Pearl - The Art of Abandoning Sinking Ships (Call in Show)

00:00:00.000 You should have come, with a warning label

00:00:06.000 You should have come, with a warning label

00:00:11.660 You should have come, with a warning label

00:00:17.320 You're in bed with someone else, saying you miss me

00:00:22.640 And I'm crying on the bathroom floor, wishing I didn't leave

00:00:28.380 This love is expired, but I still desire a refill

00:00:35.600 A refill

00:00:38.420 Cause you're addictive

00:00:40.880 Side effects include missing you

00:00:44.980 Loss of appetite, sleepless nights and trust issues

00:00:50.840 You're high risk

00:00:53.580 I'm a love addict

00:00:56.080 This feeling is fatal, mentally unstable

00:01:01.980 You should've come, with a warning label

00:01:08.100 You should've come, with a warning label

00:01:13.780 You should've come, with a warning label

00:01:19.380 You should've come, with a warning label

00:01:26.080 It's been three years now and I'm married with a diamond ring

00:01:30.380 You're with some random girl but still in love with me

00:01:36.100 I won't admit it but I see you in my dreams

00:01:41.980 I wonder are you the one who's supposed to be next to me

00:01:47.260 You should've come with a warning label

00:01:53.260 You should have come with a warning label

00:01:58.940 You should have come with a warning label

00:02:04.600 You should have come with a warning label

00:02:17.960 Okay, I'm going to play one more.

00:02:20.180 Well, I guess the website's being weird.

00:02:23.260 Let me know if you guys see it on the website.

00:02:27.080 Let's see what we got.

00:02:28.720 I'm going to do the one Glenn sent me the other day.

00:02:35.220 Okay, wait, that's not.

00:02:38.940 Okay, so guys, I have four days left of producing my own show.

00:02:44.720 And then we don't have to deal with this anymore.

00:02:47.580 so i do appreciate all of the um the patience because i know it's been rough

00:02:59.740 um but i do appreciate you guys sticking with me okay here's another song

00:03:09.820 i'm gonna make sure this is going on the website real quick

00:03:17.580 you found god at the bottom of a bottle you were out living life full throttle

00:03:28.020 i found god at the end of a heartbreak it's not or is it i didn't think there was much more

00:03:36.880 be back

00:03:37.640 i'm a sinner this i know the bible lumpers tell me so life has got me feeling kind of

00:03:47.060 I'm a sinner, this I know

00:03:51.580 The Bible thumpers tell me so

00:03:54.060 Life has got me feeling kinda low

00:03:57.320 But that's why I pray

00:03:59.720 So there'll be better days

00:04:03.480 Maybe I won't be a sinner always

00:04:07.040 That's why I pray

00:04:09.800 God lead the way

00:04:13.140 Maybe one day I won't be so afraid

00:04:16.860 That's why I pray

00:04:19.600 Never did fit in with the Jesus phone

00:04:32.040 They don't listen, they just like to talk

00:04:37.420 But I believe in better days

00:04:40.840 I believe that Jesus saves

00:04:43.120 God, please show me the way

00:04:46.600 That's why I pray

00:04:48.720 So there'll be better days

00:04:52.440 Maybe I won't be a sinner always

00:04:55.900 That's why I pray

00:04:58.820 God lead the way

00:05:02.040 Maybe one day I won't be so afraid

00:05:05.880 That's why I pray

00:05:16.600 Hey, say you're looking for better days

00:05:20.340 You need to change from the old view to better ways

00:05:22.760 Cause God was calling your name, but you ran away

00:05:25.120 Then decided to blame the church cause you was led astray

00:05:27.560 I could not walk in the council of the wicked

00:05:29.900 So I'm one-one, but they'll close their eyes to miss it

00:05:32.420 Cause I'm being tricked by all these feminist witches

00:05:34.700 I guess they don't get it, but that's why I pray

00:05:37.380 So there'll be better days

00:05:41.380 Maybe you won't be asking me all of you

00:05:45.340 that's why i pray god lead the way maybe one day i won't be so afraid that's why i pray

00:05:56.960 i'm a sinner this i know the bible thumpers tell me so life has got me feeling kind of low

00:06:04.560 all right guys the most important thing i'm coming in so as you guys see i'm wearing green today

00:06:14.100 look at him wearing green and um it's because my sister is going to state now look I'm one of um

00:06:26.440 10 children now I'm old now so this doesn't really matter but my youngest sister is a decade younger

00:06:32.640 than me and that's why the shows the shows are going to kind of be at erratic times this week

00:06:38.140 because I got to go support but I am a Davis and Davises take athletics very seriously

00:06:44.700 now when I was in high school I made it to a state championship and I lost I did lose

00:06:51.240 unfortunately but I did get to go and it was really cool experience then my next sister

00:07:00.800 also got to go to state so it's pretty cool to see my youngest sister continue the tradition

00:07:06.280 nobody's ever gone for basketball she's a cute little baller so I'm very excited to support her

00:07:13.660 now I do have a show topic today and it's called the art of abandoning sinking ships

00:07:21.420 now I am going to go into this topic but before I do I did have someone make a not one not two

00:07:28.920 not three but four hours stream on me now i do have someone calling in for this so let me see

00:07:36.840 how far he is so you got you guys know glenn friend of the show

00:07:46.920 he said basketball is not very feminine i don't care i like to see her kick ass

00:07:51.480 maybe we'll maybe we'll address this four hour stream later

00:07:59.560 yo oh there he is i was just curious how long you need um like what 10 i'm just i'm just trying to

00:08:13.580 yeah is that okay 15 we'll plan for 15 yeah okay all right cool bye all right we're gonna go 15

00:08:23.180 minutes okay so I've given you guys a bit of the background between me and Rolo and I've had this

00:08:34.940 problem where I really do admire his work but it's been years of him just making shit up about me

00:08:42.760 he's never liked me he doesn't really like that I've taken

00:08:50.060 that I've even though I've credited him the whole time the entire time that I I read his book enjoyed

00:08:59.200 it and I talk about a lot of the topics in his book he doesn't like that and what it's just been

00:09:05.760 for years is him blacklisting people that work for me, which he does pick and choose,

00:09:13.680 and also just making shit up. And it's stuff I can't really disprove. I'll give you guys an

00:09:19.520 example. He is convinced, he is convinced from the bottom of his heart that I am sabotaging him,

00:09:27.600 that I somehow have strings at Daily Wire. At one point, he said I was taking a paycheck. Now he's

00:09:35.200 kind of walking that back and I was saying, no, I didn't say, I said, you may have well as you may

00:09:41.480 as well have taken a paycheck. And I'm like, no, you were definitely insinuating. I worked there.

00:09:50.100 He's also saying I have a manager named Gina. I've never had a female. Do you guys think I

00:09:57.220 would have a female manager of all people. And it's just tiring because when someone makes stuff

00:10:05.740 up about you, you can't really disprove it, right? It's totally fine if he doesn't like me. I've been

00:10:12.800 completely okay with that. I mean, I did really want his friendship, but you know, if he doesn't

00:10:20.020 like me, and for those of you that don't know, essentially guy named Rolo, he's a genius in the

00:10:26.340 space, go read his book. But he's just never liked me. And for years, he's just made stuff up. So

00:10:33.580 he's convinced I'm trying to like sabotage him. He's also convinced that and it's interesting

00:10:42.080 because he's convinced that I'm doing what he is doing. Because he has actively tried to get in

00:10:49.280 the middle of collaborations I've had. He's actively bad-mouthed me to people. And I've

00:10:58.960 never done any of that to him, to be honest. I've said that the things that he is saying

00:11:05.100 about me are not true, but I wish he would stop making things up. And what'll happen

00:11:15.240 is he'll just get these like theories and run with them. So one of them is that I am secretly

00:11:24.880 sabotaging him. I know. Look, all I'm trying to do is clear my name and disprove the things that

00:11:37.760 are just simply untrue. That's it. Recently, I told you guys about one of the reasons that I

00:11:46.920 got into the red pill was because my brother tried to commit suicide when I was younger.

00:11:51.720 This happened years ago. What happened was I was at school and I got a phone call and he'd attempted.

00:12:02.260 i don't want to get into the details but it was a very scary moment for my family we are very moved

00:12:09.040 on past that he's living a great life now but he's now saying that i am i guess that story i i use it

00:12:20.380 because he also had someone commit suicide close to him and i'm saying it so i can relate to him

00:12:32.100 I mean, how do I disprove that? I mean, do you guys, does he want medical records? Do you know

00:12:40.920 what I mean? And yeah, he's just paranoid. He's this, and it's just weird to me because my dad

00:12:49.120 is the same age. And I try to explain to my dad, I'll tell him, I'll be like, dad, you won't believe

00:12:55.100 what this old guy did on the internet today. And my dad can't even believe it. And it's unfortunate

00:13:01.520 it because he's a really good writer but i mean this stuff is gonna it really bites him in the

00:13:07.920 ass when he gets in all this drama instead of just focusing on his content i've never attacked him

00:13:14.560 um all i've really said is that the stuff he's saying about me is not true

00:13:20.800 i do call him old okay i did i did call him old i did guilty but he you know he's like

00:13:26.400 he's like my dad's age you know what I mean um let me go through I mean there was like

00:13:35.200 the other thing too was and this is the worst part about his four-hour stream

00:13:42.460 this was the worst part um so he attacks Glenn in this four-hour stream

00:13:52.520 And he claims that Glenn, Glenn Lawrence, he's a friend of the show, I just called him, and he claims that he is a sex addict and uses hookers.

00:14:14.440 Look, as far as I know, that's not true.

00:14:18.660 I, again, I, he keeps saying this stuff. I'd really like, you know, prove it, prove it,

00:14:24.360 prove it, prove it. Um, but Glenn, so as you guys know, um, Thor is a guy in the space who

00:14:34.580 was sick and we did a fundraiser and we raised money for Thor. And I can't remember the exact

00:14:39.820 number but it was somewhere between 10 and 15 000 and um glenn has taken off so much time

00:14:50.860 to take care of him and if anyone's ever taking care of like a relative that's sick or like um

00:15:00.540 something like that you guys know just how much time that takes out of your schedule

00:15:07.740 and it takes a very selfless person to do that for someone and ask for nothing in return

00:15:13.880 that I just

00:15:15.560 I can't disprove that right I don't know I'm not somebody

00:15:22.340 sleeping with so I would I wouldn't know

00:15:26.600 um but that seems very out of character to me

00:15:33.580 yeah no and let me see I put I put notes of all the things um

00:15:44.200 let's see you know another thing that he said is he said that my divorce documentary is never

00:15:57.540 gonna come out i understand why he thinks that um getting demonetized really derailed it

00:16:07.140 i just put um and the first guy we gave it to just had never done a documentary before

00:16:12.980 and we just had some hiccups now we have a new team on it

00:16:21.140 they're gonna give me a draft soon i don't know what to tell you i'm doing the best i can

00:16:24.980 trying to see what else

00:16:33.860 he also said this was a weird lie actually he said that me and tori fell out because

00:16:46.360 Devin was jealous and he said I was Devin's maid of honor which I went to the wedding but I never

00:16:57.340 I don't know guys the the challenge really is is he just says a lot of stuff I can't really

00:17:03.040 disprove because it's made up and he'll get like one email or one screenshot of like a little bit

00:17:10.980 of a conversation and then he's just convinced he's convinced I tried to set him up I can't

00:17:19.180 really disprove that I wasn't wasn't my intention I can see why he thinks that it was my mistake I

00:17:27.220 wish I didn't do it um what happened was I asked him if I could have content creators on that live

00:17:33.940 stream so I I thought you know it was my show I didn't really think it was that big of a deal

00:17:41.020 he did it's fine um

00:17:48.460 yeah i mean you know and he's trying to say he's also trying to say that

00:17:54.140 this is just hilarious he's trying to say that um i started this i did not

00:18:00.620 again i've only the only thing i've said is i have to disprove the things

00:18:05.020 I know he's just a drama queen you know you can't you accuse me of things you give no proof no

00:18:15.160 evidence and that's really it okay um if anyone's got questions you can put them in the chat and

00:18:23.860 I'm gonna have Glenn call in in a second let me see I called him at 39 I'm gonna go

00:18:30.940 i'm gonna go play this song again while i set up the call-in which rollo by the way you're

00:18:40.480 welcome to call in i know he did a four-hour stream i just couldn't believe it i'm like

00:18:46.820 this guy is getting old he's got a he should get a hobby or something

00:18:51.480 I don't know.

00:19:21.480 I'm a sinner, this I know, the Bible thumpers tell me so

00:19:29.460 Life has got me feeling kind of low, but that's why I pray

00:19:34.840 So there'll be better days, maybe I won't be a sinner always

00:19:42.440 That's why I pray, God lead the way

00:19:48.560 Maybe one day I won't be so afraid

00:19:52.280 That's why I pray

00:19:55.040 I never did fit in with the Jesus folk

00:20:07.460 They don't listen, they just like to talk

00:20:12.800 But I believe in better days

00:20:16.260 I believe that Jesus saves

00:20:18.540 God, please show me the way

00:20:21.960 That's why I pray

00:20:24.240 So there'll be better days

00:20:27.660 Maybe I won't be a sinner always

00:20:31.320 That's why I pray

00:20:34.160 God, lead the way

00:20:37.460 Maybe one day I won't be so afraid

00:20:41.220 That's why I pray

00:20:46.260 We'll be right back.

00:21:16.260 I know I do force you guys to listen to my mixtape.

00:21:43.600 okay I just sent it to him okay wait hmm okay I just sent let's see one second

00:22:03.600 do i want to tell

00:22:10.240 hmm

00:22:12.900 oh the everything's so nitpicky i like have a list of stuff that he was saying

00:22:25.600 um he's because i said abortion papers

00:22:29.540 and maybe I didn't communicate ultrasound. I'm out to get him. I mean, this is just tiring.

00:22:40.640 This is getting tiring. Personal attack, personal attack.

00:22:49.600 um he's mad that bigger shows have me on instead of him on

00:22:58.060 I mean

00:23:02.400 I can't I can't really control that Rolo you know

00:23:08.800 yeah all right we're gonna go on the website while we're waiting for Glenn to go in

00:23:17.060 If you guys have questions, you feel free to go on the website.

00:23:25.400 I mean, but the greatest part about this was he said he was done talking.

00:23:29.020 All I really wanted, to be honest, was for him to stop lying.

00:23:34.960 That's all I need is just stop making up complete stories based on very little evidence.

00:23:44.020 based off of an email a deleted tweet from three years ago i mean if you're gonna make a claim i

00:23:54.940 just would like real proof real proof not not

00:24:02.680 all this little workarounds all these random screenshots real proof that's it

00:24:11.740 and if i messed up you know i'll i'll own it but what's the anyways here let me um okay

00:24:21.740 so now i'm gonna watch an old episode

00:24:26.000 on the pregame while i wait for glenn glenn i'm gonna just say text me when you're on okay

00:24:36.460 let's see

00:24:40.900 okay

00:24:43.780 wait where is the

00:24:49.460 where's the link to the freaking

00:24:57.760 I don't see the link to the pregame show you're talking about

00:25:03.880 I just see the pregame show

00:25:05.780 okay well i guess i'll put on a random one um

00:25:09.920 let's see they want the one where there's like a kick out

00:25:18.160 oh this was when anton was on what up guys well okay let me let me share let me share my screen

00:25:29.540 one second

00:25:30.920 Thank you.

00:26:00.920 my gosh i looked like a mess when i did this show i was so exhausted this was my third show that day

00:26:08.920 oh i remember this

00:26:21.400 welcome to the job jays what do you want babe like thank you for participating and helping

00:26:27.880 me and like supporting me i know it's weird but you're really selling yourself short no you're

00:26:33.880 selling yourself short in what way okay wait one doug if you have the actual look in the link

00:26:43.000 what link on the website i think you under the wrong tutelage i really do the one wrong what

00:26:47.880 tutelage i think that you need to nah that's a whole another conversation no no i have a question

00:26:52.840 oh i have a question i don't know about the right tutelage yeah i think that what is

00:27:00.600 steve i do have a gofundme it's on the he asked um

00:27:06.440 he i do have a gofundme for the documentary we're at like 12 000 i have the first um

00:27:14.440 payment done for them but the next payment i have to raise but we're at 12 000 so

00:27:20.040 i believe that you can be a lot more successful and i think that you're probably selling yourself

00:27:27.480 short i i'm not really sure that you got the right guy okay he's saying he's saying the

00:27:35.640 website chat okay um let's see here and he says it's at 55 minutes oh this this day this was a

00:27:45.880 rough day what's happening if i had some you know more experienced friends telling me go to a

00:27:52.600 psychologist go to a coach and see what is wrong with you maybe there's something wrong with you

00:27:56.840 but it was i didn't have any of those no and and i understand what you're saying like the

00:28:01.240 the what i'm disagreeing on is when you said you you had to be a single mother like you had no

00:28:07.240 choice in it when it seems like everything was your choice yeah no like you had to be independent

00:28:12.200 but it seems like you chose to be independent i chose to be independent right so so it's like

00:28:17.240 kind of when we talk to the next generation it's like sorry we make it seem like there was no

00:28:21.800 choice when it was all your choice no actually you're right it was my choice yeah so i i got

00:28:26.680 divorced without telling my parents um and i got pregnant because it was um i just thought my mom

00:28:34.120 kept telling me um you know you you need to have a child maybe you won't be lonely and then you

00:28:39.160 you know just don't because they don't that time they never wanted me or even my sister to get

00:28:45.320 divorced i mean it was i brought up in a very traditional family do you have a daughter or son

00:28:50.120 daughter daughter was that hard on her her parents getting how old was she

00:28:55.560 when you guys got divorced three three years old yeah oh i forgot about this lady

00:29:00.920 oh i forgot doug i know what you're talking about oh this was such a

00:29:08.880 oh this was you know i can't say everyone would have this but i was quite fortunate that i had

00:29:16.380 that relationship because i wanted the best for my daughter but do you not think the best for

00:29:20.760 your daughter would have been to stay with her father by the way guys

00:29:23.600 you can see all my old shows from the audacity network.com run both app stores

00:29:31.840 and what we're going to do is i'm going to bring in some of the highly intelligent men that i know

00:29:36.880 in my network and um i find that the most intelligent people are not famous they're

00:29:42.580 men like my dad and what they're going to do is they're going to give presentations on

00:29:46.880 how they were so successful in their specific field a lot of them will stay anonymous but

00:29:51.940 i will verify that they are the real deal um we are starting this in april and for this week you

00:29:58.560 can get this at um our monthly or yearly membership cost we are this is going to be expensive in a

00:30:06.120 week though this is going to be a couple hundred bucks maybe a thousand however if you get it this

00:30:12.040 week guys you're locked in as a thank you for supporting me no not if two people are not truly

00:30:18.460 in love with each other and she sees us argue every day no wouldn't a better solution to be

00:30:23.580 wouldn't a better solution be to just not argue every day well i'll ask you this when you have

00:30:30.380 children and you get yourself into that position and you truly don't you know then you come back

00:30:35.660 and let's have this podcast again let's answer that question again because i don't think could

00:30:40.540 you just answer the question like i understand i don't have kids and you keep bringing this up

00:30:44.620 like you don't have kids yeah okay i know so so my question is wouldn't a better solution be to

00:30:50.220 just not argue every day for the kids because that's impossible how is it impossible it takes

00:30:55.420 two people to argue how many relationships do people have like you can't you what you're going

00:31:02.780 to say what i did what was the best for my child when i split up is that me and my partner had the

00:31:08.620 the best relationship i went let me finish i went to my back home so i played the role of the father

00:31:14.460 as the pole as the as the mother and the father and i spent every month my daughter i paid

00:31:20.160 every month i went there every month i made sure she was okay from every day up until she was 18

00:31:26.720 years old i made sure she's had everything and she's still here with me now and i don't know

00:31:31.260 how many fathers can truly say actually even if they do that and when you have kids so you're

00:31:37.900 saying you you paid a hundred percent for your your son or your daughter my

00:31:41.440 daughter my daughter okay and he didn't pay at all or he was he did he I did a

00:31:46.840 reversed role so rather than the father going off and leave mm-hmm the mother

00:31:52.540 went off and worked so it was just a reversed role okay I was very fortunate

00:31:57.280 as well because Ned does that yeah my ex he always I mean the first two three

00:32:02.440 years obviously because of divorce we were going through you know madness up

00:32:05.700 and down but after two three years that I settled down with her and he he was

00:32:10.860 saying actually not divorced because I want to go around and look for boys yeah

00:32:15.700 actually he actually realized I'm a really good mom and we had a great we

00:32:19.940 right now he's my best friend yeah it's my best friend and Netta is seeing his

00:32:24.360 dad I'm gonna take a second actually I'm gonna wait every weekend so it almost

00:32:30.360 seems like it could have been worked out if they were your best friends no

00:32:34.080 It sounds like the same to me.

00:32:36.280 Because I just, this just doesn't, like, it just, it just.

00:32:39.820 Okay, I've got children.

00:32:41.140 Two.

00:32:42.260 Right, so when you split up, come back, and then, and then.

00:32:44.900 But let me tell you the same thing.

00:32:45.940 Why would you wish that on him?

00:32:47.860 Because I don't, why would you wish him splitting up?

00:32:50.160 Because, like, right now, you're happily married, and you've got two children, right?

00:32:53.900 But there was no personal responsibility.

00:32:55.820 Look, I was in a very similar situation.

00:32:57.900 I'm going to say I didn't do everything that I could have done to make sure that we stopped arguing.

00:33:02.880 it got to a point where it could have gotten really bad and my daughter was six at the time

00:33:08.640 I didn't find a way like you've got to take some personal responsibility instead of saying it's

00:33:13.260 not possible because I don't want people her age to listen to us and be like oh well if it doesn't

00:33:19.060 work out and we argue let's just you've got to give them another choice like look I didn't have

00:33:25.560 the strength at the time my grandma who's 90 years old told me just the other day like two weeks ago

00:33:31.380 yeah that me and my wife need to stay together regardless of anything just for the sake of the

00:33:36.700 fact that we have a free and i appreciate you know what you know you just hit the nail on the head

00:33:40.420 because i appreciate what your grandma said at 90 years old did she have instagram did she have

00:33:45.260 did she have social media no no no no listen if my wife is going to be tempted if my wife is going

00:33:52.920 to be tempted by you don't blame instagram on why am i right by a glassware by the black mirror then

00:33:58.520 she doesn't know it's not just instagram it's it's so it's our social lifestyle to

00:34:05.000 if you look at the traditional marriage to look at our usual is that more important than working

00:34:09.960 on your relationship like really that much more important okay social life but how social is it

00:34:18.760 if you're just on your phone scrolling it's not like 20 years ago i didn't have a phone to scroll

00:34:25.160 on exactly and you could have worked on different things no no no no no it didn't work that way

00:34:30.760 because we just weren't compatible no i think there's people okay there's people that think

00:34:38.840 they're compatible they don't say no i said you did the wrong thing but oh i'm gonna ask you why

00:34:48.520 you think that they've done see even this i regret this a little bit i do

00:34:56.920 who cares if it's the wrong thing she was gonna do what she was gonna do

00:35:02.280 i mean i get it like at some point it was entertaining and yeah it was definitely the

00:35:09.160 wrong thing but what what's the point do you know what i mean she's gonna do that anyway wrong and

00:35:16.920 they're gonna come and say to you good luck to you right now will you be you and i think that's

00:35:27.000 do whatever you can like do not give up work on it like what his grandma said like you got to do

00:35:32.840 whatever it takes not just to stay married but to stay in a healthy marriage do you know i mean not

00:35:38.280 like staying and arguing yeah i didn't break up because of my daughter because i didn't want her

00:35:42.280 to see the arguments but i'll just hold on okay so let's take and that's more of a traditional

00:36:02.600 she's got to go she's too drunk she's got to go no i'm not drunk you're talking about you are

00:36:06.520 i miss him i miss him my security guard he's hilarious

00:36:36.520 ellen didn't do anything to you yeah what's going on get your hands off me

00:36:50.680 i was so tired gin and juice boy kids stay in school stuff sam it's okay

00:36:57.480 just come out kids stay in school grab her shoes stay in school kids

00:37:03.880 i miss blessing someone asked me what happened to him but he had to stay in england um i just

00:37:10.760 couldn't take everyone with but i miss him don't drink alcohol especially juice from whatever

00:37:18.760 happened between you two i knew don't drink it baby i told her i said yeah this is why i was so

00:37:25.240 done oh i was so done with shows okay i'm gonna take a second to read the chat i'm gonna see if

00:37:33.560 glenn's coming soon because i want to get to the actual topic tonight um okay let me read the chat

00:37:39.480 on the website so zach uh peep peep over the top boys thanks for being here in the chat this evening

00:37:49.640 um hey there p okay okay let me read rollo's behaving like a woman a douchebag

00:37:57.860 pearl i wouldn't even bother mentioning his name he's acting like 304 look i'm just to the point

00:38:05.180 where i've had to listen to everybody talk about me for years and there's certain things i just

00:38:12.500 want to give my side of the story and that if anyone ever asks me about it again i'll say this

00:38:18.260 is the live stream you can hear me talk about it there i understand that i didn't have to i get it

00:38:25.540 but it's been like three years of like three years of him blacklisting me behind the scenes

00:38:33.120 three years of him just making up stories about me and i'm a little bit exhausted from it

00:38:40.200 so you know i'm not a perfect person i get it but when you're saying stuff that's just not true

00:38:51.360 i get a little annoyed okay rollo's a stubborn old man he'd rather send smoke

00:39:01.640 signals than collaborate it's obvious that you've that you're the flavor of the day in the red pill

00:39:06.940 market your real competition is andrew tate not that old fart i think everyone can kind of do their

00:39:13.000 own thing you know um it's funny a 50 year old guy wearing a wife beater the only reason he made

00:39:22.040 the video is because you rehashed it and talked about it on your show a few days ago i understand

00:39:27.320 that point of view anna i don't care you know it just is what it is if he is going to make things

00:39:35.660 up i have a right to clear my name so is any of it worth watching it was for it's not real

00:39:44.540 i mean it's the same old stuff he always says it's nothing really new um fazel his pessimism

00:39:51.820 is his problem not yours he makes a living flapping his lips that doesn't mean he should

00:39:55.980 get in your head you got a vision tackle the obstacles and move forward he's riding your

00:40:01.340 coattails don't give him a second thought you know you could put this to bed stop talking about i'm

00:40:07.980 done after this i really am done and if you guys want to call in later and ask me i mean i'll ask

00:40:14.380 you can ask me about anything he said really people want to believe that they only have the

00:40:19.980 correct take on controversial issues because if you were right then it would make me wrong

00:40:26.860 and to be honest um

00:40:31.340 Pearl, just start the show.

00:40:36.800 I'm gonna a little.

00:40:40.240 Yeah, I mean, I mean, when you're accusing me of setting you up, when you're accusing

00:40:46.720 me of going, but like sabotaging you behind the scenes when you're openly admitting open,

00:40:56.440 openly admitting that you're doing it to me.

00:41:01.340 and now you're accusing me of

00:41:05.020 talk you know it's just it's kind of insane so I'm gonna text Glenn one more time to see

00:41:15.780 okay so I'm gonna start the show and then if Glenn calls in I'll take a break

00:41:21.140 yeah and I still I have nothing bad to say about him other than please stop making stuff up about

00:41:30.020 me which apparently he said he's done so i hope he is i really do okay um

00:41:45.940 okay also guys we're really close to covering my producer costs thank you guys so much

00:42:01.140 you guys are amazing um but

00:42:04.740 yeah that's pretty much it the other things

00:42:11.060 he rehashes some beef me and myron have yeah myron thought i was a snake because

00:42:18.460 i did the wrong thing in a situation like years ago i apologized for two years straight

00:42:28.220 and at some point he accepted it

00:42:31.620 yeah um

00:42:35.280 and who is gina he says i worked with someone named gina that that i was just confused about

00:42:51.000 um okay guys so let's get to the topic

00:42:57.340 okay

00:42:59.820 i know me and myron are fine there's no at what anyways i'm gonna move on to the topic

00:43:12.300 i know i like myron myron's a cool guy

00:43:14.620 okay so i have been talking about radical acceptance on my channel as of late and you

00:43:26.240 You know, there was a point in my career, and I think a lot of people kind of relate

00:43:31.600 to this when you're young, where you moralize and think that you can change the entire world.

00:43:38.560 You know, I think that's why like hippies was, you know, there's a lot of people alive

00:43:43.560 today that when they were young were hippies, you know, it's why people have these phases

00:43:47.620 in college where they're like blue haired feminists or whatever.

00:43:52.700 But there was just a point where I was debating on these issues all the time.

00:43:58.940 And I just had to accept that things were just not going to change.

00:44:03.160 Now I want to give an example of this is pro-life versus pro-choice debate.

00:44:07.900 So as you guys know, I'm very pro-life.

00:44:10.660 My mom took me to pro-life rallies when I was like 12 years old.

00:44:14.040 Like we went to a Sarah Palin rally.

00:44:18.820 what happened at these was I used to, I actually remember debating. I don't know why. I remember

00:44:27.680 being like 12 and debating abortion on the playground. This is an especially near and dear

00:44:33.480 issue to my heart because my parents have been on both sides of adoption. So they've given a kid up

00:44:38.960 for adoption and we've also adopted. I've been on both sides. But I just refuse to argue about

00:44:47.340 abortion anymore. And the reason I came to this conclusion, there was a couple reasons. So first

00:44:53.880 of all, my my dad, he thinks I'm a little extreme. He's always been conservative. And my dad did

00:45:01.700 is one of the reasons I am conservative. But he even thought that the abortion stuff is just too

00:45:08.520 far. And I said, Dad, but you don't think it's murder? Like you don't think it's wrong? And he

00:45:13.360 said yeah it is but it's never going to change most people don't agree that it should be legal

00:45:22.120 at nine months so why don't we just cut a deal with them why don't we just say okay three months

00:45:28.620 cut a deal be done quit arguing about it and another reason i came to this conclusion was

00:45:36.220 i was in london i would show women videos of abortions i would show them actual you know

00:45:44.540 evidence of how terrible abortions were and they don't care they don't care in the slightest i mean

00:45:50.860 women tick tock their abortions now and i realized it's always been this way because if you look at

00:45:56.060 the infant mortality rate of 100 years ago i believe it's similar to the abortion rate today

00:46:03.340 because women were either being negligent or killing their kids that's what i believe

00:46:07.900 that it's possible it's not true but that that and i really thought that somehow i was doing

00:46:15.740 something moral by arguing about these issues i really did at the time i you know you almost

00:46:23.180 develop like a hero complex you know and you you you feel like by debating this stuff you are

00:46:30.540 are saving society, saving the babies, whatever it is. Um, but there are some ships that are

00:46:41.720 just sinking and that's the best way I can describe it. So, um, the abortion, I understand

00:46:50.900 we won Roe versus Wade. Maybe the abortion rate goes down slightly, but overwhelmingly

00:46:57.280 women have won. They won. They get abortions and they're going to have them forever. At least as

00:47:05.340 long as I am alive in my lifetime. I am encroaching in on 30. I'm 28. And so I'm getting close to my

00:47:14.680 halfway around. Like, let's say I live to be 80. I'm a decade. I don't really see this changing in

00:47:21.560 my lifetime. Okay. And radical acceptance has really made me think about my morals. And think

00:47:33.180 of and it's made me a happier person. Because before, if I would debate somebody about abortion,

00:47:43.100 I would get really frustrated if they didn't see my point of view. And I would view them as

00:47:48.580 immoral you know i would think that they were an immoral person and i was fighting on the side of

00:47:53.700 morality and what i realized is that people have a right to their hell now i believe abortion is

00:48:00.900 murder if it were up to me it would be illegal but people have a right to make complete chaos

00:48:08.580 in their lives and some people will just not learn from their mistakes until their life

00:48:13.780 is a living hell 28 and granny i know i'm like a granny

00:48:19.700 if i live to be 95 i'm gonna be pissed i don't want to live that long um

00:48:27.860 so i used to and i really do regret this to some i i can't say i regret it because it was what i

00:48:34.340 believed at the time but i think you guys have sort of seen me grow up a little bit on camera

00:48:39.700 um because i've been making tiktoks since i was 24 23 maybe 22 i don't know

00:48:48.580 20 23 or 24. so you guys have kind of seen me like live through my 20s right um

00:48:56.620 and

00:48:59.380 And while even in that clip, I was saying abortion's morally wrong, being a single mother

00:49:09.700 is morally wrong.

00:49:10.740 And while that may be true, radical acceptance has helped me separate the morality of women's

00:49:16.260 actions to have a better discourse and accept things the way that they are.

00:49:21.300 Because, you know, there's some stuff that women are just never going to change, ever.

00:49:28.680 Ever.

00:49:30.180 And you get to a certain point where you realize that there are causes that are just sinking ships.

00:49:38.740 They're going down and you got two choices. You can either save yourself and go learn to swim

00:49:47.380 or try to save everybody that wants to drown.

00:49:50.740 so i started thinking about this and i started thinking what would it take for the average

00:50:04.460 person to give up on a hopeless pursuit what would it take for the average person

00:50:10.260 to give up on a cause that's losing you know i for example i have met so many people over the

00:50:18.360 years that are environmentalists. They care a lot about the environment. And when I went

00:50:22.440 to a Kamala rally, that was one of, not one of the main, but that was a not uncommon answer

00:50:29.440 that I got from people when I was interviewing was that they were voting for Kamala to save

00:50:33.860 the environment. And I also meet so many people that understand that there's not really much

00:50:57.140 that we can do to save the environment. You know, Americans think that driving a hybrid

00:51:03.020 or recycling will make a dent in the world pop pollution problem but you know i've actually been

00:51:09.460 to india i went there a decade ago i promise to god we are not doing shit when it comes to the

00:51:16.920 environment nothing um and i see all this you know time and energy

00:51:26.840 that they're spending on a cause that's just sinking it's a sinking ship so i've also you

00:51:36.080 know i have a vegan guitar teacher and i've told you i think he's been on the show and he's a

00:51:40.320 really intelligent guy really smart guy and i was having conversation with him the other day and i

00:51:46.460 was asking him what would it take for him to abandon this you know because he doesn't he's

00:51:53.840 not a Trump fan, obviously, right? But I asked him, I said, how much more money would you have

00:51:58.120 to make under Trump to abandon this vegan stuff, to abandon this environment stuff? And at first

00:52:06.940 I said, you know, I said, 10,000 a month, would you do it? And he said, no,

00:52:11.980 I walked away from all this money before. I wouldn't do it. Because he worked in really

00:52:20.960 smart guy really great person um but he worked in he worked in finance before and um then i you know

00:52:29.520 i kept upping the number and i saw him you know getting closer and then i said what about this

00:52:35.760 music opportunity what if this musical under trump there was some sort of funding that went

00:52:41.520 towards musicals and you got an amazing role in one would you abandon so on your trump ticket

00:52:48.480 it it says you get this opportunity but f the environment the environment there's no policies

00:52:55.580 it's all drill baby drill would you vote for it and i said for me if kamala went out

00:53:02.380 and said abortions up to nine months but you get your monetization back

00:53:07.600 or the divorce laws change tomorrow i would say fuck it click

00:53:18.480 i'd say kamala um you know so

00:53:27.120 at a certain point

00:53:30.720 there are causes that are not worth fighting and it's not necessarily compromising your morals

00:53:37.680 because i would never perform an abortion i would never get an abortion there's no amount of money

00:53:43.440 that could make me do that they could not pay me um but i also am aware that i cannot

00:53:49.760 stop these hoes from killing their kids i cannot

00:53:58.640 you guys are saying hell no i mean if women if they want to throw their kids in dumpsters how

00:54:02.960 many how many kids get thrown in dumpsters every year that nobody finds

00:54:07.120 only god can change a woman's mind the most you can do is try to convince woman

00:54:13.720 to do the right thing is that she'll make harmful choices and more enthusiastically

00:54:19.120 out of spite exactly at some point it's a lost cause and you got to abandon the sinking ship

00:54:28.800 because if you don't abandon the sinking ship you will drown now i want to tell this other story

00:54:35.100 so this is kind of it's kind of interesting and i genuinely think that

00:54:41.700 i had someone on my show a while ago i never released the footage because he was just too

00:54:47.280 controversial um and it just didn't make sense for me but he had his version i'll just say of

00:54:55.500 a sinking ship so he he really believed in the j question i'm not getting into that but

00:55:02.880 he showed me his evidence and it see it was very convincing and he really laid out his case and I

00:55:09.140 really understood why he believed what he believed but I could just see that all of you know he was

00:55:16.180 an older guy like 70s and I could just tell that all of the years he spent fighting you know he

00:55:24.240 could have been building something you know if he just accepted you know he spent years arguing over

00:55:31.760 this topic and if he just said you know what this is the way it is let me go navigate the world the

00:55:38.080 way it is and maybe build an app maybe you know build something to make my community's life better

00:55:47.120 and i realized i was like i don't want to turn into this guy um i don't want to go crazy

00:55:54.560 fighting for stuff that'll just never change and getting hopeful and expecting things to change

00:56:04.700 I would rather just accept and navigate the world the way it is for example um

00:56:10.920 you could have a conversation saying you know degeneracy is bad degeneracy like no sleeping

00:56:18.520 around we hate whores but um or you could say if you're going to sleep around these are the

00:56:30.080 stds that can ruin your life these are the stds you got to watch out for um these are the risks

00:56:37.740 these are the pros these are the cons if you're gonna do it do it this way if you choose not to

00:56:44.000 try an arranged marriage, ask your family. You know, there's practical ways that we can kind of

00:56:49.060 take away the morality and just have a little bit more interesting of a conversation because

00:56:54.540 morality is not going to change the way the world is. Any group, you're going to have the same

00:57:01.840 dynamic. Women go for 20% of men, then convince the next 20%. They didn't sleep with the top 20%

00:57:08.860 of men, get married, divorce. I mean, there's just stuff that that's never going to change.

00:57:17.460 And, you know, growing up, my dad, he never verbalized this to me, but he really had this

00:57:23.120 point of view or has, I would say, because he would, every time gossip would come out or crazy

00:57:31.980 story or like something in our town, I would say, dad, can you believe that this happened? And he

00:57:36.560 say what do you expect people are people nothing surprises me and my dad is a very happy person

00:57:45.520 and he just never even though my dad is a very very moral like the way he lives his life is

00:57:50.640 stupid moral he just works um doesn't drink doesn't smoke doesn't he's just when you meet

00:58:00.240 like if you ever meet my dad he's just a great person um and he doesn't really worry about

00:58:08.560 political he he casts his vote and then he goes my boyfriend's another one who really showed me this

00:58:15.680 um i mean there were just times where you know we were talking and

00:58:30.240 you know, he would kind of just show me how this was a waste of time arguing about morality.

00:58:35.580 I'm going to read the chat really quick. And then

00:58:38.060 Anna says, you, all right, let me see.

00:58:44.460 All right, Steve, I can't imagine that the one woman in the chat is the one bitching.

00:58:50.100 Sorry, Anna. Thanks for being on the website. I'm just being honest here.

00:58:53.980 okay um let me go the okay i i was a happy back when i had more hair i remember the days when i

00:59:03.840 had hair too i had um fro to end in talks my hair looked like a football helmet and i'd like to say

00:59:11.040 my dad because he didn't waste his time on this political stuff probably could have more political

00:59:17.540 influence than any guy in politics because he spent time making money and money is actually

00:59:26.560 if you really want to drive change you make money first and then you could then do influence

00:59:32.180 um giving up and men giving are giving people giving up and men giving a little here and a

00:59:38.920 little there is exactly what got us into this mess not really it's the only thing that'll get

00:59:44.040 us out of this mess. It really is. The only power you have is walking away. There are two choices,

00:59:56.400 confront evil or stay silent and avert your eye. The third option is to live truth and be prepared

01:00:01.140 to witness those who have chosen to embody evil. Yet you can't control another person. That's,

01:00:06.280 that's what it comes down to. I can't control if a woman goes, gets an, gets an abortion. I'm not

01:00:11.500 responsible. I can give them the facts. If women want to go

01:00:18.200 catch herpes, I can't really says the end of the road for

01:00:24.340 her. Okay, and I'll see you. The women can't take it. Okay, I

01:00:32.020 don't bother saving anyone. I just give them enough rope and

01:00:34.860 let them hang themselves. And sometimes you got to let people

01:00:37.420 fail if you don't let them fail um to be honest guys my dad um during the last year when i had

01:00:46.620 all these like business problems my dad let me fail i um when i was burning through cash because

01:00:55.820 i overhired people um when i was making management mistakes my dad very well could have saved it for

01:01:03.740 me and he's so intelligent because he just said no you need to learn and to be honest guys i have

01:01:11.500 a really good feeling this time around i know i know anna's leaving right but i i am in so much

01:01:19.420 better of a position now because i failed because i have a new business model and in six months i'm

01:01:26.380 i understand how to do it and i even i understand how to grow other people's accounts too

01:01:33.180 and this is going to be a great business model that's going to keep me employed forever and i

01:01:37.020 never would have learned it if i didn't fail researchers waste billions of dollars identifying

01:01:43.180 issues that are bad for humanity while they could just follow blue-collar progressives

01:01:49.340 whatever they whatever they do tends to be bad for the country and humanity

01:01:54.620 only god can save them yeah there's at some point where you say you know what

01:01:58.220 only god can save you you can give people the information right um you can warn people marriage

01:02:06.380 is a bad deal you you can give people the information but and you know what another

01:02:11.580 men with marriage there are men that get married three times um

01:02:22.060 uh joel and they every time they'll get divorce scraped and they just want to do it again

01:02:28.220 Our big agribusiness, I need to learn to read better, destroys more animal habits and forests

01:02:38.820 than meat production. Barth and Catholics used to have meatless Fridays. Fazella, I'm a carnivore

01:02:45.240 when I see cows in the field. All I see is steaks. Makes me want to run and bite their asses.

01:02:49.560 I'm on board. Pull the gang plunge. Richard, I would say they are being manipulated to go

01:02:56.320 against their own interests i think being i am being the naive one because people seem

01:03:00.880 to really enjoy the moral decay and don't give an f no women aren't being manipulated guys it's what

01:03:06.380 we want to do and you know i gotta be honest there's a point where i had to ask myself during

01:03:14.400 this whole thing you know why why am i not married and i realized in my early 20s i really wanted to

01:03:20.200 play volleyball that's what I wanted to do nobody brainwashed me nobody convinced me I loved playing

01:03:27.400 volleyball and that was my priority at the time um and there was a point where I thought that I

01:03:37.500 really thought that I wanted to be married right I really just thought it would like happen but I

01:03:48.100 then I had to think further and I thought you know what if I really wanted to be I would have

01:03:53.400 downloaded hinge I would have gone on a date every day until I had until I find a guy like I would

01:04:00.680 have said dad who are you setting me up I you know there was things I would have did and I didn't so

01:04:07.260 I wasn't I wasn't brainwashed I made my choice you know I made my choices at the time I can barely

01:04:14.820 change myself how can i change someone else yeah if you want to succeed um in life double your

01:04:21.460 failure yeah you know and you know like i do think it's true it's better to have loved and lost than

01:04:28.820 to have never loved at all because at least you can learn from it and move on i mean personally

01:04:35.620 i think the whores i respect more than lolo jones who didn't do who was a virgin at 40.

01:04:42.260 at least the whores went for what they wanted you know at least the gold diggers are shooting

01:04:49.800 for the stars i'm not saying either is great but i'm sticking a bobby pin in an outlet teaches a

01:04:57.320 lot you know okay i'm gonna do a call-in because i don't think glenn

01:05:03.600 oh i guess there might be

01:05:11.640 oh he's saying he should wait and to make an estate i don't know if i can i read this or no

01:05:19.080 i'm not gonna oh i personally oh and the other thing okay whatever so

01:05:26.980 i'm going to put the zoom link in the chat

01:05:33.680 and then people can call in doug if you want to give your thoughts first please feel free to

01:05:45.000 um but yeah so i want to hear from you guys and what you guys have to say

01:05:51.840 and I want to know

01:05:54.200 what lost cause did you give up on

01:05:58.980 and what made you give it up

01:06:01.660 was your life better after you gave it up

01:06:05.520 mine is abortion

01:06:08.420 you guys win

01:06:09.580 kill your babies

01:06:11.100 I don't care anymore

01:06:12.860 I don't care

01:06:14.100 and I'm a happier person for it

01:06:21.840 Is there a cause you gave up on?

01:06:27.660 And by the way, there's three more days.

01:06:30.140 This is my Friday, my producer's back.

01:06:33.260 So you guys won't have to deal with this self-producing BS ever again.

01:06:39.720 Thank you guys so much for bearing with me through this terrible time.

01:06:45.400 Doug, are you on?

01:06:48.240 Is that you?

01:06:49.240 Yeah.

01:06:50.240 Can you hear me?

01:06:51.240 how are you i'm fantastic thanks for asking i appreciate it and thank you for all the new faces

01:06:57.640 in the chat on on youtube and on the chat on the website all a whole lot of new faces so thanks for

01:07:04.360 for being a member on the website and thank you for being in the best chat on youtube everyone

01:07:09.480 i really appreciate it and pearl does too can you believe it that the only woman in the chat

01:07:14.200 couldn't take it and it's cool people she i like her i like her i was just i thought it was funny

01:07:22.360 i'm like they only last so long huh she said she was out i'm like well i can't was there a cause

01:07:33.000 actually first i do want to read what glenn had to say he said um i will address the claims that

01:07:39.240 that were made at a later time with legal counsel once we file our cease and

01:07:43.480 desist. I should wait until I am able to make a statement with my attorney

01:07:49.560 since I'm going to sue Rolo for slander and defamation. This might enter a

01:07:55.380 lawsuit. Okay. Well, I mean, he was he was pulling on the hooker thing was

01:08:06.380 completely BS, I think. I can't prove it or, you know, it's like, but, you know. Okay. So what

01:08:15.320 cause did you give up, Doug? So the cause I gave up, you know, Doug MPA, I've been Black on this

01:08:26.700 planet for, you know, I'm in my 40s. And, you know, I grew up in a predominantly white area.

01:08:33.040 my parents moved there for a reason.

01:08:36.060 You know, I went to a prominent white school.

01:08:38.020 I got good grades, all those different things.

01:08:40.000 And I've had this relationship with the black community

01:08:43.460 that wasn't always healthy.

01:08:45.660 And, you know, my dad's a professional, very successful.

01:08:50.200 My mother was too.

01:08:51.620 And early on, they told me this whole black nation thing,

01:08:56.500 you know, oh yeah, what up brother, what up sister?

01:08:59.500 Let it go.

01:09:00.320 because you'll get snaked where i think it's like this with women women realize this with

01:09:08.620 other women that women will snake you the worst but as a black person like you get snaked the

01:09:14.360 worst by other black people so the worst thing you could do if you want to be a professional

01:09:19.800 successful black person is leave the black nation behind because all it'll do like if you're

01:09:29.080 successful. You speak a certain way, walk a certain way. You're never going to be black enough.

01:09:34.900 They're always going to question who you are, what your motivations are. Leave the black nation

01:09:40.060 behind. And I went through a period where, you know, I was like, oh yeah, you know, pro-black,

01:09:44.940 whatever, but it didn't last long. So one of the biggest causes I had to give up on was this whole

01:09:50.680 black nation thing, you know, and my life has been better because of it.

01:09:57.020 How far in it were you? Like, what age did you give it up?

01:10:02.340 In my mid-20s.

01:10:05.080 I went...

01:10:06.460 Do you think 22-year-old you would have been at a BLM rally?

01:10:14.280 Be honest.

01:10:16.160 Well...

01:10:17.120 Be honest! Sorry.

01:10:18.860 Well, I was never really... I mean, so I've never been to a rally in my life.

01:10:26.460 that that was always too much and that's because in my hometown um we have this college there

01:10:33.420 that's known for protesting everything so um the the college students there they shut down roadways

01:10:41.800 for the dumbest stuff like that so i was never really a rally person but um yeah would you would

01:10:50.920 you have some of the kool-aid when i was young i'm not gonna lie would you would you have posted

01:10:56.440 a black square you know what sadly it's okay 22 year old me would have posted a black square

01:11:06.900 on facebook and instagram yes i'm not gonna lie do you know what's funny there was some black

01:11:11.220 girls on there was some black girls on my team that unfollowed me at the time because i wouldn't

01:11:15.920 post a black square i was like really what is this square gonna do but um yeah i'm telling you

01:11:25.480 as, you know, you're, um, I see women sticking to other women, you know, like, I just, it's

01:11:33.900 usually your own people. In my whole experience, you know, um, I'm a professional, I have a

01:11:39.840 bachelor's degree, I have a master's degree, um, you know, I'm pretty successful. And my

01:11:45.820 whole life in an academic and professional setting, my worst enemy has always been another

01:11:52.020 black person always yeah i was like oh yeah white people this white people that nope it's always

01:12:00.980 your own people they will sneak you the worst sell you out destroy your character question your

01:12:07.460 morals your character your ethics your blackness just don't even get involved with it now so and

01:12:14.020 that means that i keep everyone at arm's length a lot of people will automatically trust someone or

01:12:18.900 let a person from the same group get close to them don't do it guys put everyone through the same

01:12:24.740 vetting process because you'll get snaked the worst by your own kind got it um is anyone else

01:12:34.980 on the caller now i can't see um i don't see anyone else okay um you know and also you know

01:12:43.300 i'm i guess it's from where i'm from but you know i had to give up being a a liberal you were a

01:12:50.580 liberal oh yeah yeah i was yeah dog yeah you know when did you what age did you give that up also

01:12:59.380 mid-20s um yeah i was later late was it at 30. one of the best things you can do guys is move

01:13:10.660 out of your hometown, see different parts of the country and see other countries. And

01:13:17.640 that'll put you at least at a moderate and make you a conservative at the most. But when

01:13:23.520 I started living around the country and realizing how other people thought, I've lived in 11

01:13:29.800 different states. And being on the extreme left and the extreme right is a luxury. And

01:13:36.480 It's usually held by people who've never experienced other cultures and other types of people.

01:13:41.400 So, you know, when I gave a liberal, my whole life was just better.

01:13:46.360 One of the worst parts about liberals is that they lack on these big causes instead of taking personal accountability and responsibility, whereas being a moderate and a conservative, it's about fixing yourself and creating your castle first and then helping others.

01:14:05.220 Understand what I'm saying?

01:14:05.780 yeah and that and also when i think i'm at the point now where if it's have a conversation about

01:14:12.740 anything politics or otherwise i'd rather have a conversation with a conservative

01:14:21.860 than a liberal because at least we have a baseline of you know they can we can agree on what a woman

01:14:27.380 is and that's the well that's the thing it's about like this show is it's not about because

01:14:36.960 we were talking before it's not about like compromising your morals it's just like kind

01:14:40.960 of picking what battles you can win and there's no virtue in picking a losing battle do you know

01:14:51.460 what i mean if like if you don't change anything anyways what was the virtue in it um you know

01:14:56.840 it's an example of this so i always say because i've always been right leaning you know um like

01:15:03.640 my mom took me to sarah palin rallies and who who's echoing is that you doug or someone on the

01:15:09.400 call yes everyone put yourself on mute please and then i'll i'll make sure to get uh

01:15:17.480 carlos your first yeah guys said and then nick but yeah put yourself on mute carlos okay yeah

01:15:23.160 make sure you guys are muting and then we'll get to you. Um, but, but I'm very glad I wasn't

01:15:31.220 during the, um, January six stuff. I'm very glad I wasn't politically active because I just could

01:15:39.100 have seen myself going to something like that when I was younger. And I thank God every day.

01:15:44.880 And I asked, I asked my dad, I said, dad, do you view the people from January six as brave or

01:15:51.160 stupid my dad was like they're stupid like that was that was dumb and i asked like three other

01:15:56.920 people this and they all had the same answer and i couldn't believe it because i was like i thought

01:16:00.200 they were brave and they're like there's no virtue in like being the guy that takes the fall

01:16:04.920 you know yeah or losing your freedom yeah you can't do anything when you're locked up yeah exactly

01:16:13.400 um go ahead okay let me see who else is on the line here

01:16:19.800 uh carlos acosta are you ready unmute

01:16:24.440 yeah i can talk yeah go ahead buddy all right well hello hi carlos how's it going it's going

01:16:36.060 all right um so the topic is what's something uh a cost that you've given up on correct

01:16:42.040 yeah lost cause lost cause this is actually i'd say a pretty big deal in my life because

01:16:49.940 um a little bit about myself i um i have adhd and i also took like this cognitive exam and i have

01:16:59.960 like a i'm what's called and i think a lot of people with adhd probably have something similar

01:17:04.640 it's called you're twice exceptional where you're disabled but you're also gifted in something else

01:17:10.560 and this causes a lot of confusion because sometimes people think oh you're really smart

01:17:15.980 so why are you having a problem with this thing and my whole life I've like been

01:17:21.800 um I keep explaining myself to people like oh like I'm you know uh like I explain my thoughts

01:17:30.780 to people and like I I come at it from like a very nice like you know place and I've kind of

01:17:36.500 have like slowly have started to learn how to just be like an asshole and just like not like even

01:17:44.040 you know bother to entertain the criticisms that people have of me um especially like women um

01:17:55.880 because at least with guys you can kind of like be like bro you know but you know um

01:18:00.680 Um, and just certain types of people, you know, and it's a thing where, you know, you're

01:18:07.160 in school and you do well in a test and then they're like, oh man, this guy got an A in

01:18:11.960 that?

01:18:12.960 Man, he figured that out.

01:18:13.960 And then, but then when you, when they see that your disabilities, they start to pick

01:18:17.000 on you.

01:18:18.000 Right.

01:18:19.000 And I used to sort of think like, oh, it's okay.

01:18:20.960 It's just lack of maturity.

01:18:23.280 And at some point people are going to like, you know, be mature enough and they're just

01:18:28.400 going to understand.

01:18:29.780 realize that's never going to happen. Do you have a response to that or do I just keep ranting?

01:18:38.660 No. I can say something. Go ahead. I have a nephew and he had ADD and unfortunately,

01:18:49.220 that label of people automatically associate you with being defective somehow.

01:18:54.900 and and so you once that label gets out you're automatically attached with that

01:19:02.920 like add is defective was that your experience

01:19:07.620 what was the last the exact last word you said is what so people we say you have add

01:19:17.320 that they kind of treat you like you're defective somehow um well yes and sometimes it's not even

01:19:24.640 you're defective um because like i think when you have some sort of disability you assume that

01:19:31.040 because the you you always assume this is kind of funny because it ties back to religion because you

01:19:36.720 know how the the devil is like the ultimate like accuser right and you know how the devil is

01:19:42.560 supposed to be like almost like the like almost perfect right he's not god but he's like really

01:19:47.680 and in our heads we assume that the person accusing us is perfect sometimes at least i do

01:19:52.560 and i think um you know through a lot of study i realized like wait a minute

01:19:57.840 these people probably make more mistakes than i do like in everyday life they've just kind of

01:20:05.420 learned to play this little social game um and uh another sort of like realization that i had

01:20:13.620 that helped me really like get rid of this um i don't want to get too deep into it but i'll try

01:20:20.540 to simplify it so it comes a little bit from psychology and from a little bit of let's say

01:20:26.360 computer science but not really and it's like if you think about someone giving an opinion about

01:20:32.480 you realize that whatever model they have of you in their head is incomplete right so you can just

01:20:42.260 sort of assume that wait a minute if you don't really have enough information about me right

01:20:47.640 this goes both ways right to make a proper assessment of why i did that thing at that

01:20:52.520 moment in time right then you're just basically like blabbering off you're not really thinking

01:20:59.720 now the problem with that is when you're in a group of people and you're in an environment where

01:21:03.880 like um people do this right and then you sort of end up in this bad status in that little group

01:21:10.520 right um and it's sort of like oh this annoying person said this thing or they cut off my

01:21:17.700 disability and now all these retards are gonna like ganging up on me like a bunch of animals

01:21:23.580 right but yeah that's kind of what i realized and i guess to cap it off is um i recently have been

01:21:31.960 you know i've returned to school to finish my degree uh degree in in computer science and

01:21:38.480 i've i'm taking a completely like or unorthodox approach to like how the way i study whereas in

01:21:46.020 the past i was just forced myself whereas now i try to develop like a vibe like i'll put in like

01:21:51.900 workout music when i'm doing math problems or i'll like um you know i'll play like videos of

01:22:00.000 lectures in like two times speed and i actually learn better that way but if i told that to

01:22:05.460 anybody or somebody saw me doing that that wasn't like me they'd start to criticize me they think

01:22:11.120 that i'm like you know like blowing off my education or i'm just being weird or something

01:22:16.580 and then they would like try to like interject to quote unquote help and then just make the whole

01:22:23.200 you know what one of my last things yeah i i'm sorry like one of the last things that i've

01:22:29.420 learned right is unless someone is who's criticizing you unless you're willing to help

01:22:35.140 you solve that problem there's no point in paying attention to that criticism because it's like

01:22:40.180 that's a really good point like 99 of the time whatever problem they're addressing in you

01:22:47.360 um it's like okay change how you're doing things okay i'm gonna do things your way and then you do

01:22:52.860 things your way and then they don't work out and then they're like oh you didn't do it right

01:22:56.740 you know it's like communism has never been tried right so i feel like yeah it's a thing that just

01:23:01.000 happens with people and it's like well if you're not gonna it could be like a family member could

01:23:05.620 be a doctor it's like they can tell you oh you gotta cut your carbs you gotta it's like okay

01:23:09.860 but are you gonna help me because if you're not gonna help me then you know well we're gonna move

01:23:17.380 on the next college just one more piece of advice stop telling people your stuff learn how to keep

01:23:24.880 your mouth shut oh 100 yeah all right we're gonna go to the next caller uh okay doug i'm gonna take

01:23:32.400 one second because i just forgot to do this um i just want to is it do you think it's okay if i do

01:23:39.260 the names of the people that have signed up oh sure yeah i'm just gonna take it for a second

01:23:44.080 guys thanks so much for um again one of the reasons um the documentary was pushed off and

01:23:51.080 role is saying it's not going to come out it will come out it's because i have a lot of projects and

01:23:56.120 one of these projects is because i got demonetized on youtube i had to build an app and then i had to

01:24:01.160 delete 10 000 videos and upload it to the video sort the videos doug helped a lot with that thank

01:24:06.760 you doug um and um basically we had to start from scratch and i really couldn't do it without you

01:24:14.600 guys um we have very intelligent men that are going to be on the platform giving presentations

01:24:19.400 and how you can move up in different industries um these tend to be men that are private i find

01:24:24.120 that private men tend to be smarter than youtubers um smartest men i know don't really desire fame

01:24:29.320 like that maybe it's a little dig at me i don't know but um i wanna i've spent five i'm gonna be

01:24:34.760 doing this forever and the first thousand people that join um in the next week i'm i will you're

01:24:43.480 a part of my program for eternity. And I will be doing this forever. So you know, if you believe

01:24:52.040 that you should sign up because there will be very intelligent people that will be on in our

01:24:56.920 members only community. So I'm going to read all the people that have joined and I thank you guys

01:25:03.080 so much for joining you guys are amazing. Alan, I'm just going to do first names because I don't

01:25:07.560 don't want to dox anybody don't worry alex thank you damian thank you we got a ten dollar and a

01:25:13.600 yearly one from alan the yearly ones help us a lot because um you know uh it it gives us more money

01:25:21.860 up front i'm trying to invest in a couple things one of them being the documentary so it really

01:25:27.080 helps so the program is you just go to the audacity network.com you just sign up for my

01:25:31.500 monthly or yearly memberships again i reward people that believe in me early on because it's

01:25:36.440 going to be very easy to believe in me in a year you guys can just take my word for it

01:25:40.660 i always figure stuff out you guys saw me build one of the biggest youtube shows in the country

01:25:46.300 from zero um four years ago when i went to england i got demonetized knocked back down had to build

01:25:53.480 an app now we're starting over but it's going to be cool there's going to be events there's going

01:25:58.100 to be um we're starting in april um it's probably going to be tuesday nights where we bring on

01:26:04.180 the smart, intelligent, private men that I know to give presentations on things that on how you

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01:28:02.200 Um, Oh, Ashley, I know what you were doing on my website. There is a woman that has been on

01:28:11.280 Twitter, sparking out at my boyfriend and spreading rumors about her. I mean, she signed up for my

01:28:16.760 site. I canceled your membership, bitch. Get off my site. I don't know why you're, I don't know why

01:28:21.720 you're trying to get on it, but that you're not invited. I, I, no, thank you. Okay. Some of these

01:28:29.260 women, they, they sign up to my website to get dirt on me. Do you not think I'm going to cancel

01:28:34.740 your membership like okay john thank you rebel thank you derek thank you dimitri thank you

01:28:45.300 alexander thank you i'm almost through them i'm sorry this is over the weekend oh wait that's it

01:28:52.020 so again thank you guys so much remember remember by the end of the week this is going to be

01:28:58.420 expensive to be a part of the i'm telling you i promise you guys you're just gonna have to take my

01:29:05.060 word these are going to be very intelligent men that are going to be on here these are

01:29:10.980 and you're going to be able to directly ask them questions you'll just you'll have to take my word

01:29:17.780 but i i promise you um this is going to be worth the money okay who's next um now we're gonna go

01:29:25.460 back to okay go ahead i'm gonna do said first are you there said yeah hey i'm here uh can you can

01:29:37.380 you let the other guys go first um okay i have to get to a quiet place and take about five minutes

01:29:42.420 sure okay all right aj aj's ransom rays how you doing buddy good to see you aj aj what's going on

01:29:51.700 hold on uh one second one second

01:29:58.440 uh he must be away from his things all right that was that was a long one okay buckwheat are you

01:30:07.900 there oh the other thing guys i might be partnering with some schools soon i don't i'm not going to

01:30:17.680 this is going to happen or not happen but the finishing school could be something that comes

01:30:23.680 semi in the future i don't know could happen soon um but the more the more people on the

01:30:30.880 website the more we have proof of concept i'm just i'm letting you guys know take it or leave it you

01:30:36.080 know um okay buckwheat are you there okay no so we'll move on to uh uh matt are you there

01:30:51.440 yeah i'm here matt how's it going

01:30:56.720 uh it's been rough and um hanging in there how about you you look like you've uh

01:31:03.520 uh i've been dragged through the trenches a couple of times yourself there pearl hey

01:31:12.880 i'm talking about all the trolling and that's that's all right it's all right

01:31:16.480 what's going on with you you said it's been rough is it uh

01:31:21.360 does it have to do with the topic or is it something else

01:31:26.640 um well the topic sure bleeds into it you know it's a lot of things like first of all

01:31:33.520 like i'm in a couple months in a month or actually a couple weeks or so i'll probably

01:31:38.820 i'll be turning 40 okay and so uh and life's been rough like i'm also one of those guys with really

01:31:47.100 bad attention to ever since or okay you know hey i've even i even part like i'm also i'm in canada

01:31:52.400 okay so like i even participated in the canadian forces so i'm a former veteran and uh you want

01:32:00.020 talk about causes that are almost not worth fighting for anymore and i hate to say this but

01:32:07.700 where i'm living right now in canada like like doug said in the chat and canada is a

01:32:14.740 wasteland of feminists and i would like to thank all all of all of our all of our australian and

01:32:22.420 canadian brothers that make it just one more day man so so congratulations for making it one more

01:32:27.940 day up there bro well thank you very much because i'm eager i'm trying to get the hell out of this

01:32:32.260 place um like every like i said i'm one of those guys with really bad attention deficit disorder and

01:32:38.420 you know canada's desperate for people so they let me in the door i worked in comms and um

01:32:47.060 my body was been destroyed by being subjected to intense electromagnetic energy uh running around

01:32:53.860 with radio packs and stuff uh yeah so i've been uh the uh electrical engineer okay i've been trying

01:33:04.180 to teach people that there's certain dangers to electromagnetics and uh fairly enough i keep keep

01:33:11.060 getting destroyed for it but the point i'm trying to talk about is during the c19 lockdowns and you

01:33:19.780 You saw a lot of people rise up and flood Ottawa there with all the truckers.

01:33:27.240 People aren't going to take it anymore.

01:33:29.840 It's a bunch of veteran groups that was a part of that, you know, wanted to say no to these things.

01:33:37.520 You know, meanwhile, since this asshole jerk-off Trudeau in Ottawa has stolen so much from us, they disarmed the country.

01:33:49.780 You know, I've I was raided. My whole house here was raided by the police.

01:33:54.520 Oh, crap. Oh, yeah. All for talking too much.

01:34:01.580 You know, my veteran friends and we've all been pro firearms.

01:34:05.500 We've been pro independence, pro secession.

01:34:10.900 You know, and, you know, we're the guys that defended the country.

01:34:15.860 and uh so you start seeing farms popping up all over the place and you start seeing

01:34:25.100 government crack us down our food supply taking away chickens destroying cows and um

01:34:33.200 you know and then a while ago so upset with the way life was behaving my mother

01:34:42.360 who has been a nurse in Manitoba here

01:34:45.340 for 40 years.

01:34:49.000 Brian Palliser tried to steal her pension

01:34:52.220 for not cooperating with the injections.

01:34:55.720 I was upset.

01:34:58.500 40 years.

01:35:00.160 And she dodged a bullet by retiring

01:35:02.260 just two weeks before they brought in

01:35:04.840 the material or the laws

01:35:09.580 that would take that away from her.

01:35:10.860 I got angry. So we started, you know, taking, getting, you know, getting rid of the food that

01:35:19.980 we had and started, you know, putting in, growing our own food, taking over our own farms, putting

01:35:25.400 on solar panels, starting and putting in hammered equipment, everything you need to do to get

01:35:30.620 government out of your life. And including buying firearms, which is a part of it too.

01:35:36.200 surely enough after that they seized all the uh the handguns and then they started going by

01:35:43.920 in my conversation in telegram to a guy that was had unlicensed firearms hardware four years ago

01:35:52.980 and a year later i'm going to my university to do my classes like i always do pull out of my car

01:36:00.160 next you know i'm charged for trafficking by the winnipeg police and they wanted to put me four

01:36:05.460 years sorry three years behind bars for nothing but a conversation what did they not like they

01:36:10.980 didn't like the fact is that people like us and i guess we're rising up and trying to get away from

01:36:17.060 government and it's been it's you know ever since these incidents happening there's all kinds of

01:36:23.780 quiet incidences all across canada where you just say one thing wrong just one thing say offering

01:36:30.500 ammunition or saying that you wanted to build a firearm suppressor just saying that and that's all

01:36:36.420 they need to rain hell on you across canada and steal all your property for everything you stole

01:36:41.300 decades worth of research from me i had 15 years worth of electromagnetics research that could

01:36:46.260 change how we look at power and it's all been destroyed and this is all you want to talk about

01:36:52.500 causes this is about trying to maintain your freedom it's a hopeless cause this is what

01:36:59.140 hopelessness looks like do i think that it's better in the u.s no well no i think the u.s

01:37:05.540 is a different kind of up do i like it better yes do i think that there's a better hope for it yes

01:37:13.300 but most of the veterans and all the groups that we were part of to try and take back our home

01:37:18.660 from these bastards has fallen then groups have all separated have all fallen apart and

01:37:25.380 no longer talking to each other anymore it's been a disaster we're talking about lost causes

01:37:32.040 that's a lost cause um most of my veteran yeah most of my veteran friends are broken

01:37:38.640 they're tossed out in the streets vac veteran affairs canada has no money to do anything they

01:37:43.660 won't cooperate with anybody my body's got decades worth of damage done to electromagnetics to the

01:37:48.600 point where just holding a cell phone makes my hand just turn blistery red that's how bad it is

01:37:54.200 now they recognize that there's allergies and stuff that you can have these problems with

01:37:58.460 but the problem is trying to shake these bastards up to get something is impossible

01:38:05.220 and they toss your ass over the street for anything so you know in the u.s if you're a vet

01:38:10.340 you're lucky because in some cases because there's so much support for you everybody loves you

01:38:15.560 everybody wants to hire you everybody everybody wants you you know you're something to look up to

01:38:21.800 in canada you take a tour to afghanistan you come back you're lucky if you get a medal for it okay

01:38:28.380 because a lot of people didn't get nothing and the worst and the thing the only thing you're

01:38:33.140 ever going to get is a card like this for your ndi 75 and maybe maybe if you're lucky all you

01:38:40.180 can get is that all it will happen to you so you don't have to fish without a fishing license

01:38:44.140 do you regret fighting it so hard

01:38:48.160 and like hindsight yeah like what would you do well yeah what would you do yeah if you had to

01:38:56.580 go back what would you do different if you can get all the all that energy and resources back

01:39:02.940 and fight a different fight what fight would you have chosen to fight

01:39:06.320 what would i have chosen to fight or what cause would you have taken up if you can get all that

01:39:17.680 time and resources bay you know i would probably do more work to convince people of the lies that

01:39:28.700 made Canada. Canada is a lie. So when it formed in 1867, everybody believed that we became this

01:39:39.640 country. We never were a country. Ever since Queen Victoria died, everybody, we never had any

01:39:47.500 royalty. And so when George V, George VI, Elizabeth and Sausage Fingers himself took over,

01:39:52.980 they were never legitimate to begin with and all these years you go through school and they teach

01:39:59.460 you about canada being what it is that it's yeah you're it's you know it's kind of patriotic to do

01:40:05.860 what your government tells you to do that it's okay that when ottawa or provincial government

01:40:12.160 wants to tear down your house that they're going to put a highway through it that it's always for

01:40:16.420 the common good and you're doing good here and you're doing canada's work by allowing by allowing

01:40:22.040 yourself to just be keeled over and stepped on and they teach you that in schools and i would

01:40:30.040 if i would like to do if i could do more learn about more what i would do is i would teach people

01:40:34.920 how much of a lie canada was is and always will be and how cowardly people are to just sit back

01:40:43.220 and keel over and just accept it how many and it's just been one thing after another i think

01:40:48.960 that part of part of the whole feminist thing moving to has a part to play and how cucked

01:40:55.420 everybody is in canada to just let this happen um mostly how many how many people i talk to

01:41:03.060 for instance this is one thing here for instance um my gosh like people how they have a problem

01:41:10.500 with conceal and carry like they're so against guns oh we should just get rid of them here

01:41:16.600 you know it's it's that mentality that nothing is ever going to happen to you and nothing ever can

01:41:23.220 because canada's never been conquered because canada's got is this is this idea where you

01:41:29.600 could do no wrong that you guess you could just if you just cooperate with everybody else everything

01:41:35.340 will just sink into its place meanwhile inch by inch by inch people steal from you and that's not

01:41:40.560 not the case i think that if i can go back i would teach kids just how much your life has been a lie

01:41:48.720 your entire life to just let this version of history be sold to you and maybe you know maybe

01:41:58.400 maybe in the next couple generations if you know kids could teach themselves and not get

01:42:02.800 you know divorce rate um that maybe maybe things will start to change maybe we'd start looking

01:42:11.440 more like the u.s i don't know okay okay well um we're gonna move on on the next hollywood

01:42:19.840 thank you for calling in calling anytime my bro yeah call it anytime thank you so much for calling

01:42:25.920 in i'm sorry to hear about the life situation you know yeah you know it's life right that's

01:42:31.840 another part of my journey right it's a rough one i'm gonna i'm sorry i'm gonna i'm gonna read the

01:42:37.600 website signups really quick doug before we go to the next one thank you aaron we got some signups

01:42:43.040 after the last one thank you pj remember guys my network's amazing you guys don't even know the

01:42:48.960 people i know you don't even you don't even know and these are going to be private events where

01:42:55.120 you can ask them specific questions and i'm the best at finding people did you guys know when i

01:43:00.240 was 22 when i was 22 i lived in milwaukee and i decided i was going to have meetings with c-level

01:43:07.200 executives and ask them how if um how they were successful and i just made a list of like a

01:43:14.320 hundred and i got three to meet with me i mean who does that these were fortune 500 companies

01:43:21.600 and i just asked them about life i can do the same for you guys if you guys have an industry

01:43:26.080 you want to learn i'm a woman of the people all right so um ben thank you so much for signing up

01:43:32.680 we just had three signups right there guys if we get 10 total signups this show my producer is paid

01:43:41.080 for and then that's very exciting for me because that means the show's almost youtube free it means

01:43:48.740 we're getting closer okay who's the next person okay aj unmute uh can you guys hear me is my

01:43:55.700 microphone working yeah you're good oh hey what's up guys hey parole how's it going i'm good how

01:44:01.020 are you sorry what did you say your name was aj aj nice to meet you yeah so so my cause was uh

01:44:10.080 i used to be big on the whole like new atheist non-believer type thing like from like 2001 to

01:44:17.480 about 2019 you know the whole like uh yeah man that type of stuff you know and uh the the issue

01:44:26.600 with that because you know you get into it and you go from just like not really believing in god

01:44:33.200 or anything to like oh there is no god and i'm gonna watch all these people that are debating

01:44:39.940 all these stupid pastors and blah blah blah there's a lot of dumb pastors so i won't lie i

01:44:45.880 won't lie so that's kind of yeah the issue is that right around 2019 2018 they the whole like

01:44:54.760 non-believer community went woke and let the religion of wokeness in there so now they're

01:45:01.540 supposed to oh we're the reasonable ones and we're all about right logic and reason but we can't tell

01:45:07.480 you what a woman is and a transformer is a transformer and if you go to any of these like

01:45:12.280 atheist channels they have their pronouns i'm like what is this like they are so that was that was

01:45:18.600 when they lost you huh yes that was you were like ah they're more religious than like the religious

01:45:26.120 people that they claim because you cannot say hey i may not accept that there's any type of deity

01:45:34.280 but i don't know about the whole transformer thing and then all of a sudden they're

01:45:37.880 they excommunicate you in the same way that they claim that that the catholics or the mormons do

01:45:43.560 but it's way more hardcore you know so their whole movement is just gone they completely lost me

01:45:50.280 every every other show on all these networks is like hosted by some transformer person or whatever

01:45:57.240 you know and it's just they've just completely lost the plot so that was one thing for for about

01:46:02.360 10 years of my whole life that i was all about oh that's so much time oh did you regret it or

01:46:09.640 were you like it is what it is not really because it taught me how to debate okay okay how to like

01:46:15.880 do a lot of things you got something out of it at least i just think that it's the extra step and

01:46:21.000 like you know haha i'm trying to prove all of you wrong you know what i'm saying so so now i think

01:46:29.720 it's cool to just just say is islam true is christianity true i don't know i'll figure it

01:46:36.120 out at some point but to actually take an active stance and be like ha like is is that the hill you

01:46:41.560 want to die on you know what i'm saying like really yeah do you know what i think

01:46:46.360 true maturity is when you don't care if you win debates anymore

01:46:50.120 i think if you guys want to see what like the total summation of that whole movement is watch

01:47:01.420 when andrew wilson bodied matt dillahunty because matt dillahunty he was like the the main guy of

01:47:07.340 that whole thing for like 15 years and then he he went from being like a like a regular old white

01:47:14.960 dude to all of a sudden the pronouns and now he's like married to a transform former so dude went

01:47:21.120 totally totally in all this you know what i'm saying so just watch the andrew wilson matt dill

01:47:28.080 hunting debate and see how far that whole thing has fallen from fallen you know and it wasn't a

01:47:34.240 waste of time but i just think that it's funny that the people that claim the most to be all

01:47:40.240 about logic and reason and you guys believe in superstition can't tell you what a woman is so

01:47:46.320 but yeah that's all i appreciate you guys thanks so much for calling and that was a great that was

01:47:51.200 a great addition please call him that was very funny that was funny so call in any time okay

01:48:00.080 glenn's here glenn is not here to talk about the the topic before but he did have something to add

01:48:09.520 to the i i messaged him he did have something to add to the topic hi glenn welcome oh sorry

01:48:16.800 glenn go ahead

01:48:20.720 he's unmuted are you there

01:48:27.920 we had another new sign up thank you todd what a guy todd

01:48:34.880 i guess there's a lot of new messages in the chat i'll take i'll take a second to read the

01:48:38.800 chat on the website doug okay um look up the cult of okay if you believe in god if if you believe in

01:48:51.200 god that is you're out to tell anyone pretending they are god they are not your god okay in life

01:48:58.000 every choice comes with its own consequences serving your country is the highest honor a

01:49:02.080 man can have being part of it is a huge privilege um if you put your faith in the world or other

01:49:08.400 people you'll always be disappointed he sounds heartbroken i never had such illusions aj um

01:49:15.040 canada is totally screwed it's so bad that conservatives are going to get voted in

01:49:20.480 you are the second most important english-speaking internet influencer after haas

01:49:26.320 a d in den in my opinion i meant to buy a membership for a while now keep up the good work

01:49:33.040 thank you pj steve i'm a vet and the more we can provide it for ourselves the better barton look

01:49:38.080 were occupied by liberal fascists you have to communicate in code i was very disappointed in

01:49:43.520 rollo i watched the first minute 40 minutes of his hit piece and it was a total nothing burger

01:49:48.720 i know it's pretty funny actually his comments his comments all took my side and then he kept

01:49:54.640 saying they were like fake i mean i don't even care but i'm like that's so funny if you read

01:50:01.520 the comments on that video on your side there no the ones on his video the top liked ones were on

01:50:08.400 my side and then he was accusing them of being bought like he thinks he oh that was the other

01:50:15.120 thing he says i buy subscribers i'm like you just don't you just don't know how to do shorts like

01:50:21.280 there's a difference between live and shorts like short subscribers doesn't mean you'll have live

01:50:27.520 views like okay pearl am i just i just signed up to the network this is my first message in the

01:50:34.000 chat please update the ad it shuts down right before you pay to what i'm screenshotting this

01:50:42.100 complaint i've been pushing the app and apparently it's it's been crashing right before you pay to

01:50:51.280 sign up. What am I doing this work for? Okay, well, I screenshotted that. That's going to the

01:50:57.300 developer. Feel free to complain about the app, guys. It does help me make it better. It really

01:51:01.900 does. So I give the complaints to the developers. Pearl, check out the back song Lost Cause fits

01:51:10.560 this story. Pearl, I used to listen to your podcast while I was stuck working a horrible

01:51:19.680 job after getting divorce gripped over 600k and divorce attorneys thank you for talking about

01:51:24.320 divorce group thank you thank you hartman got the yearly membership yesterday last caller

01:51:30.160 adhd can be a blessing fueling hyper focus and high performance use it as a horsepower

01:51:34.720 for those goals just be smart enough to harness it effectively um there is always the fine line

01:51:42.000 of not giving a what someone thinks about you i'm strictly for the working class values the

01:51:47.120 new marxists are just useful idiots i found out that stalin made lgbtq illegal in 1934

01:51:53.440 for it and i supported stalin just to say a few to the liberals now the ignorant lgbt

01:51:58.960 marxists love stalin oh oh boy um black square profile back in afghanistan during

01:52:06.160 during nightly missions with infantry forces we had to point paint our faces black or gray

01:52:11.520 is that some sort of racism okay let me read the messages at the end

01:52:17.920 uh i think that's it all right doug's not doug um glenn's here hello glenn

01:52:29.760 is he not here anymore let me see why is it not letting me see

01:52:34.880 how did he drop oh yeah he dropped out ah so there

01:52:43.920 so thanks todd for joining also go ahead z are you there

01:52:50.880 z unmute you're waiting okay so uh divinity are you there

01:53:00.080 divinity okay john are you there i'm you

01:53:09.800 john

01:53:12.720 z

01:53:15.440 i'm unmuted now i don't know if you can hear me yeah we can hear you okay great i actually didn't

01:53:24.600 get the subjects for this calling yeah hi sorry yes i'm here okay so hold on john well so glenn

01:53:34.600 said that he's there oh oh hold on real fast who do you want produce do you want divinity

01:53:40.840 he's a woman or do you want glenn who do you want first yeah

01:53:44.040 okay great actually in the subjects

01:53:49.440 yeah hi sorry oh someone has okay so hold on there's oh oh gosh

01:53:57.680 please don't make me get up guys

01:54:03.080 okay i'm gonna have to get up to mute him it's on the other computer

01:54:10.840 someone oh you guys are killing me yeah okay okay mic check one two and two okay

01:54:28.520 we can hear you now cool cool cool all right well pearl got out

01:54:40.440 pearl we can hear glenn i'll wait for her to come back

01:54:47.480 sorry guys i had to turn the volume down on my phone and the volume up on the laptop

01:54:53.560 so i could not do the feedback so sorry pearl for annoying you i didn't mean to

01:54:58.360 doug doug have you is are they muted do i need to kick someone or no no no divinity had to turn

01:55:05.240 okay hold on give me one second i'm gonna so everything's fine if um it was her and not yours

01:55:11.480 okay yeah yeah okay so we have divinity who's a woman and then glenn's here too so who who you

01:55:16.360 want to hear from first um why don't we hear um can we just i'm sorry divinity i'm gonna let glenn

01:55:25.160 go just because i told him to join this really i've but he'll be quick i i know he has i know

01:55:31.480 what he's gonna say no problem okay i'll mute okay thank you divinity um barton says thanks

01:55:36.680 for reading my comment 50 super chat thank you okay glenn tell me what you got what cause have

01:55:45.160 you given up on i've given up on the cause for fighting for things for men when men don't want

01:55:53.400 them to be fought for to begin with okay give me an example oh you know like um marriage reform or

01:56:04.520 any of that stuff

01:56:09.560 very when again

01:56:14.040 we can't hear you glenn well technical wait a minute wait a minute now you're back

01:56:21.480 how you back i'm good all right so i'm done fighting for things like marriage reform like

01:56:25.880 why because nobody the guys that were just trying to fight for it they don't even want it they

01:56:30.840 complain about it you know they say that there's nothing wrong with it okay so there's nothing

01:56:35.000 wrong with it then i'm not going to fight for it i'll let you go down the slaughterhouse just the

01:56:40.680 way you want to yeah i mean some there are a lot of guys that are just dying to like they get

01:56:48.680 get married three times and they'll get divorce raped three times they won't yep and there's

01:56:55.600 nothing nothing you can do i think it's built within us men to have to learn the hard way a

01:57:00.780 lot of times because we you know we can say on red pill channels don't get married the average

01:57:05.060 guy but like oh in my lifetime then there is going to be a scenario where less than 50 percent of men

01:57:12.820 get married it's just not going to happen men are still going to get married men are still going to

01:57:16.760 have kids men are still going to end up in divorce court and paternity court yeah so i'm just my

01:57:21.660 thing is like if you want to do it then do it then do it at your own risk but don't be complaining

01:57:26.360 about it afterwards does that make sense yeah i agree i agree and other than that says i will

01:57:39.220 holler at you later because you know got some things got to do got some fish to fry okay fry

01:57:45.640 am fry i'm glenn thanks for calling in okay it's a pleasure as always right all right divinity is

01:57:53.960 next yep divinity is next hello pearl hello how are you divinity i'm doing well how are you i'm

01:58:03.720 good you're one of my two female watchers this is amazing yeah i thought i'd finally come and chat

01:58:11.000 because i've been watching you since like 2022 or 2023 so okay i thought it's about time um i didn't

01:58:20.280 know exactly what the topic was about because i like literally just jumped in um and so could you

01:58:27.400 refresh me on the question the topic is um so what's a lost cause that you end up

01:58:34.520 up giving up on so you know um some people were vegan to try to save the animals then they start

01:58:42.740 eating meat you know um you know what's a what's a lost cause where you know some people were really

01:58:50.340 religious and then they realized that they didn't want to be religious anymore so was there some

01:58:54.660 kind of cause where you just like it's not worth fighting this fight it's taking too much energy

01:58:59.860 and then what made you leave that cause okay okay i understand thank you doug for kind of going over

01:59:09.080 that a little bit more with me um it's a very interesting topic um i'm not too sure why this

01:59:17.980 topic is chosen tonight when usually most topics are about females um but now i'm the female talking

01:59:26.840 on the show so what do i want to throw away well i think i want to throw away anger

01:59:34.440 in general um to just be angry is to let demons inside of you and i don't believe that anybody

01:59:45.720 should really i don't know be angry so like i know the vegans and stuff they get all mad you know to

01:59:53.640 save the animals but if you watch the animals they eat each other no problem you know so like

02:00:01.320 um and plants have feelings and all that kind of stuff too so i think just being angry in general

02:00:08.760 is what i'd like you know i'm done with and then and then as a woman do you have any general

02:00:17.160 questions for pearl at all um yeah i do actually um pearl do you work for nato by chance no

02:00:29.480 why why oh it's just just a question just curious what is nato is that the

02:00:39.000 nato the north atlantic treaty organization

02:00:43.400 nope nothing

02:00:48.380 okay thanks for answering my question yeah okay okay

02:00:59.160 who's next yes you've been here um yeah thanks for having me yeah thanks for coming

02:01:07.240 Call in again anytime.

02:01:09.760 Thank you, Doug.

02:01:11.460 You're welcome.

02:01:13.620 So Darnell has dropped on and off a couple of times.

02:01:17.960 So I'm going to get him because he's been waiting for a while.

02:01:21.000 He just came back.

02:01:21.880 So Darnell, unmute.

02:01:27.280 Hello?

02:01:28.080 Can you hear me?

02:01:28.960 Yeah, you've been waiting for a while.

02:01:30.560 You dropped off and dropped back on.

02:01:31.920 So go ahead.

02:01:33.160 Oh, I wasn't aware I dropped off.

02:01:34.800 How's it?

02:01:35.420 I've been left for a little bit.

02:01:36.640 How's it going, Darnell?

02:01:39.400 Another day in paradise, ma'am.

02:01:41.220 How about yourself, Ms. Pearl?

02:01:42.620 Pretty good.

02:01:43.380 Where is paradise?

02:01:46.760 Well, Arizona.

02:01:48.820 That's pretty warm now there, right?

02:01:53.240 Well, we got a little cold front today, but for the most part, yeah, it's been pretty warm and no natural disasters.

02:02:02.360 That's nice.

02:02:03.200 Well, it's about close as it gets, right?

02:02:05.320 Yeah. What's your thought on the topic? Is there any cause that you gave up on?

02:02:10.880 Yes, ma'am. First off, let me say thank you for taking my call. Much appreciated. And

02:02:18.020 cause I've given up on, ma'am, I'd have to say is just the red pill.

02:02:24.740 Okay.

02:02:25.180 Yeah. I believe the red pill at this point has become a lost cause.

02:02:29.600 um and there's just no point in trying to trying to fix it trying to repair it uh

02:02:38.420 i i don't think the content creators i think there's an issue

02:02:43.160 um with accountability um with a lot of the uh content creators with red pill um

02:02:52.400 um you know i mean it's one thing to force women and uh you know what they call haters and all

02:03:02.280 that you know say oh yeah they're not taking accountability but then when these guys are just

02:03:07.880 all doing the dumbest things you know getting themselves demonetized and things of that nature

02:03:13.720 it's like okay hey it happens to the best of us i mean hey i i i understand ma'am but i mean just

02:03:23.460 just hear me out on this though like you know just just recently they you know uh they did a

02:03:28.940 whole avengers episode you know fresh and fit donovan sharp rola tomasi uh list goes on um

02:03:37.540 But now it's gotten to the point, and the reason I say they sound ridiculous,

02:03:44.460 now they're blaming the dead man for why the red pill's dying.

02:03:47.440 Oh, did they blame Kevin?

02:03:49.980 Yes.

02:03:50.860 Yeah.

02:03:51.620 He's dead.

02:03:52.480 May he rest in peace.

02:03:54.300 I'm not saying that as a slight against him.

02:03:57.520 But how do you go about blaming the dead man for the reason the red pill dying?

02:04:02.460 I mean, Kevin, you know, did he, in his grave, did he make fresh, uh, you know, uh, uh, uh,

02:04:10.060 Oh, the hooker thing. Yeah. That was pretty dumb. Yeah. That's pretty dumb. Yeah. I was,

02:04:14.940 I was trying to find clean language. Yeah. It's okay. Yeah. Yeah. That, um, you know,

02:04:22.220 it's like, okay, you teach us, you know, like you teach us, okay, guys, you gotta, you know, don't,

02:04:28.540 um you know stop simping you know for 304s low value women etc etc and here you are simping

02:04:37.420 and it wasn't even just miss lingling you know it was also uh i mean if you remember i mean i was

02:04:43.660 i'm a i was a fresh and fit fan since uh 2020. you know the miranda scandal i mean that was another

02:04:50.940 one oh i vetted her bro and you know all this other stuff and don't get me wrong you know i

02:04:55.260 like fresh and fit you know um you know i owe them a lot um i mean honestly you know they you know in

02:05:02.540 the beginning i really thought that in the beginning i really thought that they were good

02:05:07.340 you know for men i thought that they were good uh you know because a lot of men you know we

02:05:13.660 in my opinion it's like being left behind you know a lot of men feel like they're being left behind

02:05:17.900 and i felt like i was one of those men you know kind of like um uh anybody from the midwest you

02:05:23.980 know may understand what i'm talking about you know that was uh you know the midwest they call

02:05:28.620 it the rust belt state you know and the rust belt states and um you know during 2016 election right

02:05:35.660 you know you had all these people that were left behind you know the every time the american economy

02:05:40.780 is doing good unemployment in the midwest was not so good you know because all the jobs are gone

02:05:46.940 and everyone say oh well you know everything's fine no you know just just adapt and just change

02:05:52.140 like how do i adapt you know what do i do you know and i feel the same way you know about you

02:05:57.820 know the men in dating you know oh you know well you just got to step your game up and you just

02:06:03.900 got to do this you got to do that and you know it's like man what you know i mean how can you

02:06:09.500 compete with social media you know i mean a woman from form uh cornfield nebraska

02:06:17.500 could go meet somebody in dubai you know so what do you do you know you got so when you so when

02:06:25.280 you say so when you say you've given up on the red pill mood like what does that mean in your

02:06:30.800 actual life where like it's not like you were debating these women you know are you done dating

02:06:36.060 or like what does that mean day to day for you uh i mean for me i'm i'm i'm done um like watching

02:06:44.320 maybe or uh yeah i mean i mean i ain't gonna lie i still i still watch a little bit of content

02:06:51.720 sorry okay it's all right it's all right no worries no worries it's all right but i'm just

02:06:58.780 gonna say um that you know like i said i'm just i'm you know i i you know i've been kind of saying

02:07:05.560 the same thing now for like two years it's like okay when are they i just wanted them to take

02:07:09.520 just a little bit of accountability you know and and it's like nobody wants nobody in the

02:07:15.960 red pill wants to do it and then finally when you like i said when you're blaming kevin samuels for

02:07:21.180 god's sakes on why you know you're you know the red pill's dying to me that that's just ludicrous

02:07:27.580 you know and it's it's it's not just that but you know uh i mean i used to be a

02:07:34.380 uh andrew tate fan bill and you know but when you look into it i mean the man is scamming his own

02:07:42.760 damn people i'm gonna stop you real quick so one of the one of the ogs of the black man's fair i'm

02:07:50.140 not going to say his name on bro's channel but he he literally said everyone says oh oh yeah the

02:07:56.860 red pill's gonna die the ministry is gonna die it happens about every every two three years people

02:08:02.380 oh yeah it's gonna die and like i've talked to pearl about this pearl's always gonna have a job

02:08:08.240 because modern women are gonna keep being modern women man thank you ladies for keeping me and

02:08:13.640 keeping me employed exactly so about about every two or three years you say oh yeah the ministry's

02:08:21.000 gonna die and the red belt no man but modern women they're like hydra from freaking marvel

02:08:26.580 movies if you cut off one head with modern women to appear in its place you know i agree yeah go

02:08:34.640 ahead so you you know this is kind of a low right now i can kind of say that because we're moving

02:08:39.800 from one generation to the next i mean i think that fresh and fit and kevin samuels and stuff

02:08:44.240 is kind of move they're kind of moving that whole exposure phase is in the past so now we're we're

02:08:50.980 move into a different phase but when that phase settles in it's going to be popping again i mean

02:08:57.560 i agree with you sir that the red pills you know it's not going to die in fact i was on a debate

02:09:02.920 um you know a couple weeks ago about that you know topic was is the manosphere or the red pill is it

02:09:08.900 dead i said no it's you know it's just it's going to lie dormant maybe it's not going to be as

02:09:13.800 popular for a while but it's going to come roaring it's going to come roaring right back of course

02:09:18.580 You know, I agree with you that, you know, women are not going to change.

02:09:23.740 I mean, hell, I mean, I was in the military myself and, you know, in the days before social media or before I even knew what red pill was.

02:09:33.380 I mean, women were the same 20 years ago.

02:09:37.520 You know what I mean?

02:09:39.400 You know.

02:09:41.420 We're going to move on to the next caller.

02:09:45.580 Thank you for waiting so long.

02:09:47.620 appreciate it and you can call in anytime okay all right thank you for it may i say just one

02:09:52.780 more thing though really before you let me go sure go ahead i just want to say you know i just wanted

02:09:58.700 to ask a question real quick i mean how do you guys feel though about the red do you guys feel

02:10:02.760 i have a point about that there is a lack of accountability and that maybe the red pill is

02:10:07.860 creating its own drama i didn't see the avengers episode so i didn't really see that um i think

02:10:17.200 that's just one yeah i mean i think sometimes the guys like eat themselves were like i mean even

02:10:23.040 i was talking about role at the beginning where it's just like unnecessary drama um but

02:10:30.240 i mean when i think of the og like before youtube and everything the red pill was men trying to

02:10:36.160 solve their problems in the forums so you know stuff like that men are always going to be looking

02:10:42.480 for answers um you're always going to have bad actors it just is what it is you get that in every

02:10:48.800 space absolutely you can't you just can't avoid it there's no you can't especially youtube youtube's

02:10:56.800 like a a cesspool for crazy people i've learned and and then you know i would add so uh i think

02:11:03.920 the lack of accountability from the current generation is you know these are the first

02:11:10.000 guys that actually made real money off of red pill content and so when you start making real

02:11:16.720 money you know you don't know you know how someone's going to react with real money until they

02:11:21.120 have it yeah yeah that's why i like batman's my favorite superhero because he's a billionaire

02:11:27.920 and he can choose to do evil but you know he puts on a cape and cow and tries to do good it's it's

02:11:34.240 harder to do good with money and resources than bad it's easier to do bad things the good things

02:11:39.600 and you know once again this is the first cop crop of red pill content creators that actually

02:11:45.200 made real money and some people did good things with it some people did bad things with it yeah

02:11:50.720 no i agree that's a good point um you know vanity is the devil's favorite scene yeah i agree yeah

02:11:59.120 thanks for calling thanks for calling in it's a pleasure calling anytime okay thank you ma'am

02:12:05.120 thank you for having me y'all have a good one now okay doug how many more people are on the zoom

02:12:10.720 there's like a full call line so whenever you want to stop we can stop but there's a bunch of

02:12:14.720 people here okay uh um why don't we do like guys try to keep your responses to like five minutes

02:12:25.520 or less each can you try to like move them like five minutes each what's a full panel is eight

02:12:30.960 ten five so there's like there's one two three four five there's like six people waiting okay

02:12:38.480 we can we can do the six um but just none after that because they've been waiting so we'll do the

02:12:42.960 six and then um so guys um just we're just gonna do the people that are still on the zoom and just

02:12:49.840 try to keep it concise everyone um and i want to also say thank you to ten dollar super chat i

02:12:59.280 serve the king of souls all he cares about is fairness and souls you have my support keep up

02:13:04.000 the good work thank you hartman okay okay go to the next person john you you've been waiting

02:13:10.240 unmute uh hi yeah my my coming in okay yes yeah thanks for calling in john

02:13:18.480 thanks for having me pearl um yeah so the question was what have i given up with movement or cause

02:13:25.440 are they yeah yeah yeah so the cause that i've given up is uh feminism and romanticism

02:13:34.000 okay and what did that look like before like what can you can you tell me the story behind it maybe

02:13:40.640 um i think the the shortest way and the easiest way for it to make sense i have four sisters um

02:13:48.560 i i grew up as a mama's boy and for like the last 13 years of my life i've been studying

02:13:56.960 feminism and doing field research and i followed it to its logical conclusion and it ended me up

02:14:04.400 at the red pill so it women literally taught me to hate them and whoa that's really interesting

02:14:12.400 so did you go i'm probably the world's expert on women and he's not the first person i've ever

02:14:19.440 heard say that though wait so did you you went to school for it yeah yeah i studied media studies

02:14:26.120 and women's studies and gender studies no and when when did you change your opinion was there

02:14:32.320 like what arguments switched it also is someone unmuted or is that the caller doug or does someone

02:14:38.460 need to mute okay no it went away please mute if you can and okay now we're good okay so it's

02:14:50.440 switched it actually what switched it was the red pill movement actually i just wasn't aware

02:14:55.460 that the red pill movement existed so once i had acclimated that information to the information i

02:15:02.000 already had i had both sides of the whole thing at the male side and the the feminist side so

02:15:08.260 it just all clicked. Yeah. Got it. Got it. Makes sense. That's really interesting. Please call

02:15:15.200 back again. Okay. Yeah, sure. No problem. Thank you. Thank you. All right. Who do we got next?

02:15:23.160 Matt, you are next. What cause have you given up on?

02:15:29.480 Matt, I'm mute. I already went. Oh, did you? Yeah. Oh, yeah.

02:15:35.880 oh why are you still on the call actually the reason why i'm on the call is because it actually

02:15:43.720 sounds better than the youtube oh okay oh does it really that's interesting sounds really high

02:15:48.760 quality okay sorry about that seb are you ready yeah yeah i'm here can you hear me yeah what's

02:15:59.640 a cause that you held dear earlier in life that you ended up giving up on for your for your own

02:16:05.240 say oh man so first of all what's up guys uh man john kind of stole my thunder there

02:16:18.040 so the cause i gave up on like he was talking about um the being the romantic whatever um i

02:16:25.560 i turned it as i gave up on the nice guy being the nice guy so i'll tell just a quick story

02:16:33.000 because i know you guys want to get out of here uh so i was well i think i was 24 and um i was in

02:16:41.800 romania where where tate is what a coincidence right i'm romanian and um so i met this girl

02:16:49.880 out there we were going to visit family and there was this one girl that i met and she lived in a

02:16:55.560 like a really small town like in the mountains there was maybe like a 2 000 people living there

02:17:02.740 like on a farm they like barely had plumbing they had like electricity and they cooked on a

02:17:09.680 like a fire stovetop like they had to burn wood to cook their food and everything

02:17:14.700 so i was 24 she was 21 i met this girl and i was like oh this is cool a nice farm girl

02:17:21.760 she doesn't really know much she's not like uh uh you know feminine feminized and all like with

02:17:28.880 feminism and all this crap so anyway i went there spent time with her for like a week and then we

02:17:34.880 kept in touch and i went back to go see her again uh that winter the same year because i was there

02:17:39.840 in the summertime that same year for christmas i went to go see her and i was being nice you know

02:17:48.720 they're poor over there mainly so i bought her a bunch of gifts and gave her like you know

02:17:54.400 some nice clothing and stuff like that and um anyway i went to go see her again a couple times

02:18:02.320 like she she was uh from my understanding she's never been with a guy at the time and

02:18:08.160 then neither have i so i was like oh this is perfect you know uh and then so i went to go

02:18:16.320 visit her for a month the second time i came back and then all of a sudden like we would do like a

02:18:22.320 video calls on messenger on yahoo messenger back in the day and i would call her all the time

02:18:29.600 and then like it was funny because i didn't realize that she wasn't serious i in my head

02:18:34.400 because you know how people make up ideas in their head about women and stuff because i didn't i

02:18:39.040 didn't know crap about it and then uh so i went back and saw her every like every year i went to

02:18:46.560 go because i was trying to save up money so we can get married and all that stuff and then like

02:18:51.360 towards the very end of the relationship i found out i was like wait a second like i started putting

02:18:56.640 pieces to the puzzle together and i was like uh wait a second and i would look at old text messages

02:19:02.880 and like what she would say you know like wait why does she say that why does she say this

02:19:06.800 and like sometimes she wouldn't answer the call and like sometimes she would hang up i mean i'd

02:19:11.760 call her back and she wouldn't answer i was like oh maybe she's just busy or something i was like

02:19:15.360 so naive but like what else would she be doing if she's literally living in a barn and cooking on an

02:19:21.840 iron wood stove uh you know doing the boom boom with someone else oh man they'll find someone else

02:19:31.680 even in the middle of nowhere three or four living in a barn oh no but she used to go to

02:19:40.480 like a bigger town like uh she always take a bus because she lived in an apartment because that's

02:19:45.040 where she went to school she was in college but she graduated so i found out that she lied to me

02:19:50.960 about that she had already graduated but she said she still went back for like her next degree and

02:19:57.120 stuff and then i found out later that she was she wasn't even taking classes anymore she was just

02:20:02.080 trying to get out of town and so she would go stay at an apartment by herself and she was you know i

02:20:07.280 found out she was like talking with other guys and when i went to go visit her like she was just

02:20:11.760 acting sketchy and she would like not answer her phone i'd like be at her at the apartment

02:20:16.640 and she said she's going to school and she wasn't even going to school i was like where's your books

02:20:21.840 and crap you know she's like well i don't have books i'm just going to lectures and i was like

02:20:26.240 what the hell how how does that work you know so then anyway i found out that she um was screwing

02:20:32.400 around the whole time i was the first guy to ever do anything with her but i i was a good christian

02:20:38.000 boy and i didn't finish the deed because she hasn't been with anybody and i have and so i was

02:20:42.960 like you know i'm gonna save myself wait wait wait wait wait wait i i i don't mean to interrupt wait

02:20:48.240 wait so you guys were long distance yeah and you both were saving yourselves for marriage and she

02:20:54.400 smashed some other dude yeah when the oh man oh exactly because i was so naive man how many years

02:21:05.760 was it uh it was a total of uh let's see i met her in the summer of 2011. and then when did you

02:21:13.660 guys break up um the last time i talked to her was 2016. so like five years bro yeah oh my gosh

02:21:25.240 and you never you never hit no i did eventually oh okay well at least tell it you know

02:21:34.580 oh no okay okay man whoo lord okay so just one well just one more minute this is the end of the

02:21:43.840 story so so check this out so finally i stopped talking to where i cut off all all connection

02:21:50.840 with her she was there i was here and uh we blocked each other on all the shit i'm like

02:21:59.020 forget about her right and then three months goes by and i get a i get a message on facebook from her

02:22:05.380 and i was like what the hell i was like i was sleeping and i wake up my phone

02:22:11.980 i could see a message and she's like hey and i just looked at it i'm like screw it i didn't even

02:22:17.960 answer her and and then and then i didn't answer her so like an hour or two goes by and she writes

02:22:24.640 me again and she's like oh you're the love of my life and all this crap you know and then I was

02:22:33.000 like whatever I talked to her for a couple days to lead her on and I told her to screw off right

02:22:37.420 and then and then like I found out later from family members out there that after that time

02:22:43.500 like three months later she was engaged to some simp out there for another Romanian guy and she

02:22:50.040 moved to norway after she got gang banged by a whole bunch of dudes i don't know

02:22:56.360 so anyway that's my story she got she went from wait so she went from

02:23:01.240 milking cows to getting gang banged by a bunch of dudes

02:23:07.000 but she was definitely screwing around wow

02:23:10.040 wow god bless thanks for sharing thanks for sharing yeah thank god z are you there i'm you

02:23:27.080 z are you there okay he's just sitting in the chat and then uh okay uh we'll do

02:23:37.080 Gabe, are you there?

02:23:41.280 Hello, yes, I'm here.

02:23:43.340 Okay, you got four minutes.

02:23:45.100 Go for it.

02:23:47.400 Do you know the topic of the show tonight?

02:23:50.740 What cause we've given up on?

02:23:53.360 Yeah, go for it.

02:23:55.400 Okay, two.

02:23:56.700 One is saving California in general,

02:24:00.140 because I was born and raised in California my whole life.

02:24:04.000 it's been a lost cause for at least 20 years now um and it's not going to get any better

02:24:12.100 um it was a lost cause when i was growing up in the bay area in the 90s and i saw firsthand like

02:24:20.460 how crazy and dangerous it was um and whatnot uh the other one which i'm actually happy about is

02:24:30.940 giving up on dating apps about two years ago i spent like 14 years of my life on dating apps

02:24:42.780 and was honestly never happy like with them at all so

02:24:49.400 i'm joking when i say this i'd rather be miserable dealing with people in real life

02:24:56.900 than dealing with people that like you don't know like on a dating app like regardless of whether

02:25:04.160 they're real or not like if that makes any sense yeah right yeah that makes perfect sense

02:25:12.320 okay um yeah go ahead real quick you know because i'm from i'm from the west coast and you know i

02:25:23.240 I would say Washington, Oregon, California, if you could just move, move.

02:25:27.640 Have you ever thought about moving anywhere else besides California?

02:25:33.120 You know, I won't name names, but there was an OG red pill influencer

02:25:41.220 who was suggesting go to the Midwest.

02:25:49.240 You know, I'm part Lakota Sioux, so, I mean,

02:25:53.240 Part of my tribe is in the upper Midwest, so I don't know.

02:25:58.580 I've thought about maybe somewhere around there,

02:26:02.840 but I would need to have more time to think about all of that.

02:26:07.460 Well, let me tell you, just move.

02:26:10.500 Just move.

02:26:11.040 Just go for it, man.

02:26:11.960 I'm telling you.

02:26:12.760 Just go for it.

02:26:14.720 Okay.

02:26:16.280 Yeah.

02:26:17.220 All right.

02:26:18.040 Thank you.

02:26:19.120 Have a good one.

02:26:20.000 And then last is Clint Warwick.

02:26:23.820 Unmute.

02:26:25.860 Clint.

02:26:26.680 Hey, what's up?

02:26:27.460 I'm unmute.

02:26:27.940 How are you doing?

02:26:28.960 I'm good.

02:26:29.560 How are you?

02:26:30.940 I'm good, Pearl.

02:26:32.380 I haven't seen you in like a couple years.

02:26:34.600 You're looking really good, by the way.

02:26:37.100 Thanks.

02:26:38.620 Yeah, yeah.

02:26:39.140 I used to see you on Fresh and Fit, I guess, and Andrew Tate and stuff like that.

02:26:43.120 Yeah, yeah.

02:26:43.960 I've been a little more low-key now.

02:26:45.720 I can't argue with these ladies anymore.

02:26:47.500 It's a lost cause, as I said.

02:26:50.000 sorry are you actually still in england right now no no i'm back i'm back in the states

02:26:57.060 where at what do you want me asking uh i'm in the chicago area where are you at

02:27:03.500 i'm i'm actually like 30 minutes from dc and maryland oh nice nice are there any lost causes

02:27:10.880 there or what yeah i mean i guess there is i mean i i i could tell you about like like for instance

02:27:18.000 I have full custody of my daughter.

02:27:20.120 She's 12 now.

02:27:21.280 I've had full custody since she was like a year old, you know,

02:27:24.880 and, you know, her mom's been to prison, you know, for like four years.

02:27:28.780 I mean, she's out now and stuff like that.

02:27:30.620 But really what I wanted to actually tell you about, if it's okay,

02:27:34.980 if it's not, no, it's whatever.

02:27:36.940 I want to tell you about my testimony, how I met Jesus,

02:27:39.680 if that's okay with you.

02:27:41.820 You got like three minutes, though.

02:27:45.160 Okay, cool.

02:27:46.280 All right.

02:27:46.520 So, um, anyways, um, I had this dream or near to the experience.

02:27:50.460 I'm not sure what it was.

02:27:51.660 Um, I went to this mansion in a desert.

02:27:55.020 Okay.

02:27:55.500 And, um, before this, I've gotten sleep paralysis and I've been tortured by a bunch of demons,

02:28:00.900 literally, um, and out of body experiences with demons literally around me.

02:28:05.900 Uh, so going to this mansion now in a desert, I get to this mansion and we, and I do nothing

02:28:14.080 about the Bible at this point.

02:28:15.100 and i go into the mansion and i go to the second floor see one of my best friends there

02:28:22.220 and he gives me a drink i drink the drink and i start hallucinating and i and i fly up to like

02:28:29.260 the uh the top floor of the mansion like top roof i guess you could say and all the roofs come off

02:28:36.060 and i could see every single room and one of the rooms had about 500 demons to a thousand of them

02:28:42.300 or something like that trying to get out the room literally and it was crazy um and so anyways jesus

02:28:50.060 literally came down to me he had a breastplate on and i never knew this in ephesians 6 or 7 where

02:28:56.620 it caused a breastplate or righteousness i never knew about that and he actually told me to kneel

02:29:02.860 down i kneeled down and we weren't speaking out the mouth it's all true you speak mind to mind with

02:29:07.500 him and i kneeled down like a knight almost he gave me about i don't know i think it was like a

02:29:12.600 seven foot sword or something like that in my hands and then i stood up and we talked a little

02:29:21.140 bit and he asked me if i was ready and i was jumping around like joy like joyful like crazy

02:29:26.640 and his face was so bright it was it was amazing um and so he gave me that sword and he said are

02:29:35.780 you ready and i said yes i'm ready and he put his left hand on my shoulder and um he opened this

02:29:43.300 like like like like a circle like like like uh dr strange like this circle of a portal

02:29:48.240 um and this was when i was like 25 i'm 33 now and he touched my hand on my shoulder and i went

02:29:56.160 through this portal and this portal had all these light orbs and it was wild and i went straight

02:30:02.320 through this portal and all at the same time now bear with me um i i slipped back into my body of

02:30:09.500 course but at the same time i had sleep paralysis but in a split second it punched through it like

02:30:16.420 like like like a lightning bolt it punched through it and i went straight through the paralysis and i

02:30:22.540 i literally like no i literally levitated because i know this because how i landed i i levitated

02:30:28.720 like six eight inches off my bed and i landed sitting on my pillow okay covered in sweat um

02:30:36.800 now the second the second miracle to this thing is is that i didn't know because i called my mother

02:30:41.680 the next day and i told her about this and she told me that that night that she prayed for me

02:30:46.400 and her church crew that i wouldn't have seen paralysis again because i've had it about a

02:30:50.000 thousand times already anyways even even after that and i've seen demons everything but anyways

02:30:56.640 that's what i want to tell you so anybody that's not that doesn't believe or anything like that

02:31:03.520 is real and i since you know read the bible and i won't not even that i've learned a lot in the

02:31:09.920 last years literally listening to a lot of people and teachers and stuff like that and i know there's

02:31:15.600 mansions that happen now of course and i know that there's um you know the ephesians 6 if you

02:31:21.600 read that it talks about the the armor of god you know the best place of righteousness the

02:31:25.440 a helmet of salvation and a sword of spirit which is uh the word i never knew that and that happened

02:31:31.680 to me so just so you know for all your listeners it's real just so you know i won't lie i won't

02:31:39.120 lie you sound kind of crazy what's that i said i won't lie you sound kind of crazy i hope you're

02:31:46.320 not but it sounds pretty crazy no no i mean i i so i i actually have like uh i don't know what it is

02:31:55.280 but i've had sleep paralysis for like my whole life and stuff like that and like the last like

02:32:00.720 10 years i i literally have like like out of battery experience out of outer body experiences

02:32:05.680 literally with demons literally like what's standing on stairs like like where i'm i'm

02:32:10.400 looking at right now with i mean you wouldn't believe like all the stuff i've been through

02:32:14.080 like i mean it's like yeah it's like one o'clock here so yeah of course we're gonna wrap up the

02:32:20.480 call but thank you for for calling in we really appreciate it yeah of course thanks for calling

02:32:25.200 and have a good one you too god bless thank you okay so those are all the callers for the for the

02:32:32.720 day okay sorry i'm getting sleepy okay guys um that's everyone right yep okay sorry guys this

02:32:42.880 is later than usual because i had to go see my sister play basketball i wanted to i didn't have

02:32:48.640 to i wanted to because i who knows they might win state so this week's kind of sporadic because um

02:32:56.640 depending on my sister's schedule just might be all over um i i've been testing different show

02:33:02.800 times and i think seven to nine is the time i'm gonna stick with going forward um this week again

02:33:09.600 it might be different due to my sister's game but my producer is officially back friday and that is

02:33:17.040 the time i gave him because i when i have an employee coming in i have to be a little more

02:33:21.760 consistent um thank you we had another sign up while he was here um doves iview thank you very

02:33:31.280 much um by the way guys sign up because this is going to be expensive in a month

02:33:39.280 sorry after friday it's gonna i'm gonna put the real the real price but i'm letting everyone in

02:33:45.520 that signs up for the app okay i saw my mom and in a beautiful dream so real i moved from california

02:33:53.040 to chiraq and i affing love it i'm actually a fan of royal korean blood castle my but my korean

02:33:59.920 family disown me due to marrying an Indian girl. Forget your tribe. I'm half Korean.

02:34:07.620 Okay, okay. I don't see. Guys, try to keep Pearl read when you have something you want

02:34:12.060 me to say in the chat. I serve the king of souls. All he cares about is fairness and

02:34:15.980 souls. You have my support. Keep up the good work. Thank you so much. And yeah. Oh, I said

02:34:23.000 I thought I would answer someone's question at the end.

02:34:26.380 What was it?

02:34:30.140 There's one thing in the chat that I said I would answer, and I can't remember what it

02:34:33.660 was.

02:34:34.660 It was something with Rolo.

02:34:37.180 Did you see it in the normal chat?

02:34:43.240 No, I don't.

02:34:46.760 I saw it just for a second, and I said I would come back to it.

02:34:52.760 That last caller just threw me completely off.

02:34:56.160 I look at me.

02:34:58.660 All right.

02:34:59.660 I'll find the chat and I'll answer it for a show tomorrow.

02:35:01.720 I forget what it was.

02:35:03.160 Yeah.

02:35:04.160 But thank you guys so much for watching.

02:35:08.220 Thanks for listening to me.

02:35:09.500 Clear my name about Rolo.

02:35:12.080 I mean, I really don't wish to go back and forth with him, but if he's going to straight

02:35:17.820 up make things up, I do have a right to defend myself and I will, I will, cause I made this

02:35:22.160 show so thanks doug um for being a pleasure also as always do you have any final words for the people

02:35:30.080 um yeah looking for uh all the new faces and the chat on the audacity website thank you for being

02:35:36.720 here with the youtube jet thank you guys for being so awesome you know i try to say hi to all the

02:35:42.480 regulars um and my final thoughts on this whole thing is guys you gotta every so often take a t

02:35:50.320 chart the make a t-chart on a piece of paper and put put your problem in on one side and not your

02:35:58.160 problem on the other side and go through all the issues in your life and make sure you have what's

02:36:05.680 your problem on one side and what's not your problem on the other side and only focus on the

02:36:09.760 stuff that's your problem okay um oh that's a good that's a good you have a lot of very good nuggets

02:36:18.960 doug yeah i try oh they want to what's the torsia rollo story now me and torsia fell out behind the

02:36:28.720 scenes years ago this was years ago and i like to i got nothing against her um but years ago

02:36:36.640 we had a falling out it had nothing to do with devon i honestly can't even remember what it was

02:36:42.240 and then it was like i don't remember and then we made up and then we got over it and that was it

02:36:49.920 um oh doug do you want to promo your channel someone put in the chat they want to know your

02:36:55.580 channel oh yeah so um i'm doug mpa i've literally supported pearl since she had the beginning

02:37:03.020 yeah 28 000 i remember telling her before she got big that she was going to get big one day

02:37:08.980 remember that conversation i do i do remember so i'm gonna put my channel in the chat if you

02:37:14.740 if you can give me a sub i'd really appreciate it yeah i cover a red pillow topics i do a lot

02:37:19.380 of work for pro behind the scenes so i haven't been putting up as many videos but and then i

02:37:24.340 just move so obviously i'll be making videos again as soon as i get my workflow but if you

02:37:30.100 want to give me a follow i'd really appreciate it thank you so much i'm going to put it in the chat

02:37:34.820 right now yeah you guys he has great shows i call in on them sometimes now

02:37:42.020 now we talk so much but like um he's very good um yeah torsia came to my house um

02:37:51.620 i mean rollo just i mean he wanted her to be famous

02:37:56.020 I can't make miracles you know okay um pearls are am I famous not famous I don't really care either

02:38:09.320 way okay thanks so much for watching guys like the video on your way out and subscribe to the

02:38:15.740 channel and I will see you guys next time I'm gonna play a song on my way out I do like to

02:38:25.680 put out the mix tape oh where is it actually I'm not I'm just gonna go shut

02:38:36.480 off the stream okay bye guys

02:38:55.680 Thank you.

Pearl - March 04, 2025

The Art of Abandoning Sinking Ships (Call in Show) ｜ Pearl Daily

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