Pearl - September 06, 2025


Former Adult Actress Brittni De La Mora Joins Pearl

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repercussions of sin heart posture
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Brittany De La Mora Paul Rachel Wilson Jordan Belfort Howard Stern Jezebel Melinda Pearl Jeffrey Dahmer Joshua Brink Grace Gluck Porn
Shaming Modern Women Does Nothing & What Real Repentance Looks Like Pearl DESTROYS a Former Adult Film Actress Turned ＂Female Pastor＂

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Brittany De La Mora is a former porn star turned minister. She shares her story of how she went from being one of the top porn actresses in the entire country to starting her own ministry. She talks about how she quit the porn industry, how she found God, and how she became a believer.

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00:00:00.800 What up guys? Welcome to the Just Pearly Things YouTube channel and welcome to another episode
00:00:07.500 of The Sit Down. So today I have a special guest joining me. As you guys know, I've extensively
00:00:14.880 covered the OnlyFans ex-sex worker to church pipeline and I actually never thought I would
00:00:25.860 see the day where one would join my show. I really never did. So I'm actually very
00:00:31.500 grateful she's here. So we have Brittany De La Mora. We reacted to her video last week
00:00:38.340 about her conversion story. I'm going from being one of the top adult film actresses
00:00:44.420 in the entire country to starting a ministry. And I basically was reacting to one of her
00:00:51.620 videos and I invited her on and now she's here. So welcome to the show, Brittany. Thanks for
00:00:56.900 coming. Thanks, Pearl. Thank you. You pop up on my YouTube all the time. So I've seen quite a few
00:01:02.660 of your shorts. Cool. So it's good to be here with you today. Cool. So I wanted to start with
00:01:10.860 maybe your story, if that's all right with you. I've heard it on a few podcasts, but I just kind
00:01:17.860 of wanted to reiterate it for the audience. So when did you get into porn? Actually, I'm going
00:01:24.340 to say corn for the purpose of the show, if that's all right. Got it. Yeah. It was in 2005. I was 18
00:01:31.220 years old. Okay. 2005, 18. And how long were you in the industry for? Do you want to talk about
00:01:40.360 the conversion story. Yeah, of course. I was in the industry for seven years and you want me to
00:01:48.420 talk about as I got out or do you want anything in between? Yeah, I just want to hear it from
00:01:54.900 start to finish. How old were you when you started? How long did you do it? When did it end?
00:02:01.020 how did it end? Okay. So from 18 to about 25, 20, almost 26. Um, and I honestly got into that
00:02:11.320 industry just super broken and looking for love in all the wrong places. Um, I had an encounter
00:02:17.460 with God, uh, like my three and a half year mark, I had been using, uh, heroin and I couldn't get
00:02:24.040 ahold of any and was just like, I'm going to end my life if I don't get help. And my grandmother
00:02:29.260 came and she picked me up. And I detoxed from her house or at her house. And then my grandfather,
00:02:37.040 who is remarried, had been going to church with his wife. And I asked if I could join them,
00:02:42.320 went to church, received Jesus as my Lord and Savior, didn't really go back to church after
00:02:47.600 that. Men were very much my weakness. And I got involved in a relationship with a guy that was a 0.97
00:02:55.240 pimp. And then I got back into the industry for another three or three and a half years.
00:03:00.700 But I really started to read the Bible and not with a deep understanding by any means.
00:03:07.720 And I started to just kind of hear from God. And I remember one day feeling like I need to leave
00:03:14.040 this guy. And I was just like, I don't know who I'm going to call. And I felt the impression of
00:03:19.360 God tell me to call my mom. And I'm just like instantly like, I can't call her. And he's just
00:03:25.060 like, humble yourself and call your mom. And so I did just that. And she came, picked me up. I got
00:03:31.520 out of his house within, I don't know, a half hour or so. And then I went to go film what would
00:03:37.060 become my very last porn scene. I brought my Bible on the airplane that day and I'm reading
00:03:41.800 Revelation chapter two, verse 20 through 23. And I'm paraphrasing, but it says that I have this
00:03:47.120 thing against you. You tolerate that woman named Jezebel. She leads my people into sexual immorality. 1.00
00:03:52.460 I have given her time to repent. If she doesn't repent, I'll cast her and all who commit immorality 0.98
00:03:57.760 into a sick bed along with her. And in that moment, I'm just like crying on the airplane 0.99
00:04:01.840 because it was kind of like the lights finally turned on in my life. I was obviously not a woman
00:04:06.100 of conviction at that point in my life. And I feel just the grace of God come over me. And he's just
00:04:11.960 like, Brittany, this is not the life that I have for you. The life that I have for you will overflow
00:04:16.420 with so much love and peace and joy. And if you would quit this business today, I would bless
00:04:20.640 your life like no man ever could. And I was broken and that word just gave me so much hope
00:04:26.460 that I quit the industry that day and I started following Jesus after that. Okay. So you said you
00:04:34.840 were super broken and looking for love in all the wrong places when you started. What does that mean?
00:04:42.560 Super broken? I grew up in a very abusive household. I did not know my value or my worth.
00:04:50.040 and then here's an industry that's not only promising money but they feed you everything
00:04:55.800 you want to hear like oh you're beautiful we love you you know all those words that
00:05:01.000 i believe every child should hear in as they're growing up in their household and i started to
00:05:06.040 hear those and it was kind of like just this poll and then this promise of oh you're going to be
00:05:10.440 famous and it was kind of like well if enough people know my name then you know maybe that
00:05:14.520 will somehow make me hate myself less well and you were pretty famous weren't you i mean i wasn't
00:05:19.960 i think i was pretty young when you were how old are you i'm 28 so i'm assuming this was like 10
00:05:27.000 years ago maybe i quit the industry 13 years ago 13 years ago yeah so i don't think i would have
00:05:33.800 known but i mean you were on howard stern you did a bunch of like big shows is that true
00:05:39.080 yep i did howard stern a few times um maxim magazine named me their top 12 hottest porn stars
00:05:45.640 won awards and things like that. I mean, nothing that I'm proud of, but yeah, I experienced what
00:05:52.840 I wanted to experience in that industry, but it still wasn't enough.
00:05:56.600 Okay. And you said you were in a super abusive household. Is that like physical abuse,
00:06:01.960 verbal abuse? Like what? Both and. Okay. And that was your mother or your father or both?
00:06:09.560 My mom. Okay. You know, mothers are more likely to abuse children than fathers, 1.00
00:06:15.000 but no one ever believes that stat yeah well that was my experience yeah most people's okay so then
00:06:23.400 we're going to move on to the relationship with a pimp so you started dating a pimp and then you 0.56
00:06:28.600 became like a prostitute i mean yes i i was doing escorting before i met him um and then getting 0.53
00:06:38.120 into relationship with him basically the difference was you know i was working and he was taking my
00:06:43.560 money okay one of my most proudest moments okay so like
00:06:52.440 so this is over the course of like seven years eight years total seven years seven years okay
00:06:58.440 and then you started to read the bible and you started to hear from god
00:07:03.560 and then you started to go to church but it sounds like you kind of slid back 0.93
00:07:07.560 mm-hmm and then oh you went to church once then you did more porn after right now then i got 0.97
00:07:15.960 involved with the pimp the pimp was actually a backslidden christian and i told him that i told 0.98
00:07:21.720 him one day that i felt like i was just like demonically possessed and he took me to church
00:07:26.520 and i got baptized i went to church a couple times with him um and then after that i didn't really
00:07:33.640 get active in church again until I left him. Okay. So then, so when you actually got back
00:07:41.280 into the church, what were you doing then? Were you actually done with the porn the second time
00:07:45.340 around? Yeah, I was done. I was completely done with porn. I had to look for a job for months 0.64
00:07:51.420 because I didn't have a resume. What do you write on your resume when you've done porn since you're 0.84
00:07:54.700 18? There was a pretty big gap from my job at like 16, 17 to when I started applying. But I found a
00:08:02.520 job. Uh, I started working as a receptionist making $11 and 25 cents an hour. It was very
00:08:08.400 humbling. Um, but my bank account was empty, but my heart was full because I started to really
00:08:13.360 encounter the love of God. Okay. And that was when you started, that was when you met your
00:08:20.200 husband after that. I met my husband. We, we didn't, we got married about three years after
00:08:26.840 I became a Christian. So I had met him. He was the young adult pastor at our church and he preached
00:08:35.740 a message that literally changed my life. He was like, I have to tell the, like, he was like just
00:08:40.360 speaking to the women in the audience. And he said, you need to know that, um, one of the things
00:08:45.720 he said is that if you don't like what you're attracting, change what you're promoting. When I
00:08:49.580 heard that it was kind of like, again, the lights went on. I'm like, Oh, duh. Like how obvious that
00:08:54.220 I have been only attracting men that want me for my body because that's all that I promote.
00:08:59.120 So I went home and like deleted all of my social media accounts that were attached to
00:09:04.480 my former self, got rid of all provocative photos that, you know, that were on my pages.
00:09:10.560 And then I also deleted the account. So.
00:09:13.160 Okay. So how soon was it after that, that you began like doing what you're doing now,
00:09:19.900 like the podcasting the i don't know i'm assuming you seem like you would do the i went to catholic
00:09:25.900 school and we would have like chastity speakers i don't know if you do something like that but
00:09:32.460 listening to some of your stuff it sounds like you but you may have done something similar
00:09:38.060 i mean we've written a book on purity but we we kind of redefine purity because there's this like
00:09:43.340 toxic purity culture in the church where it was just so much emphasis on like no you know
00:09:48.700 masturbating, no sex before marriage, no this, but it was like the focus was on the action versus 0.95
00:09:53.100 the heart. So we redefine purity as it really is a heart issue. And yes, practicing celibacy is a
00:10:00.540 part of it, but like the bigger issue is what's flowing from your heart. Yeah, I disagree. I think
00:10:07.700 it's purity is not having sex. No, that's a huge part of it. But the word purity actually means to
00:10:14.160 be undefiled. So there's many things that can defile your heart, gossip, being critical,
00:10:21.360 lying, stealing. There's many things, but purity is definitely a part of it. But the word purity
00:10:27.280 in itself is undefiled, not no sex before marriage. Okay. So I'm listening to your story
00:10:33.900 and here's kind of the issue I get with like the born again hoe type of thing. I don't really feel 1.00
00:10:42.760 like you guys take accountability for what you're doing because when I hear you tell me your story
00:10:47.440 back you always seem to point the blame on being broken and being and being and some and the evil
00:10:56.260 men no I'm not saying there were evil men yeah I know but when you say like you know I'm when you
00:11:07.400 say like oh this happened because I had an abusive childhood there's lots of people with abusive
00:11:11.660 childhoods that don't do that that's true it kind of takes away from the you know it'd be like if
00:11:18.540 jeffrey dahmer came out and said oh i murdered all these people because my mom was mean to me
00:11:23.820 or my dad was mean to me it takes a little bit away from the actual apology yeah it makes it
00:11:31.260 seem less sincere when you know throughout the whole story i never heard you say hey i was horny
00:11:38.700 i enjoyed having sex on camera and i did it because i liked the attention i didn't want to 0.58
00:11:43.340 work it was easy money and it was wrong yeah well there's a few layers i hear what you're saying i
00:11:48.060 totally do but brokenness doesn't take away from accountability i own up to everything that i did
00:11:53.820 i made the decision to get into porn i made the decision to date a pimp i actually did say that
00:11:59.020 men were my weakness so that's me taking accountability i was weak i want that not
00:12:04.620 really if you're saying men were the weakness so you were the weakness it was well i yes they're
00:12:09.500 like my kryptonite right like i know because there's many women where men are their kryptonite 1.00
00:12:17.020 and they don't have sex on camera it's like not a hard thing to avoid right it's pretty easy to not
00:12:22.780 have sex on camera absolutely absolutely and i i totally agree with you but i would also say then
00:12:29.500 And it goes beyond just being horny because if I was just horny, I wouldn't need a camera and 0.93
00:12:35.000 producers and directors. I could have just done my thing and been, you know, a part of hookup
00:12:39.520 culture in college. It goes much deeper than that. It was the promise of fame. It was the,
00:12:44.360 you know, feeling like so empty inside that fame would have validated me. And that's truly what I
00:12:51.120 It wasn't being empty. It wasn't being empty inside. It was attention seeking. You wanted
00:12:55.780 absolutely yeah i wanted it and you were and you were willing to be greedy and you were willing to
00:13:02.580 embarrass all of your friends all of your family to do it and i do appreciate you coming back and
00:13:08.340 saying it's wrong but you have to understand when i hear you talk about the story it just doesn't
00:13:15.060 seem sorry when you're telling the way you're telling it it's like you're the hero and the
00:13:18.580 victim at the same time when really it was just a selfish decision and i don't i don't lose sleep at
00:13:25.540 night, right? It's not my life. But you have to understand to the average person, they're going
00:13:31.180 to hear this. And they might not say it to your face. I'm probably one of the few people who will
00:13:35.860 be honest about it. But they're just going to think you're full of shit. Because throughout 1.00
00:13:40.020 the whole story, you're blaming everybody else. I just think there's this whole movement of people
00:13:46.900 saying that if you if you have any if you say anything about brokenness or anything about
00:13:53.340 trauma, then that means that you're not taking accountability. But if you actually study the
00:14:00.620 impact that parenting has on a child, whether to set them up for failure or success, then you would
00:14:07.100 understand. I'd say that's bullshit because my family, we've adopted kids from really bad 0.98
00:14:16.880 situations, probably worse than yours. And they didn't make the same decisions you did. 0.99
00:14:20.860 they did what decisions did they make they made good decisions to be honest they're good kids
00:14:26.720 and they were adopted by what by what what was your family like awesome okay so see they had
00:14:34.540 a redemption they had a chance they had a second chance they were given a second chance for me i 0.98
00:14:39.980 just had to learn life the hard way i got such bullshit britney it's complete bullshit it's to 0.98
00:14:46.500 to put it on your childhood when you're born in America, one of the greatest places to be alive 0.99
00:14:53.200 in the country, like ever. And one of the freest times ever to be alive. Like there's just no
00:14:58.660 excuse. There's none. There's kids that had worse childhoods than yours that didn't make your
00:15:04.160 choices. They didn't. And you know, men, they don't get a get out of jail free card. They don't
00:15:13.000 get to blame things on their trauma, on their brokenness. Like to me, it's kind of bullshit. 1.00
00:15:19.240 I don't understand. So you're saying that women have the opportunity to blame things 1.00
00:15:23.720 on brokenness, but men don't actually. Joshua Brink, an incredible man of God who was in the
00:15:29.000 porn industry for six years. He talks about the fact that he had a fatherless home and that played
00:15:34.600 a big role as to why he wasn't validated. I would say the men that do it, I also think it's bullshit 1.00
00:15:42.020 it as well. I do, but it's, it's much more common for women to do it than men because in general, 0.98
00:15:48.680 most people won't hear men out. They won't ask them why they did the bad thing. You know, like,
00:15:54.400 um, when men commit crimes at 18, uh, they don't get a get out of jail free card because they had
00:16:01.820 a bad childhood. They go to jail and pay the time. Right. But I didn't do, I mean, I didn't get caught
00:16:06.840 doing anything illegal, so I didn't end up in jail, but I would have, and I wouldn't have got a
00:16:11.460 got out of jail. Were you doing drugs? Yes, I was. I said I didn't get caught doing anything
00:16:19.420 illegal. Had I gotten caught, I also would have ended up in jail and not received a get out of
00:16:25.100 jail free card because I would have gotten caught doing something illegal. Right. Okay. So the other
00:16:33.420 issue that I have is, so my question is when you decided to convert, what was your penance?
00:16:41.460 what do you mean by that okay what do you think is more important people's actions or their words
00:16:51.500 uh their their actions the condition of their heart so do you understand why i would be a
00:16:58.100 little bit skeptical if you're telling me after you were baptized you were still doing porn
00:17:02.320 yes because i believe that sanctification is a process and i didn't really understand the
00:17:08.620 knowledge of the scripture. I didn't fully understand what I was doing. The moment that
00:17:13.440 I began to understand and to have a relationship with God, everything changed. I've been out of
00:17:18.140 the porn industry for 13 years. I've never looked back. I've, you know, really truly rebuilt my life
00:17:25.160 on the foundation of Christ. Yeah. And I would still say that's bullshit. You were an adult,
00:17:29.580 Brittany. I don't, you know, I'm not even that religious, but I don't need a book to tell me
00:17:35.160 it's wrong to have sex on camera i don't uh so i i really think this whole like oh i didn't
00:17:42.360 understand i didn't know it's a process i mean that might work on like the simps you interview
00:17:47.880 with but it's not going to work on me how would one know the scripture if they were never taught
00:17:52.840 the scripture you went to catholic school you went to catholic church so you were taught i was not
00:17:59.880 i think there's a lot of people that weren't taught any scripture and just didn't have sex
00:18:06.600 on camera and i'm so happy for them i'm so proud of them if i could give back that seven years of
00:18:11.960 my life i definitely would but unfortunately it's a part of my story it is what it is okay so
00:18:18.120 penance means voluntary self-punishment inflicted as an outward expression of repentance for having
00:18:25.480 done wrong so what was my self-inflicted punishment yeah what was your penance nothing i don't i don't
00:18:33.480 understand exactly what you mean like was i supposed to like harm myself or i don't because
00:18:38.040 i harmed myself for many years i was a cutter and a drug addict and no um did you return the money
00:18:45.560 you made i i mean i gave it all to a pimp so there you go i left that industry said you were making
00:18:53.000 30 to 50k a month yep and you didn't return any of it well i didn't have any of it to give i had
00:19:01.000 my very last paycheck which was 1500 and i used it to pay my rent okay so you got rich you got
00:19:07.400 famous you kept the money you had no money i did not have any money to give away the last three
00:19:14.040 years of me being in the industry i was with a pimp he took my money i will i'll reiterate
00:19:20.360 you got rich you got famous you made the money you either spent it on yourself or gave it to a guy
00:19:28.800 you didn't think maybe to make you you could have for a couple years you know tried to pay
00:19:36.040 the money back to a charity or something i mean i tithe to the church and i have been since the
00:19:43.380 day i became a christian and i learned about tithing i've given to the church and i also
00:19:47.320 give to other organizations well there's a start i mean there's a start finally something
00:19:55.080 okay but overall no penance none
00:20:02.680 i mean i've given up my entire life to serve jesus so like i'm going back into porn shows
00:20:09.800 to hand out bibles to minister the gospel to try to help other people leave the industry behind
00:20:15.160 And I've given money away in the new time of my life.
00:20:22.740 It doesn't really count to walk away from corn when you're aging out.
00:20:28.000 I wasn't aging out.
00:20:29.480 I was actually on my way to film a porn scene.
00:20:31.980 At that point in my career, I was getting work regularly, like on a daily basis.
00:20:39.580 I was 25.
00:20:42.000 But in that industry, I was still working every single day.
00:20:45.800 okay but you were still aging out you're on the i mean we all know as a woman you get 0.98
00:20:50.760 uglier the older you get it just is what it is so i i don't really think it counts uh to you know
00:20:59.240 say sorry if there's zero penance after like it would be one thing if you know you were sitting
00:21:07.240 in the back of the church quiet you know you went to a nunnery you did charity work for like
00:21:14.360 you know but what i get is let me make all the money get famous keep the money say oops after
00:21:20.360 blame it on my childhood and marry a simp okay it's very interesting to me that you
00:21:29.320 went to a catholic church but you don't understand the bible like the bible is very clear when it
00:21:34.120 says that to the measure that you judge is the measure that you'll be judged and here you are
00:21:39.080 casting so much judgment but the day that you meet jesus is that really the same judgment that
00:21:45.000 you want him to give to you are you still in the public sphere trying to get attention yes or no
00:21:52.280 no what are you doing by having a podcast um sharing the love of jesus trying to help people
00:21:59.560 leave the adult film industry also i've helped thousands of addicts porn addicts get set free
00:22:05.000 from pornography my life is a service unto people okay do you make money off of it off of the course
00:22:13.000 the course is 30 bucks i don't make money off of it no it goes towards funding um everything that
00:22:18.760 we do okay do you make money off of the youtube views yes or no like a hundred dollars every
00:22:27.720 other month do you make money off of the church yes or no uh i don't have a church
00:22:36.520 i give to the church but i don't have a church do you make money off of speaking engagements
00:22:41.640 yes or no when i do like public speaking engagements yes i do but i don't do them very
00:22:46.120 often okay so again it just goes from monetizing corn to monetizing god and and that's really where
00:22:54.840 i have an issue with it it just doesn't seem genuine to me yeah but as when i question this
00:23:02.040 like a normal person is going to right a normal person that never did any of this stuff is just
00:23:07.720 going to think that you're full of if i'm being honest um and then you get the shaming language
00:23:14.600 as soon as you question a story that's really questionable britney like you said you did porn 0.95
00:23:20.840 after you were baptized. This is where we've got to learn to give people grace. I literally had
00:23:29.660 no understanding. The moment that I read that I was living in sin, that I was going to get
00:23:37.020 cast down into a sick bed along with everybody who was committing immorality with me, I quit
00:23:43.600 the porn industry. I quit. I never looked back. The fruit of my life is helping people. I have 0.82
00:23:50.020 helped thousands of addicts get set free. I've helped women leave the porn industry to follow
00:23:55.040 Jesus. Like I'm helping people. So I mean, and then I prioritize being a wife and a mother. So
00:24:02.680 when you think, oh, I'm getting rich off speaking engagements and things like that, I only travel
00:24:08.720 a handful of times of year. I'm not getting rich off the church because I choose to value my
00:24:14.880 husband and my children and to prioritize my family. Okay. Let's talk about that. You said
00:24:20.440 you prioritize being a wife and a mother. So are you aware that every time you step into the public
00:24:28.920 sphere, there are men that struggle with lust? You're aware of that, right? Yes. And so you do
00:24:35.620 understand that by being in the public sphere, men are going to want to Google you. There's going
00:24:42.280 be men that yeah they may want to google me but i think about all of the people that have actually
00:24:47.240 stopped watching corn because of the fact that i've shared my story and it's humanized uh it's
00:24:53.480 humanized people because a lot of people that watch corn they view women as sex objects and so
00:24:58.920 when i share my story and i'm able to share yes girl the brokenness it helps people to understand
00:25:05.320 i'm watching a woman who actually doesn't enjoy what she's doing who has to get high just to do 1.00
00:25:11.000 do the scenes that she's performing in. So it helps people find freedom. And that's been the
00:25:15.300 case. So are you aware? I'm going to repeat it. Okay. Are you aware that by being in the public
00:25:22.520 sphere, men are going to want to Google your work? And there's also going to be men who are going to
00:25:28.620 find freedom. Those are the men. I need you to answer the question first. It's both and. It's
00:25:34.140 yes and yes yes yes and are you aware that by being in the public sphere you are drawing more
00:25:43.020 attention to yourself and that is putting your family in the position to be sent more and more
00:25:48.700 of your videos are you aware of that yes okay and you choose to do it anyway correct it's not that
00:25:57.020 oh i just go choose to do it anyway this is a conversation that my husband and i have prayed
00:26:02.220 about and both felt convicted that this is something that i need to do to serve god okay
00:26:08.780 well you have to understand how a normal person is going to view this normal people with normal
00:26:15.100 jobs that have never been tempted to do to do that stuff right they're gonna view it as you
00:26:22.220 don't really care about your family because you're putting them in a position to be made fun of by
00:26:28.460 further drawing attention to yourself i would completely believe you if you were not making
00:26:34.220 money off of this story but the challenge i have is i mean the money i'm making is pennies come on
00:26:41.100 pearl like i'm really doing this out of service like i'm going to porn shows not making a dollar
00:26:47.500 so that i can share the love of jesus with thousands of people who watch corn and with
00:26:53.100 hundreds of creators like i am passionate about helping people find freedom it's not about the
00:26:59.340 dollar i have been doing this i have taken on so many speaking engagements including this one where
00:27:04.940 i'm not getting paid for this okay so i'm gonna repeat i'm gonna repeat the average person is
00:27:12.220 still going to view it as this is not a priority to you yeah because you know your kids are going
00:27:18.860 going to be sent your videos someday and you're not on social media. Yeah, but it's, it's going
00:27:25.020 to happen eventually. They're going to get old enough. Um, people say that. And that is, that
00:27:31.480 could be a consequence of my sin. And that is one of the, one of the biggest arguments that I make
00:27:37.000 with women who want to have children and are in the porn industry. I want to be a pioneer and show 0.98
00:27:43.140 them like, this is not the path that you should take. And I understand that people aren't going
00:27:48.120 to understand why I do what I do. It's, it's hard to understand the things of God when you're not
00:27:53.240 spending time with God. And most of our, of, of America, most of your listeners probably aren't
00:27:58.960 really spending time with Jesus. Right there. That's a shaming tactic. I'm not trying to shame
00:28:05.800 anybody. This is just reality. You're essentially saying that, and you have to understand how this
00:28:13.640 going to be viewed from an average person the the person that you know had sex on camera that got
00:28:19.800 gang banged on screen is telling me how i'm not holy enough uh you know the number one reason
00:28:26.760 people leave the church is hypocrisy so i i would argue it does more harm than good and if anything
00:28:34.440 what you're showing these of girls is they can do whatever they want make a bunch of money 1.00
00:28:38.680 and even keep working after you convert and get a get out of jail free card.
00:28:45.700 Actually, my dear friend, Melinda, I have shared her story, but she's off living a very quiet life,
00:28:51.000 married with children. But that's the conviction that she has on her life. I didn't have that
00:28:56.080 conviction. I want to see more stories like Melinda. I want to help more women get out of 1.00
00:29:01.160 the industry and live normal lives. This isn't about the money. But like I said,
00:29:06.620 if you aren't spending time with God, it's hard to understand. It's like people don't understand
00:29:12.080 that God uses people like me. God used Paul, who was a murderer of Christians. And then he's, 0.96
00:29:18.740 you know, how about the Samaritan woman, the woman at the well who had five husbands
00:29:22.600 and she had a live-in boyfriend. Like God used this woman to now go and evangelize to tell so
00:29:29.800 many people about Jesus in the time of Samaritan. Are you comparing yourself to Paul? Really? No,
00:29:34.560 I'm just saying that there are people that used to sin deeply. I'm more so comparing myself to
00:29:40.620 the woman at the well. Okay. I just, I don't think the woman at the well started an online
00:29:47.560 Jesus ministry, like and sold body count. You should, you should research her. She became 0.85
00:29:52.860 an incredible evangelist. Okay. She was selling body count courses on how to accept women's, 0.94
00:30:00.760 i mean even even the how to accept women's past you know why aren't we selling that and not telling
00:30:06.760 women not to do it you know you know it's because of the generation that we live in and if you do 1.00
00:30:12.040 watch my podcast uncensored with britney de la mora i tell people constantly not to get into this
00:30:18.440 line of work that is my whole that's like my my conviction my passion is do not choose of do not
00:30:25.720 choose the adult industry because there's repercussions that I didn't think through.
00:30:30.320 And I don't want women to make the same decision that I did. However, unfortunately with OF having 1.00
00:30:36.680 millions of users, there are so many women out there with promiscuous past. So if a man happens 1.00
00:30:42.040 to be dating one, one of the questions that our ministry gets asked the most is help. My woman
00:30:48.080 has a promiscuous past. I'm struggling. What do I do? I'd say that's normal. Find a better one.
00:30:55.720 And that, that could be your answer, but unfortunately some, some are in love when you're
00:31:00.200 going to get married.
00:31:01.360 Again, it's that, well, that's, that's again, the problem. 0.99
00:31:04.260 I actually think if you do porn, I don't think you deserve a husband. 0.92
00:31:08.100 I don't. 0.71
00:31:09.000 I think it's selfish to have children because the position you're putting your kids in is
00:31:13.580 to be bullied mercilessly.
00:31:15.260 And it might not have happened yet, but it's going to happen eventually.
00:31:19.500 So, you know, you know what I believe, I believe in the grace of God.
00:31:24.060 I believe that God knew exactly what he was doing when he not only pulled me out of the industry,
00:31:28.640 but blessed me with such a wonderful husband, chose to give me children. He could have closed
00:31:32.960 up my womb if he wanted, but like the Lord has really blessed my life. And I believe that he
00:31:38.800 is going to cover my children, whatever that looks like, but I'm not called to protect them
00:31:43.140 from every single ounce of pain that they're going to experience in this world. I'm sure
00:31:47.400 you've experienced pain in high school. They're going to experience pain. But what I am here to
00:31:52.360 do as their mother is to help walk them through it. Well, and I would just say that's selfish,
00:31:57.640 which is fine. A lot of women are selfish. I know. You know what they say about opinions. 1.00
00:32:02.800 It's going to be, it's going to be most people watching. I see you get these softball interviews.
00:32:08.360 No one's, no one's saying what most people are going to be thinking, like average Americans.
00:32:13.520 Well, yeah, because I'm interviewing with questions. And, and the issue, well,
00:32:18.480 the issue you're going to get is you're basically saying, you know, I had kids because I wanted
00:32:25.880 children and I wanted to be married, which is fine. There's nothing wrong with that. But what
00:32:31.960 you put what you wanted first, and essentially, it's at the cost of everyone around you being in
00:32:39.040 the public sphere is going to be at the cost of everyone around you. Yeah, you know, drawing more
00:32:44.380 attention to the porn story i mean that's more more attention to the story of you being a porn 0.79
00:32:52.620 star is just going to draw more people to make fun of your kids so you know i think it's i i would 0.79
00:33:00.800 say that's kind of selfish so yeah i totally understand that people that are a part of this
00:33:07.580 like red pill movement that that's how they feel but i really do believe that when you are sensitive
00:33:12.920 to the Holy Spirit, there is a certain level of grace that you have more understanding. And yes,
00:33:18.500 I get that people in the world are going to be very judgmental. I understand that. I get that,
00:33:23.720 and I'm facing that. But I also know that God has gotten me to this point, and he will get our
00:33:29.440 family through that bridge when we cross it. I'm not going to sit around and worry about that.
00:33:34.280 Grace, of course you're not. Of course. No, grace doesn't mean you're free from consequences.
00:33:41.100 it doesn't that's the problem that's why i asked you know when men commit a crime they pay the time 1.00
00:33:46.860 you you didn't voluntarily go to the police and say hey i did drugs maybe i should go to jail
00:33:51.660 because i did do the crime you know you didn't right should i have done that pearl i i it would
00:33:57.900 have made your story a little more believable you know but you have zero penance zero repercussions
00:34:05.900 none, none. So forgive me if I don't. There are repercussions. Pearl, there have been,
00:34:12.200 let me tell you about repercussions. Okay. My husband has been sent stuff. Like when we were
00:34:18.280 dating, um, we were practicing sexual purity and, um, people sent him images of me in,
00:34:26.260 in my vulgar moments. That was humiliating for me. I had genuinely became this new person,
00:34:33.220 new creation. I was walking a new life and my past has come back to haunt me. So I share this
00:34:39.400 again. And I'm always open about the repercussions of my sin because I want people to understand that
00:34:45.280 there are consequences. Like it's not a get out of jail. No, the consequences were for him because
00:34:50.780 men always have to clean up after women. Well, you didn't seem very humiliated when you were
00:34:59.040 doing it i wasn't actually because i had no conviction of sin until i experienced um a
00:35:05.140 relationship with jesus yeah it's it's just very convenient that's after the fame and the money
00:35:10.380 you know like you didn't feel this six months in or a year in it was seven years in because i
00:35:17.200 didn't encounter jesus until about three and a half years and then that process was about three
00:35:22.080 years of sanctification for me before i finally got it encountered i hadn't been going to church
00:35:27.420 you encountered him and you still did a porn scene right i have to look at actions versus words
00:35:34.780 and when you when you say oh i'm i'm holy and you're still doing porn it leads me to believe 0.86
00:35:40.860 you're a liar well at that point i would never have called myself holy i did that last scene 0.67
00:35:46.700 because i was already there in las vegas i needed the money i literally had no money but the whole 0.99
00:35:51.660 time i did it i felt a conviction and i love how you look at actions that is wisdom because look
00:35:57.500 at what my actions did after i recorded that scene i left the porn industry and i never looked back
00:36:04.860 my actions prove that i have repented okay what actions prove because i don't really think you
00:36:12.940 get brownie points for not doing something like i i think that not doing porn is pretty easy
00:36:20.380 okay so the women that i helped leave i don't think i don't think i'm gonna wait i'm gonna give
00:36:24.460 i'm gonna tell you what i won't give you brownie points for and you can tell me what i'm missing
00:36:28.620 okay so i'm not going to give you brownie points for stopping because i just don't think that's
00:36:33.340 that hard it's not hard to not have sex on camera okay i'm not going to give you brownie points for
00:36:39.500 the ministry because you're making money off of it and you're getting really not so outside of the
00:36:45.420 two things, which is lecturing people about the Bible. Fine, you know, whatever, but I'm not going
00:36:55.080 to give you brownie points for either of those two things. What have you done? Okay. So you're
00:37:00.300 trying to say that I'm making money off of like getting a couple thousand dollars a year is not
00:37:07.620 making money. Like it's really not, I don't consider that making money. Okay. So my husband
00:37:14.400 has a secular job and that's how our bills are paid. It's not from me serving Jesus. That's not
00:37:20.220 where the bulk of our money comes from by any means. And I'm not asking for brownie points
00:37:26.040 anyway. I know earlier you mentioned that, oh, I try to be the hero of my story. Jesus is the hero
00:37:30.800 of my story actually because everything that I've done, everything that I've become is because of
00:37:37.620 who Jesus is in my life. Okay. So again, what was the penance? What are the actions? Outside of
00:37:46.300 retelling the porn story, okay, or stopping doing porn? Like what else did you do? Anything?
00:37:57.620 I mean, I'm good to people. Like if I'm the first person to serve, we have a Bible study at our
00:38:04.800 house every single week. We're constantly pouring into people. My life has literally become a
00:38:11.460 service to those in need. Also, when I got my job for $11.25 an hour, I would make an extra
00:38:18.140 sandwich every day and I would just go around. It was in a large homeless community in Point Loma
00:38:22.320 and I would just talk to all the homeless people and how are you doing? Do you know Jesus? I was
00:38:30.640 just sharing the gospel with every single person. And was I getting paid for that? No, I was
00:38:35.280 sacrificing my own money so that I could bring them a lunch. Did you apologize to the people
00:38:41.040 that you hurt? I have definitely made apologies through different testimonies saying that, you
00:38:46.900 know, there, there's a lot of people that I'm sure used to watch my stuff. And I have apologized
00:38:52.000 for even being that person, especially after reading that scripture, that woman named Jezebel
00:38:57.340 who leads my people into sexual immorality okay not not publicly not publicly privately oh
00:39:04.540 absolutely absolutely yes god has restored my relationship with every single one of my family
00:39:11.980 members i have apologized and rebuilt it's been 13 years so we've that's like the past
00:39:18.620 is in the past we've rebuilt our relationships and they're wonderful well there's a start
00:39:24.140 okay so the way that i can tell someone is sorry in my opinion is full accountability
00:39:33.100 and changed behavior that's it otherwise i can't really tell and my only point is the way you talk 0.97
00:39:41.440 about your story i i think you paint yourself as the victim a lot i think it's complete bullshit 0.91
00:39:48.240 that you say you didn't know you were an adult at 25 years old there's some things i don't think 0.98
00:39:57.340 you need to read a scripture to not have sex on camera i really don't i i think that's something
00:40:02.300 you can just know um and the second is changed behavior which you didn't have after the conversion
00:40:09.240 so i did you're considering my conversion on the airplane that was not really my conversion that
00:40:16.400 was like the first step to conversion okay well when i heard you tell the story in the beginning
00:40:23.680 you said that you did a scene after you converted because you needed the money
00:40:28.000 i wasn't really i hadn't even started going to church at that point it was like i had
00:40:32.720 i didn't say that i converted i said i had an encounter an encounter with god doesn't always
00:40:37.760 equal instant conversion it does for so some in the bible but sometimes it it's a sanctification
00:40:44.560 process okay like i wasn't just made all pure and holy right off the bat i had i had to go through
00:40:50.320 the renewal of my mind my mind was a mess i had to read the bible so that it could renew my mind
00:40:57.040 and transform my life and that's exactly what's happened okay so why would a woman not just be a 0.98
00:41:03.440 porn star get all the attention until she gets her money hit about 32 years old and then think i'll 1.00
00:41:10.480 I'll find a simp and he'll fix all my problems. I can really have it all.
00:41:15.320 Yeah. I mean, I don't encourage women to take that approach. I saw a reel going around of some
00:41:23.900 girl that was basically asking that question like, well, why can't I do all this? And then
00:41:28.500 I can leave the industry like so-and-so and get married and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. But
00:41:32.300 the motives of your heart are wrong. I wasn't set out on an airplane ready to go quit porn. I was
00:41:39.480 going to do porn. Like never thought that would be the last day that I ever saw that industry,
00:41:44.720 but I had an encounter with God and God will catch you in the most unlikely moments. And
00:41:50.820 that's how it happened for me. It wasn't planned. And so why? But why would they not do it?
00:41:57.460 Unfortunately, women do. And that's, that sucks. That sucks. That is a reflection of their heart 1.00
00:42:03.520 and impure motives would you take any accountability if women saw your story and
00:42:12.320 it inspired them to do just that would you feel any responsibility i think that everybody in life
00:42:19.840 makes their own decisions but yeah that would make me feel like like maybe my story is not
00:42:27.040 encouraging them to follow jesus it's encouraging them to porn but i've yet to hear that story
00:42:33.520 okay one second i'm gonna read super chats um thank you for calling her out pearl they all do
00:42:43.200 this of all the professions to pick after corn they run right to the church give a few speeches
00:42:49.200 and all is forgiven it's their plan from the start all admit who you are and be honest and
00:42:54.400 men might respect that but you have to be a chameleon and sell the sims at church churches
00:42:58.880 i respect honest uh past 35 and out of the market jesus saved me women are not sex objects why do 1.00
00:43:07.200 men need them uh let me refresh it also if you have any questions for me you're welcome to um
00:43:15.200 or disagreements with what i said you're totally welcome to bring them up yeah i i would love like
00:43:21.760 just on a personal note i don't know if you've been open about like your upbringing i heard you
00:43:27.200 mentioned something about your father being a moral man and that's amazing um i didn't i i did
00:43:32.560 a little research in prepping for this but i was wondering like what was your mother like
00:43:36.960 my mom was a cool lady she was awesome is she still around actually she is i just realized i
00:43:45.040 said was yeah she's still alive are your parents still married yep wow i just try to understand
00:43:54.480 like i'm trying to i guess seek understanding as to like why a lot of the things that you say is
00:44:01.760 like just this broad generalization of women and you're very protective over men and i'm not saying
00:44:06.400 that there's anything wrong with that i'm just trying to find understanding of like where does
00:44:10.480 that come from sure so all of society just lies to women because women make 80 of consumer buying 1.00
00:44:21.120 decisions. So everyone's paycheck, women are at the end of it. Your case in particular, it really 1.00
00:44:29.100 irks me because I think they take the microphone away from men that have worked really hard that
00:44:35.720 didn't do the things that you did and they just hand it to porn stars. And I think it's kind of
00:44:43.320 sad because I feel like I've seen the decline of churches in my lifetime. And I think it's because
00:44:49.220 of women like you. I've actually read articles that churches are growing in this decade. 0.98
00:44:56.900 Church attendance is down across the board. The challenge is men are leaving the churches and
00:45:06.160 they're getting replaced by women. And the problem you get with that is women just tend to ruin 1.00
00:45:11.740 things. Why do you believe that? I have eyes. I mean, but there's in both genders, there tends
00:45:21.700 to be men and women that ruin things. I've seen men that have gone off and committed adultery and
00:45:27.820 lost their church. I've seen men that have also destroyed things just as much as women can destroy 1.00
00:45:33.760 things. So it's like there's evils in both genders. It's not just one or the other. 1.00
00:45:38.460 women's is way worse i mean women aborted a third of gen z right that's awful third that's awful 1.00
00:45:45.740 and the challenge is when men do the wrong thing they're held accountable women aren't
00:45:50.060 instead they're handed microphones i don't know i i don't agree i've definitely had my
00:45:55.500 fair share of consequences from my sin um so i would yeah i would disagree i would say
00:46:04.460 i would agree with you if you actually paid back the money i didn't have any money to give
00:46:10.620 that like why is that such a popular question by the way in my on my instagram one of the questions
00:46:17.020 i get asked the most are did you give the money back i didn't have any money to give back okay
00:46:22.940 but you have to understand you're kind of talking out of two sides of your mouth because on some
00:46:27.500 shows you'll say i was making 30 to 50k a month and other shows you'll say oh i had no money it's
00:46:33.020 like okay which is it okay so i was making 30 to 50 000 a month get involved with a pimp he's taking
00:46:39.180 all the money so at one point in my career i did have money until i got involved with the pimp
00:46:46.300 and then i had no money so there was no money to give back you guys can ask him if he gave it back
00:46:53.740 yeah and see again that makes me think you're not sorry because you'll still deflect and put
00:46:58.780 it on the guy now it's the poor woman who was robbed and it's so convenient he took all the
00:47:05.020 money it's just i'm not putting that on the guy i said i gave him all the money there was no money
00:47:11.260 to give back i just have a hard time believing that you gave him 100 of your money i would guess
00:47:18.140 that you probably spent it on frivolous things that's pretty common no i don't think you
00:47:24.540 understand how genuine like how it's a very low level realm in this world it is modern day slavery
00:47:32.940 it is how the pimp and the 304 game work it's how it works no that's to me like that's again
00:47:41.260 that's saying no it's not slavery when you're choosing to have sex on camera you have to
00:47:47.020 understand doing what i do you don't think i've had offers like that it's so easy to just say no
00:47:54.540 i'm good right so i just have no sympathy i really don't i'm not asking for your sympathy
00:48:02.220 or anybody's at that actually all i want is to share my story to show that jesus can transform
00:48:08.860 and also to help prevent women from getting into that industry and to help men overcome their
00:48:14.860 addictions to porn which i've seen all three happen so yeah well i'm here well i would say
00:48:21.660 that's counterintuitive with what you're doing, because what you're really going to do is you're
00:48:26.180 just going to show women they can do whatever they want and get a bailout guy after. And you're 0.94
00:48:31.220 going to make men, I mean, want to Google your porn. I've seen the fruit of my story and I've
00:48:38.240 shared stories of women that have left the industry because of me sharing my story. So
00:48:43.320 I've actually seen fruit in it. And so that's why I would disagree because I've actually seen the
00:48:48.820 proof. I mean, do you not see the top comment on the last interview you did? What? I mean,
00:48:54.460 the very, the one I reacted to the other day, it said, I know every man is going to watch this and
00:49:00.640 want to Google their porn. And it's the same thing, the porn thing. You know, the number one
00:49:09.720 consumers of porn of OnlyFans is white Christian males. Why do you think that is? 0.51
00:49:15.720 why do i think it's white christian males yeah that's the number one consumers of porn
00:49:22.020 i don't know what's your why do you think that 0.97
00:49:24.800 you got no guesses none like why do you think white why do you think i don't where are you
00:49:32.580 getting i've never seen the statistics so you'd have to send me oh you can just it's like if you 0.99
00:49:37.620 google it it's the demographic is white christian men um i would say again the sin of porn is always 0.93
00:49:46.240 talked about but i never hear christians talk about the sin of uh women not having sex with 0.98
00:49:51.920 their husbands oh we've talked about that a lot of men i know but you you you'll bring up porn
00:50:00.000 10 times but you never tell women and maybe you do maybe this is more of a generalization but 0.90
00:50:06.260 it's rare that churches ever give sermons on how you're not a good wife if you don't have sex with 1.00
00:50:11.880 him yeah i've actually in january spoken and i guess it is a generalization because it doesn't
00:50:17.500 apply to me my husband and i did a marriage conference at a church in washington and that
00:50:23.200 was one of the topics that we covered because the body the bible does teach us that like once
00:50:28.700 you're married your wives your body belongs to the man man your what your body belongs to the 0.99
00:50:34.900 woman and you are not supposed to withhold sex from one another. Yeah. So I agree with you there. 0.77
00:50:43.420 Yeah. What do you think makes you, wait, what is a marriage conference?
00:50:50.980 A marriage conference. It's where husbands and wives come and they get poured into. 1.00
00:50:56.480 What does that even mean?
00:50:57.920 am i speaking christianese um you it's a conference it's a it's a setting where you
00:51:06.720 i mean how do you you show up at church it's specifically for married couples and so all
00:51:13.220 the messages that are shared are for married couples and you spoke at a marriage conference
00:51:19.180 My husband and I did. Yes.
00:51:25.500 How are you qualified to speak at a marriage conference?
00:51:29.740 I just think there's some things that like some decisions that the equivalent of that is like
00:51:35.380 Jordan Belford, Jordan Belford telling you how to make financial decisions when he stole for a
00:51:43.580 decade. Yeah. Do you see what I'm saying? It's like, no, I get, I get it. And from an outsider
00:51:50.320 looking in, I can see how that would look strange. But I mean, when you actually know my husband and
00:51:55.920 I intimately, like personally, when you know us personally, you would know that we have a thriving
00:52:00.760 marriage. Um, we're celebrating 10 years and things are, are great. Like we have a wonderful
00:52:07.500 marriage. So, um, we've learned a lot from Jesus and we're just passing on his teachings.
00:52:13.580 Yeah. It's all biblical based, so it's not like you can go wrong. Hey,
00:52:18.640 you just said for yourself that most churches aren't teaching that women should be having 1.00
00:52:23.360 sex with their spouses. Well, guess what? I taught that. A broken clock rings twice a day. 0.99
00:52:31.580 What's that? What's the phrase? A broken clock rings true like twice a day. I can't remember
00:52:37.860 the phrase but it's basically saying uh never mind but yeah i mean that's that's pretty much
00:52:46.180 my take though um i appreciate you coming on and we can go back and forth about other stuff but i
00:52:52.020 think i summarized really my take is i just don't believe you you know i mean i've been out for years
00:52:57.700 so regardless of what you believe um the proof is in the fruit of my life yeah i just don't think
00:53:03.940 it is and that's the problem oh it 100 is i i don't you know yeah i just even i think nala was
00:53:12.820 the other one and she's always wearing skin tight clothes it's like you guys all do this 0.99
00:53:18.260 i just i don't wear skin tight clothes i don't know what you're talking about
00:53:23.780 you said you guys all do this you guys all engage in promiscuous um activities even after you
00:53:30.740 converted um i actually have never except for the the after the encounter it was not after my
00:53:37.380 conversion my conversion um i count my conversion as the day i had started going to church it was
00:53:44.260 after i deleted all my photos off instagram and then i committed to doing the purity ceremony at
00:53:49.140 my church that was on february 20th 2013 um and that was the day that i was like i am really
00:53:55.700 committing my life to Jesus. I am done with my old sinful ways. They've led me to a way of
00:54:00.880 depression, wanting to end my life, using drugs every single day just to numb the pain that I'm
00:54:06.780 feeling. And I truly repented and I've never looked back. So my conversion is sincere.
00:54:14.360 I just think it's really convenient that that conversion counts and the other one didn't.
00:54:19.140 the other one wasn't a conversion i had no idea what i just i was just trying it's like
00:54:26.060 you're teaching you have to teach a child like when when you have a baby you first give them
00:54:31.400 milk you're not going to shove steak down their throat like they're they have to grow into that
00:54:35.840 five you are not a baby in in the spirit no i'm talking about in christ in christ i know that i
00:54:42.620 I was an adult, but in Christ, I was a baby. I didn't know the things of God. You were blessed
00:54:48.860 to get to go to church growing up. I didn't. You were so blessed. I would love to challenge
00:54:55.920 your thinking because I think that you judge people based on what you knew growing up, but
00:55:02.060 not everybody is where you were. Not everybody was blessed enough to have an honorable mother
00:55:07.600 and father as you had like you are blessed for all you're blessed i would have preferred i would
00:55:13.680 have felt like i just when i'm talking to you i don't feel like i'm talking to like an adult
00:55:20.080 because you don't because you talk about yourself as if you're a child and it's like it's like you
00:55:27.600 do it's like i'm not taught it was okay if you understand if you go and read the scripture
00:55:34.560 paul says that there are infants in christ right it doesn't mean a physical infant it means
00:55:39.920 spiritually i know but then you you still go it's not because of that it's because you still go back
00:55:45.360 to the excuses well pearl your childhood was better than mine that's why you didn't get gang
00:55:50.720 banged on camera once again then you don't understand the importance of parenting in
00:55:56.160 somebody's life when somebody's constantly told that they're a loser they're never gonna amount
00:56:02.720 to anything and f you i've seen people with worse parents than yours that did not make your decision
00:56:09.360 no excuses you're an adult and every time you give me an excuse i just you know i feel like
00:56:16.080 i'm talking to a child you know because it's not it's not an excuse it's psychology i did it
00:56:23.120 i was wrong and that's it i i was wrong i have admitted that i said that i made the choices that
00:56:31.040 i made to get into the industry was it wrong yes absolutely had i been but it's always because you
00:56:37.840 were broken it's never because you were horny horny would be accountability that would be like
00:56:43.440 this was a negative trait that i have i still have it um but i'm working on it now you know but
00:56:51.040 it was my parents fault that's not accountability go ahead nobody's saying that it was i didn't say
00:56:57.840 that it was my parents' fault, but they set the foundation. Your parenting sets the foundation
00:57:04.640 for success or failure. It's just the reality. And some people, they can be born into the same
00:57:10.180 environment and make better choices. And props to them, kudos to them. That's incredible.
00:57:16.860 And if I was just horny, like I said before, I wouldn't have needed a camera, producer,
00:57:22.420 director's fame. No, I didn't need any of that if I was just horny. There was a deeper root.
00:57:28.020 And if we don't understand the root as to why people do what they do, then we have no compassion
00:57:33.340 and we cannot help them moving forward because they have to understand why they do what they
00:57:38.580 do. It's why so many people go to therapy because they have to start unraveling. What's the reason
00:57:44.040 I make the decisions that I make? Excuses. It's not excuses. It's the truth. But you just don't
00:57:51.880 to receive it no did you do it because you were horny not even a little
00:57:57.800 what i already answered your question gaslighting is gracious female gaslighting is incredible you 0.99
00:58:06.040 said why do you have the opinions that you do i'm like i talk to women and they just gaslight you 0.99
00:58:10.760 and do eternity it never ends oh pearl it never ends it's like um what part of what i said was 0.96
00:58:20.600 gaslighting gaslighting was when you said you didn't have sex on camera because you were horny 1.00
00:58:28.200 that's not actually gaslighting because i could have sex off camera if i was horny 1.00
00:58:34.120 and i'm not denying the fact that women get horny that's not what i'm trying to say 0.94
00:58:38.200 but what i'm trying to say is that there truly was a deeper root what like i've seen
00:58:45.720 okay all right this is i get more sexist by the day i just want you to know 0.98
00:58:53.320 you are a woman in case you forgot yeah okay so you were not horny when you made porn 0.85
00:59:02.300 no there were times that i was but that's not why i got into the industry 0.93
00:59:06.420 all right how do you feel about nala did you think she was genuine
00:59:11.720 yes nala has been genuine okay why and you would say it's perfectly okay for her to be raising the
00:59:22.780 only fans prices the thirst traps on ig still you know i honestly don't know about any of that so i
00:59:29.720 don't want to comment on that fair enough fair enough but if she were doing those things you 1.00
00:59:38.460 would say that would indicate that she's not genuine i have no idea what she did and i'm not
00:59:45.000 going to answer hypothetically could i show you a video and we could say sexual or not sexual i
00:59:50.980 don't want to talk about nala i actually like her i think she's a gaslighting and i don't want to 0.98
00:59:58.020 talk i know i'm being honest i don't want to talk about her but if she was doing something wrong
01:00:04.820 you wouldn't want to condemn it no it was to my oh my god it was to my understanding that only
01:00:11.700 fans would not allow her to delete until everybody got off but it's always so convenient
01:00:19.620 no there was one after let me find it i could it was of her baking and then she's like
01:00:26.020 i i mean she's using the roller like as if it's like a a hand job type of thing it was ridiculous 0.98
01:00:32.500 i'm like these hoes can't stop hoeing it is what it is but i just rather her be honest 1.00
01:00:37.860 about the hoeing you know rather than be gaslit for eternity 0.98
01:00:45.940 i've i've seen nala genuinely growing in the lord um she holds herself accountable she with me like 0.98
01:00:53.380 if she's going through things she calls me asks for biblical advice nala is growing in the lord
01:00:58.420 and i think that she's grown tremendously and i commend her for that let me find the video but
01:01:04.820 if there was a video would you if it was sexual would you condemn it i'm not gonna talk i'm not
01:01:12.820 gonna sit here and talk i am not here to sit and talk about people that are not in the room to
01:01:22.100 defend themselves that's not how i i invited her on i invited her on well if she was here i would
01:01:27.540 gladly sit and talk with her about it but she's not here so i'm not going to do that to her that's
01:01:31.540 not fair okay do you have any other questions of stuff i've said i because i think i covered it
01:01:37.940 with your video um or i covered it really today is why i don't believe you um keep doing what you're
01:01:44.100 doing uh obviously the grift it's strong so you might as well people are strong the grift is not
01:01:51.940 strong. I'm not making, you're out here thinking I'm making all this money. I am not. You can go
01:01:58.060 on, like, look at the tax records and everything of what we bring in. It's, it's not, I don't think
01:02:04.760 it's necessarily money. I think you like the attention because you have to understand,
01:02:09.640 you have to understand, let me finish. When, if I look at you as a porn star, you were an 0.97
01:02:14.720 attention addicted person. Like that, that's your character. That's who you are. That's who you were 0.90
01:02:19.380 from a young age. That's not who I am. That's who I was. I mean, you could gaslight me, right? But
01:02:24.560 if it wasn't who you were today, then you wouldn't be here. No, that's not true. Why do you do what
01:02:29.660 you do? You'd be in the back of the church. Girl, why do you do what you do? Somebody's got to do
01:02:35.860 it. Why do you do what you do? It's fun. It's fun, but is it because you're seeking attention?
01:02:43.220 Yep. You're really seeking attention. That's why you're doing it. I think you're gaslighting
01:02:49.360 me now. I think the difference is I'm honest. You guys are honest. That's not true. You're
01:02:55.900 saying that because you want me to say that, but that's not the truth. I actually, as I told you,
01:03:01.660 when I got that word about, Oh, if you don't like what you're attracting, change what you're
01:03:05.560 promoting. I deleted hundreds of thousands of followers off Twitter that I used to have
01:03:11.900 off Instagram, off Facebook. I deleted it all. You don't get brownie points for that from me.
01:03:20.200 But I'm saying that if it was attention that I was seeking, I would have kept it open.
01:03:24.260 I didn't. I know, but the gaslighting continues because you're getting attention
01:03:28.740 for the porn story now. You don't know my heart. That's not my heart. My heart is to help people.
01:03:37.320 I look at your actions.
01:03:39.740 What do my actions say that I'm out here sharing my story to help people?
01:03:43.860 I don't want women to get into this industry. 1.00
01:03:46.360 The top comment on one of your interviews was that men are tempted to look up the porn.
01:03:57.720 That's A-level gaslighting.
01:04:00.360 But then the amount of emails that I've also received that have said,
01:04:03.920 thank you so much for sharing your story.
01:04:05.740 I'm 30 days without porn. Thank you for sharing your story. I'm one year without porn, like corn,
01:04:11.200 sorry. Um, the testimonies that I get are, we get testimonies daily. So I'm helping people
01:04:18.520 simultaneously. Okay. So my friend, Rachel, she's like, uh, I don't know if you know, Rachel
01:04:24.660 Wilson. She wanted me to ask you about this verse. She says one Timothy two 12. I do not permit a 1.00
01:04:32.200 woman to teach or to assume authority over a man, she must be quiet. What do you think of that verse? 1.00
01:04:39.640 I think that Paul was empowering women in a time when they were disempowered to learn.
01:04:45.760 So they were being silent in the church because they were able to
01:04:49.120 learn in the church for the first time. So you don't believe that verse?
01:04:55.980 Of course I do. I just said what I believe about the verse.
01:04:59.040 but you think it was because the women were disempowered you can't make this shit 0.99
01:05:04.360 do the research there was a few there were a few verses prior to that or a few chapters prior to 0.99
01:05:11.980 that where paul actually said when women pray in church they should have their head covered
01:05:15.940 yeah so he just in one statement he said when they're praying in church to have their heads
01:05:21.220 covered and then in another it's silent to learn so if you look at both of those and then how about
01:05:27.660 how jesus revealed himself first to who a woman after his resurrection so it just just like pick
01:05:34.860 and choose what bible verses we like i like i like this version of christianity i can just pick
01:05:42.300 i can just pick and choose no it's not about picking and choosing it's about looking at
01:05:47.420 the scriptures in its totality yeah i mean that's that sounds like female gaslighting to me 0.99
01:05:54.780 it's not it's not and you know and and also paul was speaking against the worship of the
01:06:00.220 goddess athena so i mean you gotta actually just sit there and study the scriptures
01:06:08.860 that's like the further gaslighting they're like don't believe the words
01:06:12.300 that you're reading the words you should read the words but you should also study the theological
01:06:16.540 context okay you got anything else for me i'd love that you and rachel should do this too she's
01:06:26.720 actually more into the theology than i am you know rachel wilson have you guys sat down
01:06:32.220 i don't think we've sat down together rachel is she is she with like a lila rose there's a rachel
01:06:38.800 that lila just had on her show recently i think it was a rachel wilson i'd have to check
01:06:46.920 okay there's a super chat on the website that says please ask her if she knows of all the
01:06:52.460 young boys with underdeveloped brains exposed to the filth she helped produce and the effects
01:06:58.060 it has long term the underdeveloped oh are they talking about miners seeing corn yeah yeah that's
01:07:08.160 horrible and I fight against it. I'm, I've gone on Fox news. I've trying to fight politically to
01:07:14.220 get, um, age verification across all States. So it's horrible. And I repent for that. That's
01:07:20.300 something that I feel very guilty about to this day. Um, but unfortunately, like I can't,
01:07:27.540 you know, I can't go backwards. If I could, I would.
01:07:31.660 What is the biggest disagreement you have with my platform?
01:07:35.400 um the biggest disagreement i haven't watched enough videos like your shorts pop up on my
01:07:44.260 stuff all the time and there's some stuff where i'm like oh that's great she's right
01:07:47.360 but i just think um probably just the broad generalization of women and also the fact that 0.99
01:07:53.860 you it seems like you want to you want to just point the finger and oh she's a liar she's a liar 1.00
01:08:01.500 but it's like, you don't know me personally. If you did know me personally, I think that your 0.99
01:08:07.680 opinion would change. And I think that that would be the same if you met other women personally
01:08:12.820 that you sit here and you criticize. Yeah, I don't think so. I think the actions,
01:08:17.860 I would just have to see the, I would have to see the actions. And I think too many times
01:08:23.100 they just don't match. That's my issue. I mean, my actions are literally, I'm out here trying to
01:08:30.880 help people and prevent them from getting into the porn industry. And that's what I use my YouTube
01:08:35.220 for. I use it to help people get set free from pornography. That's why I'm out here.
01:08:41.720 I'm trying to help people. I said a lot of men want to know Brittany personally.
01:08:46.280 That's funny. Do you think there's any issue bringing in former sex workers around men that
01:08:53.780 are trying to abstain from lust? There could be. Yeah. I mean, I could definitely see how there
01:09:00.300 could be, especially if the woman is not modest in her appearance. I think that that could be 0.63
01:09:07.380 a huge temptation for them. So yeah, there definitely could be. So if I did a church and
01:09:13.780 I had, now obviously this is made up, I'm not doing a church, but I'm going to give you my
01:09:18.900 hypothetical and I want you to tell me if you agree or disagree. If I had a sex worker come
01:09:24.620 into my church I would say that you can come in but you need to be in a box away from all the 0.99
01:09:31.300 husbands because we can't we can't have you I don't want to sex workers by my you know by my 0.97
01:09:37.500 boyfriend or you know if I was married to my husband um yeah I would just I would want them
01:09:43.420 in a different box where they could very little interaction and then um I would you know they
01:09:50.080 could join the community after like five years of silence and service and then maybe after then they
01:09:57.280 could be fully integrated um i would also put marriage off the table because personally i
01:10:03.020 wouldn't really want the i the men you know they don't deserve to be with women that have sex tapes 1.00
01:10:09.400 on the internet that can be used against them and um their kids being involved i just think it's
01:10:15.200 that's something you kind of sacrifice when you make that choice um and i would say five years
01:10:20.960 of good behavior and then we could start to treat them normal i think it's a whole set of rules that
01:10:28.080 are just they're pearl made rules and jesus did not make those rules jesus sat with sinners he
01:10:33.920 sat with prostitutes he sat with tax collectors and he invited them in with you know and always 0.98
01:10:41.200 empowered them to go and sin no more um and so i think that that's the church's job the church is 0.86
01:10:46.800 the church is for the sick the church is so that people can come in encounter jesus and their lives
01:10:52.800 can be transformed and so if we just kind of outcast every person that well we just don't
01:10:58.240 like your sin because you know your sin my husband okay you know what about the alcoholic it's like
01:11:05.920 let me continue what about pedophiles should we keep them away from children
01:11:12.400 i think that that's a different scenario how convenient why is that convenient because in a
01:11:20.000 way i mean your porn was consumed by underage boys but i'm no longer i'm yeah i get what you're
01:11:28.640 saying i just think it's a totally different i i think that's completely different because here's
01:11:32.880 the deal it's convenient i'm getting if i'm sharing my story in church it's not because i've
01:11:39.280 asked to be there it's because somebody said you know our church needs to hear a story to whether
01:11:45.360 it be to humanize or just to help people to find freedom because a lot of my church is struggling
01:11:50.240 i mostly speak to women um and so if that's that's the invite but like i i don't know if
01:11:58.240 many people are saying let's invite the pedophile to like be speak to our i don't i just don't
01:12:06.960 i was an adult i wasn't molesting children because men are held accountable for their
01:12:11.680 sin and women aren't i mean producing that material you know a good chunk of them are 1.00
01:12:17.600 guys that are underage so i don't really see how you're that different i really don't
01:12:21.600 don't i mean yeah but i would i would i would also allow them the problem is here's the difference a
01:12:33.040 pedophile is willing to go and do things to a child for me the the big difference is that the
01:12:39.840 government needs to in to instill age verification so that we can protect children from watching 0.88
01:12:46.800 these things just like uh there's a identification is required for alcohol or for gambling or for
01:12:53.200 strip club it should also be required for people to watch corn because the legal the legal age to
01:12:59.120 watch but then shouldn't there be a verification for ex-hoes why wouldn't why would we have the 1.00
01:13:06.640 same standard for women that are that there's some verification that they're no longer 1.00
01:13:11.600 whores uh i don't understand your question i'm saying you want verification age verification 1.00
01:13:19.520 areas yeah but show me that you're 18 if this is the kind of content you show me that you're not 0.90
01:13:25.120 a you know i think that's fair show me i'm living it out that life i'm a new creation that that life
01:13:34.000 is old it's dead it's gone not really because it's still on the internet and you know what
01:13:39.360 there's gonna come a day where i'm going to fight for some sort of a law to get that taken down
01:13:44.960 because i don't think that i don't think that all these companies should be profiting off
01:13:50.000 you know something that i did many years ago and i've changed my life around why is that so funny
01:13:56.400 to you because women just avoid accountability at all costs you made a choice you i gotta i gotta 1.00
01:14:02.560 to mute you you made a choice to do porn and now the know it when you made that choice you knew
01:14:09.100 that was going to be on the internet forever as a consequence the only consequence you faced
01:14:14.140 actually and now you're like let me get the government to remove my consequence because
01:14:21.540 it's not fair they're making money and I'm not it's it's just the audacity of you guys at times
01:14:28.220 i just can't i can't i i don't see how this invites people to church i think it draws more
01:14:34.700 people away um and you're basically making church the last stop on the horror train
01:14:42.060 it's really what i see the church becoming i want you you know i just want to know like
01:14:46.300 who thinks for you guys like you guys all think and say the exact same thing that's like there's
01:14:51.820 this red pill god that says this is how you must think this is what you must say it's it's wild
01:14:59.100 because you women you guys have gone your whole life without getting men's opinion you never hear
01:15:06.060 it you were a pretty girl so the whole world is never going to be honest with you um and when you
01:15:13.260 hear what men have to say you just gaslight for eternity and then shame them and act like there's
01:15:20.060 something wrong with them having that opinion. I'm not wrong because I don't believe somebody
01:15:24.820 that knows how to manipulate men for sex. I'm not wrong because I don't have to believe you.
01:15:29.880 It's not immoral. Yeah, that's my, that's my, more and more women, there's one super chat, 1.00
01:15:39.540 more and more women are going into sex work and more and more women are going to skirt 1.00
01:15:43.200 accountability. Can she recognize that fact? Does she think it's a good thing that the church is
01:15:48.560 going to accept these women. What's that saying to women that do the right thing? Yeah. 0.97
01:15:56.760 Does it devalue being virtuous? Does doing porn devalue being virtuous? Is that the question?
01:16:05.220 So when women look at you and they see, oh, she did the porn. She kept the money. She got the 1.00
01:16:11.800 husband. She got the kids. Why would a woman do the right thing? Don't you think that devalues 1.00
01:16:17.720 women that do the right thing. I think it's all a heart posture. Like I got an email from some
01:16:23.040 woman the other day that was just like, F you, I've been a virgin my whole life and F you and 0.99
01:16:27.940 blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, you know, all that stuff. Um, because I'm not married, she's not 0.94
01:16:32.660 married yet, but it's really a heart posture. And it's kind of like, well, that's why you're not
01:16:36.320 married. No man wants to marry a woman that is like going off on other women saying F you da, 0.73
01:16:42.800 da, da, da, da, da, da. Like, it's just sorry. Oh no, it's the audacity. I just think when you've
01:16:49.500 done porn, you can't tell me anything. You can't. I think there's certain life choices that once
01:16:56.080 you've made, you made those choices. Nobody can take anything you say. You can't lecture anybody
01:17:03.260 on anything ever. Single motherhood, porn, drug addiction. Yeah, you can't. Because anyone that's
01:17:12.560 made those choices it says something about you as a person and my other question is what is a heart
01:17:18.380 posture your heart posture is the motive it's the reason why you do what you do right and so like
01:17:25.500 if your heart is not aligned with christ of course you're going to be critical you're going to be
01:17:30.500 envious of my story like and i'm not people are no it's the truth
01:17:37.000 it's sad god has given me a beautiful life oh my god that is the grace of god and you know what
01:17:47.320 that's so encouraging because if there's anybody here that feels like they've messed up if there's
01:17:52.560 anybody here that's watching today and they feel like they've messed up they feel like you know
01:17:56.880 there's no chance for them because the red pill movement is saying that you've made your nobody 0.72
01:18:01.960 envies you oh my god nobody you keep muting me come on now i'm making a very valid point
01:18:11.080 that if you pearl there's people here today that are watching guaranteed that feel like
01:18:16.360 they've messed up in life and that there's no hope for them because the red pill movement 1.00
01:18:21.160 has told them that they've you know no pun intended made their bed and have to lie in it
01:18:26.040 right like you have to you just look at i'll tell you there's always a simp who will bail you out
01:18:32.520 there always is um so don't worry there actually are no consequences for being a so i
01:18:39.320 want to clarify my position there are consequences no consequences and i'm talking i'm speaking to
01:18:44.920 to one of them you know you know you could get gang banged on camera still get married
01:18:50.040 i never did a game thing it's okay thank you for clarifying britney you're welcome
01:18:59.480 like thank you for clarifying oh yeah yeah bro i actually like you you're a good you're a good
01:19:04.920 girl dude you're a good girl your tax and earnings from your career why not fully repent and donate
01:19:10.840 it all back to your church what based on your earnings from your career it was a super chat
01:19:19.000 why not fully repent and donate it all back to your church yeah i mean that's we give quite a
01:19:24.760 bit back to the church but yeah i don't give it all so i don't know why not yeah maybe that's
01:19:29.160 something i need to think about um i'm gonna give you two minutes to talk about heart posture whatever
01:19:37.240 you want to talk about go ahead i was just i i just want people to be left here today like with
01:19:43.400 hope genuinely like if you've made mistakes in life like whether you're a male or a female
01:19:49.480 god can redeem your story when you start spending time with him when you worship him you pray you
01:19:55.960 read your bible like there's nothing that god can't do in your life he is the redeemer he is
01:20:01.240 the healer he is the restorer and so i would just like to leave people with that hope whether you're
01:20:06.360 sitting here criticizing or judging me take me out of the equation and put your eyes on jesus
01:20:11.400 Because when you put your eyes on Jesus, he will transform your life and he will bless
01:20:16.460 your life. 0.69
01:20:18.100 I don't think you put your eyes on Jesus if you're always talking about your porn story. 0.74
01:20:23.220 Does not put it on you. 0.55
01:20:24.820 Unfortunately, my porn story, my corn story is a part of my story, but it's not.
01:20:29.920 I mean, Jesus is the hero of my story.
01:20:31.900 I would have never left that industry if it weren't for him.
01:20:34.640 I would have never gotten off drugs if it weren't for him.
01:20:36.800 I remember one day reading my Bible, feeling like the Holy Spirit was telling me to flush
01:20:41.360 my drugs down the toilet.
01:20:42.820 I did what he told me to do.
01:20:44.480 It was the first time in seven years that I didn't get dope sick.
01:20:47.320 Like I'm telling you, like God is the God of miraculous.
01:20:50.320 He's a miraculous God and he's done so much in my life.
01:20:53.640 And my story points back to him.
01:20:55.920 My story gives him the glory because I am who I am today, not because of anything I've
01:21:00.480 done in my own strength.
01:21:01.580 It's literally all because of Jesus.
01:21:04.020 Yeah. 0.99
01:21:04.540 so my message is really women become whores say sorry take that money get that bag 0.99
01:21:13.500 there's plenty of simpson church that'll just wipe up and there's a there's a book on you're 0.99
01:21:20.380 you're pushing it there's a book on your website about how men can forgive body count so yeah so
01:21:26.620 why stay i actually didn't write that um god can forgive you my husband wrote the book i did not
01:21:34.060 write the book and it's because that is one of the questions that we get asked the most in our
01:21:40.380 ministry because here's some stories too and this will be a story you'll enjoy because there have
01:21:46.700 been many women that have lied to men and then they got married and then the man is like i married 1.00
01:21:52.140 this woman she told me that she didn't even that she had maybe a two or three body count i'm finding
01:21:57.900 out that it's much higher what do i do we're married like i don't want to just leave her
01:22:03.420 and so we get that question quite a bit and that's why my husband wrote a book on it he would
01:22:08.940 have never my husband doesn't care about all this stuff he wasn't a porn watcher my husband's a
01:22:13.020 great man of god like he's a wonderful man but because he got asked this question so much he
01:22:18.540 shared the revelations with him that jesus shared with him in our dating and yeah so so so future
01:22:24.780 whores um get yeah become 18 do exactly what she did oh and then there's a book there's a book to 1.00
01:22:32.300 help you after stop it all right now stop don't listen to her don't you did you know i'm muting 0.97
01:22:49.900 her a mistake is not a mistake is not eight years dude a mistake is like i got too drunk one day and
01:22:57.980 did blah blah blah or mistake is like oh i was at that party i did that eight years the audacity
01:23:08.380 you're gonna tell me you did it oh my god yeah so
01:23:13.980 i'll unmute you sorry the how do you horrible decisions with my life and i don't want anybody 0.83
01:23:22.040 to follow down that same path so that's what i'm saying don't listen to pearl when she says that
01:23:26.340 don't don't do it you might as well just do it because if i'm looking at results if i'm looking
01:23:32.100 at results it seemed to have worked out fine for her um the other thing i'll say is you are not
01:23:38.240 entitled to not be judged a lot of women think they can do bad things and not be and like some 0.99
01:23:43.860 how people are wrong for making judgments about their character for doing those bad things you
01:23:49.400 know i would not trust jordan belford with my wallet i wouldn't i know he's done this rebrand
01:23:55.140 after wolf of wall street i still wouldn't give him my money i i think you're not entitled for
01:24:00.980 people to trust you right when you yeah so yeah i feel bad for judging i say judge harder because
01:24:09.060 that's the only consequence they will have uh because these simps will bail them out of
01:24:13.620 everything thank you for the donation in the in the spotlight the judgment does not bother me one
01:24:19.780 bit i understand that people are going to judge and even jesus says that if the world hated him
01:24:24.340 that they'll hate us too so it is what it is you guys are not the same jesus said he said in his
01:24:32.420 word if the world hates me they will hate you too talking to his believers to his followers 0.56
01:24:38.420 yeah i don't i don't i don't hate you i don't hate you i just i'm not saying you in general
01:24:43.780 i think you're i just think you're manipulative i'm not pearl you manipulated people for eight
01:24:50.660 years and you're like oh i pearl believe me that i don't manipulate anymore why would i
01:24:58.020 because i am a new creation but i don't have to prove that to you and it's totally fine you can
01:25:02.820 feel you can feel and think whatever you think about me but i know that if you met me off camera
01:25:08.100 you would love me yeah okay how did how you're fun you're fun come on you're a funny person
01:25:18.420 you're more fun I mean I've seen the video come on okay now you're crossed the line how does she 0.98
01:25:27.320 reciprocate her oh I've crossed a lot it's like the you can't tell me anything there's certain 1.00
01:25:34.100 choices it's like a crack addict you know getting mad oh you said something disrespectful bitch you 1.00
01:25:40.920 did crack like you the audacity um how how does she reciprocate her husband having to deal with 1.00
01:25:48.840 her shame it's horrible we've had many conversations about it um but he's oh god you give him
01:25:56.900 conversations oh god he has to listen to you talk and what does he get what's the like i'm making
01:26:05.760 up for it. I mean, we have a wonderful marriage. What do you guys want to know? Like, I'm not
01:26:10.960 going to go into details about our private life. We have a wonderful marriage. So he is a happy
01:26:15.980 husband and I'm also a happy wife. Well, I would say that if porn stars really wanted to offer
01:26:22.700 value to the church, I will give you my recommendation. I would say the value really
01:26:27.620 is not going to be in the telling us about the scripture. I just think there's better men that
01:26:32.920 can do that. But a lot of Christian women need to start having sex with their husbands. And 1.00
01:26:37.800 obviously you knew what you were doing. So I would say that's really the best way that
01:26:42.960 blowjob tips, that would probably be the best way that porn stars could contribute to the church. 1.00
01:26:49.620 Gluck, gluck, 9,000, baby. You know what I mean? 1.00
01:26:54.280 Girl. I'm dead serious. Well, I appreciate you coming on. That's really all I got.
01:27:03.480 yeah i said what i said um i still don't believe you yes you do
01:27:14.600 oh my god i'm just messing with you i am just messing you've said some inappropriate things
01:27:21.240 so i'm just messing oh
01:27:22.600 do you understand the audacity you have you telling me that inappropriate things
01:27:33.760 okay i did inappropriate things i have repented you are currently saying inappropriate oh my god 0.94
01:27:41.640 okay okay so let me get this straight you had sex with 100 men on camera very inappropriate
01:27:48.100 very inappropriate and i condemn that behavior i'm inappropriate because i mention it i mention 0.99
01:27:54.840 a gluck gluck for the for the for the married men the men that are married they don't deserve 0.95
01:28:01.640 the gluck gluck 9000 but the men on camera did it's like yes there's some things you guess you
01:28:07.180 can say it more appropriately okay now you gotta tone police me on my show it's like the audacity
01:28:13.300 you can't tell me anything okay pearl okay that's all that's all well uh yeah i say do what
01:28:23.680 she did um you might as well um that's really what i got from this but thanks for coming on
01:28:29.240 you've been a good sport thank you i see where they could find you but i mean they can just google
01:28:34.740 your work to be stop it my work was under a different name so no it's not that easy hopefully
01:28:41.280 um like so easy i found you know i found it pretty quick so it's like you know how i can get that 0.96
01:28:48.880 deleted no you you don't get to erase your consequences britney do you know whores always 1.00
01:28:55.360 okay i want to know like what what is it with you and consequences like why is that like such a 0.87
01:29:01.520 oh a thing for you like oh consequences you must suffer um because generally um when you do a bad
01:29:12.800 action there's a consequence and women just go through life evading every consequence knowing 1.00
01:29:18.800 to man and when they do have a consequence now they want the government to get involved and get
01:29:23.920 rid of their consequences has that been your experience where you've done things that maybe
01:29:29.360 you should have gotten in trouble for but because you're a woman you didn't no it's been my 1.00
01:29:35.040 experience watching you guys really the porn stars blackpilled me i i mean even melania now she's 0.94
01:29:41.920 trying to get her dudes off the internet i'm like what does that mean that they black what does that 0.82
01:29:47.680 mean they blackpilled you what did they give me some examples well it's blackpilling that 0.50
01:29:59.360 Porn, you know, normally when you have to lecture somebody on something or you speak with authority, you have to like earn that right, like do something hard.
01:30:08.360 It's really blackpilling when I see churches give women microphones and they don't give them to the men that have been like studying for 10 years. 0.97
01:30:18.360 They say, oh, you did a gangbang or you did you had sex with 50 men on camera. 0.98
01:30:24.140 Here is a microphone.
01:30:25.300 own so they get rewarded for doing the wrong thing and then when you guys are like oh this
01:30:32.520 is my ministry and i'm like i think they're doing it for attention and then they like have their
01:30:36.880 cameras up and then they're like we're not doing this for attention it makes me lose hope in men's 0.63
01:30:44.500 discernment the future of christianity and the future of this country when things like that
01:30:50.940 Yeah, I will agree with one thing that you say there is that like when women do come into the 1.00
01:30:56.820 church, especially when they've had a promiscuous lifestyle, I think that it's extremely important
01:31:02.740 for men to practice discernment. Like you have to investigate before you invest into a woman. 0.99
01:31:09.360 Like if you are going to get with a woman with a promiscuous past, you don't just believe her 0.97
01:31:13.040 because she says, I become a Christian. It really is testing the actions. Like how do they go
01:31:17.880 through life, like watch them for a few years. Are they really practicing purity? Are they
01:31:22.720 practicing modesty? Because you want to look at the fruit of somebody's life. And so I think that
01:31:27.940 men have to be responsible in that area to go like, I'm going to protect my heart and my life
01:31:33.280 by not just jumping into a relationship with a woman just because she says she's saved.
01:31:39.180 Yeah. I think that there's certain decisions that disqual that in a perfect world would just
01:31:45.940 disqualify you from ever getting married. Unfortunately, they're sexually starved men 0.96
01:31:56.360 with usually little to no other choice. So they'll do it. That's sad. But they should be sexually 0.99
01:32:04.100 starved until marriage, right? Because that's what we believe. Sex is for marriage. Red pill is 0.99
01:32:09.460 learning about female nature. Black pill is accepting it and moving on with your life, 0.99
01:32:14.120 moving on from women serious serious relationships and marriage
01:32:18.800 so yeah it's pretty much it it's all i got for you all right girl searching you in the chat so
01:32:29.100 um i'd actually it'd be interesting to have you on with rachel if you do want to come back if
01:32:34.780 this wasn't too tough for you i'll think about it i'll do my research and i'll let you know
01:32:40.580 Cool. Thanks for coming on. I appreciate you being a good sport.
01:32:44.960 Thank you.
01:32:47.300 She asked, guys, what is it with you and consequences?
01:32:52.780 It's like that was the most female question ever. 0.99
01:32:58.740 Yeah.
01:33:01.480 So that's really all I got. 1.00
01:33:06.160 I say whores. You might as well keep whoring until you're 32. 1.00
01:33:10.580 I'm almost 32, so maybe I'll pick a religion to grift soon. 0.89
01:33:14.060 I'm thinking Orthodox.
01:33:17.180 I'll start my ministry, too.
01:33:20.480 Anyways, guys, like the video, subscribe.
01:33:23.680 Thanks for watching, and we'll talk to you next time.