SHNEAKO - October 15, 2019


Talking about Self Improvement


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Length

8 minutes

Words per minute

226.89854

Word count

1,957

Sentence count

18

Harmful content

Toxicity

28

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Hate speech

14

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Summary

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In this episode, I talk about my struggles with weed and how I'm trying to be a better person. I also talk about how I quit smoking weed a few weeks ago and how it's helped me become a better human being.

Transcript

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00:00:00.000 what's up patreon this light is blinding as hell but I need to do something so I
00:00:04.800 don't to crank up the ISO all the way it's a Friday night if you guys saw my
00:00:09.300 new video it's on my channel I mean if you didn't see it's on my channel if you
00:00:14.340 did see it let me know what you think about it I didn't do a reaction video in
00:00:18.660 a long time because I couldn't find anything like really like really cringey
00:00:23.040 to react to see that shadow blocking my face every time I do this but I couldn't
00:00:27.240 find something I really wanted to react to but that was funny. It's just kind of my way of
00:00:30.900 making jokes and cracking jokes about something. I hope they don't cancel my sponsorship because
00:00:36.280 that would suck. And I just wanted to make a quick video because I have like a couple
00:00:41.020 things I wrote down on my computer that I want to talk about. Basically just processing
00:00:44.700 ideas for my next video. I don't want people to think that I'm only going to do like low
00:00:49.640 effort reaction videos. That was kind of my, I was kind of nervous about that. Like people
00:00:53.880 would think that I'm dropping quality because it's a simple video in my room but I'm not
00:00:58.960 and basically the way I write stuff is I just write bullet points and then I talk about
00:01:02.960 it then I write a little more then it takes me a long time to do my writing process and
00:01:08.500 as far as you can hear like the retards upstairs screaming and yelling. 0.98
00:01:12.600 Shouldn't you use that word yet? 1.00
00:01:15.160 Mental midgets. 1.00
00:01:18.040 Mentally gay. 1.00
00:01:20.320 Mental fags. 1.00
00:01:21.160 um yeah that's cast sit down playing fifa 0.99
00:01:26.720 um cool so this video is basically about self-improvement i don't know what the clickbait
00:01:34.660 is going to be yet whenever you have to write a video whenever i make a video or the mr beast
00:01:39.440 method is that you have to come up with the clickbait like almost immediately the clickbait
00:01:43.560 is the most important part the thumbnail and the title is almost more important than the video if
00:01:47.000 you want to get views and so i haven't really thought of the title yet i was thinking maybe
00:01:50.920 Retitling is something like trying to be better because that's basically described my life
00:01:55.640 in the past like couple months or ever since this last semester ended and summer started
00:02:00.700 and I dropped out of school and I've been doing my thing now, living on my own, paying
00:02:04.260 my rent, just doing my shit is I'm just trying to be better every single day.
00:02:08.160 And that's consisted of me quitting weed. 0.70
00:02:10.980 Quitting is like a loose term because I haven't regularly smoked weed in like a month, in
00:02:16.440 a week.
00:02:16.920 So it's been like five weeks now, but I cheated maybe one time in Paris.
00:02:20.100 I went to a music festival um but that doesn't really count if it's a music festival doesn't
00:02:23.780 really count um but the reason was just to be a better person and weed was slowing me down
00:02:28.700 it was distracting me it wasn't helping me with what I want to do so I just I cut it out um I
00:02:35.360 think a lot of other people they would have found ways around it and that it was me for a long time
00:02:39.460 like weed was clearly distracting me and slowing me down and um so every time after 6 p.m like
00:02:45.260 after class I'd get high and that was the day like I wouldn't be any more productive time in the day
00:02:49.860 if i smoke weed um so quitting that has helped but i want to find a way to moderate it like i i do
00:02:56.320 like it i like it more than alcohol and i feel like you do need something to unwind and relax
00:03:00.660 but yeah i just i'm trying to be a better person also just like i live in a house with four of the 0.99
00:03:04.780 dudes uh three right now and they're fucking stoners they're lazy bums stoners they might 0.99
00:03:10.720 even watch this i don't give a shit like i tell them this every single day they're bums you know 1.00
00:03:14.780 they wake up at 3 p.m order mcdonald's play fortnight get high like on dabs not even just 0.99
00:03:21.100 like weed but like take dabs and just chill and just have a good time every single day um
00:03:27.180 i talked about that in my how the struggle almost ruined your life video like if you're getting high
00:03:31.780 all the time you're not really getting high it's not a high anymore it just becomes a regular mind
00:03:35.900 state and that's what i see like i just see them just sit and be bums all day long just sit on the 0.98
00:03:41.360 couch and do nothing and be okay and be content with just being lazy cunts and i hate that and 0.98
00:03:46.720 it's just it's a reminder to be a better person and to not be like that um it's kind of like a 0.94
00:03:52.220 petty feeling inside because seeing being around lazy people makes me want to be a better person
00:03:57.180 it makes me it gives me another drive another reason to go to the gym or to wake up early and
00:04:04.260 to get my shit done to start writing because seeing that is it's it's a good comparison to 0.71
00:04:09.080 what i used to be like and what the alternative is to not working hard um a lot of this comes from 0.94
00:04:15.640 joe rogan i haven't talked about him but like i've been almost religiously listening to him for like
00:04:20.600 two three years now um i used to think he was a weirdo you know his obsession with chimps and he's
00:04:26.720 just kind of a weird dude but he's all about self-improvement and if someone tells me that
00:04:30.900 they listen to joe rogan it kind of clicks that i know that they have their head in in the right
00:04:35.540 place to some extent because all he talks about it is basically he's basically like oprah for
00:04:39.860 dudes if you don't listen to him it's just self-improvement for guys um and listening to
00:04:44.760 him every day is has helped me stay on that track even though he might be sound like a crazy guy a
00:04:49.060 lot of the time it's helped me like get my head in the right space to where i need to be and what
00:04:52.840 i should be doing um and what i learned from him him like he put it into better words than i could
00:04:59.440 ever um but i have always kind of believed that you need to challenge yourself every day you need
00:05:04.940 to you need to always be doing something difficult it's good to be uncomfortable if something makes
00:05:10.660 you uncomfortable then do it um if there's a positive outcome to it i mean don't just go like
00:05:15.500 chill in a dark alleyway in the middle of the night but for example i saw one of my friends
00:05:21.040 that i know from instagram he's like an instagram comedian instagram prankster and he was wrapped in
00:05:25.500 bubble wrap i was in washington square park yesterday um in between doing these meetings
00:05:30.140 at some agencies and i saw him like wrapped in bubble wrap and he was shooting a video so i'm
00:05:34.100 like hey what's up and then he's like yo can you go over to that girl and tackle me and I'm like 0.96
00:05:40.280 in my head I'm like fuck no I don't want to do that my heart sank I started feeling socially 0.98
00:05:44.300 anxious like no I don't want to no I don't want to do that I don't want to go tackle a dude wrapped 0.99
00:05:49.100 in bubble wrap in front of a girl but I said yes and I did it and I fucking tackled a girl in the 1.00
00:05:54.080 middle of Washington Square Park next to my modeling manager or whatever the fuck and it 0.98
00:05:59.200 was fun and now it's going to be on the internet and it didn't want to do it it was making me 0.70
00:06:03.360 uncomfortable but that positive outcome is that now like however many more people are going to
00:06:07.720 see that little clip on the internet um and i've been doing more stand-up comedy something that
00:06:12.840 every single time i've been signing up for open mics around the city every single time i have to
00:06:16.980 go up on stage it makes me nervous as fuck i don't want to do it i don't want to do it i have a panic 0.98
00:06:21.560 attack like a mini panic attack every single time i'm sitting there like fuck no i don't want to do 1.00
00:06:26.300 it just fuck just leave it's not a big deal it's it's just an open mic you don't need to go you 0.99
00:06:29.860 gonna need to go but in order to get better at comedy the only way to do it is to go to open mics 0.99
00:06:33.900 comedy is the only form where you need to be talking to an audience to see if the jokes are
00:06:38.380 funny that's the only way to get better and so I've been doing it like all the time and I hate
00:06:42.640 doing it until I'm on stage when I'm on stage with the microphone I love doing it but just that
00:06:47.140 anticipation is so scary but taking that step forward like and doing something challenging
00:06:53.340 doing something difficult has put me in a position where before I was making excuses for myself like
00:06:59.760 oh you have ADHD maybe you're just like chronically lazy maybe or I just need a break today I already
00:07:05.780 worked the day before doing something uncomfortable every single day like waking up early and taking 0.76
00:07:10.420 a cold shower and then going for a run even though I don't want to or lifting weights like
00:07:14.820 five days a week even though I don't want to doing something challenging has improved my mind state
00:07:18.420 a lot um and I'm lucky to have figured that out when I'm only 20 you know I was stuck in that like
00:07:23.820 bum ass state like the people in my house for so many years and you know being around people who 0.87
00:07:29.040 inspire me creatively and mentally uh who would push me surrounding yourself with the right people 0.92
00:07:34.780 helps push me forward um not just with youtube but with every aspect of my life and so yeah
00:07:41.180 self-improvement has really just described where i'm at right now um so i encourage you guys to go
00:07:47.200 wake up tomorrow and do something difficult you know cold showers are good for you that's something
00:07:52.280 that is good for you it wakes you up a little more apparently it boosts testosterone it just
00:07:56.280 gets your head in the right place so waking up i know it's tempting to turn it on warm do a get in
00:08:02.340 a cold shower it's tempting to hit snooze one more time and get 10 more minutes of sleep but just
00:08:06.420 don't do that if you start training yourself to do these things that are difficult you're going
00:08:11.280 to get used to pushing yourself and challenging yourself and the rest of your life is going to
00:08:15.200 improve because of that so yeah that's i'm just trying to say this in a video without coming off 0.94
00:08:19.780 as preachy because i'm just a fucking clueless 20 year old just like probably most of my audience 0.93
00:08:24.620 as well um but yeah that's where i'm at right now thanks for supporting me and everything um 0.86
00:08:30.140 hope you liked my last video i'm going to be posting more often um looking forward to the
00:08:34.380 future and that's it