00:44:59.320But the alleged voice never described how to carry out the killings.
00:45:04.460And so again, why choose this method that required so much persistence, endurance,
00:45:11.540and strength, and cruelty? And the testimony of Sathoff, I don't think that we have this,
00:45:20.480but one thing that he said in his testimony was that every human has a will to survive,
00:45:27.000and children have a very strong will to survive. And if you look at the injury report, the autopsy,
00:45:36.540especially from the three-year-old Dawson, he has very serious bruising that is consistent
00:45:44.200with trying to run away and being grabbed and being forced down and being forced to lay still
00:45:50.480as he was desperately trying to escape. Now, this is the same child that she had complained about
00:45:57.080publicly on mom groups on Facebook saying he is the most difficult child or difficult person
00:46:02.920I have ever encountered. Now, again, some people say, well, you can't judge her for saying that
00:46:08.720she was reaching out for help. I can actually, because she ended up murdering him. If she hadn't
00:46:13.860done that, maybe I wouldn't judge her for saying something that I actually don't think that you
00:46:18.740should ever say publicly about your children, but maybe I would have less judgment. But she
00:46:22.580murdered him. So I think that we have a right to righteously judge everything that she said about
00:46:28.000these children. Dr. Halbrin lays out why he thinks this was a deliberate plan.
00:46:33.800She talked about feeling like it wasn't her, like she was watching herself, like she was going
00:46:42.440through what she called no thinking, no decision-making, only responding to the
00:46:49.640voice and taking action. And when she said that there was no decision-making
00:46:55.940involved did you see anything about in the records or in her detailing of what
00:47:02.900happened that was inconsistent with that claim that there was no decision-making?
00:47:06.800Yeah, this is difficult but important to say. There are just many ongoing decisions that have to be made to accomplish a killing like this in 18 to 20 minutes.
00:47:24.720For example, why the basement? Who among the children goes first? What do you say to the kids to keep them from panicking?
00:47:36.800What to use to strangle the children, is that a decision that has to be made?