Nephilim Death Squad - May 06, 2025


161: Cyprian’s Journey Through the Abyss


Episode Stats

Length

2 hours and 6 minutes

Words per Minute

178.15984

Word Count

22,539

Sentence Count

1,805

Misogynist Sentences

21

Hate Speech Sentences

60


Summary

Cyprian Armani joins us on the show to talk about the upcoming Bohemian Grove tickets going on sale to the general public, and why you need to get your tickets before they go on sale. You can't get more information about the tickets than right here.


Transcript

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00:01:12.540 Top laughs of productions.
00:01:13.800 We are being hypnotized by people like this.
00:01:23.020 Newsreaders, politicians, teachers, lecturers.
00:01:27.560 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.
00:01:35.240 And the chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely normal.
00:01:42.160 Oh, yeah, dude.
00:01:43.480 There's some Nephilim shit.
00:01:44.700 It's like we all know what's going down, but no one's saying shit what happened to the home of the grave.
00:01:50.160 They controlling this now, and no one's talking about how they made a spot to be slaves.
00:01:55.240 And everybody's just walking around, heading to clouds and want to wake up to a dead in the grave.
00:02:00.460 But then it's too late, we need to be ready to raise up.
00:02:03.280 Welcome to the end of day.
00:02:05.020 Everybody is slaves.
00:02:06.440 Only some are aware that the government releasing poison in their hands.
00:02:10.140 Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of Nephilim Death Squad.
00:02:15.520 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a. The Raven.
00:02:18.320 That is Top Lobster, the father of disinformation.
00:02:21.640 Before we get into today's guest, I would like to remind all of our live viewers that this is a 30-minute preview only.
00:02:27.060 Sometime around the 30-minute mark, give or take 10, 20 minutes,
00:02:30.980 we'll be going live exclusively to patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad,
00:02:35.080 where you can continue enjoying this conversation, engaging in the live chat,
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00:02:41.720 You can do it all for free, as well as being there when the Bohemian Grove tickets drop.
00:02:46.980 That's right, patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad.
00:02:49.560 I thought I was going to have to remind you, David, but you nailed it.
00:02:51.940 Good for you.
00:02:52.400 We're in it.
00:02:52.960 We're already in it.
00:02:54.200 I knew it.
00:02:55.600 And that's where you're going to want to be if you're going to want to get those tickets,
00:02:58.240 because after they go on sale to the general public, they're going to be gone.
00:03:01.160 I wouldn't be surprised if it's a matter of days.
00:03:03.000 Once Owen Benjamin, once Sam Tripoli's audience gets a hold of these tickets,
00:03:06.960 they're going to be gone.
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00:03:12.480 All right.
00:03:13.100 Joining us today is Cyprian.
00:03:15.940 Hold on.
00:03:16.360 Let's wait for him to pop up.
00:03:17.140 There he is, Cyprian.
00:03:18.000 For the audience who may not be familiar with your work,
00:03:20.620 where can they find you, and what is it that you focus on?
00:03:25.820 Well, because of the things that I focus on,
00:03:27.780 I'm no longer very easy to find, I think.
00:03:30.620 Great answer.
00:03:31.420 I used to be very easy to find,
00:03:37.540 especially when I went by the name Vin Armani a little more often,
00:03:41.200 which I still do.
00:03:42.560 But, I mean, I guess on Twitter, on YouTube,
00:03:46.280 Cyprianus, C-Y-P-R-I-A-N-O-U-S.
00:03:49.800 You can find me on Twitter and YouTube with both of those.
00:03:52.500 And you could go, I mean,
00:03:54.480 there's probably 10 years worth of stuff on those, right?
00:03:57.100 So lots and lots and lots of content.
00:04:00.100 If you just Google my name, Vin Armani,
00:04:03.660 and go into the video section,
00:04:05.720 you'll be able to figure out what I'm about.
00:04:08.140 I mean, right now, what am I about?
00:04:10.440 Probably, so digital currency, macroeconomics,
00:04:16.340 a lot of local politics with where I'm at,
00:04:21.400 which is my primary focus.
00:04:22.780 So local politics and policy.
00:04:26.700 And although some of the work that I do,
00:04:28.900 like even this last week,
00:04:30.080 does make it into global press,
00:04:31.880 most of it is pretty local.
00:04:34.120 And that's been really awesome to see.
00:04:36.480 So that's where my focus is on,
00:04:38.840 my local community,
00:04:41.720 the people,
00:04:43.060 the Commonwealth,
00:04:44.120 and my family,
00:04:45.640 and Christ.
00:04:47.780 I love that.
00:04:48.780 It's like,
00:04:49.240 there's so many people,
00:04:50.600 there's a lot of people out there
00:04:51.500 that are kind of like dispensing these black pills.
00:04:54.080 And you're not one of,
00:04:55.840 it feels like,
00:04:57.120 it felt like you were dispensing them at first.
00:04:59.340 And I feel like that's like the kickback reaction
00:05:01.760 that like I was giving you.
00:05:04.000 And then it's possibly because it's like,
00:05:05.620 you're holding up,
00:05:06.220 almost like holding up a mirror to me
00:05:09.220 or to the other people.
00:05:10.700 Like you're out there on,
00:05:13.000 I assume you're on some kind of a homestead,
00:05:14.660 but you're actually talking about local solutions.
00:05:16.240 You're talking about digital current,
00:05:17.920 digital alternate currencies,
00:05:19.260 and then family.
00:05:20.380 And then most importantly,
00:05:21.500 like underneath it all,
00:05:23.060 which I feel like almost all of these people miss
00:05:25.340 is Jesus Christ and God.
00:05:28.520 Yeah.
00:05:29.920 I'm sorry.
00:05:31.280 This never happens.
00:05:33.180 Yes.
00:05:33.540 It's my wife.
00:05:34.420 I'm going to have to beat my wife after this.
00:05:37.660 That's right.
00:05:38.940 A man of God.
00:05:40.120 It is,
00:05:40.880 it's fascinating because
00:05:42.140 I find that people who actually do the thing
00:05:46.240 ruffle a lot of feathers.
00:05:48.200 In other words,
00:05:48.780 like it's one thing to partake in the conversation
00:05:51.500 and to bitch about your government
00:05:53.260 or to,
00:05:53.920 you know,
00:05:54.220 complain about the way things are going
00:05:55.800 in the direction of a country.
00:05:57.480 And it's very far and few in between
00:05:59.300 that anybody actually takes
00:06:00.560 the trajectory of their own life
00:06:02.120 in their own hands and says,
00:06:03.020 you know what?
00:06:03.320 I'm going to break away from this system.
00:06:04.940 I'm going to go and do what's right for me
00:06:06.540 and for my family.
00:06:07.260 And I'm going to strengthen my relationship with God.
00:06:09.560 It's a big ballsy move
00:06:11.680 to get up and leave.
00:06:13.780 And it seems like you did that.
00:06:15.680 I would be fascinated in hearing a bit about
00:06:18.620 why you did that.
00:06:23.620 Oh,
00:06:24.120 that's,
00:06:24.460 it's,
00:06:25.000 yeah,
00:06:26.080 I guess I've never really,
00:06:27.600 I've never really like taken a step back
00:06:29.720 and examined it,
00:06:30.560 but
00:06:30.860 that didn't really start for me.
00:06:33.020 It was Christianity.
00:06:34.300 You know,
00:06:34.920 I mean,
00:06:35.740 even some of the stuff that you guys
00:06:37.680 back in the day
00:06:38.880 was whatever little,
00:06:39.840 you know,
00:06:40.380 Twitter back and forth
00:06:41.800 because you guys were defending your hero.
00:06:46.040 You know,
00:06:46.600 even at that time,
00:06:47.360 the things that you guys would
00:06:48.640 call me out about,
00:06:51.320 I mean,
00:06:51.800 even when it wasn't God,
00:06:53.100 I've,
00:06:53.260 I've still been very spiritual
00:06:54.460 and I've always followed a path
00:06:56.040 that was like,
00:06:56.840 felt to me like the,
00:06:57.740 one of the most spiritual growth.
00:06:59.460 And so like the things,
00:07:00.960 the things that people will look back
00:07:02.700 in my past.
00:07:03.380 I mean,
00:07:03.540 I was a star of a very,
00:07:04.600 I was a star of a racy TV show.
00:07:06.420 Let's say that.
00:07:07.460 Right.
00:07:07.840 And it was a very interesting aspect
00:07:09.900 of my life.
00:07:10.980 Taught me a ton of,
00:07:12.640 I would say
00:07:13.060 my real interest in economics
00:07:15.440 actually came from out of
00:07:17.420 that,
00:07:18.960 that period in my thirties
00:07:20.840 and like seeing real economics
00:07:22.680 on the ground
00:07:23.500 and like alternate economies
00:07:25.800 and,
00:07:26.300 and how that all worked
00:07:27.580 and cash businesses
00:07:29.220 that have existed.
00:07:30.120 Well,
00:07:30.900 you know,
00:07:31.240 I mean,
00:07:31.500 it was,
00:07:31.880 it was in the world,
00:07:33.080 I guess you would frame it
00:07:33.920 of sex work
00:07:34.560 at the highest end.
00:07:35.600 Right.
00:07:36.620 And so world's oldest profession.
00:07:38.960 So you would assume
00:07:40.140 that there's going to be
00:07:41.100 some deep knowledge
00:07:42.900 about the nature of markets.
00:07:46.300 If you're dealing
00:07:47.220 at the highest end
00:07:48.100 of the world's oldest profession.
00:07:50.040 Sure.
00:07:50.620 Right.
00:07:50.960 As an independent operator,
00:07:52.540 you would figure
00:07:53.120 that you would get
00:07:53.800 some subtle learning
00:07:55.660 and wisdom
00:07:56.320 that you probably
00:07:57.160 couldn't get anywhere else.
00:07:59.560 And so,
00:08:00.500 you know,
00:08:00.780 and I mean,
00:08:01.200 my first economics book
00:08:02.180 is actually on that,
00:08:03.160 Dow of the Gigolo,
00:08:03.880 right?
00:08:04.100 That's what it's,
00:08:04.680 that's what it's about.
00:08:05.520 It's about the sexual marketplace
00:08:06.760 and what's the economics
00:08:07.820 of the sexual marketplace.
00:08:09.800 And so,
00:08:11.040 um,
00:08:12.300 I made that,
00:08:13.680 again,
00:08:14.600 like even that situation,
00:08:16.140 I went into that situation
00:08:17.520 knowing,
00:08:18.560 oh,
00:08:19.400 dude,
00:08:19.560 if you do this publicly
00:08:21.220 forever,
00:08:22.680 people are going to use
00:08:24.600 this against you
00:08:25.260 no matter what,
00:08:26.480 like they'll use it
00:08:27.320 as a,
00:08:27.640 as a cudgel
00:08:28.460 to hit you over the head
00:08:29.380 with no matter
00:08:29.860 what you do.
00:08:30.880 I remember now,
00:08:31.780 I remember now that,
00:08:32.760 okay,
00:08:33.260 see,
00:08:33.520 it's because there's so much,
00:08:34.380 I get into so many Twitter fights.
00:08:35.940 Um,
00:08:36.440 so it was,
00:08:38.220 it was like,
00:08:38.640 your boy,
00:08:39.340 Dave Smith called me a hooker.
00:08:41.040 Right,
00:08:41.520 right.
00:08:41.960 It was hilarious.
00:08:42.940 Yeah.
00:08:43.100 So now here's,
00:08:43.660 here's the thing though.
00:08:44.860 We,
00:08:45.400 we have come full circle though.
00:08:47.680 It's,
00:08:48.000 it's a strange way.
00:08:50.260 Like I'm excited
00:08:51.600 to do this interview
00:08:52.340 because we had Dave Smith on,
00:08:54.840 on,
00:08:55.660 uh,
00:08:56.180 our conversation
00:08:56.780 and we had Clint Russell on
00:08:57.880 just to like,
00:08:58.460 you know,
00:08:58.740 have it be a little bit more even,
00:09:00.240 but the,
00:09:00.860 the,
00:09:01.040 the topic was,
00:09:02.060 uh,
00:09:02.320 God versus Liberty.
00:09:03.980 And can you have both
00:09:05.420 and where are you leading
00:09:07.240 these men to?
00:09:08.240 And,
00:09:08.480 uh,
00:09:09.720 did you see,
00:09:10.260 did you see the latest
00:09:10.920 Dave Smith debate
00:09:11.780 with,
00:09:12.060 uh,
00:09:12.260 Douglas Murray?
00:09:13.500 I don't know if you're like
00:09:14.420 plugged into this whole thing.
00:09:15.960 I mean,
00:09:16.560 I can,
00:09:17.080 I can stand about
00:09:18.220 three seconds
00:09:19.320 of both of those guys,
00:09:20.360 but I did go
00:09:21.020 and watch just because it's,
00:09:22.500 um,
00:09:23.720 just,
00:09:24.220 no,
00:09:24.500 I mean,
00:09:24.740 well,
00:09:24.880 I'm just being honest,
00:09:25.740 right?
00:09:26.020 Like,
00:09:26.280 it's not like for me,
00:09:27.560 that's,
00:09:27.980 that's not a good way
00:09:29.440 to spend an hour
00:09:30.340 for me because it's just,
00:09:32.200 I,
00:09:32.400 I,
00:09:32.700 because it's not an hour spent.
00:09:34.000 It's like three hours spent
00:09:36.440 because then the two hours
00:09:37.540 afterwards,
00:09:37.940 I just walk around like,
00:09:39.180 oh,
00:09:39.820 oh,
00:09:40.260 oh,
00:09:40.640 you know,
00:09:40.980 like replaying it in one hour
00:09:42.260 to go through it
00:09:42.920 and two hours to recover.
00:09:44.180 Yeah,
00:09:44.360 man,
00:09:44.580 I,
00:09:44.880 to recover.
00:09:45.540 Right.
00:09:45.800 So,
00:09:46.600 uh,
00:09:47.640 but yeah,
00:09:48.240 I,
00:09:48.600 I watched,
00:09:49.780 obviously,
00:09:50.220 who could miss the highlights,
00:09:51.900 right?
00:09:52.340 I was going through my YouTube feed
00:09:54.880 and it was like every other video
00:09:56.600 was a reaction video to it.
00:09:59.140 So I definitely caught some highlights.
00:10:00.720 Yeah.
00:10:00.900 So it was,
00:10:01.720 it was like a,
00:10:02.780 it was a weird struggle session
00:10:03.880 that he's doing against Joe and Dave,
00:10:06.420 but Dave ran into this issue with him
00:10:08.840 where he's trying to like press him
00:10:11.000 and the guy's being very slippery
00:10:12.120 because it's a debate.
00:10:13.100 And then,
00:10:13.880 and he was like,
00:10:14.420 it was frustrating.
00:10:15.080 But when we spoke to him,
00:10:17.020 it was the same thing
00:10:19.060 because like we were kind of trying to,
00:10:21.540 like,
00:10:21.780 I'm not trying to press you on Rothbardian economics
00:10:24.280 or like Misesian economics.
00:10:25.560 Like we were talking about something
00:10:26.740 a little bit bigger than that.
00:10:27.840 We're talking about spirituality.
00:10:29.600 God,
00:10:30.040 where does this all lead,
00:10:31.560 especially within the libertarian party?
00:10:33.400 And he,
00:10:33.900 he did a thing,
00:10:34.700 I,
00:10:34.820 again,
00:10:35.500 prefaces with,
00:10:36.120 I do love Dave Smith.
00:10:37.100 He's a,
00:10:37.320 he's a friend of mine,
00:10:38.140 but he kept on saying like,
00:10:39.460 I reject the premise.
00:10:40.740 And it was very frustrating.
00:10:43.060 In particular,
00:10:43.640 it was to my questions
00:10:45.680 and my questions,
00:10:46.540 I'm,
00:10:47.040 you know,
00:10:47.420 you may not know this,
00:10:48.800 but you know,
00:10:49.460 I'm politically retarded,
00:10:50.780 also financially,
00:10:51.820 and really just incredibly limited
00:10:54.120 in my intellect.
00:10:55.320 But my fascination lies more within
00:10:57.760 spiritual concepts,
00:10:59.800 God and,
00:11:01.240 and conspiracy really.
00:11:02.960 And what I thought was fascinating about Dave
00:11:05.280 is he is tenacious.
00:11:06.940 You have to kind of give hats off to anybody
00:11:09.460 who,
00:11:11.900 who digs that deep into a subject,
00:11:12.760 knows the ins and outs of it,
00:11:13.840 and can engage at that high,
00:11:15.120 high of a level of a conversation with somebody.
00:11:18.020 And so I had heard that Dave Smith,
00:11:21.340 after he had children,
00:11:22.680 realized that there was a God.
00:11:24.220 And it struck me as interesting
00:11:25.560 because I said,
00:11:26.060 a man who's so tenacious,
00:11:27.560 who,
00:11:28.060 who sees what he thinks is the truth,
00:11:29.680 and then aggressively goes after it,
00:11:32.660 surely would have the same feelings
00:11:35.020 when you came to the dramatic realization
00:11:36.600 that God is real.
00:11:37.660 And I didn't,
00:11:38.920 I was not interested in having a debate
00:11:40.500 with Dave Smith.
00:11:41.300 I don't,
00:11:41.660 I don't,
00:11:41.920 I'm not going to have a debate with Dave Smith.
00:11:42.740 Yeah, I'm going to lose that.
00:11:44.340 Yeah, I just wanted to get some insight
00:11:47.660 into the thought process of a man
00:11:49.320 who I do respect,
00:11:50.880 and it's now admitted that there is a God.
00:11:53.100 And so,
00:11:54.360 and then of course,
00:11:55.240 if you look around in politics,
00:11:56.700 you see all of this strange,
00:11:58.700 kind of satanic,
00:11:59.480 luciferian crap,
00:12:00.280 and you can make of it what you will,
00:12:01.460 but certainly it piques your interest
00:12:02.700 and makes you think.
00:12:03.720 That was it.
00:12:04.600 And every time I would repackage that desperately,
00:12:08.360 because my biggest fault
00:12:10.300 is when somebody doesn't understand
00:12:12.100 what I'm saying or asking.
00:12:13.240 That's my imperfect delivery.
00:12:15.780 So I kept rephrasing it,
00:12:17.400 repackaging it,
00:12:18.200 and trying to slide it across the table to him.
00:12:20.120 And what I would be met with was debate tactics,
00:12:23.140 as if I was adversarial,
00:12:26.140 which was not the case at all.
00:12:27.340 So yeah,
00:12:27.760 very much the same thing that he was,
00:12:30.800 kind of fell victim to with Douglas Murray
00:12:32.600 was the same thing he subjected us to.
00:12:35.080 And in that way,
00:12:36.260 people found it a fascinating conversation,
00:12:37.740 but I was just a little bit bummed out
00:12:39.020 because I had hoped to have
00:12:40.200 a more genuine, vulnerable conversation.
00:12:42.860 I was upset with how it went
00:12:43.860 because we didn't do what we seeked,
00:12:46.400 what we seeked out to do.
00:12:48.240 But I think it pertains,
00:12:50.420 I think it pertains a lot
00:12:51.380 to what like this main argument
00:12:53.020 that perhaps you were having
00:12:54.160 that even I wasn't hearing at the time.
00:12:56.320 You were saying some things
00:12:57.500 and I was hooked on,
00:12:59.220 like he caught you with the stripper thing.
00:13:00.760 It's funny.
00:13:01.800 It's really easy to disarm people.
00:13:03.100 No hooker, hooker, strip stripper.
00:13:04.080 Dude, stripper would be...
00:13:05.680 Well, the thing is,
00:13:06.640 it's not,
00:13:07.380 it's,
00:13:07.900 it obviously doesn't disarm,
00:13:10.800 I don't know how it would disarm me
00:13:12.840 considering I was six seasons
00:13:14.940 on a super successful show
00:13:17.420 called Gigolos,
00:13:18.500 taking a paycheck from all of that,
00:13:20.500 watched by millions of people,
00:13:22.120 stopped in the street
00:13:23.260 as from Panama to Prague
00:13:25.660 by young men saying
00:13:27.120 I was their hero.
00:13:27.940 And it's like,
00:13:28.940 yeah.
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00:14:09.560 Hashtag Make-A-Play.
00:14:12.720 It's a lot of pressure.
00:14:14.540 Well, no, dude.
00:14:15.740 It's called Gigolos.
00:14:18.420 Like, if you're...
00:14:20.180 That's like me being like,
00:14:22.020 oh, you're a comic.
00:14:23.420 And that's some sort of insult.
00:14:25.600 It's like, no, dude.
00:14:26.640 Like, I signed up for that.
00:14:28.580 I signed the contract with Showtime.
00:14:30.900 Showtime called me a hooker.
00:14:33.140 Right?
00:14:33.760 So it's like, I'm not...
00:14:35.380 I was like, I'll be a hooker.
00:14:37.260 Pay me the check.
00:14:38.900 Make me famous.
00:14:40.880 Get me into...
00:14:41.800 It was in Vegas.
00:14:42.860 Let me have a table at every club in Vegas for free.
00:14:45.840 A $10,000 table.
00:14:47.360 Let girls run after me
00:14:48.760 and have two and three in my bed every night.
00:14:51.320 Okay.
00:14:52.120 A hooker, that doesn't disarm me.
00:14:53.880 It might make it fun for your...
00:14:55.300 It might make it fun for your guys.
00:14:56.840 And then it stops the debate
00:14:58.740 because I just get slammed
00:15:00.920 by people wanting to throw memes at me.
00:15:04.000 You know what it is?
00:15:05.020 That word.
00:15:05.100 And then we can't get to any debate.
00:15:06.660 It's like something about the double O.
00:15:08.800 It's a great word.
00:15:09.920 It's a great word.
00:15:10.620 It's closed at the end in the beginning.
00:15:11.760 It's very pointed.
00:15:12.760 Like, it's got this double O going on.
00:15:14.700 It's a good word.
00:15:15.440 But it doesn't allow the conversation to go forward.
00:15:18.280 It ends it.
00:15:18.720 It ends it.
00:15:19.220 It's kind of sad.
00:15:20.280 Yeah.
00:15:21.440 It ends it.
00:15:22.180 And I think, you know,
00:15:26.500 to your point about stopping the conversation,
00:15:32.260 I think that that's really a great heuristic,
00:15:37.100 especially we're coming out of Holy Week, right?
00:15:39.940 Because if you look at the entire story of the passion,
00:15:46.340 like what's going on, those who...
00:15:48.960 Like it's about silencing Jesus.
00:15:50.600 Mm-hmm.
00:15:52.340 Right?
00:15:52.880 And it's, you know, you look at the Beatitudes,
00:15:55.100 and it's like,
00:15:56.260 blessed are you when men shall revile you and persecute you,
00:15:59.180 and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely for my sake.
00:16:01.720 So he's even saying, like,
00:16:03.280 so long as you stay oriented toward me,
00:16:05.680 if they call you hooker, it's blessed.
00:16:09.320 Hmm.
00:16:10.180 Shall say all manner of evil against you falsely for my sake.
00:16:12.940 He's actually saying,
00:16:14.960 our Lord is saying,
00:16:16.580 you don't win the debate.
00:16:19.260 Hmm.
00:16:19.420 Well, he didn't win the debate.
00:16:22.660 Well, he didn't win the debate,
00:16:23.880 because we're here three years later or so,
00:16:28.180 and I'm like...
00:16:28.660 Well, I'm not talking about Dave Smith didn't win the debate.
00:16:31.480 Oh, sure.
00:16:32.260 Sure, sure.
00:16:32.840 I'm saying Christ didn't win the debate.
00:16:35.900 Hmm.
00:16:37.040 Christ wound up on a cross.
00:16:39.180 Right, right, right.
00:16:40.360 He won the spiritual warfare.
00:16:42.780 He didn't win the debate with the people who wanted to debate him.
00:16:48.880 The Pharisees, they won.
00:16:51.700 They won the debate by putting him on a cross,
00:16:54.320 by saying, he said he's this.
00:16:58.100 He said he's the king.
00:17:00.240 You have to put him up,
00:17:01.240 because the only king is Caesar,
00:17:02.600 even though that in and of themselves was blasphemy for a Jew to say that.
00:17:06.300 Occupied people, they went to the occupier, right?
00:17:10.660 And so, as a Christian, like, that's the thing,
00:17:14.420 that it's like, dude, you're not going to win the debate.
00:17:17.600 So, if what's big for you is winning debates,
00:17:19.720 you can't be a Christian.
00:17:21.580 Hmm.
00:17:22.380 Yeah, well, to Top's point,
00:17:24.320 even the Dave Smith,
00:17:25.840 not debate, right,
00:17:27.360 but I suppose that conversation stopper,
00:17:31.580 it really did stop for him, it seems like.
00:17:33.760 And I'm not trying to dunk on him at all.
00:17:35.460 Like I said, I do respect him.
00:17:36.640 It's just that here he is all these years later,
00:17:39.660 and he's struggling with that concept.
00:17:41.960 And it's strange,
00:17:43.540 because I know that if you're armed with political and financial knowledge,
00:17:49.040 there is a sort of a quickness to pull that out
00:17:52.100 and engage in a combative situation with that information.
00:17:55.280 But it doesn't seem to be the same thing
00:17:57.800 once you step into the less tangible, let's say.
00:18:01.860 If you step into the supernatural,
00:18:03.280 if you step into spiritual concepts,
00:18:05.220 if you step into biblical concepts,
00:18:07.560 that's where all that sort of tenacity stops.
00:18:10.900 And it almost feels like he's stuck now,
00:18:14.240 because I don't know if you've noticed this.
00:18:16.280 Because he doesn't have the fullness.
00:18:17.640 He does.
00:18:17.960 So, like, it's interesting.
00:18:19.320 Like, not, not, I'm not meaning to interrupt you,
00:18:21.420 but I don't want to go past what you just said, right?
00:18:23.520 So, it's like, how do you separate the financial and the political
00:18:30.220 from the intangible?
00:18:33.160 Like, how do you separate the financial from the spiritual
00:18:37.280 when it says,
00:18:38.220 in God we trust,
00:18:39.360 and has an all-seeing eye and a pyramid
00:18:41.080 on the back of the $1 bill,
00:18:42.600 which is the global reserve currency?
00:18:44.520 Because the people who...
00:18:46.520 Right?
00:18:48.100 Yeah.
00:18:48.400 Like, how do you...
00:18:50.100 The people who made this
00:18:51.880 clearly didn't separate the two.
00:18:54.780 And then,
00:18:55.600 how do you separate out politics,
00:18:57.540 especially geopolitics, right?
00:18:59.940 It's like,
00:19:00.720 oh,
00:19:01.400 who are you dealing...
00:19:02.400 Who are the countries the U.S. is trying to deal with right now?
00:19:06.140 Russia?
00:19:07.640 Okay,
00:19:08.260 you can't separate the Russian people
00:19:10.740 from Orthodox Christianity.
00:19:13.120 Right.
00:19:13.540 Their language.
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00:19:55.340 Hashtag make a play.
00:19:57.880 Their language was brought to them by the church.
00:20:01.820 Their alphabet is called what?
00:20:03.680 Cyrillic.
00:20:04.700 Well,
00:20:04.980 who's that?
00:20:05.460 That's St. Cyril.
00:20:06.500 Of St. Cyril and Methodius who brought them the alphabet
00:20:11.300 and who brought them their language,
00:20:13.840 Church Slavonic,
00:20:15.180 to translate the Bible.
00:20:17.220 All Slavic languages come from the church's language.
00:20:20.980 They didn't all have one language.
00:20:22.440 That's fascinating.
00:20:22.460 I didn't know that.
00:20:23.420 Of course you didn't.
00:20:25.240 Because people have been trying to separate the spiritual
00:20:27.840 and the political.
00:20:29.580 So what you're telling me is you're going to go to a country
00:20:32.520 where the identity,
00:20:34.160 so the identity of Russia begins with the baptism of the Rus.
00:20:38.980 St. Vladimir,
00:20:40.880 who Putin is named after,
00:20:42.940 and every Vladimir is named after,
00:20:44.700 who baptized the entire Kiev,
00:20:46.920 and it's Kiev,
00:20:48.520 who baptized all of Kiev,
00:20:50.940 and that was the beginning of Russian identity.
00:20:54.000 There is no Russian people outside of the church.
00:20:59.220 And you,
00:20:59.820 okay,
00:21:00.160 so we got to deal with them,
00:21:01.340 but you want to separate out spirituality from geopolitics.
00:21:04.180 Then who?
00:21:05.000 Iran,
00:21:05.900 which is a freaking theocracy,
00:21:08.340 and so is Israel.
00:21:12.480 And you want to talk about this somehow absent
00:21:15.400 of theology?
00:21:17.460 The biggest conflict in Ukraine is theological.
00:21:22.740 The schisms,
00:21:23.960 the things that are happening there are about the church.
00:21:26.160 There's a schismatic church.
00:21:29.280 The Kievan government is imprisoning priests,
00:21:35.020 Russian Orthodox priests.
00:21:37.000 They took over,
00:21:38.140 they took over and seized,
00:21:40.220 and we want to separate it out all,
00:21:42.240 so we're like,
00:21:42.820 oh,
00:21:42.960 it's not connected.
00:21:43.940 They seized the oldest and most important Orthodox monastery.
00:21:49.460 It's in Kiev.
00:21:50.560 It's the Lavra.
00:21:51.300 It's the Kiev caves.
00:21:52.740 If you're an Orthodox Christian,
00:21:54.280 and you look at the saints list,
00:21:57.280 and you read the lives of the saints,
00:21:58.940 every day they're saints from the Kiev caves.
00:22:02.400 It's the root.
00:22:03.900 It's the root of Russian Orthodoxy.
00:22:07.660 It was taken over.
00:22:09.140 Like,
00:22:09.400 how do you not,
00:22:11.780 how do we have a conversation about what's going on over there?
00:22:15.020 How do we negotiate?
00:22:16.360 How do you deal with what the actual reality of the struggle is if you want to separate it from spirituality?
00:22:22.360 You can't.
00:22:26.300 Politics and economics are the most and always have been the most spiritual things.
00:22:31.480 They came from the priest class.
00:22:33.300 I didn't know that.
00:22:37.600 And so it's,
00:22:38.600 well,
00:22:39.080 of course you didn't.
00:22:40.080 It's crazy.
00:22:42.000 Of course you didn't.
00:22:43.140 Because the whole idea is we're going to separate it out.
00:22:46.580 But here's the thing.
00:22:48.660 How do you ever predict what's going to happen?
00:22:51.360 How do you ever make the right move
00:22:53.020 if like these most important foundational core variables you're not even dealing with?
00:22:58.880 So when somebody's like,
00:23:00.200 I've got so much knowledge about politics.
00:23:02.040 I've got so much knowledge about economics.
00:23:04.340 And then I hear nothing.
00:23:06.460 I don't even hear them acknowledge the spiritual basis or the religious basis underneath the conflicts and concepts that they're talking about.
00:23:15.520 Then I say you don't have any knowledge.
00:23:17.340 That's where I've been getting a little bit stuck,
00:23:19.560 or especially where I got stuck with Dave,
00:23:21.220 because I think the greatest point that you can make in regards to sort of,
00:23:26.660 let's say like this darker aspect,
00:23:28.880 this Luciferian aspect that's infiltrated the hearts of some people.
00:23:32.100 And some of those people are in government.
00:23:33.520 And that best shows itself,
00:23:35.140 in my opinion,
00:23:35.620 when it comes to like the whole Jeffrey Epstein,
00:23:38.080 you know,
00:23:38.440 sexual blackmail and the exploitation of children.
00:23:41.080 And obviously that includes so many people that are not just involved with politics,
00:23:46.420 but are incredibly influential in geopolitics that I go,
00:23:51.280 how can you leave that part of the conversation out when some of the most nefarious things that are happening,
00:23:57.140 it wasn't long ago that the whole world was gripped with the whole Epstein story.
00:24:00.760 And that was tied in so intimately with not only Hollywood,
00:24:05.120 but politicians.
00:24:06.360 And it's like,
00:24:07.260 that just isn't addressed.
00:24:09.060 It's,
00:24:09.220 it's almost like it's,
00:24:10.080 it's the same thing as a person who is in the scientific community,
00:24:13.580 who starts to study,
00:24:14.760 study something that falls into what they deem is pseudoscience.
00:24:17.700 It's very similar where you don't really bring it up.
00:24:22.040 So you can bring up Epstein,
00:24:23.880 let's say,
00:24:24.360 and you could bring up like the political blackmail aspect of things,
00:24:28.240 but don't bring up the temple.
00:24:29.660 Don't bring up the ceremony.
00:24:30.820 Don't bring up the rituals.
00:24:31.860 Don't bring up the golden owls.
00:24:33.340 Don't bring up any of that stuff.
00:24:35.000 Don't bring up the fact that he's like shape-shifting.
00:24:37.820 Yeah.
00:24:38.480 We heard some horrifying stories about that too.
00:24:41.560 But they,
00:24:43.260 they,
00:24:43.800 it,
00:24:44.380 to me,
00:24:44.920 it strikes me as a,
00:24:45.900 as a weakness in people who,
00:24:47.700 I regard as,
00:24:49.160 like I said,
00:24:49.900 intellectually significant and,
00:24:53.140 and,
00:24:53.440 you know,
00:24:53.740 really have their,
00:24:54.640 their adept,
00:24:55.460 you know,
00:24:55.840 in,
00:24:56.080 in,
00:24:56.380 in learning and going after information and disseminating information.
00:25:00.180 I don't see it as an inability.
00:25:03.640 It seems like a choice.
00:25:05.080 There's a choice to ignore those things.
00:25:07.580 And then it,
00:25:08.440 to me,
00:25:08.660 it throws everything that you're saying into chaos,
00:25:11.580 because if you're not going to address this elephant in the room,
00:25:14.040 and you're not going to have a conversation about that,
00:25:16.700 then I can't listen to anything you're saying.
00:25:19.520 Well,
00:25:19.960 we got to,
00:25:20.400 I think.
00:25:23.940 All right.
00:25:25.060 So.
00:25:26.440 This is all right.
00:25:30.500 So.
00:25:30.900 I,
00:25:32.240 I think you're right,
00:25:33.560 but.
00:25:34.480 And,
00:25:35.000 and,
00:25:35.120 and I feel you it's there,
00:25:36.700 but I,
00:25:38.480 I,
00:25:38.820 I think,
00:25:39.660 you know,
00:25:41.440 nuance,
00:25:42.020 nuance is everything.
00:25:43.060 Like to seek Christ is to,
00:25:45.860 is to fight ferociously for nuance.
00:25:48.300 That's what my spiritual father,
00:25:50.240 father turbo qual says.
00:25:51.380 Right.
00:25:52.100 And so it's like,
00:25:53.120 if we're going to talk about elephants in the room and we're going to talk
00:25:55.880 about the culture that breeds Epstein and we're going to talk at,
00:25:58.980 we like the first thing we have to do.
00:26:01.960 Right.
00:26:02.380 It's like,
00:26:02.900 how are we going to point out the spec in our,
00:26:05.680 in our neighbor's eye without looking at the log in ours.
00:26:08.020 Right.
00:26:08.300 And so like,
00:26:09.580 let's look at,
00:26:11.280 let's look at like,
00:26:12.240 what's not being talked about because the,
00:26:15.060 like there's things that are closer to home that are not being talked
00:26:17.180 about.
00:26:17.480 So like we're broadcasting on the internet,
00:26:19.480 right?
00:26:19.880 We're broadcasting.
00:26:20.820 And I mean,
00:26:21.500 I'm a software developer and I've been on the internet since 1995.
00:26:24.680 So like I have a pretty good sense of what's moving across the
00:26:28.120 internet,
00:26:28.360 but like,
00:26:29.020 what would you guys say?
00:26:30.300 Like people are watching this content,
00:26:32.160 but like for a long time,
00:26:34.920 it probably is still true.
00:26:36.280 So what type of content would you say is occupying the most amount of
00:26:40.540 bandwidth that that's coming over the internet at any given time?
00:26:45.400 Oh yeah.
00:26:45.700 I would say pornography.
00:26:46.700 I didn't even think about that.
00:26:47.500 Good point.
00:26:47.900 Top fantastic.
00:26:49.820 Okay.
00:26:50.520 So now here's the,
00:26:51.720 here's another question.
00:26:53.360 Um,
00:26:55.820 who pays for,
00:26:57.080 who,
00:26:57.240 who pays to watch pornography?
00:26:59.920 Nobody,
00:27:00.480 nobody.
00:27:00.880 It's one of the things they give us for free.
00:27:03.100 You pay with your soul,
00:27:04.140 I guess.
00:27:04.900 Well,
00:27:05.220 there is a price.
00:27:05.680 But hold on,
00:27:06.840 but hold on.
00:27:08.780 I,
00:27:09.280 and I mean,
00:27:09.880 my background's in streaming media.
00:27:11.720 It isn't free to stream HD.
00:27:16.180 What's the business model.
00:27:17.800 If nobody's paying,
00:27:19.300 somebody is paying for all this.
00:27:21.380 If the most content that's traveling across the internet is porn,
00:27:26.320 that's data center after data center,
00:27:28.740 after data center,
00:27:29.700 hosting that data.
00:27:31.980 That's all kinds of infrastructure to serve it.
00:27:35.220 Tons of electricity.
00:27:38.020 Who's paying for it and why?
00:27:42.320 That's a great question.
00:27:43.700 I mean,
00:27:44.040 I know that there's like,
00:27:44.880 it's like packed with advertisers.
00:27:46.440 They are,
00:27:47.120 there's going to be ads.
00:27:47.900 But it's not,
00:27:48.680 but,
00:27:49.000 but who's,
00:27:50.080 but the ads are for you to go and click on and buy and buy and buy a membership to some porn.
00:27:55.560 Who's clicking that though?
00:27:56.860 Yeah,
00:27:57.000 but nobody's clicking on it.
00:27:58.100 Nobody.
00:27:58.640 Right.
00:27:58.840 That's my,
00:27:59.980 the point I'm making to you right now.
00:28:03.740 That's the point I'm making.
00:28:06.680 Who do you think is making it free?
00:28:09.380 Well,
00:28:09.960 here's the thing.
00:28:11.200 You say you want to talk about Epstein.
00:28:13.200 I'm like,
00:28:13.620 I don't know Jeffrey Epstein,
00:28:15.220 but I know hundreds of men who,
00:28:17.600 who watch porn on a daily basis online.
00:28:19.580 Hmm.
00:28:19.900 You want to talk about the things that we're not talking about.
00:28:24.420 You want to talk about the things where it's like,
00:28:26.120 clearly there's a real conspiracy there.
00:28:29.920 Like clearly there's a conspiracy,
00:28:32.600 meaning like some group of people is together and is giving this away for free.
00:28:38.460 And it's to everyone.
00:28:40.600 And it's consuming the majority.
00:28:42.960 Think about it.
00:28:43.540 So we have an internet culture.
00:28:45.180 We talk about the internet all the time.
00:28:46.860 It's big business.
00:28:47.800 We've got,
00:28:48.340 Oh,
00:28:48.480 Mark Zuckerberg,
00:28:49.300 Berg and these face Facebook and Elon Musk and all of them.
00:28:53.200 They're on the inauguration stage with Donald Trump.
00:28:55.460 But what's the most content that's be,
00:28:58.540 what are the people spending the most time watching?
00:29:01.880 Where's that guy?
00:29:04.520 Who,
00:29:05.200 what's his name?
00:29:06.600 What's his name?
00:29:07.900 That's a,
00:29:08.460 you know what though?
00:29:09.540 I'll,
00:29:10.240 you know,
00:29:10.600 Jeffrey Epstein's name.
00:29:11.800 You don't even know his name.
00:29:14.360 Here's what they're going to say.
00:29:15.840 Jeffrey Epstein and start trying to figure out what his name is.
00:29:18.300 They're going to say this,
00:29:20.020 say the Jews,
00:29:21.200 but I'm going to say like,
00:29:22.460 we're going to go to like an Owen Benjamin point,
00:29:24.200 which is a little bit more,
00:29:25.520 not a little bit.
00:29:26.280 So it's a lot more nuanced,
00:29:27.260 right?
00:29:27.600 It less the Jews.
00:29:28.680 Yes.
00:29:29.040 To a certain extent.
00:29:30.200 But yeah,
00:29:30.500 you have that like,
00:29:30.960 Oh,
00:29:31.060 and I,
00:29:31.460 that owns porn hub or something like it.
00:29:33.080 Sure.
00:29:33.440 Or another guy selling dildos with his daughter.
00:29:35.880 That's a whole nother thing.
00:29:37.000 Right.
00:29:37.280 But Owen will tell you,
00:29:39.420 Rabbi Shmuley,
00:29:40.160 uh,
00:29:40.760 Owen will tell you,
00:29:41.600 you gotta,
00:29:42.840 you gotta,
00:29:43.240 uh,
00:29:43.540 defeat the J in your own heart.
00:29:45.800 And it's something that got me in trouble.
00:29:47.920 I got like doxed by,
00:29:49.220 uh,
00:29:49.760 Groypers.
00:29:50.380 They,
00:29:50.600 they flooded my account with like followers.
00:29:52.600 Then I mean,
00:29:53.380 they,
00:29:53.520 they did not like that where I was like,
00:29:54.920 listen,
00:29:55.240 you guys are complaining.
00:29:56.080 But again,
00:29:56.740 like you're saying,
00:29:57.340 you're still gooning every day,
00:29:59.720 every day to this stuff.
00:30:01.020 It's like,
00:30:01.220 what are you doing?
00:30:02.100 Who's paying for it?
00:30:03.540 Someone's paying for,
00:30:04.400 someone's putting it in front of you,
00:30:05.700 but you're paying for it.
00:30:08.060 Someone's paying for it.
00:30:09.300 And so,
00:30:10.060 you know,
00:30:10.440 as a Christian,
00:30:11.980 the answer,
00:30:12.720 we know the answer.
00:30:13.700 And that's why orthodoxy was,
00:30:15.600 that's why I came to orthodoxy was because these are the questions that I,
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00:31:01.560 Hashtag make a play.
00:31:04.440 Under,
00:31:05.160 I understood what the answer to these questions was,
00:31:07.840 right?
00:31:09.200 Because I was operating in that world,
00:31:11.860 right?
00:31:13.120 There,
00:31:13.380 there are people who are in the media who have,
00:31:15.920 who are in the vein of the Epstein story who were clients of mine.
00:31:21.540 Right?
00:31:22.060 And one of the things that I know is that the things being said about them in public are not true.
00:31:30.020 And how so?
00:31:30.760 Because some of the,
00:31:31.620 well,
00:31:32.440 because some of the events that are being talked about in public,
00:31:35.260 I was at.
00:31:36.040 And so you can't tell me that something different happened at these events that I was at than what I actually experienced.
00:31:46.740 So then I know that these people are lying.
00:31:49.660 What's the nature of what's been accused?
00:31:51.360 And then what's the nature of the actual event?
00:31:55.500 So the nature of what's been accused,
00:31:58.920 and some of your audience will figure out what this is,
00:32:01.740 given my background,
00:32:02.460 if they know that the,
00:32:03.540 the stories that are out there,
00:32:05.000 the big ones,
00:32:06.060 you know,
00:32:06.540 name,
00:32:07.000 name,
00:32:07.860 household names.
00:32:09.160 Um,
00:32:09.640 the stories are very like dark,
00:32:13.400 twisted,
00:32:15.000 perverted.
00:32:15.580 And the reality was,
00:32:17.300 uh,
00:32:17.760 super vanilla.
00:32:18.740 Like some of the most vanilla experiences I've ever had in my life.
00:32:22.820 Interesting.
00:32:24.100 So then if that is the case,
00:32:28.560 the question becomes why sensationalize it?
00:32:32.780 Because Ephesians,
00:32:33.800 because Ephesians 6,
00:32:34.880 12,
00:32:35.260 because it's spiritual warfare.
00:32:38.320 Ephesians 6,
00:32:39.120 12,
00:32:39.340 we wrestle not against flesh and blood,
00:32:40.900 but against principalities,
00:32:42.120 against powers,
00:32:43.080 right?
00:32:44.500 Spirit of darkness.
00:32:46.740 That's it.
00:32:47.480 It's not flesh and blood.
00:32:48.680 And at the end of the day,
00:32:49.960 if you can be,
00:32:51.300 if it can be sensationalized and it can draw,
00:32:53.320 draw your attention to it,
00:32:54.500 well,
00:32:54.680 now you're thinking about these things that didn't exist.
00:32:58.380 Now you're operating in a fantasy in your head.
00:33:01.820 And oftentimes I'm like,
00:33:03.180 well,
00:33:05.000 why do you,
00:33:05.440 why do you want to think about children being abused?
00:33:10.360 Like,
00:33:10.860 there's no question that children are being,
00:33:12.660 that there is out there,
00:33:13.820 there's child abuse and children are being abused.
00:33:15.680 There's no question about it,
00:33:16.800 but why do you want to think about it?
00:33:20.640 Like,
00:33:21.080 especially 99.9% of people are not going to do anything except they're not
00:33:26.340 going to contribute to,
00:33:27.540 they're not going to go and volunteer for like,
00:33:29.560 you know,
00:33:30.660 that's a mental health thing for child abuse survivors.
00:33:33.800 They're not going to know.
00:33:34.880 They're going to like share things and get outraged about it and talk about
00:33:38.620 it and think about it.
00:33:40.200 They're not going to help the victims.
00:33:41.700 They're just going to live in a fantasy of thinking about it.
00:33:44.700 And it's like,
00:33:46.820 yeah,
00:33:46.960 if I'm a demon,
00:33:47.960 if I'm a demon,
00:33:48.820 that's what I want you to do.
00:33:50.540 I was,
00:33:51.040 we just spoke to somebody yesterday,
00:33:52.720 this guy,
00:33:53.060 Nathaniel Gillis,
00:33:54.140 and he's outlining this idea that I forget the name of the experiment that
00:33:58.560 they did,
00:33:58.940 but had to do with people that are channelers specifically like the C5 stuff,
00:34:03.440 channeling UFOs,
00:34:04.320 but this is just demonic stuff and they channel and they'd have a control
00:34:08.780 group and then they'd have the group that might have been experiencing and
00:34:13.340 they're telling one group a story and the other group is mimicking it.
00:34:17.440 It's,
00:34:17.680 but like separately.
00:34:18.640 So it's almost as if the entities that are actually coming through to these
00:34:22.920 other people are hearing that story,
00:34:25.340 replicating it,
00:34:26.340 spreading it.
00:34:27.400 And it's just completely the fabrication,
00:34:29.520 but it seems powerful and it scares people.
00:34:32.380 And it's like,
00:34:34.120 it's non-local.
00:34:35.200 It's non-local intelligence.
00:34:38.240 Right?
00:34:38.860 Like Rupert Sheldrake did tons of experiments on this.
00:34:42.060 Tons of experiments.
00:34:43.800 Right?
00:34:44.680 And prayer,
00:34:46.880 like prayer is real.
00:34:49.560 This is not,
00:34:50.440 I think,
00:34:50.760 and this is yet another thing for me of why orthodoxy was when I was like,
00:34:55.740 Oh,
00:34:56.880 Oh,
00:34:57.240 that's Christianity.
00:34:58.920 Because I could never figure out,
00:35:01.440 you know,
00:35:01.880 I'm,
00:35:02.240 I'm half Mexican.
00:35:03.340 So like,
00:35:04.280 obviously Catholicism was there and then I'm half black.
00:35:07.400 So like the black church was there as well in my life.
00:35:10.440 And I,
00:35:10.900 and then,
00:35:11.520 you know,
00:35:11.920 I got involved in psychedelics in high school.
00:35:14.920 And then that always was a part of my life.
00:35:17.380 And like that trajectory,
00:35:18.840 even to like,
00:35:20.640 when I found Christianity,
00:35:21.660 I mean,
00:35:22.060 I was heavy into a like ayahuasca group went like before it was cool.
00:35:26.700 And I was drawing a lot from that.
00:35:30.860 And like,
00:35:31.220 I had had tons of experiences with real,
00:35:33.560 like what I would call demons.
00:35:35.220 Now,
00:35:35.860 the problem that I had was that.
00:35:39.380 That was the,
00:35:40.400 the reason I went down that path wasn't for any other reason,
00:35:44.380 except it was the only like spiritual tradition that I had encountered that
00:35:50.760 addressed the real world that I was experiencing with my eyes and ears.
00:35:54.680 Right.
00:35:57.360 That like,
00:35:57.940 Oh,
00:35:58.240 here I experienced this thing.
00:35:59.720 And then I'm like,
00:36:00.740 what is that?
00:36:01.740 And the ayahuasca shamans could talk to me about it.
00:36:03.900 And there was a tradition that they were speaking from.
00:36:06.900 I go to a Baptist minister and he's got nothing for me.
00:36:10.560 He'll probably tell me I didn't experience it.
00:36:13.040 And this is what,
00:36:13.720 this is what this show has kind of become exactly what you say.
00:36:16.840 It's it's every conversation always leads here.
00:36:19.240 I guess maybe we're like leading it by the nose,
00:36:20.800 but this is exactly what this is.
00:36:22.100 And I try not to be too hard on the modern church on the,
00:36:26.940 because I was,
00:36:27.940 I grew up in the church my whole life.
00:36:29.160 There's a lot of great people there.
00:36:30.220 I had falling outs too.
00:36:31.220 So I try to like temper my bias with it,
00:36:33.380 but it does leave you lacking in a lot of these areas.
00:36:37.660 And you know,
00:36:38.960 then where am I to search?
00:36:40.300 Like ayahuasca mushrooms,
00:36:42.180 find a shaman.
00:36:43.460 And what are you going to find there?
00:36:45.340 You know?
00:36:45.720 And by the way,
00:36:46.300 those,
00:36:46.700 those guides,
00:36:47.480 those shamans,
00:36:48.060 they can tell you quite a bit about your experience.
00:36:49.800 And quite a bit of it is true.
00:36:51.300 It's just the nature of what you're experiencing is what they,
00:36:54.140 they don't,
00:36:54.900 you know,
00:36:55.160 have a grasp on it.
00:36:55.980 They think it's something else.
00:36:57.380 And so,
00:36:58.140 yeah,
00:36:58.460 on one side,
00:36:59.060 there's no answers.
00:36:59.720 And on the other side,
00:37:00.480 there's a lot of answers.
00:37:02.180 And it's,
00:37:02.880 it's very troubling for people who come face to face with the realization that
00:37:06.420 this phenomenon is real.
00:37:08.040 It exists.
00:37:08.700 They've been told that doesn't exist,
00:37:10.000 right?
00:37:10.160 The materialistic paradigm of the West says,
00:37:11.880 no,
00:37:12.040 it's not true.
00:37:12.880 And where do you have to go?
00:37:14.140 Who do you have to turn to?
00:37:14.980 Some chicken and a bunch of crystals,
00:37:16.640 you know,
00:37:16.980 or a shaman in the Amazon because,
00:37:20.200 because the trick like,
00:37:21.440 and that's the,
00:37:22.100 that's the great trick.
00:37:23.860 That was the great trick.
00:37:25.260 The great trick was that,
00:37:26.800 I mean,
00:37:27.960 it's a masterful trick of the demons is that they were able to deliver
00:37:33.200 something called Christianity,
00:37:34.760 but without Christ.
00:37:36.920 And they were able to put it into the Western world.
00:37:40.240 And so then,
00:37:41.540 yeah.
00:37:41.720 So then you wind up with the only place you could go is to the East where
00:37:45.800 it's nothing but like far East,
00:37:48.700 right.
00:37:48.920 To go to India where it's basically nothing but demons.
00:37:52.060 Correct.
00:37:52.600 And it's like,
00:37:53.360 you're not,
00:37:54.220 because if you,
00:37:55.400 all of that,
00:37:56.220 there,
00:37:56.860 all the,
00:37:57.300 all those are real.
00:37:59.940 Like,
00:38:00.460 that's like dealing with ayahuasca.
00:38:02.480 Like she's a small G God,
00:38:05.060 goddess.
00:38:06.420 Right.
00:38:06.860 And the,
00:38:07.820 the Orthodox Christian church is like,
00:38:09.560 yeah,
00:38:10.360 those gods are,
00:38:11.220 that's why the Orthodox are like,
00:38:13.460 don't do yoga.
00:38:16.020 They're like,
00:38:16.700 you don't do yoga because it's like,
00:38:18.860 you're really going to channel.
00:38:20.680 It's a tool for channeling these small G gods,
00:38:24.620 these demons,
00:38:25.600 whether you know it or not,
00:38:27.640 you don't do yoga the same way you don't do Ouija,
00:38:30.620 a Ouija board.
00:38:31.860 You know what I mean?
00:38:32.860 Like this,
00:38:34.220 this,
00:38:34.820 these postures and this way of going and these mantras were designed to summon other gods.
00:38:42.240 Right.
00:38:42.720 I think it's like you're contorting your body into a little antenna sometimes too.
00:38:46.640 You know what I mean?
00:38:47.020 Like some of the positions and everything.
00:38:48.740 Yeah.
00:38:50.160 Well,
00:38:50.460 it comes,
00:38:51.200 it,
00:38:51.620 the reason those,
00:38:53.560 like those positions were not just like all spiritual things.
00:38:57.540 They were not invented.
00:38:58.620 They were discovered.
00:39:00.440 You know,
00:39:01.080 some Rishi in the mountains spent his entire life contorting his body until he came into a particular sequence that got him into contact with God better.
00:39:11.380 But that's the same way that the liturgy emerges.
00:39:15.480 Right.
00:39:16.020 Like the,
00:39:16.660 the,
00:39:17.120 the Orthodox Christian liturgy as it stands today is not what it was,
00:39:22.300 you know,
00:39:23.040 at the time of St.
00:39:23.780 John Chrysostom,
00:39:24.540 even though they call it the liturgy of St.
00:39:26.360 John Chrysostom.
00:39:27.200 It's not what he was celebrating in Constantinople.
00:39:29.600 There's been additional things added on.
00:39:32.120 And the church knows when those were added on and they know why.
00:39:35.180 And it was because they added it.
00:39:38.700 And it,
00:39:39.460 and the people were like,
00:39:40.440 Oh yeah.
00:39:41.080 Got them closer to God.
00:39:42.340 Miracles started happening.
00:39:43.680 More people got converted.
00:39:44.840 And they were like,
00:39:45.340 okay,
00:39:45.500 we leave that.
00:39:47.400 And then you go,
00:39:48.440 and then you go and you go and go.
00:39:49.980 And then somebody has a saint,
00:39:51.440 has a revelation where he starts adding this in a monastery,
00:39:54.500 starts adding this thing.
00:39:56.180 And that monastery is like,
00:39:58.020 it becomes a center of spirit.
00:39:59.320 And they're like,
00:39:59.760 what are you doing?
00:40:00.480 What are you doing here?
00:40:01.280 People go and they're like,
00:40:02.140 let me attend liturgy because you guys are really delivering on this.
00:40:05.220 Oh,
00:40:05.500 here's this other piece.
00:40:06.480 Let's go back and add that.
00:40:08.600 Right.
00:40:09.060 And so it's,
00:40:09.660 it's this series of revelations that are coming as the Holy spirit reveals
00:40:14.500 themselves.
00:40:15.220 Okay.
00:40:15.620 But when you ask ayahuasca shamans,
00:40:18.140 how on earth did you figure out this very precise way of brewing these two
00:40:25.260 plants to get this?
00:40:27.060 And they say,
00:40:27.660 Oh,
00:40:27.920 ayahuasca told us.
00:40:29.200 Yeah.
00:40:30.060 This is a phone.
00:40:31.880 And you go,
00:40:32.640 wait a second.
00:40:33.100 Wait a second.
00:40:34.200 That means ayahuasca is not in the brew.
00:40:38.120 Because if she told you before the brew was made,
00:40:41.440 that means she's not in the brew.
00:40:43.480 Where's the egg,
00:40:44.400 right?
00:40:44.600 That's the question.
00:40:45.620 Yeah.
00:40:46.020 The brew is just the brew is just the yoga posture.
00:40:49.940 Yeah.
00:40:50.480 The brew is just part of the liturgy.
00:40:53.140 It's just that particular prayer.
00:40:55.580 It's,
00:40:56.100 it's a,
00:40:56.560 it gets,
00:40:57.100 it's like,
00:40:58.100 it's the process to get to it.
00:41:00.380 And it's like,
00:41:00.960 we do this,
00:41:01.600 we do this with everything.
00:41:03.720 We do this with everything.
00:41:05.240 If you go on apprentice with the carpenter,
00:41:07.480 there's going to be a series of things that you're going to do.
00:41:10.180 And you're just not,
00:41:10.860 there's all this fluff that carpenters.
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00:41:42.800 tried and then discarded.
00:41:45.000 And what you've wound up with is like,
00:41:47.180 no,
00:41:47.500 just walk on this path.
00:41:48.760 This is the process to it.
00:41:50.220 Yes.
00:41:50.980 You know,
00:41:51.360 but never why.
00:41:53.540 It's never,
00:41:54.380 like my question is always the why.
00:41:56.300 We speak to a guy named Ed Mabry,
00:41:57.740 and he has a show called Faith by Reason,
00:41:59.620 or his ministry is Faith by Reason.
00:42:01.380 And it's like,
00:42:01.680 I'm the type of person that needs that.
00:42:04.060 And blessed are those who believe without seeing.
00:42:05.760 But like,
00:42:06.080 man,
00:42:06.320 me,
00:42:06.620 I need to know the nuts and bolts of it if I'm going to be in.
00:42:10.740 And it's a flaw of mine.
00:42:12.140 I'm working on it.
00:42:13.560 No,
00:42:13.760 you can't.
00:42:14.700 It's not a flaw.
00:42:16.060 It's like,
00:42:16.860 it's,
00:42:17.220 you're setting yourself up for destruction.
00:42:21.080 Because you're,
00:42:21.860 because you're asking to know,
00:42:23.680 you're asking the why of something that,
00:42:27.040 that there's no possible way for your conscious mind to comprehend the actual answer.
00:42:34.320 Well,
00:42:34.760 what I mean is like,
00:42:36.060 so my parents will say,
00:42:37.200 don't have sex before marriage,
00:42:38.440 right?
00:42:39.140 And I'm like,
00:42:39.600 I say,
00:42:39.980 why?
00:42:40.260 And they say,
00:42:40.600 well,
00:42:40.700 that's fornication.
00:42:41.920 And the Bible speaks against that.
00:42:43.320 And I was like,
00:42:43.620 feels good.
00:42:45.220 What's fornication mean?
00:42:46.720 It doesn't,
00:42:47.060 but nobody explains you fornication.
00:42:48.700 It's a spiritual sin.
00:42:50.240 You know,
00:42:50.520 this is easy.
00:42:51.760 Well,
00:42:51.960 this is easy.
00:42:52.660 Right.
00:42:53.180 So it's like,
00:42:53.880 just go back to the root.
00:42:55.080 So you can,
00:42:55.720 there's a document called the D-D-A-K,
00:42:57.680 right?
00:42:58.040 This is the original,
00:42:59.940 um,
00:43:01.580 catechetical document,
00:43:03.060 uh,
00:43:04.520 of the apostles.
00:43:06.400 So the church accepts this as the,
00:43:08.960 basically the document that the apostles would use to catechize new Christians.
00:43:13.440 The apostles themselves.
00:43:15.740 Right.
00:43:16.120 And it,
00:43:16.800 the opening words is there are two ways,
00:43:20.360 but a vast difference between them,
00:43:22.100 the way of life and the way of death.
00:43:24.140 It's that simple.
00:43:27.480 There's two ways.
00:43:29.600 There's the way of life and the way of death.
00:43:32.040 And so if you're like,
00:43:32.780 why shouldn't I,
00:43:33.620 why shouldn't I have a sex before marriage?
00:43:36.760 Right.
00:43:37.240 And somebody says that's fornication.
00:43:38.580 And no,
00:43:39.080 the answer is because if all of the marriage is there,
00:43:41.820 because it leads to life,
00:43:43.040 why does marriage lead to life?
00:43:45.240 Why would,
00:43:45.820 why would marriage be a path to life?
00:43:48.380 Whereas fornication would be a path to death because you play it out to what
00:43:52.260 if every single person was doing it?
00:43:54.580 You don't have to play it out.
00:43:56.100 Look at America.
00:43:57.120 Which society would live longer?
00:44:00.220 If there's two societies,
00:44:02.080 right?
00:44:02.300 Two groups of tribes.
00:44:03.920 And for the last three generations,
00:44:05.760 this tribe has had no marriage.
00:44:08.800 And this tribe has had strong monogamous marriage with a marriage tradition.
00:44:14.260 And they have to fight a war against each other.
00:44:16.720 Which one is going to win?
00:44:18.540 And which one is going to be wiped out?
00:44:20.420 There's no question.
00:44:22.020 You know,
00:44:22.620 I saw a video today,
00:44:23.740 not to do a tangent here,
00:44:25.060 but there was a couple of African tribes that had no word for the word
00:44:29.820 maintenance.
00:44:31.280 And,
00:44:31.540 and then you look at their,
00:44:32.760 they're like the British came here and they built a railroad and it's in
00:44:34.980 shambles.
00:44:35.480 They don't even have the concept for it.
00:44:37.240 So like,
00:44:38.120 this is exactly what you're talking about.
00:44:39.840 If there's no concept for this,
00:44:40.860 these things will deteriorate.
00:44:42.080 But what I'm saying is not,
00:44:43.820 not how do the inner workings of the universe work?
00:44:46.140 Like I'm not trying to get into a cult magic,
00:44:47.560 but nobody could even satisfactorily explain to me this concept,
00:44:51.320 which is fairly simple.
00:44:52.760 It should be taught everywhere,
00:44:54.800 choosing life and then extrapolate that down.
00:44:57.100 It's not really taught by many people.
00:44:59.180 I didn't hear it not until fairly recently.
00:45:02.620 Ask yourself this,
00:45:03.760 right?
00:45:04.980 If there's a church that calls itself Christian,
00:45:07.580 well,
00:45:08.000 this is one of the reasons why sola scriptura is such a like trick of the
00:45:12.680 devil.
00:45:14.200 Because if you can convince somebody that,
00:45:16.640 Oh,
00:45:16.720 don't look at anything except what's in the,
00:45:18.560 what's in this book,
00:45:19.240 the Bible.
00:45:20.880 Then,
00:45:21.380 and I'm like,
00:45:21.920 wait,
00:45:22.100 wait,
00:45:22.240 wait,
00:45:22.480 but this is the actual catechetical document that the apostles who are
00:45:26.160 talked about in the Bible were using.
00:45:27.720 And even the Bible says that there's so much more here.
00:45:30.140 So it's like,
00:45:31.340 no,
00:45:31.460 no,
00:45:31.540 no,
00:45:31.640 just stop right here.
00:45:33.960 Don't deal with any of the things that the knowledge and the wisdom of
00:45:38.100 people who actually knew Christ and then what they did in terms of like
00:45:42.440 their life and spreading the faith and all of this only pick this few
00:45:46.460 little things.
00:45:48.080 Then that's how you never get to the idea that,
00:45:50.660 Oh,
00:45:51.260 wait,
00:45:51.900 you're telling me that the guys who wrote the Bible also,
00:45:54.660 this is what they taught Christianity was the way of life and the way of
00:45:58.360 death.
00:45:58.880 How come I never heard that?
00:46:01.140 That's okay.
00:46:01.780 And it's like,
00:46:02.340 yes,
00:46:02.880 that's a fascinating thing that I'd actually like to hear a little bit more
00:46:06.200 about.
00:46:06.900 Cause it kind of plugs into just my own experience.
00:46:09.340 I'm,
00:46:09.760 I'm a relatively new Christian.
00:46:11.860 I,
00:46:11.960 my entire life I was sort of David,
00:46:14.380 we're not cutting the stream.
00:46:15.560 And they,
00:46:15.900 they,
00:46:16.420 although the Patriot members look,
00:46:17.760 no,
00:46:18.020 we're not cutting the stream today.
00:46:20.180 Very upset.
00:46:20.900 Yeah.
00:46:21.140 This needs to be heard.
00:46:22.400 Uh,
00:46:22.640 we'll,
00:46:23.060 we'll,
00:46:23.580 I don't even think it needs to be edited down,
00:46:25.120 but we'll figure it out later.
00:46:26.120 But so we'll let this,
00:46:26.960 if you,
00:46:27.280 if you're watching live,
00:46:28.180 enjoy,
00:46:28.800 enjoy.
00:46:29.480 You owe us,
00:46:30.520 you owe us $5 later.
00:46:35.020 So,
00:46:35.520 so,
00:46:35.880 okay.
00:46:36.420 My thing is,
00:46:37.560 um,
00:46:38.480 being new to Christianity.
00:46:40.900 Uh,
00:46:41.220 I I've always been a conspiracy theorist,
00:46:43.040 but there was a pivotal point in my life where I realized,
00:46:45.560 that the,
00:46:46.160 the biblical worldview was incredibly accurate and that it really helped to
00:46:49.720 understand a lot of this conspiracy and supernatural that I was looking at.
00:46:54.020 And so I moved in that direction.
00:46:56.260 And then this show started,
00:46:57.960 um,
00:46:58.880 not too long after that.
00:47:00.440 So very much what people are watching is like my journey into Christianity and
00:47:03.760 understanding the Bible and understanding Jesus and,
00:47:05.620 and all of these concepts.
00:47:07.520 Um,
00:47:08.000 but I've noticed that now that I'm on this,
00:47:10.760 it's a very,
00:47:11.520 uh,
00:47:12.180 uh,
00:47:12.620 narrow path,
00:47:13.760 right.
00:47:14.580 Um,
00:47:15.040 and if I,
00:47:15.860 if I should step one way,
00:47:17.260 then a whole,
00:47:18.360 a bunch of Christians freak out and call me a deceiver and all these different things.
00:47:22.920 If I should step the other way,
00:47:24.460 then a different group of,
00:47:25.660 of Christians will call me a deceiver.
00:47:27.580 I'm misleading a flock.
00:47:28.540 It's a lot of fun.
00:47:29.940 It's wild.
00:47:30.680 I've never experienced this before.
00:47:32.160 And,
00:47:32.600 um,
00:47:32.940 and I'm noticing now that like,
00:47:35.920 Oh,
00:47:36.160 now,
00:47:36.360 now that I've done this and I've said,
00:47:38.340 I do believe in Jesus Christ.
00:47:39.620 I believe that he came.
00:47:40.520 He is the son of God.
00:47:41.240 He died for our sins.
00:47:42.060 And he,
00:47:42.300 and he is the way,
00:47:43.220 the truth and the life.
00:47:44.320 And I believe that,
00:47:45.780 um,
00:47:46.200 the Bible is,
00:47:46.880 is worth,
00:47:48.120 you know,
00:47:48.620 tenaciously looking into and learning and all these different things.
00:47:51.200 Uh,
00:47:51.640 that is almost me saying to people.
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00:48:23.280 In some way that I will not absorb any other information now besides the Bible.
00:48:27.700 And if I,
00:48:28.200 if I do absorb any other information outside of it,
00:48:30.500 then I am,
00:48:31.580 you know,
00:48:32.400 just a misleader of the brethren or some crazy thing like that.
00:48:34.900 I never positioned myself as a leader of anybody.
00:48:36.900 I'm just trying to understand things.
00:48:38.440 So you're talking about how there are these other texts.
00:48:41.880 And,
00:48:42.200 um,
00:48:42.900 obviously,
00:48:43.400 you know,
00:48:43.580 on this show,
00:48:44.240 uh,
00:48:44.580 uh,
00:48:44.880 we've explored the extra canonical text too.
00:48:47.120 And,
00:48:47.320 you know,
00:48:47.620 those are extra canonical.
00:48:48.620 They're not inspired word of God.
00:48:50.440 Text is not important.
00:48:51.880 Like text,
00:48:52.620 like let's not start on texts,
00:48:54.700 right?
00:48:55.260 Because like the,
00:48:56.220 the church is not.
00:48:57.980 So there's a,
00:48:59.240 there's a great,
00:49:00.180 if people really want to understand the Orthodox church,
00:49:03.320 it's like the shortest thing,
00:49:04.820 but it's one of the great modern saints,
00:49:07.180 uh,
00:49:07.540 St.
00:49:07.780 Nikolai Velomirovich.
00:49:08.720 He's a Serbian and,
00:49:11.460 uh,
00:49:11.740 the title of this little,
00:49:13.080 it's like an excerpt,
00:49:14.060 but it's kind of a little essay.
00:49:15.380 The title is,
00:49:16.480 um,
00:49:17.480 Orthodoxy is a dramatic mystery.
00:49:20.180 And in it,
00:49:21.140 he,
00:49:21.340 one of the things that he says is he says,
00:49:23.260 um,
00:49:24.480 ours is not a book religion.
00:49:27.760 It's not even a learned religion.
00:49:30.540 Ours is a dramatic mystery because he's responding.
00:49:33.780 I think he's maybe presenting at a conference or something.
00:49:36.980 And he's saying that,
00:49:38.280 um,
00:49:38.720 he's,
00:49:39.700 he starts out by saying many Englishmen remark that the Bible is not often read in Slavic homes.
00:49:47.460 Like,
00:49:48.160 especially like very pious.
00:49:50.500 Right.
00:49:51.780 Um,
00:49:52.560 the,
00:49:53.780 the Bible is,
00:49:55.380 and,
00:49:55.920 and these other texts,
00:49:57.280 the texts of the fathers is the way is,
00:50:00.760 is a means by which we can judge what it is we are being taught in terms of the practices through the,
00:50:08.120 um,
00:50:08.820 through the tradition.
00:50:11.420 So the first thing to understand is that like the apostles didn't have the Bible.
00:50:18.080 Like the,
00:50:19.120 the church existed for 300 years without a Bible.
00:50:22.680 The Bible was not,
00:50:25.540 there is the canonical Bible didn't exist for the first 300 years of the church.
00:50:29.500 So you're talking about the apostles didn't have a Bible.
00:50:32.500 The people who were trained by the apostles and appointed bishops by the apostles didn't have a Bible.
00:50:37.960 The people that they appointed and were trained as bishops didn't have a Bible.
00:50:41.880 What they had was Christ and their experience with Christ.
00:50:46.280 Right.
00:50:47.160 And so it's the texts.
00:50:50.580 The texts are the record of that,
00:50:52.800 but the texts are the record of an experience.
00:50:56.280 So what it,
00:50:58.500 what we are called to have is we are called to have an experience with Christ,
00:51:02.260 but,
00:51:03.760 but the demons can also literally appear as Christ.
00:51:09.080 And that's the Orthodox tradition is full of the saints talking to people could go to a St.
00:51:13.840 Nesitas of Novgorod where,
00:51:15.540 where a demon shows up as an angel to him and actually tells him,
00:51:18.960 just go read the Bible.
00:51:20.180 Just go read the Bible.
00:51:22.360 Hmm.
00:51:23.980 You ever hear that story of Tila Tequila,
00:51:25.600 where she claims that she had intercourse with Jesus and that he appeared to her as a dragon.
00:51:30.300 And it's like,
00:51:31.040 well,
00:51:32.020 I don't know what it doesn't sound like Jesus to me,
00:51:34.060 dude.
00:51:35.320 Well,
00:51:35.800 let me tell you one that does sound like Jesus,
00:51:37.480 but how careful you got to be St.
00:51:38.740 Paisios.
00:51:40.980 So St.
00:51:41.680 Paisios,
00:51:42.360 one of the great modern saints,
00:51:44.120 he tells a story.
00:51:45.180 It's really kind of funny.
00:51:46.480 He tells a story about,
00:51:48.240 he had many experiences with Christ,
00:51:50.360 with demons,
00:51:51.000 with angels,
00:51:51.700 but in this one,
00:51:53.080 he's in his cell.
00:51:54.280 He,
00:51:54.480 he lived on Mount Athos.
00:51:56.260 I mean,
00:51:56.920 in terms of saints,
00:51:57.940 this guy is like top for the modern saints.
00:52:01.100 Lived on Mount Athos.
00:52:02.420 He said the ceiling of his cell,
00:52:06.640 you know,
00:52:06.840 his little shack,
00:52:07.680 whatever goes away.
00:52:10.400 Heavens open up singing angels.
00:52:13.660 Blonde Jesus comes down and he says,
00:52:17.820 Paisi,
00:52:19.880 you've been found to be so worthy through your piety.
00:52:24.700 You're worthy to look upon me.
00:52:27.160 You,
00:52:27.340 you are blessed among men.
00:52:29.200 And he goes,
00:52:30.200 oh,
00:52:31.740 I'm definitely not worthy to see Christ.
00:52:34.280 And all of a sudden,
00:52:35.000 boom,
00:52:35.280 it goes away.
00:52:35.880 Cause it was a demon.
00:52:37.600 Oh,
00:52:37.840 that's it.
00:52:38.940 This is a good question I have.
00:52:40.020 So obviously in the Bible,
00:52:41.260 it tells you to test the spirits.
00:52:43.260 What is the best way in?
00:52:45.420 Have you read anything about how?
00:52:47.060 That was it right there.
00:52:48.300 That was it.
00:52:48.780 Just call them on their,
00:52:49.680 on their nonsense.
00:52:51.060 No,
00:52:51.540 he didn't even call them on their nonsense.
00:52:53.040 He knew something about himself.
00:52:56.940 Humility.
00:52:58.760 So,
00:52:59.400 so as Orthodox people,
00:53:00.860 the two things that were really taught to pray for are,
00:53:03.580 it's about testing the demons,
00:53:05.260 right?
00:53:05.440 Because the whole,
00:53:06.520 for us,
00:53:07.140 life is nothing but spiritual warfare.
00:53:09.620 That's it.
00:53:11.920 And I mean,
00:53:12.740 we,
00:53:13.200 this is why,
00:53:14.120 you know,
00:53:14.320 we don't often read the,
00:53:15.620 the old Testament,
00:53:16.760 but the old Testament is all read during Holy week.
00:53:19.720 And like the important ones,
00:53:21.500 the most important,
00:53:22.500 of those to me,
00:53:24.840 from what I could tell going through it is Job.
00:53:28.680 Right?
00:53:29.160 Because that's the,
00:53:30.080 it's,
00:53:30.360 it's like a,
00:53:31.000 a microcosm of the spiritual warfare,
00:53:33.280 but it's over one man,
00:53:34.820 the devil and God,
00:53:35.800 right?
00:53:36.000 And the devil is going to take everything away,
00:53:37.940 but the devil doesn't always take everything away.
00:53:40.000 He'll also give you that.
00:53:41.600 So I experienced that myself,
00:53:42.920 right?
00:53:43.980 Like I've said,
00:53:44.580 I've led a charm life.
00:53:46.480 So it's like what we were talking about before Cyprian.
00:53:49.500 It's like where like,
00:53:51.560 we're constantly asking ourself that question.
00:53:54.300 Am I going in the right direction?
00:53:56.120 And I had a discussion with a friend of mine.
00:53:58.940 I said,
00:53:59.220 well,
00:53:59.380 you know,
00:53:59.580 doors keep opening.
00:54:00.960 I'm not,
00:54:01.540 I'm not asking for these things,
00:54:02.760 but it seems like I'm being led to go this way.
00:54:05.060 And he's like,
00:54:05.800 he told me,
00:54:06.240 he said,
00:54:06.420 Hey man,
00:54:06.680 maybe that door is opening to your demise.
00:54:08.220 And it's like,
00:54:08.720 yeah,
00:54:08.860 that's actually a possibility.
00:54:10.140 Don't go past the door opening because it's super,
00:54:16.380 super important.
00:54:18.760 This is one of the big things that Father Turbo taught me that I was like,
00:54:24.140 Whoa,
00:54:24.540 one of the most powerful aspects of my prayer life is,
00:54:28.140 so we pray for discernment and humility.
00:54:31.140 Those are the two things.
00:54:32.260 Discernment is to tell what,
00:54:34.720 again,
00:54:35.100 to judge the path.
00:54:36.620 And then humility is to accept when it's God's will.
00:54:39.980 But he said,
00:54:40.540 the thing to pray for is you pray for God to close the doors that are not
00:54:47.240 supposed to be open.
00:54:50.140 So you talk about,
00:54:51.160 that's what I ask.
00:54:52.500 Yes.
00:54:53.020 I constantly ask.
00:54:54.780 Yes.
00:54:55.300 If I'm,
00:54:55.680 if I'm doing the wrong thing,
00:54:56.800 like I said,
00:54:57.220 I don't say close the door.
00:54:58.080 I say,
00:54:58.260 slap me down.
00:54:58.940 Like,
00:54:59.240 yo,
00:54:59.520 just make it obviously discouraging.
00:55:03.280 Yes.
00:55:03.880 That's it.
00:55:04.420 Well,
00:55:04.620 it's,
00:55:04.840 it's the same,
00:55:05.400 it's the same idea.
00:55:06.360 Right.
00:55:06.740 But since,
00:55:07.500 since,
00:55:08.080 you know,
00:55:08.420 in your thought process,
00:55:09.700 you're already like,
00:55:10.760 Hey,
00:55:10.900 I'm seeing doors open,
00:55:12.940 you know,
00:55:13.780 key in on that because there's,
00:55:15.300 there's already a concept and a pattern and all of that that's inside of
00:55:19.800 you to be like,
00:55:21.220 okay.
00:55:21.800 And that's where we pray for humility because the way that you know,
00:55:25.520 the demons is the demons give you what you want.
00:55:28.360 God gives you what you need because Christ asked us to bear our cross.
00:55:33.140 Right.
00:55:34.620 Now,
00:55:35.760 my own experience has been this.
00:55:38.840 My own experience has been what Christ gives me is always better than I could have imagined.
00:55:48.720 It always fulfills whatever I wanted,
00:55:53.800 but I realized that if he would have given me what I wanted,
00:55:57.680 it wouldn't have been as good.
00:55:59.940 Right.
00:56:00.380 It's almost like I'm,
00:56:01.960 I'm saying that I'm saying,
00:56:03.860 I'm thinking I need a car.
00:56:05.080 And I'm like,
00:56:05.620 what if I could just have a Honda civic?
00:56:07.200 And if I'm just like working,
00:56:08.640 working,
00:56:08.940 working towards a Honda civic,
00:56:10.060 but God's like,
00:56:11.380 yo,
00:56:11.620 if you will just back off,
00:56:13.180 I got a Lamborghini being shipped on a boat.
00:56:16.960 That's kind of,
00:56:17.640 it's coming for you and it's yours,
00:56:19.880 but you just got to back off wanting that Honda civic so bad.
00:56:25.620 Like,
00:56:26.040 cause I don't,
00:56:26.500 that's not what I have for you.
00:56:28.340 I have something so much better.
00:56:30.000 So you just got to rock with me.
00:56:31.520 And I'm like,
00:56:32.240 no,
00:56:32.540 no.
00:56:32.780 And he's like,
00:56:33.220 no,
00:56:33.520 I'm closing off the thing on the Honda civic side.
00:56:36.040 I'm like,
00:56:36.740 no,
00:56:37.660 why are you doing this?
00:56:38.860 God,
00:56:39.400 let me have it.
00:56:40.240 And he's like,
00:56:40.680 dude,
00:56:40.920 chill,
00:56:42.620 chill.
00:56:43.880 And that has been,
00:56:45.680 that's the experience that brought me to orthodoxy.
00:56:50.580 Like,
00:56:51.040 it's not the experience that I had because I like believed something.
00:56:54.240 And that's like prosperity gospel BS.
00:56:58.000 This is the experience that I was having with Christ where with my heart,
00:57:02.480 I was reaching out to be like,
00:57:03.960 what's happening right now.
00:57:05.720 I'm engaging with Christ.
00:57:07.280 I don't know how to engage with him.
00:57:09.520 I wasn't in the church,
00:57:10.900 but it was delivering in this weird way.
00:57:14.260 And my life was becoming better.
00:57:16.920 Right.
00:57:17.520 And then he brought a priest into my life.
00:57:20.340 And that priest was like,
00:57:21.860 perfect for me.
00:57:22.720 Like literally perfect for me.
00:57:25.980 Like grew up blocks away from where I grew up.
00:57:30.080 You know what I mean?
00:57:30.940 Had such similar experiences in my own life.
00:57:33.960 And it was like,
00:57:34.560 what is happening?
00:57:37.140 What is happening right now?
00:57:39.240 And so then it's,
00:57:40.140 but this is what you say that it's like the incontrovertible truth.
00:57:44.420 I was just having a conversation,
00:57:45.880 you know,
00:57:46.300 and it's appropriate.
00:57:48.220 It's appropriate because the time that we're at in the liturgical calendar,
00:57:50.980 uh,
00:57:51.740 with the resurrection,
00:57:52.480 but you know,
00:57:53.460 this story in John of,
00:57:55.660 you know,
00:57:55.940 doubting Thomas,
00:57:56.960 they say,
00:57:57.360 Oh,
00:57:57.460 don't,
00:57:57.780 don't be a doubting Thomas.
00:57:58.940 But we like really look at Thomas,
00:58:00.660 right?
00:58:00.920 Like Thomas is the guy who's not there in the like secret room that they're,
00:58:05.400 that all the apostles are hiding,
00:58:06.580 scared in.
00:58:07.000 Like he's,
00:58:07.580 he's obviously a brave guy.
00:58:09.600 I think he probably went out to get supplies or whatever when everybody else is
00:58:12.520 hiding.
00:58:12.980 So he's not,
00:58:13.640 I actually am not familiar with it.
00:58:15.660 Would you mind?
00:58:16.680 Um,
00:58:17.000 yeah,
00:58:17.240 sure.
00:58:17.660 Explaining it.
00:58:18.500 Yes,
00:58:18.980 absolutely.
00:58:19.500 So,
00:58:20.000 uh,
00:58:20.200 this is called the Johanine Pentecost.
00:58:22.720 So John is,
00:58:24.100 John is different in some of the stories of,
00:58:26.900 uh,
00:58:27.220 of what happens than the other three gospels.
00:58:30.420 The other three gospels are kind of like exactly the same story.
00:58:33.140 And John has,
00:58:34.500 is like,
00:58:35.700 and it's the same John that wrote the book of revelation,
00:58:37.800 right?
00:58:38.120 So it's,
00:58:38.600 it's a,
00:58:38.940 it's a little more mystical.
00:58:41.380 Like John is the really mystical gospel.
00:58:43.980 So in the Johanine Pentecost,
00:58:46.660 uh,
00:58:47.400 they show up to clean Jesus's body after three days,
00:58:51.160 right?
00:58:51.600 This is a,
00:58:52.180 this is the story.
00:58:52.900 They show up,
00:58:53.900 the rock has been moved from the tomb.
00:58:55.700 They go in and then,
00:58:59.040 uh,
00:59:00.360 they,
00:59:00.700 there's,
00:59:01.100 there's,
00:59:01.600 they start weeping.
00:59:02.500 There's no body,
00:59:03.260 but somehow they don't notice that there's like somebody just standing over there.
00:59:08.120 And they're like,
00:59:08.680 ah,
00:59:08.840 don't,
00:59:09.280 don't,
00:59:09.380 don't,
00:59:09.760 don't weep.
00:59:10.280 He's risen.
00:59:11.160 And then the women all leave except for Mary Magdalene.
00:59:14.780 And then she thinks that this character is like a caretaker.
00:59:19.220 And then he starts talking to her and he's like,
00:59:21.480 Mary,
00:59:22.260 Mary,
00:59:22.620 Mary,
00:59:22.860 Mary,
00:59:23.020 you don't recognize.
00:59:24.380 And then she hears his voice and she's like,
00:59:26.020 Oh,
00:59:26.220 Jesus.
00:59:29.040 Like it's you.
00:59:30.420 Right.
00:59:30.900 So then first the like main apostles,
00:59:33.200 like Peter and that they bring them,
00:59:34.500 then they realize it.
00:59:36.200 Then Mary runs off.
00:59:37.640 Mary Magdalene.
00:59:38.320 She runs off.
00:59:39.180 The apostles are all hiding because they're scared.
00:59:41.460 I mean,
00:59:41.680 look,
00:59:41.920 their leader just got executed.
00:59:43.760 Right.
00:59:44.180 So they're totally scared that like they're next and they would all be
00:59:47.080 martyred.
00:59:47.780 Right.
00:59:48.080 They were all going to be killed by the government eventually.
00:59:51.240 Um,
00:59:51.960 so she goes,
00:59:53.060 she goes to the room where they're at.
00:59:54.220 She tells them there that they don't believe it.
00:59:57.300 They're like,
00:59:57.660 get out of here.
00:59:58.240 This didn't happen.
00:59:59.080 And then he shows up.
01:00:01.380 He like walks through the wall and shows up in this room to them.
01:00:05.380 But Thomas isn't there.
01:00:08.140 And so they all believe.
01:00:09.780 So now basically all the apostles believe and they've seen him except for
01:00:15.820 Thomas.
01:00:17.560 And Thomas shows back up and Thomas is like,
01:00:20.940 yeah,
01:00:22.200 I don't know.
01:00:24.220 So they're like,
01:00:25.260 he,
01:00:25.460 he came in the flesh.
01:00:26.760 Like he had the wounds and he's like,
01:00:28.580 man,
01:00:28.920 how do you know that somebody is not trying to like trick us?
01:00:31.720 I would need to like,
01:00:33.340 did you go up?
01:00:33.920 Did you feel the wounds?
01:00:35.320 Did you put your hands in the wounds?
01:00:37.280 And they're like,
01:00:37.740 no,
01:00:38.020 no,
01:00:38.260 it's,
01:00:38.520 I mean,
01:00:38.740 it's,
01:00:39.000 it was him.
01:00:39.540 It was totally him.
01:00:40.340 And he's like,
01:00:41.480 no,
01:00:41.660 cause I guess he's looking a little bit different.
01:00:43.440 This is the story that we get in all the gospels that like,
01:00:46.060 there's something different about him and they don't immediately
01:00:48.300 recognize him.
01:00:49.120 They only recognize him later.
01:00:50.220 Right.
01:00:50.460 So this is a mystery.
01:00:51.640 We don't know what this is,
01:00:52.600 but this is the story as it,
01:00:53.920 as it takes place.
01:00:55.740 So then Thomas is there and then Christ shows back up.
01:00:59.480 So they call him doubting Thomas because he doubted,
01:01:01.900 but like they don't continue on because if they continued on,
01:01:06.220 then that tells you about the nature of Christ.
01:01:08.060 Because often what people who have had a falling out with Christianity say is
01:01:14.280 that their experience with Christianity was that,
01:01:18.040 well,
01:01:18.200 and it's kind of like,
01:01:18.880 as you said,
01:01:19.320 lobster was like,
01:01:20.180 there's no answers.
01:01:23.520 They just are like,
01:01:24.600 don't do it because you're not supposed to do it.
01:01:26.800 You're supposed to have a kind of a blind faith and a belief.
01:01:29.220 And that's what draws people away from Christianity,
01:01:31.360 but that's not Christianity because when Christ shows back up and Thomas is
01:01:36.780 there,
01:01:37.620 Christ doesn't say,
01:01:38.940 don't believe in me.
01:01:40.760 Right.
01:01:41.260 At the end,
01:01:42.060 he says,
01:01:43.020 blessed are those who believe,
01:01:44.300 but they haven't seen.
01:01:46.380 But in between that,
01:01:48.140 he goes,
01:01:48.800 okay,
01:01:49.680 put your hands in the wounds.
01:01:51.080 Yeah.
01:01:51.240 Feel the wounds.
01:01:51.900 Yeah.
01:01:52.060 If that's what you need from me to believe,
01:01:56.660 then here I am.
01:01:58.380 If you need the proof,
01:01:59.460 I give you the proof.
01:02:00.700 Put your hands in the wounds.
01:02:02.680 Now,
01:02:02.860 the trade-off is this.
01:02:04.360 If you ask for the proof,
01:02:07.260 see,
01:02:07.560 the reason why,
01:02:08.220 this is the thing,
01:02:09.000 the reason why you're blessed,
01:02:11.600 like blessed like lucky,
01:02:13.600 because the reason why you're blessed,
01:02:15.420 if you believe without the proof,
01:02:18.460 is that your payment,
01:02:22.060 your reciprocal payment is much less.
01:02:25.640 Because Thomas needed the proof,
01:02:27.860 but then he went farther than any of the apostles.
01:02:30.900 He went to India.
01:02:32.300 He went to China.
01:02:33.540 When the Portuguese showed up to India,
01:02:36.080 into Malabar,
01:02:37.680 and they had the cross,
01:02:40.200 the people were like,
01:02:41.380 oh,
01:02:42.780 oh,
01:02:43.060 we know that.
01:02:44.500 That's like the,
01:02:45.880 these people who live over here.
01:02:47.140 And they were like,
01:02:47.940 what,
01:02:48.180 what,
01:02:48.340 what are you talking about?
01:02:49.840 We just got here.
01:02:51.840 We're coming here converting Asia.
01:02:53.540 What do you mean the people who live over here?
01:02:55.320 And they were like,
01:02:56.020 yeah,
01:02:56.180 yeah,
01:02:56.300 yeah,
01:02:56.440 yeah,
01:02:56.580 yeah.
01:02:56.740 Go over there.
01:02:57.820 They call them Thomas Christians today.
01:02:59.400 They're in,
01:02:59.900 they're,
01:03:00.360 they're in communion with Rome,
01:03:01.520 but he went over there.
01:03:02.700 They were doing the Syriac,
01:03:03.780 right?
01:03:06.440 The people that Thomas had converted that,
01:03:08.760 I actually went to school with one of her.
01:03:10.740 Last name was Malancharyville,
01:03:12.000 which is a big,
01:03:12.980 and she was like,
01:03:13.800 yeah,
01:03:13.960 we're Catholics.
01:03:14.640 And I was like,
01:03:15.180 what are you talking about?
01:03:16.400 And that she was like,
01:03:18.360 yeah,
01:03:18.480 we've been Catholics for thousands of years.
01:03:20.220 And I was like,
01:03:20.720 what are you talking about?
01:03:23.080 Because Thomas went all the way to India.
01:03:25.500 So it's like,
01:03:26.260 you'll get proof,
01:03:28.680 but be prepared.
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01:03:56.880 He'll give you proof,
01:04:01.120 but what you owe for that proof
01:04:04.400 is that now that you have proof,
01:04:06.040 you don't get to deny him anymore
01:04:07.600 and you got to go the full way.
01:04:09.420 That is something.
01:04:10.920 Fascinating.
01:04:11.620 It's something I think about a lot.
01:04:12.980 Like we read a lot of spiritual encounters
01:04:15.360 and I may have had some,
01:04:17.580 but like some people have things
01:04:18.940 that are really profound.
01:04:20.380 And some people will even say,
01:04:21.880 I want to have that.
01:04:23.120 But when I think about it,
01:04:24.500 I go,
01:04:25.000 no,
01:04:25.180 that's exactly what I say.
01:04:26.880 I'm like,
01:04:27.440 I'm good.
01:04:28.340 I believe it,
01:04:29.280 but I'm good.
01:04:30.360 I don't need to experience these things.
01:04:33.560 David has some crazy experiences,
01:04:35.000 but like,
01:04:35.680 exactly.
01:04:36.280 So like,
01:04:36.520 I don't have to go as far.
01:04:37.620 I'm not going to India.
01:04:38.340 It smells.
01:04:38.840 It's horrible.
01:04:39.420 Well,
01:04:39.740 you know what it sounds like to me
01:04:41.340 that,
01:04:42.500 not to be self-aggrandizing,
01:04:44.920 but that sounds so much like
01:04:46.420 what I went through
01:04:47.400 because like I said,
01:04:48.320 for years,
01:04:48.980 I was just looking at this conspiracy realm
01:04:51.360 and trying to,
01:04:52.600 you know,
01:04:52.900 sift through it,
01:04:53.400 find the truth.
01:04:53.980 Who's in control?
01:04:55.040 Who's what baddies are pulling the strings?
01:04:57.120 And then,
01:04:57.800 yeah,
01:04:57.940 I had a horrifying experience,
01:05:00.380 an absolutely horrifying experience
01:05:01.900 that I couldn't quantify
01:05:02.780 that my wife saw,
01:05:04.080 that my son saw,
01:05:04.900 that I saw.
01:05:05.760 And the only thing that rectified
01:05:07.320 that situation
01:05:08.160 was calling on Christ
01:05:09.280 in,
01:05:09.680 in quite a desperate way.
01:05:11.880 Um,
01:05:12.340 I had never done so before.
01:05:13.560 And then after that,
01:05:15.360 um,
01:05:15.800 not only did I feel,
01:05:17.620 I felt beholden.
01:05:19.260 I felt like I owed
01:05:20.520 a significant debt
01:05:21.780 and,
01:05:22.740 and that if I were to
01:05:24.100 denounce Christ
01:05:25.500 or,
01:05:26.040 or,
01:05:27.020 you know,
01:05:27.380 suddenly rest on my laurels
01:05:29.500 and be like,
01:05:29.840 I don't know,
01:05:30.260 is he real?
01:05:30.700 You know what I mean?
01:05:31.120 Like,
01:05:31.400 like,
01:05:31.740 um,
01:05:32.400 I was shown in such a way
01:05:33.940 that it was definitive
01:05:34.640 in that moment.
01:05:35.500 And I,
01:05:35.880 and I felt like I had to remember
01:05:37.080 that moment forever
01:05:37.780 because I didn't have any doubts
01:05:39.040 in that moment.
01:05:40.040 I was so desperate
01:05:41.240 that doubt was removed
01:05:42.940 from the equation.
01:05:43.760 So how dare I do it
01:05:45.060 in the future?
01:05:46.180 Um,
01:05:46.540 and now it almost seems like,
01:05:48.880 yeah,
01:05:49.000 and here's your bag.
01:05:49.740 Now you have to talk to,
01:05:50.780 you know,
01:05:51.340 tens of thousands people,
01:05:52.140 tens of thousands of people,
01:05:53.580 um,
01:05:54.360 uh,
01:05:54.860 about Christ,
01:05:55.700 I guess is,
01:05:56.640 is that's essentially
01:05:57.780 what happened.
01:05:58.480 It was,
01:05:58.820 uh,
01:05:59.280 a lot of what I started doing
01:06:01.060 just in the beginning
01:06:01.700 of the show
01:06:02.200 was just sharing my testimony,
01:06:04.000 just talking about
01:06:05.180 my experience.
01:06:06.680 And,
01:06:07.080 you know,
01:06:07.720 people would say things to me,
01:06:09.020 especially in the beginning,
01:06:09.800 like,
01:06:10.160 oh,
01:06:10.860 um,
01:06:11.860 uh,
01:06:12.200 I want to believe Jesus,
01:06:13.560 but I,
01:06:14.600 I'm not there yet.
01:06:15.640 And,
01:06:16.100 and it was almost like a,
01:06:17.440 give me some information
01:06:18.340 that could help.
01:06:18.900 And I'm like,
01:06:19.120 I have no information,
01:06:19.960 baby.
01:06:20.300 I just have my story.
01:06:21.720 I can tell you what I went through
01:06:23.280 and,
01:06:23.840 and maybe that'll mean something
01:06:25.000 to you,
01:06:25.440 but I can't,
01:06:26.960 my walk was so weird.
01:06:28.940 Um,
01:06:29.440 and,
01:06:30.040 and almost embarrassing,
01:06:31.160 right?
01:06:31.480 Because it's like,
01:06:32.240 I was sifting through
01:06:33.880 old dirty boxes
01:06:35.500 in the back of the church
01:06:36.460 instead of like realizing
01:06:37.800 the front of it
01:06:39.200 made a lot more sense.
01:06:40.320 I,
01:06:40.520 you know,
01:06:40.680 I was just going through
01:06:41.400 old conspiracy,
01:06:42.820 but yeah,
01:06:43.440 that,
01:06:43.580 that resonates with me a lot.
01:06:45.600 He's,
01:06:46.060 he's,
01:06:46.340 he's in all parts of the church,
01:06:47.820 right?
01:06:48.660 We,
01:06:48.840 we come,
01:06:49.520 we come in the way that we,
01:06:50.940 it's funny that you mentioned
01:06:52.160 what your experience is
01:06:53.200 because,
01:06:53.580 and it's,
01:06:53.960 it feels full circle,
01:06:55.140 especially given kind of
01:06:56.360 the,
01:06:57.520 the history of how,
01:06:58.540 like,
01:06:58.980 I was introduced to you
01:07:00.080 top last days.
01:07:01.660 You know,
01:07:02.300 that's the,
01:07:02.800 that's the,
01:07:03.360 that's the story of,
01:07:04.940 of my patron,
01:07:05.820 St. Cyprian of Antioch.
01:07:07.200 I was going to ask you that.
01:07:08.300 I want to know how you got that.
01:07:10.020 Because I remember Dave Smith
01:07:11.460 was like,
01:07:12.140 uh,
01:07:12.620 he named himself after a saint.
01:07:14.960 And I was like,
01:07:16.080 well,
01:07:16.480 you got a biblical name too,
01:07:17.840 David.
01:07:19.560 Who are you?
01:07:20.240 Who are you named after?
01:07:21.340 A Jewish guy named David.
01:07:23.720 You know what I'm saying?
01:07:24.540 I'm like,
01:07:24.880 what are you,
01:07:25.380 what are you talking about?
01:07:26.800 No,
01:07:27.380 St. Cyprian of Antioch.
01:07:30.240 So I'll just tell you the story
01:07:31.620 of St. Cyprian of Antioch
01:07:32.520 because it's a very cool name.
01:07:33.680 So my,
01:07:34.280 my spiritual father gave me that name.
01:07:36.760 So when you're baptized,
01:07:37.640 you know,
01:07:37.820 you have a baptizable name.
01:07:39.020 Some people already have a Christian name
01:07:40.720 and so they just keep it.
01:07:42.480 Um,
01:07:42.900 but I would,
01:07:44.240 I didn't know what mine would be.
01:07:46.620 And he just said,
01:07:47.620 you're St. Cyprian of Antioch.
01:07:49.720 So St. Cyprian was a,
01:07:52.640 um,
01:07:53.980 he was a sorcerer.
01:07:55.120 Um,
01:07:55.560 and actually what's,
01:07:58.680 one of the interesting things about,
01:08:00.460 uh,
01:08:01.420 Cyprian is that in occult circles,
01:08:05.120 uh,
01:08:06.620 his,
01:08:07.280 his works,
01:08:08.120 because like the,
01:08:09.020 the books that he wrote and everything are,
01:08:10.900 are used for black magic still.
01:08:12.900 So he's an interesting character in that regard.
01:08:15.240 And the main church where his right arm is,
01:08:18.960 um,
01:08:20.700 I believe it's in Budapest.
01:08:23.160 It's either Budapest or Bucharest.
01:08:24.620 I want to say it's,
01:08:25.520 I want to say it's in Budapest,
01:08:26.860 but,
01:08:27.580 um,
01:08:28.600 still to this day,
01:08:29.580 practitioners of black magic will go and like,
01:08:31.980 it's got all kinds of like wood carved out of the church and stuff.
01:08:35.000 Cause they'll just go and like carve a piece of the wall out and use it in a spell or something like that.
01:08:39.040 So he's an interesting,
01:08:40.820 he's an interesting character because he's like playing both sides still in a way,
01:08:46.160 but it makes him very powerful.
01:08:47.460 He ended as a martyr,
01:08:48.700 right?
01:08:49.020 So Solomon almost,
01:08:50.200 right?
01:08:50.960 Yeah,
01:08:51.140 kind of,
01:08:51.740 kind of.
01:08:52.520 I mean,
01:08:52.740 so his story is he was trained up as a,
01:08:55.420 as a pagan sorcerer taken all over.
01:09:00.000 He came from a very wealthy family,
01:09:01.560 uh,
01:09:02.440 and like even was taught to conjure demons.
01:09:04.660 He said that he even basically met Lucifer.
01:09:07.280 Like he was able to conjure him and he,
01:09:08.920 he met him and,
01:09:09.840 and communed with them.
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01:09:39.500 The confession,
01:09:40.620 the confession of St.
01:09:41.800 Cyprian is like,
01:09:42.540 you can go and read it.
01:09:43.500 Like there's a,
01:09:44.040 he wrote a confession,
01:09:45.160 um,
01:09:46.220 of this,
01:09:46.720 but his story is that he was in Antioch and there was a very pious,
01:09:52.520 and this kind of goes to the whole idea of texts and all of that.
01:09:55.080 There was this very pious young virgin named Eustina.
01:09:58.880 And she's just a pious virgin.
01:10:01.500 She prays.
01:10:02.200 She does the whole thing.
01:10:03.340 She's not like educated or anything like that.
01:10:06.320 And,
01:10:06.720 um,
01:10:07.740 there's she,
01:10:08.320 but she's very beautiful.
01:10:09.640 And there's this really wealthy kind of young guy who's been trying to woo her,
01:10:14.100 but he's sort of a dick and she doesn't like him and she's staying chased.
01:10:17.800 And he's really like,
01:10:18.800 he wants her bad,
01:10:20.160 right?
01:10:21.100 Spoiled rich kid.
01:10:22.220 And so when it all fails,
01:10:24.580 he goes to Cyprian and he's like,
01:10:26.500 Hey,
01:10:26.740 I've heard that you can make women fall in love with men and stuff.
01:10:29.480 Here's money.
01:10:30.080 And Cyprian's like,
01:10:30.980 no problem.
01:10:31.980 Got it.
01:10:32.660 Right?
01:10:32.940 So he starts doing all the spells on her and she's just killing it with the sign of the
01:10:37.700 cross.
01:10:38.100 Like every time something comes,
01:10:39.720 he's tempting her.
01:10:40.420 He's doing bad,
01:10:41.660 good,
01:10:41.980 whatever it is.
01:10:42.960 Sign of the cross.
01:10:43.820 Boom.
01:10:44.100 Done.
01:10:44.360 Goes into prayer.
01:10:45.260 Boom.
01:10:45.580 Done.
01:10:45.980 Right?
01:10:46.200 Even things to bring up lust in her sign of the cross.
01:10:49.000 He's just getting defeated by this simple,
01:10:51.660 poor virgin who has no view of theology,
01:10:54.820 no nothing.
01:10:55.560 She's just got,
01:10:56.300 what does she got?
01:10:56.920 She got the sign of the cross and just praying.
01:10:58.700 She's probably not even doing formal prayers,
01:11:01.360 right?
01:11:01.720 She's just reaching out to God with her heart and she's killing the sorcerer.
01:11:05.940 He puts a pestilence on the city,
01:11:08.940 right?
01:11:09.140 She,
01:11:10.320 through prayer,
01:11:11.060 like gets it away.
01:11:12.640 So finally he summons,
01:11:14.180 it says he summons a prince of hell.
01:11:15.660 So he's summoning like one of the big demons to go.
01:11:20.220 And he flies over there himself and pretends to be somebody.
01:11:23.520 He does all these things.
01:11:24.480 So finally he sends a prince of hell to go over that,
01:11:29.100 that still nothing to her.
01:11:31.780 Boom.
01:11:32.140 Got it.
01:11:32.540 Sign of the cross.
01:11:34.180 So the demon comes back and Ciprian is just,
01:11:38.020 he's beside himself.
01:11:39.340 His reputation as a sorcerer has been ruined and he starts railing on the
01:11:44.400 demon,
01:11:45.280 right?
01:11:45.880 You're worthless.
01:11:46.960 You're nothing.
01:11:47.760 You have no power.
01:11:49.280 This little girl over here is just kicking your butt,
01:11:52.740 everything.
01:11:53.120 So the demon attacks him,
01:11:54.900 right?
01:11:56.280 The demon attacks him and it's strangling him and it's going to kill him.
01:12:00.280 And just like you said,
01:12:01.880 he didn't know what else to do except call upon Christ.
01:12:05.440 And he had never done it before.
01:12:06.800 And he does the sign of the cross that he's seen you seem to do and the
01:12:10.100 demon gone.
01:12:11.040 And so the next day,
01:12:14.660 the next day,
01:12:15.880 he goes to the Bishop of Antioch and he's like,
01:12:18.580 teach me,
01:12:20.540 catechize me.
01:12:21.180 And the Bishop says,
01:12:23.580 well,
01:12:25.000 you're going to have to go burn all your books.
01:12:27.640 He's like,
01:12:28.140 I'll do it.
01:12:28.560 He goes,
01:12:28.840 he burns all his books.
01:12:30.180 Right.
01:12:30.980 But,
01:12:31.180 and here we get into the Thomas,
01:12:32.460 you got to go further.
01:12:33.480 Right.
01:12:33.900 So then he's in his first liturgy.
01:12:37.820 And at that time,
01:12:39.420 is this why liturgy is,
01:12:40.960 is this why the Orthodox church,
01:12:42.280 uh,
01:12:42.880 within their baptism,
01:12:44.200 they it's,
01:12:44.540 it's also like an exorcism.
01:12:45.820 Like this guy had probably had to get some stuff out of him.
01:12:49.120 Well,
01:12:49.520 the exorcist,
01:12:50.160 the exorcism is for everybody,
01:12:51.860 right?
01:12:52.220 Because we're a house of spirits.
01:12:54.060 We're,
01:12:54.220 we're a house of spirits.
01:12:56.240 And so we have,
01:12:57.660 we have always demonic like influence about us.
01:13:01.680 And so it's just to make sure that we are clean,
01:13:04.020 then baptized and the Holy spirit is filled.
01:13:06.660 And then they seal that.
01:13:08.120 Then,
01:13:08.320 then you're sealed,
01:13:09.320 right?
01:13:10.800 You're anointed and you're sealed.
01:13:12.300 The gates are sealed to seal,
01:13:14.960 to seal the Holy spirit in and not leave.
01:13:17.100 So now the Holy spirit is operating within you.
01:13:19.220 Whereas before he was without,
01:13:20.560 this is a,
01:13:21.240 this is not like a belief thing because I experienced it.
01:13:24.260 And it was,
01:13:24.840 it's,
01:13:25.360 there's a real difference.
01:13:26.860 Everybody,
01:13:27.660 it's like,
01:13:27.960 there's a real difference.
01:13:28.760 So the thing with Cyprian is deals with baptism,
01:13:31.580 right?
01:13:32.340 He goes in.
01:13:33.400 It's funny that you mentioned baptism because that's exactly what happens next is that if
01:13:37.600 you are not a baptized Christian,
01:13:40.640 if you are a catech,
01:13:41.560 a catechumen at this time,
01:13:42.860 you can only stay for half of the liturgy.
01:13:45.420 So the part where the Eucharist and communion is you,
01:13:48.440 you have to leave even still in the liturgy,
01:13:50.780 it says catechumens depart.
01:13:52.140 The church generally doesn't have them depart anymore,
01:13:55.100 but it still says it in the liturgy.
01:13:57.080 So because it's a mystery,
01:13:59.160 it's a secret.
01:14:00.580 Like,
01:14:01.000 so the catechumens,
01:14:01.920 if you were just learning,
01:14:02.740 you had to leave at this,
01:14:04.760 at this point,
01:14:05.440 this is the early church.
01:14:07.740 And he refuses to leave.
01:14:09.960 He says,
01:14:10.440 I'm not going.
01:14:12.440 And the bishop's like,
01:14:13.300 what are you?
01:14:14.020 He's like,
01:14:14.480 I'm not going.
01:14:15.120 They're like,
01:14:15.400 well,
01:14:15.500 you have to be baptized.
01:14:16.620 This is like the next day or it's that week.
01:14:18.820 He's like,
01:14:19.260 well,
01:14:19.360 then baptize me now because like,
01:14:21.920 I don't know.
01:14:22.400 Do you need me to leave?
01:14:23.940 Can this be only?
01:14:25.120 They're like,
01:14:25.480 we can't continue if there's,
01:14:26.820 if,
01:14:27.120 if there's any unbaptized people here,
01:14:28.640 he said,
01:14:28.960 well,
01:14:29.040 then baptize me now,
01:14:29.860 right now.
01:14:30.740 Cause I'm not leaving.
01:14:33.480 And so the bishop's like,
01:14:34.600 Oh,
01:14:35.660 so baptizes him.
01:14:36.880 And then he becomes like minor clergy within like a month,
01:14:40.120 a reader and a deacon.
01:14:41.240 He becomes a priest in like two or three months.
01:14:44.540 Right.
01:14:45.000 And then he becomes a bishop,
01:14:46.080 I think in a year.
01:14:48.020 So,
01:14:48.660 but the reason why is that he didn't have to learn.
01:14:52.620 He,
01:14:53.120 he was already like a superstar on the opposing team.
01:14:56.600 He didn't have to learn the spiritual principles.
01:14:59.340 He just had to learn the new playbook.
01:15:01.800 It's like,
01:15:02.460 if you,
01:15:03.020 if you got a quarterback from another team,
01:15:04.520 he doesn't have to relearn how to throw a ball,
01:15:06.900 how to be a quarterback,
01:15:07.840 how to read a defense,
01:15:08.940 right?
01:15:09.600 He just has to learn your playbook.
01:15:15.500 And so he was,
01:15:17.040 he,
01:15:17.320 and he became a bishop.
01:15:18.880 Eustina became a nun.
01:15:20.740 He advanced her to the head of the monastery.
01:15:23.580 And then they were both captured and taken and they were both martyred
01:15:26.640 together.
01:15:27.020 And it's a really kind of a beautiful story,
01:15:29.740 you know,
01:15:30.120 that she,
01:15:31.980 she,
01:15:32.620 it's also a story about the way that the Orthodox view conversion.
01:15:38.200 So like the Orthodox aren't out on street corners.
01:15:41.220 And if you're doing that,
01:15:42.520 you're not really acting in a very Orthodox way,
01:15:44.680 right?
01:15:44.940 St.
01:15:45.140 Seraphim of Sarov says,
01:15:46.800 acquire the spirit of peace and a thousand around you will be saved.
01:15:49.900 And all the,
01:15:51.680 all of the Orthodox tradition is that,
01:15:54.440 is that it's like,
01:15:55.400 no,
01:15:55.560 no,
01:15:55.620 no.
01:15:55.720 She converted him.
01:15:57.040 And then how many people did he convert as bishop and how much influence did
01:16:00.540 he have?
01:16:01.220 She converted him just with this.
01:16:03.420 Yeah.
01:16:07.220 Just with this,
01:16:08.800 nothing else.
01:16:09.420 Like genuinely just with this,
01:16:12.160 which is the reason why,
01:16:14.340 again,
01:16:15.140 to go full circle.
01:16:15.940 Why for me,
01:16:16.960 when I found myself trying to rationalize and justify and having debates about
01:16:21.920 orthodoxy on Twitter,
01:16:23.340 I was like,
01:16:23.900 Oh,
01:16:24.060 time to leave Twitter.
01:16:27.360 Yeah.
01:16:28.020 Well,
01:16:28.640 the,
01:16:28.960 the heart of so many of those arguments,
01:16:30.920 you,
01:16:32.060 I don't know if,
01:16:33.000 if you got the sense,
01:16:34.040 but,
01:16:34.460 but I get the sense being on Twitter and it doesn't really matter.
01:16:37.820 It could be a spiritual one,
01:16:39.900 a political one,
01:16:40.500 or,
01:16:40.680 or otherwise.
01:16:42.360 Most of the time,
01:16:43.320 the vast majority of the time,
01:16:44.420 the individual is not coming from a place of wanting to reconcile and
01:16:48.760 understand.
01:16:49.640 It's just a,
01:16:50.440 a competition who can win.
01:16:52.820 And,
01:16:53.100 and even debate itself sometimes is the way that I look at it.
01:16:58.780 I'm like,
01:16:59.140 you would need to represent your stance perfectly.
01:17:03.340 And so let's say a debate ends and one team wins and the other team
01:17:07.420 loses.
01:17:07.820 Or one idea wins and the other one loses.
01:17:10.600 That doesn't even really necessarily mean anything because it's up to the
01:17:13.820 individual's ability to articulate and,
01:17:16.600 and represent those points.
01:17:18.260 So,
01:17:18.740 which is why it just usually.
01:17:20.680 Let me ask you,
01:17:21.560 has your,
01:17:22.120 has your mind ever been changed by a debate?
01:17:24.680 No,
01:17:25.420 no.
01:17:26.040 One time I listened to Joe Rogan.
01:17:29.040 I mean,
01:17:29.700 so what's the point of the debate?
01:17:31.580 Exactly.
01:17:32.240 Dude,
01:17:32.360 I listened for like four hours to a plant-based guy versus a carnivore
01:17:37.580 diet guy.
01:17:38.360 And at the end of it,
01:17:39.380 if I was being honest,
01:17:40.300 I was like,
01:17:41.020 they,
01:17:41.240 they,
01:17:41.560 they both made incredible points and there seems to be no like,
01:17:45.940 you know,
01:17:46.300 budging.
01:17:46.760 I'm just going to go the carnivore route because that's kind of what I was
01:17:49.100 going to do in the first place.
01:17:51.120 Boom.
01:17:51.480 which is what,
01:17:53.620 which is what you said.
01:17:54.360 Like it just solidifies it.
01:17:56.000 So for me,
01:17:56.780 you're already looking at what is,
01:17:59.500 what is the orientation?
01:18:00.540 I think it's the same thing about conversion.
01:18:03.380 So when I met father turbo,
01:18:05.020 it's interesting because I had been given in prayer to do this Bitcoin mystery
01:18:09.140 school class.
01:18:09.720 And it seemed very strange to me.
01:18:11.300 Right.
01:18:11.720 I was like,
01:18:12.160 is this even coming from Christ?
01:18:13.760 Like,
01:18:14.080 what is this?
01:18:14.540 But the fact that it was like,
01:18:15.620 I was fasting.
01:18:16.580 It was right after prayer.
01:18:18.160 It came like,
01:18:18.840 like a lightning bolt.
01:18:19.940 It was,
01:18:20.220 I was like,
01:18:20.600 okay,
01:18:21.200 I'm just going to do it and see what happens.
01:18:23.320 And it just wound up that this priest who became my spiritual father in the
01:18:27.880 weirdest way was like in the first class of Bitcoin mystery school.
01:18:33.920 Right.
01:18:34.540 And I'm like,
01:18:35.240 what is,
01:18:35.760 what is happening?
01:18:36.680 What is this?
01:18:37.640 Right.
01:18:37.920 This doesn't need like,
01:18:38.780 it doesn't,
01:18:39.500 there's,
01:18:39.800 it's not coherent.
01:18:41.380 It doesn't make any sense.
01:18:42.620 Right.
01:18:43.320 And when I went to go look,
01:18:46.200 him up,
01:18:46.580 there was very little that I,
01:18:47.680 now there's a ton of him.
01:18:50.000 Father turbo qualls.
01:18:50.960 People could go and he's,
01:18:52.000 he's incredible.
01:18:53.420 Right.
01:18:53.600 I've heard him through a buck Johnson,
01:18:55.680 I think.
01:18:56.580 Sure.
01:18:57.300 He's buck spirit.
01:18:58.080 He's buck spiritual father as well.
01:18:59.900 And he,
01:19:02.200 when I went,
01:19:03.940 one of the things that one of the few videos I found was him talking to,
01:19:07.560 so he's black guy from Southern California,
01:19:10.440 former,
01:19:11.200 former skinhead,
01:19:12.480 actually like the non-racist skins,
01:19:14.740 like in a band and like,
01:19:16.800 that's where him and buck connect.
01:19:18.500 He's fully tatted up.
01:19:19.720 He was a tattoo artist for years.
01:19:21.600 And,
01:19:22.100 um,
01:19:24.420 this,
01:19:24.800 he was speaking down in South Carolina to mainly white Orthodox parish,
01:19:28.820 who was their concern of bringing him down was they wanted to get more
01:19:31.920 black,
01:19:32.420 uh,
01:19:33.340 like members in their church.
01:19:34.500 And he kind of like,
01:19:36.180 he kind of put that,
01:19:38.120 there was a funny thing where they were like,
01:19:40.260 well,
01:19:40.540 so finally the question comes,
01:19:42.620 right?
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01:20:12.580 What can we do to bring more of the people from our neighborhood,
01:20:16.640 uh,
01:20:18.300 into that,
01:20:19.180 the neighborhood that we're in or from,
01:20:20.780 you know,
01:20:21.000 these other neighborhoods,
01:20:22.240 what can we do to,
01:20:23.460 to bring them into the church?
01:20:25.180 Like,
01:20:25.600 what should we do?
01:20:26.700 And he just looks straight at him and he goes,
01:20:28.380 you can't do anything.
01:20:30.000 Hmm.
01:20:30.840 And he just paused.
01:20:32.520 Right.
01:20:34.100 He's like,
01:20:34.360 and then he says,
01:20:35.280 you can't do anything.
01:20:39.160 Like if they're going to come,
01:20:40.700 it's not going to be because of you.
01:20:42.620 It's going to be because of Christ.
01:20:44.880 Hmm.
01:20:46.980 Like this isn't your church.
01:20:51.180 This is Christ's church.
01:20:53.800 And what power do you have?
01:20:57.920 What power do you have?
01:20:59.260 And so I think that this goes to even the idea of where is your orientation when
01:21:03.300 you're debating this?
01:21:05.940 Like,
01:21:06.000 no,
01:21:06.200 I would much rather,
01:21:07.220 I would much rather pray that it's much for me.
01:21:11.180 I would rather,
01:21:11.880 since I can't do it,
01:21:13.540 since I can't convert you,
01:21:15.600 I would much rather pray to Christ who I know can do crazy things because he's
01:21:20.320 done them in my life.
01:21:21.500 If I love you and I care about you and I really do want to see you like find Christ because
01:21:28.180 it's better for you.
01:21:29.460 I'm better off like on my knees,
01:21:32.860 weeping in prayer for you that he would soften your heart and that he would do something in
01:21:38.680 your life because as our own experience is,
01:21:41.940 that's the only way you're coming to Christ is that he's going to do it.
01:21:46.940 He's going to set up the scenario and do it in your life.
01:21:49.080 And then it's undeniable.
01:21:50.660 Well,
01:21:50.700 that's what,
01:21:51.120 that's what gets me is that I didn't come by,
01:21:54.860 I didn't come to this place in my faith through information.
01:21:59.000 I mean,
01:21:59.280 the information is there and it all kind of clicks together.
01:22:01.580 Once you open that up,
01:22:02.880 I came through,
01:22:04.020 through experience,
01:22:05.260 through something,
01:22:05.860 like I said,
01:22:06.340 there's intangible and it's,
01:22:08.360 it's hard to quantify.
01:22:09.460 So if,
01:22:10.420 if that's my experience and I can only really kind of gauge people off of my own
01:22:14.400 experience,
01:22:15.000 I would look to another person and say,
01:22:16.960 yeah,
01:22:17.060 that person's not going to be won over by a,
01:22:19.560 by a,
01:22:20.120 a,
01:22:20.720 a sort of religious debate either.
01:22:22.780 It's,
01:22:23.280 it's,
01:22:24.060 you know,
01:22:24.700 I know you said that you don't want that experience,
01:22:28.000 but it's like,
01:22:29.080 I joke around sometimes and I say,
01:22:31.720 I,
01:22:31.980 I almost pray that a big greasy demon shows itself to you so that you,
01:22:35.820 you can,
01:22:36.520 what's the word I'm looking for?
01:22:38.000 You can sort of lock in and,
01:22:43.700 and navigate and realize like,
01:22:45.320 Oh,
01:22:45.460 this isn't because there's not a sense of urgency before that happened.
01:22:49.220 Not for me.
01:22:49.820 So I'm this type of person that needs to see it to some degree.
01:22:52.580 And I'm also the type of person that,
01:22:54.160 um,
01:22:55.600 uh,
01:22:56.040 you know,
01:22:56.380 I,
01:22:56.560 I don't have a sense of urgency about it when that happened,
01:22:59.360 I did.
01:22:59.860 And so I know it's,
01:23:00.920 it's messed up to wish that on somebody,
01:23:03.420 but if you are like me,
01:23:06.000 um,
01:23:06.900 then I do pray that that happens to you.
01:23:09.360 Cause if you're anything like me,
01:23:10.480 that's what I needed.
01:23:11.560 So in that way,
01:23:12.580 it's like,
01:23:12.940 yeah,
01:23:13.080 I know it's,
01:23:13.640 it's a horrifying thing to,
01:23:14.980 to wish on somebody,
01:23:15.820 but I w I don't think I was in danger.
01:23:18.080 And I feel blessed in very many ways.
01:23:19.800 Cause it was like,
01:23:20.860 look,
01:23:21.180 see,
01:23:21.440 here it is.
01:23:21.900 I'll pull back the veil for you a little bit.
01:23:23.360 These things are real.
01:23:24.220 These things are real.
01:23:24.820 And if that's real,
01:23:25.940 put two and two together,
01:23:26.820 you know,
01:23:27.620 that there must be another side to the coin.
01:23:29.240 If you're seeing this side.
01:23:30.500 Right.
01:23:30.760 And that was the,
01:23:31.520 the,
01:23:32.160 the,
01:23:32.500 the key moment for me.
01:23:33.920 Uh,
01:23:34.080 so,
01:23:34.500 you know,
01:23:35.000 but it definitely wasn't by way of information.
01:23:36.720 It definitely wasn't by way of debate.
01:23:38.400 Nobody sat me down with a,
01:23:40.200 uh,
01:23:40.540 in a well-constructed argument and won me over.
01:23:44.320 Well,
01:23:44.860 first off,
01:23:45.700 people can never be won over by a well-constructed argument.
01:23:48.120 And anybody who says they can,
01:23:49.500 it's not as,
01:23:50.040 as like they're,
01:23:51.040 it's not that,
01:23:52.440 but let me,
01:23:53.040 let me like nuance again,
01:23:54.960 let's go back to the Johannine gospel and let's go to this idea of what he says
01:23:58.460 at the end of blessed are those who believe without seeing.
01:24:02.380 Right.
01:24:03.140 Or without what he's talking about is without you needing to put your hands in,
01:24:06.920 because if you look at the narrative,
01:24:08.860 it's,
01:24:09.460 it's so worth going and reading.
01:24:11.260 If you look at the narrative,
01:24:12.700 there's a series of people and they each there's,
01:24:18.140 it just gets more and more obvious and undeniable to down at the end where
01:24:24.300 you're putting your hands in,
01:24:25.720 but you could have believed at any of those times.
01:24:28.280 Yes.
01:24:28.880 Yeah.
01:24:29.160 What you notice is that you see a series of denials.
01:24:32.640 So like Mary Magdalene sees Jesus in the flesh,
01:24:37.460 in the tomb,
01:24:38.460 and she runs to the apostles and tells them that she saw Jesus in the flesh,
01:24:44.040 in the tomb.
01:24:44.720 They have the opportunity at that moment to believe and they choose not to.
01:24:51.760 Then the apostles see,
01:24:55.160 it's not just some crazy woman who's maybe she's real emotional.
01:25:00.880 It's like,
01:25:01.640 not just one witness who's coming and telling us.
01:25:05.080 It's like all of us saw him and Thomas is still like,
01:25:09.040 nah.
01:25:09.240 And what this is telling us is that like you had a,
01:25:14.100 if you have a big greasy demon show up in front of you,
01:25:17.000 what that means is that there were a series of things that you denied up into
01:25:23.040 that point.
01:25:23.640 So what we pray for is we pray that their hearts will be softened and they can believe
01:25:30.440 at an earlier point that they can see God working in their life in the more subtle ways.
01:25:36.000 But yeah,
01:25:36.840 it's like,
01:25:37.360 it's the same thing with an addict because this is about salvation.
01:25:41.540 Right?
01:25:42.080 So what do they say about some people are able to break out of their addiction before they hit rock bottom.
01:25:49.080 But most people have to hit rock bottom,
01:25:52.100 but blessed are they who don't have to hit rock bottom and can get out of their addiction without it.
01:25:57.080 When they,
01:25:57.640 who don't even have to lose their job over it,
01:25:59.720 who don't have to lose their family over it.
01:26:01.820 Right?
01:26:02.120 Again,
01:26:02.480 why we read,
01:26:03.000 why we read joke.
01:26:03.880 Because that's,
01:26:06.400 he's,
01:26:06.660 he's losing steady things,
01:26:08.120 but he still has faith.
01:26:09.680 That's so,
01:26:10.340 and so what we pray for is that you,
01:26:12.940 that you're either open discernment and that you have the humility to accept.
01:26:18.320 Maybe I have a problem over there before you need a big greasy demon,
01:26:23.160 which is rock bottom.
01:26:24.840 Yeah.
01:26:25.460 So that's a perfectly valid point.
01:26:29.020 One that I know to be true in my own experience,
01:26:31.340 because like I said,
01:26:33.440 before I came to Christ,
01:26:35.400 I was always searching for the truth.
01:26:37.640 Do you know how often you come across things that make the biblical narrative fit uncannily?
01:26:44.760 And,
01:26:45.320 and the way that I've described it is almost to,
01:26:47.800 I think,
01:26:49.320 alleviate some of the reality of the situation.
01:26:52.700 The way I've described it is,
01:26:54.240 I used to have a big table and I would have all these pieces on the table.
01:26:57.100 And I'd be putting them together to make a big,
01:26:58.880 you know,
01:26:59.460 puzzle.
01:27:00.380 And the Bible keeps showing up as relevant to this puzzle.
01:27:04.200 And I wouldn't dismiss it as if that's something to be proud of.
01:27:08.160 But I wouldn't be convicted in the way I wouldn't allow myself to say,
01:27:14.500 yeah,
01:27:14.820 it keeps showing up because it's,
01:27:17.020 it is the centerpiece of this conversation.
01:27:19.340 And so,
01:27:20.380 you know,
01:27:21.200 sometimes I kind of pat myself on the back.
01:27:23.460 Well,
01:27:23.680 this is like in a way where I'll say I never threw it away.
01:27:27.420 I never said that it wasn't true,
01:27:28.800 but,
01:27:29.700 but I never believed.
01:27:31.480 I never convicted myself.
01:27:33.140 I never moved definitively towards it.
01:27:34.600 No matter how many things I saw that I do,
01:27:37.580 I'm telling you,
01:27:38.060 I spent fucking 18 years of seeing things that I was like,
01:27:43.020 Oh,
01:27:43.160 yep.
01:27:43.360 That that's,
01:27:44.080 that's very interesting.
01:27:44.780 And that's uncanny that that correlation to the Bible and that,
01:27:47.900 and that seems to really,
01:27:49.200 you know,
01:27:49.920 embolden the idea that Jesus Christ is real.
01:27:52.780 But for another time,
01:27:54.480 maybe.
01:27:55.100 And then I go back to my stupid shit.
01:27:57.240 Society's done a tremendous job.
01:27:59.260 I guess the culture has done a tremendous job of making the Bible look gay.
01:28:05.840 And like boring.
01:28:07.720 It's the least boring book.
01:28:09.100 I used to think the old Testament was boring.
01:28:10.960 It's like,
01:28:11.280 it's,
01:28:11.620 yo,
01:28:11.900 that is,
01:28:12.280 it's a crazy book,
01:28:13.460 dude.
01:28:14.240 Yeah.
01:28:14.740 It's wild.
01:28:15.520 When you read this,
01:28:16.200 it's a,
01:28:16.480 it's probably the best book ever written,
01:28:18.100 but it kind of also goes back to this conversation that we started with,
01:28:21.780 with Dave Smith,
01:28:22.420 right?
01:28:22.580 Where it's like,
01:28:22.980 these things can be so easily dismissed and hand waved away because we have
01:28:27.460 all of these tangible things in front of us.
01:28:29.240 And it's like,
01:28:29.560 you're looking at the Bible,
01:28:30.960 you know,
01:28:31.240 like I reject that premise.
01:28:32.400 It's like,
01:28:32.780 no,
01:28:33.000 no,
01:28:33.120 no,
01:28:33.260 that is the premise.
01:28:34.400 That's the premise.
01:28:35.660 This is the entire premise that we have to,
01:28:37.880 if we're not starting at this and you know,
01:28:40.000 the,
01:28:40.200 like you said earlier,
01:28:40.860 the Bible is,
01:28:41.780 uh,
01:28:42.520 it's,
01:28:42.800 it's a book of,
01:28:43.480 of things that happened.
01:28:45.520 It's a record.
01:28:46.260 Yeah.
01:28:46.740 It's a record.
01:28:47.880 But,
01:28:48.280 but it's,
01:28:48.700 it's an important record because I mean,
01:28:53.320 it's the,
01:28:54.080 the individuals who are documenting this are holy individuals.
01:29:00.280 These are individuals who are,
01:29:01.480 who reality is being revealed.
01:29:04.020 And it's the,
01:29:07.220 there's been a lot of writings and,
01:29:10.040 and this is why like you have tradition,
01:29:11.900 not everything sticks.
01:29:12.900 We talked about tradition of why things wind up,
01:29:15.020 you know,
01:29:16.140 but we're,
01:29:16.880 we're taught as Orthodox that like more important than first off,
01:29:22.680 first off,
01:29:23.740 just reading the Bible.
01:29:26.520 Like one,
01:29:28.060 yes,
01:29:28.460 it is the greatest book,
01:29:29.440 but two,
01:29:30.760 you have no idea what's in the Bible.
01:29:33.940 None.
01:29:36.160 Because the Bible is about people having experiences,
01:29:40.100 like really profound experiences with Christ.
01:29:44.540 The Bible is about people who know Christ and who know even the prefigured Christ,
01:29:50.260 which the God of the old Testament is still Christ.
01:29:55.060 Right?
01:29:55.500 And so it's like,
01:29:56.460 you get to see,
01:29:57.300 Oh,
01:29:57.520 when he's a man,
01:29:58.640 then this is explained.
01:30:00.900 Like he condescended to explain to men,
01:30:04.200 this thing that they couldn't understand over here that they just wrote down.
01:30:07.240 And it's like,
01:30:07.580 this is crazy.
01:30:08.320 God's doing this thing.
01:30:09.180 I don't know why.
01:30:10.320 That's what the whole old Testament is about.
01:30:11.900 We have no clue why he's doing it.
01:30:13.420 And then he comes and he's like,
01:30:14.380 no,
01:30:14.600 this is why,
01:30:15.120 let me explain.
01:30:16.980 Like,
01:30:17.360 let me explain here.
01:30:18.360 Here you go.
01:30:19.020 Let me explain it in words.
01:30:20.080 You can understand because when I'm not in the body,
01:30:22.460 I can't really give you like words that you can understand.
01:30:25.500 I can only use the,
01:30:26.820 the,
01:30:27.140 the spiritual vehicle.
01:30:28.240 And you're clearly not equipped for that because every time I give it to the prophets,
01:30:31.880 they go insane.
01:30:32.880 Right.
01:30:33.340 So let me give it to you in a way that like,
01:30:35.340 that you can have.
01:30:36.200 Right.
01:30:36.880 So let me,
01:30:37.640 let me deliver it in a,
01:30:39.240 because you guys couldn't get it before.
01:30:42.720 But what's,
01:30:44.180 so the,
01:30:45.960 the thing though,
01:30:46.780 is that there is a,
01:30:48.040 there is an unbroken line,
01:30:50.740 like apostolic succession.
01:30:52.640 It was very,
01:30:53.340 it was crazy to me.
01:30:54.260 There's a,
01:30:54.760 I actually have it here.
01:30:56.160 We,
01:30:56.400 a Russian priest just randomly showed up here 30 days after I was baptized,
01:31:00.240 which was uncanny and like weird.
01:31:03.540 What is that?
01:31:04.220 And just like finds my family as the first group that he like encounters on the,
01:31:08.520 very strange,
01:31:09.280 but he dropped off some,
01:31:10.960 you know,
01:31:11.340 some different,
01:31:13.100 there's some pamphlets from this father,
01:31:15.200 Daniel Sasoya.
01:31:16.120 And in the back of one of them,
01:31:17.560 it's called a protestant's walk through it,
01:31:20.000 through an Orthodox church.
01:31:20.960 I had never seen it,
01:31:22.420 but in the back is the apostolic succession list to the current patriarch of Russia,
01:31:28.940 who is a hero,
01:31:30.360 patriarch hero.
01:31:31.840 And it's literally every bishop who ordained every other bishop back by name and year back to Christ.
01:31:42.260 It's a list.
01:31:46.040 So you could start with Christ and you go,
01:31:48.060 and he,
01:31:49.000 and here,
01:31:50.160 here to the apostle,
01:31:51.480 to here,
01:31:51.900 to here,
01:31:52.260 to here,
01:31:52.580 to here,
01:31:52.880 to here,
01:31:53.200 to every single name.
01:31:55.420 What's the name?
01:31:55.960 All the way to here?
01:31:57.600 Well,
01:31:58.000 that's just apostolic succession.
01:31:59.980 So that is to say that both,
01:32:02.480 but this is in the Catholic church as well.
01:32:04.300 And the Lutherans could probably claim it as well.
01:32:07.000 And the Anglicans could probably claim this as well,
01:32:09.640 right?
01:32:09.940 Because bishops have to ordain bishops and every priest is ordained by a bishop and every priest baptizes, everyone was baptized by a priest.
01:32:20.700 So every Orthodox Christian can trace their lineage back to Christ by name.
01:32:31.100 This is what I rail against.
01:32:34.040 I mean,
01:32:34.380 the modern church is like,
01:32:35.700 it's a McDonald's.
01:32:36.740 It seems like it's just been,
01:32:38.060 it's been opened up.
01:32:39.680 It's a chain.
01:32:40.280 It's watered down.
01:32:41.700 And,
01:32:41.920 you know,
01:32:42.160 it's great that they're trying.
01:32:44.160 Like,
01:32:44.300 I don't really know how to feel about it,
01:32:45.880 to tell you the truth,
01:32:46.320 man.
01:32:46.420 I mean,
01:32:46.660 there's something out there.
01:32:47.760 There's a message of Jesus,
01:32:48.940 but is it good if it's watered?
01:32:50.420 And because they know not what they do.
01:32:53.220 Father,
01:32:53.680 forgive them for they know not what they do.
01:32:55.940 Do you think it's more of a,
01:32:57.180 sorry,
01:32:58.180 do you think it's more of a detriment to Christianity?
01:33:01.320 Or do you think that it's like a,
01:33:02.660 it's good that they're out there because I mean,
01:33:04.120 at least it's leading to something.
01:33:05.920 no,
01:33:05.980 no,
01:33:06.340 absolute detriment.
01:33:08.500 Okay.
01:33:09.460 Interesting.
01:33:10.400 Absolute detriment.
01:33:11.620 Well,
01:33:12.060 speaking from my own life,
01:33:13.520 right?
01:33:13.900 Like becoming Orthodox,
01:33:17.480 it's,
01:33:19.040 my life has improved.
01:33:20.420 in ways that are like,
01:33:23.280 I'm getting goosebumps over,
01:33:24.980 over how much like the difference in who I am.
01:33:30.360 And I,
01:33:32.120 I,
01:33:32.480 when I encountered Orthodoxy,
01:33:34.440 I embraced it.
01:33:35.580 But when I encountered this other thing,
01:33:37.240 I rejected it.
01:33:38.060 And that was actually good because it wasn't Christianity.
01:33:41.820 There was nothing there.
01:33:43.980 So,
01:33:44.140 so think about if you encounter Christian,
01:33:46.420 it's it,
01:33:46.940 dude,
01:33:47.320 think about it like this.
01:33:48.760 If there's like,
01:33:50.420 one fantastic pizza place in your city.
01:33:55.040 Right.
01:33:55.160 And then there's like a series of them that are like cooking up rotten,
01:34:00.260 frozen pizzas.
01:34:02.040 And then somebody's like,
01:34:03.580 Hey dude,
01:34:04.900 pizza,
01:34:06.120 Chicago style,
01:34:06.920 deep dish.
01:34:07.520 Like,
01:34:07.880 let's go.
01:34:08.760 And you're like,
01:34:09.340 dude,
01:34:09.660 I've tried pizza.
01:34:11.620 No good.
01:34:12.220 My family used to have pizza every single night.
01:34:15.620 It would make me throw up.
01:34:17.120 There's no way.
01:34:18.260 I don't even know how you could even like pizza.
01:34:20.400 And you're like,
01:34:20.960 wait a minute.
01:34:21.460 Wait,
01:34:21.800 no,
01:34:22.620 we're talking about pizza,
01:34:23.660 bro.
01:34:24.880 This is like the greatest thing ever.
01:34:27.220 And they're like,
01:34:27.820 dude,
01:34:28.120 I've had pizza.
01:34:29.340 I tried that.
01:34:32.020 I'm telling you it's not good.
01:34:34.760 I don't like it.
01:34:36.220 It makes me sick.
01:34:40.640 That's when you encounter people with Christianity in the West.
01:34:45.360 That's them.
01:34:47.240 Yeah.
01:34:47.820 Yeah.
01:34:48.280 I run into those people.
01:34:49.420 They've had thawed and refrozen pizza and it's not Christianity.
01:34:54.560 And so this goes to this.
01:34:55.940 This is,
01:34:56.300 so now we're at Sola Scriptura.
01:34:57.780 Now we're why apostolic succession matters.
01:35:00.860 Because if you could trace by name all the way back to Christ,
01:35:04.900 that means somebody who knew Christ,
01:35:06.940 who experienced it,
01:35:07.940 an apostle whose name is in the Bible,
01:35:11.420 then ordained somebody and taught them the faith.
01:35:14.720 Like the deposit of the faith.
01:35:16.820 And then that person ordained somebody else and taught them the faith.
01:35:21.200 The same faith.
01:35:23.460 Unchanging.
01:35:24.380 That's the key with orthodoxy.
01:35:26.220 That the whole thing is you keep it the same.
01:35:31.080 Why am I reading a book?
01:35:37.400 When I have access to the knowledge of the apostles in a person,
01:35:42.840 and not just knowledge to words,
01:35:45.380 but the practices.
01:35:48.500 How to pray.
01:35:50.360 How to have a relationship with Christ.
01:35:52.900 That's somebody who had a relationship with Christ,
01:35:55.860 who saw the risen Christ.
01:35:59.280 Taught down,
01:36:00.580 down,
01:36:01.120 down,
01:36:01.540 down.
01:36:01.820 The reason you need a book is because you don't have the tradition.
01:36:04.380 And that's why St.
01:36:06.820 Nikolai Velvomirovich says ours is not a book religion.
01:36:10.400 It's not even a learned religion.
01:36:12.540 It's a dramatic mystery.
01:36:15.020 Because if you live in a society like Serbia,
01:36:19.600 that's been steeped,
01:36:20.820 where you can't separate out the culture from the church,
01:36:24.660 you're just,
01:36:25.200 you're living in it.
01:36:26.380 It's almost like a bloodline.
01:36:29.700 Like the subtle little things.
01:36:31.140 Yeah.
01:36:31.320 It's,
01:36:31.740 it's like a-
01:36:32.540 It is a bloodline.
01:36:33.160 It's a spiritual,
01:36:34.160 it's literally a bloodline.
01:36:36.220 The blood of Christ.
01:36:38.060 Yeah,
01:36:38.380 yeah.
01:36:38.600 And that's,
01:36:38.960 I mean,
01:36:39.240 that's what the Bible is basically about up to the New Testament.
01:36:42.780 It's kind of describing this bloodline from Adam to David to Jesus Christ.
01:36:46.900 It's very important.
01:36:48.020 It's not.
01:36:48.980 So,
01:36:49.320 so this is another thing that orthodox,
01:36:51.760 orthodoxy teaches you is that it's like,
01:36:53.520 the first thing that you have to understand,
01:36:55.940 and this,
01:36:56.340 this is another Dave Smith thing is,
01:36:59.260 so the,
01:37:00.400 the orthodox church is Israel.
01:37:05.900 Like that's,
01:37:06.960 it's undeniable.
01:37:08.200 It's all throughout the hymnography.
01:37:09.460 It's in the whole theology.
01:37:10.480 It's the basis of the theology.
01:37:12.680 Do you think the orthodox,
01:37:13.620 so then is,
01:37:14.380 is the,
01:37:14.900 the prophecy that,
01:37:16.280 uh,
01:37:17.200 the,
01:37:17.440 the chosen people returning to the actual physical land,
01:37:20.600 Israel,
01:37:20.820 do you think that that is where they're saying it is?
01:37:23.520 Do you think that the prophecy is fulfilled when the orthodox church is there?
01:37:27.680 They never,
01:37:28.480 the orthodox church has been in Jerusalem longer than rabbinical Judaism has been in Jerusalem.
01:37:34.860 Rabbinical,
01:37:35.480 rabbinical Judaism,
01:37:36.780 the Judaism of today,
01:37:37.960 rabbinical Judaism is after orthodoxy.
01:37:40.580 Oh yeah.
01:37:41.040 Yeah.
01:37:41.340 We've,
01:37:41.840 we've went like really deep into that.
01:37:44.880 It's like 500,
01:37:45.680 200 to five after.
01:37:46.880 So,
01:37:47.060 so what,
01:37:49.220 what happens is you have,
01:37:51.680 so it's the deposit of the faith.
01:37:53.820 And the ark.
01:37:56.260 So you've got the Holy Spirit in the ark.
01:38:00.840 Right?
01:38:01.340 So first you have Noah's ark.
01:38:02.920 So that carries,
01:38:03.840 so the Holy Spirit is in that family.
01:38:06.860 Right?
01:38:07.340 Because it's his,
01:38:08.100 he was perfect in his generations.
01:38:09.480 Right?
01:38:09.840 It says it right there.
01:38:10.600 So the Holy Spirit is in that,
01:38:13.700 is it,
01:38:14.000 that was blown,
01:38:14.980 the Holy Spirit that was blown into Adam.
01:38:19.200 It's traveling through the bloodline.
01:38:20.880 So there's your ark.
01:38:22.440 Right?
01:38:23.320 Then,
01:38:23.900 the Holy Spirit is actually like put into an ark.
01:38:28.340 And it's carried around.
01:38:30.460 And then they take that ark,
01:38:31.880 and then they build a temple,
01:38:33.040 and they put it in,
01:38:34.280 into the Holy of Holies.
01:38:35.820 So you've got the temple,
01:38:37.160 and you've got the Holy Spirit
01:38:38.180 inside the tabernacle.
01:38:41.280 Right?
01:38:42.920 But then the Holy Spirit
01:38:44.400 comes into,
01:38:45.660 into an ark of flesh.
01:38:49.000 Mary is the ark.
01:38:52.000 And the Holy Spirit,
01:38:53.220 and,
01:38:53.360 and then you have Christ.
01:38:54.820 And this is the reason why he says
01:38:56.580 that the temple is coming down.
01:38:57.940 That's the real prophecy
01:38:58.920 that nobody talks about.
01:39:01.120 Right?
01:39:01.560 Christ says not one stone
01:39:02.980 will be on top of each other.
01:39:04.660 And when he's,
01:39:05.480 and,
01:39:05.680 and when he dies,
01:39:07.040 the veil of the temple is rent.
01:39:09.460 The earthquakes,
01:39:10.440 and the veil of the temple
01:39:11.820 that's in the Holy of Holies
01:39:13.240 is split.
01:39:15.840 Question.
01:39:16.580 What are the Jews touching then?
01:39:18.700 What's,
01:39:19.180 if not one stone will be left
01:39:20.760 on top of the other,
01:39:21.740 what's that wall?
01:39:22.740 Well,
01:39:23.040 it's just one wall.
01:39:26.100 It's just,
01:39:26.660 it's not the Holy of Holies.
01:39:28.580 There was,
01:39:28.920 so if you look at the way
01:39:30.220 that the temple was built,
01:39:31.560 there's courtyard upon courtyard
01:39:33.280 upon courtyard.
01:39:34.620 The actual temple is not,
01:39:36.060 that wall is not the actual temple.
01:39:37.860 That's an outer courtyard wall.
01:39:39.600 Ah,
01:39:40.100 interesting.
01:39:40.820 Okay.
01:39:41.540 Yeah,
01:39:41.760 there's,
01:39:42.060 there's a series of,
01:39:43.480 there's a series of,
01:39:45.180 um,
01:39:46.360 what,
01:39:47.300 what would you call them?
01:39:48.180 Uh,
01:39:48.560 yeah,
01:39:48.800 courtyards
01:39:49.300 that are,
01:39:50.340 that are more and more holy
01:39:52.420 as you go.
01:39:53.540 Sure.
01:39:54.000 That are surrounding the temple
01:39:55.120 and the temp,
01:39:55.760 it's,
01:39:56.020 the important part is the temple
01:39:57.240 and the Holy of Holies
01:39:58.180 where the priest goes into
01:39:59.140 once a year,
01:39:59.740 right?
01:39:59.960 That's,
01:40:00.420 which is where God is living.
01:40:02.540 But the,
01:40:03.720 what's happening,
01:40:05.340 what,
01:40:06.000 what is happening with the church
01:40:07.660 is that the,
01:40:08.980 the Holy Spirit is,
01:40:10.340 is,
01:40:10.660 was no longer in the temple.
01:40:14.660 Now it's like the Holy Spirit,
01:40:16.420 that's what Christ came to give
01:40:17.800 is to give like,
01:40:18.580 okay,
01:40:18.780 now it's in the people.
01:40:21.200 Mary became the ark,
01:40:23.020 an ark of flesh.
01:40:24.100 Like now it can come into the people.
01:40:26.180 Now it can come into us.
01:40:27.300 And so the understanding is that like,
01:40:29.460 we,
01:40:30.020 we are Israel.
01:40:31.960 The church is Israel.
01:40:34.500 And so you have to read the New Testament
01:40:37.160 in that way with the Old Testament
01:40:39.460 is that it's like the,
01:40:41.460 the,
01:40:41.980 the vessel of the Holy Spirit
01:40:44.300 continues to move.
01:40:45.580 And the other thing about,
01:40:47.340 and this is,
01:40:47.900 again,
01:40:48.080 you don't get this if you just have
01:40:49.280 Sola Scriptura,
01:40:50.300 right?
01:40:50.660 The Proto-Evangelion of James.
01:40:52.660 So the brother of Jesus,
01:40:53.960 he wrote a gospel.
01:40:56.440 And he wrote about Mary.
01:40:58.120 It was nice because they actually turned it
01:40:59.980 into a movie about her recently.
01:41:01.420 I think it's a Netflix movie.
01:41:03.100 Oh,
01:41:03.540 yes.
01:41:03.800 I didn't see it,
01:41:04.700 but is it any good?
01:41:06.240 It's,
01:41:06.640 it is because it's the Proto-Evangelion of James.
01:41:09.960 Okay.
01:41:11.420 Right?
01:41:11.780 So Mary was dedicated to the temple
01:41:14.040 when she was a little girl.
01:41:16.980 And so she was in the,
01:41:18.660 the angel came to her in the temple.
01:41:22.820 She was a nun.
01:41:23.980 She was a nun from her being a little girl.
01:41:26.580 And like,
01:41:27.980 so that she was not,
01:41:29.920 the church understands that she was totally familiar
01:41:32.160 talking to angels.
01:41:35.060 So it wasn't like a shock to her,
01:41:38.000 but she was,
01:41:38.800 so she,
01:41:39.940 so you imagine she moved into the temple.
01:41:42.540 Of course she did.
01:41:43.880 She was raised in the temple as a nun.
01:41:46.780 And she becomes the vessel.
01:41:48.820 She becomes the,
01:41:49.740 the ark,
01:41:50.660 the temple.
01:41:52.240 And through that,
01:41:53.340 through that flesh,
01:41:54.180 then now the church is,
01:41:55.540 is able to be it.
01:41:57.100 And it's because you see that it's getting more
01:41:59.900 and more advanced.
01:42:00.880 And now it's decentralized and non-local.
01:42:03.960 Yeah.
01:42:05.840 Which is how any system,
01:42:07.620 if we look at how,
01:42:08.560 how do systems advance?
01:42:11.240 How do they become more robust?
01:42:13.040 How do they scale?
01:42:16.080 Because you constantly see it scaling,
01:42:18.180 scaling.
01:42:18.720 It scales from one family,
01:42:20.120 right?
01:42:20.820 To one tribe.
01:42:21.940 To a,
01:42:23.980 to a nation.
01:42:25.880 How do you scale to all the nations?
01:42:27.800 It can't be a physical,
01:42:28.920 it can't be a physical temple that way.
01:42:30.640 It's got to be inside all the people.
01:42:34.260 But the rules about what it is to be Israel do not change.
01:42:42.680 The church is Israel.
01:42:43.940 So,
01:42:44.120 so,
01:42:44.460 so then when we have these,
01:42:45.980 so that's for us as Orthodox Christians,
01:42:48.760 having this conversation,
01:42:50.440 seeing Christians like these,
01:42:51.960 what do they call them?
01:42:53.320 Or is it dispensationalists?
01:42:54.680 These like apocalyptic Christians,
01:42:56.880 like referencing that this,
01:42:59.760 that the rabbinical Jews are somehow a key to this.
01:43:03.240 It's like,
01:43:03.660 dude,
01:43:03.860 that's not even Christianity.
01:43:07.180 They're after,
01:43:08.140 they're,
01:43:08.540 that,
01:43:08.820 that rabbinical Judaism is trying to explain,
01:43:12.480 how do you have Judaism without a temple?
01:43:15.560 Like the,
01:43:16.300 the,
01:43:16.900 so the,
01:43:17.460 the,
01:43:17.880 the foundational issue that they're trying to deal with is the same thing that
01:43:23.400 Christianity has already answered.
01:43:25.000 They're trying to say,
01:43:25.880 how do you have a religion where you need,
01:43:28.140 where you need the sacrifice?
01:43:30.240 How do you have that without having a temple?
01:43:34.320 But Christianity already answered it.
01:43:37.560 Like temple,
01:43:38.380 temple tech is done.
01:43:39.500 And this is a,
01:43:40.660 you're not on Twitter,
01:43:41.460 but this is the,
01:43:42.280 the crux of this whole argument.
01:43:44.120 I don't,
01:43:44.360 I don't want to,
01:43:44.800 I want to respect your time as well.
01:43:45.860 So I think we should wrap in a minute,
01:43:47.260 but yeah,
01:43:48.340 sure.
01:43:49.040 But the,
01:43:49.440 yeah,
01:43:49.580 the crux of this argument here is like the,
01:43:52.180 you know,
01:43:52.480 the,
01:43:52.640 the JQ stuff,
01:43:53.800 right?
01:43:54.020 This is like going around and,
01:43:55.500 and I just,
01:43:56.520 I,
01:43:56.620 I'm going to the very bottom of it.
01:43:58.120 And I'm saying,
01:43:58.480 no,
01:43:58.620 it seems like,
01:43:59.140 you know,
01:43:59.520 the,
01:43:59.820 this modern Judaism is just a response to Christianity.
01:44:02.900 So when you pair it,
01:44:04.700 when you pair Judeo Christian,
01:44:06.740 it's just like,
01:44:07.320 it,
01:44:07.560 it aggravates me to no end because it's like,
01:44:10.040 no,
01:44:10.420 these are,
01:44:11.000 these are opposing religions.
01:44:12.860 This is,
01:44:13.480 as a matter of fact,
01:44:14.400 I understand exactly why,
01:44:17.260 like,
01:44:17.460 I mean,
01:44:17.700 you know,
01:44:17.940 maybe,
01:44:18.200 maybe it's not correct to say that they all hate us,
01:44:21.580 but I understand,
01:44:22.300 I,
01:44:22.460 I see the animosity and this is why it's because they,
01:44:27.800 whatever they're doing there is not valid,
01:44:29.840 but I,
01:44:31.300 and,
01:44:31.760 and it is the modern days church.
01:44:33.400 It's a modern day church that has allowed this narrative to pervade.
01:44:37.560 And it's,
01:44:38.200 it's like on a global scale now to the,
01:44:40.280 to this point where it's like,
01:44:41.400 nobody,
01:44:42.140 no one's really,
01:44:42.860 is,
01:44:43.040 is the,
01:44:44.120 is the Orthodox church talking about this,
01:44:46.160 like to their congregation,
01:44:47.380 telling,
01:44:48.760 telling them about just about Judaism,
01:44:51.020 about what that is or what's going on with modern,
01:44:53.860 the modern day Jew.
01:44:55.540 Well,
01:44:56.020 we don't,
01:44:56.380 we don't need to talk about it.
01:44:58.300 Like,
01:44:58.780 it's just like,
01:44:59.300 I mean,
01:45:00.180 well,
01:45:00.960 I mean,
01:45:01.540 academically you talk about all the heresies,
01:45:03.620 but the Orthodox church was like academically.
01:45:08.520 I mean,
01:45:08.860 we had ecumenical councils,
01:45:10.200 you know,
01:45:11.100 we talk about Arianism as a,
01:45:13.400 you know,
01:45:13.660 we've talked,
01:45:14.340 but it's like,
01:45:14.880 do you really need to spend a lot of time talking about the people who are
01:45:18.880 wrong?
01:45:20.700 Well,
01:45:21.260 I'm going to clip that.
01:45:22.340 What a banger.
01:45:23.560 What a banging,
01:45:24.740 what a banger quote.
01:45:26.220 Do I need to talk about the people that are wrong?
01:45:29.900 Why?
01:45:31.640 Like if I,
01:45:32.580 if I,
01:45:33.480 because so this is the thing about reality,
01:45:35.920 right?
01:45:37.000 So imagine that,
01:45:38.040 imagine that your car is like something weird is happening with your car.
01:45:42.560 Right?
01:45:43.660 So something strange is happening and you don't know what it is,
01:45:47.200 but you want to fix your car.
01:45:50.580 Okay.
01:45:51.380 There's literally an infinite number of behaviors and actions that you can take
01:45:57.280 that will either not fix your car or will make your car worse.
01:46:01.660 You can just slam on the brakes.
01:46:04.200 You can jump out of the car.
01:46:05.400 You can twerk.
01:46:06.200 You can hit it with a hammer.
01:46:07.420 You can hit it with a flamethrower.
01:46:08.840 You can jump up and down.
01:46:09.920 And you can call your mom.
01:46:10.960 It's like,
01:46:11.300 there's an unlimited number of things that you could do that are not the
01:46:15.400 right thing to do.
01:46:16.940 The set of things that you can do that will actually,
01:46:20.240 and many of them will make it worse.
01:46:23.300 The set of things that you can actually do that will fix the problem and make
01:46:27.860 it better is generally super small,
01:46:31.200 or it might even be a set of one.
01:46:33.860 And that if you don't get those act that that sequence of actions exactly right,
01:46:38.380 it's worse.
01:46:40.000 That's why you have a shop manual.
01:46:43.360 There's not,
01:46:44.140 you can't just be like,
01:46:45.200 yep,
01:46:45.440 step six,
01:46:46.040 just not going to do that one,
01:46:47.260 that bolt.
01:46:48.020 Oh,
01:46:48.220 I don't need this one.
01:46:49.020 Throw it away.
01:46:50.240 No,
01:46:50.400 no,
01:46:50.500 no.
01:46:50.840 You have to follow every single one of those steps.
01:46:53.700 If you want your car to be fixed,
01:46:55.600 that's how it works.
01:46:56.940 And this is reality.
01:46:59.320 So when you take it to,
01:47:00.500 when you take your car to a mechanic,
01:47:02.520 does the mechanic go through the series of steps or does he spend time debating
01:47:08.360 about why hitting it with the hammer and shooting it with a blowtorch is a
01:47:12.500 bad idea?
01:47:13.520 Hmm.
01:47:14.660 Yeah.
01:47:15.440 It's a,
01:47:16.040 you're,
01:47:16.460 you're making us realize now that there's probably like 50 or so episodes of
01:47:20.560 this show that,
01:47:23.600 because it's an interesting question,
01:47:24.780 right?
01:47:24.920 I mean,
01:47:25.100 it's pervasive in all of our society.
01:47:26.740 And it's just like,
01:47:27.340 it's constantly,
01:47:28.100 constantly coming up.
01:47:29.180 And,
01:47:29.660 but I think you're right,
01:47:30.740 man.
01:47:30.980 It's like,
01:47:31.400 we're talking about this thing that in reality,
01:47:34.360 this is probably the most anti-Semitic thing ever said on this show,
01:47:36.900 but it's like,
01:47:37.280 it really has no consequence.
01:47:39.200 It's like,
01:47:39.740 it's like an incorrect action.
01:47:41.660 Hold on.
01:47:42.580 I got to interrupt.
01:47:43.420 I got to say something that's totally out of pocket,
01:47:45.160 man.
01:47:45.700 I just want to say,
01:47:46.640 you got to say in the best way you are.
01:47:49.980 If,
01:47:50.620 if everything went correct with Andrew Tate,
01:47:55.960 you are,
01:47:56.760 you bear a resemblance to him,
01:47:59.300 but your chin is better.
01:48:00.640 You have a tone in your voice.
01:48:02.620 That's very similar to Andrew Tate.
01:48:04.800 You know what?
01:48:05.200 I think,
01:48:05.640 I think he wanted to be Andrew Tate and God was like,
01:48:08.160 you don't need the Bugatti.
01:48:09.460 You know,
01:48:09.620 it was like,
01:48:10.720 it was like,
01:48:11.320 if you could stand you and Andrew Tate next to each other,
01:48:14.080 it's a which way Western man,
01:48:15.740 uh,
01:48:16.300 meme.
01:48:16.700 You know what I mean?
01:48:17.740 As a matter of fact,
01:48:18.640 it genuinely is after this episode,
01:48:20.560 that is a,
01:48:21.160 that is a meme.
01:48:21.980 So prepare yourself a hundred percent.
01:48:24.140 A hundred percent.
01:48:25.080 This is,
01:48:25.580 this is exactly like everything that I think,
01:48:28.160 because you know,
01:48:28.620 a lot of the problem with Andrew Tate is I don't think that young
01:48:30.700 impressionable men should be moving in that direction
01:48:32.920 whatsoever.
01:48:33.460 And I find him hilarious and he is very funny.
01:48:37.840 Um,
01:48:38.480 but,
01:48:38.980 uh,
01:48:39.420 no,
01:48:39.780 this is,
01:48:40.280 this is much better,
01:48:41.500 uh,
01:48:42.140 for the,
01:48:42.640 the young developing.
01:48:43.820 Well,
01:48:43.840 look,
01:48:44.400 I think that this goes to,
01:48:46.420 this is why I say,
01:48:48.220 uh,
01:48:49.460 that the Bible comes like after,
01:48:51.300 because like with the thing that we just said,
01:48:53.880 and you guys are like,
01:48:54.700 Oh yeah,
01:48:55.280 that's obvious.
01:48:56.020 It's super self-evident.
01:48:57.300 Then when Christ says,
01:48:58.720 I,
01:48:59.260 I am the way,
01:49:00.820 the truth and the life,
01:49:02.240 and no one comes to the father,
01:49:04.260 but by me,
01:49:05.100 it's not,
01:49:06.820 he's saying the nature of reality.
01:49:09.460 It may as well that he's saying,
01:49:11.260 look,
01:49:11.800 dude,
01:49:12.420 this is the way to fix your carburetor.
01:49:15.300 Your carburetor doesn't get fixed unless you go and follow the shop
01:49:19.020 manual.
01:49:20.240 It's why,
01:49:20.940 when he says that straight is the gate and narrow is the path and many
01:49:24.800 are that leads to salvation.
01:49:25.900 And many that miss it because why does the way to perdition straight is the
01:49:31.920 gate.
01:49:32.240 It's these 10 steps to fix your carburetor,
01:49:34.480 dude.
01:49:34.640 It's not anything else.
01:49:36.020 Yeah.
01:49:36.280 Why does the way to destroy your automobile,
01:49:39.000 another question,
01:49:39.680 fixing it very wide.
01:49:41.640 Another question though.
01:49:42.900 Um,
01:49:44.420 you've got guys like there's,
01:49:46.920 I don't know.
01:49:47.100 It's like Ben Shapiro types,
01:49:48.100 Jordan Peterson out there.
01:49:49.000 Anybody who's pushing this Judeo Christian narrative,
01:49:51.040 which is blending these,
01:49:54.620 this idea of Jesus Christ and Judaism and it's perverting and it's making it
01:49:58.880 really weird.
01:50:00.400 I know we mentioned that like this kind of like evangelism is almost like a
01:50:04.560 fruitless endeavor.
01:50:05.320 It's like,
01:50:05.560 you're not going to reach these people,
01:50:06.700 but it's like,
01:50:07.340 do we then I had this argument with somebody.
01:50:09.580 It's like,
01:50:09.760 do it.
01:50:09.960 So,
01:50:10.060 so I just sit by as this guy's lying.
01:50:13.500 I can't,
01:50:13.980 should I,
01:50:14.340 should I be telling my,
01:50:15.400 like the people that are listening to me,
01:50:16.760 I feel like that's what we're doing this show for.
01:50:18.400 Like people are listening.
01:50:19.260 I'm like,
01:50:19.540 that's bullshit,
01:50:21.000 man.
01:50:21.640 Like I,
01:50:22.360 and,
01:50:22.620 and somebody told me like,
01:50:23.580 no,
01:50:23.780 we have to let prophecy hold out.
01:50:25.320 You can't don't even like criticize.
01:50:26.780 I was like,
01:50:27.000 but I,
01:50:27.280 I just don't see how we can sit here.
01:50:29.340 Is that what we're called to do?
01:50:31.080 Just sit here and be like,
01:50:32.580 like,
01:50:32.900 you know,
01:50:33.260 continue.
01:50:34.580 I feel like there has to be some kind of pushback.
01:50:36.840 Yeah.
01:50:36.980 Both end.
01:50:37.620 Yeah.
01:50:37.840 Well,
01:50:38.460 both and orthodoxy is not either,
01:50:40.540 or it's both.
01:50:41.280 And.
01:50:43.480 So it's,
01:50:44.320 it's,
01:50:44.640 so there's a great,
01:50:46.380 and again,
01:50:47.500 truth is true.
01:50:48.400 So there's no monopoly on truth.
01:50:50.180 It's not like you can only find truth in orthodoxy.
01:50:52.520 Right.
01:50:52.780 It's just that when you,
01:50:54.580 if you were looking for the fastest path,
01:50:56.720 like take the 2000 years of people who've been doing nothing,
01:51:00.060 but orienting towards truth.
01:51:01.440 And what did they,
01:51:02.420 what did they come up with?
01:51:03.440 Right.
01:51:03.920 But like,
01:51:04.940 so Martin Luther King in a letter from a Birmingham jail.
01:51:08.120 Right.
01:51:09.020 He says like the path,
01:51:10.480 when he's talking about the order of operations,
01:51:12.800 he's like,
01:51:14.400 so first you want to get on the ground and investigate,
01:51:17.500 like figure out what the problem is.
01:51:20.560 And then he said a period of self purification.
01:51:25.320 And then action.
01:51:29.180 So clean your room.
01:51:30.280 Well,
01:51:32.060 it's,
01:51:32.560 and in that regard,
01:51:34.480 he's right.
01:51:35.540 Yeah.
01:51:35.740 Because the first thing is self purification.
01:51:38.840 This,
01:51:39.400 it's not that people who are speaking out are wrong.
01:51:45.060 It's just that 99.9% of people are speaking out without the period of self purification.
01:51:53.820 And it's like,
01:51:56.880 look,
01:51:57.380 you're not wrong.
01:52:00.280 For what I would say to many of these people.
01:52:01.820 And again,
01:52:02.320 it was debates about orthodoxy coming from orthodox people that made me leave Twitter.
01:52:07.740 Because what I found myself doing was I found myself entering into just my nature,
01:52:13.660 like these theological debates.
01:52:15.860 And honestly,
01:52:17.000 I did not,
01:52:18.440 I was not speaking from,
01:52:20.800 at a certain level,
01:52:21.760 they would draw me in,
01:52:22.760 draw me in,
01:52:23.200 or I would allow myself to be drawn in,
01:52:25.300 draw me in.
01:52:25.940 And at a certain level,
01:52:27.620 I noticed that I,
01:52:28.780 I began speaking in my own experience,
01:52:31.200 but then I reached a point that where everything I said from there would be just quoting the fathers.
01:52:39.820 If that sometimes throwing in my own opinion,
01:52:43.020 because I'm not that,
01:52:44.060 that great at avoiding that temptation.
01:52:47.080 Sometimes I would say things that were wrong because I hadn't really,
01:52:50.680 I was in a rush to argue this,
01:52:54.220 right?
01:52:55.260 As opposed to reaching that point and saying to myself,
01:52:59.960 oh,
01:53:00.480 you don't know the answer to that.
01:53:03.700 Now is the time for you to leave because now you've just been shown where you need to go.
01:53:09.480 Hmm.
01:53:10.760 God bless,
01:53:11.560 God bless the person that wants to have the debate on this because now you just showed me the next thing that I need to study.
01:53:18.920 The next,
01:53:19.880 the,
01:53:20.140 the,
01:53:20.380 the,
01:53:20.740 what's,
01:53:20.960 what's lacking for my own understanding of the fullness of the faith.
01:53:24.660 Because if,
01:53:25.840 for me,
01:53:26.480 is it about being right or is it about actually knowing where I'm wrong?
01:53:32.360 It's,
01:53:32.880 it's about,
01:53:33.200 because it's in me correcting where I'm wrong is where salvation lies.
01:53:36.680 It's about winning right there.
01:53:38.940 And then Cyprian,
01:53:40.420 that's what it's all about,
01:53:41.600 man.
01:53:41.840 Give me the gratification.
01:53:43.640 I need to.
01:53:44.240 And when I win,
01:53:45.260 I want you to delete your Twitter too.
01:53:47.040 It's like,
01:53:47.440 there is the,
01:53:47.920 what is it?
01:53:48.660 What's the win?
01:53:49.840 There's no win.
01:53:51.180 You're a hundred percent right,
01:53:52.220 man.
01:53:52.500 That's it though.
01:53:53.100 Right.
01:53:53.340 There is no win.
01:53:54.760 Not,
01:53:55.120 not,
01:53:55.300 not,
01:53:55.520 not in that arena,
01:53:56.980 not in that moment.
01:53:57.860 Well,
01:53:58.000 you're not,
01:53:58.320 you're not going to win.
01:53:59.520 Yeah.
01:54:00.040 You're not going to win.
01:54:00.940 You're not going to win in a worldly sense because who's the prince of this world.
01:54:04.860 Satan is the prince of this world.
01:54:07.100 So if you're looking for a worldly win,
01:54:09.420 who wants you to win on the worldly term on the worldly side?
01:54:12.660 Well,
01:54:12.840 you're just working for Satan.
01:54:14.020 I've been there.
01:54:15.920 I've been rich and famous,
01:54:17.240 right?
01:54:19.100 I've done it,
01:54:19.860 you know,
01:54:22.080 before social media,
01:54:23.220 when there was still like cable TV and you were still a celebrity on cable TV.
01:54:28.400 You know what I mean?
01:54:28.980 There were no Netflix shows in 2010.
01:54:31.320 When I first got,
01:54:32.400 when I was first on TV,
01:54:33.540 I was real,
01:54:35.320 like really famous.
01:54:36.580 Like really,
01:54:37.480 there weren't no influencers and Logan Pauls.
01:54:40.000 And no,
01:54:40.480 I was really famous where people would be like grown ass people,
01:54:45.220 not little kids,
01:54:46.020 like grown ass people would stop me in the street everywhere in the world.
01:54:51.820 People who didn't even speak my language because it had been dubbed in multiple languages.
01:54:56.380 Oh,
01:54:56.900 that's funny.
01:54:57.820 Don't even think about that.
01:54:59.600 I,
01:54:59.860 I've been,
01:55:01.380 I've been famous,
01:55:02.460 man.
01:55:02.680 And it's like,
01:55:03.960 you know what?
01:55:04.600 It's self-destruction.
01:55:06.100 I walked around the,
01:55:07.220 those latter years feeling like I was poisoned.
01:55:10.400 Hmm.
01:55:12.860 Like really,
01:55:13.900 when I look back now,
01:55:14.860 I'm like,
01:55:15.320 Oh,
01:55:15.560 you were walking around.
01:55:16.420 Like I physically felt poisoned.
01:55:20.640 Like there was poison running through my veins,
01:55:23.120 you know?
01:55:24.600 And it's like,
01:55:25.260 that's what,
01:55:26.480 if that's what you want,
01:55:27.540 you want to be right all the time.
01:55:28.760 You want to own the libs.
01:55:29.780 You want to win the debate?
01:55:33.300 Yeah.
01:55:33.700 Get you your million followers.
01:55:36.220 Take your poison.
01:55:38.060 Yeah.
01:55:39.220 It's heavy,
01:55:39.860 right?
01:55:40.100 Cause we're walking this line of like,
01:55:43.280 obviously we're doing this for entertainment.
01:55:45.140 We're doing this for,
01:55:46.200 I mean,
01:55:46.420 I started as fun.
01:55:47.600 Now it's almost a job.
01:55:49.120 Um,
01:55:49.420 and the point is to grow it right.
01:55:51.900 Uh,
01:55:52.380 otherwise,
01:55:53.600 I don't know.
01:55:55.400 Is it right?
01:55:57.300 What are we doing?
01:55:58.220 What?
01:55:58.780 I don't know what I'm doing.
01:56:00.660 I think that,
01:56:01.600 I think the metric,
01:56:02.460 the metric is always,
01:56:03.680 the metric is always that.
01:56:05.060 Well,
01:56:05.220 we're not,
01:56:05.620 we shouldn't necessarily know.
01:56:07.400 So the,
01:56:08.220 what,
01:56:09.300 what is really not important?
01:56:13.060 And,
01:56:13.540 and,
01:56:13.900 and neither really is the how.
01:56:15.360 The why is important,
01:56:18.660 but the most important is the who.
01:56:21.820 Like if you're going to be a Christian,
01:56:23.240 the most important is the who.
01:56:26.080 Because as a Christian,
01:56:27.380 like we believe in spiritual warfare and there's a king on one side and a king on the other,
01:56:31.840 a prince on the other side.
01:56:33.320 There's a king on one side and a prince on the other side.
01:56:35.680 And they've been given to be able to war against each other.
01:56:39.580 And there's a way of life and a way of death.
01:56:41.860 And one is the ruler of life and one is the ruler of death.
01:56:45.840 That's Job.
01:56:47.420 Right?
01:56:47.940 That's read Job.
01:56:48.680 It's short.
01:56:49.340 Everybody should just read Job.
01:56:51.560 And the choice that we have is always between life and death.
01:56:54.720 And so whenever we ask,
01:56:55.920 what am I doing?
01:56:56.760 Don't ask that.
01:56:57.660 Ask,
01:56:57.880 who am I doing this for?
01:56:59.200 Who am I serving by my actions?
01:57:01.840 Am I serving the prince of death or am I serving the king of life?
01:57:05.860 And if you don't know,
01:57:07.720 if you don't know,
01:57:09.440 then you've just gotten the answer of what your next journey is,
01:57:13.560 is to figure out.
01:57:16.040 This is what we do.
01:57:17.460 This is what we're figuring out.
01:57:19.040 And I think the answers we get back are,
01:57:22.340 there's almost every day somebody goes,
01:57:24.520 hey man,
01:57:25.280 they call us retards.
01:57:26.600 Our fans are called dangerous retards.
01:57:28.600 It's a crude show.
01:57:29.660 We say a lot of wild stuff.
01:57:31.260 They're not wrong when they call us it either.
01:57:32.880 But they go,
01:57:33.700 I mean,
01:57:34.140 one of the emails we read today,
01:57:35.560 they were like,
01:57:36.000 they curse us.
01:57:36.580 They basically said a lot of like racial slurs at us.
01:57:38.540 And they said,
01:57:38.960 do you strengthen my relationship with God?
01:57:40.620 Or at least the show did like ask me,
01:57:42.700 it helped me to ask questions.
01:57:43.900 And not like me,
01:57:44.580 like I'm not,
01:57:45.000 we're not doing anything.
01:57:45.720 We're just talking.
01:57:46.480 So I'm like,
01:57:47.060 all right,
01:57:47.280 that's,
01:57:47.600 I guess that's the right direction.
01:57:49.500 Onward.
01:57:50.040 That's it.
01:57:50.820 Yeah.
01:57:51.560 Yeah.
01:57:51.880 If you're getting that,
01:57:53.080 if you're getting that back,
01:57:54.560 like so long as that's coming back to you.
01:57:58.300 But there's a certain,
01:57:59.600 there's an aspect of conviction that comes with it because of what I do.
01:58:02.720 Obviously you've interacted with me way before,
01:58:05.040 but I'm,
01:58:05.920 I am who I am.
01:58:07.760 So I'm gonna,
01:58:09.280 I can't be inauthentic.
01:58:11.240 Not,
01:58:11.460 not like a sense of pride,
01:58:12.460 but like just as who I am,
01:58:13.460 this is how I communicate with people.
01:58:15.360 And it seems to work.
01:58:18.360 Yeah.
01:58:18.940 You know,
01:58:19.380 I fear that.
01:58:20.300 I'm going to.
01:58:20.680 Don't be,
01:58:21.000 don't be,
01:58:21.560 don't be married to,
01:58:22.960 don't be married to the old man because when that is the one thing that
01:58:27.380 Christ is going to demand that you give up.
01:58:30.760 I,
01:58:31.220 I,
01:58:31.920 then I'm a guy,
01:58:33.760 whatever.
01:58:34.380 I have this thing where I think about the future and I often kind of see it
01:58:41.500 in,
01:58:42.060 in a way,
01:58:42.740 never clear,
01:58:43.700 but I see which way things are going.
01:58:45.620 And I,
01:58:46.200 and I had it,
01:58:46.820 like I said before,
01:58:47.620 I even left New York.
01:58:48.480 I was like,
01:58:48.720 in five years,
01:58:49.180 I'll be doing this.
01:58:50.000 And exactly what I'm,
01:58:52.040 it makes no sense.
01:58:52.780 No rhyme or reason.
01:58:53.480 I was driving a truck and I do see that in my future,
01:58:56.580 but I,
01:58:57.520 it's one of those things where I'm like,
01:58:58.660 I don't want that,
01:58:59.780 but it doesn't matter.
01:59:00.880 Like one of,
01:59:01.460 one of the stories I tell when I was in the church,
01:59:03.160 I got,
01:59:03.720 I gotten kicked out of the church for yelling at the pastor,
01:59:07.060 but there's a whole thing.
01:59:07.900 I was,
01:59:08.400 I was right,
01:59:09.160 but whatever.
01:59:09.540 There's a whole thing.
01:59:10.200 You probably were.
01:59:12.800 One foot out,
01:59:13.660 one foot in.
01:59:14.420 And one of the ladies,
01:59:15.220 an elder comes up and she's praised for me.
01:59:16.840 And she's a very nice lady.
01:59:17.700 And she told me,
01:59:18.200 she's like,
01:59:18.460 you're going to be preaching to like,
01:59:20.100 I don't remember thousands of people,
01:59:22.140 hundreds of thousands of people.
01:59:23.100 And I wanted to tell her like,
01:59:24.380 you know,
01:59:24.580 shove it up your ass because I'm like,
01:59:26.340 I'm out of this place.
01:59:27.160 I don't want nothing to do with you guys.
01:59:28.840 And here I am sitting here.
01:59:30.160 And I guess what I'm doing is a form of preaching.
01:59:32.240 It's,
01:59:32.560 it's,
01:59:32.700 it's horrible.
01:59:33.980 It's horrible.
01:59:34.660 What's happened here because no matter how much I said,
01:59:37.720 no,
01:59:38.800 it doesn't matter really.
01:59:39.920 And it,
01:59:40.420 but it's not predetermined,
01:59:41.380 but it's just like,
01:59:41.880 we're going this way.
01:59:42.640 This is the way we're going.
01:59:43.540 So yeah,
01:59:43.880 that,
01:59:44.220 that death of whatever this guy is,
01:59:45.880 top lobster is evident.
01:59:47.820 I'm sorry,
01:59:48.280 people you're watching it,
01:59:49.240 but we'll see when it happens.
01:59:51.320 Yeah.
01:59:51.840 Glory to God.
01:59:52.980 Glory to God.
01:59:54.380 Glory to God.
01:59:55.000 Yeah.
01:59:55.620 It's a sad day,
01:59:56.400 but yes,
01:59:56.860 we'll see when it happens.
01:59:59.300 Yeah.
01:59:59.900 Well,
02:00:00.380 look,
02:00:00.920 we're,
02:00:02.040 we're hitting the two hour mark.
02:00:03.280 This is a fascinating conversation.
02:00:04.660 I didn't know what I was getting in for.
02:00:07.180 Top just said,
02:00:07.940 let's talk about tariffs.
02:00:09.420 I'm like,
02:00:09.680 no,
02:00:09.840 we're not talking about tariffs.
02:00:10.980 Yeah.
02:00:11.840 I said,
02:00:12.340 what are we talking about today?
02:00:13.260 He's like,
02:00:13.720 trust me,
02:00:14.120 you're really going to like this.
02:00:14.960 So I didn't know what I was in for.
02:00:16.620 It was a wonderful conversation,
02:00:17.800 man.
02:00:18.040 It genuinely was.
02:00:19.020 And I just want to thank you for your time and coming and hanging out
02:00:21.660 with us and the rest of these retards.
02:00:24.940 You know,
02:00:25.420 this has been really,
02:00:28.400 I don't know.
02:00:29.480 It wasn't like I was hit with information,
02:00:31.700 really ideas and concepts that,
02:00:33.560 I ended up doing a lot of,
02:00:36.440 and I think I'll,
02:00:36.900 I'll continue to do a lot of like self-reflection.
02:00:39.140 Every time we speak with somebody that's in the Orthodox church that knows,
02:00:42.160 it kind of is like,
02:00:43.020 damn,
02:00:43.680 I have to look into this more.
02:00:45.080 Yeah.
02:00:45.240 I have to like really get into like a Jay Dyer.
02:00:47.340 Isn't it funny?
02:00:47.820 Isn't there this little,
02:00:49.180 there's this little like bittersweetness with like,
02:00:51.760 it's like stupid.
02:00:52.700 It's right here.
02:00:53.240 Yeah.
02:00:53.480 Yeah.
02:00:53.760 Yeah.
02:00:54.020 It's right there in front of you.
02:00:55.820 And also it means you have to shuck off this guy that you've been rolling
02:00:59.600 around as for some time.
02:01:00.740 Like that's going to happen naturally.
02:01:01.740 Right.
02:01:02.040 That process.
02:01:03.320 Like I look in the future and I'm like,
02:01:04.920 one day I won't have a bite and I'll be,
02:01:08.060 you know what that is.
02:01:09.000 You know what that is.
02:01:11.580 You're,
02:01:12.060 you're,
02:01:12.440 you're seeing the cross in the distance.
02:01:14.080 Do you think,
02:01:17.240 do you think like that?
02:01:18.000 And you know that,
02:01:18.720 you know that you're supposed to go up on it.
02:01:21.280 Yeah.
02:01:21.840 Yeah.
02:01:22.200 I was going to say either pick it up or go on it.
02:01:23.720 And if that,
02:01:24.020 that's what it feels like.
02:01:25.080 It's like that,
02:01:25.860 this martyr thing at the end.
02:01:27.140 Right.
02:01:27.460 And I'm not saying like,
02:01:28.420 I'm like a martyr,
02:01:29.060 but that's kind of does it.
02:01:30.540 I think everybody sees that.
02:01:31.800 Right.
02:01:32.180 If you,
02:01:32.500 if you're taking an honest journey,
02:01:33.820 you know,
02:01:33.940 you know what martyr means though.
02:01:35.300 Right.
02:01:36.380 No word.
02:01:37.480 It means witness.
02:01:39.000 It doesn't mean die.
02:01:41.360 Hmm.
02:01:42.200 It means witness.
02:01:43.360 It's just that it's just that.
02:01:47.360 Look.
02:01:49.280 Use common sense,
02:01:50.500 right?
02:01:51.420 The reason why the,
02:01:52.520 the reason all 12 apostles were,
02:01:55.760 were martyred.
02:02:00.400 So imagine 12 people.
02:02:05.180 And they were all lying about what they had witnessed.
02:02:09.040 Would all 12 of them being faced with death.
02:02:12.660 Like if you're number seven,
02:02:14.340 knowing that the result of the last six guys is that they were all killed.
02:02:19.540 Do you think that still,
02:02:21.020 you'd be like,
02:02:21.580 actually it's,
02:02:22.380 it still happened.
02:02:23.260 Go ahead.
02:02:23.860 If it didn't happen,
02:02:25.060 if you didn't actually witness.
02:02:27.860 Yeah.
02:02:28.220 Right.
02:02:28.740 Right.
02:02:29.000 Like the,
02:02:30.980 so that's why martyrdom.
02:02:33.380 It's like getting together with your homies and being like,
02:02:35.240 Hey,
02:02:35.500 you want to die for nothing?
02:02:37.380 Like that didn't happen.
02:02:38.560 Yeah.
02:02:39.280 So that's why that's martyrdom is proof of the witnessing.
02:02:43.180 Because anybody with common sense would understand,
02:02:47.200 dude,
02:02:47.400 if this didn't really happen,
02:02:48.780 there's no way these thousands upon thousands of people throughout history.
02:02:53.140 If they hadn't,
02:02:53.780 if Cyprian hadn't really had his experience with the devil in Eustina,
02:02:57.300 would he have really agreed to go and become a martyr?
02:03:00.940 Right.
02:03:01.540 And the witness thing is so powerful because that's kind of what happens at
02:03:04.380 the end here.
02:03:04.980 This is a court case,
02:03:05.800 right?
02:03:06.100 It's being,
02:03:06.760 it's being seen through.
02:03:08.460 And then at the end,
02:03:09.060 there's going to be a judgment and there will be the witnesses.
02:03:11.280 That's it.
02:03:11.620 It's powerful.
02:03:12.280 You're going to,
02:03:13.000 yeah,
02:03:13.220 these guys did it.
02:03:14.240 We watched them do it.
02:03:17.020 Amazing.
02:03:19.060 That's it.
02:03:20.700 Well,
02:03:21.160 that's a good place to,
02:03:22.260 to leave it.
02:03:25.180 Let's talk about one more time where,
02:03:26.780 where people can find you.
02:03:28.820 Yeah.
02:03:30.400 Oh,
02:03:30.720 I don't know.
02:03:31.540 I mean,
02:03:31.820 I don't get your address out.
02:03:32.900 I mean,
02:03:32.980 I know it's on the other side of the world.
02:03:34.040 You don't want to be found.
02:03:34.880 I posted a little more on,
02:03:36.580 I posted a little more on Twitter lately.
02:03:40.300 So I get,
02:03:41.020 but if people are expecting something on Twitter,
02:03:42.980 don't expect much from me.
02:03:45.140 Cyprian is on Twitter.
02:03:46.240 And then the same on YouTube.
02:03:47.440 I do a little more on YouTube on occasion.
02:03:51.020 And then Bitcoin mystery school.
02:03:53.740 If people want to,
02:03:55.100 I did it for four years.
02:03:56.840 Like I said,
02:03:57.280 it was the way that I met my spiritual father and it,
02:03:59.620 it really evolved.
02:04:00.700 And now it's available for free.
02:04:02.260 Like if you just click that link up there at the top,
02:04:04.260 you should be able to pop onto YouTube and just get the very last class for,
02:04:09.240 for free.
02:04:10.020 So,
02:04:10.380 you know,
02:04:11.700 I used to charge about $300 per class for three days and I sort of condensed it down.
02:04:17.200 Obviously there's no audience there.
02:04:18.500 So no questions.
02:04:19.180 So you're missing a little bit and no camaraderie and no private group,
02:04:23.440 which was,
02:04:24.720 I think the key for most people as they were doing this for years.
02:04:27.940 But yeah,
02:04:29.600 I think people will get a lot out of it,
02:04:31.380 especially.
02:04:31.720 So the tariff on the tariff,
02:04:33.760 the reason that I've been posting on Twitter is,
02:04:35.940 or X,
02:04:36.540 whatever,
02:04:36.900 is because a lot of the work that I've done over these last years has all been economics and
02:04:42.440 currency.
02:04:43.920 And so this is the currency curriculum actually.
02:04:46.040 And so if you understand this,
02:04:47.840 you'll understand tariffs a lot better.
02:04:49.320 And it goes all the way back to scripture and,
02:04:52.500 and teaches you how the dollar again,
02:04:55.540 like can't separate economics,
02:04:56.740 but like how the dollar,
02:04:58.760 the dollar is actually a measurement like,
02:05:01.320 like feet and meters,
02:05:03.800 right?
02:05:04.480 Dollar is actually a measurement of value.
02:05:06.540 And we trace it all the way back to the temple money because it's,
02:05:10.540 there's a,
02:05:11.260 there's an unbroken line of the render entities or story,
02:05:14.960 the turning over the money changers tables.
02:05:17.820 So if you want to know what that's all about,
02:05:19.760 that's in that course.
02:05:21.440 That sounds fascinating.
02:05:22.760 Yeah.
02:05:23.540 Yeah.
02:05:24.020 I'm in,
02:05:24.860 I'm watching it.
02:05:25.880 Very cool.
02:05:26.740 It'll be in the,
02:05:27.660 I think you'll,
02:05:27.960 I think you'll love it.
02:05:29.720 Perfect.
02:05:30.160 It'll be in the description,
02:05:31.140 all that stuff again,
02:05:32.140 Cyprian,
02:05:33.080 Vin,
02:05:33.480 thank you for spending the time with us.
02:05:34.960 I know it's early in the morning,
02:05:35.900 but I think this was a great conversation.
02:05:37.860 I,
02:05:38.900 I'm excited to drop it on audio and all that to the rest of our audience and
02:05:42.520 see what they,
02:05:43.360 what they think about it.
02:05:44.160 But again,
02:05:44.640 thank you.
02:05:45.440 Thank you for your time,
02:05:46.200 man.
02:05:46.460 Thank you guys.
02:05:47.360 Awesome.
02:05:47.900 Thanks guys.
02:05:48.480 All right.
02:05:49.240 Guys,
02:05:49.480 until next time.
02:05:50.300 Crisis risen.
02:05:50.800 See you.
02:05:51.240 Yes.
02:05:51.600 Crisis king.
02:05:52.380 See you later.
02:05:53.180 Obey,
02:05:53.540 submit,
02:05:53.840 comply guys.
02:05:54.320 We will see you guys next time.
02:05:55.600 The greatest hypnotist on planet earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room.
02:06:02.340 It is constantly telling us what to believe is real.
02:06:06.160 You can persuade us that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see.
02:06:13.200 Because they'll laugh in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what's happening.
02:06:19.860 And they have.
02:06:24.320 They will be shot.
02:06:26.380 So they'reutz.
02:06:28.260 They will be shot.
02:06:29.460 Yeah.
02:06:30.180 He does.