00:02:14.400I was so lucky to grow up with the love and protection and understanding I had in my home from my mom and dad, my sister, my grandparents, my aunts and uncles and cousins.
00:02:27.700The kind of near-perfect childhood that I had is extremely rare.
00:02:32.360I would come to understand that from hearing the stories of the situations many of the other soldiers came from.
00:02:38.800My family should be very proud of that.
00:02:41.380requires a lot of hard work patience and sacrifice it's not easy and i wouldn't be who i am today
00:02:48.400without it my dad dropped probably 60 or 70 pounds while i was gone the stress of me being there in
00:02:56.700afghanistan had him running probably it sounded like every day when i got home i spent almost a
00:03:02.860year drinking beer and rum and eating pizza on the flip side i ballooned up to over 200 pounds myself
00:03:08.640While he kept at it with his running, and he was older than I am today, he ran a marathon and finished with a qualifying time for the Boston Marathon while I was going in completely the other direction, quite fat and out of shape.
00:04:42.720I have a second cousin who fought with the United States Marines infantry in Vietnam at a time when anti-American subversion was activating.
00:04:50.900More Canadians crossed the border into America to volunteer to fight the war than Americans who dodged the draft, like Donald Trump did many times, to hide in Canada.
00:05:01.640My cousin Dave was one such volunteer. He was shot in the head.
00:05:06.240A bullet tore through his helmet and cut through the top of his head and his skull, but didn't severely damage his brain.
00:05:16.760Later, he would step on a Bouncing Betty anti-personnel mine.
00:05:20.300The Bouncing Betty was a small explosive charge buried in the ground, and when it was triggered, would bounce into the air around waist height
00:05:28.720and then detonate, intending to cripple and injure as many soldiers in range as possible
00:05:33.220in the pelvis region where there are many arteries and vulnerabilities.
00:05:37.780A significant portion of the back of his leg and lower posterior chain were destroyed.
00:05:42.560He was fortunate to survive, but this time he would be retired and sent home.
00:05:47.180Now he lives in Florida with a Purple Heart and has a 100% success rate to this day
00:05:52.360in getting him out of speeding tickets.
00:05:54.140I bring this up because the last time I spoke to him in person was in the summer of 2006, shortly before I deployed, and he said, I have one piece of advice.
00:06:08.760The American Special Operations Community also has a saying, don't run to your death.
00:06:14.440All in all, besides permanently damaged ear and my innocent view of the world and humanity being far darker than I had hoped, I was very lucky to be unharmed.
00:06:24.140The whole experience really touched me in ways that I've never forgotten.
00:06:27.540But in this particular thread, because it was the first and only time I ever recall in my life that I could feel that my father was afraid.
00:06:39.800I could sense that he was afraid for me and afraid for us, the other guys, and there wasn't anything he could do.
00:06:46.980He would tell me that if he was just a little bit younger, he would go with me.
00:06:54.140And I knew that he meant it. I can't imagine how helpless he felt. Now having children of my own,
00:07:02.340I can't imagine the strength it must have taken for him to get up every day and go to work and
00:07:07.900carry on acting like everything was fine. When at that time, every week, we were losing guys.
00:07:15.380They would first report on the news, three killed in an ambush, two shot down in a helicopter,
00:07:19.480six dead from a roadside bomb, and our families at home would have to wait.
00:07:31.000You'd have to wait until the public affairs officers and the Army liaisons at home
00:07:34.640contacted all of the next of kin and gave them the terrible news.
00:07:41.140And while they were at home waiting, every time the phone rang,
00:07:44.460every knock at the door, they would have to live with that fear.
00:07:49.480On the 4th of July in 2007, I was still deployed in an IED ambush, like one of the ones I just mentioned, claimed the lives of six soldiers from the PPCLI after six men in my platoon were killed earlier in April on Easter Sunday.
00:08:05.820One IED made up of three stacked up Italian anti-tank mines, just like the ones Omar Khadr is on video wiring together with his family.
00:08:16.580and it had been the worst day for the Canadian Army
00:10:31.040And there's never been an explanation. There's never been an apology. There's never been justification. We're just left to live with the ruin of all of that. Our politicians don't care. They don't care about the Canadian people. They care about themselves. They care about their careers. They care about their ambitions.
00:10:54.360what their wikipedia entry says about them if the media paints them in a good light if they feel
00:10:59.860sufficiently worshipped and important that's what they care about i know intimately the damage it
00:11:06.260does when a mother and father has to bury their son i've seen it and i thank god every day that
00:11:12.040my family was spared that fate for a lie of a war that amounted to nothing more than white collar
00:13:31.340He grieves to this day, and he won't let anyone forget, nor should he.
00:13:35.400now he works tirelessly to get answers and justice not only for his son but for the literally
00:13:41.560countless number of canadians that health canada refuses to track or disclose the numbers
00:13:47.120of how many were harmed by this crime perplexing isn't it for a government that so frequently
00:13:53.580grandstands its focus and intent on public safety if it saves just one life
00:14:01.520their commitment to avoiding this very real situation of rapidly deteriorating public health
00:14:07.600is more than two-faced it's complicity i know people will mute mr hartman's accounts and block
00:14:15.380his posts because they don't want to see it they don't want to be brought down by it
00:14:19.160i'm familiar with this behavior i know what it's like to live with a pain that most people
00:14:25.880don't want to recognize or acknowledge they'd rather not look at it and how exhausting is it
00:14:33.500when the answers aren't forthcoming you'll see in public and in private some others will say that
00:14:39.620oh he needs to just move on but mr hartman can't move on how can he there has been no justice there
00:14:48.820has been no answers in his mind and in the opinion of many others including medical professionals
00:14:54.460His son was murdered by the state, by politicians, by the media, by a runaway mob of unaccountable, hysterical demons who now, confirming what many of us already knew, unquestioningly followed the lead of the now infamous, disgraced Dr. Death, Anthony Fauci.
00:15:14.500Fauci the mouthpiece who leaned on the credibility of the CDC a premier world
00:15:20.300organization the center for disease control prevention readiness instead he was wholly
00:15:26.320entirely focused on enriching himself and inflating his ego at the expense of everyone
00:15:32.040in America and around the world who followed America's lead he organized his taxpayer funded
00:15:38.900staff to promote himself for cash awards and perks in private while publicly presenting himself as
00:15:46.060some sort of hero to the ignorant frightened masses whom he took full advantage of after
00:15:52.740everything that's happened. Trust the science is now pleading the fifth. He refuses to answer any
00:16:01.320questions to Congress now that the contents of his diary, a more horrific and despicable display
00:16:07.960of narcissism, you will be challenged to find a better example of. How many Canadian authorities
00:16:15.500and experts were also using their authority and station to cash in? Unsurprisingly, thus far,
00:16:23.080no one in politics or media seems particularly interested in investigating themselves.
00:16:29.980If no one outside of yourself ever acknowledges pain you are experiencing,
00:16:34.920there is an internal disconnect between you and what you are feeling in the world around you
00:16:41.640like it it's not happening at all you're being gaslit you stay stuck you can't process what
00:16:48.520happened because what did happen are you crazy is it your imagination because judging by everyone
00:16:55.300in authority in canada nothing happened nothing has happened at all everything is normal and it
00:17:01.180has been normal we're now even seeing some trying to insist the lockdowns the segregation abuse
00:17:08.820the routine day-to-day manipulation and extreme excessively
00:17:13.600disgusting abuses of human dignity and our rights and charter they didn't happen at all actually
00:17:20.680deny deny deny to the end is the last refuge of a liar who is too much of a coward to confront
00:17:29.220the reality of what they've done or who they really are.
00:17:34.580Personally, I did the best that I could with what I had all those years to comfort, support,
00:17:41.140and encourage people to stick together and not let the abusers manipulate them.
00:17:45.700So I have no personal guilt there, but it's not the people you're successful in helping
00:19:24.760They're paid more than they've ever been.
00:19:26.760They vote to give themselves pay raises.
00:19:29.440They receive more benefits in a single year to compensate travel, housing, and meals than the average Canadian worker makes in a year.
00:19:38.360Backbench rookie, silent and compliant members of Parliament can take upwards of $50,000 to $100,000 in those benefits on top of their salary of $217,000.
00:19:49.060All told, they make well over triple the average person that they claim to represent.
00:19:57.860They didn't have to suffer these indignities and these betrayals.
00:20:02.000They were busy administering them while enjoying their newfound addiction to power.
00:20:06.720They laughed and they spit in our faces,
00:20:09.160drunk on that power and didn't consider there would ever possibly be a hangover.
00:20:14.160They weren't interested in investigating for answers.
00:20:19.060To what's going on with the vaccine and the side effects, the injuries, the blood clots, the blindness, the paralysis, the exploding rates of cancer, the sudden coincidences.
00:20:31.260Most are still pretending that this isn't happening, but it is happening.
00:20:35.560Is there anyone left among us whose families have not been touched by a sudden illness, suddenly very sick or suddenly very dead?
00:20:43.540and only now with too many early graves in the rearview mirror do they begin to reluctantly
00:20:53.140broach the subject not because it was always the right thing to do but because the conservative
00:20:57.540party is crumbling to dust and searching for any issue they can cling to to stem the bleeding
00:21:04.180and find some relevance but they won't touch any of the real major bleeds
00:21:09.200why would they they themselves were willing participants in the cutting
00:21:15.360birth rates are declining and there's more than just a few pieces of evidence to suggest
00:21:21.600you know like a spike in infant mortality that this issue is at least at the very least
00:21:27.960worth looking into but be warned if you're a police officer looking into that abnormal spike
00:43:59.820Veterans Affairs offices were closed in Sydney, Cornerbrook, Charlottetown, Thunder Bay, Windsor, Brandon, Saskatoon, Kelowna, and Prince George.
00:44:06.040And on top of that, they fired over a quarter of the staff.
00:50:58.760A large contingent of the convoy to Ottawa came from Alberta in those pickup trucks.
00:51:04.400They drove for days through the snow and ice to join their brothers and sisters from around the country,
00:51:09.640standing in defiance and support on the doorstep of the tumor, the lair of deceit and corruption,
00:51:16.620their vehicles and themselves proudly decorated in Canadian flags.
00:51:26.000But it didn't go the way that many had hoped.
00:51:28.760Despite the polite request from the Canadian people for Ottawa to kindly check itself, the liars and cheats continued lying and cheating.
00:51:40.460The protest was violently subdued by thugs, bank accounts and businesses were seized by the state, and its most prominent national voices were taken as political prisoners, myself included.
00:51:50.040In a toxic and an abusive relationship where the victim is being routinely manipulated, lied to, taken advantage of, and disrespected, would you call them unreasonable for just thinking out loud that maybe it's time to consider ending the relationship?
00:52:08.980or ending an abusive, sadistic stepfather's influence on your life
00:52:19.060makes it unbearable, a life without dignity, a life without a future?
00:52:23.400Would it be crazy for someone living under some kind of monster
00:52:27.340of a stepfather like that to say as soon as they leave for work,
00:52:31.200disappear around the corner, I'll just, I'll start packing.
00:52:35.060I'll pack everything, just get in the car, just leave, just leave,
00:52:37.700just go anywhere, doesn't matter, but I have to get the hell out of here now, today.
00:52:47.720That thinking is not driven by ambition, vision, an uplifting spirit, or even just cold pragmatism.
00:52:56.620It's driven by pain, disrespect, and abuse.
00:53:07.700some of those same people who wore their national pride like a cape
00:53:12.160now reject and spit on that same symbol,
00:53:16.280the same kind of veiled disappointment that any heartbroken person does.
00:53:20.860They watched the electoral map of the nation on television
00:53:25.080bleed red everywhere east of Saskatchewan.
00:53:30.360And in their exhaustion and desperation,
00:53:33.600After the convoy and the years of exploitation and mockery, they did what everybody does when they feel like they aren't seen, they aren't heard, and they aren't appreciated.
00:53:45.140They withdraw inward, they distance themselves, and they start to see everyone outside as a potential enemy.
00:57:45.500That early morning in the light rain on a dirt road in August, almost 23 years ago to the day, was my new standard of hell.
00:58:00.660I am a stubborn guy, the son of a Scottishman's bloodline, but I wasn't the only one suffering or the only one carrying an outsized amount of gear.
00:58:09.700There were two other men, one several ranks ahead of me, and there was one several ranks behind.
00:58:16.520The one behind me, he was struggling badly to the point of tears.
00:58:21.600Another frail kid from St. John, New Brunswick.
00:58:24.820The man in front of me was a 25-year-old former CFL player from Ontario.
00:58:30.160He was 6'4 and a 230-pound machine whose physical endurance and power was never in question.
00:58:36.020and it's moments like those that I'll forever be grateful for that taught me so much about
00:58:43.960life, what it means to be Canadian, and I hope that you'll appreciate it too.
00:58:51.100Because you see, we weren't just being tested as individuals.
00:58:54.560The Army, in every piece down to the smallest unit, is a team. It needs to be tightly bonded,
00:59:00.980more like family if it will have any hope of facing the horrors the strain the stress
00:59:06.020the fear and the intensity of combat and survive the enemy is too big and can only be overcome
00:59:11.980together as a unit no one man makes an army or a family and no army or family is effective
00:59:19.280and at its best if it's missing pieces of itself the better the team works together the better the
00:59:26.180individuals in that team become. The better the individuals become, the better the team works
00:59:31.380together. It's a symbiotic feedback loop of investing your own strength and spirit into the
00:59:37.400whole that you can then all draw upon together. That CFL player could hear the suffering behind
00:59:49.180him. He kept looking back. A lot of us did. And he later revealed to me that he didn't much enjoy
00:59:54.540that long walk himself, but there was something that he knew that I could see in his eyes
01:00:00.720every time he looked behind him. He knew that this man at the back was not going to make
01:00:07.740it, and he also knew that he was the strongest guy we had. We were all exhausted and doing
01:00:17.700our best. Tough guy, fake tough guy faces when I watched him step out of the ranks to
01:00:23.620the side of the road. He stopped walking as if he was giving up. We made eye contact as I walked
01:00:31.260past him. He had blue eyes. He looked firmly resolved, almost angry. I thought maybe he'd
01:00:40.820gotten injured or something. And I couldn't see what was happening behind me, but I could hear it.
01:00:47.780come on buddy I got you come on buddy here give me that give me that too yeah it's okay it's okay
01:00:56.540man here take this take mine yeah hey hey hey buddy hey man look look at me you gotta come with
01:01:04.020me okay I need your help I need your help he was the strongest and he did exactly what the strongest
01:03:47.200And earning that nod from that man was the hardest thing that I had done in my life up to then.
01:03:56.640And just a few minutes later, we rounded a corner and a familiar road.
01:04:03.020We had been on the road all morning, out for weeks, exhausted, right around that corner.
01:04:08.020Just a couple minutes later, there was the road back to camp.
01:04:16.060Later in the week before our graduation ceremony, I was cleaning my boots next to the CFL player in the cleaning bay when someone asked him point blank,
01:04:24.400but why? Why not just leave the guy? He wouldn't have been able to do that for you.
01:04:28.620stop for a second he didn't look up from his boots and he just said
01:15:56.520They are very fat and happy in their castle with their $600 a plate conventions.
01:16:00.460People have tried the whole infiltrate and change from the inside in an attempt to slow motion, steer, and shape the mindset back towards the right direction.
01:16:11.620But anything pointing in the right direction is forbidden.
01:16:15.400Like the liberals, diversity of thought and belief is not permitted.