00:02:12.200They just do a procedure that makes it stop hurting, which is, from my understanding, kind of giving you the redneck version of what I was told,
00:02:21.920is they're basically just putting cement in his back.
00:02:25.040But your back is not designed to have cement in it.
00:02:30.140Especially for sections that don't have cement.
00:02:34.600And so, you know, you kind of have to, meanwhile, you have another diagnosis, which they said he has the early stages of Alzheimer's.
00:02:44.260And they're like, it's a form of Alzheimer's.
00:02:55.880And so, they're kind of working against each other because every time he has to go under for a procedure,
00:03:03.360and they say sometimes that going under anesthesia progresses, these kind of mental states, it's like it's harder for him to come back to reality.
00:03:18.860And so, you know, having said all that, it's kind of been stages over the last few months where you, what we call new normals.
00:03:28.760And we used to say that with my daughter who was born with a craniofacial issue.
00:05:18.700My dad taught Jason and I and our brothers and our family and anybody that would listen that his life was in preparation of the great resurrection.
00:05:28.120And so, he said for years, the resurrection looms larger.
00:09:41.220One of the things I said on the podcast the day we talked about it and kind of went public with everything with dad is I remember being so moved because I was the Reagan was the first president I ever voted for.
00:09:53.440And, you know, Reagan got to a point in his life journey where he had Alzheimer's.
00:09:57.900And so basically had to step back from the public eye.
00:10:01.240And when he did that, he wrote a letter and then he read the letter.
00:10:04.760And when you go out and visit the Reagan library, the last thing you do before you go out and visit where his tomb is, is him reading that letter.
00:10:14.060And I just remember sitting there in tears, so appreciative that he explained why he was leaving the stage.
00:10:20.120And I told our audience, I said, you know, dad didn't write a letter because this happened pretty fast.
00:11:37.480I preface what I'm going to say because so for some reason, you know, when you have these problems in your family,
00:11:44.380and I'm sure families identify with this, people get declared the spokesman for dealing with the parents who can become difficult.
00:11:54.440And so Willie and me have actually been declared, we have to go talk to my mom and dad when they don't want to do things that need to be done.
00:12:07.260And so yesterday, Willie and I had to go out there because my mom had a had a fall.
00:14:39.960And my dad was like, well, I got all my stuff.
00:14:42.440And we're like, we will put an armed guard at your house that will, you know, look over your your dogs and your gun, which we actually did.
00:14:53.760So if anybody, you know, we have an armed redneck nearby and wants to go check out their stuff, you know, but, you know, they're at an age where I'm saying they're not thinking about all these things.
00:15:07.080But after an hour of a difficult conversation, we we had a good laugh about it.
00:15:13.020And because I'm like, Willie's like stayed in the obvious.
00:17:23.580He's always had that quality, which is, to me, a Jesus quality.
00:17:28.100And them together is why I think they've made such a big impact.
00:17:33.680But, you know, I was getting a little frustrated because it is frustrating and because you're trying to get them to realize the new normal is that you just be in here talking with our kids and your grandkids.
00:18:25.860I was I was doing some study about the afterlife because we had talked about that on a previous podcast, Allie.
00:18:32.820And I said, you know, there's you remember that when Jesus was on the cross and he told the thief next to him today, you'll be with me in paradise.
00:18:44.960And I said, there's been books written and everybody wonders, what is this paradise you speak?
00:31:37.560I guess if you thought about it, you took it into your pastor, and they may be offended by this.
00:31:42.120But somehow, Dad, just being who he was, and maybe it was the whole package, the beard and the hunting and his own story, it just always came across.
00:31:52.100We always compare it to John the Baptist, you know, because John the Baptist was pretty rough around the edges, and he was pretty harsh at times.
00:32:00.160He was who he was, and everybody seemed to appreciate that and respect that.
00:32:04.980Well, that's what's been so different now is I've seen my dad do things here in the last year in a soft kind of way that we've never seen, which my wife had an interesting conversation about this.
00:32:23.120Because I kind of went through that upset stage, which really my upset stage was during duck season, because, you know, you have to remember, we have duck hunted, and I'm saying my dad and I, we hunt every day of the duck season, 60 days.
00:32:39.700And we've done that since I was eight years old.