Nephilim Death Squad - Did He Predict His Own Death in a Song？｜ NDS Chronicles

00:00:00.000 Top Lobson Productions

00:00:30.000 I like having a hot mic in there.

00:00:56.560 Why not?

00:00:56.880 Oh, we were saying, I didn't even, I don't think I said any slurs.

00:00:59.000 You're saying some shit.

00:00:59.620 I was alluding to slurs. Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDS Chronicles, the show where we read your submitted paranormal testimony. If you want to submit one, go ahead and do it at ChroniclesNDS at gmail.com. If you send it, we'll read it. We'll mock you. It'll feel good for everybody except for you.

00:01:16.200 except for you a lot of people laugh but not you you won't be laughing unless you're into that type

00:01:19.780 of shit crying i am david lee corvo aka the raven that is top lops of the father of disinformation

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00:01:35.580 dangerous retards retards maybe this is why we're shadow ban right like retard hard retard

00:01:42.820 hard retard right off the bat access to communities of hard retards hard retards in your neighborhood

00:01:49.680 in your area uh actually that's kind of what that was like on bro grove that was yeah it was like

00:01:55.540 all the hard retards in your area so we were planning i want to do the um what's it called

00:01:59.960 the scavenger hunt but matt's like hey man this is gonna be a lot of retarded people yeah and i'm

00:02:04.100 like yeah that's actually he's got a point i you know it could definitely go wrong i also don't

00:02:08.340 care i'd be fun to watch we're gonna do it i mean if we weren't invited back again would that be

00:02:12.720 the worst and first time that that's happened i mean you technically can't not invite us back to

00:02:17.140 the square it's a public place well public there are those yellow vest wearing people that like

00:02:22.260 kind of police and i think probably if they told you like you got to go yeah you probably wouldn't

00:02:26.500 be allowed back to that thing anyway uh hard retards in your area patreon.com forward slash

00:02:31.620 nephilim death squad and buy a shirt yeah buy a shirt discount codes off merchandise from dan

00:02:35.920 bongino's big fat fucking head look at that one i like that one a lot i need new merch uh we got

00:02:40.280 to put some new stuff up there but geez man you got a lot to do you know what i'm saying you're

00:02:43.320 making signs not uh not shirts yeah scavenger hunt is a great idea oh uh it's heffalums we

00:02:48.820 got to go out to is it tennessee missouri they moved recently i think uh somebody wants this

00:02:54.300 sign actually this is kind of uh true yeah yeah you want it cold dibs you want it you know what

00:02:59.580 you got to do for this kind of shit the things you got to do let me tell you there are hard

00:03:03.940 retards in your area and they got the things they do for this yeah bro you got no clue are you giving

00:03:09.520 that away what's going on kentucky heffalumps is in kentucky we gotta go out there yeah i want to

00:03:13.280 give it away i don't want it anymore all right so i don't want it i don't want this shit yeah that's

00:03:18.960 fine yeah we can give it how come we're not switching we switch your auto switch it up

00:03:22.560 bing bing bing bong bing bong is it not automatic anymore i don't know what's going on whatever

00:03:25.740 yeah m lawrence's tops going full autist on the signs he really is and it's wonderful because

00:03:30.920 it's made this space look remarkable um man i you know as many signs as you want to create that's

00:03:36.740 how many signs we'll put up in this bitch.

00:03:38.180 So we're going to read some stories today.

00:03:39.460 So it's a fire hazard.

00:03:40.420 Is that possible?

00:03:40.980 It's probably a fire hazard now.

00:03:42.600 Although when they make fire flame retardant clothing,

00:03:46.060 it's usually like a polyurethane, right?

00:03:47.780 So it's usually poison.

00:03:49.300 That's true too.

00:03:50.120 Yeah.

00:03:50.760 It just means that it melts and gives you fourth degree burns.

00:03:53.420 How many degrees of burns are there?

00:03:55.180 Oh, does it go past?

00:03:56.660 I feel like Laney would know, but no, Nancy would know too.

00:03:59.460 Nancy, how many degrees of burns are there?

00:04:01.300 Are you aware?

00:04:02.060 Third is probably the worst you can do.

00:04:05.780 Oh,

00:04:06.740 take your time this is crazy i know she doesn't go to work for a couple of hours

00:04:13.120 there are four degree okay oh spliffy says it goes all the way up to 33 33 degree burns 33

00:04:18.720 degree burns um all right so we're gonna get into the phone goes to the bone oh damn that's what

00:04:24.500 andrew wilson's about to get you can tell by the bone you can tell by the bones by the way my bones

00:04:28.540 are burnt this is a fourth degree burn so this is a chronicles we're doing uh we're gonna read

00:04:33.680 listener testimony right it's been a while and and there are some bangers in here that i was

00:04:38.400 kind of excited to get to yeah um where do you want to begin so we're gonna begin here i'm only

00:04:45.200 sharing this right now we don't have to bring it to the stage but there is some photos in here and

00:04:48.320 i believe there's even some music we're gonna start with brooke whose last name i won't dox

00:04:52.340 but a very fascinating oh don't forget our spooky music a very fascinating title it says my brother

00:04:58.040 in law predicted his song

00:05:00.220 I mean I'm sorry shit dick

00:05:02.280 balls predicted his

00:05:03.980 death and wrote a song about it

00:05:05.980 not predicted his song and wrote a death about it

00:05:08.000 wrote a dick about it wrote a dick about it

00:05:09.980 how do you do that

00:05:12.320 it says

00:05:14.180 hello fellas and

00:05:16.000 Nancy hi Brooke

00:05:17.700 say hi to Brooke

00:05:18.820 it feels like

00:05:22.040 we're like forcing her to do

00:05:24.040 something yeah it makes me want to do it

00:05:26.080 more hi Brooke

00:05:27.700 I hope everything is doing well today.

00:05:30.160 It is doing well.

00:05:31.020 I hope you're doing well.

00:05:32.000 It's a strange way to say it.

00:05:32.580 It is.

00:05:33.100 I think going was probably what she was looking for.

00:05:35.260 But, you know, doing is we are doing well.

00:05:38.560 I want to preface this with letting you know I've sent this story into two other podcasts in the years past.

00:05:44.040 Fuck.

00:05:44.260 What the fuck, man?

00:05:45.320 What do we chop liver?

00:05:46.300 What other podcasts do this kind of shit?

00:05:48.260 Incredible.

00:05:48.880 Ghost story, guys, in the podcast formerly known as the Freaky Deaky.

00:05:53.440 Shout out to Freaky Deaky Podcast.

00:05:55.200 Well, he's not Freaky Deaky no more, but he's something else.

00:05:56.920 the fourth year since my brother-in-law Garrett

00:06:01.440 dipped out of this plane of existence

00:06:03.500 is coming up on August 14th.

00:06:06.180 What's today?

00:06:06.920 13th.

00:06:07.360 All right, so it'll be tomorrow,

00:06:09.320 the anniversary of,

00:06:11.220 I don't know whether to,

00:06:12.180 what do you say to that?

00:06:13.260 Happy anniversary?

00:06:14.800 No.

00:06:15.880 I don't think you say anything.

00:06:16.860 That's her brother Garrett,

00:06:18.040 or her brother-in-law Garrett.

00:06:19.080 Got a motorcycle.

00:06:20.180 Got a little kid in the motorcycle.

00:06:22.020 Very cool.

00:06:22.740 Rushing, making some memories there.

00:06:24.920 That's a cool dude.

00:06:25.700 I have a feeling it's going to go bad.

00:06:26.920 but all right no i'm sure it's gonna be fine it's gonna be perfectly fine um so i figure i'll send

00:06:32.960 this to y'all because she's bummed out that you know that it's coming coming up and we just made

00:06:36.840 fun of it that's not good i think your commentary on this entire situation will be really really

00:06:40.580 interesting interesting is one word i'll be more in depth with y'all since i pay you money i feel

00:06:47.040 more comfortable taking up more of your time okay cool let's go so i can take up our time it's not

00:06:50.720 like it's valuable or anything backstory in march 2017 i was going through this atrocious divorce

00:06:56.560 fuck man always with the divorce

00:06:58.740 divorces I mean

00:07:00.660 you know I guess if you're gonna write in about your spooky times

00:07:02.840 they're often bad times

00:07:04.520 and what is a worse time than a divorce or the

00:07:06.660 death of a loved one yeah

00:07:07.840 fucking both of them actually did I tell you about the idea that

00:07:10.560 Matt had

00:07:11.020 no what

00:07:13.960 oh that you can pound your wife in the butt

00:07:16.560 and it's totally okay with God

00:07:18.040 actually biblical

00:07:19.080 biblical butt pounding

00:07:21.320 no no no he wants to do

00:07:24.500 on the straight bible show where they write in

00:07:26.540 their own chronicles such a great idea such a great idea it's very much like uh uh like Royce

00:07:32.780 doing like the daytime show and Mursh doing the nighttime show yeah it seems like no matter what

00:07:38.460 we say people are gonna write to us and say I got divorced I got buttfucked by an alien or whatever

00:07:43.100 sure my brother died um he wants to hear their testimony of how they came to Christ yeah so it

00:07:49.420 would be like uh straight bible testimonies rather than NDS chronicles it's a good idea I love that

00:07:54.740 So keep that in mind, guys.

00:07:56.400 If you maybe even start sending those to straight Bible.

00:08:00.160 Well, I'll make an email.

00:08:00.980 Don't we don't have an email for him?

00:08:02.480 No, we do.

00:08:03.200 But I need a separate email.

00:08:04.500 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:08:05.020 But that idea is great.

00:08:06.440 Right.

00:08:06.700 So you said that's your paranormal testimonies.

00:08:08.240 But if you've got a powerful testimony, how you came to the Lord, send it over to Matt.

00:08:11.080 That's so cool.

00:08:11.700 I might write in.

00:08:13.700 Oh, Nancy will write in.

00:08:15.180 That's pretty cool.

00:08:15.700 We probably won't make fun of you.

00:08:17.260 Well, oh, yeah.

00:08:18.120 I don't think Matt's going to make fun of you.

00:08:19.480 It's going to be totally different.

00:08:20.860 Bye.

00:08:21.220 We'll keep reading about the stupid bitch, Brooke.

00:08:22.680 what back in march 2017 i was going through an atrocious divorce from this totally toxic dude

00:08:30.580 who made sure i was deeply in the dumps about myself as a person that's a great control mechanism

00:08:35.760 for controlling women is let them know they ain't shit and then you can really manipulate them that's

00:08:39.360 not uh well i guess that's advice and as one does when they find themselves single and full of

00:08:44.600 self-loathing i found myself on tinder oh yikes i'm so grateful to be out of the dating game never

00:08:49.960 had to be on a dating app in my life really really uh blessed for that i swiped right on

00:08:54.300 this dude who was only wearing a sock on his junk and a fly fishing hat i i so hey so we know who

00:09:01.240 you are that actually works though huh well what type of girl is brook well i'm just saying like

00:09:06.440 was she at bro grove i don't know i don't know if brook was at bro grove but if you ever had any

00:09:11.680 doubts about whether or not that sort of shit works like yeah you're gonna you're gonna catch

00:09:14.680 something put a sock on that dong and cast a line you're gonna catch something uh we matched

00:09:19.160 Nancy write down the name of this episode please

00:09:21.320 Biblical Butt Pounding

00:09:22.500 Write that down

00:09:24.080 Thank you

00:09:25.680 Biblical Butt Pounding is so crazy

00:09:27.960 It's just from one thing we said

00:09:31.680 It has nothing to do with

00:09:32.280 So we matched and I went on a date with this guy

00:09:35.220 Magical right?

00:09:36.420 Anyway my divorce finalizes

00:09:38.040 I'm sure they

00:09:39.600 Coming off a divorce

00:09:41.400 And you're swiping right on a dude who's wearing a sock on his cock

00:09:45.260 You pretty much know the deal

00:09:47.100 You guys fucked huh?

00:09:48.340 yeah yeah anyway my divorce finalizes in october yay november rolls around and i'm still with sock

00:09:54.740 for pants guy okay so you made a uh house starting a family with him yeah a husband out of a hoe

00:10:00.360 that's cool um so we go to we go home to his family's house for thanksgiving cute that's what

00:10:09.340 she says i didn't say cute i don't think that's cute at all his mom is so cute uh and she wants

00:10:15.260 to take family pictures but as it but as is well within her rights she wants to leave me out yeah

00:10:22.560 that's fine it makes sense new new girlfriend you want memories you're not sure if this bitch

00:10:26.720 gonna be here next thanksgiving like yeah you can't be in the pictures yeah yeah i get it it's

00:10:30.400 a little bit painful but you know it is what it is mind you this is my first time meeting the

00:10:35.380 entire family all together older brother younger brother garrett um and little sister

00:10:42.220 garrett was at the time in college studying filmmaking or something along those lines and

00:10:48.680 thus he was the family photographer okay cool he is deeply bothered by his mother's desires to leave

00:10:55.280 me out of things as the older brother's girlfriend is in the pictures oh that's hard so one girlfriend

00:11:01.280 is in the pictures but another brother's girlfriend's not allowed in the pictures

00:11:05.480 it's a little strange but it's a little bit strange just depends on how long you've been

00:11:09.340 dating yeah we don't know the situation yeah yeah yeah yeah so but i can see that could be a little

00:11:13.840 bit she's like i was wearing socks on my tits it's like well you know hey it makes for good

00:11:18.560 pictures good old sock tits um okay so the older brother's girlfriend yeah we named dox and garrett

00:11:24.920 i think garrett dies in this story so i'm not sure that it yeah it really well matters i don't know

00:11:30.820 that he yeah i mean you could still be a victim of identity theft yeah i know now there was a bit

00:11:37.140 of beef over the fact a divorced 23 year old with colorful hair and tattoos was dating what was

00:11:43.320 supposed to be a good christian guy sock for pants guy okay you can still be a good christian guy

00:11:49.900 with a sock for pants guy with a sock on your oh she's got colorful hair hmm not good so you're

00:11:56.020 out of a divorce you've colored your hair right which typically if you do one color that's one

00:12:01.780 thing but colorful for pants guy man yeah yep yep yep is this a crowd we attract i think it is i

00:12:09.000 mean we've seen them yeah we attract a lot of country folk remember that old lady uh that

00:12:13.980 dress real peculiar we saw her instagram remember her she was a big fan of the show oh it was a

00:12:20.240 while ago i don't remember too much about that she wrote in oh really you know who i liked i'm

00:12:25.600 to dox her right now but my family really liked her too uh her name was carolina and she had um

00:12:32.180 a cool almost like track suit on like uh i met her what you much wonderful wonderful she's really

00:12:39.600 nice and uh i appreciated the track suit we should do track suits for the winter nds track

00:12:45.040 like mandatory have to wear that just like the black ones with the white stripes but then like

00:12:50.220 a logo right here nice and simple but like yeah we should have a dress code for the next one

00:12:55.840 No.

00:12:56.160 Everybody dresses like Atma.

00:12:57.380 At work.

00:12:58.460 Color-coded dress code.

00:13:00.540 That's not a bad one.

00:13:01.900 Monday through Friday, we have to wear the same shit.

00:13:04.380 That's a good idea.

00:13:05.140 I like that.

00:13:05.580 If we did that for a week, what would it be weird?

00:13:08.020 I don't know.

00:13:08.880 But we could implement.

00:13:10.200 I would like to implement one at Bro Grove.

00:13:11.680 Are there any other podcasts out there that have a dress code?

00:13:14.640 Hey, Fat Raven's in the chat.

00:13:16.000 Oh, hey, Fat Raven.

00:13:16.660 Shout out to Fat Raven.

00:13:17.840 All right, we'll keep reading.

00:13:18.500 Everybody dresses like David.

00:13:19.520 That's an idea.

00:13:20.360 So, sock for pants guy.

00:13:22.040 But I digress.

00:13:22.560 Yes, Garrett seemed to want me in the family before anyone else cared about me being there.

00:13:26.580 And that's my point.

00:13:27.580 He was good.

00:13:28.900 He was like us, a retard who loved God and for whatever reason wanted to be really edgy like that.

00:13:33.840 All right, man.

00:13:34.440 Yeah, I do like that.

00:13:35.540 Maybe he had a chip on his shoulder from being a blonde guy or like a little brother.

00:13:39.680 Who knows?

00:13:40.760 But he was easily one of the coolest people I knew and definitely a dangerous retard.

00:13:45.400 Well, shout out to Garrett, who's, you know, dead now, but would have liked the show.

00:13:49.160 during covid he went out west to be a fly fishing guide at some random ass dude ranch so we didn't

00:13:55.800 see him for a couple of years outside of zoom calls he ended up moving back to virginia in

00:14:01.160 the end of 2021 and he was writing music he was a musical boy for real for real and this gets into

00:14:07.360 the nitty-gritty of the story real for real for real i like that boy like music the esoteric nature

00:14:13.280 of my brother-in-law he was a good christian boy but homie loved his drugs also well you know i

00:14:20.120 get it that's a also a lot of dangerous retards right um he was a fan of doing shrooms and speed

00:14:26.700 together oh that's like going fast and slow at the same time yeah right that's fascinating

00:14:32.160 uh one november evening he drives the two hours from his parents house to play us a demo of the

00:14:38.640 song he's working on it's a song he wrote after a shroom trip and i'll include it in the email

00:14:44.760 okay so we actually have that song anyway it was about how he wanted the family to handle his death

00:14:51.680 not gonna lie we were both like okay drama queen whatever because he's 25 at the time

00:14:57.360 and not gonna drop dead he didn't get a covid shot so all is well all right i mean that's all

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00:16:55.000 Fast forward to July 2022.

00:16:57.120 to he's moved into the area we live in and he's around all the time cool i'm keeping his dog for

00:17:04.380 him when he goes to gigs and he's just becoming a regular fixture of our lives he recently got a

00:17:11.160 stable job doing concrete work and decided he wanted to buy my husband's honda shadow i like

00:17:16.340 a honda shadow was it like a motorcycle it's a motorcycle it's like a you know kind of that

00:17:21.240 style that you might imagine when you think of a harley okay significantly that's what he's riding

00:17:25.920 in here uh oh yeah yeah i guess so that would be the honda shadow yeah that's a honda shadow

00:17:30.100 okay um nice i i like them i i want one but my wife won't let me get one because she thinks i'm

00:17:35.760 gonna die if i get a motorcycle but i'm like it would be so rad to just take it back and forth

00:17:41.060 to the shop it's a 10 minute drive and that way she has the you know but whatever i digress so um

00:17:46.700 he wanted to buy my husband's honda shadow he was the last person i ever allowed to cash at me

00:17:52.220 yeah it's interesting after this you were like nobody sent me money he bought that bike on july

00:17:57.420 7th that's my birthday actually um i believe and he spent the rest of the morning fixing it up

00:18:03.200 he came to my son's second birthday on the 5th of august that was the last time he saw his mom and

00:18:10.180 dad jeez that's fucking a bummer i guess i should have saw this coming huh um then on the 14th he

00:18:17.220 He came over for dinner and to show off his bike and all the work he had put into it.

00:18:22.000 We had Chinese takeout.

00:18:23.460 Sounds good.

00:18:23.900 I fucking love Chinese food, dude.

00:18:25.860 Yeah.

00:18:26.280 Really love Chinese food.

00:18:27.460 Thinking about that.

00:18:28.040 Ask my daughter.

00:18:28.720 I said, if you could have for the rest of your life, either ice cream as every meal or Chinese food.

00:18:35.080 She was like, Chinese food.

00:18:35.900 Hell yeah.

00:18:36.560 Like smart move.

00:18:37.180 Honestly, if you said like one type of food for the rest of your life and it was, I would probably pick Chinese food.

00:18:42.220 I'd pick pizza, but yeah, Chinese.

00:18:43.900 Pizza is all right.

00:18:45.420 But man, I love it.

00:18:46.640 You want to fight right now?

00:18:46.960 honestly both of these things have to be specifically the northeast yeah it's got to

00:18:52.780 be new york new jersey pizza not this pizza the new york new jersey chinese food that would be

00:18:57.360 really the way so we had chinese takeout he was alive and happy he looked the best i'd ever seen

00:19:02.240 him in a while i sent uh i sent him link a link to a local tattoo artist we talked about me bleaching

00:19:08.640 his hair for him there were talks about future fly fishing trips family vacations and a trip to

00:19:14.600 Baltimore Aquarium. The future

00:19:16.720 was bright for all of us.

00:19:18.960 It was just another evening in August.

00:19:21.140 He left our house with plans to go home

00:19:22.900 and to meet some friends at the old bar

00:19:24.820 for drinks. It was Sunday,

00:19:26.780 so he wasn't planning on staying out late

00:19:28.720 because he had work the next day.

00:19:30.840 After we left, I made cookies, and

00:19:32.660 after cleanup, my husband and I got the kids

00:19:34.660 down for bed. We settled in to watch the

00:19:36.720 movie Holes, Shia LaBeouf.

00:19:38.940 Oh, yeah. I gotta show my son

00:19:40.700 that movie. Yeah. Is it good? I don't even remember

00:19:42.660 that. I remember it being pretty good.

00:19:44.280 Yeah. Holes was a pretty solid movie. Shia LaBeouf. I always liked that guy. He's a little gay outside of his acting career or was for a while, but now he seems unfathomably based. He's like beating up homosexuals in New Orleans.

00:19:56.220 I'd like to talk to him on the show.

00:19:57.260 That'd be fun.

00:19:59.140 Anyway, next paragraph. The police found him on the side of the road, unresponsive in the rain at around 1030. We were watching a goofy ass movie while he died alone in the rain.

00:20:08.700 Jeez.

00:20:09.100 he hit a light pole on his way home

00:20:11.300 it was awful

00:20:12.080 the next few days were a blur

00:20:14.220 his death has gone more

00:20:16.560 his death has done more from my walk with God

00:20:19.060 than just about anything else in my life has ever

00:20:21.180 when you get to the

00:20:23.020 rug so aggressive

00:20:24.420 when you get the rug so aggressively ripped out from under you

00:20:27.360 it's God or the world

00:20:29.660 for real for real

00:20:30.620 I like when she says that

00:20:32.000 I get a little double for real

00:20:33.080 for real for real for real

00:20:34.560 we were the closest family to the police station

00:20:38.180 so we ended up going to pick up his things.

00:20:40.600 His phone lock screen had Ephesians 2.10.

00:20:43.380 For we are God's handiwork created in Christ Jesus

00:20:45.720 to do good works,

00:20:47.700 which God prepared in advance for us to do.

00:20:50.340 So yeah, I think he knew.

00:20:52.300 Please say a prayer for his mama, pops,

00:20:54.420 and all the rest of us

00:20:55.360 because none of us have been the same ever since he left.

00:20:58.000 Jeez, man.

00:20:59.340 Dang.

00:20:59.820 Should we play this song?

00:21:01.960 I mean, what do you think?

00:21:04.000 I don't know.

00:21:04.800 Um, man, I wish we could transcribe it.

00:21:14.240 How do we do this?

00:21:15.740 I'll just, I'll just play it.

00:21:17.360 All right.

00:21:18.400 Can you guys hear that?

00:21:20.320 When I'm gone, but you do a few things for me.

00:21:27.080 Gather together with friends and family.

00:21:34.800 Harming on the memory of all the times I tried to be the best man I could be.

00:21:46.760 But don't be sorry, don't be sad, throw a party, have a blast, find someone that loves

00:22:03.340 you when you love them back, cause this time is all you have, remember that.

00:22:33.340 I'm eternally sleeping, dreaming over good times and dancing with my mother or talking

00:22:48.480 with my dad

00:22:50.340 when it's all over

00:22:54.160 and my heart stops

00:22:57.920 but none of you

00:23:00.240 can't find me

00:23:01.780 I'm just living off the clock

00:23:05.080 so don't be sorry

00:23:07.020 and don't be sad

00:23:10.980 go apart

00:23:14.500 and you're never blessed

00:23:17.920 Find someone that loves you

00:23:22.260 But you love them back

00:23:25.460 Cause this time is all you have

00:23:32.900 Remember that you'll get older

00:23:38.580 Every day a little closer to the end

00:23:44.260 Play pretend, and all I've ever known, and living just might kill you, love of mine.

00:23:55.520 Honey, will you lay with me, till they carry me on?

00:24:05.180 I'm not sorry, no, I'm not sad.

00:24:10.640 Let's go a party

00:24:14.460 And have a blast

00:24:18.260 I need someone to love me

00:24:21.860 So I can love them back

00:24:24.960 This time is all you have

00:24:32.840 To remember that

00:24:40.640 that was good that was really good

00:24:57.920 Garrett's a real ass nigga that was uh that reminded me of uh I wouldn't be surprised if

00:25:04.660 he had like inspiration from rob thomas rob thomas matchbox 20 oh okay yeah yeah rob thomas

00:25:13.000 is a really great songwriter but in that specific style that's like that's the style that he wrote

00:25:18.120 and and like as far as like a songwriter goes he's he's uh one of the most talented that was

00:25:23.700 that was that was good that was well it was written yeah it was written by somebody who could

00:25:27.960 uh see the future but does like doesn't see much more of themselves in it but it's interesting

00:25:35.680 because it makes you wonder what inspired that right i mean obviously the the message i i agree

00:25:40.180 with the whole song it's a beautiful song and i would i would hope that uh i thought he would be

00:25:45.680 a guitar guy yeah yeah but uh piano man piano man maybe a little bit of both well that i think is

00:25:54.020 a good way to

00:25:56.060 you know if you're going to die and you want to

00:25:58.440 think about what people are going to do when you're gone

00:26:00.600 it's like yeah man like celebrate

00:26:02.360 celebrate I'm not sad there's nothing to be

00:26:04.520 sad about we all go through this we're all

00:26:06.500 going to move on

00:26:07.280 you know that idea there's like

00:26:10.500 some people you meet where they go yeah

00:26:12.420 have a party I don't want a funeral I don't

00:26:15.040 I don't want a funeral either I think

00:26:16.640 in especially America like

00:26:18.500 the funeral

00:26:19.060 industry is gross it's so expensive

00:26:22.660 if it's so terrible like i want people to get together and celebrate black people say celebration

00:26:26.620 of life play my slurs you know what i mean play my greatest hits um from this show when i pass

00:26:33.400 that's that's what i want it's sad too because it's like i don't know if you believe what i believe

00:26:37.880 it's all good uh it's it's not just it's all good but like like uh all right so you die

00:26:44.220 and then by the time i regain consciousness of in whatever like this is all already ended

00:26:52.560 Yeah. Or it just it's just begun that time. But you still have to play out the rest of your life here.

00:26:58.980 Yeah. And that sucks. That sucks. Yeah. For you. And things are going to take advantage of your sadness and all this other crazy stuff.

00:27:07.160 Yeah. For me, man, just like celebrate. I think that would be that would be good.

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00:29:01.480 You know, I was just thinking when we were listening to it,

00:29:03.600 what a strange show this is.

00:29:05.220 Yeah, why, why?

00:29:05.940 well not just chronicles but nds and the community and and what shakes out of that tree

00:29:13.940 you know what i mean like i was having a bit of a moment where i was watching my son

00:29:19.900 um you know what he's training with his lightsaber and his and his whip because of ali

00:29:27.000 and uh and he's he's also he gave him a whip too well yeah i mean you know he was using it on the

00:29:32.320 on the like a real whip she didn't send it well remember when we were out there that was a real

00:29:36.260 whip yeah no but she gave that no no she didn't okay that's very irresponsible very crazy yeah

00:29:40.620 but um i was having this moment and then and then of course because of the whole thing him being on

00:29:46.660 live stream which i've told about it i was i was really upset about that initially and then i kind

00:29:51.260 of you know recalibrated to look at it differently and and since bro grove i've been going through

00:29:56.920 this season with my son where i'm very proud of him and i realized like that's all of that aspect

00:30:02.120 of my son like this is such a fucking crazy sentence the aspect the angle of my son that i

00:30:09.180 got to see was because of the dangerous retards you know what i mean like that's really weird

00:30:16.600 and and it and it created a real sense of pride and even like a trust for my son like i trust him

00:30:22.220 a lot more i'm very proud of him i've been seeing in his uh little 11 year old noggin quite a bit of

00:30:29.180 like wisdom and bravery and it's been putting me in a weird space but but all of that is because

00:30:34.140 of this community if that didn't happen I wouldn't have seen that side of my son and I wouldn't have

00:30:39.320 been having these feelings it's very important as a father especially right now you know he's going

00:30:43.660 into middle school and I'm looking at him and I'm I have this great sense of uh of pride in the in

00:30:49.180 the you know the young man that he's becoming and then we have these moments where we're listening

00:30:54.440 to music from a dude that like overwhelmingly based off of this testimony seems to have gotten

00:31:01.440 it like this is a dude who gets it you know she's saying that he's like a dangerous retard and now

00:31:05.840 we're listening to his music and then the music is like very touching and it's weird a dangerous

00:31:10.260 retard uh like maybe three years before uh it existed yeah that's fascinating i guess what they

00:31:17.760 always existed we just never made the term official unionized never unionized yeah never

00:31:23.480 never mobilized but but the things that come out of this community like the place that we are the

00:31:28.740 letters that we get the people who drop by um my wife my wife told me to thank Owly because Owly

00:31:36.920 got her let me read the text message real quick I don't want to um misspeak and I didn't even know

00:31:41.940 this happened you know but she said um thank Owly for me I used the DSMO she gave me just before

00:31:51.120 instead of taking Advil for my shoulder and I feel like it did help a lot I smell that I have

00:31:55.840 no idea I didn't even know it was a thing DSMO no idea it's like a sexual thing but I've no well

00:32:01.560 you know then somebody else got her the neck thing okay that's a different thing it's just like

00:32:06.300 I guess what I'm saying is like the this is a strange tree that is the Nephilim Death Squad

00:32:15.060 community but the fruits are really fucking good dude yeah somebody said like uh we were just

00:32:20.220 talking about matt doing the spin-off of this show uh but with a more positive story yeah and

00:32:26.440 then somebody writes i forgot who wrote maybe fj he's like what if uh my like my story about

00:32:32.140 salvation is through nds i was like well then write it there i guess i don't know yeah write

00:32:37.260 it there yeah write it there i you know it's just weird man i taught i taught uh there you go

00:32:43.080 everybody's saying it's for inflammation dms oh jen just ordered some um oh jen you old right so

00:32:48.220 that's it she needs a little dsmo apparently smells like garlic so you can smell italian okay but

00:32:53.020 yeah it's just it's just crazy it's just crazy man like especially after this the the surrealness

00:33:00.100 of like the vip day and actually getting to see ed and getting to see laura and and just doing all

00:33:05.640 this this is what i was telling ed as well as like you know whether he does this with john

00:33:09.680 lenhart or uh by himself in the future but i'm like what you've said out loud and what you've

00:33:14.320 now put into motion i you don't know what that's gonna look like a few years from now

00:33:18.080 Yeah. But it certainly will look like something. Yeah. It'll either be like a whole pile of horse shit or it'll look like a weird event in the middle of nowhere. I don't know what it's going to look like, but you're constantly setting things into more like tipping balls over and watching them roll down separate hills.

00:33:33.100 You never know what it's going to affect or what it's going to turn into.

00:33:35.780 depending on how you've touched it like it's interesting like you can you can touch a bowl

00:33:40.880 like like when you're hitting a a pool bowl if you hit it with a certain trajectory and your

00:33:45.360 bowl is spinning a certain way at a certain angle chain reaction what that'll do yeah you don't know

00:33:49.880 it's a domino effect and last night i'm sitting there listening to the bible study you know and

00:33:55.360 last night's bible study was really wild did they record that so i can listen no okay yeah i said

00:34:01.220 specifically, can I record this? Can I monetize this? They said, fuck you. But they were arguing

00:34:07.220 in the Bible study yesterday, and some feelings even got hurt.

00:34:11.060 Arguing at a Bible study?

00:34:12.020 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:34:12.520 How dare you.

00:34:12.980 And it took a long time for them to really kind of get going.

00:34:16.120 Who was arguing?

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00:36:01.900 you're going to talk to yourself for an hour you might as well publish it oh i don't know i i don't

00:36:07.700 know just i don't even really know what they were arguing about polygamy came up at one point i think

00:36:12.240 somebody like one person in the community is a polygamist wasn't that guy uh manny also got

00:36:18.040 upset yeah shout out to manny oh boy but like the point is yeah he has been missing since then he

00:36:24.040 took it he took it to heart and uh i hope he figures it out but oh no my thing is that even

00:36:29.440 though it was chaotic i'm like look at these fucking people like these passionate people

00:36:33.700 are getting together like i'm feeling passionate about anything wait man he's trying to do

00:36:38.540 polygamy i respect it no it wasn't polygamy okay it was it was somebody else i mean it wasn't uh

00:36:45.240 manny wasn't doing polygamy i don't remember what he was arguing about he was just trying to say

00:36:47.780 something and then i don't know people were speaking over him he got all frustrated but

00:36:51.260 Well, I mean, welcome to fucking my life.

00:36:53.400 Yeah, exactly.

00:36:54.300 But I got the controls here, so sometimes I'd be like, oh, are you going to...

00:36:58.700 I very rarely do that.

00:37:00.280 He removed himself from the rape mob trap.

00:37:02.340 Oh, no, that's very sad.

00:37:04.120 We figured it out.

00:37:05.260 Oh, they figured it out.

00:37:06.200 Okay, good.

00:37:06.660 All right, good.

00:37:07.260 But yeah, just seeing people get passionate about that.

00:37:09.600 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:37:09.880 And then, like, you know, it is like, whether or not you really delved into scripture,

00:37:14.960 sometimes you take, like, one idea of scripture, and then it just gets unpacked for fucking an hour.

00:37:19.700 And people are like, can we move on?

00:37:20.740 but it's like yo people are still gathering here and the heart of this conversation is scripture

00:37:25.180 like that's insane and then they're so passionate about it that they're arguing among amongst one

00:37:29.760 another once again just the weird things that this community's built but uh all right we got

00:37:34.300 to move on so we can keep okay well we got more stories let's do david uh let's not dox him don't

00:37:39.660 do this one it doesn't i was just about to say his last name i know i wanted to too it's a very

00:37:44.140 all right go ahead and start it up we got our music all right so this is from david and it says

00:37:48.640 the demon of unreality that's a fascinating idea yeah he says what up squad what up david uh i hail

00:37:56.980 from the beautiful pacific northwest this is not exactly a paranormal experience that i want to

00:38:01.860 share but a spiritual affliction that's been tormenting me on and off for years uh okay

00:38:07.280 quick backstory i grew up in a non-denominational protestant christian home i grew up going to

00:38:13.820 church every Sunday where we did devotions every morning before school. Okay. I even worked at a

00:38:20.260 couple of Bible camps after high school. I never had an experience of seeing anything manifest

00:38:26.480 from the spirit realm, which may or may not exist. I never saw a demon or an entity while I was

00:38:33.440 growing up as a young adult. That being said, I always felt like there was something spiritual

00:38:38.200 that I was missing about the Christian walk. I could never fully trust that Jesus was the way

00:38:43.740 the truth and the life I saw other people I knew in the church all my friends seemed to have a more

00:38:50.340 tangible experience with Christ I felt like I was reaching for God but not getting any response

00:38:56.620 on top of all this I was feeling guilty about everything not just for sin like jerking off

00:39:03.920 and listening to heavy heavy emo shit yeah just jerking off sin I guess well I don't know if it's

00:39:10.540 sin inherently but it is like the spirit of it it's a distraction for sure it's like sadness and

00:39:16.320 it's gay shit but jerking off to emo music is crazy um i felt like i was a burden on god and

00:39:24.560 that i was a worm in his sight very dramatic yeah the emo music the worm stuff is right

00:39:28.940 well yeah crimson worm right uh i was a poor pathetic sinner who could never please jesus

00:39:34.280 at the same time i felt that i loved jesus and he loved me all right this is a little of a

00:39:39.300 complicated relationship i knew that he died for me and that was the writing in the sky and that

00:39:47.480 was the writing in the sky that he loved me okay it's an interesting way of putting it so something

00:39:52.600 was getting a hold of my spirit making me feel like i was not enough and it's demons dog right

00:39:57.600 you're not enough you're unworthy nobody loves you like that's all yeah they have like a couple

00:40:01.460 of tricks and those are them yeah it's just fucking you know going to the well uh years of

00:40:06.760 this passed by i got pretty interested in apologetics and history and theology and

00:40:11.960 religions you became orthodox fucking guy you debate a couple of people fucking don't pray to

00:40:17.120 that a little debate rape don't don't don't pray to that uh simultaneously i was getting into

00:40:21.780 conspiracy i was listening to tinfoil hat and the higher side chats and dave smith and rogan and

00:40:26.940 other shows like that i'm familiar with that pipeline i do know that pipeline yeah i started

00:40:31.400 listening to nds interesting sorry yeah you guys had some interesting early episodes fell off a lot

00:40:37.980 recently yeah now we just do trash huh now we just got dog shit now you read fucking emails like this

00:40:44.000 i was getting back into christianity with you raven yes this is david with the last name that

00:40:52.540 i'm not gonna say and i know that i wrote you guys months ago and said i would no longer be

00:40:57.380 listening to your show oh that's right um i remember this guy didn't he say that the holy

00:41:02.900 spirit was haunting him or some crazy shit like yeah yeah yeah yeah i remember i remember this

00:41:06.620 guy i i gave this guy a free patreon member oh okay all right same guy i think this is him

00:41:12.260 oh well we keep reading i'm interested now this is yeah before i was like this is a snooze fest

00:41:16.300 david go i do remember him here we go i can see already some some paragraphs down it's coming it's

00:41:22.040 this goes off the fucking rails dude well we have the right not to read this right if we don't want

00:41:27.820 to read it i'll fucking read it and fucking see where it goes all right david i'm gonna fight

00:41:31.040 here's the next thing he goes that was true until a few weeks ago when you guys pulled me back in

00:41:36.660 how do we do it i got it handed to you guys you grind can't fault you for that you continuously

00:41:41.640 put out unhinged paranoid delusional content all right all right it's fine it's fine i don't

00:41:47.100 disagree with that i guess this is yeah that's that's accurate it's fine do we come off as

00:41:51.080 paranoid i'm not paranoid i'm not paranoid about shit um maybe do you feel paranoid about what we

00:41:57.600 say maybe are you projecting delusional for sure yes paranoid maybe unhinged i'll give you that

00:42:05.320 okay keep reading anyway i have been hate listening to you guys for weeks now because i'm a sucker and

00:42:11.220 i love to seethe at work can you blame me for that well i mean i can't blame you but there's

00:42:16.180 certainly better ways to spend your time right you've replaced the emo music we are the emo music

00:42:21.320 we are the emo just filled with angst teenage angst and are you don't jerk off to this this

00:42:27.200 is very funny this gets funnier and funnier jerking off to this don't jerk off to this

00:42:30.660 i don't want that i don't know what that does to me don't jerk off to this no joe brown says

00:42:34.720 shout out to the algorithm bringing david back don't speak so soon joe brown let's read the

00:42:38.600 next few sentences i'm writing this because i am once again proclaiming that i have to stop

00:42:43.120 listening for real for good nancy what do you think about this so far amazing this is good i

00:42:48.860 want nancy's opinion here nancy we'll see okay yeah that's fair yeah it's fair that's fair for

00:42:55.600 real for good for real for good not real for real i have had enough so i keep reading this is great

00:43:00.720 i love this okay uh i have had enough and i would like to explain why i'm so turned off from

00:43:06.020 christianity because of nds this is fucking crazy you guys have seen it that i completely shut the

00:43:12.580 door on christianity let me say up front i am not you have seen to it oh seen to it all right

00:43:16.700 so this is our fault great we're gonna have to answer for pointing one person away from christ

00:43:20.620 i know damn all right let me say up front that i'm not an occultist i'm not a witch i'm not a

00:43:25.460 demon i'm not an atheist i am agnostic on god and agnostic on spirits okay what's that like so they

00:43:31.320 could or could not exist way of saying i don't know okay at least that's how i interpret that

00:43:35.580 i don't know i don't know i'm agnostic about whether or not i know what agnostic means so

00:43:40.300 So I believe most people, when they claim to have paranormal experiences, I believe that you saw scary things, Raven.

00:43:46.200 OK, fine.

00:43:47.440 That being said, it's not proof of anything other than a person's personal experience that I can't count as proof of external reality.

00:43:54.720 That's fair.

00:43:55.560 Pause real quick.

00:43:56.420 Going up just to the top of this when he says, where is he at?

00:44:01.300 Boom, boom, boom.

00:44:02.200 I got into apologetics and history.

00:44:05.780 Yeah.

00:44:06.400 If this is very what plagues you is intellect.

00:44:10.300 Have you considered the Orthodox Church?

00:44:13.440 You're not going to find Jesus there, but maybe you'll not.

00:44:16.180 You'll find arguing points.

00:44:17.760 Yeah.

00:44:18.360 I try to remain rational and skeptical.

00:44:20.860 Here are some things I think you are missing, and I hope you think them through.

00:44:23.820 So let's, before we go any further, to say remain rational and skeptical, what at all

00:44:29.020 is rational, rational, rational, rational, rational, rational, rational, rational, rational

00:44:34.200 about a lot of paragraphs.

00:44:35.640 about god coming as a man dying for our sins and then resurrecting and ascending to heaven

00:44:44.560 i was reading an article um and it was about the eclipse that happened yesterday and there

00:44:50.020 was an eclipse that happened when jesus dies okay and they said the eclipse lasted for a couple of

00:44:54.780 hours and somebody goes scientifically eclipses last for like no more than seven minutes so like

00:44:59.960 it would be uh completely impossible it would happen and also it's only stated in like this

00:45:05.660 one area so it's like it's like yeah dude god died you done and then some crazy shit happened

00:45:10.760 and it's like well that god didn't die but you know like he was whatever if you don't have a

00:45:15.260 framework for crazy shit then you don't have a framework for scientifically it's impossible like

00:45:20.460 none of this shit's none of this shit's possible scientifically what happened that day or the 30

00:45:25.860 years before it it's funny because this is a really kind of a love letter to me uh oh it's

00:45:30.260 all about you so i'm chilling okay i called him gay before and i still think things that i think

00:45:34.840 you're missing right that's what he says here are some things i think you're missing i hope you

00:45:37.820 think them through and he goes on right after that say the bible is fraudulent fraudulent in

00:45:42.100 capital fraudulent um and not the word of god it's so obvious guys it's full of contradictions

00:45:48.020 you have been willfully ignorant raven why not me or you have to be i'm sorry you have to be

00:45:52.880 willfully ignorant raven or change some of the meaning of every word to avoid contradictions

00:45:57.660 no no we're reading what they originally meant in the hebrew and the it's funny you're not talking

00:46:02.640 to me about this because like we i i actually do a show well let him read the bible oh yeah i think

00:46:08.480 he's cooking meth but let him cook okay okay go ahead go ahead it can be interpreted in thousands

00:46:13.180 of different ways when matt with i will give it to you the appropriate amount of teas uh a little

00:46:17.780 extra toss a little extra a couple teas in there when matt says he only cares about what the

00:46:22.800 bible says it means nothing because the bible says all kinds of different things all over the place

00:46:27.520 the prophecies in the old testament are fake okay the writers of the well that's interesting

00:46:32.980 because it's pretty well given that jesus christ was a real historical figure given that we have

00:46:37.800 more uh writings about him than we have for the roman emperor at the time and we take that as

00:46:43.860 saying like yeah that roman emperor definitely existed but and that's all we have is just the

00:46:49.060 writings about his existence at the time there's far more uh proofs that jesus christ existed as

00:46:54.200 far as text or written text goes um and the entire old testament prophesies the coming of christ for

00:46:59.680 the word war debate you have molyneux debating jay dyer on new uh yeah stefan molyneux what's that

00:47:06.520 he's a guy uh okay he's he's been around for a very long time his first time back debating

00:47:11.740 and it's about like the existence of god okay and i'm like i'm kind of rooting for molyneux i know

00:47:16.620 he's like versus jay jay dyer is gonna well he's going to prove without a shadow of a doubt that

00:47:21.240 god exists and if you don't agree with me then you're oh god doesn't exist something like that

00:47:26.840 these are crazy ass debates it's a crazy debate and i'm just like yeah like you put me in a

00:47:31.700 situation where i'm rooting for okay never mind keep reading that's fine the reader i'm sorry the

00:47:36.120 writer of the new testament were the writers of the new testament my bad i had my cursor over that

00:47:41.380 uh we're reading the old testament and fulfilling prophecy when they were writing the new testament

00:47:46.300 So in other words, like they were aware of the Old Testament prophecies, so they were fulfilling them.

00:47:50.660 But you just said that the Old Testament prophecies are fake.

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00:49:38.040 sprinker because if you're going to talk to yourself for an hour you might as well publish it

00:49:43.440 but okay so now they're real but these people are reading it and fulfilling it it's that simple it's

00:49:48.560 a it's a circular logical fallacy of those prophecies is fake maybe that's what he meant

00:49:53.500 to say he's saying the old test the prophecies were fake and the new testament prophecies were

00:49:58.320 created and made up these are excluding all the miracles that happened as well right okay it's

00:50:03.920 that simple it's that simple okay that's it just it's fake and it's that simple i like your attitude

00:50:10.300 i like just going like hey those prophecies the new testament they were just aware of those

00:50:15.220 prophecies and we're fulfilling them it's that simple you right that's basically i mean we just

00:50:19.460 got hit with a big no you yeah uh paul is the earliest he did not know jesus he had beef with

00:50:24.180 the jerusalem group he was a jewish pharisee who met jesus in mystical visions and dreams

00:50:29.120 He learned of Jesus from the scriptures, meaning the Tanakh.

00:50:32.820 Jesus was a Jewish rabbi.

00:50:34.520 Rabbi, what does rabbi mean?

00:50:35.660 Teacher of Judaism.

00:50:37.260 Oh, yeah, yeah.

00:50:38.200 Even your...

00:50:39.580 Judaism, that's what got him killed.

00:50:40.860 It just isn't, you know.

00:50:43.840 Even your Nephilim are only mentioned a few times in the Bible.

00:50:47.000 Nothing is said about them.

00:50:48.600 Enoch was probably fan fiction.

00:50:50.840 This guy's definitely ortho.

00:50:52.340 He's calling Enoch fan fiction.

00:50:54.160 They love the Judaism.

00:50:54.560 No, the ortho people...

00:50:56.320 Some of them do, some of them don't.

00:50:57.480 Again, but I mean, they are one large conglomerate, coherent church.

00:51:01.140 So they all have the same views.

00:51:03.420 But a lot of them do adhere to Enoch.

00:51:06.200 Okay.

00:51:06.640 All right.

00:51:07.480 But it's fan fiction.

00:51:10.060 Where did I lost my spot?

00:51:12.380 Enoch was probably fan fiction written about those two references.

00:51:15.820 Just like the New Testament is a sequel to the Old Testament,

00:51:18.640 and Christians don't accept the book of Enoch anyway.

00:51:21.280 That's not necessarily true.

00:51:23.040 How do you guys defend the God of the Old Testament?

00:51:25.460 seems to be that the only somewhat reasonable defense

00:51:29.760 of the God of the Old Testament

00:51:30.660 is to insert the highly dubious claim

00:51:33.460 that all of the earth was covered in Nephilim

00:51:35.700 and that's why God had to kill everybody.

00:51:38.040 I like Matt's take on it.

00:51:39.700 Matt's take, like that makes some sense to me

00:51:42.460 where it's like, oh man, you killed all these people

00:51:44.300 or you directed the Jews to kill all these people to go out

00:51:46.580 and he's like, hey, God does whatever the fuck he wants.

00:51:49.100 Honestly.

00:51:49.840 And I'm like, that's kind of, that's bullshit.

00:51:52.180 If he's responsible for every breath

00:51:53.900 that you take throughout your lifetime

00:51:56.000 and is there for every morning that you wake up.

00:51:59.220 Like he has given you this.

00:52:00.880 You have been granted these things.

00:52:02.560 Like, yeah, I mean, I guess you gotta do whatever you want.

00:52:03.940 You know what I came across today?

00:52:05.880 This guy definitely doesn't have kids,

00:52:07.680 but I was in the back clearing out space

00:52:09.400 for the stage that we're gonna move.

00:52:10.900 This is long.

00:52:12.040 It is long, right?

00:52:12.900 And it's just him.

00:52:13.980 This is that Facebook comment.

00:52:15.160 It's probably the same guy.

00:52:16.280 But I was clearing out space for the stage

00:52:18.700 and I came upon a bunch of totes.

00:52:21.040 Okay.

00:52:21.360 And I looked in the totes.

00:52:22.360 It's like, what are in, what's in these?

00:52:23.520 And I hope like some of them are closed to donate that I'm going to donate.

00:52:26.260 And I looked and I was like, they were like two totes filled with toys.

00:52:30.000 Right.

00:52:30.420 They're my kids toys.

00:52:31.540 OK, yeah, girls and boys toys.

00:52:33.120 And I said, oh, shit, I remember why I did this.

00:52:36.000 They were acting like jerks.

00:52:37.840 And I took all their toys.

00:52:39.360 Let's go.

00:52:40.000 And I put them in totes and I fucking took them out.

00:52:42.100 They wrote about it.

00:52:42.820 Future kids are going to read that book and be like, what kind of an asshole takes away all the toys?

00:52:46.920 A dictator.

00:52:47.600 I mean, they have a lot of nice new toys now.

00:52:49.620 But at the time, I was like, this is an executive decision.

00:52:52.380 You don't deserve this shit.

00:52:53.520 Yeah. And it is what it is. A little bit harsh.

00:52:56.140 No toys, dog.

00:52:57.600 I mean, that's fair. We were talking. I'm God.

00:52:59.380 On the Bible study last night. Look at me.

00:53:02.220 Sorry. I'm taking the shit away.

00:53:03.460 I run shit. Yeah, it's like, yeah, I don't know.

00:53:05.260 This is God's world. He does whatever he wants, man.

00:53:06.960 Yeah. We were talking about that last night in the Bible study.

00:53:09.320 This idea of how bad

00:53:11.280 were people back in the day. And Matt's

00:53:13.140 talked about this, too, where it's like you had to be

00:53:14.980 explicitly told not to fuck animals.

00:53:18.900 I mean, I think they were just as bad as they are now.

00:53:21.500 it was common within like jewish practices to say like uh you have to marry a woman who you

00:53:27.320 rape because effectively i'm paraphrasing but you've taken her uh market value away and that's

00:53:32.980 not fair it's like okay so they had to be told a lot of shit because otherwise they were just

00:53:38.180 raping and fucking animals so it's not much different than today and well it's like extrapolate

00:53:44.500 on that that world yeah it's not much it is india so if the whole world was india am i supposed to

00:53:50.320 feel really bad when god goes flooded if god was like i'm gonna flood india right now and be like

00:53:55.560 let me help yeah let me fucking i'll pull the hose no problem i get it i understand um

00:54:00.640 it's crazy but what do you think is gonna happen to this guy uh whatever his name is

00:54:05.500 to this guy when jesus comes back if you believe that and the nation still disobey and try to wage

00:54:12.780 war on him after a thousand years of peace it's going to be a dictatorship yeah the thousand years

00:54:19.280 of peace will be a dictatorship and there'll still be people like you even though god is right in

00:54:23.860 your face wanting to be an asshole yeah and then when he kills you or when he punishes you for

00:54:30.480 whacking off to emo music you're going to be sad about it what do you want me to tell you dog

00:54:34.940 thumbs the rules get with it or don't this isn't this is not my world well let's try to get you

00:54:40.540 know plow through this scathing critique of nephilim death squads uh so god had to kill

00:54:44.980 everybody because of the nephilim but then he didn't because it was nephilim after the flood

00:54:48.460 my point is that you can't have both things without a contradiction i mean it's just idea

00:54:52.440 that some of them somehow survived if you had like hybridized creatures i like the alberino

00:54:57.640 aspect of uh if atlantis was real and they established these huge kingdoms and these

00:55:02.520 nephilim that were you know really big really dominant the flood reset shit that's a great

00:55:08.700 reset it's not it's not necessarily about taking them all out it's about destroying the status quo

00:55:13.600 Yeah, there were Nephilim on the earth before and after those days, but they were not ruling the world.

00:55:18.720 They were not this close to taking over man's dominion.

00:55:20.820 And also, that's not a contradiction of the Bible.

00:55:23.760 It specifically says it flat out right there.

00:55:26.440 We extrapolate.

00:55:27.800 Yeah, we extrapolate.

00:55:28.640 We extrapolate and say he sent the flood to wipe out the Nephilim.

00:55:32.260 A lot of this does kind of strike me as this dude, like, wanting us to answer these questions for him.

00:55:39.320 Yeah, yeah, we'll do that.

00:55:40.460 Yeah. My point is that you can't have both of these things without a contradiction. Okay. And if the Nephilim theory isn't true, which it isn't, then how do you defend the God of the Old Testament? Well, I don't know. You've already said that it's not true. So you must have the answers, right? God's ways are mysterious, question mark. He wants blood and death and sacrifice and burnt animal carcasses day and night. He wants Israel to exterminate neighboring people, women and children and animals. He sends plagues and famines and Satan to torment people. He's a fiery, wrathful penis munching.

00:56:10.460 desert god who is this written by uh i feel like this is the turn that gray pill took oh this is

00:56:16.840 is this actually gray um penis munching desert god you could have just texted me yeah dude just

00:56:22.140 texas demands uh obedience and submission and child sacrifice jesus is the child sacrifice you

00:56:28.160 worship a child sacrifice i never understood the story of abraham sacrificing isaac he earns god's

00:56:34.500 favor because he's willing to kill his son how do you not see this as a problem abraham should have

00:56:38.180 said no you're all fathers if you believe god told you to kill your child would you do it actually i

00:56:42.780 wouldn't because we're no longer under the law and also i'm not everything has already been

00:56:46.720 fulfilled everything's already been fulfilled so if some if some spirit came to me now and said

00:56:53.460 sacrifice your child to me because i'm god like the bible clearly says that's done we don't have

00:56:58.920 to do that at all and god stays his hand because that's who he was going to literally bring about

00:57:03.980 jesus christ through that line of abraham was while he was going to redeem the entire world

00:57:08.760 salvation was going to become available for the entire world and he needed to know if abraham was

00:57:13.180 a real ass nigga so he stayed his hand and the very thing that he stopped abraham from doing

00:57:17.620 he then went on and did for the entire world it's just whatever man this is like a very angsty

00:57:24.600 little baby boy shit yeah i mean i think i don't even know if we should read the rest of it but

00:57:30.180 what i would say to him is uh it's interesting i would like to take this to straight bible

00:57:35.600 and do that because this is chronicle so it's not really like then let's put a pin in that and we

00:57:40.100 can bring this on straight bible i think this would be a great discussion uh nancy write this

00:57:44.240 down or something yeah this is what we'll open up the straight bible thing with okay this would

00:57:49.280 actually be fascinating i think this would be a great conversation um what else very emotional

00:57:53.600 in the meantime super emotional he's like fucking guys and really it's just like 300 questions

00:57:59.860 yeah it's a lot of questions us to answer so that we can repair his relationship with god okay number

00:58:05.240 one step one i'm gonna help you here we go zoom in on me nancy thank you number one go get some

00:58:09.740 pussy number two have some kids yeah come back to me in a couple of years and then we'll have

00:58:14.820 this conversation again because a lot of this stuff you're looking at in this uh in a temporal

00:58:21.220 way like as you're saying this you're like would I ever do this thing like to kill your if God told

00:58:26.600 you to kill your kid it's like this is something that I would never want to do and I don't I don't

00:58:30.660 know if I would be able to but it also shows your grasp on the on on this carnal temporary realm

00:58:38.340 it's really strange too because we are a proxy for him to fight God like somehow Nephilim death

00:58:46.400 squad needs to be attacked in order to disprove god well that's what he's doing we're like a

00:58:53.920 proxy for his war with the lord yeah we're not being attacked though he's just he goes on he

00:58:58.460 goes like oh you did a show with this guy he claimed that buddha and confucius both said good

00:59:02.960 things about jesus he was making the point that other sages say jesus is the way but jesus says

00:59:07.700 he is the way i get his point but buddha and confucius did not speak about jesus no pushback

00:59:12.280 from you guys uh i don't study buddha or confucius and motherfucker you push back against him like

00:59:18.520 you have an email address you have fingers that you're typing to us like if there's something on

00:59:23.500 the show that you hear this is crazy he's like william blush said this the jewish guy i don't

00:59:28.300 even i mean i didn't push back on a lot of the stuff he said this it's also you know when you're

00:59:33.000 doing an interview with somebody that is in israel across the world was yeah yeah you kind of yeah

00:59:38.460 but like we'll roll with the punches and whatever he says he says if you want to point that out

00:59:42.280 um i've never read anything from buddha or confucius and nor will i yeah not interested

00:59:47.180 in it um so all i'm trying to point out is that you guys seem completely ignorant of basic

00:59:52.740 historical context of early christianity how the fuck does that make me ignorant of christianity

00:59:58.640 because i don't study buddhism and confucianism this is like he's got a real gripe with god and

01:00:04.380 he's trying to fight god and also us for whatever it's okay i read that fair and to my response

01:00:09.940 my response to you is fuck you

01:00:11.620 should we keep reading or

01:00:13.660 I want to see this

01:00:15.280 he's talking to me now

01:00:17.040 top I know you think you're super

01:00:19.940 anti-Zionist but you worship

01:00:22.000 the God of Zion and the Jewish Messiah

01:00:24.220 and you promote and affirm

01:00:25.980 that Israel was once the chosen people of God

01:00:28.300 yeah that's

01:00:30.180 because it's true

01:00:31.520 Christianity is Zionism

01:00:34.340 no it's not

01:00:35.320 the modern church can be

01:00:38.920 But Christianity as a whole, followers of Christ, is not Zionism.

01:00:42.680 That's not what Jesus came here, and that's not what he taught.

01:00:44.960 That's not what he did.

01:00:45.940 You can't get around it when you promote the Bible.

01:00:48.720 Why not?

01:00:49.940 Which is the Jewish holy scriptures.

01:00:53.340 Judaism is the Torah and Tanakh and the worship of Yahweh.

01:00:57.180 The reason you think they worship Satan might be because of the way Yahweh and the worshipers of Yahweh behave.

01:01:04.200 No, I think that because that's what Jesus said.

01:01:08.300 But again, this is a glaring contradiction that you have no answers to because in the book that you are tearing down, the main character of which everything points to.

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01:03:01.320 sprinker because if you're going to talk to yourself for an hour you might as well publish it

01:03:06.720 and jews don't see and you don't see maybe maybe because you're jewish nancy says smells like teen

01:03:13.400 spirit it is it's like this fucking angsty uh doesn't want to do any work for himself wants

01:03:18.780 you to answer it all that's okay that's okay because i like this one it says raven bro shut

01:03:23.580 the fuck up sometimes right you have gumption but you need to stop this nonsense at once

01:03:27.880 wait wait wait let me let me keep reading i'm just giving them the belt real quick

01:03:31.580 um but they don't worship satan or baal they worship yahweh that's that's debatable as a

01:03:38.820 matter of fact i'm not even sure if that's debatable like they're worshiping the moon

01:03:41.920 like the more you look into actual judaism and what they're practicing especially like in

01:03:45.900 fucking borough park they're swinging this is not this is not god worship this is something else in

01:03:51.660 the place of but i i think it's it's meant to be this confusing and that's the reason why they're

01:03:57.420 standing in the place of God. They once did worship God. Maybe some of these people were

01:04:03.100 some of the God's chosen people. They no longer do. So now it's easy for you to turn this into

01:04:08.460 what it is. But this is the dichotomy that we're always fighting against. This is what I'm looking

01:04:12.220 at. I'm saying like, yeah, clearly there's a falsity happening here. These people are standing

01:04:16.460 in the place. If they're doing something strange, I'm calling it out. And now I'm being flipped on

01:04:22.860 my head in a weird way by other people but it's fine it uh so you need the antichrist the antichrist

01:04:30.000 as is a christian's wet dream this is a major problem christianity promotes the idea that this

01:04:36.080 life is nothing sell all you have don't worry about tomorrow because the end is coming and god

01:04:41.300 will provide okay i don't think it's don't worry about tomorrow no no i mean like again yeah so i

01:04:46.820 I do live my life as a—this is a finite thing.

01:04:52.100 We're given a certain amount of days, and when this is over, that's fine.

01:04:56.800 Right, but if there was no such thing as tomorrow, what's the point of—

01:05:00.180 No, no, no, because you're talking to a nigger right now who just spent, like, the last three months preparing for tomorrow to pull something off.

01:05:06.880 Exactly.

01:05:07.240 That was huge.

01:05:07.940 And in the Bible, it talks about the wise building things on a foundation of Jesus Christ.

01:05:11.300 And I'm talking to somebody who spent, I don't know, an hour writing this email.

01:05:16.820 You know what I'm saying? Like, what have you done? I'm proving to you in a tangible way of my preparation for the future while also telling you that the future, that my future, you know, it lays in the hands of Christ. And when I die, if there is no tomorrow, then there's eternity. But I'm doing both of these things. So that's a straw man and that's bullshit. But I also understand it. There's a lot of people that say, oh, you know, the rapture gonna come, I'm gonna get taken up. Who cares about this? I understand what you're saying, but that's a bullshit straw man.

01:05:44.940 And so don't come to me with that because Christians who do that too,

01:05:47.700 I tell them to fuck off.

01:05:48.920 That's,

01:05:49.320 that's a lie.

01:05:50.300 Um,

01:05:50.620 I like this though,

01:05:51.280 because the throughout it,

01:05:52.420 if you skim it,

01:05:53.060 it's meanwhile,

01:05:53.520 none of you guys tithe.

01:05:55.400 I do tie.

01:05:56.280 Then I tithe in a more meaningful way.

01:05:57.920 As a matter of fact,

01:05:58.300 I wasn't at the Bible study yesterday because I was at church.

01:06:01.200 I was actually playing guitar.

01:06:02.940 That's my tithe,

01:06:03.780 my time,

01:06:04.860 what I can do,

01:06:05.680 what I can help,

01:06:06.300 what I can build.

01:06:08.280 And you know,

01:06:08.940 I,

01:06:09.260 for,

01:06:09.420 for this here,

01:06:10.220 again,

01:06:10.700 this guy would have no concept of building or,

01:06:14.160 uh,

01:06:14.940 storing up treasures for the future but like all the stuff in here if this is our ministry i've

01:06:20.260 tithed effect i've tithed effectively to it when you're talking about the thousands of dollars that

01:06:25.560 we put in was this tithing building is tithing giving to god or is it giving to uh you know a

01:06:31.600 building yeah i mean no it's it's giving to god but in this case we're we're doing it by what

01:06:37.800 we're doing so no that's that's also inaccurate um it's a worldview what did he say here and i

01:06:43.240 don't think you should but the hypocrisy is too rich i don't see it that way what a stark contrast

01:06:47.220 by the way from the first story that we read and how beautiful that was to all of a sudden this

01:06:51.300 fucking manic faggot no it's fine it's fine off for an hour it's just interesting when people uh

01:06:56.720 talk to me this way and i'm looking at it and i'm like i'm i guess i'm old enough to look and

01:07:02.400 step aside and go you're not that's not me he keeps going like he says whatever evil spirit

01:07:06.480 you're praying to i want nothing to do with it and then he says over and over again throughout

01:07:10.400 this that we're fucking idiots and then he goes i will be far away from christianity partly because

01:07:15.420 of you guys so what kind of intellectual nonsense is it i'll say you to say that um you don't believe

01:07:22.000 a thing because idiots are like it's like you're going to the idiots as your source of authority

01:07:27.340 on whether or not you should believe in god that's fucking crazy so you're saying we don't

01:07:31.120 know anything and because we don't know anything you're not gonna fuck with god what that's

01:07:35.580 retarded right am i am i seeing things the wrong way here uh yeah i guess you're i don't know

01:07:40.320 It's like if I wanted to know about Hinduism and I went to some brain dead Indian dude shitting in the street, because that's what he's determined we are, is brain dead Indian dude shitting in the street.

01:07:50.640 And then I go, that guy's retarded, so I'm not going to look at this thing at all.

01:07:54.640 I'll say this, and this is probably the wrong thing to say, and I really don't give a fuck, because I don't care about your salvation.

01:08:00.600 I can't say this enough.

01:08:02.380 I feel like you've said that a few times.

01:08:03.660 Yeah, I care about my salvation.

01:08:05.300 That's hard enough to maintain and uphold and sustain.

01:08:08.900 for somebody like this you're telling me that you don't want it it's like the old lady that

01:08:13.380 came into the shop and i'm telling matt like again like i i love old people and i'll talk

01:08:18.160 with them and i'll i'll whatever i'll waste my time i'm even kind to them in a certain way by

01:08:23.280 not just kicking them out explicitly but when somebody's wasting my time vince an old person

01:08:30.060 and i pick up on it right away fuck you yeah this guy you're wasting my time and you're wasting it

01:08:38.120 Because you don't want anything to do with Christianity.

01:08:41.080 You want to blame me for it.

01:08:42.380 And I'll tell you this right now.

01:08:44.560 I think Christianity, it's really good that we're reaching, you reach all like this broad

01:08:49.340 amount of people, this wide net, this big tent.

01:08:52.440 That's gay.

01:08:53.240 The big tent makes all the gay shit and all the retarded people that you see.

01:08:57.340 And that's why Christianity has a bad name.

01:08:59.620 I don't want this guy to have anything to do with whatever I'm doing.

01:09:03.500 We're not doing the same thing.

01:09:04.700 Now, if you want to change your mind, and you want to come earnestly and ask real questions and actually try to entertain this idea, which you've been beating off your whole life, literally, then fine. But until then, I would I feel comfortable saying I'd exclude you from this. Don't come here. This is it's not for you. Okay, there is another option for you. And I think you should start looking to that and embrace that it's called hell. So that's where you want to go. And that's what you want to do.

01:09:33.860 And that's how you want to live. So go ahead and do that. It's funny. Not this is this is not for you. This is for the hundreds and the thousands of other people who are actually seeking earnestly for it. Yeah. And listen, maybe this is the wrong thing. I'm sure that you're never you're never going to hear this in a church. You're never going to hear this from a pastor. And I'm not a pastor and I'm not a church. So maybe I'm wrong. But I would just say, hey, fuck off, dog. There's a truth here for you. We've said it multiple times. You can read it for yourself.

01:10:02.240 you can pretty much turn on any show on youtube that's christian related and find what we're

01:10:07.760 talking about yeah if you don't want it you've made your choice and i'm very happy with that

01:10:13.040 he hasn't made a choice though he hasn't made a choice because i'm skimming through this a little

01:10:16.140 bit and there's like evidence that he's like this no no i'm making i'm making the choice no no no

01:10:20.180 yeah that's what i'm saying i am telling you i am telling you i understand what you're doing here

01:10:25.340 you want us to convince you and i'm telling you i don't care to convince you i think you know the

01:10:30.840 choices there are two so what you're saying is fuck off faggot fuck off faggot uh hell is your

01:10:35.940 way and as a matter of fact hell in the afterlife i wouldn't even i mean you're not worried about

01:10:40.320 the afterlife but hell on earth is what you're going to be going through i almost i don't even

01:10:45.020 feel bad about it like that's because it's a choice no i can do that strange though because

01:10:48.980 there's there's a type of person and this guy is this type of person and we see this a lot right

01:10:52.940 given the things that he's saying throughout this email this motherfucker watches all the time

01:10:57.800 uh yeah yeah no i know and i know i know you're gonna see this what a weird ass bitch thing to

01:11:03.240 do no it's fine it's fine i just i'm really it's strange man like i don't i don't spend

01:11:10.980 any fucking time watching anything i don't like exactly my well maya will convince him it's the

01:11:16.000 same sort of attitude it's like all right you already have this idea set in your head and it's

01:11:20.460 like it's just it's sad but like you came to the wrong like i don't know david david's a lot more

01:11:25.840 I'm nice sympathetic than I am

01:11:28.440 like like like you're actually

01:11:30.280 true yeah yeah yeah

01:11:31.880 like I'm telling you like if you want

01:11:34.340 to fucking go do

01:11:35.900 if you want to go and seek

01:11:38.180 the worst possible outcome for yourself

01:11:40.400 I'll tell you yeah

01:11:42.100 and I'll tell you once and that's

01:11:44.380 it and we've told you once

01:11:46.520 and that's it

01:11:48.320 what I don't understand though is like there's a lot

01:11:50.460 of shows that I've listened to let's say

01:11:52.140 yeah and once I didn't like it anymore

01:11:54.580 i just stopped fucking listening i didn't do some weird shit where i kept going back no no

01:11:59.540 this is gay behavior it is gay behavior what it is is it's there's obvious listen since a child

01:12:06.640 you've had this uh wall up around your heart where you cannot you cannot accept this because maybe

01:12:12.600 logically it doesn't make sense maybe because you haven't been you're a special boy and jesus

01:12:16.820 hasn't spoken to you himself and invited you it is yeah and jesus i'm pretty sure revealed himself

01:12:21.120 because you're a cocksucker well yeah he's a kid maybe he's a teenager that's actually pretty

01:12:26.180 interesting this could be like a teenager well get some pussy dog and and have some kids and

01:12:30.620 maybe you'll understand a little bit better i hope you don't die before uh you figure this out well

01:12:35.380 i mean before you're able to have an experience a meaningful experience to figure it out because

01:12:40.320 that would be unfair but you're also being very hard-headed and jesus said like hey listen he was

01:12:44.920 telling the guy uh here's what you do uh and some people think it's barnabas he's like sell everything

01:12:50.360 you have and follow me you you quoted that here yeah and he said he couldn't and the guy walked

01:12:54.540 away and you know what jesus did nothing he kept talking to the other people and that's exactly

01:13:00.680 the attitude of christianity we have something really we have the greatest thing in the world

01:13:05.900 and i'm gonna seek you out so that you accept it it's retarded i think really what this is this is

01:13:11.660 an attempt at just given how much slop is in this and it's all this like proofs and all this like

01:13:17.340 cross-reference and talking about history it's like yeah dude i get it you really want people

01:13:21.540 to think that you know a lot turn a fucking camera on faggot and talk to somebody who gives a shit

01:13:25.900 i mean all this is is like yeah it's it's riddled with special boy shit it's riddled with like look

01:13:32.320 how much i know and this is why you're wrong turn a fucking camera on tell somebody who fucking

01:13:37.440 cares dude why are you why are you emailing a show that you fucking hate that's crazy next story

01:13:44.140 zachary spiegel let's go hello speak oh you just fucking dox the shit out of him sorry uh well

01:13:51.240 that's why hello i'm zachary spiegel this is actually a dude this is uh somebody trying to

01:13:56.480 come on the show oh could be interesting oh yeah right he wants simulation theory in the gospel

01:14:01.800 that's kind of interesting i don't know we'll see uh we got to go to dingus all right dingus i

01:14:06.540 assume that that's not your name uh-oh this is a file oh no oh no no it's fine he wrote it in

01:14:12.800 comic sans this is the kind of shit that i want to read yeah this is actually and it's not even

01:14:16.620 that long all right i'll start i'll start it uh dingus says hello first allow me to explain the

01:14:22.080 layout of my three-seater mclaren back in business baby please do ha ha it's very funny it's dingus

01:14:28.340 not brian i got a couple other content worthy stories to share i've written in twice before

01:14:33.060 i black that wigger that tried to black me scraping at the door yeah scraping at the door

01:14:38.340 Oh, yeah.

01:14:38.940 That was the Chronicles 8.

01:14:39.980 Damn.

01:14:40.860 Chronicles 18.

01:14:41.080 It's like a Nicolas Cage reference, right?

01:14:42.500 Yeah, yeah.

01:14:42.700 That was a while ago.

01:14:43.760 I like this.

01:14:44.340 He highlighted all this stuff and centered it.

01:14:46.880 That's nice.

01:14:47.620 Very nice.

01:14:48.160 A nice touch.

01:14:48.720 I haven't seen it before.

01:14:49.940 Yeah.

01:14:50.640 Comic Sans centered.

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01:16:42.360 So starting with the first story,

01:16:44.160 taking place almost a decade ago,

01:16:46.620 I, like many other adolescent enners,

01:16:50.860 Oh, wow, all right.

01:16:52.920 What does that mean?

01:16:53.740 That's fine.

01:16:54.440 I don't know what they can know what he means.

01:16:56.280 Do wells, spent time smoking herb and drinking with my friends.

01:16:59.740 Ne'er do wells.

01:17:01.020 Ne'er do wells.

01:17:02.500 Is that how we spell it?

01:17:03.380 I don't really know what that,

01:17:04.580 I guess that means never doing well.

01:17:06.880 Ah, okay, okay.

01:17:09.660 I had, so whatever, smoking herb, drinking with my friends.

01:17:12.840 I met a girl in high school a couple years younger than me,

01:17:15.360 but found her attractive and intriguing.

01:17:18.360 Red hair, uh-oh.

01:17:19.260 All right, that's interesting that he included that in the parentheses, red hair.

01:17:22.580 Yeah, red hair and also, what are we talking about, like, possible pedophilia?

01:17:27.260 Is it what's going on?

01:17:28.900 A couple years younger than me, you got to be careful.

01:17:31.480 We dated for almost six months.

01:17:33.040 Shortly after that, we became a couple.

01:17:36.660 Shortly after we became a couple, I discovered her parents were divorced.

01:17:39.840 Her father was a pastor and her mother was a witch.

01:17:42.220 Oh, my God, dude.

01:17:44.020 Looking back, that's pretty crazy.

01:17:46.420 Yeah.

01:17:46.820 We didn't even read the chat about what they thought.

01:17:48.680 That was like, they like when I do rants.

01:17:52.040 Yeah.

01:17:52.240 Is that a rant?

01:17:52.880 People enjoy that.

01:17:53.820 Yeah.

01:17:54.500 I say that was more of a rant than a ramble.

01:17:56.080 When you get nasty.

01:17:57.200 Yeah.

01:17:57.380 Was that nasty?

01:17:58.160 No.

01:17:58.380 I mean, I think it was really deserving.

01:17:59.920 it's just uh crazy that a guy would fill an entire email with nothing but contempt for your show and

01:18:05.960 then expect you to read it and not call him a fucking faggot i think he likes it he gets off

01:18:09.480 on that that's what the emo shit's about yeah he probably jerked off to that oh damn he's got

01:18:14.640 invader zim bracelets to cover his cut marks in the nc you're gonna have to edit that out

01:18:19.140 all right i don't think i think that's fine i'm not no i don't want another man touching himself

01:18:23.240 to me uh i mean i don't think he gave him the idea i think it was i don't want to be a girl

01:18:28.280 I don't want to be a girl.

01:18:29.360 Anyway, to make details short,

01:18:31.220 I had sex for the first time with her

01:18:32.700 on an abandoned couch at a river confluence.

01:18:36.140 Earned my red wings unknowingly.

01:18:38.180 Oh, damn.

01:18:39.100 Oh, well, you know, sometimes shit happens.

01:18:41.800 Her mom supposedly knew Rob Zombie and ICP.

01:18:44.780 Oh, my God.

01:18:45.660 She's a witch that knows Rob Zombie and ICP?

01:18:48.300 That's very funny.

01:18:49.080 And got us to see Rob and Marilyn Manson.

01:18:51.460 Rob seemed cool.

01:18:52.480 Manson was drugged the fuck out.

01:18:54.200 Now, her mom's boyfriend at the time was a Satanist.

01:18:56.740 Okay.

01:18:56.980 Big surprise.

01:18:57.180 one of those gay ones that say

01:18:59.660 there's no gods

01:19:00.680 there are no gods be your own god

01:19:03.760 do as I will without harming anyone

01:19:05.380 so the last dude libertarian

01:19:07.240 he let me drink his smirnoff

01:19:09.760 when I was over a gallon jug

01:19:11.880 open to a 16 year old

01:19:13.460 I actually never threw up

01:19:16.000 there huh

01:19:17.380 you drank a gallon

01:19:20.140 of smirnoff

01:19:22.140 that's great I would have fucking puked everywhere

01:19:24.020 my first time drinking

01:19:25.440 was 13

01:19:27.060 and i drank a whole bottle of hypnotic and that did not go well the whole bottle i i drank like

01:19:32.080 a whole bottle of bacardi but the flavored ones and i i don't even look at that shit anymore now

01:19:36.060 you can't yeah you smell it and it's like it was so bad uh well more on the point of this tale her

01:19:41.620 mom and or her mom and or came up with a plan to let me inseminate her for express reason of

01:19:48.460 aborting it to make her pastor father so angry he would give up primary custody oh my god her mom

01:19:56.520 and or her i i oh man i slash we doubled on that plan to agree to do that but use protection anyway

01:20:04.680 to have free fornication so what the fuck so mom is like you should have sex with my daughter so

01:20:12.880 that you can get her pregnant dad mad and then he's like yeah we'll do that and then he just

01:20:17.720 puts a condom on and goes haha we fucking now i mean hilarious mom's blessing that's crazy bro

01:20:24.080 better than an abandoned couch i guess but geez dude did the mom like have a discussion with you

01:20:29.340 about it i don't like that that is that's horrific man it is there's people are out there that's why

01:20:36.940 i i've been explaining to my son a lot like there are people that look um freakish they have like a

01:20:44.960 shit ton of piercings and they have multi-colored hair and you know yada yada yada and they dress

01:20:50.520 in like trip pants and stuff and society conventionally tells you those people are

01:20:55.340 losers sorry tom just with the coffee was just hilarious hilarious in context of what we just

01:20:59.980 said yes just like coffee um and so society tells you those people suck ass or at least it used to

01:21:07.940 when we were younger now it's like whatever but um media says like oh they're actually like super

01:21:12.740 nice you know so when you meet them in real life like they are kind of nice like losers that listen

01:21:18.080 to you know whatever like house music that dress in fucking rave clothing are actually nice they're

01:21:25.060 sweet people they say nice things um and when you're young you mistake that as kindness or

01:21:29.780 goodness and it's not at all the same thing it's like a cool mom shit yes and what you find is

01:21:34.500 that those people despite being really nice the cool mom shit this is this is cool mom yeah she's

01:21:39.620 letting you fuck her daughter cool mom shit uh they're they are walking chaos and their life is

01:21:45.180 filled with spiritual darkness and

01:21:47.160 it has a tendency to bleed over into

01:21:49.160 yours. Yeah, yeah.

01:21:50.880 That's that prayer that James said about like

01:21:53.080 not letting witches in your bloodline. That's a huge

01:21:55.140 one hanger. I

01:21:57.120 slash we double down on that plan. We're back in the

01:21:59.080 story to agree to do that but use protection

01:22:01.020 anyway, have free fornication. A couple days before we

01:22:03.060 carried out that plan, her father showed up at my door.

01:22:05.380 I expected to get my ass beat.

01:22:07.860 He told me that

01:22:09.040 he knew all about the plan, our

01:22:11.020 double plan, and then he told me I

01:22:12.960 shouldn't date his daughter because she's wicked and

01:22:15.060 evil he also called me a sissy that's funny so he knew all about the plan and your double plan

01:22:24.240 so he's like yo i know that you're planning that that her mom wants you to impregnate her so we

01:22:28.680 could abort it and i also know that you plan on just using a condom to make it not happen but you

01:22:33.960 shouldn't date my daughter because she's a demonic bitch and you're a sissy and he's right i wonder

01:22:38.940 who told him holy spirit damn imagine hearing that from the holy spirit he's like yo this is what's

01:22:43.640 gonna happen like that's crazy yeah it is why would you but i mean it's probably not surprising

01:22:48.060 this guy i ponder if there could have been more to that her mom's house was full of witch shit

01:22:53.900 she gave us k2 once called it sage nothing like weed felt industrial unreal definitely made you

01:23:00.980 think uh simulation theory that's crazy damn so fucking made a spice boy out of you huh yeah

01:23:06.680 shout out to all the spice and that's how you ended up here yeah well honestly not much more

01:23:11.600 to say about that story going on this one takes place years later after meeting my wife oh and

01:23:18.780 having kids with her we were silly and made two kids without having plans to give them their own

01:23:23.320 home so we ended up living with her mom and her dad who are divorced so we moved back between them

01:23:29.460 a few times but in the context of this we were living in her mom with her mom with two kids in

01:23:35.800 one bedroom okay sounds like a nightmare yeah yeah yeah not good her two younger brothers were also

01:23:41.060 living there as well. They're teenagers. They mostly kept to themselves, but one of the brothers

01:23:45.220 was especially loud playing video games, skipping school and the like. I worked as I had since out

01:23:51.420 of high school. One night, I was writing a timeline to a novel I wanted to write. I heard

01:23:57.360 her brother talking on the video games to his friends. As I'm about to write another item in

01:24:01.420 the timeline, I hear, what's he going to do next, Brian, from his friend's voice. I stopped like,

01:24:07.360 what the fuck keep in mind things like this have been happening where i think he's commenting on

01:24:13.300 things i'm doing in the room over that's interesting that's like uh um not to say

01:24:20.340 this is where it's going but paranoid schizophrenics will oftentimes like it's like

01:24:26.260 everybody's talking about you everybody's thinking about you everybody's is plotting on you yeah yeah

01:24:30.540 so i mean that's kind of where my mind is going already yeah then i hear uh then i hear from this

01:24:36.740 voice dude you just said his name he can hear us all right well that's a good indicator that it is

01:24:41.740 about you yeah it's like i'm freaked out i thought maybe they they've been watching with a camera or

01:24:46.360 something talking shit about me in the in the code oh talking shit about me in code i looked

01:24:52.080 everywhere for a camera but i couldn't find one i even checked the light bulbs and smoke detectors

01:24:56.340 uh which can contain cameras if you didn't know i mean this is very much schizophrenic behavior

01:25:01.580 though but go on yeah well by me if it's happening to you right nothing i searched for months one day

01:25:08.680 i was in the shower and his friends were present in the room talking shit i flipped off the room

01:25:12.920 around me curtain fully stretched out and everything isolated in the shower and i swear i

01:25:18.960 hear he's flipping us off all right now this is this guy's got something going on this isn't real

01:25:25.080 oh i don't know well i mean it's real but it's not them it's not the kids oh you don't think i

01:25:31.060 I mean, they could be like, what if they're like astral projected on them?

01:25:33.980 Oh, maybe, but I don't think so.

01:25:35.740 This is like, this is really telltale schizophrenic behavior.

01:25:39.740 I've seen quite a bit of this.

01:25:42.020 Damn.

01:25:42.300 So he goes, I'm in shock.

01:25:43.600 I get out and I go in our room.

01:25:45.440 I feel as if I'm losing it.

01:25:47.560 I then make heart gestures around the room and I can hear them saying some shit about me being a gay ass nigga.

01:25:54.960 All right.

01:25:55.440 Maybe they can see you.

01:25:56.300 I confronted him about this one time in front of everyone in the house.

01:26:01.060 because my sanity was slipping wow he denied and i seemed crazy as shit i went on until praise god

01:26:07.640 i finally had a home for my new now three children where i still live i've never heard any voices

01:26:13.720 talking shit like that to me since 80 percent thinks that was jerry marzinski as demons fucking

01:26:20.780 with me 20 percent that the dude had some kind of camera set up watching me i mean look man the

01:26:27.300 as you searched everything you didn't find a camera the illegality that homeboy would have

01:26:35.360 been dabbling in setting up cameras when you're naked and he's live streaming you i don't think

01:26:41.200 it would have been live streaming i think it would have been like well because he's playing

01:26:43.880 you know with he's playing online with his homies and his homies are like oh he's flipping us off

01:26:49.040 and whatever like i don't know maybe maybe he was recording you but like i said it just sounds like

01:26:56.300 i certainly don't think there was any technology involved i think if anything it would have been

01:27:00.100 like mouth some sort of spiritual malfeasance on their end i wonder though or just things are

01:27:04.680 fucking astral projecting or he's just playing video games being you know astral projecting

01:27:10.060 astrals projecting yeah that is interesting though because he thought the same thing the

01:27:14.260 marsinski stuff i to me it really seemed like telltale uh schizophrenic behavior like i remember

01:27:18.680 when my neighbor trapped me in her house and she uh the first thing she did when she locked the

01:27:24.620 door behind me was jump up onto her sofa and start peeking through the fucking blinds because

01:27:30.320 the chinese neighbors across the street are going through her mail yeah it's like there's this like

01:27:34.480 the paranoid aspect of paranoid schizophrenics uh is so like very very accurate yeah the paranoia

01:27:41.100 like everybody's out to get you everybody's plotting against you my aunt and this is why

01:27:44.320 this guy called us paranoid before i'm like i'm not paranoid oh right yeah i guess so i don't

01:27:48.220 really care who's watching me um all right so going on those were the main stories i wanted

01:27:53.080 to talk about, but here's a bonus one. If anyone recalls, I said my dad was in the military for a

01:27:57.960 long period of time, apparently working for three-letter agencies. Hmm. He told me that he

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01:29:55.240 A couple of years after he got out, he stopped taking schizo meds.

01:30:02.340 I should mention my grandmother that I never met was something of a witch.

01:30:06.040 Wait, wait. So he's saying that his dad was taking schizo meds.

01:30:10.180 So this is a generational iniquity thing, dude.

01:30:12.200 There's something here.

01:30:13.640 His mother that his grandmother that he never met was a witch, a white lady that somehow became a Native American medicine woman that had made some prophecies about our families that came to pass.

01:30:24.940 What the fuck are those prophecies, dude?

01:30:26.160 You're just going to just going to drop that on us and keep moving?

01:30:28.380 That's crazy.

01:30:29.560 Anywho.

01:30:30.320 Anywho.

01:30:31.100 Incredible.

01:30:31.540 supposedly before my dad

01:30:33.760 stopped taking his meds he claimed he was taken up

01:30:35.720 to the spiritual realm for what felt like three days

01:30:37.760 he spiraled after that getting more

01:30:39.800 and more strange until he left my stepmother

01:30:41.620 and his daughters and newborn son to go

01:30:43.780 on a spiritual journey

01:30:44.840 he claims Archangel

01:30:48.100 Michael needs to possess him on

01:30:49.800 the Lord's Day that Michael

01:30:51.820 punched him once in the

01:30:53.900 face like a ghost that Michael

01:30:55.680 won't physically let him return to his family

01:30:57.940 crashing his truck into a

01:30:59.860 guardrail while trying to cross state lines i mean yeah you got something that's posing as the

01:31:05.400 archangel michael are you jewish yeah he's not if number one if you're if you're not jewish

01:31:10.500 then uh that's not your archangel also very unlikely even if you are jewish that that's

01:31:17.620 michael but you can tell the the definitive lie if you are not jewish again if you are not jewish

01:31:26.200 the Archangel Michael is the Archangel

01:31:28.360 that he's the principality over

01:31:30.120 Israel. Also, you might

01:31:32.200 have to be in Israel. I wonder

01:31:34.100 the actual physical location. Yeah,

01:31:36.200 so that right there, I think...

01:31:38.120 You mean the one that was given to them?

01:31:40.440 Jacob? Israel?

01:31:42.700 He gay? He's gay.

01:31:44.240 I heard a story about that guy.

01:31:45.800 We know some stories. Can't talk about those stories.

01:31:48.020 Can't talk about those stories. I fucking want to say it so bad.

01:31:50.160 I don't want to say it too. He told me any name besides

01:31:52.420 Yahuwah and Yahshua's

01:31:54.340 blasphemy that his name is specific he said god refers to gadriel a fallen angel he also tells me

01:32:01.040 that singing birth certificates is signing birth certificates is selling your child's soul to the

01:32:05.760 devil i guess we're all fucking sold to the devil now because yahoo must honor high contracts and

01:32:11.960 that the birth certificate contracts are under maritime law which means they're international

01:32:16.080 he also tells me that the red number on the social security card is the human commodity number he

01:32:22.220 tells me the elites trade on humans like stocks probably he's still wilding out to this day okay

01:32:27.480 he tells me michael doesn't like it when he talks about him to me oh this is your okay i forgot this

01:32:33.240 is his dad saying yeah i call him every once in a while because he's states away from me to check

01:32:37.880 and see if he's okay he seems to be living as some sort of off-grid nomad solar charges and

01:32:45.640 water purifier water purifier okay based i don't really know what to do or how to think about it

01:32:51.680 I feel bad about my sister and brother

01:32:53.500 growing up without him,

01:32:54.900 but we've never been close

01:32:56.160 and they are states away.

01:32:57.820 Waves gun.

01:33:00.220 Anyway, thanks for reading my shit.

01:33:02.200 I don't have much else to say,

01:33:03.360 so here's a fully optional Q&A for you guys.

01:33:06.380 Question.

01:33:07.260 Do we want to do this?

01:33:08.780 Yeah, sure.

01:33:09.120 It's only three questions.

01:33:10.280 Okay, there's a lot.

01:33:11.080 I feel like I don't think...

01:33:12.680 Well, this would be probably a good one to end it on.

01:33:15.180 Okay, yeah, let's do that.

01:33:16.380 So we'll answer some questions.

01:33:18.140 What's your first impression

01:33:19.260 upon entering the standard coffee shop you you go first because yours is much more me first uh

01:33:25.280 uh something to do here yeah yeah i i when i walked in the first time i got a coffee and uh

01:33:33.480 sorry i got a coffee and matt wasn't even in here okay i actually came in probably two or three

01:33:39.400 times before matt i met uh harry you remember harry he used to work up front yeah that's right

01:33:43.100 i remember him i met him twice and uh nothing those first couple of times no the first time

01:33:47.780 i walked in just got some coffee it was a saturday fucked off about it yeah christina wanted coffee

01:33:52.700 so we came in and i got coffee with her and the second time i came in it was another weekend matt's

01:33:57.140 not here again and then i came in again during the weekday i don't even think matt was here that time

01:34:02.100 and then that's when i noticed uh up front they had like the signs for bible studies right like

01:34:10.260 yeah they had a guy named larry bird he's like prophet larry bird is gonna be here and i was

01:34:14.080 Like, that might be like I was thinking about coming and seeing what they're doing and like the Hebrew class and seeing what she's doing here.

01:34:22.400 That would have been what?

01:34:23.020 Like how long after Bro Grover?

01:34:25.600 Was it before that?

01:34:26.800 After.

01:34:28.080 OK, after that.

01:34:28.980 Yeah, much after.

01:34:31.720 Time is crazy.

01:34:32.760 Well, because June is when we did that.

01:34:34.560 When does it say it?

01:34:35.560 October is when we open this.

01:34:37.820 June 20th.

01:34:38.740 So the end of the month.

01:34:40.720 July, August, September.

01:34:42.140 October is when we officially got

01:34:44.060 October is when we got in here so this had to happen

01:34:46.160 so it's five months I mean I'd say like two to three

01:34:48.100 months that okay I came

01:34:50.140 in here afterward

01:34:51.520 and then then I met Matt and then we were just

01:34:54.020 talking and then we you know interviewed him

01:34:55.920 we came here on like a Sunday to interview him or something like that

01:34:58.180 right yeah yeah that was fun

01:34:59.820 for for me I remember you kept

01:35:01.980 telling me like you think that something is here

01:35:04.120 and you kept telling me no I was very

01:35:06.060 averse uh still am but

01:35:08.100 much more you were very reluctant

01:35:09.820 I remember you remember that right Nance

01:35:11.880 yes yeah and i'm like uh why why because it's i don't know i've been hurt too much no i just

01:35:20.580 fucking like didn't find it interesting like a coffee shop what the fuck would we do there and

01:35:24.840 i was like i don't know either yeah yeah yeah well that was the part of it is you didn't really have

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01:37:22.340 and you're telling me like oh this dude at the coffee shop is really into scripture

01:37:26.700 and i guess i kind of put together in my head i might have i might have even characterized him

01:37:32.880 as some fucking like 501c3 guy you know just like i'm sure yeah yeah because you're telling

01:37:37.400 me that there's a guy who owns a coffee shop we're over here getting doxxed for fucking you

01:37:43.040 know dropping the n-bomb on twitter there's no chance i thought he would ever understand what

01:37:47.300 we're doing yeah and i still don't think he does so that was kind of part of it where i'm like oh

01:37:51.300 i don't fucking know this dude and i don't know i doubt at all that he's you know somebody who's

01:37:55.900 gonna understand that so yeah i mean i there's a lot of reluctancy when i first came in here

01:38:00.580 i don't think i had much of an impression at all i walked in i got a coffee i walked back out i sat

01:38:05.440 outside and waited for you to show up what a bitch i didn't fucking like it was just like

01:38:09.720 it's just a coffee shop i got nothing did you write this email is that you the moody dave that

01:38:13.660 wrote that email uh yeah look at that from david old moody movie broody yeah you're all moody no

01:38:21.540 not me um this i like this one what is top's favorite pokemon my favorite pokemon um

01:38:28.220 i like uh um i like the whole uh gengar ghastly haunted family yeah those are pretty cool i um

01:38:41.340 homeboy uh from hidden in plain sight had a diamond encrusted gengar chain i thought that

01:38:47.400 was dope i think like my differences between like favorite pokemon is like the show so like

01:38:52.600 what you see and what they do versus the video game gengar is like one of my favorites like that

01:38:58.380 whole i like yeah i was never super into the show i mean i watch it dude honestly i was playing a

01:39:04.200 uh for like 10 minutes a retro style power rangers game and i was reminded of like the

01:39:11.580 theme songs in the 90s and how they had no business going so fucking hard like the intro

01:39:17.120 song for pokemon yeah yeah that guy's so hard that guy's balding right now and uh the intro

01:39:22.560 song for power rangers mighty morphing power rangers crushed so hard dude like it was just

01:39:27.320 such a great um i always like blastoise though because when i was a kid i really liked turtles

01:39:32.460 yeah that's interesting it hurts a little bit now that i think about that um but like ninja

01:39:39.060 turtles yeah i loved ninja turtles that was my favorite too and um and like squirtle i just

01:39:44.260 really like squirtle and then i like fucking the other ones too um matt if you can grow one plant

01:39:49.220 what would it be i would say moringa i was gonna say corn because it's the only one that grows in

01:39:53.260 ears damn got it what's the biggest fight about this show you guys ever got it about the show

01:40:01.560 like the direction

01:40:05.660 we don't fight

01:40:06.160 about the direction

01:40:06.780 I don't care

01:40:07.240 what we do

01:40:07.800 on the show

01:40:08.340 I think we fight

01:40:10.040 about like

01:40:10.580 what

01:40:11.120 like what

01:40:12.500 oh

01:40:13.260 there was a point

01:40:14.520 like where

01:40:15.020 like I was like

01:40:15.640 real mad at Matt

01:40:16.660 I don't know

01:40:17.260 if that's a big fight

01:40:18.180 and I was like

01:40:19.120 we're just moving

01:40:19.660 the shit out of here

01:40:20.460 because he's such

01:40:22.000 a great explainer

01:40:22.980 and he's never

01:40:23.540 had people not

01:40:24.860 understand what

01:40:25.500 he's saying ever

01:40:26.220 and there was a point

01:40:27.960 where I was like

01:40:28.280 I'm just gonna

01:40:28.580 pack this stuff up

01:40:29.280 and we're taking

01:40:29.660 and David was like

01:40:30.460 no

01:40:30.880 and I was like

01:40:31.480 fuck you David oh yeah remember that yeah and it's it is like I remember that and that was a

01:40:37.020 really trying time and I had to put that on the Lord and have a lot of patience where I just had

01:40:41.660 to state like I don't want to do this this is not my desire for things and then I had to pray up and

01:40:48.600 and put that in God's hands I told you I was like no like we're done like we're just gonna move like

01:40:52.580 forget about this man it's hard to communicate with man he is yeah I figured him out a little

01:40:58.020 bit yeah i figured him out a little bit too but yeah you were like i told you without a certain

01:41:02.840 i was like help me come today to get this shit out of here and i said give me give it a couple

01:41:08.100 of days and i i said because i had something going on uh there was something that i was doing

01:41:13.220 no i just i don't think there was anything you were no no there was i literally told you i was

01:41:16.940 like hey man like you want to tear down this studio if that's what you want to do fine and

01:41:21.720 i remember you even saying like we have another spot for it we can do it over here and i said

01:41:24.560 look look if that's really what you want to do that's fine but i have something going on like

01:41:28.460 these next two days and it's going to be too much for me to do all this so like i thought you were

01:41:33.200 lying to me no no i told you i was like i've been like really patient throughout this entire thing

01:41:39.840 i'm just asking you to be patient with me give me a little bit more time and you said that you're

01:41:43.640 like you've been fair you've been reasonable fine and then like in that small amount of time of a

01:41:48.620 couple of days god god worked on the whole thing and that's that's what i was banking on but i did

01:41:52.140 have some shit going on i forgot what it was and you were telling me also you're like i just don't

01:41:55.500 want to move like i don't do good with yeah i don't do good with moving and like changing and

01:41:59.260 shit like that and i'm like it's a lot man yeah yeah it's a lot it's a lot yeah he has all those

01:42:03.800 ears but i don't know if he's a good listener oh no he doesn't listen at all none of what we said

01:42:08.320 as a matter of fact i don't want to get him upset but like i do remember vividly you saying about

01:42:14.380 the whole uh standard at the other afterward and i do remember them dude yeah yeah yeah i was like

01:42:21.580 whatever is happening anyway you guys saw that right what so we had an episode and i and then

01:42:25.720 matt revealed at the end of it that i never told him we were going to have an after hours hang at

01:42:29.000 the second standard coffee shop location after brohemian grove and he gaslit the shit out of me

01:42:34.820 and i was i was losing my mind i was losing my mind because i know i've had these discussions

01:42:41.200 and yeah so top remembers it too but he's just so um they have they have a question in the chat

01:42:46.120 that I'll answer from Tiz Martinez.

01:42:47.680 I don't recognize you.

01:42:49.420 Hey, Tiz.

01:42:50.060 Hey, Tiz.

01:42:50.540 Thanks for hanging out.

01:42:53.000 Can we ask Top a little bit about

01:42:54.540 how he creates all the things and signs and items?

01:42:57.380 Oh, schizophrenia.

01:42:58.540 Like you get...

01:42:59.460 Manic schizophrenia.

01:43:02.060 Yeah.

01:43:02.440 Like you get an idea for sure it out.

01:43:05.960 What's that mean?

01:43:06.860 For sure it out.

01:43:07.740 I think he means like flesh it out.

01:43:09.060 Flesh it out, yeah.

01:43:10.520 Put it into a program, 3D print it or whatever.

01:43:13.620 Just trying to...

01:43:14.200 So yeah, I'm lucky because the program I've been working with is a vectorization program.

01:43:18.980 And that's like specifically what I like my style of art.

01:43:21.480 So whenever you see it, it's like plots on a graph.

01:43:24.540 That translates really well to 3D printing stuff.

01:43:27.380 And it also is formatable with laser cutting.

01:43:30.060 So everything that I've been getting into has been, it's been easy to do because of the program and the style.

01:43:38.100 Like Dave Burns, all that stuff is pixelized.

01:43:40.760 pixelized so like oh all the artwork the posters for the events and everything yeah tactile drawing

01:43:45.420 it wouldn't translate over to laser cutting because it's a different format i just got lucky

01:43:49.040 that that's the style i've been doing so then i could do stuff like that and then like didn't

01:43:53.440 it's just learning how it's cat right almost almost yeah yeah yeah it's a cat in a way 3d

01:43:59.800 mapping you know sort of kind of yeah yeah and then 3d stuff is a little bit more difficult but

01:44:04.560 that's that's sort of the process i don't know because cat is like dealing with uh it's like

01:44:09.520 two dimensional, but it is also kind of unlike, you know,

01:44:14.440 different thicknesses of things that you could kind of argue

01:44:16.860 that there's some three dimensional aspect. But yeah, it's

01:44:19.060 that plotting out.

01:44:19.800 And as far as fleshing stuff out, I used to use a lot of like

01:44:23.340 references online. So like, if I wanted to draw, I remember I

01:44:26.840 had like an alligator wrestling Ludwig von Mises and I like I

01:44:30.820 find a reference for an alligator and then I'd find Ludwig

01:44:33.760 von Mises and sometimes I'd have to draw his face slightly

01:44:36.280 different.

01:44:36.820 Yeah. And then like the body, what kind of body. So it was a

01:44:39.260 lot of references now ai kind of will get you those references and then you can polish it and

01:44:44.280 then i could yeah then i'll just like draw it in my own way but like it's it's a lot easier

01:44:48.400 to draw a reference from like uh an angle without i don't have to search for it like i want someone

01:44:53.700 at a three-quarter angle doing a certain thing i can do that and then incorporate and then do my

01:44:58.220 own style on it so that really cuts down on time why wouldn't you use it almost feels like cheating

01:45:02.840 but it's like uh yeah but then you create cool shit i would have created very similar to this

01:45:08.180 what you see anyway this just yeah yeah this just helped it's it lubricates the uh the flow of

01:45:14.900 things it's good lubrication is there last question if you can give advice to young people

01:45:19.080 what would it be i don't know if i'm uh qualified um advice to young people we talk to a lot of them

01:45:26.780 here uh that's hard it's so hard to give advice when life circumstances are so unique yeah yeah

01:45:35.460 like they they kind of want to know how we do what we do here and i'm like i wouldn't suggest

01:45:40.240 any of this because like the path that that i took to get here is strange the advice that i give to

01:45:45.400 young people that i think is good advice i give this to uh uh gavin and jj if they're in and and

01:45:52.900 um aiden when he's here it's just like number one don't do like i stood quiet a lot i was like ask

01:45:59.720 a question if you have a question ask it even if it's stupid uh don't be like an like a jerk just

01:46:04.940 ask questions but ask them to learn and the most important thing is if you're doing a thing or if

01:46:11.740 someone's doing a thing and you're like an apprentice apprentice or just a regular laborer

01:46:17.340 below them watch what they're doing ask them why they're doing what they're doing not annoying

01:46:23.980 questions but why did you do this here and be ready by their like by their side as they're working

01:46:31.340 try to predict the next tool that they're going to need to use like that like be involved in the

01:46:35.580 process however you stand there don't stand there and off and get paid you could do that but you're

01:46:40.700 never gonna learn how to do it yourself so if you want to like learn how to do something yourself

01:46:46.860 like a good example like the woodworking thing i was just cleaning out basements from sandy after

01:46:53.260 the hurricane yeah and then i was helping out a guy they're building a staircase i learned

01:46:58.780 how to build the staircase i learned how to woodwork and then that somehow translates to

01:47:02.700 making like a wooden sign like the wooden signs that i'm doing now because i know how to woodwork

01:47:07.900 because i learned and i asked questions from the guy right you never know what's going to be useful

01:47:13.020 in the next step so pay attention and always be uh participating in some way to help and then if

01:47:20.300 you help those people if you're you show interest in a certain way that guy is going to teach you

01:47:25.820 you is a jordan peterson uh jordan peterson idea like uh raise your kids to be someone that other

01:47:33.220 people want to the old people want to be around and want to teach and they're going to teach your

01:47:37.560 kids shit that's real useful like lightsabers or whips maybe or whips possibly that's it yeah

01:47:44.500 whatever it is i mean your kid will find what they're going to do what they are interested in

01:47:48.300 and they're going to find the people and if they're uh approachable enough they ask the

01:47:52.700 right questions they're going to learn shit from them that you can't teach them because you don't

01:47:56.180 know that's that's what i'd say i would say um for young people agency like if you can learn agency

01:48:03.320 if you could really examine that and understand what that means like like friendship emotions

01:48:08.080 and events and and things going on are like a river and they take you and sometimes that river

01:48:13.560 flows straight into fucking trouble and if you could just stay like super active up here locked

01:48:18.620 in up in your mind like who you are and not be this person who goes with the flow of things or

01:48:25.180 not be luck dude dude my fucking son man like yesterday we're sitting at the pool and there's

01:48:31.700 a couple of kids in there and i'm just trying to get some sunlight because i had been a little

01:48:34.180 under the weather and my son is is hanging with me in the pool and i get out and there's a couple

01:48:39.760 of kids he doesn't go and play with them and then all of a sudden i hear them they go hey jack you

01:48:43.320 want to hang out and he goes no i'm good and i go why not i call him out of the pool and i go

01:48:48.600 hey man because i tell him be the kind of guy who's super cool and kind to everybody so be cool

01:48:56.800 because he loves to dress cool and he loves to you know all this stuff but it's like be that guy

01:49:00.000 for everybody because there are people that don't have friends and like go up to those people tell

01:49:04.560 them like you like their shirt tell them you like their shoes like people remember that they're

01:49:08.380 going to go home at their dinner table with their parents and their parents are going to say did you

01:49:11.080 make any friends today and they're going to go there was this kid jack who was like super cool

01:49:14.680 and really nice to me and we talked about our favorite show and shit like people will remember

01:49:18.600 that and you should because I've known guys that were like that that were so good to everybody

01:49:22.320 well why do you say no so since that's something I instill in him I was a little bit shocked to

01:49:27.320 find that when somebody reached out to him he said no thank you so instead of fucking like

01:49:33.500 asking a question I just it's a bad dad moment right I call him over and I go hey man I tell

01:49:39.680 you to be that guy for other people this guy's trying to be that for you go and hang out and

01:49:43.960 he's like i don't really and i said dude go and hang out like go into and he goes okay and he

01:49:48.900 goes over and he hangs out for a little bit and then we leave and it's not really a big deal

01:49:53.000 later on after that i'm i'm sitting on the porch i see these fucking kids the same kids from the

01:49:57.920 pool they're climbing on construction materials they're shaking the the trucks they're saying

01:50:02.120 fuck and all this other stuff and they're just little kids and and my wife goes yeah i saw them

01:50:07.440 earlier and i overheard some of their conversation and it was like not good and i was like oh holy

01:50:12.220 shit this kid is wise go be a bad influence over there with them I walked over to him and I said

01:50:17.700 like hey man I want to apologize I didn't understand everything that was going on and I

01:50:22.420 should have trusted your judgment and I understand now that these kids are kids you don't want to be

01:50:26.340 around he's like yeah man I've been around them before and they're always cursing and they're

01:50:29.800 always doing this and that and I said I'm sorry and I'm proud of you because of the wisdom that

01:50:34.500 you're showing so like what I'm saying is there's that thing in your head so many people go with

01:50:39.060 the flow of whatever it is and that flow gets you in all kinds of trouble if you follow crowds

01:50:43.580 you're gonna be of an opinion or lumped in with a group of people that you don't want it's like be

01:50:47.720 an individual and have that agency even though it's going to sacrifice some of your

01:50:52.460 relationships or some of your popularity or any of these things it's like above all stay locked in

01:50:59.840 and be somebody who's independent because that's going to save you from so much trouble and it's

01:51:04.440 going to grow you into somebody worth being.

01:51:34.440 When the last trumpet sounds

Nephilim Death Squad - August 28, 2026

Did He Predict His Own Death in a Song？｜ NDS Chronicles

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Nephilim Death Squad - August 28, 2026

Did He Predict His Own Death in a Song？ ｜ NDS Chronicles

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Did He Predict His Own Death in a Song？｜ NDS Chronicles