Nephilim Death Squad - Gremlins & Hybrid Eagle Men ｜ NDS Chronicles

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00:02:20.880 Welcome, blop, blop, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDS Chronicles, the show where we read or interview your paranormal testimony.

00:02:32.680 It's like reading, but more like listening.

00:02:33.820 I like it better this way.

00:02:34.840 We don't hear it.

00:02:35.960 If you want to submit your testimony, go on over to chronicles at NDS.com.

00:02:39.960 Is that what we're doing now?

00:02:40.660 Level up, death squad.com.

00:02:41.520 How does it work?

00:02:42.100 Probably.

00:02:42.480 I don't know.

00:02:42.800 Join the Patreon.

00:02:43.760 There's a lot of stuff here.

00:02:45.200 You can join the Patreon.

00:02:46.140 Join the Telegram.

00:02:46.860 There's people in there.

00:02:47.400 I don't pay attention to all of that, but I look at them sometimes.

00:02:49.680 I like to poke my head in like an omnipresent God figure and look at all the people that are communicating with each other.

00:02:54.200 Is that where the lady has been threatening us on the Telegram?

00:02:56.640 There's no lady that's been threatening us.

00:02:58.120 There's no lady that's been threatening to show up to the coffee shop to cause bodily harm to us. 0.82

00:03:02.300 There's no lady that's been standing outside of it screaming.

00:03:05.300 She doesn't exist.

00:03:06.340 She can't hurt you.

00:03:07.080 Apparently, she's not real.

00:03:08.820 I'm not even sure if that's a true thing.

00:03:11.300 Anyway, guys, welcome to NDS Chronicles.

00:03:13.320 We have a great guest today.

00:03:14.180 We do have a great guest.

00:03:15.140 I was going to introduce myself.

00:03:16.080 Well, I'm going to do it anyway.

00:03:17.900 And actually, you know what?

00:03:18.560 I'm going to introduce Tori.

00:03:19.720 Tori, who's not from Canada, is here to share a story with us.

00:03:24.720 I actually don't know.

00:03:25.800 Do you know what the story is?

00:03:27.340 I don't know at all.

00:03:28.620 You don't know at all.

00:03:29.460 It's a gremlin story.

00:03:30.180 It's a gremlin story.

00:03:31.500 That's fascinating.

00:03:32.640 I want to say before we get into it that...

00:03:34.820 We don't get many gremlin stories.

00:03:36.400 No, we don't.

00:03:36.940 They're pretty rare.

00:03:37.500 Yesterday, we got an interesting story, too.

00:03:39.200 Feeding them at night, gremlin?

00:03:40.380 Yeah, we'll see.

00:03:41.500 We'll get to it.

00:03:41.960 Before we do, though, I want to lay this out.

00:03:45.380 We've created an interesting situation here where, yeah, maybe a lady can show up outside 1.00

00:03:50.240 and scream and call for our deaths or whatever's happening.

00:03:53.400 No, she's just asking for food. 0.99

00:03:55.200 I don't know.

00:03:55.440 We said no.

00:03:56.120 She might be hungry.

00:03:57.360 Yeah.

00:03:58.000 But we also get people that show up and get to share their stories with us.

00:04:01.380 Yeah.

00:04:01.700 We have an interesting one for the Patreon members today.

00:04:04.100 It's not only a story here.

00:04:04.940 We have another gentleman showing up in about an hour or so.

00:04:08.140 So we're going to do back-to-back IRL.

00:04:10.900 Blap-to-blap.

00:04:11.420 Blap-to-blap Chronicles.

00:04:12.680 So very exciting.

00:04:14.680 You're here from Pennsylvania.

00:04:15.960 Yep.

00:04:16.520 And you're a Patreon member, too, right?

00:04:20.000 Yeah.

00:04:20.320 Okay.

00:04:20.680 I know you said you're not part of the chat, so you probably don't recognize these psychos.

00:04:24.000 Yeah, no.

00:04:25.600 Probably for the best.

00:04:26.640 I don't know.

00:04:27.520 We don't really do this often.

00:04:28.860 So how do we want to start with this story?

00:04:31.320 Is this a one-off?

00:04:33.040 Yeah, pretty much.

00:04:34.500 There's, like, a little bit of background, I guess.

00:04:36.740 Okay.

00:04:38.200 Yeah, so I'm from Pennsylvania, right?

00:04:40.100 We grew up, like, out in the woods and stuff, whatever, in, like, a, I don't know, 200-year-old

00:04:44.860 house or something.

00:04:45.840 So it's a super old house.

00:04:48.500 And I grew up, like, you know, my mom pretty much, like, Grandma Maxx, me, you know?

00:04:52.080 Yeah.

00:04:52.240 Like, just very, you know, Christian, but, like, didn't believe in any sort of, like, weird,

00:04:57.120 like, ghost or anything, any of that stuff.

00:04:59.260 So this was when I was probably, like, 10 or so.

00:05:06.360 So, like, I was just laying in bed one night and just, like, normal, like, about to fall

00:05:11.220 asleep.

00:05:12.400 And all of a sudden, I felt, like, a tug at the end of, like, the covers at the end of

00:05:16.120 the bed, like, at the foot of the bed.

00:05:18.400 And I was, like, oh, dude, like, my first thought was, like, oh, that's a mouse or something,

00:05:21.440 like, because, you know, it's an old house in the woods.

00:05:23.260 There's always mice and stuff running around.

00:05:25.420 So I was, like, oh, gross.

00:05:26.280 So I was, like, I'm just going to pull the blankets up to get, to get it, like, up off

00:05:30.520 the floor so the mouse can't climb up.

00:05:32.200 Yeah, can't tug on it.

00:05:32.960 Dude, so I pulled the blankets back and it pulled back.

00:05:37.640 And I was, like, this is a big mouse, dude.

00:05:39.420 You did, like, a tug of war with the blanket?

00:05:41.480 So it was, like, like, I just kind of pulled it a little and it pulled back.

00:05:44.320 And I was, like, what the hell was that?

00:05:46.340 And so I was, like, is this, like, a, I don't know, like, a raccoon or something is in the

00:05:51.020 room?

00:05:51.280 Yeah, yeah.

00:05:51.880 Weird.

00:05:52.220 So opposable thumbs might be able to.

00:05:53.700 Dude, like, but I was, like, it's, like, pretty strong.

00:05:55.960 Like, something, like, pretty strong.

00:05:57.040 So I, like, pull the blankets again, like, hard this time.

00:05:59.460 And it pulled back, like, exactly as hard as I would pull.

00:06:02.040 It would, like, pull back like a tug of war.

00:06:04.300 Dude, so it was weird. 0.86

00:06:07.320 I would have probably shitting that bed.

00:06:09.820 Like I said, like, in my mind, I'm, like, you know, I don't think that there's, like, I 0.71

00:06:14.600 knew there was, like, demons and stuff, but I thought, you know, whatever.

00:06:17.160 I just didn't think, like, that never even occurred to me.

00:06:18.940 Yeah.

00:06:19.320 So I'm, like, all right, there's, like, a raccoon under my bed or something.

00:06:22.800 I was, like, I just, like, scooted to the middle of the bed and just, like, laid there.

00:06:27.700 I was, like, picturing, like, stepping off the bed and just getting my Achilles slashed.

00:06:31.140 You know what I mean?

00:06:31.680 So I'm, like, I'm not doing that.

00:06:33.000 We've seen that movie.

00:06:33.660 We're not doing this.

00:06:34.420 This is when you were, you said you were already asleep.

00:06:37.220 And this kind of woke you up?

00:06:38.500 I was, like, about to fall asleep.

00:06:41.360 So that's, so, well, we'll skip ahead a little bit.

00:06:44.840 The next morning, like, I ended up falling asleep.

00:06:47.120 The next morning, I told my parents, like, dude, this happened.

00:06:49.380 They were, like, yeah, no, it was a dream, whatever.

00:06:50.780 And I was, like, I don't think it was a dream.

00:06:52.720 Was it in the spirit realm or?

00:06:54.340 Yeah, well, it defines spirit realm.

00:06:55.700 There's no such thing as realm, obviously.

00:06:56.500 Yeah, if my 10-year-old, because my son's 10 right now and I'm trying to put myself in your

00:07:00.360 parents' shoes, if he came and said that, I don't know how much I could entertain.

00:07:05.240 Because it's obviously a dream.

00:07:07.140 Even if it's not obviously a dream.

00:07:09.340 Well, it seems like your parents definitely thought it was a dream.

00:07:11.120 Well, your kids, his kid is, like, when you were at my house not too long ago, he goes,

00:07:16.540 Top, I think I saw this creature in, like, the forest right there.

00:07:20.200 And he describes it.

00:07:21.400 Yeah.

00:07:21.780 And I was just, like, just move on.

00:07:23.760 I was, like, he might have seen that.

00:07:24.940 He just said things.

00:07:26.140 Because, you know, he's, like, at that age now where so much content aimed at kids has,

00:07:31.500 like, all these wacky creatures.

00:07:32.740 And he also knows what dad talks about.

00:07:34.200 But then he drew it for me, too. 0.99

00:07:35.340 And I was, like, it has shit out of my house. 0.99

00:07:36.720 It's straight out of a horror movie. 0.99

00:07:38.280 It'll get drawn. 1.00

00:07:39.280 This kid does all that crap. 1.00

00:07:41.060 All right. 1.00

00:07:41.500 So, anyway.

00:07:41.940 So, yeah.

00:07:43.200 So, the next morning, right, I go downstairs and, like, told my parents.

00:07:46.100 And they're, like, oh, no.

00:07:47.120 It was nothing.

00:07:47.700 You're dreaming or whatever.

00:07:48.460 And I was, like, dude, this is what happened.

00:07:50.660 I'm, like, I was not dreaming.

00:07:52.520 I was awake.

00:07:53.060 Like, to the point where my dad came up to the bedroom and, like, lifted up the bed and

00:07:56.940 stuff.

00:07:57.240 And we're, like, looking.

00:07:59.620 Like, looking in the bed.

00:08:01.500 Wow.

00:08:01.900 Thanks, Matt.

00:08:02.440 Thanks for the service, dude.

00:08:03.820 We asked for this 35 minutes ago.

00:08:05.660 But thank you, though.

00:08:06.160 Yeah.

00:08:06.340 Thank you.

00:08:06.820 Shout out to Matt.

00:08:07.740 Yeah.

00:08:08.180 There you go.

00:08:08.820 Don't worry.

00:08:09.240 It's on us.

00:08:09.860 We'll pay for it, Matt.

00:08:10.940 Matt's hurting for money right now.

00:08:12.120 And he really needs us to pay for these Herba Matés. 0.93

00:08:14.740 These things are fantastic, though.

00:08:15.840 There's no sugar in them.

00:08:16.680 And we're not sponsored by them at all.

00:08:17.980 But I do drink them consistently.

00:08:19.820 Weld.com.

00:08:20.820 They crash.

00:08:21.520 They crash really hard.

00:08:22.840 Okay.

00:08:23.100 So your dad comes up to investigate.

00:08:25.880 Yeah.

00:08:26.000 Do you think it's just to soothe you?

00:08:27.040 Or is he, like...

00:08:28.040 I don't know.

00:08:28.760 Like, I think he believed me.

00:08:29.760 Because I was, like...

00:08:30.960 You know, I wasn't really, like...

00:08:32.020 I didn't tell stories and stuff when I was a kid.

00:08:33.720 Like, little kids make stuff up or whatever.

00:08:35.240 But I wasn't, like...

00:08:36.240 You know, I didn't, like, make up.

00:08:37.360 Stuff like that.

00:08:38.520 So we go upstairs.

00:08:41.140 And he, like, lifts up the bed and stuff.

00:08:43.360 And we're, like, looking around.

00:08:44.200 And I'm expecting to see, like, you know, animal hair.

00:08:47.640 Or something.

00:08:48.060 Because I still, in my mind, I'm like, well, there was a...

00:08:50.080 It was definitely something.

00:08:51.060 You're not of the school of thought of, like, I think I felt something.

00:08:53.700 You know you felt something.

00:08:54.760 No, 100%.

00:08:55.120 So you're expecting tangible evidence from a little critter.

00:08:58.020 So I was, like...

00:08:58.700 Is there, like, a hole that it chewed through the wall or something?

00:09:00.620 Because the door was closed.

00:09:01.600 Like, everything.

00:09:02.200 There's no way...

00:09:03.200 You know, whatever.

00:09:03.820 If it was in there, it would have still been in there.

00:09:06.620 Yeah.

00:09:06.880 You know?

00:09:07.960 So we're, like, looking through everything.

00:09:09.700 There's nothing in there.

00:09:10.580 And I was just, like, I don't know what in the world that was.

00:09:13.600 So I was, like, must have just been a gremlin, I guess.

00:09:15.400 So, obviously, it had to have been a gremlin.

00:09:17.800 But then...

00:09:19.280 So was this around the time of the movie Gremlins, which is why?

00:09:22.380 Probably.

00:09:22.860 Yeah.

00:09:23.020 I used to love that movie when I was a kid.

00:09:24.340 So I was just, like, well, it had to have been...

00:09:25.560 It was under the bed.

00:09:26.240 It had to be a gremlin.

00:09:26.940 Right.

00:09:27.320 Yeah, yeah.

00:09:27.920 So, like, in my mind, I'm still, like, not thinking about, you know, this was, like,

00:09:31.240 a demon or something.

00:09:32.080 And you didn't have pets, or, like...

00:09:33.420 We did.

00:09:33.780 We had a dog, but the door was closed, and she wasn't...

00:09:35.400 So you would know if the dog was there.

00:09:36.860 Yeah.

00:09:37.200 Well, what is a gremlin anyway?

00:09:38.740 Is it a demon?

00:09:39.640 A gremlin?

00:09:40.740 I don't know what I would categorize.

00:09:43.080 I'm of the school of thought that, like, all of the pantheon of critters exists.

00:09:48.220 Or don't I?

00:09:48.820 Well, definitely.

00:09:50.360 I don't know if the pantheon of critters is in alignment with the kingdom of God.

00:09:53.700 I don't think there's neutral, though.

00:09:54.860 I don't think you'd be neutral.

00:09:55.980 So...

00:09:56.540 But I do think all that kind of weird stuff exists.

00:09:59.400 Because I remember there was a time when I was younger, and I was coming across these

00:10:01.980 gnome videos on YouTube.

00:10:03.120 And it was, like... 0.94

00:10:05.040 I remember one of them was, like, a house full of Mexicans playing hacky sack. 1.00

00:10:08.860 And their hacky sack, like, flies over to the corner of the room, and the dude walks 0.90

00:10:12.460 over to pick it up.

00:10:13.280 And all of a sudden, like, there's...

00:10:15.360 It's weird the way that it happened, because this thing was in frame the whole time.

00:10:20.020 But you didn't notice it until it moved.

00:10:22.200 And it was, like, it was in the room with them the whole time, but it was somehow not

00:10:25.320 visible until it moved.

00:10:26.420 When he reached down to get the hacky sack, this thing just takes off running.

00:10:29.400 And that Mexican guy shrieked, and he took off, like, several feet in the air, and then 1.00

00:10:35.640 ran like it was a cartoon.

00:10:37.260 And so I've seen a couple of videos like that.

00:10:40.420 Weird little forest creatures.

00:10:41.900 I've heard enough, you know, gnome stories.

00:10:43.940 I'm like, something is going on.

00:10:45.640 Yeah.

00:10:45.860 I don't know what they're about, though.

00:10:47.140 I don't know.

00:10:47.840 But, okay, so...

00:10:49.400 So, yeah, I don't actually think it was a gremlin.

00:10:52.200 At that time.

00:10:52.860 Long story short, no.

00:10:53.780 So, anyway.

00:10:56.000 Whatever.

00:10:56.540 That happened.

00:10:57.220 I, like, told people and stuff, and they're like, oh, yeah, you're dreaming.

00:10:59.400 Whatever.

00:10:59.780 It was not, you know, it didn't happen.

00:11:01.660 Whatever.

00:11:02.000 People didn't believe me.

00:11:03.000 So, then, like, maybe a couple weeks later, my cousin slept over at the house, right?

00:11:07.160 Okay.

00:11:07.880 Dude.

00:11:08.360 So, now, this time, I don't have to ask him.

00:11:11.760 I can't remember.

00:11:12.040 I think this time, I was asleep, but he was still awake.

00:11:15.320 And the same thing happened.

00:11:17.460 And he, like, woke me up.

00:11:18.640 And he's like, dude, what is this?

00:11:20.960 And I was like, like, no way.

00:11:22.800 Like, I told you.

00:11:23.780 The same thing happened to him?

00:11:24.480 So, like, he was like, I don't know.

00:11:26.160 I'm, like, pulling on the covers.

00:11:27.100 And it's like, something's pulling back.

00:11:29.260 I was like, get out of here, dude.

00:11:31.040 So, I was like, all right, we'll both pull.

00:11:32.720 So, now, we're like.

00:11:33.400 We'll both pull.

00:11:34.500 I'm pretty.

00:11:35.300 I'm just, like, you know, I'm 10 or 11, whatever.

00:11:37.800 I'm just like, you know, we're, like, outside kids.

00:11:39.720 We weren't, like, you know, we're not.

00:11:40.860 We were kids.

00:11:41.940 But we were, like, strong enough kids.

00:11:43.240 You know what I mean?

00:11:43.480 Yeah.

00:11:43.640 And we're, like, both of us at the same time.

00:11:45.360 We're, like, all right, pull.

00:11:46.120 And we pulled.

00:11:46.980 And it pulled back.

00:11:47.740 Like, exactly as hard as you pull.

00:11:50.680 It was the weirdest thing, dude.

00:11:52.780 I got a 10-year-old right now.

00:11:54.460 That kid is sturdy.

00:11:55.780 I'm telling you, two of them, like, that's.

00:11:57.700 Yeah, you're going to pull it.

00:11:58.800 There's, like, my dad snuck in there.

00:12:01.140 You know what I mean?

00:12:01.580 It's, like, weird.

00:12:03.220 Yeah, yeah.

00:12:03.920 Dude, it was weird.

00:12:04.580 So, yeah, so basically, yeah, we just laid there and whatever.

00:12:09.780 Went to bed.

00:12:10.260 But then.

00:12:11.040 Went to bed after that?

00:12:11.700 I mean, like, what.

00:12:12.960 But you're not getting out of bed.

00:12:13.960 Again, I'm not getting out of bed.

00:12:14.720 Hell, yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:12:15.720 Pictureing, like, Freddy Krueger stuff or something.

00:12:17.360 And at that point, still, I was just, like, dude, like, I don't know what.

00:12:19.920 There's so many animals sneaking into my room.

00:12:21.400 Like, it never even occurred to me that it was, like, a demonic thing or anything.

00:12:24.240 I like that, though.

00:12:24.740 Because I was Grandma Max when I was a kid.

00:12:26.560 Yes, yeah.

00:12:26.860 But that's what I'm saying.

00:12:27.660 Like, you know, if my kid did it now.

00:12:29.560 And I never watched scary movies or anything. 0.99

00:12:30.520 If my kid did it now, I'd be like, dude, you're watching so much crap, like, all the time. 0.98

00:12:34.900 Every cartoon has a greasy demon in it now. 0.98

00:12:37.220 And it's like, I wouldn't really think.

00:12:38.820 But, yeah, if you're somebody who that's not.

00:12:40.960 But then, like, because it was me and my cousin both.

00:12:43.360 So, now it's like, we definitely weren't dreaming, you know?

00:12:45.180 So, like, we told my parents and stuff.

00:12:46.940 And, like, my mom always was kind of, like, weird about it.

00:12:49.300 Like, secretly, I think that she has had weird experiences in that house maybe because she's always like, no, no, no.

00:12:54.360 Like, don't talk about it.

00:12:55.420 I don't want to talk about it or whatever.

00:12:56.980 Yeah.

00:12:57.200 So, like, she's definitely.

00:13:00.220 Yeah.

00:13:00.880 Seen something or whatever.

00:13:03.020 But, so then, yeah.

00:13:05.440 You know, it's after that, like, telling the story.

00:13:07.560 It's like, well, this wasn't.

00:13:09.620 Like, either we're both making it up.

00:13:11.340 Which, again, you know, my cousin's even more of, like, a not storyteller than me.

00:13:15.220 He's like the same age as you.

00:13:16.060 He's like the dude.

00:13:16.640 He's like a year younger than me.

00:13:17.840 But he's like the dude that we go to for, like, moral quandaries.

00:13:21.520 We're like, hey, man, you're the best person we know.

00:13:23.340 You don't lie or anything.

00:13:24.560 So, he's definitely not making it up.

00:13:26.660 So, like, maybe I was lying.

00:13:28.240 But he definitely wasn't lying, you know what I mean?

00:13:29.560 So, yeah.

00:13:32.120 That was it.

00:13:32.960 And that was, like, I think that was, like, the only weird thing that ever happened, like, to me, really ever in that house.

00:13:40.160 I had a sleep paralysis thing years later at a different house.

00:13:43.660 But in that same bedroom before, my sister's older than me, I guess she's, like, eight years older than me.

00:13:49.080 So, when she went to college or whatever, I moved into that room.

00:13:52.580 And I guess years earlier, she had seen, like, a dude standing in the doorway that, like, wasn't supposed to be there type of thing.

00:13:59.820 Like, my dad wasn't home.

00:14:01.080 And, like, she, like, panicked and stuff and started screaming.

00:14:03.360 To the point where, I guess, like, my mom called the neighbor and he came over or something.

00:14:07.060 She thought there was an intruder.

00:14:08.000 She was, like, yeah, I thought there was a dude in the door. 0.56

00:14:09.640 And it was just, like, nothing.

00:14:11.500 Apparently, there was nobody there, you know.

00:14:13.880 But I don't know, man.

00:14:14.740 Maybe that room's just.

00:14:16.000 I was actually born in a house like that as well.

00:14:18.540 Yeah, that sounds similar to the story that you told.

00:14:20.560 Yeah, you spoke with my cousin that they don't live there any longer.

00:14:23.700 Yeah, she's all messed up.

00:14:25.060 Yeah, thank God I got out, like, at a three or four.

00:14:28.260 But that was one of the things that I would see.

00:14:30.800 Because I would go to sleep over my cousin's house often.

00:14:33.400 And we'd, like, sleep in the living room if there was a bunch of us.

00:14:36.520 And for some reason, one of my other cousins, she was, like, the older one that would watch us.

00:14:41.500 And she wasn't necessarily related to us.

00:14:43.340 She was kind of, like, a stepchild of, it was a weird relationship.

00:14:47.720 It was a weird relationship how she was in the family.

00:14:49.820 Because, like, she was, like, discarded to the side as cousin.

00:14:53.060 But she's kind of, like, not by blood type of deal. 0.74

00:14:55.980 Well, she's the father's daughter.

00:14:57.100 But through some kind of weird means, if that makes any sense.

00:15:00.500 Sounds like a cousin.

00:15:01.720 Yeah, like Snow White sort of deal with it.

00:15:04.980 And this entity would follow her around.

00:15:07.420 She would say that this thing would follow her around.

00:15:08.780 But I saw it myself on a doorway.

00:15:10.900 It's, like, above lurking above a doorway.

00:15:12.980 And its eyes were red.

00:15:14.100 And it's, like, it was, like, claiming dominion over her.

00:15:17.280 And I just, like, it was one of the things where, like, you just pull the blanks over your head.

00:15:20.080 And you're, like, well.

00:15:21.560 I saw somebody in the chat.

00:15:22.540 That's just what you do.

00:15:23.300 Just, like, I don't know.

00:15:23.840 Yeah, somebody in the chat said that your bed is, like, your safe place.

00:15:27.000 It is weird because there's, like, this instinctive pulling the blankets over your eyes.

00:15:32.080 And knowing, like, I'm safe until I let this down.

00:15:35.120 Yeah, I didn't even do that, though, dude.

00:15:36.460 It was pulling it back off of me.

00:15:37.660 Dude, like I said, like, I never, it never occurred to me that it was, like, something demonic until it was, like, probably 15 years later or something.

00:15:48.000 I was watching, like, one of the, like, paranormal activity movies or something like that.

00:15:51.360 And, like, because I never, like, really watched scary movies growing up. 0.99

00:15:54.520 I was kind of a bitch. 0.98

00:15:55.920 I was, like, scared of them or whatever. 1.00

00:15:56.840 Yeah, they'll ruin your dude.

00:15:58.060 As a kid, they'll ruin it.

00:15:59.260 That's why I don't let my kid watch anything.

00:16:01.280 Anytime something scary is on the TV, I'm, like, you get the hell out of here because I love my sleep.

00:16:05.980 And the last thing I need is my kid freaking out and unable to, you know.

00:16:09.580 Yeah, so, like, it never occurred to me until, like, when I was an adult watching one of those movies.

00:16:13.620 It's, like, the first, like, scene of the movie is the kid gets the bed.

00:16:17.480 Yep.

00:16:17.800 The sheets.

00:16:18.180 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:16:18.820 Or whatever. 0.99

00:16:19.260 And I was, like, oh, shit, dude. 0.99

00:16:20.480 That's, like, that is what, like, my covers, like, didn't get pulled off. 0.99

00:16:24.700 But it was the same type of thing.

00:16:25.720 Like, you're pulling a blanket.

00:16:26.720 You said grandma was, grandma's Christian, right?

00:16:29.940 My mom, yeah.

00:16:30.720 No, I said my mom was grandma Maxine.

00:16:32.360 Oh, okay, I'm sorry.

00:16:33.300 Yeah, we grew up, like, very Christian and, like, yeah, straight Bible, straight Bible stuff.

00:16:37.240 Yesterday, we had a guy, he's going to be in here later on, and he was sharing some stories.

00:16:42.400 And we had our social media manager there.

00:16:44.960 And she's, like, she hears one of the stories.

00:16:47.380 And she's, like, this is bizarre.

00:16:49.580 Like, this is insane.

00:16:50.540 Like, not really.

00:16:51.880 Why is it?

00:16:52.420 You never want me to be, like, no, not really.

00:16:53.280 But she's, like, this sort of thing, like, it just happens.

00:16:56.960 Like, you know, you just have this experience.

00:16:58.560 And I said.

00:16:59.440 He goes, no.

00:17:00.060 He goes, he goes like this.

00:17:01.060 No, watch this.

00:17:02.040 And then he asks Dylan.

00:17:03.400 Well, first I laid it out.

00:17:04.300 I go, because I explained to her, I was, like, these things usually aren't a one-off.

00:17:08.240 You'll have one or two big moments.

00:17:10.220 But then there are strange little idiosyncrasies throughout, you know, childhood especially.

00:17:14.320 And then you'll find out if you ask, like, a grandparent or something, you know, they were

00:17:19.820 involved in something weird or they had weird experiences.

00:17:21.960 And it's, like, this generational thing.

00:17:23.540 So I'm trying to explain to her in simple terms, like, generational iniquity.

00:17:26.900 And then I go, watch this.

00:17:28.240 And then I ask him, because he was distracted during that.

00:17:30.440 He was talking to his kids.

00:17:31.940 And he didn't hear me say that.

00:17:33.080 And then I go, is your life, like, dotted with these little things, especially throughout

00:17:37.140 childhood?

00:17:37.600 And he's, like, yeah, dude.

00:17:39.080 And I go, your grandparents or maybe your parents, were they involved in anything strange?

00:17:42.760 And he goes, yeah.

00:17:43.640 And I look to her and I go, see?

00:17:45.000 And it's just, like, these patterns, typically it doesn't happen in a vacuum.

00:17:49.040 Right, right.

00:17:50.060 There are those who, like, will go their whole life and not have any kind of experience like

00:17:53.620 that.

00:17:54.060 And then the people who do have those experiences, it's very rarely a one-off.

00:17:58.420 And it's literally, like, you remember the more significant ones.

00:18:01.840 But then once you start, like, scratching it, you're like, there are lesser, lesser events

00:18:05.920 that did take place that are, like, not as big, not as impactful, but still strange nonetheless.

00:18:11.580 And so, you know, they're just the patterns that you discover through these.

00:18:15.020 It's weird because with kids, I feel like these entities, they, that was like an invitation

00:18:21.820 when it's pulling your blanket off.

00:18:24.220 Yeah, maybe.

00:18:24.840 And yeah, it was the same thing for me.

00:18:26.600 But there's something about, like...

00:18:27.700 Like, if I talked to it or something, I would have...

00:18:29.480 Oh, man.

00:18:29.940 Imagine if you said, who's there?

00:18:31.120 I just was like, no.

00:18:31.940 Or if you saw it, if you observed it, like, that's the Top Lops' Dogman idea.

00:18:36.880 Yeah, yeah.

00:18:37.320 I'm actively observing this thing now.

00:18:39.160 I'm, like, kind of consenting to it, interacting with it.

00:18:42.200 There's weird rules that, like, we don't know.

00:18:44.280 So that's a little sneaky one, like, to pull that blanket off and to see, like, will they

00:18:47.980 come down and interact further?

00:18:49.000 Because your life could have been much different if you...

00:18:50.600 I wonder, yeah, really.

00:18:51.740 ...went and checked this thing out.

00:18:53.120 There's nothing...

00:18:53.720 You said that your mom... 0.94

00:18:54.660 Because I was thinking through your mom's lens, like, you know, very much the same thing.

00:18:58.580 If my son comes and tells me this thing, I'm going to, unless it's really obvious and I

00:19:03.020 have to counsel him on how to, like, deal with this thing, I'm going to almost kind of

00:19:07.020 never mind it.

00:19:07.580 Yeah, because I don't want to feed into it.

00:19:09.540 Right.

00:19:09.880 And if it is...

00:19:10.620 Which makes sense.

00:19:11.360 Yeah.

00:19:11.520 And if it is, like, a thing that he's just making up, I don't want to encourage it.

00:19:16.340 Because then that thing that he's making up could become something.

00:19:18.880 Yeah, totally.

00:19:19.040 You know what I mean?

00:19:19.460 It's like that act of, like, looking into a thing, you know, emboldens it or increases the

00:19:23.880 likelihood that it'll happen again.

00:19:25.200 And I do wonder, I mean, you never talk to your mom?

00:19:29.340 She's got no strange stories?

00:19:30.740 I have a couple of times.

00:19:31.820 Like, she gets pissed, like, if I tell her story.

00:19:34.140 So, like, that's why...

00:19:35.140 Like, I don't know if...

00:19:36.120 Is she a fan of the show?

00:19:37.220 Yeah.

00:19:37.820 She's probably not a fan of this conversation.

00:19:40.380 But, like...

00:19:41.820 I can't remember what I was going to say.

00:19:43.220 But, like, yeah, she definitely doesn't... 0.97

00:19:45.680 She's not, like, excited about...

00:19:48.080 So, I don't know if she's had experiences or not.

00:19:50.920 You know what I mean?

00:19:51.520 But, like, when I was a kid, she always would tell me, like, oh, this stuff is, you know,

00:19:55.700 made up.

00:19:56.220 It's not real or whatever.

00:19:57.500 Yeah.

00:19:57.780 Like, ghost stuff and everything.

00:19:59.200 Which is, like, an oversimplification that you would say to your kids.

00:20:03.560 To protect them.

00:20:03.940 You know what I mean?

00:20:04.380 Yeah, right.

00:20:04.900 Like you're saying.

00:20:06.340 So, like, I don't know.

00:20:07.620 And I've asked her, like, since.

00:20:09.160 And she kind of is just like, oh, no.

00:20:11.480 That's nothing.

00:20:12.320 That's interesting.

00:20:13.000 What about your cousin who...

00:20:14.880 Have you ever talked to him again about...

00:20:16.180 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:20:16.600 We've...

00:20:17.240 Because, like, we'll just, like, tell this story occasionally around a campfire or something.

00:20:20.160 And he's, like, you know, one of my closest friends.

00:20:22.480 Like, you know, all my cousins are...

00:20:24.480 Whatever.

00:20:24.800 We're all, like, super tight.

00:20:25.620 So, we'll, like, every so often bring the story back around.

00:20:28.120 And what is he?

00:20:28.760 Dude, tell the gremlin story.

00:20:29.860 I'm like, oh, well, it was one night.

00:20:31.860 Yeah.

00:20:32.740 And he's not had...

00:20:34.200 No, he has the exact same, like, retelling.

00:20:36.400 And he...

00:20:36.800 I guess I had thought that I told him after the first time it happened.

00:20:40.800 But I guess I didn't.

00:20:42.180 Because when he, like, retold this story a year or two ago.

00:20:45.820 And he was like, no, I didn't know anything about that until it started happening.

00:20:49.720 And then he, like, woke me up.

00:20:50.840 And I was like, dude, this is, like, the same thing that happened the other day.

00:20:53.200 It's, like...

00:20:53.940 That's interesting.

00:20:54.740 It's a gremlin.

00:20:55.880 I mean, it's...

00:20:56.420 So, when a thing happens in a vacuum, it just happens to you.

00:21:00.080 Right, right.

00:21:00.480 There is this weird way you'll cope.

00:21:03.280 You'll dismiss it.

00:21:03.760 You'll cope, yeah.

00:21:04.960 Psychologically, you'll dismiss it.

00:21:06.060 You'll put it over there.

00:21:06.940 Because there's nothing...

00:21:07.540 When somebody else is there to correlate it...

00:21:09.800 I mean, yeah, it gives it a lot more meat.

00:21:11.980 Makes it a lot...

00:21:12.800 I don't want to say scarier, but it's, like...

00:21:14.480 It's, like, more real, for sure.

00:21:16.800 Profound is kind of the word, right?

00:21:18.220 Because you're like, something happened that broke the norm.

00:21:22.500 Yeah.

00:21:22.920 It deviated from the norm in a really huge way.

00:21:24.740 You still don't have anything to do with it.

00:21:26.440 Right.

00:21:26.760 You still have to put it over there and just kind of keep moving on.

00:21:29.720 And, you know, and that was the other thing that I was saying, I think, to Tiffany, our

00:21:33.260 social media manager, that, like...

00:21:35.640 Not Nancy.

00:21:36.360 Not Nancy.

00:21:37.360 Specifically, not Nancy.

00:21:39.620 That these things will happen to people and there's literally nothing to do about it.

00:21:45.200 Yeah, right.

00:21:45.520 So, you just kind of shelf it.

00:21:47.880 And what is interesting is while we were talking to Dylan yesterday, and he'll be on a little

00:21:52.480 bit, I was saying that I think those moments are more important than at least we're willing

00:22:00.680 to intellectualize.

00:22:02.000 It's important to us because they stick with us.

00:22:04.440 Yeah.

00:22:05.060 It's, like, if it wasn't important, it wouldn't be the story that comes up every time around

00:22:07.840 the campfire.

00:22:08.440 That's true.

00:22:08.500 Like, it just sticks with you.

00:22:09.600 And when you look throughout the Bible, you know, it's like the life of Daniel is a great

00:22:14.900 example where who knows what happened to Daniel.

00:22:18.700 Yeah.

00:22:18.880 He's got a whole life that isn't described in the Bible, but what is described are his

00:22:23.760 supernatural encounters.

00:22:25.700 Yeah.

00:22:25.820 So, the things that happen to us that we shelf and we think are insignificant, but they still

00:22:30.260 stick with us, are, like, psychologically burned into our psyche, are the things that

00:22:35.400 the Bible is, like, no, that's the most important part.

00:22:38.740 These things are the most important.

00:22:39.700 I'm not saying, like, a gremlin.

00:22:40.980 Like the actual spiritual events.

00:22:41.760 Right.

00:22:42.160 I'm not saying, you know, that a gremlin pulling on your blanket is the most important footnote

00:22:46.320 in your life.

00:22:46.880 But I'm just saying the nature of these things that we struggle with and we put them to the

00:22:52.520 side, we try to forget about them.

00:22:54.580 They're kind of disturbing.

00:22:56.120 Other people maybe don't even, like, your mother doesn't even, like, hearing about it.

00:22:59.220 The Bible's like, no, dude.

00:23:01.240 Those points are some of the most important.

00:23:03.160 The points where human beings, like, touch the veil in the Bible are the ones that...

00:23:09.420 Or were invited to.

00:23:10.700 I feel like that was a big invitation.

00:23:12.620 Like, maybe so, yeah.

00:23:13.680 A lot of my family made that mistake in that same house that I was telling you about.

00:23:18.140 No, my mom didn't do it, but my aunt did. 1.00

00:23:22.180 Yeah.

00:23:22.420 The mother of Nikki.

00:23:24.740 This is the one that went to try to deal with it?

00:23:27.860 Well...

00:23:28.380 Witch doctors and such?

00:23:29.620 No, no.

00:23:30.120 That's different.

00:23:30.820 That was a big mistake as well.

00:23:32.240 But there would be an old guy in the kitchen watching them cook.

00:23:35.620 And my mom, my uncle, and my aunt, three different generations of family, or three different,

00:23:42.520 you know, families lived in this same apartment.

00:23:44.780 It was kind of like they were just renting it to our family.

00:23:47.680 Like, everybody saw the same guy.

00:23:50.040 Only one aunt acknowledged it and named it.

00:23:52.960 Oh, okay.

00:23:53.640 She named it...

00:23:54.140 Yeah, she named it Ruben, and she's crazy, and she's talking to him. 0.73

00:23:57.380 She's like, oh, Ruben, you over there watching me cook?

00:23:59.480 What you doing, Ruben?

00:24:00.460 And, like, her family's cursed.

00:24:02.700 I'm like, you're interacting with that there.

00:24:03.960 Dude, yeah.

00:24:04.540 I wonder, yeah, if I had, like, engaged with, like, what at the time, literally, I thought

00:24:09.420 it was just, like, an animal in my room.

00:24:10.900 But now, in hindsight, like, who knows?

00:24:12.720 Yeah, maybe it was some sort of weird invitation type of thing or something.

00:24:15.980 Well, when you look at these people on YouTube, you know, name, you know, a lot of people were

00:24:21.560 into, like, the ghost hunting channels.

00:24:23.280 I don't think it's an accident that a lot of those people, like, physiognomy betrays them. 0.99

00:24:27.860 They look all fucked up. 0.99

00:24:29.400 Like, they don't look like healthy people. 1.00

00:24:31.680 They look like, you know, meth addicts and stuff.

00:24:34.380 Like, they're not all right.

00:24:36.100 And I think there's something where it's like, yeah, if you keep interacting with the spiritual

00:24:40.300 realm, especially in a way that's not grounded in Christ, right?

00:24:43.200 It was like, if it's grounded in Christ, it's rebuking these things in the name of Christ.

00:24:47.180 It's casting them out.

00:24:48.140 You're going and you're pursuing these things.

00:24:50.920 And it's really funny if you watch it, too, by the way.

00:24:54.100 Ghost hunters will go out.

00:24:55.480 They're not armed with the knowledge that Jesus Christ has given them authority.

00:24:59.400 over these things, right?

00:25:00.640 So they go out.

00:25:01.800 They got their little spirit box.

00:25:03.200 They're looking for these things.

00:25:04.380 Then all of a sudden, something happens.

00:25:05.860 They get touched.

00:25:06.720 They get scratched.

00:25:07.780 There's a big thud.

00:25:08.880 They freak out.

00:25:09.580 They run.

00:25:10.140 They freak out and they run and they go, high five.

00:25:12.400 Good job, guys.

00:25:13.120 We really did it today.

00:25:14.220 And then they get ready to do it again next week.

00:25:16.400 And it's like, that, I think, is the worst thing that you could do because all you're doing

00:25:20.780 is continually pressing up against that veil.

00:25:24.220 And you're getting, you know, ectoplasm on you. 0.91

00:25:27.260 You're getting crap on you that you're bringing back into your regular life. 0.99

00:25:30.560 These things are attached to you because that interaction is, various levels of interaction 0.94

00:25:36.840 are just various levels of consent.

00:25:39.660 Yeah.

00:25:39.880 You're giving consent to this thing.

00:25:41.680 It is all consent.

00:25:42.800 It's all legal.

00:25:43.700 Even like consenting to allow Jesus into your life.

00:25:47.400 It's all, everything in the spiritual realm, good or bad, is consent-based.

00:25:52.080 You know, Jesus wants you.

00:25:53.040 You have to agree to let him in, to let the Holy Spirit in.

00:25:56.660 And, you know, he's not going to do it if you don't let him, you know?

00:25:59.320 Yeah.

00:25:59.580 I think if you-

00:26:00.160 It's the same thing with like a demon or whatever, you know?

00:26:03.880 I think if you looked at these people's lives, you would probably find that like outside

00:26:07.580 of their successful ghost hunting YouTube channel, um, their relationships are falling

00:26:12.540 apart.

00:26:13.580 Yeah.

00:26:13.760 They probably have all kinds of like things that they're not correlating to like the

00:26:19.080 equivalent of curses.

00:26:20.080 Yeah.

00:26:20.580 Befalling their lives at all times, you know?

00:26:23.040 So, yeah. 0.99

00:26:24.160 I mean, who knows what would have happened if you would have done some goofy shit, like 0.99

00:26:27.680 stood up and said, who's there? 0.99

00:26:28.740 Who's doing that?

00:26:29.480 Is anybody in here?

00:26:30.600 Oh, dude.

00:26:31.460 I forgot my Achilles slap.

00:26:32.380 Yeah.

00:26:32.660 And then you start listening around.

00:26:34.020 Is anybody there?

00:26:34.880 If anybody's there, say, yeah, not twice.

00:26:36.740 Ah, dude, no way. 0.99

00:26:37.720 Fucking A, man. 0.99

00:26:38.400 No way. 1.00

00:26:38.980 That's interesting though.

00:26:40.000 Yeah.

00:26:40.500 So, are these things, you know, um, this is a one-off in your childhood.

00:26:44.040 This isn't something that-

00:26:45.260 So, like this, so that, that was two different like occasions probably within two weeks to

00:26:50.980 a month or something.

00:26:51.600 So, it was like a pretty short timeframe.

00:26:53.800 So, yeah, I don't know if I was like spiritually available at that point or something like that.

00:26:57.900 I don't know.

00:26:58.460 But, cause like, I'm, you know, I don't remember being saved as a kid.

00:27:02.560 I grew up Christian.

00:27:03.380 I always believed, like it, it never occurred to me that like, geez.

00:27:06.720 Jesus wasn't, you know, the truth.

00:27:08.380 Right.

00:27:08.820 So, I don't think that, you know, I was like not saved and that was like, like Satan's

00:27:13.520 last shot at me or something like that.

00:27:15.520 But I don't know.

00:27:16.340 Who knows, man?

00:27:16.960 Maybe there's just some weird entity trying to, like you said, trying to find its way

00:27:23.400 in somehow.

00:27:23.880 Yeah.

00:27:24.060 There's a door.

00:27:24.700 Let's shake the knob.

00:27:25.780 Oh, yeah.

00:27:26.320 See what happens.

00:27:27.100 Weird.

00:27:27.600 I mean, it's an old house.

00:27:28.440 He said like 200 years old in Pennsylvania.

00:27:30.920 Yeah.

00:27:31.600 Yeah.

00:27:31.740 It's a creepy place.

00:27:32.700 New Jersey, Pennsylvania, New York, very old as far as like, you know, the settlements

00:27:36.640 and such go.

00:27:37.400 So, a lot of history there.

00:27:38.960 All the Native American tribes in the area.

00:27:42.240 You know, that area was like, there was, it was like pretty, I don't know, however long

00:27:45.940 ago.

00:27:46.620 Like, it was a dangerous like road for the, for the settlers to travel on because they'd

00:27:50.840 be getting robbed by like the natives and stuff like that. 0.99

00:27:53.220 So, I don't know.

00:27:53.880 Who knows?

00:27:54.600 The one day a dude did show up to the house, just some guy like knocked on the door and

00:27:58.440 we were like, hey, what's up?

00:27:59.480 And he's like, my like great grandparents or something lived here.

00:28:02.560 He's like, did you guys ever find like a headstone in the woods?

00:28:05.040 And we were like, not yet.

00:28:08.620 He was like, well, do you mind if I like go look?

00:28:10.500 We're like, okay, I guess if you want.

00:28:12.640 Yeah, dude.

00:28:13.200 He was just walking around the woods, like looking for.

00:28:15.340 He reminded me in my old house in Brooklyn. 0.93

00:28:17.360 What the hell?

00:28:17.940 It was built in 1920 or something like that.

00:28:21.060 Yeah.

00:28:21.780 And it was actually a speakeasy, the basement.

00:28:24.740 So, they had like a big bar before we moved in there and they would go during prohibition

00:28:28.760 and they'd serve alcohol.

00:28:30.300 But in the attic, there's like a secret room in the attic and like I opened it up when we

00:28:34.520 first moved in.

00:28:35.680 Sketchy.

00:28:36.160 Yeah.

00:28:36.600 I was going to use it for storage and I like, I did use it for storage, but like I looked

00:28:40.560 in one of the corners and there was this picture frame, like an oval picture frame and I picked

00:28:44.420 it up and it was like, like three people who look like farmers and they're standing next

00:28:48.860 to each other, but the faces were scratched out.

00:28:50.640 What?

00:28:51.160 Yeah.

00:28:51.660 No, I swear to God. 0.99

00:28:52.320 What kind of menacing, spooky movie crap is that? 1.00

00:28:55.860 I put that shit back so quick. 1.00

00:28:58.340 Burnt the house down. 1.00

00:28:58.880 That's exactly how it was.

00:29:00.540 Closed, like put my stuff on the other side, like apologize to it.

00:29:03.740 Yeah.

00:29:04.060 Yeah.

00:29:04.540 And I left it and we're good.

00:29:06.380 But I was like, that's not, that's nothing for me to touch.

00:29:08.760 No, thanks.

00:29:09.440 No, thank you.

00:29:10.320 I got to tell you though, I'm, I'm white enough that I would have opened up the thing.

00:29:14.200 I would have opened up the, who are you?

00:29:15.960 Well, the picture frame, but I remember when I picked it up, it did break a little bit.

00:29:22.120 So I could have like taken it.

00:29:23.500 I didn't even look on the other side.

00:29:24.620 I was just like, put that right back.

00:29:26.200 That's smart.

00:29:26.760 That's smart.

00:29:27.680 I mean, cause I would have wanted to see if there was writing on it.

00:29:30.180 So I would be taking the picture out of the picture frame.

00:29:32.180 That's just not in my nature. 1.00

00:29:34.100 I watched too much to be due to know that shit, man, man. 1.00

00:29:37.720 Yeah. 1.00

00:29:37.900 I lived in a house in New Jersey, the house that I lived in was on railway Avenue in Elizabeth.

00:29:43.940 So Elizabeth is, you know, one of the oldest cities in New Jersey.

00:29:48.000 And then railway Avenue is the main Avenue that goes through there.

00:29:50.840 Our house was super old.

00:29:52.480 It was the same thing, man. 0.96

00:29:53.440 It was like just weird crap like that. 0.56

00:29:55.840 Like, um, I was talking to my cousin recently and we haven't really talked for a long time 0.98

00:30:01.380 because he was schizophrenic.

00:30:03.340 He's diagnosed as a child, gets whisked off to a detention facility at like 12 and then

00:30:08.860 doesn't see the light of day again until like 25.

00:30:10.520 And, um, but I grew up with him in that house and I was talking to him and he's like, yeah,

00:30:16.560 I remember that hallway with the black carpet.

00:30:18.260 He said, I was looking up the stairs one day there and there's just this black shadow man 0.96

00:30:22.480 just standing there staring down at me.

00:30:24.100 And it's like, you know, these old houses, there's probably something to energy and the

00:30:30.140 way that it gets trapped.

00:30:31.480 Yeah.

00:30:31.920 You know what I mean?

00:30:32.460 Like, I think you can have a physical object, you know, you look into all these like pagan 1.00

00:30:37.160 mythologies or, you know, uh, ancient peoples and there are like, uh, totems, objects that

00:30:45.180 become spiritually charged.

00:30:46.480 I think if, if, uh, you know, if you wanted to speculate as to like what a haunted house

00:30:51.420 is, I think trauma has a way of, of bleeding into physical objects, walls and floors and all

00:30:58.180 kinds of crap.

00:30:59.300 And, um, and I don't know what you're seeing there. 0.99

00:31:01.680 I think it, you know, could be an entity masquerading as you get like that crap, right? 0.97

00:31:06.620 Where it's like, it's the ghost of a little boy. 0.99

00:31:08.720 Yeah.

00:31:09.080 He's trapped here. 1.00

00:31:09.760 I'm like, that's not a little boy, dumb ass. 0.99

00:31:11.220 Like that's, yeah, that's something masquerading as, um, but yeah, I think like if it, if it's 0.99

00:31:17.160 sufficiently charged, a thing can manifest there.

00:31:21.260 It's like feeding off of that energy.

00:31:22.640 I'm going to get real crazy right now.

00:31:23.940 Please, um, the same way with water we were talking, like if you, if you speak negative

00:31:29.000 affirmations onto water and it frees it, the particles are all like dis and they're in

00:31:32.960 disarray and chaotic.

00:31:34.400 I think it's the same thing with houses, but follow me here.

00:31:37.800 Cause it gets even crazier. 0.99

00:31:39.080 All the materials like this gypsum board, all this dead shit that we have around us. 0.97

00:31:43.520 I feel like that will, that would more readily absorb like negative stuff. 0.99

00:31:48.160 If I'm just like yelling at my, if I'm telling my kids like you're garbage, like all day 0.98

00:31:52.580 long in this, like, so like, Oh yeah. 0.97

00:31:55.460 All of our surroundings, all of our walls and ceilings are usually this weird press board

00:32:01.260 crap, press board, and then the fibers of it are all chaotic and all intertwining.

00:32:05.460 And there's no rhyme or reason holds that. 0.99

00:32:07.340 And then now even crazier, let's get like HGTV, like all the open, open floor planning.

00:32:12.360 I'm like, yeah, yeah, yeah. 0.97

00:32:13.360 Now all that shit, like if you curse the room, but like you've cursed your entire first level 0.98

00:32:18.120 there's no, I remove the walls. 0.99

00:32:20.440 It's like, I don't know, dude.

00:32:21.820 That's where, that's what I'm thinking.

00:32:23.100 What about, have you guys ever heard the whole thing about like lead paint, how they ban

00:32:25.860 lead paint?

00:32:26.340 Cause like supposedly kids were eating it.

00:32:27.720 I was eating quite a bit of pain as a child.

00:32:29.800 Yeah, I was.

00:32:30.320 Whatever.

00:32:30.760 Supposedly people are, but like the, I've heard like the theory that they did that because

00:32:34.900 lead blocks EMF. 0.63

00:32:36.420 Oh yeah.

00:32:37.140 So like, if you still had lead paint on your walls, that would block EMF.

00:32:40.060 So does that also, I mean, EMF is just like a vibration.

00:32:42.700 Yeah.

00:32:42.920 It's a frequency, right?

00:32:44.020 Like what you're saying.

00:32:44.760 And who, I don't know.

00:32:46.240 That's a good point.

00:32:47.120 I mean, you think about like lead paint protecting us from some sort of, who knows, man, you

00:32:51.820 know, x-ray, whatever.

00:32:52.880 That's interesting.

00:32:53.580 Or like, we'll get rid of, they can't voice to skull technology. 0.77

00:32:56.540 If your walls have lead paint on it or get rid of lead paint.

00:32:59.860 And then you switch out the led lights.

00:33:01.980 Yeah.

00:33:02.100 Like, you know how I'm upset. 1.00

00:33:03.700 It's like, we're trying to heart attack gun, this son of a bitch, but he's got lead 1.00

00:33:06.980 paint. 0.99

00:33:07.380 We have, this is not, this is a really great gun, but we have to change the, the, you know,

00:33:11.980 the OSHA requirements if we're going to be able to heart attack gun people. 0.89

00:33:15.380 I think you're really onto something there because if you look at under a microscope,

00:33:19.360 like let's say, um, you know, old oak or something like that, like it's going to be

00:33:24.340 this fascinating, um, what would you call it?

00:33:27.300 Like lattice, right?

00:33:28.920 Like that's what it looks like under a microscope.

00:33:30.640 But if you pulverize that and you mix it with a resin and you press it into press board,

00:33:35.780 now there's no rhyme or reason.

00:33:37.360 There's no beautiful lattice.

00:33:38.320 It's just chaos.

00:33:40.220 And yeah, I, I like that analogy of like, you speak negative affirmations to water and

00:33:45.240 you freeze it.

00:33:46.000 The crystalline structure is chaotic.

00:33:48.160 If you speak positive affirmations to water and freeze it, the crystalline structure is,

00:33:52.360 uh, there's symmetry.

00:33:53.200 It's beautiful.

00:33:54.080 It's all those like really classic, almost like snowflake images, right?

00:33:57.600 Pointed stars and such.

00:33:58.940 Well, the problem is that it's not vibrating at all.

00:34:01.140 Like there is no like earthly or alive vibration about this gypsum board.

00:34:06.540 Yeah, it's, it's dead.

00:34:09.060 It's like, uh, wearing polyester versus wearing wool, right?

00:34:12.500 Wool is vibrating on your skin.

00:34:14.180 You know what?

00:34:14.620 There was actually studies on that where it shows that like polyester blends, they have

00:34:18.600 the same frequency of like a dead body.

00:34:20.980 Yeah.

00:34:21.340 Now I've not confirmed that, but I will repeat that.

00:34:23.580 Yeah, no, that is true.

00:34:24.900 It's because it's not, it's not really vibrating at all.

00:34:27.980 It's like, it's, it's just going around wearing a dead body, dog.

00:34:30.760 I mean, Satan's good at what he does, man.

00:34:32.280 Yeah.

00:34:33.620 He's like, what's that?

00:34:34.480 The cost of lumber is too high.

00:34:35.660 Well, I've got something for you.

00:34:37.140 Yeah.

00:34:37.580 It's called particle board and it resonates at the same frequency as a dead body.

00:34:41.500 And I use MDF a lot.

00:34:43.000 Like some of that stuff is MDF.

00:34:44.620 Yeah.

00:34:45.000 It's good to, it's good to use, but it's like, yeah, it's dead.

00:34:48.100 Is that what it is?

00:34:49.160 It's a dead material.

00:34:50.060 That's why it's easy to cut through.

00:34:51.240 I mean, I mean, if, if really everything on a subatomic level.

00:34:55.240 That's actually MDF.

00:34:56.240 If everything at the subatomic level is mostly empty space and you imagine it's energy that's

00:35:03.820 traveling in between that empty space, right?

00:35:06.020 Yeah.

00:35:06.580 Photons or whatever.

00:35:07.480 I don't know what the, uh, everything has an electrical synapses that that's how atoms 0.95

00:35:10.920 communicate to one another.

00:35:12.300 So if, if that electrical current, that is the communication has to move through this empty

00:35:18.320 spaces, it probably moves really well through something that is a beautiful lattice that has 0.86

00:35:23.300 a flow to it, you know, it probably doesn't move really well through shit that is just 0.93

00:35:27.360 mashed up and pressed together with resin together. 0.98

00:35:30.580 Yeah.

00:35:30.760 So I don't, yeah.

00:35:31.480 Who the hell knows what that, does that lower the frequency?

00:35:33.660 It lowers the vibration and it doesn't allow it to, you know, be a high frequency item or

00:35:38.700 whatever.

00:35:38.920 And therefore only low frequency entities can move through it.

00:35:43.600 I don't know.

00:35:44.220 I mean, we're just doing Nephilim death squad science, which is my favorite kind of science. 0.96

00:35:48.040 You heard it here first folks.

00:35:50.240 Yeah, man.

00:35:51.000 That's interesting though.

00:35:51.800 I, you know, and I wonder too, just on that note on old houses, right. 0.98

00:35:57.580 They're typically like really haunted and it's because what they're made with old crap 0.90

00:36:03.040 that has a lot of energy flow through it.

00:36:05.080 So maybe just, you know, maybe just the amount of people that have lived there.

00:36:08.800 There's like, Atma says, I love that Raven is not wrong, but a physics teacher would have

00:36:13.580 an aneurysm hearing.

00:36:16.760 I don't know.

00:36:17.460 Just like the amount of people that if a house is 200 years old, who knows how many people

00:36:20.780 have lived there?

00:36:21.400 How many people have beat their kids in there?

00:36:22.980 Who knows?

00:36:23.440 Yeah.

00:36:23.780 Oh, they had a dump.

00:36:24.880 50 years ago.

00:36:25.980 Yeah.

00:36:26.940 Witchcraft or whatever.

00:36:27.800 I mean, that's my adds up over the years or something.

00:36:30.560 You know, I've lived in project buildings and you know, they were haunted and, uh, and then

00:36:36.200 I would hear, so you'd have weird shadow people all the time, but then I'd go out of my apartment

00:36:40.980 into the hallway to go to the elevator or the stairwell.

00:36:43.180 And you would hear each, each door, just people screaming at each other behind each door.

00:36:48.220 And it's because they're all impoverished.

00:36:49.800 They're all redlining it.

00:36:51.640 They're all crack addicted, whatever. 1.00

00:36:53.400 So they're beating each other's asses. 0.99

00:36:55.200 And, you know, they're doing all these drugs, inviting all these spirits in. 0.98

00:36:58.060 And, and so, um, you know, it's to me, whatever is happening in the area that I, these things

00:37:04.540 feed off of it.

00:37:05.960 Yours didn't sound negativity, but like, yeah, I, I was going to say that too.

00:37:10.100 So my, in case my mom listens, they didn't, yeah.

00:37:12.320 Yours didn't sound like that.

00:37:13.380 They didn't beat us and abuse us.

00:37:14.100 Yeah.

00:37:14.420 Yeah.

00:37:14.740 Yeah.

00:37:14.980 That's why all I was able to do is just pull your blanket.

00:37:17.340 Yeah.

00:37:17.700 Yeah.

00:37:18.220 Maybe.

00:37:18.760 I don't know.

00:37:19.840 Um, if your mom had beat you, maybe it would have been able to get a little bit further.

00:37:23.300 Yeah.

00:37:23.800 But then it's, it's like you were saying before about like these, these events that like

00:37:27.420 seem that could be nothing, whatever, but like it, it winds up being a big deal.

00:37:30.520 Like if that had never happened to me, like I wouldn't have been probably interested in,

00:37:36.420 you know, I started listening to like Tony Merkel and through him, I found like whoever, and then

00:37:40.080 I found you guys and stuff like that.

00:37:41.300 And like, I wouldn't be here right now.

00:37:42.500 Yeah.

00:37:42.800 Which like, not that this is like some huge impactful thing or whatever, probably my testimony

00:37:46.100 is going to lead many, many people to the Lord, obviously.

00:37:48.880 Well, I mean, I was, I, you know what I mean?

00:37:51.300 It's just like one little weird thing.

00:37:52.940 Like, I wouldn't be sitting here right now with you guys if that hadn't happened, probably

00:37:56.880 a brush with the supernatural.

00:37:58.460 Yeah.

00:37:58.700 Yeah.

00:37:59.100 It's just like the way stuff like ripples.

00:38:01.540 Yeah.

00:38:01.900 I guess, you know, that's, that's what we're saying.

00:38:03.960 But like the new, I think the conspiracy with the new housing, like the gypsum board, the

00:38:09.380 open plan, like my house is like tile on the floor. 0.99

00:38:12.280 So it's like, oh, this shit is like bouncy. 0.98

00:38:13.780 It's like reflective surfaces. 0.99

00:38:15.980 I don't think that like spiritual stuff could really implant itself in here.

00:38:20.600 It's probably just like bouncing through.

00:38:22.060 So like, we're so spiritually detached.

00:38:23.680 Like that's what most, when you go into a new McDonald's, do you feel the Holy Spirit

00:38:28.920 in there?

00:38:29.200 I don't go in there because they're making human meat burgers.

00:38:31.380 Yeah.

00:38:31.820 But it's like a square.

00:38:32.800 It's like a glass square.

00:38:34.240 It looks like you could be in any corporate building.

00:38:36.120 You go into an old McDonald's with like the playground.

00:38:39.200 You feel this, this, the Nephilim spirit of Ronald McDonald.

00:38:41.820 Yeah.

00:38:42.100 The fry cook is talking in tongues.

00:38:43.980 I mean, spinning around.

00:38:46.460 Yeah.

00:38:46.600 Demon trapped in the ball.

00:38:47.500 There is something about that old structure that it, I guess, you know, you could have

00:38:51.660 a brush with the supernatural and it could be sort of negative.

00:38:53.840 Maybe that was nefarious under your bed, but it, that little touch kind of like gets

00:38:58.460 you, gets you going.

00:39:00.420 Oh yeah.

00:39:00.700 You're just thinking in a different, a different way about stuff.

00:39:03.360 The correct way.

00:39:04.020 Yeah.

00:39:04.400 Yeah.

00:39:04.760 It never leaves.

00:39:06.000 Right.

00:39:06.460 It's just one of these things where.

00:39:08.780 Otherwise you're full Albarino.

00:39:10.560 Right.

00:39:10.880 That's a problem.

00:39:11.540 Never go full Albarino.

00:39:12.480 Um, there are, there are events that happen in your life where like, you could see the,

00:39:17.840 the lead up to all this thing happened to me.

00:39:20.580 And that's why I, I grew up like this.

00:39:23.020 And that's why I'm this kind of an adult.

00:39:24.800 And you can kind of like create like a thread through all these things, but the supernatural

00:39:28.740 events, unless you're willing to incorporate them into your worldview, they kind of sit isolated.

00:39:33.420 I think that's the mistake.

00:39:34.800 That's the mistake is like, you should look at these things and assess how they changed

00:39:40.640 your perception of reality and how they made the person that you've become.

00:39:44.280 Just like you would look at anything like trauma that happens in childhood or a good

00:39:48.000 thing that happens or a skill that you learned and how it carried you from here to there.

00:39:51.560 But we don't, we like detach it.

00:39:53.860 We push it away and it lives on an Island of experience all by itself.

00:39:57.600 And I know you said like, Oh, your testimony, you said it kind of sarcastically.

00:40:00.460 It's going to lead many people to Christ.

00:40:02.200 But like, I think that so many people have these experiences and they're off on an Island

00:40:10.120 by themselves and they don't consider it.

00:40:12.140 And it doesn't, you know, go into the formula of how the man or the woman that you are today

00:40:17.520 was created.

00:40:18.460 But it is, it is part of that formula.

00:40:20.520 And as long as you're pushing it off, I think it's crazy that it's that big of a formula.

00:40:24.020 Cause it's like a, it's like a 10 minute story realistically.

00:40:26.740 Right.

00:40:27.180 But yeah, but it changes.

00:40:28.400 Here we are 25 years later talking about it.

00:40:31.260 Yeah.

00:40:31.580 I mean, I'll have that, you know, I have people that were my blanket off, did it again.

00:40:36.260 That was it.

00:40:36.740 And like, that's enough for me to start looking.

00:40:38.320 But it was just so wild that like, yeah, just such a weird thing.

00:40:41.640 It's like you're saying, like, if you don't have the, like, um, like a basis in, in the

00:40:47.460 truth, it's just some weird thing that happened that like, can't be explained.

00:40:50.400 Like an unexplainable thing.

00:40:51.920 I don't think it's meant to be like that.

00:40:53.500 This is explainable.

00:40:54.340 This is what's going on.

00:40:55.920 And like I said, it might be huge.

00:40:57.160 It might be a spiritual realm, regardless of what people might think.

00:40:59.500 Yeah.

00:41:00.080 Well, that's the testimony, right?

00:41:02.320 It's like, that's something that most people, and I can guarantee everyone, anyone who listens

00:41:06.820 to this show will have something like that.

00:41:09.160 Cause that's like fairly light.

00:41:10.740 Yeah.

00:41:10.960 And you just take it and you're like, I don't know.

00:41:13.480 And you put it over there.

00:41:14.340 Right.

00:41:14.560 I don't like that.

00:41:15.020 But it's like, that's a thing that you should actually be taking in and then really using

00:41:19.140 that to almost form your life.

00:41:20.260 Because if you do get down to the truth, if you watch this show and then like, we'll kind

00:41:24.480 of like really push you into the truth.

00:41:27.500 Well, you're going to end up at Jesus Christ.

00:41:29.300 So that's, that's important.

00:41:30.340 That's it, dude.

00:41:30.960 Yeah.

00:41:31.160 That's it.

00:41:31.820 I still have like, if you're seeking the truth, Jesus is seeking you.

00:41:34.940 So if you're seeking the truth, you're going to find it.

00:41:36.500 Yeah.

00:41:36.600 He is the truth, right?

00:41:37.380 He's the truth, the way in the life.

00:41:38.360 I, I, I have a guy that has been a part of, you know, one of my big experiences.

00:41:44.300 I haven't done it in, I don't know, I guess, I guess it's probably been close to 10 years.

00:41:49.720 Crack cocaine.

00:41:50.600 Crack cocaine.

00:41:51.240 No, that was recently.

00:41:52.300 No.

00:41:52.720 But I haven't hit him up and been like, yo, do you remember?

00:41:56.580 And I was doing that.

00:41:57.620 I would do that like every five years, which at the time the event took place when I was

00:42:01.560 like 12.

00:42:02.280 So every five years seems like a long time when you're 12 and then 17 and then, you know,

00:42:06.880 20, whatever.

00:42:07.580 But I haven't reached out to him again in, in probably almost a decade, but I know that

00:42:12.060 every time I did, he was like, it was weird to watch the evolution of it first.

00:42:17.580 He was like, yeah, I remember.

00:42:19.480 I don't know what I saw.

00:42:20.760 It was really weird.

00:42:22.040 You know, I don't know what to make of that thing.

00:42:24.660 And then as time went on and I would reach out to him again, he'd be like, I don't want

00:42:27.540 to talk about it.

00:42:28.460 Yeah.

00:42:29.240 Like, wait, what?

00:42:30.620 You don't want to talk about it because it was bizarre.

00:42:34.440 It was, it's for, for, you know, the audience has heard this one before, but it was when 0.80

00:42:38.980 we saw this, um, the black baby, the black baby. 0.57

00:42:41.620 Yeah.

00:42:41.780 He was there.

00:42:43.360 And I don't remember this one.

00:42:45.200 Okay.

00:42:45.600 So I'll make it really quick. 0.92

00:42:47.800 Is it panhandling black baby? 0.98

00:42:49.220 No, no, no. 0.70

00:42:49.560 Uh, I was out in the woods one day with my buddy.

00:42:52.040 Let me get a cigarette. 0.98

00:42:53.160 And, uh, baby, no black baby. 1.00

00:42:55.780 Um, I was out in the woods with my buddy.

00:42:58.640 We were like, I was like 12.

00:43:01.140 He was maybe 10.

00:43:02.980 And, um, we were in the tall grass, like river reeds.

00:43:06.500 It was like a Creek.

00:43:07.460 And really when the Creek wasn't full of water, it was just like mushy marshland.

00:43:11.860 And, uh, we're stomping paths through this tall grass.

00:43:15.320 And, uh, and all of a sudden, you know, it's, it's over our heads, the height of this tall

00:43:20.080 grass.

00:43:20.320 And, um, something starts coming at us, but it's in the tall grass and, and this path

00:43:26.720 that we've created, it's very narrow.

00:43:27.900 Cause we're only kids stomping down the reeds and, um, it starts coming towards us.

00:43:32.740 We, all we have time to do is like recoil and grab each other.

00:43:36.160 And before I know it, this thing is now out in front of me on the path and it's not obscured

00:43:42.420 by anything.

00:43:42.840 I could see it.

00:43:43.720 And it is, um, in my infinite wisdom as a 12 year old, it was a, 0.91

00:43:50.320 black toddler, a naked black toddler. 0.99

00:43:53.220 Whoa. 0.98

00:43:54.240 I mean, if I'm guessing it was like the size of like a four or five year old, unlike a 0.95

00:43:59.700 horse, huge cock crack pipe, um, it's not carrying anything.

00:44:11.920 And, uh, and it almost doesn't even care about us. 0.99

00:44:16.440 it like never minds us it runs out in front of the path and then disappears into the tall grass

00:44:21.420 you know on the other side and we i remember being so afraid i thought it was gonna be a dog

00:44:28.140 because it was something sizable moving towards us coming in the woods yeah i'm like we're about

00:44:32.100 to get mauled you know and um but it's it all happens in a matter of seconds it doesn't care

00:44:38.460 that we're there it continues to run and then we're just left with the sound of it slapping 0.82

00:44:42.200 its feet against the ground a giant cock grab dragging through the ground and it runs off into 0.96

00:44:46.680 this and and we recoup and we run we take you know we we haul ass out of there screaming we 0.97

00:44:52.500 burst out into the open our buddies are there we run right past and we're screaming we run down the

00:44:58.620 street out of out of the woods into a trailer park through the trailer park out into a park

00:45:03.540 and um before we finally like land in the grass catch our breath and then from then on out we're

00:45:08.620 pretty much telling a story every once in a while the time that we saw a naked black baby in the 0.68

00:45:14.600 woods and it wasn't until i was like 16 this probably would have been the first time that i

00:45:19.160 reached out to him and i was like i knew enough about babies by 16 that i was like it wasn't normal

00:45:25.840 that baby was fast yeah and it was naked and it was running that's so through the tall grass

00:45:31.700 you couldn't do that at you know because that's when i started to put together i was like i'm 16 years

00:45:36.780 old if i had to get naked and you were like run through that tall grass i wouldn't be very fast

00:45:40.360 no i'd be like oh oh yeah it's marsh it's there's there the river reeds when they're broken off at

00:45:46.280 their base they're just like spurs sticking out of the ground it didn't make any sense to me and i

00:45:50.920 can still i can't see it anymore in my head but like i knew that i could see certain things about it

00:45:55.580 like it was black like real black yeah and it was naked and then there was some things that i wasn't

00:46:02.480 too sure about like um uh was it like dry like it was ashy it was like like no cocoa butter was

00:46:12.020 involved in this scenario supernatural but theory now but i don't know if i saw that i just know i

00:46:17.160 know i saw something that was like four or five years old in height and it was naked and it was

00:46:21.960 real black like abnormal black dylan coming in he has the same sort of story he actually might be 0.94

00:46:26.780 here yeah well so yeah i mean we should but i you know just on that note it's like i i will

00:46:32.940 continually go back to that well and explore it and i'll go what was this thing and why did it never

00:46:38.820 leave my memory but if i go to him he's like no i don't want to talk about it yeah and every time i

00:46:45.060 touch base he got further and further from the story and to the extent we're like now it's just like

00:46:51.240 yeah i remember but no we're not going to talk about that i haven't reached out to him in a long

00:46:55.240 time but for me it's like i'll be forever fascinated by it and who knows maybe uh if if

00:47:01.660 god ever saw fit to inspire somebody to write about these things and it was ever my story it would be

00:47:07.200 like the time david saw a black baby and you know what i mean like this thing that i don't think is

00:47:11.840 is or some people he didn't think was super important it just sticks with me man and it like

00:47:18.340 changes your worldview pretty much forever stuff that like doesn't fit in what is like should be

00:47:23.880 normal i don't think we're supposed to forget it yeah i don't think we're supposed to forget it i

00:47:27.640 don't think that we're supposed to listen to that thing that says push it to the side i think that's

00:47:31.300 the last thing you're supposed to do i think you're supposed to keep that right there god gave you that

00:47:34.620 to i guess as a thing to go back to so when you get into that false ideology that like life is

00:47:43.040 materialistic yeah and normal god went no no it's not dude yeah just to keep you on your toes a little

00:47:48.040 but yeah yeah paranormal receipts paranormal receipts keep these receipts baby don't don't

00:47:52.920 ignore them don't ignore them i like that um well look man thanks for for joining us for sure uh it

00:47:59.000 was cool to have you come by we're gonna for the audience um i guess we're gonna pause this and then

00:48:04.860 we'll be back shortly uh i wish maybe we should end it you want to end it okay we'll end it guys stick

00:48:10.020 around um stick close to your patreons you'll get a notification we'll be back real soon we'll be back

00:48:14.820 soon guys see you in a couple minutes we're back guys uh if you saw that first conversation

00:48:18.820 with tory uh now this is the second half of the show and we're back in the studio with

00:48:22.880 dylan who's all the way from canadia correct canadia is correct canadia he came a long way

00:48:28.440 only only to do this there's no other reason that he's here in florida not a single other reason except

00:48:35.300 for coming here to talk on the on the show isn't that correct uh well canada gay is my home and

00:48:41.440 yeah but deep deep down and philosophically i resonate with the people of florida well it's

00:48:46.460 interesting because he he gives off very strong florida man vibes except for what he says about

00:48:50.860 and i go oh there it is yeah there it is i hear it i want to get out out of the conversation when he

00:48:55.620 does it like recoiling but um it's funny because you know you're in florida you got some some roots

00:49:02.620 here and then one of your stories is in new jersey which is where i'm from uh is that like a normal

00:49:08.600 thing you have you traveled a lot so yeah i have yeah i've been pretty blessed in that regard

00:49:14.820 kind of a free spirit i don't know how to put it in the least gay way here but yeah when i was

00:49:20.940 younger i was definitely cruising around um a lot of time in germany especially really yeah oh that's

00:49:27.300 interesting that's right you mentioned uh your wife from germany and yeah not wife not wife not wife

00:49:32.880 okay we're gonna park them on that okay that's fine i'll delete that from the my bad take that out

00:49:37.960 and nancy take that out of the record she's not here you don't have to take anything out

00:49:42.560 she's not we're going to bitch we're not even going to release this 1.00

00:49:45.180 so um yesterday we were here at the studio and you came by and we we chopped it up and it was

00:49:54.240 a fun conversation and then we were sitting outside with our social media manager not nancy

00:50:00.380 and she was saying she she was pointing a gun at us and she said there's a type of content you guys

00:50:06.340 have to make that is on the list because she organizes it all she tells us like the type of 0.88

00:50:10.100 thing that she wants to see us talk about or whatever we have to do it we have to do it or

00:50:13.800 else we take uh you know we get shot and so she goes i've been wanting to do this kind of on the street

00:50:22.220 interview style you know content with people that come in the shop which sucks i guess that's like a 0.72

00:50:29.840 lot of pressure right it's like i don't know i've been like just kind of going well you know because

00:50:35.100 that just means like we're going to ask some random person who comes in so you know on the

00:50:38.640 page made himself sick today i was well i drank a lot of nyquil really early and there's a whole

00:50:43.720 thing but um so so we said well she actually said she was like it sucks because it's dead here right

00:50:50.700 now and it was a guy in here before you guys are talking to would have been cool to do this before

00:50:55.640 and i said i don't know if he has any any stories or anything like that but yeah it would have been

00:50:58.840 cool because at least we know we're on the same page to talk to you right there she is with her 1.00

00:51:02.140 it's a live look at with her glock our social media manager damn uh we call her lady long arms 1.00

00:51:09.280 it's the same same lady yeah just mad looking there yeah she looks really angry um it's mostly

00:51:17.620 brazilian but then what ended up happening is like during that conversation you ended up walking

00:51:21.780 through the door again yeah and you were just coming by to say you know you know your goodbyes

00:51:26.660 yeah it's very like uh very serendipitous because he's canadian oh yeah yeah yeah i waited around

00:51:31.780 for two and a half hours i forgot i forgot i was all about saying goodbye and i totally forgot

00:51:36.380 i was actually out in the parking lot and my kids were diving into the hedges and swimming along

00:51:42.740 yeah and climbing the trees and i was like and i was standing there barefoot because i've been

00:51:47.300 hanging around 5g towers and airports you got to ground you got to be grounding i love it yeah i had to

00:51:53.200 i just felt obliged to and i was chatting up vanessa who's that interesting cat yeah yeah that's

00:51:58.620 right yeah it was cool um nice when you came in i asked you you know if you would be interested in

00:52:03.920 doing something like that did you see vanessa's episode yeah okay with parasites dude she had that 0.97

00:52:09.140 thing in the jar oh my god she didn't let us keep it right now we didn't know that'd be so cool

00:52:12.780 it was weird looking it was segmented i forgot to take a picture to show the people but yeah it was

00:52:19.220 not a hair if there was something to take a picture of that would be it you i'm guilty of

00:52:24.400 that though i don't do like if something cool is happening i rarely take a picture it wouldn't do

00:52:27.920 it justice it's like taking a picture of the moon and be like yeah look at it it was it was like a

00:52:32.380 hair and then there were these white fibers coming from the hair and the hair itself was like oily

00:52:39.260 segmented like there was like segments it was like a thick hair and then a slightly thinner hair

00:52:44.800 would come out of it and a slightly thinner hair would come out of that one and a slightly thinner 0.99

00:52:47.560 hair it was weird weird don't grow like that no shit don't grow like that um it's crazy and you 0.95

00:52:51.980 said yeah i do have some stories i wouldn't mind sharing so we start talking and immediately i'm 0.97

00:52:56.620 like oh dude like these these stories are are good for a one minute clip but they need to be we got

00:53:02.280 to discuss them typically i yeah as we're as we're getting the story from you tiffany's going

00:53:07.800 yeah yeah she's like wrap it up but afterwards she's like what what was that because what's really

00:53:14.460 funny is people don't know this about um tiffany the social media girl is that she's not from this

00:53:18.840 world at all she's from like a tiny home kind of content also like um real estate real estate 0.91

00:53:25.100 content fashion yeah you know skincare product type of thing whatever so it's fascinating having her sit 0.93

00:53:30.520 here and she's like well what are the nephil and we're like well sit the fuck down and you're telling 1.00

00:53:34.400 us your story and to us we're like yeah yeah yeah tracks tracks she's over there like what what is he

00:53:39.540 talking about we actually had this really funny moment where after you shared a story um you were

00:53:45.860 interacting with your kids so you're a little distracted in between stories and and she goes

00:53:50.120 it's so crazy that this kind of thing like happens to people you know what is it just like a thing

00:53:54.380 happens and i go not usually actually and i say what's what's pretty consistent is they'll have an

00:53:59.980 experience or two major ones and that'll be like the the real big ones but then they're they're

00:54:05.700 especially childhood is dotted with strange stories and you'll typically find out your parents

00:54:10.340 or your grandparents also had strange experiences or were involved in something and she goes really

00:54:14.940 and i go watch this and i ask you that question yo dylan dude that floored me and you were like

00:54:19.520 oh absolutely and she was like oh i'm like yeah i don't know what i don't i don't deign to understand

00:54:25.940 this but i do recognize yeah we know the we know the rules we know the rules yeah you do so yeah um

00:54:31.820 that's a rule i don't know which story we want to what we want to start with i do like the i like

00:54:37.940 the new jersey one i really like the new jersey one yeah so so let's revisit the new jersey story

00:54:42.980 and um and not have to worry about encapsulating it in a one minute and we'll act surprised

00:54:47.280 well i think we haven't heard it before promise okay uh so yeah this would take place i was on a

00:54:54.940 um a cooperative with my university on my final year i had gone down to actually modesto california

00:55:02.200 of all places the previous year and um this year i was anyway it's long story but i was recruited a lot

00:55:10.040 of people wanted to recruit me to go and do sales i can do door-to-door sales sales for what like what

00:55:14.040 were you anything man really yeah i've done fiber optic solar um security systems okay yeah so

00:55:21.980 anyway i was getting headhunted after i went down my first year i didn't really i was getting ripped

00:55:26.840 off by the company the whole time so i wasn't really making a ton of money so i was like oh i

00:55:30.140 guess i'm just like an average sales guy but my numbers were really good so then uh when that

00:55:35.520 company went under everyone tried to recruit us and i got pulled down to new jersey and uh actually

00:55:41.120 my friend owned the company and he owns a big company where i'm from now too so you were you were

00:55:45.560 living in california and then you were pulled to new jersey so you're living this is like i went back to 0.93

00:55:50.300 university and was being a university bum again for another year yeah yeah yeah just a useless 0.86

00:55:54.880 piece of skin and then i get a call a bunch of calls the following year like hey come down to 0.69

00:55:59.720 utah and we'll fly you down here and you can be a manager and we'll give you lots of money you know

00:56:03.380 that sounds nice it was dude like um yeah what's the catch yeah kind of like i was like because it

00:56:09.920 was a catch the first time around and that was i got ripped off huge but anyway um i was like sure

00:56:14.900 i'll come on down i knew the guy that had the business he was legit like you know it all paid good

00:56:18.900 i mean when i first got there i was doing the door-to-door thing very quickly i i just bought

00:56:24.420 a car and did my own thing but at first i had to get this is my first week arriving there yep actually

00:56:30.300 could even be the first or second day okay from arriving there i was dropped introduction to new

00:56:36.360 jersey by the way right i was dropped in my area because this is how door-to-door sales work you

00:56:40.740 everyone piles in a minivan they blast the hip-hop and they drop you off like mormon later it's like 0.96

00:56:45.160 mormonism yeah were you were you familiar with new jersey at all before this zero

00:56:49.300 it's very funny it is funny because it's like new jersey's like kind of new york but if new york

00:56:55.120 was a dirty highway well look i gotta defend new jersey because depending on where you go in new jersey

00:57:00.780 you might be treated to something pleasant you might be treated to something unpleasant you can

00:57:04.700 go a half an hour in one direction be in a hellhole city you can go a half an hour in the

00:57:09.160 other direction beautiful farmland you know woodland area a little bit further and all of a sudden

00:57:14.880 you're you know at the at the boardwalk in the jersey shore which is true but no matter where you 0.99

00:57:18.840 are in jersey you can see the garbage dump no matter where you are in jersey it always smells like shit 0.99

00:57:23.560 always smells like shit where were you and where did they drop you off well the place that smelled 0.99

00:57:28.640 the least like shit it was uh right next to princeton princeton's beautiful it was the princeton 0.99

00:57:33.840 area so it's west windsor so yeah okay yeah it's right beside princeton architecture uh the the 0.98

00:57:39.720 college there um you know a lot of old buildings it's it's a beautiful area princeton yeah we were

00:57:45.740 going around door to door knocking on these new developments we and it was like all indians oh yeah 1.00

00:57:52.060 living in these new homes with their whole family for several generations but like sandals on the front

00:57:57.280 porch yeah and i mean of course it's easy to knock the indians and i do it probably i don't know three 0.93

00:58:02.580 four times an hour but um nonetheless these guys had it figured out you guys have a big about you

00:58:09.580 have a big problem with indians in canada right censor my boots no no we're actually gonna raise 1.00

00:58:14.660 the volume every time yeah boost the volume on those please just bleep them out you guys have like a lot

00:58:21.020 of uh uh indians in your legislature i don't know anything is that true we got a lot of indians in

00:58:27.980 general man yeah okay new jersey is then mini canada because um after 9 11 bad time for the

00:58:34.660 seeks to be showing up because everybody was just like if you're brown you're going down but after

00:58:38.940 9 11 coincidence yeah oh yeah yeah um they all showed up and they all bought new developments the

00:58:44.880 biggest houses in town and they moved all their families in a million pairs of shoes on the front

00:58:49.760 porch so you know it was it was uh it was a cultural shock to live in uh where i lived i grew

00:58:55.760 up in an area called carterette um so yeah par for the course sounds like you are described in new

00:59:01.820 jersey yeah and i think i was here there right at the kind of precipice of that because that's that

00:59:06.700 was my experience most of my clients were were indians and they were going through the paperwork and

00:59:10.860 they're fine to work with like really the overall experience was quite positive really because

00:59:15.240 they haggle like no other um well a lot of what they were they were getting something for free

00:59:20.920 because basically the way the whole program was set up it was all subsidized by the government

00:59:24.600 oh so that's why you were they were your main client yeah yeah you got to get to finance for

00:59:28.460 fifty thousand dollars let's just do that but it's free and then it's free again right so it's a

00:59:32.840 little bit of like you know card play there but then um but you know they're they're looking at it

00:59:38.460 thoroughly and we figured it out together the whole thing was pretty good yeah but um yeah not to

00:59:43.980 deviate too much into into the business side but uh on my first couple days there i was walking

00:59:49.380 on my own like i was like i'd already made a bunch of leads and everyone's interested but you got to

00:59:54.840 get a bunch of paperwork from them and so it's kind of administratively burdensome yeah and so i'm

00:59:59.440 walking down the road going through my phone like a total normie just like yeah you know there was

01:00:04.380 no e-sign documents back then either no everything was like i even had a little keyboard on the

01:00:09.740 yeah that's right so it was like very cumbersome and as i was cruising up the sidewalk there's these

01:00:15.300 massive elm trees and probably like 15 20 foot spacing between each of them beautiful you might

01:00:21.320 say that this part of new jersey is beautiful the massive elm trees you know the big homes and it's

01:00:26.100 beautiful area would you call it that it was beautiful let him finish the story let him finish

01:00:29.200 the story yeah we'll get to that so it was a big uh on the far side of these trees was a big

01:00:34.480 cleared probably five acre space and a pretty for the area modest home there and so and i as i was

01:00:43.900 passing through as i was just about to come past one tree i saw an enormous black shadow with a wide

01:00:51.580 wingspan and it just i saw it kind of start to go like this and then i was like i felt my heart come

01:00:57.680 up and i was like what is that and then i had to like kind of psych myself up a little bit and i

01:01:04.420 looked around the tree on the far side and it was still coming down and it was a man a muscular man

01:01:13.240 black oily falcon eagle bird of some kind that's a crazy description i don't know how best to

01:01:21.300 describe it i mean that's that color of that bird like very very black it was like oil it was like

01:01:28.120 looking it wasn't a physical it was physical but it wasn't because actually as it came in

01:01:34.000 it was blowing back leaves and grass and debris and i was like oh my gosh this has physical presence

01:01:39.720 but it looks like it shouldn't be here it's funny as you're describing that feeling that i just had

01:01:46.140 that yesterday i was walking just minding my own business to the back of my property and my dog

01:01:52.060 came out of nowhere but it was like it was just turning dark and all you hear like 0.98

01:01:56.540 and that like i know i have a dog but your throat goes oh shit this is it is this it 0.98

01:02:04.400 he's in black this must be it this must be it 0.99

01:02:07.300 it's like how's it gonna get me it's been good that that feeling of like 0.99

01:02:11.820 fuck yeah like i'm not scared but like oh man something's about to happen yes it's that that's 0.86

01:02:17.540 what you're feeling that was it okay that was it and it stayed at that kind of decibel 0.98

01:02:22.500 as i'm watching this thing come and then land and it lands without a sound and then it pulls its

01:02:30.720 wings in and that's that's one part i left it yesterday as it pulls its wings in i could really

01:02:35.800 accentuate the fact that this is like a muscular man that's what it looks like and it turns its head

01:02:41.460 to the side turns its head to the side yeah and uh it's got its hooked beak and a thick head 0.96

01:02:49.800 and it has a thick muscular composure and it probably stands six feet tall damn dude did you 0.97

01:02:56.700 how clear of a line of sight did you have to this thing this was again 60 70 yards non-obstructed 0.92

01:03:02.120 non-obstructed of totally open there's nothing there midday this house midday and this thing lands

01:03:10.480 and i'm looking at it and i can't tell if it's looking at me or not because it's just postured up

01:03:14.920 and i was like i guess i'll keep walking so i kind of kept my eye on it i passed by another elm tree

01:03:23.100 and as i was kind of passing through this next one to look over it took off again and it went up

01:03:29.180 and then it landed on the roof of the house what is this thing looking up looking like when it's taken

01:03:35.100 off it's like an eagle you know eagles are very impressive right like they're big and they're big and

01:03:42.720 hardy birds it's like that but six feet tall and black oil so what happens to the wingspan of a

01:03:48.880 thing that's six feet tall i mean an eagle's got a considerable it's got to be double right massive

01:03:52.960 it's got it's got a big wingspan but the wingspan it wasn't as kind of jarring to me as the physical

01:04:01.420 stature because as it stood now i'm not going to call myself six feet i'm not even five ten technically

01:04:06.420 but we can't tell yeah i can't if you said six feet

01:04:09.980 yeah um but yeah as it that's one thing that really struck me as i was like this has a physical

01:04:19.560 wow thank you matt that's so nice wow wait wait i had to pay for this one i know he paid for those

01:04:26.540 who paid for those adam i didn't get a state name adam dude i got my oh there you go yeah

01:04:31.320 matt coin you don't accept matt coin yet there's enough to go around guys if you have yeah if you

01:04:37.280 bring matt coin to the shop that's uh you get free you get free coffee with every matt coin

01:04:42.120 thank you adam did adam call thank you adam i don't know who adam is but he's bringing uh

01:04:51.740 tallow chips by the way these aren't even sponsored but these things are awesome yaka chips they're made

01:04:56.760 with uh beef shallow and they're delicious so thank you i don't know if adam's in the chat um oh adam

01:05:01.240 it's simma thank you simma simma um hang out we'll see you in a few minutes so so um that's interesting

01:05:08.860 because what you're saying is the musculature of this thing is more the focal point than the wingspan

01:05:16.240 even yeah it was like uh the physical because um i mean at the time i was hitting the gym a lot like i

01:05:23.880 was very secular of this world and very materialistic and pursuing money and going to

01:05:29.880 the gym and i was quite fit and i was like this thing stands with a similar composure and posture

01:05:36.200 to myself he was peacocking on you well it's like showing off if anything it was like it was mirroring

01:05:41.880 me like this could be you that's interesting right it's like this is like this is on par to you in some

01:05:50.060 regard do you i i don't want to detract from this but i want to be able to to kind of get into a nice

01:05:56.120 groove with the story and really like share all the details so in the spirit of that um i don't want

01:06:01.520 to rush this um you've heard the story maybe that i've told about seeing that thing and my wife saw

01:06:07.300 it and my son saw it it was muscular and it also kind of felt similar like it was mirroring me like

01:06:13.680 you know when you tell that story i picture the same build that because david has a very specific

01:06:19.620 type of build he i i make fun of his walk because he walks like this i don't walk like that he walks

01:06:24.720 like like his like a walk yeah he doesn't but when you tell the story i always picture it being like

01:06:30.120 you but way bigger it is that's what i remember it was it was like a monster like you ever seen

01:06:34.420 space jam and then like like the guys turn into the yeah they turn into big ones but you can tell

01:06:38.320 that it's still like yeah there was something about it that like when he used the the phrase

01:06:43.960 mirroring you i i would go as far as to say the same thing like this thing was mirroring me but it

01:06:51.400 was like imposing like like i remember you know you just think of in the realm of seeing something

01:06:57.220 out of the norm this is a supernatural entity right even if it's even if it's a natural being

01:07:04.120 which i'm not saying that it is but even if it's a natural one you're like this is above and

01:07:07.400 beyond what we've been led to believe exists within the natural realm still the thing that

01:07:12.840 stuck out as as notable to me was like this thing looks like it would be a problem like if you had to

01:07:19.300 tango with it like it looks like it is very strong very sturdy imposing like yeah so um that's just an

01:07:27.720 interesting thing because i that that actually resonates like with my own experience so uh yeah i mean

01:07:33.000 and you said it's skin skin i would not say skin you would not say skin no how would you describe

01:07:39.320 like the surface of it the surface was uh not just intangible but you couldn't perceive depth it was

01:07:49.140 almost like it was two-dimensional three-dimensional at the same time oh that's fascinating yeah like it

01:07:56.620 no that's the best way to say it yeah i think it's because i don't know like i feel like when

01:08:04.060 when they when they talk about these sort of entities and like light hitting it it's it's almost

01:08:09.220 absorbing the light so it's not going to reflect on it like yeah it's not going to add that three

01:08:13.080 dimensional yeah we have all these lights in here and they're on your face in a certain way so it

01:08:16.740 creates this depth of shadow on that side of your head so that people can see what your face looks

01:08:21.500 like if it was like full bright you would look very flat and if it was full dark obviously it'd be

01:08:26.980 black but if something is absorbing all of the light you're not going to get a good uh texture

01:08:32.660 or three-dimensional texture but i guess you're thinking that it's three-dimensional because it

01:08:35.720 did show you its profile right well the profile even then wasn't necessarily three-dimensional the

01:08:41.780 only thing that made me really feel the fact that it had a physical presence was the fact that it was

01:08:46.580 moving dirt and leaves as it was beating its wings i was like oh but would you say the sun has like

01:08:52.300 it's like no effect like light didn't have an effect on it no and come to think of it i don't recall

01:08:57.960 there being a shadow oh that's interesting it's almost like this thing is like stamped into reality

01:09:04.480 yeah there's yeah that's crazy yeah so so it takes off and it lands on a roof yes and this is like

01:09:14.960 it's very cool i wonder when this thing is moving around like i know no you said it earlier i don't

01:09:22.280 know if you said in this show but like it lands without a sound even though it's moving leaves and

01:09:27.760 it looks big as hell it's it's it's imposing like you're like this has weight it must but it's silent

01:09:34.060 yeah so it lands on this roof and and and then what it postures again it just turns its head

01:09:41.340 right and kind of like shows its thick pointed beak and just has this kind of proud stance and doesn't

01:09:50.260 move and at that point like i'm just taking this all in and i'm there's a part of me that's blown 0.78

01:09:58.180 away and i'm like fixated on it there's a part of me like let's get the fuck out of here yeah right so 0.74

01:10:04.340 i'm like i'm also going through this processing what's going on and then i'm at the same time like

01:10:11.400 walking away from it yeah until the point where it gets out of my line of sight and then i just start

01:10:16.320 running that's a fascinating uh aspect of being entranced by it almost kind of wanting to still

01:10:24.000 observe or like find out more and then it's being like do i want to yeah it's like two simultaneous

01:10:29.820 things let me ask you this did you get the feeling that if you were to run without breaking its line

01:10:34.260 of sight that it would have given chase god don't say stuff like that you know because i've i've been

01:10:41.960 in situations before um where not with like a supernatural thing but like me and my buddy

01:10:47.960 ended up in the wrong side of town one day and we triggered the awareness of uh basically a group of

01:10:54.780 black dudes at night i thought you were gonna say bears nope no black dudes and um and my they 0.98

01:11:02.320 they were talking shit to us and i was like talking to my buddy i'm like dude just keep moving just keep 0.99

01:11:07.180 moving there's like 10 of them there's two of us just keep moving and he's just like we should run 0.99

01:11:11.980 and i'm like don't run yet don't show fear it's not that you don't show fear it's like they they 0.98

01:11:17.920 started mobilizing and right now they're just kind of generally moving in our direction talking shit to

01:11:23.400 us that is true it's like they do almost want you to run if you run they're gonna know to run but if 0.93

01:11:28.520 we can break this line of sight turn around this corner and then run they won't know that we've

01:11:33.760 started running yet so they won't in other words we'll just be able to put more distance between us

01:11:37.940 and them if they see you running they're gonna take off at the same time so so they're probably faster

01:11:44.800 they're definitely faster they have an extra bone um and this is this is not this

01:11:51.420 but yeah i mean so given timothy alberino all the all the ammunition he needs has more than enough

01:11:57.760 ammunition to revoke our christian car but what i'm saying is what i did there was uh it had a

01:12:04.280 utilitarian purpose to it there was uh it was a tactic i'm dealing with something that like i'm now

01:12:11.420 in a prey situation and there's a predator and i don't mean to call black people predators but i'm

01:12:16.960 just saying that i'm trying to talk my way through this try hang in there with me listen to me all

01:12:21.080 right um it sounds to me like you were operating on on very much the same thing maybe you didn't

01:12:27.180 intellectualize it but it's like you didn't you did run but after you broke the line of sight yeah

01:12:32.820 eventually that that actually makes it i mean that's a small detail and maybe might seem insignificant

01:12:39.180 but like that's something that i've done when i was in serious trouble serious trouble serious trouble

01:12:45.400 yeah and and uh and they did give jace but you know that was a scenario where you behaved like you

01:12:52.480 were in serious trouble it felt like i was in serious trouble in some regards it felt but it felt

01:12:58.380 okay here's the other thing it felt powerful okay like it was blended with fear but it had

01:13:04.600 an element of power to it too and that's what's offered you know that's what as you guys know

01:13:10.780 right like it felt concerning and frightening but powerful and it felt powerful but it it didn't make

01:13:17.800 me feel like a mouse or something but i was i was afraid don't get me wrong but i was also

01:13:23.360 i don't know there was this kind of tone of of power behind it right an attractive type of power

01:13:31.160 kind of yeah that's interesting you feel in some way just talking to you now that this you know

01:13:37.580 you're using this expression it's mirror it mirrored you in some way shape or form this thing

01:13:42.780 it seems less like you stumbled upon something that was random or local yes exactly this is something

01:13:52.740 that like is associated with you and your your walk in life at that point and for whatever reason

01:13:59.080 you were able to see it in this town in this moment but it wasn't unique to that town or this

01:14:05.540 moment seems like maybe it was unique to you well was it i mean let him let's let him finish the story

01:14:10.720 well i mean the the story from there would be i'm calling my guys i'm like okay i'm done

01:14:19.160 like i'm done for the day yeah where do you tell them you say hey i saw a giant bird man i'm not

01:14:23.480 selling i actually was man i was like you know i mean like might it be cool after the fact to say

01:14:29.060 that i was all cool-headed like kept it by myself no man i was like blurting it out and i was in the

01:14:34.220 van and i was like i saw this thing like everyone no and i just met everyone oh that sucks literally 0.98

01:14:39.200 like a day or two before that sucks this guy's crazy shit i'm gonna work out with this new guy 0.95

01:14:44.420 no that's right and i'm like articulating it like i am now and they're like well this guy 0.99

01:14:48.940 sounds crazy by what he's saying but he's making sense with his words yeah he doesn't sound like

01:14:53.740 he's on crack yeah yeah so they're and then nobody really knew how to receive it and oh and yeah so

01:15:01.080 the other part of this was i go back to my apartment and i'm just trying to explain it to my roommate so 0.96

01:15:06.420 like i just met damn dude this sucks you're like out by yourself basically great time to do this to 0.91

01:15:12.960 you i guess so you know and then uh yeah my roommates one of them was like a legit on paper 0.99

01:15:20.520 genius guy and uh he at the same time it was either that day or the day before

01:15:29.420 um showed me the first zeitgeist documentary

01:15:32.680 and that was like that was a my head exploded yeah dude especially around i mean they went into the

01:15:42.860 uh calling christ like a recurring theme throughout history and that kind of the celestial crux and all

01:15:48.680 the different renditions uh osiris yeah so what's interesting is if you couple that with the with the

01:15:54.500 knowledge they give you of like how the financial system works which in my understanding is fairly

01:15:59.040 accurate yeah um you're kind of correlating well this is true so this must be true right and so it

01:16:04.480 kind of like okay well this thing with jesus being a recurring theme i was like that could be the case

01:16:10.160 i'm but i'm more fixated on the financial part of things and then i was because i was actually in

01:16:14.940 financial services at the time too so it's like life insurance mutual funds that kind of stuff

01:16:19.380 and um i couldn't go back to it like i was like this is so corrupt corrupt and immoral and like it 0.64

01:16:28.280 totally i was like it's interesting because it would move you that thing moves you away from

01:16:33.820 capitalism and the secular but without christ right right so it kind of drops you off the edge

01:16:40.180 with no lifeline for a young guy like me drop me off the edge and then i'm just traveling the world

01:16:46.360 after that um with the christ in my life just getting with women and yeah no foundation at all

01:16:56.360 no no 2007 zeitgeist the movie comes out it's a dangerous thing that people do and it's like

01:17:02.280 we were talking about christian nationalism with i was talking about that with matt yesterday on

01:17:07.060 straight bible the day before i don't know what day it is yeah i'll just be honest um and it seems

01:17:13.020 like the christian nationalist movement is now picking up these disaffected men that have the

01:17:17.200 same condition and it's not it's not necessarily the condition of like uh we broke your political

01:17:23.280 foundation but like i think society has broken them in a way and they're kind of like out there

01:17:28.560 they don't have any prospects there's you know no monetary prospects no female prospects out there 0.99

01:17:33.440 oh yeah so you have like a bunch of disaffected men they get swept up by the left a lot of them

01:17:37.800 and they'll they'll be in uh protest yeah yeah sure like the the like come here we'll just pat you on 0.83

01:17:44.960 the back it's okay if you're a homo and you're what if a man doesn't have an identity the left 0.97

01:17:49.300 starts grabbing them and now the right has started doing that you'll see andrew tate doing that but i 0.88

01:17:53.300 feel like that's also a christian nationalist grab as well and it's like i guess it's better than

01:17:58.620 nothing but are you really like leading them to the correct it's so sus man like yeah you know i want

01:18:03.820 to i'm so for the message that christ brings but i am not for public and popular culture anything

01:18:13.200 yeah as soon as it becomes well how do you blend jesus with the world and then you get this so

01:18:19.620 counter to the world yeah yeah and if and if you make him of the world well then you're you're losing

01:18:24.660 the message yeah it's it's hard because your walk with christ i think is is very unique and it's very

01:18:31.460 personal it's very intimate right and this christian nationalism thing that seems to be poking its head

01:18:37.100 up is not intimate or or unique it's it's a it's like a conglomeration it's like a an ideology to glom

01:18:44.840 onto and i think the problem is it's the same way the left can scoop up these you know disaffected

01:18:50.600 dudes is we have an identity in christ and that's why trying to understand who you are is like you know 0.80

01:18:59.440 you're gonna make movies about this shit like who am i i'm going off to find myself it's like one of 0.88

01:19:03.380 the big questions like what am i supposed to do who am i kind of a deal and the reason it's a big 0.98

01:19:07.340 question is because you do have an identity in christ um and if you don't find that identity

01:19:12.840 you're likely to just grab onto something that promises you what the next thing so it's like

01:19:19.520 you know for a lot of people religion strict religion like just just going to a church not

01:19:24.180 really walking with christ but like going and going through the motions well there's your identity

01:19:28.080 here's the things that you value here's the things that you're against here's your people

01:19:32.740 your tribe and the left is the same thing here's your set of political values here's your your the

01:19:38.820 things that you stand up against here's your people you even go a step further and you could

01:19:43.200 be a zimzer they them whatever so well what happens then i mean you have you have this shattered your idea 0.83

01:19:49.040 of how how things work so now you're like blank slate and you're traveling the world what happens

01:19:54.860 there you become of the world you know like you you're asking me personally though yeah uh so

01:20:01.100 i actually just become more uh hedonistic in the sense of um and i could be generational and i could

01:20:10.680 maybe tie that into the other story but um like i i struggled with lust and with women and so

01:20:18.480 um that's what i pursued yeah to great success and so um i thought that i had it all figured out

01:20:30.240 because i was like dating beautiful women and so if that's the mark of success you're hitting it

01:20:36.860 yeah exactly i was like why would i put in all the lag work and the time to build a business or to do a

01:20:42.460 thing when i could just take the guy's woman right right which is like and i was a and also

01:20:48.220 university you gotta remember i'm also being indoctrinated yeah with all that left-leaning

01:20:53.020 academic ideology not this i don't want to write everything about university off like i've learned

01:20:57.920 some some some interesting things but um one thing i dove into heavily was evolutionary theory and

01:21:05.420 evolutionary psychology and that became my framework for my worldview so evolutionary psychology would

01:21:13.840 just be on the pretense of we have a tribal subconscious and so we're constantly evaluating

01:21:20.940 based on hierarchical status yeah and adaptable traits and so and it made sense and it's hard to

01:21:29.140 say even now it doesn't make sense like i look like you can evaluate things from a mammalian

01:21:35.120 level sure based on hierarchy and things of this nature the same thing happens with with the with

01:21:42.020 the sex drive too because it says that we have a desire a genetic desire to propagate with young

01:21:47.240 and therefore it's totally natural to do that and then when you start looking at that as a natural

01:21:52.620 function of biology you go why fight against it that's true too i mean i wasn't gonna fight it i'd

01:21:58.780 rather know it intimately so i studied that and then i get into the venetian arts which is like

01:22:03.380 understanding how love and that would correspond and like you know how to how to have a higher

01:22:11.200 social status and have women find you attractive and what to say and what not to say and how to

01:22:15.560 posture yourself and like you guys know neil strauss in the game yeah remember that so like i was into

01:22:20.320 that what's that line of thinking uh it's a guy out of hollywood actually a jewish guy um jewish guy

01:22:28.600 out of hollywood sure it's a coincidence you don't say anyway is that is that what uh that

01:22:32.180 will smith movie is kind of like based on hitch uh i think so hitch is like the dating advice

01:22:37.740 movie kind of like pickup artist but really psychological that's right i like modeled my

01:22:41.400 my high school dating career after that the thing is like like you're saying successfully it works

01:22:47.040 these things work though because there is a priori truth to them but i don't know if we're called to

01:22:52.940 no we're not do those things but i but i do look at the world and i go that's that is also very true

01:22:58.160 like we have to take that into account but we're supposed to i think ignore those things and and

01:23:02.880 work in a different manner yeah well it's it's now i hijacked it as well that's the only manner i had

01:23:08.360 right right i was like desires of the flesh well that and this academic basis in evolutionary psychology

01:23:14.100 because i was like it tells you it's natural i mean these guys get paid lots of money i paid them

01:23:18.340 money to teach me and it seems to be working right and so it's like and christ is a recurring figure

01:23:26.020 throughout history that is probably a sham so i guess therefore i'm going to try to be top monkey

01:23:32.340 yeah sure so that's interesting top lobster the dominance hierarchy right yeah it's uh that's the 0.75

01:23:39.600 thing that i mean that's like where the name comes from and there is a truth to that uh with the dopamine

01:23:44.380 system of the lobster as they battle through lobster fights the the top lobster stands up

01:23:49.520 stronger and larger he appears that way to the other lobsters and then there's this air of

01:23:54.740 dominance or this facade it's it's actually kind of a little uh behind the scenes here what we've done

01:24:01.040 with the show and brohemia and grove we are not really that cool or that big this show but i told

01:24:07.100 david a long time ago if you appear this way then people perceive you that way and therefore then it is

01:24:11.720 true this is a principle that is true i don't think it should be abused but it is true it helps

01:24:17.020 to understand it it helps yeah it helps the nature of reality it helps understand the phenomenon so like

01:24:22.060 as we were doing those things like we're setting up these events i'm like number one keenly aware

01:24:27.240 i don't belong here we don't belong on stage with sam tripoli and owen benjamin all this shit we 0.98

01:24:32.180 don't that's not i'm just a guy that drives a truck but the people who are watching they don't think 0.82

01:24:38.000 that way so if i think that way guy sitting here doesn't think that way i approach you guys as a

01:24:43.600 humble shrimp right now that and that's weird because because like i've been fanboying i was

01:24:47.660 fanboying you yesterday yeah but we listen to your show from our perspective you show up and it's just

01:24:52.540 like oh cool homie showed up also here's a guy here's a guy with uh well so so you have this posture

01:24:58.620 of an eagle right or whatever but it's also a very successful dude so i'm looking at you as a

01:25:04.020 as a guy not in within this artificial podcast realm obviously in this realm you don't have a

01:25:10.100 podcast so you're nobody but that's not true i know what you do you come in here with two kids and

01:25:15.220 you seem like a successful dude with a good head on your shoulder so that's how i'm looking at you

01:25:18.420 yeah so the perception it's just but these things are just true perception becomes reality i don't

01:25:23.100 say it is reality it is reality unfortunately is reality is objective there needs to be a different

01:25:30.540 word for the reality that is subjective yeah the reality that one perceives when they look at a

01:25:35.020 thing and and they create a set of ideas within their own head about what they're perceiving

01:25:39.280 isn't actually true you know there is an objective reality but to understand that it is useful it helps

01:25:45.280 you to to navigate this thing and just don't start smelling your own farts because once you believe it

01:25:50.300 then then it becomes a problem then it becomes delusion and that's that's what the faith offers is that

01:25:54.700 humbleness and the lord knows i needed that yeah right like because i was definitely arrogant and i

01:26:00.860 still struggle with that too right because i'm not the best looking i'm certainly not the most athletic

01:26:06.060 but i mean i have been with 10 out of 10 really good looking women for a long time what actually is 1.00

01:26:13.980 like it makes you arrogant right and then like you win the business and yeah i got so much rather than

01:26:19.100 be arrogant i'm focused on i'm just replacing arrogance with blessed like the fact that i can

01:26:24.220 even come down here and chill with you guys and like take the time to do this like what a blessing

01:26:29.420 yeah be really grateful i'm so grateful that's yeah right like and that to me is closer to the truth

01:26:36.400 because the arrogance is a lie because it's like oh it's all about me and i made it it's like no dude

01:26:40.960 you were given this well that's the thing is uh it took me a long time to realize not a long time to

01:26:46.420 realize but i think a long time to start actually articulating it that like god allows you to do a

01:26:52.820 thing you're being allowed to do a thing any success that comes your way you know it feels good in the

01:26:59.560 moment but i think you have to give glory to god because if you zoom out you go oh the creator of

01:27:05.280 this universe that loves us and has created a way for redemption for us has allowed me to to experience

01:27:12.100 this thing and do i bask in the glory of you know my own farts or do i go wow look what god allowed

01:27:19.560 look at how amazing this is that god let me partake in this i'm incredibly grateful god likes hard

01:27:24.460 workers god likes people that that you know uh rise to opportunities or rise to challenges but

01:27:31.740 ultimately when you overcome a thing it's like look what god allowed me to do you know so yeah i think

01:27:38.740 that that gratitude is um you don't have that if you're full of pride and ego and you go look at

01:27:43.680 the thing that i've accomplished on my own you know laurels or whatever yeah yeah so um you had a

01:27:53.080 different experience and i want to get into well actually i mean there was something interesting that

01:27:57.940 you said yesterday as well with some research that you were doing um where you did stumble upon a figure

01:28:03.960 that was similar to what you saw yeah that's right and when does that come into play so

01:28:09.180 uh post zeitgeist post this experience actually you know what in reflection now it was very pivotal

01:28:19.400 because i went from superficial and money-driven to still superficial and money-driven but

01:28:30.280 it gave me a lot of depth and so i did start to go down all these rabbit holes

01:28:37.540 right which is inevitably how i ended up here

01:28:40.860 uh but while i'm going down like i was it wasn't long after that i watched like a six hour david ike

01:28:47.180 documentary and i was like right and so as i'm going down these rabbit holes i'm getting into

01:28:54.500 i'm flirting with some gnosticism stuff because that's where it all leads yeah yeah right so um

01:29:01.560 and part of that oh okay the guy's name john lamb lash is his name who's john lamb lash john lamb lash

01:29:09.580 is right the patreon dude he's a patreon dude i don't know is that the guy that you said you were

01:29:16.780 following on patreon recently no that's something so this guy knew john lamb lash john lamb lash is like

01:29:23.840 the grandfather of modern day gnosticism okay and uh you'd only find him in certain circles but

01:29:32.440 like the circles that know him know him kind of thing right and i just knew like he has a presence

01:29:37.520 too that's quite powerful no question and so i one day was perusing doing my own black pill research

01:29:45.320 this dude yeah that could be him okay it looks like somebody's into some actually why don't you

01:29:53.240 put in wetika war party okay that is what and it's very this is almost like too intimate for me to share

01:30:01.420 in public like i don't even i've only told a handful of people this story ever okay because this is like

01:30:05.960 but wetika war party yeah so this is a flag that he has behind himself in this video and i saw it

01:30:13.880 and i was like that's it that's what i saw in jersey meaning this eagle eagle yeah for lack of a better

01:30:22.160 word this man eagle yeah yeah and i don't even know if you can get an image i oh shit i just i put 0.70

01:30:27.280 wetika war party flag and it came up as a nazi flag i don't think this is it uh

01:30:31.700 no he does he's got a strong um that kind of makes sense yeah like the overlap in the paganism

01:30:40.500 and the gnosticism yeah i'm not overly familiar with his philosophy but i did listen to some of it and

01:30:45.040 it's it's kind of like the burning bush with moses he thinks was when nanotechnology came from that bush

01:30:55.560 really and then went into his his nose and ears and affected the entire israelite tribe to become 0.89

01:31:02.860 the conduit it's a sentient carbon yeah that's right like black dust black right yeah kind of

01:31:09.180 thing so this is when it infiltrated the israelites and they became that's fascinating the uh weapons

01:31:15.880 of the enemy effectively the enemy being like the demiurge like an ancient ai how do i spell how do you

01:31:22.900 spell wetika this dude's been spelling it in different ways w-i-t-i-k-a because i'm i have

01:31:29.000 some indian stuff pulled up here i'll show you but i don't think this is it it's just people taking

01:31:34.040 dumps in the street oh oh that kind of indian no no okay you could put john lamb lash war party 1.00

01:31:42.560 okay well we'll we'll we'll come back to that so go ahead sure so so you're saying he has this idea

01:31:49.120 that's a fascinating idea because that does plug into the demiurge which is right probably the apex

01:31:55.200 of the gnostic principle and then um in recent decades there's been this real um integration of

01:32:03.920 the idea of like ancient ai that that this demiurge is ai that's trying to recreate itself and that's

01:32:12.060 yeah you get the black goo you get this sentient carbon um that you know kind of is the the

01:32:18.920 rudimentary form i would say that's probably like the the most the simplest form of it oh this is

01:32:23.660 the guy this is the guy for sure because uh was humanity infected with the mind virus it's actually

01:32:28.500 it's kind of interesting um it is certainly interesting yeah so there's a flag behind him 0.97

01:32:33.480 in some at some point there it is oh shit there's the beefy oh look at that okay hold on we have to 0.75

01:32:40.260 big screen yeah can you make a big screen on for us too because i want to see that like yeah just 0.98

01:32:45.040 give me a second i'm gonna blow this up that's like a that looks like a buff man eagle what the hell 0.94

01:32:49.860 okay that's kind of crazy and he's giving the profile view just like that so he had his wings

01:32:58.600 talked more but it's the same broad shouldered like this would be a slightly different posture but this

01:33:05.980 is that's a man eagle it's a man it's got shoulders like it's this thing's got it was a deltoids like

01:33:11.380 that's that's a so what is he saying about this thing uh you know what man it actually kind of

01:33:15.960 freaked me out a bit where i didn't even get into it really yeah like this is i can see that yeah

01:33:20.960 like i was better left on unchecked i unchecked that one yeah because like i read some of his

01:33:26.080 material i went through some of it and it's like he was on calica calica war that's why it's all

01:33:31.000 i was thinking because i you can see here i have on my screen pulled up the uh the ancient arms of

01:33:35.900 the roth child so it's their their family crest and you'll see this hold on a second right i know

01:33:41.480 you don't want to look at this stuff but now we're kind of into it he's like i didn't come here to be

01:33:45.780 this is uh by memories of the eagles dude holy shit the calica war party that is the i wonder what

01:33:53.420 these points are on it that they're symbolizing you guys have a black proof vest here no we don't in

01:33:59.440 fact we have a lady that's been showing up outside the the thing and we got a smoke machine 1.00

01:34:03.380 that we're afraid to turn on that's really it yeah that's about it or we don't want to get the

01:34:06.780 the thing set off so so uh that almost looked like a constellation those points right yeah that's an

01:34:12.360 interesting there's some dude he's got some deep gnosis no question um and actually my my pastor back

01:34:20.540 back in nova scotia said to me because like i've been down some rabbit holes right and i'm trying to

01:34:26.660 bring these things across to him because he's like he's a brown belt in jujitsu and he's he's

01:34:31.800 pretty accomplished he's got a good church and he's young he's like our age okay and uh but yeah

01:34:39.280 when i was i bring this kind of information to him and he's like yeah yeah there's a lot of gnosis

01:34:43.380 there's a lot of wisdom that's offered oh yeah was it earned like did you earn it or did you

01:34:48.100 bargain for it shortcuts to wisdom are never the way right never the way right and i think that

01:34:54.480 it makes me think about it i'm like how many shortcuts have i taken right because i'm almost

01:34:59.700 like like my life isn't all roses right like i might be here and blessed and grateful but like

01:35:06.020 i struggle in other ways and i'm like maybe it's paying my penance for going down all these rabbit

01:35:13.100 holes throughout the years i have no idea yeah imagine like you show a kid you know you show a 0.60

01:35:17.620 child something that they weren't ready to learn what kind of effect does that have on how they perceive

01:35:22.760 everything else going forward this hyper complex thing and you go here you go with the limited

01:35:28.380 tool bag that you have yeah let's see what a mess you make of this here's a bird made of oil what do

01:35:32.780 you think about it here's a bird made of oil you got to fly down to florida to talk to anyone that

01:35:37.180 makes sense to them yeah like there's how many people am i gonna throw it with well they're gonna

01:35:42.720 give me the time and actually massage this out because this is a topic dude and i'm learning a lot

01:35:46.760 myself right now i mean like i said it is something that shows up on a lot of flags um yeah and i'm

01:35:53.460 looking at the rothschild's you know coat of arms so maybe i'll type that in top uh rothschild's crest

01:36:00.300 family crest yes sir and you'll see that uh nancy pull that up and um you know it's definitely not the

01:36:07.180 same visage as like a buff but it is a black eagle and um i wonder in in in the wild how often that

01:36:16.160 kind of thing i mean i know a black eagle does that even exist in the wild yeah well at the very

01:36:21.100 top here that's like an eagle but it's a plume serpent more like um i guess there is one bird of

01:36:26.940 prey there's a black eagle yeah yeah there you go you've got top left and the very top man the rothschild's

01:36:31.520 can't really decide which gods they're they're worshiping so like all of them this um this thing's

01:36:37.320 was it also black yes everything it was all solid solid solid yeah the closest thing is that that war

01:36:46.800 flag that i've seen we got it we will we'll do some more research into that and uh take a look

01:36:53.600 especially this episode with this dude here in this vitica war tribe i don't i don't doubt that a lot

01:36:59.460 of your audience is probably already familiar oh yeah i know i'm not too it's too bad like when we have

01:37:04.180 an in-person guest like it's hard to look at the chat and i don't i don't want to look at it later

01:37:08.900 like no whatever they say is going away now yeah it goes away after they they they can comment on it

01:37:14.460 post um can i plug myself right now yeah yeah plug away cool don't uh don't subscribe uh don't look

01:37:21.720 for me okay but i am on the patreon with these guys oh somewhere okay what's your name on there i don't

01:37:27.920 know great plugs well i mean it's it's an interesting thing because if anybody has anything

01:37:35.440 to say you know what we'll do is like we'll figure out i messaged you this morning exactly so we'll do

01:37:40.660 that on twitter you did no on i deleted twitter i told you oh that's right yeah because it's a 0.99

01:37:44.840 shithole yeah i couldn't handle all the black men beating on white women and yeah different angles so 0.99

01:37:50.400 many such cases many such cases yeah guys i mean well i'll just put it out there if anybody has 0.98

01:37:54.600 anything that's actually valuable um i could i could always convey some messages or put you in

01:37:59.340 touch with somebody but yeah a lot of the times the chat's smarter than we are uh i know it's

01:38:02.960 frustrating for them because we're sitting here doing the show and they're in the audience screaming

01:38:06.320 about our lack of gnosis um i'd love to join them sometimes yeah dude you got to get in there i mean

01:38:14.000 it's a it's a great community but i don't know if it's uh if it's the healthiest place to be

01:38:17.960 until you know i mean if you're grounded in christ and it's just fine yeah these people

01:38:21.860 everybody's just like swimming in their own gnosis soup one foot with the lord and then another foot

01:38:28.100 with big black eagles i love this this is how the chat operates they go chat is that true chat is that

01:38:32.200 true are we all crazy is that true chat all right so i'll use it as a google basically what i'm doing

01:38:36.700 the raven we also we have a second story as well yeah let's get into that i want to get into after

01:38:40.620 that actually let me finish that batika war party yeah oh yeah so they uh 0.59

01:38:45.320 yeah that bleeds into um the experience i had the only other time i was a patreon member

01:38:53.460 and right that was with a channel called the gnostic takeover that's right yeah you were and they kind

01:38:58.720 of came on the scene uh right when covid kicked off and he was a 5g activist in austria so basically

01:39:08.540 saying like the towers are bad and i remember actually in my hometown in brooklyn when when they

01:39:14.280 shut everything down no one was allowed to work i was allowed to work because i was a mta guy so i'm

01:39:19.400 building the tracks i was essential yeah me and then like down the block on the main avenue on

01:39:24.600 garrettson road the only other people that were out and working were people putting up 5g towers

01:39:28.300 so crazy how many of them went up going crazy that's a coincidence they're essential they're

01:39:33.700 essential dude really important something happened there and i don't know what i don't know i'm you

01:39:39.020 know what i'm glad i just want to say as a brief aside i'm glad that the lord made me

01:39:42.540 too stupid to understand beyond like where i got you know i got up to like a lot of these concepts 0.72

01:39:48.460 and then i was just like i would look at them and they were just too too many words to read and i'd say 0.98

01:39:53.600 not for me and then i'd pull away from it and i'd go someplace else and you know uh never never went

01:39:59.180 down anything too far i don't think any rabbit holes uh in that regard so this was not the case with

01:40:04.820 this guy there you go yeah so he was on he was on some bigger shows like he was on alpha vedic do you

01:40:09.620 know those guys no uh alpha vedic you said is this a channel here

01:40:14.480 oh he doesn't do any video oh no that's that that was yeah the gnostic takeover yeah so they um

01:40:21.500 they haven't had anything about it looks like since he died no i think someone

01:40:26.040 that's the that's the guy there eric uh

01:40:29.540 but uh yeah this this guy here um and he had another guy with him and um they they had a strong

01:40:40.780 testimony that they were giving around covet that they were using ayahuasca that their torah which

01:40:46.580 is like a derivative that gets added to ayahuasca to 10 exit right yeah and uh it's not enough not

01:40:54.260 enough right 10x the length or the experience experience and it's like it brings people to

01:40:58.940 to death's door really and it's ruled by a witch is how cool yeah it's anyway they're sharing but

01:41:05.440 they're coming back and doing is that mother ayahuasca or is that like a different it's more

01:41:09.120 intense like i don't know like i've never i've never done it myself so i'm really just speaking

01:41:14.520 out of third-party experience here but right i did witness them on live streams like right after

01:41:20.040 these experiences and they were the things that was flowing from them in their live streams

01:41:24.780 was like you could cut it with a knife it was just so rich in wisdom it felt like it was just the way

01:41:31.180 they were coming across the gravy was flowing it was a different kind of gravy yeah and uh i followed

01:41:37.420 these guys for even a number of years and they're and they're they're out of sorts though like they

01:41:43.300 were kind of like they found this woman and they saved her from a house of satanists and they

01:41:48.100 live streamed like right after it happened and they were talking about it and they did a uh ceremony

01:41:52.700 in the house and all the pipes started to bang on the walls and people started like falling over and

01:41:59.140 and like writhing on the ground dude we gotta watch this what are we doing it was this it was like

01:42:04.080 spiritual warfare without christ and this is a thing sons oh yeah of course that's a thing it's a thing 0.98

01:42:08.820 right so they were fighting yeah in this spiritual realm i'm thanks thanks alberino but yeah um they were

01:42:15.640 fighting it was you know it was local to the consciousness and it was it was a perception

01:42:19.900 yeah i'm gonna pull my gun right now stop it maybe a dreamscape is a better yeah i'm not just that guy

01:42:25.360 he sounds really smart but super smart um but yeah anyway they were sharing these really intense

01:42:30.560 experiences where i was kind of like and i hadn't found christ yet and i was like whatever they're up to

01:42:35.260 they're winning in the spiritual and i know this is spiritual because i know how dark it is

01:42:38.940 and they were making some momentum and they really wanted to bring it to the world but

01:42:42.460 i also watched him descend into madness and eventually he becomes high on his own supply

01:42:47.860 and he and the woman who he saves with her child she had her child with her geez their child i'm

01:42:54.500 watching on a live stream the police break into their apartment and take the child dog what is

01:43:00.720 happening they don't get the child back how are you entertained by this show yeah i know like

01:43:05.560 what are we talking about has been dead for a year but this is like getting police raids we're in here

01:43:11.940 with brown water that's insane i'm burying the lead here but yeah go ahead go ahead so i'm trying

01:43:18.640 to summarize like watching this guy over the course of a number of years but and then he it just kind

01:43:23.220 of like and i was even messaging a little bit i've always been very passive i've never actually engaged

01:43:28.340 in the live chat so much or like i'm not this is my first time on a podcast like i'm not yeah i'm the

01:43:33.120 guy that's been listening for like 15 years right right right that's the thing there's a lot of and

01:43:37.820 there's a lot of you out there they're in that little chat box no they're not in that chat box

01:43:41.860 listen no those people aren't passive at all they're aggressive there's about a hundred crazy

01:43:45.760 people that that are here all the time and we're doing it live and we know the names and they

01:43:49.460 interact but but then when we look at the numbers oh yeah there is a do you trust the numbers like i

01:43:55.000 don't trust anything that i see on the screen i'll so here's what i'll say easily a hundred thousand

01:44:00.300 other people are definitely listening that's just like that's an extreme that's probably

01:44:06.060 let's say 20 of of the the numbers that they're giving us i'll say that there's a probably like

01:44:13.200 a hundred thousand people actually listening because i know that they can't fluff the numbers

01:44:16.900 that badly so if they are rumble does it what do i do with my hands

01:44:21.020 no but i'm saying there's so many people that are just they listen and i used to do the same thing

01:44:27.620 the vast majority of people listen i'd be like man that's so fascinating and then i think about

01:44:32.560 reaching out or and then i just don't i'm just like i'll like to hear the next episode and i i would

01:44:38.560 love to hear from these people um these people those people i mean these people they them no we got a

01:44:44.580 few they them uh i mean the analytics say there's at least a few they them so many people like you

01:44:49.180 who just passively listen all the time and i'm like i just wonder what they're thinking about

01:44:54.740 what's happening there's everything like a passive listener is seeing a eagle man yeah no they are

01:44:59.420 though that's why they're here listening yeah because they you you guys all share this the same

01:45:03.540 kind of experiences in some sort of way that attracts you to this but they'll never communicate

01:45:07.660 and that's like i guess it's a call out for you guys reach out but don't visit and show up don't

01:45:13.500 don't yell just don't stand outside the shop and yell yeah don't try to touch them i got in trouble

01:45:17.480 you can't see that because of the way the screens broke up but there's actually a safety plexiglass

01:45:24.300 between he's in a box um so so you said that you know you're watching and a raid is kind of a raid

01:45:32.360 right they're taking it was a raid and i saw the police in behind him and the and the screen was

01:45:37.020 like and then it froze and then he was trying to he was calling out for help and like wow i was at

01:45:42.100 i was like i don't know i was doing like a development project with a friend of mine and 0.94

01:45:47.400 i was like trying to interview people as tenants for his apartment i love i see how fucking crazy 0.97

01:45:52.060 that is there's a guy i gotta be professional there's a i know but i'm saying he's making

01:45:56.200 like business deals there's a dude in new jersey who's a dentist shout out to that dude oh yeah yeah

01:46:00.100 yeah uh my my wife's uncle was like i was at a bible study and they started talking about podcasts

01:46:05.860 in the christian realm so i mentioned nds and he like when i was i was hanging out with him he knows

01:46:10.240 me as like a retarded person so i was telling him like this is what i do and he brought it up and 0.59

01:46:15.200 someone's like oh yeah yeah i know i know those guys i love those guys and he's like this dude's

01:46:19.000 a dentist like this guy who are we talking to this guy's listening to us in his headphones while he's 0.98

01:46:23.180 in a man's mouth that's a bat that's a batman shit right in a man's mouth right yeah listening to 0.99

01:46:27.920 this conversation as a wild reach out people we want to know about you this is dangerous yeah be 1.00

01:46:34.040 careful i just opened up the box but you said that this guy is descending into madness more or less

01:46:39.460 what does that look like well it looks like like they're touring around as a group and the group

01:46:45.120 slowly breaks apart like she has her child taken and their other guy uh i don't want to say his name

01:46:50.780 because he's a pretty pretty intense dude himself i mean if you do enough research you'll find out who

01:46:54.880 i'm talking about um but he's he's a he's a presence and uh he ends up getting picked up by the

01:47:02.500 police as well and taken back to his country wow so and then he's on his own with this woman with no

01:47:08.200 child and they're and he's very paranoid like he's saying that everyone is like a controlled agent and

01:47:15.240 he's seeing like gang stalking he's seeing agents everywhere and everything is satanism and they're

01:47:21.220 watching you through this through the clouds and like and the thing is is like he's res and he's a

01:47:26.900 quite intelligent guy and he's putting it across in such a way where you're like maybe probably right 0.98

01:47:31.660 but like fiber optics but we just can't perceive it like right you know i'm like shit he's probably 0.91

01:47:36.640 right he's thin the veil too much in the veil and he's you know but at the same time he can't exist

01:47:41.760 anymore in this realm and so that's an interesting concept dog you're like you get to know too much

01:47:49.780 about how like you know the sausage is made now you can't exist in this realm the same way well this

01:47:56.060 is why this is why we operate the show the way we do because like we're constantly touching that

01:48:00.820 sausage that veil that i gotta go

01:48:04.640 touching the sausage and every time we're about to learn how it's made we're like no no no but if

01:48:12.640 you if you don't approach it with i guess humility but like realistically it's it's comedy that's like

01:48:17.800 the crutch we lean on to to look at these things yeah were these guys funny

01:48:22.020 no you know you can't be if you get to that realm that part you can't be funny no they were without

01:48:29.060 without comedy without christ too like there was um there was actually an aversion he actually studied

01:48:37.720 john lamb lash that's how i'm tying this together um and he was kind of a proponent for him he studied

01:48:44.700 a lot of david ike stuff uh he was a mathematician so he's like actually smart not just like good at

01:48:51.680 sounding good on a microphone yeah yeah so um and so he was a really impressive cat he spoke a few

01:48:58.840 languages um and i've prayed for him since i hope that he found his way

01:49:04.880 where he should go back to the father i hope they'll get there man yeah i know now you have me

01:49:14.660 interested but this this also might be a trap yeah well i mean i'm like a trap you bro no no no

01:49:20.760 not just in the traps you're a top lobster yeah i eat a lot of lobster run from it by the way how

01:49:26.780 dare you it's like a cultural they're just ocean bugs they're ocean bugs they are delicious but yeah

01:49:32.120 it's it that that's the box right now because like i'm having this idea of like i kind of want to see

01:49:36.660 what happened here but i think this story is going to be the same i don't know i don't know

01:49:43.360 same as what same story that we see played out all the time it's just yeah it's like people peek into

01:49:49.840 the veil too much they go mad and then it's like even though they go mad you're kind of like well

01:49:55.900 what the hell did they see yeah you know but i think if you're not grounded in christ it's just

01:50:01.240 it's an exercise in leaning on your own understanding and this is something i've been talking about a lot

01:50:05.980 on the show lately where it's like we're so limited we're only here for such a short amount of time

01:50:09.980 i like saying we're spiritually outgunned oh yeah oh yeah i i keep going back because i read a little

01:50:17.540 bit of a thing and then i can't stop citing it um over and over every episode but um the the story

01:50:24.760 of job in the bible where you know towards the end of the that book god's asking him you know where

01:50:30.420 were you when i laid the foundations of the earth like what do you understand what could you

01:50:35.140 possibly understand you who are here for such a brief amount of time who is limited in so many

01:50:41.040 ways unable to observe this phenomenon you know we only brush up against it and it the veil pops open

01:50:48.220 and some greasy boogeyman pops out and it entices us to go down this you know this this gnosis hole

01:50:55.760 and i think that um you know obviously it'll it'll drive you mad but what's almost worse than than

01:51:04.480 losing your mind i think is is thinking you have it thinking you have it figured out you know so it's

01:51:10.860 like and there's that arrogance again there's that arrogance again yeah look at me and my infinite

01:51:14.700 wisdom um i don't know i mean i've been talking about a lot it is the slippery slope of even conspiracy

01:51:21.680 theories because there is a pride and arrogance that comes with being like you know i want to pat

01:51:28.400 myself on the back because i i stepped the right way in 2020 because i saw this thing coming and i

01:51:33.300 didn't do that and while everybody did the wrong thing i did the right thing therefore you know good

01:51:37.880 on me maybe you should listen to me i'm like you know how i'm so guilty of taking that tact it's hard

01:51:44.140 man it's hard not to because it's like because like if you're gonna tell them if you're wearing a mask

01:51:48.100 at all yeah i really don't even want to listen to you like i'm as i'm trying to be a good christian

01:51:54.500 and pray for you but i really your opinions and like what you're they don't matter yeah yeah i can't

01:52:01.820 pretend they matter i can't i gotta be authentic and a discerning father and i don't even want you

01:52:06.100 around my kids like your time is my time's limited so like you're telling me right there that

01:52:10.280 a lot of what you're saying is not qualified yeah so i kind of have to protect my it's a stereotype

01:52:15.800 right you know you gotta cross the street at certain times well that's the thing though we

01:52:19.780 we do that we fall into that trap and that is a trap it is because i mean we made and you know

01:52:24.900 and i'm all for the racial slurs and stuff like i have a lot of fun i'm very good friend of mine said

01:52:30.180 i don't care what race you are as long as you're racist that's right yeah that means as long as you're 0.63

01:52:36.900 a high level pattern recognizing i want to give a quick show because like i might drop racial slurs on

01:52:40.980 the show now or some point in the future but uh it really is low on the totem pole like it's it's

01:52:46.220 kind of in line with that evolutionary mammalian thinking where it's like yeah us versus them and

01:52:51.180 they do this all the time and it's like yeah but i'm honest like two of the most impressive women 1.00

01:52:55.900 i've met in my life are black women with half white kids like that's a real wad dichotomy for me who 1.00

01:53:02.060 wants to be like a white christian conservative kind of bro you can see it's it's attempting yeah but i'm

01:53:07.660 so impressed by these two women one of them being in florida in fact oh okay yeah and i hope to meet

01:53:12.000 her and her brilliant successful christian family here yeah you know so on the flip side of that if 0.90

01:53:18.040 you ignore the stereotype you can get yourself in a lot of trouble yeah it's you're damned if you i mean

01:53:22.920 listen one of the one of the best contributors to this show is ed mabry oh yeah you know it's yeah so 0.99

01:53:29.540 as much shit as like as like we joke and we talk about it's like the truth of the matter is like yeah if 0.81

01:53:33.800 you're if you're operating in that way where you actually believe it like we aired the episode with 0.99

01:53:38.280 jonathan shelley today where i'm like i think this guy actually believes it which is kind of like

01:53:41.840 it's entertaining for me like like when he's talking about like you know people gay people

01:53:46.640 things like let's not get this i don't want to do too much editing on this episode but it's like

01:53:50.540 or like like what we should do to them i was like yeah verbally this is like provocative and fun

01:53:55.600 but i'm looking at him i'm kind of like oh you believe in i'm like oh this is fascinating to me

01:54:00.260 like you actually do believe this like because i don't necessarily believe it i think it's it's

01:54:05.960 fun and i think it's a good way to like open up conversation and really like break the ice yeah

01:54:10.720 break the ice also it's a good uh way to push people out like if if people if your your mindset

01:54:16.320 is already like we can't say certain words like perfect perfect go over there yeah we're having

01:54:20.360 like you know very good point it thins the curve but i've said it before conversation you know if you

01:54:24.300 if you gave me a choice where it was like you know if god came to me and he was like all right

01:54:29.240 i gotta make like 10 000 people but i can only make one of each kind it could be 10 000 more

01:54:36.080 people like you meaning myself or 10 000 more people like ed mabry oh yeah i'm gonna say

01:54:41.200 every time i'm gonna say make 10 000 more ed mabry's every time so there's not enough hot dogs for

01:54:46.560 the hot dog supply um all right so so uh i don't know do you have anything else to say on this on this

01:54:54.480 sort of gnostic journey or do you want to get into these other stories i mean we can pin it for now

01:54:58.800 let's pin it for now because i have a feeling it's going to come back up and um you said something

01:55:04.160 interesting to me out in the shop when i asked you if if there was any sort of like anything that you

01:55:09.000 would label as generational and that seemed to resonate with you yeah so before we even get to

01:55:13.560 all that stuff let's talk about this this other story with the uh farmhouse so okay we'll do the

01:55:20.140 farmhouse but i'll give the context from the generational okay great yeah okay so it's not directly

01:55:25.000 related but it's not unrelated i don't think okay it's hard to say it's fair so we're i'm only second

01:55:33.060 generation canadian my heredity would go all the way to norway at one point and but from norway to

01:55:42.700 england and nautical people so people of the sea and my uh my grandfather was a diver in the uh

01:55:52.000 the royal navy okay during the war and so he came over here and uh here being nova scotia

01:56:00.740 brought his family uh and became a man of the cloth but also a man of high regard i think he was a

01:56:08.380 colonel in the navy and he became uh head of the diving in all of eastern canada so yeah so he's like

01:56:18.240 the guy this dude's hustling yeah so he's like the guy and uh and he acted like the guy like when

01:56:25.360 you hear about the patriarchy and this is like he was the page he is the good the bad and every bit

01:56:31.000 of it look at me i am the patriarchy now like he had never he was always served and he wouldn't

01:56:35.620 expect it any different he'd be sitting at a restaurant and if they if he wasn't satisfied

01:56:40.260 with the service in the first 10 minutes they'd already have the bread and wine art he'd just get

01:56:43.380 like like he was just like that's great yeah he was um and he was feared and revered like beat the

01:56:50.820 crap out of my dad they had to make their bed and stand at attention in the morning like ran it like

01:56:56.100 a like scared the crap out of him i want my kid to hear this part of that but anyway he was old 0.99

01:57:03.100 obviously quite a bit older and a lot some of the winded got on of a gun out of him by the time

01:57:07.980 he was a real influence in my life but i i think that him getting that high ranked and he also got

01:57:17.060 and here's the other thing i don't know all the details on this it's one of those threads i haven't

01:57:21.620 pulled out but there's you know how that area of 51 or whatever they got like a little cheap shop

01:57:27.940 that like you can buy like fake yeah we got one of those i believe it's called shad bay but it's a bay

01:57:34.660 in nova scotia where there was a downed craft oh okay so it's like an alien themed yeah yeah i passed

01:57:41.780 that on my way to vegas yeah like that so they have that and he was the head of that oh wow really

01:57:50.440 he had to go and dive for the craft oh like or be part of that team really to pull it out yeah so 0.96

01:57:56.580 hold on a second this is the craziest shit in the world because i'm like do you think there's any 0.96

01:58:00.340 generational things he's like well my grandfather retrieved a shag harbor ufo incident that's a 0.99

01:58:06.260 shag that's a little bit um that's not unrelated as you said i don't think it's hard for me you

01:58:14.900 know i'm too much of a conspiracy theorist think things aren't related well look i you know just

01:58:19.160 like i said to tiffany the social media manager that is a pattern that is consistent throughout

01:58:25.680 experience or testimony whether it's abductee testimony or just any sort of supernatural

01:58:31.360 you know thing it rarely happens in a vacuum and when you get to asking people they go

01:58:35.680 well yeah um a few other things happen too and you go well what about like your parents or

01:58:40.360 grandparents well yeah uh it turns out they've had some strange experiences too so it's i would say

01:58:47.180 unlikely that you're gonna ask somebody about their strange experience and they're gonna be like

01:58:51.500 nothing ever happened before and nothing ever happened again since it's like no there's something

01:58:56.500 weird and it also goes back to like parents and grandparents i wonder if it's weird for everyone

01:59:01.920 and it's just kept in the closet i don't know um there are there are times when i've talked to people and

01:59:08.220 you could see just the look on their face like like tiffany for example she'll maintain that nothing 0.82

01:59:12.100 has ever happened to her so the question i guess becomes has a thing happened to you but you

01:59:16.940 shelved it to such a degree that you have no ability to recall it yeah or is it just that some

01:59:23.800 people can move through this life on harm and never have i mean you know the bible talks about

01:59:28.700 generational iniquity um i think there's some some real anecdotal evidence to that claim my my

01:59:37.100 grandmother who was abducted her father was in the military now he served you know i guess it would

01:59:42.360 have been i don't know if it was world war ii or whatever the hell but um usually there's like a

01:59:48.300 military presence and you know so so there's military but i don't know show me a family in

01:59:53.300 america who doesn't have military i it's it's hard to say if it's just anecdotal or correlation

02:00:00.460 doesn't always equal causation type of deal but it is consistent it does pop up um to the extent that

02:00:05.840 i'm willing to entertain it when when dealing with the intangible phenomenon you know well we do have

02:00:12.220 i don't want to actually blow i'm not going to say the person's name but somebody that i do know

02:00:16.580 that we talk to often you know him too but you don't know the story his family was involved in

02:00:22.480 the first uh operation paperclip apparently there were two the first operation paperclip was uh i guess

02:00:28.760 people were relocated to new york to a base in new york that now today is like kind of riddled with

02:00:35.180 witch witchcraft and the dude is his family was super smart this dude is very smart like an iq that

02:00:44.880 i don't even know if they can measure it but probably in the 200s um and from the little bits

02:00:50.920 and pieces that he's told me like the things that his family is working on and the things that he was

02:00:56.020 working on uh yeah it's all like weird government related stuff it's it can get he can't even come on

02:01:02.480 the show it's just somebody that i talk to that i find very interesting but i i don't want him to

02:01:08.180 come on the show because i feel like yeah if it's too close to you yeah yeah it's not a good move

02:01:12.340 but yeah this stuff is generational yeah and it kind of goes down the line and we're looking at

02:01:18.600 i'm when i talk to him it's very clear that i'm looking at somebody who is like

02:01:22.480 close to it yeah but yeah yeah yeah i'd like to i pray that i'm far enough removed where i can share

02:01:30.620 these disclose some of these things because like it's felt pretty intimate for personal yeah but i

02:01:36.320 mean my grandfather even uh he was one of the first people to touchdown after the bomb was dropped in

02:01:43.240 hiroshima wow and he writes about it in his memoirs he was been interviewed and must be a nightmare they

02:01:48.400 stole a jeep from the americans and they and they bombed around and there was like they saw some 0.55

02:01:54.320 terrible things of course and i mean he was it's interesting because i'm still i'm still critical

02:02:01.380 to the fact of like he's a he's a believer that the bomb fell but again he has no distinct i mean

02:02:07.820 i'm here would he not have be fully irradiated i mean that's followed right that's a great show

02:02:13.480 yeah that's soon after the thing drops and you're cruising around and he's cruising around in the jeep

02:02:18.500 like and so that story doesn't really add up which is i mean his story his testimony makes sense i

02:02:25.540 believe that to be true but the radiation aspect like that i think that's the big lie about the

02:02:30.580 nuclear stuff like the the seems pretty obvious yeah but what else are they lying about i don't know

02:02:35.700 but i know we know that they got big ass bombs certainly do yeah i'm much more comfortable calling 0.54

02:02:40.000 big ass bombs than i am yeah nuclear whatever probably more accurate yeah just a huge bomb doesn't 0.99

02:02:46.020 minimize like the destructive capabilities of the damn thing but it's like is it an inhabitable 0.99

02:02:52.040 hellscape for thousands of years well the wildlife would beg to disagree yeah so i so he's um he's on 0.98

02:03:00.380 the ground after hiroshima yeah he's pulling up ufos out of the water yeah and he's um there's stuff

02:03:08.620 that's more personal too but it's not unlike what you'd hear in circles yeah and uh so that's your

02:03:18.280 grandfather yeah and this is more recently come to light and so it makes me i have not even unpacked

02:03:24.320 this myself there's a lot of compartments a lot of threads in my life i haven't pulled yeah um and

02:03:29.660 this would be one of them but nonetheless i i think that it's it's not unrelated to some of these

02:03:37.980 experiences i've had i think it it makes a lot of sense um you know just through that lens that i've

02:03:46.620 become comfortable looking at things through which is generational iniquity it's just funny how many

02:03:51.200 things the bible can address but in that same way like when you're a conspiracy theorist or you're

02:03:57.460 into this gnosis and if anybody doesn't quite know what you know then you're not really having

02:04:01.920 it you can't hear it from them when the church in its modern day visage which is kind of like nerfed

02:04:09.060 and and innocent and and almost naive right is some ways that you could describe the church or at least

02:04:14.180 if you're looking at it from the outside you might say bible 1c3 yeah you would character caricaturize 1.00

02:04:19.480 it and turn it into a little cartoon character and it's it's innocent it's naive and how are you

02:04:23.600 going to tell me what the answer is when you don't even understand about operation paperclip 0.55

02:04:27.340 you know what i mean like that kind of crap truly yeah um because then you start looking into the 0.83

02:04:30.700 bible and it's like no it has a pretty good handle on these things the church man's inability to 0.96

02:04:34.600 articulate or propagate the information in a way that prepares the the the herd um isn't the fault of

02:04:41.640 the information itself because i i truly do find general generational iniquity to be a great

02:04:49.040 descriptive of what's happening here it's like our grandparents somebody in the in the lineage

02:04:53.800 dabbled in something they got too close to something they sought the wrong answers you

02:04:59.560 know my grandmother sought the new age and then you just see the ramifications all down the line

02:05:05.060 and uh that would actually tie in quite organically because he was he was very poor

02:05:10.060 my grandfather when he grew up he couldn't eat eggs in his adult life because that's all he did eat 0.52

02:05:17.380 oh wow that's a gross chicken farm yeah but they were from a poor ass part of england and like 0.98

02:05:23.140 yeah he had he had it even he had a real rough growing up very very poor and then he went from 0.97

02:05:29.620 that to like the boss of everybody around him like he was giving orders constantly to his staff to his

02:05:36.640 family and it's strange you know it's something else to consider here is that he being a brutal man he

02:05:43.300 was he held my family together like we went there with bells on and dishes for like uh throughout my

02:05:52.080 all my childhood and like it was uncomfortable it was like typical english like little bit ruling

02:05:58.920 class uncomfortable not over the top like we weren't like ultra prestigious in the sense of like

02:06:04.640 financial wealth it's like stuffy it's definitely stuffy and definitely uh there was a threat of fear

02:06:11.540 that held up together in a weird way and that was the the expectations of your grandfather was

02:06:18.360 where that came from yeah a little bit i mean it was a little bit like the kids this the sons are now

02:06:22.580 taking digs at him and like you know he's kind of like going by the wayside but you know ever since 0.96

02:06:29.420 he uh has passed there's been no big family get-togethers like they were right like he was that sucks he 0.87

02:06:38.140 was the glue yep he wasn't having it any other way i don't know what it was man it was just like

02:06:43.960 then he was revered and feared and hated but but he did the job but he did the job man like he he did

02:06:51.240 he was a boss and like he held it down in his own way there's a lesson in that right kind of yeah you

02:06:58.020 don't have to be your friend but if that's his job to hold that family together come hell or high

02:07:02.920 water then that is what it is you have to look at me however you're gonna look at me but he's got

02:07:07.080 something to do same thing with my family you know uh the matriarch dies everybody goes their 1.00

02:07:13.620 separate way because everybody knows better oh matriarch though right uh yeah yeah because uh 1.00

02:07:17.820 my grandfather was a piece of shit kind of so uh yeah the grand my grandmother on both sides held 0.99

02:07:23.180 it down and then and you know what his wife is now too to some degree but it's it's nothing like it 1.00

02:07:29.020 was in this form of glory but like we still yeah but yeah it seems like that generation you know 1.00

02:07:36.040 grandparents for a lot of people were like the last ones holding on because right after that like

02:07:41.220 the value of of a tight-knit family for for a lot of people gen x uh millennials like it all kind of

02:07:49.600 falls away and that's so unfortunate man like yeah there's a lack of cousins out there in my life

02:07:54.980 for my children and uh there's just a lack of good and inclusive family units to connect with but

02:08:03.960 honestly that's why i make the trip down here because i know i'm gonna be rubbing shoulders with

02:08:07.880 good christian folks yeah like-minded people like that is invaluable and where i'm from it's

02:08:14.540 they're out there we just found an enclave of them at our church like thank god but um it's uh

02:08:22.360 it it's it's a pretty we're the most compliant place in north america i'm sure yeah oh tons of

02:08:29.720 boomers super left very compliant yeah very all those all those stereotypes so yeah yeah it's um

02:08:39.160 it's a bummer you know i got i got a kid and and i know both you guys have kids and i kind of look at

02:08:44.300 it like like you're i notice your family's really like tight-knit and like i i've made an effort to kind

02:08:49.560 of revive that a bit is it like fell away and i'm looking at my kid and i'm like dude i don't know

02:08:55.040 what because i i remember growing up and having aunts and uncles and grandparents around and um

02:09:01.080 you know for a point in my childhood and then it all stopped and i think like what i'm learning is

02:09:06.920 kind of like your story without that the there's there's your identity within christ but there is

02:09:14.180 also like this other like what did i come from yeah like who are these people that

02:09:18.980 even though i'm not aware of it informed who i became because there is like yeah genetic memory

02:09:26.740 right all this is passed down these traits it's like where do i get all this from and knowing that

02:09:33.000 and in fact that's why they're trying to depart us and get us into this big

02:09:36.340 the she the them jellyfish yeah blob of like we're all one no we're not all one

02:09:43.180 we're very unique we're very unique and if you are familiar with what makes you unique like i'm not

02:09:48.960 even i know a bit about my family lineage enough to go back a few generations it set me apart from like

02:09:54.600 it made me almost like a black sheep because i gave a shit about that like i wasn't doing the 0.96

02:09:59.560 typical like joining the hockey team drinking dim hortons and smoking cigarettes it's great like it is 0.97

02:10:04.680 yeah like i was i was more like interested in like history and like okay where did i come from and 0.93

02:10:09.080 like what does this shit mean and who am i and and you just weren't the normie crowd so speak just 0.74

02:10:15.160 wasn't it wasn't their interest or the topic yeah talking to the old talking to old people that's what 0.99

02:10:20.420 i like i like do like to do that they give you something right they not the old people but you you

02:10:24.500 have a culture that comes from your your family lineage and then you have the the culture at scale

02:10:30.820 that is manufactured and given to you by media by trends and things like that and that one is

02:10:36.620 appealing because it allows you to bridge the gap between you and your neighbor and your friends at

02:10:39.860 school and everything so you can leave that family culture tradition and values and everything and you

02:10:45.860 could assimilate into this new thing that is ever changing with each generation that is pumped out by

02:10:51.020 the media well it's controlled by the enemy it's the secular yeah yeah and it's the world it's the world 0.98

02:10:56.260 and uh the days are evil i mean it says it right in the good book yes and but we are called to be

02:11:03.860 grafted into the into the body yeah we're grafted into this tree and it's so crazy because like as i'm

02:11:10.100 going through the bible and i showed you a picture last night of the action bible which is like oh yeah

02:11:14.620 yeah you guys know that yeah cool so i'm reading that through a second time with my daughter now

02:11:18.620 yeah yeah i have that but i mean by being grafted into this this family it's like it it makes it not

02:11:27.300 only does it add social cohesion but it gives you a sense of history where it's like i've been adopted

02:11:31.820 into god's family and that and i'm still not wrestling with that but still contemplating this

02:11:39.940 philosophical ramifications of that yeah what does it mean oh an endless amount of things how empowering

02:11:45.060 is that to know that you're taken care of and you have a lineage and the enemy is trying to tell you

02:11:50.140 you know you don't have a lineage in fact you don't even know if you're a boy or a girl yeah yeah and i

02:11:55.100 think in a way we'll pat ourselves on the back but this is what matt was trying to achieve with this

02:12:01.280 coffee shop so that christian library back there it's for bible studies and things like that for people

02:12:08.160 to i don't know talk talk with each other about god but the name of the standard the name the standard

02:12:14.620 that you have on your chest there is not because like like oh this is the standard of coffee that's

02:12:18.400 what i assumed right like here's the standard this is like the benchmark he said no the standard is a

02:12:23.500 is a person he's like the flag bearer and he lets the troops know where to regroup at so that's why

02:12:30.800 this place is called the standard and that's what that place is back here but at large just in general

02:12:35.180 and here you are this it's basically like this is the calling card of like oh you're lost well

02:12:40.780 we're we are in a war but we're going to regroup over here and we're going to do yeah and and amazing

02:12:46.880 yeah exactly so what you just described is the mission of this place of what matt has been trying

02:12:52.600 to do and you know i mean again like i said the bible studies are great i think even the podcast is

02:12:58.260 great not necessarily exactly what he's trying to do but what he's trying to do is bring people through

02:13:01.900 that door to regroup yeah that's interesting what are we doing here you know it's our base in there

02:13:06.740 for sure yeah it's like our base in a war you know you're on you're on enemy grounds but we do

02:13:11.620 have a spot set up yeah if you're nearby come come in so there's grass on the wall come in yeah that's

02:13:18.060 interesting um so i mean yeah as far as generational iniquity uh you know i know you said there's some

02:13:24.980 things that you're not going to go into but it sounds you've laid enough of an argument for me at

02:13:29.020 least that kind of confirms my bias um the reason you're experiencing these things is probably because

02:13:35.000 somewhere along the line something has you know maybe given access contracts this man

02:13:41.940 agreements any number of things you know his life changed a lot like and impacted his family for

02:13:47.780 generations and in fact on my mother's side i mean do you guys want to hear about that like that's

02:13:53.420 yeah it's not necessarily paranormal or nds but i mean that's even crazier on my um and i just come to

02:14:00.440 find this out more recently because i have a cousin in ontario who gave me like a family history 0.86

02:14:06.100 and their heinz which is a they were german ketchup people similar spelling's different oh damn it yeah

02:14:13.720 but uh they're they came from germany and they actually came to the states first i think down

02:14:20.240 around maine and then they made their and then the pioneering ones or whatever his name is soldier ben

02:14:25.680 and this would have been my great-grandfather of seven generations ago he went up to uh new harbor

02:14:34.020 in nova scotia and this is like when there's nothing yeah like nothing nothing and they had they had

02:14:40.360 their boat and they had another boat with their timbers and their supplies to build their 0.72

02:14:44.460 their their encampment and their town and that ship sunk oh shit and so they landed and some of 0.98

02:14:54.560 his early memoirs when we have them is like being raided by indians and women just offering 1.00

02:15:04.060 themselves yeah because they're so vulnerable like they're just like take me take me take me take me

02:15:09.480 like right right and like i was reading through some of this and he was actually pretty wild like

02:15:17.300 chopping up indians like he was like yeah a mercenary like he was there to they were fighting and he was 0.93

02:15:23.200 in the fight and this is so funny i've never i don't share this what the hell happened to canadians

02:15:31.160 right right like it's not our our history is not entirely different in a lot of regards no it's

02:15:37.320 yeah it's very similar same damn continent same struggle yeah it's a it's a pioneering place and

02:15:43.700 he was one of the first pioneers there and so he uh he went on to to beef with these indians for many 0.97

02:15:51.620 years and actually ended up and it's written that we have a general generational curse no shit yeah as 0.99

02:15:57.920 a result for from the indians for seven generations oh shit huh yeah seven generations you say yeah yeah 0.97

02:16:04.160 this is what her and then and it's interesting because like my family would have um success and then 0.88

02:16:10.520 failure success and then failure like they were they owned a bunch of land and were like

02:16:14.800 fire chiefs and mayors and different things in my city and then they would all be go away or they

02:16:20.400 would become alcoholics but it's very tragic yeah but it would be like a rise in the fall and like a

02:16:26.400 but it was it wasn't a consistent like there was no harmony yeah right uh and so and that follows

02:16:34.600 true i've lost two uncles to suicide as well i also lost an uncle from that specific side to to suicide

02:16:41.980 um yeah so man so they're thinking that indians put the curse on your family well how do they say

02:16:49.960 how we determine that you know this is another one of those things dude where it's it's a thread

02:16:55.740 it's a thread where like i read through it once like five years ago like around covet i connected with

02:17:01.220 her because she's on the same page and stuff and uh i kind of read through it and i was really kind

02:17:06.860 of like i printed it all off and i kept it and i and i but it was like almost too much like to me it

02:17:13.040 was like because i again i struggle with the arrogance and the vanity thing i don't know if

02:17:18.900 that was it or like i just didn't feel i know that by taking all that on it would it would just be a

02:17:25.860 lot to take on and i was already dealing with like i was a guy that never wore a mask right so

02:17:31.920 you're already in a battle everyone wore a mask yeah you're in a battle already it's another thing

02:17:36.100 to take another one every cashier yeah and everyone yeah for a long time yeah and the thing is is like

02:17:43.560 even to this day it'd be nice to be like oh you know what man i should have just gone along to get

02:17:47.960 along and it could have no man if if if men decided to do that collectively as a majority or

02:17:55.120 even oh yeah a strong minority it would fucking shut the whole thing down that's where they're 0.73

02:17:59.100 going after the young men right because well that's that's who's going to make the difference 0.74

02:18:03.540 in the fight because they're the only people that are going to fight really yeah

02:18:06.280 so but yeah that's do you ever do you have those papers still you know yeah you print it out

02:18:14.780 yeah you know i i just want to say that um even in the scale of that fight this is seven

02:18:24.460 generational curse and everything remember that lady we had in here the the sort of mystic from 0.99

02:18:28.800 puerto rico and she was talking about generational curses and she goes like it's true there is 1.00

02:18:34.960 generational curses um but it's not true that they that they affect you or something like that and

02:18:41.240 there was a language barrier and i'm going where's she going with this you know what i mean like

02:18:46.000 it they definitely affect you but i'm i'm letting her go i'm letting her go and then she's just like

02:18:50.420 she's a clairvoyant and it's you know you hear that you're like what are we talking about but

02:18:55.860 you're i'm trying to figure out where this lady i've never talked to before she grounded in christ 1.00

02:18:59.200 like i do believe we we can receive spiritual gifts you know for somebody to just start recording

02:19:05.020 everything that happens in here it's a crazy place yeah like this lady before we even did the 0.99

02:19:10.040 studio her daughter interviewed me she was wearing a zorro mask and she had no idea who i was and i

02:19:15.620 gave her like she's like i just want to try to do content like she's going to try to do content so i

02:19:18.840 gave her some crazy shit yeah and she never aired it of course but then they came back in yeah and 0.74

02:19:23.320 then we had the shop so like yeah it's like just random she's standing right there talking to us and 0.98

02:19:27.260 we're like whoa well we don't know this lady at all you know so when she's saying she's clairvoyant or 0.97

02:19:31.540 she's psychic or whatever and she's she's from puerto rico you know first generation here so i'm getting

02:19:38.460 lost a little bit in you know kind of the broken english and i'm letting her cook and all of a

02:19:44.040 sudden she goes like yeah you don't have to suffer it because jesus christ has paid that debt and i was 0.97

02:19:51.240 like boom there we go when she starts going off she's like you can break that you're screwed 0.76

02:19:55.620 effectively i'm paraphrasing you're screwed for seven generations until you call on christ accept him 0.77

02:20:02.080 as your lord and savior and and ask him to break these binds these agreements these contracts these

02:20:08.040 curses the debt's been paid it's all she was saying something like it's already broken like that's how

02:20:14.080 like she's kind of was phrasing like it's already it's already broken you just have to like you just

02:20:19.540 have to like call it out yeah i was gonna call it out it's kind of fascinating right yeah that had me

02:20:25.360 that had me there dude i'm telling you though like it's the thing i so laura baker awesome friend of

02:20:31.700 the show helped me with some deliverance stuff really set up the training wheels so that i kind

02:20:36.140 of understood like okay what am i asking for what am i saying like how do i frame this how do i talk to

02:20:40.040 god on these matters and do you mind me asking how was your deliverance like or did did you it was

02:20:45.960 great it was so so she's she stayed on on the line after a show one day and and top left the room to go

02:20:52.660 do something and she was like do you want to do it now and i was like yeah all those demons in my

02:20:56.780 spare room now they're now they're in your office you know but it was like it just it was it was

02:21:02.400 really simple it was like repentance and and then just asking but it's like if you don't know

02:21:08.400 how how do i even go about doing this thing you know what i mean like like even i wasn't raised

02:21:13.540 christian so for a while talking to god was like how do i do this is this a formal good day sir

02:21:20.220 lord are you there like you know what i mean i don't know like what i'm doing and eventually i

02:21:24.320 realized like it's just about talking earnestly like like trying to shed all that other crap

02:21:30.360 that's blocking you know like the the the doubt and the weirdness of talking to somebody who's not

02:21:35.280 you can't see with your physical eyes and just being being earnest um and so yeah eventually i just

02:21:42.280 got to this point where it's like you know i'll check in every once in a while i don't know what

02:21:45.980 agreements i've made anything that i've come into agreement anything i've spoken over myself

02:21:50.020 knowing or unknowing and and and anything that's happened in the past anything that my my grandparents

02:21:55.180 or any of my ancestors were involved in that gave something access to me um you know to to break that

02:22:01.800 in the in the name of jesus christ and i don't know it's as somebody that like i felt multiple times in

02:22:09.060 my life pretty close to what what you might call like the veil like seeing things and having experiences

02:22:15.160 i feel like i've done a lot of work and i've checked a lot of boxes and i've i've asked and

02:22:20.800 i've given a lot of things to god um over the last year that like that that thing it seems like that

02:22:27.640 veil is pretty damn strong like i don't have these experiences anymore i'd hope so because you guys are

02:22:33.260 definitely bringing people into this room that you know if you weren't protected that's why i don't have

02:22:38.080 that because i've i've seen i don't have that fear associated with it i've seen it a lot i've seen a lot

02:22:42.380 of weird shit i know that there's like so much that it can do it can't ruin your life it can whisper 0.83

02:22:48.360 and it can nudge and it can influence you to spiral around the drain and and just ruin everything that's 0.98

02:22:53.360 around you um but that's really the nature of what it does and um and so i don't know knowing

02:23:00.620 eventually that i was like grounded in christ and i and i was on the right side of the the fight even

02:23:05.440 before i had really shut all the doors and who knows maybe there's still doors open and i'm still 0.94

02:23:09.420 working and at any moment i could slip up in some stupid ass way but but repentance and forgiveness 0.95

02:23:14.040 is always there and the debt has always been paid so i can always go back to a good and faithful god 0.99

02:23:18.540 who forgives and who you know paves the way for you and who prepares the way for you right goes ahead 0.99

02:23:22.480 of you and prepares the way for you so i i don't have like any fear when it comes to this shit 0.99

02:23:26.600 um and maybe that's kind of foolish but yeah whoever comes in this door like you're not going to come 0.99

02:23:33.820 in this door with something that's greater than my god so it doesn't matter it doesn't matter what

02:23:39.320 what you have and and and also i've seen a lot of it so you know is it like unsettling is it scary is

02:23:46.200 it is it kind of worrisome like yeah i don't know man you bring nathan reynolds in here i'll beat his 0.67

02:23:50.300 ass i've said this on the show before and i will do that i think you're getting fixated on the wrong

02:23:55.620 thing with him he's got he's got some really interesting stuff he does i just he does not believe

02:23:59.620 him at all i just don't well it's not that i don't believe the stories the stories line up in

02:24:03.240 such a way where it's like he's talking about something i just don't know that you cut a man's

02:24:07.380 head off and do it at the feet of a pastor in our lady of the lake in arizona like that's and then

02:24:10.440 say it on the podcast and then say it on the podcast yeah i'm just like where's the investigation but

02:24:14.480 that doesn't matter it doesn't matter my thing is just um you're not going to bring anything in here

02:24:18.560 that's going to be unlike anything that i've seen before or anything that i'm familiar with through

02:24:23.960 other people's stories and you're certainly not going to bring anything in here that's greater than my god 0.76

02:24:28.200 so i'm not worried about any of that shit but yeah man the simplicity of it it's like yeah it 0.87

02:24:33.040 is complex right seven generations that's a very specific number you know what i mean like that's 0.97

02:24:38.200 what the bible says um and and it's already been paid for like it's there yeah like that curse is

02:24:45.760 real but it's already been paid for and i and it's it's just a matter of like working through it

02:24:51.000 and getting to this place where you're earnestly and honestly asking for these things to be broken and

02:24:56.860 repenting of the things that you've done and all this but um man that's crazy you got blapped up on

02:25:03.020 both sides of the of the family then yeah pretty blapped up pretty blapped up that's why i was pretty

02:25:07.540 stoked to find christ because i was like not only was i inherited these things but also blackpilling

02:25:13.440 myself like a mother ever right like going down all the rabbit holes and without any real vestige of

02:25:20.360 like a counterbalance honestly i got sucked into the uh the trump narrative too oh hell yeah dude with

02:25:26.500 like q and on too and you know what every time i went on some kind of a video or a forum or something

02:25:30.740 there was always a bunch of people calling it out it's a sigh up it's this is that i'm like okay and

02:25:34.560 i would like exit it and i'd check it out later and then people'd still be chirping and then i'd check

02:25:40.760 out and i'd go back in and just one time there was people weren't chirping and i listened to it for

02:25:45.280 like a good hour and i was like okay man yeah yeah that's how it happens that's how it goes i i get it

02:25:51.060 man it's um it's a it's a manipulation of a good thing and that good thing is hope

02:25:56.160 and but like it's a vulnerability because it's hope in what hope hope and and joy in our lord or hope

02:26:03.860 in the world hope in a man that is just a human that is just a man and it's like you know it's a

02:26:10.460 it's a really positive um faculty of of human nature hope uh but when it's misplaced it's

02:26:17.180 leveraged against us and then it just happens time and time and time again and i just didn't

02:26:21.380 want to believe it like i sorry i didn't want to believe that it wasn't true like eventually when

02:26:25.620 you tie you you buy in i fell into those psychological traps too where i was like oh this gotta be right

02:26:30.140 please i'm banking on it yeah dude it's better it better be right it better be right how dope would

02:26:34.200 it be if it was right yeah yeah we live in a fallen world is like well he shows up he goes

02:26:40.700 there's only two genders oh yeah there's only two genders all right listen i want to i want to get 0.70

02:26:46.640 this other story on the other story yeah yeah let's get the other story so the farmhouse we're

02:26:50.200 running we're running late in the show here yeah you know what we could do um it's a beer guy's show

02:26:55.140 i mean no it's the top whatever you want to do but uh that one it has some nuance to it

02:27:01.880 you could do that another time how long are you gonna be here i'm here till next thursday

02:27:07.400 but i mean yeah you know what it is nice coming into the studio i gotta tell you because like he's

02:27:12.820 like i just really like this place let's do it again i do it's it's a drive it takes me an hour

02:27:16.940 and a half to get you but does it really yeah yeah but you get a free coffee with every mac coin

02:27:20.620 you know what that's awesome and you get to buy in early dude buy into mac coin early it's gonna go

02:27:26.540 so everybody buy this coin buy and hold i'm not doing this buy and hold well yeah let's do that

02:27:31.720 let's shelf it yeah and come by again you know next week or something like that or we can do a

02:27:36.320 digital one whatever you want to do okay yeah either way i'm you you've already see i see what

02:27:41.280 he did here this is a sales technique oh he's doing the sales it was a good one it was a good

02:27:45.600 one good one in there there you go he's like just left a bunch of leads and he's like they're

02:27:49.920 gonna pull on one of these i don't have to i like this this is great man it's a banger this is a

02:27:54.100 good day i i would like to do more of these i like this more dude there's nothing against

02:27:58.900 all the the many homies that we've had on the show but you don't like interviewing experts like 1.00

02:28:03.000 timothy alberino the experts right and i just have a healthy distrust for them and can i okay i'm

02:28:08.380 gonna speak for the chat for a sec for being like a okay whatever you say is exactly what the

02:28:12.520 guy drives me and i'm sure many of them nuts the banter the interruptions and the derailing

02:28:19.240 no all for it but it's podcast people talking about podcast stuff oh oh you know i got kicked

02:28:27.020 off this platform and that one and what about and they demonetized me and i got flagged here and it

02:28:31.960 goes on for like 10 minutes and they're cry baby i know it's like a common thing that podcast people 0.84

02:28:36.420 share but yeah nobody gets a shit yeah no you know what it is i think you're right we we're we are 0.95

02:28:41.280 involved in podcast drama right now my wife tells me she's like i don't know it's the most boring 0.92

02:28:46.440 kind of drama yeah it is it is actually no this is fascinating drama well this is actually okay it 0.96

02:28:51.660 could it could it could unfold into some like real government fed shit which i hope not but i i hear 0.86

02:28:58.140 you like i don't know who we beefing with the guy that stole our stole our moon map it's fun for a 0.98

02:29:04.120 while it's a principled thing i still want that when you take a thing from a man and you say you're

02:29:08.100 borrowing it and then you you hold on to it for in uh you know an indeterminate amount of time

02:29:13.300 yeah that's called stealing as far as i'm concerned i know but this is podcast beef and

02:29:17.880 it does not belong on our podcast i just want my belongings what was our biggest transgression

02:29:22.020 with podcast beef in your opinion if you could remember

02:29:25.640 i mean you guys in general are pretty good otherwise i wouldn't be here like you know

02:29:33.380 there's some that just go like there's some beefs that just go on like owen benjamin's had some

02:29:38.680 beefs where i'm like and i like him he's funny as hell he will beat a dead horse oh my god very 0.56

02:29:42.720 dead yeah i was skipping ahead like 45 minutes he's still on about just killing that horse i like 0.77

02:29:48.260 to look at when he kills a horse i go that's how you kill a horse that's how you

02:29:51.220 that's how you kill a horse that's how you kill a horse that horse shows up and i'm thinking about

02:29:55.660 killing it i go how would o and benjamin he's gone it's in the glue container yeah he's got his label 0.93

02:30:01.400 on it 100 100 he knows how to kill a horse yeah yeah okay good good advice we will we will watch

02:30:07.920 out for that i feel like we we could get caught up on that i feel you guys are you guys are not the

02:30:11.460 bad ones to do it i mean in general well no i i agree with you when people are complaining when

02:30:15.840 you listen to a show and they're complaining just like um maybe this isn't the best example but right

02:30:20.240 now i'm hearing like a david ike do this where david ike is just going like nobody will have me on

02:30:24.060 their show this person won't do it that person won't do it i've been talking about this for a long 0.92

02:30:28.120 time nobody wants to hear woe is me shit no nobody wants to hear woe is me although it is very 0.94

02:30:32.320 tempting i i know i get you and mad i said part of me wants to make my entire personality just about 0.97

02:30:39.040 timothy alberino right now oh yeah well and it would be easy tempting and it would be fun you know

02:30:43.740 what i was doing i was i see it and i go i just my wife was listening to a tiktok the other day right

02:30:49.440 and on the tiktok my wife they're talking about uh you gotta do it

02:30:55.080 just don't disrespect the show she goes she goes this lady this girl on tiktok she goes um

02:31:02.300 did you know that himalayan salt oh yeah like that is actually the petrified innards of giants 0.97

02:31:10.000 and i go this is where i'm doing this what was me shit i go babe how many views does that have babe 0.97

02:31:15.960 how many shares does that have six million 66 000 shares uh 170 000 likes and i go okay 0.98

02:31:23.840 that's cool so we're talking about that on the show all the time right we talk but but we're not 0.99

02:31:28.240 a chick we're not a chick and and who talks like an idiot on on because the way she talks she's like 1.00

02:31:32.820 did you know we're out here smelling this literally we're smelling the soul the insides of giants 1.00

02:31:39.200 is what you're using you want this there you go man sniff it sniff it up dude you sniff those are a 0.92

02:31:43.840 little bit of petrified giant innards um you know so i'll have my moments of bitching and moaning 1.00

02:31:48.300 uh but i try not to drag it onto the show uh because i you know i think it's the same thing 0.98

02:31:53.080 as blackpilling the bitchers and the moaners are also the blackpillers we can do that there's a 1.00

02:31:58.300 correlation there i don't think we can do it i think we yeah no we bitched and moaned about uh

02:32:02.240 uh the whole leesburg and the clint russell okay we did quite a bit about that that was like we were

02:32:07.340 wronged we were wronged but then we did bitch and moan we suffered pain four months was it four months 0.99

02:32:13.040 four long months of bitching and moaning and whining yeah you have a certain presence with 1.00

02:32:17.500 your vision moaning which is very authoritative you do you make it entertaining and it is good

02:32:21.000 coming from you but i mean tip specifically podcasters talking about the nuance of podcasting

02:32:26.300 oh yeah oh my stream yard wasn't working and oh i got demonetized oh yeah you don't want to talk

02:32:31.060 about that ties there too you want to keep it moving yeah if stream yard doesn't work you might

02:32:35.340 hear a light joke about it or we'll go fucked up the stream before we started but we're here oh well i 0.96

02:32:39.980 mean that's every show that's every show if i relate because fucking stream yard um all right 0.96

02:32:44.500 well let's let's put a pin in it man and we'll figure this out tell them where they can't find 0.98

02:32:48.040 you yeah tell them where they can't find you don't even look for me don't even get started

02:32:52.160 you can find me in on patreon like if somebody does have something i loved it and what's your name

02:32:56.980 on there uh can we check your messages check your messages that's a good idea we'll check yeah i don't

02:33:05.300 know that i just listen on spotify and most of the podcasts are locked i haven't even unlocked

02:33:09.820 them like i don't know what i'm doing like oh you haven't figured out how to get i'm like a couple

02:33:13.720 weeks behind all the time so i'm never really concerned it's your full name on there i don't

02:33:17.360 know if i'm gonna say your full name oh yeah there you are yeah we are on the internet with a lot of

02:33:21.100 people yeah don't don't do that look what i'll say is i'll i'll pass people your way if you have

02:33:26.000 anything interesting to say uh to dylan then hit us up you know shoot us a message if you have any

02:33:32.760 insights on anything or or you know anything that you want to reach out to him i'll pass their

02:33:37.020 information along sure i'll just make a presence on patreon somehow yeah just comment on something

02:33:43.180 we'll make a post we'll say and i'll change my name first we'll say dylan's gonna comment below

02:33:47.320 probably a good idea yeah and then you'll comment below a lot of bad people on it but like here it

02:33:51.520 is guys until next time tomorrow we're on with a bunch of good stuff but this pre-airs so it doesn't

02:33:56.380 even matter what i'm saying we'll see you soon don't forget to obey submit and comply goodbye

02:34:01.520 they bred with daughters of men and they will do it again the end is written in the book 0.99

02:34:14.800 in the pages they foreseen

02:34:18.540 when the last trumpet sounds

02:34:44.300 and they have it

Nephilim Death Squad - February 02, 2026

Gremlins & Hybrid Eagle Men ｜ NDS Chronicles

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