Shameless Sperg - Why I began & will continue the Shameless Sperg project

00:00:00.000 hello folks i am the shameless berg i hope you're doing well today so happy sunday this morning i

00:00:15.560 went to church and i found myself in the unusual position of being approached by a gentleman there

00:00:22.140 who watched my testimony video recently and he enjoyed it and i'm glad that he enjoyed it but

00:00:28.600 it made me realize like what an interesting position this puts me in you know having made this channel

00:00:34.040 i didn't distribute anything to the people i know and there's a reason for that it's not because i'm

00:00:39.120 scared or ashamed it's just nobody was listening anyway i couldn't even begin to approach the topic

00:00:45.300 because people would shut down before i could even get there so i made a bunch of videos and i sent

00:00:49.920 them out to the world because i wanted to be heard and i wanted to be understood it's that simple and

00:00:55.640 so i didn't expect to be in a position of you know returning to church and being told by a fellow

00:01:04.160 churchgoer that he had watched this video and enjoyed it and so i prepared some notes here i

00:01:11.800 don't have a whole lot of time and i don't have a teleprompter i'm not making enough money off of

00:01:16.460 this anymore to consider getting a teleprompter so i prepared a few notes um just my thoughts that i want

00:01:22.480 to share because you know since i will be going to this church and i'll and i know that at least one

00:01:28.840 you know gentleman there is watching my videos i felt it kind of necessary to explain certain aspects

00:01:35.740 of my philosophy here um because i know it's not going to sit well with a lot of people i know it

00:01:40.780 hasn't sat well with a lot of people and so i just need to lay it out there so that again i just want

00:01:45.980 to be heard and understood whether you agree with me or not you know whether you agree with my tactic

00:01:51.000 or not or my conclusions they are what they are and i just want to be heard and understood okay

00:01:56.840 so here's what i have to say today i was told by a fellow churchgoer that he enjoyed my testimony video

00:02:02.800 well it places me in an interesting position to be a content creator watched by a fellow churchgoer

00:02:08.100 whom i know takes issue with a lot of my content and i know you do it felt incumbent upon me to address

00:02:15.100 my philosophy of love and hate okay to really clarify the matter of what that looks like for me

00:02:22.200 okay so do i hate all non-whites no um i can show love on an individual basis to someone while also

00:02:30.200 holding the view that on the national level it's best for the races to be distinct and separate from 0.98

00:02:35.460 each other i maintain that i don't think that this is working and i think it's pretty demonstrable and

00:02:41.160 obvious why it's not working so that means that even though society isn't arranged in the way i

00:02:45.580 think is best and most healthy even though i would prefer ethnic and cultural homogeneity

00:02:50.380 i can still treat the individual in front of me with decency okay because obviously the arrangement

00:02:57.640 isn't what i would prefer which means that i am surrounded by people that are ethnic and or

00:03:02.100 cultural outsiders and you know face to face on an individual level i absolutely can be loving and kind

00:03:08.300 do you favors have your back i can do these things on an individual level in a spirit of loving kindness

00:03:15.220 while at the same time maintaining that this social experiment is not working it's extremely destructive

00:03:21.700 particularly for my people if love means letting my people in my nation be overtaken by people who

00:03:27.300 threaten what and who i love through erasure replacement and destruction sorry no can't do it

00:03:33.340 do i understand that not every single non-white out there poses a threat to me necessarily poses

00:03:39.800 a threat to my family my people or whatever no no not really but collectively speaking we have a

00:03:45.560 problem here collectively speaking diversity is clearly not our strength and that's just a bunch 1.00

00:03:51.280 of brainwashing it doesn't matter how you look at it it's just a bunch of brainwashing and you can get

00:03:56.760 that brainwashing through certain uh religious profession or certain interpretations or you can

00:04:02.800 get that brainwashing through education uh propaganda television but it's all nonsense diversity is not

00:04:10.420 our strength so between indications in the bible that the nations being mixed together isn't a good

00:04:16.500 thing and plain observation life experience and knowledge of history diversity is not at all our strength

00:04:22.120 this isn't love to me okay this is not love to me this is downright criminal negligence of the most

00:04:28.080 shameful sort because it's too cowardly and it doesn't have the grit to admit that this isn't working

00:04:33.800 you know all in the name of happy feely uh goody whatever fairness so called so the same jesus who taught

00:04:43.540 to love one's neighbor was speaking among neighbors who were his neighbors those of his kin both in blood and in

00:04:50.220 spirit he also repeatedly told his apostles not to go into the way of the gentiles insisting that he came

00:04:55.980 only for the lost sheep of the house of israel and a careful study of the scripture will show that that's

00:05:01.160 exactly what he was doing exactly what he said he did draw these distinctions uh he regarded canaanites as

00:05:07.840 dogs true story as we see in the account of the canaanite woman let's see god said he loved jacob and hated esau he

00:05:16.320 said this in the most plain terms possible clearly then the kind of love jesus is talking about doesn't

00:05:22.280 mean that you fling your gates open to anyone who wants to show up and take residence among you 0.82

00:05:27.200 clearly the kind of love jesus is talking about is one where there are still distinctions between

00:05:32.700 peoples and that he isn't advocating for turning your nation into a multi-racial polyglot such as we

00:05:38.120 have when we were told to take the gospel to the nations we weren't expected to invite all the nations to

00:05:43.940 live amongst us on our own land this is a suicidal arrangement that will absolutely result in the

00:05:50.240 destruction of my people i want my people to go on living with their own unique distinctions i want 1.00

00:05:56.020 my people to have self-determination and don't even go there with me on the there's neither jew nor 0.99

00:06:01.440 gentile okay what also says there's neither male nor female neither bond nor free yet behold are there

00:06:07.600 not males and females and do you have a problem with that distinction are you okay with the distinction

00:06:12.580 between male and female are you okay with the fact that they definitely are different you ought to be 0.89

00:06:17.220 but if you insist that they're distinct and different well i insist that then jew and gentiles

00:06:21.940 still distinct and different do you see what's happening here there are distinctions made even

00:06:27.580 though there's this unity available in christ because you know he died for all all who believe and confess

00:06:32.900 that he died was buried and rose again and that through his blood were cleansed were saved yes there's a

00:06:40.980 spiritual unity in him but this wasn't contingent upon turning our nations into these globalized

00:06:47.640 multi-racial polyglots that's not what's happening here it's not what we were asked to do it does not 1.00

00:06:53.620 follow that because that spiritual unity exists that that's what we have to let happen to our nations

00:06:58.760 no um so you know because i feel this way it doesn't mean we have to hate everyone else but forcing a

00:07:04.320 destructive social experiment upon people who don't want it is horrifically evil no matter whose

00:07:09.940 feelings it may hurt for me to say that no matter if it's done in the name of goodness and love and

00:07:14.980 fairness and righteousness it's not good it's not fair it's not right if this social experiment spells

00:07:22.120 the destruction of my people my culture my history and my heritage and it does i will not be told that

00:07:28.220 it is love to just allow this to happen without speaking against it without taking some action

00:07:33.000 against it if i love we mean having no racial loyalty or solidarity well that isn't love in my

00:07:38.500 eyes it is a recipe for individual and collective suicide i cannot both say i love even my own

00:07:44.540 children while also doing and saying nothing to oppose a system that wants them erased through

00:07:49.740 admixture perverse sexual lifestyles and mass non-white immigration some may wonder if i am changing my 1.00

00:07:56.740 tone to be a little less cold and vulgar why not take all of my older content down well for

00:08:02.980 one thing all of that content is preserved across several websites already so i may as well keep it

00:08:08.260 up on my own channel for another thing they were my honest thoughts and feelings and i explain exactly

00:08:13.800 why i came to feel that way i was being completely honest and i can't say i regret it at all or feel

00:08:20.340 bad about it not one bit but i also want a record of my journey i want the development of my thoughts

00:08:26.160 to be apparent to anyone listening in i am provocative on purpose because i'm trying to get people's

00:08:32.680 attention and make them listen to reason to force them to confront a lot of ugly and inconvenient

00:08:37.700 truths doing this in a provocative way is literally the only way to grab the attention of sleeping and

00:08:44.340 complacent people who are clearly not paying attention to what's happening and i watch people

00:08:48.760 get more outraged by the fact that i'll say some offensive things that i'll call out these uncomfortable

00:08:54.020 inconvenient truths they get more upset about that than they get upset about the crimes against my

00:09:00.000 people that i raise like that recent you know stabbing the black man that just got up and

00:09:04.900 stabbed this ukrainian refugee to death on a train in charlotte north carolina irena zarutska you know

00:09:11.940 get more mad at what i have to say than what's happening here crimes against our people are happening all of

00:09:18.520 the time and the news isn't covering it it's not going to be plastered all over national and

00:09:23.640 international headlines and it's probably not going to get your average churchgoer to be as fired up

00:09:29.340 and get their feathers as ruffled as when i say hurdy words so that's a problem to me and until people

00:09:35.860 can start being more upset about what's happening and less upset about a guy that's just saying it

00:09:41.220 in a kind of caustic and offensive tone sometimes instead of handling it all with constant kid gloves

00:09:46.640 well i mean you gotta you gotta ask yourself where where are your priorities you know that all this

00:09:53.080 is happening and then you know my sleep but then the moment that i say something oh you know let's get up

00:09:58.780 in arms and burn the world down over it and let's harass this guy's family and just haunt him forever

00:10:04.280 and ever and ever to try to berate and punish him because he dared speak his mind in a way that might 0.98

00:10:10.100 hurt some people's feelings oh well you know just too bad okay too bad you know what hurts my feelings

00:10:16.340 the fact all this is going on i get gaslit about it and i get shamed for talking about it that's that

00:10:21.760 offends me but does it matter to your average person whether that offends me of course not

00:10:26.480 what matters is that i'm a thought criminal and i say hurdy feely things okay so i don't know maybe

00:10:33.340 try taking crimes against my people seriously maybe try taking the situation we find ourselves in

00:10:38.700 seriously our erasure our replacement um and look no matter what someone's end times views are because

00:10:45.840 a lot of people have like rapturitis okay they have this end times paralysis where you know they

00:10:51.660 see all these things happening it looks a lot like the end times look i mean i agree okay but like

00:10:56.660 let's just be humble about this for 2000 years there's been the idea that this was imminent okay this

00:11:03.260 goes goes back all all throughout our history the idea of the eminency of the return and all of this

00:11:09.740 stuff you know can can we just extend that maybe your timescale might still be off i mean you could be

00:11:15.060 decades away or centuries away you just don't know but what i do know is we find ourselves in this

00:11:20.900 situation and we still need to take action we still have a duty to these people we still have a duty to

00:11:26.900 future generations to take this seriously and to act like their tomorrow is worth fighting for does it

00:11:32.940 matter does it not i have two young white kids i don't like what's happening to white people as a

00:11:38.000 demographic as a race i don't like the agenda that is being raised against us and it's extremely obvious

00:11:43.560 and i don't like being gaslit about it i am completely checked out and i'm totally done

00:11:47.640 with it and that's why i have to speak out if nobody else is going to do it i will and i don't

00:11:52.720 care how unpopular it might make me i don't care if i'm i'm the only person left standing saying this

00:11:57.760 stuff because everybody else has ditched or abandoned me i do not care i'm speaking the truth

00:12:03.240 i am raising the alarm in a time where people are just sleeping and apathetic and complacent and if

00:12:10.040 anything that's disgusting that that should be the thing that gets people up in arms that there's

00:12:14.560 still people that are sleeping and apathetic about all of this and i just can't take it i can't take

00:12:19.820 it you know i know for a fact this provocative tactic works um so while it may seem terribly

00:12:24.900 unchristian to some until our plight is acknowledged and until enough people decide we have to do something

00:12:30.660 about this i'm still going to be provocative i will try to tone it down you know in terms of my

00:12:35.580 vulgarity and coldness but you know in an environment where crimes against my people are

00:12:40.020 denied downplayed and buried by the media i will keep raising the issue if no one else will i will

00:12:45.840 even if it makes me look like the bad guy i know i'm not the bad guy and i know why i do what i do

00:12:51.760 and i have a clean conscience about it you know i feel fine i feel fine i'm not a perfect person i'm not

00:12:58.380 a perfect human but this isn't also me saying that um oh i feel so bad or so sorry for what i've done

00:13:04.200 or what i've said i don't i don't um you know if anybody wants to sit down and actually level with

00:13:11.060 me and give me a fair hearing i can at least explain like here's why i feel this way here's what

00:13:16.600 you know put me in the position of saying these things and why i've decided that i have to come out

00:13:21.020 here and say this stuff just reason with me level with me give me a fair hearing don't gaslight me

00:13:28.080 understand right now that all the gaslighting and the ignoring of the problems is exactly what

00:13:32.940 resulted in me feeling it was necessary to do this and why i still continue to feel that it's

00:13:38.180 necessary for me to do this i also just frankly i needed a place to vent i needed an outlet you have

00:13:44.080 no idea the crippling pressure that having all of this trapped inside my head was having on me

00:13:49.340 no idea and it's not healthy not for that individual nor for the people around them and so it was best for

00:13:57.320 me to just get on camera and speak my mind but no people have had such a horrible problem with that

00:14:03.060 and they think that adding a bunch of pressure denouncing vilifying me harassing my family and

00:14:08.640 just raising all sorts of dust over it that that's gonna somehow make things better that's gonna you

00:14:14.300 know that'll definitely decompress things that'll definitely turn the heat and the pressure down

00:14:18.400 won't it oh yeah that's just brilliant what a genius strategy just genius to do that to put all

00:14:25.940 this extra pressure on somebody and to back them into a corner and to hound them just for having made

00:14:32.260 videos that they don't like that's not i didn't send my links to anybody i didn't go proactively

00:14:40.440 sharing it with anyone i didn't show up under people's roofs and shout this stuff down their

00:14:44.800 throats i wasn't obtrusive or obnoxious about it i didn't impose myself upon the people around me

00:14:50.800 okay i didn't i never did this stuff and even with people that i greatly disagreed with you know some

00:14:57.140 from some with fundamental disagreements i still didn't make my disagreement their problem because

00:15:04.040 i figured like i explained before on an individual basis i can be kind and decent to somebody even if

00:15:11.560 i completely disagree with them on fundamental core issues that includes tons of white people i

00:15:16.400 can't tell you how many white people are out there that harbor views and lifestyles that are just 0.92

00:15:20.640 repulsive to me and you know but if you can treat me with something like kindness even though i know

00:15:27.200 you harbor views that i think are destructive and anti-civilizational i mean i can still treat you

00:15:32.120 with kindness we can still have a reciprocity here if on the other hand by kindness you mean shutting up

00:15:37.680 forever and not you know ever speaking my mind you know lest i offend somebody because hurty feely

00:15:44.040 words no no no no i'm not gonna live like um i'm in a padded cell and you know i have to be all alone

00:15:51.140 with my thoughts because somebody might get their feelings hurt oh boo hoo you know how about the world

00:15:56.800 that cries at me about their hurt feelings how about they just listen to me for a change care about how

00:16:01.660 i'm feeling is that such a novel concept how do you think that it ended up being this way where i

00:16:06.680 felt it necessary to do this it's because nobody was listening and through all of this stuff after

00:16:11.460 the doxing and the international hysteria and the local hysteria do you think i feel heard i feel heard

00:16:19.020 by i don't know tens of thousands hundreds of thousands of people out there in the interweb

00:16:23.380 but by the same crowd of people that have made me feel unheard and unlistened to all the more now

00:16:29.060 all the more you know because if they won't give me a fair hearing if they haven't been listening to

00:16:33.660 me and if they're still not listening to me and granting that i might have a fair point even if

00:16:38.240 they don't agree with my conclusions if that's how it's gonna be and you're just gonna get all worked

00:16:42.980 up and huff and puff and burn the world down over it well you know what am i supposed to do huh

00:16:49.160 you have a problem with my thought crimes and my speech and you think that you just get to get all

00:16:54.640 up in arms and just rain hell down on me for it no no you don't get to do that you don't get to do

00:17:01.080 that and it's selective outrage with all the things going on in the world you see fit to just completely

00:17:06.820 rain hell down upon me and my family because of videos that i never sent you that you never had to

00:17:12.500 watch and that's another thing about all of this nobody had to watch them okay and they have been

00:17:21.860 amazingly incapable of looking back over the years that they've known me with the things that i've

00:17:27.360 actually said and done to them with the actual experience they have had with me as a person

00:17:32.540 all of that has gone completely out the window because they discover videos that i decided to make

00:17:38.100 and send out into the ether i knew that they could find them but that's not the same as you know forcing

00:17:43.640 it upon them if i was really belligerent i would have been forcing it upon them i would have been

00:17:50.260 attacking them this entire time and i haven't done that i've just spoken my mind and i've done so in

00:17:55.980 a very straight to the point kind of cold way sometimes just saying it like it is and being

00:18:01.800 unafraid to say it and that's the other part of it i'm tired of people being afraid to say things

00:18:06.660 so sometimes i've said something in a provocative way that might not even reflect the the total feeling

00:18:12.340 i have on an issue like there's nuance involved but when i'm sharing my thoughts in an environment

00:18:18.360 where people are you know tail tucked and they're walking on eggshells and they're afraid to speak

00:18:23.520 and they're still defending themselves against things like being called racist i'm tired of it i'm not

00:18:28.940 going to play the defense game oh you're racist no i'm not racist because blah blah blah sure no i'll 0.80

00:18:33.540 just say i'm racist so what because i'm trying to force the issue i'm done and i'm done with people

00:18:39.140 playing defense that's you know my enemies want uh me playing defense they want me walking on eggshells

00:18:45.400 they want all of us walking on eggshells afraid to speak our mind and being on our best behavior and

00:18:50.860 all that stuff and i want to smash that to pieces okay i want to strip all the power away from these

00:18:58.740 words all these thought terminating cliches until they just don't do anything anymore until they're

00:19:04.900 completely impotent i want to strip all of them of all of the power these labels these titles these

00:19:10.880 thought terminating cliches and so i just figured look since a lot of these university intellectuals

00:19:16.060 have already said all white people are racist anyway you know all the more if you have views

00:19:20.860 that are anywhere to the right of chairman mao they call you a racist so i just figured you know

00:19:25.480 why keep playing this game why play defense i'm not gonna do that no so i'm not gonna get all tangled

00:19:31.600 up in apologetics for you know well here's 10 reasons why i'm not really racist well no i just would

00:19:38.200 rather say it i'll just say it okay uh because what i say is you know call somebody racist enough

00:19:44.440 times and eventually you'll be right but what does it mean it's a nebulous term it means whatever people

00:19:50.000 want it to mean at any given time and they wield it like a bully club and i'm just done playing that

00:19:54.600 game i'm not gonna i'm not gonna skirt around and dance around on eggshells over it that's why i would

00:19:59.860 just rather wear the term i'd rather just be like yeah sure vilify me yeah yeah i'm bad i'm racist

00:20:05.220 okay and what now and what now because nobody's doing that you know they're using these terms

00:20:10.120 because they have power and they have been used to bully people around and to have a chilling effect

00:20:17.120 on free speech hey look a lot of people internationally and locally have participated in wanting to

00:20:23.440 have that chilling effect on free speech and what a lot of them don't see is that look there's a lot

00:20:29.240 of locals that have even agreed with me but um they're afraid to speak their minds gee i wonder why

00:20:34.820 i wonder why they've become afraid to speak their minds and why this whole ordeal involving me you

00:20:41.100 know the shameless berg has made them even more afraid to speak their minds it's not my fault 1.00

00:20:46.020 congratulations that so many people around here have managed to scare americans into silence i hope

00:20:52.520 you feel proud of that does that feel like love to you does that feel like love in your neighbor

00:20:57.500 do you see why there's some nuance in order why we have to look at this thing with some nuance why we

00:21:02.880 have to have responsibility for our people we have to take some responsibility to future generations

00:21:07.840 we can't just let everything go down the toilet in the name of hippie dippy lovey sparkly yay happy

00:21:13.660 dippy no none of that i'm not having it it's negligent it's not loving it's just happy feely

00:21:19.720 that's all that is it's got nothing to do with real love and that's my philosophy of love and hate

00:21:25.900 okay i hate what threatens who and what i love and you know if that makes me a bad guy so be it

00:21:32.920 but to me that's necessary to have a backbone you know to be willing to fight back to be willing to

00:21:39.640 push back to be willing to call something out for what it is somebody's gonna have to be willing to do

00:21:45.060 it and i don't mind for that guy to be me i've already paid quite a price for speaking my mind and

00:21:50.080 so i may as well just continue speaking it and i understand again that that will place me in bad

00:21:55.260 standing with a lot of the christian world that will have me painted as a heretic okay whatever i

00:22:01.440 disagree you know not that a lot of people care you know i disagree with that and i'm not ashamed

00:22:06.820 at all obviously shameless i'm not ashamed at all i don't feel even slightly bad i have a completely

00:22:14.240 clean conscience i haven't lied people can call me evil but they haven't really been calling me wrong

00:22:19.060 because if you actually listen to what i say you know here here are these facts here's this story

00:22:24.120 here's all this media here's what led me to feel this way here's what led to me thinking these things

00:22:29.640 and like i've made the appeal in so many videos whether you agree with my conclusions or not

00:22:34.040 whether you feel the same way i feel here's why i think this here's why i feel this that's what it was

00:22:39.900 always about please hear me please understand me can you do that i mean seriously but apparently not

00:22:44.680 a bunch of people still can't do that and that that's exactly why i have done this that does this

00:22:51.600 not register with people that's why i started this to begin with because people are hysterical and

00:22:57.180 cannot be reasoned with i know i've experienced enough and this is just all the more validated that

00:23:03.780 that's true that people just cannot be reasoned with so that's why i have to keep doing this i have

00:23:09.780 to keep speaking my mind at least somebody hears it at least my message my thoughts get out

00:23:14.020 do you really expect me to be quiet i mean is that a realistic expectation no it's not and i'm not

00:23:21.460 going to be quiet so you know i am going to try to tone down some of my vulgarity you know with a

00:23:26.780 return to faith i do want the content that i make going forward to probably be a little less vulgar

00:23:33.060 right and maybe a little bit less cold and callous after all i've already kind of made those points i made

00:23:39.980 my cold and callous statements and i don't know that there's a necessity in continuing to restate

00:23:45.240 them but on the other hand it's still going to be provocative you know it'll still use some kind

00:23:50.640 of crass language sometimes that's just not going to stop and if anybody knows me and you know that

00:23:55.780 it's inevitable you're going to hear some crass language out of me sometimes but i mean i will try

00:24:01.220 tone down the vulgarity some um i'll try to dial back some of the cold callousness or whatever

00:24:07.780 but as far as like recanting the overall message as far as recanting the overall statement that i'm

00:24:14.680 making here what my goals are here that's not really changed you know that's not really changed

00:24:20.360 because this whole situation is intolerable so i don't have to hate everybody um i don't have to

00:24:26.540 hate every non-white it's just that this is an intolerable situation and if i'm honest with 1.00

00:24:32.600 myself and honest with others as i ought to be i think that life would be better by every metric

00:24:38.840 if i just lived amongst my own people you know my my grandparents and great-grandparents were

00:24:44.660 forced into integrated schools with rifles at their back they didn't want it was that good and loving

00:24:49.200 no i don't think so i don't think that was good and loving but it happened you know forced

00:24:55.740 busting forced integration and a lot of terrible things started happening to them from day one

00:25:01.520 stuff that's been minimized buried and downplayed like it has been this entire time it continues to

00:25:07.740 be you will hear about george floyd forever and ever and ever you know even though he frankly was a

00:25:13.120 criminal junkie with his horrible rap sheet and he ultimately made a bunch of poor decisions that

00:25:19.020 resulted in where he found himself respiratory failure out of fentanyl so you'll hear forever and

00:25:24.560 ever about somebody like that but you're not hearing the stories of our people you know you're

00:25:29.360 not hearing about the the cruel and callous vicious killings of our people and children so you know if

00:25:37.320 everybody's going to be silent about it and they're just going to get really outraged when i speak out

00:25:42.900 where are your priorities what's love to you i mean whatever love is to you doesn't mean anything to me

00:25:48.340 if that's what it amounts to that like it's more outrageous that i'm gonna say this stuff then then

00:25:54.640 what it is that i'm addressing you know crimes against our people all this horrible stuff where

00:25:59.320 are your priorities how is that love and why should i think that that has any value at all i don't i don't

00:26:05.440 because in practice it results in a lot of destruction just in the name of happy feely you know

00:26:11.140 goody whatever it's not good it's not right and i don't stand for it i stand against it even if it

00:26:17.840 makes me unpopular you know like i said even if i get vilified by everyone even if i'm left standing

00:26:23.780 alone i'm still gonna say this stuff i feel like it's extremely important to say so i guess that's

00:26:29.720 about it for today um just that encounter just kind of had me thinking you know what let me go ahead

00:26:34.660 and just state my philosophy on this just to let it hang out there to explain to anybody that might

00:26:41.140 be stopping by obviously i can't control who's going to show up and watch my videos and i'm not

00:26:45.780 going to stop making them just because it could place me in some awkward positions now and then

00:26:50.000 hey i have to say what i have to say i have to share my mind my thoughts and you know if they offend

00:26:55.760 people so be it you know nothing personal man nothing personal so try to not make it personal with me

00:27:03.040 right even if you disagree i mean tough titties right grow up people disagree sometimes people

00:27:10.800 harbor offensive opinions it doesn't give you the right to go haunting me and trying to make life

00:27:16.700 hell for me it doesn't give anybody the right to do that it doesn't give anybody the right to harass

00:27:20.520 my family harass my wife over it you know it doesn't you know people have set themselves up as

00:27:26.820 judge jury and executioner over me over my life but maybe it's like jesus said you know call out the

00:27:32.520 speck in my eye but behold the plank that's in yours i don't know search yourself i guess i mean

00:27:39.960 do you really think that you're in a position to judge me i don't i don't think so i honestly don't

00:27:47.160 think anyone is i don't feel bad about any of this i have a clean conscience i don't take any of it back

00:27:53.740 you know my views and opinions can change over time my mode of operation it can change the way i

00:28:02.000 go about saying things that can change but all in all look this is what i think this is how i feel

00:28:08.460 and here's why take it or leave it that's always been my message take it or leave it i just want you

00:28:13.200 to hear me out and understand me and that's it and also just understand that wielding the bully club

00:28:20.300 and raising hell is not going to make me stop it is not going to make me stop and a lot of people

00:28:24.200 have done more to advertise my message than anything i've done just through you know raising

00:28:30.140 such a fuss over it all it's just gotten me out there more and more i hope you guys understand that

00:28:37.740 like every time somebody kicks up dust over it and uh you know has a little tizzy about it you just

00:28:44.040 spread it more you just you spread it more more and more people and what do you think i've been

00:28:49.260 trying to do this entire time be heard that's the whole point so in a way thanks i guess on the

00:28:55.640 other hand please just chill out man just chill people need to chill stop expecting me to stop

00:29:01.860 making videos or something you know stop expecting me to not harbor um views that might offend people

00:29:07.960 it's hard to not have views that offend people in an environment where you know we're in this grand

00:29:13.840 social experiment and we're told that tolerance is the height of virtue and diversity is our strength

00:29:18.680 and on and on and on well it's impossible to not offend people um you have to walk with your

00:29:26.280 tail talked and walk around on eggshells in order to avoid it i'm just not that way i'm not gonna do

00:29:31.160 that and so people can think that i'm evil or antisocial or whatever for it i don't care

00:29:35.740 i mean the more people do that the more sure i am that i have to do this

00:29:40.620 do they not get that like i double down i double down i have to so i hope that at least

00:29:47.020 makes sense again that's always been my appeal please hear me please understand i hope it makes

00:29:51.880 sense no matter how you feel about it or whether you agree or not don't act like i'm crazy i'm not

00:29:57.480 crazy don't gaslight me i know what's going on i'm an intelligent guy i've done plenty of study

00:30:03.340 i've done plenty of consideration of the issues and i've been living long enough and in enough

00:30:07.560 places in different circumstances to be able to make some judgment calls using pattern recognition

00:30:12.140 pattern recognition is not evil even if it leads you to inconvenient conclusions like racial

00:30:17.140 differences okay you know even if it might brush up against you know an interpretation that you have

00:30:22.720 of a biblical doctrine maybe your interpretation needs adjusting huh maybe it needs adjusting to be

00:30:28.880 in accord with some of the obvious realities that we live in i i hardly think that god expects me to

00:30:34.380 just blah blah blah blah none of this is real i don't think so i don't think so i think there's some

00:30:39.680 nuance in order i think there's nuance to be found in the bible regarding god's love and the love of

00:30:44.840 jesus christ there's nuance there too okay there is and i don't think he's holding me to a higher

00:30:50.940 standard as far as that goes um then he held himself not really um not that i'll ever reach his

00:30:57.100 standard you know the standard of love and righteousness we find that jesus christ is obviously

00:31:01.540 exclusive to him i can't reach it but as for the love thing it wasn't a hippy dippy thing like

00:31:06.960 people describe it in these super liberal terms and it just wasn't that way that's not how the bible

00:31:11.900 reads it's not what it says anyway folks i hope you have a good day and until next time you take care

00:31:16.760 you

Shameless Sperg - October 05, 2025

Why I began & will continue the Shameless Sperg project

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