Pearl - MODERN WOMEN Therapy SESSION with Pearl on FISHTANK.LIVE Reality Show

00:00:00.000 Dave. HD Dave. Big Daddy Dave. Every little detail popping out of your screen. Popping out of your screen.

00:00:11.040 Yeah, there we go. He's sorry. He's sorry. I'm very sorry. Here we go, y'all. He's very sorry.

00:00:17.020 Some. What could you be so awful? Can you give us an I'm sorry, Dave?

00:00:25.620 How is it? Give us an I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

00:00:30.000 There we go.

00:00:32.000 That day we saw y'all.

00:00:34.000 That's just how it be.

00:00:40.000 It's like a movie when they capture someone and torture him.

00:00:48.000 I'm sorry.

00:00:52.000 Yeah!

00:00:54.000 Yeah!

00:00:56.000 Hello.

00:00:58.000 Hello. Welcome.

00:00:59.660 Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you.

00:01:01.640 There we go. Here's Daddy Dave.

00:01:03.880 Daddy Dave, this is Pearl. Hi, I'm Pearl.

00:01:05.720 Nice to meet you. Kick-A's.

00:01:08.120 Wow, you're... 1.00

00:01:09.160 I told you what we're going to do. We're going to do

00:01:11.520 something fun for y'all tonight.

00:01:13.820 What we're going to do?

00:01:15.260 Something real fun. Something good.

00:01:18.360 Yeah.

00:01:19.960 Pearl, ladies and gentlemen,

00:01:22.040 what do you think?

00:01:23.700 It's a cool house.

00:01:25.240 Very cool. Am I too wet for your legend?

00:01:28.000 um you know yeah alpha male meets alpha female trad wife right here i i wouldn't go that far

00:01:36.320 pheromones dominating oh wow okay listen

00:01:43.280 you know what i mean ben you know what i mean ben you know what i mean

00:01:47.920 the chemical activity of the pheromones is off the charts right now 1.00

00:01:58.000 Okay, Pearl, we got some, pardon my French, French bitches in the other room. 1.00

00:02:14.620 Oh wow, nice. 1.00

00:02:15.840 And we need to get in deep psychologically and figure out the nuts and bolts, start picking them apart.

00:02:22.340 I've heard there's been some issues in the house.

00:02:24.300 Yeah, to say the least, okay?

00:02:26.640 To say the least. 1.00

00:02:27.240 These women, they're broken up here and down here. 1.00

00:02:31.120 Wow. 1.00

00:02:31.720 They're broken down here too, Ben.

00:02:33.420 They're broken up here.

00:02:34.840 More in here.

00:02:36.480 It's more in the ovary section where they're broken around here.

00:02:39.160 They're broken there, Ben.

00:02:40.540 Okay?

00:02:41.220 But we have Pearl here.

00:02:42.400 We're going to fix them.

00:02:44.020 Fantastic.

00:02:44.760 We have a whole rundown DSM-4 manual printed out. 0.99

00:02:49.500 All that shit. 1.00

00:02:50.380 All that technical shit. 1.00

00:02:51.780 All that mumbo-jumbo. 0.99

00:02:53.240 Okay, I don't understand what the lawyer is putting in front of me.

00:02:55.800 I just sign it.

00:02:56.780 Okay?

00:02:57.240 that's what i do i'm sorry and who's who's this this is daddy dave you want to say hi what's up

00:03:03.000 daddy introduce yourself it's getting close there daddy dave explain who you are real quick so how

00:03:07.480 did how did you end up in the house uh actually it was uh my uh my friend uh blakey was the one

00:03:14.200 that told me about this yeah yeah so so far so good sorry so far so good i've been here

00:03:20.600 you know everyone seems like me what made you want to you know most people don't just want to live in a brand

00:03:29.300 how did you end up homeless he's not homeless he's unhoused yeah

00:03:40.720 It was just after I was in prison, I have an arson charge, an arson record, so a lot of people

00:03:55.860 A prison for arson.

00:03:56.860 An arson charge.

00:03:57.860 Yeah.

00:03:58.860 So he's living with us.

00:03:59.860 Oh no, don't do, don't do.

00:04:01.860 So yeah.

00:04:02.860 Why'd you do arson?

00:04:03.860 Why was that?

00:04:04.860 It wasn't about, you know.

00:04:05.860 It wasn't what?

00:04:06.860 I didn't mean to do it.

00:04:07.860 It was an accident?

00:04:08.860 How did you do it?

00:04:09.860 I've done it.

00:04:10.860 It was an accident?

00:04:11.860 Yeah.

00:04:12.860 Oh, really?

00:04:13.860 Yeah.

00:04:14.860 How did you do that accidentally? 0.66

00:04:15.860 I tried to kill myself. 1.00

00:04:16.860 Oh, shit. 1.00

00:04:17.860 Yeah. 1.00

00:04:18.860 And I don't do the cigarette arm.

00:04:19.860 I wasn't paying attention to.

00:04:20.860 I was sitting in like a fabric chair and cut off wires.

00:04:22.860 Oh, wow.

00:04:23.860 Yeah. 1.00

00:04:24.860 Like a motherfucking pimp. 1.00

00:04:26.860 Accidental arson like a motherfucking pimp. 1.00

00:04:29.860 Daddy Dave style. 1.00

00:04:30.860 Burn your house down, guys. 1.00

00:04:31.860 Kill yourself. 1.00

00:04:32.860 Yeah, facts. 1.00

00:04:33.860 Facts.

00:04:34.860 All right. 1.00

00:04:35.860 All right, Pearl, what do you say to meeting some of these ladies and taking them aside 1.00

00:04:38.860 for a one-on-one session with them bring it on you down let's go 1.00

00:04:49.580 so I'm gonna bring them in one at a time in here when you're done with them just 1.00

00:04:54.120 kick them out okay and someone pay attention when the girls start coming 1.00

00:04:57.980 out of here when we kick them out okay 1.00

00:05:08.860 Alright, come on in. This is our good friend, Truliana.

00:05:15.860 Nice to meet you.

00:05:16.860 Hey, Pearl.

00:05:17.860 Do you wanna...

00:05:18.860 Oh, there.

00:05:19.860 Okay.

00:05:20.860 What's up?

00:05:22.860 Now, remember, this process works best if you don't hold anything back, okay? 0.99

00:05:29.860 So all that bullshit you were telling us in that room over there has got to go. 0.97

00:05:32.860 You've got to get right to the issues. 1.00

00:05:33.860 How is that bullshit? 0.99

00:05:34.860 Just obey me, okay? Do what I say. 1.00

00:05:36.860 Sure.

00:05:37.860 Get into the real, real stuff here.

00:05:40.040 Okay, hold nothing back.

00:05:40.960 We're going to talk about it.

00:05:41.800 We're going to figure it out.

00:05:42.600 We're going to help you.

00:05:43.500 The world did you know you were going to help you much less?

00:05:46.860 Thanks.

00:05:47.160 Helping you?

00:05:47.920 Yeah, Roger that.

00:05:49.060 Big time.

00:05:49.780 Benny.

00:05:50.320 Thank you.

00:05:50.700 Buckaroo. 1.00

00:05:51.300 Jordan B. Peterson up in this bitch. 1.00

00:05:53.640 Thanks. 1.00

00:05:55.080 Wow.

00:05:56.360 So your name's Julia?

00:05:58.000 Juliana.

00:05:58.880 Juliana.

00:05:59.360 How old are you?

00:06:00.180 24.

00:06:01.140 And what brought you to the house?

00:06:03.140 I like the show.

00:06:04.460 Nice.

00:06:05.200 Yeah. 0.94

00:06:05.520 so tell me how's your relationship with your dad I don't like that mother

00:06:16.740 could be better oh really okay moving on were you the one that got into a fight

00:06:46.200 this week? About you? No, I can't find any of these victims. How have you been getting along with the girls in the house? I keep getting separated from them over and over and over again different ways. So I barely know any of them still. Really? I'm kind of happy about it. Oh, you're happy about it. I don't want to know them. Why not? Those are my friends. It's a competition. Oh, it's a competition. You don't think you can make friends along the way? No? Yeah, but eventually it narrows down and you have to

00:07:16.180 like turn on your phone oh i see and how does that make you feel i don't give a fuck they're 0.97

00:07:22.900 not my friend what do you miss about being home nothing okay does your family miss you i would 0.97

00:07:31.300 assume so i can't contact them do you miss them yeah of course well that's all good job thank

00:07:43.620 you very nice stuff she checks out she's all right juliana let's say i don't give a frick

00:07:49.380 about my friends oh yeah sorry i forgot about the person we don't give a frick okay i don't give a

00:07:54.580 frick i'm so sorry yeah you know i think it's it's all right i think you're all right thank

00:07:59.620 I think I got a high five for you.

00:08:00.820 Yeah, good job.

00:08:01.820 Heck yeah, thank you.

00:08:12.820 Wow.

00:08:15.620 Well, we'll try the next check.

00:08:17.420 We'll see how the next one goes.

00:08:29.620 All right.

00:08:31.340 Okay. 0.98

00:08:32.680 Hailey, come on in. 0.99

00:08:33.960 Sure thing.

00:08:35.220 Hey. 1.00

00:08:36.180 Pearl, this girl is actually fucked up and a mess. 1.00

00:08:38.920 Oh, she's a mess? 1.00

00:08:40.000 Feel free to dig deep and push past their lives. 1.00

00:08:43.280 But she has a husband. 0.73

00:08:44.600 Oh, she has a husband. 1.00

00:08:45.620 She's messed up. 1.00

00:08:46.360 Do you want to lay down? 1.00

00:08:47.660 I'm telling you, she's messed up. 1.00

00:08:48.960 Hailey, get on the couch. 1.00

00:08:50.460 All right. 0.89

00:08:52.120 Wow.

00:08:52.920 So how are you feeling?

00:08:53.940 Oh, I'm already about to start crying.

00:08:56.240 I'm doing good.

00:08:57.240 I'm doing good.

00:08:58.040 So you have a husband.

00:08:59.220 I do.

00:09:00.020 And what made you want to leave your husband to come to the house?

00:09:05.020 I'm young. I haven't really done anything fun or crazy my entire life.

00:09:10.540 So I wanted to cut loose a little bit.

00:09:12.700 I got things secure. Maybe things have been too secure for me.

00:09:17.240 Maybe it's time to go a little crazy and have a little fun.

00:09:19.660 And how does your husband feel about you being here?

00:09:22.820 He has mixed feelings. He likes the show. He doesn't want me to leave.

00:09:27.640 he doesn't want to see me at crazy he doesn't want me to act out so he has

00:09:32.080 mixed feelings have you done anything to embarrass your husband yeah a couple of

00:09:36.640 things to embarrass my husband actually what'd you do I pretended to sleep with

00:09:41.920 a member of production but everybody knows that's fake because that's a

00:09:45.160 member of production Wow you pretended to sleep with a member of production yeah

00:09:51.880 How do you pretend to sleep with somebody?

00:09:54.880 We got up, we had been jokingly flirting all night, and then we went to the bathroom for a while.

00:10:00.880 And I rustled up my hair, and I took out my shirt, and made it look a certain kind of way.

00:10:06.880 But I immediately was like, that was shitty, and took it back and told the whole world.

00:10:12.880 Okay.

00:10:14.880 And how did your husband react to that?

00:10:18.880 Um...

00:10:21.880 I don't think he believes it, but I don't think he appreciates the bit.

00:10:39.120 So let's go back to your childhood.

00:10:42.340 I think maybe somebody...

00:10:44.140 She keeps lying about her age. Does she look 25 years old to you? 0.90

00:10:48.340 Do I look 25?

00:10:50.980 Not at all.

00:10:51.880 How old do I look?

00:10:53.380 33. 0.99

00:10:54.860 Damn it. 0.99

00:10:55.560 I've never beaten the allegations. 1.00

00:10:57.120 Fuck. 1.00

00:10:58.320 I hear Botox is cheap these days. 1.00

00:11:01.040 Botox is still too expensive for me.

00:11:03.000 I don't focus it on my lips.

00:11:04.580 Because when I smile, they go away.

00:11:07.300 Too expensive.

00:11:08.460 Do you have a job?

00:11:09.860 I did have a job. 0.81

00:11:12.160 But I had since quit my job because it sucked. 0.99

00:11:14.980 It sucked so bad. 0.97

00:11:16.580 What was your job? 0.97

00:11:17.440 I'm a paralegal.

00:11:19.400 That's a good job. 0.93

00:11:20.460 it's a shitty job it's well paid isn't it no you think right you think 0.88

00:11:27.000 and so you quit the job to come here no i quit my job 0.98

00:11:31.520 no i quit my job she was always going off on me in front of clients and i'm always a client 1.00

00:11:37.380 There is a fish.

00:12:07.360 What was the question? Wow. I don't remember the question, but it's okay. We're moving on.

00:12:25.480 So how was your relationship with your dad like?

00:12:29.260 Ooh, my dad barely speaks any English. We're kind of cool. He's actually dead. He's actually dead.

00:12:37.360 He had a stroke, he had a brain aneurysm, but he's all right.

00:12:43.740 He's all right.

00:12:44.660 What about your mother? 1.00

00:12:46.900 My mom's a bitch. 1.00

00:12:48.020 My mom's a bitch. 1.00

00:12:49.360 My mom doesn't want to stick in the lead. 1.00

00:12:51.760 Hailey, when you get all your teeth pulled out, can I please have them? 0.91

00:12:56.080 Yeah, you can send me a rose and I'll send you a tooth. 1.00

00:13:01.140 Have you ever cheated on your husband? 0.98

00:13:03.280 No.

00:13:03.940 Look, get a close-up of me, Ben.

00:13:05.440 never know how long have you guys been together

00:13:21.880 you find a lot not really honestly not really he's a really supportive and a

00:13:29.920 really cool guy. Do you feel threatened by any of the women in the house? No,

00:13:39.220 absolutely not, no. They run their mouth. I know Shadi's a big woman, but I'm not

00:13:45.940 scared of her. If she dishes it out, I'll just dish it right back out too. I'm not 0.89

00:13:49.780 intimidated. No fighting? No. I don't want to fight with anybody. If they throw it

00:13:58.000 throw it back. What's the biggest lesson you've learned here? I should have been honest. I should

00:14:05.980 have come straight out and been honest because the lies gave him an opportunity to mock me and I was

00:14:11.120 trying to juggle that. I should have just came out and been honest but I don't think I can support

00:14:15.240 being married. Oh, you said you were single. I came on the show and started going for the divorce.

00:14:21.220 Wowza, you are pearl. You are a very tall and strong white woman. You would lift my tiny Indian 0.98

00:14:26.700 part over your broad shoulders yeah i lied about being i said i was going through and i'm married

00:14:33.100 burl hey his favorite band is brand new that explains everything you can let her go no

00:14:38.300 i do love brand new 0.98

00:14:43.180 how did your husband feel she's a compulsive liar watch out 0.99

00:14:48.460 are you a compulsive liar no that's why i'm keeping the lie i told 0.99

00:14:53.100 They're all on the scale of one of the dead fish. What's it like in there? 0.98

00:15:01.900 So how did your husband feel about the lie?

00:15:06.960 I'm sure he understands. I'm sure he didn't like it.

00:15:09.560 Like I said, he's a really understanding guy, but it was wrong. I shouldn't have lied.

00:15:13.720 That's not fair to him.

00:15:15.680 Drinking.

00:15:17.540 Do you drink? Do you drink a lot?

00:15:19.560 Not a lot.

00:15:20.740 Keep going with the pressure. She is a liar and a cheater. Her poor husband. She has BPD. 1.00

00:15:27.580 I don't have BPD. I genuinely do not have BPD.

00:15:31.460 Wait, do you think I'm here at the therapist? Do you think I do?

00:15:34.740 It's not looking good.

00:15:35.980 Oh my god, no.

00:15:39.220 Bipolar.

00:15:40.520 No! Don't write that now.

00:15:43.700 Bipolar disorder.

00:15:45.780 No, please, stop.

00:15:47.240 strong possibility

00:15:51.820 never beat me

00:15:54.320 cheater

00:15:57.920 cheater

00:16:02.080 most likely 0.99

00:16:04.460 narcissist

00:16:07.900 rather you didn't get my writing

00:16:13.620 it's not very good 0.79

00:16:14.620 You know, narcissists.

00:16:17.900 Doctors know if they're supposed to be confidential.

00:16:20.040 They're showing them to the world.

00:16:21.540 She has been hospitalized 11 times.

00:16:23.940 Have you been hospitalized 11 times?

00:16:27.780 Yeah, they do that to you by hand sometimes.

00:16:30.820 Actually, they've all been worked for us.

00:16:32.100 Where are you getting the surgery? 1.00

00:16:32.940 It's the mom.

00:16:33.620 It's my mom, like I said. 1.00

00:16:34.880 She's a hard ass. 1.00

00:16:36.700 Anytime anything would happen, she'd run me back to the ward. 1.00

00:16:41.060 And no matter what I told them, they'd lock me up.

00:16:43.340 For what?

00:16:45.340 For me being crazy, I guess. I don't know.

00:16:49.340 But it took 11 times and I'm finally fixed. I'm okay now.

00:16:53.340 Bipolar disorder.

00:16:55.340 No!

00:16:57.340 Confirmed.

00:16:59.340 No! No, please no!

00:17:01.340 Do you feel like you have narcissistic tendencies?

00:17:05.340 I've never thought about that. I'm not sure.

00:17:08.340 Would you rate yourself one to ten?

00:17:11.340 Honestly I would rate myself pretty low. I'd say three.

00:17:18.340 Do you think you have low self-esteem?

00:17:22.340 Yeah, I do. I think everybody's hard on themselves. I genuinely don't think anybody likes themselves that much, right?

00:17:31.340 Do you think I'm pretty cool?

00:17:34.340 Maybe something is wrong with me.

00:17:37.340 What's wrong?

00:17:40.200 No.

00:17:42.280 I got a ball delivery. 0.76

00:17:44.200 I got a ball delivery.

00:17:45.440 Can you get that right now?

00:17:48.320 Larry Butters?

00:17:49.680 Yeah, and a ball.

00:17:51.420 What color do you think it's going to be?

00:17:53.320 Green.

00:17:55.200 Purple.

00:17:57.640 It's orange!

00:17:58.880 Wrong, wrong, wrong. 0.98

00:18:00.920 Send in more balls, guys. 0.99

00:18:02.260 We got plenty more balls. 0.99

00:18:03.600 So, one thing I'd like to commend you on is you're not fat. 0.96

00:18:07.340 thank you i used to be chunky and i worked really hard on it and now everybody's

00:18:12.540 giving me i hate looking at obese people yeah it's just annoying i just i'm like why are you

00:18:21.420 why are you so fat and they're proud of it too they think it's like a good thing they got all 0.99

00:18:25.420 that going on but i used to have fat titties and a fat ass too but i like my slim waist better 1.00

00:18:31.260 So, good job not being fat. I think that's a positive. I think it's a positive that you have low self-esteem because that's realistic. 0.99

00:18:43.260 I don't think you should think too high after you've been in the psych ward 11 times.

00:18:50.260 No, I don't. And each time I was in, it dragged me lower and lower.

00:18:54.260 So, who's your least favorite girl here? 0.99

00:18:57.260 Shoddy. I think she's ghetto. I don't like the way she acts, the way she talks. 1.00

00:19:02.260 I think the things she talks about are boring.

00:19:04.260 I think if it wasn't for me being here for her to harass, you'd have nothing going on. 1.00

00:19:10.260 Dan, do you want to get her kicked out of the house? 1.00

00:19:13.260 Yeah, I'd like for her to go, but I don't know. I was going to say if she goes, if you know content, 0.99

00:19:18.260 but it's not like anybody else does anything either. I don't know if I do anything either.

00:19:23.260 Who's the biggest star here?

00:19:26.260 I don't think there are any stars. I think they're all pretty boring.

00:19:30.260 Maybe Kato. People seem to like her.

00:19:34.260 Have you questioned your sexuality since being in the house?

00:19:38.260 Since being in the house? Yeah, actually. I was bisexual.

00:19:42.260 This honky bitch looked like a salamander! 1.00

00:19:46.260 Bitch looked like the cornstarch I'm munching on right now! White honky bitch! 1.00

00:19:50.260 I actually let them know that in high school, everybody said I looked like a salamander. 1.00

00:19:54.260 salamander i've heard that all the way wow i mean it's the wrong face it's not a bad fish

00:20:03.380 so you've questioned your sexuality since being here yeah i was bisexual you know even though 0.97

00:20:08.340 people don't consider me bisexual because i'm married but i hate women now women 0.99

00:20:12.980 suck i'll never go near another woman after this she might not be bipolar just realistic 0.99

00:20:24.260 I've beat the bipolar allegations. 1.00

00:20:26.520 Yes.

00:20:27.700 Do you consider yourself a high-valued woman?

00:20:33.600 Like, I provide a lot of value to people?

00:20:36.400 I think to my husband, yeah.

00:20:38.560 I cook, I clean, I take care of them.

00:20:40.260 I have degrees.

00:20:44.880 Narcissistic tendencies and delusions of cool grandeur.

00:20:51.460 You just left your house for two weeks.

00:20:54.260 to pretend to cheat in the bathroom this isn't remember low value no I know and

00:21:02.000 that's why I came out and I said I didn't do it it was wrong saying it was wrong

00:21:08.720 doesn't undo the action do you have any other life problems um yeah I've got a

00:21:21.260 I have a lot of life problems. I stay alone head too much. I stress myself out. I get bored easy. That's probably why I'm on Fishtank right now.

00:21:32.260 I don't... I don't care.

00:21:37.260 That was a good one.

00:21:39.260 I'm fixed now! Don't worry, I'm okay now, I promise. I'll be better every day. Fishtank.live helps my sanity.

00:21:44.260 That was a good one.

00:21:46.260 I'm so serious. I could be a little model for you if you'd like. Whatever you want to see.

00:21:53.260 Haley, I know what you mean. I'm fine now too, but they won't let me out the pen after killing those nursing home people.

00:22:03.260 Is that funny? No, that wasn't funny. I'm sorry. 0.99

00:22:10.260 I'm sorry.

00:22:12.320 I just thought getting out of this cycle.

00:22:14.560 Caitlyn Jenner, I was a big fan of you when you were a guy.

00:22:18.860 So you've questioned your sexuality.

00:22:21.520 How do you un-become bisexual? 0.99

00:22:24.900 I'm not attracted to women anymore. 0.94

00:22:27.180 Not even a little. 1.00

00:22:28.360 I think they're ugly and stupid and they can't drive. 1.00

00:22:33.560 I'm going to see a lot less women. 1.00

00:22:34.740 I'm going to give her a clean bill of help. 1.00

00:22:37.220 Really?

00:22:38.640 Thank you.

00:22:39.520 with um slight narcissism delusions of grain short I'm a little egotistical

00:22:46.360 that's why I did that thing

00:22:53.520 so they clean bill of health I can't try it yeah you're good oh wow you're good

00:23:01.240 to go. Thank you. Thank you for hearing me and I'm very glad I could be here. Thank you. But I appreciate you.

00:23:07.920 Dr. Down there.

00:23:12.900 Did you cry? No, I didn't. I beat the bipolar obligation.

00:23:20.220 I mean, she got it. She understood, you know.

00:23:32.240 Oh, I said I'm here? Okay. I've heard a lot about you. Oh, I bet. Yeah. Take it down. Let's start with...

00:23:41.060 Pearl, you've got 1,700 concurrent on your channel right now. Your audience doesn't know what's going on, but they love it.

00:23:49.660 I can see my audience being confused about this. Yeah. Anyways, it's not about me today. Okay. It's about me? Yeah, it's about you. Yay!

00:23:58.880 So today we're going to talk about your life problems my life from a most

00:24:09.640 Problems don't come in a streaming house for yeah, so what went wrong in your life to come here

00:24:28.880 Well, I don't know. My life is pretty boring, and I thought it would be fun.

00:24:39.700 And, you know, it's not like forever. It's not like I, yeah.

00:24:45.860 So, erratic behavior when bored.

00:24:52.580 Not good. Not good.

00:24:54.940 i'd like you to i'd like to do an exercise with you to understand where your mental is at

00:25:01.880 yeah so could you please rate yourself one to ten um what's the scale like overall yeah looks

00:25:09.840 um claire please tell jett that you don't mind the quote-unquote threats of violence i've sent

00:25:17.120 we're cool right we're cool um i don't know six six and a half

00:25:27.040 narcissist

00:25:32.400 over ranking

00:25:39.600 what's your beef girl i'm just doing an analysis okay okay yeah i'm just okay sorry sorry i'm just

00:25:47.120 Do you want me to do my job, or?

00:25:49.940 I don't know what your job is.

00:25:51.660 It's very important, so please pipe down.

00:25:54.160 Okay.

00:25:55.180 So let's talk about your home life.

00:25:59.140 Yeah, how is your...

00:26:00.220 Well, I want to slide my shiva inside your Ganges River.

00:26:03.400 I am Indian, sir.

00:26:05.580 That's very nice.

00:26:07.840 How is your relationship with your family?

00:26:11.840 I'm the oldest.

00:26:13.060 I have two younger sisters.

00:26:13.960 I think it's like pretty good with my parents I don't like to share a lot with

00:26:20.320 them because they're like highly judgmental people but like we still we 0.60

00:26:25.840 like hang out pretty regularly a lot of like cousins and shit like we're tight 0.94

00:26:31.660 I was like I did like bully my younger sisters growing up but I think we're all 0.84

00:26:38.380 kind of over it I mean it was it was weird because we're all kind of close in

00:26:41.460 age but like they are really tight with each other because they're like a year apart and i was like

00:26:49.380 in different like i was in like an older grade than them so they would always be like together

00:26:58.500 pearl i want to be shrunken down to the size of a rupee and be squashed under your gargantuan feet

00:27:04.340 i think you should book a session with me sir um that's not normal so back to you 0.91

00:27:13.860 how is your relationship like with your parents are you closer with one of them um

00:27:21.620 claire we all know that your dad touched you you don't have to hide it anymore we're here to help

00:27:25.940 you that's not true but um i'm probably closer with my mom my dad is just like a really quiet

00:27:31.940 person. He doesn't talk to a lot of people, but he's cool. Like, we don't have a good

00:27:37.200 relationship. How do they feel about you coming on this show? I didn't tell them, but they

00:27:42.060 probably know by now. You didn't tell them you were coming? No. But they know? I bet

00:27:49.080 they do at this point. I think everyone knows. Why didn't you tell them? Because it was kind

00:27:54.680 like impulsive and i didn't want them to like be worried about me um which in retrospect was

00:28:04.360 like a bad idea because duh like if i just go radio silent but like yeah um so how was your

00:28:16.120 romantic life um it's all right well okay so

00:28:20.360 So, the first night I was here, I broke up with my boyfriend, because I got gas lit in doing that, and you broke up with your boyfriend?

00:28:33.160 Yeah.

00:28:34.080 And then...

00:28:34.720 Boyfriend! 1.00

00:28:36.580 Miss Pearl, how dare you question Claire? She is perfect. All of India loves Claire. She is a 10 out of 10. 0.94

00:28:42.520 They do love me.

00:28:43.140 So back to the boyfriend. You broke up with your boyfriend.

00:28:49.180 Yeah, because he gaslighted. He didn't gaslight me.

00:28:51.640 Abba read my tarot cards.

00:28:52.940 This guy? Gasless?

00:28:54.900 Yes, and Abba read my tarot cards, and Abba is a whole other part of the story.

00:29:01.620 He told me that I should break up with the tarot cards.

00:29:13.140 You know, the Territory was also saying that if I do what I want, I'd have the whole world.

00:29:19.720 So I was like, well, duh.

00:29:22.460 So you broke up with your boyfriend from her heart.

00:29:26.280 And gaslighting, but yeah.

00:29:28.440 Gaslighting from bed.

00:29:31.360 What was the gaslighting?

00:29:34.480 Well, he was like, I don't have your boyfriend.

00:29:36.880 Earl, did you know that Claire is Jewish?

00:29:38.540 um and then

00:29:43.740 i don't know i think i feel like at this point he's probably like pretty mad at me

00:29:50.980 because it was like because then i got out

00:29:54.260 I don't know. I'm like really focused on the game right now, so I'm not thinking about that.

00:30:10.700 Doesn't seem to be too much.

00:30:13.240 Yeah.

00:30:15.240 Is he pursuing you? Was it like a fun zone type thing?

00:30:19.260 What? You mean bringing up with him?

00:30:22.260 No, no, no, how many guys are in a relationship to the point you'd break up with him over a stream?

00:30:29.980 I think it just got old.

00:30:31.940 Oh, you got bored.

00:30:32.720 Yeah.

00:30:33.460 Erratic behavior when bored.

00:30:38.460 It seems like being bored is your biggest problem in life.

00:30:42.280 Well, I don't think that it's only boring people get bored.

00:30:44.800 I don't really get bored.

00:30:45.620 I just, like, look for other things to do.

00:30:49.120 Right.

00:30:51.680 Erratic.

00:30:52.260 behavior when bored okay and how long were you two together 1.00

00:31:01.380 clare is a reality tv show addict her massive iq and willingness to flash dave are an unfair 1.00

00:31:06.580 advantage so you've been flashing people i flashed one time i flashed dave and was that recorded 1.00

00:31:17.380 yeah so your boobs are no it was just panting okay so you and underwear is on the internet 0.58

00:31:24.020 yeah it's been on the screen so the drawings of all the patients dying horribly that you've been 0.99

00:31:31.060 doodling on your pad are very unprofessional um shut the up thank you so um back to

00:31:39.140 have you thought about the long-term consequences of having seven new pictures on the internet 0.94

00:31:45.940 yeah, I mean 1.00

00:31:47.720 there are other bitches here 1.00

00:31:53.580 with way worse shit out there 1.00

00:31:54.960 no, no, we're talking about you 1.00

00:31:56.980 well, okay

00:31:59.180 you want to know what I have to say

00:32:01.020 I was very distraught that night

00:32:03.620 after it happened

00:32:04.440 and, you know, I want to be here

00:32:07.580 that's pretty serious

00:32:08.560 yeah, you know, I was thinking about going home

00:32:10.760 I really wanted to

00:32:12.520 people have bullied me about it since

00:32:15.700 you know whatever but um at the end of the day the longer i'm here the less i care about what

00:32:24.980 don't say bad words while pearl is doing her analysis oh my bad my dog i think i

00:32:29.540 swore too sorry okay um yeah i don't know okay um because you realize you might have kids one day

00:32:39.140 they might see you probably not oh no you don't want kids probably not

00:32:42.580 Girl, how many roses for you to flash, Dave?

00:32:47.580 Um, flash, Dave, flash, Dave, come on, do it, go in there and do it.

00:32:52.580 I'm okay.

00:32:53.580 Come on.

00:32:54.580 Join the club.

00:32:56.580 Yeah, no, thank you.

00:32:59.580 Blame.

00:33:01.580 Yup.

00:33:02.580 So back to the flashing.

00:33:04.580 So you don't want kids, so okay.

00:33:07.580 What about if you met a guy you really liked and he found that to be a problem?

00:33:12.580 Would it make you regret that decision at all?

00:33:16.580 If your family saw it?

00:33:18.580 My family probably has seen it.

00:33:21.580 There's nothing I can do about it at this point except move on.

00:33:25.580 Do you regret that decision?

00:33:29.580 I did it for immunity in the game, but then my immunity got taken away. 0.98

00:33:36.580 yeah I do regret it erratic behavior when bored do it again so back to the other girls in the house 0.61

00:33:51.920 yeah has have you questioned your sexuality at all being in a house with women

00:33:58.500 I know.

00:34:02.500 Hey Dave.

00:34:05.500 Oh geez, sorry.

00:34:06.500 Hey Dave.

00:34:07.500 Hey Dave.

00:34:08.500 Hi, how's everyone?

00:34:09.500 Are you here for therapy?

00:34:10.500 Oh yeah.

00:34:11.500 Oh, okay.

00:34:12.500 No, I, uh, I'm not, um, uh, well I did this for a little bit now, and it was fun, but

00:34:20.500 um, it kind of, kind of gets me a little.

00:34:23.500 I like, that's kind of like what I use, that's okay.

00:34:25.500 Wait, what's getting you?

00:34:27.500 like everything and stuff like you know um like some of the you know uh challenges and stuff and

00:34:36.300 um kind of like doing like a little bit too much in my brain so you know um and i don't want to

00:34:44.060 like upset anyone you know it's really fun you know being here and stuff but what was there a

00:34:49.740 challenge that made you want to leave or what's the it's just like everything all in the way

00:34:54.860 you know like what happened to Claire I feel bad you know I no one you know we

00:35:02.620 can even feel no uncomfortable and you know with me and like with the whole fire

00:35:07.420 thing and like that kind of it was kind of getting to me too the fire thing yeah

00:35:11.300 like people like picking up the fires okay I mean that just kind of getting to

00:35:16.820 me you know what's what's like what's getting you are you just like did you

00:35:20.720 Was that in public before?

00:35:22.720 Oh no, it was in public. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:35:24.720 It was just bad memories, you know.

00:35:26.720 Oh, yeah.

00:35:30.720 You want to sit down and talk about it?

00:35:32.720 Oh, no.

00:35:34.720 You sure? Yeah, it's okay.

00:35:36.720 No, you can talk about it.

00:35:38.720 I know.

00:35:40.720 I just kind of want to just go.

00:35:42.720 I'm sorry.

00:35:44.720 That's okay. You're not doing it.

00:35:46.720 I don't think Claire's upset about it.

00:35:48.720 No, I know. No, I know. But it's like not just happy. It's like everything, you know.

00:35:54.220 I had fun, you know, doing this. It was really great.

00:35:57.220 I was just kind of, you know, getting to me a little, you know.

00:36:00.220 And I just, I don't want to upset anyone, you know, so.

00:36:06.220 Are you just overwhelmed?

00:36:08.220 It is overwhelming. It's very overwhelming, yeah.

00:36:11.220 Yeah. And it's like, just a lot of stuff a lot, you know.

00:36:15.220 Do you think it's like because you took a break and came back?

00:36:18.660 Oh well, not just that. I mean, even before when I was here, it was just kind of like getting to me a little.

00:36:25.540 That's why I wanted to take a break, you know. I had to see my family and stuff, but like I don't want to upset anyone.

00:36:32.180 Like everyone here is so nice, you know.

00:36:34.740 I'll keep it candid with you, Dave. I'm extremely upset.

00:36:37.780 I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. No, I don't upset anyone, you know.

00:36:42.740 I just, like it was really fun and stuff, you know, but it was kind of getting overwhelming and I just...

00:36:49.040 What was the final straw of it?

00:36:51.340 Oh, just like the fire thing, like it kind of like uttered me a little.

00:36:55.340 Wow. About what? Who?

00:36:58.840 Oh no, it's just like, when it's like being mentioned and stuff, people ask like, how come I'm homeless and stuff.

00:37:05.340 And like, I mean, I don't mind music, but it kind of like gets to me, you know, so...

00:37:10.740 Did you feel a little disrespected?

00:37:12.240 Oh, no, not at all. Not at all. It's just...

00:37:14.840 Do you just feel like guilty talking about it?

00:37:17.400 Oh, no. I mean, I...

00:37:18.680 Like embarrassed?

00:37:19.500 Well, I did my time, you know, and I grabbed the planes.

00:37:22.680 Yeah.

00:37:23.180 So, it's just kind of overwhelming, you know.

00:37:26.780 And I don't want to upset anyone. I really don't.

00:37:28.440 You know, everyone in here has been so nice and stuff.

00:37:31.000 Yeah.

00:37:32.080 And I don't want, you know, I'm sorry.

00:37:36.200 Here I am.

00:37:36.900 Like, this has been really fun.

00:37:38.140 It's just kind of getting to me a little, you know.

00:37:41.040 Dave, it's okay, brother.

00:37:42.720 I'm sorry.

00:37:43.400 It's okay.

00:37:44.180 It's not your fault.

00:37:46.720 Dave, it's not your fault.

00:37:47.760 No, I don't.

00:37:48.880 I don't think you're hearing me, man.

00:37:51.480 It's not your fault.

00:37:54.320 It's not your fault.

00:37:57.580 It's not your fault.

00:38:00.320 It's not your fault.

00:38:03.120 Thank you.

00:38:04.260 It's really not your fault.

00:38:08.940 So you're trying to leave?

00:38:10.440 I mean, if it's okay, I'm sorry.

00:38:13.640 Yeah, anyone's free to leave at any time.

00:38:15.640 No, I just don't have to say anyone else in the room.

00:38:19.640 Everyone has been really nice.

00:38:21.640 Guys, can we type, fellas, in the chat?

00:38:25.640 Can we type cry? Can we type cry in the chat?

00:38:27.640 Can we all type cry in the chat? 0.98

00:38:31.640 Fuuuck. 0.99

00:38:33.640 Fuuuck. 0.99

00:38:35.640 Should we cancel the show? 0.97

00:38:37.640 Do you just feel like you can't move on from it because that's what people ask you a lot?

00:38:54.640 No, no, it's good.

00:38:57.640 Ah Dave, while I understand I'm so disappointed, sorry to see you go.

00:39:02.640 but yeah it's just kind of getting to me

00:39:07.220 I didn't mean to like upset you

00:39:10.700 oh no no no it's not

00:39:12.380 it's just everything all together

00:39:14.120 Dave we love you

00:39:20.220 you need to forgive yourself for your past

00:39:22.500 you are not chained to mistakes

00:39:24.140 we love you man

00:39:25.940 we do

00:39:26.460 well I guess let's

00:39:30.420 let's get you home

00:39:31.260 Yeah, thank you.

00:39:32.220 You need his shrooms.

00:39:34.000 No.

00:39:34.800 If we gave you mushrooms, would it change anything?

00:39:37.080 No.

00:39:37.460 Okay.

00:39:38.800 That was a joke.

00:39:40.400 That was a joke.

00:39:42.540 But no, thank you for everyone.

00:39:44.420 Thank you.

00:39:44.800 It's always really nice.

00:39:46.060 You really have.

00:39:46.880 And I was, I really am.

00:39:49.060 I guess I am the weakest link.

00:39:51.740 Dave, you're not the weakest link.

00:39:53.160 You're the current cell world record.

00:39:55.320 Yeah, you won.

00:39:57.720 Dave won the show.

00:39:59.080 Well, okay, well, if this is our last time seeing each other, per the show's promise, we're going to cover the rest of your child support, and we'll get you paid for your time here, and I hope you'll go home happy, and we'll make it work with however you need it.

00:40:17.920 I think we'll talk about that, you know, however we need to, but it was an emotional moment.

00:40:23.400 Sorry to interrupt.

00:40:24.360 No, I'm so sorry.

00:40:25.620 I am sorry.

00:40:26.140 Claire, Claire's getting... 0.95

00:40:29.780 You're homeless and they have you on child support?

00:40:34.260 Yeah, I'm on disability.

00:40:36.820 Oh, that doesn't really seem right. 1.00

00:40:38.640 Yeah, this country's fucked. 1.00

00:40:40.860 It's fucked. 1.00

00:40:41.880 I think $100 towards child support. 0.99

00:40:44.500 i don't know until september 5th might not be too early in august so 0.98

00:40:50.800 all right dave let's uh let's send you home chat bye damn dave you're really leaving bro

00:41:02.540 i'm sorry everyone all right man well it was good working with you man good luck to you 0.92

00:41:08.300 Dave, you didn't really laugh.

00:41:12.380 Dave, we love, was it us?

00:41:14.500 You are not your mistakes.

00:41:16.120 You are a better man than most of us.

00:41:18.940 Bye.

00:41:20.620 Probably cancel the rest of the show, right? 0.99

00:41:23.900 Yeah, that's fucking horrible. 0.98

00:41:25.880 We lost Dave? 0.99

00:41:26.740 Yeah, now all we have is a little major. 1.00

00:41:28.940 Yeah, we're fucked. 0.98

00:41:30.760 Well, let's finish this bit and then we'll probably just wrap it up. 1.00

00:41:33.740 Yeah, all right.

00:41:35.160 I was really hoping I could sit down with him.

00:41:37.420 It's too bad.

00:41:40.900 Okay.

00:41:43.800 Let's talk about debt.

00:41:45.680 Debt?

00:41:47.440 Holy doo-doo, Claire.

00:41:49.320 This is literally your fault.

00:41:51.400 Why would you put Dave in this situation?

00:41:53.500 What the fudge?

00:41:54.300 I'm so sorry. 1.00

00:41:55.020 Stupid. 0.99

00:41:56.180 I keep ruining everything. 1.00

00:41:59.000 Do you have any debt now?

00:42:01.760 Good.

00:42:03.180 Green plaque. 1.00

00:42:07.420 what was your job prior to coming here um like dumb av shit av shit av shit av shit yeah 1.00

00:42:19.300 like i just rolled stuff in it's really clear as a masochist and an alcoholic do not trust her 1.00

00:42:26.800 pearl that's not true how many drinks do you have a week i don't know since i've been here

00:42:33.980 I have lost count, erotic behavior when...

00:43:03.980 it's not normal that's a lot that's a lot well I'm 22 now

00:43:17.420 you don't it's okay

00:43:25.060 yeah absolutely that's one of the lessons I've learned here is not to get too drunk

00:43:33.980 Yeah.

00:44:03.980 .

00:44:33.980 Thank you.

00:45:03.980 you

00:45:16.460 oh

00:45:26.620 that's better

00:45:33.980 Where do you see yourself in five years?

00:46:03.980 .

00:46:33.980 Diagnosis, um, sorry.

00:46:49.980 Sorry, what are you actually writing?

00:46:52.980 Narcissistic Personality Disorder

00:47:01.980 So, um, that's my diagnosis, is it?

00:47:20.980 Yeah, so I would say get help, but there's no solution.

00:47:31.980 You

00:48:01.980 You

00:48:31.980 Thank you.

00:49:01.980 Thank you.

00:49:31.980 So you're a server. You're 25 years old. You haven't been in a relationship in two years. You have a little brother. You have a good relationship with your parents. So on paper, you seem okay. There doesn't seem to be glaring issues.

00:49:50.380 But my major concern is stable people don't generally come into content.

00:50:01.100 They don't, it's not a stable thing to think, let me be 24-7.

00:50:08.340 Okay.

00:50:09.060 You know, so what do you think brought you here?

00:50:12.860 Well, I want to make money through playing video games, so there's games here, so I've

00:50:19.880 I play them on stream and people watch them and they really like it.

00:50:24.220 It's so many roses and alcohol.

00:50:27.460 And how much have you made since you've been here?

00:50:30.780 Money.

00:50:33.540 To be determined.

00:50:36.840 That's not normal to just get up and leave your life to go.

00:50:41.520 Right.

00:50:42.020 That's not.

00:50:43.500 Okay.

00:50:43.960 So what's wrong with you?

00:50:45.040 I just wanted to know if you had ever done these self-reflections all the time in my life.

Pearl - July 27, 2024

MODERN WOMEN Therapy SESSION with Pearl on FISHTANK.LIVE Reality Show

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