Raging Dissident Podcast - HOUSE ARREST ep 15 - Dr Rage Mental Un-Health

00:00:00.000 You're not satisfied, it's too much on your mind 1.00

00:00:03.900 So you leave and I can't believe all the bullshit that I find 1.00

00:00:08.440 Life is overwhelming, heavy is the head that wears the crown 0.99

00:00:13.460 I love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down

00:00:18.220 But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain

00:00:22.140 Because you know it all and I guess things will never change

00:00:27.060 But you might need my hand when I'm falling in your hole

00:00:31.600 Your disposition, I'll remember when I'm letting go of you

00:00:37.360 And me, we're through

00:00:42.640 And me and the rain

00:00:46.820 You and me, we're through

00:00:51.300 And me and the rain 0.99

00:00:56.120 This damn place I'd like to rearrange 0.99

00:01:00.340 You are no good for me 0.99

00:01:07.280 Thank God it's over

00:01:09.660 It's not over

00:01:11.220 I wish it was

00:01:12.500 It's, uh

00:01:13.780 Is that my alarm?

00:01:17.000 It'll turn off on its own, can you guys hear that? 1.00

00:01:19.040 Shut up! 1.00

00:01:24.340 Ah, Christ 1.00

00:01:25.500 There's always something, you know

00:01:29.420 And I forgot to hit the record

00:01:31.400 Well, I gotta get up and get this 0.96

00:01:33.940 Otherwise I'm gonna suffer this horrible fucking tune here for the next, uh 0.98

00:01:36.940 Jesus Christ 0.99

00:01:37.560 It's my bad

00:01:38.100 Hang on

00:01:38.900 No one loves you!

00:01:42.780 No one loves you!

00:01:46.620 Nobody ever did

00:01:47.660 No one ever should

00:01:48.720 Sorry

00:01:51.160 My bad

00:01:52.680 Yeah, anyway

00:01:54.260 Yeah, that was my 1.00

00:01:55.120 Stupid phone alarm 1.00

00:01:56.980 Good morning 1.00

00:01:58.160 I like circus music

00:01:59.620 It sets the ambiance

00:02:00.540 Hey Chris, how you doing?

00:02:01.240 Pumpkin Launcher

00:02:01.800 Morning

00:02:02.140 My fellow Crazy Canucks

00:02:03.920 Thank you, sir

00:02:04.460 Sergeant Barris

00:02:05.020 Welcome back

00:02:05.460 Listening from the gym

00:02:06.440 Nice 1.00

00:02:07.440 Fuck you, make me 1.00

00:02:08.440 Pumpkin again 1.00

00:02:09.460 Says you see

00:02:09.940 Commie Rempel's tweet

00:02:10.760 Pandering to anti-hate

00:02:11.820 What a filthy 0.87

00:02:12.520 Yeah 0.95

00:02:12.880 Yeah, the entire CPC is a joke

00:02:16.000 I mean, they're communists, right?

00:02:19.080 Obviously, she's a she-her now 1.00

00:02:20.720 She's using pronouns and talking about white privilege 0.70

00:02:22.700 This is the conservative party of Canada, right?

00:02:25.240 We don't have

00:02:25.700 There is no opposition

00:02:26.620 It's a

00:02:28.060 There just isn't one

00:02:30.000 That's a heavy

00:02:32.080 That's a heavy thing to think about

00:02:35.780 There is literally

00:02:38.740 There's literally no one

00:02:40.340 In the government

00:02:41.400 On our side

00:02:42.440 At all anywhere

00:02:43.160 There is no nationalist people left

00:02:45.060 There's no pro-Canada

00:02:46.120 Left anywhere

00:02:47.320 None

00:02:47.960 Zero

00:02:48.500 They're all 1.00

00:02:49.940 They're all in bed with the Chinese 1.00

00:02:51.960 And worse 1.00

00:02:53.920 And other people

00:02:54.640 Bankers, corporations, whoever

00:02:56.080 It's just

00:02:56.620 You know, get yours

00:02:58.980 They're just there to get theirs 1.00

00:03:00.360 At everyone else's expense

00:03:01.760 And, you know

00:03:02.400 Kick the can down the road

00:03:03.680 It'll be someone else's problem

00:03:04.620 And

00:03:05.860 You know

00:03:07.720 If a day ever comes

00:03:08.700 Where people

00:03:09.140 You know

00:03:10.260 Get fed up enough

00:03:11.320 That they decide

00:03:12.000 Somebody's got to pay

00:03:13.500 For the nightmare we live in now

00:03:15.120 And then they lynch these people

00:03:16.260 The irony

00:03:17.640 And the sad part of it

00:03:18.520 Is a lot of the people responsible

00:03:19.900 Will have been long gone by then

00:03:21.120 You know

00:03:22.040 Like Pierre Trudeau

00:03:22.960 Has been dead and gone for a long time

00:03:24.380 Did he pay for any of his crimes?

00:03:25.720 Nope

00:03:25.960 Stephen Harper 1.00

00:03:29.540 Going to answer for any of the shit that he did? 1.00

00:03:31.740 Selling us out to China 1.00

00:03:32.800 FIFA agreement?

00:03:34.420 Nope

00:03:34.780 Nope

00:03:35.940 It'll just be whoever's there that day

00:03:37.540 You know

00:03:37.900 It might not even be Justin Trudeau

00:03:39.040 It'll be long gone maybe

00:03:40.100 15 years from now

00:03:41.520 He's long gone

00:03:42.120 Living on an island somewhere

00:03:44.680 You know

00:03:45.240 Evidence violates

00:03:48.780 Your channel got nuked

00:03:49.800 Everybody's channel's getting nuked

00:03:50.800 This is my second one

00:03:52.100 I'll be on a third one here soon

00:03:53.300 I'm sure

00:03:53.700 You know

00:03:55.560 I think they've just stopped bothering

00:03:56.660 Because they're just collecting evidence

00:03:57.880 At this point

00:03:58.360 It is what it is

00:03:59.200 Anyway

00:04:00.160 So

00:04:01.580 There's Pumpkin again

00:04:02.580 There's another one

00:04:02.980 Hey

00:04:03.120 He says

00:04:03.320 Hello

00:04:03.540 I'd like to address several reports

00:04:04.820 Coming from Canadians

00:04:05.460 Reporting to us

00:04:06.120 Haven't seen six unmarked C-5 aircrafts

00:04:08.880 Arriving yesterday

00:04:09.420 Don't worry

00:04:10.440 I'm fully aware of them

00:04:11.180 They're in Canada 0.99

00:04:11.620 As a result of my written request

00:04:13.160 You're requesting C-5s 1.00

00:04:16.060 Are you?

00:04:17.180 Nice

00:04:17.540 So

00:04:19.900 Let's see here

00:04:21.260 I don't want to do this

00:04:22.240 Yeah

00:04:23.180 These are the ones

00:04:23.720 I usually just talk here

00:04:24.600 And hang out in the morning

00:04:25.300 And I don't really like to get into this stuff too much

00:04:29.900 Not never

00:04:34.740 You know

00:04:35.640 I've always been kind of an open book of a person

00:04:37.880 And I think that's important

00:04:38.800 If you're doing what I'm doing

00:04:41.340 To an extent

00:04:42.600 You know what I mean?

00:04:43.300 I'm not going to give you every single detail

00:04:45.060 Of my personal life or anything like that

00:04:46.340 Because it's just

00:04:46.920 Not good for you or anyone

00:04:50.440 And it's kind of bordering on narcissism

00:04:52.020 You know

00:04:52.340 Or something like anybody cares

00:04:53.680 You know what I mean?

00:04:55.300 On the other hand

00:04:56.700 I think it's also important to

00:04:58.540 Recognize how

00:04:59.840 Just how difficult

00:05:01.960 And

00:05:03.580 Sick 0.93

00:05:05.800 And abnormal 0.98

00:05:07.240 That this

00:05:08.340 That what we're living in really is

00:05:10.040 This isn't

00:05:11.200 There's nothing normal about this

00:05:14.960 At all

00:05:15.760 So

00:05:21.740 It's mental unhealth time

00:05:24.740 You know

00:05:24.960 And I don't want to be one of these guys

00:05:26.200 You know

00:05:26.460 They all

00:05:27.100 A lot of them do it right

00:05:27.980 Let's talk

00:05:28.420 Okay let's talk about mental health right now

00:05:30.000 Let's talk 1.00

00:05:30.680 Fuck 1.00

00:05:31.220 What do you mean like let's now 1.00

00:05:32.620 Like you always do 1.00

00:05:33.560 This is all you fucking do 1.00

00:05:35.460 You know 1.00

00:05:36.420 And

00:05:37.420 So just some background

00:05:39.880 So just some background

00:05:39.900 For you know

00:05:41.580 Some of you new people

00:05:42.480 For some of you new people

00:05:44.140 Was that Starship Troopers

00:05:45.220 For you new people

00:05:46.540 I only got one rule

00:05:48.580 Everybody fights

00:05:50.140 Nobody quits 1.00

00:05:51.480 Or I'll shoot you myself 1.00

00:05:53.080 You know 1.00

00:05:53.880 You know

00:05:56.400 I was in the military a long time

00:05:58.020 14 years or so

00:05:59.080 Deployed overseas

00:06:00.560 Etc

00:06:00.920 I have

00:06:01.600 Methlequin poisoning

00:06:03.440 It's basically brain damage

00:06:04.700 Melted my brain stem

00:06:06.140 From this

00:06:06.840 This lovely

00:06:07.420 Malarial

00:06:08.280 Malaria medication

00:06:09.400 The military forces to take

00:06:10.620 And told

00:06:10.880 Don't worry

00:06:11.360 It's very safe

00:06:11.980 Trust the science

00:06:12.800 Does that sound familiar

00:06:14.380 Methlequin larium

00:06:16.920 I think was the brand name

00:06:18.040 And

00:06:19.640 We had to take that pill

00:06:20.620 Once a week

00:06:21.200 There was another one

00:06:21.700 You could take every day

00:06:22.560 But obviously

00:06:23.060 Being in the infantry

00:06:23.660 You're going to carry

00:06:24.420 As little stuff as possible

00:06:25.580 You're not going to take 0.99

00:06:26.060 Extra shit 1.00

00:06:26.720 And every day 1.00

00:06:28.280 You got so much stuff

00:06:29.080 To remember

00:06:29.500 There's so many things

00:06:30.180 Rattled around in your head

00:06:30.940 All day

00:06:31.260 When's the last time

00:06:32.060 I cycled my mags

00:06:32.920 Do I need new batteries

00:06:33.720 Do I have enough water

00:06:34.500 Did I fill my water

00:06:35.220 You know

00:06:35.460 Your brain's just always

00:06:37.020 Non-stop going around

00:06:38.040 NVGs need to do better

00:06:40.180 You know

00:06:40.460 It's just 0.99

00:06:40.860 Where's all my shit 0.99

00:06:41.900 You know 1.00

00:06:42.160 You're constantly just 1.00

00:06:42.920 You have so much shit 1.00

00:06:43.800 You're carrying 1.00

00:06:44.340 Like

00:06:44.800 I'm not kidding

00:06:45.840 20% of your days

00:06:46.920 In infantrymen

00:06:47.480 Is going 1.00

00:06:47.740 Do I still have all my shit 1.00

00:06:48.780 Looking for your shit 1.00

00:06:49.920 Do I have my shit 1.00

00:06:50.540 Okay 0.99

00:06:50.740 I got all my shit 0.99

00:06:51.460 20 minutes later 0.99

00:06:52.320 Did I lose something

00:06:53.000 I don't know

00:06:53.360 That's you know

00:06:53.860 That's your life

00:06:56.720 So everybody took these pills

00:06:57.920 And it turns out

00:06:59.020 They lied

00:06:59.520 And they didn't do

00:07:00.400 Any follow up

00:07:01.140 Like they were supposed to

00:07:01.960 They didn't brief us

00:07:02.740 They didn't tell us

00:07:03.280 About the side effects

00:07:04.040 Again

00:07:04.500 Sound familiar

00:07:05.060 And the pills melt

00:07:07.060 To holes in your brain stem

00:07:08.200 And basically give you

00:07:10.640 Moderate to severe

00:07:12.120 Like PTSD symptoms

00:07:13.160 So now we have

00:07:13.780 A whole generation of guys

00:07:14.840 Diagnosed as having PTSD

00:07:16.240 Do they

00:07:16.740 Don't they

00:07:17.160 I don't know 1.00

00:07:17.640 But they're fucking not healthy 0.99

00:07:18.700 So there's that 0.99

00:07:20.100 I have some traumatic

00:07:21.300 Brain injury 1.00

00:07:21.920 Fucking shit 1.00

00:07:23.100 For being blown up 1.00

00:07:24.620 And crashed a snowmobile

00:07:26.460 In the woods once

00:07:27.180 In Petawawa

00:07:27.800 Going 120

00:07:28.600 Or 110

00:07:29.260 I don't know

00:07:29.760 Some illegal speed

00:07:30.660 Good knock on the head

00:07:34.280 I had a Chinese RPG 7 0.70

00:07:36.100 Blow up next to my face

00:07:37.260 Six or seven meters away

00:07:38.900 I had a decent concussion

00:07:39.820 From that I think

00:07:40.600 Ears still ringing

00:07:42.680 To this day

00:07:43.420 You know

00:07:43.760 They told me

00:07:44.160 That'll go away

00:07:44.720 After a couple days

00:07:45.420 It literally never stopped

00:07:47.120 It's just

00:07:47.680 And it's been like that

00:07:50.320 Ever since

00:07:50.660 My left ear is like that

00:07:51.640 I'm legally deaf

00:07:52.440 In my left ear

00:07:53.020 I used to have a hearing aid

00:07:54.300 I lost it on the plane

00:07:55.180 Here coming to Saskatchewan

00:07:56.240 Once

00:07:56.500 And I don't know

00:07:56.920 I haven't bothered

00:07:57.900 To get another one

00:07:58.700 I used to play with it

00:07:59.820 On the stream

00:08:00.240 And be like

00:08:00.520 Look at me

00:08:00.920 I'm an old man

00:08:01.840 But it's gone now

00:08:02.620 I should get it back

00:08:04.480 I should get it back

00:08:05.860 So anyway

00:08:07.740 You know

00:08:09.560 And plus all the

00:08:10.340 All the mental 0.60

00:08:11.020 Stress and aging

00:08:13.320 That happens

00:08:14.020 Which is being in

00:08:15.660 Being in the infantry

00:08:16.520 Is very real

00:08:18.640 You know

00:08:19.220 The rates of

00:08:22.020 Illness

00:08:23.740 And

00:08:24.080 A lot of issues

00:08:26.420 I think is over double

00:08:27.260 Their civilian counterparts

00:08:28.700 So you're twice as likely

00:08:30.880 To contract a severe

00:08:31.860 Like mental illness

00:08:33.060 Or debilitating condition

00:08:34.160 Or something

00:08:34.540 In the military

00:08:35.560 As you are

00:08:36.060 Out of the military

00:08:36.840 They don't tell you about that

00:08:37.640 When you join

00:08:38.040 But that's a fact

00:08:38.780 Obviously the suicide rate

00:08:40.980 And everything

00:08:41.340 I know five guys

00:08:42.820 Just since last year

00:08:43.500 They committed suicide

00:08:44.300 Because COVID's been so awesome

00:08:46.460 To everybody

00:08:47.540 And you know

00:08:48.700 I come in here every night

00:08:49.560 Or not every night

00:08:50.240 Monday, Wednesday, Friday

00:08:51.200 Or when I can

00:08:51.820 14, 15 hours a week

00:08:53.900 Really

00:08:54.160 I do some of these

00:08:54.840 In the morning

00:08:55.280 And I do some

00:08:55.820 In the three hours a night

00:08:56.920 And just try to

00:08:59.660 You know

00:09:00.340 Fire people up

00:09:01.220 A little bit

00:09:01.640 To the point that

00:09:02.380 You know

00:09:03.440 So they don't do that

00:09:06.280 You know

00:09:06.660 Try to

00:09:06.980 I mean everything

00:09:07.820 Everything's obviously 0.96

00:09:08.460 Pretty fucked up 0.97

00:09:09.320 And 1.00

00:09:11.540 You know

00:09:12.840 It's not that

00:09:14.760 I'm

00:09:15.140 Saying anything

00:09:16.260 That a lot of people

00:09:16.940 Aren't aware of

00:09:17.600 It's just

00:09:18.080 It helps me

00:09:19.520 To talk about it

00:09:20.620 And a lot of people

00:09:21.940 Early on

00:09:22.480 Have told me

00:09:22.960 That it has helped them

00:09:23.720 Just to simply hear

00:09:24.680 Somebody else

00:09:25.360 Say the things

00:09:26.000 That they're thinking

00:09:26.720 So they know

00:09:27.220 That they're not

00:09:27.700 By themselves

00:09:28.300 They're not alone

00:09:28.860 And feeling the way

00:09:30.780 That they do

00:09:31.380 And feeling like

00:09:33.380 You're the only person

00:09:34.180 Left that feels like

00:09:35.360 That is not a fun time

00:09:37.460 I've been there too

00:09:38.780 You feel

00:09:39.720 It's very lonely

00:09:41.060 And I think a lot of people

00:09:41.920 Have felt that way

00:09:42.780 And that's why

00:09:43.520 I think the community

00:09:44.540 Here has been

00:09:45.360 Successful

00:09:46.820 As it is

00:09:48.040 Because

00:09:48.500 You know

00:09:49.680 There's something there

00:09:50.280 This isn't a gaming clan

00:09:51.600 You know what I mean

00:09:52.140 This isn't like a very

00:09:53.160 Surface level

00:09:54.960 Kind of thing

00:09:55.640 Like we're all here

00:09:56.280 For a reason

00:09:56.800 And we all

00:09:57.300 You know

00:09:57.520 Connect with each other

00:09:58.200 For a reason

00:09:58.660 Because we all

00:09:59.240 See something

00:10:00.060 That a lot of people

00:10:00.920 Don't see

00:10:02.180 That doesn't mean

00:10:04.280 It's not real

00:10:04.960 I mean

00:10:05.680 I'm very much

00:10:06.420 Convinced that it is

00:10:07.320 I mean

00:10:09.460 Read a history book

00:10:10.260 It's

00:10:10.720 It's always

00:10:11.780 A very small

00:10:12.460 Minority of people 0.98

00:10:13.300 That go

00:10:13.760 Raise the alarm

00:10:14.780 And say

00:10:15.040 Something really

00:10:15.640 Something really bad

00:10:16.480 Is happening guys

00:10:17.180 And everybody

00:10:17.760 Tells them to shut up 1.00

00:10:18.640 And they're crazy 1.00

00:10:19.240 And then the bad thing 0.92

00:10:20.400 Happens

00:10:20.860 And they go

00:10:21.180 Oh my god

00:10:21.600 You were right

00:10:22.100 And they go

00:10:22.380 Yeah well

00:10:22.920 Too late now

00:10:23.800 While you're all

00:10:24.260 Going to the gulag 0.93

00:10:24.980 We're starving to death

00:10:28.120 In the fields of the

00:10:28.860 Ukraine

00:10:29.320 And the whole

00:10:29.700 Of the more

00:10:30.080 You know

00:10:31.160 Being cooked alive

00:10:31.960 In a pot

00:10:32.460 And you know

00:10:33.460 Mao Zedong's China 0.97

00:10:34.640 Feeding people

00:10:36.040 Cannibalism

00:10:36.820 Or the Khmer Rouge 0.94

00:10:39.360 In Cambodia

00:10:39.940 Are you know

00:10:40.820 Hacking up

00:10:41.500 A third of the

00:10:42.880 Population to death

00:10:43.820 And building walls 0.95

00:10:44.920 Out of their skulls

00:10:45.680 And this kind of thing

00:10:46.300 You know

00:10:47.400 They don't think

00:10:48.140 That stuff

00:10:48.600 That kind of thing

00:10:49.140 Is real

00:10:49.840 That that can happen

00:10:50.480 Right

00:10:51.480 So anyway

00:10:52.920 Yeah

00:10:54.420 And the thing is

00:10:56.000 So obviously

00:10:56.480 I've been through

00:10:57.100 The mental health system

00:10:57.880 A few times before

00:10:58.660 In the military

00:11:00.180 And they just

00:11:01.240 They want to feed you

00:11:01.920 With pills

00:11:02.320 They want to fix

00:11:02.880 Everything with pills

00:11:03.560 There's a reason

00:11:04.620 They used to call them

00:11:05.160 Quacks 1.00

00:11:05.600 You know

00:11:05.900 These psychiatrists

00:11:06.560 And psychologists

00:11:07.100 And it was a

00:11:07.700 It was a field

00:11:08.360 Of medicine

00:11:10.480 That I

00:11:10.940 I used to have

00:11:11.800 A lot of respect for

00:11:12.980 Not so much anymore

00:11:14.200 There are good people

00:11:15.660 In there

00:11:15.920 That are

00:11:16.200 That are generally

00:11:16.920 Trying to do their best

00:11:17.720 But I think

00:11:18.060 They're a minority 1.00

00:11:18.580 I think most of it

00:11:19.980 Is there to make money

00:11:21.140 There's no money

00:11:23.060 In healthy people

00:11:24.120 And everything

00:11:25.580 That's wrong with you

00:11:26.580 There's a pill for

00:11:27.320 Everything that

00:11:29.020 You know

00:11:30.460 People complain about

00:11:31.180 The volume

00:11:31.480 You turn it up

00:11:32.160 Louder

00:11:32.980 That's how it works

00:11:33.940 I don't know

00:11:36.100 Put in headphones

00:11:36.960 Or something

00:11:37.320 Man

00:11:37.600 It's the same 0.53

00:11:38.620 As it's always been

00:11:39.400 I'm just not screaming

00:11:40.760 See now I'm off

00:11:43.380 I gotta never read the chat

00:11:44.500 Ever again

00:11:45.000 You guys distract me 1.00

00:11:46.280 What the fuck 1.00

00:11:47.700 Are they talking about 0.99

00:11:48.420 Right like I

00:11:49.320 I had 12 prescriptions

00:11:50.920 I think at one point

00:11:51.680 12, 13, 14

00:11:52.600 For

00:11:54.020 Everything you can imagine

00:11:57.900 And I'm pretty sure

00:11:59.260 That any person out there

00:12:01.040 Can

00:12:03.100 Have anything

00:12:04.160 You can have

00:12:04.540 Every single

00:12:05.220 Everybody's got something

00:12:06.040 Wrong with them

00:12:06.480 Like nobody's feeling

00:12:08.480 100% all the time

00:12:09.740 And if you

00:12:10.660 Every time you're like 0.92

00:12:11.560 Man I feel really shitty

00:12:12.720 About something

00:12:13.960 And you go see a doctor

00:12:16.240 Or you go to a psychiatrist

00:12:17.340 You're gonna get diagnosed

00:12:18.560 With something

00:12:19.360 There's like

00:12:20.840 That's their job

00:12:21.620 They're just gonna

00:12:22.080 They're just gonna

00:12:22.900 Fix something to you

00:12:24.420 And then with that

00:12:26.320 Something

00:12:26.780 Comes a

00:12:27.880 A nice

00:12:28.740 Smorgasbord of pills

00:12:30.480 That are very expensive

00:12:31.660 To the taxpayer

00:12:32.480 Very profitable

00:12:34.080 To the pharmaceutical companies

00:12:35.180 And then you become

00:12:36.700 A person with 0.73

00:12:37.540 This thing

00:12:38.320 And there's a tendency

00:12:40.040 For these people

00:12:40.760 To stay in that

00:12:41.960 Thing

00:12:43.000 They become

00:12:44.180 The thing

00:12:45.020 Hi I'm PTSD guy

00:12:47.220 I have to go to my appointments

00:12:48.780 I have to take my medications

00:12:49.920 And I have to do these exercises

00:12:51.280 And I have to go see my psychiatrist

00:12:52.500 And go see my psychologist

00:12:53.580 And it becomes your whole life

00:12:55.160 Trust me

00:12:56.280 I was there

00:12:57.000 And I saw it happen

00:12:57.680 To lots of people

00:12:58.320 And it started to happen to me

00:12:59.440 And I'm like

00:12:59.700 No no no no no

00:13:00.900 You're not turning me

00:13:02.200 Into a super victim here

00:13:03.500 Like

00:13:03.800 I just wanted like some

00:13:06.260 A little bit of

00:13:07.480 You know

00:13:07.920 And they basically

00:13:09.260 Try to take over

00:13:10.320 Your whole life

00:13:10.980 And micromanage

00:13:12.040 Everything that you do

00:13:12.800 And

00:13:13.020 You know

00:13:15.660 And at the same time

00:13:16.860 I'm thinking

00:13:17.520 Historically

00:13:19.620 And

00:13:20.060 Comparing myself

00:13:21.560 To other people

00:13:22.380 That

00:13:22.820 I mean

00:13:23.400 Think of like

00:13:23.780 The second world war

00:13:24.820 Go listen to these guys

00:13:26.380 The first world war

00:13:27.200 How these guys would talk

00:13:27.860 They got along just fine

00:13:29.080 I mean

00:13:29.380 They were a little bit 0.98

00:13:30.420 Fucked up 0.98

00:13:30.840 But 0.99

00:13:31.040 I think this culture

00:13:32.560 Of victimizing everybody

00:13:33.640 And telling everybody 1.00

00:13:34.440 That they're all fucked up 1.00

00:13:35.400 And you have all these problems 1.00

00:13:36.260 And it actually makes them worse

00:13:37.860 I went to a briefing once

00:13:39.580 There was a

00:13:40.620 This Patricia Sergeant 0.98

00:13:41.840 From somewhere out

00:13:42.640 In

00:13:43.180 You know

00:13:43.500 The PPCLI

00:13:44.100 At Weston

00:13:44.600 I can't remember his name

00:13:46.220 But the briefing was called

00:13:47.740 It's okay to be okay

00:13:48.900 You know

00:13:50.160 Like if you feel fine

00:13:51.800 You're probably fine

00:13:52.740 But there was this weird

00:13:54.260 Underlying

00:13:54.960 Attitude

00:13:56.400 Or push from the medical community

00:13:57.900 Almost to like

00:13:58.640 Maybe make itself more relevant

00:13:59.960 Or something

00:14:00.440 To almost convince these troops

00:14:02.160 That no

00:14:02.500 You're actually not fine 1.00

00:14:03.400 You're secretly really fucked up 1.00

00:14:05.180 And you need our pills 1.00

00:14:06.040 And you need our appointments

00:14:06.980 And you need our this

00:14:07.780 And you need our that

00:14:08.360 And I watched people get in there

00:14:12.280 And then just get absorbed by it

00:14:13.700 And now they're still doing it

00:14:15.360 To this day

00:14:15.860 They're just

00:14:16.740 Constantly talking about

00:14:18.280 Their mental health

00:14:19.080 And you know

00:14:20.260 All the things

00:14:21.160 Like every day

00:14:21.980 It's like

00:14:22.820 That's your life now

00:14:24.740 Like you're no longer

00:14:26.900 Going forward

00:14:27.640 You're not accomplishing anything

00:14:29.020 You're not

00:14:29.400 Which is actually

00:14:30.300 What would give you

00:14:31.180 Some happiness

00:14:31.680 And some satisfaction

00:14:32.680 Trust me

00:14:33.460 You're stuck in this

00:14:35.820 Mode of

00:14:37.160 Poor me

00:14:37.820 Kinda

00:14:38.200 And

00:14:39.420 Just treading water

00:14:41.300 Taking your pills

00:14:42.360 And doing your

00:14:42.900 You know

00:14:43.320 And who is that benefiting

00:14:44.220 It's not benefiting you

00:14:45.820 You're not ever gonna

00:14:46.340 Like do you wanna stay like that forever

00:14:47.540 Because you know

00:14:48.480 I still know these guys

00:14:49.300 That are still going to these meetings

00:14:50.400 And stuff like every day

00:14:51.440 You know

00:14:51.740 One of these groups

00:14:53.180 I don't wanna name them

00:14:54.140 I really

00:14:55.580 Well I should

00:14:56.540 I don't wanna lie

00:14:57.200 I do want to 0.99

00:14:58.000 Ruthlessly just burn them 1.00

00:14:59.280 To the goddamn ground 1.00

00:15:00.360 But because 1.00

00:15:01.640 They probably do help

00:15:02.800 Some people

00:15:03.620 So I don't wanna do that

00:15:05.940 But there is a group of people

00:15:07.440 I was introduced to once

00:15:08.620 That has

00:15:09.920 You know

00:15:10.660 Fancy themselves

00:15:11.680 This you know

00:15:12.340 Warrior culture

00:15:13.360 Brotherhood type of

00:15:14.640 Ex-military people

00:15:16.700 You know

00:15:17.800 And I get there

00:15:18.360 And they're all

00:15:19.240 Non-combat troops

00:15:20.620 All of them

00:15:21.740 There was probably

00:15:22.680 A hundred of them

00:15:23.280 And none of them were

00:15:24.420 None of them were

00:15:25.080 Infantry

00:15:25.520 Engineer

00:15:26.320 Armor

00:15:26.800 Artillery

00:15:27.480 Special forces

00:15:28.920 They're all like

00:15:30.020 Clerks and air force people 0.95

00:15:31.220 And they're all just

00:15:33.000 So absorbed

00:15:34.340 With their

00:15:36.000 Identity of being

00:15:37.800 A damaged person

00:15:38.860 That it was disgusting

00:15:40.140 They were literally

00:15:43.180 Wearing like

00:15:43.720 Biker cuts 1.00

00:15:44.400 With like 1.00

00:15:45.080 Shit all over it 1.00

00:15:47.140 Like 1.00

00:15:47.300 Not all wounds

00:15:48.180 Are visible

00:15:48.860 Like just

00:15:50.540 You know

00:15:51.060 Like look at me

00:15:51.920 I'm a damaged person

00:15:53.280 And when I was

00:15:55.540 Talking about that

00:15:55.920 At the time

00:15:56.160 People were like

00:15:56.480 Like I'm crazy

00:15:57.300 I'm the bad guy

00:15:58.020 I'm like look

00:15:58.400 Do you understand

00:15:58.920 What you're doing

00:15:59.360 You're going around

00:16:00.200 Like we're the club

00:16:01.520 Of

00:16:02.060 You know

00:16:04.540 Victims

00:16:05.820 It's more victim mentality

00:16:07.980 And never mind

00:16:09.080 The fact that

00:16:09.660 Listen

00:16:10.360 You were a clerk

00:16:11.100 In the air force

00:16:11.840 And you're gonna have

00:16:13.180 PTSD

00:16:13.640 Like

00:16:14.100 You know

00:16:16.200 What actually helped me

00:16:16.860 Sometimes

00:16:17.380 I'm like man

00:16:17.860 I don't know

00:16:18.220 But I read some books

00:16:19.160 I read some world war 0.97

00:16:19.900 Two books

00:16:20.280 Specifically from the

00:16:20.980 German perspective

00:16:21.700 You want to hear 1.00

00:16:22.220 Some fucking bad days 1.00

00:16:23.400 Man 1.00

00:16:23.700 Oh

00:16:24.820 No look at this guy

00:16:26.220 He walked through

00:16:26.780 Guts of his own friends

00:16:27.900 For literally

00:16:28.520 You know

00:16:29.260 Two kilometers

00:16:29.920 Literally

00:16:30.640 Just fields of guts

00:16:31.680 And blown apart

00:16:32.360 Body parts

00:16:32.920 While being strafed 1.00

00:16:33.980 By fucking 1.00

00:16:34.520 Iltu Sturmoviks 0.99

00:16:35.480 And you know

00:16:37.060 Chased down by T-72s

00:16:38.880 Cutting people up

00:16:39.600 As they're trying to 1.00

00:16:40.140 Fucking 0.96

00:16:40.360 That's a hell of an afternoon 0.99

00:16:41.640 But there's this

00:16:43.820 Air force clerk woman

00:16:44.740 Who heard on the radio

00:16:45.900 Maybe potentially me

00:16:47.360 On the radio

00:16:48.860 Directing radio traffic

00:16:50.360 Back and forth

00:16:50.920 Moving forces

00:16:51.560 Around on the ground

00:16:52.120 While we're engaged

00:16:52.800 With the enemy

00:16:53.260 That

00:16:54.420 Hearing that on the radio 0.91

00:16:55.840 Apparently fucked her up 1.00

00:16:56.900 So much 0.98

00:16:57.360 She needs a pension

00:16:58.340 For life

00:16:58.860 And she's got to wear 1.00

00:16:59.960 All this fucking 1.00

00:17:00.680 Flair on a biker cut 1.00

00:17:02.100 About how fucked up 1.00

00:17:02.860 She is 1.00

00:17:03.320 And that's her life now

00:17:04.960 That's her identity

00:17:05.600 Is like a weird

00:17:06.980 Kind of

00:17:07.500 Fetishized version

00:17:09.080 Of the

00:17:09.860 Just troubled

00:17:10.500 Vietnam veteran

00:17:11.320 Or something

00:17:11.720 Right

00:17:11.940 Which is

00:17:13.100 It's also disturbing

00:17:14.420 Because when you see

00:17:16.280 Those guys back then

00:17:17.180 There was no mental health

00:17:18.000 System at all

00:17:18.740 It was like the opposite

00:17:19.940 We went way too far

00:17:21.000 With it

00:17:21.280 Before then

00:17:21.840 There was nothing

00:17:22.360 And these guys

00:17:23.520 Were wearing like

00:17:24.220 Their old combat uniforms

00:17:25.300 And stuff

00:17:25.640 Because they don't know

00:17:26.240 How to let go

00:17:26.960 And they're homeless 1.00

00:17:28.700 And they're fucked up 1.00

00:17:29.500 And they're like 1.00

00:17:29.900 Wearing their medals

00:17:30.560 And stuff

00:17:30.880 They're just like

00:17:31.440 It's hard to get out of

00:17:32.860 When you spend that much time

00:17:33.760 In that world

00:17:34.260 And that becomes your identity

00:17:35.260 To get out of that

00:17:35.980 And do something else

00:17:36.720 Is extremely difficult to do

00:17:38.360 It's a mission oriented place

00:17:41.080 It's a purpose

00:17:42.440 You have a purpose

00:17:43.120 You have a very specific

00:17:44.780 Defined purpose

00:17:45.680 And everyone around you

00:17:47.020 Does as well

00:17:47.660 It's like

00:17:48.220 It's a tribe

00:17:49.060 It's a club

00:17:50.000 It's more than that

00:17:51.400 It's more like

00:17:52.760 A religious experience

00:17:53.640 You know what I mean

00:17:54.360 Being in the military

00:17:55.740 Especially in combat

00:17:56.680 It was more of a religious experience

00:17:58.680 Than most people in the world

00:18:00.020 Experience as a religious experience

00:18:01.260 Well I go to church

00:18:02.020 I'm very religious

00:18:02.780 That's nice

00:18:03.420 That's nice

00:18:04.880 You ever 1.00

00:18:05.260 You ever go fight and kill 1.00

00:18:07.540 And die with a bunch of guys 1.00

00:18:08.640 And like 0.98

00:18:09.140 You know

00:18:10.420 Be four feet from another guy 0.99

00:18:12.180 Under a wall

00:18:12.840 You're getting hammered

00:18:13.740 With you know

00:18:14.200 PKM rounds

00:18:14.980 And RPGs sailing over your heads

00:18:16.380 And you just kind of

00:18:17.020 Silently nod at each other

00:18:18.100 Like this is good

00:18:18.780 Probably

00:18:19.100 Me and you might have

00:18:20.600 Our guts tangled up together 0.56

00:18:21.660 In a big pile of

00:18:22.380 In a mess here

00:18:22.940 Any minute man

00:18:23.540 You know

00:18:24.880 That's pretty much

00:18:26.780 The edge of

00:18:27.580 The human experience

00:18:28.440 I think

00:18:28.840 Because I can't

00:18:31.240 I mean

00:18:31.860 The intensity of that

00:18:32.800 Is just

00:18:33.220 It's

00:18:34.120 It's not

00:18:37.700 It's tough

00:18:38.580 You know

00:18:39.000 But anyway

00:18:41.560 I don't know

00:18:44.600 I

00:18:44.900 You know

00:18:46.060 I try to get in here

00:18:46.740 And you know

00:18:47.420 Be helpful

00:18:48.080 And you know 0.99

00:18:49.360 Point out how fucked up 0.99

00:18:50.200 Everything is 1.00

00:18:50.640 But again

00:18:50.900 Make people feel like

00:18:51.540 They're not alone

00:18:51.940 But at the same time

00:18:52.700 Man it takes a lot out of you

00:18:53.620 And you know

00:18:56.040 I'm just a person

00:18:56.900 You know

00:18:57.540 I'm just a dude man

00:18:58.620 You know

00:18:58.960 Just like everybody else

00:19:00.000 And sometimes

00:19:01.740 You just don't have it

00:19:02.760 You know

00:19:03.200 Yesterday I was

00:19:04.120 Just one of those days

00:19:06.920 Because I have these issues

00:19:08.260 And these problems

00:19:08.840 And that

00:19:09.240 You know

00:19:12.060 You have to be in the right

00:19:14.100 Kind of mindset

00:19:14.600 To do this

00:19:15.360 You know

00:19:16.220 As

00:19:17.640 I mean

00:19:18.000 There is no expert at this

00:19:19.540 You know

00:19:19.900 Like the online streaming

00:19:21.520 Podcast world

00:19:22.760 Is brand new

00:19:23.460 Relatively

00:19:25.340 As an industry

00:19:26.420 I suppose

00:19:26.840 I suppose it is

00:19:27.580 Because a lot of people 0.72

00:19:28.240 Making a fuckload of money

00:19:29.320 Doing this kind of thing

00:19:30.420 You know

00:19:30.640 You've got

00:19:30.940 Like what Steven Crowder

00:19:32.460 And stuff is doing

00:19:32.920 You know

00:19:33.180 So in my

00:19:35.820 You know

00:19:36.000 In my opinion

00:19:36.520 If somebody's been doing this

00:19:37.360 For a couple of years

00:19:37.940 You've got a certain

00:19:38.700 Product if you will

00:19:40.440 I don't want to use that word

00:19:41.320 But

00:19:41.580 People come to expect

00:19:43.400 A certain kind of thing

00:19:44.520 And

00:19:45.760 You know

00:19:47.800 If you know

00:19:48.520 It's going to be bad

00:19:49.260 If it's not going to meet

00:19:49.940 Your own standards

00:19:50.540 I have high expectations

00:19:51.700 For myself

00:19:52.300 And

00:19:52.560 You know

00:19:53.480 I don't want to make something

00:19:54.660 Or do something 0.98

00:19:55.620 That's going to just be shit 1.00

00:19:56.600 You know 1.00

00:19:57.320 I don't want to black pill people 1.00

00:19:59.220 And get up here 0.97

00:19:59.760 And be all angry

00:20:00.520 And depressed

00:20:01.020 And cranky

00:20:01.600 And just

00:20:01.820 You know what I mean

00:20:02.440 Just because I'm having 0.51

00:20:03.840 A shitty day

00:20:05.080 And 0.66

00:20:05.320 You know

00:20:06.160 Some of these guys

00:20:06.620 Have no control over it

00:20:07.500 Especially the

00:20:07.880 You know

00:20:08.180 Other guys in the same boat

00:20:09.160 In the military

00:20:09.640 Man

00:20:09.980 Listen

00:20:10.300 It just

00:20:11.360 You just

00:20:13.000 You wake up that way

00:20:14.420 There's nothing that happens

00:20:16.180 There's nothing that

00:20:17.460 It just

00:20:19.860 You know

00:20:20.380 You literally just

00:20:21.280 Wake up that way

00:20:21.980 You go to bed

00:20:22.520 You're fine

00:20:22.900 You wake up

00:20:23.440 And you're like

00:20:23.880 My blood feels like

00:20:25.000 It's made of cement

00:20:25.680 Like you feel 90 years old

00:20:28.560 Like physically

00:20:29.320 Tired and weak

00:20:31.080 And like

00:20:31.820 You know

00:20:32.920 Like you're walking around

00:20:34.100 In sludge

00:20:35.060 Everything is difficult

00:20:37.280 The thought of like

00:20:38.940 Taking the trash

00:20:39.840 10 feet out the door

00:20:40.900 Is like

00:20:41.300 It might as well be 0.99

00:20:41.820 On the fucking moon 0.99

00:20:42.640 You know 1.00

00:20:43.500 You don't bother

00:20:44.300 You're just like 1.00

00:20:44.960 Fuck me 1.00

00:20:45.900 You know 1.00

00:20:46.340 It's one of these days

00:20:47.140 It's just

00:20:47.480 Your brain chemistry

00:20:48.360 Has for whatever reason

00:20:49.520 Decided that today

00:20:50.920 Is going to be a day

00:20:51.680 Where you do 0.98

00:20:52.180 Fucking absolutely nothing 1.00

00:20:53.220 You're just going to be fucked 1.00

00:20:54.780 You know 1.00

00:20:55.240 You're just going to feel awful

00:20:56.660 And you're just going to

00:20:57.520 Fight off like

00:20:58.260 Horrible thoughts all day

00:20:59.340 That's going to be

00:21:00.060 Your mission today

00:21:00.800 And that's the best

00:21:02.100 You're going to be able to do

00:21:02.740 That's how

00:21:03.260 That's what happens

00:21:04.100 And again

00:21:06.520 With the brain

00:21:07.120 Chemistry fuck up stuff

00:21:08.680 I mean

00:21:09.080 Somebody was asking me

00:21:10.100 The other day

00:21:10.520 Like

00:21:10.800 How do I describe it

00:21:14.940 Like

00:21:15.120 As far as like

00:21:15.740 Happiness goes

00:21:16.560 And

00:21:16.760 To be able to experience

00:21:18.480 Like positive emotions

00:21:19.400 Is severely diminished

00:21:21.060 That's another lovely

00:21:22.200 Side effect of this

00:21:23.100 Is that

00:21:24.160 You know

00:21:24.960 And it makes

00:21:26.920 It makes you angry

00:21:27.760 When you see other people

00:21:31.060 And I know there's other guys

00:21:32.460 In the chat

00:21:32.780 That know exactly

00:21:33.220 What the hell

00:21:33.480 I'm talking about 0.56

00:21:34.040 You see other people

00:21:35.240 That

00:21:35.560 Are just like

00:21:37.640 Having a great time

00:21:38.680 Are really enjoying

00:21:41.000 Just simply something

00:21:42.020 As simple as a hockey game

00:21:43.200 Or something

00:21:43.580 You know

00:21:43.980 And you get

00:21:45.220 Not mad at them

00:21:46.520 But just

00:21:46.960 Like why I don't

00:21:48.180 Feel like that

00:21:48.760 About anything anymore

00:21:49.760 And I haven't for a long time

00:21:51.120 Like it's really difficult

00:21:52.600 So if that's like a 10

00:21:53.740 Like a 10 out of 10

00:21:54.520 Yeah I had a great day 0.99

00:21:55.440 This is fucking awesome 0.95

00:21:56.640 It's like 0.98

00:21:57.140 I might get to a 4

00:21:58.340 At the best of times

00:22:00.300 You know

00:22:01.300 You basically start 1.00

00:22:02.260 You start at shit 1.00

00:22:04.320 And if you're lucky 1.00

00:22:05.120 You might get like

00:22:05.900 Oh that wasn't bad

00:22:06.860 You know

00:22:07.560 It's really hard man

00:22:08.760 Because your brain chemistry 1.00

00:22:09.880 Is fucked 1.00

00:22:10.260 And it's just like that 1.00

00:22:11.100 This is your

00:22:11.940 This is your injury

00:22:13.240 It's like having a smashed

00:22:14.980 Shattered

00:22:15.440 Destroyed leg

00:22:16.220 Or something

00:22:16.640 It's

00:22:17.580 It's gonna hurt

00:22:18.400 Frequently

00:22:19.180 Chronically

00:22:19.860 Maybe all the time

00:22:20.740 There's gonna be things

00:22:21.860 You can and can't do

00:22:22.800 Now

00:22:23.280 And

00:22:23.820 Figure it out

00:22:25.520 That's your life now

00:22:27.360 Or you lost an eye

00:22:28.440 Or something

00:22:29.360 You know

00:22:29.860 An injury is an injury

00:22:31.340 And this one is

00:22:32.480 This is a particularly nasty one

00:22:34.420 Because nobody really knows

00:22:35.160 What to do with it

00:22:35.780 It's not something

00:22:36.200 You can see readily

00:22:37.620 And nobody knows

00:22:38.240 How to treat you

00:22:38.780 Or talk to you

00:22:39.420 And 0.98

00:22:39.580 And it's fucking hard 0.97

00:22:42.720 On relationships 0.98

00:22:43.360 As well

00:22:44.540 That's why a lot of

00:22:45.140 These guys are divorced

00:22:46.020 You know

00:22:47.660 And I mean

00:22:48.540 God bless the women 1.00

00:22:49.600 That stay with them

00:22:50.440 But

00:22:51.020 I mean

00:22:52.500 Can you imagine

00:22:53.200 I can't

00:22:54.900 I wouldn't want

00:22:55.320 To be around me

00:22:55.920 You know

00:22:56.440 There's me on the stream

00:22:58.480 And then there's the rest

00:22:59.200 Of my life

00:22:59.760 You know

00:23:00.180 And

00:23:00.360 Trying to be around

00:23:02.020 You know

00:23:02.300 Guys are angry

00:23:03.200 And they're moody

00:23:03.720 And they're depressed

00:23:04.400 And they're frustrated

00:23:05.180 Like most of the time

00:23:06.520 That you're gonna be around

00:23:07.960 Someone like that

00:23:08.400 Most of the time

00:23:09.160 And that attitude

00:23:10.040 And that person

00:23:10.840 That's gonna have an impact

00:23:11.780 On your spouse

00:23:13.160 And your significant other

00:23:13.980 And it's gonna take a toll

00:23:14.900 Over the years

00:23:15.520 And eventually

00:23:16.740 They just

00:23:17.180 You know

00:23:17.900 They can't take it anymore

00:23:18.720 And then they

00:23:19.420 They leave

00:23:20.500 You know

00:23:20.940 And that makes everything work

00:23:21.940 And then

00:23:22.560 And you can see it happening

00:23:24.240 You know

00:23:24.660 The guys can see their wives 0.99

00:23:25.920 Or their husbands

00:23:26.500 Or whatever

00:23:26.940 Like you know

00:23:28.100 Getting just dragged down

00:23:29.320 By the

00:23:29.740 The heaviness

00:23:30.920 Of how

00:23:31.560 You know

00:23:32.320 Of your own 1.00

00:23:33.900 Fucking shit 1.00

00:23:34.860 And then that makes you feel worse 1.00

00:23:37.080 And it's like

00:23:37.500 I'm a burden

00:23:38.260 Just for like

00:23:39.040 You know

00:23:39.640 You can't even express

00:23:40.780 How you feel

00:23:41.380 Because it's gonna damage

00:23:42.280 Other people

00:23:43.000 So that drives them

00:23:44.160 Even further inward

00:23:45.160 To not

00:23:45.900 It's a nasty thing man

00:23:47.940 That's literally why

00:23:53.240 A lot of these guys

00:23:53.860 Like the trope of

00:23:55.120 You know 0.99

00:23:56.020 The angry fucking veteran guy 1.00

00:23:57.480 Living on a loan 1.00

00:23:58.160 In a cabin in the woods

00:23:59.080 Because that's the best solution

00:24:00.380 They can come up with

00:24:01.080 Because they literally

00:24:01.620 Can't be around people

00:24:02.520 And their relationships

00:24:04.000 Are destroyed

00:24:04.640 And you know

00:24:06.860 Because people just

00:24:07.740 Can't put up

00:24:08.240 With them for

00:24:08.720 You know

00:24:09.380 It's like

00:24:09.660 Listen dad

00:24:10.320 I love you 1.00

00:24:10.780 But you're fucking 1.00

00:24:11.700 Too much 1.00

00:24:12.320 You know

00:24:12.880 I

00:24:13.080 Jesus Christ

00:24:14.500 You know

00:24:16.220 It's a hard deal

00:24:17.600 But it's tough

00:24:18.440 Anyway

00:24:19.500 Yeah

00:24:19.840 I just thought

00:24:20.200 I wanted to

00:24:20.680 Some stuff

00:24:23.200 I wanted to

00:24:23.580 Because I mean

00:24:24.140 I'm just

00:24:24.740 I'm a real person

00:24:26.900 We're all real people

00:24:28.300 And there's lots of guys

00:24:29.740 Out there that need to

00:24:30.500 Maybe hear that

00:24:31.320 That it's not just them

00:24:32.120 You're not the only one

00:24:32.840 That's like that

00:24:33.400 I mean

00:24:34.100 I have to

00:24:35.640 I have to fight with it

00:24:36.520 Constantly

00:24:36.980 You know

00:24:37.560 I actually

00:24:38.040 Last night

00:24:38.480 I got down to the point

00:24:39.340 Where I was

00:24:39.980 Literally

00:24:40.280 I had sat down

00:24:41.140 I had everything set up

00:24:41.980 And I was just like

00:24:42.720 I just

00:24:43.620 I don't have it man

00:24:44.520 It's not gonna be

00:24:45.840 You know

00:24:47.820 I can barely keep my eyes open

00:24:49.520 And I just don't 0.98

00:24:50.340 Give a fuck right now 0.97

00:24:51.520 Like I just don't 0.99

00:24:52.820 Fucking care at all 0.96

00:24:54.020 You know 0.99

00:24:55.240 What can you do

00:24:56.780 You know

00:24:57.020 It's one of those days

00:24:57.760 You know

00:24:58.240 And if you gotta

00:24:59.460 You do what you gotta do

00:25:00.300 If you gotta take a day off

00:25:01.360 If you gotta

00:25:01.700 Whatever you have to do

00:25:04.140 To stay alive

00:25:05.240 You know

00:25:05.880 And I'm not saying

00:25:06.620 I was trying to stay alive

00:25:08.280 But

00:25:08.500 Metaphorically

00:25:09.880 Or maybe literally

00:25:10.580 In your case

00:25:11.220 I don't know

00:25:11.640 Whatever you have to do

00:25:14.500 To do that

00:25:15.200 Then do that

00:25:16.020 But the only important

00:25:17.160 The only thing you need to do

00:25:18.700 Is not give up

00:25:20.460 Because once you do that

00:25:22.300 There's no take backs

00:25:23.320 It's over

00:25:23.740 Once you're gone

00:25:24.860 You're gone

00:25:25.280 And that's it

00:25:26.880 Any opportunity you had

00:25:29.040 To change anything

00:25:30.560 To ever

00:25:31.080 Make anything of yourself

00:25:32.780 To fix anything

00:25:33.560 And maybe you never can 0.99

00:25:34.720 Maybe you're gonna feel like shit 0.99

00:25:35.660 For the rest of your life 0.98

00:25:36.460 But anything you could have done

00:25:37.840 For other people

00:25:38.480 Your friends

00:25:38.940 Your family

00:25:39.380 Strangers

00:25:39.880 You could have helped somebody

00:25:40.860 Somewhere along the line

00:25:42.200 You took all those opportunities away

00:25:43.980 Anything you ever could have done

00:25:46.380 For anyone else in the world

00:25:47.600 You just threw it

00:25:48.880 You just took it away

00:25:49.720 Because you couldn't handle it

00:25:51.440 You know

00:25:51.720 And that's sad in itself

00:25:53.540 So that's the only rule

00:25:57.020 You know

00:25:57.400 Be mad

00:25:58.560 Be frustrated

00:25:59.320 Be depressed 1.00

00:25:59.960 Be a fucking nightmare 1.00

00:26:01.580 You know 1.00

00:26:01.940 Punch holes in walls

00:26:03.300 You know

00:26:03.520 Obviously these aren't good

00:26:04.500 Healthy things to do

00:26:05.640 But I mean

00:26:06.160 You know

00:26:07.740 Filling yourself full of pills

00:26:10.580 Isn't the answer either

00:26:11.580 And letting these people tell you

00:26:14.000 Like no

00:26:14.480 You are now PTSD

00:26:15.680 Or you are now

00:26:16.640 Your trauma

00:26:17.680 You are your trauma

00:26:19.020 Talk about your trauma

00:26:20.080 You know 1.00

00:26:20.380 Like fuck off 1.00

00:26:21.340 Like there isn't every 0.99

00:26:22.840 Like not everybody in the world 0.98

00:26:24.080 Has some fucking kind of trauma 0.99

00:26:25.540 You know 1.00

00:26:25.920 How many women in this country 1.00

00:26:27.560 Get raped every day 0.99

00:26:28.620 You know 1.00

00:26:29.780 Kids lose their parents

00:26:32.200 You know

00:26:32.540 Like just 0.99

00:26:32.920 There's fucking 1.00

00:26:33.600 People get cancer 1.00

00:26:34.920 And die

00:26:35.440 At like crazy young age 0.90

00:26:36.540 You know what I mean

00:26:37.160 I used to date a girl 1.00

00:26:40.020 Whose brother got cancer

00:26:42.040 And died when he was like

00:26:43.160 Three years old

00:26:44.260 Can you imagine a three year old

00:26:45.920 Can you imagine those parents

00:26:47.120 Your three year old child

00:26:48.240 Gets cancer 1.00

00:26:48.900 And just slowly fucking 0.99

00:26:50.180 Woof 0.98

00:26:51.780 You know

00:26:52.340 So

00:26:54.500 I don't like that they have this

00:26:56.180 Mindset where they

00:26:57.160 Send all these veterans up 1.00

00:26:58.800 For like

00:26:59.180 Oh no

00:27:00.400 You know

00:27:00.760 You've got all these

00:27:01.400 You need to just constantly

00:27:02.560 Like dude

00:27:03.760 Yeah okay

00:27:06.280 You had a rough go

00:27:07.340 But like a lot of people have

00:27:08.680 And just wallowing in it

00:27:10.520 And deciding that you are now

00:27:12.140 Your identity is that

00:27:14.340 You're a damaged person 0.54

00:27:15.400 And you're just gonna live 0.99

00:27:16.220 This way forever 1.00

00:27:17.020 Is just fucking unacceptable 0.97

00:27:18.620 Because there's people 0.97

00:27:20.440 That have dealt with

00:27:21.060 Way worse

00:27:22.660 And are doing

00:27:23.460 All kinds of good things

00:27:25.320 You know

00:27:26.740 So I kind of resent that

00:27:27.800 I don't

00:27:28.060 I don't accept that

00:27:28.820 I don't like that

00:27:29.540 Um

00:27:31.020 And I think the way forward

00:27:34.640 For a lot of these guys

00:27:35.440 Is to just connect with

00:27:36.360 Their buddies

00:27:37.060 And their friends

00:27:37.480 Because being alone

00:27:38.200 Is a part in itself

00:27:39.900 Because again

00:27:40.260 You're part of this unit

00:27:41.040 You're part of this club

00:27:41.880 This

00:27:42.680 Tribe or cult really

00:27:48.180 Kind of in a way

00:27:49.040 It's a very intense place

00:27:50.280 I mean the military right

00:27:52.420 And then

00:27:53.320 You know

00:27:53.840 You've got all your

00:27:54.660 Your peers support

00:27:55.740 You've got a job to do

00:27:56.760 You've got people depend on you

00:27:58.080 You've got responsibilities

00:27:59.060 Um

00:28:00.360 You might have

00:28:00.900 You might have subordinates

00:28:02.340 To look after

00:28:03.080 I mean

00:28:03.580 Um

00:28:04.920 There's a scene in Rambo

00:28:06.000 Or the first one

00:28:06.940 First Blood

00:28:07.360 I think it is

00:28:07.960 Uh

00:28:09.340 Or maybe not

00:28:09.880 I can't remember now

00:28:10.600 And uh

00:28:12.100 I don't know who ever

00:28:13.280 Wrote that movie

00:28:13.920 But it was really

00:28:14.520 Actually it's very good

00:28:15.540 The first one

00:28:16.220 And there's a part

00:28:17.340 Where he kind of

00:28:17.740 Goes off about how

00:28:18.620 And I

00:28:19.240 That I was like

00:28:19.800 Ooh that one stings

00:28:20.620 Because I know that feeling

00:28:21.480 And I

00:28:21.880 And I watched the guy

00:28:22.880 Commit suicide

00:28:23.520 Over basically the same thing

00:28:24.820 Um

00:28:26.900 The guy was uh

00:28:28.900 He was a sergeant

00:28:29.880 At 2nd Battalion

00:28:30.820 And uh

00:28:32.280 When I was

00:28:32.880 Going again

00:28:33.540 In the

00:28:33.940 In the wonderful

00:28:34.580 Mental health system

00:28:35.500 Sitting there

00:28:37.280 Waiting for whoever

00:28:38.200 To tell me

00:28:38.860 You know

00:28:39.740 He was sitting there

00:28:43.360 I was a corporal

00:28:44.320 At the time

00:28:44.780 And he was a

00:28:45.400 A sergeant

00:28:46.220 And we're just

00:28:46.640 Both sitting there

00:28:47.460 And I talked

00:28:47.880 And he was like

00:28:48.520 I was like

00:28:49.380 How are you

00:28:49.660 How are you making out

00:28:50.300 And he was just like

00:28:50.960 Looked at me

00:28:51.420 And he was like

00:28:51.940 A month ago

00:28:54.020 I was a sergeant

00:28:55.320 In an infantry battalion

00:28:56.640 I was in charge

00:28:58.440 Of

00:28:58.880 10 men

00:29:00.060 Millions of dollars

00:29:02.080 In equipment

00:29:02.660 A

00:29:03.700 Multi-million dollar

00:29:05.040 Fighting

00:29:05.420 The lab three

00:29:06.340 Like

00:29:07.560 I mean

00:29:07.900 That's my job

00:29:08.460 I mean

00:29:08.740 Some people go to work

00:29:09.640 And like

00:29:09.860 Oh I got my cool

00:29:10.840 You know

00:29:12.380 My new work computer

00:29:13.700 Or whatever

00:29:14.140 Like you're responsible for it

00:29:15.220 Like

00:29:15.460 Bro we would go to work

00:29:17.260 And I've had that job too

00:29:18.820 As a section commander

00:29:19.540 It's like

00:29:19.920 Here's what you need to look

00:29:21.640 Here's what you need to

00:29:22.280 Be in charge of today

00:29:24.440 These ten lives

00:29:26.860 Okay

00:29:27.300 And you're all

00:29:27.880 You all have 1.00

00:29:28.320 Fucking machine guns 1.00

00:29:29.440 And we're going to go out 1.00

00:29:30.140 At night time

00:29:30.700 With night vision

00:29:31.400 And we're going to go out

00:29:32.640 Into the

00:29:33.040 Out into the field here

00:29:33.980 And you're going to go out there 1.00

00:29:34.720 In this fucking 1.00

00:29:35.480 The APC 1.00

00:29:36.740 The lab three

00:29:37.360 It's got a 25 millimeter

00:29:38.600 Bushmaster autocannon on it

00:29:40.200 It's got grenade launchers

00:29:41.120 And machine guns

00:29:41.760 And you're going to use

00:29:42.420 All these things

00:29:43.040 At the same time

00:29:43.760 And you are going to command

00:29:46.060 All of this

00:29:47.020 The vehicle

00:29:47.820 The troops on the ground

00:29:48.700 Yourself

00:29:49.100 The radio

00:29:49.580 And you're going to 1.00

00:29:50.060 Fucking 0.99

00:29:50.280 You're going to go out there 1.00

00:29:51.140 And there's an objective

00:29:51.860 On the other end of this field

00:29:52.660 And you're going to hammer 0.99

00:29:53.180 The living shit out of that 0.99

00:29:54.020 And there's going to be 0.98

00:29:54.740 A bunch of officers

00:29:55.420 Assessing everything

00:29:56.280 That you're doing

00:29:56.840 And they're going to

00:29:57.220 Pick apart all of your mistakes

00:29:58.400 And you're going to do it

00:30:00.040 Again and again

00:30:00.580 And again and again

00:30:01.260 And oh

00:30:02.580 Don't get anybody killed

00:30:03.460 By the way

00:30:03.820 If that would be helpful

00:30:04.900 And it's raining

00:30:05.600 And it's November

00:30:06.720 And it's cold

00:30:07.480 And again

00:30:07.840 They mentioned it's pitch dark

00:30:08.820 You know

00:30:09.200 Like that's an intense job

00:30:10.960 He's like

00:30:11.960 I went from doing that

00:30:13.160 And he's like

00:30:14.500 Now I mow the lawn

00:30:15.580 Like their idea

00:30:17.540 Of helping him

00:30:18.480 Was to take him

00:30:19.840 Out of that job

00:30:20.480 And like

00:30:20.860 We'll just get him

00:30:21.380 To mow the lawn

00:30:22.100 Because it's so much

00:30:22.820 Less stressful

00:30:24.400 And that'll be helpful

00:30:26.160 For him

00:30:26.640 That actually broke him

00:30:27.900 Like I saw it in his face

00:30:30.100 I saw it

00:30:31.600 And I was just like

00:30:32.360 I didn't know what to say

00:30:33.120 I was like 0.99

00:30:33.420 Holy shit 0.99

00:30:33.920 He's like 0.99

00:30:34.920 I went from being a 0.97

00:30:36.100 Sex commander 0.75

00:30:37.220 At 2nd Battalion

00:30:37.820 I was in charge

00:30:38.300 Of millions of dollars

00:30:38.960 Of equipment

00:30:39.940 And now I

00:30:40.860 Now I mow the lawn

00:30:42.080 You know

00:30:43.540 Like he didn't

00:30:44.180 He had done like

00:30:44.900 15 years in the army

00:30:45.880 Before that point

00:30:46.560 And was like

00:30:47.000 A respected guy

00:30:47.760 And you know

00:30:49.020 When they send you

00:30:49.540 Up to these units

00:30:50.140 These places

00:30:50.620 Like people don't

00:30:51.960 You look weak now

00:30:53.180 And like the stigma's there

00:30:54.440 It's a real thing

00:30:55.200 And they're like

00:30:56.480 Oh you couldn't handle it man 1.00

00:30:57.960 You couldn't fucking 1.00

00:30:58.640 And then he shot himself 1.00

00:30:59.700 And he had two little girls

00:31:01.380 And you know

00:31:02.200 They had his funeral 1.00

00:31:02.900 And it was a fucking nightmare 1.00

00:31:04.120 They were screaming 1.00

00:31:05.020 And trying to get out

00:31:05.780 The casket

00:31:06.340 Screaming daddy daddy

00:31:07.600 You know

00:31:08.000 Just the worst

00:31:08.740 Anyway

00:31:12.520 Yeah there's a scene

00:31:14.520 In Rambo

00:31:14.960 Talking about the same

00:31:15.720 Kind of thing

00:31:16.120 He's like

00:31:16.380 Now I can't even

00:31:16.900 Get a job

00:31:17.320 Parking cars

00:31:18.080 You know

00:31:18.720 I used to be able

00:31:19.400 To do all this

00:31:20.000 And now I can't

00:31:20.440 Even get a job

00:31:20.900 Over here

00:31:21.140 Parking cars

00:31:21.740 So when you get

00:31:22.480 Out of the military

00:31:22.980 It's like

00:31:23.540 Now I mean

00:31:24.240 You go from being

00:31:26.920 Up here

00:31:27.560 Where you're like

00:31:28.720 I have some legit

00:31:30.060 I have some real 1.00

00:31:30.800 Fucking shit 1.00

00:31:31.320 I gotta do today 1.00

00:31:32.060 You know

00:31:32.420 People go to work

00:31:33.820 To do like

00:31:34.460 Whatever

00:31:35.020 I don't want to

00:31:38.240 Make fun of anybody

00:31:39.000 Or feel like

00:31:39.400 I'm diminishing

00:31:39.900 Anybody's careers

00:31:40.980 Or whatever

00:31:41.540 Right

00:31:41.820 But

00:31:42.060 Pick one

00:31:44.060 Right

00:31:44.420 There's that

00:31:45.580 And then

00:31:46.020 And then there's this

00:31:46.940 It's like

00:31:47.480 Which one

00:31:48.000 Like it's a really

00:31:48.760 Intense job

00:31:49.400 It's a really intense

00:31:50.240 You know

00:31:51.920 Thing

00:31:52.280 And it's easy

00:31:52.860 To wrap your

00:31:53.320 Identity around

00:31:54.040 And that

00:31:54.300 It's like

00:31:54.500 You're not just

00:31:54.880 Going to work

00:31:55.560 You're not just

00:31:56.100 Chris anymore 1.00

00:31:56.820 You're fucking 1.00

00:31:57.420 Sergeant McDonald 1.00

00:31:58.340 Or whatever

00:31:58.900 You know 1.00

00:31:59.480 You're a fucking 1.00

00:32:00.440 People are looking 1.00

00:32:02.100 Up to you

00:32:02.560 And you've got 1.00

00:32:02.960 Shit to do 1.00

00:32:03.560 Man 1.00

00:32:03.840 You've got 1.00

00:32:04.200 Fucking missions 1.00

00:32:04.900 To accomplish 1.00

00:32:05.460 And all this

00:32:06.160 Kind of stuff

00:32:06.580 And then that all

00:32:07.340 Just goes away

00:32:08.020 And then they end up

00:32:10.640 Out of the military

00:32:11.300 And they go

00:32:11.800 Whoa

00:32:12.060 And they go

00:32:13.060 See you later

00:32:13.700 Like there's no

00:32:14.420 Farewell parade

00:32:15.380 There's no 1.00

00:32:15.820 Fuck off 1.00

00:32:16.200 I mean you sign 1.00

00:32:16.820 Some papers

00:32:17.300 And that's it

00:32:17.920 You're just

00:32:19.040 Like really

00:32:19.620 That was it

00:32:21.020 You know

00:32:22.480 Nobody even

00:32:23.100 Like I think

00:32:23.640 The last guy

00:32:24.220 I talked to

00:32:24.620 In the military

00:32:25.040 Didn't even look up

00:32:25.660 From his desk

00:32:26.240 He was just like

00:32:26.740 See you later

00:32:27.380 Signing the thing

00:32:28.320 I'm like

00:32:28.640 Okay

00:32:30.300 Like I guess

00:32:31.620 I guess that's it

00:32:33.720 Or

00:32:34.000 Yeah

00:32:35.300 And then you go home

00:32:36.320 And you sit on the couch

00:32:37.000 And you just

00:32:37.440 Hmm

00:32:38.060 And they go

00:32:39.200 What do you want to do now

00:32:40.040 And you're like 0.99

00:32:40.380 I don't fucking know 0.99

00:32:41.300 What do you mean 0.99

00:32:42.420 What do I do now

00:32:43.240 I've spent the last

00:32:45.580 14-15 years

00:32:46.600 Trying to be

00:32:47.140 Trying to be

00:32:47.900 You know

00:32:49.220 A killer

00:32:49.640 A warrior

00:32:50.200 For the country

00:32:50.840 To destroy our enemies

00:32:51.900 And protect our people

00:32:52.840 And now you're like

00:32:53.480 Have you considered

00:32:54.220 Working at

00:32:54.880 At Radio Shack

00:32:56.860 What

00:32:57.740 Me

00:32:58.680 You want me

00:32:59.360 To work at Radio Shack

00:33:00.540 Oh you could go to school

00:33:03.860 And learn about

00:33:04.520 LGBTQ theory

00:33:05.940 Or

00:33:06.280 Or gender identity

00:33:07.840 And that's another problem

00:33:09.160 All these guys get out

00:33:10.640 And I know

00:33:11.300 They're like

00:33:11.720 You know

00:33:12.560 From my end of the world

00:33:13.580 Right

00:33:13.780 They get out

00:33:14.200 And they're like

00:33:14.620 Oh this is the world now

00:33:16.100 This wasn't like this

00:33:16.960 When I got in here

00:33:17.700 When I went into the military

00:33:19.360 It wasn't like this

00:33:20.420 You're in a bubble

00:33:21.120 You're in the military

00:33:22.600 That's all you do

00:33:23.500 All I cared about

00:33:24.640 Was you know

00:33:25.360 My job

00:33:25.900 And my friends

00:33:26.540 And this kind of thing

00:33:27.220 And how do I get

00:33:28.280 On this course

00:33:29.260 And I want to get

00:33:30.080 That jump course

00:33:30.920 I want to be

00:33:31.800 A paratrooper now

00:33:32.660 I want to do this

00:33:33.760 Ironman race

00:33:35.260 I want to go to

00:33:36.260 The special forces selection

00:33:37.640 I want to try

00:33:38.280 And get promoted this year

00:33:39.280 I want this

00:33:40.360 And I want that

00:33:40.940 And I want to do

00:33:41.400 And you know

00:33:41.900 That's it

00:33:42.360 That's all you're involved in

00:33:43.880 So these people are like

00:33:45.240 Doesn't the military

00:33:45.900 Know what's going on

00:33:46.780 No they really don't 0.99

00:33:47.660 They have no fucking idea 0.99

00:33:48.580 They're completely clueless 1.00

00:33:49.580 Because they're

00:33:50.220 Completely absorbed

00:33:51.660 In their own jobs

00:33:52.780 In their own lives

00:33:53.340 They don't have time

00:33:54.020 You're working like

00:33:55.280 You're in the field

00:33:57.800 You're not even home

00:33:58.500 Six months a year

00:33:59.360 You're literally living

00:34:00.660 In the woods

00:34:01.100 Or in a tent somewhere

00:34:01.860 For six months of the year

00:34:02.860 On eating plastic food

00:34:05.260 And just going balls

00:34:06.040 To the wall all the time

00:34:07.000 Living in the rain

00:34:08.020 And this kind of stuff

00:34:08.660 So when they get back

00:34:09.260 Like don't you know

00:34:10.100 About Bilderbergs

00:34:11.060 They're like

00:34:11.260 I don't

00:34:11.560 What 1.00

00:34:11.800 Fuck off 1.00

00:34:12.780 Fuck off 1.00

00:34:13.880 I'm trying to sleep 1.00

00:34:15.120 With my wife

00:34:15.600 And play video games 0.99

00:34:16.300 I don't give a shit 0.99

00:34:16.900 About it 0.97

00:34:17.160 You know what I mean

00:34:17.560 So no they don't

00:34:18.820 They don't have any idea

00:34:19.440 What's going on

00:34:19.960 And they're not going to

00:34:20.800 So you know

00:34:23.280 What do you do

00:34:23.700 When you get out of there

00:34:24.360 It's like

00:34:24.880 Oh

00:34:25.380 Oh you want to go to school

00:34:27.820 Like yeah

00:34:28.300 I looked into that 0.99

00:34:29.280 I would kill myself 1.00

00:34:30.800 Or everyone else in there 1.00

00:34:31.840 So that's out

00:34:32.660 You know

00:34:34.460 Listening to these kids 1.00

00:34:35.300 Fucking complain about 1.00

00:34:36.340 You know 1.00

00:34:37.160 Oh my god

00:34:37.780 I'm so stressed 0.99

00:34:38.440 About fucking exams 1.00

00:34:39.580 Uh huh 1.00

00:34:40.420 Like society's so weak

00:34:43.320 It's offensive

00:34:43.860 And I'm serious about that

00:34:46.060 Because there's a standard

00:34:47.160 In the military

00:34:47.800 At least where I was

00:34:48.720 In the infantry

00:34:49.300 At least when I was in

00:34:50.720 I understand that's

00:34:51.860 Rapidly spiraling downward

00:34:54.140 You couldn't just float

00:34:57.980 You couldn't just coast

00:34:59.820 You had to lift

00:35:01.420 You had to pull your weight

00:35:02.900 Or you were gone

00:35:04.200 You had to maintain a standard

00:35:06.640 You had to show up early

00:35:08.000 You had to dress well

00:35:10.180 You couldn't be a piece

00:35:11.980 You had to shave every day

00:35:13.480 You had to get your hair cut

00:35:14.680 Every week

00:35:15.360 If there was a piece of lint

00:35:17.480 On your hat

00:35:18.840 On your beret 1.00

00:35:19.500 You might get fucking 1.00

00:35:20.360 Smacked in the face 1.00

00:35:21.560 I'm talking

00:35:24.100 You'd go out to these parades

00:35:25.320 I remember one time

00:35:26.400 In 3rd Battalion

00:35:29.200 I had just gotten there too

00:35:30.420 Like I was brand new

00:35:31.820 So you're at a new unit

00:35:33.580 Nobody knows you

00:35:34.400 In the other

00:35:34.780 You know

00:35:35.100 I knew everybody in 2RCR

00:35:36.540 I went to 3RCR

00:35:37.440 I was there for

00:35:38.660 A week or two

00:35:39.700 It's like brand new

00:35:41.080 Right

00:35:41.320 Nobody knows me

00:35:41.960 I'm a master corporal now

00:35:42.860 Right

00:35:43.080 And so I'm in charge 1.00

00:35:44.660 Of fucking people 1.00

00:35:45.440 And they're like 1.00

00:35:46.800 Yeah you gotta be here

00:35:47.460 At this time for a parade

00:35:49.000 It's coming up on

00:35:50.300 Remember's Day on the 11th

00:35:51.400 So we gotta get in

00:35:51.980 Our dress uniforms 0.99

00:35:52.780 Fucking look and fancy 0.99

00:35:54.380 Everything's very shiny 0.99

00:35:55.440 Looks great

00:35:56.020 Very nice

00:35:56.720 Again

00:35:57.920 Most civilian people

00:35:59.040 I mean I see them

00:35:59.640 They can't even 1.00

00:35:59.960 These fucking doctors 1.00

00:36:00.840 They can't even wear suits 1.00

00:36:01.620 That's why I get mad

00:36:02.280 About this stuff

00:36:02.900 I'm like I can do it 1.00

00:36:04.500 I'm an idiot 1.00

00:36:05.280 You know 1.00

00:36:06.240 I'm an idiot 1.00

00:36:07.160 With no education 1.00

00:36:08.180 From Pictou County

00:36:09.100 Nova Scotia

00:36:09.740 And I can clean myself up 1.00

00:36:11.180 And look like a fucking professional 0.99

00:36:12.500 If and when I need to 0.99

00:36:13.960 And this guy's making

00:36:15.180 Truckloads of money

00:36:17.120 And his suit's like

00:36:17.920 You know

00:36:18.740 Jesus Christ

00:36:20.020 Right

00:36:20.300 So I show up to this place

00:36:22.460 And I'm late

00:36:22.980 I don't know where it is

00:36:23.900 I thought I knew where it was

00:36:25.100 But if you've ever been

00:36:25.900 To CFB Petawawa

00:36:26.920 Oh man

00:36:28.420 Oh man

00:36:29.940 It's a mess

00:36:31.820 All the buildings are

00:36:32.980 A number and a letter

00:36:34.440 And a number

00:36:34.920 S-103

00:36:36.420 K-14

00:36:37.920 You know

00:36:38.820 D-56

00:36:40.020 D-56

00:36:40.700 Well that's

00:36:41.380 But you know what I mean

00:36:42.660 And you're like

00:36:43.500 Wait what

00:36:43.980 And the map doesn't make sense

00:36:45.400 It's not like it goes

00:36:46.080 A-B-C-D 1.00

00:36:46.820 It's just all over the place

00:36:48.040 So you're like

00:36:48.380 You literally have to remember

00:36:49.420 Where it is

00:36:49.980 And commit it to memory

00:36:50.980 You have to commit that

00:36:52.120 Designation serial number

00:36:53.900 To memory

00:36:54.500 It's that robotic 0.98

00:36:55.680 And ridiculous 0.98

00:36:56.360 You know 0.92

00:36:57.340 See I finally

00:36:59.580 I get there

00:37:00.020 And I'm late 1.00

00:37:00.480 I'm like fuck 0.99

00:37:01.280 I have to like sneak 0.99

00:37:02.160 Everybody's already formed up

00:37:03.280 On Parade

00:37:03.800 Which is bad

00:37:04.500 Right

00:37:05.060 If they see you coming in

00:37:06.120 Oh

00:37:06.480 Hundreds of people are there

00:37:08.240 Right 0.99

00:37:08.480 I fucking slip in there 0.99

00:37:10.320 At the very last minute 0.99

00:37:11.200 I'm like thank god

00:37:11.860 And then I look around

00:37:13.040 And realize

00:37:13.460 I'm the only one

00:37:14.680 In the battalion

00:37:15.280 I thought

00:37:15.800 Not wearing a poppy

00:37:16.900 On my uniform

00:37:17.460 Because I just didn't have time

00:37:18.540 To grab one

00:37:18.940 I forgot

00:37:19.340 Rushing around

00:37:21.000 Brand new

00:37:21.520 I'm still trying to move

00:37:22.320 Into my house

00:37:22.880 I'm trying to do

00:37:23.400 You know 1.00

00:37:23.740 So I'm like fuck 1.00

00:37:24.460 You know 1.00

00:37:24.860 And that's a mighty

00:37:27.280 Big offense

00:37:28.040 And I watched the RSM

00:37:30.220 Just rip the shreds

00:37:31.840 Out of three different people

00:37:33.040 For the same thing

00:37:34.340 And I mean tear them apart 0.93

00:37:36.340 In front of the whole battalion 0.70

00:37:37.640 For minutes at a time

00:37:38.960 And the RSM is like

00:37:40.180 The top enlisted man

00:37:41.080 In the whole unit

00:37:41.700 The RSM

00:37:44.240 Comes

00:37:44.900 It's not good

00:37:46.380 Okay 0.99

00:37:46.820 That's like the fucking 1.00

00:37:47.980 Vice president 1.00

00:37:48.800 Of Apple computers

00:37:50.500 You work for Apple computers

00:37:51.640 And the vice president

00:37:52.340 Comes down

00:37:52.920 And to your desk

00:37:53.940 Personally

00:37:54.300 And screams at you

00:37:55.360 For 15 minutes

00:37:56.560 About how much of a piece 1.00

00:37:57.360 Of shit you are 1.00

00:37:58.100 And how you don't even 1.00

00:37:59.000 Deserve to be here

00:37:59.940 You know

00:38:00.640 People have died

00:38:01.460 For this uniform

00:38:02.260 And you can't even be bothered 0.99

00:38:03.240 To fucking dress properly 1.00

00:38:04.420 You're a goddamn disgrace 1.00

00:38:05.600 How do you live with yourself 1.00

00:38:06.980 Do you even have a wife

00:38:08.760 How does she not leave you 1.00

00:38:09.820 You're fucking pathetic 1.00

00:38:10.800 You know 1.00

00:38:11.300 For 20 minutes like this

00:38:12.380 Again

00:38:12.740 In the civilian world

00:38:13.680 Can you imagine

00:38:14.580 And we get out here

00:38:16.640 And we'll be like 1.00

00:38:17.040 Fuck don't be a faggot 1.00

00:38:18.080 And everyone goes 1.00

00:38:18.460 Can we call HR

00:38:21.360 I'm offended

00:38:22.620 You're a

00:38:23.600 You're offended

00:38:24.540 You're offended

00:38:26.040 You know

00:38:30.760 It's like

00:38:31.860 I can't live in this society

00:38:33.120 I just can't do it

00:38:34.540 But anyway

00:38:35.760 He um

00:38:36.220 I sat there

00:38:37.140 We did the whole parade

00:38:38.200 And I was just like

00:38:39.360 Deliberately not looking

00:38:40.640 This is true by the way

00:38:41.780 If you don't know this

00:38:42.420 If you're staring at someone

00:38:43.500 And you're making eye contact

00:38:44.380 With them

00:38:44.860 They're like

00:38:45.760 I don't know what percentage

00:38:46.700 More likely to turn

00:38:47.660 And look at you

00:38:48.280 There's

00:38:48.800 It's actually in the manual

00:38:50.140 In the training manual

00:38:51.000 In the CF

00:38:51.400 Probably in the United States

00:38:52.640 As well

00:38:52.980 For sentry takedowns

00:38:54.840 And what a sentry takedown is

00:38:55.860 If you're trying to kill a guy

00:38:56.980 On like a perimeter

00:38:58.100 Overwatch kind of thing

00:38:59.120 Silent

00:38:59.460 Like with a knife

00:39:00.080 You're gonna

00:39:00.360 You're gonna sneak up behind him 1.00

00:39:01.620 And fucking 0.99

00:39:02.000 Jack that guy 1.00

00:39:03.240 Right through the neck there 0.91

00:39:04.500 Or down through the clavicle

00:39:05.780 Is good

00:39:06.380 Hand over the mouth 0.75

00:39:07.700 And up into the kidneys

00:39:08.640 Also

00:39:09.020 You know 0.99

00:39:09.360 You're gonna be dead quickly

00:39:10.340 Because there's arteries

00:39:11.740 That

00:39:12.000 Anyway

00:39:12.320 But they teach you

00:39:14.700 Not to look at the back

00:39:15.840 Of his head

00:39:16.300 Look at his feet

00:39:17.220 Don't look at the back

00:39:18.660 Of his head

00:39:19.060 Because people

00:39:19.720 Have a radar

00:39:20.660 And they go 1.00

00:39:21.220 What the fuck 1.00

00:39:21.740 And they turn around 1.00

00:39:22.440 They see you standing there

00:39:23.220 With a knife 1.00

00:39:23.700 And then they shoot you 1.00

00:39:24.800 Okay

00:39:25.620 So I'm

00:39:26.500 In my head

00:39:27.360 Like don't look at the RSM

00:39:28.520 Don't look at the RSM

00:39:29.660 Don't look at it

00:39:30.360 Because he's gonna notice

00:39:31.540 There's just a row

00:39:32.740 Of poppies

00:39:33.440 All in the same place

00:39:34.440 Hundreds of guys

00:39:35.140 Little red

00:39:35.560 Little red

00:39:36.000 Little red

00:39:36.440 Wait

00:39:37.220 Why is that one

00:39:38.000 And I'm in the front 0.99

00:39:38.620 Fucking row 0.99

00:39:39.220 Because I'm a master corporal 0.99

00:39:40.820 I'm like

00:39:42.180 Oh no

00:39:43.700 So that was a stressful day

00:39:47.820 You know

00:39:48.060 It was a stressful afternoon

00:39:49.060 You know

00:39:50.180 These people are like

00:39:51.040 Oh I had such a stressful day

00:39:52.360 At work

00:39:52.700 The copier didn't work

00:39:53.940 And I couldn't get

00:39:54.620 These files printed

00:39:55.520 And the boss was like

00:39:56.460 We need them

00:39:56.960 By the end of the day

00:39:57.900 And I was like

00:39:58.780 Oh I had to go

00:39:59.400 Find some paper

00:40:00.120 And I was like

00:40:01.520 I was waiting 0.87

00:40:02.140 To be impaled 0.96

00:40:02.880 On a pike 0.99

00:40:03.500 In front of

00:40:04.020 A thousand people 1.00

00:40:05.280 By this fucking guy 1.00

00:40:06.320 And this RSM 1.00

00:40:07.160 Was a scary dude 0.99

00:40:08.040 He wasn't like a bitch 1.00

00:40:09.600 He was like 0.99

00:40:10.280 He was intense man

00:40:12.520 He was crazy

00:40:13.080 I think he had a heart attack

00:40:14.080 Actually not long after that

00:40:15.420 But he was

00:40:18.220 He was a good guy

00:40:19.020 You know

00:40:19.280 He's just doing his job

00:40:20.400 That's how you maintain

00:40:21.940 And that's how you maintain

00:40:22.900 A high standard

00:40:23.700 You don't let things slip

00:40:25.240 That's maybe why

00:40:26.660 I'm so angry

00:40:27.220 A lot of the time

00:40:27.740 Because I mean

00:40:28.200 We have a society now

00:40:29.780 Where everything is just

00:40:30.640 Let

00:40:31.040 We're just let it slip

00:40:32.280 Nah it's not that big of a deal

00:40:34.420 No it is

00:40:35.280 Because if you say

00:40:36.240 That's not big of a deal

00:40:37.200 Then the standard slips

00:40:38.200 And then next time

00:40:38.920 It slips further

00:40:39.580 And it slips further

00:40:40.420 And it slips further

00:40:41.160 As soon as there's

00:40:42.140 As soon as there's

00:40:42.620 A little bit of a wobble 1.00

00:40:43.780 You fucking come down there 1.00

00:40:45.120 With a hammer and nail 1.00

00:40:45.920 And fix it immediately

00:40:46.960 You don't wait

00:40:47.760 Until your house is falling down

00:40:49.140 You hear like a creak

00:40:51.820 In the floor

00:40:52.260 You go 1.00

00:40:52.500 What the fuck 0.99

00:40:53.340 I'm gonna look into that 0.99

00:40:54.500 You know

00:40:54.800 That's how

00:40:55.460 That's how it's done

00:40:56.320 That's how professional

00:40:57.160 Serious countries

00:40:58.400 Work

00:40:59.360 You don't just go

00:41:01.220 That's what

00:41:02.780 That's the Canadian attitude

00:41:03.840 What was his name

00:41:06.660 I can't remember

00:41:07.400 I can't remember

00:41:10.120 He was the RSM

00:41:10.780 The 3rd Battalion

00:41:11.400 In 2014

00:41:14.240 I want to say

00:41:16.240 13 or 14

00:41:18.780 I thought he had a

00:41:21.540 I thought he had a heart attack

00:41:22.260 Or something

00:41:22.620 And then he got replaced

00:41:23.320 But anyway

00:41:23.740 You know

00:41:25.580 Like

00:41:25.920 Like you know

00:41:28.140 Again in the civilian world

00:41:29.220 People are like

00:41:29.540 What's the big deal

00:41:30.240 It's just a pop

00:41:30.880 No

00:41:31.280 It's because that

00:41:32.260 We've set a standard

00:41:34.080 Right

00:41:34.400 We are going to do this

00:41:35.720 And you fell short

00:41:37.220 Falling short

00:41:39.060 Of your

00:41:39.440 Of the standard

00:41:40.680 Is unacceptable

00:41:41.620 And

00:41:43.160 Standards

00:41:43.920 All across the country

00:41:45.040 Are just

00:41:45.600 Nosediving

00:41:46.380 And not just in the military

00:41:48.160 The RCMP

00:41:48.780 Everywhere

00:41:49.260 Failure

00:41:50.540 And

00:41:51.040 Incompetence

00:41:52.160 Is just

00:41:53.800 Accepted

00:41:54.560 And it's expected

00:41:56.000 And it's like

00:41:57.020 Well that's how it is

00:41:57.800 And especially with the government

00:41:58.740 So that's probably why

00:41:59.760 I have such a problem with it

00:42:00.740 There's no

00:42:01.540 They're not even trying

00:42:03.600 It's not like they make some mistakes

00:42:05.860 They

00:42:06.180 They make so many

00:42:07.280 And don't care 0.99

00:42:08.060 They're completely incompetent 0.75

00:42:09.180 And there's no justice 0.66

00:42:09.980 There's no

00:42:10.360 This would be like being the RSM

00:42:11.980 Of an infantry battalion

00:42:12.840 And just watching everyone 1.00

00:42:13.780 Be a fucking 0.99

00:42:14.300 Massive mess 1.00

00:42:15.760 And you're like

00:42:16.300 You're not allowed to say anything

00:42:17.200 You're not allowed to do anything about it

00:42:18.360 You're supposed to sit there

00:42:19.080 And watch it

00:42:19.540 You still got to come in here every day

00:42:21.760 And you still have to be here

00:42:23.060 And watch this

00:42:23.720 But you can't do anything about it

00:42:24.920 And the regimental motto

00:42:30.740 In the RCR

00:42:31.320 The World Canadian Regiment

00:42:32.120 Has never passed a fault

00:42:33.140 And I see faults

00:42:34.080 Everywhere

00:42:34.960 All the time

00:42:36.200 It feels like nobody

00:42:37.860 Can do their job anymore

00:42:38.760 No matter what it is

00:42:39.780 I can't even get a sandwich 0.99

00:42:43.640 Half the fucking time 0.99

00:42:44.740 You know 1.00

00:42:45.880 Like you go to Tim Hortons

00:42:47.100 I don't even

00:42:47.840 I hardly even go there anymore 0.99

00:42:49.060 Because it's a fucking 0.99

00:42:49.740 Sellout company 1.00

00:42:50.620 It's owned by 1.00

00:42:51.260 Brazilian fucking billionaires 1.00

00:42:52.960 Now 1.00

00:42:53.180 We're Mexico

00:42:53.580 Carlos Slim

00:42:54.220 Is that who owns it 0.99

00:42:54.760 I don't fucking know 0.99

00:42:55.380 And the products are shitty 0.99

00:42:56.960 And they only hire 1.00

00:42:58.600 Non-white people 1.00

00:42:59.300 Essentially for tax breaks

00:43:00.480 Temporary foreign workers

00:43:02.420 You know that

00:43:02.840 These corporations get subsidies

00:43:04.720 They get kickbacks

00:43:05.960 And tax money back

00:43:07.020 To hire temporary foreign workers

00:43:08.880 And immigrants 0.99

00:43:09.240 And this kind of thing

00:43:09.860 So by default

00:43:11.080 Like pushing Canadian kids 1.00

00:43:12.440 Out of that opportunity as well

00:43:14.040 So that's nice

00:43:15.140 So you go in there

00:43:15.980 And I'm like 0.99

00:43:16.260 Yeah can I get a fucking 0.99

00:43:17.100 This or a sandwich 0.99

00:43:18.240 Or whatever

00:43:18.700 And I'm like

00:43:20.480 No mayonnaise

00:43:21.020 I don't like mayonnaise

00:43:22.000 I've never liked mayonnaise

00:43:23.100 It just grosses me out

00:43:24.440 Looks like jizz

00:43:25.360 I don't want to eat it

00:43:26.280 You know

00:43:26.860 I don't like it

00:43:28.400 I don't want on hamburgers

00:43:29.960 I don't want anything

00:43:30.360 And nine times out of ten

00:43:32.600 There's mayonnaise on it anyway

00:43:33.960 And I gotta go all the way

00:43:35.300 I was like

00:43:35.580 You have one job

00:43:36.620 It's on the screen

00:43:37.660 It says

00:43:38.340 What to do

00:43:39.380 You know

00:43:42.560 And half the time

00:43:44.060 They go

00:43:44.300 Well you didn't ask for that

00:43:45.380 And I go

00:43:45.560 Here's the receipt

00:43:46.260 You see how it says

00:43:47.160 Dash no mayo

00:43:48.080 Right there 0.99

00:43:48.600 On the fucking thing 0.99

00:43:49.440 And you know 0.99

00:43:49.980 And when it came up

00:43:50.660 On your screen

00:43:51.240 Can you even do that job

00:43:52.240 You know

00:43:56.400 It's like

00:43:57.360 Even the simplest things

00:43:59.060 Can't

00:43:59.400 Nothing can get done properly

00:44:00.760 All the way up

00:44:02.320 To the prime minister's office

00:44:03.300 All the way down

00:44:03.980 To a Tim Horton sandwich

00:44:04.820 Everywhere you go

00:44:05.940 You know

00:44:07.900 You know 0.76

00:44:10.100 You see fat cops everywhere 0.93

00:44:11.560 Like you can't even 0.95

00:44:12.500 How seriously do you take your job

00:44:14.260 That you can't even

00:44:14.740 Take care of yourself

00:44:15.520 Your job is to like

00:44:16.660 Hunt

00:44:16.880 Like manhandle 0.96

00:44:18.000 Criminals

00:44:18.420 And chase them down 0.99

00:44:19.140 And fight them

00:44:19.780 And this kind of thing

00:44:20.340 Right

00:44:20.540 And you're like

00:44:21.240 80 pounds overweight

00:44:22.280 You're obese

00:44:22.840 You couldn't chase 0.98

00:44:23.500 You don't even care

00:44:24.580 That used to drive me nuts too

00:44:27.120 In the military

00:44:27.820 Seeing guys that were just

00:44:28.760 Out of shape

00:44:29.300 It's like dude

00:44:29.900 This is a war job 1.00

00:44:31.800 Like it's the most

00:44:33.080 Physical job in the world

00:44:34.660 Do you think you just

00:44:36.480 Lay on a firing line

00:44:37.900 On a sunny afternoon

00:44:38.840 And take turns

00:44:39.520 Shooting at each other

00:44:40.280 With a bunch of guys

00:44:41.020 On the other end of the

00:44:41.720 No

00:44:42.280 You're on your feet

00:44:43.020 Constantly

00:44:43.680 Running around

00:44:44.780 Constantly

00:44:45.520 Climbing this

00:44:46.680 And pulling that

00:44:47.320 And dragging that

00:44:48.040 And pulling guys around

00:44:49.040 And ammo cans

00:44:50.240 And heavy weapons

00:44:50.980 And climbing up hills

00:44:52.420 And obstacles 0.99

00:44:53.000 And it's fucking rain 0.99

00:44:53.940 Sandbags 1.00

00:44:54.680 And digging holes

00:44:55.380 And go

00:44:55.800 Go

00:44:56.080 Go 1.00

00:44:56.440 All the fucking time 0.99

00:44:57.580 All day long 1.00

00:44:58.160 And you're a fucking 1.00

00:44:59.100 Overweight sack of shit 1.00

00:45:00.480 Do you even 1.00

00:45:02.500 Like do you even care

00:45:04.520 Do you even want

00:45:05.140 To do this job

00:45:06.040 Shouldn't you want

00:45:07.000 To be good at your job

00:45:07.960 You clearly don't

00:45:09.000 You clearly couldn't

00:45:09.740 Care less

00:45:10.160 You're just

00:45:10.580 Coasting

00:45:11.640 And that drives me nuts

00:45:13.260 I don't want people

00:45:15.260 That coast

00:45:15.740 I want people

00:45:16.320 That want to do better

00:45:17.600 I want people

00:45:18.580 That are doing their best

00:45:19.880 That are

00:45:20.540 Deliberately

00:45:21.680 Trying their best

00:45:22.900 Every day

00:45:23.360 Like you know

00:45:23.760 What David Goggins

00:45:24.500 Was saying

00:45:24.720 I'm nowhere near 1.00

00:45:25.300 That fucking guy's level 1.00

00:45:26.180 That guy's on another 1.00

00:45:26.920 Planet

00:45:27.840 You know

00:45:28.620 But he's like

00:45:29.020 I don't

00:45:29.280 He's like

00:45:29.540 I don't respect

00:45:30.000 People that don't try

00:45:31.060 And that's what I see

00:45:32.640 When I go out in the world

00:45:33.520 I see people 0.99

00:45:33.960 That don't give a shit 1.00

00:45:34.980 They're just sloths 1.00

00:45:37.680 Every day 0.98

00:45:39.080 I get older

00:45:40.500 I want to live

00:45:41.600 In the world

00:45:42.060 Less

00:45:42.440 Proportionally

00:45:43.340 It's just

00:45:44.880 You know

00:45:47.580 You know

00:45:48.160 I'll be out on my bike

00:45:48.820 Or something right

00:45:49.420 And you just

00:45:49.820 Pull up to a stop sign

00:45:50.740 And you look over

00:45:51.280 And there's some guy 1.00

00:45:52.080 In a fucking 0.99

00:45:53.140 F-250 1.00

00:45:54.060 Who's about

00:45:55.380 250

00:45:55.920 Overweight

00:45:56.540 Just shoveling 1.00

00:45:57.520 In a fucking 1.00

00:45:58.060 A cake 1.00

00:46:00.360 Into his face

00:46:01.060 And the whole truck's 1.00

00:46:01.820 Covered in rough rider shit 0.99

00:46:02.960 So like 0.99

00:46:03.260 So his whole life

00:46:04.000 Is sports ball 0.97

00:46:04.820 And being a fat slug 0.94

00:46:06.260 And like 1.00

00:46:07.180 He doesn't care about shit 1.00

00:46:08.140 Like this guy 1.00

00:46:08.640 Is a picture of excellence

00:46:10.800 You know

00:46:11.300 That's just the way it is

00:46:14.700 No that's not just the way it is

00:46:15.860 Canadians and Americans

00:46:16.840 We didn't look like this

00:46:17.760 In the 60s and 70s

00:46:18.780 People were in shape

00:46:19.600 And they went to work on time

00:46:21.480 And they tried

00:46:22.000 And there was consequences

00:46:22.920 For not doing your job

00:46:23.740 You get fired

00:46:24.380 And your boss could be like 1.00

00:46:26.680 The fuck is wrong 1.00

00:46:27.480 That you get chastised 1.00

00:46:28.460 And you couldn't say

00:46:29.400 I'm offended

00:46:30.160 And then sue the company 1.00

00:46:31.540 Because you suck 1.00

00:46:33.000 You suck 1.00

00:46:34.360 And got chewed out for it 1.00

00:46:36.080 So then you sue the company

00:46:37.440 For hate crime

00:46:38.360 Or something

00:46:39.120 Or misogyny

00:46:40.220 It's because I'm a woman

00:46:41.260 No it's because

00:46:41.920 You showed up work

00:46:42.720 You showed up to work late

00:46:43.820 Every day for a month

00:46:44.940 Debbie

00:46:45.260 Every day

00:46:46.900 Every day you're 10 minutes late

00:46:48.520 Let's add up these 10 minutes

00:46:49.860 That's 50 minutes a week

00:46:52.020 So an hour

00:46:53.120 That's 4 hours a month

00:46:54.440 You see where we're going

00:46:56.260 With this

00:46:56.740 That's half a work day

00:46:58.760 A month

00:46:59.160 That's several days a year

00:47:00.900 I'm paying you

00:47:01.760 To not be here

00:47:02.700 Efficiency

00:47:03.840 Okay

00:47:04.820 You're not 0.96

00:47:05.760 How fucking hard is it 0.98

00:47:07.340 To show up on time 0.99

00:47:08.100 It's too hard apparently

00:47:09.040 And you know

00:47:09.780 It's everywhere

00:47:12.060 It's across the board

00:47:13.020 Just sloth like 1.00

00:47:14.220 Nobody gives a fuck 1.00

00:47:15.280 So you see 0.96

00:47:16.480 You know

00:47:16.820 When people ask

00:47:18.400 Like why doesn't anybody

00:47:19.180 Do anything

00:47:19.760 This country's falling apart

00:47:21.320 Nobody seems to care

00:47:22.180 That's right

00:47:22.560 No one does care

00:47:23.520 Most people

00:47:24.880 Are not serious people 0.98

00:47:26.440 They're just sloths 1.00

00:47:28.140 They're slugs 1.00

00:47:28.980 They're donkeys 1.00

00:47:29.860 They don't even try 0.99

00:47:31.620 They do the bare minimum

00:47:32.960 If that

00:47:35.640 And they're always victims

00:47:38.220 If there's anything wrong with them

00:47:39.580 If there's any failure

00:47:40.660 In their life

00:47:41.160 If they're not where

00:47:41.740 They want to be in life

00:47:42.560 It's because they're a victim

00:47:43.480 It's because it's probably

00:47:44.540 Your fault

00:47:45.160 If they're a minority 0.99

00:47:46.680 It's because it's white people's fault 1.00

00:47:48.000 If they're a woman 1.00

00:47:49.100 It's because it's men's fault 1.00

00:47:50.760 If they're gay 1.00

00:47:52.640 It's because straight people 1.00

00:47:53.640 Are oppressing them

00:47:54.420 If it's

00:47:55.100 You know

00:47:55.340 You name it

00:47:56.820 There's an excuse

00:47:58.500 There's always an excuse

00:48:04.440 It's always

00:48:04.900 It's the patriarchy 0.99

00:48:06.300 It's the white supremacists 1.00

00:48:07.940 It's misogyny 0.99

00:48:10.140 It's my trauma

00:48:12.060 I'm a victim

00:48:12.800 We're soft

00:48:16.260 We're a soft people

00:48:17.120 And that's why nothing's happening

00:48:18.700 That's why nobody's doing anything about it

00:48:20.080 That's why you see all these women 1.00

00:48:21.320 Going to these PTA meetings

00:48:22.460 Saying what are you doing to our kids

00:48:23.700 Going to these protests

00:48:24.860 It's all women 1.00

00:48:25.640 Because there's no men anymore

00:48:27.440 They're all obsessed with nothing 1.00

00:48:31.420 Meaningless, empty shit 1.00

00:48:32.800 And that really bothers me also 1.00

00:48:34.240 Because again

00:48:34.860 In the military

00:48:36.300 We're talking life and death, man 1.00

00:48:38.820 This is some shit 1.00

00:48:40.680 This isn't paintball 1.00

00:48:42.020 This isn't the reserves

00:48:43.260 It's like

00:48:44.920 Listen, man

00:48:45.640 You know, like when I'm teaching something to somebody

00:48:47.480 If I'm teaching a C-16 class

00:48:49.520 Or, you know, whatever

00:48:50.960 And somebody's not quite paying attention

00:48:54.160 I'm like

00:48:54.640 I get mad

00:48:55.380 You know, like

00:48:55.780 Listen, man

00:48:56.300 And this has had been done

00:48:58.220 I had to learn it this way too

00:48:59.140 Someone had done this to me

00:49:00.340 When I was

00:49:00.720 When I was brand new

00:49:01.600 I wasn't really paying attention

00:49:02.780 You know

00:49:03.600 Daydreaming about whatever

00:49:05.200 Like

00:49:06.840 I'm teaching you this now

00:49:08.320 There's not going to be a do-over

00:49:10.000 And you may find yourself

00:49:11.600 Sometime

00:49:12.280 Anytime

00:49:12.680 I mean, who knew 9-11 was coming

00:49:14.980 Sometimes

00:49:16.460 You just 1.00

00:49:16.960 Oh, shit 0.99

00:49:17.680 A thing happened 0.99

00:49:18.440 And you're out the door

00:49:19.340 Gone to go do something somewhere

00:49:20.980 And you might be behind a weapon system

00:49:22.880 That you don't really understand

00:49:24.040 Or remember how to use

00:49:24.840 Because you weren't paying attention that day

00:49:26.060 And somebody's going to die

00:49:27.240 Maybe you

00:49:27.920 Because you can't remember 1.00

00:49:29.300 How to reload this fucking thing 0.99

00:49:30.540 And you can't remember 0.99

00:49:32.680 How the sights work 0.99

00:49:33.820 How do I upload this fucking 0.99

00:49:36.940 Live cannon again? 0.99

00:49:37.840 I don't know

00:49:38.200 You should have paid attention

00:49:38.940 A little late now

00:49:39.780 There's RPGs sailing in here

00:49:41.520 I've seen that happen

00:49:42.680 Guys like

00:49:44.900 Didn't know how to

00:49:45.520 How to adjust their own 0.99

00:49:46.420 Fucking C-79 optical sight 0.99

00:49:48.180 The sight on their rifles 1.00

00:49:49.520 They didn't know

00:49:49.940 Which way's up?

00:49:51.700 I'm like 0.98

00:49:51.880 Are you fucking serious right now? 0.98

00:49:53.180 Which way's up? 0.99

00:49:54.680 Right?

00:49:58.040 There's consequences

00:49:58.920 It's a serious job 0.98

00:50:00.260 This isn't fucking make-believe, man 0.99

00:50:01.500 Like people die for mistakes 0.99

00:50:02.740 And they did

00:50:03.320 So then you get out in the world

00:50:05.740 Where it's like

00:50:06.140 Oh, nothing matters

00:50:07.180 Like

00:50:07.560 It's just empty

00:50:08.720 You know?

00:50:11.340 And as far as guys go

00:50:12.540 That, you know

00:50:12.900 They get out of the military

00:50:13.520 And I was speaking earlier

00:50:14.260 About how like

00:50:14.720 They don't have a

00:50:15.300 You know, a mission anymore

00:50:16.440 You gotta find one

00:50:17.180 You gotta find something

00:50:17.820 I languished away

00:50:18.660 In that basement

00:50:19.780 For a couple of years

00:50:20.820 Before I started doing this

00:50:23.400 Because at least

00:50:25.120 I

00:50:25.360 I never really intended

00:50:26.680 To do this

00:50:27.240 I always kind of knew

00:50:28.060 On some level

00:50:29.080 I had a big mouth

00:50:29.880 And I was good at

00:50:30.500 Good at yapping away

00:50:31.700 I see all the chats

00:50:32.620 And stuff, guys

00:50:32.960 I'm gonna read them

00:50:33.660 In a bit here

00:50:34.340 I just don't wanna

00:50:35.180 I had people tell me

00:50:38.660 I was like

00:50:38.840 Dude, you should've

00:50:39.400 Been a comedian

00:50:40.020 You should've

00:50:40.660 Did this

00:50:41.000 Or you should have

00:50:41.500 You know

00:50:42.580 I'm good at talking

00:50:43.540 You know

00:50:44.080 But that was never

00:50:45.080 My intention

00:50:46.840 It just kind of

00:50:47.440 Happened by

00:50:48.120 Circumstance

00:50:49.880 Because again

00:50:51.680 I found myself

00:50:52.380 Sitting around

00:50:53.040 Doing

00:50:53.540 I don't know

00:50:54.160 What to do

00:50:54.480 With myself anymore

00:50:55.160 I'm not a

00:50:56.540 I'm not a person

00:50:57.180 That can just

00:50:57.820 Mow lawns for money

00:50:59.520 And be satisfied

00:51:00.200 With that

00:51:00.600 And be happy with that

00:51:01.440 It has to mean something

00:51:02.380 I have to be doing

00:51:03.100 Something that I believe in

00:51:04.080 Or that is meaningful

00:51:05.780 Or I consider to be meaningful

00:51:07.160 And everybody assigns

00:51:08.480 What that is

00:51:09.220 To themselves

00:51:10.560 What means something to me

00:51:12.260 Might not mean 1.00

00:51:12.800 Fucking jack shit to you 0.99

00:51:14.000 But if you're doing 1.00

00:51:15.200 Something that

00:51:15.760 You don't believe in

00:51:16.760 You don't care about

00:51:17.380 You're not gonna be happy

00:51:18.160 You know

00:51:19.440 And happiness isn't

00:51:20.360 Having money 0.98

00:51:22.120 Or buying shit 0.99

00:51:23.020 It's doing something 0.99

00:51:24.220 That you're

00:51:24.900 You know

00:51:26.120 You're pursuing

00:51:27.600 And contributing

00:51:28.700 Or doing something

00:51:29.380 That means something to you

00:51:30.240 And feels important

00:51:31.000 Feels like this is

00:51:32.140 You know

00:51:32.700 Work

00:51:33.740 You need work

00:51:34.420 You need a

00:51:35.500 A project

00:51:36.500 You need something

00:51:37.160 To work towards

00:51:37.920 Whatever that is

00:51:38.720 When I was in the military

00:51:39.880 It was my career

00:51:40.460 I was trying to get to

00:51:41.260 You know

00:51:41.620 Seesaw and JTF2

00:51:43.200 And this kind of thing

00:51:43.720 And that's what I went for

00:51:44.620 And I was going to the gym

00:51:45.780 Two, three times a day

00:51:46.640 Because I was

00:51:47.280 I don't do that so much anymore

00:51:48.880 Because it's not my mission anymore

00:51:50.200 I don't need to

00:51:51.340 I wish I did

00:51:53.160 I wish I had the time

00:51:54.320 You know

00:51:54.600 I wish I could go to the gym

00:51:55.840 I can't

00:51:56.260 Because Corona

00:51:56.860 And masks 0.99

00:51:57.600 And all this crap 0.89

00:51:58.300 But you know what I mean 0.98

00:52:01.180 You need an objective

00:52:02.920 You need to do

00:52:03.460 You need to have something

00:52:04.200 That matters to you

00:52:05.400 That you feel is important

00:52:07.680 That is worth your time

00:52:08.800 You know

00:52:10.000 You're doing this

00:52:10.480 Because you want to be doing it

00:52:11.780 If you don't

00:52:14.680 You know

00:52:15.100 You're gonna end up 1.00

00:52:15.580 Just fucking miserable 1.00

00:52:16.580 You know 1.00

00:52:17.100 Digging a hole in the ground

00:52:18.440 Digging ditches

00:52:19.060 I don't even have that job anymore

00:52:20.100 So you know

00:52:22.780 I just sat around

00:52:23.580 And was watching YouTube videos 1.00

00:52:25.100 And shit on the internet 1.00

00:52:25.900 And I learned a lot of shit 1.00

00:52:28.120 Over a couple of years 0.99

00:52:29.200 I wasn't contributing anything

00:52:30.720 I was just

00:52:31.320 Listening to this

00:52:32.380 And listening to that

00:52:33.160 Reading this

00:52:33.820 And reading that

00:52:34.480 And

00:52:34.700 Up late

00:52:36.460 Listening to that

00:52:37.140 And walk around

00:52:38.740 Go for a run

00:52:39.380 Think about it

00:52:40.020 Digest it

00:52:40.600 And then you know

00:52:41.280 And then I

00:52:42.860 Counter check it

00:52:43.680 With this

00:52:44.080 And that

00:52:44.340 It took years

00:52:45.000 I mean

00:52:45.320 I literally

00:52:45.620 I went to

00:52:46.020 Conspiracy theory school

00:52:47.000 Essentially

00:52:47.420 For a while

00:52:50.000 And just basically

00:52:51.120 Consumed everything

00:52:51.940 That I could get my hands on

00:52:53.140 You don't have to

00:52:53.760 Believe everything

00:52:54.600 That's the difference

00:52:55.480 Aristotle I think

00:52:56.260 Said that

00:52:56.680 It's the mark

00:52:57.380 Of an intelligent person

00:52:58.500 Or an intellect

00:52:59.120 That you can entertain

00:53:00.520 The thought of an idea

00:53:01.520 Without accepting it

00:53:02.420 Someone can tell me

00:53:03.580 Someone

00:53:03.820 Like you know

00:53:04.620 Someone can explain to me

00:53:06.920 You know

00:53:07.880 Their

00:53:09.720 Their eugenicist ideas

00:53:11.580 You know

00:53:12.200 And I can go

00:53:13.920 Okay I see what you mean

00:53:15.300 I understand

00:53:16.080 I get it

00:53:17.900 I don't agree with you

00:53:19.680 But I

00:53:20.160 See what you're saying

00:53:21.260 I get

00:53:21.880 You know what I mean

00:53:22.520 You're allowed to do that

00:53:23.960 You know what I mean

00:53:24.400 And that's

00:53:24.780 That's being taken out of society too

00:53:26.160 We're not even allowed to talk about certain

00:53:27.440 I don't mean eugenics right 1.00

00:53:28.740 But

00:53:29.440 Anything

00:53:30.120 Free speech is dead

00:53:31.680 Wrong think is here

00:53:33.680 You know

00:53:34.480 The government's talking about

00:53:35.340 There's no place for hate

00:53:36.440 Well who defines what hate is

00:53:38.160 How many people hate Justin Trudeau

00:53:39.800 Quite a few

00:53:40.340 Are they all going to go to jail

00:53:42.240 Is that illegal

00:53:42.840 Like what are you talking

00:53:43.520 What are you

00:53:43.880 What are you doing

00:53:44.580 You're legislating human emotions now

00:53:47.260 That's

00:53:47.520 That's great

00:53:47.980 That's not going to go anywhere terrible

00:53:49.920 We've

00:53:51.500 We're an immature society 0.99

00:53:52.800 Full of crybabies 1.00

00:53:53.620 And punk bitch 1.00

00:53:54.320 People 1.00

00:53:54.900 You can't even

00:53:56.260 You can't even listen to someone else's

00:53:57.900 Other point of view

00:53:58.880 Can't even listen to it

00:54:01.820 You just think that them

00:54:02.960 Them saying it out loud

00:54:04.380 Is going to damage things

00:54:06.120 They already decided

00:54:08.900 You know

00:54:09.160 This kid

00:54:09.640 Who

00:54:09.820 From what I understand

00:54:10.820 Is an accident

00:54:11.480 From everything I've

00:54:12.640 Talked

00:54:13.180 Read

00:54:13.640 And heard

00:54:14.340 From people down there

00:54:15.240 Guy was having problems

00:54:16.600 With his truck

00:54:17.220 Literally days prior

00:54:18.520 Runs these people over 0.96

00:54:22.260 Stops pretty much immediately

00:54:24.280 And tells the first person

00:54:25.540 He used to call the police

00:54:26.520 Because he ran some people over

00:54:27.680 Clearly a terrorist

00:54:28.780 Right

00:54:29.060 But he was dressed in all

00:54:30.540 Yeah he was either coming to

00:54:31.920 Or coming home from

00:54:33.200 Or going to

00:54:33.900 An airsoft club

00:54:35.760 Where they dress up 1.00

00:54:36.880 In military type fucking shit 1.00

00:54:38.280 And shoot pellets at each other 1.00

00:54:39.440 LARP as commandos 0.88

00:54:40.740 Right

00:54:40.980 Sounds like an accident to me

00:54:43.720 But no

00:54:44.260 The political class

00:54:45.380 The media decided

00:54:46.060 It was an anti-Muslim hate crime

00:54:47.380 Within an hour

00:54:47.960 Without knowing any of the facts

00:54:49.800 Without knowing anything

00:54:50.340 And now they're going to ruin

00:54:51.220 This kid's life

00:54:51.820 And just absolutely 1.00

00:54:53.240 Send him up the fucking river 1.00

00:54:54.520 Because for political reasons 1.00

00:54:56.500 And they're going to use that

00:54:59.660 As an excuse

00:55:00.280 As a reason

00:55:00.880 To shut up everybody

00:55:02.020 They don't like

00:55:02.680 Well they have the wrong opinion 0.77

00:55:03.680 So shut them up 1.00

00:55:04.340 You're pathetic 1.00

00:55:05.180 You can't even listen 1.00

00:55:05.960 To someone's opinion

00:55:06.680 And when you do that

00:55:07.800 You're just going to

00:55:08.240 Send everybody underground

00:55:09.260 You're not allowed

00:55:11.900 To express yourself

00:55:12.700 You're not allowed to say

00:55:13.500 You know

00:55:14.380 They think it's going to

00:55:16.420 People aren't going to

00:55:17.600 Think these things

00:55:18.300 People aren't still going to

00:55:20.140 Feel these things

00:55:20.920 We're not allowed

00:55:22.240 To talk about it

00:55:22.960 It's still in there

00:55:23.960 Trust me

00:55:24.440 And it's going to come out

00:55:25.400 One way or another

00:55:26.060 It can't not

00:55:28.220 That's like tell

00:55:32.400 You know

00:55:32.700 Let's do this the other way

00:55:33.420 Why don't you tell

00:55:34.000 The LGB community 0.99

00:55:35.340 Don't be gay 1.00

00:55:36.400 Don't talk about it 1.00

00:55:37.940 Don't fucking do it 1.00

00:55:38.820 Shut up 1.00

00:55:39.440 It's illegal 1.00

00:55:40.520 Right

00:55:42.400 Used to be illegal

00:55:43.820 What happened

00:55:44.700 They're going to do

00:55:45.460 Gay stuff anyway 1.00

00:55:46.100 Because they're gay 1.00

00:55:46.700 Like they just 0.98

00:55:48.080 That's who they are

00:55:49.120 And now they're saying

00:55:51.200 Don't be

00:55:51.560 Don't be nationalists

00:55:52.620 Don't be conservatives

00:55:55.740 Don't believe these things 0.99

00:55:57.200 Shut up 0.80

00:55:57.820 Don't talk about 1.00

00:55:58.840 Well they're still going to

00:56:00.020 All you're doing

00:56:01.640 Is galvanizing them

00:56:02.480 And making them

00:56:02.960 You know

00:56:03.200 Entrench themselves 0.99

00:56:03.960 Even further

00:56:04.540 And accept it

00:56:06.380 Like oh

00:56:06.760 This is war then

00:56:07.740 You're just straight up

00:56:09.060 Going to persecute me

00:56:09.920 And you know

00:56:10.600 We don't live in a free society

00:56:12.260 We can't even exchange ideas

00:56:13.380 Or talk about anything

00:56:14.140 Out loud anymore

00:56:14.800 Because it's hate

00:56:15.640 Government

00:56:16.460 And what does

00:56:17.440 Who defines what that is

00:56:18.920 The government does

00:56:19.760 Government can just say

00:56:20.520 Oh that's hate

00:56:21.000 Shut that down 0.60

00:56:22.480 Jail

00:56:23.360 Two to five years in prison

00:56:24.800 For wrong think

00:56:25.400 Why won't they do it

00:56:30.140 They do it in Russia 0.95

00:56:30.820 They do it in China 0.98

00:56:32.280 They do it in North Korea 0.96

00:56:33.260 Now they're going to do it in Canada

00:56:34.220 Those are our peers now

00:56:35.280 Isn't that nice

00:56:35.880 You know I got sidetracked

00:56:40.440 You need a mission of some kind

00:56:42.220 You need something

00:56:45.460 To dedicate your time to

00:56:46.600 And an objective

00:56:47.560 A goal

00:56:48.040 Something you want to do

00:56:49.480 And then start working

00:56:51.640 Towards that

00:56:52.040 Because if you're just

00:56:52.560 Languishing around

00:56:53.360 Like I was

00:56:53.900 Waiting for something to happen

00:56:54.920 Or hoping something

00:56:55.580 It's not going to

00:56:56.780 I got lucky 1.00

00:56:58.220 I watched a lot of this shit 1.00

00:56:59.420 And then it just kind of 1.00

00:57:00.140 Donned to me

00:57:00.460 Why don't I

00:57:00.860 Why don't I do this

00:57:01.740 You know

00:57:02.000 I can 0.99

00:57:02.300 I can fucking talk 0.99

00:57:04.100 You know 1.00

00:57:04.520 I can make silly videos 0.90

00:57:05.960 And stuff

00:57:06.320 I used to do that

00:57:06.920 In school

00:57:07.360 And a couple in the army too

00:57:08.960 Just to make guys laugh

00:57:09.840 And whatever

00:57:10.220 We'd make fun of

00:57:10.860 Take some exercise footage

00:57:12.520 And stuff

00:57:12.940 And make fun of people

00:57:13.720 You know

00:57:14.380 So I was like 0.98

00:57:14.880 I'll fucking make some 0.96

00:57:15.540 YouTube videos 0.97

00:57:16.020 And so I did

00:57:16.600 I started doing it

00:57:17.940 And it turns out

00:57:19.560 It felt good to do that

00:57:20.480 I liked

00:57:21.340 I liked knowing

00:57:22.180 That I could make people happy

00:57:23.200 And laugh

00:57:23.880 And get something out of it

00:57:25.140 And you know

00:57:26.260 It's like man

00:57:27.220 That was hilarious

00:57:27.820 I really enjoyed that

00:57:28.780 And that made me feel good

00:57:29.860 And that gave me

00:57:30.400 A purpose again

00:57:31.560 For something to do

00:57:32.860 You know

00:57:33.720 It's something positive

00:57:34.420 You can do

00:57:34.940 And that's all I wanted to do

00:57:36.120 But you know

00:57:36.660 Again of course

00:57:37.340 The government wouldn't

00:57:37.840 Let you do that

00:57:38.500 So it's you know

00:57:41.300 Barricade garage

00:57:42.020 We talked to him

00:57:42.560 Earlier

00:57:43.480 Same thing

00:57:44.080 He's like

00:57:44.340 I just wanted to make my

00:57:45.580 Channel about like

00:57:47.580 Fixing cars and trucks

00:57:48.960 And engines

00:57:49.320 He's a mechanic right

00:57:50.180 That's what I wanted to do

00:57:51.800 And then it just

00:57:52.860 Drifted into something else

00:57:54.280 Because you just won't

00:57:55.220 Leave us the hell alone 0.99

00:57:56.100 So you need 0.61

00:57:59.060 You need something

00:57:59.840 You need to

00:58:00.540 You know

00:58:01.300 Focus on and do

00:58:01.920 Yeah

00:58:02.080 Gary's in there

00:58:02.760 Gary 1.00

00:58:03.060 Fuck what he's 1.00

00:58:03.980 I saw the other night 1.00

00:58:04.640 He's fixing

00:58:05.040 Working on his boat

00:58:06.060 For hours and hours

00:58:06.920 Like you need something

00:58:07.840 You can't just sit around

00:58:08.660 And drift around

00:58:09.140 And do nothing 0.58

00:58:09.600 Or you're gonna go nuts

00:58:10.380 Idle hands 0.97

00:58:12.200 And the devil

00:58:12.660 Or whatever

00:58:13.140 How does it work

00:58:14.440 You know

00:58:14.940 And I'm doing this

00:58:19.160 And I can't

00:58:20.320 You know

00:58:21.040 And when you get like that

00:58:22.000 When you get in these moods

00:58:22.860 Again like

00:58:23.320 I'm no different than you guys

00:58:24.640 I get

00:58:25.840 You know 0.77

00:58:26.480 I have shitty days 0.96

00:58:27.320 Like everybody else

00:58:28.080 And sometimes I just

00:58:29.980 I am not

00:58:30.820 I don't get it today man

00:58:32.080 It ain't happening today

00:58:33.080 Sorry

00:58:33.780 I sat down

00:58:34.380 Everything set up

00:58:35.000 And everything

00:58:35.300 And I sat down

00:58:35.940 And I was just like

00:58:36.540 Yeah

00:58:39.160 No it's not happening

00:58:40.260 I'm just 0.99

00:58:40.960 I am too fucked up right now 0.99

00:58:42.500 You know 0.99

00:58:43.700 As long as you don't quit

00:58:45.560 That's all

00:58:46.560 Take a day off

00:58:47.980 Take a

00:58:48.740 You know

00:58:49.020 Get some sleep

00:58:49.860 Just do whatever you gotta do

00:58:51.000 But I

00:58:52.840 And you know

00:58:53.680 I lay there

00:58:54.080 And I'm like

00:58:54.320 What if

00:58:54.600 You know

00:58:54.920 I do think about that

00:58:55.740 All the time

00:58:56.220 Not all the time

00:58:57.600 But like

00:58:57.860 What if I just quit

00:58:58.640 Just delete everything

00:59:01.040 Just delete the whole thing 1.00

00:59:02.720 Delete every fucking account 0.99

00:59:05.000 I have 1.00

00:59:05.380 And just throw

00:59:06.000 And then throw my phone

00:59:06.940 In the woods

00:59:07.360 And then there

00:59:08.000 But then what do I do

00:59:09.720 What am I

00:59:11.920 Me

00:59:12.420 What am I gonna do

00:59:14.100 Am I gonna work at Radio Shack

00:59:15.720 Am I gonna go to university

00:59:17.640 Am I gonna fix cars

00:59:19.040 Like I know myself pretty well

00:59:22.300 And I know what I

00:59:23.520 I would not be happy

00:59:25.020 Doing any of those things

00:59:25.820 I'm a political guy

00:59:27.900 And I 1.00

00:59:28.420 Care about this shit 1.00

00:59:30.420 A lot 1.00

00:59:31.920 I really do

00:59:33.320 I'm pretty much

00:59:36.720 The polar opposite

00:59:37.420 Of someone like

00:59:38.000 Justin Trudeau

00:59:38.560 Or Jagmeet Singh

00:59:39.220 I actually do 0.99

00:59:40.200 Give a shit 0.99

00:59:40.720 It really does 1.00

00:59:41.860 Bother me

00:59:42.340 I really wish

00:59:43.480 I did have

00:59:44.400 The ability

00:59:44.960 To help

00:59:45.420 People 0.99

00:59:46.140 And fix this shit 1.00

00:59:47.240 Because I fucking would 1.00

00:59:48.180 And I'm just doing 0.99

00:59:50.260 What I can

00:59:50.700 To like

00:59:51.000 At least call

00:59:51.520 Awareness to it

00:59:52.260 And at the same time

00:59:54.220 Try and

00:59:54.700 Keep people going

00:59:56.640 That are

00:59:57.020 Not having

00:59:57.860 Not doing well

00:59:58.700 Because I understand

01:00:00.860 The value of that

01:00:01.720 Because I've been

01:00:02.500 In those places

01:00:03.040 Where I needed

01:00:03.560 Somebody to just

01:00:04.300 Just validate

01:00:05.140 What I'm

01:00:05.720 What I'm feeling

01:00:06.420 That I'm not

01:00:09.400 A crazy

01:00:10.100 You know

01:00:11.220 Lost person

01:00:12.680 That just should 1.00

01:00:13.360 Get a bullet in the head 1.00

01:00:14.280 Or just to be 1.00

01:00:14.840 Wrapped up in a

01:00:15.600 In a straitjacket

01:00:16.800 In an institution

01:00:17.460 Somewhere

01:00:17.820 Because you're

01:00:18.300 Literally the only

01:00:18.840 Person in the world

01:00:19.580 That feels this way

01:00:20.440 And it does

01:00:21.620 Get like that

01:00:22.560 So

01:00:23.840 You know

01:00:24.480 We all need that

01:00:25.420 And I'm like

01:00:26.840 If I can do that

01:00:27.600 For people 1.00

01:00:28.020 I mean fuck 1.00

01:00:28.620 I kind of have to 1.00

01:00:29.360 You know what I mean

01:00:30.780 What else am I going to do

01:00:33.220 I like doing it

01:00:34.440 I mean

01:00:37.520 I can't think of

01:00:39.020 Anything else to do

01:00:39.620 And I mean unless

01:00:40.240 And I've had opportunities

01:00:41.340 To do other things

01:00:42.120 A couple of my buddies

01:00:43.460 Work in a security

01:00:44.420 Contracting company

01:00:45.320 Is like hey

01:00:45.680 You want to come to Africa 1.00

01:00:46.420 It's 10 grand a month

01:00:47.840 U.S.

01:00:49.160 Tax free

01:00:49.700 Might get shot at

01:00:51.580 A little bit

01:00:51.960 But you know

01:00:52.540 You know

01:00:53.320 Mercenary jobs

01:00:54.360 Pays real well

01:00:56.020 Last year

01:00:58.840 I was very close

01:00:59.780 To considering doing it

01:01:00.520 Before you know

01:01:01.140 I started really

01:01:01.800 Doing this full time

01:01:02.660 I mean

01:01:05.620 But I wouldn't be

01:01:06.440 Happy doing that either

01:01:07.200 Because

01:01:07.600 It's like

01:01:08.900 What does it mean

01:01:09.560 It's just

01:01:09.860 I'm just doing this

01:01:10.520 For money

01:01:11.000 I'm just over here

01:01:12.860 What am I doing 0.98

01:01:14.500 Shooting people 0.98

01:01:17.820 For money 0.99

01:01:18.300 Like that's

01:01:19.500 That can't be good

01:01:20.220 For your soul

01:01:20.760 You know

01:01:21.080 Long term

01:01:21.680 You know

01:01:22.520 A lot of guys

01:01:24.260 Like the job

01:01:24.940 They like the intensity

01:01:26.180 And the adrenaline rush

01:01:27.760 Of it

01:01:28.020 And the

01:01:28.500 The intensity

01:01:30.080 Of being in a

01:01:30.900 Life and death

01:01:31.800 Combat

01:01:32.360 It is addictive

01:01:33.360 It's terrifying

01:01:36.840 But it's also

01:01:37.540 It's hard to

01:01:39.200 Nothing else

01:01:39.900 Comes close

01:01:40.880 You know

01:01:42.940 You can't compare it

01:01:45.960 To anything

01:01:46.200 There's nothing

01:01:46.640 Like that

01:01:47.420 You're just so close

01:01:49.080 To death

01:01:49.480 And you're so alive

01:01:50.240 At the same time

01:01:50.980 It's like

01:01:51.400 Whew

01:01:52.660 You know

01:01:53.160 It's hard to say no

01:01:53.880 To that

01:01:54.100 To a lot

01:01:54.440 To a lot

01:01:54.800 And I

01:01:55.080 So I get it

01:01:55.720 And I get it

01:01:56.300 And especially

01:01:56.660 If it pays really well

01:01:57.520 And you get to be

01:01:58.720 With the boys again

01:01:59.440 I mean they miss

01:02:00.060 They miss the army

01:02:00.720 They miss the guys

01:02:01.400 And they miss this

01:02:01.880 Kind of stuff

01:02:02.320 And the army's

01:02:04.180 Not what it used to be

01:02:04.900 So you know

01:02:05.520 But I was like

01:02:05.920 But besides that

01:02:06.640 Like what the hell

01:02:07.180 Am I gonna do

01:02:07.740 I mean you guys

01:02:08.820 Have watched me

01:02:09.280 For a lot

01:02:09.740 A couple of years now

01:02:10.680 For hours and hours

01:02:11.940 A week

01:02:12.320 This isn't a fake character

01:02:14.120 This is very

01:02:14.840 I'm just straight up

01:02:16.100 I was talking to Greg

01:02:17.240 Last night

01:02:17.720 You know

01:02:17.960 Thanks for the conversation

01:02:19.020 Greg

01:02:19.300 And he's like

01:02:19.640 Yeah you know

01:02:19.980 You leave it all out there

01:02:20.960 It's gotta be exhausting

01:02:22.140 I'm like

01:02:22.520 I do

01:02:23.100 It's not an act

01:02:24.360 I'm

01:02:25.380 You know

01:02:25.840 I'm very similar

01:02:26.660 To Alex Jones

01:02:27.480 In that way

01:02:28.280 I think

01:02:28.780 I'm not

01:02:29.980 You know

01:02:31.540 It's a

01:02:32.460 I'm very passionate

01:02:33.400 About this stuff 0.96

01:02:34.080 And I fucking mean it 0.98

01:02:34.880 You know 0.99

01:02:35.140 I mean the things

01:02:36.080 That I say

01:02:36.560 And I'm not afraid

01:02:38.220 To just do

01:02:39.140 And it's

01:02:39.480 But it's exhausting

01:02:40.160 You know

01:02:40.540 So what do you do

01:02:42.200 With somebody like that

01:02:43.000 So that's the same thing

01:02:44.120 What would Alex Jones do

01:02:45.360 If he wasn't doing that

01:02:46.460 Would he be

01:02:47.960 An interior decorator

01:02:49.920 Like

01:02:50.280 Is he gonna redo your kitchen

01:02:52.360 You know

01:02:53.100 What kind of fridge you got here

01:02:55.760 Yeah I can get a better fridge

01:02:57.120 I can get you a nice dishwasher here

01:02:59.140 I'm gonna redo these countertops

01:03:00.460 What kind of countertops are these

01:03:02.240 These marble made in China

01:03:03.160 You know what they do in China 0.98

01:03:03.980 These are Chinese countertops

01:03:05.660 You know

01:03:05.840 In China 0.51

01:03:06.420 They're eating unborn babies in China 0.86

01:03:08.840 You know

01:03:09.420 Like it wouldn't last long for him

01:03:10.880 He would just be right back to it

01:03:12.680 And the same thing would be for me

01:03:14.300 I'd be doing something for 10 minutes

01:03:16.940 For no time at all

01:03:18.320 And I'd see something made in China

01:03:19.680 My brain would immediately be like

01:03:21.020 You know

01:03:22.820 Or like

01:03:25.060 Oh

01:03:25.280 Because of inflation

01:03:26.640 This has gone up this much percent

01:03:28.140 You know

01:03:29.980 Just trying to not 0.98

01:03:31.000 Fucking say anything 0.97

01:03:32.440 The Canadian military today 0.99

01:03:37.740 Has announced that ranks

01:03:38.640 Will all be gender neutral 1.00

01:03:39.740 And Foxkin Commander 0.91

01:03:41.300 Christy Babooblydoo

01:03:42.700 Is now the general

01:03:43.640 Of the

01:03:43.840 You know

01:03:45.300 Like

01:03:45.600 I can't

01:03:47.920 I have to

01:03:48.680 I just

01:03:49.100 It's who

01:03:49.500 You gotta be

01:03:50.340 You know

01:03:51.180 You gotta be true to yourself

01:03:52.200 Right

01:03:52.500 And that's

01:03:53.640 That makes you

01:03:54.240 And honestly

01:03:54.700 And I was

01:03:55.060 Another friend of mine

01:03:55.900 Chris

01:03:56.240 Again

01:03:56.620 Thanks for the conversation

01:03:57.580 I was talking to him yesterday

01:03:59.560 And he's like

01:04:01.260 My life is

01:04:03.120 Is pretty

01:04:03.760 I'm healthy

01:04:05.080 My relationships are healthy

01:04:06.980 I'm healthy

01:04:07.900 I'm doing well

01:04:09.080 You know

01:04:10.840 But the

01:04:11.360 But everybody's telling me

01:04:13.300 I'm crazy

01:04:13.880 And it's like

01:04:14.540 But I'm fine

01:04:15.380 Like I'm not

01:04:15.920 I'm not somebody who's

01:04:19.180 I'm not

01:04:19.800 Not sleeping for four days

01:04:21.420 At a time

01:04:22.040 And ranting and raving

01:04:23.100 About QAnon

01:04:23.980 You know

01:04:24.740 At four o'clock in the morning

01:04:26.060 On a live stream

01:04:27.040 For two people

01:04:27.780 And like

01:04:28.180 You know

01:04:29.000 And just

01:04:29.400 Not eating

01:04:30.260 And acting crazy

01:04:31.280 And you know

01:04:31.740 What I mean

01:04:32.020 I get up in the morning

01:04:33.900 I drink my coffee

01:04:34.640 I exercise

01:04:35.120 I've got a routine

01:04:35.960 I you know

01:04:36.640 I talk to my friends

01:04:38.680 I've got good relationships

01:04:39.660 I talk to my parents

01:04:40.640 And my kids

01:04:41.180 You know what I mean

01:04:41.740 And I'm like

01:04:42.140 I'm actually doing fine

01:04:43.100 It's the world that's sick

01:04:45.320 You know

01:04:46.440 They're like

01:04:46.740 Be like us

01:04:47.540 I'm like

01:04:47.760 I don't want to 0.99

01:04:48.260 Fucking be like you 1.00

01:04:48.920 You're crazy 1.00

01:04:49.460 You're walking around 1.00

01:04:50.260 With a mask on

01:04:51.020 With a plastic shield

01:04:51.860 On your face

01:04:52.420 And latex gloves

01:04:53.320 To go into a grocery store

01:04:55.060 To do all the

01:04:55.600 Nah

01:04:56.600 No I'm

01:04:57.680 No no no no

01:04:58.700 You're not going to

01:04:59.280 Gaslight me into this

01:05:00.380 You know

01:05:03.640 So it's like

01:05:04.420 Man yeah

01:05:05.720 And you know

01:05:07.400 They'll say

01:05:07.640 Well you're in the minority

01:05:08.580 Yeah I know that

01:05:09.500 But that doesn't mean

01:05:10.080 It's wrong

01:05:10.860 You know

01:05:12.400 The minority of people

01:05:13.240 Believed the earth

01:05:13.940 Was round

01:05:14.480 The minority of people

01:05:16.040 Believed that

01:05:16.600 Slavery should probably 1.00

01:05:17.840 Be abolished

01:05:18.540 You know

01:05:21.940 Minority of people 0.98

01:05:23.500 Believed a lot of things

01:05:24.400 Before it became true

01:05:25.360 And then it was accepted

01:05:27.320 And then

01:05:27.920 You know 1.00

01:05:28.500 The stupid people 1.00

01:05:30.460 Take credit for it 1.00

01:05:31.900 Yeah we always knew that

01:05:34.360 No you didn't 1.00

01:05:35.280 You stupid bitch 1.00

01:05:36.360 Had you been around that time 1.00

01:05:37.380 You would have agreed

01:05:37.860 With the mob

01:05:38.360 The mob is always wrong

01:05:39.580 Always

01:05:40.220 Always

01:05:42.220 Look what's coming out now

01:05:44.440 I mean we were right

01:05:45.380 Fauci's emails

01:05:47.000 Are all out there

01:05:47.720 They don't want to look at them 1.00

01:05:48.720 That's their fucking problem 1.00

01:05:49.720 But they're there 1.00

01:05:51.260 The masks are pointless

01:05:53.840 Essentially

01:05:54.420 They do nothing

01:05:55.360 Yeah

01:05:56.320 Yeah we knew that

01:05:57.400 The whole time

01:05:57.980 And the guy who

01:05:59.340 Is setting policy

01:06:00.340 For the United States

01:06:01.300 The top docketer 0.99

01:06:02.800 Has admitted that

01:06:04.700 They don't do anything

01:06:05.660 So all these people

01:06:07.520 Like me 1.00

01:06:07.980 You're an idiot 1.00

01:06:08.940 You were wrong 1.00

01:06:09.520 The whole time

01:06:10.060 You were always wrong

01:06:10.940 So again

01:06:16.640 I really don't care

01:06:17.480 You know

01:06:17.720 Being the minority or not 1.00

01:06:18.900 Like I know what I

01:06:19.540 You know

01:06:20.300 And that's my choice

01:06:21.160 If I want to live my life

01:06:21.920 This way

01:06:22.260 You leave me

01:06:22.560 And they don't want

01:06:23.100 To leave you alone

01:06:23.600 That's another problem

01:06:25.720 I'm not here

01:06:28.460 And none of you guys

01:06:29.900 Are up here

01:06:30.380 Saying that

01:06:31.580 We need to force 1.00

01:06:32.440 We need to force 1.00

01:06:34.080 The rest of society

01:06:34.900 To live the way

01:06:35.420 We want them to

01:06:36.100 No

01:06:37.100 I want to live the way

01:06:38.800 That I want to

01:06:39.540 And raise my family

01:06:41.360 The way I want to

01:06:42.520 And I want to be left alone

01:06:43.740 I want to just be left alone

01:06:45.460 To be myself

01:06:46.640 And express myself

01:06:49.160 The way I want

01:06:49.940 And isn't that

01:06:50.560 Isn't that the credo

01:06:51.800 Of the left

01:06:52.400 And these people

01:06:53.040 Born this way

01:06:55.760 Be yourself

01:06:56.720 Etc

01:06:57.100 I keep seeing this meme

01:06:58.600 That's pretty funny

01:06:59.200 It's like if you're

01:06:59.820 You know

01:07:00.460 I'm an LGBTQI

01:07:02.300 Blah blah blah

01:07:03.060 And I'm attracted to

01:07:04.840 Trans dimensional 1.00

01:07:06.120 Fucking whatever 1.00

01:07:06.960 Like well they're born that way 1.00

01:07:08.340 I was born a heterosexual man

01:07:11.200 And I'm attracted to

01:07:12.000 Heterosexual females 0.99

01:07:13.020 That

01:07:13.700 Is societal programming

01:07:15.360 And that's toxic masculinity 0.94

01:07:16.360 That is a mental condition

01:07:18.020 No it's not

01:07:19.560 That's just

01:07:20.060 That's who I am

01:07:21.460 And you know

01:07:22.200 You're not allowed

01:07:22.720 That's not allowed 1.00

01:07:23.460 These people are sick and insane 1.00

01:07:26.680 I don't care 1.00

01:07:28.720 I mean

01:07:29.040 And they're going to make this illegal

01:07:30.080 They're going to make what I'm doing illegal

01:07:31.360 Very soon

01:07:32.400 And then I don't know

01:07:34.240 I don't know what's going to happen

01:07:35.200 Do I wait

01:07:38.800 Do I wait for them to arrest me

01:07:40.100 Do I

01:07:42.000 Hop the border over to Montana

01:07:44.220 Or North Dakota

01:07:44.920 And carry on from there 1.00

01:07:46.440 As a fucking refugee 1.00

01:07:47.360 And say 1.00

01:07:47.840 Oh come back

01:07:48.600 Whenever this country

01:07:49.920 Feels like fighting for itself

01:07:51.200 Because right now

01:07:52.000 It doesn't want to

01:07:52.680 Right now it's fine with it

01:07:53.640 Canada loves it

01:07:54.820 Far and wide again

01:07:56.380 Because they're soft

01:07:57.040 And they're just too busy

01:07:58.040 With sports ball

01:07:58.780 And stuff in their face

01:07:59.620 And not at all concerned

01:08:01.080 Not everybody

01:08:01.800 A lot of people are

01:08:02.620 Obviously very concerned

01:08:03.680 But not nearly enough

01:08:04.520 Oh

01:08:09.560 I don't know

01:08:10.740 Let's see

01:08:11.400 Let's see here

01:08:12.520 I'm going to read some of these

01:08:13.500 And probably get out of here in a minute

01:08:14.560 Let's see if I can remember

01:08:16.300 If there's anything else

01:08:16.780 I wanted to talk about

01:08:17.600 Oh yeah

01:08:18.320 Rempel's tweet

01:08:18.980 See that

01:08:19.340 Yeah

01:08:19.540 Right

01:08:20.120 There's no opposition

01:08:22.660 There isn't

01:08:23.760 Like

01:08:24.940 Think about that

01:08:26.580 Absorb that

01:08:27.280 And understand

01:08:28.040 That

01:08:29.160 The entire government we have

01:08:30.940 Is occupied by the enemy

01:08:32.280 The enemy being cultural Marxism

01:08:34.500 That ideology

01:08:35.200 They're all communists

01:08:36.420 Whether they admit it or not

01:08:38.380 Whether they even know it or not

01:08:39.700 Does it matter

01:08:41.460 Does it matter 1.00

01:08:42.800 I mean we fucking 0.97

01:08:45.100 Hung the radio operator 1.00

01:08:46.880 From Auschwitz right 0.96

01:08:47.860 Because he

01:08:48.440 Well he should have known better

01:08:49.620 So why doesn't that logic apply now

01:08:53.100 Michelle Rempel-Garner's out there

01:08:54.320 Be like

01:08:54.500 I'm a she her 0.99

01:08:55.480 And I'm privileged

01:08:56.260 Cis white female 0.92

01:08:57.280 Blah blah blah blah 1.00

01:08:58.000 You're fucking compromised 1.00

01:08:59.460 That's Marxism 1.00

01:09:00.700 You're infected

01:09:04.200 You're the enemy 1.00

01:09:05.300 You have to fucking go 1.00

01:09:06.860 All of you 1.00

01:09:08.440 The entire conservative party

01:09:09.740 You have to go

01:09:10.780 The NDP

01:09:11.660 The liberal

01:09:12.460 All of

01:09:12.960 Every single one of them

01:09:14.180 We have no one in the government

01:09:15.880 That's sane anymore

01:09:17.160 No one

01:09:18.360 They're either unwilling

01:09:22.080 Or incapable

01:09:22.800 Of doing anything

01:09:23.860 So where does that leave us

01:09:25.740 People need to

01:09:30.980 Understand that

01:09:32.620 And then

01:09:34.460 Organize

01:09:35.840 Something

01:09:36.600 Because they're waiting around

01:09:40.280 For the government

01:09:40.860 To like figure

01:09:41.760 They're not ever going

01:09:42.720 To figure it out

01:09:43.300 They don't work for you

01:09:43.960 They work for the Chinese 1.00

01:09:44.800 And they work for the bankers

01:09:45.620 And they work for the

01:09:46.180 You know

01:09:46.480 Global entities

01:09:47.200 Like we're at war

01:09:49.620 We're basically captured

01:09:50.980 Okay

01:09:51.940 Canada is a captured country

01:09:53.280 United States is being captured

01:09:55.780 But you've got places like

01:09:57.020 South Dakota

01:09:57.860 Maybe I'll go there

01:09:58.480 Christy Noem

01:09:59.080 She's pretty

01:09:59.640 She's purdy 1.00

01:10:00.560 That woman has more balls 1.00

01:10:02.240 Than every single man 1.00

01:10:03.420 In elected office in Canada

01:10:04.940 Except maybe Derek Sloan

01:10:06.420 You know

01:10:07.360 In the federal politics

01:10:08.460 She told Biden

01:10:10.080 You want these guns

01:10:10.800 Come get them baby

01:10:11.600 Come get my guns

01:10:12.920 I dare you

01:10:13.600 They didn't do lockdowns

01:10:15.380 Not doing masks

01:10:16.040 Not doing vaccine passports 0.99

01:10:17.140 None of that shit 1.00

01:10:17.680 South Dakota 1.00

01:10:18.520 It's like six hours away from here

01:10:20.020 Like from Windsor, Ontario

01:10:26.040 The very southern tip

01:10:26.940 Of the province of Ontario

01:10:28.080 For those of you

01:10:28.840 In the United States

01:10:29.440 Where they had that NASCAR

01:10:31.080 Indianapolis

01:10:31.880 Was that where it was?

01:10:33.640 Hours away

01:10:34.380 There was 150,000 0.99

01:10:35.560 Fucking people there 0.99

01:10:36.360 No masks 1.00

01:10:37.620 No vaccine passports 0.88

01:10:38.740 None of that

01:10:39.140 But in Windsor, Ontario

01:10:40.360 Oh no

01:10:40.940 Lockdown

01:10:41.620 We're gonna lock down

01:10:42.600 They're not even living

01:10:46.780 In reality anymore 0.99

01:10:47.760 They're crazy 0.99

01:10:48.720 They're gone in the head 1.00

01:10:50.240 They're either incapable

01:10:51.840 Or unwilling

01:10:53.100 To face reality

01:10:55.020 That's extremely bad

01:10:58.220 That's extremely dangerous

01:10:59.440 And if we don't do anything about it

01:11:00.860 Literally me and you

01:11:02.080 And every

01:11:02.380 I don't

01:11:02.880 And you know

01:11:03.240 Everybody wants to

01:11:04.220 Somebody will

01:11:04.920 Somebody somewhere

01:11:05.880 There is no somebody somewhere

01:11:07.400 It's literally you

01:11:08.500 And me

01:11:10.800 And everyone else

01:11:12.020 And I'm just as much

01:11:13.040 Of a failure as the rest of us

01:11:14.420 Like I haven't done anything

01:11:15.280 I'm doing this

01:11:17.200 I'm trying to

01:11:17.760 You know

01:11:17.980 Call attention to this

01:11:18.920 And galvanize

01:11:19.840 And not radicalize people

01:11:22.040 But simply like

01:11:22.740 Look at what's going on

01:11:23.860 Is this acceptable to you?

01:11:25.860 Because no one else

01:11:26.780 Is pointing this out

01:11:27.600 CBC's not gonna tell you

01:11:28.640 These things

01:11:29.080 Does that mean they're not true?

01:11:31.080 Of course they are

01:11:31.800 But they're not gonna say it

01:11:33.280 You need all the information

01:11:37.420 And again

01:11:37.880 I'm gonna read these in a second

01:11:38.880 This is why I started this

01:11:39.980 In the first place

01:11:40.720 I joined the military

01:11:45.020 When I was

01:11:45.620 16

01:11:46.220 17 years old

01:11:47.220 I didn't know 0.99

01:11:49.160 What the fuck 0.99

01:11:49.620 I was doing 0.99

01:11:50.100 I didn't know anything

01:11:51.640 About Zionism

01:11:52.700 Or the bankers

01:11:54.080 Or the

01:11:54.440 I didn't know 1.00

01:11:55.520 Any of that shit 1.00

01:11:56.160 All I knew 1.00

01:11:56.660 Is I wanted to

01:11:57.280 You know

01:11:57.920 I saw the war movies

01:11:58.960 And I understood

01:11:59.560 The concept of

01:12:00.400 You know

01:12:00.920 Men standing up

01:12:01.840 And fighting for their people

01:12:02.840 And being soldiers

01:12:03.600 And fighting in war

01:12:04.820 And the brotherhood

01:12:05.500 And the intensity of it

01:12:06.200 And I wanted that

01:12:06.880 That's all I wanted 0.99

01:12:07.580 That's all I gave a shit about 0.99

01:12:08.820 It was as simple as that 0.98

01:12:10.620 The rest of that stuff

01:12:12.100 Came later

01:12:12.640 And because of that

01:12:20.020 Ignorance

01:12:20.740 And lack of

01:12:22.280 True information

01:12:23.640 I was nearly killed

01:12:25.400 Now I don't hear anything

01:12:26.620 Out of the left side of my head

01:12:27.480 If I'm watching TV

01:12:28.560 And I wanna lay down

01:12:29.880 And put a pillow to this ear 1.00

01:12:31.720 I can't hear the fucking TV 0.99

01:12:33.040 It's just 1.00

01:12:33.440 I gotta

01:12:35.620 I can't lay that way

01:12:37.300 I can't hear anything

01:12:37.980 If somebody's trying to talk to me

01:12:39.580 I gotta go

01:12:39.980 I gotta lean in like a bird

01:12:41.400 With my right ear to hear

01:12:42.580 I can't hear anything

01:12:43.240 My back hurts

01:12:44.840 All the time

01:12:45.700 Literally 24-7

01:12:47.400 It just always hurts 0.99

01:12:48.440 My hip is fucked up 0.94

01:12:50.180 My knees 0.98

01:12:50.580 You know 1.00

01:12:50.920 I've got all this shit 1.00

01:12:51.900 Never mind the mental issues 1.00

01:12:53.600 I've already talked about

01:12:54.300 And the brain damage

01:12:54.940 All of that

01:12:56.140 Was a result of a mistake

01:12:57.520 That I made

01:12:59.420 Because I didn't have

01:13:00.480 The correct information

01:13:01.500 Nobody told me

01:13:02.720 Had someone told me

01:13:04.080 Hey 1.00

01:13:04.440 9-11 was bullshit 1.00

01:13:06.040 This is a giant scam 1.00

01:13:08.000 This is about money

01:13:10.580 This whole war

01:13:11.440 Is for money

01:13:12.220 And for

01:13:14.000 You know

01:13:14.280 So we can destroy

01:13:15.020 The enemies of another country 0.98

01:13:16.300 That has nothing to do with us

01:13:17.560 This is not worth your life

01:13:19.240 Or even a drop of blood

01:13:21.260 Or your

01:13:21.560 Or your hearing

01:13:22.380 Or any of it

01:13:22.840 It's not worth it

01:13:23.560 I didn't know any of that

01:13:24.600 Too late

01:13:25.660 Too late for that

01:13:26.700 And too late for all of my friends 0.99

01:13:27.840 That got fucking blown to bits 0.99

01:13:28.940 And sent home in bags 0.99

01:13:29.900 Bags and boxes

01:13:30.840 One of our vehicles

01:13:32.620 Got hit with an IED

01:13:33.420 Six killed

01:13:34.100 Eight body bags

01:13:35.200 There was that much body parts

01:13:36.680 And guts around 0.91

01:13:37.220 They didn't know who was who

01:13:38.000 So it was like

01:13:38.420 Well

01:13:38.620 Who is this

01:13:40.280 I don't know

01:13:40.700 Put it in a bag

01:13:41.380 True story

01:13:43.740 Took them a while

01:13:47.380 To find the one guy

01:13:48.060 The sergeant

01:13:48.520 Because he was blown out 1.00

01:13:49.300 Of the fucking hatch 1.00

01:13:49.980 Kilometer in the god damn air 1.00

01:13:51.620 Somewhere 0.99

01:13:51.900 Where did he go

01:13:53.400 I don't know

01:13:53.780 Let's go look for the

01:13:54.900 Dead corpse of our friend

01:13:56.040 You know

01:13:56.360 And so many other guys

01:13:59.840 You know

01:14:00.100 And then all the suicides

01:14:01.040 After the fact

01:14:01.480 Because nobody

01:14:02.160 Do you think any of us

01:14:03.460 If we all knew that

01:14:04.440 If we all knew what was

01:14:05.260 Really going on

01:14:05.940 Do you think we would have

01:14:06.500 Decided

01:14:06.760 Yeah let's 1.00

01:14:07.400 Yeah fuck it 1.00

01:14:08.100 Let's go 1.00

01:14:08.560 Who cares

01:14:09.200 You know

01:14:10.900 The people we were fighting

01:14:13.480 Were probably just as confused

01:14:14.820 Like what 0.99

01:14:17.100 What the fuck is going on 0.99

01:14:18.560 I don't know 0.99

01:14:19.100 But America's here 1.00

01:14:19.940 To fuck us up now 0.99

01:14:21.380 Like well what did we do 0.99

01:14:22.440 I don't know

01:14:22.920 They're just evil

01:14:23.660 They're just invading 1.00

01:14:24.960 And they're just blowing shit up 0.99

01:14:26.260 Well that's 0.99

01:14:27.540 That's pretty fucked up 0.99

01:14:28.460 I know 0.99

01:14:29.080 So they go and fight us

01:14:30.620 You know what I mean

01:14:31.080 Like neither of us

01:14:31.780 On either side

01:14:32.480 We're like

01:14:32.740 It's like the ants

01:14:35.940 In the jar trick

01:14:36.660 You get the red ants

01:14:37.380 And the black ants

01:14:37.940 In the jar

01:14:38.240 And you just shake it up

01:14:38.880 And they fight each other

01:14:39.620 And then outside the jar

01:14:42.000 Somebody's taking bets

01:14:42.820 And making money on who wins

01:14:43.940 That's the world

01:14:45.780 That's how it works now

01:14:47.300 All these wars 1.00

01:14:48.480 Are fucking bullshit 1.00

01:14:49.660 It's a money 1.00

01:14:50.760 It's an industry

01:14:51.520 We're still in Afghanistan 0.99

01:14:53.000 For fuck's sakes 0.99

01:14:53.880 I could go on and on 0.99

01:14:55.060 About this forever

01:14:55.560 But anyway

01:14:55.960 The point I'm trying to make

01:14:57.140 Is it's important

01:14:58.880 To know all the information

01:15:01.700 Even if you don't like it

01:15:03.960 Even if it's uncomfortable

01:15:04.980 Even

01:15:05.340 That's racist

01:15:06.440 I don't care

01:15:07.220 If it's

01:15:07.620 Information

01:15:08.340 I want to know what it is

01:15:09.780 And then I will decide

01:15:11.300 What to do with that

01:15:12.180 It's not your call

01:15:13.640 It's not up to you

01:15:15.100 Uncle government

01:15:16.120 It's not up to you

01:15:17.940 Steven

01:15:18.680 Or Justin

01:15:20.100 Or any

01:15:20.640 Or Jagmeet

01:15:21.900 Jagmeet

01:15:22.740 Your Rolex

01:15:24.120 Wearing $25,000 suit 1.00

01:15:25.820 Wearing fucking BMW 1.00

01:15:26.960 BMW driving motherfucker 1.00

01:15:28.740 I'm a man of the people 0.99

01:15:30.420 Yeah whatever

01:15:31.240 Why don't you just throw on 1.00

01:15:33.020 Your fucking Monopoly guy suit 1.00

01:15:34.200 And fuck off already 1.00

01:15:35.040 You're a joke 1.00

01:15:35.940 I'll decide what to do 0.74

01:15:40.860 With that information

01:15:41.560 Okay

01:15:42.680 For you to keep that from me

01:15:44.140 Is criminal

01:15:44.700 That's what the news

01:15:46.660 Is supposed to do

01:15:47.360 It's supposed to go

01:15:47.700 Here's everything that we know

01:15:49.320 Everything we can find

01:15:51.580 On this subject

01:15:52.340 Here it is

01:15:53.500 As you were

01:15:54.480 And then we as the public

01:15:56.380 Are supposed to

01:15:56.860 Consume that

01:15:57.460 And go hmm

01:15:58.080 What do you think

01:15:59.160 Is going on

01:15:59.820 And then we'll figure it out

01:16:00.860 On our own

01:16:01.320 That's how the news

01:16:02.400 Is supposed to work

01:16:03.500 I'm not the news

01:16:06.540 I'm here as a result

01:16:07.940 Of there not being

01:16:08.820 The news

01:16:09.340 We have propaganda now

01:16:10.780 We have liars 0.69

01:16:12.520 We have a ministry

01:16:13.780 Of truth

01:16:14.440 And because of that

01:16:16.080 There's people like me

01:16:17.060 All over the place

01:16:18.120 Saying the same things

01:16:19.280 And now they're going

01:16:21.520 To try and come out

01:16:22.160 And they're going to try

01:16:22.760 And make it illegal

01:16:23.420 To do what we're doing

01:16:24.120 And they're going to

01:16:24.440 Call it hate

01:16:25.020 It's hateful

01:16:25.880 What you're doing

01:16:26.480 To be pointing out 0.77

01:16:28.140 That they're liars 1.00

01:16:28.740 And they're thieves 1.00

01:16:29.380 And they're killers 1.00

01:16:30.380 Oh no 1.00

01:16:31.900 You're a thief 1.00

01:16:32.420 You're a hate 1.00

01:16:32.840 You're hate 1.00

01:16:33.280 It's hate

01:16:33.840 Uh huh

01:16:35.340 And these people

01:16:40.480 At antifa

01:16:41.820 And anti-hate

01:16:42.540 That are going to

01:16:42.960 Facilitate these arrests

01:16:44.000 And these prosecutions

01:16:44.820 With their articles

01:16:45.380 And stuff right

01:16:45.880 That they're going to use

01:16:46.580 To get arrest warrants

01:16:47.580 For us

01:16:47.920 Once these bills

01:16:49.020 Go through

01:16:49.400 You work for billionaires

01:16:51.660 You work for big pharma

01:16:54.180 And the war industrial complex

01:16:55.440 And the bankers

01:16:56.240 And the Israelis 0.77

01:16:56.960 That's who you work for

01:16:58.480 That's what you're doing

01:17:00.820 You're not fighting hate

01:17:04.040 You're destroying

01:17:05.280 Political dissidents

01:17:06.240 Against a global system

01:17:07.440 Of control 1.00

01:17:07.980 You're a useful idiot 1.00

01:17:10.340 I would not want to be you 1.00

01:17:12.680 You know

01:17:13.820 As difficult as it is

01:17:15.060 And as hard as it is

01:17:17.120 On our heads

01:17:17.600 All of us collectively 1.00

01:17:18.460 To deal with this shit 1.00

01:17:19.840 I would not do anything else 1.00

01:17:23.200 I would not change my mind

01:17:24.340 If I had to go back

01:17:24.840 And do it all over again

01:17:25.500 I would do it exactly

01:17:26.520 The same way 0.72

01:17:27.180 I'm not going to change my mind

01:17:29.580 I'm not going to take

01:17:30.300 The easy way out

01:17:31.060 And be a stooge 0.99

01:17:32.540 And be a henchman 1.00

01:17:35.600 For a bunch of criminals 0.84

01:17:37.080 It's

01:17:39.620 Yeah anyway

01:17:41.460 Pumpkin Laundry says

01:17:44.120 Hello

01:17:44.440 These go back

01:17:45.780 All the way back

01:17:46.220 To the beginning

01:17:46.560 So hello everyone

01:17:47.300 I would like to address

01:17:47.900 Several

01:17:48.160 I read that one

01:17:49.060 Sorry

01:17:49.300 This one

01:17:50.040 He says

01:17:50.240 A psychologist gave me

01:17:51.140 This book by a dude

01:17:52.000 Who collaborated with

01:17:52.760 Writing the DSM

01:17:53.660 About how evil psychiatry

01:17:55.160 Is and pills

01:17:56.220 Goodreads.com

01:17:57.620 The book of woe

01:17:59.740 Yeah

01:18:01.140 I

01:18:01.380 Yeah

01:18:02.660 Not a big fan of psychiatry

01:18:05.000 Derek Knight says

01:18:06.020 As a child

01:18:06.480 My asthma was so bad

01:18:07.660 They put me on the

01:18:08.520 Handicap bus

01:18:09.140 Claiming I would die

01:18:10.160 If I walked to school

01:18:11.000 Went on to play junior

01:18:12.000 CIS sports

01:18:13.340 And coach health food

01:18:14.380 Exercise social

01:18:15.520 For a career 0.99

01:18:16.040 Fuckin' night 0.99

01:18:16.820 Great story 0.99

01:18:17.540 Right

01:18:19.340 Trust the experts

01:18:20.160 They know better

01:18:20.840 The experts

01:18:21.880 Often times

01:18:23.060 In my experience

01:18:23.640 Are not experts

01:18:24.500 They're just 1.00

01:18:26.000 Fuckin' people 1.00

01:18:26.600 That get paid 1.00

01:18:27.280 You know

01:18:27.940 Their opinion

01:18:29.960 Everybody's got

01:18:30.920 An opinion

01:18:31.420 That's your opinion

01:18:33.040 That's your expert

01:18:34.240 Opinion

01:18:34.700 Still an opinion

01:18:35.400 What are you saying

01:18:36.720 You're never wrong

01:18:37.480 You can't be wrong 0.99

01:18:38.340 Fuckin' 0.99

01:18:39.600 Experts are wrong 1.00

01:18:40.540 All the goddamn time 0.99

01:18:41.580 So yeah 0.99

01:18:42.660 You absolutely

01:18:43.180 Shouldn't just put

01:18:43.880 All your

01:18:44.260 Well that guy said it

01:18:45.380 It must be true

01:18:46.020 Nope

01:18:46.380 One brown eye 1.00

01:18:48.520 Says fuck you 1.00

01:18:49.180 Rage 1.00

01:18:49.460 Experience in Afghanistan

01:18:50.200 May vary

01:18:50.740 Large double double

01:18:51.600 Please

01:18:51.980 Yeah there was a meme

01:18:52.840 That they banned

01:18:54.080 And it said

01:18:54.940 Experiences may vary

01:18:56.020 In Afghanistan

01:18:56.720 And it was

01:18:57.220 One on the top

01:18:58.160 Was some guys

01:18:59.140 On a foot patrol

01:19:00.160 Where you know

01:19:00.760 100 pounds of gear

01:19:01.620 They're all covered in sweat

01:19:02.620 You'd get so sweaty

01:19:03.880 Your socks would be

01:19:04.840 Soaked with sweat

01:19:05.680 From your chest

01:19:06.420 The sweat would permeate

01:19:08.140 From under your plate carrier

01:19:09.220 Down your arms

01:19:10.760 All the way up to

01:19:11.280 It looked like you

01:19:11.980 Were in a pool

01:19:12.860 Like soaked

01:19:13.840 I don't mean like

01:19:14.500 A little damp

01:19:15.340 I mean like 0.55

01:19:16.000 Ring it the fuck out

01:19:17.400 Literally

01:19:18.060 That soaked

01:19:19.960 Like watery

01:19:21.180 Wet

01:19:22.020 Wet

01:19:22.460 Wet

01:19:22.960 From your socks

01:19:24.520 To your neck

01:19:25.340 You would sit down 1.00

01:19:27.760 And in your fucking 1.00

01:19:28.840 Ginch in your underwear 1.00

01:19:29.760 Would be like

01:19:30.280 Swoosh

01:19:30.920 Swash 0.98

01:19:31.500 Like that much sweat

01:19:32.420 I'm not at all

01:19:33.320 Exaggerating

01:19:33.860 And then when you

01:19:35.240 Would dry out

01:19:35.920 Your uniform

01:19:36.600 You could like

01:19:37.140 Stand it up

01:19:38.020 Like it was made

01:19:40.040 Of sand

01:19:40.680 Like clay

01:19:41.400 It would just

01:19:41.880 And get petrified

01:19:45.360 In the sun

01:19:45.920 And just like

01:19:46.580 You could like

01:19:47.020 Arrange it to look

01:19:47.900 You know 1.00

01:19:48.360 That's fucked 0.99

01:19:49.460 So you had 0.99

01:19:50.720 Those guys on the top

01:19:51.580 Carrying all these guns

01:19:52.420 Avoiding

01:19:52.800 Waiting for

01:19:53.240 Snipers

01:19:54.000 IEDs 0.99

01:19:54.620 Bombs

01:19:55.080 Ambushes 0.98

01:19:55.580 This kind of thing

01:19:56.060 And then on the bottom

01:19:57.340 You had a couple of

01:19:58.060 Caffers we call them

01:19:59.540 Kandahar Airfield

01:20:00.340 People that worked

01:20:00.980 In the camp

01:20:01.760 Very clean looking

01:20:03.800 Women 1.00

01:20:04.120 Had makeup on

01:20:05.000 Had their hair done up

01:20:05.800 And they're waiting

01:20:06.200 In line for their coffee

01:20:07.120 Experiences may vary

01:20:09.640 Yes they certainly did

01:20:11.260 And they banned that meme

01:20:12.540 Because it was insulting

01:20:13.440 To the women

01:20:14.040 They complained

01:20:14.820 Like that is not fair

01:20:16.060 That was a symptom

01:20:18.360 Right then 0.98

01:20:18.880 Right fucking then 0.99

01:20:19.980 That 0.99

01:20:20.860 You might have nailed it

01:20:22.420 Somebody asked me

01:20:24.500 Like when exactly

01:20:25.440 Did the CF start 0.99

01:20:26.440 To get fucked 0.99

01:20:27.140 Right then 1.00

01:20:28.780 Right in that exact moment

01:20:31.080 When that meme came out

01:20:32.140 In like 2009

01:20:33.240 Maybe or 8

01:20:35.160 Right at that time

01:20:38.040 Because the correct thing

01:20:41.000 So they're like

01:20:42.080 That's offensive

01:20:43.100 To the poor women 1.00

01:20:44.260 How about showing 1.00

01:20:47.060 Some fucking respect 0.99

01:20:48.500 To the boys 0.99

01:20:49.980 That are out there

01:20:50.520 Being blown to bits

01:20:51.540 And literally dying

01:20:52.720 Going home in boxes

01:20:54.860 They gave you everything

01:20:56.380 They gave you their lives

01:20:57.920 And you're more concerned

01:21:00.500 With not hurting

01:21:02.780 The feelings 1.00

01:21:03.420 Of a couple of bitches 1.00

01:21:04.960 Getting coffee 1.00

01:21:05.780 Taking pictures

01:21:07.320 Getting coffee 0.99

01:21:08.040 Like they fucking matter 0.99

01:21:09.620 Like they did anything 0.99

01:21:10.860 Whoop-a-dee-doo 1.00

01:21:13.260 They could have taken

01:21:14.240 Their entire service

01:21:15.520 And erased it from the war

01:21:16.680 Would have made

01:21:17.160 Very little difference

01:21:18.200 The actual war

01:21:21.160 Is where the bullets

01:21:22.340 Are going back and forth

01:21:23.640 And heads are coming apart

01:21:25.260 And arms are flying off

01:21:26.420 And people are screaming

01:21:27.380 That's the war 0.86

01:21:29.260 You getting coffee

01:21:30.600 Is not the war

01:21:31.540 You're there to support us 1.00

01:21:33.100 Shut the fuck up 1.00

01:21:34.080 And do your job 1.00

01:21:34.720 And now they want to

01:21:35.400 No look at me

01:21:36.140 Look at me

01:21:36.580 Look at me

01:21:36.980 Look at me

01:21:37.480 And the CF

01:21:38.380 Took the side

01:21:39.200 Of the look at me people

01:21:40.320 Instead of those guys

01:21:41.980 And went you know what

01:21:42.620 No they're right

01:21:43.160 Let them have their meme

01:21:44.660 I think they've earned a meme

01:21:46.600 If they've earned anything

01:21:47.600 I think they've earned that

01:21:50.760 A third of the battle group 0.99

01:21:54.460 From fucking one RCR 1.00

01:21:55.540 Got wiped the fuck out 1.00

01:21:56.820 An A-10 strafed 0.90

01:21:59.320 An entire company

01:22:00.500 An entire company

01:22:02.600 Got hit with an A-10

01:22:03.700 Something like 26 guys

01:22:06.340 Get killed

01:22:06.740 On objective rugby 0.99

01:22:07.960 And not Medusa

01:22:08.640 Warrant officers

01:22:10.700 I mean just

01:22:11.300 There were privates

01:22:12.240 That were battlefield

01:22:12.840 Promoted to sergeant

01:22:13.780 It got that insane

01:22:14.780 It got that insane

01:22:16.140 Someone who deployed

01:22:17.820 On his first tour

01:22:18.700 As a private

01:22:19.220 Oh gee

01:22:20.000 I hope it's crazy

01:22:21.040 You're a sergeant now

01:22:22.600 Go

01:22:22.980 Why

01:22:23.760 Everyone else is dead

01:22:24.980 You're now the sergeant

01:22:26.800 Go

01:22:27.220 That happened

01:22:28.000 That's offensive

01:22:30.100 To me and my latte 1.00

01:22:31.280 Shut the fuck up 1.00

01:22:33.300 Bitch 1.00

01:22:33.680 Fuck you 1.00

01:22:35.440 Fuck you 1.00

01:22:36.520 For even complaining 1.00

01:22:37.620 You should've went

01:22:39.920 Haha

01:22:40.260 Yeah that's right

01:22:41.240 Salute to those boys

01:22:43.300 Thank god we have them

01:22:44.420 That was the correct attitude

01:22:46.080 But no

01:22:46.980 We went the other way

01:22:47.680 With it

01:22:47.920 That is the exact moment

01:22:49.260 In time the Canadian forces

01:22:50.220 Started to die

01:22:50.900 That meme

01:22:52.800 I'm done

01:22:54.800 It's changed my mind

01:22:55.880 One brown eye 1.00

01:22:56.980 You fucking nailed it 1.00

01:22:57.860 Baguette 1.00

01:22:58.500 Says coffee's on

01:22:59.540 If you don't want to face

01:23:00.140 The day solo

01:23:00.580 Yeah I'm going to

01:23:01.080 Take a swing out

01:23:01.720 Pumpkin launcher

01:23:03.420 Says thanks for this brother

01:23:04.280 This is strength

01:23:04.840 Thank you sir

01:23:05.500 Derek Knight

01:23:06.900 Don't quit

01:23:07.340 Keep moving

01:23:07.800 Small walks and talks

01:23:08.860 Will help even

01:23:09.600 Science with a dollar sign

01:23:11.120 That is how you spell science now

01:23:12.240 Dollar sign

01:23:13.460 C-I-E-N-C-E 1.00

01:23:14.820 Says so that

01:23:15.600 Most of my business model

01:23:16.900 Independence 0.62

01:23:17.300 Walking

01:23:17.600 Talking

01:23:17.900 Nutrition

01:23:18.260 And math

01:23:18.620 This community

01:23:19.380 Is in this together

01:23:20.300 100%

01:23:20.980 Pickley from Ontario 1.00

01:23:22.560 Says you can be fucked up 1.00

01:23:23.460 And still keep on 1.00

01:23:24.080 With a smile on your face

01:23:24.880 Yeah

01:23:25.140 Also the other thing too

01:23:27.500 I wanted to mention about this

01:23:28.720 You know

01:23:29.360 In case I forget

01:23:30.020 Friday or whatever

01:23:31.340 This kid that

01:23:32.520 You know

01:23:32.740 Ran these people over in London

01:23:34.000 And they're like

01:23:34.380 He was laughing

01:23:35.380 He was laughing

01:23:36.340 They just jump all over 0.95

01:23:37.600 White supremacists 1.00

01:23:38.400 Terrorists 0.99

01:23:38.860 You did it on purpose

01:23:39.560 He was laughing

01:23:40.220 Blah blah blah

01:23:40.740 The first time I was shot at

01:23:42.620 Okay no

01:23:43.600 There's two stories

01:23:44.180 I want to tell you

01:23:44.900 Because I like to do these

01:23:49.100 When these are easier

01:23:50.140 So I can just sit here

01:23:51.040 And kind of calmly

01:23:51.900 Go through this

01:23:52.640 Rather than like

01:23:53.860 Trudeau should 1.00

01:23:54.760 Fucking hang from a tree 1.00

01:23:56.260 You know 1.00

01:23:56.540 The shit I normally do 1.00

01:23:57.440 At night 1.00

01:23:57.800 There's

01:24:01.340 There's two

01:24:01.800 There's two versions

01:24:02.720 Of this

01:24:02.960 So I'll go with the later one

01:24:03.840 The first time I got

01:24:04.740 Really shot at

01:24:05.660 And I mean like

01:24:06.460 They were gunning for us

01:24:08.080 They were looking for heads

01:24:09.560 You know

01:24:10.740 We were

01:24:12.840 I was walking along

01:24:14.360 A road

01:24:15.340 Our lead platoon

01:24:18.100 Had gotten ambushed

01:24:19.060 And then our platoon

01:24:19.940 Got dispatched

01:24:20.600 To take up right flank

01:24:21.960 On four

01:24:22.700 It was four platoon

01:24:23.300 Five platoon

01:24:23.760 I was five platoon

01:24:24.420 Hotel company

01:24:25.100 To RCR

01:24:25.960 We used to have

01:24:26.580 The banner in the office

01:24:27.500 If anybody here is listening

01:24:28.400 From 2nd Battalion

01:24:29.560 There's a big Canadian flag

01:24:30.520 If it's still there

01:24:31.260 I don't know

01:24:31.700 It used to be in the

01:24:32.580 Five platoon headquarter

01:24:33.420 In our office

01:24:33.960 And I signed it

01:24:35.400 We all signed it

01:24:35.920 My name's on there

01:24:36.520 Corporal McKenzie

01:24:37.360 And a bunch of the other guys

01:24:38.480 So

01:24:40.540 You know

01:24:41.200 If you want to go get it

01:24:42.040 And take a picture of it

01:24:42.780 It's part of bigot history

01:24:43.960 That is a relic

01:24:45.260 That belongs in Dagelon 0.98

01:24:46.620 We were walking along

01:24:50.020 So we were coming up

01:24:50.860 The right flank

01:24:51.400 And they went up the left

01:24:52.000 And we took some RPG fire

01:24:53.260 On the way in

01:24:53.860 Like

01:24:54.200 One of them I thought

01:24:55.600 Hit the tank in front of me 0.98

01:24:56.620 Blows the fuck up 1.00

01:24:57.720 Everybody hits the ground 0.96

01:24:58.680 But me

01:24:58.980 I'm the last guy

01:24:59.860 In the company

01:25:00.640 Because I'm in the

01:25:01.400 The last section

01:25:02.160 Charlie section

01:25:02.780 And I'm the number two

01:25:03.620 C9 gunner

01:25:04.220 So I'm the very last guy

01:25:05.260 In the platoon

01:25:05.700 Like

01:25:05.940 I just went down on one knee

01:25:07.380 Like

01:25:07.620 Looking at it

01:25:08.740 Fireball

01:25:09.580 Like

01:25:09.820 And they were like

01:25:10.780 Alright 0.99

01:25:11.060 And then we fucking 0.97

01:25:11.680 Shake off to the right 0.98

01:25:12.460 And four platoon

01:25:12.920 Goes off to the left

01:25:13.600 And I remember just

01:25:14.100 Going by the tank

01:25:14.720 Like are they okay

01:25:15.660 Everyone's like

01:25:16.700 Who cares

01:25:17.180 Go

01:25:17.440 I think they're dead

01:25:19.180 I don't know

01:25:19.760 It blew up on the wall

01:25:20.800 Next to them

01:25:21.240 But

01:25:21.420 It was hard to tell

01:25:22.580 It looked like it 0.99

01:25:23.200 Fucking went right off 0.99

01:25:24.060 The turret 0.99

01:25:24.400 And we go in there

01:25:26.100 And then nothing

01:25:26.580 10-20 minutes

01:25:27.320 And then we get

01:25:27.880 And then we're going

01:25:28.740 Along this wall

01:25:29.200 There's a wall to my left

01:25:30.120 And there's a tall wall

01:25:31.340 To my right

01:25:31.860 Like

01:25:32.120 8-9 feet

01:25:33.400 And there's another

01:25:33.920 Like four or five foot

01:25:34.940 One to the left

01:25:35.500 And we're kind of

01:25:35.940 Coming along this wall

01:25:36.700 And there's trees

01:25:37.340 Bushes

01:25:38.580 And grape fields

01:25:39.900 For like

01:25:40.200 800 meters or so

01:25:41.720 And there's a couple

01:25:42.500 Of compounds

01:25:42.980 On the other side

01:25:43.620 And they start shooting

01:25:45.440 At us from over there

01:25:46.280 And it's just

01:25:46.820 Muzzle flashes

01:25:47.560 And I'm just

01:25:48.180 Looking at it

01:25:48.760 Going

01:25:48.940 Oh no

01:25:49.580 You know

01:25:50.820 And the bushes

01:25:51.980 Just start exploding 0.99

01:25:53.040 And there's fucking 0.99

01:25:53.660 Rounds hitting the walls 0.99

01:25:54.540 And you can hear

01:25:55.160 The ricocheting off the walls 1.00

01:25:56.920 We fuck 1.00

01:25:57.380 We get down 1.00

01:25:58.380 And there's RPGs sailing

01:25:59.320 And they're just missing

01:26:00.460 The tall wall behind us

01:26:02.360 They hit that wall 1.00

01:26:03.020 We're fucked 1.00

01:26:03.420 Because the shrapnel 1.00

01:26:03.960 Is going to come in

01:26:04.480 And they're just

01:26:05.700 Right over the top

01:26:06.980 And I'm like

01:26:07.240 Ah

01:26:07.580 You know

01:26:08.760 Am I going to

01:26:09.260 Jump this wall

01:26:10.300 And get away from that

01:26:11.320 But now I'm exposed

01:26:11.980 To machine gun fire 1.00

01:26:12.860 Oh my fuck 1.00

01:26:14.320 It was 1.00

01:26:15.160 It was fucking 0.99

01:26:15.880 I was like 0.99

01:26:16.760 We are in a really bad 0.99

01:26:17.840 Fucking spot 0.99

01:26:18.580 You know 1.00

01:26:18.860 They ambush us

01:26:19.540 And they

01:26:19.820 Miraculously

01:26:21.660 None of us got hit

01:26:22.320 With anything

01:26:22.680 Some of our guys

01:26:23.780 Were like

01:26:23.980 Did I get

01:26:24.340 You know

01:26:24.780 We couldn't believe it

01:26:25.580 My buddy

01:26:26.400 Gerald was walking

01:26:27.000 Around like

01:26:27.260 Seriously

01:26:27.600 Like

01:26:27.860 And I not

01:26:28.280 Like tracers 0.99

01:26:29.000 Went all through him

01:26:29.880 It looked like

01:26:30.380 And he's like

01:26:30.740 Somehow I'm not it

01:26:31.860 I don't know

01:26:32.260 The matrix 0.99

01:26:33.400 Fucking saved him 0.99

01:26:34.260 But anyway 0.99

01:26:36.260 The point is

01:26:37.060 I was laughing

01:26:38.040 I was like

01:26:39.860 I was like

01:26:39.880 I was laughing

01:26:40.260 I was laughing

01:26:40.840 I was laughing

01:26:41.840 I was laughing

01:26:42.660 I was laughing

01:26:43.260 I was laughing

01:26:43.840 You know

01:26:44.260 It was a stress reaction

01:26:46.040 I wasn't having fun

01:26:47.060 It wasn't a happy time

01:26:48.340 Right

01:26:49.840 Like that guy was laughing

01:26:50.980 That doesn't mean anything

01:26:52.120 He might have been

01:26:53.700 He

01:26:54.080 Maybe it was an accident

01:26:55.500 He accidentally

01:26:56.640 Just ran over

01:26:57.340 A bunch of people

01:26:58.080 And he's like laughing

01:26:58.980 Like oh god 0.94

01:26:59.660 Oh I just fucked up my life 0.95

01:27:01.360 Oh man 1.00

01:27:02.640 Oh shit 0.99

01:27:03.880 You know 1.00

01:27:04.620 He's just like 1.00

01:27:05.740 Your brain does weird shit 1.00

01:27:07.600 Man 1.00

01:27:07.960 Maybe he just

01:27:10.040 That happens

01:27:11.460 I laugh

01:27:12.180 When I'm super stressed

01:27:13.180 When people are trying to kill me

01:27:14.240 I laugh

01:27:14.740 Which is like

01:27:16.220 I'm cool with that 0.99

01:27:17.340 It makes you look insane 0.93

01:27:18.340 To the other people 1.00

01:27:19.060 Trying to kill you 0.99

01:27:19.680 You're like 1.00

01:27:19.900 Is he laughing

01:27:20.580 You know

01:27:21.320 You're like

01:27:21.580 Like he likes it

01:27:23.420 Like no I don't

01:27:24.100 It's terrifying

01:27:24.660 But

01:27:24.920 Works

01:27:26.180 It's better than crying

01:27:27.440 Or you know what I mean

01:27:28.260 There's many other ways

01:27:29.160 It could have went

01:27:29.680 So I'm like

01:27:30.300 Oh great

01:27:30.700 I'm the laughing guy

01:27:31.620 That's perfect

01:27:32.240 Oh that suits my personality

01:27:33.420 I'm good with that

01:27:34.060 I'm fine

01:27:34.580 Just tell everyone 0.71

01:27:35.260 I'm insane

01:27:35.720 It's way

01:27:36.440 It's way more badass

01:27:37.280 That way

01:27:37.700 Don't tell them

01:27:38.680 I'm actually petrified

01:27:39.600 Right

01:27:41.540 So there's that

01:27:42.740 But then

01:27:43.940 And the other story

01:27:45.680 The actual

01:27:46.340 Very first time

01:27:47.140 I ever got shot at

01:27:48.000 And I was talking

01:27:48.760 To my friend Chris

01:27:49.560 About that

01:27:49.960 And a lot of you guys

01:27:50.540 Are gonna

01:27:50.780 Probably understand

01:27:52.020 What I mean here

01:27:52.600 Like we're under attack

01:27:54.300 Our society

01:27:55.840 Our culture

01:27:56.560 We as a people

01:27:57.420 I mean they're changing

01:27:58.180 The

01:27:58.420 Was it the American 0.73

01:27:59.420 Psychiatric Journal

01:28:00.360 Saying that

01:28:00.940 Being

01:28:01.900 Whiteness 1.00

01:28:02.980 Is a mental condition 1.00

01:28:04.140 That has no cure 1.00

01:28:05.360 Like what the fuck 0.99

01:28:06.960 Like western 0.99

01:28:08.360 Civil

01:28:08.620 The statues

01:28:09.360 Are coming down

01:28:09.880 All this stuff

01:28:10.240 Like we're being

01:28:10.720 Attacked

01:28:11.280 And everyone's like

01:28:12.440 Why don't they see it

01:28:13.580 Why don't they

01:28:13.920 Understand this

01:28:14.500 I don't get it

01:28:15.460 And you know

01:28:17.400 Micro macro

01:28:18.460 Meta

01:28:19.000 Whatever

01:28:19.620 It's similar

01:28:21.060 The first time

01:28:22.740 I was ever

01:28:23.080 Like they don't

01:28:24.100 It's almost disbelief

01:28:25.880 And it's easier

01:28:26.720 To do nothing

01:28:27.280 Because to accept

01:28:29.980 That that's what's

01:28:30.480 Happening means

01:28:31.000 You have to start

01:28:31.580 Taking some drastic

01:28:32.360 Steps

01:28:32.900 And no one wants

01:28:33.860 To do that

01:28:34.380 Because they're

01:28:34.780 Not even sure

01:28:35.520 They're not positive

01:28:36.400 Like it 0.95

01:28:37.780 I'm fucking sure 0.97

01:28:38.600 And I'm positive 0.97

01:28:39.260 Because I've been

01:28:39.760 Doing this a while

01:28:40.360 But to the normie

01:28:41.240 To the regular person

01:28:41.940 So when I was

01:28:42.780 A brand new guy

01:28:43.520 Afghanistan

01:28:43.960 I was there for a month

01:28:44.700 Maybe a couple of weeks

01:28:45.700 I was in an OP

01:28:47.780 At Mazumgar

01:28:48.560 The front gate

01:28:50.000 At Mazumgar

01:28:50.480 If you guys

01:28:50.820 That have been there

01:28:51.520 At night time

01:28:53.360 With another guy

01:28:54.620 Dave Greenslade

01:28:55.360 Who was killed later

01:28:56.240 He was one of the guys

01:28:57.300 That went home

01:28:57.900 On eight stretchers

01:28:58.720 Out of six people

01:28:59.300 Because they didn't

01:28:59.660 Know who was who

01:29:00.260 And Dave was smoking

01:29:02.940 A cigarette

01:29:03.360 And we were joking

01:29:04.200 About like

01:29:04.780 I don't know

01:29:05.280 You should be doing

01:29:05.760 That at night time

01:29:06.580 You know

01:29:06.920 We're like whatever

01:29:08.120 And nothing had happened

01:29:09.600 We'd been there a month

01:29:10.260 We'd gotten complacent

01:29:11.100 It was like February

01:29:12.040 Right

01:29:12.560 We're sitting there

01:29:14.100 Joking around

01:29:15.180 He's talking about

01:29:15.900 Probably some chick 1.00

01:29:17.020 He was banging

01:29:17.520 Or something

01:29:17.860 The guy was basically

01:29:18.620 Quagmire

01:29:19.160 You know what I mean

01:29:19.980 Like

01:29:20.240 For this guy

01:29:21.620 Was only 19, 20

01:29:22.620 But he had gotten laid

01:29:23.380 Already more than

01:29:24.200 Most men do in their lives

01:29:25.280 It was bananas

01:29:25.900 You know

01:29:29.340 He was a great kid

01:29:30.340 Not because of that

01:29:33.080 But he was a funny guy

01:29:34.720 Positive guy

01:29:35.500 It was a lot of fun

01:29:36.680 To be around

01:29:37.180 And he had your back 0.99

01:29:38.760 He was a fucking solid guy 0.99

01:29:39.880 And he was way too young 0.99

01:29:42.740 And he was the only child

01:29:45.080 Anyway

01:29:47.900 So we're sitting up there

01:29:49.440 Talking

01:29:50.840 And then

01:29:52.200 Just out of the

01:29:53.340 Dark 0.57

01:29:53.760 Pitch dark

01:29:54.460 We're like

01:29:58.280 What the

01:29:58.720 And we just get down

01:30:00.880 And we're like

01:30:01.260 Did somebody just 0.99

01:30:01.840 Fucking shoot at us man 0.99

01:30:02.880 A round went 1.00

01:30:04.440 Between our faces

01:30:05.500 Through the

01:30:06.460 Through the tower

01:30:07.220 And into the camp somewhere

01:30:08.180 And we just sat down

01:30:09.060 For a minute or so

01:30:11.980 Like

01:30:12.260 And then we kind of

01:30:13.760 Slowly looked up

01:30:14.580 Like looked around

01:30:15.480 NVGs down

01:30:17.340 Like

01:30:17.620 I don't

01:30:18.620 I don't see anything

01:30:19.500 I don't

01:30:19.820 I don't know

01:30:20.340 Another couple minutes

01:30:22.200 Goes by

01:30:22.680 Nothing happens

01:30:23.360 We're like

01:30:23.700 I don't know

01:30:25.940 I guess

01:30:26.340 I didn't know what to do

01:30:28.140 I was a private

01:30:28.700 Now

01:30:29.100 I mean later

01:30:29.700 When you get more experienced

01:30:30.920 When you're older

01:30:31.340 That's not what you do guys

01:30:32.520 Para flares up

01:30:33.880 And get on the C6

01:30:34.780 And you go

01:30:35.060 Maybe he's over there

01:30:35.860 Maybe he's over there 1.00

01:30:37.860 Where you at bitch 1.00

01:30:39.260 I'm gonna flush you up 1.00

01:30:40.160 Motherfucker 1.00

01:30:40.620 You're dead 1.00

01:30:41.140 You're dead son 0.99

01:30:42.220 That's what you're supposed to do 0.99

01:30:43.300 Speculative fire 0.99

01:30:44.480 Fucking para flares 0.99

01:30:45.700 Call the OP 1.00

01:30:46.400 Get the boys up

01:30:48.220 We got somebody out here

01:30:49.320 That wants to die tonight

01:30:50.820 That's what you're supposed to do 0.94

01:30:51.960 But we're

01:30:52.560 We're like

01:30:53.180 We don't want to make that call

01:30:54.660 Because it's

01:30:55.060 You know

01:30:55.480 What if we're wrong

01:30:56.820 You know

01:30:57.120 Then it happens again

01:31:00.340 Okay 0.99

01:31:01.860 And we fucking go down 0.99

01:31:03.040 Like okay 0.99

01:31:03.500 Somebody's fucking shooting at us man 0.99

01:31:05.040 And we call the OP 0.99

01:31:06.800 Or we call the CQ

01:31:07.920 Or the CP

01:31:09.160 And we're like

01:31:11.100 Ah yeah

01:31:11.580 We think somebody's taking shots at us up here

01:31:13.880 And they're like

01:31:15.100 Oh pfft

01:31:15.620 No

01:31:16.120 They just dismissed it

01:31:17.960 Like

01:31:18.120 No

01:31:18.760 Couple of nervous privates

01:31:20.280 You don't know what's going on

01:31:21.300 It's probably

01:31:21.800 And they said

01:31:23.160 The ANP is practicing

01:31:24.600 They're doing some range

01:31:26.040 Like far away

01:31:26.900 And I'm like

01:31:27.800 Far away

01:31:28.780 Like if you'd ever been

01:31:29.620 Even if you're a hunter

01:31:31.640 Or something right

01:31:32.400 Or sports suit

01:31:34.060 Or anything

01:31:34.480 The sound

01:31:35.900 When a bullet

01:31:36.940 Cuts through the sound barrier

01:31:39.000 Near you

01:31:39.800 Or over your head

01:31:40.340 It's a loud crack

01:31:41.620 Snap sound

01:31:42.400 And this was like

01:31:43.560 You could feel this thing

01:31:45.100 Cut through the air

01:31:45.860 You could hear it

01:31:46.960 There was like

01:31:47.440 A whss with it

01:31:48.380 Why does it cut the

01:31:49.320 Anyway

01:31:49.740 Like no

01:31:50.460 We're definitely being shot at

01:31:51.240 And they just dismissed it

01:31:52.120 And we were like

01:31:52.500 Oh well

01:31:53.000 Okay

01:31:53.960 And then that was it

01:31:55.300 That was the end of the

01:31:56.680 That's the end of the story

01:31:57.680 We finished our shift

01:31:58.960 And then two other guys

01:31:59.700 Came up to relieve us

01:32:00.780 After an hour

01:32:01.320 And we're like

01:32:02.180 Oh careful

01:32:02.640 Somebody might be

01:32:04.480 Shooting at us

01:32:05.080 I don't know

01:32:05.540 And that's kind of

01:32:07.460 What it feels like

01:32:07.920 In society

01:32:08.400 Everybody's just kind of like

01:32:09.380 Like seeing the statues

01:32:12.880 Come down

01:32:13.440 And the

01:32:14.540 And the

01:32:15.040 You know

01:32:15.380 The gender 0.88

01:32:16.260 Millions of genders

01:32:17.460 And you know

01:32:18.080 The media's just

01:32:19.620 Bending up

01:32:19.980 Muslims

01:32:20.360 Muslims

01:32:20.800 Muslims

01:32:21.240 Muslims

01:32:21.660 Muslims

01:32:22.080 Like they're like

01:32:23.060 1% of Canada

01:32:24.120 Aren't they

01:32:24.560 Or two

01:32:24.860 What the

01:32:25.220 What is going on here

01:32:26.420 It's like

01:32:27.120 You'd think they ran the place

01:32:28.340 They do 0.99

01:32:28.740 Fucking now 1.00

01:32:29.420 Half the government 1.00

01:32:30.560 Is not even born in the country

01:32:31.800 Like

01:32:32.080 Like you're under attack

01:32:34.540 Like you're new maybe

01:32:36.900 And other people

01:32:38.240 That have combat experience

01:32:39.960 From

01:32:41.120 Poland

01:32:42.020 From the Czech Republic

01:32:43.600 From Eastern Europe

01:32:44.880 From Cuba

01:32:45.980 From places like this

01:32:47.320 Where communist regimes

01:32:48.620 Have taken over

01:32:49.160 From the Middle East even 0.90

01:32:50.280 I talked

01:32:51.400 I talked to one woman

01:32:52.140 The other day

01:32:52.560 From Qatar

01:32:53.580 I think

01:32:54.840 Saying like

01:32:55.820 We came here to get away 1.00

01:32:56.740 From this kind of shit 1.00

01:32:57.540 Like they see it 1.00

01:32:58.800 Plain as day

01:32:59.660 As I would see it

01:33:00.800 In an amb

01:33:01.220 Like if that was

01:33:01.940 Again

01:33:02.280 Do the same situation again

01:33:04.040 We've got a bunch of

01:33:04.660 Privates looking around

01:33:05.360 Going what is happening 0.99

01:33:06.160 It's like get the fuck down 0.99

01:33:06.880 You're getting shot at dude 0.99

01:33:07.780 They need someone

01:33:09.600 To tell them

01:33:10.080 And go oh yeah

01:33:10.780 Okay

01:33:11.200 That knows

01:33:12.420 Right

01:33:13.200 I didn't know

01:33:14.540 I was pretty sure

01:33:15.480 But I didn't know

01:33:16.320 You know

01:33:16.680 Yeah 100%

01:33:18.060 Like

01:33:19.600 It's not like

01:33:20.300 There's a guy

01:33:20.960 Punching you in the face 0.74

01:33:22.220 Like shows up 0.99

01:33:22.820 When he's just there 0.99

01:33:23.280 Beating the shit out of you 0.99

01:33:24.180 That's obvious 1.00

01:33:24.900 That's easier to deal with

01:33:25.900 But this is a very sneaky

01:33:27.180 I mean it's communism

01:33:28.220 By the back door

01:33:29.980 You know

01:33:30.340 Dennis Wise has a documentary

01:33:31.460 On that

01:33:31.860 If you want to find that

01:33:32.560 Try and find it

01:33:33.240 Communism by the back door

01:33:34.380 Recommend

01:33:35.180 They subvert

01:33:37.640 And sneak in

01:33:38.500 And it's not obvious

01:33:39.700 If you're not paying attention

01:33:41.160 And most people

01:33:41.700 Aren't paying attention

01:33:42.360 And it's like

01:33:45.180 I feel like I'm being attacked

01:33:46.680 Maybe

01:33:47.060 But I'm not sure

01:33:48.080 You are

01:33:49.000 You absolutely are

01:33:50.440 Just like we were

01:33:51.320 In that tower

01:33:51.860 Going

01:33:52.140 I think we're being shot at

01:33:53.640 We needed that sergeant

01:33:55.140 To go up

01:33:55.580 And go

01:33:55.720 You are

01:33:56.560 Get on the gun

01:33:57.800 You get the pair of flares

01:33:59.100 I'm getting on the radio 1.00

01:34:00.120 Hit those fucking mounds 1.00

01:34:01.360 Over there 1.00

01:34:01.800 And then go over there

01:34:02.740 And then go over to see 1.00

01:34:03.260 If we can flush this fucker out 1.00

01:34:04.340 You know 1.00

01:34:05.740 It's not a very good shot

01:34:07.140 At least

01:34:08.360 Anyway

01:34:10.280 That's it

01:34:11.660 Those are all the things

01:34:12.320 I wanted to talk about today

01:34:13.160 So let's

01:34:13.540 Get rid of these

01:34:14.420 And get out of here

01:34:15.000 We got stuff to do

01:34:16.060 Bomb Attitude said

01:34:16.820 I would get chastised

01:34:17.700 For being early to work

01:34:18.620 Ready to go

01:34:19.200 Or already started working 1.00

01:34:20.280 Then would get shit 0.99

01:34:21.380 For someone else's 0.99

01:34:22.140 Lack of responsibility

01:34:22.820 I got told

01:34:23.300 I was too aggressive

01:34:24.040 I know right

01:34:24.900 Chris Burke

01:34:26.940 How are you man

01:34:27.480 He says

01:34:27.680 The libs don't understand

01:34:28.660 That we genuinely care

01:34:29.560 And want to help

01:34:30.100 We do

01:34:30.480 We actually do care

01:34:31.280 They don't

01:34:31.720 They want me me me

01:34:32.660 They really do think 1.00

01:34:34.120 That we are all just assholes 1.00

01:34:35.340 Who want war 1.00

01:34:35.980 They're so removed from reality

01:34:37.120 That they can't fathom empathy

01:34:38.240 I know

01:34:38.720 The irony of it

01:34:39.980 What did I say

01:34:41.960 What did I say the other day

01:34:42.480 That I was like

01:34:43.440 It was just a thought I had

01:34:45.760 But it was enough

01:34:46.300 That I was like

01:34:46.700 I'm going to repost this

01:34:48.240 The irony

01:34:49.560 Of outlawing hate

01:34:51.800 While the same people doing it

01:34:53.900 Hate us with such a perverse

01:34:55.480 And bottomless intensity

01:34:56.660 That they continue

01:34:57.720 To try and legislate away

01:34:59.540 Our very existence

01:35:00.560 The irony of that

01:35:03.600 Is just

01:35:03.980 We're all about peace

01:35:06.580 And tolerance

01:35:07.140 And acceptance

01:35:07.820 Except for you 1.00

01:35:09.340 And we hate you 0.99

01:35:10.400 So much 0.99

01:35:11.580 That we're going to

01:35:12.720 Change the laws

01:35:13.780 So that you don't exist

01:35:15.680 We won't stop 1.00

01:35:17.200 Until you're eradicated 1.00

01:35:18.280 You don't exist anymore 1.00

01:35:19.280 We don't want to see you

01:35:20.340 We don't want to hear from you 1.00

01:35:21.220 We want to fucking 1.00

01:35:22.040 Send you to re-education camps 1.00

01:35:23.460 We're going to force you 1.00

01:35:24.200 To fucking 1.00

01:35:24.580 I mean that is 1.00

01:35:25.880 That is a bottomless

01:35:26.840 Hatred intensity

01:35:28.320 That's like

01:35:28.920 Genocide level

01:35:29.800 I've never hated

01:35:32.200 Anyone that intensely

01:35:33.100 And they hate us that

01:35:34.820 But you know what I mean

01:35:35.420 And they're in the government

01:35:36.940 That should frighten you

01:35:39.640 You're right to be

01:35:40.340 Concerned about that

01:35:41.540 Sean McCarney says

01:35:43.260 I'm happy I found this group

01:35:44.260 Finally some people

01:35:45.440 With their heads

01:35:46.020 Screwed on right

01:35:46.660 Cheers

01:35:46.920 Thank you man

01:35:47.580 Right back at you

01:35:48.500 We're happy to have you

01:35:49.340 Pickers Montero says

01:35:50.360 To quote Jordan Peterson

01:35:51.160 You would have been a Nazi 0.66

01:35:52.580 In 1936

01:35:53.340 And the people that weren't

01:35:54.180 Party members

01:35:54.720 Looked away

01:35:55.340 As their neighbors

01:35:55.940 Were forced into ghettos

01:35:56.860 The same thing was repeated again

01:35:58.060 And again in the 20th century 1.00

01:35:59.320 So be happy to be a miserable bastard 1.00

01:36:00.660 Who doesn't just go along 1.00

01:36:02.240 Yeah

01:36:02.460 I know I'm on the right side

01:36:04.200 I mean it's unquestionable

01:36:06.080 You're never going to convince me

01:36:07.420 Otherwise because I've already

01:36:08.560 Made up my mind

01:36:09.820 I've already looked at the evidence

01:36:11.040 I've already done my education

01:36:12.280 I've already had the life experience

01:36:13.960 I've already seen enough to go

01:36:15.240 I know good from bad

01:36:17.160 I've got a good moral compass

01:36:18.240 I've got a good head on my shoulders

01:36:19.300 I know that

01:36:19.880 And I know right from wrong

01:36:21.460 And I know what they're doing is wrong

01:36:23.180 Very very wrong

01:36:24.820 And obviously I'm going to oppose it

01:36:27.000 To the end

01:36:27.400 Whatever that looks like

01:36:29.100 However far they want to

01:36:29.980 However far they want to take this

01:36:31.480 Is however far it's going to go

01:36:32.620 But I'm going to be there

01:36:34.180 Right in their face

01:36:35.040 All the way to the end

01:36:35.760 All Rock Tops says

01:36:40.300 You're helping me more than you know

01:36:41.380 Even if it is not said enough

01:36:42.900 It always starts from the ground up

01:36:44.080 The community is needed

01:36:44.800 And people recognize that

01:36:45.680 Thank you

01:36:46.020 Cheers bigots and vets

01:36:46.940 Salute

01:36:47.720 Thank you man

01:36:48.460 I appreciate it

01:36:49.040 I hope so

01:36:49.740 I'm glad if I am

01:36:50.960 Warrelish89 says 1.00

01:36:52.340 Shut the fuck up Karen 1.00

01:36:53.400 Should have started then 0.99

01:36:54.500 DS Square

01:36:56.100 Thank you brother

01:36:56.780 And Pickering from Ontario says

01:36:58.060 I missed out on a tour in Afghanistan

01:36:59.120 In 06

01:36:59.640 I say that

01:37:00.200 And the response is

01:37:01.200 One of two things

01:37:02.100 One you wanted to go 0.96

01:37:03.860 Are you crazy 1.00

01:37:04.660 What the hell is wrong with you 1.00

01:37:05.460 Two you're better off 0.97

01:37:06.340 For not having gone

01:37:07.080 You didn't miss anything

01:37:08.080 Or be glad you didn't go

01:37:09.120 But the second group

01:37:10.060 Understands why I wanted to go

01:37:11.060 100%

01:37:11.560 I totally get it

01:37:12.460 Like we didn't know better

01:37:13.680 You know what I mean

01:37:14.140 We all wanted to go

01:37:15.000 You want to do your job

01:37:16.020 You're a soldier

01:37:17.020 You train for years

01:37:18.380 And years

01:37:18.880 And years

01:37:19.340 You suffer

01:37:19.820 Oh my god

01:37:21.120 You can't imagine 1.00

01:37:23.480 The bullshit 1.00

01:37:24.780 You gotta put up with 1.00

01:37:25.860 And the odds

01:37:27.780 And the last time

01:37:28.620 We actually had a

01:37:29.140 A real fight

01:37:30.000 A real combat mission

01:37:31.000 Was Korea 0.93

01:37:31.900 Really

01:37:32.880 There was a medic pocket

01:37:34.000 You know

01:37:34.520 But

01:37:34.740 And a little bit

01:37:36.780 Here and there in Bosnia

01:37:37.500 But this was the first real

01:37:38.500 Like you're going

01:37:39.180 And those were like

01:37:40.080 Oh they didn't expect

01:37:40.940 To fight

01:37:41.340 Like you're like

01:37:42.000 Your job to go there

01:37:43.600 Is to find these people 1.00

01:37:44.660 And kill them 1.00

01:37:45.280 That's it 1.00

01:37:46.040 Straight up

01:37:47.200 Straight the fuck up 0.64

01:37:48.520 This isn't peace support operations 0.56

01:37:50.340 This isn't peacekeeping

01:37:51.660 This isn't like

01:37:52.840 Community liaison

01:37:54.000 This isn't disaster relief

01:37:55.300 It's bring the guns 0.92

01:37:56.540 Bring the boys 1.00

01:37:57.240 We're going to fucking 1.00

01:37:58.080 Stack bodies 0.99

01:37:59.080 Straight up

01:38:00.300 We're like

01:38:01.640 Oh boy 0.99

01:38:02.440 Oh shit 0.99

01:38:03.220 This is the real deal then 1.00

01:38:04.320 And that hadn't happened

01:38:05.120 In a long time

01:38:05.660 It was

01:38:05.960 So yeah

01:38:06.620 Everybody obviously wanted to go

01:38:07.820 And it's easy to lose

01:38:09.220 No one asked why

01:38:10.100 You know

01:38:11.180 Because we trusted the politicians

01:38:12.980 We trusted the doctors

01:38:14.020 We trusted the doctors

01:38:15.240 We trusted the doctors

01:38:17.160 We trusted the politicians

01:38:18.780 And the news media

01:38:19.480 Because if that wasn't

01:38:20.380 The right thing to do

01:38:21.120 Surely they would have told us 1.00

01:38:22.600 But they fucking lied 1.00

01:38:24.420 They lied then 1.00

01:38:25.260 And they lie now

01:38:26.180 I don't understand

01:38:27.660 Where your hate comes from

01:38:29.100 Because your lies 0.99

01:38:30.540 Killed my friends 1.00

01:38:32.060 You nearly killed me 1.00

01:38:34.360 And you continue to kill 1.00

01:38:36.140 With your lies 0.97

01:38:37.440 They're not harmless lies

01:38:38.860 They destroy lives

01:38:40.300 And now you've destroyed

01:38:41.360 Countless people 1.00

01:38:42.140 With this lockdown shit 1.00

01:38:43.220 And this corona shit 1.00

01:38:44.400 And the lies 1.00

01:38:45.180 And lies

01:38:45.640 And lies

01:38:46.080 And lies

01:38:46.540 On top of lies 1.00

01:38:47.480 I fucking hate you 1.00

01:38:49.660 Media 1.00

01:38:50.240 I hate you 0.99

01:38:51.440 With a bottomless intensity 1.00

01:38:52.980 I will match

01:38:54.480 Your 1.00

01:38:54.700 The fucking hatred 1.00

01:38:55.600 You guys have for me 1.00

01:38:56.460 Right back at you

01:38:57.580 And the politicians

01:38:58.560 Every single one of you

01:38:59.580 There's nothing too bad for you

01:39:01.180 There's no fate

01:39:02.600 Too horrible

01:39:03.440 That I wouldn't sign off on

01:39:05.020 I'd be like

01:39:05.520 Yep

01:39:05.740 That's the least you deserve

01:39:07.040 There's not enough

01:39:10.060 Suffering available

01:39:10.960 For any of you 1.00

01:39:11.620 Fucking people 1.00

01:39:12.240 Oh I don't think 1.00

01:39:15.260 That's true

01:39:15.900 Oh it is

01:39:16.720 Oh it is

01:39:17.980 I didn't see you 0.99

01:39:18.620 In the fucking 1.00

01:39:19.040 In the desert 1.00

01:39:19.700 You

01:39:21.500 You're gonna reap

01:39:22.640 What you sow someday

01:39:23.440 In this life

01:39:24.120 Or the next

01:39:24.580 You think you're not 1.00

01:39:26.560 Responsible for this shit 1.00

01:39:27.540 All the suicides now 1.00

01:39:29.960 All the cancer screenings

01:39:31.340 People can't get to

01:39:32.120 All the

01:39:32.360 Like 1.00

01:39:32.700 Fucking people are 1.00

01:39:33.660 Dying alone in their hospital 1.00

01:39:34.600 But somebody

01:39:35.020 The other night

01:39:35.560 Couldn't see their family

01:39:37.640 Just died alone in a hospital

01:39:38.860 By themselves

01:39:39.540 Can't see their family

01:39:40.700 Cause Corona

01:39:41.600 But you can have a vigil

01:39:43.200 For a bunch of 1.00

01:39:44.040 Random fucking people 1.00

01:39:44.900 Social distancing 1.00

01:39:45.620 There were funerals

01:39:46.820 Happening in Ontario

01:39:47.600 The same day

01:39:48.520 That no one can go to

01:39:49.860 Only five people

01:39:51.300 In a gathering

01:39:51.860 Cause Corona

01:39:52.500 The rules don't 0.93

01:39:53.400 Fucking apply to people 0.94

01:39:54.160 Equally 1.00

01:39:54.520 You're

01:39:54.940 You're

01:39:55.280 Because you don't

01:39:59.420 See it

01:40:00.000 Or you don't care

01:40:01.220 You don't want to look

01:40:01.920 It doesn't make it

01:40:02.580 It doesn't make you

01:40:03.140 Any less guilty

01:40:03.560 You think

01:40:04.060 I mean

01:40:04.720 Geez

01:40:04.960 The same people

01:40:05.460 Are like

01:40:05.660 Why Hitler 0.53

01:40:06.200 And the Hoolikos 0.99

01:40:07.100 Do you think

01:40:07.380 Hitler ever stepped foot 1.00

01:40:08.360 In a concentration camp

01:40:09.360 Or saw a single execution

01:40:10.900 No

01:40:13.540 You're no less culpable

01:40:16.880 You're no less responsible

01:40:18.320 You have authority

01:40:20.780 You have responsibility

01:40:21.820 To wield your authority

01:40:23.860 Correctly

01:40:25.160 And you're not

01:40:26.020 You're wielding it

01:40:26.980 For your own personal gain

01:40:28.160 It's the most despicable

01:40:29.220 Thing you can do 1.00

01:40:29.980 You're scum 1.00

01:40:30.960 You're absolute 1.00

01:40:32.160 Scum 1.00

01:40:33.660 Scum 0.97

01:40:35.180 Scum 1.00

01:40:35.200 The people we killed 0.99

01:40:37.580 In Afghanistan 0.88

01:40:38.300 Were better than you

01:40:39.900 Way better than you

01:40:41.580 Infinitely better than you

01:40:43.280 If I could trade

01:40:45.400 All of the people 0.99

01:40:46.320 We killed

01:40:46.800 Just on my rotational own

01:40:48.020 Which is probably

01:40:48.680 In the

01:40:48.980 Over a thousand people 1.00

01:40:50.080 We fucking killed 1.00

01:40:50.740 I would trade 1.00

01:40:51.900 All of them

01:40:52.880 For everyone in parliament

01:40:54.680 Right now

01:40:55.640 Without

01:40:56.080 Without a drop of a hat

01:40:57.320 I'd let them live here 1.00

01:40:58.800 As fucking migrants 1.00

01:40:59.700 That would be an improvement 1.00

01:41:02.060 That's how much

01:41:04.380 I think of you

01:41:05.020 That's what I regard you as

01:41:06.820 If you're wearing a suit

01:41:07.840 And tie

01:41:08.280 And going to the

01:41:08.820 House of Commons

01:41:09.360 Some of them

01:41:09.920 Are veterans themselves

01:41:10.880 Just doing my job

01:41:13.020 Just going along

01:41:13.940 At least those people 0.98

01:41:14.820 Had the balls 0.93

01:41:15.640 To show up 0.99

01:41:16.880 And fight us like men 0.78

01:41:18.060 And not hide

01:41:20.380 And say

01:41:21.740 It wasn't my

01:41:22.420 And they did it

01:41:23.960 And I'm just doing my job

01:41:25.180 In Corona

01:41:25.760 They're infinitely more valuable 0.92

01:41:28.900 We killed better people 1.00

01:41:30.120 Than you 1.00

01:41:30.520 What a waste

01:41:32.620 I would trade 0.99

01:41:35.120 Every single one of you

01:41:36.280 For just

01:41:37.020 Two of my friends

01:41:38.440 To come back

01:41:39.020 That's the trade 0.71

01:41:40.160 Hundreds of you

01:41:41.100 Aren't even worth

01:41:41.680 One of them

01:41:42.400 And you get to tell us

01:41:44.040 How to live

01:41:44.820 Where to go

01:41:45.840 What to wear

01:41:46.500 When to be

01:41:47.020 You know

01:41:47.460 It's

01:41:48.200 Yeah

01:41:52.120 So yeah

01:41:52.760 I absolutely hate

01:41:53.600 The government 0.98

01:41:54.000 And I hate the media 0.96

01:41:55.060 I loathe them

01:41:58.060 And that's illegal soon

01:41:59.240 So I better get it out

01:42:00.360 While I can

01:42:00.840 Before they come arrest me

01:42:02.320 For having the wrong emotions

01:42:04.320 Because as if people

01:42:06.640 Aren't still going to feel

01:42:07.460 These things

01:42:08.000 Like I'm going to feel

01:42:09.300 Any different

01:42:09.780 When you make it illegal

01:42:10.660 Oh you can't say that

01:42:12.240 It's illegal

01:42:12.600 Oh well I guess 0.99

01:42:13.200 I don't fucking hate you 0.99

01:42:14.100 Anymore then 0.99

01:42:14.640 I guess I don't

01:42:16.260 I guess I don't

01:42:17.540 Fantasize about the day

01:42:18.660 Where this all 0.99

01:42:19.140 Fucking comes apart 0.99

01:42:20.000 Judges went away 1.00

01:42:21.780 I'm just happy now

01:42:22.960 Ha ha ha

01:42:23.760 Happy

01:42:24.540 Happy time now

01:42:26.720 Stephen Gil

01:42:28.600 I just slated it away

01:42:30.800 Now everyone's happy

01:42:33.240 Lumberjack says

01:42:37.520 Is there any successful model

01:42:38.780 Which can reverse

01:42:39.580 Cultural Marxism

01:42:40.320 Once it has taken root

01:42:41.300 In society

01:42:41.920 Probably

01:42:42.740 But I mean like

01:42:43.460 Yuri Bezmenov says

01:42:44.560 It'll take

01:42:45.180 It's going to take

01:42:45.720 Generations to reverse this

01:42:47.040 If you started

01:42:48.620 Educating people

01:42:49.340 Right now

01:42:49.900 Today

01:42:50.360 If you got a hold

01:42:51.380 Of the entire

01:42:51.920 Educational system

01:42:52.780 Today

01:42:53.240 Started educating kids

01:42:54.660 Like the old school way

01:42:55.640 Like no

01:42:56.020 This all this stuff

01:42:56.580 Is crazy and wrong

01:42:57.360 It's going to take

01:42:58.180 20 years to turn it around

01:42:59.360 For all of them

01:43:00.560 To grow up

01:43:01.200 And then enter the

01:43:01.960 Workforce

01:43:02.420 And enter society

01:43:03.460 And then start

01:43:04.160 And then start

01:43:05.080 Pulling everything

01:43:05.740 Back the other way

01:43:06.440 It's going to take

01:43:07.060 20 to 40 years

01:43:08.040 If you started today

01:43:09.180 Like that's how bad

01:43:12.020 It is

01:43:12.380 It's so bad

01:43:13.200 We're

01:43:13.420 I mean we're in for it

01:43:14.640 Man this is not

01:43:15.220 Going away

01:43:15.740 In a year

01:43:16.440 Or two years

01:43:17.000 Or ten

01:43:17.260 This is for the rest

01:43:18.260 Of our lives

01:43:19.080 At least

01:43:19.700 We're going to be

01:43:20.340 Fighting these people

01:43:21.000 For the rest of our lives

01:43:22.240 And they're going to be

01:43:23.360 Hunting us

01:43:23.840 For the rest of our lives

01:43:25.160 Better you just get

01:43:26.820 Right with it now

01:43:27.480 Anyway

01:43:30.140 That was a long one

01:43:31.380 This was not meant

01:43:32.460 To go so long

01:43:33.260 It is what it is

01:43:34.060 Guys on YouTube

01:43:36.140 Enjoy

01:43:37.120 I hope you enjoy it

01:43:38.680 Thanks for being here

01:43:39.480 Julia

01:43:40.040 Seven Sons

01:43:41.140 Mr. Miles

01:43:41.840 Binks 1.00

01:43:42.440 Faith

01:43:42.840 Gale

01:43:43.520 Chuck

01:43:44.780 The Canuck

01:43:45.280 OGTF

01:43:46.360 And oh

01:43:46.640 What are you doing man

01:43:47.320 He's been around a long time

01:43:48.300 He's an OG

01:43:48.700 He's one of the oldest

01:43:49.540 Oldest fan supporters

01:43:52.140 Ever

01:43:52.500 Liv J

01:43:52.980 How are you

01:43:53.500 Window liquor prepper

01:43:55.660 Some of the names

01:43:58.060 I get a kick out of

01:43:59.000 You know

01:43:59.300 But anyway

01:44:00.880 61Alpha says 1.00

01:44:02.400 Get off my fucking lawn 1.00

01:44:03.680 It is what it is 1.00

01:44:04.280 Alright

01:44:04.500 I'm going to go get some

01:44:05.320 Do some stuff now

01:44:06.220 And just had to

01:44:07.180 Wanted to update you guys

01:44:08.340 On whatever

01:44:09.540 Hopefully I'll be back Friday

01:44:10.800 For

01:44:11.640 Whatever the next

01:44:14.440 Episode of me 1.00

01:44:16.860 Losing my shit is 0.99

01:44:18.100 You know 1.00

01:44:19.060 I feel bad

01:44:19.520 I didn't

01:44:19.900 You know

01:44:20.140 I wasn't able to do this yesterday

01:44:21.160 But I mean

01:44:21.600 I

01:44:21.740 Just didn't

01:44:24.140 Didn't have it in me

01:44:25.140 You know

01:44:25.640 Not

01:44:27.080 Not often that happens

01:44:28.180 But

01:44:28.440 You know

01:44:29.140 Hey 1.00

01:44:29.360 I'm a fucking 1.00

01:44:30.120 Human being man 1.00

01:44:31.260 That happens

01:44:31.620 So

01:44:34.820 I will see you then

01:44:37.020 Whatever ragecast

01:44:38.780 That is

01:44:39.680 130

01:44:42.200 Doesn't matter

01:44:43.740 Doesn't matter

01:44:44.580 I always put the links

01:44:46.200 And the updates

01:44:46.620 And stuff in the

01:44:47.060 Telegram channel

01:44:47.680 If you want to join that

01:44:48.500 I would suggest that

01:44:49.740 Also to counteract

01:44:51.320 The odds that

01:44:51.780 We're going to get

01:44:52.200 Banned and wiped out 0.99

01:44:53.180 And you lose it

01:44:53.720 You lose contact

01:44:54.860 With everybody

01:44:55.400 T.me

01:44:57.280 Slash

01:44:58.320 Ragingdissident

01:44:59.020 Is a telegram channel

01:44:59.840 All of the links

01:45:01.560 For everything

01:45:02.380 Is on the link tree

01:45:03.920 Link

01:45:04.340 Tr

01:45:05.020 Dot

01:45:05.400 E

01:45:05.680 Slash

01:45:06.860 Ragingdissident

01:45:07.540 The

01:45:07.760 YouTube trove

01:45:09.340 Everything there 0.99

01:45:10.160 The fucking 1.00

01:45:10.660 Spotify 1.00

01:45:11.180 Podcast link

01:45:12.460 Everything's on there

01:45:13.480 Stickers

01:45:16.680 And whatever you want

01:45:17.460 It's all on there

01:45:18.080 But the website

01:45:20.200 You can go to

01:45:20.820 Ragingdissident.tv

01:45:21.900 At jmax274

01:45:23.460 On Instagram

01:45:23.920 For

01:45:24.340 Ranting and raving

01:45:26.580 In a field 0.99

01:45:27.020 Like a madman

01:45:27.720 Something called it 0.92

01:45:30.080 The field

01:45:30.460 The field of woe

01:45:32.000 All right

01:45:37.440 So

01:45:37.780 You're allowed

01:45:39.940 To feel shitty

01:45:40.620 And you're allowed 1.00

01:45:41.000 To feel fucked up 1.00

01:45:41.720 And you're allowed 1.00

01:45:42.040 To feel sad

01:45:42.640 But you're not

01:45:43.540 Allowed to give up

01:45:44.200 That's the only rule

01:45:45.700 You're allowed to hurt

01:45:50.500 But you're not

01:45:50.920 Allowed to give up

01:45:51.520 Or Phillip

01:45:54.440 Will stitch you

01:45:55.100 Into one of the flags

01:45:56.320 And

01:45:56.820 Who knows

01:45:58.960 Where you're

01:45:59.340 Where you're

01:45:59.680 Going to end up

01:46:00.280 All right

01:46:02.100 Cheers guys

01:46:03.740 Have a good day

01:46:04.560 And

01:46:05.760 I will see you on Friday

01:46:07.020 Tomorrow

01:46:08.320 At whatever time

01:46:11.040 Probably 8

01:46:12.980 We'll see what happens

01:46:14.600 Hopefully we don't get 0.99

01:46:15.260 Hacked and fucked with 1.00

01:46:15.960 Just think about it 1.00

01:46:17.680 Cheers

01:46:18.220 Sixth Emperor Tyrannus

01:46:19.320 Pro Bachelor

01:46:20.020 You'll get it

01:46:20.680 Wh handles of the

01:46:22.700 adi goes

01:46:23.620 Come on

01:46:26.760 Come on

01:46:26.920 Come on

01:46:29.900 Come on

01:46:31.440 It

01:46:31.680 Come on

01:46:33.180 We'll see you on Those

01:46:35.480 Terry

01:46:36.100 Says 0.93

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Raging Dissident Podcast - June 10, 2021

HOUSE ARREST ep 15 - Dr Rage Mental Un-Health

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