Benny Wills - Leaving The City, Overcoming Fear, What Is Freedom?
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Join me as I catch up with Ben Bennington, actor, comedian, streamer, and former liberal and friend Benben for a chat about the dark conspiracies of the 80s and 90s and how they intersected in the present day.
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welcome ladies and gents i'm lana we are streaming live from idaho and i do have
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entropy open so feel free to send a chat it does help take care of my super cool babysitter by the
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way joining me is actor speaker comedian streamer former liberal and friend benny welcome back
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uh happy to be back it's cool to finally catch up like this again after so many years oh my gosh
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anyway oh yeah oh yeah and we're going to get into that of idaho and how things have intersected but
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i know you co-hosted uh flashback friday recently with henrik which was really cool you came back
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in the you came into the studio and stuff but i had you on last i went through the archives
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in 2013 can you believe that nine years ago my oh my how things have changed huh
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i yeah that's mind-blowing that was right at the beginning of um i guess my my journey as a
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public presenter that was the first year of joy camp is when we we talked and man so much has
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happened in the last nine years it's overwhelming really yeah for several years you and kevin who's
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there next to you and other friends you guys produce these well-made skits on you know various
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dark conspiracies under the name joy camp some of you guys might remember comedy awareness
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was the term i think you were using and nine years ago we talked about how tyrant elites
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they fear creativity and comedy if they can't use it for their manipulation and control fast forward to
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a few years later and they're banning comedians musicians content creators like as we've been
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banned and censored it's crazy isn't it just in that short period yeah it all just keeps unfolding
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exactly the way we predict we're all prophets it's all we see it coming we point at it and then it
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happens and then we're still called crazy for predicting the future oh yeah now i know that
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you have cut well what did they say a prophet is never loved in his own town i think a prophet is
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never loved in his own country at this point but um you know conspiracy just means people conspiring
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to do something people do it every day i know you've covered all the big ones now looking back
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after that period of your life and in terms of all the great conspiracies today what do you
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think is the the biggest most important one nowadays that stands out the biggest most important
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conspiracy yeah i know people talk about like the moon landing or gsk it's all over the place but
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good question i think um i think i'm going to give a kind of a general answer i think that
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everything that we're taught that's happened at any point in history needs to be questioned and
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it's maybe that maybe that is the two a bit too broad but i've i've made a point now where it's the
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conspiracy is so big everything i've ever learned from another person or some you know ethereal
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authoritative figure i've come to question so i think the biggest conspiracy conspiracy of all is
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that everything needs to be questioned everything is subject to uh more perspective
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absolutely good answer absolutely you have to question everything question all authority question
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everything we've been told and even that it makes you an extremist nowadays if you just simply question
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basic things now how would you say you've changed the most since 2013 i was thinking about it
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and for me i i've grown i've been forced to grow a thick skin and a strong stomach after all i've seen
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and all the attacks that we've endured but how would you say that you've changed more in the last
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nine years yeah well just looking at that joy camp page we uh we've had a lot of videos that they try
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to take down in the past year i've been successful at getting them all back which is kind of cool i
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don't think that's happens too often but i i always write back and say parody this is parody this is just
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a parody it's a commentary and every single time youtube writes me back and apologizes and say they got
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it wrong which has been really interesting to observe so only time we got a video taken down
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is for copyright stuff but they've been trying to take video i mean once every couple months they'll
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try to take a video down and i'll appeal it and so far 100 success which is an interesting thing to
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uh acknowledge wow that's amazing uh that can't be said for us no yeah well my colleagues now are
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off of youtube yeah and i mean we've certainly had some videos that have been taken down and never
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come back but yeah i think they respond to my uh appeals which is fascinating it makes me wonder if
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anyone's actually watching or is certain sort of ai algorithm bot situation i don't know so there's a
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lot i want to dive into but first i want to get into idaho how how we both ended up in northern idaho
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which is hilarious and i didn't know you were here uh you didn't know that we were here uh but
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you were meeting up with a mutual friend rebecca actually your wife who i'm friends with your
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beautiful wife was hanging out with rebecca and then we came up and it was like oh uh henrik and
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lana also live in idaho now so how did you come to move here i know it's it's been surreal so many
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people it's like it's like uh who's who of youtube castoffs but it's great i mean we've all been drawn
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to the same place for i think very similar reasons i mean sonia and i we left california in 2018 we
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didn't know we would end up in north idaho but we knew we wanted to end up someplace better than
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los angeles and we just trusted the signs that we were getting so we somehow made it up here we
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bought a property a year ago we've been building on it ever since and yeah it's it's strange and cool
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that so many people that i know from the internet uh are here as well and you can hang out and meet up
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now you grew up in los angeles right you're born in in california we're going to get into that later
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you're you're acting and leaving and stuff but how is it being living somewhere that's more freedom
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focused definitely more conservative if you know what i mean versus california what does it feel
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like for you to be around that kind of energy i feel like i'm in a pocket reality i feel like we are
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less uh influenced by some of the nonsense up here and it's it's interesting i mean we left california
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before it was cool i mean i moved in idaho before it really became like i mean we bought our property
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but a little over a year ago but then the real estate market really increased last year uh it's
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fantastic first of all to be out of california i saw all of this coming i didn't know it was going
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to be a virus that was going to be the catalyst for you know the new nonsense but i could definitely
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see that there was that la wasn't the place for me and that being in the city wasn't a good thing so
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being up here is really calming it's because it what's happening the last couple years is like uh
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it's it presents like an existential sort of dread no matter where you are you still kind of are affected
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by what's going on and living remotely living rurally makes it less uh i don't know depressing
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yeah so it's we're we're we're so happy that we landed here and we're so happy that we landed here
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before 2020 um and all everything that's happened since so yeah it's it's a i'm blown away still i'm
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really blown away still this is where i live yeah it's surreal very relieved i feel like when we came
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too it's kind of a reset period like you needed to just kind of get grounded again if you're coming
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from a super lefty cesspit or in our case you know being doxed and harassed by people in the town and
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journalists showing up and stuff there's this period of kind of washing it away and healing and recharging
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and i don't know there's just something special about the land here and when you're around people
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that you share something in common with like there's a true community it's a true brotherhood and a
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sisterhood so many of us are finding that we uh that's been missing in our life you know so it's
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definitely empowering absolutely yep well people seem to understand the idea of freedom here
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generally and not only that but that freedom is something worth protecting i think most people
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really don't know how to define freedom they think freedom comes from someone saying they have it
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or they're allowed to have it but up here people know that you know freedom is important and that
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it's worth protecting and it's a pretty it seems anyway like the area maybe maybe it's just north
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idaho uh it's kind of hands off which i really appreciate especially in this county that we're in
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we're in a county called bonner county and it's a little it's like the wild west i mean it's like
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you don't even need a building permit you got to do i mean i can't think of many places where
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you don't need a building permit it's pretty cool you know i heard someone complaining the
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other day about how uh oh we built this nice house and then the person right next door to us
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had an outhouse and they had to carry water and i was like well that's cool you know because they
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can do whatever they want on their lands you know yeah and that comes with its own set of
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challenges for the buyer of a property which we found out this past year since the previous
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owners were just doing whatever they wanted to it was uh we there's been a lot of surprises
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regarding the property and the house on it but you know it is what it is we're we're happy to
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to fix those problems i'm glad that these are problems put it that way now you were a working
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actor you were living in la la land let's talk about your experience in in hollywood uh maybe you
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look at it differently now i don't know if you and also if you have any regrets or would you have done
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anything differently well i mean i feel like everything happens for a reason and my path has
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led me here so i can't i don't have any regrets about anything if i had to do it all over again i
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would have never gone to hollywood i never would i never would have gone to college wouldn't have
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gone to graduate school wouldn't have gotten in student loan debt would never pursued a career
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as an actor at all so i would have done everything different had i known then what i know now
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but you know it has given me it's made me who i am so i can't it all has worked out exactly right
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but i've i've definitely it's been a sobering experience it was certainly a sobering experience
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around 2017 or 18 when it really became clear that i had to leave los angeles and leave my career behind
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because i didn't know what to do i mean i'd been orienting my life since i was four years old
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towards being a professional actor and to know that that was no longer the path for me was scary
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and it took me a little while to you know have the the balls to actually leave so
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and yeah of course now looking back it's all very clear and i'm so really so happy to get out of there
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but you know it was a it was a scary leap to make and good riddance i mean la is a la is a cesspool
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it's a pit it's a pit of hell where the lost angels are so it's character building but
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good riddance yeah i i remember you guys had a meeting with the comedy central right this was
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years ago and they went through your videos and what did they say to you guys uh it was
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we met with comedy central twice actually the first time and they rejected us both times obviously but
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the first time they said it was too smart for comedy central those are exact words it was too
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smart they want to dumb down dumb down comedy right just uh but look this is where this is this i think
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it's a good snapshot of how things have changed in the last few years i mean we were pitching a joy
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camp pilot all around hollywood in 2016 it's only a little over five years ago and it was almost picked
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up but now because anything conspiracy is so demonized we would have no chance no i'm actually
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really glad it didn't oops didn't get picked up when we were pitching it but the animosity and anger
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and intolerance towards you know conspiratorial perspective has gotten so bad but a couple
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years ago it wasn't i mean that that was when mr robot was the most popular show right i mean that's
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when the guy was winning emmys for his role as a conspiracy theorist on tv and we were kind of trying
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to ride those coattails uh and we almost did i mean we had meetings with the biggest agency in los
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angeles william morris we were actually represented by them they were sending us out to meet with
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people like comedy central and fx and mtv and tbs and they all watched our pilot which was
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you know joy camp and they liked it and now try to get entertainment like that through i mean it's
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just interesting to see how how things have changed so drastically in the last couple of years it almost
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makes you wonder too and i hear i'm familiar with william morris too of course um if some of them
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they're watching those videos and they're like oh shoot this is telling too much we know about these
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things we can't have this come out right sometimes i wonder they wanted us to change who we what we
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did and that was what always my concern i thought that if our show got picked up they would have
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creative control and i no longer would which was a concern because i didn't want to you know i didn't
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i had integrity uh so they kept wanting us to come back with more ideas they were like liked us
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like the talent that we possessed and our ability to make good content but they thought
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you know it could be utilized in another direction and i just wasn't interested in doing anything but
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joy camp so ultimately didn't work and thank god it didn't but uh just a yeah weird weird times
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yeah i lived there too and i had uh some interesting experiences to say the least and and one of the
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biggest questions i got i know this is going to sound anti-semitic one of the biggest questions i
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always got though when i worked in music and film production was are you jewish and uh had i have
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been jewish i know that i would have been catapulted to the top and could have done anything i wanted
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to do there you know but i i i saw things i saw how things run i saw how horrible a lot of these people
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are there and i wanted nothing to do with it either and no desire to be there whatsoever it really
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is a sick and deranged place and i'm surprised you turned out so grounded being born in la because a lot
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there's people that come they're not born in la but then they come there and then they just get
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chewed up and in every which way and spat out right but most people most people even if they achieve
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like you know celebrity fame they get chewed up and spit out i mean it's a it's a brutal business
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that has no heart i mean that's one of the things i really learned about hollywood is that it's soulless
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it doesn't care about anybody and it's only there to serve and serve agendas i mean it's it's and
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it took me a while to really accept that because i didn't want to accept it i wanted to think that
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there was there could be some integrity within that business and there simply cannot now more
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than ever you if you have a country a contrary opinion you will not be heard they will not let
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you succeed so it is on lockdown it is only there to prop up you know agendas and propaganda
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that's right perpetuate propaganda it's a propaganda machine now you come from hippie liberal parents so
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i wanted to get your experience boomer hippie liberal parents this whole thing i saw your you do
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a meme monday show which you have to tell us about that but you got into the in the beginning about joe
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rogan versus some of these boomer hippies like uh neil young and joanie mitchell and they were
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complaining right to spotify they wanted spotify to remove all his music because he's pushing vaccine
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disinfo and all of that right and then they removed their music in protest which is just
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completely cringe i don't know tell us about your thoughts on this oh man well i actually didn't
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know that joanie mitchell was on that train oh there's a lot of them a lot of and a lot of
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women she's like she's someone i've been you know always happy to say i have a birthday with that's
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really sad not anymore surprising unfortunately um yeah what a mess i mean well the hippie movement
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is another one of those things that it helped me kind of understand that you could be that how do
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i say this i like the anti-establishment aspect of the 60s movement you know when i was a kid and my
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dad was telling me stories about his time in berkeley and stuff and watching whatever movies documentaries
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about the time and listening to the music i was really inspired by it and i was really inspired by
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the anti-establishment aspect only to find out you know in my 20s that all most if not all of what
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people experienced in that movement was also at least somewhat of a psychological operation
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uh was also disheartening but you know a good paradigm to crush um but yeah i mean no wonder these
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people are are are changing like this because they they've always been a part of again another
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propaganda machine pop music that music all of that has been there in now i'm trying to not i don't
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want to sound cynical but it's hard to be mainstream during any era and have again integrity and actually
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be on the on the side of truth so those people have been i mean neil young has been a part of a
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disinformation campaign since the 60s oh absolutely yeah and yeah they're all we're anti-establishment
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but then they're being propped up by the man in the system and the hollywood machine and all that
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and it is funny how back then you know they're woodstock it's a free speech it's a anti-war it's
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all peace and love and then fast you know fighting against the man fast forward to today it's big pharma
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censorship and throw them in prison because they don't want the vaccine i mean it's really that is
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such a boomer thing right there you know yeah one of my favorite memes is this one that's uh it says
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the old left versus the new left and on the the the old left it's a you know a volkswagen van with
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hippies in it and it's saying pro free speech and no censorship damn the man and then the new left is
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do everything you're told trust authority censor censorship is good all that and it's just like
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these two you know this is what's happened that's right this is how they've controlled they just used
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free speech you know as a as a weapon to destroy free speech because at the time they weren't in
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control so oh free speech free speech and then once they get control they crush free speech you know
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but i think joe rogan i just have to say i'm not a not a fan of joe rogan but he's making a hundred
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million dollars for spotify's contract so and i heard that the artists are getting they have to
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get 350 plays to make a dollar so i don't think they really care about some of those musicians
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leaving honestly yeah i mean it's just we're just watching i mean i don't know can i say the word
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shit yeah we're watching a shit show it's a shit show i feel like we're watching the collapse of
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you know society we're just watching it the schism has been the covid's like the splinter and we're
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seeing this fracture now and there's no going back the people are you're either in not to speak
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generally but it's like you either are on the side of illogic which is trust authority no matter what
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or you're thinking and that's where it and the the the bridge is hard to uh gap the gap is hard to
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bridge and you can't you can't speak logically with people who are thinking illogically so we have
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this disconnect it's very strange it's very strange and you teach a course that gets into that
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so i wanted to kind of get into that about communication now it's called parheesia right now
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tell us what the word parheesia means i had to look it up because i didn't know this word yeah
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well at first i thought it was a bird because i kept seeing you a word years ago and it literally
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means free speech it means to speak boldly or freely freedom of speech so that's why i fell in love with
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it it's been lost from our lexicon it says a greek origin um but it's a beautiful word and i can see
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why it's sort of been lost because it means freedom of speech um so yeah i mean i i i see the
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the tactics at work divide and conquer i mean it is literally the oldest trick in the book
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and i refuse to accept that i'm i can't talk to uh people anymore or have a different opinion than
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someone anymore and not be able to get along still so i'm really trying to help people deal with
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their fractured relationships and help people communicate more effectively with loved ones
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or strangers or whoever who may be seeing things a little differently and how to handle yourself in
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conversations or confrontations in a way that won't get you ostracized or labeled you know it's
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fill in the blank conspiracy theorist alt-right crazy whatever how to avoid those landmines and
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actually have a constructive conversation and it's no small task which is why i had to create a
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a whole course about it but yeah it's been a it's been a really cool thing it's been going on for now
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over a year and people really like it i'm in my third season and it's a it's a success now you got
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to give us a little teaser you got to you got to share a few tips let's say someone has a family
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member let's say they have liberal a hippie boomer parents and they want to have a conversation they're
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they're more on our side of things they've woken up to things how do they even begin i mean because
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that's a generational gap on top of it right and which is different probably than speaking to someone
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in your generation i don't know but it's so it's so polarized and so difficult nowadays for me i've
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just given up on on talking to a lot of people that are on the opposite side of the political
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spectrum because i feel like it's beating a dead horse you know what i mean unless it's old friends
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or family i think that that's that's more important you know you have something in common that you can
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kind of get in there with but maybe you can share just a few tips for those people because there's
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a lot of people that are in that situation well so this is where some of my very extensive acting
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training has come in very handy because when you in acting school you learn that in order to make
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a performance as a character believable you have to seem like you're that character you can't seem
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like you're lying you have to be telling the truth but as a character so you have to understand
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that character's motivations so your first job as an actor is to understand the intentions
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of the person that you're playing understand what motivates them understand what their goals are
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so i apply that to helping people in conversation understand your own motives first why are you saying
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what you're saying what's it for what's your what's your goal what's your hope if you're gonna go to
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you know thanksgiving dinner and try to talk about something controversial understand why
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first so understand your own goals are you hoping to just stand up for truth no matter what are you
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hoping to change their mind are you hoping that they'll just listen to you are you hoping they
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won't think you're crazy like really understand what motivates you before you embark in some of
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these difficult conversations and then once you're in it
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once you're in it okay every every conversation every person is different so every encounter is
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going to be slightly different and it's up to you to respond to what you're dealing with so
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a lot of it is listening a lot of it is feeling the person out and a lot of it is just being subtle
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and not too emotionally engaged because our emotions can get the better of us um and again
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understand your motivation are you really trying to change their mind if that's your motivation to
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change their mind about a topic you're probably going to be unsuccessful so maybe set a more realistic
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intention i want to just mention something in a way that they can hear it that'll spark their interest
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about this topic and then find your way in and you can find your way in with a person by appealing to
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the victim nature in them we're dealing in a very victimized culture everyone feels like they're a
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victim in some way that's your in like that's your in so enter through that point the victim part and
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build a rapport get them to trust you show that you care about the same things this is a lot but it's
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important build a rapport they have to know that they can trust you and not just think you're some
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lunatic so establish trust establish rapport that you care about the same things then they're gonna be
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more willing to hear what you have to say and then if you actually do say something that you know
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is an idea that could lead to bigger understanding and they listen and they hear it and they don't reject
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it outright immediately don't fire hose them with more this is this is like the hardest thing for
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people people if someone gives them an inch they just avalanche all of their thoughts about
00:25:32.080
everything onto them without actually reading the room without letting it's letting themselves see how
00:25:38.580
it's landing you know it's it's a dance it's nuanced so anyway it's a lot i mean this is a 10 week
00:25:46.140
course oh yeah yeah oh yeah what what happens what happens if it turns ugly that you're in a
00:25:51.480
conversation with someone and let's say it's someone you know and it just a stranger you could
00:25:55.880
just walk away whatever i just i'm not gonna talk to you like someone that you know what if it turns
00:26:00.100
ugly that fire hose oh shit i you know pulled out the fire hose and this has gone bad no yeah you have
00:26:07.160
to be you have to be delicate especially when it comes to these issues that have been so
00:26:12.220
we they're they're they're polarizing they are and people are really they're willing to fight for
00:26:20.300
their ideas for their opinions and you have to be really delicate kids gloves and know that your facts
00:26:27.340
don't matter so it's a it's a really interesting time to try to bring perspective into a conversation
00:26:35.140
because there's a thousand landmines in between us uh so yeah i mean it's it's a lot but i think the
00:26:44.940
primary goal for me with the course is to get people feeling like they're representing themselves
00:26:52.160
well no matter what so no matter what the outcome of the encounter the conversation the confrontation
00:26:57.300
the presentation whatever it is they feel good about how they handle themselves and they're not walking
00:27:02.600
away thinking damn that could have gone better or i should have said this or oh if only you know
00:27:09.080
she had had this response and i could have said that you know so we don't think about how it could
00:27:13.860
have been different but we are feeling good about how we conducted ourselves and releasing expectation
00:27:21.200
yep i think too you you get into is it communicating boldly without self-doubt right freeing
00:27:27.220
freeing your speech and i have found that for me that has taken practice right and probably for you
00:27:32.380
too you just life practice right you become seasoned as you go and you go through experience and then
00:27:38.620
you're like oh that's who i am that's the seed of who i am that's uh this is my voice this is how i
00:27:45.140
speak i found my voice and it's a it's a journey so how do you help you know guide someone to they say i
00:27:51.480
want to find my voice i want to have confidence in the things that i am saying well again this is like
00:27:57.580
this is 10 weeks worth of tutelage but no for instance i actually tonight my class today i'm doing
00:28:04.080
a it's a whole presentation on self-doubt and how to handle it and basically making the point that
00:28:10.440
doubt is a killer fear is a killer and i think too many people get hung up on
00:28:20.780
trying to eradicate fear and self-doubt altogether and i think that's all i think that's an intention
00:28:28.120
a goal that is hard to reach and it can be so hard to reach that you give up on it so
00:28:38.960
he's back let's see yeah like i said it's like a this is this is how rural we are it goes in a cycle
00:28:47.060
yes every now and then it pops out the pros and cons you were saying the key is and then you're
00:28:51.920
cut off figures of course well the key is to not let self-doubt get in your way of taking action
00:28:57.460
so even if you're nervous don't let the nerves keep you from doing the things you know you need
00:29:03.560
to do so i'm helping so with a self-doubt class like tonight i'm giving people tips on how to
00:29:08.980
take action in spite of themselves how to fake it till you make it essentially and to and the keys to
00:29:15.220
that are you know drawing on your own experience really start with your own experience what's a
00:29:21.980
time when you were so scared of a moment but you conquered it anyway and remember that because
00:29:27.820
you've already done this this isn't the first time you may have nerves will never go away but if you
00:29:33.040
get in the habit of being able to act in spite of yourself you may notice at some point the self-doubt
00:29:39.300
is gone but don't make self-conquering self-doubt the goal there's workarounds you know how to take
00:29:45.980
how to take nervous energy and turn it into real energy because it's all it is so how do you take
00:29:50.860
nerves and use them to your advantage um yeah and remember that every moment comes and goes the
00:29:59.860
the anxiety the regret is a worse feeling than having anxiety about a moment that's about to happen
00:30:11.360
so if you're nervous about the confrontation the conversation you're going to have or the thing
00:30:16.580
you that that's right in front of you that you're scared to do just know that if you don't do it the
00:30:21.300
regret is a worse feeling than the nervousness the self-doubt the anxiety you're feeling before the
00:30:28.280
moment and i contextualize it i mean i get people really thinking about their own successes already
00:30:33.980
because we've all we're all we're all still alive because of a certain level of success
00:30:37.960
so getting them feeling good about themselves really you know getting people to like shrug off
00:30:45.100
all the baggage that we build up over time and remember who they are yeah it's about also relaxing
00:30:51.720
and just kind of letting things go i think we're in a society now that i hear from so many people
00:30:56.800
have panic attacks and anxiety and it's just heightened with all these things going on i think
00:31:01.680
that they feel things real physical things but then there's you know spiritual things and then
00:31:05.900
who knows maybe 5g is even contributing but people are more anxious than ever and fearful and just they
00:31:11.700
can't it's hard for them to communicate and then they're on their devices all the time and it's these
00:31:15.920
twitter messages and so the art of communication has definitely been lost because people could just shout
00:31:21.440
and then delete and run away you know but what you were saying earlier about anxiety i think that
00:31:26.060
that's that's spoken true in my life from my experience too it's the the anxiety in the first few minutes
00:31:32.180
before something happens is worse than you actually doing the thing once you do it right it's kind of like
00:31:37.980
you have to play mind games with yourself because once you're actually in it it's not that bad it's
00:31:42.620
amazing how you you fear anxiety it's the craziest the movie version of reality the movie our imaginations
00:31:50.800
will make things far worse than they actually are yeah almost every single time you you get hung up
00:31:57.900
thinking about it and you visualize it and you watch it like a movie and you're terrified of that
00:32:02.440
outcome but then you actually go through it and you're like oh it wasn't so bad even if it was bad
00:32:05.620
you're like well it wasn't as bad as i thought it was gonna be um and that's life that's like
00:32:10.420
everything yeah and then the more you do it you kind of you you retrain your brain because i think
00:32:16.040
there's neural pathways that have to be reprogrammed once you're living in the state of fear and panic
00:32:21.120
and anxiety all the time which by the way uh are the people in control they love that because they
00:32:26.980
can manipulate that and steer you and you're in this fight or flight mode all the time and you're not
00:32:31.260
you're not thinking properly right yeah well even there you guys you have this smartphone addiction on
00:32:37.260
the screen he mentions you know social media and stuff i think social media is the reason why we
00:32:44.220
don't know how to communicate anymore i think that is the linchpin it's social media we have forgotten
00:32:48.260
how to communicate and talk to each other because of social media and i think the powers that be know
00:32:53.100
that i think is one of the reasons why we've been all geared towards you know typed messages you cannot
00:32:58.880
convey accurately an emotion in a type message you don't know you're you're also not experiencing
00:33:05.140
how you're saying is landing on the person you're not hearing them respond in real time
00:33:09.480
it's completely disjointed and it's disconnected us from each other we're more connected than ever
00:33:15.320
but we're more disconnected than ever and so the first thing i tell people if you're gonna have a
00:33:20.060
confrontation if you're gonna have a conversation a difficult conversation where you talk about a
00:33:24.100
difficult subject don't do it online don't ever do it online avoid online who's ever won an online
00:33:31.080
debate i mean i typed online debate that is you know it's it's you're just gonna waste your energy
00:33:37.220
and you're gonna end up not liking the person more too because you're not again you're not gonna have
00:33:40.720
the empathetic feel of a conversation yeah so get out from behind the screen and talk to the person in
00:33:46.280
real life yeah it's true we have all these new problems now because before it used to be i even
00:33:52.040
thinking in terms of you know republican and democrat used to be people could still go have
00:33:56.240
drinks together you have friends with different political views you can go go out and do things
00:34:00.740
it's really changed like since the you know the facebook's and the twitter's and and the media just
00:34:07.680
really just spinning things out of control it is so hard to just be friends with or have a conversation
00:34:13.780
with somebody who is your political opposite and i think actually it's people more like us that are
00:34:18.820
more willing to have those conversations and branch out and and be willing to just speak freely but i find
00:34:24.700
a lot of the times it's uh people on the other side of things they're the ones who are just unwilling
00:34:30.000
because they see you know articles like we were showing earlier like just don't talk to conspiracy
00:34:34.680
theorists or just don't talk to us so-called you know white supremacist or whatever insert whatever you
00:34:40.140
want there you know it's like they're encouraging people to not do any critical thinking and debate with
00:34:46.720
people or have free and open conversations i mean we're living in the time of censorship and banning
00:34:51.920
you don't like it just censor it or ban it and delete it and block it you know yeah so then how
00:34:58.060
about use your voice to find the people like you which is kind of the more important thing anyway
00:35:02.820
how do you use your utilize your voice in a way that draws the right people to you because i think
00:35:08.380
that's ultimately more important i mean like i said this this society is so fractured now
00:35:13.580
and certain powers at b are going to do everything they can to pull their plans through to the end
00:35:21.360
zone so we have to you know make plans accordingly and that comes from we solve problems by putting
00:35:29.540
our heads together so i think you know well there is a there is it is important to try to bridge the
00:35:35.700
gap between people you have established relationships and already love but use your voice in a way that
00:35:41.680
attracts people to you who live near you who are around you build a community have a support system
00:35:48.240
have a you know your own think tank where you can come up with solutions together and make the system
00:35:54.400
obsolete that's right yeah and you had a video you said who is they and it doesn't really matter who
00:36:01.740
they is that is fighting against you because the the solution is us right i mean i think it's good to
00:36:07.000
identify the captains but at the end of the day it's about uh just non-compliance and saying no
00:36:12.580
and realizing that we do need the those bigger collective numbers now i know people in our scene for a
00:36:18.460
long time you were like that too we were oh we can't be collectivists right uh for a long time we were
00:36:23.220
talking like that uh but the term it was it was shunned by by many of us but now we know that we need a lot
00:36:28.880
of good people to come as a collective or to collectivize to to have influence and power and
00:36:34.560
numbers right absolutely yeah and the more you are surrounded by people that are like you you know
00:36:43.240
not that you need to be on the same page with what every single thing with every person you're around
00:36:47.040
i think that actually gets kind of boring but when you're around people like you you don't feel so
00:36:52.560
alone you don't feel so crazy you feel motivated you feel sane again you feel like things are possible
00:36:57.480
it's good to have friends so using your voice in a way that can get you new friends and not just
00:37:05.800
hung up on the people that are taking the bait um is really important because those people taking
00:37:12.160
the bait while it's it's heartbreakingly frustrating man they're the low-hanging fruit like
00:37:18.620
they got it bad i mean blue being blue-pilled right now is a pretty horrific nightmarish scenario
00:37:24.920
and i don't envy them at all so i'm mad to an extent because it's their compliance that's sort
00:37:30.520
of perpetuating this nonsense but at the same time like they're in hell and i'm not and i'm very
00:37:37.620
grateful for that so i have to disagree with you on one thing i think it's a whole lot of fun hanging
00:37:42.840
out with people that think like us and i think it's very boring hanging out with people that don't
00:37:47.160
think like us every time i try and bring in some like you or i mean more like normie tier you know
00:37:53.560
i mean there's a there's different levels of you know things that we can have in common and stuff but
00:37:57.820
anytime i'm like sure i'll give it a shot i'll hang out with this normie person i'm always just bored
00:38:02.380
i'm like i don't need to do this i have so many friends that are cool to talk with you know
00:38:06.520
wait i'm sorry well who are you saying is or boring to hang out with oh people that don't think like
00:38:11.780
us we don't have anything i don't like hanging out with them either oh we're on the same page i
00:38:16.240
don't want to i mean that's the thing like have those conversations when you need to have them if
00:38:19.840
it's like your mom or your your son or your brother you know any of these relationships that you because
00:38:25.560
you care you don't want them to be swallowed up by the system um but to hang out with them oh i mean
00:38:31.200
come on that's not fun anymore i don't want to talk about garbage television or netflix or or the
00:38:38.440
or the latest variant omicron i'm pretty sure i just had that by the way and i'm still alive
00:38:44.420
still alive i wanted to play one of your videos uh about freedom because freedom is a conversation
00:38:49.680
that's been coming up a lot it's a good question many of us are asking like we didn't before
00:38:53.800
um people think freedom is like you know good old patriots and you know all that kind of stuff
00:38:58.740
but no we're we're rethinking what it means to be free these days but i want to play this uh good
00:39:03.220
little video that you made looks like you shot this in idaho true
00:39:24.080
would you work for it would you fight for it would you lay down your life for it
00:39:31.860
how important is freedom to you what if it meant throwing away your television forever never
00:39:44.480
watching another movie again what if it meant turning off your cell phone permanently not temporarily
00:39:52.840
from time to time or now and then could you sacrifice text messages could you move without
00:40:03.400
without gps could you give away everything you own or possess could you shut down your computer
00:40:13.960
and never turn it back on could you let go of your email and let it stay gone could you surrender free shipping
00:40:24.520
from amazon what if what if true freedom were contingent
00:40:37.640
saying goodbye to electricity and everything that it did once and for all and back to the land for going career
00:40:45.640
and a 401 plan would you do it would you go through with it how far would you go to be free
00:41:00.200
what is freedom is it having sex as much as you want with whoever whenever for fun or
00:41:08.200
or is it refraining and abstaining from sexual urges until marriage when flesh becomes one
00:41:18.680
is freedom doing whatever you please self-serving your interests for pleasure
00:41:24.200
or is it achieved through selflessly serving where deeds aren't rewarded with treasures
00:41:31.400
i'm honestly asking what freedom is and what does it mean to you is it government taxation or forced vaccination
00:41:49.880
how do we untangle this knot that we're in how do we emerge from our fog of subjective morality despotic
00:42:05.240
freedom literally means not being enslaved by men women or ourselves
00:42:14.760
in my opinion opinions can enslave us habits and routines can as well allowances can devour us
00:42:25.000
us blind spots can bind us comforts can keep us in hell
00:42:34.760
so what is freedom and how bad do you want it what path are you willing to take
00:42:41.480
the one with the pavement and led street lights
00:42:45.080
or the uncertain one the dirt one that's narrow alongside the lake
00:42:54.360
it's funny many because even when you're being serious i still find you funny
00:43:04.760
even though i know i'm like yes this is all deep and this is good but i'm still i like i still chuckle
00:43:11.000
just cool i like that that was always one of my one of my strength as an actor too i mean when i was
00:43:16.200
doing theater for you know over 10 years of my life no matter what the role was i'd always be able
00:43:21.640
to get laughs whenever whatever character i was playing that's why well that's why i turned to
00:43:26.120
comedy i mean yeah i was a classically trained theater actor and then i ended up doing sketch comedy
00:43:30.600
so but yet what you say here is incredibly deep you know what is freedom and everyone is rethinking
00:43:37.400
that and everyone has different answers to that like you say too is it getting the vaccine isn't
00:43:42.920
being able to not get the vaccine you know what i mean it's just a it's a matter of who you ask
00:43:47.720
and a lot of times i wonder like if this planet is even meant to be you know just peace and love
00:43:53.400
and freedom it's it's hell a lot of the times and i think that's for a reason i think uh well one it's
00:43:59.800
about uh learning to overcome weaknesses and come as close to to the gauze as we can i think through
00:44:04.760
going through the the path right on the path through the fire but for me i was thinking about
00:44:09.640
this and what what is freedom for me and it's really just the simple things like to be left
00:44:13.320
alone to have my family and and do the work that i love and be with the friends that i love and and
00:44:18.760
just do the simple things without someone always wanting something from me or trying to control me
00:44:23.720
or trying to manipulate me or force me to do things i don't want to do you know right exactly well
00:44:30.040
that i mean that poem is an on it really is an honest contemplation of the word freedom and
00:44:36.440
yeah i mean same thing for me i think that freedom for me is just being left alone like let me i'll be
00:44:44.520
let me figure it out myself and as long as i have a strong moral center and i know when i'm hurting
00:44:51.480
someone or helping someone uh i'll be you know i i don't need anyone else to make decisions for me
00:44:58.680
i think that's what freedom means to me being you know i like uh consent based reality
00:45:06.760
yeah exactly to me it's not uh i guess the patriot version i would say they they think freedom is uh
00:45:12.360
limited government and still being able to go to your football games without being vaccinated it's
00:45:17.080
a bit deeper for me on those questions you know i think for a lot of us well i know yeah there's a
00:45:23.720
exactly well that's why i'm posing the question because it's been it's on the line right now and
00:45:32.200
people have different interpretations and different ideas and different definitions and
00:45:35.640
i'm i've really been contemplating it well what is freedom what does it mean to me what does it mean
00:45:39.400
to you what is what is it i know that i don't want anyone else dictating my you know making decisions
00:45:48.280
that i can't make for myself or thinking that they have a better interest at heart like i don't
00:45:52.920
i'm not cool with that and it's a it's a dire time i've noticed a lot of people are realizing that
00:45:57.640
this all the stuff with the vaccine and the covet stuff we're seeing the trucker convoy which is
00:46:02.040
great like if we don't put our foot down now it's just going to get far worse and all and then we'll
00:46:07.640
be looking back and remember the freedoms that we had when we can sit and talk about blah blah blah you
00:46:12.280
know even that even that is going to be gone right yeah they're making it harder and harder i mean
00:46:18.680
it's there's no representation this is this is obviously the problem like there is no
00:46:25.160
representation uh from anyone who has a contradicting point of view in the mainstream
00:46:31.000
that just doesn't happen anymore you're not allowed to if you do you get demonized you're discredited you
00:46:35.400
are you know you're well you're treated like what they're trying to do with joe rogan like i i'm with
00:46:39.640
you i'm not the biggest fan of joe rogan but what's happening is obnoxious like he's he just had a it was
00:46:46.680
i think it's because of the malone interview right but yeah you're not allowed to have any
00:46:50.920
other point of view now i mean we're at a place now literally i was telling my friend on the phone
00:46:55.000
this today where i could tell if i got the if i got the vaccine and then the next day i had bell's
00:47:01.400
palsy and half my body and i were to tell somebody that who believes in the science and trusts the
00:47:07.080
science and believes the vaccine is a savior they wouldn't believe me they'd be like well it wasn't
00:47:12.120
the vaccine like no look look at my face it's it's hanging off it's hanging off my head i got
00:47:17.480
the vaccine yesterday they'd be like it's not the vaccine like that's where we're at people think
00:47:21.640
that omicron is not that bad because they have three vaccines like we're dealing with absolute
00:47:29.080
nonsense yeah i know what wild times and one of the things that all of us keep talking about
00:47:35.320
as we're seeing where this is going is a community building tribe building village
00:47:40.600
building your village an alternative um economy if you will write a parallel structure of some kind
00:47:47.320
just in case just in case things start getting bad well they already prepare for the worst they are
00:47:52.040
yeah exactly they already are getting bad and one of those things that's important is parenting and
00:47:57.320
raising kids which is very is very difficult in these in this day and age i look back and think of
00:48:02.920
when i grew up in portland oregon i was born in portland oregon and it was so different like i was a
00:48:07.720
teenager running around the streets with my older brother we could go to grunge shows and there wasn't
00:48:11.800
squatters and these like communists on the street killing cops and it's like man things have changed
00:48:17.240
so fast you know i worry about the future for our children and one of those things that's so important
00:48:21.400
right now is parenting a lot of people say oh it's bad times you shouldn't have kids no in bad times
00:48:26.040
it's when good people need to have a lot of kids i think in terms of also my my grandparents and
00:48:31.400
my great-grandparents you know fleeing the bolshevik revolution and stuff they did it with six seven
00:48:35.400
kids you know and some bad things happened to a couple of them but thank god that they had all
00:48:41.160
those kids that they did because then they're still alive today you know our generation continues
00:48:47.160
but thinking in terms of kids you have another baby on the way so how was the first one was it a
00:48:52.680
shock for you because everyone's always like i'm having my first baby and i know the first baby is
00:48:56.520
always more shocking and everyone always tells me once you add them on right this after the third
00:49:00.680
and the fourth is actually more shocking in the first but uh first of all i just want to say i
00:49:04.200
agree with everything you said i think that the if and i say this i i say this i've said this actually
00:49:10.920
in front of crowds when i've given performances about the significance of having kids and you know
00:49:15.720
not to say that having a kid is not for everybody so that's not what i'm saying but if people decide
00:49:21.880
to not have kids because they think the world is too messed up then i think they're playing right
00:49:27.480
into the hand of the enemy and the enemy has them exactly where they want them um because show me a
00:49:34.280
time when things aren't challenging i mean that's part of this experience i think is it's that you know
00:49:38.680
we have to persevere and there's always going to be evil there's always going to be adversity and we
00:49:42.760
have to you know work around it uh in spite of it so i'm all about having kids i i don't know how
00:49:51.640
many we'll have but we have one who's a year and a half and we have another one coming in april and
00:49:56.360
the first one was planned i mean we didn't know exactly when it would happen but we definitely were
00:50:02.360
open to it happening to our son being born and the second one was more of a shock but we are very
00:50:09.560
excited now and yeah i think having kids is one of the best defenses one of the best things you can do to
00:50:17.880
counter the agendas uh and yeah it's challenging and i think about it all the time i think about
00:50:28.440
what it means for me to have a kid and like the selflessness that it's sort of had to bring out in
00:50:33.560
me and i don't know i've been it's it feels like my story is now not as important as his story my son's
00:50:40.520
story and my uh my next son's story so it's it's been a real uh there's been growing pains i mean
00:50:47.160
i've been i've been forced to become more of a man in the past year and a half and that's a good thing
00:50:54.280
but it's also been hard it's it's been again it's a it's a it's a ongoing lesson in patience and
00:51:01.720
selflessness and yeah i mean taking it one day at a time and nothing holds up a mirror like getting
00:51:10.840
married and having kids it's a big mirror reflecting at you and you you see your your weaknesses you see
00:51:17.400
your strengths you know so if you really are on the the path if you will of you know self-development
00:51:24.360
having kids and having a family having a husband and a wife is definitely going to speed that along
00:51:30.040
you know but it's the most fulfilling i can't it makes so much sense to me like it's so obvious
00:51:34.920
that a kid needs a mother and a father you know and that's something that our society has definitely
00:51:40.520
tried to make it seem like is you know just to it can be that way but it also doesn't have to be that
00:51:45.800
way and it's actually maybe even better if it's not that way sometimes and it's ridiculous like i think
00:51:51.160
a healthy family is a mother and a father and kids and you because there's a balance the man has
00:51:58.360
certain strengths and the woman has certain strengths and certain things that the other
00:52:01.720
one can't do and provide and it creates this balance for the child that is necessary for their
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development um yeah and i also i also don't understand how anyone would want to have a kid to
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try to like save a relationship that to me was just seemed like a death sentence because it's a challenging
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thing for a relationship i mean it's certainly you know it takes your relationship to the next level
00:52:29.400
to a place you can't even really fathom until you experience it and it really tests your teamwork
00:52:36.200
and tests your ability to navigate through surprising challenges that are popping up all the time and
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it's uh i i couldn't have done it with anybody else like i had it had to be my wife who you're who you
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know yeah it had to be her and it couldn't have been anyone else because i couldn't i wouldn't have
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been able to handle it with anyone else it has to be your teammate and someone you really love
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i mean with all your heart absolutely and i love her and you guys are definitely soulmates
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the other thing it's made me realize i know we're going to wrap up here soon but traditionalism
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and older times versus now i always say i think when we hear the word traditional or traditional
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i always say in what era right are we talking about like pre-christian viking times are we
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talking about 30s 40s 50s 60s 80s it's just it's very different and i think it kind of needs a little
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bit of a tweaking or updating right now to to fit our current problems because not everyone has the
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kind of luxuries that they had let's say like the 1950s housewife for instance we're dealing with new
00:53:37.960
battles and new stuff and new stresses and it's a harder time but the most important thing is having that
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masculine and that that feminine that that's there for the family and you just kind of naturally fall
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into some of those roles but it doesn't mean that benny isn't gonna cook a dinner sometimes because
00:53:52.600
i know you're a good cook right yeah there's about i mean yeah you you you scratch each other's bag you
00:53:58.360
pick up the slack for the other one sometimes and you find yourself in certain roles and it's okay to
00:54:05.000
not be so married to some of those every i don't know you know you find a flow and
00:54:09.400
yeah i mean i think that we're dealing with let me say how do i get this right progressivism like
00:54:18.280
that is the problem progressivism that the the the ideology of the mindset that everything always
00:54:26.040
needs to change because what's what is or what has been is flawed or outdated or whatever misogynistic
00:54:33.000
homophobic and we always be progressing towards the future which is really just a trick to think
00:54:38.600
trick people into uh wanting big government the government will solve all the problems of the
00:54:43.400
previous you know outdated situation nope it's up to us as you say well benny tell us about all your
00:54:51.560
websites and what you have going on and where people can find you and take your course and all that
00:54:56.280
sure well my course is called parhisia the art of communication it's actually in week one
00:55:01.960
right now like i'm i had my introductory prologue presentation last week in my first meet and greet
00:55:08.600
workshop with students but tonight's the first presentation so if someone's interested who's
00:55:13.400
listening uh you can go to the website that's on the screen right now and sign up just know that only
00:55:18.760
the standard tier the least expensive tier is still available and the other two are sold out but if
00:55:24.920
you want in now's a good time because we're just getting started and you won't be behind
00:55:28.600
and if not maybe just sign up for my mailing list so you can be in the loop for future seasons
00:55:34.680
and the easy way to do that is to watch my meme show so i do a weekly meme show me meme roundup on
00:55:40.280
my youtube channel but it's also my bid shoot and my bridey on and my odyssey channel where i collect
00:55:47.240
the week's best memes in my opinion and present them in a show and you can sign up for the meme mailing
00:55:53.480
list where i'll send you a link with a zip drive of all the episodes memes that you can use to um
00:56:00.200
scour the internet your social media platforms with because i think that memes are the best thing
00:56:05.240
on social media and they document the times really well they tell a story very simply and they're uh
00:56:11.480
funny so i'm a big fan so i host a meme show and you can get my mailing list that way and yeah i'm
00:56:17.480
somehow still on youtube so it's joy camp but i'm also on the other ones as well i mean a few of them
00:56:23.080
anyway good shoot righty on odyssey and if you if that was too much information just go to benny
00:56:28.680
wills.com awesome well thank you for dropping by it's always always a pleasure friend and neighbor
00:56:33.880
yes yes we'll have you over for dinner yeah and can't wait see the new house and thank you all
00:56:40.120
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