Pearl - December 13, 2025


Modern Women Always Hide Behind God To Justify Their Behavior


Episode Stats


Length

9 minutes

Words per minute

168.78423

Word count

1,572

Sentence count

45

Harmful content

Misogyny

11

sentences flagged

Toxicity

4

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Hate speech

6

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Summary

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In this episode, we are reacting to Christian women admitting that they regret having children. We talk about abortion, abortion regrets, and why Christian women are only Christian when it's convenient, and how God has forgiven them.

Transcript

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Misogyny classifications generated with MilaNLProc/bert-base-uncased-ear-misogyny .
Toxicity classifications generated with s-nlp/roberta_toxicity_classifier .
Hate speech classifications generated with facebook/roberta-hate-speech-dynabench-r4-target .
00:00:00.000 they just say oh i didn't know jesus like i do now i just i didn't know and it's just exhausting
00:00:04.960 because we do know when we're doing something wrong what up guys welcome to my reaction series
00:00:09.600 today we are reacting to christian women actually admitting that they regret having children so on
00:00:15.760 this channel i always say that there's there's just women there's no like better women or worse women 1.00
00:00:21.920 i mean there's just women we kind of have the same hard wiring so listening to this i just expect 1.00
00:00:27.840 normal women things. I don't expect anything better. Simply sharing this because I feel like
00:00:32.500 the Lord is calling me to do so, not because I want to. And quite frankly, I could take this to
00:00:37.500 the grave. I don't always say that the Lord is calling them to talk online. I just, I don't know
00:00:41.420 if the Lord's ever calling you to speak online. I can say I do this because I enjoy it. I think
00:00:46.580 there's something sick and twisted about me that enjoys this kind of thing. I don't know what it
00:00:50.360 is. Something's wrong. But I can't say God called me. Do you know what I mean? Me, but out of
00:00:55.980 obedience to the lord i'm going to share it a few years ago i made a decision that i did not realize
00:01:02.220 at the time was going to stick with me for the rest of my life i have been forgiven and renewed
00:01:07.340 by the blood of jesus but it is still something that i yeah women always want like the blood of 1.00
00:01:13.900 jesus to be a get out of jail free card carry regret over and i mourn over because i made the
00:01:21.100 decision not in the correct headspace and I did it out of a place of thinking that that was the
00:01:27.620 only option. I got an abortion and it's crazy because growing up I always said you know I
00:01:35.760 would never do that I would never do that and as I hit around like age 18 I definitely shifted from
00:01:44.180 the way I grew up which was conservative into more like liberal thinking and I adapted the
00:01:50.860 you know pro-choice and all of those propagandas and so I thought it was okay I justified it 0.92
00:01:58.940 because that was my mindset and I thought that everyone else thought that too. Let's face it
00:02:04.440 free speech is a myth. Large social media companies reserve the right to judge and punish
00:02:09.660 any content creators they see fit without due process or warning. How do I know? Because I
00:02:15.040 was demonetized for a year and a half and I had to work my way back from the bottom to where I am
00:02:19.340 today. One thing that my experience taught me is to never rely on one platform for my livelihood
00:02:24.000 again, which is why I created my own website and app, the Audacity Network. Unlike the larger
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00:02:39.620 can speak their mind and get first access to present and future projects. It's also a place
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00:02:49.800 my website. So go to theaudacitynetwork.com to become a member or go to the Apple Store and
00:02:54.980 Google Store to download the app today. I'll see you there. Look, Christian women are only 1.00
00:03:00.200 Christian when it's convenient. We've spoken about this. They said, you know, I would never
00:03:03.780 do that I would never do that and as I hit around like age 18 I definitely shifted from the way I
00:03:12.620 grew up which was conservative into more like liberal thinking and I adapted the you know pro
00:03:19.720 choice and all of those propagandas and so I thought it was okay I justified it because that
00:03:27.340 was my mindset and I thought that everyone else thought that too I also did not know Jesus like
00:03:33.280 i said that i knew him but i did not have it was always the convenient get out of jail free card
00:03:38.180 oh i didn't know god it's like okay the bible was right there it was a choice you didn't want to
00:03:44.280 know god and it just is what it is you know but like i just don't like this like vague
00:03:50.780 way they like talk to absolve themselves of any responsibility when it was your own fault you
00:03:57.860 relationship with him i was not like truly saved like i am now so it was i knew it was wrong and
00:04:04.980 i still made the choice and i was selfish and i just didn't want to be a mom to his kid
00:04:11.140 and instead of saying that and this because for the longest time i felt like that that kept me
00:04:17.220 away because i felt like you know god could not forgive me for that because it was like in my
00:04:22.660 heart deep down i knew that it wasn't right and it just ate me up like it truly ate me up it still
00:04:30.620 does like i try not to harbor on it because i know that's what the devil wants and god has
00:04:35.760 truly forgiven me i really don't think abortion eats women up the way they it's that they say it
00:04:41.520 does but what happens is when women tell their story like this look at all this clout and 1.00
00:04:46.340 attention she's getting i love you and your heart your growth is amazing propaganda is wild we have
00:04:51.520 different beliefs and opinions. She's not shaming it. Like, look at, look at all this attention
00:04:55.620 she's getting from her story. I don't really believe, like, I think I just really don't
00:05:00.820 believe women ever. And I hate, I hate that I've come to this, but women, you forced my hand. 1.00
00:05:08.180 I know that, but it killed me. It really did. So the decision that I thought pushed me farther
00:05:15.120 away from God ended up being the one that he used to pull me closer to him. And over time,
00:05:21.220 through prayer fasting and repentance he was able to lift that weight off of me so that i could
00:05:28.100 begin healing and walking in his call for my life if you're watching this today and you maybe have
00:05:35.140 experienced this or even thought about it and you feel any guilt in your heart about it know that
00:05:42.980 god's grace is far greater than any guilt that you could ever feel in your heart if i can be made new
00:05:49.620 so can you okay so uh again this is i i i am i guess glad she found god and you know whatever
00:05:58.900 but you know i've just heard this song too many times before and i just think if you're really
00:06:04.440 sorry you'd shut up never talk about it again and just be sorry in silence instead of making us
00:06:08.720 listen to this but anyways um and then building a brand like how many women have built brands off 1.00
00:06:13.740 their abortions okay um so the next one i actually have no idea how these reactions are related like
00:06:20.420 at all but i guess i'm i guess i guess i'm going through um there was a woman who met her online
00:06:27.520 boyfriend for the first time and she didn't tell him she had no legs what that i do think that's
00:06:35.140 something that you really should say before the date um i don't know if i could
00:06:41.740 okay i don't like i don't know for me the the legs would like i think that might be a deal
00:06:50.040 breaker i don't know you know i mean i don't know look at how pissed he is woman meets her 0.65
00:06:55.680 online boyfriend for the first time she didn't tell him she was handicapped
00:06:58.360 he's so pissed
00:07:04.520 oh look at him he's so mad
00:07:10.060 oh my god
00:07:12.280 oh my god
00:07:28.360 This is teamwork, I hope that's both of you.
00:07:57.360 Wow. I mean, that's some ghetto shit. I won't lie to you. 1.00
00:08:00.900 If you hide a major life-changing information, that's not love, that's manipulation.
00:08:05.040 He looks like he's about to cry.
00:08:09.400 Everyone deserves honesty, but everyone deserves understanding.
00:08:12.400 She probably hid it out of fear of losing someone she cared about meeting in person.
00:08:16.000 Takes courage. Now it's his turn to show what kind of man he really is.
00:08:20.180 What is this simping? I mean, there must be a woman behind this guy's account. 0.81
00:08:27.360 oh my gosh wait there's a reply that it's a woman counting down the days 0.56
00:08:31.920 till she breaks up with her boyfriend back to this other one 0.99
00:08:39.200 oh my gosh it's a skit oh it's a skip they fooled
00:08:43.520 wait hold up god you didn't help sign at all 0.93
00:08:46.480 damn that was some good acting you got me you got me that was so funny that was so funny 0.97
00:08:59.580 his face is killing me oh my gosh oh i wanted it to be true it's so funny okay guys uh let me know 0.98
00:09:08.360 what you think in the comments make sure you like the video and subscribe to the channel that was
00:09:11.860 pretty funny um and i'll i'll see you next oh my gosh i can't talk i will see you next time