Raging Dissident Podcast - June 10, 2021


HOUSE ARREST ep 15 - Dr Rage Mental Un-Health


Episode Stats

Length

1 hour and 46 minutes

Words per Minute

194.1302

Word Count

20,741

Sentence Count

7

Misogynist Sentences

38

Hate Speech Sentences

111


Summary

In this episode, I talk about my mental health issues and how I deal with them. I also talk about how to deal with mental illness and how to overcome it. I also discuss how to get over it and deal with it


Transcript

00:00:00.000 You're not satisfied, it's too much on your mind
00:00:03.900 So you leave and I can't believe all the bullshit that I find
00:00:08.440 Life is overwhelming, heavy is the head that wears the crown
00:00:13.460 I love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down
00:00:18.220 But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain
00:00:22.140 Because you know it all and I guess things will never change
00:00:27.060 But you might need my hand when I'm falling in your hole
00:00:31.600 Your disposition, I'll remember when I'm letting go of you
00:00:37.360 And me, we're through
00:00:42.640 And me and the rain
00:00:46.820 You and me, we're through
00:00:51.300 And me and the rain
00:00:56.120 This damn place I'd like to rearrange
00:01:00.340 You are no good for me
00:01:07.280 Thank God it's over
00:01:09.660 It's not over
00:01:11.220 I wish it was
00:01:12.500 It's, uh
00:01:13.780 Is that my alarm?
00:01:17.000 It'll turn off on its own, can you guys hear that?
00:01:19.040 Shut up!
00:01:24.340 Ah, Christ
00:01:25.500 There's always something, you know
00:01:29.420 And I forgot to hit the record
00:01:31.400 Well, I gotta get up and get this
00:01:33.940 Otherwise I'm gonna suffer this horrible fucking tune here for the next, uh
00:01:36.940 Jesus Christ
00:01:37.560 It's my bad
00:01:38.100 Hang on
00:01:38.900 No one loves you!
00:01:42.780 No one loves you!
00:01:46.620 Nobody ever did
00:01:47.660 No one ever should
00:01:48.720 Sorry
00:01:51.160 My bad
00:01:52.680 Yeah, anyway
00:01:54.260 Yeah, that was my
00:01:55.120 Stupid phone alarm
00:01:56.980 Good morning
00:01:58.160 I like circus music
00:01:59.620 It sets the ambiance
00:02:00.540 Hey Chris, how you doing?
00:02:01.240 Pumpkin Launcher
00:02:01.800 Morning
00:02:02.140 My fellow Crazy Canucks
00:02:03.920 Thank you, sir
00:02:04.460 Sergeant Barris
00:02:05.020 Welcome back
00:02:05.460 Listening from the gym
00:02:06.440 Nice
00:02:07.440 Fuck you, make me
00:02:08.440 Pumpkin again
00:02:09.460 Says you see
00:02:09.940 Commie Rempel's tweet
00:02:10.760 Pandering to anti-hate
00:02:11.820 What a filthy
00:02:12.520 Yeah
00:02:12.880 Yeah, the entire CPC is a joke
00:02:16.000 I mean, they're communists, right?
00:02:19.080 Obviously, she's a she-her now
00:02:20.720 She's using pronouns and talking about white privilege
00:02:22.700 This is the conservative party of Canada, right?
00:02:25.240 We don't have
00:02:25.700 There is no opposition
00:02:26.620 It's a
00:02:28.060 There just isn't one
00:02:30.000 That's a heavy
00:02:32.080 That's a heavy thing to think about
00:02:35.780 There is literally
00:02:38.740 There's literally no one
00:02:40.340 In the government
00:02:41.400 On our side
00:02:42.440 At all anywhere
00:02:43.160 There is no nationalist people left
00:02:45.060 There's no pro-Canada
00:02:46.120 Left anywhere
00:02:47.320 None
00:02:47.960 Zero
00:02:48.500 They're all
00:02:49.940 They're all in bed with the Chinese
00:02:51.960 And worse
00:02:53.920 And other people
00:02:54.640 Bankers, corporations, whoever
00:02:56.080 It's just
00:02:56.620 You know, get yours
00:02:58.980 They're just there to get theirs
00:03:00.360 At everyone else's expense
00:03:01.760 And, you know
00:03:02.400 Kick the can down the road
00:03:03.680 It'll be someone else's problem
00:03:04.620 And
00:03:05.860 You know
00:03:07.720 If a day ever comes
00:03:08.700 Where people
00:03:09.140 You know
00:03:10.260 Get fed up enough
00:03:11.320 That they decide
00:03:12.000 Somebody's got to pay
00:03:13.500 For the nightmare we live in now
00:03:15.120 And then they lynch these people
00:03:16.260 The irony
00:03:17.640 And the sad part of it
00:03:18.520 Is a lot of the people responsible
00:03:19.900 Will have been long gone by then
00:03:21.120 You know
00:03:22.040 Like Pierre Trudeau
00:03:22.960 Has been dead and gone for a long time
00:03:24.380 Did he pay for any of his crimes?
00:03:25.720 Nope
00:03:25.960 Stephen Harper
00:03:29.540 Going to answer for any of the shit that he did?
00:03:31.740 Selling us out to China
00:03:32.800 FIFA agreement?
00:03:34.420 Nope
00:03:34.780 Nope
00:03:35.940 It'll just be whoever's there that day
00:03:37.540 You know
00:03:37.900 It might not even be Justin Trudeau
00:03:39.040 It'll be long gone maybe
00:03:40.100 15 years from now
00:03:41.520 He's long gone
00:03:42.120 Living on an island somewhere
00:03:44.680 You know
00:03:45.240 Evidence violates
00:03:48.780 Your channel got nuked
00:03:49.800 Everybody's channel's getting nuked
00:03:50.800 This is my second one
00:03:52.100 I'll be on a third one here soon
00:03:53.300 I'm sure
00:03:53.700 You know
00:03:55.560 I think they've just stopped bothering
00:03:56.660 Because they're just collecting evidence
00:03:57.880 At this point
00:03:58.360 It is what it is
00:03:59.200 Anyway
00:04:00.160 So
00:04:01.580 There's Pumpkin again
00:04:02.580 There's another one
00:04:02.980 Hey
00:04:03.120 He says
00:04:03.320 Hello
00:04:03.540 I'd like to address several reports
00:04:04.820 Coming from Canadians
00:04:05.460 Reporting to us
00:04:06.120 Haven't seen six unmarked C-5 aircrafts
00:04:08.880 Arriving yesterday
00:04:09.420 Don't worry
00:04:10.440 I'm fully aware of them
00:04:11.180 They're in Canada
00:04:11.620 As a result of my written request
00:04:13.160 You're requesting C-5s
00:04:16.060 Are you?
00:04:17.180 Nice
00:04:17.540 So
00:04:19.900 Let's see here
00:04:21.260 I don't want to do this
00:04:22.240 Yeah
00:04:23.180 These are the ones
00:04:23.720 I usually just talk here
00:04:24.600 And hang out in the morning
00:04:25.300 And I don't really like to get into this stuff too much
00:04:29.900 Not never
00:04:34.740 You know
00:04:35.640 I've always been kind of an open book of a person
00:04:37.880 And I think that's important
00:04:38.800 If you're doing what I'm doing
00:04:41.340 To an extent
00:04:42.600 You know what I mean?
00:04:43.300 I'm not going to give you every single detail
00:04:45.060 Of my personal life or anything like that
00:04:46.340 Because it's just
00:04:46.920 Not good for you or anyone
00:04:50.440 And it's kind of bordering on narcissism
00:04:52.020 You know
00:04:52.340 Or something like anybody cares
00:04:53.680 You know what I mean?
00:04:55.300 On the other hand
00:04:56.700 I think it's also important to
00:04:58.540 Recognize how
00:04:59.840 Just how difficult
00:05:01.960 And
00:05:03.580 Sick
00:05:05.800 And abnormal
00:05:07.240 That this
00:05:08.340 That what we're living in really is
00:05:10.040 This isn't
00:05:11.200 There's nothing normal about this
00:05:14.960 At all
00:05:15.760 So
00:05:21.740 It's mental unhealth time
00:05:24.740 You know
00:05:24.960 And I don't want to be one of these guys
00:05:26.200 You know
00:05:26.460 They all
00:05:27.100 A lot of them do it right
00:05:27.980 Let's talk
00:05:28.420 Okay let's talk about mental health right now
00:05:30.000 Let's talk
00:05:30.680 Fuck
00:05:31.220 What do you mean like let's now
00:05:32.620 Like you always do
00:05:33.560 This is all you fucking do
00:05:35.460 You know
00:05:36.420 And
00:05:37.420 So just some background
00:05:39.880 So just some background
00:05:39.900 For you know
00:05:41.580 Some of you new people
00:05:42.480 For some of you new people
00:05:44.140 Was that Starship Troopers
00:05:45.220 For you new people
00:05:46.540 I only got one rule
00:05:48.580 Everybody fights
00:05:50.140 Nobody quits
00:05:51.480 Or I'll shoot you myself
00:05:53.080 You know
00:05:53.880 You know
00:05:56.400 I was in the military a long time
00:05:58.020 14 years or so
00:05:59.080 Deployed overseas
00:06:00.560 Etc
00:06:00.920 I have
00:06:01.600 Methlequin poisoning
00:06:03.440 It's basically brain damage
00:06:04.700 Melted my brain stem
00:06:06.140 From this
00:06:06.840 This lovely
00:06:07.420 Malarial
00:06:08.280 Malaria medication
00:06:09.400 The military forces to take
00:06:10.620 And told
00:06:10.880 Don't worry
00:06:11.360 It's very safe
00:06:11.980 Trust the science
00:06:12.800 Does that sound familiar
00:06:14.380 Methlequin larium
00:06:16.920 I think was the brand name
00:06:18.040 And
00:06:19.640 We had to take that pill
00:06:20.620 Once a week
00:06:21.200 There was another one
00:06:21.700 You could take every day
00:06:22.560 But obviously
00:06:23.060 Being in the infantry
00:06:23.660 You're going to carry
00:06:24.420 As little stuff as possible
00:06:25.580 You're not going to take
00:06:26.060 Extra shit
00:06:26.720 And every day
00:06:28.280 You got so much stuff
00:06:29.080 To remember
00:06:29.500 There's so many things
00:06:30.180 Rattled around in your head
00:06:30.940 All day
00:06:31.260 When's the last time
00:06:32.060 I cycled my mags
00:06:32.920 Do I need new batteries
00:06:33.720 Do I have enough water
00:06:34.500 Did I fill my water
00:06:35.220 You know
00:06:35.460 Your brain's just always
00:06:37.020 Non-stop going around
00:06:38.040 NVGs need to do better
00:06:40.180 You know
00:06:40.460 It's just
00:06:40.860 Where's all my shit
00:06:41.900 You know
00:06:42.160 You're constantly just
00:06:42.920 You have so much shit
00:06:43.800 You're carrying
00:06:44.340 Like
00:06:44.800 I'm not kidding
00:06:45.840 20% of your days
00:06:46.920 In infantrymen
00:06:47.480 Is going
00:06:47.740 Do I still have all my shit
00:06:48.780 Looking for your shit
00:06:49.920 Do I have my shit
00:06:50.540 Okay
00:06:50.740 I got all my shit
00:06:51.460 20 minutes later
00:06:52.320 Did I lose something
00:06:53.000 I don't know
00:06:53.360 That's you know
00:06:53.860 That's your life
00:06:56.720 So everybody took these pills
00:06:57.920 And it turns out
00:06:59.020 They lied
00:06:59.520 And they didn't do
00:07:00.400 Any follow up
00:07:01.140 Like they were supposed to
00:07:01.960 They didn't brief us
00:07:02.740 They didn't tell us
00:07:03.280 About the side effects
00:07:04.040 Again
00:07:04.500 Sound familiar
00:07:05.060 And the pills melt
00:07:07.060 To holes in your brain stem
00:07:08.200 And basically give you
00:07:10.640 Moderate to severe
00:07:12.120 Like PTSD symptoms
00:07:13.160 So now we have
00:07:13.780 A whole generation of guys
00:07:14.840 Diagnosed as having PTSD
00:07:16.240 Do they
00:07:16.740 Don't they
00:07:17.160 I don't know
00:07:17.640 But they're fucking not healthy
00:07:18.700 So there's that
00:07:20.100 I have some traumatic
00:07:21.300 Brain injury
00:07:21.920 Fucking shit
00:07:23.100 For being blown up
00:07:24.620 And crashed a snowmobile
00:07:26.460 In the woods once
00:07:27.180 In Petawawa
00:07:27.800 Going 120
00:07:28.600 Or 110
00:07:29.260 I don't know
00:07:29.760 Some illegal speed
00:07:30.660 Good knock on the head
00:07:34.280 I had a Chinese RPG 7
00:07:36.100 Blow up next to my face
00:07:37.260 Six or seven meters away
00:07:38.900 I had a decent concussion
00:07:39.820 From that I think
00:07:40.600 Ears still ringing
00:07:42.680 To this day
00:07:43.420 You know
00:07:43.760 They told me
00:07:44.160 That'll go away
00:07:44.720 After a couple days
00:07:45.420 It literally never stopped
00:07:47.120 It's just
00:07:47.680 And it's been like that
00:07:50.320 Ever since
00:07:50.660 My left ear is like that
00:07:51.640 I'm legally deaf
00:07:52.440 In my left ear
00:07:53.020 I used to have a hearing aid
00:07:54.300 I lost it on the plane
00:07:55.180 Here coming to Saskatchewan
00:07:56.240 Once
00:07:56.500 And I don't know
00:07:56.920 I haven't bothered
00:07:57.900 To get another one
00:07:58.700 I used to play with it
00:07:59.820 On the stream
00:08:00.240 And be like
00:08:00.520 Look at me
00:08:00.920 I'm an old man
00:08:01.840 But it's gone now
00:08:02.620 I should get it back
00:08:04.480 I should get it back
00:08:05.860 So anyway
00:08:07.740 You know
00:08:09.560 And plus all the
00:08:10.340 All the mental
00:08:11.020 Stress and aging
00:08:13.320 That happens
00:08:14.020 Which is being in
00:08:15.660 Being in the infantry
00:08:16.520 Is very real
00:08:18.640 You know
00:08:19.220 The rates of
00:08:22.020 Illness
00:08:23.740 And
00:08:24.080 A lot of issues
00:08:26.420 I think is over double
00:08:27.260 Their civilian counterparts
00:08:28.700 So you're twice as likely
00:08:30.880 To contract a severe
00:08:31.860 Like mental illness
00:08:33.060 Or debilitating condition
00:08:34.160 Or something
00:08:34.540 In the military
00:08:35.560 As you are
00:08:36.060 Out of the military
00:08:36.840 They don't tell you about that
00:08:37.640 When you join
00:08:38.040 But that's a fact
00:08:38.780 Obviously the suicide rate
00:08:40.980 And everything
00:08:41.340 I know five guys
00:08:42.820 Just since last year
00:08:43.500 They committed suicide
00:08:44.300 Because COVID's been so awesome
00:08:46.460 To everybody
00:08:47.540 And you know
00:08:48.700 I come in here every night
00:08:49.560 Or not every night
00:08:50.240 Monday, Wednesday, Friday
00:08:51.200 Or when I can
00:08:51.820 14, 15 hours a week
00:08:53.900 Really
00:08:54.160 I do some of these
00:08:54.840 In the morning
00:08:55.280 And I do some
00:08:55.820 In the three hours a night
00:08:56.920 And just try to
00:08:59.660 You know
00:09:00.340 Fire people up
00:09:01.220 A little bit
00:09:01.640 To the point that
00:09:02.380 You know
00:09:03.440 So they don't do that
00:09:06.280 You know
00:09:06.660 Try to
00:09:06.980 I mean everything
00:09:07.820 Everything's obviously
00:09:08.460 Pretty fucked up
00:09:09.320 And
00:09:11.540 You know
00:09:12.840 It's not that
00:09:14.760 I'm
00:09:15.140 Saying anything
00:09:16.260 That a lot of people
00:09:16.940 Aren't aware of
00:09:17.600 It's just
00:09:18.080 It helps me
00:09:19.520 To talk about it
00:09:20.620 And a lot of people
00:09:21.940 Early on
00:09:22.480 Have told me
00:09:22.960 That it has helped them
00:09:23.720 Just to simply hear
00:09:24.680 Somebody else
00:09:25.360 Say the things
00:09:26.000 That they're thinking
00:09:26.720 So they know
00:09:27.220 That they're not
00:09:27.700 By themselves
00:09:28.300 They're not alone
00:09:28.860 And feeling the way
00:09:30.780 That they do
00:09:31.380 And feeling like
00:09:33.380 You're the only person
00:09:34.180 Left that feels like
00:09:35.360 That is not a fun time
00:09:37.460 I've been there too
00:09:38.780 You feel
00:09:39.720 It's very lonely
00:09:41.060 And I think a lot of people
00:09:41.920 Have felt that way
00:09:42.780 And that's why
00:09:43.520 I think the community
00:09:44.540 Here has been
00:09:45.360 Successful
00:09:46.820 As it is
00:09:48.040 Because
00:09:48.500 You know
00:09:49.680 There's something there
00:09:50.280 This isn't a gaming clan
00:09:51.600 You know what I mean
00:09:52.140 This isn't like a very
00:09:53.160 Surface level
00:09:54.960 Kind of thing
00:09:55.640 Like we're all here
00:09:56.280 For a reason
00:09:56.800 And we all
00:09:57.300 You know
00:09:57.520 Connect with each other
00:09:58.200 For a reason
00:09:58.660 Because we all
00:09:59.240 See something
00:10:00.060 That a lot of people
00:10:00.920 Don't see
00:10:02.180 That doesn't mean
00:10:04.280 It's not real
00:10:04.960 I mean
00:10:05.680 I'm very much
00:10:06.420 Convinced that it is
00:10:07.320 I mean
00:10:09.460 Read a history book
00:10:10.260 It's
00:10:10.720 It's always
00:10:11.780 A very small
00:10:12.460 Minority of people
00:10:13.300 That go
00:10:13.760 Raise the alarm
00:10:14.780 And say
00:10:15.040 Something really
00:10:15.640 Something really bad
00:10:16.480 Is happening guys
00:10:17.180 And everybody
00:10:17.760 Tells them to shut up
00:10:18.640 And they're crazy
00:10:19.240 And then the bad thing
00:10:20.400 Happens
00:10:20.860 And they go
00:10:21.180 Oh my god
00:10:21.600 You were right
00:10:22.100 And they go
00:10:22.380 Yeah well
00:10:22.920 Too late now
00:10:23.800 While you're all
00:10:24.260 Going to the gulag
00:10:24.980 We're starving to death
00:10:28.120 In the fields of the
00:10:28.860 Ukraine
00:10:29.320 And the whole
00:10:29.700 Of the more
00:10:30.080 You know
00:10:31.160 Being cooked alive
00:10:31.960 In a pot
00:10:32.460 And you know
00:10:33.460 Mao Zedong's China
00:10:34.640 Feeding people
00:10:36.040 Cannibalism
00:10:36.820 Or the Khmer Rouge
00:10:39.360 In Cambodia
00:10:39.940 Are you know
00:10:40.820 Hacking up
00:10:41.500 A third of the
00:10:42.880 Population to death
00:10:43.820 And building walls
00:10:44.920 Out of their skulls
00:10:45.680 And this kind of thing
00:10:46.300 You know
00:10:47.400 They don't think
00:10:48.140 That stuff
00:10:48.600 That kind of thing
00:10:49.140 Is real
00:10:49.840 That that can happen
00:10:50.480 Right
00:10:51.480 So anyway
00:10:52.920 Yeah
00:10:54.420 And the thing is
00:10:56.000 So obviously
00:10:56.480 I've been through
00:10:57.100 The mental health system
00:10:57.880 A few times before
00:10:58.660 In the military
00:11:00.180 And they just
00:11:01.240 They want to feed you
00:11:01.920 With pills
00:11:02.320 They want to fix
00:11:02.880 Everything with pills
00:11:03.560 There's a reason
00:11:04.620 They used to call them
00:11:05.160 Quacks
00:11:05.600 You know
00:11:05.900 These psychiatrists
00:11:06.560 And psychologists
00:11:07.100 And it was a
00:11:07.700 It was a field
00:11:08.360 Of medicine
00:11:10.480 That I
00:11:10.940 I used to have
00:11:11.800 A lot of respect for
00:11:12.980 Not so much anymore
00:11:14.200 There are good people
00:11:15.660 In there
00:11:15.920 That are
00:11:16.200 That are generally
00:11:16.920 Trying to do their best
00:11:17.720 But I think
00:11:18.060 They're a minority
00:11:18.580 I think most of it
00:11:19.980 Is there to make money
00:11:21.140 There's no money
00:11:23.060 In healthy people
00:11:24.120 And everything
00:11:25.580 That's wrong with you
00:11:26.580 There's a pill for
00:11:27.320 Everything that
00:11:29.020 You know
00:11:30.460 People complain about
00:11:31.180 The volume
00:11:31.480 You turn it up
00:11:32.160 Louder
00:11:32.980 That's how it works
00:11:33.940 I don't know
00:11:36.100 Put in headphones
00:11:36.960 Or something
00:11:37.320 Man
00:11:37.600 It's the same
00:11:38.620 As it's always been
00:11:39.400 I'm just not screaming
00:11:40.760 See now I'm off
00:11:43.380 I gotta never read the chat
00:11:44.500 Ever again
00:11:45.000 You guys distract me
00:11:46.280 What the fuck
00:11:47.700 Are they talking about
00:11:48.420 Right like I
00:11:49.320 I had 12 prescriptions
00:11:50.920 I think at one point
00:11:51.680 12, 13, 14
00:11:52.600 For
00:11:54.020 Everything you can imagine
00:11:57.900 And I'm pretty sure
00:11:59.260 That any person out there
00:12:01.040 Can
00:12:03.100 Have anything
00:12:04.160 You can have
00:12:04.540 Every single
00:12:05.220 Everybody's got something
00:12:06.040 Wrong with them
00:12:06.480 Like nobody's feeling
00:12:08.480 100% all the time
00:12:09.740 And if you
00:12:10.660 Every time you're like
00:12:11.560 Man I feel really shitty
00:12:12.720 About something
00:12:13.960 And you go see a doctor
00:12:16.240 Or you go to a psychiatrist
00:12:17.340 You're gonna get diagnosed
00:12:18.560 With something
00:12:19.360 There's like
00:12:20.840 That's their job
00:12:21.620 They're just gonna
00:12:22.080 They're just gonna
00:12:22.900 Fix something to you
00:12:24.420 And then with that
00:12:26.320 Something
00:12:26.780 Comes a
00:12:27.880 A nice
00:12:28.740 Smorgasbord of pills
00:12:30.480 That are very expensive
00:12:31.660 To the taxpayer
00:12:32.480 Very profitable
00:12:34.080 To the pharmaceutical companies
00:12:35.180 And then you become
00:12:36.700 A person with
00:12:37.540 This thing
00:12:38.320 And there's a tendency
00:12:40.040 For these people
00:12:40.760 To stay in that
00:12:41.960 Thing
00:12:43.000 They become
00:12:44.180 The thing
00:12:45.020 Hi I'm PTSD guy
00:12:47.220 I have to go to my appointments
00:12:48.780 I have to take my medications
00:12:49.920 And I have to do these exercises
00:12:51.280 And I have to go see my psychiatrist
00:12:52.500 And go see my psychologist
00:12:53.580 And it becomes your whole life
00:12:55.160 Trust me
00:12:56.280 I was there
00:12:57.000 And I saw it happen
00:12:57.680 To lots of people
00:12:58.320 And it started to happen to me
00:12:59.440 And I'm like
00:12:59.700 No no no no no
00:13:00.900 You're not turning me
00:13:02.200 Into a super victim here
00:13:03.500 Like
00:13:03.800 I just wanted like some
00:13:06.260 A little bit of
00:13:07.480 You know
00:13:07.920 And they basically
00:13:09.260 Try to take over
00:13:10.320 Your whole life
00:13:10.980 And micromanage
00:13:12.040 Everything that you do
00:13:12.800 And
00:13:13.020 You know
00:13:15.660 And at the same time
00:13:16.860 I'm thinking
00:13:17.520 Historically
00:13:19.620 And
00:13:20.060 Comparing myself
00:13:21.560 To other people
00:13:22.380 That
00:13:22.820 I mean
00:13:23.400 Think of like
00:13:23.780 The second world war
00:13:24.820 Go listen to these guys
00:13:26.380 The first world war
00:13:27.200 How these guys would talk
00:13:27.860 They got along just fine
00:13:29.080 I mean
00:13:29.380 They were a little bit
00:13:30.420 Fucked up
00:13:30.840 But
00:13:31.040 I think this culture
00:13:32.560 Of victimizing everybody
00:13:33.640 And telling everybody
00:13:34.440 That they're all fucked up
00:13:35.400 And you have all these problems
00:13:36.260 And it actually makes them worse
00:13:37.860 I went to a briefing once
00:13:39.580 There was a
00:13:40.620 This Patricia Sergeant
00:13:41.840 From somewhere out
00:13:42.640 In
00:13:43.180 You know
00:13:43.500 The PPCLI
00:13:44.100 At Weston
00:13:44.600 I can't remember his name
00:13:46.220 But the briefing was called
00:13:47.740 It's okay to be okay
00:13:48.900 You know
00:13:50.160 Like if you feel fine
00:13:51.800 You're probably fine
00:13:52.740 But there was this weird
00:13:54.260 Underlying
00:13:54.960 Attitude
00:13:56.400 Or push from the medical community
00:13:57.900 Almost to like
00:13:58.640 Maybe make itself more relevant
00:13:59.960 Or something
00:14:00.440 To almost convince these troops
00:14:02.160 That no
00:14:02.500 You're actually not fine
00:14:03.400 You're secretly really fucked up
00:14:05.180 And you need our pills
00:14:06.040 And you need our appointments
00:14:06.980 And you need our this
00:14:07.780 And you need our that
00:14:08.360 And I watched people get in there
00:14:12.280 And then just get absorbed by it
00:14:13.700 And now they're still doing it
00:14:15.360 To this day
00:14:15.860 They're just
00:14:16.740 Constantly talking about
00:14:18.280 Their mental health
00:14:19.080 And you know
00:14:20.260 All the things
00:14:21.160 Like every day
00:14:21.980 It's like
00:14:22.820 That's your life now
00:14:24.740 Like you're no longer
00:14:26.900 Going forward
00:14:27.640 You're not accomplishing anything
00:14:29.020 You're not
00:14:29.400 Which is actually
00:14:30.300 What would give you
00:14:31.180 Some happiness
00:14:31.680 And some satisfaction
00:14:32.680 Trust me
00:14:33.460 You're stuck in this
00:14:35.820 Mode of
00:14:37.160 Poor me
00:14:37.820 Kinda
00:14:38.200 And
00:14:39.420 Just treading water
00:14:41.300 Taking your pills
00:14:42.360 And doing your
00:14:42.900 You know
00:14:43.320 And who is that benefiting
00:14:44.220 It's not benefiting you
00:14:45.820 You're not ever gonna
00:14:46.340 Like do you wanna stay like that forever
00:14:47.540 Because you know
00:14:48.480 I still know these guys
00:14:49.300 That are still going to these meetings
00:14:50.400 And stuff like every day
00:14:51.440 You know
00:14:51.740 One of these groups
00:14:53.180 I don't wanna name them
00:14:54.140 I really
00:14:55.580 Well I should
00:14:56.540 I don't wanna lie
00:14:57.200 I do want to
00:14:58.000 Ruthlessly just burn them
00:14:59.280 To the goddamn ground
00:15:00.360 But because
00:15:01.640 They probably do help
00:15:02.800 Some people
00:15:03.620 So I don't wanna do that
00:15:05.940 But there is a group of people
00:15:07.440 I was introduced to once
00:15:08.620 That has
00:15:09.920 You know
00:15:10.660 Fancy themselves
00:15:11.680 This you know
00:15:12.340 Warrior culture
00:15:13.360 Brotherhood type of
00:15:14.640 Ex-military people
00:15:16.700 You know
00:15:17.800 And I get there
00:15:18.360 And they're all
00:15:19.240 Non-combat troops
00:15:20.620 All of them
00:15:21.740 There was probably
00:15:22.680 A hundred of them
00:15:23.280 And none of them were
00:15:24.420 None of them were
00:15:25.080 Infantry
00:15:25.520 Engineer
00:15:26.320 Armor
00:15:26.800 Artillery
00:15:27.480 Special forces
00:15:28.920 They're all like
00:15:30.020 Clerks and air force people
00:15:31.220 And they're all just
00:15:33.000 So absorbed
00:15:34.340 With their
00:15:36.000 Identity of being
00:15:37.800 A damaged person
00:15:38.860 That it was disgusting
00:15:40.140 They were literally
00:15:43.180 Wearing like
00:15:43.720 Biker cuts
00:15:44.400 With like
00:15:45.080 Shit all over it
00:15:47.140 Like
00:15:47.300 Not all wounds
00:15:48.180 Are visible
00:15:48.860 Like just
00:15:50.540 You know
00:15:51.060 Like look at me
00:15:51.920 I'm a damaged person
00:15:53.280 And when I was
00:15:55.540 Talking about that
00:15:55.920 At the time
00:15:56.160 People were like
00:15:56.480 Like I'm crazy
00:15:57.300 I'm the bad guy
00:15:58.020 I'm like look
00:15:58.400 Do you understand
00:15:58.920 What you're doing
00:15:59.360 You're going around
00:16:00.200 Like we're the club
00:16:01.520 Of
00:16:02.060 You know
00:16:04.540 Victims
00:16:05.820 It's more victim mentality
00:16:07.980 And never mind
00:16:09.080 The fact that
00:16:09.660 Listen
00:16:10.360 You were a clerk
00:16:11.100 In the air force
00:16:11.840 And you're gonna have
00:16:13.180 PTSD
00:16:13.640 Like
00:16:14.100 You know
00:16:16.200 What actually helped me
00:16:16.860 Sometimes
00:16:17.380 I'm like man
00:16:17.860 I don't know
00:16:18.220 But I read some books
00:16:19.160 I read some world war
00:16:19.900 Two books
00:16:20.280 Specifically from the
00:16:20.980 German perspective
00:16:21.700 You want to hear
00:16:22.220 Some fucking bad days
00:16:23.400 Man
00:16:23.700 Oh
00:16:24.820 No look at this guy
00:16:26.220 He walked through
00:16:26.780 Guts of his own friends
00:16:27.900 For literally
00:16:28.520 You know
00:16:29.260 Two kilometers
00:16:29.920 Literally
00:16:30.640 Just fields of guts
00:16:31.680 And blown apart
00:16:32.360 Body parts
00:16:32.920 While being strafed
00:16:33.980 By fucking
00:16:34.520 Iltu Sturmoviks
00:16:35.480 And you know
00:16:37.060 Chased down by T-72s
00:16:38.880 Cutting people up
00:16:39.600 As they're trying to
00:16:40.140 Fucking
00:16:40.360 That's a hell of an afternoon
00:16:41.640 But there's this
00:16:43.820 Air force clerk woman
00:16:44.740 Who heard on the radio
00:16:45.900 Maybe potentially me
00:16:47.360 On the radio
00:16:48.860 Directing radio traffic
00:16:50.360 Back and forth
00:16:50.920 Moving forces
00:16:51.560 Around on the ground
00:16:52.120 While we're engaged
00:16:52.800 With the enemy
00:16:53.260 That
00:16:54.420 Hearing that on the radio
00:16:55.840 Apparently fucked her up
00:16:56.900 So much
00:16:57.360 She needs a pension
00:16:58.340 For life
00:16:58.860 And she's got to wear
00:16:59.960 All this fucking
00:17:00.680 Flair on a biker cut
00:17:02.100 About how fucked up
00:17:02.860 She is
00:17:03.320 And that's her life now
00:17:04.960 That's her identity
00:17:05.600 Is like a weird
00:17:06.980 Kind of
00:17:07.500 Fetishized version
00:17:09.080 Of the
00:17:09.860 Just troubled
00:17:10.500 Vietnam veteran
00:17:11.320 Or something
00:17:11.720 Right
00:17:11.940 Which is
00:17:13.100 It's also disturbing
00:17:14.420 Because when you see
00:17:16.280 Those guys back then
00:17:17.180 There was no mental health
00:17:18.000 System at all
00:17:18.740 It was like the opposite
00:17:19.940 We went way too far
00:17:21.000 With it
00:17:21.280 Before then
00:17:21.840 There was nothing
00:17:22.360 And these guys
00:17:23.520 Were wearing like
00:17:24.220 Their old combat uniforms
00:17:25.300 And stuff
00:17:25.640 Because they don't know
00:17:26.240 How to let go
00:17:26.960 And they're homeless
00:17:28.700 And they're fucked up
00:17:29.500 And they're like
00:17:29.900 Wearing their medals
00:17:30.560 And stuff
00:17:30.880 They're just like
00:17:31.440 It's hard to get out of
00:17:32.860 When you spend that much time
00:17:33.760 In that world
00:17:34.260 And that becomes your identity
00:17:35.260 To get out of that
00:17:35.980 And do something else
00:17:36.720 Is extremely difficult to do
00:17:38.360 It's a mission oriented place
00:17:41.080 It's a purpose
00:17:42.440 You have a purpose
00:17:43.120 You have a very specific
00:17:44.780 Defined purpose
00:17:45.680 And everyone around you
00:17:47.020 Does as well
00:17:47.660 It's like
00:17:48.220 It's a tribe
00:17:49.060 It's a club
00:17:50.000 It's more than that
00:17:51.400 It's more like
00:17:52.760 A religious experience
00:17:53.640 You know what I mean
00:17:54.360 Being in the military
00:17:55.740 Especially in combat
00:17:56.680 It was more of a religious experience
00:17:58.680 Than most people in the world
00:18:00.020 Experience as a religious experience
00:18:01.260 Well I go to church
00:18:02.020 I'm very religious
00:18:02.780 That's nice
00:18:03.420 That's nice
00:18:04.880 You ever
00:18:05.260 You ever go fight and kill
00:18:07.540 And die with a bunch of guys
00:18:08.640 And like
00:18:09.140 You know
00:18:10.420 Be four feet from another guy
00:18:12.180 Under a wall
00:18:12.840 You're getting hammered
00:18:13.740 With you know
00:18:14.200 PKM rounds
00:18:14.980 And RPGs sailing over your heads
00:18:16.380 And you just kind of
00:18:17.020 Silently nod at each other
00:18:18.100 Like this is good
00:18:18.780 Probably
00:18:19.100 Me and you might have
00:18:20.600 Our guts tangled up together
00:18:21.660 In a big pile of
00:18:22.380 In a mess here
00:18:22.940 Any minute man
00:18:23.540 You know
00:18:24.880 That's pretty much
00:18:26.780 The edge of
00:18:27.580 The human experience
00:18:28.440 I think
00:18:28.840 Because I can't
00:18:31.240 I mean
00:18:31.860 The intensity of that
00:18:32.800 Is just
00:18:33.220 It's
00:18:34.120 It's not
00:18:37.700 It's tough
00:18:38.580 You know
00:18:39.000 But anyway
00:18:41.560 I don't know
00:18:44.600 I
00:18:44.900 You know
00:18:46.060 I try to get in here
00:18:46.740 And you know
00:18:47.420 Be helpful
00:18:48.080 And you know
00:18:49.360 Point out how fucked up
00:18:50.200 Everything is
00:18:50.640 But again
00:18:50.900 Make people feel like
00:18:51.540 They're not alone
00:18:51.940 But at the same time
00:18:52.700 Man it takes a lot out of you
00:18:53.620 And you know
00:18:56.040 I'm just a person
00:18:56.900 You know
00:18:57.540 I'm just a dude man
00:18:58.620 You know
00:18:58.960 Just like everybody else
00:19:00.000 And sometimes
00:19:01.740 You just don't have it
00:19:02.760 You know
00:19:03.200 Yesterday I was
00:19:04.120 Just one of those days
00:19:06.920 Because I have these issues
00:19:08.260 And these problems
00:19:08.840 And that
00:19:09.240 You know
00:19:12.060 You have to be in the right
00:19:14.100 Kind of mindset
00:19:14.600 To do this
00:19:15.360 You know
00:19:16.220 As
00:19:17.640 I mean
00:19:18.000 There is no expert at this
00:19:19.540 You know
00:19:19.900 Like the online streaming
00:19:21.520 Podcast world
00:19:22.760 Is brand new
00:19:23.460 Relatively
00:19:25.340 As an industry
00:19:26.420 I suppose
00:19:26.840 I suppose it is
00:19:27.580 Because a lot of people
00:19:28.240 Making a fuckload of money
00:19:29.320 Doing this kind of thing
00:19:30.420 You know
00:19:30.640 You've got
00:19:30.940 Like what Steven Crowder
00:19:32.460 And stuff is doing
00:19:32.920 You know
00:19:33.180 So in my
00:19:35.820 You know
00:19:36.000 In my opinion
00:19:36.520 If somebody's been doing this
00:19:37.360 For a couple of years
00:19:37.940 You've got a certain
00:19:38.700 Product if you will
00:19:40.440 I don't want to use that word
00:19:41.320 But
00:19:41.580 People come to expect
00:19:43.400 A certain kind of thing
00:19:44.520 And
00:19:45.760 You know
00:19:47.800 If you know
00:19:48.520 It's going to be bad
00:19:49.260 If it's not going to meet
00:19:49.940 Your own standards
00:19:50.540 I have high expectations
00:19:51.700 For myself
00:19:52.300 And
00:19:52.560 You know
00:19:53.480 I don't want to make something
00:19:54.660 Or do something
00:19:55.620 That's going to just be shit
00:19:56.600 You know
00:19:57.320 I don't want to black pill people
00:19:59.220 And get up here
00:19:59.760 And be all angry
00:20:00.520 And depressed
00:20:01.020 And cranky
00:20:01.600 And just
00:20:01.820 You know what I mean
00:20:02.440 Just because I'm having
00:20:03.840 A shitty day
00:20:05.080 And
00:20:05.320 You know
00:20:06.160 Some of these guys
00:20:06.620 Have no control over it
00:20:07.500 Especially the
00:20:07.880 You know
00:20:08.180 Other guys in the same boat
00:20:09.160 In the military
00:20:09.640 Man
00:20:09.980 Listen
00:20:10.300 It just
00:20:11.360 You just
00:20:13.000 You wake up that way
00:20:14.420 There's nothing that happens
00:20:16.180 There's nothing that
00:20:17.460 It just
00:20:19.860 You know
00:20:20.380 You literally just
00:20:21.280 Wake up that way
00:20:21.980 You go to bed
00:20:22.520 You're fine
00:20:22.900 You wake up
00:20:23.440 And you're like
00:20:23.880 My blood feels like
00:20:25.000 It's made of cement
00:20:25.680 Like you feel 90 years old
00:20:28.560 Like physically
00:20:29.320 Tired and weak
00:20:31.080 And like
00:20:31.820 You know
00:20:32.920 Like you're walking around
00:20:34.100 In sludge
00:20:35.060 Everything is difficult
00:20:37.280 The thought of like
00:20:38.940 Taking the trash
00:20:39.840 10 feet out the door
00:20:40.900 Is like
00:20:41.300 It might as well be
00:20:41.820 On the fucking moon
00:20:42.640 You know
00:20:43.500 You don't bother
00:20:44.300 You're just like
00:20:44.960 Fuck me
00:20:45.900 You know
00:20:46.340 It's one of these days
00:20:47.140 It's just
00:20:47.480 Your brain chemistry
00:20:48.360 Has for whatever reason
00:20:49.520 Decided that today
00:20:50.920 Is going to be a day
00:20:51.680 Where you do
00:20:52.180 Fucking absolutely nothing
00:20:53.220 You're just going to be fucked
00:20:54.780 You know
00:20:55.240 You're just going to feel awful
00:20:56.660 And you're just going to
00:20:57.520 Fight off like
00:20:58.260 Horrible thoughts all day
00:20:59.340 That's going to be
00:21:00.060 Your mission today
00:21:00.800 And that's the best
00:21:02.100 You're going to be able to do
00:21:02.740 That's how
00:21:03.260 That's what happens
00:21:04.100 And again
00:21:06.520 With the brain
00:21:07.120 Chemistry fuck up stuff
00:21:08.680 I mean
00:21:09.080 Somebody was asking me
00:21:10.100 The other day
00:21:10.520 Like
00:21:10.800 How do I describe it
00:21:14.940 Like
00:21:15.120 As far as like
00:21:15.740 Happiness goes
00:21:16.560 And
00:21:16.760 To be able to experience
00:21:18.480 Like positive emotions
00:21:19.400 Is severely diminished
00:21:21.060 That's another lovely
00:21:22.200 Side effect of this
00:21:23.100 Is that
00:21:24.160 You know
00:21:24.960 And it makes
00:21:26.920 It makes you angry
00:21:27.760 When you see other people
00:21:31.060 And I know there's other guys
00:21:32.460 In the chat
00:21:32.780 That know exactly
00:21:33.220 What the hell
00:21:33.480 I'm talking about
00:21:34.040 You see other people
00:21:35.240 That
00:21:35.560 Are just like
00:21:37.640 Having a great time
00:21:38.680 Are really enjoying
00:21:41.000 Just simply something
00:21:42.020 As simple as a hockey game
00:21:43.200 Or something
00:21:43.580 You know
00:21:43.980 And you get
00:21:45.220 Not mad at them
00:21:46.520 But just
00:21:46.960 Like why I don't
00:21:48.180 Feel like that
00:21:48.760 About anything anymore
00:21:49.760 And I haven't for a long time
00:21:51.120 Like it's really difficult
00:21:52.600 So if that's like a 10
00:21:53.740 Like a 10 out of 10
00:21:54.520 Yeah I had a great day
00:21:55.440 This is fucking awesome
00:21:56.640 It's like
00:21:57.140 I might get to a 4
00:21:58.340 At the best of times
00:22:00.300 You know
00:22:01.300 You basically start
00:22:02.260 You start at shit
00:22:04.320 And if you're lucky
00:22:05.120 You might get like
00:22:05.900 Oh that wasn't bad
00:22:06.860 You know
00:22:07.560 It's really hard man
00:22:08.760 Because your brain chemistry
00:22:09.880 Is fucked
00:22:10.260 And it's just like that
00:22:11.100 This is your
00:22:11.940 This is your injury
00:22:13.240 It's like having a smashed
00:22:14.980 Shattered
00:22:15.440 Destroyed leg
00:22:16.220 Or something
00:22:16.640 It's
00:22:17.580 It's gonna hurt
00:22:18.400 Frequently
00:22:19.180 Chronically
00:22:19.860 Maybe all the time
00:22:20.740 There's gonna be things
00:22:21.860 You can and can't do
00:22:22.800 Now
00:22:23.280 And
00:22:23.820 Figure it out
00:22:25.520 That's your life now
00:22:27.360 Or you lost an eye
00:22:28.440 Or something
00:22:29.360 You know
00:22:29.860 An injury is an injury
00:22:31.340 And this one is
00:22:32.480 This is a particularly nasty one
00:22:34.420 Because nobody really knows
00:22:35.160 What to do with it
00:22:35.780 It's not something
00:22:36.200 You can see readily
00:22:37.620 And nobody knows
00:22:38.240 How to treat you
00:22:38.780 Or talk to you
00:22:39.420 And
00:22:39.580 And it's fucking hard
00:22:42.720 On relationships
00:22:43.360 As well
00:22:44.540 That's why a lot of
00:22:45.140 These guys are divorced
00:22:46.020 You know
00:22:47.660 And I mean
00:22:48.540 God bless the women
00:22:49.600 That stay with them
00:22:50.440 But
00:22:51.020 I mean
00:22:52.500 Can you imagine
00:22:53.200 I can't
00:22:54.900 I wouldn't want
00:22:55.320 To be around me
00:22:55.920 You know
00:22:56.440 There's me on the stream
00:22:58.480 And then there's the rest
00:22:59.200 Of my life
00:22:59.760 You know
00:23:00.180 And
00:23:00.360 Trying to be around
00:23:02.020 You know
00:23:02.300 Guys are angry
00:23:03.200 And they're moody
00:23:03.720 And they're depressed
00:23:04.400 And they're frustrated
00:23:05.180 Like most of the time
00:23:06.520 That you're gonna be around
00:23:07.960 Someone like that
00:23:08.400 Most of the time
00:23:09.160 And that attitude
00:23:10.040 And that person
00:23:10.840 That's gonna have an impact
00:23:11.780 On your spouse
00:23:13.160 And your significant other
00:23:13.980 And it's gonna take a toll
00:23:14.900 Over the years
00:23:15.520 And eventually
00:23:16.740 They just
00:23:17.180 You know
00:23:17.900 They can't take it anymore
00:23:18.720 And then they
00:23:19.420 They leave
00:23:20.500 You know
00:23:20.940 And that makes everything work
00:23:21.940 And then
00:23:22.560 And you can see it happening
00:23:24.240 You know
00:23:24.660 The guys can see their wives
00:23:25.920 Or their husbands
00:23:26.500 Or whatever
00:23:26.940 Like you know
00:23:28.100 Getting just dragged down
00:23:29.320 By the
00:23:29.740 The heaviness
00:23:30.920 Of how
00:23:31.560 You know
00:23:32.320 Of your own
00:23:33.900 Fucking shit
00:23:34.860 And then that makes you feel worse
00:23:37.080 And it's like
00:23:37.500 I'm a burden
00:23:38.260 Just for like
00:23:39.040 You know
00:23:39.640 You can't even express
00:23:40.780 How you feel
00:23:41.380 Because it's gonna damage
00:23:42.280 Other people
00:23:43.000 So that drives them
00:23:44.160 Even further inward
00:23:45.160 To not
00:23:45.900 It's a nasty thing man
00:23:47.940 That's literally why
00:23:53.240 A lot of these guys
00:23:53.860 Like the trope of
00:23:55.120 You know
00:23:56.020 The angry fucking veteran guy
00:23:57.480 Living on a loan
00:23:58.160 In a cabin in the woods
00:23:59.080 Because that's the best solution
00:24:00.380 They can come up with
00:24:01.080 Because they literally
00:24:01.620 Can't be around people
00:24:02.520 And their relationships
00:24:04.000 Are destroyed
00:24:04.640 And you know
00:24:06.860 Because people just
00:24:07.740 Can't put up
00:24:08.240 With them for
00:24:08.720 You know
00:24:09.380 It's like
00:24:09.660 Listen dad
00:24:10.320 I love you
00:24:10.780 But you're fucking
00:24:11.700 Too much
00:24:12.320 You know
00:24:12.880 I
00:24:13.080 Jesus Christ
00:24:14.500 You know
00:24:16.220 It's a hard deal
00:24:17.600 But it's tough
00:24:18.440 Anyway
00:24:19.500 Yeah
00:24:19.840 I just thought
00:24:20.200 I wanted to
00:24:20.680 Some stuff
00:24:23.200 I wanted to
00:24:23.580 Because I mean
00:24:24.140 I'm just
00:24:24.740 I'm a real person
00:24:26.900 We're all real people
00:24:28.300 And there's lots of guys
00:24:29.740 Out there that need to
00:24:30.500 Maybe hear that
00:24:31.320 That it's not just them
00:24:32.120 You're not the only one
00:24:32.840 That's like that
00:24:33.400 I mean
00:24:34.100 I have to
00:24:35.640 I have to fight with it
00:24:36.520 Constantly
00:24:36.980 You know
00:24:37.560 I actually
00:24:38.040 Last night
00:24:38.480 I got down to the point
00:24:39.340 Where I was
00:24:39.980 Literally
00:24:40.280 I had sat down
00:24:41.140 I had everything set up
00:24:41.980 And I was just like
00:24:42.720 I just
00:24:43.620 I don't have it man
00:24:44.520 It's not gonna be
00:24:45.840 You know
00:24:47.820 I can barely keep my eyes open
00:24:49.520 And I just don't
00:24:50.340 Give a fuck right now
00:24:51.520 Like I just don't
00:24:52.820 Fucking care at all
00:24:54.020 You know
00:24:55.240 What can you do
00:24:56.780 You know
00:24:57.020 It's one of those days
00:24:57.760 You know
00:24:58.240 And if you gotta
00:24:59.460 You do what you gotta do
00:25:00.300 If you gotta take a day off
00:25:01.360 If you gotta
00:25:01.700 Whatever you have to do
00:25:04.140 To stay alive
00:25:05.240 You know
00:25:05.880 And I'm not saying
00:25:06.620 I was trying to stay alive
00:25:08.280 But
00:25:08.500 Metaphorically
00:25:09.880 Or maybe literally
00:25:10.580 In your case
00:25:11.220 I don't know
00:25:11.640 Whatever you have to do
00:25:14.500 To do that
00:25:15.200 Then do that
00:25:16.020 But the only important
00:25:17.160 The only thing you need to do
00:25:18.700 Is not give up
00:25:20.460 Because once you do that
00:25:22.300 There's no take backs
00:25:23.320 It's over
00:25:23.740 Once you're gone
00:25:24.860 You're gone
00:25:25.280 And that's it
00:25:26.880 Any opportunity you had
00:25:29.040 To change anything
00:25:30.560 To ever
00:25:31.080 Make anything of yourself
00:25:32.780 To fix anything
00:25:33.560 And maybe you never can
00:25:34.720 Maybe you're gonna feel like shit
00:25:35.660 For the rest of your life
00:25:36.460 But anything you could have done
00:25:37.840 For other people
00:25:38.480 Your friends
00:25:38.940 Your family
00:25:39.380 Strangers
00:25:39.880 You could have helped somebody
00:25:40.860 Somewhere along the line
00:25:42.200 You took all those opportunities away
00:25:43.980 Anything you ever could have done
00:25:46.380 For anyone else in the world
00:25:47.600 You just threw it
00:25:48.880 You just took it away
00:25:49.720 Because you couldn't handle it
00:25:51.440 You know
00:25:51.720 And that's sad in itself
00:25:53.540 So that's the only rule
00:25:57.020 You know
00:25:57.400 Be mad
00:25:58.560 Be frustrated
00:25:59.320 Be depressed
00:25:59.960 Be a fucking nightmare
00:26:01.580 You know
00:26:01.940 Punch holes in walls
00:26:03.300 You know
00:26:03.520 Obviously these aren't good
00:26:04.500 Healthy things to do
00:26:05.640 But I mean
00:26:06.160 You know
00:26:07.740 Filling yourself full of pills
00:26:10.580 Isn't the answer either
00:26:11.580 And letting these people tell you
00:26:14.000 Like no
00:26:14.480 You are now PTSD
00:26:15.680 Or you are now
00:26:16.640 Your trauma
00:26:17.680 You are your trauma
00:26:19.020 Talk about your trauma
00:26:20.080 You know
00:26:20.380 Like fuck off
00:26:21.340 Like there isn't every
00:26:22.840 Like not everybody in the world
00:26:24.080 Has some fucking kind of trauma
00:26:25.540 You know
00:26:25.920 How many women in this country
00:26:27.560 Get raped every day
00:26:28.620 You know
00:26:29.780 Kids lose their parents
00:26:32.200 You know
00:26:32.540 Like just
00:26:32.920 There's fucking
00:26:33.600 People get cancer
00:26:34.920 And die
00:26:35.440 At like crazy young age
00:26:36.540 You know what I mean
00:26:37.160 I used to date a girl
00:26:40.020 Whose brother got cancer
00:26:42.040 And died when he was like
00:26:43.160 Three years old
00:26:44.260 Can you imagine a three year old
00:26:45.920 Can you imagine those parents
00:26:47.120 Your three year old child
00:26:48.240 Gets cancer
00:26:48.900 And just slowly fucking
00:26:50.180 Woof
00:26:51.780 You know
00:26:52.340 So
00:26:54.500 I don't like that they have this
00:26:56.180 Mindset where they
00:26:57.160 Send all these veterans up
00:26:58.800 For like
00:26:59.180 Oh no
00:27:00.400 You know
00:27:00.760 You've got all these
00:27:01.400 You need to just constantly
00:27:02.560 Like dude
00:27:03.760 Yeah okay
00:27:06.280 You had a rough go
00:27:07.340 But like a lot of people have
00:27:08.680 And just wallowing in it
00:27:10.520 And deciding that you are now
00:27:12.140 Your identity is that
00:27:14.340 You're a damaged person
00:27:15.400 And you're just gonna live
00:27:16.220 This way forever
00:27:17.020 Is just fucking unacceptable
00:27:18.620 Because there's people
00:27:20.440 That have dealt with
00:27:21.060 Way worse
00:27:22.660 And are doing
00:27:23.460 All kinds of good things
00:27:25.320 You know
00:27:26.740 So I kind of resent that
00:27:27.800 I don't
00:27:28.060 I don't accept that
00:27:28.820 I don't like that
00:27:29.540 Um
00:27:31.020 And I think the way forward
00:27:34.640 For a lot of these guys
00:27:35.440 Is to just connect with
00:27:36.360 Their buddies
00:27:37.060 And their friends
00:27:37.480 Because being alone
00:27:38.200 Is a part in itself
00:27:39.900 Because again
00:27:40.260 You're part of this unit
00:27:41.040 You're part of this club
00:27:41.880 This
00:27:42.680 Tribe or cult really
00:27:48.180 Kind of in a way
00:27:49.040 It's a very intense place
00:27:50.280 I mean the military right
00:27:52.420 And then
00:27:53.320 You know
00:27:53.840 You've got all your
00:27:54.660 Your peers support
00:27:55.740 You've got a job to do
00:27:56.760 You've got people depend on you
00:27:58.080 You've got responsibilities
00:27:59.060 Um
00:28:00.360 You might have
00:28:00.900 You might have subordinates
00:28:02.340 To look after
00:28:03.080 I mean
00:28:03.580 Um
00:28:04.920 There's a scene in Rambo
00:28:06.000 Or the first one
00:28:06.940 First Blood
00:28:07.360 I think it is
00:28:07.960 Uh
00:28:09.340 Or maybe not
00:28:09.880 I can't remember now
00:28:10.600 And uh
00:28:12.100 I don't know who ever
00:28:13.280 Wrote that movie
00:28:13.920 But it was really
00:28:14.520 Actually it's very good
00:28:15.540 The first one
00:28:16.220 And there's a part
00:28:17.340 Where he kind of
00:28:17.740 Goes off about how
00:28:18.620 And I
00:28:19.240 That I was like
00:28:19.800 Ooh that one stings
00:28:20.620 Because I know that feeling
00:28:21.480 And I
00:28:21.880 And I watched the guy
00:28:22.880 Commit suicide
00:28:23.520 Over basically the same thing
00:28:24.820 Um
00:28:26.900 The guy was uh
00:28:28.900 He was a sergeant
00:28:29.880 At 2nd Battalion
00:28:30.820 And uh
00:28:32.280 When I was
00:28:32.880 Going again
00:28:33.540 In the
00:28:33.940 In the wonderful
00:28:34.580 Mental health system
00:28:35.500 Sitting there
00:28:37.280 Waiting for whoever
00:28:38.200 To tell me
00:28:38.860 You know
00:28:39.740 He was sitting there
00:28:43.360 I was a corporal
00:28:44.320 At the time
00:28:44.780 And he was a
00:28:45.400 A sergeant
00:28:46.220 And we're just
00:28:46.640 Both sitting there
00:28:47.460 And I talked
00:28:47.880 And he was like
00:28:48.520 I was like
00:28:49.380 How are you
00:28:49.660 How are you making out
00:28:50.300 And he was just like
00:28:50.960 Looked at me
00:28:51.420 And he was like
00:28:51.940 A month ago
00:28:54.020 I was a sergeant
00:28:55.320 In an infantry battalion
00:28:56.640 I was in charge
00:28:58.440 Of
00:28:58.880 10 men
00:29:00.060 Millions of dollars
00:29:02.080 In equipment
00:29:02.660 A
00:29:03.700 Multi-million dollar
00:29:05.040 Fighting
00:29:05.420 The lab three
00:29:06.340 Like
00:29:07.560 I mean
00:29:07.900 That's my job
00:29:08.460 I mean
00:29:08.740 Some people go to work
00:29:09.640 And like
00:29:09.860 Oh I got my cool
00:29:10.840 You know
00:29:12.380 My new work computer
00:29:13.700 Or whatever
00:29:14.140 Like you're responsible for it
00:29:15.220 Like
00:29:15.460 Bro we would go to work
00:29:17.260 And I've had that job too
00:29:18.820 As a section commander
00:29:19.540 It's like
00:29:19.920 Here's what you need to look
00:29:21.640 Here's what you need to
00:29:22.280 Be in charge of today
00:29:24.440 These ten lives
00:29:26.860 Okay
00:29:27.300 And you're all
00:29:27.880 You all have
00:29:28.320 Fucking machine guns
00:29:29.440 And we're going to go out
00:29:30.140 At night time
00:29:30.700 With night vision
00:29:31.400 And we're going to go out
00:29:32.640 Into the
00:29:33.040 Out into the field here
00:29:33.980 And you're going to go out there
00:29:34.720 In this fucking
00:29:35.480 The APC
00:29:36.740 The lab three
00:29:37.360 It's got a 25 millimeter
00:29:38.600 Bushmaster autocannon on it
00:29:40.200 It's got grenade launchers
00:29:41.120 And machine guns
00:29:41.760 And you're going to use
00:29:42.420 All these things
00:29:43.040 At the same time
00:29:43.760 And you are going to command
00:29:46.060 All of this
00:29:47.020 The vehicle
00:29:47.820 The troops on the ground
00:29:48.700 Yourself
00:29:49.100 The radio
00:29:49.580 And you're going to
00:29:50.060 Fucking
00:29:50.280 You're going to go out there
00:29:51.140 And there's an objective
00:29:51.860 On the other end of this field
00:29:52.660 And you're going to hammer
00:29:53.180 The living shit out of that
00:29:54.020 And there's going to be
00:29:54.740 A bunch of officers
00:29:55.420 Assessing everything
00:29:56.280 That you're doing
00:29:56.840 And they're going to
00:29:57.220 Pick apart all of your mistakes
00:29:58.400 And you're going to do it
00:30:00.040 Again and again
00:30:00.580 And again and again
00:30:01.260 And oh
00:30:02.580 Don't get anybody killed
00:30:03.460 By the way
00:30:03.820 If that would be helpful
00:30:04.900 And it's raining
00:30:05.600 And it's November
00:30:06.720 And it's cold
00:30:07.480 And again
00:30:07.840 They mentioned it's pitch dark
00:30:08.820 You know
00:30:09.200 Like that's an intense job
00:30:10.960 He's like
00:30:11.960 I went from doing that
00:30:13.160 And he's like
00:30:14.500 Now I mow the lawn
00:30:15.580 Like their idea
00:30:17.540 Of helping him
00:30:18.480 Was to take him
00:30:19.840 Out of that job
00:30:20.480 And like
00:30:20.860 We'll just get him
00:30:21.380 To mow the lawn
00:30:22.100 Because it's so much
00:30:22.820 Less stressful
00:30:24.400 And that'll be helpful
00:30:26.160 For him
00:30:26.640 That actually broke him
00:30:27.900 Like I saw it in his face
00:30:30.100 I saw it
00:30:31.600 And I was just like
00:30:32.360 I didn't know what to say
00:30:33.120 I was like
00:30:33.420 Holy shit
00:30:33.920 He's like
00:30:34.920 I went from being a
00:30:36.100 Sex commander
00:30:37.220 At 2nd Battalion
00:30:37.820 I was in charge
00:30:38.300 Of millions of dollars
00:30:38.960 Of equipment
00:30:39.940 And now I
00:30:40.860 Now I mow the lawn
00:30:42.080 You know
00:30:43.540 Like he didn't
00:30:44.180 He had done like
00:30:44.900 15 years in the army
00:30:45.880 Before that point
00:30:46.560 And was like
00:30:47.000 A respected guy
00:30:47.760 And you know
00:30:49.020 When they send you
00:30:49.540 Up to these units
00:30:50.140 These places
00:30:50.620 Like people don't
00:30:51.960 You look weak now
00:30:53.180 And like the stigma's there
00:30:54.440 It's a real thing
00:30:55.200 And they're like
00:30:56.480 Oh you couldn't handle it man
00:30:57.960 You couldn't fucking
00:30:58.640 And then he shot himself
00:30:59.700 And he had two little girls
00:31:01.380 And you know
00:31:02.200 They had his funeral
00:31:02.900 And it was a fucking nightmare
00:31:04.120 They were screaming
00:31:05.020 And trying to get out
00:31:05.780 The casket
00:31:06.340 Screaming daddy daddy
00:31:07.600 You know
00:31:08.000 Just the worst
00:31:08.740 Anyway
00:31:12.520 Yeah there's a scene
00:31:14.520 In Rambo
00:31:14.960 Talking about the same
00:31:15.720 Kind of thing
00:31:16.120 He's like
00:31:16.380 Now I can't even
00:31:16.900 Get a job
00:31:17.320 Parking cars
00:31:18.080 You know
00:31:18.720 I used to be able
00:31:19.400 To do all this
00:31:20.000 And now I can't
00:31:20.440 Even get a job
00:31:20.900 Over here
00:31:21.140 Parking cars
00:31:21.740 So when you get
00:31:22.480 Out of the military
00:31:22.980 It's like
00:31:23.540 Now I mean
00:31:24.240 You go from being
00:31:26.920 Up here
00:31:27.560 Where you're like
00:31:28.720 I have some legit
00:31:30.060 I have some real
00:31:30.800 Fucking shit
00:31:31.320 I gotta do today
00:31:32.060 You know
00:31:32.420 People go to work
00:31:33.820 To do like
00:31:34.460 Whatever
00:31:35.020 I don't want to
00:31:38.240 Make fun of anybody
00:31:39.000 Or feel like
00:31:39.400 I'm diminishing
00:31:39.900 Anybody's careers
00:31:40.980 Or whatever
00:31:41.540 Right
00:31:41.820 But
00:31:42.060 Pick one
00:31:44.060 Right
00:31:44.420 There's that
00:31:45.580 And then
00:31:46.020 And then there's this
00:31:46.940 It's like
00:31:47.480 Which one
00:31:48.000 Like it's a really
00:31:48.760 Intense job
00:31:49.400 It's a really intense
00:31:50.240 You know
00:31:51.920 Thing
00:31:52.280 And it's easy
00:31:52.860 To wrap your
00:31:53.320 Identity around
00:31:54.040 And that
00:31:54.300 It's like
00:31:54.500 You're not just
00:31:54.880 Going to work
00:31:55.560 You're not just
00:31:56.100 Chris anymore
00:31:56.820 You're fucking
00:31:57.420 Sergeant McDonald
00:31:58.340 Or whatever
00:31:58.900 You know
00:31:59.480 You're a fucking
00:32:00.440 People are looking
00:32:02.100 Up to you
00:32:02.560 And you've got
00:32:02.960 Shit to do
00:32:03.560 Man
00:32:03.840 You've got
00:32:04.200 Fucking missions
00:32:04.900 To accomplish
00:32:05.460 And all this
00:32:06.160 Kind of stuff
00:32:06.580 And then that all
00:32:07.340 Just goes away
00:32:08.020 And then they end up
00:32:10.640 Out of the military
00:32:11.300 And they go
00:32:11.800 Whoa
00:32:12.060 And they go
00:32:13.060 See you later
00:32:13.700 Like there's no
00:32:14.420 Farewell parade
00:32:15.380 There's no
00:32:15.820 Fuck off
00:32:16.200 I mean you sign
00:32:16.820 Some papers
00:32:17.300 And that's it
00:32:17.920 You're just
00:32:19.040 Like really
00:32:19.620 That was it
00:32:21.020 You know
00:32:22.480 Nobody even
00:32:23.100 Like I think
00:32:23.640 The last guy
00:32:24.220 I talked to
00:32:24.620 In the military
00:32:25.040 Didn't even look up
00:32:25.660 From his desk
00:32:26.240 He was just like
00:32:26.740 See you later
00:32:27.380 Signing the thing
00:32:28.320 I'm like
00:32:28.640 Okay
00:32:30.300 Like I guess
00:32:31.620 I guess that's it
00:32:33.720 Or
00:32:34.000 Yeah
00:32:35.300 And then you go home
00:32:36.320 And you sit on the couch
00:32:37.000 And you just
00:32:37.440 Hmm
00:32:38.060 And they go
00:32:39.200 What do you want to do now
00:32:40.040 And you're like
00:32:40.380 I don't fucking know
00:32:41.300 What do you mean
00:32:42.420 What do I do now
00:32:43.240 I've spent the last
00:32:45.580 14-15 years
00:32:46.600 Trying to be
00:32:47.140 Trying to be
00:32:47.900 You know
00:32:49.220 A killer
00:32:49.640 A warrior
00:32:50.200 For the country
00:32:50.840 To destroy our enemies
00:32:51.900 And protect our people
00:32:52.840 And now you're like
00:32:53.480 Have you considered
00:32:54.220 Working at
00:32:54.880 At Radio Shack
00:32:56.860 What
00:32:57.740 Me
00:32:58.680 You want me
00:32:59.360 To work at Radio Shack
00:33:00.540 Oh you could go to school
00:33:03.860 And learn about
00:33:04.520 LGBTQ theory
00:33:05.940 Or
00:33:06.280 Or gender identity
00:33:07.840 And that's another problem
00:33:09.160 All these guys get out
00:33:10.640 And I know
00:33:11.300 They're like
00:33:11.720 You know
00:33:12.560 From my end of the world
00:33:13.580 Right
00:33:13.780 They get out
00:33:14.200 And they're like
00:33:14.620 Oh this is the world now
00:33:16.100 This wasn't like this
00:33:16.960 When I got in here
00:33:17.700 When I went into the military
00:33:19.360 It wasn't like this
00:33:20.420 You're in a bubble
00:33:21.120 You're in the military
00:33:22.600 That's all you do
00:33:23.500 All I cared about
00:33:24.640 Was you know
00:33:25.360 My job
00:33:25.900 And my friends
00:33:26.540 And this kind of thing
00:33:27.220 And how do I get
00:33:28.280 On this course
00:33:29.260 And I want to get
00:33:30.080 That jump course
00:33:30.920 I want to be
00:33:31.800 A paratrooper now
00:33:32.660 I want to do this
00:33:33.760 Ironman race
00:33:35.260 I want to go to
00:33:36.260 The special forces selection
00:33:37.640 I want to try
00:33:38.280 And get promoted this year
00:33:39.280 I want this
00:33:40.360 And I want that
00:33:40.940 And I want to do
00:33:41.400 And you know
00:33:41.900 That's it
00:33:42.360 That's all you're involved in
00:33:43.880 So these people are like
00:33:45.240 Doesn't the military
00:33:45.900 Know what's going on
00:33:46.780 No they really don't
00:33:47.660 They have no fucking idea
00:33:48.580 They're completely clueless
00:33:49.580 Because they're
00:33:50.220 Completely absorbed
00:33:51.660 In their own jobs
00:33:52.780 In their own lives
00:33:53.340 They don't have time
00:33:54.020 You're working like
00:33:55.280 You're in the field
00:33:57.800 You're not even home
00:33:58.500 Six months a year
00:33:59.360 You're literally living
00:34:00.660 In the woods
00:34:01.100 Or in a tent somewhere
00:34:01.860 For six months of the year
00:34:02.860 On eating plastic food
00:34:05.260 And just going balls
00:34:06.040 To the wall all the time
00:34:07.000 Living in the rain
00:34:08.020 And this kind of stuff
00:34:08.660 So when they get back
00:34:09.260 Like don't you know
00:34:10.100 About Bilderbergs
00:34:11.060 They're like
00:34:11.260 I don't
00:34:11.560 What
00:34:11.800 Fuck off
00:34:12.780 Fuck off
00:34:13.880 I'm trying to sleep
00:34:15.120 With my wife
00:34:15.600 And play video games
00:34:16.300 I don't give a shit
00:34:16.900 About it
00:34:17.160 You know what I mean
00:34:17.560 So no they don't
00:34:18.820 They don't have any idea
00:34:19.440 What's going on
00:34:19.960 And they're not going to
00:34:20.800 So you know
00:34:23.280 What do you do
00:34:23.700 When you get out of there
00:34:24.360 It's like
00:34:24.880 Oh
00:34:25.380 Oh you want to go to school
00:34:27.820 Like yeah
00:34:28.300 I looked into that
00:34:29.280 I would kill myself
00:34:30.800 Or everyone else in there
00:34:31.840 So that's out
00:34:32.660 You know
00:34:34.460 Listening to these kids
00:34:35.300 Fucking complain about
00:34:36.340 You know
00:34:37.160 Oh my god
00:34:37.780 I'm so stressed
00:34:38.440 About fucking exams
00:34:39.580 Uh huh
00:34:40.420 Like society's so weak
00:34:43.320 It's offensive
00:34:43.860 And I'm serious about that
00:34:46.060 Because there's a standard
00:34:47.160 In the military
00:34:47.800 At least where I was
00:34:48.720 In the infantry
00:34:49.300 At least when I was in
00:34:50.720 I understand that's
00:34:51.860 Rapidly spiraling downward
00:34:54.140 You couldn't just float
00:34:57.980 You couldn't just coast
00:34:59.820 You had to lift
00:35:01.420 You had to pull your weight
00:35:02.900 Or you were gone
00:35:04.200 You had to maintain a standard
00:35:06.640 You had to show up early
00:35:08.000 You had to dress well
00:35:10.180 You couldn't be a piece
00:35:11.980 You had to shave every day
00:35:13.480 You had to get your hair cut
00:35:14.680 Every week
00:35:15.360 If there was a piece of lint
00:35:17.480 On your hat
00:35:18.840 On your beret
00:35:19.500 You might get fucking
00:35:20.360 Smacked in the face
00:35:21.560 I'm talking
00:35:24.100 You'd go out to these parades
00:35:25.320 I remember one time
00:35:26.400 In 3rd Battalion
00:35:29.200 I had just gotten there too
00:35:30.420 Like I was brand new
00:35:31.820 So you're at a new unit
00:35:33.580 Nobody knows you
00:35:34.400 In the other
00:35:34.780 You know
00:35:35.100 I knew everybody in 2RCR
00:35:36.540 I went to 3RCR
00:35:37.440 I was there for
00:35:38.660 A week or two
00:35:39.700 It's like brand new
00:35:41.080 Right
00:35:41.320 Nobody knows me
00:35:41.960 I'm a master corporal now
00:35:42.860 Right
00:35:43.080 And so I'm in charge
00:35:44.660 Of fucking people
00:35:45.440 And they're like
00:35:46.800 Yeah you gotta be here
00:35:47.460 At this time for a parade
00:35:49.000 It's coming up on
00:35:50.300 Remember's Day on the 11th
00:35:51.400 So we gotta get in
00:35:51.980 Our dress uniforms
00:35:52.780 Fucking look and fancy
00:35:54.380 Everything's very shiny
00:35:55.440 Looks great
00:35:56.020 Very nice
00:35:56.720 Again
00:35:57.920 Most civilian people
00:35:59.040 I mean I see them
00:35:59.640 They can't even
00:35:59.960 These fucking doctors
00:36:00.840 They can't even wear suits
00:36:01.620 That's why I get mad
00:36:02.280 About this stuff
00:36:02.900 I'm like I can do it
00:36:04.500 I'm an idiot
00:36:05.280 You know
00:36:06.240 I'm an idiot
00:36:07.160 With no education
00:36:08.180 From Pictou County
00:36:09.100 Nova Scotia
00:36:09.740 And I can clean myself up
00:36:11.180 And look like a fucking professional
00:36:12.500 If and when I need to
00:36:13.960 And this guy's making
00:36:15.180 Truckloads of money
00:36:17.120 And his suit's like
00:36:17.920 You know
00:36:18.740 Jesus Christ
00:36:20.020 Right
00:36:20.300 So I show up to this place
00:36:22.460 And I'm late
00:36:22.980 I don't know where it is
00:36:23.900 I thought I knew where it was
00:36:25.100 But if you've ever been
00:36:25.900 To CFB Petawawa
00:36:26.920 Oh man
00:36:28.420 Oh man
00:36:29.940 It's a mess
00:36:31.820 All the buildings are
00:36:32.980 A number and a letter
00:36:34.440 And a number
00:36:34.920 S-103
00:36:36.420 K-14
00:36:37.920 You know
00:36:38.820 D-56
00:36:40.020 D-56
00:36:40.700 Well that's
00:36:41.380 But you know what I mean
00:36:42.660 And you're like
00:36:43.500 Wait what
00:36:43.980 And the map doesn't make sense
00:36:45.400 It's not like it goes
00:36:46.080 A-B-C-D
00:36:46.820 It's just all over the place
00:36:48.040 So you're like
00:36:48.380 You literally have to remember
00:36:49.420 Where it is
00:36:49.980 And commit it to memory
00:36:50.980 You have to commit that
00:36:52.120 Designation serial number
00:36:53.900 To memory
00:36:54.500 It's that robotic
00:36:55.680 And ridiculous
00:36:56.360 You know
00:36:57.340 See I finally
00:36:59.580 I get there
00:37:00.020 And I'm late
00:37:00.480 I'm like fuck
00:37:01.280 I have to like sneak
00:37:02.160 Everybody's already formed up
00:37:03.280 On Parade
00:37:03.800 Which is bad
00:37:04.500 Right
00:37:05.060 If they see you coming in
00:37:06.120 Oh
00:37:06.480 Hundreds of people are there
00:37:08.240 Right
00:37:08.480 I fucking slip in there
00:37:10.320 At the very last minute
00:37:11.200 I'm like thank god
00:37:11.860 And then I look around
00:37:13.040 And realize
00:37:13.460 I'm the only one
00:37:14.680 In the battalion
00:37:15.280 I thought
00:37:15.800 Not wearing a poppy
00:37:16.900 On my uniform
00:37:17.460 Because I just didn't have time
00:37:18.540 To grab one
00:37:18.940 I forgot
00:37:19.340 Rushing around
00:37:21.000 Brand new
00:37:21.520 I'm still trying to move
00:37:22.320 Into my house
00:37:22.880 I'm trying to do
00:37:23.400 You know
00:37:23.740 So I'm like fuck
00:37:24.460 You know
00:37:24.860 And that's a mighty
00:37:27.280 Big offense
00:37:28.040 And I watched the RSM
00:37:30.220 Just rip the shreds
00:37:31.840 Out of three different people
00:37:33.040 For the same thing
00:37:34.340 And I mean tear them apart
00:37:36.340 In front of the whole battalion
00:37:37.640 For minutes at a time
00:37:38.960 And the RSM is like
00:37:40.180 The top enlisted man
00:37:41.080 In the whole unit
00:37:41.700 The RSM
00:37:44.240 Comes
00:37:44.900 It's not good
00:37:46.380 Okay
00:37:46.820 That's like the fucking
00:37:47.980 Vice president
00:37:48.800 Of Apple computers
00:37:50.500 You work for Apple computers
00:37:51.640 And the vice president
00:37:52.340 Comes down
00:37:52.920 And to your desk
00:37:53.940 Personally
00:37:54.300 And screams at you
00:37:55.360 For 15 minutes
00:37:56.560 About how much of a piece
00:37:57.360 Of shit you are
00:37:58.100 And how you don't even
00:37:59.000 Deserve to be here
00:37:59.940 You know
00:38:00.640 People have died
00:38:01.460 For this uniform
00:38:02.260 And you can't even be bothered
00:38:03.240 To fucking dress properly
00:38:04.420 You're a goddamn disgrace
00:38:05.600 How do you live with yourself
00:38:06.980 Do you even have a wife
00:38:08.760 How does she not leave you
00:38:09.820 You're fucking pathetic
00:38:10.800 You know
00:38:11.300 For 20 minutes like this
00:38:12.380 Again
00:38:12.740 In the civilian world
00:38:13.680 Can you imagine
00:38:14.580 And we get out here
00:38:16.640 And we'll be like
00:38:17.040 Fuck don't be a faggot
00:38:18.080 And everyone goes
00:38:18.460 Can we call HR
00:38:21.360 I'm offended
00:38:22.620 You're a
00:38:23.600 You're offended
00:38:24.540 You're offended
00:38:26.040 You know
00:38:30.760 It's like
00:38:31.860 I can't live in this society
00:38:33.120 I just can't do it
00:38:34.540 But anyway
00:38:35.760 He um
00:38:36.220 I sat there
00:38:37.140 We did the whole parade
00:38:38.200 And I was just like
00:38:39.360 Deliberately not looking
00:38:40.640 This is true by the way
00:38:41.780 If you don't know this
00:38:42.420 If you're staring at someone
00:38:43.500 And you're making eye contact
00:38:44.380 With them
00:38:44.860 They're like
00:38:45.760 I don't know what percentage
00:38:46.700 More likely to turn
00:38:47.660 And look at you
00:38:48.280 There's
00:38:48.800 It's actually in the manual
00:38:50.140 In the training manual
00:38:51.000 In the CF
00:38:51.400 Probably in the United States
00:38:52.640 As well
00:38:52.980 For sentry takedowns
00:38:54.840 And what a sentry takedown is
00:38:55.860 If you're trying to kill a guy
00:38:56.980 On like a perimeter
00:38:58.100 Overwatch kind of thing
00:38:59.120 Silent
00:38:59.460 Like with a knife
00:39:00.080 You're gonna
00:39:00.360 You're gonna sneak up behind him
00:39:01.620 And fucking
00:39:02.000 Jack that guy
00:39:03.240 Right through the neck there
00:39:04.500 Or down through the clavicle
00:39:05.780 Is good
00:39:06.380 Hand over the mouth
00:39:07.700 And up into the kidneys
00:39:08.640 Also
00:39:09.020 You know
00:39:09.360 You're gonna be dead quickly
00:39:10.340 Because there's arteries
00:39:11.740 That
00:39:12.000 Anyway
00:39:12.320 But they teach you
00:39:14.700 Not to look at the back
00:39:15.840 Of his head
00:39:16.300 Look at his feet
00:39:17.220 Don't look at the back
00:39:18.660 Of his head
00:39:19.060 Because people
00:39:19.720 Have a radar
00:39:20.660 And they go
00:39:21.220 What the fuck
00:39:21.740 And they turn around
00:39:22.440 They see you standing there
00:39:23.220 With a knife
00:39:23.700 And then they shoot you
00:39:24.800 Okay
00:39:25.620 So I'm
00:39:26.500 In my head
00:39:27.360 Like don't look at the RSM
00:39:28.520 Don't look at the RSM
00:39:29.660 Don't look at it
00:39:30.360 Because he's gonna notice
00:39:31.540 There's just a row
00:39:32.740 Of poppies
00:39:33.440 All in the same place
00:39:34.440 Hundreds of guys
00:39:35.140 Little red
00:39:35.560 Little red
00:39:36.000 Little red
00:39:36.440 Wait
00:39:37.220 Why is that one
00:39:38.000 And I'm in the front
00:39:38.620 Fucking row
00:39:39.220 Because I'm a master corporal
00:39:40.820 I'm like
00:39:42.180 Oh no
00:39:43.700 So that was a stressful day
00:39:47.820 You know
00:39:48.060 It was a stressful afternoon
00:39:49.060 You know
00:39:50.180 These people are like
00:39:51.040 Oh I had such a stressful day
00:39:52.360 At work
00:39:52.700 The copier didn't work
00:39:53.940 And I couldn't get
00:39:54.620 These files printed
00:39:55.520 And the boss was like
00:39:56.460 We need them
00:39:56.960 By the end of the day
00:39:57.900 And I was like
00:39:58.780 Oh I had to go
00:39:59.400 Find some paper
00:40:00.120 And I was like
00:40:01.520 I was waiting
00:40:02.140 To be impaled
00:40:02.880 On a pike
00:40:03.500 In front of
00:40:04.020 A thousand people
00:40:05.280 By this fucking guy
00:40:06.320 And this RSM
00:40:07.160 Was a scary dude
00:40:08.040 He wasn't like a bitch
00:40:09.600 He was like
00:40:10.280 He was intense man
00:40:12.520 He was crazy
00:40:13.080 I think he had a heart attack
00:40:14.080 Actually not long after that
00:40:15.420 But he was
00:40:18.220 He was a good guy
00:40:19.020 You know
00:40:19.280 He's just doing his job
00:40:20.400 That's how you maintain
00:40:21.940 And that's how you maintain
00:40:22.900 A high standard
00:40:23.700 You don't let things slip
00:40:25.240 That's maybe why
00:40:26.660 I'm so angry
00:40:27.220 A lot of the time
00:40:27.740 Because I mean
00:40:28.200 We have a society now
00:40:29.780 Where everything is just
00:40:30.640 Let
00:40:31.040 We're just let it slip
00:40:32.280 Nah it's not that big of a deal
00:40:34.420 No it is
00:40:35.280 Because if you say
00:40:36.240 That's not big of a deal
00:40:37.200 Then the standard slips
00:40:38.200 And then next time
00:40:38.920 It slips further
00:40:39.580 And it slips further
00:40:40.420 And it slips further
00:40:41.160 As soon as there's
00:40:42.140 As soon as there's
00:40:42.620 A little bit of a wobble
00:40:43.780 You fucking come down there
00:40:45.120 With a hammer and nail
00:40:45.920 And fix it immediately
00:40:46.960 You don't wait
00:40:47.760 Until your house is falling down
00:40:49.140 You hear like a creak
00:40:51.820 In the floor
00:40:52.260 You go
00:40:52.500 What the fuck
00:40:53.340 I'm gonna look into that
00:40:54.500 You know
00:40:54.800 That's how
00:40:55.460 That's how it's done
00:40:56.320 That's how professional
00:40:57.160 Serious countries
00:40:58.400 Work
00:40:59.360 You don't just go
00:41:01.220 That's what
00:41:02.780 That's the Canadian attitude
00:41:03.840 What was his name
00:41:06.660 I can't remember
00:41:07.400 I can't remember
00:41:10.120 He was the RSM
00:41:10.780 The 3rd Battalion
00:41:11.400 In 2014
00:41:14.240 I want to say
00:41:16.240 13 or 14
00:41:18.780 I thought he had a
00:41:21.540 I thought he had a heart attack
00:41:22.260 Or something
00:41:22.620 And then he got replaced
00:41:23.320 But anyway
00:41:23.740 You know
00:41:25.580 Like
00:41:25.920 Like you know
00:41:28.140 Again in the civilian world
00:41:29.220 People are like
00:41:29.540 What's the big deal
00:41:30.240 It's just a pop
00:41:30.880 No
00:41:31.280 It's because that
00:41:32.260 We've set a standard
00:41:34.080 Right
00:41:34.400 We are going to do this
00:41:35.720 And you fell short
00:41:37.220 Falling short
00:41:39.060 Of your
00:41:39.440 Of the standard
00:41:40.680 Is unacceptable
00:41:41.620 And
00:41:43.160 Standards
00:41:43.920 All across the country
00:41:45.040 Are just
00:41:45.600 Nosediving
00:41:46.380 And not just in the military
00:41:48.160 The RCMP
00:41:48.780 Everywhere
00:41:49.260 Failure
00:41:50.540 And
00:41:51.040 Incompetence
00:41:52.160 Is just
00:41:53.800 Accepted
00:41:54.560 And it's expected
00:41:56.000 And it's like
00:41:57.020 Well that's how it is
00:41:57.800 And especially with the government
00:41:58.740 So that's probably why
00:41:59.760 I have such a problem with it
00:42:00.740 There's no
00:42:01.540 They're not even trying
00:42:03.600 It's not like they make some mistakes
00:42:05.860 They
00:42:06.180 They make so many
00:42:07.280 And don't care
00:42:08.060 They're completely incompetent
00:42:09.180 And there's no justice
00:42:09.980 There's no
00:42:10.360 This would be like being the RSM
00:42:11.980 Of an infantry battalion
00:42:12.840 And just watching everyone
00:42:13.780 Be a fucking
00:42:14.300 Massive mess
00:42:15.760 And you're like
00:42:16.300 You're not allowed to say anything
00:42:17.200 You're not allowed to do anything about it
00:42:18.360 You're supposed to sit there
00:42:19.080 And watch it
00:42:19.540 You still got to come in here every day
00:42:21.760 And you still have to be here
00:42:23.060 And watch this
00:42:23.720 But you can't do anything about it
00:42:24.920 And the regimental motto
00:42:30.740 In the RCR
00:42:31.320 The World Canadian Regiment
00:42:32.120 Has never passed a fault
00:42:33.140 And I see faults
00:42:34.080 Everywhere
00:42:34.960 All the time
00:42:36.200 It feels like nobody
00:42:37.860 Can do their job anymore
00:42:38.760 No matter what it is
00:42:39.780 I can't even get a sandwich
00:42:43.640 Half the fucking time
00:42:44.740 You know
00:42:45.880 Like you go to Tim Hortons
00:42:47.100 I don't even
00:42:47.840 I hardly even go there anymore
00:42:49.060 Because it's a fucking
00:42:49.740 Sellout company
00:42:50.620 It's owned by
00:42:51.260 Brazilian fucking billionaires
00:42:52.960 Now
00:42:53.180 We're Mexico
00:42:53.580 Carlos Slim
00:42:54.220 Is that who owns it
00:42:54.760 I don't fucking know
00:42:55.380 And the products are shitty
00:42:56.960 And they only hire
00:42:58.600 Non-white people
00:42:59.300 Essentially for tax breaks
00:43:00.480 Temporary foreign workers
00:43:02.420 You know that
00:43:02.840 These corporations get subsidies
00:43:04.720 They get kickbacks
00:43:05.960 And tax money back
00:43:07.020 To hire temporary foreign workers
00:43:08.880 And immigrants
00:43:09.240 And this kind of thing
00:43:09.860 So by default
00:43:11.080 Like pushing Canadian kids
00:43:12.440 Out of that opportunity as well
00:43:14.040 So that's nice
00:43:15.140 So you go in there
00:43:15.980 And I'm like
00:43:16.260 Yeah can I get a fucking
00:43:17.100 This or a sandwich
00:43:18.240 Or whatever
00:43:18.700 And I'm like
00:43:20.480 No mayonnaise
00:43:21.020 I don't like mayonnaise
00:43:22.000 I've never liked mayonnaise
00:43:23.100 It just grosses me out
00:43:24.440 Looks like jizz
00:43:25.360 I don't want to eat it
00:43:26.280 You know
00:43:26.860 I don't like it
00:43:28.400 I don't want on hamburgers
00:43:29.960 I don't want anything
00:43:30.360 And nine times out of ten
00:43:32.600 There's mayonnaise on it anyway
00:43:33.960 And I gotta go all the way
00:43:35.300 I was like
00:43:35.580 You have one job
00:43:36.620 It's on the screen
00:43:37.660 It says
00:43:38.340 What to do
00:43:39.380 You know
00:43:42.560 And half the time
00:43:44.060 They go
00:43:44.300 Well you didn't ask for that
00:43:45.380 And I go
00:43:45.560 Here's the receipt
00:43:46.260 You see how it says
00:43:47.160 Dash no mayo
00:43:48.080 Right there
00:43:48.600 On the fucking thing
00:43:49.440 And you know
00:43:49.980 And when it came up
00:43:50.660 On your screen
00:43:51.240 Can you even do that job
00:43:52.240 You know
00:43:56.400 It's like
00:43:57.360 Even the simplest things
00:43:59.060 Can't
00:43:59.400 Nothing can get done properly
00:44:00.760 All the way up
00:44:02.320 To the prime minister's office
00:44:03.300 All the way down
00:44:03.980 To a Tim Horton sandwich
00:44:04.820 Everywhere you go
00:44:05.940 You know
00:44:07.900 You know
00:44:10.100 You see fat cops everywhere
00:44:11.560 Like you can't even
00:44:12.500 How seriously do you take your job
00:44:14.260 That you can't even
00:44:14.740 Take care of yourself
00:44:15.520 Your job is to like
00:44:16.660 Hunt
00:44:16.880 Like manhandle
00:44:18.000 Criminals
00:44:18.420 And chase them down
00:44:19.140 And fight them
00:44:19.780 And this kind of thing
00:44:20.340 Right
00:44:20.540 And you're like
00:44:21.240 80 pounds overweight
00:44:22.280 You're obese
00:44:22.840 You couldn't chase
00:44:23.500 You don't even care
00:44:24.580 That used to drive me nuts too
00:44:27.120 In the military
00:44:27.820 Seeing guys that were just
00:44:28.760 Out of shape
00:44:29.300 It's like dude
00:44:29.900 This is a war job
00:44:31.800 Like it's the most
00:44:33.080 Physical job in the world
00:44:34.660 Do you think you just
00:44:36.480 Lay on a firing line
00:44:37.900 On a sunny afternoon
00:44:38.840 And take turns
00:44:39.520 Shooting at each other
00:44:40.280 With a bunch of guys
00:44:41.020 On the other end of the
00:44:41.720 No
00:44:42.280 You're on your feet
00:44:43.020 Constantly
00:44:43.680 Running around
00:44:44.780 Constantly
00:44:45.520 Climbing this
00:44:46.680 And pulling that
00:44:47.320 And dragging that
00:44:48.040 And pulling guys around
00:44:49.040 And ammo cans
00:44:50.240 And heavy weapons
00:44:50.980 And climbing up hills
00:44:52.420 And obstacles
00:44:53.000 And it's fucking rain
00:44:53.940 Sandbags
00:44:54.680 And digging holes
00:44:55.380 And go
00:44:55.800 Go
00:44:56.080 Go
00:44:56.440 All the fucking time
00:44:57.580 All day long
00:44:58.160 And you're a fucking
00:44:59.100 Overweight sack of shit
00:45:00.480 Do you even
00:45:02.500 Like do you even care
00:45:04.520 Do you even want
00:45:05.140 To do this job
00:45:06.040 Shouldn't you want
00:45:07.000 To be good at your job
00:45:07.960 You clearly don't
00:45:09.000 You clearly couldn't
00:45:09.740 Care less
00:45:10.160 You're just
00:45:10.580 Coasting
00:45:11.640 And that drives me nuts
00:45:13.260 I don't want people
00:45:15.260 That coast
00:45:15.740 I want people
00:45:16.320 That want to do better
00:45:17.600 I want people
00:45:18.580 That are doing their best
00:45:19.880 That are
00:45:20.540 Deliberately
00:45:21.680 Trying their best
00:45:22.900 Every day
00:45:23.360 Like you know
00:45:23.760 What David Goggins
00:45:24.500 Was saying
00:45:24.720 I'm nowhere near
00:45:25.300 That fucking guy's level
00:45:26.180 That guy's on another
00:45:26.920 Planet
00:45:27.840 You know
00:45:28.620 But he's like
00:45:29.020 I don't
00:45:29.280 He's like
00:45:29.540 I don't respect
00:45:30.000 People that don't try
00:45:31.060 And that's what I see
00:45:32.640 When I go out in the world
00:45:33.520 I see people
00:45:33.960 That don't give a shit
00:45:34.980 They're just sloths
00:45:37.680 Every day
00:45:39.080 I get older
00:45:40.500 I want to live
00:45:41.600 In the world
00:45:42.060 Less
00:45:42.440 Proportionally
00:45:43.340 It's just
00:45:44.880 You know
00:45:47.580 You know
00:45:48.160 I'll be out on my bike
00:45:48.820 Or something right
00:45:49.420 And you just
00:45:49.820 Pull up to a stop sign
00:45:50.740 And you look over
00:45:51.280 And there's some guy
00:45:52.080 In a fucking
00:45:53.140 F-250
00:45:54.060 Who's about
00:45:55.380 250
00:45:55.920 Overweight
00:45:56.540 Just shoveling
00:45:57.520 In a fucking
00:45:58.060 A cake
00:46:00.360 Into his face
00:46:01.060 And the whole truck's
00:46:01.820 Covered in rough rider shit
00:46:02.960 So like
00:46:03.260 So his whole life
00:46:04.000 Is sports ball
00:46:04.820 And being a fat slug
00:46:06.260 And like
00:46:07.180 He doesn't care about shit
00:46:08.140 Like this guy
00:46:08.640 Is a picture of excellence
00:46:10.800 You know
00:46:11.300 That's just the way it is
00:46:14.700 No that's not just the way it is
00:46:15.860 Canadians and Americans
00:46:16.840 We didn't look like this
00:46:17.760 In the 60s and 70s
00:46:18.780 People were in shape
00:46:19.600 And they went to work on time
00:46:21.480 And they tried
00:46:22.000 And there was consequences
00:46:22.920 For not doing your job
00:46:23.740 You get fired
00:46:24.380 And your boss could be like
00:46:26.680 The fuck is wrong
00:46:27.480 That you get chastised
00:46:28.460 And you couldn't say
00:46:29.400 I'm offended
00:46:30.160 And then sue the company
00:46:31.540 Because you suck
00:46:33.000 You suck
00:46:34.360 And got chewed out for it
00:46:36.080 So then you sue the company
00:46:37.440 For hate crime
00:46:38.360 Or something
00:46:39.120 Or misogyny
00:46:40.220 It's because I'm a woman
00:46:41.260 No it's because
00:46:41.920 You showed up work
00:46:42.720 You showed up to work late
00:46:43.820 Every day for a month
00:46:44.940 Debbie
00:46:45.260 Every day
00:46:46.900 Every day you're 10 minutes late
00:46:48.520 Let's add up these 10 minutes
00:46:49.860 That's 50 minutes a week
00:46:52.020 So an hour
00:46:53.120 That's 4 hours a month
00:46:54.440 You see where we're going
00:46:56.260 With this
00:46:56.740 That's half a work day
00:46:58.760 A month
00:46:59.160 That's several days a year
00:47:00.900 I'm paying you
00:47:01.760 To not be here
00:47:02.700 Efficiency
00:47:03.840 Okay
00:47:04.820 You're not
00:47:05.760 How fucking hard is it
00:47:07.340 To show up on time
00:47:08.100 It's too hard apparently
00:47:09.040 And you know
00:47:09.780 It's everywhere
00:47:12.060 It's across the board
00:47:13.020 Just sloth like
00:47:14.220 Nobody gives a fuck
00:47:15.280 So you see
00:47:16.480 You know
00:47:16.820 When people ask
00:47:18.400 Like why doesn't anybody
00:47:19.180 Do anything
00:47:19.760 This country's falling apart
00:47:21.320 Nobody seems to care
00:47:22.180 That's right
00:47:22.560 No one does care
00:47:23.520 Most people
00:47:24.880 Are not serious people
00:47:26.440 They're just sloths
00:47:28.140 They're slugs
00:47:28.980 They're donkeys
00:47:29.860 They don't even try
00:47:31.620 They do the bare minimum
00:47:32.960 If that
00:47:35.640 And they're always victims
00:47:38.220 If there's anything wrong with them
00:47:39.580 If there's any failure
00:47:40.660 In their life
00:47:41.160 If they're not where
00:47:41.740 They want to be in life
00:47:42.560 It's because they're a victim
00:47:43.480 It's because it's probably
00:47:44.540 Your fault
00:47:45.160 If they're a minority
00:47:46.680 It's because it's white people's fault
00:47:48.000 If they're a woman
00:47:49.100 It's because it's men's fault
00:47:50.760 If they're gay
00:47:52.640 It's because straight people
00:47:53.640 Are oppressing them
00:47:54.420 If it's
00:47:55.100 You know
00:47:55.340 You name it
00:47:56.820 There's an excuse
00:47:58.500 There's always an excuse
00:48:04.440 It's always
00:48:04.900 It's the patriarchy
00:48:06.300 It's the white supremacists
00:48:07.940 It's misogyny
00:48:10.140 It's my trauma
00:48:12.060 I'm a victim
00:48:12.800 We're soft
00:48:16.260 We're a soft people
00:48:17.120 And that's why nothing's happening
00:48:18.700 That's why nobody's doing anything about it
00:48:20.080 That's why you see all these women
00:48:21.320 Going to these PTA meetings
00:48:22.460 Saying what are you doing to our kids
00:48:23.700 Going to these protests
00:48:24.860 It's all women
00:48:25.640 Because there's no men anymore
00:48:27.440 They're all obsessed with nothing
00:48:31.420 Meaningless, empty shit
00:48:32.800 And that really bothers me also
00:48:34.240 Because again
00:48:34.860 In the military
00:48:36.300 We're talking life and death, man
00:48:38.820 This is some shit
00:48:40.680 This isn't paintball
00:48:42.020 This isn't the reserves
00:48:43.260 It's like
00:48:44.920 Listen, man
00:48:45.640 You know, like when I'm teaching something to somebody
00:48:47.480 If I'm teaching a C-16 class
00:48:49.520 Or, you know, whatever
00:48:50.960 And somebody's not quite paying attention
00:48:54.160 I'm like
00:48:54.640 I get mad
00:48:55.380 You know, like
00:48:55.780 Listen, man
00:48:56.300 And this has had been done
00:48:58.220 I had to learn it this way too
00:48:59.140 Someone had done this to me
00:49:00.340 When I was
00:49:00.720 When I was brand new
00:49:01.600 I wasn't really paying attention
00:49:02.780 You know
00:49:03.600 Daydreaming about whatever
00:49:05.200 Like
00:49:06.840 I'm teaching you this now
00:49:08.320 There's not going to be a do-over
00:49:10.000 And you may find yourself
00:49:11.600 Sometime
00:49:12.280 Anytime
00:49:12.680 I mean, who knew 9-11 was coming
00:49:14.980 Sometimes
00:49:16.460 You just
00:49:16.960 Oh, shit
00:49:17.680 A thing happened
00:49:18.440 And you're out the door
00:49:19.340 Gone to go do something somewhere
00:49:20.980 And you might be behind a weapon system
00:49:22.880 That you don't really understand
00:49:24.040 Or remember how to use
00:49:24.840 Because you weren't paying attention that day
00:49:26.060 And somebody's going to die
00:49:27.240 Maybe you
00:49:27.920 Because you can't remember
00:49:29.300 How to reload this fucking thing
00:49:30.540 And you can't remember
00:49:32.680 How the sights work
00:49:33.820 How do I upload this fucking
00:49:36.940 Live cannon again?
00:49:37.840 I don't know
00:49:38.200 You should have paid attention
00:49:38.940 A little late now
00:49:39.780 There's RPGs sailing in here
00:49:41.520 I've seen that happen
00:49:42.680 Guys like
00:49:44.900 Didn't know how to
00:49:45.520 How to adjust their own
00:49:46.420 Fucking C-79 optical sight
00:49:48.180 The sight on their rifles
00:49:49.520 They didn't know
00:49:49.940 Which way's up?
00:49:51.700 I'm like
00:49:51.880 Are you fucking serious right now?
00:49:53.180 Which way's up?
00:49:54.680 Right?
00:49:58.040 There's consequences
00:49:58.920 It's a serious job
00:50:00.260 This isn't fucking make-believe, man
00:50:01.500 Like people die for mistakes
00:50:02.740 And they did
00:50:03.320 So then you get out in the world
00:50:05.740 Where it's like
00:50:06.140 Oh, nothing matters
00:50:07.180 Like
00:50:07.560 It's just empty
00:50:08.720 You know?
00:50:11.340 And as far as guys go
00:50:12.540 That, you know
00:50:12.900 They get out of the military
00:50:13.520 And I was speaking earlier
00:50:14.260 About how like
00:50:14.720 They don't have a
00:50:15.300 You know, a mission anymore
00:50:16.440 You gotta find one
00:50:17.180 You gotta find something
00:50:17.820 I languished away
00:50:18.660 In that basement
00:50:19.780 For a couple of years
00:50:20.820 Before I started doing this
00:50:23.400 Because at least
00:50:25.120 I
00:50:25.360 I never really intended
00:50:26.680 To do this
00:50:27.240 I always kind of knew
00:50:28.060 On some level
00:50:29.080 I had a big mouth
00:50:29.880 And I was good at
00:50:30.500 Good at yapping away
00:50:31.700 I see all the chats
00:50:32.620 And stuff, guys
00:50:32.960 I'm gonna read them
00:50:33.660 In a bit here
00:50:34.340 I just don't wanna
00:50:35.180 I had people tell me
00:50:38.660 I was like
00:50:38.840 Dude, you should've
00:50:39.400 Been a comedian
00:50:40.020 You should've
00:50:40.660 Did this
00:50:41.000 Or you should have
00:50:41.500 You know
00:50:42.580 I'm good at talking
00:50:43.540 You know
00:50:44.080 But that was never
00:50:45.080 My intention
00:50:46.840 It just kind of
00:50:47.440 Happened by
00:50:48.120 Circumstance
00:50:49.880 Because again
00:50:51.680 I found myself
00:50:52.380 Sitting around
00:50:53.040 Doing
00:50:53.540 I don't know
00:50:54.160 What to do
00:50:54.480 With myself anymore
00:50:55.160 I'm not a
00:50:56.540 I'm not a person
00:50:57.180 That can just
00:50:57.820 Mow lawns for money
00:50:59.520 And be satisfied
00:51:00.200 With that
00:51:00.600 And be happy with that
00:51:01.440 It has to mean something
00:51:02.380 I have to be doing
00:51:03.100 Something that I believe in
00:51:04.080 Or that is meaningful
00:51:05.780 Or I consider to be meaningful
00:51:07.160 And everybody assigns
00:51:08.480 What that is
00:51:09.220 To themselves
00:51:10.560 What means something to me
00:51:12.260 Might not mean
00:51:12.800 Fucking jack shit to you
00:51:14.000 But if you're doing
00:51:15.200 Something that
00:51:15.760 You don't believe in
00:51:16.760 You don't care about
00:51:17.380 You're not gonna be happy
00:51:18.160 You know
00:51:19.440 And happiness isn't
00:51:20.360 Having money
00:51:22.120 Or buying shit
00:51:23.020 It's doing something
00:51:24.220 That you're
00:51:24.900 You know
00:51:26.120 You're pursuing
00:51:27.600 And contributing
00:51:28.700 Or doing something
00:51:29.380 That means something to you
00:51:30.240 And feels important
00:51:31.000 Feels like this is
00:51:32.140 You know
00:51:32.700 Work
00:51:33.740 You need work
00:51:34.420 You need a
00:51:35.500 A project
00:51:36.500 You need something
00:51:37.160 To work towards
00:51:37.920 Whatever that is
00:51:38.720 When I was in the military
00:51:39.880 It was my career
00:51:40.460 I was trying to get to
00:51:41.260 You know
00:51:41.620 Seesaw and JTF2
00:51:43.200 And this kind of thing
00:51:43.720 And that's what I went for
00:51:44.620 And I was going to the gym
00:51:45.780 Two, three times a day
00:51:46.640 Because I was
00:51:47.280 I don't do that so much anymore
00:51:48.880 Because it's not my mission anymore
00:51:50.200 I don't need to
00:51:51.340 I wish I did
00:51:53.160 I wish I had the time
00:51:54.320 You know
00:51:54.600 I wish I could go to the gym
00:51:55.840 I can't
00:51:56.260 Because Corona
00:51:56.860 And masks
00:51:57.600 And all this crap
00:51:58.300 But you know what I mean
00:52:01.180 You need an objective
00:52:02.920 You need to do
00:52:03.460 You need to have something
00:52:04.200 That matters to you
00:52:05.400 That you feel is important
00:52:07.680 That is worth your time
00:52:08.800 You know
00:52:10.000 You're doing this
00:52:10.480 Because you want to be doing it
00:52:11.780 If you don't
00:52:14.680 You know
00:52:15.100 You're gonna end up
00:52:15.580 Just fucking miserable
00:52:16.580 You know
00:52:17.100 Digging a hole in the ground
00:52:18.440 Digging ditches
00:52:19.060 I don't even have that job anymore
00:52:20.100 So you know
00:52:22.780 I just sat around
00:52:23.580 And was watching YouTube videos
00:52:25.100 And shit on the internet
00:52:25.900 And I learned a lot of shit
00:52:28.120 Over a couple of years
00:52:29.200 I wasn't contributing anything
00:52:30.720 I was just
00:52:31.320 Listening to this
00:52:32.380 And listening to that
00:52:33.160 Reading this
00:52:33.820 And reading that
00:52:34.480 And
00:52:34.700 Up late
00:52:36.460 Listening to that
00:52:37.140 And walk around
00:52:38.740 Go for a run
00:52:39.380 Think about it
00:52:40.020 Digest it
00:52:40.600 And then you know
00:52:41.280 And then I
00:52:42.860 Counter check it
00:52:43.680 With this
00:52:44.080 And that
00:52:44.340 It took years
00:52:45.000 I mean
00:52:45.320 I literally
00:52:45.620 I went to
00:52:46.020 Conspiracy theory school
00:52:47.000 Essentially
00:52:47.420 For a while
00:52:50.000 And just basically
00:52:51.120 Consumed everything
00:52:51.940 That I could get my hands on
00:52:53.140 You don't have to
00:52:53.760 Believe everything
00:52:54.600 That's the difference
00:52:55.480 Aristotle I think
00:52:56.260 Said that
00:52:56.680 It's the mark
00:52:57.380 Of an intelligent person
00:52:58.500 Or an intellect
00:52:59.120 That you can entertain
00:53:00.520 The thought of an idea
00:53:01.520 Without accepting it
00:53:02.420 Someone can tell me
00:53:03.580 Someone
00:53:03.820 Like you know
00:53:04.620 Someone can explain to me
00:53:06.920 You know
00:53:07.880 Their
00:53:09.720 Their eugenicist ideas
00:53:11.580 You know
00:53:12.200 And I can go
00:53:13.920 Okay I see what you mean
00:53:15.300 I understand
00:53:16.080 I get it
00:53:17.900 I don't agree with you
00:53:19.680 But I
00:53:20.160 See what you're saying
00:53:21.260 I get
00:53:21.880 You know what I mean
00:53:22.520 You're allowed to do that
00:53:23.960 You know what I mean
00:53:24.400 And that's
00:53:24.780 That's being taken out of society too
00:53:26.160 We're not even allowed to talk about certain
00:53:27.440 I don't mean eugenics right
00:53:28.740 But
00:53:29.440 Anything
00:53:30.120 Free speech is dead
00:53:31.680 Wrong think is here
00:53:33.680 You know
00:53:34.480 The government's talking about
00:53:35.340 There's no place for hate
00:53:36.440 Well who defines what hate is
00:53:38.160 How many people hate Justin Trudeau
00:53:39.800 Quite a few
00:53:40.340 Are they all going to go to jail
00:53:42.240 Is that illegal
00:53:42.840 Like what are you talking
00:53:43.520 What are you
00:53:43.880 What are you doing
00:53:44.580 You're legislating human emotions now
00:53:47.260 That's
00:53:47.520 That's great
00:53:47.980 That's not going to go anywhere terrible
00:53:49.920 We've
00:53:51.500 We're an immature society
00:53:52.800 Full of crybabies
00:53:53.620 And punk bitch
00:53:54.320 People
00:53:54.900 You can't even
00:53:56.260 You can't even listen to someone else's
00:53:57.900 Other point of view
00:53:58.880 Can't even listen to it
00:54:01.820 You just think that them
00:54:02.960 Them saying it out loud
00:54:04.380 Is going to damage things
00:54:06.120 They already decided
00:54:08.900 You know
00:54:09.160 This kid
00:54:09.640 Who
00:54:09.820 From what I understand
00:54:10.820 Is an accident
00:54:11.480 From everything I've
00:54:12.640 Talked
00:54:13.180 Read
00:54:13.640 And heard
00:54:14.340 From people down there
00:54:15.240 Guy was having problems
00:54:16.600 With his truck
00:54:17.220 Literally days prior
00:54:18.520 Runs these people over
00:54:22.260 Stops pretty much immediately
00:54:24.280 And tells the first person
00:54:25.540 He used to call the police
00:54:26.520 Because he ran some people over
00:54:27.680 Clearly a terrorist
00:54:28.780 Right
00:54:29.060 But he was dressed in all
00:54:30.540 Yeah he was either coming to
00:54:31.920 Or coming home from
00:54:33.200 Or going to
00:54:33.900 An airsoft club
00:54:35.760 Where they dress up
00:54:36.880 In military type fucking shit
00:54:38.280 And shoot pellets at each other
00:54:39.440 LARP as commandos
00:54:40.740 Right
00:54:40.980 Sounds like an accident to me
00:54:43.720 But no
00:54:44.260 The political class
00:54:45.380 The media decided
00:54:46.060 It was an anti-Muslim hate crime
00:54:47.380 Within an hour
00:54:47.960 Without knowing any of the facts
00:54:49.800 Without knowing anything
00:54:50.340 And now they're going to ruin
00:54:51.220 This kid's life
00:54:51.820 And just absolutely
00:54:53.240 Send him up the fucking river
00:54:54.520 Because for political reasons
00:54:56.500 And they're going to use that
00:54:59.660 As an excuse
00:55:00.280 As a reason
00:55:00.880 To shut up everybody
00:55:02.020 They don't like
00:55:02.680 Well they have the wrong opinion
00:55:03.680 So shut them up
00:55:04.340 You're pathetic
00:55:05.180 You can't even listen
00:55:05.960 To someone's opinion
00:55:06.680 And when you do that
00:55:07.800 You're just going to
00:55:08.240 Send everybody underground
00:55:09.260 You're not allowed
00:55:11.900 To express yourself
00:55:12.700 You're not allowed to say
00:55:13.500 You know
00:55:14.380 They think it's going to
00:55:16.420 People aren't going to
00:55:17.600 Think these things
00:55:18.300 People aren't still going to
00:55:20.140 Feel these things
00:55:20.920 We're not allowed
00:55:22.240 To talk about it
00:55:22.960 It's still in there
00:55:23.960 Trust me
00:55:24.440 And it's going to come out
00:55:25.400 One way or another
00:55:26.060 It can't not
00:55:28.220 That's like tell
00:55:32.400 You know
00:55:32.700 Let's do this the other way
00:55:33.420 Why don't you tell
00:55:34.000 The LGB community
00:55:35.340 Don't be gay
00:55:36.400 Don't talk about it
00:55:37.940 Don't fucking do it
00:55:38.820 Shut up
00:55:39.440 It's illegal
00:55:40.520 Right
00:55:42.400 Used to be illegal
00:55:43.820 What happened
00:55:44.700 They're going to do
00:55:45.460 Gay stuff anyway
00:55:46.100 Because they're gay
00:55:46.700 Like they just
00:55:48.080 That's who they are
00:55:49.120 And now they're saying
00:55:51.200 Don't be
00:55:51.560 Don't be nationalists
00:55:52.620 Don't be conservatives
00:55:55.740 Don't believe these things
00:55:57.200 Shut up
00:55:57.820 Don't talk about
00:55:58.840 Well they're still going to
00:56:00.020 All you're doing
00:56:01.640 Is galvanizing them
00:56:02.480 And making them
00:56:02.960 You know
00:56:03.200 Entrench themselves
00:56:03.960 Even further
00:56:04.540 And accept it
00:56:06.380 Like oh
00:56:06.760 This is war then
00:56:07.740 You're just straight up
00:56:09.060 Going to persecute me
00:56:09.920 And you know
00:56:10.600 We don't live in a free society
00:56:12.260 We can't even exchange ideas
00:56:13.380 Or talk about anything
00:56:14.140 Out loud anymore
00:56:14.800 Because it's hate
00:56:15.640 Government
00:56:16.460 And what does
00:56:17.440 Who defines what that is
00:56:18.920 The government does
00:56:19.760 Government can just say
00:56:20.520 Oh that's hate
00:56:21.000 Shut that down
00:56:22.480 Jail
00:56:23.360 Two to five years in prison
00:56:24.800 For wrong think
00:56:25.400 Why won't they do it
00:56:30.140 They do it in Russia
00:56:30.820 They do it in China
00:56:32.280 They do it in North Korea
00:56:33.260 Now they're going to do it in Canada
00:56:34.220 Those are our peers now
00:56:35.280 Isn't that nice
00:56:35.880 You know I got sidetracked
00:56:40.440 You need a mission of some kind
00:56:42.220 You need something
00:56:45.460 To dedicate your time to
00:56:46.600 And an objective
00:56:47.560 A goal
00:56:48.040 Something you want to do
00:56:49.480 And then start working
00:56:51.640 Towards that
00:56:52.040 Because if you're just
00:56:52.560 Languishing around
00:56:53.360 Like I was
00:56:53.900 Waiting for something to happen
00:56:54.920 Or hoping something
00:56:55.580 It's not going to
00:56:56.780 I got lucky
00:56:58.220 I watched a lot of this shit
00:56:59.420 And then it just kind of
00:57:00.140 Donned to me
00:57:00.460 Why don't I
00:57:00.860 Why don't I do this
00:57:01.740 You know
00:57:02.000 I can
00:57:02.300 I can fucking talk
00:57:04.100 You know
00:57:04.520 I can make silly videos
00:57:05.960 And stuff
00:57:06.320 I used to do that
00:57:06.920 In school
00:57:07.360 And a couple in the army too
00:57:08.960 Just to make guys laugh
00:57:09.840 And whatever
00:57:10.220 We'd make fun of
00:57:10.860 Take some exercise footage
00:57:12.520 And stuff
00:57:12.940 And make fun of people
00:57:13.720 You know
00:57:14.380 So I was like
00:57:14.880 I'll fucking make some
00:57:15.540 YouTube videos
00:57:16.020 And so I did
00:57:16.600 I started doing it
00:57:17.940 And it turns out
00:57:19.560 It felt good to do that
00:57:20.480 I liked
00:57:21.340 I liked knowing
00:57:22.180 That I could make people happy
00:57:23.200 And laugh
00:57:23.880 And get something out of it
00:57:25.140 And you know
00:57:26.260 It's like man
00:57:27.220 That was hilarious
00:57:27.820 I really enjoyed that
00:57:28.780 And that made me feel good
00:57:29.860 And that gave me
00:57:30.400 A purpose again
00:57:31.560 For something to do
00:57:32.860 You know
00:57:33.720 It's something positive
00:57:34.420 You can do
00:57:34.940 And that's all I wanted to do
00:57:36.120 But you know
00:57:36.660 Again of course
00:57:37.340 The government wouldn't
00:57:37.840 Let you do that
00:57:38.500 So it's you know
00:57:41.300 Barricade garage
00:57:42.020 We talked to him
00:57:42.560 Earlier
00:57:43.480 Same thing
00:57:44.080 He's like
00:57:44.340 I just wanted to make my
00:57:45.580 Channel about like
00:57:47.580 Fixing cars and trucks
00:57:48.960 And engines
00:57:49.320 He's a mechanic right
00:57:50.180 That's what I wanted to do
00:57:51.800 And then it just
00:57:52.860 Drifted into something else
00:57:54.280 Because you just won't
00:57:55.220 Leave us the hell alone
00:57:56.100 So you need
00:57:59.060 You need something
00:57:59.840 You need to
00:58:00.540 You know
00:58:01.300 Focus on and do
00:58:01.920 Yeah
00:58:02.080 Gary's in there
00:58:02.760 Gary
00:58:03.060 Fuck what he's
00:58:03.980 I saw the other night
00:58:04.640 He's fixing
00:58:05.040 Working on his boat
00:58:06.060 For hours and hours
00:58:06.920 Like you need something
00:58:07.840 You can't just sit around
00:58:08.660 And drift around
00:58:09.140 And do nothing
00:58:09.600 Or you're gonna go nuts
00:58:10.380 Idle hands
00:58:12.200 And the devil
00:58:12.660 Or whatever
00:58:13.140 How does it work
00:58:14.440 You know
00:58:14.940 And I'm doing this
00:58:19.160 And I can't
00:58:20.320 You know
00:58:21.040 And when you get like that
00:58:22.000 When you get in these moods
00:58:22.860 Again like
00:58:23.320 I'm no different than you guys
00:58:24.640 I get
00:58:25.840 You know
00:58:26.480 I have shitty days
00:58:27.320 Like everybody else
00:58:28.080 And sometimes I just
00:58:29.980 I am not
00:58:30.820 I don't get it today man
00:58:32.080 It ain't happening today
00:58:33.080 Sorry
00:58:33.780 I sat down
00:58:34.380 Everything set up
00:58:35.000 And everything
00:58:35.300 And I sat down
00:58:35.940 And I was just like
00:58:36.540 Yeah
00:58:39.160 No it's not happening
00:58:40.260 I'm just
00:58:40.960 I am too fucked up right now
00:58:42.500 You know
00:58:43.700 As long as you don't quit
00:58:45.560 That's all
00:58:46.560 Take a day off
00:58:47.980 Take a
00:58:48.740 You know
00:58:49.020 Get some sleep
00:58:49.860 Just do whatever you gotta do
00:58:51.000 But I
00:58:52.840 And you know
00:58:53.680 I lay there
00:58:54.080 And I'm like
00:58:54.320 What if
00:58:54.600 You know
00:58:54.920 I do think about that
00:58:55.740 All the time
00:58:56.220 Not all the time
00:58:57.600 But like
00:58:57.860 What if I just quit
00:58:58.640 Just delete everything
00:59:01.040 Just delete the whole thing
00:59:02.720 Delete every fucking account
00:59:05.000 I have
00:59:05.380 And just throw
00:59:06.000 And then throw my phone
00:59:06.940 In the woods
00:59:07.360 And then there
00:59:08.000 But then what do I do
00:59:09.720 What am I
00:59:11.920 Me
00:59:12.420 What am I gonna do
00:59:14.100 Am I gonna work at Radio Shack
00:59:15.720 Am I gonna go to university
00:59:17.640 Am I gonna fix cars
00:59:19.040 Like I know myself pretty well
00:59:22.300 And I know what I
00:59:23.520 I would not be happy
00:59:25.020 Doing any of those things
00:59:25.820 I'm a political guy
00:59:27.900 And I
00:59:28.420 Care about this shit
00:59:30.420 A lot
00:59:31.920 I really do
00:59:33.320 I'm pretty much
00:59:36.720 The polar opposite
00:59:37.420 Of someone like
00:59:38.000 Justin Trudeau
00:59:38.560 Or Jagmeet Singh
00:59:39.220 I actually do
00:59:40.200 Give a shit
00:59:40.720 It really does
00:59:41.860 Bother me
00:59:42.340 I really wish
00:59:43.480 I did have
00:59:44.400 The ability
00:59:44.960 To help
00:59:45.420 People
00:59:46.140 And fix this shit
00:59:47.240 Because I fucking would
00:59:48.180 And I'm just doing
00:59:50.260 What I can
00:59:50.700 To like
00:59:51.000 At least call
00:59:51.520 Awareness to it
00:59:52.260 And at the same time
00:59:54.220 Try and
00:59:54.700 Keep people going
00:59:56.640 That are
00:59:57.020 Not having
00:59:57.860 Not doing well
00:59:58.700 Because I understand
01:00:00.860 The value of that
01:00:01.720 Because I've been
01:00:02.500 In those places
01:00:03.040 Where I needed
01:00:03.560 Somebody to just
01:00:04.300 Just validate
01:00:05.140 What I'm
01:00:05.720 What I'm feeling
01:00:06.420 That I'm not
01:00:09.400 A crazy
01:00:10.100 You know
01:00:11.220 Lost person
01:00:12.680 That just should
01:00:13.360 Get a bullet in the head
01:00:14.280 Or just to be
01:00:14.840 Wrapped up in a
01:00:15.600 In a straitjacket
01:00:16.800 In an institution
01:00:17.460 Somewhere
01:00:17.820 Because you're
01:00:18.300 Literally the only
01:00:18.840 Person in the world
01:00:19.580 That feels this way
01:00:20.440 And it does
01:00:21.620 Get like that
01:00:22.560 So
01:00:23.840 You know
01:00:24.480 We all need that
01:00:25.420 And I'm like
01:00:26.840 If I can do that
01:00:27.600 For people
01:00:28.020 I mean fuck
01:00:28.620 I kind of have to
01:00:29.360 You know what I mean
01:00:30.780 What else am I going to do
01:00:33.220 I like doing it
01:00:34.440 I mean
01:00:37.520 I can't think of
01:00:39.020 Anything else to do
01:00:39.620 And I mean unless
01:00:40.240 And I've had opportunities
01:00:41.340 To do other things
01:00:42.120 A couple of my buddies
01:00:43.460 Work in a security
01:00:44.420 Contracting company
01:00:45.320 Is like hey
01:00:45.680 You want to come to Africa
01:00:46.420 It's 10 grand a month
01:00:47.840 U.S.
01:00:49.160 Tax free
01:00:49.700 Might get shot at
01:00:51.580 A little bit
01:00:51.960 But you know
01:00:52.540 You know
01:00:53.320 Mercenary jobs
01:00:54.360 Pays real well
01:00:56.020 Last year
01:00:58.840 I was very close
01:00:59.780 To considering doing it
01:01:00.520 Before you know
01:01:01.140 I started really
01:01:01.800 Doing this full time
01:01:02.660 I mean
01:01:05.620 But I wouldn't be
01:01:06.440 Happy doing that either
01:01:07.200 Because
01:01:07.600 It's like
01:01:08.900 What does it mean
01:01:09.560 It's just
01:01:09.860 I'm just doing this
01:01:10.520 For money
01:01:11.000 I'm just over here
01:01:12.860 What am I doing
01:01:14.500 Shooting people
01:01:17.820 For money
01:01:18.300 Like that's
01:01:19.500 That can't be good
01:01:20.220 For your soul
01:01:20.760 You know
01:01:21.080 Long term
01:01:21.680 You know
01:01:22.520 A lot of guys
01:01:24.260 Like the job
01:01:24.940 They like the intensity
01:01:26.180 And the adrenaline rush
01:01:27.760 Of it
01:01:28.020 And the
01:01:28.500 The intensity
01:01:30.080 Of being in a
01:01:30.900 Life and death
01:01:31.800 Combat
01:01:32.360 It is addictive
01:01:33.360 It's terrifying
01:01:36.840 But it's also
01:01:37.540 It's hard to
01:01:39.200 Nothing else
01:01:39.900 Comes close
01:01:40.880 You know
01:01:42.940 You can't compare it
01:01:45.960 To anything
01:01:46.200 There's nothing
01:01:46.640 Like that
01:01:47.420 You're just so close
01:01:49.080 To death
01:01:49.480 And you're so alive
01:01:50.240 At the same time
01:01:50.980 It's like
01:01:51.400 Whew
01:01:52.660 You know
01:01:53.160 It's hard to say no
01:01:53.880 To that
01:01:54.100 To a lot
01:01:54.440 To a lot
01:01:54.800 And I
01:01:55.080 So I get it
01:01:55.720 And I get it
01:01:56.300 And especially
01:01:56.660 If it pays really well
01:01:57.520 And you get to be
01:01:58.720 With the boys again
01:01:59.440 I mean they miss
01:02:00.060 They miss the army
01:02:00.720 They miss the guys
01:02:01.400 And they miss this
01:02:01.880 Kind of stuff
01:02:02.320 And the army's
01:02:04.180 Not what it used to be
01:02:04.900 So you know
01:02:05.520 But I was like
01:02:05.920 But besides that
01:02:06.640 Like what the hell
01:02:07.180 Am I gonna do
01:02:07.740 I mean you guys
01:02:08.820 Have watched me
01:02:09.280 For a lot
01:02:09.740 A couple of years now
01:02:10.680 For hours and hours
01:02:11.940 A week
01:02:12.320 This isn't a fake character
01:02:14.120 This is very
01:02:14.840 I'm just straight up
01:02:16.100 I was talking to Greg
01:02:17.240 Last night
01:02:17.720 You know
01:02:17.960 Thanks for the conversation
01:02:19.020 Greg
01:02:19.300 And he's like
01:02:19.640 Yeah you know
01:02:19.980 You leave it all out there
01:02:20.960 It's gotta be exhausting
01:02:22.140 I'm like
01:02:22.520 I do
01:02:23.100 It's not an act
01:02:24.360 I'm
01:02:25.380 You know
01:02:25.840 I'm very similar
01:02:26.660 To Alex Jones
01:02:27.480 In that way
01:02:28.280 I think
01:02:28.780 I'm not
01:02:29.980 You know
01:02:31.540 It's a
01:02:32.460 I'm very passionate
01:02:33.400 About this stuff
01:02:34.080 And I fucking mean it
01:02:34.880 You know
01:02:35.140 I mean the things
01:02:36.080 That I say
01:02:36.560 And I'm not afraid
01:02:38.220 To just do
01:02:39.140 And it's
01:02:39.480 But it's exhausting
01:02:40.160 You know
01:02:40.540 So what do you do
01:02:42.200 With somebody like that
01:02:43.000 So that's the same thing
01:02:44.120 What would Alex Jones do
01:02:45.360 If he wasn't doing that
01:02:46.460 Would he be
01:02:47.960 An interior decorator
01:02:49.920 Like
01:02:50.280 Is he gonna redo your kitchen
01:02:52.360 You know
01:02:53.100 What kind of fridge you got here
01:02:55.760 Yeah I can get a better fridge
01:02:57.120 I can get you a nice dishwasher here
01:02:59.140 I'm gonna redo these countertops
01:03:00.460 What kind of countertops are these
01:03:02.240 These marble made in China
01:03:03.160 You know what they do in China
01:03:03.980 These are Chinese countertops
01:03:05.660 You know
01:03:05.840 In China
01:03:06.420 They're eating unborn babies in China
01:03:08.840 You know
01:03:09.420 Like it wouldn't last long for him
01:03:10.880 He would just be right back to it
01:03:12.680 And the same thing would be for me
01:03:14.300 I'd be doing something for 10 minutes
01:03:16.940 For no time at all
01:03:18.320 And I'd see something made in China
01:03:19.680 My brain would immediately be like
01:03:21.020 You know
01:03:22.820 Or like
01:03:25.060 Oh
01:03:25.280 Because of inflation
01:03:26.640 This has gone up this much percent
01:03:28.140 You know
01:03:29.980 Just trying to not
01:03:31.000 Fucking say anything
01:03:32.440 The Canadian military today
01:03:37.740 Has announced that ranks
01:03:38.640 Will all be gender neutral
01:03:39.740 And Foxkin Commander
01:03:41.300 Christy Babooblydoo
01:03:42.700 Is now the general
01:03:43.640 Of the
01:03:43.840 You know
01:03:45.300 Like
01:03:45.600 I can't
01:03:47.920 I have to
01:03:48.680 I just
01:03:49.100 It's who
01:03:49.500 You gotta be
01:03:50.340 You know
01:03:51.180 You gotta be true to yourself
01:03:52.200 Right
01:03:52.500 And that's
01:03:53.640 That makes you
01:03:54.240 And honestly
01:03:54.700 And I was
01:03:55.060 Another friend of mine
01:03:55.900 Chris
01:03:56.240 Again
01:03:56.620 Thanks for the conversation
01:03:57.580 I was talking to him yesterday
01:03:59.560 And he's like
01:04:01.260 My life is
01:04:03.120 Is pretty
01:04:03.760 I'm healthy
01:04:05.080 My relationships are healthy
01:04:06.980 I'm healthy
01:04:07.900 I'm doing well
01:04:09.080 You know
01:04:10.840 But the
01:04:11.360 But everybody's telling me
01:04:13.300 I'm crazy
01:04:13.880 And it's like
01:04:14.540 But I'm fine
01:04:15.380 Like I'm not
01:04:15.920 I'm not somebody who's
01:04:19.180 I'm not
01:04:19.800 Not sleeping for four days
01:04:21.420 At a time
01:04:22.040 And ranting and raving
01:04:23.100 About QAnon
01:04:23.980 You know
01:04:24.740 At four o'clock in the morning
01:04:26.060 On a live stream
01:04:27.040 For two people
01:04:27.780 And like
01:04:28.180 You know
01:04:29.000 And just
01:04:29.400 Not eating
01:04:30.260 And acting crazy
01:04:31.280 And you know
01:04:31.740 What I mean
01:04:32.020 I get up in the morning
01:04:33.900 I drink my coffee
01:04:34.640 I exercise
01:04:35.120 I've got a routine
01:04:35.960 I you know
01:04:36.640 I talk to my friends
01:04:38.680 I've got good relationships
01:04:39.660 I talk to my parents
01:04:40.640 And my kids
01:04:41.180 You know what I mean
01:04:41.740 And I'm like
01:04:42.140 I'm actually doing fine
01:04:43.100 It's the world that's sick
01:04:45.320 You know
01:04:46.440 They're like
01:04:46.740 Be like us
01:04:47.540 I'm like
01:04:47.760 I don't want to
01:04:48.260 Fucking be like you
01:04:48.920 You're crazy
01:04:49.460 You're walking around
01:04:50.260 With a mask on
01:04:51.020 With a plastic shield
01:04:51.860 On your face
01:04:52.420 And latex gloves
01:04:53.320 To go into a grocery store
01:04:55.060 To do all the
01:04:55.600 Nah
01:04:56.600 No I'm
01:04:57.680 No no no no
01:04:58.700 You're not going to
01:04:59.280 Gaslight me into this
01:05:00.380 You know
01:05:03.640 So it's like
01:05:04.420 Man yeah
01:05:05.720 And you know
01:05:07.400 They'll say
01:05:07.640 Well you're in the minority
01:05:08.580 Yeah I know that
01:05:09.500 But that doesn't mean
01:05:10.080 It's wrong
01:05:10.860 You know
01:05:12.400 The minority of people
01:05:13.240 Believed the earth
01:05:13.940 Was round
01:05:14.480 The minority of people
01:05:16.040 Believed that
01:05:16.600 Slavery should probably
01:05:17.840 Be abolished
01:05:18.540 You know
01:05:21.940 Minority of people
01:05:23.500 Believed a lot of things
01:05:24.400 Before it became true
01:05:25.360 And then it was accepted
01:05:27.320 And then
01:05:27.920 You know
01:05:28.500 The stupid people
01:05:30.460 Take credit for it
01:05:31.900 Yeah we always knew that
01:05:34.360 No you didn't
01:05:35.280 You stupid bitch
01:05:36.360 Had you been around that time
01:05:37.380 You would have agreed
01:05:37.860 With the mob
01:05:38.360 The mob is always wrong
01:05:39.580 Always
01:05:40.220 Always
01:05:42.220 Look what's coming out now
01:05:44.440 I mean we were right
01:05:45.380 Fauci's emails
01:05:47.000 Are all out there
01:05:47.720 They don't want to look at them
01:05:48.720 That's their fucking problem
01:05:49.720 But they're there
01:05:51.260 The masks are pointless
01:05:53.840 Essentially
01:05:54.420 They do nothing
01:05:55.360 Yeah
01:05:56.320 Yeah we knew that
01:05:57.400 The whole time
01:05:57.980 And the guy who
01:05:59.340 Is setting policy
01:06:00.340 For the United States
01:06:01.300 The top docketer
01:06:02.800 Has admitted that
01:06:04.700 They don't do anything
01:06:05.660 So all these people
01:06:07.520 Like me
01:06:07.980 You're an idiot
01:06:08.940 You were wrong
01:06:09.520 The whole time
01:06:10.060 You were always wrong
01:06:10.940 So again
01:06:16.640 I really don't care
01:06:17.480 You know
01:06:17.720 Being the minority or not
01:06:18.900 Like I know what I
01:06:19.540 You know
01:06:20.300 And that's my choice
01:06:21.160 If I want to live my life
01:06:21.920 This way
01:06:22.260 You leave me
01:06:22.560 And they don't want
01:06:23.100 To leave you alone
01:06:23.600 That's another problem
01:06:25.720 I'm not here
01:06:28.460 And none of you guys
01:06:29.900 Are up here
01:06:30.380 Saying that
01:06:31.580 We need to force
01:06:32.440 We need to force
01:06:34.080 The rest of society
01:06:34.900 To live the way
01:06:35.420 We want them to
01:06:36.100 No
01:06:37.100 I want to live the way
01:06:38.800 That I want to
01:06:39.540 And raise my family
01:06:41.360 The way I want to
01:06:42.520 And I want to be left alone
01:06:43.740 I want to just be left alone
01:06:45.460 To be myself
01:06:46.640 And express myself
01:06:49.160 The way I want
01:06:49.940 And isn't that
01:06:50.560 Isn't that the credo
01:06:51.800 Of the left
01:06:52.400 And these people
01:06:53.040 Born this way
01:06:55.760 Be yourself
01:06:56.720 Etc
01:06:57.100 I keep seeing this meme
01:06:58.600 That's pretty funny
01:06:59.200 It's like if you're
01:06:59.820 You know
01:07:00.460 I'm an LGBTQI
01:07:02.300 Blah blah blah
01:07:03.060 And I'm attracted to
01:07:04.840 Trans dimensional
01:07:06.120 Fucking whatever
01:07:06.960 Like well they're born that way
01:07:08.340 I was born a heterosexual man
01:07:11.200 And I'm attracted to
01:07:12.000 Heterosexual females
01:07:13.020 That
01:07:13.700 Is societal programming
01:07:15.360 And that's toxic masculinity
01:07:16.360 That is a mental condition
01:07:18.020 No it's not
01:07:19.560 That's just
01:07:20.060 That's who I am
01:07:21.460 And you know
01:07:22.200 You're not allowed
01:07:22.720 That's not allowed
01:07:23.460 These people are sick and insane
01:07:26.680 I don't care
01:07:28.720 I mean
01:07:29.040 And they're going to make this illegal
01:07:30.080 They're going to make what I'm doing illegal
01:07:31.360 Very soon
01:07:32.400 And then I don't know
01:07:34.240 I don't know what's going to happen
01:07:35.200 Do I wait
01:07:38.800 Do I wait for them to arrest me
01:07:40.100 Do I
01:07:42.000 Hop the border over to Montana
01:07:44.220 Or North Dakota
01:07:44.920 And carry on from there
01:07:46.440 As a fucking refugee
01:07:47.360 And say
01:07:47.840 Oh come back
01:07:48.600 Whenever this country
01:07:49.920 Feels like fighting for itself
01:07:51.200 Because right now
01:07:52.000 It doesn't want to
01:07:52.680 Right now it's fine with it
01:07:53.640 Canada loves it
01:07:54.820 Far and wide again
01:07:56.380 Because they're soft
01:07:57.040 And they're just too busy
01:07:58.040 With sports ball
01:07:58.780 And stuff in their face
01:07:59.620 And not at all concerned
01:08:01.080 Not everybody
01:08:01.800 A lot of people are
01:08:02.620 Obviously very concerned
01:08:03.680 But not nearly enough
01:08:04.520 Oh
01:08:09.560 I don't know
01:08:10.740 Let's see
01:08:11.400 Let's see here
01:08:12.520 I'm going to read some of these
01:08:13.500 And probably get out of here in a minute
01:08:14.560 Let's see if I can remember
01:08:16.300 If there's anything else
01:08:16.780 I wanted to talk about
01:08:17.600 Oh yeah
01:08:18.320 Rempel's tweet
01:08:18.980 See that
01:08:19.340 Yeah
01:08:19.540 Right
01:08:20.120 There's no opposition
01:08:22.660 There isn't
01:08:23.760 Like
01:08:24.940 Think about that
01:08:26.580 Absorb that
01:08:27.280 And understand
01:08:28.040 That
01:08:29.160 The entire government we have
01:08:30.940 Is occupied by the enemy
01:08:32.280 The enemy being cultural Marxism
01:08:34.500 That ideology
01:08:35.200 They're all communists
01:08:36.420 Whether they admit it or not
01:08:38.380 Whether they even know it or not
01:08:39.700 Does it matter
01:08:41.460 Does it matter
01:08:42.800 I mean we fucking
01:08:45.100 Hung the radio operator
01:08:46.880 From Auschwitz right
01:08:47.860 Because he
01:08:48.440 Well he should have known better
01:08:49.620 So why doesn't that logic apply now
01:08:53.100 Michelle Rempel-Garner's out there
01:08:54.320 Be like
01:08:54.500 I'm a she her
01:08:55.480 And I'm privileged
01:08:56.260 Cis white female
01:08:57.280 Blah blah blah blah
01:08:58.000 You're fucking compromised
01:08:59.460 That's Marxism
01:09:00.700 You're infected
01:09:04.200 You're the enemy
01:09:05.300 You have to fucking go
01:09:06.860 All of you
01:09:08.440 The entire conservative party
01:09:09.740 You have to go
01:09:10.780 The NDP
01:09:11.660 The liberal
01:09:12.460 All of
01:09:12.960 Every single one of them
01:09:14.180 We have no one in the government
01:09:15.880 That's sane anymore
01:09:17.160 No one
01:09:18.360 They're either unwilling
01:09:22.080 Or incapable
01:09:22.800 Of doing anything
01:09:23.860 So where does that leave us
01:09:25.740 People need to
01:09:30.980 Understand that
01:09:32.620 And then
01:09:34.460 Organize
01:09:35.840 Something
01:09:36.600 Because they're waiting around
01:09:40.280 For the government
01:09:40.860 To like figure
01:09:41.760 They're not ever going
01:09:42.720 To figure it out
01:09:43.300 They don't work for you
01:09:43.960 They work for the Chinese
01:09:44.800 And they work for the bankers
01:09:45.620 And they work for the
01:09:46.180 You know
01:09:46.480 Global entities
01:09:47.200 Like we're at war
01:09:49.620 We're basically captured
01:09:50.980 Okay
01:09:51.940 Canada is a captured country
01:09:53.280 United States is being captured
01:09:55.780 But you've got places like
01:09:57.020 South Dakota
01:09:57.860 Maybe I'll go there
01:09:58.480 Christy Noem
01:09:59.080 She's pretty
01:09:59.640 She's purdy
01:10:00.560 That woman has more balls
01:10:02.240 Than every single man
01:10:03.420 In elected office in Canada
01:10:04.940 Except maybe Derek Sloan
01:10:06.420 You know
01:10:07.360 In the federal politics
01:10:08.460 She told Biden
01:10:10.080 You want these guns
01:10:10.800 Come get them baby
01:10:11.600 Come get my guns
01:10:12.920 I dare you
01:10:13.600 They didn't do lockdowns
01:10:15.380 Not doing masks
01:10:16.040 Not doing vaccine passports
01:10:17.140 None of that shit
01:10:17.680 South Dakota
01:10:18.520 It's like six hours away from here
01:10:20.020 Like from Windsor, Ontario
01:10:26.040 The very southern tip
01:10:26.940 Of the province of Ontario
01:10:28.080 For those of you
01:10:28.840 In the United States
01:10:29.440 Where they had that NASCAR
01:10:31.080 Indianapolis
01:10:31.880 Was that where it was?
01:10:33.640 Hours away
01:10:34.380 There was 150,000
01:10:35.560 Fucking people there
01:10:36.360 No masks
01:10:37.620 No vaccine passports
01:10:38.740 None of that
01:10:39.140 But in Windsor, Ontario
01:10:40.360 Oh no
01:10:40.940 Lockdown
01:10:41.620 We're gonna lock down
01:10:42.600 They're not even living
01:10:46.780 In reality anymore
01:10:47.760 They're crazy
01:10:48.720 They're gone in the head
01:10:50.240 They're either incapable
01:10:51.840 Or unwilling
01:10:53.100 To face reality
01:10:55.020 That's extremely bad
01:10:58.220 That's extremely dangerous
01:10:59.440 And if we don't do anything about it
01:11:00.860 Literally me and you
01:11:02.080 And every
01:11:02.380 I don't
01:11:02.880 And you know
01:11:03.240 Everybody wants to
01:11:04.220 Somebody will
01:11:04.920 Somebody somewhere
01:11:05.880 There is no somebody somewhere
01:11:07.400 It's literally you
01:11:08.500 And me
01:11:10.800 And everyone else
01:11:12.020 And I'm just as much
01:11:13.040 Of a failure as the rest of us
01:11:14.420 Like I haven't done anything
01:11:15.280 I'm doing this
01:11:17.200 I'm trying to
01:11:17.760 You know
01:11:17.980 Call attention to this
01:11:18.920 And galvanize
01:11:19.840 And not radicalize people
01:11:22.040 But simply like
01:11:22.740 Look at what's going on
01:11:23.860 Is this acceptable to you?
01:11:25.860 Because no one else
01:11:26.780 Is pointing this out
01:11:27.600 CBC's not gonna tell you
01:11:28.640 These things
01:11:29.080 Does that mean they're not true?
01:11:31.080 Of course they are
01:11:31.800 But they're not gonna say it
01:11:33.280 You need all the information
01:11:37.420 And again
01:11:37.880 I'm gonna read these in a second
01:11:38.880 This is why I started this
01:11:39.980 In the first place
01:11:40.720 I joined the military
01:11:45.020 When I was
01:11:45.620 16
01:11:46.220 17 years old
01:11:47.220 I didn't know
01:11:49.160 What the fuck
01:11:49.620 I was doing
01:11:50.100 I didn't know anything
01:11:51.640 About Zionism
01:11:52.700 Or the bankers
01:11:54.080 Or the
01:11:54.440 I didn't know
01:11:55.520 Any of that shit
01:11:56.160 All I knew
01:11:56.660 Is I wanted to
01:11:57.280 You know
01:11:57.920 I saw the war movies
01:11:58.960 And I understood
01:11:59.560 The concept of
01:12:00.400 You know
01:12:00.920 Men standing up
01:12:01.840 And fighting for their people
01:12:02.840 And being soldiers
01:12:03.600 And fighting in war
01:12:04.820 And the brotherhood
01:12:05.500 And the intensity of it
01:12:06.200 And I wanted that
01:12:06.880 That's all I wanted
01:12:07.580 That's all I gave a shit about
01:12:08.820 It was as simple as that
01:12:10.620 The rest of that stuff
01:12:12.100 Came later
01:12:12.640 And because of that
01:12:20.020 Ignorance
01:12:20.740 And lack of
01:12:22.280 True information
01:12:23.640 I was nearly killed
01:12:25.400 Now I don't hear anything
01:12:26.620 Out of the left side of my head
01:12:27.480 If I'm watching TV
01:12:28.560 And I wanna lay down
01:12:29.880 And put a pillow to this ear
01:12:31.720 I can't hear the fucking TV
01:12:33.040 It's just
01:12:33.440 I gotta
01:12:35.620 I can't lay that way
01:12:37.300 I can't hear anything
01:12:37.980 If somebody's trying to talk to me
01:12:39.580 I gotta go
01:12:39.980 I gotta lean in like a bird
01:12:41.400 With my right ear to hear
01:12:42.580 I can't hear anything
01:12:43.240 My back hurts
01:12:44.840 All the time
01:12:45.700 Literally 24-7
01:12:47.400 It just always hurts
01:12:48.440 My hip is fucked up
01:12:50.180 My knees
01:12:50.580 You know
01:12:50.920 I've got all this shit
01:12:51.900 Never mind the mental issues
01:12:53.600 I've already talked about
01:12:54.300 And the brain damage
01:12:54.940 All of that
01:12:56.140 Was a result of a mistake
01:12:57.520 That I made
01:12:59.420 Because I didn't have
01:13:00.480 The correct information
01:13:01.500 Nobody told me
01:13:02.720 Had someone told me
01:13:04.080 Hey
01:13:04.440 9-11 was bullshit
01:13:06.040 This is a giant scam
01:13:08.000 This is about money
01:13:10.580 This whole war
01:13:11.440 Is for money
01:13:12.220 And for
01:13:14.000 You know
01:13:14.280 So we can destroy
01:13:15.020 The enemies of another country
01:13:16.300 That has nothing to do with us
01:13:17.560 This is not worth your life
01:13:19.240 Or even a drop of blood
01:13:21.260 Or your
01:13:21.560 Or your hearing
01:13:22.380 Or any of it
01:13:22.840 It's not worth it
01:13:23.560 I didn't know any of that
01:13:24.600 Too late
01:13:25.660 Too late for that
01:13:26.700 And too late for all of my friends
01:13:27.840 That got fucking blown to bits
01:13:28.940 And sent home in bags
01:13:29.900 Bags and boxes
01:13:30.840 One of our vehicles
01:13:32.620 Got hit with an IED
01:13:33.420 Six killed
01:13:34.100 Eight body bags
01:13:35.200 There was that much body parts
01:13:36.680 And guts around
01:13:37.220 They didn't know who was who
01:13:38.000 So it was like
01:13:38.420 Well
01:13:38.620 Who is this
01:13:40.280 I don't know
01:13:40.700 Put it in a bag
01:13:41.380 True story
01:13:43.740 Took them a while
01:13:47.380 To find the one guy
01:13:48.060 The sergeant
01:13:48.520 Because he was blown out
01:13:49.300 Of the fucking hatch
01:13:49.980 Kilometer in the god damn air
01:13:51.620 Somewhere
01:13:51.900 Where did he go
01:13:53.400 I don't know
01:13:53.780 Let's go look for the
01:13:54.900 Dead corpse of our friend
01:13:56.040 You know
01:13:56.360 And so many other guys
01:13:59.840 You know
01:14:00.100 And then all the suicides
01:14:01.040 After the fact
01:14:01.480 Because nobody
01:14:02.160 Do you think any of us
01:14:03.460 If we all knew that
01:14:04.440 If we all knew what was
01:14:05.260 Really going on
01:14:05.940 Do you think we would have
01:14:06.500 Decided
01:14:06.760 Yeah let's
01:14:07.400 Yeah fuck it
01:14:08.100 Let's go
01:14:08.560 Who cares
01:14:09.200 You know
01:14:10.900 The people we were fighting
01:14:13.480 Were probably just as confused
01:14:14.820 Like what
01:14:17.100 What the fuck is going on
01:14:18.560 I don't know
01:14:19.100 But America's here
01:14:19.940 To fuck us up now
01:14:21.380 Like well what did we do
01:14:22.440 I don't know
01:14:22.920 They're just evil
01:14:23.660 They're just invading
01:14:24.960 And they're just blowing shit up
01:14:26.260 Well that's
01:14:27.540 That's pretty fucked up
01:14:28.460 I know
01:14:29.080 So they go and fight us
01:14:30.620 You know what I mean
01:14:31.080 Like neither of us
01:14:31.780 On either side
01:14:32.480 We're like
01:14:32.740 It's like the ants
01:14:35.940 In the jar trick
01:14:36.660 You get the red ants
01:14:37.380 And the black ants
01:14:37.940 In the jar
01:14:38.240 And you just shake it up
01:14:38.880 And they fight each other
01:14:39.620 And then outside the jar
01:14:42.000 Somebody's taking bets
01:14:42.820 And making money on who wins
01:14:43.940 That's the world
01:14:45.780 That's how it works now
01:14:47.300 All these wars
01:14:48.480 Are fucking bullshit
01:14:49.660 It's a money
01:14:50.760 It's an industry
01:14:51.520 We're still in Afghanistan
01:14:53.000 For fuck's sakes
01:14:53.880 I could go on and on
01:14:55.060 About this forever
01:14:55.560 But anyway
01:14:55.960 The point I'm trying to make
01:14:57.140 Is it's important
01:14:58.880 To know all the information
01:15:01.700 Even if you don't like it
01:15:03.960 Even if it's uncomfortable
01:15:04.980 Even
01:15:05.340 That's racist
01:15:06.440 I don't care
01:15:07.220 If it's
01:15:07.620 Information
01:15:08.340 I want to know what it is
01:15:09.780 And then I will decide
01:15:11.300 What to do with that
01:15:12.180 It's not your call
01:15:13.640 It's not up to you
01:15:15.100 Uncle government
01:15:16.120 It's not up to you
01:15:17.940 Steven
01:15:18.680 Or Justin
01:15:20.100 Or any
01:15:20.640 Or Jagmeet
01:15:21.900 Jagmeet
01:15:22.740 Your Rolex
01:15:24.120 Wearing $25,000 suit
01:15:25.820 Wearing fucking BMW
01:15:26.960 BMW driving motherfucker
01:15:28.740 I'm a man of the people
01:15:30.420 Yeah whatever
01:15:31.240 Why don't you just throw on
01:15:33.020 Your fucking Monopoly guy suit
01:15:34.200 And fuck off already
01:15:35.040 You're a joke
01:15:35.940 I'll decide what to do
01:15:40.860 With that information
01:15:41.560 Okay
01:15:42.680 For you to keep that from me
01:15:44.140 Is criminal
01:15:44.700 That's what the news
01:15:46.660 Is supposed to do
01:15:47.360 It's supposed to go
01:15:47.700 Here's everything that we know
01:15:49.320 Everything we can find
01:15:51.580 On this subject
01:15:52.340 Here it is
01:15:53.500 As you were
01:15:54.480 And then we as the public
01:15:56.380 Are supposed to
01:15:56.860 Consume that
01:15:57.460 And go hmm
01:15:58.080 What do you think
01:15:59.160 Is going on
01:15:59.820 And then we'll figure it out
01:16:00.860 On our own
01:16:01.320 That's how the news
01:16:02.400 Is supposed to work
01:16:03.500 I'm not the news
01:16:06.540 I'm here as a result
01:16:07.940 Of there not being
01:16:08.820 The news
01:16:09.340 We have propaganda now
01:16:10.780 We have liars
01:16:12.520 We have a ministry
01:16:13.780 Of truth
01:16:14.440 And because of that
01:16:16.080 There's people like me
01:16:17.060 All over the place
01:16:18.120 Saying the same things
01:16:19.280 And now they're going
01:16:21.520 To try and come out
01:16:22.160 And they're going to try
01:16:22.760 And make it illegal
01:16:23.420 To do what we're doing
01:16:24.120 And they're going to
01:16:24.440 Call it hate
01:16:25.020 It's hateful
01:16:25.880 What you're doing
01:16:26.480 To be pointing out
01:16:28.140 That they're liars
01:16:28.740 And they're thieves
01:16:29.380 And they're killers
01:16:30.380 Oh no
01:16:31.900 You're a thief
01:16:32.420 You're a hate
01:16:32.840 You're hate
01:16:33.280 It's hate
01:16:33.840 Uh huh
01:16:35.340 And these people
01:16:40.480 At antifa
01:16:41.820 And anti-hate
01:16:42.540 That are going to
01:16:42.960 Facilitate these arrests
01:16:44.000 And these prosecutions
01:16:44.820 With their articles
01:16:45.380 And stuff right
01:16:45.880 That they're going to use
01:16:46.580 To get arrest warrants
01:16:47.580 For us
01:16:47.920 Once these bills
01:16:49.020 Go through
01:16:49.400 You work for billionaires
01:16:51.660 You work for big pharma
01:16:54.180 And the war industrial complex
01:16:55.440 And the bankers
01:16:56.240 And the Israelis
01:16:56.960 That's who you work for
01:16:58.480 That's what you're doing
01:17:00.820 You're not fighting hate
01:17:04.040 You're destroying
01:17:05.280 Political dissidents
01:17:06.240 Against a global system
01:17:07.440 Of control
01:17:07.980 You're a useful idiot
01:17:10.340 I would not want to be you
01:17:12.680 You know
01:17:13.820 As difficult as it is
01:17:15.060 And as hard as it is
01:17:17.120 On our heads
01:17:17.600 All of us collectively
01:17:18.460 To deal with this shit
01:17:19.840 I would not do anything else
01:17:23.200 I would not change my mind
01:17:24.340 If I had to go back
01:17:24.840 And do it all over again
01:17:25.500 I would do it exactly
01:17:26.520 The same way
01:17:27.180 I'm not going to change my mind
01:17:29.580 I'm not going to take
01:17:30.300 The easy way out
01:17:31.060 And be a stooge
01:17:32.540 And be a henchman
01:17:35.600 For a bunch of criminals
01:17:37.080 It's
01:17:39.620 Yeah anyway
01:17:41.460 Pumpkin Laundry says
01:17:44.120 Hello
01:17:44.440 These go back
01:17:45.780 All the way back
01:17:46.220 To the beginning
01:17:46.560 So hello everyone
01:17:47.300 I would like to address
01:17:47.900 Several
01:17:48.160 I read that one
01:17:49.060 Sorry
01:17:49.300 This one
01:17:50.040 He says
01:17:50.240 A psychologist gave me
01:17:51.140 This book by a dude
01:17:52.000 Who collaborated with
01:17:52.760 Writing the DSM
01:17:53.660 About how evil psychiatry
01:17:55.160 Is and pills
01:17:56.220 Goodreads.com
01:17:57.620 The book of woe
01:17:59.740 Yeah
01:18:01.140 I
01:18:01.380 Yeah
01:18:02.660 Not a big fan of psychiatry
01:18:05.000 Derek Knight says
01:18:06.020 As a child
01:18:06.480 My asthma was so bad
01:18:07.660 They put me on the
01:18:08.520 Handicap bus
01:18:09.140 Claiming I would die
01:18:10.160 If I walked to school
01:18:11.000 Went on to play junior
01:18:12.000 CIS sports
01:18:13.340 And coach health food
01:18:14.380 Exercise social
01:18:15.520 For a career
01:18:16.040 Fuckin' night
01:18:16.820 Great story
01:18:17.540 Right
01:18:19.340 Trust the experts
01:18:20.160 They know better
01:18:20.840 The experts
01:18:21.880 Often times
01:18:23.060 In my experience
01:18:23.640 Are not experts
01:18:24.500 They're just
01:18:26.000 Fuckin' people
01:18:26.600 That get paid
01:18:27.280 You know
01:18:27.940 Their opinion
01:18:29.960 Everybody's got
01:18:30.920 An opinion
01:18:31.420 That's your opinion
01:18:33.040 That's your expert
01:18:34.240 Opinion
01:18:34.700 Still an opinion
01:18:35.400 What are you saying
01:18:36.720 You're never wrong
01:18:37.480 You can't be wrong
01:18:38.340 Fuckin'
01:18:39.600 Experts are wrong
01:18:40.540 All the goddamn time
01:18:41.580 So yeah
01:18:42.660 You absolutely
01:18:43.180 Shouldn't just put
01:18:43.880 All your
01:18:44.260 Well that guy said it
01:18:45.380 It must be true
01:18:46.020 Nope
01:18:46.380 One brown eye
01:18:48.520 Says fuck you
01:18:49.180 Rage
01:18:49.460 Experience in Afghanistan
01:18:50.200 May vary
01:18:50.740 Large double double
01:18:51.600 Please
01:18:51.980 Yeah there was a meme
01:18:52.840 That they banned
01:18:54.080 And it said
01:18:54.940 Experiences may vary
01:18:56.020 In Afghanistan
01:18:56.720 And it was
01:18:57.220 One on the top
01:18:58.160 Was some guys
01:18:59.140 On a foot patrol
01:19:00.160 Where you know
01:19:00.760 100 pounds of gear
01:19:01.620 They're all covered in sweat
01:19:02.620 You'd get so sweaty
01:19:03.880 Your socks would be
01:19:04.840 Soaked with sweat
01:19:05.680 From your chest
01:19:06.420 The sweat would permeate
01:19:08.140 From under your plate carrier
01:19:09.220 Down your arms
01:19:10.760 All the way up to
01:19:11.280 It looked like you
01:19:11.980 Were in a pool
01:19:12.860 Like soaked
01:19:13.840 I don't mean like
01:19:14.500 A little damp
01:19:15.340 I mean like
01:19:16.000 Ring it the fuck out
01:19:17.400 Literally
01:19:18.060 That soaked
01:19:19.960 Like watery
01:19:21.180 Wet
01:19:22.020 Wet
01:19:22.460 Wet
01:19:22.960 From your socks
01:19:24.520 To your neck
01:19:25.340 You would sit down
01:19:27.760 And in your fucking
01:19:28.840 Ginch in your underwear
01:19:29.760 Would be like
01:19:30.280 Swoosh
01:19:30.920 Swash
01:19:31.500 Like that much sweat
01:19:32.420 I'm not at all
01:19:33.320 Exaggerating
01:19:33.860 And then when you
01:19:35.240 Would dry out
01:19:35.920 Your uniform
01:19:36.600 You could like
01:19:37.140 Stand it up
01:19:38.020 Like it was made
01:19:40.040 Of sand
01:19:40.680 Like clay
01:19:41.400 It would just
01:19:41.880 And get petrified
01:19:45.360 In the sun
01:19:45.920 And just like
01:19:46.580 You could like
01:19:47.020 Arrange it to look
01:19:47.900 You know
01:19:48.360 That's fucked
01:19:49.460 So you had
01:19:50.720 Those guys on the top
01:19:51.580 Carrying all these guns
01:19:52.420 Avoiding
01:19:52.800 Waiting for
01:19:53.240 Snipers
01:19:54.000 IEDs
01:19:54.620 Bombs
01:19:55.080 Ambushes
01:19:55.580 This kind of thing
01:19:56.060 And then on the bottom
01:19:57.340 You had a couple of
01:19:58.060 Caffers we call them
01:19:59.540 Kandahar Airfield
01:20:00.340 People that worked
01:20:00.980 In the camp
01:20:01.760 Very clean looking
01:20:03.800 Women
01:20:04.120 Had makeup on
01:20:05.000 Had their hair done up
01:20:05.800 And they're waiting
01:20:06.200 In line for their coffee
01:20:07.120 Experiences may vary
01:20:09.640 Yes they certainly did
01:20:11.260 And they banned that meme
01:20:12.540 Because it was insulting
01:20:13.440 To the women
01:20:14.040 They complained
01:20:14.820 Like that is not fair
01:20:16.060 That was a symptom
01:20:18.360 Right then
01:20:18.880 Right fucking then
01:20:19.980 That
01:20:20.860 You might have nailed it
01:20:22.420 Somebody asked me
01:20:24.500 Like when exactly
01:20:25.440 Did the CF start
01:20:26.440 To get fucked
01:20:27.140 Right then
01:20:28.780 Right in that exact moment
01:20:31.080 When that meme came out
01:20:32.140 In like 2009
01:20:33.240 Maybe or 8
01:20:35.160 Right at that time
01:20:38.040 Because the correct thing
01:20:41.000 So they're like
01:20:42.080 That's offensive
01:20:43.100 To the poor women
01:20:44.260 How about showing
01:20:47.060 Some fucking respect
01:20:48.500 To the boys
01:20:49.980 That are out there
01:20:50.520 Being blown to bits
01:20:51.540 And literally dying
01:20:52.720 Going home in boxes
01:20:54.860 They gave you everything
01:20:56.380 They gave you their lives
01:20:57.920 And you're more concerned
01:21:00.500 With not hurting
01:21:02.780 The feelings
01:21:03.420 Of a couple of bitches
01:21:04.960 Getting coffee
01:21:05.780 Taking pictures
01:21:07.320 Getting coffee
01:21:08.040 Like they fucking matter
01:21:09.620 Like they did anything
01:21:10.860 Whoop-a-dee-doo
01:21:13.260 They could have taken
01:21:14.240 Their entire service
01:21:15.520 And erased it from the war
01:21:16.680 Would have made
01:21:17.160 Very little difference
01:21:18.200 The actual war
01:21:21.160 Is where the bullets
01:21:22.340 Are going back and forth
01:21:23.640 And heads are coming apart
01:21:25.260 And arms are flying off
01:21:26.420 And people are screaming
01:21:27.380 That's the war
01:21:29.260 You getting coffee
01:21:30.600 Is not the war
01:21:31.540 You're there to support us
01:21:33.100 Shut the fuck up
01:21:34.080 And do your job
01:21:34.720 And now they want to
01:21:35.400 No look at me
01:21:36.140 Look at me
01:21:36.580 Look at me
01:21:36.980 Look at me
01:21:37.480 And the CF
01:21:38.380 Took the side
01:21:39.200 Of the look at me people
01:21:40.320 Instead of those guys
01:21:41.980 And went you know what
01:21:42.620 No they're right
01:21:43.160 Let them have their meme
01:21:44.660 I think they've earned a meme
01:21:46.600 If they've earned anything
01:21:47.600 I think they've earned that
01:21:50.760 A third of the battle group
01:21:54.460 From fucking one RCR
01:21:55.540 Got wiped the fuck out
01:21:56.820 An A-10 strafed
01:21:59.320 An entire company
01:22:00.500 An entire company
01:22:02.600 Got hit with an A-10
01:22:03.700 Something like 26 guys
01:22:06.340 Get killed
01:22:06.740 On objective rugby
01:22:07.960 And not Medusa
01:22:08.640 Warrant officers
01:22:10.700 I mean just
01:22:11.300 There were privates
01:22:12.240 That were battlefield
01:22:12.840 Promoted to sergeant
01:22:13.780 It got that insane
01:22:14.780 It got that insane
01:22:16.140 Someone who deployed
01:22:17.820 On his first tour
01:22:18.700 As a private
01:22:19.220 Oh gee
01:22:20.000 I hope it's crazy
01:22:21.040 You're a sergeant now
01:22:22.600 Go
01:22:22.980 Why
01:22:23.760 Everyone else is dead
01:22:24.980 You're now the sergeant
01:22:26.800 Go
01:22:27.220 That happened
01:22:28.000 That's offensive
01:22:30.100 To me and my latte
01:22:31.280 Shut the fuck up
01:22:33.300 Bitch
01:22:33.680 Fuck you
01:22:35.440 Fuck you
01:22:36.520 For even complaining
01:22:37.620 You should've went
01:22:39.920 Haha
01:22:40.260 Yeah that's right
01:22:41.240 Salute to those boys
01:22:43.300 Thank god we have them
01:22:44.420 That was the correct attitude
01:22:46.080 But no
01:22:46.980 We went the other way
01:22:47.680 With it
01:22:47.920 That is the exact moment
01:22:49.260 In time the Canadian forces
01:22:50.220 Started to die
01:22:50.900 That meme
01:22:52.800 I'm done
01:22:54.800 It's changed my mind
01:22:55.880 One brown eye
01:22:56.980 You fucking nailed it
01:22:57.860 Baguette
01:22:58.500 Says coffee's on
01:22:59.540 If you don't want to face
01:23:00.140 The day solo
01:23:00.580 Yeah I'm going to
01:23:01.080 Take a swing out
01:23:01.720 Pumpkin launcher
01:23:03.420 Says thanks for this brother
01:23:04.280 This is strength
01:23:04.840 Thank you sir
01:23:05.500 Derek Knight
01:23:06.900 Don't quit
01:23:07.340 Keep moving
01:23:07.800 Small walks and talks
01:23:08.860 Will help even
01:23:09.600 Science with a dollar sign
01:23:11.120 That is how you spell science now
01:23:12.240 Dollar sign
01:23:13.460 C-I-E-N-C-E
01:23:14.820 Says so that
01:23:15.600 Most of my business model
01:23:16.900 Independence
01:23:17.300 Walking
01:23:17.600 Talking
01:23:17.900 Nutrition
01:23:18.260 And math
01:23:18.620 This community
01:23:19.380 Is in this together
01:23:20.300 100%
01:23:20.980 Pickley from Ontario
01:23:22.560 Says you can be fucked up
01:23:23.460 And still keep on
01:23:24.080 With a smile on your face
01:23:24.880 Yeah
01:23:25.140 Also the other thing too
01:23:27.500 I wanted to mention about this
01:23:28.720 You know
01:23:29.360 In case I forget
01:23:30.020 Friday or whatever
01:23:31.340 This kid that
01:23:32.520 You know
01:23:32.740 Ran these people over in London
01:23:34.000 And they're like
01:23:34.380 He was laughing
01:23:35.380 He was laughing
01:23:36.340 They just jump all over
01:23:37.600 White supremacists
01:23:38.400 Terrorists
01:23:38.860 You did it on purpose
01:23:39.560 He was laughing
01:23:40.220 Blah blah blah
01:23:40.740 The first time I was shot at
01:23:42.620 Okay no
01:23:43.600 There's two stories
01:23:44.180 I want to tell you
01:23:44.900 Because I like to do these
01:23:49.100 When these are easier
01:23:50.140 So I can just sit here
01:23:51.040 And kind of calmly
01:23:51.900 Go through this
01:23:52.640 Rather than like
01:23:53.860 Trudeau should
01:23:54.760 Fucking hang from a tree
01:23:56.260 You know
01:23:56.540 The shit I normally do
01:23:57.440 At night
01:23:57.800 There's
01:24:01.340 There's two
01:24:01.800 There's two versions
01:24:02.720 Of this
01:24:02.960 So I'll go with the later one
01:24:03.840 The first time I got
01:24:04.740 Really shot at
01:24:05.660 And I mean like
01:24:06.460 They were gunning for us
01:24:08.080 They were looking for heads
01:24:09.560 You know
01:24:10.740 We were
01:24:12.840 I was walking along
01:24:14.360 A road
01:24:15.340 Our lead platoon
01:24:18.100 Had gotten ambushed
01:24:19.060 And then our platoon
01:24:19.940 Got dispatched
01:24:20.600 To take up right flank
01:24:21.960 On four
01:24:22.700 It was four platoon
01:24:23.300 Five platoon
01:24:23.760 I was five platoon
01:24:24.420 Hotel company
01:24:25.100 To RCR
01:24:25.960 We used to have
01:24:26.580 The banner in the office
01:24:27.500 If anybody here is listening
01:24:28.400 From 2nd Battalion
01:24:29.560 There's a big Canadian flag
01:24:30.520 If it's still there
01:24:31.260 I don't know
01:24:31.700 It used to be in the
01:24:32.580 Five platoon headquarter
01:24:33.420 In our office
01:24:33.960 And I signed it
01:24:35.400 We all signed it
01:24:35.920 My name's on there
01:24:36.520 Corporal McKenzie
01:24:37.360 And a bunch of the other guys
01:24:38.480 So
01:24:40.540 You know
01:24:41.200 If you want to go get it
01:24:42.040 And take a picture of it
01:24:42.780 It's part of bigot history
01:24:43.960 That is a relic
01:24:45.260 That belongs in Dagelon
01:24:46.620 We were walking along
01:24:50.020 So we were coming up
01:24:50.860 The right flank
01:24:51.400 And they went up the left
01:24:52.000 And we took some RPG fire
01:24:53.260 On the way in
01:24:53.860 Like
01:24:54.200 One of them I thought
01:24:55.600 Hit the tank in front of me
01:24:56.620 Blows the fuck up
01:24:57.720 Everybody hits the ground
01:24:58.680 But me
01:24:58.980 I'm the last guy
01:24:59.860 In the company
01:25:00.640 Because I'm in the
01:25:01.400 The last section
01:25:02.160 Charlie section
01:25:02.780 And I'm the number two
01:25:03.620 C9 gunner
01:25:04.220 So I'm the very last guy
01:25:05.260 In the platoon
01:25:05.700 Like
01:25:05.940 I just went down on one knee
01:25:07.380 Like
01:25:07.620 Looking at it
01:25:08.740 Fireball
01:25:09.580 Like
01:25:09.820 And they were like
01:25:10.780 Alright
01:25:11.060 And then we fucking
01:25:11.680 Shake off to the right
01:25:12.460 And four platoon
01:25:12.920 Goes off to the left
01:25:13.600 And I remember just
01:25:14.100 Going by the tank
01:25:14.720 Like are they okay
01:25:15.660 Everyone's like
01:25:16.700 Who cares
01:25:17.180 Go
01:25:17.440 I think they're dead
01:25:19.180 I don't know
01:25:19.760 It blew up on the wall
01:25:20.800 Next to them
01:25:21.240 But
01:25:21.420 It was hard to tell
01:25:22.580 It looked like it
01:25:23.200 Fucking went right off
01:25:24.060 The turret
01:25:24.400 And we go in there
01:25:26.100 And then nothing
01:25:26.580 10-20 minutes
01:25:27.320 And then we get
01:25:27.880 And then we're going
01:25:28.740 Along this wall
01:25:29.200 There's a wall to my left
01:25:30.120 And there's a tall wall
01:25:31.340 To my right
01:25:31.860 Like
01:25:32.120 8-9 feet
01:25:33.400 And there's another
01:25:33.920 Like four or five foot
01:25:34.940 One to the left
01:25:35.500 And we're kind of
01:25:35.940 Coming along this wall
01:25:36.700 And there's trees
01:25:37.340 Bushes
01:25:38.580 And grape fields
01:25:39.900 For like
01:25:40.200 800 meters or so
01:25:41.720 And there's a couple
01:25:42.500 Of compounds
01:25:42.980 On the other side
01:25:43.620 And they start shooting
01:25:45.440 At us from over there
01:25:46.280 And it's just
01:25:46.820 Muzzle flashes
01:25:47.560 And I'm just
01:25:48.180 Looking at it
01:25:48.760 Going
01:25:48.940 Oh no
01:25:49.580 You know
01:25:50.820 And the bushes
01:25:51.980 Just start exploding
01:25:53.040 And there's fucking
01:25:53.660 Rounds hitting the walls
01:25:54.540 And you can hear
01:25:55.160 The ricocheting off the walls
01:25:56.920 We fuck
01:25:57.380 We get down
01:25:58.380 And there's RPGs sailing
01:25:59.320 And they're just missing
01:26:00.460 The tall wall behind us
01:26:02.360 They hit that wall
01:26:03.020 We're fucked
01:26:03.420 Because the shrapnel
01:26:03.960 Is going to come in
01:26:04.480 And they're just
01:26:05.700 Right over the top
01:26:06.980 And I'm like
01:26:07.240 Ah
01:26:07.580 You know
01:26:08.760 Am I going to
01:26:09.260 Jump this wall
01:26:10.300 And get away from that
01:26:11.320 But now I'm exposed
01:26:11.980 To machine gun fire
01:26:12.860 Oh my fuck
01:26:14.320 It was
01:26:15.160 It was fucking
01:26:15.880 I was like
01:26:16.760 We are in a really bad
01:26:17.840 Fucking spot
01:26:18.580 You know
01:26:18.860 They ambush us
01:26:19.540 And they
01:26:19.820 Miraculously
01:26:21.660 None of us got hit
01:26:22.320 With anything
01:26:22.680 Some of our guys
01:26:23.780 Were like
01:26:23.980 Did I get
01:26:24.340 You know
01:26:24.780 We couldn't believe it
01:26:25.580 My buddy
01:26:26.400 Gerald was walking
01:26:27.000 Around like
01:26:27.260 Seriously
01:26:27.600 Like
01:26:27.860 And I not
01:26:28.280 Like tracers
01:26:29.000 Went all through him
01:26:29.880 It looked like
01:26:30.380 And he's like
01:26:30.740 Somehow I'm not it
01:26:31.860 I don't know
01:26:32.260 The matrix
01:26:33.400 Fucking saved him
01:26:34.260 But anyway
01:26:36.260 The point is
01:26:37.060 I was laughing
01:26:38.040 I was like
01:26:39.860 I was like
01:26:39.880 I was laughing
01:26:40.260 I was laughing
01:26:40.840 I was laughing
01:26:41.840 I was laughing
01:26:42.660 I was laughing
01:26:43.260 I was laughing
01:26:43.840 You know
01:26:44.260 It was a stress reaction
01:26:46.040 I wasn't having fun
01:26:47.060 It wasn't a happy time
01:26:48.340 Right
01:26:49.840 Like that guy was laughing
01:26:50.980 That doesn't mean anything
01:26:52.120 He might have been
01:26:53.700 He
01:26:54.080 Maybe it was an accident
01:26:55.500 He accidentally
01:26:56.640 Just ran over
01:26:57.340 A bunch of people
01:26:58.080 And he's like laughing
01:26:58.980 Like oh god
01:26:59.660 Oh I just fucked up my life
01:27:01.360 Oh man
01:27:02.640 Oh shit
01:27:03.880 You know
01:27:04.620 He's just like
01:27:05.740 Your brain does weird shit
01:27:07.600 Man
01:27:07.960 Maybe he just
01:27:10.040 That happens
01:27:11.460 I laugh
01:27:12.180 When I'm super stressed
01:27:13.180 When people are trying to kill me
01:27:14.240 I laugh
01:27:14.740 Which is like
01:27:16.220 I'm cool with that
01:27:17.340 It makes you look insane
01:27:18.340 To the other people
01:27:19.060 Trying to kill you
01:27:19.680 You're like
01:27:19.900 Is he laughing
01:27:20.580 You know
01:27:21.320 You're like
01:27:21.580 Like he likes it
01:27:23.420 Like no I don't
01:27:24.100 It's terrifying
01:27:24.660 But
01:27:24.920 Works
01:27:26.180 It's better than crying
01:27:27.440 Or you know what I mean
01:27:28.260 There's many other ways
01:27:29.160 It could have went
01:27:29.680 So I'm like
01:27:30.300 Oh great
01:27:30.700 I'm the laughing guy
01:27:31.620 That's perfect
01:27:32.240 Oh that suits my personality
01:27:33.420 I'm good with that
01:27:34.060 I'm fine
01:27:34.580 Just tell everyone
01:27:35.260 I'm insane
01:27:35.720 It's way
01:27:36.440 It's way more badass
01:27:37.280 That way
01:27:37.700 Don't tell them
01:27:38.680 I'm actually petrified
01:27:39.600 Right
01:27:41.540 So there's that
01:27:42.740 But then
01:27:43.940 And the other story
01:27:45.680 The actual
01:27:46.340 Very first time
01:27:47.140 I ever got shot at
01:27:48.000 And I was talking
01:27:48.760 To my friend Chris
01:27:49.560 About that
01:27:49.960 And a lot of you guys
01:27:50.540 Are gonna
01:27:50.780 Probably understand
01:27:52.020 What I mean here
01:27:52.600 Like we're under attack
01:27:54.300 Our society
01:27:55.840 Our culture
01:27:56.560 We as a people
01:27:57.420 I mean they're changing
01:27:58.180 The
01:27:58.420 Was it the American
01:27:59.420 Psychiatric Journal
01:28:00.360 Saying that
01:28:00.940 Being
01:28:01.900 Whiteness
01:28:02.980 Is a mental condition
01:28:04.140 That has no cure
01:28:05.360 Like what the fuck
01:28:06.960 Like western
01:28:08.360 Civil
01:28:08.620 The statues
01:28:09.360 Are coming down
01:28:09.880 All this stuff
01:28:10.240 Like we're being
01:28:10.720 Attacked
01:28:11.280 And everyone's like
01:28:12.440 Why don't they see it
01:28:13.580 Why don't they
01:28:13.920 Understand this
01:28:14.500 I don't get it
01:28:15.460 And you know
01:28:17.400 Micro macro
01:28:18.460 Meta
01:28:19.000 Whatever
01:28:19.620 It's similar
01:28:21.060 The first time
01:28:22.740 I was ever
01:28:23.080 Like they don't
01:28:24.100 It's almost disbelief
01:28:25.880 And it's easier
01:28:26.720 To do nothing
01:28:27.280 Because to accept
01:28:29.980 That that's what's
01:28:30.480 Happening means
01:28:31.000 You have to start
01:28:31.580 Taking some drastic
01:28:32.360 Steps
01:28:32.900 And no one wants
01:28:33.860 To do that
01:28:34.380 Because they're
01:28:34.780 Not even sure
01:28:35.520 They're not positive
01:28:36.400 Like it
01:28:37.780 I'm fucking sure
01:28:38.600 And I'm positive
01:28:39.260 Because I've been
01:28:39.760 Doing this a while
01:28:40.360 But to the normie
01:28:41.240 To the regular person
01:28:41.940 So when I was
01:28:42.780 A brand new guy
01:28:43.520 Afghanistan
01:28:43.960 I was there for a month
01:28:44.700 Maybe a couple of weeks
01:28:45.700 I was in an OP
01:28:47.780 At Mazumgar
01:28:48.560 The front gate
01:28:50.000 At Mazumgar
01:28:50.480 If you guys
01:28:50.820 That have been there
01:28:51.520 At night time
01:28:53.360 With another guy
01:28:54.620 Dave Greenslade
01:28:55.360 Who was killed later
01:28:56.240 He was one of the guys
01:28:57.300 That went home
01:28:57.900 On eight stretchers
01:28:58.720 Out of six people
01:28:59.300 Because they didn't
01:28:59.660 Know who was who
01:29:00.260 And Dave was smoking
01:29:02.940 A cigarette
01:29:03.360 And we were joking
01:29:04.200 About like
01:29:04.780 I don't know
01:29:05.280 You should be doing
01:29:05.760 That at night time
01:29:06.580 You know
01:29:06.920 We're like whatever
01:29:08.120 And nothing had happened
01:29:09.600 We'd been there a month
01:29:10.260 We'd gotten complacent
01:29:11.100 It was like February
01:29:12.040 Right
01:29:12.560 We're sitting there
01:29:14.100 Joking around
01:29:15.180 He's talking about
01:29:15.900 Probably some chick
01:29:17.020 He was banging
01:29:17.520 Or something
01:29:17.860 The guy was basically
01:29:18.620 Quagmire
01:29:19.160 You know what I mean
01:29:19.980 Like
01:29:20.240 For this guy
01:29:21.620 Was only 19, 20
01:29:22.620 But he had gotten laid
01:29:23.380 Already more than
01:29:24.200 Most men do in their lives
01:29:25.280 It was bananas
01:29:25.900 You know
01:29:29.340 He was a great kid
01:29:30.340 Not because of that
01:29:33.080 But he was a funny guy
01:29:34.720 Positive guy
01:29:35.500 It was a lot of fun
01:29:36.680 To be around
01:29:37.180 And he had your back
01:29:38.760 He was a fucking solid guy
01:29:39.880 And he was way too young
01:29:42.740 And he was the only child
01:29:45.080 Anyway
01:29:47.900 So we're sitting up there
01:29:49.440 Talking
01:29:50.840 And then
01:29:52.200 Just out of the
01:29:53.340 Dark
01:29:53.760 Pitch dark
01:29:54.460 We're like
01:29:58.280 What the
01:29:58.720 And we just get down
01:30:00.880 And we're like
01:30:01.260 Did somebody just
01:30:01.840 Fucking shoot at us man
01:30:02.880 A round went
01:30:04.440 Between our faces
01:30:05.500 Through the
01:30:06.460 Through the tower
01:30:07.220 And into the camp somewhere
01:30:08.180 And we just sat down
01:30:09.060 For a minute or so
01:30:11.980 Like
01:30:12.260 And then we kind of
01:30:13.760 Slowly looked up
01:30:14.580 Like looked around
01:30:15.480 NVGs down
01:30:17.340 Like
01:30:17.620 I don't
01:30:18.620 I don't see anything
01:30:19.500 I don't
01:30:19.820 I don't know
01:30:20.340 Another couple minutes
01:30:22.200 Goes by
01:30:22.680 Nothing happens
01:30:23.360 We're like
01:30:23.700 I don't know
01:30:25.940 I guess
01:30:26.340 I didn't know what to do
01:30:28.140 I was a private
01:30:28.700 Now
01:30:29.100 I mean later
01:30:29.700 When you get more experienced
01:30:30.920 When you're older
01:30:31.340 That's not what you do guys
01:30:32.520 Para flares up
01:30:33.880 And get on the C6
01:30:34.780 And you go
01:30:35.060 Maybe he's over there
01:30:35.860 Maybe he's over there
01:30:37.860 Where you at bitch
01:30:39.260 I'm gonna flush you up
01:30:40.160 Motherfucker
01:30:40.620 You're dead
01:30:41.140 You're dead son
01:30:42.220 That's what you're supposed to do
01:30:43.300 Speculative fire
01:30:44.480 Fucking para flares
01:30:45.700 Call the OP
01:30:46.400 Get the boys up
01:30:48.220 We got somebody out here
01:30:49.320 That wants to die tonight
01:30:50.820 That's what you're supposed to do
01:30:51.960 But we're
01:30:52.560 We're like
01:30:53.180 We don't want to make that call
01:30:54.660 Because it's
01:30:55.060 You know
01:30:55.480 What if we're wrong
01:30:56.820 You know
01:30:57.120 Then it happens again
01:31:00.340 Okay
01:31:01.860 And we fucking go down
01:31:03.040 Like okay
01:31:03.500 Somebody's fucking shooting at us man
01:31:05.040 And we call the OP
01:31:06.800 Or we call the CQ
01:31:07.920 Or the CP
01:31:09.160 And we're like
01:31:11.100 Ah yeah
01:31:11.580 We think somebody's taking shots at us up here
01:31:13.880 And they're like
01:31:15.100 Oh pfft
01:31:15.620 No
01:31:16.120 They just dismissed it
01:31:17.960 Like
01:31:18.120 No
01:31:18.760 Couple of nervous privates
01:31:20.280 You don't know what's going on
01:31:21.300 It's probably
01:31:21.800 And they said
01:31:23.160 The ANP is practicing
01:31:24.600 They're doing some range
01:31:26.040 Like far away
01:31:26.900 And I'm like
01:31:27.800 Far away
01:31:28.780 Like if you'd ever been
01:31:29.620 Even if you're a hunter
01:31:31.640 Or something right
01:31:32.400 Or sports suit
01:31:34.060 Or anything
01:31:34.480 The sound
01:31:35.900 When a bullet
01:31:36.940 Cuts through the sound barrier
01:31:39.000 Near you
01:31:39.800 Or over your head
01:31:40.340 It's a loud crack
01:31:41.620 Snap sound
01:31:42.400 And this was like
01:31:43.560 You could feel this thing
01:31:45.100 Cut through the air
01:31:45.860 You could hear it
01:31:46.960 There was like
01:31:47.440 A whss with it
01:31:48.380 Why does it cut the
01:31:49.320 Anyway
01:31:49.740 Like no
01:31:50.460 We're definitely being shot at
01:31:51.240 And they just dismissed it
01:31:52.120 And we were like
01:31:52.500 Oh well
01:31:53.000 Okay
01:31:53.960 And then that was it
01:31:55.300 That was the end of the
01:31:56.680 That's the end of the story
01:31:57.680 We finished our shift
01:31:58.960 And then two other guys
01:31:59.700 Came up to relieve us
01:32:00.780 After an hour
01:32:01.320 And we're like
01:32:02.180 Oh careful
01:32:02.640 Somebody might be
01:32:04.480 Shooting at us
01:32:05.080 I don't know
01:32:05.540 And that's kind of
01:32:07.460 What it feels like
01:32:07.920 In society
01:32:08.400 Everybody's just kind of like
01:32:09.380 Like seeing the statues
01:32:12.880 Come down
01:32:13.440 And the
01:32:14.540 And the
01:32:15.040 You know
01:32:15.380 The gender
01:32:16.260 Millions of genders
01:32:17.460 And you know
01:32:18.080 The media's just
01:32:19.620 Bending up
01:32:19.980 Muslims
01:32:20.360 Muslims
01:32:20.800 Muslims
01:32:21.240 Muslims
01:32:21.660 Muslims
01:32:22.080 Like they're like
01:32:23.060 1% of Canada
01:32:24.120 Aren't they
01:32:24.560 Or two
01:32:24.860 What the
01:32:25.220 What is going on here
01:32:26.420 It's like
01:32:27.120 You'd think they ran the place
01:32:28.340 They do
01:32:28.740 Fucking now
01:32:29.420 Half the government
01:32:30.560 Is not even born in the country
01:32:31.800 Like
01:32:32.080 Like you're under attack
01:32:34.540 Like you're new maybe
01:32:36.900 And other people
01:32:38.240 That have combat experience
01:32:39.960 From
01:32:41.120 Poland
01:32:42.020 From the Czech Republic
01:32:43.600 From Eastern Europe
01:32:44.880 From Cuba
01:32:45.980 From places like this
01:32:47.320 Where communist regimes
01:32:48.620 Have taken over
01:32:49.160 From the Middle East even
01:32:50.280 I talked
01:32:51.400 I talked to one woman
01:32:52.140 The other day
01:32:52.560 From Qatar
01:32:53.580 I think
01:32:54.840 Saying like
01:32:55.820 We came here to get away
01:32:56.740 From this kind of shit
01:32:57.540 Like they see it
01:32:58.800 Plain as day
01:32:59.660 As I would see it
01:33:00.800 In an amb
01:33:01.220 Like if that was
01:33:01.940 Again
01:33:02.280 Do the same situation again
01:33:04.040 We've got a bunch of
01:33:04.660 Privates looking around
01:33:05.360 Going what is happening
01:33:06.160 It's like get the fuck down
01:33:06.880 You're getting shot at dude
01:33:07.780 They need someone
01:33:09.600 To tell them
01:33:10.080 And go oh yeah
01:33:10.780 Okay
01:33:11.200 That knows
01:33:12.420 Right
01:33:13.200 I didn't know
01:33:14.540 I was pretty sure
01:33:15.480 But I didn't know
01:33:16.320 You know
01:33:16.680 Yeah 100%
01:33:18.060 Like
01:33:19.600 It's not like
01:33:20.300 There's a guy
01:33:20.960 Punching you in the face
01:33:22.220 Like shows up
01:33:22.820 When he's just there
01:33:23.280 Beating the shit out of you
01:33:24.180 That's obvious
01:33:24.900 That's easier to deal with
01:33:25.900 But this is a very sneaky
01:33:27.180 I mean it's communism
01:33:28.220 By the back door
01:33:29.980 You know
01:33:30.340 Dennis Wise has a documentary
01:33:31.460 On that
01:33:31.860 If you want to find that
01:33:32.560 Try and find it
01:33:33.240 Communism by the back door
01:33:34.380 Recommend
01:33:35.180 They subvert
01:33:37.640 And sneak in
01:33:38.500 And it's not obvious
01:33:39.700 If you're not paying attention
01:33:41.160 And most people
01:33:41.700 Aren't paying attention
01:33:42.360 And it's like
01:33:45.180 I feel like I'm being attacked
01:33:46.680 Maybe
01:33:47.060 But I'm not sure
01:33:48.080 You are
01:33:49.000 You absolutely are
01:33:50.440 Just like we were
01:33:51.320 In that tower
01:33:51.860 Going
01:33:52.140 I think we're being shot at
01:33:53.640 We needed that sergeant
01:33:55.140 To go up
01:33:55.580 And go
01:33:55.720 You are
01:33:56.560 Get on the gun
01:33:57.800 You get the pair of flares
01:33:59.100 I'm getting on the radio
01:34:00.120 Hit those fucking mounds
01:34:01.360 Over there
01:34:01.800 And then go over there
01:34:02.740 And then go over to see
01:34:03.260 If we can flush this fucker out
01:34:04.340 You know
01:34:05.740 It's not a very good shot
01:34:07.140 At least
01:34:08.360 Anyway
01:34:10.280 That's it
01:34:11.660 Those are all the things
01:34:12.320 I wanted to talk about today
01:34:13.160 So let's
01:34:13.540 Get rid of these
01:34:14.420 And get out of here
01:34:15.000 We got stuff to do
01:34:16.060 Bomb Attitude said
01:34:16.820 I would get chastised
01:34:17.700 For being early to work
01:34:18.620 Ready to go
01:34:19.200 Or already started working
01:34:20.280 Then would get shit
01:34:21.380 For someone else's
01:34:22.140 Lack of responsibility
01:34:22.820 I got told
01:34:23.300 I was too aggressive
01:34:24.040 I know right
01:34:24.900 Chris Burke
01:34:26.940 How are you man
01:34:27.480 He says
01:34:27.680 The libs don't understand
01:34:28.660 That we genuinely care
01:34:29.560 And want to help
01:34:30.100 We do
01:34:30.480 We actually do care
01:34:31.280 They don't
01:34:31.720 They want me me me
01:34:32.660 They really do think
01:34:34.120 That we are all just assholes
01:34:35.340 Who want war
01:34:35.980 They're so removed from reality
01:34:37.120 That they can't fathom empathy
01:34:38.240 I know
01:34:38.720 The irony of it
01:34:39.980 What did I say
01:34:41.960 What did I say the other day
01:34:42.480 That I was like
01:34:43.440 It was just a thought I had
01:34:45.760 But it was enough
01:34:46.300 That I was like
01:34:46.700 I'm going to repost this
01:34:48.240 The irony
01:34:49.560 Of outlawing hate
01:34:51.800 While the same people doing it
01:34:53.900 Hate us with such a perverse
01:34:55.480 And bottomless intensity
01:34:56.660 That they continue
01:34:57.720 To try and legislate away
01:34:59.540 Our very existence
01:35:00.560 The irony of that
01:35:03.600 Is just
01:35:03.980 We're all about peace
01:35:06.580 And tolerance
01:35:07.140 And acceptance
01:35:07.820 Except for you
01:35:09.340 And we hate you
01:35:10.400 So much
01:35:11.580 That we're going to
01:35:12.720 Change the laws
01:35:13.780 So that you don't exist
01:35:15.680 We won't stop
01:35:17.200 Until you're eradicated
01:35:18.280 You don't exist anymore
01:35:19.280 We don't want to see you
01:35:20.340 We don't want to hear from you
01:35:21.220 We want to fucking
01:35:22.040 Send you to re-education camps
01:35:23.460 We're going to force you
01:35:24.200 To fucking
01:35:24.580 I mean that is
01:35:25.880 That is a bottomless
01:35:26.840 Hatred intensity
01:35:28.320 That's like
01:35:28.920 Genocide level
01:35:29.800 I've never hated
01:35:32.200 Anyone that intensely
01:35:33.100 And they hate us that
01:35:34.820 But you know what I mean
01:35:35.420 And they're in the government
01:35:36.940 That should frighten you
01:35:39.640 You're right to be
01:35:40.340 Concerned about that
01:35:41.540 Sean McCarney says
01:35:43.260 I'm happy I found this group
01:35:44.260 Finally some people
01:35:45.440 With their heads
01:35:46.020 Screwed on right
01:35:46.660 Cheers
01:35:46.920 Thank you man
01:35:47.580 Right back at you
01:35:48.500 We're happy to have you
01:35:49.340 Pickers Montero says
01:35:50.360 To quote Jordan Peterson
01:35:51.160 You would have been a Nazi
01:35:52.580 In 1936
01:35:53.340 And the people that weren't
01:35:54.180 Party members
01:35:54.720 Looked away
01:35:55.340 As their neighbors
01:35:55.940 Were forced into ghettos
01:35:56.860 The same thing was repeated again
01:35:58.060 And again in the 20th century
01:35:59.320 So be happy to be a miserable bastard
01:36:00.660 Who doesn't just go along
01:36:02.240 Yeah
01:36:02.460 I know I'm on the right side
01:36:04.200 I mean it's unquestionable
01:36:06.080 You're never going to convince me
01:36:07.420 Otherwise because I've already
01:36:08.560 Made up my mind
01:36:09.820 I've already looked at the evidence
01:36:11.040 I've already done my education
01:36:12.280 I've already had the life experience
01:36:13.960 I've already seen enough to go
01:36:15.240 I know good from bad
01:36:17.160 I've got a good moral compass
01:36:18.240 I've got a good head on my shoulders
01:36:19.300 I know that
01:36:19.880 And I know right from wrong
01:36:21.460 And I know what they're doing is wrong
01:36:23.180 Very very wrong
01:36:24.820 And obviously I'm going to oppose it
01:36:27.000 To the end
01:36:27.400 Whatever that looks like
01:36:29.100 However far they want to
01:36:29.980 However far they want to take this
01:36:31.480 Is however far it's going to go
01:36:32.620 But I'm going to be there
01:36:34.180 Right in their face
01:36:35.040 All the way to the end
01:36:35.760 All Rock Tops says
01:36:40.300 You're helping me more than you know
01:36:41.380 Even if it is not said enough
01:36:42.900 It always starts from the ground up
01:36:44.080 The community is needed
01:36:44.800 And people recognize that
01:36:45.680 Thank you
01:36:46.020 Cheers bigots and vets
01:36:46.940 Salute
01:36:47.720 Thank you man
01:36:48.460 I appreciate it
01:36:49.040 I hope so
01:36:49.740 I'm glad if I am
01:36:50.960 Warrelish89 says
01:36:52.340 Shut the fuck up Karen
01:36:53.400 Should have started then
01:36:54.500 DS Square
01:36:56.100 Thank you brother
01:36:56.780 And Pickering from Ontario says
01:36:58.060 I missed out on a tour in Afghanistan
01:36:59.120 In 06
01:36:59.640 I say that
01:37:00.200 And the response is
01:37:01.200 One of two things
01:37:02.100 One you wanted to go
01:37:03.860 Are you crazy
01:37:04.660 What the hell is wrong with you
01:37:05.460 Two you're better off
01:37:06.340 For not having gone
01:37:07.080 You didn't miss anything
01:37:08.080 Or be glad you didn't go
01:37:09.120 But the second group
01:37:10.060 Understands why I wanted to go
01:37:11.060 100%
01:37:11.560 I totally get it
01:37:12.460 Like we didn't know better
01:37:13.680 You know what I mean
01:37:14.140 We all wanted to go
01:37:15.000 You want to do your job
01:37:16.020 You're a soldier
01:37:17.020 You train for years
01:37:18.380 And years
01:37:18.880 And years
01:37:19.340 You suffer
01:37:19.820 Oh my god
01:37:21.120 You can't imagine
01:37:23.480 The bullshit
01:37:24.780 You gotta put up with
01:37:25.860 And the odds
01:37:27.780 And the last time
01:37:28.620 We actually had a
01:37:29.140 A real fight
01:37:30.000 A real combat mission
01:37:31.000 Was Korea
01:37:31.900 Really
01:37:32.880 There was a medic pocket
01:37:34.000 You know
01:37:34.520 But
01:37:34.740 And a little bit
01:37:36.780 Here and there in Bosnia
01:37:37.500 But this was the first real
01:37:38.500 Like you're going
01:37:39.180 And those were like
01:37:40.080 Oh they didn't expect
01:37:40.940 To fight
01:37:41.340 Like you're like
01:37:42.000 Your job to go there
01:37:43.600 Is to find these people
01:37:44.660 And kill them
01:37:45.280 That's it
01:37:46.040 Straight up
01:37:47.200 Straight the fuck up
01:37:48.520 This isn't peace support operations
01:37:50.340 This isn't peacekeeping
01:37:51.660 This isn't like
01:37:52.840 Community liaison
01:37:54.000 This isn't disaster relief
01:37:55.300 It's bring the guns
01:37:56.540 Bring the boys
01:37:57.240 We're going to fucking
01:37:58.080 Stack bodies
01:37:59.080 Straight up
01:38:00.300 We're like
01:38:01.640 Oh boy
01:38:02.440 Oh shit
01:38:03.220 This is the real deal then
01:38:04.320 And that hadn't happened
01:38:05.120 In a long time
01:38:05.660 It was
01:38:05.960 So yeah
01:38:06.620 Everybody obviously wanted to go
01:38:07.820 And it's easy to lose
01:38:09.220 No one asked why
01:38:10.100 You know
01:38:11.180 Because we trusted the politicians
01:38:12.980 We trusted the doctors
01:38:14.020 We trusted the doctors
01:38:15.240 We trusted the doctors
01:38:17.160 We trusted the politicians
01:38:18.780 And the news media
01:38:19.480 Because if that wasn't
01:38:20.380 The right thing to do
01:38:21.120 Surely they would have told us
01:38:22.600 But they fucking lied
01:38:24.420 They lied then
01:38:25.260 And they lie now
01:38:26.180 I don't understand
01:38:27.660 Where your hate comes from
01:38:29.100 Because your lies
01:38:30.540 Killed my friends
01:38:32.060 You nearly killed me
01:38:34.360 And you continue to kill
01:38:36.140 With your lies
01:38:37.440 They're not harmless lies
01:38:38.860 They destroy lives
01:38:40.300 And now you've destroyed
01:38:41.360 Countless people
01:38:42.140 With this lockdown shit
01:38:43.220 And this corona shit
01:38:44.400 And the lies
01:38:45.180 And lies
01:38:45.640 And lies
01:38:46.080 And lies
01:38:46.540 On top of lies
01:38:47.480 I fucking hate you
01:38:49.660 Media
01:38:50.240 I hate you
01:38:51.440 With a bottomless intensity
01:38:52.980 I will match
01:38:54.480 Your
01:38:54.700 The fucking hatred
01:38:55.600 You guys have for me
01:38:56.460 Right back at you
01:38:57.580 And the politicians
01:38:58.560 Every single one of you
01:38:59.580 There's nothing too bad for you
01:39:01.180 There's no fate
01:39:02.600 Too horrible
01:39:03.440 That I wouldn't sign off on
01:39:05.020 I'd be like
01:39:05.520 Yep
01:39:05.740 That's the least you deserve
01:39:07.040 There's not enough
01:39:10.060 Suffering available
01:39:10.960 For any of you
01:39:11.620 Fucking people
01:39:12.240 Oh I don't think
01:39:15.260 That's true
01:39:15.900 Oh it is
01:39:16.720 Oh it is
01:39:17.980 I didn't see you
01:39:18.620 In the fucking
01:39:19.040 In the desert
01:39:19.700 You
01:39:21.500 You're gonna reap
01:39:22.640 What you sow someday
01:39:23.440 In this life
01:39:24.120 Or the next
01:39:24.580 You think you're not
01:39:26.560 Responsible for this shit
01:39:27.540 All the suicides now
01:39:29.960 All the cancer screenings
01:39:31.340 People can't get to
01:39:32.120 All the
01:39:32.360 Like
01:39:32.700 Fucking people are
01:39:33.660 Dying alone in their hospital
01:39:34.600 But somebody
01:39:35.020 The other night
01:39:35.560 Couldn't see their family
01:39:37.640 Just died alone in a hospital
01:39:38.860 By themselves
01:39:39.540 Can't see their family
01:39:40.700 Cause Corona
01:39:41.600 But you can have a vigil
01:39:43.200 For a bunch of
01:39:44.040 Random fucking people
01:39:44.900 Social distancing
01:39:45.620 There were funerals
01:39:46.820 Happening in Ontario
01:39:47.600 The same day
01:39:48.520 That no one can go to
01:39:49.860 Only five people
01:39:51.300 In a gathering
01:39:51.860 Cause Corona
01:39:52.500 The rules don't
01:39:53.400 Fucking apply to people
01:39:54.160 Equally
01:39:54.520 You're
01:39:54.940 You're
01:39:55.280 Because you don't
01:39:59.420 See it
01:40:00.000 Or you don't care
01:40:01.220 You don't want to look
01:40:01.920 It doesn't make it
01:40:02.580 It doesn't make you
01:40:03.140 Any less guilty
01:40:03.560 You think
01:40:04.060 I mean
01:40:04.720 Geez
01:40:04.960 The same people
01:40:05.460 Are like
01:40:05.660 Why Hitler
01:40:06.200 And the Hoolikos
01:40:07.100 Do you think
01:40:07.380 Hitler ever stepped foot
01:40:08.360 In a concentration camp
01:40:09.360 Or saw a single execution
01:40:10.900 No
01:40:13.540 You're no less culpable
01:40:16.880 You're no less responsible
01:40:18.320 You have authority
01:40:20.780 You have responsibility
01:40:21.820 To wield your authority
01:40:23.860 Correctly
01:40:25.160 And you're not
01:40:26.020 You're wielding it
01:40:26.980 For your own personal gain
01:40:28.160 It's the most despicable
01:40:29.220 Thing you can do
01:40:29.980 You're scum
01:40:30.960 You're absolute
01:40:32.160 Scum
01:40:33.660 Scum
01:40:35.180 Scum
01:40:35.200 The people we killed
01:40:37.580 In Afghanistan
01:40:38.300 Were better than you
01:40:39.900 Way better than you
01:40:41.580 Infinitely better than you
01:40:43.280 If I could trade
01:40:45.400 All of the people
01:40:46.320 We killed
01:40:46.800 Just on my rotational own
01:40:48.020 Which is probably
01:40:48.680 In the
01:40:48.980 Over a thousand people
01:40:50.080 We fucking killed
01:40:50.740 I would trade
01:40:51.900 All of them
01:40:52.880 For everyone in parliament
01:40:54.680 Right now
01:40:55.640 Without
01:40:56.080 Without a drop of a hat
01:40:57.320 I'd let them live here
01:40:58.800 As fucking migrants
01:40:59.700 That would be an improvement
01:41:02.060 That's how much
01:41:04.380 I think of you
01:41:05.020 That's what I regard you as
01:41:06.820 If you're wearing a suit
01:41:07.840 And tie
01:41:08.280 And going to the
01:41:08.820 House of Commons
01:41:09.360 Some of them
01:41:09.920 Are veterans themselves
01:41:10.880 Just doing my job
01:41:13.020 Just going along
01:41:13.940 At least those people
01:41:14.820 Had the balls
01:41:15.640 To show up
01:41:16.880 And fight us like men
01:41:18.060 And not hide
01:41:20.380 And say
01:41:21.740 It wasn't my
01:41:22.420 And they did it
01:41:23.960 And I'm just doing my job
01:41:25.180 In Corona
01:41:25.760 They're infinitely more valuable
01:41:28.900 We killed better people
01:41:30.120 Than you
01:41:30.520 What a waste
01:41:32.620 I would trade
01:41:35.120 Every single one of you
01:41:36.280 For just
01:41:37.020 Two of my friends
01:41:38.440 To come back
01:41:39.020 That's the trade
01:41:40.160 Hundreds of you
01:41:41.100 Aren't even worth
01:41:41.680 One of them
01:41:42.400 And you get to tell us
01:41:44.040 How to live
01:41:44.820 Where to go
01:41:45.840 What to wear
01:41:46.500 When to be
01:41:47.020 You know
01:41:47.460 It's
01:41:48.200 Yeah
01:41:52.120 So yeah
01:41:52.760 I absolutely hate
01:41:53.600 The government
01:41:54.000 And I hate the media
01:41:55.060 I loathe them
01:41:58.060 And that's illegal soon
01:41:59.240 So I better get it out
01:42:00.360 While I can
01:42:00.840 Before they come arrest me
01:42:02.320 For having the wrong emotions
01:42:04.320 Because as if people
01:42:06.640 Aren't still going to feel
01:42:07.460 These things
01:42:08.000 Like I'm going to feel
01:42:09.300 Any different
01:42:09.780 When you make it illegal
01:42:10.660 Oh you can't say that
01:42:12.240 It's illegal
01:42:12.600 Oh well I guess
01:42:13.200 I don't fucking hate you
01:42:14.100 Anymore then
01:42:14.640 I guess I don't
01:42:16.260 I guess I don't
01:42:17.540 Fantasize about the day
01:42:18.660 Where this all
01:42:19.140 Fucking comes apart
01:42:20.000 Judges went away
01:42:21.780 I'm just happy now
01:42:22.960 Ha ha ha
01:42:23.760 Happy
01:42:24.540 Happy time now
01:42:26.720 Stephen Gil
01:42:28.600 I just slated it away
01:42:30.800 Now everyone's happy
01:42:33.240 Lumberjack says
01:42:37.520 Is there any successful model
01:42:38.780 Which can reverse
01:42:39.580 Cultural Marxism
01:42:40.320 Once it has taken root
01:42:41.300 In society
01:42:41.920 Probably
01:42:42.740 But I mean like
01:42:43.460 Yuri Bezmenov says
01:42:44.560 It'll take
01:42:45.180 It's going to take
01:42:45.720 Generations to reverse this
01:42:47.040 If you started
01:42:48.620 Educating people
01:42:49.340 Right now
01:42:49.900 Today
01:42:50.360 If you got a hold
01:42:51.380 Of the entire
01:42:51.920 Educational system
01:42:52.780 Today
01:42:53.240 Started educating kids
01:42:54.660 Like the old school way
01:42:55.640 Like no
01:42:56.020 This all this stuff
01:42:56.580 Is crazy and wrong
01:42:57.360 It's going to take
01:42:58.180 20 years to turn it around
01:42:59.360 For all of them
01:43:00.560 To grow up
01:43:01.200 And then enter the
01:43:01.960 Workforce
01:43:02.420 And enter society
01:43:03.460 And then start
01:43:04.160 And then start
01:43:05.080 Pulling everything
01:43:05.740 Back the other way
01:43:06.440 It's going to take
01:43:07.060 20 to 40 years
01:43:08.040 If you started today
01:43:09.180 Like that's how bad
01:43:12.020 It is
01:43:12.380 It's so bad
01:43:13.200 We're
01:43:13.420 I mean we're in for it
01:43:14.640 Man this is not
01:43:15.220 Going away
01:43:15.740 In a year
01:43:16.440 Or two years
01:43:17.000 Or ten
01:43:17.260 This is for the rest
01:43:18.260 Of our lives
01:43:19.080 At least
01:43:19.700 We're going to be
01:43:20.340 Fighting these people
01:43:21.000 For the rest of our lives
01:43:22.240 And they're going to be
01:43:23.360 Hunting us
01:43:23.840 For the rest of our lives
01:43:25.160 Better you just get
01:43:26.820 Right with it now
01:43:27.480 Anyway
01:43:30.140 That was a long one
01:43:31.380 This was not meant
01:43:32.460 To go so long
01:43:33.260 It is what it is
01:43:34.060 Guys on YouTube
01:43:36.140 Enjoy
01:43:37.120 I hope you enjoy it
01:43:38.680 Thanks for being here
01:43:39.480 Julia
01:43:40.040 Seven Sons
01:43:41.140 Mr. Miles
01:43:41.840 Binks
01:43:42.440 Faith
01:43:42.840 Gale
01:43:43.520 Chuck
01:43:44.780 The Canuck
01:43:45.280 OGTF
01:43:46.360 And oh
01:43:46.640 What are you doing man
01:43:47.320 He's been around a long time
01:43:48.300 He's an OG
01:43:48.700 He's one of the oldest
01:43:49.540 Oldest fan supporters
01:43:52.140 Ever
01:43:52.500 Liv J
01:43:52.980 How are you
01:43:53.500 Window liquor prepper
01:43:55.660 Some of the names
01:43:58.060 I get a kick out of
01:43:59.000 You know
01:43:59.300 But anyway
01:44:00.880 61Alpha says
01:44:02.400 Get off my fucking lawn
01:44:03.680 It is what it is
01:44:04.280 Alright
01:44:04.500 I'm going to go get some
01:44:05.320 Do some stuff now
01:44:06.220 And just had to
01:44:07.180 Wanted to update you guys
01:44:08.340 On whatever
01:44:09.540 Hopefully I'll be back Friday
01:44:10.800 For
01:44:11.640 Whatever the next
01:44:14.440 Episode of me
01:44:16.860 Losing my shit is
01:44:18.100 You know
01:44:19.060 I feel bad
01:44:19.520 I didn't
01:44:19.900 You know
01:44:20.140 I wasn't able to do this yesterday
01:44:21.160 But I mean
01:44:21.600 I
01:44:21.740 Just didn't
01:44:24.140 Didn't have it in me
01:44:25.140 You know
01:44:25.640 Not
01:44:27.080 Not often that happens
01:44:28.180 But
01:44:28.440 You know
01:44:29.140 Hey
01:44:29.360 I'm a fucking
01:44:30.120 Human being man
01:44:31.260 That happens
01:44:31.620 So
01:44:34.820 I will see you then
01:44:37.020 Whatever ragecast
01:44:38.780 That is
01:44:39.680 130
01:44:42.200 Doesn't matter
01:44:43.740 Doesn't matter
01:44:44.580 I always put the links
01:44:46.200 And the updates
01:44:46.620 And stuff in the
01:44:47.060 Telegram channel
01:44:47.680 If you want to join that
01:44:48.500 I would suggest that
01:44:49.740 Also to counteract
01:44:51.320 The odds that
01:44:51.780 We're going to get
01:44:52.200 Banned and wiped out
01:44:53.180 And you lose it
01:44:53.720 You lose contact
01:44:54.860 With everybody
01:44:55.400 T.me
01:44:57.280 Slash
01:44:58.320 Ragingdissident
01:44:59.020 Is a telegram channel
01:44:59.840 All of the links
01:45:01.560 For everything
01:45:02.380 Is on the link tree
01:45:03.920 Link
01:45:04.340 Tr
01:45:05.020 Dot
01:45:05.400 E
01:45:05.680 Slash
01:45:06.860 Ragingdissident
01:45:07.540 The
01:45:07.760 YouTube trove
01:45:09.340 Everything there
01:45:10.160 The fucking
01:45:10.660 Spotify
01:45:11.180 Podcast link
01:45:12.460 Everything's on there
01:45:13.480 Stickers
01:45:16.680 And whatever you want
01:45:17.460 It's all on there
01:45:18.080 But the website
01:45:20.200 You can go to
01:45:20.820 Ragingdissident.tv
01:45:21.900 At jmax274
01:45:23.460 On Instagram
01:45:23.920 For
01:45:24.340 Ranting and raving
01:45:26.580 In a field
01:45:27.020 Like a madman
01:45:27.720 Something called it
01:45:30.080 The field
01:45:30.460 The field of woe
01:45:32.000 All right
01:45:37.440 So
01:45:37.780 You're allowed
01:45:39.940 To feel shitty
01:45:40.620 And you're allowed
01:45:41.000 To feel fucked up
01:45:41.720 And you're allowed
01:45:42.040 To feel sad
01:45:42.640 But you're not
01:45:43.540 Allowed to give up
01:45:44.200 That's the only rule
01:45:45.700 You're allowed to hurt
01:45:50.500 But you're not
01:45:50.920 Allowed to give up
01:45:51.520 Or Phillip
01:45:54.440 Will stitch you
01:45:55.100 Into one of the flags
01:45:56.320 And
01:45:56.820 Who knows
01:45:58.960 Where you're
01:45:59.340 Where you're
01:45:59.680 Going to end up
01:46:00.280 All right
01:46:02.100 Cheers guys
01:46:03.740 Have a good day
01:46:04.560 And
01:46:05.760 I will see you on Friday
01:46:07.020 Tomorrow
01:46:08.320 At whatever time
01:46:11.040 Probably 8
01:46:12.980 We'll see what happens
01:46:14.600 Hopefully we don't get
01:46:15.260 Hacked and fucked with
01:46:15.960 Just think about it
01:46:17.680 Cheers
01:46:18.220 Sixth Emperor Tyrannus
01:46:19.320 Pro Bachelor
01:46:20.020 You'll get it
01:46:20.680 Wh handles of the
01:46:22.700 adi goes
01:46:23.620 Come on
01:46:26.760 Come on
01:46:26.920 Come on
01:46:29.900 Come on
01:46:31.440 It
01:46:31.680 Come on
01:46:33.180 We'll see you on Those
01:46:35.480 Terry
01:46:36.100 Says
01:46:36.620 tonsill
01:46:37.340 licence
01:46:38.260 �勝
01:46:38.320 oute
01:46:38.880 lanes
01:46:39.340 your
01:46:39.540 nh
01:46:40.100 re
01:46:40.200 Rabbit
01:46:41.500 listed
01:46:41.800 미리
01:46:42.340 ee
01:46:42.360 Wall
01:46:43.280 obviously
01:46:43.400 We'll see you on
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01:46:44.860 треть
01:46:45.980 online
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01:46:46.700 monde
01:46:47.600 贏
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