Nephilim Death Squad - August 23, 2025


199: Paranormal Encounters and Spiritual Revelations w⧸ Forbidden Knowledge News


Episode Stats

Length

1 hour and 43 minutes

Words per Minute

180.2717

Word Count

18,658

Sentence Count

980

Misogynist Sentences

38

Hate Speech Sentences

103


Summary

Chris of Forbidden Knowledge News joins me on the show to talk about his new documentary, "The Home of the Dead" and how he got his start in the film industry. Chris is a filmmaker, writer, director, producer, and actor. He is also the host of the popular conspiracy podcast "The Name Shot" and is the founder of Top Lobster Productions, the father of disinformation.


Transcript

00:00:00.960 Top Lobster Productions
00:00:02.720 We are being hypnotized by people like this
00:00:10.060 News readers, politicians, teachers, lecturers
00:00:15.880 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people
00:00:24.080 The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely important
00:00:31.060 Oh yeah dude, this is Netflix
00:00:33.060 It's like we all know what's going down
00:00:35.640 But no one's saying shit what happened to the home of the grave
00:00:38.620 But they're controlling us now
00:00:40.840 And no one's talking about it
00:00:42.280 And it's part of these slaves
00:00:43.840 And everybody's just walking around
00:00:46.040 And in the clouds I want to wake up to a dead in the grave
00:00:48.780 But it's too late
00:00:50.220 We need to be ready to raise up
00:00:52.040 Welcome to the end of days
00:00:53.820 Everybody is slaves
00:00:55.040 Only some are aware
00:00:56.380 That the government releasing poison
00:00:58.320 Welcome back ladies and gentlemen
00:01:01.680 To another episode of Nephilim Death Squad
00:01:04.280 Dude, why'd you start with the name shot?
00:01:05.720 My bad
00:01:06.120 Unbelievable
00:01:06.740 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a. The Raven
00:01:09.680 That is Top Lobster, the father of disinformation
00:01:12.420 Before we get into today's guest
00:01:13.960 I want to tell you guys that I have a disdain
00:01:17.020 A great disdain for you poors
00:01:18.540 And therefore I will be pulling the plug on this stream at the 30 minute mark
00:01:22.740 And we'll be going live exclusively to patreon.com forward slash Nephilim Death Squad
00:01:27.120 Where we will be catering to the wealthy, the rich, the decadent
00:01:30.860 And we'll be giving them all sorts of perks
00:01:33.900 Like early access to episodes
00:01:35.400 Obviously early access to the rest of this episode
00:01:38.960 Those people with money will be able to engage in the live chat
00:01:41.660 And everybody's going to have a good time
00:01:43.340 And it's going to be pore-free
00:01:45.960 It's going to be void of the pores
00:01:47.760 And it's going to feel good
00:01:49.240 It's going to feel good for me
00:01:50.080 It's going to feel good for you
00:01:50.940 That's right
00:01:51.140 And also, if you are on the Patreon
00:01:53.920 Yeah
00:01:54.500 We have extensive discounts
00:01:56.580 I'm going to organize a little bit better
00:01:58.860 But on toplobster.com
00:02:00.740 It's a beautiful website
00:02:01.720 Yeah, we just revamped it
00:02:03.060 All brand new designs up there
00:02:04.500 So go ahead up there
00:02:05.920 Check that out
00:02:06.400 But I think like the discount rate is 15, 20, and 30
00:02:10.920 30% is basically
00:02:11.820 Can you click on the acidic juice one?
00:02:14.260 Yeah, we could
00:02:15.040 I like that one a lot
00:02:18.340 That's very
00:02:18.940 I love the design
00:02:20.360 Acidic Jew is a real great
00:02:22.640 That's a great shirt
00:02:24.160 If you, I mean
00:02:24.800 If you go into your local synagogue
00:02:26.320 Pick up a toplobster shirt
00:02:27.940 Hang on
00:02:28.400 Ruffle some feathers
00:02:29.900 Let's get it
00:02:30.580 Ruffle some scales
00:02:31.680 Ruffle some scales
00:02:33.100 Guys, joining us today is Chris of Forbidden Knowledge News
00:02:38.300 Have you been on the show with me?
00:02:41.140 I've been on Forbidden Knowledge News
00:02:42.400 It's a wonderful conversation
00:02:43.280 Both of you have been on, yes
00:02:44.720 We have been on
00:02:45.440 I don't know why I would invite him
00:02:46.680 But I really enjoy talking to you every time I'm on the show
00:02:49.640 And I said, it's time to have Chris on our show
00:02:53.220 And at first he said, no, actually
00:02:55.860 He did?
00:02:56.560 Yeah, he did say no
00:02:57.380 And I said, I get it
00:02:59.040 I understand
00:02:59.620 But I promise it's not going to ding your reputation
00:03:02.380 And he said, if it doesn't ding my reputation
00:03:04.060 That's fine
00:03:04.620 I'll come on the show
00:03:05.240 So he's here today
00:03:06.560 Chris of Forbidden Knowledge News
00:03:07.920 Before we start
00:03:08.740 Where can everybody find your work, brother?
00:03:11.000 Before we do that
00:03:12.920 Thank you gentlemen for having me on
00:03:15.180 Looking forward to getting super fucking weird today
00:03:18.060 You can find all my shiz on my website
00:03:21.720 ForbiddenKnowledge.news
00:03:23.520 All the podcast platforms you can find
00:03:26.480 ForbiddenKnowledge.news
00:03:28.200 My films, one that was just recently released
00:03:31.680 Doors of Perception
00:03:32.620 Is exclusively on Amazon Prime
00:03:35.120 And my previous film, Occult Louisiana
00:03:38.080 Is available on Tubi, Roku Channel
00:03:40.760 And multiple other streaming platforms
00:03:43.420 So that is where you can find me
00:03:45.700 We gotta ask you how you even do that
00:03:47.660 Wait, look, that's me in the bottom
00:03:49.020 There he is
00:03:50.240 There he is
00:03:50.840 I was on the show
00:03:51.780 You know, I really enjoy Chris
00:03:55.280 Because he's a guy that works his ass off
00:03:57.920 Yeah
00:03:58.160 And I really appreciate that about him
00:03:59.700 We were just talking to XG the other day
00:04:01.360 And it's another guy who works his ass off
00:04:02.940 And like, it's refreshing to see
00:04:05.120 People not just like, you know
00:04:07.500 Kind of calling it in
00:04:09.040 Like, that's not what's happening here
00:04:10.760 You know, Chris and Forbidden Knowledge News
00:04:13.580 You're busting your hump
00:04:15.200 And you're making a lot of content
00:04:16.560 I wanna get into your documentary
00:04:19.660 But before we even do that
00:04:21.700 I wanna know how a guy gets into
00:04:24.820 Not only this content creation
00:04:27.120 This conspiracy realm of content creation
00:04:29.420 But then also decides like
00:04:31.140 You know what?
00:04:31.460 This is where I'm gonna plant my flag
00:04:32.860 And I'm going to build here
00:04:35.520 What got you doing that?
00:04:38.280 It is a crazy convoluted story
00:04:42.040 But I'll try and condense it down
00:04:44.320 And break it down for you guys
00:04:46.600 It was really all I think by accident
00:04:50.100 I never expected to do any of this stuff
00:04:52.480 I, first of all
00:04:54.540 I'll preface everything I'm gonna say with
00:04:56.280 Sorry if I piss off some Christians tonight
00:04:58.640 But it's probably gonna happen
00:05:00.040 This is a Christian show
00:05:01.680 We piss off Christians all the time
00:05:04.140 Alright, well then I'm in the right place
00:05:05.340 So it all started around 2012
00:05:10.160 When I was in a very bad marriage
00:05:13.840 With my ex-wife
00:05:15.600 And I was lost
00:05:17.160 I had some Nephilim demons
00:05:20.200 Swimming around in my brain for sure
00:05:22.200 Man, I was on prescription drugs
00:05:24.920 I was on all kinds of drugs
00:05:26.480 I was fat
00:05:27.520 And just not interested in anything
00:05:29.600 Man, just I was working my corporate job
00:05:31.620 I was making, you know, decent money
00:05:33.540 But I thought that's what life was about
00:05:36.300 You know
00:05:36.820 In my childhood
00:05:38.500 I was super interested in all this stuff
00:05:40.200 I was super interested in the paranormal
00:05:42.320 And the occult and conspiracies
00:05:44.820 And I grew up Catholic
00:05:46.660 I was terrified of the Catholic religion
00:05:49.460 So I checked out of that at a very early age
00:05:52.740 But I always kind of kept near and dear to my heart
00:05:56.500 The teachings of Jesus Christ
00:05:57.960 Because I always felt intuitively
00:06:00.540 There's something to this
00:06:01.900 This is the way to be
00:06:04.040 But, you know, by the time I was
00:06:06.400 In my teenage years
00:06:07.920 Sex, drugs, and rock and roll
00:06:09.200 Took over my life
00:06:10.340 And I completely forgot about all those teachings
00:06:13.180 I completely forgot about anything
00:06:15.160 That I enjoyed in life, basically
00:06:17.240 And just started going through, you know, the motions
00:06:20.060 But in 2012
00:06:21.560 I was going through a divorce
00:06:23.000 And just lost
00:06:24.140 And had no idea how to make
00:06:26.760 How to make anything out of my life
00:06:29.220 You know, I was doing this corporate job
00:06:31.340 Which was making me money
00:06:32.280 I was surviving okay
00:06:33.360 I was actually making pretty good money
00:06:34.800 But I was miserable
00:06:35.720 And I started to
00:06:39.520 First I started at YouTube
00:06:41.620 And I was like, you know what
00:06:42.800 I used to be interested in the paranormal
00:06:45.140 I used to be interested in all this weird shit
00:06:47.140 Let me see if I can just
00:06:48.300 Immerse myself in this
00:06:50.040 And forget about my troubles
00:06:51.320 So that's what I did
00:06:52.320 But I got super immersed into it
00:06:54.800 I got sucked into conspiracy land
00:06:56.760 Back in the golden age of YouTube
00:06:58.740 When you could find
00:06:59.840 All the wonderful conspiracy videos
00:07:02.160 I was deep in it
00:07:03.060 Then I started buying books
00:07:04.340 From my favorite authors
00:07:05.520 And I started trying to talk to my family
00:07:08.280 And friends about it
00:07:09.300 And that was
00:07:09.860 For one
00:07:10.880 First mistake
00:07:11.680 That's where you went wrong
00:07:13.380 That is where I went
00:07:14.400 This was in like 2013, dude
00:07:16.560 And like nobody was talking about
00:07:18.200 Any of this stuff
00:07:19.080 And my family nearly disowned me
00:07:21.380 I lost almost all my friends
00:07:23.260 I was in a second marriage at this time
00:07:26.220 And my wife was like
00:07:27.380 Just about to jet out the door
00:07:29.160 Well, ex-wife now
00:07:30.120 She did jet
00:07:30.760 So it was
00:07:32.600 I was kind of by myself in this realm
00:07:34.980 And I didn't know what to do about that
00:07:36.420 Because I had all this information
00:07:38.000 Bubbling up inside me
00:07:39.940 And I had to share it
00:07:40.920 So I started a YouTube channel
00:07:43.160 It actually started as a Facebook blog
00:07:45.920 Forbidden Knowledge News blog
00:07:47.300 And I just started writing about
00:07:48.540 All this weird shit
00:07:49.400 And people started following it
00:07:51.000 And I felt stupid
00:07:52.060 Because I knew I wasn't smart enough
00:07:53.700 To convey a lot of these topics
00:07:55.200 So I'm like
00:07:55.820 I gotta interview people
00:07:57.720 I gotta, you know
00:07:58.480 Maybe get people on
00:07:59.840 And do a YouTube channel
00:08:01.000 Start as a YouTube channel
00:08:02.440 And God bless Charlie Robinson
00:08:05.140 He was one of my early guests
00:08:06.720 He came on
00:08:07.600 And he's like
00:08:08.440 Dude, you gotta turn this into a podcast
00:08:10.560 And I'm like
00:08:11.240 What the fuck is a podcast?
00:08:13.160 So
00:08:13.560 He explained everything to me
00:08:16.060 He hooked me up with my now producer
00:08:17.840 Corey Hughes
00:08:18.860 And he already had a few podcasts
00:08:21.660 Under his belt
00:08:22.520 They were like crypto podcasts
00:08:23.820 No one was doing
00:08:24.840 Really conspiracy stuff at the time
00:08:27.160 So
00:08:28.240 We converted it
00:08:29.580 And you were doing a crypto podcast
00:08:30.540 Like back in 2012
00:08:32.080 Or something like that?
00:08:33.140 It was like 2014
00:08:34.340 When he
00:08:34.980 When I actually started
00:08:36.580 The podcast podcast
00:08:37.660 I was doing a YouTube channel
00:08:39.080 For a couple of years
00:08:39.920 That grew
00:08:40.540 Converted into the podcast
00:08:42.500 In about 2014
00:08:44.020 2015
00:08:44.520 And
00:08:45.880 It actually
00:08:46.860 You know
00:08:47.180 Started taking off
00:08:48.220 But like
00:08:48.600 I didn't know
00:08:49.220 How to convert this
00:08:50.180 Into
00:08:50.660 A career
00:08:52.620 How to make money off it
00:08:53.800 I mean
00:08:54.020 We weren't making
00:08:54.660 But a couple of
00:08:55.460 Maybe a hundred bucks
00:08:56.600 A month off of
00:08:57.300 What we were doing
00:08:58.400 Had no idea
00:08:59.200 How to do it
00:08:59.920 And
00:09:01.460 That's when
00:09:02.300 I had my first
00:09:03.560 Insane
00:09:04.880 You could say
00:09:06.800 Spiritual experience
00:09:08.740 Even maybe
00:09:09.660 Contact experience
00:09:10.900 It was in
00:09:13.620 It was
00:09:14.820 Okay so
00:09:15.340 I was doing the show
00:09:16.500 For a while
00:09:17.020 I was doing the podcast
00:09:17.980 It was kind of popular
00:09:19.120 It was picking up speed
00:09:20.460 Didn't know how to make money off it
00:09:22.600 We were on all the podcast platforms
00:09:24.380 Then
00:09:24.840 2019
00:09:26.260 Ends
00:09:27.180 It was the very beginning
00:09:28.320 Of 2020
00:09:29.060 And
00:09:30.480 COVID hadn't really
00:09:31.460 Reared its ugly head
00:09:33.120 In the way that
00:09:34.220 We are all familiar with
00:09:35.380 At the time
00:09:35.920 But
00:09:37.400 Again
00:09:38.160 I was going through
00:09:39.640 Another
00:09:40.260 Bad
00:09:42.200 You know
00:09:43.020 Bad time
00:09:43.860 With everything
00:09:44.580 I hated my job
00:09:45.580 More than ever
00:09:46.220 Even though
00:09:46.820 I was doing the show
00:09:48.380 The show was like
00:09:49.260 My only reprieve
00:09:50.240 I'd come home
00:09:50.940 It was the thing
00:09:51.720 That I loved to do
00:09:52.660 After my show
00:09:53.460 Talk to weird people
00:09:54.800 And then
00:09:55.340 Back to my sucky life
00:09:56.940 You know
00:09:57.620 At the time
00:09:58.020 I'm still doing
00:09:58.740 Pharmaceuticals
00:09:59.700 Drugs
00:10:00.140 Just not living
00:10:01.360 The right way
00:10:02.800 Didn't
00:10:03.260 Didn't even consider
00:10:04.580 Anything spiritual
00:10:05.400 But
00:10:05.800 I started to do
00:10:06.760 Spiritual shows
00:10:07.500 At the time
00:10:08.160 Started to talk
00:10:09.440 About meditation
00:10:10.280 All the woo woo
00:10:11.040 Stuff
00:10:11.500 And
00:10:12.980 I was like
00:10:13.960 I need to do something
00:10:14.860 So maybe I should
00:10:16.160 Meditate man
00:10:16.920 I don't know
00:10:17.900 So I did
00:10:19.200 I started meditating
00:10:20.720 Very unsuccessfully
00:10:21.940 For a long time
00:10:22.880 But this one night
00:10:24.580 In 2020
00:10:25.300 I
00:10:26.800 Came home
00:10:28.240 And I was just
00:10:28.980 So frustrated
00:10:29.840 I
00:10:30.180 I was talking
00:10:31.460 To some guests
00:10:32.380 On my show
00:10:33.060 Before about
00:10:33.800 Meditation techniques
00:10:35.980 And I
00:10:37.020 Remember
00:10:37.320 And I
00:10:37.920 Recommended
00:10:39.020 Putting on
00:10:39.800 432 hertz tones
00:10:41.240 In the background
00:10:41.860 While I do this
00:10:42.800 And not only that
00:10:44.300 I had this weird
00:10:45.100 Intuitive sense
00:10:46.140 To get in
00:10:47.540 Water
00:10:48.060 So I immersed
00:10:48.740 Myself in the
00:10:49.400 Bathtub
00:10:49.960 I started
00:10:50.560 Meditating
00:10:51.120 I had the
00:10:51.640 Tones on
00:10:52.280 And this is
00:10:53.800 When shit
00:10:54.180 Got weird
00:10:54.920 A voice
00:10:56.520 Started speaking
00:10:57.840 And it
00:10:59.080 Wasn't like
00:10:59.660 My normal
00:11:00.240 Conscious
00:11:01.200 It wasn't
00:11:01.920 You know
00:11:03.320 Me talking to
00:11:03.980 Myself
00:11:04.320 There was
00:11:04.620 Something different
00:11:05.340 Here
00:11:05.800 And
00:11:07.000 It was
00:11:08.340 Coinciding
00:11:09.960 This feeling
00:11:10.640 Of love
00:11:11.120 That I'd
00:11:11.460 Never felt
00:11:11.920 Before
00:11:12.260 I thought
00:11:13.500 I loved
00:11:14.040 My parents
00:11:14.720 But this
00:11:15.460 Kind of
00:11:15.880 Love feeling
00:11:16.560 Was like
00:11:17.400 It was
00:11:18.360 So it
00:11:19.080 Made me
00:11:19.340 So emotional
00:11:19.840 I was like
00:11:20.260 Crying
00:11:20.640 I was like
00:11:20.880 What the
00:11:21.220 Fuck is
00:11:21.560 Going on
00:11:22.040 What is
00:11:22.360 This feeling
00:11:23.000 Felt like
00:11:23.720 I was on
00:11:24.140 Some weird
00:11:24.760 Love drug
00:11:25.620 And this
00:11:26.640 Voice starts
00:11:27.320 Speaking
00:11:27.740 And I
00:11:28.060 Freak out
00:11:28.760 I'm like
00:11:29.440 I revert
00:11:30.020 To childhood
00:11:30.720 Dogma
00:11:31.340 I'm saying
00:11:31.920 In the name
00:11:32.460 Of Jesus
00:11:32.900 Christ
00:11:33.300 Are you
00:11:33.660 A demon
00:11:34.220 And this
00:11:35.260 Voice is like
00:11:35.940 Kind of
00:11:36.320 Lovingly laughing
00:11:37.500 And saying
00:11:38.220 No we are
00:11:39.060 Of the
00:11:39.400 Christ
00:11:39.920 We're here
00:11:40.560 To speak
00:11:41.100 With them
00:11:41.360 Like okay
00:11:41.980 So this
00:11:43.760 Voice beaming
00:11:45.060 Love
00:11:45.520 Telling me
00:11:46.620 That they
00:11:47.180 Deliver
00:11:48.140 The message
00:11:49.360 The message
00:11:49.380 Of Christ
00:11:49.960 Consciousness
00:11:50.720 To those
00:11:51.280 Who are
00:11:51.640 Ready to
00:11:52.380 Receive
00:11:52.940 And like
00:11:54.200 I have a
00:11:54.960 Much better
00:11:55.360 Understanding
00:11:55.880 Of what
00:11:56.280 This is
00:11:56.700 Now
00:11:56.960 Which we'll
00:11:57.280 Get to
00:11:57.700 A little
00:11:58.260 Later
00:11:58.560 But I
00:11:59.520 Didn't know
00:11:59.880 What I
00:12:00.120 Thought I
00:12:00.340 Was talking
00:12:00.780 To an
00:12:01.380 Alien
00:12:01.680 I had
00:12:02.040 No idea
00:12:02.680 Man
00:12:02.920 I'm like
00:12:03.240 What the
00:12:03.580 Hell's
00:12:03.800 Going on
00:12:04.140 Something
00:12:04.420 Is speaking
00:12:05.060 To me
00:12:05.580 But I
00:12:06.300 Feel
00:12:06.480 Comfortable
00:12:06.940 Enough
00:12:07.280 Talking
00:12:07.620 To it
00:12:07.960 Because I
00:12:08.360 Don't
00:12:08.580 Think
00:12:08.800 It's a
00:12:09.120 Demon
00:12:09.420 And I'm
00:12:11.180 Like
00:12:11.340 All right
00:12:11.660 So what
00:12:12.300 Do you
00:12:12.480 Have to
00:12:12.760 What is
00:12:13.080 Going
00:12:13.300 On
00:12:13.620 And it's
00:12:14.300 Like well
00:12:14.820 I've been
00:12:15.700 With you
00:12:16.040 Your whole
00:12:16.400 Life
00:12:16.680 But it's
00:12:17.340 Time for
00:12:17.760 You to
00:12:18.020 Listen
00:12:18.340 Because it
00:12:19.540 Seems like
00:12:20.060 You're not
00:12:20.420 Too happy
00:12:20.860 With your
00:12:21.220 Life
00:12:21.620 And I'm
00:12:22.720 Like no
00:12:23.640 I'm not
00:12:24.260 And it
00:12:24.960 Said well
00:12:25.320 All right
00:12:25.580 We gotta
00:12:25.920 Work on
00:12:26.420 Some shit
00:12:26.980 He's like
00:12:27.600 You are
00:12:28.200 Getting into
00:12:28.780 Toxic
00:12:29.320 Relationships
00:12:30.200 The women
00:12:30.620 You're
00:12:30.880 Getting
00:12:31.140 With
00:12:31.580 Are
00:12:32.500 Awful
00:12:33.480 Nasty
00:12:34.000 Women
00:12:34.360 You're
00:12:34.960 Not treating
00:12:35.460 People right
00:12:36.240 You are
00:12:36.820 On
00:12:37.180 Pharmaceuticals
00:12:38.780 Let's
00:12:39.440 Start with
00:12:39.840 All this
00:12:40.300 Bullshit
00:12:40.820 First
00:12:41.160 And see
00:12:41.520 If we
00:12:41.800 Can heal
00:12:42.200 Some
00:12:42.420 Childhood
00:12:42.900 Trauma
00:12:43.300 And get
00:12:43.780 You
00:12:43.980 On
00:12:44.240 Track
00:12:44.520 Because
00:12:44.800 You're
00:12:45.020 Never
00:12:45.240 Going
00:12:45.460 To be
00:12:45.680 Successful
00:12:46.300 As long
00:12:47.260 As you
00:12:47.500 Keep
00:12:47.760 Living
00:12:48.180 The way
00:12:48.500 You're
00:12:48.660 Living
00:12:48.960 Like what
00:12:50.320 Like these
00:12:51.340 Is things
00:12:51.660 That I
00:12:51.980 Didn't
00:12:52.260 Want to
00:12:52.540 Hear
00:12:52.780 Because
00:12:53.260 At the
00:12:54.020 Time
00:12:54.400 My dumb
00:12:55.180 Ass
00:12:55.380 Wasn't
00:12:55.700 Considering
00:12:56.220 Cleaning
00:12:56.720 Up my
00:12:57.080 Life
00:12:57.360 Or you
00:12:57.860 Know
00:12:57.960 Stopping
00:12:58.400 Pharmaceuticals
00:12:59.240 Or eating
00:12:59.600 Better
00:12:59.940 Or doing
00:13:00.380 Any of
00:13:00.740 The shit
00:13:01.020 That this
00:13:01.440 Weird
00:13:01.840 Voice
00:13:02.200 Is
00:13:02.400 Recommending
00:13:03.020 In my
00:13:03.380 Head
00:13:03.700 And I'm
00:13:04.880 Like
00:13:05.140 You know
00:13:06.160 All right
00:13:06.620 Whatever
00:13:07.040 And the
00:13:07.700 Conversation
00:13:08.400 Lasted
00:13:08.940 Like two
00:13:09.300 Hours
00:13:09.620 This
00:13:13.300 Get
00:13:13.400 Weird
00:13:13.620 As shit
00:13:14.020 There's
00:13:14.940 Going
00:13:15.140 To be
00:13:15.460 Events
00:13:15.920 Happening
00:13:16.440 That you
00:13:16.820 Need
00:13:17.000 To prepare
00:13:17.500 Yourself
00:13:17.960 For
00:13:18.300 And by
00:13:19.300 Getting
00:13:19.780 Yourself
00:13:20.200 Healthy
00:13:20.640 And getting
00:13:21.380 Yourself
00:13:21.800 Into a
00:13:22.140 Better
00:13:22.300 Spiritual
00:13:22.760 State
00:13:23.240 This is
00:13:24.380 Going to
00:13:24.740 Help you
00:13:25.080 Prepare
00:13:25.360 For
00:13:25.580 Everything
00:13:25.920 Oh
00:13:26.520 And by
00:13:26.840 The way
00:13:27.140 Quit
00:13:27.400 Your job
00:13:27.880 And do
00:13:28.200 The podcast
00:13:28.980 Full time
00:13:29.560 And I'm
00:13:30.380 Like
00:13:30.500 What kind
00:13:30.720 Of events
00:13:31.120 They were
00:13:33.100 Speaking of
00:13:33.720 The
00:13:34.240 The covid
00:13:34.880 Events
00:13:35.500 I am
00:13:35.980 They didn't
00:13:36.620 They didn't
00:13:37.420 Get specific
00:13:38.000 But they said
00:13:38.560 The world's
00:13:39.000 About to
00:13:39.360 Change
00:13:39.680 In a
00:13:39.940 Big way
00:13:40.440 It
00:13:40.820 Did
00:13:41.060 I don't
00:13:41.340 See
00:13:41.580 It
00:13:41.880 Wasn't
00:13:42.160 They
00:13:42.400 It was
00:13:42.600 This
00:13:42.800 Voice
00:13:43.320 And it
00:13:45.420 Said you
00:13:45.720 Need to
00:13:45.940 Quit
00:13:46.080 Your job
00:13:46.440 And start
00:13:46.760 Doing this
00:13:47.140 Podcast
00:13:47.480 Full time
00:13:48.140 And I
00:13:48.620 Laughed
00:13:48.940 I thought
00:13:49.200 It was
00:13:49.440 You know
00:13:49.700 I thought
00:13:50.120 It was
00:13:50.300 Funny
00:13:50.560 I was like
00:13:50.840 There's
00:13:51.100 No way
00:13:51.480 In hell
00:13:51.880 You know
00:13:52.200 I'm
00:13:52.400 Making
00:13:52.600 Like
00:13:52.880 70
00:13:53.620 80
00:13:53.820 Grand
00:13:54.200 A year
00:13:54.640 Doing
00:13:55.080 This
00:13:55.340 Corporate
00:13:55.700 Job
00:13:55.980 How am
00:13:56.320 I
00:13:56.380 Going to
00:13:56.560 You know
00:13:56.940 How am
00:13:57.640 I going
00:13:57.760 To
00:13:57.840 Off
00:13:58.060 Of
00:13:58.140 This
00:13:58.280 Sh
00:13:58.400 Embodied
00:13:59.040 Entity
00:13:59.680 Do you
00:14:00.020 Not
00:14:00.200 Know
00:14:00.400 That
00:14:00.580 There's
00:14:00.880 No
00:14:01.200 Money
00:14:01.420 In
00:14:01.580 Podcasting
00:14:02.240 Are you
00:14:02.640 Unaware
00:14:03.140 That
00:14:03.480 There's
00:14:04.220 Zero
00:14:04.560 Money
00:14:04.840 In
00:14:05.020 Podcasting
00:14:05.660 What
00:14:05.860 Are you
00:14:06.120 Talking
00:14:06.360 About
00:14:06.540 Oh no
00:14:06.980 I know
00:14:07.600 Yeah
00:14:08.700 I definitely
00:14:09.460 Know
00:14:09.780 But it
00:14:11.720 Was
00:14:11.960 Insane
00:14:12.720 Man
00:14:12.920 Eventually
00:14:13.880 It was
00:14:15.140 Like
00:14:15.320 The voice
00:14:15.740 Faded
00:14:16.060 Away
00:14:16.340 It was
00:14:16.540 Like
00:14:16.740 Flickering
00:14:17.220 It was
00:14:17.420 Like
00:14:17.620 Tuning
00:14:18.240 To
00:14:18.400 A station
00:14:18.840 That
00:14:19.040 You
00:14:19.160 Couldn't
00:14:19.380 Pick
00:14:19.580 Up
00:14:19.780 Anymore
00:14:20.120 And
00:14:20.220 It
00:14:20.300 Was
00:14:20.420 Gone
00:14:20.900 So
00:14:21.940 I'm
00:14:22.700 I'm
00:14:23.320 Like
00:14:23.740 Totally
00:14:24.440 Bugging
00:14:24.840 Out
00:14:25.020 After
00:14:25.240 This
00:14:25.440 I have
00:14:25.640 No
00:14:25.840 Idea
00:14:26.180 If
00:14:26.340 I
00:14:26.440 Just
00:14:26.620 Had
00:14:26.800 An
00:14:26.940 Acid
00:14:27.220 Flashback
00:14:27.980 Or
00:14:28.220 If
00:14:28.900 I'm
00:14:29.040 Going
00:14:29.300 Nuts
00:14:29.780 If
00:14:30.020 I
00:14:30.120 Broke
00:14:30.360 Something
00:14:30.660 In
00:14:30.840 My
00:14:30.980 Brain
00:14:31.300 I'm
00:14:31.540 Calling
00:14:31.920 People
00:14:32.460 That
00:14:32.740 I
00:14:33.000 Talk
00:14:33.500 To
00:14:33.680 On
00:14:33.820 The
00:14:33.920 Podcast
00:14:34.320 Getting
00:14:36.360 Every
00:14:36.640 Perspective
00:14:37.400 From
00:14:37.660 People
00:14:38.080 Who
00:14:38.400 Are
00:14:38.900 Spiritual
00:14:40.480 People
00:14:41.320 Who
00:14:41.520 Follow
00:14:41.840 Christ
00:14:42.540 People
00:14:42.900 Who
00:14:43.120 Are
00:14:43.260 Into
00:14:43.500 Aliens
00:14:44.140 I'm
00:14:44.360 Like
00:14:44.500 Trying
00:14:44.740 To
00:14:44.920 Get
00:14:45.140 Every
00:14:45.560 Perspective
00:14:46.240 As
00:14:46.400 Possible
00:14:46.840 And
00:14:47.040 I'm
00:14:47.140 Like
00:14:47.280 You
00:14:47.400 Know
00:14:47.520 What
00:14:47.780 None
00:14:48.740 Of
00:14:48.840 These
00:14:49.000 Are
00:14:49.120 Helping
00:14:49.420 Me
00:14:49.560 I
00:14:49.660 Just
00:14:49.800 Got
00:14:49.960 To
00:14:50.060 Do
00:14:50.180 This
00:14:50.380 Again
00:14:50.640 I
00:14:50.800 Gotta
00:14:50.960 See
00:14:51.280 If
00:14:51.520 This
00:14:51.700 Is
00:14:51.860 Real
00:14:52.040 By
00:14:52.320 Trying
00:14:52.980 To
00:14:53.180 Do
00:14:53.320 This
00:14:53.540 Again
00:14:53.900 So
00:14:54.920 Days
00:14:55.200 Went
00:14:55.380 By
00:14:55.600 Tried
00:14:55.920 Tried
00:14:56.160 Tried
00:14:56.400 Never
00:14:56.640 Worked
00:14:57.160 Then
00:14:58.120 Finally
00:14:58.520 It
00:14:58.720 Worked
00:14:58.980 Again
00:14:59.360 And
00:15:00.040 The
00:15:00.520 Voice
00:15:00.760 Came
00:15:01.000 Back
00:15:01.260 Even
00:15:01.500 Stronger
00:15:02.120 This
00:15:03.580 Time
00:15:04.000 It
00:15:04.660 Presented
00:15:05.120 Me
00:15:05.320 With
00:15:05.520 A
00:15:05.680 Memory
00:15:05.980 Of
00:15:06.240 Like
00:15:06.400 This
00:15:06.660 Extremely
00:15:07.460 Traumatic
00:15:08.060 Childhood
00:15:08.760 Event
00:15:09.080 That
00:15:09.260 I
00:15:09.380 Forgot
00:15:09.720 About
00:15:10.020 And
00:15:11.020 It
00:15:11.080 Was
00:15:11.200 Like
00:15:11.380 You
00:15:11.700 See
00:15:12.160 Shit
00:15:12.420 Like
00:15:12.620 This
00:15:12.920 You
00:15:13.180 Got
00:15:13.360 To
00:15:13.440 Remember
00:15:13.780 This
00:15:14.040 Shit
00:15:14.200 And
00:15:14.300 You
00:15:14.360 Got
00:15:20.800 Fuck
00:15:21.140 Started
00:15:21.960 Crying
00:15:22.360 And
00:15:22.460 I
00:15:22.600 Felt
00:15:22.840 Like
00:15:23.060 This
00:15:23.320 Weight
00:15:24.560 Lift
00:15:25.320 Off
00:15:25.600 Of
00:15:25.720 Me
00:15:25.820 And
00:15:25.920 He's
00:15:26.040 Like
00:15:26.220 Alright
00:15:26.600 This
00:15:26.840 Is
00:15:26.980 Step
00:15:27.280 One
00:15:27.680 You're
00:15:28.420 Getting
00:15:28.640 There
00:15:28.940 And
00:15:29.100 It
00:15:29.240 Started
00:15:29.600 Explaining
00:15:30.140 To
00:15:30.340 Me
00:15:30.520 Things
00:15:30.980 That
00:15:31.220 I
00:15:31.340 Should
00:15:31.560 Keep
00:15:32.400 Doing
00:15:32.740 To
00:15:33.000 Make
00:15:33.240 Myself
00:15:33.600 Healthy
00:15:34.020 And
00:15:34.420 Eat
00:15:34.820 Better
00:15:35.220 And
00:15:35.660 Treat
00:15:36.000 People
00:15:36.340 Better
00:15:36.680 And
00:15:37.880 The
00:15:39.340 Voice
00:15:39.620 Was
00:15:39.800 Like
00:15:39.980 You
00:15:40.120 Know
00:15:40.240 I
00:15:40.440 Know
00:15:40.680 You
00:15:40.900 Fell
00:15:41.160 Away
00:15:41.460 From
00:15:41.800 Your
00:15:42.500 Religious
00:15:43.020 Beliefs
00:15:43.560 Because
00:15:43.840 Of
00:15:44.100 Fear
00:15:44.540 And
00:15:44.800 Dogma
00:15:45.680 And
00:15:45.840 It's
00:15:46.000 Like
00:15:46.240 You
00:15:47.440 Can
00:15:47.620 Find
00:15:48.000 A
00:15:48.320 Different
00:15:48.600 Path
00:15:48.960 To
00:15:49.140 Christianity
00:15:49.820 Without
00:15:50.800 All
00:15:51.500 The
00:15:51.680 Dogma
00:15:52.220 You
00:15:52.680 Know
00:15:52.780 Went
00:15:52.960 On
00:15:53.120 To
00:15:53.260 Say
00:15:53.500 That
00:15:53.740 A
00:15:54.080 Lot
00:15:54.260 Of
00:15:54.380 That
00:15:54.540 Is
00:15:54.740 Pure
00:15:55.260 Mind
00:15:55.600 Control
00:15:56.120 And
00:15:56.380 A
00:15:56.420 Lot
00:15:56.580 Of
00:15:56.680 That
00:15:56.900 Is
00:15:58.540 You
00:15:58.820 Know
00:15:58.920 A
00:15:59.040 Lot
00:15:59.160 Of
00:15:59.280 What
00:15:59.400 We
00:15:59.560 Have
00:15:59.880 What
00:16:00.100 We
00:16:00.260 See
00:16:00.580 In
00:16:01.020 The
00:16:01.740 Bible
00:16:02.080 Is
00:16:02.580 Pure
00:16:03.060 Gold
00:16:03.480 It
00:16:03.660 Is
00:16:03.860 Pure
00:16:04.740 Truth
00:16:05.180 But
00:16:05.520 There
00:16:05.860 Have
00:16:06.080 Been
00:16:06.380 A
00:16:07.180 Lot
00:16:07.380 Of
00:16:07.500 Things
00:16:07.760 That
00:16:07.900 Have
00:16:08.000 Put
00:16:08.160 In
00:16:08.300 There
00:16:08.480 For
00:16:08.680 Control
00:16:09.160 And
00:16:09.420 It
00:16:09.520 Was
00:16:09.680 A
00:16:09.860 Strange
00:16:10.280 Conversation
00:16:10.960 About
00:16:11.200 Spirituality
00:16:12.120 And
00:16:12.380 I
00:16:13.320 Was
00:16:13.500 Still
00:16:13.700 Not
00:16:13.920 Ready
00:16:14.160 To
00:16:14.420 Take
00:16:14.740 That
00:16:14.920 Spiritual
00:16:15.340 Route
00:16:15.820 But
00:16:16.240 I
00:16:17.240 Was
00:16:17.980 Ready
00:16:18.240 To
00:16:18.440 Start
00:16:18.700 Like
00:16:18.920 Changing
00:16:19.260 My
00:16:19.520 Diet
00:16:19.900 And
00:16:20.540 Within
00:16:20.880 A
00:16:21.060 Few
00:16:21.180 Months
00:16:21.440 I
00:16:21.560 Quit
00:16:21.800 All
00:16:21.940 The
00:16:22.100 Pharmaceuticals
00:16:23.080 This
00:16:23.760 Was
00:16:23.920 Such
00:16:24.140 A
00:16:24.260 Profound
00:16:24.600 Experience
00:16:25.100 Like
00:16:25.420 I
00:16:25.560 Made
00:16:25.840 These
00:16:26.100 Changes
00:16:26.480 In
00:16:26.680 My
00:16:26.820 Life
00:16:27.060 Very
00:16:27.340 Rapidly
00:16:28.040 I
00:16:28.820 Also
00:16:29.100 Quit
00:16:29.360 My
00:16:29.540 Job
00:16:29.840 Within
00:16:30.080 Six
00:16:30.400 Months
00:16:30.700 Because
00:16:31.000 For
00:16:31.340 Some
00:16:31.580 Reason
00:16:31.880 At
00:16:32.080 My
00:16:32.260 Job
00:16:32.620 Shit
00:16:32.880 Started
00:16:33.180 Getting
00:16:33.460 So
00:16:39.680 Complete
00:16:40.140 Dicks
00:16:40.700 Every
00:16:41.820 Single
00:16:42.200 Customer
00:16:42.680 Was
00:16:42.900 Pissing
00:16:43.220 Me
00:16:43.400 Off
00:16:43.620 More
00:16:43.860 Than
00:16:44.020 Ever
00:16:44.220 And
00:16:44.380 I
00:16:44.460 Was
00:16:44.580 Like
00:16:44.760 All
00:16:45.020 Right
00:16:45.160 So
00:16:45.440 This
00:16:46.040 Is
00:16:46.180 It
00:16:46.400 I
00:16:46.640 Took
00:16:46.800 Out
00:16:46.940 My
00:16:47.100 401k
00:16:47.920 And
00:16:48.160 Yeah
00:16:48.780 Can I
00:16:49.120 Ask
00:16:49.320 You
00:16:49.420 Something
00:16:49.600 Real
00:16:49.820 Quick
00:16:49.980 Chris
00:16:50.280 So
00:16:51.100 So
00:16:51.120 Being
00:16:51.760 Into
00:16:52.300 Conspiracies
00:16:53.100 As
00:16:53.300 Long
00:16:53.480 As
00:16:53.660 You
00:16:53.820 Were
00:16:54.180 All
00:16:55.400 Of
00:16:55.580 That
00:16:55.820 Kind
00:16:56.180 Of
00:16:56.260 Crap
00:16:56.520 Comes
00:16:56.840 Up
00:16:57.060 About
00:16:57.380 The
00:16:57.600 Dangers
00:16:58.100 Of
00:16:58.600 Let's
00:16:59.060 Say
00:16:59.220 Like
00:16:59.520 The
00:17:00.420 Slop
00:17:01.060 That
00:17:01.220 They
00:17:01.340 Feed
00:17:01.600 Us
00:17:01.740 Through
00:17:01.940 All
00:17:02.080 These
00:17:02.240 Various
00:17:02.700 Corporations
00:17:03.260 And
00:17:03.420 Everything
00:17:03.680 What
00:17:04.600 Do
00:17:04.700 You
00:17:04.820 Think
00:17:05.080 Was
00:17:05.240 The
00:17:05.420 Reason
00:17:05.820 That
00:17:06.180 You
00:17:06.780 Never
00:17:07.060 Looked
00:17:07.360 At
00:17:07.480 That
00:17:07.780 Angle
00:17:08.080 Or
00:17:08.220 Maybe
00:17:08.440 You
00:17:08.600 Did
00:17:08.780 Look
00:17:08.960 At
00:17:09.040 It
00:17:09.120 But
00:17:09.240 You
00:17:09.340 Never
00:17:09.560 Incorporated
00:17:10.320 It
00:17:10.600 Into
00:17:11.040 Your
00:17:11.520 Life
00:17:12.460 Until
00:17:12.840 You
00:17:13.220 Know
00:17:13.320 At
00:17:13.540 The
00:17:13.640 Behest
00:17:13.920 Of
00:17:14.040 This
00:17:14.180 Entity
00:17:14.500 I
00:17:15.400 Was
00:17:15.580 Looking
00:17:15.880 At
00:17:16.060 All
00:17:16.320 Of
00:17:16.440 It
00:17:16.540 I
00:17:16.620 Was
00:17:16.760 Looking
00:17:17.060 At
00:17:17.340 Alternative
00:17:17.900 Health
00:17:18.300 But
00:17:19.280 At
00:17:19.400 The
00:17:19.540 Time
00:17:19.960 I
00:17:20.560 Was
00:17:20.880 Just
00:17:21.120 So
00:17:21.420 Lost
00:17:22.040 Emotionally
00:17:23.120 And
00:17:23.320 Spiritually
00:17:23.880 And
00:17:24.000 I
00:17:24.100 Had
00:17:32.240 Contact
00:17:32.360 Until
00:17:32.740 After
00:17:33.180 I
00:17:34.000 Made
00:17:34.220 Contact
00:17:34.620 With
00:17:35.060 What
00:17:35.960 This
00:17:36.300 Voice
00:17:36.820 Is
00:17:37.060 And
00:17:37.200 I
00:17:37.380 Know
00:17:37.680 I
00:17:37.780 I
00:17:37.860 I
00:17:38.160 I
00:17:38.180 I
00:17:38.200 I
00:17:39.080 I
00:17:39.420 I
00:17:39.580 I
00:17:41.080 I
00:17:41.620 I
00:17:41.640 I
00:17:41.660 I
00:17:41.680 I
00:17:41.700 I
00:17:41.800 I
00:17:41.840 I
00:17:41.960 I
00:17:42.120 I
00:17:42.220 I
00:17:42.840 I
00:17:43.460 I
00:17:43.480 I
00:17:43.500 I
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00:17:43.900 I
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00:17:45.560 I
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00:19:11.180 I
00:19:11.280 Had
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00:19:11.540 Psychedelics
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00:19:12.300 Was
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00:19:12.520 Teenager
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00:19:23.560 While
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00:19:28.520 Moved
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00:19:46.480 Magic
00:19:46.840 Mushrooms
00:19:47.300 Were
00:19:47.500 Legal
00:19:47.860 There
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00:19:48.900 I
00:19:49.040 Started
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00:20:56.020 God
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00:21:01.280 My
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00:21:02.760 Psilocybin
00:21:03.400 Mushrooms
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00:21:05.200 I
00:21:05.600 Noticed
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00:21:07.360 Of
00:21:07.880 Living
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00:21:16.140 Can
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00:21:20.200 And
00:21:20.480 Get
00:21:20.660 A
00:21:20.780 Hamburger
00:21:21.340 So
00:21:21.620 It
00:21:21.760 Just
00:21:21.920 Kept
00:21:22.180 Getting
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00:21:23.400 And
00:21:23.700 Better
00:21:23.960 And
00:21:24.200 That's
00:21:24.380 Like
00:21:24.580 You
00:21:24.880 Know
00:21:24.980 This
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00:21:25.480 You
00:21:25.740 Know
00:21:25.840 I
00:21:26.640 Can't
00:21:26.980 Deny
00:21:27.400 That
00:21:27.620 What
00:21:27.840 Happened
00:21:28.240 To
00:21:28.420 Me
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00:21:28.960 Those
00:21:29.880 Voices
00:21:30.380 Wasn't
00:21:31.560 A
00:21:32.200 Very
00:21:32.520 Powerful
00:21:33.120 Metaphysical
00:21:33.780 Experience
00:21:34.680 And
00:21:35.820 To
00:21:36.400 Basically
00:21:36.980 Lead
00:21:37.400 Me
00:21:37.600 On
00:21:37.780 My
00:21:37.960 Way
00:21:38.280 And
00:21:38.540 That
00:21:38.740 Basically
00:21:39.480 Opened
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00:21:40.100 Many
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00:21:40.840 Of
00:21:40.980 Understanding
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00:21:42.080 It
00:21:42.200 Also
00:21:42.520 Opened
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00:21:44.380 Lot
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00:21:44.700 Trouble
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00:21:45.240 Me
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00:21:47.800 Had
00:21:48.120 So
00:21:48.400 Many
00:21:48.640 Possibilities
00:21:49.460 Of
00:21:50.280 What
00:21:51.780 This
00:21:52.060 Realm
00:21:52.400 Is
00:21:52.760 Understanding
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00:21:53.960 Of
00:21:54.160 Reality
00:21:54.560 That
00:21:54.800 It
00:21:54.920 Almost
00:21:55.180 Drove
00:21:55.460 Me
00:21:55.620 Crazy
00:21:56.020 But
00:21:56.920 I
00:21:57.780 Was
00:21:57.960 Able
00:21:58.200 To
00:21:58.500 Pack
00:21:59.840 Everything
00:22:00.200 Together
00:22:00.660 In
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00:22:03.140 Actually
00:22:03.600 Through
00:22:04.580 A
00:22:04.880 Series
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00:22:05.420 Psychedelic
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00:22:07.280 Finishing
00:22:08.420 My
00:22:08.680 Movie
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00:22:09.980 Some
00:22:10.260 Real
00:22:10.620 Life
00:22:10.880 Experiences
00:22:11.620 That
00:22:12.100 Were
00:22:12.360 Pretty
00:22:13.340 Insane
00:22:13.940 Like
00:22:14.160 Going
00:22:14.360 To
00:22:14.520 Skinwalker
00:22:15.040 Ranch
00:22:15.480 And
00:22:15.700 You
00:22:17.380 Know
00:22:17.540 Witnessing
00:22:18.960 Some
00:22:19.220 Pretty
00:22:19.740 Interesting
00:22:20.200 Things
00:22:20.860 But
00:22:21.240 Yeah
00:22:22.180 We
00:22:23.540 You
00:22:24.360 Know
00:22:24.500 Ryan
00:22:24.760 Burns
00:22:25.140 Yeah
00:22:26.340 I
00:22:26.900 Don't
00:22:27.520 Know him
00:22:27.880 But
00:22:28.000 Yeah
00:22:28.180 Right
00:22:28.480 He
00:22:28.700 Ryan
00:22:29.660 Was
00:22:29.980 Technically
00:22:30.840 Hosting
00:22:31.280 The
00:22:31.420 Moon
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00:22:31.800 Thing
00:22:32.080 But
00:22:32.780 Then
00:22:33.060 There
00:22:33.420 Was
00:22:33.520 High
00:22:33.680 Levels
00:22:33.940 We
00:22:34.140 Were
00:22:34.380 Going
00:22:34.480 To
00:22:34.520 Moon
00:22:34.840 Lake
00:22:35.080 But
00:22:35.720 The
00:22:36.060 Entire
00:22:36.420 Event
00:22:36.660 Got
00:22:36.820 Canceled
00:22:37.160 Because
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00:22:38.460 Know
00:22:38.560 Unsafe
00:22:39.000 Levels
00:22:39.240 Of
00:22:39.340 Radiation
00:22:39.820 Yeah
00:22:40.620 I
00:22:40.800 Known
00:22:41.160 Ryan
00:22:41.460 For
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00:22:41.860 While
00:22:42.120 He
00:22:42.280 Came
00:22:42.460 On
00:22:42.560 My
00:22:42.700 Show
00:22:42.860 A
00:22:42.980 Long
00:22:43.100 Time
00:22:43.340 Ago
00:22:43.560 We
00:22:43.720 Hit
00:22:43.880 It
00:22:44.000 Off
00:22:44.300 And
00:22:44.600 He
00:22:44.920 Has
00:22:45.820 A
00:22:46.260 Ranch
00:22:46.900 Right
00:22:47.360 Next
00:22:47.800 Door
00:22:47.980 To
00:22:48.120 Skinwalker
00:22:48.640 Like
00:22:48.940 Literally
00:22:49.320 Right
00:22:49.640 Next
00:22:49.880 Door
00:22:50.100 Called
00:22:50.360 Space
00:22:50.700 Wolf
00:22:50.920 Research
00:22:51.300 And
00:22:52.380 And
00:22:52.400 We
00:22:52.520 Went
00:22:52.740 Spent
00:22:53.000 For
00:22:54.420 Filming
00:22:54.920 Doors
00:22:55.600 Of
00:22:55.760 Perception
00:22:56.320 And
00:22:57.520 Man
00:22:57.900 It
00:22:58.660 Wasn't
00:22:59.040 So
00:22:59.240 Much
00:22:59.560 What
00:22:59.900 We
00:23:00.280 Saw
00:23:00.680 But
00:23:00.920 Because
00:23:01.320 We
00:23:01.440 Saw
00:23:01.620 Some
00:23:01.780 Crazy
00:23:02.100 Shit
00:23:02.400 But
00:23:02.660 It
00:23:03.300 Was
00:23:03.520 The
00:23:03.720 Stories
00:23:04.320 That
00:23:04.720 Ryan
00:23:05.240 Told
00:23:06.080 Us
00:23:06.480 About
00:23:07.100 Some
00:23:07.480 Of
00:23:07.580 The
00:23:07.700 Things
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00:23:50.580 90%
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00:24:04.840 Level
00:24:05.140 Than
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00:24:09.840 Out
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00:24:13.180 Thinning
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00:24:31.460 Technology
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00:24:33.520 Old
00:24:33.760 Explanation
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00:25:02.200 Aerospace
00:25:02.800 Companies
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00:25:07.300 Ryan
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00:25:15.020 Has
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00:25:15.800 Satanist
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00:25:17.840 Sliver
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00:25:34.580 Around
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00:25:58.700 Whatever
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00:26:09.960 Little
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00:26:24.560 The
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00:26:25.320 15
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00:26:26.340 Colin
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00:26:29.220 A
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00:26:33.020 A
00:26:33.460 Divorce
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00:26:35.280 And
00:26:36.600 One
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00:26:38.160 To
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00:26:39.380 He
00:26:39.680 Comes
00:26:40.140 Into
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00:26:40.900 Something
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00:26:41.480 Him
00:26:41.640 To
00:26:41.880 Quit
00:26:42.180 His
00:26:42.420 Job
00:26:42.920 Which
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00:26:43.480 Promptly
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00:26:45.500 Know
00:26:45.600 He
00:26:45.740 He
00:26:45.780 He
00:26:46.040 He
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00:26:46.120 He
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00:26:57.460 That
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00:27:02.560 Me
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00:27:03.880 I
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00:27:04.180 Had
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00:27:06.740 Ways
00:27:06.960 Yours
00:27:07.220 Is
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00:27:08.660 Amazing
00:27:10.540 In
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00:27:11.760 His
00:27:12.500 But
00:27:12.780 Ultimately
00:27:14.160 What
00:27:14.900 Ends
00:27:15.080 Up
00:27:15.220 Happening
00:27:15.560 Is
00:27:15.980 He
00:27:16.680 Is
00:27:17.240 One
00:27:18.360 Experiences
00:27:20.080 An
00:27:20.240 Abduction
00:27:20.540 Scenario
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00:27:22.200 Wakes
00:27:22.740 Up
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00:27:23.400 And
00:27:24.160 They
00:27:24.420 Tell
00:27:24.900 Him
00:27:25.060 Number
00:27:25.240 One
00:27:25.520 Calm
00:27:25.860 Down
00:27:26.140 You've
00:27:26.600 Consented
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00:27:27.500 You
00:27:28.400 Don't
00:27:28.560 Remember
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00:27:29.240 You
00:27:29.380 Have
00:27:29.560 Consented
00:27:29.960 To
00:27:30.140 This
00:27:30.320 Number
00:27:30.820 Two
00:27:31.060 You're
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00:27:32.940 Coming
00:27:33.180 War
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00:27:34.700 This
00:27:34.860 Anticipatory
00:27:35.760 Event
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00:27:37.460 That
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00:27:44.660 I
00:27:45.340 Think
00:27:45.560 He
00:27:45.720 Went
00:27:46.120 Did
00:27:47.080 He
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00:27:47.400 Completely
00:27:48.000 Vegan
00:27:49.100 Or
00:27:49.840 I
00:27:50.580 Don't
00:27:50.680 Know
00:27:50.760 If
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00:27:50.880 Went
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00:27:51.260 Or
00:27:51.580 Vegetarian
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00:27:52.480 He
00:27:52.580 Did
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00:27:52.980 Was
00:27:53.080 A
00:27:53.180 Dramatic
00:27:53.480 I
00:27:53.940 Think
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00:27:54.320 I
00:27:54.480 Just
00:27:55.580 Stopped
00:27:55.940 Eating
00:27:56.220 Like
00:27:57.040 You
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00:27:57.460 Processed
00:27:58.200 Foods
00:27:58.560 And
00:27:58.740 Shit
00:27:58.980 Basically
00:27:59.480 Yeah
00:27:59.860 Yeah
00:28:00.300 But
00:28:00.600 It
00:28:00.700 Is
00:28:00.840 Interesting
00:28:01.240 Because
00:28:01.820 Now
00:28:02.700 Obviously
00:28:03.200 You
00:28:03.920 Don't
00:28:04.040 Need
00:28:04.180 An
00:28:04.300 Entity
00:28:04.560 To
00:28:04.740 Tell
00:28:04.880 You
00:28:04.960 That
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00:28:05.220 You
00:28:05.300 Listen
00:28:05.460 To
00:28:05.600 Joe
00:28:05.760 Rogan
00:28:06.040 He's
00:28:06.220 Going
00:28:06.320 To
00:28:06.360 I
00:28:06.800 Don't
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00:28:07.560 Should
00:28:07.740 Eat
00:28:07.860 Some
00:28:08.060 Who
00:28:08.400 Told
00:28:08.620 Joe
00:28:08.800 Rogan
00:28:09.100 That
00:28:09.280 John
00:28:11.480 C
00:28:12.540 Lily
00:28:12.720 Float
00:28:13.080 Tanks
00:28:13.340 And
00:28:13.480 Doing
00:28:13.640 DMT
00:28:14.060 But
00:28:14.760 It's
00:28:15.940 Interesting
00:28:16.260 Because
00:28:16.620 There
00:28:16.960 Is
00:28:17.100 This
00:28:17.280 Aspect
00:28:17.620 Of
00:28:17.780 Cleaning
00:28:18.160 Up
00:28:18.340 Your
00:28:18.440 Life
00:28:18.700 And
00:28:19.280 I
00:28:19.920 Think
00:28:20.140 You
00:28:20.260 Probably
00:28:20.540 Understand
00:28:21.120 Chris
00:28:21.640 Unless
00:28:23.000 You
00:28:23.300 Have
00:28:23.500 The
00:28:23.620 Experience
00:28:24.100 Yourself
00:28:24.620 It's
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00:38:07.320 I
00:38:07.380 In
00:38:07.620 She
00:38:08.200 Is
00:38:10.180 Not
00:38:10.520 Okay
00:38:10.640 Let's
00:38:11.280 Just
00:38:11.560 Wait
00:38:11.820 Two
00:38:12.720 Hours
00:38:13.080 Go
00:38:13.320 By
00:38:13.620 And
00:38:13.760 She
00:38:14.000 Is
00:38:14.140 Like
00:38:14.340 I
00:38:14.600 Feel
00:38:14.900 Sleepy
00:38:15.340 Not
00:38:15.540 Feeling
00:38:15.800 Anything
00:38:16.180 I
00:38:16.340 I
00:38:16.380 I
00:38:16.440 I
00:38:16.780 Like
00:38:17.000 That
00:38:17.240 By
00:38:17.560 Then
00:38:17.840 We
00:38:18.020 Had
00:38:18.180 Given
00:38:18.420 Her
00:38:18.560 Five
00:38:18.960 Grams
00:38:19.380 And
00:38:19.480 She
00:38:19.660 Is
00:38:19.740 Not
00:38:20.100 Like
00:38:20.680 These
00:38:21.020 Are
00:38:21.580 Super
00:38:22.000 Mushrooms
00:38:22.420 And
00:38:22.520 She
00:38:26.600 Yeah
00:38:27.040 So
00:38:27.480 Like
00:38:27.760 She's
00:38:28.020 Like
00:38:28.160 Nope
00:38:28.400 Nothing
00:38:28.760 So
00:38:31.040 We're
00:38:31.440 Having
00:38:31.740 This
00:38:31.960 Conversation
00:38:32.620 And
00:38:32.800 Eventually
00:38:33.300 What
00:38:34.720 She's
00:38:35.040 Saying
00:38:35.380 Sounds
00:38:35.960 Not
00:38:36.480 Right
00:38:36.740 It's
00:38:36.920 Getting
00:38:37.100 Weird
00:38:38.300 So I look at her and she says, you know, I found you a while back.
00:38:42.620 I helped you get where you are now.
00:38:45.060 And I have this feeling, I just have this feeling, you don't love me anymore.
00:38:49.100 When she said that, I shit you not, she grew like two or three feet and shape shifted into this reptilian monster, dude.
00:38:58.800 She had yellow pointy teeth, yellow eyes, and she was still wearing my ex-girlfriend's nightie.
00:39:05.920 It's like six foot tall reptilian.
00:39:08.680 How many, how many, how many, how many mushrooms?
00:39:11.380 Cause I, I've, I've taken, uh, I took about five grams.
00:39:14.580 Okay.
00:39:15.040 Cause I took about five grams and this has never happened in my life.
00:39:17.880 I've never had a hallucination.
00:39:19.600 Like close to seeing that at all.
00:39:21.860 I saw the ground expanding and breathing a little bit.
00:39:24.700 That was about the extent for me.
00:39:26.460 Never.
00:39:26.940 This is, but it gets crazier.
00:39:29.240 She shape shifts.
00:39:30.420 She's like, you don't love me anymore.
00:39:32.720 I'm like, what the fuck?
00:39:34.040 I take off.
00:39:34.780 I'm running.
00:39:35.240 I run down to my basement and I look back and I see her.
00:39:39.140 She's to be a big lizard woman chasing me in a nightgown.
00:39:43.500 I'm like, what the fuck?
00:39:45.040 I go and I lock myself in Tokyo, dude.
00:39:49.980 I lock myself in the basement and this is when shit really falls apart.
00:39:54.000 My entire basement shifts into a dungeon, bro.
00:39:57.000 I have bars on my windows.
00:39:59.200 I look outside the sky's blood red.
00:40:01.940 I'm like, what the fuck is, I'm like, okay, I'm the first person that OD'd on mushrooms.
00:40:06.920 I'm obviously in hell.
00:40:07.940 Wait, wait, wait, Chris, Chris, is it, can you like, um, like, is it, can you see the reality
00:40:13.780 underneath it?
00:40:14.480 Is it like, or is it perfectly tethered, a perfect overlay?
00:40:17.580 I'm in a different realm, man.
00:40:19.240 I'm like, dude, it is terrifying, but I'm still in my, I can still like navigate.
00:40:24.740 It's my house, but it's different.
00:40:26.540 It's totally different.
00:40:27.620 I go back up.
00:40:28.420 There's like cobwebs everywhere.
00:40:30.140 There's, it's like a dingy John dungeon every go, everywhere I go.
00:40:33.880 Have you, have you ever heard of like the, the mother horse eyes?
00:40:37.240 It's like a long Reddit post.
00:40:38.640 Oh yeah.
00:40:39.480 There's like a mother horse eyes kind of a thing, right?
00:40:41.460 Well, yeah.
00:40:41.980 I mean, in part of it, in the mother horse eyes cabin where the kids go, there is a room
00:40:47.020 that is a basement, but it's also a dungeon.
00:40:49.600 It's a dungeon, right?
00:40:50.220 It's weird.
00:40:50.520 It's kind of weird.
00:40:51.080 It's strange overlap, but that's interesting.
00:40:52.620 That also has to do with like, it's like the LSD room.
00:40:55.600 Check out mother horse eyes.
00:40:57.040 Oh, you'd love it, Chris.
00:40:58.100 You'd love it.
00:40:58.620 It's a Reddit post, it's a 10 hour listen, but it's like a Reddit post that the guy has
00:41:03.940 posted in different subreddits and it's a cohesive story.
00:41:06.680 Great story.
00:41:07.440 It is gripping.
00:41:08.640 It is gripping.
00:41:09.760 And I think it's, I think it's real, but look, I just want to say for the audience one more
00:41:15.080 time, like if you've never done mushrooms, like I've done mushrooms, I've done five dried
00:41:18.740 grams.
00:41:19.040 That's supposed to be like a heroic dose.
00:41:20.640 You don't get, I didn't get like, I engaged in a conversation with my buddy's mom for like
00:41:28.560 a good hour and she never knew I was on mushrooms.
00:41:30.460 Like it is a manageable experience, unless maybe you get like, you know, you, you start
00:41:35.220 to go to a dark place in your mind, but nothing, I'm just saying like things maybe looked a
00:41:39.600 little bit more vivid.
00:41:40.600 The world was maybe a little bit more beautiful in its way.
00:41:43.980 Um, and there was some strange, you know, uh, visual hallucinations like the ground kind
00:41:48.700 of expanding and contracting.
00:41:49.860 Like it was breathing.
00:41:51.300 Um, you, you have some visual acuity, you know, really get dialed up, but what he's talking
00:41:56.020 about that is not your run of the mill.
00:41:59.460 That's not a normal, that's like an acid.
00:42:02.080 What was what's really happening.
00:42:03.720 That is a wild level of, of, I, you know, hallucination feels like a stupid ass word.
00:42:09.760 I tend to agree with Chris.
00:42:10.920 You were in a different realm, homie.
00:42:13.220 Dude, it, it, it, it felt like it.
00:42:15.340 And like I said, I thought I, I, I, I didn't know what to do.
00:42:18.720 I sneaked back upstairs and somehow I managed to avoid the six foot tall reptilian in a nighty.
00:42:24.000 And I sneak into my bathroom and I'm like, I locked the bathroom door.
00:42:29.060 Uh, I don't know what to do.
00:42:30.500 I turn on the shower, I jump in the shower and like water's just pouring on steaming hot water.
00:42:34.840 I'm like, uh, I start praying.
00:42:37.760 I said, God.
00:42:39.520 And as soon as I said, God, please is fucking rumbling in my stomach.
00:42:44.940 And I puked up this black viscous.
00:42:48.560 I don't know what the fuck it was.
00:42:50.180 And then I hear this voice say, no, you're being deceived.
00:42:55.240 And like everything just snapped back.
00:42:57.740 I'm not in a dungeon anymore.
00:42:59.220 I'm in my bathroom.
00:43:00.580 Everything's like actually beautiful and bright and shiny.
00:43:03.480 And I feel like this powerful, loving presence in the room with me.
00:43:07.880 And I'm like, what the fuck?
00:43:09.760 I opened the door.
00:43:10.620 I look out and it's my ex-girlfriend again.
00:43:12.940 She's not a lizard.
00:43:14.140 She's sitting on my bed like, what the fuck is going on?
00:43:18.300 And I'm like, I don't want to talk about it.
00:43:20.500 I just, I went grab a bottle of wine and I fucking just went upstairs and locked myself in the upstairs.
00:43:26.180 And I'm just fucking drank until I passed out.
00:43:28.600 I was like, what the fuck happened?
00:43:30.320 Did you ever tell her like what you said?
00:43:32.320 Well, here's, here's what happened.
00:43:34.060 The next day I explained everything.
00:43:35.740 And this is, this is where I'm at with it.
00:43:37.740 And after the following days and weeks, I saw a different side of this woman that I hadn't seen before.
00:43:44.860 You could say a very cold, manipulative, reptilian side of her.
00:43:50.560 Eight foot tall side of her.
00:43:51.420 No, she, she didn't shapeshift anymore, but she was such a bitch after like she was trying to, I even caught it like trying to steal money from me.
00:43:58.960 Like all kinds of shit that I, I don't know if I just didn't see it before.
00:44:02.840 Where I'm at is maybe the mushrooms were trying to fucking tell me something about this lady and it all manifested after the fact, like she was a cold hearted reptilian bitch.
00:44:14.200 Even if she wasn't a reptilian, that's what she started.
00:44:17.800 That's what started coming out.
00:44:19.120 And I had to, I had to cut it off.
00:44:20.840 I'm like, man, that's what that was about.
00:44:23.420 Either she's a reptilian or she's got some reptilian energy that I'm not supposed to be with here.
00:44:29.420 I think those mushrooms saved my life with that one.
00:44:31.560 I mean, people have some, some passengers, some dark passengers sometimes.
00:44:35.260 I think that, uh, what, well, what happened to you, that vomiting of, of this black bile that you're talking about when we speak to deliverance ministers, um, oh, that's interesting.
00:44:45.500 They'll often talk about that.
00:44:46.940 Uh, like there'll be like a purging, a physical purging.
00:44:49.620 So Laura Baker has mentioned it.
00:44:51.060 Uh, I think Randy Goodwin also has mentioned, and it's black, black, black bile.
00:44:55.900 Get this, after this, I never got into a shitty relationship again.
00:45:00.460 Hmm.
00:45:01.380 Dang.
00:45:02.260 You might've accidentally, uh, delivered yourself.
00:45:05.020 Expelled.
00:45:05.620 Yeah.
00:45:06.000 That bad relationship demon.
00:45:09.880 Dude.
00:45:10.720 That's very possible.
00:45:12.240 That's fascinating.
00:45:13.240 Yeah, man.
00:45:13.820 I mean, uh, it's crazy that you could like, what's crazy is, so a lot of people, obviously the Christian, some Christian people before in the YouTube chat were a little pissed off at what Chris is saying.
00:45:23.760 Yeah.
00:45:24.280 But I, they're always pissed off every episode.
00:45:26.080 Yeah.
00:45:26.260 They're like, these guys suck.
00:45:27.600 Yeah.
00:45:27.820 But no, um, I just think that there's more than one way to skin a cat.
00:45:31.560 So the instructions in the Bible, the instructions you're going to get at church or from other people who are within the Christian faith will tell you, well, here are the steps.
00:45:39.980 And those are, those steps work to do some of these things.
00:45:42.400 But we talk to a lot of people now who do this to themselves accidentally.
00:45:47.720 Yeah.
00:45:47.820 And it's like, there are like transmutable characteristics of things that you can do, and then you'll get the same result.
00:45:55.700 Well, even, even me, it's like, I'm sitting here, this is a Christian show.
00:46:00.000 I don't know if you know that.
00:46:00.560 This is a Christian show.
00:46:01.280 This is a Christian show.
00:46:01.920 And, uh, and, and I've been through all of that.
00:46:04.680 I mean, I came through what I guess would be best described as like Gnosticism, you know, uh, and, and, and certainly.
00:46:12.460 You were gay when I met you.
00:46:13.280 And still gay now.
00:46:14.340 And certainly a lot of, uh, drug use, you know, I was, I was doing.
00:46:17.820 A lot of fun stuff.
00:46:19.700 And, um, you know, we don't advocate for it, Chris, only because it's like, we don't know where people are in their lives, you know?
00:46:26.680 But, but I don't think that, um, how do I, how do I say this?
00:46:31.520 It's like, I know people, I mean, much like your story here, you know what I mean?
00:46:35.520 It's like, well, what, like you said before, what are the fruits of what you went through?
00:46:39.080 You're living a life that is in alignment with Jesus Christ teachings.
00:46:42.480 You're, you're praying, you're closer to Jesus and God, you know, than you have been before.
00:46:46.740 Um, I, you know, you treat people better, all these different things.
00:46:49.920 This is a fucking Christian show, you know, but, uh, um, there is an, an audience or, or I guess a type of character that really, um, uh, locks up.
00:47:03.900 And it's, I guess at the end of the day, it's like you, you're putting limitations on God.
00:47:08.900 If you think that God can only use, you know, the Christian church or the Catholic church to put you through the process that he needs to put you through in order for you to be utilized by him.
00:47:17.920 Um, well, I mean, it's like, it's, it's what a parent that it's the advice a parent would give to a child.
00:47:22.940 Yeah.
00:47:23.340 Like I wouldn't want you to, uh, go and, and get in the same, get to the same spot that I'm at, but like do it, uh, through trial and error.
00:47:33.080 I'll be like, Hey, this is what worked for me.
00:47:34.520 You know what I'm saying?
00:47:35.580 Like avoid this.
00:47:36.320 Like I was just telling you about our friend, Colin, he, uh, he did the same thing and had pretty good results.
00:47:43.340 He's in contact.
00:47:44.120 He was in contact with what he said was angels and things like that, getting great advice.
00:47:48.040 But now like to this day, he's still going through a slew of paranormal activity.
00:47:52.440 Like, uh, a lot of orb stuff.
00:47:54.640 His girlfriend now is, they're dealing with a lizard.
00:47:58.160 I don't think so.
00:48:00.800 No, but his girlfriend now is dealing with, uh, like, uh,
00:48:04.520 she's having experiences like abduction type experiences, not necessarily.
00:48:09.460 But I do wonder, it's like anybody who, even if you go, like, let's say you become a minister, right?
00:48:14.380 Or something like that.
00:48:15.080 Like people will say like, yo, you're in the battle now.
00:48:18.240 And when you, when you do that, when you decide, what are the rules?
00:48:22.100 It's crazy.
00:48:22.960 We don't, we don't know.
00:48:23.880 I don't know.
00:48:24.420 I don't know.
00:48:24.980 Yeah.
00:48:25.220 That's one thing.
00:48:25.780 You're never going to get the rules in this place, man.
00:48:28.560 I think that was part of my journey is just being thrown into the fire and making my own mistakes.
00:48:33.960 And just learning from them.
00:48:36.360 And that's what it's been up until now.
00:48:38.400 And, you know, like I said, I have no need to, to go back and do, you know, psilocybin or anything like that again.
00:48:45.220 I don't ever really meditate much anymore.
00:48:47.380 I, you know, before I'm going to sleep, I can quiet down and everything enough to hear if I have to tell myself anything, you know, anything important.
00:48:55.420 And it's just, you know, people, you know, whenever you say that it's such a triggering thing, you're talking to voices.
00:49:01.600 I mean, everybody does.
00:49:03.080 They just don't, you know, it's not, I somehow got the, got, was able to separate it through a series of experiences and then reintegrate it to have a better understanding of what it's always really been.
00:49:15.740 And that's interesting.
00:49:16.660 The talking to voices thing is crazy too.
00:49:18.660 I mean, our boy, Frank, just had on Jerry Marzinski, who we'll have on again.
00:49:22.920 I think you've had him on the other day.
00:49:24.500 Yeah.
00:49:24.580 Yeah.
00:49:24.980 I love it.
00:49:25.820 I'm so glad that he's getting, you know, such important information that he has to share with people.
00:49:31.580 Yeah.
00:49:31.740 I mean, obviously he tells it, he, he explains it way better than we can.
00:49:35.200 And we just like regurgitate this stuff, but it's like, yeah, dude, everybody has these voices at the end of Frank show.
00:49:40.860 He really nailed it.
00:49:41.920 He's like, I just want your audience to know everybody hears these voices.
00:49:46.980 The question is, is like, if you are like, you have to be aware of the one listening, who's listening because that's you and everything else may not be most likely will not be.
00:49:58.500 I think it's like 80%.
00:49:59.640 Yeah.
00:50:00.000 I agree with that.
00:50:01.080 I think we all hear him.
00:50:02.420 It's just how loud do we hear him?
00:50:03.800 And then also it was like, what came to you?
00:50:06.640 It's an entity, but does this always have to be a negative thing?
00:50:09.420 What came to Mary?
00:50:10.860 You know, what came to most of the people in the Bible, the prophets?
00:50:13.540 It was like, it doesn't always have to be a fallen one.
00:50:16.900 And then ultimately, even when something does come to you, you know, we were given free will here.
00:50:22.440 So you still have a decision to make in this.
00:50:25.580 Well, you got to test it.
00:50:26.660 You got to test it.
00:50:27.400 Yeah.
00:50:27.560 And then it's like, you know, if you feel as though this is a negative, you don't have to do what this thing says.
00:50:32.660 That's a wild, I mean, we get those all the time, right?
00:50:34.960 Where it's like, you're driving down the highway and it's like, pull that wheel, dog.
00:50:37.780 Yeah.
00:50:38.320 All the time.
00:50:39.060 And sometimes I pull it so hard, dog.
00:50:40.120 Sometimes I do.
00:50:40.800 I go, you know what?
00:50:41.140 You're right.
00:50:42.320 And I go, oh, that wasn't good.
00:50:43.660 Shouldn't have listened to that.
00:50:44.640 You know?
00:50:44.900 So, I mean, you don't always have to.
00:50:46.980 But yeah, it's just a, it's, it's a weird thing because, you know, once again, just to reiterate, this is a Christian show.
00:50:53.700 We draw.
00:50:54.440 No, we're doing better.
00:50:55.900 We are doing better.
00:50:58.020 We're doing a lot better.
00:50:59.700 But we draw a specific audience.
00:51:02.020 And sometimes those, and sometimes those people, they get a little bit scared.
00:51:06.940 And that's okay.
00:51:07.920 It's okay to get a little bit scared.
00:51:09.560 But like, you know, calm down.
00:51:12.800 You know what I mean?
00:51:13.920 Look, I want to get into this documentary.
00:51:16.660 Fear not.
00:51:17.400 Chris.
00:51:17.840 There you go.
00:51:18.600 Do not fear.
00:51:19.280 This documentary that you made, there's two documentaries, but I want, I want to specifically talk about the, what was it called?
00:51:26.860 The Layers of Perception?
00:51:28.160 Doors of Perception.
00:51:29.060 Doors of Perception.
00:51:30.560 Yeah, yeah.
00:51:31.040 So, so what's the premise of that?
00:51:33.200 How do you set out to make this documentary?
00:51:36.340 What is it?
00:51:36.700 What is it all about?
00:51:37.540 Well, I see.
00:51:38.160 Is this a trailer?
00:51:39.100 Could we?
00:51:39.560 It is.
00:51:40.020 Yes, you can play the trailer.
00:51:41.360 Oh, dude, let's play that.
00:51:42.280 That's great.
00:51:42.840 Let's play it.
00:51:43.140 Why are we going to listen to Chris?
00:51:44.160 Yeah.
00:51:44.640 We can just play listen to the YouTube video.
00:51:46.900 Unbelievable.
00:51:47.500 I mean, might as well.
00:51:48.160 Let's, let's check it out.
00:51:49.080 I'm interested.
00:51:53.680 We can hear this.
00:51:54.460 The nature of this experience seems to always be just beyond the reach of our science, technology, and consciousness collective.
00:52:03.480 This guy sounds a lot.
00:52:04.080 There's layers upon layers upon layers.
00:52:06.260 It does add such an element of mystery to this place.
00:52:08.720 Why are we here?
00:52:10.120 We're getting closer to the truth now.
00:52:13.600 There's too many people experiencing profound interactions with conscious entities.
00:52:17.760 I'm focused on the non-human intelligence contact phenomenon in dreams.
00:52:23.140 Dreams involve interactions with real entities.
00:52:27.520 People are waking up paralyzed.
00:52:30.160 They're sensing or seeing something very evil in the room.
00:52:34.280 I have experienced sleep paralysis.
00:52:37.380 Shadow people start to appear.
00:52:39.500 I was taken from my earliest memories by non-human alien entities.
00:52:46.500 More and more people are wanting to talk about these things.
00:52:51.600 A UFOlogist would say, well, that's obviously an extraterrestrial.
00:52:56.260 And a paranormal researcher would say, well, that's a ghost.
00:52:59.040 Well, what if it's all of those things and none of those things?
00:53:03.100 The entities, the intelligence that were just beyond our understanding.
00:53:07.340 There seems to be something a little extra that can take forms of anything.
00:53:11.720 I can't believe what I've seen, but it continues on a daily basis.
00:53:16.580 We're definitely not alone.
00:53:18.640 UFOs, UAPs, portals opening up.
00:53:22.220 I live with all this supernatural stuff.
00:53:25.180 You kind of grow up with that around here.
00:53:27.360 You see a lot of strange things.
00:53:29.180 I don't like to talk about skinwalkers too much.
00:53:33.860 I had an experience with a skinwalker entity.
00:53:38.660 People, they would say they were transformed into bears, into wolves.
00:53:43.540 There's these bad things that occur.
00:53:46.500 Ghosts, UFOs, and all types of things coming from somewhere.
00:53:51.100 Our beliefs, our emotions, and our fears
00:53:53.940 all seem to heavily influence the nature of these experiences.
00:53:59.180 There is so much more that we just don't have time for
00:54:02.340 in this busy, loud, noisy life that we lead.
00:54:06.380 All of this is planned. Everything is synchronicity.
00:54:09.620 There's so much more out there.
00:54:11.000 We really are picking up such a small, small percentage
00:54:13.280 of the electromagnetic spectrum.
00:54:14.880 The world is an amazing place.
00:54:17.500 It feels like we're gods in training.
00:54:23.820 Man, I am schizophrenic now.
00:54:26.360 I'm stoked.
00:54:27.260 Dude, I like that.
00:54:28.220 That's not out yet?
00:54:30.460 That is.
00:54:30.920 It's on Amazon Prime.
00:54:32.340 Oh, good.
00:54:33.140 I'm watching that 100% tonight.
00:54:35.860 100% tonight I'm watching.
00:54:37.440 That looks awesome, dude.
00:54:39.260 Oh, my goodness.
00:54:40.660 It's so great too because...
00:54:42.080 All my favorite things.
00:54:43.380 And all my favorite people too.
00:54:45.320 Oh, my God.
00:54:45.860 I want to just hang out in a room of all those people.
00:54:48.720 Vicky Joy.
00:54:49.420 I know.
00:54:49.800 Vicky Joy Anderson.
00:54:50.480 Yeah, man.
00:54:51.180 Dude, man.
00:54:53.460 I don't know.
00:54:55.100 Before we get into the larger topic, I got to ask you a question, Chris.
00:54:58.100 Do you think that all these things are coming to a head?
00:55:01.720 Because that documentary trailer that we just watched was a summation of the last 10 episodes
00:55:08.340 that we did.
00:55:09.080 I mean, all of the episodes.
00:55:11.180 This is summation of our show.
00:55:12.260 It's basically we're done doing the show now.
00:55:14.620 We'll use it as our intro and then we won't even do the show.
00:55:17.060 We'll just play the documentary every episode because it's what it is.
00:55:20.920 And then I'll hop on.
00:55:22.600 I'll go, did you know politics is theater?
00:55:24.320 I'll say that every day.
00:55:25.860 Next, next.
00:55:26.400 Man.
00:55:26.760 So do you think these things are happening more frequently?
00:55:31.880 Is it coming to a head?
00:55:33.780 Is it the awareness surrounding it is becoming exponentially larger?
00:55:38.780 I think the awareness, more people, especially after 2020, started questioning the nature of
00:55:44.680 reality in general.
00:55:46.220 And it's like this huge domino effect that affected the rest of the planet.
00:55:53.380 And now we have people who were too afraid to talk about their weird paranormal experiences,
00:55:59.700 their extraterrestrial experiences.
00:56:01.080 Now it's okay because the government says that aliens are real.
00:56:04.900 So now these people who have shut up about it and were too terrified to be judged about
00:56:09.920 their experiences are all coming out and saying, oh, well, the government said it's real.
00:56:14.620 They won't judge me as much anymore if I talk about it.
00:56:17.500 More people are coming out talking about their experiences.
00:56:20.280 And we're comparing notes because we have the internet.
00:56:23.380 Now, I think AI and a lot of the psychological operations are throwing, trying to throw a
00:56:31.120 wrench in that right now and causing confusion and people not to know what the fuck is really
00:56:35.720 going on.
00:56:36.680 But the information is coming out.
00:56:38.820 It's having an effect on people.
00:56:40.660 I don't know if it's happening more, but I think there is more of a collective awareness
00:56:45.560 of it.
00:56:46.340 And when it does happen, it's getting more immediate attention.
00:56:50.660 I understand what you're saying.
00:56:52.700 And I wonder what you think about, you know, you engage with this phenomenon, if you, especially
00:56:58.540 if you choose a side, it seems that, you know, both positive and negative entities will interact
00:57:03.040 to whatever degree.
00:57:05.140 We're aware of a situation that's like unfolding in Indiana that partly is what our friend Colin
00:57:11.280 is involved in.
00:57:12.040 And it seems that a lot of people in Indiana are having this, like it's a vision or it's
00:57:17.240 a dream.
00:57:17.640 And these people are unassociated with each other, but they are coincidentally, if you
00:57:22.540 believe in that, in Southern Indiana.
00:57:24.740 And the dream or the vision is that they are going through a recruitment process.
00:57:28.780 They're being petitioned by a negative entity.
00:57:31.760 He seems like kind of a head honcho negative entity.
00:57:34.100 I think one person even said that it, it, uh, described itself as ball, which is interesting
00:57:39.020 because ball is sort of a story that Tony Merkel broke.
00:57:42.780 Yes.
00:57:43.240 Yes.
00:57:43.420 So Tony's been talking about his story that we broke.
00:57:46.100 Well, look, Tony has done a lot more work on it, but what I will say is I heard it from
00:57:50.540 Tony first.
00:57:51.140 So what, what happened is Tony, it's, it's funny.
00:57:55.360 Uh, Tony had, uh, the, the story about, is the guy's name Roy?
00:57:59.180 I forget what the guy's name is.
00:58:00.640 It was like part of his dark, dark shift series.
00:58:04.240 Yeah.
00:58:04.660 And then he also has another guy that's in Indiana.
00:58:07.260 It was the, uh, predator episode.
00:58:09.600 Oh yeah.
00:58:09.880 Yeah.
00:58:10.280 Like a hell's angel.
00:58:11.180 One of those like biker club dudes that ran into the predator, but also had this experience
00:58:15.700 where he was, uh, proposed by well-dressed entity, shows him the girls.
00:58:20.480 You can come here, but he's in some sort of underground cavern.
00:58:23.540 Yeah.
00:58:23.760 He says, no.
00:58:24.980 And we get Colin, we start the show 15 episodes and you know, 15 episodes.
00:58:30.000 That's like, that's nothing.
00:58:31.500 Yeah.
00:58:31.660 We're almost at 200 at this point, but realistically we've done probably closer to four because
00:58:36.380 we do like a lot of others.
00:58:37.480 So just the main line.
00:58:38.900 Um, and yeah, so we get Colin at 15 and the timeframe was similar.
00:58:44.040 It was, it wasn't even similar because Tony hadn't released that until like later.
00:58:48.620 Yeah.
00:58:48.780 Yeah.
00:58:48.960 Yeah.
00:58:49.120 So Tony picked up on it.
00:58:50.180 We released it as soon as we, we passed Colin along to Tony as well.
00:58:53.340 Cause we're like, yo, this dude's in Indiana and he interviewed him.
00:58:55.840 So it's like, now it's like this compilation of things happening in this, in this, uh,
00:59:00.960 so our, our research is over overlapping with Tony's, but, but, but, but we say, uh, this
00:59:05.840 is a Christian show, but we say choice words sometimes.
00:59:08.560 And so Tony goes, well, you know, and I don't blame them and I don't blame them because
00:59:12.260 we're terrible.
00:59:13.040 We're terrible.
00:59:13.660 And also this show is not, it's not necessarily about the, um, experiences of these people.
00:59:18.580 We do a show like that where we just read them.
00:59:21.100 But, uh, obviously Tony's is like, you know, interview based on these people that have these
00:59:25.320 experiences.
00:59:25.720 That's a hard show to do.
00:59:26.800 It's a very hard show to do because it's predicated on, you know, the listenability of your guests
00:59:31.240 and your guests is just some dude that went through something bizarre.
00:59:34.020 Uh, but, uh, so, so my, my question is like, cause I, I know what you're saying at the
00:59:40.600 top of the show, or maybe it was even before we started the show, Chris, you said, you don't
00:59:43.560 necessarily agree with this idea that like we're barreling towards some sort of end times.
00:59:47.980 And, um, and I can see even how there's like an engineered effort to make us feel like we
00:59:52.500 are.
00:59:52.760 And I could also see the usefulness of that, uh, that narrative, if you really are engineering
00:59:57.020 that and weaponizing that against people.
00:59:59.440 However, there does seem to be something that's, that's coming in.
01:00:02.980 And, and, you know, if you're looking at Blavatsky or, or, uh, what's the other, uh, Alice
01:00:08.840 Bailey or any of these people that are saying, oh, well, 2025 is going to be this, this new
01:00:13.720 age.
01:00:14.240 Who's that other dude down there?
01:00:15.220 There's a, there's a third or fourth person on the, on the horizon that, uh, Izzy told us
01:00:19.040 about it.
01:00:19.300 I forgot his name.
01:00:20.060 I don't know.
01:00:20.440 Oh, oh, oh, the guy that's supposed to be the new Crowley.
01:00:22.380 Yeah.
01:00:22.480 We should have wrote his thing down, but we said, that's fascinating.
01:00:24.720 I want to talk to him.
01:00:25.380 And then we went, eh, nevermind.
01:00:26.760 Anyway, uh, even, even, um, uh, what's her name?
01:00:30.120 Baba Vanga is this idea of 2025.
01:00:32.460 We're going to, you know, chop it up with aliens, you know, put that wherever you want.
01:00:36.840 But when you put it into conjunction with this idea that like, yeah, there seems to be a
01:00:40.380 great, um, awareness of these things happening and, and also maybe a recruitment process in
01:00:47.580 the subterranean cave systems of Southern Indiana.
01:00:51.940 Um, and these people, what do you, what do you want?
01:00:56.760 It's insane, right?
01:00:57.880 But it's like, but we have, it's cool, right?
01:01:00.780 We have corresponding evidence of people that don't know each other that are giving us the
01:01:05.600 same, not the same story, but like very close to the same story.
01:01:09.260 We're like, all right, well, all right, well, I'll tell you where I'm at with it.
01:01:13.740 And this is just consideration.
01:01:15.840 This is just possibilities.
01:01:17.060 Cause I have no idea, but I talked to a lot, I, especially, I used to talk to a lot of
01:01:22.160 people that claim to be involved in the quote unquote secret space program.
01:01:27.660 Now they, uh, claim to, you know, at times be at times be taken, you know, against their
01:01:35.220 will.
01:01:35.540 And they either are projected into a clone's body that on a different planet where they
01:01:42.420 go and fight aliens and all these incredible stories.
01:01:45.880 Yes.
01:01:46.660 But I have had even a realm that's like Narnia esque.
01:01:49.920 Yes, but I've had people on that explained to me that they claim to be, have been formally
01:01:56.360 involved in these and they claim to know what's really going on, which is a complete mind control
01:02:02.180 operation that these people are being implanted with these false memories of these realms and
01:02:07.580 implanted with memories of extraterrestrials and being abducted to perpetuate this UFO narrative
01:02:14.100 that is emerging right now.
01:02:16.660 And what better way to do that if you have people that believe their stories that have
01:02:21.080 actually been immersed in crazy situations with aliens and they believe it wholeheartedly,
01:02:27.100 but in reality, they were maybe just being, you know, injected with drugs or who knows
01:02:33.000 what kind of technology they have nowadays to get people to do this.
01:02:37.220 I was talking to Vicki Joy Anderson about this very thing.
01:02:40.460 She thinks people's dreams are being hacked for this very purpose as well, that people are
01:02:46.180 being taken to these realms.
01:02:48.540 She takes it to the extreme of maybe they're even being groomed by gay aliens to be gay
01:02:54.820 in the future.
01:02:55.680 There's some crazy possibilities.
01:02:59.480 Yeah.
01:02:59.700 She says that the younger folks who are experiencing sleep paralysis will have these sexual encounters
01:03:06.540 with like same sex beings that are repeated, you know, frequently.
01:03:12.020 So that's a, that's a whole different, weird thing.
01:03:14.580 But another reason I look at the possible, like, you know, military industry and industrial
01:03:21.380 involvement in some of this crazy alien stuff is because there's so many people that when
01:03:28.220 they tell their abduction stories, there's like military dudes involved standing in the
01:03:33.220 corner, like observing things.
01:03:34.920 So yeah, that's what happened with Colin.
01:03:37.680 This is one of the things he's, uh, yes, dude, to me, that's a red flag.
01:03:41.420 That's like, that says there's something else going on.
01:03:44.460 And if we're, we're on the, if we are on the precipice of anything big, I would think
01:03:49.980 it has to do with AI, man.
01:03:51.860 I, I would say there's a, I think AI is the aliens that we should really be worried about
01:03:57.100 right now.
01:03:57.700 And like, you know, Karen Wilkinson says that she saw those like, uh, flesh suits of, of
01:04:02.800 alien greys just kind of piled in the corner.
01:04:04.620 It's like, to me, I go, okay, we're talking like a biomechanical apparatus and then who's,
01:04:10.260 who's building them or who was commissioned to build them.
01:04:12.060 Are we building them?
01:04:13.240 Are they our craft?
01:04:15.240 Are there's a spiritual component?
01:04:16.720 Sure.
01:04:17.360 But like, are we building them and are we building the greys?
01:04:20.160 Are they coming out of dumbs or something like that?
01:04:22.500 Like, you know, like deep underground military bases.
01:04:24.760 Um, a lot of these craft are seen coming in and out of the ocean.
01:04:27.820 There's that strange structure off of the coast of Malibu, California, where it looks
01:04:32.080 like, um, uh, pillars.
01:04:33.820 There's like giant columns and it's been removed recently, hasn't it from Google maps?
01:04:38.960 Yeah.
01:04:39.200 And, and so, you know, you start to imagine maybe these things are coming in and out of
01:04:42.620 the ocean and maybe there really is this, you know, uh, operation where they're creating
01:04:48.220 these creatures, uh, in these deep underground military bases and then using them.
01:04:53.260 Maybe a spirit can inhabit them.
01:04:54.700 Maybe they're just automatons or whatever, but like over and over again, that element
01:04:59.500 of military personnel is involved.
01:05:02.120 And, and so for me to, you know, be able to, and I, I won't, I refuse to just jump to
01:05:07.680 this idea that they're space travelers or anything like that.
01:05:10.880 Like they're in an intimate working relationship with human beings on a military intelligence
01:05:17.060 level.
01:05:17.400 So what the hell is this?
01:05:18.900 I, I, I'm kind of leaning towards these days cooperation.
01:05:22.140 Well, not just cooperation, but like we made them.
01:05:25.420 Yeah.
01:05:25.940 Maybe there is something like historically speaking, human beings will be commissioned to create
01:05:31.240 things.
01:05:31.780 They'll be inspired to create things by spiritual entities.
01:05:35.780 Is it the same thing that's happening now?
01:05:38.180 Yeah.
01:05:39.080 I, I talked to Ryan Burns about this the other day.
01:05:41.900 He said that there's this genetic facility in the Uintah basin that people speculate chimeras
01:05:49.280 escape from, that they're creating with, you know, genetic experiments, these werewolves
01:05:56.280 and Bigfoot beings and crazy chimeras that sometimes may escape from these facilities.
01:06:03.060 And that might account for some of the like crazy cryptids and stuff.
01:06:06.880 But going back to the military, um, wait a second, before we go back to that, we, we have
01:06:11.600 another unfounded, a conspiracy theory, unfounded claim, highly speculative, low information,
01:06:17.900 very low information.
01:06:19.460 No, but, uh, the idea of, um, like the Canadian wilderness right now in, in state parks in
01:06:25.040 America that are flying the flag upside down, but we know that they're finding people up to
01:06:29.280 $28,000 in some cases that have stepped into the forest in, uh, uh, uh, certain parts of
01:06:35.060 Canada, like the more wild, like wild parts of Canada.
01:06:38.560 Yeah.
01:06:38.740 Yeah.
01:06:39.200 So, um, and then there's this idea that there's a program.
01:06:42.460 I don't know if you've ever heard of this program.
01:06:43.720 There's only one schizophrenic guy I can find talking about this and he seems to be a fake
01:06:47.520 account, but I, that's where I get all my information from.
01:06:50.540 And so, uh, there's this program called E-Dan, which is a playoff of Eden.
01:06:55.100 And it's this idea that there are these creatures being created in deep underground military
01:06:59.300 bases.
01:06:59.700 There used to be a CIA funded, uh, feeding program for them called Meals on Wheels, which is where
01:07:04.500 they would just feed them human beings for whatever reason.
01:07:06.560 Cause that's convenient.
01:07:07.860 Um, but that those, that sort of dried up, not convenient.
01:07:11.340 Again, it's like if it, if they're, if these entities, man, meat, taste best.
01:07:16.720 Yeah.
01:07:17.140 I mean, maybe there has to be some sort of sentience to, uh, who knows, who knows what
01:07:20.580 they got to torture them.
01:07:21.480 They got to drink their adrenochrome to their sustenance would actually make sense for,
01:07:26.360 I'm just saying, we're just, whatever, man, this is all the truth.
01:07:30.020 Right.
01:07:30.760 So, so, um, and, and that at some point this Meals on Wheels deal kind of dried up and
01:07:38.380 it's not, it's not even at some point that the crazy part is that it would track when
01:07:41.740 you're, you're talking about, um, what the, the, the mercy and everything that no, no,
01:07:45.660 no, it's not even more, more like geopolitics or politics in general after Elon, after Elon
01:07:51.160 Musk sort of, uh, cleaned it up with Doge.
01:07:53.660 I forget the name of the organization.
01:07:55.520 It's not a pack.
01:07:56.960 It's a different organization that funds basically everything.
01:08:01.360 And once that was, that organization was cut off, you'll see, you see a lot of these,
01:08:05.500 like, uh, the branches basically withering away.
01:08:08.480 Or if you look at the whole QAnon thing, the idea that sometime after 2020, like so many,
01:08:14.020 uh, human trafficking rings were busted up and broken up that their supply ran low, which
01:08:19.620 is why Chris, you know, that joke goes on running every time.
01:08:22.460 So USAID, thank you for being a red beard.
01:08:25.240 Yeah.
01:08:25.480 Forbidden red beard crushing.
01:08:26.700 Uh, USAID is one of those feeder programs to like, I mean, hundreds of that.
01:08:31.620 They like to say, oh, it's a Democrat, it's a money laundering, but it's not necessarily
01:08:35.000 a Democrat op.
01:08:35.780 This thing goes into Republican programs as well.
01:08:37.740 It's just dark programs that get, that get funded through USAID.
01:08:41.800 That's been rated by a Doge, which is kind of run by Elon Musk.
01:08:46.280 And now that's dried up.
01:08:47.340 So if you're, if you're looking at some of these agencies that have lost funding, which
01:08:51.560 a ton have, I don't know, maybe, maybe, maybe.
01:08:55.240 So also again, just to add more fuel to the fire, we're out of Afghanistan.
01:08:59.760 So the poppy trade there and the things that we were doing there with those black operations
01:09:03.440 are now dead.
01:09:04.760 And we like, we got out of there in a hurry too.
01:09:07.000 We did.
01:09:07.280 We left a whole bunch of stuff behind.
01:09:08.480 We're like, we just got to leave.
01:09:09.240 But so if all that money was going towards feeding chimeric goat men, just maybe, maybe
01:09:15.140 now at some point that you go, all right, goat man, I get that you're hungry and you're
01:09:19.880 cranky and go, go on then go to the, go to the surface.
01:09:22.700 And then David Polites goes, all these people are missing.
01:09:26.240 And, you know, so, so what I'm saying, Chris is that's true, right?
01:09:31.240 A hundred percent, man, a hundred percent, dude.
01:09:37.140 I don't know.
01:09:37.660 It's because I have a friend in Louisiana that was a major subject of my first film,
01:09:43.780 Occult Louisiana, who has regular encounters with a Sasquatch.
01:09:48.040 He, his first experience, he went out into the woods and he saw through the scope of his
01:09:54.880 rifle, not only a Sasquatch, but he claims there was a dog man chilling with the, a werewolf
01:10:00.800 and a Sasquatch chilling together.
01:10:02.580 Not uncommon.
01:10:03.300 I think I've heard this story.
01:10:04.260 This might be the same story.
01:10:05.740 And he looked through the scope of the gun and then they started to telepathically communicate.
01:10:11.260 The werewolf was like, I'm going to come over there, rip that gun out of your hands
01:10:14.380 and fucking kill you.
01:10:15.560 And the Sasquatch was like, nah, you shouldn't do that.
01:10:18.120 He's not, he's not harmful.
01:10:20.140 And Scott freaks out and, you know, exit the woods.
01:10:23.400 He turns back to look and see, and there's like four, eight foot tall, hairy creatures
01:10:28.920 following him out.
01:10:29.980 He claims to make sure he makes it out of there.
01:10:32.580 But after that, it like cracks open his perception.
01:10:35.120 He's having shit in his house at the middle of the night, leaving Bigfoot footprints, looking
01:10:40.280 through his window, telepathic communication from weird things.
01:10:44.180 And then it all of a sudden, last year, he's being abducted by aliens all of a sudden.
01:10:49.880 So.
01:10:50.180 Always together.
01:10:50.540 This is, once again, Nathaniel Gillis, the phenomenon, right?
01:10:54.020 It just takes the, the appearance or, or is it really like a, like a bunch of beings or
01:11:02.300 is it one thing that can just masquerade or, but these things, it's like, remember when
01:11:06.460 Bigfoot was just a big footed, you know, and now he's with aliens and orbs.
01:11:12.400 He said he saw little tiny Bigfoot creatures that would come out of holes in the ground
01:11:17.560 as smoke and then would form into a physical being.
01:11:23.540 Jesus, dude.
01:11:24.360 What the fuck is that?
01:11:25.280 I don't know.
01:11:25.660 That's really hard to deal with.
01:11:27.480 I like to think that I can think of all kinds of shit and I go, I didn't have a, I just,
01:11:34.060 I looked up cause I was like, where do I plug that piece in?
01:11:36.420 And I just don't have a piece to plug that into.
01:11:39.180 I mean, I know the smoke thing, right?
01:11:40.860 You, you'll see that, especially like I had a demonic encounter and he was, dude was,
01:11:45.020 you know, he was all covered in sort of effect.
01:11:47.180 Yeah.
01:11:47.380 Well, it was, it was effective.
01:11:49.140 He was covered in like a black swirling smoke, man.
01:11:51.820 I just, I don't know.
01:11:53.820 I, I, I, I think the smoke is like, it's like, well, it's part of it because metaphysically
01:11:59.160 we have to do, or they're just like, well, think about plasma.
01:12:01.700 Yeah.
01:12:01.880 I mean, not plasma.
01:12:02.660 Um, uh, when, when, uh, what do they do when you, you have a seance, everybody holds hands
01:12:08.660 together.
01:12:09.080 There's a, Oh, the ectoplasm, ectoplasm, right?
01:12:11.980 It looks like an organic smoke.
01:12:14.460 It moves like smoke, but it's almost like a tangible, it's almost closer to a liquid and,
01:12:20.380 and these, um, channelers or whatever in, in, uh, this is, you see this in like a haunted
01:12:26.380 house in Ohio or I forget what the hell the name of the haunting in Connecticut, I think
01:12:30.660 is when they, they show this on in a movie.
01:12:33.340 Um, when the channeler is channeling, it starts, ectoplasm starts to come out of its, his nose,
01:12:40.920 his, his mouth.
01:12:42.040 Uh, I don't know if it killed him in the movie, but, and that's supposedly based off of like
01:12:46.280 real events.
01:12:46.760 But there are, are these old accounts of these people who are having these spiritual
01:12:50.520 encounters or they're channeling spiritual encounters.
01:12:52.800 They're speaking.
01:12:53.860 The spirit is speaking through them to the individuals at the table and ectoplasm is present.
01:12:58.220 It's coming out of the individual who's speaking.
01:13:00.360 And, um, and it looks, it resembles smoke.
01:13:02.980 Uh, one of those things that doesn't really come up in conversation anymore.
01:13:06.920 Ectoplasm.
01:13:07.500 I think it's been kind of made comedic by, uh, like Ghostbusters, Slimer and stuff like that.
01:13:13.680 Which also, listen, Dan Aykroyd, he knows what, he knows what's up, dude.
01:13:18.360 Does he?
01:13:18.900 Yeah.
01:13:19.360 I mean, I was, I was just scrolling through Netflix and you see like Coneheads.
01:13:22.040 I'm like, this guy knows.
01:13:23.900 Dan Aykroyd.
01:13:24.180 Yeah, he's like super into UFOs and stuff.
01:13:26.500 Yeah.
01:13:26.740 That's what I was just going to say.
01:13:27.540 Yeah.
01:13:27.940 Yeah.
01:13:28.120 He's very into, uh, the paranormal.
01:13:30.020 I mean, I think he does a great, we need, I wish we had like a modern day Dan Aykroyd.
01:13:34.660 I mean, it would be Tim Dillon, but like making these sort of movies.
01:13:37.800 Cause he's introduced, he introduced these concepts to, you know, the general public and
01:13:43.940 it's, it's done in a very funny way, but Ghostbusters is a banger.
01:13:47.680 Coneheads is one of these movies that lasts forever.
01:13:49.940 And it's just kind of, but it tells you the story of what this is.
01:13:53.520 I got to give this to, to Z-Man.
01:13:55.700 Um, mostly piss.
01:13:56.820 If you get it, you get it.
01:13:57.700 That's a very funny, very, very funny.
01:14:01.220 He's one of the funniest.
01:14:02.540 I hate him.
01:14:03.740 It's mostly piss.
01:14:05.160 Oh my God.
01:14:06.400 Um, okay.
01:14:07.760 So, so let's, let's get back into this, this documentary.
01:14:11.400 Um, I mean, is there anything else you could, you could tell us about it?
01:14:14.560 Where do you, what, what sort of, what did you learn throughout the process?
01:14:17.940 I learned that I don't know shit about shit, but I mean, it's, I learned that, um, if I
01:14:26.400 could take away one thing is that our perception is going to heavily affect the nature of any
01:14:32.800 given paranormal experience, if the way we perceive things may manifest a certain outcome
01:14:42.240 during these experiences.
01:14:43.600 I have spoken with people who have immersed themselves in, in things like this with, you
01:14:54.900 know, um, high level individuals, you could say like Ryan Burns, I was telling you that
01:15:00.740 he has billionaires and people come out there with all kinds of equipment and something called
01:15:06.640 an Anja lamp, which basically it recreates a psychedelic experience using some kind of
01:15:14.360 technology that emits these waves, you know, within a certain distance.
01:15:19.060 But he's having all these people come out to his property and do these experiments.
01:15:25.020 And he tells me about them sometimes and they are required to leave any, you know, negative
01:15:32.020 baggage at the door.
01:15:33.420 They can't come in there with any like negative thoughts or feelings because that will manifest
01:15:38.720 into whatever they're doing.
01:15:41.440 If everybody's like, you know, cool and what you would say, vibrating high, all the experiences
01:15:46.940 will be positive.
01:15:48.220 So that's something interesting that, you know, I kind of came away with, although I don't know
01:15:52.920 really what it means, but another thing is a lot of what we understand as paranormal has
01:16:01.940 been weaponized and it goes back to the military industrial complex.
01:16:06.860 I will never be the same after what I saw at space wolf research center.
01:16:12.260 As soon as it turned dark at night, first of all, you see the UFOs shooting across the sky
01:16:17.800 just like that, huh?
01:16:19.140 Yeah, it's dude, they're everywhere.
01:16:21.300 Like I have never seen so many things that I can't identify just zipping across the sky
01:16:26.400 at night.
01:16:27.320 You know, some of them were planes, some of them were satellites, but much of the stuff
01:16:31.320 I had no idea what it was.
01:16:33.400 Then on the Mesa, you see these lights manifest that get real bright and white.
01:16:40.780 And then these little dots shoot out of them like some, like a portal's opening and something
01:16:45.620 is shooting out of the portal.
01:16:47.140 Well, while all this stuff is happening, Ryan goes and gets night vision goggles for us.
01:16:53.920 And he says, just look around at the landscape.
01:16:56.960 We start looking around and there are people like shadows of people walking around all over
01:17:02.680 the place, shining these purple lasers.
01:17:05.760 You can see the outline of rifles is some of them.
01:17:09.460 It is black ops teams surrounding the area, shining these lasers at us, shining all this
01:17:16.360 equipment at us.
01:17:17.400 Who knows what they're doing?
01:17:18.740 He says they do all kinds of exotic testing on people that just come out there to observe
01:17:23.660 the phenomena that they're actually testing exotic weaponry on people just going out there.
01:17:29.300 Yes.
01:17:30.560 All over.
01:17:31.580 They don't ask.
01:17:31.980 Dude, how are you, what are you going to do?
01:17:33.260 Yeah, what are you going to do?
01:17:34.420 He's like, I can't do anything about this.
01:17:36.200 They're, they're like always here.
01:17:38.460 And team six, dude.
01:17:39.900 And they're going to say, okay, you can't sign that shit on my property.
01:17:42.680 But yeah, apparently a lot of the things that people are witnessing, I'll give you an example.
01:17:49.880 He said that his friend was attacked by these nanobots, these self-assembling nanotechnology
01:17:56.800 that at first was a tornado.
01:18:00.060 It shapeshifted into a coyote and then shapeshifted into this, all he could just say was this monster
01:18:06.960 creature that took one of his friends and lifted him off up the ground and pinned him
01:18:12.460 against the trailer.
01:18:13.980 This is self-assembling nanotechnology that he claims is from our military that did.
01:18:19.040 This isn't like a ghost or a demon or anything.
01:18:22.020 He said this was legit military technology that did this because he said he's seen it
01:18:27.200 before.
01:18:27.740 He said he's seen shit like this being tested.
01:18:30.760 Do you think that the area has gotten such a reputation for high strangeness that it creates
01:18:35.580 a veil of plausible deniability so you can kind of operate there, do whatever the hell
01:18:40.160 you want because it's Skinwalker Ranch, baby, and weird shit happens here.
01:18:45.040 Yeah.
01:18:45.400 I mean, weird shit does happen there.
01:18:47.520 You get the Skinwalker stories all the time.
01:18:50.020 I don't know if you heard Ryan's recent appearance on Sam, Sam Show, where he talked about those
01:18:56.480 three dudes.
01:18:57.320 Well, he told me that story too, where these three fucking guys had canine features.
01:19:04.000 They had eyeshine like canines.
01:19:05.720 They were leaping over fences unlike any human could ever do.
01:19:10.200 Next day, they're found with gunshot wounds.
01:19:13.440 I mean, you know, there is some very unexplainable crazy shit that happens there.
01:19:18.300 Yeah, just for the audience, it was like those guys, they weren't really in a guy form, right?
01:19:25.300 They were in this like...
01:19:26.240 They were in semi-guy form.
01:19:28.040 They said that they all looked like, you know, they didn't have but like shorts on.
01:19:34.140 They didn't have shirts on.
01:19:36.060 They looked mostly human, but when they looked at them, you could see canine eyeshine.
01:19:40.700 And they all moved in synchronicity.
01:19:44.040 Like they all sat down like dogs at the same time, and they all got up and leaped towards
01:19:49.280 them and started running like dogs on all fours at the same time.
01:19:53.840 So just fucking super creepy shit.
01:19:56.320 But he claims that the members of the Ute tribe are doing these rituals where they can
01:20:02.620 project themselves as like animals by using, you know, some kind of black magic ritual
01:20:09.160 and the pelt of an animal can do some crazy shit like that.
01:20:12.640 Yeah, that's like so when they found these guys dead in their trailers, which apparently
01:20:15.920 were separated by like roughly a half an hour each, their trailers were filled with like
01:20:20.720 all kinds of pelts from different animals, bones, and it was clearly they were doing some
01:20:24.620 sort of rituals.
01:20:25.620 But even the pelts themselves were like, you know, you could have kind of done some jail time
01:20:30.200 for having certain animal pelts there.
01:20:31.900 It wasn't like a legal thing that you could poach.
01:20:34.280 And these Native American guys just had a gang of them in their in their trailers.
01:20:38.720 And then, yeah, the interesting that they would they would eat the bullets, even though
01:20:42.480 they're kind of like a astral projecting into.
01:20:45.440 See, he says he could go both ways.
01:20:47.200 He said sometimes it seems that there's actual people shape shifting into different creatures.
01:20:53.160 They're physically out there and appearing or shape shifting into different beings.
01:20:59.600 We've heard that.
01:21:00.840 Apparently that's a thing.
01:21:01.900 We've heard that on on Merkel's show as well.
01:21:04.400 Although that that account was a little strange.
01:21:06.900 The guy who said he was dating.
01:21:08.940 Oh, yeah.
01:21:09.600 Yeah.
01:21:10.060 Merkel holds to that.
01:21:11.240 He understands how strange it was.
01:21:12.800 And I think the guy just, you know, you're asking average people to come on and tell an
01:21:18.120 extraordinary experience and then try not to slip into some weird ass way of describing it.
01:21:22.720 So so Merkel says as far as he's concerned, that it was a it was a it was a true story.
01:21:26.940 But yeah, you're dealing with the skin.
01:21:30.060 Well, there was one thing you're dealing with with like lichen.
01:21:34.680 Right.
01:21:34.940 That's I guess that would be the terminology for actual werewolf people, which, you know,
01:21:41.480 sounds insane until you keep hearing testimony after testimony after testimony.
01:21:46.640 And you go like, I don't know, man.
01:21:49.080 Is there is there something here?
01:21:50.580 And I'm to the point now where I'm like, why not?
01:21:54.760 I mean, yeah, maybe where did these Chris dated a lizard?
01:21:57.600 Yeah, dude.
01:21:58.760 Why not?
01:21:59.940 I mean, Tila Tequila was a we were talking the other day about it.
01:22:02.820 I don't know if she was a lizard.
01:22:04.040 I think she was.
01:22:04.840 You keep saying Tila Tequila was a lizard.
01:22:06.740 And I don't I don't know.
01:22:07.560 Well, the story, like I said, the story was that Billy Corgan was sleeping with her.
01:22:14.440 That's just it's just who told you that.
01:22:16.920 Are you going to keep your sources to yourself?
01:22:18.760 I don't remember the source.
01:22:19.960 So that's fine.
01:22:21.480 But he did tell the story on he did where he was sleeping with somebody famous.
01:22:26.240 And then later on, I hear that it is Tila Tequila.
01:22:28.400 And at the point of orgasm, mass slips and he sees lizard person.
01:22:32.820 Yeah, I don't like a nut.
01:22:34.680 Yeah, just comes off her face and then comes on her.
01:22:38.260 No, you know, this is a Christian.
01:22:40.520 This is a Christian show.
01:22:41.660 I'm sorry.
01:22:42.780 And I won't do it again.
01:22:43.880 And I promise not to do it again.
01:22:45.480 I won't say that anymore.
01:22:47.760 You know what I did here?
01:22:50.420 The same thing happens with crones.
01:22:52.760 Right.
01:22:53.260 So a crone will will lead you into a sexual encounter.
01:22:56.200 And then, you know, when it's when it's time to, you know, finish, finish.
01:23:03.820 All of a sudden, she's like, it's something about the sexual.
01:23:07.120 Yeah.
01:23:07.620 The sexual energy, like the transfer of it where they're just like, I just like time to show.
01:23:11.640 Well, you know why?
01:23:12.340 Because you're not going to stop.
01:23:14.760 Like, that's just, they know.
01:23:16.200 Yeah.
01:23:17.020 It's time to nut.
01:23:18.840 You've come this far.
01:23:20.400 You've come pretty far.
01:23:22.580 Oh, man.
01:23:23.020 So, you know, now.
01:23:24.320 Makes me thinking looking back, I might have.
01:23:25.860 I should have taken advantage of that while, you know, while she was still in that form.
01:23:30.000 I mean, you know, eight feet tall is.
01:23:32.160 It's an experience, man.
01:23:33.300 That's a strong.
01:23:34.540 It's like, while you're there, put up this picture.
01:23:36.540 I've had a smartphone put up this picture.
01:23:38.280 Would you mind?
01:23:39.040 I've got this furniture to move, you gigantic bit.
01:23:41.780 I almost did it.
01:23:42.360 I almost swore, but I didn't swear because this is a Christian show.
01:23:45.060 Whoa, what happened?
01:23:46.160 Oh, don't worry about it.
01:23:47.080 We're good.
01:23:47.480 Never mind.
01:23:47.900 We had a little electrical thing in this.
01:23:49.400 You know what that?
01:23:49.960 That was God being like, this is a Christian show.
01:23:53.220 You got to stop doing that.
01:23:55.420 I want to ask you.
01:23:56.880 You said that you had been, you've been to Space Wolf?
01:24:01.000 Yes.
01:24:01.440 I spent the night over there.
01:24:03.460 Are you, are those days behind you?
01:24:06.140 Are you still interested in doing that sort of thing?
01:24:07.840 I don't want to go back there, man.
01:24:09.480 I really don't.
01:24:10.340 Like, that was probably enough for me.
01:24:13.060 It's, things that I can't control like that, it's just, you know, I'd rather be in a safe
01:24:20.960 spiritual space than put myself into spiritual danger, basically, because I felt that negative
01:24:28.660 energy the whole time I was out.
01:24:30.200 It's this weird kind of foreboding, oppressive energy that you, makes you want to look around
01:24:38.720 your shoulder all the time.
01:24:40.300 It just feels like something's watching.
01:24:42.360 It was, it wasn't, it wasn't too fun, but I don't know if I'd ever go out there again,
01:24:46.980 but I have to tell you the, one of the craziest stories Ryan told me, and this is as legit
01:24:53.780 paranormal as it gets.
01:24:55.060 But the Satanist guy who was on his property.
01:24:57.740 I was just going to ask about him.
01:24:59.120 Like, I was like, this guy has something more here.
01:25:00.920 Yes, he does.
01:25:02.100 He, for some reason, was staying in the main, in Ryan's main trailer for a week or so.
01:25:09.240 I don't know why.
01:25:09.900 But when Ryan gets back, he had these sigils painted inside his trailer all over with this
01:25:17.380 black substance that he couldn't identify.
01:25:20.800 Well, he goes to clean it off, and it's not coming off with water.
01:25:24.140 It's not coming off with soap and water.
01:25:25.620 It's not coming off with anything.
01:25:27.180 He tries all kinds of different chemicals.
01:25:29.240 This shit is not coming off.
01:25:30.600 Well, one of his U-tribe friends comes over, and this guy is a member of a U-tribe, but
01:25:40.020 he's also a Christian.
01:25:41.420 And he says, the only thing that's going to work on that is holy water.
01:25:44.380 And Ryan's like, bullshit.
01:25:46.480 Bullshit.
01:25:47.400 So they go to their local church.
01:25:50.000 They pick up some holy water.
01:25:51.940 And he said, as soon as he splashed it on there, it evaporated in this mini explosion.
01:26:00.820 And that's all they had to do, was throw holy water on it, and the sigils disappeared.
01:26:06.240 A lot of questions here.
01:26:07.700 Is Ryan still renting to this guy?
01:26:10.280 As far as I know, yes.
01:26:12.040 That's retarded.
01:26:12.940 I like him.
01:26:13.720 I like your style.
01:26:15.500 But it's crazy.
01:26:15.980 He must have made a hefty security deposit.
01:26:18.260 Yeah, dude.
01:26:18.720 Listen, if you put sigils on my wall that I got to take off with holy water, you are
01:26:23.260 out, dog.
01:26:24.260 You got to go.
01:26:24.880 You're gone.
01:26:25.760 That's crazy.
01:26:27.660 You know what's interesting?
01:26:28.620 That black goo, not only does it show itself in purges.
01:26:33.200 What did you vomit up, dog?
01:26:35.280 That's what I was saying, yeah.
01:26:36.780 But it also shows itself.
01:26:38.260 I was talking to Jamie Henshaw Dyer.
01:26:44.620 We have to have her back on.
01:26:45.760 I'm just talking to her again as well.
01:26:47.000 So there was, like, an interaction she was getting in with somebody, and she said, what
01:26:53.100 if demonic, like, possession or things like that, I'm paraphrasing terribly, is actually
01:26:58.840 just, like, black mold?
01:27:01.440 And I said, what if parasites and black mold are actually organic conduits for negative
01:27:09.660 spiritual energy, negative conductors?
01:27:12.300 Like, maybe there's something about it.
01:27:13.440 And then she said, like, ah, that's it.
01:27:16.380 And she dropped an episode on me.
01:27:17.660 She had, like, a whole episode.
01:27:18.500 I didn't watch it because I'm rude.
01:27:20.120 But...
01:27:20.480 Want to know something crazy?
01:27:21.380 What's that?
01:27:21.860 So right where we're sitting, actually...
01:27:23.660 Oh, good.
01:27:24.360 That's great.
01:27:25.200 Here we go.
01:27:25.500 Demons.
01:27:25.800 Right here.
01:27:26.060 No, no.
01:27:26.400 Like, right here, there's actually a beam that's holding up the wall because this was
01:27:31.200 a staircase.
01:27:31.860 I had, like, a...
01:27:32.700 There's another staircase on the other side, and it was a double staircase.
01:27:35.220 This was a whole different thing.
01:27:36.180 We made it into a room office.
01:27:38.500 But right here on this wall was black mold.
01:27:42.280 Yeah.
01:27:42.580 In the shape of it.
01:27:43.600 In the shape of a man.
01:27:44.740 A hexagram.
01:27:45.140 No.
01:27:45.420 It was black mold, but it was coming from the upstairs because in the air condition in
01:27:50.000 that separate room that we have upstairs, there's, like, another unit upstairs, and it
01:27:54.700 was, like, doing a slow drip for God knows how long.
01:27:57.360 We didn't...
01:27:57.680 It was probably since before we even brought the house because it was, like, behind the
01:28:00.100 wall.
01:28:00.280 So, when we ripped out the staircase and we saw that, we got it all treated, scraped
01:28:05.820 it up, and painted it, and got rid of it.
01:28:08.940 Same room that the girl left the underwear in.
01:28:12.800 Oh.
01:28:13.460 Yeah.
01:28:14.920 Yeah.
01:28:15.360 It was, like, witchcraft underwear.
01:28:17.520 No.
01:28:18.340 No.
01:28:18.900 Nobody's following you around watching your witchcraft underwear stories, dude.
01:28:21.840 Do you watch the show, Chris?
01:28:23.080 Unbelievable.
01:28:23.760 Every episode's about it.
01:28:24.740 Go on.
01:28:25.040 We had somebody when I first...
01:28:27.280 Literally, when I first moved in here, we hosted a comedy show.
01:28:30.280 Uh, an old friend brought his girlfriend, and they stood over in this room.
01:28:35.980 These people sleep a lot.
01:28:36.980 They're very tired.
01:28:38.100 The girl's a little weird.
01:28:39.760 Um, while we're doing...
01:28:41.200 We're actually doing a comedy show and a podcast downstairs, the girl and another girl are
01:28:46.580 running up and down, and they're laughing.
01:28:49.260 My aunt sees this.
01:28:50.800 My aunt, who's also been on the show, she's got some demonic encounters and possibly still
01:28:54.980 a passenger, but she sees this, finds it weird.
01:28:58.160 And I'm, I'm doing a thing, so I don't know what they're doing.
01:29:03.460 Um, anyway, next day happens.
01:29:05.700 They sleep in really late.
01:29:07.140 Everybody else leaves.
01:29:08.540 A guy comes to unload my parents' truck, because we're like, like I said, we just got here.
01:29:13.120 We're moving in.
01:29:13.660 And then they come down, out into the yard to say goodbye.
01:29:17.500 This random guy that I don't know, recognizes the girl, and they have a stare off.
01:29:24.320 It's crazy.
01:29:25.400 Like they, if looks could kill, that's what happened there.
01:29:28.760 And I'm just like, what the hell was that?
01:29:30.200 So I don't say anything, and I continue to help the guy move my parents and his truck and all that.
01:29:34.520 And then he just looks at me, goes, you know that girl?
01:29:36.880 And I said, no.
01:29:38.200 And he goes, that girl is a witch.
01:29:41.680 No, no bones about it.
01:29:43.340 And I was like, I wasn't doing this show, wasn't even thinking about anything spiritual like that at the time.
01:29:47.820 So I was just like, all right.
01:29:50.140 Weird.
01:29:52.100 Months later, my entire family gets sick.
01:29:54.280 Like my kids, starts with my kids.
01:29:55.820 We get them squared away.
01:29:57.620 Goes to my wife.
01:29:58.280 She's messed up to the point where it's like Lyme disease.
01:30:02.540 Who knew she even had it?
01:30:03.780 And it ran the gamut.
01:30:04.740 She was like bedridden for a month.
01:30:06.000 It was crazy.
01:30:07.060 We got rid of all that stuff.
01:30:09.160 And it's an even crazier story as you continue.
01:30:11.660 But like in that room, after the girl left, my wife cleans it out.
01:30:17.060 And she goes, and within the sheets is a pair of soiled panties.
01:30:22.220 Filthy panties.
01:30:23.260 That she's left.
01:30:24.660 And it's like, we made fun of it.
01:30:26.540 We made jokes.
01:30:27.260 And then like, it was only like years later until like other things unfolded.
01:30:32.700 Yeah.
01:30:33.760 Friendships fall away.
01:30:35.100 Yeah.
01:30:35.260 In hindsight, like somebody on this show was saying something.
01:30:38.300 And I was like, that happened to me.
01:30:39.900 Like they were talking about artifacts being left in places.
01:30:42.720 Yeah.
01:30:43.540 And I was like, that actually happened to me.
01:30:45.080 That.
01:30:45.600 And then put that, put that together with like the, like the guy just said, this girl's a witch.
01:30:49.920 And then there's black mold, but no, for sure.
01:30:51.540 Black mold, parasites and artifacts, witchcraft.
01:30:56.040 These are all the same things, man.
01:30:57.820 Atma said, because he, he made a joke.
01:30:59.920 He said, some people pay good money for used panties.
01:31:02.900 Wait a second though.
01:31:04.120 If you're a, if you're a, you know, some Wiccan chick and you're, you're, you know, trying to, and you're just selling nasty panties to people.
01:31:14.120 And you, you got a little spiritual, don't stop.
01:31:17.360 Sorry.
01:31:17.780 Unbelievable.
01:31:18.340 And you got a little spiritual hold on all your, your clientele.
01:31:21.900 Now you're doing sex magic.
01:31:23.220 Yes.
01:31:23.780 Sydney Sweeney.
01:31:24.280 Sydney Sweeney bath water soap.
01:31:26.440 Right.
01:31:27.060 With the hole in the middle.
01:31:28.120 And they're doing the, I think they're doing that.
01:31:30.180 Yeah.
01:31:30.580 Yeah.
01:31:30.940 Well, I had a guest, uh, I had a guest Phoenix Aurelius.
01:31:34.960 He's a magic practitioner, but is that his real name?
01:31:38.560 I don't know, but he's claims that there is a mass kind of epidemic of younger kids dabbling
01:31:49.080 in witchcraft and fucking up their lives completely having, getting sick, dying, getting demonic
01:31:55.900 possession, all for the tick tock, you know, the tick tock, which craze or whatever that
01:32:00.540 they're doing.
01:32:01.020 But it's, according to him, it's an epidemic and like, you know, kids are being fucked up
01:32:06.720 because they're practicing black magic and you're right on with the parasite thing.
01:32:10.920 Have you ever seen parasites through a microscope?
01:32:13.960 Yeah.
01:32:14.180 The fuckers are demons.
01:32:15.740 Yeah.
01:32:16.680 That's interesting.
01:32:17.340 You know, uh, I think Keisha in the, in the chat is actually the one who, uh, she didn't
01:32:21.340 say, but I remember she said it on Twitter, I believe that, um, that black mold thing being
01:32:27.960 a conduit for negative spiritual energy, uh, is, is, you know, kind of the premise of stranger
01:32:34.320 things.
01:32:34.680 And then I was like, Oh my God, dude.
01:32:36.000 Yeah.
01:32:36.200 You don't get a spooky movie or a spooky show without the walls being covered in like black
01:32:42.200 mold or black goo.
01:32:43.180 And even the, the, you know, the whole thing where there's like a portal and it leads to
01:32:48.740 the upside down, like everything is, is black mold in there.
01:32:53.060 And, and it's such a common, um, mechanism in, in, in movies and shows that are like horror
01:33:01.440 based that it goes over your head because it's just like, now it's what you imagine the
01:33:06.500 scenario would look like, you know, like, Oh yeah.
01:33:09.200 If you want to make a spooky set, like get some black mold and shit on the walls.
01:33:12.920 Like that's a good move.
01:33:14.040 And, and, and yeah, in, in stranger things, it's like this organic black goo on the walls
01:33:20.140 surrounding the portals and everything.
01:33:21.580 I'm like, they do this, they put it right in front of you and, and, and it just, it's
01:33:27.300 so it's utilized so often.
01:33:29.220 I think dude, man, I mean, my, uh, my God parents in, they live in Staten Island, but their
01:33:35.340 life has been kind of like a mess and such a mess to the point where they got a hole
01:33:40.720 in their ceiling in their living room because there was like a water leak damage.
01:33:44.720 They just don't even fix it.
01:33:46.060 Like there's a lot of alcoholism.
01:33:47.900 There's a lot of craziness, but like there's clearly black mold within the rafters and they
01:33:53.000 have never addressed it.
01:33:54.140 And I'm like, your life's completely upside down.
01:33:56.240 I was like, I would start with that.
01:33:57.460 The mold.
01:33:58.020 Maybe I would get that out of there.
01:33:59.140 Like, like you can do things to yourself, like physically you can pray.
01:34:03.760 You can do a lot of these things, but physically right now you're the externalities in your
01:34:09.180 house are, it's just a bad place.
01:34:11.240 That's interesting because to Chris's story, it's like, yeah, you can have, you can pray
01:34:15.340 and all this other stuff.
01:34:16.080 But what did that entities like, yo dog, you probably got to stop doing the pharmaceuticals.
01:34:20.520 You should probably eat healthy and get that right first because yeah, there's a lot of
01:34:25.100 spiritual things you could do, but like you're in the physical.
01:34:27.700 Let me, let me just say, I think what happened to my wife, if, if I'm correct, if this was
01:34:35.280 like a spiritual attack, if this was witchcraft that happened to her, we fixed it.
01:34:40.720 We didn't, we weren't like praying at the time.
01:34:44.620 Like I didn't think I had, I had rejected my old Christianity because I had a big falling
01:34:50.820 out of the church.
01:34:51.340 So at the time what we did was like, all right, what can we do?
01:34:54.480 We tried Western, the Western medical center, the Western medical, uh, tactics, and they
01:34:59.800 wanted to put her on medication that would, she would be on for the rest of her life.
01:35:02.840 So like, that's a no.
01:35:03.980 Then we went the holistic route, which is like, it's basically science, right?
01:35:08.720 But, uh, we did, uh, IV infusions of vitamin C, glutathione, things like that.
01:35:14.440 And she was on, it's like a very expensive, uh, parasite cleanses, uh, supplements that were
01:35:20.300 targeting specific parts of her body, flushes, uh, sauna, the sauna machine we had.
01:35:25.820 And you know what, that regiment cleared her up.
01:35:28.940 So it's like, I'm sure, but I'm sure that if we would have prayed or like, like when a
01:35:34.060 spiritual route, some temporary alleviation, but it's like, you know, you got to deal with
01:35:37.640 the physical as well.
01:35:38.400 Cause like these things are the same.
01:35:40.020 They're married.
01:35:40.680 They're married.
01:35:41.280 They work hand in hand.
01:35:42.720 Yeah.
01:35:43.300 And that worked for us.
01:35:44.400 And the funny thing too, is like soon after we start doing this show, all the sponsors,
01:35:48.660 like the early sponsors of the show, Parasite Cleanse Company, Matt Reif with his, uh, Reif
01:35:53.360 coils, all the stuff that we were using to get my wife on her feet that I like cost me
01:35:57.020 tons of money.
01:35:58.040 It was given right back to us.
01:35:59.600 Kind of crazy, but I guess that's how it works.
01:36:01.740 Right.
01:36:02.700 Yeah, man.
01:36:03.360 I think that, uh, the, the parasite thing is a huge epidemic right now.
01:36:08.040 And if you look at some of the things that they can cause, they can be like voices in
01:36:14.060 your head, telling you to, you know, do things.
01:36:16.060 It, it actually causes manifestations like that.
01:36:20.200 And, you know, you're feeding your body, like, you know, they have these parasites that
01:36:26.420 cause you to create sugar and all you're doing is shoving sugar in your body and that's
01:36:31.740 causing, you know, more and more diseases and sickness and it just builds up and it's
01:36:35.780 a perpetual effect that attracts more parasites and different kinds of parasites.
01:36:39.500 So I think that the physical side, like you're saying is just as equally important to address
01:36:45.700 as any of the spiritual stuff, because I didn't really immerse myself into the spiritual things
01:36:51.000 until later, especially implementing, you know, teachings of Jesus Christ and knowing
01:36:57.440 that that is going to be my, my belief.
01:37:01.000 And, um, I, you know, I've come to understand that belief is such an important thing.
01:37:05.400 If you going through life and you don't believe anything, it's probably going to be a very
01:37:08.900 difficult, difficult life for you to get through because that belief has such power.
01:37:14.680 And if you're connecting to something that is powerful as a belief on its own, like as
01:37:20.860 powerful as the belief in Jesus Christ, just that word you guys know has immense power when
01:37:27.440 it comes to the paranormal realms and entities, the entire, um, I guess, realm of Christianity
01:37:36.320 as it relates to the teachings of Jesus, solely the teachings of Jesus are such a powerful,
01:37:41.880 I don't want to say egregore because I believe it's a real thing, but it has such powerful energy
01:37:47.580 that you can apply it to almost anything and it has an effect to it.
01:37:52.680 And that's why I believe, that's why I turned to the teachings of Jesus Christ, because I think
01:37:59.240 it is one of the most powerful and effective tools we have in this matrix reality, whatever
01:38:05.760 this is to navigate it.
01:38:07.920 That is, you know, part of our, I guess you could say, you know, celestial spiritual heritage
01:38:14.020 is to connect with that.
01:38:15.660 And it's, it's a very powerful energy to go through life with.
01:38:19.400 Chris, I want to ask you, um, we're, we're coming up on the two hour mark and before I
01:38:24.160 get into our final question, I want to ask you, um, do you, do you have a, are you working
01:38:30.160 on anything else in the, in the, you seem like a guy that's just doing a lot.
01:38:33.120 Um, what else do you got cooking?
01:38:35.760 I am always doing the podcast.
01:38:38.040 I have the, um, forbidden knowledge network where we feature about 12 other podcasts.
01:38:43.700 We put out clips and promote those, but I am also working on my third film, which is going
01:38:50.240 to be a sci-fi comedy mockumentary type of film.
01:38:56.520 And I'm working on the script for that right now, but I didn't realize how fucking hard
01:39:01.120 it is to write a script.
01:39:02.540 So that may, that may take a little time to finish, but that is my next project.
01:39:08.040 And, uh, I'm going to try and get some, uh, close friends involved, some, probably some
01:39:12.900 faces that you guys recognize as well.
01:39:15.220 And, uh, and have a good time with that, but yeah, I'm always working on projects and new
01:39:20.100 things, but the one constant is forbidden knowledge news.
01:39:23.980 We do like six shows a week, um, on there and, uh, on all podcast platforms.
01:39:30.400 Very cool.
01:39:30.860 Yeah.
01:39:31.020 I just like, um, you know, when you see people in our space, it's, it's interesting because
01:39:36.360 you can kind of just do a show and, and if, if the content is good and, and, and, you
01:39:40.500 know, it's compelling, then you're going to get pretty far.
01:39:43.380 But, um, it's, it's cool when people are doing something above and beyond, we were actually
01:39:48.400 asking ourselves that the other day, it was like, what are we, are we guys in chairs in
01:39:51.880 front of a camera?
01:39:52.980 You know what I mean?
01:39:53.800 For, for, for hundreds and hundreds of episodes or, or do we do other things that are fun?
01:39:58.100 And, you know, we, we do live events and documentaries and such.
01:40:01.480 And, you know, so it's just, it's cool to see, uh,
01:40:04.180 Well, I look at my life and it's, it's very difficult to find a time when I'm actually
01:40:08.660 not working, when I'm actually not trying to do something for the show.
01:40:12.760 I mean, I have to make myself stop and take a break.
01:40:16.080 You're going to take this day off.
01:40:17.420 You're going to take a couple of days off because you're going fucking nuts.
01:40:20.280 I have to force myself to stop because I'm actually working like 24 seven now.
01:40:25.220 And I really don't even notice it because it's, you know, it's just such a wonderful thing
01:40:29.680 to be able to do.
01:40:30.780 I get to talk to about weird shit all day and make a living from it and mean, hell
01:40:35.540 man, I'm fucking blessed.
01:40:37.400 So that, I mean, that brings me to my next question, which I believe you've already answered,
01:40:40.580 but, um, final question of the show, answer it again, answer it again.
01:40:44.400 Are you having fun?
01:40:46.580 I'm having the best time of my life, man.
01:40:48.940 I've never been, never been happier, never been more spiritually fulfilled.
01:40:54.140 And I've never had less fear than I do in my life.
01:40:58.840 Now there's, I don't worry about shit like I always did.
01:41:02.260 I'm not, you know, constantly worried about is the reptilians going to come in, but plug
01:41:07.920 me or is the end of the world around the corner?
01:41:10.680 No, I just kind of flow with everything because I know that I have that belief.
01:41:16.180 I have that way home in a sense through JC.
01:41:20.720 And that's like such a powerful, like, um, tool to have to, to navigate because it gives
01:41:28.120 you that comfort because it gives you that knowing that no matter what else anybody else
01:41:33.780 is doing, you're going to be good because you got this.
01:41:36.480 So that's where I'm at with everything.
01:41:40.220 I love it.
01:41:41.240 I love, that's a great attitude to have.
01:41:42.740 That's kind of where I'm at as well.
01:41:44.060 I'm like, I'm having fun.
01:41:46.260 I'm not too worried.
01:41:48.060 Uh, but I'm still like, we're still working.
01:41:50.700 We're still doing.
01:41:51.680 And if they do stuff, you know, hunt us down and, and butt plug us, whatever, if like an
01:41:56.740 eight foot tall lizard in a, in a nightgown, but plugs us, uh, I want to make fun of it.
01:42:02.140 Yeah.
01:42:02.400 You know, that's what they're like, Oh, they're working on a new virus.
01:42:04.820 I'm like, well, you just, you do, you bend over and you spread them wider and you'd be
01:42:09.220 like, come on.
01:42:10.220 Yeah.
01:42:10.540 I tell you that all you got, if you're going to do a new virus, just make it strong enough
01:42:13.900 to kill me.
01:42:14.460 Yeah.
01:42:14.880 That's right.
01:42:15.520 Yeah.
01:42:16.100 And I'm going to make fun of it too.
01:42:17.360 Yeah.
01:42:17.540 Go for it.
01:42:18.000 Do, do, do your best, but all right, man.
01:42:22.260 Thank you.
01:42:22.780 Thank you again.
01:42:23.500 And, uh, guys forbidden knowledge, news dot for forbidden knowledge, dot news, uh, forbidden
01:42:30.640 knowledge news, the podcast, go check him out, watch his documentaries.
01:42:35.360 I'm watching.
01:42:36.060 I'm legitimately watching it tonight.
01:42:37.600 I'm excited for that.
01:42:38.300 That was such a banger of a trailer.
01:42:40.200 You got hype.
01:42:40.800 Yeah.
01:42:41.120 I got hype.
01:42:41.680 I was pumped.
01:42:42.220 It was all my favorite people and it was all my favorite topics.
01:42:44.680 It was very, very, very good.
01:42:47.360 Chris.
01:42:47.740 Very good.
01:42:48.320 Yeah, man.
01:42:48.660 Thank you.
01:42:49.140 Everyone go check that out.
01:42:50.300 Amazon prime.
01:42:51.920 Absolutely.
01:42:52.680 All right, guys.
01:42:53.300 And, uh, until next time, whenever I get this layout, correct, don't forget.
01:42:59.660 And I'm just taking my time with it to obey, submit and comply.
01:43:05.040 The greatest hypnotist on planet earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room.
01:43:10.940 It is constantly telling us what to believe is real.
01:43:15.120 You can persuade us that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see.
01:43:20.460 Because they'll be in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what it is.
01:43:29.200 And they have.