Pearl - June 17, 2026


How I Went From Red Pilled To Black Pilled


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11 minutes

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150.93

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1,731

Sentence count

40

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Misogyny

11

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Toxicity

13

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Hate speech

16

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00:00:00.280 What's up guys? Welcome to my coffee talks. Today I have a black coffee with half and half and sugar-free syrup.
00:00:07.760 So today I want to talk about how I got red-pilled. I went from red-pilled to black-pilled because I think a lot of people think I'm a doomer now.
00:00:19.040 And I don't mean to be. I'm a very positive person. But when I look outside and I see the way things are going, I just have to be honest.
00:00:27.620 um okay so i grew up on conservative media from a catholic conservative private school area
00:00:36.020 and i consumed a lot of daily wire content and the daily wire um kind of sold me this dream that
00:00:42.880 traditionalism was coming back just wait till you're getting married
00:00:46.540 um yada yada yada and then like things will just work out and i found out a few things
00:00:52.800 number one, getting a relationship without sex. I'm sorry, conservatives as a mid woman that is 0.94
00:00:59.900 like playing the game on the hardest mode possible. That's one. I'm not going to get into too much 1.00
00:01:05.020 detail, but that's one. And two, um, let's say I started consuming daily wire content when I was,
00:01:13.680 I don't know, 18, 20 around. I don't remember exactly how old I was, but I'm 29 now. And in
00:01:21.240 my lifetime I've only seen the world get worse right so I've seen I go to my gym and I see BBLs 1.00
00:01:29.860 everywhere I see hookers um literal hookers being propped up as like normal women um 1.00
00:01:37.640 I see more promiscuity less kids um and so I just haven't seen traditional I haven't seen 0.55
00:01:49.060 this pendulum have any like resemblance of swinging back and I felt like it was kind of
00:01:56.000 dishonest to say oh the pendulum's gonna swing back it's like well when in my lifetime Rome
00:02:01.900 didn't fall in a day you know does it matter if it swings back when I'm 80 like what if you were 70
00:02:06.860 hearing about how the pendulum like you know when the hippie stuff was coming out hearing about how
00:02:12.140 the pendulum was going to swing back, um, just to find out, uh, like just to be alive today and
00:02:19.700 watching the world completely change. So a lot of people view social media as, um, that is gonna
00:02:29.420 change the world. And like the fact that we can kind of openly, I don't know, be more racist or
00:02:34.340 be more um sexist like that we can openly talk more right now um but i've kind of seen firsthand
00:02:43.880 how social media content doesn't change people as much as you think um because even if women say
00:02:51.000 they want to be traditional um i think the biggest people that we lie to is ourselves
00:02:56.260 sometimes the women like us women um we believe that we want to be like we when we say things
00:03:04.600 we believe it but it doesn't mean it's true i don't know if you're like following
00:03:08.660 so i would watch like women um you know say they meant and believed in their muslim religion or
00:03:16.960 whatever and then go home with my like producer or my you know like someone that worked for me
00:03:22.660 um the other thing is that trends don't really change in a day so okay let's say the birth rate
00:03:31.980 was going to go back up I think I would see some resemblance of like change in that direction in
00:03:37.680 my day-to-day life or like conservative values was coming back I know that they say young men
00:03:44.220 and young women are like a little bit more conservative like you see more people maybe
00:03:48.840 voting for trump but it's still so far from patriarchy like i don't see family court changing
00:03:56.340 anytime soon and if anything like the republican party is just being given to women i mean ask me
00:04:03.820 how i know um my mother's like running for office you know what i mean and my father's the one who
00:04:11.900 should be, in my opinion. Um, not going to get too much into that. Um, yeah. And when I look
00:04:23.540 outside in a lot of times, like predicting trends, it's really just paying attention to what's in
00:04:30.220 front of you. Like I'm in a parking lot right now. I see a bath and body works. I see a Pilates
00:04:36.800 studio. I see a day spa. So what does that tell me? Women have all the money in this economy,
00:04:44.340 meaning women have all the power. There's too many incentives. Like we can't even get the 1.00
00:04:48.840 churches to do the right thing over getting money. And I can, I can see why, because honestly,
00:04:55.800 I experienced so much, um, I guess, negative things because I was honest. Um, you know,
00:05:04.280 you know i've i've been honest about women being retarded 1.00
00:05:08.800 um and women offering really little to no value to society 0.97
00:05:15.880 and really what has it gotten me um i was unemployed for two years right um i can't 1.00
00:05:26.840 have normal relationships because i'm honest um every time i make a friend with somebody
00:05:32.880 I always have to think in the back of my mind is this person gonna run to the internet
00:05:36.840 and if I tell them anything personal that I don't want on the internet like I mean I'm I'm lucky I'm
00:05:44.780 kind of a what do you call it I'm not that crazy like I don't really um I don't really get involved 1.00
00:05:50.780 in crazy stuff so it's not really that big of a deal but it's it's not fun knowing that any female
00:05:57.400 friend especially women but even men from that I make I don't know if we fall out one day are they
00:06:03.860 gonna run to the internet and make a 10-minute video um you know I've even been not now but
00:06:14.000 like I've even been broken up with for like content that I put out I don't think people
00:06:19.960 realize the backlash I think they see you having um social media fame and they view it as that's
00:06:26.520 a solution to all your problems but like I had friends of 20 years turn up 20 years I put into 0.90
00:06:32.100 a friendship to have this bitch and I know how you guys feel so how do I put this 0.99
00:06:38.040 I think men experience that from a young age where they're honest and then the school system 1.00
00:06:47.540 punishes them they're honest and then their mother punishes them they're honest and their
00:06:52.320 sisters punish them and I think what I experience is what a lot of men go through life experiencing
00:06:59.880 and knowing this I just keep thinking um
00:07:05.060 I understand like sometimes it's hard for me to do this job do I think at a society
00:07:13.720 wide level that everybody's just gonna um in the name of honesty give up money social pressure
00:07:23.180 um having to deal with a terrorist wife and being honest with her i just don't see it you know i see
00:07:31.480 men throwing other men under the bus for women i see the republican party simping out for women 0.66
00:07:38.420 i mean even the fact that your conservative commentators had nala on and were pushing
00:07:43.300 Sarah Stock. I guess I, well, here's what I'll say. I've experienced firsthand the cost of being
00:07:55.040 honest and, um, believing in a more patriarchal society or have a, having a more patriarchal
00:08:06.280 worldview and I can see why people don't um do it I can see it because you're really going up
00:08:14.320 against a lot so and if I look outside all the buildings being built they're um apartments for
00:08:20.960 women to move into all the stores being built are for women they're for women to buy from 1.00
00:08:28.140 women are still getting easy if I look at politics there's more women in politics than ever there's 1.00
00:08:34.060 more female women in media than ever hypocritical i know um 1.00
00:08:39.640 and it's like very difficult to function in this society without opting in in a way like i was 1.00
00:08:49.400 thinking about how i'm doing this debate in the fall and it's against lauren southern and lauren 0.94
00:08:56.200 southern is like the biggest slut ever so i have to debate lauren southern and we're the headliner 0.74
00:09:04.040 and Terrence Pop, a 30 year war veteran is the opening. Why am I getting more attention than 0.99
00:09:13.240 the veterans? You know what I'm saying? I'm like, you can't really, it's difficult. That's why we're
00:09:17.960 all feminists to some degree, because it's very difficult to function in this society without 1.00
00:09:23.020 being a feminist. And I just don't see it changing anytime soon because there's too many people 1.00
00:09:30.440 making money off of this system and if we made it a more patriarchal system like let's say we gave
00:09:35.800 custody to fathers unequivocally in this society the lawyers would lobby the lawmakers would lobby
00:09:42.140 the women would like yeah like you're gonna win against them um and I sort of had this like dream
00:09:48.780 I guess kind of sounds dumb but I wanted to raise money um and some of the men that have been 0.91
00:09:54.900 fucked over I really want to get them together for a non-profit so we can really fight back 0.96
00:10:00.000 against the system. Um, but I never wanted to take people's money and like sell hope because 0.73
00:10:07.320 what are your odds of winning? It's like being the number 12 draft pick, you know? So anyways,
00:10:14.560 that's why I'm blackpilled is because I've experienced some of the, um, pushback and
00:10:22.180 the consequences of being honest in this society. And it's just crazy. Um, socially you lose
00:10:29.860 friends, um, monetarily you lose money, but you do gain a sense of peace. And, um,
00:10:42.520 you know, and understanding in a way what you do gain is like, um,
00:10:47.600 clarity. I don't know. There's something freeing about, um,
00:10:56.460 realizing that men are superior there's something free i can't i can't really describe it
00:11:03.020 but there's something freeing about recognizing male authority because it kind of makes everything
00:11:09.880 in your life make sense like it makes every crazy woman make sense it makes your parents
00:11:15.100 makes it makes everything make sense so anyways all right guys um let me know what you think in
00:11:19.840 the comments i love you thanks for watching um if you can go to the audacity network.com and you
00:11:25.300 can support me there like the video and I'll see you next time