On this episode of The Raven, we discuss the fallout from Timothy Alvarino's appearance on The Late Show with Stephen Colbert's Conspiracy Theories. We also talk about Team Carrying Strength and the implications of Team Carling Strength.
00:01:17.860The very word secrecy is repugnant in a free and open society.
00:01:29.820And we are as a people inherently and historically opposed to secret societies, to secret oaths, and to secret proceedings.
00:01:39.660We decided long ago, for we are opposed around the world by a monolithic and ruthless conspiracy that relies primarily on covet means for expanding its sphere of influence.
00:03:46.040And we just added a couple of fun people to it, by the way.
00:03:50.200Fringe, after our last episode, is up on there.
00:03:53.080And you can see that episode, which I think was infinitely more valuable to people who are interested in disclosure, trying to understand how to navigate disclosure, that being alien disclosure, than the previous episode was.
00:04:07.040Which was the debate with Timothy Alvarino.
00:04:27.240I'm going to – this is the first I'm saying of it.
00:04:29.460I've called three different venues in my area, and all of them basically say the same thing, that they're only catering to – they don't want that many people from out of state.
00:04:39.500If it was a Villages, which is where we are, I'm guamming at you live from the standard coffee shop and casino and NDS studio slash fabrication shop here in Lady Lake, Florida.
00:04:50.920And Lady Lake, the Villages, it's Disney World for retirees.
00:04:55.800And these places, these venues are saying we don't actually do events like that for people out of town.
00:05:02.500So now I'm kind of in a pickle because I don't want to make you guys drive really far.
00:05:07.240I don't want you to come here for this VIP day here in the standard coffee shop with me and with Matt and with Top and with Ed Mabry and Laura Baker and all these people and then make you drive, you know, some sizable distance to a near venue.
00:16:49.840He's like, you just fucking own the place now.
00:16:51.100I'm like, yeah, dude, if you ask me what demons are, I'm going to say, okay, for the sake of this argument, let's go with the book of Enoch's definition.
00:16:57.560Uh, a, a, a demon is the disembodied spirit of a dead Nephilim.
00:18:55.080You know, I just, it's just an observation, which is fine because sometimes when I talk, unless I'm really trying to lock in and I really got something to say to you, I might look a little bit over you or above if I'm, if I'm pulling information out of the ether.
00:19:10.060He was staring at his desk harder than Matt stares at the chat.
00:20:14.480Alvarino wasn't the kind of guy that you could make fun of for two months.
00:20:17.620And then when he shows up, you're like, Hey dude, I love you.
00:20:21.360I love when you do megalithic structures and the way that you outran the boulder and how you knew that if you put a pouch with the same amount of weight as the, as the totem that you were removing, it wouldn't set off the trap.
00:20:33.100Really big fan of the way you did those things.
00:20:36.460Um, that it would mostly be perceived as, as weakness.
00:20:41.160And so, uh, I, I advised against him doing that.
00:20:44.420And, and by the end of it, he was like, okay, I fucking see why you advised against me doing that.
00:20:50.420And it wasn't like, you know, I don't have a lot of experience with the, with the Albert.
00:20:53.100I just felt like, yeah, dude, you don't fucking make fun of a dude.
00:20:57.660You don't dress like him and, and, and call him, you know, gay and all these things.
00:21:02.160And then be like, I fucking love you, man.
00:21:04.760Uh, but that is not to say that I don't have a great appreciation for his work.
00:21:09.100Uh, watching those documentaries, true legends, you know, uh, uh, I was really thoroughly impressed and very much in alignment with what him and, and Tom Horne and Steve Quill were saying.
00:21:19.120I became aware of Albarino through, um, uh, yes, still dude, still reserved though.
00:21:25.000Still reserved said he got you in the beginning.
00:21:29.540I don't know if I have time to, uh, bring it up, but maybe I can find it.
00:21:34.100It's, um, it's a little rude, but Lainey made it and Lainey's just a master of, uh, of catching comedic moments and then framing them the right way.
00:21:50.760I could, so what, what, um, I think it was still reserved.
00:21:53.000That said that is referencing is that he, he basically alluded to me dressing like a homosexual Indiana Jones.
00:22:01.540Um, which is a little bit ironic because I'm dressing like him and, uh, and, you know, he definitely dresses like a homosexual Indiana Jones.
00:22:12.620I don't even think that's necessarily insulting to say.
00:22:15.360I think it's really cool when he does that.
00:22:17.400Um, not many people are allowed to walk around in public looking that way, you know, wearing the Wakanda necklace and shit here.
00:28:35.840Why are you echoing the same fucking sentiments as Age of Disclosure?
00:28:39.860Why are you championing Age of Disclosure?
00:28:43.580And then he tried to like do a little bit of, I don't know what you would, maybe straw manning.
00:28:49.480He would paint a position of ours that didn't exist.
00:28:53.180He would say things like you're conflating the crashed recovery project with other things.
00:29:00.760And at some point I literally had to say, I don't give a shit about the crashed recovery project or any of these things.
00:29:08.240What I care about is grounding people in the gospel, which is hilarious.
00:29:12.780It's what he told me at the top of the show that I needed to do.
00:29:15.180And then by the latter half of the show, it was like, where are you doing that?
00:29:19.320But grounding people in the gospel and saving them from this great deception.
00:29:26.960So, you know, ultimately the whole thing was a little bit strange because, like I said, I came away not necessarily knowing his points.
00:29:36.040He spent a long time telling us that angels were almost entirely symbolic or the supernatural things that happen in the Bible are symbolic or the spiritual realm that it doesn't exist.
00:29:51.900There is no realm of spirit and that it only happens in the heads, in the minds of the prophets.
00:29:56.300And that this is something that's exclusive to the brain.
00:29:59.840And then he starts talking about, like, near-death experiences.
00:30:03.800And I say, well, what about near-death experiences where people are clinically brain dead and there's no longer a firing of, like, electrical synapses in their mind.
00:30:14.460And yet when they're brought back, they have all of this experience to share while their brain was dead.
00:30:20.260And then he said, like, consciousness is local to the body.
00:30:23.600It's tethered to the body in some way.
00:30:25.740And it was just – and he kept using a lot of language that was suggesting that the – effectively what he was saying is the science is settled.
00:30:37.440And I was just like, fuck, man, like, this sounds like COVID, but with something very intangible.
00:30:49.860You know, this is something – yeah, Top did.
00:30:51.800He literally went to the bathroom and then came back and was like, you didn't miss anything at all, dog.
00:30:56.100But it's weird because something that would have been laughed at by the, you know, the majority of the greater scientific community 10 years ago and still is.
00:31:12.480He's intellectualizing it to such a degree and claiming that, like – like, for example, he said that all alien abductions happen in the physical.
00:31:29.000Like, that's simply not – he's like – it's settled.
00:31:32.540Thousands and thousands of abductee testimony tell us that this is all a physical phenomenon.
00:31:37.980You know, because people get abducted and they get impregnated and they get scarification and they get implants in their skin.
00:31:44.020And then the very next episode that we do, we talk to Fringe, who confirms as an experiencer, like, no, sometimes this shit happens in, like, an astral realm.
00:31:51.500Which, God forbid, we don't even know how to define fucking an astral realm.
00:31:56.500Because according to him, the spiritual realm doesn't exist.
00:31:59.340There is no realm, I think, is what he was saying.
00:32:04.440And this is a lot of the problem is, like, I'm eager for people to see this.
00:32:09.760Because it was like an odyssey to go through.
00:32:11.600To have a man on a show who's a wealth of knowledge, like I said, pave the way for guys like us, have him on for two hours and 40 minutes, and be pretty unsure about his position on everything that he said.
00:32:30.820And, like, look, albeit I'm a retard, I like to think that my job is understanding people and engaging in dialogue that is, um, it has a flow to it.
00:32:48.320Uh, but it has a story to it, and, you know, we like, uh, what's the word I'm looking for here?
00:32:56.760Progression, maybe, is a good way to describe, you know, when a person comes on.
00:33:02.540Like, for instance, we have Fringe on now.
00:33:04.500We're dealing with something that's very intangible and difficult to understand and multifaceted.
00:33:08.400But we start off with her experiences, um, and then we get into this, what's happening on the world stage as far as UFO disclosure, and how do your experiences give you insight to that?
00:33:21.140And then she goes on, and she says that the things that they're talking about with the Divine Feminine are things that she's had personal experiences with, and here's what they are in her estimation, and this is why they're bad.
00:34:42.500Um, he sent that video of him clearly dressed like a gay Indiana Jones.
00:34:47.300Um, so yeah, I mean, it was, it was weird, man.
00:34:52.920Uh, Zuan, Sean Zelloram says maybe he realized during the convo that he doesn't know and started talking in circles as a defense.
00:34:59.820Well, see, that's a lot of what I began to suspect, suspect, suspish, um, is that a lot of this was classic debate techniques.
00:35:11.560In order to minimize the amount of questioning that can come your way.
00:35:17.200And I think, like I said, we ended amicably.
00:35:19.500There was some sort of like, we came together on something, you know, the divine feminine, uh, um, deception, if that's what you want to call it.
00:36:09.700The point is to, you know, get us lost in the weeds on shit.
00:36:15.660So there's a less, less of a likelihood.
00:36:18.560So to tell you the truth, when I framed my big question, which is, this is what age of disclosure is doing.
00:36:29.500And this is how they're painting Christianity.
00:36:32.180They're planting a seed of doubt so that Christians basically won't be part of the conversation because they'll be seen as in the way of progress.
00:36:40.500And the way that they're doing it is the same way that you've been doing it.
00:37:22.900And for the people who haven't seen it or heard it, I do recommend it because through the lens, and that's a little bit unfair, I'll admit.
00:37:32.280I've now created a lens for you to see this thing through, which is, um, it creates a bias, which is, you know, kind of fucked up.
00:37:42.040Um, but I'm just sharing my thoughts with you.
00:37:44.900And, and, and I don't know, maybe if I would, I'm eager to hear the voices of people who say that's not what I saw and that you guys were wrong because I want to see if there's any veracity to that because, um, overwhelmingly everybody is saying the same thing.
00:39:30.060Maybe, maybe just the, um, uh, the fact that, you know, Christians are standing in the way with this, this, uh, misguided estimation of, of demonic or this misguided notion of, of demonic.
00:51:10.740I will say that, uh, I will say that a lot of people, there's people that are just his fans that are saying, you know, these dudes are retarded.
00:51:37.040You couldn't make a single fucking point about anything, at least that was discernible.
00:51:42.380And look, I'm willing to entertain the idea that he's just so much smarter than me.
00:51:47.100I think that's what happens when you get your palms on a megalithic structure.
00:51:50.560You download some of that intellect of the ancients.
00:51:52.800So he might be, uh, you know, he might have transcended the intellect of, of, of somebody like myself to the extent that I couldn't understand what he was saying.
00:52:03.740It is highly possible, even, even a bit likely.
00:52:08.580But I'm, I'm, I, I like to think I did, I do a good job of understanding where people are coming from and what they're trying to say.
00:52:16.360And I don't know what the fuck he said about, about most of what he said.
00:52:30.440But still, I mean, it's the point that counts.
00:52:33.520Raven needs to go hump the Jew wall before Albarino comes on again.
00:52:37.400Yeah, I think I need, uh, I need some rabbis in my corner.
00:52:40.980Whatever he's got going on, I need some of it.
00:52:43.220I want to be able to speak on such a high level that, like, nobody understands what I'm saying.
00:52:48.180And isn't that kind of interesting, too?
00:52:51.200It's like, um, Matt was saying something fascinating.
00:52:53.540He was talking about a, a philosopher who became a Christian, and he said something to the effect.
00:53:01.340And Matt, if you're still here, tell me the name of that guy, or you can even comment exactly what it was.
00:53:04.620I'm going to butcher this, but it was more, uh, more like, it was along the lines of this guy coming to a realization that philosophy's job is to make even the simplest of things seem incredibly complicated.
00:53:22.440And a pastor's job is to take something very complicated and complex and make it understandable.
00:53:28.800And I think that it is kind of our job.
00:53:35.500Not like we're pastors or anything like that.
00:53:37.160I'm just saying it is our job to take these complex ideas and make them understandable.
00:53:44.260What value is it to anyone if I just go on a fucking tangent and you can't follow anything that I said, and you just come away from it being like, shit, this guy's got words, baby.
00:53:56.620This guy, I don't know what he said, but he's smart.
00:53:59.780Give me the guy that can take a complex thing.
00:54:03.040Yeah, he used Marvel movie references as parables.
00:54:05.380I actually appreciated the, the Bilbo Baggins reference.
00:54:09.000And there was another reference that I thought was really good.
00:54:11.520Um, he, he, he referenced two of my favorite films, a big fan of Lord of the Rings.
00:54:16.220Um, but yeah, rather than the guy that just has so much to say and it just seems to be nothing, give me the guy that can take a complex idea.
00:54:26.120In fact, I'm aware of, of a saying that goes something like.
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00:59:30.660It's in order to get us in a defensive position.
00:59:34.260If you're in a defensive position, now I have to work to get to neutral.
00:59:37.260You know, we talked about this before.
00:59:38.340It's – if I'm going to be accusatory to you, but you can get me to start off from a position of having to defend myself, when you're the guy who needs to defend himself, I think what you can achieve likely is a much softer accusation.
01:00:33.660We wouldn't fucking, uh, uh, just not release somebody's episode.
01:00:37.060I do happen to know, uh, that, you know, his buddies over there, Blurry Creatures, didn't release episodes.
01:00:45.940I know of at least two people, uh, whose episodes they didn't release.
01:00:51.240I know that they didn't release, uh, uh, Karen Wilkinson's episode, which is interesting because her testimony goes in the face of what Albarino's narrative is.
01:01:02.020And I know of a couple other people whose, uh, episodes they didn't release.
01:01:07.200And I know that, I'm not saying that this is why they didn't release them.
01:01:10.560I don't know what the episodes were about.
01:01:11.920I just know that those guys are in alignment with us on the, on the UFO narrative.
01:07:27.420When he talks about abundance and, like, giving it all away, he's really like that.
01:07:33.580Which is why it's very funny that you'll see people accuse him of being a gatekeeper.
01:07:38.860It's like, if anything, Sam Tripoli, if he ever got to the gate, he kept his foot in it, and he's just been there holding it open for other people.
01:10:57.580And, yeah, he and I had a bit of a falling out, and so that revenue stream has dried up recently.
01:11:05.100And it is because I, he caught me talking to former Deputy Director Dan Bongodongo, and I guess we hadn't really established that we were exclusive.
01:11:38.420It's just like, you know, relationship of opportunity showed itself, and I tried to seize the moment, and, but Dan Bongodongo has spiraled very recently.
01:14:27.260I was listening to you kind of talk about your issues with the church, and that's unfortunate.
01:14:32.040Oh, he's talking about where I was unable to not notice the hypnosis techniques being sort of levied against us in church.
01:14:43.040After Ed Mabry explained them on Merkel's show, I realized he was right, and then I started looking through that lens, and I realized there's a lot of them that are deployed against the people.
01:14:56.720Well, not against the people, but there's a lot of hypnosis involved, and specifically, it's like the parts that I won't do, and now I understand why I won't do them.
01:15:06.840I go like, no, I'm not going to touch my neighbor and say, peace be with you.
01:15:14.700I'm kind of sorry to hear that, and it kind of is adjacent to this thought that I was having about things that Christians might do that are not biblical, that they may be assumed or rooted in Scripture some way that are, in reality, ineffective, but given the outward appearance of being effective.
01:15:37.740And I just kind of wonder about this idea maybe that a person could – and I'm not necessarily saying something like deliverance is a bad thing, the deliverance praying or the deliverance practice or the spiritual warfare stuff.
01:15:57.520It just kind of seems a bit formulaic to me when there's a series of words that you say in this order, and then God has to respond this way or – and I understand there's like this legalistic aspect of the spiritual universe.
01:16:11.480But what I'm wondering is your thoughts on the idea that there are some things that Christians are doing that don't actually have a biblical basis or it's been taken from twisted Scripture, taken out of context, that demons respond to in a way to where it does seem like it works.
01:17:31.080And then these things are, they just have free reign to get after you.
01:17:34.380And I'm just wondering about that because I know what happens with certain positive experiences that people have in church, certain quote unquote spiritual experiences that people have.
01:17:42.680And I just wonder, you know, down the line somewhere when these things are going to fail on these people and things are going to get real bad.
01:17:57.920I mean, there are certainly things within the church that I look at and I'm like, I mean, so at my church, they do the tongues, which we make fun of quite a bit.
01:18:05.840And honestly, I've come to a place where like, it's not that I don't think tongues don't exist.
01:18:10.420I'm just pretty comfortable with the idea that what I'm routinely being exposed to is not it.
01:19:32.060Like I could hear the conviction in her heart.
01:19:34.060I could hear that this, this woman is on fire for the Lord.
01:19:36.560I believe your stories, you know, she was like, uh, uh, just in the worst shit ever, uh, almost dead literally from selling meth to a 1% biker gang.
01:19:49.700She's got a crazy testimony, but then like, yeah, we're on stage and we're, we're straightening out spines.
01:20:01.220It's hard for me to say, I know that I have a built-in mechanism that makes me recoil at a lot of shit.
01:20:10.920But then like, I've told you guys some crazy stories on this show.
01:20:13.940So, I would say one of the ones that seems the most dangerous is where we watched a video on this show of, um, like some pastors in their suits and shit in like a back room, green room type of scenario.
01:20:31.140And they are like spazzing on the floor and they're doing laughing.
01:21:09.700So like, yeah, dude, I don't know what I'm looking at with that shit.
01:21:11.980So, so yeah, I mean, there is a slippery slope involved, you know?
01:21:16.640And then, and then with the music thing, like Matt will often say that, that the music, like obviously music, um, you think about like King David and what music did to calm the mind.
01:21:29.480Of, uh, of Saul, you know, I, I think there's really something there.
01:21:35.960Like music is special, but like the slippery slope there is when it becomes like a concert and then these, and then these people become the stars of the band, like slippery slope, man.
01:21:47.780So yeah, I think there are a lot of things that like Christians think are biblical and, and they may well be biblical, but like, are they being executed the right way?
01:21:58.340Well, it's, it's, it's really hard to say.
01:22:02.560Um, I think music is really special and I could see why the enemy would want to leverage that.
01:22:11.780Just play the damn organ and ring a bell.
01:22:15.600I mean, you know, I, I, what I do think is like, it would be a shame for the church to not have access to like really beautiful, complex music.
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01:23:10.580So like, why should the music industry only have access to like really beautiful, complex music, but the church just gets the organ and the bell.
01:23:20.280I'm not saying that there's, you can't find beauty in that, but you know, it's like, is God worthy of the upper echelons of musical talent?
01:23:39.760And I think when you play music, there are probably things happening in the spiritual realm or, or the fucking, you know, the thing that I don't know if it exists guys anymore.
01:23:49.000But if it did exist, I would say that there's probably something special happening in the, in the spiritual realm that we can't see with our own eyes here in the physical.
01:24:01.460Um, and I think that it's almost evident that music is really special given how much the enemy uses it in the music industry to lead people astray, right?
01:24:33.720Um, you know, so I would say that you see a microcosm of that in the church.
01:24:44.520Where, and I'm not trying to say anything fucked up, but Nancy knows, we showed her one day a recording and we were like, Nancy, this is the church that we go to.
01:24:58.800And, uh, there was a lady who does the music there and she fell on her knees and she just started like in the gap between songs or like in the low, the low point in the music where it's like, you know, no more vocals.
01:26:33.620Um, and I, I guess that's why the church is always so messy.
01:26:37.960You know, what's crazy is like, I posted this stupid AI slop video on X and it's up to like 500,000 views or some shit, which is annoying because I will try to say something actually thoughtful from time to time and get like two likes and no views.
01:26:56.220And I post a stupid AI slop video that I thought was like, oh, this is kind of crazy looking.
01:27:01.460And, uh, and it gets up to, but it's like of Satan taking selfies.
01:27:07.920Remember how Epstein was walking through in that other AI video, taking selfies with all these different people that are culpable in the whole sexual blackmail shit.
01:27:15.740Well, this is Satan taking selfies with like all these people that were, you know, Blavatsky and Crowley and all these figures throughout history.
01:27:24.420And a lot of people are like, you didn't put the Christian church in there.
01:27:28.800I'm like, I didn't put anything in there.
01:27:29.860I didn't make any effort to do anything.
01:28:15.540David Gallandes says, yes, the church, I don't think is a building, but like it is special when you build a thing and you dedicate it to God.
01:28:23.120Um, I think God loves the things that we build and offer to him, but it's going to be all fucked up.
01:28:38.500Like I offered, I offered, uh, Bohemian Grove to God.
01:28:43.580As weird as that sounds, you know, I was, I think my heart was really changing at the time that Bohemian Grove was happening.
01:28:50.680And I'm like, I don't know what we're doing, Lord, but like, this is yours because Bro Grove came from NDS and NDS is built on Christ.
01:29:02.040And even though we're a bunch of psychopaths, it's still built on Christ.
01:29:08.780And so this thing that is a product of NDS is in fact a product of Christ, which is a, is kind of a horrifying thing to think of when you think about the last Bohemian Grove.
01:29:22.020So, um, you know, I, I offered it to God and I do that every day, every day.
01:29:44.680And if I really want to be a servant and I really want to ask Holy Spirit to come with me and guide my words and show, I got to keep in focus what this is.
01:29:54.800This is like the great commission, right?
01:29:56.680Even though it's psychotic, even though NDS is psychotic, even though the Raven is psychotic, it is the great commission.
01:31:05.340So I think he likes when you build things.
01:31:11.740And even though people build churches and they fill them with retards that wrangle snakes and they seizure on the floor and there's some band members that like the spotlight maybe a little bit too much and all this shit.
01:31:26.420I think God looks down and he goes, look at them.
01:31:40.100And yeah, that's going to be the battleground for these entities, these demons and, you know, for Satan, the adversary and all these things to lead us astray in any which way.
01:31:50.440And it's going to be a constant, you know, whispering in our ear to introduce something into the church that's going to act as a doorway.
01:31:58.040But like, yeah, dude, I think at the end of the day, God's just pumped that we're trying.
02:04:01.980I would say that, like, the whole numerology thing and astrological sign thing.
02:04:07.800Does a fair job of having some keen insight into your nature.
02:04:14.680But I think part of the problem is if you accept these definitions, you begin to accept a lot of other things that they then try to tell you.
02:04:25.680Like, you're good with money but bad with relationships.
02:05:29.620I do think that these spirits, they take God's creation and they invert it and they twist it.
02:05:40.020So I don't think like, I don't think constellations are evil.
02:05:46.180You know, but I think to Amanda's point, it's like there's a difference between acknowledgement of a system and then a leveraging of a system to divinate.
02:05:59.620Elohim says, astrology does feel like it's been subverted, can have good information and correlation, but seems clouded.
02:06:41.620And then, you know, you have this thing that does have some insight into your personality and these attributes that seem to be unique to you.
02:06:50.360But, yeah, then I think it has the ability, once you identify with it, to make you come into agreement with spirits that want you to be, you know, it'll tell you, like, this month, you know, relationships are looking very good for you.
02:07:12.640You're coming up on a time of turmoil, and that turmoil seems to be, like, with your job.
02:07:21.040And then, all of a sudden, you start thinking about your job, like, I fucking hate my job.
02:07:23.580My boss pisses me off, and I did get called into a meeting this month.
02:07:26.420And then, next thing you know, you come into agreement with it, and then you get fired that month, and then it's a self-fulfilling prophecy.
02:07:33.640But it's like, no, you came into agreement with something that you don't understand.
02:07:40.180Sparrow says, I think God pretty plainly said that he set up, that the constellations have a purpose.
02:09:31.520But I've came out on top of everything.
02:09:35.020And now I consider myself a Christian, even though I don't really know too much about it.
02:09:40.860But the straight Bible has been helping a lot.
02:09:43.260And, you know, listening to you guys definitely shaped my worldview and the good and evil aspects of things.
02:09:49.240But I just wanted to call and say hello and say, you know, just, yeah, thanks for being a fucking my entertainment for the last, like, year and a half.
02:10:05.520I can't help but wonder what resulted in the therapy because I get it.
02:10:13.700You know, when I was younger and I first started really, like, learning about conspiracy, if I wasn't homeless and I was, like, surrounded by happy, healthy, high-functioning people, I probably would have been sent to therapy.
02:10:30.500Well, I was sent to therapy as a child.
02:10:34.560That was just so they could put me on amphetamines.
02:10:37.060But, so, like, yeah, I find it actually totally reasonable that the anger and things like then the resentment and also the accusations of wild things happening on the world stage could put you there.
02:10:56.060You know, I don't know if this is what Sparrow is talking about.
02:11:18.200And I'm happy to hear that you got a handle on things now.
02:11:23.020I was talking to Fringe yesterday about it because Fringe, was that yesterday?
02:11:30.000Fringe stayed after the show, which is actually why I didn't do the Raven last night because we were here talking to her until 6 p.m.
02:11:37.900And, you know, she said that she, I'm paraphrasing, but it was like, experienced some hesitation in talking to us because of, you know, who we are.
02:13:02.360And then I go, okay, that's God's problem.
02:13:08.140And I'm not going to be responsible for persecuting them.
02:13:11.820And also, like, I'm not too worried about it because I'm saved by grace and I'm grafted onto the vine.
02:13:16.620And I also notice that there's a huge psyop to push us to notice all the actual crimes, legitimate crimes, of the Jews.
02:13:25.420And just because it's God's people doesn't mean I then have to support Mossad or fucking Benjamin Netanyahu or the state of Israel or any of these things.
02:13:36.280But I'm not going to be caught persecuting them.
02:13:38.180And so, you know, you could see the relief on her face a little bit.
02:13:48.120And then she talked about, like, you know, us dropping N-bombs and, you know, all these crazy slurs and shit like that.
02:13:55.000But that it was obvious that we love the Lord and would stand up for the gospel despite all that other crazy shit.
02:14:09.000And so she actually kind of a little bit begrudgingly came on the show because I told her that what she was talking about was important in terms of this deception.
02:14:19.960And I got to admit, like, I really, it meant a lot that she saw us in a positive enough light that she would actually say it.
02:18:10.980Pretty sure you're about to do the podcast.
02:18:12.360But, you know, just like you and AlphaBrain, I've been doing a lot of cocaine, asking and praying, and I've got a lot of good business ideas, dude.
02:18:23.360I've been doing, just like you and AlphaBrain, I've been doing a lot of cocaine and a lot of asking and praying, and I've got some good business ideas.
02:18:33.240I just wanted to say, thanks for all you do, brother.
02:18:37.220I don't really have anything too insightful.
02:18:38.960I just feel like everybody who's found NDES in their life, just probably felt like they're special in some way and didn't really know how to quantify it.
02:18:54.380And I think we found a special place to be, and you guys do awesome things, and you bring people closer to God.
02:19:03.400And I know my walk with God down the straight in Europe path that you guys have been a great help.
02:19:13.880So I saw that I've been a puppet, out here trying to run, and it's freezing cold weather.
02:19:21.100But, you know, if you're not pushing yourself, what are you doing?