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00:01:54.760 dude welcome back ladies and gentlemen to another episode of nds chronicles the show where we read

00:02:15.340 your paranormal testimony if you want to submit something for our reading pleasure something

00:02:19.500 spooky and strange that has happened to you uh chronicles nds at gmail.com we will read it

00:02:25.680 we will most likely ridicule you uh but there might be some valuable nuggets of information

00:02:30.800 or something to be gleamed from it uh if nothing else there will be a laugh i am david lee corvo

00:02:37.020 aka the raven that is uh matthew hepner just texting the nephew of disinformation isn't it

00:02:45.880 crazy how uh i just helped you with straight bible and i was so professional i know i told you i

00:02:50.540 needed two minutes to put in a coffee and then all of a sudden can you carry it for two minutes

00:02:54.840 all of a sudden we do uh this show and then when you don't care about it anymore and then as soon

00:02:59.820 as it happens not the case dude i'm so grateful you really carried the show too that was really

00:03:04.140 fun dude oh yes do you is it you can't watch a show like you have to engage in it and do the

00:03:09.920 back and forth so like you were locked in that entire bible study yeah yeah because you were

00:03:13.720 like doing the back and forth so i was um well actually let me first just tell everybody where

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00:03:50.360 You also have access to weekly Bible studies that the community is doing, as well as fasting and prayer, which, by the way, I was talking to you about the fasting and prayer thing, and I'd love to get some feedback from the audience. 1.00

00:04:02.160 I have been getting an ice pick headache, which is a very particular type of headache where it feels like somebody's driving an ice pick into your eye, and it's happening ever since I started fasting.

00:04:11.040 and i've been only on the days you're fasting though well no it takes a couple days to wear

00:04:15.700 off what so i think it's because i'm um last time i did a fast let's see what the chat says do they

00:04:22.760 have any insight on that like maybe somebody's like oh when that happens that's blah blah blah

00:04:26.720 i think i might be dehydrated i'm also pulling doubles in the gym that day because i want to

00:04:31.240 distract myself yeah but why would that create ice pick headache on behind the eyeball it hurts

00:04:37.500 i still have it now i have it now i was pushing hard to pee and i went and it takes a while to

00:04:44.560 like fade up anyway guys we'll get into that in a second so uh fasting and prayer in the

00:04:48.160 communities also uh discord bible studies which have been fantastic weekly bible studies and

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00:05:03.060 top is a maniac and he needs like new stuff he does he always needs something to do he always

00:05:07.460 needs something to do um so yeah but we have been doing this yes a z-man says get raven a coconut

00:05:12.820 water uh maybe the sport drink i don't know what it is i've been drinking a lot of water trying to

00:05:18.280 stay hydrated there was a hydration issue and i'm telling you i'll be in the gym and my the first

00:05:23.620 weight that i touch dude it's so painful why it's so brutal you would never know seeing you in the

00:05:30.480 gym dude people in the gym are like yo that guy's jack dude well i appreciate that and they are

00:05:34.700 correct about that of ozampic and testosterone i didn't know that was such a killer combo

00:05:39.000 crushing does a number on your bone density and so i said earlier in a stream that uh i fall like

00:05:44.540 a baby bird now which is great you know because there's a lot of problems with bone density but

00:05:49.140 i fall from great heights regularly and i don't hurt myself because i've lost i think about 70

00:05:54.140 pounds uh and just in bone mass yeah yeah so it's kind of cool um i have a almost like a gliding

00:05:59.480 effect when i jump off yeah i lost a lot of bones so um yeah i don't know but but but that's been

00:06:04.440 one of the things that i've been experiencing and it's and it's hard for me and i still go to the

00:06:07.820 gym and i'm still doing the fasting i'll be doing the fasting this wednesday and um but man it's

00:06:13.120 been kicking my ass and i don't know what's going on with that you're doing great oh thank you very

00:06:16.220 much if anybody else knows what's good if they have that in the chat i'd be interested uh in 0.98

00:06:20.280 hearing about that because i don't know why the hell that's happened how come we can't see the

00:06:23.000 chat on this one oh i can move it it's there look at that 76 chats there it is um element tea has

00:06:30.320 100 grams of sodium i have been doing uh because i ran out of sport drink yeah that i think that

00:06:35.520 that element has like other weird stuff like either maltodextrin or something weird coconut

00:06:39.540 water is like the most easily absorbable thing your body will ever take in for like electrolytes

00:06:44.420 other than i don't know maybe milk has i don't know so i don't know milk but like coconut water

00:06:49.340 compared to all the synthetic ones dude like powders and stuff that you add to water it just

00:06:53.500 absorbs dude well i i i have been conscious of the potential dehydration aspect so i've been

00:06:59.500 um trying to take in a lot of salt so yeah i i'm in this season now where i'm trying to put on

00:07:05.940 more mass but actually i think i'm gonna curb that back because i think i can lose a little

00:07:09.840 bit more weight so um you know because think about coconuts dude they only grow in tropical

00:07:15.180 places where people are going to be like in the sun grinding and sweating and they're like they're

00:07:19.700 set up as like a bottled water yeah well like you can grab them like bottled water yeah how wild is

00:07:25.160 that and so it has to be a thing that's going to cure people at dehydration when they're just

00:07:29.240 pouring out sweat sure don't have anything in them because they're in hot climates well

00:07:32.600 you know so i've been putting i've been eating a lot of hard-boiled eggs

00:07:35.500 lately what's wrong with that just i can imagine what your house smells like it smells like farts

00:07:40.520 because of the hard-boiled eggs yeah but i mean you know i've eaten a lot of hard the other day

00:07:44.280 I ate eight of them, and I put salt on them, kosher, flaky, coarse salt, whatever, because I'm trying to get the salt in my system.

00:07:53.040 And so I'm drinking a lot of water.

00:07:54.000 I know if you don't have the salt, the water runs right through you.

00:07:55.840 What are you eating right before you start the fast?

00:07:58.860 Like 5-1-C-3 chicken?

00:08:00.860 No, I stop the fast Wednesday night.

00:08:03.260 Because right before you go on the fast, you ought to think about going heavy on avocados.

00:08:07.840 They're heavy on potassium.

00:08:09.060 Well, I'm trying to avoid maybe the potassium thing.

00:08:12.420 i'm trying not to do a lot of fats right now as i taper off the rest of this reddit true tide that

00:08:17.560 i'm on because you're supposed to you're not supposed to have fat you're not supposed to have

00:08:20.380 a lot of fat fat for your brain well okay maybe that's what's going on maybe i don't have a lot

00:08:23.980 of fat in my brain could be it yeah you're no right there where the thing hurts is where that

00:08:28.620 says avoid there's no fat no you need avocados salmon i mean i have avocados i i've been eating

00:08:34.400 avocados yeah a little avocado with some salt is if i have red meat i'll do it without like not a

00:08:40.280 super fatty cut you know like that's pretty i know i i love a fatty cut i love uh uh ribeye

00:08:45.860 yeah man picanha like with the fat i do miss yeah i miss a ribeye no dude you cannot be not

00:08:52.080 eating i had steak this morning though steak and eggs fat no not a lot of fat on the steak what do 0.99

00:08:57.220 you get like a t like a t-bone no not even because i got that whatever these little fucking things 0.86

00:09:02.640 are very cheap i don't like i just wanted needed some red meat um anyway yeah if you cycle on and 0.99

00:09:09.340 off fat you could fuck up your gallbladder yeah so you're not supposed to have fat because of a

00:09:14.300 gallbladder potential mix up on reda um and so i've been avoiding it not in huge like you know 0.92

00:09:21.600 i still have a little bit of it here and there i have an avocado and things like that but yeah man

00:09:24.980 i don't know it doesn't really seem like anybody else is having that issue of uh the incredibly

00:09:29.900 painful headache but before i did anything um oh no no this was still because we started the fast

00:09:35.840 four weeks ago i think now and four weeks ago it was a problem so every week it's been a problem

00:09:41.340 interesting yeah really really definitely not that you're so locked in on the fast that you're

00:09:45.900 noticing this pain and you have it all the time it's like it's so much so that i i like i have

00:09:51.640 to close one eye yeah you know like and not that closing one eye alleviates anything but that's what

00:09:56.340 it makes you want to do it makes you want to touch the side of my head and close an eye and then i

00:10:00.220 have to wait for it to stop thumping so intensely and then i get back to it again and it it's just

00:10:05.660 a loop so for the 45 minutes that i'm in the gym it's just like a struggle session yeah you know

00:10:10.820 and i've been trying to lift heavy too so um it makes it that much worse all right so anyway enough

00:10:15.500 of my my whining and bitching and moaning uh we're gonna get into the spooky stories i guess

00:10:21.240 i should actually hit the music oh a new one yeah yeah yeah yeah have we done the new music

00:10:27.500 okay that's fine let's see what maybe it's the holy spirit talking to you vibe with this music

00:10:35.180 for a minute it is cool guys is that overpowering at all can you still hear us let me know in the

00:10:42.000 chat so we're gonna start with seth seth kick lighter no way yeah he wrote in so i'm sure the

00:10:51.440 way that it's written is going to be a lot of fun because seth has he has a way of writing you know 0.67

00:10:58.740 what's funny is I gave one of Seth's books to the homie Frank Frank's old right Frank is if you had

00:11:08.460 to guess 70s uh he's 70 yeah yeah so because the dude's in great shape he's in fantastic 0.94

00:11:14.640 because some 70 year olds they come in doing like the little putt putt putt and he's sharp

00:11:18.480 too he's sharp he's very sharp he swims he's in the gym and he um he's reading through Seth's book

00:11:25.080 which is written the same way that Seth speaks,

00:11:27.860 which is, I think, fantastic.

00:11:30.420 Franco is reading through Seth's book.

00:11:32.040 And Frank's like, that's a hell of a book.

00:11:34.280 Really?

00:11:34.720 Yeah, but he really likes it.

00:11:35.780 He really likes it.

00:11:36.580 He gets where he's coming from.

00:11:38.020 Yeah, I think he's always intrigued by any, like, new rad thing.

00:11:41.840 He just hasn't been exposed to it.

00:11:43.360 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:11:43.720 Frank's very, like, responsive to stuff.

00:11:45.840 He gets it.

00:11:46.800 He gets it.

00:11:47.920 Okay.

00:11:49.520 It is.

00:11:50.200 It's the music.

00:11:51.140 It's the music for the intro and the outro, but it's slowed down.

00:11:54.080 Do they like it?

00:11:54.880 do they can they hear it and everything i don't know oh my god raven the spooky music thank you

00:11:58.740 panda fly at least somebody says something about the spooky music it's new this is so nice no panda

00:12:04.500 you're so nice um hey yo y'all said you needed some chronicles i got some class a succubus smut

00:12:12.840 here all right but if i went too crazy just use it as blackmail against me later that's cool well

00:12:19.920 Seth we don't read anything beforehand so if it is too crazy we're about to find out and in case

00:12:27.060 you're still low on content I'm also posting some wacky astral lore from my book on Monroe's silly

00:12:32.520 propaganda I think it'd make a great addition so I'll dm y'all that soon fill your content holes

00:12:38.460 a bit well thank you we're usually the ones filling content holes it's nice to have our

00:12:42.540 holes filled also I figured it's hard to conceal my identity with so many on-brand moments here

00:12:48.020 but definitely don't mention it till after if possible.

00:12:50.380 Well, too late for that, Seth.

00:12:53.440 We don't prepare anything ahead of time.

00:12:55.600 Nope. 1.00

00:12:56.200 What the fuck, man? 1.00

00:12:59.340 I'm curious how obvious it'll be to the retard clan. 1.00

00:13:02.820 Anyways. 1.00

00:13:04.180 All right.

00:13:06.000 So, spoiler alert. 0.99

00:13:08.140 It's fucking Seth. 0.99

00:13:10.400 Back in my silly out-of-body traveling days, 1.00

00:13:13.720 I would be meditating half an hour literally every day for years.

00:13:18.020 which for any less...

00:13:20.680 Oh, wait, you know what?

00:13:21.500 Hold on.

00:13:22.120 I'm sorry.

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00:15:52.200 Before we even get into that, there was something that I wanted to run by the audience.

00:15:57.860 It was something that you and I talked about earlier and you do all these.

00:16:02.420 What was it, dude? Now I'm like, oh crap. 0.96

00:16:04.720 Well, you do all these straight Bibles with top and you don't do any of them with me. 0.85

00:16:09.180 You never want to, because whatever, you don't want to do that.

00:16:12.060 And that's fine.

00:16:12.600 But, um, I've come to this conclusion that you can only pay attention to a Bible study

00:16:19.040 if you're engaged in it.

00:16:20.080 Yeah.

00:16:20.540 Yes.

00:16:20.920 I'm the same way, dude.

00:16:21.920 And, and I've been reading my Bible, but like super slow and I still am having this issue

00:16:26.560 where it's like, yeah, I got to go back and read it.

00:16:28.740 And when I pick up where I left off, I'm like, what was I reading before?

00:16:32.140 Yeah.

00:16:32.400 You had to engage in it, dude.

00:16:33.780 So I wanted to do a show.

00:16:36.340 We're going to pick a day of the week.

00:16:37.760 Every week it'll be, you know, a scheduled thing.

00:16:39.860 Yes.

00:16:40.540 And, and, um, we'll pick a book and we'll just go through, it doesn't have to be like

00:16:45.600 massively prepared.

00:16:46.780 Let's just read through it.

00:16:48.260 I have a, well, dude, how about the Corinthian letters?

00:16:50.980 Cause that, that's what we were just in.

00:16:52.880 That was sick.

00:16:53.420 I'd love to do that.

00:16:54.140 Yeah.

00:16:54.580 That's a, that's a really neat book.

00:16:56.600 Then we can just go from one Corinthians right into two Corinthians and we just go back and

00:17:00.420 forth.

00:17:00.660 We just riff, like I won't bring any notes.

00:17:02.540 I won't bring any notes.

00:17:03.780 Cause we'll just go. Cause like straight Bible, the Bible studies,

00:17:06.180 I have to prepare like notes and make it all make sense and just, you know,

00:17:10.380 plan on doing it by myself. But with you, cause you're like, wait, what?

00:17:13.780 I got through like three passages, dude. I love that.

00:17:16.860 Yeah. I noticed that because you had an entire thing you intended to do.

00:17:20.140 You started off talking about Corinthians, which is a little spontaneous,

00:17:22.580 but then because of my interjections, we never really got off.

00:17:25.260 No, I love that. It's like, I don't,

00:17:27.120 it's not like I'm in a rush to get done with Sermon on the Mount, dude.

00:17:29.960 we're in like 24 episodes and we're only like halfway through like there's no rush to get it

00:17:35.220 done so so i think it would be great for me yeah and then of course um we're looking for ways to

00:17:42.160 create more content on the straight bible channel as well so there's a little bit of two birds one

00:17:46.840 stone yes so it's almost selfish for me but not all but it's not no no it's not though because

00:17:53.000 very selfish it's not very selfish because you get to put it on your thing but if you guys would

00:17:57.280 like to see that

00:17:59.260 say something, you know, do something about that

00:18:01.520 in the chat. Sparrow, would you like it if we went through

00:18:03.460 the Corinthian letters? Oh, she says she

00:18:05.340 oh, look, she responded very fast.

00:18:07.220 I would love to go through Corinthian,

00:18:09.700 she said. That's really fantastic.

00:18:11.440 So, and we'll

00:18:13.120 have our own name for it. Whatever.

00:18:15.300 We'll do a thing. You know, it'll be good. All right.

00:18:17.200 So there we go. It's settled.

00:18:19.240 Okay. Is everybody into that? No, everybody's

00:18:21.280 into it. I don't feel like anybody. Sparrow's

00:18:23.360 into it.

00:18:25.320 Ask him my question, Raven.

00:18:27.020 Oh, yeah, yeah, that's right.

00:18:27.780 M. Lauren, I saw you sent me something. 1.00

00:18:29.100 I didn't respond to it because I'm a piece of shit. 0.99

00:18:31.620 But, you know, I might respond to it. 0.99

00:18:33.480 It was interesting.

00:18:34.640 And it kind of came up today and I was thinking about it.

00:18:37.040 Wait, what?

00:18:37.960 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:18:38.600 Like you were talking about Adam and Eve and you read through it because you were doing Genesis 3.

00:18:43.120 Something to ask me?

00:18:44.180 Yeah, yeah.

00:18:44.520 But it was kind of a secret.

00:18:45.740 You're not going to ask me?

00:18:46.440 No, I don't have secrets.

00:18:47.280 It's clearly a secret.

00:18:48.160 She said, you'll ask him.

00:18:49.060 You're like, oh, no, I'm not going to ask him.

00:18:49.680 That's my friend, Lauren.

00:18:51.680 So if I have, you know, information between me and a friend, that's not a secret.

00:18:57.220 That's just me having friends that aren't your friend.

00:18:58.980 Like, oh, no, I'm going to have the secret.

00:19:00.080 I just think it's a little too heavy for you.

00:19:01.820 So, but maybe we could do that another time.

00:19:04.500 All right.

00:19:05.860 So he's meditating for a half an hour every day,

00:19:09.420 which for any less than aware audience members is just sitting still

00:19:14.020 while demons diddle your soul and put thoughts in your head.

00:19:17.800 Well, okay, wait.

00:19:18.540 I was still, you, you.

00:19:19.880 See, this is the thing.

00:19:20.560 no you very quickly went into that i know see my ability to bounce back and forth i know but i 0.85

00:19:25.020 thought we were still doing this we're doing expert level shit so he's saying in meditation 0.57

00:19:28.840 you're just opening yourself up to the demons and they're diddling you okay and they're putting 0.97

00:19:32.880 thoughts in your head okay which my increasing intentional disassociation was consenting to

00:19:37.860 allow okay so he is intentionally disassociating thereby he's giving consent over yes he's allowing 1.00

00:19:43.300 this thing to happen to himself so kick later's got a no he knows his shit yeah yeah kick later 0.99

00:19:47.540 is uh he's a real nigga so typically the goal was full soul ejection into the so-called astral realm 0.99

00:19:55.620 so that i could locate so-called it's the so-called astral realm so that i could locate 0.96

00:20:00.340 and internalize all the metaphysical goyslop that i could get my translucent hands on

00:20:06.680 he's a language kind of a guy huh he does a little bit of talking uh but sometimes your

00:20:13.540 dude brain loses sight of these goals in this state and different stuff happens

00:20:19.120 this one time i failed to achieve my fully immersive out of body but i do see a vision

00:20:29.940 form in my head which is dynamically no different than remote viewing or regression memory retrieval

00:20:39.120 okay so he sees a vision and it's basically the same shit as like remote viewing that's the kind 0.62

00:20:44.300 of thing that he's seeing which is the same thing as astral projection yeah yeah well i mean it's 0.95

00:20:48.480 all the same it's all getting and seeing a thing somewhere else somehow yes yes yes okay okay um

00:20:54.400 i wonder what he saw in this state i feel like by location or it can feel like by location which is

00:21:02.640 like you're in two places at once right by location that word right where you still have

00:21:11.020 awareness let me see if i can turn that down i feel like that's super loud is that super loud

00:21:14.860 hold on how do i do that uh oh i see

00:21:19.940 there we go that's better um so it can feel like by location where you still have awareness and

00:21:30.360 feeling of your physical body but then but you have an overlay of senses in this astral dream

00:21:35.900 like experience like having a vivid lucid dream but you never fall asleep okay that's interesting

00:21:41.080 since i immediately assumed this was an accidental manifested lucid dream manifested

00:21:48.900 there was no reason to not take advantage of the golden opportunity okay so he's going hey

00:21:54.560 i just manifested a lucid dream let's have some fun that's what he's saying i respect that right 0.93

00:22:01.140 so he did what he always does in lucid dreams he thinks of super hot minimally dressed ladies

00:22:07.700 brilliant right why wouldn't you do this uh some of you glizzy machines out there might be wondering

00:22:14.480 why i preferred them dress at all i'm a man i enjoy the chase i need to feel like i've earned

00:22:20.980 it a little bit via charm or that shit just ain't gonna hit the same okay so he's got a whole wait 0.66

00:22:28.800 so if you're in that state you're meditating yep and you can create a dream where you're just like 0.96

00:22:34.420 running game on the honeys yeah yeah yeah and he's kind of realized that he's in this space this

00:22:39.360 lucid space and and he's going oh okay cool we're here he's also not even like really sleeping this

00:22:45.780 is different than just daydreaming that you're running game on the honeys yeah yeah because

00:22:50.200 Because you're having a whole visual experience with, you know, complete with various other sensories.

00:22:56.460 Okay.

00:22:57.280 Senses.

00:22:57.820 Sensories.

00:22:58.500 Sensories.

00:22:59.100 Sensises.

00:22:59.920 Sensi.

00:23:00.580 Sensi.

00:23:01.120 Sensi.

00:23:01.800 Yeah. 0.91

00:23:02.680 Little did I know, I wasn't in control of the situation at hand.

00:23:08.580 Uh-oh.

00:23:09.620 Uh-huh.

00:23:10.380 It's going to get rowdy.

00:23:11.460 What is this?

00:23:11.960 This is the third time I asked.

00:23:13.560 I already DM'd David and Top.

00:23:15.720 What did you ask?

00:23:16.300 What is it?

00:23:16.840 What is the question?

00:23:17.760 Put the question in there, M. Lauren.

00:23:20.340 You've got to forgive me. 0.86

00:23:20.940 I'm retarded. 0.97

00:23:22.600 At the beginning of the vision, 0.68

00:23:24.400 the first image of a total dime piece auto-generated in front of me

00:23:28.440 in more detail than I thought to include,

00:23:31.840 yet exactly what I desired.

00:23:33.960 Okay.

00:23:34.820 What?

00:23:36.600 So as soon as he starts to try to influence this lucid dream,

00:23:42.400 a chick pops up, and it's what he wants,

00:23:44.800 but it's even more vivid or descriptive

00:23:46.880 than he would have even thought to do.

00:23:48.940 Keep an eye out for, I asked Dark Waters. 0.99

00:23:51.380 He generally did not give a fuck. 0.99

00:23:53.200 All right, Lauren, ask it up here. 0.99

00:23:55.080 She's going to ask, she's going to ask.

00:23:55.920 She's probably typing it out right now.

00:23:59.280 Okay, so what generated it in front of him? 0.99

00:24:03.240 A six foot two Amazonian black queen 1.00

00:24:05.800 in classic Twin Peaks garb. 1.00

00:24:08.920 The jorts and flannel top,

00:24:11.260 snakeskin boots and classic big puffy fro.

00:24:14.800 Glock on the hip and meat packed in all the right places.

00:24:18.600 I tell you what was Adam with Eve in the serpent encounter.

00:24:25.020 That's the question.

00:24:26.140 Yeah, because she she did say that in some translations, it says like was with Adam.

00:24:33.260 Yeah, I mean, it seems that way.

00:24:34.900 She ate of it and gave to him.

00:24:36.800 So if he wasn't there, he would have had to have like gotten there shortly after.

00:24:41.700 Yeah, because it looks all in the time.

00:24:43.300 It looks like he was there.

00:24:44.800 I mean, I've always read it like he's there.

00:24:46.420 I mean, I don't know.

00:24:47.360 Like, it's like I just gave top the number two in the C.S. Lewis space series.

00:24:57.700 And that's the Adam and Eve encounter on another planet.

00:24:59.960 Okay.

00:25:00.080 Yeah.

00:25:00.280 And like the serpents going after Eve for like not it's not like one afternoon.

00:25:04.520 It's like months.

00:25:05.380 He's working on years that he's been like trying to get your trust.

00:25:08.480 Yeah.

00:25:08.660 so like at some point so who knows if how long this goes on where this serpent uh character

00:25:13.660 is like trying to get at eve yeah but it says uh now the serpent was more subtle than any beast of

00:25:19.140 the field which the lord god had made and he said unto the woman yea hath god said you shall not eat

00:25:22.940 of every tree of the garden so this is clearly a conversation just between them two that doesn't

00:25:26.700 mean he's not there but so far that's where we're at yeah like how many dudes like as head of the

00:25:31.800 house do the same thing dude they're just like they're there but they're not like engaged oh

00:25:36.180 they're not locked in yeah the wife is like watching tv shows she shouldn't be watching

00:25:40.600 or like living life in such a way she should and the guy has nothing to say fair uh yeah it's just

00:25:46.100 like guarding your post dude it's like you're supposed to be guarding your post yeah your

00:25:49.380 woman is your post so we may uh i was really surprised when you guys the other day of almost

00:25:55.280 feelings hurt not totally feelings oh the goy thing huh no like you're like yeah just let females get

00:26:01.320 beat up oh i don't like that a female is not made to get beat up i don't like to see a dude get beat

00:26:07.420 up either but it's like okay bro but you were made for that like you like you're built to be at war

00:26:12.300 and have some bone density and some you know okay so here's the thing i'm not there's no way i'm

00:26:16.380 ever gonna watch a female get beat up what does the bible say about like when you're trying to

00:26:20.680 give advice or counsel to someone and it won't be heard what are you supposed to do i don't know

00:26:24.440 but what does it say what does it says dust your feet off and leave right i see what you're saying

00:26:28.420 but i'm saying i would rather if you're saying no the downside is you might get hurt no no that's

00:26:32.200 not the doubt i don't care about the getting hurt thing it will not be received they will not enjoy

00:26:36.720 it you will turn into the enemy it will be pitted against you they will not hear your counsel or

00:26:41.420 your advice you will end up just knocking the dust off your boots and leaving okay or you watch a

00:26:45.520 female get beat up dude i feel like that's what i checked out of ufc too i was like i'm not down

00:26:50.440 i don't know i guess that's what i'm saying it's like i thought everybody looked at it this way 0.72

00:26:53.980 it's not that i don't look at it that way it's like i'm i do i cannot stand to see a female

00:26:59.120 get beat up okay so i understand where you're coming from and i guess what's what what's

00:27:04.120 happening in my mind is i am drawing a line of delineation between females and black females

00:27:08.840 i have i have lived in the hood you've lived in the hood too right i mean you've lived in

00:27:17.420 in california you've been to these areas yeah but i don't there's no female of any skin tone

00:27:22.840 that i would ever say that's okay i'll watch them get beat up i could no that's fair but that's

00:27:27.080 simply a lack of data that's all that it's not like if you were exposed to the same amount of

00:27:32.860 information that i have you'd be like oh yeah i've seen this play out a thousand times a thousand

00:27:38.720 times okay maybe i've also even seen people interject and try to stop it a thousand times

00:27:45.140 and i've seen how it goes you don't have an awful feeling when a woman's getting beat up

00:27:49.820 um until like to me it's this awful feel like i feel like i'm being very desensitized to to

00:27:56.340 violence i watched uh my dad beat up a woman when i was like a child like i've had a lot of that if

00:28:03.240 anybody hasn't seen the uh interview sessions with the raven on straight bible that one crushes dude

00:28:07.680 a lot of people that's their favorite episode dude a lot of people you know and what i'm saying

00:28:11.660 probably sounds harsh to anybody that's not um my audience person no no just just not my audience

00:28:17.100 a lot of these people have been with me watching these videos a lot of these people have sat there

00:28:23.100 for hundreds of episodes and seen the same thing over and over and over and over again

00:28:30.300 and the thing that you're uh they they do it in a way that like makes them rejoice like they

00:28:38.140 celebrate it they celebrate fighting each other they celebrate ripping their wigs off they 0.96

00:28:42.900 celebrate getting like their titties ripped out while they're fighting in the streets i don't care 0.96

00:28:47.340 it's bigger than them this is this is the human race and this is like i to me i don't know if i 0.98

00:28:52.740 see a woman getting beat up it somehow feels like it's my sister yeah yeah but here's the thing

00:28:57.200 though that response that you have i'm not even saying you have a moral high ground in that that's

00:29:01.020 a different conversation i'm saying that feeling is not in them at all it's actually the entire

00:29:06.620 opposite where their children are in diapers screaming and crying and they're literally 0.99

00:29:13.240 celebrating the ass whooping that's going on and then when the ass whooping is done they're 0.99

00:29:18.620 celebrating the post ass whooping there is no like oh my god i can't believe that just happened 0.98

00:29:23.820 i can't believe the the children saw that i can't believe we just partook in that what what has 1.00

00:29:29.220 become of me like there's none of that yeah it's like hell yeah bitch that's what i said 1.00

00:29:33.220 step on my block bitch let's go and now here you come with your bleeding heart and you're going to 1.00

00:29:38.160 try to stop the thing and you're literally getting in the way of something that they're celebrating 1.00

00:29:41.880 i'm gonna do it 10 times out of 10 i don't care yeah i mean i just do not want to see a female

00:29:46.260 get beat up under any circumstance on the 11th time i would hope that you would go like okay

00:29:50.100 i'm not gonna do that again but as a fruit of the tree which is in the midst of the garden

00:29:53.400 god has said you shall not eat of it neither shall you touch it lest you die and the serpent

00:29:59.080 said unto the woman, you shall not

00:30:01.100 surely die. So Adam could have been standing

00:30:02.980 right there. Sure. But he's just

00:30:05.000 engaging with Eve. Sure. For God

00:30:06.960 does know that in the day you eat thereof,

00:30:09.060 then your eyes shall be opened and you shall be as

00:30:11.060 gods, knowing good and evil. So who knows if

00:30:13.000 Adam, you know, in another place, I think

00:30:15.020 it's in Paul's letter to Timothy, it says that Adam

00:30:17.100 wasn't deceived, but Eve

00:30:19.080 was. So. That's

00:30:21.160 even worse then, because if he wasn't deceived

00:30:23.060 and he, like, okay, so if he wasn't deceived,

00:30:25.960 that means. Maybe he'd

00:30:27.140 been arguing with her for six months about like he stopped talking to him and then he finally was

00:30:30.940 like fine okay that's an interesting that's an interesting idea i mean i don't know i just try

00:30:34.420 to look at this like real life you know what i mean yeah yeah yeah for god does know that in the

00:30:38.300 day you eat thereof then your eyes shall be open and you shall be as gods knowing good and evil

00:30:42.180 and when the woman saw that the tree was good for food and that it was pleasant to the eyes and a

00:30:45.840 tree to be desired to make one wise she took of the fruit thereof and did eat and gave also unto

00:30:50.560 her husband with her and he did eat so he was with her yeah okay all right so there you go

00:30:56.620 That's what it looks like.

00:30:57.540 I mean, that's how I always looked at it.

00:30:58.900 Shout out to M. Lauren.

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00:33:18.440 ishmael said raven are you uh at all concerned that your glp1 i think it's technically a glp3

00:33:24.360 may constitute pharmakia where does what does matt think i mean it's a fair question i don't know

00:33:30.820 the idea of like pharmakia i mean just like the idea of like being

00:33:34.960 caution in a spiritual sense against you know something like the the redda that i'm taking

00:33:41.380 which is you know that's a reasonable about the those emper well it's called redda true tide

00:33:47.200 okay how dare you um oh wait so somebody's saying what do you think about oh i've had all kinds of 0.97

00:33:53.760 people are freaking out people that like love me and care about me like they're not being assholes 0.79

00:33:57.480 or whatever but they're like i think the ozambic is terrifying do people get the skeletor phase

00:34:02.060 and then it just is like not going good sure yeah so i don't know if it's that well it's it's not

00:34:07.620 that's a different you already explained it that you're on people take like whatever it is like 10

00:34:10.900 milligrams number one it's just not once again it's not um ozambic it's not ozambic that's a

00:34:16.260 different okay it's an entirely different substance but that's fine you can call it whatever you like

00:34:20.760 but it's the same thing right uh no it's not the same thing and um what is the difference well i

00:34:27.400 mean this one is apparently a different brand well no it's not a different brand it's a glp3

00:34:32.020 so it has like three different oh i didn't realize that but so when you get like a peptide

00:34:39.200 like you love andrew huberman right yeah you can't stop you can't get enough huberman okay

00:34:44.380 you're making it weird now i'm just saying i've learned a lot from him okay and he's just like

00:34:47.820 constantly talking about peptides i know nothing about peptides that's weird how are you listening

00:34:51.400 to that dude and you don't know anything everything i used to listen to was like six

00:34:54.500 years ago i work in a coffee shop now and drive 10 minutes to work like i used to drive all over

00:34:58.620 the state of florida so i was listening to all kinds of stuff i realized like that's not necessarily

00:35:02.360 the reason i don't listen to podcasts because i do one it's because i'm never in a situation

00:35:06.240 where i've got hours and hours driving so then once i opened the coffee shop the only time i

00:35:10.880 listen to podcasts was like driving back and forth to hunt in georgia right and then i haven't even 0.90

00:35:15.320 been doing that the last couple years i haven't listened to shit so and now when i'm in the gym 0.87

00:35:19.280 because that's when i used to listen i'm like it's so much better to listen to music yeah but 0.91

00:35:22.400 that's why like if i say stuff about rogan it's all based on six years ago it's not i don't even

00:35:27.680 know what he's been doing the last six years so yeah yeah but peptides what is a cool thing and

00:35:32.780 andrew huberman supports no no no taking a peptide i'm not even saying it's a cool thing

00:35:36.520 i'm saying peptides is a word that's like um imagine you said pills it's like well what does

00:35:43.460 that mean oh it's very it's so broad it's so broad so the amount of peptides like there's

00:35:49.000 probably hundreds of different things that are some of them are for like circadian rhythm i don't

00:35:54.340 know why in my brain peptides and collagen is the same thing are they totally different it's a

00:35:58.420 collagen is one particular thing it's collagen is it a peptide peptide uh no i don't think

00:36:03.500 collagen okay i don't know why in my brain you can eat collagen i mean yeah that's what's on like

00:36:08.100 but you could also like take collagen which is i don't know no i just eat like the bones and the

00:36:12.680 marrow and you know so so i i feel bad because i got retta for my cousin and he's been like not

00:36:20.340 losing weight and it's like dude i'm in the gym i did a two a day yesterday i'm in the gym six

00:36:26.640 days a week and some days are twice a day well some of those things even people take ozempic but

00:36:31.440 they can't change their eating behavior.

00:36:33.380 Like they literally lose their appetite,

00:36:35.200 but the eating has become such a behavior 0.98

00:36:38.040 that they still keep eating even with the Ozempic.

00:36:40.320 But going back to that point that I was making

00:36:42.040 where like people that care about me

00:36:43.440 and that are just like trying to look out for me

00:36:45.040 are telling me all kinds of crazy things.

00:36:46.740 And there's like people that I can tell have researched it

00:36:48.880 and they're saying things that I have come across

00:36:50.860 in my research and I'm going like,

00:36:52.120 okay, this person is on the same page.

00:36:54.100 Well, berberine, I think I was talking about this before, dude.

00:36:56.620 I was taking berberine because I don't like the sugar shock.

00:36:59.900 I don't like the insulin issues.

00:37:01.040 okay cinnamon and then i'll take berberine sometimes too and i noticed after a couple

00:37:06.560 of times i've taken berberine that like i just didn't eat the rest of the day i i like i didn't

00:37:11.160 even notice yeah and then i was like and then i looked it up and berberine i think does the same

00:37:15.380 thing as ozempic and it and it's just a i'm pretty sure it's the bark of a tree it's a ground bark

00:37:19.980 of a tree and it's potent dude it's like bitter and gross that's nasty but it's supposed to be

00:37:24.680 very good for like uh insulin resistance and to keep your insulin levels normal because when you

00:37:29.400 get older dude the insulin spikes are like bad so the idea with with retta is exactly what we

00:37:34.880 talked about in a previous episode remember the glp ones and like uh the idea that like somehow

00:37:40.300 there was a correlation with a drop in violence yes now i i think that article was missing something

00:37:46.920 really fundamental they said it curbs your cravings so people aren't drinking as much

00:37:52.380 and there's a correlation with alcohol and and violence so since you're not craving alcohol and

00:37:57.620 you're not drinking as much you were saying no no it curbs a lot of things yeah like not just

00:38:02.580 desire for alcohol but like desire for chaos or desire for i'll do this like i'll pick up my

00:38:07.260 playstation my wife got me a playstation 5 for christmas and i just spend a lot of time skimming

00:38:14.640 through the um list of games but never playing anything and then if i do play something i play 0.74

00:38:20.140 it for five minutes i'm like this is fucking sloppy lame yeah and then i turn it off like so 0.73

00:38:23.380 it does it kills a lot of that but i still have like all these you know fun things that i do in 0.87

00:38:26.860 my life it doesn't do anything to that but it you know has to do with the reward centers of the

00:38:31.820 brain so which are directly correlated with like cravings and binge eating and basically impulsive 0.99

00:38:37.560 behavior so i think really what was going on there is the black community has a lot of high time

00:38:42.580 preference the impulsive behavior it just kind of curved it more or less so so some people have 0.97

00:38:47.780 told me there's like gila monster venom in the fucking peptides and all kinds of stuff and i'm 0.98

00:38:53.420 Like, that's crazy. 0.94

00:38:54.800 And then I look it up and I can't find anything on that.

00:38:57.840 So, like, I don't know.

00:38:59.360 Who knows?

00:39:00.400 So just to address the question.

00:39:01.560 Wait, wait, wait.

00:39:01.740 So they're saying, aren't you afraid of pharmakia?

00:39:04.140 Like, you're taking something from the pharmaceutical system.

00:39:06.700 Clearly, it's bad.

00:39:07.600 Right.

00:39:07.800 And I don't want to say because the ease.

00:39:09.500 No, they're not saying clearly it's bad.

00:39:10.880 They're just wondering if I'm worried about that.

00:39:12.260 The easiest way to dismiss that would be, like, I'll take Advil if my head hurts.

00:39:16.560 Is that pharmakia?

00:39:17.640 But that's too reductive.

00:39:19.040 You would try to, like, steel man their question.

00:39:21.680 um i've done as much research as i care to do on it i still look up stuff every day like if i'm just

00:39:28.500 scrolling through twitter i'll be like why am i scrolling through twitter when i could be looking

00:39:31.280 at this instead and i'll go and look up stuff but um i haven't found anything that is uh scary

00:39:38.240 and i don't know so you know am i concerned i'm concerned enough that i'm researching it before

00:39:46.120 i'm putting it in i mean dude at the end of the day um it's really easy to be like yeah dude

00:39:51.620 anything from that system it's clearly unnatural like why would you do that well i like the nicotine

00:39:56.280 pouches from time to time and to be totally honest i don't know exactly what's in the pouches also

00:40:01.100 you're not going to stop me from like i know there's nicotine in it but i don't know whatever

00:40:04.180 other stuff is in there yeah and so it'd be very easy for somebody to say like see man that's not

00:40:08.820 natural you're not doing something natural like that's bad i don't know man the earth realm is

00:40:13.200 tough dude it's rough earth realm's tough and if there's things that like enhance your life in some

00:40:18.240 way you have to know your limits and know your life and know what you're capable of doing without

00:40:23.000 it taking you off the rails and guiding you away from god and uh and none of the things like the

00:40:28.040 scripture talks about like all things are lawful but i don't want to be brought under the bondage

00:40:32.220 of anything yeah yeah so i also don't want to mindful of that that's the main thing and if they 0.99

00:40:36.560 got me shit they they got me then son of a bitch because i tried i tried i did i did a lot of 0.98

00:40:40.780 research i think the big thing is going to be whenever you come off it to make sure you keep 1.00

00:40:44.440 the momentum going yeah yeah well we'll find out um because top was literally concerned that like

00:40:50.440 um we were gonna have to get the doors wider because you were starting to like not fit i was

00:40:56.080 getting you know what's crazy you were very wide dude my um i have the opposite of body dysmorphia

00:41:02.460 i have body you think you look great all the time all the time dude all the time 0.97

00:41:09.460 from back then now and i'm like oh yeah my face was puffy and i was a fat bitch and but like i 0.97

00:41:17.880 remember being at that time and going around being like fucking kind of looking good today 0.97

00:41:22.220 you are like that dude yeah yeah so i i think i look good when i don't look good and you and i 0.87

00:41:28.040 were talking at the gym uh because you do you do be following me around at the gym and you know

00:41:32.480 it's very uncomfortable i've been in that gym since the day they opened but i figured we'll

00:41:35.720 have you know some we could i could talk to you if you're gonna be there and which you hate i was

00:41:39.720 saying like i could still stand to lose a few somebody said i was i was victim weight victim

00:41:45.020 hood weight or something like that it's just like if you're sub 180 really some people say if you're 0.97

00:41:50.000 sub 200 like you're fucking you're a victim like somebody can because you could get like ragdolled 0.96

00:41:54.700 the idea is you know like no i mean well you know for me i'm five seven wait is nancy here somebody's 1.00

00:42:00.700 clicking stuff on the thing what is that bitch doing hi nancy so many selfies on his phone is 1.00

00:42:06.520 what just went up oh yeah that's true i take uh i take uh pictures every time i go to the gym 1.00

00:42:11.760 because i want that like you know why yeah you're doing like gay guy pictures hell yeah dude 0.96

00:42:17.960 where i'm sucking off dudes and i'm taking a bit no i my thing is like the thing with the 0.99

00:42:23.020 chicks doing the hell yeah because i don't like so if i didn't have that picture from like the 0.96

00:42:29.820 beginning of july i would never have said what i just said to you which is i have the opposite of 0.97

00:42:33.960 body dysmorphia yeah i looked at that picture and i was like holy shit i thought i looked good

00:42:38.300 my face was a circle yeah you look rough and you're always like yeah i'm in great shape but

00:42:43.120 that's awesome i would rather think like i'm doing great oh yeah yeah yeah the thing i'm doing bad

00:42:47.380 but i'm doing good i have to check in with myself now because i'm like the truth is i still have

00:42:51.420 more weight to lose yes which is like weird because i've already lost a shit ton of weight

00:42:56.480 but i guess i gotta keep going all right anyway let's get back to seth yeah yeah so um oh

00:43:01.440 does nancy want to say anything no she never wants to do you want to say anything

00:43:06.460 hi that was that might be a record i think i heard yeah that was very fast i think she's

00:43:12.860 boiling water oh nancy has a new um what's it called oh guys by the way friday me and raven

00:43:20.200 are going on with uh nancy oh yeah yeah subliminal mess i got tricked into doing an entire movie

00:43:25.200 review so really looking forward to that um but nancy has a new microphone and even a sound drop

00:43:31.780 i can't hear it's not plugged in oh you you're unbelievable why do you unplug all right anyway

00:43:36.420 i'll do it right now all right no wait don't do it you want to know what's funny about that

00:43:41.140 question i told raven i was going to take pictures of him and like videos of him i'm i'm like so

00:43:46.060 old-fashioned i will never ever bring my phone in the gym yeah which which means you never listen

00:43:50.700 to music which now i understand why you talk to every single person in the gym i don't talk to 0.94

00:43:54.820 every person i see you yeah you've been watching yeah dude i watch you you're a creeper because 0.96

00:43:59.800 you do the most insane thing so do anything insane i've talked about this before on the show 0.86

00:44:04.720 how like it's unbelievable you you will do one set of one thing and then you'll like run across

00:44:09.920 the gym to do one set of another thing which is fine you know whatever yeah you have to like like

00:44:14.280 back and tries and i was adding in just quads because i won't do a full leg workout one day

00:44:20.500 anymore because i'll just be sore oh yeah yeah so i'll just do like just the well i do legs every

00:44:24.220 day but i don't do a full leg workout every day yeah yeah so like you may be like oh you're running

00:44:28.100 all over the gym i'm like yeah but very specific thing i'm doing and you won't see me just standing

00:44:32.200 next to a piece of equipment ever i don't see you know how long i rest in between sets very long i

00:44:37.000 rest a minute and a half tops so it's 90 seconds very long because the little machine tells you

00:44:41.680 how long you're there it's a minute and 30 seconds tops that i rest okay and then you do a 20 second

00:44:46.460 workout and then i do whatever it is okay all i'm saying is like there's nothing in my life where i

00:44:51.520 like do a thing and then take a break and do a thing and like I just keep the heat on well so

00:44:55.380 I'm like don't stop moving the whole time so I'm like dripping sweat while I'm getting a weight

00:44:58.920 workout no I'm not I don't have a problem with the way you work out like you do the the thing

00:45:02.600 that I have not even a problem with it's just fascinating is as you're doing that you are

00:45:07.260 talking to fucking every person that you possibly can yeah but I'm flying by I'm like on my way to

00:45:12.940 get somewhere sometimes sometimes you'll pass by them and you go yeah you are right but at other 0.99

00:45:17.380 times you'll just lock in with them and have a whole conversation with somebody yeah not on

00:45:21.940 purpose dude i don't like to mess up my thing but if i see somebody and they're like hey bro

00:45:26.700 they're like hey are you that guy on nephilim death squad you know what nobody ever hey bros me

00:45:30.860 i know well you're very intentional to mean mug people and like not make eye contact don't do a

00:45:35.600 mean mug i'm just chilling yes dude if people saw you in the gym they'd be like this okay does not

00:45:40.200 want to talk but number one when i have a headache and it hurts real bad like somebody stabbed me in 0.94

00:45:45.020 fucking brain but also if i just finished moving a lot of weight like i don't want to i don't want 0.94

00:45:48.920 to talk i'm dying right now dude i'm trying to like recuperate sometimes i see humans especially 0.99

00:45:53.160 overweight or older people why don't you just gesture at me i said overweight what the hell

00:45:58.300 is that i always try to encourage people at the gym dude or like if especially if a heavy lady 1.00

00:46:02.960 is like going to the same thing i'm going to and they're like i know they're trying to get out of 0.91

00:46:07.780 it and you go go get after it they're like oh oh go ahead like no no no you go ahead yeah or i'll

00:46:12.580 help loan like the lady with the missing arm the other day did you see that lady i did see the lady 0.99

00:46:16.040 with the minute i asked her what happened bro yeah i knew you did yes uh septic septic oh shit 1.00

00:46:21.480 sepsis sepsis yeah damn she looked like she was burned everywhere yes her whole yeah so sepsis 1.00

00:46:27.720 makes you look like you were on fire sepsis and she couldn't lock into the hamstring curl thing 1.00

00:46:32.100 so i was like helping her with it didn't have a hand that yeah and it didn't have the knob on

00:46:36.440 but how gangster is that she's in the gym i love that you ever see the guy where like half his

00:46:40.460 body's paralyzed that's my guy and he's in the gym all the time walk again bro he's jenny walked

00:46:46.060 in six months bro let's go my guy i knew him from the coffee shop and he dude he goes on like eight

00:46:51.140 or ten on the stair machine yeah and then he does uh squats he squats i love that dude i love that 0.98

00:46:56.520 dude i watch him and i'm like he's never talked to him no i've never talked to him why the fuck 0.80

00:47:00.580 would i talk to him i love that because you're like wow what am i bitching about like you talk 0.97

00:47:04.260 to a guy like that oh no no i get that i can look at him and get all that what am i complaining

00:47:08.080 about like what am i like sure he's like yeah they told me six months they told me i wouldn't walk

00:47:12.060 and i started walking again in six months dude he's got a while i get all that just by looking

00:47:15.720 at him though i don't need to but the chick dude you you probably would have laughed because i was

00:47:19.860 like she was with no hand yeah yeah no arm the whole thing the whole thing was pretty bad yeah

00:47:24.000 so i seen her like doing the thing i was like here i'll help you but i was secretly want to

00:47:27.620 know like what happened of course you yeah yeah i got over there i started adjusting the thing and

00:47:32.000 i was like what happened yeah and she goes oh i just couldn't adjust it i was like no no no like

00:47:36.600 what like what happened we know you couldn't adjust it what the hell happened what happened

00:47:40.500 to your arm yeah and she's like oh sepsis and then we were just bodies she should go like oh that

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00:50:03.540 publish it yeah oh oh you know what happened to your arm yeah i don't want to do this whole thing

00:50:10.100 where we're gonna pretend that i'm not noticing that you're missing an arm sure let's address it

00:50:13.940 sure i'm gonna act like i'm like i don't notice well i like i like those people she had the

00:50:17.520 mechanical arm at the end i saw her walking out so she didn't use it like in the gym dude it was

00:50:22.760 crazy and i was like no way can i shake your hand she's like well i don't know how to use it yet i

00:50:26.180 don't want to pinch your hand i was like was it strong no she's like don't mess with it because

00:50:30.240 i don't know how to use it yet that's sick but she could like do something with it she could go

00:50:33.800 like this hell yeah she could like hold the keys there was three movements i was like can you flip 1.00

00:50:38.060 me off with it could she do that no because she had three movements that's what i would have asked 1.00

00:50:42.540 one was grab the keys yeah and one was like the whole thing closed okay so she could punch you in 1.00

00:50:50.340 your shit yeah and i was like how does it know and she's like we have tendons here and there's 0.99

00:50:54.140 a sensor on your tendons wow so it knows what you want to do with the fingers that's so sick 1.00

00:50:59.380 yeah i'm pumped for her that she has that that's a real game changer if you don't talk to people

00:51:03.460 then you don't know that guy's story you don't know the lady with the missing arm like you don't 1.00

00:51:08.500 She's there to get her grind on, to get muscles. 0.90

00:51:11.720 Yeah, yeah, but I still got to get y'all. 1.00

00:51:12.500 I'm going to go bother her?

00:51:13.400 What happened?

00:51:14.200 All right.

00:51:15.800 Is this Chronicles?

00:51:17.380 Yeah, lady, come on. 0.98

00:51:18.620 You're supposed to tell us to hurry up. 0.97

00:51:19.960 Okay, sorry, Nancy.

00:51:21.520 And as if, okay, so we already got to the point 0.99

00:51:23.600 where he sees a six-foot-two Amazonian black chick 1.00

00:51:25.900 that he's ready to bang 0.98

00:51:26.800 because he generated her in this lucid dream state. 1.00

00:51:28.760 So he's specifically into black chicks. 1.00

00:51:30.880 Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. 0.94

00:51:31.560 Seth has been very open about that,

00:51:33.180 even when we didn't ask.

00:51:35.040 As if I was the only man in the middle of this tight alley, 1.00

00:51:37.940 which i was she comes at me with main character energy strut and i unbroken eye contact i telepathically 1.00

00:51:46.360 accosted her raven do your black cent here damn baby aren't you cold in that it's december come 0.98

00:51:53.740 here i got a heated blanket at the crib blammo what is happening right now i've done blacked 1.00

00:52:01.600 everywhere what the fuck bro what but hold up dog this entire vision experience may have only been 0.96

00:52:08.140 45 seconds from start to finish but that was the longest 45 seconds of my life just after my dream 0.98

00:52:15.280 woman generated i love that we have spooky music for this wait so you can just go in the astral

00:52:19.260 realm and make yourself like bone a chick in the astral realm yeah that's what he just did didn't

00:52:22.680 you hear that's what i'm saying that's i heard that right yeah just after my dream woman generated

00:52:28.740 before I had attempted and seemingly succeeded at charming her, 1.00

00:52:32.360 she already had made her moves directly towards me.

00:52:35.960 She was at the other end of this grimy dream alley.

00:52:39.420 Her walk took probably 15 seconds. 0.99

00:52:42.440 As I was frozen in place, my penis began bilocating. 0.99

00:52:47.920 So that means he's got his penis is in two places now. 1.00

00:52:51.300 Shout out to his penis. 1.00

00:52:52.500 And I felt the most powerful surge of unimaginable. 1.00

00:52:56.500 oh the most powerful surge unimaginable imaginable good god my readings all messed up today

00:53:02.760 go through my astral genitalia straight into the physical i went from sad trombone to full 0.99

00:53:11.100 morning glory in probably four seconds flat which is unheard of then bernice straight up grabs my 0.98

00:53:17.820 dream junk bernice that okay that was her name interesting stuff but there was just one issue 1.00

00:53:26.600 Two, if Bernice was a succubus.

00:53:29.000 I was wearing my best linen pants.

00:53:31.280 Wait, so succubus can, like, get you to do a thing, and then they keep the...

00:53:35.280 Oh, yeah, they'll take your seed. 0.93

00:53:38.300 Demonic seed stealing.

00:53:40.740 Stolen seed.

00:53:41.800 No, they're not like that.

00:53:42.960 Yeah. 0.99

00:53:43.480 Succubus will do that. 0.61

00:53:44.420 Succubi, yeah.

00:53:45.260 That's more than one.

00:53:46.680 What is the incubus?

00:53:49.240 I don't really know.

00:53:49.960 Okay, fair enough.

00:53:50.800 Let's keep going.

00:53:51.320 Take the wheel and drive.

00:53:54.020 Yeah.

00:53:54.180 they had some jams but that was uh definitely they were tied to the occult well i mean

00:53:58.740 or i guess so probably yeah i mean with a name like that um okay so i was wearing my best linen

00:54:06.000 pants the green earth tone ones that i am reasonably attached to in the middle of this

00:54:11.780 four or five second surge of pure sex magic power i had regretfully become overwhelmed with the idea

00:54:19.780 of staining my pride and joys yet simultaneously attempting to maintain concentration on bernice 1.00

00:54:27.100 she doesn't like when i'm not paying enough attention to her bernice is very needy this

00:54:33.520 is just really weird it's almost over the level of brain power and multitasking that i tapped into

00:54:38.720 at that very moment was sensory overload yet i somehow managed to bilocate my thoughts and body

00:54:45.160 effectively using my real world grippers to shift my linens while I maintain focus eye contact and

00:54:53.080 one-sided communication with my new lady friend who was verifiably charmed by my telepathic 1.00

00:54:58.420 black scent she within 0.5 seconds of sparing my linens I spontaneously combusted for once 1.00

00:55:09.500 I really was a man who had it all though my girlfriend at the time was pissed because I 1.00

00:55:14.820 kept reminding her of bernice's superior fro which means that he has a black girlfriend who 0.72

00:55:20.500 has a fro but bernice's is better that's very funny i was so impressed with myself that i

00:55:25.660 shamelessly go and tell everyone i know that i did my first no hands whatever you get it

00:55:30.560 let's try to keep this family friendly guys i think we're beyond that point seth

00:55:34.500 my beautiful linens were spared but my belly was gross this is really uncomfortable

00:55:41.860 rule. The post-blap clarity was a confusing mixture of self-satisfaction and repressible

00:55:50.380 shame. For many months following, I continued to do my lame out-of-body routine, not realizing how

00:55:56.780 fake and gay it was until some weird stuff happened. Temporary possession, schizophrenic 0.87

00:56:01.700 bullying, etc. During this experience, I was trying to slow her down and have a conversation,

00:56:07.300 but she had a will of her own i can respect an independent black woman but this was too far 0.99

00:56:14.640 despite this a part of me occasionally still hoped i'd run into bernice again 1.00

00:56:19.700 but like most evil women she took my seed and ran jokes on her i'm infertile

00:56:26.200 what in the world did we just read 1.00

00:56:30.280 holy shit man crazy man oh yeah z-man the time i pissed on my own face very similar 0.99

00:56:38.120 very similar this is not where babies come from hey there he is it's seth hey seth how you doing 0.99

00:56:47.080 dude good to see you um well that was wonderful wait so how long ago is this in the life of seth

00:56:52.840 uh let's see i think he kind of talked about a time frame in the beginning back in my silly

00:56:57.120 out-of-body traveling days so no not necessarily a time frame but i mean seth did have this uh 0.96

00:57:03.080 period in his life seth how long ago is you was you doing this is it me or is this fucking camera 0.91

00:57:09.800 still blurry i'm just so sick no no it looks great it totally does look at yours no you look 0.97

00:57:14.160 great it's blurry right yeah matt you're clear raven's a little it's like three almost yeah i

00:57:22.960 don't know how to fix this okay like three years ago almost yeah he's come a long way man

00:57:26.900 yes respect put some respect on seth's name well thank you very much i don't know if that's the

00:57:32.360 story we were looking for okay but it was certainly a really weird thing because even

00:57:37.560 like a long time ago um when you're a young man and uh you're into like daydreaming about the

00:57:45.040 females sure to you know used to be my favorite daydream um there isn't a sense of like okay but

00:57:52.000 this is not reality do i really want to do a thing that's not reality and then now you're going to

00:57:56.580 like the next level which is like what he's talking about he's like full-on meditating

00:58:00.080 or going in the um you know these type of lucid dreams and it's like okay but that's still not

00:58:06.380 reality but now we're going to this place where you can put on like the ai goggles no that's

00:58:11.060 the meta goggles i don't like that and then like it's like you can get like a haptic feedback you

00:58:15.820 start creating this whole other world that's not reality but then are people going to get to the

00:58:20.760 point where like well i don't care it's so enjoyable i don't care if this is reality or not

00:58:25.460 Sure. I mean, let's see.

00:58:27.180 Can Lainey say something? Let's get Lainey to say something.

00:58:29.820 Lainey?

00:58:30.360 Yeah, he just came in.

00:58:31.340 No, Lainey just watching from there.

00:58:32.940 Hey, Lainey.

00:58:33.940 Hey, Lainey.

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01:00:48.160 sprinker because if you're going to talk to yourself for an hour you might as well publish

01:00:53.340 it so so there are haptic feedback suits and they what is i have like sensors on them yeah so you

01:01:01.900 would you know put them on and get into a vr and it would do something to you i don't know how much

01:01:08.060 how advanced they are but i don't like that uh so i'm seeing some basic ones for around like 300

01:01:18.040 bucks but then i'm seeing what wait what are they they have sensors in them so like you can like do

01:01:23.060 stuff and you feel whatever's happening like in your body yeah and then you got a smart suit pro

01:01:28.640 that's 2200 2300 really i don't like that so you can what's wrong with just like the human body and

01:01:35.200 all the sensors that are already in it well i guess it let's not front and say that it's not

01:01:38.900 an amazing advancement in technology like if i was ever at some place one time i was walking

01:01:44.080 through the mall with my son and there was like some early vr place it was like a storefront you

01:01:50.480 can go in there and they got an omnidirectional treadmill and you could which is like you could

01:01:55.580 walk in any direction and you put the headset on and you got like gloves and my son was like can

01:02:00.620 we go try that i said yeah man let's go try it out so he went in there he got on one i got on

01:02:03.820 one we did some like fighting game and stuff it was pretty cool if i was walking through the mall

01:02:07.300 and they were like yeah you put this suit on and try out this i'll be like hell yeah dog let's do

01:02:11.520 that let's see what that's like i would do that why not i wouldn't spend the money to own one

01:02:17.420 though because i could do that right now i could buy a vr thing and i'm not gonna buy one because

01:02:22.700 it's just this thing of like reality and not reality i don't know it's just weird thing no

01:02:28.360 that's definitely the thing because imagine you're like playing super mario brothers and

01:02:33.180 then you're playing fortnight you're like wow fortnight feels very real like my heart's racing

01:02:37.020 like if i get to the end and that's very real right and then i guess they're just going to 0.98

01:02:41.440 keep taking it to the next level next level next level can you do me a favor can you fucking twist 0.82

01:02:45.800 that thing around real quick for what because it's like it's not doing oh you don't look the 0.99

01:02:50.060 way you want to look no i give me one well you need to spend fucking thousands of dollars on 0.90

01:02:54.220 cameras and and this one's blurry you just got to twist the the collar on it you got it boss and 0.96

01:03:00.160 see i would i would zoom out a tad a tit a tit i didn't mean it was just my mindset after the

01:03:06.220 succuby story no that's in we want to go the other way wow you look great man i don't know why that's 0.61

01:03:13.540 fine is that fucking better i have no idea i'm just so great you look more focused right 0.76

01:03:20.060 thank you okay that's it oh you're leaving now he's leaving he's a literally right here 0.96

01:03:25.800 what where are you going all right so yep goodbye matt give her the old spit and twist i don't know

01:03:32.000 the the context for that atma yeah that's a little bit more dialed in right but why is it so far it's

01:03:39.360 got to be so far away straighten your posture dude i can't like so this is this is what it's

01:03:44.400 like if i straighten my posture i have to be back here and um and i don't like that because i'm not 0.93

01:03:49.920 like if you look from the side i'm like leaning back like why the fuck do i have to be leaned back 0.52

01:03:58.020 so far away from things to fix my posture this is me sat upright i'm like you guys seeing this 0.50

01:04:07.520 i know this is great content but it's something that's been upsetting me i mean look at that

01:04:12.660 why do i have to be like you can't straighten your back without the back of the chair

01:04:17.180 like you can't oh that's it's it's just simply untenable okay for you know this is it this is

01:04:25.340 me with my back straight and this is just crazy i mean look at how far my back is from the chair 0.99

01:04:30.040 look at that gap that's insane we're gonna get new chairs these fucking chairs are crazy 0.95

01:04:35.720 everybody's commenting on my posture by everybody i mean panda and panda really cares about my my 0.97

01:04:40.380 health yeah just knock into that why why don't you and so i'm taking what she says very consider

01:04:44.240 you know very considerably considerably um yeah people have really yeah you should have

01:04:50.400 core strength all of our bad posture i have great core strength i do core every single day

01:04:56.160 well but i do you know what i do i get on the thing and i do the leg lifts you know the dip

01:05:03.280 bar with the handles oh you look great now dude are you listening to me out a little bit i had

01:05:08.480 to zoom out you know you zoomed out a little bit i know don't ask the question you know so the dip

01:05:13.000 bar where you do the leg lifts yeah but i do leg lifts right i straighten my legs and i always make

01:05:20.160 sure that when i do my my leg extensions my leg my feet go way above eye level that's incredible

01:05:25.820 man it is thank you it is incredible and and i do it uh for four sets of 20 which is pretty good

01:05:34.100 doing incredible i think that's pretty good so my core strength is very uh it's strong

01:05:38.880 we're gonna do uh workout gear you know what's good for core though is like the elliptical

01:05:46.900 without moving the hands though just put your hands up higher why would you do that because 0.89

01:05:52.220 it just stretches out just do the fucking elliptical with your hands in the air no like 0.90

01:05:56.480 you can hold the top of the you know like the screen yeah and now because you're stretched 0.96

01:06:00.840 out it's like when you're in the water you keep your arms like stretched out in your legs and

01:06:04.160 you're doing this kind of stuff like good life movements are good for your core it's good life

01:06:08.740 like stuff in a um i just thought of spongebob for some reason stop it nancy the movements in

01:06:16.260 a gym where you're like sitting down and crunching like this yeah okay that's cool but are you really

01:06:20.920 doing that in real life no like i said the so another one that i do is i have my chin-up bar

01:06:25.920 at home and i'll get on my chin-up bar i'll pull my body up so i'm at a with a neutral grip at a

01:06:32.280 90 degree angle with my elbows and then i'll do the same thing leg lifts but a past eye level

01:06:37.900 you're really incredible i know dude um that's what i'm saying yeah cho i just i'm looking for

01:06:43.480 you know positive feedback and and you know things like that okay where's the next story

01:06:48.140 do i get to read one it's in your email that you've not prepared at all yeah yeah i told you

01:06:52.480 it was in there i told you that three times you did not my pelvic floor is super uh super strong

01:06:57.540 i think probably wait the info at the standard email does your does your uh your pelvis has a

01:07:02.720 floor huh i don't know it's a straight bible email i don't even know how to get into how do you not

01:07:09.700 know how to get into the straight bible set all that up dude it's just like this is how i naturally

01:07:13.880 want to sit though guys where people look at me and they're like fix your posture i i do want to

01:07:17.600 sit like a monkey wait is it gmail um yeah oh raven what do you want i'm sorry i have access

01:07:28.120 to your go ahead i have access to your youtube account now was that supposed to happen um no

01:07:36.680 do not through the bad idea dude through the stream caster the stream extreme thing that you

01:07:42.580 got i don't know i don't think so how do you have access to i mean i don't care if you have access

01:07:49.800 to youtube that's fine do we can you imagine what you're gonna do like astral projecting

01:07:54.660 on youtube and stuff what what youtube my the raven's watch no no nephilim death oh yeah that's

01:08:00.860 I mean, I don't know what the hell, what you would do with it, but you have it.

01:08:05.680 This could be quite dangerous.

01:08:07.460 With much power comes much regrettability or whatever.

01:08:11.200 Inappropriate comments of other people's shows.

01:08:13.600 You can comment on anybody's show.

01:08:14.960 As long as you say rude and nasty things, I'm fine with that.

01:08:18.320 Because I do realize that's kind of the only thing that we say on YouTube. 1.00

01:08:22.420 People will complain and we'll tell them to go fuck themselves. 1.00

01:08:27.520 Which I don't think is good customer service, but it's worked out pretty well. 0.99

01:08:30.860 yeah i don't know if it's inappropriate i think it's very appropriate if you show up and you

01:08:34.100 complain about your free product okay is the one you want me to read from r3 yeah okay let's do

01:08:40.240 the spooky music you're not gonna you're not gonna dox him uh does he have a name to dox

01:08:44.480 i'm gonna read his whole thing so whatever it says in it i'm gonna probably dox all right he's

01:08:48.620 getting dox ready you guys ready do the spooky music hey what's up fellow what he said what is

01:08:56.900 that it's r3 i will actually be letting you know how i went under my first spiritual attack okay

01:09:02.760 and this led me to be disturbed constantly in my dreams and getting kidnapped by shadow people

01:09:08.220 i was doing high amounts of mushrooms leading into this last time and was getting abducted by them

01:09:14.640 for a couple of months straight almost daily can i just say if you're getting abducted for months

01:09:19.580 almost daily you should probably stop doing mushrooms right but like this makes sense

01:09:23.620 Because whenever I read these and they're not on mushrooms or not on meth, I'm like, this is crazy.

01:09:28.300 Now we're talking about crazy people.

01:09:28.980 Honestly, some of the craziest conversations we ever had were with a dude that was doing mushrooms and his experiences were very real still.

01:09:35.900 Like I was like, oh, dude, yeah, you're seeing something that's like.

01:09:38.540 Really there.

01:09:39.420 It's a Sumerian God.

01:09:41.120 And he's like, I didn't know that it was a Sumerian God until after I Googled the name that it gave me.

01:09:46.320 And I was like, oh, that's not good, dude.

01:09:49.580 Okay, mushrooms.

01:09:50.840 Yeah.

01:09:51.020 Every day, I'd do them at work, and I just got into MMA.

01:09:55.760 I was listening to Joe Rogan a lot, bassed.

01:09:58.620 Yeah, that's very similar to me.

01:10:00.220 Listening to Rogan, MMA, doing mushrooms.

01:10:03.200 It all started when I was working in a building.

01:10:07.520 Yeah, he was.

01:10:08.200 That was housing for homeless people, getting back on their feet.

01:10:11.800 I paint commercial and residential for a living, 0.99

01:10:14.560 and was working for a shit company right when all of this happened. 0.99

01:10:18.960 Okay. 0.99

01:10:19.740 I'm in San Diego, by the way.

01:10:21.580 And since fentanyl hit the streets, homelessness riddled the whole country.

01:10:26.420 The units we that we were hired to paint.

01:10:29.400 I'm just going to keep reading the way it's written.

01:10:31.040 The units we that we were hired to paint.

01:10:33.880 Everyone had killed themselves inside of them.

01:10:36.800 And we weren't to find out it was the case until we were actively painting them.

01:10:41.820 And the neighbors would ask us about if we knew about it. 0.97

01:10:44.360 Okay, that sucks. 0.96

01:10:45.440 That's messed up. 0.91

01:10:46.180 I don't feel like that's, you know, when you buy a house,

01:10:48.860 they have to tell you if somebody was murdered in it so he's saying in all these apartments

01:10:52.540 people killed themselves in them i'm just saying if you were not in all states

01:10:55.900 oh well it seems like such a particular thing nancy would know that not in all states do they

01:11:02.940 have to disclose the fact that someone was murdered i don't know about that she's probably 0.69

01:11:07.380 looking to figure out what what place she could murder in no she's looking to move into a house

01:11:12.540 somewhere that definitely has somebody been killed so she's hoping that somebody would disclose it

01:11:16.820 Yeah.

01:11:17.280 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:11:17.840 Okay.

01:11:18.800 Our bosses didn't give us a heads up at all,

01:11:21.200 so when we walked in, it smelled like death.

01:11:24.320 Sulfur, rotten eggs, roaches everywhere.

01:11:27.200 Roach eggs, glass, pookies.

01:11:29.640 Pookies?

01:11:31.200 What's pookies?

01:11:32.720 That sounds like the nicest thing on that list, dude.

01:11:36.500 Pookies? 0.99

01:11:37.200 Maybe he meant to say poopies.

01:11:39.340 Maybe he meant to say poopies. 0.80

01:11:41.640 It's crazy how just a K will change up the whole vibe of that word.

01:11:47.240 It smelled like poopies?

01:11:48.940 Jacks, glass, poopies, and other paraphernalia.

01:11:53.400 And growing up in Tijuana, back and forth to San Diego in Tijuana, 1.00

01:11:57.160 yes, I'm a dirty Mexican. 1.00

01:11:58.920 Let's go. 1.00

01:11:59.660 It's pretty common to come across the smell of death.

01:12:03.160 Okay.

01:12:03.660 It was very disturbing going in there, knowing what it smells like.

01:12:07.620 I felt I had no choice.

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01:14:28.180 I had just got back on my feet and had a family to take care of.

01:14:32.540 Yeah, dude, heavy.

01:14:33.580 We had to move plenty of stuff around and cleaned all the trash

01:14:37.040 in order to paint that was left from the tenants that offed themselves.

01:14:42.960 Jeez, man.

01:14:43.740 The final room that we had entered, the last suite to get painted eventually,

01:14:48.020 and it had all kinds of upside down crosses made from burnt candles spray paint all over it and

01:14:55.620 they were quite a bit of burnt offering all over the place this is right before i found out about

01:15:00.800 your guys podcast or even had a clue what this actually was that i was grabbing oh my goodness

01:15:06.860 bro that is crazy that's rough man you got a choice you kind of got to get in there and and

01:15:13.880 clean up poopies and and eggs uh roach eggs and glass and then on top of it yeah and he's like

01:15:20.740 but bro i gotta do it i gotta pay my bills yeah he's got a family torta at home who's who's waiting

01:15:26.200 for him to put bacon on the table and man taco state langwa let's go that's crazy though that

01:15:32.660 sucks i was fairly new in my walk with christ but didn't want to tie myself to the show that my mom

01:15:38.900 would attend and was looking. Is that what he said? Hold on a second. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. The

01:15:44.620 show. Yeah. Yeah. That my mom would attend and was looking my into the Bible actively. Okay.

01:15:51.960 You got to give people some grace a little bit and try to fill in the words for them looking

01:15:56.420 just, you can just don't have to say my, okay. You know, you can, you can be nice. Okay. That's

01:16:01.040 fair. I was fairly new. Let's try it again. I was fairly new on my walk with Christ, but didn't want

01:16:05.720 to tie myself to the show that my mom would attend and was looking into the bible actively

01:16:10.720 no that was it was very nice yeah a couple of days later me and my homie jimmy were working

01:16:16.340 together after finishing that hotel and had both crashed and totaled both of our cars within a day

01:16:22.200 apart okay that's crazy that's crazy oh r3 says dog i text to speech it yeah yeah man cut up some

01:16:29.600 same shout out to r3 um yeah you both total your cars within a day of each other wait wait wait

01:16:37.300 like you know what he's this paint job he's basically saying like he's alluding to there's 0.51

01:16:41.060 a curse on him curse dog a couple of days later me and my homie jimmy were working together

01:16:45.520 after finishing that hotel and had both crashed and totaled both of our cars within a day apart

01:16:50.780 that's pretty crazy i mean come on he got the rather worse outcome of the two of us physically

01:16:56.560 Both his feet were broken and one of his knees broke along with his hands 0.98

01:17:00.580 Damn 0.92

01:17:00.940 I got the financial burden rather 0.99

01:17:03.780 Work started to slow up for us little by little

01:17:06.460 I had savings aside to get my contractor's license in Cali

01:17:10.620 And threw the last of my bread into that to get out of my depressing job

01:17:14.880 Dude, this guy's going hard if he's getting a contractor's license in California

01:17:18.780 Yeah, yeah, yeah 1.00

01:17:19.800 It paid good but was filled with busybodies and nothing but other Mexicans 1.00

01:17:25.680 that talked about lust gluttony usury and just ultimately fathoming mammon yeah that's uh 1.00

01:17:33.920 welcome to the construction site right man it's like aiden it's like my son's out there doing

01:17:39.380 stuff i try to talk to him every day bro like what's going on out there i'm like don't fall

01:17:43.480 into all the stuff that's hard construction site that's hard because everybody on construction

01:17:47.080 sites is doing coke or i mean i've never seen more coke usage than on a construction site you'll

01:17:53.160 see a lot of opioids because people are they have a lot of injuries you know working on construction

01:17:57.520 sites a lot of back problems leg problems knee problems not only that even if you never had a

01:18:01.880 back problem or knee problem you don't get so much more work done on pain pills oh yeah you just feel

01:18:06.800 no aches and pains i know we got we got we definitely have construction people in the chat

01:18:10.540 though guys seriously coke right like on a construction site is insane never never knows

01:18:16.000 what's up or meth okay yeah brenna kamehameha says or meth all right i mean it's all kind of stuff but

01:18:22.160 not only that just smoking like all kinds of stuff yeah oh yeah weed is like the the norm but

01:18:27.300 um there we go big goy daddy says uh i sold cocaine and weed on construction sites homie 0.67

01:18:33.120 got cursed shout out to clint oh that's not nice clint's dirty panties uh my site had more weed 0.69

01:18:38.920 oh yeah it might be drywall dust that's true that's true okay i hated it especially since 0.86

01:18:46.100 i was changing my life for my kid at the time i am far from perfect and have been a piece of 0.98

01:18:51.360 shit myself most of my life i had just had my first daughter at the time and proposed to my 0.97

01:18:57.820 wife that's how it went for me and jess too was we had bella then we got pregnant with aiden and 0.96

01:19:02.820 then we got married okay me and the homie ended up losing our cars and i ended up in debt from 0.77

01:19:08.520 being retarded and not having insurance on a finance truck let's go how do you have not have 0.84

01:19:14.320 insurance that's i'm i should do that yeah well i mean i don't think you you can have not insurance 0.87

01:19:19.880 But then if you drive it around and you get pulled over, you're in trouble.

01:19:22.880 You're in trouble.

01:19:23.480 I grew up in the streets most of my life.

01:19:25.640 My father and brother in and out of the system along with myself. 0.99

01:19:29.720 I had grew out of the street shit mindset. 0.99

01:19:33.200 Like you said, scree. 0.99

01:19:34.760 And had started to lean towards Christ prior to all this occurring.

01:19:38.080 I like this guy.

01:19:39.240 Yeah, he crushes.

01:19:40.200 With the free time I had on my hands, I delved deep into TFH.

01:19:44.580 Oh, tinfoil hat.

01:19:45.440 All right.

01:19:45.720 And with microdose mushrooms and Xanax to cool down the high.

01:19:49.880 I struggled with pill addictions, like the Matt.

01:19:53.260 That's right.

01:19:54.220 And did all kinds of drugs and was steering away from them after my daughter was born, but would have binge phases.

01:20:01.340 Yeah.

01:20:02.280 By the way, thank you for using five T's in Matt's name.

01:20:06.800 Respect.

01:20:07.400 Yeah.

01:20:08.220 I would have nightmares every night for about three months straight of my getting kidnapped by shadow figures.

01:20:14.120 Jeez, man.

01:20:14.720 I don't think I ever had those, but I went through phases of just all out. 1.00

01:20:18.460 Now, I don't know if he means like shadow people or like black people. 1.00

01:20:24.920 No, he's talking about like shadow people, bro. 0.53

01:20:28.180 I'm not sure. 1.00

01:20:30.340 Well, all right.

01:20:30.840 Well, let's find out.

01:20:32.220 They would torment me and say I was wrong for standing with Christ and wanting to better myself.

01:20:36.820 Wow. 1.00

01:20:37.160 Yeah, that's shadow people. 0.96

01:20:38.260 Okay, yeah. 1.00

01:20:38.800 Black people typically love Jesus.

01:20:40.320 It would be in a sleep paralysis and they would take me from my bed in the night and we'd teleport to what seemed like a spaceship. 0.87

01:20:47.220 with the stereotypical oval table you're saying that's an abduction well it's it's that begs the

01:20:53.660 question if he's tormented from like either being on the drugs or coming off the drugs

01:20:58.180 so it's not that i'm saying it's an abduction i don't think most of the time you're actually 0.98

01:21:05.040 abducted but but it's just a uh keen insight into the phenomenon being like the same shit 0.92

01:21:11.120 because it's shadow people and it's there and they're telling him he's wrong for standing with 0.57

01:21:15.420 christ and then they're abducting them alien style like the overlap between the alien phenomenon

01:21:20.820 and the spooky demonic phenomenon is so uh so unbelievably nearly one-to-one and so um 0.71

01:21:30.580 yeah you know but of course if you're alvarino they're not connected what the fuck ever

01:21:35.300 okay we're back uh teleport to seem what seemed like a spaceship with the stereotypical oval 0.97

01:21:43.320 table i would also have dreams of my getting killed doing street shit and would see myself

01:21:48.880 in third person i remember stuff like that too i personally feel like god was directing me to get 0.74

01:21:55.400 away from living the two lifestyles and buckle up and be a man and father for my kids amen bro

01:22:02.020 based one day as these shadow figures were cutting me up cartel style with my feet first i told them 0.99

01:22:09.120 I don't give a fuck if you keep killing me. 1.00

01:22:11.520 I still believe in Christ and I'm willing to die for this shit and all my sins. 1.00

01:22:16.180 I like this guy. 1.00

01:22:17.440 This guy's crushing.

01:22:19.000 I was okay with the fact that I wasn't perfect.

01:22:21.200 And if I die trying and don't make it to the heavens, it's all good.

01:22:25.480 I'm willing to attempt to salvage myself.

01:22:27.880 After that day, it all ceased.

01:22:29.820 But I was faced with more financial challenges.

01:22:31.920 But ultimately, I hadn't had a dream like that since.

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01:24:56.660 from the Donald Trump episode.

01:24:58.500 oh yeah man that was a crazy episode not very popular listening to you made me feel like i

01:25:04.300 wasn't an outcast a lot of people say that man a lot of crazy people are like i feel kind of

01:25:08.800 normal now you know dude that's why i'll be in the comments and people will be saying like you

01:25:13.700 guys said a lot of swear and i just go this isn't for you yeah move on i don't have i don't i don't 0.79

01:25:20.080 need to talk to you you're good stop saying yesterday got all offended with some lady that

01:25:24.260 was nasty out here might have been yeah yeah you see that you weren't around i saw that i wasn't

01:25:28.580 here for it no no but like yeah man if you're gonna come up at like i don't think top gets

01:25:32.200 offended by those people i'm like dude just keep moving yeah the people are gonna be nasty well he

01:25:36.660 was kind of being a little bit funny about that one but he was saying she was so rude what are

01:25:40.020 you doing here like what it's like yeah she was just like why is it dark in the back like

01:25:44.300 they think everything revolves but yeah i don't care about like every time we get somebody from 0.99

01:25:51.160 this retarded community and i mean that like in the sense of like retarded and lost and whatever 0.98

01:25:56.500 drug addled this and that um and they say yo you helped me climb up out of the muck and and orient 0.98

01:26:03.820 me towards christ i'm like beautiful yeah and i turn to the other people go this isn't for you

01:26:08.720 yeah sorry about the cuss words doesn't matter doesn't matter go find somebody else go find

01:26:12.360 joel olstein by the way guys uh if you go on joel olstein shout out joelstein if you go on patreon

01:26:17.300 on there's a post um uh that i made and it's about one of the homies his name is blue and blue

01:26:23.400 is an active member of the nds bible study in the nds community and he's been around for a long time

01:26:29.640 because i know his handle panda's base and i this is important okay can you nothing and uh and i

01:26:35.300 and i would see his handle for a long time so he's been a long time supporter of the show

01:26:38.420 and basically what happened is um he got active in the nds bible study around the same time that

01:26:45.800 had like a court ordered rehab visit and he struggled with it at first, but eventually he

01:26:50.780 came to this idea that like, this is what the Lord wants for me. He's telling me to get my life,

01:26:54.360 you know, back on, on the rails. And so he had this total change in his outlook about it. And

01:26:59.180 then, and he, he went towards it very willingly with this intention to clean up his life for his

01:27:02.960 wife and his son. And, um, and he's been really helpful to other people who are in this community

01:27:08.760 who are struggling with addiction. And so, you know, he did this, but now he doesn't know exactly

01:27:14.760 how he's going to support his his wife and his kids he's gonna be gone for three months i posted

01:27:20.620 a bunch of stuff if anybody feels compelled to to reach out to his wife uh tiffany and to support

01:27:26.880 her in any way she's got links for like cash app and stuff like that um it would be huge and i know

01:27:31.680 a lot of people have already done that so that's huge but when he comes back he's actually going

01:27:35.660 to be leading uh an addiction support group in the discord why is he going away for three months

01:27:41.240 well because he had like a court ordered um rehab thing oh so he's been off the stuff he's been

01:27:46.820 clean well and he's i don't i don't exactly know all of his story the community knows him better

01:27:51.240 than i do because there's like a big thriving community on discord who know each other and um

01:27:56.460 so a lot of people answered that patreon post with basically saying like i know blue this guy's great

01:28:01.720 we spend a lot of time talking and there is a place in the discord for people who are in recovery

01:28:07.040 uh from addiction and he's been uh really vocal in that place and he's been a kind of a shoulder

01:28:12.160 to lean on and somebody to counsel some of the other people in the community who have been

01:28:16.500 struggling with recovery and addiction so when he comes out he's actually going to be heading

01:28:20.440 that community as like the guy who kind of steers the ship and um so yeah i just wanted to put that

01:28:26.460 out there if anybody can find that patreon post it was only from like last week if you're looking

01:28:30.980 to support somebody um somebody said yeah he got me sober yeah dude he i'm telling you like this

01:28:36.480 dude is a real one and his outlook uh you know before he left was uh this is what god this is

01:28:43.860 god's plan for me is to go and get cleaned up and and to do this now his wife is is taking over his

01:28:49.500 discord um handle and uh it's just really cool because this community continues to create things

01:28:56.820 things come out of it that are very surprising to me this is one of those things and i know a lot of

01:29:01.740 you saw that post a lot of you have been supporting his wife tiffany um so you know if this is your

01:29:06.960 first time hearing it maybe go back on the patreon look for that post and go check out um blue and

01:29:11.960 his and his wife's links for for donation because she could really use it's gonna be a rough three

01:29:15.960 months but i look forward to him coming back and doing something very meaningful and being able to

01:29:20.800 counsel people in the community who are struggling with addiction um so yeah shout out to blue and

01:29:25.580 shout out to his wife tiffany and uh because the only people that get through it can really help

01:29:29.020 other people do the whole thing of like somebody helping you but they're not a junkie it just it

01:29:34.560 doesn't work yeah yeah yeah okay cool like i mean look a lot of people is that inspired me to give

01:29:39.240 up a lot of people know who he is so this this this community is like it's alive and it's thriving 0.67

01:29:46.100 and they're they're all oriented around christ and they're doing shit well i'm not even looking 0.59

01:29:51.500 i don't know what's going on z man there's way better stuff for sleep than alcohol bro oh yeah 0.70

01:29:56.940 way better apigenin with like glycine like glycine is just an amino acid you do like

01:30:02.240 whatever magnesium is good for that too yeah magnesium if you take magnesium glycine and

01:30:06.800 apigenin at bedtime like bro you're gonna be out yeah yeah i actually don't like drinking before i

01:30:11.340 go to sleep because what happens is i fall asleep quick and i wake up like a hundred times you add

01:30:15.540 a little ashwagandha to that and you're out dude take the ashwagandha like a half hour 45 minutes

01:30:20.380 before so like when you're reading you're just in the chill zone and you gotta read before oh yeah

01:30:24.580 reading helps a lot and then boom you just close it you sleep hard dude all right all right so i

01:30:29.960 just wanted to say that guys go back and check out that uh patreon i'm glad to hear blue and his wife

01:30:33.540 have a beautiful marriage because leaving for three months to be rough so hard yes for three

01:30:38.080 months that'd be a nightmare that literally be like a nightmare oh yeah yeah yeah makes me sad

01:30:41.860 thinking about it i don't want to think about it okay um so let's pick this up it says less than

01:30:46.440 listening to you made me feel like i wasn't an outcast that's where we left out that's what

01:30:50.720 inspired that whole thing um i was in christ christ is all capital listening to you made me

01:30:57.940 feel like i wasn't an outcast actually we're all outcast amen i was in the christ closet and y'all

01:31:04.640 helped me come out hey i initially got interested from listening to the book of revelation on the

01:31:10.400 bible app okay shout out to ed dude i remember uh oh oh wait wait i don't know if he meant yeah

01:31:15.940 yeah never mind i thought he meant the revelation series we did with ed but there was a guy i used

01:31:19.100 to work with who was talking to me about the book of revelation on 680 one time like uh heading to

01:31:23.420 san jose uh the sanol grade which is the worst traffic anywhere in the universe like anywhere

01:31:28.660 in the known universe the sanol grade is the worst and i remember just being like locked in

01:31:33.020 he was talking about like the book of revelation like a long time ago i was like a teenager that's

01:31:37.460 cool i initially got interested from listening to the book of revelation on the bible app and 0.95

01:31:41.900 was similarly looking into new age gay manifestation shit prior to getting with my 0.94

01:31:46.580 wife and all this stuff yeah yeah yeah yeah from that day i've been in the bible and had started 0.98

01:31:54.000 to really take my walk more serious amen i had stopped doing pills and mushrooms after that day

01:32:00.300 as well i am also giving up the weed after using it since i was eight years old wow that's huge

01:32:06.180 this goes hard yeah like why would you like i don't know to know to have any part like in a

01:32:12.100 story like this is like hell yeah get that and just like going to church yeah you just can't

01:32:17.400 dude like the church like these people don't want to just go to the church the church doesn't want

01:32:21.440 to go to these people and by the way this guy is using all kinds of like you know cuss words in

01:32:26.240 the and i'm like who cares i'm very offended right right but but who cares at all look at 0.88

01:32:31.820 this testimony dude right you think i give a shit right you think jesus wasn't the people he was 0.99

01:32:36.400 hanging out with weren't saying cuss words like look at the people he's hanging out with hookers 0.99

01:32:40.140 dude man sinners like the like the craziest people and we're like oh those pharisees were 1.00

01:32:46.520 assholes because they said that about these people it's like no no that's like the religious people 0.99

01:32:52.540 today do the same thing it's the same thing it just it does make me mad for you like if a church 0.99

01:32:57.800 person today went in a time machine and saw that oh yeah they would think the pharisees was the

01:33:01.660 good guy yeah yeah and it makes me mad because these people in the comments who go like you said

01:33:06.180 you really need to stop with the language like hey really do are you missing this you're missing

01:33:10.620 this like you're missing this guy's testimony exactly because you're worried about a couple

01:33:16.180 of swear words this dude was smoking weed at eight years old and now he's wrapping it up and saying

01:33:21.640 he's in tijuana mexico and california cleaning up where people killed themselves and you're missing

01:33:28.400 this yeah you're missing this because oh no the words yeah oh my yeah it's so unbelievably dense

01:33:34.940 but please go on i'm sure it was the substance invoking

01:33:38.580 that but until i prayed upon casting out the inequalities of my family and people and things

01:33:46.540 i think you meant uh iniquities yeah i'm hold on i'm lost yeah can we i'm sure it was the

01:33:51.880 substance invoking that but until i prayed upon casting out the iniquities of my family and people

01:33:59.960 and things they involved themselves with just to secure myself in my walk and my family.

01:34:05.860 My great-great-grandma was a supposed good town witch.

01:34:09.760 Yo, so many people have that story.

01:34:11.780 What do you mean?

01:34:12.300 Spanish people.

01:34:13.720 I think my wife has something also very similar.

01:34:16.500 Like a great-great-grandma that was a good town witch?

01:34:19.020 That was a good town witch.

01:34:19.760 What does that mean? 0.55

01:34:20.380 You're still a witch?

01:34:20.680 It's like you live in this village and the village people come to you to, you know, get 0.66

01:34:26.160 blessings from you or put curses on this and that.

01:34:29.260 you're perceived as a good witch yeah but there's no such thing as a good witch uh in my estimate

01:34:34.020 yeah he has it in quotes my great great grandma was supposed to be a good town witch in jalisco

01:34:38.500 jalisco and her husband used to rob trains in the earlier 1900s he was killed in a town

01:34:45.960 i feel like they cursed generations of my family from that possibly and since then all the men in

01:34:53.040 my family have been riddled with dying from gun violence or spending the majority of their lives

01:34:57.460 in prison yeah man that's crazy hard yeah it could also be that i'm just mexican that's also

01:35:04.020 fair i'm glad that you've you've explored that potentiality that's a huge man this guy is

01:35:08.760 definitely like honest as hell yeah and very self-analytical and that's huge dude it could

01:35:15.420 also be that i'm just mexican but felt like the men that did end up all right all follow christ 0.88

01:35:20.920 i'm now 27 years old this guy's bro you're 27 i thought this guy was like fucking 40 yeah you're 0.80

01:35:27.280 doing good, bro. This guy's crushing. You're on the 0.98

01:35:29.240 path, R3. Let's go. I'm now 1.00

01:35:30.940 27 years old. I converted my wife 0.87

01:35:33.260 from growing up Catholic to

01:35:35.100 just be straight Bible. Hell yeah, 0.51

01:35:37.420 man. All caps. Let's go.

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01:37:51.820 speaker because if you're going to talk to yourself for an hour you might as well publish it 0.97

01:37:57.240 and to kick that funny shit we have two daughters one being three and the other just turned one 0.99

01:38:03.440 dude that's a good life if you got if you're 27 it's a beautiful wife yeah you got a daughter 0.99

01:38:08.380 that's three one that's one like that's a good little life beautiful life yeah you just chill

01:38:12.380 on the weekends and watch like cartoon movies or football and you love the lord cook you read

01:38:17.300 the bible to your kids like everything's good man uh we have two daughters one being three and the

01:38:23.720 other just turned one we pray multiple times a day and getting the word together and this guy

01:38:28.540 is crushing we started with little kids bible stories with the pictures from my three-year-old

01:38:33.440 and read every night before bed her favorite story is david and jonah yo this dude crushes hard yeah

01:38:40.400 yeah that's the thing though kids you get this in their spirit when they're little dude it's

01:38:44.740 it changes their whole life, man.

01:38:46.600 I feel spiritually rich from this.

01:38:48.660 Amen, dude.

01:38:50.300 I used to have that heavy doom feeling a lot.

01:38:52.900 Same.

01:38:53.820 My life had changed drastically

01:38:55.480 since I got into the word in MMA.

01:38:58.280 Based.

01:38:59.020 Based.

01:38:59.880 And I wouldn't trade it for anything.

01:39:01.680 I personally feel like it was the enemy

01:39:04.120 or the father sending this.

01:39:06.220 Whatever it was, 1.00

01:39:06.960 I got my shit together and fuck them. 1.00

01:39:08.760 I'm about Jesus. 1.00

01:39:10.120 I have plenty more stories 0.99

01:39:12.020 of my dating some witches

01:39:14.220 and crazy girls trying to do love spells against me yeah very very prevalent in the spanish 0.77

01:39:20.200 communities wild man yeah like i said my dad's on that panty sauce i will make some more time

01:39:27.180 eventually to get those to you i'm currently looking where me and my wife can get baptized

01:39:32.780 but we don't get down with the shows out here maybe the mat can help direct me stay crushing 0.53

01:39:38.840 homies are three respectable amount of t's that might be like nine t's that he put in there um

01:39:45.340 r3 dude what i am not writing stories and i have auto correct so excuse the no paragraphs and story

01:39:52.220 being convoluted i'm typing this on my lunch break dude this goes hard this guy's awesome i like this 0.79

01:39:57.120 guy this is so this story is um almost like the definitional dangerous retard okay idaho hermit 0.86

01:40:05.040 send it dude stop playing games we're a family send it uh this is this is awesome yeah i mean 0.88

01:40:10.660 this as far as uh he said i feel spiritually rich from this but imagine a guy like this with this

01:40:15.280 background like say the great great grandma's a witch the great great grandpa's like robin trains

01:40:20.300 is the dangerous you got all kinds of like prison and you're in your heritage like like all the

01:40:25.260 males in your your bloodline are prison people and guns and like crazy stuff and people and then you

01:40:30.140 go serious about the kingdom of god like that's who we need in the kingdom of god we don't need 1.00

01:40:34.380 any more soft ass like feminine dude yeah sam triply calls them spiritual gangsters yeah amen 0.98

01:40:40.060 yeah this is um such a cool story and i would agree 100 r3 you are spiritually rich my my uncle 0.99

01:40:47.620 used to say that to me um because he was a guy that had like a lot of uh materialistic possessions

01:40:52.620 and he saw what i had in my my wife and my son and he would say that i i was a richer man than he was

01:40:59.940 um so i i get where you're coming from on that and i mean that that's huge to be raising your

01:41:05.600 kids with the uh yeah there you go with the yeah three-year-old and a one-year-old with the picture

01:41:11.540 bible hell yeah dude we're going into fall right now like there's football on on sundays and like

01:41:16.360 you just work life is good home you don't need anything toil maxing right you got a bible you

01:41:21.140 got a gym membership you got a job you got a family like that you're good man you're good

01:41:25.920 what an awesome you go hiking on the weekends in california there's mountains to hike in and

01:41:30.980 trails and stuff maybe you go to the beach depending how far you are from the beach you

01:41:34.540 just chill like you don't need anything else you could drive a crappy car as long as it gets you

01:41:39.300 from a to b like nobody cares that's a good little life dude i love it i love it i really feel like

01:41:44.760 a great story bible a family a job and a gym membership oh that's it yeah i'm good yeah yeah

01:41:51.720 that's it well he's going to mma that's huge too big fan of uh of the life you've uh you've

01:41:58.120 cultivated ever since the the old shitty one very cool r3 very cool thank you for this story i i

01:42:05.080 i do i look at guys like this or or you know uh chicks when they write in and it's a similar

01:42:09.880 situation like uh kate anti-species this is one of them that comes to mind where it's like these

01:42:15.480 people are uh what these people well you know the blacks no what i think of when i think uh 0.93

01:42:22.160 dangerous retard like who am i talking to you know if i have to like imagine inmates the audience 0.96

01:42:27.340 inmates to an extent but i mean uh all of the different aspects of this story and aspects of 0.92

01:42:35.980 this dude's life are aspects that consistently come on when i think about well what is a listener

01:42:41.880 of this show like is anybody in the chat older than me i don't think i like this dude people

01:42:45.680 are like 40 35 no they're very young we have a young yeah you're like where's the old is there

01:42:50.720 no people in the chat no you're older than me you're old you're very old yeah yeah yeah you're

01:42:56.660 counseling the younglings right now are you so far dude because and then my posture is such a 0.99

01:43:02.420 nightmare dude these chairs are a nightmare fuck this camera i don't understand what the hell is 0.98

01:43:07.060 going on here um yeah uh kate does i'm pretty sure kate follows whoa go back to laney's statement 0.99

01:43:14.680 right there i can do that uh 46 g by he's old as shit uh i think kate follows me on ig with my real

01:43:21.700 name on the account thanks to matt i have never i love how the chat thinks that i share people's 0.79

01:43:27.220 secrets you do i never ever shared sancho's secret ever and i never ever have said what

01:43:32.840 laney's real name is to anyone uh you know maybe maybe to maybe to jess i don't even think to jess

01:43:39.460 dude i don't think i've ever repeated what his real name is all right oh look yeah victoria is

01:43:43.580 uh 56 yes mamu is 63 there you go yeah let's go we got we got these old ladies in here all right

01:43:51.160 so uh i can't believe laney thinks i would do it like that well i gotta you know yeah i think you

01:43:54.880 might see sparrow knows um we got one more story here and this one's kind of lengthy so let's try

01:44:00.600 to get through this without uh what everybody's not old panda there's like a couple old people

01:44:06.140 like that's it it's like i didn't realize how old everybody was we knew that panda was young

01:44:10.360 because she uses a lot of um she's 35 well no no young in the sense of my age because we come from

01:44:17.320 a generation before there was emojis but we were on the internet so we use text-based emojis

01:44:22.760 and that's what she does constantly yeah that is what those are text-based emojis um so yeah 0.99

01:44:29.160 goddamn a lot of old ass niggas in the chat okay um this one is for from dave's not here 0.98

01:44:35.820 another one yeah we're gonna get into it and i'm gonna i'm gonna get cracking i don't wanna 0.99

01:44:39.620 uh my name isn't actually dave it's just a not so subtle homage to the cheech and chong skit that 0.85

01:44:46.280 was up in smoke um that and an actual sub 75 iq retarded guy named dave that would yell dave's 0.93

01:44:55.460 not here man to when he would uh come over and get high oh he would sit outside yelling god damn 0.94

01:45:02.680 it guys it's dave he would always fall for it it was just part of the hazing rituals we enjoyed as 0.97

01:45:08.160 men okay uh my testimony is as eight up as any dangerous retards and i figured i would be 0.89

01:45:16.260 retarded and share let's go that's i mean that's the spirit of today's episode for sure 0.98

01:45:20.000 a lot of the same as others some not as much i probably won't be able to catch this shit live 1.00

01:45:25.840 due to work but fuck it not like but fuck it but yeah but work but fuck it um i was born on my dad's 0.99

01:45:33.640 birthday in a flyover state at the tail end of gen x uh to two parents who should not have been 1.00

01:45:40.140 parents mom and uh mom had a decent upbringing but dad had undergone some severe uh physical

01:45:47.980 abuse from his mother and was a broken man grandma had gone overboard to the point she was

01:45:53.260 placed okay but i don't know if this guy's my generation but that's like common we said tail

01:45:57.440 end of gen x so you know uh definitely younger than you yeah yeah but i think like our parents

01:46:04.500 were from a generation that had like what we would call now like trauma just the way that

01:46:09.400 their parents treated them i don't even know i mean i don't know either it's very weird who's

01:46:14.640 not is what i'm getting at like what generation was yeah what generation didn't have trauma

01:46:18.940 right sure the further back you go the crazier right and hellish things kind of were right

01:46:24.240 you know before everybody was worried about traumatic than my parents for sure isn't it 0.63

01:46:29.120 funny though because this generation millennials gen z are crying about victimhood and trauma more

01:46:34.760 so than any previous generation they love the victimhood thing but are probably markedly um

01:46:41.180 less traumatized but so it goes to say something if you're if you're not raised in a hard way it

01:46:46.420 won't make you a hard person make you a soft person so soft that you'll complain about your

01:46:51.420 dinner and you're like i'm the victim yeah yeah yeah i think that's a good observation yeah um

01:46:57.060 grandma had gone overboard to the point where she was placed in a mental institution okay so that's

01:47:01.340 kind of egregious uh for a time due to the beatings and torture she put on him and just

01:47:07.360 being nuts okay so it was a degree more so than your average uh trauma your body is always giving

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01:49:32.020 dad unfortunately continued that pattern of abuse in his adulthood uh minus the nuthouse stay 0.99

01:49:39.200 and about the only thing i got from the man was the ability to take and deliver an ass whooping 0.99

01:49:44.720 and say nigger in every sentence according to him all sports music and non-western cowboy television 0.99

01:49:50.560 were nigger ball nigger music and nigger kikes uh i wouldn't even call him racist he 0.99

01:49:56.800 what well hold on i wouldn't even call him racist as he got along with any man 0.99

01:50:03.300 he just loved the word ah he's a man after my own heart um he is now gone and while it sucks what

01:50:11.560 he did to his family jesus gives us all the strength to forgive what was done to him was

01:50:17.200 probably magnitudes worse than what he inflicted as well that's a really great outlook you know

01:50:23.580 what i mean like as far as he was really bad but he was not as bad as what was before him and also

01:50:29.180 jesus gives you the strength to forgive him so like yeah he's treating his dad with a lot of

01:50:34.580 reverence here i think we all try to be as good as we can and it's a little bit better than

01:50:40.440 hopefully our dad hopefully hopefully uh grandma grandma was apparently a real piece of work in 0.99

01:50:46.200 addition to focusing her rage on primarily my dad half of her kids were from someone other than her 0.99

01:50:52.360 husband uh which was not discovered until after grandpa passed uh my grandma still uses the word

01:50:58.660 colored i like that i used to uh my grandma still used to colored okay yeah i used to get the word

01:51:04.580 um so half her kids were from somebody else and that wasn't discovered until after grandpa passed 0.72

01:51:12.060 she fucked me up after grandpa passed and then it was really like hey just start putting 0.94

01:51:17.920 By the way, at least half of you guys, that was not your grandpa. 0.99

01:51:22.400 I'm not sure which one.

01:51:24.100 That's a crazy thought. 0.98

01:51:26.400 She fucked me up as an 18 month old, too, but not something I recall. 0.97

01:51:30.320 Just heard secondhand from an aunt who can confirm based on feeling where my jaw healed a little funky, though cosmetically OK. 1.00

01:51:37.700 Damn, so grandma broke your jaw. 1.00

01:51:39.400 That's crazy. 1.00

01:51:40.820 Grandma pretended to be long to some Methodist churchgoers shit, but her real jam was the occult. 1.00

01:51:46.440 There it is. 0.99

01:51:47.260 there it is her family had brought some wonky beliefs back from the old world with them 0.73

01:51:53.340 astrology witchcraft divination and other assorted crap the family i still talk to

01:51:59.380 doesn't go into detail about it but instead uh brags about her being on tv in the 50s or 60s

01:52:06.460 from some local crap talking about astrology charts etc all right yeah that's funny because

01:52:11.360 if you were on tv back in the day that is something that will still be talked about 0.95

01:52:14.760 every once in a while i'll be hanging out my family ask the chat real quick go ahead people

01:52:18.000 that got hit you know be distracted two by fours and garden hoses yeah stuff like this

01:52:22.440 do you guys spank your kids i don't know i'm just like curious about this because i got hit with

01:52:26.880 two by fours and stuff like that too yeah and i always was like i'm never gonna spank my kids

01:52:31.380 dude i have i've never like myself put my son over my leg into that but i've given him like a 0.97

01:52:36.340 whack in the ass like but he's like standing up or i've grabbed him by the arm real hard like 0.93

01:52:42.600 yeah i just i don't know i i recognized even as a child that my dad was hitting me because he was 0.99

01:52:48.840 mad because he was upset and even as a kid i was like yeah i don't i don't it's so weird man as a

01:52:54.920 kid i was like i don't mind being like spanked for when i'm bad but like this is just like he's

01:52:59.100 upset yeah that's great yeah yeah i was like when i grow up i don't trust myself like to spank 0.92

01:53:04.940 because then if i'm in a rage or i'm angry you might just be fucking yeah i'm just gonna like 0.55

01:53:09.720 do that because i'm in a bed so i want that option to not be on the table so i'm just curious if other 0.78

01:53:15.220 people thought that too like yes angrily they do yes yeah yeah yeah yeah do that and i also felt

01:53:22.300 like this is a good way to talk to an animal but this is not like a good way to talk to a human

01:53:28.120 like i don't i also i just felt like you're treating me like i'm an animal man like some of

01:53:32.400 these times like just just talk to me i think um if i have done it it was specifically in the context

01:53:38.420 of him hurting the animals hurting the cats and uh and that was that was something that i really

01:53:45.420 didn't like when he was little and i caught him like doing it in a kind of like a malicious little

01:53:51.220 way you know what i mean and he was just little but he was like he could overpower the kitten 0.98

01:53:55.380 kind of a deal and so uh and so i did i smacked him on the ass and um and then other than that 0.98

01:54:01.920 i think i grabbed him like by the arm to be like yo what in the hell is going on here he's doing 0.98

01:54:06.480 something goofy yeah i think i'll do that too like grab an arm yeah and the only time i really

01:54:11.300 the most like flash on aiden is if he was nasty to his mom yeah yeah so not the only time i think i

01:54:18.800 did try to spank him when he was uh like he was nasty to his mom and it was like years ago but i 0.99

01:54:27.880 noticed pretty quickly that the amount of force i would have to like hit him on the ass with for him 0.97

01:54:34.060 to even register was like more forced than i was willing to dish out i can see that yeah and it was 0.97

01:54:39.640 also i don't know jack was like this but aiden was terrified whenever i would like approach him

01:54:43.920 oh yeah yeah jack was because it was weird jess would always laugh she's like you would think

01:54:47.620 that like you beat the shit out of these kids like they like he's terrified when you approach 0.72

01:54:53.000 him and you've never hit him yeah you've never spanked him you never but i remember that i 0.99

01:54:56.760 remember like smacking him on the ass for something and just immediately being like 0.98

01:55:00.880 this kid's dense yeah and for me to make this matter i gotta like really like i just i to tell 0.99

01:55:07.740 you the truth right now i don't think i could generate enough power to smack my 11 year old 1.00

01:55:12.980 on the ass that it would matter to him yeah i think he'd be like what the fuck are you doing 1.00

01:55:17.680 like i don't know i don't know how how it would have to be like bare skin for it to really matter 1.00

01:55:23.180 like if it's through pants and i've never been a you know uh pull your pants down and get spanked 0.96

01:55:28.080 on the ass dad that's that's yeah people do that though that's like that's how we got like i don't 0.99

01:55:32.660 know that's what i'm saying that's how we that's what i'm saying i felt like an animal yeah you 0.99

01:55:35.880 treat me like i'm an animal yeah yeah wooden spoon i got hit with a wooden spoon like once or

01:55:40.320 grandma hit me with a utensil wow did you see my arm when i did that hold on wait hey camera three

01:55:44.880 real quick boom real quick can you cut to camera three nancy can you camera three please she doesn't

01:55:49.540 know how to do any of the stuff nancy go to camera three she's there we go wow that was jacked dude

01:55:56.000 that's why i read the gym even with that i don't think i could hit him uh with enough force that

01:56:00.140 it would matter okay so uh grandma was on tv in the 60s or 70s she's talking about astrology

01:56:05.120 uh through it all why didn't grandpa step in except once i don't know i guess he was just

01:56:13.580 an absent cuck okay um i just want to see nobody's talking to even about my muscle i

01:56:19.300 no they were they were they did they said they did they say uh that the muscle they're talking

01:56:24.080 about spankings and i think sparrow said her last spanking was so bad she remembered it you want to

01:56:28.500 know what's the worst thing of spankings okay go tell me the worst thing 100 to this day the worst

01:56:35.600 thing was hearing my brother scream when he was getting oh that's way way worse than any spanking

01:56:41.140 i ever got i just remember thanks sparrow uh just being like you know my i'm very imaginative in my

01:56:47.520 mind oh yeah he's getting delayed yeah i was like i don't know what's happening in there yeah i just

01:56:51.660 don't want it to happen i hated that feeling does matt know about tummy slaps

01:56:55.200 so um i don't like this my son oh great you know you're supposed to teach him stuff right

01:57:03.760 tummy slaps and uh i didn't want to when i was younger i saw like my dad's dong when i was like

01:57:13.580 wait what seven you did yeah yeah and that was like i never wanted to see that again

01:57:19.100 and then one time i walked in on my grandpa pissing and i saw his dong okay and that was

01:57:24.920 like really scary so this is explaining some well hold on a second so um so with my son obviously

01:57:32.580 you got to teach him how to pee in the toilet bowl when they're little right and um you know

01:57:37.680 so i'm like well i you know you gotta number one as far as like aiming goes i just kind of

01:57:43.560 would gesture his body around which created like a lot of spray you know that was a bit of a problem

01:57:49.720 and because you know i just like i don't want to mess my kid up i don't want him to have some 1.00

01:57:54.960 memory of his dad controlling his penis while he's peeing that's fucking crazy dude so so um 0.99

01:58:02.940 and i also didn't want to like you got to shake the pee off right but like i don't want you to 1.00

01:58:08.780 have some memory of your dad shaking your penis into the toilet bowl so you know what a baby is 0.99

01:58:15.600 like um you know what they have that little distended belly yeah because they stick their 0.99

01:58:20.220 belly out so everything is like tight like their skin is tight around their tummy yeah so what i

01:58:24.840 would do is i would look over here i would pull his belly skin up and it was since it was tight 0.62

01:58:30.880 it would make his whole wiener shake the pee off that's awesome man i didn't want to shake his

01:58:35.440 wiener with my hands self yes so i did the belly but so in his memory it kind of went from like 0.73

01:58:41.960 this to like i didn't know i didn't know this was happening to this day when he pisses and

01:58:48.040 has to shake he just kind of goes like this when he's done i don't think he does it anymore but

01:58:51.800 it wasn't long ago that's actually awesome that like i i caught him taking a pee and then he's

01:58:56.800 just doing this that is awesome and i'm going i mean two hands would be better though if he was 0.73

01:59:02.960 like playing the drums dude no no he's just slapping his tummy when he's done taking a piss

01:59:07.060 that is awesome and like he just didn't question it as a kid he's like yeah when you're done taking 0.50

01:59:10.780 a piss you slap your belly you just go gorilla style and i saw that i don't know how old he was

01:59:16.460 when i saw it wasn't like it was a few years ago you know i don't think he's still doing it anymore 0.98

01:59:20.020 but i was like oh my god i fucked him up dude aiden would walk outside if aiden was in the 0.91

01:59:25.660 bathroom yeah walk outside the piss someone called he never used a toilet dude i just tried so hard 0.98

01:59:32.080 not to you know so like i'm still like that because it was it was very scarring for me to 0.95

01:59:37.480 see my father's penis at seven uh yeah i would imagine that's not so there's there's no like 0.94

01:59:44.660 you don't get to wear underwear in the house there's no underwear in the house what i've told 0.99

01:59:49.020 you that before you're like oh and when aiden was a kid he was like always cruising around his 0.99

01:59:52.460 underwear oh oh i thought you were saying your dad and grandpa were walking out bare ass you're 0.93

01:59:56.820 like there's no underwear no no no that's a good point you're saying you have something on more 0.99

02:00:01.200 than underwear oh aiden will never have shorts or sweatpants on we're not doing any of that shit 0.98

02:00:06.360 yeah yeah i don't do it i don't do it so i don't come out of my bedroom until i've got 0.88

02:00:11.000 um you know pants on you know what i don't walk around and i just don't walk around in underwear 0.99

02:00:16.940 i just walk around in shorts it's too much it's too much it's just uh my shit's all flopping 0.90

02:00:21.560 about and then it's gonna be well i want to look sexy for jess too so i put on like a cool outfit 0.97

02:00:26.240 what is that what do you mean like a cool outfit yeah just not just the underpants you know it's

02:00:30.280 yeah just pants that's a cool outfit no like shorts like cool basketball shorts like maybe

02:00:35.740 a shirt try to put on something a little tight on the muscles too sure and then kind of you know

02:00:41.040 walk by or just like oh hey what are you doing yeah like that kind of thing well you could do

02:00:44.800 that now because they're both uh adults and they're out of the i can't i can't do the um

02:00:49.420 man lingerie whatever you're talking about but but i have i do have a very strict rule where

02:00:54.340 it's like you got to get the hell back in there and put pants on dude we're not doing this oh

02:00:58.520 Oh, really?

02:00:59.000 Yeah, yeah.

02:00:59.800 I don't know what Aiden would do.

02:01:01.340 Like, dude, every house we've ever lived in,

02:01:03.280 He tries to fight it, and it's been the—

02:01:04.660 We walk in the door, and Aiden's—

02:01:06.780 If he's—his entire school outfit is on the ground at the door.

02:01:10.540 Yeah, yeah.

02:01:10.820 The second he walks in the door, he's down in his underwear.

02:01:12.560 It's not happening.

02:01:13.240 It's not happening.

02:01:13.780 Really?

02:01:14.100 Yeah, we were just like, whatever.

02:01:14.980 Dude, what's really crazy is that he fights it.

02:01:16.980 I can feel comfortable.

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02:03:41.440 like that's been the rule since then he was six years old because he missed kindergarten because

02:03:46.000 of covid um it's been uh five years and he's still fighting it ain't in this yeah let him 0.97

02:03:52.980 walk around in his underwear no we're not doing that no fucking that has nothing to do with your 1.00

02:03:56.900 grandpa or your dad schlong hanging out dude it's a kid hey don't bring up my fucking grandpa or my 1.00

02:04:01.320 dad no i can bring it up you can't say it i'm saying like aiden this morning if i see him in 0.99

02:04:07.540 the morning he's like he comes walking he goes what's uh yeah and he's just in his underwear

02:04:12.160 i don't care about his breakfast if that's the cost you know if the cost is you don't get to

02:04:16.860 wear underwear but you get to be an adult and you never have a horrifying story about 0.84

02:04:20.560 any kind of penis stuff and your dad wait how is your kid wearing underwear have anything to do

02:04:25.760 with you seeing somebody's because it's it's my rule too like i'm not going to come out in my 0.99

02:04:30.060 underwear like no wieners in the house no wieners in the house yeah okay that's just how it is so

02:04:34.400 if i'm can't like walk around with it hanging out no you can't exactly okay yeah that's fair i also

02:04:39.060 don't let them in the room in the morning because there's no i'm not doing any kind of like uh i got

02:04:46.140 a boner filled with pee and you're gonna come bursting through my door like it's not happening 0.53

02:04:51.040 well yeah yeah i mean he's got a knock sure sure but like you know those things where you see like 0.99

02:04:56.420 no no i told my kids a long time ago i said dad's erect if you no i didn't say that i said

02:05:02.280 you guys are going to cause yourself a lot of problems yeah if you come walking in and see me 0.98

02:05:08.060 or your mom naked you're gonna be all gonna cause yourself like yeah tons of problems by that yeah 0.97

02:05:12.300 there's a very simple solution you just have to not just not don't ever walk in my room without 0.84

02:05:16.640 knocking and i think they both were like they didn't know what bad thing was gonna happen

02:05:21.860 they're like it's gonna be bad i don't want a bad thing to happen yeah they've always knocked

02:05:25.240 like i said for for me uh because you know when you see those movies where it's like a husband

02:05:30.120 and wife in bed and all of a sudden like the morning comes and the kids jump in the bed and

02:05:35.020 they're all wrestling i don't i've i've never got any of that i've never i've never gotten to have

02:05:39.100 that always have that i never had that because before they come in to do oh yeah i know because

02:05:43.440 they burst in like they sneak in in the movies they sneak in and they jump on mom and dad while

02:05:47.880 they're sleeping and then and then sometimes the dog gets in the bed and it's a wacky good time

02:05:52.200 we definitely have no because dad's erect dude you know and it's not even like it's just a urine

02:05:58.380 thing it's like a water balloon filled with urine you can't just like roll over or just yeah i don't

02:06:04.220 i don't want to do that real quick also what if you come in and like i got a leg hanging out and

02:06:07.960 uh in my you know i don't know this feels very like uh i've never shared this with anybody

02:06:12.340 you're making me feel bad about it well no you should just loosen up it's a family unit dude

02:06:18.300 it's like i don't need my family seeing my unit you think like wolves are laying around in the

02:06:22.320 den and they're like oh yeah they got that pink thing hanging out all the time see it like it's

02:06:25.940 like whatever it's a family i'm not an animal all right no you shouldn't have your dong just

02:06:29.420 like hanging out like i don't know what happens i'm sleeping i sleep in my underwear top doesn't 0.99

02:06:34.220 even sleep with pants on he says or underwear he just sleeps t-shirt with dick i don't need it 1.00

02:06:38.860 that's the fuck he told me dude that's what he told me all right and i gotta fucking i believe 1.00

02:06:45.700 this conversation i've ever been involved in i've never told anybody this and you're laughing at me 0.99

02:06:50.540 and this is some of my heart yeah like i don't i don't know by the grace of god in our house it

02:06:55.180 never was a problem yeah i sleep with underwear on so like i don't know my kids come in there and

02:06:59.860 i'm i have a blanket on and underpants like everything's good i go get out really yeah i

02:07:05.440 got uh i gotta get pants on dude a little kid like in your home and they're in your room you're not

02:07:10.460 gonna be like bro come on let's nope the bed missed out on all that yeah he's 11 years old

02:07:14.580 i missed out on all that oh that feels terrible but that's not to say like nighttime or in the

02:07:18.980 day like he's not been hopping in my bed but i have i i have created a thing too where my room 0.53

02:07:23.340 is like bring that shit outside the room because of the chaos of like my room is my my happy place 0.99

02:07:30.220 so i missed out on all that all those like hallmark movies where you got fucking 0.99

02:07:34.020 i don't know we would all lay in the bed and watch movies i don't have a tv in my room do stuff dude 0.93

02:07:41.000 yeah i don't have a tv in my room so there's no movies or anything like that we'd all lay on the 0.88

02:07:45.380 same couch like under the same blanket yeah yeah yeah we do that shit hell yeah we watch movies 0.63

02:07:50.100 we watch movies a couple nights a week um we just watched something that was the kids never 0.98

02:07:55.420 jumped in the bed and like snuggle you like nah dude not not in the morning not when dad's bricked 0.86

02:08:00.240 the fuck up very distant man yeah you know take a piss and loosen the thing up a little bit well 0.93

02:08:05.720 if i'm sleeping and you bombard me and i've not pissed yet yeah i feel like i got this like i 1.00

02:08:10.560 could like sneak out take a piss and everything's cool you know the clown when you punch it and it's 0.91

02:08:15.040 it sits back up like the clown balloon yeah yeah we're not doing that okay that's fair

02:08:20.360 can we move on hold on i haven't slept without a child in the bed in like nine years that's

02:08:27.040 awesome that's how jess was crazy awesome brenda that's crazy not a bot says uh what is he walked

02:08:33.280 in on him and his wife no i believe that's what he said hold on no that wouldn't happen and pull 0.99

02:08:38.020 that up 14 year old walked in on me and my wife on vacation one time fucking sucks to be your 14 0.99

02:08:43.280 year old dude that's why i said always not dude i told the kids i was like always not something 0.99

02:08:48.240 terrible could happen hilarious for me traumatizing for him yeah you know we're not moving on nance 0.99

02:08:53.600 yeah sorry nance i saw my grandma naked once oh is she fucking japanese yeah yeah she's a 0.99

02:09:02.160 japanese she didn't care and she would do this weird thing she would do this weird thing after 1.00

02:09:08.700 she would get out of the bath 0.93

02:09:10.460 and she would do like the floss thing

02:09:12.760 with the towel and she would never just like

02:09:15.000 she would never like just

02:09:16.660 pat herself down or like

02:09:18.880 rub the skin 0.71

02:09:20.900 she would like slap herself 1.00

02:09:22.860 with it like a flogging 0.99

02:09:24.080 oh that's weird 0.69

02:09:25.400 Nancy? Grandma liked it

02:09:28.480 this is adding to the Nancy lord

02:09:30.320 she just has this old 108 1.00

02:09:32.720 year old Japanese grandma that 1.00

02:09:34.620 flossed when she got out of the bathtub

02:09:36.420 dub she just did not care at all i respect that so i had a friend growing up his name was anthony

02:09:42.940 really funny kid he came over one day and he uh you know he something happened his stomach got

02:09:48.640 sick and he got like diarrhea and we're young right so at that age you know he's probably like

02:09:54.720 nine diarrhea is a death sentence like it's if it's gonna happen you could shit your pants at

02:09:59.180 nine years old with diarrhea so he gets up and he runs to the bathroom and at the time my grandpa 0.99

02:10:04.920 just didn't number one didn't know anybody was in the house but also didn't give a fuck 0.99

02:10:09.420 like it's his house he's pissing with the door open don't fucking walk into his bathroom type 0.99

02:10:14.820 shit you know so he's also not my grandpa he's uh barbara's husband man he's just him don't say 0.99

02:10:21.880 i mean yeah he is just a man but i don't like when you say it like that in the framework of 0.98

02:10:25.960 this story so he he runs into the bathroom and he sees him we call him pops pops is just sitting 0.99

02:10:33.280 there pissing away dick out having a good old time and fucking he looks over at anthony and 0.99

02:10:41.060 anthony freezes and looks at him and he goes what it's my house and then all of a sudden anthony goes 0.99

02:10:47.560 and just shits his pants right there in the doorway this is awful it was so crazy a highlight 0.98

02:10:55.340 of my childhood really uh and then and then pops went just dick and hand pissing just laughing 0.99

02:11:03.260 at this kid that shit his pants in the doorway this is rough um so look there's just a lot of 0.99

02:11:08.040 reasons why you're not getting in the bed with me in the morning what you're coming back to that 0.97

02:11:12.940 it all comes back to that no way dude my family was like a pack of wolves we were always like 0.90

02:11:19.840 snuggling yeah i didn't i didn't know i didn't have none of that none of that shit okay so um 0.62

02:11:25.960 grandma was the first time i ever saw evil manifest in a person when i was around seven 0.95

02:11:32.200 or eight visiting the family farm grandma offered me ice cream and I declined she growled at me as 1.00

02:11:38.720 an evil ass disembodied voice in in an evil ass disembodied voice to take it and her eyes turned 1.00

02:11:48.200 completely black I took the fucking ice cream I told my mom about it and she told me she was a 1.00

02:11:55.800 witch and let me know that is probably what i was seeing not that i was imagining something 1.00

02:12:02.380 or another explanation looking back it isn't the kind of shit you spill the beans on to a little 0.99

02:12:08.980 kid but well my mom was plenty fucked up too yeah you kind of keep that to yourself that's like when 0.99

02:12:14.940 barbara used to tell me about the hat man i would never tell my son those stories now yeah you can't 0.97

02:12:19.540 i'm not doing i love sleeping and i don't like when he comes in the room and we've already

02:12:24.720 established that so if he spooked out in the middle of the night guess what happens what he

02:12:29.240 comes in the middle of the night into my room okay that's what i'm saying why are you saying

02:12:32.480 he's not allowed to do that no i don't like i want to minimize it okay that's so i don't want

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02:14:56.540 Prior to my parents divorcing and a little after grandma showing her true colors, 1.00

02:15:00.800 mom started hanging with the divorced older Catholic lady from across the street. 1.00

02:15:04.820 Oh, boy. 1.00

02:15:05.520 The neighbor lady was into Sylvia Brown, another new age type shit from the 80s, 1.00

02:15:09.560 and decided that being a white witch was compatible with Catholicism. 1.00

02:15:14.880 That kind of is. 0.98

02:15:15.460 Imagine that. 0.99

02:15:16.360 When she would cast spells and have seances,

02:15:19.980 if she burned candles, it was cool.

02:15:22.220 Because they burned candles at mass. 0.98

02:15:25.140 My narcissistic mother thought this was a fantastic thing,

02:15:28.440 and the two began practicing magic together.

02:15:31.420 They would do their thing, even with myself or my little brother around.

02:15:35.760 Of course, we were curious and would watch. 0.99

02:15:38.380 i never saw any demons materialize or any of that shit but i saw some other pretty wild shit 0.98

02:15:43.280 like candle wax that would melt and form into dragon shapes and other rune looking stuff the 0.97

02:15:51.120 flames and smoke would turn weird colors and shit but how much of it was my imagination 0.98

02:15:56.280 if you're doing weird shit at midnight on a full moon weird shit will find you you can see animal 0.98

02:16:01.140 shapes in the clouds as well so who knows uh thanks to this our house was pretty fucking haunted 0.99

02:16:08.000 There were always cups and other shit. 1.00

02:16:10.560 This guy is just using fucking shit like every sentence. 1.00

02:16:13.540 I'm just reading what he wrote. 1.00

02:16:15.360 There was always cups and other shit falling when nobody else was in the room. 0.98

02:16:20.820 Fucked up sounds, voices out of nowhere, and the shadows that would bend and move in weird ways. 0.99

02:16:28.220 Night was some terrifying shit. 1.00

02:16:31.140 And half the time, I would rather go pee in the yard than brave the bathroom. 0.99

02:16:36.180 and how oppressed it felt probably didn't help that i was watching amityville horror at five 0.98

02:16:41.700 or six uh but i was always on edge when night came uh mom didn't give a shit and was inviting 0.98

02:16:49.820 that shit in so i just dealt with it the best that i could my little brother was mostly oblivious 0.97

02:16:54.440 which seems to be a blessing uh yeah i also don't let my son watch spooky stuff even now like 11 1.00

02:16:59.720 years old you know there's he's got like a friend the friend will come over he'll be like can we

02:17:04.040 watch youtube i'll go all right fine you can watch them youtube with your friend and they're

02:17:07.540 watching like creepy pastas and something called analog horror which is um it's almost like comedy

02:17:16.080 bits but they're like creepy and they're done in the style of like an old vhs like so it's grainy

02:17:22.340 that's spooky yeah so that it has like a spooky element to it and i'm like um all right we're

02:17:27.420 coming up on the two hour mark i'm trying matt i'm gonna get this done we're gonna get you out

02:17:30.200 here i see you fading no no i'm good no no i see i'm just i'm just no i see how you're doing

02:17:34.080 i'm just trying to get in the gym i feel you you gotta go to the gym i already went to the gym i'll

02:17:38.080 probably go to the gym again today though no big deal yeah um as for my mom and the neighbor i know 0.71

02:17:43.520 they would try to hex folks and create love spells and that shit didn't work out for either very well 0.94

02:17:48.220 no love no success just pain the neighbor left the picture after she called the house one day 0.96

02:17:53.800 to tell my mom goodbye my mom was in the infancy for uh my mom was in the infancy of four years

02:18:03.100 of abandoning raising her boys and was not leaving the house she was at the beginning

02:18:10.440 okay yeah and she wasn't leaving the house she wasn't cleaning or cooking or anything and she

02:18:14.720 didn't want to talk i could tell something was up and i tried to get my mom to take the phone

02:18:18.800 but my mom and the neighbor said goodbye but mom was mom and the neighbor said goodbye and hung up 0.98

02:18:26.420 okay i started panicking trying to get mom to listen and then there was a loud pop from her 0.76

02:18:33.020 house oh damn oh my god i called 9-1-1 and she had shot herself in the mouth but the bullet lodged 0.90

02:18:40.840 in her spine and paralyzed her wait what so the neighbor is calling to say a dramatic goodbye 0.99

02:18:47.340 and he's trying to give his mom the phone but mom is all in her depressive state and doesn't want to

02:18:52.640 take it um so the mom the neighbor said goodbye and hung up and um since their neighbors after

02:19:03.440 she hung up and you know he's trying to tell his mom like hey something's going on she's saying

02:19:07.840 goodbye yada yada they heard the gunshot from next door oh and um so but she lived

02:19:15.180 oh but she's paralyzed yeah and uh she lived in a nursing home for almost a year before passing

02:19:23.780 oh he says yeah that's a nightmare i don't talk to mom now but she sits in a wheelchair 1.00

02:19:29.880 surrounded by cats and dogs and says crazy shit on repeat practicing magic don't fuck with it kids 1.00

02:19:35.700 Yeah, dude. Damn. I dropped out of school shortly after and started doing a lot of drugs, never smoked crack or spice, but did everything else you can get in the Midwest in the early 90s and 2000s. From 16 to 21, I held a job about every two to four weeks on average. Damn. I could talk a lot of shit and nail interviews, so I always found a new one quick. Me too. Probably held at least 50 to 60 different jobs in my life. Damn. Wow. That's a lot. 1.00

02:20:05.020 where does this person live at midwest and i who is this person

02:20:10.420 i forget they said their name at the top of it uh we're sure it's a chick uh it's not a chick 0.99

02:20:18.420 it's a dude this is dave's not here man and his name's not dave okay got it i know enough to fuck

02:20:24.560 up any home improvement project um i don't job hop anymore but i learned a lot of what i don't 0.74

02:20:31.520 want to do that's important yes i was pretty ate up uh i was a pretty ate up a culty metal head

02:20:39.040 tattooing a pentagram on my kneecap wearing satanic shirts and finding out how dark and

02:20:45.080 empty life was with a complete absence of god i mean why learn a lesson from the evil women 1.00

02:20:51.180 destroying their lives that are in my life right he's being sarcastic he saw all that shit and 0.99

02:20:56.260 didn't learn anything one night i was feeling particularly dark and despondent and decided 0.99

02:21:01.220 to just ask god in a very rare silent prayer are you real man if you are give me a sign dude hit

02:21:08.900 me with a severe pain in my side that doubled me over i was thinking maybe this nietzsche guy 0.99

02:21:15.020 is full of shit if i was a dangerous retard then too so oh i was a dangerous retard then too 0.98

02:21:23.140 so i asked again and he did it again i know pain seems like a weird way to communicate but i doubt 0.99

02:21:30.500 i would have believed anything else at the time what did i do with that knowledge did i find jesus

02:21:35.580 there nope i had more lines to snort snort uh one positive thing was that i didn't go around 0.85

02:21:43.560 to cold shit anymore and spent less and less time around my family even covered up the pentagram 0.96

02:21:47.920 tattoo that's a good move in the middle of a series of continuous benders i somehow ended up 0.99

02:21:53.500 getting a ged and then in a recruiting office uh muddled my way through joining the army oh boy

02:22:00.380 God must have performed one of his many miracles on my behalf by turning my meth, weed, and cocaine-flavored urine into something that would pass a drug test.

02:22:09.340 That's crazy.

02:22:10.180 That's an awesome sentence.

02:22:10.800 Urinary analysis.

02:22:11.960 That's nuts. 0.99

02:22:14.320 Some old guy looked at my butthole while in processing. 1.00

02:22:17.960 Yeah, Google about the old guy that looks at your butthole when you join the military. 0.99

02:22:21.260 Yeah, they looked at my butthole when I went to jail. 0.99

02:22:24.240 That was crazy. 0.98

02:22:25.580 The going to jail experience is very demeaning in its early stages.

02:22:30.380 because they put you in the holding cell typically you're arrested at i mean i was arrested at night

02:22:36.380 so i want to go to sleep but i'm cold and i'm on a metal bench and that's all very like

02:22:41.020 demoralizing and then when they finally do begin to process you which is at their own leisure after

02:22:46.220 they've officially like they've tortured you with um non-contact so you don't know what's going on

02:22:52.700 is my first time being arrested and um and then once they do start to put you through the process 0.99

02:22:57.980 uh very early they're like all right take off all your clothes and show this guy your butthole 0.81

02:23:01.360 and uh i was just making sure you're not sneaking anything in yeah so you gotta like cough so he 0.96

02:23:07.080 could watch your butthole like protrude when you cough and see if anything shoots out of it like 0.69

02:23:12.060 drugs or knives or whatever and um i don't like that yeah that was like a bummer you know what 1.00

02:23:19.220 my cousin did though when he got arrested because they tell you to lift your dick and balls so they 1.00

02:23:22.980 could look under your dick and balls and so he he said he grabbed his dick and balls and he went 0.99

02:23:28.500 that's awesome like it was hard to lift because it was so heavy i was like dude he handled it a 1.00

02:23:36.780 lot better than i did i was super bummed out about being in jail um all right so uh the guy

02:23:43.060 looked at my butthole i woke up in fort benning georgia to a new life in the infantry and dodged

02:23:47.780 a formal relationship and yearning for god most of my life um i'm sorry most of my time in but he 0.90

02:23:53.600 got me through everything including a tour in iraq back in 03 that's a crazy time to be in 0.56

02:23:58.340 fucking iraq let's go two years post 9-11 uh took a while to find jesus after i got out i went to 0.75

02:24:04.160 college met a married met and married a farm girl nice her dad preached on sundays though i have 0.98

02:24:11.040 I have since figured out how few pastors pass the cut as lined out in Timothy.

02:24:18.280 Through talking with him and praying when I was in trouble, I slowly but surely began to turn to Christ.

02:24:24.700 No big aha moment.

02:24:26.420 Just one day realized Jesus was the man and stopped considering Messianic Jews, deists, Catholics, and other monotheistic religions I could follow. 0.55

02:24:36.300 Okay.

02:24:37.620 I did the 501c3 thing for a good bit, but always landed at places God wanted me for a time, but not the rest of my life.

02:24:46.200 I kept landing in churches that didn't believe in the gifts, the supernatural, or just saw my family as an income stream.

02:24:53.080 To top it off, I was learning I had a rather odd spiritual gift, and pastors thought I needed medication or didn't want to touch it.

02:25:00.500 What was the spiritual gift?

02:25:01.440 I think we're just about to get into that.

02:25:03.160 So he says, what I noticed and came to terms with was the particular way God communicated with me and how similar it is to my gift.

02:25:12.580 That's interesting.

02:25:13.320 So the pains in the side were the, you know, I don't think that's what he's talking about.

02:25:17.580 When I talk or listen to someone and God wants me to pay close attention, my vision will start distorting. 1.00

02:25:24.980 What I should focus on, I can see clearly with this type of nimbus like. 0.99

02:25:30.220 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 1.00

02:25:31.560 What?

02:25:31.860 so he's looking at stuff he shouldn't look at no no no his vision blurry no no when he talks to

02:25:37.420 someone or listen to someone and god wants him to pay attention to that thing that he's looking at

02:25:42.500 or listening to his vision will start distorting the thing he should focus on he can see that

02:25:48.820 clearly with a type of nimbus like aura surrounding them but the edges would be kind of hewed out

02:25:55.480 like auras or tracers on a mushroom trip and he was saying that god was making sure he's saying 0.98

02:26:00.640 lock in with this person look at this shit yeah yeah pay attention here um 0.99

02:26:05.380 let me see uh so i can tell it's god saying listen numb nuts because when it first started 0.99

02:26:13.260 it would be something that is on my heart and then the person will start speaking to it

02:26:18.120 much akin to sitting in a pew and the preacher is looking at you talking directly to your situation

02:26:23.240 just with a light show i suppose not very different from the church um i have always

02:26:29.800 had that same type of vision distortion at times that has nothing to do with the message the first

02:26:34.300 time it happened was way back with my grandma i always wondered if having some if i was having

02:26:39.420 some acid acid flashbacks as i would see folks with eyes gone black their skeletons coming out

02:26:46.820 of their face or just that's just ozempic isn't it i could be ozempic uh or just a hideousness

02:26:53.360 about them, which is not what I'm on, that would repel me. Like Nugget or Little Nugget,

02:26:59.780 I would certainly not say that some lady whose name sounds like Erica Kirk is compromised. 1.00

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02:29:27.740 Yeah, she is.

02:29:28.720 That's it.

02:29:29.380 So I wonder if he's seeing that hideousness.

02:29:33.880 That's like a demonic face syndrome.

02:29:36.080 That's kind of interesting.

02:29:36.840 that was a thing that was like post uh covid they were saying people were gonna have did you

02:29:42.280 i don't even know if you were if we were talking to you around this time but they were coming out

02:29:46.400 with articles after the lockdowns and shit where they were saying like doctors and scientists have

02:29:52.540 discovered something called demonic face syndrome where people will see other people's faces 0.74

02:29:58.140 distorting into demonic like faces no way i had buddies that uh went on mushrooms and that was

02:30:05.020 happening that's interesting like they could tell if you had an evil spirit or not and it would

02:30:11.020 manifest like that that's interesting like mushroom trips well this is just like you know they said

02:30:15.520 it was from stress or something like that that you could end up seeing something and i said okay yeah

02:30:20.120 um it took every bit to come to terms with it being real and not being explained away by anything

02:30:26.680 other than the supernatural taking shape in everyday life it came home one day when my wife

02:30:32.500 had been arguing about oh yeah yeah yeah yeah this is it these are some of the images on bottom left

02:30:38.560 or bottom right uh oh it's all it's all nancy um but this is the image that they were showing

02:30:45.220 as an example of what you might see so you have somebody's regular face and then he's like

02:30:49.660 really distorted but it's consistent with the pointy ears and the big dramatic eyes and the

02:30:56.100 impossibly wide smile and they were calling this demonic face syndrome these are the actual images

02:31:01.940 that they were suggesting that nancy and her boyfriend or that is yeah that's how she got the

02:31:06.220 but this is what they were saying they were recommending uh some or not recommending they

02:31:10.220 were suggesting one might see if they were experiencing demonic face syndrome so very uh

02:31:16.820 very interesting i feel like nancy would be a little spooky either way um i don't think she 0.99

02:31:23.560 has demonic face syndrome but she definitely has a menacing aura syndrome right it's like if she

02:31:27.700 came to bro grove it would be like kind of spooky around well i mean you know she she did

02:31:31.880 and then she stood right in front of me um and didn't say anything oh yeah but everybody did

02:31:37.980 that to you at that event they didn't realize it was your event they didn't realize she thought i

02:31:41.580 was the help but she was actually wearing a timeline cleanse shirt um so i was flattered

02:31:46.320 by the shirt and i said oh wow that's really cool and then she was like you know she told me she's

02:31:51.420 like it's nancy and i was like oh my god she was so tall um so what are you talking about okay it

02:31:58.080 Took a while to come to terms with it being a real thing and not just something that would be explained away.

02:32:02.500 And one day it came home, that's a euphemism or an expression, when my wife had been arguing about something and it came on with her.

02:32:11.000 There was an ugly visage that was superimposed on her face and the rest of the room faded away.

02:32:18.040 And it was some evil spirit that was playing hitchhiker with her.

02:32:21.560 i let her know what i was seeing and my thoughts and she reacted about like somebody influenced by

02:32:29.720 a jezebel spirit would react yeah imagine telling your wife you've got a demon how that's gonna go

02:32:34.600 yeah you're looking very ugly right now and you have a demon like whatever she was saying was

02:32:39.920 probably like hey clean up your dishes like you know what he's like hold on a demon i gotta get 0.99

02:32:43.740 this off my chest you're very ugly and you have a demon spirit uh someone even say normal for a 0.98

02:32:51.020 woman it didn't go well that's what he said he just kidding i love her i ended up calling out 0.99

02:32:55.420 to the lord and she was basically taunting me to do so and commanded in the mighty name of jesus

02:32:59.620 or something a little more serious for all unclean spirits and demons etc to beat feet from my home

02:33:06.000 it seemed odd at the time that it would taunt me but i had not tried to act on anything i had seen

02:33:12.280 to date in fact i had sensed something evil not long before moving about my home and before i

02:33:21.140 could rebuke it i heard the lord tell me just watch and learn after uh intervening with my wife

02:33:28.180 she is hysterically crying and i don't see anything on her things started coming to me

02:33:33.980 things started coming to me of where she had picked up the spirit her uh sister's house is

02:33:42.560 i guess what came to his mind and why so i started relaying those to her saying like this is where

02:33:48.920 you picked up the spirit this is why you picked it up yeah she started to play it off like i was

02:33:52.880 somehow manipulating her when something slammed into the side of our house from outside and shook 0.97

02:33:58.700 that shit um out of my bedroom shook the shit out of my bedroom i went outside and looked around but 0.92

02:34:05.240 there was nothing and no marks on the house this is so similar to another story we just read except 0.99

02:34:09.720 there was marks uh no branches had fallen on the roof nothing i knew it wasn't natural but my wife

02:34:15.800 uh the previous skeptic had everything click regarding what i had been talking about for a

02:34:23.460 long time so they hear this sound and they can't find anything and his wife who was previously a

02:34:30.780 skeptic after the sound everything clicks regarding what he's been trying to explain to her so now

02:34:37.040 she's like yeah i did pick up a demon at my sister's house and that is why it feels like god 0.96

02:34:41.060 like slapped the shit out of your house and it like yeah you know snapped her awake huh because 0.84

02:34:46.620 you're saying you've heard that before too like the big bangs on the house during like yes moments 0.99

02:34:51.860 of spiritual turmoil yeah very very very consistent um for a few months if we argued she

02:34:58.600 was condescendingly asking if there was something on her or if she was being possessed but i could

02:35:03.240 tell that night shook her up a couple of years later she doesn't joke about it anymore she takes 0.98

02:35:07.640 it a lot more seriously when i tell her what i see i still see shit and it still freaks me out 0.96

02:35:12.140 sometimes i'm not running around like brian from demon erasers casting shit out shout out to brian 0.96

02:35:16.940 because God hasn't asked me to do that right now. 0.87

02:35:19.740 He seems content for me to just focus on my own house.

02:35:22.600 I don't know who to stay away from, though.

02:35:25.000 Or I do know who to stay away from, though,

02:35:26.700 and occasionally intervene when I get guidance from upstairs.

02:35:30.100 Okay.

02:35:30.820 So he's got some real discernment going on.

02:35:32.900 I think it would be a good time to say that as a listener group,

02:35:36.800 and for you, Top, Raven, and Matt,

02:35:40.200 remember to regularly pray and rebuke the evil spirits and witches,

02:35:44.480 occult practitioners that are regularly listening and participating in the chats patreon groups and

02:35:49.080 other spaces whether or not it's your intention this show and matt's uh with a really great

02:35:56.340 amount of teas i like that are genuine ministries and are under attack think back to vicky joy

02:36:01.800 anderson and her testimony regarding covens and in the churches she attended okay um if there was 0.84

02:36:09.440 some other lesson here as i send this long ass autistic screeching we can pretend as a testimony 0.76

02:36:15.320 it is to say this we can't all be a pastor a brian laura baker and ed matt or our favorite 0.82

02:36:24.540 podcasters nds but we can tend to the flock that resides in our own home for most of us

02:36:32.780 that is the most important job we will ever have for all of us that's the most important job we'll

02:36:37.360 ever have if the lord wants you to do more if you are talking to him he will let you know to do more

02:36:43.540 if not jesus would leave the 99 to save the one that's good why go chasing the 99 when there are

02:36:51.780 sheep that need saving in the house with you if you do go out chasing waterfalls i used to think

02:36:57.880 that that was um a tlc song no i i thought it was like like somebody's name was jason waterfalls

02:37:06.640 i thought the song was about him it's about aids who said that who said that who's there

02:37:16.880 no i feel like that's the vibe every time we do this show i'm like what who said that where

02:37:22.320 that voice come from you know jason waterfall i thought he was okay yeah i thought she was

02:37:26.980 asking him not to go don't go jason waterfalls yeah okay that's exactly if you do go outside

02:37:33.980 your home. Your preaching the word may come across as bullshit to most who hear. Be too 0.99

02:37:40.280 retarded to care. Amen, dude. It's very similar to what we're talking about, the foolishness of 1.00

02:37:44.540 the gospel, right? That's huge. If God told you to preach, there is at least one person he wanted 0.96

02:37:54.140 you to reach that will hear his word clearly. Paul says to pray to receive your spiritual gifts

02:37:59.580 too get after it folks the lord needs more warriors yeah man that was another one those

02:38:07.880 are all good today dude it's a long show that was another one um dave's not here man that really 0.99

02:38:16.140 fits the bill of dangerous retard like these are the people you know i just don't get it they're 0.97

02:38:23.940 not going to fit in in a 501c3 they're not going to say all the right words they're not going to 0.99

02:38:28.480 use all the eloquent language right they get it it's not just about getting it either it's about

02:38:32.860 like when you go to the church how many of these dudes are sitting in the pews i don't know you

02:38:38.480 could there be those people in the absolutely and they just haven't really found they haven't 0.76

02:38:43.460 expressed that like they're not standing up going i'm a dangerous retard you can't in that system

02:38:48.260 like that's the thing you can't really open up that's what so many people have a hard time with 0.83

02:38:51.580 they go to church and maybe they have a drug background yeah or they've been beaten by their

02:38:55.480 parents background or they who was a witch and all this crazy stuff they just have a paranormal

02:39:00.780 background that doesn't it's not like cool church paranormal background it's like paranormal

02:39:05.400 background like schizo stuff they can't share that with anybody nobody gets it yeah it's um

02:39:11.220 i mean over and over again i i guess i'm just reminded like these are the because

02:39:16.220 so many of their stories this guy's story is much more intense than mine but it's the same

02:39:20.920 it's the same thing just dialed up you know what I mean it's the same things that I experienced

02:39:25.500 just dialed up more um and yeah I mean it's it's fascinating to me that God has put us in a position

02:39:33.320 where um we get to sort of gather these people around and honestly like if I if if I had to

02:39:42.420 choose like if I knew I was going to like hey you're gonna help people along their walk to God

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02:42:08.640 And it's like, and this is the type of people.

02:42:11.040 and they they're like they have these elements occult backgrounds you know paranormal experiences 0.89

02:42:16.620 uh drug usage and just all around general real ass people i would pick them me and jess talk

02:42:23.160 about that all the time like our only qualification to be friends with somebody is they have to be

02:42:27.000 real they have to be genuine yeah i don't care i can't be around people that are um dollar amounts

02:42:31.680 that they make or where they live or like we'll hang out with rich people poor people doesn't

02:42:35.920 use that to be a real person like that's the only thing that matters i i can't be around people who

02:42:41.020 aren't yeah it's weird it's uncomfortable because just distinctly and this is before i ever did this

02:42:46.260 show and even uh my wife i've i've talked to her about this because you know sometimes we'd be 0.82

02:42:52.080 introduced to somebody and i'd be like i just fucking i don't fucking this person yeah and 0.81

02:42:55.920 she'd be like why and eventually it happened enough that i would i would i would zero in on 0.98

02:43:00.120 and it's like they're hiding something yeah they're hiding who they are right and they're

02:43:04.500 presenting me something different and if you're doing that i can't i don't want to talk to you

02:43:09.260 right but it's not like i don't like you but when there's like the society that says this is normal

02:43:13.900 nobody really is so they're all hiding everything outside of that and i'm not saying you gotta

02:43:19.920 like you know i need to know everything about you that's not what i'm saying don't want to know

02:43:23.920 everything right i don't want to know anything about you real that's it that's it like the

02:43:27.100 thing that you're hiding is you yeah but it's like even here uh i don't know if you're around

02:43:32.560 i was telling top the other day just about how another person that uses the backspace was giving

02:43:37.460 me a really hard time okay you know why uh because now we have some alien stuff on the wall we have

02:43:43.580 the we have the skull right right right skull stuff and i'm like yeah the skull like i'm not

02:43:47.740 into the spirit of death either i'm very mindful of the spirit of death uh i've explained that

02:43:52.020 though right like like that's the skull of goliath like that's what that represents uh what is what

02:43:57.120 is the skull and crossbones meant to convey on like something that's you know like a vial with

02:44:02.580 liquid in it danger danger danger to who poison danger to humans human skull danger to humans

02:44:10.080 that is meant to convey danger to nephilim i like that i didn't know that but i was like i was just

02:44:16.680 like it represents uh the skull of goliath but and so she kind of went on and was like yeah that's

02:44:22.740 good i appreciate that you've been doing the podcast and i saw some of your episodes on jude

02:44:26.940 and you're doing really good cool but now you're allowing that like you had the purity of the word

02:44:32.300 And now you're making it impure.

02:44:34.360 And I was like, what's changed with anything I'm saying, right?

02:44:37.860 You're just saying like that.

02:44:39.040 There's different stuff hanging on the wall or whatever.

02:44:42.460 She kind of went on a little bit more.

02:44:44.020 And I said, I got to be straight with you because I love you and care about you a lot.

02:44:48.060 Yeah.

02:44:48.420 Like if God 15 years ago would say, Hey, 15 years from now, you're going to be doing a

02:44:52.360 thing and people are going to be messaging you saying my Bible makes sense.

02:44:55.560 Now I'm reading the Bible every day.

02:44:57.680 Now my family's reading a Bible.

02:44:59.680 I'm getting baptized.

02:45:00.620 like all of these things I there's not another thing that I would trade that in right I definitely

02:45:05.980 wouldn't trade it in for oh I'm like have the microphone in a church and like sweet church

02:45:11.140 people like what I'm saying no way no way would I ever trade it for that like I don't think there's 0.98

02:45:16.080 anything else you would rather do on the earth than yeah have like raw ass real ass people with 0.90

02:45:22.600 like that type of background coming to Christ and like being serious about it like do we really 0.99

02:45:27.920 think that the next move of god is going to happen with 501c3 people it's it can't it has to come

02:45:33.420 through the real people i mean i don't know i i never gave it much thought at all you know in my

02:45:38.180 previous life yeah i think about it a lot man of like if this thing's ever going to become anything

02:45:43.100 in america like are we just going to like just float along and then just go off a cliff or is

02:45:47.800 there going to be some kind of awakening in america i'm like i don't know that it can come

02:45:52.020 through that 501c3 system anymore they're so numb to it they become so numb to god that it's

02:45:57.900 It's just like this thing that they do. 0.94

02:45:59.580 It's got to come from real ass people with stories like this who are like, wait, God, 0.98

02:46:04.560 God did what? 0.98

02:46:05.420 Like the story of God is what?

02:46:07.060 Yeah.

02:46:07.360 Like, yeah, I want in on that.

02:46:08.420 That's why when I read that, you know, I go the the language thing doesn't even tip

02:46:14.980 the radar.

02:46:15.860 So are you kidding me?

02:46:17.520 Yeah.

02:46:17.860 Like it's so vastly outweighed by the testimony.

02:46:20.940 I started to say cuss words again because I didn't want to be affiliated with the church,

02:46:24.500 with the 501c3 system.

02:46:25.920 that and because i'd say cuss words when i get upset in the home and i didn't want to be a

02:46:30.340 hypocrite i was like if i'm saying cuss words at home when i'm like get angry i don't not want my

02:46:35.460 kids yeah like i would never want my kids to meet somebody to go oh your dad was such a good man he 0.98

02:46:40.340 never said cuss words and then be like what he definitely said cuss but that's the thing like

02:46:44.120 so i was like well i'm still doing that and like in the home and i also don't want to be affiliated

02:46:50.860 with this 501c3 don't say cuss words thing and eating that chick-fil-a and stuff i was like you

02:46:54.720 know what it's gonna roll back into the cuss words man so like if my son swears around the house 0.99

02:46:59.980 which is it happened occasionally like we'll go like hey smack him i smack him on his ass as hard 0.99

02:47:04.120 as i possibly know i go i go hey man especially like i mom doesn't like that nobody wants to hear 0.98

02:47:09.840 you saying that like it doesn't sound good man it it feels bad when you say that yes but if he was

02:47:15.080 like you know he came home one day and he was mad and he's had this happen before where it's like

02:47:19.500 he'll say something out of pocket like oh i i just want to kill this guy or something like that

02:47:24.560 like somebody who's messing with him at school i'm like hey man that's not okay like you can't 1.00

02:47:28.200 be saying that kind of shit so if he came home and he was like i wish this would happen to somebody 0.99

02:47:32.460 or that would like that would disturb me way more than him saying like shit or ass or whatever 1.00

02:47:38.160 like shit or ass is just like hey man if you're around dad and you drop a couple of those no big 1.00

02:47:44.040 deal you know but mom doesn't like it and that's really important to her is that you don't say so 0.99

02:47:49.060 don't do that exactly but if you're if you're coming back and you're saying i wish this happened

02:47:53.220 somebody or i wish that or like that's not good i don't want to hear that that's a totally different

02:47:57.620 cursing that's a curse right yeah that's a curse so i don't know man all right we're out of here

02:48:02.100 all right let's uh let's hit the buttons okay we're gonna hit the buttons bye nancy

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Nephilim Death Squad - September 17, 2026

Shadow People, Succubus & Witchcraft ｜ NDS Chronicles

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