Nephilim Death Squad - 122： Near-Death, Psychedelics & The Great Unknown w⧸ Meta Mysteries

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00:05:02.640 We'll start with Jonathan.

00:05:04.120 All right.

00:05:04.720 So you might know me.

00:05:06.340 I have the Cult of Conspiracy podcast.

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00:05:27.600 I myself am a past life regressionist.

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00:07:33.620 And Sean, tell us a little bit about yourself.

00:07:35.240 How'd you get wrapped up with this guy besides being blood-related to him?

00:07:37.880 Very unfortunate.

00:07:38.980 For the most part, you know, yeah.

00:07:41.060 Tell me about it.

00:07:41.840 So, basically, you know, I've just come to understand that the world or realm, as Jonathan put it,

00:07:47.620 is not what I completely believed it to be, you know?

00:07:51.440 And I believe through different experiences called mystical experiences, spiritual experiences, religious, whatever you want to call it,

00:07:58.420 I feel like these experiences kind of shape how we navigate and see the world, you know?

00:08:04.020 And I feel like that's, for us anyways, it seems to always be evolving, you know?

00:08:08.960 And so, based on how you look, what lens you have and what you're looking at, you know, that's going to just shape your experience.

00:08:16.100 And another thing that we've really come to understand is that we are able to, not control, but kind of direct how we experience certain things.

00:08:24.300 Surely things are going to happen to us, you know?

00:08:26.060 But it's a matter of how we decide to let it affect us, you know what I mean?

00:08:31.300 It's kind of overall how we experience it.

00:08:34.000 And so, yeah, man, we just kind of cover everything that we can and really just following our own curiosities.

00:08:41.800 I love it.

00:08:42.820 I got a question because we kind of, you kind of like ran through some stuff here.

00:08:46.180 Has, so when you were at Brogrove this last year and you went on your DMT trip, has that affected or changed the way you view anything?

00:08:57.640 Like, because you've been on this journey for a while.

00:08:59.480 You guys have 700 episodes on one show.

00:09:01.420 This show has, like, over 200.

00:09:03.000 It's crazy.

00:09:04.680 Has this affected your outlook on things as of, you know, recent?

00:09:09.280 A hundred percent.

00:09:10.760 I mean, that DMT trip that I had taken while we were in Florida for the Bohemian Grove, that was insane.

00:09:20.380 It was, I actually did DMT twice.

00:09:23.680 The first time I did it, and I'm not a doctor, so don't listen to me on certain, you know, measurings here.

00:09:30.440 But whenever I did it the first time, I did, it was, like, 20 micrograms or milligrams of DMT, which is, I guess, the standard, like, regular amount for, you know, just a regular DMT trip.

00:09:46.100 And it was awesome.

00:09:46.940 I freaking loved it.

00:09:48.540 It was so amazing, like, the things that I was able to feel and see.

00:09:53.640 I mean, you were talking about, like, an absolute euphoric feeling, like, the best feeling I've ever had in my life.

00:10:01.020 Like, it's almost like you're connected back with God, like, that level of feeling.

00:10:07.160 And so what I saw the first time was, like, I kind of, like, blasted off, as they say.

00:10:14.120 And I was just all of a sudden, like, outside floating in the universe.

00:10:18.800 But it was really strange, dude.

00:10:20.160 I was seeing, like, all these, like, weird, like, pillars, but they were, like, snakes almost.

00:10:25.860 And I knew that they were, like, just obstacles that were in my way from getting me, from, like, allowing me to see what I'm trying to see, right?

00:10:34.120 And off in the distance, I kept on seeing, like, this really what seemed like an ancient golden ball.

00:10:40.100 It was really strange.

00:10:41.480 It had, like, a bunch of, like, Egyptian writing on it and stuff like that.

00:10:44.600 And I saw that it was, like, basically sitting in the, what is it called, Saturn's rings.

00:10:52.080 It felt like, I don't know, like, I could just pluck it out of there.

00:10:55.200 And what was really strange was is that as I'm looking at it, I was, like, I just had the thought of, I wonder what that thing feels like.

00:11:02.600 I wonder what it is, right?

00:11:03.780 And as soon as I had that thought, boom, it, like, just appeared, like, seemingly, like, it appeared to be holding in my hand.

00:11:12.640 Did it look like an egg?

00:11:14.600 Um, no, it was more of just, like, um, like, just imagine, uh, like a ball, the little bit, kind of the in-between size of a baseball and a softball.

00:11:25.100 And, um, but it was just, like, pure gold, it felt like.

00:11:28.180 And it had, like, this black Egyptian seemingly inscription on it.

00:11:32.500 And I don't know what the hell that was, but it ended so quick, the DMT trip.

00:11:36.060 Like, it lasted, like, a minute and a half.

00:11:37.940 And I was like, man, I wish I can go back.

00:11:40.480 And I want it to last longer.

00:11:41.880 So then I ended up doing it again, except for I doubled the dosage.

00:11:44.860 And whenever I doubled the dosage, that's whenever it started insane.

00:11:49.440 The blast-off was, like, super mega blast-off.

00:11:52.660 And I got that same euphoric, awesome feeling all over again.

00:11:56.020 And as that happened, it almost became too awesome and too euphoric.

00:12:00.440 And I couldn't handle it.

00:12:01.380 And I started, like, losing grasp of my own reality and losing grasp of all control that I thought I would, you know, kind of keep during this trip, right?

00:12:11.260 And it was, it just completely escaped me.

00:12:13.800 And out of nowhere, I'd just end up in, like, a, in a Buc-ee's. 0.98

00:12:17.020 Like, if you've ever been to the South, there's, like, Buc-ee's gas stations. 0.77

00:12:20.080 And for some reason.

00:12:21.840 In a physical Buc-ee's or a spiritual Buc-ee's? 0.99

00:12:24.780 It seemed real as fuck, dude. 0.99

00:12:27.400 Like, it was. 0.98

00:12:28.240 I was going to say, Buc-ee's is far from here. 1.00

00:12:29.980 That's, like, three hours old.

00:12:30.580 And Buc-ee's is weird, too, because Buc-ee's has all kinds of, like, conspiracies associated with it.

00:12:34.420 And, like, as strange as that is, go and find me another, like, convenience store gas station type pit stop place that has conspiracies surrounding it.

00:12:43.260 That's strange that you ended up there.

00:12:45.320 Well, and I didn't really know what to allude that to.

00:12:48.180 We stopped at a Buc-ee's on the way to Bohemian Grove.

00:12:51.300 So maybe it was just my mind's way of, you know, serving up some kind of memory.

00:12:55.880 And so, anyway, I'm inside of this Buc-ee's bathroom. 1.00

00:12:58.860 I'm standing at a urinal stall.

00:13:00.540 Like, I'm peeing in this DMT drip, right?

00:13:03.740 And I'm looking around.

00:13:05.860 I see all these other people around me. 0.98

00:13:07.620 And then I see, like, the, you know, all the sinks and the mirrors and all that shit behind me. 0.97

00:13:11.320 I can hear people using the blow dryer. 0.96

00:13:13.100 And it's, like, I'm really there.

00:13:14.820 Is everything checking out?

00:13:16.040 Like, everything checks visually?

00:13:17.700 This all makes sense?

00:13:18.740 It's not, like, a disjointed sink that doesn't work functionally if you really examine it?

00:13:24.360 Or, like, this checks out as a physical Buc-ee's? 0.57

00:13:27.260 Oh, dude.

00:13:27.720 It was, like, what for what?

00:13:29.220 Like, I couldn't tell that it wasn't real.

00:13:31.980 Like, in my mind, I actually was there.

00:13:35.560 You were there, dog.

00:13:36.480 I really, I think maybe you were there.

00:13:39.380 Maybe it transported you. 0.99

00:13:40.560 Weird shit happens at Buc-ee's. 0.98

00:13:41.920 Like, lost time. 1.00

00:13:43.280 I think the lost time is a big one with Buc-ee's. 1.00

00:13:45.240 You could have just been catapulted into a hyper-vivid, like, well-executed version of astral projection, no?

00:13:52.380 Or, like, a remote viewing.

00:13:54.640 Well, it's possible.

00:13:55.780 But I, and I, and I was trying to understand what the, what the meaning behind the Buc-ee's was all along. 0.91

00:14:00.700 But it was kind of clouded over with what happened next.

00:14:05.460 So what happened next was, is as I'm standing there and I'm feeling like I'm losing control of everything, everything starts to, like, like, all of my perception of reality.

00:14:15.260 Almost, like, imagine everything that you're looking at through your eyes is, like, chopped up and disintegrated, like, like, going through a cheese grater.

00:14:24.620 And everything, like, every single bit of reality was now into cubes.

00:14:28.800 And these cubes were spinning and they were changing places.

00:14:31.860 So, like, so, like, right now on the, if you're staring at me, you can see my eyes are right here.

00:14:36.560 Well, now this was a block and this block was spinning around and it would change up here. 0.96

00:14:41.400 And it was just fucking the trippiest thing ever, right? 0.63

00:14:44.460 And so after a while, it started scaring me because I was like, oh, my God, I got to hurry up and put that block back over here. 0.97

00:14:49.560 Put that block back over here or else, like, my life is just going to lose everything, every sense of reality.

00:14:56.200 And as the more I started trying to grasp for control, it started getting smaller and smaller and smaller, all the cubes.

00:15:04.460 And until they turned into, like, dust. 0.97

00:15:06.400 And before you knew it, dude, it was like Thanos snapping his fucking fingers and everything turning to dust and blowing away. 0.96

00:15:12.400 And then I was just inside. 0.98

00:15:13.900 And so there was no more perception anymore, right after that.

00:15:18.800 And so what happened after that, I'm just sitting, like, in this void, right?

00:15:23.020 And there's nothing but blackness. 0.99

00:15:25.080 Dude, let me tell you, it was the scariest thing I've ever experienced in my life.

00:15:30.020 It was, like, horrendously, it was the worst nightmare on steroids that you can ever imagine.

00:15:38.080 And I thought that I lost everything.

00:15:40.120 I was like, oh, my God, this, you know, here I was, you know, I'm trying to be the outgoing guy.

00:15:45.180 And, you know, it just makes you go really internal.

00:15:47.260 Now I'm in the abyss, all because I wanted to have an experience.

00:15:51.240 Now I'm locked in the abyss.

00:15:53.260 Yeah, it's exactly what I was thinking. 0.95

00:15:55.080 And I was like, you know, my wife and my kids and, like, I'm fucking losing everything now. 0.69

00:16:00.420 And I don't, like, oh, my God, my dog is at home. 0.92

00:16:02.960 And I'm just, like, tripping, right?

00:16:04.520 Yeah.

00:16:04.780 And I'm like, this whole reality just kind of disintegrated because I wanted to do something crazy.

00:16:11.280 But what was extra crazy was is that it's not that it was just my life that was going away.

00:16:16.680 It's that the world itself was going away.

00:16:20.340 And I, it was almost like I, like, it was your fault.

00:16:23.840 Like, the reason why the world ceased to exist was because of me.

00:16:28.320 That's the way that I felt. 0.99

00:16:29.540 It's a real dick move, Jonathan. 0.99

00:16:30.920 Yeah, I felt that way. 0.99

00:16:31.980 And so I'm trying to wake myself up out of this fucking nightmare, right? 0.90

00:16:36.360 And, like, I'm like, I remembered that I was inside of a DMT trip. 0.96

00:16:42.020 So I was like, let me try and see if I can open my eyes.

00:16:44.640 And I'm opening my eyes.

00:16:46.720 And at this time, I'm like, man, like, this is, like, I'm going to try and open my eyes.

00:16:51.820 And what I'm going to see is I'm just going to be, like, rendering it myself.

00:16:54.800 Like, because I know that it doesn't exist anymore.

00:16:56.880 Like, I was convinced that the world didn't exist anymore.

00:17:00.200 And so whenever I'm trying to squint open my eyes, I'm looking out into the reality,

00:17:04.180 into the room where everybody was, you know, partaking.

00:17:07.500 And I could see everybody sitting around me, but nobody was moving.

00:17:11.360 And nobody was making a sound.

00:17:12.780 It was like I was looking at a still frame. 0.96

00:17:15.300 And it scared the ever-living shit out of me. 0.96

00:17:18.000 And I kept on trying. 0.90

00:17:18.920 Like, there was, like, something in my mind that was like, don't lose hope.

00:17:22.500 Don't lose hope.

00:17:23.200 Like, it's still there.

00:17:24.240 Like, you have to hold on to this.

00:17:26.260 Like, people are still here around you.

00:17:28.520 And I kept on trying.

00:17:29.320 And whenever I finally woke up out of it, dude, I just had that thousand-mile stare of

00:17:36.620 just, like, you ever see, like, military people come home from, like, crazy war? 0.73

00:17:40.680 And it's like they just seen some shit that, like, their reality is never going to be the 0.98

00:17:45.220 same. 0.99

00:17:45.440 That's exactly how it felt.

00:17:47.240 And so, yeah, I mean, as nightmarish and as horrendous as that experience was, it has

00:17:53.980 helped me so much in my life, dude, because I realized just how important, you know, your

00:17:59.620 family is and how important your friends are because you could lose it just like that.

00:18:04.620 And I don't know.

00:18:05.560 That's the way my mind's working.

00:18:06.780 So, I'm a completely different person ever since that experience.

00:18:10.000 And I'll say, dude, it's weird, but I feel like I heard somebody say it, but, like, whenever

00:18:16.440 you do psychedelics, it makes you smarter.

00:18:18.800 I'm not going to say it made me smarter. 0.99

00:18:20.420 It's just, like, for some reason, I feel like I can comprehend a lot more shit. 0.96

00:18:23.620 Like, way more than I used to before. 0.97

00:18:26.020 So, when I did Mushrooms, I had an experience that was just, like, epiphany after epiphany

00:18:31.360 after epiphany.

00:18:32.160 And I gained, like, an understanding.

00:18:33.920 I wouldn't say, like, an intellectual addition, but certainly an understanding, a way to

00:18:38.920 empathize.

00:18:39.580 But you said that the previous DMT trip you did, you felt like a closeness to God, and

00:18:44.880 it was a very positive experience.

00:18:46.380 And what I think is fascinating about that is the more we've been doing research and doing

00:18:51.500 this show, we've started to become comfortable with this idea that, like, hell or something

00:18:57.920 like hell is actually a distance from God.

00:19:01.420 Like, God never distances himself from you.

00:19:03.920 It's your actions that distance yourself from God if you keep choosing kind of the wrong

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00:20:52.580 You know, love and empathy and understanding and things like that.

00:20:55.840 So obviously, you're talking about the complete opposite of that.

00:20:58.860 You're talking about darkness.

00:20:59.700 You're talking about a void of empathy, a void of love, and also an isolation with your own

00:21:07.880 psychology.

00:21:09.620 Those things seem to be what hell would be or what the abyss would be, is a distance from

00:21:15.720 God, and God is all of those things.

00:21:17.900 A hundred percent.

00:21:19.100 And you know, it's actually, I'm super happy you brought that up because I didn't even link

00:21:23.660 that together until just now.

00:21:25.060 We recently just started going into this new philosophy from Plato, and it's kind of, it's

00:21:30.920 a philosophy that has evolved over the course of, you know, because I think Plato was around

00:21:35.540 like 400 or 500 BC.

00:21:37.480 And so people were taking his philosophies and kind of evolved it into today's understanding.

00:21:42.400 So what you have now, as far as Platonism, is called Neoplatonism, to where they basically

00:21:47.740 add like a bunch of different spiritual aspects to it, which it still makes a lot of sense,

00:21:53.080 and it still goes hand in hand with what Plato was trying to say.

00:21:55.900 But he believed that there were basically four levels to existence.

00:22:03.800 And what he called him, he called it, so you could look at like God being the main light,

00:22:09.400 right?

00:22:09.640 Like almost like God is this massive, like giant spotlight, right?

00:22:14.380 But he called it the one, which is basically all encompassing, like the one consciousness,

00:22:19.420 you know, everybody's consciousness all together.

00:22:21.300 You can look at it like that.

00:22:22.300 And he thinks, or what he was trying to say is that we're all basically emanations of

00:22:27.360 God.

00:22:28.380 So you would have the next level after the one is called the noose.

00:22:33.820 It's N-O-U-S. 0.99

00:22:35.840 And that noose is kind of like an almost perfect mirrored image of what God is through our level

00:22:44.020 of understanding.

00:22:45.040 Like we're basically never going to be able to understand what God is or, you know, or what

00:22:48.980 the one is, but you can try and think on it or meditate on it by thinking of this noose

00:22:57.200 place, right?

00:22:57.860 And then the next emanating phase, which is called the world soul.

00:23:02.200 And the world soul is basically how he described it is maybe that's where you'll see the existence

00:23:07.720 of angels and spirits and, you know, all the shit that's on the other side of the ethereal

00:23:12.480 realm, right? 0.98

00:23:13.580 That we all know, we've all, you know, experienced something like that.

00:23:17.880 You know, maybe there's some kind of guiding light, you know, like some kind of factor that

00:23:24.020 is unseen but is always there with you.

00:23:26.740 Some people call them spirit guides.

00:23:27.940 Maybe that's what's in the world in what he called the world soul.

00:23:32.160 And then after that is what you have is our physical reality.

00:23:35.360 So our physical reality is basically what he says is if you have a giant spotlight and the

00:23:41.500 our physical reality is over here, we, we stretch beyond, um, we go to a certain point to where

00:23:48.540 it's like the edge of the light.

00:23:50.140 And so the, where we're at, the light doesn't exist.

00:23:53.560 Like it doesn't exist beyond where we're at, right?

00:23:55.940 So there is no level past the physical realm.

00:23:58.320 It's the most densest physical thing, um, that there is.

00:24:01.900 It's almost like interesting.

00:24:03.120 So what you're saying is like, so there's no, uh, realm that exists beyond this one.

00:24:08.300 We're, we're at the edge of the light.

00:24:10.040 At least if anything else does exist, it's completely in the darkness.

00:24:12.940 Right.

00:24:13.480 Um, but that also means that we are at the furthest.

00:24:17.100 If God is light, then we're about the furthest we could be away from him while still being in his

00:24:23.020 presence.

00:24:23.980 Absolutely.

00:24:24.760 Yes.

00:24:25.100 Yes.

00:24:25.300 And, and, and whenever you were talking about, you know, whenever I went into the void, you

00:24:29.060 could say that is hell.

00:24:30.840 I mean, if you really think about it, like, and is hell a real place, who knows, dude.

00:24:34.580 But, um, but whenever you think about it, like if there is no light there and you, and I do,

00:24:39.920 I felt so lonely, like it was the loneliest I'd ever felt.

00:24:43.780 And I felt so sorry for myself and like, it was just the lowest I'd ever felt in my life.

00:24:49.160 And so maybe that's what exists beyond the physical plane.

00:24:51.580 But anyway, you know, I just wanted to bring that up because, you know, it's, it's fascinating

00:24:55.760 looking into these different philosophies and seeing how they kind of match up with other,

00:25:01.000 uh, religions and spiritual thought and stuff like that.

00:25:04.600 And, and it's actually said that Plato was a major influence to Christianity, you know,

00:25:09.100 maybe about how they constructed the book and the way that they did, you know, like the,

00:25:13.260 the beginning, the middle, the end, like that kind of way. 0.98

00:25:16.460 And yeah, I don't know, dude, we're all just trying to discover all this shit.

00:25:20.140 I, so I don't know if you've, um, are you familiar with Ed Mabry? 0.94

00:25:24.600 I believe so.

00:25:26.100 You guys should a hundred percent talk to Ed Mabry.

00:25:28.920 He is a fantastic guest and, um, he does a, well, we actually just wrapped up the 25th

00:25:34.740 episode of our book of revelation series with him.

00:25:37.020 And, uh, hopefully we're going to be getting into the book of Genesis soon, but the way that

00:25:40.640 he first, um, got on our radar and the first interaction that we had with him was him describing

00:25:45.920 this theory that he has where, um, the speed of light is not a constant.

00:25:52.380 Uh, we look at it as like, what is the speed of light?

00:25:54.960 I don't know. 0.93

00:25:55.280 I'm retarded. 1.00

00:25:55.880 300 billion fucking light years, miles. 1.00

00:25:58.100 I don't know. 0.99

00:25:58.540 It doesn't matter.

00:25:59.420 What he's saying is it's not a constant.

00:26:01.460 It degrades.

00:26:02.100 And he's showing you mathematically speaking, how he can prove that the speed of light has

00:26:07.040 actually slowed down.

00:26:09.120 And basically what he said is there was a time in the early history of mankind where

00:26:14.780 the speed of light was exponentially faster.

00:26:16.900 Let's say like thousands of times faster than it is now.

00:26:20.480 Considering that the way our, uh, molecules interact with one another is through electrical

00:26:28.260 synapses, right?

00:26:29.300 That's how everything communicates from one atom to the next.

00:26:31.980 It's an electrical synapse that, that, you know, like a neuron firing off is, is a flash

00:26:36.480 of light.

00:26:36.880 It's a little electro, uh, pulse that happens.

00:26:39.780 If that is how our mind communicates, connects dots, it's how our, um, our constitution, like

00:26:46.840 right, literally the, the atoms that make up our body communicate with one another through

00:26:51.160 light.

00:26:51.620 Well, if it used to be faster, then maybe that communication used to be faster, which

00:26:54.960 means maybe we were, uh, smarter.

00:26:56.980 Maybe we were more perceptive.

00:26:58.400 Maybe because our, our, uh, anatomical structure was communicating at a, at a much faster pace.

00:27:04.040 Maybe we were hardier.

00:27:05.440 Maybe we lived longer and maybe we could have perceived the spiritual realm a lot more efficiently

00:27:12.140 than we do now.

00:27:12.940 And this might explain why, you know, you go from Adam and Eve walking with God, you

00:27:18.820 know, in the shade of the day or the cool of the day, uh, and, and being able to be in

00:27:22.860 the garden with him.

00:27:23.800 And then the further you go down, it's like, well, Moses has to see him appear in a bush,

00:27:28.460 right?

00:27:29.160 And then it's like the further you go, isn't there an instance, uh, top where there, somebody's

00:27:34.140 only allowed to look at the back of God, because if you look at the front of them, you're pretty

00:27:37.500 much going to die. 0.85

00:27:38.420 It's just, uh, and what was that top?

00:27:41.060 Did you, it's just too much, right?

00:27:42.800 Well, well, so I mean, whatever the case may be, if it's, if, if either it's detrimental

00:27:48.120 to our constitution, it kills us somehow now because we're no longer hardy enough to look

00:27:51.540 at him or we simply can't perceive him anymore.

00:27:54.620 And which is why now we're left in this other place where basically Christianity believes

00:27:58.840 that the Holy spirit dwells within us.

00:28:00.560 And so that is our ever present voice of God, but it only is like a whisper and a nudge

00:28:06.340 now where in the past, it was like they were walking in the garden with him.

00:28:09.800 So if he is light, right.

00:28:11.180 And it's interesting that we use like light as a euphemism for truth to learn.

00:28:16.440 The truth is to become enlightened, right?

00:28:18.540 And in the Bible, it talks about Jesus Christ being the way, the truth and the life.

00:28:22.660 I think truth and light are, are the same thing.

00:28:27.340 It's almost like it's a physical representation of a, of a spiritual principle, truth being

00:28:31.280 the spiritual principle, light being the physical manifestation of it.

00:28:34.380 And, uh, we have been through one incursion or another, probably the decisions that we made

00:28:39.300 and maybe makes a case for, uh, the serpent in the garden being a big drop off.

00:28:44.020 When that happened, there was a big moving away from God, a distance from the source.

00:28:48.480 A distance from light and, and light began to slow down.

00:28:51.800 Um, I don't know how I feel about it.

00:28:54.480 I mean, I know it fits really well, but I know there aren't a lot of things that I'd know.

00:28:59.400 I do know that light and the truth and, and our proximity to it is seemingly determining

00:29:07.200 heaven or hell.

00:29:08.600 And I'm willing to take it back to, uh, Jonathan's experience, you know, as, as scary as that

00:29:14.720 was and as hopeless as that felt, what you just described, I feel like is that, that

00:29:19.420 feeling or notion in his mind to not give up hope.

00:29:22.380 You know what I mean?

00:29:23.100 Like as far into the depths he went, he still had that, that understanding that like, okay,

00:29:27.700 stay hopeful.

00:29:28.380 And so that, I feel like that's a beautiful message for anybody really.

00:29:31.700 Um, and that kind of goes back to this, this, um, biblical principle as well, where, um,

00:29:37.440 I'm not going to say 365 times.

00:29:39.880 Apparently that's a misnomer.

00:29:40.840 The Bible says fear, not a lot.

00:29:43.060 Anybody who does psychedelics and, and I have a history of usage will tell you that fear

00:29:49.080 is the last thing you want to take into a psychedelic experience, hope and positivity

00:29:54.780 and love.

00:29:55.760 If you carry those into the experience, you have a really good chance of having some positive

00:30:00.100 enlightening, um, experience.

00:30:01.980 But if you go in there with fear, you're going to a temporary hell until that thing fades

00:30:07.500 away until that experience fades away.

00:30:09.480 And I don't think that it's, um, accidental or coincidental that the Bible tells you fear

00:30:15.540 not, you know, fear is that that's what they say 365 times.

00:30:18.580 I learned that that's a misnomer.

00:30:19.980 If I could read, I'd be able to tell you whether or not that was the truth, but I can't read.

00:30:23.540 Uh, so, uh, but I do think that that is hugely important.

00:30:27.100 This idea of fear, um, it's, it's the opposite of the truth.

00:30:30.740 A hundred percent.

00:30:31.960 And there was actually, so, uh, not to get too personal here, but, um, about a year ago,

00:30:37.100 my wife and I had split up and we were on the outs and she was going to be moving to Texas

00:30:42.300 and, and I was going to be, uh, moving to Texas, but basically just for, you know,

00:30:46.840 just for our kid and everything.

00:30:48.060 But before we moved or before I moved out, she moved all of her stuff out, but, uh, and I,

00:30:52.920 we were actually living in a trailer at that time.

00:30:55.200 And so whenever she moved all of her stuff out, I ended up doing, um, a psychedelic trip

00:31:00.820 and not the best time to be doing anything like that, by the way.

00:31:04.980 Um, but I ended up doing a psychedelic trip and I felt so lonely and like, it was like,

00:31:09.700 uh, the, the trailer that I was sitting in, it felt like an empty hollowed out can that

00:31:14.680 I was just like, basically, uh, like the decisions that I had made, what was I doing?

00:31:19.880 What was I thinking?

00:31:20.640 And I felt like so hopeless.

00:31:21.940 And I was like calling out for help.

00:31:23.620 Like somebody come here, somebody, somebody guide me.

00:31:26.320 And I was like, you know, cause I knew that, you know, I was entering that, that, uh, that

00:31:30.520 spiritual, um, ethereal realm with, you know, with the psychedelics.

00:31:34.740 And it was so strange, dude.

00:31:36.220 I felt so distraught with myself, you know, for the decision that I had made to leave my

00:31:40.120 wife.

00:31:40.860 And, um, and in that moment I went over to my bedroom, I was trying to fall asleep because

00:31:45.460 it was just like eating me alive.

00:31:47.040 Like every single thought that you have is extremely amplified, especially if you're in

00:31:52.880 fear or sad or, you know, like something, some kind of bad vibe.

00:31:57.280 And so I went to, to lay down in my bed and I was just calling out for help.

00:32:01.500 Like somebody, I know that there's aliens that can come in here.

00:32:04.500 Maybe God wants to come hang out, whatever.

00:32:06.260 Right.

00:32:06.580 Like I'm just kind of desperate at the point is how I felt.

00:32:09.200 Um, and so I, whenever I was laying there, I, um, it was the strangest thing, dude, like

00:32:15.320 this is going to sound wacky almost, but, um, but I'm laying there in bed. 0.72

00:32:19.440 And, uh, after I called out for help, this fucking, this cat being came in, like, uh, was 0.98

00:32:26.760 like laying next to me, like a, like a human version of a cat. 0.99

00:32:31.580 And, um, and I didn't know what the hell that was.

00:32:34.100 I kind of assumed that it was maybe some kind of Egyptian thing because, you know, they 0.99

00:32:38.480 got a lot of cats and, uh, and so I'm laying there and I can feel it purring up against

00:32:43.440 me and, you know, anybody that knows like a purring, whenever cats, I believe, I'm not

00:32:48.500 sure if this is a hundred percent true, but I remember hearing that a cat basically only

00:32:52.720 purrs whenever it's around like other, uh, like humans or something like, uh, along those

00:32:58.040 lines.

00:32:58.260 And it's basically like a, uh, like a, like a calming kind of thing.

00:33:01.900 Like it's almost has that effect.

00:33:03.600 There is a soothing effect, uh, for sure.

00:33:05.960 Yeah.

00:33:06.180 Yeah.

00:33:06.360 And I felt that up against me and it was so strange.

00:33:09.000 And so like these crazy things can happen whenever you're on psychedelics, like, um, you know,

00:33:13.840 no matter how distraught you are, it's like, it's almost like they're throwing you a bone

00:33:18.480 even, you know, like whenever you're scared or anything like that, if you ask for help,

00:33:22.500 you know, something shows up.

00:33:23.760 And so, um, you know, wild things, there was another experience I had, dude, I did mushrooms.

00:33:28.520 It was one of the first time I had ever done mushrooms.

00:33:30.560 And, uh, there was this, um, I was actually supposed to be doing mushrooms with my uncle

00:33:35.100 at the time.

00:33:36.360 And, uh, so I, on the way over there, he was like, all right, you know, we're going to do

00:33:39.260 some mushrooms tonight.

00:33:40.200 So I, uh, I got like, um, like a bunch of mushrooms on it, maybe a half an ounce or something

00:33:44.300 like that.

00:33:45.180 And, uh, we were going to split it.

00:33:46.660 And I get over there after taking my half of the mushrooms and he's like, oh man, I got

00:33:50.460 work in the morning. 0.99

00:33:51.000 I can't be doing this shit. 1.00

00:33:51.700 I'm like, oh my God, I already ate the mushrooms. 1.00

00:33:53.260 I don't want to be driving on this shit. 0.99

00:33:54.660 You know? 0.99

00:33:55.280 So then I go over to one of my friend's house and she was like, she was like, yeah, I'll

00:33:59.100 do mushrooms with you.

00:33:59.880 I get over there and she's like, ah, yeah, I got to get, get up for, uh, work in the

00:34:03.140 morning. 0.99

00:34:03.260 I'm like, damn it. 0.99

00:34:03.980 I'm running out of time. 0.99

00:34:04.900 I'm going to start tripping balls here soon.

00:34:06.680 Like I need to deep, I need to be somewhere. 0.71

00:34:09.420 And so I ended up going back home and I was like, you know what? 1.00

00:34:11.640 Fuck it. 1.00

00:34:11.980 Like I'm, I'm home alone tonight. 1.00

00:34:13.440 Let's just, I'm going to, you're going to take the rest of the bag.

00:34:16.560 And so, um, super, super crazy trip, dude, to where I'm like, I'm experiencing all 0.99

00:34:22.900 the wild shit. 0.96

00:34:23.780 I'm like looking outside and I'm experiencing nature. 1.00

00:34:26.780 I can see like this green, like loving hue coming off of the tree that's covering over

00:34:31.560 my house.

00:34:32.220 And I'm just feeling like really connected.

00:34:34.380 Well, after a long trip, I go into my bedroom again and I'm laying down and out of nowhere,

00:34:39.940 I'm trying to fall asleep.

00:34:41.080 But if you ever taken psychedelics and tried to fall asleep, it prevents you from falling

00:34:45.080 asleep because your mind is just racing so much.

00:34:47.400 Right.

00:34:47.720 It's pretty hard to fall asleep when your reality is like disintegrating.

00:34:51.680 Yeah, exactly.

00:34:52.520 You know, like, and it's just, your mind is just on a hundred and, um, and another world

00:34:57.780 presents itself.

00:34:59.120 Yeah.

00:34:59.700 Yeah. 0.97

00:35:00.020 And so I'm laying there in bed and out of nowhere, I hear like this fucking, this horn sound 0.87

00:35:05.480 and I'm like, what is going on? 0.94

00:35:07.500 And in this, it was almost as if somebody was speaking, but they were speaking as if

00:35:13.000 they were a trumpet.

00:35:14.620 Right.

00:35:15.620 And, um, like a trumpet voice.

00:35:17.420 And all I kept on hearing was Elohim, Elohim, I'm not a Christian.

00:35:23.600 I didn't grow up that way. 0.96

00:35:24.480 I didn't even know what the damn word was at this time, at this point in time, this was 0.98

00:35:27.900 years back. 0.98

00:35:28.900 And, um, I'm like, what?

00:35:30.260 I don't know what this is, but I'm just going to go with it.

00:35:33.100 And, um, and, and I was like, so what do I, do I ask you questions?

00:35:36.720 Like, what are you doing here?

00:35:37.820 Cause I figured that it was some kind of entity or something like that.

00:35:41.400 And, uh, they were just like, yeah, ask whatever you want. 0.99

00:35:43.780 And so I was asking questions and dude, it was the trippiest fucking thing. 0.99

00:35:48.000 Like I'm asking a question. 0.98

00:35:49.320 And before I can even get done asking that question, the answer was coming and it happened

00:35:53.820 like a thousand times.

00:35:55.000 And I don't remember most of that conversation, but what I do remember taken from that was,

00:36:01.160 you know, what this thing was trying to teach me is like, look, you're not, don't,

00:36:05.440 don't worry about going to hell or anything like that.

00:36:07.580 Just be a good person, do what you do, what you're already doing and you'll be all right.

00:36:12.560 Just experience this life.

00:36:13.860 That's one thing that I remember from that conversation.

00:36:16.620 So I wake up, uh, the next morning, I'm like, what was the name of that thing that

00:36:20.480 was talking to me last night?

00:36:21.680 I looked up Elohim.

00:36:22.740 What is this?

00:36:23.540 And I was like, oh my God, like, is this God that I'm speaking to or angels or something

00:36:29.820 like that?

00:36:30.320 Like it's been, you know, written in Hebrew in the Bible for, you know, thousands of years.

00:36:34.420 And I'm like, how have I never even heard of this word before?

00:36:37.380 Honestly, at the time, it's funny.

00:36:39.280 I thought that it was saying Nephilim the whole time.

00:36:43.160 And so I thought it was saying like Nephilim, Nephilim, but it was Elohim once it became a

00:36:48.920 little bit more clear. 0.97

00:36:50.260 And so dude, like, that's why I'm so fascinated with all this spiritual shit, because how can 0.95

00:36:56.480 we receive all this information just by changing the vibration of our mind or what, or opening 0.98

00:37:03.320 up our mind and, and, and, you know, on our show, we do like a tarot card reading every

00:37:08.380 show. 1.00

00:37:09.220 And, uh, some people think that we're demons or demonic for doing that kind of shit. 0.99

00:37:12.840 I'm just like, dude, they're just cards. 0.96

00:37:14.780 Um, so we do a card pull every time and every single episode, matter of fact, we can do it

00:37:19.720 today.

00:37:20.320 Every single episode, when we pull one card, I guarantee you that it will align with whatever

00:37:26.360 we're talking about today.

00:37:27.860 Interesting.

00:37:28.520 Okay.

00:37:28.740 All right.

00:37:29.080 Well, before we go on, I got to say, I have also done, um, a lot of mushrooms.

00:37:33.600 The most I ever did was five grams at a time.

00:37:35.880 And, uh, I don't think it was enough to have the experience you had.

00:37:39.520 I had it.

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00:39:21.920 I would have, I guess you could call it a gnosis, right?

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00:39:29.140 I never stopped to think that I was getting it.

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00:40:12.540 I don't know what we're going to, I guess we're going to get demonically possessed because

00:40:14.860 we're going to pull tarot cards.

00:40:16.060 I cannot say no to that.

00:40:17.920 And so I have to, I got to say no, David, you're already, you're going to get possessed,

00:40:22.280 dude.

00:40:22.960 No, no, I just, I, I, I, I'm not exactly sure what comes with the tarot cards.

00:40:28.700 Uh, well, my, my thing with tarot cards is it's like, um, so you have the ability to

00:40:36.700 gleam something about the realm that you inhabit.

00:40:39.760 Is that inherently bad?

00:40:41.580 I, I honestly am, am not too sure, uh, if it's inherently bad.

00:40:45.560 I had a, a reading with, uh, uh, a psychic, I guess in New Orleans about a year and a half

00:40:52.120 ago, a little bit less than a year and a half ago.

00:40:54.220 And, um, and he was like a gay man with a handlebar mustache wearing a fez and, uh, 0.96

00:41:00.360 but he did a great job. 0.80

00:41:01.480 He did a great job.

00:41:02.340 So I don't know.

00:41:03.400 So right there, right.

00:41:04.960 Lucas with a hard R says divination is a sin.

00:41:07.380 What did it, what exactly is divination?

00:41:09.700 I don't even, I'm not even sure what the, here, let's look that up divination.

00:41:13.760 So there's all the forms of divination though.

00:41:16.500 Like, uh, as a matter of fact, this is something that I know personally that like even a lot of

00:41:22.020 Christians do.

00:41:22.900 So if you look at the tarot or any form of divination as just some kind of technology

00:41:28.740 to reach the other side.

00:41:30.200 So for example, what's something that even Christians will do is that they'll maybe, maybe 0.98

00:41:35.620 you're just curious and you, you pull out your Bible and you open up a page.

00:41:39.760 I get that this morning.

00:41:40.860 There's a verse on there that will pop out at you.

00:41:43.140 Like, Oh my God, God's speaking to me right now.

00:41:45.580 And they did that this morning.

00:41:46.640 Look at the same exact way.

00:41:48.320 It's just that the tarot cards have a bunch of symbolism on there and you can interpret

00:41:52.600 them, I guess a couple of different ways, but you know, it's, it's like whenever you

00:41:56.260 open up the Bible, like whenever you, whenever you do open up that Bible, sometimes that Bible,

00:42:00.880 you could read the same verse a hundred times and a hundred different times it could be teaching

00:42:05.720 or it could be like kind of giving you a sign of whatever you're going through, whatever

00:42:09.940 you need to hear like that day.

00:42:12.040 And it'll help you with that day.

00:42:13.600 And I would suggest that the tarot cards are really nothing different personally.

00:42:16.780 That's how we look at it.

00:42:17.860 So this is what I'm looking at.

00:42:19.000 Basically it's, it's the, um, it's the intent.

00:42:22.160 So if you are seeking knowledge of the future or something unknown, then that is one thing.

00:42:29.180 It, but, but I don't know that a card pull is doing that.

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00:44:03.300 Anything.

00:44:03.780 I don't want to know anything.

00:44:05.180 If something is, you know, said to me, then that's one thing. 0.97

00:44:08.520 But I don't give a shit about knowing about my future or anything like that. 0.89

00:44:11.820 I'm not looking for an edge. 0.97

00:44:12.860 I think that's kind of the thing.

00:44:14.020 And just to, and I'm not saying that we have to do this top at all, but what I am saying

00:44:18.940 is the reason that tracks with me is because that is a form of power.

00:44:23.360 Absolute power corrupts.

00:44:24.520 Absolutely. 0.99

00:44:25.100 If you start utilizing these teachings and shit to gain an upper leg and understand the 1.00

00:44:30.760 future, mankind is fallible as shit. 0.99

00:44:34.280 So using any of these things to try to accomplish something is very, very slippery. 0.99

00:44:38.240 Here's what I'll say about it.

00:44:39.440 I don't really even do the thing with the Bible opening up and putting a finger.

00:44:42.500 My mom does that stuff. 1.00

00:44:43.460 Uh, I don't know this morning if, if God wants to contact me, he knows where I'm at.

00:44:48.100 He can contact me.

00:44:49.300 Uh, the thing with the, with the tarot card or with any, anything like, like for me, at

00:44:53.620 least for going out and seeking this stuff, you certainly will find the same way.

00:44:58.200 When you were seeking something, you were received by Elohim.

00:45:01.080 And that just means classification of heavenly body, something from God to fallen angel.

00:45:06.260 That's the range.

00:45:07.380 I don't know what you were talking to.

00:45:09.580 I don't know what I would even be talking to, or what I would be inviting to speak

00:45:13.440 to me.

00:45:14.000 So I don't know what will be the truth.

00:45:16.100 And therefore, no, no offense.

00:45:18.180 I mean, in another life, I'd be very interested. 0.97

00:45:20.320 But right now with what we're doing in, uh, on this show, I can't really fuck around with 0.76

00:45:25.760 that because we've got a lot of people.

00:45:27.640 Uh, we got a lot of people coming through listening.

00:45:29.920 And also a lot of, there's, there's a lot of people doing things that, uh, perhaps don't,

00:45:35.660 don't really have our best interests at heart waiting for me to slip up.

00:45:38.840 So I just can't take that risk with, uh, with, no, that's a good point.

00:45:43.480 I agree with top.

00:45:44.460 That's information.

00:45:45.480 Information we gleam from it's tempting.

00:45:47.540 And it's super tempting for the, like to be on the show.

00:45:50.180 Cause the information you're going to glean from it is going to be terrific.

00:45:52.760 Most I can guarantee you, if you did it, it would be something relevant.

00:45:56.420 It's going to be a banger, but it's just like, I'm like, is it, what, what door am

00:45:59.880 I opening after that?

00:46:01.880 And I don't think I should right now.

00:46:03.480 I can totally respect it and understand that.

00:46:06.080 I mean, I think that there are definitely a lot of people out there that are practicing,

00:46:10.080 you know, the dark arts.

00:46:11.640 Like you can absolutely use tarot and a lot of these definition forms for evil purposes.

00:46:18.040 But the reason why we are, we're interested in that we're not, we're not interested in

00:46:21.900 learning the future. 0.98

00:46:22.760 We're not interested in, in, in any evil kind of shit like that. 0.96

00:46:27.140 We, we look more toward the esoteric understanding of it. 0.96

00:46:30.240 How can we apply it to our own minds and our own selves and, uh, to assist us on, on this

00:46:36.000 journey, you know, in this meat suit, that's really how we look at it.

00:46:39.920 This is something I've been saying recently about like numerology, for example, right?

00:46:44.020 It's like, okay, the, the fact that numerology is an art at all, and it is applicable to some

00:46:49.800 degree of success tells you that there is an inherent aspect of our reality that numerology

00:46:56.140 is ingrained into.

00:46:58.160 Um, and, and so is that bad?

00:47:01.480 Was like, no, it seems to be the building blocks of the realm that we inhabit, right?

00:47:04.780 That's like walking up to the bricks of a building and being like bad, but if you, it's

00:47:08.600 not bad.

00:47:09.140 It's not, no, no, but if you then take that thing, which is what people do, this is exactly 0.99

00:47:13.080 what fucking people do. 0.98

00:47:13.900 And this is why it has become a, a, a, a, a shit show numerology is you then start using 1.00

00:47:19.960 it to, uh, to, you know, gain an upper hand on sports betting to position yourself, maybe, 0.95

00:47:26.620 uh, you know, in a better place in the future.

00:47:28.960 If I'm here on this day, during this time in a numerological alignment, then I will find

00:47:33.700 success X, Y, and Z. 0.98

00:47:34.840 And then that just becomes, in my opinion, the issue of, Oh shit, humans figured out 0.99

00:47:41.100 how to manipulate the fabric of this reality. 0.99

00:47:43.180 That is a tremendous power. 1.00

00:47:45.260 And humans are fucking retarded and it's going to corrupt this. 1.00

00:47:48.780 Like manipulating the fabric of this reality. 1.00

00:47:51.800 That's like a potent term, but like my kids, I, I give them safety scissors. 0.99

00:47:56.640 I would never give them a fucking circle saw. 0.97

00:47:58.980 And like some of these, these, these are tools. 0.99

00:48:01.060 Like these are tools that you guys are using to like, look and like take a peek behind the

00:48:05.260 other side.

00:48:05.800 But for me, even though, you know, we do this, like, I guess it's like a fairly black belt 0.88

00:48:10.480 level show as far as spirituality goes. 0.91

00:48:12.480 I don't fuck with it with, uh, in the tangible sense of, of doing this stuff because I'm like, 0.98

00:48:16.800 I know I'm a kid. 0.99

00:48:17.360 I'm gonna get my fingers cut off if I touch the circle.

00:48:19.660 So, so I'm like, you know what?

00:48:21.140 I'll hit, I'll let the, I'm, I'm actually interested.

00:48:23.540 What have been some experiences like in your show, like with the tarot card reading, what

00:48:27.900 have you uncovered with what you saw?

00:48:29.660 So we actually, the, the very first time that we were absolutely mind blown, uh, from a

00:48:36.620 tarot card experience is that we learned that there's this, uh, there's this old, like, uh,

00:48:41.700 like this Russian book and it's called, I believe it's called the Anastasia method.

00:48:46.640 And you can, um, basically this guy went wandering off in the woods and I guess he got lost and

00:48:52.380 he stumbled across like this being, right?

00:48:54.580 I don't know if it was some kind of nature being or, you know, a spiritual being or whatever

00:48:59.180 it was, but basically this being told him, look, if you're trying to cure all illnesses,

00:49:04.540 cure all, whatever you got going on with yourself, the best way to be able to do that would be

00:49:09.080 to in like, uh, like intertwine your DNA with a seed.

00:49:15.120 So, and how you would do that is, is like, um, uh, how she described it was that you would

00:49:19.880 take like an apple seed, for example, and you'd take that apple seed and you'd hold it in

00:49:24.020 your mouth and just let like all your DNA, like your saliva soak into it.

00:49:27.780 And then you'd go out, um, is going to sound kind of crazy, but you'd go outside, you'd

00:49:32.320 hold those seeds up to the, to the stars basically, and basically have that light shine down on

00:49:38.040 the seed.

00:49:38.680 And then you go and plant that seed.

00:49:40.820 Well, whenever you plant that seed in the, in the tree grows and then you can eat the

00:49:44.360 fruit, supposedly that fruit has everything that your body needs that it is lacking because

00:49:50.320 it is now intertwined with your DNA.

00:49:52.860 So we did a show on that and, um, and then we ended up pulling a tarot card and, um, and

00:49:59.320 the only card that we, that, uh, the only card that would have intertwined with that, with

00:50:06.640 that episode was, uh, do you remember the name of that card, Sean?

00:50:10.460 I don't know if it was the full, but more importantly, it was the imagery and the imagery on the card

00:50:15.280 was a hand with, with stars on it, holding a plant.

00:50:18.920 And so that to us was just like, wow, you know, like it basically just nailed the whole

00:50:24.620 topic and idea of this show was like intertwining and holding onto the plant, you know?

00:50:29.420 And, and so, and just to be clear, you know, like at least as far as how I've seen the tarot

00:50:34.220 cards is like, I'm sure you guys have heard, you know, where, where attention goes, energy

00:50:38.440 flows.

00:50:38.900 And let's say you go and buy a car and because you've never seen, you don't see this car

00:50:43.620 very often.

00:50:44.120 So you decide to buy this particular car.

00:50:46.500 As soon as you buy the car, you start seeing that particular car everywhere now.

00:50:50.700 And so it's basically just in your mind now.

00:50:53.180 And so now you're going to see this particular car a little more frequently.

00:50:56.740 And so basically how I, at least how I see the tarot, as far as how it works is that the

00:51:03.880 symbolism and the understanding or the meaning of the card resonates with you because I think

00:51:08.500 no matter what card we pull, it's going to resonate because you can apply that to basically

00:51:13.020 anything you're dealing with.

00:51:14.120 And really it's a tool in the, in the fact of when you pull the card, it just kind of highlights

00:51:20.340 that for you.

00:51:21.300 That's really it.

00:51:22.360 You know, it's not, it's not pulling energy from some dark for saying, you know, this

00:51:28.060 is the information you need.

00:51:29.100 This is how you conquer.

00:51:30.440 You know, it's basically just a reminder, kind of like a parable.

00:51:34.300 It's, it's interesting because a lot of like psychics, um, and, and just going through that

00:51:39.400 whole experience, whether it's tarot or otherwise, uh, there is certainly some aspect that you can

00:51:44.340 gleam something that were like, you didn't know, but I'm not going to lie. 0.99

00:51:48.040 I feel like a lot of it is confirmation of shit. 0.99

00:51:52.220 You kind of already knew. 0.99

00:51:53.780 And that's, that's a lot of these.

00:51:54.860 And maybe that's valuable to some people, right?

00:51:56.800 It's like, maybe you're uncertain, but you do feel like maybe this is the correct path

00:52:02.100 or that's the correct path or whatever. 0.85

00:52:03.200 And then otherwise it's a lot of it is just confirming shit that you already knew, or you 0.56

00:52:08.840 could have figured out if you were just a little bit more, um, I don't know, receptive 0.86

00:52:13.300 and grounded in the, in the truth or something like that.

00:52:15.700 Like, uh, when I, well, for my experience, it was, it was weird, but, um, I've always

00:52:23.160 been called to, to, to podcast.

00:52:25.620 It's like, I know God is laughing.

00:52:27.000 He's like, I made him a podcaster.

00:52:28.400 I know it's very funny.

00:52:29.720 Uh, and, and, uh, I always have known on some level that that was my path.

00:52:36.060 And one day when I was in new Orleans and I went to this, uh, tarot card reader, it was

00:52:41.920 just like, Hey, you do something, uh, you do two things.

00:52:44.720 You, you, you, you, you have your foot in two different worlds.

00:52:47.540 One of them you do for money.

00:52:48.760 The other one you do because you like it.

00:52:50.620 And I'm like, yes, yes.

00:52:51.820 And it's like, okay, well that one that you do, it has to do a lot with like talking.

00:52:55.120 Right.

00:52:55.480 And I'm like, okay, yeah, that's, that's pretty good.

00:52:57.560 And they're like, you've been trying at that for a long time.

00:53:00.120 The one that you don't want to do that you do for money, it's going to fall away soon.

00:53:03.740 And the thing that you, uh, want to do, uh, is going to be the thing that you do permanently

00:53:09.800 after this.

00:53:10.440 And it's going to bring you a lot of success.

00:53:11.680 And then they were like, look, you're going to have to worry about some pitfalls.

00:53:13.900 You're a good person.

00:53:15.120 Um, but you're going to be the recipient of, of, uh, more hate than you've ever been the

00:53:19.360 recipient of.

00:53:20.160 And that is going to be working to change you.

00:53:22.200 Don't let it change you.

00:53:24.860 Okay.

00:53:25.340 And like, look, that was cool.

00:53:27.460 But I recognize what it did is it fed something in me that just wanted to be confirmed. 1.00

00:53:33.040 And part of me almost feels like God is like, yeah, you dumb gay bitch. 1.00

00:53:36.580 I put you on a path and it's full of mystery. 1.00

00:53:39.480 You get to be on the hero's journey, but instead of having trust and faith in this situation, 0.87

00:53:44.860 you got to go to a gay guy in a fez, which was, you know, my bad. 0.95

00:53:48.460 Um, and so, but I don't know if that's, that experience is the same for everybody, but I do

00:53:52.840 see that a lot is like a lot of the times, the information that you're going to get, I'm

00:53:57.360 not saying that it's not, um, perceptive in a way that is inherently spiritual because

00:54:03.760 how the hell else are you gleaming this information off of me?

00:54:06.400 But also if you check in with yourself, there's a voice inside you that already is telling you

00:54:12.160 that.

00:54:12.520 I wanted to, I wanted to say something about that idea, the, the episode that you were

00:54:16.860 talking about, cause that's a, that's a fascinating idea.

00:54:19.460 And it came up in a different sense on one of the episodes we did with, uh, this guy,

00:54:23.540 he calls himself inversionism.

00:54:25.080 He's kind of like an expert on, uh, uh, self-medication, I guess you'd say.

00:54:29.580 But, uh, one of the things he did that's very similar to that is he had a, an allergy to

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00:54:34.940 It would basically like make him break out for years and years and he couldn't figure

00:54:39.500 out why.

00:54:40.500 And he kind of like, he did a bunch of research and, and, and he wasn't specifically looking

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00:56:50.380 He's intravenously putting in, you know, like vitamin C. Glutathione is just basically

00:56:56.240 sunlight.

00:56:57.440 And he completely healed his aversion to eggs.

00:57:01.600 So it's, it's what I was like, man, it, this is a, it's a principle.

00:57:05.600 That is a principle of being here as human beings. 0.99

00:57:08.740 That shit actually works. 0.99

00:57:10.360 So are we supposed to do it? 1.00

00:57:12.700 I think that's a good question.

00:57:13.920 And I don't know. 0.99

00:57:15.140 I mean, I might put some seeds in my mouth and fucking spit them in the ground here. 0.99

00:57:18.540 See what we get. 0.99

00:57:20.020 Hey, we don't know if it works, but you know, it's interesting.

00:57:23.180 Nonetheless, we, we did an episode.

00:57:25.700 Somebody sent us a testimony and they've been ingrained in the church their entire lives.

00:57:31.740 And, uh, and basically somebody from their church suddenly came to them and told them

00:57:38.920 that they had a message from God.

00:57:40.980 Um, and this person, what's the expression for, for somebody that, that is, you know,

00:57:45.960 plays that role.

00:57:46.920 I guess a prophet, right?

00:57:48.800 Um, so this person expressed some sort of hesitation because oftentimes, according to

00:57:54.640 the, the person who's, uh, sharing it, God will give messages to this individual, but

00:58:01.040 then caution them against really sharing them because, um, it can do a couple of things.

00:58:06.800 It can derail you from the path that you're on, or you're just not in a place where you're

00:58:11.680 ready to receive that sort of information.

00:58:13.860 You misinterpret it, misconstrued, and, you know, the very act of telling you this message

00:58:20.500 is what keeps you from, you know, executing your mission.

00:58:23.480 But within the church, there is still precedent for messages from God relayed from one individual

00:58:31.180 to another.

00:58:33.040 Right.

00:58:33.820 I mean, there is, and, but that's the thing, dude.

00:58:36.540 Like, I think that what we're discovering, uh, on Meta Mysteries is that there is so many

00:58:41.840 different, like, alleys for that to happen.

00:58:45.520 You know, that it doesn't necessarily have to come from somebody, uh, that is in any specific

00:58:52.360 religion.

00:58:52.860 And now, I mean, I, I understand the, the mindset, like I understand how, you know, if

00:58:57.780 you're a certain religion that you could look at everybody else's religion as if it's

00:59:01.900 evil, you can look at every other form of spirituality and divination as if it's evil.

00:59:06.360 I mean, it even says right in the Bible, do not practice divination, right? 0.99

00:59:09.840 Like all of that shit is to be basically outlawed. 0.98

00:59:13.160 And, um, and I don't know, I'm, I'm personally somebody, like I said, I didn't grow up with, 0.99

00:59:17.500 you know, Christianity.

00:59:18.480 Like, you know, we were, we didn't even have any form of spirituality in my family while

00:59:23.200 I was growing up. 0.89

00:59:23.880 So that's why maybe the, a lot of the shit is so fascinating, but like, I grew up exactly 0.97

00:59:27.840 the same way. 0.98

00:59:28.500 No, no Christianity, no spirituality whatsoever. 0.53

00:59:30.660 I didn't, I didn't become Christian until I was 30 after being a conspiracy theorist for

00:59:36.220 like my entire life.

00:59:37.160 Well, it's what you're saying is true and it's not, it annoys me when, when you get

00:59:42.180 people from the church or Christian people who see, uh, spirituality, especially coming

00:59:47.440 from whether it's like some kind of mysticism or Gnosticism or different religion and they

00:59:52.680 hit it with a stick.

00:59:53.640 And I kind of, I kind of just did that here a little bit with the tarot card, um, hit it

00:59:57.860 with a stick, but not necessarily.

00:59:59.180 I'm just telling you like, honestly, I don't, I'm not quite sure.

01:00:01.980 So I'm not going to partake.

01:00:03.300 But, uh, the fact is that it is true.

01:00:05.920 It is real. 0.99

01:00:07.240 Um, there is in this, within the spiritual realm, there's a lot of shit going on. 0.99

01:00:12.300 Is everything evil? 0.95

01:00:13.700 No, there's shades of gray, but I don't, I can't pretend to understand.

01:00:18.480 I think that there's, I think that the spiritual realm is, uh, more vast than this realm that

01:00:24.580 we occupy right now.

01:00:25.580 So there's, I don't know, less than 10 billion people on the earth.

01:00:28.160 If we're talking about spirits, there's probably way more. 0.99

01:00:30.780 I don't know what the fuck they're doing. 0.99

01:00:32.760 Cause they've been around for a long time. 0.99

01:00:35.060 I don't know the sides.

01:00:36.120 I don't know the parties.

01:00:36.840 I don't know the games.

01:00:37.740 I don't even really know all the rules, only the things that we can kind of gleam from,

01:00:41.680 you know, the esoteric readings or biblical, you know, biblical lectures that we can find

01:00:46.360 from here on how to conduct yourself within this realm.

01:00:49.420 And still, I don't even know if that would be true or accurate.

01:00:53.100 I'd be hesitant. 0.99

01:00:54.200 You know, I wouldn't, I'm saying I wouldn't go in there acting like I know what the fuck 0.99

01:00:58.160 I'm doing, like swing my dick around because it could be, I could have read something wrong. 0.99

01:01:02.620 So that is a, I understand like the, the people have complacency for it, but yeah, not necessarily 0.98

01:01:08.020 everything is evil.

01:01:08.840 Not necessarily everything is bad on the other side, but how do you know?

01:01:13.400 Well, and I actually had an experience, um, on, on Meta Mysteries.

01:01:18.180 We had a guest on and, you know, he came from the, the Christian, uh, worldview.

01:01:23.040 And whenever I was telling him about my Elohim story, he was like, well, yeah, I'm, I'm pretty

01:01:27.800 sure that's demonic and I'm pretty sure that that's evil.

01:01:30.100 And I'm just like, I didn't get any, any evil thing that happened as a result.

01:01:34.720 I told you to keep being a good person, keep doing what you're doing.

01:01:38.360 And also Elohim is, is a terminology that's used for like a high ranking spiritual entity.

01:01:43.000 Uh, it seems that even the way the Bible puts it, God is considered an Elohim.

01:01:47.360 It's a class of spiritual entity, but, but, you know, there's a creator and then there

01:01:51.660 is pretty much everything else that, that it's created.

01:01:54.200 So I would say that's, look, you said before that, um, a lot of people will adhere to a 0.99

01:01:59.880 religion and then say all other religions are, are, are bullshit. 0.97

01:02:03.420 And it's like, that is a huge mistake if you do that. 0.99

01:02:06.900 Cause where I've come to is like, I only adhere to Christianity because I believe it's

01:02:12.120 the truest.

01:02:13.240 These other religions would not exist if they did not have elements of truth at their core.

01:02:18.300 You cannot build something that long lasting on a foundation of lies.

01:02:21.740 Right.

01:02:22.080 So here's a, sorry to interrupt, but here, this is a good scripture here. 0.97

01:02:26.780 Um, that again, this is why I don't, I don't fuck with this stuff because even though the 0.92

01:02:30.640 Bible says it, I do believe the Bible, I trust it. 0.96

01:02:32.820 But I'm like, do I really want to go and, and put that to practice? 0.99

01:02:37.040 I got a good thing going for me right here, right now, like without diving into some shit. 0.90

01:02:41.540 But, uh, John, first John chapter four, verse one says, beloved, do not believe every spirit, 0.97

01:02:46.880 but test the spirits to see whether they are from God.

01:02:50.460 Many are false.

01:02:51.600 So that right there is telling me, cause we know that there are spiritual laws.

01:02:55.840 There are rules within the spirit realm that for whatever reason, entities throughout, uh,

01:03:00.840 every mythology cannot break.

01:03:03.340 And they seem weird and arbitrary to us when we read them.

01:03:05.680 We're like, you can't do that.

01:03:06.800 That doesn't really make any sense.

01:03:08.420 Why would you be bound by X, Y, Z rule?

01:03:10.860 Why would you have to use, why do you need my permission?

01:03:13.700 Why do you need my permission?

01:03:14.660 Why would you have to use blood to do this or that?

01:03:17.460 Why don't you just do it?

01:03:18.280 It was like, well, there's laws.

01:03:19.760 And it seems like one of those laws is if I ask it, like, you know, like the old trope,

01:03:24.280 like you, oh, you asked the cop, they got to tell you so they can't sell you drugs. 0.99

01:03:27.260 I was like, that's turns out to be bullshit too. 0.99

01:03:29.600 That's not in the constitution. 0.99

01:03:31.160 They're saying it is here in the Bible.

01:03:33.160 I don't even know if I want to test that.

01:03:35.420 You know, if I'm like, are you from God? 1.00

01:03:36.640 And then something's like, yeah, totally faggot. 1.00

01:03:38.860 And then it just lies to me. 1.00

01:03:40.980 Well, I guess it would all depend.

01:03:42.500 It would all depend on what it is you're searching for.

01:03:45.500 And I think that, and correct me if I'm wrong, but, um, uh, basically the, the, the idea of

01:03:51.000 the devil is that basically that this is the devil's playground is earth.

01:03:54.140 Right.

01:03:54.760 And, uh, basically physical reality would be the devil's playground.

01:03:58.440 And so if you're ever trying to search for any kind of, uh, guidance, um, from the, the

01:04:05.280 darks 99 times out of a hundred, whenever you're trying to contact the, the dark side 0.99

01:04:13.100 or anything like that, it's for something in this physical world.

01:04:17.180 So let's say, all right, well, I'll make this sacrifice for example, so that my career can

01:04:22.900 vault or whatever.

01:04:23.700 That's, that's like, you're pertaining to the physical world at that point.

01:04:27.940 You're trying to advance the, uh, awesomeness, I guess, of your, your physical world.

01:04:34.480 And where we come at it is a complete opposite end.

01:04:38.140 We don't even care what happens in this physical world.

01:04:40.340 I mean, yeah, you want to take care of your family and create good memories and stuff like

01:04:43.960 that, but whenever we look into any form of divination or spirituality, it's always to

01:04:47.960 broaden our understanding and, and, you know, uh, bring our awareness, um, a little bit more

01:04:53.580 to the forefront and almost try and gain a little bit more enlightenment.

01:04:56.680 That way, whenever we are interacting with the physical world, we have a better way of

01:05:02.040 interacting with it.

01:05:03.540 So that way we're not, you know, so caught up in our emotions and so caught up in just the

01:05:07.720 ego.

01:05:08.040 This is like, basically the stuff that we're getting into is it's, it's anti ego, you know,

01:05:13.440 and so we're not really too concerned with anything materialistically, which I think,

01:05:18.400 you know, you were talking about spirits earlier.

01:05:19.920 And I think that that kind of relays into what, you know, we were trying to present today.

01:05:23.760 And that's like near, uh, near death experiences and people who have had experiences with past

01:05:28.600 life regressions.

01:05:29.480 You know, if you're searching for something like that, like the best way, in my opinion,

01:05:33.720 to be able to search for anything is, you know, kind of with your meditative mind, right?

01:05:38.420 And so you go into a meditation and maybe you're listening to some binaural beats or whatever,

01:05:44.100 maybe it's a, a guided meditation or whatever the case may be.

01:05:47.220 You can find out a lot about yourself and a lot about kind of the nature of our reality

01:05:52.140 in a weird way, just by going inward.

01:05:54.820 And, um, and I think that there's a little bit of truth in that even spread throughout the

01:05:59.260 Bible where it says basically the kingdom of heaven is within you.

01:06:02.000 Right.

01:06:02.440 And so that would be the place that you're trying to go.

01:06:05.480 So whenever people do have near death experiences or people do, you know, uh, uh, get a past

01:06:11.840 life regression or something like that, that is stuff.

01:06:14.160 That's something within you.

01:06:15.340 You're not even seeking anything on the outside material world, you know?

01:06:18.680 And, um, so basically our idea, can I share the screen?

01:06:23.280 Sure.

01:06:24.680 Oh, by the way, I, I agree with that idea too, that, that, you know, more answers lie within.

01:06:29.640 And that's why I look at, um, NASA, you know, you look at NASA and it's like, it's trying

01:06:34.060 to convince you that like all the answers are out there and some great out there.

01:06:37.860 And I think that's a great ploy.

01:06:39.200 If you want to trick humanity and keep them from looking inward for understanding, instead,

01:06:44.560 they're now looking outward towards, you know, whatever.

01:06:47.960 These things are.

01:06:49.920 Oh, go ahead.

01:06:50.600 Sorry, Sean.

01:06:51.080 Go ahead.

01:06:51.360 I was just going to say, you know, you were, you were making an example as far as when you

01:06:55.080 were using mushrooms.

01:06:56.720 Right.

01:06:57.140 And, and it seemed like, you know, any question that you had, the answers just kind of presented

01:07:01.080 themselves, you know?

01:07:02.120 And, and I, I tend to think I could be wrong, of course, you know, but I tend to think that

01:07:06.500 those answers or understandings are already within you.

01:07:09.420 And when you are, you know, using mushrooms or DMT or something like that, I feel like a

01:07:14.480 lot of the ego and a lot of the preconceived notions that you have kind of blocking you

01:07:19.460 from certain understandings kind of fall away.

01:07:22.660 Yeah.

01:07:22.780 And so in that sense, the, the mushroom is a tool at that point.

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01:08:54.480 You know, it's kind of letting you experience that from kind of a different angle.

01:08:59.320 It seems like Tony Merkel would call, he likes the term portal, right?

01:09:05.040 Like it's like a doorway to traverse from one thing to another.

01:09:08.200 But when they say it's inside of you, I think that the person is the portal.

01:09:12.560 I think that we are.

01:09:13.700 Yeah.

01:09:13.940 We have that innate ability to, yeah, you are going like within yourself.

01:09:18.700 But it's weird.

01:09:21.400 It's like another fractal nature of when we look up at the night sky and we see those

01:09:25.260 stars.

01:09:26.240 And our previous guest, Nick of Occult Rejects was on.

01:09:28.520 He says, well, when you close your eyes and it's like dark, but you still see these like

01:09:32.320 white spots.

01:09:33.580 It's almost like you're peering within and it's just repeated out there.

01:09:37.480 So it's like these substances, yeah, these substances like a DMT or mushrooms or acid

01:09:44.240 in a way, it helps you kind of go inside.

01:09:47.320 And that's how I think that's how we go and we communicate with these other realms, like 0.99

01:09:52.340 not going that way, that's alien bullshit. 0.98

01:09:55.260 It's like light years away. 0.99

01:09:56.260 No, it's like it's going inside your mind, but traversing this realm.

01:10:01.560 And it's hard to explain.

01:10:02.960 But that being said, not to cut you off, that being said, I feel like, and I think you've

01:10:07.460 expressed this as well, as far as psychedelics are concerned, it's not for everybody, you

01:10:11.960 know, just as, you know, you were saying you didn't want to take a chance on the tarot

01:10:15.300 because you feel like everything's kind of going good already, you know, and I totally

01:10:18.720 relate to that because Jonathan was telling me about his DMT experience and I just figured

01:10:23.580 that sounds like the most scariest experience you could ever experience.

01:10:26.920 And I don't think I'm ready for that, you know, and so that being said, I don't think

01:10:30.520 psychedelics, DMT or for everybody either.

01:10:32.940 And I have a great deal of empathy, though, for for psychonauts and people that are trying

01:10:37.840 to explore these things, because it's like these are real realms.

01:10:40.540 These are real experiences.

01:10:41.520 There's something there you can access it.

01:10:44.020 But here in 2025 in the West, we've been totally stripped of the map of this spiritual

01:10:48.580 realm.

01:10:48.900 We don't understand it at all.

01:10:49.900 And so my my issue with it then becomes it's very much like going into the forest and being

01:10:56.420 surprised when it's like there's a deer, which is, you know, an herbivore and it's all

01:11:00.700 good and it's really not going to screw with you too much, that's a bear and those are

01:11:03.640 its cubs.

01:11:04.300 And if you get too close to it, that thing's going to tear you apart.

01:11:06.480 Now, because we're dealing with spiritual entities, imagine if that bear could deceive

01:11:11.120 you.

01:11:11.760 That is where the real issue lies.

01:11:14.040 It's like there is a vast array of entities on the other side of this veil.

01:11:18.860 Like some are good, some are bad, some are neutral.

01:11:20.800 And you saw you saw a cat person.

01:11:23.020 That's like I've only ever heard of a cat person in like on the eastern part of the world.

01:11:28.100 But oh, yeah, dog, like it was nuts, bro.

01:11:32.120 Sean, what was the name of that that character who we figured out who it was?

01:11:36.120 Oh, segment or segment, which is interesting, I think, as far as like many people, even on

01:11:42.960 the other side of the world, seeing these different entities, you know, whether it be

01:11:46.260 the the jesters or the different you've heard of all of the different entities that you can

01:11:50.980 come in contact with.

01:11:52.520 And I find that super fascinating because you can have zero preconceived notion of what

01:11:57.320 you might experience.

01:11:58.400 And yet you experience something that thousands or even millions of people have have experienced,

01:12:02.840 you know, with no kind of context.

01:12:05.820 And so that to me, just like you said, I feel like this this spiritual realm is a thing that's

01:12:11.720 already happening all the time.

01:12:13.520 We are just not privy to it as often as we'd like.

01:12:16.700 I well, I have to ask Jonathan because I've already found Sekhmet and I have to ask you

01:12:21.000 a very important question, Jonathan.

01:12:23.020 Yes.

01:12:23.920 Would or wouldn't?

01:12:26.420 Oh, it's a girl.

01:12:28.040 Would or wouldn't, Jonathan?

01:12:29.680 It is an attractive cat woman. 0.89

01:12:31.440 It is depicted as having, you know, a considerable posterior.

01:12:36.400 Let's go there.

01:12:37.380 All right.

01:12:37.920 So tell me, Jonathan, would or wouldn't?

01:12:40.860 I didn't give the full story.

01:12:43.280 Oh, did.

01:12:45.040 So here's what's really strange.

01:12:47.400 So whenever this what I later became to know as Sekhmet came to me as I was like crying

01:12:53.580 out for help.

01:12:54.440 Basically, she started laying up on me, like laying next to me, like kind of like purring 0.99

01:12:58.420 up against me. 0.97

01:12:59.260 And I, you know, weirdly out of nowhere, I just started getting like fucking turned on 0.90

01:13:04.120 and it was the strangest feeling ever. 0.69

01:13:07.120 And I almost felt guilty.

01:13:08.100 I was like, you're like, you're having a spiritual experience. 1.00

01:13:11.040 Put your dick back in your pants. 1.00

01:13:12.080 That's what was going through my mind. 1.00

01:13:13.160 Right. 0.99

01:13:13.400 Dirty, sexy cat lady. 1.00

01:13:15.200 Yeah. 1.00

01:13:15.680 Yeah.

01:13:16.040 And later I ended up finding out because we had a guest on Sean.

01:13:20.940 What was his name? 1.00

01:13:23.080 Oh, shit. 1.00

01:13:24.780 That was Ronnie Pontiac. 1.00

01:13:26.940 Ronnie Pontiac. 0.97

01:13:28.040 OK, so that is a damn cool name. 0.97

01:13:30.480 Ronnie Pontiac.

01:13:31.560 I would tell everybody my full name. 0.96

01:13:33.680 Every fucking nice to meet you. 0.96

01:13:34.840 I'm Ronnie Pontiac. 0.97

01:13:35.840 Yeah.

01:13:36.020 Ronnie Pontiac.

01:13:36.940 So Ronnie Pontiac was an understudy to Manly P.

01:13:40.200 Hall, who wrote, what was it?

01:13:42.880 Secret Teachings for All Ages.

01:13:44.400 Right.

01:13:45.180 He was an understudy.

01:13:46.480 He basically like him and Manly P.

01:13:48.060 All like Manly P. 0.94

01:13:49.160 Looked at at Ronnie Pontiac as if he was like handing handing the baton off because he knew

01:13:55.560 that he wasn't going to be able to stay alive forever, obviously.

01:13:57.740 Right.

01:13:58.060 And so I was telling Ronnie Pontiac about that story.

01:14:00.520 And he goes, oh, yeah, it sounds like Sekhmet. 0.92

01:14:02.120 You know, she's like she's very she's she's always known as like the sexual cat woman. 1.00

01:14:07.660 That's, you know, like almost like fooling men into sleeping with her or whatever. 0.98

01:14:12.660 And so he grabbed the figurine.

01:14:14.840 He actually had a figurine.

01:14:16.560 This dude just had one on hand.

01:14:18.660 Yeah.

01:14:18.800 That's how he rolls, you know, a full on Sekhmet. 0.96

01:14:20.920 And so we ended up doing a little bit of research into who Sekhmet was.

01:14:24.140 And you come to find out the story that she's basically Ra's daughter, like the the sun god Ra.

01:14:30.660 Right.

01:14:31.560 Basically that she's Ra's daughter.

01:14:33.540 And there's a whole wild story.

01:14:35.200 But basically the story goes is that she's like bloodlust, like she's super bloodthirsty. 0.96

01:14:41.020 And she I guess Ra stuck her on on humanity for all those people who were not, you know, following the doctrine or whatever like that.

01:14:51.240 But then Ra got all got all pissed and kind of scared because she was like going and killing people that she wasn't even supposed to because of her bloodlust. 1.00

01:14:59.500 And so what they did was is that they flooded is it's a pretty funny story.

01:15:04.120 But basically they flooded this town with what seemingly was blood and she was drinking it up.

01:15:10.380 And I guess it made her have some kind of like she like evolved into this other character named Hathor.

01:15:18.840 And Hathor is basically the loving, caring, generous, motherly figure.

01:15:24.380 And and so, yeah, now whenever you see Sekhmet, she's also Hathor.

01:15:29.120 That's just like two sides of the same coin almost. 0.99

01:15:32.000 And so very wild shit going on with that. 0.92

01:15:35.580 And then, you know, you look into Hathor and a lot of other people are having like these weird experiences with this character, this deity named Hathor or Hathor rather. 0.96

01:15:44.780 And if you have if you've heard the the story of of Chris Bledsoe, he wrote the book called UFO of God.

01:15:52.780 And he has like a bunch of orbs and like he's the guy that is always filming orbs.

01:15:57.940 Right. And but he had like a whole crazy thing.

01:16:01.600 The line of events that happened to him.

01:16:03.300 And basically he said, look, there was this orb that came out of the sky and she said her name was Hathor.

01:16:08.840 And she had this message that she needed to tell the rest of humanity.

01:16:12.940 And and so whenever I had that experience, I was like Sekhmet and then Sekhmet is Hathor. 0.70

01:16:17.180 Like, damn, we're kind of there's a couple of people that are experiencing that kind of stuff.

01:16:20.500 So, dude, it's it's a wild, wild like it's so vast. 0.99

01:16:25.000 All of this kind of segment.

01:16:27.620 So so whenever I hear of a female deity, I'm often like, OK, is there some sort of connection between like a Hecate or a Lilith character and whatever this other female deity is?

01:16:35.920 And so far, I've not really found anything.

01:16:38.700 But I have found that at some point Sekhmet had such a you were saying that before, right, whose bloodlusts and destructive tendencies are said to have inspired vampire myths.

01:16:50.640 That's why. Well, this is it also it shares some similarities with like the pagan or that I don't know if it's pagan.

01:16:58.480 It's it's a Roman tradition of Valentine's Day where they get it from those deities. 0.52

01:17:02.700 It's like a deity that you would sacrifice to the woman would get beaten by like animal skins and shit like that. 0.99

01:17:08.820 It's about fertility. And but there's two sides to it. 0.99

01:17:11.700 Like one side is this like lust love side of the other side is this really brutal form of it's almost like sacrifice or self flagellation.

01:17:19.820 And it seems like this person, Hathor and what was the other cat his name?

01:17:25.760 Sekhmet. Sekhmet. Yeah, they have this same duality and it probably it definitely predates.

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01:18:59.180 What we are going to celebrate here on Friday. 1.00

01:19:01.680 Make sure you get your wife some fucking flowers, bro. 1.00

01:19:03.740 But it also does a good job, right, of like, it kind of lays out the plight of women in so many ways. 0.99

01:19:08.900 Because if it's like, you know, the best version is motherhood and empathy and caring and nurturing, right, which is what she sort of evolves into. 1.00

01:19:16.800 And the other side is fucking just crazy bitch shit. 1.00

01:19:20.180 Bleeding from the eyes. 1.00

01:19:21.320 Bleeding, just nonstop bleeding all the time with the bleeding.

01:19:25.220 So, yeah, I mean, it also embodies that pretty well.

01:19:29.420 Yeah, dude. 0.99

01:19:29.980 So wild shit that you can find over there. 0.92

01:19:32.200 But anyway, going back to it, it wasn't allowing me to share the screen. 0.94

01:19:35.380 And it said, oh, you got to close it in order to update the app or whatever.

01:19:38.980 So I'll just read it.

01:19:40.240 There's a couple of things that I wanted to bring as far as anybody that's interested in, like, near-death experiences.

01:19:46.000 So anybody who has ever looked into near-death experiences who are unsure what to make about all of it,

01:19:53.100 you're not going to get one cement thing that you can pull from this.

01:19:59.480 You might get one.

01:20:00.680 And that's, I mean, it's obviously all spiritual.

01:20:03.760 But for the most part, everybody experiences something different whenever they have one of these near-death experiences.

01:20:10.080 And so whether you're a Christian or a Muslim or non-religious or whatever, there is a near-death experience for all of them. 1.00

01:20:18.560 And they say that, you know, if you're a Christian, maybe what happens whenever you have a near-death experience, you'll see Jesus.

01:20:23.960 And there's hundreds, if not thousands, of different experiences with Jesus.

01:20:28.640 And conversely, the people who are not religious, they'll see, like, light beings and, like, loving light beings.

01:20:35.280 Maybe they're aliens.

01:20:36.800 Maybe they're from another dimension or something like that.

01:20:39.280 But it's always, like, some form of divine message.

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01:21:39.140 It comes from Jesus.

01:21:40.040 Like, it's always a divine message, even from Him.

01:21:42.580 And I actually brought one up that I do have a near-death experience with Jesus.

01:21:47.740 I actually have three that I wanted to bring today.

01:21:50.260 And by the way, anybody that wants to be able to go and check this website out, it's this guy.

01:21:55.240 His name is Dr. Jeffrey Long.

01:21:56.700 He was a medical doctor, and he kept on having, like, these patients, I believe, that were just – they were dying for – momentarily.

01:22:06.200 And then they'd come back and they'd say, oh, my God, I saw, you know, my dead mother.

01:22:10.560 Or, you know, they saw some kind of light being or Jesus or something like that.

01:22:14.920 And the guy, you know, he started getting a little interested in that.

01:22:17.880 Well, lo and behold, he ends up having a near-death experience of his own.

01:22:21.760 And so now he is, like, obsessed with it.

01:22:23.960 He's like, yo, I'm leaving the whole medical field.

01:22:26.500 Can you share in the private chat?

01:22:28.640 Maybe I can pull it up for you.

01:22:29.840 And also, don't go to this doctor.

01:22:32.000 It seems like most of his patients are dying or something.

01:22:33.760 It seems like he keeps losing patients, dude.

01:22:35.440 He died himself? 1.00

01:22:36.480 Like, shit, dude. 1.00

01:22:37.220 I can't remember what kind of doctor he was that allowed him to see this kind of stuff. 1.00

01:22:42.000 Maybe it was a surgeon or something like that.

01:22:44.260 But basically, he ended up having a near-death experience.

01:22:47.220 And now he created this website called NDERF.org, which stands for the Near-Death Experience Research Foundation.

01:22:57.460 And if you go, they have a place where you can share your near-death experience or you can go to near-death experience stories.

01:23:05.820 And they have current ones that are just recently happening.

01:23:08.440 And then you have exceptional ones, which are just mind-blowing.

01:23:12.340 And the one that we're going to read today is actually an exceptional one, as they label it.

01:23:17.400 And I just want to see what you guys think about this.

01:23:19.920 Okay.

01:23:20.680 You ready for it?

01:23:21.640 Yeah, yeah.

01:23:22.060 Let's go.

01:23:22.760 Let's go.

01:23:23.300 So this is from somebody named Bristol.

01:23:26.660 She writes, or he, I don't know, says, I was thrust suddenly into the darkness of space.

01:23:31.820 I could distantly perceive nebula and other cosmic structures.

01:23:34.980 I could not remember where I'd come from, who I'd been, or what my earthly identity was.

01:23:40.040 I felt immense relief bordering on a sense of luxury.

01:23:43.220 I cannot exaggerate the bliss I felt in this place.

01:23:46.180 I was approached by an incorporeal being who communicated with me about my situation.

01:23:50.780 This being had no form I could recognize.

01:23:52.860 My ability to perceive was emotional rather than visual.

01:23:56.700 It occupied the entire expanse of reality.

01:23:59.800 I got the sense that it was an amalgamation of everything.

01:24:02.540 It gave me a gentle ultimatum.

01:24:04.740 I was on the threshold of life and had to decide if I was ready to be done.

01:24:10.000 They explained how rare it was for me to have this choice.

01:24:12.860 Most people who are thrust into this space so forcefully that they do not get the option to remain living.

01:24:19.280 They asked me to consider carefully, so I inquired about my options.

01:24:22.360 They revealed a system of the incarnation cycle.

01:24:25.520 We remain in stasis as immortal and corporeal beings outside of animation when we are not living.

01:24:32.360 Although we are distinguishable as spirits, the overwhelming feeling of continuity was between us.

01:24:38.840 We are all energetically intertwined into essentially a big, in quotes, us.

01:24:43.800 The entity communicating with me described how we are given a turn at animation.

01:24:49.500 Each of us is placed in waiting for animation depending on our length of stasis and the qualities of time spent in previous animations.

01:24:57.540 If we had been in stasis for a while and had endeavored to make our previous lives significant, we would be more worthy of reanimation.

01:25:06.520 The greater power indicated that spirits whose actions in their previous lives were so heinous, so filled with evil and destruction, were placed very far away.

01:25:15.160 Effectively, they were suspended from reincarnation for a very long time to ponder their involvement in the cycle.

01:25:21.280 I inquired what would happen if I chose to remain in this place and not return to my body.

01:25:25.660 I still couldn't remember who I had been on earth.

01:25:28.220 The being told me I was welcome to do that, but I would be placed, in quotes, in the back of the line, so to speak.

01:25:34.380 I would not get another chance at life for a long time.

01:25:37.820 I wondered if I had to return as the person I had been or if I could return to someone else.

01:25:43.440 The being informed me that we are not given a choice regarding the material identity that we inhibit.

01:25:48.440 When new consciousness begins in a new person, a spirit is wedded to that body.

01:25:53.300 As spirits, we only have the choice to be wedded, not to whom we are wedded.

01:25:57.560 Those who forego the decision return to the back of the line, and as such, my person was not dead yet.

01:26:04.380 And I still had the chance to be returned and wedded to her body again.

01:26:08.000 I inquired about this system.

01:26:09.360 I asked many questions, such as, why was animation so important?

01:26:12.960 What's going on here?

01:26:13.960 Why didn't we all just remain in this calm, blissful space all the time?

01:26:17.680 What was the point of the violence of life?

01:26:20.880 The being showed me that life was important because it is how stories take place.

01:26:25.460 They demonstrated points in the universe of intense warmth.

01:26:29.880 I realized they were indicating planets that radiated intense heat in a way that I cannot

01:26:33.980 describe entirely, entirely.

01:26:36.420 It was a magnetic filled with music and voices and felt warm to the core.

01:26:42.260 I saw many planets very distant from each other in each with distinct forms of being.

01:26:47.320 I immediately understood that there were definitely, in quotes, aliens occurring throughout the universe.

01:26:53.660 I also recognized many other spirits drifting around these planets in attention of the of the

01:27:00.720 beings and their activities.

01:27:02.120 The space time divide between us ensured that they could not perceive us and we could not interfere

01:27:07.020 with them.

01:27:07.480 We could only respond to intense emotion with our own.

01:27:11.720 We were not allowed to speak directly to the beings currently living and music was the language

01:27:16.100 by which we communicated.

01:27:17.280 So it goes on and on to say, but basically, this person died for a couple of minutes and

01:27:23.100 had this experience, you know?

01:27:25.440 And so people are trying to understand, like, how do you compartmentalize this?

01:27:28.540 What do you do with this information?

01:27:30.100 Was that just her?

01:27:31.120 Was it her imagination?

01:27:32.360 Was it the DMT that was secreting from her brain?

01:27:34.540 As as do all people, whenever they die, they say, as soon as you die, you have DMT that

01:27:39.140 secretes from the brain.

01:27:40.580 Is it a pure, like, hallucinogen that, you know, whenever you're dying, you know, that

01:27:46.580 you get to have this experience?

01:27:48.300 And if so, why?

01:27:50.500 Because nature doesn't do anything for no reason, you know?

01:27:53.400 So what is this whole connection?

01:27:55.260 Is this, you know, the the ethereal realm?

01:27:58.160 Is this heaven or, you know, is this something else that we don't even know whenever, you know, 1.00

01:28:03.200 why are people experiencing this kind of shit? 0.99

01:28:05.040 And there are tens of thousands of people who have documented their stories on near-death 1.00

01:28:11.380 experiences.

01:28:12.440 And there's not only just near-death experiences.

01:28:14.540 People have out-of-body experiences.

01:28:16.880 People have what they call spiritually transformative experiences, which is going to be the Jesus one

01:28:26.440 that I'll bring up here in a minute.

01:28:27.800 But, I mean, what do you, I mean, how would you compartmentalize that?

01:28:31.440 Do you think it's just the mind doing what the mind does?

01:28:34.460 Or is there something more there? 0.79

01:28:35.300 No, I think that that's, so people that say that, I think that's very gay and reductive

01:28:40.320 because hallucinations, by nature, there's not a long string of coherence within a hallucination.

01:28:48.120 You know what I mean?

01:28:48.420 Where, like, one thing begets another thing, a question begets an answer, and there's a logical

01:28:53.380 through line that you can follow through this entire experience.

01:28:55.680 That's not how disjointed hallucinations work.

01:28:58.720 What I will say is, I think that the karmic reincarnation system is real, or else it wouldn't

01:29:05.420 be identified by so many cultures around the world.

01:29:08.060 I had a viewer submit a testimony to me on my old show, The Raven's Watch, where they

01:29:14.900 had been in a, not a symbiotic, but a parasitic relationship with, well, I guess it was symbiotic

01:29:21.100 because it was an agreement that they made.

01:29:22.880 So one of my listeners entered an agreement, into an agreement with an entity, and that

01:29:29.380 entity would be given basically energy, emotional energy of a sexual nature, but also of basically

01:29:39.660 extreme highs.

01:29:40.800 So drug usage and adrenaline and things like that.

01:29:43.920 It seems like this thing kind of wanted to live through him.

01:29:47.000 It was female, and in exchange, it would give him, number one, access to women, and number 0.81

01:29:53.700 two, it would answer whatever questions that he has. 0.94

01:29:56.220 So basically, this guy just goes around just crushing puss for a long time, but kind of unable 0.71

01:30:02.420 to feel anything.

01:30:03.700 He didn't dislike this entity, and they seemed to have a pretty solid relationship.

01:30:08.200 And like I said, it agreed.

01:30:09.620 There was an agreeance there.

01:30:11.280 So there was consent or permission.

01:30:14.940 And one of the things that he gleamed from this entity before he...

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01:31:48.300 Sort of reluctantly parted ways, which he described as actually very sad, and we could even get

01:31:52.680 into the nature a little bit about what this entity claimed that it was.

01:31:54.780 But one of the things that it gleamed from this entity was that the karmic system is real.

01:32:02.720 The karmic reincarnation system is real. 0.53

01:32:05.460 It wasn't always real.

01:32:07.060 It was after the fact that we were here that it was implemented, and it was actually commissioned

01:32:13.180 by God, allegedly.

01:32:14.380 I'm not saying that this thing is telling the truth.

01:32:15.840 I believe that this guy had this experience.

01:32:17.600 I'm not saying that he was hallucinating or anything.

01:32:19.740 It's just whether or not the information that he got was the truth.

01:32:22.940 And how truthful it is, too.

01:32:25.180 And how truthful it is, yeah, because it's like nine truths and one lie is almost a whole

01:32:30.640 bunch of truth, you know?

01:32:32.120 But if there's a fundamental lie in there somewhere, then it derails the entire thing.

01:32:35.420 So the karmic system was commissioned by God. 0.96

01:32:40.500 God commissioned the angels to build it.

01:32:42.960 And I don't know if it was fall.

01:32:44.000 You know, I guess it wouldn't have been fallen at this point, or maybe when they weren't

01:32:47.340 fallen yet, they had built this.

01:32:48.640 I'm not really sure.

01:32:49.420 But because it wasn't created by God, it's imperfect.

01:32:53.540 And what ends up happening is it becomes, over time, it degrades and falls apart and gets 0.99

01:32:58.480 all fucked up. 0.96

01:32:59.440 And so basically, what would have been, you know, within the past decade or two decades, 1.00

01:33:06.280 this thing was saying, yeah, as of right now, it's a complete shit show. 0.98

01:33:10.020 And it's all backed up, which is interesting that you should say that, because it's like, 0.99

01:33:13.780 remember, you said the line stretches very far.

01:33:15.520 You have to go to the back of the line, and, you know, basically, there's going to come

01:33:20.600 a time where the end scenario will happen when the, I guess, last soul enters, and a lot

01:33:31.400 of flesh isn't getting a soul.

01:33:33.340 So he even kind of bolstered, like, the NPC idea.

01:33:36.280 That's such a crazy...

01:33:37.640 Yeah, as he was saying that, I'm like, how many people do have souls out there?

01:33:40.880 There's so many people on the previous show, either the previous show or the one before

01:33:44.520 that, I can't even keep track, we were talking about people that you speak to, and if you're

01:33:50.560 trying to tell them these greater truths or something even kind of crazy along the conspiracy

01:33:54.500 realm, maybe even about Trump, they're like, you can't tell me that.

01:33:57.420 I just can't hear it right now.

01:33:59.180 I just can't.

01:33:59.640 And I'm like, is there anything in there, bro? 0.99

01:34:01.700 Like, are you just like a fucking empty vessel? 0.97

01:34:03.920 Yeah, because if you can't even entertain this idea without everything falling apart, I got 0.99

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01:34:09.560 What are you made of, dog? 1.00

01:34:10.980 Because that's fucking weird to me. 0.99

01:34:13.580 But, so I don't think, like, so I certainly don't look at, like, the Vedic religions and 0.98

01:34:19.360 think they're fucking totally wrong.

01:34:21.240 I just think that what ended up happening, and the reason I bring up the Vedics is because 0.82

01:34:24.540 they have a very fleshed out idea of what the karmic system is like.

01:34:29.880 And the only thing that I give the Vedic religions a hard time with is, I kind of think that the 1.00

01:34:37.620 one-third of angels that rebelled against God, they position themselves as gods amongst

01:34:42.640 people when they fell, when they rebelled.

01:34:44.740 I think those are kind of your, and look, if you're an ethereal, spiritual Elohim, you

01:34:51.680 got a lot to offer people.

01:34:53.660 A lot in the way of arts, right?

01:34:56.600 And that goes back to that conversation.

01:34:57.820 It's like, are these arts bad?

01:34:58.840 If you're teaching me alchemy, which is the manipulation of the realm that I exist in

01:35:04.340 on a fundamental building block level, or if you're teaching me numerology, if you're

01:35:08.800 teaching me astrology, how to do things when the stars align and, you know, during the

01:35:13.240 spring equinox or the, you know, the winter solstice, da-da-da-da-da, it's like, you're

01:35:18.100 just describing the way this realm works. 1.00

01:35:20.160 But then to give that edge to mankind, it's like, we fucking suck and we're fallible. 0.99

01:35:23.620 So I don't blame anybody for being like, good God, this thing is telling me some real 1.00

01:35:28.360 shit. 0.98

01:35:28.820 And we went from sticks and mud huts to all of a sudden a megalithic civilization off 1.00

01:35:33.680 the back of the teachings of these entities.

01:35:35.540 I totally get it.

01:35:37.160 I think the only deviation that I make consistently is the nature of these entities. 0.99

01:35:42.960 They're telling you that they're your creators and that's fucked. 0.79

01:35:46.240 I don't think that that's true at all. 0.97

01:35:47.840 But I do think that if you read the Bible, there is a lot of precedent for God, the father,

01:35:54.060 is incorporating the views of his creations into what he's going to do.

01:35:59.380 So you can see this in, what is it, Job, right?

01:36:05.120 Is it the book of Job where he is, or is it Lot?

01:36:07.760 I'm getting, no, Lot is whose wife turned into a pillar of salt, right?

01:36:11.400 Job is who is advocating on behalf of basically the city of Sodom and Gomorrah. 0.93

01:36:18.040 And he's saying, am I fucking this all up? 0.95

01:36:20.600 I'm probably fucking this all up. 0.97

01:36:22.100 Yeah, yeah. 0.55

01:36:22.600 That was, that was Lot.

01:36:23.900 Go ahead.

01:36:24.120 That was Lot.

01:36:24.660 Okay, I completed it.

01:36:25.580 Job was the guy that was tested by the devil when, you know, had his, I think he had his

01:36:29.320 wife taken from, his kids taken from, and basically just put through the ringer and never lost

01:36:33.500 faith in God, basically.

01:36:34.360 So Lot, when they escape Sodom and Gomorrah, his wife, well, he's told her not to turn

01:36:40.000 around and look back, and his wife does, and she turns into a pillar of salt. 0.91

01:36:42.500 But he is arguing with God, not arguing with God, but he's like petitioning God on behalf

01:36:47.940 of the city of Sodom and Gomorrah.

01:36:49.180 He's like, if there's 20 righteous men in this city, will you strike it down?

01:36:53.100 And he's like, I won't do it for 20.

01:36:54.500 And he's like, what if there's 19?

01:36:56.020 And he's like, I won't do it for 19.

01:36:57.180 He's like, what about 15?

01:36:58.300 And he keeps going down and down.

01:36:59.600 Or if you look into the book of Enoch, where the archangels are looking at what's happening

01:37:04.480 on earth, and all of the corruption that the fallen are spreading, you know, having offspring, 1.00

01:37:09.620 the Nephilim, and doing all this shit, teaching mankind all this fucked up crap. 0.99

01:37:13.340 They're going to God in the very beginning of the book, and they're like, yo, how long 1.00

01:37:17.140 are we going to let this shit go? 0.99

01:37:18.260 And God's like, yeah, I guess you're probably right. 1.00

01:37:20.200 And he's like, we got to intervene. 1.00

01:37:21.520 So God's like, all right, Enoch, go and tell these motherfuckers their time is up. 0.99

01:37:24.640 So over and over again, there's like this incorporation. 0.99

01:37:27.200 God is willing to allow his creation to have say in the way things go.

01:37:31.840 So it's not out of the realm of possibilities to me that God would have maybe commissioned

01:37:36.600 the angels to build a karmic system for whatever reason.

01:37:39.180 I don't know.

01:37:39.520 I don't claim to know.

01:37:40.200 But I don't dismiss that at all.

01:37:41.940 So I think what she saw was probably a glimpse of some, you know, real reality.

01:37:47.940 But I'm not going to lie.

01:37:49.100 There's a part of me.

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01:38:50.500 That there's a narrative about the karmic system, and it fucking freaks me out a little 0.92

01:38:55.560 bit because it's basically like some entities have created this system to hijack us and keep 0.71

01:39:03.040 us trapped in this karmic loop.

01:39:04.340 Have you guys ever heard this?

01:39:05.420 And it's the idea that like they're looshing off us constantly.

01:39:09.580 We're not meant to be back here over and over again.

01:39:11.700 We're here to live and then to go. 1.00

01:39:14.020 Yeah, would you want to do this shit again? 1.00

01:39:15.440 Like if I did it and I'm like fucking nailed it, like why would I do this again? 0.99

01:39:19.360 Well, that's on top of the Sumerian tablets, I believe. 0.94

01:39:22.760 You got, you know, the Anunnaki and Enki and Enlu and basically they trapped you. 1.00

01:39:28.640 Basically, you had Enlu who was like super against even creating humanity in their image. 0.77

01:39:33.960 And then you had Enki who was like, yeah, let's create them, but we're going to get

01:39:37.040 them to mine gold for us and shit like that. 0.99

01:39:38.980 But basically, we're just like we're slaves on a prison planet at that point. 0.96

01:39:46.160 And I mean, I think that you can look at it that way.

01:39:48.440 We kind of just touched on that in a couple episodes ago.

01:39:51.380 But I think that, you know, it all depends on the nature of how you look at this reality.

01:39:56.780 And if you think that so God is God is omnipresent, right?

01:40:02.260 He's omnipresent, omnipotent.

01:40:03.600 That means he's everywhere.

01:40:05.020 And that there isn't a place that God isn't.

01:40:08.680 And to take it all the way back to Plato and, you know, you got the one, then the noose,

01:40:13.400 then the world soul, and then the physical world.

01:40:15.220 But basically, we're all just light emanating from God.

01:40:18.520 Just look at it like that.

01:40:19.800 That means that literally, I mean, are we separate from God or are we conjoined with God?

01:40:24.740 And I'm not one of those people that says, oh, I am God or we are God.

01:40:27.940 Like, I'm not going there.

01:40:29.660 But I think that, you know, a lot of people, they make the distinction that God is separate

01:40:35.320 from them.

01:40:35.880 And I think that you kind of touched on it a little bit earlier.

01:40:38.580 Whenever you are in meditation or you do psychedelics or anything like that, you have,

01:40:43.500 or don't even have to be in, like, it could be on a normal, any day experience that you

01:40:47.860 hear that sound in the back of your mind that's always, like, trying to guide you.

01:40:51.420 And I think that maybe that's the God part, our connection to God, right?

01:40:58.580 And I don't know.

01:40:59.940 That's why we're so interested in learning about all these past life regressions and near

01:41:04.420 death experiences and stuff, because it's like, you know, it kind of shatters your illusion

01:41:09.260 of the world a little bit, because it kind of all is one giant illusion.

01:41:13.480 If you really think about it, like, if you look into, like, like particles, like particles,

01:41:18.180 protons, neutrons, electrons, and all that shit, and then you break it down to,

01:41:21.420 to the atom, and then the even smaller, which is a quark. 0.90

01:41:24.420 A quark is the tiniest measurable thing that you can possibly measure.

01:41:28.060 And whenever they went and identified what actually makes up a quark, it's literally nothing.

01:41:32.600 There's nothing physical.

01:41:33.820 So what you're made up is made up of is nothing, except for the only thing they could identify

01:41:39.300 inside of a quark is light.

01:41:41.420 And so, like, that's the light that is emanating.

01:41:44.500 A holographic universe kind of a, you know, an ideology.

01:41:48.640 And it's such a, I mean, it's an astute metaphor, right? 0.97

01:41:51.700 Like, when people say, I mean, we, we, we talk shit about the people that say, like, 0.94

01:41:56.300 this is a, what do they call it? 0.97

01:41:58.080 A simulation.

01:42:00.640 Right.

01:42:01.000 Because it's kind of like, it is, it's reductive, but it's true in a way.

01:42:05.500 Yeah.

01:42:05.520 Yeah.

01:42:05.740 It's true in a way. 0.71

01:42:06.560 It's just like through our limited gay knowledge. 1.00

01:42:09.180 Cause that, cause really I can't look at it as like a caricature. 0.99

01:42:11.980 I can't look at it any other way except for like this mushy, soft, pink bodied retard 1.00

01:42:18.280 who then creates grand theft auto five and goes, Oh, you know what I mean? 0.99

01:42:24.340 It's like fucking almost dude, almost, but not quite. 0.90

01:42:27.480 But even the idea of like, um, you know, this thing of like, God is within all of us. 0.99

01:42:32.880 But then the, the lie that the serpent sold in the garden was that you can be as gods.

01:42:37.880 And it's like these things, these spiritual entities, you know, the Nakash, whatever the 0.65

01:42:44.100 case may be, they, one thing that I'm pretty confident of is they will use truth.

01:42:49.740 And then like that one deviation, that is the very important lie.

01:42:53.600 You would not be able to use that against us, especially in the, in the case of like

01:42:58.000 original sin.

01:42:58.780 And if there wasn't like a lot of head nodding, most of the way there, like, yeah, that checks

01:43:04.060 out.

01:43:04.380 Yeah, that checks out.

01:43:05.280 Okay.

01:43:05.660 Okay.

01:43:06.000 And then there's somewhere in there is an integral lie that fucks everything up.

01:43:10.760 But I don't know what it's like that.

01:43:12.180 Uh, the idea of reincarnation, I know it's like, it's almost like anti-Christian, but there

01:43:16.620 really is something to it.

01:43:18.140 There's been too much, too many testimonies.

01:43:20.720 There's too much religion around the world or just like, uh, myths around the world that point

01:43:26.140 back to this thing.

01:43:27.040 And, and you yourself, Jonathan, you're a past life regressionist.

01:43:30.240 So you have firsthand testimony of people like guiding them through this.

01:43:35.680 Something is happening.

01:43:37.100 Yeah.

01:43:37.200 And I don't think that that when, when people, you know, the, the average kind of, I don't,

01:43:42.980 I don't know how to phrase this.

01:43:44.480 Um, cause I don't want to just say the average Christian, but like, I don't know the average

01:43:49.720 normie who happens to be Christian will just dismiss that as either being a lie or being a

01:43:55.180 deception.

01:43:57.340 But to me, I'm like, I just don't understand enough about like, is there room in the conversation?

01:44:00.800 Do they necessarily have to have come back exactly? 0.68

01:44:03.400 Or what if you just carry somehow through some way that I don't fucking understand the memories 0.55

01:44:09.020 of somebody else or, or the, the impressions of somebody else or the, the emotions, just 0.96

01:44:13.700 enough of it. 0.99

01:44:14.460 You know, cause when I look at a child, that's like, I had a fucking mom and a dad and I had 0.99

01:44:19.140 a dog and a sister and I died because we had a house on the ocean and I drown. 0.99

01:44:23.720 And then they go and they find out cause this kid won't shut the fuck up about his parents 0.97

01:44:27.960 that don't exist. 0.99

01:44:28.760 And then they go and find out that, Oh shit, there is a place in this location on the beach 0.95

01:44:33.320 where there was a family who lost a little boy. 1.00

01:44:35.540 I go, I'm, I can't call that kid a liar, right?

01:44:39.440 You know, but, but to then jump to the conclusion of, um, okay, so they died and they came back

01:44:46.160 to life.

01:44:46.460 I'm like, I don't know that I have to go all the way there either.

01:44:49.440 Let's say, you know, and I'm not saying I even believe this, but like a soul fragment,

01:44:53.600 what if you could somehow carry a fragmentation of another person somehow?

01:44:57.420 I don't know.

01:44:58.160 I'm not even claiming to.

01:44:59.260 We do this all the time.

01:44:59.720 I, I, I spoke to my daughter last night about this cause my daughter's six and she's getting

01:45:05.120 to the age, I guess, where, I don't know, she's understanding death a little bit more.

01:45:09.320 And she's asking about like, well, when I get older, I guess I'll have kids and, but then

01:45:14.200 I'll die.

01:45:14.780 And then when I die, then nobody will, I'll just be gone and no one will remember me.

01:45:18.660 And I was like, well, you know, we think that there's an afterlife.

01:45:20.900 I explained that to her, but I was like, you don't die though.

01:45:23.780 Especially like when you pass on your bloodline, when you have children, there's something very

01:45:28.600 important with this bloodline thing.

01:45:30.060 And obviously the elites talk about this a lot and our ancestors found it vastly important

01:45:35.160 to talk about this.

01:45:36.160 And I explained to her that, you know, in, in her blood right now runs my blood, her mother's

01:45:41.920 blood, my parents' blood, their parents' blood, a very small fragment of it.

01:45:46.180 But that is inside of you for sure.

01:45:48.140 Like if, if, if we had pictures back then, I'm sure my daughter would look like, I don't

01:45:52.040 know, some ancient relative that I've had at some point because they just kind of repeat

01:45:55.920 it, you know, these genes repeat themselves.

01:45:57.960 But something about that is like living on in you, physically in you, in your blood,

01:46:02.360 in your DNA, what you are, what constitutes you.

01:46:05.060 So when you're talking about the past life, I want to hear a little bit about that.

01:46:09.540 When you're talking about the past life regression, it's like, is that me or is that something

01:46:14.020 that has been passed down to me?

01:46:15.480 Because these traits are innate in us, you know?

01:46:18.320 Right.

01:46:18.500 We've gotten to the point where we believe that scientifically speaking, you can pass down

01:46:22.380 genetic memory.

01:46:23.480 Was that the only kind of memory that can, it has to be genetic?

01:46:26.360 Like, well, what if it's, um, a locality?

01:46:29.220 What if you're born close to a place where a situation, I don't know. 0.99

01:46:33.460 Um, but I definitely am not dismissing any of that shit. 0.98

01:46:36.920 So, um, I would, I just looked it up just out of curiosity. 0.97

01:46:39.940 But, um, when we're talking about blood, you know, like, so we already know that water

01:46:44.920 holds memory, right?

01:46:46.240 Um, and if you look at blood, I mean, so you have plasma in your blood, um, the plasma

01:46:53.040 that is within your blood is 90% water.

01:46:56.100 And you could technically just kind of look at blood as if it's kind of structured water.

01:47:00.940 And maybe that's what holds the ancestral memories and stuff like that.

01:47:04.720 Right.

01:47:05.020 Right.

01:47:05.220 And so whenever you go into a, you know, you get hypnotized, you go to a past life regression

01:47:09.240 and you're experiencing something that like you had no foreknowledge of, you never even

01:47:13.820 thought about this before, but for some reason you're experiencing it as if not only as if

01:47:18.880 you were there watching from the outside, you're experiencing it as if you are there experiencing

01:47:23.900 that life in that moment.

01:47:26.040 And, and it is so fascinating, the details that come up from it.

01:47:29.580 As a matter of fact, um, just the other day we had, uh, we, I did a past life regression

01:47:34.220 on this, uh, on this, uh, girl named Asia and it was so fascinating dude, because there she was,

01:47:40.920 she was like in this desert and she was looking out at a bunch of people and she was just standing

01:47:45.020 there.

01:47:45.380 And I asked her, you know, what she's wearing and stuff like that.

01:47:48.020 And she named some of the jewelry and, and, you know, and, and what she's wearing in, in,

01:47:52.180 in, uh, she was wearing like this cuff link, like long style, like halfway upper forearm 0.74

01:47:57.560 kind of bracelet thing.

01:47:58.640 Right.

01:47:59.420 And, um, and I was like, Oh, um, can you describe that a little bit?

01:48:02.940 And she goes, yeah, it's a, it's gold.

01:48:04.780 It kind of goes halfway up my arm.

01:48:06.200 And, um, and, uh, and also she was wearing like this crown, um, like a, she called it 0.55

01:48:11.920 like a headpiece or something like that, but it was basically a crown.

01:48:14.460 It was gold and it had, uh, like a red Ruby at the top of it.

01:48:18.180 And so anyway, long story short, she goes through this past life regression and she finds out

01:48:22.740 that she's like, she's the daughter to this Egyptian King.

01:48:26.160 And so she's the princess.

01:48:27.480 And then her parents, they ended up passing the mantle onto her.

01:48:30.600 So now she's the, she's the queen of this land, wherever she was.

01:48:34.140 Right.

01:48:34.780 And, um, so we, we started looking up a little bit afterward.

01:48:37.640 Now this, this is a young woman.

01:48:38.980 Like I think she was 20, 21, something like that.

01:48:41.580 Um, and, uh, we, we were asking her, you know, uh, after where we, we started looking

01:48:47.020 up the details and we looked up that very specific, um, uh, bracelet that she was mentioning in 0.92

01:48:52.380 that past life and sure as shit, like it is Egyptian, like it's an Egyptian piece of jewelry 0.96

01:48:57.640 that she was wearing. 0.98

01:48:58.480 And then we asked, you know, um, not to get into the tarot, but, um, then we, you know,

01:49:03.320 we, we found that, you know, she was wearing the gold crown with, uh, with a red Ruby.

01:49:07.380 And so we ended up pulling a tarot card and would you believe it?

01:49:11.340 It was the queen of what was it?

01:49:14.080 Pentacles.

01:49:14.620 I believe the queen of pentacles and that queen of pentacles that was pulled for that

01:49:18.520 specific episode was wearing a, uh, a gold crown with a bunch of red rubies all around

01:49:23.980 it.

01:49:24.100 We were like, what the hell is going on here?

01:49:26.740 And, and so like, but there's lessons to be learned from these past life regressions.

01:49:31.280 And that's real quick, not to cut you off, dude, as far as that goes, you know, we were

01:49:35.080 talking about NPCs and, and such, you know, I feel like we, I feel like everyone's got

01:49:39.740 a soul, you know, just in my experience, as far as like, not necessarily looking into

01:49:44.020 the esoteric or into religion or into, you know, these interesting things that we seem

01:49:48.460 to, uh, get into, uh, I don't believe I didn't have a soul.

01:49:52.320 I just wasn't looking at life the way I do now, you know?

01:49:55.100 And so that's where we get back to the perspective thing.

01:49:57.760 But as far as these, uh, past life regressions and I could be wrong.

01:50:01.100 I mean, what do I know?

01:50:01.840 I don't think there's any way for either of us to fully know exactly what's going on

01:50:05.820 with these, but I think at least the way I look at it is, is that these past life aggressions

01:50:11.340 are, or could be just a life that we can look at, not necessarily that it's your past

01:50:17.180 life, you know, and that maybe was passed down somehow, but you know, it was just a message

01:50:22.100 or something that you needed to see.

01:50:23.740 And so some people, maybe their life seems insignificant or, you know, but there's still

01:50:29.100 something for us to learn from.

01:50:30.740 And so these NPCs, you know, if you want to call them that, I feel like they're here

01:50:34.460 essentially for, for everybody.

01:50:37.260 They're, they're an essential piece of the puzzle.

01:50:39.580 Yeah.

01:50:40.060 I'm a hundred percent.

01:50:40.940 And I think that, you know, as far as people having past lives, because I can't tell you

01:50:45.120 how many people have had a past life regression where they were Cleopatra or they were clean

01:50:49.420 this.

01:50:50.140 And that's what I was going to say.

01:50:51.000 It seems like everybody, so many people are reincarnated royalty.

01:50:55.180 Nobody is, or not, I wouldn't say nobody, but not very many people are reincarnated as

01:51:00.780 a homosexual stable boy. 0.92

01:51:02.420 You know, like that's who I was in a past life.

01:51:04.520 Not very famous.

01:51:06.160 Nobody liked me.

01:51:06.940 Not a lot of work ethic either. 0.98

01:51:08.280 Kind of a lazy bum. 1.00

01:51:09.580 Also very gay. 1.00

01:51:10.580 You know, it's like, nobody's telling that story. 0.66

01:51:12.180 A lot of people are telling the opposite.

01:51:14.940 Let me actually interject here, because I think that what's going on is, is that the majority

01:51:20.280 of these past life regressions that, you know, that you hear about, they're going to be the

01:51:24.820 fantastical ones.

01:51:25.940 But as somebody who administrates or who administers these, these sessions, I can tell you, and

01:51:31.620 Dolores Cannon had a, had a term for this back in the day too. 1.00

01:51:34.960 She called them digging potatoes lives, where it's basically just a boring old life.

01:51:39.160 Maybe you were just a farm hand and you ended up, you know, like your, your parents were

01:51:43.260 raising you and then you had kids of your own and there was nothing really spectacular.

01:51:46.520 I said some very funny terminology, digging potato lives.

01:51:50.980 Cause I just imagined like, well, we're okay, fine.

01:51:53.300 Let's move on from that one.

01:51:54.360 Where, where are you now?

01:51:55.480 And it's like, I'm still.

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01:52:57.780 I'm still in the field.

01:52:58.980 Yeah, they're just a little bit older or maybe they had kids or, you know, my back hurts.

01:53:03.540 My back hurts now.

01:53:04.680 It didn't hurt before.

01:53:05.460 My back definitely hurts now.

01:53:06.620 Uh, but I'm still digging potatoes up.

01:53:09.120 Yeah.

01:53:09.640 Yeah.

01:53:09.880 Basically.

01:53:10.420 And, and, and you'll get a little bit of that, you know?

01:53:13.460 And, um, and, and I think that I would say probably half of the sessions that I administer

01:53:18.400 are just digging, digging potatoes lives where nothing really special is going on.

01:53:23.420 They can only imagine.

01:53:24.540 Maybe they got a windmill in their yard.

01:53:26.360 Maybe they got a couple of donkeys. 0.94

01:53:28.220 Maybe they got some chickens they need to tend to or whatever.

01:53:30.580 Um, but the, the lesson lies within the story, not so much about what's going on within material

01:53:36.120 reality.

01:53:36.660 So how's your relationship with your mother in this?

01:53:39.060 How's your relationship with your kids?

01:53:40.600 Was there something, some kind of accident that happened to you in this life?

01:53:44.480 And what's even crazier is, is that we take them all the way from point a, you know, wherever

01:53:49.420 they are in their lives that they jumped to, um, all the way to the end.

01:53:54.020 So we go through the death process and that is probably the most fascinating part about a

01:53:59.140 past life regression in general, because what they experience after their life is like,

01:54:04.480 all right, so I died.

01:54:05.640 Okay.

01:54:05.900 Where are you now?

01:54:06.780 That's what I want to know.

01:54:07.620 Like, are you vaulted somewhere else?

01:54:09.820 Are you still around?

01:54:10.940 Are you still in the body?

01:54:11.880 Cause the brain takes a little bit longer to stop working.

01:54:13.940 Like what's going on.

01:54:15.080 And almost all of them, they all say, Oh, I'm just floating above my body.

01:54:19.020 I see it.

01:54:19.540 I feel so free.

01:54:20.600 I'm not sick anymore.

01:54:21.620 Like there's nothing wrong with me.

01:54:23.360 I can, you know, float and fly like a bird and there's nothing burdening me and stuff like

01:54:28.040 that.

01:54:28.360 And so, and then, so we get the perspective like the, the, and that's why Dolores can 1.00

01:54:33.540 and she called it the higher self.

01:54:34.800 Like that's where you're trying to get a lot of this information from is the higher self.

01:54:38.460 And where that comes from is that whenever you die, you float above your body.

01:54:42.380 And it's basically that perspective that you're looking back at the past life and you're,

01:54:46.700 you're, you're, uh, basically rendering the, the ideas or basically all the things that

01:54:52.640 happened to you.

01:54:53.220 Why did they happen to you?

01:54:54.400 Did you need to learn those lessons?

01:54:55.980 Um, I want to ask you this.

01:54:59.260 Um, okay.

01:55:01.060 Which one do you think is, is more likely in your experience, you know, dealing with these

01:55:05.040 people, um, that the, the, the phrase or the word you is applicable here, meaning what

01:55:12.940 are you doing?

01:55:14.160 What did what, and then what happened to you next and where are you now?

01:55:17.760 Um, or do we, is it likely in some sort of state of mind, we can view lives that existed

01:55:28.580 before ours?

01:55:29.240 And does that necessarily mean it has to be us?

01:55:31.920 And, and what does that even mean?

01:55:32.860 If it is us?

01:55:34.100 Well, you're looking at it through the eyes of that character, whether that was you, or

01:55:38.700 if you're kind, you can call it, I don't know.

01:55:41.460 You want to say remote viewing.

01:55:42.700 However, you want to look at that, it was a specific life that you needed to see and

01:55:47.640 hear and feel in that moment.

01:55:49.980 So like if somebody like you were kind of talking about earlier, you don't want to go into a,

01:55:53.900 into a mushroom trip depressed, you know, like, and so if that's what you got going on in

01:55:58.820 your life and you go to this, you know, you get hypnotized and you go to a past life

01:56:02.620 regression, maybe you'll see that, um, maybe you were alive during the great depression

01:56:07.340 or something like that.

01:56:08.600 And it kind of aligns and it'll teach you and it shows you that because it's trying

01:56:12.480 to teach you how to get up out of this depressive funk.

01:56:14.940 And that's really the biggest thing.

01:56:16.520 Like, I wonder if that's even a function thing.

01:56:19.420 Like, like, I think that's really interesting because what if we do have the ability to view,

01:56:25.880 you know, and, and, you know, you'll see it from a person for a first person point of

01:56:29.380 view.

01:56:29.620 So for all intents and purposes, it's you in that moment, your consciousness is there peering

01:56:33.720 through those eyes.

01:56:34.420 And so what, I guess, what better way is there to describe you, you are the consciousness

01:56:39.140 peering through the eyes of this, you know, corporeal form.

01:56:41.720 So awareness, having that experience.

01:56:43.720 Right, right.

01:56:44.160 So in that way, I could definitely see how you then becomes a functioning part of the

01:56:47.780 conversation.

01:56:48.800 Um, maybe it is something that we have the ability to do, and maybe it even makes sense

01:56:54.560 that we would then be able to see or be shown potentially something that will help us through

01:56:59.760 this very thing that we're experiencing now.

01:57:01.580 Well, going on this, going by this kind of logic, like, what if it is all bloodline stuff?

01:57:06.420 And, and, you know, we were making jokes about people not having boring past lives.

01:57:10.920 Some do, maybe they just went down the wrong bloodline trail.

01:57:13.780 But I think somewhere along the line, I mean, my, I'm Puerto Rican, but some of my relatives

01:57:18.200 are, are from Germany.

01:57:19.920 I mean, this, I, I could be related to just about anybody when, when you really extrapolated

01:57:25.560 on a long enough timeline.

01:57:26.700 So sure, if a Kang or whatever was in my bloodline at some point, it's not unfeasible that, yeah, 0.97

01:57:34.220 I, maybe I would have access to that if I was, if I were to travel down this road, um,

01:57:39.620 would I have access to someone else that is in, not in my bloodline?

01:57:43.240 That's a...

01:57:43.820 Okay.

01:57:44.140 So this is where it gets interesting.

01:57:45.700 And this is where you start to try and figure out where is consciousness housed?

01:57:51.540 Is it, is it housed within our DNA?

01:57:53.860 Is it in our brain?

01:57:55.360 Is there some kind of compartment that allowed that, you know, the door opens up and allows 1.00

01:58:00.140 us to see this like phenomenal type shit? 0.93

01:58:03.380 Um, there are a number of studies out there that, that I, I would, you know, say that they 0.98

01:58:09.800 kind of prove that consciousness exists outside of the body.

01:58:13.060 You know, we only have view of like 1% of the light spectrum and the way in which, you know,

01:58:19.700 it's like your boy Tesla said, everything is, um, energy, frequency, and vibration.

01:58:24.520 Well, if that's true, then the frequency, the energy, and the vibration that we are experiencing

01:58:31.640 in this physical reality is just that, like we're, we have a hard time perceiving of what's

01:58:37.580 in the ethereal realm.

01:58:38.520 Like we can't see wifi, we know it's there, right?

01:58:41.420 Like we, there's, we can't see, you know, um, a lot of different, you know, vibrations that

01:58:47.140 are always happening all around you and yet they're there and they're always working.

01:58:51.260 And I would suggest that the spiritual world is no different.

01:58:54.060 And your conscious is actually no different from that either.

01:58:57.100 And so whenever you're pulling this stuff, some people say, all right, are you pulling

01:59:02.380 it from what is called or what is commonly called the Akashic records, which is basically

01:59:06.700 just a library that houses all the information of everything that has ever existed?

01:59:11.160 Is that a real place?

01:59:11.960 Probably not.

01:59:12.700 But whenever you go into this line of thought, you have to kick logic out because logic is

01:59:17.980 going to confuse you.

01:59:19.600 And I know that is like completely going against everything we've ever been taught in, in life 0.98

01:59:24.940 ever, which is why kids are able to perceive a lot of this shit. 0.98

01:59:28.420 They don't have that logic in certain of them. 0.98

01:59:30.300 And yet they don't know what that is.

01:59:31.880 This is what, this is what we were just talking about.

01:59:33.600 It's like, yes, throw the logic out the window because you were now operating in a realm

01:59:37.840 that's completely foreign to you. 0.98

01:59:39.680 David said in the forest, I'd say more like the fucking ocean where like whatever, if 0.99

01:59:43.760 you believe in gravity, this shit doesn't even apply. 0.99

01:59:45.700 Like you can't walk in the ocean. 1.00

01:59:47.200 This is, if you know how to swim, you're fucked. 0.99

01:59:49.020 Same thing is, is when we're dealing with this other spiritual realm, we have no clue what's 1.00

01:59:54.020 going on there.

01:59:54.560 We can't even begin to apply logic because it doesn't, it's just, it doesn't operate in

01:59:59.900 the same way that we do here.

02:00:01.980 Right.

02:00:02.220 Logic might as well be a synonym for just navigating this physical realm.

02:00:07.100 Yeah.

02:00:07.260 Only this physical realm, because outside of that, like I've heard something interesting

02:00:11.420 of people that, um, astral projector go to like different, you know, uh, remote viewing

02:00:15.660 and things that actually your focus is what determines your ability to move forward in

02:00:20.780 a, in a, in a location if you're there in a corporeal form. 0.98

02:00:23.340 So that would really fuck you up. 0.98

02:00:24.700 Right. 0.99

02:00:24.880 Because you'd be trying to, and I've heard people describe that.

02:00:27.140 It was like, yeah, you want to move. 0.98

02:00:28.380 You can't fucking move. 0.98

02:00:29.260 I figured out you could move. 0.99

02:00:30.300 If you just look at a particular spot log enough, eventually you'll be there. 0.91

02:00:34.100 I'm like, that's fucking a totally different modality than what we have here.

02:00:38.380 Well, and that's what happens within the past life regressions too. 0.81

02:00:41.140 So if somebody is at a certain point in their life, let's say it's a Tuesday and they're,

02:00:44.860 I don't know, a Tuesday in March and they just so happen to be 30 years old, for example.

02:00:49.900 Right.

02:00:50.120 Um, what happens is, is that, all right, well, we've already experienced whatever there is,

02:00:54.200 is to experience within this scene.

02:00:56.960 And, um, and, and like, so what we're going to do is we're going to fast forward and we're

02:01:02.300 going to fast forward through time and see whatever happens next.

02:01:05.260 Something, a day that something is happening that is very important in this life that we're

02:01:09.940 looking at.

02:01:10.520 And, uh, it's always something, you know, uh, it's, it's, it's evolved, right?

02:01:16.540 Like, you know, just as you go in the future of any kind of life, you're going to see things

02:01:21.180 that evolve.

02:01:21.620 Maybe your kids get a little older, you get a little older, maybe your job changes or

02:01:24.920 whatever.

02:01:25.960 And, and it's, and it's crazy because all you have to do is just focus on that.

02:01:30.560 You just think about that and you're vaulted toward this futuristic version of the life

02:01:36.080 that you're, um, perceiving.

02:01:38.040 And so, but everybody experiences something very different within past lives.

02:01:41.880 Not all lives are even here on earth, which is kind of crazy, dude.

02:01:45.480 Like, like I personally, I've had past life regressions where I was just like this watcher

02:01:50.840 and I was like watching over this planet.

02:01:53.200 And, and if the people knew that they could call on me, I could help them, but I couldn't

02:01:57.640 help them unless they called upon me.

02:01:59.300 And I got frustrated because people forgot who I was.

02:02:02.080 And so I went over to who I thought was like the manager of whatever my job was, which

02:02:07.920 was basically like this guy that was sitting in like a throne, like a, like a, like a game,

02:02:13.200 a chair or a game of Thrones chair style thing.

02:02:16.040 Not necessarily with the swords, but you know what I mean?

02:02:18.160 And, um, and he like the big beard, he had one eye. 0.99

02:02:21.480 I was like, Oh shit. 0.99

02:02:22.460 Odin, I guess is monitoring this place. 0.99

02:02:24.240 Right.

02:02:24.520 And, um, and I was like, look, you know, the people forgot that I can, that I can help

02:02:29.400 them.

02:02:29.660 You know, they forgot that, that, that I exist.

02:02:31.620 They only see me as a myth.

02:02:33.020 They don't, they don't even know that I exist.

02:02:34.740 I want to be able to help them.

02:02:35.980 And he goes, all right, well, what's basically like, what's your, what's your plan with that?

02:02:39.200 And I said, you know, I'd really want to be able to help them and just kind of like

02:02:42.380 get like boots on the ground.

02:02:43.500 I want to, I want to incarnate down there.

02:02:45.820 And as soon as I said that Odin or whoever that character was, he took his staff, he

02:02:51.420 placed one on this shoulder on this shoulder.

02:02:53.460 And then as soon as he touched my head, bang, I was coming out of a womb, like as a baby 0.99

02:02:59.740 crazy as shit can happen in these things. 0.96

02:03:02.780 But what's even crazier and like, look, I love the past lives. 0.94

02:03:06.180 They're fascinating. 0.95

02:03:06.940 Like you can experience so much wild shit, but what's even the best part is, is that what 0.92

02:03:12.340 I have, um, uh, the people do that come to me for a past life regression, I have them 0.98

02:03:17.020 write down a, like a list of questions, five, 10 questions.

02:03:20.100 And I just say, well, what questions, if you were in front of God, let's just say, if you

02:03:25.060 were in front of God, what are 10 questions that you'd want to ask them?

02:03:28.000 Right.

02:03:28.760 And, um, which is basically she, uh, Dolores said that these are the questions that you're

02:03:33.460 asking your subconscious or your higher self.

02:03:35.560 And because that version of you, it's not in this 3d material reality.

02:03:40.960 It's the higher version of you essentially.

02:03:43.960 And so we'll ask the questions and dude, the questions that have befuddled you and bewildered

02:03:49.680 you and escaped you your entire life.

02:03:52.240 I ask you this question whenever, you know, your, your past life has already gone through

02:03:57.320 and you're still hypnotized.

02:03:58.840 I asked you this question, you know, it instantly, you know it like every single time you already

02:04:04.600 know what you're supposed to do.

02:04:05.940 And so that's like the, the point is, is that we all kind of know what we're supposed

02:04:11.620 to do because we all have that, that, you know, the kingdom of heaven within, we all have

02:04:17.140 that God within in a sense. 0.98

02:04:19.160 And I don't know, dude, it's fascinating shit. 0.97

02:04:21.480 Well, my camera's all screwed up, but that goes back to, uh, what I was telling you. 0.97

02:04:25.820 Okay.

02:04:25.940 There were spirit fingers.

02:04:26.940 Uh, what I was talking about before with the whole, uh, tarot and, and, uh, clairvoyant

02:04:31.860 or psychic experience. 0.97

02:04:33.080 It's like a lot of the times it's about shit that you kind of already know. 0.92

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02:05:38.780 And maybe that statement doesn't resonate with a lot of people.

02:05:42.600 And I would say that's only because whatever it is that's moving you, that's telling you,

02:05:46.820 you're not listening to it very, very much.

02:05:49.160 Or maybe you have a tremendous amount of doubt.

02:05:50.720 It's probably doubt and fear usually because I think what plagues us as human beings is

02:05:55.360 within us, we do have a calling, but outside of us, our perception of our own selves is

02:06:00.760 so limited and so negative in so many ways, right?

02:06:05.560 Like if you have within you a calling, then it's almost automatic that your response will 0.99

02:06:13.600 be, well, who the fuck am I? 0.97

02:06:15.480 And that is totally the wrong way of looking at this. 0.99

02:06:17.660 If you're burdened with too much who the fuck am I and too much doubt and too much fear, 0.85

02:06:21.680 then you can't hear that thing at all. 0.96

02:06:23.460 But if you can, if you're a little bit better at that, then I think you would find most of 0.98

02:06:27.600 your interactions with clairvoyance or tarot card readers are only telling you shit that 0.98

02:06:32.260 you're already hearing on the inside. 0.99

02:06:34.300 You're just not, which is almost insulting because then you're allowing, like I allowed

02:06:38.740 a homosexual in a fez to tell me what I already knew. 1.00

02:06:41.640 And it's like, damn, bro, like you already knew that. 0.99

02:06:44.180 Why did you need to go to that guy? 0.99

02:06:45.580 That's, that's almost insulting.

02:06:47.220 It's just like a validation, I think.

02:06:49.420 And when you are talking to the higher self, like you said, it's something you already kind

02:06:53.080 of understand, but it's like, it's like when we have trouble taking advice from somebody

02:06:58.920 else or taking our own advice rather, you know, but yet it's so easy to give someone

02:07:02.820 else advice.

02:07:03.660 And so talking to the higher self is almost yourself giving yourself advice.

02:07:09.000 And then it's so much easier to be like, oh, that's something I told myself.

02:07:12.400 So obviously that's something that I probably should listen to.

02:07:15.560 And a lot of people get in their own way because of that thing that is always talking to you

02:07:21.600 inside of you.

02:07:22.680 And, and, and I think that it kind of stems from, you know, maybe your childhood, maybe,

02:07:27.080 um, you were, you rebelled against your parents. 1.00

02:07:30.500 And so like, there's this thing that you have against your dad because he was just an asshole 1.00

02:07:35.120 your whole life, always telling you what to do. 0.99

02:07:37.120 But that thing in your mind, you perceive it as it telling you something to do.

02:07:40.560 So you're like, you know what?

02:07:41.320 I'm not going to listen to you just like I didn't listen to my dad.

02:07:43.940 And so now this guiding spirit or whatever that is inside of you, always trying to lead

02:07:48.780 you in the right way.

02:07:49.700 You perceive it as your dad.

02:07:51.620 And that's why you got a lot of people who like turn to be like drug addicts or they,

02:07:55.840 or whatever the, the, the, the, the black narrow road that nobody wants to go down.

02:08:01.480 Like that's, I feel like that's kind of born whenever you don't listen to that intuitive

02:08:06.920 part inside of you, you know, because you label it as something else other than yourself.

02:08:11.780 It's, it's a hard thing to navigate because I do believe like, as soon as you start talking, 0.87

02:08:17.120 like, um, I don't know, like, uh, like, uh, uh, what's the guy's name that was on fucking 0.59

02:08:22.340 Joe Rogan's, uh, Terrence Howard. 0.99

02:08:24.400 As soon as you start talking like Terrence Howard, I'm like, you need to fucking be grounded 0.99

02:08:27.760 in reality. 0.99

02:08:28.520 You got to humble yourself a little bit.

02:08:30.000 Um, and I am a huge advocate of humbling myself.

02:08:32.900 It's why I constantly refer to myself as a retard and I, and there's like, there's got 0.98

02:08:36.600 to be this way to like, know that that's true in one hand, you ain't shit, but on the 0.99

02:08:42.860 other hand, you're here for a reason and you have a job or a mission to execute. 0.96

02:08:47.260 And that's very difficult.

02:08:49.020 It's very difficult to juggle those two.

02:08:50.580 And I think that that probably is meant to be juggled.

02:08:54.220 You're not supposed to forsaken that thing that grounds you and says like, Hey, this is 1.00

02:08:57.800 not all about you because, uh, you're a fallible moron. 1.00

02:09:02.040 Who's easily corrupted, but also don't get it twisted. 1.00

02:09:05.620 You're special when you're here for a reason. 0.95

02:09:07.260 And it's very fucking important that you do what you were put here to do. 0.89

02:09:10.220 I'm super stuck on this idea. 0.97

02:09:12.060 It's just a fascinating rabbit hole to go down and really chew on.

02:09:16.860 Um, obviously the name of the show here is Nephilim death squad.

02:09:19.960 So, uh, the story of the Nephilim Genesis six, four, uh, well, it's the fallen angels.

02:09:25.420 They come, they, uh, reproduce with the, the human females, thus creating the Nephilim. 0.99

02:09:32.480 The Nephilim create the Raphaim, so on and so forth, the Gibbereem. 1.00

02:09:36.160 And there, you know, there's classifications that get smaller eventually to the point where,

02:09:40.380 uh, I mean, there's, there's different schools of thought on the seed war type of thing,

02:09:45.000 which kind of reminded me as well, which your little seed in the, in your mouth, turning

02:09:49.040 that DNA into yours and then planting it.

02:09:51.580 It's the same story over and over.

02:09:54.460 Um, but I, I, I wanted, one of the schools of thought is that like, well, you know, the

02:09:59.680 Nephilim DNA is so mixed up or, or the fallen angel DNA is so mixed up within humankind that

02:10:06.140 it almost doesn't matter anymore.

02:10:08.380 But if I'm thinking about this, uh, this idea of past life aggression, and for some reason,

02:10:14.500 my brain just can't get off these, like their railroad tracks and your blood is the railroad

02:10:20.300 track to where you can visit and what you have, what you're able to contact all the way back down.

02:10:27.640 Well, so God being the creator, so you can always get back to that.

02:10:31.940 But if your bloodline is mixed with XYZ, some sort of fallen angel, some sort of whatever, 0.86

02:10:37.660 I mean, you can probably come in contact with that stuff as well.

02:10:40.740 I think that that's genetic.

02:10:41.960 I think that that is directly in line and there's a lot of these things, but it also

02:10:47.020 brings up this racist thought of mine where I'm like, should we be race mixing? 0.96

02:10:52.640 It puts us, it's, it's, it's kind of fucked, but it, it puts us in like, all right, like, 0.97

02:10:59.360 like this, this idea of predictability. 0.99

02:11:00.920 Like I kind of know what my ancestors here, what kind of bullshit I was dealing with, what 0.98

02:11:05.600 they were dealing with. 0.97

02:11:06.460 We understand the deities that we came from.

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02:12:08.720 I've now spread my genes to the other side of the world and they have their own set of 0.99

02:12:14.800 bullshit that goes all the way back to their fallen angel and then their God, the God above 0.99

02:12:19.840 that. 1.00

02:12:20.460 And it's like, damn, we're making things very confusing. 0.93

02:12:22.800 This idea for diversity, this push, the push for diversity is almost like, if what I'm saying 0.97

02:12:31.160 is true, what I'm theorizing is true, the push for diversity is diabolical because it 1.00

02:12:34.640 really doesn't let you get a footing on where the hell you came from, even if you went to

02:12:40.000 a past life regression.

02:12:40.980 Imagine a person, I don't know, a mixed race person. 1.00

02:12:44.480 You have a black and a Chinese person.

02:12:45.800 You do a past life regression.

02:12:47.380 They are getting from Mao's dynasty or from some kind of ancient Chinese dynasty.

02:12:54.700 They can get a regression from that or you can get something from ancient Egypt. 0.99

02:12:59.000 It's like, this is kind of fucked up, bro. 0.99

02:13:00.880 Where do I come from? 0.99

02:13:02.180 What am I doing here?

02:13:03.800 Am I being bukkake by my ancestors and the ancestors of the world?

02:13:08.220 Should we have stayed in?

02:13:10.120 I don't know.

02:13:11.200 I understand that logical mindset, though.

02:13:13.200 I do understand that, but the thing is, you know, bringing it back to Plato, if everything

02:13:18.580 emanates from the one and everything emanates from God, everything is God, then does it

02:13:23.480 even matter, you know, if you're like, uh, interbreeding with races and stuff like that? 0.99

02:13:29.840 If so, my son is definitely fucked because he's half white and half Brazilian. 0.99

02:13:33.120 Oh yeah, my kid is a million different things. 1.00

02:13:35.260 He's totally fucked. 1.00

02:13:35.920 But look, Puerto Rican is a mix of, it's just a mutt mix of disgusting and worse things. 1.00

02:13:40.520 So, so, uh, this is worth mentioning here, uh, as Azel in the book of Enoch, uh, had his 0.97

02:13:49.620 eye removed for his rebellion, uh, and he was a watcher, which is fascinating because I,

02:13:58.000 I look at all these different, um, entities, Norse mythology and everything.

02:14:02.060 I don't think that they're not real.

02:14:03.220 I think they're very real.

02:14:04.420 I think they just get different names through different cultures.

02:14:06.600 Um, and I just find that a very fascinating correlation, right?

02:14:10.620 Because Odin obviously has his one eye that he gave up, uh, for, for information, for wisdom,

02:14:15.740 for knowledge, uh, is why Odin gave his eye up.

02:14:18.780 And, uh, and you know, so my, my theory is always like these Greek pantheons, Norse, Norse

02:14:24.520 pantheons, they are of these one third of, of, of angels that were cast out of heaven, the

02:14:30.700 watchers and also of, of Lucifer's rebellion.

02:14:32.840 Um, but yeah, he, he had his eye removed and he was one of the watchers, which is a lot

02:14:38.460 of fun. 0.89

02:14:38.760 So in that experience, I'm not saying that that's what you're fucking, I'm not going 0.97

02:14:41.980 to define. 0.99

02:14:42.460 Maybe it was, I don't know who the fuck knows. 0.98

02:14:44.260 I, I, it just like, you know, right. 0.99

02:14:46.260 I knew it, it rang bells at me.

02:14:47.840 So the idea that you were a watcher among the watchers, uh, and then, uh, and that was

02:14:52.720 a lot of the plight of the watchers too, was that they were, you know, looking and observing,

02:14:57.060 but not being able to interact or not being called on or whatever.

02:15:00.840 So the idea that you would then turn to Odin, which I think your interpretation of it being 0.98

02:15:04.940 Odin is fucking spot on. 0.96

02:15:06.220 I don't think that's wrong at all. 0.98

02:15:07.740 Uh, but I just wonder if Odin is, is interchangeable with Azazel.

02:15:11.100 In fact, what I would then suspect is, could you find out what Azazel gave to the people

02:15:19.360 when he, when he fell, right?

02:15:21.140 Because they, they always give you something metallurgy, whatever the hell the thing is.

02:15:24.460 And does that correlate with what Odin would have given his followers as far as knowledge

02:15:30.480 goes?

02:15:30.840 I wonder, uh, but the way that I interpreted that, like whenever I was seeing what I thought

02:15:36.460 was Odin, I kind of looked at him.

02:15:38.180 Like if you're looking, if you ever worked in a restaurant, right?

02:15:40.600 Like I kind of saw myself as maybe I was like a front of house manager and I saw Odin as

02:15:45.540 the general manager, but like, God would be the owner, right?

02:15:49.760 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

02:15:50.500 And middle management at that point, dude, I think you're crushing it too with that analogy

02:15:54.660 because I, I, I've become very comfortable with the idea that the systems that we as

02:15:59.480 human beings put in place on this realm that we inhabit are not new.

02:16:04.440 Nothing is new under the sun.

02:16:05.960 These systems, because we're made in their image are ones that we emulate from them.

02:16:09.960 We don't know it.

02:16:10.700 It's intuitive or whatever on a spiritual level, it's ingrained in us, whether it's genetically

02:16:15.080 or just part of our creation process.

02:16:17.420 But I don't think, I think I used to be very much against the idea that heavenly realms

02:16:23.580 would be anything that we could discern by comparison of our reality.

02:16:29.360 And now I'm not so sure.

02:16:31.120 I think that the systems, especially the systems, especially the judicial systems and things

02:16:35.200 like that, that we put in place are not new.

02:16:38.960 They are just our own version of something that already exists on, on high.

02:16:44.640 It's the same thing when you look at the fractal nature of reality as above, so below, from

02:16:49.620 the micro to the macro, you can find the Fibonacci sequence, you know, on a, on a pine cone and

02:16:56.280 on a microscopic level as well.

02:16:58.500 I think that same thing goes for systems.

02:17:00.920 So I think that we would find that.

02:17:02.540 And I also think that I used to be very against the idea of like God having any aspect of him

02:17:08.640 that would be comparable to us, meaning like a man, I used to scoff at the idea of like

02:17:13.540 a man in the cloud.

02:17:14.420 I would say certainly that's not what's going on.

02:17:16.840 And I don't think that there's like a man in the clouds, but I'm like, if I were to ever

02:17:21.340 be able to look upon God in any version of what I pass away or anything, I don't think

02:17:28.540 I would be surprised to find that he bears resemblance to us in any, or we bear resemblance

02:17:32.260 to him and maybe I'd only be able to look upon one aspect of him or something like that.

02:17:36.840 But that some aspect of God is very, very relatable.

02:17:42.240 Even, even I think in, in God, uh, fatherhood is very, like I, I began to understand a little

02:17:47.520 bit more where I used to scoff at things, biblical notions, and then I look at them now from 0.96

02:17:52.540 the point of view of a father and I'm like, fucking that checks out. 0.85

02:17:55.040 Never had that perspective before. 0.97

02:17:56.660 So, um, I don't know, man, it's just, I look at that and I think whatever your experiences

02:18:01.160 were, especially when that, when, in that one, I think that is probably, um, that's

02:18:05.900 not bullshit in any way, shape or form. 0.99

02:18:08.340 I genuinely believe, I don't think that's even like a, I don't know what you fucking 0.97

02:18:12.580 saw, but you saw something and it was pretty cool.

02:18:15.940 Yeah, it was super cool.

02:18:17.380 And I think that, you know, and I try not to get too hung up on, oh, I was a watcher

02:18:22.720 or I was a God or I don't get hung up on that.

02:18:25.260 No, but I do think in those experiences, your impression counts for a lot, whatever you

02:18:29.020 intuit, whatever you feel about that, I think that counts for a lot. 0.94

02:18:31.900 I mean, especially in a realm where you don't have a fucking, a pen and a pad and a microscope

02:18:35.740 to examine things on a, on a, on a minutia level, your impression is what you intuit is, 0.97

02:18:41.580 is about the most information you're going to get there besides what you see.

02:18:44.780 Well, and that's kind of what I was thinking too, is that, you know, I'm, I'm looking down

02:18:48.500 at the people that forgot about me.

02:18:49.900 I mean, look at a lot of people today, there's a lot of people today are not spiritual at all.

02:18:54.560 They don't even want to get into any of this because they have this worldview of

02:18:58.200 reality that like, um, you know, you're, you're kind of just giving in to the physical

02:19:03.340 nature of this reality and you're not so much, um, focused on the spiritual aspect.

02:19:07.900 And there's one thing that I do want to relay on that.

02:19:10.880 Um, we actually, we had this guy on, um, banks, what was his name, Sean?

02:19:16.480 Oh, uh, optimistic banks.

02:19:18.720 He's like a rapper out of California, but basically this guy, he came on the show and he was like,

02:19:24.020 you know, a lot of people, they, they have dreams, right?

02:19:26.540 And then they, they try and figure out what it means because dreams are weird.

02:19:30.120 Um, so you go to a dream interpreter and in that dream interpretation, you'll be like,

02:19:34.100 Oh, okay.

02:19:34.680 So that's what that meant.

02:19:35.680 Whatever.

02:19:36.060 Right.

02:19:36.580 Well, what we found out is, is that you can also apply that same concept to reality.

02:19:42.120 So if something crazy happens to you in this reality, then you'll be able to put that

02:19:46.940 instance into a dream interpretation or you, you can check out the symbology of it or whatever,

02:19:51.900 and you can find, all right, well, what is this, what is this trying to teach me?

02:19:56.240 Almost like going through the dream interpretation.

02:19:58.540 And so, um, I actually did one earlier for my wife and she, you know, we, we have a two-year-old

02:20:03.960 son and her heart breaks every time we drop him off at the daycare.

02:20:06.840 Right.

02:20:07.120 Because he's like, mama, mama, don't leave me.

02:20:09.980 He's obsessed with his mother.

02:20:11.380 He full on mama's boy. 0.81

02:20:12.760 And so I was like, all right, well, I'll just use that as an example.

02:20:15.980 And I said, um, all there's actually this website called dream, uh, dream printer, like

02:20:21.900 dream interpreter, but it's a dream printer.

02:20:24.260 And it's basically like an AI that deciphers your, your dreams and, you know, gets the meaning

02:20:28.840 of it.

02:20:29.180 And just out of the example, I just typed in my baby is crying for his mama.

02:20:33.320 Every time I drop him off at a daycare and the dream interpretation, I don't need to read

02:20:37.240 the whole thing, but it says your dream about your baby crying for his mama.

02:20:40.760 Every time you drop them off at a daycare is a reflection of your own feelings of separation

02:20:44.660 anxiety as a new parent.

02:20:46.300 It is natural to feel worried and guilty about leaving your child in the care of others.

02:20:49.900 Your subconscious mind is processing these emotions and manifesting them in your dream.

02:20:54.100 The crying baby represents your own inner child.

02:20:56.140 So you kind of like, you can apply that in like many different ways.

02:20:59.720 Basically my point is, is that like the nature of our reality, we were, we're starting to kind

02:21:05.340 of understand it in the tiniest ways possible.

02:21:08.400 And one of the ways you can start to understand just how vast it all is, is by looking into

02:21:15.400 past life regressions and near death experiences, not necessarily to say, well, this is the absolute

02:21:20.180 truth.

02:21:20.600 That's the absolute truth.

02:21:21.480 But just understand that like one thing they all have in common with almost every single

02:21:26.720 time somebody had a near death experience, they almost all say, I'm no longer worried of

02:21:31.540 death.

02:21:31.840 I'm no longer scared of death.

02:21:33.300 And I'm, I'm like connecting more to my spiritual side because that's what I experienced on that

02:21:37.960 side.

02:21:38.220 It was a very spiritual thing in nature.

02:21:39.920 We weren't talking with mouths.

02:21:41.720 We weren't working with our body.

02:21:43.520 Everything was just of the mind in a sense.

02:21:47.260 And, um, and also, you know, with, with the psychedelic experiences and, and, and these near

02:21:51.900 death experiences, people have also said that that, that place, whatever they're experiencing

02:21:56.400 there felt more real.

02:21:58.140 And so if you can experience something outside of this reality that feels more real.

02:22:03.300 Then you could look into the dream interpretation as if this is, you know, life is but a dream,

02:22:08.780 you know what I mean?

02:22:09.240 And so I don't know.

02:22:11.020 That resonates with me.

02:22:12.200 I think that, um, given the, the, the lifespan of a human being, you know, barely kissing

02:22:17.720 a hundred years, uh, whatever is on the other side of this is far vaster and, and, uh, and,

02:22:24.160 and you spend a lot more time there, uh, than you do here.

02:22:27.460 This is, this is probably something that once we gain a little bit of, uh, insight,

02:22:32.720 we'll realize it was a blip on the radar.

02:22:34.940 Uh, and I do think it's very important what we do here.

02:22:36.860 I'm not saying that it, I'm not saying that to diminish it, but I could very.

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02:23:41.440 Much imagined that wherever we go here would be perceived as far more real

02:23:46.000 than what we're currently inhabiting.

02:23:48.600 Right.

02:23:48.980 And that's something that you hear a lot from near-death experiences in particular,

02:23:54.340 but also visions and dreams people will describe going to places.

02:23:59.380 I think that we say it a lot.

02:24:02.820 It's like we've been stripped of our understanding of the spiritual realm here in the West,

02:24:05.940 and that makes all of these conversations are incredibly important to have

02:24:09.920 because otherwise we are completely in the dark,

02:24:15.360 in a realm that is much larger than the physical realm.

02:24:21.340 And that is incredibly dangerous if we are to believe that anything inhabits it at all,

02:24:25.640 just because from your baseline, if you have no idea of spiritual realms and religion and things like that,

02:24:32.880 if you go, okay, there is a spiritual realm.

02:24:35.920 Okay, fine.

02:24:36.760 There are things that inhabit.

02:24:38.160 The very first question you have to ask as a human being is like, what are their nature? 0.97

02:24:41.140 And we have no fucking idea. 0.98

02:24:43.540 It's hugely detrimental. 0.94

02:24:44.640 So conversations like this are, as much as it's fun because we love this information

02:24:51.400 and we love trying to understand and we have a passion for the truth

02:24:54.760 and we're trying to move towards it all the time,

02:24:56.920 I don't think you can downplay the actual importance of it

02:25:01.160 because as of right now, we have no map.

02:25:03.400 And I guess a lot of us are trying to figure out that map.

02:25:06.600 And we have to bring it in for a landing because we're beyond the two-hour mark.

02:25:10.580 But I do want to say that it is interesting to me that Azazel taught metallurgy,

02:25:19.520 specifically in the way of swords, shields, and armor,

02:25:23.880 and that's exactly what Odin did as well.

02:25:27.020 Very interesting.

02:25:28.600 Yeah, these are things that – because, you know, and when you have a different –

02:25:33.580 like let's say a pagan mythology, they will often attribute their –

02:25:39.020 you can call them like technologies, right?

02:25:40.580 Like agriculture is a form of technology.

02:25:43.860 Oftentimes, these pagan mythos will attribute their technologies

02:25:50.100 to having been gifted to them.

02:25:52.260 So Odin gifts people many things, blessings and things of that nature,

02:25:58.520 but specifically armor and swords and the knowledge on how to make them.

02:26:02.480 And Azazel taught human beings how to make swords, shields.

02:26:07.540 He taught metallurgy specifically, and in particular, metallurgy surrounding instruments of war.

02:26:14.320 And so that doesn't necessarily mean this is all just wild speculation by a schizophrenic person,

02:26:19.420 but, you know, it's like either what we have here is a repeating character,

02:26:24.280 which other characters will have – like let's say Nimrod to Gilgamesh to Osiris seem to be the same character,

02:26:33.980 especially when you look at Nimrod and Gilgamesh – I mean, I'm sorry, Nimrod and Osiris.

02:26:39.400 And that happens to a lot of entities.

02:26:41.420 You can kind of find their parallels in different cultures.

02:26:44.000 So I find that fascinating.

02:26:45.440 But we got to bring it in for a landing, guys.

02:26:49.320 Is there any final thoughts on that, or do we want to do our plugs?

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02:26:59.340 We really appreciate the opportunity.

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02:27:41.220 They're all over the place, but they're all, you know, kind of teaching us a little something spiritually.

02:27:46.280 That's all we're really trying to understand, really.

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02:28:04.320 So we do have a Patreon.

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02:28:10.860 We have Instagram at metamysteries.

02:28:12.840 You want to come check us out over there.

02:28:14.880 And if anybody out there has had a wild, weird experience, maybe you got visited by an alien,

02:28:20.320 or you had some kind of trippy, psychedelic experience,

02:28:23.260 or there's some kind of spiritual understanding that we haven't heard before,

02:28:27.680 you're always welcome to come over on our show and share that knowledge.

02:28:31.540 And, yeah, yeah, we appreciate you guys.

02:28:34.860 Yeah.

02:28:35.180 Thank you guys for having us on here on your beautiful podcast.

02:28:38.700 And I really appreciate your guys' how you guys look at the world.

02:28:42.800 And I think that's what we're all here for.

02:28:44.460 You know, it's an experience.

02:28:45.420 We're all supposed to experience each other and find out what we have in common, you know?

02:28:50.680 Well, thank you, guys.

02:28:51.660 No race mixing. 1.00

02:28:52.980 No.

02:28:53.680 That's right, guys.

02:28:54.460 No race mixing. 1.00

02:28:56.300 No, guys, thank you so much for your time.

02:28:59.700 And, you know, to the audience, it just goes to that old thing that we're always talking about.

02:29:04.180 A lot of people get your support.

02:29:07.780 They probably don't deserve it.

02:29:09.340 And those people are on the world stage.

02:29:11.000 They're rich and famous.

02:29:11.660 You're buying their Nikes. 0.99

02:29:12.480 You're doing all that other crap, you know? 0.99

02:29:13.820 You're watching halftime shows. 0.99

02:29:15.600 You're watching their halftime shows.

02:29:17.160 Maybe consider somebody that you know is actually pursuing the truth and isn't just some media puppet, right?

02:29:25.120 Support those people you actually enjoy.

02:29:27.520 Otherwise, I think that's it.

02:29:29.080 Top, you got anything?

02:29:30.600 No.

02:29:31.040 Again, Jonathan, Sean, thank you for coming on, man.

02:29:33.900 This is another – it's just – it's always fun because, like, we kind of, like – like, we go back and forth.

02:29:37.960 And we – I get – my brain really gets to delve into places that I wouldn't have otherwise.

02:29:42.880 It's like a big think tank.

02:29:44.420 Yeah.

02:29:44.880 Yeah.

02:29:45.040 Yeah.

02:29:45.600 So much fun.

02:29:46.260 I'm talking to you and Jacob.

02:29:48.540 We're now Sean, like, some of my favorite people.

02:29:50.200 So thank you for coming on.

02:29:52.580 It's been Monday. 0.98

02:29:53.640 It's been a fucking long day, bro. 0.99

02:29:55.240 But we're done. 0.98

02:29:56.200 And we're back tomorrow with, I think, Crow77. 0.99

02:29:58.600 So come check us out.

02:29:59.460 And until then, don't forget to obey, submit, and comply.

02:30:03.040 See ya.

02:30:03.320 The greatest hypnotist on planet Earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room.

02:30:09.360 It is constantly telling us what to believe is real.

02:30:13.200 If you can persuade people that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see, because they'll laugh in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what's happening.

02:30:25.960 And they have.

02:30:27.420 Take it.

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Nephilim Death Squad - February 17, 2025

122： Near-Death, Psychedelics & The Great Unknown w⧸ Meta Mysteries

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