Shameless Sperg - January 02, 2026


Christian Question #5: muh poor Nigerian Christians


Episode Stats

Length

32 minutes

Words per Minute

182.40874

Word Count

5,878

Sentence Count

1

Misogynist Sentences

2

Hate Speech Sentences

34


Summary

In this episode of the shamelessberg, I discuss some of my thoughts on diversity and its impact on our society. I also talk about some of the reasons why we have become a less generous, low trust society, and why so many of us are disinclined towards charity and tax subsidies.


Transcript

00:00:00.000 all right folks i am the shamelessberg i hope you're doing well today so this morning i was
00:00:15.100 just kind of reflecting on some things um like i said in my last video you know i'd had kind of
00:00:21.320 a brief uh swing back to christianity you know old-time religion sort of reaching for a sense
00:00:26.860 of uh comfort normalcy something that felt secure and bolted down um because you know i had been
00:00:34.320 raised christian and it was a huge part of my life i was very very indoctrinated and you know
00:00:40.840 sometimes uh during periods of drastic upheaval i have found myself kind of swinging back that way
00:00:47.180 again clutching for comfort clutching for some perceived uh stability even if it was kind of
00:00:53.880 an illusion and you know each return back because there's been a few over the years they've they've
00:01:01.860 gotten shorter and shorter you know because in the meanwhile i've learned a lot of things i've
00:01:07.060 noticed a lot of things that kind of make it impossible for me to resume um just like everything's
00:01:13.540 normal again you know once the smoke clears the fog clears the dust settles i started to realize
00:01:19.640 like no dude you know all of the criticisms that you that you had still apply you know all of the
00:01:25.660 issues that you had with this still apply and so i was just sitting sort of reflecting on
00:01:31.460 some of the conversations that came up during um some bible studies because you know i was going
00:01:37.800 to sunday morning and then i was going with my wife to bible studies and um you know and the people
00:01:44.360 are wonderful they're very kind they've they've been very welcoming so i have nothing to say about
00:01:50.280 them right i mean they they've really been there for us and our family uh nevertheless you know i'm
00:01:56.220 gonna obviously have my own thoughts and opinions on what's being discussed and i'm not always very
00:02:01.460 open about them which has been noticed by some of them they they've seen me open up quite a lot
00:02:06.540 sometimes where you can hardly shut me up and then there's other times where you can't get me to say
00:02:11.260 a peep you know not not a thing well there's always a reason for my silence okay and it's usually
00:02:17.220 because i know that i'm in the company of people who i have a thought on an issue but they're not
00:02:22.320 gonna be receptive and i'm not gonna fake it so i just you know i stay quiet right instead of
00:02:30.300 creating an awkward situation and having to unpack something that starts to go down like kind of
00:02:36.260 political path a racial path like this is not the direction people want to take things in this bible
00:02:41.780 study and i'm not here to throw a wrench in the whole thing um i don't want to cause problems for
00:02:47.520 people nevertheless you know i have my own thoughts and feelings about things and particularly when i have
00:02:53.700 um insights that could really offer some context and perspective so that's what i'm here to do this
00:03:00.860 morning i wanted to discuss something um so i kind of wrote some notes down this morning just to make
00:03:07.220 sure i captured my thoughts i didn't know whether i'd you know make a video about them or not but i
00:03:12.560 wanted to put my thoughts down but i did decide to go ahead and make a recording so here's the note that
00:03:17.900 i prepared christians don't understand how we became a less generous low trust society and why so many of
00:03:24.960 us are disinclined towards charity and tax subsidies they come to all kinds of wrong conclusions okay um
00:03:31.660 and they will forever spin their tires in the mud because of it so the reason why they see they can't
00:03:38.160 acknowledge that diversity destroys these things um no you don't want to pay for shaniqua's food stamps
00:03:44.660 i know you don't neither do i especially when she's going to turn around and sell them um for money
00:03:51.540 or turn around and just buy endless soda for tyrone and all that stuff like we're not interested in
00:03:58.320 doing that um but you know so with christians they can't acknowledge that diversity destroys these
00:04:05.640 things any any motivation for for these types of things charity and tax subsidies um because they
00:04:11.900 can't acknowledge that we are different and we're not interchangeable uh they do not understand that
00:04:18.040 the dividing lines between peoples isn't whether one group believes in their religion and one group
00:04:23.280 doesn't the differences are many notably racial when we don't feel like we were part of a greater
00:04:29.900 family with shared ancestry shared traditions shared values and a common sense of destiny
00:04:36.060 um christians will never form a sensible conclusion about these things because their blind universalism
00:04:43.240 won't let them it would after all be unchristian and it certainly would diversity erodes both a sense
00:04:50.800 of social trust and cohesion but also a sense of investment in one another just like one has an
00:04:56.740 affinity for one's family over another family one naturally has an affinity for their broader family
00:05:02.720 that is their race and nation then for others whether they realize it or not it's instinctual
00:05:09.000 it bears out in reality and things like being less inclined towards charity and tax subsidies
00:05:14.660 is completely understandable in this environment people are not necessarily conscious of why they're
00:05:20.160 disinclined to do these things but i know exactly why it's because diversity erodes all of this shit
00:05:25.060 um so you know importing foreigners with no ties to their nation and race history ancestry culture values
00:05:32.660 or sense of destiny is about the worst thing you could ever do if you genuinely want social cohesion
00:05:38.200 any sort of mutual understanding but sitting among christians i have to pretend not to know or
00:05:44.080 understand these obvious facts so all kinds of conversations came up about generosity and caring
00:05:51.620 for others and all of this stuff and you know why why have these things taken such a hit and why are we
00:05:58.360 so reluctant to you know help help others out we're supposed to take care of the sick and the needy and
00:06:03.460 i know but it's like and they'll point back to a time in this country where people really had each
00:06:10.400 other's back well i remember back in the day you know and if somebody needed a repair everybody in
00:06:15.140 the neighborhood showed up and blah blah blah it's like they don't understand what's happened and
00:06:20.280 they're always grasping for the reason why and they're trying to do do so through a sort of christian
00:06:25.740 universalistic lens but the problem is as is so often the problem like when people think of a time
00:06:31.340 when america was great for example they don't it's like they don't realize or associate the people
00:06:37.080 that were there with the conditions that were there you know when we look back to these times
00:06:42.080 of greater social trust social cohesion helping each other out so on and so forth the demographics
00:06:47.260 were completely different completely different and we're supposed to just pretend like none of
00:06:52.580 that's relevant you know when we're discussing these issues among christians generally speaking
00:06:57.220 you just have to pretend not to know these things you have to pretend not to understand these things
00:07:01.880 so we have to constantly try to couch it in religious terms or biblical terms or whatever
00:07:06.180 meanwhile the glaring and obvious truth is that dude we've been too diversified diversified people tend
00:07:13.040 not to care as much about each other people tend not to trust each other as much can you possibly
00:07:18.620 understand why do you think i feel like subsidizing shinikawa who's going to turn around and tell me how
00:07:24.220 privileged i am and how i need a racial reckoning and all this shit do you think i care to pay the
00:07:29.480 hospital bills of a bunch of third world foreign imports that have no connection to me my history
00:07:34.380 my family my nation culture values traditions they none of it none of it and we don't even share a sense
00:07:41.140 of where we're going right it's each group out for their own because that's what happens if you have
00:07:47.720 multiracial multicultural diversity there can't be that type of cohesion no matter how much you want
00:07:54.280 there to be there can't be because it's completely unnatural it violates nature in every level and
00:08:01.240 again like i said a lot of people aren't consciously aware of what's going on but their instincts
00:08:06.740 right are leading them away from that sense of cohesion trust and investment in one another
00:08:14.760 do you honestly feel just as invested in people of another race or culture as your own no you don't
00:08:22.100 don't lie you can lie to yourself you can lie to others but i know the truth you don't you absolutely
00:08:27.620 don't it's instinct it's instinct to want to stick with your own it's instinct to feel more motivated
00:08:35.320 to help and to be able to trust one another particularly in a white society right because everybody
00:08:42.720 harkens back to a time well i didn't even use to lock my doors or whatever and think you know i don't
00:08:47.040 even know what's changed what do you mean you don't fucking know what's changed i do it's really obvious
00:08:51.460 we're not even the same anymore we're not the same people it's not just some magic force field where
00:08:57.660 things changed no the actual populace changed the demographics changed the actual people changed and
00:09:05.600 we're not all interchangeable and that's the thing that christianity cannot let you reckon with
00:09:10.980 they cannot let you reckon with our differences um and the implications of those differences we're
00:09:18.380 supposed to pretend that really the only dividing line is whether somebody has accepted the gospel or
00:09:23.380 hasn't that's not the only dividing line but they pretend it is and that is just not any way to
00:09:29.560 govern a society it's not any way to run a nation it's not any way to construct um immigration policy
00:09:36.100 it's it's complete madness it is a national suicide and you throw everything away for this social
00:09:46.900 experiment you know you take from the prosperity and opportunities of your children and future
00:09:52.920 generations in the name of doing good but it's not doing good it's completely unfair
00:09:59.020 and it's it's evil actually for you to do these things in the name of righteousness when
00:10:04.680 the ones who really have to pay are the younger generations you know i hear this kind of shit out
00:10:11.380 of a lot of people who had the benefit of growing up in a very white nation you know 90 plus white
00:10:18.260 and that was just the situation they grew up in that and they have failed to appreciate it
00:10:23.980 and they sit here and wonder why have things changed so much well i don't fucking know
00:10:28.860 why don't you look around huh we went from like 90 percent white to i don't know where we at now
00:10:35.760 60 some odd percent maybe and obviously it varies from locality to locality there are some places
00:10:42.180 where when you're white you'll find yourself an absolute minority and other places where you're
00:10:47.600 in a clear super majority um i live in an area that's very strongly majority white that's why i came
00:10:55.020 well it's part of why i also wanted to get away from the city in general i like nature
00:10:59.300 um i don't like buildings everywhere i don't like too much noise and commotion i like to be out in the
00:11:04.560 country i like that but the whiteness is part of it i'm not gonna lie so obviously it varies
00:11:10.480 based on where you are but the overall picture is our demographics are completely different now
00:11:16.060 and so we're a bunch of squabbling warring factions of racial groups and cultures and all of this
00:11:24.400 stuff of course things are not going to be the same of course things are going to change you can't
00:11:31.540 you can't change things that much you can't change demography that much and just swap people out and
00:11:38.140 expect the same results it is complete fucking madness but you know the longer that you refuse to
00:11:43.860 acknowledge these things because your beliefs won't let you i mean you're just going to keep
00:11:47.760 spinning your tires in the mud you're going to keep rehashing the same you know sermon on the mount stuff
00:11:53.800 like we're supposed to just apply that to anyone and everyone at all times and places and it's just
00:11:58.800 nonsense it doesn't work it's an unrealistic and unfair expectation and again like i said in the name of
00:12:05.360 some sort of religious virtue you take opportunities and prosperity and safety you take these things away
00:12:12.760 from future generations and you trade them in in the name of some sort of egalitarian universalistic
00:12:18.100 pipe dream that is exactly what you're doing and you don't want to acknowledge it you can only think
00:12:23.120 how righteous it is you know oh you know so much progress progress progress we're so much better than
00:12:28.640 we used to be are we are we so you know oftentimes you'll hear for example leftists will you know
00:12:37.700 criticize people that have a vision of making america great again like let's set aside maga per
00:12:43.340 se of as a movement and deal with the idea of making america great again people oftentimes have a picture
00:12:49.140 in their minds of what a great america was like you know between the aesthetic of it to just sort of
00:12:55.940 the values to the prosperity to the hard-working nature the grit the determination you know the pride
00:13:03.280 in american freedom american values i mean that's gone completely away and um so you know they're
00:13:11.640 hearkening back to a time when it was like that you know they want that american greatness that they
00:13:15.640 remember but it's like they have this blind spot right and it's like leftists don't actually have
00:13:21.920 this blind spot about it because when they see people wanting this you know great america again
00:13:28.020 the leftist correctly perceives oh you mean a white america and then you know the maga guy i don't
00:13:34.160 care about race brother it ain't about race are you fucking sure about that are you sure about that
00:13:39.360 what do you base that on okay what do you base this on because the founders wanted a white nation
00:13:45.920 they made that extremely clear you know the naturalization act of 1790 outlined exactly who was fit
00:13:52.460 uh for consideration to immigrate to this country and um become a naturalized citizen they were
00:13:58.800 extremely stringent in those standards and they did so for a very obvious reason and we kept that
00:14:05.180 policy for i don't know nearly 200 years you know until the mid 60s when we were sold the lie with the
00:14:12.600 heart seller immigration act where you know now we weren't just opening the door to europeans now we
00:14:18.000 were going to open it up to all manner of other nations um you know racial groups cultures and all
00:14:24.620 this stuff and the the lie that was sold was don't worry this won't change your demographics you know
00:14:32.380 that was the lie that was sold in order to get us to embrace this this change to immigration policy
00:14:38.780 where we started to allow in people from other countries um outside of europe right and so here we are
00:14:46.500 like i said at first they sold it to us this won't change your demographics this will not reduce
00:14:52.420 your um population share and you know everybody was like well okay all right skip ahead all these years
00:14:59.140 later you know that was just the mid 60s here we are it's 2026 now and um we're supposed to pretend
00:15:06.940 like the promise of altering our demographics that that promise never was made and we're supposed
00:15:13.060 to pretend all this is normal and that you know opening the floodgates to people from all these
00:15:19.180 other countries like that's just totally normal and now you're not even allowed to dislike this
00:15:24.180 arrangement now you're not even allowed to look back and go wow that really fucked us over because
00:15:29.100 that would be racist and it would be unchristian wouldn't it it would be very unchristian of me
00:15:34.260 to insist that our earlier policy was better um i know i know i know you people think that you
00:15:40.880 know better than the founders or something you're more enlightened you're not okay these men were
00:15:45.900 far more educated they were far more intelligent they were far more insightful than you know nearly
00:15:51.020 anyone living today i'm not saying that they were right about every damn thing but they you know they
00:15:55.240 were pretty perceptive they knew history they understood race they understood culture they understood
00:16:01.360 what it would take to have a successful republic and they also believed that this constitution
00:16:08.300 that was enshrined was only fit for the governance of a very certain people group which they outlined
00:16:14.320 in the naturalization act um changing that you see they wouldn't have enshrined the constitution as
00:16:22.060 we know it over the demographics we have today they absolutely would not have done that even if they
00:16:27.340 wanted to what they would first do is clean house a little bit and they would make sure that they were
00:16:33.520 enshrining this constitution for a particular people and they knew that very well and that was
00:16:40.460 white persons of good moral character that's what the naturalization act of 1790 talked about
00:16:45.120 you know that was ratified before even the bill of rights just to give you an example of how important
00:16:50.200 to them was this idea of getting the demographics right and now all these years later you know you're
00:16:56.560 supposed to be ashamed and you're just a terrible evil person if you think that the founders had it right
00:17:02.180 on that if you agree with them on that because now now you're just like obligated to not agree with
00:17:07.360 them you're obligated to pretend to know better you're obligated to pretend that they were just
00:17:11.700 all around rotten no good stupid backwards people and they weren't they weren't and they were right
00:17:17.080 about this and i'm allowed to agree with them and i'm not i'm not going to you know fall under this
00:17:22.100 social pressure where i have to disagree with them that i'm like indebted or obligated to disagree
00:17:26.720 with them and think that i know better no no so i i agree with them i thought that it was good policy
00:17:33.960 and honestly maybe it wasn't even stringent enough right maybe it wasn't even stringent enough but at
00:17:41.220 any rate you know they had a good thing going we had a good thing going okay and they were intelligent
00:17:46.980 and they knew that this republic that they were forming was just not adequate to the governance of
00:17:52.260 any other people than the ones that it was designed for they said for us and our posterity
00:17:58.760 posterity doesn't mean just anybody that you know feels like an american or feels like coming to
00:18:05.260 america you know anybody that just washes up on the shore with their hand out um you know people
00:18:11.080 ignore that and instead they treat the poem on the statue of liberty like it was our naturalization act
00:18:15.880 you know that jewish uh poem about give me your tired and you're poor and you're useless and all that
00:18:21.120 stuff yeah they act like that that is some sort of um legally binding founding document and it's not
00:18:29.600 it's not it was just a shitty poem on a um on a statue that's it it has nothing to do with
00:18:36.280 immigration policy has nothing to do with the vision of this nation that was one jews's vision
00:18:41.760 for this nation and it was not the founder's vision for this nation and so i'm not going to feel bad
00:18:47.720 because i agree with the founders on it um i'm not going to be told that i'm stupid and backwards for
00:18:52.700 it you know even if that's what you think i don't fucking care they were right all right and you know
00:18:58.880 all the cautionary words that they had around this kind of arrangement have come to pass you know they
00:19:03.560 would look around and be like what did you do we tried to give you a good thing what did you do and
00:19:09.900 you know and i'm supposed to just sit and pretend to not know this stuff you know i have when you
00:19:16.260 have conversations with people in like a bible study or at church and we're talking about all
00:19:20.760 the problems of race and talking about all the problems of broken social cohesion and a lack of
00:19:25.720 generosity and a lack of helping each other out and you know well i'm supposed to just pretend that
00:19:31.400 it's just spiritual or something like just some spiritual thing is just washed over the land
00:19:35.420 no no you know have people you know lost the connection to um spirituality a lot of them
00:19:42.840 yeah sure but that's not like the actual heart of this issue the actual heart of this issue is one of
00:19:49.540 instinct it's one of feeling invested in each other and when you've gone and replaced us with other
00:19:55.220 people we cease to trust each other and we cease to feel invested in each other it's that simple
00:20:00.580 it really is but again like i said you're supposed to just sit there and pretend to not know
00:20:04.980 or understand these things you know for the sake of a bible study and so i kept you know i kept my
00:20:09.640 mouth shut i bit my tongue and i didn't say these things because i know that it's not going to be
00:20:13.760 welcome you know i know that it's going to be dismissed out of hand because the universalism of
00:20:19.480 christianity demands that it be dismissed out of hand and so why why provoke a fight you know why make
00:20:26.220 things awkward you know why sit there and just disturb the peace of their bible study with this knowledge
00:20:33.100 and understanding that i have and so i've decided instead hey just make a video about it you know i'm
00:20:38.720 sure some of them will see it yes these are my honest thoughts and no i didn't want to upset bible
00:20:44.200 study with it but i can't pretend not to know not to understand how we've gotten to this point and that
00:20:52.520 we're not all interchangeable units okay just because you believe that there's neither june or greek
00:20:58.240 doesn't mean that i do and it doesn't mean or at any rate whatever that meant i don't believe it
00:21:05.600 means what you seem to be suggesting it does which is that now we've just become interchangeable
00:21:11.060 swappable people groups that none of it matters meanwhile that same passage would go on to say that
00:21:17.160 there is neither male nor female and yet curiously you really really affirm the idea of differences
00:21:22.560 between male and female it's just the ethnic part where we're supposed to pretend there's no
00:21:26.720 differences apparently and i'm not gonna i'm not gonna pretend right i can't play pretend at that
00:21:33.240 um and so these are my honest thoughts this is a criticism i've had for christianity for a very long
00:21:39.100 time and i wasn't really thinking about it much until recently you know and one of those times like i said
00:21:44.840 back in church you know visiting that bible study hearing enough conversations and i just realized like
00:21:52.880 wow yeah no that's always been a problem and again like i said in my in my recent video
00:21:57.900 talking about you know we we need to pray for nigerians or whatever they're being persecuted and like
00:22:03.620 that sucks and everything but i don't give a fuck about nigerians i don't care man i really don't care
00:22:08.260 i don't have some like bloodthirsty hostility for them or anything but like i don't care i don't feel
00:22:14.000 invested in them and a lot of people don't either whether they admit it or not they don't
00:22:19.960 and why should they what's the point um do they care about what's going on with us you know just
00:22:27.220 because we have more material prosperity well doesn't mean that we don't have problems do they
00:22:32.800 care about our problems i don't think so and when any of them wash up on our shore what do they do
00:22:38.100 they end up joining the chorus of like blm and leftists and they uh join together in shaming us
00:22:45.820 as colonialists or whatever um so that's another thing like you know i'm told to care about people
00:22:51.920 groups who i i know when they come here join with a bunch of commies and join with the antifa and join
00:22:59.440 with blm and just join the whole left-wing multiracial polyglot and start attacking us you know and so that
00:23:07.140 doesn't exactly um that doesn't exactly motivate me to care uh whether about them or their folks back
00:23:14.460 home because when i see it play out and i'm like yeah but you guys don't fucking care about us you
00:23:19.440 know and i'm supposed to accept that you don't care about us because i guess somehow you have it worse
00:23:23.580 off than us oh by the way how did that happen how come you guys didn't do anything with that country
00:23:28.200 how come how come i have to keep caring about places where you know you have a homeland you guys have
00:23:34.940 your own homeland and in fact you have demographic super majority homogeneity you have these things
00:23:41.180 and yet you can't do anything with your country and that's supposed to be my problem i'm supposed
00:23:45.720 to feel bad for you no particularly when you really don't care what's happening you know to us
00:23:52.520 to my people you don't care you don't care about demographic replacement like you don't care about
00:23:57.500 you that shit you just see us as colonialists but you don't mind asking us for help at the same time
00:24:03.760 and i i tire of it and so i stopped caring i mean how why am i supposed to care and particularly when
00:24:09.980 a lot of people here like they're christian they don't care about our problems no it's the
00:24:14.440 telescopic philanthropy of look at these sad nigerians or whatever yeah well what about fucking here
00:24:20.700 you know what about the fact that like black on white crime black on white violence is completely
00:24:27.320 out of control and it's gotten more savage and it's gotten more random and it's it there's so much
00:24:34.700 like resentment and a feeling of just like well i'm killing you because you know some inequity or
00:24:40.660 fucking whatever you know like that that ukrainian girl that was stabbed to death um irena zarutska who was
00:24:49.040 stabbed to death on a train randomly you know by this monkey savage i don't hear any of them talking
00:24:55.840 about that you know i'll hear about nigerians until they're blue in the face but is anybody talking
00:25:01.280 about you know the extreme amount of black on white violence no so who's supposed to care then who's
00:25:08.680 supposed to talk about it and so since you guys aren't going to i have to and if i'm talking about
00:25:14.180 that well i'm not going to talk about your bullshit because we don't have enough voices talking
00:25:18.960 about this we don't have enough voices pointing out the obvious problems going on here and so i have
00:25:24.920 to do it and i have to narrow my focus i can't be expected to care about my people when you know
00:25:32.320 our future is looking kind of bleak and also care about all these other people simultaneously i'm just
00:25:37.600 human man and i have to care about the things that really weigh on my heart genuinely and for me
00:25:43.860 that's my own people and i'm not going to be ashamed about that i'm not going to be ashamed at all
00:25:47.760 and i'm not going to be you know pressured um to adopt a universalistic attitude where just somehow
00:25:54.340 our problems don't matter any more than their problems it does matter more it does matter more
00:26:00.580 to me just like problems in the family are going to necessarily matter more to me than uh in the next
00:26:06.340 family um it doesn't mean i necessarily hate the next family but like i have my own problems and my
00:26:11.500 own life to live right okay think about that writ large on a national scale now does it make sense
00:26:17.520 because it ought to you know your ethnic group your racial group um and your cultural group
00:26:23.560 all are a broader family to you like you've got your nuclear family and you've got an extended family
00:26:31.360 well the nation is like the extended extended family we are still in a sense you know all one family
00:26:38.960 well that's what you're supposed to be you know nationhood after all it's derived from natal
00:26:45.280 nativity you know birth and if we don't share these things in common i'm sorry guy i just don't care as
00:26:52.180 much about you it's it's not like a personal affront it doesn't mean that i just completely hate you
00:26:57.100 but i don't have room to care about you i don't have room we have so many problems of our own and
00:27:04.460 maybe if things were better i'd be a little bit more interested in that telescopic philanthropy that
00:27:08.660 christians love to engage in so much but we don't have it that way
00:27:11.480 and so until such a time as my people have their own land they get to be super you know demographic
00:27:17.780 super majority unquestioned and not have to you know just be one among many groups within a nation
00:27:25.720 squabbling over resources and squabbling over you know social standing um power politics you know until
00:27:35.240 we have our own sense of destiny and purpose don't expect me to give a fuck about what's going on across
00:27:39.980 i don't care man i don't care at all and i don't feel bad about that you know people would be like
00:27:45.940 you're evil that's bad you need to repent fuck off okay fuck off and you know what actually shame on you
00:27:51.980 for not caring about our own problems just because we have material prosperity or a lot of us do i mean
00:27:59.380 things have gotten worse for a lot of people the prosperity has kind of been shrinking a lot but just
00:28:03.220 because we have things materially better than some people in nigeria so the fuck what we still have
00:28:08.760 our own problems we still have our own problems and i'm not going to be pressured to just care extra
00:28:15.440 because of you know materiality because well we have it materially better here ergo i need to shift
00:28:23.480 my cares and concerns to other people fuck that absolutely not absolutely not we're looking at the
00:28:31.120 wholesale erasure of my people the wholesale erasure of my race little by little um gradually enough where
00:28:38.260 people um have the luxury of telescopic philanthropy they have the luxury of thinking well we have it
00:28:45.740 so good let's care about literally everyone else but us yeah that's it's a luxury that has been
00:28:52.800 afforded to us by all this prosperity and by uh religious thinking by universalism and this is the
00:28:59.940 price of universalism and it's not one i'm willing to pay and you might be willing to pay it but i'm not
00:29:04.940 okay so i just wanted to kind of dump those thoughts um like i said sitting in some of these bible studies
00:29:12.480 i would just hear things said back and forth and um you know it's like one fellow in particular
00:29:18.620 real friendly guy um he's been very nice and welcoming to me but it is very obvious to me that he
00:29:26.000 is of a very egalitarian somewhat socialistic bent and where where he feels like we are apparently
00:29:36.700 indebted to take care of the sick and the needy and the widows of just anybody who shows up well i'm
00:29:42.820 sorry man like our constitution isn't the sermon on the mount right and i don't want it to be um
00:29:49.680 the sermon on the mount as an idea is supposed to be sort of the constitution of the kingdom of god
00:29:54.560 well that's not just wherever you are um i'm just letting you know i don't abide by this at this
00:29:59.360 point and once the smoke cleared i was just like yeah no this is bullshit i can't do this
00:30:03.440 but you know just even technically speaking you go in there and you go into the bible and it's
00:30:10.380 supposed to be the constitution sort of of a people of a kingdom um a kingdom that according to
00:30:16.440 the gospels was rejected right um but you know i could tell that this fella he has a very sermon on
00:30:23.180 the mount attitude for everyone and apparently just i guess doesn't see a problem at all with
00:30:30.240 importing all of these foreigners and then i guess we're supposed to be guilty or feel guilty if we
00:30:35.480 don't just warm up to them and cozy up to them and want to take care of their sick and needy and their
00:30:40.460 widows and what the fuck ever else sorry man i just don't care about these people um i see people
00:30:45.860 washing up with their hands out and all this other shit do they don't care about me they don't care
00:30:50.800 about my family they don't care about my nation they don't care about my future my destiny they
00:30:54.760 do not care they care about getting their open hand filled with something that is very obvious to me
00:31:00.340 and i'm not going to be badgered or guilted about it okay i don't i don't feel bad i don't feel bad
00:31:06.980 so those are my thoughts you know i hope that makes sense it's again it's one of the many problems
00:31:13.720 that stem from having a universalistic attitude and that very universalism again it's the first thing
00:31:19.920 that um snapped me out of it again i was just like dude okay don't lie to yourself this is still
00:31:24.920 universalist you still don't care about tyrone and um you still don't care about shanequa and you don't
00:31:31.820 care about you know the jonathan greenblatt's of the world i don't care at all one bit and i don't feel
00:31:38.620 bad about it do they care about me you know do they care about my people is there some big like
00:31:44.640 you know guilt trip for them to care no it's just i'm i'm supposed to just uniquely
00:31:49.660 be piled on with a guilt trip and to do to do something about it because you know it's righteous
00:31:57.460 or something like that it's not it's not righteous to me there's nothing righteous about it
00:32:01.740 so anyway folks i hope you're doing well and until next time you guys take care
00:32:08.460 you