Pearl - Modern Women Always Hide Behind God To Justify Their Behavior

00:00:00.000 they just say oh i didn't know jesus like i do now i just i didn't know and it's just exhausting

00:00:04.960 because we do know when we're doing something wrong what up guys welcome to my reaction series

00:00:09.600 today we are reacting to christian women actually admitting that they regret having children so on

00:00:15.760 this channel i always say that there's there's just women there's no like better women or worse women 1.00

00:00:21.920 i mean there's just women we kind of have the same hard wiring so listening to this i just expect 1.00

00:00:27.840 normal women things. I don't expect anything better. Simply sharing this because I feel like

00:00:32.500 the Lord is calling me to do so, not because I want to. And quite frankly, I could take this to

00:00:37.500 the grave. I don't always say that the Lord is calling them to talk online. I just, I don't know

00:00:41.420 if the Lord's ever calling you to speak online. I can say I do this because I enjoy it. I think

00:00:46.580 there's something sick and twisted about me that enjoys this kind of thing. I don't know what it

00:00:50.360 is. Something's wrong. But I can't say God called me. Do you know what I mean? Me, but out of

00:00:55.980 obedience to the lord i'm going to share it a few years ago i made a decision that i did not realize

00:01:02.220 at the time was going to stick with me for the rest of my life i have been forgiven and renewed

00:01:07.340 by the blood of jesus but it is still something that i yeah women always want like the blood of 1.00

00:01:13.900 jesus to be a get out of jail free card carry regret over and i mourn over because i made the

00:01:21.100 decision not in the correct headspace and I did it out of a place of thinking that that was the

00:01:27.620 only option. I got an abortion and it's crazy because growing up I always said you know I

00:01:35.760 would never do that I would never do that and as I hit around like age 18 I definitely shifted from

00:01:44.180 the way I grew up which was conservative into more like liberal thinking and I adapted the

00:01:50.860 you know pro-choice and all of those propagandas and so I thought it was okay I justified it 0.92

00:01:58.940 because that was my mindset and I thought that everyone else thought that too. Let's face it

00:02:04.440 free speech is a myth. Large social media companies reserve the right to judge and punish

00:02:09.660 any content creators they see fit without due process or warning. How do I know? Because I

00:02:15.040 was demonetized for a year and a half and I had to work my way back from the bottom to where I am

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00:02:49.800 my website. So go to theaudacitynetwork.com to become a member or go to the Apple Store and

00:02:54.980 Google Store to download the app today. I'll see you there. Look, Christian women are only 1.00

00:03:00.200 Christian when it's convenient. We've spoken about this. They said, you know, I would never

00:03:03.780 do that I would never do that and as I hit around like age 18 I definitely shifted from the way I

00:03:12.620 grew up which was conservative into more like liberal thinking and I adapted the you know pro

00:03:19.720 choice and all of those propagandas and so I thought it was okay I justified it because that

00:03:27.340 was my mindset and I thought that everyone else thought that too I also did not know Jesus like

00:03:33.280 i said that i knew him but i did not have it was always the convenient get out of jail free card

00:03:38.180 oh i didn't know god it's like okay the bible was right there it was a choice you didn't want to

00:03:44.280 know god and it just is what it is you know but like i just don't like this like vague

00:03:50.780 way they like talk to absolve themselves of any responsibility when it was your own fault you

00:03:57.860 relationship with him i was not like truly saved like i am now so it was i knew it was wrong and

00:04:04.980 i still made the choice and i was selfish and i just didn't want to be a mom to his kid

00:04:11.140 and instead of saying that and this because for the longest time i felt like that that kept me

00:04:17.220 away because i felt like you know god could not forgive me for that because it was like in my

00:04:22.660 heart deep down i knew that it wasn't right and it just ate me up like it truly ate me up it still

00:04:30.620 does like i try not to harbor on it because i know that's what the devil wants and god has

00:04:35.760 truly forgiven me i really don't think abortion eats women up the way they it's that they say it

00:04:41.520 does but what happens is when women tell their story like this look at all this clout and 1.00

00:04:46.340 attention she's getting i love you and your heart your growth is amazing propaganda is wild we have

00:04:51.520 different beliefs and opinions. She's not shaming it. Like, look at, look at all this attention

00:04:55.620 she's getting from her story. I don't really believe, like, I think I just really don't

00:05:00.820 believe women ever. And I hate, I hate that I've come to this, but women, you forced my hand. 1.00

00:05:08.180 I know that, but it killed me. It really did. So the decision that I thought pushed me farther

00:05:15.120 away from God ended up being the one that he used to pull me closer to him. And over time,

00:05:21.220 through prayer fasting and repentance he was able to lift that weight off of me so that i could

00:05:28.100 begin healing and walking in his call for my life if you're watching this today and you maybe have

00:05:35.140 experienced this or even thought about it and you feel any guilt in your heart about it know that

00:05:42.980 god's grace is far greater than any guilt that you could ever feel in your heart if i can be made new

00:05:49.620 so can you okay so uh again this is i i i am i guess glad she found god and you know whatever

00:05:58.900 but you know i've just heard this song too many times before and i just think if you're really

00:06:04.440 sorry you'd shut up never talk about it again and just be sorry in silence instead of making us

00:06:08.720 listen to this but anyways um and then building a brand like how many women have built brands off 1.00

00:06:13.740 their abortions okay um so the next one i actually have no idea how these reactions are related like

00:06:20.420 at all but i guess i'm i guess i guess i'm going through um there was a woman who met her online

00:06:27.520 boyfriend for the first time and she didn't tell him she had no legs what that i do think that's

00:06:35.140 something that you really should say before the date um i don't know if i could

00:06:41.740 okay i don't like i don't know for me the the legs would like i think that might be a deal

00:06:50.040 breaker i don't know you know i mean i don't know look at how pissed he is woman meets her 0.65

00:06:55.680 online boyfriend for the first time she didn't tell him she was handicapped

00:06:58.360 he's so pissed

00:07:04.520 oh look at him he's so mad

00:07:10.060 oh my god

00:07:12.280 oh my god

00:07:28.360 This is teamwork, I hope that's both of you.

00:07:57.360 Wow. I mean, that's some ghetto shit. I won't lie to you. 1.00

00:08:00.900 If you hide a major life-changing information, that's not love, that's manipulation.

00:08:05.040 He looks like he's about to cry.

00:08:09.400 Everyone deserves honesty, but everyone deserves understanding.

00:08:12.400 She probably hid it out of fear of losing someone she cared about meeting in person.

00:08:16.000 Takes courage. Now it's his turn to show what kind of man he really is.

00:08:20.180 What is this simping? I mean, there must be a woman behind this guy's account. 0.81

00:08:27.360 oh my gosh wait there's a reply that it's a woman counting down the days 0.56

00:08:31.920 till she breaks up with her boyfriend back to this other one 0.99

00:08:39.200 oh my gosh it's a skit oh it's a skip they fooled

00:08:43.520 wait hold up god you didn't help sign at all 0.93

00:08:46.480 damn that was some good acting you got me you got me that was so funny that was so funny 0.97

00:08:59.580 his face is killing me oh my gosh oh i wanted it to be true it's so funny okay guys uh let me know 0.98

00:09:08.360 what you think in the comments make sure you like the video and subscribe to the channel that was

00:09:11.860 pretty funny um and i'll i'll see you next oh my gosh i can't talk i will see you next time

Pearl - December 13, 2025

Modern Women Always Hide Behind God To Justify Their Behavior

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