RAGECAST 487: NO CHANCE IN HELL
Episode Stats
Length
4 hours and 30 minutes
Words per Minute
191.40376
Hate Speech Sentences
134
Summary
Rumble has been banned on a number of platforms, including Twitch, YouTube, and other platforms. This is the first time in a long time that I ve not been able to stream on one of those platforms, and it s not a good thing.
Transcript
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Erst wenn die Wolken schlafen gehen, kann man uns am Himmel sehen?
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Bear with me, guys, I'm trying to remember how to do my own job, so...
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It's a fake country full of fake people doing fake things.
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I see some confusion, some trepidation, some anxiety, some chaos in the chats and so on.
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Somebody asked on Twitter if this is the only place to watch now.
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It isn't, but it might be one of the more convenient for some of you.
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The biggest, typically, platform is on Rumble, which has been wildly shadow banned this evening
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But, yeah, tell your friends and share the link.
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And I heard a number of people tell me they had to refollow and, you know, all that kind of stuff.
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Like, well, we're just going to make it impossible for you to succeed on our platform.
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Like, just because they don't want the negative press and the negative attention of banning anyone popular or anybody, you know.
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I was routinely pulling nearly 2,000 people a night just on Rumble out of, you know, five or six other platforms.
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Yeah, we're on a number of different platforms.
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Somebody asked on Twitter if it's the only place.
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We're on Entropy, which is also, strangely, I don't know where everybody's at.
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It might be nice, actually, to have a smaller crowd, especially if there's a lot of newer
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I would like to do a little bit of a hard reset, maybe.
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Sometimes I fantasize about doing that, doing something completely, not completely different,
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Do you mean this specific stream, or how long have I been doing this?
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This, I've probably been sitting here for about 20 minutes, getting this ready.
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I was shooting for 7.30 Eastern, but, you know, it's live TV.
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There's going to be a lot of Vince McMahon talk, a lot of wrestling references.
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I just, I binged the entire series that's just come out about that.
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I had a great, great time, great experience, good memories.
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So there's a lot there, a lot of interesting stuff there.
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Not very long, but, you know, long enough, strangely.
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There's some weird, you know, nonsense afoot, but, you know, it's, what choice do you have?
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Some people have been migrating over to that one.
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You know, the links are all around if you know where to find them.
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But primarily Telegram is how I get my message out to anybody because I'm banned.
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I can't even share my own links on Facebook or anything like that.
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So I'll try and you go and post it and it's just loading wheel forever.
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You can go and type a sentence of like, Facebook, I love Facebook.
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I wish Facebook made butt plugs because I would like one.
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But if you're, you know, I'm not allowed to share links to my own material on there
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People have gotten warnings for that, trying to share my page.
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It's like, you know, this is really dangerous stuff.
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But I usually don't start until about 30 minutes from now, 30, 40 minutes from now.
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I'm just trying to move my whole life to the left a little bit.
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But, you know, I just, you know, it makes things easier, especially with the kids and everything.
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I wasn't, you know, I've had people ask if I was, you know, done.
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I think about it a lot when that's going to be.
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But there's certainly, definitely times I really don't feel like doing this.
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If I was going to be done forever, I would tell you.
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I would just not address it and just quietly just stop post it.
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You know, it was just, I had wanted to do some, I just wanted to unwind a bit.
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But, and I don't think it's much different for, you know, I'm sure everybody's last five years has been crazy.
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Just because of the nature of everything we've been put through and experienced and what's happened.
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But, you know, even with that, you know, I've, it was a perfect storm of a lot of things that have happened to me over the last few years.
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So, it's been, it's been just wall-to-wall crazy that whole time.
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And, I'm just, I don't know if it's the military brain, like trauma brainwashing.
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That's how they, you know, get, it works very well.
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And, does it require some probably deprogramming or reprogramming, really, for you to function properly in the civilian world?
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But, you know, once you're out, it doesn't translate very well to reality.
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And that's, I think a lot of guys have problems and struggle with it.
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Because you're not made for the world that you're dropped into when you leave.
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You're made to function inside of the military and nowhere else.
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So, I started doing this right after I retired.
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Not immediately after, but within a year, I'd say.
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And wanted to kind of get around to doing like a stream, some kind of talk show.
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And they're, you know, sitting on a laptop talking to thousands of people.
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Which I've been, you know, I thought was crazy.
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That blew me away that you'd be able to do that.
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And I've been very fortunate and blessed in that way to be able to do that.
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Those of you that have stood by me and supported me all these years.
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Anyway, that's been around since the early days.
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I probably have the most loyal and supportive following in the country.
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I can't think of anyone that could be dragged and burned and electrocuted metaphorically.
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And everything that's been done to me and the attacks the community has been under and everything.
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And that's part of the reason why I felt, you know, it had to be, you know, it was enough of a break, I think.
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I'm glad if you do get anything out of this, you do enjoy it.
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You know, people don't seem to know how to do that.
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You don't stand outside, petition the restaurant.
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You dedicate your life to having the restaurant destroyed because you didn't like what it served you.
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It's going to be kind of in, they're all very informal.
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It's always been kind of a chaos train wreck of just stream of consciousness from, or what did I used to call it?
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The incoherent ramblings of a madman or an unhinged madman or something like that.
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Yeah, I just feel like talking a bit about some things.
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Like, there's a lot going on, a lot I could read.
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A lot of people are just doing the topical, here's what's in the news, and here's how stupid and shitty it is.
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A lot of people are doing it, and I don't, it's not really surprising.
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It's not, there's not really anything interesting there for me a lot of the time.
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So I don't, you know, why piss yourself off for the sake of it?
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You know, and there's lots of things I can point to and bring up that are truly outrageous and insane and wild.
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And in the early days, I did spend a lot of time doing that because I wanted to drive the point home to everybody.
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But also, like you, I was just astounded at the rate of how fast this place was falling apart, at the boldness, the aggressiveness of the, you know, kind of enemy forces at work, like how just out in the open they are doing insane things.
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And that was kind of how I got it out and, you know, dealt with it.
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But at this point, they don't surprise me anymore.
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I've seen too much, I've been through too much, and it just, it's not interesting.
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It's, hey, guess what, you know, the goblin people did goblin things today.
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Unless it's a significant escalation that demands our attention or something that we need to deal with or look at, I just don't see the value in it a lot of the time.
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And maybe that's because I've gotten, I don't want to say lazy, but like I said, we've had a pretty consistent, solid core audience for years.
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It's kind of just slowly grown over time and added people in.
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So it's just beating a dead horse to a lot of people.
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And, but on the other hand, you know, there's new people around every time and have no idea what the hell I'm talking about in regards to a lot of things.
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You know, it's not an easy thing to, you know, run a successful kind of talk show, whatever, whatever this is.
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I didn't like to use that terminology, especially in the early days, because it didn't feel right.
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It's just, it felt, you know, I'm just an idiot with a webcam.
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You know, if you want to take it seriously and put a lot of effort in, you can do that.
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And certainly that's across the board in the professional mainstream world.
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It's all very polished, but I mean, that comes at the, that comes at the, you know, you've got decades of, of a foundation and organization and billions of dollars and stuff pumped into these things.
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So it's, you know, you've got all kinds of employees and basically unlimited resources to, it's easy to make it look good, you know, at least.
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And then you just need somebody half competent to just read the words, read the script.
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You have somebody half good to write them and then somebody else, like, so you can kind of plug the pieces in and make, make something half decent, but do it all by yourself.
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That's, that's, that's something else that's hard to do.
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So, um, yeah, I mean, I just, I appreciate you guys.
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And, and, you know, it's tough to think of how to top this.
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How do we top the last couple of, like, especially after the tour, which was amazing.
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It was as, as good, it went as well as it possibly could have.
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We pretty near, and for the most part, sold out everywhere we could, except for a two plate that we added late.
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We're still, we're still good turnout, you know, hundreds of people.
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I just wanted to do it to say that we did it and to prove that we could.
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And because we could, it's not something a lot of people get to do.
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How many people can just, from your own, uh, unhinged madman ramblings, create this whole kind of world of people that have become interconnected and networked and, and then go out into that, into the country and assemble them in real life.
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And then in the hundreds and have them all come together and work together.
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And it's just, that's, that's not something that's easy to come by.
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So having that option on the table and not pressing the button just to do it, to say that you did, I mean, that just seemed dumb.
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Um, I think a lot of people would kill for that kind of opportunity just to see what that's like and experience that.
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I don't know what the status is of the, you know, I haven't really talked to the guys that are doing the kind of the editing and trying to make a movie out of all the footage and stuff we had.
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Um, we'll probably have to do some post kind of, you know, remember trailer, how trailer park boys would have like, uh, the scene and then they'd have the cuts in between where like Ricky sitting on the back of a tailgate of a truck, just smoking, like it was, it was fucked, you know, talking about, we'll probably do.
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I think something like that should be, you know, so if the guys are watching, if a edgy or a matter of the guys are listening, I think that's, if you haven't considered that, I mean, that's something we could do, I think.
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And I would like to do, um, it would be probably pretty easy.
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We could just film wherever and just send them in to bookend different clips and different parts to add context and stuff.
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I'm really leaning on, I just dumped a pile of raw material on like terabytes of footage where none of it is not structured anything.
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It's all just see where you can cobble together out of this.
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I basically dumped, I dumped a bunch of like, I basically went to like a used, like a pawn shop.
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It's like, I don't know if you can make something out of this, do with that.
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But so we'll see, no rush or no stress or anything boys.
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But, um, you know, if they do, if it is, and if it's good, then that would be cool to share.
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Then we got a few hundred people back on rumble.
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I think it could be that it may be the way the algorithms work I did.
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I just changed to the, uh, my name on a few things and then in the channels and stuff.
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I originally started out, this is going to be an old nostalgia stream.
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I think I'm just going to sit here and I liked that.
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Actually, it's kind of like the old days, you know, I appreciate it.
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I don't think, I don't know if we'll do a tall tour like that again.
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And I'm also, I would be stupid not to mention how proud I am of everyone else that, that
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can, especially the vault, you people that, uh, volunteered and helped out.
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Um, I don't want to name anybody specifically because it just puts heat on them that, you
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And you guys above and beyond, you kicked ass and you did, I didn't need to be asked to
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Like you just took it and ran with it and did an amazing job and it wouldn't have worked
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You know, it wasn't bad in the first, it was excellent.
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I, it was, like I said, better than, than I expected.
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I had an image of, in my head of how I thought it would go best case scenario, worst case
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And then most likely, and it was, it was near best case scenario.
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It was pretty much as good as it realistically.
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I mean, there's people that are like, Oh, it wouldn't have been better if there were thousands
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of people outside that couldn't get like that, but that's not, I carefully budgeted the
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I looked at the analytics on the backend, I crunched it.
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And I thought this is, this is what I estimate based on my best guess, how many fans, followers,
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supporters we have in the country, where they are.
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And if we do them in these places, we can get this amount of people.
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I was about 95% accurate, but I also have, I have the numbers.
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I have the, the stream numbers, the download numbers, and they'll show you by region where
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And so you guys had volunteered, you guys, thank you so much.
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Um, and then, you know, Morgan did, she's half this operation.
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You don't see a lot of what she does, but she's, she does a lot and she does a lot to
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And she's just, she's an invaluable part of not just my life, but, but this whole, this
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And I'm glad that I'm glad that she came with me.
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And just, again, a very, very privileged to have that.
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You have someone that is not only willing to tolerate that.
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There's not a lot of women that would put up with, this is what I do.
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Um, this is how I feed myself and pay my bills.
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I have an internet talk show where I'm really mean.
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So, and I'm going to go on the road and, you know, and, and I have to deal with attacks
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from the government and police and psychos and all that kind of stuff too.
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So again, not a lot that would, not only is she supportive of it, she's involved and wanted
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And also, uh, Derek and Ferry, who didn't, again, went above and beyond expectations.
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I wouldn't have gotten here, uh, without, and there's certainly lots of other, you
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know, people that have been part of the community and, you know, close and, um, very positively
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contributed, um, to its, its growth, its maintenance, its health and, and everybody's, um, well-being
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So it's, I just don't want to get into a naming list because you'll always forget one person
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So I just kind of keep it to a minimum and I, I try to go out of my way to thank these
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people individually behind the scenes, you know, it's just, anyway, I'm, I'm, I'm carrying
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on, but I just wanted them to be involved because it's like, um, I didn't do all this
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Like they really held it down while I was in jail.
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If you're new, um, unjustly, I was, you know, denied bail for things that didn't happen
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and charges were later thrown out because of that.
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But I had to spend a few months, almost three months in a, in a shitty, uh, shitty jail
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in Saskatchewan with a bunch of natives that didn't like me very much.
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Some of them, it really depended on, on what side of the fence.
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The older ones get it, you know, they kind of respected that I was, you know, not a cuck
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and, uh, you know, they were just a little more chill.
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The younger guys though, you know, they're all brainwashed and have something to prove and
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fucking, you're not getting anywhere with them, you know?
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So anyway, they did a great job while I was in there.
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Um, and they've just been a huge part of the huge part of this.
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And I couldn't just, I couldn't do it without them.
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It did, it just felt wrong to not, um, not have the rest of the band come as it were.
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They've, they've built up their own kind of, um, not kind of, they have built up their
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You know, Derek's written a book and Ferry's got a very successful, uh, stream and, and,
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And, and it all kind of came from the same place.
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And I was just like, you know, like, well, what do you want us to do?
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Just go up there and take 10, 20 minutes and fucking, I don't know if they could just do
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I was like, you could do a version of like what you guys did.
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Cause they had a good, it was an interesting, um, back and forth.
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You know, Derek and Ferry are very different guys.
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So it's, it works as a kind of a, if you have two guys that are too similar, it doesn't
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And they ended up just kind of doing little presentations of their own.
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And it was, um, nice to see, I see everybody, everybody, everybody stretched well out of
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So yeah, it's been a, it's been a wild few years.
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Um, I didn't even scratch the surface, but, uh, again, I feel bad to some extent.
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I have this, I have this thing where, and I'm sure I'm not the only one.
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I just feel guilty all the time, not for anything specific.
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I kind of thought the other day, maybe it's a survivor's guilt thing.
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I feel like if I'm wasting time, like just like, if you ever, you have a day off and
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you're like, I'm just gonna lay in bed and watch TV all day, which I've done.
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I, like I said, I binged the entire Mr. McMahon series.
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You have, you're going to want to see it is a hundred percent accurate.
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I've been on the other side of the, I've been on both sides of the camera and I
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understand when, when Vince says there's two sides to every story and there's
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always people wanting to tear you down and make you look bad and they can make
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I get all that and, but there's been some, there's been some pretty serious
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allegations of, as of late, the last couple of years, there's Vince has been
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kind of known for his, I don't want to say abuse, but his, his very exaggerated
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chauvinistic, um, almost Islamic like attitude towards women over the, over the
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years, uh, he's never been known to be, you know, he was not advertised as St.
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And there were, you know, women, in my opinion, doing kind of a me too thing on
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him in, in, you know, the nineties and the eighties and later on, cause he's, you
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But there were some things towards the end in the last couple of years that I
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It it's, it's as close to unforgivable as you want to get.
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You know, if it, if it's true, if what they're saying is like this, is this
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what, if it is as bad, if it's half as bad as it sounds.
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And it, it, um, it, it, uh, oh, the rumble link on telegram isn't working.
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That could be why I just, I write, I didn't update that.
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So it's going to my previous, like I said, I changed the name.
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Um, sorry, I'm kind of distracted now, but I'll be right back with that.
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And, uh, if it seems like I'm on drugs just cause I'm a lot more chill out than, than
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I'll probably still lose my shit, uh, over the, over the years, but, uh, I'll come back
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It created a really interesting question for me that I don't think there's an answer to.
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Not only because it applies to me, it applies to every human being on earth.
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The study, the characters to study, and I relate to Vince a lot in this way.
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I think he and I have a lot in common, unfortunately, or fortunately, um, in just the way our brains
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work, um, in our attitudes and our, our worldview and, you know, in a lot, in a lot of, not every
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out of every thousand people that you can run into and compare yourself to, like, there's
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going to be a couple that you're a lot more like than the vast majority.
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And, you know, not all of them are good people, you know, sometimes there's bad people, terrible
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The, the interesting thing with Vince is it's like, he's done as many good things as
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bad things and the things that made him great, made him successful, made him, made what he did
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All of that, which made him successful and great and do and provide these great, you know, things
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for other people also made him terrible in, in, in other ways.
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So, we live, we live in this world where there's good guys and bad guys, or at least that's the
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And the good guys are this way in the bad, cancel culture, right?
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Now you go in the bad person list, folder, dumpster, whatever, and you're done.
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And I thought, well, now, and I'm just having a thought experiment here.
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I'm just thinking out loud, which is a lot of what this, what this has been in the past,
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And, you know, I've, I've really been over, over the top a lot of times and it's intentional.
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This is how I feel, but it's, I'm, I'm hitting the accelerator intentionally for number one,
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entertainment for number two, to make a point and number three, to be different.
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And it's something that I can do specifically that a lot of people can't or just aren't good
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And Steve Austin, another great wrestler, great guy.
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I really, I admired them growing up as a kid and I'm glad that I did because a lot
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Like behind the scenes, they're just tough as nails, give you the shirt off their back
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I mean, they got a lot of money now, like the undertaker and like triple eight, Paul of
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X and Sean Michaels and all these guys, like they weren't always great people, but you
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know, to do these kinds of jobs, it's tough and they're beating themselves up every night
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and running around on broken bones and torn ligaments, you know, just to entertain people
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for basically nothing, like for a couple hundred bucks a night, man, working 300
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and 48 days a year or some crazy, insane schedule.
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But Steve Austin said something once that really, I didn't realize I'd been doing, but
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I always kind of instinctively knew because I, again, I grew up with pro wrestling.
00:28:57.840
It was a huge part of my life for a few years, you know, probably 12 to 15.
00:29:00.700
They were like kind of the peak years for me personally, something like that.
00:29:04.380
Probably for, you know, it was a whole cultural thing.
00:29:09.260
You're looking forward to these pay-per-views every week.
00:29:11.600
It was something to talk about, you know, and then there's like the big event every
00:29:17.560
And, you know, you're building anxiety before you're excited about it.
00:29:25.960
I was like the first day of time I ever came across it.
00:29:28.020
I was like, well, they're not really fighting because if they were really fighting, he would
00:29:38.500
If you think of it like that and you just turn everything else off and just pretend you
00:29:42.020
went to the theater and it's like a violent play that's happening.
00:29:45.520
There's characters, there's stakes, there's storylines, there's all of this drama that's
00:29:49.500
I always used to say that pro wrestling is soap operas for men.
00:29:53.840
So you can kind of suspend your disbelief and just go and enjoy it as a show, as a story.
00:30:01.620
I think it's got a lot of positive messaging and I mean, it's not all, it's a lot of nasty,
00:30:05.900
especially in the previous, in the years past, there's been some very questionable
00:30:16.260
It's always been compelling stories of like, you know, righteousness and revenge and justice
00:30:21.700
The bad guys are cheating and getting away with shit and you root for the, you know, it's
00:30:24.880
always, those were always the most compelling ones and they're very human stories.
00:30:28.940
It was a different way of, it was a different medium to tell human stories.
00:30:32.680
Some people like to read books, some people like movies, some people like comic books,
00:30:37.020
And this was just another art form, another medium to express your humanity in a way that
00:30:40.740
you can connect with people and make them feel something.
00:30:42.620
And that's something Vince said in the series, which I totally agree with.
00:30:45.740
And that's always been, probably since I started early on doing this, I recognize when you
00:30:50.820
connect with people, especially when you're talking live from an audience or there's people
00:30:54.260
If you can make them feel something, you got them.
00:30:57.720
And that's not, I doesn't mean to say to lie or to, just to get them going, but to really
00:31:11.100
There was a book by an Austrian painter once that talked about this.
00:31:14.560
The spoken word is the most powerful form of communication.
00:31:16.880
You can write essays all day long, but nothing compares, nothing compares to, to, you know,
00:31:22.320
a guy on a table, you know, given, given it to everybody, right?
00:31:28.780
But if you can connect with people and make them feel emotions and you're going to have
00:31:36.580
He said, uh, pro wrestling, the most successful guys, the guys that go really well, that go really
00:31:43.360
And you have to be that part of those characters have to be you for it to be convincing.
00:31:48.020
You can't be something you're not, not totally.
00:31:50.800
So he said, those guys, uh, Vince and his character and Stone Cold and his character and
00:31:56.440
all these guys, he's like, that's them with the volume turned up.
00:32:03.920
Uh, especially when, if I'm talking about myself, it's like, yeah, I am this way.
00:32:11.660
Um, I, do I go over the top and do I get bombastic and aggressive and loud and great?
00:32:19.300
Um, but that's me with the volume turned to 11.
00:32:22.220
I don't walk around like this every day, but you know, all the time.
00:32:28.060
It's just, I found it to be an interesting and fun way to communicate, uh, and, and connect
00:32:33.880
with people in a way that was fun and interesting for them.
00:32:41.060
This is probably the longest I've gone without swearing, you know, ever.
00:32:45.160
Maybe I know I tried to make a commitment like a year or two ago.
00:32:47.980
If I could do it without swearing, would it be just as good?
00:32:50.120
If I could, I should, but, uh, it's hard for me to kick that.
00:32:53.580
I came up this way in the army and just, it's how I learned how to communicate.
00:32:57.320
I'm capable of not doing it, but if I'm going to just sit here and talk freely for hours
00:33:01.040
on end about things I'm, you know, emotional about or passionate about and so on and not,
00:33:05.300
you know, drop a bunch of F-bombs, it gets tough.
00:33:07.640
You know, when you spent 15 years in the infantry, it's not an easy thing to do.
00:33:12.260
When I'm 48, if I'm still swearing like a sailor, I haven't even been trying, but I will try.
00:33:17.520
You know, so these are guys with the volume turned up to 11, right?
00:33:29.080
Uh, you hit the gas pedal and then, but it's, it's exhausting.
00:33:34.380
And again, I, I did, I don't know, we're on five, six straight years without any real break.
00:33:38.580
Um, I would take like a, I think I would took a month off here and there, a few weeks, but
00:33:48.240
Uh, I just did other things that were stressful and I never really got to unwind and process
00:33:57.460
And, and, uh, not, not that I've been through personally, but my family's had to go through
00:34:02.840
when Morgan's had to go through and what my kids, like, I just had to think about all
00:34:05.640
this stuff from a lot of different angles and really, um, unpack some things and, you
00:34:12.340
I was just kind of, uh, kind of over it for a bit.
00:34:14.380
So when you're not in the mood for it and you don't feel up to it, uh, don't do it.
00:34:19.980
Especially if it's, uh, you know, I'm not, I'm not punching in at a, at a factory, you
00:34:24.300
know, I'm not going, I'm not doing a shift at a hospital where it's like, I just don't
00:34:30.120
This is a creative expression of myself, of my, my, my internal, my thoughts, my, my soul.
00:34:35.700
All I can get, I've gotten pretty personal and put in some pretty, you know, I made, made
00:34:42.240
the choice to allow myself to be vulnerable on camera and say, you know, and just open
00:34:46.300
my chest up and be like, you know, this is how it is.
00:34:50.260
Um, so it's, it's kind of exhausting, you know, and if you don't feel up to it, don't
00:34:55.120
If you're not in the right headspace for it, don't do it.
00:34:57.080
This isn't, this isn't, uh, you know, it's not like, oh, I don't feel like going to work
00:35:04.380
You know, if you're not, this is a very energy based thing.
00:35:08.760
I got to, you know, not always that's where discipline comes in.
00:35:12.600
There's a difference between I'm not, I don't feel like it versus like, I'm tired.
00:35:24.960
I just feel bad if anybody, you know, if I disappear or, you know, I just, I do it sometimes.
00:35:33.180
I just don't want to, I just don't feel like it, man.
00:35:35.680
Uh, it's a lot, it's a lot of shit and there's a lot to worry about and deal with.
00:35:39.980
I was fighting over the passport stuff and I'm still, it's not as bad as it's been over
00:35:45.880
the years, but it's still, I'm still somewhat busy, but I need to just kind of dial it back
00:35:52.020
Cause it's, uh, this is getting, getting to be a big punch.
00:35:58.080
Uh, this is something I've realized just recently that I've been kind of guilty of my whole
00:36:01.720
life, at least since, at least since my early twenties.
00:36:04.100
And this could be a totally an anxiety disorder that the army gave me.
00:36:07.840
So no, but I know a lot of people suffer this as well.
00:36:12.640
So I'm going to start calling myself uncle Jay.
00:36:23.720
And it's a, a lot of people have this problem where, and you know, put, push, uh, put one
00:36:30.740
If you, if you, you're like, yeah, that's, I do that a lot or sometimes or even a little
00:36:41.020
I was 19, 20, 21, you know, but eventually you get a job, you get a career, you have
00:36:46.140
responsibilities, you got a house you got to pay for, you got bills, you know, you got
00:36:49.040
girlfriends, you got, you'll get to people are putting, well, I didn't even tell you,
00:36:53.860
I didn't even explain what I, I instantly agree.
00:37:02.860
You know, there's people that really enjoy this and I can see why, um, if it were me,
00:37:08.300
cause I've had other people like that, that have done that for me, who's there, they just
00:37:12.180
have a stream or a show or something they put out and I look forward to it and I didn't
00:37:17.380
And there's not a lot of things I connect with and resonate with.
00:37:19.860
And when someone talks or says something that I'm like, yes, you know, it just makes
00:37:23.840
me feel better to, um, and if I'm doing that for even 10 people, I don't want to take that
00:37:29.740
So I feel bad, guilty, guilt complex after a while.
00:37:32.120
So, um, so with the, the anxiety thing, yeah, people are just, now you're doing the
00:37:38.100
earlier, I wanted to just get to a place, you start to build some anxiety and you've got
00:37:45.060
stressors and you've got things you want to deal with and problems you got to solve and
00:37:49.000
I was like, I just need to get, I'm trying to explain this, this feeling.
00:37:52.960
I just got to get all this, got to get this under control and get to a point where I'm
00:37:58.300
And then I feel like I'm in control of everything and everything's under control.
00:38:10.340
Well, I've, I've come to just accept that that's just not a thing.
00:38:19.160
And it was part of, I think the Vince McMahon show, uh, I think it was called Mr. McMahon.
00:38:23.160
That's, um, I, I noticed that in him and other, anybody that's driven, anybody that
00:38:31.160
feels like they need to do something, that feeling of like the net, what's the next thing?
00:38:36.060
And then I got to do this and then I got to make sure that's done.
00:38:37.960
And then I got to, that is going to be forever.
00:38:43.140
So if you're stressing about it and, and allowing that to cause you, you know, uh, anxiety and
00:38:50.000
it's making you anxious and depressed, like I think it, it helped, it helped me and it
00:38:54.800
should, you know, hopefully help others to just accept that this is what it is.
00:38:57.800
It's like being out in the rain when you're working.
00:39:04.880
There's always going to be some kind of stress.
00:39:06.080
There's always going to be something to deal with.
00:39:07.520
There's always going to be another bill to pay and you're never going to have enough
00:39:10.100
money and you're always going to be worried about your kids.
00:39:12.260
And you're always going to be worried about your parents.
00:39:15.060
Like this is just the natural state of being, unfortunately.
00:39:17.780
So if you're just feeding into that all the time, you're only making it worse.
00:39:22.720
And I'm not saying don't care about your problems, but just don't give them as much
00:39:28.340
of your mental and emotional energy as maybe you are.
00:39:32.600
And just feeling like I got to get on top of this so I can, this just doesn't exist.
00:39:39.940
The more, the more power and control you gain, the more problems you're going to have
00:39:44.800
And then, you know, this guy has been trying to grow this tiny, successful wrestling business.
00:39:48.960
And now he's, he's a bored billionaire with nothing to do and no competition.
00:39:56.920
I think when Vince McMahon lost his competition and Ted Turner and WCW, he beat them, which
00:40:02.040
a great story about humility, perseverance, not giving up and just a fuck you attitude.
00:40:20.440
You know, he was behind for a long time and it looked hopeless, but he didn't, you know,
00:40:25.260
And that's what brought out the best in his business and himself competition.
00:40:33.100
But then if you don't have something to compete against, if you don't have a challenge, if
00:40:37.820
you don't have anything to drive you and impress you and give you that stress and that anxiety
00:40:45.380
So you may be that thing you want where you don't have any challenges.
00:40:58.040
You know, they say in fighting, which is another sport that I really like, that I like to
00:41:05.780
It's not the same as wrestling, but it's, they say that, you know, fighters that are
00:41:13.440
too successful, they defeat themselves, you know, hoisted on your own petard.
00:41:18.840
So to say, they get used to sleeping in silk sheets.
00:41:21.300
You know, it just became too easy and they get used to be like, they're too, they're so
00:41:25.140
good that no one is anywhere close and they just, you know, that drive it, that challenge
00:41:31.120
in their life, that desire to, I want to be the world champion or whatever it is to get
00:41:35.900
And once they've got there and now there's nobody anywhere, like they're too successful.
00:41:45.480
I think they, I think they start looking for other things to excite their mind and excite
00:41:49.920
their senses and just bring that kind of passion back and they start doing weird shit.
00:41:55.140
Um, I think that's probably what happened to it.
00:41:59.360
So it's like, don't give your problems so much power over you that it's paralyzing you
00:42:11.200
Everybody is worried about their kids and their parents and all of that stuff.
00:42:14.380
And it's always going to be a part of your life, which is shitty, but okay.
00:42:23.440
Um, I'm going to read some of these, uh, yeah, very, you know, rumble link is broken
00:42:35.420
Yeah, that could be why that could be, I'm over here shitting on rumble.
00:42:47.140
Like, but if the majority of my audience is finding the link through the telegram, if
00:42:53.040
that's how they find it, then that would make sense.
00:42:56.000
Although they should be subscribed anyway, and it should come up in the app anyway.
00:42:58.760
And I don't know because it should, I'm not blaming rumble.
00:43:09.160
Um, I'm trying not to be a little bit and yeah.
00:43:17.780
There's so many great things about pro wrestling.
00:43:21.020
She says rage cast 47 brought to you in part by Barbara Perry's automated taco stuffer.
00:43:26.360
One quarter cup of cottage cheese, three quarters cup of hollandaise equals a slow rolling mechanically
00:43:35.260
Like there's metal parts like Terminator, a mechanically.
00:43:41.340
So it's like a, it's a hollandaise cottage cheese T-1000.
00:43:44.780
That's what Barbara Perry's automated taco stuffer.
00:43:52.020
This is a grotesque sex toy that you've invented low key.
00:43:59.400
Someone married her and had kids with her on purpose repeatedly.
00:44:15.820
Fitz champs has met a boomer last year and an all lives matter shirt.
00:44:21.800
Like, are we really virtue signaling over that?
00:44:24.700
It's like, uh, anyway, an all lives matter shirt with, with stick men in black, red,
00:44:30.280
white, yellow, symbolizing the colors of medicine, of the medicine wheel.
00:44:33.200
He thought it meant black, white natives and Asians.
00:44:41.640
Apparently, you know, I hate this nitpicky nonsense.
00:44:45.040
People used to just be so much more nuanced and, you know, offended less easily, but all
00:44:56.520
Says, just want to show my support to a based federal agent.
00:44:59.580
Had a long meeting with my handlers this morning and they said, okay, you're, you can
00:45:06.700
People are getting too close to the truth about me.
00:45:11.320
So they had to, had to just take a step back, had to take the, put off the gas for a little
00:45:20.720
I wish, I don't actually wish, like I don't want to be that person.
00:45:25.720
I would, that would be, that would be very stressful actually.
00:45:31.420
I don't think, I used to think, um, in my younger years, like if I, if I would, cause
00:45:36.460
I had, I had a relative, um, that was like an undercover, that's what he did for like
00:45:44.800
And there's some books that were written about some of the things he's involved in.
00:45:49.220
I always used to think I could, I think I could do that.
00:45:57.940
You have to be pure, like super cop where it's like, you gotta be, you gotta be good at
00:46:04.800
And being a different person and totally convinced, you know, be like method acting
00:46:14.020
And they had to like change their hair and got, and tattoos and everything.
00:46:17.380
They totally look like a different person and we're gone for years on it.
00:46:21.900
Um, it's like, okay, why do you look like a biker now?
00:46:28.340
Um, but yeah, I don't, I don't think I would have liked that.
00:46:35.300
I'm trying to understand people too much, not arrest them in charge.
00:46:39.200
I'm always just trying to figure out why they're the way they are, why they're doing
00:46:41.940
these things, what's driving them, what they're after, what their weaknesses are, what their
00:46:46.980
It's always every, each person individually is their own puzzle to unravel and understand.
00:46:52.720
And then you do a lot of these puzzles and then you're like, oh, that's like this puzzle.
00:47:00.220
And then you're like, oh, you did something wrong with the math and they surprise you.
00:47:02.780
And you're like, they're totally not that kind of person actually.
00:47:07.080
But, uh, yeah, I don't, uh, I meant when I said, I wish I was that kind of person.
00:47:14.880
If I was, if I was somebody who was, who was of the right mindset to be like a double
00:47:20.160
agent spy, you know, um, man, your stress level, at least doing this would be zero because
00:47:28.780
my biggest stressor, the thing I'm most concerned about that I, that I've, you know, is, is obviously
00:47:39.240
50% of CSIS's resources are dedicated to me and my friends.
00:47:45.720
They've spent tens, I probably well over double digits.
00:47:50.120
I don't, I'm not 50 million, but certainly 10 million.
00:47:53.060
I would say dollars, at least investigating me and my friends and my ex-girlfriends and
00:47:57.080
everybody I've ever talked to and everywhere I've ever been.
00:48:07.020
I've hung out with him a handful of times ever, like three, four over six years.
00:48:12.420
Other than that, you know, we don't really have a relationship.
00:48:16.560
He's an acquaintance, nice guy, a friendly guy.
00:48:29.960
They took his phone to go clone it and go through it.
00:48:32.600
And he said, they interrogated me for seven hours about you.
00:48:36.560
When I last saw you, when I last talked to you, don't you lie to us.
00:48:42.760
And what's your, and he was just, what in the, anyway, they never, they didn't let him
00:48:46.600
And they sent him back to, after all this is done, they sent him back to Canada in
00:49:04.700
What do you, what happens when they get this legislation in?
00:49:10.620
And then you're looking at, I have two choices.
00:49:16.020
Like once they get me in there, I'm forgetting now.
00:49:18.540
And I'll probably, I'd probably get murdered in there almost for sure at this point.
00:49:23.760
Um, or, or I, or I go into fucking protective custody or, which is solitary confinement,
00:49:37.320
Or do you resist arrest and make them, and force them to kill you?
00:49:42.700
These are real things I, I struggle with every day.
00:49:45.020
I have to think about and wonder about and go, how, how is this going to go?
00:49:53.760
Somebody mentioned Barbara, it can be mentioned Barbara Perry earlier.
00:50:05.440
As far as alternative media in Canada goes, I'd say they're the best.
00:50:10.260
Because, like, 9 out of 10 of the stories they put out, I think are relevant.
00:50:16.400
I think are, I'm like, yeah, that's, that's important.
00:50:19.220
And I agree with your, the position you're taking on this.
00:50:31.980
But, but, back to the Vince McMahon side of things, the real, the, the, the, the moral
00:50:39.640
question, this is like an Aristotle, I, I would need to defer to somebody far wiser than me.
00:50:46.180
I haven't spent a ton of time thinking about this yet, though.
00:50:48.040
And that's the thing about thinking, guys, is you actually have to do, it's a physical
00:50:53.240
We're running around, and I've had to relearn this over and over again.
00:50:56.620
But we're running around with our phones, and we're, you know, you're constantly distracted.
00:50:59.840
You don't have time to think, like really think, really sit in the, in silence for
00:51:05.060
hours, maybe two, three, a whole day, maybe, maybe you're just walking around in the woods.
00:51:09.620
I find I do a lot of my best thinking when I'm running.
00:51:13.360
I'll, you know, go out and run for an hour, and I just, things just come to you, and things
00:51:19.920
But to sit, really sit and think about things, it, uh, takes some time.
00:51:24.300
But the Vince McMahon question, which is the Vince Q, the VQ.
00:51:29.840
Oh, I should have had this tuned up, but I didn't.
00:51:39.740
But it's, it's an interesting thing to think about, you know?
00:52:01.900
He is the best, the best bad guy of all time, of anyone ever.
00:52:26.800
Does a lot of, like, good, great, good things, great things, and, you know, he's employed
00:52:34.040
This is a guy who came from a tiny family business with, like, a dozen employees, maybe
00:52:41.440
It was a fairly decent-sized small business, but when he inherited it, basically bought it
00:52:45.400
Um, and, you know, he stuck his neck out for people.
00:52:50.700
And, and a lot of his oldest, you know, supporters, like, they're loyal as fuck.
00:52:55.360
Like, they're, like, they'll take a bullet for him.
00:52:57.240
And, and all of the, all the, I mean, that part of my childhood wouldn't have existed
00:53:10.020
And sure, he's doing it to make money and be successful, but, like, everybody wins in
00:53:14.460
So you've got all this, all, all those experiences, all those emotions, all those stories, all
00:53:20.880
those great memories, like having your friends come over or going over to their house and,
00:53:25.060
and they're, you know, your dad and their dads, they all, you know, we're all hanging
00:53:29.320
And there's two or three or four of the dads are there and they're having a couple of beers
00:53:36.320
Everybody has, like, we wouldn't have any of this.
00:53:41.960
On the other hand, is there the horrible things that he's done?
00:53:48.180
Now, the problem I have is, and this is the world we're in.
00:53:54.000
And I think maybe this is part of the way back and I'm not condoning it.
00:53:58.040
I'm just simply saying, if someone does something, if they're, and I'm not talking about Vince,
00:54:04.240
let's just say you have a person who is amazing their whole life.
00:54:10.860
And then at the, and then when they're 65 or, or just the totality of their life out
00:54:21.220
Maybe, maybe even, maybe even got convicted of a rape.
00:54:27.100
No one apparently seems to have a problem with Mike Tyson anymore.
00:54:32.260
Speaking of WWE, there's a scene in that documentary where Stephanie, Vince's daughter is like, they're
00:54:38.120
asking her about this, like in like 2014 or something.
00:54:40.620
So way after, like when he came to work for, like he did a little, he did a little bit for
00:54:44.320
the WWE in like 96 or something, like 95, not long after he got out of prison.
00:54:48.200
And Stephanie's like, well, I mean, we had him on, but that was before the rape stuff,
00:54:51.200
I mean, he wasn't, he wasn't convicted of anything.
00:55:02.400
He'd gotten out of prison for rape and now he's, now he's hanging out with you guys and
00:55:07.200
you're like, ah, you know, anyway, anyway, not it's, you know, rape isn't funny.
00:55:15.240
I'm not saying it is, but what if, so someone's, someone's a rapist.
00:55:23.300
What if they've also saved the, save someone's life, like in one of the most heroic ways possible.
00:55:27.860
So you have someone who's done both things or maybe they've done, maybe they've saved two
00:55:32.440
people in tremendously heroic ways and then they've, they've got two saves and a rape and
00:55:41.240
Now, do you go, well, you're a rapist, so you're canceled and, you know, does that, does
00:55:51.940
So if you're interested in protecting people from the, the bad things that these people have
00:55:56.220
done, if you're going to cancel them and shove them, what like, then you're also depriving
00:56:13.520
What if someone's a piece of shit their whole life?
00:56:16.500
They're, you know, they have 20 rape convictions or something, let's say, or they're a murderer.
00:56:23.460
They're just, you know, a terrible human being, a monster.
00:56:25.600
And then one year they act, they, they end up like, you know, heroically martyring themselves
00:56:34.460
Just think of a generic, like heroic thing they could do.
00:56:37.280
And then do you, do you refuse that sacrifice and say, fuck you?
00:56:41.100
We don't even care because you're a piece of shit.
00:56:42.400
Like, it's just, it's a weird problem because, you know, like the, it's Chinese, right?
00:56:50.480
The yin yang, there's no, not every person is all good and not every person is all bad.
00:56:55.460
You've got the, you know, the black side and the white side of the weird, I can't, don't
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I think that's part of, partly what that represents.
00:57:06.200
Like one side's all black, but they've got little dots and either, like there's no totality
00:57:17.000
So yeah, some people are just shitty and they might try to do a couple of decent things
00:57:20.380
here and there, but it in no way even comes close to make up for, making up for how shitty
00:57:26.920
I know a number of them who are, they're just irredeemable monsters and should be probably
00:57:37.240
Another, another thing I've been thinking about lately.
00:57:38.900
Somebody put a question like, it was about the death penalty and was like, if there's
00:57:42.940
any doubt, you know, if you're even in a little bit of a doubt that you're not positive, they've
00:57:50.960
I'm like, yeah, but there's, there are times when you're sure, you know, I've, you've done
00:57:57.880
You're, you're, you got to go, you know, there's no, no reason we should pay to keep
00:58:02.460
So you can just something like a thousand dollars a day to hold these people in prisons, right?
00:58:12.500
Anyway, I'm just, uh, we're just doing weird philosophical musing here, but no one's all
00:58:19.860
And it's, it's a, it's a strange kind of juggling, uh, game you got to do to decide, like, does
00:58:26.320
the good they've done outweigh the bad or does the bad outweigh the good or does it matter?
00:58:33.200
Because like I said, in his case, especially what made him really good and driven and made
00:58:36.840
him successful, he was able to do all these things is also the same passion mentality and,
00:58:42.860
you know, that he has inside that enabled him to do all these terrible things.
00:58:55.500
He's one of the most complicated and interesting people I've ever, I've never personally encountered
00:59:07.640
I, this is a guy, I wonder if he even knows if he, if he even knows what he really thinks
00:59:19.520
Anyway, I'm going to read some more of these and, uh, we've gone for an hour already.
00:59:24.700
I haven't lost my temper once and I'm dropping viewers.
00:59:27.780
Like, so this was another thought I've had, which is a lot of what this tonight's going
00:59:35.420
And, uh, I think people, people like it, not because they always agree.
00:59:39.360
And I don't expect you to, if you're agreeing with everything that I say all of the time,
00:59:46.180
No one agrees with everyone, any, with everything that everyone does or says or thinks anywhere
00:59:56.200
So when everyone, people do this all the time, if they're talking about me or if I, anyone
01:00:00.180
else, they go, now I'm not saying I agree with everything they say.
01:00:07.020
No one does agree with everything that everyone, there's no need.
01:00:10.980
That's like, if you're going to come out and go, listen, I have an appointment, I have
01:00:13.540
a, I have a, um, an opinion to say on this rapist.
01:00:16.300
And they go, now I'm not saying I support rapists.
01:00:22.580
Like if it's, that's everyone's default position, right?
01:00:26.120
Everyone's default position is just because you agree with or disagree or support something
01:00:31.160
someone has said or done is not a blanket endorsement of, of everything that they do
01:00:39.500
Like, well, there's none of that in this country anymore.
01:00:43.540
I forget how I was going to, who I was going to mention now.
01:00:52.520
So I'm just, you know, thinking and doing things.
01:00:55.000
And I thought regarding how kind of over the top I can get and aggressive and, and, you
01:01:00.480
know, mean and, you know, it works for some people.
01:01:02.980
Some people really dig it and some people are into it.
01:01:07.820
And as I said, it's, you know, that's the volume turned up to 11.
01:01:10.980
I'm just pouring gasoline and amphetamines on the, I'm just like, whatever it normally
01:01:19.280
Let's really get it big and hot and, and just have fun with it.
01:01:24.740
So if I thought, if I really genuinely thought, or if someone convinced me, or if someone,
01:01:30.000
you know, was able to, if I thought that if I did the same thing, if I talked about
01:01:37.400
the same stuff, if I made the same kind of, if I did everything the same, but I just turned
01:01:41.380
the volume down and turn the aggression down and turn all, and stop swearing or really minimal,
01:01:49.680
But if I did all of that, and it would be the same, the success, the impact level, and
01:01:57.160
you know, everybody measures their success differently.
01:01:59.480
Mine is, if it's, is there consistent upward momentum?
01:02:04.940
Are you still, more people are coming in all the time?
01:02:07.220
You know, you're retaining, you know, we're going the right to work.
01:02:12.260
Don't worry about making a billion dollars or getting a million followers or doing any
01:02:17.040
Are you, are you doing better this month than you were last month?
01:02:19.680
In any, you know, in more metrics than less, are you overall doing better than you were
01:02:23.600
the previous month, this quarter versus last quarter, this year versus last year?
01:02:27.520
If you're, you know, like a stock chart, you know, it does this, it's all over the place,
01:02:36.740
If everything stayed the same, all things considered, except I did the same thing without, you know,
01:02:44.000
all of that bombastic stuff and swear and all of that.
01:02:53.100
And I feel like it would be a more surgical use of, of that ability.
01:03:07.160
It's called fire mode engage, uh, because people get tired of it too.
01:03:13.540
And I think that was a lot of my initial successes.
01:03:20.840
I'm a unique person as we all are, but I know myself better than anyone.
01:03:24.900
And I know what I can do and I know what I can't do.
01:03:27.440
And I know what I'm not good at, which is something that is, I don't think a lot of people
01:03:31.800
But I'm pretty good at shooting my mouth off and not a lot of people are, and not a lot
01:03:39.300
of people are doing it in the way that I've been doing it.
01:03:42.300
Um, so they will come across, you know, some of the videos and content that I did, especially
01:03:46.900
And we're like, it was just such a different speed, you know, from everything else that
01:03:52.080
A lot of button down, well, we have to keep us polite and respectful.
01:04:01.280
Uh, we're just, we're staying on the theme guys.
01:04:03.500
We have to, I need to, I need to go out of my way to get all these, I put them on the
01:04:09.400
So it's just easier, but I would come in and just, I had a different approach.
01:04:28.320
I'm going to do this plus this, and I'm going to put it in here.
01:04:54.240
I'm just going to, it was a conscious decision to be like that.
01:05:00.660
Like this is, this is honestly probably the most honest stream I've had.
01:05:03.760
And I'm not that I'm ever trying intentionally to be dishonest.
01:05:06.160
I just mean, I'm, this is just, I'm just hanging out.
01:05:09.840
I made a conscious decision to be like that, especially some of the earlier videos where
01:05:16.720
I would just go off and I was like, I could do it the other way, but I'm not, I'm, I'm
01:05:27.660
I'm going to turn the volume up to 11, you know?
01:05:29.840
But if it was the same, all things considered, um, same amount of viewers, everything's the
01:05:40.700
Whether you do it that way, you go full wild man all the time and just lose your shit and
01:05:46.440
swear like a crazy person and act insane and unhinged and whatever it takes, you know, just
01:05:52.920
Um, that, or a much more, you know, digestible format.
01:06:00.780
I don't, I don't, I don't know what the right word to use is.
01:06:03.440
Um, maybe with the volume down to four or five or six, some people are going to get upset.
01:06:09.440
I need this unhinged psycho babble to stay sane.
01:06:12.460
Like, I'm not saying I'm taking it away just for now, for the moment, for this particular
01:06:19.280
moment in time, I could read something in the next 10 minutes and it'll just null avoid,
01:06:24.980
It'll be hard to break the habit because I've been doing this, doing it like this way for
01:06:38.700
Like if I'm mad, I'm mad, but I don't need, I'm, I'm deliberately, you know how every
01:06:46.620
man that's worth himself worth his salt will tell you this because it's not a
01:06:54.240
That's not what you're supposed to do at all, which is funny because I'm doing the
01:06:58.580
Um, men are supposed to like stoicism is supposed to be a core part of our, you know, in our
01:07:02.640
society and our part of the world, you're supposed to keep your shit together.
01:07:05.080
You're supposed to keep your cool and you don't do that.
01:07:07.200
So it's kind of contradictory that it even worked at all.
01:07:10.640
But I think people are just so used to the bullshit and the lying that it just, it was
01:07:15.760
But if all things, if it was the same, either way, I would do it without the extra, without
01:07:21.740
the extra crazy, because I think it'd be more effective in, in strategic deployments
01:07:30.320
Because if you're swearing at all, it's meant to, and I'm not against it.
01:07:35.460
I just don't think people should be as liberal with it as they are.
01:07:39.080
And it's just, you know, I can tell you right now, that's one thing.
01:07:41.940
People, what are the things you don't like about yourself?
01:07:43.700
I've got a long list or things I could change immediately.
01:07:46.740
That would be one of them because it's not adding anything.
01:07:49.080
If it's the same, if you've got the same viewers, you're drawing the same crowds, you're
01:07:52.520
One way there, one is, uh, you know, you're acting insane just, and you know, just cursing
01:07:58.120
people, ripping them to shreds up and down, or it's, it's a much more controlled criticism,
01:08:07.180
I'd prefer to do it in a, in a more, um, more reserved way, I think, because that would
01:08:14.980
And it's not, it's accomplishing the same thing without putting that level of nastiness
01:08:25.120
There is such a thing as too much firepower, you know, you know, you'd sometimes you don't
01:08:29.320
want to totally obliterate your target to be on recognition.
01:08:31.760
Like, well, we've spent $17 million in ordinance on a, on a chicken farmer with a Kalashnikov.
01:08:42.000
You're going to have to pay that bill at the, at some point, right?
01:08:44.600
So proportional force might be, might be warranted.
01:08:48.460
I think it would be, I think it would be harder to do it that way.
01:08:50.860
It would take more control, more, you know, so when I, when I do that and I go bananas,
01:08:55.580
like, yeah, I'm mad about it, but I, I consciously make a decision that, that, um, that internal
01:09:00.800
kind of cover that when you're in public, how, like if something annoys you or pisses
01:09:05.960
you off at the mall or the dentist's office or whatever, you don't flip a table and threaten
01:09:11.200
the receptionist and fuck you, you know, you don't do that because that's crazy person
01:09:16.340
And sometimes that might be called for though in rare occasions, you know, extreme, because
01:09:24.440
I've, it's been crazy the last few years and I've routinely said, Hey man, if you're
01:09:29.340
in public and you see a politician, I'd say, I say, give it to him.
01:09:31.620
If you feel like doing it, I still say that I don't, I'm not backing down from that.
01:09:39.240
I mean, they're, they're, they're complicit in mass murder indirectly.
01:09:45.380
They hold the keys to the fire extinguisher case and they just refuse to use it.
01:09:51.660
Like you're, you're what's enabling a lot of the problems.
01:10:00.040
They're the worst human beings and they don't deserve your respect at all.
01:10:05.740
However, I'm not saying go seek them out and lose your minds at them.
01:10:08.960
Don't commit crimes or anything either, because that's not going to help you.
01:10:12.660
And that, you know, go around threatening them.
01:10:15.140
Obviously you can't do those things, you know, and 99 times out of a hundred, when people
01:10:26.320
Now, if you make somebody upset, you should probably go to jail.
01:10:28.160
You're a criminal, which is insane to take someone's liberty away.
01:10:31.100
It used to be a pretty serious decision and it would have had to be justified by, you
01:10:34.080
know, they've done something pretty serious to deserve that.
01:10:36.200
Now you're going to jail for Facebook comments.
01:10:44.140
So is there going to be times that it justifies what would be considered, it would be extreme
01:10:51.700
These days, I don't, I don't think people that criticize that and, and what I'm talking
01:10:58.100
about, I don't think they understand what's going on out there.
01:11:00.440
They don't, they've lost touch or they're not in touch with reality or with the common
01:11:06.220
And I think that's why it resonates with people because I, I understand what that's like, because
01:11:10.640
I come from, I'm dude, I was born in a trailer park.
01:11:20.180
We weren't rich, but you know, normal, average middle-class, middle, middle-class Canadian
01:11:24.540
family, you know, like, like I couldn't, we couldn't afford for me to play hockey, right?
01:11:28.900
Cause that's, you're basically upper middle-class at that time.
01:11:31.380
Cause that's, it's a lot of money, you know, you got to go to hockey camps and school.
01:11:39.520
You know, it was, and I, and I went into the military, which is full of just regular
01:11:47.500
dudes, just, just guys, just people, just men that are just trying to do a thing.
01:11:54.300
I didn't go to a, I didn't go to a film college or an acting school.
01:11:58.700
I didn't go to a specialized, you know, place that's insulated from the rest of the world.
01:12:03.360
A lot of the people that especially like to criticize me and act like, you know, we're,
01:12:13.240
I can think that I can, I'm capable of all of that.
01:12:18.320
I just didn't want to be in that world, but they seem to think that they, they are the
01:12:22.040
arbiters of what it's like to be the average person.
01:12:25.500
And they, they're never, they don't know what the average person goes through.
01:12:29.960
They're living in a specialized place, you know, with people that don't like the guys
01:12:38.460
in the army, their, their ambitions were like, I want to be this rank level.
01:12:46.060
That's why I want, I wanted to go to the special forces units.
01:12:48.320
I want it to go be with the best guys because that's the biggest challenge.
01:12:53.280
And if I could pull that off, I would feel pretty good about myself.
01:12:55.640
I feel like that's, that's why people climb mountains.
01:13:05.580
They're not, you know, douchebags that are like, I want to, I have to go to Princeton
01:13:10.100
or I have to go to Yale so that I can get this degree so that I know these people so
01:13:14.300
I can join this fraternity so I can get this job.
01:13:16.040
They've mapped out the next 25 years of their life so that they can be
01:13:19.860
Those types, a lot of those people in Ottawa, that's, they've all got designs on political
01:13:24.500
ambitions, whether they say they don't or they do like anyone even near that world at
01:13:28.420
all, they'll tell you that they're not, but they would all, they all secretly want to
01:13:36.600
And just these tiny little by-elections and stuff.
01:13:38.940
I've seen people, some, you know, these PPC people, they're getting all hammered, hammed
01:13:43.800
up drunk and they're like, oh man, I'm on path to being prime minister.
01:13:46.700
I'm telling you, I'm going to win this and then I'm going to do it.
01:13:51.120
I'm sitting there across the table looking at them.
01:13:52.400
I'm like, I don't think you should ever be in charge of anything.
01:13:56.060
Just based on this one, this one drunken outburst, I would be like, you're forbidden
01:14:02.840
Anyway, what I'm trying to say is regular guys and girls, there were some, some women
01:14:06.580
at the time, you know, I would make justifications and stuff for it, but I prefer professional
01:14:15.680
And I don't think there should be women in combat units, at least not mixed units.
01:14:19.920
If you want to have a specialized one, that's all female, you know, go nuts.
01:14:24.500
But the, the, the trade-offs aren't good when you add up what these women are getting
01:14:32.820
out of it, they get to feel included and be part of it.
01:14:44.080
There's no drawback to having women in the infantry, in the engineer core and the tank
01:14:48.840
core and the like pretty physical, robust, demanding jobs that are like, you understand
01:14:53.240
we're in competition with other people to the death, life and death competition.
01:14:57.740
And you're bringing in people that are substantially physically disadvantaged to the other team.
01:15:06.800
Nevermind the social aspect, the sexual aspect.
01:15:15.820
We're not talking about, we won't put women in the NFL, but we will put them in the Marine
01:15:23.540
You see, you know what, you see what I'm saying?
01:15:28.720
I would rather have women in, in mixed intergender combat sports like UFC.
01:15:33.780
That would be more fair to me than putting them into, into like murder competitions.
01:15:50.900
You know, we've got to stand up to the Russians and we've got to, like, do you even, you have
01:16:02.540
Ooh, the macho man doesn't think you understand.
01:16:17.760
I, I've got, I'm glad I watched that documentary.
01:16:20.620
If not only just, just for the, that six hours or however long it was.
01:16:31.720
So I'm just sitting here under the blankets, like half doing, I was doing like malaria
01:16:37.540
You know, you ever get, you're like having chills.
01:16:40.300
But I'm like, I'm so grateful that I have this because I wouldn't be able to sleep anyway.
01:16:44.260
It was just going to be one of these miserable evenings.
01:16:59.560
Well, I'm sitting there watching it for six, you know, I forgot what I was going to say
01:17:15.780
I've been reading and watching a lot of shit in the last couple of weeks.
01:17:18.160
If I've been in here, I've just been taking, trying to take advantage of the downtime to
01:17:25.360
Talking about how he basically has multiple computers in his head.
01:17:31.620
He's like, this one is stinking and saying this.
01:17:43.180
There's people that don't have an internal monologue.
01:17:44.940
Like they, they don't, you don't hear voices physically in your head as if someone's beaming
01:17:51.680
like, like, you know, puts an ear pod in your head and you're like, what are the hearing
01:17:55.420
I just, the thoughts that, you know, the ruminating, the thing, the, all of that, they don't have,
01:18:06.800
They, you know, it's just like animal level instinctual behavior.
01:18:17.440
I guess there's just different types of people and I'm not God.
01:18:21.760
If they're like that, there's gotta be a reason.
01:18:24.020
And I think it's because if everybody was, you know, deep thinkers, a lot of us wouldn't
01:18:31.500
We'd all just be sitting around arguing all the time and we'd have no farmers.
01:18:35.620
We'd have no, you know, just simple, regular guys that enjoy.
01:18:42.700
Or otherwise we don't get these, these jobs don't get filled and they're happy because
01:18:50.600
Like these guys in the army, they're just simple.
01:18:53.560
I want to have a house and have my kids and be left alone and just, and that's it.
01:18:56.840
They're not these ambitious, they're not trying to be senators.
01:18:59.080
They're not trying to run billion dollar companies.
01:19:02.580
And thank God for them because that's, that's, that's the average person and that's who we
01:19:09.640
Anyway, so Vince is talking about, he's got, I'm pretty sure it's him.
01:19:19.140
I may be remembering this wrong, like from someone else.
01:19:24.820
It's like you have two or three, you've got the radio on the TV on and you're texting all
01:19:32.860
and you're trying to pay attention to all three at the same time.
01:19:34.940
And to some degree you can, um, that's just the way that my head works.
01:19:38.740
So he's like, I'm talking to you, I'm having this conversation with you and I'm processing
01:19:41.420
what you're saying and I want to, but then at the same time, another part of my brain
01:19:45.200
is thinking about something completely different.
01:19:47.300
Cause they were like, well, what's the other part of your brain thinking about?
01:19:48.860
And he's like, sex, of course he would say that, right?
01:19:55.180
I don't know, but, uh, thinking about sex, you know, I can't remember what he said, something
01:20:01.620
like this, but I know what that's like to have, um, you know, what are you thinking about?
01:20:05.260
Like a few things at the same time, concurrently I'm stirring.
01:20:08.600
It's like, you're cooking different things at once.
01:20:10.200
I'm making cookies and cooking a turkey and I'm, you know, I'm funneling pasta through the
01:20:15.840
strainer and I'm thinking about all the, and you know, stretching.
01:20:18.860
I'm stressed out about my, you know, bill payment at the same time.
01:20:25.840
I understood that, you know, maybe that's how creative people think.
01:20:29.920
And by create, I mean, people that are artistically inclined, they're, they're weirdo freaks like
01:20:33.800
me that you're just, you got to do creative things to be happy or you have to have a creative
01:20:39.040
outlet or you're going to, you know, I wonder if that's what it is.
01:20:43.920
So anyway, we're just thinking weird stuff tonight.
01:20:52.120
Now I'm just going to scream and swear and act that it is for a while, but okay.
01:20:57.880
It was the, was the, was the link, but I don't know.
01:21:02.520
Some people are, uh, there's a, there's a bunch of chats.
01:21:08.000
If you're, if you're, if you're new, this would be a good one for you to have, because
01:21:16.800
I'm uncle Jay tonight for now, you know, everybody needs one.
01:21:22.740
Not everybody has one and I'm not perfect and I'm far from the best, but I'm all you
01:21:36.840
He was willing to embrace being one of the most hated people in the whole business.
01:21:40.260
Like the most hated everywhere he went, people booed him and hate, like they just couldn't
01:21:45.940
And he'd just smile and be like, you're all a bunch of idiots.
01:21:52.060
You know, he'd be in the ring and he'd be like, some people are.
01:21:57.520
If I'm a self-made billionaire, some people are rich and you're not.
01:22:13.780
He's like stomping on a Texas, like Stetson while they're in Texas.
01:22:21.000
And then he gets his ass beat, like stone cold to come out and put him through a table.
01:22:27.440
And he, he was willing to do that because it was good.
01:22:36.620
Then if that's what you need, if we need a bad guy, I'll do that.
01:22:40.960
And yeah, it's the, the whole, the whole, the diagonal on multiverse is in a lot of
01:22:49.340
There's a lot of silliness and characters and craziness and wackiness.
01:22:51.860
And a lot of times people, they don't know what's real and what's not real.
01:22:54.900
Is this you just trying to get a reaction or do you genuinely believe this?
01:23:00.420
Generally I'm being serious and I'm like, it's just, you know, it's hyperbole.
01:23:13.980
I wish there was a quick way to listen to it, but, um, I miss the champ skits.
01:23:24.780
I don't know which character that is, but I don't know.
01:23:30.560
Um, because it would be a lot easier on my energy level if I don't have to.
01:23:43.840
Um, but I, but I don't know if it's good all the time.
01:23:47.040
A lot of times I go to bed and I don't feel good about it.
01:23:51.920
I feel better that I got that out of my system, but then there's always like the, is it too much?
01:24:03.740
They can, you know, they're, they're putting men's penises in front of little kids.
01:24:15.080
They're, you know, I don't, there's no reason to ever be worried or care at all what the enemy thinks.
01:24:19.800
That's, that's the silliest thing you could do.
01:24:21.680
Why do you care about what someone, why do you care what someone thinks when they hate you?
01:24:25.280
That's, that's probably the most unhealthy things you can do.
01:24:36.380
You know, it's like, even, even if the most they can do is just stand on the road with a sign.
01:24:41.360
Metaphorically, it was just close your, close, turn the, close the blinds.
01:24:46.120
I don't see, now I don't, you don't affect me at all.
01:25:07.820
I guess I'm just trying to find the right balance.
01:25:09.420
Maybe I feel like I've gotten a little too, too hard over the years.
01:25:17.100
There's no real, there's no, it's no structure.
01:25:21.440
Like, this is a very, I mean, this whole field of like online podcast, like this whole industry didn't exist 10 years ago.
01:25:30.260
Five years ago, Joe Rogan was just getting off the ground.
01:26:00.600
I can't explain why I don't like certain foods or people.
01:26:05.700
And I never put any more thought into it than that.
01:26:13.880
Sometimes you need to shout louder than the other voices to be heard.
01:26:26.940
Most of the shows are about three hours, three to a half hour.
01:26:35.360
And I try to get a lot of this stuff out there, but I always, I always try to reinforce
01:26:38.080
that like, you know, we're telling the truth and it's not nice and it's ugly and dark and
01:26:51.120
Even the little, like, you know, the white lies, you know, you're not fat, you know, they're
01:26:59.580
So you're reinforcing to them that their, their unhealthy situation is not a problem
01:27:09.200
Would you rather them feel emotionally shitty about it and then correct their behavior and
01:27:16.820
Or would you rather them feel better emotionally and continue doing what's making them sick and
01:27:20.880
hurting themselves so you don't have to deal with the discomfort of being in a, I mean,
01:27:25.940
it's selfish, my opinion, to give somebody that, to lie somebody, to lie to somebody just
01:27:31.760
to make them feel better or because you don't want to confront something or deal with something.
01:27:37.540
So I don't like to shy away from the ugliness of reality, but at the same time, I also don't
01:27:43.800
just, I'm not just sitting here, uh, yeah, snow trout's enjoying it.
01:27:50.920
So if you're doing okay, that's, that's all I need to know.
01:27:55.360
Um, but I, I try to wrap it in, you know, it's bad, but it, you know, that's to motivate
01:28:05.940
Uh, our world is not good and our general situation is, is perilous.
01:28:13.340
And, uh, there's things that you can do to improve, to help.
01:28:18.680
They wouldn't need to be going to these lengths to implement these kinds of laws, just to shut
01:28:24.700
If it had no effect, if it had no impact, you wouldn't do it.
01:28:28.380
You just don't like, I'm sure there are people.
01:28:32.380
Um, I mean, there's tons of people that are, that are critical of, of the Israeli state or
01:28:36.760
Jewish power, for example, but are they all being?
01:28:40.600
Overwhelmingly, heavy-handedly targeted and coming down?
01:28:42.700
Like, no, because most of them are, most of them don't have a real, like, talking to
01:28:49.660
20 people on the internet, like, it's not worth your resources to kill a bug, you know, not
01:28:55.340
Cause I know there's some people out there with no tiny little, if it makes you happy
01:28:59.100
and it gives you some purpose and good, good for you.
01:29:03.520
And the more people trying to tell the truth and, and push for that kind of stuff, the better.
01:29:10.060
And I forgot what I was, where I was going with that.
01:29:17.600
Renunciates is the truth, no matter how ugly is better than a lie.
01:29:22.260
I think we need to harden up as a people and just listen, the truth is, is mean and ugly
01:29:26.140
sometimes, but we can't make the right decisions about how to make it better.
01:29:30.840
If we, if we don't want to acknowledge what's real, if we can't do that, what are we, what
01:29:34.300
We're just going to lie to ourselves and ignore the problem.
01:29:39.340
You know, that's like pretending, pretending something's real when it isn't just because
01:29:51.480
Whatever you guys are into, whatever you guys, uh, you know, maybe this is too boring for
01:29:58.300
Um, but all things considered, if I could do it both ways, if I could do it the same
01:30:03.000
and it was, it was, it was the same both ways, I would rather do it a little with a lighter
01:30:06.820
touch because I think that would be more challenging.
01:30:09.300
So probably worth doing more because it would put a little less nastiness.
01:30:18.960
Might be easier for people to digest and, and I don't know, might be better.
01:30:35.020
It's been an hour and a half and I use, well, it's been an evolution, right?
01:30:37.500
It's been, I've been like, it's been years of this and there used to be three different
01:30:41.660
breaks during the show where I would be just, it's, it's literally, uh, just to chug a beer.
01:30:58.780
Um, but I didn't like that I was being perceived as like a piss tank and I didn't like that
01:31:07.820
And now four, if it's the weekend, you know, it's way too much.
01:31:12.340
And I'm also encouraging and normalizing that kind of behavior.
01:31:15.020
And when I had a tiny little info, like I didn't think of it like that.
01:31:18.640
I didn't feel responsible for, but at this, at this point, I just, especially I was thinking
01:31:23.540
And it was something I wanted to get phase out.
01:31:25.860
I didn't really know how for probably the last year before that.
01:31:31.060
I didn't have the confidence to tamper with a winning formula.
01:31:41.780
And we have, we have a, an, a culture of celebrating alcoholism, which is, you know,
01:31:47.080
one of the most destructive things in the world.
01:31:58.900
But I don't want to, I also, I'm not going to willingly and knowingly participate in pushing
01:32:10.200
I worked out, I started drinking energy drinks instead.
01:32:14.620
And then like the sugar waters, which once in a while, those are still fun too, but those
01:32:18.880
Now I just, it's just water, you know, that's what we used to do, but you know, some people
01:32:24.840
do enjoy, Hey, and if you, you like to have a couple of, a couple of, if this is how you
01:32:28.140
unwind and you like to have a couple of drinks at night or whatever you're doing and listen
01:32:46.080
Just because you're paranoid doesn't mean they're not after you.
01:33:17.640
Thank you for coming back for us to, oh, we'll always come back until I say that I'm
01:33:21.480
not, which would take a lot for me to, if I ever announce I'm not coming back, it's,
01:33:33.680
Chucky's Extremist Circus, Happy Truth, and Show Me the Body's Day.
01:33:38.740
Overcoming your vices is not easy to do sometimes.
01:34:04.220
You don't get to, you don't get to level up for free.
01:34:08.220
That's the whole point of having these vices, so you have something to defeat.
01:34:27.180
It has found your channel, but nine months ago, and I've never seen anything like it.
01:34:35.040
Maggie, thank you for the support, the monthly support.
01:34:43.300
I'm just offering it as a replacement because a lot of people were kind of monthly, just,
01:34:49.200
you know, rather than doing the chats and stuff, they just wanted to kick me five bucks
01:34:52.660
And I had it through Substack where I had a sizable following until they shut that down.
01:34:56.320
I still have it, but I'm not allowed to make any money on there, so I've moved everything
01:35:01.720
So if you were on there, you don't have to, but I appreciate it if you want.
01:35:06.860
It's just, you know, yeah, if you want to help out, I appreciate it.
01:35:16.120
Maggie's opted for the Rumble option, which is another monthly recurring thing.
01:35:21.300
Again, I don't feel like I deserve it, so I try to be humble and grateful because it
01:35:28.400
I've heard, I've, I looked at Subscribestar, but I think they're pretty woke.
01:35:31.320
I think they're, they've pretty, they're pretty gay when it comes to people like me.
01:35:35.320
So Gumroad's been pretty cool and they've got some questionable characters on there.
01:35:41.620
Not that I believe that, but in the, in the popular context of, I mean, I'm clearly the
01:35:57.060
i'm going full vids um so they seemed okay so if you're interested if you want to help out the gum
01:36:02.720
road link is is there in the video description and wherever else you've probably found this or
01:36:06.740
telegram it's there it's the support button as well i it won't be tonight we did talk about that
01:36:11.300
and i tried to we want i didn't do anything i don't say we i'm literally just like the vince
01:36:16.340
mcmahon i just kicked the door in and what let's take it so long you know and guys are working on
01:36:21.560
the websites and stuff and you know not really but yeah i check in once in a while i'm like where are
01:36:26.100
we at with this how's it going we're very close to getting the griff shop back online um probably the
01:36:30.780
end of the week maybe by friday certainly probably by the weekend if it's not by a week from today by
01:36:36.560
next monday it i don't see any reason why it shouldn't be back so you guys there's some
01:36:40.880
outstanding items that people bought on the tour basically ious or something for like we'll ship
01:36:46.220
it to you when you know there again we're just a small operation you know derrick's the griff shop
01:36:50.460
is literally derrick's you know uh spare like shed that he built in where he lives in the woods and
01:36:57.000
he you know gets to it when he gets to it you know he has to drive into town manually ship them out
01:37:02.880
so and he's uh working on you know with his hall of treasure from the tour to he's uh expanding his
01:37:11.020
property it's always you know he's dealing with that no i just add you know when are you uh whenever
01:37:14.720
you're up for it and i think we're pretty close we're pretty near the air we're just a couple of
01:37:18.420
minor things have to be sorted out but uh so we'll we'll get to that and he's going to get on top of
01:37:22.180
that shortly and we'll we'll have we'll be we'll be back uh grifting because we're so it was very not
01:37:29.560
not a rush like we oh no the griff shop's down it's been down for like two months right since july
01:37:34.900
i think sometime in july maybe longer but you know we'll get to it when we get to it we're it's pretty
01:37:42.000
pretty near there so um people that have been asking about that um flags and all that stuff and
01:37:46.920
we're going to expand it in the future there's a few people um that i need to get a hold of that
01:37:50.980
do their own kind of stickers and uh there's a lady that makes some jewelry there's some some other
01:37:55.680
items that i've surprisingly i don't know why i'm surprised i just i don't know i guess i just don't
01:37:59.880
know who's out there that just flew out gone gobbled up like it didn't even last we didn't even make
01:38:04.360
it to bc before it was all gone so there may be something there um if they want to if they want to
01:38:11.260
throw them up on the site and we can you know fold them in and they can sell stuff and we'll take
01:38:15.560
like a small cut of the sales and you know other other people that are in the community that do
01:38:20.520
interesting stuff and they make some there's people that make some stickers and make some
01:38:23.260
some cool stuff that this is somebody want because i'm not going to do it i'm not making anything
01:38:27.080
i'm more of an ideas man i'm just an idea guy you want a product that is what i have a slave farm
01:38:41.420
soon very soon well so uh if it's not if it's not in by friday monday should be should be there
01:38:51.320
the griff.shop will get it back up uh i gotta get through these chats because we're already an
01:38:55.940
hour and a half through this it's already 9 30 local did i start earlier than i meant to maybe i did
01:39:02.280
don't know we'll keep going anyway um yeah so brian's relatively new well welcome aboard sir
01:39:10.280
welcome to the nightmare it's always funny how did you find just by just by chance
01:39:15.760
i'm incredibly suppressed and very censored i'm banned for life from youtube i've had 17 youtube
01:39:21.340
channels to the point where i was making new ones that would be banned in the morning automatically
01:39:26.160
like as soon as the upload would finished it would go through the and it would be instant ban
01:39:30.740
like we even say why it's just like your piece of shit we hate you your guidelines community
01:39:34.920
guidelines like well which ones i we're they don't even try to pretend it's once i realized it
01:39:40.920
was an out it was a computer doing it it was always at the exact same time it was like 8 32 a.m
01:39:45.840
every day or like 6 45 p.m every like the the time of the actual notification from the bank it was
01:39:51.300
it was on it was on a regular purge you know it's kind of schedule so it was like i'm not gonna
01:39:56.240
overpower the will of an ai i thought it was i thought they were manually being reviewed and i
01:40:01.180
was just like they'll give up i'll just do this till they give up so i went through 17 of them
01:40:04.660
in the last dozen or so i was like no this is a computer automatically doing this so i'm not gonna
01:40:09.320
win that i i can't uh i can't beat a machine whose sole purpose is to cancel me i'm not going to
01:40:13.480
convince it so um so it's it's pretty heavily suppressed and it's uh but i appreciate you guys
01:40:19.500
sharing it out word of mouth and and people bring their family members and stuff in and i'm glad so
01:40:23.520
maybe this would be a good one 487 you want an intro stream this is a better i've explained some
01:40:27.980
things and talked about some that will probably put some of the other ones into more perspective
01:40:31.980
um i would like to try to be a little more restrained in some respects in the future
01:40:43.100
for just some of the reasons i talked about um we'll see how it goes right um
01:40:52.960
but yeah man doing whatever's harder to do like any it's easy to swear and curse and act like a
01:40:57.420
maniac like it's not that hard you just take the governor off and just let it just let it just
01:41:01.200
let it out right how you're supposed to always kind of keep that button down and i just come on
01:41:05.260
here and just let her rip and i was trying to allude to this earlier you got the average guy like i know
01:41:09.280
how it feels i know what it's like um to just be shit on and pissed on and disrespected and just feel
01:41:13.620
like nobody cares and nobody understands and the whole world hates you and it's just it's all
01:41:16.640
bullshit right it's just all it's so frustratingly awful and you know they come across somebody like
01:41:22.500
me who's saying everything that they're thinking everything they're holding in every day they're
01:41:26.580
just like you know that's why i got a chip in my tooth i had to just grind it down i lit like that
01:41:32.380
i didn't lose it in a cool way like in a fight i got a chip in my tooth uh this is my i call it my
01:41:38.160
three rcr chip when i was at third battalion this happened over about a period of two years of me just
01:41:43.400
grinding my teeth in my sleep to the point where there's like a crescent moon chip out of one of
01:41:48.200
my front teeth that's that's all it came from i just noticed it developing one day and over a
01:41:52.460
period of time like yeah that's what i'm doing god they gave me a dentist mold to like prevent this
01:41:57.120
of your teeth like yeah just wear that when you go to bed bled just wear that when you go to bed
01:42:02.840
i did it for two days and both days i woke up and i felt like my jaw was broken
01:42:07.140
like it was it was really painful like i had never been punched in the jaw hard enough to make
01:42:16.140
it hurt that bad where it just to open like these muscles here specifically in this i forget what
01:42:21.280
they're called these like ribbon muscles on the side of your uh chin that you're supposed to get
01:42:25.920
those chewy uh things for it to because they're muscles right to square out your jaw and have you
01:42:31.320
know your chad jaw it's a real thing guys um use them i've there i'm not kidding there's a good
01:42:37.360
quarter inch on either side of my face since i started using those like a year ago it's legit
01:42:42.840
and we eat a lot of soft food these days processed food like it doesn't it's nothing to chew through
01:42:48.560
we used to eat a lot of meat you know and tougher food where these muscles would be strained and you
01:42:53.020
develop a more squared kind of a jaw and we don't now because of the laziness of our basically our
01:42:58.200
mouths we just slurping and eating a lot of slop boy slop so uh that's what that's for and uh you
01:43:04.220
may notice a different it's not as noticeable when i have my beard but if i shaved you'd be like well
01:43:08.520
if you compare it to a few years ago you'll see it i did i was surprised i don't have it it's out of
01:43:13.880
reach but a jaws are sized that's what it's called if anybody's ever been curious about that if that
01:43:17.760
it certainly does just throw it in your mouth and chew on that for just throw it in your mouth baby
01:43:22.940
open up and put it in and bite down hard for you know till you get tired like you would exercise any
01:43:31.340
other muscle your bicep you try whatever it is you just give it a good couple of sets 10 15 minutes
01:43:36.540
and that'll do it and you'll be sore and you'll be tired but dude i put these dentist molds in and
01:43:41.260
it was like i could i couldn't even open my mouth i could barely open it it was so sore because i was
01:43:45.600
just doing that all night i guess in my sleep to the point where it was so sore and locked up in the
01:43:51.560
morning i couldn't open i was like this i got up in the morning and i wouldn't want to open my mouth
01:43:55.320
to talk to my my wife and i'd just be like i can't explore so that didn't last long so i got rid of
01:44:00.980
that fortunately the grinding event i quit the army and it stopped and the stress and anxiety of that job
01:44:06.320
eventually i just couldn't live with it i was living basically two lives i'm trying to be this
01:44:11.880
professional soldier guy in an infantry battalion and you know working my way trying to get into it back
01:44:17.440
to a special forces unit and also at the same time internally i'm having extreme moral misgivings
01:44:23.920
about what we're doing about what the military's doing our deployments like i knew i knew you know
01:44:29.620
i was uh reality pilled by like 2012 i had a pretty i've learned a lot since then but 2012 2013
01:44:39.300
through people like ryan dawson devon stack at black bill who you know i heard a few people told me
01:44:44.400
he stuck up for me the other day appreciate i love that guy i think it's very important to always
01:44:48.000
uh pay it forward in in where you learn your information it shows humility and it also shows
01:44:54.220
respect because i didn't learn a lot of i didn't just wake up knowing this stuff i didn't go into
01:45:00.260
the wild and try to understand i did it the lazy way i searched for things that i was interested in
01:45:05.340
and found other people who already did all the hard work and just presented it in very digestible
01:45:11.220
formats you know 20 minute videos and has you know essays and different things that you can look
01:45:15.200
at and read through and think about and he was a guy that did a lot of these guys did that uh adam
01:45:19.860
green i've learned a lot of stuff from like there's a ton of these guys that have been around way longer
01:45:23.040
than me and there's a lot of people these days especially and you know the third reason humility
01:45:29.900
respect but also f these people right i'm trying melissa i'm trying
01:45:35.300
also f these people who will take a bunch of talking points or ideas or you know basically
01:45:45.000
points of your worldview they'll kind of get it and then just download it and act like they got it
01:45:52.100
they just won't ever acknowledge that aspect of it and try to go off on their own as it's almost
01:45:58.440
like stealing in a way or something it's it's weird it's like intellectually dishonest there's a lot
01:46:02.580
of people that do that um speaking of adam green i saw there's a i don't know when this was there's
01:46:08.940
a clip of him and stew peters i came across the other day and stew peters was just made to look
01:46:12.260
like an abs the absolute fool that he is i'm not a fan of stew peters i think he's an idiot i think
01:46:16.760
he's a grifter i think he's um a boot well he's got quite a reputation for being a booze bag i he was
01:46:24.080
at the bar drinking again as he always is and uh you know i was like i tweeted at him he's got a
01:46:31.240
500 000 people on twitter and he's still blocking like i gotta go you know um neurotically going
01:46:37.800
through all the comments of everything imagine having a twitter account that big i don't even
01:46:41.080
do this i have about 40 i don't know 4 000 followers i've had up to 50 but i don't know how many times
01:46:46.780
i've been banned i it's too many now that i don't even look at the comments really i just post and
01:46:52.100
leave more or less it's just a cesspool and he's in there i said please stop drinking that was what
01:46:59.600
that's all i said i said stew please stop drinking and he said oh well i'm really well hydrated on
01:47:04.780
water or something and i was like yes stew because like you you knew what he knew what i meant and he's
01:47:10.400
trying to act like that like yeah because you have a reputation for being well hydrated that's what it
01:47:14.360
is stew peters the very well hydrated man that's what he has a reputation no he has a reputation for
01:47:18.760
being a piss tank and you know and he blocked me over that so i was like whatever go go make another
01:47:25.780
snake venom documentary he tried to tell everybody that uh when everybody was dying during the covid
01:47:31.500
period uh it was from remdesivir which was being put in the water supply some kind of snake oil that
01:47:38.200
was in the water supply that was killing people secretly it was just anyway and that's not the only
01:47:45.540
time he's so a year ago less than a year ago eight months ago he's you know christ is king bro
01:47:53.700
not to my knowledge has ever really said anything about you know jewish power or influence at all
01:47:59.820
and since then has just gone full on board with it and acting as though he's been in this the whole
01:48:04.480
time and adam said some adam was very calm and collected and stew was just screaming and yelling
01:48:09.060
that he can't hear anything and adam keeps talking over him which was not the case like when you're
01:48:12.720
going to act like a hysterical woman like this is a live broadcast stew everyone can see this
01:48:16.900
everyone can see that you're acting crazy adam's like that's not no that's not what happened
01:48:21.180
but he and he said something like you've you've acting like you know stew you've known about this
01:48:26.120
forever i've been doing this i don't know what he said like for 12 years or however many years
01:48:29.360
which is true i like i said i learned a lot of stuff from adam green that's why i support him and
01:48:33.080
i'm you know i'm a fan and i wouldn't um thank god that he's done what he's done i wouldn't have
01:48:40.280
access to the and same for devon and all these other guys so it's important to respect that and
01:48:44.860
you know pay it forward in that way and so for other people like if i learned from it
01:48:49.980
why am i gatekeeping it if it's such good content and they've got such good interesting things to say
01:48:55.220
then why are you withholding it why are you pretending like you like if someone can say
01:49:00.760
it better than me why am i not showing you where that is that's dishonest like well where did you
01:49:05.700
learn all this like oh i just fell out of the sky oh if you're interested i tell people all the time
01:49:09.860
go check this guy out go check that guy out go look at this person go look at that person
01:49:13.060
they've been doing it longer they know more about it than i do and they're better at it
01:49:16.500
so that's you know sometimes i i had a i had a thought one day like i don't think it would work
01:49:24.000
because he you know he doesn't he doesn't do the face off he's he's doing the mystery man thing still
01:49:30.560
blackpilled like that would be a weird imagine if we did a stream together like regularly that would
01:49:37.040
just get dark and vicious i think fast i don't know i don't know but i again always enjoy him he's i
01:49:44.200
think he's on odyssey is his biggest platform i think he's on twitter as well blackfield check him
01:49:47.460
a lot of stuff i don't know what happened was youtube videos if it's still up there but he had
01:49:50.280
a playlist of stuff that was just i mean it's not super in depth but if you're let's say the federal
01:49:56.780
reserve or where does money come from or the u.s or the the lusitania which was part of the you know
01:50:02.760
cause of america's entry into the first world war a lot of these things that most people at least at
01:50:08.020
the time and probably still don't have any idea about at all for you know in 16 minutes he does
01:50:14.100
a lot to get you in the right direction and it's just well done so all right let's get let's read
01:50:21.760
i gotta get through these and i gotta go to entropy where there's probably a lot yeah i appreciate you
01:50:26.520
guys you guys are awesome i'll never be upset about it um i've always made an effort to try to
01:50:32.700
read every every chat that i get because they took the time and the money out to do it it's the
01:50:38.140
least i can do however uh eventually it'll just be me reading chats all night which i don't think
01:50:43.180
is as interesting um so i'm trying to struggle with that i don't know do i do i put a cap where
01:50:47.780
i don't read anything under a certain amount that seems gross to me i don't want to do that but also
01:50:52.360
i don't want to read chats all night because it's just not as i don't know what to do guys
01:50:55.860
i need permission from the audience to go you know what if you don't want to read anything under a
01:51:00.840
certain amount if you just if you just want to move it along we understand um i just don't want
01:51:06.340
to hurt anybody's feelings or make it seem like it's just in the interest of the overall flow of
01:51:09.700
the of the program in the interest of furthering the program philip we've decided that we're a bunch
01:51:15.700
of elitist pricks now and we'll only be accepting comments for 100 dollars at the minimum united states
01:51:21.420
currency furthermore like i'm not doing i don't have any see here's the other thing i don't have
01:51:27.340
sponsors i have no um backers i have no secret what you see is what you get this is just me
01:51:34.360
and my goat figurine and my friends and people like morgan and uh and that that's it i don't have
01:51:40.140
any sponsors i don't have any anything like that i'm entirely uh community funded 100 i don't get
01:51:48.140
any ad revenue from anything not my podcast it doesn't matter i nearly have a million downloads
01:51:52.640
of my podcast audio only just the audio version of my podcast not the rumble downloads not the
01:51:57.700
there's been millions of youtube downloads that are all been erased just the audio alone is nearly
01:52:02.660
at a million downloads i've never made a penny not allowed to um and i find that if you rely on that
01:52:09.140
if you let them give you the ad money anyway if you let them give you the system money the platform
01:52:12.920
money you're going to come to expect that you're going to come to like that and include that in your
01:52:17.360
finances and your budgeting and you're going to look forward to it and then you're going to not want to
01:52:21.260
lose that so you're going to maybe get to a point where you're going to say something go
01:52:24.680
i better not because that may not i don't want to get kicked off the platform now you're self-censoring
01:52:29.800
i'm i don't want to do that i'm not going to self-censor that's a form of it's a form of mental
01:52:36.040
enslavement which i can't i can't i was trying to explain this to a friend of mine uh recently like
01:52:42.140
i i don't know how else to describe it i don't i don't mean to sound i'm not trying to insult
01:52:46.500
anyone's religion here or or belittle them in any way but oh you can't compare this to it well i
01:52:52.940
mean there's the church of scientology that's a science fiction writer who invented you know and
01:52:56.240
i don't know how many people involved in that i take it very seriously for me my a lot of my
01:53:01.780
spirituality of which i have you know i'm not an officially religiously affiliated denomination i'm
01:53:07.740
not on any particular team in that way but i feel very very strongly about telling the truth and
01:53:14.960
saying what's on your mind and being able to speak and think freely whatever it is even if
01:53:19.020
it's awful especially if it's awful maybe you need to say maybe it has to be said um i believe that
01:53:26.380
should be like a religious tenet to me like i feel like not not having that is going to make your
01:53:31.360
society sick it's going to make you sick if you're if you're willing to mentally wall off so you just
01:53:36.260
don't go in that those rooms ever well what if what's in those rooms is toxic and poisonous and we
01:53:41.200
just let it fester will it infect other things like we can't just ignore it like we
01:53:46.140
so it's like i feel spiritually compelled to like this is what this is how i feel and this is what i
01:53:55.380
think i need to be able to say it out loud to other people that may be interested to hear it
01:54:00.720
if there's only 10 of them in the whole world i want to have access to those 10 other people because
01:54:04.440
those are my people that's who identifies with me that's who i identify with how dare you try to
01:54:09.940
keep people apart that want to be together which is what you're doing it's people that are of a
01:54:15.640
certain way and other people that are the same and they're trying to find each other and connect
01:54:19.480
and they're just they're not allowed to they're not permitted to because this system that controls
01:54:26.280
the uh where they are doesn't approve of their worldview their thinking their messaging so they they go
01:54:32.300
through um monumental efforts to make sure that those connections can ever be made that those people
01:54:36.940
never find each other that's cruel that's cruel because i know for a fact and this isn't a this
01:54:44.220
isn't a humble brag or anything i'm saying this statement of fact you can ask them yourselves there's
01:54:50.120
been i don't keep track um and i i feel like if i kind of brushed you off a little i didn't brush
01:54:57.060
anybody off but i i people were if they're visibly a little bit emotional internally it's it it feels
01:55:03.500
10 times worse and i'm saying that as someone who's been doing this you know if i feel a little
01:55:07.700
bit you know if i feel really oh my god and then i go back and watch the tape and it's like you can
01:55:12.780
only tell it's it feels you're displaying about 10 of what you're actually feeling you know i've
01:55:17.580
had people you know they're like trembling and excitement and they're like oh my god it's silly you
01:55:22.940
know i'm just i'm an idiot there's no reason to be excited to talk to me but um you know some a lot
01:55:28.780
of i don't know how many probably 12 at least people on the tour pulled me aside and a lot of
01:55:33.600
people since or before over the years and emails and messaging and so on and they've said you know
01:55:39.000
the community and the and the whole thing like they would have killed them they would have it saved
01:55:42.300
their life they would have died because they're in such a bad place isolated and alone that that
01:55:48.040
was they were seriously considering and then they found this and it gave them enough to pull themselves
01:55:53.820
out of that and i was just kind of like ah you know patting them on the back like ah man it's all
01:55:58.820
good i i truly i appreciate you guys and it takes a lot of courage to say that i appreciate you guys
01:56:03.460
for that it wasn't me trying to be you know i just how do you respond to that i don't know
01:56:09.380
you're welcome god damn it you know you was that what you guys want
01:56:13.020
you want to go full vince mcmahon on you you know it's just awkward and i'm not saying not to tell
01:56:21.060
if you if you want it if it'll make you feel better if you feel like i gotta because i i feel
01:56:25.040
that way there's people that if i ever meet them i really want to tell them you know like you did a
01:56:29.080
lot for me like i can't really explain and i just this day you know it it means a lot to say and
01:56:33.840
that's part of the reason why i did the tour because i had a lot of people that have been
01:56:36.180
wanting to you know come out to to something we were doing and there were guys that have been in the
01:56:43.020
community for decades decades six or seven years like from the beginning especially in uh you know
01:56:48.480
alberta and bc i'd never been to bc until this year never in my life but can you blame me it's
01:56:53.360
a massive country it's huge it's bigger than like europe and russia combined like it's it's enormous
01:56:59.300
but i felt like i want to meet i can't have this opportunity to meet them shake hands and see them
01:57:04.640
eye to eye and we'll give each other a hug and that needs to be done that just felt like we've been
01:57:08.700
through so much together from a distance you know connected only online that i don't like i need to you
01:57:13.840
know needed to happen and i also said i wanted to you know see these people and shake their hands
01:57:18.440
and let them you know it's the least i can do you know for everything you guys have given me and
01:57:24.520
stood by me and supported me through the craziest most difficult years of my life um it's the least i
01:57:29.820
can do so we did it and it was a good time so we'll see how this documentary works out bc is beautiful
01:57:38.420
loved it there um you gotta come out and go to florida i'm not allowed to leave the country i'd love to
01:57:46.700
i'd love to visit the united states there's a bunch of people i'd love to come see down there but i'm not
01:57:50.120
allowed to leave canada they won't give me a passport i've applied for one recently in september
01:57:55.220
and they were like nope nope and it's under review it's under it's the immigration office
01:58:01.920
like well i'm not an immigrant i live here i'm a i'm a veteran soldier of the country 15 years almost
01:58:09.280
it's it's important to be accurate i did about 14 and a half years total service
01:58:15.840
i always just round up the 15 because it's a nice clean number it's you know sounds better it's not me
01:58:23.000
trying to i also don't like guys that make more out of their career than what they did
01:58:27.580
for two reasons number one it's disrespectful to the guys that do do those things and have
01:58:34.280
had the courage and the in the constitution to do really really hard shit so if you haven't done that
01:58:38.540
don't act like you did and number two it's disrespectful to you like why why isn't what
01:58:45.440
you've done enough nobody forced you nobody forced you to come out here just the fact that you came at
01:58:50.280
all because well i only did one deployment like dude that's crazy most people do zero deployments
01:58:55.780
don't feel bad that you only did one and he did five don't tell people you did three when you only
01:59:02.500
did one you know what i'm saying like don't peep don't tell people you did 100 push-ups when you
01:59:05.740
only did 80 dude 80 is a lot right and it's not good for you to insist that you need to you feel
01:59:12.980
like you have to be more than you are like that's not healthy why don't you just go find something
01:59:17.320
difficult to do that you would be proud of and pursue that rather than lie to yourself and everyone
01:59:21.260
else uh and what you're saying with these lies is that you're not good enough
01:59:24.660
you know i did what i did i did as much as i could and i fell short of what i wanted to accomplish
01:59:36.240
but i i i annihilated my initial expectations like what i thought i could do and would actually
01:59:44.800
realistically be able to achieve when i joined the military i'm 16 17 years old
01:59:48.480
um i thought if i could last a couple of years in the reserves and make it to corporal in the
01:59:55.740
reserves that would be badass i could put that on my resume that i was in the infantry and i was a
02:00:00.820
corporal in the army for like five years like that'd be that'd be cool you know boomer jim i don't do
02:00:08.440
it right i do i used to a lot of impressions i still do they just we've been talking a lot but i'd like to
02:00:12.860
have some more fun in the future um things are crazy and i was operating at a tempo of like
02:00:18.360
you know we gotta go you know because it's war also but again this is a long one this is forever
02:00:24.180
um all my problems that exist today they're just gonna be replaced if i conquer them all they're
02:00:29.200
gonna be replaced with a whole new set of problems tomorrow um that doesn't mean give up it just means
02:00:33.780
just relax all right don't beat yourself up too hard you know do what you can do put in a good effort
02:00:40.640
and go home at the end of the day and be proud of yourself
02:00:43.100
um now i can't remember what i was talking about i had fixated on a comment what was i just talking
02:00:49.600
about somebody on entropy let me know what was i just talking about before i went on that tirade
02:00:54.160
i don't know i'm just entropy is the smallest most dedicated crowd so i feel like they're listening
02:01:02.360
the closest and they'll know what i mean and they're about 30 20 seconds behind the price of eggs
02:01:06.960
is not what i was talking about i wasn't talking about my mom you guys are dickheads
02:01:09.960
why'd i trust you i go i go to look i build you guys up i'm telling people oh the entropy crowd is
02:01:17.400
where it's at they're the best they're the hardcore and i'm like oh look see they'll look out for me and
02:01:21.260
they're throwing eggs at me and making comments about my mom delicious mayo no none of that's true
02:01:26.140
i just said all this nice things about you guys how you and you know none of you were
02:01:32.540
no it's not mayo no no it wasn't diddy you guys are the worst i was talking with the military right
02:01:37.640
thank you so trish farion who's been around for years is the only person i could apparently rely
02:01:42.980
no not drippings i like i take back everything i said about entropy is a cesspool if you want good
02:01:49.900
high brow high quality professional you know high society aristocratic let's be honest behavior
02:01:58.340
you want to go to gtv you want to go to goyim tv that's the probably if you want the most despicable
02:02:04.500
scum on her like a tavern full of pirates that's entropy yeah that's right you deserve oh you're all
02:02:12.360
insulted no you had that coming anyway thank you trish farion my only reliable support apparently
02:02:21.760
i was talking about the army and if i could just do like that was my expert if i could do that i would
02:02:27.640
be thrilled i thought because these guys were so far above me i was 117 pounds i joined the army
02:02:32.660
you know nobody thought i was going to succeed i really wanted to but i didn't expect to i expected
02:02:39.180
to be heartbroken and not succeed but i was going to go as far as i could and try as hard as i could
02:02:43.020
and i almost quit but i didn't and it was you know
02:02:47.480
early on like in the first six months right when you're still kind of acclimatizing to that whole
02:02:55.780
world it's it's a lot you know but i was so i was so passionate about it i wanted to do it for
02:03:00.760
so long that my desire to do it was stronger than my desire to quit so that was one of the first
02:03:05.200
lessons i learned but it was it was a whole it was like if i could even just be on the team you know
02:03:10.520
it's like i don't need to be a star hockey player if i could be if i could play three minutes a night
02:03:14.720
for the pittsburgh penguins that would be awesome most any hockey player any junior any kid and i'm
02:03:20.020
i know i'm anti-sports ball in the sense that it shouldn't be your whole life and guys that take
02:03:26.080
it so don't put your you're getting all emotional and freaking out about it like bro you're it's too
02:03:29.640
much you know the name of every player and every team you're you're doing too much come on um but
02:03:35.220
at the same time dude it's hockey what am i going to say we're canada i don't think we should throw
02:03:40.240
it all away i think we need to retain some of what makes us who we are and it's you know you got to
02:03:44.420
relax sometimes you got to have those things you got to have these respites and these these hobbies and
02:03:48.880
you know that isn't some kind of political slog or you're going to go crazy and i don't want you
02:03:53.120
to go crazy i want you to be healthy and strong and part of that is taking care of yourself and
02:03:57.460
some of that is sloth time i call it you know i need a sloth day i used to call that way way back
02:04:04.960
in the day in my early 20s i had a an ex-girlfriend in the way back in the gauge in the suit to rcr days
02:04:11.420
we're like we're slothing it today we're doing sloth time and that would mean i'm watching the
02:04:16.240
sopranos all day all day i'm wearing sweatpants all day i'm ordering pizza when i get hungry i'm
02:04:22.380
not leaving the house i don't care i'm not shaving i'm not showering i don't care today i don't give a
02:04:28.580
fuck i'm just gonna sit here and be a sloth because i need it i need to just i don't need to think about
02:04:35.200
mprrs anymore i don't need to think about doing per's and what's due on monday and this field x and
02:04:41.440
if i've got to repack my rocks nope all that's turned off and i don't need to care about you
02:04:46.040
know jackson's been arrested for a dui and all the other it's all off the table today i'm wearing
02:04:51.780
sweatpants and i'm watching tony soprano all day so if you gotta we have to have that it just can't
02:04:59.100
be you know like a pie chart you gotta you gotta sliver off that 10 of your time to you know relax
02:05:05.140
or whatever you need um if it's too much we'll let you know if you're becoming a fat slob that
02:05:09.960
never showers never you know well like hey that's what body break is for that's what fat
02:05:14.420
shaming is for we're renowned diagalon is canada's premier source of fat shaming i've personally been
02:05:19.860
responsible for the reduction of at least 10 000 pounds of human slobbery at least um health canada
02:05:26.860
is making people i am more effective than health canada all of health canada combined
02:05:30.380
have you seen any studies i mean they don't call me a liar do they they just call me an extremist but
02:05:37.620
so you know ask any guy who's into the hockey world plays hockey or would you know i remember
02:05:48.600
when i was really into it i really loved it i used to have dreams of it i liked it so much and that
02:05:54.080
was safe the drama of it the end of it the players their injuries that they're missing this guy and
02:05:58.200
it's a substitute for tribalism and warfare that's why men are into it you've got the teams the colors
02:06:03.700
like that's your tribe those are your people and you're trying to beat the other people to get the
02:06:07.040
thing and the exhilaration of victory over an enemy means your people are going to live you're going
02:06:11.860
to have more resources and gold and treasure and land and yay we won the war and we that's at the
02:06:17.580
psychological level that's what that is and it's a cheap substitute for the real thing and you've got
02:06:21.600
all these guys going around in their in their sports ball clothes you know i saw this the other day
02:06:26.720
oilers fans are outraged with new gambling advertisements on team jersey well yeah dude
02:06:31.980
oh that'll ever happen to the nhl yes it will eventually these these uniforms will just be
02:06:37.440
covered in advertisements left just like everywhere else they worked them in slowly over time and then
02:06:42.880
it's just you know it's just trash they don't care it's all about making money it's just anyway
02:06:50.580
but in the sense of like whatever it is you're trying to contribute to the military um whatever
02:06:58.480
right i just wanted to be on the team if you told anybody it's in the hockey world or played minor
02:07:01.800
hockey or something and it was like if i offered you and that you you'll never do any better no
02:07:06.560
matter how hard you try this is your ceiling this is the most you're ever going to get it's as far as
02:07:11.740
you go is you're going to play three minutes a night for the pittsburgh penguins on the fourth line
02:07:17.680
maybe some games a lot of like maybe 30 40 games a year you're like one of those utility slot players
02:07:24.280
somebody gets hurt you take the role or like ah this team's a little you're just a little bit of
02:07:29.620
a better fit there on the penalty killing team than this guy so we're going to slot you it's that or
02:07:33.620
nothing all these guys are going to be like please i'll take it you know just to be on the team just
02:07:39.360
to be part of it just to be around it just to be closer to the you know they'll they're uh that was
02:07:43.440
kind of my feeling in the army i just wanted to be on the team and then that wasn't enough and then
02:07:46.700
i wanted more and i want i wanted to go further and harder and i went to the point where i'm i'm
02:07:49.900
doing you know jtf2 selection at dwyer hill training center and just getting absolutely
02:07:54.460
beasted by the scariest guys in the country top of the pile there's no that's it that's the last
02:08:00.040
crusade you know i mean i only i only got about halfway through the event and i was like i was it
02:08:05.260
i was i was done on the way down to it i knew too i'm driving down to ottawa with my with my roommate and
02:08:10.160
we've been training together for like a year for this and i already knew i wasn't gonna i just didn't have
02:08:15.400
it the passion wasn't there the fire wasn't there the interest wasn't there it was cool and novel
02:08:20.580
because i'd always wanted to i'd been trying to get this invite it's so hard to even get a spot on
02:08:25.280
these selections for we're talking about a tier one special forces unit like black ops um it's very
02:08:30.940
difficult to get even just get screened through to get selected to go to even try i think they only
02:08:34.780
threw in less than 100 guys or so every two years was kind of the tempo at that time they would test
02:08:42.320
on the selection of those 100 guys they might get 10 or 12 every every two years would make it
02:08:48.660
into the unit and out of those you know 100 guys you get 10 or 12 that finish it get picked up this
02:08:53.540
is out of like 5 000 people that apply so it's it's insanely competitive so to even just go there
02:08:58.920
itself is is an honor in itself but i remember going down there and i was just like you know i'm not
02:09:04.100
my heart's not in this man at all and i toughed it out for a few days but
02:09:10.500
i'm like why at one point i'm just you know and you're thinking right you're constantly running
02:09:16.480
around carrying shit in your back and it's miserable and i'm just but i'm like i could
02:09:20.380
finish this i could get through this and then you're successful well you're coming back they're
02:09:25.460
going to pick you up and they're going to come back to the unit then you're doing a whole year of
02:09:28.320
training pretty much no days off because it's an you've got to learn a lot of shit really fast you got
02:09:32.320
to get really really good and most over half of their candidates fail the training so they take
02:09:37.600
that's they'll take 20 or 30 guys put them on a course maybe 10 of them graduate sometimes no one
02:09:43.120
does there's been plenty of years where they loaded 20 or 30 guys hoping to get some new operators and
02:09:48.780
nope not not one nobody passed that's so if you act like what's the standard at jtf2 well in my day
02:09:56.560
it was exceptionally high it was the hardest thing to get into in the whole military and you had to be
02:10:01.140
exceptionally good not good better than better than 99 of everybody walking around with a uniform
02:10:07.060
on to even be considered and then you know but i was i just wasn't into it anymore so i knew it
02:10:15.080
wasn't going to work so day day four or something like that i'm just like we gotta do this event i'm
02:10:19.600
like i'm wasting time then because i knew i was like i'm not i don't want to come back into a year of
02:10:23.300
this and then immediately i just had a second child i'm going then i'd be going to iraq probably
02:10:28.900
you know at that time we're doing a lot of operations in iraq and those guys are doing
02:10:32.860
the point like and the tempo's crazy and i'm just like i don't i just i don't want to do this shit
02:10:36.820
anymore man i'd already like i said i've been i've been truth pilled since 2012 and this is like 2016
02:10:41.840
i'm near the end right the very is one of the last things i did in my career when i was like that's
02:10:45.640
it i'm out of here man if i can't fire myself up to care for for jtf2 i shouldn't even be in the
02:10:50.940
army like oh no i've been disconnected i was wondering if we're gonna have any issues tonight
02:10:55.620
now i know sponsored by uh east link giving me 50 off this terrible internet connection but
02:11:02.220
you know it has it has helped i'm just advertising this to the podcast uh people now we'll see if
02:11:06.880
entropy comes back here i'm not sure if it is it has uh reconnected but i don't know i don't want
02:11:13.780
to lose my chats on entropy is it back it is okay so that that's been known to happen i just have a
02:11:19.620
wonky um it's a infrastructure problem they've narrowed it down like we've done everything to
02:11:23.700
mitigate the attacks and the nonsense but there is a little bit of an issue with uh
02:11:26.720
anyway nothing i can do anything about right now i do have starlink i just haven't bothered to hook
02:11:31.120
it up um what was i talking about army stuff i think
02:11:35.640
anyway my heart wasn't into it so i you know why waste time right and i knew then it was over i just
02:11:43.560
nobody tells you and some guys just drag on it's like being in a miserable relationship or marriage
02:11:50.840
and it's just you know no one's gonna come tell you it's time to pack it in like you have to make
02:11:58.600
that decision yourself um and it was just it was just done you know and i'd only want i only want to
02:12:04.140
do a few years get a resume be a corporal in the infantry in the reserves i had no designs on ever doing
02:12:10.060
a deployment that was crazy i was never gonna do i wasn't no but over time i got a little more
02:12:16.180
ambitious i got a little braver i got a little more confident so i kept pushing it and pushing it
02:12:18.960
you know i did way better than i ever meant to um but for years i always felt like i'd fell short
02:12:25.360
because there's always something else i wanted to do and as i said earlier well so so i do so let's
02:12:29.620
say i do stay i'm successful i make it into the regiment there and now i'm working at the special
02:12:33.800
ops unit um now what am i happy nope i want to do this now now i need that course now i need this
02:12:39.300
training so i can you know get ahead of this guy so i can go there it would never ever end there is
02:12:45.040
always going to be another thing i'm always and i'm like who am i proving this to i don't even want
02:12:49.360
to do this why am i here this isn't me anymore if it ever was so why am i doing it i felt like i'm
02:12:55.740
still like no i'm not tough enough yet i still dude it's it's enough you know what are you over
02:13:00.520
compensating for your your your dick is wonderful just as it is it doesn't no one's ever complained
02:13:05.500
just relax you can go so that took it took a lot man to eat that and go i'm done it's all over
02:13:12.020
and people were shocked like really you're quitting i'm like yeah yeah i'm shutting her
02:13:15.520
down man i got a young family and i've done enough this place is you know i got my three my three rcr
02:13:20.360
chip you're right it's not it's not going well right my doctor at the time he's like i think you
02:13:25.160
should probably leave i'm like i think so you're probably right you know so i don't know we're just
02:13:31.480
talking tonight we're talking a lot of nonsense and um i'll it's only been two i haven't gotten a lot
02:13:36.000
of the new i'm enjoying it though honestly i haven't enjoyed a lot of these
02:13:39.480
as of late because i was just uh i think too burned out and too cranky and frustrated and
02:13:45.980
um too focused on everything that needs to be done and hasn't gotten done yet
02:13:52.040
and it's like but but when it's done other things will need to be done so if your problem is there's
02:14:00.120
pending things that need to be solved that shouldn't be causing you distress because that's called being
02:14:06.140
alive uh if you want to be in a situation where there i don't have i have no more worries anymore
02:14:10.480
congratulations you've died you know it's all over and it struck me watching like vince mcmahon's like
02:14:16.400
80 years old and he was basically forced to step down and and they he forced his way back in and
02:14:23.140
they forced him out again anyway he's like 77 78 he has no because that's who he is he's never he's
02:14:28.260
never gonna stop there's always gonna be something else he wants to do so you guys you just gotta
02:14:32.080
he's gotta accept that's how it is and it just it makes it a little bit easier again not don't
02:14:36.920
ignore ignore your problems but maybe just don't don't let them eat you you know because
02:14:43.360
it's it's like uh you know you're just you're just here now you know whatever your problem is like
02:14:49.380
you're just here for the weekend or the week or whatever you know i don't you won't be around
02:14:52.900
after this they lose all my rumble rants page is unresponsive that isn't good it sure is it's frozen
02:15:00.240
what's going on here it might have frozen my browser
02:15:03.680
sends game october 17th i hated the senators when i was a kid because they're always beefing with the
02:15:11.440
leafs um you know my rumble page just seems to have why won't it uh maybe i can just open up
02:15:19.360
another window is the rumble i don't know well i can't ask you guys because i can't see it all right
02:15:23.320
i think it's just the browser shit well now i lost all the ranting the chats oh no they're still here
02:15:28.940
all right i gotta finish getting through these and then we're gonna do ones on entropy and then
02:15:32.140
we'll see what happens i saw somebody made a christopher walken character earlier and i
02:15:36.280
was gonna do one and i totally spaced on it i was gonna read it and then i just felt a little weird
02:15:44.880
i didn't know why what for why are you doing this it's just a fun he's a fun guy i think he's a
02:15:53.580
psychopath a lot of people that have met him are like he's a fright he's something wrong with that
02:15:57.920
guy you know i believe it um all right so swiss dangles uh happy monday evening this was from a
02:16:07.360
while ago at least they do have a time stamp on on uh rumbles this was about 45 minutes ago
02:16:11.400
sorry guys uh great see you again yeah you too man he says have uh hope you and morgue
02:16:16.740
morgue morgue ah morgan hope you and morgan and your family are doing well we are we're all doing
02:16:23.240
great thank you i caught you on plant army did the blue light or dark pp prescribe those lenses
02:16:26.720
i don't have them here yeah i got some of those uh blue light glasses are great um that's a real
02:16:32.100
thing you should look into if you don't know what i'm talking about check those out blue light
02:16:34.980
glasses and um yeah it's just i'm almost 40 and i'd like to protect my eyesight and i'm 38 and
02:16:43.720
we're staring at screens all day long it's not good for you it's very bad for your eyes it's bad
02:16:48.880
for your brain it's bad for your circadian rhythm it's a lot there's a lot of bad it's like you know
02:16:52.480
you know cigarettes for many years we're like well everybody smokes i i really feel like in the future
02:16:57.640
we're going to discover these were a terrible idea these cell phones are extremely unhealthy and
02:17:04.340
you know we're going to have to make some changes but for now the studies aren't in so and people will
02:17:09.980
resist it things take time you know 20 years 30 years sometimes to move so anyway um no uh morgan
02:17:16.260
got them for me actually morgy and uh i'm into it and you know um one of my kids has to get glasses
02:17:22.580
and they're a little self-conscious about it and i thought you know i'm just gonna wear these around
02:17:28.640
and just so they see that you know i'm gonna wear glasses too you know their mom wears glasses or has
02:17:35.200
glasses so that's you know they've inherited some of that unfortunately and i was like well buddy
02:17:39.420
you know i'll get you i'll get you a laser surgery when you're grown up you know but
02:17:43.240
it is what it is you know um so that was part of it too and it's also has disguise benefits i feel
02:17:52.780
like facial recognition will be harder to scan you if you've got these glasses on there's a number
02:17:56.940
of paranoid um totally delusional reasons why i'm wearing them
02:18:00.200
plus some wholesome you know i just wanted to help me my help make my kid feel a little better
02:18:08.680
you know and they're fine with it now but it's like oh i have to wear glasses you know
02:18:13.160
uh camby says i think you have a similar brain to me very busy always but i don't miss much and
02:18:20.620
i'm capable of many things at the same time i'm just not gross super chats i'm also an excellent
02:18:24.320
b trainer that's true there have been multiple attacks that we've claimed responsibility for and yet
02:18:29.780
i've never been we've never been charged once within because they don't have any laws on the
02:18:33.780
books for insect charged attacks we've never seen this before um
02:18:39.640
see kano i don't know what is going on with his name says i guess you're a fed ezra told everybody
02:18:46.020
on twitter yeah yeah well that'll that's gonna do well for his lawsuit um where he's being sued
02:18:51.440
for calling me a fed and then he told the judge that he's never done that and would never say that
02:18:55.340
doesn't know who i am which is you know a preposterous thing to say but that's what he
02:19:02.020
said at the settlement conference which i said that's fine we'll just go to trial instead and
02:19:06.380
now he's trying to sweat me for like five grand and being like oh you can't afford to come here and
02:19:10.340
well i certainly can and i am definitely we're we're doing this okay i don't know what you were
02:19:15.000
thinking um but i don't know he'll have time to explain it when we get to trial that's fine
02:19:20.120
it's okay you know i've only had an attempt on my life because of this this kind of talk
02:19:26.220
you know people thinking i'm working for the police while i'm in jail so they
02:19:30.020
try to kill me you know and i may be jailed in the future for hate speech so this is a real
02:19:35.640
we'll see well you know and the defensive but he's an anti-semite yeah that's not what i'm suing
02:19:43.420
you for i'm suing you for alleging that i work for the federal government with your massive platform
02:19:48.140
with a lot of influence and reach with no evidence whatsoever absolutely no evidence
02:19:53.180
to substantiate these wildly outrageous claims you've got none because there is none
02:19:58.200
so you can't say these things right that's slander that's defamation so i'm suing you and
02:20:05.320
this is where we are and he's already lost two defamation cases in the past so this is this is
02:20:10.380
this is what he does um i'm looking forward to it um we're just waiting on a date i don't know
02:20:15.920
it's a long time um so he's like what's the case number i have it somewhere something dumping dash
02:20:22.320
something dash i don't know doesn't matter when it's when it's done you'll hear but i'm sure you'll
02:20:26.800
hear about it when it whenever it hits the we get a date um renunciates is the truth no matter how
02:20:33.100
ugly is better than a lie i agree i read that earlier floods is good on you thank you man appreciate
02:20:36.760
you um looks like i'm just gonna call you canola oil because that's what your name looks like but it
02:20:41.500
says see cano ot otilla no your canola oil uh thanks for making me laugh while i'm handing out
02:20:47.660
crude oil see canola oil in southwest saskatchewan for the last four years those canola oil plants
02:20:52.320
stink i lived next to one and it was first time commenting just wanted to express appreciation
02:20:58.480
for what you do sir thanks man i appreciate you uh swiss dangles where's the respect no reading of
02:21:03.080
chats no i'm well your respects all gone love to have you back too late should have said that before
02:21:09.140
he started shooting off fancy pants mp5s get yourself some fancy pants or put towards an mp5
02:21:14.380
mp5 schlep that mp5 hk mp5 zio baba says it was an honor or zeo sorry and a pleasure to have met and
02:21:23.860
shook your hand sir thank you for not backing down and standing up for us and what you believe in you've
02:21:27.000
shown us the way i'm trying to just i don't know what i'm doing i'm trying that's all albert
02:21:33.060
mcguffin says usually i listen to the show on spotify glad to catch you live tonight welcome albert
02:21:36.860
welcome to the thunderdome you're normally one of the the pod the podcast people the audio people
02:21:42.120
when i get disconnected i talk to them as an aside because it's still recording and i'm not going to
02:21:45.800
break up the file because that's a huge pain in the ass so i just let it go normally it reconnects
02:21:50.040
within 30 seconds sometimes several minutes that's not as often but usually within 10 to 30 seconds so
02:21:57.200
i just well this break has been brought to you by the federal government antifa has cut the
02:22:02.780
communication lines so we have our own little secret time that you guys online don't ever get to see
02:22:06.480
you know i mean we talk we talk so much shit about you guys it's so crazy you won't even know
02:22:12.500
you won't even know um and uh canola oil says it's pronounced c canoe tilla c canoe tilla i like
02:22:21.980
canola oil i think i'm just gonna stick with that all right entropy we're getting along time feels like
02:22:27.920
it's moving faster than it is which is a good thing normally it's moving normally it seems like
02:22:32.760
it's moving slower they're like oh it's been two hours already you know that's not good
02:22:36.080
um torquil says welcome back i was getting the shakes me too me too i was uh you know threatening
02:22:43.100
people in grocery store lineups like i gotta get i gotta get back uh thank you and thank you uh chia
02:22:49.040
as well my support for a based federal agent along also too many indians in canada yeah a lot all of
02:22:54.940
them too many um thank you very much for that uh and jaded manners is very good to see you hope you
02:22:59.680
enjoyed your break looking forward to the next chapter and i think we're just gonna i mean just
02:23:03.680
just chill out for now i gotta i wanna i do have some things there's some things and thoughts i wanted
02:23:11.680
to talk about but it's just there's just so much and three hours isn't enough how do you talk for
02:23:17.160
three hours i could talk for 30 hours sir oh maybe that's the next thing we should plan i don't want to
02:23:21.980
i'm tired i'm not planning it we haven't maybe we'll do it in january the diaga bowl
02:23:27.580
also i sat here for 12 straight hours you know and it's a mega stream and we have all kinds of
02:23:33.980
horrible you know neo-nazis and terrible human beings on here they come in and we did it we've
02:23:38.700
been doing it every year for what three years in a row now there was the mega bowl which turned
02:23:42.340
into diaga bowl and then there was diaga bowl 2 so i think now we're just like vince's early days
02:23:48.480
with the wwe the first couple wrestle manias were a little hit it was a struggle but they made it
02:23:52.600
work you know we got the tour under control we've we've got an irl and online offline presence
02:23:59.080
we're a threat we're a problem the government really doesn't like us and that's why because
02:24:04.280
we're tricking you into because we're feds because because um because we're we're um we're
02:24:11.020
phil what are we doing it's you know we gotta we gotta stop people from uh well you know we're
02:24:17.300
making them uh lose weight and stop drinking and and look out for each other and stick up
02:24:25.200
for themselves and uh you know fed things um black pilled oh this one set of sediva
02:24:36.140
sediva cantist i don't even know what this is bps that's what you are now and not black pigeon
02:24:42.780
speaks different guy not i don't i don't like that guy that much uh this is the only laughs i
02:24:49.460
get her from you really ever that's intense uh jenstein's dildo rinser he has a specific i don't
02:24:57.320
want to know says please clean my chocolate chunk filters malfunction and primary rinse that's you
02:25:02.120
know you that's i think crj's department anastasia says can't put into words how happy i am we can
02:25:07.020
all gather around this campfire together and tell stories strengthen and inspire each other bearded
02:25:11.780
calendar please shoulders up and no nudies speedos shoulders up really i mean
02:25:19.560
i mean we don't skip leg day i mean what's if we can't show them off what's the point i i i don't
02:25:27.960
know about speedos but i think i think you know hey you know if you're if you're heterosexually
02:25:35.780
confident enough you can pull off booty shorts and the women appreciate it you know you're
02:25:39.540
basically wearing wrestling trunks which again ah it's gay is it gay when he when he caves your head
02:25:44.360
in with a steel chair and takes your wife i don't think it's gay i think it's i think it's conquest so
02:25:48.820
i just don't want to rule that out i don't i don't think i i mean there's a lot to look at
02:25:53.460
and we're we're leaving out a lot of the best parts so i don't know i don't know if i i don't
02:25:58.780
know if i support that motion but we'll see quads for the gods yeah fat albert says i think what i'm
02:26:04.260
hearing and can relate to or can relate is lately life has been like a paper mache it's all fucked
02:26:08.920
up but i gave it a try say no more it's never it's never going to be going the way you want right
02:26:14.440
you're always i want to get to a point where i feel like everything's under control that's not real
02:26:17.740
that's just not ever going to be a thing i don't think i don't think i've ever met anyone that felt
02:26:21.360
that way if they're being honest aria says no no no what do you mean no
02:26:26.740
rhodesian short shorts that's what i'm thinking that's what i'm thinking i'm thinking rhodesian
02:26:33.440
short shorts and canola oil this is turning into a whole other kind of calendar and santa hats for
02:26:40.400
mr december um intrusive thoughts is are you a diddy clone no i am not black or a rapist pedophile
02:26:48.080
uh no philip starting early eloquent language philip's here not swearing on purpose it's only been
02:26:53.180
once or twice i think so far surprising begin operation mandela effect philip will make you
02:26:58.400
talk i've been talking and i'll continue app perceptions is currently traveling abroad i got
02:27:03.260
a pile of these to get through and saw a dodge challenger driving like they do in the gta looked
02:27:07.200
over to my son said that car was assembled in brampton announced on the other side of the planet
02:27:10.300
guess who immediately appeared i can't escape i said side note pretty much everything is banned
02:27:16.400
including rumble can you post the videos on spotify too so we can i would but i'd have to hire somebody
02:27:22.100
because um i'd have to sit here and upload it after the fact and it's just to do it it's take
02:27:27.560
hours these files are like three gig four gigs each and am i going to set an alarm and come back in a
02:27:33.540
few hours and then finish the upload and do it like and it's a it's a substantial pack like you're paying
02:27:39.400
i think it's 100 bucks a month or more for that level of space on your on your uh account to have
02:27:46.100
that on there so i don't know um rumble's not banned yet i mean you can still get the videos there
02:27:51.300
but yeah i think that's the only place it's saving them uh kick keeps replays as well um but
02:27:56.080
yeah if we lose rumble i'll have to i'll have to god i don't know i'll have to swallow my
02:27:59.520
i'll have to go back to odyssey or something which i don't want to do but you know uh we do have we
02:28:06.960
got what we got um jenstein's dildo rinser so jdr says the 101st airborne pumpkin spice heavy
02:28:13.940
infantry is like so fierce you big Nazi no they're not they're not alex woods how are you sir i didn't get
02:28:20.020
to see your newest episode yet but it looks good i i like i like the premise i'm looking forward to
02:28:24.980
seeing it alex woods zed says i need to know what did they do you in room 101 you can never know
02:28:30.080
there is no room 101 don't ever ask about that again uh jdr a certain austrian painter would
02:28:34.440
surely have been more successful if he spoke in hushed tones to small groups of gentlemen in
02:28:37.820
closed rooms going over the top was always too far there's a time and a place i just mean i think i've
02:28:43.060
i don't know this is i don't know um i don't get used to it i mean i could easily just fly when
02:28:51.420
something could happen tomorrow and then by wednesday i'm just i'm just genocide posting i
02:28:55.120
don't know uncle tacitus has new and improved raid cast 30 less rage get yours today i don't think
02:29:01.420
anybody likes that or wants that i think they want more but i could be wrong maybe maybe i'm wrong i
02:29:06.760
don't know webo says are you going jeremy mulvaney on me rage like no that's not what we're doing
02:29:11.080
i'm just saving it for when it's deserved maybe the last i don't know i
02:29:17.660
i can't i can't it's hard to articulate how i feel right now these last couple of little while
02:29:24.960
what i'm trying to get at it's i haven't quite finished digesting exactly what i mean but
02:29:29.900
we'll figure it out frostbacks is glad you're back and jenstein's executive assistant i'm glad
02:29:34.660
you have something glad you've got a jenstein seems to have a large staff the good doctor demands you
02:29:38.720
return the rocks at once to camp i didn't steal any rocks i don't want any haunted rocks which is
02:29:44.360
what they might be alberta angie uh says jesus i went i spent all year working in the bush i come
02:29:49.620
out phil has cloned jeremy we're celebrating imaginary dead children eating pussy has a whole
02:29:54.440
new meaning in ohio it does they're reading the dogs they're reading the cats they're reading
02:29:59.920
they're reading the pets they're eating them all barbecues and putting them on a little stick
02:30:05.080
and roasting it over a fire it's it's obscene it's horrible what's happening i've got i gotta
02:30:12.700
get through these chats man i have gotten to nothing see this is what i mean i don't think
02:30:17.480
it's as good i but i don't want to ignore you guys but i i don't know
02:30:22.600
these are the problems i deal these are good problems now man i've got too many people trying
02:30:31.280
to talk you know man on the mountain good to see you thank you man stiegel i let the as well
02:30:35.440
zainal thank you very much as you've saved lives through your efforts mine included so thank you
02:30:38.640
consider us your sponsors welcome back i do i do consider you i only answer to you guys i don't
02:30:42.400
care you know um i wouldn't be here without you guys anyway and i this whole point that's what you
02:30:47.200
know that's what populism is right it's not a i'm not gonna let some rich guy i'm not stew peters
02:30:51.480
i'm not gonna sit here and you know oh man you know what is bad is all this jewish influence hey
02:30:56.360
have i told you that i'm sponsored by gold co a jewish company that's yes that's stew peters i
02:31:01.560
was like that can't be true is it of course it is and he sees no issue with that he's like oh well
02:31:05.620
i'm just using their money against them like okay okay whatever you say buddy um you clearly get it
02:31:12.300
as someone who just came on board six months ago and doesn't even know what the hell he's talking
02:31:15.080
about and thinks there's snake venom in the water that's killing people and yeah talking all kinds
02:31:19.260
of shit to people that know way more yeah he's just that guy's a wannabe he's a poser i don't like
02:31:24.020
him i'm not a stupid years guy um squiggy says little walk little little walk in the round money
02:31:30.080
gator needs a little walking around money genstein there he is is get a haircut and shave you hippie i
02:31:35.180
do have a haircut look i i get a cut every two weeks what's wrong with you i i might shave it's
02:31:42.280
been a little i like to go back and forth uh zanel says thank you we are validated entropy chat for
02:31:46.720
life anastasia can't put into words i read this already came in twice that's nice he came in twice
02:31:53.300
tasso says now hold on it's being a fed really slanderous six weeks paid vacations 10 days
02:31:57.900
paid sick year leave a year annual pay increases just for inflation just living the commie dream
02:32:02.700
i know it'd be a lot less stressful was when your top enemy is like oh they're coming to get me
02:32:08.320
actually i work for them like well you don't really have any enemies then
02:32:10.640
i mean there's not really any that's the only power in the land really is the state there's nothing left
02:32:17.200
in in people terms that we can do to anyone uh but the state can certainly do a lot to you so
02:32:22.860
and they and they are plutonomous as their feds are worried you're turning us into far-right
02:32:28.480
extremist supremacist nazi hitler worshiping violent militia oh you are i've already seen the
02:32:34.020
ceases reports that's why they spent half their budget they're totally dude it's an imminent threat
02:32:38.120
for years since the emergency act which is why they called the emergency act they cited us specifically
02:32:42.400
and said that's the reason why marco mendocino confirmed it to the globe and mail or was it
02:32:47.240
national post the public safety minister confirmed it in media in print and said yes diagelon is what
02:32:55.260
we're talking about that's the reason for the emergency act he said it i don't have you can go find the
02:32:59.260
you can go find the quote um so where's where's the arrests where's the where's the militia it's been
02:33:07.400
years surely you found them by now you're telling me they've just been left to fester
02:33:11.740
and get bigger and train and gather money and supply like so what's the problem it's a farce
02:33:17.980
obviously and they'll never they'll never admit it because they would look ridiculous i always had a
02:33:23.360
suspicion this country was truly utterly ridiculous pathetic and grotesquely absurd i mean i see it looks
02:33:30.740
the part they're walking around with their suits on and they're you know but if you beneath the surface
02:33:36.700
who are these people they're a complete joke they're a complete clown show
02:33:40.180
they have they're massive hypocrites they don't believe anything they say there's no
02:33:46.420
differences between them at all they have no real solutions at all have you seen the conservatives
02:33:50.580
new advert their new uh ad oh my god i gotta play that it's basically um we're gonna do the things
02:33:58.040
that's that's their plan we're gonna do the things i gotta show you guys that but i have a million
02:34:01.700
two dollars chats to read through uh plutonomous i read you a squiggy tell us about the jerk off
02:34:08.340
machine that took all your mojo i don't have that the nazis kept that in the auschwitz museum the
02:34:12.120
jerk off machine is that's where that is it's in the auschwitz museum irredeemable crj says high and
02:34:17.340
tight fed kenzie haircut yeah this is just my old it's the army haircut you know uh and genstein has
02:34:24.360
his latest shipment of dead hookers was barely d minus quality meat i've had better ground beef at
02:34:28.420
walmart i don't know what are you using them to eat or i don't know why i'm commenting there's no
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reason i need to get out of these chats we need to move on um don't doesn't help when you read them
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two hours late yeah we do need a pantera break probably actually stick 72 says good evening glad
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to hear you tonight hope all is well thanks again for signing my flag of course you're welcome i remember
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you i remember you um the twitter chat seems to have stopped all right because it disconnected so i'm on
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the wrong one now there we go and it doesn't show me the previous comments doesn't matter all
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right we're back all right are we done now there was a million things i wanted to get to and i
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didn't touch any of it well i just you know i might as well do what i just since we're on the topic
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this is i i don't know i'm just gonna play it i'm just gonna i'm just gonna play it play the
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philip i'm care polyev my common sense plan will axe the tax build the homes fix the budget and stop
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the crime so you can afford good food and a decent house in the canada we know and love let's bring it home
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do the things basically stop the crime has to be my favorite one so we're just doing these mindless
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idiot moron slogans we're basically doing pepsi advertising level like that's the quality of
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messaging you're getting um axe the tax common sense bring it home stop the crime just three letter
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do we like people breaking into our homes do we like women being abducted off the streets do we like
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the human trafficking do we like the fentanyl carving out the inner cities and destroying the youth
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do it no we don't like any of it i think so so your platform has stopped the crime as opposed to
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the ndp the liberal and everybody else theirs is more crime right what a stupid thing to say
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obviously we don't want crime how are you going to stop the crime you're going to stop the crime
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axe the tax bring it home just do the things fix the budget how are you going to fix the budget i'm
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genuinely curious what do you mean because we're more broke than ever we have no gold reserves we
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have no assets we have no resources we're trillions of dollars in debt we're upside down and underwater
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if you sold everything and that everyone owns in the country we'd still owe money we are insanely broke
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and you're spending money we spent more money than both world wars combined just in the last few years
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our debt is completely i mean it's suicidally insane you'd have to think they were blowing this place
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up on purpose i believe that they are and your plan is we're just going to fix it
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we're going to do the things by by what are you going to sell british columbia because that's
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what it would take as a down payment and then to start working your way out of debt are you going
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to what are you going to do are you going to declare you know bankruptcy on on southern ontario and just
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let walk away from it and let it be like a free fire zone and you don't pay the bills anymore we're
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going to like the level of cuts that need to be made i mean we're talking no more free health care
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and disbanding the military like these are the level of cuts that like i'm dead serious that's
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how bad the situation is and he's like well we're just going to stop the crime oh how are you going
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to do mass deportations of no you're not because that's where the crime's coming from pierre that's
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where it's coming from ferry went off about this recently he's 100 right like people i miss the 80s
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the 90s when it was you know more normal yeah because it was all white people it was all canadians it
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wasn't filled with migrants from all over the third world competing for resources and running
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uh criminal trafficking gangs and auto theft rings and professional b and er like that just didn't
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exist because they weren't here they were there now they're here that's the crime for the crime uh
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one guy i talked to someone i know who it was just i don't know how long he was in jail a couple
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months uh fairly recently somewhere and on southern ontario um i can't remember the exact region
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york i don't know but he said when he was in there they had inmates sleeping in paddy wagons in
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the parking lot because that's how little room there was i think he said the jail held 800 people
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but they had something like 2600 inmates when even when i was in saskatoon there was a uh a lunch room
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a room like a side room connected that you'd get through through the kitchen that was meant for storage
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and they had people locked in there sleeping in there like 30 of them on top of each other like animals
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like that's but we're just gonna stop the crime and there it'll be stopped
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doesn't that make you is that's insulting to your intelligence stop it how we're gonna get the
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labs out and stop the crime by investing in our anti-crime things
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oh we're gonna hire 50 000 more police officers cool from where where are you gonna get them and
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how are you gonna pay for that we don't have the money we don't have the people you don't have a
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plan they they have slogans the country's on fire burning down and we've been reduced to
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sloganeering axe attacks build the homes fix the budget stop the crime he's got 15 seconds to
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connect with you and that's what he said i'm gonna do the the conservative party of canada
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do the things there you go all you mean people out there that's we're just gonna do the things
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oh well fuck so what did i say i tweeted it and it's like this is how if anybody's curious this
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was my strategy what was my straining because i was successful when i went to a seesaw early in my
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career that uh the kind of the tier two like the more more like the army rangers for you americans
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uh special forces unit there and i was training for that and i was like this was definitely the
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hardest thing i'd ever attempted before and i was like i was like you know what i'm not going to
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approach this with any professional planning there's you know there's psp staff and athletic
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coaches at the gym and people i could you know put together pretty robust comprehensive training
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programs for me i'm gonna have to adjust my diet i'm gonna have to no you know what i'm just gonna
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get a sticky note put it on my monitor and and it'll say be good at all the stuff and i'll be like
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there that's my plan i'm gonna plan to go there to this special forces selection and be good at the
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stuff just like the conservatives are going to do the things that's really that's really all you
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need that's what comprehensive planning looks like do the things be good at the stuff say the words
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axe the tax build the home stop the crime yeet the jeets
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see the people know what they want why why won't you give the people what they want
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we're gonna we're gonna do the things excellent all my life i've been waiting for a politician to do the things
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we're gonna drink the milk and we're gonna do the things
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all you need to do to defeat the conservatives in a political debate
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is force them to engage in sentencing and messaging that is more than three words
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the price of milk has become axe the tax has become do the things
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you will be more unpopular than the people that are in there right now
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and all those people that you they're gonna be so betrayed and angry at you
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it's gonna be poetic it's gonna be a work of art
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and they think that you're gonna give it to them
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i hate politicians with the fire of a thousand suns
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i just they're the worst human beings imaginable
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i mean they're just everything wrapped up in one package
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you know i have an interesting little music video
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derek found this video out of toronto the other day
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yeah no there's a guy just shitting on the street
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this is a common sight in toronto actually downtown
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you know how I got rid of my last computer right
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Yeah, the Conservative Party is going to be having a party now.
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The macho man Randy Savage is here to blow the roof off of it, yeah!
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Yeah, we're going to bring like the common sense, yeah!
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No, because he's the only person I've ever seen do any more coke than you!