Pearl - September 19, 2026


Overcoming Your Need To Feel Like a Good Person (You Can’t Stop Me)

“Foreign Woman Explains Why American Men DON’T Want American Women” @JustPearlyThings “Child Support and Alimony Are DESTROYING Men” @JustPearlyThings

Episode Stats


Length

16 minutes

Words per minute

160.66

Word count

2,620

Sentence count

35

Harmful content

Misogyny

16

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Toxicity

44

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Hate speech

48

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Transcript

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00:00:00.480 Hey guys, welcome to my coffee thoughts. Today I have an energy drink. This one's pretty good.
00:00:08.460 Just so you guys know, go to theaudacitynetwork.com and you can go to events, tickets. We're doing an
00:00:14.800 event in Dallas October 2nd. The Law of Self-Defense is going to be there. It's going to be burgers and
00:00:21.820 beer Friday. And then if you get the VIP, you get to hang out the whole weekend with me. So
00:00:27.040 in a normal way anyways okay so I've done a lot of like deep thinking recently 1.00
00:00:33.460 and about how women have so much social power and how women weaponize their ability our ability to 0.95
00:00:43.960 like be offended and how it really impacts all social dynamics because what'll happen is there's
00:00:52.660 like the popular people and we're in a society where it's very important to be popular like if
00:00:58.820 you're not popular um and and this is spitballing but it used to be a cash economy and i think when
00:01:07.120 it was a cash economy you could live in a moral way and you don't have to worry as much about
00:01:12.520 being popular because you can operate on cash you don't have to like go into the city for connections
00:01:18.700 because um you need more money in order to like start businesses and get money and power
00:01:25.680 and you have to make connections to get that like for me if I want to do documentary I luckily have
00:01:31.980 social media but in a way that's like popularity but it's impossible to get a documentary out
00:01:40.420 if you don't have funds it's just very difficult right so
00:01:43.980 damn it I spilled um so there's a higher like need for popularity because most people want
00:01:53.400 like money they want love and they want um to feel like needed and now that we're in a credit 1.00
00:02:01.820 economy and women have all the money there is an incentive to be a bad person because in order to 1.00
00:02:08.680 get women's money, um, in order to get love, um, and power in society, you have to lie because if 1.00
00:02:15.960 you don't lie, then women won't buy. And it's very difficult to make money off of men. As somebody 0.61
00:02:20.220 that tries to do it, I can just tell you how difficult it is. Like I did two years of
00:02:25.180 demonetization and I completely had to switch my life around. I don't, I don't want to get into it
00:02:30.760 because that's not really the point of this video, but I know firsthand how much more difficult and
00:02:35.640 honorable you have to be to make money off of men than off of women because i've done both um i used
00:02:40.460 to have a tiktok following um and it's just way easier to sell to women if you just tell them
00:02:46.660 they're special and awesome and whatever um and so because of that the need to feel like a good
00:02:54.320 person is like weaponized against you in society and there's all these adults that are weaponizing
00:03:01.700 like you wanting to feel like a good person so in the family dynamic this happens with the husband
00:03:08.660 because the husband wants to please the wife because the wife um has all the power in the 1.00
00:03:15.980 family dynamic she has the power and she has the money that's why women make all the spending 1.00
00:03:20.140 decisions because the husband doesn't want to get divorced and he wants the family to stay together 1.00
00:03:25.000 even though you guys should really think about if you're married and you have a wife tormenting you
00:03:29.180 i believe that it's actually better for the kids for the father to get divorced i want to see more
00:03:33.880 men divorce their wives because at least then the kids can go to you and hang out with you one-on-one 0.52
00:03:39.780 even if it's six days a month like at least they get that you know what i mean without the woman 0.99
00:03:44.900 ruining it so okay so we live in a society where doing the wrong thing is rewarded because women 0.62
00:03:55.960 of all the money and you need to be popular in order to get money status and um like all of this 0.55
00:04:06.420 stuff in society that and even love right because if you're not popular um if you can't infiltrate
00:04:11.520 the popular group in high school you're not going to date the cheerleader or anybody right um 0.99
00:04:16.520 okay and that's kind of for men and women but I'll because women are like they always say men 0.97
00:04:27.120 don't care about your money and they totally don't however money gives women access to popular
00:04:33.360 men like the higher status men like women that become doctors now have access to doctors you 0.99
00:04:39.000 know or nurses or whatever that's why women are becoming the men we want to marry in this society
00:04:43.600 because um you have access and convenience and then also what i've noticed is the men in those
00:04:52.400 industries like you're viewed as lower risk if you've been like stable for longer i don't know
00:04:56.800 that i'm i'm spitballing that idea
00:04:59.180 but because of all these infrastructure and systems in place and i i experienced this in
00:05:07.980 2023 i became one of the most famous people in the united states um i was everywhere i couldn't
00:05:12.380 go anywhere without being noticed. And I had a need to feel like a good person. I have a different
00:05:20.760 reward center in my brain. I don't really understand it. I've never really gotten a lot
00:05:25.140 out of social events. Like I remember being in high school and not wanting to go to football
00:05:29.460 games or homecoming because I always just wanted to be good at things. Like I'm very motivated.
00:05:34.840 It's not even by money. I just really enjoy getting better at things. So that's how I like
00:05:40.800 to spend my time and my money um is just improving I just like the feeling of like getting better at
00:05:47.220 stuff that's my reward system or whatever no I lost my thought where was I going with that
00:05:54.340 I started talking about myself so I lose it 0.99
00:05:57.280 now there's a black guy drinking out of a bottle looking at me what are we doing in this society 1.00
00:06:08.100 oh my god okay but so oh oh in 2023 I couldn't go anywhere and I would go on these shows and 0.99
00:06:15.720 they would make me feel um the way they would speak to me I guess I would allow them to make
00:06:20.580 me feel like a bad person and guilt was sort of weaponized against me and what would happen is
00:06:26.440 they would say like you're saying these really bad things and somehow insinuating that I'm a bad
00:06:31.760 person and knowing that I am a flawed person right um at times they would get like power over
00:06:41.560 me in interviews and I just I don't know how to put it like I just I've noticed in society that 0.99
00:06:46.740 the fuck what are you staring at me for dude 0.99
00:06:49.900 um 1.00
00:06:52.940 no okay
00:06:58.500 please don't talk to
00:07:01.380 this homeless guy 0.93
00:07:02.840 please don't come up to my car
00:07:05.000 um
00:07:07.920 um I'm cooking right now
00:07:13.780 I don't know why he's staring at me
00:07:18.780 I think he's drunk
00:07:19.740 oh my god
00:07:20.700 uh no
00:07:23.400 no no no
00:07:24.700 what are you doing sir
00:07:33.120 he's literally right now
00:07:34.320 uh
00:07:45.740 um okay he walked away sorry guys uh he like walked right up to my car which is oh my god
00:07:57.900 okay uh what am i talking about i'm still gonna post this i don't care so anyways
00:08:03.020 um recently i've gotten over my need to feel like a good person
00:08:12.900 because a lot of times what they'll do is they'll weaponize like the way you feel
00:08:18.220 against you or like they'll weaponize what they do is they gaslight you so you'll say something
00:08:23.740 reasonable and then they'll act offended but you didn't say anything offensive and so then
00:08:30.420 you start responding and saying like I was on a debate recently and I forgot what she said but
00:08:38.360 there was a part of the debate where i just said i don't care because she wanted me to plead with
00:08:44.100 her and like act you know try to say that i'm a good person or whatever and defend myself and
00:08:51.740 i've just gotten to the point recently where i don't care i don't need to be like i don't need 0.97
00:08:59.100 people to see me as a good person because do you know what i am flawed and i like but who the fuck
00:09:06.160 or you do you know what I mean like that's kind of how it's been recently and it's very freeing 0.93
00:09:10.720 because I don't care like I am going to keep going I was talking to my sister yesterday I was built
00:09:18.360 to be a YouTuber there's nothing else and she just said since I was a kid there's nothing else that I
00:09:23.920 have been as good at and was really just made for me to do than YouTube I love entertainment I'm
00:09:29.680 gonna do this forever um and then a lot of people on the left they come at me and they say oh well
00:09:38.120 you're not the right person you you know I can't talk about these issues because
00:09:42.760 of you know xyz and you know maybe I am a bad person so what who can't like who are you to
00:09:52.800 decide and when you start to adapt this mindset where you're not um it's so freeing and so
00:10:01.880 powerful because they just have no power over you like I don't care I don't care how you view me 1.00
00:10:09.280 because I'm gonna say what's right oh fuck no fuck no oh fuck no we are not doing this 0.99
00:10:18.640 all right guys you know i was thinking about buying this house but i don't know if these 0.99
00:10:24.360 homeless people are going to come up to be i don't know um here's my point though
00:10:30.580 when you no longer feel the need to be a good person and do accept that there are parts of 0.91
00:10:37.140 you that are terrible like there are parts of me that are terrible even my need to feel like a good
00:10:41.960 person at times terrible um i'm very selfish with my time i like to do things the way i want to do 0.97
00:10:49.520 it i'm stubborn um i i can definitely be a bitch i'm rude um and that's okay like and that's once 0.90
00:11:00.540 you get this mindset where it's like you know what i do have negative flaws and maybe i'm not 0.99
00:11:05.920 the right person to talk about everything but fuck you it's just a freeing mindset like you don't 1.00
00:11:12.960 give a fuck and in 2023 i got my reputation tarnished so bad like my best friend of 20 1.00
00:11:20.140 years starts making these videos i've had two friends that i was really close to and like come 0.99
00:11:25.580 out and talk about me and at first i i sort of cowered where now then it would make me scared to
00:11:31.240 talk about stuff do you know what i mean but then it just became freeing because 0.99
00:11:38.280 they said everything they're gonna say so fuck you guys and you know if you want to blackmail me 0.99
00:11:46.620 or talk about me or whatever i don't care i am here to talk about like it's not about me 1.00
00:11:53.080 this is about what's going on in society and the issues plaguing society and i'm here to do a job 1.00
00:11:58.780 and you can't stop me and that's how I feel I don't give a shit these bitches they try to make 1.00
00:12:05.980 you feel like you're crazy and you'll be on to something you'll be saying stuff that is completely 1.00
00:12:11.020 valid and and you will be making something very cool and minorities and women will try to gaslight 1.00
00:12:18.460 you they'll try to make you feel like a bad person they'll try to um they'll try to derail the 0.71
00:12:25.940 conversation and in 2023 again it was so painful having um I mean even my mother was commenting
00:12:34.760 with random people on the internet and I'm like mom what are you doing like but it was it it felt
00:12:40.640 like everyone was against me it probably wasn't I had a lot of supporters then too but nobody really
00:12:46.280 when you're a content creator the number one thing you have to figure out is how to deal with your
00:12:50.600 mental health because they will try to destroy it. That's what they're trying to do. They're 0.77
00:12:55.920 trying to make you doubt yourself. They're trying to make you, um, they're trying to make you doubt
00:13:01.700 yourself. They're trying to make you think that the things you're saying that you're not are not
00:13:06.280 true. And they're trying to make you feel like a bad person and you cannot listen to them. And
00:13:12.640 the number one skill I would say as a YouTuber, you have to be able to tune out minorities and 1.00
00:13:18.760 women. And there are exceptions to this rule. There absolutely are. I know them. Some of them 1.00
00:13:25.020 work for the channel, right? But, but it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter because when they
00:13:35.500 realize they don't have that power over you anymore, um, you have to bring a gun to a gun 0.98
00:13:43.580 fight and they don't give a shit about their morality. They don't give a shit about looking 0.99
00:13:48.000 or feeling like a good person because they're more than willing to attack you to lie about you 1.00
00:13:52.680 you have to bring a gun to a gunfight and the gunfight is that I don't give a fuck congratulations 0.98
00:13:59.940 ladies you have successfully ruined my reputation um made it very difficult for me to make friends 0.99
00:14:09.020 and have a normal life you guys have done it you've done it like I'll join a volleyball league 0.99
00:14:14.060 and the women will try to get me kicked out i i don't have the same normal life i used to you 0.99
00:14:19.200 win you won but you've created a monster because i no longer give a fuck they doxed my ex-boyfriend 0.98
00:14:27.020 they and it just got to the point where they got me demonetized they i felt like and this probably 0.97
00:14:36.140 isn't accurate but i felt like they made me lose everything i worked for so then after i just don't 0.91
00:14:43.100 give a fuck I don't give a fuck I'll go on stream with Elijah and we'll make content people say we're 0.93
00:14:48.680 you know they'll say bad things about me because they think he's a bad person or whatever I don't 1.00
00:14:55.080 care and women really should watch their back because men and me I guess get really fucking 0.97
00:15:09.580 powerful when we just don't give a fuck when you take away our ability and you have harassed us 0.99
00:15:16.720 and mentally tortured us to the point where you don't give a fuck anymore 0.98
00:15:21.860 that's dangerous because there is nothing you can say to me there's nothing I'm afraid of 1.00
00:15:28.860 there's nothing you can do I'm gonna keep doing what I'm doing you bitches that continually 0.99
00:15:36.980 harass me harass my loved ones whatever you can't stop me you cannot fucking stop me I will be on 1.00
00:15:44.200 YouTube forever and there's nothing you can do nothing so buckle up get your hit pieces ready 0.99
00:15:51.200 because I'm gonna do debates and I'm gonna cook the fuck out of all of you so thank you all right 0.95
00:15:57.240 guys let me know what you think in the comments if you have any for me I am so grateful that I 0.95
00:16:04.440 got demonetized I'm so grateful all this happened because there's nothing more freeing in on the 0.99
00:16:10.700 planet than not having the need to feel like a good person anymore I don't give a fuck like the 0.96
00:16:16.540 video subscribe and I'll see you next time 0.94