00:22:02.520Well, so that would be an indication. Well, it could be an indication of many things, but that's often associated with higher levels of trait neuroticism because, you see, it isn't obvious how much negative emotion you should feel.
00:22:14.780Like, let's say you wake up in the morning and you have an ache in your side. It's like, well, is that nothing or cancer? Well, you don't know. Like, you shouldn't jump to the whole cancer conclusion.
00:22:23.860okay so he had a really chill podcast back in the day right he he you know he i used to watch him
00:22:32.180all the time before he got crazy and this is kind of what happens to men i think men make a deal
00:22:37.820with the devil not the way i view earth right earth is a simulation and earth is trying to see
00:22:45.860if you love doing what's right in god more than you love that more than you want love money fame
00:22:52.460attention. And in my opinion, what happened was over time, Ethan wanted money. He wanted fame
00:22:57.920and he wanted love in his life. And he got married to this woman. And this is what happens
00:23:02.220in marriage. Men become a shell of themselves. And over time, he just became a dick, right? He became,0.61
00:33:10.820You know what I mean? It just is what it is. Yeah.
00:33:20.060So anyways, I'll continue. So this phenomenon you're going to notice actually is like right
00:33:27.480here. I'm going to show you guys. It's there's all these clips circulating. My guy is getting
00:33:32.460cooked to shreds what's the benefit of feeling guilty there's no benefit except maybe to deter
00:33:42.420the behavior in the future but none really you kind of do have to overcome guilt I don't know
00:33:55.340I don't have all the answers guys shocking I know the girl talking to a microphone doesn't have all
00:34:00.340the answers. Is that shocking? Oh my god, this isn't loading. Why won't it go? Okay, let0.99
00:34:23.340me try another link guilt is the feeling inside where you know you've done something wrong I don't
00:34:32.100think so because I felt guilty for when I haven't done anything wrong so I don't think so I actually
00:34:38.160don't I don't necessarily agree with that because your mothers teach you to feel guilty over nothing
00:34:44.540okay here we go all right so um this was the statement I am living in a nightmare I can't
00:34:52.620wake up from. My husband has been having an affair. I have been fed lie after lie for months
00:34:58.580and I'm tired of the lies. Here's the truth. So again, nobody stops and says to the woman,
00:35:03.140bitch, why are you putting this on social media? Is this really the worst thing that could happen?1.00
00:35:09.800You know, you don't have cancer. That's the thing. This is the problem. The woman has sad emotion
00:35:14.400and the whole world says, oh, they coddle you, give you sympathy. And that doesn't help you at all.0.94
00:35:22.620I could sense something was wrong. I tried to ask questions and share my concerns and hurt feelings, but I was met with dismissive answers and no actions.
00:35:31.560Things that bothered me continue to bother me, and he did nothing about it.
00:35:34.780So again, well, what bother you? Whenever they're vague, because again, how much did he cheat?
00:35:40.820I really want to know what was the specific cheating?
00:35:47.180What was the cheating? Like, why is everyone freaking out?
00:35:49.880what specifically did he do how many times yeah I'm living in hell in my bedroom in Bel Air
00:35:57.180yeah I know I mean what are we what are we talking about lady I trusted him I loved him
00:36:04.240I stopped questioning him and I began to question myself my own instincts my own sanity now look
00:36:09.120I've been cheated on before it does feel like hell on earth but really half the hell on earth
00:36:17.120as hell you put yourself through. That's like my hindsight from, I mean, I'm a, I'm a modern woman
00:36:21.840in 2026. Obviously I've dated hot men that cheated on me. I mean, what do you think? Obviously.
00:36:29.180So, um, when I think about times I've overreached, cause I'm again, I'm not special. I'm not
00:36:38.260different. It did not help me to have people cuddle me. That made it worse. People telling
00:36:44.780you you're a victim I remember one time this was years ago so please don't when I tell this story
00:36:51.360you don't know who this was okay this this is nobody public please I told my dad what happened
00:36:58.860right obviously the worst thing you could do and I'm like crying and he's like okay well just move
00:37:03.320on okay well I guess you guys aren't together anymore but you don't understand dad what do I
00:37:12.620not understand you know what I think about the women in my life they coddle me and they say oh
00:37:17.300and it's really hard to not do that but that doesn't help you it's like well I guess
00:37:24.080I guess you just move on you know but as women we want to dramatize it and it doesn't help that
00:37:35.640the whole world again I tell you guys the story I had a breakup when I was younger and I'm telling
00:37:39.840you. It's hard. I understand. You get emotional. You know, you get really emotional. But really,
00:37:46.480you get really brad. Actually, we got to reframe it as women. It's really being a brat. It's being,1.00
00:37:51.900it's making your problem the end of the world when it's really not.
00:37:56.220It's really not. It's not at all the end of the world.
00:38:02.640Men too, if I'm being honest, I mean, there's men that crash the F out when their wife cheats,1.00
00:38:08.020when the answer should be well she's a whore on to the next one you know what I mean like0.97
00:38:13.440you know and they say it's going through the stages of grief I don't think so0.96
00:38:18.740I don't think so at all I think it's just trying to infantilize people and you're having like a
00:38:27.180I don't I'm kind of with Jesse Lee Peterson I don't think emotions are good
00:38:31.520I really don't I'm kind of with him on that
00:38:33.880emotional people are hell on earth if you keep them around you too long oh my god it's hell on earth
00:57:34.240Do you want to know what I'm doing?0.93
00:57:35.480Do you want to know who I'm having sex with?0.91
00:57:39.480Would you like to know? Would you like to know who I'm having sex, who I'm thinking about having sex with, who I'm thinking about? Do you want to be interested? Do you want to be in it? Do you see what I'm saying? Like, do you see the problems I get into?0.93
00:57:55.120you like okay what if i say oh pearl you wanted kids i do want kids i'm very disappointed
00:58:02.280that this last relation i really i'm a little bit sad that it didn't happen i thought it was
00:58:09.000oh well why okay do you want to know my negative personality trade would you like to know0.97
00:58:15.620fuck it do you guys just want to know0.99
00:58:17.980do you guys want to yeah because really i've all i've wanted in life i just want to have a son1.00
00:58:24.720someday. That's my, that's my, do you want a list of my, can you not openly blatantly see some of my
00:58:31.640negative traits? Is it not obvious to you? I mean, I mean, yeah, see, and now it's just awkward, like
00:58:41.560it's a little bit, because then I'll tell you how it goes, right? I'll say this is a negative trait
00:58:46.500to mind. Oftentimes the audience will disagree. They'll disagree. Then, and then part of me is
00:58:57.240like, fuck it. Should I just live stream the whole thing? Should I just, should I just live stream1.00
00:59:06.200everything? All of it? Every time I go on a date? I literally could. I stream in my house. I could
00:59:14.320be like, hey, do you want me to cook you dinner? I could stream on, you know. You guys would
00:59:19.580love that. I think the men would hate it. Do you see what I'm saying? You guys would
00:59:23.180love it. It would be so entertaining for you. The men, they would hate it. The men I like
00:59:28.260anyways. I tend to like. Then they say, aren't you part of the problem? Obviously. Obviously.
00:59:44.320but it just seems the more i want something the more it doesn't happen do you know what i mean
00:59:53.720i think that's kind of how life goes i think that's like a simulation we're in
00:59:57.280with god or i'm not that religious but
00:59:59.700there it's a simulation because it's almost like when you really want love because i'll tell you
01:00:06.440this this last i really thought it was going to happen this last time around you know what i mean
01:00:14.120and i felt like because i wanted it so bad i wanted it so so bad and it almost seemed the
01:00:20.580more i wanted it the less you know what i mean
01:00:24.320uh if if he being accurate wasn't so demon i know i know i know
01:00:37.740freeze my eggs are you gonna pay for it I don't know about all that I think I think if it's meant
01:00:48.200to happen it'll happen but do you see the problems I get into because a lot of people I think in good
01:00:53.380faith ask me why I don't want like why I don't talk about my mom or I don't why don't you talk
01:01:02.180about what red-pilled you, okay, let's assume, let's assume, let's assume I have a bad relationship0.87
01:01:08.300with my mom. Let's assume it's terrible. Let's assume it's the worst ever, which it may be,
01:01:16.940it may not be. Do you think I, even if we have a terrible relationship, want to go into like it
01:01:35.140online? Do you see that? And then it will just be used against you. That's why I understand men so
01:01:44.200well because let's say I open up and I say this is really what traumatized me
01:01:48.940as a child. This is what I saw. Now I got to air out my parents and I get to go to
01:01:56.320a debate and they get to use it to argue with me. Or you know let's say I say
01:02:03.820hey I really tried this last time around. I'm a little bit tired. I need a little
01:02:11.380bit of a break right now because I'm a little bit heartbroken. I'm a little bit sad. All right.
01:02:17.400I don't really, I don't. And then they'll say, Oh, well, why are you set? What happened? Oh my
01:02:22.480God. Oh my God. It never ends. It never ends, you know, and then, and that's,