Parasites: A Battle with the Demonic w⧸ V of Divine Soldier
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In this episode of Phililim Death Squad, we're joined by Top Lobster's own V.U.C.U to talk about a recent event that happened in the coffee shop at the Standard Coffee Shop.
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welcome back ladies and gentlemen for the second time today to another episode of nephilim death
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squad i am david lee corvo aka the raven that is top lobster the father of disinformation what's up
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before we get into today's in studio guests i'm always a fan of doing irl stuff it's always much
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standard.com so yeah go support the standard whatever basically gets sold here goes right
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back into the studio and uh we'd like to also support the shop a little bit more than we do
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right now so including the sponsors right we have a bunch of people there's a coconut water that i'm a
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big fan of oh there you go we got some coconut water um let's get into let's get into the show
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okay so show of what we're doing here the show joining us today is v v uh before we get into
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the discussion let's talk about what it is that you do you have a youtube channel what's the youtube
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channel called and what do you do on there um okay so my name is divine soldier and it's at the lord's
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army and basically i mean i just say my thoughts yeah and revelation and you know just try to try
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to do what god is wanting me to say and to who um when okay try to just stay under the lord's covering
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because for so long i just blabbed and it wasn't good well i mean i'm not gonna lie that's a lot of
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what we do here is we're just blabbing and it wasn't good and it wasn't good yeah um i didn't
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know when did you book when did i book this just happened like like yesterday yesterday yeah and i
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have no idea he won't tell me i'm sorry i'm just i'm very excited about this because i i didn't tell
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david anything about it so basically what happened is yesterday i'm sitting at the big table there
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yeah and in the standard coffee shop which is where we're coming at you live from right now
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casino and casino um and i'm talking to v oh here we go we're getting hit up with some more
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coconut water thank you matt um i'm not brewing this and she starts to tell me her uh part of her
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testimony okay and i don't know you maybe got like two minutes in and i was just like all right stop
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yeah i know what that's like i know that's like i mean i know that move when we that'll often
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happen we'll have a guest we'll talk a little bit before the show starts this actually just
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happened with austin only moments ago he starts telling us if we go stop no more yeah we got to
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hit record very rude well i mean it's like i love hearing it in in the moment for realsies and that's
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what i was telling you yeah yeah and we start talking a little bit v and i before this starts
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and all of a sudden one thing leads to another and she goes hey by the way i've got some physical
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evidence pulls out a jar i go i don't know i don't want to see the jar i don't know what's in
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the jar i don't know what you have we need to get started well i definitely want to see it here let's
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come into the mic a little bit keep it like about like you can pull it you can pull it into you as
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well you know yank it around treat it like it's made of metal because it is so um this is a
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testimony based i'm excited i don't know what the hell's going on i'm so glad that i'm on a platform
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that's receptive to this um so often like i put a target on myself at first early on um world health
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organization you know um fda everybody those are our favorite people right those are our favorite
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acronyms yeah so um yeah i just i just let people in on my journey along the way and that's
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something that i i've continued to do um i think it's important i know it's important to share
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testimony and to talk with people and yeah you know if the lord put something on your heart to do it
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um for so long i didn't i didn't believe in god um so i grew up i grew up in church pentecostal and
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mormon and you just go ahead pentecostal and mormon yeah like so you did say that but did what do you
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mean by that like i didn't know the two could be two separate time periods so no uh one grandma
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pentecostal the other grandma mormon whoa interesting really close to the mormon grandma
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um probably because she talked about bigfoot and aliens based mormon grandma yeah we have some mormon
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listeners uh yeah they don't like me shout out to not nice guy i still love him he's awesome
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okay so bigfoot and yeah yeah and then uh my pentecostal grandma so like i love them both the
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same but my pentecostal grandma she was literally the most perfect person i have met still to this
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day i don't know if it's you know the speaking in tongues edifying or you know the fruit of the
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spirit like she she just she lived that life you know so yeah that's that's basically and i got saved
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in a baptist church camp okay so that's your childhood yeah and you said one grandma but can i ask a
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little bit i don't you know we have time here yeah grandma is into bigfoot she talks about these
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things not into it not into it seen it seen it grandma all right so we got we got some stories
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yeah this story this story is going sideways i love this mormon grandma sees bigfoot yeah and okay so
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could you could you just recap that before what does that look like i'm sure she's told you
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i was i was little and you know i i hear stories from my mom and such and my grandma when she was
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alive i briefly heard her talk about it and talking about like actually seeing in the snow big bare feet
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yeah so this is in florida hearing something this is not florida no this is kentucky kentucky okay
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all right this is a bonus all right well that's where you'd expect to see next to like the national
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boone uh daniel national boone what is it the daniel national boone forest i don't know i have
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no idea i've heard some daniel boone national forest i should know this no that's okay i'm not good with
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geography or anything like that so that's that's interesting so she shared with you these stories
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is that all she's seen as a footprint no she's seen like she's seen like a huge ufo over her house
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too like like the mothership and and then my now we're like really go i didn't realize how many
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stories i have um my great grandma her mom literally whenever they talked about this i was
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atheist then so i just thought yeah but then i i didn't want to believe my mom was lying but
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they said grandma wheeze grandma wheezy is what we called her name was louise i like that
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and that's before lil wayne no relation right no no and um they said she was possessed they said
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that they had to bring someone in it was cold just like you hear about some version of the exorcist
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movie and all that stuff um the deep man voice and i don't know yeah like a manifest she was
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manifesting yeah is what yeah okay yeah what year like so this is your great grandma this has got to
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be around the 20s or something like that right i don't even know she was born in 1914 i believe
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okay um and it was when i think it was when my mom my mom was born then so my mom was born in 64
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so i don't know i'm gonna go out on a limb here v and i'm gonna start to say that i could already
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get a sense that there's gonna be a real supernatural element to your testimony oh yeah the reason i say
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that is because so often including with my own self but but remember we talked about patterns
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before the show started i said when i listened to these stories some of the patterns that emerge
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are this happened to my mother this happened to my grandmother this is something that you know people
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in my family who came before me have seen for some time yeah i didn't realize that yep oh yeah oh yeah
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so so my family for example yeah same thing ufos etc etc by the way really fascinating because we
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we're in a time right now where like bigfoot used to be looked at as this maybe it's a missing link
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maybe it's a giant monkey in the woods i was just talking to a guy out there about bigfoot he had
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a bigfoot shirt and i was like that's a hell yeah you got a bigfoot shirt i got a bigfoot shirt
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so so um now what people are starting to accept and they've been doing this for a number of years
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is that there seems to be this correlation between bigfoot seeing well the military but also it's
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you're you're recognizing patterns um but also uh ufos orbs of light these owls uh alien grays
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so i i'm already getting a sense of like the direction you're gonna you're gonna end up going
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so uh um is that all because i i don't want to do too much of the grandma talk but i do want to know
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like did grandma have any um that's i think that sums it up there okay all right so so where does
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your story begin then okay so i strayed far away from the path i became like very worldly
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um so i've always had that selfless love aspect of things and i'm i'm glad for that um though it was
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very detrimental to myself because i gave so much away that i'm like over here dying yeah and like
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literally in survival mode um so the enemy tried to take me out several times even though i didn't
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believe in him you know i see things now for sure see him now um would you say you were like
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you were atheist or you were agnostic i was totally atheist i was so much atheist that um
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i seen christians as evil i was like a paul and i didn't even know paul like i didn't know
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supernatural things even though like my grandma's went to church and i went to church too
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i didn't have a spiritual i didn't have a connection a personal relationship you know
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yahweh i i didn't have that whatsoever i didn't know how to but i see my grandma's pray like pray
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and stuff so that helped in my life um sorry i'm getting no that's okay that's okay uh i just find
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it interesting because you know you say that you had like you know these two grandmas based mormon
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bigfoot seeing grandma and then pentecostal grandma and it's just interesting because there's no way to know
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you raise a kid in and around the church but our path is our own yep so yeah so you know i bonded
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with my brother a lot and my brother was atheist still still is um and you know he showed me some
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things that just didn't make sense or you know everybody believes basically the same thing so
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it's got to be it's quite the opposite of how we would see things now like we like you're saying
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patterns like oh december 25th and oh messiah and oh you know how that is is proof that that's real
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you know it was it was quite the opposite so you're saying are you kind of alluding to like a zeitgeist
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type of deal like look at all these other cultures who have a similar kind of story and yeah yeah okay
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yeah we went i went through that myself personally and then came out the other end and realized that it
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was um what would be a good word to sum it up it's like uh forgery it is it's a they're aware of
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prophecy they're trying to hijack it and create their own version hijack i love that word i got that
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word yeah so our uh one of our mentors this guy ed mabry he talks about um these stories they're being
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replicated time after time and you'll see it again and a lot of people will point to it be like oh that's
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the story of jesus christ but it's well before jesus christ mithras dionysus it's etc etc we even
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we just had an episode on buddha who they were like oh well look at him he's he's doing a lot of the
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teachings of jesus christ and and he predates him and it's like yeah well this story is written in the
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stars and there are constant mimicries of it but it never quite nails none of them quite nail the real
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aspect of what it is and i think that they understand they were able to read it and understand the story
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but there's always details left out that are desensitizing it's that for the paving the way
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for the messiah that's going to come that's the antichrist yeah yeah there has to be there has to
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be that that level of delusion oh uh deaf not says appropriating that's a great way of putting it
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appropriating yeah yeah um so that's kind of like how we're looking at things now because they all come
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and they all do like uh what's his name um hermes he's born of a virgin birth uh from his mother
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semiramis and his father nimrod but uh they all ask that you sacrifice to them and in the story of
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jesus is flipped on its head because these these entities don't under they just can't they can't
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understand that part yeah that idea that part of i guess a selfless love that we were just talking
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about so it's just it's interesting to look at it it's interesting to see people kind of like
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fall into this trap and not really understand the grace that we're like looking and digging for
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deeper and deeper every day but that's good that's real good please continue okay so
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i was very worldly atheist like i i was for sure that i knew that pride right i was for sure that i knew
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that there wasn't a god and um i put my hope and my trust in people um though there was always reason
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for hope you know i just misplaced it so um so i was in the in the system um such as like red flag
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to you know with abusive situations toxicity and i was just as toxic as the toxic people that i was
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allowing and i didn't you know realize that though i wasn't one to blame and say you know it's more
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but i would get that a lot you know in the other direction um i just i just knew there was always
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something to learn from each scenario and more than just one thing like multiple things like
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multifaceted because that's how god is right he's multifaceted um so let me just look at my notes
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here i don't want to like i really want to stay on to like i want to let the god flow i want to let
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him flow but you know also i don't want to miss anything um so i'm i'm weird as you could tell
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because um i'm finally on a platform where i could speak and i don't have to give bits and pieces i
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don't have to you know i don't have to shut myself up well that's why i asked where it's where it began
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because it's like these patterns emerge again and you're you're talking about trauma yeah and
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that's how they slip in so uh you know you're being in and out of these systems and things of
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that nature whatever the system is you know we talk about on this show um sort of these like
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foster care systems for example like people that go through that experience a bunch of trauma
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in childhood it just opens up a doorway for them to start slipping in and start working yeah so um
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my body started attacking itself um i was i was on and off drugs like i was able to see both realms
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um so this is not to paint myself in a good i was just right along with everybody else doing drugs
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like i would say oh you're having a hard time come to my house or you know oh you know i understand
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and then i would you know let people in or whatever and then i would end up doing what they were doing
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so if you're doing this drug oh i'm doing it too now now i'm doing it too you know so people around
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me would steal off me and you know and i praise god for that because i could have been worse off or
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dead um so i would like trade my food stamp card and say here get everybody some drugs you know and
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and i would say just give me a little portion and they would feed me like a baby and i'd have to beg
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you know for my own stuff like it was just it was horrible but i praise god for that because
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people around me like i would i would be in and out of both realms so i would hear things and
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and people were like it's like they were too far gone in a way it's like they were like off in their
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own world and i'm like and nobody was paranoid nobody was like thinking that this is and i was
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always like i always felt like i was being watched on many different levels but never
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never spiritually i didn't believe in god so so what did you i felt like i was on my own i was like
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there they wasn't killing me because i was funny like i would be talking out loud and i'm like i
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know i'm being watched by the police there's no way i'm not because the people i hang out with are
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just throwing needles down and like just careless you know what i mean so which drugs oh my gosh dude
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um meth crack cocaine i started shooting up um after a while so it progressed you know it went from
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snorting and then i did i did pain pills every now and then when i could get them
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and i never i never had withdrawal i've only had one withdrawal in my life and i thought that you
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know i thought it was the flu or something and then i found out it was really sad so you're saying when
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you're um under the influence you're experiencing this like blending of realms yes yes what did that
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look like or seem like or feel like so at first like i said i didn't the enemy knew if i started
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seeing these things like entities um so i i had exes i had an ex tell me i'm gonna get that effing
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baby right so i stayed like a soldier in the house i stayed guarding at thinking he's gonna come through
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the window you're not gonna get him and it was like threats right so it was like something to keep
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me paranoid and i was already paranoid and i was already you know in the zone in the cycle so
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um so yeah i stayed on guard to the point to where i thought like little shadows that i would see out
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of the corner of my eye i thought it was him i thought he was just real because he was sneaky
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dude he was like it was like really sneaky could have been him crawling around yeah right and he
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and he would talk about things like that so i was like you know that's just i just didn't like i see
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you ha ha and i was i felt like i was always on top of it you know what i mean but coming to find
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out that's it's demonic and it was demons yeah shadow people yeah and um so my body started attacking
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itself it was just me and the kids and i finally was able to buy drugs and and and do them however
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i wanted and and be able to do them enough to where i'm still awake and and and knowing what's going
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on and protecting i felt like i was protecting my household by staying awake so that he wouldn't
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jump in the window and still so now you've got that added layer of sleep deprivation right right so
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so when when stuff happened to me i knew that i couldn't just say things because people were
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going to think it was hallucin hallucin hallucinations or whatever but like like i have physical proof
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today and like i'm going to tell you what they do when you bring physical proof it's matchbox signs
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that you've got delusional parasitosis it's you're automatically classified interesting so when
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you're saying medically speaking they'll classify you as what was the terminology so you'll have you
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have delusional parasitosis parasitosis it's matchbox signs is what they call it huh so like you red flag
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instantly you're crazy so but when you're operating on that frequency right so you're in the demonic
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frequency you're seeing more demonic because that's where they vibrate lower vibrational yeah
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yeah so so i i had to see that to realize that this stuff is real yeah like i've been living a lie
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dude this is wicked so what you're doing you're doing these drugs you've got to a point where you
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can you can afford them and it seems like you're doing them not just recreationally but like functionally
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like you're so i so like i wouldn't want drugs and then my ex would be like let's go get some and it
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was basically like he would he would want to stop and i wouldn't i wouldn't stop and he wouldn't so
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it was very toxic there but then when he was gone i needed that because i always gave control to
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everyone else i didn't know how to have self-control um i thought that was the loving thing to do you know
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um so it wasn't like i was i was doing drugs all the time and i stopped shooting up so i actually
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went to a rehabilitation center called anthony house in zellwood i went there voluntarily i wasn't
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court ordered um i knew that i needed help right and i didn't believe in god still and i was staying
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at my brother actually some some funny stuff went on there i'm not even gonna like put a bad light on
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him um i'm grateful that i could stay there for the short period of time that i did you know um he
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was watching my son and stuff like that he took him in because of his wife who i'm very close with
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um but anyways he was like this isn't gonna work out you live in here and i was like why not and you
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know later on i find out that my brother's a different person than what i thought he was right
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but that's you know i just pray for him i love you i love you bro um so basically i went to anthony
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house and i stayed there for a year and two months i started taking these programs and and i wanted i
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i've always believed in therapy i've always believed in getting better right but i just i just never could
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reach that point to where i was completely like i i was what is it i could leave the toxicity behind
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you know um and i wasn't able to do that and still until i realized jesus is real and then i
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started trusting in him and he gave me all the answers that i need and then in abundance to the
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point to where i'm out there trying to save people all the time like thinking it's my job right i know
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this information i've got the burden of proof or truth or you know people need to know this they
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need to change their lives they don't understand what they're doing um so that's a forgive them father
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for they know not what they do you know yeah yeah that's interesting so i was i was at the house
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and my son the the tablet babysitter he was on the tablet and um and now like i'm so i just thank god
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because you know i don't turn on his phone to like three o'clock unless we're here and i'm like so
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structured and organized thanks to the lord without that i was i never was organized or anything but
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anyways back to i seen and i don't tell everybody this but i know i could say it here so but there
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was a laser pointed on me when i went to my son's room and i said son you see that and you know he's
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a kid you know and and the lord actually the lord actually had him not remember some things to protect
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him and his mental you know but there was a laser on me and not long after and and i didn't remember
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that because i went into freak out mode and dude i'm telling you what my back started itching i went
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to the bathroom and i went like this and a parasite came out of my back and it crawled underneath i seen
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it and i'll and i'm already looking crazy like my eyes are all and so then i try to go to the hospital
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to get so it come out and it went back in my skin and it was painful dude what is the laser about the
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laser on your chest see later on i heard a testimony from this dude and i can't remember his name
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but he grew up in like a luciferian family sure and you know he was doing things that
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now he's he lets people know that you can be redeemed from that right so he's a testimony to that
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um but that i actually didn't know what that was about until later i didn't know it was a laser
00:25:12.620
that possibly triggered something inside of me to like start acting crazy you think about
00:25:17.580
think about this right are you talking about you're not talking about nathan reynolds are you
00:25:21.860
yes nathan reynolds okay yeah okay yeah i i'm glad that you guys know him yeah yeah we have his book
00:25:29.240
it's is it here right there uh snatch from the flames right there cool okay so and i just seen him
00:25:35.620
recently and i was like that's a part that i can i can put that together and it makes sense of what
00:25:41.420
happened to me did you feel like you could tell where it was coming from because just as i'm
00:25:47.880
envisioning your story yeah i think about a laser in the sense of like a guy with a gun far away
00:25:53.360
so i thought it was like it's the police i'm always think i was always thinking the police is
00:25:57.600
watching me yeah and they're they can kill me at any moment like it always felt like death was near
00:26:02.140
i always felt like that and that's that's that paranoia that they give you you know my uh my aunt
00:26:07.640
is diagnosed like paranoid schizophrenic and i've dealt with a few schizophrenics in my life
00:26:14.180
and one of the things is like this paranoia but on this show we've done a lot of research and a lot
00:26:20.800
of episodes on the topic of schizophrenia and these are invasive thoughts coming from outside of the
00:26:26.740
individual they're demonic and these are basically demons whispering these these concepts these ideas
00:26:32.320
to you fueling your paranoia sending you further into spirals um but then there's this visual aspect
00:26:39.760
of it where i think these individuals whatever state of mind they're in they're able to perceive
00:26:45.640
so it's not hallucinations in the sense that it's generated by your own mind yeah and it doesn't have
00:26:50.700
any bearing in reality you're seeing something bleeding over into this physical realm and so
00:26:57.520
we've i guess we'll say that the audience is gonna be like i know they're gonna say it uh but you've
00:27:03.740
never heard it so we we've interviewed this guy uh dr jerry marzinski he's a clinical psychologist
00:27:09.440
in the field for 35 years dealing specifically with schizophrenic patients and after his studies
00:27:16.560
after probably like 10 years of his studies he determined he's like yo these are not hallucinations
00:27:21.440
meaning like random voices or happenings yeah they have a pattern they all adhere to certain specific
00:27:27.920
sets i definitely believe that they don't like scripture they don't like scripture um he's what
00:27:33.820
he said they they react like worms on a frying pan to the 23rd psalm um they they're all negative
00:27:40.840
there are 23 patterns that they follow and he's determined this he's worked in jails
00:27:45.940
he's worked in clinical work yeah yeah to discover that it's not just a lot of work it's a lot of
00:27:52.180
work that the medical industry doesn't want you doing oh yeah you know what i mean the enemy is
00:27:56.880
allowed to reign right so god says he's gonna let the enemy reign he's gonna let him he's gonna you
00:28:01.500
know let him run the world basically right so we have equal choice if it was like more of if he
00:28:08.180
wasn't running like we would have more influence of good you know and it wouldn't it would it would
00:28:12.680
tap into our free will and our choices so the the truth is always there are you gonna look for are
00:28:19.580
you gonna are you gonna settle for the surface layer or are you gonna dig deep well i had to
00:28:23.880
dig deep i there was no way that i i couldn't just go on oh i haven't got to that part of my story yet
00:28:30.040
i almost spoiled it that's all right don't worry we got we don't blow the story we got time you know
00:28:36.300
what then let me rewind to something you said before we're talking about the laser we're talking
00:28:39.960
about the parasite well the parasite on the topic of you said your body was attacking itself do you
00:28:46.100
feel like it was an autoimmune response of some sort so i will definitely get to that okay because
00:28:51.000
this is something that overlaps with all of our research yeah awesome awesome so anywho um seeing
00:28:58.680
the parasite i've i flipped out right because i i had never been one to even even trying to hallucinate
00:29:05.720
like on a little bit acid here and there that i got it never really happened you know um whether they
00:29:12.040
were just giving me false stuff and like stealing off me because that happened a lot you know what i mean
00:29:16.920
like i got beat for acid when i was a kid it was just paper smoke something you know i just put paper
00:29:21.720
in my mouth and i was like why isn't anything happening and it was like we totally got robbed
00:29:25.400
for just pieces of paper okay okay well that's cool that's cool that this is correlating oh yeah i got
00:29:31.400
i got robbed i mean it wasn't that wasn't cool no that was not cool i would have much rather uh acid
00:29:37.080
but go on instead of paying a lot of money for what i think was actually little pieces of construction
00:29:42.920
paper uh so yeah it just it just makes me wonder the people that actually got this stuff did they
00:29:47.640
die and you didn't well yeah i mean who knows i'm sure i'm better off for not having done the acid yeah
00:29:53.640
yeah yeah so um i started feeling crawly and not just because what i seen because what i know like
00:30:02.040
that was the proof and later on the lord would flash back and go remember this when remember when this
00:30:07.000
happened you wasn't meant to forget that okay so it'd be like remember when you got the flu shot
00:30:12.760
when you were pregnant um so i got talked in to get it was still my choice right so i got talked
00:30:18.520
into getting the flu shot at the health department um they basically put it like this i said no twice
00:30:24.040
which is a lot of my story no twice and then okay fine you know i give in and there's a i'm sorry
00:30:29.400
to interrupt there's a it's a funny running joke with me but i think i've broken it i don't know i
00:30:33.640
haven't asked you three times in a row for anything people ask me the joke is like oh they'll ask me
00:30:37.880
and i'll say no and then they'll ask me again i say no the third time i'm like all right yeah let's do
00:30:41.400
that those posters there bohemian grove i've said oh yeah twice a number of times and then the third
00:30:48.440
time i was like all right let's do a let's get really stressed out and real stupid and throw a live
00:30:53.240
event and yeah there's something to that i don't know anyway like at bohemian grove no well that's a
00:30:58.520
mockery of bohemian grove it's called brohemian grove that's in summerfield florida yeah that's
00:31:03.640
actually right around the corner at the joke joint we'll be doing another one uh first week of march
00:31:07.400
um so yeah just the sense that i said we should do that and he gave me pushback twice in a row i too
00:31:12.440
suffer from uh yeah the third third time third compulsion yeah don't do that don't ask that has been my
00:31:21.160
lesson the past couple weeks too you know that's been part of my my trial there because i i we had
00:31:28.200
plans i'm just going to briefly say um we had plans every day i pray lord let me do your will right
00:31:36.600
every night lord let me do your will let me glorify you well i switch up the plans for fun so that
00:31:43.480
a family member can spend time with my son which i i wanted right but like i was like no we can't
00:31:48.680
switch up plans we already got plans and then i said no again and then i said yes and then his
00:31:53.640
collarbone is broke now oh man yeah yeah so that's a lesson well hold on i want to pause this before we
00:32:00.760
go any further because we are uh past the 30 minute mark i got something in my throat guys if you're
00:32:05.880
watching this you want to continue watching this construction paper it might be construction probably
00:32:09.160
it's been lodged in there for like 15 years uh if you want to continue watching patreon.com forward
00:32:14.280
slash nephilim death squad that's the place to do it early access all that stuff we talked about
00:32:18.120
otherwise give it about a week this episode will release in its entirety um but goodbye to youtube
00:32:23.880
and rumble etc okay so i didn't mean to interrupt please continue it's okay um so i went to the
00:32:28.840
hospital for help because i thought i was contagious and i my skin was crawling dude and like it was
00:32:34.440
crawling underneath and there it is it's just it's wicked and it literally is wicked um so like the lord
00:32:42.680
would would would flash me back this is fast forward he would flash me back to even seeing the parasite
00:32:48.440
had a black stripe on its back and i was meant to see all this and remember and take pictures of this
00:32:54.840
in my mind and it comes into play right because parasites feed off of heavy metals and toxins and
00:33:01.800
sugar and all that so they can be what are they bioweapons right yeah and they could be drove two places
00:33:09.160
right by the way lyme's disease morgellons which is a lot of what you're describing this comes out of
00:33:15.480
the lab this is a bio weapon and in my opinion something man-made um and i think that parasites
00:33:22.520
are a biological conduit for demonic entities but please continue bro i'm with you um so i thought
00:33:28.440
so researching um and that's before i knew like google was run by satanists but but god could still lead you
00:33:35.800
places right did you know their motto used to be do no evil yeah now their model is like do as much
00:33:40.840
do whatever you want like it used to be do no evil used to say that on google's website or whatever and
00:33:44.840
then they just got rid of that motto now they're like as much evil as possible please right i believe
00:33:49.960
it um so i was looking up things and i thought i had every parasite in the book well i i went to i'm like
00:33:57.640
going back and forth a lot but um i went to the hospital for help because i didn't believe in god right so
00:34:03.080
i where do you go when you need help you know you go to the hospital and right away i was either
00:34:08.840
crazy or you know on drugs in their point um so i did take a blood drug test the next day which proved
00:34:16.120
that i wasn't hallucinating it doesn't it doesn't prove that i'm a complete squeaky clean person right
00:34:21.160
but it it proves that i wasn't hallucinating if i would i would it would show up in my blood if i was
00:34:27.400
you know so they took a blood test but they still had emergency taking my kids because i already had a case
00:34:33.080
so they they instantly took my kids and um i was already taking therapy too because you know
00:34:39.400
i extended that from after anthony house and stuff like that i knew it was important um
00:34:45.560
but i still wasn't able to get that full you know let's leave toxicity life this was this was the
00:34:51.560
process to that and i hated the word process because it's loaded yeah at first i hated that like i had to
00:34:58.600
be healed from that um because i was like if you say process one more time i know it's a process i'm
00:35:03.240
in it like like my kids are taking like i'm trying to tell people i'm trying to hell of a process yeah
00:35:08.440
yes and so i told them i told the the caseworker and stuff i told them like um seven times i told
00:35:15.880
them in person i told them on the phone and and i even said this though i didn't believe in demons
00:35:21.720
because the caseworker laughed i said i said my kids need to be tested for parasites i don't know
00:35:26.440
what's going on with me i don't know what kind i don't know what but i know what i seen and they're
00:35:31.640
my kids so like the baby poops in his diaper so i have a 16 year old and i have um i had a son i
00:35:38.600
still have a son he's in heaven now um so he's who brought me to the lord so he's the reason why i'm
00:35:44.520
alive and then my son in heaven is the reason why he who pointed me to jesus right so and um
00:35:51.320
um anyways what year is this by the way this is in so he was born in 20 this is 21 where this happened
00:36:00.360
so my kids got taken into custody i kept telling them so i kept going to the hospital the hospital
00:36:07.640
took my kids away so let's go to the hot let's go to another hospital and see if they're you know
00:36:13.080
whatever so then i went to urgent care because my body kept feeling like i don't want bugs like
00:36:20.600
what is this like i want to get rid of it dude i was taking parasite stuff you know i didn't even know
00:36:25.000
i didn't know nothing about nothing i just know i needed help but you were trying like parasite
00:36:29.480
cleanses oh yeah oh yeah i would buy horse dewormer dog dewormer um all these things but the urgent care
00:36:37.320
that i went to believed me enough to say well it sounds to me when all the other all the other
00:36:44.040
places would say to me that kind of stuff doesn't exist because i would say like a parasite came out
00:36:48.600
of my skin dude and i feel and they would say it doesn't exist the hospital said that kind of stuff
00:36:52.920
doesn't exist i'm right there with you by the way the apple flavored injector for the ivermectin
00:36:58.920
i've been there more than a few times the picture of the running yeah yeah exactly exactly you know
00:37:03.080
the brand uh so so they're telling you this does it which is literally just bad information on their
00:37:09.080
point because they're not trained on evil and they're not supposed to be they are supposed to be
00:37:13.080
neutral and they're not supposed to god we're supposed to these systems are in place so that
00:37:17.720
we can get closer to god right but some people bow down and worship government worship medical system
00:37:24.840
doctors you know there's a there's a there's a scripture that says about the the man with the
00:37:31.720
disease in his foot how he sought the doctors not the lord and then he ended up dying it was only
00:37:38.600
like a couple years right yeah and then they talk about the worm that never dies you know that's
00:37:43.720
supposed to be a metaphor but satan took that and ran with it and created a worm that never died well
00:37:50.680
he perverts creation right because he's a user he's not a creator he inverts it he twists it yeah right
00:37:58.680
so you have to be willing i think these things operate um they've always operated within these
00:38:04.360
parasites like a lot of the the laws that they're having that hebrew class out there but like the
00:38:09.080
laws to not that class yeah they go they go hard um to not eat pork or uh shellfish shellfish yeah the
00:38:17.400
reason is a lot of people they go i'm there with that i do the same now yeah well a lot of people say oh
00:38:23.560
these are just kind of like backwards laws because they're about food preparation i'm like well yeah they are
00:38:27.560
about food preparation because if you don't prepare pork correctly you'll get trichinosis and that is
00:38:33.160
just parasites so yeah it seemed like these uh the hebrews ancient hebrews were keenly aware of
00:38:40.600
parasitic infection and they were like you know what just don't even bother eating this stuff because
00:38:45.960
that's a really good point yeah then maybe they didn't have the thermometers but even if you do have
00:38:50.200
the thermometers who knows we're going to trust the science now at this point like yeah it's all dead
00:38:54.120
but if you look into uh like for example um i'm watching welcome to dairy which is like based off
00:39:01.160
of stephen king's it and i also watched weapons which is all about witchcraft and in both of those
00:39:07.720
films the background is talking constantly about parasites cordyceps mushrooms that take over their
00:39:13.720
host and control their bodies and stuff i'm big into uh sort of the subliminal messaging in in the
00:39:20.440
shows and everything that we watch and so much of it is saturated with this concept of like
00:39:25.800
the overlap between demonic possession and parasites yeah and that parasites are a way to
00:39:31.880
achieve demonic possession and then the parasites are eating the nanotech the nanotech by the 5g
00:39:37.480
the big towers and all that stuff all that so all the things that went up during covid when everything
00:39:43.000
else was shut down when everything else was shut down and somehow they were deemed essential and they
00:39:48.200
just kept tossing up these 5g towers like keep the waves going baby that's it yeah yeah so just like
00:39:55.160
i know i'm not telling you guys anything new but just to put it in perspective here just like a phone
00:39:59.560
can connect the wi-fi can connect to the enemy hijacks all frequency yeah exactly and when he said that he
00:40:07.160
was like i was like that's my word man frequency yeah i'm like dude so anyways um i became my own
00:40:16.360
scientist especially after my son ended up passing away in dss custody so this is in north carolina
00:40:23.400
right so it took that tragedy to wake me up and there's so many ways that i can praise god now um
00:40:31.880
when i was going through it man i i went from doctor to doctor and i had so much anxiety i had to write up
00:40:39.800
like a script of the truth but it had to be short and i couldn't mention parasite and i couldn't say
00:40:44.360
crazy i couldn't even say i know this sounds crazy because then it puts crazy in their head
00:40:48.600
yeah so then i just oh like how do i word it now so it became i tried i tried and tried and tried to
00:40:54.680
sue i tried like 21 different lawyers right but it was what happened to your son yeah so they laid him
00:41:00.440
down and so i didn't even tell you guys i'm like so back and forth but i got talked into getting the
00:41:06.200
flu shot when i was pregnant right still my choice and it was like this well if you get the flu and your
00:41:12.520
son gets the flu and dies it's your fault after saying no twice right and then i said well hell
00:41:18.760
i mean just give me the flu shot then you know and um so like the lord brought me back to like
00:41:24.520
you know mcdonald's you've been eating your whole life three meals a day all this stupid crap right
00:41:29.160
you know all these things you've been injecting yourself with this nexplanon birth control all these
00:41:34.360
things dude not good um so after my son passed away i really went hard and i said i gotta know
00:41:43.480
why he died right i i have to know his his life can't be in vain he's in their custody did he did
00:41:51.080
they claim it was like sids sudden infant death syndrome so it's similar right so they laid him
00:41:56.520
down he didn't wake up and they call it sudden unexplained death in childhood which is natural so
00:42:01.880
the state gets immunity for natural death because they named so you can't sue them
00:42:09.560
it's like it has an acronym this is something that we're familiar with therefore no harm no foul they
00:42:14.520
are familiar with it because i guess it happens so often but but it's it's viewed as natural right so
00:42:23.320
i become my own scientist and i said well dude i'm going to start investigating my blood so i got those
00:42:29.080
things that people use to check their blood sugar i started pricking my fingers i had microscopes
00:42:34.840
already so i was on like my third microscope and i had the one that you can put on your scanner anywhere
00:42:39.560
and hook it up to the laptop and dude all that nice and um because when i brought specimens in i thought
00:42:46.360
for sure someone's gonna believe me no i find out later with the research that i did that it's matchbox
00:42:54.040
signs that you're on you're automatically classified or people will tell you that's not in my by matchbox
00:42:59.000
signs you just mean like they're just checking boxes for you that's what they that's kind of what
00:43:02.280
they're saying yeah if it's the description i don't know how to categorize what matchbox signs means
00:43:07.480
i just just that they've said that i'm just they said that to you yeah so that's telltale signs we know
00:43:13.480
what this is yeah right so yeah you're automatically classified and then you've got people saying well
00:43:18.760
that's not in my uh specialty or sure that's not my profession i'm not like so by virtue of trying
00:43:26.920
to bring in samples to them they're like oh this is it didn't help at all no but along the way i'm
00:43:33.960
sure it did i'm sure later on in someone else's life they're going to be like oh that girl wasn't
00:43:39.960
crazy oh oh god willing right right so i've got slides i've got gimsa stain like the professionals
00:43:49.720
use the blue stain the blue dye i'm dying the slides and looking at them and i'm seeing
00:43:55.560
this stuff but on a very small level and what it is it looks like just a fiber but if you really
00:44:01.240
really look at it this came from my skin and this came from my skin your skin like meaning yeah you
00:44:07.000
pulled it out of i didn't have to pull it out it was like this stuff like can i see it yeah so you'll
00:44:14.680
don't eat it i'm not gonna eat it come on man you're a monster but so no i'm not done looking please go
00:44:24.840
so back to let's see where was i um the slides and it's like on a small level you can see that there's
00:44:31.960
this foreign substance this alien like oh alien like okay so i have something like black goo like
00:44:38.360
that yeah so i have something like that similar to that specimen and i test it at a medical facility
00:44:45.160
after my son dies at watauga medical facility and what do you tell you just send it and you go like
00:44:50.520
what don't worry about what it is what exactly is this this is like it's like a fiber that is
00:44:56.440
an unknown you can't they can't tell you anything about it they can't tell you it's one percent
00:45:02.280
cotton one percent anything it comes back unknown so it doesn't flag in the system if it doesn't flag
00:45:08.920
in the system it's not a problem that's filed away as it like like they don't have a it doesn't fit
00:45:15.000
anything right nothing so this is like all the things this is like almost like a thicker grease like
00:45:22.200
a greasy black hair but uh sprouting out of the middle and the the top and i don't know what the
00:45:30.360
part of the time and it looks like it almost has like reproduction like sexual organs on there like
00:45:37.640
but they don't organs on there this came back as nothing so if it was human hair it would have come
00:45:41.320
back as a match but it also has like there are parts of it where if you've ever pulled your own hair
00:45:47.160
out uh because i had a follicle i've got two kids so i do this all the time rip their hair out yes
00:45:51.960
there's a follicle at the bottom of my head and i just punch them i just beat them at the bottom
00:45:58.520
yeah there's like that follicle that is your skin cell yeah and there's like multiple parts on this
00:46:03.240
that is that yeah but throughout the whole thing yeah it's bizarre so that stuff is made to replicate
00:46:11.320
our own dna make a nano network you understand so it replicates just like the enemy replicates
00:46:19.480
every single thing that the lord does that's what that's made for it's made to not be detected
00:46:25.160
it's made to look like but it's an unknown substance with unknown blood clots unknown death
00:46:31.480
so my son died an unknown death right sudden unexplained unexplained is unknown you can't
00:46:36.920
tell me anything about it you can't tell me how he died but it's natural you can say that it's natural
00:46:42.760
but you can't say how it's natural like you can't
00:46:49.000
natural just putting the word natural on it i guess they wouldn't have to explain it feels dismissive
00:46:54.360
so yeah this is already but this thing here it came you can't touch it no more uh
00:46:59.800
he's very nasty to me so that came from my skin and and it comes in white it comes in many different
00:47:06.440
just like morgellons right so when i first when the stuff was first happening to me my mom even
00:47:12.680
said my mom believed me but she didn't see the things that i did but then she did start you know
00:47:18.040
because i i felt it on a different level like i could i could picture it with how i feel and i've
00:47:23.560
seen it and i've seen that parasite go loop and and disappear look like that or it was thicker so
00:47:28.760
the parasite looked like it had this string on its back so you think about if a parasite eats
00:47:36.520
this yeah it becomes one with this it becomes very hard to get rid of parasites are already hard to
00:47:43.320
get rid of unless you fast or what is it pumpkin seeds and all these black walnut right yeah uh wormwood
00:47:49.880
all these things right so but but it just kills the parasite it doesn't kill this
00:47:55.800
this is a whole different so it's like that whole different thing in there this is like
00:48:01.720
the one that never dies like that is not organic that is a worm that never dies dude that's that's
00:48:06.600
scripture that the satan had to have run with that i can't say like i'm not going to sit there and say
00:48:12.280
for sure that i know but like that came along so the healing and revelation first started like as a
00:48:20.520
mother comforts her child so will i comfort you so that that's when healing started coming so i was like
00:48:25.800
i was i was in fear i thought i was gonna die my veins in my neck dude they felt like i felt like
00:48:31.080
my veins were gonna explode and i was just gonna i was just gonna bleed out like there was so many
00:48:35.640
times and i see it now it's like it was being turned off and on like wi-fi right so my calf muscles
00:48:44.520
and later on you know i found out like there's certain things like i had a deficiency in vitamin d so we
00:48:51.160
need vitamin d we need iodine iodine is so important too um but there's a morgellonsdirect.com
00:48:58.120
where i would get iodine and stuff from um but yeah were you diagnosed with morgellons or this is
00:49:03.800
just like this is the information you found finally no see i thought that that's what it was and then i
00:49:09.160
moved on from that and then i thought it was this parasite and then i had urgent care tell me and this
00:49:13.320
is when my kids were still in custody i had urgent care listen to me enough it's in banner elk
00:49:17.960
banner elk north carolina they listened to me enough to say well it sounds to me like you've
00:49:22.440
got gondola nimble pogrom what i'm sorry what it's a parasite dude you'll find out really can i read
00:49:28.200
this uh this scripture here i'm gonna pull it it's it's up on the screen but on my page okay um this is
00:49:35.160
matthew 4th uh matthew 9 43 and it says and if thy hand offend thee this is a shirt actually that me and
00:49:41.000
matt are going to make um cut it off it's better for thee to enter into life maimed than having two hands
00:49:47.960
to go into hell that's interesting that scripture came up on my last episode and the fire that never
00:49:53.000
shall be quenched and then it says here where their worm dieth not and the fire is not quenched
00:49:59.960
and if thy foot offend thee cut it off it's better to the same same thing and then it's this is like
00:50:04.600
it repeats it it repeats it three times well don't do it oh that's interesting i've been there bro
00:50:11.240
i don't need it so it repeats this three times um and if then i offend they pluck it out where
00:50:18.440
but as it's describing hell it says you'll be cast into the into hellfire where their worm dieth not
00:50:25.720
and the fire is not quenched it's very that is very interesting that is fascinating apparently there's
00:50:33.480
unicorns and parasites in the bible the bible crushes that's why there's unicorns yeah six
00:50:39.640
times six times it comes up actually what that's what i said and matt was like you're a wanker you
00:50:45.320
don't know the bible like i didn't realize geez oh man so okay so but i i was in fear a lot um at
00:50:55.560
first a lot of anxiety first it was like anxiety of going to doctor to doctor to doctor to get turned
00:51:01.000
down and it'll be looked at as crazy but i didn't believe in god still i didn't believe in god yet
00:51:05.080
you know i was i was being like agnostic now like now i'm not starting to wake up yeah there's
00:51:09.320
something but right also can i ask you i mean not to be offensive but yeah you're seeing into the
00:51:14.280
spiritual realm for years and you're like nothing else just this weird stuff i guess you thought
00:51:20.600
i'm hearing things like so when i heard things or seen shadows i always thought the people that i
00:51:26.360
knew were watching me don't know that i could see them like they're not as slick as they
00:51:30.520
think that they are oh so you think it's just pure government like people physical flesh which
00:51:35.480
it might be yeah never crossed into there there's all the levels it's all the levels yeah it's people
00:51:41.000
that are getting hired to do things to you and getting paid for it too it's all the levels i mean
00:51:47.560
there's so i don't know what that laser was but i know now that it must have triggered something
00:51:52.200
within me to make whatever come out of me did it ever cross the host oh but that is that is actually
00:52:01.080
a very interesting uh thing you said to leave the host like it was done with you or like you were
00:52:09.320
i don't know that's all i got for that i don't got all the answers but i know who does
00:52:14.840
so on the topic of seeing these things and assuming that there are people watching you
00:52:20.920
did it ever cross into the realm of like you saw a thing where you're like that's kind of not a person
00:52:26.680
yeah so that was like when i was so when i was atheist and i was claiming there there's no like
00:52:34.520
then it was harder to wake up but when i started waking i was trying to wake people up when i wasn't
00:52:38.760
even awake yet that's an interesting right yeah right so and i'm like test my kids i know something's
00:52:44.680
going on and then the caseworker on the phone as i'm telling her to have my kids tested the baby
00:52:50.440
poops in his diaper i didn't know all i know there's so many different parasite tests right
00:52:55.400
so i found out how to do one as a blood smear so i and i didn't find that out until after my son
00:53:00.360
died because then i really was like i'm gonna dig way deep i'm gonna i'm gonna get my answers yeah
00:53:05.000
you know what i mean like i i wanted my answers before my healing and then my body was acting worse
00:53:10.120
and worse and worse and worse and i'm going to doctor still going to doctor still i got my script
00:53:15.080
oh no i forgot my oh okay okay okay let me get let me prepare okay let me not look at it too much
00:53:20.760
because then they're gonna think it's a lie so it was like i was i was in huh i was in so much anxiety
00:53:27.240
dude but i i wanted help so i finally had a doctor listen to me enough so in north carolina i had one
00:53:33.080
at the urgent care say oh this might be gone to the name of opulcrum she prescribed me and i say it
00:53:37.480
wrong it's either ivermectin or invermectin i ivermectin is the one that i'm familiar with but
00:53:42.760
ivermectin i add an end to it is what it is but when she when she prescribed me that because she
00:53:49.480
believed me enough i took that and my symptoms started to subside and i thought that i was healed
00:53:55.000
and then i was kind of upset that i was healed after my son died because like now his life is in vain
00:54:01.560
because you know what i mean kind of validated like right you're like oh so i was right the whole
00:54:05.720
time right right so so i finally got a doctor because i had five doctors i had a cardiologist
00:54:13.080
a rheumatologist a neurologist an infectious disease doctor i had all these doctors dude
00:54:18.920
and um i finally had a doctor listen to me enough to where she ran some tests and it came back my
00:54:26.520
anna with reflux is positive and i have lupus i have drug-induced lupus and i was like do you mean
00:54:31.800
like taking drugs and she means like no like parasite because i told her my background i told her all of
00:54:38.280
it so what i'm thinking is she just assumed she just grabbed from for a reason yeah that you have
00:54:45.160
this lupus because you've taken these meds but i was following protocol with the meds i was be i
00:54:50.760
wasn't just like overdosing like i wanted to live you know even more so now than ever um and i wanted
00:54:57.080
to figure this thing out because if i died i at least wanted all this i had stuff wrote up for my
00:55:03.240
family i had letters wrote up for my son i'm so proud of you baby i'm so proud of all that you've done
00:55:08.440
like i had i'm not gonna cry because the lord's healed me from this you know what i mean but like
00:55:14.280
i had letters wrote out to everyone i loved because and i had i told my son if i die don't
00:55:20.520
blame god because there's a reason this is going to wake people up if i die you know what i mean so
00:55:26.120
so whatever's going on and whatever god does whatever happens is meant to be okay because
00:55:30.600
i'm following the lord's will i'm doing what i'm supposed to you know um so like i i had this
00:55:37.880
i already told you about the specimen i told you about the blood slides um i just knew i knew that i
00:55:43.720
wasn't crazy i've been in my own body for however long you know yeah something's changed something
00:55:48.760
is obviously different right when you're doing these blood smears are you like see like are you
00:55:53.880
able to because i remember you said you got like microscopes and stuff are you seeing things i'm
00:55:58.040
seeing a smaller form of this like very tiny black things that look like they have like genitalia
00:56:05.880
they look like parasites but they're not moving and you've obviously i mean you've done enough
00:56:10.440
research to get these things and try to execute it the right way you are familiar with what it
00:56:16.280
should look like yeah because that's obviously you could look that up online what this slide is
00:56:21.080
supposed to look like if i give it so you're seeing this deviation it's obvious to you yeah and plus
00:56:26.600
with with actually going to a medical facility and then telling me that they can't tell me anything
00:56:32.200
about it like literally nothing alien like foreign substance which that's that's the thing too you put
00:56:37.720
that in quotes what do you mean alien like foreign substance is that something they wrote down so no
00:56:42.120
that's that's that's what i'm that's what i'm saying that's what you're saying yeah foreign
00:56:45.720
substances alien it's alien like alien to the body right yeah and things that aren't natural
00:56:51.560
are just that yeah and it's not natural it's a perversion and you're allowing that in
00:56:56.840
so how are we allowing it in so that's i think a gang of different ways you know um you're right i think
00:57:03.720
it's you know we talked about it one of our earliest sponsors on the show was a parasite cleanse
00:57:08.600
medication we still use them to this day and um you know you became pretty familiar early on with
00:57:14.520
like other countries do parasite cleanses routinely and it's not anything i mean you're talking to
00:57:20.120
medical professionals they don't know anything about it yeah but you go to some place like spain
00:57:25.240
i don't know i'm just saying a name and this is something that they do what annually semi-annually
00:57:30.920
but our medical professionals don't even know i mean parasites so it yeah i mean we get them all
00:57:37.080
kinds of different ways i know even in the south you know walking around in bare feet you could get
00:57:41.320
hookworm yeah and that and that has all sorts of neurological effects as well and so you know it's
00:57:48.840
just what point does this get categorized as a neurological effect and at what point is this a
00:57:53.720
spiritual disposition which yeah they don't consider that yes and yes yes and yes yes yeah i agree so
00:58:00.920
um i was gonna say i was gonna comment about something that you said or something i don't
00:58:07.720
remember something or something about something so so um how do you how do you go about
00:58:18.120
clearing yourself of this i mean how does this okay so super saturated iodine sski
00:58:25.560
more gallons direct is what i started taking um how are you taking the iodine is it coming in you
00:58:32.040
it comes in like powder and you mix it up with distilled water and all that okay yeah because our
00:58:36.920
our body lacks iodine i've heard i've heard like good things about it i don't know much about it though
00:58:41.960
and um colloidal silver um i was mixing up especially like if there's a new sickness around or or
00:58:49.000
covid and and all that i was mixing up um food grade hydrogen peroxide um sski uh potassium which
00:58:59.160
is like super saturated potassium iodine and then um some colloidal silver and he got he got sick one
00:59:06.360
day and it was like what everybody was having this respiratory thing after covid and everybody was sick for
00:59:11.560
like five days he was sick for two hours and i had him nebulize this stuff nebulize it yep wow i guess
00:59:19.240
it's a quicker delivery system through the lungs i guess so it works so i don't know i just think
00:59:25.560
about i just think about when i'm inhaling and i inhale it through my nose and everything hold my
00:59:30.680
breath and then i'll do it different ways you know i'm like let's get it through the brain yeah let's get
00:59:34.680
it everywhere man so yeah and that is that the regiment that that stops it i'm still i'm still
00:59:45.400
purging myself of things that of the damage that i've done throughout the years i'm still you know
00:59:51.720
and i think i think about it like um so and so in the bible had the thorn in the side it might have
00:59:57.400
been paul i don't know had just had the thorn in his side and he prayed for it to be removed and it
01:00:03.720
wasn't you know what i mean so like this still helps keep it fresh administering i don't know i
01:00:09.320
there i just know that fasting is important i'm not there yet to where i want to be when it comes to
01:00:14.600
fasting um i'm doing intermittent fasting and and things like that um but yeah compared to how my
01:00:22.040
health was and how it is now tremendously different night and day oh yeah i was i was going in the ambulance
01:00:28.440
and a panic for them to tell me when i get there it would like subside and it was and it just and
01:00:35.160
the lord would kind of like show me like this is wi-fi-ish kind of stuff because it felt like it was
01:00:41.080
being turned off and on and i would get to the hospital and it would die down and i would seem fine
01:00:46.600
and i just came in an ambulance dude so i'm just gonna have to like still explain my issues from day
01:00:51.880
to day yeah and they're looking at you but but be just fine and be kind of like having to fake it
01:00:57.320
just to kind of like check me out please yeah give me the time of day because there is something wrong
01:01:03.080
right yeah the hospital is a very dry process a very cold and you know kind of they come in
01:01:08.840
they ask you the few questions if you can't answer them in any way that's going to make them go what
01:01:13.560
then it's like okay well you know hang out for a little bit see how you're doing we'll be back
01:01:17.560
yeah so i had to learn to lean on the holy spirit for answers you know what i mean because the system
01:01:22.840
isn't designed that way and that's just how it is it's not god so right tries to play god but it's not
01:01:32.120
man that's that's such a fascinating thing because my wife i'm not gonna do it has kind of like
01:01:38.200
suffered through the same sort of thing where it's like a an ailment that's almost autoimmune that's
01:01:42.520
on and off that goes and comes and i think your wife as well is kind of dealing yeah well i had
01:01:48.520
five doctors and i don't have any doctors anymore except for the true main guy you know what i mean
01:01:54.920
so yeah i have that stuff and to me right now i feel like um and listeners of the show know but i've
01:02:03.400
just been getting this inclination that it's a it's a spiritual thing you know so my wife is going
01:02:08.120
through something right now and it's kind of similar in a lot of ways it's like we go went to
01:02:13.400
the hospital recently for nothing yeah all the vitals all everything comes back and go does she have
01:02:20.760
like um chest pains or anything like that going on pain shortness of breath she's got a serious back
01:02:26.440
pain is you know fog in her head and then you know i think it's like this thing where
01:02:32.040
you know the enemy is happy when you're stressed it's happy when you're anxious when you're when
01:02:42.520
you're sad when you're mad like all these things you step out of faith when you do that yeah you
01:02:47.720
you can't help but to you know and when the when when the physical is being attacked and you're
01:02:52.760
thinking i'm gonna die you know you can't help it to kind of like what about my family do i have
01:02:57.640
everything that's why i had to prepare everything it starts spiraling when i prepared everything
01:03:02.440
that i wanted to say to my family if i were to die tomorrow when i prepared all that boy my anxiety
01:03:08.280
was gone because i said i'm good now i could die if that's what the lord if that's what the lord is
01:03:14.600
preparing me for i'm good with it because he's going to know what's best he's going to know how it's
01:03:19.640
going to affect others around me where they finally listen will everybody finally see oh my gosh she
01:03:24.680
wasn't crazy but it's not about that it's not about that when when you were going through your issues
01:03:31.240
you leaned on a bunch of things like frequency based healing technology parasites uh i think you
01:03:38.520
did sauna too it was like everything that like you're never going to get prescribed yeah by the way
01:03:43.960
and you just got to be careful with the the intention behind it it can look like it can be all wrapped
01:03:49.320
up and look all nice like it's from god you know what i mean like i don't have to tell you all
01:03:54.520
that you know and it could be if somebody's intention with it is is to lead astray you can
01:04:00.680
be sucked into something and now now what yeah there's a reason there's a reason why like a lot
01:04:05.800
of new age practice uses this stuff because it does work yeah but because it can also be wrapped
01:04:11.320
up and flipped around and confuse you send you in the wrong direction yeah but uh i don't know i guess
01:04:16.360
we were just lucky enough to uh use it grab a hold of it and like kind of i guess it led me here
01:04:22.600
whatever we're doing right now yeah do you do you have any like so okay grandma is mormon i i look at
01:04:31.880
people who have experienced things like you've experienced and and i i wonder to what degree
01:04:38.920
generational iniquity comes from or plays a role in it my my uh family so i've experienced all kinds of
01:04:45.800
things seeing things yada yada you go back only a couple of generations and my grandmother thought
01:04:51.400
she was you know some sort of a witch or something and my wife my wife uh her grandmother if you go back
01:05:02.040
was uh was kind of like you know she's from peru and and she was the i i don't want to say like town
01:05:09.160
shaman it was like people went to her to to do spellcraft uh you know lift curses put curses you
01:05:16.280
name it um top he's got a very similar thing you go back and his grandmother was you know doing
01:05:23.160
something that's akin to like santeria like that kind of a deal is this something where like if you
01:05:28.120
look back in your you know ancestry are you aware of anybody doing anything because it just seems like a
01:05:35.080
heavier thing is laid upon you no i i think god lets us choose how we're going to be woke up
01:05:42.200
and i think for me it took tragedy and not just that god knows what we're going to do with what
01:05:48.120
he's trying to get us to do he knows that we're going to come into agreement or not so he knows that
01:05:53.080
he can trust us with whatever and and that could be you know that's why our destiny might be
01:05:59.640
everybody's destiny is different you know what i mean but all right ministries are different so
01:06:06.920
i don't know i don't know basically well i mean you know if you don't know it's it's interesting when
01:06:16.440
you think about it because it's like it's lost to time and you and you can't really know like if
01:06:20.360
there was something going on back then that's an interesting concept too like you know entering
01:06:26.520
it into agreement with god and i know the the mormons just because we're bringing them up one
01:06:31.480
of the things that they believe i think is that uh we chose to be here like we chose to come here and
01:06:39.800
be here during this time and go through this life and yeah i wonder about that i didn't know that until
01:06:46.200
after like growing up i thought my grandma was christian she talked about jesus i thought it was
01:06:52.360
classified the same same kind of deal yeah um she did a lot of selfless love so did my other grandma
01:07:00.440
and i just i praise god for that but i didn't know there was a difference until later on and then i'm
01:07:04.840
like oh like yeah i mean like i said we have we have mormon listeners of the show and and i i think
01:07:12.040
they're great people so um i think you you find you'll find good people in all things unless of course
01:07:19.960
you're well i mean then again you get people rescued from wiccan all the time paganism all the time
01:07:26.040
these people get plucked out you know and and god wakes them up uh and you know they're saved so i
01:07:33.080
believe mormons absolutely believe that they're doing well and and and like and that they're doing
01:07:37.880
good and that they are doing good um just following anything in the bible and the lord's voice
01:07:48.280
just can get a little little sketchy yeah it's hard it's hard you you're pursuing god and i think
01:07:56.040
like if that's if that's what you're really doing because a lot of people will use scripture or they'll
01:08:01.640
use um like the pharisees exactly yeah and it's like are you after god's heart like are you trying
01:08:09.160
do you want whatever god's plan for you is yeah i think that's a huge part of it is like accepting
01:08:15.880
jesus into your life and being like whatever your plan is let's do that yeah it's like me i tried
01:08:22.040
to i don't want to say i tried to minister to a pastor i tried to um give him a word from what
01:08:28.760
the lord was trying to say because he was battling with health and still is um and i go to many different
01:08:34.920
churches and this is church too you know what i mean so like no one's gonna know who i'm talking about
01:08:39.560
um but i i explained to him certain things like my people perish for lack of knowledge and i i
01:08:46.920
explained to him about the physicians and and just trying to tell him some things there and it's it's
01:08:53.800
hard for people especially that are older and that know the bible yeah and that you know they take pride
01:09:03.640
in that it's almost like you can't tell them nothing right yeah taking pride in that you know
01:09:07.560
what i mean because god can use anybody any willing vessel you know what i mean so when i would try to
01:09:13.640
tell my testimony uh he started to label me as legalistic but yet he would openly admit that he
01:09:18.600
was legalistic so i would say you're projecting how you are onto me because sometimes the truth sounds
01:09:25.400
like legalism you know what i mean like you can't tell me that but he had me almost convinced that am i
01:09:31.480
being legalistic here like dude i know my story what do you mean like people around me were like
01:09:38.200
that's not you and i'm like come with me and then we'll talk to this guy like was the legalism because
01:09:43.800
you weren't like you're like i'm not going to eat pork were you telling him dietary things yes but not
01:09:48.520
the pork not not that you should not basically like protect your temple right we're supposed to
01:09:55.000
protect our temple so how do we do that what's bad if it's a little bit bad or a lot of bit bad
01:10:00.600
it's still bad right so we're still letting it in so that it was basically like when the lord
01:10:05.800
would put on because for so long i worked out of the lord's covering you know i didn't know that i
01:10:09.960
was supposed to get under the lord's covering and i would just on facebook and then you know it was
01:10:14.680
like put to me in a warning through somebody that i actually picked up off the streets that needed a
01:10:19.560
place the lord said you know ask her if she needs a place to stay and i did and it was meant to be for
01:10:26.040
three months and she taught me a lot of things but she had a spirit of jezebel i didn't know that
01:10:30.120
but anyways i learned some things and you know um i don't know where i was going with that i got
01:10:36.840
i got a lot of stories man um a lot of trials a lot of things that i had to lean on god for
01:10:43.720
that's just you know i could i can move on to saying this part too sure snake venom coagulates
01:10:50.920
the blood right so the devil wants to choke us out right so we've got the unknown blood clots and
01:10:55.960
all that stuff oh he tries to stop the blood flow that's it he wants to kill us you know but it was
01:11:03.160
like okay protect the temple i see that at the bottom of the page now so it's basically just when
01:11:08.680
people would talk or people would come on my path with lupus and you know or people would come on my
01:11:13.880
path that had abortions because i've had an abortion or people would come on my path that's
01:11:16.920
lost a son and and i'm i'm able because i've went i was so a part of the world yeah god's able to
01:11:23.000
use different so i just got to make sure that i'm not trying to say my own thing or what i think
01:11:28.600
they should do none of that so even me still being under the lord's covering a pastor can get offended
01:11:35.400
by that because you're now talking to his flock about things that he doesn't agree with but should
01:11:41.160
agree with but i can't make him agree i can't make him see that you know it's only the holy i can't do
01:11:45.880
the holy spirit which i try to do that too i'm trying to do god's job of the holy spirit that's not
01:11:49.560
that's not on me no um if god puts it on you to to speak something then you speak something and and
01:11:57.000
then it's you know you you don't know maybe it's a seed that's planted maybe it's not for you to know
01:12:02.760
yeah you just do it yeah and then whatever comes of it that's you know that's god's business that's
01:12:07.640
right so i would i would tell people some revelation that god's given me about bioengineered food and how
01:12:13.400
it's wicked man it's just like it's not natural so we have a natural body we have god who made everything
01:12:18.680
natural right and then satan comes in and tries to hijack everything and then we're like oh i'll
01:12:22.440
take some of that it tastes good looks like food must be food you know and he's always tempted when
01:12:27.560
it comes to food you know just certain things like that so it's like because that's our weakness oh my
01:12:33.320
tummy's grumbling i'm hungry let's go eat something you know fast quick right yeah that's how they get
01:12:39.560
you it's i mean so much more these days as we're looking into you know because this is a conspiracy
01:12:46.840
show it's a supernatural show it's a christian show but it's like the conspiracy element of things
01:12:52.680
and the medical industry we're gonna have to say heavily censor this for youtube yeah i know i was
01:12:58.200
just yeah well i mean it's probably a lot of what i said then too no i mean you just go in and pull
01:13:02.680
certain words out so that people would just hear like nothing yeah because we don't want to flag the
01:13:06.840
the demonic ai that's sifting through yeah so it's like are they on to me do they know do they know
01:13:12.360
we know um we know you're a parasite you know but it's like yeah yeah it's like you know you're looking
01:13:18.120
at these uh these you know procedures one thing or another these things are supposed to be healthy for
01:13:25.320
you and it's introducing things to the body and then you find out through all this conspiracy work
01:13:31.880
that like the very things that it's introducing to the body are the things that are part of some big
01:13:35.720
elaborate conspiracy and you go well what is it what do you mean it's part of a big what what is
01:13:39.880
it part of and it's like well it seems to be part of introducing entities to the body you know one way
01:13:45.720
or another it's it's something frequency based or it's something heavy metal based or you know something
01:13:51.880
like that and you know even the i mean the parasites thing is huge because it comes up constantly like
01:13:59.240
for example well i mean tell it why don't you tell her a little bit about the heavy metal stuff because
01:14:02.920
i think that that would be uh i was big on like heavy metal cleanse everyone needs a heavy metal
01:14:07.240
cleanse that's a huge i need a heavy metal cleanse i just it was like i you know i haven't blueberries
01:14:12.280
i love blueberries if that's what it is then i'll do that so that's that's like the most simple one
01:14:16.920
yeah i i know for parasites it's black walnut i have a bunch of black walnut in the fridge it
01:14:21.720
is disgusting have you ever eaten black walnut i haven't surprisingly oh my god that's the parasite dude i
01:14:27.880
thought yeah dude i thought it was just gonna be like how bad can walnut i love walnuts no dude i
01:14:34.840
get why the parasites are like i'm out this sucks get this out so so um with the heavy metals the way
01:14:42.120
that i think because you're already onto it all these entities they they engage with you through
01:14:47.480
frequency they exist like let's say you know if you take what the book of enoch says which some people
01:14:53.800
take it or leave it but it's an interesting idea checked out the book you know so the book of enoch
01:14:57.560
bits and pieces from like clips and i don't know well one of the things that it says is what we
01:15:03.080
interpret as demons are the disembodied spirits of the children of fallen angels and human women
01:15:10.440
so that's hard for me to even process what you just said it's a big one so so the nephilim uh they're
01:15:16.040
they're mentioned early on in the bible in genesis um but the way that it's worded is the sons of
01:15:23.080
god were cast out and took human wives and bore yeah the nephilim which were men of renowned heroes
01:15:31.720
of old the more you start to look into that concept in the book of enoch talks about a lot these were
01:15:36.280
allegedly giants now you can take it or leave it but it's an interesting concept we're talking about
01:15:40.600
something that was once flesh that dies and its spirit doesn't go to heaven it's stuck here in this
01:15:47.960
realm that's not necessarily here just stuck here yeah is is objective but it seems through our
01:15:55.800
research that whatever these things are demons or otherwise the way that they interact is through
01:16:00.760
frequency which is why oftentimes it's like there'll be a development technology right like let's say the
01:16:05.640
telephone early telephone and all of a sudden you're getting these voices coming through um the early
01:16:11.560
development of the television where like in the static and stuff there's all these demonic voices
01:16:16.520
and faces and then they kind of like pull the technology back they readjust some things they
01:16:20.120
kick it back out this sort of thing happens quite a bit and it's like you think about those people that
01:16:25.720
are like fools in my opinion about the movie the ring the ring's a good one but think about these
01:16:30.840
people that go out into you know haunted places and they use the spirit box and it's just a tuner it's
01:16:37.080
just hopping around to different frequencies right radio waves and it's picking up different you know
01:16:41.880
input from all these different frequencies and then you know it's a way it's a physical it's a
01:16:46.520
technological version of a ouija board i think that's a great way of putting it yeah so um electricity
01:16:53.640
is also a form of frequency and and so if you start to think in terms of conductor what is it what is a
01:16:59.720
good conductor well metal is a great conductor of frequency which is why we use a little metal antenna
01:17:05.880
to tune a radio yeah if you can get metal into the human body if you can get metal into the human
01:17:12.360
brain if you can get it in a nanoparticle that crosses the blood brain barrier how about a fiber
01:17:17.800
oh yeah well the test with the test you're you're sticking that
01:17:24.200
little just putting them up in your pass yeah so when people are taking the test it's it's screwing
01:17:30.120
them up too and they're just leaving so if that's what's going on you know we we talk about on this show
01:17:35.240
um but it's like grains of sand it's not little bits at a time it's it's i mean i guess kova was
01:17:42.440
a big one kova was like all right we got to like up the up the game you can't say that you can't say
01:17:46.440
that word whatever they're gonna hear us whatever they're gonna censor us but throughout the years
01:17:50.360
it's been just like drops yeah drops drops drops of like intentionality to get this stuff inside of
01:17:55.800
you if you believe that there is heavy metals in the vaccines oh yeah magnetic so that is where
01:18:02.360
you know if you're giving a child their full schedule which now it's supposedly up to like 72
01:18:08.040
by the time they're six years old something crazy or 12 years old um then you're injecting small
01:18:13.880
amounts of heavy metals that are small enough to cross the blood brain barrier and there are these
01:18:17.960
studies that suggest that that's actually where they settle they settle in the brain it's even more
01:18:23.080
it's even more wicked like it always goes deeper and deeper so what i think about
01:18:27.560
is okay i'm just saying this first but like they've always said heavy metal is bad heavy
01:18:31.480
metal like heavy metal music i love that's interesting that it's like heavy metal right
01:18:34.840
and then like it was really big into the satanic oh i wonder it's probably the same frequency i would
01:18:39.960
say but i i would love i would love to be a part of christian heavy metal i'm just saying i'm just saying
01:18:46.760
i i turn every christian song heavy metal delay my son's like are you serious i used to listen to
01:18:53.800
even when i was younger there'd be like bands that i liked and songs that i like then i got
01:18:57.480
older and i found out that they were christian bands and i was like really it's definitely not
01:19:01.240
heavy metal but i was walking around singing uh creed creed is a banger i was singing uh reliant k
01:19:06.920
there's a lot of people aren't going to know what reliant k is but they have a couple of songs that
01:19:11.720
were big in the early 2000s i was walking around the house singing them the other day and and
01:19:16.040
you know my wife makes fun of me i don't even know how to classify them it's not really rock i guess
01:19:20.360
it's rock but they're a christian band there's a lot of a lot of bands that creed karaoke is what
01:19:25.720
the chat said we got oh my god that's what we're going to do when we do bohemian grove and you
01:19:29.320
guys all come here for our bible study we're going to get in the back we're going to do creed
01:19:33.400
karaoke karaoke shout out to my son he loves creed right now we are just jamming out to creed every day
01:19:43.480
i didn't know that when i was a kid though i didn't know that they were i was just going through
01:19:46.920
jamming out you know i want to show you all this this is at walmart so this is a wolf in sheep's
01:19:53.400
clothing right right oh that's interesting dude what it is talking about get your flu vaccine yeah
01:20:00.520
you know what i mean can you show that to the uh which camera is is it going to be yeah yeah so
01:20:05.240
you guys can kind of see that little image there which one no that was good enough they saw it they
01:20:09.400
can pause it um yeah it's a wolf and it's an advertisement from walmart with a wolf in sheep's
01:20:14.280
clothing and it's saying the flu is more dangerous than anything it's like man it's only yeah they
01:20:18.920
kind of have to tell you at this point it's right we're at a point in the zeitgeist where it's hilarious
01:20:25.240
it is so um the other day one of the ladies there was dressed up as a needle and she was saying free
01:20:32.520
flu shots she's like get your free flu shot and i said boom here's my testimony you know what i mean i was
01:20:37.560
like she's just in a a giant needle costume freaking out right and my son's like mom do you have to do
01:20:43.640
that i'm like i'm gonna do what the lord said but sometimes sometimes i might you know i might a little
01:20:48.920
got a little high strong or whatever yeah yeah well you know it's it's like sometimes like i you know
01:20:54.200
i have my own testimony i have all my own experiences and ideas and you can kind of get this thing of
01:21:02.520
like am i going to push them away or is this a seed that'll be planted yeah just like when they
01:21:10.200
when they have samples for food i'm like i'm one of those i have to see the ingredients yeah
01:21:15.640
is that bioengineered dude well i came in here with uh tortilla chips and i think we're going to reach
01:21:21.480
out to the company soon or whatever but like every time i want chips you know it sounds innocuous enough
01:21:26.760
oil and potatoes it's like no it's seed oils it's vegetable oil it's soy oil you know whatever
01:21:32.120
whatever we found a place that's just tallow and and chips and salt i'm like hell yeah dude so like
01:21:37.640
you know i'm the same way i'm now going through everything because i think god will if you want to
01:21:43.800
be healed and you're praying for a miraculous healing um i think that god needs to i i don't know
01:21:52.040
i don't i don't want to put something on god that that i don't know but to me the way my brain works
01:21:56.360
is like i had better show god that i'm serious so it's like i want this healing i need this healing
01:22:01.800
i'm going to do everything i can to address whatever it is that i'm doing and take ownership
01:22:07.000
the things that i'm doing to myself so if i'm putting chemical crap in my body or et cetera et cetera
01:22:13.080
and that way it's like to to say with your mouth but god knows your heart so if god knows your heart
01:22:20.680
and and god sees like no he's doing everything that they can to clear all this stuff out yeah
01:22:26.680
then they're about it instead of just because a lot of people get into the woe is me and they pray
01:22:29.880
to god for this thing but then they go and they eat this or they do that and they engage in this and
01:22:33.720
it's continue to eat the poison do the poison yeah without realizing you got to first do you
01:22:38.840
got to do the work and realizing what are you protecting your temple and how to how to go about
01:22:43.320
doing that what's bad um so on the topic of heavy metals and all that um i told my mom
01:22:52.200
that's probably a year ago i said you know they put zombies and stuff all the time out there right
01:22:58.200
so like these heavy metals if there's a way for when we die entities to step into our bodies because
01:23:06.360
it's all filled with this stuff somehow then you have zombies i'm just saying and then not too long
01:23:14.440
a lot too long after that i've seen something about the flu shot around halloween time and it had a
01:23:20.040
zombie on it yeah and i was like huh so so yeah i mean there is a a movie kingsman i i reference it
01:23:28.760
often it's a it's a fun movie but um in it you know the big baddie he issues everybody government free
01:23:35.960
phones like free government phones and but there's a chip in it so when they figure out the frequency
01:23:41.960
technology they send it out to all the phones it emits a frequency in everybody's pocket that
01:23:48.840
induces yeah it induces rage and so everybody just loses their sensibilities and starts going into
01:23:55.560
kill mode and yeah man i mean if we truly do and i don't know i'm just an idiot on a podcast if we
01:24:02.200
truly do have heads full of heavy metals from all the crap whether it's it's in the food or they're
01:24:08.120
putting it in the skies or it's in the vaccinations etc etc man we're just walking antennas and if
01:24:15.480
somebody somewhere has some nefarious frequency warfare i'm not trying to black pill or freak
01:24:20.280
people out or anything i'm not saying you should ever live in fear but like yeah that's very obvious
01:24:25.320
if anybody decided like hit the thing and emit the frequencies go on and hit the thing you know
01:24:31.080
interesting that you say frequency because with some of the stuff that was like a white fiber
01:24:37.320
um you would put your finger up to it you'd have you'd be holding it put your finger up to it and
01:24:43.000
you could see it going like friction or like a static cling yeah but it wasn't you know it's like
01:24:50.040
just weird these are weird what you've experienced that that you've pulled out of your own body or off
01:24:54.680
your own body it was just coming out it was just coming out of my body and oh i didn't tell you guys
01:24:59.320
so you got sorcery you got pharmakia yeah yeah yeah yeah that so when i was off drugs completely
01:25:06.840
because when i found out that my son died in state custody that day i was like oh i've never i'm
01:25:13.560
i just i completely lost any urge to ever do meth again crack coke lost it okay so then
01:25:21.880
i lost my train of thought well you were saying that these things were coming out of your skin okay so
01:25:26.360
like my body would settle down except for like the veins in my neck and like i didn't have the skin
01:25:33.080
issues and i was taking a lot of anti-parasitic stuff and then so then i decided i'm gonna get
01:25:40.760
put on adderall because i've always wanted to be on adderall you know and i got all these you know i
01:25:46.280
got adhd i got i know i got adhd i got all these issues you got it prescribed yeah and it was that easy
01:25:51.400
what did you just say you just said it wasn't that easy because i tried to and i'd wanted to
01:25:55.640
for a while but now that it was easier that now that i believed in god and was trying to follow
01:26:01.480
god and and all that now they want to open these doors to you yeah yeah so it was like it was easy
01:26:06.920
then um so i then i noticed this stuff was still inside of me because i would i would like do more
01:26:13.960
than i was prescribed on it so it would be here again operating at a lower frequency which i'm i'm glad
01:26:20.040
for that i'm glad that i was able to realize that when people are on meth or something and they go to
01:26:26.520
the doctors and they're talking about these bugs coming out or this little black stuff coming out
01:26:30.280
of their skin that's exactly that correlates with everything yeah you know what i mean and it's
01:26:35.720
that's all adderall is it's it's an amphetamine yeah you know it's literally methamphetamine yeah
01:26:41.240
for kids yeah well they because they diagnosed me and they gave it to me as a kid and i was like this
01:26:44.840
is this is fun man it's not fun when you're a kid you know i imagine as an adult it's probably fun but
01:26:49.720
as as a kid it was like such a drastic change it's an interesting thing like we were talking about
01:26:55.080
that like the the correlation of like the drug you're doing and other people wanting to take part
01:27:00.120
in that same drug to be on the same frequency as you but you went back to basically methamphetamine
01:27:07.000
like your body was calling for it and then you found a way to get this like you know it's illegal
01:27:12.760
legalized methamphetamine but yeah man that whatever that is in you it's still it still wants that to
01:27:18.600
survive that parasite once that's it that's exactly right dude well they feed off of whatever your
01:27:23.880
thing is right so if you have a sugar addiction if you have this addiction or that alcohol it's feeding
01:27:28.760
off of it the chat has speaking of alcohol the chat now has to drink because i have to bring up dr
01:27:33.080
marzynski again but one of the things he said is that you know he sees a lot of people eventually
01:27:38.120
works in a prison system so you see a lot of addicts coming through and one of the things that he said
01:27:45.240
was that methamphetamine in his opinion was the most effective at thinning that veil between the
01:27:51.880
physical realm and the spiritual realm oh yeah i definitely believe that yeah and that uh extended
01:27:57.080
use because it's it becomes intriguing it becomes like oh interesting like you're fascinated with that
01:28:03.640
like when you trip right yeah so it becomes it becomes intriguing and i i wanted to kind of figure out
01:28:10.200
like what was going on like what what is this and i don't know that's fascinating yeah oh so you were
01:28:17.000
doing it like uh i guess you were having fun but you were doing it in a way too where you're kind of
01:28:23.160
explorative exploring what's happening yeah and i wanted to also see if the stuff was still inside of
01:28:28.760
me because i knew that when i when i operated on i didn't know then that it was operating on a lower
01:28:33.640
frequency but i just knew when i tapped into what i did when i did some of this whether it be it it
01:28:39.240
never really was large amounts you know what i mean because i think i would have killed myself
01:28:44.040
um so i'm like i said i praise god for that yeah but um and i didn't have a lot of money never
01:28:49.720
really have and i praise god for that too he's got to keep you broken up yeah yeah yeah but you think
01:28:55.960
that when you were doing that you were able to perceive something that you weren't able to
01:29:01.800
otherwise and then yeah different in different aspects like all and all the aspects physical
01:29:07.880
you know mental emotional all that yeah that's interesting yeah and to still know that that stuff
01:29:13.160
was there after being off of drugs and then healing this is around the around the time after i'd wrote
01:29:21.720
my letters to everyone and you know all that so and then being on adderall you know realizing that the
01:29:29.000
stuff was still inside of me you know it's just crazy because what you went through was the how do i put
01:29:38.760
this like we're sitting here we're doing all this research you're coming to us and you're confirming
01:29:45.640
you know what i mean it's like what you experienced was invalidated by the medical system yeah but above
01:29:53.320
the medical system is operating these intelligence agencies who thought it was very valid and they
01:29:59.160
started to engage in it they started to experiment on people and they started to the same way that you
01:30:03.960
would engage with these amphetamines and you would say there's something here i'm perceiving another
01:30:07.960
aspect of reality it's interesting they went yeah no we agree we agree we think it's interesting and
01:30:13.560
they started doing all this stuff so while there's this lower level of government official that goes
01:30:18.120
no yeah you we don't know matchbox figure it out yeah yeah there's from our studies there are
01:30:24.040
government entities that have spent probably trillions of dollars studying this since officially
01:30:30.120
since god kept her broke she didn't have to spend trillions of dollars just to come out the other
01:30:34.360
end and go no yeah it's real it's real it's real she didn't have to do a bunch of podcasts either
01:30:39.720
now that's true you know i think the podcasting is i don't know if it's worse or better i don't know
01:30:44.920
it's just it's funny like we consistently on this show we're always finding our way back
01:30:50.760
to the same core narrative to the same spot from you name it any any different type of angle yeah
01:30:57.800
and here we are again and i didn't know supernatural i never heard of you know supernatural testimony i
01:31:04.600
was like literally living my supernatural testimony yeah so like there was nothing for me to compare it
01:31:09.880
to and god wanted it that way you know because i kept striving i kept digging and digging um i'm gonna
01:31:16.680
get my answers i'm gonna know why my son died i'm gonna know you know i'm gonna get my healing eventually
01:31:22.280
you know i know just by the chatter of the chat um and i i think i have a pretty good handle on our
01:31:30.440
audience and i i think that the why is is obvious right we're called to share our testimony not everybody
01:31:40.280
can be a scriptural scholar you know not everybody is embedded in the church some of us go through a
01:31:48.120
thing and god plucks us from that thing yeah and then tells us to go forth and share our story and
01:31:56.200
i think that your story is going to resonate with a lot of people praise god i love that that's the
01:32:06.840
point right yeah yeah yeah it's like it's it's more than it's more than us just talking about it or like
01:32:13.560
we could show you papers here's a paper from 1950 cool but here is a here's like one example of
01:32:21.240
millions and this story is being the sad part is that the story is being played out like
01:32:25.960
every second just in the united states probably across the world and so many people can't figure
01:32:31.480
it out so many people don't they don't understand what's ailing them and i'm not saying like we we
01:32:36.440
all have it figured out i don't i don't know if you probably don't have it all figured out either
01:32:40.680
but it's you're on a path right yeah so i think the people that watch this show that listen to
01:32:45.960
this show and it's good today's been a day of uh getting back to our roots shedding matt it was nice
01:32:53.080
getting rid of matt keeping him on the making brown water go make brown water go make brown water matt
01:32:58.920
yeah yeah we're doing the real stuff here i think it's nice feels good i uh matt has added a level of uh
01:33:06.760
understanding though i liked it better when we were saying negative things i don't want him to get
01:33:10.600
a big head his head's huge they call him mr matt do you know that mr matt who calls him mr matt the
01:33:15.320
children that's fine no that's right your son probably calls him mr matt it's not good i think
01:33:21.080
though that that's that's you know you said all that and it's we we keep coming back to this thing
01:33:27.400
i don't think it's i'm happy with understanding whatever god will let me understand it goes back to
01:33:32.280
that point of like you're supposed to talk and you're supposed to share that's the thing though
01:33:35.560
we're like we're talking we're sharing we're understanding certain levels of it we get mixed
01:33:40.040
up with matt we're on now i'm understanding uh an even deeper level of what we're doing here it's good
01:33:47.000
and it's like that's real good i don't know where it goes yeah i don't know how it ends but that's what
01:33:53.640
that's what we're doing i hope the people that are you know part of this watching it able to hear what
01:33:59.160
you're saying v yeah i do want to tell y'all that i did call okay so i moved in with my parents
01:34:06.680
because i was living in north carolina and after my son passed and they finally gave me i mean it
01:34:11.640
was like they were they were hesitant to even give me my other son after my son just passed in their
01:34:16.200
custody and then they did and then we moved here i started living with my mom and um my stepdad who i
01:34:23.160
call my dad um shout out to my biological dad too though because he's cool too um yeah i see god
01:34:28.760
working in his life too you know so um so uh we started staying there and then my dad uh pushed
01:34:39.080
me into work and get back in the workforce and you know i don't know if i was ready then or whatever
01:34:43.480
but i still thank god for it and um like four months later after my son passed i started working
01:34:48.520
at walmart and my body was still attacking itself like my my calf muscles would sprain and like the
01:34:53.800
veins in my neck i still felt like i was just gonna i would like turn anemic and i wasn't anemic
01:34:58.520
so it was just really weird um but as i was working at walmart one day the lord put on my heart to
01:35:05.960
call the medical examiner that viewed my son's body and i said because i had morgan and morgan which uh
01:35:12.280
i don't know i don't know about morgan and morgan but i feel like they're also gatekeepers but i don't
01:35:16.280
know don't don't quote me on that i'm not sure um don't come after us morgan and morgan we don't need
01:35:22.600
a lawsuit right but basically just the fact that you know i had morgan and morgan mom is the one who
01:35:32.200
decided to to do that and ordain that and um i said i want all the parasite tests to be run on my son
01:35:39.080
just like before right so it came back that he had encephalitis swelling of the brain which can also be
01:35:45.960
caused by parasites right so and that um they didn't they didn't do a blood smear on my son i
01:35:52.680
said huh this is how i just you know i just started doing blood smears on myself and discovering that
01:35:58.600
you know and i i asked him did you do a blood smear on my son and he said no it's not policy i said
01:36:05.960
wait i'm the mom telling you to do all the tests but you're not doing it because it's not policy but
01:36:14.040
i'm asking you to do it so policy in place keeps people from questioning unless yeah you're one of
01:36:22.040
your kids dies and you have to have answers you know what i mean unless you're striving for those
01:36:26.440
other than that policy keeps people in check they don't question that they just do their job
01:36:31.880
and that's all it is you know what i mean so well you know trust the experts
01:36:35.400
well look um thank you for sharing this with us thanks guys and and i'm glad that we got to be uh
01:36:47.960
you know the the mode by which this gets out to people me too yeah it's pretty righteous and it's
01:36:55.240
it's important you know like i said it's not for us to know who who who knows who it reached
01:37:00.520
uh we're just supposed to share so yeah pretty cool um i had i had a good time i'm glad i'm glad
01:37:09.160
that i'm glad we did this that damn thing in that jar is weird yeah what are you gonna do with that
01:37:15.480
i've just been hanging on to it man can we have it you know stop it david
01:37:20.520
it put it in the set don't do that it's crazy it is it's uh toss that thing well the fire
01:37:27.640
won't kill it looks we got a book from jerry marzinski we have v's parasite right there
01:37:34.520
um one more time let's let's shout out your youtube channel uh if you're out there and you're
01:37:39.880
you're you're sharing things it's just a little rinky dink thing who cares divine soldier at the lord's
01:37:45.320
army and that's it divine soldier yeah the lord's army yeah well every now and then i post something
01:37:52.600
funny like a you know i try not to eat bioengineered stuff or anything similar but i ate a butterfinger
01:37:57.400
the other day oh those those are good the best deliciously bioengineered it didn't it doesn't have
01:38:03.240
a smart label on it so like smart labels and plant-based and plant-based it's a whole yeah right
01:38:09.160
it's bull a lot of people don't know that well that's how they get us right it's always been the
01:38:13.400
labels fat free oh all natural right natural flavors they want to they want a picture of the
01:38:20.760
sample we can give i think we can show them a picture of the sample and it's not going to look
01:38:24.280
like anything no you're not going to be able like you could see it with your eyes there's like this
01:38:27.800
thing has it's just going to look like a hair in a jar but yeah to your eyes this thing has structure
01:38:32.760
it has segments it's coarse it's coarse it's odd i don't like it it upsets me to look at i feel like
01:38:40.840
swearing at it i don't i don't like that such and such mother why are there like there are four
01:38:47.000
five there's segments six segments of like sprouts that's weird it's not a hair no definitely not a
01:38:55.080
hair i don't know what that is i don't like it probably he's not pumped about living in a jar
01:39:00.840
um but i do want to say about the butterfinger thing so i dropped my butterfinger going out the door
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damn and two guys were coming in right they were coming in from the side and and like i didn't
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have i wasn't like bending down in front of them or anything like that i was like kind of like
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and i was oh sorry like that i was like oh sorry and they're like oh it's okay and then one guy's
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like that's my butterfinger though what he was like weird and and i said a fistful i said i said
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nobody better touch a finger and i said and the look on nobody better lay a finger on my butterfinger
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dude his smile went away he probably thought i was a dude and i was like oh success i'm gonna start
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using that now i'm just gonna be like don't that's a great way to keep people at bay like if anybody
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ever comes at you you look them in the eyes and you go nobody better lay a finger on my butterfinger
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watch him back off i haven't heard that in a long time man man incredible you can appreciate that
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i can't appreciate that yeah we're of that did you eat the butterfinger oh yeah i mean i did it
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was still in the package when i dropped it all right i thought you're gonna tell me something
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horrifying like they stepped on it they stepped on it again and i'm like it's still good though like
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as long as it's in the package you can just crumple it into your mouth oh man you know what i'm
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gonna get out of here and get a butterfinger that's what i've learned bioengineered
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butterfinger yeah dog you're an animal you haven't learned anything i've learned that thing's got
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12 of those in it i know oh my gosh guys it's been it's been another great day of nephilim desk
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well thank you so good thanks guys thank you thanks for coming this has been great
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until next time guys don't forget to obey submit and comply we will see