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00:02:20.620welcome back ladies and gentlemen to another episode of nephilim death squad i am david lee
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00:03:18.480and hang out you guys have heard the episodes before we got a long list of homies of the show
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00:03:26.940and get your tickets joining us today is hv of human vibration we haven't had you a man i actually
00:03:33.240had that episode pulled up and 96 96 so like 600 episodes ago wow we've done that we've done a
00:03:42.060crap load of episodes. I was telling my barber that today. Good to have you back, HV. Before
00:03:46.760we get into this discussion, let's tell everybody where they can find your work and support you and
00:03:51.380what it is that you focus on. Absolutely. Well, congratulations, guys, on so much content.
00:03:57.440It's been a minute and you guys have been busy. Yeah, a little bit. Yeah. So I'm on social media
00:04:04.620at human vibration on Twitter at human vibration underscore Insta on Instagram. Someone snagged
00:04:13.900that at human vibration and they just sit on it with zero followers and do nothing with it. And
00:04:18.140it kind of makes me mad. So I had to have that underscore on Insta. That's fine. That's fine.
00:04:21.740Um, and then on, uh, Patreon realize radio, patreon.com slash realize radio. That's, uh,
00:04:29.380the podcast. My co-host Rambo, he and I have been recording since 2021. And all of our latest
00:04:36.860content, all the ongoing content is on Patreon. We do have free episodes available on all major
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00:04:54.920you know those words can kind of run together realize and realize so um but yeah that's that's
00:05:00.900uh in my topic of concentration that's that's pretty it's pretty broad um kind of chipping
00:05:09.820away at those underpinnings of reality as we know it some of the things that we
00:05:15.360kind of are taught and told um a little bit of uh a little bit of cutting through the uh the
00:05:22.600brainwashing and taking a fresh look at some of the things that have been plaguing our
00:05:29.920society and humanity and doing it with a little bit of a lighter touch. No doom, no gloom.
00:05:39.720Those days are over. So it's actually, it's kind of, it's been a really wonderful,
00:05:46.380I would say in 2020, things were, maybe I was so focused on kind of shouting from the rooftops,
00:05:52.300getting the word out there on all these psyops and things like that. But since then, I've kind
00:05:56.620of shifted my focus on less of the details of each event or each story that comes up and more
00:06:03.060on an overarching thesis or theory that we as human beings are pretty darn extraordinary and
00:06:11.540remarkably powerful and that it's time to take our power back. And there's ways to do that.
00:06:19.140And one of the top ways to do that is to become ignorant to the noise and nonsense, to willfully and deliberately tune out all the bullshit.0.98
00:06:31.320And what happens when we do that is quite remarkable.0.97
00:06:34.340We actually can retain our precious energies that used to just be siphoned off into the void without our really awareness of how much energy we're leaking through giving these false stories, these false narratives so much time.
00:06:49.000and attention. And I've seen it. I've seen it in action. I've seen it in my life. My life has
00:06:55.840gotten more magnificent and beautiful since I've let go of some of the dramas and traumas and
00:07:03.700tragedies that used to take up so much of my mental landscape. And I've also seen it within
00:07:09.940the community, within the Realized Radio community. So many people have reported back anecdotally that
00:07:14.220their lives have improved for the better since they've kind of taken a new approach to consumption
00:07:20.240of media that's huge we were talking about that just on the pre-show we were listening to uh one
00:07:25.680of our old friends i'm not going to mention any names and uh he's going off he's a great broadcaster
00:07:30.720he's going off and he's screaming and he's doing the alex jones like thing yep and the top he's
00:07:36.460talking about i'm like wait a second we were mad about this two years ago you're still mad yeah
00:08:07.980Before we get into the human body and all this stuff.
00:08:11.280energy uh what's up with epstein he's not he never existed doesn't exist oh that's interesting
00:08:16.340was never alive is that is that your theory here yeah i'm i'm in the absolute minority
00:08:22.300on on this one um and that's okay that's okay uh that's okay and i have explored since 2020
00:08:30.860i think we talked to you a little bit about this and it was either you or somebody else that was
00:08:35.920showing us like the the temple on the island and how it was it might as well have been like a
00:08:42.860pop-up it's just it's all a movie set yeah yeah that's right it's all a movie set the doors were
00:08:49.060painted on the the gold dome was just an applique it flew off it wasn't it wasn't a real structure
00:08:55.260um the way that everything on the island existed i work in video production um i i have some some
00:09:03.660working knowledge of production and stage design. It was a theater set. The island was a theater
00:09:09.820set. It was a film set. Everything was designed to look real and give you the impression of
00:09:16.780nefarious activity down below or just beyond. But that's all it was. It was just enough visual
00:09:23.380dramatics, visual theatrics to create the storyline in our minds. And we filled in all
00:09:30.460the rest of those details with just the most basic of visual tricks. And it's quite comical
00:09:37.360once you're actually on the other side. But when you're in it, I mean, the things that we think
00:09:43.940are going on on Epstein Island, that is pretty traumatic to the human mind, even just to think
00:09:50.340about that type and level of depravity. Because if you think about it, you're visualizing it.
00:09:58.520and once you visualized it you're cooked it's like trauma you're cooked trauma right it's real
00:10:03.680trauma it's real trauma in your brain and we're the ones at scale across the the psyches of
00:10:10.080millions and millions of people online correct correct
00:10:14.920that is interesting i mean i do think that um we got the epstein files in a very uh what what
00:10:26.540would be the way to phrase this it just seemed like inorganic way not just inorganic i mean yeah
00:10:31.000they wanted us to believe that some wing of the government was finally compelled to to release
00:10:35.820the files and because they had to and i feel there was nothing new there was nothing new
00:10:40.980and also it was um it came at a time where so much can be generated by ai if ai can make
00:10:49.460oh yeah convincing video or image certainly it can create a convincing document and we actually saw
00:10:55.260that during the uap release where some of the files that were alleged to be cia documents they
00:11:02.680were not the the seals that were up in the corner the official cia seals were clearly ai generated
00:11:08.580slop so within the epstein files uh seven seven million files 3.5 the first time i forget maybe
00:11:15.420three million the second time um who knows what mountain of slop you know was accounted by ai
00:11:23.600It did feel like an initiation process to people that are in the political sphere, because like we dabble, obviously, we're like more in the conspiracy sphere. So we know about these things for a long time. And we've been traumatized long before. Now, there's an entire new class that's just been introduced. And it's kind of been fun to see them lose their minds over it. But yeah, there certainly is a profound effect when you do this to people at scale.
00:11:47.960And I don't really know what you do with that kind of an event or who's taking that energy.
00:19:01.560Like even the word manifestation would be something similar to what we're talking about, where you're speaking a thing.
00:19:07.680Now it's out in the ether or whatever you'd like to call it.
00:19:10.340And eventually that thing becomes tangible.
00:19:13.820So it's yeah, it's it's all these things rhyme.
00:19:16.840But to find the exact source of it and describe that, I don't think we ever will be able to because now we're dealing with a definition that is undefinable.
00:19:24.740Yeah, yeah. But I do want to say that I like where your head is at, because I went through a very similar trajectory as you, right, where there's an alarmist. You're taking in all this information and everybody you feel the need to tell everybody. But also there is this overwhelming feeling of doom. And it's clear to me. And I think this is what you're saying, that there is some great machine that it's it wants you to react and it wants you to react in a very particular way.
00:19:53.440And I think there are a number of ways that you can interact with it.
00:20:42.660And that's always the name of the game, by the way.
00:20:44.140It's like there's a concentrated trial period.
00:20:47.800And once they see it's viable, they implement it at scale.
00:20:51.100And I think right now with the dump and everything like, yeah, what we were going through all those years ago, thousands and upon thousands upon thousands are going through that.
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00:21:29.600everything for 10 off your website or domain and it's crazy how mainstream the conspiracy element
00:21:37.700of it is now now it's very very common for news anchors to talk about the deep depravity or the
00:21:45.960all the suggested depravity that was purported to happen on epstein island that is just that's just
00:21:52.440every day every you know everyday communication now and back in like 2017 2018 2019 the time when
00:21:58.800like we were all down the rabbit holes and finding out this information that put the q drops the
00:22:02.520pizza gate pedigree all that stuff the mainstream media wouldn't touch it they didn't touch it they
00:22:07.260talked about financier Jeffrey Epstein you know they talk about all of his if
00:22:11.460they did bring him up it was all of his you know prowess and in the world of
00:22:15.500banking and investments and finance and research and this and that and he was
00:22:20.220here there and everywhere but no mention of any sort of negatives and then things
00:22:25.140have really shifted to where the conspiracy is now mainstream and it's
00:22:31.380it gets a vindication play it's a vindication arc I feel for the
00:22:35.660conspiracy community to make them feel like i knew it i knew it i've been right all along
00:22:41.920and it works it absolutely works um well i don't know that way yeah it is a weird feeling but i
00:22:51.220get what you say people it's like we i've been i've been saying this since day one you know now
00:22:56.440now i'm on the other side i'm on a different side of it where i'm like i was saying that back then
00:23:00.140now i see the whole thing uh you know the the the the non-mentioning and now the mentioning
00:23:06.680through the mainstream i feel i see that as just a calculated pendulum swing and um and it is you
00:23:14.500know and perhaps the story was losing its its base it was losing its its its power structure
00:23:22.380which is our attention our focused attention and so they whatever is whatever architect is up there
00:23:28.740you know, threading all of these, these narratives. I think that perhaps they just needed a wider pool
00:23:35.040of attention to keep it going. And so now everybody's mom and everybody's grandma and
00:23:38.700everybody's uncle's talking about Epstein. It's become boomer conspiracy. Yeah, I think that's
00:23:45.060why I hate it now. Yeah, that's and it doesn't evoke the feeling of vindication that I thought
00:23:50.060that it would. It feels weird and kind of gross. But what I will say is that it seems like the
00:23:54.560point of our job is to stand here and go see we were right because what that does is it enforces
00:24:01.520the reality of it it also feels in a way because we're we're missing a critical part of the story
00:24:07.620like where we were talking about this years ago and then like people forget we weren't allowed to
00:24:13.200talk about this shit for a long time like i lost some twitter accounts we were just talking about
00:24:17.780our facebook i had a facebook memory pop up of my son's birthday when he was like one and i was like0.99
00:24:22.040hey, look at him. He's like a little fat baby.
00:31:34.860There's so many possibilities that will materialize when we begin to take back our power.
00:31:44.560and what I have seen and I in my theory and I just believe that it's all based
00:31:51.940on our focus attention I think that our focus attention is what powers the
00:31:57.100machinery and I also think that our belief is what powers the spell it it
00:32:03.400all requires our belief our belief in our focus attention all this cognitive
00:32:08.440it's all kind of related to our cognitive abilities and our mind and our you
00:32:14.440you know, where our energy, where our attention goes, our energy flows. I believe that. And
00:32:20.500for a long time, for many years, my energy, my attention and energy was flowing
00:32:25.000into the darkness, into the pit, into the great pit. And I, I do not concern myself with
00:32:33.960those types of stories anymore. And not, not to say that I don't have any intellectual curiosity
00:32:40.340towards the stories that, you know, pass our desk and that take up, you know, sometimes the global
00:32:48.260attention. We do look into these and something that, you know, we talk, we're always recording,
00:32:54.980you know, what's going on currently and then more broadly on Realize Radio. So it's not that we're
00:33:01.160completely tuning out everything that's happening, but we don't give it the same validity or the same
00:33:06.800treatment as we might have back in 2017, 2018. Certainly I see everything differently and it
00:33:14.000just allows a different way of approaching these stories that doesn't cause so much
00:33:21.020emotional outpouring. It actually, the way that we, the way that we go about looking into these
00:33:27.500things, I feel actually aids in the retention of our energy and helps us ignore, you know,
00:33:35.100ignore all the blinding details and we can kind of like nip it in the bud like at the top you know
00:33:40.500like sometimes all you need to see is the perpetrator was aged 33 and you're like well
00:33:44.940yeah no no need to look any further over and over we're checking out we're having fun i i see what
00:33:51.500you what you're doing there and and i'm gonna go do something else that's like a this is the
00:33:56.560andy kaufman idea of the troll where they're trolling you and they're making you perform
00:34:01.800and do this thing and we've i've done that a bunch of times whether it be in politics
00:34:05.960this is a long time ago i haven't really participated in when was the last time i
00:34:11.000participated in something that i was like actually like a meaningful back and forth
00:34:15.500i mean position on something only like personal uh like personal back and forths with people i
00:34:21.820know right here maybe even about some of these fake subjects i'll be like okay listen you're
00:34:26.280not getting it and i'm getting like a little bit like frustrated if a person doesn't get it
00:34:29.940but after a while you just kind of let it go my technique uh for the last couple years has been
00:34:35.360no no you're going to dance for me you know i'm going i'm going to perform the troll and this is
00:34:40.180it's it's awful because it's like now i'm not i'm not loosing your energy but i'm watching you waste
00:34:45.420it because that's what your intention was for me to do right you wanted me to get spun up in this
00:34:49.880web and i just go you know your mom's stinky and some british guy crashes out for three weeks i'm
00:34:56.900like hey listen those are the rules you try to do that here i did it better i had zero emotional
00:35:02.980investment in this and now what have you learned and most people they don't really learn from this
00:35:08.180anyway but it is a bit of a a trick right like how do you take the wizard this is the owen benjamin
00:35:14.060yeah i was going to ask you if you've read uh owen benjamin's book how to slay a wizard and uh
00:35:19.440he focuses specifically on the wizard itself not necessarily the entire magic trick but the person
00:35:25.680who's casting the spell the guy that is creating the lies or performing the magic creating the
00:35:31.280perception right yeah yeah they're spinning words for other people to then uh build up this egregore
00:35:37.740of whatever they've said or lied about or whatever they're aiming at to create and he has like he's
00:35:42.980written a whole book i think it's like 12 chapters just detailing every playbook that this person
00:35:48.160uses and if people read it it renders that wizard powerless yeah once you see the illusion once you
00:35:53.880pull the curtain back and that's i think the trick is what we've done because you know this is
00:35:59.280it's become our job and i'm one that i'm very happy to do but you can't do this job i don't
00:36:06.360think if you're not having fun you can no no scratch that you can do it if you're not having
00:36:11.840fun there are a lot of people who do this and they're not having fun they're freaking out and
00:36:18.400you know you talked about this contrast right there is engaging with the perceived reality overlay
00:36:25.160or detaching and creating something investing your own time and energy into something and it's
00:36:32.280typical of that engaging with the reality overlay that its nature would be despair sadness anger
00:36:39.320fear like that is typically how and so for the average person i say yeah do exactly what you
00:36:46.400just said like yesterday i was playing catch with my son right so we're just outside you know in in
00:36:52.820the evening um just throwing a ball back and forth for like an hour or so and it's just like
00:36:57.420those kinds of things building your family and and like do that but if you can figure out a way
00:37:04.660if you can you know if you happen to be somebody because there's so many conspiracies gone
00:37:09.680mainstream right so this is almost um advice to all of my fellow content creators if you find
00:37:16.340yourself in a chair doing something similar to what we're doing it's like the trick is
00:37:21.500taking this thing you're interacting with the despair overlay how do you make that fun how do
00:37:28.560you take that thing that demands that you be afraid of it and make that completely the opposite of
00:37:34.600what your audience is experiencing how do you put it on and take it off yeah like a hat yes and how
00:37:40.820do you make sure that what it what it delivers to the listener is not fear and despair and sadness
00:37:46.900and if you could figure that out i think that's that's really um i think that's really important
00:37:52.280because otherwise i think you're a bit of a tool right now for that overlay we talked about it
00:37:58.580before right conspiracy theorists are supposed to be on their vindication run right now and we're
00:38:03.000supposed to go look it's all real they're drinking the babies they're doing the horrible things and
00:38:07.280it's like the worst thing the last thing that that system wants you to do is to get any sort
00:38:13.900of platform with any sort of influence and then to point and laugh at it right that is not what
00:38:19.700it wants right yeah you hit the nail on the head and i think you know using humor to fight the
00:38:27.380fight the machinery is is the top tool that's that's the top weapon yeah is to you render it
00:38:35.120powerless by by pointing and laughing at it yeah yeah i mean it's the same thing as as the wizard
00:38:40.300of oz right you pull the curtain back and instead of this giant horrifying disembodied head that's
00:38:45.860controlling everything it's like this little dude in a robe um and it is i think that probably the
00:38:51.420same thing i mean if you're reading that book top then then you can attest to this um in this how
00:38:57.240to slay a wizard it is this idea of of ridicule and look i mean you on one hand should detach
00:39:04.980from it right because it is it's a false overlay it's not the nature of reality and you should
00:39:10.120detach from it but there are some of us who should stand up in opposition to it and and it's weird
00:39:17.560because so many years ago standing up in opposition to it used to look like sleuthing finding all the
00:39:24.000hidden secrets and breadcrumbs and trying to expose it now now that it's all mainstream
00:39:29.340i don't think that's the point anymore i don't think that we're supposed to be you know
00:39:34.840digging and looking for breadcrumbs sometimes there is you know you talked about this story
00:39:39.180right there human beings have this innate nature within us that we can be hijacked by effective
00:39:46.280storytelling and they will weave effective narratives and storytelling and sometimes
00:39:50.800under some scrutiny they are actually pretty shitty and they fall apart but i think in a lot
00:39:54.440of ways they're more entertaining than what you'll find on netflix and and so there is some aspect of
00:40:00.900me to this day where i go like no no no like they're doing the ufo disclosure thing of course
00:40:06.420i don't believe in like the aliens and especially not the way that they're so funny but they're so
00:40:11.400funny did you see the ones where it's clearly like it's the big white cotton ball on the thing or
00:40:18.340yeah or like this there's the one where uh donald trump is hanging out with like the tall whites or0.93
00:40:24.180whatever like i that's from a rush concert i love it i think that's all the funniest crap in the
00:40:29.700world i i actually stopped doing remember i mean my twitter presence was it you still call me the
00:40:34.940father of disinformation oh yeah just like seeing lies and tricks well you know we we would be out0.64
00:40:40.520there and i'm looking at all the bullshit i was like everybody believes this fine i'm gonna make0.98
00:40:44.420the news too yeah i'm not gonna fucking read the news i'm gonna make it where did yours go so i0.93
00:40:49.940can't even remember so many times no hv you gotta hear this one this is around the time this is the0.82
00:40:55.260this was honestly early in in in mine and your interactions and it was one of the best moments
00:41:00.820because it went so viral it went so viral and everyone was horrified and it was this beautiful0.95
00:41:06.480little look into like oh my god if people believe this how much shit have people believe that is0.95
00:41:11.860completely untrue it was i'm trying to remember what i possibly could have said for whatever0.99
00:41:16.420reason your son oh my god did like uh he's a toddler he's a baby and he does this like mom
00:41:23.840crucified pose on the palms for palm sunday my mom was watching my kids i was in jamaica
00:41:29.400which is so funny dude so she sent me a picture and it was palm sunday and they wanted to be like0.98
00:41:34.740jesus so he had the palm and he's against the wall and i was like mom what the fuck
00:41:37.560and i took and i had a great idea because this is right around october 7th and i see everybody0.76
00:41:42.160reacting to whatever's happening that's right hamas and nobody knows really what happened but
00:41:46.880everybody's angry or happy or something so i go uh i can't believe hamas would do this
00:41:52.700and it's a picture of my son i blurred his face out and i put uh fake blood on the wall it's
00:41:57.880pixelated from like pixelated blood from like you know microsoft paint yeah microsoft like it's
00:42:03.640literally pixelated yeah yeah and i just go it's crazy and and i changed my profile picture to me
00:42:08.880with the israeli flag in the back and and just let it go let it go and like half the people are
00:42:14.520angry nobody gets only like a handful of people like that's crazy i see what you did the rest of
00:42:19.800them were like hate this love this yeah hate this or as many babies as it takes like it was like
00:42:25.420the craziest but the virality of it was like how many millions of it was insane it went it was gone
00:42:32.000it was so far out of control so far out of like ever being able to reel it in and so yeah in that
00:42:38.320way like being i almost get why they do it like it's kind of hilarious they have their finger on
00:42:43.900the button but it's like if i was talking to you about this before i was like as your profile grows
00:42:49.520i forget exactly who we were talking like joe rogan yeah and you you have the ability to have
00:42:54.280your finger on the buttons all the time do you press those buttons the scales right yeah like
00:42:58.840tipping it either way we do it on a very irresponsible manner but we're like lower0.98
00:43:04.080way lower on the scale but sometimes we'll have those moments where we can and it's like damn
00:43:09.080should we do that every time it's crazy what are we doing to the it's almost like humanity uh wants
00:43:15.300to be that you know this idea of like the npc and i'd love to get your thoughts on that hv like
00:43:19.900the idea of the npc right but there are these unthinking masses that that actually yearn to be
00:43:28.500pushed by the river whichever way it happens to flow and and and and so i wonder then your
00:43:35.760your sort of moral not obligation but moral um well i think it comes down to her idea which
00:43:45.220what she came here to talk about is that the idea of a human as a machine oh my god yeah this
00:43:49.240machine that moves but what does yeah what is the machine supposed to do i have i have my own ideas
00:43:54.260and i'll i'll say it later but i i kind of want to know what you think because that's in essence0.96
00:43:59.480that's what it is an npc that likes to read the shit that i just said and then get emotional this0.95
00:44:05.320way or that way because hv is talking about it right attention but that's what they're created0.98
00:44:08.960to do yeah and they're they're attention machines we're attention machines and every once in a while0.98
00:44:13.040idiots like us get to go like and just put our finger on it and that way it goes and it starts0.97
00:44:17.960paying attention to us and we're like oh snap what was that yeah it's fun what is that but1.00
00:44:22.540you shouldn't do that we can't it shows we can influence this realm and i think the term even
00:44:27.760the term influencer is is in our zeitgeist it's known to us this term influencer is known to us
00:44:35.260simply to show us that we do have influence as as humans we we have the capacity to influence
00:44:44.220the reality and and people around us does everybody i'm not sure i i'm not sure and
00:44:51.820getting into the you know the npc conversation it's a touchy one because by declaring someone
00:44:59.020else an npc you are by default kind of dehumanizing them you're saying that they're not they're not up
00:45:06.300they're not up to the level i'm over here and they're over there you know but let's
00:45:11.820let's kick it around you know i i'm not i'm not convinced that everybody
00:45:20.380has the capacity or the design to question their reality i think that there are
00:45:29.020Some folks, many, that are just here to complete the game of life in the matter and format that it's being presented for the express purpose of keeping that modality intact.
00:45:50.460So keeping – we need people to go along with the game.
00:45:54.100Like there needs to be participants keeping these structures going
00:45:59.180because the people I think that do have a capacity to kind of come online
00:46:05.460and think for themselves, those people kind of need to be convinced
00:46:09.440over and over and over and over and over again that this is the way of the world
00:46:14.600and this is the way to be successful and this is the only way to be a good human
00:46:19.800and this is the only way to go about it
00:46:21.320and you have to clock in and clock out
00:46:48.020like that uh in the in this particular game a game of life um worker ants yeah kind of worker
00:46:54.040ants that don't necessarily think for themselves um there's a question of free will with all of
00:47:01.260this i i think free will is something that should be um re-examined i think that humans are wildly
00:47:09.140predictable and i think that what we believe to be our own free will um what we believe to be
00:47:17.380our own choices, what we believe to be our own autonomous actions, in reality, are just
00:47:24.220things that we've been fed over a lifetime. And we're kind of, in a sense, like regurgitating all
00:47:30.760of what we believe to be our original ideas. We are reenacting things that we believe to be our
00:47:36.220original actions, charting our own path. We're kind of just copying something that we've ingested
00:47:43.840along the way. And I, I think it takes a lot of, I think it takes a very particular type of person
00:47:54.700and a lot of like inner work along the way to be able to eschew all of the, all of those trappings
00:48:03.940and reject and say, I'm going to, I'm going to start something that is completely non-traditional
00:48:11.680that, you know, maybe people are going to call me crazy, but I'm going to chart my, I'm truly
00:48:14.900going to chart my own path and, and, uh, get away from, you know, the, the, the roles and
00:48:19.740restrictions and responsibilities that have been presented to me as the only way to do it. Um,
00:48:25.700I, I kind of did that for myself. I used to work, you know, very traditional kind of nine to five
00:48:29.580corporate gala. And, uh, I have a very, very, very different existence now, but that's because I
00:48:34.980always had an inkling that that wasn't for me. And I just always kind of knew that one day I was
00:48:39.680going to be, um, in control of my time and own my time. And that is exactly what I do. I don't
00:48:44.060know how I knew that, but I had a knowing. Um, and even when I was in the machine, uh, when I
00:48:48.940worked in the corporate world for many years, um, I knew it was just a means to an end. And one day
00:48:54.480I was going to be out on my own. And, um, and I am now, but I don't think everybody has, um,
00:49:03.720that sought that, that inkling. I don't think everybody has, and it's not just an inkling,
00:49:08.340like to quit your nine to five. I think that there is an inkling that things are just not
00:49:12.860quite right with this world. And I felt that from, from, as from a kid, I kind of felt like
00:49:18.580things weren't quite right. I didn't have a vocabulary for it. I didn't have a working,
00:49:23.160uh, understanding for the nebulous feelings that I was feeling. I do remember watching the Truman
00:49:29.120show when I was an adolescent and it rocked my world in a way that was so profound. I couldn't
00:49:36.300really interact with people for about a month i didn't know why but i was in a real funk i was
00:49:41.260too young to really know what the effects someone had asked me what's wrong with you i couldn't tell
00:49:47.860you like i couldn't express i have a feeling that i'm the only sentient individual in this and that
00:49:53.480all of this apparatus is built for me a stirring in my soul there was a stirring in my soul and i
00:49:59.280was troubled i was freaked out for a good month and i i'm 11 i'm 12 at this time
00:50:05.920so i'm not too much of a kid to like have it all go over my head but i'm not um mature enough to
00:50:12.560kind of comprehend it as a as a movie i guess there was it made it made an impact on me and
00:50:19.280i didn't really know why and but now now it makes a little bit more sense i do feel um
00:50:24.160like Truman, there is a manufactured element to the world that we exist in. And perhaps there are
00:50:31.500some that are, that the world is kind of moving around. And, you know, maybe there's, maybe there's
00:50:39.640a few live ones that are, you know, like a small percentage of, of what we understand as humanity
00:50:44.700are live wires. And, and then the rest is kind of background filler. Just, just how, just how
00:50:52.340a video game and it's an efficiency thing for for how for rastering video game environments um
00:50:58.940the background players can be created more efficiently if they don't require so much of
00:51:05.100their own too much thought what do you think about this um but do they have the do they have
00:51:11.260the ability to become sentient because i sort of agree with you in that sense it's just it's it is
00:51:16.200heartbreaking i had my uh it's dehumanizing like she said right but no no hate no shade no shame
00:51:21.760but like I don't think my mom's ever meant to wake up I don't think that she had I don't think
00:51:26.360she's meant to I don't think and I don't try I don't try to convince her I don't try to argue
00:51:32.020with her I don't try to show her the air of her ways yeah I just love her and support her and
00:51:40.220her she's she's she's she's at where she's at and that's that's just the way it's gonna be
00:51:46.780and i think that we waste a lot of time and energy and effort and again precious precious
00:51:53.140processing power by trying to convince people to believe whatever it is that we believe
00:51:59.020and that's just a fool's errand all we can do is share all we can do is share and it's going to
00:52:06.320find the right ears it's going to it's going to find the people that are meant to resonate with
00:52:11.000that material are going to find it and the people who are not meant to resonate with the material
00:52:16.160it's either going to completely be ignored like pass through in one ear out the other as the
00:52:21.700saying goes like they literally don't even hear it or it's going to anger them or you know they're
00:52:25.800going to they're going to have some sort of resistance to it that's just a protective
00:52:29.820mechanism um sometimes when we're presented with things that go against uh that that are are
00:52:35.000dangerous to our operating system belief systems we we will kind of rage against that sort of thing
00:52:39.620and that you know that's why so many so much of the conspiracy world is this argumentative
00:52:43.940i mean flat earth ball earth god that's such a violent schism between the two never the twain
00:52:48.540shall meet you know i don't think there is a shape i think that ball earth flat earth is just
00:52:53.640by design meant to keep keep us in some sort of you know it's maybe like never never ending
00:53:02.580generative plane as you move through your field of perception yeah or like a dream like what what
00:53:08.700shape does a dream have you know okay hb real quick uh when we turn off this camera do we still
00:53:14.580exist we are just figments of each other's right imagine like we turn off like see you later and
00:53:19.500that's a good question for the audience well it's kind of like in a dream too i have a whole
00:53:23.500presentation called life is but a dream where i argue that this existence is akin to a hyper lucid
00:53:28.380dream state um i've had the the the pleasure um the rare pleasure but i've been able to have lucid
00:53:36.360dreams a few times in my life. Um, and I don't know if you guys have had the opportunity to
00:53:40.880have, have, or, you know, you don't get to choose really, or some people say they can, but, um,
00:53:44.780the few times that I've been able to lose a dream where you actually realize that you're dreaming
00:53:48.100while you're in the dream. Um, and it's so elusive and, you know, for me, um, what I do whenever I
00:53:54.660realize the few times that I have realized that I'm, uh, that I'm in a dream, the first thing
00:53:59.760that I'll do is I'll touch the first physical thing around me. So if it's a wall, I'll touch
00:54:03.260the wall. If it's a desk, I'll touch the desk, wherever I am in the dream. And I am always so
00:54:07.620shocked by how much the wall feels like wall or how much the desk feels like desk. I'm like,
00:54:13.780I know I'm dreaming. I know I'm in a dream, but I can feel the texture of the wall against my hand.
00:54:19.260I can feel the physicality of the desk against my hand. This feels as real as it would if I were
00:54:27.020awake and in the real world and those the tactile nature of the of the dream um the
00:54:35.340physical the physical nature of of of of the dream and granted it's only for this short time
00:54:42.000um that i'm able to experience this kind of like limbic state in between the two
00:54:45.760but that is enough for me to go well what if this whole thing is a dream like a very intact
00:54:53.760structured uh hard to escape from uh dreamlike state that feels very real because we have these
00:55:02.660sensory inputs but again i think we're being shown through through these advanced technologies you
00:55:08.680know with all the vr the new advancements in vr you know you put on the vr goggles you're in the
00:55:13.420worlds you put on the haptic suit you feel everything guys we already have a vr goggle
00:55:18.980set it's called our binocular it's called our ocular system our visual system already is
00:55:23.120pre-installed we already have a vr field the vr goggles are mimicking the way that our our eyeballs
00:55:30.020the way that our the way our visual our visual field actually works it's a mimic haptic suit
00:55:35.960is a mimic of the way that our skin our largest organ already works it's all just showing us what
00:55:43.020we're already in all of it and um i think that they're you know whether it's a dream whether
00:55:50.140it's a live rastering expanding ever expanding collectively rendered video game it's a vocabulary
00:56:00.380issue we just we don't we haven't maybe seen them actually we have probably seen the model
00:56:07.180of like what our what our experience is but we don't know what we're looking at we don't we don't
00:56:13.580we can't see it and go hey that's us or hey that's me or hey that's this world or i think
00:56:19.260that we are kind of shown i think we are being shown in in many ways the truth of the world but
00:56:24.300we just don't know what we're looking at we just don't know what we're looking at there's a somebody
00:56:29.340who has been on the show a few times and he's got an interesting book that he's developed uh but his
00:56:36.060name i don't know if we have it here no his name is um seth kickleiter seth kickleiter and he does
00:56:42.380a lot of research on you know the monroe institute and and a lot of monroe's um testimony for his
00:56:50.400own experience yeah yeah very familiar with that um but he's come to the conclusion and he even
00:56:58.240uses a lot of i mean monroe himself suspected this was the case he sort of mused about this
00:57:05.160um on occasion but then just you know kind of brushed past it and kept going in his experiences
00:57:10.680that there are these intelligences that monroe is engaging with um that are generating the entire
00:57:18.400experience and and seth seems to think and he's got a lot of research that you know helps him come
00:57:24.860to this conclusion that so many of our experiences whether they're psychedelic or you know transcendental
00:57:32.820i don't even know if that's the correct word or um you know meditative states or or otherwise
00:57:37.860astral projection you name it even remote viewing um you know remote viewing oftentimes is perceived
00:57:44.980as viewing an actual place and you know very often though where someone will claim they'll
00:57:51.260use a remote viewer to try to find let's say a missing child and they'll say that i can see
00:57:54.940this child they're here they're there you know x y and z and when that turns out to not be the
00:58:01.560case they think the remote viewer is just bullshitting but if you take into consideration
00:58:05.660that inside of that realm that is without physicality in so many ways not in the ways
00:58:13.320that we know it here let's just say this takes more rendering power right it takes a lot less0.97
00:58:18.020rendering power you got to traumatize a lot of people to render this shit yeah yeah you got to0.93
00:58:22.040yeah yeah this takes a lot of energy whereas this this other realm doesn't take as much energy0.98
00:58:27.840so they can create and they have a vested interest in doing so and seem to do so on a regular basis
00:58:34.300create a very personalized experience that yeah probably is a render as you go type of experience
00:58:39.960but they impart all sorts of you know ideals on individuals and they show them all sorts of
00:58:46.860things that they consider real and you know he even goes into these near-death experiences or
00:58:51.460let's say um a great case was um the reincarnation instances and how the individual will almost
00:59:00.240always be relatively localized and if the past life of the individual isn't relatively localized
00:59:07.120they're almost always drawing on the same historical characters like let's say cleopatra
00:59:12.700or somebody like that and it's because these are the choice uh generative experiences that these
00:59:19.740things will put individuals through and so yeah i mean i think that similar to how you would like
00:59:25.340LLM all of the Epstein files this astral realm is sort of LLM together it's like hey what do you
00:59:32.980want to see yeah like if we if we were doing this Lucia or I'm sorry sleuthing on the internet
00:59:38.020and and theorizing well now they have a body of work to draw from and then superimpose over the
00:59:44.780next stage of this you know this deception or this story the problem is is that his conclusion
00:59:49.540in dabbling in these sort of realms is that whatever intelligence is is on this other side
00:59:55.560seems to be a little bit nefarious because it's always uh deceptive in its nature yeah it's always
01:00:00.420seems to be like pointed trying to get you to think a certain thing for whatever reason and
01:00:05.140it takes advantage of that special boy proclivity in human beings where it can convince you that
01:00:09.780you are special you are chosen this knowledge is imparted on you because you have the capacity for
01:00:16.700it or, or you're, you know, an important player in this whole thing, which causes you to go forth
01:00:21.560and then, you know, evangelize on behalf of whatever it is, this thing has told you.
01:00:25.700Yeah. Well, that's, this is the idea of like the pointing at the attention to so now your
01:00:31.540attention is being given back to that, whatever LLM simulation, astral projection, spiritual
01:00:38.320entity, rather than something else. But I wanted to ask you, in your opinion, in your, your journey
01:00:44.240studies, when you're pointing your energy at something, what in your opinion is the best
01:00:51.600place to point it? Because you had mentioned things like, I don't know, figure out your career
01:00:56.120or a hobby or something like that, or your family. What do you do and where do you think it's best to
01:01:03.140point at? It's going to be different for everyone, for sure. I think we all have our own gifts. We
01:01:10.180all have our own maybe purpose here on this planet this this plane so it's hard it's not a
01:01:16.320prescriptive it's not a one-size-fits-all for me I have I've just poured the time into my passions
01:01:27.100and hobbies and though and in one my professional career I do video production but something that I
01:01:34.240have video production graphic design like visual communication but I've also been a hobbyist
01:01:39.520photographer for many years and I started to, once I kind of let go of certain energy, certain
01:01:50.420trappings, let's say, and I had some extra bandwidth, I kind of poured more into that
01:01:58.980photography hobby and something opened up in the universe and now I actually get paid to take
01:02:05.980photos regularly. That wasn't the case before. It was just a little hobby. But once I really
01:02:11.540turned my focus to it and really gave myself to it and almost told the universe that this
01:02:21.220is something that I'm actually really, really passionate about and I'm going to give it
01:02:25.580my all, some weird trap door opened, a side door, a side window, and it said, you're coming
01:02:32.060in this way and we're going to make this official and that that is and also I started this it sounds
01:02:38.920silly when I say it out loud but um it's actually very meaningful to me but I started I moved into
01:02:42.940a new neighborhood and um when I moved in there I said let me do something to kind of um make some
01:02:48.880new friends some hyper local kind of community building so I started doing I started doing yoga
01:02:53.860in the park teaching free yoga um on in the weekends on this local park and I just put up
01:02:59.260signs that said yoga in the park. And lo and behold, people actually showed up. And that was
01:03:04.120months ago. And it's been, it's six months ago, longer than that, actually, since October of last
01:03:09.760year. And it's become a regular thing. It's growing. And I don't know what it's going to do
01:03:15.700or where it's going to go. I'm not trying to make this into my profession. It's just something that
01:03:19.080I like to do and like to share. But I've made true, legitimate friendships from it. It has
01:03:25.260enriched my life in ways that are, would have been impossible to estimate going in or to really
01:03:31.180fathom. Um, I, even tonight I I'm going to, um, Columbia verse, um, Uzbekistan, I think I'm going
01:03:39.460to, you know, I'm in a world cup city. I I'm in Dallas, Texas. The world cup is here. The world
01:03:47.840has come to me. And one of my new friends from yoga, she's from Columbia. And so she's invited
01:03:53.900me to kind of come into her world and experience the fanfare and everything through, through her.
01:04:01.020And that's something that I wouldn't like my, I'm also, also I've got through, I've got like four
01:04:06.920things planned this week with new friends that I have made from this little yoga effort. It has
01:04:12.620truly changed my life. It has truly changed my life. And what has it required of me? Really
01:04:20.120nothing really nothing other than my time and my dedicated some focused attention a little bit of
01:04:25.680effort I got I got a I bought a printer so I could print some signs so you know I do that every week
01:04:31.280I print some signs I go up on the pavement I go put them up around the neighborhood that's it I
01:04:36.600would be doing yoga anyway yoga outside in the park on a weekend I would be doing that anyway
01:04:41.020it's something that I love and something that it takes it takes nothing of me to share and the
01:04:46.840benefits are immense. People also enjoy it. So they're benefiting from it. It's a win, win,
01:04:52.020win, win, win for all parties involved and it's free. And that's something that I would have
01:04:58.040never thought to do. I would have never thought to do that until I had the mindset of pour it
01:05:04.800back into your own life. Start with your hobbies, start with your passions and share those. We all
01:05:12.460have a gift. We all have things that we have a natural affinity for. Share them. Pour yourself,
01:05:19.180do it and share it. And maybe that's the purpose of this place. And yeah, it might not give you
01:05:25.440the benefit immediately that you think you're going to get, but down river, there's going to
01:05:31.400be something that takes place because of what you did. And it may not be a linear line, but it's,
01:05:38.780it's going to it's going to open up a pathway that could have never existed before and the
01:05:44.360only reason it does exist is because you've decided just to to just do it and the wise words
01:05:48.760of nike just do it just do it yeah we we talk on this show a lot you know you're talking about going
01:05:55.760to this this soccer game and and you joked about it before the the show started you called it bread
01:06:00.840and circus and we had a little bit of a laugh because it's like there is this this thing if
01:06:08.080i'm going to call us conspiracy theorists we're supposed to shake our fist or historically have
01:06:13.100at every instance of bread and circus of distraction of you know the new term is
01:06:19.960goyslop um everything that they want to feed you that is some sort of poison and i think you know
01:06:27.740we've also done the same thing here on the show which is like yeah just enjoy some of it i'm not
01:06:33.180saying like go in and obsess over soccer like don't obsess over it right people make like a
01:06:39.320thing their identity and it's everything that they're about now is is i'm a soccer fan or i'm
01:06:43.960a football fan or whatever but like we were joking about the white house ufc event and it is so
01:06:51.180goitacular like they are jumping the dirt bikes off of the ramps and they're doing the pyrotechnics
01:06:59.140and you know it's a little boy's dream little boy's dream for sure it's like dude you know
01:07:04.640i i don't want to be the type of person that is so accurately diagnose the the trappings of the0.99
01:07:13.560world to the extent that they by virtue of identifying them make me a miserable asshole0.92
01:07:19.100i don't want that like i don't want to look into this thing and become misery in the world but not0.99
01:07:24.640of it yeah yeah yeah uh there's a the scripture in the bible where it's talking about how you
01:07:30.000should be as a as a person here and it's you're supposed to be a pilgrim and a stranger so not
01:07:35.340necessarily listen i do have a house so it's a bit of a hypocrite but uh i like my house i0.83
01:07:39.740fucking want it in my house so that's why i got it not because i need it yeah i like that0.96
01:07:43.120it's all right i'm gonna burn it down later but uh it's the only way it's the only way0.98
01:07:49.040we should we shouldn't like have firm roots in this world or whatever especially now that we've
01:07:56.320like seen it from the outside from a third party perspective so you're just kind of passing through
01:08:00.900but i'm passing through it so i'm like i you know i put my ufc hat on you go and i go hey
01:08:06.260great fights and then i go and i take that off and then i keep doing my thing you know it's a
01:08:11.800balance you got to be able to diagnose it like well why is this thing terrible for you okay now
01:08:16.340that i know it's terrible for you i'm gonna watch it it's like why is this you know a cup of high
01:08:21.920seed bad for you because all the added sugars in the day but i'm gonna maybe i'll have a sip
01:08:25.880sometimes and go that's pretty good goy slap i wanted to it's i i love your story about how like
01:08:31.740you're you've now aimed your attention at uh at these these other things rather than this one
01:08:37.320thing that is destructive in your life it's like gonna destroy your soul uh i've done the same
01:08:42.720thing but my attention of the last over the last two years or so maybe less than that has been but
01:08:48.660you know we come from what's a better word than religious not religious I'm coming from a different
01:08:54.960standpoint where it's like okay my aim now is at God whatever that is God so like the this show
01:09:01.300we're using I'm using to try to figure out the personality of God what is that what is this thing
01:09:06.340that has created us and i go i don't know so all of my attention is aimed at that and now all of
01:09:14.060my interests are also aimed at that whatever that is and the trickle-down effect that i've had from
01:09:20.060that has been tremendous oh yeah it's almost like a cheat code for me because i'm like oh yeah look
01:09:24.460at that everything that i like if i aim it towards god which would be truth which would be
01:09:31.320justice righteousness the the creator a king something that's larger than me it also takes
01:09:37.080a lot of responsibility off of me in this and it's it's such a weird dynamic right because
01:09:42.040way that savior you're like you have to because as as a conspiracy theorist you have to save
01:09:46.940everybody i don't got to do that you got to tell everybody and ring the alarms and save the world
01:09:50.880and that's a fool's errand i think too but it's it's funny because it's the same sort of thing
01:09:55.420it's like i put i put attention into that i grow this and then the benefits that i reap from it
01:10:00.700have been tremendous it's like i don't even know tenfold like where we're sitting right now
01:10:05.460doesn't happen if my attention isn't aimed at that way david would be in his house and i'd be
01:10:11.180in mine and we'd be doing a remote local thing but instead we have an entire studio and a coffee
01:10:15.920shop because of like circumstances beyond our control but where we're aimed at and certainly
01:10:21.280the aim is not at whatever the fuck the news is telling us yeah you know or like those stories
01:10:27.540that are just cycling through and we have to pay attention to this. It's like, no, no, I'm not doing0.92
01:10:31.080that. I'm doing something else. I think I found my favorite thing to aim at. And, uh, but then
01:10:36.560that also gets to this idea of like your attention, right? We're talking about aim and your attention
01:10:41.520and really aim and attention is a term for worship. So like, what are you worshiping? Right? Yeah.
01:10:49.820And then when you're in worship is our, is, is the most powerful form of focused attention.
01:10:54.780yeah that's and that's what i've so reading reading the bible and really understanding
01:11:00.580this and coming from like a like a technical musical biblical standpoint like you start to
01:11:04.880understand where all of this stuff is directed and where the energy is flowing and what these
01:11:11.240things want and as you said like we started the show we're talking about the human body as a
01:11:15.900machine and what is it meant to do it's just all we do is make worship it's this way or that way
01:11:21.240Yeah, we did that episode recently. Somebody said, what is worship? And I use that expression that you used earlier, HV, which is like where attention goes, energy flows. So if your attention is on a thing, I think by nature of, you know, just reality and everything that I've observed, you're worshiping that thing.
01:11:38.320And addiction is worship. Addiction is worship. Addiction is a form of worship. Yes. Like it's
01:11:44.320to a particular substance or to a gambling, like gambling, drugs, sex. There's addictions to all
01:11:51.440sorts of things, but it's a form of worshiping that thing. And we use worship, like really the
01:11:56.520word is kind of tethered to an idea of, of God. And that's, you know, kind of what it's formulated
01:12:01.180around. But I think that, yeah, worship is actually more about your relationship to the
01:12:08.020thing that you're approaching and uh and this realm will give you all kinds of crap to worship
01:12:13.620right it's like hey how about super mario how about money yeah how about uh you know this show
01:12:19.100series how about uh fashion any number of things is are presented to you we worship celebrities
01:12:25.040absolutely yeah so but i to to the to the idea of like giving it up to something higher than
01:12:33.260yourself. I think that that is actually very powerful too. I don't know who or what God is,
01:12:38.660but I do find myself getting more spiritual, I guess, as I go through this life. And I have a
01:12:48.820strange feeling that God is benevolent and humorous, good humor, good natured. I actually
01:12:59.520see the simple smiley face whenever I see, you know, there's just the round yellow smiley face
01:13:06.400with two eyes and a mouth. That simple symbol, which is really everywhere once you start to
01:13:12.560notice it. Whenever I see that, I say that's the face of God. Just a peaceful, happy, benevolent,
01:13:24.740good-natured good-humored observer there's too many things we talk about it on the show there's
01:13:31.500too many things that are funny for god to not be funny you know this idea i heard uh owen talking
01:13:38.020about it so that might have been like a point that came from owen that you said that like when it hit
01:13:42.780me i was like oh man like the idea of like bernie made off made off with everybody's money hilarious
01:13:47.300um there's so many names he did dummy there's so many names where those are called antroponyms
01:13:53.540zero names names that are particularly suited to their particularly or ironically suited to their
01:13:58.660owner anthony weiner sex pest exactly what's crazy about that is to put a name on it is almost the
01:14:06.760illusion of a diagnosis or the illusion of like understanding that phenomenon right that's what0.98
01:14:11.640we do it's teen he's got teen in his name jizz lane means sex traffic jizz means sex lane means0.97
01:14:21.500road on which you traffic traffic goes jizz lane come on in the name come on yeah yeah and then0.93
01:14:30.380what's messed up is like and it goes on and on and on and on this is one of my favorite i know
01:14:34.940but it's but it's also like it's like that's funny like you're not supposed to laugh at me
01:14:39.180it is very funny yeah i'm like you're good they think they're so clever and they are you know
01:14:46.620and i just say like you can't make this up but they do but they do you can't make this up
01:14:53.660his name is made off he made off with their money you can't make this up
01:14:57.820i mean you gave him all your money so he could yeah that's the other thing too and we gave him
01:15:01.420all the money what was your first clue you know but and bankman free you know that whole thing
01:15:06.140with the ft f tx or yeah you know and that whole his name also you know with with the with the
01:15:12.380banking and the free and the freeman and the freed and the fried and however you know and all the
01:15:16.380the different multiple the multiple beautiful it's it's it's magnificent yeah it is it's getting
01:15:23.460created but that idea of the smiley face it i think what you mean is like it it puts you at
01:15:27.860ease when you see it because it is one of these symbols where you look and you go huh yeah it's
01:15:32.480actually kind of there too like once i had this theory that the smiley face was a face of god i
01:15:36.520actually began to see it in times that i was having a hard time like going through a personally
01:15:41.560a hard time i would look over and there'd be a plastic bag blowing down the street and staring
01:15:48.760at me from this plastic bag was the the face of god yeah thank you come again girl yeah thank you
01:15:54.980come again thank you it's gonna be fine or yeah smile you're on camera as i'm walking by and it's
01:16:01.700a smiley face and for you know and maybe i'm having a really dark thought or something or i'm
01:16:06.620troubled by something i can get as much as sunshine and rainbows as i seem like i project out of
01:16:11.660myself i can go through really really really hard times and really dark times and it's in those hard
01:16:17.560times and dark times that i've actually noticed that symbol just staring at me just right in front
01:16:22.440of me and i'm like oh hello there yeah there smiley face but everything's gonna be okay isn't
01:16:27.780it yeah that's the message overwhelmingly that you know is in the bible it's this idea of do not
01:16:33.400fear god exists in the bible 365 times i do not have to be a christian to recognize a daily
01:16:40.080reminder when i see it yeah what's the other thing uh do not be discouraged don't even be
01:16:45.720discouraged don't even be discouraged that's one of the things that i think when we're talking about
01:16:50.520the uh the npc whether it be your mom or my my aunt sorry mom i love you yeah no it's it's in
01:16:58.440the end it's it's a fear there is a critical fear at a certain point that's blocking them
01:17:04.260from seeing what's possible yeah like uh my aunt she was like she's stuck in a situation it's not
01:17:11.100even a bad situation it's like well her house is falling apart but i was like you could sell that0.99
01:17:14.740house for a million dollars get the hell out of there and in the condition it's in get the fuck0.65
01:17:18.340out and do whatever you want to do and she's like i'm not like you people make their own traps dude
01:17:23.580and i'm like you could do whatever you want yeah you can and she's like no no we're not the same
01:17:29.280i'm like we're we're the same thing i made her the same thing as you yep i took my old house i sold
01:17:34.300it i went to a place i didn't know but as long as you say that fear not dog we're not the same as
01:17:38.440long as you say that as long as you believe that this goes to the idea of belief i told her that
01:17:41.800too i said but what you said right there next year you'll still be in the same spot cursing yourself
01:17:46.640yeah you just curse yourself and i said but i don't think you're like that and we'll see what
01:17:50.540happens i spoke like i'm trying to speak like a blessing over yeah speak life positive affirmation
01:17:55.260whatever you want to call it and i don't know we'll see if it worked but she's ready to like
01:18:00.580she's stuck because she's scared people make their own that's overwhelmingly what i see i think we
01:18:05.520all know somebody even the listeners right now you all know somebody hopefully it's not you that is
01:18:09.520in your life or peripheral to your life that has all these things and when you hear the stories you
01:18:14.220go why don't they just do this why they why don't they just do that and it's like you realize like
01:18:18.640people make their own prisons and they stay there and i think there's something about fear and this
01:18:23.600is very i think i i don't want to say i think i know this is true because i've lived it it is it's
01:18:29.580it's addicting right there's a fear that is um especially when it comes to the drama of of life
01:18:36.640and the drama of like let's say conspiracy the wider scale what's going to happen to the world
01:18:41.180um man let me tell you even during covid even during covid there was something people are
01:18:48.480probably gonna and i you know this might be received the wrong way and that's fine there
01:18:51.800was something fucking cool about the world getting locked down i remember running the avenue and it
01:18:57.920being empty dude i remember uh very vanilla sky you know very vanilla time time square yeah exactly0.85
01:19:06.440my my cousin was in that's why i say very vanilla sky my cousin was in vegas and he's sending me
01:19:11.840videos under amber lights at night walking the strip alone entirely alone and i go0.96
01:19:19.060fuck this is cool this is so cool and and you know other people are really giving into the fear0.95
01:19:25.940but my relationship with fear is just different because i was a conspiracy theorist so i really0.99
01:19:30.040like traumatized myself and then and then it kind of became like i don't know like life was a cool
01:19:35.460movie or something like that so um that that sort of thing of creating your own trap and and living
01:19:41.000in your own trap. It's the mental models, the mindsets. Yeah. Yeah. I can't do it because X,
01:19:46.340Y, Z, there'll be a million. And like, it doesn't matter how many counter arguments you provide.
01:19:51.000They've got a, they've got another one on deck. They've got another reason and rationale of why,
01:19:56.100oh, I couldn't, I could never do that because X, Y, Z. And then you go, well, actually, no,
01:19:59.780no, no, no, no. And then they've got something else, you know? So it's like, there's, there's
01:20:02.460never, your logic will never penetrate because it's, that's just not the way that they're
01:20:07.340set up to operate and you got to stop. You got to just like stop arguing. And I see that. I see
01:20:15.740that a lot. I see that a lot with people in a mindset of, um, I'm going to wait to do X until
01:20:22.280Y. Oh yeah. Wait to do X until Y. Here's a good example for you. I had, I had a friend who she
01:20:30.020always wanted to lose weight. And when she really started getting active about it, like talking
01:20:35.360about it i mean just really it was like i'm gonna wait until i can buy the right shoes from nike i
01:20:41.360can buy the right outfits from this i'm gonna wait until i lose a little bit of weight and then i'll
01:20:45.780go to the gym everything was like i'm going to do this after i do that yeah and that will stop
01:20:52.160anything and everything from starting yes you just gotta start you just gotta in the wise words of
01:20:59.540mikey just do it yeah people are so like on that npc conversation you're saying some people aren't
01:21:07.300just aren't very programmed for that and i think there's a reason there's there's systems right
01:21:11.540the fractal nature of reality or the spiritual principles of as above so below um or on earth
01:21:18.060as it is in heaven like there are these systems that i believe likely exist in in a spiritual
01:21:24.920realm in a realm outside of ours and we emulate and create them in a in a slightly watered down
01:21:30.800physical way i think computer programs are some sort of a reflection of the nature of like the
01:21:38.220human mind or the human experience we people aren't programmed like that but we are always
01:21:43.960being offered up different programs you can break that program i always wonder well i always used to
01:21:49.900tell i would tell clint or maybe even toad when we were dealing with twitter like we're doing a
01:21:55.040lot of fun stuff on twitter and that's kind of how like i grew my name but i i'd say there's a
01:21:59.740combination of keystrokes that i can type at a certain specific moment that would make me
01:22:06.780as famous as anybody else oh yeah that is just a de facto true yeah you can do this so it's like
01:22:13.660well what does that mean then if there's something that i can do like there are a series of characters
01:22:19.220in a certain place that I can put that would you can hijack yeah you can programming we can
01:22:24.920yeah we can we are coders we are coders in this reality system and I think that we can and it
01:22:33.740doesn't even require us putting actual keys into the keyboard keys into characters into the system
01:22:39.000I think that we can actually do that with our thoughts with our actions with our intentions
01:22:42.240with our how we move through this world with our words our words are very powerful yeah words are
01:22:49.260perhaps the most powerful it's spellcraft it is spellcraft yeah that's why i don't know where you
01:22:56.540are on this idea but like every time somebody has this experience with something that's external to
01:23:00.440the to the human right like um you know insert spiritual entity here or alien entity here or
01:23:07.360cryptid they're always speaking telepathically and i'm like no there's something very special
01:23:11.740about speaking out loud you talked about the bible and god creating everything with the word like
01:23:17.040yeah there's there's there's a vibrational frequency element to speaking right this whole
01:23:22.520realm is made of vibration and frequency uh we emit it and and then you're telling me that god
01:23:28.120created everything with it like yeah there's there's something speaking is very very powerful
01:23:33.040i believe it i wanted to ask you because you were getting on this idea of the um the human body as
01:23:40.540a machine yes have you seen an extraordinary machine yeah have you seen any like actual
01:23:46.540external evidence kind of like what we're talking about about these so you know we're speaking a
01:23:50.700positive affirmation over somebody or like the the water will crystallize in a chaotic fashion
01:23:55.380if you say call it at the n-word or whatever um have you seen in your studies any anything that
01:24:02.120can be measured of uh i don't know something like the externalities that we're putting off these
01:24:08.300like frequencies waves vibrations that we're constantly putting off whether it be good
01:24:12.540feelings or words or even song or things like that um i'm i'm not sure if i really understand
01:24:20.220the question but i do think that we emit we're light beings we're humans hue meaning frequent
01:24:26.460waves of light um spectrum of color uh i and we actually glow we're bioluminescent um we don't
01:24:31.980see it on each other but outside of the system like we actually do emit a light we are light
01:24:38.780light light based beings actually uh the sanskrit word um bodhi b-o-d-h-i means kind of sounds like
01:24:46.380body but it means light um and i do think that we are we are light beings um and i do think that
01:24:51.820i mean we have kind of casual vocabulary around this like that girl's got a good vibe or that
01:24:56.140guy's got a bad vibe you know and we kind of we kind of colloquially understand just in the
01:25:03.420vocabulary that we have that some certain people emit a certain frequency that is positive or
01:25:07.820negative you can experience that just by being around someone or you can you know say you walk
01:25:12.540into a room and two people were just arguing and you walk in and they're they're not doing anything
01:25:17.820the second you walk in but there is a palpable noticeable tension in the room there is a yeah
01:25:22.700you could cut it with, there's a thickness to the air. Yes. Yes. And so I do think that,
01:25:30.900I think that we have, um, an extraordinary effect on the, uh, aether around us. And I
01:25:39.240think air is technology. I think air transmits, um, air is a medium through which information,
01:25:44.040uh, can travel and pass. Absolutely. Absolutely. Like just because we can't see it and really
01:25:49.920interact with it in a meaningful way um doesn't mean it's not working over it's it's all around
01:25:55.860us and i think it's it absolutely is a medium that can be uh traveled through and and um it
01:26:01.820carries our word vibrations and in yes every every but i think you know our thoughts too can
01:26:07.980become things it's not just our words it's um it's our intentions as well like you can have
01:26:13.760certain words but your intentions can be not in line with your words and that i think it affects
01:26:21.320the the frequency and the total vibration that comes out my name is human vibration why why is
01:26:28.080my name human vibration because i think that we are a sum total of our vibe individually and
01:26:35.040collectively um and i think that we can as individuals we can improve um we can we can
01:26:43.120uh strengthen in a positive way uh our our total vibration and that is our our total body health
01:26:51.740and wellness our spiritual health and wellness our our it's really the mind body spirit sort of
01:26:56.920situation um we can do all sorts of things to improve our frequency to to better our frequency
01:27:04.020or to, uh, um, or to make it worse or, or to, to bring it down. There's lots of things that are
01:27:11.540very easily, you know, we talked about it earlier. Certain, I think addictions can completely crash
01:27:17.500your, your, your, your human vibration can bring, can lower you down into a vibration that is
01:27:23.820negative and so negative in a sense that that is your entire world. And that is everything that,
01:27:29.300that you are attracting is on that vibe as well. Our vibe attracts our tribe, I believe. And so,
01:27:34.020if you're kind of down a slippery slope and you've fallen into a bad vibe situation for yourself I
01:27:39.940think that everything around you is going to be a mirror of your internal the people that you
01:27:44.640interact with the situations that you find yourself in the general scape of the world around
01:27:51.020you is going to be a reflection of your own personal vibration your own personal frequency
01:27:57.280and the opposite is true also like I think then when things are going when you are on a positive
01:28:03.280wavelength, when you are improving, when you are really focused on that mind, body, spirit
01:28:09.220connection, when your actions are in line with your intentions, when your words are
01:28:15.760in line with your intention, when everything falls in a line, your actions, your intentions
01:28:20.800and your behaviors and thoughts and everything, when everything's actually in line, I think
01:28:28.220that it positively affects the world around you. Uh, world peace begins inside of me. I believe
01:28:34.380that. I believe that we actually have to improve ourselves first, and then we will see some
01:28:42.240improvement in the world around us. This is the past six years. Um, as human vibration has been
01:28:47.540a real self self improvement journey in a way. Um, I was kind of a shit person for a good portion0.99
01:28:54.080of my life. I was asleep at the wheel. I was going along with all the programming. I, I was lost in1.00
01:29:02.340a lot of the trappings. I, I loved gossip. I loved, um, kind of shitting on, you know, I loved getting
01:29:10.040together with the gals and just shitting on everything. You know, I just had a real, I liked1.00
01:29:14.140negative. Like I was attracted to, to, to the negative. I was attracted to things that I drank
01:29:19.300a lot of alcohol back then um i had not i'm not saying that that's a blanket negative thing but
01:29:25.840for me um decoupling or coming to a new realization of like what alcohol is and how it affects my
01:29:32.280system that's been a real eye-opener and i i a game changer and now i don't even drink alcohol
01:29:36.780anymore every once in a while i'll let a little loose but that is really once in a blue moon it's
01:29:40.700not a it's not something that i take lightly or take um do daily or something like that uh little
01:29:47.360little things can um and little changes make huge huge huge differences in our lives i remember um
01:29:55.860on the show realize radio my co-host rambo he randomly cut out caffeine just decided one day
01:30:01.920he was going to cut it out and the changes that began in his life that truly can be measured from
01:30:08.960that moment like he got a new job he got a new apartment he got a new like thing his within a
01:30:14.120year, his whole life was different just from the, and, and people are like, well, did it really
01:30:18.740happen from quitting caffeine? Who's to say, who's to say, but he made, he made a change in his
01:30:26.480absolute routine. He cracked that wheel. He got himself off, off, off. He, he, he removed one
01:30:33.240element of that routine. And from there, it seemed to open up a whole new slipstream for him to
01:30:42.080enter into to experience of this world of life. And the radical change that happened from that
01:30:49.500is something that I was able to observe. But I'm getting very far afield from the initial
01:30:55.760question. I'm not even sure if I understood the initial question of like, our vibe.
01:30:59.300I don't think I understood it either when I asked it. But I think you answered it somehow.
01:31:04.360I do. But yeah, I do think that we're vibing. And I think that everything that we do
01:31:07.800affects that are affects our frequency oh we vibe it you know even if people don't think that you
01:31:12.880have like you know let's say you don't really subscribe to this idea of of attracting things
01:31:18.540like a sort of field that draws you know like-minded things inward i've talked about it on
01:31:23.700the show just in the sense of a muscle um like anything you can train it and everybody knows
01:31:28.780somebody who just focuses on the negative and what happens is when you become when you look0.95
01:31:35.140for things to let's say bitch and moan about you become very good at finding things to bitch and
01:31:40.800moan about and and like a muscle you can train it to the extent that um your perception is always
01:31:47.960going to be this thing that is set on finding negative things to complain about and then it
01:31:53.640becomes all you seal but the but the opposite is true too it's the epitome of like a jerry seinfeld
01:31:58.260joke right it's like what's the deal with name whatever yeah and you complain about it and it's0.91
01:32:03.000like funny yes but in the end you're like damn you're kind of dragging me down though right0.96
01:32:08.520the the community aspect of bitching and moaning is a huge um is it hot or is it a dog everybody0.96
01:32:16.700loves getting together and complaining if it's complaining about your you know your sports team0.97
01:32:21.020or you're complaining about your job or you're complaining about your relationship or your it's
01:32:24.300like it becomes this thing it becomes a feedback loop and you like anything can get really good
01:32:30.120at that which is to say you can make your life really bad because it's all you ever focus on
01:32:35.160but the same is true for the opposite if you are somebody who is constantly looking for like
01:32:38.760what was awesome about today or what things do i have to be grateful for if you do that even just
01:32:45.260as a practice on a regular basis you become really good at finding shit that's awesome and things to
01:32:50.240be grateful for and then suddenly your your you know scope of vision becomes uh you know its0.60
01:32:55.780nature is finding things that are awesome and finding things to be grateful for. And that just
01:33:01.200changes your entire life. So, you know, for people that go, oh, I don't know about the idea of
01:33:04.940attracting things. It's like, I think we're in a super state, right? You use like a Schrodinger's
01:33:09.640cat kind of a deal. Like we are in a quantum state of a life that sucks and a life that is0.80
01:33:15.460great simultaneously. And your focus determines which one of those is the reality. God, that's
01:33:21.320probably more true i love the schrodinger's state uh element yeah because it's and i also think
01:33:27.540there's an element of seek seek and ye shall find seek and ye shall find and you know the direction
01:33:32.200that you're seeking is going to be what you're finding so if you're always looking for the
01:33:35.460negative that's what you're going to find and if you're always looking for the positive that's
01:33:39.660going to be represented so much more things don't bother me like they used to i used to get so
01:33:45.680so annoyed by the by the littlest things the slighted by you know if someone cut in front
01:33:53.020of me in line are you a traffic enjoyer well now okay so I used to be a bit of a speed demon
01:33:59.600a little bit of a little bit of a menace on the streets but um I have renegotiated my
01:34:05.680relationship with time and I never let myself rush anymore I just do not I actually think
01:34:11.600that time slows down when we refuse to rush i experiment with that all the time in my daily
01:34:17.860life um it's just like my wife the funny thing is is there's like i'm i'm i'm i'm pretty punctual
01:34:28.580like i rarely i rarely show up late so it's not really part of my personality to be to be late
01:34:32.700but there are times where i'm i'm cutting it close let's say i'm cutting it close and there
01:34:37.340are times where i will say to myself like god there's just not enough time for there's just
01:34:41.200not enough time for everything i need to do and as soon as i feel myself letting that thought in
01:34:46.140i go nope there's time for everything yeah there's time for everything just start doing it
01:34:53.440just do that first thing and i guarantee you girl you'll check everything off your list or if you're
01:34:59.380like oh my god there's no way i'll make it there on time just get in the car and don't rush just
01:35:06.560just start going do not rush do not stress do not allow your state of being to be in a scarcity
01:35:14.960lacking um negative experience where you're expecting to be like there have been times where
01:35:23.080i should be late i should be late based on the the sheer distance between point a and point b
01:35:30.280and i kind of know that when i'm starting out like i'm i'm a little behind but i just say don't worry
01:35:36.340do not fear do not fear just get in the car and go and by god no traffic green lights all ahead
01:35:45.840of me somehow the gps said it was going to be an hour and 15 minutes and i make it there
01:35:50.600in an hour and four minutes you know and i'm perfectly i'm pulling up two minutes before i
01:35:56.420need to and i would have been late or early you know and and i think it's because
01:36:02.220i have i have renegotiated my relationship with time and i think that time is a construct
01:36:08.960and time is just a um a measurement tool it's just a variable in the equation it's just a
01:36:16.780variable in the equation it can be futzed with just like any mathematical variable it's malleable
01:36:21.500and if you're always rushing you will always be rushed and you will always be late
01:36:26.100if you don't let yourself feel that i have a weird feeling like you just start to move
01:36:32.840differently in the world and you might just find i think it more like restructures the way you
01:36:39.620approach everything and you don't find yourself getting into these situations so much where you're
01:36:43.680like stacked on stacked on stacked on stacked and you're always like ah how am i gonna do everything
01:36:47.040you actually kind of learn to to manage your life in a more um realistic fashion and move through
01:36:53.580the world in a more um healthy way and and positive way healthy positive way um but yeah
01:37:00.600that's one that's just a little experiment that i have um i have done myself i conducted many times
01:37:05.780myself and i shared a lot on the show i tell people just don't rush stop rushing stop letting
01:37:11.580that energy run through your veins just be sometimes we got to be completely delulu like
01:37:17.900Like, be delusional in your expectation of things to work out.
01:37:22.320Yeah, I think that the phrase that keeps on producing on this show is perception is reality.
01:37:31.540And it's like it's one of those things that has so many layers to it that if it was a basket, so many things that you unpack in conversation can be tossed straight into that basket.
01:37:41.300There's another thing that pretty much lines up with perception is reality.
01:37:45.360um yeah we're coming up on on the the close of this show here so i want to number one thank you
01:37:51.500for your time it was good to catch up it's been uh 600 episodes 600 episodes since our last
01:37:57.880time is relative time is relative it feels like time's a construct before we get out of here let's
01:38:05.100remind everybody where they can find your work um twitter at um at he at human vibration on twitter
01:38:13.300and I've just kind of gotten back onto Twitter.
01:38:15.620I kind of went dormant on Twitter for a while.