Pounders Quest w⧸ Jon Pounders
Episode Stats
Length
1 hour and 59 minutes
Words per Minute
204.09843
Summary
John Pounders joins the show to talk about his new show, "Pounders Quest," and why he thinks Breaking Bad is better than The Walking Dead. Plus, he talks about why he decided to leave the Midnight Ride after 10 seasons.
Transcript
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Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of Nephilim Death Squad.
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And that is Top Lops, the father of disinformation.
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Before we get into today's guest, a little reminder.
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If you want to support the show, go on over to patreon.com forward slash Nephilim Death Squad.
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So I wouldn't be surprised, actually, if none of them really get to see the public.
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Also, there's going to be a discount code off of merchandise from toplobster.com.
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I think that's going to be relevant, and I really want to keep showing that one off.
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I know we kind of hijacked the Blurry Creatures t-shirt where they said it doesn't matter what they are, but we say it does matter.
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And grandma thinks they're demons, and that's what's important at the end of the day.
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So go and get your shirts over at toplobster.com.
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Thank you for joining the show, John. Really appreciate your time.
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Before we get into the conversation, let's let everybody know where they can find your work.
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You can check me out on YouTube on NowUCTV or on PoundersQuest.
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NowUCTV is more Bible-oriented, mainly Bible study now.
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I used to have the Midnight Ride where most people know me from, and I did that for 10 years.
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But I now have PoundersQuest where I'm interviewing different people in order to do all that and to be able to travel and go meet different people.
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I pretty much had to retire the Midnight Ride, which was the biggest thing I've ever done.
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But sometimes you have to let other things go so you can kind of move forward and do other things.
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Out of curiosity, I know it's not what the episode's about, but what's that like?
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Because I often wonder when I'm thinking about NDS, I'm like, how does this end?
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So I hate to see shows kind of go and then kind of die down or whatever.
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But I wanted to end it at its peak where, I mean, there's 10 years worth of broadcasts that people probably can never run out of seeing.
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And that was hard, man, because it's like you don't know for sure if the next thing you're going to do is going to actually work out or not.
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But I knew that I had to end that one if I wanted to do what I'm doing now because I didn't have to.
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I mean, when you're researching like that, like we were busting out every week.
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We were busting out like so much research that we had to constantly be doing, constantly be reading.
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And so you don't have time for much else when you're doing that.
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It's like one of those things you don't know if you should or not.
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But I but I really felt like I was supposed to.
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I was I mean, half the books I was reading were, you know, occult books and Freemasonic books and grimoires and stuff to try to understand different points of view.
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And so like it is taxing after about 10 years of that.
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And it's definitely one that is, you know, not often taken with a lot of confidence.
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I say that when it comes to shows in particular, you either run long enough to become the Walking Dead or or you die Breaking Bad.
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I think that's that's the way because Breaking Bad is like it stopped when they told the story and it was great.
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But if you look at the Walking Dead, it's still going on.
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And nobody cares literally the Walking Dead, whereas Breaking Bad is this, in my opinion, it's a masterpiece and it's it's frozen in time.
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And you can look back at it and say, what a wonderful story they told.
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And, you know, Walt could have gone on forever selling meth.
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That's a lot of people are too afraid to do that.
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So, John, what what something a question we haven't really asked, but Sean asked us from Kingdom in Context.
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How long ago and what made you do this crazy thing that you're doing now?
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I used to be I grew up in in church my whole life.
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I grew up and I even went to Bible college, actually.
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But there was a situation to where I kind of was crying out to God, asking, you know, what am I supposed to do?
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And then something negative happened, like really, like I thought God was basically pushing me away.
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And so from that point on, I kind of just was like, you know what?
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Like, if you don't want me to serve you, I'm just going to do what I do.
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I ended up going to jail just, you know, for a few days.
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And I was not only on like cocaine and stuff like that, but I was also on pharmaceuticals, which were my biggest problem because it was like pain pills and antipsychotics and all that.
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And if you stop taking those, it can it can literally kill you.
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Some of the ones I was on, I was on some like heavy, heavy doses of this stuff.
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And so when I went to the jail cell, like I started going through withdrawals and then really around the third day, like I was finally starting to kind of come to and start to really understand.
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Understand what was going on, because, you know, if you're on Depakote, if you're on, you know, high levels of Xanax and Kuladopins and all that, like there's a wave of psychosis that almost hits when you're going through those withdrawals.
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And at the when I was finally sobering up, I just remember looking around and in the jail, there's so many different people that are that I know just from growing up in the neighborhood I grew up in.
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And I grew up in a very pretty poor neighborhood.
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It was I actually lived there till 2016, got worse and worse as time goes on.
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And so I started seeing a lot of the people and I just started thinking in my mind, like, OK, so this is going to be my life.
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I thought, you know, I thought I got away with everything.
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And no matter what, it was like I was always getting away with things.
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I had a lot of friends that were, you know, I would say somewhat powerful people in the city because I had big parties.
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And so, like, I would just get away with stuff I shouldn't get away with.
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But this time I couldn't get away from the withdrawals.
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So it was I was there looking and just trying to fathom what was going on here.
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And I just remember thinking, like, I don't I don't want my life to be like this.
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I want to I've seen people before that have love.
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Or and so in those moments, I'm looking at the wall as you see people, things that people have, like, etched into the wall, like, you know, just real depressing things like nobody cares for you when you're here.
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And unless you have money, nobody cares for you and just stuff like that.
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And I started to, like, kind of think about those things.
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I was like, God, if you care about me at all, just even even a little bit, just let me know and I'll do whatever you want me to do.
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But I have to know you care because, you know, the time before I felt like he actually showed me he didn't care.
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And so within moments of that happening, the jail cell opens and I hear a voice that's saying calling my name.
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So I go in, head hung, head hung, I'm like, you know, upset, depressed.
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And we're going into a detective's office and I figure they're going to be questioning me about something.
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Well, there's a guy that I hadn't seen in a while.
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Like he had long dreadlocks and his nose pierced.
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And the guy actually that led him to Christ was Sonny from P.O.D., but I hadn't seen him in a while.
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And so while I was while I was in there, he was going through, you know, paperwork, listening to the scanners, listen to this.
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He was getting ready to go to bed with his wife and he works all the time.
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The guy worked like nonstop, you know, as a detective, he was always working.
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But he was getting ready to go to bed and he said a voice told him to go.
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I want you to go pray for him in jail right now.
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He came over there and I looked up and he's like, John, man, he's like, what happened?
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He's like, I know this sounds crazy and I don't know that you're going to want me to do this, but I really want to pray for you.
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I feel like God told me God told me to come pray for you.
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And as soon as he said that, man, like, I don't know how to explain this feeling, but it was like something washed over me.
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And just like literally I knew that my faith right there was strong.
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I knew that God cared and like it just changed my whole perspective in that moment.
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I mean, I was always taught that men don't cry and you, you know, you take your licks and, you know, I lived in a bad neighborhood.
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But I hadn't weeped like a baby in that moment.
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And then from that day forward, man, like I've just felt the spirit of God with me.
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I felt him directing my paths and I haven't always been perfect.
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You know, I've been on air since 2010, so I've said who knows how many stupid things along the way.
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But there's always like this guiding force that's guiding me and led me to reading the Bible because I had kind of written off the Bible going through Bible college and everything.
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I thought it was just a recreation of the old mythological tales.
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And so I had written it off and but I remember, you know, asking God, like, what do I do?
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He led me to that by showing me that it was his word and that it is legitimate.
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So, you know, that's like when I started, literally started from that moment, starting to try to do video.
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I didn't do much YouTube, but I did like a local show called Revelation 1211 where I would interview people about their testimonies and it would be on like the local television and stuff.
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So I kind of got the getting into the media thing was like for some reason natural.
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We tour little hardcore bands or I would tour with another band to play guitar for them or something like that if they needed me.
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So I knew media, music and stuff like that is the route.
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And then after that happened, a couple of the detectives that I knew from the police force through my friend that came in, his name was Nathan Shore, by the way.
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Like his, he's dead now, but his testimony, you can see it long like I am second.
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He actually reached more people in his death than he did his life.
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But yeah, so after that, we started doing a record label, a Christian hip hop label.
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And we started out by doing local shows and trying to get, you know, feed the neighborhood and started in my neighborhood because my neighborhood was getting worse and worse and worse.
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The projects, people, you know, almost all the kids in that neighborhood, they really didn't have parents.
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And the neighborhood was getting worse and worse.
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So we started doing that and then it started getting a little bit too big first britches, in my opinion, like to the point to where, like, you know, we went, they wanted to like silence the messages so that we could gain more acceptance.
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And that's when I kind of bounced out and started really pushing Now You See TV.
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So that's kind of my background, how I got into it.
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Did you experience a lot of, because of your background and where you came from, and you said that you've been on air for 10 years now.
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And so you've made your fair share of mistakes.
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pushback from the, I guess, the Christian community at large, as to your nature, whether or not you're a Christian, the way you come off, maybe the language that you use.
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So, oh, man, I've faced so much backlash because a lot of it happens, you know, yeah, I've used language.
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I've done things, I've said things, and, you know, that should be expected.
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If anybody's like, you know, if one thing that I found out is the people that act like they got it all together, like they've got some really dark skeletons in their closet, mostly, because it's easy to put up a front.
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But there are times when the words are meant for a reason, like they're said because there's emphasis wanting to be placed.
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But people put sin, they make up their own sins.
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Like they make up the idea that saying a word that used colorfully is a sin or smoking a cigar is a sin or whatever, you know, but they make them up where the Bible actually tells you what sin is.
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What I worry about is like when I actually was dogmatic about something that I found out I was wrong about and I've had to eat crow about that.
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I've done that several times and so really just in the last couple years I've learned, okay, I can't be dogmatic about most of these things unless I know for sure.
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Like that's the only time I feel like I can be dogmatic about it.
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So like in my life, basically, I can only say that I have faith in Christ.
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I know the situations that I'm put in, been put in.
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I know what happened to me and like this is why I believe, but I can't prove anything really.
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I think we're at a point in time right now to where it's hard to prove much of anything.
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You only have to live by faith and by what your spirit sees because there's so much out there in the physical that's meant to distract, confuse, deceive.
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It's tough when you're out there like that, saying things dogmatically.
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That's where I think a lot of people run into problems.
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It's a hard time right now just in this information exchange, right?
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Yeah, well, you can you can say that right now with a drop of the Epstein files, you know, we're in the fog of war in very many ways.
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I don't know where all this is going to settle.
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But I today fell for a thing that I'm vehemently I'm vehemently opposed to, which is manipulation by emotion.
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I stepped right in it and I actually took it down.
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I don't really take a lot of things down, even if I'm wrong, because if it's obvious that I'm wrong, it's like, well, look at that.
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The reason I took this down is because I didn't want more people to fall for this emotional manipulation.
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But it was a bunch of kids there in sort of what you might imagine is like an MKUltra facility, right, where they're doing trauma based mind control experiments on these kids, which is something that we talk about all the time on this show.
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There's a bunch of kids lined up against the wall and one of them is tasked with something at a desk.
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And I guess as a tactic to get the kid to to perform, they snatch one of the kids off the wall and they start, you know, drowning them and then pulling them back up and drowning them again.
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And to me, it reminded me of that Podesta thing, an audio recording that's allegedly Podesta.
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And he's like screaming at some kid and this kid is freaking out.
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And, you know, it's just the nature of, I guess, reality.
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You know, you come across these darker aspects of what's going on behind the curtain.
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And, you know, they pull at you, your heartstrings.
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And then wouldn't you know, somebody comes up and goes, dude, that's that's from a movie, dumbass.
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It was that it was that that emotional leverage.
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And it's something I try to be really careful of.
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But in my I don't know, you know, exploration of the truth, I've been wrong a ton.
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And right now, I mean, you've been doing this for 10 years.
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You've seen the landscape and the way that it's changed so dramatically.
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I mean, 10 years ago, 2016, we're kind of getting in it with with with this whole Pizzagate Epstein thing.
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2018, 2019, the world changes dramatically after that.
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I mean, just when you're looking at information.
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And information as a landscape, it has it has been so it's been a roller coaster.
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The peaks and valleys and the crazy twists that we've been subjected to.
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If you're really somebody who's been looking at this.
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And now here we are, you know, we get to talk to you.
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2026, where it seems like we're at this precipice of a big moment, a big pivotal moment.
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I don't I don't really I try not to get into the realm of predictions too much.
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I mean, maybe I'll maybe I'll leave that up to you.
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Given everything that you've seen and how long you've been doing this, this is a unique place to be right now.
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What what do you think is what do you make of what's happening and where we're going?
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Oh, man, this is really hard to answer, of course, because nobody has I don't have a crystal ball here.
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And even if I did, I wouldn't be looking at it.
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But I but I do think that, you know, looking back at 2016, I think it was 2016 or 2017, I made a viral video about the whole thing you're talking about with Podesta and all that.
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I don't even want to say the word just so it doesn't get your YouTube channel.
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And not that it would, but I got I paid the price for that.
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And now I see everybody speaking openly about everything.
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And it's really, really strange to me when I see what's going on.
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And I try to think, look at things like you're talking about, not emotionally, because it'd be easy just to jump in and jump in on the fight and start kicking the dog in the head or, you know, whatever.
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Start kicking the guy in the head because he's already down.
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But looking at the cycles of how a lot of this stuff works, it's like they give a time period for people to talk.
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And then that way it kind of pushes them into an echo chamber and pushes them into a place where they want to fit those people.
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And so or it might push them into persecution or whatever.
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And so I'm wondering if that's what's going on, because it seems to be like since 2020 and a little bit further past, it took a little while for the censorship to kind of like weigh down a little bit.
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But I'm wondering, like, what, why, why all of a sudden, why are they allowing all of this stuff?
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It just seems too good to be true, because I know what happened then.
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They had such a they could easily just take it all down that quick.
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And it makes you wonder, are they giving people options to share now so that they can make lists so that they can hear everybody's full opinion on the thing so that they know what to do when the time comes?
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We know an AI can easily put those people on lists.
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It's not like they have to go through and, you know, check everything.
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AI has already got it all sequenced together about who's who and what who does what.
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But I noticed the algorithms on my Facebook and YouTube when there's a strong psyop coming on, I get I get a shadow ban because but I don't even talk about it.
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But I know that I'll talk about something else in the shadow ban comes.
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There's every time there's a major psyop, I get shadow ban because they know that I'm going to say something that might make sense.
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They even tried to pay me to be off back during covid.
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I don't know if you'd remember they were doing that to people.
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They were trying to pay people to be off social media during the covid thing.
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And so I even got offered that just like a lot of other people did at the time to not say anything.
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But I would assume that everything that comes out is a part of the psyop.
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It's a part of the theater that they actually want you to they want you to know these things.
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It's not like it's not like this is coming out.
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All of those whistleblowers that have come out about the aliens that have come about about everything.
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Like you have to assume that at least half of them are liars and at least half of them are telling something fake in order to deceive you, to mislead you.
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You know, our media hasn't been free media for a very long time, if it ever has, really.
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I mean, ever since it's been owned by a few people.
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It's we we had we were presented with that that choice, like red pill, blue pill choice in one of the shows that we did with somebody.
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And it was an interesting one because, like, you know, as he's like doing the Morpheus thing, saying here, choose left, right.
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Like I smack, you know, smack this hand is like, no, neither, man.
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Like, obviously, these are both two sides of the same coin in there.
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They're headed in the same direction, whether we like it or not.
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They kind of just want our consent to take one side or the other.
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But the idea is to look through the PSYOP or I mean, as best as we can.
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We bang our heads against the wall all the time because, you know, I don't know.
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Tucker Carlson is talking about the Nephilim or.
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And Sean Ryan is putting out these these thumbnails.
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And it's all about the Nephilim and the Book of Enoch.
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The Candace Owens picking up Rob Skiba, picking up Rob Skiba's information and all that.
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Like, where were they when all of this stuff actually?
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I felt like there was a time when maybe something could have been done, you know, and now it's
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I don't think I really don't think there's any stopping what's coming.
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I they're they've got so much in in place already.
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Back then they had to censor people because they didn't have it all in place.
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And so there could have been a mass repentance, but they didn't want that.
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They wanted they even had a fake revival thing that took place at D.C.
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just to, like, harbor a real revival, you know, that like because there's no there's no revival
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And it was all about pride, American pride, America, you know, pride, pride, pride, nothing
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So, well, that's the thing I think they're doing right now, which is like, you know,
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as we come closer, I'm of the school of thought that we are in, you know, the the prophetic
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times of the book of Revelation, either that or somebody's manufacturing prophecy, which to
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that I say, is that could that will be the same thing.
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But I think that as we inch closer in these days, more and more truth will be revealed.
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What they're doing right now is they're they're positioning their selected mouthpieces.
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So they weren't saying it back in the day because there was time there wasn't going to
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you know, people weren't going to become aware of these things.
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Now, as we move into an era where, you know, maybe maybe the public is going to be made
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aware in some shocking way, one way or another, that these things are real.
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Well, now, who are the most when you do a Google search?
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Who are the most viral people that you're going to see?
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I think it's weird when you look at the Candace Owens things.
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And she seems to have been part of some sort of a program.
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It seems like the things she's talking about with with Charlie Kirk, if they're true, seem
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to line up with he would have been one of these kids that went through these programs
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and then was was kind of followed all throughout life.
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Now, most people with time travel, astral projection, all this stuff.
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And it's like people instinctively recoil at that.
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But, you know, given the research that we've done, the conspiracy community at large has done,
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So if I'm to entertain that, that pattern adheres to like an MKUltra kid or a gate program kid
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or, you know, any of these kind of operations where they're taken by an intelligence agency
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and they're traumatized, cause states of disassociation.
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And, you know, maybe they were, they could have even been raised in a lab from the jump,
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But what I'm, what I'm recognizing is like, oh, she's talking about a thing.
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She's talking about a thing that a lot of people are going to recoil at, but it is a thing.
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So I immediately go, she's, she's quoting Rob Skiba.
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And then I go, wait, wait, wait, that doesn't, that doesn't line up because there's a lot
00:25:46.600
of other people that, that I do trust and I like their work that verifies this stuff.
00:25:51.420
So no, but the question, the real question is why right now, why is, why are we moving
00:25:56.300
in a breakneck, breakneck pace to inform the public of these things?
00:26:00.240
And now, yeah, well, I mean, I would say, you know, Cass Sunstein, cognitive infiltration,
00:26:07.460
if the truth is going to come out, you want to position your thought leaders in the, in,
00:26:13.680
So if your camp demons and Nephilim, when, when they do disclosure, okay, well, Candace has
00:26:23.960
You know, we don't know if she's got a thing in her neck.
00:26:30.440
I think that's exactly what I was going to say there.
00:26:32.560
They have to have their, uh, controlled opinion out there for that because a lot of people
00:26:40.040
I mean, we've been pumping Nephilim in people's heads, you know, for a long time.
00:26:44.080
A lot of us have, I mean, there's people that have been doing it for 30 years, have been
00:26:51.280
So they have to control that narrative because whatever the deception is that's coming, they
00:26:57.500
have to have these players that are there, that are speaking about it, that believe what
00:27:01.740
they're saying and that are out there pushing their narrative.
00:27:06.220
Um, and it's crazy because when I look at the narrative, I've done a little bit of research
00:27:12.900
I always try to see like, you know, I've read a lot of the Tavistock books, like the
00:27:16.740
people that have written books from Tavistock and you see, uh, their methods.
00:27:21.460
And this looks like, uh, the Alice in Wonderland technique is what it looks like because what
00:27:29.180
You remember when Alice went down the hole, uh, they had, she was sitting at the table and
00:27:33.380
the tea party and the, the crazy Mad Hatter was there.
00:27:36.720
The other one, they're always just nonsense, telling her nonsense and leading her on these
00:27:41.400
And then, um, that's, that's exactly what they're doing with the disclosure thing, because
00:27:45.700
there's a lot of well-meaning people probably out here on the disclosure teams that they're
00:27:51.000
believing what they hear from the whistleblowers.
00:27:53.880
They're believing what they hear from whoever the handlers are at the top, like the military
00:27:58.700
people that have maybe invited them to the meetings or they've talked to them about it.
00:28:03.000
And they're going to, they're going to handpick specific people that are great
00:28:07.880
mouthpieces already, and they're going to probably not co-op them knowingly, but it's
00:28:13.720
going to be like, look at this information we've received.
00:28:18.840
Uh, they'll, they'll have a false informant, call them and tell them a story.
00:28:22.960
I mean, I used to get people all the time calling me, telling me such bullcrap stories
00:28:27.780
that I thought they were real for the longest time.
00:28:29.660
Like when I was researching the, uh, satanic ritual abuse stuff and I was doing the documentary,
00:28:34.460
you know, how many people I called that were frauds trying to tell me their story and trying
00:28:39.280
to mislead me in directions that weren't even real.
00:28:42.420
And these were, these were people that were co-opted by somebody to do it.
00:28:46.660
I don't know who, but they were calling me or they were just demonic and they, they knew
00:28:51.720
that I needed to, to be thrown off the trail a little bit, but like that happened a lot.
00:28:56.180
And so if you believe everything you hear, then you're probably not going to know much about
00:29:00.300
So, you know, in, in a lot of these situations you have to, you know, the algorithm is going
00:29:06.360
And that's saying a lot of people are going to be deceived.
00:29:07.840
I don't know what there is to do about this situation.
00:29:10.300
All I try to do is like inform people that look, I've dealt with a similar situation.
00:29:16.900
Like, this is what I know, but I can't, I have been not quick to base my opinion off
00:29:23.300
of what somebody else tells me if I haven't experienced that for myself.
00:29:28.220
I just, it really can mislead you a lot because people have fantastic stories and they may believe
00:29:34.980
They may believe everything about their story, but it doesn't mean that their story is correct.
00:29:39.320
And I think that right now we have to be very careful to maybe look at what the Bible says
00:29:44.160
about some of this stuff and hold onto that rather than listening to the stories, because
00:29:49.720
there's going to be a lot of misinformation right now.
00:29:51.640
Like it's going to be, that's going to be the key focal point is going to be misinformation
00:29:56.420
because this, I believe that this reveal is one of the biggest points of deception that
00:30:08.340
Like, you know, we need to look at that and really think about it rather than just taking
00:30:12.140
a whistleblower's word or some, you know, guy that's underneath mad contracts that really
00:30:19.400
And you already know it, you know, like you have these guys that have these crazy contracts
00:30:23.700
that are going on these big broadcasts telling all, but yet they're fine.
00:30:31.060
You know, even, even within the body of abductee testimony, which in my opinion, I, I, I look
00:30:38.120
too often as a greater source of confidence, you know, in the nature of the, the, the experience
00:30:44.520
that I do for many of these kinds of talking heads or intelligence agencies, or, you know,
00:30:48.660
used to be a contractor for the CIA kind of guys.
00:30:55.780
There is an aspect of it that is very real, right?
00:30:59.760
Because I think you have to leave room on the table for advanced technologies and spooks,
00:31:05.920
you know, that I do think that there are operations, government programs that are potentially
00:31:12.380
kidnapping people and showing them images of a thing that's so profound that they'll never
00:31:19.020
go out and espouse it for fear of being ridiculed.
00:31:21.980
When in reality, what's happening is you're being abducted by some sort of, you know, MK
00:31:27.160
But I do think that there is a real, um, non-human entity aspect to this phenomenon, but those
00:31:35.240
things, uh, and, and I'm sure that there's an array of them are likely very clever.
00:31:42.380
Very old and are going to deploy very similar techniques.
00:31:46.120
I think that one of the things that I've, I've noticed is in all the years of the abductee
00:31:54.060
phenomenon, these entities will often impart, um, not only kind of new age Gnostic ideals
00:32:01.860
to the abductee, but they'll also frighten them with a end of the world cataclysm prophecy
00:32:11.540
And what I have noticed is much like, um, what would you call that global warming where
00:32:17.980
in the eighties, you know, the coastlines of Florida were going to be gone by 99, you
00:32:22.900
know, whatever the predictions were, these, these times would come and go.
00:32:28.280
Uh, in Obama's have property in Martha's vineyard, you know, you wouldn't buy property there if
00:32:34.100
you thought that that coastline was going to vanish at some point.
00:32:36.860
And so, um, it's very much the same thing and the, the calamity, the cataclysm will
00:32:42.560
change, you know, sometimes it'll be like an asteroid impact and then they kind of moved
00:32:47.860
And now we're left with this polar shift thing, which, which I do see prevalent, like in the,
00:32:53.720
in the conspiracy communities, even Elon Musk keeps, you know, kind of hitting that button
00:32:58.860
Um, and, and so it seems like the reason, or at least you could speculate the reason
00:33:05.380
that there's, they're telling these people that these things are going to come to pass
00:33:08.720
and then they're not is because he creates a sense of urgency in the victim to go out
00:33:13.700
and then spread this new age gospel that they've been given, you know, by their, uh, their
00:33:20.540
And, um, so even, even within the body of abductee testimony, it's hard.
00:33:28.820
I would say in the gospel, but you take these things and you kind of, you look at them and
00:33:35.200
you analyze them through that lens because even the people that are going through it,
00:33:38.760
some people will say, I was abducted inherently demonic and other people will come back and
00:33:44.640
And they'll say Jesus was a Pleiadian or, or, or something like that.
00:33:47.620
So everywhere there is disinformation and deception, um, you know, at a level that's
00:33:54.900
like far beyond the capabilities of an individual to discern, not without some help.
00:34:00.000
Seems like lately the disinformation has been coming from inside the house.
00:34:04.080
Which is something that kind of got our hairs up a little bit for a little, I don't even
00:34:11.820
This is just, well, I mean, whether or not it's disinformation.
00:34:14.640
What you could say, if you were being generous is that we don't know, we don't know.
00:34:22.020
And there's a real problem with like leaning on your own understanding.
00:34:24.820
You can take in information, you can try to, to fit it into your worldview.
00:34:28.000
And the best we can do is get the stories and sift through them.
00:34:33.880
Like we hear a lot of stories and sometimes after the show, I'll go, I don't know.
00:34:39.480
And sometimes we go, Hey man, that fit like a puzzle piece.
00:34:42.840
And that's strange, but it's, it's not a puzzle piece that I'm going to put right in the center
00:34:48.820
These puzzle pieces are on the periphery and I'm just looking at them and I go, okay,
00:34:54.000
And if it doesn't get moved for a while, so be it.
00:34:56.420
But yeah, we're trying to like have a broad view of all this stuff because it's very confusing.
00:35:00.940
And, you know, we, we've been beset upon by people who do know, they know all the stuff
00:35:06.540
and they're, they're good at information warfare.
00:35:12.700
So when you really boil it down, the, my grandpa used to tell me this, my grandpa was a wise,
00:35:20.280
The more I think about it now that I'm older, I'm like, man, this guy has told me so many
00:35:24.500
things that have just like, wow, I found out he's telling the truth.
00:35:28.200
But he said that if there's, you have to ask yourself, the first question is, is it really
00:35:36.240
And if the answer is no, which the answer to this is no, a human can actually know everything
00:35:42.700
Then the only, the people that are telling you things about it, he told me the only person
00:35:47.940
that's telling you the truth is the one that says they don't know.
00:35:50.680
He's like, they can tell you this door, they can tell you this door, but really the
00:35:54.480
only one that's honest is the one saying they don't know, because we have to be that
00:36:00.860
And that's why I, you know, I'm not dogmatic about things anymore, because once you realize
00:36:06.080
you're wrong, you have to understand that in order to be maintain your honesty, you're
00:36:13.280
You're going to have to own it and realize you don't know and be okay with not knowing.
00:36:19.260
I can only tell you what I've experienced and you have to believe that or not believe in.
00:36:27.980
Because if you really think about all of the stories, yes, there's physical aspects.
00:36:32.800
Yes, there's mental, there's spiritual aspects.
00:36:34.900
All of these things are actually happening to people.
00:36:38.800
But do you really know that they're happening to people?
00:36:41.880
And do you really even know that what they're saying is true?
00:36:47.560
And if things are happening that are testable, we're dealing with an ancient species that's
00:36:54.080
thousands of years old that is far more advanced and wise than will ever be.
00:36:58.880
And so, of course, they're going to mislead us about what they are.
00:37:08.860
We had a conversation with a guy recently, and it was a bit of a struggle session.
00:37:14.200
And when it came to this topic, specifically of abductee experiences and everything, one
00:37:19.160
of the places where things got weird, and what you said just now really resonated with
00:37:22.920
me, brought this to my mind, is that we're talking about the abductee experience, and
00:37:32.120
And I've looked at the phenomenon for a long time.
00:37:35.640
All I can say is I know that people are having experience.
00:37:40.880
I have some ideas, and I'm leaning towards those ideas, but that's about the best that
00:37:44.940
But in that body of abductee testimony, you get a bunch of stuff, man.
00:37:48.860
You get, it seemed like this one was physical, but another time it seemed like this one happened
00:37:54.000
in maybe like an astral realm or like a spiritual realm or maybe like a dream escape.
00:37:59.200
So, he's saying this to me, and I go, well, that's not the case.
00:38:02.660
I've heard plenty of stories where people, and he goes, no, the data is settled, and this
00:38:18.280
And so, that is a hugely important thing to remember is we're dealing with things that,
00:38:26.900
And number two, up until this moment, this really fun time in history, 2026, where we're
00:38:34.680
not being laughed out of the room, up until this moment, we were laughed out of the room.
00:38:39.980
You were dealing with things that were considered pseudoscience or quackery if you were trying
00:38:47.540
And so, to all of a sudden cross this threshold where the conversation is being allowed to
00:38:54.400
happen on a level that at least is maybe just slightly hovering above ridicule, because,
00:39:00.220
you know, you still have those people who refuse to believe that the world is anything other
00:39:04.740
than, you know, what the official narrative says.
00:39:06.740
Because to be in this time where we just got out of those waters and to go, and now that
00:39:13.540
And trust the experts and the data is conclusive.
00:39:16.760
This is what the phenomenon is, is a remarkable, a remarkable thing.
00:39:22.480
And what I'm worried about is trying to point people towards Christ in a time where it looks,
00:39:32.520
you know, you were talking to us before the show and you brought up Laura Trump, seemingly
00:39:39.260
alluding to the idea that Donald Trump is going to do disclosure soon.
00:39:44.140
I had a buddy text me and he says, are you aware of the, the, the July 8th prediction that
00:39:50.700
that, and it's always a prediction, you know, so it's not necessarily that that means much,
00:39:53.860
but he's also saying, yeah, it seems like there's whispers that Trump is going to do disclosure
00:39:57.740
July 8th and, you know, a quick search on Twitter, just the words Trump disclosure.
00:40:04.600
You'll see that discussion being had on many, you know, reputable platforms.
00:40:10.380
You know, it's no longer just in the fringes of, of podcasts.
00:40:13.920
It's actually on stages that, you know, once held some sort of prestige when it came to information
00:40:19.600
So, um, it, all I'm worried about is, is pointing people towards Christ.
00:40:25.580
Let me ask you a question then, John, how, it seems like you're in alignment in that way.
00:40:30.540
How are you navigating this information soup and in a way where you can orient people where
00:40:37.420
you go, like, I don't know what the answer is, but I know that Jesus is important.
00:40:43.480
And I think that's the most important aspect of all of this is how do you root people back
00:40:48.940
Because I believe he's the answer for all of this anyway.
00:40:52.220
Um, I, I always tell people, especially if they're having a, and this may not be what
00:40:58.200
And if it's not, then, then correct me and I can miss or go a different way with it.
00:41:02.720
But I always tell people when they're having these experiences, because I've had an experience
00:41:07.060
where if I didn't, wasn't a believer, I would think I was getting abducted.
00:41:10.380
And because of my belief and my authority in Christ, I was able to stop it.
00:41:17.440
Um, and that's what I tell other people, you know?
00:41:20.120
So like, that's the way I navigate it through scripture.
00:41:22.540
I believe that, yes, there are physical aspects to this, because really, if you, if you think
00:41:27.000
about it, this is the question, what separates the physical from the spiritual?
00:41:31.640
That's a hard question to answer sometimes, because even if you're doing mind control on
00:41:36.360
somebody, a lot of people would say, well, that's spiritual.
00:41:41.700
It's, there's, everything works together in some way, shape or form.
00:41:45.000
But I do think that the spiritual aspects are things we can't see.
00:41:49.240
Like, that's kind of what we can, we can maybe take, make the term and define it that way.
00:41:53.700
Like in the Bible, uh, everything that you can't see is in the spiritual.
00:42:04.080
We'll call it spiritual in some way, whether it's bad spiritually or good spiritually.
00:42:07.500
It has to, it has to do with aspects that are unseen by the human eye.
00:42:14.080
And then also, because look, I mean, here, a lot of people give me flack for this because
00:42:18.780
I do say that literally everything can be found in the Bible.
00:42:24.000
I know that a lot of people would say that, that you look, man, you're just being a reductionist
00:42:28.720
or you're being a, um, a Bible kook, but I, I think there's more about the Bible than people
00:42:38.240
But looking at all of this stuff, the fallen angels, like in the scripture, if we believe
00:42:43.360
one third of the angels fell, we're believing that at least 33 million came to earth because
00:42:47.940
the Bible says in two places that there were 10,000 times 10,000 angels plus an unnumbered
00:42:53.600
So if one third of those fell, that's a hundred million, 10,000 times 10,000, 33 million of
00:42:59.300
them have either fallen or are going to fall from to earth.
00:43:02.480
And if that's the case, and if there there's reptilians there, you know, the seraphim or
00:43:06.800
reptile, like, uh, there's all kinds of different angels that we don't even understand or know
00:43:15.200
I mean, I think this describes, and that may helps us understand the actions of these
00:43:19.100
elites when you really look at it and why some of them look like ancient characters that
00:43:23.820
have been around before, why some of them love this nasty stuff they love.
00:43:29.900
We don't want to get this banned, but they love this nasty behavior that we as humans
00:43:36.620
Then they co-opt other humans into doing it into worshiping them because of fear.
00:43:40.460
I mean, we have, there's a lot going on in this world that, uh, can be described by angelic
00:43:45.960
entities and, and we may not like that term and it may not encompass everything that they
00:43:51.980
are, but that's the term that was used back then.
00:43:55.080
Uh, to this day, we can call them whatever we can call them aliens.
00:43:57.820
We can call them, um, entities, we can call them whatever you want, but ultimately they've
00:44:05.060
And yes, in the Bible, they were called angels and other places they're called gin.
00:44:09.540
And some places they're called aliens, you know, but they're the same things.
00:44:13.500
It's not like there's this new species of things that have come out.
00:44:18.820
That's the thing that I think that most people that study UFOology might miss or might forget.
00:44:25.160
But when you look back, this stuff has been happening forever.
00:44:32.460
Maybe our crafts that we've built because of these, this leak technology might be new, but
00:44:38.900
I mean, you have hieroglyphs that have spaceships on ancient Egyptian walls.
00:44:44.700
Uh, you have stories of like the Hopi people that talk about ant men bringing them underground
00:44:54.980
They have the ant heads and they look, you know, they're got big eyes because they, they
00:44:59.800
So there's a lot going on here that, that, like I said, you'd have to be a fool to say,
00:45:05.020
you know, for sure, everything that's happening.
00:45:08.120
The science might be out there and it might say this and that, and you can choose to believe
00:45:16.020
And I'm, I'm, you know, I, I have a lot of, um, jealousy for people who can just believe
00:45:23.640
what they hear based off the science, because it'd be so nice to just say, yeah, I believe
00:45:30.040
The science says it, let's do it, you know, and not have a care or thought that, but with
00:45:35.800
And I'm sure with this, there's, there's going to be slanted that when the powerful
00:45:39.580
people control it, but man, I, it's crazy because you point people to Christ because
00:45:44.660
he has power over everything, over all, all of the earth, over everything was created
00:45:57.840
It's not failed me to say that God is my power.
00:46:01.120
He's the one that keeps me here, whether you like it or not, I may do stupid stuff,
00:46:07.340
God's the one who sustains me and he's the one that protects me.
00:46:10.480
And so like, it's never failed me even against powerful enemies, even against people that
00:46:18.640
And so like, you know, I tell people that like, I can't say that God's ever failed me.
00:46:23.120
You know, if a King David wasn't talking about being abducted in the middle of the night
00:46:27.280
and being tortured and stuff like that, because he knew God had his power behind him.
00:46:32.000
I mean, I just don't, I'm not saying that that doesn't happen.
00:46:36.120
But if we're not able to be equipped to withstand it by at least, at least giving people an option,
00:46:44.100
Maybe there are as a military program abducting them, taking them to a lab, but the power of
00:46:48.680
prayer isn't, isn't Jesus strong enough to withstand any enemy.
00:46:52.400
The Bible says no weapon forms against us shall prosper and every tongue that rises up against
00:47:00.980
I mean, this is, these are, this is the time we're in right now.
00:47:05.760
If you're afraid, you're not going to make it to where you need to go.
00:47:08.720
If you're, if you're dogmatic about things that aren't true, you're going to miss the
00:47:14.360
You're going to miss something you could have done.
00:47:16.680
If you get caught up in the world and all its emotion, you're not going to fulfill your
00:47:22.740
We don't, people that are on a mission don't get caught up in the, the things of the world
00:47:27.260
You know, if you're over in Vietnam and you're trying to fulfill a real mission, which a lot
00:47:31.540
of people did the wrong thing in Vietnam, but you don't get caught up in the affairs of
00:47:35.840
You're not going to be out there, you know, arguing with them about this issue or that
00:47:39.780
issue or whatever you're going to be doing your mission.
00:47:42.000
And so that's where I try to lead people into this, like let people talk.
00:47:46.340
You can believe them if you want to believe them, but ultimately if you trust in man, it's
00:47:51.720
The scripture says it's a curse to trust in man.
00:47:54.180
The only trust that we can have is something that's higher than us and knows more than we
00:48:00.400
No one man can tell you every single situation that's occurring in this, this reality is
00:48:06.640
certain, is this, or is that it's, it's gotta be that nobody can do that.
00:48:12.740
None of us have been here for thousands of years and if we have, then we're not man,
00:48:19.220
And that's, I think it's okay to, it's okay to be there because God knows and just like
00:48:24.120
God can protect, you know, people like Job and then, you know, we need to be praying
00:48:29.540
for that kind of protection, praying for that kind of hedge because ultimately there's
00:48:34.480
something that's holding them back from protecting some of God's people.
00:48:37.140
And I've heard stories where maybe there are people that can't shake this activity.
00:48:40.760
They can't shake it, but I would say that if you're standing on God and you're standing
00:48:45.640
on his truth and you're doing what he's asked you to do and you're walking in the way he
00:48:49.940
designed you to walk, like you're doing his will, I would say nothing can stop you.
00:48:57.720
Even I've become comfortable with this idea as well.
00:49:00.940
Like even if, I don't know, let's say these things don't stop.
00:49:05.220
Let's say you're going through persecution, physical persecution, you have ailments, whatever.
00:49:08.980
It's like, Hey dude, you know, just walk, just, just keep going.
00:49:15.120
This life is not meant for us to have all the roses right now, you know?
00:49:21.320
So, and I know it's not, it's not an acceptable message to say to people because they, a lot
00:49:26.240
of people don't, you know, if your back is hurting you, I don't want my back to hurt.
00:49:30.620
Well, maybe you don't ever get this healing, but it doesn't matter.
00:49:34.300
Your responsibility is to take what you have here and carry it forward as much as you can.
00:49:42.020
Like Matt always says that God came and they, they ripped his beard out.
00:49:48.700
Um, and, and we think like, you're going to, you're going to walk easy.
00:49:52.800
And I think as long as you're, especially as the world devolves into chaos and, and,
00:49:58.140
and more and more lies to stand in the truth is a, it's, um, you know, you got a target
00:50:03.880
And, uh, I think that there's a lot about spiritual warfare that we don't understand because we've
00:50:08.760
been sort of stripped of our understanding of the spiritual realm.
00:50:11.120
So many people in the West don't even believe in the spiritual realm and it's a reality and
00:50:16.740
you're engaged in spiritual warfare all the time.
00:50:19.280
Who knows what thing you're suffering because you're not, you know, equipped to do it, but
00:50:22.720
it's, um, you brought up Job and that's been something that's on my mind a lot lately.
00:50:28.540
Like with these Epstein files and, and how bizarre the disclosure situation has gotten.
00:50:35.500
And we're just in so much, we're in this information soup, like I said before.
00:50:40.220
And, and, um, I've been reminded over and over again of, of when God is talking to Job
00:50:45.980
and he's kind of talking about his own lack of understanding.
00:50:50.120
And he goes, where were you when I laid the foundations of the earth?
00:50:53.360
And, you know, we're, we're here for such a short amount of time.
00:50:56.380
I think it's, it's the folly of a lot of men who were steeped in the occult, who thought
00:51:03.360
foolishly that they could get their hands on this sort of knowledge.
00:51:07.300
And then I think it just, you know, it eats away at you like acid, this pursuit of, you
00:51:13.940
know, answers to mysteries that you will, I've gotten really comfortable, even though
00:51:17.300
I was a conspiracy theorist when I was a kid and I, and I still am, but I've gotten
00:51:21.640
to this place where like, I'm all right with not, with not knowing.
00:51:26.380
I know enough to, to get me through this, you know, I, and I have God on my side, like
00:51:32.800
you were saying, and I, I, and I don't need all the answers.
00:51:40.060
He talks about the Holy spirit revealing things to you truths.
00:51:42.800
And, um, and so I'm always grateful for, for when another connection happens, but these
00:51:48.500
days I, I think I, I research less feverishly than I used to when I was a young man.
00:51:55.680
Well, uh, John told us, I don't know if you told us pre-show or in the beginning of the
00:52:00.780
I, I'd actually like to hear, um, I mean, you're, so you're doing all that research,
00:52:05.180
For these, in these occult books, I don't want to go there yet.
00:52:07.920
There is one thing that I wrote down because I had an abduction experience as well.
00:52:14.560
Um, I didn't know what to make of this experience and it was a decade before I was ever saved.
00:52:20.840
Um, like, you know, as in coming to Christ and accepting him as my Lord and savior.
00:52:33.780
They think that there's no answers in the Bible.
00:52:35.540
Then they, they float on over to the new age or something and they go, Oh, this is, this
00:52:40.320
This is, um, you know, uh, aliens are the, the answer.
00:52:44.240
What, what did you, what did you go through, John?
00:52:46.700
Well, yeah, I'll tell you, this is first off to those that have never heard a story like
00:52:52.980
This is a crazy thing, but this has really happened to me.
00:52:59.020
I don't expect anybody to believe it because it's just one of those things that unless you've
00:53:05.860
experienced, this is really going to be hard to believe, but it's very, I'm telling
00:53:09.840
So, um, there was a proper, there still is this property, but it's in the South where
00:53:15.980
I have, um, let's see four sets of family members that live there.
00:53:20.240
I've got, you know, nieces, nephews, aunts, uncles, it's all on the same property, different
00:53:26.360
Um, my grandpa passes away and immediately people start experiencing paranormal phenomenon,
00:53:36.760
My aunt who is mentally challenged, she was actually, um, had a fever really bad when she
00:53:43.780
And, um, her mentality is that of like a six to eight year old.
00:53:50.900
She's cause she can read, she can do all the different things, but she's like, um, childish
00:53:57.420
So she starts complaining about this giant that is banging on the side of her house, like
00:54:03.060
shaking her house and saying that to come out, it wants to kill her and she doesn't
00:54:08.520
She's telling people about this left and right.
00:54:10.380
Um, another family member wake up, you know, her husband is a Greek, um, his speech PhD doctorate
00:54:19.960
in different studies and ancient, um, languages.
00:54:23.320
His wife is waking up pointing and speaking an ancient tongue of like ancient dialect.
00:54:29.780
An ancient tongue pointing at something and speaking an ancient dialect.
00:54:35.340
You know, it was confusing to him and, and awful, also scary.
00:54:39.040
Um, one of my little nieces is experiencing a giant sitting in the rocking chair in the
00:54:46.100
Uh, my grandmother is experiencing, uh, somebody, something telling her bad things and stealing,
00:54:52.380
you know, telling her it's going to steal her medicine and telling her all these things.
00:54:55.580
And they're all experiencing these things at the same time.
00:54:57.820
Like, um, within a couple of weeks, it's just like every single day.
00:55:05.820
Um, I have my own demons before I became a believer.
00:55:09.980
And I believe that after I became a believer, they were furious and they tried to do everything
00:55:20.620
So anyways, I go there because in my mind, I'm thinking, okay, I'm going to like, see if
00:55:24.760
this is a reality and I'm going to do like in the Bible and I'm going to pray over these
00:55:29.140
things and see if, if I can, if anything happens.
00:55:32.300
Well, I get there and I really, you know, I'm kind of skeptical to begin with because,
00:55:35.920
um, not skeptical with the stories, but skeptical that anything's going to happen to me because
00:55:42.000
I really, up to this point, I've never experienced anything to that level.
00:55:48.060
So, uh, I'm in the bed and my wife's asleep already.
00:55:51.960
I'm praying and, and I'm deep in prayer because I, I, I've just could, I could feel something
00:55:58.820
by the time the night came, I could feel that there was something, a presence in the room.
00:56:03.160
I could feel a darkness that wasn't there before.
00:56:08.100
Like, I'm like, man, like I feel whatever this presence is, like I'm now feeling it is
00:56:14.420
And so I'm deep in prayer and like within, yeah, I don't know how long I was in prayer,
00:56:19.020
but I was still awake and something elbow dropped me, uh, right in the chest and like,
00:56:25.100
And I could feel it and I could feel its breath on my face.
00:56:28.020
It's pushing down and it's pushing down so heavy that I can't breathe.
00:56:31.840
And I don't know if you guys do jujitsu or anything, but like, it's like, if I felt like
00:56:36.160
I was in a scarf, um, scarf hold and where it's basically where they're on your chest and
00:56:41.220
they're pulling your neck forward and you can't breathe.
00:56:45.640
You got to tap out or you're going to pass out.
00:56:49.300
And then I have this electric shock that hits right in the, right in the, um, uh, my spine,
00:56:55.860
like right where it hits the back of my head there, I'm feeling this electric shock that
00:57:04.180
And, uh, within, within that time period, my body, um, my soul, what I feel like is my
00:57:10.680
soul literally jets out of my body and start shooting forth to the heavens and through the
00:57:16.780
And I feel, I remember feeling like I'm dead now.
00:57:28.540
And when I slammed back down in my body, I start, uh, saying, I'm like, you sure.
00:57:32.800
Oh, Jesus, Yahweh, like I'm saying like everything under my breath, I can't speak, but then it
00:57:39.140
Like he's off my chest and like everything, um, in the rooms isn't as dark, but then the
00:57:46.620
And so like, as I roll out of bed, I roll out of the bed onto my, onto the lights were flashing.
00:57:52.280
The lights were flat flickering, like flickering in the thing.
00:57:55.580
And I roll to the side of the bed and I fall out of the bed and I crawl into the other room.
00:58:04.120
And, uh, when I get to the other room, I turn back around and the room's kind of dark
00:58:09.220
It's got that dark, like, um, hue to a real, you know, heavy, thick darkness where you
00:58:14.340
can't, you just feel like you can't see through it.
00:58:20.500
And behind me, these beans appear that are just light.
00:58:28.920
Um, I'm still scared to look behind me because I just don't know what, at this point, I'm
00:58:38.980
Like, I just knew that this was happening and they're like, it's okay.
00:58:45.140
And, and I remember saying to him, I didn't want to look back, but I was like, I don't want,
00:58:48.960
I don't want to leave my wife here with whatever was attacking me.
00:58:54.760
And they disappeared and dude, everything went back to normal.
00:59:00.160
And I remember thinking like, if there's such thing as abductions, then that could have easily
00:59:08.980
If I would have went with them, would that have been the abduction?
00:59:12.000
Or if I would have like, was it trying to kill me?
00:59:14.280
I don't know, but this was a situation to where it looks like a lot of what other people
00:59:21.220
But I definitely felt like whatever it was, was trying to kill me.
00:59:24.240
And then something was trying to take me and it could have been good, good angelic entities
00:59:33.480
And that's what kind of got me onto the whole conspiracy thing.
00:59:36.920
Because before that I was more into like music and everything.
00:59:39.540
Like once I understood that and saw what happened, like every day of my life, I don't, I, I think
00:59:45.080
about it in some way, shape or form and think like, what would have happened if I would have
00:59:51.420
Like what, what is all these things and what are people experiencing every day?
00:59:55.300
I mean, people experience these things all the time and it sounds very similar.
00:59:59.840
So like not knowing who to call for, not knowing that there's salvation through Christ over
01:00:06.400
I mean, he gives us, he gives us the power to tread on serpents, poisons, everything else
01:00:13.580
And that's really what's driven me for the longest time is to give people a way to have
01:00:18.060
that peace, that power, that forgiveness, that, uh, is important to be able to break free
01:00:23.680
of all, I think everything, I think that literally can break you free of everything, whether you
01:00:30.840
I've, you know, I've, I've been broken free of a lot of things that should have crippled me,
01:00:36.520
Um, you know, there's, well, after I became a believer, there's people that wanted to end
01:00:40.620
I mean, but God saw me through it, you know, he saw me through it and I'm still here.
01:00:46.100
I think, I think that it's important to, for people to at least trust God in these situations,
01:00:50.820
even if it is physical, because God does have a way of making things happen, even when it
01:00:58.180
And even if you, even if it's the military, I mean, God has a way of being able to take
01:01:05.240
And I think this is one thing that I, that I would love to tell your audience, because
01:01:11.340
And I think that everybody I care about, I tell this, but the scripture gives us an identity
01:01:24.340
Like in Galatians, it says that those that are Christ seed that are believing Christ or
01:01:29.240
Christ seed and are heirs, according to the promises of Abraham.
01:01:38.240
So you, you have that power with inside you to where when people curse you, they should
01:01:48.320
And when people bless you, they should expect that they're going to be blessed.
01:01:54.160
And so if these people are cursing, you need to play, you need to pray that they have, God
01:01:58.440
has compassion on them, that God has compassion and shows them the truth.
01:02:02.420
Because I've seen so many people come up against me, guys.
01:02:09.220
Sometimes God is, you know, I've been stupid and foolish.
01:02:12.720
But like every single one of those people, I look back and I'm thinking like, man, they
01:02:18.020
literally curse themselves by coming against me.
01:02:20.440
They literally, or people that have helped, you know, been along my side.
01:02:23.400
They've literally blessed myself by coming alongside me.
01:02:29.640
And because there's times when it feels like, okay, man, these people have cursed me and
01:02:35.040
But give it time and you'll see the effects of that.
01:02:38.480
Like the Bible says that if we just give somebody a cup of water in his name, he'll bless that.
01:02:45.440
Like when we bless other believers and we curse other believers, we are giving ourselves
01:02:54.040
This isn't just, this is like the laws of the universe.
01:02:58.920
If you jump off a building, you're going to fall on the ground.
01:03:00.740
It's the same that if you bless God's people, you'd be blessed.
01:03:05.080
So whatever these things are that are doing it, if they're hurting you, they're only cursing
01:03:09.480
If you remain in God's blessings, there is a, there is that temptation.
01:03:13.920
Like we've been covering a sermon on the mountain, the Beatitudes with Matt.
01:03:17.720
Well, I've been doing it on straight Bible and there was a verse that we read.
01:03:20.900
And of course, like, you know, I want to take, like, if you're wronging me, I kind of want
01:03:24.460
to, I kind of want to just like put it right back on you.
01:03:29.480
You guys are like comedians kind of, cause it's hard not to, I'm sure it's like, yeah.
01:03:35.920
And I gotta like, and then like, yeah, sometimes it goes too far and you're like, yeah, I
01:03:39.040
gotta like, I gotta go back and be like, that wasn't good.
01:03:42.340
But it's, we were, we were discussing forgiveness and the scriptures were saying like, Hey man,
01:03:47.860
Because when God is going to deal with that person, it'll be like hot coals on that person's
01:03:52.740
And then in my head, I'm all screwed up and I'm like, yeah, hot coals would be better
01:03:58.360
But, uh, I wanted to say something about your experience.
01:04:04.100
I just, I mean, I'm sure David's got a lot, but this scripture right here.
01:04:07.480
So Ezekiel 13, 20, and it's mentioned again, I think below it, uh, the wherefore the say
01:04:13.360
the Lord God behold, I'm against your pillows wherewith ye hunt the souls to make them fly
01:04:21.280
And I'll let your soul, I'll, I will let the souls go, even though the souls that ye hunt
01:04:28.620
So, but what you were just saying about like, yeah, everything is in the Bible to get a dog.
01:04:34.600
That thing, whatever is on you now we're, we're discussing, we were talking about almost
01:04:39.660
like a function of sleep paralysis, which is just vibration that's mentioned in the book
01:04:44.120
It's constant in the abduction experience to paralysis, that electrical feeling that you talked
01:04:49.360
about, I experienced that that's constant in the abduct, the phenomenon as well.
01:04:54.380
I mean, that's constant in, it gets kind of scientific when you start to really look
01:04:58.660
into it, but you said your soul jumped out of your body and it like flew away.
01:05:03.700
And over here in the Bible, God is condemning these, I guess they're witches or something,
01:05:07.860
but they have some sort of technology, the pillows.
01:05:10.380
It's like, it's some sort of a band when you look at the Hebrew translation and they were
01:05:18.240
And that's interesting, make their soul hunters fly away.
01:05:22.360
I don't, again, well, within the alien abductee thing, the soul harvesting, right?
01:05:29.100
And that's, I think the fear that comes upon people, it transcends, you know, typical fear
01:05:37.400
To me, it was the, the impending doom of my mortal soul.
01:05:47.320
And I'm not trying to give, you know, the adversary that much power.
01:05:50.400
I don't know what they actually can do or can't do, but certainly the feeling.
01:05:54.760
You know what they're like, I think, I think these people, yeah, yeah.
01:05:57.660
They, you have a, you have a keen sense of what someone's aiming at and you're like,
01:06:06.500
I want to ask you something, John, what did you, first, I just want to lay out the fact
01:06:12.500
that Jesus ever works in an alien abduction scenario should make everybody, because I
01:06:21.120
The sons of Sceva couldn't cast out demons in, in, in Jesus's name because they didn't
01:06:26.840
They were just invoking the name of Christ because that's what Paul did.
01:06:29.660
Um, and then, you know, Jesus even delineates that some of these things need to come out
01:06:35.960
I think that generational iniquity, for example, is, is a really, um, it's often the cause of
01:06:44.320
these things that haunt people or abduct people or whatever.
01:06:47.900
I think it was why anything had access to me until I, I broke those bonds because the debt
01:06:57.060
Uh, you just have to call upon that and ask for that debt to be broken.
01:07:00.700
So I think it was because my grandmother was mixed up in a bunch of goofy shit.
01:07:04.680
Um, John, do you give any thought to the, the, why, why did this thing have access?
01:07:10.620
Why was it able to operate, you know, and, and obviously it seems to be in alignment with
01:07:17.580
It's, it's against the kingdom of God or else, you know, this calling on, on, on God, Yahweh,
01:07:24.280
Jesus, like these things wouldn't have applied.
01:07:27.280
Um, have you given any thought as, as to why it has access or had access at one point?
01:07:32.960
Yeah, I think, I think that a lot of this, so if I really look back and, and I have looked
01:07:37.340
back on this a lot, of course, this is something that I've thought about quite a bit.
01:07:49.600
He's like, he, he, he's the guy that I told you that told me, um, what I, what I talked
01:07:56.980
In fact, um, there are accusations against the man that he was not just not a believer,
01:08:07.480
but like, he might have been one of a kingpin or something.
01:08:10.820
Like he might've been something a little bit different than what, um, I knew him as, as
01:08:17.360
Um, so I think after he died that that area, that whole property was underneath that spiritual
01:08:26.220
force, that familiar spirit, the idea of familiar spirit means family.
01:08:30.220
It means something that has been with, um, I also believe that we have angels, like the
01:08:38.100
A lot of people don't believe that, but I believe that is actually real.
01:08:41.680
And not just because of my own experiences where I've definitely been protected by something
01:08:47.340
that is unexplainable, completely unexplainable, even in the form of a, of a, of a human that
01:08:56.540
I remember, uh, just, just to give a quick example.
01:08:59.620
I mean, one time when I was a youngster, a teenager, uh, we got in a fight, me and my
01:09:05.860
cousin and a couple other guys with about 20 other dudes, um, at a bowling alley.
01:09:15.900
He's like a little, like, uh, short guy, but like completely fearless.
01:09:23.780
Doesn't care about like, he's just like, he'll get in your face.
01:09:29.060
And so like, we're getting in this fight with like 40 different people.
01:09:32.180
My cousins up in their face, like grabbing them by the hair, throwing them down on their
01:09:35.680
And they're not, they're like, you know, they're just kind of like all they're getting
01:09:39.980
Well, God, all of a sudden, when the moment comes where all these people are getting ready
01:09:44.540
to jump on us, God sends this old van and it's parks there.
01:09:49.280
And this dude comes out that looks like, I don't even know how to describe the guy.
01:09:55.460
Like he looked like something out of a crazy movie and he gets out and he says, he like,
01:10:01.520
like literally tells every single one of those guys.
01:10:03.740
He's like, if you go against them, you're going against me.
01:10:06.180
And like, he pulls out of the van and he's got like all of these like guns and everything.
01:10:11.560
And he's just like, looks like this crazy superhero dude.
01:10:14.260
Like he just pulls out and like every single one of these guys like is, you know, freaked
01:10:20.060
Like they're like, what is like, this guy's getting ready to shoot like everybody here.
01:10:23.300
And then right as soon as that happens, the cops come and literally take all of those
01:10:30.480
They go to jail because it looks like they're trying to, um, you know, fight us.
01:10:35.280
And then this guy just gets back in his car, drives off while the cops are there and nothing
01:10:40.460
And we're there like, and I'm like in this situation, how it should have gone down, we
01:10:44.980
should have all been beat probably dead or to the ground.
01:10:51.180
They were like legitimately a group of guys that went around beating people up on purpose.
01:10:55.980
But, uh, this situation happened and this is, is unexplainable.
01:11:01.340
It comes out of nowhere and these, these situations occur.
01:11:05.680
And dude, I've so, I'm so sorry, but I forgot your, what, forgot your question.
01:11:09.300
Well, I was asking, um, and you, you kind of did answer it.
01:11:12.280
You were saying that you think it's because of the things that your grandfather was involved
01:11:16.240
Um, you got on the topic of, of guardian angels, but just this idea of like familiar spirits
01:11:21.280
and, and them having, I guess, access to the property after your grandfather, uh, passes
01:11:27.860
And just to finish that, I think too, also like I had demons before I was a believer.
01:11:34.200
I had, I mean, I really, I was on all kinds of pharmaceuticals.
01:11:37.360
I remember actually, uh, praying and, and because I was, I had unforgiveness in my heart, uh, something
01:11:45.880
I just happened to like, really think about it.
01:11:47.900
And I was hearing some guy on, on the TV talk about how unforgiveness like makes you sick
01:11:55.600
It's like, put you in fight or flight, uh, everything with unforgiveness completely destroys
01:12:02.560
And dude, like I realized in that moment, I'm like, man, I have unforgiveness, like for
01:12:09.120
And like, I still hold, I'm still holding that stinking grudge.
01:12:12.120
And like, when I thought about it, like instantly I was like, Oh, like, I got to let this go.
01:12:16.580
Like, man, you know, like I got to let this go.
01:12:19.140
And as soon as I did that, dude, I felt the spirit leave my body.
01:12:24.600
It was like the spirit of whatever you want to call it unforgiveness, whatever the spirit
01:12:30.260
And like these weird situations happen to that over and over again, these demons would manifest
01:12:38.520
Um, do you got, do you want to hear one of the stories?
01:12:42.920
So after I became a believer, this situation happened.
01:12:46.080
Um, another situation that is like one of the, one of the crazy, I'll tell you two situations
01:12:51.600
because this happened like almost one thing after another.
01:12:57.660
Um, one of the situations was I'm at this coffee house.
01:13:03.900
Uh, we're chilling, drinking coffee, hanging out, talking about the concerts they're going to
01:13:08.280
have at this venue because they have venue, uh, venue for like punk rock concerts.
01:13:12.580
And this, my friend that I hadn't talked to in a long time, I used to do record at the
01:13:19.100
And he was, uh, I went to high school with him.
01:13:23.880
He calls me and he says, Hey John, um, this is crazy, but he's like the girl that I'm with
01:13:35.660
And, and I remember this girl, like I hadn't seen her in like six years, but she came to
01:13:40.100
the studio one time to record an album that she was doing.
01:13:47.000
Didn't we were, I wasn't a Christian at the time.
01:13:48.880
So it was like, you know, it was different, weird.
01:13:52.000
And, uh, he said, listen, dude, like, I got to tell you this, this is really, really
01:13:57.240
She was sitting on my lap and as the, as she was sitting on my lap, the lights went
01:14:06.240
And like, she sounded like a demon and she looked at me and then she said, she wants to
01:14:10.960
And I'm like, Oh man, like this is, you know, like in my mind, I'm thinking this is freaking
01:14:16.400
So my friends that were there are like, I want there to be witnesses.
01:14:19.420
I want to see what's going down like this with this lady tries to kill me.
01:14:23.580
And so we invite her over to the coffee house and she literally starts manifesting in this
01:14:28.700
demonic voice, uh, right away and starts like bending over backwards, doing weird stuff.
01:14:33.700
And so we cast the demon out of her, uh, the very next week I'm in Boonville, Indiana, which
01:14:40.160
is a town not too far from where I lived at the time.
01:14:44.100
I'm working for this, uh, place called all green organics.
01:14:47.060
It was a organics, uh, lawn care company, and this was the first, one of the first jobs
01:14:51.740
I had after, you know, dealing drugs and all that.
01:14:54.100
So it was like a, my first reputable job that I'd had in many, many years.
01:14:58.240
And thankfully the, the owner of it was a Christian dude and kind of understanding and
01:15:02.840
And he was, he was actually kind of my first mentor, even though, um, he wasn't a really
01:15:08.460
He didn't really know a lot about stuff, but he was kind of like the first guy that kind
01:15:12.040
of took me under his wing after all this happened.
01:15:14.420
And, and we're driving through Boonville, I look on the side of the road and I see this
01:15:18.160
dude wearing all red, like his decked out red hat, red everything.
01:15:22.600
And he's got this big cross and his name is actually Obadiah Franklin.
01:15:28.220
I think is like mapping Jesus or maybe something like that.
01:15:31.420
Mobadiah Franklin, he'll go to different spots and he like posts up dressed in all red, holding
01:15:42.260
He was a really just a servant guy, just trying to get out there and spread awareness about
01:15:46.960
Christ, whether you agree with the methods or not, whatever he, that's what he was trying
01:15:54.080
I got to talk to this guy, like, see what's going on here.
01:15:57.900
And I, he's like, Hey dude, like I've got late.
01:16:00.480
He didn't say, Hey dude, but you know, you get what I'm saying.
01:16:03.140
And he's like, we've got to, um, we've got a, uh, um, revival going on in this little
01:16:09.740
place here in Boonville at this little building.
01:16:12.620
And if you guys want later, come by and check it out.
01:16:15.360
And, uh, I remember looking at my friend being like, let's do it, dude.
01:16:18.420
I mean, you know, what's the chances that we run by this guy and then we're invited to
01:16:22.860
So we go out and treat the lawns that we're treating.
01:16:25.640
And then we go at the end of the night, we go pull into this place and it's this little
01:16:32.120
And it's not even there anymore, but this church was just like, there was maybe, you know, 20
01:16:38.420
We pull up to it and we go inside and dude, this is like, it still makes the hairs on my
01:16:46.580
And like, when I tell the story of my friend, he's like, you know, it just still like freaks
01:16:50.680
But we go in there and there's this girl in the front of this church and she's literally
01:16:55.880
bent over arch backwards with her whole body back, like standing like that.
01:17:01.760
And there there's all these people praying over her and she turns to the side like this,
01:17:12.000
Like, and starts like shaking and trembling and dude, oh my gosh.
01:17:15.700
And so like in my mind, I'm thinking, okay, like this is another demon.
01:17:21.280
So I go up to the front, I pray over her and the demon leaves.
01:17:28.580
She was thinking about getting an abortion and she decided to come into the church and
01:17:34.120
And so like that literally that start, that kind of stuff happened.
01:17:38.220
There's other times when this, this almost, I feel like it was the same demon, but it kept
01:17:44.440
It happened at a conference that I was at at take on the world conference.
01:17:47.140
I think in 2017 or something at the same demon.
01:17:51.300
Um, I believe, I feel like it was the same demon because just the way it talked and the
01:17:55.220
way it like recognized me, I just was like, this is the same demon that keeps manifesting
01:18:00.360
in people around me, but it just, it kept happening.
01:18:05.700
And is it a familiar, is it one that has a vendetta?
01:18:12.540
Um, and then it's only happened maybe once since then.
01:18:18.820
So like after that, after, I guess, eventually over and over, then casting this thing out,
01:18:25.460
That's my, my experiences, like take it or leave it.
01:18:28.100
But that's what I'll tell you what though, John, I think that, um, I've heard somebody
01:18:31.720
mentioned before, it might've been Tony Merkel who said that he thinks that these things
01:18:49.680
And I think that, you know, you have this story where this woman comes to you and she,
01:18:54.320
she prophesies over you that, you know, when you're in the church and you're, you're a
01:18:58.060
much younger man that you're going to speak to millions of people.
01:19:09.880
Um, just wouldn't surprise me if, if that is the case.
01:19:12.720
And it's like, you know, John, you've been doing this for, for, for 10 years, you could
01:19:15.860
have easily, you know, got sucked into the music industry.
01:19:19.860
Not that there's anything inherently wrong with that, but we all have heard, you know,
01:19:23.940
within the conspiracy communities that the music industry, you want to talk about powers
01:19:34.040
And, you know, for the kingdom of God, it's used to in worship.
01:19:38.420
But I think it is, I heard somebody today, just today say it, and I forgot who I was listening
01:19:43.020
to, but I said, be careful of music because it is, it's a form of hypnosis and it always
01:19:51.660
is, is trying to get you to, to accept something.
01:19:56.820
It was much more, you know, elegant the way that I heard it.
01:20:00.960
The, the pianist that came on, talk about Sandy Hook with us.
01:20:07.520
When you study some, like some music theory, like the lightest music theory, we know about
01:20:11.360
pop chords and that's all like the same formula.
01:20:16.180
Cause you could change the key signature, but the relationship that those chords have with
01:20:21.020
each other for some reason gets replicated and it's put into every song you hear on the
01:20:25.340
And it's hypnotic and it drills a message in your head.
01:20:34.580
Cause I'm like, I'm a musician and I played in the church as well, but I, I always look
01:20:39.480
at that, at that thing as like, it's like, it does something to you.
01:20:45.520
It puts you in a state that makes you ready to receive.
01:20:47.540
If you're ready to receive the word of God, I think, and then there's really something
01:20:53.620
So if you take that thing and you invert it and you twist it and you say now, instead
01:20:57.120
of the word of God, I'm going to, what's going to ride this frequency, this, this, you
01:21:02.180
know, this, um, condition that I've put you in is, is a bad idea.
01:21:08.540
I mean, we look at the state of the music industry now, or maybe as it's always been to
01:21:12.620
some degree and it's like social cultural engineering.
01:21:17.900
It's probably the most successful because I was talking to my son, my son's 10 years
01:21:21.900
old and I go, Hey bud, don't you think it's interesting that like the way that you talk
01:21:27.120
in the way that you dress for everybody, like not just you almost always comes from music
01:21:38.040
I go, um, what do you think people would be like if it wasn't for that?
01:21:43.580
I'm just asking you, like, I wanted to see what he thought.
01:21:46.360
But I, you know, I just wanted to drop that little thing on him.
01:21:49.380
And well, you're talking about these levels of like, you're at a crossroad, right?
01:21:55.320
And I think that God designs that this is like, this is like a weird question.
01:21:59.680
Cause like, cause when you try to understand God, you don't, I don't know.
01:22:04.300
I think maybe he has the best take on it where he knows what he's designed you for, but
01:22:09.240
But there's something specifically made up about John Pounders.
01:22:14.660
If you could look, look at the ones and zeros of what you're going to do from your young
01:22:19.860
adult life or from your young life to when you go to jail to afterward to what you're
01:22:24.880
And there's a set of decisions that you have to make.
01:22:27.640
And I think in the spiritual realm, I think these entities can see those things.
01:22:36.140
We got to detract from that, push them over here a little bit, even if it's just one degree.
01:22:40.760
And this is like, this is what we fight against every day about like that one degree of the
01:22:47.840
And it's like, well, where does that lead people?
01:22:49.580
If you're not in alignment by one degree, you've sinned.
01:22:59.860
And so one little misstep, you calculate that out.
01:23:02.840
It's like, if you're building something and your measurements are off, you go down 20
01:23:06.960
feet, 30 feet down the line, and now you're off by, you know, a monumental proportion.
01:23:12.640
That's why my constant prayer in all this is like, because it is tricky, right, John?
01:23:20.240
We're peering into occult texts, Gnostic concepts.
01:23:25.600
You know, I'm looking at the new age with a new lens where I used to look at it as something
01:23:32.940
I look at it as like, okay, it is, but it's an inversion.
01:23:40.640
So my, my constant prayer is I'm, I'm always talking to God and I'm like, if I, cause I
01:23:44.500
almost certainly have at any given time, I'm, I'm now, you know, steering wheels a little
01:23:50.360
bit cocked may not be much, but if I keep this going, I'm going to go off, you know,
01:23:55.080
off the trail, off the narrow path, just course, correct me, bring me back in, shut that
01:24:02.000
Whatever your plan is, that's what I want to do.
01:24:04.060
But like, it's a slippery slope, man, because I think we are called to be wise as serpents,
01:24:10.340
And, and, you know, my people perish for a lack of knowledge or lack of understanding.
01:24:13.880
And it is a great tool to bring people to Christ is to say, I know what you're seeing.
01:24:23.360
You're not wrong for seeing this crazy new age principle or Gnostic thing or alien thing
01:24:33.780
I know a little bit about what you're going through and what you're, but like, this is
01:24:43.860
I think that, man, I, I really have a heart for people that to understand this whole mystery.
01:24:49.680
I think that the only mystery worth understanding is the one that brings you life eternal and
01:25:00.960
And ultimately the only answer for that is Yeshua, Jesus.
01:25:05.940
He says, he's the way, the truth, and the life.
01:25:12.060
Now, a lot of people can say, well, that's your experience.
01:25:17.660
You can say that if you want, but every ancient story, and this is where a lot of people would
01:25:22.320
really hate on me for saying this because, but I believe it to be true.
01:25:26.440
I believe every ancient text, even the Babylonian creation myth, you know, the texts about the
01:25:32.860
Anunnaki, they're all telling the exact same story.
01:25:38.740
Each one may be allegorical telling an astro theological aspect, but the culmination of all of those texts is that there
01:25:46.540
will be one that comes that saves the entire world.
01:25:51.780
Whether it's in astro theology, the sun comes and brings out the daylight and brings the light and vanquishes darkness.
01:25:59.060
But at the heart of all these stories, there's a man at the heart of all these stories.
01:26:02.880
And the only person that's ever lived on this earth, that has ever been in existence, that claims to be the son of God,
01:26:09.620
that did righteousness, that lived and rose again and is recorded to rise again, is Jesus.
01:26:25.820
Like, you know, you look at a lot of people try to tie in Christianity with,
01:26:30.440
I can't think it's like the most common, like the zeitgeist version of it.
01:26:39.100
Oh, well, I know they have the celestial crux, right?
01:26:42.720
That's the astrological thing where the sun resides in the crux.
01:26:44.880
The dying God, the idea of the dying God, whatever that, you can, Mithra or whatever.
01:26:51.520
Then they also look at the Magi, and the Magi were Mithra cults.
01:26:59.020
Guess who they came to worship in the end because of all the prophecies of the stars when they lined up?
01:27:03.120
They came to worship Jesus because he is the culmination of all of those prophecies.
01:27:12.240
It doesn't matter if you're in the Babylonian creation myth.
01:27:17.540
There's one who comes to save the world, and that one is written about in the Bible.
01:27:23.440
It didn't give his name because even the angels didn't understand the mystery.
01:27:27.260
The book of Hebrews talks about the angels not understanding the mystery,
01:27:31.040
and they've come to check it out because they don't understand.
01:27:34.940
If they knew, they wouldn't have crucified him.
01:27:40.020
Now we have that mystery, and everything else can be led.
01:27:43.340
The truth can be led, and it's a personal journey.
01:27:45.860
It's not like Pounder's Quest is going to tell you everything you need to know.
01:27:50.220
Nephilim Death Squad is going to tell you everything you need to know.
01:27:56.060
and there's going to be people that help along your path and open your eyes to certain things,
01:27:59.960
and it's going to be up to you to whether you walk down that corridor and check those things out,
01:28:04.900
but the ultimate truth is how do you live forever?
01:28:10.820
How do you live a new life and a powerful life and a life of light that you're able to lead other people to Christ
01:28:18.580
I look at myself, and I ask myself this all the time,
01:28:23.740
and this is something that I think everybody should ask themselves and think.
01:28:32.080
And yeah, they may hate you now after you've left and done other things,
01:28:38.320
Did you love people the way that you were supposed to love those people?
01:28:41.620
Did you help them in the ways that they were supposed to be helped?
01:28:44.740
These are all of the things that are of the children of God.
01:28:48.600
So we can sit and be high and mighty on our dogma.
01:29:02.320
That's a complete idiotic way to live because none of that is true.
01:29:05.860
You don't know any of those things, but you can know where your path is taking you.
01:29:10.520
You can know that when you stand before God that you are going to be kind of righteous.
01:29:18.920
Maybe everybody pushes you down, but you got to expect that that's going to happen.
01:29:25.360
He was literally the son of God walking around healing people.
01:29:32.400
and I've been going through Matthew with my Bible study,
01:29:35.240
from the very get-go, he goes 40 days in the wilderness.
01:29:46.340
He gives you something, and you decide whether you're going to take it or not.
01:29:52.840
Then the Spirit of God came down on him and said,
01:29:57.740
The very next thing he did is he went around and started healing people of being lame,
01:30:01.980
healing people that were blind, casting demons out.
01:30:06.520
Hundreds of thousands of people followed him around for a long period of time
01:30:10.580
because he kept on doing things, and he kept on healing people.
01:30:18.240
Yeah, he had 12 disciples, but literally thousands of people would not even go home.
01:30:27.580
It says 5,000 and 4,000, but if you read that, it's just the men.
01:30:31.300
It's not counting all of the women and all of the children who were there.
01:30:34.260
So he was feeding like hundreds of thousands of people because they didn't even want to leave his side
01:30:39.460
because of how great this man was when he walked the earth.
01:30:42.740
And the Bible is not the only thing that writes of him.
01:30:45.140
This is like a real record of a human that walked the earth and did these powerful things.
01:30:52.360
They started getting mad because they're like, this guy's speaking on authority.
01:30:57.000
They had already killed the high priest and taken over and put an Edomite up as the high priest.
01:31:07.220
John the Baptist should have been the new high priest.
01:31:09.280
So he's going around just pissing them off, man, flipping their tables.
01:31:15.780
They're not going to the synagogue where these Pharisees that knew who the law were.
01:31:23.960
So from the moment he was magnified into ministry, I guess you could call it,
01:31:32.600
The people were following him, but the religious order hated him.
01:31:39.520
If you think about it, you want the religious order to hate you.
01:31:43.440
You want them to hate you because they're not doing the right thing anyway.
01:31:47.560
Every time the prophet rises up, whether it's Elijah, Nathan, Nathaniel, all of them,
01:31:52.120
they rise up and they're saying, you guys are doing wrong.
01:31:59.200
How many times have we been called the troubler of the church?
01:32:02.000
You're bothering the church or you're stepping on the church's toes.
01:32:06.940
They need to be shown the truth about things because very seldom has ever been the collective
01:32:14.500
Um, and when Jesus went around on this earth, he didn't mince words.
01:32:21.380
I believe that that's the only truth that really can actually change you in a way to
01:32:25.680
where you know it, because you have to know these things.
01:32:28.660
Like I can't, I can't force you into conversion.
01:32:33.700
It has to be something you taste and see and see that like, okay, now I get it.
01:32:39.320
Like, because it sounds like foolishness to those that don't believe it, the, the, what
01:32:43.420
I'm telling you sounds crazy if you don't believe it, but you taste it, you see it and
01:32:47.700
you feel it, you know, and that's all there is to it.
01:32:51.180
The faith comes by hearing, hearing by the word of God, the word of God's true.
01:32:54.820
We need to be like looking at that at least pick up the Bible, read it, see what it says.
01:33:02.000
I mean, that's really all, all a person like us can do to kind of plant the, the seeds of
01:33:07.900
When I know that like, you know, it's not the most important thing to everybody.
01:33:11.260
There are things that people need help with and we need to, we worried about that too.
01:33:16.500
Like worried about like, if somebody needs food, don't go and try to preach the gospel
01:33:20.380
to them, give them some food, then preach the gospel.
01:33:22.420
Show them you care, show them that you have some kind of heart and love for other people.
01:33:34.040
I mean, we've been, we've been getting more comfortable with the idea of like, you know,
01:33:39.340
Well, there's a lot of different parts of this body, you know?
01:33:41.960
And I think we're not, we're, we're part of it, but we're like the funny bone.
01:33:45.960
So like, but we play, we play a role and I can't talk to the people that John Pounders
01:33:51.040
is going to reach or, you know, like other people will reach same way.
01:33:55.240
You can't talk to the people that we can reach.
01:33:58.660
And I don't know, it's just this, this line that we got to walk, but I want to respect
01:34:06.080
Cause I also had two more questions, but I want to, I want to see where this is going.
01:34:10.740
I want to know, I want to know your, your take on, on the modern church right now, the
01:34:16.480
501c3 establishment, because it's a place that I go.
01:34:19.980
It's a place that I've been kicked out of years ago for telling the truth or, you know,
01:34:28.320
Cause I feel like I'm back, baby back stronger than ever.
01:34:31.580
No, I, you know, you had to have some humility and be like, Hey, maybe I was a jerk.
01:34:35.260
And I was, and, and then I'm going back and you see the obvious flows in it for me
01:34:40.020
as I'm looking at it, but I also see what it does.
01:34:43.800
And I'm trying to really delineate, like, this is a thing, this is a tool, right?
01:34:48.040
Again, like it's a body of, it's part of the body of Christ.
01:34:55.320
How are you looking at it with, you know, the last 10 years of your ministry, what you've
01:35:00.140
Yeah, I think that I look at it a lot differently now than I did maybe five years ago or even
01:35:06.240
So, um, I used to pretty much tell people to stay away from it because especially new
01:35:10.860
believers, because I thought that, uh, they, they kind of are good at putting out fire in
01:35:17.960
Like if you were fire, if you're on fire for God, they're good at like throwing water on
01:35:23.480
Uh, at least that's what I experienced in that.
01:35:26.100
Um, but if once you're grounded and you can like understand deception from non-deception,
01:35:33.300
you can see through people like there's like, we all got to get to that point.
01:35:36.740
We all have to get to the point to where we understand the, that's part of wisdom, understanding
01:35:41.440
the human condition and saying, okay, this can be used against me.
01:35:45.640
Now I know this, like it's, you know, once you see a magician's trick, it's, it has lost
01:35:52.520
It's lost all its power because you understand the magician's trick.
01:35:56.000
Once we can get to that, then we can see that there are good people in the church.
01:36:00.180
There are like brothers and sisters that can be like family to us in the church.
01:36:05.740
There are positions that can, there are things that can cause us to grow in our walk, like
01:36:15.240
First off, you know, like Sunday school, they teach the kids how to remember scripture.
01:36:20.960
I, I, you know, when I grew up, if it wasn't for that, like I memorized so many parts of the
01:36:25.760
Bible because of Sunday school, when I was a child, uh, that I would never have known
01:36:30.900
Like I can ramble off so many scriptures to you guys just because of that, you know, and
01:36:40.580
However, there are dark sides to every single church out there because the devil loves to
01:36:51.100
And in the church and in schools and in places of power, this is the best place for demons
01:36:57.580
to reside and to hide because they are great at transforming themselves into being something
01:37:08.180
Uh, the, the Bible talks about that, like Satan and his angels can transform into angels of
01:37:15.880
If you are in the church, know that because it's an organization, because it helps people,
01:37:22.800
because there are children there, because there are naive people there, that there are, is a
01:37:35.300
Maybe they might even be the pastor, but there is a wolf there.
01:37:38.260
Know that for sure, that there is a wolf in your congregation.
01:37:49.180
Like I've got sheep, I've got a flock of sheep out here.
01:37:58.700
He's, I got two, I got two great Pyrenees dogs, big white, look like big polar bears and
01:38:06.920
They'll, the most gentle creature in the world to, to humans and to babies and to children,
01:38:18.080
Most of them don't because the predator killers are usually the first ones to get kicked out
01:38:27.740
My dad was a pastor and I can tell you right now that the ones that have the best sheep
01:38:32.680
clothing are probably the ones that you need to watch out for the most.
01:38:39.060
Know that if your faith is in some man, because he's a girl, he's such a good pastor.
01:38:46.300
You know, like you've got that idea in your head.
01:38:48.400
Like you're, you're screwed already because you put your faith in a man.
01:38:52.220
And, uh, know this, that every man, including myself and these guys, the guys from Nefflin
01:38:57.180
Death Squad, we're all capable of doing something stupid.
01:39:00.300
We're all capable of screwing up every single one of us.
01:39:03.220
Like if you say you're not, then you're a liar, plain and simple, but we're all capable.
01:39:07.860
And so you need to realize that you cannot put your trust in man.
01:39:11.720
Definitely don't put your trust in somebody that's claiming to be better than you because,
01:39:15.200
because that's, you already know, that's a lie.
01:39:17.200
Like we're all, we're all created in a way that is like, I believe we're created equal.
01:39:21.820
I believe, yes, some people are smarter than others.
01:39:24.020
Some people have better physical skills than others, but we all have a purpose.
01:39:28.480
Every single one of us has a purpose and we all, uh, are either going to lord it over
01:39:35.740
And like, that's the, the way to decipher what is their, what are their fruits are, you
01:39:41.420
know, the fruits of the spirit of love, joy, peace, happiness, long suffering, gentleness,
01:39:45.060
kindness, all of these things that like, it's pretty easy to see.
01:39:49.000
Does that person have those things or are they trying to be prideful?
01:39:59.920
Like if they're all those things, then you can already know like what they are, but churches
01:40:06.340
They have beautiful people and they have evil people like straight up evil.
01:40:10.120
You're going to find more evil people in a church than you will.
01:40:14.580
I was in the, kind of in the, pretty much in the music industry to the point to where
01:40:18.480
even at the, at the Christian industry, like I was, I had, we booked shows with all of
01:40:25.280
So like I had to deal with the managers and all that.
01:40:29.140
It's like easy to see once you get there, you're like, okay, like there's freaking evil
01:40:34.260
Like, okay, these guys, like every manager of all these bands, they all were, um, deviants
01:40:44.000
In fact, it's going to be less obvious one big time, less obvious.
01:40:48.220
They're not going to show you that because they want to be a wolf in sheep clothing.
01:40:52.000
So beware as long as beware, but also know that there are good people there that you can
01:41:01.680
Like I'm always, I'm trying to reach out to a lot of people.
01:41:04.040
Like my goal right now is to go and just go as far as I can go without being corrupting
01:41:10.520
You know, we'll go as far as I can go to talk to different people without corrupting
01:41:18.040
I mean, I don't, I just, I say yes, you know, like somebody's like, Hey, can you come
01:41:22.960
You know, I've gotten, and God's put me in contact with very, very high level people
01:41:27.740
because I would just say, yes, I'm just like, okay, I'll go and talk to these people.
01:41:32.480
But we have to keep in our mind that like, we have to be like military.
01:41:41.800
Is this going to keep me away from the goal or is this going to put me in it?
01:41:45.780
You know, if I go to a big party where there's a lot of famous people at it, is it going
01:41:49.860
to, if I go off with some like chick and having an affair with my wife, is that going to put
01:41:56.180
me further on my path or is it going to take me further away?
01:42:01.500
It's like every decision along the way, you might get into a high position, but you look
01:42:05.780
at like Daniel Joseph, they didn't corrupt themselves.
01:42:09.920
But at the end of the whole thing, they ended up very in a very good place.
01:42:14.300
It might not seem like you're going to end up a good place, but I do believe this man.
01:42:25.060
You've also got just the general likability of what you do.
01:42:29.320
God's going to put you in high places and it's going to be up to you whether or not
01:42:34.620
You know, just like it's going to be up to you.
01:42:37.680
So there, but the situation, he always gives us an out.
01:42:43.560
It's just going to be up to you in the end, man.
01:42:45.280
And I think that for you guys, like I see you guys coming up and doing this.
01:42:49.200
And I think like, you know, I always look at people when they're coming up.
01:42:52.260
I'm like, are they going to do, are they going to be like Jesus?
01:42:54.820
Are they going to deny all the kingdoms of the world or are they going to accept it?
01:42:59.620
And then are, you know, then I see, you can see it, man.
01:43:03.400
You start looking and you, you know what to look for.
01:43:05.740
You see, okay, this person's accepted the, the lies of the devil.
01:43:10.220
Well, they've, they've done it and they've, they've sold themselves, even though if they
01:43:14.580
don't believe that they've done it, they've done it.
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You can tell, you know, and, um, I just pray that I never do that.
01:43:21.420
I pray that we always remain strong, but it's definitely important.
01:43:25.080
I don't even know what the question was now, but it's definitely important to trust people.
01:43:30.900
Listen, man, we, I haven't been doing this for that long, uh, but I have been in the
01:43:36.280
And yeah, like I, David hasn't been in, in this level of the game that long either, but
01:43:41.660
You see it a bunch of times it's been offered and like, it's been offered in a way where
01:43:46.300
it was like, I was like, yeah, no, like, you know, that was easy, but I'm always keen
01:43:52.780
It's like, um, it's never, it's never like here, sign this contract, you know?
01:43:59.240
Like, Oh, a thing that if you keep saying it and you don't check this idea, you can
01:44:06.240
And is that thing the truth or is it, uh, resonating with people that can help you be successful?
01:44:15.260
But we could have kept taking that and, and, and, you know, been whatever.
01:44:21.280
I'm keenly aware of that next, like the next thing, because listen, I don't care how good
01:44:26.640
you are that great deception that's coming for everybody.
01:44:29.880
Even if you, we could read the Bible all day long.
01:44:32.020
I have, I have a strong feeling that when that thing comes, it's going to be hard to
01:44:35.360
see through, especially even for somebody with good discernment.
01:44:42.440
And when I do, hopefully somebody in the chat or someone makes, you make, make fun of me.
01:44:51.360
And the only reason I get to do what I do is because of God.
01:44:55.520
Because I, I will always remember that I tried for a long time without being oriented
01:45:03.540
And it was only God made me put me through my, my fires and you know, my tribulations.
01:45:07.720
And then once I realized, once I started pursuing him, then I was allowed to have whatever success
01:45:16.880
And so it's all, all the glory in any of my successes is due to God, because I did the
01:45:21.700
same thing, you know, on my own with, with zero success.
01:45:25.520
Um, I, I, I want to respect God showing that's God showing he loves you too, because like the
01:45:31.580
same, the same with anybody, I think that is meant for this.
01:45:34.380
They're going to, they have all the tools in the world.
01:45:37.380
Like you have all the tools to be famous and do whatever you want to do, but God suppresses
01:45:42.000
And I'm so thankful for him to do it in my life too.
01:45:45.500
He, yeah, dude, he suppressed the shit out of me.
01:45:48.260
Well, even, even in my, like the story David told, I feel like we're going to keep, I don't
01:45:54.220
Um, but yeah, the lady said, you're going to do X, Y, Z.
01:45:57.880
And at the time, obviously I had no, I was not doing anything like this.
01:46:01.160
And I was actually getting kicked out of the church that I was at.
01:46:03.480
I was playing guitar there and, and helping lead the worship.
01:46:06.820
And I was just like, yeah, whatever lady, I'm out.
01:46:09.220
Like, I'm still playing here, but my, my mind, my body's here now.
01:46:13.700
And then I left the church and everything in my intention was to do the opposite.
01:46:20.640
And I was like, there's just no way I'm not getting on a path to do that.
01:46:27.900
It does show the patience of God because like, that could have been like, dude, this
01:46:31.360
is a blessing and that could have just been given to anybody else.
01:46:35.700
He's like, I know you're stupid, but I'll wait because I, I guess I, I wanted you to
01:46:43.920
It's, it's thank God he didn't let me do this when I was dumber than I am right now.
01:46:52.720
And still he's like, you don't really know what you're saying.
01:47:00.100
I think, well, it's on, it's on, it's on God's time.
01:47:04.320
They're both kind of silly and they're both short.
01:47:06.380
We're going to have to pay him overtime, but I got to ask, cause John Galt, the Baptist
01:47:10.060
in the chat said, um, are we as Christians going to have to slay giants and Nephilim someday
01:47:18.260
And I know what he's alluding to, it's like this thinning of the veil.
01:47:22.180
Um, you know, I just wanted to get your thoughts on that.
01:47:24.760
Are we going to possibly have a time where like, you know, as the days of Noah, these
01:47:28.180
things are back upon the earth giants, hybrids, whatever.
01:47:31.300
I mean, is that too, is that too far gone for you, John?
01:47:37.560
I mean, I think that we're going to experience something crazy that we don't know what to,
01:47:41.340
how to fathom what we were talking about earlier.
01:47:43.080
Like there's going to be some kind of disclosure.
01:47:44.820
And then I think, man, and this is my, I think they're going to start genetically altering
01:47:54.880
Like things are going to weird crap is going to happen.
01:47:57.060
I believe that, uh, whether we're going to slay them or not, I don't know.
01:48:02.260
If that's true, I would love to be a part of, I'd love to be a part of like the, the
01:48:07.840
I love the idea of it, you know, like what Nephilim death squad, that'd be cool to, to have a
01:48:16.580
I mean, that would be cool, but I'd, you know, maybe, uh, sometimes Nephilim look different
01:48:23.460
Maybe there, you know, maybe there's more to this than we understand.
01:48:27.360
But, uh, if there is a Nephilim death squad, like, you know, the, I mean, obviously other
01:48:31.920
than your guys' podcast, if there is a real life, like Nephilim hunters club, uh, I hope
01:48:40.500
I would hope that God at least lets us take a crack at it.
01:48:43.040
When the communications go down and the lines go dark, the 10 days of darkness, the Nephilim
01:48:47.100
death squad will be meeting at the standard coffee shop.
01:48:49.720
It's called the standard coffee shop because it's the standard bearer.
01:48:52.660
This is where the army regroups and we're going to meet right back there in the library.
01:48:55.940
That's actually a good, I, I agree with saying that, by the way, that's been on my mind lately.
01:49:01.600
Uh, final question, John, this is the last question.
01:49:04.000
This is something we like to ask our guests, um, as we, you know, bring this down for a
01:49:07.940
close and everything that you're doing 10 years, right.
01:49:11.100
You've got, uh, you know, you've, you've now got a different way and, and, and you're exploring
01:49:15.720
it, you know, this phenomenon through different lenses.
01:49:18.380
And I mean, you're still, it's a decade in, in the fight, right.
01:49:23.300
In the great commission, making disciples of men.
01:49:34.060
Like I, you know, there's, it's weird because it's such a weird feeling because you look at
01:49:40.780
it and you're like, man, I'm going up against the powers that be like literally going up
01:49:47.840
And there's been so many things over the years that are attacks that I've witnessed things
01:49:55.240
that I've attacks on my own mind, even maybe not just from other people, but even things
01:49:59.700
that come from me that I'm like, you know, so enveloped in and, and just so many weird
01:50:07.200
I've met so many, like so many people that I'm like, I got to pinch myself.
01:50:16.140
God has shaped the path for me that I never could have dreamed up.
01:50:19.960
You know, I really not just, I just, I don't want to just tell you about my path, but I want
01:50:26.260
You know, I told myself I'd never, I'm going to go to the middle East.
01:50:29.280
I'm never going to, to go out here and do this, what I'm doing, because I don't want,
01:50:36.640
And, and I, the thought, the idea of doing it was like horrifying to me, but God changed
01:50:43.400
my heart so much that now I'm like, I love this.
01:50:51.380
I'm not, I'm not afraid to speak about these things.
01:50:57.740
Like, I used to think that like, I was afraid, I was afraid because I was like, people are
01:51:03.680
Like, I already look at my stuff and think this is crazy.
01:51:06.180
Like if I wasn't a, if I didn't experience these things, I would think this guy has lost
01:51:10.500
his mind, but God, yet he gave me this desire to do it.
01:51:15.240
And not only to take what people say and use it, but to thrive off of it.
01:51:21.420
Like the negativity, like I literally enjoy it for some reason or another.
01:51:27.280
But like when people talk negatively about me, like, I just feel good.
01:51:31.920
Like, I'm like, man, like, this is really, really cool because this means I'm impacting
01:51:36.140
somebody because when you don't impact people, nobody says anything about you.
01:51:44.400
It's like, there's people that are affected by it so much that they have to do what they
01:51:51.580
There's people that hate you so much that they're pushing, they're slandering you.
01:51:58.740
They can't even get their mind off of you because you are doing something.
01:52:04.160
Like, so I, like, I take that stuff and I, and I use it, use it.
01:52:12.720
It's not like, I'm like, oh yes, like people are mad.
01:52:20.260
They're fighting back and they're, there's a problem in the spirit realm because of what
01:52:26.360
And, you know, there's a lot of people that I, that I regret maybe sometimes going against,
01:52:30.380
like, it was like, I was being stupid when I had an argument against this person.
01:52:37.500
Because ultimately it's, it's just a person who cares what they had to say.
01:52:43.380
Like they might, I might, I disagree with them.
01:52:46.820
Like I could have been wrong and they could be wrong.
01:52:48.540
But ultimately they're just a human, but like trying to settle on things that are higher
01:52:55.280
Well, remind me again, what the question was, dude, I'm so sorry.
01:53:08.320
And like, there's times when I get nervous because I have five children.
01:53:14.560
Um, I have things, but like, I have to remember, I have to always keep in mind, like it's temporary.
01:53:21.420
Even if they take everything I have away from me, ultimately it's temporary.
01:53:27.840
It's like, I, and like, I think part of, part of that mindset is because I know, like, I don't,
01:53:34.700
and I didn't really understand this until I started doing like fight training, training and fighting.
01:53:39.440
And that's what I think every man should do, by the way, like, I think every man should train
01:53:43.460
himself in the art of fighting and get into fights.
01:53:46.720
Like not like get yourself arrested, but like put yourself in those situations because you
01:53:51.820
learn through those situations that even though something is going to suck, like you might
01:53:56.440
literally have somebody on your face, sweat pouring down your nose from them, suffocating
01:54:02.200
you, but if you can wait it out long enough, there's a chance that in the end, you're going
01:54:09.860
You know, like if you can be patient, if you can sit and you can understand that like, this
01:54:14.920
is part of life, this is what I'm going to go through.
01:54:25.620
Don't let the enemy use that against you to do this.
01:54:30.400
And Jesus said, I think Jesus was, you know, at the very end, he's like, I let this cup
01:54:35.080
I don't want to do this because he knew it was going to be physical trauma, but he also
01:54:41.000
told Peter, get behind me, Satan, because he knew he had to do it.
01:54:45.400
Just like you guys, you know, you got to do it.
01:54:47.380
You know, you're sure made for, you know, you're not made to sit on your ass and watch
01:54:53.860
TV and play around and, you know, do that and watch football and just live a normal
01:55:00.220
You know, you're not, you know, it deep down inside, you know, you were made for something
01:55:06.600
Like, I mean, I don't think I'm different than anybody else.
01:55:09.640
I've known it since I was a child that I've made for something different than what this
01:55:15.220
And if you feel that, then are you going to have fun and do it?
01:55:18.400
Are you going to sit and be afraid, afraid your whole life, trying to grab onto things
01:55:21.940
you can't control anyway, trying to hold onto things that have wings that can fly away?
01:55:29.220
Everybody watching, whatever it is, it's not, you don't have to be a podcaster.
01:55:33.660
I mean, there's like so many ways you can impact people.
01:55:36.540
There's been people that have impacted me that they're the reason that thousands of people
01:55:41.340
are impacted or millions of people have been impacted.
01:55:44.020
One person did something that had impacted me in a way that caused me to do this.
01:55:50.020
Other people have impacted me in a way to do this.
01:55:52.060
I mean, you can be the impact of one person and change millions of people's lives.
01:55:56.300
And that's the thing that I want people to get through.
01:55:58.560
The Bible says we're a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a peculiar people that live in
01:56:04.900
Forget all this other crap that says you're a horrible, indecent human being and you're
01:56:09.860
supposed to be poor and you're supposed to live like a trollop your whole life.
01:56:16.740
Go out and have people, thousands of people wondering what the heck's going on.
01:56:20.360
Go out and feed people, go out and help people, go out and be a light.
01:56:26.120
Then you can have fun, kill you at the end of it.
01:56:37.780
Guys, you can catch him at NowUCTV, Pounders Quest.
01:57:09.360
Let them make fun of you because the only reason they're making fun of you is because
01:57:18.260
Man, God, when he's got a plan for you, there may be a lot of mishaps along the way, but you
01:57:26.720
You know, you could fail a thousand times, but one time, all it takes is one time.
01:57:32.480
Like you get up and you do it and you succeeded.
01:57:34.660
All of those thousand times don't matter anymore.
01:57:39.060
Forget about all of the stuff that the world tries to do to harbor you down.
01:57:43.060
Like forget about that and just go straight for your purpose, straight for the king of
01:57:51.580
Everything else is physical that tries to harbor you.
01:57:54.620
And I've said that like 20 times, but man, I can't get that through to people enough.
01:57:58.820
Forget the boundaries that you think you have and just move forward and move forward in
01:58:09.120
And also, don't forget to obey, submit and comply.
01:58:14.360
They bred with daughters of men and they will do it again.
01:58:24.520
The end is written in the book, in the pages they foreseen.