Shameless Sperg - N＊gger Fatigue： Why I have it & why I donated to Shiloh Hendrix

00:00:00.000 I am the Shameless Spurg, and today I'm going to tell you why I donated to Shiloh Hendrix,

00:00:05.820 and why I would do it again, and again, and again.

00:00:08.580 There is a whole lot I could say about this subject, and over the course of time, I will

00:00:13.220 do a series of videos on this subject of race.

00:00:16.160 But I've decided to narrow it down to a few key points on this particular issue.

00:00:21.580 So over the years, between a familiarity with the crime statistics, and seeing a lot of

00:00:29.320 stories, articles of crimes, of murders committed against my people by members of the black 0.99

00:00:36.640 community, I watch the news media, the national news media, bury them. 0.61

00:00:42.040 They don't talk about them.

00:00:43.140 They don't say a word.

00:00:44.000 The moment that anything happens involving a white person applying any kind of force or

00:00:50.380 doing any sort of damage or violence, called for or otherwise, that gets national headlines,

00:00:57.320 international headlines, a hell storm, it gets rained down, but crimes against my people

00:01:03.400 are buried. 0.99

00:01:04.380 I have watched you commit drastically more crime against your own people, black people, 1.00

00:01:11.340 than we have ever committed against you. 0.98

00:01:13.520 I have watched you commit drastically more crime against my people than we've ever committed

00:01:21.040 against you.

00:01:22.220 And of course, again, I watch the media bury it.

00:01:24.960 There's all sorts of kids and teens, elderly white people that have been senselessly and

00:01:31.580 brutally attacked, slaughtered, degraded, and dehumanized to a complicit media that buries

00:01:38.380 it. 1.00

00:01:39.240 And they basically just blow sunshine up your ass all day and tell you how great you are, 0.99

00:01:43.640 how excellent and beautiful and strong you are, how courageous and proud you are. 0.99

00:01:50.700 I see the phony moral outrage that you will raise over a word.

00:01:55.700 I have seen over the course of many years that you feel justified in attacking and killing 0.99

00:02:00.140 white people over this word. 0.89

00:02:02.400 You don't have that right, actually.

00:02:04.980 I see you people running around with your phones out, acting like the Stasi, acting like 0.80

00:02:10.460 little enforcers, hoping to capture footage, spread it all over the internet with the very

00:02:16.800 sincere hope that you will completely destroy someone's life for it.

00:02:20.100 And you think it's justified.

00:02:21.500 I've heard you a bunch of weasels and how you love to say, well, freedom of speech doesn't

00:02:27.960 mean freedom from consequences.

00:02:30.100 Listen to me.

00:02:30.880 You'll spread a video online and you'll run a doxing campaign and you'll hack and you'll

00:02:36.620 release social security numbers and addresses and phone numbers and family members.

00:02:41.160 And you'll find out their employers and you'll harass them and get them fired.

00:02:45.220 And then you'll find out about any future attempts at employment and you'll call them

00:02:49.000 and try to get that screwed up.

00:02:50.560 And you'll do everything that you can to possibly destroy someone's life and to keep them from

00:02:55.580 ever even being able to get back up again.

00:02:57.660 And you will blast their face and name all over the internet for the entire world to see.

00:03:03.820 And you'll feel virtuous for it.

00:03:05.920 You will feel completely justified that that is somehow appropriate.

00:03:09.880 I actually don't believe that you believe it's appropriate.

00:03:12.440 I think that the power that this whole arrangement has given you has been very intoxicating.

00:03:18.560 This idea that you can kowtow everyone into silence any time a white person looks your way

00:03:24.400 and you don't like it, well, you can just drop that word on us.

00:03:27.780 Well, I don't care.

00:03:29.740 And I don't think you realize that millions of us don't care.

00:03:32.980 And it happened for a while.

00:03:34.240 I donated to Shiloh Hendrix because, for one thing, she's my people.

00:03:40.200 Hey, that's a white woman with a little boy. 1.00

00:03:43.520 I care about that.

00:03:44.960 That's my in-group.

00:03:46.060 All the rest of you people have in-groups.

00:03:48.100 You have in-group preference.

00:03:49.360 You have a very tribal attitude.

00:03:51.140 All of you do it.

00:03:52.280 And you pat each other on the back for it.

00:03:54.220 And you're supported and encouraged to do these things.

00:03:57.880 And I'm supposed to accept just doing the opposite.

00:04:00.480 You don't pause and ask yourself whether or not, was it really right for them to do that?

00:04:06.840 You don't care about that when it's your people. 0.96

00:04:09.260 To you, it's my people, right or wrong.

00:04:12.400 And I understand.

00:04:13.780 So that's the stance that I'm taking now because I'm done.

00:04:16.760 I'm done with this whole, you think you're going to wreck someone's life over a word.

00:04:20.780 And you're absolutely having a conniption over the fact that a bunch of people donated to her.

00:04:27.860 And how horrible they are. 0.98

00:04:29.100 They're such horrible people. 1.00

00:04:31.220 Oh, they're so terrible. 0.69

00:04:33.220 Oh, we saw the money that you raised recently out of your new Rosa Parks figure.

00:04:39.940 You're a Carmelo Anthony guy.

00:04:42.040 We saw the comments on the give-s-and-go, you know, death to the white man and all that stuff.

00:04:47.120 We saw it.

00:04:47.900 We've seen what you've said about Austin and his family and how he deserved it.

00:04:53.540 You're glad it happened.

00:04:54.620 You're glad that his brother lost him and had to experience that.

00:04:58.020 You're glad that their lives have been completely destroyed.

00:05:00.520 And you heaped upon Carmelo Anthony hundreds of thousands of dollars of virtue bucks.

00:05:08.020 Of virtue bucks.

00:05:09.940 And you made a veritable celebrity of him.

00:05:13.340 I mean, he's even selling merch.

00:05:15.140 Merch? 0.84

00:05:15.640 I can almost appreciate the blind loyalty.

00:05:18.180 But what I can't appreciate is that you don't expect me to have the same thing for my people.

00:05:22.800 I'm not going to accept this one-sided arrangement where you get to be proud.

00:05:28.880 And you get to be tribal.

00:05:30.720 But I don't.

00:05:31.660 I do get to.

00:05:32.560 And I'm going to.

00:05:33.680 And so all of us donating to Shiloh.

00:05:36.300 That was just one little gesture.

00:05:38.180 Just a gesture.

00:05:39.320 For now.

00:05:40.620 A gesture.

00:05:41.420 And to just send a signal to the rest of you that this little power that you think you have over us.

00:05:48.420 It's artificial.

00:05:49.700 It's this social capital that you have been given for a reason. 1.00

00:05:54.060 Because you're useful idiots. 1.00

00:05:55.620 You're useful idiots being used to destroy this country. 1.00

00:06:00.440 Being used to destroy the West. 1.00

00:06:01.640 And I'm sure it's a lot of fun for you right now.

00:06:03.740 I'm sure it's a great deal of fun.

00:06:05.520 But that's all you are. 1.00

00:06:06.660 Useful idiots. 1.00

00:06:07.560 So I'm going to side with my people. 1.00

00:06:10.220 Right or wrong.

00:06:11.340 Because it's time for it.

00:06:12.300 You're not going to stand up for us.

00:06:14.360 We don't have allies.

00:06:15.940 We don't have affinity spaces.

00:06:18.040 We don't have NAACPs.

00:06:20.380 We don't have Civil Rights Act coverage.

00:06:23.260 We don't have DEI initiatives.

00:06:25.660 We don't have these artificial measures to boost us in hiring and admission and promotions processes.

00:06:32.400 You have these.

00:06:33.340 These boosters.

00:06:34.260 They give them to you.

00:06:35.340 But we don't.

00:06:36.480 Oh, we all don't need that.

00:06:38.280 He have said.

00:06:38.960 That's a peculiar thing to say.

00:06:40.920 Why is it that you think we don't?

00:06:43.360 What are you admitting about yourselves?

00:06:45.480 And what are you saying about us?

00:06:47.240 Where you think you need a boost, but we don't.

00:06:50.360 Now, you may very well be right about that.

00:06:52.420 Perhaps you do need a boost.

00:06:55.100 And perhaps we don't.

00:06:57.120 For obvious reasons.

00:06:58.800 Nevertheless, I can't accept this arrangement.

00:07:01.040 Why would I?

00:07:01.860 What good is this?

00:07:02.680 How does this serve me?

00:07:03.920 How does this serve my family?

00:07:05.260 How does this serve my community?

00:07:06.680 How does this serve my nation?

00:07:07.820 How does this serve my race?

00:07:09.360 These are the questions that matter to me. 0.54

00:07:11.300 Racist, racist, you say.

00:07:12.700 I'm not defending myself about that charge.

00:07:14.960 I don't really care.

00:07:16.040 I don't care at all.

00:07:17.440 This is all perfectly natural and healthy for me to care about my own people and put them above others.

00:07:23.320 Everybody in the world expects us white people to have out-group preference.

00:07:28.720 And this sort of in-group suspicion, hostility, antipathy.

00:07:33.080 You think it's on us to be good little allies. 1.00

00:07:37.640 You want to treat us like shit and have us treat you like the best of friends. 0.98

00:07:42.240 You want us to be loyal to you while you remind us that that loyalty will not extend to us. 1.00

00:07:48.940 I expect nothing less.

00:07:50.340 That's exactly what I expect.

00:07:51.840 I look back over history.

00:07:53.320 None of us ever wanted this.

00:07:54.620 You go back decades and decades and decades ago, and you will find pictures of young white men and women with soldiers holding bayonets and rifles to their backs to force them into newly integrated schools that they didn't want. 0.57

00:08:10.900 The freedom of association, the ability to freely create our own communities and fill them with the people that we want in them, that was completely taken away by force.

00:08:21.580 And we were forcefully integrated with you, and here we are.

00:08:24.920 Only the most sincerely deluded white person could look around at all of this and think that it has been better off for us.

00:08:32.140 Moreover, I don't even think it's been better off for you, but that's not really my call, and I don't care.

00:08:37.320 Your grievances are something that don't matter to me anymore.

00:08:40.240 I don't care.

00:08:40.980 I'm not trying to reconcile with you anymore.

00:08:44.080 To what end?

00:08:44.780 What's the point?

00:08:45.620 When I look at it and I know the foray fact that my life would be better by every metric if I lived only among my own people, what else am I supposed to do?

00:08:57.040 It would be better.

00:08:57.960 I don't want to reconcile, and it's not possible.

00:09:00.480 We have sunk first hundreds of thousands of lives went into the project of freeing you.

00:09:06.220 Fair enough, slavery is an ugly thing.

00:09:08.240 I wouldn't have brought you here in the first place for a number of reasons.

00:09:11.520 Look what it set us all up to deal with later.

00:09:13.740 Now you think that you can come collect from me.

00:09:18.560 After we have sunk trillions and trillions of dollars into trying to raise you up.

00:09:24.400 After we have done a wide litany of various community building projects, we've done all sorts of things over the years to try to elevate you.

00:09:34.120 And you don't maintain anything.

00:09:36.220 Maintenance, it would seem, is just this background thing that happens with white people. 0.90

00:09:40.580 And when we're not there, it doesn't happen. 1.00

00:09:43.020 And then all of a sudden, your shit falls apart. 1.00

00:09:45.120 You know, we leave an area when blacks have moved in, you know, throughout our history. 1.00

00:09:50.220 What have they done when they take up residence in a city?

00:09:53.340 Well, they do what they do.

00:09:54.520 Um, and the next thing you know, uh, stores are, are closing up, packing up and leaving little pharmacies and convenience stores.

00:10:02.420 Everything will be behind locked glass, except for sunscreen.

00:10:05.340 And you'll say, that's racism.

00:10:07.700 That everything is behind locked glass, except a sunscreen.

00:10:12.160 You are completely incapable of connecting your actions with your outcomes.

00:10:17.500 All your negative outcomes, you figure, are evidence that some way or another, I'm causing, I'm causing or contributing to your negative outcomes.

00:10:27.260 There couldn't possibly be a correlation between the things you do and the things that happen around you.

00:10:33.260 You will completely wreck an area.

00:10:36.260 We'll leave it, you know, create a nicer, cleaner, safer, more quiet, more orderly community somewhere else.

00:10:43.040 And y'all say, y'all leaving us behind.

00:10:46.440 You didn't want us there to begin with. 0.99

00:10:48.120 It's like we, damned if you do, damned if you don't. 0.99

00:10:50.820 You really can't stand being around us. 0.99

00:10:52.880 And yet at the same time, I think you just, you like the benefits that come with it.

00:10:57.120 This nebulous thing that you call privilege.

00:10:59.580 Y'all, y'all, y'all living safer and nice neighborhoods as, as some kind of privilege.

00:11:04.720 Talk about your neighborhoods and all the crime there.

00:11:07.040 Like, there's just some magic force field that descends upon your whole area.

00:11:12.240 And it just causes, it just causes there to be crime.

00:11:15.720 Like, there's just crime waves or like, there's a, there's like a cloud of like crime.

00:11:20.400 And it just descends upon you.

00:11:22.320 It just happens to you, you know.

00:11:24.440 It wasn't committed by you, against you.

00:11:27.460 It was, it just happened.

00:11:28.740 And then when we pick up and move somewhere else and establish a community where we're

00:11:32.660 just on magic soil, things are just going to be awesome and prosperous and safe and orderly

00:11:39.360 and quiet because we, whitey went and stole up the good magic land.

00:11:45.040 You went on over here where it's just going to be nicer and safer just automatically with

00:11:50.340 no connection to the choices that they're making in building this environment.

00:11:54.660 No, no, no.

00:11:55.100 It just happens because we just go steal it up, right?

00:11:57.920 We just go steal it up, you know.

00:12:00.220 And the next thing you know, there's just this awesome society.

00:12:03.180 Meanwhile, you people are killing each other in the streets and you rob your stores until

00:12:08.580 they lose so much money that they can't sustain it.

00:12:12.100 They have to pack up and leave. 1.00

00:12:13.620 And you cry about food deserts and all this shit. 0.99

00:12:17.400 And you can just never seem to see how it's you. 0.99

00:12:20.520 It's actually you.

00:12:21.360 You're the problem. 0.95

00:12:22.240 You're the cause of the symptoms.

00:12:24.780 You're the cause of what you see happening.

00:12:28.140 You can never take responsibility for yourselves.

00:12:30.900 You never do.

00:12:32.300 I'm not sure if you're capable.

00:12:35.360 I'm not sure if you're capable.

00:12:36.780 You want to think that someone is capable, but decades, decades upon decades have shown

00:12:43.100 that the problem is completely unchanged.

00:12:46.860 You cannot connect your choices with your outcomes and you expect us to foot the bill

00:12:52.900 for your choices.

00:12:54.680 You want all the benefits that we can provide at our expense while having the delicious privilege

00:13:02.600 of calling us privileged oppressors.

00:13:05.140 You know, it's really amazing when you live in a country that you say is white supremacist.

00:13:10.380 If only, if only.

00:13:12.120 Meanwhile, in this white supremacist nation, you just, you just get to say whatever you

00:13:16.620 want about white people.

00:13:17.920 You just say whatever you want. 0.98

00:13:19.320 You can spew whatever genocidal rhetoric.

00:13:21.660 You can use whatever stereotype.

00:13:23.840 You can use whatever racial slur.

00:13:26.540 You can do all these things because you're oppressed.

00:13:29.620 That's really interesting.

00:13:30.820 It's really interesting how being oppressed equates to you get to say all these things

00:13:36.020 about the majority demographic in this white supremacist country, and nothing happens to

00:13:41.280 you.

00:13:42.340 Nothing happens.

00:13:44.280 You get, if anything, pretty supported, promoted.

00:13:48.060 Your thoughts, your voice gets heard.

00:13:49.920 You're not really getting silenced.

00:13:51.580 You don't know anything about that.

00:13:52.800 And society has largely echoed your views, and they've been down on their hands and knees

00:13:57.440 licking your feet.

00:13:58.240 And you have the nerve to call us privileged oppressors. 0.92

00:14:01.700 You get all these benefits that we don't get.

00:14:04.120 You get actively advantaged, and we have certain measures where we get actively disadvantaged

00:14:08.540 in order to create these equitable outcomes for you.

00:14:12.880 And you still have the nerve to call us privileged oppressors in this white supremacist nation

00:14:19.360 where you get to just say whatever you want about us, and nothing happens.

00:14:23.880 Not only does nothing happen within the law, nothing happens that even compares to what

00:14:28.620 you people do when you catch one of us in any context.

00:14:32.700 Dropping that, uh, you know, that good old, that good old N-word.

00:14:36.900 Yeah. 0.91

00:14:37.720 When we say that, suddenly it's worth killing over.

00:14:41.120 It's worth destroying someone's life over.

00:14:43.340 It's worth ruining someone's future over.

00:14:46.360 But meanwhile, you get to say whatever you want, and you get to act morally outraged all

00:14:51.980 the while, and say you're oppressed, and say we're privileged.

00:14:56.420 Oh yes, what a privilege it is to deal with you people.

00:14:59.160 Oh my god, it's such a privilege to deal with you.

00:15:01.620 Oh, I love the privilege of just these people that get to run around and say death to the 0.60

00:15:09.360 white man, and talk about crying in white tears, and all this other stuff.

00:15:15.020 It's such a privilege, such a, it's an honor, almost, even, to be in that position.

00:15:20.720 It's just, I'm done.

00:15:24.080 I'm done.

00:15:25.200 And I used to care.

00:15:26.700 My mother raised me to care.

00:15:28.100 She's a good woman.

00:15:28.860 She raised me to care.

00:15:31.780 She raised me with these, you know, colorblind views.

00:15:36.380 She raised me in the church.

00:15:38.640 She meant well.

00:15:40.400 She didn't pass racial consciousness onto me.

00:15:43.020 I was forced into racial consciousness. 0.97

00:15:45.920 Because after a lifetime of being pretty good, pretty decent, you just come up and sucker 1.00

00:15:51.980 punch me from behind and tell me that, you know, I deserve to die, and that all white 1.00

00:15:57.100 people be racist and shit, and that was that. 1.00

00:15:59.720 I didn't think in very racial terms before. 1.00

00:16:01.960 I didn't really think in terms of white identity.

00:16:04.260 But you didn't give me a choice.

00:16:07.020 I was informed of my white identity, and the only choice is given where I can either be

00:16:13.360 guilty and grovel and just go along with whatever you want to say and do, or else I'm a bigot

00:16:22.200 and a racist, and you don't want to be that, you know, or I can be proud and say, I'm not

00:16:27.240 doing this.

00:16:29.460 And so I went with the proud route on that.

00:16:32.800 I mean, why wouldn't I?

00:16:34.880 Look at my history.

00:16:35.760 I don't care if it hurts your feelings.

00:16:37.760 I don't care that there are things that were said and done in the history of my people

00:16:41.300 that hurt your feelings.

00:16:43.820 I come from a people that accomplished and invented and conquered and built amazing things.

00:16:51.540 Unbelievable things that have changed the course of human history many times over.

00:16:57.960 And you have nothing to compare to that.

00:17:00.000 Nothing.

00:17:00.620 And I'm supposed to sit here and still take you people seriously.

00:17:03.660 I can't take you seriously.

00:17:05.760 And everybody's just pretending to.

00:17:07.800 Everybody's just been pretending to.

00:17:10.780 Because it feels good to pretend to.

00:17:13.420 It's socially fashionable to pretend to.

00:17:17.320 It's sometimes career suicide to not go along and play pretend for you.

00:17:22.540 But they're playing pretend.

00:17:24.320 They don't take you seriously.

00:17:25.920 Nor should they.

00:17:26.700 They shouldn't take you seriously.

00:17:28.100 They shouldn't take your butchery of the English language, Ebonics. 1.00

00:17:31.660 Seriously, no one should.

00:17:32.880 It's not African American English. 0.97

00:17:34.560 It's nonsense. 0.97

00:17:35.760 It is a bastardization and a butchery of the English language. 0.81

00:17:40.740 And I'm not going to take it seriously.

00:17:42.460 I don't take you seriously.

00:17:43.660 I don't take your Ebonics seriously.

00:17:45.540 I don't take your music seriously.

00:17:48.560 Your culture.

00:17:50.540 That cesspit that you call a culture.

00:17:54.020 You know, speaking of which, you'll load your music down.

00:17:56.140 For one thing, every other word will be, you know, the N-word.

00:18:02.500 Every other word.

00:18:03.280 Like it's the air you breathe.

00:18:05.160 Like it is what you subsist on.

00:18:08.480 If you don't utter it every other word, you're just going to completely lose it.

00:18:12.660 Conversely, if I utter it one single time, even if I'm just quoting a song written by you.

00:18:19.080 Oh, game over then.

00:18:22.880 The world is just going to completely turn upside down.

00:18:27.260 You like it.

00:18:30.900 You like that power game.

00:18:32.180 I know that you do.

00:18:34.000 That's all there is to it.

00:18:35.680 There is no possible way in the world that you actually feel that upset when somebody just sings along to a song.

00:18:43.400 And out comes the word that the artist wrote into the song.

00:18:48.600 There's no way you actually feel that upset about it.

00:18:52.440 What's really going on is that you have been given license to conjure this moral indignation and to wield it like a club over Whitey when this happens. 0.98

00:19:02.560 It's this little power that you've been given. 0.99

00:19:04.420 And you fucking love it. 0.99

00:19:06.160 You love it and you never want to let it go. 0.98

00:19:08.800 Just like that word.

00:19:10.140 You never want to let it go.

00:19:11.760 It's not going away.

00:19:13.280 It's never going away.

00:19:14.300 But the difference is that you're not going to be the only ones using it.

00:19:19.280 You know, I mean, a lot of people do it.

00:19:21.660 But increasingly, people are going to stop caring how you feel about it.

00:19:27.040 If you haven't noticed.

00:19:30.080 You know, I'd be dropping them.

00:19:31.260 I'd be dropping them right now in this video.

00:19:34.540 If it weren't for YouTube's community guidelines, which protect you, curiously.

00:19:40.720 They don't really, they don't really look for racially offensive language, epithets, genocidal rhetoric against my people.

00:19:47.740 They don't, they're not hunting for that in these comment sections.

00:19:50.700 No, no, no.

00:19:51.480 It's just any time something might offend one of you.

00:19:54.220 The tail has been wagging the dog for way too long.

00:19:57.600 And it really is a shame that 90% of you make the other 10% being generous.

00:20:03.300 Make the other 10% look bad. 0.78

00:20:05.220 But it's, that's how it is.

00:20:07.000 That's the unfortunate reality.

00:20:08.780 And it's the reality I've had to live with.

00:20:10.520 And it's the reality that you have to live with.

00:20:12.520 I know that you're going to keep on trying to destroy people's lives over this sort of nonsense.

00:20:19.000 I know that you're going to bow your back up. 0.58

00:20:21.260 I know that you're going to piss and moan and raise all this moral indignation over it.

00:20:27.880 All this faux moral outrage.

00:20:30.060 I know you are.

00:20:31.280 And I don't care.

00:20:32.560 I think the only thing that pisses me off about you anymore is just your double standards.

00:20:37.380 But I actually don't know if you're able to grasp them.

00:20:40.620 Maybe some of you are.

00:20:41.540 Or I think a lot of you aren't.

00:20:43.180 Like the same way that a lot of you can't understand hypotheticals.

00:20:46.580 Like, how did you, how would you feel if you didn't have breakfast this morning?

00:20:51.080 But I did have breakfast this morning.

00:20:53.480 Yeah, it's like, it's kind of like that.

00:20:55.080 Just, just done.

00:20:57.800 Just done.

00:20:58.920 When I see you go after someone like Shiloh for just saying a word, I don't care who she said it to.

00:21:03.460 It's a word.

00:21:04.040 It's a mouth noise.

00:21:05.440 It is a mouth noise.

00:21:08.000 I don't care what your historical reasoning is.

00:21:11.540 I don't care what your philosophical, political reasoning is.

00:21:16.060 I don't care what your moral reason is.

00:21:18.460 We either have free speech or we don't.

00:21:21.380 And when it comes to me, I value my free speech more than I value any, any of you.

00:21:28.340 Any of your, any of your lives, even, frankly.

00:21:32.220 Let alone your feelings. 0.98

00:21:33.180 Like, I don't give a fuck about that. 0.97

00:21:35.200 I don't care about that at all. 0.96

00:21:36.760 When it comes to free speech, man.

00:21:38.980 We either have it or we don't.

00:21:41.780 You know, I see people and I see various organizations calling, hoping that they can bring charges against Shiloh.

00:21:47.560 You, I mean, it's free speech.

00:21:49.980 If they even manage to charge against her somehow, it'll be like the biggest free speech case that this country has seen in a long time.

00:21:57.620 You are allowed to say things that hurt people's feelings.

00:22:01.240 There is no such thing as an off-limits word.

00:22:04.160 That is a social convention.

00:22:06.160 It's a, it's a dogma in the, in the current state religion of egalitarianism.

00:22:12.080 We're not going to keep living like this.

00:22:14.160 You know, we say we have free speech, but we have to, we sort of live like we don't, you know.

00:22:18.860 When the consequences that you are able to unleash upon a person now, I think far surpass what jails and prisons will do to you.

00:22:26.800 In terms of your long-term security, your ability to have daily food and a roof over your head.

00:22:34.540 The consequences that you're able to unleash upon people are so far-reaching and so long-lasting, and they offer no real legal recourse.

00:22:44.640 And you know it too.

00:22:45.960 And it's vicious.

00:22:47.420 And you will just throw somebody to the wolves, and you'll cackle and laugh like a pack of hyenas over this thing you've done.

00:22:55.260 And you'll feel good about it, and you'll pat yourself on the back and feel that you've really done something for the cause. 0.93

00:23:00.620 I see all of it, and it's disgusting.

00:23:02.780 You know, I'm not making arguments for you to care about us.

00:23:07.140 I know you don't, and that you never will.

00:23:10.840 And I accept that fact.

00:23:12.300 I don't care about you either.

00:23:13.580 So, just to be clear that we've arrived at that point, where that's the reciprocity that we're going to have here.

00:23:20.740 Is that, yeah, I'm just going to stick with my people now.

00:23:23.500 I mean, maybe I should almost thank you for forcing me into that realization.

00:23:28.100 But really, it's been pretty unbearable dealing with you.

00:23:31.360 I've been a pretty reasonable, level-headed person.

00:23:34.440 I've been generous.

00:23:35.840 I've been patient and kind.

00:23:37.520 And I have withheld a lot of judgment in my life.

00:23:40.180 And for what?

00:23:42.260 You know, I did all that only to be told later that I'm privileged and that all white people are racist and all this stuff.

00:23:49.340 And instead of doing the thing that you want, where we get all, like, defensive, like, nuh-uh, don't call me that. 1.00

00:23:55.880 Like, I was just, fuck you then. 1.00

00:23:59.640 You know, if that's how it's going to be, fine. 1.00

00:24:02.640 Fine.

00:24:03.340 You know, so here we are.

00:24:04.260 I definitely would donate again.

00:24:06.700 And I'm sure there will be other occurrences.

00:24:09.120 Hopefully you people realize that that time is over where you can just casually destroy someone's life because they said a mean word.

00:24:19.740 That's over.

00:24:20.460 So the next person that does it and you get all in a tizzy and cry about it, we're going to help make them a millionaire, you know?

00:24:29.600 We're going to shower hundreds of thousands of dollars on them.

00:24:32.440 Until you get the point that we're free people.

00:24:36.600 We are free people.

00:24:38.220 We have free speech.

00:24:39.260 And, uh, like George Orwell said, you know, if liberty means anything at all, it means the right to tell people what they do not want to hear.

00:24:47.140 That includes this.

00:24:48.500 You do not want to hear that, that n-word.

00:24:52.620 But if I'm free, if I have liberty, then I have the freedom to say it to you.

00:24:57.200 And to not have everything completely destroyed over it.

00:25:01.160 That's not how freedom works.

00:25:03.300 Either we have it or we don't.

00:25:04.660 I say we do.

00:25:05.800 I know you hate it.

00:25:07.420 I know you hate it.

00:25:08.240 I know you hate free speech so much.

00:25:09.980 It's unreal.

00:25:10.780 And I know that you wish you could get rid of it.

00:25:12.740 Oh, what an obstacle and a hindrance it is.

00:25:14.960 I know how much you people would love to throw us in prison.

00:25:18.860 You people would throw us in a gulag if you could.

00:25:21.300 I know you would do it. 0.94

00:25:22.440 In a heartbeat.

00:25:23.460 In a heartbeat.

00:25:24.440 And that is exactly why we have to have free speech.

00:25:27.360 Because of rabid vultures that swoop in to pick people apart just because they can.

00:25:33.320 Just because they've been given the power and the ability to do it.

00:25:36.120 And I've seen what you've done with that power and that ability.

00:25:40.560 And it's pretty repulsive, frankly.

00:25:42.320 As far as I'm concerned, Shiloh Hendricks did and said nothing wrong.

00:25:47.040 And I would donate it again.

00:25:48.580 And again and again and again.

00:25:50.220 And you can just cope.

00:25:51.500 You know?

00:25:52.320 You can just cope.

00:25:53.900 Because that's where we're at now.

00:25:55.640 And there's no going back from that.

00:25:57.360 There's no going back.

00:25:58.500 The future is going to get pretty interesting, I think.

00:26:00.840 Don't you?

00:26:01.700 I think so.

00:26:02.600 I could keep going on for days and days and days.

00:26:05.460 And I feel I haven't even really scratched the surface, you know.

00:26:08.740 I'm 37 years old.

00:26:10.180 You know, I've had a lot of exposure.

00:26:13.480 A lot of experience.

00:26:14.760 And a lot of observation.

00:26:16.500 Enough to be able to come to some conclusions about this.

00:26:20.760 So I will definitely have more to say on this subject.

00:26:23.020 But I wanted to focus this one or at least begin my discussion on here.

00:26:26.260 I donated to Shiloh and I would do it again.

00:26:29.040 And here's why.

00:26:30.440 And it's because I'm done.

00:26:31.520 It's because I'm exhausted.

00:26:33.340 And it's because I want you to know that I'm done.

00:26:35.760 And that I'm exhausted.

00:26:36.840 And now you know.

00:26:37.620 And it's too late to go back.

00:26:40.180 Hey, 13% of the population.

00:26:42.240 I hope it was worth all this.

00:26:44.280 I mean, I hope it was worth betraying, like, the first generation of white people to have, 1.00

00:26:48.900 like, no racial consciousness at all.

00:26:50.760 If you were completely open.

00:26:52.520 I hope it was worth betraying it.

00:26:53.980 Because you had a friend in me, you sincerely did.

00:26:56.360 And you don't anymore.

00:26:57.440 And you never will again.

00:26:58.720 Ever.

00:26:59.300 I grew up like anyone in the 90s.

00:27:02.880 Being pumped with MLK's dream speech.

00:27:06.760 And, hey, admittedly, I was pretty inspired by it.

00:27:09.940 Like, it was moving.

00:27:11.680 I was touched.

00:27:12.980 My naive 7-year-old, 8-year-old self really appreciated that message.

00:27:18.220 It sounded so good.

00:27:19.240 I thought, well, you know, it really would be awfully absurd to just judge someone based on their skin color.

00:27:27.260 Judge someone for their skin color.

00:27:29.280 I thought, that's crazy.

00:27:31.100 MLK's definitely right.

00:27:32.260 Definitely we should judge them by the content of their character.

00:27:34.860 A funny thing happened, though.

00:27:36.860 Is that I watched a whole lot of you.

00:27:39.420 I observed a whole lot of you.

00:27:41.960 And I realized that it actually always was about the content of your character.

00:27:47.640 Always.

00:27:48.300 All along.

00:27:49.180 Because a race is more than skin color.

00:27:52.040 It's the collective, you know, set of unique traits and differences.

00:27:57.320 Of which skin color is just the most easily, readily identifiable.

00:28:02.680 Because you're literally covered in it head to toe.

00:28:05.480 Kind of like I'm wearing this blue shirt.

00:28:07.580 I mean, it's identifiable.

00:28:09.240 It's right there.

00:28:09.880 It's the first thing you see.

00:28:11.020 And, you know, upon further inspection, when you take a look at these people that have this tone, you start to find other differences.

00:28:19.380 Like in bone structure, brains, brain size varies.

00:28:24.460 You notice all manner of differences.

00:28:25.940 And then you can start to make observations about intelligence and temperament and impulsivity and all of these things.

00:28:33.880 And you can look at crime stats.

00:28:36.400 You can look at their cultural output.

00:28:38.400 You can look at all of this stuff.

00:28:39.780 And I came to the conclusion that it always was about the content of their character.

00:28:44.520 That, yes, they were categorized as black because that was the most easily identifiable trait that they shared in common.

00:28:50.780 There are a lot of other traits associated with it.

00:28:53.400 And it's funny, like we do this in the animal kingdom.

00:28:56.040 We can talk about other differences besides just the immediately physically apparent.

00:29:02.020 Talk about dog breeds.

00:29:03.020 We can talk about not just their, you know, body structure and not just their fur and their eye color and all of that stuff.

00:29:10.000 We can talk about their intelligence.

00:29:12.120 We can talk about their impulsivity.

00:29:14.220 We can talk about their aggression.

00:29:15.860 We can talk about, you know, whether they're docile.

00:29:18.780 We can talk about which of their instincts seem to be more finely tuned than the other.

00:29:24.340 You know, what type of breed seems to be more useful for this task or that or which situation.

00:29:30.000 We can say all this stuff with reasonable certainty because these tendencies manifest themselves within that breed. 0.98

00:29:37.460 And we can do this in the animal kingdom.

00:29:39.780 And then, but then when you hop over to the human kingdom, well, now all of a sudden those categories go completely out the window.

00:29:46.600 You're not allowed to talk about it then.

00:29:48.380 Even though it's just plain common sense and something that we talk about every day when we're talking about animal breeds.

00:29:54.600 Just hop over to people and I'm supposed to pretend that the only difference is skin color. 1.00

00:30:00.540 And that, you know, if you have any, anything like a preference for your own, you know, people of your own skin color versus theirs, then you're just bad and stupid. 1.00

00:30:10.140 Because what kind of idiot would just judge somebody based on their skin color? 1.00

00:30:14.040 Well, it turns out like nobody. 1.00

00:30:15.980 And it actually never was about that.

00:30:17.700 Last point on the MLK thing.

00:30:20.120 Another really interesting irony, I think.

00:30:23.640 And I think it really just sums up MLK's life work really nicely to me.

00:30:28.060 It's that every place in this country that's named after him, every boulevard, every avenue that's named after MLK, it's loaded with them. 0.97

00:30:38.860 Loaded with black people. 1.00

00:30:40.660 And it's a great place to observe the content of their character. 0.51

00:30:45.020 So, you know, it's great.

00:30:46.820 It's a good history lesson.

00:30:48.280 You can just hop on over to the nearest MLK thing and just observe some characters.

00:30:53.600 And you might start to notice some patterns.

00:30:55.840 Uh-oh.

00:30:58.280 Well, I hope this has given you something to think about.

00:31:01.020 I'm done.

00:31:01.740 You know?

00:31:02.060 I'm checked out. 0.97

00:31:04.340 Like, the time for conversation and dialogue and understanding and all that bullshit, it's completely gone. 0.96

00:31:10.140 It's over. 0.66

00:31:10.640 I'm sure a bunch of you MLK folks are going to probably show up in the comments section, too. 1.00

00:31:16.200 I'm finna kill you, white D-boy. 1.00

00:31:18.500 And, you know, cry them white tears. 1.00

00:31:20.980 And LMAO, y'all grandkids finna be brown. 0.93

00:31:23.620 I know.

00:31:25.960 I've heard it all.

00:31:27.240 And I'm not paying attention anymore.

00:31:28.880 I just want you to know why I'm done.

00:31:31.480 And that you understand that what I'm saying is what millions and millions of other people think and feel, too.

00:31:38.300 And they're also done.

00:31:40.460 And we don't care.

00:31:42.540 I don't care if you call me racist. 0.65

00:31:44.160 Okay, I'm racist.

00:31:46.320 This is a problem according to who?

00:31:49.980 Huh.

00:31:51.020 Because you said so?

00:31:52.280 Or because some Jewish intellectuals in a university, because they said so?

00:31:57.120 Why do I care?

00:31:58.400 I don't care.

00:31:59.400 What does this do for me?

00:32:00.480 What does this do for my people?

00:32:02.380 You want to get rid of racism?

00:32:03.980 Let's go our own way.

00:32:05.740 Because where we aren't forced to integrate, this thing called racism, it tends to sort of go away.

00:32:12.160 Just by the sheer fact that we aren't forced to live together.

00:32:14.920 At least by the sheer fact that we can opt out if we want to.

00:32:18.720 But for now, we still live in a time where access to white people is like a human right, supposedly. 0.96

00:32:26.960 Especially if you're brown and black.

00:32:29.600 It's especially a human right for you to be around white people. 0.73

00:32:33.180 Yeah, that's the situation that we're in.

00:32:36.280 So I'm done.

00:32:37.260 I'm checked out.

00:32:38.160 And that's all I've got to say for now.

00:32:40.140 Take it easy.

Shameless Sperg - August 09, 2025

N＊gger Fatigue： Why I have it & why I donated to Shiloh Hendrix

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