SNEAKO - December 13, 2024


NEVER KILL YOURSELF.

Hosted by
Nicolas Kenn De Balinthazy
NYC WOMEN ARE SIMPING FOR LUIGI MANGIONE... GOD IS GOOD.

Episode Stats


Length

15 minutes

Words per minute

175.12

Word count

2,680

Sentence count

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Harmful content

Misogyny

2

sentences flagged

Toxicity

10

sentences flagged

Hate speech

4

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Summary

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In this episode of the podcast, we have a special guest on the show, an old friend of mine, who happens to be a member of the New York City Public Library for the Performing Arts. We talk about his life in the city, his love of skateboarding, and what it s like to work at the Wall Street Stock Exchange.

Transcript

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00:00:00 this building over here was closed because people kept on killing themselves off of it
00:00:12 this building is very famous here you might have seen it on instagram you might have seen it on
00:00:22 tiktok but only a couple weeks after it was built they had to refuse people from entering because
00:00:26 they kept killing themselves on it since then it's this spirally weird useless building that takes up
00:00:32 a lot of space and is a stark reminder that you can kill yourself on it there's a lot of dark
00:00:37 aspects of the city that people don't talk about one of my favorites is washington square park you
00:00:42 know that park with street interviews and skateboarders and liberals with tables yeah
00:00:46 100 years ago that was a graveyard for poor people who couldn't afford graves they just buried them 0.99
00:00:51 and now it's a park and now we have this weird spirally suicidal building it's a close second
00:00:58 i like to come here sometimes as a reminder to never kill myself
00:01:02 can we get much higher so high trump just one time person of the year and he's about to go ring the
00:01:09 bell for a stock exchange that does not exist anymore physically
00:01:13 nice to meet you you know how long we have to wait five minutes i want your stuff good stuff oh
00:01:22 thanks man
00:01:22 are you serious sir what are you detective nypd oh okay just in a suit for today nice suit i need
00:01:36 upgrading to get a jacket like this it's freezing out here i think that's clearance for me to go
00:01:40 through i mean detectives we got the boss right there so i don't know
00:01:44 detective the same grade as me just more pay
00:01:49 he's only a kid but yeah this kid here 23 years old he's 23 23 he looks about 48
00:01:57 detective maybe maybe after this we go on a ride-along good content
00:02:01 don't get you me you and trump who do you think has a risk of your life so you can service nypd
00:02:08 definitely really definitely because we're dealing with more more stuff
00:02:11 you ever get to drive one of these trucks you ever get to drive one of these i've never even
00:02:16 touched before you know seems like that's it he's definitely not yeah it was one of those
00:02:20 middle suburbans where the feminists i want to hear some protests don't say that hey don't say 1.00
00:02:25 that word don't say feminist i want to i want to go home oh man can you pretend that you hate 0.99
00:02:30 trump for the video don't jinx it don't jinx it he's a misogynist he's racist hey you're sneeko 0.99
00:02:36 right yeah where are you from germany nice to meet you when are you going to make videos with 0.98
00:02:41 destiny again no time soon okay day in the life let's see if you really trap turn off the auto tune
00:02:52 let's hear you really rap ha ha send a location i can't lie that was a little bit uneventful for
00:02:58 me but you never know what you're going to run into running around new york city but i do have
00:03:02 a lot planned today so i'm going to take you for a day in my life time to go to the gym then i have
00:03:07 a meeting then i have to do charity then i have another meeting i have some stuff then i have a
00:03:10 meeting there's a lot of stuff it's going to be a good day it's a day of my life i have about 20
00:03:15 minutes to drink my coffee and use the private gym then i gotta get dressed and go meet a documentarian
00:03:21 a documentary some guy wants to make a documentary then i'm in it so gotta meet and chit chat have a
00:03:26 have another coffee hey in the life let's see if you really trap turn off the auto tune let's hear
00:03:32 how you really rap two weeks ago i got my blood work done for the first time in my life and i just
00:03:37 got my testosterone results i have a 630 which is above average i won i was actually kind of wondering
00:03:44 like should i take trt but i'm not doing it 26 years old doctor told me just take some vitamin d
00:03:50 pause i need to get more sunlight and i can get that baby up to 1000 but i may not have got good
00:03:55 grades in school and i got this one right 630
00:03:58 all right w yap meeting i appreciate people who want to have meetings like that in person when
00:04:24 that could have been done over the phone he flew here from miami and he's from london cool nice coffee
00:04:29 so we are here to quickly give some coats out to people who need coats it's cold
00:04:49 can you help us out i want to give out a bunch of coats i want to get like 20 to 50 coats what
00:04:55 do you think is like a reasonable price like how much are these here damn these range from 100
00:04:59 oh the coats here at this thrift store are really bougie because this man had not trying to spend 0.98
00:05:03 a hundred dollars for 50 coats each one of that 5k fuck that i'll get a 15 coats 0.94
00:05:08 we're all the way in hipster brooklyn bushwick williamsburg l train place i lived in this neighborhood 0.99
00:05:17 for two years in the span of eight blocks you can get an eight dollar soy latte chlamydia or shot
00:05:23 like 20 50 coats yeah okay can i put them in a cart do you have like i want to put a lot in a
00:05:45 in a cart this is a woman no that's good i'll get one for a woman too okay this whole row how many 1.00
00:05:51 how many is that that's like one two three four five six so yeah i'll get all these i think we
00:06:00 already got every warm coat in this entire store it's a big sore too i'll pay it all yeah how do you
00:06:06 say uh warm uh caliente caliente
00:06:10 imagine my credit card doesn't go through and then we gotta put all the coats back individually
00:06:23 and no one's warm
00:06:25 okay so i have a question okay so we're going to the shelter and i'm going to pass out the coats
00:06:44 can i give you 20 so that you could open the trunk and wait i pass them out sure why not what is that
00:06:50 just hit 900 000 on x let's go you know what's funny in the in the span of like five hours we see
00:06:59 a trump caravan and then a mexican caravan
00:07:02 while the mexicans are running quick reminder all you need to do is follow like reply and quote tweet
00:07:14 i'll look through the quote tweets and you can be answered it to a crypto giveaway shout out to hld
00:07:18 he won the last one he won solana today i'm going to be giving out a bit of everything
00:07:21 every single day people win
00:07:23 see white people need to take a page out of the mexicans book in this sprinter van right here 0.97
00:07:31 they pull up to a soccer game a hundred niggas pull out of this car 100 mexican niggas pull out 1.00
00:07:36 how you doing 0.87
00:07:38 no i'm not on instagram
00:07:42 i bought a bunch of coats you think you can help me
00:07:45 no no we can't help you with that
00:07:48 you don't look like you need a coat i don't need a coat
00:08:03 we got a bunch of coats
00:08:06 which one you want
00:08:09 this one
00:08:12 yo plus
00:08:14 yeah
00:08:16 okay
00:08:17 what color you want there's a lot of colors
00:08:25 yeah go ahead go ahead
00:08:27 we'll come back we'll come back
00:08:34 yeah yeah yeah
00:08:35 we'll come back
00:08:36 that cleared out
00:08:37 bro
00:08:38 that's it
00:08:58 somebody came and took like four
00:08:59 yeah
00:09:00 yeah all right thank you
00:09:02 all right bro all right
00:09:04 all right i thought it was going to be kind of slow i could have organized it better i can't do it
00:09:06 gonna be kind of slow i could have organized it better i did not think it was gonna be like that
00:09:10 that was like black friday but everyone here is gonna be a little more a little warmer oh yeah
00:09:14 there you go there he goes there he goes i kind of wish we got more we could have fit more in the
00:09:20 trunk they almost took your backpack yeah but that's your bag in the back right this is the
00:09:23 uber driver's bag right here you're wondering like is anyone even gonna want the coats is anyone
00:09:27 gonna be there oh that took about 20 seconds yo the security guard at the front was wearing a big
00:09:32 black puffer and he's like yo what kind of coats you got i'm like bro it's not for you he's it had
00:09:37 the tag on it and everything a purple tag i'm like what kind of coats you got with the security vests
00:09:42 and everything anyway it's 2 p.m i have a meeting at 3 another meeting at 5 but there's a lot more
00:09:47 to come this is a day in the life usually i'm home by like 3 or 4 now it's time to eat bagel cream
00:09:53 cheese i need some protein then i'm gonna meet with the viro team because launching the software
00:09:58 product very soon ai software on how to make thumbnails been working on it all year long
00:10:02 finalizing touches right now if i got free time in the afternoon might do some reading
00:10:07 preparing might do some writing i'll watch a documentary or something because i do edit all
00:10:12 these videos people think that i hand it off to somebody i have somebody that helps chop it up but
00:10:16 it's pretty much all my doing i got some time to look at twitter and see what's trending and i like
00:10:21 looking at my home page and seeing that 900k that looks pretty good we need 1 million very soon
00:10:26 and it's bull run time so i probably spend an hour or a day looking at the charts when it's slow
00:10:32 i don't look at it at all i don't want to see it when it's low during a bull run i don't do anything
00:10:36 too crazy i sell a little bit off the top just to make sure that i have actual profits mostly because
00:10:41 mentally i know that i need to recuperate some of the losses i made when i was younger but i'm in for
00:10:46 the long term i don't sell a lot i just sell enough to make sure and guarantee that i'm making
00:10:50 good profit i don't do too many meme coins but if i hear about something good that i make sure to share
00:10:55 and i've been right about every single call so far i called solana at 120 i called brett at about
00:11:01 12 cents ethereum and bitcoin were extremely obvious to most people but what i love about being
00:11:06 back in manhattan is you can jump between so many different worlds in just one day it's the day's not
00:11:11 even halfway over i used to wake up at this time in miami i'd say the most underrated part of my day
00:11:16 since being back in new york city is trying to get some sort of artistic inspiration again streaming
00:11:20 is creating but not like it is on video and i'm preparing to make a movie in a couple years or
00:11:26 maybe even sooner so i spent a lot of time watching movies and writing ideas and making sure that my
00:11:31 headspace is in the right space to create because i've been back in new york i haven't really been
00:11:36 socializing that much i still haven't seen a lot of my friends all i've been doing is just work and
00:11:41 people have asked me is that okay are you are you okay mentally and i'm great i have a lot of the
00:11:46 luxuries that i didn't have before i'm able to have money to spend on good food good heating
00:11:51 systems i have a bathroom that's bigger now a lot of the inconveniences i used to have being in
00:11:56 harlem or brooklyn are gone now so i can prioritize my energy on doing what i want to do being back in
00:12:03 new york i'm definitely realizing the luxury of having luxury i never wanted to have money to have
00:12:09 flashy things i always wanted to have money just to have the convenience of being able to skip lines and
00:12:15 get an ubers whenever i need so that you could have more time that's something i didn't understand
00:12:20 when i didn't have money being able to spend money on convenience so you have more time is an
00:12:25 investment in and of itself i get to save time by not only watching one of my favorite movies raging
00:12:29 bull but also catching up on the economic political state of society by the way i have a meeting in two
00:12:34 minutes i'm yapping too much
00:12:35 oh my god thank you it's cold huh yes it's a little cold there's no one in history whose story
00:12:54 has successfully ended and them ending their own life there's always going to be another opportunity
00:12:59 no matter what situation you're in i've been through so many ups and apr in 2025 i've been seen
00:13:04 publicly yet i always seem to bounce back i've been in every tax bracket i've been a quarter million in
00:13:10 debt i've lived in hoods all over the city i've lost everything that i've built and got it back
00:13:16 twice i told the truth about covid and they proceeded to take my entire life's work away from me
00:13:22 and i never decided to kill myself it's one of the most taboo subjects in the world because
00:13:28 everybody thinks about it but if you mention that you're thinking about it they say that you have
00:13:33 suicidal ideation in my apartment in miami i have a large balcony that i could overlook the city and
00:13:38 every time i step on there i do think about it part of the reason why i wanted my apartment in 0.87
00:13:42 manhattan to have a balcony just as big so i can look out and think about why it's stupid to even
00:13:49 consider that which technically is having suicidal thoughts but people never understand it i never
00:13:55 fantasize about doing it but i like to put myself in the shoes of people who get to that point because
00:14:00 all of us can understand how they got there whether or not you like to admit it i truly believe with the
00:14:05 brain i have i could very easily be the person who walked up there and looked down and never looked
00:14:10 down again the way i keep myself from walking to the top of that building and jumping off is keeping
00:14:15 myself so busy i have no time to fantasize about anything else than what i'm working on i have too
00:14:20 many goals too many plans jumping off that building just doesn't fit into my schedule and there are
00:14:26 plenty of people who like to justify why someone would do it but i still have yet to see any valid
00:14:31 excuse at no point in this life has any person been somewhere that's irredeemable and if you can't
00:14:37 understand that view your life like a movie everybody loves when the main character goes through a
00:14:42 comeback story never kill yourself
00:14:45 last meeting of the day i hope this one's worth it another one of these management meetings i've been
00:14:54 working with this guy for several years haven't seen him in a while if this goes well i might get a
00:14:59 little uncancelled if it goes well inshallah
00:15:02 how are you good to see you i fantasize about this back in chicago mercy mercy me that murcielago
00:15:12 that's me the first year that i blow how you say broken spanish mean no i blow