Nephilim Death Squad - In The Mighty Name of Jesus ｜ NDS Chronicles

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00:01:30.000 welcome back ladies and gentlemen to a hybrid episode this is nefto america slash nds chronicles

00:01:37.980 the show where we read your submitted paranormal testimony uh and and give you cultural commentary

00:01:43.920 for the end of days i am david lee corbo aka the raven that is top lobster the father of

00:01:48.660 disinformation and before we get into this conversation let's remind everybody where

00:01:52.480 they can find us it's patreon.com forward slash go there give us money you'll gain

00:01:59.920 access to all sorts of stuff i don't know what sort of stuff do they get uh oh i don't know we

00:02:06.400 should you want to just start making stuff up right now laser eyes you can sign up for whatever

00:02:11.220 tier you'd like and maybe there's this there's a there's a non-zero percent chance that you'll

00:02:16.380 get laser eyes let me say i'm not gonna say his whole name go ahead and i'm so bad with names

00:02:21.180 that i forgot jonathan bukowski jonathan bukowski that's just a name i made up i don't know who

00:02:26.480 Jesse. Jesse. Jesse.

00:02:29.000 Jesse. Yeah.

00:02:30.780 What about him? He's sending me

00:02:32.360 a 3D printer. That's so

00:02:34.480 crazy. A 3D

00:02:36.620 printer. We about to be 3D printing in this bitch. 1.00

00:02:38.900 It's crazy. And then we'll 0.99

00:02:40.100 probably sell those.

00:02:42.480 Yeah. I mean, we'll sell them, but I think I should

00:02:44.560 like give. Yeah.

00:02:46.280 Maybe I got to figure out a way

00:02:48.100 how to make this stuff like cost effective

00:02:50.480 and give it at a tier. You know what I'm saying?

00:02:52.460 Oh, that'd be dope. You get a little thing at a tier. 0.99

00:02:54.700 Yeah. Maybe if they want it, they pay

00:02:56.320 just for shipping or something like that you showed me like a model for a nephilim man like

00:03:00.580 our little nephilim skull logo as a three-dimensional man and i was like dude that 0.97

00:03:04.960 actually crushes that's so cool toplobster.com wow you can have a shirt you can have this shit 0.98

00:03:11.700 yeah you got your nips hanging out want to fix that buy a shirt covering the nips up baby 0.99

00:03:16.780 all right guys thank you very much wow yeah i mean we've been we've kind of been blessed uh with

00:03:25.500 hashtag blessed hashtag blessed with a lot of stuff like we're both showing thigh today too

00:03:29.560 look at that thigh cam look at the thigh cam another new camera thanks schizo friend basically 1.00

00:03:34.400 uh yeah so friend came to hang out left us a donation what are we gonna do with this buy a

00:03:38.640 camera of course bought another camera that was actually i've some one i've been looking at for

00:03:42.620 a while we should name that shot schizo friend like if there's a label on it so cam schizo cam 0.77

00:03:47.220 yeah that's a schizo friend that was really cool last week we had like uh a lot of people visit us 0.98

00:03:51.900 a lot of gifts and it was nice yeah shout out to hicks who sent a whole uh bunch of shit 0.72

00:03:56.640 including this book book uh whenever it comes back on me nancy please nancy nancy nancy nancy 0.55

00:04:03.500 thank you from benetan you know last week last week nancy uh nancy started the stream yeah and

00:04:14.380 then ended the stream yeah all like on her own doing it was crazy the people were upset about

00:04:20.520 it and i was just like i don't know what to say i don't know what to do it's like your kid has

00:04:25.640 disobeyed you yeah and now you got to figure out how to disappoint him her we've gotten to the

00:04:30.320 point where we've withdrawn withdrew withheld withheld uh multiple uh multitudes of of cat food

00:04:38.460 cans from her and she's lashing out and she well i don't know what's going on it's like you keep

00:04:43.560 doing a thing and she keeps displaying that behavior i don't know at what point she's going

00:04:47.160 the course correct or or maybe the maybe the starvation is what's causing it yeah it could

00:04:51.940 it could be malnutrition it could be that you're being nasty yeah so she goes through these waves

00:04:56.880 of just being nasty comes in does whatever she wants presses whatever button she wants i don't 1.00

00:05:00.920 know i'm looking for new ways to reprimand her in fact chat uh if you have any suggestions we're

00:05:05.560 looking for new ways to reprimand nancy so uh we like to crowdsource that i actually like that she

00:05:11.480 well she did put a new button here for us yeah let's hit it where is it here we go

00:05:15.700 that that's a button that we play when we talk about child pedophilia yeah wait is that what

00:05:21.800 we're doing now you know so the reason that we the reason that we are doing a hybrid episode is 0.98

00:05:29.380 because you fucking psychos don't send us stuff we have we have so much oh yeah that's right we 0.97

00:05:33.640 have these n word these are netty awards uh from subliminal messenger and amen rat i'm unsure of 0.99

00:05:40.560 what an uh a netty is but i i now have one i got one for most memorable beef yeah and i asked him

00:05:47.760 uh which one and they couldn't answer so i guess it wasn't that memorable i didn't ask him i got

00:05:53.160 one for 2025 uh netty awards for right righteous rant and uh i also don't know which one they love

00:06:00.500 me they really love me can i guys n towers in the chat for any awards um and it also netty awards

00:06:07.140 and it also came with some i got a nice little i don't know if you can see it uh stickers shot

00:06:11.780 number six please please shot six is it this one right here bow there we go all right whatever it's

00:06:16.900 not that one it's that one right there and you can see right there there's our little uh year

00:06:21.220 of the horse sticker from uh subliminal messenger name and rat as well we got a bunch of fun stuff

00:06:26.000 i have an additional year of the horse we got these gay plaques from hicks oh yeah i actually 0.74

00:06:30.200 really like these i knocked them down okay i can't figure uh yeah oh raven versus day quill

00:06:34.980 Geez, that's a that was Raven versus Dayquil.

00:06:38.140 I don't know if that was much of a that was not a rant like all black people. 1.00

00:06:42.740 Did you win me versus all black people at what cost? 1.00

00:06:46.960 Everything. It costs everything.

00:06:48.680 This is nice. This came from Hicks.

00:06:49.920 This is a little thing. It says Romans 12, 12 rejoice in hope.

00:06:52.420 Be patient in tribulation. Be constant in prayer.

00:06:55.360 I think that's nice and adorable. It is a little bit live, laugh, love.

00:06:59.640 It is live, laugh, love, gonna live, laugh, love, gonna live. 0.99

00:07:04.180 but thank you hicks i appreciate that shit too um the i don't give a fuck rant man i don't i 0.99

00:07:09.280 don't remember which one that that is i don't know that probably is a timeline cleanse thing 0.98

00:07:15.380 was did it have anything to do with uh timothy albarino because i i vaguely remember that i 0.97

00:07:21.120 don't give a fuck i don't give a fuck i don't know what it was you were going off you know 0.99

00:07:25.140 before you were like baptized probably a lot changed yeah after the baptism um you went soft 1.00

00:07:32.080 on us i mean well there's a lot of things that i i i have to quantify you know i'm like if i'm

00:07:38.240 gonna be very serious about oh that was uh qbert for sending that in tlc okay so it was a tlc rant

00:07:43.920 uh i i don't care about multiculturalism i don't oh i remember that rant it was about me you know

00:07:51.400 what it is because you know how women well it's not just women but a lot of people they'll say 0.72

00:07:57.140 things like well um i just really love the culture you know what i mean like i just want to go to 0.97

00:08:01.740 india because i just love the culture and it was all about how i just don't give a fuck anymore 0.98

00:08:05.940 i don't give a fuck about culture mixing i don't give a fuck about the food i don't give a fuck 0.99

00:08:11.280 about the way you dress or your architecture or anything like that i don't fucking care 0.99

00:08:15.260 david doesn't get moved on like the jews i'm like hey guess what the jews started world war 0.98

00:08:19.260 three he's like hey man what is it fucking live laugh love live laugh love yeah yeah uh 0.90

00:08:27.260 And then I go, hey, what do you think about a woman in male, male work roles? 0.98

00:08:33.000 And he's like, let me fucking tell you something. 0.98

00:08:35.100 Well, women in male work roles. 1.00

00:08:36.920 That really gets my gears going.

00:08:38.840 Here's something that I do because I've been trying to.

00:08:41.760 What do you do?

00:08:42.600 My wife, she got me the PlayStation 5.

00:08:46.980 Oh, for Christmas.

00:08:47.660 Yeah, for Christmas.

00:08:48.140 That's why you didn't come to T.T. Linda's house.

00:08:49.620 Right.

00:08:49.840 That's right.

00:08:50.240 So I played God of War and I beat that.

00:08:52.500 And then I've just kind of been like chilling because, you know, I don't know much about video games anymore.

00:08:56.720 And then I did download, by the way,

00:08:58.800 I don't know if there's any Call of Duty.

00:09:00.920 I don't know which one.

00:09:02.320 Oh, that's right.

00:09:02.600 You don't need CDs anymore, right?

00:09:04.360 No, you don't need CDs anymore.

00:09:05.700 Wow.

00:09:06.040 It doesn't actually have a slot for a CD at all.

00:09:08.080 What?

00:09:09.060 But I've been playing Call of Duty 7.

00:09:10.780 How do you play your DVDs?

00:09:12.300 I don't.

00:09:12.920 I don't.

00:09:13.240 What is DVDs?

00:09:14.880 Find me.

00:09:15.540 You can find me on Call of Duty 7.

00:09:17.160 This is probably a silly thing to do,

00:09:18.800 but I imagine somebody out there plays Call of Duty.

00:09:21.120 What's your name?

00:09:21.800 It's Raven NDS.

00:09:23.420 Okay.

00:09:23.680 So there's no missing.

00:09:24.820 I did that just in case. 1.00

00:09:25.800 Wash your butthole. 0.99

00:09:26.180 but i've been looking for good games to play and somebody you know a lot of people are posting 0.99

00:09:34.300 about expedition 33 and i hear that it's good sounds sounds occultish a little probably i don't

00:09:41.020 really know what it's about but i think you have to be a girl this is just on the idea of women in 1.00

00:09:46.220 men's roles yeah yeah i can't i simply cannot play a video game if i got to be a girl it's not

00:09:51.780 happening i don't care it's a highly rated game like tomb raider didn't like it no no no i don't

00:09:57.340 want to be a girl i don't want to be a girl you know what i'm saying like i used to get mad i

00:10:01.420 used to play borderlands dallas midfire could you just take that uh well i don't want to be a girl

00:10:06.480 i don't want to be a girl can we make like a ai song out of that that would be i don't want i

00:10:11.420 don't want that you know what i mean i just uh uh you know so what game for example borderlands

00:10:17.400 borderlands is a cool game and it had a little multiplayer thing and each character had like a

00:10:21.260 unique set of powers or skills and i used to get so upset because some of the cool powers and skills 0.74

00:10:26.880 belong to girls yeah and i was like guess i'll never experience that childbirth shit like that 1.00

00:10:31.900 yeah yeah yeah uh i want to show the people some of the 3d uh models that i've been working up 0.94

00:10:38.000 sure i had there's any interest by the way i had uh we got to get into it i had a dream

00:10:41.960 last night oh shit what was it about i got dreams that's a long one um oh oh borderlands 4 is good 0.71

00:10:50.160 i saw a bunch of complaints about it and so i i didn't uh i didn't get it so so my dream my dream 0.95

00:10:55.400 um last night was a weird night um i stayed up a little bit late playing playing cold duty i

00:11:02.380 typically don't stay i just downloaded yesterday i was like i'll try to play this very frustrating

00:11:06.360 game when you suck and everybody just kills you in two seconds and i almost don't understand the 0.76

00:11:10.720 allure but um so i get to bed late and i'm laying there every single time i fall asleep 0.74

00:11:15.980 something happens i like game or no no in real life i'll doze off and then like

00:11:21.200 my jaw will like pop open like you know i'll get relaxed and my jaw will fall open

00:11:26.420 or or uh arc raiders maybe i'll write that down um or i'll snore a little bit right so i'll wake

00:11:37.240 up to like and oh shit that was me there's also other things like noises like maybe in my sleep 0.97

00:11:42.960 as soon as i drift off i'm like talking maybe it's not like it's not like spooky shit at all 0.95

00:11:47.200 you talk in your dreams and you sleep no not often but last night every single time i fell 0.95

00:11:51.840 asleep we're talking like upwards of 10 times dude it was exhausting i'd fall asleep and i'd 0.97

00:11:55.400 be like all right and i'd open my eyes like what the fuck was that you know and so um the other 0.94

00:12:02.500 thing that started happening was i got this this sense that um shit man i also keep trying to get 0.99

00:12:08.220 sucked into paralysis oh you feel you're feeling i can feel it happening every time i fall asleep 0.98

00:12:13.340 no matter which position i change to i fucking do the different and it just keeps happening 0.97

00:12:17.960 and i'm getting stressed out eventually i do fall asleep and i do fall into paralysis 0.91

00:12:22.000 and wouldn't you know it sucked back into my old childhood home right now right off the bat that's 0.65

00:12:28.760 i'm like oh shit and i've got this little baby girl wrapped in a white blanket and i'm in like 0.92

00:12:36.280 a haunted bedroom that might be my grandmother's old bedroom and there is like something very 0.88

00:12:42.780 spooky going on and the curtains are flapping and everything's almost in like black and white

00:12:47.120 and you know this the the room is dark and the only light is coming from the window and i can

00:12:52.780 feel all of this like really negative energy and this is actually this is actually kind of funny

00:12:58.260 um in my dream i start calling out on jesus right but i start doing it in the fashion of like a

00:13:05.540 baptist church like i go in the mighty name of jesus in the over and over again in the mighty

00:13:12.880 name of jesus and i'm like in my head i'm going that's not how you're supposed to say it like

00:13:17.320 focus what are we trying to say here stop just saying the mighty name of jesus and i'm trying

00:13:21.480 to lock in and everything's all and by the way the baby possessed like the baby's eyes are rolling

00:13:26.460 in the back of its head and and everything's going crazy and i'm just standing there as this

00:13:30.940 poltergeist activities taking place you ever seen this this video here with the ostrich oh my god

00:13:36.780 it looks like a black church yeah 1.00

00:13:37.900 it's so much no but that's exactly and i and i kept feeling like this is stupid this is so stupid 0.99

00:13:54.420 like stop just saying this thing that sounds um i don't know like a cliche it sounds like a 0.95

00:14:00.840 cliche and i'm like what am i saying i'm trying to call upon the name of jesus to stop this thing 0.86

00:14:05.240 david and i couldn't lock in i'm just like in the mighty and i got this baby and its eyes balls are

00:14:09.380 tweaking in the back of its head and everything's poltergeist activity and i'm standing on a bed 0.98

00:14:13.680 and i'm going in the mighty name of jesus and i'm like i'm like dude what the fuck but it was so 0.99

00:14:19.500 creepy they said you built like an ostrich oh no damn dog who the hell said i'm built like an 0.99

00:14:25.980 ostrich that's crazy oh my god it's very disrespectful in the reverence yeah dude 0.98

00:14:30.540 it was it was really weird it was really weird so i gotta give it to the demons on this one uh

00:14:35.480 caught me in a loop bro this is how okay demons you paying attention yeah if you want to get me

00:14:41.180 this is how you get us because you get me with this too 100 every time what the the loop oh if

00:14:46.680 if that happened i didn't know what was happening i just couldn't focus i couldn't i was like

00:14:52.200 literally like everything and the baby by the way it's like like its eyes are rolling in the back

00:14:56.380 of its head and it's like it's a little baby girl i remember that and i'm just trying to deal with

00:15:00.700 this poltergeist activity it was so weird man it was so weird um so i woke up after that and i was

00:15:10.760 sufficiently creeped out i had to like scroll through my phone for a while and in order to

00:15:14.640 you know what i mean when i was a kid i used to watch shrek if i got creeped out i would put shrek

00:15:18.680 on tv and i would watch it because it's just something about something about shrek and the

00:15:22.720 karaoke party dance karaoke party would just uh soothe me you know so i had to do that if i was

00:15:27.860 if i was creeped out but yeah man uh it was it was weird because it was like unavoidable last

00:15:33.460 night yeah couldn't like i said like upwards of 10 times every time i went to sleep some weird 0.96

00:15:38.160 shit was happening it's probably like we can't make him scared but we could make him fucking 0.97

00:15:42.480 confused frustrated like like i'm just trying to be like what am i trying to say about the mighty 0.98

00:15:47.820 name of jesus like i couldn't it's so weird to have the treble in my voice too and to be saying

00:15:53.040 like the mighty name of j it was very strange my dad does a thing when he prays uh and i try not

00:15:58.820 to do it okay he prays he says father god and he asks like i just ask that you bless his food father

00:16:03.940 god oh he says father god over and over and over it's like can you say father god can you say

00:16:08.380 father god right now church turn to your neighbor give him a kiss touch him on an arm say father 0.96

00:16:12.700 god can you bless his food right now your finger in his butthole dude i but i i hear like i try to

00:16:18.960 avoid that cadence i i was i have been of some family who are messianic jews and they will say 0.89

00:16:26.300 that a lot like no way they'll keep bringing it back to father god you know uh lord my lord lord

00:16:32.680 jesus christ like over and over again they'll say they'll repeat it like they'll say a sentence too

00:16:36.760 a little bit of a cadence and now i think it's kind of eked into my dreams i mean not my dreams

00:16:41.440 my prayers the way that i pray is i always i take it very literal right like jesus is the way to the

00:16:47.140 father so i pray to god the father in the name of jesus christ and then when i close it i say you

00:16:54.400 know uh you know in the name of jesus christ amen it's kind of like over you know what i mean like

00:17:00.460 when you have a walkie-talkie over and out yeah over and out like i let them know like i'm done

00:17:04.300 and then sometimes if i forget something and i got to pray again i'm uncertain if i should go

00:17:08.240 do i have to start this over in the name of jesus christ like the line still no you shut the line 0.86

00:17:12.880 stupid right so you got to start it over again yeah you got to be like by the way god in the 0.93

00:17:16.440 name of jesus christ father god in the name of jesus christ i better ask you to forgive me for 0.99

00:17:19.380 my sins because i probably sinned in the three seconds probably and so i it's but i do think

00:17:23.600 that that's the way you're supposed to do it right or else i wouldn't do it that way i think the way

00:17:27.460 to the father is through the son the mighty name of jesus i don't know it is mighty name i i had a

00:17:33.980 dream once too that uh that i was praying remember when we were going to go to space wolf ranch or

00:17:38.760 whatever the fuck it was like we had that little idea that we were going to go to something adjacent 0.51

00:17:42.700 to skinwalker ranch i think we didn't everybody got like uh yeah yeah yeah so i had that dream 0.98

00:17:48.940 where like i was i was uh praying the blood of christ over the whole situation quaggan saying

00:17:55.160 i do that every night too dude yeah that's that's i that's just the way that i understand it one

00:17:59.780 more things no i don't do that no dude in the mighty name of jesus that's a prayer for tomorrow

00:18:04.720 yeah well you gotta i guess pick up the line again i don't know how it works but i remember

00:18:09.060 that night i prayed in my dream the blood of christ over the whole situation there's just 0.56

00:18:13.780 certain things i don't say i don't say in my waking life plead the blood of christ over over

00:18:19.700 a thing yeah and i don't say in the mighty name of jesus i just don't say that it's a good song

00:18:26.400 you ever heard the song mighty name of jesus yeah yeah no it's a fun song i like it i've been going

00:18:32.020 back and forth i keep hearing gospel music on the radio that they sing in church and every time i

00:18:37.480 hear it now i'm like there's just like layers of disillusioned you know what i mean where i'm like

00:18:42.200 peeling the mask because i've gotten to the point now where like i've heard every song 0.94

00:18:46.120 yep that i'm gonna hear and then i realized like this is fucking karaoke night like this is 0.98

00:18:52.220 Cover band 0.98

00:18:53.880 Every Sunday morning

00:18:56.620 It's a cover band

00:18:57.660 It's karaoke

00:18:58.380 And it's not lost on me that the village just loves

00:19:02.200 Cover bands and karaoke

00:19:03.400 Oh I see what you're saying

00:19:05.260 Like in the square almost

00:19:08.420 And I'm like this is weird man

00:19:10.140 I go to this place and we do a little karaoke

00:19:13.000 They should really write their own songs

00:19:14.920 That'd be dope

00:19:15.540 In the mighty name of Jesus

00:19:18.140 My name of Jesus 0.99

00:19:19.480 i fucking do like that ostrich hold the baby let's uh let's get i don't know what that 0.99

00:19:26.400 fucking baby was we're gonna get into a couple of uh submissions i wanted to show the chat real 0.99

00:19:30.440 quick okay show them by the way when you guys uh decide that that we're worth sending your 0.98

00:19:37.000 submissions to uh chroniclesnds at gmail.com send us send us some stuff so that we have something

00:19:43.700 to read i feel like nobody cares anymore nobody wants to say nobody gives a shit huh here's some 0.84

00:19:47.800 of the things that i i'm i'm gonna be working on yeah with uh the 3d printer that's gonna be so

00:19:56.120 cool yeah so these are these like models that i'm fleshing out you guys know what that's from

00:20:01.060 a few coveted people know what that's from yeah this is bro the brohemian grove card i actually

00:20:06.240 have mine right yeah i got mine stuck to the wall yeah um this one here very nice wild that's so

00:20:12.820 great yeah yeah so these are 3d like proposed 3d models which i can render yeah there are apps that

00:20:18.780 you can render these pretty easily and then have to smooth them out this one here i don't know i'm

00:20:23.560 going to put the bones on the head this is just like a ai kind of thing but dude how cool would

00:20:27.660 that be i would love to have that little figure yeah this right here like the hard r i can do 0.99

00:20:32.900 these as like standable models that'd be really sick wait a second yeah wait i don't know if i

00:20:40.100 can do these uh this one here for sure yeah i can do like perfect red heifer baby and then this is

00:20:46.260 like a desk weight i love that i love that it's so cool looking can you make a nephilim egg if

00:20:53.320 you may it's just it would be an egg yeah it's basically an egg like an egg shape with a little

00:20:58.480 messenger and you know because of the bones too from the bones i gotta sneeze it's not gonna come

00:21:03.340 it's not good it's not gonna come out so we have um we have a couple of submissions because you 0.93

00:21:11.560 guys suck and nobody wants to send us submissions this is from lydia fast uh i don't even i haven't 0.55

00:21:16.460 looked at this you know because nancy's supposed to look at this and she's just been mia ever since 0.98

00:21:20.660 we stopped feeding her so um who knows this could be about nothing but i'm gonna read it uh you send

00:21:26.080 it to me i don't have it uh no no it's starred in the chronicles email like if you go to the

00:21:29.680 Chronicles email and just scroll down.

00:21:30.860 It'll see it start.

00:21:31.680 It's from Lydia.

00:21:32.900 Lydia.

00:21:33.720 I shouldn't say her last name.

00:21:34.840 I think I already did.

00:21:35.720 You did.

00:21:36.080 It's fast. 1.00

00:21:36.760 Fuck. 1.00

00:21:37.920 That's all right. 1.00

00:21:38.380 Consider yourself docs, Lydia. 0.83

00:21:41.520 All right.

00:21:42.020 I'm going to start reading.

00:21:43.040 This is dear top and David.

00:21:47.820 I just enjoyed your gremlins and hybrid Eagle men episode top.

00:21:52.420 You said you wanted to hear from listeners.

00:21:55.060 I've only once recently reached out to a podcast.

00:21:58.380 Vicky joy.

00:21:58.920 I previously thought of telling y'all

00:22:00.960 How much I enjoy your program

00:22:02.540 I like when people call it a program

00:22:04.160 Because that's what we're doing to you

00:22:05.940 It's kind of like a program that we do it

00:22:08.440 Every day

00:22:09.380 Every so often

00:22:10.880 At an unreliable hour

00:22:12.440 One o'clock maybe

00:22:14.800 And I would say we are

00:22:16.080 Programming you

00:22:18.800 I like when they call you David and me Top

00:22:21.460 Yeah sometimes

00:22:22.180 That's the thing that Matt does where he calls me Raven

00:22:24.540 Like consistently

00:22:26.140 I don't think he's ever called me David

00:22:27.680 yeah i'm like do you know his name and he knows he he does right yeah he just calls me david over

00:22:32.460 and over again very strange um so what is i was very i enjoy your program and eagerly look forward

00:22:39.980 to it oh well thank you even though i am old enough to be your mother oh that's how old is 0.98

00:22:44.360 you how old is you you old bitch no i'm just playing uh though here in the ghetto one could 1.00

00:22:51.920 be a mother at 13 so all right i have to admit you're you're very well punctuated and and um 0.99

00:22:57.620 so she lives in the ghetto in the ghetto she has good punctuation yeah uh quite she could be our 1.00

00:23:04.120 mom all right and she listens to the pro she calls it a program that's nice i put her at about 50 0.97

00:23:09.900 at about 50s at about 50 would be fair yeah yeah maybe i'm just working through trauma and hence

00:23:15.260 feel comfortable chatting through this beast track and trace plate platform of a couple of

00:23:22.520 to a couple of savvy salty fellows what does that mean i don't know

00:23:26.500 now i'm concerned savvy salty savvy sold i'm not i guess i'm salty savvy you're sold whatever

00:23:34.120 keep reading savvy salty okay uh even though i should be working even though i should be working

00:23:39.000 here goes the whole lot of vomit oh you're doing this on the clock let's go oh yeah big fan of that

00:23:44.240 i'm reluctant i'm a reluctant and failed housewife good god an artist with talent on loan from god

00:23:51.340 a metalsmith and milliner you so you're working a milliner like a like a machinist um that's

00:23:59.220 interesting and i'm merciful mercifully redeemed and preserved by christ i live in a ghetto with

00:24:05.140 the year near year-long serenade of gunfire good god what hanging out with my porch cats

00:24:12.380 cussing at the groundhogs and rats growing organic veggies with some ready lead on the hip man where

00:24:19.380 you're at now i'm trying to figure out where you're at i don't know it's a ghetto but you

00:24:23.140 can carry and you can grow food yeah and has a gun and groundhogs yeah well groundhogs you know

00:24:31.400 that's pretty common everywhere right i don't know we're trying to dox you not only by name

00:24:36.060 but geographically all right yeah we're trying to figure you we're gonna do this uh you never

00:24:42.220 know when your neighbor who's tripping on god knows what will kick in your door claiming he's

00:24:46.620 god wow whoa i have an immense luxury of listening to podcasts while i cook and do my work uh what

00:24:53.800 are you cooking what you cooking huh crack crack uh i've had some freaky deaky encounters and

00:24:59.560 experiences especially in college hey no it's not that kind of podcast ma'am don't tell us about

00:25:04.940 your freaky deaky college encounters that's crazy the 80s and early 90s i had a large black dog

00:25:12.060 appear out of nowhere and escort me to my dorm's back stoop at 3 a.m. 0.99

00:25:17.280 Damn, you almost had me too. 0.98

00:25:18.620 I was like, what did you say? 1.00

00:25:19.780 I had some freaky deaky experiences with a large black dog.

00:25:26.640 On my way back from the usual late night of producing artwork,

00:25:29.280 some guys in a car had been harassing me,

00:25:31.280 and this dog comes up to me, walked in front of me,

00:25:34.280 as if knowing where I was headed,

00:25:36.180 waited for me to get into the dorm and then left.

00:25:38.020 That's fascinating.

00:25:38.760 i had windows blinds rattle on a closed window window blinds rattle on a closed window whilst

00:25:44.980 uh reading a frank peretti novel don't flex on us with your knowledge of authors reading what 0.95

00:25:52.220 you're reading and shit look at you all high and mighty i dated someone i shouldn't have who of us 0.98

00:25:58.260 hasn't he had entities attached to him i saw them and experienced them rather terrifying he's still 0.99

00:26:05.320 a fuked up mess

00:26:07.100 and I pray for his redemption.

00:26:09.380 One was a shadowy entity,

00:26:10.860 which I saw astrally

00:26:12.840 from another room.

00:26:14.840 The other was like an imp,

00:26:16.500 like a little goblin type character

00:26:19.320 almost, which breathed

00:26:21.240 on me and prompted things

00:26:23.300 to be done to me,

00:26:24.780 which I won't discuss.

00:26:26.100 Oh, it was a hideous short creature 0.82

00:26:28.920 with long pointed ears and sharp teeth, 0.96

00:26:31.920 very dark in color.

00:26:34.180 I don't, well,

00:26:34.900 that's unfortunate an imp maybe we could pull up a picture see if you can find a picture of an imp

00:26:40.700 this would be a great time to show the audience a picture of an imp like a person imp uh i think

00:26:47.520 like a mythical imp i just wrote imp and it came imp awards now i'm clicking on that don't don't

00:26:52.240 click on the imp awards uh it's just a guy that's tyrian lannister um oh imp what does that mean

00:26:58.500 like a little creature like a it's like a little pointy guy he's a pointy in the nose pointy in the

00:27:03.440 ears oh cool we got them oh yeah yeah okay okay so they have wings a little demonic piece of 1.00

00:27:10.780 shit yeah yeah okay i see what you mean like a little flying cherubum little bitch yeah evil 1.00

00:27:16.300 one little evil bitch yeah okay okay uh i've had a couple of angelic interventions other than the 1.00

00:27:23.620 black dog i had a pebble in my shoe while sitting at the top this is where we find meaning in 0.99

00:27:31.060 everything that's what we're doing guys i had a pebble in my shoe whilst sitting at a light which

00:27:35.400 turned green and as no one was behind me i bent down to shake the pebble from my shoe a semi truck

00:27:41.760 blew through his red light while i was bent over and there was no pebble to fall out of my shoe

00:27:46.500 two years ago i was in a very bad car accident i had a momentary mental zone out and sense of

00:27:53.920 disorientation my car drifted left i tried to correct it but i couldn't my car fishtailed

00:28:00.280 spun and rolled the car was totaled of course i had a cracked rib whiplash and a minor concussion

00:28:07.760 through all of that god had my i'm totally blind glasses folded neatly on the dashboard where i

00:28:16.640 could reach them the really freaky part though is that the person from whom that car had whoa

00:28:25.280 wait a second okay the really freaky part though is the that the person from whom that car came

00:28:31.420 had died of a heart attack on the golf course that morning wait what i don't know what to do

00:28:37.780 with that other than think there was an attachment to the car wait up so somebody that owned the car

00:28:43.080 died that morning but someone else was driving it i assume i don't know and then she goes on to say 0.99

00:28:51.240 know what i mean jelly bean no i don't know what the fuck you're talking about 0.92

00:28:55.140 i got no clue actually hmm i mean i'll admit i don't know um what you mean was that a ghost car 0.96

00:29:02.880 ghost car ghost car and patent pending ghost car all right ghost car is a cool name for a show

00:29:08.500 it is i should have named this would you guys be fans of this show if we called it ghost car

00:29:12.620 instead no why not that's not as good oh wait if it's almost 30 minutes what are we doing

00:29:16.820 feeling feeling feeling gross feeling nasty feeling like we have the eyes of countless

00:29:24.480 unwashed masses let him finish the story all right fine we'll finish the story and then we'll kick 0.98

00:29:28.760 these disgusting people out oh she's from indiana know what i mean jellybean she's from indiana hey 1.00

00:29:34.320 hey let's dance just a year ago almost to the day slash weeks week perhaps perhaps 0.97

00:29:41.100 I believe I had an astral abduction

00:29:44.260 Per Vicky Joy's input

00:29:45.700 What do you mean astral

00:29:47.500 What do you mean by astral

00:29:50.320 What do you mean astral 0.98

00:29:51.740 I'm going to kick your astral 1.00

00:29:53.220 I'm going to kick you in your astral 1.00

00:29:54.600 Look at this pore 0.99

00:29:56.000 Don't kick the pores out 1.00

00:29:58.140 That's not the way you spell pores 1.00

00:30:00.460 Henna pose 0.99

00:30:01.360 You silly uneducated pore 1.00

00:30:04.600 It's very sad 1.00

00:30:06.700 Very sad

00:30:08.060 Had a dream 0.99

00:30:09.440 where is it had a dream uh too loud shit man that noise felt like it it uh astral projected me i saw 0.98

00:30:19.360 you you got like uh i had an incredibly vivid dream i but it wasn't a moving picture dream 0.98

00:30:26.240 just a snapshot picture dream i was viewing myself from the bedroom door i was elevated

00:30:31.040 high above my bed in a bit

00:30:33.080 arched back.

00:30:35.140 A bit arched back.

00:30:37.440 My back was arched.

00:30:38.820 And the room was filled with light

00:30:41.060 and the colors were very vivid.

00:30:43.400 We have black shades, by the way,

00:30:44.980 because Hubs is a second shift.

00:30:48.700 Blackout shades.

00:30:49.740 Yeah, I get it.

00:30:50.320 Like the thick ones.

00:30:50.940 We got some blackout shades right here.

00:30:53.260 But we also have a door and no natural light.

00:30:56.140 A few days later, I started to experience

00:30:58.120 internal tremors. 0.98

00:30:59.260 shit which continue to persist a year later 24 7 it feels like when you're sitting in your idling 0.99

00:31:06.540 vehicle hold on a second henna pose says should i submit my story about my bipolar schizophrenic 0.99

00:31:10.960 episodes where i hear voices talk about sasquatch if you do it right now we'll read it hell yeah

00:31:15.120 dog of course you should do the email right now we'll read it of course you should do that henna

00:31:19.280 pose is it written up already do you have it of course you should do that yeah wherever she's at 0.99

00:31:23.860 um where's our email do that shit henna chroniclesnds at gmail.com if you send it 0.97

00:31:29.940 right now we will read i swear to you well there's no way she'd be able to type fast enough 0.98

00:31:33.580 we're gonna boot these pores out but that's true yeah that's a fascinating 1.00

00:31:36.720 conglomeration of words a multitude of words that's really all it takes to get us okay so

00:31:42.920 here we go uh it feels like when you're idling your vehicle sometimes it's a really bad it's

00:31:47.060 really bad and causes headaches i have suffered with sleep paralysis in the past i thought about

00:31:51.620 contacting ellie marzulli but i don't know that it will solve anything huh i don't know what he

00:31:56.020 can do for you no and the only person that can do anything for you is jesus christ in the mighty

00:32:01.780 in the mighty name of jesus

00:32:04.820 that's so funny it's so strange dude it happened over and over and over again it's because it's 0.91

00:32:11.940 like these these i don't know why the fuck i was talking like that because these entities are 0.99

00:32:16.280 tricksters yeah and clowns yeah and to be honest that's funny shit's funny it's funny as hell 0.99

00:32:22.040 this baby is it we can see like a regular christian person will be like don't say that 0.99

00:32:26.800 that's funny it don't laugh at that yeah it's like but it was very funny it was it was very

00:32:32.280 funny i felt like like there's that guy in our church uh when he does the you know the

00:32:37.420 announcements and shit and he's like you know i believe that god will send a mighty healing 0.83

00:32:45.000 upon the church. Why are you fucking 1.00

00:32:46.960 talking like a ghost? Yeah, yeah. 1.00

00:32:48.960 Why are you doing ghost talk? Yeah, did you do

00:32:50.860 a ghost talk? That's what I was doing in my

00:32:52.600 job. In the mighty name of Jesus.

00:32:55.420 Hashtag ghost car.

00:32:57.000 Patent pending. Let's see what she said.

00:32:58.640 Did she say anything to us? Yeah, where's

00:33:00.820 Hennepose? If I do, you guys have to keep the 1.00

00:33:02.840 pores on for that episode. 1.00

00:33:05.100 No. You don't make the rules here,

00:33:06.960 Hennepose. The boys can watch it later.

00:33:08.640 As a matter of fact, you're out of here. I'm just gonna

00:33:10.780 have ChatGPT make up a story

00:33:12.840 about talking to

00:33:14.500 whatever he being schizophrenic and talking to sass guys listen you could join the patreon

00:33:18.360 seriously right now for free seven days for free and then cancel that's true yeah do that how about 0.88

00:33:23.220 that and we'll see you later bye yeah the hell out of here it's not nice i got gas you're gassy 0.89

00:33:29.720 i'm a little gassy yeah why you're gassy are you always gassy or you're just gassy on the days we

00:33:35.980 don't have gas i do have beef i be having farts and even when we have gas you know most of the

00:33:40.180 i'm just holding farts my whole life is a held fart yeah i feel like i'm actually a really great 0.58

00:33:46.700 podcaster because you know i should be distracted by the amount of farts that i'd be holding

00:33:53.420 but i'm not keeping them in keeping them in but i'm still locked in i'm still you know talking 0.93

00:33:58.380 and asking questions and shit like that and not farting yeah so there you go all right where the 0.89

00:34:04.520 my hubs was in the army down he was c a uh and c a ms i don't know what that means 0.94

00:34:10.720 c a ms maybe somebody in the chat no c a is capital and lowercase m i don't know what the 0.70

00:34:18.780 fuck that means apostrophe s mid 80s i don't know what any of the stuff this lady's talking about 1.00

00:34:23.320 to be honest i'm just doing my best to read the letters here her dad's serving korea her dad 0.98

00:34:27.440 served in korea my mom's dad was in oklahoma city was an oklahoma choctaw is that like an indian

00:34:33.460 i've got family in israel boo love the fam but i'm not a z yeah i know what's going down she says

00:34:42.400 i've got no idea what ancestral familial curses or attachments there may be yeah that's a good

00:34:47.660 question to ask yourself mom was maybe she should talk to uh jesus the mighty name of jesus talk to

00:34:54.000 laura baker she might be able to help you hell yeah dog yeah mom was slash is a narcissist who 1.00

00:34:59.420 basically destroyed the family shout out mom shout out mom i'm dealing with all of that dredged up

00:35:04.720 this past year because we had to move her to assist living and sort slash sell her house anyway

00:35:10.060 sometimes one starts connecting dots or at least trying to connect them to recognize the patterns

00:35:15.900 of a lifetime of weirdness and god's gracious interventions aren't we all amen lydia i grew up

00:35:23.620 in and worked around the medical industry which served to be the most enlightening when uh this 0.85

00:35:28.180 when the stupid started in 2020 yeah connecting those dots god's taken me on such an exciting 0.92

00:35:34.280 journey of rabbit holes and trails and discovery i'm grateful for it all as exhausting as it is 0.98

00:35:40.480 uh i'm also i am so exhausted yeah you know we had another person come in i don't know if i

00:35:46.920 say his name a flat earth grappler is his name on twitter oh yeah shout out to him he bought me

00:35:51.680 pokemon cards by the way yeah he bought pokemon cards let me show off these pokemon cards go

00:35:55.460 ahead keep talking he came in and he came in with his family at four kids and his wife his wife 0.99

00:36:00.040 his wife wrong one wrong one man you gotta figure out these damn buttons dog his wife dog pokemon 1.00

00:36:05.980 cards i think i got something good right here on this one and uh intelion look at that and 0.99

00:36:12.480 empolion got those cards look at how shiny they are damn thank you flat f grappler grappler 0.93

00:36:19.900 no you said same story 2020 oh yeah crazy shit um waking up to what's going on i had apparently 0.99

00:36:29.220 his wife woke him up first he was not as woke as his wife oh his wife was on it and he he was he 0.99

00:36:35.340 was not on it yeah but then he got on it okay and he got on it harder and his wife was like i don't

00:36:39.660 care about this show why do you bring me here yeah and he was why did you buy pokemon cards for this

00:36:43.980 adult man yes yeah yeah well you got something for i gave him i gave him our uh nephilim death

00:36:49.820 squad sign so like you know yeah that's pretty cool actually he got a nephilim death squad sign 0.97

00:36:53.860 which is dope as shit yeah if you come here you probably won't get one no we don't have much 0.94

00:36:59.320 left to give yeah don't don't do that's what we should do that was print out a bunch of little 0.99

00:37:02.860 things did well you get matt coin yeah we could he threw them out matt threw out the matt coin

00:37:08.260 have you seen him no they're uh i think i put him in the drawer because i was afraid of people

00:37:12.200 We're taking him.

00:37:13.020 He's not in the drawer.

00:37:13.720 All right.

00:37:14.220 He's gone.

00:37:15.160 All right.

00:37:15.640 I'm grateful I found your podcast, and I hope to continue to grow and be blessed.

00:37:19.680 Me too, Doug.

00:37:20.480 I hope Mr. Albarino can reconcile. 1.00

00:37:22.180 What the fuck are you doing? 0.99

00:37:23.240 Reconcile with us. 1.00

00:37:24.120 Fuck that nigga. 1.00

00:37:25.120 No, let's go to today's news. 1.00

00:37:26.800 Back in today's news, more shit happened. 1.00

00:37:30.900 We just got more confirmation. 1.00

00:37:32.300 No.

00:37:33.700 Yes, we did.

00:37:34.580 Stop it.

00:37:35.640 Yeah.

00:37:36.120 Look, another guy.

00:37:37.460 Another guy that got a text.

00:37:39.640 That's not nice, Ben, from End of the World News podcast.

00:37:41.560 Who is this guy?

00:37:42.280 John Dutolte.

00:37:43.400 John Dutolte. 1.00

00:37:44.240 He got that toyed ass. 1.00

00:37:45.500 Oh, shit. 1.00

00:37:47.100 John Dutolte. 1.00

00:37:50.340 He said something interesting.

00:37:52.220 Well, yeah, I guess go to this original post.

00:37:53.960 It wasn't interesting, really.

00:37:55.100 He was just like the Nephilim. 0.99

00:37:56.420 I'm not going to lie.

00:37:57.220 I read up to there.

00:37:58.180 It's a hybrid creature.

00:37:59.300 Like, you know, right there.

00:38:00.000 Right there.

00:38:00.360 That's what I read up to.

00:38:01.120 The hybrid creature part.

00:38:02.220 And I was like, oh, OK.

00:38:03.460 He just goes, hey, dude, you want to talk about it?

00:38:05.120 Yeah.

00:38:05.320 And the guy goes, actually, I've seen the way you guys treated Timothy Alvarino.

00:38:08.860 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 0.99

00:38:09.500 and i'm like whatever i david goes fair enough i go no not fair enough fuck this guy 0.99

00:38:14.720 fuck you too it's just it's it's it's it's staggering to me i'm like yeah we have had 0.99

00:38:20.580 over 300 guests on probably close to 300 guests yeah and it's like the we had a problem with this 1.00

00:38:26.020 guy oh you know and everyone's like he's scared he's scared dog oh yeah he's scared he's like 0.98

00:38:32.320 what if they what if they fucking what if they say what if they dress like me what if they what 0.99

00:38:36.680 if they question my boomer antics yeah yeah that would have been a disaster well i mean you know 1.00

00:38:41.120 we've had boomers on the show before yeah we do well listen we treat everybody fine everybody gets 1.00

00:38:44.740 treated respectfully oh we do have like links is all right let's finish finish finish lydia

00:38:48.800 i hope you can reconcile with alberino i don't think that's in the cards i don't think that's

00:38:53.760 in the pokemon card maybe if he bought us pokemon if he bought well no it'd have to be now look if

00:38:58.100 you got and i appreciate uh flat earth grappler but but if you're gonna bring me pokemon cards

00:39:04.600 they gotta be the original 150 and to be perfectly honest i'm only missing nine from the complete

00:39:09.220 set how many nine that's weird nine nine yeah just nine of them i don't know if that's weird

00:39:15.520 i think i'm missing like a maybe like a chancy uh hitmon lee uh maybe a couple of the burbs uh

00:39:22.620 legendary burbs uh articuno i got an articuno but i need holographic there's a lot of holographics

00:39:29.160 That's a non-holographic articuno. 0.97

00:39:32.100 That's some bullshit right there. 0.98

00:39:33.420 But yeah, you know what I'm saying? 0.99

00:39:34.760 I don't know what these are.

00:39:37.400 The ones I showed you?

00:39:38.760 I like them. They're all shiny and shit, but I gotta 0.92

00:39:41.220 be honest, I don't know anything. That one looks like a tree? 0.90

00:39:44.140 It's actually a salamander.

00:39:46.020 Oh. Alright.

00:39:47.280 I mean, they're nice. We're not good at

00:39:48.880 animals. We're doing the 150.

00:39:50.920 Alright? So, you know, thank you

00:39:53.280 and shit, Flat Earth Grappler. I really 0.99

00:39:55.080 appreciate the fuck out of it.

00:39:56.860 I'm just saying, I don't know. I'm gonna be perfectly honest.

00:39:59.100 i don't know what these things is okay all right finish lydia dude come on i hope you guys can

00:40:03.580 reconcile with alberino it's just not gonna it's just stuck in the loop all right in a loop i love

00:40:09.880 his book really enjoys discussions as well yeah it's a shame that the hey hey yell hail ha ha ha

00:40:17.100 l ha ha can manage to throw sand in the gears when we need the oil of god's spirit i don't know what

00:40:23.660 that means the halo yeah uh i'll look it up yeah let's uh let's look that up and define

00:40:29.200 nope as a gal old enough to be your mother i'd say david don't go poking bears that might not

00:40:36.300 understand your brand of humor i didn't do it i didn't do it stop okay uh means the shining one

00:40:42.460 morning star or light bearer so the the the devil the devil the devil uh be wise as serpents and

00:40:51.940 harmless as doves otherwise carry that whip proudly that's right you can see my canceled 0.99

00:40:57.460 white ghetto ass on oh there's a okay so i feel like maybe we should not not on not not instagram 0.98

00:41:04.820 doxer i'm not gonna instagram doxer but we could be friends with her yeah let's see what i'm always 0.95

00:41:09.760 curious to see what this person like who who's writing what you all about yeah we're gonna take

00:41:14.780 a deviation from the show right now and look at this person we're gonna look at this person i i

00:41:18.880 can't show everybody else i guess um but yeah let's see who this is lydia fast no don't say it

00:41:25.700 stop saying it she's cool she's cool is she cool i'll show it to david so that way everybody else

00:41:31.280 can't see it there we go lydia lydia fast i like her she's cool she's got style she's awesome dude 0.99

00:41:39.280 oh she does dope stuff huh yeah can we get one of these bows wow she probably won't like the uh 1.00

00:41:45.280 liberal use of the n-word oh no i think she would she doesn't care you think she likes it 0.97

00:41:50.060 she looks like she says it a few times herself lydia what are you doing she's doing all kinds

00:41:54.960 of stuff i wish you guys could see this this is our target audience this is awesome i i love lydia

00:42:01.440 lydia you're the best thank you for uh writing us thank you for the story this was amazing i like

00:42:06.140 how she closes it out with uh i look forward to your next installment of banter and wisdom well

00:42:10.380 i have news for you lydia well boy do we we have no wisdom to share i don't even want to do a show

00:42:17.460 anymore i just want to scroll your time like a fascinating uh like brochures yeah and look at

00:42:23.240 that the pictures are great she's great she's great oh did you do a little renaissance fair

00:42:27.560 thing i think it's a little renaissance i love this she's crushing maybe she could be like uh 1.00

00:42:31.840 our costume director for the next bohemian grove whenever that no amen rat she's not a black 1.00

00:42:36.900 follow i'm following lydia yeah follow lydia what are we doing here yeah dude wow look at these 0.96

00:42:41.700 pictures very cool lydia's doing cool shit yeah yeah i like that i don't think we have anything 0.67

00:42:46.860 else to read really it was just the one well we uh you had you were reading what um ben the thc

00:42:53.620 pastor said was there anything in there is that just a conversation i didn't read it you

00:42:57.220 you made it sound like i uh my wife said dude did you read this and i said no we don't read that

00:43:02.620 yeah yeah well okay we can't read it on the show a clarification for leaving the 501c3 system did

00:43:08.300 we read that chuck missler among others after that i began blappity blap blap if you i can also

00:43:12.940 send my testimony which involves weed um i don't know well well we didn't prepare at all for this

00:43:19.340 so what we're going to do is we're going to segue now into a segue hard segue into some of these

00:43:24.700 things that we've collected um so we have ryan bledsoe again we have donald trump with the

00:43:32.160 lasers we have the secretary of war blessed be the lord my rock uh we have actually this is kind

00:43:38.560 of fun maybe we could do this let's do this one from fringe actually i i don't have anything i'm

00:43:46.540 not even in the studio to share things very unprepared did we ever even finish that uh

00:43:52.240 oh my god no we left off at nine of 13 i think yeah now page nine of 13 uh god what was the

00:44:00.960 name of this person anyway uh i'll find it we have stories from atma atma atma the girl atma

00:44:10.260 the girl i don't even know if we've read these i don't even know if atma's a girl

00:44:13.200 uh early life we haven't read anything from atma atma send stuff i don't see anything from atma

00:44:19.780 it's in the drive i can send it to you you want to check that out all right that actually would

00:44:26.100 be fun at my are you a girl at me at me you a girl hey hey at my she's in chat um okay so what

00:44:36.220 are we what are we getting into what did you send it on i sent it on twitter what are we gonna what 0.93

00:44:39.660 are we gonna do all right we'll read it some shit then at my story yeah i feel like we really read 0.99

00:44:46.040 this all right we didn't read this at my did we read your shit all right fine she's not gonna tell 0.98

00:44:52.520 Currently signed in is this. 0.96

00:44:53.520 Let's go.

00:44:53.920 We'll get into it.

00:44:54.720 Hey, guys.

00:44:57.400 I'm doing this in segments like Mother Horse Eyes.

00:44:59.640 We'll try to breeze past the unfortunately necessary backstory,

00:45:04.060 a.k.a. boring parts as quick as possible.

00:45:05.880 Okay.

00:45:06.800 Have we read this?

00:45:07.960 We're going to find out if Atma's a girl.

00:45:09.300 I don't think that we read this because I would not.

00:45:10.880 If I read this much of their life, I think I would know if Atma was a girl.

00:45:15.820 Early life.

00:45:17.380 Birth.

00:45:19.320 I was born.

00:45:20.460 18 years old.

00:45:21.560 birth to 18 years old so we're gonna get we're gonna get an 18 year overview raised christian

00:45:25.800 very religious household happy healthy as a kid i was very christian as i grew up i really didn't

00:45:32.960 fit into the normies at church but i was on fire for god however the more i read both in and out

00:45:40.120 of the bible the more i had questions i was let down on multiple occasions with pastors church

00:45:45.020 deacons etc being unable to answer my questions in fact i could read the shock and confusion on 0.99

00:45:51.080 their faces when I said the n-word to them oh that's crazy why would you because you're a crazy

00:45:58.600 person no that's not what they said uh I could see the shock and confusion on their faces and

00:46:03.500 realize that whatever they were about to say was not going to be a real answer I could see that

00:46:08.220 not only did they not have an answer I was asking questions they had never even thought of before

00:46:12.380 as I left for college I began to read everything I could find the religion and philosophy section

00:46:17.640 at the bookstore along with the early internet was my jam i was a weirdo sitting in the hallways

00:46:24.060 uh hallway hours before class even started reading the dhammapada the tibetan book of living and

00:46:33.000 dying is that the same thing as the tibetan book of the dead i don't know uh she's in the chat but

00:46:38.880 she's not gonna say anything yeah yeah come on atma you said i think it is a girl refused to

00:46:43.440 Well, we might have refused to.

00:46:45.280 When did we refuse to?

00:46:46.600 I kind of remember that.

00:46:47.960 Maybe because it was long. 0.99

00:46:48.780 Well, I mean, how many pages is this shit? 0.99

00:46:50.140 13. 0.99

00:46:50.680 There's 13 pages.

00:46:51.400 But the thing is, though,

00:46:52.160 Atma has become a very interesting character to me.

00:46:55.840 The androgynous behavior of Atma.

00:46:58.380 Yes.

00:46:59.540 The comments on Twitter.

00:47:00.580 Girl and boy simultaneously.

00:47:03.160 The multi-gendered Atma has earned this reading.

00:47:12.740 take my shoe off take uh uh pride no take take uh joy enjoy the reading atma jude jiddu

00:47:24.040 krishnamurti alan watts the bhagavad gita absolutely anything i can get my hands on

00:47:31.980 then going back to my apartment and learning as much as i could about jesus the mighty name of

00:47:36.940 jesus um his teaching in the bible i need to be able to pull up that that little ostrich whenever 1.00

00:47:42.460 just have him dance in the corner i gotta go to a black church who knows maybe i go to a black 0.99

00:47:47.300 church and i'll be like oh shit my dad asked he was like is david coming back to the church and 0.99

00:47:51.200 i was like yeah i'll come back i'll come back he's like i haven't seen him in two weeks is he okay is 1.00

00:47:56.220 he sick is he sick i said he's gassy i'm sick of this shit i'm sick of this missing shit i'm sick 1.00

00:48:01.860 of this church repeat after me ass shit i get it you know and my dad was like he's not that like 1.00

00:48:09.340 i know it's wearing on me a little too he's not gonna lie he's not pastor rick that's not that's 0.99

00:48:17.480 not fair either no it's not fair i know it's not fair but you guys like my shoe how do you like

00:48:22.700 that whatever that's where it stays um so so anything i can learn about jesus his teachings

00:48:30.680 in the bible the apocryphal books other texts of dubious origin anything i could pull up online

00:48:36.140 and reference with my Bible.

00:48:38.440 Also, not surprisingly, I have been

00:48:39.860 balls deep. Wait a second. Balls? 1.00

00:48:42.240 In conspiracy theories. See what I'm saying?

00:48:44.020 This is crazy. No, I'm just very confused

00:48:46.240 by it. Atma. Atma, they, them.

00:48:48.320 And they'll never answer the question.

00:48:49.980 No. Atma fit.

00:48:51.960 I think if we go through this, we're going to find out

00:48:54.240 once and for all. Atma fit.

00:48:56.280 Chuck says, Chuck. That's a funny one.

00:48:57.920 Oh, I see what you mean. Chuck. Yeah.

00:49:01.180 But also, not surprisingly, I've been balls deep

00:49:03.860 in conspiracy theories in the early days of the internet

00:49:05.740 was basically fully blown retarded schizo by this point that was about 2004 2006 i keep coming back 0.93

00:49:12.480 to the inescapable confusion conclusion rather of vegetarianism are you fucking kidding me ever 0.99

00:49:19.840 all the crazy shit you learn and you're like it's all vegetarianism is i think i need to be 0.98

00:49:24.840 vegetarian and i'm not happy about it can we take a quick break about what i did today i guess so 0.99

00:49:29.760 what i did yesterday let's go ahead i'm gonna put a thing right there and oh what are we doing are

00:49:34.400 glitching and pausing? Yeah, we glitching and pausing.

00:49:36.600 Oh, shit. Oh, no. 1.00

00:49:38.480 We back, baby. We back.

00:49:40.480 Alright. Hopefully that doesn't fucking 0.98

00:49:42.360 happen again. Shit. 1.00

00:49:45.080 I might have... 1.00

00:49:46.500 Oh, fuck. Yeah, let me just take that camera off. 1.00

00:49:48.400 Why does it keep happening? I don't know. That camera's...

00:49:50.600 Oh, it was back now. Oh, shit. 1.00

00:49:52.600 Now the whole thing is down. 0.99

00:49:54.580 Guys, are you seeing us

00:49:56.640 and hearing us? Is everything okay?

00:49:58.220 Can y'all see us? Don't press that.

00:50:00.560 That didn't work. Why is there a crossfade?

00:50:02.560 i don't know because i'm pressing it this is bad stop pressing all the buttons we're having a lot

00:50:07.820 of tech issues lately i know the demons this the demons all right we'll fix that right now all 0.90

00:50:13.220 right turn that shit fart david chuck from guam that's not helpful say a thing that indicates 0.90

00:50:18.840 whether or not you guys can see us all right the other holly just gave us a thumbs up still 0.99

00:50:23.060 reserve says you keep pushing buttons qui-gon says yes okay what were you gonna say you're

00:50:28.980 to say something i just tweeted randomly at uh at uh tucker carlson's brother oh yeah just for

00:50:36.340 no reason i was just like hey our friend uh owen benjamin wrote a book and i think you should tell

00:50:43.060 your brother about it right and he goes dm me i was like no fucking way so i dm'd him i set up a 0.97

00:50:52.200 little like a chat between him and owen and he's like here's my phone number here's my email that's

00:50:58.860 crazy uh let's get this started up and i'm gonna call him right now you're calling you know who

00:51:04.440 you know who else's phone number i got who's that i got the guy from blurry creatures no way oh wait

00:51:10.000 i do know that yeah i do know that let's call him right now i got it i don't think we should that's

00:51:15.300 not nice should we call him on the show we call the blurry creatures guys right now how funny

00:51:21.420 would that be what if we just what if we just uh called him and then we breathed heavily and then

00:51:26.280 we said nephilim death squad and then we hung up how funny would that be that would be the 0.95

00:51:32.460 funniest shit ever i don't know why we got these numbers but whatever it's very cool hopefully uh 0.96

00:51:36.720 so i mean literally owen is like one step away from talking to tucker and setting up a show 0.99

00:51:43.280 which would be a fucking banger show yeah that'd be crazy that would be crazy that would actually 0.94

00:51:47.820 be i would watch it i mean definitely watch a tucker show at that point yeah i mean tucker 0.98

00:51:52.420 has some good shows he has some good guests but i feel like that's like right up his alley that's

00:51:56.220 crazy as hell it's crazy it was crazy and i was like let me just try that chat is this real chat

00:52:00.680 is this real life and then it just happened all right let's keep reading all right i can't believe

00:52:05.360 our fifth camera's not working what happened i don't know dog i don't know fine it's a sad day

00:52:11.000 go ahead no you you read it oh i was oh that's right i was reading the idea of not eating meat

00:52:16.620 seems impossible but i can't escape that i'm beginning to believe jesus taught that i'm

00:52:20.900 expecting the presence of god again i'm experiencing the presence of god again as i

00:52:26.900 knew it as a youth in church except this time it's worship and devotion curtains curtains 0.90

00:52:35.140 curtains curtains centered around krishna what the fuck is atma saying i keep trying to lawyer 0.94

00:52:43.600 my way out of this but the more i read the more i realize i'm seeing parallels between the 0.84

00:52:47.240 teachings of krishna and the historical nazarene izin jesus i begin to get convicted that god did

00:52:56.180 not intend for me to eat the animals and this is unjustified violence finally i gave it up

00:53:01.760 it's only hard for about a year after the first year there has been a change in my taste and to

00:53:07.580 this day it has no appeal it looks gross it smells gross and my stomach turns to think of eating it

00:53:14.180 something happens with woman when they get convicted is it woman woman they just stopped 1.00

00:53:18.760 eating meat her kate there's another one oh yeah well that the other one was a witch uh yeah that's 0.99

00:53:25.740 right yeah yeah i guess they can go one of two ways based away right well i see no the videos

00:53:32.300 and i get upset like i didn't like the videos in the factory farms where they're kicking the cows 0.98

00:53:35.520 yeah really didn't like that shit cows are delicious though um just as an aside which way 0.99

00:53:41.660 western woman right woman woman women whatever life continues oh this is stagnation 2018 to 0.99

00:53:49.420 2014 uh life continues i don't really have many friends wonder why one or two

00:53:53.800 at most at any given time they're not bad friends but i do fall at this point into normal

00:54:00.780 trifecta of alcohol cigarettes and weed sick of weed uh it creates sort of a numbing effect on

00:54:06.620 my previous fervent search for god and i grow complacent this feels good this feels good man

00:54:12.220 it feels good uh because atma is atma is a kind of atma is a kind of a girl or guy that like online

00:54:18.900 when you're interacting or guy i'm like damn i don't know if this person's being sarcastic with 0.50

00:54:23.500 me if they throw in daggers right because they're very funny well sometimes atma has a really great

00:54:29.280 sense of humor which makes me feel like it's not a girl right that's the problem yeah yeah and also 0.99

00:54:33.720 I'm like, and then I'm like, damn, they're outwitting 0.97

00:54:35.800 me a little bit. Yeah. Which is not 0.99

00:54:37.940 I don't think that's a girl. I don't think Atma's a girl.

00:54:39.960 I think I've come down off that ledge. But you

00:54:41.920 know what, though? This feels good because this is a one

00:54:43.960 way street. Oh, yeah. Where we just get to look

00:54:45.920 into the life of Atma. Stomp.

00:54:47.700 And say, look at you, Atma, you stupid vegetarian 1.00

00:54:49.920 bitch. Hey, might 1.00

00:54:51.880 be a guy.

00:54:54.000 Man, show some respect.

00:54:56.900 Show some respect.

00:54:57.840 It might be a guy.

00:54:59.020 Alright, alright, alright. Keep reading. Let's go.

00:55:00.740 after a few years have passed i am unsure how i have theories but a disc herniation begins to

00:55:08.160 develop at the bottom of my spine that is a male that's a man thing that's a man thing yeah 0.98

00:55:12.580 women don't be having herniated dicks no they women get uh what's that called 1.00

00:55:17.460 spina bifida vaginal bifida 1.00

00:55:21.260 no what do they get uh sciatica oh yeah my sciatica yes that's true yeah yeah see and

00:55:29.620 then again with the mixed signals yeah very confusing guys don't send hearts no except for 0.67

00:55:35.300 gay guys at my all right let's keep reading i feel like we're gonna get to the bottom i got a 0.99

00:55:41.560 bifida the doctor said i will need surgery but from what i researched it seems people who have

00:55:45.940 surgery and people who do physical therapy end up more or less the same after about two years i would

00:55:51.180 definitely go through the physical therapy route like an inversion table that kind of a deal before

00:55:56.100 you go to surgery and they start fusing dicks on you yeah um i suggest the physical therapy route 0.99

00:56:02.760 because fuck cutting my back open that seems really dumb agreed the doctor obviously disappointed 1.00

00:56:07.520 that i just fucked up his payday agrees to recommend me to a physical therapy uh and i 0.99

00:56:12.000 take it seriously super seriously during this time i'm doing a stretch for my back that involves 0.95

00:56:18.280 Prostrating on my belly

00:56:20.440 Prostrating

00:56:21.240 Not prostrating

00:56:23.140 If it's prostrating

00:56:25.240 I was like what's going on here

00:56:27.420 Prostrating on my belly 0.98

00:56:30.600 Do girls have a prostate 1.00

00:56:32.300 I don't know but I used to think a prostate was your dick 1.00

00:56:34.700 So when I heard that when you get older 1.00

00:56:36.380 You get an enlarged prostate

00:56:37.560 I was like sounds cool man 0.97

00:56:39.060 Do girls have prostates 1.00

00:56:40.720 Do girls got prostates 1.00

00:56:43.800 Girls be having prostates 1.00

00:56:45.160 To chat GBT

00:56:48.280 go ahead chat gpt let us know it's not going to answer me i really thought uh a prostate was 0.99

00:56:54.380 a fat dick though like you got an enlarged prostate i'm like damn no that's that that's 0.99

00:56:59.220 definitely not all right keep keep i didn't understand i was like why is it a bad thing 1.00

00:57:02.140 if you get fat dick as you get older um lifting my torso up to move the extruded disc material 0.99

00:57:09.400 back into the vertebrae where it belongs no women do not have prostate glands in the same 1.00

00:57:14.300 form that men do glands uh female prostates the skein's gland they got that skein skein see that's 1.00

00:57:21.140 crazy though because even now i didn't like i came i crossed the line where i was like okay 0.98

00:57:26.060 prostate's not a dick but i assumed it was a tube all right so here's the difference go ahead 0.98

00:57:30.560 the skein gland skein they sit around the urethra wherever that's at uh oh that's in the piss area 1.00

00:57:37.140 but the man's one is it surrounds the urethra hell yeah dude i don't know where any of these

00:57:42.380 things keep reading this doesn't matter at all it doesn't matter i'm doing about this about 15

00:57:47.120 times every waking hour of every day damn a few months in i noticed that i'm suddenly repeatedly

00:57:53.280 bowing in front of two pictures i haven't looked at in a long time one is krishna the other is 0.98

00:58:01.380 jesus side by side what are you talking about uh because uh she she's he's he god damn it man what 0.88

00:58:08.740 are you they are uh prostrating their back on they're prostrating on their belly so it's like 0.86

00:58:14.900 downward dog right where they're just putting their belly so they're kind of like bowing down

00:58:18.820 and stretching but oh they didn't realize that they was doing that in front of these pictures

00:58:22.940 front of these pictures which one harry krishna or in the mighty name of jesus i have immediate

00:58:31.120 i immediately had this revelation that this pain is a reminder from god and an answer to a long

00:58:35.880 ago prayer to never let me walk away and if i try to walk away then pull me back interesting okay

00:58:41.320 i realize i have been pulled back and i weep in gratitude and ask for forgiveness for falling away

00:58:46.740 determination 2014 to 2015 my faith restored i have a lot of time on walks a part of this

00:58:56.040 necessary physical therapy to contemplate my next move i begin regularly fasting praying and

00:59:01.880 meditating and get back into reading the various holy texts i have acquired throughout the years

00:59:06.760 listening to praise and worship music and the like is atma indian because atma do sound like

00:59:13.280 indian atma brahma at me atma you smell you smell you smell bad atma you cook with spices you smell 1.00

00:59:22.140 bad atma i mean this they would argue that it smells good you poopies in the street oh that's 0.55

00:59:27.800 not that's not a good thing atma atma how you feel about cows atma all right um where the

00:59:37.540 hell was i i decided that secondhand knowledge isn't enough and i needed to drink the seed to

00:59:43.540 retain the knowledge i made that last part up could be guy or girl we still don't know i want

00:59:48.580 to experience firsthand perhaps i'm a bit of a doubting thomas for that but i come by it honestly

00:59:55.000 i dive harder into meditation using a posture called shavasana god bless you 0.98

01:00:02.460 but that's just a fancy way of saying lying on your back why the fuck you ain't say lying on 0.98

01:00:07.540 your back then you see look look look look yeah they say i could be a doubting thomas 1.00

01:00:12.160 so it's like male but also the infatuation with indian shit yeah women women women and also lying 0.99

01:00:19.160 on your back woman woman because you know how they do they always want to get the picture the 1.00

01:00:23.860 tattoo of the hand with the eye in the palm 100 they love doing that they love getting white 0.99

01:00:28.300 bitches love getting a picture a tattoo of an elephant yeah with the indian headdress on it 1.00

01:00:33.380 you know you got one of those that i know atma got a couple of them look they in the chat they 0.97

01:00:37.520 not say nothing i like letting you struggle atma struggle that sounds also like woman behavior 0.99

01:00:43.560 where you could just clarify a thing or maybe you're just a bitch oh emma where's nancy where 1.00

01:00:50.180 is nancy somebody wake her up fucking bitch uh also at this time the pain is still intense from 1.00

01:00:56.020 the herniated disc and rather than get addicted to opioids i decided that whiskey that is not a 0.99

01:01:01.240 woman drink woman don't like isky whiskey yeah was a better way to get to sleep a couple of years 0.99

01:01:09.660 into this my tolerance was getting high and i was getting convinced again okay convicted again

01:01:14.720 because i'm pretty sure that's not how god wanted me to handle this yep yep yep one night i say 0.99

01:01:19.320 fuck it I'm just gonna lay here in pain 0.99

01:01:21.240 and if I sleep I sleep and if I don't I don't 1.00

01:01:23.560 that's a male character that also is

01:01:25.560 yeah the interesting parts

01:01:27.560 I think this whole thing's been interesting

01:01:29.020 fascinating okay Panda Fly

01:01:31.440 likes whiskey well Panda Fly you a real 0.95

01:01:33.360 nigga yeah it's the I don't like 1.00

01:01:35.280 whiskey I like whiskey I drink

01:01:37.340 almost exclusively whiskey I don't like vodka

01:01:39.480 he just drinks the hell out of whiskey

01:01:41.140 I like a tequila once in a

01:01:43.340 while um

01:01:44.960 I like a cab and a whiskey those are my

01:01:47.360 go to i have a dry cab and a whiskey i don't be drinking and i like a scotch sometimes if i'm

01:01:53.880 feeling fancy and i want to drink a campfire i experienced something i've decided to call

01:01:58.500 the long night of a thousand dreams this sounds very exhausting too it does sound indian yeah 1.00

01:02:05.020 what are you at what are you that's how indians do while lying on my back my whole body begins 0.86

01:02:13.080 to go numb how do you feel about indians listening to this show is that okay i don't know i feel like

01:02:18.900 when we set out to do a thing we didn't include indians in that yeah i think we man i got a

01:02:24.880 picture let me see let me see if i can show you a picture yeah whiskey is is technically uh i think

01:02:30.240 it's keto i mean like it's not keto but it doesn't put you into ketosis yeah we got we got a picture

01:02:38.200 of like our ideal demographic yeah uh i'm probably not gonna be able to find it but sam tripoli

01:02:44.760 posted it not too long ago you reposted and i was like this is the dude i like i like the way

01:02:49.940 that brooke webb has discovered this lie i am a booze hag and i love whiskey and i have a vag

01:02:56.160 what calm down hennessy cucker tarlson says hennessy but but you know what's funny the

01:03:07.180 local liquor store hennessy is behind a glass lock i wonder why i can't find this picture but

01:03:12.780 when i started doing the show i thought that i'd be aiming it at uh white christian men with beards

01:03:20.120 yeah there's a time when that certainly was the case yeah and then we got into woman woman 1.00

01:03:25.480 whatever yeah now it's indian woman and now i feel like it's gone too far yeah i do like hennessy a 0.95

01:03:32.020 little bit okay atma says i am an indian man but not the street shitting kind the scalping 1.00

01:03:38.200 motherfucker kind no stop it no you're not that's admitting to that's murder it's illegal lie it's 1.00

01:03:45.100 just a lie you're not that type of indian anyway don't do that it happens so slowly and i don't 1.00

01:03:49.700 realize it at first until suddenly i noticed there's no pain okay whoa instead of pain there's

01:03:55.980 this intense buzzing sensation all right i read a lot about this at this point about i read a lot 0.99

01:04:01.160 about astral travel lucid dream oh shit you such a this is also girls girl shit uh girl love girl 0.99

01:04:08.260 love astral projecting they'd be loving astral projecting yeah tattoos uh indian shit come on 1.00

01:04:15.340 man prostrating i don't know etc i recognize this buzzing sensation as something i've read about 0.94

01:04:22.460 before so i start to employ various techniques to lift my spirit body out of my out of the physical

01:04:28.040 girl i discovered that the two are almost magnetically held together interesting i can

01:04:35.300 feel a sensation of separation like pulling my arm or leg out of my bodily arm and leg whoa

01:04:40.400 that's interesting like like you're shedding your skin huh but i can only sustain about one or two

01:04:45.480 limbs at a time before they get pulled back down weak yeah probably girl probably girl if you were 0.91

01:04:51.960 doing squats and lifting weights and shit you probably could done it yeah you can lift your 1.00

01:04:55.940 spirit body out of your regular body it's real easy yeah yeah maybe get your husband stupid baby 1.00

01:05:00.200 yeah you bet your husband could do it after an unknown amount of time i get the idea that perhaps 0.99

01:05:04.200 instead of lifting or rising or any of the things i read about i should try rocking left and right

01:05:10.260 left and right left and right building momentum each time and then suddenly almost as if i'm 0.94

01:05:14.600 trying to surprise myself i rock to the right hard one time and roll out of the physical body damn 0.53

01:05:22.140 I must suppress the silly notion that I'm going to roll out of bed, knowing my physical body isn't moving, but the rest of the sensation matches, and I indeed roll off the bed and come to a stand beside it.

01:05:34.220 Okay.

01:05:34.700 I have no visual input and recognize that my brain is still receiving visual input from my closed eyes on the bed, though I, me, am clearly standing beside it.

01:05:46.200 Undisturbed and relying on some limited earlier life experience in this matter that I skipped over for brevity's sake.

01:05:52.140 i know that all i need to do is walk through the wall and get some distance from my body and the

01:05:58.240 visual sensors will switch on that's a wild thing to know yeah atma that is yes but i understand

01:06:08.020 the inclination of why you'd think that that was a nasty burp it was like

01:06:13.720 that was like uh you got a foam burp you had one of those foam burps like yeah

01:06:20.560 that was scary uh sure enough they do and i'm immediately in a lucid dream yeah i spent a good

01:06:27.620 amount of time here amazed as uh amazed at first as if as it's the most lucid i've ever been in

01:06:34.160 any dream and prior to any lucid dream we're nothing compared to this well hold up before

01:06:39.480 we go any further where is that nothing compared to this okay i want to start taking votes because

01:06:43.560 i have a feeling by the end of this we're going to know if atma's a girl or a boy and keisha said

01:06:47.700 for sure a girl because boys can't spell brevity uh that's keisha black name keisha 1.00

01:06:51.660 so so let's start taking uh i want to see g's in the chat for girl and then uh b's in the chat for 0.76

01:06:59.060 boy yeah and i want let's start figuring i i'm going honestly i think i'm going for boy i think

01:07:04.300 i'm saying boy yeah yeah all right let's just write it here so we have it written yeah i'm

01:07:08.100 gonna write down a b i'm gonna have a b and i'll try to take a oh wow we got gg tranny 0.96

01:07:13.520 no t you can't say t not an z man oh my god okay guys wow it's pretty split actually the rules

01:07:22.380 yeah yeah yeah they think you're an android uh definitely an n definitely dark a darky uh oh 0.98

01:07:30.160 yeah yeah definitely brown well no no no no because i think both of the people that i saw

01:07:35.340 that could be atma were not brown you saw a boy and a girl yeah and you don't know which one was

01:07:44.180 atma this is crazy were they brown they was white but but okay all right go on sure enough they do

01:07:53.800 i leave a lucid dream boom okay i am in i have full control of the dream yes of my movement

01:07:59.800 therein in my entire conscious mind is with me in the mighty name of jesus my name of jesus uh

01:08:06.820 or distracted though uh or distracted though sort of forgetting my determination to be shown

01:08:14.140 something meaningful something to confirm my faith something to let me know where i am and

01:08:20.060 what i should be doing something from god this first lucid dream lasts what seems to be several

01:08:26.120 hours tired i decided to return to my body as it's probably morning by now i can see the clock

01:08:32.580 barely opening my eyes and i realize it's not even midnight yet ah so you're experiencing time

01:08:39.480 dilation or lost time but in a strange way so i decided to fall back into meditation and whereas

01:08:46.080 i might normally take 30 to 45 minutes to reach this buzzing state if at all within seconds it's

01:08:51.120 back knowing what to do i go right back into the rocking method and roll out walk through the wall

01:08:56.960 again another lucid dream except this time i remember why i'm here and pray the whole time

01:09:02.700 to be shown something meaningful it lasts longer than the first no clear no real clear message

01:09:09.160 just a very lucid dream despite lasting longer than the first dream which seemed to last several

01:09:15.160 hours it still isn't midnight in fact it's been less than 10 minutes since i woke up from the

01:09:19.840 first one that's crazy yeah that is crazy probably exhausted if you do this all night it does sound

01:09:26.400 tiring yeah um i don't have the memory capacity nor does this does this show have the time for

01:09:32.360 me to narrate every lucid dream that occurred in this same time pattern amen atma thank god

01:09:38.280 you know what what's this mean i follow this person on there and let's just say uh

01:09:44.240 no Elohim

01:09:46.540 that's wood

01:09:47.600 you're just throwing confusion

01:09:52.100 on the table Elohim's just spreading

01:09:54.200 confusion that they have wood or that

01:09:56.240 you would oh that could go either way 0.70

01:09:58.240 right they have either erection 0.99

01:09:59.960 how do I find this person at 0.96

01:10:02.100 Brahma

01:10:04.480 right on I mean I guess

01:10:06.100 that's how you would do it yeah let's just dox

01:10:07.980 their Instagram yeah I don't know

01:10:10.180 if this is right Keisha

01:10:11.720 Black Keisha says I have the buzzing 0.99

01:10:13.980 too while trying to go to sleep it's called neuropathy it's very hard to tell there's a guy

01:10:19.540 and there's a girl on here unbelievable a lot of other weird esoteric shit uh definitely atma's page 0.81

01:10:25.240 yeah um followed by chuck chuck all right we'll keep reading very confusing again because there

01:10:35.000 is a guy and there is a girl in both of these pictures but they're not brown no they white

01:10:40.040 oh they white oh they white oh they white in the mighty name of jesus they white there's a spider 0.92

01:10:46.440 there's a finger all these pictures are blurry what's up with that i don't know they got a

01:10:51.800 shitty phone um i don't have the memory capacity nor does the show have the time to narrate

01:10:57.580 suffice to say suffice to say i would spend longer each time and uh wait to find out it

01:11:06.280 have been eight minutes or 15 minutes or 35 minutes, et cetera. Eventually confident that

01:11:10.700 no matter how long I stayed, it would only be a few minutes. I decided to stop intentionally

01:11:14.860 waking myself up. Hours and hours passed in the dream. It felt like perhaps even days or weeks,

01:11:21.640 perhaps, perhaps. And it ended up being a little over an hour on this material plane.

01:11:26.320 Two instances from this night stick out. In probably 80 to 90% of the dreams, I was in some

01:11:32.860 sort of dream some sort of hub realm it appeared to me like a giant futuristic shopping mall a

01:11:39.600 liminal space right oh the mall the mall is a liminal space shopping mall space station suspended

01:11:45.900 in outer space that's interesting i've heard about this was there black people fight in there 0.58

01:11:50.280 oh no black people aren't allowed to the not the spiritual mall the space spiritual mall no

01:11:55.240 there were millions of people bustling this way and that way and every store once entered would 0.95

01:12:00.240 result in a dream experience as represented

01:12:02.340 by the iconography of the store itself.

01:12:04.280 That's cool. Kind of reminds

01:12:06.220 me of like a Wreck-It

01:12:08.280 Ralph or something like that when they go into the subconscious

01:12:10.360 of the internet. I remember that.

01:12:12.980 That's actually where

01:12:14.200 they get probably a good set of air from. 1.00

01:12:16.860 Yeah, fuck you, Timothy Albarino. 0.99

01:12:18.440 That is kind of like a... Well, define the 1.00

01:12:20.220 spiritual mole in space. The spiritual realm

01:12:22.300 is like the mole, but it's like the

01:12:24.200 internet in a way too. Very interesting

01:12:26.420 idea. Ban Q? 0.91

01:12:28.760 Q's in here?

01:12:29.400 why what's he doing now nasty q's nasty he does nasty things he says give us a reason why 0.69

01:12:35.780 no i'm not gonna fine i'm sort of checking them out at random uh wondering where the message that

01:12:41.680 i'm looking for is the long night of a thousand dreams is a sort of hyperbolic if i were to

01:12:47.940 attempt a real estimate i'd say i probably did this about 30 times at night all of them after

01:12:52.560 the first two or three seeming to last for days from my point of view that's crazy eventually

01:12:58.200 though i'm growing bored honestly i feel like i'm not getting any message and i just wanted the

01:13:02.940 alarm clock to go off i know that no matter how long i stay if i intentionally return to check

01:13:08.080 the time it'll probably be 10 minutes later or something so i don't even bother but that seems 0.95

01:13:11.840 like it sucks it seems like if you come back and you like okay i just want to have regular ass sleep 1.00

01:13:16.800 now you can't i think she can but she keeps rocking out of her body yeah she damn it man 1.00

01:13:22.580 lady this is annoying 1.00

01:13:24.880 maybe we should

01:13:27.220 just stop reading their story until they tell us

01:13:29.220 no we're gonna we're gonna discover

01:13:31.220 it we're gonna have confirmation 1.00

01:13:33.380 he'll be like i had a dream about my pussy 1.00

01:13:37.520 no it's nasty don't say that i begin to enter 1.00

01:13:41.320 stores yeah top's getting

01:13:43.480 nervous about banning q because we already banned q

01:13:45.560 i banned q q can't be banned 1.00

01:13:47.700 he's omnipresent

01:13:48.920 just keeps coming back and giving us money 1.00

01:13:51.360 okay i guess um no it's fine me and q are fine it's a bitch he just does nasty things he says 1.00

01:14:00.540 nasty things what do you say to what do you say to you scott probably talking about nasty things 0.99

01:14:04.240 yeah i begin to enter stores and play out dreams just to pass the time when i enter a dream there's

01:14:09.420 always some narrative that emerges some characters sleepy you getting sleepy yeah this is boring

01:14:15.340 who need or want me to do something and i'm fully aware that i'm dreaming oh that sounds

01:14:21.220 a lot like nancy's experience they have like jobs for you and missions yeah yeah and it's full of 0.97

01:14:26.400 people and in full possession of my normal waking mind i simply begin to say fuck it uh sure i'll 0.75

01:14:33.660 play along and go about helping these dream characters saving the day rescuing the baby 0.98

01:14:39.040 bouncing the baby in my arms singing saying in the mighty name of jesus in a haunted house 0.99

01:14:43.500 stopping the bad guy etc whatever the dream is i'll just say fuck this is this is what happened 0.99

01:14:48.240 to you um you were caught in a narrative uh well i mean yeah it definitely felt like i was caught 0.99

01:14:55.600 in a narrative there was some lady that was accompanying me too and we were like

01:14:59.280 rushedly uh which could be a fake word you know going to that room in that old house

01:15:05.820 rushedly that's a good one i like that one um yeah there is there is like a narrative playing

01:15:14.220 out i would say that yeah they wanted you to do something and you were just like you ever play a

01:15:18.880 video game and you're like i don't i played a video missions i hate side missions hold on i

01:15:23.060 gotta find this one out it was an egg dude from it was on sega genesis egg dude on sega genesis

01:15:28.620 he was dressed like indiana jones nobody remembers this game no i remember here it is really yeah

01:15:35.520 bring this up i'm pretty good with sega genesis games all right hold on let's open the image in

01:15:39.560 a new tab, and we'll just

01:15:41.600 go ahead and check this guy out.

01:15:43.400 This dude here, yeah.

01:15:45.500 Dizzy? I've actually never seen

01:15:47.580 that in my life. What's his bag about?

01:15:49.840 Fucking, I don't know. 1.00

01:15:51.360 You know why? Because I couldn't figure out 1.00

01:15:53.780 how to do the thing.

01:15:55.320 I couldn't figure out how to get past the first level.

01:15:57.100 Show me some gameplay images.

01:15:59.540 92% satellite T. I don't know

01:16:01.420 what this means. Fantastic Dizzy.

01:16:03.520 I've never heard of this. Yeah, yeah.

01:16:05.140 It was a game. Maybe I just...

01:16:07.120 There's no way I made it up. Here it is.

01:16:09.560 I don't know if you could even understand

01:16:11.460 what you're looking at here, but...

01:16:13.160 I mean, it's just like a platformer.

01:16:14.480 Yeah, you got spiders.

01:16:15.880 You got to collect that star up there.

01:16:17.940 Yeah, but, like, you couldn't...

01:16:19.020 It was like a side-scroller,

01:16:20.460 but, like, I couldn't get past the first level 0.97

01:16:22.080 because I didn't know what the fuck to do. 0.97

01:16:23.720 Ah, yeah, yeah. 0.98

01:16:24.600 Sometimes that happens.

01:16:26.040 Yeah, and I was like, this is a... 1.00

01:16:27.380 Maybe I'm an idiot, 1.00

01:16:28.200 or maybe this is a poorly made game. 1.00

01:16:29.880 Well, that's often the case,

01:16:30.880 especially back in the day,

01:16:31.820 Super Nintendo, Sega Genesis.

01:16:33.420 Like, yeah.

01:16:34.360 Yeah, they just made a game,

01:16:35.900 and there was, like, when I was dead broke,

01:16:37.300 man, I couldn't picture this. 0.95

01:16:38.300 there's no there's no manual there's no online shit i'm like what do i do there's no help no 0.81

01:16:42.740 help to be had level one i didn't understand the premise of the game none none of it is what it is 0.53

01:16:48.760 got the batman forever game on genesis couldn't figure out the first level either yeah yeah there

01:16:52.880 was a couple games that that did that to me the michael j there was a michael jackson michael

01:16:56.340 jackson game yeah that shit that it was cool but it was one of those games where i'm like what do 0.84

01:17:00.040 i do now there was um uh i think a jedi game that was very much like that you could play like luke 0.97

01:17:05.960 skywalker and shit it was unbelievably hard super nintendo couldn't get past that at all does 0.75

01:17:10.840 anybody know what it's not that the game was hard it's just it had no reason yeah i don't like when 0.96

01:17:15.520 that happens there's like if there was a thing that i had to get oh ninja turtles that was for

01:17:19.220 the nes though just a regular not that the super one the one where you can go down the tunnels and

01:17:24.080 it was like what's going on what am i supposed to do yeah the fuck am i supposed to do the thing is 0.87

01:17:28.740 it makes a lot of sense to the guy who developed it yeah but for the regular person we're like 0.97

01:17:32.940 not intuitive thank you panda fly yes that's the word not intuitive you alcoholic i could see a lot

01:17:38.840 of these dreams being not intuitive yeah like your dream was not intuitive well i don't know

01:17:43.260 what i was thinking you had to do but i had to do something i had to lock in and figure out what i

01:17:47.440 was trying to say lock in baby yeah instead i was just saying in the mighty name of jesus i think i

01:17:51.540 think i didn't get out of it though like i said it maybe like four or five times before i was out

01:17:57.800 of it yeah but these guys developed the whole world for you to do something in and instead you

01:18:02.080 kind of like it's weird too because they developed my old house and that just happened to my wife

01:18:07.880 not my wife not long ago uh remember i was telling a story and she said that you know there was like

01:18:12.420 some screwed up version of my son but were you you weren't scared though you were just confused

01:18:16.640 was i scared i was i i recognized that something was trying to make me scared oh and i was like

01:18:22.200 stressed not so much scared uh but stressed out and because you knew that you were yeah you you

01:18:29.200 knew they were putting you there i i don't know what the hell i knew it was just it was it was

01:18:32.320 it was frustrating y'all like my haircut y'all ready for this all right when i enter a dream 0.99

01:18:37.480 there's always a some narrative that emerges some characters blah blah blah fuck it i'll play along 0.91

01:18:41.940 so he goes about she goes i don't know they go about helping people whatever the dream is just 1.00

01:18:45.900 they fuck it play along because at this point i don't know what else to really do i love that 0.97

01:18:49.240 attitude and this is why i like atma what's i'm saying doesn't seem like she could just go to or 0.99

01:18:53.080 he could just go to sleep it doesn't seem like this person can go to sleep it seems like they're

01:18:57.060 just stuck here now they keep going back i think they keep going back at my is this like do you

01:19:01.260 keep going back or clarification clarification at my in the chat are you stuck every time you go to 0.96

01:19:06.880 sleep you go to this shit realm where you have to act out a thing or are you capable of just regular 0.96

01:19:11.320 sleepy times yeah what's the deal what's the dealio chuck says mj blue boys who who did it uh michael 0.97

01:19:21.160 jack yeah never get to use that i know i gotta put that one on the physical drop it's that 0.99

01:19:26.980 that or awake okay yeah yeah yeah so atma says it is that or awake oh that sucks ass so yeah play 0.98

01:19:33.700 yeah what are you gonna do yeah play or you stay awake and look at shrek shrek god at least gave 0.99

01:19:40.640 me this experience to fully convince me that i am not the body that the soul is real and maybe

01:19:45.160 that's all he wanted me to know and also stop doing that cut it out the dark dream uh-oh

01:19:50.700 the dark dream until the dark dream

01:19:52.980 Atmos says the n-word a lot

01:19:54.860 it's in their name

01:19:57.180 I find that a lot of girls 1.00

01:19:59.160 do like the n-word though well

01:20:00.700 but guys really love it pain go bye bye

01:20:03.140 in sleep realm

01:20:03.780 I see so yeah you're able to

01:20:06.920 like you'd almost prefer to operate

01:20:09.240 chronic pain is also a female

01:20:11.240 disposition though it is

01:20:13.160 like oh my back

01:20:14.500 hurts but chronic pain is also

01:20:17.200 a male disposition we don't complain

01:20:19.100 anything about it we just go to sleep my mom was telling me about her pain and i'm just like

01:20:23.000 i just got pain too yeah i got pain i don't think about it my my remaining testicle hurts right now

01:20:29.140 sorry that's very funny i've actually been thinking about that for the past few minutes

01:20:34.780 like why is this hurting i think it's just these shorts are a little tight

01:20:37.680 constricting it and uh but you didn't hear me the only reason i said anything about it is because

01:20:46.500 we were talking about pain i otherwise would have kept it to myself but now we're talking about

01:20:50.020 dreams and dark dreams that sucks all right it is what it is though man you know what life is pain 0.52

01:20:54.440 panda fly says my dreams are pain god bro what my waking life is pain all right

01:21:01.920 most of the beginning of the plot of the dark realm is mixed and blurred with all the others

01:21:06.920 from that night but i do recall a dark look to the eyes and faces of the female character i was 0.97

01:21:12.180 helping in that dream have you ever tried astral projection for your testicle no oh yeah in a pool 0.91

01:21:19.360 in the in the in the bathtub they float i don't think that's what yeah i don't think that's what 0.93

01:21:27.480 um is that what you're talking about no oh no dude like leaving your body but just for your

01:21:34.700 test not does your nut float in the bathtub all right how have you tried it atma this is your

01:21:40.760 question she'll answer okay um i didn't keep it in the jar because they didn't give it back to me

01:21:47.520 at one point at what at one point she takes me to her house and brings me to a doorway that leads 0.98

01:21:52.640 down some dingy yellow steps and nasty ass musty looking cellar stinky ass i do not like the looks 0.99

01:21:59.680 of this but the smell is similar to my house yeah you got a stinky ass house atma what the 1.00

01:22:04.660 fuck yeah it's gross nor do i like how she reacts to my hesitancy i notice her clothes are dirty and 1.00

01:22:10.580 dingy and her eyes are dark and even between the eyes what oh and even between the eyes all around 0.99

01:22:16.640 her temple and her skin is a dark filthy ring nasty oh so like uh she's just dirty ew bro my 1.00

01:22:25.340 Hold on, let me tell you real quick. 0.90

01:22:27.120 There's a kid that I went to school with in seventh grade.

01:22:29.980 Okay.

01:22:30.420 His name was Denny.

01:22:31.760 Like the restaurant.

01:22:33.380 Like the restaurant.

01:22:34.220 Delicious.

01:22:34.920 Big, big kid, Spanish kid named Denny.

01:22:38.600 The back of his neck.

01:22:39.780 Oh, no.

01:22:40.840 You ever meet a kid like that?

01:22:41.460 That could be diabetes.

01:22:43.380 You think so?

01:22:44.060 Yeah, diabetes on fat people make it.

01:22:46.460 But he was so young.

01:22:47.680 Was he fat?

01:22:48.760 Yeah, he was kind of fat. 0.82

01:22:49.680 Okay, you could have diabetes and be a little baby boy.

01:22:52.140 The problem is he wasn't like fat this way.

01:22:54.060 he was big but like yeah but i don't even know if you really have to have uh super fats to be

01:23:00.080 diabetic oh so you think it was like because i used to wonder look uh we'll do this real quick

01:23:05.140 diabetes neck diabetes yeah bro you think this is diabetes neck come on ew bro it's so nasty

01:23:13.700 having to share it right now you know what i'm talking you'll see it you'll go oh yeah that's

01:23:16.560 see on the back it was very much like that yeah yeah i'll pull it up here it's i gotta share

01:23:23.720 okay there you go i wonder got that diabetes neck baby if he scrubbed it uh would it go away 0.89

01:23:30.000 it was like that ew that looks like like uh unwashed butt crack yeah and nasty he was my 0.95

01:23:38.840 friend he did smell a little but yeah because he got diabetes neck he's a wonder like but hey man

01:23:43.340 Like, should I suggest him?

01:23:44.780 Like, you ever try to, like, just some water on that?

01:23:47.180 You ever just wash that thing?

01:23:49.060 Come on, man.

01:23:50.060 You ever thought about just...

01:23:50.760 Oh, God, it gets pretty bad. 0.99

01:23:52.440 I'm looking at some shit right now. 0.99

01:23:54.660 Yeah, dude, it gets bad. 0.99

01:23:56.820 Atma got a neck like that.

01:23:58.120 Atma, you got diabetes neck? 0.98

01:23:59.460 Nasty. 0.97

01:24:00.360 I do not like the look of this place, she says. 0.99

01:24:03.180 He says.

01:24:03.760 Yeah.

01:24:04.240 I notice the clothes are dirty and dingy, and the eyes have, like, the dark.

01:24:07.760 So that's what I'm imagining around the eyes.

01:24:09.720 Yeah.

01:24:09.960 I'm sort of in the mode with all due respect, lady.

01:24:14.060 I'm just playing along with the dreams to kill time.

01:24:17.340 But I'm not aware. 0.99

01:24:18.600 But I'm still aware not to fuck around unless I find out. 0.99

01:24:22.220 And this feels a bit fuck around and find out. 0.99

01:24:25.140 F-A-F-O-E. 1.00

01:24:26.780 Okay.

01:24:27.480 I see what she's saying.

01:24:28.760 He's saying it's just one of these things where you're, yeah, yeah.

01:24:31.840 You're like, I'll play along.

01:24:32.900 And I don't really trust you.

01:24:34.020 I don't like how you're moving.

01:24:35.140 I don't like the way you smell.

01:24:36.280 Yeah.

01:24:36.840 You smell like my house, though.

01:24:38.040 So thanks, but no thanks.

01:24:39.260 i'm done with this one however i don't know how to leave this dream and go back to the mall

01:24:43.940 and i really uh and i don't really want to wake up and see great another 30 minutes so

01:24:48.860 i just kind of stand there and stare down into the cellar not uh not sure what else to do like 0.92

01:24:54.740 you're playing the eggman game yeah you can't make like a light sword no she can't do shit it's a 0.85

01:25:00.100 dream ain't no rules in this oh girls can't make they can't create they can only yeah they can only 1.00

01:25:05.200 imitate uh something like that nancy nancy join the stage nancy say something hold on let's put 0.97

01:25:11.120 where the fuck have you been nancy hi hi all right good nancy we're gonna need you uh we're 0.98

01:25:17.340 gonna need you here we've been debating back and forth uh if if atma's a boy or atma's we're 0.99

01:25:21.780 reading atma story before we go any further nancy is atma a boy or atma a girl don't tell

01:25:25.680 us definitively just tell us uh your opinion uh i heard girl see what i mean don't tell us what

01:25:34.520 you heard tell us what you think yeah you like by observing atma and and his her behavior how

01:25:40.600 they be moving yeah um could go either way all right well we by the end of this you're gonna 0.98

01:25:47.740 have a more have a fucking opinion a passionate she just doesn't she doesn't move by anything 1.00

01:25:53.820 nothing really i know she's just bored everything gets the same hey yeah uh it's fine maybe well 0.99

01:26:00.280 people thought i was a man for a long time oh yeah that is true is that true yeah they did

01:26:08.160 think nancy i thought nancy was a dude too nancy not a boy name nancy i know but nancy

01:26:13.300 be sending too many death videos oh yeah yeah which is kind of like inherently a dude thing

01:26:18.560 it was a dude treat yeah well yeah i guess that kind of is a dude thing all right you like my

01:26:23.500 shoe nancy have a gander at that shoe are you lost him yeah we lost there we go no it's all right

01:26:29.580 that's fine okay all right um oh my gosh just imagine

01:26:38.500 all right all right where were we where were we uh just imagine wait a second yeah

01:26:45.320 just nancy what are you doing what are you doing nancy 0.95

01:26:50.540 nancy all right forget it i can't i can't i know it's ridiculous

01:26:55.400 so much joy i know what was she doing so mysterious 30 minutes later i just kind of

01:27:07.060 stand there and stare down the cellar not sure what else to do yo i decide then to put my hands

01:27:12.240 palms together like i'm praying uh-huh over my heart and pray i've been praying off and on this

01:27:17.660 whole night and in the spirit realm god show me what you want me to see give me a message what am

01:27:23.440 i supposed to do now it's in this mode of focusing on my heart center and praying to jesus see doing 1.00

01:27:30.300 some chakra ass shit though that's woman stuff this is crazy it's female shit goes back and 1.00

01:27:34.840 forth back and forth but it's also indian shit i don't understand the female shit white people 1.00

01:27:40.320 that get whisked up in in indian stuff is just crazy yeah uh i get especially if you're a woman 1.00

01:27:47.460 you know they'll molest you right oh yeah for sure they'll finger you if you're a white woman 1.00

01:27:51.780 if you're a white woman you're gonna get fangled okay uh i have the sensation of being flipped 1.00

01:27:57.640 inside out oh shit gross like i was sucked down a drain or through a portal located on my heart 1.00

01:28:03.820 center and i emerged into a different spirit realm all right which may or may not exist okay 0.98

01:28:10.060 not the everyday astral realm that we started and so she kind of like did like a wormhole into

01:28:15.520 herself into her own stuff side note i've tested this on multiple occasions and yes your heart is

01:28:21.860 a portal that's interesting fascinating it also is a vortex right so it's interesting you got

01:28:26.680 sucked into your own vortex yeah kind of crazy that's this is crazy if you're it's like being 1.00

01:28:32.520 sucked into your own vagina can you be reborn huh into your own butthole and i wonder what do you 1.00

01:28:41.920 wonder if you can if you can get sucked into your own butthole i think um astrally yeah why not 1.00

01:28:48.740 ass that's called astral travel that's asshole travel all right all right we got it um if you're 1.00

01:28:57.660 in the astral realm of lucid dreaming you don't have to plot around in that dream world until you 0.99

01:29:02.020 wake if you're lucid you can enter another realm through your heart by connecting it to god and

01:29:07.260 having faith in it and then sort of slipping or pulling your consciousness through it literally

01:29:13.240 like a drain or a portal so you pull that i'd be mildly concerned on how to get back get back like

01:29:19.640 i got your two layers bills to pay yeah you just might just vegetable out yeah yeah i wonder how

01:29:26.300 many people did that and then you're just in there now they die in their dreams you die in your 0.94

01:29:30.460 butthole portal you die in real life yeah interesting the golden palace is that what 0.99

01:29:36.620 it's called the in your butt um her heart oh his heart his their heart just a lot of indian people 0.99

01:29:43.580 got hearts um it's close maybe not brains it's a maybe it's a big baby i come out of the heart 0.98

01:29:49.960 portal into a vast luscious green wilderness oh that's nice mountains adorn in the distant horizon

01:29:56.240 the sky is bright blue the sun is golden and shining wildlife teams everywhere herds of

01:30:02.320 everything every kind of animal grazing running and boy can i fly wait girl can you fly or boy

01:30:08.980 can you fly i think it's a an expression it's okay all right and boy can i fly not the usual

01:30:14.860 dream flight where you can fly but sometimes it works better than others or you can maybe just

01:30:20.060 long jump and soar i love the long jump and soar yeah that's honestly i'd almost rather that

01:30:25.340 than the flying because it's a really fun mechanism that sounds like a downgrade am i nut

01:30:30.140 you have a nut pain you're right yeah okay see now that we mentioned it 0.98

01:30:39.780 it's just like it's grating on me you know yeah yeah no i can actually fly like a fucking fighter 0.99

01:30:47.500 jet damn pretty cool the sense of freedom home peace and belonging is incredible undeniable 0.99

01:30:53.400 it's as if the air is infused with the spiritual essence of bliss itself that's gay 0.99

01:30:58.320 what a gay sentence 0.98

01:30:59.720 Nancy do you understand why we 0.99

01:31:04.160 are fluctuating

01:31:05.140 this person

01:31:07.940 who is ungendered at the

01:31:10.420 current moment is

01:31:12.560 experiencing something very similar

01:31:14.620 to like your lucid dreaming where people

01:31:16.400 are like giving you dreams I mean jobs

01:31:18.420 in your dreams am I not supposed to talk about this again

01:31:20.440 where people are giving you like 0.96

01:31:22.340 kind of missions or some shit

01:31:24.220 Nancy you be getting missions

01:31:32.320 Yeah Nancy tell me about a mission

01:31:34.240 I wouldn't call them missions

01:31:36.920 They're just suggestions 0.99

01:31:38.700 What type of shit they be 1.00

01:31:40.980 Suggestions 1.00

01:31:41.520 Be a little bit more verbose here

01:31:43.420 Tell us what you're talking about

01:31:44.560 Nah

01:31:47.560 Fine Nancy 0.82

01:31:52.440 Keep your

01:31:53.440 secrets. I'm flying over

01:31:55.920 herds of wild beasts, birds taking flight

01:31:57.960 from many trees, and I see a large

01:32:00.200 crystal clear lake ahead.

01:32:01.680 In the center of the lake on an island,

01:32:03.860 there's a towering

01:32:05.900 golden palace. Nice.

01:32:07.720 I look at it and I feel what I imagine a veteran

01:32:09.940 of a foreign war might feel when he finally

01:32:11.820 makes it back safely to his homestead

01:32:14.080 and sees his wife and kids playing in the yard.

01:32:16.240 Wait a second. His wife?

01:32:18.200 His wife. Now either 0.84

01:32:19.980 this is a boy

01:32:21.340 or a lesbian.

01:32:23.440 lesbian yes hmm or somebody that's just watched gladiator oh i love the at the end with his

01:32:31.660 hands what is it the illyrium fields or the elysium elysium fields yeah yeah such a great

01:32:37.320 movie oh by the way my cousin said that he saw the second one yeah he's like it's all right it's

01:32:42.200 fine you watched it yeah i think it i didn't want to it's all right i like denzel washington so i

01:32:47.660 I was like, he's a black. 0.58

01:32:49.140 He's a black. 1.00

01:32:51.260 They had blacks in Rome.

01:32:52.580 I don't know. 0.78

01:32:54.100 Nancy, they had blacks in Rome.

01:32:56.640 And then they probably did.

01:32:57.360 But was they rich?

01:32:58.480 No. 0.83

01:33:00.000 Was they gay? 0.68

01:33:01.440 Nancy, is there ever any black people in your lucid dream experience? 0.95

01:33:06.040 Oh, good question.

01:33:08.300 You know what?

01:33:09.200 Now that you've mentioned it, no. 1.00

01:33:11.000 Fuck yeah. 1.00

01:33:14.720 That's great. 1.00

01:33:15.360 I never thought about that.

01:33:16.620 Nancy's in the segregated version 0.99

01:33:18.740 I like it

01:33:19.840 Any Latinos?

01:33:23.840 No 0.84

01:33:24.400 They're all white people 1.00

01:33:25.480 And maybe some Asians 0.62

01:33:27.140 That's interesting

01:33:28.600 She probably gets put in 0.57

01:33:29.680 You probably get put into like the

01:33:31.380 White and Asian

01:33:32.580 Thing

01:33:34.320 Yeah

01:33:35.060 No Indians 1.00

01:33:35.880 Maybe some Mexicans 1.00

01:33:37.260 I don't 0.79

01:33:37.820 Definitely not blacks 1.00

01:33:39.580 Nancy you ever have a Mexican boyfriend? 0.92

01:33:43.380 I dated one Mexican dude

01:33:45.220 There it is

01:33:45.600 There it is 0.99

01:33:46.020 Okay, so this is the DNA shit. 0.99

01:33:47.760 Yeah, yeah. 0.99

01:33:48.220 I think maybe...

01:33:49.460 Honestly, it sounds really safe there.

01:33:51.520 Some Mexicans, some Chinese, some whites.

01:33:54.620 No.

01:33:55.760 Yeah, pretty much.

01:33:56.980 No blacks. 1.00

01:33:57.980 Sounds like a nice place. 1.00

01:33:58.860 I bet you if I go there, it'll be all fucked up. 0.99

01:34:00.400 I bet you it's really, like, not a lot of trash around. 0.99

01:34:03.960 Me?

01:34:04.380 Not a lot of violence.

01:34:05.360 My blood is mixed with everything.

01:34:06.660 No, I'm just saying...

01:34:07.600 Oh, her, yeah. 0.87

01:34:08.160 Her is probably not a lot of violence. 1.00

01:34:10.020 Is there a lot of violence?

01:34:10.920 Were you in a mall?

01:34:13.640 In a mall?

01:34:14.940 Yeah, you ever been in a mall?

01:34:16.020 in a dream yeah 0.99

01:34:17.640 oh shit yeah this is what Atma's describing 0.99

01:34:20.560 Atma's in the mall too 0.99

01:34:21.660 Maybe you've seen them before

01:34:25.320 but you didn't know if it was them

01:34:26.980 because you don't know if they was a girl

01:34:28.460 when you've seen them maybe

01:34:30.220 maybe

01:34:32.880 in the mall times

01:34:34.200 without any doubts

01:34:35.520 or fear I soar straight up to the tower

01:34:39.380 to an outer balcony

01:34:40.880 at the topmost chamber

01:34:42.040 I realize this chamber is more of my bedroom

01:34:44.200 than wherever my body is currently lying sleeping it's so familiar and so much like home that i

01:34:51.900 don't even feel compelled to go in and look i know everything that's there and simply being

01:34:56.860 here on the balcony is enough i marvel at a view for a minute and then i kick jump off the balcony

01:35:04.060 rail into a free fall letting myself fall to maybe 10 or so feet above the water before turning and 0.96

01:35:10.420 skimming the surface and flying off back into the sky sounds like fucking kingdom hearts yeah i know 0.99

01:35:15.600 yeah your black mall world would have been ransacked yeah if you go to black mall world 1.00

01:35:21.140 you have to make sure you don't show up on the days that the new jordans are getting released 0.85

01:35:24.900 yeah black mall world is just a footlocker and like in the in the hallways express in the hallways 1.00

01:35:31.440 they're selling fucking kung fu movies yeah that's the cool section though that you can go over there 0.99

01:35:36.840 Wu-Tang Clan blacks are alright 1.00

01:35:38.540 but don't go near the footlocker 0.98

01:35:40.520 that's where things go wrong

01:35:41.500 this is probably the only time in my life

01:35:46.540 apart from as a small child

01:35:48.980 that I woke up fully refreshed

01:35:50.340 clear headed minimal pain in my back

01:35:53.040 motivated beyond belief

01:35:54.800 to do anything and everything

01:35:55.940 I put on some praise and worship music

01:35:58.280 in the mighty name of Jesus

01:36:01.520 curtains

01:36:02.740 slash bahans 1.00

01:36:04.600 are my favorite type at this time

01:36:06.620 what the what does that mean good god i don't know it sounds exhausting this is going back to the the

01:36:11.020 white woman women but yeah so praise and worship to who hold on i don't google that but whatever 1.00

01:36:18.940 you just said there curtains bhajans bhajan kirtan volume one best devotional so what is this no what

01:36:27.020 is this it's krishna it's harry krish oh my no we're gonna play some of this no no no no oh yeah 0.78

01:36:32.140 we gonna play it damn it we gonna play it but wait there's more this is crazy

01:36:36.860 oh come on bro what are you doing what is he on bro sis i don't know if we should listen to it 0.98

01:36:49.240 no i mean we're gonna get blapped up all right let's see what this is sleep paralysis music 0.99

01:36:53.200 this is my favorite shit what the fuck is this guy about look at this crusty looking he's just 1.00

01:36:58.020 doing nothing oh my god look at all the white people bro come the fuck on dog 1.00

01:37:06.160 atma atma let me just tell you come on man i don't fucking like you 1.00

01:37:11.960 what are you doing atma good god that was off-putting as hell i cleaned the ever-living 1.00

01:37:20.580 fuck out of my house listening to this shit that's a you know it's right right well no i 1.00

01:37:26.520 did see some white people in that white men in that audience no no no atma's a chick atma's a 1.00

01:37:32.120 chick what do you think it smells like in that house spices oh no baby curry feet 1.00

01:37:38.500 video and spices yeah yeah feet and spices not good uh happy to be it's just happy to be alive

01:37:46.100 but wait there's more do you want to read this more okay but wait there's more this is fascinating

01:37:50.260 so over the next few years i begin a regular morning practice i work at a remote job at the

01:37:55.440 time where i sort of write my own schedule this allows me to wake up in the morning after the

01:37:59.660 body has rested stand up use the bat wait do you do you stand up while you're using the bathroom

01:38:06.160 wait a second stand up comma use the bathroom whatever very briefly then go lie down on my 1.00

01:38:14.560 back and meditate and feel the presence of god in my heart can you pee standing up it's probably

01:38:19.100 messy theoretically i guess hmm yeah i wouldn't do it no it feels like a go try right now let us

01:38:28.940 big mess okay um just a just kind of falls out

01:38:35.920 it's called a sheeness uh once in a while i have another experience though nothing as intense as

01:38:46.140 the night of a thousand dreams and not nearly as predictable maybe a 10 to 15 success rate during

01:38:52.480 these years i still use the rocking method to roll out proceed through the wall and see what

01:38:58.900 awaits me one time i remember a young girl about 12 or 13 chanting the names of god outside my

01:39:04.480 house in the lucid dream realm i sat beside her and chanted with her until the scenery changed

01:39:10.500 and spontaneously began to construct a temple with my mind good god erecting columns walls and

01:39:17.080 dancing to the praises of god that seemed to permeate the air while dancing i could land a

01:39:22.860 backflip three 30 feet in the air atop an altar honestly the attempting a backflip is very manually

01:39:29.460 that's a very manly thing to do i've seen david do it well i did a backflip but uh front flips

01:39:35.200 is really my jam atma's super quiet in the chat because they them know that this is not going well

01:39:39.940 for them no it's going all right you know it's not going this is also old this is six months old

01:39:44.820 maybe a little older that's that's true maybe who knows what atma's doing now uh place some

01:39:50.060 images or items meant to glorify god which one jump down keep dancing and singing about the

01:39:56.300 temple until it was fully constructed you constructed this you could he can he she

01:40:00.280 constructed the third temple it's crazy um another time i met an old bald wizard in purple robes he

01:40:07.060 stood on a rock on a hill a tree behind him and i sat on the ground and let's just listen to him

01:40:12.940 he taught me something but it was all in symbols and telepathic images i was aware even as he spoke

01:40:18.620 that i would not remember it on walking but the message would be placed inside me nonetheless

01:40:24.440 on waking that explains oh it's a little bit makes more sense i've had similar things where

01:40:29.720 like i've understood things in a dream but knew that i wasn't gonna be able to take it with me

01:40:32.820 Atma gonna be one of the coolest auntie on the block at some point or or uncle or or a man. 1.00

01:40:41.760 I don't know. I am so confused. Yet another time I was meditating on a padded floor in what looked

01:40:47.060 like some Japanese shout out Nancy style architecture temple on a golden orb floated in

01:40:53.280 and a golden orb rather floated in and materialized into a person and sat behind me. I did not turn

01:40:59.680 to look but i was aware that it was some old kindly man just checking on me and letting me

01:41:04.200 know he was still there oh it was the same old man i guess he's talking about the wizard or

01:41:09.500 she's talking about the wizard yet another time i returned to the golden palace through the heart

01:41:14.660 portal except this time i was there in suspended animation my arms and legs out wide just and

01:41:22.420 hanging in the air with my face turned toward a giant wall-sized mural i instinctively asked

01:41:29.020 okay god what are you showing me now in the mural there were two figures both of them snakes from

01:41:34.580 the waist down and human from the waist up one blue male and one white female oh these sound

01:41:40.400 like uh vedic gods uh the blue male on the left and the white female on the right approached each

01:41:50.380 other in the center and began a loving embrace uh-oh it's about to get weird as they embraced

01:41:56.040 The white female began to eat the blue male 1.00

01:41:58.840 And as she ate him

01:42:00.140 Inside the blue male was a smaller blue male torso 0.90

01:42:03.520 Also eating the blue male

01:42:05.220 Except eating him from the inside

01:42:07.000 Oh my god

01:42:07.800 As I watched

01:42:09.460 Wondering what this meant

01:42:11.100 I realized that the white female snake 0.61

01:42:13.420 Was a representation for time

01:42:15.580 Or mother nature

01:42:16.460 And the blue was a representation of the mortal self

01:42:19.600 Though you may be in love with life

01:42:22.440 You may enjoy your experiences while alive

01:42:25.360 in the end time will consume you however you should never fear because the inner spirit the

01:42:31.380 inner man is growing from these experiences and though your body may die your experiences in this

01:42:37.200 material life teach you love discernment and all manner of things fascinating to the white woman

01:42:43.520 that's not what they said such uh all manner of things such that the fledgling spirit can grow

01:42:50.300 what profit the prop what profit profit what profit what profit if what what prop mother wow

01:42:59.860 what what does again no a man gain i'm gonna say it what okay it's in blue it's blue underlined is

01:43:08.240 it a real word it's a real word consider changing to benefits that's what it says if you double

01:43:12.900 click on it what prop okay no no no you're right man what what does a man gain if he gains the

01:43:19.580 whole world but loses his soul that's crazy profiteth that's it profiteth yeah profiteth

01:43:25.820 there it is it's better now what benefits a man what benefits a man do not be tempted by the

01:43:31.480 appearing nature of the mortal world time is eating you make haste set about the nourishment 0.77

01:43:37.360 of the spirit not of the body that was just broke david that was fucking really in the beginning 0.96

01:43:42.860 oh this is great keep going okay so uh after i got this message the mural shifted into a 0.75

01:43:54.320 cacophonous array of you nailed it come on play no games cacophonous array of chaotic cartoons

01:44:00.740 of all kinds i realized that this was a test if i was going to try to inundate and overwhelm oh

01:44:06.520 it was going to try to inundate and overwhelm me with imagery to see if i could remember or if i

01:44:11.300 would forget what i was just shown so i imagined myself as a football player tucking the ball

01:44:17.540 deep into myself so no one could take it or knock it from me and meditated on that message until

01:44:26.240 cartoon chaos subsided confident that i was it was it wasn't going to be able to take it from me

01:44:31.200 okay final chapter we made it this is home stretch still have no clue

01:44:35.280 still no clue what this person is i don't know what's happening

01:44:38.660 the first part of this chapter is closer to 2015 and the second part was in 2020 if you recall from

01:44:48.320 the last chapter i was regularly practicing this lying on your back letting the body fall asleep

01:44:52.800 and not following it but not following it and remaining awake in the spirit okay on one of

01:44:59.680 those occasions i did not have to rock left and right to leave my body i realized the onset of

01:45:05.000 buzzing meditation and i simply put my mind onto my heart and deepen it a bit deepen it a bit too

01:45:13.960 deep in it a bit i was planning to rock left and right out in a few minutes where there was

01:45:19.400 a sensation of rushing wind and i was lifted straight up and out that's interesting i get

01:45:23.640 the sensation of rushing wind uh a lot and it feels like something's trying to suck me

01:45:29.240 into a like a sleep realm it's very alarming i'm now on my back in mid-air above my body my face

01:45:38.100 about one foot away from the ceiling also normally i'm still getting visual input from my closed eyes

01:45:43.860 resulting in a dark room until i move some distance away but that is also different this

01:45:48.880 time i can see and the light clear the light is clear the light is clear um as if it contains less

01:45:55.820 saturation and less contrast everything has a white gray pastel sort of hue and is crisper than

01:46:01.420 2020 vision i think hmm well this is odd but oh well no need to go through the wall since i'm so

01:46:07.700 close to the ceiling i'll just go through the roof i've done that before too no big deal except when

01:46:12.900 i try i don't pass through the ceiling i can feel every detail of the white bumpy material

01:46:18.300 pressing every inch of my body but i don't go through he's got like a popcorn ceiling or she's

01:46:23.940 got a popcorn ceiling um again i think how odd this is and i try it again i'm pretty stubborn

01:46:30.160 by nature so i try this about three times after the third time i hear this clear benevolent female 1.00

01:46:35.720 voice it has the sensation of a mother or sister in its tone and it's giggling at me like i'm a

01:46:43.460 silly toddler trying to walk for the first time and she asks amidst the giggling what exactly are 0.57

01:46:49.440 you trying to do i suddenly realized that i'm being a retard or one of these two people atma 1.00

01:46:54.460 uh i don't know uh fucking vampire no unbelievable vampire i don't think i think i think vampire um 0.98

01:47:06.460 uh i realize i'm being a retard and i should just walk through the door like a normal person so i 0.98

01:47:12.020 land i put my feet on the floor and i walk out the door when i pass through the door i'm in an

01:47:16.560 open area and i could see tiles on the floor but the walls don't exist the room just sort of fades

01:47:21.640 into the distance ahead of me is a hot tub and in the hot tub my brother and father are relaxing

01:47:27.480 all right we got the gender of your family um as i approach they both stand up and are very afraid

01:47:34.840 i'm aware as i look at them that what they're seeing is a golden silhouette and not what they

01:47:39.460 recognize as a family member so i press my prayer hands to my heart and send them love telepathically

01:47:46.540 telling them, I love you, do not be afraid. My brother understands this message and calms down,

01:47:53.580 though he is somewhere between curiosity, apprehension, and acceptance. My dad, however,

01:47:58.820 does not. It's as if telling him who I was, that I loved him, and he should not be afraid,

01:48:06.280 actually made him more afraid. My dad gets out of the tub and paces up and down its length

01:48:11.940 while I have a short conversation with my brother

01:48:15.720 who's now relaxing.

01:48:17.100 My dad reaches sort of peak in his terror

01:48:20.080 like he just can't take it anymore.

01:48:22.180 And he reaches into the hot tub

01:48:23.860 and pulls out a human embryo.

01:48:26.520 He raises it up out of the water.

01:48:28.740 It rapidly goes through the gestation process

01:48:31.540 such that when he sits it down on the ground,

01:48:35.720 it is a 12 or 13-year-old boy.

01:48:38.060 geez that is a crazy sentence crazy sequence there my experience then shifts and homes in

01:48:49.380 on this boy i think it's homes and on this boy who i follow into another house this is a house

01:48:55.660 i don't recognize but it's this it's as if i'm watching him live his life anytime he has trouble

01:49:01.080 or questions or needs guidance i can talk him through only talk to him though only he can see

01:49:07.940 me oh i can talk to him though only he can see me and the rest of his family cannot that's

01:49:11.880 interesting that's that's like you're on the other side of a child who's having interactions

01:49:17.600 with a spirit the child has interactions with the spirit periodically through his childhood

01:49:22.860 but for you it is all happening in this moment that's weird i can send him messages through my

01:49:31.300 heart and then hold out my hand to listen to his thoughts to see if he understood i exchange

01:49:36.880 messages with him like this several times each time he takes a little training i say something

01:49:42.880 listen to his thoughts see where he's confused retell it differently and repeat it until he

01:49:48.520 understands i wake up under the impression this boy is going to one day be my brother's son

01:49:54.920 and god wants me to guide him okay cool bet waiting on you god fast forward to 2020 i still

01:50:03.320 haven't met the boy still waiting on god i have another dream a long dream about a girl i knew in

01:50:08.840 high school and haven't spoken to since graduation we almost dated back then it's a guy or it's a

01:50:15.140 lesbian it's a gay see what i think it's a guy i think it's a guy i think i was right nancy what 0.71

01:50:22.780 do you think i'm making noodles uh i don't know it's gotten it's only gotten worse unbelievable 0.81

01:50:32.040 we almost get like perfect confirmation 0.99

01:50:34.320 my testicle is just 0.99

01:50:35.500 I can see why you never know 1.00

01:50:38.460 are you a chick 1.00

01:50:40.280 nigga Atma 1.00

01:50:41.940 look I win 0.69

01:50:44.940 so what the hell

01:50:46.600 happened oh man what happened there

01:50:48.580 because Atma called

01:50:50.800 and

01:50:52.360 okay so what I'm thinking here is it's a

01:50:54.520 joint page it's a joint

01:50:56.500 name what does Atma mean

01:50:58.440 that's a good question let's see

01:51:00.580 Atma's not a name, it's a title

01:51:02.420 And it's a joint page

01:51:05.080 Used by both a husband and a wife

01:51:06.700 And that's why

01:51:09.060 When the wife called

01:51:10.040 The coffee shop

01:51:12.000 They identified themselves as Atma

01:51:14.540 It's a Sanskrit word meaning

01:51:16.180 Essence, breath, or soul

01:51:17.840 And Brahma

01:51:19.220 Is like a bowl or something like that

01:51:22.340 Are you Indian, Atma?

01:51:24.900 No, they're definitely white 0.97

01:51:26.480 Yeah, no, they're

01:51:27.540 They're white 0.94

01:51:28.840 they're white uh yeah they're white interesting there we go okay soul cow 0.66

01:51:40.440 thanks india hey it's indiana day what's up dog um okay where was i so fast forward i still

01:51:48.920 haven't met the boy i almost dated this chick back in the day in the dream her grandfather

01:51:53.400 has died and i have a very expensive ornate and sentimental pen yes ink pen that belonged to him

01:51:59.140 and is now supposed to be hers i agree that i will take it to her and the whole dream literally the

01:52:03.780 entire dream is excruciating hours of wall-to-wall traffic jams on highways just testing my

01:52:09.320 determination to do this thing or if i'll get frustrated and give up as i mentioned i'm stubborn

01:52:14.300 so i push through and finally i get her to i get to her and hand her the pen and the dream dissolves

01:52:21.680 naturally the next day when i wake up i feel like god wants me to find her and reach out to her so

01:52:26.800 i do it takes not nearly as long as it should have i tried a couple of duplicates since then

01:52:32.240 uh it takes not nearly as long as it should have i tried to duplicate this since and i can't

01:52:39.040 somehow i stumbled upon her relatively quickly on facebook and reached out second what's up

01:52:43.300 nope that's the funny part she didn't identify as atma matt totally failed the assignment oh so

01:52:50.240 probably saying this is

01:52:52.680 I am the wife

01:52:54.440 of Atma. Are you saying that Matt got

01:52:56.260 communication confused?

01:52:58.720 That never happens. I could

01:53:00.200 likely be. That actually sounds

01:53:02.380 now everything makes

01:53:04.320 sense. He's the most clear and concise person I've

01:53:06.300 ever met. Or you're

01:53:08.320 a lesbian. Or you're a big 1.00

01:53:10.240 lesbian. Or you're a liar. Or you 1.00

01:53:12.260 a big lesbian liar. Are you a big L liar? 1.00

01:53:14.760 A big lesbian. Okay. 1.00

01:53:17.020 So Atma's a boy. 0.98

01:53:18.220 Atma's a lesbian boy. 1.00

01:53:20.240 You've been calling him Atma the girl for a long time, which is very funny. 0.85

01:53:22.940 So wait up.

01:53:23.260 Your wife called Atma?

01:53:25.800 My wife.

01:53:26.820 Your wife called the shop?

01:53:27.960 Atma's wife.

01:53:29.180 And he didn't understand.

01:53:31.000 Matt didn't understand?

01:53:32.220 No.

01:53:34.260 I would really love to understand, like, what happened in this conversation.

01:53:36.900 I think I know exactly what happened there.

01:53:39.800 Atma's wife.

01:53:41.400 His wife.

01:53:42.860 Called the shop.

01:53:44.260 Yeah.

01:53:44.560 To say what?

01:53:45.080 What did they say?

01:53:45.660 I don't remember.

01:53:47.180 Okay.

01:53:48.160 And she listens to the show, too. 0.98

01:53:49.540 interesting very confusing um man this testicle is just killing me man we're almost there all 0.97

01:53:56.840 right where am i at here what's wrong with it i don't know it's just like i think it's being 0.98

01:54:01.360 constricted by my tight shorts we struck up a conversation it turned out she thought i was dead 0.99

01:54:06.560 apparently called my house uh and someone pranked her when i wasn't around damn you brother 1.00

01:54:11.160 damn you brother uh i'll spare you the romance novel but it's the beginning of covid we're both 0.98

01:54:17.460 concerned about what the future holds and she wants to start a serious garden i mount up with 0.99

01:54:22.920 a tiller on a trailer and drive out to help her get started guess who i see when she opens the 0.98

01:54:28.940 door and lets me in her house it's the boy oh shit the blonde boy my dad pulled out of the hot tub 0.99

01:54:34.700 except he's five right now oh shit thank god i wasn't crazy these uh these five years and wait 0.99

01:54:40.380 wait up thank god i wasn't crazy these five years i waited on him turns out i had the vision about 0.98

01:54:45.860 the time the boy was born we're married now me and the girl from high school i didn't marry the 0.93

01:54:53.280 boy but he is my stepson that's crazy wow that's fucking crazy if you got this far thanks for 0.96

01:55:01.760 reading it all i love your show and appreciate you guys more than you could possibly guess 0.95

01:55:07.100 that's awesome that is crazy did i ever tell you a crazy story man i had a dream about my son

01:55:13.780 when i was maybe 12 yeah yeah you said that i watched him walk towards me dude it's so funny

01:55:19.800 because every well it wasn't a dream it wasn't a dream though i was awake and i had woken up from

01:55:27.580 sleep and i saw him i didn't recognize him i knew he was related to me somehow i didn't have uh

01:55:33.700 siblings but the the vibe that i got from him was like a brother or something i didn't i guess i

01:55:40.040 you know i didn't know what it felt like to have a son at all so i don't know i'm just trying to

01:55:43.400 figure out like i saw this little boy the main takeaway was he was coming to wake me up from a

01:55:48.540 nap which is like if you understood like my love for naps and how my son wakes me up from them all 0.65

01:55:56.180 the time it's weird it's so weird that i saw him and he just like fucking evaporated um and i 0.98

01:56:07.060 remember being like fuck man i can't get a nap in huh 12 years old and i'm like can't get a nap 0.99

01:56:12.100 those days are done dog those days are done yeah can't get a nap and then all of a sudden 0.98

01:56:15.160 years later here i am can't get a nap in i didn't you get any naps in lately i do be napping yeah

01:56:20.340 i am i guess at 10 right that stops slows down 10 years old is a pretty sweet age if you want 0.99

01:56:25.100 to take a nap damn i'm close you're close you're gonna be napping soon we halfway this shit is 0.97

01:56:29.660 nice bro i mean i've been napping yeah we did it we did a nice invitation for for his birthday 0.99

01:56:35.400 i'm not gonna show it on there because he's gonna show my son oh yeah you're gonna face

01:56:38.580 stocks your son yeah that's not good yeah you ready to get out of here untwist your nuts nut 0.86

01:56:43.520 hurts man i might have torsion going on you got some testicular torsion well yeah because you

01:56:47.740 could twist your nut you know that yeah how does that happen i don't know you just be moving around

01:56:52.460 it gets all twisted up and see the ufc uh what's his name ben askrin no okay that was cool he's got

01:56:58.240 he's got torsion no again cody garbrandt got kicked in the nuts ended up throwing up in the

01:57:02.960 cage oh really it was a nasty one yeah i got he probably got torsion won the fight all right hell

01:57:10.280 yeah won the fight that's when you ever see women when they go like you get into a fight with a man 1.00

01:57:14.940 you stomp on his foot and then you kick him in the nuts i'm like he'll kill you he'll kill you 1.00

01:57:18.680 he's gonna kill you and you kick him in the balls he's gonna he's gonna deal with it later 1.00

01:57:22.960 makes you very angry yeah yeah yeah it's but it's not like this thing that they do in the 1.00

01:57:27.840 on tv where it's this it stops the whole thing and the guy goes oh and then he falls onto his knees

01:57:33.160 and falls onto his belly that's only after you've you've established that you could stop that that's 0.99

01:57:38.720 only after you've established the death of the woman who kicked you in the balls and then you 0.98

01:57:43.460 fall to your knees go ahead nancy go ahead nancy you're talking about what are you gonna say 0.99

01:57:47.960 oh i didn't say anything just boiling water over there breathing you ever kick a man in the balls 0.99

01:57:53.400 nancy no good for you nancy guys we're gonna get out of here we're not gonna be around for the rest 0.99

01:58:01.280 of the week yeah i'm going i'm going camping and i'm gonna d d uh uh detangle his balls 0.92

01:58:07.440 detangle this nut i'm gonna turn off my phone and stuff and i'm gonna go spend some time go 0.99

01:58:12.460 fishing with my fucking son and and chill man it's gonna be nice 0.99

01:58:15.940 They bred with daughters of men 1.00

01:58:21.700 And they will do it again

01:58:25.780 The end is written in the book

01:58:30.220 In the pages they foresaw

01:58:34.600 Death Squad

01:58:35.920 Death Squad

01:58:40.120 Death Squad

01:58:44.240 When the last trumpet sounds

Nephilim Death Squad - March 23, 2026

In The Mighty Name of Jesus ｜ NDS Chronicles

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