Nephilim Death Squad - 088： Entities, Upgrades, and the War Within w⧸ Colin

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00:01:00.120 Hey guys, welcome back to the show.

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00:01:33.460 Today, we have Colin coming back for a second time, part two.

00:01:37.540 The first time was a banger.

00:01:41.380 This time, I expect nothing less.

00:01:43.160 So, yeah, you guys are not going to want to miss this.

00:01:46.060 And let's just get into the show.

00:01:47.240 One has a mustache and glasses, and they're all three wearing white trench coats.

00:01:54.820 They have ties on.

00:01:56.240 They look like doctors.

00:01:58.520 They see me look at him, and I hear in my head, he's not supposed to see us.

00:02:05.640 And then they come over to me.

00:02:07.660 And then, I started to fight them, trying to get up.

00:02:16.580 But I'm laying on a table of some sort.

00:02:19.700 I don't know.

00:02:20.740 I couldn't really see besides these guys.

00:02:23.720 And I put my arms up.

00:02:26.080 And the one, he just kept saying over and over and over again,

00:02:30.080 you consented to this, you consented to this, you consented to this before you were born.

00:02:36.400 Stop fighting.

00:02:37.240 Stop fighting us.

00:02:38.880 And I remember, I don't know if I said it or thought it or what,

00:02:43.860 but I go, how could I consent to something that I don't know what it is?

00:02:51.500 We are being hypnotized by people like this.

00:02:55.940 Newsreaders, politicians, teachers, lecturers.

00:03:02.260 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.

00:03:10.700 The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely huge.

00:03:16.580 Oh, yeah, dude.

00:03:17.780 There's some Nephilim shit.

00:03:19.300 It's like we all know what's going down, but no one's saying shit what happened to the home of the brave.

00:03:24.500 These motherf***ers, they controlling this now.

00:03:26.800 I know we're talking about how they know they're starting to be slain.

00:03:29.800 And everybody's just walking around, heading to class.

00:03:32.720 I want to wake up to a dead in the grave.

00:03:35.140 But it's too late.

00:03:36.120 We need to be ready to raise up.

00:03:37.980 Welcome to the end of days.

00:03:39.700 Everybody is slain.

00:03:41.140 Only some are aware that the government releases...

00:03:43.500 Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of Nephilim Death Squad.

00:03:50.000 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a. The Raven.

00:03:53.420 That is Top Lobster, the father of disinformation.

00:03:56.840 And today is...

00:03:58.480 I don't want to make our guest uncomfortable with this idea,

00:04:01.460 but a very special episode to Nephilim Death Squad.

00:04:05.860 This is a returning guest, somebody that we had on...

00:04:08.000 I believe it was episode 15.

00:04:10.080 I think we named it Upgraded for War or something of that nature.

00:04:13.840 I highly recommend people check that episode out.

00:04:16.660 It'll be dropping, actually, this week, for those of you who haven't heard it.

00:04:20.000 We are joined today by Colin, who brought to us a very unique experience,

00:04:26.620 shared his own testimony with us about something that he was going through.

00:04:30.560 And ever since that episode, we have been adding more and more pieces of the puzzle to this story

00:04:37.800 and watching it develop.

00:04:39.360 And it's become one of the more interesting things to me.

00:04:42.400 It's something that I'm constantly revisiting,

00:04:45.440 joining Colin's story with other people's stories who, strangely enough,

00:04:52.200 are in the same area as him,

00:04:53.460 and starting to paint a picture of something alarming in many ways,

00:04:59.140 but interesting to say the least.

00:05:00.840 It's very nice to have you back, Colin.

00:05:03.320 I'm happy that you have shown back up and shared your time with us.

00:05:07.340 I know that this is always a strange experience, right?

00:05:10.360 Getting on a show and talking about the things that you've been through,

00:05:14.660 especially when they're pretty foreign to other people.

00:05:17.080 But how have you been since the last time that we spoke to you?

00:05:20.260 Almost a year ago now.

00:05:23.500 Yeah, I'm doing well.

00:05:26.060 Still going through shit.

00:05:27.280 Just working, living a normal Midwest life.

00:05:31.180 Baring bodies.

00:05:32.260 Nothing too crazy.

00:05:34.800 Nothing too crazy.

00:05:35.780 I'm glad.

00:05:37.560 We keep in contact, I said, fairly often,

00:05:40.780 more than I keep in contact with anybody that I'm actually related to or know.

00:05:46.080 And yeah, so I do enjoy your Twitter.

00:05:48.200 I know that you're showing your face out there.

00:05:49.740 People should fucking follow you

00:05:50.840 because it's one of the funniest Twitters out there.

00:05:54.900 But again, your story captivated us.

00:05:58.220 I listened to it again.

00:05:59.860 I watched it again.

00:06:01.660 The parallels that come up with other listener testimonies

00:06:05.220 that come with your story are just insane.

00:06:08.820 And do you want to give the people,

00:06:10.360 like I played a little clip,

00:06:11.740 but do you want to give them a quick recap of like what got you into this?

00:06:15.440 And then I really want to focus this episode about on where we're at now.

00:06:20.420 Like what's been going on since then?

00:06:21.880 Well, I guess the recap is I'd been going through some shit and I decided,

00:06:27.840 hey, let's eat a bunch of mushrooms over the course of a month or so.

00:06:33.540 And in doing so, I tapped into something or something tapped into me

00:06:39.120 where like up until last night, the Forbes came back to the bedroom.

00:06:45.700 But I got taken, upgraded for a quote-unquote war.

00:06:54.340 Pretty much everything about my life has changed since I went down that journey.

00:06:58.900 It was about two years ago.

00:07:00.800 So I guess I don't really know what else to discuss

00:07:06.700 because it's just a daily occurrence for me now.

00:07:08.940 So I don't really look at it as strange as I once did.

00:07:13.380 Well, that's what I've been wondering is, did these things go away?

00:07:19.840 And based off of what you're saying here, yeah, they haven't gone away.

00:07:24.960 Thank you.

00:07:25.660 Shout out to Tiny Boop Squig Shorterly is always the best name to try to pronounce.

00:07:29.900 Thank you for the $5 donation.

00:07:32.120 She says Raven clearly paid extra for shoulder enhancement on the opening credit cartoon.

00:07:37.600 You know what's funny about that, by the way?

00:07:38.800 I found the old draft that the guy had made when he was making that cartoon.

00:07:42.060 And his attributes for me were listed as buff, midget, dwarf-like attributes.

00:07:49.240 And I was like, thank you very much.

00:07:50.320 He knows me.

00:07:52.280 So I've been wondering a lot about how things have been unfolding for you.

00:07:56.440 And it seems, based off of what you're saying,

00:07:58.060 that these things didn't necessarily tone down.

00:08:02.120 Now, after our last discussion, like I said, episode 15,

00:08:06.500 there was so many moving parts.

00:08:08.400 I mean, this thing was a bit of an odyssey that you experience.

00:08:13.280 And I know that when these things happen to you,

00:08:16.700 they kind of lose their strangeness.

00:08:18.540 There's still a weirdness about, like, trying to articulate what you've been through.

00:08:21.580 But after a certain point, when you don't have any way to file these things away,

00:08:25.280 or you don't have any recourse on how to deal with them,

00:08:27.360 they just become, like, the background noise to your life.

00:08:29.460 And in that way, they kind of regulate and just become almost normal,

00:08:33.880 which is a weird thing to say.

00:08:35.720 But after that, we were so impacted by that discussion

00:08:38.820 that we reached out to Tony Merkel and suggested that you come on to his show

00:08:44.300 because we felt as though your story was part of a much larger story that was unfolding,

00:08:49.620 other people having very similar experiences to you.

00:08:52.440 Yours were unique in its own way.

00:08:54.600 However, there was still patterns that emerged from one testimony to another.

00:08:59.860 And so you went on and shared that.

00:09:01.240 Now, what's interesting is since then,

00:09:03.660 this story has become part of even Tony's repertoire now.

00:09:07.420 When he has a discussion about the strange happenings

00:09:10.140 to people in sort of what may be a dream realm or an alternative realm,

00:09:16.780 abduction experiences,

00:09:17.980 and certainly what is, I think, maybe the most important aspect of your experience,

00:09:24.280 this being upgraded for a coming war.

00:09:27.680 What Tony Merkel has uncovered,

00:09:30.380 and I think that we also have done our own uncovering

00:09:34.820 but agree with this sentiment,

00:09:36.500 is that there seems to be almost a recruiting process happening,

00:09:39.600 which is just saying it sounds retarded, right?

00:09:43.540 Like, it sounds like a fantasy film.

00:09:46.020 However, I think I've heard about seven testimonies now

00:09:49.720 from different people all describing the same thing.

00:09:54.080 And every time I hear one, it's got parallels to my boy Colin's story.

00:09:58.080 So you have this experience.

00:10:00.420 You go on.

00:10:00.880 You share your story with Tony Merkel.

00:10:04.320 And I guess it still doesn't stop things for you, huh?

00:10:07.560 You're still having these.

00:10:08.720 David, let's not forget to mention,

00:10:10.160 I don't think we mentioned the last time you were on,

00:10:11.840 but L.A. Marzulli has, like, 30 years of work, his old ass,

00:10:16.360 doing, he's talking about, like, a Nephilim breeding program.

00:10:20.440 So on one side, you have, like, recruitment

00:10:22.320 where they're recruiting adults and sometimes kids,

00:10:24.880 but, like, people that are alive already

00:10:26.540 and have, like, life experience.

00:10:28.940 On the other side, you've got this alien breeding program

00:10:32.080 where they're taking, you know, the uterus

00:10:34.340 or the lining of, the skin lining of cows,

00:10:37.060 the blood of cows.

00:10:37.920 They're taking women's embryos.

00:10:40.140 They're, you know, doing butt stuff with guys.

00:10:42.980 And they're doing something.

00:10:45.180 Like, why would you take someone's semen?

00:10:47.300 Why would you take somebody's child from their womb?

00:10:50.740 And this is, you know, not Vicki Joy,

00:10:52.940 but Catherine Wilkinson.

00:10:54.680 Karen Wilkinson, yes.

00:10:55.560 Karen Wilkinson, yes.

00:10:56.440 She's one of the people that says

00:10:58.180 that they've taken her child

00:10:59.380 and she's actually been visited by this child later on.

00:11:03.180 So there's definitely something going on.

00:11:05.480 And it's not just in this other realm.

00:11:06.660 It's here now.

00:11:07.820 So that veil between whatever other realm there is

00:11:10.520 that you were brought to,

00:11:11.760 like I was listening today,

00:11:13.400 you were talking about, like, this marble sky,

00:11:15.640 golden clocks, and things like that.

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00:11:32.600 That's the other realm,

00:11:35.320 but I feel like the veil is getting thinner and thinner.

00:11:37.540 And Colin, you've texted me a couple times

00:11:39.480 where you're like,

00:11:40.140 about to go down, bro.

00:11:42.580 Buckle up, you know?

00:11:43.760 So give me a second, Colin.

00:11:46.360 This is kind of what I want to do with you.

00:11:48.960 And the reason that I'm interrupting

00:11:51.340 is because I recognize this is a different thing

00:11:53.140 than what we typically do.

00:11:54.040 And so I want to be able to set you on a path.

00:11:57.560 The reason you're interrupting

00:11:58.540 is because he literally just interrupts.

00:12:00.260 But go ahead, Dave.

00:12:00.760 That's it, yeah, 100% that too.

00:12:02.900 We have this idea of this coming war.

00:12:04.480 We have this idea that these experiences didn't stop.

00:12:06.760 Can we talk about those two things?

00:12:09.580 Let's focus in on that.

00:12:10.420 What has happened to you since?

00:12:12.300 And I'd love to know how that has, you know,

00:12:14.720 caused your opinion on these things

00:12:16.760 to evolve one way or the other.

00:12:18.920 And do you still hold to this idea that,

00:12:22.860 oh, you know what?

00:12:23.420 Maybe there was something to this idea

00:12:24.780 that there's a war coming

00:12:25.600 because maybe there's writing on the wall.

00:12:27.660 So wherever you want to pick it up

00:12:29.140 into those two things,

00:12:29.860 what has been happening since?

00:12:31.400 What do you think of these experiences?

00:12:32.980 And do you still think

00:12:33.920 that we're heading towards that?

00:12:36.380 Well, what's been happening

00:12:38.480 since we spoke last is,

00:12:42.780 so I, for my first experiences,

00:12:44.820 I've since moved.

00:12:45.980 I was living in Indianapolis

00:12:47.300 and now I've moved to a suburb outside of Indy.

00:12:50.740 So it's, and the experiences continue up,

00:12:55.000 like I said, up until last night.

00:12:56.440 So it's not like a house thing.

00:12:58.200 So what's been happening recently is

00:13:02.580 I'll be asleep, but my girlfriend won't.

00:13:07.300 And she'll, she'll notice these orbs

00:13:10.080 that come to the window.

00:13:11.200 We live, our bedroom's on the second floor

00:13:13.020 of our townhouse.

00:13:14.820 And so she'll notice these orbs want to be blue.

00:13:21.400 There's a blue one.

00:13:22.080 There's a green one and, and they'll come in

00:13:28.460 and I'll, I'll, I don't know.

00:13:33.100 When I wake up in the next morning,

00:13:34.120 it feels like my entire body has been,

00:13:37.480 like I've been working out all night.

00:13:39.520 And it's gotten to the point where my girlfriend,

00:13:41.720 she'll be able to, to talk to them.

00:13:44.540 So the, the, the green one calls himself Micah to her.

00:13:49.720 And this is something that I, I, I thought I was hearing Michael

00:13:53.740 from when I was communicating with the thing,

00:13:55.940 but she's adamant that it's Micah

00:13:58.320 and it's Micah from the Bible.

00:14:00.460 I didn't even know that there was a book of Micah

00:14:02.360 until recently, I think it was a month or so ago

00:14:04.540 that, that I told Top of it,

00:14:07.520 hey, I'm reading this.

00:14:08.460 And this is exactly what these fucking things

00:14:10.480 have been telling me.

00:14:11.220 He's, yeah, so he's one of the 12,

00:14:15.860 one of the 12 minor prophets in the Bible.

00:14:18.020 So, yeah, I had no idea.

00:14:20.480 And then, um,

00:14:22.260 she says that there'll be like a white one

00:14:24.960 and she said it's female

00:14:27.120 and all she can ever get from it is glory.

00:14:30.520 And these things, she describes them as joyous.

00:14:34.200 They describe themselves as joyous.

00:14:37.980 I don't know what that means.

00:14:39.680 Like, I, I, all this happens while I'm asleep.

00:14:42.680 Like, sometimes I'll, I'll have,

00:14:45.120 you know, I'll be able to see lights

00:14:46.300 go in the front of my eyes

00:14:47.500 as I'm going to sleep and my room will be dark.

00:14:49.880 But it's nothing.

00:14:52.200 When I wake up the next morning

00:14:53.680 after these things are busy,

00:14:54.960 it's like I've,

00:14:55.780 it's like I've been up doing squats all night

00:14:58.420 or bench,

00:15:00.260 I just, stuff that I haven't been doing.

00:15:02.140 Things hurt that shouldn't hurt.

00:15:04.100 If that makes sense.

00:15:05.140 Can I, I want to ask you two questions on that.

00:15:07.340 Number one, these conversations

00:15:09.640 that she's having with these orbs,

00:15:11.380 are these extended?

00:15:12.340 Are these fractal conversations?

00:15:13.860 Is she only gleaming bits and pieces

00:15:15.980 like glory, female, joyous, these concepts?

00:15:18.820 Or is there an exchange?

00:15:19.980 It's not, it's not like she's speaking out loud.

00:15:22.240 She's speaking,

00:15:23.440 speaking to these things through her mind.

00:15:25.480 But like, she always tells me,

00:15:26.760 she goes, they're here to see you.

00:15:27.980 They don't, they don't want anything to do with me.

00:15:30.720 They are here specifically to see you.

00:15:32.600 The other thing, Colin.

00:15:35.500 Yeah.

00:15:36.940 When you are experiencing this,

00:15:38.880 you're waking up in the morning,

00:15:40.220 you feel like you've been doing squats.

00:15:41.600 Are you experiencing like a musculature development

00:15:44.360 that you can't necessarily attribute

00:15:46.980 to hitting the gym because?

00:15:50.700 Yeah, I am stronger than anybody here

00:15:54.820 at the cemetery now.

00:15:56.260 I can pick up things

00:15:57.380 that I shouldn't be able to pick up.

00:15:58.480 I can lift stuff that I shouldn't.

00:15:59.660 I, like my, I used to have a bad back.

00:16:02.540 That's gone.

00:16:03.840 Like I, my endurance is insane.

00:16:06.120 Like I, I don't get tired like I used to.

00:16:09.780 Interesting.

00:16:10.220 But at the same time,

00:16:10.940 I can lay down at nine o'clock at night

00:16:12.760 and close my eyes and immediately go sleep.

00:16:14.640 I never used to be able to sleep either.

00:16:17.600 These, these orbs,

00:16:19.200 you described a blue one.

00:16:21.280 Is there any feedback from the blue one?

00:16:24.660 I, I know there's three.

00:16:26.540 I, I, and one, the one's mica.

00:16:29.240 There's a green, a blue, and a white.

00:16:31.180 Oh, green, a blue, and a white.

00:16:31.600 I don't know.

00:16:32.820 Yeah, the, I would,

00:16:33.940 I don't know what color is associated

00:16:35.700 with which one per se.

00:16:37.360 Like, most of the time I'm asleep.

00:16:39.500 I'll only see like a flash go in front of my eye

00:16:42.040 as I'm, as I'm going to sleep.

00:16:44.160 Like somebody like walked in front of you

00:16:45.700 while it was with your eyes closed

00:16:46.960 where you can see, you can see,

00:16:48.320 but you can't see, you know what I'm saying?

00:16:49.500 What, um, how many times has this happened?

00:16:55.480 Is this enough times to count on like one hand?

00:16:58.880 Oh, no, this is a weekly thing.

00:17:01.160 This is weekly.

00:17:02.620 This is not, it's intensified

00:17:04.640 since, and since we've spoke last.

00:17:08.480 It's, it's literally at least once a week

00:17:10.680 that they're, that they're coming.

00:17:13.800 Interesting.

00:17:14.200 The last time that Megan communicated with them,

00:17:17.100 I don't, she said that they weren't happy with me

00:17:19.600 for whatever reason.

00:17:21.520 And that prior week I had gone back

00:17:25.200 to like eating, uh, all organic grass-fed beef.

00:17:29.000 And that's the only thing that I can put to

00:17:30.860 that they would be mad at me about

00:17:32.340 because I hate meat.

00:17:33.920 They were very, very adamant

00:17:35.500 that I do not consume any meat at all.

00:17:38.380 Very adamant.

00:17:41.180 So your diet now is essentially what?

00:17:44.420 Are you, are you vegan?

00:17:46.160 I only eat organic, uh, I only, I, I'll eat fish,

00:17:50.900 but I haven't eaten that in a while.

00:17:52.760 But mostly just, uh, veggies and fruit.

00:17:56.700 I eat tons of fruit and nuts.

00:17:58.660 I, I eat like a hippie.

00:18:00.060 I, I genuinely eat like a dirty hippie.

00:18:04.340 Is this at the behest of them?

00:18:06.040 Are they recommending this?

00:18:08.060 Yeah, they were very adamant

00:18:09.320 that I needed to change my diet.

00:18:11.560 That's funny because we were just talking

00:18:12.880 with Ed Mabry on our, uh, book of revelation series.

00:18:15.500 And he was talking about, uh,

00:18:17.400 the thousand year reign of Christ.

00:18:19.480 Like when he comes back after the tribulation

00:18:22.740 and he talks about the characteristics of animals,

00:18:26.180 like the lion will lay down with the, with the lamb,

00:18:29.520 meaning like the lion won't even be carnivorous anymore.

00:18:32.500 And he kind of, uh, put out some presumptions

00:18:35.380 that possibly we wouldn't be carnivorous anymore either.

00:18:39.060 And we joked, they're like, oh yeah,

00:18:40.660 I miss having some steak and stuff,

00:18:42.280 but things would be on the earth would be different.

00:18:46.000 So there wouldn't be sickness.

00:18:47.040 There wouldn't be, you know, any of this stuff.

00:18:49.020 Although we would still be living with a human condition.

00:18:51.320 So I think it's interesting that, um,

00:18:54.580 in a time like this, like almost in preparation,

00:18:56.580 you are doing, you're doing that.

00:19:00.400 And, uh, also to just go on a little bit of a tangent,

00:19:03.600 listening to your last episode,

00:19:05.140 you told us about, uh, the, one of the entities that you saw

00:19:09.240 that gave you the name Anu.

00:19:11.680 It wasn't, it wasn't the blue guy, right?

00:19:13.600 It's a different guy.

00:19:14.960 No, I didn't see him.

00:19:16.440 I was doing a guided meditation in that.

00:19:19.000 That's he, that's the identifier that he said of himself.

00:19:22.200 And it, it freaked me out to the point

00:19:23.700 where I ripped my earbuds out through him.

00:19:25.200 Like I, that freaked me the fuck out.

00:19:27.620 It was like a low gargley.

00:19:30.220 Like it was not a human voice in any way.

00:19:35.740 And the impression that you got from that,

00:19:37.460 if it, if it shook you like that was probably a negative one then.

00:19:41.840 Yeah.

00:19:42.260 It didn't leave me all warm and fuzzy.

00:19:43.880 That's for fucking sure.

00:19:44.960 Well, his job title, as you, you looked it up, right?

00:19:48.740 So the job title of Anu is like an angel of death.

00:19:52.220 And again, so as I'm glad that we were able to revisit this

00:19:55.740 because as we do the show,

00:19:56.700 we're able to learn more about what these things are

00:19:59.660 rather than just like, you know, oh, it's an angel of death.

00:20:02.280 And you think of like the dog headed creature in the Egyptian pantheon,

00:20:05.480 but you know, God has used angels for all kinds of things.

00:20:09.040 Even Satan, Satan is an angel of God that,

00:20:12.660 or it's a job title that God gives to somebody.

00:20:15.580 He's, he's the accuser.

00:20:16.480 So he gives it to an angel to use.

00:20:18.400 And it seems like that job title is one that Lucifer or the devil that we know

00:20:23.460 has held before and lost.

00:20:25.360 So when Jesus talks to him, he says, get behind me, Satan.

00:20:28.080 It's like a spit in the face.

00:20:30.660 Or they refer to him as, you know,

00:20:33.460 the guy who was Satan in the Bible because that was his job title.

00:20:37.520 So angel of death, we've seen that in,

00:20:39.340 in ancient Egypt when he comes to,

00:20:41.020 I think he takes the firstborn sons during that plague that he's got a job

00:20:47.600 to do.

00:20:49.160 Somehow you're talking to him through your Spotify playlist or whatever you're

00:20:53.740 listening to.

00:20:55.780 I guess I don't fucking know.

00:20:59.720 I just, it's, I just take it day by day.

00:21:03.860 I, I, all I know is that ever since all this started, like I've,

00:21:07.420 I've come to an understanding of like having a personal relationship with God

00:21:11.840 and Jesus and all sorts of things that I completely and totally denied for the

00:21:16.360 majority of my life.

00:21:18.080 So I bring it on.

00:21:22.560 So let me ask you this, Colin.

00:21:25.800 When, since the last time that we spoke in the first interview,

00:21:31.420 you were gleaming a lot of information, you know,

00:21:36.220 is, and I wonder, has that trend continued?

00:21:41.160 Are you getting little bits and pieces of this puzzle?

00:21:44.280 Has anything become clarified to you during this time?

00:21:48.000 Or is it, you know, still filled with confusion?

00:21:51.660 They come and go, they make appearances in your life.

00:21:54.000 They seem to be nudging you towards healthier lifestyles.

00:21:57.200 Even, you know,

00:21:58.400 a closer relationship with God is something that you've expressed in the past.

00:22:01.860 But as far as like this overarching plan or what is to come,

00:22:05.640 have you been keen to any new information?

00:22:10.360 No, not per se.

00:22:12.300 I, I don't ask.

00:22:14.440 That's the thing.

00:22:15.160 I kind of,

00:22:18.260 whatever it is that's happening and what I've come to the realization in the

00:22:24.160 majority of my life is that I just take it one day at a time.

00:22:27.820 Um, and I, I try to live a, as clean as a lifestyle as I can.

00:22:36.040 I try to be as kind as much as I can.

00:22:39.620 Um, and that's really all that I focus on is being the best version of Colin that I can be.

00:22:47.100 And I, when they come, it, like I said, it's gotten to the north.

00:22:50.580 It's gotten so normal that when I wake up in the morning and I'm so sore that I can't do my morning workout.

00:22:56.120 It's like, all right, well, I guess I'm not going to do my morning workout.

00:22:58.760 It is what it is.

00:23:00.200 I got, you know, life goes on.

00:23:01.580 I got, you know, I got responsibilities and shit's going on everywhere.

00:23:05.860 So it's just, that's just how I, I, I was in a point where I, I wanted to know everything about everything.

00:23:12.140 And the more that I learned, I realized that the less I know, the more I get caught up and it caught up into it.

00:23:20.720 It's like, all right, I, at a certain point, you're just going with other people's opinions on what, what has happened.

00:23:30.240 And I'm like, well, I have firsthand experience and like, you listen to X, Y, or Z.

00:23:37.740 I'm like, well, I know that's not what my experience was, but then everybody's experience is different.

00:23:45.760 It's hard, it's hard.

00:23:47.180 I don't have any new information per se.

00:23:49.400 Something's coming when I have no idea.

00:23:52.580 I was assuming shit was going to hit the fan this November.

00:23:56.160 But that, but that was my personal perception.

00:23:59.400 And it still could, I guess, but the month is not over.

00:24:02.220 Like, well, that, that might actually be, your psychology might be why, might be part of why you were a good candidate in this.

00:24:10.300 Which brings me to another question I'll get to in a second.

00:24:12.000 But the fact that you have kind of given in, and like you said, just take things one day at a time.

00:24:20.320 Thank you, Xerox, by the way, for the $5 donation.

00:24:22.600 This is a donation-based show.

00:24:24.180 That's the other show, but this one is also donation-based.

00:24:26.360 So, you know, psychologically speaking, I'm sure there is some, some consideration taken when looking for a candidate to go through the things that you've gone through.

00:24:41.800 Admittedly, this sort of experience would break some people.

00:24:44.800 And honestly, the way you're describing it, this, this methodology of taking it one day at a time, just trying to be the best that you can, trying to remain healthy, be kind, be a good version of yourself, is probably the best approach.

00:24:58.200 Because you're not going to get the answers for this.

00:25:00.580 I also think that you coming to a place where you realize the more you try to understand about this, the more you realize you don't know.

00:25:10.040 That resonates with me entirely.

00:25:11.920 It's like, I pursue these things, and I've come out, not out the other end, but to the point where I am now, and realize, like, yeah, there's so much that I don't know.

00:25:23.780 In fact, I'm wrong incredibly often.

00:25:26.540 I think that's just the nature of trying to understand something that's so difficult to understand.

00:25:30.900 You're going to be wrong a lot on the way there.

00:25:33.200 So, you know, I do think that that's indicative of somebody who is going through it, because that's been my experience as well.

00:25:40.540 But have you given any thought, Colin, to why you?

00:25:48.460 I have given a lot of thought to that, like, trying to, like, go through, like, my family and, like, how all this happened.

00:25:57.680 And I did have an experience a couple months back where I was communicating with them, and they told me that they had been with my grandfather, who he passed away in 1952.

00:26:12.980 I never met him, but he was in, he was on a ship in World War II, and he got sunk, and he spent 18 days on a life raft.

00:26:22.240 And they told me that they were with him the whole time, and that something to do with my grandpa has to do with what is happening to me right now.

00:26:32.700 And I don't know exactly what, when I, I don't know, when I get into the meditative state, and that's when I communicate with these things, it's not like I have a clipboard and said, oh, I have all these questions that I need to ask you guys.

00:26:50.060 It's more of, all right, I'm here, what's the next thing that you guys want to inform and let me in on?

00:26:58.340 So, I, and he was in the Navy, I have, I didn't know this, but I have a lot of, my cousins were, one was dual Army, Marine, the other one was Army, my dad was in the Army, my brother was.

00:27:14.240 I think, I'm thinking it has something to do with the military, if I had to lean and get into the Navy.

00:27:20.760 That's interesting. I mean, yeah, maybe with the military, there are obviously no shortage of connections between this paranormal realm, this spiritual realm, whatever you want to call it, and the many ways in which our own like military-industrial complex tries to interact with it.

00:27:41.340 And it goes all the way down to like conspiracies and Hollywood stuff, right, where you have like Stranger Things, and that's an operation that was based off of something in real life.

00:27:50.020 It seems that trying to expose children to trauma opens them up to psychic abilities that could result in the opening of portals.

00:27:57.920 That's pretty much the premise there of Stranger Things, but there is always a genetic, not always, but it seems more often than not there is a genetic aspect to this.

00:28:08.260 So, in other words, like if it happened to your ancestors, then it seems to continue happening to you.

00:28:15.460 And I wonder if, genetically speaking, there's something that drives the men in your family to combat, and maybe that plays off of this somehow.

00:28:25.360 Well, I think maybe, you might be thinking at it backwards, if a lot of like weird stuff does go on in military bases.

00:28:33.940 So, if, I don't know, if your grandfather was introduced to something at a military base, you said the Navy?

00:28:40.000 Yeah, he was in the Navy. Like I said, he died in 1952.

00:28:42.380 He died. My dad, he was seven when he passed away, so I obviously never met him.

00:28:47.640 I don't really know, my dad really doesn't know much about him since he was so young when he passed, but that's the last little nugget I've been like,

00:28:59.060 all right, I don't even know how to approach going about figuring anything that out.

00:29:03.180 Because that's, it kind of reminds me of the, so, I'm looking at the notes here, the part that you were talking about,

00:29:12.060 there's separate parts where you're in a comedy club, and you're spoken to by something that says leave, you leave.

00:29:18.680 Then you're contacted by other entities, the same entity, like you're like, by like, this dude by TV screens, he's a blue guy in there,

00:29:27.440 you're just kind of like talking with him, you talk about that place with the marble sky,

00:29:31.060 and then you have a separate account of an abduction experience, where...

00:29:36.080 Yeah, the abduction was towards the end of it.

00:29:39.020 Right, but these are different entities, right? This abduction experience, you see like three bold men?

00:29:44.740 Yeah, they looked like men. They didn't look like the blue guy that, that like a,

00:29:49.840 it looked like he was at like a control panel, like if you walk into somebody that just like screams everywhere,

00:29:56.760 and he had his feet kicked up and shit, like he was lounging.

00:29:59.860 And when I went back the second time, second or third time, and he kicked his feet down or whatever,

00:30:06.200 he goes, holy shit, you came back. Like he didn't believe that I'd come back.

00:30:11.040 You're talking about the blue entity.

00:30:13.740 Yeah, yeah.

00:30:14.900 And that's different from the bold men who like experimented on them.

00:30:19.960 Those are the ones that stuck me in the back of the head and said they were upgrading me for war.

00:30:23.600 Or the men. Not the, not the blue guy. The blue guy, he's the one that was, he was telling me about how the kingdom of God,

00:30:30.280 it resides within, it's not without, it's not outside of you, it's inside of you.

00:30:35.080 And that all the questions that you'd ever have, everything that you'd ever need lies within.

00:30:40.160 You don't, don't need anything outside of you to fulfill yourself inside.

00:30:44.740 I like that blue guy's energy though. This idea that like he's lounging, he's got his feet kicked up,

00:30:51.300 he's watching, he's monitoring all these screens. All of a sudden this dude pops up, he's surprised.

00:30:55.340 And then the next time he pops up, he's like, let me fucking tell you a couple of things, dog.

00:30:58.780 I got some shit to share with you.

00:31:00.200 I try to go back and I try to, I don't, I don't, I don't journal. I don't write shit down. I don't do any of that.

00:31:07.560 Like, I wish I, at this point, I wish I would have, but like, I don't know.

00:31:11.080 I can like, I can like set myself back and like almost get back into that, that state of mind where I can remember stuff.

00:31:20.620 But it's literally, it was, it was so much stuff out of the Bible.

00:31:25.380 Like, I remember being at church and like turning to my girlfriend, like, this is what, what he's talking about is exactly what the blue guy was telling me.

00:31:33.800 And she would just look at me like I'm retarded.

00:31:35.900 Like, I'm like, I'm telling you, I might be retarded, but this is what is happening.

00:31:43.380 Sounds like the blue guy was like preferable to the bald guys.

00:31:47.880 Yeah, I wasn't a big fan of the bald guys.

00:31:50.540 And after, I told you about Costco the next day, right?

00:31:55.380 No, I don't remember a Costco story.

00:31:59.180 All right.

00:31:59.440 Well, so I got taken and the next day, we're at Costco with the kid and the girlfriend.

00:32:07.500 And I see this.

00:32:08.960 Did you have the chicken bake or the big cookie?

00:32:12.120 I can't remember.

00:32:13.460 I can't remember.

00:32:14.940 But anyway, we're, we're looking at clothes or some shit.

00:32:18.180 And I look up and I make eye contact with this guy and this girl.

00:32:21.540 And they're probably in their late, late forties, early fifties.

00:32:25.100 And she goes, there he is.

00:32:26.640 He's right there.

00:32:27.380 And he says, you can't talk about him.

00:32:29.140 We're not supposed to talk, talk about him around him or something, something like that.

00:32:33.340 What the fuck is going on?

00:32:35.560 Isn't that weird though?

00:32:37.040 Doesn't that sound like such a rookie mistake?

00:32:39.020 Like the idea that they would allow you to overhear them saying that it almost feels like they wanted you to hear them saying that.

00:32:45.320 Well, and then like, right after, like, it was like, I looked somebody in the eyes and I could fucking know anything about them.

00:32:53.480 It was strange.

00:32:54.500 It was like for a week.

00:32:56.060 Like, I, I, I remember looking at this one lady and she was like, like, eye fucking me.

00:33:01.360 And I knew she was eye fucking me.

00:33:02.820 I was like, what in the fuck?

00:33:04.380 Like, it's just, it was wild.

00:33:07.160 It was really wild.

00:33:08.640 Let me ask you this, Colin.

00:33:09.800 Do you think there's any part of that, that like, did you see their mouths move?

00:33:13.460 Because you already expressed at one point, um, in the last episode that you heard them say that you weren't supposed to be able to see them, but you heard them say that in your head, didn't you?

00:33:27.660 Yeah.

00:33:28.140 When, when they took me, um, or that you weren't supposed to be awake or something like that.

00:33:32.080 It was when you were, yeah, he, there you go.

00:33:34.840 He's not supposed to be awake.

00:33:36.160 And that's when I knew something.

00:33:37.160 But you heard that in your head or you heard that audibly with your ears?

00:33:42.280 I can't.

00:33:46.380 Like when I was at Costco that next day and I want to say I heard it with my ears because the way that they leaned to whisper to each other.

00:33:54.960 Okay.

00:33:55.360 So that when I was in, when I think they were talking, cause, cause they looked at each other.

00:34:01.860 When I turned my head, I cocked my head and they like, like looked at each other.

00:34:06.100 Like he's not supposed to be awake.

00:34:08.820 So I don't know if I heard it or not.

00:34:12.640 Cause like when I communicate with the entities and stuff, it's, it's not verbal.

00:34:16.700 The only, the only verbal thing I heard when I was at the comedy club and they told me that I needed to quit immediately, that there were people there.

00:34:24.840 But even that, right, that was disembodied, wasn't it?

00:34:29.280 Yeah, it was, it was like one of you were standing right behind me and you like, you tapped me on the shoulder and said, Hey, you need to quit here.

00:34:37.100 And so I, I turned around like, who the hell is talking to me?

00:34:39.840 Not a soul was there.

00:34:41.400 Let me ask you, this is, might be abstract, but let's say I was standing right next to you.

00:34:44.720 Do you think I, do you think I would have heard that as well?

00:34:46.700 Probably not.

00:34:49.900 Okay.

00:34:51.620 Probably not.

00:34:53.660 I don't know.

00:34:54.280 You could have, like I said, it, it, the comedy club's loud.

00:34:57.920 It was loud and everybody was leaving.

00:35:00.060 Everybody, it was the last show of the night.

00:35:01.640 So everybody was drunk and being whatever.

00:35:04.180 But I don't, I don't know.

00:35:07.020 You, you might've, I guess the whole, the whole walk back to my car.

00:35:11.620 Cause I, I, I'm, I'm a cheap ass and I don't like to pay for parking.

00:35:15.320 So I parked like a mile away from the comedy club and walk and the whole, well, the whole

00:35:19.620 walk back, I'm looking over my shoulder.

00:35:21.860 I'm like freaking out.

00:35:23.780 It was, it was, it was rough.

00:35:25.820 When you came on last time, Colin, and you described to us this blue guy, one of the details when you went to go tell that story with Tony, that I think was something that maybe either we missed on our show or you just didn't say it.

00:35:41.840 But it was like, you went into a little bit more of a descriptive about, about this blue guy.

00:35:46.440 And it sounded to me like the way you were describing him was almost as if he was made of, um, there was something significant about what he was made out of.

00:35:54.980 It was like, I could be misremembering, but I want to say you used words like plasma to describe him.

00:36:01.900 Yeah, uh, and I, I recently watched, uh, Inside Out, uh, with my, uh, kids and you know how that looks like they're made of like flames?

00:36:12.480 Yeah.

00:36:13.100 Like that is, that is identical to like the blue, like blue, no facial features whatsoever.

00:36:19.680 They definitely appendages like arms and legs and all that.

00:36:23.740 It just, like blue flame almost.

00:36:26.780 If that may be like.

00:36:27.660 So if you, uh, if you were imagine, if you were to imagine touching him, do you think your hand would have received something solid or would you have passed into him?

00:36:37.900 I don't know.

00:36:38.520 I've never even looked at my own hands while I've been injured.

00:36:41.360 That's interesting.

00:36:42.280 That's a very interesting point.

00:36:43.600 I've had experiences.

00:36:45.600 I've never even thought to like, look at myself.

00:36:48.980 Like when I was like, and then, no, I, I, I.

00:36:53.740 I'll have to do that next time.

00:36:55.340 I guess.

00:36:56.720 Yeah.

00:36:57.540 Well, the reason I say that's interesting is because I have had experiences myself where I've seen entities and, um, I was talking about it recently on Shane Cashman's show, um, inverted world.

00:37:10.760 And I was saying like, I was not aware I was in a route.

00:37:14.360 I was viewing an entity.

00:37:15.400 Like I saw a dude, you know, whatever it was a demon dude, but I, I can't even begin to say like I had sensation of self.

00:37:23.000 I wasn't aware of my feet or my hands.

00:37:25.000 I wasn't aware of the way the floor felt under my, nothing at all.

00:37:27.700 Like I was observing, I was there, I saw this thing, but I had no sense of self.

00:37:33.460 Um, and I think that sometimes that is a theme that will pop up where it's like, if, if somebody has an experience with an entity or if somebody has an experience, let's say in a different realm, they often are not perceiving their body in any meaningful way.

00:37:47.040 Although their perception is still very present.

00:37:49.200 It's just, their body is not really a topic of conversation at all.

00:37:54.500 No, I don't know.

00:37:56.020 I, I, I've never made a conscious effort to look at anything.

00:38:00.100 I've, I've always just been so amazed at what's going on in front of me and around me that I've never stopped to look at myself.

00:38:08.420 There we go.

00:38:09.620 Do you still see this guy, Colin?

00:38:11.260 The blue guy?

00:38:12.560 Uh, I haven't in, since my, since I've moved.

00:38:17.340 So that's over a year and a half.

00:38:19.260 So the blue guy was like at the very beginning of it.

00:38:23.560 And maybe the orbs that come and visit me are part of whatever he was, what he was with.

00:38:29.420 Or I don't, I don't know.

00:38:30.500 I think that's it.

00:38:33.060 Um, how far did you move?

00:38:34.600 Like miles?

00:38:37.380 Uh, probably about 15.

00:38:40.900 South?

00:38:41.420 Because.

00:38:41.880 So I was living like in the center of Indianapolis, like almost downtown.

00:38:47.100 I live a mile from the Indianapolis Motor Speedway.

00:38:51.360 They do the Indy 500 and stuff.

00:38:53.280 Um, and now I live out on the west side of the city.

00:38:56.240 So I live out of the county.

00:38:58.060 Okay.

00:38:58.540 So 15 miles, I'd say.

00:39:00.740 So, okay.

00:39:02.680 Well, because that's like, like the geographic location of where you're at, especially in

00:39:07.020 Indiana, Indiana, because we, we've been looking into this place and it seems like a lot of

00:39:11.320 this weird shit keeps happening there and, uh, moving around geographically and then not

00:39:16.620 seeing the same entities again, kind of, that might make sense because their localities

00:39:21.640 there in certain places, unless they're visiting you as orbs, maybe that's the way that they

00:39:26.000 can travel.

00:39:26.420 I have no idea, but I do know where you're at specifically.

00:39:30.500 Typically, especially if you're doing mushrooms and you're like looking into this upside down

00:39:35.420 realm in this one spot, you're going to see something different than if you go somewhere

00:39:40.020 else and look into that spot in this, you know, if you pull the veil aside on that spot.

00:39:46.120 Um, do you get the sensation Colin at all?

00:39:49.140 Is there anything that cues you in besides the stories that you've heard that this is

00:39:52.060 happening to anybody else?

00:39:57.000 No, I, not, not around me.

00:39:59.600 Um, other than my girlfriend being able to talk to them a handful of times and know when

00:40:06.300 they're there.

00:40:06.840 How does she feel about this?

00:40:08.560 Is she, is she like, Hey, I really wish I wasn't talking to these orbs at night?

00:40:12.960 Um, no, I, I, I've always said that she's, she's psychic.

00:40:18.620 Um, we've been together a little over six years and, uh, she had a friend pass away probably

00:40:25.000 about three years ago, four years ago, and like, he still comes and visits her in her

00:40:31.180 dreams.

00:40:31.920 Like she'll have dreams about it.

00:40:33.740 And prior to our daughter being born, she had a dream where he was in it and he was

00:40:38.800 holding a little baby.

00:40:40.200 And that was prior to us finding out that she was even pregnant or any of that type of shit.

00:40:44.980 So I think she has more of an ability than she allows herself to.

00:40:52.020 Um, but like my coworkers, my friends, um, no, I, I, I, I don't talk about it with my

00:41:03.540 coworkers, uh, um, I don't talk, I don't talk about my, with my family, like my parents

00:41:10.520 or anything like that.

00:41:11.500 I'd love to, but as soon as I opened, I just, I feel like I had to open that and like, all

00:41:16.620 right, well, we knew you were crazy.

00:41:18.380 We didn't know you were this fucking crazy.

00:41:20.380 Right.

00:41:20.780 You know?

00:41:22.600 Yeah.

00:41:23.480 So the reason that I ask is because there is this bigger conversation that we want to

00:41:29.760 explore, which is the fact that there are several stories coming out of Indiana, primarily

00:41:38.160 the, the Southern half of Indiana.

00:41:41.360 So from the middle down and it's got, there's a range of things that are happening, but I

00:41:48.960 think the best way to sum it up is there seems to be a recruitment process taking place.

00:41:52.980 Now, unlike your recruitment process where, you know, you're, you're in a hospital setting

00:41:59.800 where you're being operated on, they're plugging into the back of your neck.

00:42:02.920 You're in another setting where it, it almost seems like you're walking with God, or at least

00:42:07.360 that was the way that you, you know, or the impression that you got, um, in this sort of

00:42:12.420 marble, you know, expanse with golden veins running through the marble and all this kind

00:42:17.780 of grandiose, really what you described was, was, um, beautiful.

00:42:21.500 And it was in contrast to what a lot of these other people are saying.

00:42:25.180 It seems like a lot of other people are having the opposite experience and it's taking place

00:42:31.080 underground and, um, it involves ball specifically, which keys in really well with your experiences

00:42:41.100 because you're saying how inherently they're biblical.

00:42:43.780 So many of the ideas that you're hearing, uh, or receiving from these, you know, these communications

00:42:49.540 plugins plugged directly into some sort of biblical text.

00:42:53.640 And of course, Anu being like this angel of death, you even got a name associated with at least one of

00:42:59.500 these entities that has, uh, expressed interest in you.

00:43:03.260 They're experiencing ball, which is another biblical entity, right?

00:43:06.380 We're talking, uh, really, it seems to be a title much like Satan as well.

00:43:11.560 Um, looks like a couple of different entities have held that title.

00:43:15.460 Uh, Hadad and Zeus being the same guy seems to have, you know, all been ball.

00:43:20.620 It seems to be a word that you might use for like King or something like that.

00:43:23.900 Um, but the point is these are all happening in Southern Indiana.

00:43:27.840 And one of the things that I discovered recently was, um, there is a tremendous cave system in

00:43:36.480 America and part of it runs through Southern Indiana.

00:43:40.000 Um, and, um, they even have a little location over one of the, the expanses of caves called

00:43:45.420 Garden of the Gods, which I thought was interesting, but there are all these people,

00:43:51.980 you know, on the surface that are having visions of being underground in a tunnel system,

00:43:57.040 coming upon a throne room where the ceiling is high and many, uh,

00:44:02.960 hallways or, or tunnels are accumulating in this one room.

00:44:06.120 And in the center of it, there's a giant throne and that's where ball is and ball is doing

00:44:10.440 the recruiting in that throne room is also like marble, like, uh, ceiling floors and the

00:44:16.960 expanse of it.

00:44:17.580 They, they kind of describe what you're talking about where they're like, it's like, it looks

00:44:21.240 like the sky, but just like marbled out, but they like, they know that they're like in

00:44:24.940 something, you know what I mean?

00:44:26.100 Whereas not like you're not outside.

00:44:27.440 Now, Colin, do you feel like that?

00:44:32.320 Because if you're being recruited for a war, if you're being upgraded for a war, well, a

00:44:38.180 war has at minimum two sides.

00:44:39.920 Sometimes there's more than that.

00:44:41.240 So when you hear like you're going through this process, they're telling you of, of some

00:44:46.400 impending thing that's coming.

00:44:47.760 And then you hear that there are other people living regular lives just like yourself, but

00:44:51.960 they're going through the same process with a different entity that seems to be having

00:44:56.260 interest in them.

00:44:57.840 What do you, do you think that there's validity to that?

00:45:00.840 Do you, does that make sense?

00:45:02.340 Would you go, well, if I'm being recruited, then certainly other people are being recruited

00:45:07.280 for the other side?

00:45:08.300 Or do you, do you not know what to do with that information?

00:45:12.520 Uh, well, it makes sense.

00:45:14.020 Um, I don't know.

00:45:17.820 I guess it, it, it all, it all would depend on what's in like something you're, what's inside

00:45:23.480 of you.

00:45:23.780 Like, I, I don't, I have no desire to, to have a lot of money.

00:45:28.820 I have no desire to do a lot of the participating in normal society.

00:45:36.980 I guess you'd say like the whole, you know, bank and the banking system's fucked.

00:45:42.060 Everything's fucked.

00:45:43.300 Like I, that's where I come in.

00:45:46.480 I just, so I, I guess, yeah, of course there's, there's the potential for negative entities.

00:45:54.620 And I've had, I've had experiences with negative entities and I, I, I don't, I don't see how

00:46:02.620 you, you would have an interaction with them and say, I'm going to sell, sell what, what

00:46:09.100 I have for whatever the fuck they're offering me.

00:46:11.720 Cause there's nothing in entity that could, could offer me that I, I would want.

00:46:17.940 I, I, I just, I, all I want is to, to, to be the best version of myself, to be the best

00:46:25.300 father, the best column that I can, I can be.

00:46:27.960 And to help be able to put my, I guess I'm going to get a position to be able to help

00:46:32.060 others, but that's, that's it.

00:46:33.500 I, I, other than that and, and shit posting on Twitter, that's all I want to do.

00:46:40.000 You know, it's, I, of course there's going to be the negative.

00:46:44.460 And it's, I guess it would go, I would say it's probably what lays inside and what you

00:46:48.500 really want, what, or what you don't want others to know what's inside.

00:46:53.140 Like I'm an open book.

00:46:54.220 Like I, there's nothing about me that I, I hide or if you want to come visit me, you

00:47:01.160 can come visit me.

00:47:01.600 I don't give a shit.

00:47:02.500 You know what I mean?

00:47:04.240 So.

00:47:05.660 So you have, I, with these, with these, like, uh, and of the darker entities that you have

00:47:11.560 been approached by them, like, what is that experience like?

00:47:16.520 Uh, when, when they come around, it feels like an overwhelming, like sadness or anger or

00:47:22.180 like, it's just like, it's, it's a palatable, like it, it happens mostly when I'm around

00:47:29.720 people that I feel like they've had like a negative attachment.

00:47:32.700 So I'm picking it up off of those people.

00:47:36.000 Like, I don't know how to describe it.

00:47:38.480 It's just, it's, I've had like, where stomach turning, where I've gotten nauseous, um, where

00:47:44.920 there's certain people I've been around where I can't be in a room with them.

00:47:48.360 So, um, was that always like that, Colin, or do you think you developed that?

00:47:53.620 No, no, um, I get back, back to like when I was in high school and stuff, I'd, I'd have

00:48:00.640 like inclinations like, well, Hey, you probably shouldn't hang out with this person or whatever,

00:48:06.380 or you shouldn't go to this party, you know, and then you go to school on Monday and that

00:48:11.160 party got busted, dodged a bullet, you know, stuff like that.

00:48:15.440 I never paid attention to it.

00:48:16.840 I always just, I guess, looked at it as just intuition, but the more I've known, especially

00:48:24.340 the last two years, it's like, I don't necessarily think that it's all intuition.

00:48:28.960 I think there's a lot of, a lot of help involved from, from others that I just, I guess, was

00:48:36.160 unaware of prior.

00:48:38.560 Yeah.

00:48:39.560 It's almost like, uh, we, we talk about all the time, but the idea that your thoughts

00:48:43.260 aren't really your own, that they're kind of, uh, connections.

00:48:46.620 So if you've, if you've, uh, effectively eliminated this antenna, not eliminated, but

00:48:52.880 like we, like, I know that I perceive this stuff through an antenna cause I have some

00:48:57.100 discernment.

00:48:57.760 So like, you know, don't go to that party and I'm like, you'll get, I'll get a feeling,

00:49:01.560 but I'm not quite sure what it is.

00:49:02.780 This, this feeling is just kind of talking to you now.

00:49:05.300 So it's almost like you've, you've foregone the idea of having a thought, taking that

00:49:12.260 thought, thinking of it.

00:49:13.060 Like you're actually just getting, uh, someone's like talking to you and telling you you're

00:49:17.240 skipping this middle man.

00:49:18.420 I wonder if that's like from the mushrooms, but it, it's like, it's almost like the natural

00:49:25.060 state of things, right?

00:49:26.600 Where this is happening anyway to us with the human experience and that filter there

00:49:34.020 is just, now you're just talking directly to it.

00:49:38.980 Yeah.

00:49:39.680 Um, I guess the best way to describe it, I surrendered and I surrendered to, to pretty

00:49:44.700 much every, I've surrendered to everything.

00:49:46.440 Like what's going to happen is going to happen.

00:49:48.440 I can't, if I, it goes back to going through like all the struggles of my life and me trying

00:49:55.300 to fight things that I, and control things that I couldn't control and as opposed to

00:50:02.120 just surrendering and worrying about, you know, what, what relationship that I have with God

00:50:07.760 and my family and all that and making a conscious effort to work on that instead of like, I can,

00:50:14.880 I can go down, like rabbit hole after rabbit hole.

00:50:19.980 It's like, all right, yeah, we know that the, the world is run by satanic pedophiles who

00:50:25.040 fucking kill kids.

00:50:26.000 Like this is, this is what we're at now.

00:50:28.780 We all know it.

00:50:29.920 Like, I just want to surround my people with myself with people who don't fuck kids and

00:50:34.940 don't sacrifice them to other fucking entities.

00:50:37.840 And I, that, that materialistic, just like, this is, this is reality.

00:50:44.000 This is the end all be all.

00:50:45.160 And it's, it's not, this is definitely not the end of it.

00:50:48.320 So I, I, I guess I don't even know the question anymore, but like surrendering,

00:50:55.120 surrendering to where you are in life and accepting, you know, all the fuck ups that

00:51:01.300 come along with it.

00:51:02.220 And that's the only way you learn is fucking up.

00:51:04.280 So go around and fuck up more.

00:51:07.180 Let me ask you this.

00:51:08.280 Um, and if you don't want to answer this, this is totally fine.

00:51:11.180 Um, but, um, when I was listening to Tony, not long ago, he said that, um, I don't know

00:51:18.080 if he said it or it might've been you that said it, uh, but that there was, after you spoke

00:51:24.960 to him, this idea that like something wasn't happy that you did that.

00:51:30.780 Is that true?

00:51:31.540 They didn't, they didn't want me, yeah, they didn't want me talking to him.

00:51:34.000 And it wasn't, what I, what I've come to understand is I wasn't ready to speak.

00:51:40.280 Like, I probably, when we got, we got, we first spoke, they didn't give me any shit.

00:51:45.880 But the second time it was like, they didn't give you any shit because they were like, Hey,

00:51:50.080 nobody listens to that fucking show.

00:51:51.700 So it's okay.

00:51:52.840 No, it was, I haven't, I hadn't processed the totality of what has had been transpiring.

00:52:01.680 I still haven't.

00:52:02.480 There's still, I got still like, what the fuck?

00:52:05.320 I hadn't, I hadn't sat down and processed it and I hadn't fully listened to everything

00:52:10.820 that they had outlined for me to start following.

00:52:14.960 I, I'm pretty stubborn.

00:52:16.540 Oh, I can pick and choose.

00:52:18.000 They, they said, this is a suggestion.

00:52:21.260 And when I spoke with him, it was like, it was like my, my, my mind went blank.

00:52:27.520 I like, it's like, they were fucking like, you, you, you need to not talk to him, but

00:52:32.780 it was because I wasn't ready.

00:52:34.620 And I, I, I don't know.

00:52:37.740 I, I, I don't know.

00:52:41.320 When this idea of like upgrades and such, right.

00:52:44.780 Um, upgrading you for war, have you given much speculation as to like the nature of

00:52:50.780 these upgrades?

00:52:51.340 Like, it seems like there's, um, a couple of ones that are pretty obvious to me, right?

00:52:55.520 So you've, you're stronger, more capable cardio wise.

00:53:00.480 You're in a better place health wise in general, right?

00:53:02.720 I mean, these are all good things, um, as far as cleaning up your diet and everything.

00:53:06.940 Do you think that's where the buck stops or do you think there's something else, uh, maybe

00:53:11.020 more impactful that they were trying to achieve, whether or not they did it or not, or if it's

00:53:17.280 something that's going to manifest itself later?

00:53:18.720 My comprehension of stuff has gone up tenfold.

00:53:24.840 Like I can just understand things that I shouldn't be able to understand.

00:53:28.740 So I don't know, like when it comes to like mechanic, mechanical stuff, I don't know.

00:53:33.480 I, I can look at it, look at a vehicle and I can picture in my mind what's going on underneath

00:53:37.980 the hood.

00:53:38.680 Like I can see an engine.

00:53:40.620 I can look at stuff and see, see in my mind, how it put, how it's put together, how it functions,

00:53:46.480 how it operates, stuff like that.

00:53:49.740 You know, what's interesting about that to me, Colin, there's this idea, right?

00:53:52.660 That some people can't see like a three-dimensional image in their mind.

00:53:56.620 Yeah.

00:53:56.840 This is only something that kind of, yeah, the, the, the Apple one is a great one, right?

00:54:00.200 They can see it as like a two-dimensional image and some people can see it as this way

00:54:03.480 or that way, but some people can see it as a three-dimensional and they can rotate it

00:54:07.120 around and they can move it.

00:54:08.540 Um, and so I don't know if that's true.

00:54:10.960 I've always kind of been on the fence about that.

00:54:12.600 It's like the idea that some people don't have an internal dialogue, a dialogue, which I'm

00:54:15.860 like, I don't even know if that's, that's true.

00:54:18.120 You're rolling around with no internal dialogue.

00:54:19.780 I don't know that that, if I believe that, um, sometimes I wonder if that sort of a narrative

00:54:25.260 is designed to like, you know, beef up the NPC, uh, monologue.

00:54:31.160 Thank you, darling.

00:54:32.420 Um, but this guy has a slave that makes him.

00:54:35.380 It's awesome.

00:54:35.900 Thank you so much.

00:54:39.000 But so I don't know if I really believe that.

00:54:41.800 I do think there is an effort to like make some people, and as much as I can agree with

00:54:46.320 the idea that some people are just non-thinking NPCs, I don't want to buy into that a hundred

00:54:50.460 percent because I don't know that for a fact.

00:54:53.000 And I, I do suspect that that could be kind of driving a wedge between you and your fellow

00:54:57.740 man, devaluing them, making them something other, which, which is a slippery slope.

00:55:02.600 That being said, when you hear shit, like I don't have an internal monologue and I also can't

00:55:07.560 see an apple in three dimensions, I go, I don't know if I know anybody that can't do

00:55:12.500 that, but that's fucking crazy.

00:55:13.660 If there is people that can't do that, it seems like you've been given a little bit

00:55:17.560 more, you know, it's like whatever this function is that allows us to see a two dimensional

00:55:23.280 image into a three dimensional image into a rotating three dimensional image.

00:55:26.460 It seems like you may have a little extra layer there.

00:55:30.940 Yeah.

00:55:31.300 Like I said, I'm, I, I went to school for forestry, like I know, I know plants and like, but now

00:55:39.140 I, I, you put it in my hand, like I, I can do anything at work.

00:55:45.800 You put it in my hands and I can figure it out relatively fucking quick.

00:55:49.720 And I've never been like that.

00:55:51.340 I don't know.

00:55:51.880 And my confidence is everything about me has gone like everything is, it has increased.

00:56:00.100 Um, so the, right now, the chat is, the chat is kind of getting like, like iffy about what

00:56:07.660 you're in contact with and they're asking some questions, but I think I'll ask a better

00:56:11.820 question than what they're asking.

00:56:13.620 Cause I'm, I'm the guy who does the show.

00:56:15.780 So I asked the good questions.

00:56:17.280 You guys got to shut up and watch a theoretical thing.

00:56:20.780 If you ask the entities to leave and not come back, would they acquiesce?

00:56:27.180 Um, I don't know.

00:56:29.620 I'm not them.

00:56:32.440 I, I, I've not asked them that.

00:56:34.760 Um, I, I'm sure they would.

00:56:40.040 I, like I said, I don't, I don't ask anything from them and I don't know that they really

00:56:44.140 ask anything from me.

00:56:46.520 And right now, Colin, it doesn't seem like this is necessarily a burden to you.

00:56:50.100 This is something that is, you know, a little alarming and confusing.

00:56:55.160 You've gotten relatively used to it.

00:56:56.580 You describe this thing as just like, this is just life now.

00:56:59.500 Um, so it doesn't sound like you're in an, you have a sense of urgency, like you have to

00:57:03.240 get rid of this.

00:57:04.100 So that kind of speaks to, um, you know, there, there is a, a curiosity aspect to this.

00:57:10.000 Um, I, I, I attribute like that everything in my life has improved.

00:57:18.400 Um, but I, I attribute it that, yeah, all these experiences happen.

00:57:23.960 Um, and those experiences led me to God and then to working on a relationship with God.

00:57:33.220 Um, so it, all this has, uh, it's improved, but I, I think like with the, the peace that

00:57:43.180 I feel inside, um, that's crisis, that's, that's the relationship that I've developed

00:57:49.300 with God.

00:57:50.580 And this all started because I ate a bunch of mushrooms at a comedy club.

00:57:53.920 So I guess you can find God in numerous ways that like, that, it's, that's where I'm

00:58:03.200 at.

00:58:03.720 I, I wouldn't, I wouldn't go back and say, not do this again.

00:58:09.660 I, I, I, this is, I, I feel like I'm a part of something that I was brought here to do.

00:58:16.760 Like I've, my life's mission.

00:58:19.040 What, and I still don't know what it is.

00:58:21.580 Yeah.

00:58:22.160 I don't know what it is.

00:58:23.360 I haven't, I, I don't ask.

00:58:25.280 I, that's the thing.

00:58:26.020 I, I, I operate best.

00:58:28.960 I figure it take me 38 years to figure out how I operate that.

00:58:32.040 And it's, it's, it's go with the flow.

00:58:35.120 It's surrender.

00:58:36.340 And it's to have constant contact with God, to pray often and to be thankful for what

00:58:42.940 you have.

00:58:44.140 That's where it's brought me.

00:58:46.340 You know, if we, if I die in a crazy war with Nephilim giants, I, fuck it.

00:58:52.960 Who cares?

00:58:53.640 Like, I, you know, we're here, we're here for a reason.

00:58:57.600 And it's, it's not just to be shit posters on Twitter.

00:59:00.900 It's much fun as that is.

00:59:03.180 Do you mean to say that I could have a greater legacy than shit posting on Twitter?

00:59:07.480 I don't know if Top could, Top's kind of a master at it.

00:59:09.860 Well, they say this is already all, uh, all written.

00:59:13.080 It's like, well, and like the whole concept of time is all fucked up anyway.

00:59:17.480 It's like the past is the present and the present is the past.

00:59:20.500 There was, there is, everything is happening simultaneously.

00:59:23.800 I've heard that several, but like, I don't know the validity of that.

00:59:27.480 Like, I, I can, I can go dig up a guy who died in 1880 right now.

00:59:32.720 And he's still pretty dead.

00:59:34.580 He's pretty, still pretty fucking dead.

00:59:36.240 So, okay, for, for clarification purposes for the audience, because, um, it was so many

00:59:42.020 episodes ago, episode 15, like I said, it was almost a year ago now.

00:59:45.600 Um, I highly recommend for those of you who have your concerns about the nature of these

00:59:50.840 entities, which is, is a reasonable concern to have.

00:59:53.840 You should go back and watch that episode because, um, these things started your journey

00:59:59.940 on moving closer to God.

01:00:01.820 Now, as far as we've come in our journey here on Nephilim Death Squad, we realized that

01:00:07.440 there, that word God is interchangeable, depends on who is using it and, and who they're referencing,

01:00:12.920 you know?

01:00:13.180 So it could be Beyonce on stage thanking God and she's fucking thanking Molok or whatever,

01:00:17.880 you know what I mean?

01:00:18.280 But it's like, that's her God.

01:00:19.760 So, uh, of course that's a question that's going to be burning up for the audience.

01:00:23.060 And from what I've heard from you, um, it, it feels pretty, it feels good.

01:00:30.460 I mean, these things have, have, you know, pushed you back into the direction of the church,

01:00:35.860 pushed you back into the direction of the Bible.

01:00:38.480 So if you could just a little bit, um, and I'm not asking you to defend this thing, you

01:00:43.240 already did that.

01:00:44.060 You already explained that in a previous episode, but just as a, a catch up for people, can

01:00:48.220 you just talk briefly about the ways in which this has brought you closer to God and how,

01:00:54.200 uh, in what ways have you identified, like, this is the God of the Bible.

01:00:58.900 This is, you know, the same God that Jesus Christ talks about when he talks about the

01:01:03.500 father.

01:01:05.300 Um, so like when I, when I say God, I, I'm referring to the one who created everything that you see

01:01:15.800 around us, that what we live in, what we experience, that's, that's the God that I am referring

01:01:23.620 to.

01:01:24.160 Um, what'd you ask?

01:01:25.680 What was the question again?

01:01:27.340 Basically, what, can you talk about what it is about this that pushed you to God?

01:01:32.440 Um, what are these things and their thoughts on Jesus Christ, things like that?

01:01:37.280 So prior, all right, so we'll, we'll step back probably, we're going to go back another

01:01:42.020 probably six years total, seven years, maybe, um, when I was going through a divorce, I was

01:01:47.700 going to, it was a very traumatic experience for me.

01:01:50.900 Um, I had, I lost everything.

01:01:53.400 I had no relationship with God.

01:01:56.100 Um, I, people who believed in God and went to church, I thought they were retarded.

01:02:01.160 Um, I, that goes back to majority of my life.

01:02:04.040 I, I, I was like, I had no concept of it.

01:02:08.000 Um, then things had gotten to the point so bad that I took a drastic measure and I was

01:02:15.620 completely, totally unaware that you could have an actual, like, relationship with God

01:02:22.480 and that you could talk to him.

01:02:24.760 And if you, if you worked on it enough, you'd get, get answers back.

01:02:29.820 Um, might not always be the answer that you're looking for, but that's a you problem, not

01:02:33.960 a him problem.

01:02:34.600 Um, I was shown all the ways in my life that I was living that I thought were okay, but

01:02:49.200 inadvertently they, they directly go against how, uh, God planned for this whole thing to

01:02:54.600 be, you know, the eating like shit, the, I used to drink, I don't, I don't drink anymore,

01:02:59.440 but the, the, the eating like shit, the, the consuming of what, you know, just shit on

01:03:05.060 TV, every, everything about my life was, cause I never had fathomed that there'd be people

01:03:11.320 that were so evil in this world that they, their sole mission would be to, to take you

01:03:16.260 off track of what you needed to be doing.

01:03:19.140 And these experiences have given me a completely different outlook on that.

01:03:25.200 Um, you know, I don't know everything.

01:03:27.760 I literally, I, I go by my experience and every time I sit down and I'll open the Bible

01:03:34.260 and I'll just pick something random to start reading and it'll bring a flashback of what

01:03:39.960 the, the blue guy in the control center who had, it's wild.

01:03:44.480 Um, I, everybody needs to get right with God.

01:03:50.460 That's the bottom line.

01:03:51.480 Um, pretty fucking quick.

01:03:54.160 So this blue guy, he was, he was, he was serving you up with biblical notions?

01:04:01.120 Yeah.

01:04:02.180 Everything that he would talk about was stuff that I subsequently would find in the Bible

01:04:06.480 or I'd be sitting in church and the pastor would start talking about.

01:04:10.220 Subsequently, don't go to that church anymore, but that's a different story.

01:04:13.320 It has nothing to do with the image.

01:04:14.440 But, uh, yeah, everything, everything was of a biblical nature from him.

01:04:22.860 Um, the only one that I got that Anu, he, he said his name and that was enough.

01:04:29.660 And I, the son, so yeah.

01:04:34.220 But everything that's, that's been your, the way that I understand your story and I could

01:04:38.180 be wrong.

01:04:38.900 My perception isn't always accurate, but, um, the more you go down this path, the more

01:04:45.240 it strengthens this cornerstone of your understanding, which is the biblical narrative.

01:04:49.900 No, I mean, it's like, if so many things are pointing back into that direction, then it,

01:04:54.780 it, it almost seems like it makes the Bible your, your anchor point.

01:04:59.180 Yeah, yeah, absolutely.

01:05:02.520 Um, I've, I've been venturing off into the books that were excluded from the Bible, but

01:05:07.700 it's specifically the book of Enoch, cause it's like, it's like reading what happened

01:05:11.320 to me, like when he gets taken and stuff.

01:05:13.720 Um, so yeah, it's, and, and, and they told me that the Bible is, it's true, but it is not

01:05:23.860 complete.

01:05:24.480 That's what, what, one, one of the things that blue guys told me.

01:05:27.840 And this is prior to me knowing to ask, I, I, when I go in there, I don't ask names or

01:05:32.360 anything.

01:05:32.760 I just, I don't know how to describe it, but so I, I do believe that the majority of the

01:05:40.200 Bible is a pretty accurate description.

01:05:42.900 Um, my only thing that I, I get hung up on is like the, the, uh, translations, like it being

01:05:51.800 translated so many times.

01:05:54.760 And now we're in English, which is arguably the dumbest fucking language ever invented.

01:05:59.680 Like, cause there's, you can't accurately describe anything, especially from the past

01:06:04.460 if you're trying to transfer it out of there.

01:06:06.120 You know what I mean?

01:06:06.500 So I, it's, it's more of a simple thing of, I, I, if I got the kingdom of God lies within,

01:06:15.020 I need this, I guess that's why they, they are bodies of temple and you need to take care

01:06:18.600 of it.

01:06:19.000 And it's just the simple stuff.

01:06:22.380 That, um, we've heard that expressed before though.

01:06:25.520 You know, it's like if the Bible had everything in it, it would be exponentially larger, right?

01:06:32.040 It would have been ridiculous.

01:06:33.040 And it's like, there seems to be the way that the Bible was presented is like, this is what

01:06:37.040 you'll need to know.

01:06:38.340 There's so much more, but this is what you'll need to know.

01:06:41.620 And, um, and I kind of agree with that sentiment.

01:06:44.140 And then the extra canonical books, a lot of people have their ideas about them.

01:06:47.820 Um, but especially in the case of the book of Enoch, it fits so well.

01:06:50.880 It certainly informs my worldview.

01:06:52.780 I'm not married to it, but it does fit so well.

01:06:56.640 Well, people in the Bible, people in the Bible studied that book.

01:07:00.320 It's, it's mentioned.

01:07:01.240 So, uh, I think it's mentioned for a reason.

01:07:03.420 There's some extra canonical stuff that might be a little weird.

01:07:05.960 Like, uh, recent guest on was talking about the book of Jasher and how that might not be

01:07:10.640 accurate.

01:07:11.160 It's like between, um, the battle between Nimrod and Esau, it just might be a story who knows

01:07:16.320 really.

01:07:17.260 But yeah, I think the, the Bible is giving you what you need to know now.

01:07:22.140 Um, and I kind of wanted to, I want to move the subject now to, to what's going on today.

01:07:28.520 I think, can I just say one, one thing before we move on to clarify this, there's not even

01:07:32.400 really much to expand on here.

01:07:33.560 I think it's just an interesting tidbit.

01:07:34.720 That's worth mentioning.

01:07:35.500 There was a book, I forget what the author's name is.

01:07:38.740 Somebody hopped in my chat the other day and just dropped it in here and, um, and then

01:07:43.120 never returned.

01:07:44.360 Um, but they said that there's a book called angelology and angelology is a, is a fictional

01:07:48.860 book and, um, and it's about, uh, fallen angels and Nephilim preparing for a coming war and

01:07:57.220 that these fallen angels and Nephilim are in three major locations underground.

01:08:03.720 And those three underground locations are like Serbia, I think was one of them.

01:08:08.320 I know the chat's going to correct me on it.

01:08:09.840 Um, cause I seem to mess that one up every time.

01:08:11.540 So it's Serbia, China, and Indiana.

01:08:16.200 Well, I didn't get the fuck out.

01:08:17.420 I'm lucky.

01:08:18.860 I mean, you're in ground zero.

01:08:21.940 That's very cool.

01:08:22.580 But man, isn't that strange?

01:08:24.340 Nephilim and fallen angels underground the three major locations, Serbia, China, and, uh, Indiana.

01:08:30.180 And they're trying to rise up and, and, you know, overthrow, uh, earth.

01:08:35.480 Where'd you hear this at?

01:08:36.960 Somebody.

01:08:37.540 So I'm just doing my other show timeline cleanse.

01:08:40.020 It's just a comedy show.

01:08:41.020 And all of a sudden a new face pops up in the chat.

01:08:43.340 I'm always like really, you know, attentive to see like who's talking, who's not.

01:08:47.020 And, um, and it was somebody I'd never seen before.

01:08:50.000 And they just said, you should read, uh, thank you, Bron.

01:08:54.600 It's, uh, Siberia.

01:08:56.040 See, I knew somebody was going to come through for me.

01:08:57.680 Um, it's Siberia, China.

01:08:58.940 So they, they hopped in and they said, Hey, you should read angelology.

01:09:01.720 I saw it.

01:09:02.200 I was like, Oh, that's interesting.

01:09:03.260 And then I kept it moving.

01:09:04.080 And then it just said underground Nephilim, fallen angels in, uh, Siberia, China.

01:09:09.060 And, and, um, there it is.

01:09:11.380 Angelology.

01:09:11.860 I have the book.

01:09:12.480 It's fucking horrible.

01:09:13.780 It's a bad book.

01:09:14.820 I, I'm trying so hard, dude.

01:09:17.260 I'm trying so hard to get through it.

01:09:19.140 And it just sucks so bad because it's written by like a woman and everything is about like

01:09:23.800 this flowery language to describe every single thing that happens in the entire, it's

01:09:27.860 fucking annoying as shit.

01:09:28.660 So I'll get there eventually, but I just thought that was interesting.

01:09:31.440 Um, so moving on to this bigger thing, top, you could, you could take it away wherever

01:09:34.760 you'd like.

01:09:35.880 Yeah.

01:09:36.360 Uh, yeah.

01:09:37.220 I don't know.

01:09:37.480 Every time, sometimes we talk and you're like, time is short.

01:09:39.980 I'm like, ah, shit.

01:09:40.920 Time is short.

01:09:41.540 They're telling Colin time is short.

01:09:43.600 Um, but we, me and David just kind of stumbled upon this weird prediction of this guy, Cliff

01:09:47.860 High.

01:09:48.120 And I've wanted to tell you about it on the show.

01:09:49.760 Cause you hadn't heard about it.

01:09:51.640 And I think David will break it down a little bit better than I would, but your assumptions

01:09:56.880 of like, well, obviously everybody feels like some weird stuff was going down with the election.

01:10:01.440 And for some reason, the election goes off without a hitch.

01:10:04.480 Am I right guys?

01:10:05.560 It just, yeah.

01:10:06.440 Yeah.

01:10:06.680 It kind of was pretty painless.

01:10:08.740 Like, like left you with blue balls.

01:10:10.400 It was like, well, well now what?

01:10:12.080 Cause it's not just going to go down like that.

01:10:14.800 Where's my civil war?

01:10:15.080 Where's my civil war?

01:10:15.920 Where's my, my, uh, election interference?

01:10:18.400 What the fuck?

01:10:19.960 Yeah.

01:10:20.320 So, uh, go David, take, take this part because I think you explained it better.

01:10:23.480 Okay.

01:10:24.160 So Cliff High is, uh, he's a 70 year old dude, jacked to the gills.

01:10:27.680 He had like colon cancer.

01:10:28.680 He bounced back from it.

01:10:29.560 Looks incredible.

01:10:30.420 Very smart dude.

01:10:31.460 He's a systems expert.

01:10:32.740 He writes code.

01:10:33.600 And in the nineties, he created an art, some form of artificial intelligence.

01:10:37.020 It's basically like a data gathering machine, uh, using a program called predictive linguistics.

01:10:42.400 And what happens is this thing scrapes the internet for text-based dialogue between human

01:10:47.800 beings, identifies keywords that are more emotionally charged than others.

01:10:52.040 I don't really understand that.

01:10:53.480 Through those emotionally charged words, it can then amass them in such a big enough collection

01:10:59.140 that somehow data emerges from it and that data shows up in the form of predictions.

01:11:03.880 So oftentimes what it will do is it'll give you a precursor event.

01:11:06.700 It'll say, if this thing happens, then this other thing is going to happen.

01:11:10.380 And, um, it did a pretty good job of like, uh, describing 9-11 before it happened, uh, 89

01:11:15.820 days before it happened.

01:11:17.820 Um, it predicted that there was going to be this world event that was going to change.

01:11:20.760 It was going to happen in America.

01:11:21.920 It was going to change life for Americans, but also everybody across the world.

01:11:24.740 It was going to be military in nature and it was going to be first perceived as an accident,

01:11:28.780 which I think when the first plane hit, everybody was like, was this a fucking accident?

01:11:31.860 When the second plane hit, we knew it wasn't.

01:11:33.760 So, um, and it even got it down within a 15 day window.

01:11:37.900 So it's pretty good.

01:11:39.360 And it has over a 50% accuracy.

01:11:41.620 Um, and of the remaining 50%, it just doesn't happen in the exact timeframe, but there's

01:11:47.140 still a huge percentage of that remaining 50% that does come to pass, just not within

01:11:50.980 the timeframe.

01:11:51.820 So 15 years ago, this predictive linguistics AI says that there's going to be a precursor

01:11:59.000 event.

01:11:59.260 It's going to be Joe Rogan that he could correctly identify sitting down in some new form of media,

01:12:05.420 having a conversation with like a presidential character, but he didn't know who it was.

01:12:09.980 And what's significant about this was 15 years ago, Joe Rogan wasn't doing shit.

01:12:13.460 It was, it was 2009.

01:12:16.680 Um, and he had just started podcasting.

01:12:19.760 You know, he was obviously UFC guy.

01:12:21.940 He was a fear factor guy.

01:12:24.480 He wasn't a household name yet.

01:12:26.320 And podcasting certainly wasn't even a well-recognized terminology.

01:12:30.620 So when this thing is saying a new form of media, it just doesn't have the language to

01:12:33.780 grasp it yet.

01:12:34.900 Eventually what he does is he uses an FBI, um, what would you call this?

01:12:40.320 Remote viewer.

01:12:40.820 Somebody that the, the, the fucking, the government has used before to solve cases.

01:12:44.360 He pulls this guy in and, uh, asks him to try to view this one moment in time.

01:12:49.580 So the guy does it.

01:12:50.660 He remote views and he draws this whole setting, right?

01:12:53.380 It's, it's Rogan.

01:12:55.000 He's sitting at a table.

01:12:55.820 He's got headphones in.

01:12:56.820 There's mics and mic arms and everything.

01:12:58.480 And across from him is a guy that in the drawing looks just like Donald Trump.

01:13:02.140 So they start to surmise that this is Donald Trump and they still don't even understand

01:13:05.040 the significance of this.

01:13:05.880 Cause at the time Trump was not in politics.

01:13:08.400 Rogan was just getting started in his podcast career.

01:13:10.880 It was still very strange.

01:13:12.780 So he says, when this interview happens between Donald Trump and Joe Rogan, that is the precursor

01:13:20.780 event to something else that's going to take place, place 39 days later, 39 days puts us

01:13:27.200 at December 3rd, because it was not long ago that it finally happened after 15 years.

01:13:32.060 Joe Rogan sits down with Donald Trump and what's supposed to happen on December 3rd is, uh,

01:13:38.480 a number of things.

01:13:39.400 It's a real turning point for everything.

01:13:42.920 There's a lot of events that are going to take place, but one of them is this aerial combat

01:13:48.860 situation, UFOs, two parties of UFOs and a third party of human beings.

01:13:55.460 And there's going to be a lot of infighting.

01:13:57.120 And this is going to happen in such a way that we're all going to see it.

01:14:00.880 It's going to be undoubtable.

01:14:02.500 And so, man, when you have that in conjunction with your experiences and also what's been

01:14:10.140 going on just in general in Indiana, you have the rise of all these UAP sightings.

01:14:14.700 I don't know if you guys have been paying attention, but it's really getting crazy as far as just

01:14:18.680 like the video sightings.

01:14:19.620 There's a lot of stuff going on.

01:14:21.480 Um, and this idea that there's a coming war.

01:14:23.660 Well, it looks like we have something coming up early December and outside of that 50%

01:14:28.440 of dead on accurate predictions, there is that subsec that either doesn't come true

01:14:33.320 or comes true just not within that window.

01:14:36.180 So, you know, December 3rd is, is something that is to be taken lightly.

01:14:39.540 But this story, I've been covering it now for about, I don't know, three weeks, something

01:14:46.220 like that, but now it's achieved virality.

01:14:48.280 So now Clint Russell and, and Josie, the redhead libertarian are talking about it.

01:14:52.800 It's on the Twitter, you know, uh, table as far as the conversation.

01:14:57.540 It's to the point where people are sending it to me and they're going, look at this shit.

01:15:00.660 And I'm like, yeah, David's been talking about it for like three weeks.

01:15:03.320 He won't shut up about it already.

01:15:05.060 It's like, I'm glad you, you see it now.

01:15:07.400 Right.

01:15:07.620 And people are like, oh, by the way, people are saying like, oh, fucking David's offered.

01:15:11.440 Cliff high has been saying this for 15 years.

01:15:13.680 Fuck me.

01:15:14.180 This dude has been doing the research.

01:15:15.460 I don't have anything to do with predictive linguistics.

01:15:17.200 This guy's doing the work and I'm not saying that it's definitively true, but Colin, you

01:15:21.300 can see the ways in which this plays together really well.

01:15:24.400 Right.

01:15:26.040 Yeah.

01:15:26.440 I think it was like two weeks ago that they told me to rest.

01:15:30.280 So it was prior to, I sent you a message.

01:15:35.040 I think it was about two weeks ago, two and a half weeks ago.

01:15:39.520 So it's kind of the fact that it's like they told me to rest.

01:15:42.120 And then I have felt different.

01:15:44.260 Like, I don't know.

01:15:44.980 But there's something going on underneath Indianapolis for sure.

01:15:51.720 They've been, they've been down there.

01:15:54.980 I'm 38.

01:15:56.040 It'd be 20 years.

01:15:56.820 They've been down there doing this, supposedly making a giant tank for shit.

01:16:00.460 And they're still working on it to this day.

01:16:03.580 Like, they've been digging out all underneath Indianapolis to store like feces during like

01:16:09.680 storms and shit.

01:16:10.600 We don't have that much storms here to justify spending 20 years digging some sort of basin

01:16:17.700 underneath Indianapolis.

01:16:18.820 So I, that makes sense.

01:16:21.080 Something's going on.

01:16:22.440 And, you know, Mike Pence lives here.

01:16:24.880 He's like a, like head demon anyway.

01:16:27.080 He's the head demon, number one demon.

01:16:31.460 When you, when you say they told you to, to rest, how did you come about that information?

01:16:37.220 What was that experience like?

01:16:38.120 All right.

01:16:40.460 So like prior to like going to sleep, I'll, uh, I'll, I'll lay there and I close my eyes

01:16:46.620 and I, I make sure to not go to sleep.

01:16:48.940 But like, I'll just sit there and I, I open myself up and it was just, it was like a female

01:16:54.820 energy.

01:16:55.280 And it was, it gave me the impression that you need to rest.

01:16:57.920 So, and when they tell me, like when I get, like when I get that feeling from them, like

01:17:02.700 I, I, I, I've learned to do what, do what they ask.

01:17:06.380 And if it gets to the point where I have to hear an audible voice saying, Hey, you need

01:17:09.600 to quit comedy club.

01:17:10.780 I've, I've ignored their prior request up until that point.

01:17:16.280 Um, so I, like I, I had been doing, uh, five miles every morning with a 50 pound pack

01:17:25.660 on.

01:17:26.000 Oh, dude, just crushing.

01:17:28.100 Are you kidding me?

01:17:28.680 You're running five miles with a 50 pound pack on.

01:17:32.060 Yeah.

01:17:32.460 And I do it.

01:17:33.260 And I do, I, I run in, uh, these little, like, uh, I call them boat shoes.

01:17:39.060 They're like shoes that you wear, like the water park and shit.

01:17:41.640 So I don't wear socks.

01:17:42.900 No, I do it practically barefoot.

01:17:44.820 I do it barefoot, but it's still dark at the cemetery at 5 a.m.

01:17:49.640 And I don't want to be stepping on anything.

01:17:53.740 How long is this taking?

01:17:54.880 How long is five miles taking?

01:17:56.000 With a 50 pound pack?

01:17:57.880 I did it about an hour and 20 minutes.

01:18:00.580 That's not bad.

01:18:02.120 I jog.

01:18:02.900 I don't run.

01:18:04.280 With a 50 pound pack?

01:18:04.960 Yeah, not with 50 pounds.

01:18:06.820 Yeah.

01:18:07.980 Yeah.

01:18:08.640 I'm, I'm, I'm a, I, I, I, I, I was like 240 pounds and I was a fat fuck.

01:18:14.900 And now I'm right around 200 and I could, I could take on a fucking, a fucking elephant

01:18:22.140 at this point.

01:18:23.160 See, this is, I just want to say this because a lot of people, you know, we talk about this

01:18:27.820 and we caution people regularly on this show because I don't know where you're at in your

01:18:31.320 spiritual journey.

01:18:32.060 If you're, if you're a listener, I don't know if you're ready to, you know, so I'm not going

01:18:37.020 to advocate on behalf of you commuting with any entities.

01:18:39.200 I always say, don't do that.

01:18:40.520 Just don't do that because I don't know you.

01:18:42.300 I don't know who you are and whether or not you're in a place.

01:18:44.840 And so a lot of people, we do caution them against any interactions with entities.

01:18:49.060 I got a highlight for the people that are just listening now and those who will, when

01:18:52.940 this episode drops, it is very far and few in between.

01:18:58.480 In fact, I can't think of any circumstances where somebody would have interacted consistently

01:19:02.800 with negative entities and then looked at their life and seen measurable increases

01:19:09.060 along positive attributes all over their life.

01:19:12.360 It just doesn't typically happen that way.

01:19:14.020 You're not going to, what you're sitting here and telling us is like, look, I'm running

01:19:17.320 miles.

01:19:17.880 I'm in better shape now.

01:19:18.900 I'm worried about being kind.

01:19:20.220 I'm worried about being a better version of myself.

01:19:21.860 I'm worried about strengthening my relationship with God, being a better father, being a better

01:19:25.900 spouse, all these different things.

01:19:27.560 You're not, you're not drinking.

01:19:30.380 You're not doing, you're not doing, you know what I mean?

01:19:32.540 Like that is, you want to talk about whether or not you're in, and I'm not saying you

01:19:38.540 definitively are.

01:19:39.920 I don't know, Colin, I'm not living your life, but I, you can only look at the fruit

01:19:44.000 that these things bear.

01:19:45.900 And if the fruit is being a better father, being a better spouse, being healthier, being

01:19:50.680 kinder, being closer to God, you can only take that for what it's worth.

01:19:56.000 So just, just because I know a lot of people are hearing this right now and they're going,

01:19:59.520 holy crap, even, even myself, if I didn't know you, if we didn't already have a rapport,

01:20:03.400 I'd be like, fuck dude, I don't know if this guy, but it's, it's about the,

01:20:08.540 the implications that it has on your life.

01:20:10.280 How we talked to Dr. Jerry Marzinski, Dr. Jerry, shout out, guys, have a drink.

01:20:13.720 Dr. Jerry Marzinski has been mentioned.

01:20:15.980 And he says that water, all what always happens whenever these people are interacting with

01:20:20.920 these, these entities, they always, always, always get worse.

01:20:26.460 Always get worse.

01:20:27.300 Not the entities, the, the quality of the individual's life, drug abuse, violence, you

01:20:34.380 know, stays in prison, losing jobs.

01:20:36.740 As a matter of fact, your episode was 15, his was 16.

01:20:40.420 I just went back and backlogged the entire catalog and renumbered.

01:20:43.580 So like he, you came right before he did.

01:20:45.760 So we were asking him specifically about you.

01:20:48.040 We're like, we just fucking talked to this guy that said this, this, this in your 30 years

01:20:52.960 of, yeah.

01:20:54.360 We were like in your 30 years of experience, have you seen this?

01:20:57.180 And he was like, no, that's retarded.

01:20:58.700 I've never seen that.

01:20:59.560 And I'm like, okay, I don't know what to do.

01:21:01.900 I don't know where to put this anymore.

01:21:04.200 You know, I, I don't know.

01:21:07.520 I know that's one of the only things that I don't, that doesn't make me feel very comfortable

01:21:14.020 about doing stuff like this.

01:21:15.300 It's like the, it's like the feeling of like all the other people like judging me and saying,

01:21:19.400 oh, you're talking to demons and all this dumb shit that I'm like, you didn't even fucking

01:21:23.480 know me.

01:21:24.420 It's like, that's, I, that's the only thing, like, I didn't want to show my face last time.

01:21:27.900 It's like, all right, but now it's like, I, I'm nobody special.

01:21:34.540 I, I, I, it is what it is.

01:21:39.360 Yeah.

01:21:39.820 And listen, there's a lot of that in the chat and, but there's also other, there's another

01:21:44.340 side of it.

01:21:44.900 That's like, well, you know, like, I don't know, I haven't opened, like, what is going

01:21:49.640 on here?

01:21:50.180 I, my, my initial reaction to something like this, I want to hit it with a stick and

01:21:57.100 say demons for sure, because it's not, it's not a normal circumstance where you're being

01:22:03.820 spoken to by other entities, but this is what's happening.

01:22:08.480 And I think in this ever changing world, in this world that we're going into once RFK removes

01:22:12.760 the seed oils, like, and the fluoride.

01:22:16.480 Yeah.

01:22:16.560 So like a lot of the things that you've done, they're, they've been physical things.

01:22:21.260 Um, so you've cleaned up your diet, which is removing these toxins that are poisoning

01:22:26.920 us and definitely separating us from whatever realm or whatever, whatever kind of knowledge

01:22:33.060 that we could be having.

01:22:34.560 And not, not just knowledge, but just like our own ability.

01:22:37.400 We're kind of, yeah, we're retarding ourselves by eating red dye and drinking.

01:22:43.280 I'm, I drank a slurpee.

01:22:44.280 I love this shit, but it's, I know I'm becoming more retarded when you eliminate that stuff.

01:22:49.400 What happens, what happens to America on a grand scale?

01:22:52.180 When you take out the poisons that are in the food, the one, like these, these heavy metals

01:22:57.440 that are doing things to our brain that we were not even quite sure.

01:23:01.460 It's to the point where you see me on Twitter now arguing with people.

01:23:04.180 Cause I'm like, oh, they're removing seed oils.

01:23:06.180 That's good.

01:23:06.700 Like, and they're like, well, we don't really know for sure if seed, I was like, if you watch

01:23:11.680 how they make it, they, there's a whole process.

01:23:14.360 I've been watching people say that to you.

01:23:15.440 They're all like, oh, you don't know they're bad for you.

01:23:17.300 I'm like, what, where did we go on?

01:23:19.400 Go to how it's made.

01:23:20.640 And like, this is like 20 years ago.

01:23:22.180 And they're like, we're going to be making canola oil.

01:23:24.180 And there's like a three minute segment where they're like, this is the part where we bleach

01:23:28.060 it.

01:23:28.260 And after we bleach it, we bleach it again.

01:23:31.140 And yeah, exactly.

01:23:32.900 It's wild.

01:23:33.320 I'm like, oh, so they're just bleaching this shit, refining it and then bleaching it

01:23:36.660 again.

01:23:36.940 And then cooking your food in it.

01:23:38.760 And when I tell you that they're like, yeah, there's no real, there's no real problem with

01:23:42.780 this.

01:23:43.300 Like red dye, whatever.

01:23:45.000 Point being with this stuff taken out of the food, I just wonder like how Americans will

01:23:50.880 be able to think more clearly and not just think about things more clearly, but what

01:23:55.340 they have, what they'll be perceiving more because we're spiritually dead.

01:24:00.040 This country, 69 million, nice 69 million of us voted for abortion, voted for, you know,

01:24:08.140 killing babies.

01:24:08.740 That's really the only platform that that woman ran on.

01:24:11.240 And it's because something inside of you isn't working, right?

01:24:15.880 Or maybe it's working, but it's just blocked off.

01:24:18.260 So I think there's a big aspect to that.

01:24:21.040 And this kind of, I know it sounds, it sounds new agey, but it feels like a, an awakening.

01:24:25.980 If you just, if I take the SSRIs out of America and I take the garbage that they're pumping

01:24:32.320 into people's, you know, guts and then by, by their gut, their brain, what happens?

01:24:38.360 Some kind of awakening, but awakening to what is a question, right?

01:24:41.380 Well, that's, that's the thing that always makes me cautious too, because I used to use

01:24:44.300 that analogy of like when somebody bursts into your room and wake, you know, wakes you

01:24:47.640 up.

01:24:48.320 Actually, a better way to describe it is there's a video out there of this chick.

01:24:51.780 She wakes up her boyfriend and, um, and she goes, babe, babe, babe, it's your turn.

01:24:56.100 And he wakes up, looks down, grabs a stack of Uno cards and just starts playing Uno with

01:25:01.200 her.

01:25:01.580 And he literally like, he's looking at the pile.

01:25:03.820 He looks at what he's got.

01:25:04.560 He looks at the pile and then he hands, you know, he puts down like a reverse card or

01:25:07.280 whatever.

01:25:07.840 And then only after she goes again, does he then realize like, the fuck are you doing?

01:25:13.580 Like, we're not playing Uno.

01:25:14.540 I was just asleep.

01:25:15.540 And it's like, you can actually do a lot to people in the waking up process.

01:25:19.260 You can deceive them as they're waking up.

01:25:21.140 And so, yeah, if all of a sudden we start to all come to, and then they, you know, they

01:25:25.720 have Donald Trump on the world stage and like, this is the guy that did it.

01:25:28.180 And that could be very problematic for us.

01:25:30.300 Um, but I want to go back to this thing that you're talking about where it's like, they,

01:25:34.180 they're telling you to rest.

01:25:36.140 You said that happened about two weeks ago.

01:25:38.380 And if we're, if we're thinking about resting, um, in a, in a recovery sense, you know, like,

01:25:45.040 uh, like I'm a mixed martial artist and, and I, I go and I lift at the gym and everything.

01:25:48.840 And it's like, well, that's recover.

01:25:50.880 That word would be recover, but rest.

01:25:53.140 Right.

01:25:54.480 Right.

01:25:54.920 So that's what I'm saying.

01:25:55.640 It's like, what are we talking about here?

01:25:57.820 What kind of timeframe are we talking about?

01:25:59.640 The call to rest, a rest is, is short.

01:26:02.220 Um, so how I took it is like, so five miles a day, seven days a week.

01:26:12.080 I've done that for about a year and a half.

01:26:16.840 So the, what I gathered was you need to slow it down and you need to stop that for a while

01:26:22.320 and, uh, wait for us to tell you that.

01:26:26.400 That's how I took it.

01:26:27.280 That was the impression that you got.

01:26:29.600 Um, yeah.

01:26:31.580 Um, I, I don't know.

01:26:32.760 I, like I said, I fully expected something to happen on, uh, election night, but I don't

01:26:39.000 ask him questions.

01:26:39.840 I don't want anything from him.

01:26:41.160 Like, I don't, I don't want money.

01:26:42.500 I don't want fame.

01:26:43.340 I don't want shit.

01:26:44.780 Well, that's the other thing too.

01:26:45.640 I think that's worth noting.

01:26:47.260 I just want a better place for my kids when I'm not here anymore.

01:26:50.560 You know what I mean?

01:26:51.140 I'm sure you guys have a thing.

01:26:52.200 Like, yeah, well, when it comes to building here, they often, these things, they operate

01:26:59.140 in a Faustian bargain kind of sense, you know?

01:27:01.740 So it's like, they are often giving you something in exchange for something else.

01:27:05.980 What is, what is, what have these things ever called you to do?

01:27:09.120 And I'm not saying like, I, I have a healthy distrust of everything.

01:27:11.940 So like, I'm not all in on the, the, the entities that communicate with you, but you do

01:27:17.520 have to analyze them and say like, well, what have they ever called you to do?

01:27:20.320 And what have they ever called in exchange from you?

01:27:25.500 Well, when they, when, when you asked me to quit the comedy club, because there's evil

01:27:31.300 there, I've never had anything asked of me.

01:27:34.540 Like I didn't ask anything from me.

01:27:37.440 They asked me to do that.

01:27:39.040 And then it was probably about a year or so ago, about the time that we spoke, I had thought

01:27:45.340 about getting a second job again.

01:27:48.320 And I was actually on the way to the orientation.

01:27:52.380 I already had a, already had the interview.

01:27:55.460 It was like a, it was a third shift, a warehouse gig, like three nights a week, just extra money.

01:28:01.080 Um, and like I was, I was pulling into the, into the parking lot and like this, this sick

01:28:08.580 feeling came over me and I just, I had the feeling that you need to turn around and go

01:28:14.280 back to, uh, go back to the other job and come back to the cemetery.

01:28:17.780 So I did.

01:28:18.480 Um, um, those are the two really only times that anything's been asked of me that I, like

01:28:25.100 I'm conscious of, I guess.

01:28:26.800 Um, obviously something's been asked of me if they've done all this shit to me and to

01:28:30.520 get ready for a, a war of some sort.

01:28:34.220 Uh, right.

01:28:36.300 Well, we have that thing, Colin, where it's like they, they're upgrading you.

01:28:40.320 And when you're, you're starting to object, they're telling you that you consented to this.

01:28:44.900 Um, and I know that was me, that was me fighting him.

01:28:48.160 Um, that, that was, that was a little different than how I communicated, like with the entities

01:28:53.200 and stuff.

01:28:53.660 Like that was like, I'm not convinced that what, what those were had anything to do with

01:28:59.600 the entities that I had to communicate in the past, like prior.

01:29:03.580 Yeah.

01:29:04.180 Sometimes when you describe it to me, cause I, I didn't need, I'd never heard of my labs

01:29:08.220 until after that experience happened, uh, military abduction.

01:29:12.300 Um, I don't know.

01:29:14.360 Like I said, I don't know.

01:29:15.360 I don't, I don't know, but those were three men.

01:29:18.920 Uh, they're all bald.

01:29:20.780 One of them had glasses and like a mustache, like that guy from, uh, Miss Busters almost,

01:29:26.420 you know what I'm talking about?

01:29:26.960 Yeah.

01:29:27.200 Yeah.

01:29:27.640 Handlebar.

01:29:28.200 Yeah.

01:29:28.340 Walrus.

01:29:29.040 Yeah.

01:29:29.340 But it wasn't, it wasn't all the way down.

01:29:30.860 They were just really, really big fucking mustache.

01:29:32.820 Like, I, I'm not convinced that those, I, I'm, I'm, I personally probably would lean towards

01:29:40.680 that would be like actual people.

01:29:43.880 Cause like I can, I can still physically remember the feeling of, of becoming weightless and going

01:29:49.200 out of my house.

01:29:50.460 Like I can feel it.

01:29:51.880 Like the other stuff's more of a, like when he came to any of these, it's more of a mental

01:29:56.380 thing.

01:29:56.860 You know what I mean?

01:29:57.300 It's not like a, it's physical, but it's not like, like, does this, does this resonate

01:30:03.960 with you, Colin?

01:30:04.640 It, it almost sounds like you went through something traumatic for lack of a better term

01:30:10.280 in the, in the way of a divorce.

01:30:11.520 Right.

01:30:12.460 Um, and then you, you basically jacked into the spiritual realm through mushroom music.

01:30:18.720 Door open and immediately when that happened, you're beset upon by like two parties, maybe

01:30:24.480 even three parties.

01:30:25.580 Um, but it seems like you, you were, you're, you're almost in like a, a tug of war of influence.

01:30:33.040 Like the, the experience leaves you in a spiritually vulnerable position.

01:30:39.720 And then to amplify that through psychedelic use puts you probably on their radar a lot

01:30:45.540 more.

01:30:45.820 Um, and then when that happens, it's, it's like things started closing in around you.

01:30:50.820 And yeah, exactly.

01:30:51.940 I wouldn't be surprised.

01:30:52.740 Like if you have, like, you ever see the Sims where they just have like that little green

01:30:57.040 arrow.

01:30:58.620 Oh, above the head.

01:31:00.360 Yeah.

01:31:00.900 On the Sims, the video game, they have that little green arrow above their head.

01:31:03.780 And I imagine that that's how you look to the spiritual realm or the things that are

01:31:07.920 not quite here physically.

01:31:09.920 So yeah, you're, it seems like you're attracting like a couple of different things and it might,

01:31:14.480 you might have been attracting the military because like, they're like, Oh, we have one,

01:31:19.160 another one off the grid, like go find him or something.

01:31:22.300 Have you ever heard, have you ever heard of remote viewers?

01:31:24.940 There's actually like an, an opposition to remote viewers.

01:31:27.660 Like there are operatives that operate in that realm to go and sort of cut off or, or, you

01:31:34.960 know, deal with other people who are snooping around in a realm.

01:31:37.920 They shouldn't be snooping around in, but those people that are doing that are very much

01:31:41.660 flesh and blood human beings that exist in our realm, but they're, they're projecting

01:31:45.740 in some way and they, they have a job and occupation.

01:31:48.020 I think you got on a lot of people's radars, but in the end, ultimately, it seems like the

01:31:53.480 good ones won out.

01:31:54.800 And I just think that it's evidence just by the way that you're operating, right?

01:31:58.000 It's like, you don't have anything to show for it.

01:31:59.700 You're not, you don't have riches and shit.

01:32:02.680 You know what I mean?

01:32:03.200 Like you're not filthy rich, you're not crushing it because that's the Faustian bargain that

01:32:07.280 everybody else gets.

01:32:08.060 Instead, you've been left with these concerns of being a better father, a spouse, a healthier,

01:32:12.940 closer to God, all those things.

01:32:14.240 So it seems like, it seems like for a brief moment in time, you might've been in free flow,

01:32:19.340 kind of getting a little bit of a tug of war action going on over you, but it seems like

01:32:24.040 the good one out.

01:32:27.060 Good always wins, right?

01:32:29.480 Ideally.

01:32:30.120 I mean, that's what you, that's what you hope for.

01:32:31.760 Um, so I don't know, man, I mean, I'm gonna have to hop off here real soon.

01:32:36.100 I gotta, I gotta, yeah, we're going to bring it in for a landing right now.

01:32:40.000 I just, I'm glad we were able to have this conversation because especially when it comes

01:32:43.960 to the idea of you being told to rest, um, it leaves you and maybe this is me speaking

01:32:51.060 for you, but do you feel like it leaves you with a sense of not urgency, but anticipation?

01:32:55.920 Like you're anticipating what's the next thing as we all are, but all from seemingly different

01:33:00.540 angles.

01:33:01.760 No, I'm at peace.

01:33:03.420 Like, I'm just, I'm just ready.

01:33:07.320 Whatever.

01:33:07.780 I, I, like I said, I got, all I have is today.

01:33:11.020 Tomorrow is not guaranteed.

01:33:12.100 And yesterday is all a memory.

01:33:14.380 So.

01:33:15.700 Hmm.

01:33:16.220 Well, you have to let us know after this, if they got mad at you for talking to a couple

01:33:22.720 of retards.

01:33:23.740 Yeah.

01:33:25.280 Why the fuck are you talking to them?

01:33:27.680 All right, dude.

01:33:28.380 Thanks for joining us.

01:33:29.240 We'll catch you later, brother.

01:33:30.220 Yes.

01:33:30.520 Thank you again, Colin.

01:33:32.620 Peace out.

01:33:33.200 Right.

01:33:33.560 Here we go.

01:33:35.560 Man.

01:33:36.220 What do you think?

01:33:38.460 It's another one.

01:33:39.280 It's like, it's, it's like, well, where is this going?

01:33:41.960 Where?

01:33:42.520 So I, I love the chat.

01:33:44.000 The chat is like split.

01:33:45.440 Hey, um, do you have anywhere to go, David?

01:33:48.100 No, I got some time.

01:33:49.660 Do you have those emails pulled up?

01:33:52.100 Um, I don't have the emails pulled up.

01:33:54.060 I can, I can find them, but I think it would be best to end this and then do that as a separate

01:33:57.840 thing.

01:33:58.100 You know, that way we can kind of, I mean, cause if we have them here right now, we could

01:34:01.280 just split it.

01:34:02.280 We can split the audio later.

01:34:03.560 We can split it.

01:34:04.380 Um, I don't have them pulled up.

01:34:06.420 We'd have to go into our email.

01:34:08.600 Well, let's see what we got.

01:34:09.820 But, but what did you, I mean, what did you think about where he's at now?

01:34:15.960 It's, I mean, it's, it's not really a surprise to me from the last episode because I do talk

01:34:20.620 to him every so often.

01:34:22.420 It's just that to hear real rise, mad sus.

01:34:25.240 It's a very strange, it's a very strange thing.

01:34:29.020 It is suspicious.

01:34:30.060 I'm not giving, I'm not saying anybody is wrong for this, but I'm just saying if we

01:34:33.960 only analyze the data that we have access to right now, it is the fruits of the things

01:34:40.560 that he's been tasked with.

01:34:41.660 In other words, like get your health up and get your, well, where has that led him?

01:34:44.500 It seems to have led him in a dramatically better place than he was previously.

01:34:48.360 He has nothing worldly to really show for it as far as like finances or anything like

01:34:52.920 that.

01:34:53.280 He's a regular dude.

01:34:54.300 I talked to like Colin, I, Colin's been a friend since before I even started this show

01:34:59.840 way before.

01:35:01.020 So that's like, this is the weird part.

01:35:03.120 Uh, not crazy dude.

01:35:04.820 Always kind of the same is crazy.

01:35:07.000 Like the same way I'm crazy.

01:35:08.420 And I mean, follow his Twitter.

01:35:10.460 His Twitter is fucking unhinged.

01:35:11.980 It's great.

01:35:12.700 But, uh, I just don't know where to put it.

01:35:15.520 And I've heard him by the way.

01:35:17.240 He has a lot of the same ideas that we have in regards to like, what is good and what is

01:35:22.780 bad and who not to follow, who not to be led by.

01:35:25.200 Like, you know, I'm pretty sure I don't want to speak on behalf of him, but I know I've

01:35:28.920 seen him express things like, you know, this idea that we're all going to be rescued by

01:35:32.720 Trump is, is retarded.

01:35:34.440 So, I mean, he, he seems to have his bearings about him.

01:35:38.880 I'm just, I am not telling people that this is good.

01:35:42.860 I'm just saying, I don't.

01:35:44.360 That it is.

01:35:45.380 It is.

01:35:46.560 What does it say?

01:35:47.720 Not stranger than Moses speaking to a burning bush or killing animals, sprinkling blood at

01:35:51.720 the door, cutting them up into pieces and setting them on fire.

01:35:54.440 And to that point, I just want to say, isn't there precedent for people having been in contact

01:35:59.360 with good spirits in the Bible?

01:36:01.000 And I do think that Jesus Christ gave us the cheat code because it is such a damning realm

01:36:07.040 to try to navigate.

01:36:08.320 So when in doubt, it's just like, focus on Christ, cast these things out.

01:36:12.980 Here's, I mean, in the Bible, in the Bible, you've had angels come down and tell like Mary,

01:36:17.420 like, hey, you're going to have a kid and the kid's going to be from God and it's going to

01:36:20.980 be a whole thing.

01:36:22.360 That stuff happened.

01:36:23.500 If you believe the Bible, that stuff does happen.

01:36:26.400 So is he in contact with entities?

01:36:30.960 Yes.

01:36:31.560 Are they good entities?

01:36:34.060 Yes.

01:36:34.740 Are they bad entities?

01:36:36.440 Yes.

01:36:37.420 Probably.

01:36:38.520 That's why I'm asking, I'm trying to ask him questions to discern.

01:36:41.580 And I think he, he does, he knows more than he puts off.

01:36:44.920 Like a lot of the times where he's asking us, well, what was the question again?

01:36:48.180 Again, he's prepared to answer these questions, whatever he does know, whatever they've told

01:36:54.120 him, I don't, he's not going to, he's not telling us everything.

01:36:58.020 Right.

01:36:58.960 And that might be for his sake.

01:37:01.920 It might be for ours.

01:37:03.560 He's definitely in contact with something.

01:37:07.180 And, and again, we put this out there on the show, not, not to be like, hey, go do mushrooms.

01:37:12.200 Don't do mushrooms.

01:37:13.740 Don't talk to entities.

01:37:14.960 If you, if they do talk to you, test them.

01:37:16.960 You can test the spirits.

01:37:18.180 Um, but I think it's just a, this is the show where this kind of stuff needs to be displayed.

01:37:24.740 So that way the audience can make their own decision as to what they're hearing and what

01:37:28.480 they're seeing.

01:37:29.680 I'm still not quite sure.

01:37:31.240 I go back and forth every, like every time I think about it, I came into this episode,

01:37:35.560 like this guy's talking to demons and I left the episode.

01:37:38.700 Now I'm like, like not all Jews.

01:37:42.120 I mean, not all demons.

01:37:43.140 My bad.

01:37:43.480 Yeah.

01:37:44.420 That's very much where I've been too.

01:37:46.000 It's like, I, I initially, I remember being like, you know what, man, I just don't know,

01:37:51.520 um, that this guy is communicating with anything good.

01:37:56.000 And, and I think also we have this idea of like, there are good entities and there are

01:38:01.640 bad entities, but that's not how people work.

01:38:03.600 Right.

01:38:03.860 And it's sort of an as above, so below thing.

01:38:05.620 So again, Chad and Chad and Emily have been tearing up, uh, Colin the whole time.

01:38:10.140 He says, yeah, but the people that it happened to were not incoherent.

01:38:13.720 I'll push back on that.

01:38:14.780 Moses couldn't even talk.

01:38:16.260 He had to get his brother to talk for him.

01:38:18.100 So I don't, we don't know how this stuff works.

01:38:21.220 Not nice guys.

01:38:21.980 Also, by the way, Colin had so many experiences that had nothing to do with mushrooms.

01:38:26.600 He was not, he had experiences completely sober.

01:38:29.600 He doesn't do mushrooms anymore.

01:38:31.380 Like he stopped, he, he was doing the mushrooms.

01:38:34.460 If you watched the episode 15, he was doing them to, uh, they, they would tell him, do these

01:38:41.080 mushrooms, put like your, put an eye band, eye bandage on or eye coverage on and go lay

01:38:46.120 down.

01:38:46.560 And he would commune with them that way.

01:38:48.320 And one time they told him to do that.

01:38:50.720 Like we're ready to talk.

01:38:51.880 He did mushrooms, put the thing on.

01:38:54.060 They never showed up.

01:38:55.280 Then they appeared to him later without him doing mushrooms.

01:38:59.000 And he doesn't do them anymore because something happened.

01:39:03.800 I think when you do like with methamphetamine, when you do this, uh, this kind of a drug and

01:39:09.080 not saying he wasn't doing meth, but when you do these kinds of psychedelic drugs, you

01:39:13.380 open the door and then you close it behind you when you're not high anymore.

01:39:17.360 But if you do them to a certain extent, you open that door and it can't be closed.

01:39:22.260 Yeah.

01:39:22.700 So that door has been flung wide open in, in Colin's case.

01:39:26.680 And I just, I think it's fascinating.

01:39:30.360 I think it's really fascinating what, what's going on with him.

01:39:34.520 There's a handful of people on earth that we know of right now that are willing to talk

01:39:40.340 to us about it.

01:39:41.040 So yeah.

01:39:42.780 And take this information.

01:39:43.920 Whatever you say about the entities is one thing.

01:39:47.640 I do want to say that, uh, Colin strikes me as a good guy.

01:39:51.440 He strikes me as a good guy.

01:39:52.980 Good dude.

01:39:53.220 There's, there's a lot of people that, um, do trip my, my radar one way or another.

01:39:59.320 I'll admit that I'm not so good at discernment when it comes to individuals, but I do get

01:40:03.600 like gut feelings and, um, they, from, from what I understand, well, what, cause I, I like

01:40:11.220 part of it comes from that.

01:40:12.400 So part of it is from like text messages with Colin.

01:40:15.180 Uh, it wasn't that they told him to stop doing it.

01:40:18.660 He had initially picked it up because of Joe Rogan, most likely, you know, like this kind

01:40:24.200 of like self exploration.

01:40:25.360 He's going through some shit.

01:40:26.580 Not quite sure.

01:40:27.380 He's seen.

01:40:28.000 Yeah.

01:40:28.400 Hey, you're in the comedy scene.

01:40:29.220 This stuff is going around.

01:40:30.640 And then once he's in contact with these people, with these entities, they told him like when

01:40:35.880 they want to talk to him, they'll give him the nudge.

01:40:38.120 This is how we talk.

01:40:39.920 And after a while he realized he's taught, he was doing it to talk with them.

01:40:45.080 And then after they just started talking to him, whenever kind of flowing into his consciousness,

01:40:49.920 whenever they felt like he's like, he just never did it.

01:40:53.740 Um, yeah, this is, I, people need to go back.

01:40:56.220 If you, if you're listening to this episode and you haven't heard episode 15, it's, it's

01:41:01.020 an impossible task to try to understand the, the, the greater picture of this.

01:41:06.280 I don't even remember why the hell.

01:41:07.920 Another thing.

01:41:08.620 He got divorced because he was a piece of shit.

01:41:11.400 Um, and he's not really a piece of shit anymore.

01:41:14.420 There's a relationship with his kids better than ever, which is that that's, that's, that's

01:41:18.180 like the most important thing.

01:41:19.080 Like I look at how your relationship with your kids and your wife is, or your, you know, whoever

01:41:23.700 you're with, that's a reflection on whatever you're going to tell me.

01:41:27.000 You could say whatever you want, but they're not going to lie.

01:41:30.500 Even your dog, you could see it.

01:41:31.960 Like the relationship someone has with their dog, the dog's not going to lie with their

01:41:35.580 body language.

01:41:36.160 So I, I, but I, again, I don't know.

01:41:38.320 This is just what I'm seeing.

01:41:39.600 Yeah.

01:41:39.960 I was not saying that we're authorities on it.

01:41:41.580 The same way I'm saying like Marzinski's, you know, like he's an authority, but even Marzinski

01:41:45.760 can be wrong.

01:41:46.320 But if you listen to those episodes, he will tell you that the number one thing that

01:41:53.360 these people all have in common is when you have these entities and they're influencing

01:41:57.440 you, your life always gets worse.

01:42:00.000 They always, I mean, by the end of it, they look like fucking meth heads, which I know

01:42:04.080 schizophrenic people.

01:42:05.080 I have a schizophrenic aunt.

01:42:07.060 She looks like a fucking meth head.

01:42:08.580 It's just what happens.

01:42:09.500 These things erode you across every front.

01:42:13.140 They, they push you to drug addiction.

01:42:15.260 They push you to debaucherous behavior.

01:42:17.280 They put there's, and it makes sense because we've explained it on this show.

01:42:21.660 These things feed off of negative energy.

01:42:24.380 You are what you eat, right?

01:42:25.840 So what the fuck are these things?

01:42:27.240 I'm not saying they're good guys, but what are they that they're eating positivity, that

01:42:30.960 they're telling him to strengthen his relationship with God, that they're telling him to be kind,

01:42:35.740 be a better father, be a better spouse, you know, be healthier.

01:42:38.820 Don't eat this.

01:42:39.440 Don't do that.

01:42:40.020 Um, they typically, the, the formula is very straightforward.

01:42:46.300 They spiral you, they push you into depression, anxiety, fear, anger, because they feed off

01:42:52.540 of depression, anxiety, fear, and they feed off that low vibrational energy.

01:42:56.960 Um, so what then you'd have to come up with an entirely alternative narrative as to why these

01:43:03.280 things are doing that.

01:43:04.020 And even that's not clear the why, if they are bad, then what, why would God need to

01:43:09.520 upgrade him for war though?

01:43:10.580 I don't fucking know.

01:43:11.980 I don't know.

01:43:12.460 That's why he's been on the show twice to find out.

01:43:15.660 And look, by the way, what are these ways he's being upgraded?

01:43:18.760 I asked him that.

01:43:19.520 Right.

01:43:20.060 And it was like, well, I don't know, but the tangible ones, my cardio is improved.

01:43:23.720 Um, the way my analytical brain functions better, I'm stronger.

01:43:28.560 And it's like, well, maybe that's not an upgrade.

01:43:30.540 Maybe that's like, we've been downgraded.

01:43:32.560 We've been poisoned across all spectrums.

01:43:34.840 The food that we're eating, the, the entertainment that we're absorbing has diminished us across

01:43:39.800 all spectrums.

01:43:40.800 So what's God got against eating meat?

01:43:42.860 Um, there's two things about that.

01:43:44.320 Number one, it seems like before the fall, uh, wasn't it Noah that was told to eat meat

01:43:49.120 after the, the, the ship finally landed and everything settled again.

01:43:53.120 So before that, there's a real argument that we were like some sort of vegan or something

01:43:58.360 like that, which is very gay.

01:43:59.540 Uh, but God said after the, the flood that Noah could eat meat.

01:44:03.060 And so it seems like during the millennial reign, that's all going to be reversed again.

01:44:07.300 And we're going to go back to being whatever, some sort of vegan or something like that.

01:44:10.940 I don't know.

01:44:11.240 It could also be the shit that's in it right now.

01:44:13.640 I mean, to be honest, yeah, dude.

01:44:16.420 Like when I see it's there, there is a very good argument and Jake Shields will make this

01:44:21.060 argument and, uh, I think it's kind of gay.

01:44:23.200 It's like for veganism, but when you see your Thanksgiving Turkey being delivered and its

01:44:29.300 head is just like squashed in, in between bars and they pull it out and they cut its head

01:44:35.120 off when it's barely alive.

01:44:36.680 There's something to that where the, if something is suffering and then you eat it, I don't know

01:44:42.840 if that's good for you.

01:44:43.900 Like this is, it's a, it's a metaphysical argument and people on, you know, libertarians on Twitter

01:44:48.480 will call me stupid for saying that, but I think it's just probably just as bad as seed

01:44:52.600 oils or, you know, food dies.

01:44:55.460 If, if a thing died under extreme misery and lived it, lived its entire life, uh, not being

01:45:02.880 a turkey or a chicken, just being shit, you know, living in its own shit.

01:45:07.920 There's, we probably shouldn't be eating that stuff.

01:45:10.620 And it's like the old videos where you used to see them.

01:45:12.720 I remember when I was a kid being so brokenhearted, seeing the videos that came out of them, like

01:45:16.460 push kicking cows and shit like that.

01:45:18.960 Like they're just in the factories, just doing their thing.

01:45:21.060 They're stomping cows out for no fucking reason.

01:45:23.220 I mean, yeah, maybe there was a time for a long period of, of human development where

01:45:28.100 it was okay to eat meat.

01:45:29.320 God ordained it.

01:45:30.220 And, you know, we're talking about farmers and shit like that.

01:45:32.620 And then all of a sudden you come back to 2020 and now the factory farming machine is

01:45:37.420 in full swing and, you know, it's probably not good for you, especially you.

01:45:40.960 Yeah.

01:45:41.020 You want to talk about that.

01:45:42.060 Um, I don't want to say it cause we'll get pulled off YouTube, but, um, you are eating

01:45:47.040 animals that are filled with adrenalized blood.

01:45:50.220 They, their adrenaline glands are destroyed.

01:45:53.120 They're constantly in a state of suffering and despair and fear to the highest degree.

01:45:57.860 Um, and they're being assaulted and abused by these people that work there.

01:46:01.580 I mean, yeah, maybe there is a reason why it's time to stop doing that, but I don't

01:46:05.580 know, man.

01:46:06.120 I just, I'm not too sure what to make of Colin's story.

01:46:09.020 I know that it fits in really well.

01:46:10.820 What I think is fascinating about these times that we're moving into is so many people, regardless

01:46:16.620 of their sphere of influence are telling you, it feels like something's coming.

01:46:20.940 And it's like, if you go to the political sphere, it's pretty obvious why they think it's

01:46:24.760 coming, you know, geopolitical sphere.

01:46:27.040 It's obvious why they think it's coming.

01:46:29.200 The spiritual realm too.

01:46:30.380 There's, there's some.

01:46:31.060 The greatest hypnotist on planet earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room.

01:46:36.960 It is constantly telling us what to believe is real.

01:46:40.720 If you can persuade them that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see, you

01:46:45.960 go.

01:46:47.100 Because they'll laugh in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what's

01:46:52.840 happening.

01:46:53.960 And they have.

01:46:57.040 And they have.

01:46:57.820 And they have.

01:46:59.380 God bless you.

01:46:59.920 Thank you.

01:47:00.840 And they have.

Nephilim Death Squad - December 04, 2024

088： Entities, Upgrades, and the War Within w⧸ Colin

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