SNEAKO - December 13, 2024NEVER KILL YOURSELF.
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Summary
In this episode of the podcast, we have a special guest on the show, an old friend of mine, who happens to be a member of the New York City Public Library for the Performing Arts. We talk about his life in the city, his love of skateboarding, and what it s like to work at the Wall Street Stock Exchange.
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this building over here was closed because people kept on killing themselves off of it
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this building is very famous here you might have seen it on instagram you might have seen it on
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tiktok but only a couple weeks after it was built they had to refuse people from entering because
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they kept killing themselves on it since then it's this spirally weird useless building that takes up
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a lot of space and is a stark reminder that you can kill yourself on it there's a lot of dark
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aspects of the city that people don't talk about one of my favorites is washington square park you
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know that park with street interviews and skateboarders and liberals with tables yeah
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100 years ago that was a graveyard for poor people who couldn't afford graves they just buried them
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and now it's a park and now we have this weird spirally suicidal building it's a close second
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i like to come here sometimes as a reminder to never kill myself
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can we get much higher so high trump just one time person of the year and he's about to go ring the
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bell for a stock exchange that does not exist anymore physically
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nice to meet you you know how long we have to wait five minutes i want your stuff good stuff oh
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are you serious sir what are you detective nypd oh okay just in a suit for today nice suit i need
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upgrading to get a jacket like this it's freezing out here i think that's clearance for me to go
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through i mean detectives we got the boss right there so i don't know
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he's only a kid but yeah this kid here 23 years old he's 23 23 he looks about 48
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detective maybe maybe after this we go on a ride-along good content
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don't get you me you and trump who do you think has a risk of your life so you can service nypd
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definitely really definitely because we're dealing with more more stuff
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you ever get to drive one of these trucks you ever get to drive one of these i've never even
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touched before you know seems like that's it he's definitely not yeah it was one of those
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middle suburbans where the feminists i want to hear some protests don't say that hey don't say
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that word don't say feminist i want to i want to go home oh man can you pretend that you hate
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trump for the video don't jinx it don't jinx it he's a misogynist he's racist hey you're sneeko
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right yeah where are you from germany nice to meet you when are you going to make videos with
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destiny again no time soon okay day in the life let's see if you really trap turn off the auto tune
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let's hear you really rap ha ha send a location i can't lie that was a little bit uneventful for
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me but you never know what you're going to run into running around new york city but i do have
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a lot planned today so i'm going to take you for a day in my life time to go to the gym then i have
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a meeting then i have to do charity then i have another meeting i have some stuff then i have a
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meeting there's a lot of stuff it's going to be a good day it's a day of my life i have about 20
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minutes to drink my coffee and use the private gym then i gotta get dressed and go meet a documentarian
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a documentary some guy wants to make a documentary then i'm in it so gotta meet and chit chat have a
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have another coffee hey in the life let's see if you really trap turn off the auto tune let's hear
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how you really rap two weeks ago i got my blood work done for the first time in my life and i just
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got my testosterone results i have a 630 which is above average i won i was actually kind of wondering
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like should i take trt but i'm not doing it 26 years old doctor told me just take some vitamin d
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pause i need to get more sunlight and i can get that baby up to 1000 but i may not have got good
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all right w yap meeting i appreciate people who want to have meetings like that in person when
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that could have been done over the phone he flew here from miami and he's from london cool nice coffee
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so we are here to quickly give some coats out to people who need coats it's cold
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can you help us out i want to give out a bunch of coats i want to get like 20 to 50 coats what
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do you think is like a reasonable price like how much are these here damn these range from 100
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oh the coats here at this thrift store are really bougie because this man had not trying to spend
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a hundred dollars for 50 coats each one of that 5k fuck that i'll get a 15 coats
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we're all the way in hipster brooklyn bushwick williamsburg l train place i lived in this neighborhood
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for two years in the span of eight blocks you can get an eight dollar soy latte chlamydia or shot
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like 20 50 coats yeah okay can i put them in a cart do you have like i want to put a lot in a
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in a cart this is a woman no that's good i'll get one for a woman too okay this whole row how many
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how many is that that's like one two three four five six so yeah i'll get all these i think we
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already got every warm coat in this entire store it's a big sore too i'll pay it all yeah how do you
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imagine my credit card doesn't go through and then we gotta put all the coats back individually
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okay so i have a question okay so we're going to the shelter and i'm going to pass out the coats
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can i give you 20 so that you could open the trunk and wait i pass them out sure why not what is that
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just hit 900 000 on x let's go you know what's funny in the in the span of like five hours we see
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while the mexicans are running quick reminder all you need to do is follow like reply and quote tweet
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i'll look through the quote tweets and you can be answered it to a crypto giveaway shout out to hld
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he won the last one he won solana today i'm going to be giving out a bit of everything
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see white people need to take a page out of the mexicans book in this sprinter van right here
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they pull up to a soccer game a hundred niggas pull out of this car 100 mexican niggas pull out
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i bought a bunch of coats you think you can help me
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you don't look like you need a coat i don't need a coat
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all right i thought it was going to be kind of slow i could have organized it better i can't do it
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gonna be kind of slow i could have organized it better i did not think it was gonna be like that
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that was like black friday but everyone here is gonna be a little more a little warmer oh yeah
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there you go there he goes there he goes i kind of wish we got more we could have fit more in the
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trunk they almost took your backpack yeah but that's your bag in the back right this is the
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uber driver's bag right here you're wondering like is anyone even gonna want the coats is anyone
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gonna be there oh that took about 20 seconds yo the security guard at the front was wearing a big
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black puffer and he's like yo what kind of coats you got i'm like bro it's not for you he's it had
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the tag on it and everything a purple tag i'm like what kind of coats you got with the security vests
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and everything anyway it's 2 p.m i have a meeting at 3 another meeting at 5 but there's a lot more
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to come this is a day in the life usually i'm home by like 3 or 4 now it's time to eat bagel cream
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cheese i need some protein then i'm gonna meet with the viro team because launching the software
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product very soon ai software on how to make thumbnails been working on it all year long
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finalizing touches right now if i got free time in the afternoon might do some reading
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preparing might do some writing i'll watch a documentary or something because i do edit all
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these videos people think that i hand it off to somebody i have somebody that helps chop it up but
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it's pretty much all my doing i got some time to look at twitter and see what's trending and i like
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looking at my home page and seeing that 900k that looks pretty good we need 1 million very soon
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and it's bull run time so i probably spend an hour or a day looking at the charts when it's slow
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i don't look at it at all i don't want to see it when it's low during a bull run i don't do anything
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too crazy i sell a little bit off the top just to make sure that i have actual profits mostly because
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mentally i know that i need to recuperate some of the losses i made when i was younger but i'm in for
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the long term i don't sell a lot i just sell enough to make sure and guarantee that i'm making
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good profit i don't do too many meme coins but if i hear about something good that i make sure to share
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and i've been right about every single call so far i called solana at 120 i called brett at about
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12 cents ethereum and bitcoin were extremely obvious to most people but what i love about being
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back in manhattan is you can jump between so many different worlds in just one day it's the day's not
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even halfway over i used to wake up at this time in miami i'd say the most underrated part of my day
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since being back in new york city is trying to get some sort of artistic inspiration again streaming
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is creating but not like it is on video and i'm preparing to make a movie in a couple years or
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maybe even sooner so i spent a lot of time watching movies and writing ideas and making sure that my
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headspace is in the right space to create because i've been back in new york i haven't really been
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socializing that much i still haven't seen a lot of my friends all i've been doing is just work and
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people have asked me is that okay are you are you okay mentally and i'm great i have a lot of the
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luxuries that i didn't have before i'm able to have money to spend on good food good heating
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systems i have a bathroom that's bigger now a lot of the inconveniences i used to have being in
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harlem or brooklyn are gone now so i can prioritize my energy on doing what i want to do being back in
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new york i'm definitely realizing the luxury of having luxury i never wanted to have money to have
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flashy things i always wanted to have money just to have the convenience of being able to skip lines and
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get an ubers whenever i need so that you could have more time that's something i didn't understand
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when i didn't have money being able to spend money on convenience so you have more time is an
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investment in and of itself i get to save time by not only watching one of my favorite movies raging
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bull but also catching up on the economic political state of society by the way i have a meeting in two
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oh my god thank you it's cold huh yes it's a little cold there's no one in history whose story
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has successfully ended and them ending their own life there's always going to be another opportunity
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no matter what situation you're in i've been through so many ups and apr in 2025 i've been seen
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publicly yet i always seem to bounce back i've been in every tax bracket i've been a quarter million in
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debt i've lived in hoods all over the city i've lost everything that i've built and got it back
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twice i told the truth about covid and they proceeded to take my entire life's work away from me
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and i never decided to kill myself it's one of the most taboo subjects in the world because
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everybody thinks about it but if you mention that you're thinking about it they say that you have
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suicidal ideation in my apartment in miami i have a large balcony that i could overlook the city and
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every time i step on there i do think about it part of the reason why i wanted my apartment in
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manhattan to have a balcony just as big so i can look out and think about why it's stupid to even
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consider that which technically is having suicidal thoughts but people never understand it i never
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fantasize about doing it but i like to put myself in the shoes of people who get to that point because
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all of us can understand how they got there whether or not you like to admit it i truly believe with the
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brain i have i could very easily be the person who walked up there and looked down and never looked
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down again the way i keep myself from walking to the top of that building and jumping off is keeping
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myself so busy i have no time to fantasize about anything else than what i'm working on i have too
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many goals too many plans jumping off that building just doesn't fit into my schedule and there are
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plenty of people who like to justify why someone would do it but i still have yet to see any valid
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excuse at no point in this life has any person been somewhere that's irredeemable and if you can't
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understand that view your life like a movie everybody loves when the main character goes through a
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last meeting of the day i hope this one's worth it another one of these management meetings i've been
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working with this guy for several years haven't seen him in a while if this goes well i might get a
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how are you good to see you i fantasize about this back in chicago mercy mercy me that murcielago
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that's me the first year that i blow how you say broken spanish mean no i blow