077: Heidi Luv Reveals: The Hidden History of Mormon Practices
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Heidi Love is a writer, podcaster, and skeptic who doesn t believe in the Mormon religion. In this episode, she shares her thoughts on religion and why she doesn't believe in it. She's also an atheist and an ex-member of the Mormon church.
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Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of Nephilim Death Squad.
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That is Top Lobster, the father of disinformation.
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And today, we have a very special guest with us today.
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Someone who has been recommended several times by the chat, by fans of the show.
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And finally, I was able to hunt her down and set it up.
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We are very excited to introduce to the audience Heidi Love.
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Heidi, for those who may not be familiar with your work,
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can you tell them what it is you focus on and where they can find you?
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I mean, that actually happens most of the time.
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I was blessed to not have a religious upbringing.
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And the reason I say blessed is because I can see that.
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A lot of people, they get burned by one religion or another.
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Like, because you get really self-indoctrinated
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I always make sure I get cash back from Rakuten.
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Because he thinks that you're stealing his content.
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And especially when it's declassified CIA docs,
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couldn't because he was very analytical but the
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the scryer that he would employ right Edward Kelly he would stare into what a
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black obsidian mirror what is black obsidian right well is it volcanic it's a
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crystal what do we look at all day a liquid crystal display what color is it it's black yeah we have
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scrying mirrors in front of us so when I was younger I did something that I would not recommend
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that anyone do but it did not require any magic but it still yielded results that made me never
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do it again and all that was was going in the bathroom and turning off all the lights having
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oh yeah dim candle and not breaking eye contact with myself in the mirror and let me bloody Mary
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it's basically bloody Mary you don't have to say anything and I wouldn't recommend doing this
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but I'm pretty sure that everybody will have the same results you know that kind of optical illusion
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where you stare at the point in the center and the details around the edges disappear that happens
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to your face the details of your face disappear yeah and then well it's and it's that Zachary King says
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that's how he actually became demonic you know is playing bloody Mary a version of myself that uh
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made me turn the lights on and I never did it again so um this is something that you know it's like
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right at the edge of your fingertips at all times and I think if yes if the media if our culture just
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sprinkles in these symbols around us the next thing you know you're the unwilling participant
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in various uh for sure you have no idea yeah you have no idea and it's so easy to hide I'm actually
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gonna prove your case on that here in a minute and this this gets into um some other weird things that
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happened so Mormon uh necromancy so I have to tell you guys all of this stuff was happening with
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Joseph and he's trying to get the plates and he's telling everybody about it and so the angel says
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at first you know what next year I'm gonna give them to you but you got to bring your brother and
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same time same place let's do this thing well his brother died so he couldn't bring his brother
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brother and um I also found it weird that he died of constipation like okay anyway there's a thing well
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well it can but it makes you wonder if that was truthful like there are certain things that they
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do to people that can you know um Heather Rourke died of constipation as well the little girl from
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poltergeist um right you know it just makes it makes one wonder we'll just say that so I'm not saying
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he was the oldest son yeah he was the oldest son too and so they they have this whole thing
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where this was ran by Joseph Smith Sr the dad of Alvin and he basically says in this
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we have to dig him up because you guys said we dug him up we didn't dig him up so we're going to prove
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that we didn't dig him up because we're going to show you because we're going to dig him up what
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what what are you talking about why would you do that right because maybe and I like to make this
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joke Alvin had a hand in Mormonism because we're talking about skull and bones and the current
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president and certain things I'm sorry like come on I I think I think they have all these people's
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bones to be quite frank but um I also find it fascinating that poor Alvin dies and you know
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they dig him up whatever they do there and they check on him I guess okay whatever um but also
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Joseph got married at this time and Emma his wife has a baby and they get these plates and then guess
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what happens to the baby it's born shortly after they get these plates it's extremely deformed
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and it only lives moments and guess what they named it they named it Alvin interesting first son
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first son first child also first son first child just saying it sounds like a sacrifice yep yeah
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that's my thoughts too and he actually had more more kids die and people will say well that's because
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back in the day people's kids died I'm like well how come his mom had a bunch of kids and none of them
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died except Alvin later in life right so what happened there how come they all lived into adulthood
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but not Joseph Smith's kids so a lot of them died so I put this little um piece of paper in here and
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people that are Mormons will recognize it because this is a temple record um that you can print off
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through the genealogy sites that we're going to get into but I thought it was funny that they made sure
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that Hitler also had his stuff done not only did they baptize him endow him seal him to his parents
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etc etc they did it for all the Jews that died for what they believed in as well as Anne Frank
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so there's that it's kind of disgusting this is the baptismal font for baptisms for the dead
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like I just described to you the Mormons baptized people um that have passed on through proxy which
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is kind of scary knowing what we know about how entities and different things can be allowed into
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you so basically what they say is okay Heidi today you are you know Elizabeth and you are Elizabeth and we
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are going to baptize you Elizabeth in this name blah blah blah okay and then they do it and you're like 12 to
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15 at this point you're supposed to be young ish you're you know been through all these little
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talks with the bishop made sure you're clean and chased and you get in this oxen pool which people are
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like it's the 12 tribes that are law I'm like wow it also reminds me of Moloch and we're putting kids
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in there but that's what I was thinking but yeah mm-hmm yep it's yucky I don't yeah and I'm not real probably
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just plated I'm assuming but the LDS church is one of the richest churches in the world and I would I
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have a whole thing on money where the money goes but yeah the number one holding okay do you know
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who the number one land holder for farming is in America right now uh Bill Gates mm-hmm do you know who
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number two is China the Mormon church really do you know what number one holding the Mormon churches
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there's a lot really their top 10 holdings holding is Microsoft yep and their next is like Amazon
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alphabet um Elon Musk Tesla stuff like they're they're in on this they're in on it and they
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have been for a long time and so there's a whole show with the Mormon mafia and CIA and like all the
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connects with the CIA the Mormons are hugely a big part of three-letter agencies so it just got me going
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when you said that it's like it my mind immediately jumped to what are the Mormons role in all of this
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because yeah scary I look at what's happening right now and and having just got Trump into
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presidency we're talking about MAGA MAGUS um there is something there for sure I talked about it a lot
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today actually on on my other show timeline cleanse and I never considered two things Heidi number one
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I never considered what the Mormon church's role in this would be but number two I had no idea how dense
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and mystic uh yes the Mormons and their belief system yeah wild oh yeah this is extremely try and
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be like from this lineage and you're like oh my gosh like every time I'd learn something new I'm just
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like oh my gosh my brain's gonna explode but like it's okay now right just remember people like this
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isn't your nice neighbor lady I promise you like they don't know they know not what they do it's the
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same thing as like the Masons like the Masons is a fraternity of people uh uh resource not resource
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pool skill sharing you know like I'm a plumber you're a carpenter let's also hang out and you
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know kind of get involved in the community type of deal and uh at what I mean by like by black
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young I mean it's just like it's another group of people that are conspiring at the highest level with
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i dare say the mormons are higher up or on level of the catholics at this time and i will show you
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why towards the end of this presentation because some things have happened recently that have never
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happened before with in in regards to rome can i ask before we move on to that and it's okay to tell
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me that we're gonna get to it if we are gonna get to it um but what then does the mormon church believe
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about jesus christ and who are their who is their god well if you ask them it's god the father and the
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son and the holy ghost they're three separate entities um god the father knocked mary up like
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the regular way like jesus was born like any other man like he banged her like that's what they say
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sorry but that's what they say not my stuff anyways he was born like any other man um and was created
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like any other man but they also believe in the adam god theory where you can become a god and so they
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they they denounce this stuff now but i've got some slides on it but i will say i like i they try
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and come off as christian and if you talk to a mormon they're going to be like yeah we're christian
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what like they don't they don't research into any of this weird stuff like at all but also they call
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their god elohim very interesting elohim isn't a name like that elohim like ed mabry said yesterday
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is classification a classification and so that makes me really anxious and nervous to know that
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that could be many things right that could they also believe in mother in heaven um and so it gets
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it gets in the weeds it gets in the weeds a lot and i just think that the people don't care and they
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just want to you know go along to get along and keep being good and you know be the best you can be type of
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thing you do feel really damned as a mormon i will say that they keep you always feeling very oppressed
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they never want you to feel that grace is ever given freely you have to earn your way to heaven
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there's no getting through that you have to earn as much as you can earn and this is why many mormon
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people are extremely successful is because if you bring 75 cents to the table god will give you a quarter
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maybe if you're lucky but it's not free yeah which is the exact opposite of uh what reality is christianity
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right which is that um the prophecy has already been fulfilled he's already died for our sins all we
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need is to accept him yes and repent and we're good to go um it's weird huh isn't that weird i mean like
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they want you to feel very oppressed and you know they're this state utah has one of the highest
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depression rates they have one of the highest uh narcotic abuse rates they have some of the highest
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divorce rates like all kinds of things because these people get really depressed i mean can you
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imagine never feeling good enough for jesus right i can i lived in that also to your point the same
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thing with the witnesses the jehovah witnesses and that the at the lowest levels or you know at the
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at the i would say the mass vast majority of the congregation does not know the finer stranger
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details of what goes on at the top so yeah it's not your neighbor that is uh engaging in uh you know
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solomonistic magic right they're not practitioners they're not practitioners unfortunately they have a
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what i would argue is probably some sort of a um unhealthy spiritual connection to these things
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it's a spell it's a spell spell yeah um not that it couldn't be broken but they're not the the people
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that are uh conspiring they're just no not not nice guy saying that it's it's biblical precedence for
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uh baptisms of the dead i gotta look into that i don't know it sounds weird to me yeah i don't know
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via proxy if we should be doing that but i i mean we can look into it but honestly like all of all of joseph
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smith's um ceremonial things come from masonry and we know that so you know especially the temple
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ceremony itself which we're going to see today a little bit of um it it's it's very masonic and so
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regardless if you do um if a if a devil worshiper does a prayer out of the bible is it then okay
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or is it the intent behind it and that is my question here is the intent behind it it seems to
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me that all the way down to whatever's being practiced right now um whether that's in the the the
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mormon church or if it's you know behind closed doors on an epstein island or something
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all of this is just a game of telephone that's remained remarkably accurate ever since the time
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of solomon but really is something that was passed down to mankind uh from the fallen in exchange for
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what seems to be over and over again some sort of sexual uh exchange where you know the yes gary wayne
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would say that um it was an exchange for the the the women of yeah of mankind and then you know you
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go on to birth the nephilim and things like that but this has always been it this has always been it
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there's always a sexual exchange for uh some sort of coveted knowledge and or a blood ritual or a blood
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ritual yes and it's the exact same thing you know once again the book of ecclesiastes right nothing new
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is under this no it's the same thing all the way to this yes and this is where this is a perfect place
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to lead in on these coffin canes when you're talking about dead people stuff again like whether or not
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okay they were trying not to be nefarious with the baptisms this is nefarious this is weird and gross
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so these coffin canes were made because they dug up joseph and his brother who died together they
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actually took braided locks of their hair stuck them in the knob of the tip of the canes and made
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these canes out of their decomposing body coffins like the nasty yeah and so these these are in the
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actual museum for mormonism like i didn't make this up this is real and so you know this is the top of
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it this is the knob on the coffin cane bears the inscription presented by brigham young to sydney rigden
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these are key players in mormonism brigham young is the second prophet of the church
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and it is one of two coffin canes on display at the church history museum and they do talk about
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these canes being very powerful in the last days now i have to tell you guys when you're talking about
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canes and wands when you think of a wand yes you can have a wand like a a little wand but you can also
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have what a staff like a gandalf staff okay these things are not an accident this is not by accident
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they were throwing down with with moses right when uh he was turning his his rod into a snake yeah so
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same thing snake just like this just a snake cane what the fuck man yep this gets weird no no it's not
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and also here on the previous one this shield okay you just see the shield and this but look at this
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upside down cross and i have to tell you guys that's on the cane and you know they'll say oh that was an
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accident because everything is so purposeful in symbology symbology is never an accident these
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are people that are working with intricate tiny symbols the this was done for a purpose you know
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this is the argument that i make when you um in my early days as a conspiracy theorist one of the
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first things that cued me into something strange going on was all the symbolism that you would find
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in hollywood and in uh the music industry and people would say well that's just their number one
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some of it's an accident number two it's just there to kind of cause um you know arise and i would think
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about the idea that all of this is done so purposefully you know you have set designers
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that make sure that everything is exactly as it should be they care about the spacing between one
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object to another the position the lighting none of this is on accident no especially like kubrick
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yeah like like you can learn that from film so easily like it isn't what we say as much as what
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you see a lot of times in film that's why silent films were some of the first i'm going to turn this
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down because this is a reenactment i do want to state this this is an older reenactment they have gotten
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away from some of these rituals i will explain which ones they are when it's done playing have they
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gotten away from it 1980 so um and there was one other change in the 2000s about veiling of the
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faces for women which they no longer have to do as well and i'll tell all of those things but the
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if we showed you the whole ceremony it's like over two hours long so you wouldn't want to sit here for
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that but this is just a little clip and we'll go through i gotta turn it down because it's for some
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reason it recorded super loud i don't know why all right what you are seeing is an authentic first
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time ever on film reenactment of secret mormon temple ceremonies that even most mormons have never
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seen and those who have have sworn never to reveal these secrets under penalty of death the execution
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of the penalty is represented by placing the right thumb under the left ear drawing the thumb quickly
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across the throat to the right ear and dropping the hand to the side all of us who've been through
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the temple of sworn solemn oaths consenting to having our throat slit and our heart and our vitals
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thrown torn out the execution of the penalty is represented by drawing the thumb quickly across
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the body and dropping the hands to the side in the mormon temple marriage the partners are sealed to each
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other for time and all eternity in mason-like rituals and without this ceremony no one can enter the
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presence of joseph smith and become a god hey lay air brother pratt having authority i wash your
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preparatory receiving your anointings foreign on behalf of john kimball who is dead that you may become
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clean from the blood and sins of this generation mr bradford i wash your preparatory receiving your
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anointings foreign behalf of eliza barrett eliza barrett who is dead that you may become clean from
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the blood and sins of this generation i wash your head that your brain and intellect may become clear
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and active your eyes that you may see clearly and discern between truth and error thousands of occultic
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ceremonies each day are performed for the dead so that they too can receive the benefits of mormonism
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mormons are encouraged to have encounters with the dead and it's not uncommon for demons
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impersonating the dead to appear to mormons stating that they've been converted to the mormon church in
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the spirit world and now want their family history traced your loins that you may be fruitful and multiply
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and replenish the earth that you may have joy in your posterity your vitals and bowels that they may
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be strong and healthy and perform their proper function your breasts that it may be the receptacle
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of pure and virtuous principles they don't cup your boob because what we're saying here is if they've
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acknowledged these practices but have since moved away from them according to you the 1980s then uh no they
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just changed them a tiny bit no they still do them so then what i would ask is is the achieving of
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godhood still uh a crucial component to these things well they say that never happened and they put it in
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the journal of discourses that the adam man um like man to god theory is gone they they outruled that they
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also took away kolob no more planet so i don't know anymore because um i i don't know they go back and
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forth on this stuff because of how bad it looks well so because my my issue is if there was ever a
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precedent for um an interest in achieving godhood well that is very simply the lie that was told in
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the garden is that you can be as god and yes to me that raises a tremendous amount of red flags and
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yep it is unfortunate then that we're in a position where we can't seem to uh you know show without
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the idea of like oh well that's not a good you know that don't do that really true right right
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because it's like if you can prove that well then the foundations of what you've built your your church
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on are you know there's a core of truth in there which allows it to stand but it joseph had fruit
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joseph you know if if he if we throw out the things that he has placed and said he he spoke
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directly to god about this then what is left right but every prophet afterward says they also speak
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directly to god and they change it a little and they change it a little just like allowing black
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people to have the priesthood that didn't happen until 1978 before that they couldn't go to heaven
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the top heaven they just couldn't and so you know i watched something recently um i think this is
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this is jesus's brother and the black people yeah it was this whole idea that um i could be getting
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this wrong i think it was mormonism it was a hilarious cartoon i'm not saying the cartoon was
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accurate but it was an old cartoon that was probably in the 80s or 90s and it was all about um the
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demons who were aligned with the fallen and the humans who were aligned with god and that black
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people had black skin because they weren't willing to pick a side yep was that more okay that's what
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yep that's true that's very they haven't um they haven't really gone away from that per se until it
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was unpolitically correct same thing as the shield um the open poncho thing that the lady was wearing
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you used to when i went through you had to be naked and that shield was all you had on
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for a time when they were in blessing you and doing all that stuff that they were showing you
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and preparatory but now so many people complain because nobody likes that like you're butt naked
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and my great grandma told me like consider yourself lucky i got like scrubbed in a tub like naked
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so like okay all these things have changed uh and i'm like okay so now they just wear a baptism
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suit that zips up and and i get that they're trying to be politically correct but this is
01:37:10.860
why there's so many branches of mormonism because same thing happened with polygamy when the polygamy
01:37:16.780
stuff came to a head that's why the flds went one way which you know my brother-in-law is warren
01:37:23.820
jeff's nephew and so um i've done a whole show on that he he came on and talked once they usually
01:37:30.780
don't speak out but he did um and he did get excommunicated from the church and they took his
01:37:36.620
wives and it's a whole big thing but they stayed true to what the real things were taught in the
01:37:42.060
original like book of mormon because it's been abridged a whole bunch yeah and so thing happens
01:37:47.020
in a lot of churches right like uh my wife will update me occasionally because she's an ex-jehovah
01:37:51.660
witness and uh she will say oh did you know that the jehovah witnesses now allow this thing that they
01:37:56.380
didn't allow before yeah yeah the garments they're trying to yeah and they're trying to keep with the
01:38:02.060
times and but because of that you're right there's a splintering effect which just creates more um
01:38:07.900
versions of the same thing and and i think that honestly i have more respect uh if you stood true
01:38:14.780
to the original tenets despite the fact that they're not palatable for the general public just so we
01:38:19.980
because then you're doing what god said still right exactly but it's like how and they took out the
01:38:26.060
throat slitting and the belly slitting because we're no longer slitting the throats of people
01:38:31.820
who we can't do it i guess yeah i guess make them lay on their arms i guess until they lose feeling
01:38:37.820
yeah that's what they do and then this veiling of the faces for women used to be because
01:38:44.140
they didn't have the priesthood and now that's not a thing either and these aprons are green they just
01:38:48.780
this is a dark photo um and we're gonna get into why they're green so these are real pictures from
01:38:54.780
inside the real temple ceremony so i just want you guys to look at the thumb placement this isn't
01:39:00.860
just like oh i'm raising my hands up this is what they're in a circle and they're chanting um oh god
01:39:07.180
hear the words of my mouth okay it used to be peley l and he had bad hebrew and that's kind of like
01:39:14.780
a horrible translation for god of this world hear me okay that's a problem because we know who the god of
01:39:21.180
this world is and then we get into signs okay that looks real familiar yeah see the thumb typhon this
01:39:30.700
is oto black magic stuff this is not oto came later but i'm saying this stuff carries forward from
01:39:37.260
magical places because i was gonna say this doesn't look like i mean this looks like oto or even um
01:39:43.500
there was something else that has a very similar imagery so i thought this was the latter notice but
01:39:47.980
that's not right this this isn't but this is they're doing the same sign right so they they
01:39:55.500
won't tell you that they're not going to say that but yeah i often wonder who the god is that they
01:40:00.700
worship you know when you asked me that that was one of the things that i always always thought about
01:40:06.700
after i got out because you know in mormon theology we all lived in a pre-existence and we lived up in
01:40:13.500
heaven and made all these spirit babies and you know they were the spirit babies were made by god
01:40:18.300
and we all come down and choose we choose all our own problems we choose our families we choose
01:40:22.220
everything that happens to us um so it's your own problem if you chose that but also you know lucifer was
01:40:30.700
jesus's brother directly and so you know this gets into some weird some weird theology now that is a
01:40:39.100
one hell of a statement lucifer was jesus's brother and that's not something that i'm hearing for the
01:40:43.900
first time uh but it's certainly something that is contentious to say the least yes and uh and
01:40:50.540
actually those green aprons were given to us when you're in the middle of that ceremony let me go
01:40:55.420
back and you're sitting and you're going through this ceremony you have your apron with you and your
01:41:01.100
one breasted robe just like the oto and all that it's all look you guys can look it up it's all
01:41:07.180
a hundred percent like oto masonry type stuff but anyway you you have your apron sitting and
01:41:15.420
at the point where you know adam's kicked out into the lone and dreary world and he's down crying out
01:41:21.340
for god and he's calling out for god calling out for god and what happens lucifer comes he it's it's not
01:41:28.380
god he's calling out for the god of this world and lucifer shows up and he's like hey what's your
01:41:32.620
problem like he's like oh we did this bad thing and he's like oh you better put some clothes on
01:41:37.660
because you're kind of naked god's gonna know and so he's like well what do you have on because he has
01:41:42.620
on a priesthood apron it's black it used to be masonic and he says what is that and he says it's a sign
01:41:49.420
it's a token of my priesthoods and powers now i mean and then so everybody stands and they go please
01:41:59.420
put your apron on because satan gave us the apron and it's a fig leaves but i'm like why are we doing
01:42:04.780
what satan told us to do what's happening like right that what sense does that make in any world
01:42:12.060
like no it doesn't you know they can't explain it away and that's why it's not supposed to be let out
01:42:17.900
but the secret's out of the bag now so what are we looking also when you get married in the temple
01:42:23.820
your little mirror story is going to come into play i like it a lot that it came up that's
01:42:28.220
interesting because i literally just took a video the other day all i did was like
01:42:32.220
open my cabinet so one mirror reflected off the other yeah i said um is this unsettling to like
01:42:38.540
anybody else yeah portal okay so this is mirror magic and mirror magic is well known to practitioners
01:42:47.580
they use it all the time where you face the mirrors and that goes on forever and ever it creates a
01:42:52.060
portal when you get married in the temple you are looking into these mirrors and you are bowing over
01:42:59.500
this altar see the mirrors and you are looking into them saying you'll be married for time and all
01:43:05.900
eternity not just time no and so because i do really like my wife and sometimes i think about like i'm like
01:43:15.980
i would and to be honest that i you know this is maybe this is weird to some people like when i die
01:43:20.860
um with whatever sentience i still have i'll be looking for her first so i always always wondered
01:43:28.140
why the buck stops at death and i kind of like that the mormon church is like yeah also for like all
01:43:34.940
eternity well because the angels it says we will become as the angels and angels are neither male nor
01:43:41.420
female nor do they have wives and stuff so i think we will all be together like a family but i don't think it
01:43:48.220
will be in the sexual way because that what happened there like that got the angels thrown out of
01:43:53.500
heaven so right like i yeah so i think that's kind of the basis but i do think it's probably like an
01:43:59.740
elevated more pure love like in a way but you know this is more the thing that i worry about with this
01:44:06.140
when you're bowing over this altar like a what is in here what is in there and b um you're doing this
01:44:13.500
mirror magic and you're saying these things are you opening yourself up as a portal because now
01:44:19.580
you have gone through the temple and you have received your holy underwear your new underwear
01:44:24.300
and they have the the square and compass on them over what over your orifices right over your nipples
01:44:31.820
which have openings over your belly button which has an opening and over your knee and every knee shall bow
01:44:39.500
and actually that is also linked back to witchcraft the the slave will serve on the knee anyway um
01:44:49.580
yes they they did update these garments and i gotta add a photo in these are now slightly sleeveless
01:44:56.780
they're like a kind of like a tank top like a muscle shirt more um which is amazing i never thought
01:45:03.500
they would do it and a slip for the women instead of just these crazy so you could wear underwear
01:45:10.460
underneath the slip i guess but i often no they're horrible you have to wear those underneath your your
01:45:18.300
regular stuff so you got to put the bra over top of it and then you gotta put that then you gotta put
01:45:23.500
the clothes it's so many clothes and i run so warm i'm like i hate this i hate this so much and you
01:45:30.220
never feel sexy ever again i'm so glad i got to the magic underwear segment of this you have to wear
01:45:35.020
that old yes so there's only sometimes that you can take them off i'll let you know back in the
01:45:39.820
olden days like my grandma they would not even take them off when they showered they would keep one
01:45:44.780
foot in the garment and stick their one leg like out of the tub or whatever and nowadays you can take
01:45:50.860
them off to go swimming uh to go to the gym to make more mormons haha and um what else let's see
01:46:00.380
that's it i mean you have lots of pairs of these you know they're like your underwear so you just talk
01:46:06.700
not nice guy were you wearing this when we saw you hell yeah he was he showed me what are they made of
01:46:13.740
they're all different fabrics they actually offer a lot of different fabrics now some are cotton some
01:46:18.940
are poly blend some are cotton poly blend some are silky is because the bible warns against wearing
01:46:24.300
like certain you know mixing certain cloths and i think there might be something too they are mixed
01:46:28.620
there is a cotton poly yeah so cotton has a uh a frequency associated with it that is significantly
01:46:36.220
higher than like a poly blend and the poly blend poly blend associated with it that's the equivalent of
01:46:41.980
like a dead body so they mostly are poly blend or lycra or mesh or nylon or the cotton poly blend which
01:46:51.420
no one wears the cotton ones because they're super hot so yeah nobody does that anymore but originally
01:46:57.500
they did see they've evolved this was the original and this looks very close to the jewish um garment
01:47:03.820
that they wear underneath their clothes uh-huh and then it evolved to this one piece with the poop
01:47:08.780
shoot in the back and then they evolved to the boxer briefs like in a t-shirt which is much more
01:47:16.380
handleable at least it's not gay like i mean it hasn't gotten to the point where it's like a thong
01:47:22.540
you know like everything else in society although thomas feels it should be thomas is like we should
01:47:27.340
make him awesome underwear and then everybody would want some yeah if you make them nice if you make them
01:47:33.100
they will come something like that yes he he feels that thomas is very obsessed with the magical
01:47:38.620
underpants just likes to wear thongs though it's not i think maybe with mormonism it's a thing could
01:47:43.340
be just keep trying to uh consult him on we're like we don't have to do that actually yeah stop that
01:47:50.540
yeah no this is um we have a baby bush magic handshake but you have to understand this is the prophet of
01:47:57.900
the church at the time and you should know that you never never ever do these signs if you're a
01:48:03.420
mormon i know masons can outside of the temple i guess unless you're the prophet you should not be
01:48:09.660
doing this this is the mormonization of the masonic handshakes because all they did is they took them
01:48:17.740
and instead of calling this the sure grip of the lion's paw or whatever they made it the sure sign of
01:48:22.700
the nail and made it about jesus so then i wonder where what is the origin of these sort of uh no
01:48:30.140
they're mason they're all masonic hen grips they're 100 stolen what i would ask then is like where did
01:48:35.420
the masons get them yeah that i don't know that that's always the thing that i i've been going back
01:48:41.260
to lately and i'm very open to the idea of being wrong you know this is just something that i'm
01:48:45.100
exploring but i always return to this idea that they cannot create they can only invert right and so
01:48:51.020
you know did they create where did it come from system or is there precedence for these things or
01:48:57.740
angel magic right and back to angels yeah right i'm not sure but it is interesting that you know
01:49:05.180
you'll see them breaking rules when it's convenient for them uh-huh this is the picture that i told you
01:49:10.940
i would get to and tell you about rome so this is the prophet right now the president of the church
01:49:16.060
looking like a he's doing a masonic sign on the key but whatever you'd have to be one of the club
01:49:23.100
to know that um b he is in rome and so the vatican is right down the road and basically and actually
01:49:31.900
paranoid american was like holy crap that is not true and i'm like yes it is and he's like they did
01:49:37.100
not allow them to build a temple right by the vatican i'm like yes they did and they did and this is the
01:49:42.300
first time ever in history that they have allowed this and this is why i do feel with the whole gates
01:49:47.580
thing with with the catholic rotary club like all this stuff you guys would have to hear that episode
01:49:53.500
but like all of these financial ties and the mormons all together it's like they are they're not hiding
01:50:00.140
it anymore like i feel like they're all going to combine very soon to this the one world religion is
01:50:05.180
already here they just don't let you know that long ago that they erected and it was only for a
01:50:10.300
temporary stay i forget what the reason was but um the vatican had to sign off on it because it was
01:50:16.220
within vatican city um they erected a statue albeit temporary of moloch and yeah and you know that was
01:50:25.980
like a really wild moment because when they did it the conversation surrounding you know the hillary
01:50:34.300
clinton emails and anthony wiener's laptop all that stuff was at its peak and within a year or two
01:50:40.860
of that moment in time which which uh thomas did an excellent job at brohemian grove of highlighting that
01:50:48.540
probably around 2020 um there was actually upwards of 40 of the population believed in the sentiment
01:50:55.580
that the elites were trafficking um children oh for sure and i think that's even more evident i have a
01:51:01.580
whole episode on how those connects go together with diddy and into yeah it's just it's yeah well
01:51:08.940
i can tell you right now that we we'd love to have you back um thank you but but it's just a wild time
01:51:15.740
for the vatican to approve the erection of a of a statue so bad very well and maybe you're right they
01:51:22.220
never do anything on accident and so and also remember we're talking about the key of solomon and what is he
01:51:29.420
grabbing the key so does he have the keys to the palace now is that what we're symbolizing here like
01:51:35.340
great speculation and look i know he's old um but i don't think he's just there's one in line there's
01:51:41.580
another well i'm saying i don't think he's just you know no no no this is like this is this is a masonic
01:51:48.380
sign that he's doing too yes so the the there's no way this is an accident and i'm telling you guys
01:51:54.700
these you know how they say like people that watch the news and the president's on and they're like
01:52:00.540
look at this guy in the left corner he's doing weird stuff i'm like this is kind of this you know
01:52:05.260
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when you visit real rife technology.com i think the mormon church snuck up on the catholic church and other
01:53:44.060
churches with their very dedicated people because you have to understand something about mormons and
01:53:51.340
especially if you want to go to the temple you don't just pay what you want to pay you don't just
01:53:56.060
put it in the basket that's a joke no way mormons are dedicated to the point where we have to give 10
01:54:03.660
of our income and then what you do is you make an appointment with your bishop and you do tithing
01:54:09.020
settlement and you take your taxes in and you show them what you made and then they tell you how much
01:54:14.220
you owe the church and you do pay it on your gross not your net yes that's brutal so they don't play
01:54:21.020
is what i'm saying like at all ever no so that's a mandatory tithe yeah that's uh yeah that's something
01:54:28.540
or you don't go to the temple nope a mandatory tithe 10 that seems um unethical yep well they do lots
01:54:40.940
of fun things let me tell you talking about unethical and since we're talking about money
01:54:45.660
which i love that we were because this is perfect timing i want to show you guys some symbols speaking
01:54:50.620
in symbol language these symbols are on the temple these symbols are the sign of the melchizedek priesthood
01:54:57.500
okay right here this symbol is a symbol for mammon the god of money on solomonic magic
01:55:05.580
oh no that's just i don't think that's just a yeah architectural
01:55:09.660
surprise have you considered that it just looks nice it does look nice
01:55:16.460
yeah and then they put the circle in the middle and my conjecture now this is conjecture is when
01:55:21.980
they do this circle that's for the representation of this because they cannot put that on there there's
01:55:27.740
no way they would they would get in deep trouble so also remember what i told you guys when i said
01:55:33.260
when it's in a seal and they call this the melchizedek priesthood seal the seal they're not hiding that
01:55:41.740
when they do this and it's open and it's not got the circle around it that means they're communing
01:55:47.340
with that specific spirit now why is the church why is the mormon church one of the richest churches
01:55:53.420
well remember mammon he's over money i wonder if mammon would be the same thing as rain man just because
01:56:01.260
i i know that rain man yeah he's it's claimed that he is responsible for being able to move
01:56:07.020
you know great wealth from one place to another um that was like his main focus and then there was
01:56:12.380
one other thing that was less alluring i would say uh but there was there was a financial aspect
01:56:18.700
that it you know this was something you could leverage for for wealth let's see i'm trying to
01:56:24.700
google it really fast because i was like i'm gonna hurry while he's talking and see but of course rain
01:56:30.540
man it is it says it's not the spirit rain man but it is the biblical term for riches that is often
01:56:37.100
used to describe material wealth but also this is just quickly on google this isn't a real well
01:56:42.460
it's you know google would even address that mammon is a fallen angel who is more interested in heaven's
01:56:48.220
pavements and the leader mammon is similar to the greek god plutus i'm sure that there are multiple
01:56:55.740
entities that deal with similar subjects some are more impactful some are less you know some ask more or
01:57:02.540
less of you yes i'm well and money where money's concerned it makes you wonder what they're doing
01:57:08.780
at the top top level i'm interested here what is happening okay so remember when i told you i had a
01:57:15.020
little show about p diddy and i i always kind of pay attention about because i love conspiracies you know
01:57:21.980
i'm a conspiracy theorist and i when diddy got arrested this popped up all of a sudden on my phone
01:57:28.780
and i took a quick screenshot of it because i was like what is happening here on the same day that
01:57:33.100
diddy got arrested every board member of 23andme quit every single one yes that's right so but but
01:57:40.620
yeah well the lady the main and and we're chicky yes okay but and we're chicky just so you guys know
01:57:47.180
her sister ran youtube and she just barely died in august yeah but guess what and um sister's son also
01:57:57.180
just died in march because he had an accidental overdose yeah so whenever i see so many die die
01:58:03.100
die down the line i'm like what is happening because i know one thing about ancestry.com i know that the
01:58:09.660
mormon church doesn't own it but the mormon church owns the program that pours into every single dna
01:58:16.460
anything in the world probably it's called um familysearch.org and familysearch.org started a
01:58:23.020
long time ago and all of the genealogy that the mormon church has they built a batman cave i'm not
01:58:30.860
kidding and they blew the side of a mountain open and they have over three billion things of genealogy in
01:58:38.380
here this is yes that why but why right like why is it rock by the other one i think it has closed now
01:58:48.060
i'm not a hundred percent sure if that deals went through but it was speculated that that was supposed
01:58:51.740
to happen so this is the highly secure you cannot go in this at all you cannot get near it razor wire
01:59:00.860
the whole like a freaking like you'd probably get ripped apart i don't even know i don't know why but
01:59:07.020
all of a sudden i'm struck with the notion of an ark this idea of preserving genetic material so that it
01:59:13.740
can be or or it's more nefarious than that and they've got fallen angel technology stuff in here
01:59:20.060
going on and they're cloning things but that's just my brain i mean goodness man it is the side of a
01:59:26.540
mountain heidi can i just say you're crushing you're absolutely crushing thank you yeah dude this is
01:59:33.660
major i'm glad i'm so glad that you guys are having fun because i love this like the genealogy stuff and
01:59:42.860
the the bloodline stuff that would fall right in line with whatever the aliens are doing or the
01:59:46.780
demons so so you guys know joseph smith once claimed that he was the descendant of jesus
01:59:54.220
right that's what i thought too and the funny thing about mormons is they kind of all look the same
01:59:59.260
like if you and i know polygamy was a thing like i get it but also like all of these people that these
02:00:05.420
demons which i believe are demons talk to right they're like go make as many babies as you freaking
02:00:10.780
can marry all the women have all the babies do all the things and i'm like well is that their
02:00:16.220
essence somehow like are they spreading that and corrupting the dna even further like i feel we've
02:00:21.420
all been corrupted at this point and it doesn't really matter well how do you feel do you resonate
02:00:25.500
with that idea of like a gary wayne seed war i i have a full episode on cabbage babies and dna and
02:00:34.780
like cloning yeah yeah i think it's a hundred percent i think the seed war is real i think
02:00:41.580
there was a split with the cane and abel twins yeah yeah so i i feel like i feel like that the whole
02:00:50.940
thing with the genealogy and the whole thing with 2020 in general was a huge grab on dna and you have
02:00:56.860
to understand something even if you never did the test even if you never participate in anything when you
02:01:03.260
are born as a nurse i know this for a fact when you are born you do something called a pku test on
02:01:10.380
every infant unless they are completely not registered period in the world supposedly to test
02:01:16.860
for a milk allergy well there's this big kind of controversy on and i have some stuff in my my other
02:01:25.820
show about this with the actual genetic lines and the dna lines i'm not talking about like i think okay i'm
02:01:32.380
talking about the dna lines supposedly of adam and and all these things and enoch and this whole big
02:01:38.220
story okay and they've got them nailed down even to the nephilim and possibly what i feel they do with
02:01:46.220
these cards that have five litmus papers thick and they they dry them and they can they're perfect to
02:01:52.780
like file they have these on every single person ever in america at least i know because i've done a lot
02:01:59.020
of them before i knew even what they were um but the the milk allergy thing has a weird flip-flop
02:02:07.260
for nephilim bloodlines nephilim bloodlines um actually can drink supposedly to this dna this dna
02:02:15.260
the dna is real whether it's nephilim or not i don't know the conjecture as it is but this particular
02:02:22.300
bloodline their actual genetics are there are more rh negative factors they tend to be more pale
02:02:29.740
and very light and can tolerate milk for all of their life they don't have to worry about a milk
02:02:35.180
allergy ever or even a sensitivity they tend to have extremely pale eyes or green sound familiar like all of
02:02:43.100
this and that is actual documented dna information whether that's a real line of the nephilim i do not
02:02:50.380
know but these are the people that we're talking about when you go into the rh negative factor and
02:02:56.140
the people that live out in the mountains i can't remember their name right now um as somebody who has
02:03:01.820
i have hazel eyes so there's a i i have green eye yeah and also i'm a big milk enjoyer i hope this is not
02:03:08.380
true big fan i i understand totally because i have green eyes green hazel eyes and uh you know if joseph
02:03:16.540
smith was a line i'm a line because i'm a settler but i feel like that's weird to even that they even
02:03:22.940
know that right i told you that would come back up so were they looking for something yeah i believe
02:03:28.700
they are that gene of isis that gary wayne talks about yeah i i believe so you know i can't prove that
02:03:34.940
but i will tell you this mormons are obsessed with transhumanism this isn't from the church per
02:03:41.020
se but this is a group mormon transhumanist association they are very big mormons are huge
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on like technology they also like love like star wars star trek all these things like anything in
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the future all that kind of stuff they're just huge nerds about it like and that's always been the case
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and i feel like that this is also from the vault this is one row in the vault of drawers
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yeah this is serious every and this reminded that this is all about nephilim
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and fallen angels yep you're not wrong and here's one of the prophets of the church saying
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as humanity now is god once was as god now is humanity may become and same with joseph smith he
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said the same thing and they've they've taken this down now remember you don't get a planet you don't
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get to be a god none of the things now you don't get polygamy none of the good things are there
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anymore don't worry just got to have a lot of kids and work all the time and have a lot of money
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right but there's that and then that skipped forward this is okay so this is on the mormon church this is
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on the nauvoo temple actually the temple not church temple is different than church churches are
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a dime a dozen but the temple is sacred they all face east by the way um their cornerstones used
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to have huge cornerstone ceremonies like i i could go into i could go 40 000 ways till tuesday we would
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never be done like it it's the gift that keeps on giving but these two things the inverted pentagram
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which is largely associated with church of satan type stuff but in solomonic magic a little bit
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different and again here's a seal okay so this is a command remember this is a command that you must
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do that's a pentacle not a pentagram you must do what that says if you are doing the work in a seal
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and the other one isn't and and these two that i researched and you guys can look up solomonic magic
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tables i i think i have one i may show here in just a minute but um my conjecture about this is
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concerning all this genealogy that the church is doing and all of these things for the dead that
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they do they do weddings for the dead in there they do that mirror thing for them in there they
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do the baptisms for them in there they do all the same things that the regular people do okay
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in fact the only time pocket here but it sounds like you it's like brushing with necromancy oh no it's
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necromancy for sure for sure and i feel that okay the first time you go through is for you but
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every single time you go through for the rest of your life which they encourage you to go multiple
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times a month is for a dead person period there's no other way so i often wondered after i read about
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what these meant are they bringing things down and locking them in along with your relatives
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that you are doing these ceremonies for and if that is true are they never able to ascend
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and are they taking yeah are they taking that as a big huge loose grab when they do these extra
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ceremonies that i'm certain that they have i know of one for sure that we can talk about a different
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day called the second anointing that makes their place sure in heaven it means they've already been
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prejudged and that they are going to heaven no matter what they do except murder so if they go rape
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somebody it doesn't matter and i think this plays into the fact that they could be really hurting
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people kids and or whatever to meet the needs of angels or whatever fallen angels um and not feel guilt
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right anymore because they don't have to be worried about that unless they kill someone so there are some
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sexual abuse cases with that pace memo thing with sra victims that are very disturbing that we could
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talk about a different day lori vallow just killed her kids and said we wouldn't understand why because
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we don't get it yeah and she buried them and took off and this goes around a cult inside a cult which is
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a whole nother deal we we'll talk about but there's a demonic side of of the mormon church hooked with a
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book and it's a whole thing but lord the lori vallow chad daybell case is huge and they they found a circle
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around where they died like there was a magical circle there i've talked to lori vallow's niece and
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i'm telling you guys there is something making these people go completely crazy just like uh what's his name
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from timmy boy from the sound of freedom stuff all these people that seem just crazy no you don't
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just become crazy for nothing you were told something or you did something that made something happen to
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you probably you know not because they were fine before that we're not talking about genetics here
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these people are far past the age for schizophrenia i work in mental health they're far past schizophrenic
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age um i you know after you live enough life and you talk to enough people i really don't buy into
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that idea that some people just lose their mind i mean there's a there's a catalyst for it there's a
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there's a moment something that happens and yeah they've just they break into something that doesn't
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make sense to us um but i i don't think there are very many cases you could point to where the human
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mind just breaks in such a way that all of a sudden people just go crazy and don't make sense i mean we
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talked to i'm gonna say it uh dr jerry marzynski and he does a great job of of explaining what
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schizophrenia is and i tend to agree with him and if you agree with his take that this is some sort of
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demonic oppression or influenced by uh entities then you would say oh okay sure it doesn't make sense
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their behavior now but i can understand why they behave the way they do i don't understand
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what they now believe or what they suspect but there's a catalyst there's something going on
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here it's not just your brain is broken and you stop making sense and why would she say my kids are
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happy you don't get it my kids are fulfilled and happy and busy and doing this business blah blah blah
02:10:00.940
okay so you have to remember and i always tell like my family this because we've lost a lot of family
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members including my brother who was younger than me to an accidental overdose which is why i work in
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mental health but you cannot absence absence on the earth is presence with the lord they can become
02:10:19.100
anything that your heart desires they know you better than you know you and if you want an occult person
02:10:26.300
like they know the bible better than we know the bible the only thing that the occult has a one up on
02:10:32.940
us is because christians are too afraid to study it right and so there's a quote about the occult saying
02:10:41.580
if you don't want to know anything about the occult the occult wants to know a whole lot about you
02:10:47.500
and you know this was put on my heart like i didn't go on this journey for fun like this and me being
02:10:54.060
a podcaster and everything was nothing i ever thought i would do ever in my life god was like i i was in a
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very desperate situation and i was praying and praying praying and i said i'll do anything and god
02:11:07.900
was like well you're gonna do this i felt like and i'm like no i don't i only know like five people and
02:11:13.740
at least four of them don't like me no way uh-uh i was like i'm not doing that and so god just kept
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putting on my heart but i'm like what would i even talk about you're crazy i don't even know so then i
02:11:27.020
wrote to josh monday and i was telling him about this school this is one of my episodes that i do
02:11:32.380
i have a whole bunch of them different things and i said this is really demonic you should check it
02:11:36.860
out um love your podcast bye and he's like no no no no no you come on and i'm like no way i don't do
02:11:43.100
that i i don't know what i'd even know you do it i gave you the information and he's like you just
02:11:48.700
isaac weishaupt this whole thing why can't you come and say it you've got the notes already and i'm like
02:11:54.460
no and he talked me into it i had my son's phone or my son's puzzle light my phone that was like my
02:12:01.180
first podcast i am 48 i didn't know how to run the computer i i cried my first seven episodes on
02:12:08.300
editing i had no idea yeah it's let me tell you talking is the fun part the information is the
02:12:14.220
fun part the back end in production is oh my gosh it's drudgery but yes um heidi i do want to say that
02:12:21.100
we've been going for two hours yeah 10 minutes we're good yeah i want to bring it in for a
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landing um but we'll go over that another day you need to come back um i will come back no problem
02:12:33.500
i'm going to shut this because i've had a tremendous couple of days uh we can bring that down here let's
02:12:38.860
bring it down let's see um oh go ahead top sorry there we go you did it a tremendous amount or a
02:12:44.460
tremendous 48 hours for me because i stumbled upon a conspiracy theory yesterday that lit me up like um
02:12:51.260
like i haven't been since i was a teenager and i first fell in love with the conspiracies and now
02:12:56.140
to come in and do this it's like i'm having this feeling uh back to back today it's very you know
02:13:00.620
it's funny so told my dad about it today couldn't couldn't care less he was like whatever i was like
02:13:07.580
i get excited when i come across a good body of uh of conspiracy like nothing else it's not not
02:13:16.140
there's not a good show that does it for me there's not a good movie there's not like a good
02:13:20.620
conspiracy i'm like that too yes i always say people like i don't understand why i'm like have
02:13:25.340
you tried that's why four people don't like me yeah exactly like why are you looking at this crap like
02:13:29.660
because it's better than um than whatever's on netflix it's better than whatever's on hulu
02:13:35.660
uh it is reality is you you can really fall in love with the the strange details of the realm
02:13:43.740
that we inhabit um heidi one more time for the people let everybody know where it is they can
02:13:48.940
find your work you bet i am heidi love i'm at the unfiltered rise i'm everywhere podcasts are served
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and i do have my patreon i do have my website and you will get two extra shows a month and sometimes
02:14:01.260
more just depends on what shenanigans we're up to that month um also i just mentioned that on my
02:14:08.060
patreon we do more of the murders mormons and mayhem so just for fun facts did you guys know that ted
02:14:14.460
bundy was um a mormon and also so was israel keys and so yes there are many people including charlie
02:14:24.060
chaplain and um multiple people that are in the nazi issues yes the nazi stuff so it gets weird
02:14:32.460
and i like it i like to be a little weird that's probably why girls hate me so i love it i love it
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guys go and support heidi heidi is doing some deep diving and uh and excellent presenting when it comes
02:14:46.620
you do a great job of laying this out um but i can tell that there is a tremendous amount of meat left
02:14:51.500
on the bone uh yeah so we've got to revisit this i don't know it's like a 200 year religion and we're
02:14:56.860
like i got two hours i know yes we did it though that was we were one slide away anyways and it's
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just a bunch of symbols on the temple so we made it uh well there's there's still plenty of reason to
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to bring you back heidi i want to thank you for your time uh and you know thank you to the audience
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02:15:19.420
he's upset i'm i'm watching the comments yeah he's gonna get more upset when i come back and
02:15:24.220
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02:15:29.420
so he's a glutton for punishment i'll tell him i'll tell him some more crazy things well something tells
02:15:37.420
me that despite uh his disagreements he's still a fan of uh of of your work because he was very adamant
02:15:43.820
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