00:33:32.440That's why he's keeping it all shut up now.
00:33:34.220He's kind of a good example of like an AI influencer in a way.
00:33:37.100He went to be the FBI deputy director for a year, and then he comes back in because he's supposed to quell the noise and get more right-wing people to support Trump.
00:33:45.000And everyone knows that it's bullshit.
00:33:48.360yeah it's a little frustrating man i mean there's no no arrests like no arrest of anyone of any
00:33:55.040importance that did anything in that even like even that we know of and it's like we like we
00:34:00.300don't have faith like how do you expect someone to have faith in that system anymore right it's
00:34:04.900a fucking joke have you met dan bongino never no okay yeah he's it was like the face of rumble
00:34:10.680that you're getting a crazy amount of live viewers i don't know how he's gonna i almost feel bad for
00:34:15.360the guy like they're just throwing him into the den like that he's not going to be able to
00:34:18.520you know because he'll be fine i mean there's still enough people right like it doesn't really
00:34:23.720matter still enough people that arrive for anyone that says certain political speaking points it
00:34:28.640goes back to the thing we're talking about like you can get if whatever the wave is of whatever
00:34:33.160the sort of left first right thing is if you can get on one side of that you're going to have an
00:34:37.140audience period like that's it yeah and he's he's definitely leaned into that bit but dan bongino
00:34:46.420is you know i kind of feel bad don't you feel bad for these people you ever see that video
00:34:50.680where trump was like he was asked if he's gonna go to heaven he's like no i don't think i'm gonna
00:34:53.540go to heaven like yeah i saw that yeah like dan bongino like yeah he might be financially
00:34:58.820successful i think he's valuated it he's got millions and millions of dollars i'm sure he's
00:35:02.160fine isn't isn't isn't trump jewish isn't he isn't that the thing he said he was jewish
00:35:06.980did he say that i'm like is that that's anti-semitism i'm back on youtube i don't
00:35:12.940tolerate anti-semitism on my stream no i'm saying didn't he say that all like when the guy the mark
00:35:17.320levin guy was like this is the first jewish president he's like yeah it's true so then i
00:35:21.280don't think jewish people believe in heaven right is that maybe i'm way off on this you sound like
00:35:25.540you you have like israel brain rot you're obsessed with you're just obsessed no i'm asking you a
00:35:29.920question do they believe in heaven they don't believe in hell they believe in heaven okay so
00:35:35.340i didn't know see i just i don't know yeah well he did say that he was uh the first mark levin
00:35:40.400had his arm around and put him in a nuggie yeah yeah what about pbd have you met him like i'm so
00:35:44.820disappointed from these right-wing podcasters they all seem like they so i met him he was nice
00:35:49.300he was a nice guy yeah yeah he's shilling for this more heavy i mean i whatever makes whatever
00:35:56.960ever make someone happy i don't know man do you think these people can sleep at night absolutely
00:36:03.220yeah damn mind you don't sleep yeah i i mean i think if he didn't sleep for uh probably about
00:36:12.080two weeks he'd be dead so i think yeah he has to sleep just it's just like like biologically
00:36:16.420he needs logically true but yeah but just like physiologically like biologically he'd be dead
00:36:21.380if you didn't sleep but um i see your question right do i think they sleep uh yeah do do i think
00:36:27.280that the real question is do you think that they think about their part in all this and if it's
00:36:34.020true to them or not i'm sure they think about it all the time like these people they're not dumb
00:36:39.340i don't think they're like no dumb people i think they're very smart um but they've chosen
00:36:44.760away right they've chosen a side they've chosen uh an audience they've chosen they just chosen it
00:36:51.460and and it makes them a lot of money and it probably makes them feel like they're succeeding
00:36:55.520in certain ways and that's the choice that they're choosing i i can't also be mad at them
00:36:59.640i just know that that's true like for me to even say the things that i've said like
00:37:03.820i don't know i don't know it's like i i've i've chosen a quote-unquote side you'd say in my past
00:37:12.160right like i was against the covid shit i kept my gym open i didn't give a fuck i chose that side
00:37:16.380whatever side you would have called it at the time i chose that side and then i kept sort of choosing
00:37:20.320that side but then the minute that i saw and i was like okay this is not making sense anymore i'm
00:37:25.080able to go this doesn't make sense just because it's the side that i've chosen i can't just keep
00:37:30.360choosing this side because it doesn't make sense and all the reasons can't be just because it's
00:37:34.840someone else's fault or it's it's a different side's fault like i can't i'm not buying that
00:37:39.640maybe that's just the kind of person i am and i'll just that's just the choice that i'm making i can't
00:37:44.940keep choosing a side just because i know that it's the side that you know maybe we'll i could
00:37:49.160keep monetizing or i can keep making money from like i just the side thing is played out like
00:37:53.120we've been talking about it like it's just stupid but you know i can't also be mad for someone trying
00:37:57.480to support their family and take care of their shit but you know like that's that's sort of the
00:38:01.760crux of the things that we're speaking about this whole conversation is that it's an individual
00:38:05.960thought it's a personal selfishness where it's like i'm doing this for me yeah maybe i believe
00:38:12.100in some of this stuff maybe sometimes i don't but what's going to be best for me and my family let
00:38:16.960me choose it and i don't expect anyone to not choose that but again dude like i said we're in
00:38:21.320the microcosm we're in a different space than i would say the majority of people but that happens
00:38:26.760at the smallest level to the highest level and this is this is human nature this is why we're
00:38:31.040here because the people at the highest level are doing the same exact thing whether we like it or
00:38:34.700not and they're just going to continue on like by any means necessary right we need to ascend they
00:38:40.360ascended they got there and by any means necessary they're just staying there and they're just saying
00:38:44.940fuck it we don't care about the repercussions so yeah are they sleeping at night probably because
00:38:49.480they're rich as fuck in their fancy ass house and they're paying their bills they're not worried
00:38:53.760about they're eating good they're buying more real estate and they're fucking chilling they're
00:38:57.120probably good now like is there some sort of a soul karmic debt that's probably happening
00:39:02.720for fucking sure for sure yeah and that's more value I mean one thing that we definitely know
00:39:09.700when you die you can't take it with you whatever money that the FBI gave Dan Bongino you know all
00:39:15.580the connections you made on the Epstein Island the money made from these podcasts the 7k you can
00:39:21.100get from Netanyahu this stuff is not going to be with you when you die none of it it comes with you
00:39:27.460and your coffin. So it's, it's definitely important. It's something that I think about
00:39:32.400every day. Like none of this stuff, it really, none of it matters.
00:39:36.800Well, nothing. I mean, dude, the only thing that actually matters in life is love. And when I say
00:39:41.380that, I don't, I don't mean it like a weird way. I mean, everything everyone does in life is for
00:39:46.300love, whether it's make a bunch of money because they think they're going to be able to find love
00:39:50.320or the people are going to, they think that people are going to appreciate them or they're going to
00:39:52.920be valued it all comes back to love that's all life's really about now when we started these
00:39:58.180conversations about why are people doing things that you know if they know it's not morally right
00:40:02.120they have been able to justify what love looks like and feels like in their life and they're
00:40:08.480okay with the things that they're able to do now does it mean it's right for everyone else or
00:40:12.360everyone around them no but that's where it gets really tricky because these people whether they
00:40:17.640believe fully that it's right or not they're able to find enough love whether it be with like you
00:40:22.600know uh pat bad david and his son or his his wife or his his his family right like you're able to
00:40:29.500find enough love where you know what this is what matters and you're able to focus and fixate on
00:40:33.860what actually matters and maybe there's certain things that you're not so proud of like there's
00:40:37.600tons of things in my life that i i am not so proud of there's things that are mistakes that i've made
00:40:41.940that like you know didn't make me a better person until way later like there's tons of shit that i
00:40:46.840had to go through to become the person i am today but what i'm saying is all these people i think
00:40:51.840more than not are able to go, well, at least I have this love at the end of the day. And I don't
00:40:57.540even think they even go farther than like, well, how this is affecting everyone else. I don't think
00:41:00.900people think on that more existential level of love. I think it just stays, you know, on the
00:41:05.660human level, like in that personal sense. And I can't tell someone not to feel that way. I can't
00:41:10.680tell someone to think about everyone else or the greater good. Like at the end of the day, it seems
00:41:15.680like no one really does you know one thing i like about the world seeing you as a creator it was
00:41:21.340summarized pretty well in that video you did that podcast with the guy who was trying to rage bait
00:41:25.720you to take off your hat and some of the jokes he said was just like brutal about you know personal
00:41:32.200stuff but the your ability to you know let the experiences in life turn you into a more complete
00:41:39.240person i think is very transparent and it's rare to see in a lot of creators like not a lot of them
00:41:44.260are going to be like when i was seeing something i'm like man i would not but it helped i think
00:41:49.620that it makes you you're a good example of that all those experiences make you and can make you
00:41:54.840into a a complete person yeah i mean listen bro um it took me 20 years i figured out when i was
00:42:04.240about 26 because my father hung himself when i was six it took me about 20 years for it to really
00:42:08.240make sense um my majority of my life my upbringing my childhood all my thoughts were consumed with
00:42:15.480what's the purpose of life what's the purpose of my life what is death why does my father not here
00:42:20.120why is that person's father here i would constantly go in my mind about how am i gonna die what is
00:42:25.140death gonna like why am i here like what is it made me so early on start to think of these things
00:42:30.140and then it made sense it made sense to me and it only made sense to me after
00:42:34.660i focused on the only thing that sort of made me happy which was the gym
00:42:39.260somehow found the internet right through instagram and then youtube and then i got all this feedback
00:42:44.420over time when i would walk and i'd meet people and they'd tell me oh and you spoke in this video
00:42:47.800about your father about your experiences about your life about what you learn about where you're
00:42:51.900at it helped me it showed me light it gave me this motivation i'm doing this now with my life
00:42:55.600i've heard this for the last fuck 15 years and uh but it really hit me at one one it was actually
00:43:03.180at the olympia um when i was 26 and i would just have lines and lines of people who come up to me
00:43:09.400and talk to me about you know i appreciate what you said about this and i was like okay this is
00:43:13.740why that happened to me then and the thing that made no sense to me um and i think that's necessary
00:43:19.400in everyone's life like no matter what it is what did they say to you at mr olympia i i just i dude
00:43:25.260i mean i would have lines i would i'd be standing in one spot for about four four to five to six
00:43:31.820hour sometimes and just taking pictures with people and talking to people person after person
00:43:35.600after person would say they wouldn't say yo it was so cool you lifted some people would be like
00:43:40.160yeah i was sick when you jumped out of the pool but most people would come up to me human after
00:43:44.280human after human and say you know i appreciate when you spoke about your father and and how it
00:43:49.160affected you and why it motivates you in the gym now i went through something similar i lost a
00:43:53.460brother i lost a sister or like i'm building my business because i'm watching what you're doing
00:43:57.160I would hear so many, I would have so many moments like this. And I've had one specific moment where
00:44:02.200some guy on Twitter told me he was going to end his life. And I, I reached out to him and I was
00:44:06.500like, Hey man, like on Twitter, you shouldn't do this. And he, he tweets me back and he's like,
00:44:10.520fuck you. You don't know my life. You're like, you, you don't, you don't know anything about me.
00:44:14.160Like your life's perfect. And cause the one of my, one of my supporters, I said, yo,
00:44:18.080you should message this guy. So I did that. I ended up getting his number. I talked to him and
00:44:22.460was like, Hey man, like, you know, you're in this sort of like temporary position. This guy wanted
00:44:26.320to end his life he told me he had a bunch of pills he was gonna be in his bath he's like i'm gonna
00:44:29.200end it and i was like you you shouldn't make this sort of this uh permanent decision in a temporary
00:44:34.000like mind space right and uh this one i'll never forget because he for almost every year since then
00:44:42.880he would send me pictures here's my daughter she's being born now she's two now she's three
00:44:48.200now she's four you changed my life you like my life that's dope i didn't like for him to keep
00:44:56.280up with that it keeps sending pictures that shows like that's real dedication i would probably
00:44:59.860forget yeah sorry oh shit the point is like you are supposed to go through hard shit like your
00:45:08.440life's not supposed to be easy and uh dude i'm sorry no no it's fine just take a second
00:45:21.400but but that's what makes life worth it like you would have no perspective of success or
00:45:33.820of happiness if you didn't go through fucking negative times in your life you would have no
00:45:38.020perspective of what was actually good what actually make you feel fulfilled what actually
00:45:41.980gave you purpose you would have no perspective of that if you didn't go through tough shit
00:45:45.680And so all those moments that I've had and, you know, my moments specifically, it made sense to me.
00:45:52.200And I was like, wow, this is what life is about, right?
00:45:54.640Life's not about how much money I make.
00:45:56.360Life's not about the nice cars I have.
00:45:58.040Life's not about the jewelry that I have.
00:45:59.580It's about the moments that I have with other people.
00:46:04.460Yeah, that's what I appreciate more than ever, like especially right now.
00:46:08.460It's really like there's nothing that's more valuable than that.
00:46:10.980yeah because i wouldn't i wouldn't be here if it wasn't for certain people in my life right and
00:46:17.400uh being able to be that for other people and to see what was on the other side of that for
00:46:25.820other people like this man not taking his life having a family having a daughter loving his life
00:46:30.240succeeding and at one point seeing that it was there was no way it was going to work so he was
00:46:35.360willing to take everything away like we're given this life we we need to understand that it's not
00:46:40.380going to be perfect. It's going to be fucking hard. It's going to be painful, but you need to
00:46:44.760sit with it. You need to learn from it because not only will it make you better and it will make
00:46:48.840you better. You can make so many other people around you, even in a small level, like maybe
00:46:52.780do this with a couple thousand viewers or maybe the clip goes viral and they see it and it'll
00:46:56.540help those people. But even in your own life and your, your, your, your brothers, your sisters,
00:47:01.540your family members, your, your neighbors, you could do it at a certain level. Just like
00:47:04.780be willing to give love in a way to people that is like, that is raw, that is unfiltered. That
00:47:09.580this is who I am as a human. This is what I've learned. And this is where I'm at.
00:47:12.660Everyone will appreciate that. Everyone can appreciate that. So I think like, again,
00:47:16.820I comes down to that one currency, the one thing that actually matters and it's love.
00:47:20.520And so I think if more people were willing to like actually show it and we're actually willing
00:47:24.440to give it, even when it's hard, even when it's difficult, it comes back tenfold. It just,
00:47:28.300that's makes life what it is. So, yeah, there's like, it's the ego that blocks it. And, you know,
00:47:32.160so many people have, you know, we're trained to put up a defense mechanism and to, to not be able
00:47:38.740to, you know, it's a level of vulnerability and of honesty to get to that point. And I relate to
00:47:45.240what you're saying about, you know, you can't appreciate anything good without the bad, you
00:47:50.180know, I've had a lot of obstacles, but whenever stuff like that happens, you know, when I get
00:47:54.800those stressful moments, I like to, you know, I like to lock in a little bit. I make the face
00:47:59.440like I'm about to do a jump, you know, like a race car driver going over a big, you know, that
00:48:04.280locking that's that's what i think because i see it as another opportunity another test
00:48:08.500to come out a better person whenever you come out on the other side of a hardship
00:48:12.380you're going to be better it's like it's the same thing as the gym you
00:48:15.500you make the muscle breaks down and it you know grows stronger that's the the way i mean the gym
00:48:22.520is the best the gym is the best physical representation of like life in a nutshell
00:48:26.360you go through something hard and difficult it makes you better it makes you stronger it makes
00:48:30.120you more resilient for the next time i mean that's just what life's about i mean bro look at you and
00:48:34.640all the shit that has like been hard for you in your career hard for you in your life or you had
00:48:39.080to overcome or you had to get better at or you made you made fucking mistakes you sucked at
00:48:42.640certain things like you went through certain shit you it only made you no i'm not telling you
00:48:47.060no no i'm saying i'm genuine it made you better like you're you're super artistic you're super
00:48:53.760creative you're very talented like you're you're a good person and i've had conversations with you
00:48:57.680off camera you're you're a good person you know you make mistakes you've made mistakes but at the
00:49:02.180end of the day we all do but you allow them to make you better i'm not trying to slam you i swear
00:49:07.000to god i can hear the cuck joke i can hear the corner i'm just ready for it so so basically
00:49:11.940chat what he's saying is that everybody should get cucked because then you learn you learn that's
00:49:16.760how like how to overcome humiliation no that's it that is just a bad decision okay period i thought
00:49:24.020no that's not you were like you were alluding to that i don't know if you no i was not even
00:49:28.600going to mention that that was like your worst mistake but we don't even need to cover that i
00:49:32.400was just saying like maybe when you fucked up how to set up a camera and the lighting was fucked up
00:49:36.100and you learn how to not do it right okay yeah artistically and like you say everything that
00:49:41.620you're good at is because you weren't good at it at one point and you spent time to be better at it
00:49:45.460like that's just life and that goes with relationships that goes with like uh artistic
00:49:50.540like stuff creativity podcasting speaking youtube anything it's just spending time to be better at
00:49:55.900it that's it and that's what life is and we have to accept that we have to not be like ah this is
00:50:00.320hard so i'm gonna avoid it or this sucks or you know if i don't look good enough then like i don't
00:50:04.960want to do it's like no fuck all that pull up your fucking i don't know bootstraps whatever the fuck
00:50:09.680you want to call stop being a pussy it'd be better period yeah that's it you know so no that's the
00:50:16.120point right now because like have you noticed the the rise and the outrage and what they're
00:50:21.600the yeah of course you you've seen it like the the installation of that us first them the anger
00:50:27.520the the division and the even that like even on the internet maybe that's a good example a good
00:50:32.580barometer do you find that people are overall angrier well yeah but that's that's because on
00:50:41.340the internet that's what also gets more attention so whether it's a commenter that goes fuck sneco
00:50:47.540he's a cuck-ass bitch he's a loser no one says that nobody's ever said that before that's the
00:50:52.700first time hear me out hear me out so i promise i'm gonna make a point that comment will get way
00:50:58.680more likes and engagement than yo sneaker's a really good dude and he's super creative you
00:51:02.660see what i'm saying okay yeah i don't think you need to word it like that okay i'll do me i'll do
00:51:08.220me follow doobie fuck you you bald steroid insecure bitch can't control your emotions like
00:51:13.960that will get more engagement than be like yo bro you're actually really thoughtful appreciate
00:51:18.200your content you know what i'm saying okay yeah i think i'll see you i'll see it i don't i don't
00:51:23.500know if those insults were equal but i see i see the point whatever well i mean yours is a little
00:51:27.520different but the point is like that is what does better on the internet is negative shit so yeah
00:51:32.760of course you're gonna fucking see it more and then it normalizes it and then here we are
00:51:36.980you know absolutely look at me drinking defeat dude are you sponsored by prime
00:51:42.440no no yeah put that down there you gotta have a drink bro i slight the fucking drink
00:51:49.380wait did you saw logan said he was gonna yeah you have beef with the ceo he said he's gonna
00:51:56.200release the video of him beating you up and humiliating you guys i leaked the shit leaked
00:51:59.560the shit do it is it bad leak it it must not be that bad leak it was it wrestling
00:52:06.540were there punches and kicks in there a little bit of no kicks but it was wrestling a little
00:52:10.920bit of both there were some punches little little fisticuffs gloves or no gloves no gloves no gloves
00:52:17.120you guys went bare knuckle wrestling and boxing bare knuckle fighting yeah yeah you bare knuckle
00:52:23.620fought in in your gym yeah yes yes yes in the corner where the mats are okay and wait so did