00:00:00.000so chat fousey messaged me earlier this way and you sent it a good text and you know i i do you
00:00:06.880know i do miss you a little bit you know um i mean i miss you too i think i think about you
00:00:14.800often in the brotherhood we had but no i i genuinely meant every word that i said in the text
00:00:19.440that um i sent you today and i want to i i know you know but i it's very like when you look at
00:00:26.560at the internet very hard to see that anybody is on your side with it um because it looks like
00:00:33.420that's not the case at all but it was just a reminder a kindly gentle reminder to you to let
00:00:38.260you know that people are and like you know you're like i love the sweater only fear god like you
00:00:43.860standing in your truth you standing your principles and morals you not holding to protect whatever it
00:00:48.440is that you have like it's seen and it's appreciated and i think it's worth more than
00:00:52.780anything else that anybody in this situation that you went through is doing right now i appreciate
00:00:58.700it big time and i think maybe can you read what you said i think it was uh there was some value
00:01:03.520in there yeah i said keep your head up stay strong you standing for something and not folding
00:01:10.000or compromising your word of values to protect yourself is worth more than anything anyone else
00:01:15.580can say for themselves be mindful of everything being shown to you right now and remember it all
00:01:20.840don't forget these lessons the shaitan is that full play against you and it's seen in so many
00:01:25.920individuals right now spreading their bullshit rhetoric it's pathetic don't drop your crown
00:01:30.220i think you're i think you're spot on man alhamdulillah that was uh you know i appreciate
00:01:35.800you saying that and i'm glad to see you doing well i was wondering you know how long or if it
00:01:40.860was going to be long-standing but yet it's you you've been you've been locked in for for quite
00:01:45.660a while i know and you know i actually because i i remember a comment you made and i again like
00:01:52.600obviously it warranted you had said like you know i see that he's you know he's different right now
00:01:59.580change whatever but i can't ever go back when somebody shows you who they are and it's only
00:02:04.500a matter of time till he reverts and i always use that as like a thing to myself as a reminder of
00:02:10.040like don't go back keep going regardless so like and yeah people like people are still commenting
00:02:15.280saying it's only a matter of time not realizing it's been over a year yeah I just want to say
00:02:19.980like everything man I forgive you and I understand like people go through things mentally and it
00:02:26.480doesn't define who you are so I'm really happy to see you be on a better path no I appreciate that
00:02:34.000a lot a lot um but yeah I like I don't want to say any names I don't want to involve myself in
00:02:42.100that way but there are certain rhetorics and perspectives being pushed by certain people that
00:02:46.940is like and it upsets me it upsets me um because you knew this like you know how they say you're
00:02:54.600like i just said about myself if somebody shows you who they are believe them i feel like you
00:02:59.300knew this about certain people that recently like in this like i don't know miami's a weird like
00:03:04.800dystopian type of thing you guys talk about each other online and you say all these things then
00:03:10.100see each other the next day and it's all laughing smiling shaking hands and it's like what where
00:03:14.440and when i recently saw you with uh a certain individual who's always been like having a
00:03:21.480vendetta against you and be back in the same circle just didn't sit right and it proved itself
00:03:27.280again that was a situation where now that that person found the opportunity to throw you under
00:03:32.080not only throwing you under but trying to run you over back and forth with a bulldozer and it's
00:03:37.120bullshit and it surprises me that nobody sees right through that like me being on the outside
00:03:42.220watching i'm like how the fuck are they believing any of this bullshit yeah it's that's what um i
00:03:48.780don't like the drama farmer and everything i want to get back to the content it's actually
00:03:51.940funny that we're speaking i really i never wear a ski mask on stream and then here we are i'm
00:03:57.540wearing the g7 mask when you call it i don't think i've ever worn one stream yeah i don't want it to
00:04:02.720be in this position that people are saying it's corny and it is it's like but at the same time
00:04:06.660my reputation is on the line and people are trying to not only destroy everything i built but i think
00:04:11.340people want to kill me no a hundred percent we have and what's crazy to me about it though not
00:04:19.720only so and again i'm trying to say all this without you know needing to again drama farm
00:04:24.580say any names that certain individuals in the circumstance that were i think under you know
00:04:33.300all of you who were involved there's certain individuals who not only like let's say got the
00:04:39.540pass but are protected on such a high level to make it seem like the reality that was caught in
00:04:45.6804k wasn't actually what happened like when i watched it and i saw the protection happening
00:04:52.400the words being said like oh you look very uncomfortable in that clip i'm like no they
00:04:56.420no they weren't they weren't uncomfortable in that clip they were they were they were
00:05:01.080fine and dandy and free and happy but now that like in there it's kind of like what happens in
00:05:08.360the middle east of palestine like you see the reality what's happening that's up but then
00:05:12.620they'll you'll go online and switch the narrative entirely we're like that's not true though
00:05:16.440exactly like that's not that's not what happened the gaslighting they're fully convinced of it
00:05:21.860they're fully convinced i mean they they know it's a lie but they convince themselves of the lie
00:05:27.220and they commit so hard to it that it really they're if enough people say it it becomes a
00:05:33.300new reality that everybody's involved in perception is reality so obviously i don't want to harp on
00:05:38.860this stuff forever but it really it's uh it's important too but yeah i want to i'll i think a
00:05:44.360couple more days of this and i i'll get back out of this and i can be promoting something good and
00:05:49.620making good content again um and jimmy just asking and i i i pray that you will i know that you will
00:05:56.760I mean you've been through you know with the bands and everything you've been through you know you've been through this um in you seeing how many people like show their true colors to who they were to you and trying to right now run you over finish you do whatever were there also people that came out of the woodworks to show you support behind the scenes?
00:06:18.880so many and you know i would say it was almost all muslims and christians and dave smith he's a jew
00:06:26.240but mostly yeah mostly muslims and christians people of faith were all coming and the people
00:06:31.840that i know uh that i have trusted before everyone i'm getting messages uh from from so many people
00:06:38.740and it's good it's good to see that like that i'm not going crazy because like when they're really
00:06:43.200trying to convince you of that and i've never seen it i've never seen it happen that blatantly
00:06:47.900and also with the like acting like this wasn't live streamed in front of what 50 000 people
00:06:52.700so literally but what are you up to now shit man just continuing on the path that i'm on i'm trying
00:07:00.540to like with this it's funny i just did a skit right now that's gonna come out where i dressed
00:07:06.780as the guy who used to wear ski masks and stuff in that version of me and it was it was it was
00:07:12.620hard to even act as if like i was that person so now in this you know in this sanity that i've
00:07:21.000found and the maturity that i found just trying to build a a life out of it build a career out of
00:07:25.380it find halal money through it doing it the right way as opposed to everything else that i've done
00:07:29.700in my career doing everything instantly getting everything fast losing everything fast i'm taking
00:07:34.220my time um i'm working day and night and building something out of this fitness uh venture that i'm
00:07:39.360yo maybe we could lock in i don't know uh i do need to get now that i'm top g i need to get my
00:07:44.600fitness right i need to put on some muscle i haven't been eating a lot you gotta protect the
00:07:48.820physical vessel now especially with all this shit no i'm my physical i i'm good but it's more just
00:07:54.340about optics aesthetics and everything that is super important that's it you have to always dress
00:07:58.900so you have to look the part you know so i think putting on some muscle mass is crucial right now
00:08:04.220yeah i'm about to get back in it because i had uh no surgery recently so i've been out the gym
00:08:10.440for a minute and that's why i lost a lot of mass and muscle but i'm about to put on size this year
00:08:14.000so anytime you want to get it in anything fitness related i'm there perfect perfect you know you
00:08:20.260never took a gambling deal right me yeah no the one time ever this is circa 2000 and i want to
00:08:31.220say 17 right i did a youtube post um i forgot what it was for i did a youtube post for one of
00:08:40.620gambling right my oldest brother i've talked to you about him before my husband calls me on the
00:08:45.660phone and he goes i don't get i was supposed to do three youtube videos i did one he calls me on
00:08:50.520the phone he goes i don't give a fuck how much they paid you you are to send back every single
00:08:55.680dollar they paid you and break out of the contract immediately that's the one thing i'm not gonna
00:09:01.460like allow to happen i immediately i canceled the contract sent back the money burnt my bridge with
00:09:06.220not only the manager who was managing me but the brand that was trying to help me and you know
00:09:11.520never look back i'd love to hear that they're saying before i hang up uh they're all saying
00:09:17.480to ask about cheeser i'm not are you you're good with cheeser
00:09:20.440yeah man i was uh it was when i was fucking psycho and i there's a clip where i guess i
00:09:26.720went off on him i don't remember but that's all that's all in the play you had some it was some
00:09:32.420good times i saw you did say something recently that you did pioneer the 2023 irl it's true i want
00:09:37.720more people to see the credit it's like that run laid the blueprint out for what everybody's doing
00:09:42.640on twitch today yeah and i don't like to i know you're not supposed to like you know kiss your
00:09:48.380own ass or like say i did this or whatever but it was like it's one of those things where especially
00:09:54.440me being on the internet for as long as i have the the roads that are taped on youtube or whatever
00:09:59.080i remember specifically in 2023 before i even made it mainstream with the streaming where i had said
00:10:05.560when i was doing the it was i think it was the first seven days of being live and i literally
00:10:09.520said there's gonna come a time where this becomes mainstream corporations are gonna become involved
00:10:15.780celebrities are going to start doing this and being
00:10:17.820live is going to be the new thing like