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00:00:00.000 all women are equal all women are beautiful except for liz hey who huh

00:00:09.120 just kidding lizzo's hot oh they said lily no bro come on man yeah

00:00:18.380 no i meant lizzo

00:00:21.980 i didn't think of that it's getting uh yeah the phone the long distance thing is getting

00:00:29.400 worse it's like it's just there's just a communication thing alone it's just not

00:00:35.020 sustainable every time she talks like i told you that every time i reply like i say something

00:00:41.100 she's at like a job or something i'm like who are you working for huh who are you working for

00:00:46.240 huh and like she's doing something i'm like who is the job for ah it doesn't even matter it's like

00:00:52.080 we just spent 30 seconds to ask the question and it doesn't it doesn't even matter it's like oh my

00:00:57.020 and i'm just i guess it's not even her fault it's not even her fault

00:01:04.700 who is the job for like i don't even care anymore i'm just trying to make small talk

00:01:09.660 i can't do it i can't do it you think part of it's because uh you're already smashed like you

00:01:14.060 think if you're still trying to win her over if this is right in the beginning if covet had

00:01:17.660 happened right when you guys met and you had never smashed before you think you'd be able to do the

00:01:20.700 long distance thing just to keep her intrigued no no we met in january like we met only two months

00:01:25.820 with like three months before kobe you already smashed by the time kobe started yeah you're

00:01:29.900 already like the whole nine well i don't understand the difference wait what do you mean

00:01:34.860 because i feel like i've entertained girls through facetimes because i've never been with them so i'm

00:01:42.540 just more uh motivated to entertain them and make them like me right but once i've already had it

00:01:49.420 why am i gonna be facetiming every day yeah every day i see what you mean it's also but it's also

00:01:54.700 is just like if you could it's easier to entertain somebody who speaks the same language

00:01:58.180 in facetime like they can understand you it's like literally half the stuff gets lost it's

00:02:04.140 more language barrier than a connection barrier it's language barrier connection barrier time

00:02:07.780 zone barrier like it's everything like i'm just waking up and i'm still like uh and she's like

00:02:12.040 really like talkative and active i'm just like listening to her and i'm barely even awake and

00:02:16.420 when i'm ready like she's ready to go to sleep you know there's so many factors if you're on the

00:02:22.440 same coast and you speak the same language you're from the same country like you're able to have

00:02:25.660 some productive conversations on facetime we're talking we're literally just like facetiming to

00:02:30.400 look at each other for a little bit pretty much that's a funny story this girl it's more because

00:02:35.700 i was drunk i was looking at her i feel like i shouldn't say this on camera she might watch it

00:02:38.840 yeah i don't really care i was more drunk so i was flirting with her being extra cute charming

00:02:43.640 and then she liked me she texted me she's like oh when are you when are we gonna hang out or

00:02:47.620 whatever okay so i looked on her instagram and i saw she has a podcast and it's literally a

00:02:53.380 relationship podcast just for girls so this basically this but their version and i hate

00:02:58.640 their version so much yeah i think it's just solely for the fact that it's girls you know

00:03:03.960 is it actually entertaining though i watched one episode you know what bothered me the amount of

00:03:09.840 times they say like and how fast they speak i say like a lot i when i watch back the videos i do i

00:03:16.120 say i use like a lot for filler word but i don't say like girl like like like where you start a

00:03:22.140 sentence with that it gets to a point where it's excessive and you start noticing it yeah and you

00:03:26.100 can't really focus on what they're saying my problem isn't saying it obviously everybody says

00:03:29.520 like yeah i say it a lot but just the way that they spoke and they speak so fast and it's not

00:03:35.720 very to the point and their jokes aren't that funny but they're all dying laughing and that

00:03:40.220 shit irks me in my tummy you don't think any man could enjoy that podcast uh i'm sure some men could

00:03:49.420 the same ones who talk shit on the second podcast we did on youtube these aren't the guys you want

00:03:54.140 ladies you want me like shut the fuck up those guys not gonna fuck you those guys are liars they

00:03:59.540 they like it they're just they wouldn't nah they still like it but they're just trying to sound

00:04:03.460 woke that's what i'm saying and then she had this part where she's her and it's her and three of her

00:04:08.920 friends they're going off on a tangent about ghosting and they're just saying how bad ghosting

00:04:13.020 is it's the worst of the worst like you should never ghost anybody yeah that's just give them

00:04:17.080 the closure that's stupid and i'm listening to it and she had texted me maybe 20 minutes before

00:04:22.000 i started listening to it and she's like when are we gonna hang out next and every bone in my body

00:04:28.060 just wanted to ghost you didn't ghost her you should no of course you should have followed

00:04:33.060 through imagine the podcast episode after that like that would have been fire i don't even know

00:04:37.840 if they talk they definitely would have talked yes they would have they just i saw time because

00:04:40.920 i told her we'd hang out on friday i can still ghost her yes yes i want to see that's even worse

00:04:44.260 if i tell her yeah we're hanging out on friday evening oh yeah for real ghost or yeah tell her

00:04:47.680 schedule at everything and then just should i just flake i just have her show up complete

00:04:52.000 should i send her far bro should i send her like jersey yeah pull up to boston i'm gonna be here

00:04:58.280 come see me i miss you i'm just here in new york and you're gonna park don't go that far

00:05:03.660 Give her a little ghost.

00:05:04.920 It's like, just to stop the line.

00:05:05.540 I wouldn't do all that.

00:05:06.840 It's really, it's kind of immature to get mad at something like ghosting.

00:05:10.260 It happens to everybody.

00:05:11.220 It's not even a gender thing.

00:05:12.200 It happens to me all the time.

00:05:13.340 They're just saying they really want the closure.

00:05:15.700 That's immature to even ask for.

00:05:17.580 That's just stupid.

00:05:18.500 I think it's not immature to ask for.

00:05:20.060 Yes, it is.

00:05:20.380 It's immature to complain about it.

00:05:22.300 It's immature to complain about it.

00:05:23.360 It's the right thing to do.

00:05:25.040 The right thing to do is be like, I don't like you, so I'm not going to talk to you.

00:05:27.840 When are there morals in this game?

00:05:30.520 i'm not saying there are but they have a point they're not saying anything false

00:05:35.020 they're saying what their ideal world is not that it'll ever happen why do women always speak about

00:05:40.240 their ideal world like it's going to exist like stop trying to make things like the way they

00:05:46.280 should be like women have a harder time accepting the way things are you know what it is they're so

00:05:50.960 hypocritical they want this ideal world they'll be like so you're talking about they like all women

00:05:55.500 or just them the majority them not even them i don't know let's go full misogynist yeah i don't

00:05:59.880 know them like that to like delve deep into their life and call them out but a lot of shit that i

00:06:03.900 see on twitter are girls like oh i want a man to be able to provide for me like give me a spa day

00:06:09.380 if i need a day off buy me a birkin this and that and then those same women are fighting for equality

00:06:14.860 and saying how it's not right when you can't be feminist and then also want a guy to buy you

00:06:21.540 yeah exactly that's not that's what i'm getting at yeah that shit pisses me off that's a huge

00:06:26.320 double standard and i feel like a lot of women are hypocritical in that sense you're right

00:06:32.300 i think i can think of one girl in my mind that stands out so clearly that she always retweets

00:06:38.380 some shit about like my man needs to buy me shit my man needs to buy me shit and then she'll

00:06:42.680 simultaneously tweet like i'm a business woman like i have it going for myself i'm independent

00:06:46.740 i don't need this you're independent clearly i'm come on she's she's independent but she doesn't

00:06:51.100 want to be but she just wants a sugar daddy but she still wants to be a boss i don't know bro

00:06:55.280 Could you imagine saying something like that publicly?

00:06:57.500 Like, I need my woman to provide for me.

00:06:59.780 You should be careful.

00:07:00.460 All the smoke's going to the lens.

00:07:01.960 You think it's going to do anything?

00:07:02.740 Nah.

00:07:04.200 Nah, yeah.

00:07:05.220 It's her whole identity.

00:07:06.960 But she's bad as fuck.

00:07:08.020 So when she hits me up, I respond.

00:07:10.340 But I just know I could never, ever, ever in a million years date her or even hang out with her for the sole purpose of doing anything but sex.

00:07:18.840 Stuck on a new video.

00:07:20.040 Can't.

00:07:20.820 Can't.

00:07:21.160 You got any advice?

00:07:22.200 I need.

00:07:22.640 Wait, how do I get more creative?

00:07:23.740 I'm trying to write

00:07:25.620 I'm just stuck

00:07:26.320 You're trying to write?

00:07:27.640 Yeah I mean

00:07:28.080 This happens every week

00:07:29.120 Like I'll make a video

00:07:30.140 And then try to make a new one

00:07:31.500 And I can't think of anything

00:07:32.360 The thing is

00:07:33.140 You like hard hitting topics

00:07:34.280 Yeah

00:07:34.960 You like some philosophical shit

00:07:36.400 You know this one

00:07:38.080 I've been writing about this

00:07:39.980 I think that

00:07:43.060 Like some of my favorite artists

00:07:44.560 Are all dead

00:07:45.560 Like Patrice O'Neill

00:07:47.200 Is my favorite stand up comedian

00:07:48.100 Is dead

00:07:48.400 My favorite

00:07:48.960 Drawer was Basquiat

00:07:50.780 He's dead

00:07:51.260 favorite rappers just died like pop smoke is dead x died kirk hobain i've been listening i woke up

00:07:58.060 yesterday like nirvana was playing in my head that guy's dead amy winehouse why is it that

00:08:02.480 do you think that there's some part of you that you have to give up on like do you have to stop

00:08:08.620 caring about life a little bit to make really great art no it's not like they gave up kirk

00:08:14.980 Cobain might have given up because he committed suicide, but X didn't give up.

00:08:20.420 Yeah, but he was putting out this energy where he's like, man, pull up on me.

00:08:23.700 Yeah, I'm going to fuck you up.

00:08:24.980 Yeah, if you pull up on me, I'm going to shoot.

00:08:26.420 That's good.

00:08:26.720 That's stop.

00:08:27.820 You stop caring about life a little bit.

00:08:29.940 If you're willing.

00:08:30.500 Towards the end, he wasn't even like that anymore.

00:08:32.360 He was on some little positive.

00:08:33.480 I know.

00:08:33.800 Towards the end, like after.

00:08:34.860 People always say that shit, but that was like six months after he was like calling

00:08:39.180 up Migos on Instagram Live and getting jumped on stage.

00:08:42.820 You know what I mean?

00:08:43.100 Like he was reckless six months before that.

00:08:44.980 It's not like he evolved and went through this huge transformation.

00:08:47.600 Like, he dyed his hair, and this happened a couple months later.

00:08:50.760 That energy doesn't leave you.

00:08:53.060 You can't just, like, be beating people up every week for,

00:08:56.600 and then a year later be like, oh, I'm peaceful now.

00:08:58.820 Like, it's going to follow you.

00:09:00.940 No, but I don't think giving up on life means great art.

00:09:04.740 I don't even think the reason that you.

00:09:06.300 I'm saying, like, I think you have to, like.

00:09:08.320 I think a more interesting question is why you like those particular people so much.

00:09:13.240 Yeah, I thought about that.

00:09:14.260 like is it am I just romanticizing dead people or do I actually like them as my favorites yeah

00:09:18.500 and they're less volatile like the people are alive tomorrow they could become the meme of

00:09:22.380 the century and you'll probably not like them anymore because nobody else will they just fade

00:09:27.720 out these people are dead they're solidified they're always going to be good yeah because

00:09:31.300 they're their art is the only thing that lives on yeah they can't do anything to fuck it up

00:09:35.300 but I feel like like Patrice for example like he he knew he was like he died from diabetes and he

00:09:41.120 he was fat like his whole life and he never made an effort to fix it and he used to always joke

00:09:45.440 about not wanting to and about like he always he would make fun of like people who are in their

00:09:49.920 40s or like i'm going back to school it's like you're 40 give up it's over like he would get

00:09:54.300 invited to go on celebrity fit club shows and he just wouldn't he would just make fun of it like

00:09:59.080 why would i do this i'm 40 i'm gonna be fat i don't want to work out like i have to work out

00:10:03.600 again tomorrow he would always say that but it made him like he was really he just stopped because

00:10:08.580 he clearly didn't give a fuck like if you watch his comedy he did not care about anything there

00:10:12.780 was nothing on his mind that was like that could stop him from saying what he truly wanted

00:10:17.080 if you give a fuck about certain things like you it changes your art i think that's living

00:10:23.060 life more to the full like to the fullest more than it is giving up well living not living life

00:10:29.400 to the fullest like living for your art you're living to create the best art he's clearly not

00:10:34.120 living life to its fullest he died when he's 41 yeah but in those 41 years he did exactly that's

00:10:39.260 what i'm saying so do you have to give up some sort of your life to make the best because he did

00:10:44.120 clearly what do you give up he just gave his health yeah but he didn't give that up for his

00:10:49.100 art you think he gave that up regardless but i think he he just didn't want to get in shape

00:10:57.120 because he didn't want to make a change like he just wanted to be himself through and through he

00:11:01.180 didn't want to put any effort into anything that he didn't like that's kind of what stand-up is

00:11:06.060 it's just being as authentically you as possible not caring about anything not changing like when

00:11:12.820 someone yells out like heckler he's yelling out like hey fuck hey fuck you back like you don't

00:11:16.460 care that's that's what that type of energy is what made him my favorite stand-up comedian

00:11:22.580 if you listen to nirvana like i was listening to rvana all day yesterday like you can hear in his

00:11:27.840 voice like there's something really authentic about the way he's singing like he's there's

00:11:32.140 songs like he had called like rape me and it's like really good it's a really good song and who

00:11:37.240 else could make a song called rape me and make it fire how many bands copied nirvana for like

00:11:41.820 decades after every like white band every white dude band since then has sounded a little bit

00:11:46.260 like nirvana but they all sound corny nirvana is there's something authentic about it and the guy

00:11:52.280 killed himself but if he hadn't killed himself then he might be corny today yeah that's true

00:11:59.400 like eminem like if eminem if eminem had died in like 2004 he'd be legend forever but i think back

00:12:06.780 then he stopped giving a fuck about life that guy was reckless that guy was reckless as fuck and

00:12:11.780 then when he started caring and he started trying to get corny that's what he's doing now he's got

00:12:15.260 a beard he's got plastic surgery he's like healthy and he has a what you know he's got a nice big

00:12:19.420 house and he tries to rap it's like no one cares no one cares at all but it honestly he's the

00:12:25.460 perfect example if he had died in 2003 2004 biggie tupac level easily it's actually hurting his

00:12:32.040 career staying alive yeah isn't that crazy that is crazy and that's so true

00:12:38.040 like amy winehouse i think it would be the same thing like she would have gotten like fatter and

00:12:43.900 older and like marilyn all these people they get kind of immortalized when they die young and so

00:12:48.140 only their art is what lives on yeah but at the same time i think that's part of the appeal though

00:12:53.020 yeah but the eminem had that energy eminem had that patrice energy that i'm talking about he

00:12:58.600 just didn't die yeah he just fucked up and stayed alive so did you think i got a point you think

00:13:05.860 there's something yeah you're already writing that i mean i'm trying to write it but i'm just

00:13:09.380 like i'm trying to because you pointed out my one um fault like am i just romanticizing dead

00:13:16.980 people too much but i think a lot of people like their favorite artists are are dead too that's

00:13:21.900 what i said because they're involatile it's always going to be that they are what they are now they're

00:13:25.060 dead the rare cases are michael jackson you know what i mean that people try to dig it up after

00:13:31.840 he's dead but he's just a different level yeah because he was the most famous dude ever and it

00:13:35.300 still didn't even really work like that no one's going to stop listening to michael i think a lot

00:13:38.260 of people stop listening to michael jackson i think people stop listening to him in general

00:13:41.140 and i think the people who used to actually listen to him still listen to him like i didn't listen

00:13:46.000 to michael jackson you didn't not thriller like i'd listen i know the songs i can sing a lot of

00:13:51.660 the songs but it's not i'm in my shower i'm about to queue up a playlist i'm a yeah i don't think

00:13:55.640 i've ever put him in my rotation yeah that's what i'm saying it's just if he's on yeah i know all

00:13:58.880 the songs same shit who are your favorites like do you have like idols like that

00:14:04.020 no no one i can think this person is like the goat you know i mean that i romanticize like

00:14:13.480 that maybe Neymar I fuck with Neymar heavy we had this argument before when Kobe died I'm like

00:14:18.820 you'd cry if Neymar died you're like no I wouldn't no I wouldn't yes you that's the fuck you would

00:14:23.080 if Neymar died you're crying you're shedding a tear can only cross that bridge when we get there

00:14:27.640 come on man yeah I really didn't care when Kobe died not to be like an asshole but it just

00:14:37.100 but if Neymar died you would feel something even though you've never met him and you have

00:14:41.380 no connection direct connection to him no i have a spiritual connection to him when i jerk off i

00:14:46.000 think about him so like it's there okay spiritual sexual whatever you want to call it and cannibal

00:14:50.740 you said like if he was hungry i stand by that i'm dying on that hill what'd you say if neymar

00:14:57.400 was hungry starving and the only thing left for him to eat was my firstborn i'd feed it to him

00:15:02.080 bon appetit yeah why is that why why neymar i don't know i just grew up on him did you not

00:15:10.860 really yeah he became a professional 29 yeah he's 28 29 but he can he became a professional he was

00:15:18.120 what 15 16 so i was 9 10 yeah that's true that's when i first started understanding what soccer is

00:15:26.100 and seeing who's good and who's not and actually understand remembering games and it was when he

00:15:31.780 started coming up so we grew up together so that's my guy that's why i changed my my bio on tinder

00:15:38.180 just like uh i'm so tired of having that astrology conversation again and again and again you put it

00:15:46.660 in your bio i put like uh haha yes let's talk about our star signs and listen to your problems

00:15:51.660 and then like now like let's talk about my birthday and ask about your problem now girls

00:15:56.220 like will come in like joking about uh virgos at least they're aware that like how common it is

00:16:02.220 like i'm just that's the first conversation every time every time i had a girl literally

00:16:07.620 ask me the time i was born the weather outside yeah they want to know everything this is too

00:16:14.540 much either feds the fuck but actually i think that makes more sense than when they just hear

00:16:20.260 oh i'm this side and they're like oh okay i can't fuck with you like at least you have a little bit

00:16:25.160 of science behind it like you want to know the exact time that kind of differentiates me from

00:16:28.860 a lot of people if a girl's really gonna not fuck with you because you're signed like i don't want

00:16:33.520 no of course not of course not yeah but i'm saying my problem a big problem i had with it

00:16:39.080 is that you can't just clump that many people together into a personality trait because there's

00:16:43.560 so many people born on the same day as you yeah you can't just come every time you say that

00:16:47.400 they're like oh well what about your earth sign and your moon sign that's what i'm saying there's

00:16:51.060 too many bring it down to the time they were born and like now you're narrowing it down to like

00:16:56.080 someone specific and if that means something different you can have that if it makes you

00:16:59.860 feel better i'm not gonna judge you for it but the first one is just so dumb that i can't even

00:17:05.020 let you be at ease are you like a pisces what do you have a pisces what does that mean what are

00:17:10.180 you supposed to be do you know i'm supposed to be a neat freak i'm supposed to be like really tidy

00:17:14.140 and on top of everything and extremely organized that's like virgo trait you think i'm like that

00:17:18.940 at all no not one bit not at all look at the table right here like the setup for this i'm not

00:17:24.400 a neat freak whatsoever i'm not wearing fucking socks right now and you're supposed to be like

00:17:29.320 extremely ocd organized like washing my hands like that's what virgo i don't i'm not like that

00:17:34.160 whatsoever and then every time i say that they like bring up my earth and the moon sign and

00:17:38.560 now the best is like when someone knows you and you're like all right so tell me what i am

00:17:44.000 if they don't know your birthday because most people most girls don't know your birthday yeah

00:17:48.280 their head all right so tell me what i am you know me yeah you got a 1 in 12 shot realistically

00:17:53.440 because there's just no way you know actually there was this dude um this dude that i think

00:17:58.320 lily used to smash like they met on tinder he was a nice guy we went to his crib and they had

00:18:02.860 like a pool party i remember this yeah so later at night he's talking about um he's he's really

00:18:07.180 into the star shit and he got like a couple people there within the first couple guesses

00:18:12.280 he got mine in three tries that's pretty good it took him three 25 25 chance yeah but that's

00:18:21.300 i don't know he got i think another person right too or some shit

00:18:24.160 maybe there's something to it sometimes i think there is because when you talk to these experts

00:18:30.160 like you're like oh wait how do you know that experts i don't know the scientists i'm starting

00:18:36.660 to come to terms with the fact that it helps people cope and it helps people kind of self-identify

00:18:41.400 same with religion i mean you were talking about god earlier isn't the same thing that's what i'm

00:18:45.240 saying that's why i'm coming to terms with it like let them have it i don't believe in it but

00:18:49.400 i understand how it helps them and why they need it so just let them let them have it why can't you

00:18:54.360 say the same thing about god though i can you can yeah so you think that i'm not out here like

00:18:58.480 you're christian ew don't talk you know what i mean yeah no but i used to be like you believe

00:19:02.080 in star signs like fuck you like you're dumb but yeah you're all about like acceptance now

00:19:07.280 and just accepting people for who they are no i'm not all about acceptance like i'm not here

00:19:11.980 sitting cross-legged doing yoga in the morning you will be next time we do this podcast you've

00:19:16.200 made a transformation people are like this cast went from 16 to 30 real quick it's the beard bro

00:19:20.580 thinking different it's the hair follicles it connects to my brain right talking more like

00:19:25.120 joe rogan now with the beard like you hunt elk no i'm about to shave the beard for the next one

00:19:32.520 just for the culture shock oh yeah i wish i could you know we could shave another slit in your eyebrow

00:19:40.420 do you believe like how much do you really believe in god

00:19:48.020 i don't know bro not a lot i thank god for most days but i've said this before in the first

00:19:55.860 podcast i don't know what it's for if i believe in it or if i'm just trying to secure my place

00:19:59.920 in heaven okay yeah all right so you're all right that's fair i'm completely they call it nihilist

00:20:09.540 That's what people are calling me.

00:20:11.380 I just don't believe in, like, anything.

00:20:14.000 I thought it was atheists.

00:20:15.960 Yeah, but atheists, like, have...

00:20:17.640 I think they follow, like, some guidance stuff.

00:20:20.120 I don't know.

00:20:21.260 I don't think a lot of stuff matters, like, at all.

00:20:23.980 Yeah, me neither.

00:20:25.160 I think it's being an absurdist, no?

00:20:28.140 Or being an absurdist is, like,

00:20:30.000 the end-all be-all.

00:20:31.940 Nothing's gonna really matter.

00:20:34.320 Nothing matters?

00:20:35.440 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:20:36.020 is that a negative way of seeing the world or it could be positive depending on how you take it

00:20:43.240 like the way you put it in your last video you stopped really caring and you went you saw the

00:20:46.820 world you had good experiences yeah you don't need to necessarily think that those things are

00:20:51.880 important to enjoy them to the overall ending of the world how has your perception of life changed

00:20:59.460 because of covid people on patreon were asking that i think it's a good question

00:21:03.080 some just one guy he asked that and then he said he re-evaluated like he used to be really big into

00:21:08.900 politics and now every time he sees it it just makes him mad and angry or like he used to care

00:21:14.280 about what other people were doing or where other people's heads are at and covid made him realize

00:21:17.920 like independence is what you should be doing you shouldn't really care what other people do at all

00:21:23.640 i agree with that i didn't really participate in covid for it to change me yeah you didn't you

00:21:29.420 never cared no i never really was shut down or scared or i was paranoid for a while like that's

00:21:35.060 why like it changed the way i think a little but you never let it affect you yeah i'm at that point

00:21:40.640 now where i think a lot of people are or like paranoia is gone yeah they're trying to stir it

00:21:47.500 up i could tell of course they are that's why i didn't see they're trying to post maps everywhere

00:21:51.020 this is the only country that's not getting better the heat maps that's not true either

00:21:56.080 that's not true i found a lot of that i'm pretty sure there's a documentary on how maps are always

00:22:03.520 are almost always fabricated to some extent yeah to fit a narrative

00:22:08.000 and where are they getting these statistics like yeah you could yeah i've never been surveyed but

00:22:12.400 even like on social media people are trying like i'm seeing threads of people saying like all the

00:22:18.240 covid symptoms that people have had after they got it like i lost my sense of smell i can't hear

00:22:22.400 anymore everything tastes like chemicals i'm not saying i don't believe it does a lot of that i

00:22:26.400 believe it exists bro and i believe people are losing their taste and smell but i'm saying if

00:22:29.740 people are dragging it to make you scared yeah i don't think it's as bad as people make that's

00:22:33.260 shit bro that suck if you lost your taste and smell like i'm sorry if that happened to you or

00:22:36.960 someone you know but you can't live your life in fear of that and the hard truth is that no one's

00:22:42.380 even participating enough and the country's too big and too divided for us to all get on the same

00:22:46.360 page on this thing so you might as well just live your life that's what i mean like i saw the effects

00:22:50.900 of mob mentality and how strong they are during covid during protests yeah like for once you'd

00:22:57.040 be chilling and then wrapped up in like something from one video on social media you know it's funny

00:23:01.180 the first time i saw the george floyd video i didn't even care it was i was just like oh i've

00:23:05.720 seen this before like a black guy getting killed by the cops like kept scrolling and then i saw

00:23:09.780 people get outraged and i get i got outraged i just got wrapped up in the mob mentality this

00:23:14.660 whole time like that's what happened like if you stay too programmed too locked into to anything

00:23:19.360 in any types of media,

00:23:20.400 you start thinking with the masses

00:23:21.760 instead of thinking independently.

00:23:23.580 I got to fix that.

00:23:24.580 I don't want to ever get wrapped up

00:23:25.960 like that quickly

00:23:26.740 into stuff that other,

00:23:28.180 like only caring

00:23:29.060 because other people care.

00:23:30.700 No, yeah, of course.

00:23:31.520 But that one was a good one

00:23:32.200 to care about.

00:23:33.800 I think that was more productive

00:23:35.260 than fucking people protesting COVID.

00:23:40.140 People are still doing that.

00:23:41.600 That's what I'm saying.

00:23:42.280 That one I think is pointless.

00:23:43.440 If you...

00:23:44.000 Was it really productive?

00:23:46.460 Yeah.

00:23:46.980 What got changed?

00:23:48.120 The cops are like

00:23:48.880 not even arrested, right?

00:23:50.060 Nah, some of them did.

00:23:51.160 They did?

00:23:51.800 Yeah.

00:23:52.000 Yeah, Derek Chauvin.

00:23:52.720 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:23:54.640 Something good came out of it.

00:23:55.880 A lot of awareness came out of it.

00:23:57.020 Was that because of the protest,

00:23:57.120 or was that a...

00:23:58.000 I think it was helpful to...

00:23:59.380 You think all the looting was...

00:24:01.060 Everything in Manhattan was boarded up?

00:24:02.240 I'm not saying it was 100% perfect, but...

00:24:04.320 It was pretty fucking bad, dude.

00:24:05.540 It helped.

00:24:05.900 It was like the purge.

00:24:06.400 It was the purge, for sure.

00:24:08.180 I think it helped un-closet a ton of people

00:24:10.620 and their true views.

00:24:13.420 Kind of made people more open

00:24:14.580 about what they actually thought.

00:24:16.660 Yeah.

00:24:16.900 and I think that's productive

00:24:18.080 just moving forward

00:24:18.940 just knowing

00:24:19.480 being able to identify

00:24:20.460 those people

00:24:20.960 even as much as

00:24:23.000 it separates the country

00:24:23.740 people need to be transparent

00:24:25.340 we can't pretend that

00:24:26.800 you don't

00:24:28.360 hate this person

00:24:29.260 wait so you think

00:24:32.480 the haters got it

00:24:33.260 like

00:24:34.000 yeah

00:24:34.200 if you hate someone

00:24:35.140 if you're racist

00:24:35.500 say it

00:24:36.240 what did that have to do

00:24:40.400 with George

00:24:40.660 you think that

00:24:41.200 brought them out

00:24:41.880 I think it just

00:24:42.440 I thought it brought them

00:24:43.480 deeper in the closet

00:24:44.220 hell no bro

00:24:45.240 how many people

00:24:45.640 did you see

00:24:45.900 with Blue Lives Matter

00:24:46.720 flags is that really racist or is they just supporting the police probably supporting the

00:24:51.200 police who did that to george floyd it's one cop there's like three thousand that's where this in

00:24:55.120 new york stemmed from no but they're also seeing the treatment that police got like people in

00:25:00.320 portland were saying that they should abolish the police that that was a really common trend to say

00:25:04.320 literally abolish the police people were people were lighting cop cars on fire like cops were

00:25:08.560 getting killed a couple cops died in the protest so maybe they're just like being maybe we should

00:25:12.400 support the police and not have anarchy like you know portland that's not where black lives matter

00:25:17.360 came from i mean that's not where blue lives matter came from it was way before that portland

00:25:21.600 was way later it was like black lives matter started all this police brutality we're trying

00:25:26.480 to black lives matter was started by a white dude it was i didn't know that but yeah blue

00:25:31.280 lives matter was like a direct opposition to it like combating it or else they wouldn't have called

00:25:36.400 it that they would have called it something different like protect our cops move i mean

00:25:40.160 that's the way you put it it doesn't have to be like that i don't think it was directly if it was

00:25:44.540 if it were directly going against black lives matter it would be black lives don't matter

00:25:47.800 but you can't do that why not because they don't want to uncloset themselves they want to

00:25:54.080 hide behind this you said everybody they should they should i said they should not that they do

00:25:58.960 obviously not everybody does that most people don't but i'm saying they hide behind this facade

00:26:03.240 that they're really for the police and they really just care about these lives and they're not all

00:26:08.560 bad people to kind of diminish what is going on and what they're actually doing like belittle all

00:26:15.340 the bad shit that are happening by saying it's not all of them but it's a lot of them so it

00:26:19.300 deserves attention you shouldn't try to belittle it you believe in white privilege yeah i believe

00:26:24.320 that not everybody starts off in the same place as life you can get to wherever you want to be

00:26:27.460 but the road is definitely a little harder for some people do you think it was harder for you

00:26:32.240 No.

00:26:34.480 I don't really think so for me either, that it was harder in a lot of ways.

00:26:38.340 In some cases, the schools I went to, I went to really bougie, waspy schools.

00:26:42.620 But that was when the woke wave was starting, and they were trying to be really inclusive.

00:26:46.320 So it was fake nice.

00:26:47.900 I got used to that early on, white people being corny nice.

00:26:52.140 But other than that, I don't think I had a disadvantage in what I want to do at all.

00:26:57.560 And when I traveled the country, I saw a lot of these white people,

00:27:00.060 like you know they live in like trailers and like these shit homes and the towns of no people and

00:27:03.980 all there is there's a bar and a tattoo shop like these people is their lives like really that much

00:27:09.140 better do they really start with it this is the majority of the country like people in wyoming

00:27:13.800 and utah like these broke-ass white people who don't have jobs anymore because the mine closed

00:27:18.540 you know and they drive trucks though that's like the majority of white people the white people that

00:27:23.200 we're used to here that those are like the top one percent this is such a huge i never really put

00:27:28.220 this into perspective like in san angelo texas like there's nowhere town in texas where it's

00:27:34.200 all whites and they're like fat and one's on meth and there's just like a diner their lives

00:27:40.380 aren't better that's the majority that's who voted for trump is these broke-ass white people

00:27:45.260 that's like such a big part of the country it's crazy like that being in new york you don't really

00:27:50.800 like conceptualize it that's the that is the united states of america nashville been like

00:27:56.180 the midwest or any place like that all those places it's just like just sad white not i don't

00:28:01.340 want to say they're all sad i'm shitting on them too much but i don't think they had an advantage

00:28:04.880 at anything compared to me how like what why would they have easier maybe numbers wise there's less

00:28:15.060 of them impoverished than there are minorities okay but me versus timmy born in you know nowhere

00:28:23.580 utah and a mormon family okay well do we have like getting rich if we both want to become millionaires

00:28:29.260 we're like three years old like does he have a starting an edge compared to me i mean can we

00:28:36.520 take away the mormon part and just say like he lives in a trailer park or something a trailer

00:28:40.000 park that i then me i had a step ahead i think i grew up in a home maybe yeah i think there

00:28:48.060 there's more privilege than having like a two-parent household stuff like that i think

00:28:52.740 you have like a way bigger head start rather than your skin color in this country now do you think

00:28:58.020 having two parents is important yeah having having two parents is like is probably the biggest factor

00:29:03.620 in how your kid's gonna turn out like how stable the household is i agree i think that's the biggest

00:29:11.220 one yeah i just don't i want to see some figures on that and i don't know like i'm just i'm getting

00:29:19.640 into the part like the the protests and they're saying like it's a corrupt racist broken system

00:29:23.680 like through and through i was even saying some of that shit like is it is it to deny that there's

00:29:28.900 been progress is just kind of ignorant no there's definitely been progress are you far from equal

00:29:33.420 but is it really like a racist system what it is as well bro that it can't it's not equal because

00:29:40.780 in history everybody got set so far back you know i mean while white people were getting educated

00:29:47.300 black people were slaves

00:29:48.760 they learned that

00:29:50.400 when they finally got free they could only live in these

00:29:53.680 modest areas

00:29:55.140 black people were only really able to accumulate

00:29:57.580 wealth recently

00:29:58.500 yeah past like 50-60 years

00:30:00.040 and that's what runs the world

00:30:03.700 that's what puts you in these good schools

00:30:04.740 gets you educated

00:30:05.480 creates a cycle of people who are well off

00:30:08.360 and white people have been having that since this country was founded

00:30:10.920 minorities they're getting that recently

00:30:13.380 and they're just starting to get scholarships

00:30:15.520 because they want to even the playing field a little bit.

00:30:19.400 So there definitely is a head start for white people.

00:30:22.320 I even think I had some advantages, dude.

00:30:24.180 Like applying to college.

00:30:25.240 I think more colleges will want to accept me

00:30:27.660 because they want to have minorities.

00:30:29.600 And I check like three boxes.

00:30:31.160 I think that I have a better...

00:30:32.700 That's why I got a scholarship

00:30:33.520 at that boarding school I went to.

00:30:34.540 I went for free.

00:30:35.160 Shit's like 50 grand a year.

00:30:36.580 Why?

00:30:37.140 I didn't have good grades.

00:30:38.320 I wasn't a sports player.

00:30:39.540 I was just a dude.

00:30:40.620 Just some random kid.

00:30:41.740 Just a blazing.

00:30:42.420 That's it.

00:30:42.980 I was blazing.

00:30:43.620 They put me in.

00:30:44.280 I went for free.

00:30:45.480 I don't think they would have given that scholarship to a trailer park kid in Montana.

00:30:50.520 You know, I think I had an advantage there.

00:30:52.360 Yeah, you know why?

00:30:52.940 Because the trailer park kids in Montana, their great grandparents had all these scholarships.

00:30:56.800 So they should suffer because of some grandparents?

00:30:59.200 That's not fair.

00:31:00.280 That's just like...

00:31:01.980 Yeah, or else it's going to be this continuous cycle of just white people being on top.

00:31:05.900 Because the people in power are white people choosing white people.

00:31:09.260 Ideally...

00:31:09.780 You kind of got to force them to make the right choice.

00:31:11.820 You can't just expect them to be morally sound and want to pick you.

00:31:14.800 yeah but they don't they didn't want to pick me for for any correct reason that's what i'm saying

00:31:21.320 you got to force them to do the right thing yeah whether they like it or not

00:31:24.200 ideally to stop racism you just stop talking about it you stop

00:31:29.340 that's what morgan freeman said you just yeah yeah i remember that quote

00:31:34.880 well i don't really feel like that yet i don't really feel like people are ever trying to like

00:31:39.680 get something from me i don't think i'm at that level but i could see i remember like hanging with

00:31:44.680 mr beast is like i could definitely see how this guy has to keep his head on a swivel at all times

00:31:48.540 because there's not really a lot a lot of genuine interaction even now like he's literally known

00:31:53.260 for giving away millions of dollars how many genuine interactions is he having for real like

00:31:58.700 anywhere like all his videos are him and his boys whoever touches the car longest gets a brand new

00:32:03.640 lamborghini like how many people want to be friends with him just to be in one of those

00:32:06.220 that's what i'm saying like he recruited some guys and i think that they do like him but it just like

00:32:10.300 be so hard to hire people who were like loyal like that's the the problem that we had like how

00:32:17.180 i don't really yeah i could never like be genuine friends with someone who i know could like just

00:32:21.260 give can change my life he could turn me into a millionaire in a second and it wouldn't even

00:32:26.700 affect them you know what i mean this guy could change your life forever yeah in a snap of his

00:32:32.620 fingers and you're just like hanging playing fortnite yeah dude change my life in the back

00:32:37.260 of your life yeah how are you just hanging you can't it's not it's not natural i want i was

00:32:42.140 wondering if you'd ever go insane for some like everyone at a fast food restaurant too he goes to

00:32:47.340 subway and they're like oh are you gonna tip me like he just wants to get a sandwich and some

00:32:50.700 people want like 10 grand anywhere well that part he kind of did to himself he's giving his

00:32:56.060 i know i'm not saying it's it's like not his fault but sheesh i can imagine someone just like

00:33:03.020 like, trying to be extra fake to him, just like, no, no, don't worry, I got this one,

00:33:06.700 you know what I mean, like, knowing that, I don't know. Yeah, there were some weird moments like

00:33:11.940 that, where we go out to eat lunch, and then, like, we were used to him paying for lunch,

00:33:16.920 and so I was like, oh, yeah, you got it, and then he's like, oh, no, we're gonna split the check,

00:33:20.260 we're all like, really, we're gonna, really, we're gonna split the check, man, okay, like,

00:33:25.860 the waitress has to bring out eight receipts for all these people, like, 10 bucks each,

00:33:29.080 It's just like, dude, we know you give away Mercedes for your bike.

00:33:31.780 Yeah, and then you leave in three G-Wagons.

00:33:33.140 It doesn't make any sense.

00:33:33.920 It makes no sense.

00:33:35.260 This one's actually yours.

00:33:36.060 This one's yours.

00:33:38.040 Yeah, weird moments like that.

00:33:39.560 I've never experienced anything like that.

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