is Luke 1720.

01:07:16.520 It's basically, Jesus answered, God's kingdom is coming, but not in the way you will be able to see with your eyes.

01:07:23.160 Because people will say, look, here it is, or there it is, because God's kingdom is within you.

01:07:28.560 Like, have you heard a Christian do a sermon on, hey, they say, Jesus, the kingdom of heaven, which is infinity, is within you.

01:07:37.760 You know, like, let's talk about that.

01:07:39.280 Like, what does that mean?

01:07:40.500 And, you know, that's top when I, like, what do you want to talk about?

01:07:43.200 I was like, well, let's go there.

01:07:44.660 Because, you know, what Christian will say, oh, did you know the kingdom of God dwelleth within you?

01:07:50.540 That's kind of a big deal, isn't it?

01:07:52.300 See, and this is, so I want to talk about this, but this can get, like, very slippery, because this slides into that New Age stuff, where they're like, you are God, you can, well, this is the, so, all right, this is the initial lie with Adam and Eve, right?

01:08:05.500 You can be like gods if you just eat of the fruit.

01:08:08.580 And they do, and it's like the lie is you can be like God.

01:08:11.620 But what you're saying here, there is some truth to it.

01:08:14.920 So, go ahead, break it down for us, man.

01:08:16.540 Tell us what you think about, what does that mean?

01:08:19.500 What does it mean to you?

01:08:20.660 How should we look at that?

01:08:21.680 Yeah, well, like, so the New Agers and Satanists, I actually think they're the same, right? 0.95

01:08:28.600 And if you look at, like, the early New Age was, like, Lucius Publishing Company, you know, these were, like, Satanists and shit, you know.

01:08:37.700 But anyways, basically, they worship the self, or they believe that we are God, right? 0.96

01:08:43.080 We are one with God.

01:08:43.980 And every single person I know who said, I am God, has been batshit crazy, you know.

01:08:49.400 So, I believe that God, I think we're interconditioning, like, God, in the same way, like, you know, Eve came from the rib of man, like, we've come from the rib of God, right?

01:09:01.180 Like, without God, we are nothing, but God has imbibed us with the power of creation.

01:09:09.100 And I think that power is consciousness, and that is the creative force in the universe.

01:09:14.980 And so, God dwelling within us, God has given us their power of creation, right?

01:09:21.520 Without God, we do not have this power.

01:09:23.820 Like, I am not a God, you know.

01:09:25.920 But, you know, it is the ultimate blessing bestowed upon man is that energy, that connection to God, like, out of God we came, right?

01:09:36.020 It's almost like we were birthed of God, right?

01:09:38.280 He is, you know.

01:09:39.160 The same way, like, our children have our cells in their body, and we have their cells in our body, right?

01:09:47.400 They come from us.

01:09:48.480 They are of us, right?

01:09:50.180 And so, yeah, like, I am not my child, and my child is not me.

01:09:53.840 You know, I am not God, and God is not me.

01:09:56.440 But, you know, the essence, the divine essence of who we are is born out of God's divinity.

01:10:03.560 So that's what I'm – that's the conclusion.

01:10:07.520 I think that's important to highlight.

01:10:08.500 That's an important highlight or distinction to make, Donnie, because, you know, when it comes to the New Age movement, or like Top said, the original lie,

01:10:17.700 which is that you can be as gods, wouldn't be appealing if it wasn't almost close to the truth.

01:10:29.000 There's something there in that we are created by God.

01:10:32.160 But to then go a step further and say you can be as God, that's where the lie is.

01:10:38.420 But it's like so much of this stuff is only effective at entrapping people and making them into what is essentially almost cult members.

01:10:46.540 Lenovo, Lenovo.

01:11:16.540 It's only effective because there is some parcel, some nugget of truth within the doctrine that is – that's why even, like, when it comes to – we have a fan of the show, shout out Not Nice Guy.

01:11:32.880 He is Mormon, and, you know, I know he has a lot of love for the Mormon church.

01:11:39.540 And when I look at Mormonism, or I look at anything – my wife is an ex-Jehovah's Witness – you know, there is a lot wrong. 0.72

01:11:48.660 But there's also things they would never have been so successful and flourished in the way that they have if all of it wasn't built around some nugget of truth.

01:11:57.940 Now, does that turn into a game of telephone, and do we add all kinds of interpretation to it and then build it into this big fleshed-out thing where there are so many things wrong with it?

01:12:08.700 Yeah, sure.

01:12:09.340 But I don't think that you would ever have a long-lasting organization or, you know, a peoples without – people do not continue if their basis is not some – if there's not some truth at the root of it. 0.97

01:12:25.020 And so I think that even the same thing with the New Age movement, you know, in many ways you could almost say that the New Age movement has a lot of it because they get to have all of the things that Christians are too afraid to look at, which is kind of – 0.65

01:12:40.160 And there's power in it.

01:12:40.620 Substantially.

01:12:41.120 And there is power in it, yes.

01:12:42.720 Yeah.

01:12:43.240 But then, dude, you look at most of these New Agers' lives, like, they spiral. 1.00

01:12:47.420 Yes.

01:12:47.700 They're serious.

01:12:48.300 Well, when you said that, Donnie, when you were like, I don't know a single dude who's ever espoused that I am God, that's just crushing.

01:12:53.680 Yeah.

01:12:54.020 Like, yeah, I know a couple of them, and they're all pretty unhinged, doesn't look like they wash their hair, they don't smell too great.

01:12:59.480 So, yeah, I mean, yeah, I can – I get that.

01:13:02.600 Yeah.

01:13:03.780 Exactly.

01:13:04.100 They do comedy at Prohemian Grove.

01:13:05.820 Yeah, I get it.

01:13:08.360 I didn't say it.

01:13:09.180 You said it, dude.

01:13:11.040 But, I mean, you know, that's – I think that you were saying before, Donnie, about people who – you know, you'd rather take, like, a Democrat that you can tell is a kind person.

01:13:23.680 And that really cares to live by some sort of moral tenets in their life and that, you know, some people who claim to be Christian who are just, like, going through the motions and haven't done anything that is worth a damn.

01:13:35.560 And I think that a lot of people, they are – they gravitate towards religion for the wrong reasons.

01:13:44.220 And one of the reasons that I think is fundamentally the most incorrect reason is searching for identity.

01:13:50.360 And what I mean by that is, like, having an identity within Christ, within God, is not what I'm talking about.

01:13:56.880 What I'm talking about is doing the hard work of finding out who you are here and what you're meant to do.

01:14:03.420 It's the task that we're all set up with.

01:14:05.880 It's the game that we're all trying to figure out while we're here.

01:14:08.980 What is my purpose?

01:14:09.900 Who am I?

01:14:10.440 What am I meant to do?

01:14:11.280 What am I meant to bring to this experience, this realm?

01:14:14.880 What am I meant to leave behind?

01:14:15.940 And honestly, a lot of the work you can convince yourself is done if you just adhere to a group that already has a belief system, that already has a built-in identity.

01:14:27.200 We're all looking for identity.

01:14:29.760 It's honestly what makes identity politics such a sticky situation that so many people are willing to identify with a set of political beliefs or whatever the hell it is.

01:14:39.780 Because, look, the work's done.

01:14:42.260 Now I don't have to figure out who I am.

01:14:43.980 Now I don't have to figure out what I'm meant here to do.

01:14:46.500 Who I am is a list of tenets that were written down by some organization.

01:14:50.080 And what I'm meant to do is whatever the hell they tell me to do.

01:14:52.640 And that is the wrong reason to get into it.

01:14:55.520 But it's so appealing because the work is hard.

01:14:58.600 It takes a long-ass time to figure out who you are.

01:15:01.140 So I can see that as being the pitfall for a lot of people.

01:15:04.500 I think a lot of people fall into that category, those who are just going through the motions and aren't really believers.

01:15:08.880 David, so right now we're kind of closed and we're only showing to patrons.

01:15:15.460 And they have some good questions in here.

01:15:17.460 So I think we should ask Donny.

01:15:19.040 I see Donny's responded in the chat here.

01:15:21.360 They asked him two questions.

01:15:22.820 They want to know if you've seen shape-shifting reptilians.

01:15:26.340 And have you seen any demons?

01:15:28.340 Donny, I feel like these, you know.

01:15:30.920 Yeah.

01:15:31.400 Yeah.

01:15:31.660 I've had weird UFO experiences.

01:15:42.820 I didn't really talk about that.

01:15:44.020 But as well, I've seen people who, not a full shape-shift, but I've intuited the energy of reptilianism.

01:15:53.320 And again, that's sociopathy is, I think, that is our reptilian brain.

01:15:58.900 Right?

01:15:59.040 So, you know, have I seen full, like, lizard men running around in waking consciousness? 0.96

01:16:04.800 No.

01:16:05.080 I've had dreams of lizard creatures that maybe that was real.

01:16:08.980 Right?

01:16:09.260 I've battled entities in my dreams all the time that are kind of terrifying.

01:16:14.120 But no, I have seen, like, almost, I could intuit, like, a reptilian energy in the people.

01:16:23.700 Right? 0.80

01:16:24.180 And often they turn out to be sociopaths.

01:16:28.080 And demons, yeah, I have, I'm with Marzynski on this, that most of the voices in the head are not ours.

01:16:35.860 They are implanted.

01:16:37.140 And demons actually latch in the back of your neck.

01:16:40.480 And so I've had to, I battle, I've battled demons.

01:16:43.660 And I've seen actual, I think they call them shadow people. 0.91

01:16:47.460 Literally seven foot tall people, like, if I dive down certain rabbit holes, it also opens yourself up for attack.

01:16:55.520 That's why I think the Bible is correct in getting caution. 1.00

01:16:58.240 Because I've seen, like, at the corner of my eye, shadow people.

01:17:01.720 And then a towel, like, lifts up, thrown, like, in my house.

01:17:06.460 So, yeah, these entities do exist.

01:17:09.500 And they're mostly outside of our realm, but they can kind of peer in. 0.81

01:17:13.140 They can do, like, a little swoop in and fuck with us a bit and kind of dip out. 0.97

01:17:17.300 But, yeah, that's been my experience. 0.99

01:17:19.200 What's the subject that you've been looking into that these kind of things happen to you?

01:17:24.480 Um, I, uh, yeah, like, uh, getting into darker subjects.

01:17:32.900 So, like, studying about demons and how demons work and their purpose and, um, like, ritual sacrifice and, um, like, black magic.

01:17:46.380 I, I actually have become friends with, and he's an ex, uh, high priest of black magic who did blood sacrifices.

01:17:55.560 And even though he's out of that game, I think, I think there's a certain rift in, in, in reality that when you do that, like, you, you still have little orbiters around you.

01:18:06.520 Because, you know, I'll interact with them.

01:18:08.600 And after I almost have to, like, whew, you know, like, you also have to be careful who you talk with.

01:18:13.420 Like, like, be, you know, there are people possessed and you can, that can imprint onto you.

01:18:18.540 Even if they're good people.

01:18:19.600 Like, it's not like they're evil or something. 0.99

01:18:21.640 But I think we all have, I think demons are parasites. 0.99

01:18:26.060 And parasites aren't evil in that they, they're a cleanup crew. 0.92

01:18:29.600 But they can also overwhelm the host.

01:18:32.300 Right?

01:18:32.780 And so, I think we all have, to an extent, demons.

01:18:35.660 And I think they keep you on your game if you are connected with God and pursuing a life of goodness and connection to God.

01:18:42.840 But I think if you deviate from that, they can overwhelm you and they will attach to other people.

01:18:48.780 So, you got to be careful.

01:18:50.160 Do you think that they have, like, a, so, you know, in, in the heavenly realm, the angels have jobs.

01:18:55.100 Do you think demons have jobs?

01:18:56.680 Is that, is that kind of what you're getting at?

01:18:58.320 Yeah, they are, there's a hierarchy to demons.

01:19:03.060 And, uh, actually, so this is where I think Christians get it wrong as well. 0.96

01:19:08.740 In that there's, like, a, a fear of demons.

01:19:11.200 Like, they're all powerful.

01:19:12.160 And then there's also a, a pure hatred of demons.

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01:20:10.620 And I see demons, I actually have, this might sound weird, but I have compassion towards demons because I believe they are, if people I know, this high priest, former high priest of black magic, he would start to talk to demons.

01:20:24.420 And what they told him is like, hey, I'm forced to do this job. 0.99

01:20:28.580 Like, if I don't deliver, if I don't try to attack you, if I don't do this, like, I'm fucked. 1.00

01:20:33.580 And fucked in a way that you can't imagine, buddy. 1.00

01:20:35.860 Like, I'm forced to do this job. 0.99

01:20:38.420 And that, you know, if God is all powerful, you have to ask yourself, why does God allow demons to exist?

01:20:43.640 Is it, to me, that's a question that's very interesting.

01:20:47.160 And just saying, oh, because a woman ate an apple 6,000 years ago, metaphorically, that's why, that to me isn't a good enough explanation.

01:20:54.720 For me, what I believe is I believe God allows evil and demonic to exist because it's a choice.

01:21:01.060 It's like, kind of like Job in the Bible.

01:21:03.660 It's like, hey, if I ruin your life, if I give Satan power, will they come back to me?

01:21:08.840 Will they know, will they find me, right?

01:21:10.740 Do I still dwell within them?

01:21:12.340 Will they find your creator?

01:21:14.280 And, you know, I think the answer is yes, right?

01:21:17.000 And so I think demons are there to test us and to force us to go back to God.

01:21:22.400 Because through pain, through struggle, through our lower, you know, struggle and pain, that's when we search for God, for a higher ideal.

01:21:32.560 So that's, I think demons are, like, I wouldn't talk to a demon.

01:21:38.000 I don't want to chill with a demon, but, like, you know, I think they are slaves and I think they're forced to do what they do.

01:21:44.340 And, yeah, that's what I think.

01:21:47.560 That resonates with me a lot because...

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01:22:18.920 You know, we have our ideas about how demons came about.

01:22:25.880 You know, when it comes to the Book of Enoch, it says pretty explicitly.

01:22:28.360 And I know it's an extra-canonical book, so it's not something that, you know, you'd have to rip away from me.

01:22:34.720 If you just showed me some compelling evidence, then I would second-guess myself.

01:22:38.600 But we know how they came about.

01:22:41.600 It seems to be the disembodied spirits of the Nephilim is my estimation and certainly one that people like L.A. Marzulli or Gary Wayne maintain.

01:22:50.820 But I do feel like, you know, the more we go down this path, the more we realize, like, there is a real legalese to the spiritual realm.

01:23:00.380 And that everybody has their jobs and their positions and their roles that they play.

01:23:04.320 And so the idea that their role explicitly is to tempt man, because what good is your love for God if there is no other choice?

01:23:14.860 Well, what was that?

01:23:15.600 Do you remember the story about Bigfoot, the lady that was talking with the Bigfoot?

01:23:19.980 Oh, she claimed that she was having a dialogue with the Bigfoot over time, telepathic communications, and that it visited over and over again.

01:23:27.640 Eventually, it divulged to her in some way, shape, or form that it was what it called an elude, which is an offspring of a Nephilim.

01:23:35.080 And that it was seeking redemption, which is fascinating, that this sentiment of redemption is something that is even meaningful to, you know, this entity.

01:23:46.200 And, you know, it brings about a much bigger question, right?

01:23:48.900 Because we talked to Dustin Nemos periodically on this show, and he says that there are no redemption for the Nephilim, that Jesus Christ died for the sins of man, and that these things, genetically speaking, are not men.

01:24:00.240 And therefore, there is no redemption for them.

01:24:03.380 And that's a bummer.

01:24:05.180 But I do also, I empathize with that sentiment, Donnie, of like feeling compassion for these things, because...

01:24:11.940 But here's the thing, though.

01:24:12.900 Don't leave out the end of that story with the Bigfoot, because it was an amiable Bigfoot, or whatever, a Sasquatch. 0.97

01:24:20.140 But in the end, it tried to get her into some weird New Age shit. 0.57

01:24:25.060 So I was like, yeah, I'm seeking redemption in all of a sudden. 0.87

01:24:26.600 And it's like, there's always this like weird one lie in the end, that it's just a twist of truth.

01:24:31.940 Like they can't help, but to do this thing.

01:24:35.680 So it's like...

01:24:36.040 Yeah, maybe it is in their nature.

01:24:37.480 Maybe it is their job.

01:24:38.820 It's their job.

01:24:39.540 Yeah, they're varying degrees of malevolence that they show.

01:24:45.360 Some are like outright, like torturous demons.

01:24:47.740 Some are kind of like, oh, this is not so bad.

01:24:50.180 But I feel like they should never be trusted under any circumstances, because their job is to do this.

01:24:55.600 Yes, it should also be cast out of any authority that they would take over your life with extreme prejudice.

01:25:01.780 I think that's the thing, too.

01:25:02.800 It's like, you know, hating them is one thing, but casting them out with extreme prejudice seems like the name of the game.

01:25:10.160 Yeah, yeah.

01:25:10.900 And I think that's a...

01:25:12.440 Like the concept of consent is an incredible...

01:25:15.660 In the spiritual circles is, you know, we could talk for hours just about that.

01:25:19.760 But again, like, I don't think a lot of Christians really believe in a true living God who has liberated them, right?

01:25:26.240 Because when they talk about demons and evil, they talk about they are ever-present and have total dominion and power over them and their lives.

01:25:33.860 And I think...

01:25:34.620 I don't think that's a faith-based mindset.

01:25:38.040 You know?

01:25:38.360 That's actually great.

01:25:39.200 Like, I'm sorry to interrupt, Donnie, but maybe one of you guys know, either Donnie or Top, what's that...

01:25:44.320 There's a story in the Bible or a line in the Bible where it talks about when Satan is cast out before mankind and that the way we'll see him, the visage that he'll take, is we'll almost be in a state of, like, this is the thing that we allowed to torment us.

01:25:59.680 Yeah.

01:26:00.360 Yeah.

01:26:00.960 Yeah, well, like, even getting into the, you know, the, like, I'm Canadian, right? 0.96

01:26:06.220 And we've been through a fucking insane tyranny, right? 0.99

01:26:10.340 But it's literally just, like, one effeminate homosexual who's, like, enslaving 40 million... 1.00

01:26:17.900 Like, the history of Canada, bro, we're in the fucking Arctic. 1.00

01:26:21.380 Like, I'm in zone two here. 0.98

01:26:23.260 Zone one is the Arctic.

01:26:25.540 You know what I mean? 0.99

01:26:26.480 Like, we're a fucking hard people who have been, like, pumping oil, cutting down fucking trees, and now we have, like, some, like, little faggy 130-pound dude, like, fucking everything up, you know? 1.00

01:26:38.240 And everyone, their only answer in the truth... 0.99

01:26:40.380 Like, I've coined what's called the post-truther movement.

01:26:43.540 It's like, okay, we know this is bad.

01:26:45.060 What do we do now?

01:26:46.440 Right?

01:26:46.680 And basically, everybody just says, well, maybe have we tried complaining online?

01:26:51.880 You know, maybe that's the solution.

01:26:53.540 Right?

01:26:53.920 Like, have we tried that enough?

01:26:55.380 Like, so, you know, it's now year, like, eight of just bitching online, you know?

01:26:59.660 Maybe we could try something new, you know?

01:27:01.700 Right, but that's a guy that if they casted him out into the streets in his underwear, people would look at him and go, this is the guy that we allowed to lock everything down?

01:27:08.480 This is the guy that's been the bane of our existence?

01:27:10.900 Yeah, and that's not even just Trudeau.

01:27:12.500 That's all of them. 1.00

01:27:13.580 Like, you know, you see all these fucking demons and creatures. 1.00

01:27:18.400 Oh, and Benjamin. 0.99

01:27:19.260 That dude breaks a lot of spells, man.

01:27:20.760 I love that guy. 0.99

01:27:21.440 And, like, yeah, he did that one, like, one of the top dudes in Hollywood was just, like, a three-foot-nine Jew who, like, you know, couldn't, you know, couldn't, like, bang some Hollywood actress because he was, like, a fucking goblin. 0.96

01:27:35.520 So then he went on a tear. 0.85

01:27:36.800 You know, these are the, like, yeah, Wizard of Oz, like, behind the curtain.

01:27:40.300 Like, our enemies are weak, and it's because we consent to it.

01:27:43.800 That's all they do.

01:27:44.860 They're masters of spellcraft.

01:27:49.600 And so they just, yeah, and it's all in our minds, right?

01:27:52.760 And so I believe any true Christian should believe that you have the power of liberation, right, that these beings have no authority over you. 0.77

01:28:00.920 And in life, like, the reason why the world is the way it is is because we largely consent every day.

01:28:08.420 And we don't consent by our vote. 0.99

01:28:10.280 We consent by our behavior, by our tolerance, by our apathy, by our non-action, by our buying those products or fucking looking at porn or, you know, watching shitty movies. 0.80

01:28:22.800 You know, all of these things we form a collective consent around, so we've given these people consent to govern, not through democracy, but through our collective actions. 0.82

01:28:33.700 So the actual battle is in the mind.

01:28:36.040 Like, if we can change the consciousness of people, we will change the world overnight.

01:28:39.940 And we have so much power as individuals and power gifted to us by God.

01:28:45.080 We just have to actually exercise it, and we haven't yet.

01:28:47.800 So that's really – it's a great, like, partner to what I'm about to say here because so many people, when they're indulging in these different things, whether it's mindless hours of Netflix watching or eating trash or poisoning their bodies or allowing themselves to be taken advantage of through one form or another, it's all consent.

01:29:10.320 But that's not the way that people look at it, right, Donnie?

01:29:12.380 It's like you go, well, it's been a long day, and I've been working, you know, 50 hours, 60 hours this week.

01:29:18.820 What else am I supposed to do?

01:29:20.240 As if you are powerless, right?

01:29:22.080 And it's like, no, you're not powerless.

01:29:25.420 Jesus Christ – it's a lot of things that the church leaves out.

01:29:27.760 The church leaves out, they go, Jesus Christ died for your sins.

01:29:31.140 He also gave you the authority to tread on serpents and scorpions.

01:29:35.820 And that is, like, the big thing that the church doesn't hit hard enough, in my opinion.

01:29:41.420 And that is, like, extreme – to use something from Jocko Willink, right, this idea of, like, extreme ownership. 1.00

01:29:49.120 Like, own your shit. 1.00

01:29:51.180 You have way more authority than you believe. 1.00

01:29:54.280 You're not just lost in a river against your will and woe is me.

01:29:59.240 What am I supposed to do? 1.00

01:30:00.200 Might as well eat the junk food and jerk off to the porn and watch the brain rot television. 0.99

01:30:05.180 Like, no, dude, you're an authoritative figure who can wield the power of Jesus Christ to cast out the thing that ails humanity. 0.99

01:30:13.340 And instead, we're going, oh, well, what else are we supposed to do?

01:30:17.400 That is, yeah, not great.

01:30:19.440 Dude, you totally get it.

01:30:20.740 It's exactly it.

01:30:21.800 And, like, so, like, you know, I was hip to the JQ for several years now.

01:30:26.560 You know, I partake – partook in oven math, you know, in my teens, actually.

01:30:31.100 You know, so I knew these spells for a while.

01:30:34.580 I didn't put all the pieces together in the last few years.

01:30:36.820 But now I think that's a classic example of what we're seeing is, like, now it's like, oh, the Jews made us do it. 1.00

01:30:44.100 And my theory about the Jews, just as an aside, okay, so I think that the Jews thousands of years ago started digging into the nature of reality. 0.74

01:30:52.500 And they basically, like, hit the wall of the Matrix, and they found the construct.

01:30:57.780 And then basically, like, the demons or the archons, you know, the ruler of this world, like, said, like, hey, you can, like – you can run this system for us, and we'll drop knowledge on you. 0.97

01:31:08.580 So, like, we'll give you knowledge, but you've got to, like, fucking run this plantation. 0.98

01:31:11.240 And that's why when you see all this evil shit, you see, like, Jays popping out everywhere. 1.00

01:31:16.720 You know, and I don't think all of them are aware of it, but I think that's what's going on. 0.98

01:31:20.040 Like, they actually – they – and I don't want to call them, like, satanic, and I don't want to say all of them or anything, but I think they literally, like, came against the construct of our reality.

01:31:31.240 And they're kind of managing it, like, kind of like, you know, like farmhands or something.

01:31:35.500 I like that analogy so much that I now adopt that as what I – that's such a great way of putting it.

01:31:42.840 Exactly.

01:31:43.560 That's exactly what it is, right?

01:31:44.940 I mean, so they're – if they are God's chosen people, then they're brought up, and Adam walked with God.

01:31:50.400 He knows a lot of these secrets.

01:31:51.740 Yeah, the Jews are hatmen, tiny hatmen.

01:31:54.240 So they walked with God. 0.87

01:31:55.480 They would know these secrets.

01:31:57.180 And every single time, they'll go – like, Moses goes up the mountain to get the commandments.

01:32:01.120 They come down, and they're like, we built a calf, and we're worshiping.

01:32:04.380 Because they understand there's power in this.

01:32:06.280 They understand Moloch.

01:32:07.400 They understand that.

01:32:08.340 And they're like, we can get this right now.

01:32:10.360 I don't have to wait three days, oy vey, for him to come down.

01:32:14.160 You know, it's like, we can do this right now.

01:32:16.200 So, yeah, they do have that code.

01:32:18.040 They have that matrix unlocked.

01:32:19.700 But it's, again, the choice of, well, what do you want?

01:32:22.040 Do you want to delay gratification, or do you want to have it right now?

01:32:25.260 And that's like, oh, this is a human struggle all the time.

01:32:27.900 And they want it right now.

01:32:29.140 For sure.

01:32:29.440 Yeah, and, like, this is why I believe as Christians you need to cultivate, like, Christ levels of compassion.

01:32:35.920 Because, like, most of these J's – like, just think about how blessed we are to have a family, have a wife that loves you. 0.99

01:32:43.400 You know what I mean?

01:32:43.880 Have a beautiful family.

01:32:45.100 Have friends that actually care about you.

01:32:47.280 Like, do you know how blessed that is?

01:32:48.780 People don't realize how blessed you are if you just, you know, have those things.

01:32:51.860 And, like, imagine having, like, billions of dollars and, like, nobody liking you at all, ever, except for the ability that you can help them, you know, maintain or grow their power.

01:33:02.260 You know what I mean?

01:33:03.140 Imagine – like, I feel bad – you know, when you see the Golem character in Lord of the Rings, right? 0.98

01:33:08.400 It's like, you know, you can hate Golem for being an evil fucking fiend for the ring. 0.56

01:33:12.600 But, like, you got to – you have a certain degree of compassion for that guy. 0.98

01:33:17.120 And that's how I feel about people who don't know God and even people in high places of power.

01:33:22.280 Because if you don't have love in your life, like, that is the ultimate blessing.

01:33:26.340 And, you know – and so, yeah, it's just – I don't know.

01:33:29.200 A lot of Christians – I don't know.

01:33:31.600 I wish, like –

01:33:32.740 You know what the last time somebody hugged Joe Biden out of, like, genuine love was?

01:33:37.740 It's actually kind of a really sad thought experiment.

01:33:41.420 When was the last time Joe Biden, who's on his way out – it was probably Dana Carvey in a rubber mask.

01:33:46.080 But wherever Joe Biden's body is, when was the last time it was hugged by anybody who loved him?

01:33:52.440 Good God.

01:33:54.060 Good God.

01:33:55.420 Well, that's like – I mean, the boys.

01:33:57.020 Doesn't the boys nail it?

01:33:58.200 I don't know if you – do you watch that show?

01:33:59.740 I've watched a little bit of it, the old seasons.

01:34:02.180 There's a character, Homelander.

01:34:03.640 It's a great – I mean, it's made by lefties.

01:34:06.680 But I think it's a great representation of what would happen and what does happen when you have these created people who are then – you know, they kind of – oh, they came out of nowhere.

01:34:15.740 And all of a sudden, they're politicians or actors or musicians or whatever.

01:34:19.200 But Homelander was a created person. 0.90

01:34:21.560 He's the strongest character.

01:34:23.480 He's the Superman.

01:34:24.140 And they raised him inside of, like, a bunker.

01:34:27.400 And they didn't hug him.

01:34:29.180 They didn't love him.

01:34:30.000 He was a science experiment. 0.99

01:34:31.020 And when he gets out, he's a complete sociopath.

01:34:33.880 And I love his character. 0.93

01:34:35.160 But he's insane because he's not capable of – he's not capable of regular human emotion.

01:34:40.900 So it's like they absolutely nailed it.

01:34:43.380 They don't understand how close they are.

01:34:46.060 They don't understand why I think he's the good guy is what I'm trying to say.

01:34:49.000 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:34:49.740 I think he's the good guy.

01:34:51.620 No, but I do think you should in many ways pity them.

01:34:55.660 And I believe that's even what Gandalf says about Gollum when they're in Helm's Deep, I think it is.

01:35:03.620 Or Helm – I forget what the name of the place is.

01:35:05.380 But he's talking about Gollum.

01:35:08.300 And Frodo's, like, expressing his hatred for him. 0.99

01:35:11.300 And he says that he should kill him. 1.00

01:35:14.720 And Gandalf is like, kill him. 1.00

01:35:16.880 You should pity him. 1.00

01:35:18.680 He's a tortured creature.

01:35:20.480 This is his only modality of being.

01:35:23.300 You've got no idea what it's like to be that. 1.00

01:35:25.660 This disgusting, pitiful creature. 0.99

01:35:28.640 Yeah. 0.99

01:35:29.560 And I think that's how we're controlled as well.

01:35:32.520 Like, we're all energetic, right?

01:35:34.380 And the more we put in our energy, like, we create egregores.

01:35:38.120 We create cults, like, in the real world and also spiritually with our mind.

01:35:42.580 You're literally talking to two cult leaders right now.

01:35:44.880 Yeah.

01:35:45.420 You know, like, they want you to hate.

01:35:49.740 They don't care if you hate or love.

01:35:52.180 They just want that energy, that louche. 1.00

01:35:54.500 They want to steal your fucking, you know. 0.99

01:35:56.640 So if you have a love, like, if you get connected to God enough, you'll just have a background compassion mindset. 1.00

01:36:04.500 Like, don't get me wrong.

01:36:05.320 If somebody, like, a pedo, I'm going to deal with. 0.99

01:36:08.240 If somebody steps on my property, like, I'm going to fucking step on them. 0.99

01:36:10.760 I'm not saying, like, you know, everything's love and light. 0.98

01:36:13.500 But I just mean generally, if you can start to cultivate compassion to people, like, love your enemies, right? 0.99

01:36:20.360 It's not pussy shit. 0.99

01:36:21.700 It's like the most boss. 1.00

01:36:23.420 It's like the boss level training, you know, because it gives you that power, right?

01:36:28.680 And it also lowers their power, right?

01:36:30.900 If you have a whole nation hating on people, it doesn't matter. 0.99

01:36:34.040 Like, you think people love the dictators of fucking countries? 1.00

01:36:37.040 No. 1.00

01:36:37.340 Their hate is what perpetuates that. 1.00

01:36:39.760 If they said, you know, if they were like, this is just some little Napoleon little pussy. 1.00

01:36:44.140 Like, fuck this guy. 1.00

01:36:45.060 Let's create our own world. 1.00

01:36:46.460 It would be over, right?

01:36:47.580 But if when everyone's hating them, you create that tension, that juxtaposition, which allows for demonic influence, allows for them to gain power, where we need to actually, like, compassion will get, will remove that.

01:37:02.580 I couldn't imagine what it's like to be one of these, like, kind of cold-hearted reptilian elite, because I guess what allows them to be it is that they're at such an upper echelon of life that they have all these sort of, like, aspects of decadence, and they can have whatever they want and things of that nature.

01:37:18.520 Because when life really beats you down, like, I've been poor pretty much my entire life.

01:37:23.140 I grew up in the slums, and, you know, we've always been like that.

01:37:25.960 Um, and with that comes a lot of, like, down moments, but those moments are in stark contrast to, like, the beautiful moments, and I don't think that I would trade that if you said, let me take away all the beautiful moments of, like, friendship and companionship and love and, you know, fatherhood and being a husband.

01:37:46.060 We'll take away all that, but we'll give you all of the materialistic things.

01:37:49.560 Like, that's the experience that we're living, or they're living, rather.

01:37:53.780 Well, that's the book of Ecclesiastes, right?

01:37:55.360 This is what happened with King Solomon.

01:37:57.460 It's just the dude had everything, and when you have everything, you, like, life is just kind of doled down on the edges, so you start looking for a little bit more, and there you go.

01:38:08.020 Yeah, and I would argue that you, like, I wouldn't be where I was without darkness, without pain, without, you know, demonic attachment. 0.79

01:38:16.160 You know, I've had a really fucked up childhood, a lot of abuse, a lot of stuff.

01:38:20.500 Like, I don't really get into you, because I have transcended it, but, you know. 0.83

01:38:24.100 And I wouldn't be who I am today without having to go through that, and I think both of you as well.

01:38:29.100 Like, I have friends, like, one of my best friends, he's a devout Christian, you know, loving family, awesome dude.

01:38:35.840 Like, I, he's inspired me to live a Christian life.

01:38:39.720 But the difference is, like, he, he was raised also in a Christian family where they were very, always loving.

01:38:46.540 There was no abuse.

01:38:47.640 There was no, like, divorces.

01:38:49.320 There was no mental illness and insanity.

01:38:51.760 You know, they always, they were wealthy because he, he was, you know, very devoted to his craft.

01:38:57.400 There wasn't drug abuse. 0.98

01:38:58.400 There wasn't shit. 0.99

01:38:59.020 And so part of him is, like, he's a Christian, you know, but in a way, he, he said this to me, like, almost goes to the motions. 0.98

01:39:05.900 Whereas me, like, because of where I've come from, I know God is real.

01:39:09.980 Like, I've had to, because of being in darkness, I know God is real.

01:39:14.260 You know, I know evil exists.

01:39:15.720 I know demons are real because I've experienced them.

01:39:18.280 Whereas, you know, for a lot of Christians, it's, like, theoretical. 0.83

01:39:21.300 And I don't, I'm not judging them for it.

01:39:23.240 He's, he's had a blessed life.

01:39:24.560 I want to give my, I don't want to give my kids a life where they don't experience undue trauma and dysfunction and abuse.

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01:41:01.940 And, you know, but then it's a trade-off where through darkness, that's when I think we find God.

01:41:09.500 Yeah, no, you're right.

01:41:10.960 That's who you find.

01:41:11.760 That's how you find yourself.

01:41:12.860 Like, I wouldn't be who I am if there wasn't a certain level of darkness in my past. 0.97

01:41:17.140 And I often think about that for my kids where, like, I took them out of New York City and I'm like, oh, they're never going to be able to ride a, you know, subway train with a black eye blast and fucking Bluetooth speaker.

01:41:29.220 And but it builds character and it's like, well, what do you do in that situation?

01:41:32.760 You know, like they're they don't even know about the bus. 0.97

01:41:35.840 They're seeing goats and shit across the streets. 0.99

01:41:37.840 Like, I don't know. 0.99

01:41:39.620 I don't know what's going to happen to them. 1.00

01:41:40.780 They're going to be fucked up. 0.99

01:41:41.740 Well, that's the trade-off, though, right? 0.99

01:41:45.440 Like, you know, you can't appreciate the light without the darkness kind of thing.

01:41:49.540 Like, I would I might not be so concrete in my knowledge of God being real if it wasn't for having been forced to lean on him.

01:41:58.280 Yeah.

01:41:58.540 You know, that's that's really what.

01:42:01.620 So when you live this life of, you know, and I think, Topham, I'm kind of in the same thing.

01:42:05.940 It's like I know a lot of my character was built from the things that I went through.

01:42:10.500 But my son's not, you know, like I was looking at him the other day and I was like, you know what?

01:42:16.460 This kid doesn't have the rage that I had as a kid.

01:42:21.160 Yeah.

01:42:21.720 And it's like a real thing, though, you know, because I remember being full of rage as a kid, like full of anger.

01:42:28.460 And like this kid's just he just doesn't have that.

01:42:30.920 And, you know, there's almost this point where I'm like, is there going to be development without these these big dramatic moments?

01:42:39.040 But I think probably on the other end of this, I'll find out that he's he's he's better off than I was.

01:42:45.860 Donnie, we have to bring it in for a landing here.

01:42:48.680 I do have to leave.

01:42:49.400 I have to go pick up my wife soon.

01:42:50.620 Is there any parting words that you'd like to to drop on the audience before we wrap this up?

01:42:57.380 Yeah, man.

01:42:57.760 Well, I just want to thank you guys for the opportunity.

01:43:00.220 I'd love to I feel like we didn't even scratch the surface.

01:43:03.460 So if it's ever on the table, I'd love to do it again or or have you guys on my podcast.

01:43:08.480 Maybe we could do a back and forth.

01:43:09.980 Really love your guys vibe.

01:43:11.480 But but yeah, I would just say ultimately, like especially those who are Christian or who believe in God, like like really believe in God.

01:43:20.140 Like believe that you have that power, that you've been you have that dominion, you know, that like even when we look at the world, do not like I think doom and despair is a sin.

01:43:32.960 And I think spreading doom and despair should be illegal.

01:43:35.800 And I think we need to be lights of the world.

01:43:38.600 And yeah, like one of my favorite quotes of the Bible or passages in the Bible, Matthew 17, 20.

01:43:45.460 Jesus said, because you have so little faith.

01:43:47.580 Truly, I tell you, if you have the faith as small as a mustard seed, you can move mountains, move from here to that.

01:43:54.060 Say move from here to there and it will move.

01:43:56.620 Nothing will be impossible.

01:43:57.760 And I think if we all have that spirit in our life and we cultivate lives based on that, we will change what is the global homo agenda into a much better place. 1.00

01:44:10.540 So, yeah, I would say that's kind of it for me.

01:44:13.620 And yeah, please, guys, if you can, I'm like shadow band.

01:44:16.780 So it means a lot if your audience can YouTube, the Spellbreakers podcast, Rumble, Twitter.

01:44:24.600 Yeah, that's of course.

01:44:26.380 Guys, go and go and follow Donnie at the Spellbreakers podcast.

01:44:30.000 Does the Spellbreakers podcast dot com work?

01:44:33.100 Is there a does that bring you there or can they find you on maybe X and and get a hold of all your stuff that way?

01:44:38.400 Yeah. Yeah, that works.

01:44:39.440 So just find me YouTube, Rumble, Twitter.

01:44:42.100 I started typing you in Spellbreakers is one word.

01:44:44.460 As soon as you get to spell and then drop that B, he pops up immediately.

01:44:47.600 So, guys, go and follow Donnie, support him.

01:44:50.560 I can tell you, Donnie, just based off of the chat in this small audience, our Patreon subscribers.

01:44:56.600 This is a very well-received episode.

01:44:59.860 Everybody's big fan.

01:45:00.720 So, of course, you're always welcome back on the show.

01:45:03.900 And we'd love to do a swap cast or maybe come on your show sometimes.

01:45:06.920 That would be great.

01:45:07.860 So thank you.

01:45:08.940 Thank you for everything.

01:45:10.280 If you could figure out how to get out of Canada in six months, we might be doing another Bohemian Grove.

01:45:16.320 Maybe.

01:45:16.540 Oh, dude, I'd come down.

01:45:18.500 Bohemian Grove.

01:45:19.280 I'd come down.

01:45:19.940 100%.

01:45:20.220 You guys are like Florida, right?

01:45:22.280 Miami?

01:45:22.640 We're in Florida, yeah.

01:45:23.600 I mean, eventually, we're taking them out of state.

01:45:25.240 We have a lot of requests for like West Coast and things of that nature.

01:45:28.900 But, yeah, definitely going to be doing another one in six months.

01:45:31.500 And if you can make it out, if they'll let you escape Kamida, then you can come on down here.

01:45:37.000 And you've got an open invitation to Bohemian Grove.

01:45:40.020 Yeah, dude.

01:45:40.340 And again, thank you for – he was like, hey, we got to talk. 0.94

01:45:44.240 And I was like, all right, let's fucking talk. 0.87

01:45:45.880 And what a great discussion. 0.99

01:45:47.600 I'm glad we did it because I've been following you for probably a year, maybe over a year now.

01:45:53.260 And I was like, I like this guy, but I'm not exactly sure what he's all about.

01:45:57.660 And boom, now I know.

01:45:58.660 It's like one of my favorite guests on here.

01:46:00.520 So, yeah, man, we'll talk again.

01:46:02.660 You'll be back on.

01:46:03.440 We'll go on yours or whatever.

01:46:04.640 We'll figure it out.

01:46:05.440 But until then, we're out of here.

01:46:08.220 I think we're back on Friday, right?

01:46:09.640 We're back on Friday with Tony Atterburn of Wise Wolf Gold and Silver.

01:46:14.540 And maybe with Ed Mabry, the continuation of the Book of Revelation series, we'll see.

01:46:19.480 It's a jam-packed day.

01:46:20.960 So we will see you guys Friday.

01:46:23.920 Peace out.

01:46:25.100 Peace out.

01:46:25.500 The greatest hypnotist on planet Earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room.

01:46:31.960 It is constantly telling us what to believe is real.

01:46:35.700 If you can persuade them that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see, you've got them.

01:46:42.060 Because they'll laugh in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what's happening.

01:46:48.740 And they have.

01:46:49.580 The threatening really has.

01:46:52.880 News then.

01:46:54.120 The end zone.

01:46:54.800 The end zone.

01:46:55.460 News then.

01:46:56.540 The end zone.

01:46:57.000 The end zone.

01:46:58.040 The end zone.

01:46:58.380 The end zone.

01:46:58.440 The end zone.

01:46:59.220 The end zone.

01:47:00.700 The end zone.

01:47:01.760 It's still almost at the end zone.

01:47:03.440 The end zone.

01:47:04.140 It's still the end zone.

01:47:05.280 The end zone.

01:47:07.020 The end zone.

01:47:07.560 The end zone.

01:47:08.880 The end zone.

01:47:09.640 The end zone.

01:47:11.280 The end zone.

01:47:12.200 The end zone.

01:47:14.140 The end zone.

01:47:15.200 Cut out.

01:47:16.440 The end zone.

01:47:17.240 The end zone.

Nephilim Death Squad - November 22, 2024

073： Auras, Astral, and Archetypes： Delving into Spiritual Mysteries w⧸ Donnie of Spellbreakers

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