NDS on Let's Get Freaky w⧸ Tommy Collum
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Summary
On this episode of the Let's Get Freaky Podcast, we have two guests, David aka The Raven and Topolstart from the Philidim Death Squad. We talk about the Liverpool vs Man City game, the Liverpool transfer window, and much more!
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okay guys welcome back to the let's get freaky podcast i am super excited we have got two
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awesome guests on the show today these guys are absolutely fantastic i've been honored to be on
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their show before it's absolutely amazing uh we've got david aka the raven and top lobstart
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from the nephilim death squad guys welcome thank you so much for being here man thank you thank you
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for having us it's it's early here in america it's not too early it's it's 10 a.m i know what
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Yeah, we've had you on our show a couple times.
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The people that are listening right now, you've got an amazing studio.
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You've got a CAF there as well, which is incredible.
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Yeah, I don't know what we're doing, to be honest
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I don't think they're fans of what we're doing here
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So we're in Florida, in America, if you guys couldn't tell by the accents.
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I know you said the vast majority of your audience is American.
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And we're actually, right now, for anybody who's a listener in Florida,
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we have our studios in the standard coffee shop in Lady Lake, Florida.
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This is the point in the show where you say, Matt, you got to leave.
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He's going to make some shit up right now.
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The problem is I got TV a couple years ago for the NFL,
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and I didn't realize they had, like, Premier League on regular TV in America now,
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So I flicked it on, and, bro, it was just like a counterattack,
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one touch from, like, Alexander Arnold to Van Dyke to Henderson to Salah to Mane.
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And I never watched the NFL the rest of the season.
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But when they got rid of Mane, they were just not that fun.
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But yeah, if you guys are out in Florida, that's where we're at,
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You'll walk in, and there's a high likelihood you'll find us here.
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Yes, and if you do make it here, I do have like little trinkets and stuff that I give people.
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This isn't how a show usually goes, but we've been just making this little guy here.
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But, yeah, you can find Nephilim Death Squad anywhere you find your podcasts, you know,
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We've abandoned Rumble because we don't like them anymore.
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But elsewhere, you'll be able to find us anywhere you listen to podcasts.
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I have to say, it was very surreal just hearing you say Leighton Orient there.
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We don't get talked about a lot on big podcasts.
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And we were talking about shoes before we started.
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man yeah so so i'd like to go to the start of both of your journeys where what got you into
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these topics could you get into some pretty deep topics uh hidden history um spiritual battle
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spiritual warfare where where does this where did where did the journey start i mean rock paper
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scissors all right rock paper scissors says no see this is a whole thing what are you doing dude
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you gotta go you go you play rock paper scissors says shoot now that's nobody does that please
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we're not doing this again no no no no it's rock paper scissors shoot that's when you all right
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rock paper scissors shoot all right you go all right fine i'll go you won uh so for me um i had
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a really strange very similar to to your story tommy that you were we were discussing on uh on
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our recent episode on nds um i had you know a strange upbringing i saw a lot of uh supernatural
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things, shadow people, you know, sleep paralysis, you name it, that kind of run-of-the-mill
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experience, and it turns out that it was probably because of what the Bible calls generational
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My grandmother, she was clairvoyant, you know, New Age practitioner kind of a character,
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and I think that opened up a lot of spiritual doorways, you know, so the future generations.
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I'm not the only one in my family line who's got a lot of strange stuff going on, and so
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So those experiences in childhood made me fascinated with the supernatural and the unexplainable.
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And and, you know, I wouldn't accept people's dismissal of the phenomenon.
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They would say, oh, it's just a dream. Oh, it's just this and that.
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Or you didn't really see what you thought you saw. And that bled into conspiracy theory.
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And I was also unwilling to accept the dismissal of, you know, conspiracies.
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If you told me they weren't spraying the skies, it was very obvious to me.
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If you told me there wasn't symbolism in pop culture, in Hollywood, in the music industry, I would say clearly there is.
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And so I wouldn't take no for an answer. From a young age, I was super obsessed with it.
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And and it took a long time. But, you know, experience after experience and what is now amounted to 20 years of conspiracy sleuthing at around year 16, 17, I pivoted.
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I had an experience, and maybe we'll get into it today, that was inherently demonic, and I wasn't raised religious, but from that moment forward, I pivoted, I oriented towards Christ, and one thing led to another, and I ended up linking up with this guy.
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we started doing this show and i'm very much in a position now where i feel like you know if it's
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a refining fire if it's the trials and tribulations that god puts you through to prepare you for a
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thing all of those things the supernatural experiences the conspiracy sleuthing all led
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in my opinion to this this place here where we're having conversations with guys like you
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um and and you know so it's it's been a weird long journey but you know we had that discussion
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with you on on that recent episode and i asked you a similar question like what why do you think
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these things happen to you and um you know so it's a generational thing maybe i tend to think
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that it is and uh it's a it's a domino effect a very strange odyssey that leads to this point
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but yeah that's that's how i got here interesting man sometimes when we have these experiences when
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we're younger and we like accept those experiences it's it's it's undeniable this stuff is real yeah
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We know it's real. We have these experiences. Can I ask what took place when you were 16, 17, did you say?
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Well, no, I'm sorry. What I meant was like 16, 17 years into my conspiracy journey.
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So by the time I had an experience that that oriented me towards Christ, I was already a married man with a with a with a child.
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But I'll give you the the sort of the abridged version of it.
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Um, what, what ends up happening is, uh, I think I was feeding something.
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I was in a sort of depressive state and I was anxious and I was angry.
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I was resentful and, um, and I was distant, you know, in my marriage and I was distant
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And it was because I was dealing with these feelings of, of being a failure.
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Now, I think that these things that, you know, you agree, Tommy, they're, they're very real.
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Um, once you have an experience, you know, that's why it's very hard when people try
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to tell you it's not real it's like dude you until you experience it um i simply can't have this
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this conversation with you if you're going to try to tell me that you know what i saw or what i felt
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or what i experienced was not real um and so based off of that i already believe these things were
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real now i understand that you feed them they have an energetic parasitic relationship with an
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individual and they feed off of low vibrational energy some of the big baddies they will they'll
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accept worship worship is a great energetic exchange for them but on the lower levels i
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think and they'll probably accept worship if you're dumb enough to give it to them but
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mostly they feed off of extreme emotion and they'll take fear you know if they can get that
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and they'll take uh sadness and things like that so i'm feeding something and it turns into this
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this saga this four night saga where uh one night i i i come home and you know i'm in this slump
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and i go to sleep and um my i'm suddenly woken up by by the sound of somebody knocking
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and it's real late at night and i pop out of bed and i go and i look out the window
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and nobody's there at the door i can see i'm on the second story we're at the in-laws house this
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is like kind of the feelings of failure like we're living with the in-laws after getting our
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ass kicked in another state we couldn't cut it out there so we had to crash at their place
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and uh nobody's at the door so i go i must have just been hearing things and i go back to sleep
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and as soon as i drift off boom boom boom boom it happens again so i i spring up and i get up i go
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to the thing nobody's at the door i can see again and and i notice nobody's hearing this like my
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wife's not woken up my son who's sleeping on an air mattress at the foot of the bed he's not woken
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up the in-laws aren't turning on the lights and going to investigate so i'm going like this has
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to be I must be hearing things I don't know what to make of this sounds so real though and I get
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back in bed I'm a little spooked out and I managed to drift off and it happens again dude and so I
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don't get much sleep that night I'm just like scrolling on my phone maybe I get a couple of
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hours and I wake up the next day for work and that night you know the same situation kind of takes
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place where I'm drifting off to sleep and I feel something pull my arm. And I'm kind of of the mind
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that I'm just spasming. So I, you know, I pull my arm back and I go back to sleep. As soon as I drift
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off, it happens again. And this time I put my arms under the blanket because I feel like, you know,
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sometimes you drift off, you start to spasm, you start to like jerk a little bit. And maybe the
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weight of the blanket will at least keep me from because I'm my arms going all the way up in the
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air and that's part of what's waking me up is it's like fully extended and uh so I'm like all
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right the weight of the blanket will cut that out next thing I know I drift off something grabs my
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ankle and pulls my leg and I'm upset man like I don't know what to do I I can't get sleep I'm not
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telling my wife this I'm not telling my son this certainly you know I'm not going to share this
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with the in-laws but this is two strange nights in a row and I'm just getting a little bit stressed
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out and I'm definitely not getting a lot of sleep. So that night I was so creeped out because it
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really felt like something grabbed my leg that I didn't go to sleep practically till the sun came
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up. And then you wake up early and you go to work. And, you know, so I'm thinking about this
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throughout the day. I don't know what to make of it. And I kind of share it a little bit with some
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of the coworkers and, you know, what they thought of it. It was just like a light conversation. But
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But that night, you know, I go back, go through the routine, go to sleep.
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And his skin looks like black and gray cheetah print.
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But that's the pattern on his skin is like black and gray blotches.
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um and he's full of rage his fists are balled up and clenched and his chest is like you know uh
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rising and collapsing he's because he's breathing so hard like with all this anger and i'm just
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viewing him you know it's it's like a void a black void and i can just see this i'm not i'm not aware
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of my body or anything like that and there's a black mist swirling around his legs
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and his lower canid teeth are so big that they're overlapping his upper lip
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and the and the most striking detail was his eyes his eyes were red but they were like lights
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they were like so red you know that it was like brake lights or like you know just that kind of
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self-illuminating red eyes and he just looks like rage incarnate you know and um
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um and I'm looking at it and that's it I could just remember I don't know how long I was there
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how long I'm staring at this thing but I'm just taking it all in and I wake up in the morning
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and I'm like shit man I haven't told anybody about this you know I haven't shared it with
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my wife and I'm just like this is just getting worse and worse and all of a sudden my wife
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wakes up and she goes man I had a nightmare last night and I go okay you know I don't I'm just
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I'm playing it cool I'm like yeah go ahead tell me more and she goes well I woke up in bed and
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and I, I was in the room, but I couldn't move. And I said, um, you know, immediately my mind
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goes to sleep paralysis, but she doesn't, she's never had that. You know what I mean? So she
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didn't know how to explain it exactly. She's just like, yeah, it just felt like my whole body was
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stuck, but I could move my eyes. And she goes, she looked over to me because she got this sense
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that I was like in danger. And on my chest choking me into the bed is this black monster with
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big teeth and red eyes and it's it's choking me into the bed and i go oh oh that's crazy like
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like i don't know yeah dude i don't know what to say i don't want to say anything i don't i want
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it to go away i have no recourse and in my mind it's so terrifying this is such a reality that
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like the only thing i can think of to defend myself is like if you don't talk about it maybe
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it'll just go away. Like maybe it'll stop. It felt like if I talked about it, I was going to feed
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into it and it was going to get worse. So I still don't tell her about it, dude. She just tells me
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this story. I go, that's crazy. And then I go to work, you know, and I live the same life on repeat
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and I come home that night. I go to sleep, dude. And this night feels okay. Nothing happens that's
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remarkable until the morning. And in the morning, my wife wakes me up and she's taking a video and
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she wants to show me this video apparently when I was sleeping I was so in distress that you could
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see where you would place your fingers on someone's neck to check their pulse that you know part of my
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neck is throbbing it's pumping like there's blood is pumping like I'm like in this you know struggle
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session of a dream so she takes a video which by the way I found the video recently and I remember
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it being like 10 seconds she recorded me for a minute so she just let me hang out in this
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distressed mode for like a minute um so she wakes me up she shows me this i'm watching this i'm
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going damn dude still haven't shared with her what's going on still have all this information
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in my head of course this plugs right into it and it's just making it so much worse and as i'm
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watching the video my son who's at the foot of the bed on a twin size air mattress starts screaming
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but he's still asleep and he is screaming like you know if you got kids anybody who's listening
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out there there's different screams and there's certain screams that when they happen you burst
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up out of whatever you're doing because something is definitely wrong so we get up and this kid is
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screaming and all of a sudden he sits up and he's still asleep and he's still screaming and we grab
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him and we're trying to console him and we're trying to calm him down he finally wakes up
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still screaming this is like a while you know before we can finally get him calm enough
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to get even a word out he was real young so it's not like he had a great grasp of language in the
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first place he might have been like five i think at the time maybe yeah something like that and so
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um obviously you know he's tall he's a chatty kid um once he finally gets his wits about him to say
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anything all he can say is a monster with red eyes and i'm like fuck this is a problem yeah dude
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And I don't, I still haven't figured it out, Tommy.
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I'm very comfortable with the reality of the spiritual realm.
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Arming yourself against it, you know, not something that I've ever had to consider.
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You know, I've had these things, they happen throughout my life, but once they happen,
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you move on and there's no thought of like really doing anything about it.
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But then it happens to my wife and there's a sense of urgency.
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and I feel like I've got to do something about it thank you very much and then you know as I'm
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trying to figure it out because now I have this protector thing I'm the husband I'm the head of
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the household I got to figure out how to all of a sudden only 24 hours later it's not a lot of time
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to prepare not not a lot of time to figure it out 24 hours later it's happening to my son now it's
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like all alarms are going off and I have to figure this out dude I had zero recourse zero recourse
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I think all you're doing is you're appeasing a spiritual entity by giving it a burnt offering.
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I think that's what's happening, that you often give spirits, burnt offerings, tobacco, whatever.
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Sage, I think, is just something that appeases it temporarily, and then it comes back stronger.
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Side note, that's a mistake that my aunt made time and time again.
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All you're doing is you're making offerings to it.
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It stops, and then it peaks again, and it stops, but it's like Bitcoin always going high.
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So, I mean, it's almost anticlimactic, except it's not, in my opinion, just given where it all led.
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The next night, I've got no recourse, and night is here, and I'm getting ready to go to bed.
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We're up to the line now, and I've not got a master plan.
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All I know is this thing is seemingly getting stronger and my family is now in danger.
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And so for the first time in my life, I pray to Jesus Christ.
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You know, I've got I've had a hard life, been homeless and things like that.
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And so in those times of desperation, you have conversations with God.
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It's just like God, the universe, the guy who created everything and surely is watching over me.
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This was the first time I prayed directly to Jesus Christ, and I was desperate, dude.
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And if you, biblically speaking, Christ has a tendency to appear to those who are at their lowest.
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I would say that all the things that I've been through in my life never had a tremendous care of self, but as a caretaker, as a father, and as a husband, this is something I really care about.
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Lots of things can happen to me, and I'll be fine, but this is happening to them, and I've got to deal with it.
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And so the desperation was like off the charts, dude.
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And when I tell you, it stopped like on a dime.
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Nothing happened in that place from that moment forward.
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And, you know, ultimately, it still took a while.
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I went, OK, you've got my attention now and you've definitely got, I would say, something akin to loyalty because I'm not going to turn my back on somebody.
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that came to me in that hour of desperation and helped me with possibly the most important thing
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in my life can i can i say something go ahead there's an observation about this point of the
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story that i always make it's like if you get somebody in and not to insult david please go
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ahead i'm gonna insult david all right like like dudes like me and david we're not like smart guys
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intellectuals right that you would say like uh we're not going to give you a good debate thesis
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We're going to give you rough-around-the-edges commentary with a little bit of comedy.
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If you ask me if I read a book, the answer will always be no.
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But there's a thing about that kind of person, especially like the blue-collar dude, the guy that's like middlingly intelligent, can express a thought but isn't overly intellectual, where something like this happens to you and you go,
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Okay, we figured out we've diagnosed this issue.
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It's almost like really simple when you think about it.
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An intellectual will go, well, did this really happen?
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I used to be a fabricator, a welder and a fabricator.
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So there are guys, engineers, who are not in the field.
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and they concoct an idea and they think about how it should go based off of all the numbers and
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everything and then they would create a thing and it doesn't work in the field and they would come
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to me and say why doesn't this thing work and i would say this is why it doesn't work here's what
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will work how do i know because i'm actually there and i'm doing it and i don't need to know
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all of the you know intellectual apparatus that goes into designing a thing in a 3d model and
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then implementing it in real life i don't need that i'm sorry yeah that's a little bit uh i am
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the guy that's there in the field that's testing it i don't need to know why it works initially
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if i need results and it's giving me results then i'm going to keep doing it and i'm going to learn
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as i go and that's exactly what happened it was like okay this has yielded good fruit i'm going
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to orient towards it now i don't understand it you know it's going to be a process and i still
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don't understand it entirely i probably never will but i've continued to test it i've continued
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to face towards it i've continued to move in that direction and it has continued to yield good
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results so i'm not yeah a theologian i'm not a guy who's reading all the books i'm a guy
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much like you tommy right we've had these experiences those experiences are the field
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we are the guys that are in the field who are figuring out what works and what doesn't work
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and i just so happen to look you can find a hammer could be used for a job that's unorthodox
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and doesn't require a hammer which you can still get it done you ever hammer a nail into a wall
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with a wrench. I've done it. I've done that. I've done it. Right. And it's like, okay, but there is
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a better tool for this job. So if you think it's appeasing it, if you think it's worshiping it,
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if you think it's, it's aligning your chakra, it's like, yeah, maybe it'll work for a little
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bit and maybe it'll work in some short instances, but there is a tool that's actually meant for
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that job. And Jesus Christ is a hammer, dude. It's a hammer. And if we're dealing with nails,
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you need a hammer. Sure, sure, sure. The wrench will work, but you need a hammer and you don't
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need to theorize i don't need to understand how the claw hammer was designed who made it you know
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what its purpose and intent was i don't need to understand its composition i just needed to go
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this thing works really well almost like it was meant for this job and that's what's happened
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to me over and over again man well i have to say someone who listens to your show guys you you are
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smart dudes you are smart dudes but i know what you're saying i know what you're saying but that
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man that gave me chills man when you said your wife and i knew you was going to say your son as
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well experience the same thing you know how can you explain that for skeptical people you know
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because when we have these experiences on our own you can say some of it could be in the mind and
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stuff like that sure that that is an argument but when your your wife and your child are experiencing
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that as well which i've experienced as well i've seen that in my own eyes too yeah how can you
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explain that man there's no there's no that's what i'm saying other than we are being attacked
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people will people will hear that and they'll go like well that's actually your daemon that's
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shadow work. You need to integrate this. It's an aspect of yourself, or this is actually something
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that's here testing you, or what you should have done was consulted the ascended masters, and
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Christianity is just a control system, and yada, yada, yada, yada, like, I know it all, dude.
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Conspiracy theorists for 20 years. I'm not saying I'm the best, I'm not the most well-versed,
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but I am familiar with all of the things, and what I think I've done pretty well, if I had any
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wisdom at all it was i will come up to a thing and i will understand it at a cursory level and
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there will be something in me that it either resonates or it doesn't this is either bullshit
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or it's not if you want to tell me it's all about the separat if you want to tell me it's about
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jacob's ladder if you want to tell me it's about doing shadow work if you whatever if this is about
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the archons this is about the demiurge if this is about you know the prison planet and all this
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shit there there's something within me that it either resonates or it doesn't and this was like
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beyond this was like i felt foolish i felt foolish i felt like through all my years of conspiracy
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theory christianity the bible jesus christ has always been on the table and so many things in
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conspiracy point right back to it and i would look at it and i would go maybe but it's a little
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bit cringe and it's a little bit gay and i know some christians and they seem like simple people
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and i don't think they've got it all figured out and i don't think that that's necessarily the
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case. I don't think that just by virtue of going to a church, you've got it all figured out. In
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fact, I know that that's not the case. And we're talking about maybe two different things. We're
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talking about a system, which maybe you can have some criticisms of. And we're talking about a man
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who came and died for our sins and overcame death. And through his name, we have this immense
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spiritual authority over these things that are adversarial to us, that hate us, and that want to
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corrupt us and want to lead us to sin and want to, you know, weaponize our own desires of the flesh
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and shit like that against us. Right. Like those are two different things, a system, a building,
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you know, that, that takes tithing and that plays music or whatever. Like, you know, if you want to
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criticize that, that's a different conversation. And even that, I would say that's people doing
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the best that they can, you know, at scale. But if you're talking about an individual level,
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you can do better, but I have seen all that other stuff. And this made me feel foolish for leaving
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it on the table for so many years for having so much great information point back to it and for
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me to go like a little cringe little gay not yet not interesting not as interesting as whatever
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the masons are doing not as interesting as whatever the oto is doing not as interesting as
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this thing or that thing it just didn't do it for me because it felt so mainstream and cringy
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and now i'm like oh that's by design that is by design that christianity that christ has been
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painted with that brush, it's by design. And then now I understand that there is an actual
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really beautiful, simple truth to it. It's that like, yeah, it is all complicated, right? These
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people are worshiping entities and they are, you know, doing this work with the psychedelics and
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their astral traveling and their remote viewing. And, you know, there's mystery schools that have
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kept this and that. It's like, yeah, it is messy. And the spiritual realm is even crazier.
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And it's almost like God cut right through it and was like, we got to give these dummies
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something really simple, which I think is exactly what happened with Christ.
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Salvation is given freely, not by like doing the shadow work, not by learning the mystery
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It's like, no, no, not by your coveted knowledge, not by your works.
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it is given freely through grace all you have to do is accept it repent you know go forth sit no
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more it's like stupid easy that's a tough one right i saw you tweeting about lily phillips
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today responding to a tweet about uh she's the girl i guess she's from where you're from yeah
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yeah had sex with a thousand men something like that in a day wow i don't even think it was a
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day i think it was 12 hours wow impressive it is impressive very cool um she uh you get in the uk
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Can Christianity forgive her of her sins and make her a virgin again?
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And it's like David just responds like, Christianity doesn't do that.
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And I'm like, yeah, that's exactly that's exactly what needs to be said there, because the comp the conflation between these two things gets very confusing.
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And you start to, you know, the system in the man. Right. Yeah. Two different things. Yeah, it's but I mean, you know, that's it's been it's been a whirlwind, dude.
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And I would say that after me and top linked up and we did this show and there's a lot of comedy and there's a lot of, you know, really crass language and we're assholes and we're terrible people.
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And so, but within that show, there is this orientation towards Christ and there's this analyzing conspiracy through this new lens.
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And it just continues to yield good fruit over and over and over again.
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And that's the thing is like people go, people will see, you know, especially online though, but, oh, you're a Christian.
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Therefore, you don't know the coveted shit that I know.
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you don't know the the the mystery school shit that I know um and your worldview is simplistic
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and I'm like both all of those things are incorrect I'm aware of the shit that you know
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maybe I don't know it as intimately as you that's fine I'm not like this you know higher
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intellectual or whatever but I'm aware of the crap that you believe um and I believed it to
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some degree at some point as well but when I tell you that once I started to apply this lens
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over and over and over again it doesn't fail it makes sense of everything every system that i
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look at every conspiracy that i look at i look at i go oh okay yeah the bible actually does
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address this it's just not what we're taught at all do you think that's why christianity seems to
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be attacked the most and when i say attack the most i mean all religions get attacked but with
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christianity especially it seems to kind of be accepted by the mainstream would you guys agree
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yeah i mean you came from the uk as well you came from a comedy realm top so i'm sure you
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could speak to like how easy it is to dunk on it you know to a round of applause yeah i but
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you know what christians have also done that themselves in my opinion uh i grew up in the
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church so i did see a lot of the cringe aspects of it i see a lot of i i was kicked out of the
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church for, in a sense, being who I am. I spoke up and I spoke firmly to somebody in a position
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of power, was kicked out. They deserve the reputation that they get. And so that's one
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thing. But yeah, within the comedy realm, within America in general, it's very easy to dunk on
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Christians because it's accepted. And the more you kind of look at it, you're like, well, why
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is it accepted and also why does everybody go out of their way like adam green being the latest dude
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he's uh he's like a gnostic on on twitter and he hates jesus christ but one of the most interesting
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things that popped up about him recently i was like oh so jesus christ never existed is his big
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thing and uh denying the denying god and all this stuff but he named his daughter khali after like
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the god of destruction of like you know indian mythos and i'm just kind of like very interesting
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So you'll adhere to that, but attack Jesus Christ freely, and that is okay by everybody.
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You can't really, you know, you can't attack Judaism.
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Well, I guess you could, but, you know, they're protected in a certain way.
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Well, that's, you know, there's like Islamophobia, right?
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yeah it's never even mentioned it's never even discussed really on the mainstream no it's fine
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that's that's fine they also kind of like paint them like they're the problem right because the
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the christian the body of you know christians out there um are synonymous in some way shape or form
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with the racist white male patriarchy you know it kind of goes into the same category so it's like
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So, yeah, I mean, not to go ahead and cry about the way Christians have been treated.
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I think Christians have been treated very well in today's society.
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Like, you were allowed to go to church and be outright Christian for now.
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You know, like, after Jesus' day, these guys were persecuted like crazy.
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right so we can take the jokes and that's fine uh it's just yeah it is an interesting dynamic
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that it is allowed yeah within america and i think it's not just a it's not that it's just
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allowed it's it's encouraged and i think it's encouraged because it's a thing that works yeah
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it's celebrated to it to a degree and it's actually hard because um i'm constantly trying
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to square that where i have this comedic um bent and so does top and so you know we take to
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roasting people making fun of people on the internet and we're pretty good at it and that's
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not what people think of christians and and i don't know i i try to square that a lot like it's
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like this concept of like turning the other yeah i guess there's an aspect of it but that's not me
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they do a thing when after uh they've approached you and they've lost firmly they go hey why don't
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you just like lay down yeah why don't you lay down and let me like trounce you like well here
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here's a good example the rest of the christians and i'm like well that's just not me yeah that's
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not me dog one of my buddies on twitter said uh the world is being primed for the arrival of the
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antichrist and i said i'm gonna call him gay you know what i mean and it's but that doesn't fit
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with what you think christianity is and and maybe it's not but maybe it's not i don't know i'm still
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learning you know what i mean i this is like i said i had a life-changing experience that oriented
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me towards this direction and i know i'm shedding a lot of who i was as i moved down this path but
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there are certain things that i'm just not too sure that it's time to let go of i think that
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these other things uh deserve ridicule i think if if an antichrist is coming he deserves to be
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called gay you know what i mean and i don't think that he will be yeah he will be called gay he
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probably will be yeah he probably will be gay uh but you know what i'm saying so it's a it's a
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really weird arena to be in and because of that people will will say well you guys aren't really
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christian or you guys don't really believe in christ i'm like you don't understand how much
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i believe i probably believe more than you because i believe first and foremost that demons will
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manifest shadow people are a real thing cryptids are a real thing there are actual monsters out
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there and that's not a thing to be afraid of at all actually because in fact we've been given
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authority over them we have this ultimate power you know uh in jesus christ's name so it's not a
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black pill it's not to be afraid but i'm like these things are very real these things are very
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real i believe that i even go as far as saying i know that to be the case and so when you go you
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don't believe in christ i'm like dude you have no idea how much i believe in christ um i'm just an
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asshole well that's okay can i can i ask you it might be a difficult question but if you'd not
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found christ in that moment and this might be difficult what do you think would have happened
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And I know that might be tough because it doesn't sound like it would have been positive in any way, shape or form.
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But so many people have these experiences and don't find Christ and continue to have these terrifying encounters.
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Well, how do these demonic encounters usually escalate without any intervention?
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It would be like a continued persecution of the target.
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um david probably would have went deeper into a some sort of a depression it would have began to
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tear your family apart yeah your kid would have suffered in who knows how many different ways
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um and who knows if you're if you're dumb enough maybe you even contacted and start to make deals
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sure i mean you know my so my my wife she grew up in that house um and the room that we were in
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where was her brother's old room you know from when he was a kid since he's moved out and it's
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just a spare bedroom well actually the whole thing's been demolished since uh since then so
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probably for the better but um she had a discussion with him her brother about you know what I went
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through and he was a troubled kid and he saw a lot of stuff lastly paralysis aliens you know and
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was tormented in that place and I think that what I was dealing with was something that was
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local to that area maybe even to that house and maybe had some attachments to that room
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because of the brother's experiences growing up and the brother probably is what fed this thing
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for a long time so i think in some ways what i encountered was something that was there
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they're parasitic in nature and this thing was starved it was starved i think that's why it
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moved so rapidly that's why it revealed itself to me should have never done that once it got enough
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power to, you know, after loosing off me and eating all this negative emotional energy,
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I think it manifested, you know, to me, to my wife, to my son, worst shit that it could
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have done was doing that so quickly because the sense of urgency that it created in me
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was that desperation that led to calling on Christ.
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But I think I was dealing with something that was there for a long time.
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And I don't think they can do, look, ultimately, Tommy, it's like what Top just said, you
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know it can lead to possession you know with that that requires um a lot of consent i think
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possession is probably one of the hardest things for it to accomplish oppression is just run-of-the-mill
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shit you know it can stress you out it can nudge you to be more angry it can whisper things that
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you think are your own thoughts but it's not your own thoughts and it can whisper resentful ideas
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and and angry ideas and sad ideas nobody loves you nobody this you're a failure yada yada that
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kind of stuff and it can drive you ultimately suicidal ideal ideology i would say that is the
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the final goal it wants you to uh it wants you to kill yourself you know and that's what we see
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the vast majority of the time um i think that's what schizophrenics are dealing with and this
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isn't just something that i think we we have this on on pretty good authority one of the friends of
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the show is a clinical psychologist who deals with schizophrenic patients uh and he was in the
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field for 35 years. His name is Dr. Jerry Marzinski. And, you know, he came out of the
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medical industry thinking whatever the textbook diagnosis of schizophrenia was, was the accurate
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diagnosis. And long story short, on the other end of his experiences, he goes, no, this is something
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external to the individual. This is not visual and auditory hallucinations caused by, you know,
00:40:37.720
chemical imbalance of the brain. This is something that's external. It gets in through trauma. The
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more you believe that the thoughts are your own, the louder they get, the more influential they
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become until eventually they're audible. And, um, so those things, you know, they have the same
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pattern. It's, you know, you're worthless. Nobody loves you this and that over and over again,
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they torment them until eventually, yeah, sure. There can be a possession thing, right? I think
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that's what split personality is when the main personality recedes, you know, by disassociation
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and this other personality emerges in a schizophrenic patient, that is possession.
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And I think they take on a bunch of different, what would you call them, personality traits.
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You know, it's like, oh, well, the other personality thinks they're a child,
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or the other personality thinks they're a lady named Sue, or, you know, you name it.
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I think this is just deceptive tactics by this thing that has a parasitic relationship
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and that is ultimately trying to not only destroy all the relationships in the life of the individual
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so that it just exacerbates that feed loop that it's in.
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The sadness, the despair, the anger, all these things.
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And so, yeah, I think that would have been the ultimate goal.
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And I don't think that I would have succumbed to that.
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I was, you know, I came from a pretty hard life, used to be homeless and things like
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If I could deal with that, that I could deal with a little bit of, like, not being able
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to succeed in a different state and living with the in-laws.
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I think sometimes, depending on the one you encounter, can be clever and deceptive.
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This thing was just like impatient, wanted to go, go, go, go, go, wanted to feed, hadn't fed in a long time.
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So I think I literally encountered what plagued my brother-in-law as a child.
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A lot of people are probably dealing with stuff like this that don't even realize it's happening to them.
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you know they're under some sort of spiritual attack and that could be like the result of
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why so many families break up sure you know why people go down the wrong path and you know
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um i think that's i think it's a lot more these these attacks these spiritual attacks i think
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are a lot more common to so many people but so many people just don't see it because like we
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were saying before christianity and and and spirituality is attacked and is like uh and
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maybe that's why maybe that's why the powers that be want want want the world to be chaos
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want um you know dysfunctional families that are not you know and i think i think that's that's
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very real so that's scary that idea about being attacked and not seeing it or knowing it is kind
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of that's kind of my story um i'm trying to figure out where to even start this i guess uh
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um i i was working in the comedy sphere for a long time and i was doing a comedy show and
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We did events and, like, you know, correlated with the Libertarian Party and things like that.
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We were crossing the line during COVID, which was very important for people.
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People still kind of want that back, but I don't think I'm going to give it back.
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And we had this event at my house with Robbie Bernstein.
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He's the co-host of Dave Smith, and he did a stand-up comedy show at my house.
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So I had a bunch of people over, and I had all of the co-hosts of the show that I was doing at my house.
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One of them brought his girlfriend, and it was fine.
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You guys would probably know her if I said her name.
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she's she's famous and uh they stood in the spare bedroom for the night or two that they were there
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it was like it was like a strange dynamic they were there for a long time like sleeping in the
00:44:39.720
bedroom like everybody left they're still there sleeping um most of the day that we were performing
00:44:46.740
she was in the room doing whatever i don't know i thought she was working or something like that
00:44:51.580
the next day everybody clears out they're still asleep in the room and my parents they had a
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they're building a house on my property they were at the time and their moving truck from Brooklyn
00:45:05.300
came in the guy comes in his brother's supposed to be there helping him his brother doesn't show
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up he's in Tampa somewhere so it's a whole thing and I'm exhausted but I go you know what fuck it
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Keep in mind, at this point, I am not, I like conspiracies.
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I am also a Christian, but a disaffected Christian.
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I still believe in God and Jesus Christ, but never going back to the church.
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turns out this guy is like uh he's one of these original proud boy members i don't know if you
00:45:48.420
guys you know who this is it's like a very strange set of events he was battling antifa back
00:45:54.420
like 2016 2015 when all this crazy shit was popping off and now he owns a moving company
00:46:00.000
and he moved my parents so i'm talking to him and it's interesting because like all the people that
00:46:05.820
i talk to and the world that i'm in he was in before and he knows all these people and he knows
00:46:11.720
all the the politics and all the stuff like that and i was like man cool so me and him just
00:46:16.220
chatting it up and uh we're moving the stuff in the back and i think we finish or we take a break
00:46:23.460
and we come out and uh here comes my friend and his girlfriend and they come walking out the house
00:46:29.020
and i go hey come meet come meet these guys because uh maybe you know them but like whatever
00:46:33.500
they're they're cool uh my friend comes up his girlfriend is kind of behind him she sees this
00:46:39.840
guy stops on a dime turns around and walks away it looks like she saw a ghost and like like i'm
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i'm perceptive of like when people are around so i'm always paying attention to body language and
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what's happening i was like that was strange so i just say you know bye to my friend they leave
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no no big deal and i asked him later i said hey what the fuck was that and he goes do you know
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that girl and i go yeah i know her she just stood at my house and he just looks at me right in my
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face and he goes she's a witch and i go okay i i again i'm not dealing in the supernatural
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none of that i got nowhere to put this so i just go okay like i guess you don't like her
00:47:22.640
he knows her from before and then he goes again like no no no she's a witch again i go
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all right where do i thanks we chatted up the day ends uh it is what it is uh i guess i'll
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from from this point i'm gonna go back in time because it's like a very strange how this this
00:47:47.580
part happens i am kicked out the church it's a soft kicking out of the church basically what
00:47:53.520
they do is they take your membership because i was a member there which means you're not welcome
00:47:57.800
here anymore, but I was still leading the worship. I played guitar and I did, uh, all the musical
00:48:03.600
organization and the sound stuff for, so I'm still doing my duties there, even though the pastor
00:48:09.520
has kicked me out of the church for accusing him of embezzling money, which he might've done. Um,
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it was crazy shit. So I'm out of the church and I've made up in my mind already, never coming
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back to this place. Whatever you tell me to do, God, I'm doing the opposite. I'm doing my own
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thing. This was my mindset because now I've been burned by these people. And again, these people
00:48:37.660
being Christians, not Jesus Christ, not God, the people, which are, you know, and the people are
00:48:45.460
they're who they are. I've since talked to the pastor. We've made up, not made up, but like,
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you know, we, we've, we've spoken about what happened and we, we agree. Uh, but one of the
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elders comes up to me and she goes, Oh, uh, God has a word for you. I go, go ahead. Fucking say
00:49:04.000
it. What's the, you know, what's the word? She goes, you're going to have a great testimony.
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You're going to talk to millions of people. Um, you're going to be like, uh, I guess not,
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she didn't say preacher, but like, you're going to, you're going to be like preaching to millions
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of people and i go thanks bitch and i leave the church i didn't say that to her she's very nice
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she's a nice lady but in my head right i was like whatever whatever you say bitch uh because
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i don't want to hear that so i leave and and from there i go not not doing any of that if if that
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gets pulled if i get pulled in that direction i'm going in the other direction actively not going to
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do it fast forward meet david we start doing this show this show is christian it's not christian
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it's conspiracy and comedy when we started as a matter of fact we we had a very good chance of
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starting this show and going almost completely gnostic our first guest oh yeah an astrologer
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it was crazy shit and we uh we looked at him though afterwards and we were like good job
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because he was like basically like everything about christianity is fake and we were after
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the episode we're going like all right great and we weren't even like i wasn't here like you know
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talking about the bible or christianity like the way i am now it wasn't we weren't about that like
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i was coming from pure comedy david's coming from like this broadcasting he does comedy he does a
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little bit of everything and uh after the episode we had to decide do we even want to do a show
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together number one because it was like a it was his show and my show and we were interviewing the
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same guy yeah it was a swap cast yeah yeah sorts you know yeah a tryout a tryout for uh both of us
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see like how it would go and i think after we looked at him we were like that was gay right
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and he's like it might work he was like yeah but i mean like no what we were talking about
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with the guy oh yeah yeah yeah we didn't really like did you like that he's like i don't really
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yeah yeah i don't think that that's true he's like oh the bible is strictly um allegorical
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allegorical for uh astrological phenomenon and which you know is very much like zeitgeist 2012
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the film that came out and it's like yeah probably that's a layer of it but there is actual historical
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events and there is real truth in here but the nature of the universe is fractal as above so
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below so this story is written in the stars but it's also written in your own dna but it's also
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you know there's like layers to it but it's also a man who came and died for your sins like
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it's an amazing story uh and and you know the the realm that we inhabit is incredible but at that
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at that point like the show had no uh it it didn't have a name you know so it was just uh we had no
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idea what it would even be about besides like conspiracies he was doing it was called uh the
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raven's watch the raven's watch and i had the top lobster show and we were doing conspiracies like
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i was just interviewing people that had like crazy stories nothing about christianity because again
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And from there, like the show starts to go in that direction.
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So that one right there, Bohemian Grove, that was the second one.
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The third one was interesting because everything fell apart like two weeks ago.
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two weeks before this event i don't know if i've told you this story um so we had a theater in a
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town nearby us set up like a legitimate theater and we had close to 300 people coming from all
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around the world to the theater and the theater owner canceled us uh for having one of our stand-up
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comedians owen benjamin perform he says if he comes and you can't do this and i said oh well
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this is just we're not doing that we don't cancel people so we left and uh i immediately started
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looking for uh another option another venue the guy from the story that i told you slept at my
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house with a girlfriend he's now operating as like third man for uh not necessarily our show
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but we did another show with him and he's like he's a large public figure as well probably he's
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got 300 000 i don't even know oh yeah yeah he's really blown up yeah yeah um so he's helping us
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with the event and uh the event falls through we have like disagreements about what happened and
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he was mad at me he's like how come you didn't negotiate with the theater owner i was like it
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was purely ideological i couldn't negotiate the guy was talking about uh you know he was like well
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i have gay staff and this guy said gay jokes and i'm jewish and this and i was like he's arguing
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from a weird leftist standpoint and i'm like this is gonna this goes nowhere i've got two weeks to
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pull this off and i gotta start moving and uh from there it was like it was a bad breakup with this
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guy like he was he had you know i i feel bad he moved from miami to the town right across the
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street from the theater and the assumption that we'd be doing events there all the time and
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it fell through fantastically yeah in the craziest way um he bails on the whole thing on us
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asked his fans to you know ask for refunds which they didn't it was it got nasty um
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and me and david are left to like pick up the pieces of not just the event but like well what
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the fuck just happened here right it was like uh we were like cruising we were actually at the
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theater when the guy told us you can't do it because we were there taking measurements for
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the banners that we were going to put up and like that day it was just like boom yeah it was crazy
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and the way that door closed was crazy um and then the way the door closed on like the friendship
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with the other guy was crazy as well so now he doesn't talk to me um the show that we did before
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which was large in the the comedy space as well it's called tower gang that falls apart so now
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i'm out of the i'm out of the comedy game like uh not just there but like i used to do t-shirts and
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stuff like that for other people and since i started doing nephilim death squad i just like
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i was like hey listen man it's one of those things where it's like i can continue to pour effort into
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this or that and i was like i'll do it to myself so like i'm out of the comedy game with uh the
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merchandising and all these big comics that i was doing um with my podcast in general with the event
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the people that i'm out just gone done in a day yeah realistically and i was like shit man what
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happened there um a little asterisk which is kind of crazy too is we were in that theater
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um we had a small studio in his house but right across the street from his house was a coffee shop
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that had uh i knew the owner of the town he was renting space above the coffee shop which we
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really loved and we're like yeah let's rent the space there open up a studio above the coffee
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shop and then we could have one in his house one over there it would have been cool having guests
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over and then you could uh take them out or whatever into coffee but uh obviously that fell
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through like we don't do any business you're like bailed on that whole town yeah yeah i'm not gonna
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it tommy it went up to the mayor of the town yeah they wrote articles about us
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you want to talk about heat it got crazy heat heat heat yeah uh and you know the thing though
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is like i think like about me and david me i've been in it for a little bit longer than david as
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far as like the heat goes but you experience a lot of this shit too yeah um it doesn't i mean
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you know i'm a human being so it does affect me but like it doesn't affect me as much as other
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people so like they go hey you're canceled and i go all right fuck you and i go and i do what i'm
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doing anyway because you can't cancel me you can't cancel people in general we got the next venue in
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under 24 hours we still pulled off the entire event like it was no big deal it was just an empty room
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we had like we set up all the it was crazy stage and the lighting and all the mics and everything
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but it um the way that the fallout happened it almost didn't make sense because it was a success
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story we had secured a venue in under 24 hours and i think in hindsight it makes a lot more sense
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to me now i forget what it is it's a verse in corinthians that talks about not being yoked uh
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equally with non-believers or unequally yoked with non-believers i forget exactly but yoked is
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it just means a relationship goes beyond like a friendship we were entering a business deal with
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this guy he's a non-believer and that doesn't that's not a um necessarily an out for me doesn't
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me that i dislike you if you're a non-believer you know or anything like that everybody's journey is
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their own and everybody's path takes a different amount of time and and you know i just pray like
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you figure it out and christ reveals himself to you and you come but you know it's a different
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thing to enter a relationship with a person like that friendship is one thing a contract
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a binding contract with an individual who's not a believer um i think that god removed that
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from us because we were this close to signing paperwork but and we did uh i mean you know
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afterwards we did find out from some people that they were like you know him and another guy that
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i did shows with they they went over their house and they were doing like you know some podcast
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with them and they were like yeah they were talking about you i was like yeah i figured
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and one of the things that they like were upset about was like they're like oh yeah you know top
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went really like Christian uh since he met David and I was just like I didn't if you look at like
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my performance on my my uh comedy show it was a conviction of mine a little bit I'll be honest
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with you where I'm like we're saying some wild stuff like I can't just keep saying things just
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to say them if you're gonna use words use them uh if you're gonna shock people use it for the
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correct shock value you got to be real careful not just uh say a slur to say a slur it's it
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I guess maybe something about me had changed since I was doing Nephilim Death Squad.
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But all my attention was still on that show, on the other show.
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So that was an odd point of contention that they had.
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They didn't like something about that, which is interesting.
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uh about a three months later we're doing a episode with vicki joy anderson oh yeah and uh
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she's awesome she's the best yeah yeah she it was one of those moments where i said oh damn i almost
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like logged off because i was like oh my god she was talking about witchcraft and uh you can watch
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this episode it's it's on youtube and she had mentioned something that i knew before because
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i had heard it on merkel's show and you hear it other times as well like you you talk about this
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thing called like an artifact where a witch will leave an artifact in your house and it's actually
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called opotropaic magic um and it's a way optropaic opa opotropaic as i said not smart
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not barely i definitely wouldn't be able to say that but there is yeah it is this um it's a
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methodology that a practitioner or a witchcraft practitioner leaves an object behind or an item
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behind. And it's an anchor point. And it just gives them, you know, more authority over you
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in the spiritual realm to be able to execute whatever it is that they want to execute. But
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it's a it's a real thing. Typically, by the way, it happens in jars, which I found one when I was
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a kid in the woods, pulled it out of a tree jar filled with strange liquid pins and and like a
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chunk of flesh inside of a wrapping and i just smashed it on the ground and i was like oh and
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i think i think honestly i screwed up something for somebody uh because you know it's advantageous
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for them to have that there and i came across it and smashed it on the ground so they was
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fermenting they was fermenting it yeah yeah whoa so well what happened to me was uh after like they
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sleep over and after the guy it's like flashback again rewind um now we got to go into the house
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me and my wife are back at home and we got to clean up the house because we just had like a
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big party basically stand-up comedy party this is after this dude was like this chick's a witch
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yes uh yeah maybe even the next day or like a couple days later i whatever we we get to the
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spare room eventually we clean it up and my wife is like what the fuck i found uh in the spare room
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there was like a pair of panties dirty panties in here and uh they were like kind of small for
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the girl that should have been wearing it and i was like dirty what do you mean dirty and she
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wouldn't tell me uh flash forward talking to vicky joey anderson she's talking about witchcraft
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artifacts she's like yeah often they'll leave this and uh i think she even mentioned something
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about like uh blood and uh like like there'll be you know there'll be blood like that that's like a
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good signifier of this so i call my wife these bodily fluids blood uh fecal matter like that
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So I'm like, I'm fucking, I'm panicking on the show.
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And I call my wife and I was like, hey, hey, hey, I need you to tell me.
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It's like dried blood shit in the thong area, and she was like, you know, probably who knows
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By the way, this chick is an outspoken practitioner, right?
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Before she was LARPing in the right-wing political space and was actually on Infowars for a little
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um which i you know i i think about her a lot and i do pray for her because she's not she's never
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really treated me badly besides what i'm about to tell you i don't think she's a bad person i just
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think something went wrong at some point with her um so we find that flashback again no big deal
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my wife throws it out cleans the sheets and all this shit about like three months after the event
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um my kids get really sick and i'm like we had just moved to florida i had left a job with really
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good health insurance and like a six-figure job to come here and take a chance and do this or
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whatever my kids are sick they're like it's like constant diarrhea constant we're bringing them
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the specialist we're trying to figure it out spending time like a lot of money on doctors
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because it's like i'm paying for like private insurance now it's like it's a whole thing so
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the kids are they start to like taper off and uh not recover fully but like not it's not as severe
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immediately after my wife gets sick she's getting like uh uh what is it called vertigo she thinks
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she has like something wrong with her brain we send her to cat scans she's like she's seeing
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things upside down um she's getting pain throughout her whole body that's like moving
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in different spots to the point where she becomes like bedridden for a month and i was like she's
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gonna die like man yeah i mean i think i think that's the the reality of it is um you know this
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is something that we've been kind of tracking lately i don't know if you see this tommy but
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It's like there used to be this sort of cheeky, ironic paganism and witchcraft.
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And that was really prevalent when we were younger.
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You know, I don't know if I don't want to be like the kind of guy that's like a satanic panic thing.
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But like, you know, Harry Potter probably aids in some of that and makes it fun.
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And, you know, I was a real big fan of those films.
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it's a slow you know it's a slow path that you head down I know a lot of these girls that I used
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to go to school with that would memorize the spells they would talk about their favorite
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characters and they would go to cons and they would dress in the robes and things and I know
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a lot of those girls that are now adults and it's now like that routine spell casting and
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offerings and stuff is it's part of their everyday life and I think we've crossed this line now
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where we're watching a real return of unironic paganism unironic witchcraft yeah and it is so
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prevalent it's super prevalent and i you know if you just it works it works yeah well that's the
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reason that it's prevalent is because it does yield results when people don't quite understand
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what they're dealing with i think it'll yield results if you're uh if you're an idiot if that
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and i say that like in a kind way like i don't know i like he's the guy told me god sent some
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random dude with a scar on his face that was doing all these and he told me she's a witch and
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i had nothing to do i had no recourse to say except for like all right you know cool um so
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my wife is sick she's really sick and uh like we had moved to florida and we had some savings from
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the house that we had just sold but we bought a house and now i have this money and we're like
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well this is like you know if shit goes sideways but i i decided i was like hey listen we got to
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get you up and running because if we don't have if i don't have a wife here uh why did i move my
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family like my family for like a good reason um so we spent uh so much money on uh doctors and
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and she's a nurse so like she was aware of like the the western medical system and
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uh the medications that they want to put you on and she didn't want to go on those things for life
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so like between supplements um between we did some like uh frequency stuff which was actually
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very interesting other kind of uh heliopathic doctors but all this stuff is very expensive
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none of it's covered by insurance so 15 to 20 000 later like fuck but she's better um
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and then i start doing the show with david it goes in a certain direction and the craziest thing is
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that like uh so like i don't know even though i could have uh probably taken this witchcraft
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thing seriously immediately and battled it in a certain way i wasn't equipped and i didn't know
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how i also wasn't thinking that way i was thinking more like this doesn't happen
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or that because it's not real yeah this isn't real um but i guess it was real and you know
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vicky joy kind of put that into perspective for me and like it all hit me at once on that episode
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as i'm thinking about it but we do this show and the first sponsor that we get like who the
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fuck sponsors a show that hasn't hasn't even started really yeah yeah um first sponsor we
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get frequency healing technology sending us checks wow uh sending us stuff helping us get off
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shout out to matt reif um for whatever reason uh second sponsor we get supplement parasite cleanse
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company uh for no reason again a show that has no business doing any of this stuff uh has no
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business even getting sponsors oh yeah it's so hard to get sponsors it doesn't matter if it's
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early in the career of a show or late in the career of the show i know guys that have been
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doing this for a long time that still have you know trouble doing and and you know i've tried
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to secure my own sponsors it's real hit or miss but these things just showed up yeah next the
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next sponsor like uh health care health care like health product company because like now again my
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wife is like after we got her like healed up now everything is has to be organic and all this stuff
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and i get it she's like she's not fucking around yeah uh sponsorship from then this is within the
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first six months of the show and it's like all that money that i uh i thought i like lost spending
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on my wife is just like here's back and more wow i don't know yeah you explain it to me yeah
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um that got me chills man yeah and then i guess uh to top it off after the leesburg event when uh
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you know like we told like leesburg the town that we got kicked out of that we wanted to do the the
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coffee shop uh studio on top of the coffee shop because it seemed like that's what we're supposed
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to do like oh all signs point to doing this and then and then it falls through fantastically he's
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like you're not supposed guys like you don't work with that guy anymore um you don't you don't do
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this type of comedy anymore you don't work in this town uh but you were close you're close you still
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do comedy you work with a different uh white guy and uh yeah coffee shop but not on top of one
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inside of one yeah and it's like all right and this is what happened out of uh realistically
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out of nowhere like this is it none of it actually makes any sense so we're just doing
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whatever we do and uh that's it actually look at that i printed this out and like we have these uh
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oh here we go yeah this is a good sign this is a this is a latin word retardio return to god
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um let me see if i can put that a little closer yeah so that's awesome man yeah retard retard
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means return dio means god and when you put them together you know it sounds like retard which is
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funny because that's all of our branding yeah so like it's one of the things that i stuck to that's
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like i made this little thing with our nephilim skull skulls on it but retard dio return to god
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It just means, like, be completely, be clear, not in the way that you'll hear with new age people, but, like, be open to how God wants to work in your life or work through you.
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Don't fight it, because when you fight it, it's going to happen anyway.
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hi there you go we just passed like a i think we just passed like five million
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audio listens at least over the last two years so uh yeah if that lady's still alive that came
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true even though i said no yeah um that's funny yeah but that's who i am i take the hard path
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like you gotta like really kicking and screaming that's who i am um maybe that's who i'll always be
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i don't know david's david's seen me kicking and screaming a lot of times uh with my attitude but
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uh seems like god just keeps getting what he wants though yeah at a certain point you stop
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fighting but also i think the kicking and screaming is part of the the journey yeah it's part of like
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uh i wouldn't be able to be who i am like uh i think a good point like at the at the leesburg
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theater when the guy tells you you can't do this without all that kicking and screaming and that
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Like the ability to look at the passer and be like, you're doing something wrong.
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I know no one else is telling you here, but I'm going to tell you and I'm not going to say it nice.
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That'll get you beat up and scuffed up a little bit.
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But I think you kind of need that because I wouldn't have been able to tell that guy no.
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And then that's what that that entity, I think, when it's presenting itself to your son and your wife, it's doing the same thing.
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It's asking you, yeah, will you compromise now?
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Are you going to are you going to like do what I say?
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If I beat you down, if I beat you to the ground, if I take everything from you, like the story of Job, are you going to compromise?
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We've been through a lot, but we haven't been through that much.
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you know nothing like that crazy this is all kind of superficial this is fun shit this is this is
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fun stuff but there will come a time i think where you're gonna have to say no yeah and in a big way
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not just to no i'm not gonna get the shot or you know this and that no i'm not gonna worship
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yeah i'm not gonna worship your false god uh no uh you can cut my head off okay and as you do it
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i'm gonna tell you to suck my dick and they're gonna go that's not very christ-like as they cut
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your head off and you're like okay that's not very christ-like as you call the anti-christ
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game yes exactly yeah maybe it's not maybe it's not but i'm not jesus christ i'm i am uh me i'm
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top lobster and it's i'm kind of a piece of shit but that's kind of this is how you asked how we
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got here that's how we got here tommy yeah this is this is what happened guys man i think i think
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it's it i'm so thankful you shared your story today incredible both of you have had incredible
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journeys into this world um and and your show's amazing so we're the listeners i'm thankful and
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everyone that listens are thankful as well you know because you're here and and you're killing
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it so it's just amazing man you get you both gave me goosebumps about 20 times today oh thank you
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brother i appreciate it man i hope this is uh incredible did we get freaky did we get freaky
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oh we got we got more than freaking hell yeah amazing stuff guys and i think it's so important
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that guys like you guys like me guys like everyone share these experiences because you know there's
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people out there that might be in these positions that you guys are in well that's like if people
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are listening it's like you might not realize that some of the shit that's plaguing your life
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if you have a consistent thing over your life where things keep going wrong you know you might
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be you might be a victim of something that you don't realize you might have come into agreement
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with some sort of spirit and you didn't realize that you gave it consent because it's not just
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like acknowledge the terms and agree you know that's not how the spiritual realm works there's
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a bunch of different ways that we give consent to spiritual entities and forces on a regular basis
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and you might not realize that the thing that plagues you isn't just like your bad luck or
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isn't just some woe is me shit or something might have actually been pitted against you and i don't
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want to be the type of guy that's like everything is demonic but like maybe the thing that you're
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going through is demonic maybe there's actually something there's no neutral parties in spiritual
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warfare there's a spiritual realm around us at all times it is constantly engaging with you it is
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obsessed with you it is obsessed with you there's not a person alive today or throughout history
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that hasn't been in constant engagement, engagement with the spiritual realm, whether
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knowingly or unknowingly. So if you're listening to this, you are, whether you like it or not.
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And if you're the type of person where you find, let's say, because there's worse instances,
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right? There's like people whose lives are evident that something else is going on. If you're,
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if you're drug addicted, if you're depressed all the time, if you're constantly injured,
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if your relationships in your life are falling apart, that's probably a really great sign. If
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You look around you and the fruits of your life are rotten in every aspect that you can count.
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You might be either the victim of some sort of spiritual warfare.
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Some of these artifacts that were hidden by, I think they were warlocks, you couldn't even see them.
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He said the dude had to go there and pray in order to perceive these like a sock.
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Yeah. A sock left somewhere where they should have found it, but they couldn't see it until
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they're looking with a different set of eyes. I may be the same way that Vicky kind of just
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pulled that veil off of my eye. Yeah. You know? Yeah. And so, I mean, you know, you might be
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listening to this and you might have a bunch of things in your life that are, you know,
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you're looking around and maybe you're smacking a nail with a wrench. You know what I mean? And
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Maybe what you need to do is grab the appropriate tool, and the appropriate tool for spiritual warfare is always Jesus Christ.
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Like I said, I don't want to be the kind of guy that's like, it's all demonic, but, like, sometimes it is 100% demonic.
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And your inability to explore that avenue is just leaving you in a constant vulnerable state.
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you know and the help is there and it's absolutely free as well yeah no this this
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it's absolutely free brothers man this has been amazing thank you so much for your time today
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before we before we wrap it up have you guys had any experiences with ufos or have either of you
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seen bigfoot um i mean i've i've had uh this is like are you having this is his are you having
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Fun. I saw. Yeah, this is why you have your fun question. I saw a gray. Oh, it was a black.
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Wasn't that black? It was dark. So, I mean, you know, my my my grandmother was a lifelong
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abductee victim. And that's really bled into the lives of not only her kids, but their kids as
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well. And I'm of that generation, the their kids generation. And, you know, I guess I'll I'll make
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it quick but i when i was younger um me and my friends had a little spot in the woods where we
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would go with our bmx bikes and and it was right on the outskirts of town and we would um ride our
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bikes on some dirt hills and we even had something you could kind of call like a bowl where it was
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all dug out and you could ride your bike into it and um but next to this spot so that was like the
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local hangout spot for us you know 11 12 13 year olds in town and on the outskirts of that spot
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there was a little creek and around the creek there was some tall grass um and as kids we
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would stomp paths through the tall grass you'd lay it down with your feet so it became kind of
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like a maze and wasn't like the coolest spot to hang out but every once in a while we'd find
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ourselves in there and one day me and my buddy shane shane uh uh almost said his last name almost
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doxxed him cashman uh no no not shane cashman um me and shane were stomping our way through the
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the tall grass and we're navigating the maze and all of a sudden something starts running towards
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us in the tall grass now i grew up in a household where we always had like three to four dogs at
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any given time we had every animal you could think of we had owls and tortoises we had salamanders
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we owned raccoons we just had every critter you can think of i grew up watching animal planet
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steve erwin was was my hero as a kid my mother wept when he died you know um and i say all that
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to say, like, I understand animals, very familiar with them. And, um, I lived in a place where
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if you got a white tail deer occasionally, that was, um, that was abnormal. It's like,
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oh my God, the deer are moving into town. Like that started to happen when I got older. Deer
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started to come in and, and, you know, got strange. Um, you know, no black bear in this area.
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So when something is running towards us, I'm familiar with animals and very quickly,
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i have the thought of dog this is a dog and this thing is boogying so quickly towards us that i'm
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thinking it's we're gonna get attacked this happened so fast tommy that me and my buddy
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only have time our reaction is to grab each other because we're real close to each other and this
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path is narrow right we're just kids and we've stomped the paths ourselves so it's not like a
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super wide it's just like a skinny little path to the tall grass we grab each other and this thing
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bursts out of the tall grass and exposes itself to us. Now, this is New Jersey. This is the
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suburbs of New Jersey. Like I said, whitetail in some areas, black bear up north. This thing
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was bipedal. These are things that I know. There's some things I'm not sure of. There are things that
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i know because it all happened so fast i know it was on two legs i know that i know that it was the
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size roughly of like a toddler i would have placed its age around like i don't know three to four
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years old just based off the height um i know that it was completely naked and i know that it was
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basically black now i'm not talking about like like black skin like we're you know black people
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they're technically brown and white people are technically peach or something like no no i'm
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saying the color black it was black but it wasn't like a shadow you know sometimes you see a shadow
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and the shadow is so dark that it's darker than the darkness around it no this was a three-dimensional
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thing i could have touched it i could see the surface of its skin you know it was black
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but it was here it wasn't a shadow and it was um now those are the things that i know naked black
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toddler bipedal the things that i'm not too sure that i know was like its head felt like it was
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bigger and it was bald i know it was bald i know it was bald um and it was like this is what i'm
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not too sure i know but i think it was ashy so like like unmoisturized unmoisturized um stole
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your bike but didn't touch my bike ran right past it which is you know suspicious uh uh unmoisturized
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here's another thing i do know very fast very fast it ran out in front of this path and then
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it continued back on into the tall grass as if it didn't give a shit about us was not bothered by us
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didn't interact with us we just had enough time to retract and grab each other and brace for
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impact and it just blew right past us now for the longest time tommy i said i saw a naked black baby
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in the woods all right now i'm like 11 or 12 when this happens maybe maybe 11 actually because i and
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now that i think about it i always remember being around 9 11 um when i was 16 years old i was
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telling that story to somebody. And as the words are coming out of my mouth, I realize I've got
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enough life data now that there's no way you're going to put a toddler in the tall grass in the
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woods, strip them naked and have him run that fast. Even the coordination. I've never seen a
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kid run like that. But even if you did, you had a spectacular kid. Black kids are athletic. You
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got a spectacular kid and he can move real fast. Put him in the tall grass. The tall grass in the
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mud and the dirt you know the little stalks of tall grass that stick up when they're broken
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they'll stab you in the feet at 16 years old i knew oh man if you strip me naked right now and
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said run through that tall grass by that creek you'd be like oh yeah oh oh there's no way i'm
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this thing was in full sprint and stride not slowing down not bothered by our presence what
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kid just runs past other kids in the woods and doesn't say, help me, help me. I'm lost. Nothing
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made sense about the story, Tommy. After a few years, when you're 11 or 12, it's just a crazy
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thing that happened. But when you're left with the reality that this did happen and you start
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to have the faculties to ask questions, none of the questions had reasonable answers. Why didn't
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he care that we were there? Why wasn't he looking for help? Why was he naked? Why was he so fast?
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why was he so black i've like weird black so racist like it's just none of it made any sense
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dude and it just so happens that that year this is in carterette new jersey people can look this
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up 2001 carterette nj ufo sightings um some of the most spectacular ufo sightings that i've ever
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been adjacently connected with because i didn't have the pleasure of seeing them but people i
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went to school with did their parents did there were these craft not at all far walking distance
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from that area um above they were above the turnpike above just this useless information
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but above the turnpike above the mcdonald's above the walgreens um in the sky these orbs sitting
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there from daytime until nighttime so you saw them in the daytime they were there for so long
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that local news crews were able to show up and interview people on the streets who are pointing
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up at them people were coming out of their jobs and staring at them and all the way until the sun
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went down and the sky was dark these things were still there and then i think they just
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blinked out you know that's it they just kind of faded out and went back to dark
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but now like i said my grandmother uh lifelong abductee victim and and if you go to joseph
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i forget what his name is the mufon investigator joseph jordan joseph jordan i'll never remember
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that guy's name uh joseph jordan he's a mufon investigator and he's handled personally like
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i don't know how many hundreds and hundreds of cases and he said in the over 600 cases he's ever
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dealt with where people had abduction experiences unanimously they all had occult practitioners
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within their uh their their bloodline uh which my grandmother was and that it wasn't just them it
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was a bunch of people in their family that would have these experiences too that's the case for me
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i've had these experiences my grandmother had these experiences i got two cousins that had
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these experiences my mother has weird stories her sister is full-blown schizophrenic um in the worst
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possible way that you could imagine when people hear schizophrenia and they go what's that like
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you imagine like a crazy homeless person that's my aunt dog so um i don't know why this thing
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showed itself to me i don't know why they continually like i can understand the haunting
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i could understand the spiritual access and the loosing and the sucking of energy and all this
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stuff i get that predatory parasitic in nature but the why show yourself to me when i'm hanging
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out with my friends and we're riding our bikes in the dirt paths and we're in the tall grass i i
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don't know why that is but i mean you know to this day it's one of those stories where
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i is a brief moment and i got a lot of information from it but we talked about it before tommy right
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it's like nowhere to put it nowhere to put it except unless you're me i figured out a way
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where to put it i wonder what that thing's doing right now i don't know laughing every time i tell
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the naked black baby story on a podcast it's like he's telling it again he's saying the story
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man well i i've never seen a naked black baby oh go ahead tommy what if it was like a this is
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just putting it out there what if it was like a small bigfoot like a baby bigfoot like a child
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bigfoot um so the area that i was in and i'm not saying that bigfoot has to be like in a forest
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because i've heard stories where bigfoot is like in a patch of woods on the outskirts of town too
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you know what i mean so like sometimes you think of like national forest or something like that but
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i've heard stories that break that mold this all i'll say is that this thing had no hair
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it was it was naked and smooth um so uh you know it could have been who knows it could have been
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i think i've heard stories like this in fact um there's an there's an interesting video and i
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think it's in new jersey of what appears to be some kind of ape or something in the background
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like swinging through the trees i don't know if you guys have seen that i don't think it's small
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and they call it a baby bigfoot in new york i'm pretty sure if you google that it'll come up
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but it's an interesting video that's been about for a long time and it just when you was when you
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when you said that it kind of took me to there as well i mean there's something here like um uh
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if you look up a tyanac which is t-i-y-a-n-a-k it looks like a naked baby and it's bald and it's
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black i mean it could have easily been something like that um you know there's no shortage of
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of cryptids out there um all shapes and sizes and you know who the heck knows what i saw in fact
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there might be zero relationship whatsoever to uh to the ufo sighting that year it's just like me
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trying to make sense of of my experience and so it just so happened we did have a pretty profound
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uh ufo experience that year but i don't know man i mean who the heck knows what it was could have
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been anything um except in my opinion a naked black toddler that just doesn't make any sense
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you ever seen a baby try to run their heads usually weigh so much that they go you know
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in whatever direction their head leans this thing was this you know what i'll go as far as to say
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it was fully developed this thing it was explosive it was fast it was sprinting this thing was done
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growing maybe you could imagine uh it wasn't still when it's like developed stages you know
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this thing was go it was it was fully realized whatever this little creature was um but you
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know it just makes you wonder like why the hell why show yourselves it's in the tall grass it was
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obscured when it first got on our radar it didn't have to reveal itself at all unless it really had
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some place it was going like it really and let me tell you it was moving like it had some place it
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was going this thing had some place to be maybe that is should have followed it no hell no dude
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we screamed and we ran out of the woods and we ran through the trailer park and we ran all the
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way to the park that was nearby and we collapsed uh you know in heavy breathing in the grass on
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the edge of the park like it was um it was terrifying it was terrifying and then we remember
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what the face looked like can you remember what the face looked like no no it was quick it was
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so fast man um like i said the blackness about it was like you know it was it was it was like this
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thing like you see how the light catches off of it like it was three-dimensional it was really there
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but it was black like that um and that didn't make any sense i mean i knew some kids that were
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from africa and they were super dark but uh eddie murphy's pretty black oh yeah like there's that
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black model that's real black like that yeah yeah it's like that but like dude what are the odds
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that you get that and then a baby and here's another uh instance that happened my so i had
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a best friend growing up um and he we were walking through the trailer park that was right there like
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you had to walk through it to get to the woods and he was telling me he's like yo dude there's a
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black baby there and he said i didn't respond and we kept walking he's like yo dude there's a black
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baby there and it's he says just standing in the middle of the street in between the you know the
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and i just wouldn't respond wouldn't look wouldn't care and now he was only able to get my attention
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after we passed it and we're out of view and then after we passed it i was like what do you want
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dude he's like there's a black baby you didn't see i've been calling you and i was like nah dude
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so i don't know i and that one to me is like that's his story even though he was talking to
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me about it i don't remember that at all he still will tell that story he's like yeah there's a time
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where i saw a black baby you refused to even turn your head to me that didn't happen i don't remember
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that even a little bit um so i don't know what to what to make of that but same area maybe 200 feet
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from where we were man i don't have any stories as cool as that my stories are just like fairly
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common i don't know shadow person scene one that's pretty scary but cool yeah but not as cool as like
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a scary blown apparition or like a black baby yeah the shadow i was born in a in a house in
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seagate which is actually where jeffrey epstein was born um oh whoa yeah crazy but it's that you
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know no relation you sure yeah palm beach pete we went to a couple of parties together yeah he was
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he was actually already like well into his career by the time I was born um but uh I was born in
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this house not in the house in the hospital but like that's where I lived the first two or three
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years of my life house is extremely haunted my uh my parents then uh leave the house for their
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house and my next I think my my one of my uncles moves in like this landlord loved that loved the
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family I guess we paid on time so she just kept renting to my family so my uncle moves in he sees
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a bunch of crazy shit the next uh aunt moves in and she's there for like 25 years you've spoken
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to her daughter oh yeah the things that they see in this house i just absolutely insane but i've
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seen i've seen a bunch as well one of them that sticks out to me the most would be we're having
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a sleepover and uh there's always paranormal stuff happening like whether uh there's a battery
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that's going off there's a toy that's going off that needs batteries doesn't have them
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lights on and off uh noises you name it shit falling it's just normal in this house to the
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point where you ignore it um but i was in the living room and we're all sleeping over and i
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look and uh my cousin my older cousin who this thing is now attached to in like in pennsylvania
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she actually left but it's still with her it's standing over her and i remember getting the
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feeling of like oh it's claiming uh dominion over her and it was a shadow figure like darker than
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dark but red eyes because i can see that it's looking at her and the thing is as big as the
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door frame and she's sleeping in like in front of where the hallway would be and it's just over her
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like lurched over but still like looks like barely fit through the doorway and i just like
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put my blanket over my head i was like forget that uh nothing nothing to do here classic uh
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classic classic shadow person story well classic defensive move as well as a child
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yeah blanket over the face this is uh yeah this is top lops is dog man i don't know if you know
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this but uh the dog man exists in a hyperspatial state that exists and doesn't exist unless you
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look at it yeah the observer determines the existence of the dog man it is consistently
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disemboweling you and leaving you alone depending on whether you make eye contact with it so
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don't look at this shit um but oh boy we got you bought cheeses and pistachios that's really nice
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right in front of the camera no problem um and uh my ufo event more in a minute more recently
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actually since i've been living here it was probably happened last year or so i think i
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called you right after um i'm sitting on my porch and i'm looking out towards the east
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and this thing comes from the south and it could it's it's in the distance and and there are planes
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that fly over my uh my area actually like there's a lot of uh there's a lot of planes you'll see
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commercial planes and you'll see residential planes like you know like smaller craft but like
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you can tell like the smaller ones are low and you can see the wings you know what they are you
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could hear them the resident the commercial ones are very high up you can see them they'll often
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have their blinking lights on the on the wings and you can you can see what they are but this is
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like the broad daylight middle of the day I think I was waiting for you to come over we were going
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to start a show or something like that and I'm sitting there and I'm just looking and this thing
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flies from the south to south to north and it's evident it's like very shiny metallic object but
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it's in the distance very far away from what I can perceive so it's got to be large because I'm
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still seeing i'm seeing a glimmer off the sun which is now like above me and i'm looking at it
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and then it goes to the east like super fast to the east so like basically away from you right
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like that and then it disappears because i can't see it anymore and i was like that's strange
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and i go huh and then about a minute later same thing same movement same glimmering object
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from the south to the north stays there for a second and then shoots to the east out of my sight
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like becomes like you know just a pinpoint disappears and i'm like oh my god wish i would
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have recorded that anyway and then a minute later fucking again i think this thing did it like three
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or four times the same exact movement in the same spot like away from it was always like performing
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for me and i'm like that's what they do though yeah and each time i'm like oh i should have
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recorded it and that like but you don't think to take your phone i was like this i think there's
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no way it's gonna do it again it's gonna do it again like three or four times i called david
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and he was like that's fascinating what time is the show today it's all just run-of-the-mill stuff
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at this point i was like but that's like i don't get it to be honest it's like it didn't like
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change my life or anything it's just something i was like yeah that's not that's not how things
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move it's not how a plane a plane doesn't move this way and then go out of your sight that way
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it doesn't do it four times would you say it uh it was i mean did it that many times do you think
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was aware that you were looking it's a strange it was so far away it's how i it seems like it's
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performing for me or maybe for somebody else that's closer that it's looking at but like
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it's doing a thing it's it's performative for sure it's doing the same maneuver yeah um it wasn't for
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me i don't know wild yeah but uh that that happened and that was probably less than a year ago yeah
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that was uh when we had the studio at my house i had that one um i got out and i i chased it
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gonna happen i'm on the porch with my wife not long ago and all of a sudden i look up in the
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night sky we be seeing shit tommy and something something's moving across it looks like a comet
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with a tail oh yeah yeah but it's moving so slow and the tail is not facing the right direction
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you sent me a video of it didn't you yeah yeah it's a shit video um but the tail is in front of
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it almost like it's illuminating where it's going and it's cruising across the sky for so long
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and people are like that's a plane dumbass like no no this thing drove me i i got my phone and i
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ran out of the house and i was able to see it it's changing colors that's the thing we will see like
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from from where we are you'll see a lot of elon's launches oh yeah i've seen that too you'll see
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that i know what that looks like and i know what starlink looks like when it's in the atmosphere
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or like you can tell like there's like a group of them i've seen that before there are things that
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like like i said like the movements are a dead giveaway of like all right something's happened
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that's intelligent it's either being controlled intelligently or it is intelligent so when you're
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seeing stuff like that it's like yeah this is something else yeah it was bizarre but yeah i
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mean you'll see and it's also wide open out here yeah florida's very flat and there's no mountains
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and there's no um skyscrapers really not where we're at so it's like you can see far man you
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could see a lot so i would say on any given night you look at the sky long enough you'll see
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something yeah absolutely and there's a lot of reports at the moment i know the world's pretty
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crazy right now but so many people are seeing this stuff at the moment yeah and managing to
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capture it as well there's a lot of cool videos yeah a lot of them look like as you said like
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meteorites but they're moving in different ways that you know ways that meteorites shouldn't be
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moving you know yeah i saw one the other day where um it curved upward and then made a turn
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and was like this is not a meteor it looks just like one until it goes up and then it turns and
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then it turns back again starts snaking around the sky and you're like okay this is something
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else but you're right there's been a huge uptick the last two weeks alone yeah massively massively
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yeah yeah and when we think of where the world is right now you know it is crazy i mean i think
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some of this stuff might be technology that we've got that they don't share um but some of it just
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defies logic you know i don't know i don't know what you guys are thinking on i think they're
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getting ready for um if you look into the bledsoes uh ryan bledsoe chris bledsoe these are uh ufo
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experiencers they're they're christian but i think they're being deceived by uh one entity they're
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in contact with in particular calls itself the lady the bledsoes will say the lady has a bunch
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of different names mother mary holy spirit isis ishtar uh hathor and a bunch of other ones yeah
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and it's which is you know ridiculous but um i do believe they're in communication with the real
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entity and that entity told them that this is all the way back in 2012 that there was going to come
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a time where there's going to be war between israel and iran and when that happens um it'll
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basically go all the way up to the brink of nuclear war which will be stopped by uh orbs that are
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going to come out of the ocean and they even gave a date uh the star regulus or regulus i don't know
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how you pronounce it is supposed to glow red and align with the sphinx in egypt and that is actually
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real so so you know hats off to them i will say to get a prophecy back in 2012 and then for that
01:42:16.300
star to align with the sphinx that's supposed to happen april april six and it just so happens
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we're in war right now with iran um on israel's behalf i would argue and so uh you know pretty
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great conditions for that to happen the the alignment is going to happen and the war is
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happening and the orbs are upticking currently so um the idea is that and i you know keep in
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mind just for your audience so they so they understand um this is a massive deception in
01:42:46.500
my opinion um we're gonna have something we need to touch on that stuff today huh no we're gonna
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have something presents itself as a savior figure and um this is gonna fool a lot of people but
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So not only the orbs, but also these these meteors and things like that.
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And I mean, I don't know. It's looking like we might find out what's today's date as we record here.
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25th, the 25th. So we have about 11 days, 12 days.
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I think it's 31 days in March, 12 days until this alignment.
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when the alignment happens is that's going to precede this event shortly after that supposedly
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this isn't my prediction supposedly there's going to be you know that this war is going to get
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real terrifying for a lot of people nuclear you know war is going to break out also keep in mind
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there's a not just a prediction but i think there's actual scheduling of donald trump
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they're going to say aliens but I don't think they're going to give us
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all this stuff kind of lines up like especially
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events happening and like strange things and then
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and we're going to find out very soon if that's the case
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