Pearl - November 11, 2026


Woman VLOGS Her Abortion With Snacks, Video Games & a HOTEL ROOM

Marriage Is DEAD… And Women Can't Accept It Even MUSLIM Marriages Aren't Traditional？!

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00:00:00 All right, what's up guys? Welcome to my reaction series. So I think I'm living in hell on earth
00:00:04 because I'm in a society where women are vlogging their abortion. So just so you guys know, for years 1.00
00:00:10 I've been saying that women know exactly what they're doing when they get an abortion. They're
00:00:14 not these broken, misguided, coerced creatures that just do wrong without knowing why or what
00:00:23 they're doing. But stupid men believe that and women, right? So today we're going to watch a 1.00
00:00:29 woman vlog her abortion and you tell me how sad she is doing this if I'm ever gonna post this I
00:00:35 missed my period by like a week I wasn't like super concerned about it I didn't think it was
00:00:39 like really anything and then it was like a week and a half later and I was like okay like maybe
00:00:43 I should get a test but I did not think it's getting in my head about it so I was like okay
00:00:48 I'm just gonna get a test just to like ease my nerve get a test I get home I take the test and
00:00:54 it was positive for me I've seen a lot of people say like you know their heart dropped or they had
00:00:59 like this unexplainable feeling i felt nothing like just being fully transparent i saw the test
00:01:05 there wasn't like an emotion that i can even like say that i like felt like it was just like what
00:01:10 the fuck for me there was no question there was no decision making i already knew all planned
00:01:14 parenthood they estimated that i was about six weeks about five and a half to six weeks luckily 1.00
00:01:17 they had an appointment at 8 15 the next day basically if you've never had a medication
00:01:21 abortion you don't really know what it is it is a two-part pill process so you go in mind you the
00:01:26 top comment this is what i mean i'm in hell on earth i think this is so selfless second top
00:01:32 comment i took a text test at 6 p.m had my abortion at 8 a.m i'm an ob-gyn and i want to
00:01:38 thank you for posting this hell on earth and they give you the first pill which basically just like
00:01:43 stops the pregnancy from continuing and then the next pill you take about 24 to 48 hours later and
00:01:50 then that is what triggers everything to go out of your system and you can have really heavy
00:01:55 bleeding and cramping and everything that's not very fun i went into planned parenthood this
00:02:00 morning and um they were super super nice they didn't make me feel like judged or anything it
00:02:06 was and like i knew they wouldn't um but it was very nice to go in there and just you know i'm
00:02:11 there for that reason and they were very very kind i was able to get the nexplanon implant the same
00:02:17 day it's so funny i was like in the process of getting the implant done like with my doctor the
00:02:22 process ended up just taking like so long clearly it took a little too long they were able to do it
00:02:26 the same day so i was like yes please so i was able to get the implant today all set which was
00:02:30 great i go into plan parenthood i had to do a urine sample to confirm and then they did an
00:02:34 ultrasound just to make sure that it was not an ectopic pregnancy that everything was where it's
00:02:38 supposed to be i gave me the pill i took the pill they did the implant it was very easy then i left
00:02:43 i got a bagel i went home it knocked me out though i was so tired i went home i took a nap for like
00:02:49 probably four hours currently now i'm feeling pretty okay i'm just feeling a little bit tired
00:02:54 i don't know if that's from the pill or if that's from um the lidocaine from like this the soreness
00:03:00 and like kind of that i felt a little bit nauseous the first kind of like hour which they said was
00:03:04 pretty normal after getting the implant that you can feel a bit nauseous for the first couple hours
00:03:08 and i did feel a little bit sick like right after i left the appointment but that all subsided i
00:03:12 feel completely fine now i don't have any more cramps or anything um and i can make another
00:03:17 video just talking kind of about like the symptoms that i had early like pregnancy symptoms that i
00:03:21 had i have not taken part two of the pills yet i'm going to be doing that tomorrow it's the part
00:03:25 that i'm the most concerned about uh people say that it hurts really really bad um people have
00:03:30 equated it to early labor like it's essentially like um an early miscarriage kind of is a way
00:03:37 that they kind of described it to me and so i am very very nervous i will update all right let's
00:03:43 keep going with me for my abortion i wanted to make a video just kind of explaining my experience
00:03:48 i already made a part one that was like the first part of the process i'm about to do part two which
00:03:53 is taking the second part of the pill i'm doing the medication abortion and i'm very very nervous 0.89
00:03:58 she's smiling this is the most i am in hell on earth women are running this planet i'm in hell 0.96
00:04:04 on earth so i just kind of want to show you everything that i got if you are going through 0.90
00:04:07 this first thing i did is i got a hotel room um just to have kind of a safe space i don't have
00:04:11 ac where i live so i also wanted to have an environment where i can control the temperature
00:04:15 this is the bag i packed which seems really massive but it has everything that i could
00:04:21 possibly need i wanted to make this too if you like are very anxious and a big like planner
00:04:25 for me planning and being super organized makes things a little bit easier for me so having like
00:04:30 a list of things that i'm able to do and like get she's talking about organization for her abortion
00:04:34 this is the emotional process that it is for women i hate women ready for it made this why do you hate 0.98
00:04:41 women I don't know maybe it's because we do shit like this a little bit less anxiety ridden starting 0.99
00:04:46 off with medications is the pill that I will be taking did give me an anti-nausea and anti-pain 0.94
00:04:53 med so I'm going to take these an hour before I take the actual pill and hopefully that will help
00:04:59 and then I have the actual pill in here the way of my own medicine that I brought I brought
00:05:04 pepto-bismol it's like an anti-nausea extra strength Tylenol Midal too and then I also have
00:05:09 anti-diarrhea which i'm not really sure but i saw another video of a girl saying that that really
00:05:14 helped her so we'll try it i'm not really sure if it's gonna do anything but i will take all the
00:05:19 help that i can get things that i did to just feel a little bit more comfortable number one i brought
00:05:23 a heating pad comfortable clothes i brought my comfort set i have one that's specifically kind
00:05:29 of big when i broke my pelvis last year i lived in these they were so nice so i brought my comfort
00:05:35 set to just feel i don't know i do it's comfortable i'm also a big robe girl so i wanted to make sure
00:05:41 i brought a robe i brought my favorite stuffed animal a blanket and i want to talk about some
00:05:45 things that i brought for entertainment slash distraction i don't really know how up i'm gonna
00:05:48 be for anything but i think having some kind of distraction might be nice so some yarn and a
00:05:53 crochet hook i really don't think i'm gonna be in a reading mood but i did bring a book in this case
00:05:57 so you can't see it but i did bring a switch also just to play games i can connect it to the tv in
00:06:02 here and just play things. I also brought a PS4 for that same reason. I don't really know exactly
00:06:07 how this experience is going to be for me. I've seen a lot of other women's experiences saying
00:06:13 that it was really bad. Some people said it wasn't too bad. I'm definitely very nervous for 1.00
00:06:18 this part of the process but I wanted to set myself up to at least have the best chance of
00:06:23 feeling better. I also did bring a lot of snacks, a lot of comfort foods. I got ginger ale and just
00:06:30 different things that might make me comfort for your your imagine you're murdering your kid and
00:06:35 you need comfort food an abortion i am in the process right now of getting lingerie something
00:06:42 that helped me a lot was seeing a lot of other women's experiences so i wanted to share mine
00:06:46 with you i'm going the medication route which is basically a two pill process you take one pill at
00:06:50 the doctor's office and the second set of pills is going to be at home now that's the part that
00:06:54 actually like essentially triggers the miscarriage was kind of how it was described to me and from
00:06:59 other women's experiences and just kind of what they tell you it does not seem like a fun process
00:07:04 a lot of women say it is the worst pain they've ever experienced so i'm very very nervous i ended
00:07:08 up getting you never can know how painful something is based on women's reviews because 0.52
00:07:13 women say everything is the worst thing they've ever experienced that's the consistent is the
00:07:18 worst thing i've ever experienced is whatever i want to complain about hotel room for this day
00:07:23 and i already made a video kind of going over everything that i'm bringing but i just wanted
00:07:27 to give you a little bit of a hotel tour and everything that i'm doing to try to make this
00:07:31 as comfortable of a process as possible this is not going to be a fun process i wanted to set
00:07:35 myself up to have the best possible chance of it being as smooth as possible and so if you are
00:07:40 going through this or somebody you know is going through this and you don't really know what to do
00:07:43 um this is just kind of what i'm doing that and i will do updates on everything start with my bed
00:07:48 i have my heating pad blanket a little stuffed animal on my nightstand i have my water i have
00:07:55 my gum my sleeping mask over at the counter here i have all of my medications i made a video going
00:08:02 over all the medications that i'm taking moving into entertainment here i hooked up my ps4 in my
00:08:08 uh i had i'm 58 i had an abortion at 18. they basically used a vacuum in the late 80s it was
00:08:12 a nightmare and the doctor shamed me you're so brave we're saying stunning and brave oh my god
00:08:19 i switch i have options to hook up to the tv here so that i can i did one in 2024 i don't
00:08:25 regret it at all i wouldn't be where i'm at in life if i didn't go through with it the games
00:08:29 watch movies just do something to kind of so proud of you oh let's see what's next i got an
00:08:34 abortion i am in the middle of getting my abortion i just took the second pill of the medication
00:08:40 abortion i personally was very very scared of taking the second pill took it maybe 40 minutes
00:08:45 ago you have to let it dissolve in your gums for 30 minutes and then they say like you cannot throw
00:08:50 up for 30 minutes you wake up so i took it it's probably been like 10 ish minutes since it all
00:08:57 dissolved i definitely can feel like cramping cramping in my ribs which is like weird but it's
00:09:01 not bad definitely i'm starting to feel a little bit like chills but again not that bad can you
00:09:06 imagine being the guy whose kid she's aborting i see why men murder women i mean i think i would
00:09:12 murder her i'm trying to walk as much as i can even like when it's bad to just i think i would 0.80
00:09:17 murder her if i was the dad get everything moving and as much as i'm able to walk i'm going to try 0.77
00:09:21 to walk very nervous for this experience so i'm going to update throughout just to give you guys
00:09:26 what my experience is and hopefully make it a little bit less scary if you're going through
00:09:30 this as well or if you're just curious what it's like to get an abortion it's been about five hours
00:09:35 it's almost 10 p.m now i took it at about five um the most that i've had so far was kind of the
00:09:40 beginning when i was saying i was having those cramps and it was really weird because it was like
00:09:43 to my upper leg and then like up through my rib a little bit lightheaded with a six out of ten like
00:09:49 it definitely got bad but it was never that bad be like really bad and then kind of subsided i
00:09:55 would feel okay for a few minutes and then it would come back again after that i started bleeding i
00:10:00 don't want to get too tmi or anything i was on the phone with one of my friends and we were talking
00:10:05 about something else and we were just laughing and i was like you know it was like when you're
00:10:09 on your period like in your heavy period and you laugh and you're like it was like that and
00:10:13 then like i went to the restroom and i passed it and it was did not hurt it wasn't like anything
00:10:18 really heavy bleeding and i had like a little bit of cramping but it is not bad comments that lemon
00:10:24 sized clot caused me less pain than the thought of being in that man's life forever oh i screamed
00:10:29 and hollered but beats 18 years of tears as an abortion doula we have abortion doulas i love
00:10:36 that you recorded this as someone who works in abortion care thank you for sharing your experience
00:10:41 so it's a decent I'm so proud of you for choosing yourself I'm in hell on earth I had for period
00:10:46 cramping but I feel like I'm just not even trying to use that as a scale one of the things that's
00:10:50 helped for me is I've been like really on top of it with medication eating like really easy food
00:10:55 on my stomach I had some wheat then I had some tea I also chewed some gum which helped a little
00:11:00 bit almost felt like I was like a weird kind of drunk if that makes sense like my face felt hot
00:11:05 like when you drink um and it just felt kind of weird like I just felt a little bit woozy in like
00:11:10 a weird way and so like having that like stomach padded was just really really nice i'm still
00:11:16 getting cramping but it's not that bad i think i don't want to you know cautiously so i think
00:11:23 the worst is over i think all of the precautions that i took really helped to make this experience
00:11:29 bearable i'm so sorry if you can't hear me that well i have a video of like a rain going on the
00:11:34 tv so i had a medication abortion and i filmed it i've been documenting this process and i have
00:11:38 other videos from the first part of it already posted if you're interested in my last video
00:11:43 when i was taking the second pill i was about five hours into the process and it was okay i was
00:11:47 definitely experiencing some cramping but it wasn't that bad unfortunately about an hour after
00:11:52 my last update clip in that video things did take a turn i started feeling horrible i felt really
00:11:58 nauseous i was drinking my pepto-bismol still making it about you i mean you you felt bad how
00:12:03 do you think the kid felt oh my god it was like really really bad cramping and it kind of felt
00:12:07 like food poisoning one of my other videos too i was trying to walk a lot during it my mom told me
00:12:12 to do that because she said it helps a lot and i hate women neighbor can make a separate video
00:12:16 about telling my mom but my mom had told me to do that whenever i could i was just trying to get up
00:12:19 and do little laps around the hotel room for the most part during a really bad time i was just
00:12:23 laying in bed i ended up watching the love hypothesis and i felt pretty miserable the
00:12:26 entirety of the movie but it did start to get a little bit better after the movie was over i don't
00:12:30 think there's a correlation there lasted about two hours is what i'm saying like really bad part
00:12:34 of it was probably about two hours after that it was okay still wasn't great for me it started
00:12:37 around the seven hour mark my way of pain ranking it in the worst things i've experienced number one
00:12:42 is always going to be breaking my pelvis that is still the worst pain i've ever experienced
00:12:45 number two and three are tied i got food poisoning from olive garden that was like
00:12:50 knocked me out one of the worst experiences of my life i would say that this medication abortion is
00:12:55 on par with olive garden food poisoning and if you've ever had really bruh she just compared
00:13:00 oh my god i have no words bad food poisoning that is the best i can equate this to it's just like 0.99
00:13:07 women every year you're like we can't get worse can't this can't get worse and then and then 0.99
00:13:12 and then another woman's like hold my beer hold my beer guys we're not supporting okay we're doing 1.00
00:13:19 abortion but it's safe and rare right we're not gonna vlog our abortions and then this bitch is 1.00
00:13:24 like hold my beer we're like you know i know we're supporting like nikki minaj but we're not gonna 1.00
00:13:30 support a child like a woman that strangled her kids to death and then all the women are like 0.73
00:13:36 hold my beer i mean ladies what are we doing oh my god an abortion and i've been posting my
00:13:42 experience and as to be expected i have received some backlash and i actually have a lot as you 1.00
00:13:46 should empathy for some people who might have empathy for me this is how women are just
00:13:53 psychologically so many negative view of abortion i think our upbringing has a huge role to play
00:13:58 in our beliefs i think a lot of people just haven't been exposed to their like i've never had
00:14:02 an accidental pregnancy reality of abortion that's one of the reasons i just find it so important to
00:14:06 talk about this let's talk about upbringing for a second i grew up in a very conservative area i
00:14:10 went to a private christian school i remember i believe it was in middle school we watched a
00:14:13 documentary about abortion it was talking about women who regretted their abortions how it was
00:14:17 killing a human life it was a lot of slander on planned parenthood itself this was shown in my
00:14:22 school in my bible class my first introduction to what abortion even was so watching this
00:14:26 documentary being very impressionable and young i remember thinking like wow like that does sound
00:14:30 horrible for some of my classmates were planning a protest on planned parent so this is a woman
00:14:35 that knew all this idea that oh women don't know what they're doing she knows it's wrong 0.97
00:14:39 she doesn't care they were gonna go to planned parenthood go stand outside and protest well i
00:14:43 didn't want to go to the protest i was influenced by this documentary i remember i went home that
00:14:47 day and i talked to my dad and i told him about it or telling him i was like isn't this horrible
00:14:50 that people do this we'd never talked about this as a family before so i didn't know what my parents
00:14:54 beliefs were on this i had just seen this documentary and i was like wow this is a bad thing
00:14:58 i remember my dad sat me down and we watched dirty dancing now dirty dancing it's a great movie it's
00:15:02 a fun movie but the reason that he wanted me to watch it is because there is a back alley abortion
00:15:06 scene in that movie basically there's a woman in the movie who is pregnant and gets like a
00:15:09 butchered back alley abortion very very dangerous but also very very real he told me before abortions
00:15:15 were legalized this was before they overturned roe v wade he told me before they were legalized
00:15:20 it didn't stop abortion made it very clear to me he said you cannot stop abortions you can only stop
00:15:25 safe access to abortion and women will continue to need abortions for many different reasons and
00:15:30 by making them illegal you are not saving anybody women died women will continue to die he said
00:15:35 people can choose to believe abortions are wrong and they can choose for themselves to never have
00:15:39 one but supporting laws that literally kill women is not being pro-life and that really resonated
00:15:45 with me and after that i started doing some of my own research and my own learning and i've been
00:15:49 very pro-choice ever since i think about if i had just watched that documentary when i was very
00:15:53 impressionable very young had never learned about abortion before heard that it was wrong by my
00:15:57 teachers and my classmates people who i trusted and told me that it was really wrong and i didn't
00:16:01 have my dad who was pro-choice tell me anything different how much longer it would have taken
00:16:06 for me to be exposed to something else question these ideas and beliefs i think it probably would
00:16:10 have taken me a longer time especially women talking about abortions their experiences being
00:16:13 such a taboo thing it limits a lot of people from being exposed to different sides of it especially
00:16:18 from women who have needed this health care and not just politicians it's really important to talk
00:16:22 about it because it shouldn't be taboo to talk about one in four women will get an abortion
00:16:25 throughout their lifetime that's not uncommon it can feel really really isolating and lonely so it
00:16:29 felt really important to me to talk about and share my experience not this is the most narcissistic
00:16:34 thing i've ever heard in my life in the medication abortion route and i kind of want to talk about
00:16:38 why i made that decision over the surgical the wednesday morning when i found out i was pregnant
00:16:41 and by the time i was actually able to talk to my insurance and figure out all the payment stuff
00:16:45 I was able to call Planned Parenthood back and make my actual appointment by I want to say it was like 3-4 p.m
00:16:50 Called them and they asked me if I had a preference over the surgical or the pill and I did not really know anything
00:16:55 I hadn't seen a lot of people talk about their experiences with either
00:16:57 So I didn't really know what the difference was
00:16:58 So they told me that the medication was you took one pill in the office
00:17:01 And then you took the second set of pills at home
00:17:03 Most importantly that that was offered at all Planned Parenthood locations, at least in my area
00:17:07 She said that for surgical it's a little bit of a longer process actually being at the site
00:17:10 They said I eat for the procedure
00:17:11 I ended up having to be there for a couple hours for everything and for observation afterwards
00:17:14 She also told me that in my area there were only two locations that offered surgical. Neither of them were that close to me and that it was usually a longer wait to get in to actually get the surgical. With that I was like okay pill sounds great. I didn't know much about it though. Just part of the reason I'm making these videos. Did not know that it was like hell. I start watching some videos about some people's experiences. I got so scared. It was very educational, very helpful and from like an emotional standpoint it made me feel a lot less alone. But it really scared me and I saw a lot of people in the comments saying that they went the surgical route that they would never do the pill.
00:17:44 i was really really really scared by this point my first one the pill was fine the second one i
00:17:49 thought i was gonna die the third time i did the procedure and it was a breeze i had a surgical
00:17:53 abortion i would have preferred the pill i was completely awake oh my gosh as someone who's
00:17:59 done both how many times i just don't understand you guys are so irresponsible and it was like 6
00:18:04 p.m planned parenthood was closed but i really wanted to call them and be like hi like so is
00:18:09 there a surgical like that i could book within the next week or so but i had my appointment at 8 a.m
00:18:13 the next morning i realized i wasn't going to be able to call them before my appointment i was
00:18:17 probably just locked into this pill route not that i couldn't have altered it or changed it but in my
00:18:21 mind at that moment it kind of felt like i was already locked into this pill route as opposed
00:18:25 to surgically really scared but i also just wanted to get it done this was about the time that the
00:18:29 hotel idea came into play part of this whole procedure is going to be going to the hotel and
00:18:32 doing it there something about that just felt a lot more manageable to me like okay i can do this
00:18:36 thursday i went in it was an 8 a.m appointment i took my pill probably by the time i actually took
00:18:40 it it was like 9 a.m i'm gonna make a separate video going over what they actually did at the
00:18:43 appointment she told me that you can take the second set of pills anywhere from and i wanted
00:18:46 to talk about what the actual appointment at planned parenthood was like this particular
00:18:50 okay the appointment all right okay so the last point i want to make look at how she talks about
00:18:55 her boyfriend so this is in um september we're in october and so i'm assuming this is the guy
00:18:59 that got her pregnant you open your phone and you see you have a text from your boyfriend you look
00:19:03 at it and he says good morning beautiful i love you so much what about your dad is the guy whose
00:19:08 kid she aborted and a few hours later your boyfriend texts you and asks you if you want
00:19:11 to hang out say absolutely and he says okay perfect i'm coming over boyfriend pulls up and
00:19:15 he says i have a gift for you and he gives you flavor blasted goldfish and a new tatcha moisturizer
00:19:19 because he knew you were running low on yours after that your boyfriend asks you if you want
00:19:22 to do face masks because he knows you just bought a new pack of medicube face masks so you're like
00:19:26 yeah absolutely you guys put on your face mask and he asks if you want to watch twilight like yeah
00:19:30 i want to watch twilight let's put on twilight and he says wait we don't have a candle going you're
00:19:34 like i'm out of candles i burned through it and he goes i totally forgot i also brought you a new
00:19:39 candle it's fall scented boyfriend lights the candle puts it in the middle and gets you a bowl
00:19:44 for your flavor blast of gold he knows that you had some pillsbury halloween cookies in the freezer
00:19:47 so he preheats the oven and puts the cookies in when the cookies come out you guys watch twilight
00:19:51 have your face mask the candles burning you eat your cookies and your flavor blast and then you 0.82
00:19:55 aborted this kid you got pregnant that night aborted his kid after so anyways i'm in hell 0.82
00:20:00 on earth i'm in hell on earth i don't know how we come back to this uh it's everything's cooked 0.81
00:20:05 i love you guys like the video subscribe i'll see you next time