RadixJournal - April 11, 2024


Depeche Mode: Songs of Faith and Devotion


Episode Stats

Length

2 hours

Words per Minute

117.231155

Word Count

14,182

Sentence Count

156

Misogynist Sentences

11

Hate Speech Sentences

85


Summary

In this episode, we're joined by Depecheez to discuss Black Celebration, the album that defined the 80s and 90s in terms of electronic music. We discuss the songwriting, the record scratching, and the genius of the album's opening track "I Feel You."


Transcript

00:00:00.000 I feel you, Sonny Childs
00:00:30.000 I feel you, within my mind
00:00:41.000 You take me there, you take me where the kingdom comes
00:00:47.000 You take me to, you lead me through Babylon
00:00:54.000 This is the morning of our love
00:01:01.000 This is the morning of our love
00:01:09.000 I feel you, your heart it sinks
00:01:21.000 I feel you, the child breaks
00:01:32.000 We're heavyweights, let's go to games
00:01:35.000 Back again
00:01:38.000 You take me to, lead me through Babylon
00:01:44.000 This is the morning of our love
00:01:51.000 This is the morning of our love
00:01:55.000 Well, I think this is peak Depeche Mode for you, I would imagine.
00:02:06.000 Yes, absolutely
00:02:07.000 Yeah, I have a hard time saying that opinion
00:02:11.000 I feel like my claim that Black Celebration is their greatest album is my attempt to be edgy and contrarian
00:02:21.000 And it's hard to justify that when you listen to this whole thing
00:02:28.000 So you came to Depeche Mode later than I did
00:02:32.000 Yeah
00:02:33.000 So, you're listening to this all, like, over the past, say, five years or so
00:02:39.000 Is that the first time you've heard these songs?
00:02:40.000 Yes, yeah, probably about 2020 was the first time I actually sat down and listened to it, like, front to back
00:02:46.000 Yeah
00:02:47.000 And I was taken by it, definitely
00:02:49.000 I think, just the combination, you know, I think, for me, what it is about this album is the combination of having this programmed electronic music, but also, like, these live rock and roll, kind of grunge, bluesy aspects as well to the music
00:03:05.000 And it's all blended into a coherent album
00:03:09.000 I mean, that's another thing that I recognized, listening to the vinyl
00:03:14.000 I've listened to it a number of times, actually, now
00:03:17.000 And I would say this, as I was saying, like, listening to Exciter, I'm afraid to say, or I'm ashamed to say, felt a bit like homework
00:03:28.000 And this one, it really draws you in, you don't want to do anything else, and it is an amazingly coherent album, probably their best, I agree
00:03:43.000 It's right at the midpoint of their career, they've brought in rock, grunge, a little bit of record scratching, and they've somehow made it all work
00:03:57.000 I remember the first time I heard the album, so I, I mean, I was a fan, as I've said many times, even when I was quite young
00:04:05.000 And I was in high school, I would imagine, yeah, I was a freshman in high school in 1994
00:04:11.000 I remember hearing I Feel You on the radio
00:04:16.000 And I was taken aback by it, actually
00:04:21.000 And, you know, when I hear it now, I think it's their best opening track, actually
00:04:27.000 Because it just gets you into the record just immediately
00:04:33.000 Like, grabs you by the shirt collar, maybe by the throat
00:04:37.000 And just, like, takes you into the world
00:04:39.000 And I, I also think that record scratch, the
00:04:45.000 You know, and then the repetitive
00:04:47.000 It, yeah, it is
00:04:51.000 Debesh mode
00:04:53.000 It, it, and it also, I mean, it's kind of funny
00:04:55.000 Cause the record scratch
00:04:57.000 At the time, in the, you know, early to mid-90s
00:05:01.000 Records had died
00:05:03.000 And so, you know, there were tapes, eight-track
00:05:07.000 I remember my grandparents had an eight-track player, like, into the 90s
00:05:11.000 Perhaps in an old car, all these, like, funny albums from the 70s
00:05:15.000 But the cassette tape had replaced it
00:05:18.000 CDs had been the rage
00:05:20.000 And so, even the record scratch in that way
00:05:23.000 You know, the only time you heard a record scratch was hip-hop
00:05:26.000 Or, you know, like, the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air or something
00:05:30.000 Yeah
00:05:31.000 And it's this gimmick of
00:05:45.000 Like, this kind of thing
00:05:48.000 And, to bring it in as this dissonant, edgy
00:05:54.000 Like, it, it kind of like, you know, like a horror film
00:05:58.000 Where they'll, they'll have, like, the plucking the high strings
00:06:01.000 It, it's almost like that
00:06:02.000 It, it just grits your attention
00:06:03.000 It puts you on edge
00:06:04.000 It, it's not at a tone
00:06:06.000 So it, or it's at multiple tones
00:06:09.000 Or whatever
00:06:10.000 And it just kind of just makes you disconcerted, actually
00:06:14.000 So, yeah, I think it's the best use of record scratching
00:06:18.000 In all of popular music
00:06:20.000 I'll give it that
00:06:22.000 But, when I remember hearing it, it was on the radio
00:06:24.000 And it was announced
00:06:25.000 Because, I mean, this was at the peak of Depeche Mode's fame
00:06:29.000 Violator had cemented their reputation in America
00:06:34.000 Music for the Mass is the first kind of American album
00:06:37.000 This went number one in the United States and the UK
00:06:41.000 I mean, it, it's, it's, it, it was a remarkable thing
00:06:44.000 But, so people were kind of waiting for it and expecting it
00:06:47.000 And, at the time, I was, I guess a bit of a hipster even then
00:06:56.000 You know, I was listening to New Order, their album Substance
00:07:02.000 Which is a compilation, great album
00:07:05.000 And, I was almost expecting them to offer a kind of 80s synth-pop
00:07:14.000 And, for it to be, I don't know what I wanted
00:07:18.000 Maybe I wanted Speak and Spell or something
00:07:20.000 I just, or, or maybe Enjoy the Silence
00:07:23.000 As the kind of apotheosis of what synth-pop could be
00:07:28.000 And, it, it, it was quintessentially Depeche Mode, granted
00:07:33.000 But, it was also something quite different
00:07:37.000 And, it was 90s, it was grunge
00:07:39.000 I mean, you see all of these interviews with Dave
00:07:42.000 And he, he had moved away from the band
00:07:45.000 He was living in Los Angeles
00:07:46.000 He wanted to make a Jane's Addiction album
00:07:49.000 Or something like that
00:07:50.000 He was right in the midst of the Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Soundgarden, Jane's Addiction, etc.
00:07:58.000 This, this kind of 90s music that had replaced top of the charts
00:08:04.000 Pop with synthesizers, etc. Madonna or something
00:08:08.000 It, this had just wiped it away
00:08:10.000 Alternative music was becoming the mainstream
00:08:14.000 Next, ladies and gentlemen
00:08:16.000 We have three fine young men from Seattle
00:08:18.000 They're coming, hold on, they're coming
00:08:23.000 They're thoroughly alright and decent fellows
00:08:25.000 With their hit single, In Bloom
00:08:27.000 Here they are, Nirvana
00:08:30.000 You know, they are kind of doing a me too thing with that
00:08:46.000 They're following a trend, etc.
00:09:01.000 But, they make it their own
00:09:04.000 And so, and I think they bring something to grunge
00:09:10.000 If we want to use that word
00:09:12.000 That I don't think would exist otherwise
00:09:15.000 And that's not just synthesizers
00:09:17.000 Or string arrangements, etc.
00:09:20.000 I think they bring something
00:09:22.000 Quintessentially Martin Gore
00:09:24.000 And as I will discuss in this review
00:09:27.000 This is by far and away their most Christian album
00:09:33.000 And you see it in the title
00:09:36.000 Songs of Faith and Devotion
00:09:38.000 He is, Martin has gone there a few times
00:09:42.000 With sacred, you know, an obvious example
00:09:46.000 Personal Jesus may be an even more obvious
00:09:49.000 It's about having faith
00:09:51.000 Or, you know, lifting up a receiver
00:09:53.000 And finding your savior
00:09:55.000 This, I think, is Christian on an even deeper level
00:10:01.000 And American on a deeper level
00:10:04.000 And I think there's, you know, continuing with
00:10:06.000 What we'll talk about with the Ultra Review
00:10:08.000 There's this way that Martin seems to be channeling
00:10:12.000 Dave Gahan's like mind space
00:10:15.000 And I think that is fascinating
00:10:18.000 But as we'll go through
00:10:20.000 I think there's a Christian story in the album
00:10:24.000 And that the album is a kind of
00:10:27.000 I guess concept album
00:10:29.000 If that's the right term, you know
00:10:31.000 Like Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band
00:10:33.000 Or, you know, I don't know
00:10:37.000 What I think of is Abba and Tim Rice
00:10:39.000 Created the concept album Chess
00:10:41.000 Which is like a musical
00:10:42.000 But it's not really a musical
00:10:44.000 It's a concept album where the whole thing
00:10:47.000 Tells a story and is coherent
00:10:50.000 And it's not like a one-to-one thing
00:10:52.000 It's not like a musical, say
00:10:54.000 Where, you know, one track leads to the other exactly
00:10:59.000 But it kind of does do that in certain ways
00:11:02.000 But I think it also tells a very Christian story
00:11:06.000 There have been albums that really cohered well
00:11:09.000 Black Celebration certainly being one
00:11:12.000 But I think this does it on a whole other level
00:11:16.000 So, yeah, I mean, to sum up my, you know, opener here
00:11:21.000 Yeah, you win
00:11:22.000 This is their greatest
00:11:25.000 Let's go
00:11:27.000 All right
00:11:28.000 I'm glad
00:11:29.000 Yeah, so just to provide like a
00:11:32.000 Just a little bit of background
00:11:33.000 I think after the World Violation Tour
00:11:35.000 Which was 90 shows
00:11:38.000 1990 to 91, I believe
00:11:40.000 The band is kind of
00:11:42.000 They want to take a different direction
00:11:44.000 And Martin was in interviews at the time saying
00:11:47.000 Like, people expect us to make like a hard dance album
00:11:50.000 And maybe that's what you were wanting from them around this time
00:11:54.000 Yeah
00:11:55.000 I think a lot of people were expecting like a Violator 2
00:11:58.000 And they were definitely not going to do that
00:12:01.000 Certainly not
00:12:02.000 Dave did not want to do Violator 2
00:12:05.000 I think he's
00:12:06.000 He's at that point
00:12:07.000 He had really shown like a
00:12:10.000 He's a different person
00:12:11.000 I mean, he's like Dark Dave
00:12:13.000 Like he's an augmented version of this
00:12:15.000 Ideal like rock star, you know
00:12:19.000 Yeah
00:12:20.000 He's obviously on heroin
00:12:22.000 His behavior is clearly more erratic
00:12:25.000 In interviews
00:12:26.000 I don't even know what he's talking about
00:12:28.000 He's very unfocused
00:12:30.000 But yeah, I mean a lot of them
00:12:32.000 Are all the band members are just changing
00:12:34.000 And becoming like adults
00:12:36.000 And in a way like becoming like, you know
00:12:40.000 Old and set in their ways
00:12:42.000 Martin around this time I believe has his first child
00:12:46.000 Fletch is almost like totally non-existent
00:12:49.000 As far as giving musical input
00:12:52.000 Might help out in the studio
00:12:54.000 But I was watching an interview with Paul Gambicini around this time
00:12:58.000 And he's basically saying like, yeah, I'm like the band's manager
00:13:01.000 You know, I'm not singing on anything
00:13:04.000 And it was very strange
00:13:07.000 And he was saying that that's actually how modern bands should work
00:13:10.000 Can't really disagree anymore
00:13:12.000 I think if you want to be a manager
00:13:14.000 You should be a manager
00:13:16.000 And I think Alan at this time is at his peak
00:13:20.000 This album in particular is why I stand for him so hard
00:13:24.000 Because he is just
00:13:26.000 Yeah, he's producing these soundscapes and these atmospheres
00:13:30.000 Which are so unique, I think, to them
00:13:34.000 And he's taking Martin's songs to another level
00:13:38.000 Yeah, I've never disagreed with any of your standing
00:13:42.000 For Alan
00:13:44.000 Yeah, this is from Strip
00:13:46.000 Just, I think it sums it up
00:13:48.000 So it's Paul Lester, Melody Maker
00:13:52.000 If you look at him, Dave Gahan
00:13:54.000 In 1980, 1981
00:13:56.000 He looked like the kind of kid that you'd see in Dulce's
00:13:59.000 Which is a shoe store in London, I guess
00:14:02.000 I've never heard of it
00:14:03.000 On a Saturday
00:14:04.000 Getting you the right size hush puppies
00:14:06.000 So I do know what hush puppies are
00:14:08.000 Those are shoes
00:14:10.000 You know, you have this just nice kid with the poofy hair
00:14:14.000 He looks younger than he is
00:14:16.000 If that's possible
00:14:18.000 And then Paul Morley
00:14:20.000 This is later on
00:14:22.000 And then when you came back from LA
00:14:24.000 He was Jesus
00:14:25.000 He was tattooed from head to toe
00:14:27.000 He was skinny
00:14:28.000 All the puppy fat had gone
00:14:30.000 He was incredibly intense
00:14:32.000 He was such a long way from the little beanie baby
00:14:36.000 He had been
00:14:37.000 This is kind of funny
00:14:39.000 But yeah, heroin had a lot to do with that weight loss
00:14:42.000 I've heard he weighed 120 pounds
00:14:44.000 I mean, Dave is fairly short
00:14:47.000 But still
00:14:49.000 He was skin and bones
00:14:51.000 He's a different persona
00:14:54.000 As well
00:14:55.000 I mean, I think it also shows how drugs
00:14:59.000 And not just drugs
00:15:01.000 But I think being a junkie
00:15:02.000 Living on drugs
00:15:04.000 Alter the personality
00:15:06.000 I mean
00:15:07.000 And I mean, I hate to even say this
00:15:09.000 But maybe for the best
00:15:12.000 In a horrible way
00:15:14.000 I mean, in the sense of
00:15:15.000 Like a sacrifice of Dave
00:15:19.000 I mean, this was a great
00:15:21.000 This was
00:15:22.000 It's their best album
00:15:23.000 Dave's vocal performance
00:15:25.000 Might be his best
00:15:27.000 And I mean, he's
00:15:29.000 He's always pointed out
00:15:30.000 His performance in Condemnation
00:15:32.000 Is great
00:15:33.000 I mean, I think all of it's great
00:15:34.000 He's now in his 30s
00:15:36.000 So he's mature
00:15:37.000 He's mature
00:15:38.000 He is embracing the baritone
00:15:43.000 In, you know, in a way that other bands
00:15:47.000 Can't do that
00:15:48.000 They can't have the low dark sound
00:15:50.000 In the way he does
00:15:52.000 And his persona is pretty mesmerizing
00:15:56.000 I mean, there's a video that's out there
00:15:59.000 It's on YouTube
00:16:00.000 I think it's a little bit hard to find
00:16:01.000 On streaming
00:16:03.000 Of the devotional tour
00:16:05.000 And there's a live album as well
00:16:07.000 And the persona is pretty mesmerizing
00:16:12.000 The concert that was, you know, I guess the first part of the tour
00:16:17.000 It's veiled, at least at the beginning
00:16:21.000 You have all of these curtains kind of moving in different directions
00:16:24.000 This is all, you know, Corbin
00:16:26.000 Anton Corbin's doing
00:16:28.000 And so you don't know what's going on
00:16:31.000 You see shadows
00:16:32.000 You can kind of vaguely see the shadow of a keyboard player
00:16:35.000 Then you see vaguely, you know, a shadow of Dave singing
00:16:40.000 And he comes out and he really is Jesus
00:16:44.000 And I mean, this will have highs and lows
00:16:47.000 You have that type of persona
00:16:49.000 He also had to
00:16:52.000 Quasi cancel a concert because he couldn't sing anymore
00:16:57.000 Not due to loss of voice
00:16:59.000 But due to just exhaustion, dehydration, drug use, etc.
00:17:03.000 He dove into the crowd at one point and cracked his ribs
00:17:08.000 I mean, that strikes me as just he's going mad, you know, in the conventional sense
00:17:14.000 But it's not quite as he will be performing elsewhere
00:17:22.000 And there was this moment in time, kind of early adulthood
00:17:28.000 When he just became another character
00:17:32.000 It's like Dark Dave, if you want to say that
00:17:34.000 It's just some other part of his psyche
00:17:36.000 And maybe one that's been skewed and transformed
00:17:41.000 But it is a different person on stage than you see in other concerts
00:17:47.000 Where he's, you know, the 101 tour
00:17:49.000 He's a bit Elvis-like, but kind of rocking
00:17:52.000 Excited, boisterous
00:17:55.000 Almost kind of like
00:17:57.000 A little bit of like frat bro or something
00:17:59.000 Like, you know, let's go type thing
00:18:01.000 There's just someone totally different that you see on stage
00:18:07.000 And I'm struggling
00:18:09.000 It's waif
00:18:10.000 I mean, I'm struggling to find a word for it
00:18:12.000 But other than just Jesus-like
00:18:14.000 It's like how you would imagine Jesus
00:18:16.000 He became his own personal Jesus
00:18:18.000 And I
00:18:20.000 It's remarkable
00:18:21.000 I mean, again
00:18:22.000 All I've read and then heard in these interviews
00:18:25.000 Is that the recording session was hellish
00:18:28.000 I mean, Alan left
00:18:29.000 Blood left
00:18:31.000 The band was not getting along
00:18:33.000 And Martin and Alan, who are the kind of creative forces
00:18:37.000 Are arguing vehemently
00:18:40.000 They're living in a villa together in Madrid for a time
00:18:44.000 And I think they go to Hamburg at some point
00:18:48.000 And it's
00:18:49.000 I don't know
00:18:50.000 You'll sometimes hear these tales of, you know
00:18:53.000 Like a movie set that was terrible
00:18:56.000 And everyone hates each other, but the movie works
00:18:58.000 We've heard more tales of when that leads to a disastrous result
00:19:02.000 But this chaos and dysfunction birthed their best album
00:19:11.000 And I think also like Dave's downward spiral
00:19:15.000 In some ways led him to his best performances
00:19:21.000 It's bizarre
00:19:24.000 I mean, I shouldn't
00:19:25.000 Maybe that's not the right word
00:19:27.000 It almost hurts me to say that
00:19:29.000 But it's almost true
00:19:31.000 It's like they had to, you know
00:19:34.000 Walk on broken glass or be dragged over coals
00:19:37.000 In order to produce this
00:19:39.000 But then the result is
00:19:43.000 Their greatest effort
00:19:46.000 It's remarkable stuff
00:19:48.000 Yeah, from what I understand
00:19:50.000 Violator was like a pretty happy album
00:19:53.000 Everybody was getting along
00:19:54.000 But then when it came to songs of faith and devotion
00:19:57.000 It's just three different people
00:19:59.000 With three different ideas
00:20:01.000 For an album
00:20:02.000 I think Martin wanted to remain
00:20:03.000 More on the electronic side
00:20:05.000 Dave definitely wanted to be
00:20:07.000 Like you said, Jane's addiction
00:20:09.000 And I think Alan wanted to
00:20:12.000 Be electronic
00:20:13.000 But have like a more atmospheric
00:20:15.000 Like basically reminiscent of the stuff that
00:20:18.000 He would have done on Recoil
00:20:20.000 Yeah, Dave is
00:20:21.000 He's darker
00:20:22.000 And he's tougher
00:20:23.000 And he's raspier
00:20:24.000 It's weird
00:20:25.000 Because he's got like
00:20:26.000 Some of his best and worst performances
00:20:28.000 On this tour
00:20:29.000 I mean, it is like all or nothing
00:20:31.000 He's going for it on every
00:20:34.000 Every live performance
00:20:35.000 He's going for it
00:20:36.000 Screaming
00:20:37.000 You can tell he's getting hoarse
00:20:39.000 When he's singing a song like Condemnation
00:20:42.000 When he's singing it live
00:20:43.000 Because my views
00:20:45.000 Was always debuting
00:20:47.000 That was my crime
00:20:50.000 Mitilation
00:20:53.000 Hard
00:21:00.000 To know I can trust this
00:21:02.000 In fact, on the second tour in 94
00:21:06.000 The exotic tour
00:21:07.000 Martin's actually singing Condemnation
00:21:10.000 Which is really a totally different song
00:21:12.000 When Martin sings it
00:21:14.000 It becomes something closer to one caress
00:21:17.000 Than the Condemnation that
00:21:19.000 We know on the record
00:21:20.000 Yeah
00:21:21.000 Condemnation
00:21:25.000 Drive
00:21:29.000 Near on the stand
00:21:31.000 With a book in my hand
00:21:33.000 Truth on my side
00:21:36.000 With a book in my hand
00:21:38.000 Truth on my side
00:21:41.000 Accusation
00:21:43.000 My overall impression
00:21:45.000 My overall impression of the album
00:21:47.000 Is that it's like a catharsis
00:21:49.000 Whether it's because of
00:21:50.000 The tension in the studio
00:21:52.000 And nobody can agree on anything
00:21:54.000 I mean, as I've heard before
00:21:56.000 Flood was saying that
00:21:57.000 If everybody agreed on one thing
00:21:59.000 Well, then I didn't agree on something
00:22:00.000 And if I didn't agree on something
00:22:02.000 Then Martin disagreed
00:22:03.000 Then Alan disagreed
00:22:04.000 It was
00:22:05.000 It never
00:22:06.000 Like there was never
00:22:07.000 A consensus on anything
00:22:09.000 And every little detail
00:22:12.000 Was quibbled over, I guess
00:22:14.000 But it also feels like cathartic
00:22:16.000 In the sense that
00:22:17.000 They finally reached number one
00:22:19.000 In America
00:22:20.000 Which they had been trying to break
00:22:21.000 Really since
00:22:22.000 Really since 1984
00:22:24.000 I'd say
00:22:25.000 It was about the closest
00:22:26.000 They had been
00:22:27.000 Before Violator
00:22:28.000 Well, before Music for the Masks
00:22:30.000 Cathartic in the sense that
00:22:32.000 They've done this work now
00:22:34.000 In the studio
00:22:35.000 And they've
00:22:36.000 Sonically come up
00:22:37.000 With this masterpiece
00:22:38.000 And it's just the biggest
00:22:40.000 Debauched party
00:22:42.000 For, what, 157 shows
00:22:44.000 Between the two tours
00:22:46.000 I would say
00:22:47.000 I would agree
00:22:48.000 Definitely with the American
00:22:49.000 Characterization
00:22:50.000 I definitely think
00:22:51.000 This is their most American album
00:22:52.000 Because we have influences
00:22:54.000 Of blues
00:22:55.000 Gospel
00:22:56.000 Even hip-hop
00:22:57.000 I'll say
00:22:58.000 With those record scratches
00:22:59.000 Like on a song
00:23:00.000 Get Right With Me
00:23:01.000 And then definitely grunge
00:23:02.000 But I would still
00:23:03.000 Nonetheless
00:23:04.000 Categorize this
00:23:05.000 As electronic
00:23:06.000 Everything does cohere
00:23:07.000 I think
00:23:08.000 A lot of that
00:23:09.000 Has to do with the fact
00:23:10.000 That they're like
00:23:11.000 Sampling guitar feedback
00:23:12.000 And they're sampling
00:23:13.000 All this like distortion
00:23:14.000 And running it through
00:23:16.000 Sequencers
00:23:17.000 And samplers
00:23:18.000 But I will say this
00:23:19.000 As well
00:23:20.000 That Martin
00:23:21.000 Martin has never had
00:23:22.000 A better
00:23:23.000 More consistent
00:23:24.000 Batch of songs
00:23:25.000 With which to work
00:23:26.000 And Alan has never
00:23:28.000 Been more consistent
00:23:29.000 With his production
00:23:30.000 Than this period
00:23:31.000 91 to 94
00:23:33.000 This I think
00:23:34.000 Is where everything
00:23:35.000 Just absolutely
00:23:36.000 Comes together
00:23:38.000 Everything came together
00:23:39.000 On Violator
00:23:40.000 But everything really
00:23:41.000 Comes together
00:23:42.000 On this album
00:23:43.000 And it's just
00:23:44.000 So much
00:23:45.000 Violator
00:23:46.000 It's dark
00:23:47.000 But it's like
00:23:48.000 Danceable
00:23:49.000 It's kind of
00:23:50.000 Like what'd you say
00:23:51.000 About world in my eyes
00:23:53.000 It was kind of like
00:23:54.000 Michael Jackson song
00:23:55.000 Or something like that
00:23:56.000 Yeah
00:23:57.000 But like this is just raw
00:23:59.000 And like kick ass
00:24:00.000 And it's like
00:24:01.000 Dave's like showing his soul
00:24:04.000 And just putting it out
00:24:05.000 On display for everybody
00:24:07.000 And the instrumentation
00:24:08.000 Is
00:24:09.000 I mean Alan playing the drums
00:24:12.000 Gives it
00:24:13.000 A fuller
00:24:14.000 Heavier
00:24:15.000 Rockier sound
00:24:16.000 And like I said
00:24:17.000 On our Ultra podcast
00:24:18.000 If Ultra is the hangover
00:24:19.000 Then Songs of Faith and Devotion
00:24:21.000 Is the party
00:24:22.000 And it's like
00:24:23.000 2am
00:24:24.000 And nobody's innocent
00:24:25.000 You know
00:24:26.000 It's just pure ecstasy
00:24:27.000 Yeah
00:24:28.000 And it's interesting
00:24:29.000 On tour
00:24:30.000 Alan was playing the drums
00:24:31.000 I mean you can see that
00:24:32.000 In this
00:24:33.000 This Corbin
00:24:35.000 Directed
00:24:37.000 Concert
00:24:38.000 Movie
00:24:39.000 And
00:24:40.000 It's
00:24:41.000 It's interesting
00:24:42.000 Because I think they
00:24:43.000 They've been doing
00:24:44.000 This
00:24:45.000 A lot of the same
00:24:47.000 They've been using
00:24:48.000 A lot of the same design
00:24:50.000 For their concerts
00:24:51.000 Beginning here
00:24:53.000 And so
00:24:54.000 As I mentioned earlier
00:24:55.000 The stage is veiled
00:24:57.000 At the beginning
00:24:58.000 They're opening numbers
00:24:59.000 Not
00:25:00.000 I feel you
00:25:01.000 But it's actually
00:25:02.000 Higher love
00:25:03.000 Which is interesting
00:25:04.000 Because it's a bit of a
00:25:05.000 You know
00:25:06.000 I don't know
00:25:07.000 Deep cut on the album
00:25:25.000 I can taste
00:25:26.000 More than feel
00:25:27.000 It's burning inside
00:25:28.000 It's so real
00:25:29.000 I can almost lay
00:25:30.000 My hands apart
00:25:31.000 A warm goal
00:25:38.000 It gling
00:25:39.000 Under the mountains
00:25:40.000 I can taste
00:25:41.000 More than feel
00:25:42.000 I can taste
00:25:43.000 More than feel
00:25:44.000 It's burning inside
00:25:45.000 It is so real
00:25:47.000 It's burning inside, it's so real
00:25:51.680 I can almost lay my hands apart
00:25:56.620 A warm glow that lingers on
00:26:01.700 Moved, lifted higher
00:26:08.060 Moved, my soul's on fire
00:26:17.000 Moved, my soul's on fire
00:26:46.980 It's a big Elvis-era guitar
00:26:48.760 And yeah, it's something that they'll continue to do later on
00:26:54.000 It really started here
00:26:56.120 And then also the iconography
00:26:59.080 Like with Walking in My Shoes
00:27:01.060 Of this masked figure
00:27:04.740 The giant nose
00:27:07.380 I don't even know what it is
00:27:08.820 It's like out of a kind of like the id
00:27:10.920 Or something archetypal image
00:27:13.720 And that's walking
00:27:15.400 Big bird that's walking
00:27:17.080 That's here
00:27:17.860 And then they're also doing
00:27:20.500 And I don't quite even know how they're doing it
00:27:22.680 I mean, they might just be projecting
00:27:24.120 Like recorded video
00:27:26.380 Or I guess film even
00:27:28.080 Probably video at that point
00:27:29.180 But there are these shadows
00:27:30.840 And these red squares
00:27:32.500 It's again
00:27:34.580 It's a really iconic concert
00:27:37.040 Where it's like a full production
00:27:39.620 And all of the
00:27:41.860 The atmosphere
00:27:43.760 In every concert that I've been to
00:27:46.140 Is kind of created at that point
00:27:47.960 By Corbin
00:27:49.360 Why don't we start with
00:27:53.060 I Feel You
00:28:19.360 I Feel You
00:28:47.060 Your sun is shining
00:28:49.940 I Feel You
00:28:59.640 You live in my mind
00:29:01.900 You take me there
00:29:07.320 You take me where
00:29:08.820 The king comes
00:29:10.480 You take me through
00:29:13.080 You take me through
00:29:14.560 I belong
00:29:15.760 I mean, this is a
00:29:32.940 Hard walking number
00:29:36.220 And I guess
00:29:37.000 We've heard this before
00:29:39.500 With personal Jesus
00:29:41.180 But I think also
00:29:43.820 This takes it to another level
00:29:45.100 I mean, personal Jesus
00:29:46.060 Is kind of about
00:29:47.380 Having faith
00:29:48.620 Or connecting with the Savior
00:29:51.080 Or maybe connected
00:29:52.140 With a televangelist
00:29:53.260 But I Feel You
00:29:56.140 Is about the experience of it
00:29:59.600 And I do also think
00:30:03.060 That this is getting at
00:30:04.840 What I've said a couple times
00:30:06.280 In these podcasts
00:30:07.020 Where there's this
00:30:08.580 Conflation between
00:30:11.220 Religion
00:30:13.300 And a particularly Christian experience
00:30:16.180 And then
00:30:17.260 Loving a woman
00:30:19.060 Or sexiness
00:30:20.500 Or mystery
00:30:21.480 She moves in mysterious ways
00:30:23.320 So to speak
00:30:24.520 And
00:30:25.680 It's interesting
00:30:27.440 Because if you look at these lyrics
00:30:28.880 Closely
00:30:30.160 Martin
00:30:31.880 Really is saying that
00:30:33.400 I don't think he's using words
00:30:34.980 Like kingdom come
00:30:36.400 And Babylon
00:30:37.260 And angels
00:30:39.280 And so on
00:30:39.740 Just kind of like
00:30:40.320 Throwing them out there
00:30:41.540 I think there's a
00:30:42.980 Deliberate
00:30:44.020 Use of these
00:30:45.180 To express
00:30:46.340 A kind of
00:30:46.860 A Christian experience
00:30:48.180 But it's one
00:30:49.600 Where you
00:30:50.500 Go through
00:30:52.580 Sin
00:30:53.320 And lust
00:30:53.940 And ecstasy
00:30:55.340 Etc
00:30:55.920 To
00:30:56.880 Heaven
00:30:57.800 So I mean
00:30:58.920 I'm sure many
00:30:59.640 Would find this
00:31:00.580 Blasphemous
00:31:01.420 But it is
00:31:02.440 What he's trying to do
00:31:03.540 So I mean
00:31:04.180 I feel you
00:31:05.660 Your sun
00:31:06.920 It shines
00:31:07.520 I feel you
00:31:08.340 Within my mind
00:31:09.420 You take me there
00:31:10.580 You take me where
00:31:11.440 The kingdom comes
00:31:12.760 You take me to
00:31:14.400 And lead me through
00:31:15.780 Babylon
00:31:16.340 So
00:31:17.420 It's
00:31:18.440 I think the through
00:31:19.520 Is an important word
00:31:21.080 So
00:31:21.480 It's
00:31:21.960 It's not like
00:31:23.540 You take me to Babylon
00:31:24.960 It's you take me
00:31:26.300 Through Babylon
00:31:27.400 So
00:31:27.900 Through
00:31:28.980 Full
00:31:29.980 Indulgence
00:31:30.980 In lust
00:31:32.020 You're getting
00:31:33.420 To a higher place
00:31:34.600 And
00:31:35.760 Then
00:31:37.320 You know
00:31:37.740 In the final stanza
00:31:38.760 It's
00:31:39.160 I feel you
00:31:40.160 Each move you make
00:31:41.040 I feel you
00:31:41.860 Each breath you take
00:31:42.840 Where angels sing
00:31:44.560 And spread their wings
00:31:45.620 My love's on high
00:31:46.860 You take me home
00:31:48.360 To glory's throne
00:31:49.500 By and by
00:31:50.360 So
00:31:51.320 He's gone
00:31:52.120 From Babylon
00:31:53.040 Which obviously
00:31:53.920 In the biblical imagination
00:31:55.480 Is a
00:31:56.120 You know
00:31:56.980 Tower of Babel
00:31:58.640 A place of sin
00:31:59.980 And debauchery
00:32:00.940 Competitor
00:32:03.720 To
00:32:04.300 Jerusalem
00:32:05.720 All that kind of stuff
00:32:06.820 And you take me
00:32:08.080 Through that
00:32:09.000 And then you finally
00:32:09.960 Take me home
00:32:11.220 To
00:32:11.700 Heaven
00:32:12.660 So
00:32:13.220 It is a
00:32:14.260 It's a song about
00:32:15.060 Lust and sex
00:32:16.020 Of course
00:32:16.440 But it's a
00:32:17.240 Lust and sex
00:32:18.480 Like
00:32:19.240 Through
00:32:20.000 A Christian
00:32:21.100 Imagination
00:32:21.920 And
00:32:23.020 You know
00:32:23.500 I find this
00:32:24.140 Interesting with Martin
00:32:25.060 Because
00:32:25.400 I've
00:32:25.860 I've watched
00:32:27.040 A lot of these
00:32:27.920 Documentaries
00:32:28.700 I'm sure
00:32:29.080 The same ones
00:32:29.720 You have
00:32:30.820 To prep for this
00:32:31.760 I've definitely
00:32:32.680 Seen a lot of
00:32:33.800 Interviews
00:32:34.480 With him
00:32:34.940 And if you just
00:32:36.460 Hear him
00:32:37.020 Talk in a
00:32:38.140 You know
00:32:39.480 Mundane fashion
00:32:40.520 Or answering
00:32:41.480 Interviews
00:32:42.540 You never get a
00:32:44.120 Sense
00:32:44.580 Of
00:32:45.620 His
00:32:47.300 Christianity
00:32:48.560 If that's the
00:32:49.440 Right way of saying it
00:32:50.200 At all
00:32:50.800 And he's
00:32:52.800 Just
00:32:52.980 Kind of
00:32:53.780 A
00:32:54.160 Goofy
00:32:55.720 Sensitive
00:32:56.320 Rock star
00:32:58.240 You know
00:32:59.700 And very
00:33:00.020 Kind of
00:33:00.340 Childlike
00:33:01.020 Even
00:33:01.340 Today
00:33:01.900 And
00:33:03.680 It is
00:33:04.760 I don't know
00:33:05.180 If anyone's
00:33:05.620 Ever probed him
00:33:06.580 On this
00:33:07.020 In fact
00:33:07.460 Because I
00:33:07.880 Think
00:33:08.220 Like
00:33:08.720 Popular music
00:33:10.220 Rock
00:33:10.860 Criticism
00:33:11.520 Is so
00:33:12.180 Lacking
00:33:13.120 That everyone
00:33:14.380 Just wants
00:33:14.760 To get
00:33:15.140 Anecdotes
00:33:15.880 About the
00:33:16.280 Tour
00:33:16.580 Or something
00:33:16.920 They don't
00:33:17.260 Want to
00:33:17.500 Probe
00:33:17.820 The song
00:33:18.360 But
00:33:19.180 You
00:33:20.340 Again
00:33:21.100 If you
00:33:21.480 Listen to him
00:33:22.380 Interviewed
00:33:23.120 You'd never
00:33:23.560 Get this
00:33:24.100 Sense
00:33:24.500 You just
00:33:25.220 Get the
00:33:25.560 Sense
00:33:25.800 That he's
00:33:26.100 Just some
00:33:26.580 Kind of
00:33:27.220 Goofy
00:33:28.020 Thoughtful
00:33:29.500 Smart
00:33:29.940 Child
00:33:30.760 Who writes
00:33:32.020 These songs
00:33:32.700 But I don't
00:33:33.880 Think he's
00:33:34.160 Ever really
00:33:34.620 Expressed
00:33:35.560 His
00:33:35.780 Christianity
00:33:36.300 But he's
00:33:37.420 Only expressed
00:33:38.180 It in his
00:33:38.840 Lyrics
00:33:39.340 But in
00:33:40.760 His lyrics
00:33:41.360 And again
00:33:41.900 As we go
00:33:42.460 Through these
00:33:43.160 It's
00:33:44.120 Unmistakable
00:33:45.200 And
00:33:45.640 Undeniable
00:33:46.720 Yeah
00:33:47.720 I think
00:33:48.220 That he's
00:33:49.160 Just kind
00:33:49.720 Of a
00:33:49.900 Dorky
00:33:50.720 Kind of
00:33:51.480 Band
00:33:51.920 Kid
00:33:52.240 He's like
00:33:52.860 The anti
00:33:53.560 Bono
00:33:54.120 Bono's
00:33:54.820 Out there
00:33:55.500 He's
00:33:56.440 Bold
00:33:57.380 He's
00:33:57.780 Stating
00:33:58.240 His
00:33:58.500 Message
00:33:59.200 He's
00:34:01.200 Almost like
00:34:01.780 A
00:34:02.020 Profit
00:34:02.880 In
00:34:03.040 Training
00:34:03.500 But
00:34:04.380 Martin's
00:34:05.220 Very
00:34:05.620 Timid
00:34:06.240 And
00:34:06.460 Like
00:34:06.700 Reserve
00:34:07.120 Yeah
00:34:07.620 Like you
00:34:07.980 Said
00:34:08.240 He's
00:34:08.480 Not
00:34:08.820 He does
00:34:09.780 Not
00:34:10.000 Wear
00:34:10.200 This
00:34:10.480 On
00:34:10.640 His
00:34:10.800 Sleeve
00:34:11.540 Whatsoever
00:34:12.480 As far
00:34:14.540 As I
00:34:15.220 Feel
00:34:15.500 You
00:34:15.780 Obviously
00:34:17.420 It's
00:34:17.840 It's
00:34:18.180 One of
00:34:18.500 The
00:34:18.760 Highlights
00:34:19.320 Of
00:34:19.460 The
00:34:19.560 Album
00:34:19.900 I
00:34:20.840 Think
00:34:21.220 The
00:34:21.740 Sound
00:34:22.080 Is
00:34:22.260 Interesting
00:34:22.620 With
00:34:22.860 The
00:34:23.140 Panning
00:34:24.120 Of
00:34:24.260 The
00:34:24.400 Bass
00:34:24.720 Which
00:34:24.920 You
00:34:25.020 See
00:34:25.240 A lot
00:34:25.640 Especially
00:34:26.400 On a
00:34:26.680 Song
00:34:26.860 Like
00:34:27.080 In
00:34:27.260 Your
00:34:27.420 Room
00:34:27.740 I
00:34:29.140 Think
00:34:29.320 It's
00:34:29.500 A
00:34:29.720 Very
00:34:30.140 American
00:34:30.660 Sounding
00:34:31.420 Song
00:34:31.940 Because
00:34:32.260 Of
00:34:32.440 The
00:34:32.640 Blue
00:34:33.140 Shuffle
00:34:33.620 Rhythm
00:34:33.980 The
00:34:34.880 Usage
00:34:35.440 Of
00:34:35.580 The
00:34:35.700 Phrase
00:34:36.060 I
00:34:36.260 Feel
00:34:36.680 You
00:34:37.000 That
00:34:37.340 You
00:34:37.500 Hear
00:34:37.780 A lot
00:34:38.140 Of
00:34:38.280 American
00:34:38.560 Blacks
00:34:39.120 Use
00:34:39.500 Though
00:34:40.080 He's
00:34:40.320 Not
00:34:40.460 Using
00:34:40.740 It
00:34:40.880 This
00:34:41.040 Way
00:34:47.420 Just
00:34:47.980 The
00:34:48.140 Fact
00:34:48.380 That
00:34:48.540 He
00:34:48.680 Is
00:34:48.960 Using
00:34:49.260 It
00:34:49.540 Caught
00:34:50.360 My
00:34:50.680 Ear
00:34:51.600 And
00:34:52.920 I
00:34:53.080 Think
00:34:53.540 The
00:34:53.720 Band
00:34:54.080 Is
00:34:55.300 Certainly
00:34:55.600 This
00:34:56.640 Is
00:34:56.800 One
00:34:56.940 Of
00:34:57.020 The
00:34:57.120 Tracks
00:34:57.380 That
00:34:57.520 I
00:34:57.700 Pegged
00:34:58.340 As
00:34:58.460 Very
00:34:58.860 American
00:34:59.400 Because
00:35:00.120 Of
00:35:00.420 That
00:35:00.680 Grungy
00:35:01.840 Bluesy
00:35:02.500 And
00:35:06.740 It's
00:35:07.060 I
00:35:07.360 Think
00:35:07.520 Every
00:35:07.800 Single
00:35:08.040 One
00:35:08.220 Of
00:35:08.300 These
00:35:08.460 Songs
00:35:08.980 Including
00:35:10.200 This
00:35:10.500 One
00:35:10.760 Had
00:35:11.740 This
00:35:12.040 Lord
00:35:13.000 And
00:35:13.200 Lady
00:35:13.580 Dichotomy
00:35:14.460 That
00:35:15.240 You
00:35:16.000 Know
00:35:16.140 We've
00:35:16.620 Talked
00:35:16.840 About
00:35:17.060 Before
00:35:17.480 Or
00:35:18.600 Maybe
00:35:18.900 Lord
00:35:19.480 And
00:35:19.680 Lust
00:35:20.080 Dichotomy
00:35:21.140 That
00:35:21.480 Martin
00:35:21.960 Always
00:35:22.780 Uses
00:35:23.200 Where
00:35:24.060 One
00:35:25.080 Doesn't
00:35:25.380 Know
00:35:25.580 If
00:35:25.720 Martin
00:35:26.040 Is
00:35:26.240 Talking
00:35:26.540 About
00:35:26.880 A
00:35:27.340 Woman
00:35:27.560 Or
00:35:27.740 God
00:35:28.100 I
00:35:28.220 Mean
00:35:28.340 Take
00:35:28.620 Me
00:35:28.800 Through
00:35:29.060 And
00:35:30.360 Lead
00:35:30.640 Or
00:35:30.880 Take
00:35:31.100 Me
00:35:31.260 To
00:35:31.440 And
00:35:31.600 Lead
00:35:31.740 Me
00:35:31.860 Through
00:35:32.160 Oblivion
00:35:32.840 Sort
00:35:33.760 Of
00:35:33.900 Like
00:35:34.160 Gave
00:35:34.800 Me
00:35:35.160 Again
00:35:35.620 These
00:35:35.860 Kind
00:35:36.020 Of
00:35:36.440 Armageddon
00:35:37.220 Or
00:35:37.540 Revelation
00:35:38.480 Type
00:35:39.000 Of
00:35:39.240 Sentiments
00:35:40.360 Yeah
00:35:40.860 But
00:35:41.920 I
00:35:42.020 Was
00:35:42.140 Curious
00:35:42.460 What
00:35:42.640 You
00:35:42.720 Thought
00:35:42.920 About
00:35:43.100 Heaven
00:35:44.060 Yes
00:35:45.140 But
00:35:45.680 I
00:35:45.740 Was
00:35:45.840 Curious
00:35:46.080 What
00:35:46.240 You
00:35:46.320 Thought
00:35:46.520 About
00:35:46.700 Your
00:35:46.880 Rising
00:35:47.180 Son
00:35:47.580 Is
00:35:48.720 That
00:35:48.900 Their
00:35:49.080 Most
00:35:49.400 Apollonian
00:35:50.380 Lyric
00:35:50.840 I
00:35:51.500 Say
00:35:52.280 That
00:35:52.480 Yeah
00:35:52.720 Yeah
00:35:53.840 I
00:35:54.620 Would
00:35:55.580 Take
00:35:55.840 That
00:35:56.160 In
00:35:56.440 Jest
00:35:56.720 Yeah
00:35:56.940 I
00:35:57.080 Mean
00:35:57.220 It
00:35:57.520 It's
00:35:57.720 It's
00:35:57.740 A
00:35:58.100 I
00:35:59.080 I'm
00:35:59.180 Not
00:35:59.340 Sure
00:35:59.580 He's
00:35:59.860 Really
00:36:00.260 Going
00:36:00.780 For
00:36:01.000 That
00:36:01.160 Because
00:36:01.420 I
00:36:01.640 But
00:36:02.020 Right
00:36:02.400 Yeah
00:36:02.700 But
00:36:04.660 Yeah
00:36:05.000 I
00:36:05.100 Mean
00:36:05.220 The
00:36:05.380 Predominant
00:36:06.660 Theme
00:36:07.980 Is
00:36:09.000 Going
00:36:09.420 Through
00:36:09.780 Lust
00:36:10.340 Babylon
00:36:10.860 Going
00:36:11.260 Through
00:36:11.420 Death
00:36:11.800 Oblivion
00:36:12.840 Oblivion
00:36:13.620 And
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00:38:13.020 Said
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00:38:27.900 School
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00:38:35.080 A
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00:38:36.800 Used
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00:38:50.320 Suzanne
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00:38:51.280 A
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00:38:55.140 Have
00:38:55.320 A
00:38:55.480 Little
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00:38:56.140 Baby
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00:38:58.440 A
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00:38:59.180 Incorrect
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00:39:00.000 Guess
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00:39:13.960 Lee
00:39:14.300 Gore
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00:39:25.940 Had
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00:40:00.740 Martin
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00:40:20.480 Martin
00:40:21.180 Gore
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00:40:23.980 Night
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00:41:13.360 I
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00:41:23.040 Undeniable
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00:41:24.300 Martin
00:41:25.020 Has
00:41:25.260 Curly
00:41:25.700 Hair
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00:41:27.200 Is
00:41:27.460 I
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00:41:29.160 Apparently
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00:41:31.060 To
00:41:31.340 His
00:41:31.620 Mother
00:41:32.140 And
00:41:32.980 There's
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00:41:33.420 Penis
00:41:33.800 Thing
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00:41:34.320 Mean
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00:41:42.340 Whatever
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00:43:41.620 Is
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00:43:43.300 Know
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00:43:46.400 Think
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00:43:55.720 Encounter
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00:43:56.840 Martin
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00:43:57.460 Mother
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00:44:01.360 About
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00:45:42.200 Mother
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00:47:17.380 Bit
00:47:17.560 He
00:47:17.820 Just
00:47:17.980 Kind
00:47:18.120 Of
00:47:18.180 Looks
00:47:18.320 Like
00:47:18.520 Ben
00:47:19.120 Kingsley
00:47:19.480 Anyway
00:47:19.760 But
00:47:20.080 Yeah
00:47:20.360 It
00:47:20.520 Is
00:47:20.700 That
00:47:21.900 Is
00:47:22.120 Actually
00:47:22.520 Pretty
00:47:24.320 Interesting
00:47:24.760 Yeah
00:47:26.100 That
00:47:26.580 I
00:47:26.740 Can
00:47:26.900 Believe
00:47:27.340 I
00:47:29.120 Think
00:47:29.500 We
00:47:29.740 Talked
00:47:30.320 A
00:47:30.420 Little
00:47:30.540 Bit
00:47:30.740 About
00:47:30.980 This
00:47:31.240 With
00:47:31.660 Ultra
00:47:32.320 But
00:47:32.820 Dave
00:47:35.240 Walking
00:47:35.380 In
00:47:35.880 His
00:47:36.040 Father's
00:47:36.580 Shoes
00:47:37.060 So
00:47:37.760 To
00:47:37.920 Speak
00:47:38.220 I
00:47:38.400 Mean
00:47:38.520 There
00:47:38.700 So
00:47:39.240 He
00:47:39.520 Has
00:47:40.040 Three
00:47:40.520 Wives
00:47:41.100 There's
00:47:41.860 Joanne
00:47:42.520 From
00:47:42.960 Basildon
00:47:43.740 There's
00:47:45.180 Teresa
00:47:45.700 And
00:47:46.740 Then
00:47:47.880 Jennifer
00:47:48.400 And
00:47:49.140 They're
00:47:50.400 Kind
00:47:50.720 Of
00:47:50.820 Three
00:47:51.200 Stages
00:47:51.740 Of
00:47:51.940 His
00:47:52.080 Life
00:47:52.540 So
00:47:52.840 There's
00:47:53.080 The
00:47:53.220 Basildon
00:47:53.740 Girl
00:47:54.040 They
00:47:54.280 Were
00:47:54.380 Married
00:47:54.640 For
00:47:54.780 About
00:47:54.920 Six
00:47:55.140 Years
00:47:55.360 They
00:47:55.520 Have
00:47:55.720 A
00:47:55.840 Child
00:47:56.200 Teresa
00:47:58.300 Just
00:47:58.620 Seems
00:47:58.920 To
00:47:59.140 To
00:47:59.160 Be
00:47:59.600 Toxic
00:48:00.700 And
00:48:02.200 I
00:48:02.640 Mentioned
00:48:03.120 To
00:48:03.200 Her
00:48:03.340 A
00:48:03.540 Little
00:48:03.680 Bit
00:48:03.980 With
00:48:04.200 Ultra
00:48:04.640 She
00:48:06.040 Apparently
00:48:07.640 Had
00:48:09.060 Some
00:48:09.980 Sort
00:48:10.320 Of
00:48:10.460 Foreign
00:48:10.980 Career
00:48:11.480 She
00:48:12.320 Was
00:48:12.500 Their
00:48:12.640 American
00:48:13.060 Publicist
00:48:13.980 And
00:48:14.500 You
00:48:14.900 Know
00:48:15.120 This
00:48:15.940 Was
00:48:16.100 At
00:48:16.220 Their
00:48:16.340 Height
00:48:16.600 Of
00:48:16.700 Their
00:48:16.840 Fame
00:48:17.280 And
00:48:17.520 Also
00:48:17.820 When
00:48:18.900 They're
00:48:19.060 Still
00:48:19.260 Young
00:48:19.680 They're
00:48:20.520 Probably
00:48:20.840 You
00:48:21.200 Know
00:48:21.340 Sleeping
00:48:21.820 With
00:48:22.240 Everything
00:48:22.560 That
00:48:22.740 Has
00:48:22.900 A
00:48:23.060 Skirt
00:48:23.380 And
00:48:25.100 Or
00:48:25.420 A
00:48:25.560 Pulse
00:48:25.900 And
00:48:27.020 She
00:48:27.640 Is
00:48:27.840 Part
00:48:28.180 Of
00:48:28.340 That
00:48:28.680 And
00:48:29.040 As
00:48:29.400 I
00:48:29.540 Mentioned
00:48:29.900 With
00:48:30.040 Ultra
00:48:30.300 I
00:48:30.520 Think
00:48:30.660 She
00:48:30.820 Was
00:48:31.080 Actually
00:48:31.460 Really
00:48:31.940 Toxic
00:48:32.500 And
00:48:33.320 In
00:48:33.940 Some
00:48:34.340 Ways
00:48:34.820 She's
00:48:35.960 She offers
00:48:37.500 A little
00:48:37.800 Bit of
00:48:38.080 Defense
00:48:38.700 For
00:48:39.840 Dave
00:48:40.360 For
00:48:40.940 Abandoning
00:48:41.640 His
00:48:41.820 Child
00:48:42.300 With
00:48:42.740 Joanne
00:48:43.260 So
00:48:43.620 When
00:48:44.300 He
00:48:44.440 Got
00:48:44.800 Out
00:48:45.000 Of
00:48:45.140 Rehab
00:48:45.600 I
00:48:45.820 Think
00:48:46.140 It
00:48:46.240 Was
00:48:46.340 The
00:48:46.480 First
00:48:46.720 Time
00:48:47.180 She
00:48:47.460 Said
00:48:47.680 Just
00:48:47.920 Because
00:48:48.140 You
00:48:48.420 Have
00:48:48.560 To
00:48:48.700 Stop
00:48:49.160 Drinking
00:48:49.800 And
00:48:49.980 Drugging
00:48:50.320 Doesn't
00:48:50.580 Mean
00:48:50.740 I
00:48:51.000 Have
00:48:51.240 To
00:48:51.440 I
00:48:51.660 Won't
00:48:52.220 And
00:48:53.660 That
00:48:54.500 Is
00:48:54.860 As I
00:48:56.220 Mentioned
00:48:56.540 Quite
00:48:57.000 Possibly
00:48:57.660 The
00:48:57.860 Worst
00:48:58.160 Thing
00:48:58.460 You
00:48:58.820 Could
00:48:59.000 Do
00:48:59.300 For
00:48:59.760 Someone
00:49:00.080 Who
00:49:00.400 Is
00:49:00.640 On
00:49:00.980 Death's
00:49:01.380 Door
00:49:01.620 And
00:49:03.080 So
00:49:03.420 She
00:49:03.780 Was
00:49:03.980 Almost
00:49:04.200 Expressed
00:49:04.960 His
00:49:05.400 Descent
00:49:06.520 Into
00:49:07.180 Lust
00:49:08.720 I
00:49:08.980 Mean
00:49:09.080 They
00:49:09.240 When
00:49:09.440 They
00:49:09.560 Got
00:49:09.700 Married
00:49:10.160 It
00:49:10.320 Was
00:49:10.460 It
00:49:10.740 Was
00:49:10.920 In
00:49:11.060 Vegas
00:49:11.560 None
00:49:12.140 Of
00:49:12.240 The
00:49:12.320 Other
00:49:12.500 Band
00:49:12.780 Members
00:49:13.080 Were
00:49:13.240 There
00:49:13.480 It
00:49:13.600 Was
00:49:13.680 This
00:49:13.920 Elvis
00:49:14.580 Themed
00:49:15.180 You
00:49:15.600 Know
00:49:15.800 Debacle
00:49:16.540 Luckily
00:49:19.980 He
00:49:20.260 Got
00:49:20.420 Away
00:49:20.640 From
00:49:20.860 Her
00:49:21.140 And
00:49:21.980 When
00:49:22.180 He
00:49:22.300 Describes
00:49:22.980 Jennifer
00:49:23.520 From
00:49:23.860 Arizona
00:49:24.280 He
00:49:24.680 Says
00:49:24.880 She
00:49:25.020 Doesn't
00:49:25.320 Even
00:49:25.460 Care
00:49:25.700 About
00:49:25.860 Her
00:49:25.980 Music
00:49:26.300 She
00:49:26.580 Just
00:49:26.740 Cares
00:49:26.920 About
00:49:27.140 Me
00:49:27.300 She
00:49:27.780 Seems
00:49:28.100 I
00:49:29.060 Don't
00:49:29.480 Know
00:49:29.720 Much
00:49:30.180 About
00:49:30.620 Her
00:49:30.760 At
00:49:30.880 All
00:49:31.060 But
00:49:31.240 She
00:49:31.380 Just
00:49:31.600 Seems
00:49:31.960 Stable
00:49:32.620 And
00:49:33.120 Normal
00:49:34.720 Someone
00:49:35.180 Who
00:49:35.380 Would
00:49:35.640 Never
00:49:35.920 Have
00:49:36.440 Any
00:49:36.620 Interest
00:49:37.060 In
00:49:37.220 Heroin
00:49:37.720 And
00:49:38.540 That
00:49:39.100 Yeah
00:49:39.740 It's
00:49:40.060 Interesting
00:49:40.400 On
00:49:40.900 Instagram
00:49:42.580 And
00:49:42.920 She
00:49:43.480 Looks
00:49:43.860 Like
00:49:44.300 She
00:49:45.000 Could
00:49:45.180 Be
00:49:45.420 His
00:49:45.720 Sister
00:49:46.640 Or
00:49:46.840 Something
00:49:47.000 I
00:49:47.280 Mean
00:49:47.660 I'm
00:49:47.800 Not
00:49:47.980 Making
00:49:48.240 Fun
00:49:48.480 Of
00:49:48.580 Them
00:49:48.720 It's
00:49:48.920 Just
00:49:49.120 Kind
00:49:49.960 Of
00:49:50.060 Funny
00:49:50.260 How
00:49:50.400 That
00:49:50.560 Worked
00:49:51.220 But
00:49:51.500 I
00:49:52.060 Guess
00:49:52.300 It's
00:49:52.520 A
00:49:52.800 Win
00:49:53.180 For
00:49:53.400 The
00:49:53.680 Ortho
00:49:54.360 Bros
00:49:54.680 Because
00:49:55.020 She
00:49:55.840 She's
00:49:56.040 Greek
00:49:56.640 And
00:49:56.940 I
00:49:57.180 Believe
00:49:57.460 There's
00:49:57.860 A
00:49:58.040 Photo
00:49:58.380 Around
00:49:58.920 There
00:49:59.200 Around
00:49:59.960 The
00:50:00.120 Internet
00:50:00.360 Somewhere
00:50:00.720 Of
00:50:01.240 Them
00:50:02.460 Getting
00:50:03.060 Married
00:50:03.460 In
00:50:03.680 A
00:50:03.920 Orthodox
00:50:05.900 Church
00:50:06.500 In
00:50:06.760 New York
00:50:07.360 City
00:50:07.640 So
00:50:07.980 Yeah
00:50:08.300 Oh
00:50:08.860 Interesting
00:50:09.420 But
00:50:11.160 This
00:50:11.380 Is
00:50:11.680 Dave
00:50:12.300 My
00:50:12.700 Dad
00:50:13.040 Left
00:50:13.340 Me
00:50:13.640 And
00:50:13.860 My
00:50:14.020 Young
00:50:14.240 Sister
00:50:14.680 When
00:50:15.440 We
00:50:15.580 Were
00:50:15.700 Very
00:50:15.960 Young
00:50:16.420 And
00:50:16.660 I've
00:50:16.880 Done
00:50:17.040 The
00:50:17.220 Same
00:50:17.440 To
00:50:17.620 Jack
00:50:18.020 I
00:50:19.300 Was
00:50:19.480 With
00:50:19.740 Joanne
00:50:20.120 For
00:50:20.280 A
00:50:20.400 Long
00:50:20.600 Time
00:50:21.100 And
00:50:21.360 We're
00:50:21.500 Great
00:50:21.760 Friends
00:50:22.200 But
00:50:22.500 What
00:50:22.740 Happened
00:50:23.100 Was
00:50:23.280 90%
00:50:24.000 My
00:50:24.460 Fault
00:50:24.860 But
00:50:26.640 To
00:50:26.840 See
00:50:26.980 Jack
00:50:27.260 As
00:50:27.400 Much
00:50:27.560 As
00:50:27.680 I
00:50:27.800 Can
00:50:28.140 Thankfully
00:50:28.660 Joanne
00:50:29.120 Understands
00:50:29.860 Well
00:50:30.560 I mean
00:50:31.000 She
00:50:31.220 Is
00:50:31.460 Quite
00:50:31.920 Understanding
00:50:32.480 But
00:50:33.760 You
00:50:34.100 Know
00:50:34.260 It
00:50:34.680 Is
00:50:34.820 What
00:50:35.000 It
00:50:35.120 Is
00:50:35.440 It's
00:50:36.300 A
00:50:36.540 Common
00:50:38.540 Story
00:50:39.040 And
00:50:39.860 As
00:50:40.080 We
00:50:40.180 Were
00:50:40.280 Talking
00:50:40.560 About
00:50:40.800 With
00:50:40.960 Ultra
00:50:41.260 It's
00:50:41.820 Almost
00:50:42.120 Like
00:50:42.400 He
00:50:42.640 Played
00:50:43.920 The
00:50:44.060 Part
00:50:44.600 Of
00:50:44.960 The
00:50:45.300 Rock
00:50:46.180 Star
00:50:46.540 Descending
00:50:47.220 Into
00:50:47.980 Drugs
00:50:50.360 Suicide
00:50:51.080 And
00:50:51.460 Overdose
00:50:52.220 You
00:50:52.980 Know
00:50:53.100 It's
00:50:53.460 Almost
00:50:53.620 Like
00:50:53.820 That
00:50:54.060 Archetype
00:50:54.700 Existed
00:50:55.200 He
00:50:55.380 Just
00:50:55.580 Stepped
00:50:55.940 Into
00:50:56.200 It
00:50:56.520 But
00:50:56.980 It's
00:50:57.160 Not
00:50:57.540 It's
00:50:57.800 Certainly
00:50:58.080 Not
00:50:58.320 Something
00:50:58.620 You
00:50:58.760 Would
00:50:58.860 Imagine
00:50:59.280 With
00:50:59.520 This
00:50:59.680 Bright
00:51:00.340 You
00:51:01.340 Know
00:51:01.460 Almost
00:51:01.720 Nerdy
00:51:02.740 Kid
00:51:03.840 From
00:51:05.480 Speak
00:51:05.780 And
00:51:05.940 Spell
00:51:06.340 And
00:51:06.560 It's
00:51:06.880 Definitely
00:51:07.480 Not
00:51:08.500 Even
00:51:08.660 Something
00:51:08.940 You
00:51:09.080 Would
00:51:09.180 Imagine
00:51:09.560 You
00:51:10.100 Know
00:51:10.240 With
00:51:10.460 Music
00:51:10.740 For
00:51:10.900 The
00:51:10.980 Masses
00:51:11.340 Or
00:51:11.460 Something
00:51:11.740 A
00:51:11.940 Kind
00:51:12.120 Of
00:51:12.360 Rocking
00:51:13.660 Gung
00:51:13.980 Ho
00:51:14.300 Guy
00:51:15.240 But
00:51:16.220 It's
00:51:16.500 Definitely
00:51:16.760 Something
00:51:17.120 You
00:51:17.320 Can
00:51:17.440 Imagine
00:51:17.780 When
00:51:18.220 You
00:51:18.320 See
00:51:18.480 The
00:51:18.640 Personal
00:51:18.980 Transformation
00:51:19.700 With
00:51:20.140 Songs
00:51:20.760 Of
00:51:20.920 Faith
00:51:21.060 And
00:51:21.180 Devotion
00:51:51.420 But the Lord himself always blush
00:51:55.400 The canvas piece laid at my feet
00:51:59.620 Forbidden fruits for me to eat
00:52:02.340 But I think your pulse would start to rush
00:52:05.660 Now I'm not looking for absolution
00:52:12.080 Forgiveness for the things I do
00:52:16.960 But before you come to any conclusion
00:52:22.360 Try walking in my shoes
00:52:26.960 Try walking in my shoes
00:52:31.680 Yes, I'm pulling my footsteps
00:52:34.780 Keep the same appointments I can't
00:52:40.960 Even try walking in my shoes
00:52:45.460 If you try walking in my shoes
00:52:50.860 Walking in my shoes
00:52:56.660 This is where I would suggest
00:53:00.520 there's a little bit of a courtroom drama, so to speak
00:53:04.140 with three songs in a row and maybe four
00:53:09.000 but it's interesting
00:53:11.300 And again, you don't get this from interviews of Martin
00:53:14.380 But he, I don't know
00:53:18.000 When I hear this song and read the lyrics
00:53:20.860 I almost imagine a southern courtroom
00:53:24.580 with the fan overhead moving
00:53:29.680 and people fanning themselves on the jury
00:53:33.140 Or maybe a scene from Dead Man Walking
00:53:38.440 where the murderer is being put to death
00:53:41.480 And that's the vibe I get from these three songs
00:53:47.580 Walking in my shoes, Condemnation, and Mercy in You
00:53:50.040 He wants to be understood
00:53:52.080 But he doesn't want to be absolved
00:53:56.320 No, I'm not looking for absolution
00:53:58.180 Forgiveness for the things I do
00:53:59.900 But before you come to any conclusions
00:54:01.440 Try walking in my shoes
00:54:02.820 You'll stumble in my footsteps
00:54:04.560 Keep the same appointments I kept
00:54:06.600 You're walking in my shoes
00:54:08.240 So morality would frown upon
00:54:10.380 Decency looked down upon
00:54:11.860 The scapegoat's fate made of me
00:54:13.800 So he's kind of putting it off
00:54:15.240 You know, it's not necessarily his fault
00:54:16.920 But I promise now my judge and jurors
00:54:18.840 My intentions couldn't have been pure
00:54:21.020 My case is easy to see
00:54:22.820 So I think that's kind of an underappreciated aspect of it
00:54:28.000 He's a man on trial in a courtroom
00:54:34.340 Who's done something bad
00:54:37.400 And he's basically saying
00:54:40.100 You don't really understand me
00:54:42.460 You can't until you walk in my shoes
00:54:44.340 You can't understand why I left my son maybe
00:54:47.020 Or why I've become a junkie
00:54:50.580 Until you keep the appointments that I kept
00:54:53.820 Yeah, and with you saying that
00:54:57.180 Him being on trial
00:54:59.180 Kind of reinforces the Christ-like image as well
00:55:03.580 With like Christ being, you know, on trial in some sense
00:55:07.180 By the Romans
00:55:10.160 The lyrics are kind of saying like
00:55:12.560 Pretty subversive
00:55:14.540 Because he's saying something like
00:55:16.900 I've been through more than the Lord has almost
00:55:19.120 Like that the Lord himself all would blush
00:55:22.320 And I think Martin, in a way, is getting at a
00:55:26.380 It's like with the
00:55:28.180 I'm not looking for absolution
00:55:30.080 It's like reinforcing a Christian message
00:55:32.780 Or the original sin perspective of like
00:55:35.120 Some don't want to be saved
00:55:36.960 And this is like
00:55:37.880 I'm proving it to you because I don't want to be saved
00:55:40.480 So it's almost like
00:55:41.400 Reinforcing that Christian understanding of human nature
00:55:46.560 If you try walking in my shoes
00:55:49.380 Like you wouldn't last
00:55:50.580 It's a rather resentful lyric
00:55:52.860 And I do think the
00:55:53.980 Scapegoat's
00:55:55.680 Scapegoat Fates Made of Me
00:55:57.480 Is perhaps one of his best lyrics
00:55:59.660 Of all time
00:56:01.300 I think that's a really interesting lyric
00:56:03.920 Because there's
00:56:04.700 It kind of illustrates how Martin feels like
00:56:07.180 As a victim
00:56:08.840 But by two different sort of cosmologies
00:56:11.640 By like
00:56:12.200 You know, with faith
00:56:14.020 There's this idea of like destiny
00:56:15.280 And things are going to happen
00:56:16.320 It's kind of like free will
00:56:17.220 Versus determinism sort of thing
00:56:19.200 I think that's a really interesting
00:56:20.660 Yet simple way
00:56:22.340 That he just put that together
00:56:23.800 With the scapegoat
00:56:25.080 That Fates Made of Me
00:56:26.260 But
00:56:27.140 And he's kind of like
00:56:28.420 Having these sins placed on him
00:56:30.380 Which also in a strange way
00:56:32.820 Invokes
00:56:33.420 Images of like Atlas or something
00:56:36.360 Like I'm holding
00:56:37.540 I'm holding everybody's problems
00:56:40.280 And it's all
00:56:41.520 On me
00:56:42.860 But I'd like to
00:56:44.100 Read a quote
00:56:45.080 About the construction
00:56:46.860 Or the sound
00:56:48.520 For this song
00:56:49.240 Because Alan was asked about it
00:56:50.880 By a fan
00:56:52.180 And he says
00:56:54.480 It was constructed
00:56:55.340 Using an unusual method for us
00:56:57.660 I.e. jamming together
00:56:59.380 Martin played the guitar
00:57:00.500 I played the bass
00:57:01.480 And we ran a rhythm machine
00:57:03.500 This was just to get
00:57:04.540 The basic feel for the track
00:57:06.280 And after much trial and error
00:57:07.620 The chorus bass line
00:57:08.900 And guitar pattern
00:57:09.700 Fell into place
00:57:10.500 From that point onwards
00:57:11.880 Flood and I began to construct
00:57:13.260 The various drum loops
00:57:14.340 The string arrangements
00:57:15.420 The main riff
00:57:16.280 Which combined a piano
00:57:17.600 And harpsichord
00:57:18.440 Through a distorted guitar amp
00:57:20.080 And all the other bits and pieces
00:57:22.040 By contrast
00:57:22.900 The bass line for the verses
00:57:24.200 Was much more problematic
00:57:25.440 And in fact
00:57:26.380 Didn't get written
00:57:27.100 Until the very last moment
00:57:28.760 And that bass line
00:57:29.740 Actually is one of
00:57:30.560 I think one of their
00:57:31.500 More iconic
00:57:33.100 Bass lines
00:57:35.100 Or sounds
00:57:35.880 On this album
00:57:36.640 It sounds like
00:57:39.560 Alan wrote this song
00:57:41.060 Yeah
00:57:42.700 And it's
00:57:45.440 One of their
00:57:46.660 Best
00:57:47.400 I mean
00:57:47.740 It's a classic
00:57:49.440 You can't
00:57:50.660 Do a concert
00:57:51.800 Without it
00:57:52.520 I would say
00:57:54.100 No
00:57:55.320 I totally agree
00:57:56.580 Yeah
00:57:57.620 It's
00:57:57.960 That's
00:57:58.900 I read that as well
00:58:00.540 About the jam session
00:58:01.740 Being very unusual
00:58:02.780 And they came up with this
00:58:04.680 But it almost sounds like
00:58:06.100 Alan wrote it
00:58:07.240 Yeah
00:58:08.740 I mean
00:58:09.360 That's sort of the thing
00:58:10.380 Like I've said
00:58:11.220 A dozen times now
00:58:12.400 It's like
00:58:12.740 He is just
00:58:13.500 That much better
00:58:14.440 At realizing
00:58:15.220 So like
00:58:16.160 He might not
00:58:16.660 Be able to come up
00:58:17.480 With the lyrics
00:58:18.180 Which is like
00:58:19.260 Brian Jones
00:58:21.440 From the Rolling Stones
00:58:22.260 Was like that too
00:58:23.020 Like he couldn't write a song
00:58:24.180 But he could kind of realize
00:58:25.600 A song
00:58:27.000 And
00:58:27.440 Figure out
00:58:28.940 Kind of what direction
00:58:30.900 To take it in
00:58:31.720 So
00:58:32.540 Yeah
00:58:32.820 Bono would do that as well
00:58:34.960 He would
00:58:35.240 They would get
00:58:37.440 A riff
00:58:38.700 Or a rhythm section
00:58:39.780 Or some basic idea
00:58:41.560 And he
00:58:42.880 Kind of in this like
00:58:44.640 Fury
00:58:45.700 Come up with
00:58:46.900 The theme of the song
00:58:47.980 He'd like find it in the music
00:58:49.380 Which is pretty interesting
00:58:50.820 I'm not looking for a clearer conscience
00:58:56.100 Peace of mind
00:58:57.940 After what I've been through
00:59:00.320 And before we talk of any repentance
00:59:05.760 Try walking in my shoes
00:59:10.260 Try walking in my shoes
00:59:14.980 You're stumbling my footsteps
00:59:17.520 If you try walking in my shoes
00:59:28.380 Oh yeah
00:59:41.940 So
00:59:58.220 Condemnation is next
01:00:00.320 This seems to follow
01:00:01.600 Immediately after the trial
01:00:03.140 Or he's still on trial
01:00:04.360 Again
01:00:05.200 This is where I think
01:00:06.180 There are these like little
01:00:07.140 I guess kind of like
01:00:09.260 Response songs
01:00:10.500 Or like a little opera
01:00:13.380 You could say
01:00:14.140 Within the album
01:00:15.140 So condemnation
01:00:16.160 Tried
01:00:16.980 Here on the stand
01:00:18.380 With the book in my hand
01:00:19.400 And truth on my side
01:00:20.640 Accusations
01:00:21.560 Lies
01:00:22.380 Hand me my sentence
01:00:23.920 I'll show no repentance
01:00:25.220 I'll suffer with pride
01:00:26.600 If you see purity
01:00:28.220 As immaturity
01:00:29.480 Well it's no surprise
01:00:30.740 If for kindness
01:00:32.640 You substitute blindness
01:00:33.920 Please open your eyes
01:00:35.260 So it's basically
01:00:36.380 The man
01:00:37.040 Perhaps at the end
01:00:38.220 Of his trial
01:00:38.820 Recognizing
01:00:39.620 That he's going to be
01:00:40.280 Found guilty
01:00:41.060 And saying
01:00:42.320 I'm not going to show
01:00:43.360 Repentance
01:00:44.440 So they just kind of
01:00:46.480 Follow
01:00:46.900 Right
01:00:48.340 One from the other
01:00:51.100 Really amazing
01:00:52.720 Blues
01:00:53.900 Quality to it
01:00:55.800 As Dave said
01:00:57.660 This was his best
01:00:58.520 Vocal performance
01:00:59.600 I mean he's
01:01:00.440 Really letting it out
01:01:02.260 Being a real singer
01:01:04.120 And not just
01:01:05.200 You know
01:01:06.300 The front man
01:01:06.960 Of a synth pop outfit
01:01:08.180 And yeah
01:01:10.400 I would say
01:01:10.980 It's one of their
01:01:11.580 Best songs
01:01:12.640 On the album
01:01:13.620 Maybe in general
01:01:14.960 It's classic
01:01:16.040 Condemnation
01:01:21.440 Try
01:01:25.280 Here on the stand
01:01:43.860 With a book
01:01:44.860 With a book in my hand
01:01:46.080 Truth on my side
01:01:49.080 Accusations
01:01:52.640 Lies
01:01:58.360 Hand me my sentence
01:02:00.420 I'll show no repentance
01:02:02.460 I'll suffer with pride
01:02:05.860 If for honesty
01:02:08.960 You want apologies
01:02:11.140 I don't sympathize
01:02:15.760 For kindness
01:02:17.000 You substitute
01:02:18.120 Blindness
01:02:19.480 Please open your eyes
01:02:26.140 Condemnation
01:02:28.520 Condemnation
01:02:41.520 Why?
01:02:44.600 Because my duty
01:02:50.120 Was always the beauty
01:02:52.260 That was my crime
01:02:55.260 Feel elation
01:02:57.640 Feel elation
01:02:58.440 I
01:03:01.200 Kind of got my gears turning
01:03:07.240 When you started to talk
01:03:08.100 About these songs
01:03:08.780 In succession
01:03:09.460 And it
01:03:10.500 Kind of
01:03:11.300 Is starting to be
01:03:12.640 Like a
01:03:13.180 Mini little
01:03:14.220 Passion of the
01:03:15.220 Christ
01:03:16.020 I think
01:03:16.440 If
01:03:16.640 Yes
01:03:18.000 Yeah
01:03:19.040 That will continue
01:03:20.500 Yeah
01:03:21.440 That's interesting
01:03:22.200 But again
01:03:23.860 Though
01:03:24.180 With the
01:03:24.580 American
01:03:25.360 And the
01:03:26.580 Blackness
01:03:27.380 I mean
01:03:27.620 This is their
01:03:28.120 First gospel record
01:03:29.260 Yeah
01:03:30.420 That's incredible
01:03:31.700 To me
01:03:32.080 What's even more
01:03:32.960 Incredible
01:03:33.340 Is that
01:03:33.920 Martin and Alan
01:03:35.320 Are the ones
01:03:36.540 Singing these
01:03:37.380 Harmonies
01:03:38.560 And they're
01:03:39.620 Doing it in their
01:03:40.640 Own way
01:03:41.080 With the
01:03:41.440 Like
01:03:41.680 Yeah
01:03:45.700 And it's
01:03:46.300 Like
01:03:46.520 It's
01:03:48.000 The chords
01:03:49.320 Themselves
01:03:49.800 Aren't very
01:03:50.540 Unique
01:03:51.380 Like
01:03:51.740 It's C
01:03:52.760 To E
01:03:53.480 To F
01:03:53.960 To G
01:03:54.520 To F
01:03:55.500 To A minor
01:03:56.100 And E
01:03:56.520 To C
01:03:56.760 There's a couple
01:03:57.360 Lifts in there
01:03:58.680 With that E major
01:03:59.620 But
01:03:59.900 I mean
01:04:01.040 Nothing
01:04:01.620 None of this
01:04:02.320 Is like
01:04:02.640 Really
01:04:03.080 It's none of
01:04:04.380 It's too crazy
01:04:05.140 And they're still
01:04:06.380 Finding a way
01:04:07.040 To make it sound
01:04:07.840 Like Depeche mode
01:04:09.060 With these like
01:04:09.620 Dissonant like
01:04:10.400 Harmonies
01:04:11.400 And
01:04:12.240 Yeah
01:04:13.100 Again
01:04:13.800 It's another
01:04:14.860 Like I said
01:04:16.160 Earlier
01:04:16.780 Lord and lady
01:04:17.640 Kind of
01:04:18.360 Positioning with the
01:04:20.240 Lyrics
01:04:20.620 You know
01:04:22.240 If you want
01:04:22.760 Honesty
01:04:23.440 If for honesty
01:04:24.760 You want apologies
01:04:25.600 I don't sympathize
01:04:26.760 It's kind of like
01:04:27.600 Asking
01:04:28.620 The court
01:04:30.280 I guess in this case
01:04:31.160 To like
01:04:31.680 Open their eyes
01:04:32.420 To his goodness
01:04:33.340 At least that's the way
01:04:34.440 That I'm taking it
01:04:35.900 It's great
01:04:36.940 I think
01:04:37.620 One of the best
01:04:38.240 Lyrics is
01:04:38.780 If for kindness
01:04:39.700 You substitute
01:04:40.360 Blindness
01:04:41.020 Please open your eyes
01:04:42.040 It's kind of like
01:04:42.680 The turning the other cheek
01:04:44.720 Like form of cowardice
01:04:46.060 Basically
01:04:46.440 Or go along
01:04:47.100 To get along
01:04:47.760 In a relationship
01:04:48.980 Yeah
01:04:50.140 And then this is followed
01:04:51.920 By yet another
01:04:53.500 Perspective
01:04:55.040 Of the
01:04:55.800 Condemned man
01:04:57.280 Or prisoner
01:04:57.900 Whatever his name was
01:04:59.500 Like Johnny Lee Ray
01:05:00.640 Or whatever
01:05:01.540 He's going to be executed
01:05:02.560 In Dead Man Walking
01:05:03.560 Which came out
01:05:04.400 Around this time
01:05:05.000 By the way
01:05:05.400 Great film
01:05:06.800 Mercy
01:05:07.840 In you
01:05:08.360 You know what I need
01:05:09.600 When my heart bleeds
01:05:11.440 I suffer from greed
01:05:12.620 A longing to feed
01:05:13.900 On the mercy
01:05:14.940 In you
01:05:15.380 So he's begging
01:05:16.040 For mercy
01:05:16.680 And he
01:05:18.180 Again
01:05:19.000 Martin's lyrics
01:05:19.720 Describe it
01:05:20.440 In the most
01:05:20.920 Martin Gore
01:05:21.760 Type way
01:05:22.320 I'm begging
01:05:22.860 To feed
01:05:23.800 On the mercy
01:05:24.780 In you
01:05:25.360 And then there's
01:05:27.040 This like
01:05:27.420 Part of
01:05:28.280 I guess
01:05:29.240 Self-deprecation
01:05:30.400 Or introspection
01:05:31.820 I would do it
01:05:32.680 All again
01:05:33.180 Lose my way
01:05:34.400 And fall again
01:05:35.200 Just so I could
01:05:35.900 Call again
01:05:36.600 On the mercy
01:05:37.220 In you
01:05:37.700 So I'm losing
01:05:38.980 My way
01:05:39.580 I'm
01:05:39.940 You know
01:05:40.620 I'm ending up
01:05:41.660 In a
01:05:42.540 LA hotel
01:05:44.020 Strung out
01:05:45.120 On heroin
01:05:45.600 Just so I could
01:05:47.220 Call on you
01:05:47.840 To save me
01:05:48.620 It's great work
01:05:51.640 Definitely
01:05:52.920 You know
01:06:07.140 What I need
01:06:08.360 When my heart bleeds
01:06:11.020 I suffer from greed
01:06:13.440 I love to feed
01:06:15.940 On the mercy
01:06:20.020 In you
01:06:22.300 I can't conceal
01:06:28.020 The way I'm healed
01:06:30.780 The pleasure I feel
01:06:33.260 When I have to deal
01:06:36.040 With a mercy
01:06:39.900 In you
01:06:42.280 I would do it all again
01:06:54.640 I would do it all again
01:06:54.660 Lose my way
01:06:57.560 And fall again
01:06:59.000 Just so I could
01:07:02.680 Call the game
01:07:04.660 On the mercy
01:07:07.240 The mercy in you
01:07:09.240 The mercy in you
01:07:10.240 The mercy in you
01:07:14.240 The mercy in you
01:07:18.240 When here in my mind
01:07:20.680 I see you kind
01:07:22.700 Do I treat you all kind
01:07:25.380 I have faith in your mind
01:07:28.180 The mercy in you
01:07:29.180 The mercy in you
01:07:35.180 The mercy in you
01:07:35.660 The mercy in you
01:07:36.660 I would do it all again
01:07:39.140 I would do it all again
01:07:40.140 There's something about this track
01:07:41.900 That's like
01:07:42.640 It's like all like major chords
01:07:45.360 But a lot of them
01:07:46.800 Don't have anything
01:07:47.460 To do with each other
01:07:48.440 And there's like
01:07:49.060 These big lifts
01:07:50.020 Like for example
01:07:50.740 From like
01:07:51.360 A flat to C
01:07:52.820 Is kind of a
01:07:53.820 Strange
01:07:54.880 Lift
01:07:56.720 You know
01:07:57.240 And then
01:07:57.720 Yeah
01:07:58.160 It's definitely
01:07:59.700 They do that
01:08:01.100 That chorus of like
01:08:02.800 I would do it all again
01:08:05.180 So they're going from
01:08:06.140 An A flat minor
01:08:07.480 To C major
01:08:08.240 Is that what they're doing
01:08:08.880 Or A flat major
01:08:09.560 To C major
01:08:09.820 I think it's just
01:08:10.240 A flat major
01:08:10.980 At least the chords
01:08:11.740 That I have
01:08:12.280 They're not official
01:08:13.100 But the chords
01:08:14.400 That I have
01:08:14.760 Every single chord
01:08:15.700 In the song
01:08:17.120 Is major
01:08:18.040 Yeah
01:08:19.280 I guess that's right
01:08:20.380 It is a major song
01:08:21.400 It's interesting
01:08:22.020 One of the very few
01:08:22.960 But yeah
01:08:23.780 That is a major shift
01:08:25.460 Going up a third
01:08:26.520 And you know
01:08:27.560 But
01:08:29.360 And you can feel it
01:08:30.400 He does that
01:08:30.880 A couple of times
01:08:31.640 In this kind of
01:08:32.160 Dramatic key change
01:08:33.480 Yeah
01:08:34.000 In the chorus
01:08:35.100 When here in my mind
01:08:40.180 I have been blind
01:08:42.480 Emotionally behind
01:08:45.000 I'll have faith
01:08:46.440 I will find
01:08:47.640 I will find
01:08:48.960 The mercy
01:08:51.780 The mercy
01:08:56.780 So Judas
01:09:17.040 Is next
01:09:18.620 And it's interesting
01:09:19.960 That it's called Judas
01:09:22.680 But I think
01:09:24.720 The song
01:09:25.480 Is from the perspective
01:09:26.540 Of Jesus
01:09:27.120 And
01:09:29.320 You know
01:09:31.400 Mercy in you
01:09:32.500 It's the sinner
01:09:33.720 Or the condemned man
01:09:35.120 Almost calling for mercy
01:09:37.060 And loving mercy
01:09:38.100 Feeding on mercy
01:09:39.060 Needing this
01:09:39.920 I don't know
01:09:40.860 I'm just imagining
01:09:41.560 A woman
01:09:42.000 Maybe Lady Justice
01:09:42.980 Who knows
01:09:43.400 But Judas
01:09:44.620 I think
01:09:45.760 It's a fascinating song
01:09:47.300 And it has this kind of
01:09:48.940 Stripped down
01:09:50.680 Quality to it
01:09:53.160 But is
01:09:54.400 And it just sounds like
01:09:56.520 Something
01:09:57.060 It's Martin Gore's
01:09:58.500 Jesus
01:09:58.780 Or maybe Dave
01:09:59.860 Is simplicity best
01:10:01.460 Or simply the easiest
01:10:02.820 The narrowest path
01:10:04.700 Is always the holiest
01:10:06.100 So walk
01:10:07.340 Unbarefoot for me
01:10:08.780 Suffer some misery
01:10:10.100 If you want
01:10:10.880 My love
01:10:11.620 It's not
01:10:14.280 Necessarily
01:10:15.680 The Jesus
01:10:16.440 From
01:10:16.820 That you meet
01:10:17.960 In the gospels
01:10:18.640 But it's definitely
01:10:19.980 Someone who's asking
01:10:21.280 These rhetorical questions
01:10:23.200 To try to
01:10:23.840 Reframe things
01:10:25.000 In your mind
01:10:25.680 Like Jesus
01:10:26.960 And
01:10:28.240 He's calling
01:10:29.640 On his disciples
01:10:31.480 To suffer
01:10:32.940 For him
01:10:34.520 Man will survive
01:10:36.700 The harshest conditions
01:10:37.700 And stay alive
01:10:38.580 Through difficult decisions
01:10:39.660 So make up
01:10:41.320 Your mind
01:10:41.720 For me
01:10:42.180 Walk the line
01:10:43.040 For me
01:10:43.400 If you want
01:10:43.780 My love
01:10:44.320 And then this
01:10:44.940 Idle talk
01:10:46.360 And it's a key change
01:10:47.900 For the chorus
01:10:48.420 And hollow promises
01:10:50.660 Cheating Judas's
01:10:52.820 Doubting Thomas's
01:10:54.140 I think this is a place
01:10:56.520 Where again
01:10:57.040 He's not just
01:10:57.740 Martin is not just
01:10:58.680 Writing about
01:10:59.600 Say something
01:11:00.560 That's sacred
01:11:01.320 He's putting himself
01:11:03.880 In the position
01:11:04.960 Of Jesus
01:11:05.500 In a way
01:11:06.020 That the song
01:11:06.640 Is sung
01:11:08.440 From the mouth
01:11:09.020 Of Jesus
01:11:09.480 And again
01:11:10.200 It's not something
01:11:11.360 He would have
01:11:11.700 Tried earlier
01:11:12.320 And I think
01:11:12.720 It's remarkable
01:11:13.660 Is simplicity best
01:11:32.700 Or simply the easiest
01:11:36.760 The narrowest path
01:11:40.500 Is always the holiest
01:11:44.460 To walk on barefoot
01:11:47.600 For me
01:11:48.360 Suffer some misery
01:11:51.920 If you want
01:11:53.980 If you want
01:11:54.020 If you want
01:11:56.920 If you want
01:11:57.820 My love
01:12:00.200 Man will survive
01:12:06.760 The harshest conditions
01:12:10.580 And stay alive
01:12:14.580 Through difficult decisions
01:12:18.320 Through difficult decisions
01:12:18.420 To make up your mind
01:12:21.960 For me
01:12:22.960 Walk the line
01:12:25.480 For me
01:12:26.480 If you want
01:12:28.320 My love
01:12:30.320 If you want
01:12:32.040 My love
01:12:34.120 Judas
01:12:36.080 I think
01:12:37.260 I think
01:12:37.280 It's a fascinating song
01:12:38.800 And it has this
01:12:39.920 Kind of
01:12:40.420 Stripped down
01:12:42.180 Quality to it
01:12:44.660 But is
01:12:45.900 And it just
01:12:47.220 Sounds like
01:12:48.020 Something
01:12:48.600 It's Martin Gore
01:12:49.800 As Jesus
01:12:50.280 Or maybe Dave
01:12:51.380 Is simplicity best
01:12:52.980 Or simply the easiest
01:12:54.320 The narrowest path
01:12:56.160 Is always the holiest
01:12:57.560 So walk
01:12:58.800 On barefoot
01:12:59.760 For me
01:13:00.240 Suffer some misery
01:13:01.560 If you want
01:13:02.340 My love
01:13:03.080 It's not
01:13:05.720 Necessarily
01:13:07.140 The Jesus
01:13:07.820 From
01:13:08.280 That you meet
01:13:09.420 In the gospel
01:13:09.780 Someone who's asking
01:13:11.240 These rhetorical questions
01:13:13.160 To try to
01:13:13.800 Reframe things
01:13:14.960 In your mind
01:13:15.640 Like Jesus
01:13:16.920 And he's
01:13:18.920 Calling
01:13:19.560 On his
01:13:20.800 Disciples
01:13:21.560 To suffer
01:13:22.900 For him
01:13:24.480 Man will survive
01:13:26.660 The harshest conditions
01:13:27.660 And stay alive
01:13:28.540 Through difficult decisions
01:13:29.640 So make up your mind
01:13:31.680 For me
01:13:32.160 Walk the line
01:13:33.000 From me
01:13:33.380 If you want
01:13:33.740 My love
01:13:34.280 And then this
01:13:34.900 Idle talk
01:13:36.320 And it's a key change
01:13:37.860 For the chorus
01:13:38.380 And hollow promises
01:13:40.620 Cheating Judas's
01:13:42.780 Doubting Thomas's
01:13:44.100 I think this is a place
01:13:46.420 Where again
01:13:46.940 He's not just
01:13:47.620 Martin is not just
01:13:48.580 Writing about
01:13:49.480 Say something
01:13:50.460 That's sacred
01:13:51.220 He's
01:13:52.700 Putting himself
01:13:53.900 In the position
01:13:54.980 Of Jesus
01:13:55.520 In a way that
01:13:56.160 The song is
01:13:56.880 Sung from the mouth
01:13:59.060 Of Jesus
01:13:59.500 And again
01:14:00.220 It's not something
01:14:01.380 He would have tried earlier
01:14:02.340 And I think
01:14:02.740 It's remarkable
01:14:03.680 Yeah
01:14:05.600 The narrowest path
01:14:06.720 Is always the holiest
01:14:07.880 I think that's
01:14:08.800 That sums up
01:14:10.340 A lot of what he's saying
01:14:11.420 Like that's a big theme
01:14:12.600 For Martin
01:14:13.140 Because a lot of the
01:14:14.880 Lyrical themes
01:14:16.040 Are about like
01:14:16.900 Not deferring
01:14:18.500 Your gratification
01:14:20.000 I think
01:14:20.520 With that lyric
01:14:21.340 That is about
01:14:22.160 Deferring your gratification
01:14:23.180 The narrowest path
01:14:24.020 Is always the holiest
01:14:25.000 You know
01:14:26.760 A lot of the
01:14:27.480 The tunes are like
01:14:29.020 You know
01:14:29.580 Like the track
01:14:30.560 Prior
01:14:30.960 I would do it all again
01:14:32.200 Lose my way
01:14:32.900 And fall again
01:14:33.500 Like in other words
01:14:34.120 I would not defer
01:14:35.240 My gratification
01:14:35.960 I would go
01:14:36.700 For the present
01:14:37.840 Joy
01:14:39.180 And take the pain
01:14:40.020 Later
01:14:40.420 And
01:14:41.380 Yeah
01:14:42.640 I think
01:14:43.340 With the
01:14:44.240 Idol talk
01:14:45.460 And
01:14:46.080 Hollow promises
01:14:47.980 It's kind of like
01:14:49.200 A criticism
01:14:50.220 Of
01:14:50.680 Cheating
01:14:52.120 Judases
01:14:52.640 And doubting
01:14:53.220 Thomases
01:14:53.720 It's almost like
01:14:54.460 An atheist critique
01:14:56.180 Or something like
01:14:56.760 Don't just stand there
01:14:58.380 And shout it
01:14:58.880 Do something about it
01:14:59.660 Like
01:14:59.820 Don't talk about
01:15:00.880 You know
01:15:01.600 Your goodness
01:15:02.180 Or whatever
01:15:02.620 Just be about it
01:15:03.880 Like if you believe
01:15:04.820 Well I don't think
01:15:05.820 It's an atheist critique
01:15:06.940 It's Jesus' critique
01:15:08.240 Right
01:15:08.860 You've got to do that
01:15:10.120 I mean
01:15:10.360 Because one of the
01:15:11.120 Ironies of the Gospels
01:15:12.360 Is that the
01:15:13.040 I mean
01:15:14.200 This shows up in John
01:15:15.160 Like no one knows
01:15:16.260 What's happened
01:15:17.000 They haven't
01:15:17.640 They haven't read
01:15:18.500 The scripture
01:15:19.040 They don't believe it
01:15:20.240 They're hiding away
01:15:21.220 And Jesus has to
01:15:23.080 Show them
01:15:23.860 His wounds
01:15:24.600 And he is
01:15:26.260 Challenging them
01:15:27.180 In a way
01:15:27.680 It's like
01:15:28.540 I know you're
01:15:29.400 Going to cheat
01:15:29.920 I know you're
01:15:30.620 Going to doubt
01:15:31.120 But you've got
01:15:32.600 To do something
01:15:33.160 About it
01:15:33.480 You've got to
01:15:33.840 Walk this path
01:15:34.960 To be with me
01:15:36.840 That will survive
01:15:40.400 The harshest
01:15:43.560 Conditions
01:15:44.800 And stay
01:15:47.600 Your life
01:15:48.700 Through difficult decisions
01:15:52.200 So make up your mind
01:15:55.980 For me
01:15:56.820 Walk the line
01:15:59.420 For me
01:16:00.140 If you want my love
01:16:04.200 If you want my love
01:16:08.180 I will talk
01:16:16.720 And
01:16:18.160 Harrow promises
01:16:20.720 Cheating Jesus
01:16:24.500 Doubt your promises
01:16:28.200 Don't just stand there and shout it
01:16:32.400 Do something about us
01:16:36.380 Do something about us
01:16:36.440 Just skip ahead real quick
01:16:54.040 I'll skip in your room
01:16:55.540 Just for a little bit
01:16:56.240 So we're now on the
01:16:57.160 B side of the record
01:16:59.040 I think the B side
01:16:59.940 Is even greater than
01:17:00.920 The A side
01:17:02.400 If that's possible
01:17:03.960 I think
01:17:06.860 Get right with me
01:17:07.920 It's a companion song
01:17:09.200 To Judas
01:17:09.680 And it's again
01:17:10.540 Sung
01:17:11.320 From the perspective
01:17:12.600 Of Jesus
01:17:13.180 It's kind of interesting
01:17:15.160 Because you have
01:17:15.520 Some of the sentiment
01:17:16.240 From like
01:17:16.860 People are people
01:17:17.840 Or even people
01:17:18.520 Are good
01:17:19.060 From
01:17:19.400 Memento Mori
01:17:20.700 I will have faith
01:17:23.220 In man
01:17:23.820 That is hard
01:17:24.660 To understand
01:17:25.480 Show some humility
01:17:27.760 You have the ability
01:17:29.180 Get right with me
01:17:30.440 Friends
01:17:31.780 If you've lost your way
01:17:32.840 You will find it again
01:17:33.860 Someday
01:17:34.700 Come down from your pedestals
01:17:36.600 And open your mouth
01:17:37.760 That's all
01:17:38.440 Get right with me
01:17:39.940 Now open your mouth
01:17:40.820 Is interesting
01:17:41.500 Is it singing a gospel song
01:17:44.080 Or is it taking in
01:17:46.020 The wafer of the Eucharist
01:17:47.620 I think it's kind of
01:17:49.580 Both
01:17:51.060 People take my advice
01:17:52.860 I already told you
01:17:53.520 Once or twice
01:17:54.160 Don't waste your energy
01:17:55.220 Making apologies
01:17:56.280 Get right with me
01:17:57.380 Get right with Jesus
01:17:58.720 And you'll go to heaven
01:17:59.640 I mean I
01:18:00.100 I think that is
01:18:01.140 What is happening
01:18:01.920 In this song
01:18:02.600 As well
01:18:03.600 I will have faith
01:18:15.600 In man
01:18:19.440 That is hard to
01:18:22.840 Understand
01:18:25.720 Show some humility
01:18:29.600 You have the ability
01:18:33.060 Get right with me
01:18:37.060 Friends
01:18:44.260 If you've lost your way
01:18:47.720 You will find it
01:18:51.720 For the gate
01:18:53.380 For the gate
01:18:53.460 For the gate
01:18:53.480 For the gate
01:18:53.520 For the gate
01:18:54.560 Some day
01:18:55.300 Come down from your pedestals
01:18:59.080 Open your mouth
01:19:01.600 That's all
01:19:03.060 Get right with me
01:19:06.100 Life
01:19:13.840 Life is such a sure thing
01:19:17.120 That I cannot comprehend
01:19:23.440 But if this life
01:19:29.120 Burner for the gate
01:19:30.460 For the gate
01:19:31.960 There are ways
01:19:35.920 I know
01:19:36.840 It may
01:19:37.460 There are ways
01:19:37.880 I know
01:19:38.460 It may
01:19:39.460 People take my advice
01:19:49.800 Already told you once
01:19:52.460 Yeah
01:19:53.760 Yeah
01:19:53.800 The song is
01:19:54.780 Yeah
01:19:55.460 I love it
01:19:56.800 I love the sound of it
01:19:57.800 I don't think it's just a filler
01:19:59.800 I mean it is not
01:20:00.940 It's not a single
01:20:01.620 But yeah
01:20:02.120 It's a great
01:20:02.780 It's a great song
01:20:04.120 Very gospel-y
01:20:05.620 Very
01:20:06.020 Yeah
01:20:06.620 Hip-hop-y
01:20:07.220 With the record scratches
01:20:09.120 Yeah
01:20:10.000 They did it in the best way
01:20:12.480 Because you don't
01:20:13.280 Like if you listen to
01:20:14.340 The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
01:20:15.760 Or something
01:20:16.100 It's really obvious
01:20:17.140 And just very
01:20:17.960 Like early 90s
01:20:19.040 But then this includes that
01:20:21.220 But it's just done so well
01:20:24.980 It's integrated into the whole song
01:20:26.740 And it sounds
01:20:27.620 It's cool
01:20:28.500 Yeah
01:20:29.600 Definitely
01:20:30.180 And it's not
01:20:30.780 I don't think any
01:20:31.780 Another thing I'll say about this record
01:20:33.020 Is I don't think any of this
01:20:34.000 Sounds really dated
01:20:35.740 Like whatsoever
01:20:36.520 I think you could play this
01:20:37.660 No
01:20:38.180 In, you know
01:20:39.500 2023
01:20:40.160 1993
01:20:41.120 2003
01:20:42.100 Yeah
01:20:42.600 Definitely
01:20:43.960 Exciter sounds dated
01:20:46.080 Actually
01:20:46.680 Yeah
01:20:47.480 It sounds like
01:20:49.060 George W. Bush album
01:21:08.180 In your room
01:21:17.880 In your room
01:21:30.960 Where time stands still
01:21:35.420 We let the morning come soon
01:21:46.640 We leave me lying here
01:21:53.140 In your favorite darkness
01:21:57.600 Your favorite heart light
01:22:03.060 Your favorite consciousness
01:22:07.460 Your favorite sleigh
01:22:12.580 In your room
01:22:20.280 In your room
01:22:36.280 Where souls disappear
01:22:40.460 Okay
01:22:42.460 In your room
01:22:44.200 In your room
01:22:44.240 In your room
01:22:44.300 In your room
01:22:44.460 Might be my favorite song
01:22:46.180 On here
01:22:46.680 And
01:22:47.500 I think
01:22:50.380 This
01:22:51.320 Is
01:22:52.300 Amazing
01:22:53.640 so there's an in your room
01:22:56.600 song also called that by the
01:22:58.600 bangles and it's about kind of
01:23:00.600 what you think it would be about
01:23:02.120 you know meeting a guy
01:23:04.340 in his room
01:23:05.220 I think this is much deeper
01:23:22.620 and I think this song
01:23:26.340 is actually about hell
01:23:27.700 and it is
01:23:30.580 one of the best
01:23:32.360 poetic expressions
01:23:34.660 of hell
01:23:35.420 that I've ever heard
01:23:38.600 and I think it's one of their
01:23:40.800 greatest songs
01:23:41.800 in their entire body
01:23:44.980 of work because of this
01:23:46.440 but if you just listen to it
01:23:48.480 in your room where time stands still
01:23:50.960 now time standing still
01:23:52.940 that's a common trope of
01:23:54.940 you know
01:23:55.780 you're in love
01:23:56.740 or love making
01:23:57.500 or something like that
01:23:58.980 I think in
01:23:59.480 for whom the bell tolls
01:24:01.880 there's like the earth stood still
01:24:03.480 scene
01:24:04.020 or love scene
01:24:04.700 or something like that
01:24:05.260 anyway
01:24:05.620 where time stands still
01:24:07.700 that could also mean
01:24:08.540 you're never leaving
01:24:09.400 or moves at your will
01:24:12.180 will you let the morning
01:24:13.960 come soon
01:24:14.840 as the rise of the sun
01:24:17.000 will you leave me lying here
01:24:19.380 in your favorite darkness
01:24:20.880 your favorite half life
01:24:23.380 your favorite consciousness
01:24:25.460 your favorite slave
01:24:27.780 I mean if you're anything
01:24:29.380 in hell
01:24:30.200 you're Satan's slave
01:24:32.100 in your room
01:24:33.820 where souls disappear
01:24:35.480 only you exist here
01:24:38.080 in a way you're separated
01:24:39.680 from Jesus
01:24:40.240 but you're with the devil
01:24:42.200 will you lead me
01:24:43.700 to your armchair
01:24:44.780 it's kind of curious
01:24:45.880 will you leave me lying here
01:24:48.000 your favorite innocence
01:24:49.360 your favorite prize
01:24:51.120 your favorite smile
01:24:52.620 your favorite slave
01:24:53.820 again
01:24:54.560 a lot of this could be read
01:24:56.620 as
01:24:57.840 you know
01:24:59.280 it's a drug song
01:25:00.320 or it's maybe a little bit
01:25:01.620 of master and servant
01:25:02.580 thrown in there
01:25:03.460 yeah I think that's true
01:25:05.420 but I think those are like
01:25:06.340 the outer layer
01:25:07.680 of what this is really about
01:25:09.660 I'm hanging on your words
01:25:11.600 living on your breath
01:25:12.680 feeling with your skin
01:25:13.900 will I always be here
01:25:16.000 in your room
01:25:18.480 your burning eyes
01:25:19.640 cause flames to arise
01:25:21.260 all right
01:25:21.620 now it's getting maybe obvious
01:25:22.920 now
01:25:23.420 again
01:25:24.100 you could read that
01:25:25.080 as like lustful
01:25:26.400 I'm here drugged out
01:25:27.860 you're my favorite lover
01:25:29.440 I don't think that's
01:25:30.580 what it's about
01:25:31.220 will you let the fire
01:25:33.600 die down soon
01:25:34.560 or will I always be here
01:25:36.440 your favorite passion
01:25:37.660 your favorite game
01:25:38.900 your favorite mirror
01:25:40.520 I mean I love that line
01:25:43.560 your favorite
01:25:45.820 I don't even know
01:25:46.720 quite what it means
01:25:47.700 it's just highly visual
01:25:49.280 and evocative
01:25:50.160 your favorite slave
01:25:52.200 I'm hanging on your words
01:25:53.300 living on your breath
01:25:54.220 feeling with your skin
01:25:55.360 will I always be here
01:25:56.980 and yeah
01:25:59.240 it's a question
01:25:59.960 the answer is yes
01:26:01.160 in your room
01:26:14.720 your burning eyes
01:26:19.800 cause flames to arise
01:26:24.420 will you let the fire
01:26:28.080 die down soon
01:26:30.080 will you let the fire die down soon
01:26:30.140 oh I always be here
01:26:37.160 your favorite passion
01:26:41.300 your favorite moon
01:26:45.940 your favorite mirror
01:26:50.820 your favorite slave
01:26:55.760 your favorite slave
01:26:57.860 I'm hanging on your words
01:27:01.900 living on your breath
01:27:04.200 feeling with your skin
01:27:06.740 will I always be here
01:27:09.840 I'm hanging on your words
01:27:11.720 living on your breath
01:27:14.020 feeling with your skin
01:27:16.620 will I always be here
01:27:19.620 Hanging on your words, living on your breath, feeling with your skin, will I always be?
01:27:49.620 Even the Favorite Slave. I mean, again, you could write that off as like, you know, once again, Martin Gore is interested in SM or something. I think it's so much deeper than that.
01:27:59.740 Yes, I agree.
01:28:01.820 I, it's creepy.
01:28:05.120 I have a quote here that Martin actually, I thought was pretty interesting that Martin was talking about. He recalls filming the music video.
01:28:14.880 The worst memory about In Your Room is the making of the video. We spent a whole day in the studio filming and I probably had lunch at some point, but it was just something really small, like half a sandwich.
01:28:25.460 We finished filming at about eight o'clock and went back to the hotel and I forgot to eat. We went to the bar and I didn't eat.
01:28:31.200 We went out to a club, met some guy who gave me some stuff. So I was up all night until probably nine or 10 in the morning.
01:28:37.400 We had a band meeting at 12 o'clock and I managed to sleep for about an hour. Then I got up and I've never felt so dreadful in my life. I managed to literally crawl to this meeting.
01:28:46.720 I had to lay on the floor just saying yes or no. That was all I could muster. And that was when I went into a seizure. So whenever I think of this video, I just think, oh God, it brings back terrible memories.
01:28:58.480 So yeah, he was in hell while doing it. That's interesting.
01:29:07.400 We'll be right back.
01:29:37.400 What do you think Rush is about? Is it a drug song? I mean, is that obvious?
01:30:06.000 Yeah, I think so.
01:30:08.160 I like it, but it doesn't quite fit in my interpretation of the album as this little passion play of...
01:30:15.780 No, I agree. I think it's about when I come up, I rush for you. I get high for you or get high with you or head rush, something like that.
01:30:27.680 But I think it's kind of intentionally confusing a drug experience for a religious experience.
01:30:33.760 And it's definitely a banger of a song. Like, that is such a great song to listen to them play live. I mean, it's a great song in the studio version as well. But to hear them play this live is like, oh man.
01:30:48.300 Well, I'm down on my knees again.
01:31:00.300 And I pray to the only one who has the strength to bear the pain, to forgive all the things that I have done.
01:31:11.180 Oh girl, lead me into your darkness when this world is trying its hardest to leave me unimpressed.
01:31:26.540 Just one caress, you and I am blessed.
01:31:34.540 One caress, it's interesting. This reminds me quite a bit of Little Fifteen in terms of the orchestration, the strings.
01:32:00.480 But I think it, I remember you mentioned a couple podcasts back of this, this almost like dark female figure who's taking you away to death, like kind of almost like a female grim reaper or something.
01:32:15.500 I think that is in here because, you know, well, I'm down on my knees again. So he's praying. So you could, you know, kind of think of the mercy in you and things like that.
01:32:26.980 And I pray to the only one who has the strength to bear the pain, to forgive all the things that I've done.
01:32:32.420 So very similar sentiment to mercy in you. There's almost these like companion aspects to it.
01:32:37.880 But I think it's a little bit different. Oh girl, lead me into your darkness when the world is trying its hardest to leave me unimpressed.
01:32:46.420 Just one caress from you and I'm blessed.
01:32:49.040 It almost strikes me as like the depressive song. The world is nothing. It leaves me unimpressed.
01:32:58.880 And there's almost like a theme of this dark female figure, maybe death that will take you out of it.
01:33:05.940 But that's the feeling I got.
01:33:10.240 Yeah. Would that be dressed in black, right?
01:33:12.600 I'm dressed in black again.
01:33:14.740 Yeah.
01:33:15.040 Yeah. From Black Celebration.
01:33:16.400 There's definitely an aspect to that.
01:33:17.720 But you know, a different song on Black Celebration that this reminded me of is It Doesn't Matter 2.
01:33:23.200 They're both very stripped down ballads, but they both do this tritone jump from A minor to E flat.
01:33:36.160 Well, in the case of It Doesn't Matter 2, it's E flat to A minor.
01:33:40.860 But yeah, I mean, this kind of jump that is a pretty big lift, you know, in songs that you can tell that A minor and E flat don't belong together.
01:33:53.200 As I lay here with you, the shame lies with us.
01:34:14.040 We talk of love and trust that doesn't matter.
01:34:19.280 Though we may be...
01:34:24.580 Also, when essentially Martin Gore lyric, I have to believe that sin can make a better man.
01:34:30.760 Yeah, that's what I was going to mention.
01:34:32.660 Yeah.
01:34:33.340 It's almost like he's saying like sometimes things have to get ugly before they can get better.
01:34:39.560 Like you have to sin, you have to get weak in order to get strong.
01:34:42.680 I always loved the night, and now you are for me, eternal darkness.
01:34:54.200 Well, I have to believe that sin can make a better man.
01:35:06.680 It's the mood that I am in, it's left us back where we began.
01:35:14.420 Oh, girl, lead me into your darkness.
01:35:20.440 When this world is trying its hardest to leave me unimpressed.
01:35:29.540 Just one grace from you and I am blessed.
01:35:36.140 Higher love is the final song, and it, you know, what is it about exactly?
01:35:50.480 I do think that it is questing for some kind of religion.
01:35:57.960 And it's interesting that they close the album with that and open the concert on the devotional tour.
01:36:07.700 I can taste more than feel.
01:36:09.900 This burning inside is so real.
01:36:11.800 I can almost lay my hands upon the warm glow that lingers on.
01:36:16.260 Moved, lift me higher.
01:36:18.140 My soul's on fire by a higher love.
01:36:20.820 It does seem to express the, you know, charismatic religious experience in these lyrics.
01:36:30.340 And so it kind of ends the album with going to God or going to a religious community to find him, etc.
01:36:43.760 I mean, again, I think all of these songs can kind of be read as rock songs, I guess.
01:36:49.800 I mean, this is kind of the period we're in.
01:36:51.720 But I don't think that's all there is.
01:36:54.440 Or at the very least, it's a drug song that all of the metaphors are Christian.
01:36:59.120 Heaven bound on the wings of love.
01:37:01.080 There's so much that you can rise above.
01:37:02.940 Heaven bound on the wings of love.
01:37:18.860 There's so much that you can rise above.
01:37:24.580 Moved, lift me higher.
01:37:30.500 Moved.
01:37:55.040 Moved.
01:37:55.520 I surrender
01:38:04.900 Heart and soul
01:38:07.600 Sacrifice to a higher
01:38:11.200 Nose
01:38:15.340 Come on!
01:38:25.520 Come on!
01:38:55.520 Christian music.
01:38:58.860 They get older, they've grown,
01:39:02.240 but they're willing to do that.
01:39:05.940 They're not just singing love songs.
01:39:08.800 You know, Martin can write good love songs
01:39:10.900 like Somebody or Something,
01:39:12.260 but it's a Christian song,
01:39:14.740 and it's about trying to get in touch
01:39:19.120 with God as a force of universal love.
01:39:24.300 But it's, you know,
01:39:25.920 it sounds a little bit clunky maybe when I say it,
01:39:28.120 but it's a very sincere song,
01:39:30.620 and they have the confidence to do that.
01:39:33.900 Yeah, it's definitely, you know,
01:39:38.520 like this song just kind of speaks devotional,
01:39:42.440 sounds like Gregorian chants.
01:39:44.860 Like, I mean, it kind of takes you back
01:39:47.140 to like the 9th century or 11th century.
01:39:49.900 Something like, you know,
01:39:50.880 it's middle ages, dark ages kind of vibes
01:39:54.040 from it for sure.
01:39:56.620 It's, I think actually this is my favorite song
01:39:59.220 on the album.
01:40:00.220 I love that long intro,
01:40:02.400 and it just builds up to this,
01:40:05.060 and it's got a little bit of a key change there
01:40:07.420 from A minor to C minor.
01:40:09.940 Yeah, it's a,
01:40:11.180 I think it's a beautiful song.
01:40:12.760 And like I said before,
01:40:14.040 and I'm not sure which podcast,
01:40:15.920 when I was in Chicago watching Depeche Mode,
01:40:19.760 the guy next to me was like,
01:40:21.300 oh man, I hope they play High or Love.
01:40:23.160 And I was like, yeah, me too,
01:40:24.380 but they're definitely not going to play that song.
01:40:27.220 And this actually was contested as a single,
01:40:31.280 but obviously it was outvoted.
01:40:33.800 So.
01:40:34.220 What were the singles?
01:40:34.900 I Feel You, Walking in My Shoes,
01:40:36.460 and Condemnation?
01:40:38.100 Yeah.
01:40:38.920 And then Rushed and In Your Room?
01:40:39.840 Wow, they had.
01:40:41.160 No, so it would have been Condemnation,
01:40:45.600 I Feel You, Walking in My Shoes,
01:40:47.520 it's three, there's a four of,
01:40:49.760 In Your Room.
01:40:50.460 In Your Room, yeah.
01:40:51.700 And, but even One Caress,
01:40:53.700 like I said, gets a,
01:40:54.860 it's a B-side,
01:40:55.740 but it still gets a music video.
01:40:57.480 I mean, again,
01:40:58.460 Yeah.
01:40:59.020 Martin is just so on
01:41:01.060 as far as songwriting
01:41:02.620 during this time period.
01:41:04.200 We're on!
01:41:19.760 Walk with me
01:41:29.220 Open your sensitive mouth
01:41:33.740 Talk to me
01:41:35.240 Hold out your delicate hands
01:41:38.340 Feel me
01:41:39.660 Couldn't make any plans to conceal me
01:41:44.020 Open your sensitive mouth
01:41:47.280 Open your sensitive mouth
01:41:47.320 Open your sensitive mouth
01:41:47.520 Open your sensitive mouth
01:41:49.200 We're such a sensitive mouth
01:41:51.820 I'm easy to see
01:41:53.640 When I come up
01:41:58.280 When I'm lost
01:42:00.460 It's worth mentioning
01:42:14.580 this is Alan's
01:42:15.980 last
01:42:17.960 hurrah
01:42:19.740 with the band
01:42:20.640 And
01:42:21.960 He, he said
01:42:24.620 a few times
01:42:25.800 There are these
01:42:26.760 quotes from
01:42:27.960 Stripped
01:42:29.460 Just saying like
01:42:30.560 when he was recording this
01:42:31.680 This is not enjoyable
01:42:33.160 And
01:42:34.680 I don't want this
01:42:36.200 to ever
01:42:36.880 occur again
01:42:38.640 I don't know
01:42:40.360 if he has regrets
01:42:41.460 about that
01:42:42.180 I have regrets
01:42:45.100 I wish he would have stayed
01:42:47.860 But
01:42:48.440 I
01:42:49.520 And, you know
01:42:50.780 He doesn't express regrets
01:42:52.220 in an interview
01:42:52.740 But I wonder if he
01:42:53.980 really has them
01:42:56.600 Maybe
01:42:57.800 Yeah
01:42:59.040 Issued a statement
01:43:00.700 at the press
01:43:01.380 regarding the decision
01:43:02.300 to leave Depeche Mode
01:43:03.180 Due to increasing
01:43:04.500 dissatisfaction
01:43:05.600 with the internal relations
01:43:06.960 and working practices
01:43:08.080 of the group
01:43:08.720 It is with some sadness
01:43:10.340 that I have decided
01:43:11.160 to part company
01:43:11.840 from Depeche Mode
01:43:12.720 My decision to leave
01:43:14.120 the group
01:43:14.600 was not an easy one
01:43:15.720 particularly
01:43:16.180 as our last few albums
01:43:17.620 were an indication
01:43:19.080 of the full potential
01:43:20.320 that Depeche Mode
01:43:21.240 was realizing
01:43:22.980 Since joining
01:43:24.120 in 1982
01:43:24.820 I have continually
01:43:26.900 striven to give
01:43:27.980 total energy
01:43:29.040 enthusiasm
01:43:29.700 and commitment
01:43:30.320 to the furthering
01:43:31.300 of the group's success
01:43:32.220 And in spite
01:43:33.380 of a consistent imbalance
01:43:34.700 in the distribution
01:43:36.400 of the workload
01:43:37.300 willingly offered this
01:43:39.380 While I believe
01:43:41.200 that the caliber
01:43:41.760 of our musical output
01:43:42.620 has improved
01:43:43.380 the quality
01:43:43.980 of our association
01:43:45.160 has deteriorated
01:43:46.320 to the point
01:43:47.320 where I no longer feel
01:43:48.440 that the end
01:43:48.960 justifies the means
01:43:49.920 I have no wish
01:43:50.640 to cast aspersions
01:43:51.640 on any individual
01:43:52.520 Suffice it to say
01:43:54.000 that relations
01:43:54.660 have become
01:43:55.160 seriously strained
01:43:56.120 increasingly frustrating
01:43:57.300 and ultimately
01:43:58.260 in certain situations
01:43:59.360 intolerable
01:44:00.200 And I do think
01:44:02.500 that they've suffered
01:44:03.600 post-Allen
01:44:04.880 And even Dave said
01:44:07.080 personally
01:44:07.820 I mean he
01:44:08.300 obviously Allen left
01:44:09.580 while Dave was in
01:44:10.480 utter downward spiral
01:44:13.680 but he kind of
01:44:15.220 appreciates him
01:44:16.080 after the fact
01:44:17.020 and wish he could
01:44:18.180 have said that
01:44:19.720 to him
01:44:20.800 I mean what was it
01:44:22.840 I mean do you think
01:44:23.320 it was Fletch
01:44:23.960 also getting
01:44:24.720 a quarter
01:44:25.340 of the profits
01:44:26.440 and doing nothing
01:44:28.060 Totally
01:44:28.660 I mean was it
01:44:29.080 that simple
01:44:30.000 this is kind of
01:44:30.680 basic resentment
01:44:31.500 I don't think
01:44:32.500 it's that simple
01:44:33.380 but yeah
01:44:34.000 that's definitely
01:44:34.520 part of it
01:44:35.200 and if he's
01:44:36.660 the one
01:44:37.020 spending time
01:44:38.060 in the studio
01:44:38.740 like working
01:44:39.840 I mean there
01:44:40.460 there's interviews
01:44:41.180 where they're laughing
01:44:41.900 they're like
01:44:42.320 yeah we'll just
01:44:43.200 have Al do it
01:44:43.980 and Allen said
01:44:45.020 before I was the
01:44:45.760 only one who
01:44:46.180 attended the mixes
01:44:47.000 I was in the studio
01:44:48.560 to the bitter end
01:44:49.500 with Flood
01:44:50.440 and I guess
01:44:52.280 like things
01:44:52.900 have gotten so bad
01:44:53.960 with Allen
01:44:54.620 and Fletch
01:44:55.240 that Fletch said
01:44:56.140 this isn't one
01:44:57.380 of those documentaries
01:44:58.080 that Fletch said
01:44:58.840 I wasn't gonna
01:44:59.600 I told him I wasn't
01:45:00.640 gonna make another
01:45:01.220 album with him
01:45:02.000 again
01:45:02.520 who the fuck
01:45:03.380 are you dude
01:45:04.020 you don't do
01:45:04.660 you don't contribute
01:45:05.520 anything
01:45:06.640 you know
01:45:07.720 and
01:45:08.540 yeah
01:45:09.940 I would be
01:45:11.940 pretty upset
01:45:12.860 I mean
01:45:13.180 who was the one
01:45:14.360 when Fletch
01:45:15.500 on the exotic tour
01:45:17.360 took a break
01:45:19.100 because he was
01:45:19.920 clinically depressed
01:45:20.800 and I'm not making
01:45:21.880 fun of him for that
01:45:22.680 I'm just saying
01:45:23.220 who was the one
01:45:24.060 that took
01:45:25.320 Daryl Bomanti
01:45:26.940 their
01:45:27.360 one of their
01:45:28.160 tour managers
01:45:28.900 or roadies
01:45:29.900 and taught him
01:45:30.800 Fletch's parts
01:45:31.600 that was Allen
01:45:32.240 you know
01:45:33.120 yeah
01:45:33.460 and then that
01:45:34.700 that was during
01:45:35.520 a vacation in Hawaii
01:45:36.640 for two weeks
01:45:37.440 he was doing that
01:45:38.480 who was remixing
01:45:39.820 all these songs
01:45:40.680 I mean he didn't
01:45:41.080 have to
01:45:41.600 but he wanted
01:45:42.840 a better show
01:45:43.540 and for the exotic
01:45:45.280 tour
01:45:45.600 that was Allen
01:45:46.840 mostly
01:45:47.700 I mean definitely
01:45:48.500 Steve Lyon
01:45:49.220 was helping him
01:45:50.300 from what I understand
01:45:51.820 I think Dave
01:45:53.120 and Allen
01:45:53.580 had probably
01:45:54.600 the closest relationship
01:45:55.760 but I don't think
01:45:56.280 there were
01:45:56.660 I think there were
01:45:57.400 definitely two different
01:45:58.160 people
01:45:58.580 and it is a shame
01:46:00.540 that Dave never
01:46:01.280 reached out for him
01:46:02.180 but as far as I understand
01:46:04.320 at a certain point
01:46:06.560 each album
01:46:07.300 Allen started to exert
01:46:08.800 more and more control
01:46:09.780 which I don't
01:46:11.240 think is
01:46:12.240 controversial
01:46:13.000 because he's the one
01:46:14.040 in the studio
01:46:14.560 and so
01:46:16.340 that became
01:46:18.160 I guess
01:46:18.700 I remember
01:46:19.820 in one of those documentaries
01:46:21.320 Dave was saying
01:46:22.620 that Martin
01:46:23.380 was saying
01:46:24.180 that oh he's trying
01:46:24.920 to take over
01:46:25.580 and Dave was saying
01:46:27.300 like no
01:46:27.700 he's just really
01:46:28.260 just trying to get
01:46:28.900 his ideas across
01:46:29.900 but yeah
01:46:31.080 I mean this
01:46:31.660 out
01:46:32.220 this era
01:46:32.960 91 to 94
01:46:34.480 is where I think
01:46:35.800 Allen shines
01:46:36.620 you know
01:46:37.520 just
01:46:37.940 he's at his peak
01:46:39.000 because
01:46:39.900 I don't know
01:46:41.240 if you listen
01:46:41.740 to those
01:46:42.280 live shows
01:46:44.940 of the exotic tour
01:46:45.920 he's doing
01:46:46.780 he was the one
01:46:47.380 that rearranged
01:46:48.280 for example
01:46:48.720 Rush
01:46:49.180 Everything Counts
01:46:50.400 did a remix
01:46:51.000 to I Want You Now
01:46:52.340 A Question of Time
01:46:54.420 and even A Question of Lust
01:46:56.000 it's a little bit more
01:46:56.800 stripped down
01:46:57.460 but he's going
01:46:58.520 you know
01:46:59.480 and staying in the studio
01:47:00.800 hours on end
01:47:01.780 and really remaking
01:47:03.520 a lot of these songs
01:47:04.400 and making them
01:47:05.140 his own
01:47:06.360 and I think
01:47:07.440 it's actually
01:47:07.960 their peak
01:47:08.700 and it's a shame
01:47:09.560 that none of these
01:47:10.540 remixes
01:47:11.040 it's a shame
01:47:11.660 that the exotic
01:47:12.360 tour
01:47:12.960 the 94
01:47:14.160 tour
01:47:15.460 does not have
01:47:17.280 a live album
01:47:18.820 or something
01:47:19.420 like that
01:47:19.860 because
01:47:20.140 you have to get
01:47:20.760 like these
01:47:21.140 YouTube
01:47:21.500 like bootlegs
01:47:22.500 that have been
01:47:23.380 kind of processed
01:47:24.520 yeah
01:47:25.260 you sent me
01:47:26.220 some of these
01:47:26.660 bootlegs
01:47:27.420 they're really
01:47:28.560 fascinating
01:47:29.360 the songs
01:47:29.920 sound different
01:47:31.000 yeah
01:47:31.820 I would agree
01:47:32.580 darker
01:47:33.480 yeah
01:47:34.700 darker
01:47:35.420 even kind of
01:47:36.060 rocking
01:47:36.700 as well
01:47:37.420 like
01:47:37.720 playing
01:47:39.380 a
01:47:40.540 question of time
01:47:41.660 on a guitar
01:47:42.240 and
01:47:43.880 things like that
01:47:45.360 it's
01:47:45.760 it's amazing
01:47:46.280 it also does feel
01:47:47.360 like bootleg
01:47:47.940 I mean
01:47:48.160 Martin
01:47:48.940 kind of
01:47:49.300 sings out
01:47:49.740 of tune
01:47:50.180 in a couple
01:47:50.600 of places
01:47:51.120 as well
01:47:51.780 oh yeah
01:47:52.260 yeah
01:47:52.660 definitely
01:47:53.180 and he's
01:47:53.880 like about
01:47:54.360 to like
01:47:54.720 collapse
01:47:55.240 on all
01:47:56.020 these
01:47:56.300 on the devotional
01:47:58.920 tour
01:47:59.120 and the exotic
01:47:59.760 tour
01:48:00.060 and you
01:48:01.360 can see it
01:48:02.040 in the
01:48:02.840 devotional
01:48:03.480 tour
01:48:03.660 when he's
01:48:04.060 singing
01:48:04.300 Judas
01:48:04.760 it's like
01:48:05.200 at any
01:48:05.760 moment
01:48:06.000 he looks
01:48:06.320 like he
01:48:06.600 could just
01:48:06.880 keel over
01:48:07.580 and you
01:48:08.280 know
01:48:08.400 have another
01:48:09.100 seizure
01:48:09.460 or whatever
01:48:09.840 but
01:48:10.680 yeah
01:48:11.480 I guess
01:48:12.040 the 90
01:48:13.080 the exotic
01:48:13.940 tour
01:48:14.280 Fletch
01:48:14.820 and Martin
01:48:15.380 didn't want
01:48:15.840 to do it
01:48:16.220 and Dave
01:48:16.860 and Alan
01:48:17.400 were all
01:48:17.780 about it
01:48:18.340 and so
01:48:18.960 they ended
01:48:19.300 up doing
01:48:19.780 it
01:48:20.100 but
01:48:20.660 I think
01:48:21.700 like Daniel
01:48:22.320 Miller
01:48:22.560 said
01:48:22.960 like there
01:48:23.300 was a huge
01:48:23.980 disaster
01:48:24.840 of a tour
01:48:25.360 and I
01:48:25.960 have a little
01:48:26.800 bit of a quote
01:48:27.520 I want to read
01:48:28.020 about that tour
01:48:28.840 because I think
01:48:29.600 the devotional
01:48:30.220 tour gets a lot
01:48:30.960 of press
01:48:31.480 and rightfully
01:48:32.040 so
01:48:32.440 they have a
01:48:33.540 devotional
01:48:34.260 live album
01:48:35.040 but the exotic
01:48:35.760 tour
01:48:36.080 for me
01:48:36.720 is
01:48:37.560 is the peak
01:48:39.260 so Dave
01:48:40.120 says
01:48:40.360 we had a
01:48:40.700 fully paid
01:48:41.240 psychiatrist
01:48:41.880 on the road
01:48:42.460 as well
01:48:42.920 pretty funny
01:48:43.640 I never
01:48:43.960 went to see
01:48:44.480 him
01:48:44.620 I didn't
01:48:45.120 have any
01:48:45.480 of those
01:48:45.720 problems
01:48:46.100 ha ha ha
01:48:46.760 not psychological
01:48:47.900 anyway
01:48:48.380 I even took
01:48:49.200 it so far
01:48:49.720 as to be
01:48:50.040 desperate
01:48:50.400 to get
01:48:50.760 primal
01:48:51.160 primal scream
01:48:52.260 to come
01:48:52.680 on the road
01:48:53.080 with us
01:48:53.480 they were
01:48:53.940 perfect
01:48:54.340 absolutely
01:48:54.820 perfect
01:48:55.360 I love
01:48:56.040 that last
01:48:56.500 album
01:48:56.820 everything
01:48:57.220 about them
01:48:57.860 was what
01:48:58.300 I wanted
01:48:58.700 us to be
01:48:59.340 that was
01:48:59.800 my fantasy
01:49:00.340 we had
01:49:00.660 a lot
01:49:00.900 of fun
01:49:01.200 actually
01:49:01.500 a lot
01:49:01.740 of good
01:49:01.960 times
01:49:02.300 they'd
01:49:02.780 always
01:49:03.000 be in
01:49:03.260 my dressing
01:49:03.720 room
01:49:04.060 yeah
01:49:04.820 um
01:49:05.560 primal scream
01:49:08.820 is
01:49:09.080 they're
01:49:10.100 almost
01:49:10.320 to
01:49:10.580 blame
01:49:11.140 for
01:49:11.560 killing
01:49:12.360 Dave
01:49:12.820 yeah
01:49:15.280 i've got
01:49:27.720 to get
01:49:28.160 to you
01:49:28.620 first
01:49:29.200 before
01:49:31.740 they
01:49:32.000 do
01:49:32.600 it's just
01:49:34.780 the question
01:49:35.340 of time
01:49:36.300 before
01:49:38.300 they
01:49:38.520 lay down
01:49:39.160 hands
01:49:39.660 on you
01:49:40.480 they'll
01:49:41.560 make you
01:49:42.000 just like
01:49:42.480 rest
01:49:43.140 i've got
01:49:45.300 to get
01:49:45.720 to your
01:49:46.160 bus
01:49:46.660 it's just
01:49:48.840 a question
01:49:49.400 of time
01:49:50.480 i wish
01:50:08.760 there were
01:50:09.420 better
01:50:10.000 recordings
01:50:10.720 of that
01:50:11.060 you sent
01:50:11.480 me some
01:50:11.860 of these
01:50:12.060 bootlegs
01:50:12.540 on youtube
01:50:12.900 and it
01:50:13.900 is an
01:50:14.240 amazing
01:50:14.600 thing
01:50:15.060 very rough
01:50:15.980 around the
01:50:16.400 edges
01:50:16.780 as as
01:50:18.820 well
01:50:19.180 like clearly
01:50:19.900 but um
01:50:21.140 but really
01:50:22.620 good and
01:50:23.060 really interesting
01:50:23.660 did they use
01:50:24.640 the same
01:50:25.040 corbin set
01:50:26.040 or was that
01:50:26.700 different
01:50:27.600 i mean
01:50:27.880 the the
01:50:28.680 concert you
01:50:29.320 sent me
01:50:29.620 was from
01:50:29.880 san francisco
01:50:30.780 i guess
01:50:31.140 in 1994
01:50:31.740 yeah as
01:50:33.560 far as i
01:50:33.960 understand
01:50:34.440 they used
01:50:35.720 that same
01:50:36.260 set on
01:50:36.940 the exotic
01:50:37.740 tour but i
01:50:38.360 just know
01:50:38.740 that the
01:50:40.000 exotic tour
01:50:40.560 had a lot
01:50:40.980 more outdoor
01:50:41.900 venues i mean
01:50:42.500 they were going
01:50:42.800 to a lot
01:50:43.160 hotter places
01:50:44.100 too like
01:50:44.860 hawaii
01:50:45.820 australia
01:50:47.180 um south
01:50:48.420 america
01:50:48.920 that's i
01:50:49.620 think and
01:50:50.120 south africa
01:50:50.900 man that is
01:50:52.460 just a
01:50:53.620 hidden gem
01:50:54.200 for any
01:50:54.780 tepeche mode
01:50:55.840 fanatic i'd
01:50:57.000 say is that
01:50:57.600 tour but
01:50:58.720 the last thing
01:50:59.640 i want to say
01:51:00.060 is about
01:51:00.660 alan uh
01:51:01.600 is that i
01:51:02.140 wish at
01:51:02.900 least
01:51:03.500 he and
01:51:05.200 dave would
01:51:05.840 work together
01:51:06.480 on something
01:51:07.480 because i
01:51:07.900 think that
01:51:08.280 could be
01:51:08.680 really
01:51:08.940 interesting
01:51:09.280 and they
01:51:09.600 seem to
01:51:10.100 have had
01:51:11.240 a decent
01:51:12.680 enough
01:51:13.020 relationship
01:51:13.600 but i
01:51:14.640 don't it's
01:51:15.280 hard to
01:51:15.580 tell i
01:51:15.940 mean as
01:51:16.420 far as i
01:51:16.760 understand
01:51:17.040 alan's
01:51:17.480 quit the
01:51:17.780 music
01:51:18.200 industry
01:51:18.800 uh
01:51:19.580 all
01:51:19.800 together
01:51:20.180 i don't
01:51:22.000 think he's
01:51:22.340 released
01:51:22.620 anything
01:51:23.000 since uh
01:51:24.140 liquid in
01:51:24.640 2010
01:51:25.380 on recoil
01:51:26.600 but
01:51:27.000 that's
01:51:27.780 sad
01:51:28.180 when we
01:51:39.020 got closer
01:51:39.740 the pilot
01:51:41.580 said there
01:51:42.180 was something
01:51:42.700 on the radar
01:51:43.420 that he
01:51:44.320 hadn't seen
01:51:44.860 the day
01:51:45.220 before
01:51:45.720 and we
01:51:59.680 saw for the
01:52:00.080 first time
01:52:00.680 what had
01:52:00.980 happened
01:52:01.300 in the crater
01:52:02.300 we saw
01:52:05.980 nothing but
01:52:06.540 black eyes
01:52:08.800 covered with
01:52:11.500 ash
01:52:11.980 and water
01:52:13.980 with floating
01:52:14.780 ice plugs
01:52:15.640 and ash
01:52:16.920 at the bottom
01:52:17.460 i think there
01:52:36.040 was a struggle
01:52:36.860 session between
01:52:38.100 martin and
01:52:38.760 alan i mean
01:52:40.100 fletch was kind
01:52:41.100 of like the
01:52:41.460 more obvious
01:52:42.440 antagonist
01:52:43.720 but you know
01:52:45.840 it is interesting
01:52:46.820 because you
01:52:47.420 know with
01:52:48.440 construction
01:52:48.980 time again
01:52:49.960 alan is
01:52:51.180 contributing
01:52:51.860 songs he's
01:52:53.040 credited as a
01:52:53.540 songwriter i i
01:52:54.880 think none
01:52:56.320 of them were
01:52:56.700 as maybe as
01:52:57.560 good as
01:52:58.080 martin's best
01:52:59.720 but i i think
01:53:00.420 actually a lot
01:53:01.060 of them are
01:53:01.380 kind of like
01:53:01.820 hidden gems
01:53:02.640 and things
01:53:03.940 like that
01:53:04.500 and but he
01:53:06.300 gave that up
01:53:07.240 and so
01:53:08.680 black celebration
01:53:10.380 is a martin
01:53:11.260 gore album
01:53:12.040 music for the
01:53:13.800 masses and
01:53:14.320 martin gore
01:53:14.880 i mean he
01:53:15.340 is the sole
01:53:16.260 songwriting
01:53:16.960 credit
01:53:17.380 but it's
01:53:18.280 almost like
01:53:18.820 alan you
01:53:20.280 know put
01:53:20.640 his ego
01:53:21.000 aside a
01:53:21.580 little bit
01:53:21.940 gave up
01:53:22.420 on being
01:53:23.120 the songwriter
01:53:23.900 but then
01:53:24.880 became more
01:53:26.540 implement
01:53:27.140 influential as
01:53:28.320 the producer
01:53:29.400 and remixer
01:53:31.600 and arranger
01:53:32.260 etc
01:53:32.940 yeah and
01:53:34.800 never mind the
01:53:35.300 fact that he
01:53:36.020 could play
01:53:36.560 anything two
01:53:37.460 different things
01:53:38.000 with both
01:53:38.700 hands i mean
01:53:39.420 classically trained
01:53:41.400 like he had
01:53:42.300 yeah he had
01:53:43.420 it all
01:53:43.800 and i it's
01:53:45.800 a standard
01:53:46.480 comment but
01:53:47.340 yeah they
01:53:47.880 haven't been
01:53:48.280 the same
01:53:48.700 since since
01:53:50.000 he left
01:53:50.400 there's just
01:53:50.940 no question
01:53:52.040 they're silent
01:53:53.660 i'm saying
01:53:54.120 yes
01:53:55.440 death is everywhere
01:54:07.680 death is everywhere
01:54:20.800 there are flies
01:54:25.240 on the windscreen
01:54:26.640 for a start
01:54:28.800 reminding us
01:54:33.680 we could be torn
01:54:36.900 apart
01:54:38.020 tonight
01:54:40.160 think
01:54:47.060 well
01:54:47.880 you
01:54:49.560 you
01:54:50.180 you
01:54:50.860 yeah
01:54:51.980 you
01:54:53.280 you
01:55:01.140 We'll be right back.
01:55:31.140 We'll be right back.
01:56:01.140 We'll be right back.
01:56:31.120 I love that album, but this is their peak.
01:56:37.400 You can't get better.
01:56:38.800 I don't disagree.
01:56:41.000 It's great.
01:56:41.240 I'm knocking on this door.
01:57:01.800 Oh, Lord, take my rest.
01:57:08.280 I'm all blessed.
01:57:11.900 Father, are you waiting?
01:57:15.040 Father, are you facing?
01:57:17.480 I'm coming home.
01:57:29.020 I'm knocking on death's door.
01:57:34.060 I've come to take my rest.
01:57:40.540 In my Sunday best.
01:57:44.380 Mother, are you anxious?
01:57:47.600 Father, are you gracious?
01:57:50.840 I'm going home.
01:57:53.500 I've been away so long.
01:58:00.200 I've been away so long.
01:58:00.240 For so long, you get strong.
01:58:03.900 I've been away so long.
01:58:06.680 I know that I'm coming home.
01:58:11.680 I know that I'm in control, but I'm coming home.
01:58:12.360 I know that I'm coming home.
01:58:22.240 I'm knocking on death's door.
01:58:28.040 I've been away so long.
01:58:29.840 I'm knocking on death's door.
01:58:30.640 my rest
01:58:32.880 have I
01:58:34.300 lost the test
01:58:36.740 the mother of you
01:58:38.620 praying
01:58:40.100 the father I am saved
01:58:43.320 I'm coming
01:58:44.480 from home
01:58:46.480 thank you
01:59:16.480 thank you
01:59:46.480 thank you
02:00:16.480 thank you
02:00:46.480 thank you
02:00:48.480 thank you
02:00:50.480 thank you
02:00:52.480 thank you
02:00:54.480 thank you
02:00:56.480 thank you