RAGECAST 500： HALFWAY TO THE NUTHOUSE
Episode Stats
Length
4 hours and 19 minutes
Words per Minute
169.54716
Hate Speech Sentences
209
Summary
It's cold outside, and it's snowing, and I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life. I guess I'll figure it out later, but for now, I'm just going to talk about it.
Transcript
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Phil, they could have been mine, but they all turned to it to be yours.
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Of all the hours anyone's ever spent talking to an inanimate object, I think I'm up there.
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I'm not allowed on most of the mainstream things.
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Is there anybody that uses Facebook, YouTube, and, you know, dildo tube and shove it in my ass tube or whatever?
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Whatever else everyone's tubing and using, I'm not allowed on those ever, except Twitter still, or it's X, though.
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I'm going to be like my dad and their dads, everybody's dads, still calls video game consoles the Nintendo, like 20 years after Nintendo.
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It hasn't been called that for 15 years, dad, but, yes, that's what I'm going to say.
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I'm going to read a few of these chats first, and then I'll try to figure out exactly what I'm doing tonight.
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I didn't really think about it that much, and I think I'm just going to, well, I've got a couple of ideas.
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I think I will get the Telegram chat open, and you guys can pop in and shoot off and, you know, do whatever.
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Oftentimes, people just kind of sit there and go, hey, what's up?
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You're like, you know, there's tens of thousands of people hearing this, right?
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I just wanted to talk about, uh, oh, it's outside.
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It's snowing, and it's cold, and I just thought I'd let you know.
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No, I am just going to do this for you guys, and I'm going to try to go, I'm going to do
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my best to avoid being Jordan Peterson tonight.
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The guy, that guy sees a flower start to wilt after it's prime, you know, it's on the way
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He's like, ah, bloody, it's just the damn cycle of life, you know?
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It's like, it's fleeting, and it's like, you know, it's like one minute, you know, your
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toast is in, like, a toaster, and then it's burnt, and you've got, you know, nothing to
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eat, and then it's like, well, what do you do then?
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It's, I haven't really let it, I haven't really let it sink.
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I can't think about it too much, but this is, this is a lot.
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This is a lot, and we'll be processing this over the next several hours.
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He says, I've not made it completely through $4.99, but here's some money for Phillips Magic
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Don't, they're not, well, if you'd made it through the end, you would realize.
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I'm curious in the chat, actually, because this is, this is going to be kind of a throwback.
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Again, this is for you, if you're new, and you're like, oh, I don't know, might as well
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Oh, I wouldn't have made it this far without any of you guys, so this is, this is really,
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But I, I'm curious to see the chat, one or two.
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How many of you are aware of after the stream is finished?
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And I do include them on, on, to the Spotify people.
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I think they're more likely to hear it because, you know, there's an extra 30 seconds of dead
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There's all, I try to just turn everything off and go to bed, but there's always like
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something, one of Phil's last minute shenanigans isn't the right word.
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Um, some people are saying, well, it's not, some of you are aware.
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It's been a thing for three, three is not a number.
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I've been doing, I've been doing it for a long time.
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A few times, uh, somebody recently asked me if, uh, you know, I guess everybody knows.
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So it was like, how long have you been doing that?
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I had one guy asked me, he's like, I can make a cartoon out of all these little adventures
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and like you could, and then you'd have to owe me 95% of the royalties.
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Well, because D night, they're listening to this instead of just having it on in the background
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while they, while they, uh, you know, I don't know, snort coke or whatever, whatever's going
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There's things I want to get into and talk to talk about.
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And I can't, so the beans anyway, the end of that, you're not going to want the beans.
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Uh, it sounds like a good idea midway through the stream three quarters.
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But then once you get closer to the end, you'll be like, uh, especially after the fact, it's
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not, I don't think the real, it is just a scam.
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I'll have to catch the Spotify really tomorrow.
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It's a hate crime in lots of places though, because it's how crazy this world is.
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Mr. Bullock says episode 500 is an an or a level kick in the head to the establishment.
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That's a whole other thing we can talk about later.
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Are they, you know, and they're going to frame this as Putin is threatening the fucking.
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The gaping glazed donut named after a particular public figure that's very popular, unpopular,
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It says, the money shot is right between my eyes.
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Morgan's brought me, brought me a treat and a surprise for some of you that I'm going to get to later.
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I think some of you will be surprised and delighted.
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Some disgusted, some upset, some concerned, mostly.
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I'm going to read the rest of these chats first because I want to get some of these out of the way.
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I mean, I could just sit here and read chats all night, which is a crazy thing to have.
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This is what I do professionally now, and I have been doing it for a number of years.
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I have like a thousand thoughts of things I want to say, and all of them come with Jordan Peterson, like,
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careful, you don't get, you know, bloody damn it.
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I tried to warn Rachel, you know, she obviously hates my guts.
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I definitely hate some people, but you got to earn that.
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I say I hate a lot of things, but, you know, people talk.
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They blow off it like it, but actual real, like put pen to paper, put it in stone.
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Like it's a limited number of individuals and certain certain people.
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I don't think I'm not going to sit here and pontificate and judge on her character or anything.
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But hey, you know, there's pictures floating around that certainly do seem to be hers.
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And people are like, you'll either see it eventually or it's just one of those things, you know.
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There's plenty of reasons and many, many ways to tear somebody down and attack their credibility and go after them as, you know, a bad actor or being a bad person or something like that.
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And that's just that's just not one I think is.
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It's not what I'm going to take, you know, it's like using chemical weapons.
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It's like I'm, you know, I'm like Hitler in that way.
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I'll sit on endless amounts of sarin gas and never use it because it's like that's just too much.
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I mean, I don't want to go straight to hell, do I?
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Anyway, she says he says subscribe to my OnlyFans.
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Thanks you for being the voice of many during the pandemic.
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Also the massive W, the impact you have made on people's physical fitness.
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It's hard for me to read these and not want to.
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I'll just read them and then, yeah, because I get distracted.
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Oh, I can check these off on Rumble and then eliminate them if I feel like there's not really much to go.
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I really didn't think I'd get this many, to be honest.
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I, you know, you're having a rough go and I hope you're sincerely.
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Uh, you've won a trip to India, the all-inclusive trip of a lifetime.
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All you have to do is step foot anywhere outside of your house in Canada.
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There's, there's actually nowhere you can go that doesn't feature.
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And has Catherine down here in the gold mine with the Jeets doing hard label.
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Larry, you didn't tell me you were going to be doing.
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Well, as long as he's getting paid, that's all he cares about.
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Post says breaking out the blackberry whiskey for 500.
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I mean, you don't, I'm not giving you permission.
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You're not, I'm not your dad, you know, but I told you I would, I would come back to
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I just want to get through these before we, you know, before I start.
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I don't think it's good to carry lies in your soul and hidden.
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So, I'm going to have to just, I'm just going to have to get into it, I think.
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I didn't want to have to come to this, but they just, you guys aren't ever going to stop,
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It was so full of disconnections and errors and problems and things were breaking.
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I think there was people tunneling under the floor at the time.
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Like, I don't like to get up and interrupt the show.
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I pissed my pants live so you guys wouldn't have to get it interrupted.
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But would you guys, would you guys respect my dignity?
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Maybe I shouldn't have aborted 310, but I had to learn and it's just, it ain't heavy, but
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I'm, I'm, I'm like minutes into my half a century stream celebration, much to the chagrin
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And I said, oh man, we're like the radioactive cockroach that won't die, but fine.
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And it was the Jewish guy, Jewish bigot is the one that finally, you know, I have some
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There's, listen, there, there's, there's Nazis everywhere.
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Some of them are like, no, they're super, super Nazis.
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And other ones are like, oh, they're kind of a Nazi.
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I'm the guy they send out to go, listen, let's just talk like reasonable.
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And I know that sounds crazy, but like, this is the best we have.
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I could get you someone else and it's, it's going to be a lot less, uh, instead of jokes,
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And instead of like me doing impersonations or doing metaphors to try and connect with
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you on a human level, to make you understand, uh, what I'm trying to say in my heart and
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try to get instead of that, there's pits and guns to the head.
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And instead of like, Hey, let's just watch some uncomfortable content together.
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And then I'm going to discuss and how to, instead of that, there's trains to the, to
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the salt and gold mine, which ironically is run by a Jewish guy with his birth.
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Y'all want to come back to, all right, but like, okay.
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That's what it should also say on my, on my tombstone.
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And under that, he was one of the nicer ones of all the evil, bad Nazis.
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He was, he was actually like, he was, you know, he's okay.
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You could leave your kids with them and he wouldn't kill them or rape them or murder them
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You help people keep, keep people sane in these times with your entertainment,
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community delivery perspective, plaid, not polo.
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Well, the plaid is because this used to be what I always, the plaid army joke.
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This is, this is going to be a retro over the years, kind of a stream.
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And if there's ever a time to do it, I think it's now.
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And a lot of people thought, oh, 500, what are we going to, what are you going to do?
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I thought I could have a bunch of guys come in here.
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And I, you know, I'd rather just hear from you guys.
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I think at some point I'll have the telegram open.
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If you don't have it, um, get it from telegram.org.
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Cause it's controlled by devil communist people.
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You can get the actual APK app from their thing.
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Your, your phone is going to say, oh, it's scary.
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And, um, that way, otherwise the, uh, the app store and stuff, it's, it's, um, it's a,
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it's a modded version of Pavildorov's actual telegram app, which has built in sensor.
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Essentially there's going to, you're going to miss out on stuff.
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I don't know if there's a way to work around that yet.
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Allegedly you can take things that are banned, move it to your saved folder and telegram,
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Um, but, but telegram, uh, is, is the way to go.
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And I don't remember why I just brought that up.
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So I don't need to explain it cause no one's listening anyway.
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That's where I do most post my social media and, um, you know, whatever's relevant.
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And, and, you know, ads and stuff for the site.
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So back in the day, long time ago, actually, do we need story time music?
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And then we'll just put ambience at the end for, for a good measure.
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Medieval fantasy folk and ambulance, ambience music volume two.
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Does you, is YouTube not like, imagine when YouTube stopped being gay.
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I was old enough to remember when YouTube was not gay.
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With very real little life experience in what would come to be known as clown world.
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See, I was very quite insulated from its clownery inside the self-contained, although a clown of its own, Canadian armed forces.
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I thought it would be something to do as a hobby, not as a job, not as anything like that.
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Just, I don't know if you've noticed this about me, but I can talk a lot and for a long time.
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And I have a lot of thoughts and noise in my head.
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And instead of driving the people at work insane, which I had been doing, mostly my bosses, because I was always right and they were always stupid.
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I'll make some videos and we'll do some things.
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Canada's 30, there's like 27 million Canadians plus, I think, 50 million Indians.
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I don't know what the real, they say it's 42 million.
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Then I met my good friend, who became one of my best friends, who I loved dearly, like a brother.
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Derek Harrison, who had a bigger channel than mine at the time.
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You know, I had like 700, 800, something like that.
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And he was going around looking for people to talk to.
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And then one day, he himself was wearing a plaid shirt, much like the one I am donning this evening.
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What's more Canadian than a bunch of guys in plaid shirts, drinking beers, talking shit?
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Which kind of eventually became to be known as like, uh, that was, you know, the fan club.
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And the, listen, I don't, I don't like the word fan, fan club.
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Because when you say fan, it, I, I feel like you're, I picture like a screaming teenager, like a Taylor.
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I don't think of any of you guys like that at all.
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Cause you know, ever, I've met a lot of you guys now and doing that tour was something I've always wanted to do.
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And, you know, I was, we'll do something like that again.
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Probably not to that pace and extreme and that tight a timeframe, but probably again.
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Um, and, uh, yeah, very normal, grownup, adult, sane people with just a lot of the same concerns.
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And it was, it was really cool to meet all you guys.
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So, but sometimes that's the word I use or the people use.
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I would just, you know, supporters in the same way I support my friends and people I care about.
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And, and, you know, I support, I'm a supporter of my sister, for example, I'm not a fan of hers.
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I don't, when I see my sister come over, I'm like, Oh my God, I'll sign my autograph.
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You know, I've never experienced that one time ever.
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I think that I can recall, you know, bless her, the poor, poor girl.
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Um, well, I'd met him several times before then, but we were, um, he was doing the crowd, the,
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And there's usually a group there to meet him at the different provinces.
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It was like a 10 kilometer walk or something terrible weather and shitty or whatever.
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If it's a nice, warm, comfortable day and you're trying to do infantry straw for the rucksack on,
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Put rocks and bugs in your clothes and boots now.
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So, and cut yourself, not, not like in a suicidal way.
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I just mean like on a part of your hand, that's going to be annoying.
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Like cut, cut the inside, like right here, cut your thumb right like here.
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It's like, because you'll see, because you'll see, because all day for the next day,
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And you're like, ah, this constant minor frustration builds up and builds up and builds up,
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multiplied over 10, 10 million other minor frustrations.
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And then eventually you just become, you'll kill anyone just because they ask you to.
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Minor annoyances on top of, you know, difficult physical tasks breeds someone who will,
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It's, it's, they just have to do it to get, is this part of the story?
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I bought every shirt from Mark's work warehouse that they have.
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Like, also, like I can dress better than most of these politicians and these people.
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So have you ever seen a 17 year old dress themselves?
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That, to the military, to then out of the military.
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And I'm like, oh, like just half wearing like military gear and like, I look like I'm going
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And I'm like, I honestly don't know how to wear clothes.
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And I mean, there's, I don't want to go naming people because it would be hundreds.
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If I sat here and tried to name every single username that I can remember that I've saw
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and interacted with on a nightly or nearly, you know, two, three, four times a week,
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sometimes basis for the last six or seven years of my life, I probably couldn't remember
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But I bet I'd surprise you how many I do remember.
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I used to know the name of every NHL player in the NHL.
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Because that's how much I was interested in it.
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The things I'm interested in, I get really interested in.
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And the things I don't care about, I pay no attention to at all and don't care like school.
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He goes by on YouTube and he used to put the timestamp of when the kind of, I didn't
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The pre-roll kind of stuff is just there to like, if you go live and start, oftentimes
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people are like, oh, it's like, you want to go watch it.
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You're going to miss five or 10 minutes because you're trying to go and get set up or whatever.
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Sometimes there's dead air for five minutes because I'm trying to fix something or whatever.
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And then he would also put the timestamp in for when the actual podcast begins for your
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I was on YouTube for, I don't know, five years.
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Like I know I want, I just, I don't have the time to talk and it's not like I'm so busy.
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It's just, if I did that, I, I would spend the rest of my life just trying to talk to
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each one of you guys and then I'd be 46 and I've never streamed again because I'm trying
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They're all, anyway, that's why the shirt, that's why we're doing it this way.
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With medieval fantasy folklore music and, um, and lots of other stuff.
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I'm going to give a little while, maybe an hour and a half, two hours, maybe closer to
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the second, second, last, third hour on the phones.
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I used to do one hour and people say, well, why too soon?
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Doesn't it seem to be going to listen to this for more than an hour.
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Then I did two hours a couple of times and I felt like I liked that better because I could
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It usually takes you 15 minutes to get warmed up anybody.
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And, and I have no formal training or broadcasting experience at all.
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I just figured all this shit out as, as I went like anybody else.
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Um, but I have talked to lots of people that have, and, uh, they say, yeah, a radio production
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you hear, or like Joe Rogan's podcast, for example, if you notice, they don't just sit
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down and go, it kind of starts as if they've already been talking from, yes, you're supposed
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So it takes me a little while to get, but then, you know, then some of them became four
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And, uh, you know, it was too much and some people enjoyed it, but I highly suspect they
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So, yeah, which is not something I wanted to, uh, you know, we'll get into that later
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There's something else I want to talk about, but, and, but I was, you know what, and you
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Um, you're allowed to like someone and appreciate what they do without supporting everything
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they do and everything they say and everything they're about and all that.
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I think he's done what he can and, you know, he's going through some shit, but at the time
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and maybe not still, but at that time, 2019, 2018, his program was three hours.
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Info Wars, the main show was three hours long and he would do three hours.
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He would do two hours and last hour, he'd usually have call-ins and guests, whatever,
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Sometimes it would go longer, but other guys would take over and so on.
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And I looked up, if you're a creative type person, which I definitely am, I'm not a
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Uh, old Mrs. McKenzie's little boy was never going to engineering school, but I do like music.
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I thought about getting into music before I can not very well anymore.
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It's been forever since I picked up a guitar, but I may made a little run at it and it
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a little band in high school and all that, you know, but, um, I used to like to draw things.
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And in reality, I just, I'm a, that's just how it is.
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And they said, according to science, three hours.
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If you're also one of those people, three hours.
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Um, the reason being the parts of your brain that are engaged in creation and, um,
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that, that, that kind of activity, uh, after three hours, it really starts to burn out and
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And the quality of what you're doing just plummets.
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And then the next two hours was just me drunk and yelling about nonsense.
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So, so I ended up selling through it and they don't always, sometimes they go for, sometimes
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We're just, this is all, this is a history history show now with Dan Carlin, Dan Carlin's
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hardcore history, the history of the most fucking dangerous podcast in Canadian history that
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I don't, to be fair, I don't think the police tried to destroy it.
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I think the police did what they were told to do, which is their job.
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And there's definitely some overzealous look at me, careerist.
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And I've said a lot of fucking nasty shit about the police over the years.
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Most of it, I meant some of it might've been a little too far.
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You know, you're catching me in the moment, in the middle of a thing.
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I didn't cut and edit and make a movie out of this and go, that's my, sometimes you say
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Like, look, um, and I don't, I don't, I'm not taking credit for this because it's, it's
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Um, and people say, well, look what Diagon has done for people and this and that.
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All I did, all I did was just a little shove, just a little bit, you know, or maybe a little
00:35:48.800
But he ended up losing, how much weight did you lose?
00:35:53.240
He looks like a completely different person in a good way.
00:35:55.900
And now he set that example for his children, his family, his community.
00:35:59.300
And now his kids are involved in, in getting into, into fitness and health.
00:36:15.040
And, and look, there's things that have happened as a result of that.
00:36:17.920
And my critics and our critics want to, you know, act as though these politicians are
00:36:23.960
worth anything when, when they're not, they, they don't do anything for anyone.
00:36:26.840
There's another guy, I think it seemed, if it's the same guy, Silver Lynx, but there's
00:36:31.120
also, is it, there's also Silver Lynx bullion or there's, again, there's so many guys, I
00:36:37.960
He went from what looked like 350 to maybe 180 pounds or something.
00:36:42.900
That's the difference between being dead when you're 60 and living healthy to when you're
00:36:52.840
All I, all I did was encourage you and try to convince you that it could be done.
00:36:56.460
And you were crazy enough to believe me and fucking look at you now.
00:37:03.200
That's how much power you have over your own body.
00:37:07.920
Literally whatever the fuck you want, whatever you want, because I bet all those guys that,
00:37:14.100
you know, ask them probably before any of this years ago, they're probably like thought
00:37:28.540
Zanel says, thanks for keeping us becoming well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.
00:37:38.820
And you guys have helped me as much as any of you guys have claimed that I've helped
00:37:42.340
you because I, you know, to be honest, if I did this and there was my, the podcast was
00:37:49.020
20 people, 50 people, a hundred people as my regular listeners, I probably wouldn't have
00:37:53.540
done it anywhere near with the frequency that I have just because of, but I would probably
00:37:57.680
have still done it time to time anyway, because, you know, everybody deserves to have that peer
00:38:02.420
group and have, have a somewhere they feel like they belong where that they can talk about
00:38:07.440
things openly and honestly, that's, that's inside them that they, that other people are
00:38:11.140
willing to listen to and understand and say, yeah, yeah, you know what?
00:38:18.300
And that's something that, that the powers that be in our world have deprived from everyone.
00:38:22.540
They'd rather you be afraid and fight each other and hate everything because they're
00:38:25.640
afraid that you're going to lose, lose faith in them and lose, they're going to lose their
00:38:36.800
Jen Steen already says best part of the show is CRJ's insightful and intellectual super
00:38:42.160
People like it for, they like to gross me out for some Morgan does it now.
00:38:55.000
Because if I'm ever captured by anyone, a cartel, Russians, the CIA, the Vietnamese, the
00:39:05.200
Chinese, anyone, if they're like, how do we do the most amount of a torture?
00:39:10.560
I'd be like, if they're just, if they like to torture me by grossing me out and making
00:39:14.380
me just, if that's what they're into, I'll take that.
00:39:26.360
Don't I'll be like, listen, guys, what do you want to know?
00:39:31.400
You get captured by the enemy and it's like, they're going to break you, right?
00:39:41.020
But maybe, maybe they'll just enjoy torturing me that way.
00:39:53.760
That was, again, I, some of these guys I talked to this way or interacted with this
00:39:57.340
way, just chats and nicknames and no idea who you are.
00:40:00.320
And I got to meet and see a lot of you guys in real life.
00:40:02.340
And that was, that was, you can't beat that, right?
00:40:08.340
Scotian lady says, most fun terrorist I've found and found the best friends in Odia's
00:40:12.760
dirt bag to find, including your awesome queen who's right down the road.
00:40:15.700
Just like you said, we may find friends nearby.
00:40:20.540
And she, I, you know, that's probably the, it wasn't from Oregon.
00:40:25.780
But, uh, she's been a huge, enormous, um, positive impact in my life.
00:40:35.600
Uh, Godzilla says, rather than describe your long-term rage cause fears as fans, I prefer
00:40:38.920
to think of us as fellow accelerationists or that that works fine too.
00:40:44.760
Jeremy and Phillip, I was just surviving for a fan of you guys.
00:40:48.640
See like that's, you know, I like to hear that stuff.
00:40:51.800
I don't think it should, it's just, uh, I know what that's like to be isolated and
00:40:57.600
feel like you're alone and everybody thinks you're fucking crazy and nobody around you
00:41:00.860
like, but I also knew statistically, uh, you know, you'd find the one or other person here
00:41:07.240
and there, but how many people do you have access to in your day-to-day regular life?
00:41:10.400
You know, 30, you know, your coworkers, friends, neighbors, whatever.
00:41:14.780
So it's like, you got to go on the internet and who's on the internet?
00:41:19.020
So if anybody out there is going to understand it's them, so, you know, just went for it.
00:41:29.840
I wasn't, I wasn't, I can, I can start ripping.
00:41:36.740
Um, grumpy Tom says, what's up in Washington since I saw your interview with Maverick media.
00:41:41.940
I haven't heard or seen from him in a while, but I'm not allowed on most of the things
00:41:45.980
So I'm kind of in a, I'm in a dark cave in like the land beyond.
00:41:56.720
Um, he says, finally got myself out of the financial mess from COVID.
00:42:03.120
I myself had a quite, quite a battle with the, with the court and, um, did not, uh, didn't
00:42:15.860
A lot of people had to eat that crow for the rest of their fucking lives.
00:42:19.660
And they'll just, they'll just pretend it never happened.
00:42:23.180
I told you, it was like, they'll just, just never happen.
00:42:29.280
Steven, don't leave you one 99 until you find three 10.
00:42:32.660
I'm not, I'm not humiliating myself a second time.
00:42:36.200
I'm probably gonna have to do it seven or eight more times on this stream.
00:42:39.020
I'm not going to re I'll do other humiliations.
00:42:46.200
This was from, this was from like half an hour ago.
00:42:50.120
Warriors of truth, a toast to you for 500 in the song.
00:43:05.040
You put it down there where it turns into like cancer and you just let it kill you when
00:43:14.180
I'm like, yeah, that's all the rage I suppressed.
00:43:15.760
It's just, yeah, it was that or prison, you know?
00:43:22.860
You have a lot for many and you're much appreciated.
00:43:26.480
That's another one we used to, no one gets on the truck.
00:43:32.000
The military always used to have these safety trucks.
00:43:35.900
They'd follow you on long marches or exercises or any kind of strenuous, like people could
00:43:45.480
And then you, when you quit, you go on the truck and that's in bye-bye.
00:43:52.000
You're off the selection or you're off the course or you're out of the unit or
00:43:57.060
And, you know, that became a metaphor for suicide during a time.
00:44:02.220
It's not like things have gotten dramatically better.
00:44:03.780
I would like to say this to some people, though, if you're struggling with anything like that.
00:44:11.860
I obviously, well, maybe not obviously, but I've always had a very strong interest in that
00:44:24.960
I've spent a lot of time in like the near-death research world and all of that stuff.
00:44:30.880
And every to a T pretty much of people that have died and then come back, like they had
00:44:40.800
like, so they had an out-of-body, they were dead, clinically dead.
00:44:45.580
They could see, you know, all this kind of stuff.
00:44:48.860
And then they came back to tell people what happened.
00:44:51.080
Every single one of them said that when they like realized that they had died, they all
00:44:59.800
Like they felt like they had made the biggest mistake you could possibly make.
00:45:03.940
Like they just felt absolutely overwhelmed with the, you know, why would I, whatever
00:45:12.640
And that's not just my, that's, I can't remember the guy's name, this doctor I was listening
00:45:19.880
And that's, you know, invariably the, almost invariably the experience people have.
00:45:24.840
So you can't, you can't turn things around if you're dead, you know, and we're all going
00:45:33.740
If you're surrounded by communists and they're coming to bayonet you and your children to
00:45:37.660
death and your last hope is to, maybe that's different.
00:45:41.700
I mean, just don't, because your wife left you is, is, is not a reason to do that.
00:45:45.840
You know, you can always get another one and you'll feel better someday eventually.
00:45:49.280
And think, you know, anyway, I'm not going to waste time on too much on that, but don't
00:45:55.620
Uh, flood says here's 55% for you and 45% for Bungino.
00:45:59.280
You should come back on the big brain show again.
00:46:04.140
Um, whenever I, whenever I'm up to it, which is sometimes, uh, Stevens is breaking out the
00:46:18.480
It's fucking, if you drank, I'd say, he's like, two or three of those Phillips blood and I was
00:46:26.880
You should probably, you might have to go to the hospital.
00:46:35.100
I explained this looking like an old school night.
00:46:41.980
Facts are too fairy tale ish to be facts or tales.
00:46:45.480
It's just, we're all trying to survive, but maybe someday.
00:46:55.460
There's another election in Nova Scotia Tuesday and I came here to rage.
00:47:01.540
I, um, Morgan though is, is, is working on all kinds of interesting stuff as far as that
00:47:10.560
There's people being barred from running like illegally.
00:47:17.060
There's if Nova Scotia politics and what's going on there is, is your thing.
00:47:21.300
You should really get in touch with Morgan because she's, there's a lot, there's a lot
00:47:35.940
I'm a veteran and James top RV driver critically injured.
00:47:46.860
First of all, um, like, do you understand when you, when you're like, you're giving me
00:47:59.380
And this was basically you trying to get attention.
00:48:03.540
This is like when people were like, all right, I'm quitting Twitter.
00:48:12.860
Um, grow up, be a grown man is that's my advice.
00:48:17.600
Steven says, what streaming software are you using?
00:48:24.800
If I ever get through all these chats, you guys are crazy nights.
00:48:43.400
Take it before the government gives it to some new Canadians.
00:48:56.200
I changed my username to a dog whistle exclusive to the show.
00:49:11.040
I got to get, I got to finish this and then I'm going to just start talking for a
00:49:14.920
I don't, I just don't like to miss them, right?
00:49:29.940
Can't thank you and the others enough for the sanity.
00:49:34.500
It has to be infinite because it's over when you're dead and we're all going to die eventually.
00:49:39.860
But until then, you got to fucking give it all you got.
00:49:45.580
He says, without you to start with and in this community, I wouldn't be here.
00:49:55.480
Um, I really did not like seeing what was done to that man, to you and to other people.
00:50:02.380
And, you know, it was like, you look around and go, am I in a position to do anything about
00:50:17.700
Mika Shrednick says, I'll just repeat what I said in 2020.
00:50:19.840
You and our fellow dags kept me sane and fighting.
00:50:21.640
It was the time we lost our friends, but found new ones.
00:50:33.560
I got to get better at doing this is, uh, I can check off ones I've already read so they
00:50:41.960
Um, Alex Woods, forget 9-11 in 20 years or grandchildren.
00:50:45.880
Grandpa, where were you doing the 500th Ragecast episode?
00:50:49.420
I was sitting at home, eating honey with a spoon with no pants on.
00:51:02.660
How many CESA scalps would you metaphorically hypothesize?
00:51:06.720
Metaphorically throws at least two in the pile.
00:51:22.480
Uh, love being able to catch you on my podcast player if I miss the stream.
00:51:27.960
Uh, and bearded Indian watching, wishing Pat in his, in speedy recovery.
00:51:32.860
He's in bed with the China virus and reading jugs magazine.
00:51:35.520
I have no idea what that means, but I'll take it.
00:51:39.560
I think, all right, where were we, man, that was, uh, we got already 40 minutes.
00:51:46.660
I talk too much, you know, uh, and I'm on other platforms.
00:51:51.440
If you're on, uh, you know, any of those, I'm reading the chats on, um, you know, that
00:51:56.560
you can, I think it's like a dollar or five bucks or something entropy and, and rumble.
00:52:01.520
And it highlights, it pops up and, you know, I'll see them.
00:52:03.840
Otherwise it's like, there's 1500 people in rumble.
00:52:10.440
I can't, I, I, so that's where, if you're like, I want to see something, then go there.
00:52:18.140
Otherwise I can't really, it's difficult to catch up with.
00:52:23.960
Um, yeah, I did want to go back to, uh, the bottom here.
00:52:27.320
He says, uh, uh, the core impact me on people's physical fitness.
00:52:33.760
Well, and that's, that's something that I thought it's always something I've been
00:52:36.900
I've always been, um, into, I was a very small, weak, frail kid just because I was,
00:52:46.780
Um, didn't know anything about any of that stuff.
00:52:51.440
And I knew I was, you know, weak and, and soft and I didn't know what, so I was like,
00:52:57.160
well, where, where do you go to fix these things?
00:53:01.640
I wanted to join the army infantry and I was just going to stay in there until they killed
00:53:07.040
And, and, uh, yeah, I got what I wanted out of it for sure.
00:53:12.320
But, um, I did used to wear the plan shirts and I did also, uh, I used to drink a lot,
00:53:22.780
I didn't drink for years, probably seven years or so.
00:53:24.700
Uh, before the stream when I was still in the army, I was doing some work at some, some
00:53:31.420
serious units and places and you just, you can't be a piss tank.
00:53:34.800
You got to be in very, pretty good shape and it's very, very, very competitive even just
00:53:38.900
So, uh, I just, you know, every, what's one beer is what?
00:53:46.240
So you gained a pound and, uh, did damage to your organs and your reflexes are slower and
00:53:50.560
your neurons are slowing down and you're dumber now forever permanently.
00:53:53.600
Like all of these things were not, you know, so I didn't drink for a long time, but I was
00:53:59.800
And, you know, I was just kind of having a good time with it.
00:54:05.040
At the same time, it was kind of glorifying, not glorifying, but maybe bringing too much,
00:54:14.540
uh, too, too much, too much happiness to the idea of just slamming beers, which, you
00:54:23.420
know, was fun for me as kind of a gimmick and thing to do.
00:54:26.560
But at the same time, you know, how many other people are doing this and am I encouraging
00:54:38.120
You know, I was very set in a, it's like, if it ain't broke, don't fix it kind of a
00:54:41.860
But we moved away from that after I, uh, going to jail was a perfect opportunity.
00:54:48.040
So now when I can get out, I can just do a whole new thing and we'll do it that way.
00:54:59.700
And Alex says, for your 500 episode, do something you've never done before.
00:55:04.900
It's where I, there's not really that much to say.
00:55:22.400
While I thought what I thought we would do, and I'll probably in a little while, I'll
00:55:25.200
maybe get telegram and see if any of the guys want to come in.
00:55:27.920
Um, I've got a zoom link I could use, but maybe telegram is easier.
00:55:31.500
It's easier, but I had, uh, Oh, it did actually, let me check.
00:55:39.520
It's a little bit of longer video, uh, doing snakes.
00:55:42.960
He made a little montage of, um, kind of the over the years, over the years thing.
00:56:06.060
Hey, you know, I used to have old, I used to have all these old intros too.
00:56:10.380
I just have the pre-roll of 15 minute people like to walk in and file in and all that kind
00:56:13.880
And there was a few different ones that people miss and enjoy.
00:56:17.600
And, uh, you know, you can always relive some of those.
00:56:26.400
There shouldn't be, I'm, I don't even seem to know how to fucking navigate my own.
00:56:54.560
I don't know if I want to play all of it like this.
00:56:56.280
It's like, it's, you know, like those family guy episodes where they're just doing reruns
00:56:59.320
and it's like, okay, you know, some of them are better than others, but, uh, I do need
00:57:25.580
The following content may contain seen graphic scenes of violence, coarse language, and general
00:57:34.200
If we're going to talk about JFK, we have to do this the right way, because, uh, you know.
00:57:54.460
Now let this be a lesson to all you ladies out there.
00:58:51.820
That's, nothing says America like a weird glowing eyeball above a pyramid.
00:59:05.440
If that's how it's going to be, then that's how it's going to be.
00:59:48.480
Galen took the guns, Stalin took the guns, Mao took the guns!
00:59:59.300
Despite the fact he never tested positive for the fucking virus!
01:00:16.140
That was, I think, it was being like in a time machine.
01:00:24.420
It was the 2019 to 2020 intro, that one was all bad.
01:00:29.940
And I didn't like using it every night, it felt kind of repetitive, and, you know, I kind of wanted to just do something else.
01:00:36.940
And then, you know, I don't know whose idea it was, or where it came from.
01:00:43.460
Gary, which apparently, I talked about him too much, because he liked things, and he sent me money a couple of times.
01:00:50.640
So that means he's banned from America now, or something stupid.
01:00:54.220
But this one was his favorite, and, you know, I used to do Monday, Wednesday, Friday, or it was Tuesday, Friday, which I'm back to doing now.
01:01:02.960
And then a little while, I went Monday, Wednesday, Friday, and it's like, well, you got to break it up.
01:01:06.220
And Monday was, Monday was for, for being, you know, the weekend probably went terrible.
01:01:10.760
You're back to work, it's Monday, you wanted to kill people.
01:01:14.880
It's Monday, you have the most amount of gay work week left that there is until Friday, which is today, the best day,
01:01:20.980
because it's the furthest away you're going to be from Monday, where you want to kill everybody!
01:01:25.920
So, so we had Monday Night Rage Ball, which was a different...
01:01:51.420
Let the bodies hit the floor, let the bodies hit the...
01:01:55.420
Yeah, it's literally just violence for the sake of itself, that's, that's all this is.
01:02:49.020
Let the bodies hit the floor, let the bodies hit the floor, let the bodies hit the floor.
01:02:53.040
Let the bodies hit the floor, let the bodies hit the floor.
01:02:57.420
maybe lost some of the GOAT telepathy over the year, I don't know, it's more overt now...
01:03:20.040
because it did the best job at telling the story
01:03:27.080
here's to the next chapter in the coming glory of the real Canadian men
01:03:36.000
the only competition we're in is with ourselves
01:03:41.040
so let's beat the shit out of who we were yesterday
01:04:00.860
you get two one free drink while cousin Gupta steals your car
01:04:31.740
it was as if I had time traveled from the future
02:11:39.960
BBC all over the place fucking basically you're
02:39:35.860
tribe and train find your friends f-y-m-m-f-a-f-o
02:48:24.960
and let's set your sights and try to find a way
02:49:35.160
sometimes it makes you watch your family members
02:50:15.980
they made him wait three fucking hours basically
02:50:38.140
I was like Morgan I need you to do something for me
04:00:40.080
Day after day, feel the fight from the wind and the cold
04:00:54.540
Night after night, just a time for the death of the light
04:01:05.800
Night after night, just a time for the death of the ocean
04:02:10.160
We're all the same cause we don't see the change
04:08:43.320
You wouldn't hit a guy with glasses, wouldn't you?
04:09:08.900
Donald J. Trump has ordered the entire Marine Corps to assassinate Hillary Clinton's entire
04:09:24.900
I've also directed an ABC News to take Michael, that's right Michael, Michael and Barack Obama
04:09:46.900
Let us have peace, let us have life, let us steam to prove our life.
04:10:01.900
Let us have peace, let us have life, let us steam to prove our life.
04:10:22.900
Oh, we might as well go with this, because why not, it's a classic.
04:10:35.900
You've been doing an insane amount, you're taking it easy tonight.
04:10:42.900
He's only going to do a little bit of meth tonight.
04:10:54.900
I've been hearing that a lot for like 10 years, and wouldn't you know it, it did happen.
04:11:12.900
That thing you said would never happen, it did!
04:11:51.680
more, but it doesn't matter. There's always some casualties
04:11:55.900
an asterisk at the bottom. You don't need to count
04:12:07.900
I appreciate it. It's been a hell of a ride. It's been
04:12:11.800
the best people, the best friends, the best people
04:12:17.120
woman, by the way. A lot of people have been saying that.
04:12:28.400
It's been awesome. And the great thing about those
04:12:53.760
And all the rest of the shit will still be here.