Pearl - Former Adult Actress Brittni De La Mora Joins Pearl

00:00:00.800 What up guys? Welcome to the Just Pearly Things YouTube channel and welcome to another episode

00:00:07.500 of The Sit Down. So today I have a special guest joining me. As you guys know, I've extensively

00:00:14.880 covered the OnlyFans ex-sex worker to church pipeline and I actually never thought I would

00:00:25.860 see the day where one would join my show. I really never did. So I'm actually very

00:00:31.500 grateful she's here. So we have Brittany De La Mora. We reacted to her video last week

00:00:38.340 about her conversion story. I'm going from being one of the top adult film actresses

00:00:44.420 in the entire country to starting a ministry. And I basically was reacting to one of her

00:00:51.620 videos and I invited her on and now she's here. So welcome to the show, Brittany. Thanks for

00:00:56.900 coming. Thanks, Pearl. Thank you. You pop up on my YouTube all the time. So I've seen quite a few

00:01:02.660 of your shorts. Cool. So it's good to be here with you today. Cool. So I wanted to start with

00:01:10.860 maybe your story, if that's all right with you. I've heard it on a few podcasts, but I just kind

00:01:17.860 of wanted to reiterate it for the audience. So when did you get into porn? Actually, I'm going

00:01:24.340 to say corn for the purpose of the show, if that's all right. Got it. Yeah. It was in 2005. I was 18

00:01:31.220 years old. Okay. 2005, 18. And how long were you in the industry for? Do you want to talk about

00:01:40.360 the conversion story. Yeah, of course. I was in the industry for seven years and you want me to

00:01:48.420 talk about as I got out or do you want anything in between? Yeah, I just want to hear it from

00:01:54.900 start to finish. How old were you when you started? How long did you do it? When did it end?

00:02:01.020 how did it end? Okay. So from 18 to about 25, 20, almost 26. Um, and I honestly got into that

00:02:11.320 industry just super broken and looking for love in all the wrong places. Um, I had an encounter

00:02:17.460 with God, uh, like my three and a half year mark, I had been using, uh, heroin and I couldn't get

00:02:24.040 ahold of any and was just like, I'm going to end my life if I don't get help. And my grandmother

00:02:29.260 came and she picked me up. And I detoxed from her house or at her house. And then my grandfather,

00:02:37.040 who is remarried, had been going to church with his wife. And I asked if I could join them,

00:02:42.320 went to church, received Jesus as my Lord and Savior, didn't really go back to church after

00:02:47.600 that. Men were very much my weakness. And I got involved in a relationship with a guy that was a

00:02:55.240 pimp. And then I got back into the industry for another three or three and a half years.

00:03:00.700 But I really started to read the Bible and not with a deep understanding by any means.

00:03:07.720 And I started to just kind of hear from God. And I remember one day feeling like I need to leave

00:03:14.040 this guy. And I was just like, I don't know who I'm going to call. And I felt the impression of

00:03:19.360 God tell me to call my mom. And I'm just like instantly like, I can't call her. And he's just

00:03:25.060 like, humble yourself and call your mom. And so I did just that. And she came, picked me up. I got

00:03:31.520 out of his house within, I don't know, a half hour or so. And then I went to go film what would

00:03:37.060 become my very last porn scene. I brought my Bible on the airplane that day and I'm reading

00:03:41.800 Revelation chapter two, verse 20 through 23. And I'm paraphrasing, but it says that I have this

00:03:47.120 thing against you. You tolerate that woman named Jezebel. She leads my people into sexual immorality.

00:03:52.460 I have given her time to repent. If she doesn't repent, I'll cast her and all who commit immorality

00:03:57.760 into a sick bed along with her. And in that moment, I'm just like crying on the airplane

00:04:01.840 because it was kind of like the lights finally turned on in my life. I was obviously not a woman

00:04:06.100 of conviction at that point in my life. And I feel just the grace of God come over me. And he's just

00:04:11.960 like, Brittany, this is not the life that I have for you. The life that I have for you will overflow

00:04:16.420 with so much love and peace and joy. And if you would quit this business today, I would bless

00:04:20.640 your life like no man ever could. And I was broken and that word just gave me so much hope

00:04:26.460 that I quit the industry that day and I started following Jesus after that. Okay. So you said you

00:04:34.840 were super broken and looking for love in all the wrong places when you started. What does that mean?

00:04:42.560 Super broken? I grew up in a very abusive household. I did not know my value or my worth.

00:04:50.040 and then here's an industry that's not only promising money but they feed you everything

00:04:55.800 you want to hear like oh you're beautiful we love you you know all those words that

00:05:01.000 i believe every child should hear in as they're growing up in their household and i started to

00:05:06.040 hear those and it was kind of like just this poll and then this promise of oh you're going to be

00:05:10.440 famous and it was kind of like well if enough people know my name then you know maybe that

00:05:14.520 will somehow make me hate myself less well and you were pretty famous weren't you i mean i wasn't

00:05:19.960 i think i was pretty young when you were how old are you i'm 28 so i'm assuming this was like 10

00:05:27.000 years ago maybe i quit the industry 13 years ago 13 years ago yeah so i don't think i would have

00:05:33.800 known but i mean you were on howard stern you did a bunch of like big shows is that true

00:05:39.080 yep i did howard stern a few times um maxim magazine named me their top 12 hottest porn stars

00:05:45.640 won awards and things like that. I mean, nothing that I'm proud of, but yeah, I experienced what

00:05:52.840 I wanted to experience in that industry, but it still wasn't enough.

00:05:56.600 Okay. And you said you were in a super abusive household. Is that like physical abuse,

00:06:01.960 verbal abuse? Like what? Both and. Okay. And that was your mother or your father or both?

00:06:09.560 My mom. Okay. You know, mothers are more likely to abuse children than fathers,

00:06:15.000 but no one ever believes that stat yeah well that was my experience yeah most people's okay so then

00:06:23.400 we're going to move on to the relationship with a pimp so you started dating a pimp and then you

00:06:28.600 became like a prostitute i mean yes i i was doing escorting before i met him um and then getting

00:06:38.120 into relationship with him basically the difference was you know i was working and he was taking my

00:06:43.560 money okay one of my most proudest moments okay so like

00:06:52.440 so this is over the course of like seven years eight years total seven years seven years okay

00:06:58.440 and then you started to read the bible and you started to hear from god

00:07:03.560 and then you started to go to church but it sounds like you kind of slid back

00:07:07.560 mm-hmm and then oh you went to church once then you did more porn after right now then i got

00:07:15.960 involved with the pimp the pimp was actually a backslidden christian and i told him that i told

00:07:21.720 him one day that i felt like i was just like demonically possessed and he took me to church

00:07:26.520 and i got baptized i went to church a couple times with him um and then after that i didn't really

00:07:33.640 get active in church again until I left him. Okay. So then, so when you actually got back

00:07:41.280 into the church, what were you doing then? Were you actually done with the porn the second time

00:07:45.340 around? Yeah, I was done. I was completely done with porn. I had to look for a job for months

00:07:51.420 because I didn't have a resume. What do you write on your resume when you've done porn since you're

00:07:54.700 18? There was a pretty big gap from my job at like 16, 17 to when I started applying. But I found a

00:08:02.520 job. Uh, I started working as a receptionist making $11 and 25 cents an hour. It was very

00:08:08.400 humbling. Um, but my bank account was empty, but my heart was full because I started to really

00:08:13.360 encounter the love of God. Okay. And that was when you started, that was when you met your

00:08:20.200 husband after that. I met my husband. We, we didn't, we got married about three years after

00:08:26.840 I became a Christian. So I had met him. He was the young adult pastor at our church and he preached

00:08:35.740 a message that literally changed my life. He was like, I have to tell the, like, he was like just

00:08:40.360 speaking to the women in the audience. And he said, you need to know that, um, one of the things

00:08:45.720 he said is that if you don't like what you're attracting, change what you're promoting. When I

00:08:49.580 heard that it was kind of like, again, the lights went on. I'm like, Oh, duh. Like how obvious that

00:08:54.220 I have been only attracting men that want me for my body because that's all that I promote.

00:08:59.120 So I went home and like deleted all of my social media accounts that were attached to

00:09:04.480 my former self, got rid of all provocative photos that, you know, that were on my pages.

00:09:10.560 And then I also deleted the account. So.

00:09:13.160 Okay. So how soon was it after that, that you began like doing what you're doing now,

00:09:19.900 like the podcasting the i don't know i'm assuming you seem like you would do the i went to catholic

00:09:25.900 school and we would have like chastity speakers i don't know if you do something like that but

00:09:32.460 listening to some of your stuff it sounds like you but you may have done something similar

00:09:38.060 i mean we've written a book on purity but we we kind of redefine purity because there's this like

00:09:43.340 toxic purity culture in the church where it was just so much emphasis on like no you know

00:09:48.700 masturbating, no sex before marriage, no this, but it was like the focus was on the action versus

00:09:53.100 the heart. So we redefine purity as it really is a heart issue. And yes, practicing celibacy is a

00:10:00.540 part of it, but like the bigger issue is what's flowing from your heart. Yeah, I disagree. I think

00:10:07.700 it's purity is not having sex. No, that's a huge part of it. But the word purity actually means to

00:10:14.160 be undefiled. So there's many things that can defile your heart, gossip, being critical,

00:10:21.360 lying, stealing. There's many things, but purity is definitely a part of it. But the word purity

00:10:27.280 in itself is undefiled, not no sex before marriage. Okay. So I'm listening to your story

00:10:33.900 and here's kind of the issue I get with like the born again hoe type of thing. I don't really feel

00:10:42.760 like you guys take accountability for what you're doing because when I hear you tell me your story

00:10:47.440 back you always seem to point the blame on being broken and being and being and some and the evil

00:10:56.260 men no I'm not saying there were evil men yeah I know but when you say like you know I'm when you

00:11:07.400 say like oh this happened because I had an abusive childhood there's lots of people with abusive

00:11:11.660 childhoods that don't do that that's true it kind of takes away from the you know it'd be like if

00:11:18.540 jeffrey dahmer came out and said oh i murdered all these people because my mom was mean to me

00:11:23.820 or my dad was mean to me it takes a little bit away from the actual apology yeah it makes it

00:11:31.260 seem less sincere when you know throughout the whole story i never heard you say hey i was horny

00:11:38.700 i enjoyed having sex on camera and i did it because i liked the attention i didn't want to

00:11:43.340 work it was easy money and it was wrong yeah well there's a few layers i hear what you're saying i

00:11:48.060 totally do but brokenness doesn't take away from accountability i own up to everything that i did

00:11:53.820 i made the decision to get into porn i made the decision to date a pimp i actually did say that

00:11:59.020 men were my weakness so that's me taking accountability i was weak i want that not

00:12:04.620 really if you're saying men were the weakness so you were the weakness it was well i yes they're

00:12:09.500 like my kryptonite right like i know because there's many women where men are their kryptonite

00:12:17.020 and they don't have sex on camera it's like not a hard thing to avoid right it's pretty easy to not

00:12:22.780 have sex on camera absolutely absolutely and i i totally agree with you but i would also say then

00:12:29.500 And it goes beyond just being horny because if I was just horny, I wouldn't need a camera and

00:12:35.000 producers and directors. I could have just done my thing and been, you know, a part of hookup

00:12:39.520 culture in college. It goes much deeper than that. It was the promise of fame. It was the,

00:12:44.360 you know, feeling like so empty inside that fame would have validated me. And that's truly what I

00:12:51.120 It wasn't being empty. It wasn't being empty inside. It was attention seeking. You wanted

00:12:55.780 absolutely yeah i wanted it and you were and you were willing to be greedy and you were willing to

00:13:02.580 embarrass all of your friends all of your family to do it and i do appreciate you coming back and

00:13:08.340 saying it's wrong but you have to understand when i hear you talk about the story it just doesn't

00:13:15.060 seem sorry when you're telling the way you're telling it it's like you're the hero and the

00:13:18.580 victim at the same time when really it was just a selfish decision and i don't i don't lose sleep at

00:13:25.540 night, right? It's not my life. But you have to understand to the average person, they're going

00:13:31.180 to hear this. And they might not say it to your face. I'm probably one of the few people who will

00:13:35.860 be honest about it. But they're just going to think you're full of shit. Because throughout

00:13:40.020 the whole story, you're blaming everybody else. I just think there's this whole movement of people

00:13:46.900 saying that if you if you have any if you say anything about brokenness or anything about

00:13:53.340 trauma, then that means that you're not taking accountability. But if you actually study the

00:14:00.620 impact that parenting has on a child, whether to set them up for failure or success, then you would

00:14:07.100 understand. I'd say that's bullshit because my family, we've adopted kids from really bad

00:14:16.880 situations, probably worse than yours. And they didn't make the same decisions you did.

00:14:20.860 they did what decisions did they make they made good decisions to be honest they're good kids

00:14:26.720 and they were adopted by what by what what was your family like awesome okay so see they had

00:14:34.540 a redemption they had a chance they had a second chance they were given a second chance for me i

00:14:39.980 just had to learn life the hard way i got such bullshit britney it's complete bullshit it's to

00:14:46.500 to put it on your childhood when you're born in America, one of the greatest places to be alive

00:14:53.200 in the country, like ever. And one of the freest times ever to be alive. Like there's just no

00:14:58.660 excuse. There's none. There's kids that had worse childhoods than yours that didn't make your

00:15:04.160 choices. They didn't. And you know, men, they don't get a get out of jail free card. They don't

00:15:13.000 get to blame things on their trauma, on their brokenness. Like to me, it's kind of bullshit.

00:15:19.240 I don't understand. So you're saying that women have the opportunity to blame things

00:15:23.720 on brokenness, but men don't actually. Joshua Brink, an incredible man of God who was in the

00:15:29.000 porn industry for six years. He talks about the fact that he had a fatherless home and that played

00:15:34.600 a big role as to why he wasn't validated. I would say the men that do it, I also think it's bullshit

00:15:42.020 it as well. I do, but it's, it's much more common for women to do it than men because in general,

00:15:48.680 most people won't hear men out. They won't ask them why they did the bad thing. You know, like,

00:15:54.400 um, when men commit crimes at 18, uh, they don't get a get out of jail free card because they had

00:16:01.820 a bad childhood. They go to jail and pay the time. Right. But I didn't do, I mean, I didn't get caught

00:16:06.840 doing anything illegal, so I didn't end up in jail, but I would have, and I wouldn't have got a

00:16:11.460 got out of jail. Were you doing drugs? Yes, I was. I said I didn't get caught doing anything

00:16:19.420 illegal. Had I gotten caught, I also would have ended up in jail and not received a get out of

00:16:25.100 jail free card because I would have gotten caught doing something illegal. Right. Okay. So the other

00:16:33.420 issue that I have is, so my question is when you decided to convert, what was your penance?

00:16:41.460 what do you mean by that okay what do you think is more important people's actions or their words

00:16:51.500 uh their their actions the condition of their heart so do you understand why i would be a

00:16:58.100 little bit skeptical if you're telling me after you were baptized you were still doing porn

00:17:02.320 yes because i believe that sanctification is a process and i didn't really understand the

00:17:08.620 knowledge of the scripture. I didn't fully understand what I was doing. The moment that

00:17:13.440 I began to understand and to have a relationship with God, everything changed. I've been out of

00:17:18.140 the porn industry for 13 years. I've never looked back. I've, you know, really truly rebuilt my life

00:17:25.160 on the foundation of Christ. Yeah. And I would still say that's bullshit. You were an adult,

00:17:29.580 Brittany. I don't, you know, I'm not even that religious, but I don't need a book to tell me

00:17:35.160 it's wrong to have sex on camera i don't uh so i i really think this whole like oh i didn't

00:17:42.360 understand i didn't know it's a process i mean that might work on like the simps you interview

00:17:47.880 with but it's not going to work on me how would one know the scripture if they were never taught

00:17:52.840 the scripture you went to catholic school you went to catholic church so you were taught i was not

00:17:59.880 i think there's a lot of people that weren't taught any scripture and just didn't have sex

00:18:06.600 on camera and i'm so happy for them i'm so proud of them if i could give back that seven years of

00:18:11.960 my life i definitely would but unfortunately it's a part of my story it is what it is okay so

00:18:18.120 penance means voluntary self-punishment inflicted as an outward expression of repentance for having

00:18:25.480 done wrong so what was my self-inflicted punishment yeah what was your penance nothing i don't i don't

00:18:33.480 understand exactly what you mean like was i supposed to like harm myself or i don't because

00:18:38.040 i harmed myself for many years i was a cutter and a drug addict and no um did you return the money

00:18:45.560 you made i i mean i gave it all to a pimp so there you go i left that industry said you were making

00:18:53.000 30 to 50k a month yep and you didn't return any of it well i didn't have any of it to give i had

00:19:01.000 my very last paycheck which was 1500 and i used it to pay my rent okay so you got rich you got

00:19:07.400 famous you kept the money you had no money i did not have any money to give away the last three

00:19:14.040 years of me being in the industry i was with a pimp he took my money i will i'll reiterate

00:19:20.360 you got rich you got famous you made the money you either spent it on yourself or gave it to a guy

00:19:28.800 you didn't think maybe to make you you could have for a couple years you know tried to pay

00:19:36.040 the money back to a charity or something i mean i tithe to the church and i have been since the

00:19:43.380 day i became a christian and i learned about tithing i've given to the church and i also

00:19:47.320 give to other organizations well there's a start i mean there's a start finally something

00:19:55.080 okay but overall no penance none

00:20:02.680 i mean i've given up my entire life to serve jesus so like i'm going back into porn shows

00:20:09.800 to hand out bibles to minister the gospel to try to help other people leave the industry behind

00:20:15.160 And I've given money away in the new time of my life.

00:20:22.740 It doesn't really count to walk away from corn when you're aging out.

00:20:28.000 I wasn't aging out.

00:20:29.480 I was actually on my way to film a porn scene.

00:20:31.980 At that point in my career, I was getting work regularly, like on a daily basis.

00:20:39.580 I was 25.

00:20:42.000 But in that industry, I was still working every single day.

00:20:45.800 okay but you were still aging out you're on the i mean we all know as a woman you get

00:20:50.760 uglier the older you get it just is what it is so i i don't really think it counts uh to you know

00:20:59.240 say sorry if there's zero penance after like it would be one thing if you know you were sitting

00:21:07.240 in the back of the church quiet you know you went to a nunnery you did charity work for like

00:21:14.360 you know but what i get is let me make all the money get famous keep the money say oops after

00:21:20.360 blame it on my childhood and marry a simp okay it's very interesting to me that you

00:21:29.320 went to a catholic church but you don't understand the bible like the bible is very clear when it

00:21:34.120 says that to the measure that you judge is the measure that you'll be judged and here you are

00:21:39.080 casting so much judgment but the day that you meet jesus is that really the same judgment that

00:21:45.000 you want him to give to you are you still in the public sphere trying to get attention yes or no

00:21:52.280 no what are you doing by having a podcast um sharing the love of jesus trying to help people

00:21:59.560 leave the adult film industry also i've helped thousands of addicts porn addicts get set free

00:22:05.000 from pornography my life is a service unto people okay do you make money off of it off of the course

00:22:13.000 the course is 30 bucks i don't make money off of it no it goes towards funding um everything that

00:22:18.760 we do okay do you make money off of the youtube views yes or no like a hundred dollars every

00:22:27.720 other month do you make money off of the church yes or no uh i don't have a church

00:22:36.520 i give to the church but i don't have a church do you make money off of speaking engagements

00:22:41.640 yes or no when i do like public speaking engagements yes i do but i don't do them very

00:22:46.120 often okay so again it just goes from monetizing corn to monetizing god and and that's really where

00:22:54.840 i have an issue with it it just doesn't seem genuine to me yeah but as when i question this

00:23:02.040 like a normal person is going to right a normal person that never did any of this stuff is just

00:23:07.720 going to think that you're full of if i'm being honest um and then you get the shaming language

00:23:14.600 as soon as you question a story that's really questionable britney like you said you did porn

00:23:20.840 after you were baptized. This is where we've got to learn to give people grace. I literally had

00:23:29.660 no understanding. The moment that I read that I was living in sin, that I was going to get

00:23:37.020 cast down into a sick bed along with everybody who was committing immorality with me, I quit

00:23:43.600 the porn industry. I quit. I never looked back. The fruit of my life is helping people. I have

00:23:50.020 helped thousands of addicts get set free. I've helped women leave the porn industry to follow

00:23:55.040 Jesus. Like I'm helping people. So I mean, and then I prioritize being a wife and a mother. So

00:24:02.680 when you think, oh, I'm getting rich off speaking engagements and things like that, I only travel

00:24:08.720 a handful of times of year. I'm not getting rich off the church because I choose to value my

00:24:14.880 husband and my children and to prioritize my family. Okay. Let's talk about that. You said

00:24:20.440 you prioritize being a wife and a mother. So are you aware that every time you step into the public

00:24:28.920 sphere, there are men that struggle with lust? You're aware of that, right? Yes. And so you do

00:24:35.620 understand that by being in the public sphere, men are going to want to Google you. There's going

00:24:42.280 be men that yeah they may want to google me but i think about all of the people that have actually

00:24:47.240 stopped watching corn because of the fact that i've shared my story and it's humanized uh it's

00:24:53.480 humanized people because a lot of people that watch corn they view women as sex objects and so

00:24:58.920 when i share my story and i'm able to share yes girl the brokenness it helps people to understand

00:25:05.320 i'm watching a woman who actually doesn't enjoy what she's doing who has to get high just to do

00:25:11.000 do the scenes that she's performing in. So it helps people find freedom. And that's been the

00:25:15.300 case. So are you aware? I'm going to repeat it. Okay. Are you aware that by being in the public

00:25:22.520 sphere, men are going to want to Google your work? And there's also going to be men who are going to

00:25:28.620 find freedom. Those are the men. I need you to answer the question first. It's both and. It's

00:25:34.140 yes and yes yes yes and are you aware that by being in the public sphere you are drawing more

00:25:43.020 attention to yourself and that is putting your family in the position to be sent more and more

00:25:48.700 of your videos are you aware of that yes okay and you choose to do it anyway correct it's not that

00:25:57.020 oh i just go choose to do it anyway this is a conversation that my husband and i have prayed

00:26:02.220 about and both felt convicted that this is something that i need to do to serve god okay

00:26:08.780 well you have to understand how a normal person is going to view this normal people with normal

00:26:15.100 jobs that have never been tempted to do to do that stuff right they're gonna view it as you

00:26:22.220 don't really care about your family because you're putting them in a position to be made fun of by

00:26:28.460 further drawing attention to yourself i would completely believe you if you were not making

00:26:34.220 money off of this story but the challenge i have is i mean the money i'm making is pennies come on

00:26:41.100 pearl like i'm really doing this out of service like i'm going to porn shows not making a dollar

00:26:47.500 so that i can share the love of jesus with thousands of people who watch corn and with

00:26:53.100 hundreds of creators like i am passionate about helping people find freedom it's not about the

00:26:59.340 dollar i have been doing this i have taken on so many speaking engagements including this one where

00:27:04.940 i'm not getting paid for this okay so i'm gonna repeat i'm gonna repeat the average person is

00:27:12.220 still going to view it as this is not a priority to you yeah because you know your kids are going

00:27:18.860 going to be sent your videos someday and you're not on social media. Yeah, but it's, it's going

00:27:25.020 to happen eventually. They're going to get old enough. Um, people say that. And that is, that

00:27:31.480 could be a consequence of my sin. And that is one of the, one of the biggest arguments that I make

00:27:37.000 with women who want to have children and are in the porn industry. I want to be a pioneer and show

00:27:43.140 them like, this is not the path that you should take. And I understand that people aren't going

00:27:48.120 to understand why I do what I do. It's, it's hard to understand the things of God when you're not

00:27:53.240 spending time with God. And most of our, of, of America, most of your listeners probably aren't

00:27:58.960 really spending time with Jesus. Right there. That's a shaming tactic. I'm not trying to shame

00:28:05.800 anybody. This is just reality. You're essentially saying that, and you have to understand how this

00:28:13.640 going to be viewed from an average person the the person that you know had sex on camera that got

00:28:19.800 gang banged on screen is telling me how i'm not holy enough uh you know the number one reason

00:28:26.760 people leave the church is hypocrisy so i i would argue it does more harm than good and if anything

00:28:34.440 what you're showing these of girls is they can do whatever they want make a bunch of money

00:28:38.680 and even keep working after you convert and get a get out of jail free card.

00:28:45.700 Actually, my dear friend, Melinda, I have shared her story, but she's off living a very quiet life,

00:28:51.000 married with children. But that's the conviction that she has on her life. I didn't have that

00:28:56.080 conviction. I want to see more stories like Melinda. I want to help more women get out of

00:29:01.160 the industry and live normal lives. This isn't about the money. But like I said,

00:29:06.620 if you aren't spending time with God, it's hard to understand. It's like people don't understand

00:29:12.080 that God uses people like me. God used Paul, who was a murderer of Christians. And then he's,

00:29:18.740 you know, how about the Samaritan woman, the woman at the well who had five husbands

00:29:22.600 and she had a live-in boyfriend. Like God used this woman to now go and evangelize to tell so

00:29:29.800 many people about Jesus in the time of Samaritan. Are you comparing yourself to Paul? Really? No,

00:29:34.560 I'm just saying that there are people that used to sin deeply. I'm more so comparing myself to

00:29:40.620 the woman at the well. Okay. I just, I don't think the woman at the well started an online

00:29:47.560 Jesus ministry, like and sold body count. You should, you should research her. She became

00:29:52.860 an incredible evangelist. Okay. She was selling body count courses on how to accept women's,

00:30:00.760 i mean even even the how to accept women's past you know why aren't we selling that and not telling

00:30:06.760 women not to do it you know you know it's because of the generation that we live in and if you do

00:30:12.040 watch my podcast uncensored with britney de la mora i tell people constantly not to get into this

00:30:18.440 line of work that is my whole that's like my my conviction my passion is do not choose of do not

00:30:25.720 choose the adult industry because there's repercussions that I didn't think through.

00:30:30.320 And I don't want women to make the same decision that I did. However, unfortunately with OF having

00:30:36.680 millions of users, there are so many women out there with promiscuous past. So if a man happens

00:30:42.040 to be dating one, one of the questions that our ministry gets asked the most is help. My woman

00:30:48.080 has a promiscuous past. I'm struggling. What do I do? I'd say that's normal. Find a better one.

00:30:55.720 And that, that could be your answer, but unfortunately some, some are in love when you're

00:31:00.200 going to get married.

00:31:01.360 Again, it's that, well, that's, that's again, the problem.

00:31:04.260 I actually think if you do porn, I don't think you deserve a husband.

00:31:08.100 I don't.

00:31:09.000 I think it's selfish to have children because the position you're putting your kids in is

00:31:13.580 to be bullied mercilessly.

00:31:15.260 And it might not have happened yet, but it's going to happen eventually.

00:31:19.500 So, you know, you know what I believe, I believe in the grace of God.

00:31:24.060 I believe that God knew exactly what he was doing when he not only pulled me out of the industry,

00:31:28.640 but blessed me with such a wonderful husband, chose to give me children. He could have closed

00:31:32.960 up my womb if he wanted, but like the Lord has really blessed my life. And I believe that he

00:31:38.800 is going to cover my children, whatever that looks like, but I'm not called to protect them

00:31:43.140 from every single ounce of pain that they're going to experience in this world. I'm sure

00:31:47.400 you've experienced pain in high school. They're going to experience pain. But what I am here to

00:31:52.360 do as their mother is to help walk them through it. Well, and I would just say that's selfish,

00:31:57.640 which is fine. A lot of women are selfish. I know. You know what they say about opinions.

00:32:02.800 It's going to be, it's going to be most people watching. I see you get these softball interviews.

00:32:08.360 No one's, no one's saying what most people are going to be thinking, like average Americans.

00:32:13.520 Well, yeah, because I'm interviewing with questions. And, and the issue, well,

00:32:18.480 the issue you're going to get is you're basically saying, you know, I had kids because I wanted

00:32:25.880 children and I wanted to be married, which is fine. There's nothing wrong with that. But what

00:32:31.960 you put what you wanted first, and essentially, it's at the cost of everyone around you being in

00:32:39.040 the public sphere is going to be at the cost of everyone around you. Yeah, you know, drawing more

00:32:44.380 attention to the porn story i mean that's more more attention to the story of you being a porn

00:32:52.620 star is just going to draw more people to make fun of your kids so you know i think it's i i would

00:33:00.800 say that's kind of selfish so yeah i totally understand that people that are a part of this

00:33:07.580 like red pill movement that that's how they feel but i really do believe that when you are sensitive

00:33:12.920 to the Holy Spirit, there is a certain level of grace that you have more understanding. And yes,

00:33:18.500 I get that people in the world are going to be very judgmental. I understand that. I get that,

00:33:23.720 and I'm facing that. But I also know that God has gotten me to this point, and he will get our

00:33:29.440 family through that bridge when we cross it. I'm not going to sit around and worry about that.

00:33:34.280 Grace, of course you're not. Of course. No, grace doesn't mean you're free from consequences.

00:33:41.100 it doesn't that's the problem that's why i asked you know when men commit a crime they pay the time

00:33:46.860 you you didn't voluntarily go to the police and say hey i did drugs maybe i should go to jail

00:33:51.660 because i did do the crime you know you didn't right should i have done that pearl i i it would

00:33:57.900 have made your story a little more believable you know but you have zero penance zero repercussions

00:34:05.900 none, none. So forgive me if I don't. There are repercussions. Pearl, there have been,

00:34:12.200 let me tell you about repercussions. Okay. My husband has been sent stuff. Like when we were

00:34:18.280 dating, um, we were practicing sexual purity and, um, people sent him images of me in,

00:34:26.260 in my vulgar moments. That was humiliating for me. I had genuinely became this new person,

00:34:33.220 new creation. I was walking a new life and my past has come back to haunt me. So I share this

00:34:39.400 again. And I'm always open about the repercussions of my sin because I want people to understand that

00:34:45.280 there are consequences. Like it's not a get out of jail. No, the consequences were for him because

00:34:50.780 men always have to clean up after women. Well, you didn't seem very humiliated when you were

00:34:59.040 doing it i wasn't actually because i had no conviction of sin until i experienced um a

00:35:05.140 relationship with jesus yeah it's it's just very convenient that's after the fame and the money

00:35:10.380 you know like you didn't feel this six months in or a year in it was seven years in because i

00:35:17.200 didn't encounter jesus until about three and a half years and then that process was about three

00:35:22.080 years of sanctification for me before i finally got it encountered i hadn't been going to church

00:35:27.420 you encountered him and you still did a porn scene right i have to look at actions versus words

00:35:34.780 and when you when you say oh i'm i'm holy and you're still doing porn it leads me to believe

00:35:40.860 you're a liar well at that point i would never have called myself holy i did that last scene

00:35:46.700 because i was already there in las vegas i needed the money i literally had no money but the whole

00:35:51.660 time i did it i felt a conviction and i love how you look at actions that is wisdom because look

00:35:57.500 at what my actions did after i recorded that scene i left the porn industry and i never looked back

00:36:04.860 my actions prove that i have repented okay what actions prove because i don't really think you

00:36:12.940 get brownie points for not doing something like i i think that not doing porn is pretty easy

00:36:20.380 okay so the women that i helped leave i don't think i don't think i'm gonna wait i'm gonna give

00:36:24.460 i'm gonna tell you what i won't give you brownie points for and you can tell me what i'm missing

00:36:28.620 okay so i'm not going to give you brownie points for stopping because i just don't think that's

00:36:33.340 that hard it's not hard to not have sex on camera okay i'm not going to give you brownie points for

00:36:39.500 the ministry because you're making money off of it and you're getting really not so outside of the

00:36:45.420 two things, which is lecturing people about the Bible. Fine, you know, whatever, but I'm not going

00:36:55.080 to give you brownie points for either of those two things. What have you done? Okay. So you're

00:37:00.300 trying to say that I'm making money off of like getting a couple thousand dollars a year is not

00:37:07.620 making money. Like it's really not, I don't consider that making money. Okay. So my husband

00:37:14.400 has a secular job and that's how our bills are paid. It's not from me serving Jesus. That's not

00:37:20.220 where the bulk of our money comes from by any means. And I'm not asking for brownie points

00:37:26.040 anyway. I know earlier you mentioned that, oh, I try to be the hero of my story. Jesus is the hero

00:37:30.800 of my story actually because everything that I've done, everything that I've become is because of

00:37:37.620 who Jesus is in my life. Okay. So again, what was the penance? What are the actions? Outside of

00:37:46.300 retelling the porn story, okay, or stopping doing porn? Like what else did you do? Anything?

00:37:57.620 I mean, I'm good to people. Like if I'm the first person to serve, we have a Bible study at our

00:38:04.800 house every single week. We're constantly pouring into people. My life has literally become a

00:38:11.460 service to those in need. Also, when I got my job for $11.25 an hour, I would make an extra

00:38:18.140 sandwich every day and I would just go around. It was in a large homeless community in Point Loma

00:38:22.320 and I would just talk to all the homeless people and how are you doing? Do you know Jesus? I was

00:38:30.640 just sharing the gospel with every single person. And was I getting paid for that? No, I was

00:38:35.280 sacrificing my own money so that I could bring them a lunch. Did you apologize to the people

00:38:41.040 that you hurt? I have definitely made apologies through different testimonies saying that, you

00:38:46.900 know, there, there's a lot of people that I'm sure used to watch my stuff. And I have apologized

00:38:52.000 for even being that person, especially after reading that scripture, that woman named Jezebel

00:38:57.340 who leads my people into sexual immorality okay not not publicly not publicly privately oh

00:39:04.540 absolutely absolutely yes god has restored my relationship with every single one of my family

00:39:11.980 members i have apologized and rebuilt it's been 13 years so we've that's like the past

00:39:18.620 is in the past we've rebuilt our relationships and they're wonderful well there's a start

00:39:24.140 okay so the way that i can tell someone is sorry in my opinion is full accountability

00:39:33.100 and changed behavior that's it otherwise i can't really tell and my only point is the way you talk

00:39:41.440 about your story i i think you paint yourself as the victim a lot i think it's complete bullshit

00:39:48.240 that you say you didn't know you were an adult at 25 years old there's some things i don't think

00:39:57.340 you need to read a scripture to not have sex on camera i really don't i i think that's something

00:40:02.300 you can just know um and the second is changed behavior which you didn't have after the conversion

00:40:09.240 so i did you're considering my conversion on the airplane that was not really my conversion that

00:40:16.400 was like the first step to conversion okay well when i heard you tell the story in the beginning

00:40:23.680 you said that you did a scene after you converted because you needed the money

00:40:28.000 i wasn't really i hadn't even started going to church at that point it was like i had

00:40:32.720 i didn't say that i converted i said i had an encounter an encounter with god doesn't always

00:40:37.760 equal instant conversion it does for so some in the bible but sometimes it it's a sanctification

00:40:44.560 process okay like i wasn't just made all pure and holy right off the bat i had i had to go through

00:40:50.320 the renewal of my mind my mind was a mess i had to read the bible so that it could renew my mind

00:40:57.040 and transform my life and that's exactly what's happened okay so why would a woman not just be a

00:41:03.440 porn star get all the attention until she gets her money hit about 32 years old and then think i'll

00:41:10.480 I'll find a simp and he'll fix all my problems. I can really have it all.

00:41:15.320 Yeah. I mean, I don't encourage women to take that approach. I saw a reel going around of some

00:41:23.900 girl that was basically asking that question like, well, why can't I do all this? And then

00:41:28.500 I can leave the industry like so-and-so and get married and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. But

00:41:32.300 the motives of your heart are wrong. I wasn't set out on an airplane ready to go quit porn. I was

00:41:39.480 going to do porn. Like never thought that would be the last day that I ever saw that industry,

00:41:44.720 but I had an encounter with God and God will catch you in the most unlikely moments. And

00:41:50.820 that's how it happened for me. It wasn't planned. And so why? But why would they not do it?

00:41:57.460 Unfortunately, women do. And that's, that sucks. That sucks. That is a reflection of their heart

00:42:03.520 and impure motives would you take any accountability if women saw your story and

00:42:12.320 it inspired them to do just that would you feel any responsibility i think that everybody in life

00:42:19.840 makes their own decisions but yeah that would make me feel like like maybe my story is not

00:42:27.040 encouraging them to follow jesus it's encouraging them to porn but i've yet to hear that story

00:42:33.520 okay one second i'm gonna read super chats um thank you for calling her out pearl they all do

00:42:43.200 this of all the professions to pick after corn they run right to the church give a few speeches

00:42:49.200 and all is forgiven it's their plan from the start all admit who you are and be honest and

00:42:54.400 men might respect that but you have to be a chameleon and sell the sims at church churches

00:42:58.880 i respect honest uh past 35 and out of the market jesus saved me women are not sex objects why do

00:43:07.200 men need them uh let me refresh it also if you have any questions for me you're welcome to um

00:43:15.200 or disagreements with what i said you're totally welcome to bring them up yeah i i would love like

00:43:21.760 just on a personal note i don't know if you've been open about like your upbringing i heard you

00:43:27.200 mentioned something about your father being a moral man and that's amazing um i didn't i i did

00:43:32.560 a little research in prepping for this but i was wondering like what was your mother like

00:43:36.960 my mom was a cool lady she was awesome is she still around actually she is i just realized i

00:43:45.040 said was yeah she's still alive are your parents still married yep wow i just try to understand

00:43:54.480 like i'm trying to i guess seek understanding as to like why a lot of the things that you say is

00:44:01.760 like just this broad generalization of women and you're very protective over men and i'm not saying

00:44:06.400 that there's anything wrong with that i'm just trying to find understanding of like where does

00:44:10.480 that come from sure so all of society just lies to women because women make 80 of consumer buying

00:44:21.120 decisions. So everyone's paycheck, women are at the end of it. Your case in particular, it really

00:44:29.100 irks me because I think they take the microphone away from men that have worked really hard that

00:44:35.720 didn't do the things that you did and they just hand it to porn stars. And I think it's kind of

00:44:43.320 sad because I feel like I've seen the decline of churches in my lifetime. And I think it's because

00:44:49.220 of women like you. I've actually read articles that churches are growing in this decade.

00:44:56.900 Church attendance is down across the board. The challenge is men are leaving the churches and

00:45:06.160 they're getting replaced by women. And the problem you get with that is women just tend to ruin

00:45:11.740 things. Why do you believe that? I have eyes. I mean, but there's in both genders, there tends

00:45:21.700 to be men and women that ruin things. I've seen men that have gone off and committed adultery and

00:45:27.820 lost their church. I've seen men that have also destroyed things just as much as women can destroy

00:45:33.760 things. So it's like there's evils in both genders. It's not just one or the other.

00:45:38.460 women's is way worse i mean women aborted a third of gen z right that's awful third that's awful

00:45:45.740 and the challenge is when men do the wrong thing they're held accountable women aren't

00:45:50.060 instead they're handed microphones i don't know i i don't agree i've definitely had my

00:45:55.500 fair share of consequences from my sin um so i would yeah i would disagree i would say

00:46:04.460 i would agree with you if you actually paid back the money i didn't have any money to give

00:46:10.620 that like why is that such a popular question by the way in my on my instagram one of the questions

00:46:17.020 i get asked the most are did you give the money back i didn't have any money to give back okay

00:46:22.940 but you have to understand you're kind of talking out of two sides of your mouth because on some

00:46:27.500 shows you'll say i was making 30 to 50k a month and other shows you'll say oh i had no money it's

00:46:33.020 like okay which is it okay so i was making 30 to 50 000 a month get involved with a pimp he's taking

00:46:39.180 all the money so at one point in my career i did have money until i got involved with the pimp

00:46:46.300 and then i had no money so there was no money to give back you guys can ask him if he gave it back

00:46:53.740 yeah and see again that makes me think you're not sorry because you'll still deflect and put

00:46:58.780 it on the guy now it's the poor woman who was robbed and it's so convenient he took all the

00:47:05.020 money it's just i'm not putting that on the guy i said i gave him all the money there was no money

00:47:11.260 to give back i just have a hard time believing that you gave him 100 of your money i would guess

00:47:18.140 that you probably spent it on frivolous things that's pretty common no i don't think you

00:47:24.540 understand how genuine like how it's a very low level realm in this world it is modern day slavery

00:47:32.940 it is how the pimp and the 304 game work it's how it works no that's to me like that's again

00:47:41.260 that's saying no it's not slavery when you're choosing to have sex on camera you have to

00:47:47.020 understand doing what i do you don't think i've had offers like that it's so easy to just say no

00:47:54.540 i'm good right so i just have no sympathy i really don't i'm not asking for your sympathy

00:48:02.220 or anybody's at that actually all i want is to share my story to show that jesus can transform

00:48:08.860 and also to help prevent women from getting into that industry and to help men overcome their

00:48:14.860 addictions to porn which i've seen all three happen so yeah well i'm here well i would say

00:48:21.660 that's counterintuitive with what you're doing, because what you're really going to do is you're

00:48:26.180 just going to show women they can do whatever they want and get a bailout guy after. And you're

00:48:31.220 going to make men, I mean, want to Google your porn. I've seen the fruit of my story and I've

00:48:38.240 shared stories of women that have left the industry because of me sharing my story. So

00:48:43.320 I've actually seen fruit in it. And so that's why I would disagree because I've actually seen the

00:48:48.820 proof. I mean, do you not see the top comment on the last interview you did? What? I mean,

00:48:54.460 the very, the one I reacted to the other day, it said, I know every man is going to watch this and

00:49:00.640 want to Google their porn. And it's the same thing, the porn thing. You know, the number one

00:49:09.720 consumers of porn of OnlyFans is white Christian males. Why do you think that is?

00:49:15.720 why do i think it's white christian males yeah that's the number one consumers of porn

00:49:22.020 i don't know what's your why do you think that

00:49:24.800 you got no guesses none like why do you think white why do you think i don't where are you

00:49:32.580 getting i've never seen the statistics so you'd have to send me oh you can just it's like if you

00:49:37.620 google it it's the demographic is white christian men um i would say again the sin of porn is always

00:49:46.240 talked about but i never hear christians talk about the sin of uh women not having sex with

00:49:51.920 their husbands oh we've talked about that a lot of men i know but you you you'll bring up porn

00:50:00.000 10 times but you never tell women and maybe you do maybe this is more of a generalization but

00:50:06.260 it's rare that churches ever give sermons on how you're not a good wife if you don't have sex with

00:50:11.880 him yeah i've actually in january spoken and i guess it is a generalization because it doesn't

00:50:17.500 apply to me my husband and i did a marriage conference at a church in washington and that

00:50:23.200 was one of the topics that we covered because the body the bible does teach us that like once

00:50:28.700 you're married your wives your body belongs to the man man your what your body belongs to the

00:50:34.900 woman and you are not supposed to withhold sex from one another. Yeah. So I agree with you there.

00:50:43.420 Yeah. What do you think makes you, wait, what is a marriage conference?

00:50:50.980 A marriage conference. It's where husbands and wives come and they get poured into.

00:50:56.480 What does that even mean?

00:50:57.920 am i speaking christianese um you it's a conference it's a it's a setting where you

00:51:06.720 i mean how do you you show up at church it's specifically for married couples and so all

00:51:13.220 the messages that are shared are for married couples and you spoke at a marriage conference

00:51:19.180 My husband and I did. Yes.

00:51:25.500 How are you qualified to speak at a marriage conference?

00:51:29.740 I just think there's some things that like some decisions that the equivalent of that is like

00:51:35.380 Jordan Belford, Jordan Belford telling you how to make financial decisions when he stole for a

00:51:43.580 decade. Yeah. Do you see what I'm saying? It's like, no, I get, I get it. And from an outsider

00:51:50.320 looking in, I can see how that would look strange. But I mean, when you actually know my husband and

00:51:55.920 I intimately, like personally, when you know us personally, you would know that we have a thriving

00:52:00.760 marriage. Um, we're celebrating 10 years and things are, are great. Like we have a wonderful

00:52:07.500 marriage. So, um, we've learned a lot from Jesus and we're just passing on his teachings.

00:52:13.580 Yeah. It's all biblical based, so it's not like you can go wrong. Hey,

00:52:18.640 you just said for yourself that most churches aren't teaching that women should be having

00:52:23.360 sex with their spouses. Well, guess what? I taught that. A broken clock rings twice a day.

00:52:31.580 What's that? What's the phrase? A broken clock rings true like twice a day. I can't remember

00:52:37.860 the phrase but it's basically saying uh never mind but yeah i mean that's that's pretty much

00:52:46.180 my take though um i appreciate you coming on and we can go back and forth about other stuff but i

00:52:52.020 think i summarized really my take is i just don't believe you you know i mean i've been out for years

00:52:57.700 so regardless of what you believe um the proof is in the fruit of my life yeah i just don't think

00:53:03.940 it is and that's the problem oh it 100 is i i don't you know yeah i just even i think nala was

00:53:12.820 the other one and she's always wearing skin tight clothes it's like you guys all do this

00:53:18.260 i just i don't wear skin tight clothes i don't know what you're talking about

00:53:23.780 you said you guys all do this you guys all engage in promiscuous um activities even after you

00:53:30.740 converted um i actually have never except for the the after the encounter it was not after my

00:53:37.380 conversion my conversion um i count my conversion as the day i had started going to church it was

00:53:44.260 after i deleted all my photos off instagram and then i committed to doing the purity ceremony at

00:53:49.140 my church that was on february 20th 2013 um and that was the day that i was like i am really

00:53:55.700 committing my life to Jesus. I am done with my old sinful ways. They've led me to a way of

00:54:00.880 depression, wanting to end my life, using drugs every single day just to numb the pain that I'm

00:54:06.780 feeling. And I truly repented and I've never looked back. So my conversion is sincere.

00:54:14.360 I just think it's really convenient that that conversion counts and the other one didn't.

00:54:19.140 the other one wasn't a conversion i had no idea what i just i was just trying it's like

00:54:26.060 you're teaching you have to teach a child like when when you have a baby you first give them

00:54:31.400 milk you're not going to shove steak down their throat like they're they have to grow into that

00:54:35.840 five you are not a baby in in the spirit no i'm talking about in christ in christ i know that i

00:54:42.620 I was an adult, but in Christ, I was a baby. I didn't know the things of God. You were blessed

00:54:48.860 to get to go to church growing up. I didn't. You were so blessed. I would love to challenge

00:54:55.920 your thinking because I think that you judge people based on what you knew growing up, but

00:55:02.060 not everybody is where you were. Not everybody was blessed enough to have an honorable mother

00:55:07.600 and father as you had like you are blessed for all you're blessed i would have preferred i would

00:55:13.680 have felt like i just when i'm talking to you i don't feel like i'm talking to like an adult

00:55:20.080 because you don't because you talk about yourself as if you're a child and it's like it's like you

00:55:27.600 do it's like i'm not taught it was okay if you understand if you go and read the scripture

00:55:34.560 paul says that there are infants in christ right it doesn't mean a physical infant it means

00:55:39.920 spiritually i know but then you you still go it's not because of that it's because you still go back

00:55:45.360 to the excuses well pearl your childhood was better than mine that's why you didn't get gang

00:55:50.720 banged on camera once again then you don't understand the importance of parenting in

00:55:56.160 somebody's life when somebody's constantly told that they're a loser they're never gonna amount

00:56:02.720 to anything and f you i've seen people with worse parents than yours that did not make your decision

00:56:09.360 no excuses you're an adult and every time you give me an excuse i just you know i feel like

00:56:16.080 i'm talking to a child you know because it's not it's not an excuse it's psychology i did it

00:56:23.120 i was wrong and that's it i i was wrong i have admitted that i said that i made the choices that

00:56:31.040 i made to get into the industry was it wrong yes absolutely had i been but it's always because you

00:56:37.840 were broken it's never because you were horny horny would be accountability that would be like

00:56:43.440 this was a negative trait that i have i still have it um but i'm working on it now you know but

00:56:51.040 it was my parents fault that's not accountability go ahead nobody's saying that it was i didn't say

00:56:57.840 that it was my parents' fault, but they set the foundation. Your parenting sets the foundation

00:57:04.640 for success or failure. It's just the reality. And some people, they can be born into the same

00:57:10.180 environment and make better choices. And props to them, kudos to them. That's incredible.

00:57:16.860 And if I was just horny, like I said before, I wouldn't have needed a camera, producer,

00:57:22.420 director's fame. No, I didn't need any of that if I was just horny. There was a deeper root.

00:57:28.020 And if we don't understand the root as to why people do what they do, then we have no compassion

00:57:33.340 and we cannot help them moving forward because they have to understand why they do what they

00:57:38.580 do. It's why so many people go to therapy because they have to start unraveling. What's the reason

00:57:44.040 I make the decisions that I make? Excuses. It's not excuses. It's the truth. But you just don't

00:57:51.880 to receive it no did you do it because you were horny not even a little

00:57:57.800 what i already answered your question gaslighting is gracious female gaslighting is incredible you

00:58:06.040 said why do you have the opinions that you do i'm like i talk to women and they just gaslight you

00:58:10.760 and do eternity it never ends oh pearl it never ends it's like um what part of what i said was

00:58:20.600 gaslighting gaslighting was when you said you didn't have sex on camera because you were horny

00:58:28.200 that's not actually gaslighting because i could have sex off camera if i was horny

00:58:34.120 and i'm not denying the fact that women get horny that's not what i'm trying to say

00:58:38.200 but what i'm trying to say is that there truly was a deeper root what like i've seen

00:58:45.720 okay all right this is i get more sexist by the day i just want you to know

00:58:53.320 you are a woman in case you forgot yeah okay so you were not horny when you made porn

00:59:02.300 no there were times that i was but that's not why i got into the industry

00:59:06.420 all right how do you feel about nala did you think she was genuine

00:59:11.720 yes nala has been genuine okay why and you would say it's perfectly okay for her to be raising the

00:59:22.780 only fans prices the thirst traps on ig still you know i honestly don't know about any of that so i

00:59:29.720 don't want to comment on that fair enough fair enough but if she were doing those things you

00:59:38.460 would say that would indicate that she's not genuine i have no idea what she did and i'm not

00:59:45.000 going to answer hypothetically could i show you a video and we could say sexual or not sexual i

00:59:50.980 don't want to talk about nala i actually like her i think she's a gaslighting and i don't want to

00:59:58.020 talk i know i'm being honest i don't want to talk about her but if she was doing something wrong

01:00:04.820 you wouldn't want to condemn it no it was to my oh my god it was to my understanding that only

01:00:11.700 fans would not allow her to delete until everybody got off but it's always so convenient

01:00:19.620 no there was one after let me find it i could it was of her baking and then she's like

01:00:26.020 i i mean she's using the roller like as if it's like a a hand job type of thing it was ridiculous

01:00:32.500 i'm like these hoes can't stop hoeing it is what it is but i just rather her be honest

01:00:37.860 about the hoeing you know rather than be gaslit for eternity

01:00:45.940 i've i've seen nala genuinely growing in the lord um she holds herself accountable she with me like

01:00:53.380 if she's going through things she calls me asks for biblical advice nala is growing in the lord

01:00:58.420 and i think that she's grown tremendously and i commend her for that let me find the video but

01:01:04.820 if there was a video would you if it was sexual would you condemn it i'm not gonna talk i'm not

01:01:12.820 gonna sit here and talk i am not here to sit and talk about people that are not in the room to

01:01:22.100 defend themselves that's not how i i invited her on i invited her on well if she was here i would

01:01:27.540 gladly sit and talk with her about it but she's not here so i'm not going to do that to her that's

01:01:31.540 not fair okay do you have any other questions of stuff i've said i because i think i covered it

01:01:37.940 with your video um or i covered it really today is why i don't believe you um keep doing what you're

01:01:44.100 doing uh obviously the grift it's strong so you might as well people are strong the grift is not

01:01:51.940 strong. I'm not making, you're out here thinking I'm making all this money. I am not. You can go

01:01:58.060 on, like, look at the tax records and everything of what we bring in. It's, it's not, I don't think

01:02:04.760 it's necessarily money. I think you like the attention because you have to understand,

01:02:09.640 you have to understand, let me finish. When, if I look at you as a porn star, you were an

01:02:14.720 attention addicted person. Like that, that's your character. That's who you are. That's who you were

01:02:19.380 from a young age. That's not who I am. That's who I was. I mean, you could gaslight me, right? But

01:02:24.560 if it wasn't who you were today, then you wouldn't be here. No, that's not true. Why do you do what

01:02:29.660 you do? You'd be in the back of the church. Girl, why do you do what you do? Somebody's got to do

01:02:35.860 it. Why do you do what you do? It's fun. It's fun, but is it because you're seeking attention?

01:02:43.220 Yep. You're really seeking attention. That's why you're doing it. I think you're gaslighting

01:02:49.360 me now. I think the difference is I'm honest. You guys are honest. That's not true. You're

01:02:55.900 saying that because you want me to say that, but that's not the truth. I actually, as I told you,

01:03:01.660 when I got that word about, Oh, if you don't like what you're attracting, change what you're

01:03:05.560 promoting. I deleted hundreds of thousands of followers off Twitter that I used to have

01:03:11.900 off Instagram, off Facebook. I deleted it all. You don't get brownie points for that from me.

01:03:20.200 But I'm saying that if it was attention that I was seeking, I would have kept it open.

01:03:24.260 I didn't. I know, but the gaslighting continues because you're getting attention

01:03:28.740 for the porn story now. You don't know my heart. That's not my heart. My heart is to help people.

01:03:37.320 I look at your actions.

01:03:39.740 What do my actions say that I'm out here sharing my story to help people?

01:03:43.860 I don't want women to get into this industry.

01:03:46.360 The top comment on one of your interviews was that men are tempted to look up the porn.

01:03:57.720 That's A-level gaslighting.

01:04:00.360 But then the amount of emails that I've also received that have said,

01:04:03.920 thank you so much for sharing your story.

01:04:05.740 I'm 30 days without porn. Thank you for sharing your story. I'm one year without porn, like corn,

01:04:11.200 sorry. Um, the testimonies that I get are, we get testimonies daily. So I'm helping people

01:04:18.520 simultaneously. Okay. So my friend, Rachel, she's like, uh, I don't know if you know, Rachel

01:04:24.660 Wilson. She wanted me to ask you about this verse. She says one Timothy two 12. I do not permit a

01:04:32.200 woman to teach or to assume authority over a man, she must be quiet. What do you think of that verse?

01:04:39.640 I think that Paul was empowering women in a time when they were disempowered to learn.

01:04:45.760 So they were being silent in the church because they were able to

01:04:49.120 learn in the church for the first time. So you don't believe that verse?

01:04:55.980 Of course I do. I just said what I believe about the verse.

01:04:59.040 but you think it was because the women were disempowered you can't make this shit

01:05:04.360 do the research there was a few there were a few verses prior to that or a few chapters prior to

01:05:11.980 that where paul actually said when women pray in church they should have their head covered

01:05:15.940 yeah so he just in one statement he said when they're praying in church to have their heads

01:05:21.220 covered and then in another it's silent to learn so if you look at both of those and then how about

01:05:27.660 how jesus revealed himself first to who a woman after his resurrection so it just just like pick

01:05:34.860 and choose what bible verses we like i like i like this version of christianity i can just pick

01:05:42.300 i can just pick and choose no it's not about picking and choosing it's about looking at

01:05:47.420 the scriptures in its totality yeah i mean that's that sounds like female gaslighting to me

01:05:54.780 it's not it's not and you know and and also paul was speaking against the worship of the

01:06:00.220 goddess athena so i mean you gotta actually just sit there and study the scriptures

01:06:08.860 that's like the further gaslighting they're like don't believe the words

01:06:12.300 that you're reading the words you should read the words but you should also study the theological

01:06:16.540 context okay you got anything else for me i'd love that you and rachel should do this too she's

01:06:26.720 actually more into the theology than i am you know rachel wilson have you guys sat down

01:06:32.220 i don't think we've sat down together rachel is she is she with like a lila rose there's a rachel

01:06:38.800 that lila just had on her show recently i think it was a rachel wilson i'd have to check

01:06:46.920 okay there's a super chat on the website that says please ask her if she knows of all the

01:06:52.460 young boys with underdeveloped brains exposed to the filth she helped produce and the effects

01:06:58.060 it has long term the underdeveloped oh are they talking about miners seeing corn yeah yeah that's

01:07:08.160 horrible and I fight against it. I'm, I've gone on Fox news. I've trying to fight politically to

01:07:14.220 get, um, age verification across all States. So it's horrible. And I repent for that. That's

01:07:20.300 something that I feel very guilty about to this day. Um, but unfortunately, like I can't,

01:07:27.540 you know, I can't go backwards. If I could, I would.

01:07:31.660 What is the biggest disagreement you have with my platform?

01:07:35.400 um the biggest disagreement i haven't watched enough videos like your shorts pop up on my

01:07:44.260 stuff all the time and there's some stuff where i'm like oh that's great she's right

01:07:47.360 but i just think um probably just the broad generalization of women and also the fact that

01:07:53.860 you it seems like you want to you want to just point the finger and oh she's a liar she's a liar

01:08:01.500 but it's like, you don't know me personally. If you did know me personally, I think that your

01:08:07.680 opinion would change. And I think that that would be the same if you met other women personally

01:08:12.820 that you sit here and you criticize. Yeah, I don't think so. I think the actions,

01:08:17.860 I would just have to see the, I would have to see the actions. And I think too many times

01:08:23.100 they just don't match. That's my issue. I mean, my actions are literally, I'm out here trying to

01:08:30.880 help people and prevent them from getting into the porn industry. And that's what I use my YouTube

01:08:35.220 for. I use it to help people get set free from pornography. That's why I'm out here.

01:08:41.720 I'm trying to help people. I said a lot of men want to know Brittany personally.

01:08:46.280 That's funny. Do you think there's any issue bringing in former sex workers around men that

01:08:53.780 are trying to abstain from lust? There could be. Yeah. I mean, I could definitely see how there

01:09:00.300 could be, especially if the woman is not modest in her appearance. I think that that could be

01:09:07.380 a huge temptation for them. So yeah, there definitely could be. So if I did a church and

01:09:13.780 I had, now obviously this is made up, I'm not doing a church, but I'm going to give you my

01:09:18.900 hypothetical and I want you to tell me if you agree or disagree. If I had a sex worker come

01:09:24.620 into my church I would say that you can come in but you need to be in a box away from all the

01:09:31.300 husbands because we can't we can't have you I don't want to sex workers by my you know by my

01:09:37.500 boyfriend or you know if I was married to my husband um yeah I would just I would want them

01:09:43.420 in a different box where they could very little interaction and then um I would you know they

01:09:50.080 could join the community after like five years of silence and service and then maybe after then they

01:09:57.280 could be fully integrated um i would also put marriage off the table because personally i

01:10:03.020 wouldn't really want the i the men you know they don't deserve to be with women that have sex tapes

01:10:09.400 on the internet that can be used against them and um their kids being involved i just think it's

01:10:15.200 that's something you kind of sacrifice when you make that choice um and i would say five years

01:10:20.960 of good behavior and then we could start to treat them normal i think it's a whole set of rules that

01:10:28.080 are just they're pearl made rules and jesus did not make those rules jesus sat with sinners he

01:10:33.920 sat with prostitutes he sat with tax collectors and he invited them in with you know and always

01:10:41.200 empowered them to go and sin no more um and so i think that that's the church's job the church is

01:10:46.800 the church is for the sick the church is so that people can come in encounter jesus and their lives

01:10:52.800 can be transformed and so if we just kind of outcast every person that well we just don't

01:10:58.240 like your sin because you know your sin my husband okay you know what about the alcoholic it's like

01:11:05.920 let me continue what about pedophiles should we keep them away from children

01:11:12.400 i think that that's a different scenario how convenient why is that convenient because in a

01:11:20.000 way i mean your porn was consumed by underage boys but i'm no longer i'm yeah i get what you're

01:11:28.640 saying i just think it's a totally different i i think that's completely different because here's

01:11:32.880 the deal it's convenient i'm getting if i'm sharing my story in church it's not because i've

01:11:39.280 asked to be there it's because somebody said you know our church needs to hear a story to whether

01:11:45.360 it be to humanize or just to help people to find freedom because a lot of my church is struggling

01:11:50.240 i mostly speak to women um and so if that's that's the invite but like i i don't know if

01:11:58.240 many people are saying let's invite the pedophile to like be speak to our i don't i just don't

01:12:06.960 i was an adult i wasn't molesting children because men are held accountable for their

01:12:11.680 sin and women aren't i mean producing that material you know a good chunk of them are

01:12:17.600 guys that are underage so i don't really see how you're that different i really don't

01:12:21.600 don't i mean yeah but i would i would i would also allow them the problem is here's the difference a

01:12:33.040 pedophile is willing to go and do things to a child for me the the big difference is that the

01:12:39.840 government needs to in to instill age verification so that we can protect children from watching

01:12:46.800 these things just like uh there's a identification is required for alcohol or for gambling or for

01:12:53.200 strip club it should also be required for people to watch corn because the legal the legal age to

01:12:59.120 watch but then shouldn't there be a verification for ex-hoes why wouldn't why would we have the

01:13:06.640 same standard for women that are that there's some verification that they're no longer

01:13:11.600 whores uh i don't understand your question i'm saying you want verification age verification

01:13:19.520 areas yeah but show me that you're 18 if this is the kind of content you show me that you're not

01:13:25.120 a you know i think that's fair show me i'm living it out that life i'm a new creation that that life

01:13:34.000 is old it's dead it's gone not really because it's still on the internet and you know what

01:13:39.360 there's gonna come a day where i'm going to fight for some sort of a law to get that taken down

01:13:44.960 because i don't think that i don't think that all these companies should be profiting off

01:13:50.000 you know something that i did many years ago and i've changed my life around why is that so funny

01:13:56.400 to you because women just avoid accountability at all costs you made a choice you i gotta i gotta

01:14:02.560 to mute you you made a choice to do porn and now the know it when you made that choice you knew

01:14:09.100 that was going to be on the internet forever as a consequence the only consequence you faced

01:14:14.140 actually and now you're like let me get the government to remove my consequence because

01:14:21.540 it's not fair they're making money and I'm not it's it's just the audacity of you guys at times

01:14:28.220 i just can't i can't i i don't see how this invites people to church i think it draws more

01:14:34.700 people away um and you're basically making church the last stop on the horror train

01:14:42.060 it's really what i see the church becoming i want you you know i just want to know like

01:14:46.300 who thinks for you guys like you guys all think and say the exact same thing that's like there's

01:14:51.820 this red pill god that says this is how you must think this is what you must say it's it's wild

01:14:59.100 because you women you guys have gone your whole life without getting men's opinion you never hear

01:15:06.060 it you were a pretty girl so the whole world is never going to be honest with you um and when you

01:15:13.260 hear what men have to say you just gaslight for eternity and then shame them and act like there's

01:15:20.060 something wrong with them having that opinion. I'm not wrong because I don't believe somebody

01:15:24.820 that knows how to manipulate men for sex. I'm not wrong because I don't have to believe you.

01:15:29.880 It's not immoral. Yeah, that's my, that's my, more and more women, there's one super chat,

01:15:39.540 more and more women are going into sex work and more and more women are going to skirt

01:15:43.200 accountability. Can she recognize that fact? Does she think it's a good thing that the church is

01:15:48.560 going to accept these women. What's that saying to women that do the right thing? Yeah.

01:15:56.760 Does it devalue being virtuous? Does doing porn devalue being virtuous? Is that the question?

01:16:05.220 So when women look at you and they see, oh, she did the porn. She kept the money. She got the

01:16:11.800 husband. She got the kids. Why would a woman do the right thing? Don't you think that devalues

01:16:17.720 women that do the right thing. I think it's all a heart posture. Like I got an email from some

01:16:23.040 woman the other day that was just like, F you, I've been a virgin my whole life and F you and

01:16:27.940 blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, you know, all that stuff. Um, because I'm not married, she's not

01:16:32.660 married yet, but it's really a heart posture. And it's kind of like, well, that's why you're not

01:16:36.320 married. No man wants to marry a woman that is like going off on other women saying F you da,

01:16:42.800 da, da, da, da, da, da. Like, it's just sorry. Oh no, it's the audacity. I just think when you've

01:16:49.500 done porn, you can't tell me anything. You can't. I think there's certain life choices that once

01:16:56.080 you've made, you made those choices. Nobody can take anything you say. You can't lecture anybody

01:17:03.260 on anything ever. Single motherhood, porn, drug addiction. Yeah, you can't. Because anyone that's

01:17:12.560 made those choices it says something about you as a person and my other question is what is a heart

01:17:18.380 posture your heart posture is the motive it's the reason why you do what you do right and so like

01:17:25.500 if your heart is not aligned with christ of course you're going to be critical you're going to be

01:17:30.500 envious of my story like and i'm not people are no it's the truth

01:17:37.000 it's sad god has given me a beautiful life oh my god that is the grace of god and you know what

01:17:47.320 that's so encouraging because if there's anybody here that feels like they've messed up if there's

01:17:52.560 anybody here that's watching today and they feel like they've messed up they feel like you know

01:17:56.880 there's no chance for them because the red pill movement is saying that you've made your nobody

01:18:01.960 envies you oh my god nobody you keep muting me come on now i'm making a very valid point

01:18:11.080 that if you pearl there's people here today that are watching guaranteed that feel like

01:18:16.360 they've messed up in life and that there's no hope for them because the red pill movement

01:18:21.160 has told them that they've you know no pun intended made their bed and have to lie in it

01:18:26.040 right like you have to you just look at i'll tell you there's always a simp who will bail you out

01:18:32.520 there always is um so don't worry there actually are no consequences for being a so i

01:18:39.320 want to clarify my position there are consequences no consequences and i'm talking i'm speaking to

01:18:44.920 to one of them you know you know you could get gang banged on camera still get married

01:18:50.040 i never did a game thing it's okay thank you for clarifying britney you're welcome

01:18:59.480 like thank you for clarifying oh yeah yeah bro i actually like you you're a good you're a good

01:19:04.920 girl dude you're a good girl your tax and earnings from your career why not fully repent and donate

01:19:10.840 it all back to your church what based on your earnings from your career it was a super chat

01:19:19.000 why not fully repent and donate it all back to your church yeah i mean that's we give quite a

01:19:24.760 bit back to the church but yeah i don't give it all so i don't know why not yeah maybe that's

01:19:29.160 something i need to think about um i'm gonna give you two minutes to talk about heart posture whatever

01:19:37.240 you want to talk about go ahead i was just i i just want people to be left here today like with

01:19:43.400 hope genuinely like if you've made mistakes in life like whether you're a male or a female

01:19:49.480 god can redeem your story when you start spending time with him when you worship him you pray you

01:19:55.960 read your bible like there's nothing that god can't do in your life he is the redeemer he is

01:20:01.240 the healer he is the restorer and so i would just like to leave people with that hope whether you're

01:20:06.360 sitting here criticizing or judging me take me out of the equation and put your eyes on jesus

01:20:11.400 Because when you put your eyes on Jesus, he will transform your life and he will bless

01:20:16.460 your life.

01:20:18.100 I don't think you put your eyes on Jesus if you're always talking about your porn story.

01:20:23.220 Does not put it on you.

01:20:24.820 Unfortunately, my porn story, my corn story is a part of my story, but it's not.

01:20:29.920 I mean, Jesus is the hero of my story.

01:20:31.900 I would have never left that industry if it weren't for him.

01:20:34.640 I would have never gotten off drugs if it weren't for him.

01:20:36.800 I remember one day reading my Bible, feeling like the Holy Spirit was telling me to flush

01:20:41.360 my drugs down the toilet.

01:20:42.820 I did what he told me to do.

01:20:44.480 It was the first time in seven years that I didn't get dope sick.

01:20:47.320 Like I'm telling you, like God is the God of miraculous.

01:20:50.320 He's a miraculous God and he's done so much in my life.

01:20:53.640 And my story points back to him.

01:20:55.920 My story gives him the glory because I am who I am today, not because of anything I've

01:21:00.480 done in my own strength.

01:21:01.580 It's literally all because of Jesus.

01:21:04.020 Yeah.

01:21:04.540 so my message is really women become whores say sorry take that money get that bag

01:21:13.500 there's plenty of simpson church that'll just wipe up and there's a there's a book on you're

01:21:20.380 you're pushing it there's a book on your website about how men can forgive body count so yeah so

01:21:26.620 why stay i actually didn't write that um god can forgive you my husband wrote the book i did not

01:21:34.060 write the book and it's because that is one of the questions that we get asked the most in our

01:21:40.380 ministry because here's some stories too and this will be a story you'll enjoy because there have

01:21:46.700 been many women that have lied to men and then they got married and then the man is like i married

01:21:52.140 this woman she told me that she didn't even that she had maybe a two or three body count i'm finding

01:21:57.900 out that it's much higher what do i do we're married like i don't want to just leave her

01:22:03.420 and so we get that question quite a bit and that's why my husband wrote a book on it he would

01:22:08.940 have never my husband doesn't care about all this stuff he wasn't a porn watcher my husband's a

01:22:13.020 great man of god like he's a wonderful man but because he got asked this question so much he

01:22:18.540 shared the revelations with him that jesus shared with him in our dating and yeah so so so future

01:22:24.780 whores um get yeah become 18 do exactly what she did oh and then there's a book there's a book to

01:22:32.300 help you after stop it all right now stop don't listen to her don't you did you know i'm muting

01:22:49.900 her a mistake is not a mistake is not eight years dude a mistake is like i got too drunk one day and

01:22:57.980 did blah blah blah or mistake is like oh i was at that party i did that eight years the audacity

01:23:08.380 you're gonna tell me you did it oh my god yeah so

01:23:13.980 i'll unmute you sorry the how do you horrible decisions with my life and i don't want anybody

01:23:22.040 to follow down that same path so that's what i'm saying don't listen to pearl when she says that

01:23:26.340 don't don't do it you might as well just do it because if i'm looking at results if i'm looking

01:23:32.100 at results it seemed to have worked out fine for her um the other thing i'll say is you are not

01:23:38.240 entitled to not be judged a lot of women think they can do bad things and not be and like some

01:23:43.860 how people are wrong for making judgments about their character for doing those bad things you

01:23:49.400 know i would not trust jordan belford with my wallet i wouldn't i know he's done this rebrand

01:23:55.140 after wolf of wall street i still wouldn't give him my money i i think you're not entitled for

01:24:00.980 people to trust you right when you yeah so yeah i feel bad for judging i say judge harder because

01:24:09.060 that's the only consequence they will have uh because these simps will bail them out of

01:24:13.620 everything thank you for the donation in the in the spotlight the judgment does not bother me one

01:24:19.780 bit i understand that people are going to judge and even jesus says that if the world hated him

01:24:24.340 that they'll hate us too so it is what it is you guys are not the same jesus said he said in his

01:24:32.420 word if the world hates me they will hate you too talking to his believers to his followers

01:24:38.420 yeah i don't i don't i don't hate you i don't hate you i just i'm not saying you in general

01:24:43.780 i think you're i just think you're manipulative i'm not pearl you manipulated people for eight

01:24:50.660 years and you're like oh i pearl believe me that i don't manipulate anymore why would i

01:24:58.020 because i am a new creation but i don't have to prove that to you and it's totally fine you can

01:25:02.820 feel you can feel and think whatever you think about me but i know that if you met me off camera

01:25:08.100 you would love me yeah okay how did how you're fun you're fun come on you're a funny person

01:25:18.420 you're more fun I mean I've seen the video come on okay now you're crossed the line how does she

01:25:27.320 reciprocate her oh I've crossed a lot it's like the you can't tell me anything there's certain

01:25:34.100 choices it's like a crack addict you know getting mad oh you said something disrespectful bitch you

01:25:40.920 did crack like you the audacity um how how does she reciprocate her husband having to deal with

01:25:48.840 her shame it's horrible we've had many conversations about it um but he's oh god you give him

01:25:56.900 conversations oh god he has to listen to you talk and what does he get what's the like i'm making

01:26:05.760 up for it. I mean, we have a wonderful marriage. What do you guys want to know? Like, I'm not

01:26:10.960 going to go into details about our private life. We have a wonderful marriage. So he is a happy

01:26:15.980 husband and I'm also a happy wife. Well, I would say that if porn stars really wanted to offer

01:26:22.700 value to the church, I will give you my recommendation. I would say the value really

01:26:27.620 is not going to be in the telling us about the scripture. I just think there's better men that

01:26:32.920 can do that. But a lot of Christian women need to start having sex with their husbands. And

01:26:37.800 obviously you knew what you were doing. So I would say that's really the best way that

01:26:42.960 blowjob tips, that would probably be the best way that porn stars could contribute to the church.

01:26:49.620 Gluck, gluck, 9,000, baby. You know what I mean?

01:26:54.280 Girl. I'm dead serious. Well, I appreciate you coming on. That's really all I got.

01:27:03.480 yeah i said what i said um i still don't believe you yes you do

01:27:14.600 oh my god i'm just messing with you i am just messing you've said some inappropriate things

01:27:21.240 so i'm just messing oh

01:27:22.600 do you understand the audacity you have you telling me that inappropriate things

01:27:33.760 okay i did inappropriate things i have repented you are currently saying inappropriate oh my god

01:27:41.640 okay okay so let me get this straight you had sex with 100 men on camera very inappropriate

01:27:48.100 very inappropriate and i condemn that behavior i'm inappropriate because i mention it i mention

01:27:54.840 a gluck gluck for the for the for the married men the men that are married they don't deserve

01:28:01.640 the gluck gluck 9000 but the men on camera did it's like yes there's some things you guess you

01:28:07.180 can say it more appropriately okay now you gotta tone police me on my show it's like the audacity

01:28:13.300 you can't tell me anything okay pearl okay that's all that's all well uh yeah i say do what

01:28:23.680 she did um you might as well um that's really what i got from this but thanks for coming on

01:28:29.240 you've been a good sport thank you i see where they could find you but i mean they can just google

01:28:34.740 your work to be stop it my work was under a different name so no it's not that easy hopefully

01:28:41.280 um like so easy i found you know i found it pretty quick so it's like you know how i can get that

01:28:48.880 deleted no you you don't get to erase your consequences britney do you know whores always

01:28:55.360 okay i want to know like what what is it with you and consequences like why is that like such a

01:29:01.520 oh a thing for you like oh consequences you must suffer um because generally um when you do a bad

01:29:12.800 action there's a consequence and women just go through life evading every consequence knowing

01:29:18.800 to man and when they do have a consequence now they want the government to get involved and get

01:29:23.920 rid of their consequences has that been your experience where you've done things that maybe

01:29:29.360 you should have gotten in trouble for but because you're a woman you didn't no it's been my

01:29:35.040 experience watching you guys really the porn stars blackpilled me i i mean even melania now she's

01:29:41.920 trying to get her dudes off the internet i'm like what does that mean that they black what does that

01:29:47.680 mean they blackpilled you what did they give me some examples well it's blackpilling that

01:29:59.360 Porn, you know, normally when you have to lecture somebody on something or you speak with authority, you have to like earn that right, like do something hard.

01:30:08.360 It's really blackpilling when I see churches give women microphones and they don't give them to the men that have been like studying for 10 years.

01:30:18.360 They say, oh, you did a gangbang or you did you had sex with 50 men on camera.

01:30:24.140 Here is a microphone.

01:30:25.300 own so they get rewarded for doing the wrong thing and then when you guys are like oh this

01:30:32.520 is my ministry and i'm like i think they're doing it for attention and then they like have their

01:30:36.880 cameras up and then they're like we're not doing this for attention it makes me lose hope in men's

01:30:44.500 discernment the future of christianity and the future of this country when things like that

01:30:50.940 Yeah, I will agree with one thing that you say there is that like when women do come into the

01:30:56.820 church, especially when they've had a promiscuous lifestyle, I think that it's extremely important

01:31:02.740 for men to practice discernment. Like you have to investigate before you invest into a woman.

01:31:09.360 Like if you are going to get with a woman with a promiscuous past, you don't just believe her

01:31:13.040 because she says, I become a Christian. It really is testing the actions. Like how do they go

01:31:17.880 through life, like watch them for a few years. Are they really practicing purity? Are they

01:31:22.720 practicing modesty? Because you want to look at the fruit of somebody's life. And so I think that

01:31:27.940 men have to be responsible in that area to go like, I'm going to protect my heart and my life

01:31:33.280 by not just jumping into a relationship with a woman just because she says she's saved.

01:31:39.180 Yeah. I think that there's certain decisions that disqual that in a perfect world would just

01:31:45.940 disqualify you from ever getting married. Unfortunately, they're sexually starved men

01:31:56.360 with usually little to no other choice. So they'll do it. That's sad. But they should be sexually

01:32:04.100 starved until marriage, right? Because that's what we believe. Sex is for marriage. Red pill is

01:32:09.460 learning about female nature. Black pill is accepting it and moving on with your life,

01:32:14.120 moving on from women serious serious relationships and marriage

01:32:18.800 so yeah it's pretty much it it's all i got for you all right girl searching you in the chat so

01:32:29.100 um i'd actually it'd be interesting to have you on with rachel if you do want to come back if

01:32:34.780 this wasn't too tough for you i'll think about it i'll do my research and i'll let you know

01:32:40.580 Cool. Thanks for coming on. I appreciate you being a good sport.

01:32:44.960 Thank you.

01:32:47.300 She asked, guys, what is it with you and consequences?

01:32:52.780 It's like that was the most female question ever.

01:32:58.740 Yeah.

01:33:01.480 So that's really all I got.

01:33:06.160 I say whores. You might as well keep whoring until you're 32.

01:33:10.580 I'm almost 32, so maybe I'll pick a religion to grift soon.

01:33:14.060 I'm thinking Orthodox.

01:33:17.180 I'll start my ministry, too.

01:33:20.480 Anyways, guys, like the video, subscribe.

01:33:23.680 Thanks for watching, and we'll talk to you next time.

Pearl - September 06, 2025

Former Adult Actress Brittni De La Mora Joins Pearl

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