REAL AF with Andy Frisella - September 15, 2022


376. Q&AF： Overcoming Getting Shot In The Face, Piss-Stained Mattress Phase & Remote Work Causing Depression


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In this episode of Q&A, I answer your questions and talk about some changes I'm making in my personal brand. I also talk about the MFCEO Project and why I'm no longer in the DMs.

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00:00:00.000 What is up guys, it's Andy Priscilla and this is the show for the realest sake about the
00:00:21.200 lies, the fakeness and delusions of modern society and welcome to motherfucking reality
00:00:26.080 guys today. We have Q and AF. That's where you submit the questions and I give you the answers.
00:00:33.400 Sometimes when you tune in, we have CTI, that's cruise the internet. That's where we throw up
00:00:37.120 some issues of the day. We talk about them. We talk about the problems that need to be solved
00:00:40.900 and we make fun of all the bullshit that's out there. All right. Most of it's bullshit.
00:00:46.900 Sometimes we have real talk. Real talk is five to 20 minutes of me just doing what you guys would
00:00:53.340 call a rant. I just call it the way I talk. And I try to help you guys figure out how to win.
00:00:59.020 All right. And then sometimes we have full length. Full length is where we bring on interesting,
00:01:03.200 successful, kick-ass people. We break down how they became interesting, successful and kick-ass.
00:01:08.380 And then we show you how you can also become interesting, successful and an ass kicker.
00:01:15.060 With that being said, there is a fee for the show. The fee is very simple. You can Venmo me
00:01:20.340 $1,000 or you could tell someone about the show. It's up to you. But one of those two
00:01:26.320 things needs to happen. All right. If you like the show, if you don't like the show,
00:01:29.980 fuck off. All right. With that being said, we got Q&A F. What's up, dude? What's going on,
00:01:38.420 guys? And two, if you want to email, these are your questions. So submit those questions,
00:01:42.220 email those questions in to ask Andy at Andy for something. Yeah, look, Q&A F, guys,
00:01:45.920 is about personal development. All right. For those of you that don't know, I had a podcast
00:01:50.220 called the MFCEO Project with Vaughn Kohler, who was a pastor, not only just a pastor,
00:01:56.180 the pastor of disaster. All right. And the Q&A F is more of an ode to those days, you know,
00:02:04.120 where we're out there trying to show you how to win. A lot of you guys think I'm here to coddle
00:02:07.740 you. A lot of you guys think I'm here to help you feel good about yourself. I'm not. I'm here to
00:02:12.560 show you how to fucking win. And through winning, you'll feel good about yourself. All right. I'm
00:02:16.900 never going to make you feel good for fucking losing. So stop fucking trying to do that.
00:02:21.080 All right. Another thing I want to address too, while we're on the topic, some changes are being
00:02:26.720 made to my personal brand. One of those changes is I'm no longer going to be handling my Instagram
00:02:33.460 or my DMs. I want to let you know that because, you know, over the last 10 years or so,
00:02:40.780 I have been very involved in my DMs. And in fact, I spend a lot of my time interacting with you guys.
00:02:49.700 And I've built some amazing friendships, some amazing relationships, um, through those DMs.
00:02:55.420 And I wanted to take a minute and express gratitude for all those relationships and friendships that
00:03:00.180 I've been able to make through those DMs. Um, and just let you guys know, like for me to do what I
00:03:06.020 need to do, uh, in terms of putting content out, uh, I just can't do it. It's too much. It's too
00:03:11.480 much of a time suck. I, you know, I think I'm probably the only guy at my level that's still
00:03:15.420 in the DMs talking to people. And it's just, it's the reality of the growth. And, um, we have some
00:03:22.240 amazing new projects coming up. Uh, I'm going to be posting every single episode that we do here on
00:03:27.820 Real AF on YouTube as well. Uh, I'm firing up the MFCEO project. Once again, this is a huge
00:03:34.360 announcement, uh, with Von Kohler. That's going to be a new show that's coming out soon. I also have
00:03:39.420 a third show that's getting ready to come out, which will be a YouTube exclusive show, which I'll
00:03:43.160 talk more about later. But the point is my message, I feel an obligation to get out. And to be completely
00:03:49.480 honest with you guys, it's only, it's the only reason I do this. All right. I do this because I feel
00:03:54.360 like, you know, and you guys might laugh at this, but I feel like, you know, in our little tribe
00:03:59.420 of, uh, America. All right. I'm the elder, right? Like I'm the older brother. I'm the, I'm the uncle.
00:04:05.680 I'm the guy who's done some things. And we have this whole generation of young people, uh, from,
00:04:11.540 you know, 16 to 25 who are trying to figure out what to do in life and how to win. And it's an
00:04:18.140 obligation for me to share those things and pass those things down. Uh, I know not everybody's
00:04:22.780 going to resonate with, with what, what I see and how I, how, how I do things, but I'm going to,
00:04:28.240 uh, deliver the things that I know. I'm going to share the things I know, and I'm going to do it
00:04:32.780 at a big scale. And unfortunately, some of the things have to be cut out for me to be able to
00:04:37.260 accomplish that. So I wanted to let you know that if you DM me and you don't get a reply, like you've
00:04:43.320 been used to getting for years and years and years, that's why, um, I appreciate you guys. I
00:04:49.300 fucking love all the support that you guys have shown. And it, it, it kind of breaks my heart not
00:04:54.540 to be able to continue to do these things. But at the end of the day, man, something's got to give.
00:04:59.140 And that's something, you know, is, is those DMS and that actual, uh, Instagram content. I'm going
00:05:04.460 to let my team post, I'm going to let my team handle it. And, um, so don't think I'm just being
00:05:09.420 an asshole and ignoring your shit. It's just not something that I can do anymore. So I'm going to
00:05:13.640 focus all my energy on putting out content. I'm going to focus my energy on bringing the next
00:05:18.460 generation up. I'm going to focus on these new projects that we have going on. And, um, it
00:05:23.820 doesn't mean I feel any differently about you guys in the DMS. I would love to be able to have those
00:05:27.760 conversations. And hopefully when I see you in person, we can have those conversations, but the
00:05:31.780 reality is, uh, that's the direction that I'm going to go. And I just wanted to let you guys know
00:05:36.440 before you like, think I'm just ignoring you in the DMS. Cause that's not the case. Um, yeah,
00:05:43.440 with that being said, uh, I'm really excited about what we've gotten ready to do. Uh, I'm
00:05:48.980 really excited about the progress that we've made here on the show. I'm really excited about
00:05:52.420 bringing Vaughn back and getting that show going again. I think that was a, uh, a really
00:05:57.460 amazing show. Both Vaughn and I have gone through a lot since we ended that show and we're going to
00:06:01.440 do a once a week show just to continue that, that, uh, tradition. And we'll continue with the
00:06:05.020 real AF. I really like doing this. And basically guys, I'm going to be, uh, pumping out as much
00:06:10.540 content as you can get. And then the rest of the time I'm going to be living my life in the real
00:06:14.080 world. Um, I'm not going to spend my whole life glued to this screen anymore. So, uh, tune in,
00:06:19.740 get what you can get, take what you can get, uh, go win with it. And, um, you know, it'll be here
00:06:27.020 for you. So yeah, it's gonna be good. Yeah. It's, it's fucking exciting. I'm excited for it. Yeah. I am
00:06:32.600 too, dude. We're pretty fucking sweet. Yeah. I just, uh, you know, I know how people get, man,
00:06:36.520 you know, some people get a little entitled with that, with that attention, you know, and guys,
00:06:40.400 I've done my best, man. I've done my best to connect with you guys. I've done my best to be
00:06:44.920 there and accommodate and, um, try to communicate. But you know, that doesn't mean like I can continue
00:06:51.200 those things. Like I think nobody really prepares you for that shit either. What do you mean? I'm
00:06:55.500 saying to like have, you know, 10,000 people waiting on a response from you. Yeah. This last
00:07:01.280 weekend I wasn't able to get to DMS very much. And over the course of a day and a half, I had over a
00:07:05.640 thousand and each one of those DMS then requires two or three extra DMS because when I reply,
00:07:11.020 it's not just that. Yeah. Then you, there's a follow-up message, you know, and like, dude,
00:07:15.440 I've done this for years where I've taken seven, eight hours a day to respond to all these people.
00:07:19.780 And the truth of the matter is, is it's keeping me from getting the message fucking out there.
00:07:23.940 And the truth and the ultimate truth is the message has to get the fuck out there.
00:07:27.880 So like we all, you know, have to understand that. And you have to understand that,
00:07:31.820 like I've done my best. It doesn't mean I think I'm bigger or better or too good for it anymore.
00:07:36.820 Um, nobody at my size does this shit. So it's just a, it's just a casualty of the situation.
00:07:43.500 I hope you guys will understand and appreciate it. Um, and you'll see that I'm about ready to
00:07:48.840 go really fucking hard on a whole bunch of other shit. So, uh, I'm really excited about it. I think
00:07:53.280 we're going to help a lot more people. And, uh, you know, it's a little bit sad. It's a little bit
00:07:57.540 bittersweet, but at the end of the day, man, it's what has to happen to be able to do it.
00:08:01.360 Yeah. I can't do it. I don't have so much time. That's real. So, so yeah, man, that's that.
00:08:07.620 Um, what else? Did I miss something? I miss anything there? I think that's everything.
00:08:12.500 Yeah. Yeah. All right. That's the show guys. Yeah. Yeah. We do have Q and a F. So I just
00:08:18.140 wanted to bring that up. You know, I don't do much housekeeping stuff here. I didn't want
00:08:21.240 people to think like, you know, um, you know, I'm just fucking ghosting them. Yeah. Like, like,
00:08:29.000 bro, if you're not getting a reply in your DMS anymore, it's because like my team doesn't
00:08:33.960 have the same relationship that, you know, they're not going to jump in and pretend to
00:08:38.400 be me. Right. You get the double tap. It's not a lot of people do that shit. A lot of
00:08:42.000 people will send their team into their Instagram. I'm not look, bro. I'm not going to pretend
00:08:46.800 I'm not going to pretend that one of my guys is me and you're going to fucking talk to
00:08:50.320 him. I'm just being upfront and real about it right now. So, uh, anyway, no, that's
00:08:55.800 real. That's that. Well, uh, let's see if we can, uh, I got, I got some good ones
00:09:00.220 for you. Hmm. Let's knock these shocking. Let's knock these out. Andy question. Number
00:09:06.080 one, I was 75 hard going. I was going good. I just posted it. It's going really, really
00:09:11.580 good. And like, I think there's an interesting viewpoint too, from it. It's like, you know,
00:09:16.160 cause we talk all the time about the shit and it's like just actually executing on the 0.79
00:09:19.360 stuff. Like it's been, this is a day nine. I haven't really had like, you know, a fucking
00:09:24.900 chaos. Oh shit. Day yet. Yet. I say yet, because I know they come. Those are test days, but
00:09:29.760 I'm looking forward to it. You know what I'm saying? So it's pretty cool. Uh, you
00:09:33.640 know, I don't know if this is like TMI, but like, dude, my poops are changed. Oh yeah.
00:09:37.720 Yeah. For good or for worse? No, it's great. Like they're not, they're not like my poops
00:09:41.120 were sticky. Yeah. Well, I, you know what I'm saying? I don't know if that's good or bad.
00:09:44.140 That makes sense. Sticky? Sticky poops. Yeah. Like they stick to the fucking toilet and
00:09:49.060 you gotta, yeah. Yeah. Like that was a thing. My poops are not sticky no more. I don't
00:09:54.720 know, man. I'm sure that has something to do with it. You know what I'm saying? Is
00:09:57.220 that a real thing? I don't know about them fat boy diarrhea poop. Bro, that's a real 0.98
00:10:00.300 thing. Yeah. That's a real thing. So when the poop is sticky is bad? I think so. Yeah.
00:10:04.340 Like it's supposed to just be a nice, healthy, healthy poop. There's poop experts out here
00:10:08.500 being like, I mean, these guys don't know anything about poop. The real thing. They're
00:10:12.280 going to write a fucking review about it. These fucking idiots don't know what they're
00:10:16.840 talking about. They said poop's not supposed to be sticky. It's supposed to be sticky
00:10:20.480 at 87.2 degrees. Exactly. If the water temperature's right. Sorry, fucking professor poop. I didn't
00:10:27.180 know the fucking details. Yeah, dude. Poudini. Poudini. Fuck, man. But yeah, no, everything's
00:10:33.360 good though, man. Well, that's good. Yeah. You know, I think a big key to 75 hard is just
00:10:37.160 getting your day organized ahead of time and getting out ahead. You know, one of the things
00:10:41.240 about 75 hard, I think that most people fuck up is, you know, they learn real quick that
00:10:46.400 you have to fucking start the minute you wake up, like start knocking off tasks. You know
00:10:50.380 what I'm saying? It affects everything. I mean, it's a big fucking deal. Yeah, but it
00:10:53.520 brings a good purpose. Yeah. It brings a good purpose. You know, we talk all the time about
00:10:57.940 Well, you're more intentional with your shit. That's right. But that's purpose, bro. Like
00:11:01.440 when you wake up and you don't have shit to do, no shit, you're going to feel depressed.
00:11:04.720 You know what I'm saying? When you, when you, when you're walking around in a cloud and you
00:11:08.040 don't have direction, you don't have purpose of any sort, even if it's basic things to
00:11:12.060 do throughout the day, you're going to feel anxious. You're going to feel depressed. You're going
00:11:15.760 to feel like you don't like you're not happy. And that's why we, you know, talk about all
00:11:20.240 the time on the show, but you know, discipline plus purpose, plus gratitude. That's what makes
00:11:25.560 you happy. And that discipline aspect, you know, for you to feel fulfilled for you, like
00:11:30.380 a lot of people I think have the wrong, I know they have the wrong idea. You know, they're
00:11:34.040 out there consuming all this idealistic content from all these people who think that, you know,
00:11:38.560 it's okay to make people feel bad for being a fucking total failure and a plebe and a fucking 1.00
00:11:43.860 lazy piece of shit. And they're reading these things, you know, on the internet, these memes
00:11:47.780 and say, Oh, it's just, just accept yourself for who you are, bro. That's fucking bullshit.
00:11:52.460 You will be eternally fucking miserable. If that's the attitude that you take, you have
00:11:57.540 to set out with purpose every single day and winning over the course of the long haul is
00:12:03.300 not complicated, dude. It's, it's about manufacturing wins on the days that you don't feel like winning
00:12:09.500 and stacking enough wins in a row to where you become a winner. This is very simple shit.
00:12:13.980 Yeah. And I'm just doing what you told yourself. That's it. It's real simple. And it's, it's
00:12:20.140 frustrating for me to watch some of these other, you know, these, these spiritual guru type people
00:12:26.600 out there, like filling people's mind with idealistic fucking bullshit that makes them feel okay about 0.74
00:12:32.060 doing nothing, being nothing, contributing, nothing, creating, nothing, helping no one, and then tell
00:12:37.120 them they should feel good about it. Yeah. Like guys, that's not that you will never feel good
00:12:41.980 about that. It doesn't even like logically make sense. No sentence. No dude, you could stack
00:12:46.660 a gazillion memes in a row and read them all. And they could all tell you similar shit that those
00:12:52.120 things tell you at the end of the day, you're going to read all of them and you're not going
00:12:55.540 to feel any better. Yeah. Like there's only one way to feel better and you got to work your way out
00:12:59.280 of it, you know? So anyway, um, what do we got? Yeah. Let's see. Let's get into these. Uh,
00:13:05.520 Andy question number one, Andy, I was shot in the head a few years ago and it left me with a large
00:13:11.500 indent at the top of my forehead with a big scar across my hairline. Since then I've always worn
00:13:17.140 hats and it's like a security blanket, uh, for me and my confidence is higher with it on. I don't
00:13:22.900 want to wear, uh, and I don't want to wear hats forever. Um, and I was just curious if you had any
00:13:27.780 advice on how to get over this insecurity. Well, yeah, man. I mean, like I was stabbed right in the
00:13:32.740 fucking face, bro. Like you can't hide it. It's there. Yeah. Like it's, it's, there's no hiding
00:13:38.120 it. So I get it. You know, I think the option, the way, the reason is probably easier for me to
00:13:43.180 accept it is because it's, there's no way to hide it. Like had I been able to hide it, I probably
00:13:47.020 wasn't there back then. Yeah. I, well, no, even with a COVID mask, I couldn't hide it. Yeah. Um,
00:13:52.540 but you know, at the end of the day, man, it's really about perspective. You know, there's a story
00:13:57.700 there. There's a lesson there. It's part of who you are. And I think it's important to embrace these
00:14:02.040 things, um, for what they are, you know, and there's a, there, there's some sort, I don't
00:14:08.380 know enough about this person's situation to know, but there's some sort of, of lesson
00:14:13.060 there, um, that you will inspire people with by owning who the fuck you are. You know what
00:14:18.960 I mean? Dude, look, man, bad shit happens. Interesting things happen. You know, that's
00:14:23.900 an interesting story. I would like to hear how you got shot in the fucking head. Like, you
00:14:27.340 know what I'm saying? Like when I tell people I got stabbed in the face, they always want
00:14:30.880 to hear the fucking story. Uh, so it makes you more interesting. Yeah. Um, that's a
00:14:34.860 good thing. It makes people remember you. That's a good thing. You know, one of the
00:14:38.920 biggest things that got me through when I got stabbed, uh, was that I realized how
00:14:43.700 much more memorable it made me. You know, I was in business and I was trying to build a
00:14:48.500 business. And before that happened, it was very hard because we, we didn't have
00:14:52.500 money. We didn't have, we weren't successful. We weren't smart. We weren't special. There
00:14:56.560 was nothing about us that stood out. Um, everybody in our industry was the same
00:15:01.400 kind of people. We were just dudes that wanted to train and lift weights and eat
00:15:04.640 fucking tuna and be ripped. Right. You know what I'm saying? Uh, but once I got
00:15:09.140 stabbed in the face, bro, people started remembering me, you know, before I would
00:15:13.520 go to the trade shows and, and, and these national shows and I talked to people
00:15:17.760 and, you know, I couldn't get a call back. Nobody would listen to me. Nobody would
00:15:21.220 talk to me. Nobody would remember me. But after I got stabbed, all of that
00:15:25.160 changed because people found it interesting and they're like, fuck bro. 0.74
00:15:29.760 Tell me that story. Or, you know, uh, did you really get stabbed in the face?
00:15:34.240 Is that, is that true? And what happened is people started remembering me. So
00:15:38.380 like when I would go to these shows and meet these people who were much further
00:15:41.620 along that I wanted to do business with and meet and connect with, um, now it
00:15:46.840 wasn't, it wasn't, you know, who's, who's Andy and Chris. It was, dude, you know,
00:15:51.480 Andy and Chris, you know, Andy, the fucking, he's the dude got stabbed in the
00:15:54.360 face. Oh, good. Yeah. Yeah. Oh yeah, dude. I know that dude. Right. So like we
00:15:58.680 have to start looking for the pluses in the tragedies that we face and there
00:16:04.760 always are what, however many negatives there are equal positives. That's just
00:16:10.500 the way net natural order works. We just have to identify them. And there's very
00:16:15.280 few situations in life, um, where we can't also, you know, draw the positive side
00:16:23.180 of the equation. If we're willing to be open to seeing it, you know, there's
00:16:26.700 definitely some difficult situations, man. You know, like when someone loses a
00:16:30.460 child, um, or, you know, when someone loses a, a, a husband or, uh, you know, at a
00:16:37.240 young age, you know, um, there's all kinds of situations, uh, that it's very hard and
00:16:46.000 difficult to see the positive and you may not be ready to see the positive, whatever
00:16:49.980 you're going through, you know, I'm talking to anybody who's going through
00:16:52.420 shit right now. But important thing for you to realize is that when you're ready
00:16:56.660 to see the perspective of how to move forward, there is one. And for this guy
00:17:01.340 here, you know, um, I think if you like, if you want to wear a hat, cool. But like,
00:17:06.940 if you know, it's just, I think by you covering it, you're probably just building
00:17:10.920 the insecurity to have more power over you. So I think the most powerful thing you
00:17:15.160 can do is just like, like if you want to wear a hat, that's fine, but don't wear it
00:17:18.260 because you're trying to hide, you know, wear it. Cause you like the hat.
00:17:20.900 Right. You know what I'm saying? Right. Um, but I think, you know, just owning
00:17:25.180 that bro and like being okay with it and accepting it as part of who you are
00:17:29.440 from here on out. I think that's the best policy, man. And I think what you'll
00:17:32.620 see, like, dude, most, most people that know me, like, I don't know that they
00:17:36.820 even see those scars and you know, like, like when I meet someone new, they
00:17:41.080 always ask. Yeah. But like, I mean, I don't know, like when I look in the
00:17:45.580 mirror, dude, I don't really ever see him. You know what I mean?
00:17:47.860 You yeah. Like it's just me. Yeah. Yeah. I don't, I don't see it as this thing
00:17:52.180 anymore. This disfigurement, even though it, it, it is a disfigurement. Um, you
00:17:56.540 know, like for those of you guys who have met me in person, you know, the one, one
00:18:00.920 side of my face is completely nerve damaged. I don't smile on that side. Like
00:18:04.520 my smile's crooked. Um, you know, the, the indent that is here on this side of my
00:18:11.380 face, on my left side, that went all the way through into my gums. I had, I had
00:18:15.580 stitches on the inside, stitches on the outside, stitches in my fucking 0.99
00:18:18.580 gums. And, um, you know, it's pinched in now, right? Like I could go have that
00:18:23.860 fix. Like, uh, my, one of my buddies is the best facial, facial plastic surgeon
00:18:28.180 in the fucking planet. I could have a fix real easy, but like, dude, at this
00:18:32.960 point in time, I've lived with it for almost 20 years, be 20 years next, next
00:18:37.380 June. You've owned it. Yeah. And like, dude, it would be taking away a part
00:18:40.760 of who I am. And how long ago did he say this happened? Uh, he just says a few
00:18:45.620 years ago. Yeah. So, I mean, you might do it. It took me a couple of years to
00:18:48.660 really fucking get comfortable. The first, the first year and a half, two years
00:18:53.000 of me after I got stabbed were really fucking hard. Yeah. Um, the, the suicidal
00:18:59.900 thoughts, fucking, you know, uh, and, and to be honest, dude, like I still carry 0.85
00:19:04.780 like, and I'm not someone who exaggerates, you know, I hate how
00:19:09.340 fucking exaggerated, like the word trauma is in society. Like everybody
00:19:14.120 thinks they have fucking trauma when in reality, bro, like you don't have 0.96
00:19:17.500 shit. Okay. But getting stabbed in the fucking face, that's fucking trauma
00:19:22.320 getting shot in the fucking head. That's fucking trauma. Right. Okay. So
00:19:26.920 it's important to acknowledge that. And like, if you need to like work through
00:19:30.700 it, you know, talk to some people about it and try to work through that. Um,
00:19:34.580 you know, one thing I was just sharing with Emily at home, uh, actually last
00:19:39.700 night was like, dude, I never really addressed that ever. I never addressed
00:19:43.500 it. I just fucking ate it. You know, I'm just like, fuck it. I'm tough. And
00:19:46.720 like, dude, now I look back 20 years and there's, you know, there's a lot of
00:19:50.540 good things that have happened from it, but there's a lot of things that I
00:19:53.000 still really haven't gotten over. Like, uh, you know, like there was a
00:19:57.580 situation, uh, last week where I was walking in a locker room and one of the, one
00:20:01.820 of the girls was walking out who, who helps clean the locker room. 1.00
00:20:04.580 You were in there. And when I opened the door, she was like, Oh shit. And
00:20:08.500 bro, like that fucking wound me up for the next two hours. Like I was filled 0.94
00:20:13.860 with anxiety. I was fucking. And like, I even told her like right when she's
00:20:17.660 dead, I said, don't fucking do that. And yesterday she came up and apologized.
00:20:21.580 She's like, Hey, I'm sorry. You know, I said, look, dude, like I ain't right.
00:20:27.060 Still, you know what I'm saying? Like when you scream like that, like, cause it
00:20:31.040 was one of these overly exaggerated, like it's still the trigger, bro. Yeah. I
00:20:34.960 But like, it wasn't like, Oh, sorry. It was like, you, you know, it was like,
00:20:38.880 Oh shit. And like this overly exaggerated, like, bro, do not fucking do that around
00:20:44.160 me. You know what I'm saying? Like I, like my initial reaction was to like fucking go
00:20:50.800 into attack mode. You know what I'm saying?
00:20:52.880 Like, so there's real shit there. You know what I mean? Like you're saying, so if you
00:20:58.460 would have like maybe did therapy, no, what I'm saying is, is like, maybe it's important
00:21:01.960 for this guy to, to, to address this now and not do what I did and just try to fucking 0.95
00:21:06.600 own it, you know? Cause I'm still dealing with negative, like with, with bad parts of
00:21:10.860 it. You know, my temper is very short and I've gotten way fucking better, bro. Like, like
00:21:16.920 if you knew me three, four years ago compared to now it's night and day, I'm not the same
00:21:21.320 human, but like, it's still, it's still there, you know, and I have to try really hard to
00:21:26.120 get through it. And so like, what I'm trying to do is get people to understand, you know,
00:21:30.480 address these things sooner than later, you know, that's all. And, and I'm sure, you
00:21:35.460 know, it's still really hard for this dude. You know what I mean? It's fresh. So, but
00:21:40.000 like, dude, try to see the good things, try to see where it serves you. And, and you
00:21:44.840 know, if you need to work through some of that shit, work through some of that shit. But
00:21:47.680 at the end of the day, bro, I think at the, I think when you're, when this
00:21:50.680 person is at the end of their life, you know, uh, 40 years from now, a hundred
00:21:55.320 years, whatever, however fucking old they are. Um, you're going to figure out a way
00:21:59.740 to make that work for you. You know what I mean? Yeah. So just try to see it that
00:22:03.980 way. And for those of you guys going through other things, what are the things
00:22:07.560 that are good from what are the things like, no matter what they are, no matter
00:22:11.220 how fucked up it sounds, what'd you learn? How can you be better? How can you move
00:22:15.960 forward from here? You know, there's nothing wrong with talking about the
00:22:19.800 positives of a very tragic situation because sometimes those positives are all
00:22:24.540 that allow us to move through. And it might only be one. Yeah. And a lot of
00:22:27.520 people won't talk about them because they feel like they're not giving proper
00:22:30.580 credit to the tragedy that happened. Right. I think that's where the uniqueness
00:22:34.120 can, Oh, I'm just the only person with this is because you're not even talking
00:22:37.260 about it. There's other people that have the shit for sure. Yeah. And there's other
00:22:40.080 people that have similar shit or even different shit, but getting through things
00:22:43.320 like that, it's all the same. Yeah. You know, that's real. That's real.
00:22:47.940 Question number two, Andy, I'm currently at the piss stain mattress phase of my
00:22:53.160 business. Yeah. Everybody's, everybody's about one, one, everybody's, everybody, you
00:22:57.500 know, that you see on Instagram, first of all, 90% of the people are still in that
00:23:02.800 phase and the 10% that aren't, I'm just being real, dude. The 10% that aren't are
00:23:06.960 three steps away from being there. So we're all kind of there. Well, yeah. Yeah.
00:23:12.080 But he says, so I haven't paid myself and I'm almost out of personal savings. I
00:23:16.940 regularly sleep on the floor at my office and it's a lot harder and darker than
00:23:20.780 I'd imagined. What advice would you have given yourself if you can go back in
00:23:25.300 time and talk to yourself when you were in the back of your retail store on the
00:23:29.100 piss stain mattress? Honestly, I would have told myself to enjoy it, like to, to
00:23:34.840 enjoy it. Yeah. That's weird. That doesn't, yeah, I know. But dude, like some
00:23:38.420 of the most fun times I've had in my life were the times when I have fucking 0.80
00:23:42.300 nothing. Like, cause dude, when you have nothing, you got nothing to lose too. So
00:23:46.000 you can have some fun and shit. And, um, you know, people, people, you know, we
00:23:51.000 tell these stories, but dude, Chris and I used to have a good time, man. Like we
00:23:54.520 had, you know, we, we were young, we were, we were kids, you know, we'd have our
00:23:58.100 friends up to the back of the store, drink beer in the back of the store, talk
00:24:00.860 shit, talk about what we were going to do with the company, you know? Um,
00:24:04.840 you know, try to enjoy the suffering, you know what I'm saying? Try to like
00:24:09.220 find the, because it won't always be that way, dude. Like it just won't. If
00:24:14.120 you keep showing up and you keep working it, things will improve. Um, what I
00:24:19.820 would tell my younger self is like to relax, just keep showing up. You're
00:24:23.500 going to figure it the fuck out. I would tell myself the same shit. I tell you
00:24:26.320 all keep going, make mistakes. Every time you make a mistake, make a note of
00:24:31.080 it, figure out what lessons you learn and then don't make those mistakes
00:24:34.640 again. And if you operate with that, if you operate with that philosophy over
00:24:38.220 the course of time, it's literally impossible to lose. You can't fucking
00:24:41.440 lose. Can't, cannot. Okay. Because eventually you're going to run out of
00:24:48.460 mistakes to make because you made them all. Right. And now if you run out of
00:24:52.840 mistakes to make it, cause you made them all, you got all the tools. So if you got
00:24:57.500 all the tools and you keep showing up and you make less mistakes, you make
00:25:00.700 progress. That's, that's just how the fucking game works. So you, what you're
00:25:05.740 going through and the lessons you're learning and all these things, those are
00:25:09.180 necessary. And a big problem that people make when it comes to
00:25:12.540 entrepreneurship or building a business or building a career is they don't
00:25:16.420 want to make any mistakes. Well, if you don't make any mistakes, bro, how are you
00:25:19.040 going to learn any skills? Right. Right. And if you quit when you make a big
00:25:23.140 mistake and you don't learn what, what good is all the mistakes you made
00:25:26.680 before that. See, the minute you quit, you just threw out the years of
00:25:31.580 learning that you learned. Right. And you put, you take yourself off the
00:25:35.600 board, not, not someone else takes you off the board. That's why what I tell
00:25:39.000 you, you know, working through the storms, let everybody else quit and you
00:25:43.440 just keep going. That, that truly is the name of success. Like enough people
00:25:48.140 will quit. Every person that you see out there as a competitor, they will all
00:25:53.700 quit. They will fucking all quit if you don't.
00:25:56.680 That's it. They should know they'll quit. They'll change lanes. They'll go
00:26:00.560 somewhere else. They'll sell a company. Eventually it'll be you and you'll be at
00:26:04.240 the fucking number one spot. All you have to do is keep moving. And that, that
00:26:09.500 might be, and luckily for you, you probably won't have to spend 20 years
00:26:12.860 doing it because the technology that's available now allows us to move at a much
00:26:16.260 greater rate. So my advice would be hang the fuck in there, learn what you're
00:26:21.180 learning, try to enjoy the time you have realized like that it won't always be
00:26:25.080 this way. And the truth is when you get to the point where you're wanting to,
00:26:28.960 you know, where you're making millions of dollars a year and you don't have to
00:26:32.640 worry about money anymore, you're, you're going to wish you had enjoyed those
00:26:35.980 simpler times. Like for real, cause they won't be there.
00:26:38.560 They won't be there. It's all your life becomes tremendously more complicated.
00:26:42.020 Um, and you know, yeah, you have resources, but like, dude, you're also answering
00:26:47.140 the way more people. There's way more responsibility. It's not just you. It's
00:26:52.000 about all of them. And I'm going to tell you, dude, the pressure doesn't really
00:26:55.080 start until the day you figure out that it's not about you anymore. It's about
00:26:58.580 them. When you start, when you switch from, it's about me making money, which I
00:27:03.120 talk about consistently. That was for me, that was like 2014. Uh, I was sick. I was at
00:27:09.260 home. I had pneumonia. I was making more money than I ever made in my life. And I
00:27:12.800 was fucking miserable. And I started realizing like, Oh shit, dude, this ain't
00:27:17.220 about me. This is about fucking them. And, and I started pouring myself into
00:27:20.980 them. I got happier, but also did I not with the happiness came pressure and
00:27:25.680 responsibility and obligation. And like, you think it's hard now. Wait until you
00:27:29.840 got 400 fucking people that you have to fucking perform for, or they don't 0.95
00:27:33.560 fucking eat. It's a different fucking game. And that's where you're headed, bro.
00:27:37.560 And all of you guys in business, that's where you're headed. That's where
00:27:40.760 you're going to get. And that is a different game than in the beginning
00:27:44.280 when it's just you and you're trying to make it's, it's just, honestly, it's a
00:27:47.960 lot fucking easier. It's as hard as it is. It's the easiest part in business
00:27:52.580 because the hard part comes when you start winning and now you have to
00:27:55.680 fucking take responsibility for all the people's lives that are fucking 0.99
00:27:58.920 helping you win. It's a big fucking responsibility. If you're a decent
00:28:02.280 human, you know, so I would try to enjoy it. I would, I would try to make
00:28:07.540 the mistakes and, you know, very few mistakes you make are going to be fatal.
00:28:11.220 The only mistake that you're going to make that's going to be fatal is the
00:28:13.980 one that you fucking stop showing up for, you know, and that's what a lot of 0.83
00:28:17.220 people do, bro. They get embarrassed. They get fucking, they do something
00:28:20.380 stupid. They close a business. They get fucking, you know, they go through a
00:28:25.140 divorce or something, you know, whatever, whatever it is. And then you just
00:28:28.380 fucking stop, you know, no, no one, no one loses by continuing to go. You only lose
00:28:34.980 by stopping. Right. It's just the truth. Right. So I would tell this, I would tell
00:28:39.300 my younger self, just don't, I would tell them the same shit. I tell you guys
00:28:42.100 exactly the same shit. In fact, the whole reason I share this shit, like I said,
00:28:46.440 the beginning of the show is because I'm like the fucking elder of the fucking
00:28:49.840 little tribe here. Right. Right. Like, Hey young buck, like this is what the
00:28:54.480 fuck it takes. And it's just, it's just the price you're going to pay, bro.
00:28:58.100 Yeah. You know, guys, our third and final question, uh, Andy question number
00:29:04.280 three, I started my business a few years back with remote work built in
00:29:09.820 throughout the country. When COVID came in, we were fully prepared to go through
00:29:13.780 it. We've gone from $0 to $26 million in revenue. With that being said, I've
00:29:19.640 noticed myself getting a little depressed since all of our interactions are
00:29:23.560 happening through zoom. And I feel this way. My employee, uh, employees might
00:29:27.800 feel similar. What are some things that I can do to help with this? Seeing that we
00:29:31.880 cannot have a central location for our company. The reason we can't have a central
00:29:35.780 location is because our 70 plus employees are already established throughout the
00:29:39.700 company. What recommendations do you have? Well, I mean, look, man, this is, this is
00:29:47.620 what I talk about when I talk about the social media and technology sucking us
00:29:54.780 in, right? It's, it's a great tool. We can do great things with it. Uh, but humans
00:30:00.140 at the end of the day are not meant to, to interact through a screen. We're not
00:30:04.020 meant to look at a cell phone for seven hours a day, responding to DMS. We're not
00:30:08.820 meant to consume massive amounts of negativity all fucking day. Um, and my
00:30:14.660 recommendation for technology is use it how you need to use it. Uh, you know, use
00:30:22.880 it to consume the positives, use it to build, use it as a tool, but don't make
00:30:27.520 it your life. You know what I'm saying? Go out in the real world, enjoy real
00:30:31.220 things. You know? Um, I think the COVID shutdowns really fucked up a lot of
00:30:38.440 people because like, dude, people just, they're not going out the same way that
00:30:42.920 they did before. There's still some hesitation. Yeah. And, um, they're not
00:30:46.320 traveling the way that they did before and the data all backs that up. And
00:30:49.980 like, dude, I think, you know, part of what they did was to try and, you know,
00:30:56.940 this should be no surprise to any of you, but part of what they did was to try
00:31:00.900 and engineer more of a mental health crisis that already existed because their
00:31:05.140 goal is ultimately to have you fat, to have you uneducated, to have you poor, to
00:31:11.800 have you consumed by things all day that don't really matter so that you're not
00:31:15.980 looking out into the world as you know, what you can actually be, what you can
00:31:20.360 actually create, because that creates problems for them. When we humans become
00:31:24.960 personally excellent and we're living a, uh, a life of contribution, a life of
00:31:29.720 service, a life of creation, a life of excellence out in the real world, we don't
00:31:34.400 need them. We don't need their motherfucking antidepressants. We don't need 0.96
00:31:38.780 their fucking medicines. We don't need their government assistance. We don't need
00:31:44.340 any of their shit. And when we don't need any of their shit, that means they
00:31:48.140 cannot govern over us unless it's by force. And what they're trying to do,
00:31:52.480 because they don't, and they're going to, they will eventually try force. That's
00:31:57.020 going to come. But what they're trying to do right now is the soft takeover and
00:32:03.660 enslavement of humanity. And they're trying to do it through technology. And so you
00:32:07.160 have to be aware of that. The reason you don't feel fucking good is because it's
00:32:10.900 not natural. It's not natural to sit in front of a computer, no matter how much
00:32:15.080 money you're making and spend literally 24 hours a day interacting with humans
00:32:19.680 there. And like in your pajamas at home, you have to get out of your house. This is
00:32:23.420 why 75 hard live hard is such an important thing for when it comes to creating
00:32:27.320 purpose and happiness and fulfillment, because what you're doing is you're
00:32:31.060 creating all these things that society believes because of the propaganda that
00:32:37.900 we, that we have been fed for the last 30 years that some people have, and some
00:32:42.040 people don't, you know, discipline. That's not a trait. That's a fucking skill.
00:32:46.540 Happiness, learning how to be happy. Do you, if you ever heard that learning how to be
00:32:52.580 happy, they talk about it as a, you're the happy or you aren't, but then you hear
00:32:56.620 certain people say, well, I'm learning how to be happy. Well, learning how to do
00:32:59.980 anything. What does that make it? It makes it a fucking skill. It's not a
00:33:03.240 trait. Okay. Happy people are happy by design. Productive people are productive
00:33:08.060 by design. Disciplined people are disciplined by design. Healthy people are
00:33:12.280 healthy by design. Nobody that you look at out there that you see having the
00:33:17.220 shit that you wish you had was just born with it. Now they may pretend that they
00:33:21.640 were born with it. Like there's these business gurus online who pretend like they
00:33:27.680 were born with this super set of skills that you don't have. And then they tell
00:33:31.260 you about all the great shit they're doing. And then you're supposed to
00:33:34.280 basically like bow down and worship their shit. That doesn't help anybody.
00:33:38.280 Right. It's not even true. It's not even true. These are all skills and they're all
00:33:42.520 skills that you can acquire. All right. But you can't acquire them sitting on zoom
00:33:46.620 all day. You have to get out in the real world. You have to go mow your grass. You have to
00:33:51.460 see people in real life. And for that person running a company that way, one thing that I
00:33:57.060 would advise against is that you need to make your company in person at some levels. Maybe
00:34:04.540 that's a conference twice a year. Maybe that's a conference once a quarter. Getting everybody
00:34:08.900 together, making it not just business, but making it interactive and fun. Maybe it's a
00:34:14.360 company picnic once a year or twice a year. I don't know. But the more technology that
00:34:19.100 we implement, the less natural we are as humans, which means the more off we're going
00:34:25.480 to feel. We were not meant to do this. This is new technology, bro. This technology is
00:34:30.980 less than fucking literally 20 years old. 0.89
00:34:32.960 It's a thousand years ahead. That's right. And so, dude, you know, if you feel bad because
00:34:38.620 you know, if you're looking around and you're thinking, fuck, I can't figure out why the
00:34:42.540 fuck I feel bad. Something's off. Yeah. Yeah. It's because you're spending too much
00:34:46.200 time in this fucking bullshit world and not enough time in reality. Yeah. And I'm not
00:34:51.220 saying absolve yourself from social. I'm saying use it for what the fuck it is and then live
00:34:57.240 your life. And because most people are moving towards this. I think most people are going
00:35:01.820 to move back towards this human interaction anyway. I have very strong data points that
00:35:11.340 show that to be true. OK, when I've said that on the show for the last however many years
00:35:16.980 that people were going to regress back, there's going to be a large segment of populate. There's
00:35:22.140 going to be people that go all in. OK, there's going to be people that fucking get on the metagoggles
00:35:26.580 and live in the fucking metaverse. Like, bro, I saw this commercial for metaverse last night
00:35:32.060 where it was like this. It was like Uganda's cycling team. Have you guys seen that? And they
00:35:37.880 start talking about how Uganda doesn't have a fair chance to compete. And the only way 1.00
00:35:42.380 that they have a fair chance to compete in cycling is through the metaverse. And they're
00:35:45.940 basically victimizing all these people in Uganda as if like it's wrote that there's competition
00:35:52.320 all over the world. Let's not fucking bullshit each other. If you have if you're fucking good
00:35:55.880 enough, there's a place for you to compete. I don't give a fuck where the fuck you come 1.00
00:35:59.420 from. Fucking there's a Jamaica fucking bobsled team. Get the fuck out of here with this 0.99
00:36:03.820 bullshit. I'm being serious. Yeah. Get the fuck out of here with your 0.88
00:36:07.820 fucking lies. They're trying to make it sound real nice and real cool. And there's going
00:36:11.760 to be people that buy into it. And these are tech. These are legitimately the people who
00:36:15.960 cannot compete in the real world. So all these like NPCs, non-playable characters, the people
00:36:22.660 who are going to buy the propaganda, the people who are going to buy into technology, the people
00:36:27.260 who think, oh, Web 3 fucking I'm going to make a gazillion dollars. Yeah, you might, bro.
00:36:31.880 But you're making money on the downfall of fucking humanity. And that's not OK. It's not
00:36:36.680 OK with me. All right. I don't respect it. I don't give a fuck if you make I don't give
00:36:40.720 a fuck if you make a hundred times whatever I've made in my life. I'm still not going to
00:36:45.460 respect it because it's bad for people. It's morally wrong. It's morally fucking wrong,
00:36:49.460 bro. And it's all designed to be around control. It's all designed to create in their mind
00:36:57.520 community. But what does it really do? It creates dependency. It creates you having
00:37:04.240 to sit at home and get a government assistance check, get your government medication because
00:37:09.340 you're not happy, because you can't figure out why, because you're on this shit all the 0.91
00:37:12.780 time. You're not breathing fresh air. You're not running down the fucking street. You're
00:37:17.100 not moving your body. You're not being personally excellent. And guess what? You're going to feel
00:37:21.660 like fucking shit. That is reality. And by the way, that's what they want, because when
00:37:26.600 you feel like shit, what do you do? You go get pills for it. Guess who makes the fucking
00:37:31.200 money? The biggest motherfucking companies in the fucking world. All right? So I know where I'm
00:37:38.380 going. I'm going to continue to use the technology for the tools. Like I said at the beginning of the
00:37:42.700 show, I'm going to put out content that's going to serve you. My content is going to serve you in
00:37:46.960 real life. If you want to be a meta nerd, then fucking don't listen to my shit. I don't give a
00:37:51.820 fuck. But if you feel like shit, I'm going to promise you that your technology has a big,
00:37:57.540 big part to do with it. The other part to do with it is you're not living with intent.
00:38:01.280 You're not living, uh, uh, you're not stacking wins day by day, by day, by day, by day.
00:38:05.620 You know, episode 16, win the day. I give the fucking program away for free.
00:38:10.260 It shows you how it is the only system that I've ever seen that if you execute the way that I teach
00:38:19.240 you literally, and I believe this, you literally cannot fucking lose in the long run. Now you're
00:38:27.640 going to have losses along the way, but if you stack Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday,
00:38:36.820 Saturday, Sunday as wins, what happened? You just fucking week. You want a week. Okay. Now you win
00:38:43.360 the next week. Now you win the next week. And let's say out of the month, you miss four fucking days.
00:38:48.700 Well, you still won the month, right? Yeah. The whole, and then if you win January, you win
00:38:55.980 February, you win March. Let's say you get off track and you have fucking, uh, you get off track
00:39:01.200 in April and it takes you two months to get off back on track. So you start back with the live hard
00:39:06.060 program episode 208. It's fucking free again. All my tools are fucking free. Get yourself back on
00:39:13.080 track. It takes you 60 days now. So you, you won three months, you lost two. Now you win fucking
00:39:18.680 June, you win July, you win August, you win September, you win, bro. You won the year.
00:39:25.200 And if you do this every year, how can you not become a winner in life? It's, if you think about
00:39:31.520 it as, as an, a systematic day by day way, you can't lose, you cannot fucking lose. And people 0.74
00:39:38.620 have this mentality that they're going to wing it, or they're just going to cruise through life
00:39:43.040 and they're going to do what they can when they can, and they're going to be free and
00:39:46.340 blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. But then they don't understand why nothing ever happens.
00:39:50.760 And it's because you're not utilizing your time in a real, in a real way. You're not understanding
00:39:56.760 the systematic process that it takes to actually win. You know what I'm saying? These people that
00:40:02.060 you see as great, these people who you see as fulfilled, these people who you see as happy,
00:40:06.880 they have earned those things through their daily execution. It's, it's not a matter of
00:40:12.680 focusing on anything other than the day. The whole secret to the live hard program is one day at a
00:40:17.540 time. The whole secret of, of winning your life is one day at a time. It's the whole secret of
00:40:25.280 winning a business is one day at a time. And I give you these tools for fucking free, bro. You just
00:40:29.860 don't fuck, you guys just don't fucking think, well, I don't know what the fuck you think because 0.94
00:40:33.640 I'm literally, literally building a fucking company that is like probably going to be one
00:40:40.680 of the most iconic fucking brands that ever existed in this country on the same ship, the
00:40:46.340 same system I'm giving you for free. I'm not holding anything back. There's nothing, there's
00:40:51.060 nothing more I could tell you how to do that. If you do that, you'll fucking win. If you don't,
00:40:54.940 you probably won't. That's true. So I don't even remember what the question was.
00:41:00.820 Oh, you get lucky. No, you, uh, you answered just about how to remove, uh, regress, I guess
00:41:05.300 a little bit from the technology. Yeah, bro. Look, dude, there's a book about this. There's
00:41:10.760 a book about this that I'm reading. Um, it's, uh, it's called the chaos machines by a dude
00:41:15.980 named Max Fisher. And it talks about how social media has completely fucked us all up. It's
00:41:22.400 worth a read, dude. Yeah. I'm not even read the whole thing, but I'm in the middle of it.
00:41:26.380 It's part of my part of what I'm reading on my program. Yeah. So, you know, like, dude,
00:41:31.280 and I'm not saying like, uh, you know, like some people are completely disconnecting, which
00:41:36.620 dude, I commend that too. I don't have a problem with that, but I'm just saying like you use,
00:41:42.560 I'm going to use it for what the fuck it's what to send my message out. Whoever gets it,
00:41:46.880 we'll get it. Uh, but outside of that, the cards are going to fall where the fuck they fall.
00:41:50.540 And that's that I'm not, you know, I'm not giving away. I've given away 10 years of that
00:41:55.620 motherfucking screen, dude. Like I've given away 10 years of my life to this fucking screen.
00:42:01.220 I'm not doing it another day. I'm going to, I'm going to focus all of my fucking effort
00:42:05.180 on producing the content. You guys can use it or not use it. That's fine with me. I'm going to share
00:42:12.140 because I feel obligated to share and whatever happens from that rate. But outside of that,
00:42:17.620 I'm not interested in, you know what I'm saying? Like I want to spend time with my real friends
00:42:22.800 in real life, doing real shit. That's the thing. You got to remind yourself sometimes you're human.
00:42:27.100 Yeah, bro. I was out at my farm over the weekend, fucking mowing grass, bro. It was the happiest
00:42:30.760 I've been in fucking 10 years. Yeah. We didn't get the s'mores party invite, did we guys? Yeah,
00:42:35.000 no, I, I didn't. It was all, it was only white people. Oh, gotcha. Yeah. I'm just keeping it real. 0.96
00:42:41.040 Well, I didn't vote for Biden. I should have been there. Well, I mean, bro, it was only me. Oh, okay.
00:42:44.700 So it's not like it can't really be racist. If it's only me, I'm the only white guy. I'm just
00:42:48.620 saying it's only white people. Oh, that's true. Yeah. Now that makes sense. So 1.00
00:42:51.880 well guys, Andy, that is three. So go pay the fee. Yeah. Yeah. Guys. Uh, remember what I said
00:42:58.880 in the beginning, you know, uh, I just want to say again, like I've appreciated all the friendships.
00:43:02.760 I appreciate all the relationships, all the conversations. Uh, you know, I'll check in when I
00:43:06.540 can, but you know, it's going to be a different game when it comes to those DMs. So I just want to let
00:43:10.580 you know that. And, uh, you know, don't get upset with me. Don't get frustrated with me.
00:43:14.540 Uh, just understand this is the natural progression of how we're going to do things because I want to
00:43:18.260 be able to put out more content. I want to be able to share more. I want to do it where more people
00:43:22.340 and more eyeballs are seeing it so that we can affect more change in the world. So I love you
00:43:26.980 guys. I appreciate you guys. Uh, and I'll talk to you next time.
00:43:30.240 Went from sleeping on the floor. Now my jewelry box froze. Fuck a pole. Fuck a stove. Counted millions 1.00
00:43:36.220 in the cold. Bad bitch. Booted swole. Got her on bankroll. Can't fold. Doesn't know. Headshot. Case closed. 1.00