Pearl - November 26, 2025
Meet The INSANE WOMAN That Misses Being FAT
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Summary
5 things i miss about being a fat girl. I ve lost 45 pounds from my heaviest and I m at victim weight right now. I miss being invisible to the public eye, being able to walk alone at night, and not having second guesses about what I eat. I miss having a conversation with somebody and not ever turning into a weight loss discussion.
Transcript
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i miss having a conversation with somebody and not ever slowly turning into a weight loss discussion
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what up guys welcome to my reaction series so i've talked a lot about how i've always
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struggled with weight and i've lost um 45 pounds from my heaviest and um this girl made a video
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talking about five things she misses about being a fat girl and i think it's gonna make me crash
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out because i can't think of one thing i miss and if anything i regret spending my early 20s
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chubby i was never like giant giant because i had an athletic background but i was like i looked like
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one of those people that worked out but ate too much because that's what it was five things i
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miss about being a big girl i don't miss hi my name is savannah i've lost 200 pounds let's go
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oh my god you are big big i miss being invisible i miss not ever being looked at common okay
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I actually sometimes I think this where sometimes you want to go somewhere and not have people look
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at you now it's not like I'm like a hot piece of ass you know I mean like eh but usually if I walk
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into a room especially in the suburbs I'll get attention the city not as much but I I do because
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the thing is when you're a pretty girl everyone wants to know what you're doing all the time
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everyone wants to know what you're up to some this fade out this wall has been kind of good
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because you do get to be a little more invisible nobody cares and it assessed on all that i miss
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being invisible to the public eye i miss being able to walk alone at night when i was a big girl
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i could go to walmart at 12 a.m in the morning and not have like any second guesses about it
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because honestly who is going to try to kidnap a 330 pound girl honestly nobody nobody she's cute
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now i wonder we'll look to see her before and now not so much i am easily kidnappable now i'm at
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victim weight right now i miss having a conversation with somebody and not ever slowly turning into a
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weight loss discussion like what do you eat how did you lose weight like it slowly always turns
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into that that's how i feel about my youtube career sometimes because it's just it's always
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one of the first questions someone's asked so what do you do oh i'm a youtuber oh what's your
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like then it's like this string and i'm like yeah well it's a right-leaning show it's you know and
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it's not i like i like talking about it i i really do enjoy talking about it but just sometimes
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i don't feel like asking answering the line of questions and i don't know how people will react
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you know i don't want to be crashed out on you know i miss being able to eat in peace now if
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i'm eating something healthy i get side eyes like oh she's she's anorexic oh my god and it means
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gosh i hate it so i want to lose again i've talked about this a lot maybe by the time this
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comes out because i'm filming like two months of these i want to i want to lose 20 pounds
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um we know 15 now i lost five baby and people are like how could you you can't get any thinner
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and i'm like you bitch thank you and i feel like that because i've seen women my height
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that are 30 pounds thinner and they look good i might keep going if i can get that thin i don't
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know if i can but you know i might try something bad they're like oh my god she's gonna get it all
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back she's gonna get it all good i miss being able to talk about having body issues without
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people who don't know me having like a comment about it like if they don't know my story they're
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like why do you have body issues you have no idea what girls who are big have blah blah blah blah
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like like I think I have more body issues now that I'm skinny than when I was big because going back
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to point one I'm always assessed and commented on like if you've lost okay all right but comment
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below things that you've missed all right I don't really think all right still in the process but
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the one thing I enjoyed was floating in the water um I don't miss much at all I don't miss a single
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thing i don't yeah i don't miss i miss my big thighs um i don't miss it do you know what i
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mean do you know what i'm lucky that i always worked out because i would have been giant um
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hot and dangerous if you're one of us oh my gosh she does have loose skin is there before oh here
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oh my gosh and the fat girls are saying what the heck
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she has she should get the loose skin removed i'm pro plastic surgery in certain situations
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she looks good though what she eats in a day breakfast burrito hard-boiled eggs scrambled eggs
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with cheese um keto lasagna keto chicken alfredo sandwich with keto bread and light mayo steak
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with cottage cheese grilled parm snacks quest snacks protein um diabetic candy cottage she
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yeah it's pretty clean people that are because she i would say is in the seven
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body fat yeah 120 i would guess that and that like i i'm right above it because i still eat
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like a little bit of sugar i'm at like 22 sometimes 23 and i want to get under 21 and
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you have to eat so clean to get there um yeah but anyways guys i'm happy for her that's really good
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to see a woman like losing weight and you know i think it's great um let me know what you think
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in the comments if you were fat did you ever miss anything about being fat i don't miss a single
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thing not one like the video subscribe to the channel and i'll see you next time