SNEAKO - February 10, 2023


Random Omegle Girl Goes OFF On SNEAKO!


Episode Stats

Length

1 hour and 41 minutes

Words per Minute

161.74539

Word Count

16,384

Sentence Count

228

Misogynist Sentences

64

Hate Speech Sentences

153


Summary

Summaries generated with gmurro/bart-large-finetuned-filtered-spotify-podcast-summ .

In this episode we talk about intrusive thoughts and how to deal with them. We also talk about depression and how it affects our mental health and how we can deal with it. We have a guest on the show today who was diagnosed with depression at the age of 9 years old and has been dealing with it ever since.

Transcript

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Misogyny classifications generated with MilaNLProc/bert-base-uncased-ear-misogyny .
Hate speech classifications generated with facebook/roberta-hate-speech-dynabench-r4-target .
00:00:00.000 this conversation what the fuck do you like it yeah thank you what's an intrusive thought that
00:00:08.460 you have you're that dude uh you're that girl what's an intrusive thought that you have that
00:00:14.740 you don't tell other people pushing people down the stairs why i want to see what happens if i do
00:00:21.860 who anyone when's the last time you've had this thought
00:00:28.360 the last time i pushed someone down the stairs no last time you thought about doing it hopefully
00:00:33.380 you don't actually do it i don't know like a week ago what was the reason just out of nowhere
00:00:40.540 i just think about it like what would happen if i just punched him down the stairs
00:00:44.560 or if i just started screaming out of nowhere just screaming in his face
00:00:48.740 no like if i'm in class and i'm like what if i just like stand up and scream
00:00:53.400 like can you how could you scream right now i want to see what it would sound like
00:00:58.120 oh it's nighttime my brothers are asleep well what type like a scream like ah or like an angry
00:01:05.360 scream like a yelping screaming for help or screaming out of anger no the first one it's
00:01:10.280 like screaming why don't you push the person down the stairs when you think it because that's not
00:01:16.820 nice i did it one time it was like a little nice what was the context okay it was my friends
00:01:23.680 so i pushed them a little bit and it was funny and they pushed me but not down the stairs tumbling
00:01:30.720 like no no no not like that like i wouldn't do that but i kind of want to
00:01:36.740 when did this start when did the start hold on i want to dig okay i owe you one um
00:01:47.340 so the one i've been telling people is sometimes when i stand on the balcony i'm thinking like
00:01:52.320 i could just go head first boo like like do a like i don't want to do it i don't there's no
00:02:00.020 part of me that wants to do it but i just think about it because if i did it then i would split
00:02:03.160 open like a watermelon but and then i think about like what's stopping me from doing it and how i
00:02:08.100 enjoy living oh yeah i want to kill myself why a lot i don't know my meds aren't working
00:02:19.100 you're on antidepressants yeah why are you you're not depressed yeah i am why are you so convinced
00:02:27.360 you're depressed what do you mean can you even know if you have a sadness like that when you're
00:02:39.560 nine years old well i don't know but i know i'm depressed for sure now why do you know that for
00:02:48.640 sure. I mean, when you try to kill yourself, you're like, I don't think you do that when
00:02:53.780 you're having me. Oh, you tried? Yeah. Why? What's wrong in your life? I'm not going to
00:03:02.120 tell you. Why am I even telling you this? Oh, you don't have to. Yeah, my bad. You can
00:03:07.680 if you want to. I'm not going to judge you. Yeah, I don't really want to tell you. Okay,
00:03:14.640 but did it happen when you were nine, when you were diagnosed or afterwards?
00:03:18.640 um wait what all right we don't need to talk about this but i don't want to talk about it
00:03:27.700 sorry i don't know i don't even know why i don't know that's what we're talking about
00:03:30.960 intrusive thoughts oh yeah okay give me another one give you another intrusive thought yeah
00:03:39.140 i think that depressed people believe they're depressed but they shouldn't be depressed that's
00:03:45.720 intrusive thought that i had just now i'm like she's not actually depressed but she's convinced
00:03:48.720 she is so that big pharma could sell her pills forever and ever and ever and she could be
00:03:51.860 constantly in therapy and believing she is depressed and people constantly defend their
00:03:55.120 depression instead of try to believe that they're not and people are so quick to defend a mindset
00:03:59.240 that keeps them down i think because people get dopamine from being down and gives them a sense
00:04:03.600 of validation for not getting better and for believing that there's something a sickness that
00:04:08.220 they have in their brain that makes their life harder than other people's that's the stupidest
00:04:13.700 shit i've ever heard not gonna lie i'm sorry why is that i mean it's a mental illness when
00:04:18.380 you're depressed you're depressed like you can try to fix it and pills will help i think everyone
00:04:22.480 should be in therapy no matter what even if your life is good it's good to talk about things no
00:04:26.740 matter what can't you talk about things with your friends and with people in your life rather than
00:04:30.600 a therapist well sometimes like you don't always want to talk to your friends about that shit
00:04:35.440 so you go to a therapist you think everybody should be in therapy even men people who are
00:04:40.820 supposed to be providing and be people that act and contribute no so you're saying men should go
00:04:48.920 to therapy but isn't it better to continue on with life instead of stewing it therapy is literally an
00:04:53.220 action therapy is literally there stewing and talking about the past instead of moving forward
00:04:56.920 sometimes isn't the isn't the best solution moving forward rather than stewing in it and sitting
00:05:01.360 about it and thinking about it and talking about it you don't always need to talk about the past
00:05:06.100 but sometimes it can help so yeah i think most people should be in therapy now you're moving
00:05:11.140 the goalpost you went from all people need therapy to most people i mean maybe you don't
00:05:15.220 but i feel like everyone does i don't know you don't have to go is what i'm saying
00:05:18.980 everyone should why do you think men need therapy um well like i said i think everyone needs therapy
00:05:26.520 but i think a lot of men really do because they don't talk about their feelings
00:05:29.740 what happens when men don't talk about their feelings
00:05:33.120 you bottled it up it's not good because i don't really i don't i know who you are i'm just saying
00:05:43.440 i don't know who you are i'm just talking to you i see this is making you uncomfortable
00:05:47.900 we don't i see this is making you physically uncomfortable you started off talking about
00:05:52.000 the finger and the dog and now it went all the way over here these are difficult conversations
00:05:55.960 but in a sense isn't this kind of therapeutic over here we're talking about intrusive thoughts
00:05:59.940 talking about dark things of strangers and i get to figure out a lot about myself and also about
00:06:03.820 other people talking on omegle talking to the chat streaming all the time having conversations
00:06:07.940 with people i think that this is a more effective way of therapy because instead of hiding things
00:06:11.760 and being afraid of the public you're really open and honest with people that you've never
00:06:14.940 seen before and you might not ever see again yeah i guess but i'll be fine like talking to
00:06:19.780 anyone else about this but i think it's uncomfy because i like know like i've seen clips of you
00:06:25.520 what have you seen what's your perception of me i don't like you what did i do to you
00:06:32.200 i feel i don't want to i feel mean like saying no no no be honest i was just mean and i was
00:06:37.480 just telling you that your depression is made up and that you shouldn't go to therapy but why
00:06:40.760 don't you like me because i think you're kind of stupid what makes you think that what makes
00:06:46.000 you think i'm stupid i think the shit you say is really weird and like that whole like
00:06:49.280 and you hate shit you're like a mini and you hate but like oh i'm sorry you like gross me out
00:06:54.960 i'm not gonna lie can you give me a specific point no i'm not offended what's the specific
00:06:59.400 point that grosses you out okay all right skip me shaking that yo she was shaking what
00:07:05.500 no you're lying bro what is she shaking though you're lying right now tell me tell me tell me
00:07:12.960 what she was shaking can i see that i don't want to talk to you i want to see that shit i want to
00:07:15.620 that shit moving type shit yo wait yo i'm yo i'm streaming to my voice right now tell me swear
00:07:19.260 to god this is sneaker right here don't tell me what to do yo yo bitch take a picture of this
00:07:23.300 right now take a yo this i bro yo say my name real quick don't tell me what to do bro say my
00:07:29.120 name andy right now please please please what do i get in return oh dude just do it just do it just
00:07:34.460 do it just do it i'm gonna come i'm gonna come bro what the fuck is what's wrong with you for
00:07:38.660 real though what's up bruh what up brody why are you a youtuber nah i got banned why are you
00:07:48.200 can i get a shout out yeah what's your channel uh it's i don't know just shout out lalo just
00:08:02.080 Spell L-A-L-O.
00:08:05.460 How are you going to ask for a shout out
00:08:07.000 and not know what you want me to shout out?
00:08:10.760 Shout out to Jordan.
00:08:12.860 All right, shout out to Jordan.
00:08:19.340 Pass.
00:08:21.360 Wait, it's...
00:08:22.620 What's that?
00:08:23.160 What's that?
00:08:24.000 You just said smash?
00:08:26.320 Pass.
00:08:27.760 But you're still talking.
00:08:28.920 It's you again.
00:08:29.740 I meant you.
00:08:30.400 I don't want to meet you again
00:08:32.840 I was gonna
00:08:34.920 Sneeko
00:08:37.160 Yo what up bro
00:08:38.360 No shot
00:08:40.080 Ew you're naked as shit bro
00:08:41.680 I'm a big fan of you
00:08:44.400 Where do I stream
00:08:45.420 What
00:08:47.220 Where do I stream
00:08:48.820 Rumble
00:08:49.780 Okay cool
00:08:51.400 Bro I've been subscribed to you since like
00:08:55.120 20k not even
00:08:56.380 Wait wait do you watch the Rumble streams
00:08:57.880 Yeah I do I do
00:08:59.680 uh tell me a meme from the chat a meme yeah like what do we joke about
00:09:04.840 the matrix okay but like you know i'm saying like something you know there's there's inside jokes
00:09:11.980 we have dude it's too many i can't name them uh it's too many what's that though what what's it
00:09:23.340 what's that what's an uncomfortable thought that you have that you don't share with other people
00:09:26.500 But you can share with me right now
00:09:28.000 Because we're just talking on Omegle
00:09:29.320 Tell me a dark thought you have
00:09:31.500 A dark thought
00:09:33.800 Yeah
00:09:34.240 Um
00:09:37.580 A dark thought
00:09:39.940 Yeah don't say Brittany Renner
00:09:41.440 Like an actual dark thought
00:09:42.520 Bro I can't even speak right now
00:09:47.220 Come on man
00:09:48.600 Wait are you live on Rumble right now
00:09:53.840 No I'm not
00:09:54.380 Tell me a dark thought
00:09:55.200 Stop thinking about the clout
00:09:56.180 I'm sorry bro
00:09:58.080 I'm sorry
00:09:58.560 I forgive you
00:09:59.360 The Tate Brothers are actually
00:10:03.400 Fucking loyal
00:10:04.240 And
00:10:04.880 Are misogynist
00:10:06.080 They're not dark thoughts
00:10:07.940 But they're the facts
00:10:08.880 What do you mean
00:10:09.300 They're loyal
00:10:09.800 What do you mean by that
00:10:10.520 They speak facts
00:10:13.300 Don't they
00:10:13.880 That's your dark thought
00:10:16.400 No
00:10:17.720 Tell me
00:10:18.840 I can't
00:10:19.520 Think of something bro
00:10:20.800 Like sometimes when I stand
00:10:21.760 On the balcony
00:10:22.200 I think that I can jump off
00:10:23.320 I don't want to do it
00:10:24.140 But I think it's a possibility
00:10:25.260 You know what I mean
00:10:25.880 but you don't say it out loud because then you're going to go bum everybody out who's also on the
00:10:29.120 balcony but i'm like i could just jump right now something like that yeah so you're saying like you
00:10:35.500 don't want to kill yourself but like sometimes you feel like it no i don't feel like killing
00:10:39.340 myself but i'm like yeah i could jump off the balcony hypothetically like what's stopping me
00:10:43.500 from doing that and i'm thinking about discipline it's not discipline that to not kill myself it's
00:10:49.280 just i don't want to die but i do think about jumping off the balcony now tell me something
00:10:54.500 well you see me i'm pretty young i don't feel like going to school why but at the same time i'm like
00:11:06.680 i have to do it because you know getting degree and everything i don't want to go to school and you
00:11:13.800 Yo, people suck, man.
00:11:21.760 Boring.
00:11:26.180 Wait.
00:11:29.700 Wait.
00:11:30.860 That's not real.
00:11:32.120 Tell me an intrusive thought that you have.
00:11:36.480 My mom's kind of hot.
00:11:39.100 What about her?
00:11:40.920 I mean...
00:11:42.200 this is not real brother
00:11:44.440 skip skip skip skip that part
00:11:46.620 what made you say that
00:11:48.960 what makes you think that
00:11:50.540 I don't even know
00:11:52.620 it's just like
00:11:53.320 the type I guess
00:11:56.020 that's your type
00:11:57.620 uh somewhere yeah
00:11:59.800 hey what's wrong with
00:12:04.040 I mean you see it everywhere what's wrong with it
00:12:06.440 what's wrong with what
00:12:07.640 liking your mom
00:12:08.940 you see your mom everywhere
00:12:11.240 or you see liking your mom everywhere?
00:12:13.240 Nah, just like, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah.
00:12:16.240 Nevermind, nevermind, nevermind, nevermind, nevermind, nevermind, nevermind, nevermind.
00:12:19.240 Yo, people are so, bro.
00:12:27.240 That's so terrible, this is not good.
00:12:30.240 You're just loving it.
00:12:32.240 Hold up, you look like.
00:12:33.240 Moist critical?
00:12:34.240 I know you.
00:12:35.240 You're that one dude, aren't you?
00:12:36.240 You're that YouTuber that likes porn and he talks like this and I'm like shoving farts
00:12:40.240 that's the dude that's the guy that promotes porn to a bunch of kids bro that's the that's the moist
00:12:46.120 ew what the fuck man what's your name what's your name again uh fulcrum here hold on we're
00:12:53.240 gonna subscribe hold up faded than a hoe faded than a hoe faded than a hoe faded than a hoe
00:12:57.580 faded than a hoe that's me all right hold on wait what's it what's it called i'm banned on youtube
00:13:04.940 bro i don't know what you're looking up bro i can see you're banned on youtube okay what's it
00:13:09.420 called anyways hold up what the fuck
00:13:11.520 chet you wanted me to go
00:13:15.360 on botmigo so bad and this is the conversation
00:13:17.460 we have what's up
00:13:19.100 holy shit
00:13:20.500 hi
00:13:22.700 yo what's up that's uh
00:13:24.900 you got a haircut for show
00:13:27.160 what the fuck
00:13:30.640 sorry man my bad
00:13:34.700 i thought
00:13:35.700 wait was that a sound effect or you actually
00:13:39.080 playing that right now come on man it's 2023 a youtube video right oh is she deon
00:13:54.440 oh god man people are so boring hey what's up hey what's up bro yo you look like the tinder
00:14:00.120 swindler what tinder sweet what you know the guy that got brought girls on private jets and then
00:14:07.640 stole their whole bank account oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah that's you no no no no
00:14:15.320 what the fuck
00:14:23.180 yo are you is that you for real what are you listening to me yeah i'm i'm watching tiktok
00:14:40.960 wait is that you for real yeah for why were you on tiktok and omegle at the same time
00:14:47.860 is that too much stimulate you what the no one app isn't enough dopamine for you yo can you say my
00:14:55.940 name please tick tock is ruining people man bro save one tick tock has actually destroyed people's
00:15:05.880 minds i need to make sure it's you for can you say one no oh come on say one i've had this same
00:15:13.860 conversation at least a hundred times on this website isn't that crazy chat
00:15:17.780 wait what the fuck but i was about to go to sleep and i just um no that's fucking crazy
00:15:26.980 tiktok is actually creating npcs you see it you see what i'm saying how many times have
00:15:32.120 you seen this whole interaction
00:15:33.500 yo you call me an npc yes you are a bot through and through
00:15:40.620 you're gonna make me cry bro cry do it pussy cry bot i'm not saying your name i don't don't
00:15:50.000 take a selfie cry no i'm just playing man i'm just playing i'm just playing no bro like
00:15:55.660 actually i love i love your content where do i stream
00:15:58.820 nice nose ring hello how are you good how are you
00:16:09.100 I'm like a 7 out of 10
00:16:11.380 I was a little low energy but I'm higher energy now
00:16:13.340 How are you doing?
00:16:14.440 That's good
00:16:14.920 Out of 10
00:16:15.520 I'm a 10 out of 10
00:16:18.820 So why are you on Omegle if you're a 10 out of 10?
00:16:23.540 I don't know, because I'm bored
00:16:24.780 If you're bored, that's a 7 out of 10
00:16:27.060 Fine
00:16:29.860 How are you doing?
00:16:39.100 No way.
00:16:40.560 That's got to be Cap.
00:16:42.260 Dude, it's for real, bro.
00:16:46.200 Yeah.
00:16:46.960 I've seen you on TikTok.
00:16:48.340 That is fucking crazy.
00:16:50.100 What have you seen on TikTok?
00:16:52.420 What have you seen me do on TikTok?
00:16:55.020 Like you guys, there's like chat streams
00:16:57.420 and you'd be like reacting to videos or something.
00:17:00.060 Because you said something.
00:17:00.880 I remember there was a video that I saw
00:17:02.720 and then you're like, let me guess.
00:17:04.040 The girl, when it was like, what is a man to you?
00:17:06.480 And then you pause the video and you're like, the wallet.
00:17:09.100 and then you're like what i fucking tell you what i tell you yeah yeah that's true i'm not
00:17:17.640 i think that i'm not on my phone too much i'm not so much on my phone so i don't remember your name
00:17:22.880 but all right man enjoy your weed
00:17:26.240 no way dude is this real dude no dude this is real bro
00:17:39.100 hey why do you look like that i don't know why you look like that
00:17:45.540 because you look like that why do you look like that i said because you look like that that's why
00:17:52.140 see i got you nice telescope what do you be looking at
00:17:58.000 um your mom nice and then you're gonna skip
00:18:02.600 ah dude was jerking off
00:18:09.100 Thanks to the 10 job ham
00:18:14.040 What are you drinking on that wine glass
00:18:15.340 Is that wine or is that water
00:18:19.780 Water
00:18:23.920 Your mic doesn't work or it's loud in there
00:18:25.580 The fuck man
00:18:29.540 Oh what the fuck man
00:18:32.360 Bro
00:18:33.820 In a way
00:18:35.460 Sneeko thank you for all you
00:18:37.020 Yo, what's poppin'?
00:18:41.020 I watch TikToks every day!
00:18:44.020 You watch TikToks? You watch my stream?
00:18:46.020 Yes!
00:18:47.020 Where do I stream?
00:18:49.020 Huh?
00:18:50.020 Where do I stream?
00:18:52.020 Bitch.
00:18:54.020 You said bitch? Twitch?
00:18:56.020 He's gonna hate crime us.
00:18:58.020 He's gonna hate crime us.
00:19:00.020 Bro, I'm gonna hate crime you even though it's Black History Month right now if you don't tell me where I stream.
00:19:05.020 not the friendly fire um twitch um youtube tiktok bitch nobody cares
00:19:12.840 wait there's a pray button in the back so is it youtube no
00:19:20.640 who even are you do you not who are you you talking a lot of shit for somebody who can't
00:19:27.400 put their face on the camera at least the dude in here is putting his face on the camera you're
00:19:30.700 Like, who are you?
00:19:31.380 No one cares.
00:19:31.960 What the fuck you look like?
00:19:35.040 Yeah, ugly as shit.
00:19:36.600 Ugly as shit.
00:19:37.320 Talking shit on Omegle.
00:19:38.360 Shut the fuck up.
00:19:39.480 Oh, hi.
00:19:40.640 Hi.
00:19:41.480 Sorry, I was just yelling before.
00:19:42.520 There was just somebody being rude.
00:19:46.740 What's a dark thought that you have?
00:19:49.860 Um, let me think.
00:19:56.740 Sometimes I want to murder my sister.
00:19:59.220 Why?
00:20:00.700 Because she's a bitch.
00:20:02.400 What did she do to you?
00:20:04.740 Well, first of all, she snitched on me.
00:20:07.860 For what?
00:20:08.740 For vaping?
00:20:09.980 Yeah.
00:20:11.260 Okay.
00:20:12.480 And then she slapped me in the face.
00:20:15.040 Oh.
00:20:16.280 Because I wouldn't give her her phone case.
00:20:18.140 And then she also snitched on me again for smoking weed.
00:20:24.800 Rat.
00:20:26.080 She snitched on me for stealing $500 from my mom.
00:20:29.940 500 yeah and then she also snitched on me for stealing um two packs of cigarettes from my mom
00:20:37.320 you love smoking what you love smoking and stealing from your mom i do
00:20:42.760 and then i was so angry at her i punched her in the face
00:20:47.540 and um she also snitched on me for i think
00:20:56.200 who's stealing like 10 pounds of weed from my dad and then that's it so how would you
00:21:07.560 murder her probably light her on fire in her sleep lighter fluid or gasoline gasoline
00:21:15.560 would you close the door like were you gonna burn the whole house down or just like keep
00:21:20.360 it consolidated in that room i'll probably like because she's a really heavy sleeper
00:21:26.200 I'll probably just pick her up and just like put her in the road and just like light on time
00:21:33.000 that's a pretty painful way to go
00:21:35.560 yeah
00:21:39.640 well stop snitching
00:21:45.880 I like this question yo what's a dark thought that you have what's it what hold on skip the
00:21:50.360 skip the cloud what's a dark thought that you have I don't know yeah you do come on something
00:21:55.720 the girl before she said that she wanted to light her sister on fire for stitching on her for
00:21:58.920 stealing weed i don't know sneaker i don't know but i don't know what's a dark thought that you
00:22:12.480 have kill myself yeah what's a oh fuck you hey what's a dark thought that you have
00:22:22.900 um i don't really have any like dark thoughts that i can think off the top of my head
00:22:29.280 or how about an uncomfortable thought that you know like intrusive thoughts i want to hear about
00:22:35.400 what people really goes to people said that you can't share um i guess like being like off of a
00:22:42.460 building you could like you know like when you stand on balconies you think like yeah i could
00:22:49.520 like you could put your hand on like the stove but like you shouldn't okay that's not that bad
00:22:55.500 like what's uh something that you think about that is too uncomfortable to communicate with
00:22:59.860 other people because they would just think you're weird i don't know i've never really
00:23:05.280 like thought about it that far you've never laughed at something uncomfortably in public
00:23:12.080 and then you just don't say it to anybody because they wouldn't understand i guess so yeah what's
00:23:18.520 can you walk me through that scenario um i can't really like think of anything off the top of my
00:23:26.580 head to be completely honest with you what do you usually talk about you have a nice podcast mic and
00:23:31.260 the settings are very podcasty so you talk in front of a mic a lot um i don't really talk in
00:23:37.260 front of a mic a lot i just play with my friends they just got a nicer mic valorant sorry what do
00:23:43.680 play i used to play like csgo uh overwatch that's really good okay you're not racist right
00:23:54.120 no i wouldn't say i am okay okay you're not racist but what's the one race that you wouldn't
00:24:02.560 procreate with
00:24:03.480 i mean i have a type but i wouldn't be like if you had to single out one race to not
00:24:15.280 spread your genetics with what would it be do jewish people count
00:24:22.160 what um i don't know if you've like heard
00:24:32.260 Recently
00:24:33.420 I follow Kanye
00:24:34.700 So I think he's very like
00:24:36.020 Halfway
00:24:37.780 Yeah
00:24:38.420 Personally
00:24:40.840 What did he say that you agree with?
00:24:44.220 Just like with everything
00:24:45.460 With like mainstream
00:24:46.520 And like how Jewish people kind of
00:24:49.420 Took over everything
00:24:51.560 And they like they run everything
00:24:52.900 So you wanna
00:24:56.720 No no no no
00:24:58.000 This is good
00:24:59.160 So you wanna continue the master race?
00:25:02.260 sorry do you want to continue the master race i guess you could say that sure
00:25:07.480 why do you not agree with that or no no i'm just so surprised you said that because i'm not used
00:25:15.400 to to this level of honesty what do you think that the the jews control based off of what yay said
00:25:20.580 media heavily yeah i mean a jewish woman does run youtube and they do run a lot of the mainstream
00:25:28.140 media yeah susan yeah susan yeah okay you're big you know a lot of this stuff yeah i'm i'm pretty
00:25:33.820 like knowledgeable on this kind of stuff okay i'm more right wing i guess you could say
00:25:41.420 okay i was raised very like right wing i'm polish so w that's usually how polish parents
00:25:47.100 are wait and you don't like jews um not really no but polish people what is your name like
00:25:56.780 kaczynski um don't say don't say don't say but you probably have one of those ski names
00:26:03.480 ska yeah oh okay that's not ashkenazi okay okay okay okay um um um what do you think about jewish
00:26:12.000 men um i don't really have like an opinion like really against them but like i just don't want to
00:26:21.700 be involved in that involved in controlling the media yeah that's i don't know everything that's
00:26:30.060 been going on is just kind of sad i live in canada and like i couldn't like leave my house
00:26:36.580 like for two years because i'm not vaccinated it's disgusting oh so you're still you're
00:26:41.580 unvaccinated i'm still unvaccinated yo okay okay okay what do you think of trump w
00:26:51.700 how old are you i'm 20
00:26:54.460 it's nice to meet you it's nice to meet you wait 10 uh see you thank you for all you do
00:27:01.620 keep up the good fight i'm a daily view you respect a lot of people keep giving up to
00:27:04.040 the three or four thanks bro um what else what else should i ask you um ukraine or russia
00:27:09.340 russia okay okay um um um what do you think of joe biden
00:27:19.080 not not a fan why are you not vaccinated um well my my family was actually very like heavily
00:27:31.420 against it they looked into vaccines beforehand and they just kind of like they educated educated
00:27:39.000 me and then they just kind of like i don't know this is kind of like sus and they like were like
00:27:46.580 just wait wait it out a little bit see what happens and then they're like oh yeah it's it's
00:27:51.560 Pfizer and then they like approved it and my parents don't like fuck with that I kind of go
00:27:57.080 off of them they're very like smart so and I just kind of like formed my own opinion into it
00:28:02.300 it was really scary though like a lot of my friends were like pressuring me into getting
00:28:07.140 in they're like why didn't you have it like you should get your booster like whatever I'm like
00:28:10.760 i don't i don't do that did you see the other project veritas undercover video my parents
00:28:18.300 actually um they showed me all that you have base parents yeah are they your birth parents
00:28:25.140 they use like like they showed me rumble before like everything yeah
00:28:32.060 no no my my parents showed me rumble what yeah are you real yes is this a simulation
00:28:44.700 it could be what who do you watch on rumble
00:28:49.140 i think you know who no i don't you
00:28:56.980 wait what the how did you not give it away this whole time you just seem like you're
00:29:04.620 a normal just tiktok omegle bot um because i saw you were going on omegle oh you're good
00:29:14.640 undercover man oh wait okay okay this is why okay okay okay okay okay i like donated to your like
00:29:20.400 streamed, like, a couple days ago? Isabel?
00:29:23.500 You're Isabel?
00:29:24.760 Yeah. Oh!
00:29:26.500 Isabelita, right?
00:29:28.300 No, no, no. The one with the, like, one
00:29:30.220 number, and then the, like,
00:29:32.640 L-E. I see you in the
00:29:34.640 chat all the time, y'all. It's nice to meet you.
00:29:37.020 Nice to meet you. Oh,
00:29:38.540 shit. This is crazy. Oh, and that's
00:29:40.540 why you didn't get weirded out while I read the donos.
00:29:42.340 Jeannie says, uh, and she's got a Bass Pro
00:29:44.520 Shop hat. Do you? Oh, it's in the back. You do.
00:29:46.720 You got the Bass Trump hat.
00:29:47.780 uh rare omegle w yeah this is this is a rare w um um yeah
00:29:52.960 uh let me hide the chat what's your instagram sorry what's your instagram
00:30:00.040 type it in it it's hidden so i'm only it's hidden okay before i get like the other isabelle is
00:30:06.980 saying it's not her she's jealous right now okay hold on let me let me give you my instagram i
00:30:14.520 gotta double check it hold on you know aiden texted me back chat he's a yo okay it should be that
00:30:27.180 you ever been in miami uh no i haven't
00:30:36.060 isabel powell because you know like the unvaccinated people we need to we need to
00:30:42.620 stick together yeah nice zero posts zero posts on instagram yeah i try to keep it quiet you're not
00:30:51.680 a social media person not really oh so you're not a fed right i am no no people in the chat are saying
00:31:00.400 you're a cia plant to destroy totally i'm in i'm from the matrix so how do you think i can improve
00:31:08.140 my stream um i'd say your streams are pretty good but i just feel like you should interact
00:31:16.180 more with the chat a little bit more i'm pretty active with the chat i i see like the sometimes
00:31:22.280 you feel like forget about the chat when i even know you're i know the people's names in here
00:31:28.500 there's regular shout to olex would you show i free olex right yeah i unbanned him and i don't
00:31:34.880 even know where he's at i know that i i see the regular people here all the night wl chat redacted
00:31:39.760 ryan i bro i know the regulars robert paulson um i don't really have any like interact with the
00:31:48.140 chat more okay okay chat do you agree with her type of one if you agree with um with base polish
00:31:53.620 wifey yeah you're getting a lot of w's right now um what what opinions do i have that you disagree
00:32:04.700 with um i generally like agree with most of the things you say it's just like having multiple
00:32:14.960 like girlfriends that's kind of like cheating that's kind of where it like crosses for me but
00:32:20.640 other than that not really you're a christian i'm a catholic yeah where's your bible downstairs
00:32:28.660 i have like three bibles in my house three yeah okay and you know i gotta ask you this question
00:32:37.580 what's your body count uh one
00:32:40.020 i regret it good i mean if you pray enough you can subtract it
00:32:48.100 i don't think it works well we can reset it okay okay bye
00:32:55.660 let's go chat don't be gonna fly around should i fly you out oh fuck you
00:33:05.340 no that's loud wait wait wait wait wait tell me before let's skip that tell me an intrusive
00:33:19.860 thought that you have a what an intrusive thought that you have just knock this dumb
00:33:26.420 hole across your head um how does that's kind of embarrassing what the
00:33:33.640 that fucking sneak go yo what's up man what are you drinking
00:33:40.000 fucking water bro you are not real there's no chance this shit is fucking real right now i
00:33:44.620 don't believe it i saw what you were drinking so it must be no i know i see the youtube plaque in
00:33:49.100 background what does that have to do with it if it's real or not well i i don't fucking know i
00:33:53.820 know you i swear you had like blonde buzz before bro no no you ain't never had a blonde buzz yeah
00:34:00.640 like in 2017 oh my fault bro it's 2020 23 oh yeah true like that's how long years work
00:34:07.580 that's crazy wait no this shit is not real right now bro yo tell me tell me an intrusive thought
00:34:14.200 that you have uh rape who fuck random bitch on the street bro pick him like candy bop bop
00:34:23.440 bring him where in an alleyway or into your home i don't know if i could bring him to my home that's
00:34:28.680 a little bit like that's the audacity on that shit it's a little bit yeah it's like up there
00:34:32.600 yeah that's a sin so you would do it in like a dumpster in an alley i could feel like a dumpster
00:34:37.860 could hit yeah i don't like but it's got some like cushioning you know what i'm talking about
00:34:41.540 like some trash bags and shit in there bro why are you on here bro are you like i'm uh it's all
00:34:47.540 programming it's just it's not real it's a fake sneaker to generate content i don't know shut
00:34:51.520 shut the fuck up so like you shut the fuck up this is a i don't know why are you here why are
00:34:56.360 you here i'm here to ask you about your intrusive thoughts so so in this scenario is it a is it a
00:35:01.360 hot girl is it a random girl is it an old lady is it probably gotta be hot like for real if i'm
00:35:06.020 gonna have to do that shit actually no i ain't raping no bitch like why do i need to do that
00:35:09.340 i know you're not going to but that's an intrusive thought so i know but like like i think about that
00:35:13.700 shit but it's like why do it you know because it's like if i could just have like i feel like
00:35:16.820 consensual sex would be so much it's so much better than rape like that shit would just like
00:35:20.980 ain't no way shot yet right like she's like she ain't even wet she ain't even like none of that's
00:35:26.320 just gonna work i'm pretty sure consensual sex hits way different than grape pretty sure would
00:35:31.780 you you're you're pretty sure i don't know i haven't tried grape yet so i i don't know but
00:35:36.040 oh you're censoring yourself i'm not censoring i'm not censoring but so far yeah you're right
00:35:40.020 i'm on wrong i could say it right i've only had consensual sex and it's hit pretty well so okay
00:35:45.040 comparatively i guess i guess you don't know until you try type shit but i just like i don't really
00:35:49.600 know if i need to try bro you no chance but i've seen so many of your videos and so much shit on
00:35:54.220 like online and now i'm talking to you and that shit don't feel real what have you seen what have
00:35:58.540 you seen me talk about uh my fucking i don't know woman's rights and shit but i don't fucking know
00:36:03.780 i see i used to see hella shit on tiktok man we talk about women's rights too much when can we
00:36:08.560 start talking about women's wrongs that was that shit's crazy bro that is a w take hold on i gotta
00:36:15.200 take a picture of this shit okay fine fine fine fine ain't no fucking way bro hold on hold on
00:36:19.920 where is this shit bro bro i don't know i'm on a medical talking to sneak go what's popping what's
00:36:25.400 popping it's actually real this shit's real but w grape he's drinking fucking yeah we're talking
00:36:30.360 about raping shit no we're not no we're not no great great great this is sparkling water
00:36:36.760 i already said that hey so you like what you like 24 yeah i'm like 24 how old are you 17
00:36:42.780 no i'm 16 16 wait where are you from 24 25 i'm from virginia bro that's how you talk i don't know
00:36:51.680 i mean it just depends it depends on who i'm with you know why we got we got my school's like a
00:36:56.240 melting pot we got like country kids i can i can switch it up with you real quick you know about
00:37:01.480 that young blood shut the fuck up and then you got you got the city kids you got the country kids
00:37:06.720 they'll kind of mesh and then just turns to fucking i don't even know what okay my school's
00:37:11.880 like the number one school in high school in virginia for like athletics what do you play
00:37:17.300 i play lacrosse and basketball oh you play the white oh okay white and black i gotta have both
00:37:23.100 world i'm telling you bro i'd be i'd be chill with them with the black kids i'd be chill with
00:37:26.760 the motherfucking country ass kids like bro i just you gotta be chill with everyone that's
00:37:30.820 what i gotta say that's how you actually destroy racism that's what i'm saying bro that's what i'm
00:37:35.620 saying like i got it i fuck with you you want to plug something real quick you're you do you have
00:37:40.160 a channel or something like people in the chat are saying you're engaging i ain't got no channel
00:37:44.800 i got like no i don't even have anything not gonna lie but you want you streaming right now
00:37:49.320 Yeah, shoot me on Rumble.
00:37:51.040 On who?
00:37:52.500 Rumble, Rumble, Rumble.
00:37:53.780 Yeah, yeah, for sure.
00:37:54.940 You never heard about Rumble before?
00:37:56.200 Nah, I already know Rumble.
00:37:58.080 Come on, man.
00:37:59.580 Come over to Rumble.
00:38:00.320 They got bitches in the chat.
00:38:01.660 Shit, my fault.
00:38:02.800 Anyway.
00:38:03.660 Yo, they're mine, though.
00:38:04.580 Don't take it from me.
00:38:06.200 You can't take all of them, bro.
00:38:07.760 They're all from me.
00:38:08.580 How many people are watching you right now?
00:38:10.140 7,000.
00:38:11.440 No shot.
00:38:12.180 You're lying.
00:38:13.100 Nope.
00:38:13.360 You deadass 7,000 people right now.
00:38:15.500 Deadass.
00:38:16.920 Faux.
00:38:18.060 Faux.
00:38:19.320 Five.
00:38:20.620 So you kind of just
00:38:21.320 Why didn't I hear
00:38:23.780 Grayson's almost some
00:38:24.460 freaking mate?
00:38:39.640 You're trying to skip so bad
00:38:40.860 it's not working?
00:38:41.560 Yeah, keep trying to skip
00:38:42.440 and fuck up this keyboard.
00:38:43.520 Yeah.
00:38:43.940 Oh, click, click, click.
00:38:45.040 Shoot the foot.
00:38:49.320 it's not skipping i know you're trying to skip it's not working no we're actually
00:39:05.480 muting you every time you do that oh why i was trying to have a conversation with you
00:39:10.760 because you're gonna blow my speaker oh
00:39:12.760 Did you get a, let me stop.
00:39:17.100 Did I get what?
00:39:17.940 Where do you stay at?
00:39:20.160 Don't worry about it, don't worry about it, don't worry about it.
00:39:22.760 Yeah, you got a hair transplant?
00:39:24.580 It looks like it?
00:39:25.740 Yep.
00:39:26.740 No, it's just my hair.
00:39:28.440 Oh wait, it don't look like that anymore.
00:39:30.140 It's thin.
00:39:31.480 It's thin.
00:39:33.520 What kind of blade do you use?
00:39:35.420 What kind of blade?
00:39:36.860 What size?
00:39:38.420 It's a, I go to the barber, I don't cut my own hair.
00:39:41.660 but you don't know what guard it is.
00:39:44.620 Use two.
00:39:45.400 3.5 on the top, low taper fade.
00:39:48.700 Okay.
00:39:50.580 No, you'd be very judgmental about my hair
00:39:52.280 standing over like that hounding.
00:39:53.480 What are you guys on the same volleyball team or some sort?
00:39:55.200 You guys look like the WNBA.
00:39:57.060 Do I play volleyball?
00:39:58.200 We have one all black because it's fucking black history.
00:40:02.960 All of our black pills.
00:40:06.600 You look like the backup dancers for Lizzo.
00:40:11.660 I'm the front line.
00:40:14.540 Let me guess.
00:40:15.260 I'm Lizzo.
00:40:18.100 I didn't say it.
00:40:19.200 It's black history.
00:40:19.920 I didn't say it.
00:40:22.880 All right.
00:40:23.580 This conversation has ran its limit.
00:40:26.260 Yo, bro.
00:40:26.640 Let me tell you something.
00:40:27.840 Yo, tell me.
00:40:30.160 Bro, I like your setup.
00:40:31.520 Yo, clip that last shit chat.
00:40:33.160 That Lizzo comment's going to go viral on TikTok.
00:40:34.940 What up, though?
00:40:35.740 I like your setup.
00:40:37.440 Yo, thank you.
00:40:37.880 I like your glasses.
00:40:40.180 D is fake, bro.
00:40:41.660 I like him, though.
00:40:43.660 Thank you, Mumble.
00:40:45.660 Is that plaques I see in the background?
00:40:47.660 Why are you investigating my shit so much?
00:40:50.660 Bro, what's on YouTube, gang?
00:40:52.660 I'm banned on YouTube.
00:40:54.660 You know Rumble?
00:40:55.660 Yeah.
00:40:56.660 You know Rumble?
00:40:57.660 Yeah!
00:40:58.660 Yeah!
00:40:59.660 Come over to Rumble, man.
00:41:00.660 Rumble.com slash Sneeko.
00:41:02.660 I bet.
00:41:03.660 Wait, wait, wait.
00:41:04.660 Hold on, hold on.
00:41:05.660 What do you do?
00:41:06.660 Me?
00:41:08.660 Yeah.
00:41:09.660 You rap?
00:41:10.660 You rap?
00:41:12.080 Yeah.
00:41:12.920 Can you rap for me?
00:41:15.040 Ain't got no beat.
00:41:16.880 You don't need a beat.
00:41:18.800 Yes, I do too.
00:41:19.860 No, you don't.
00:41:21.020 Go ahead.
00:41:21.860 I can give you some unreleased junk.
00:41:24.940 Yeah, let me hear it.
00:41:29.620 Tell your, tell your, tell your chip not.
00:41:31.680 i can make you see the color black okay okay um what's the color on my ceiling
00:41:47.100 white okay so what's what's the color of this oh shit blue oh the fuck oh it's paused bye
00:42:00.400 what the yo sneaker yo what up you look like a tiktok guy hey
00:42:07.800 you did that really well is that actually sneaker yeah what's up man yo bro i actually
00:42:15.320 know you where do i stream rumble bro that dirty ass website what you mean whoa whoa whoa wait wait
00:42:23.320 hold on hey you know steezy right yeah that's my friend too that's my friend too i'm planning to
00:42:29.140 make a movie with him he's gonna come here next over a couple weeks oh wait yeah aren't you guys
00:42:33.560 gonna i don't know if i can say it actually do you care or because he told me some shit because
00:42:38.280 i was asking about you because i just really fuck with you bro but why are you dissing my website
00:42:42.780 like that oh no i'm not it's just like damn bro that's crazy yeah hold on hold on the ceo watching
00:42:49.160 my stream chris uh what can you tell him that needs fixing on the website
00:42:52.060 what are you doing oh me wait you're you're talking me yeah oh what'd you what'd you say
00:43:04.220 what the fuck was that are you gonna ask if i'm real bro i know you're real i would get
00:43:10.080 bro ask me if i put two fingers because like i just look like weirdly like attractive or good
00:43:15.700 on omegle what are you gonna ask me if i'm real no you know how the girls like never mind bro
00:43:24.580 never mind what you know how the girls on omegle you see those clips and they're trying to like
00:43:31.620 you know they're like posing and the girl's like oh are you real and that's like all
00:43:35.220 their content is they just post that what's the what's the pose what's the pose you think
00:43:39.220 i can do it you think i don't know it's so gay bro like they just be like like
00:43:42.980 like it surely does so like you're not like that let me try yo but that's crazy bro wait
00:43:51.560 i'm gonna call steezy i'm gonna trip him out right now hold up
00:43:54.540 wait am i doing it help me out coach me oh let me see the fuck are you real
00:44:01.060 wait let me call steezy real quick this is funny i'm waiting
00:44:06.940 he's not picking up man hold up you're not up like that bro hold up i swear to god damn bro
00:44:18.480 that's tough bro are you streaming right now i thought he was a friend no i'm not streaming
00:44:23.780 i'm on omegle talking to you for fun oh damn you're for real streaming right now that's crazy
00:44:29.860 yeah
00:44:30.300 what's an intrusive thought that you have
00:44:39.800 um
00:44:43.600 two
00:44:48.960 oh okay this is when i was young though you're still young
00:44:54.580 i'm 18 it's still young
00:44:58.800 okay well I would have these things when I was a kid when I was like six or seven and like my
00:45:08.300 parents would call them like feelings and I would be like I'm gonna I'm gonna kill my brother because
00:45:14.380 and like I'd have these things where I was like um and like my head would tell me like uh like
00:45:22.980 I'd be like when I was a kid I'd be in like the shower or something like oh bang your head on the
00:45:26.440 wall so i do it and i i had to get stitches do you still have them let me see no i don't have
00:45:32.960 those like urges things but the last one was when i was um 11 and yeah i like me and my sister got
00:45:44.840 in a physical fight she's six years older than me and yeah we like she was trying to like call me
00:45:51.140 and everything um but i was like going crazy so who won the fight um well like eventually my dad
00:46:01.620 grabbed us but yeah so you lost though you if you won you would have said that i mean my sister
00:46:08.960 is six years older than me and excuses look at you making excuses that's the last time you had
00:46:17.560 in it what about now like do you have so you're actually banging your that's not even an intrusive
00:46:21.840 thought you're actually doing it but what's like something you think about right now oh just like
00:46:26.860 doing the when i do the dishes just like breaking on the floor what's stopping you
00:46:32.500 my mother what is she gonna do she gonna go drag you away
00:46:37.980 uh well my glint my grandpa lives with us so i don't want him stepping on the glass
00:46:43.620 if you lived alone you think you would do it i wouldn't do my house because i feel like i'd miss
00:46:50.860 this like a piece but me and my friends we've like we wrote we wrote things down on plates and
00:46:55.700 then we went to like this like empty like train track abandoned train track and then we broke
00:47:01.480 them all it was very it was very fun it was therapeutic right you felt good it was very
00:47:05.960 therapeutic you kind of live the life of like a movie girl from a disney movie who's like going
00:47:12.680 through stuff this is like she's at the train tracks you're getting in fights with your sister
00:47:18.280 you got like main character life i'm my friends always tell me that because like
00:47:24.640 i've done me my friends will break into hotel pools and then yeah so that's always fun we've
00:47:33.040 um i've almost got arrested for um while we were doing fireworks and my friend noah he got illegal
00:47:42.380 fireworks from um arizona with his dad and we caught a bush on fire um what we caught a bush
00:47:51.880 on fire oh um it was an accident and but it was it was fine like it eventually went out and stuff
00:48:00.480 um but yeah they're like you can't be like they're like you can't like you can't be doing
00:48:06.500 like these fireworks in like next to so many buildings and then we've gone on private property
00:48:12.980 once by accident um from looking at this awesome view and then we also filled up my dad's truck
00:48:20.080 well I took his car um and then we put a tarp um in it and it filled the trunk up with water and
00:48:28.120 we had a water truck and then my brother drove the truck and me and my friends um because me
00:48:32.560 and my brother we were close in age ish um we're the same friends so we took the truck and yeah we
00:48:40.140 filled up with water and had a water truck it was crazy why are you so reckless um it's actually
00:48:48.980 really funny because my parents don't know this because they just think i'm a scholar in school
00:48:53.880 because i have a 3.9 gpa nerd i just do my homework and pay attention class well sometimes i just put
00:49:02.220 my headphones in um yeah life is fun but also it's really hard what's hard mental health
00:49:13.560 but why are you so like what is hard about mental health to do the right thing every day not smash
00:49:20.640 dishes and stuff like that and not to fight your sister what's so hard about it oh you have
00:49:23.920 depression anxiety about a side yeah i do do you actually i yeah i do i'm diagnosed from a doctor
00:49:31.800 a doctor can diagnose anything just because you take medication for it doesn't mean you
00:49:36.800 actually have it no i do i've had it since i was a kid i have severe panic attacks um
00:49:44.980 and yeah it's like a lot of stuff but yeah you're on serotonin you're on ssrs
00:49:51.160 um it's antidepressants yeah ssrs right well yeah um i used to fight my mother because
00:50:01.660 well so when I was a kid she would I also have like H. pylori which is um just like eczema and
00:50:08.680 stuff and it was this terrible medicine and so I my mom would have to shove the anti the um
00:50:14.380 anxiety medicine when I was a kid and the um like um medication just for my like eczema and stuff on
00:50:22.720 my arms and I would like fight her and my parents because it was like my mom regrets that till this
00:50:29.620 day because it was like the worst thing anyone has ever tasted like she tells me now she's like
00:50:38.880 i'm so sorry for doing that to you as a kid because it was terrible the doctors even told
00:50:43.720 her this is the worst like medication we have like tasting wise and it didn't even help me
00:50:48.920 have you tried god or just pills oh no i'm very religious i'm super christian you're christian
00:50:57.420 i thought you were muslim you're not arabic no i'm indian oh you're indian yeah i'm a disciple
00:51:04.120 i go to church i have a deep relationship with god um and all these people i do this with i like
00:51:13.480 i've never gotten drunk i've never gone high i don't i don't do any of that i've never had a
00:51:17.540 boyfriend um yeah all my friends like they're from church and we do things but like they're
00:51:25.820 obviously reckless and stuff but we are very safe and we all love each other and stuff what do you
00:51:31.680 mean what do you mean we do things like we break into what's it called hotel pools and um accidentally
00:51:40.100 go on private property and stuff like that it's funny seeing religious kids when they can't drink
00:51:45.700 and they can't have sex and stuff like that so they just end up acting out by breaking no it's
00:51:49.300 our choice it's all of our choice we're not like oh we're religious so i know but they're choosing
00:51:53.640 to do that to go act out but teenagers need some sort of outlet so yours turns out to be breaking
00:51:59.820 into hotel pools no well it's not we just sometimes we'll just ask people if there are people inside
00:52:07.380 to like open it or the gate is even open like there's been so many times that they the gate
00:52:12.480 is open so we just go in um and we don't get like we the people will just like hey
00:52:19.980 pools closed could you guys leave like they've never like called the cops what happened to your
00:52:26.760 dad my dad yeah what about him where's he at i mean we don't have a good relationship but he's
00:52:36.680 here yeah oh he's there he's in the house yeah oh okay okay yeah do you think he loved to go get
00:52:46.860 milk do you think you what do you think you love to go get milk i don't know i just you talk a lot
00:52:52.220 about your mom and you're acting out stuff like that usually i mean people on the internet say
00:52:58.420 that that's fatherless behavior i mean my my dad is like we have a really tough relationship but
00:53:06.860 my mom trusts me so like it's fine like even when me and my brother took my dad's truck
00:53:13.060 like it was fine he didn't care he was just like he probably should have cared well he obviously
00:53:18.300 did care because it was like 1 2 a.m um 1 2 a.m you're driving around with the pool in your dad's
00:53:24.120 truck like he cared but like he knew that like we didn't sneak out to do anything like
00:53:31.940 going with like doing drugs or alcohol and stuff like that he
00:53:37.180 um that's some suburban shit this is some bored small town public school suburban
00:53:47.020 this is some perks of being a wallflower middle of america nothing in california
00:53:53.200 there could still there's a lot of small towns in california um we live we're from torrance
00:53:58.540 exactly who what the fuck is torrance torrance is a very popular city no it's not what's the
00:54:03.520 population 60 000 it's like right next to la it's not la though this is that's what people
00:54:09.540 know torrance for for being right next to la torrance california population
00:54:13.300 oh 143 000 all right all right you live like uh that's like euphoria
00:54:22.960 that's what that's what you do just minus the drugs and alcohol and sex
00:54:30.660 What type of
00:54:33.800 What type of conversations have you had so far on Omegle today?
00:54:38.180 I'm surprised girls like you
00:54:40.020 With lip gloss on
00:54:41.560 They usually just like look, skip, skip, skip
00:54:43.280 Vaseline
00:54:46.900 I have a huge tub of Vaseline in my room
00:54:50.660 It looks like the sweetie lip gloss
00:54:54.120 No, it's this
00:54:56.020 I have a huge tub of Vaseline
00:55:00.240 I love Vaseline
00:55:02.300 yeah but what are your conversations been like so far today
00:55:07.320 um you're actually one of the few people that I just met coming on here I but the other day
00:55:13.800 I had a really deep amazing conversation with this dude Brandon we had a super amazing
00:55:18.760 conversation about God and I invited him to church because I have at this church in Torrance and I
00:55:25.200 have a lot of my closest friends i grew up with and yeah we said this deep conversation is so
00:55:31.460 awesome it was like the best conversation i've ever had with anyone besides on this
00:55:36.580 like he was a solid dude besides this conversation um sure
00:55:44.540 i'm doing all the i'm doing the heavy lifting of this conversation though
00:55:50.060 how old are you i'm 24 oh i thought you were gonna be say like 28 because i'm like okay
00:55:58.140 i look 28 thank you
00:56:00.400 you're very straightforward would you prefer that i was more mysterious and shifty you talk you're
00:56:09.620 like andrew tate like you sound like andrew tate who's that he's this guy on social media
00:56:19.680 that's he's like a billionaire now he's like a millionaire he's a billionaire isn't that the
00:56:27.020 misogynist guy yeah i god he's the worst he's the worst right isn't he a human trafficker
00:56:33.580 is he i don't know i thought i heard he went to jail for for raping and trafficking
00:56:39.760 i have no idea you didn't hear about that no i just know that he like
00:56:46.740 doesn't believe in women's rights and it's like i don't know he just that's terrible that's
00:56:53.420 terrible i love personally like out of all the genders women probably one of the top two
00:56:58.840 um like when it comes to rights i think women should have them you sound a lot like andrew tate
00:57:07.660 no but i disagree like i think that you i think that you should vote i think i think that you
00:57:14.860 could drive what do you mean wait huh i think that you could drive i can drive yeah i so that's
00:57:23.660 what i'm saying like you should have some rights women do have rights though yeah i know which is
00:57:29.580 good that's a good thing like i i'm a i'm a feminist personally yeah me too you are what's
00:57:34.660 your favorite feminist issue i like i went to a protest before um for the because this is actually
00:57:44.200 when i was in dallas and went to a protest about um abortions and how it's unfair how men are
00:57:52.280 choosing that we can't have abortions even though it's not their bodies and they don't know what
00:57:58.100 it's like like sorry um they don't know what it's like like what if a woman was raped and then you're
00:58:06.300 saying she can't have an abortion even if she doesn't want to have that child because women
00:58:11.000 have died from giving birth yeah yeah i like i love abortion personally wait i just wanted to
00:58:16.680 check out this uh this image people say sometimes say that it looked like
00:58:20.520 like uh andrew just uh check out this link right here
00:58:26.680 i've heard that before oh this bitch
00:58:29.560 damn it chad i was so close man as soon as she saw the link man damn it
00:58:41.000 Hey, how you doing? What's an intrusive thought that you have?
00:58:46.960 Wait, what the fuck? Are you real?
00:58:48.760 Yeah, I'm real. Why are you whispering?
00:58:51.120 Wait, what the fuck? I've seen you before.
00:58:53.560 Wait, what the fuck? What's an intrusive thought that you have?
00:58:57.360 Um, one intrusive thought that I have is...
00:59:01.600 Wait, what is an intrusive thought like?
00:59:03.660 Like a thought that infects your head that you don't want.
00:59:06.480 Like, right now I should go and punch this old lady for no reason.
00:59:11.000 Oh, definitely, like, killing my family.
00:59:15.920 If I get really pissed.
00:59:17.080 How would you do it?
00:59:19.400 Oh, God, I don't know.
00:59:21.740 Sorry, I'm moving.
00:59:23.160 I don't know, like, if I get really pissed at somebody, like, definitely murdering them.
00:59:27.900 But, like, yeah.
00:59:29.220 But, like, how would you do it, though, specifically?
00:59:31.940 Oh, God, I don't know.
00:59:33.100 Like, whatever the situation is, like, push them down the stairs, stab them.
00:59:39.500 I don't know.
00:59:41.000 Push them down the stairs.
00:59:43.280 Anything, like, if we're on the top of the stairs and I'm mad at them, like, that's my truce of thought, okay?
00:59:47.380 So don't judge.
00:59:48.220 I'm not judging.
00:59:48.960 This is the reason I asked it.
00:59:52.220 Okay.
00:59:52.920 What does your family do to piss you off?
00:59:54.820 To get that mad?
00:59:57.120 I don't even know.
00:59:58.100 I'm literally, like, bipolar, so they can do anything.
01:00:01.380 Oh, I'm literally bipolar, too.
01:00:04.140 Yeah.
01:00:04.800 Are you manic or depressive right now?
01:00:06.960 um not right now but like i have been before what does that mean i thought bipolar is you're
01:00:15.340 always one or the other yeah like oh wait man oh for me it's like really fucking happy or really
01:00:26.060 fucking sad or really fucking pissed as hell and that's that's three things bipolars too
01:00:32.760 okay well i have i actually have bpd which is kind of like bipolar i just say it's bipolar
01:00:39.900 but it's called borderline personality disorder i know what that is yeah so i guess isn't that
01:00:46.120 just like where your emotions are heightened i don't know oh i don't know what are your what
01:00:52.660 are your pronouns why do you want to know that because sometimes when i talk to they them people
01:01:00.320 it's kind of like PPD
01:01:01.780 because that's multiple personalities
01:01:04.380 and they them is plural.
01:01:06.460 Well, guess what?
01:01:07.680 What?
01:01:09.220 Well, I'm not a they them, but I'm transgender.
01:01:13.860 What does that mean?
01:01:15.840 It means that, um...
01:01:20.880 I don't even know what it means.
01:01:23.340 Wait, so are you...
01:01:24.520 Bitch, you know damn well.
01:01:25.960 Who?
01:01:26.320 You know damn well what it means.
01:01:27.760 Are you a trans woman or a trans man?
01:01:30.320 I'm a chance girl but what's your what's your real thing like what were you
01:01:39.980 born as oh you gotta look like Blair white okay but she has some very
01:01:49.760 controversial opinions that I don't agree with are you whispering to cover up
01:01:55.800 your boy voice no actually I don't even have a boy voice but my parents are like right outside my
01:02:01.500 toy my door like and it's kind of scary because they've come in twice and I'm gonna like cry
01:02:07.920 because they did not know I'm on Omegle what would they do if they found out you're on Omegle
01:02:12.600 I don't know they don't even know what Omegle is but like yeah yeah okay it's pretty funny that I
01:02:22.320 was able to predict the trans thing with the BPD, a lot of you gender fluid people also are mentally
01:02:28.660 insane. Yeah, for sure. So are you really born in the wrong body or are you just insane? No, definitely.
01:02:39.400 I don't think it is related, but maybe I think I got BPD because I'm trans. Like all the emotions
01:02:48.400 going on we're definitely heightened did you get the snip snip no i'm 16 so i'm not old enough to
01:02:56.520 get that are you on puberty blockers yeah but i'm not on hormones do you want to be
01:03:04.760 yeah but it takes a long time don't you miss being a boy
01:03:11.320 no
01:03:12.900 what do you like about being a girl
01:03:16.220 I don't know
01:03:18.360 I don't really
01:03:20.440 I like everything about it
01:03:23.580 have you ever met trans people that regretted doing what they do
01:03:28.500 yeah but
01:03:30.900 they're
01:03:31.840 all the like detransitioners
01:03:34.620 most of them are still like supportive
01:03:36.340 like
01:03:36.880 if somebody is like against trans people
01:03:39.780 they always use detransitioners as like an argument but like i've never met a detransitioner
01:03:43.680 who's like against trans people do you think you're even old enough to decide that you're
01:03:49.800 a different gender you've barely finished puberty yes i am i did a brain scan
01:04:00.820 that's necessary if you want to transition you have to like get a psychiatrically like
01:04:08.560 interviewed for like months
01:04:10.900 I don't, it's really complicated
01:04:12.740 but like
01:04:14.580 yeah
01:04:15.840 do you think there's a chance
01:04:19.600 that you would ever change your mind
01:04:21.800 and regret the decisions you're making
01:04:23.180 when you're only a teenager
01:04:24.420 no, I wouldn't
01:04:27.060 cause you're, like when they do that
01:04:29.320 like brain thing, like your
01:04:30.360 your brain's gender can't change
01:04:32.800 I mean obviously for detransitioners it happened
01:04:35.020 but that's just cause they never were trans
01:04:37.280 and they were just having like
01:04:38.320 a mental whatever
01:04:40.200 but like
01:04:40.940 I knew that I was trans since I was like 2 or something
01:04:43.340 so
01:04:44.260 I don't remember anything when I was 2
01:04:47.580 how do you even know what gender is a 2
01:04:49.260 what are you talking about tranny
01:04:50.620 I don't know
01:04:52.400 I told my parents that I was a girl
01:04:54.940 when I was 2 years old
01:04:55.920 have you found our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ
01:04:59.480 no I have not
01:05:01.520 found Jesus yet but
01:05:03.000 obviously
01:05:04.240 I'll pray for you
01:05:08.300 Bumbukla chat
01:05:10.960 Whoa whoa whoa whoa
01:05:12.580 We need to pause for a second
01:05:13.600 Chat did you see that one person
01:05:15.160 Did you see that one person in the chat
01:05:16.940 Who called that shit hot
01:05:17.940 Did you guys see that
01:05:19.360 Call him out
01:05:20.300 What the fuck
01:05:20.760 I highlighted the username
01:05:22.380 Oh my god
01:05:23.640 Bruh
01:05:26.360 Don DeMarco that for real bro
01:05:27.580 Chat you called it
01:05:28.340 Thank you for the 10 Mr. Martin
01:05:29.380 Dear dad and mom
01:05:30.040 Your son and daughter is going to stab you to death
01:05:31.740 With your cutlery night night
01:05:32.900 That kid
01:05:33.600 Yeah bro
01:05:34.100 It's kind of sad
01:05:35.500 I feel so sorry for this bar
01:05:36.820 Poor child
01:05:37.320 His father is not home
01:05:38.200 And his mother is insane and evil
01:05:39.260 This boy is hurting
01:05:39.920 And needs someone to talk to you
01:05:41.100 Maybe I should have kept it going chat
01:05:42.600 But they're convinced
01:05:45.880 You mad
01:05:46.340 Thanks for the 20
01:05:46.900 W stream
01:05:47.340 W amigel
01:05:47.840 You got to do more of this love
01:05:48.980 Than bro
01:05:49.700 20 pushups now
01:05:50.420 So to go in chat
01:05:51.000 Stop being a simp
01:05:51.740 And go to the gym
01:05:52.200 High energy chat
01:05:52.920 Resist the slave mind
01:05:53.840 Bro
01:05:55.480 Sultan
01:05:57.380 Sultan
01:05:57.980 I would not use a condom
01:05:59.720 With this tranny girl
01:06:00.580 That's 16
01:06:01.240 And a boy
01:06:01.760 You're banned for 5 minutes
01:06:02.880 Put you in time out
01:06:04.240 For that comment
01:06:04.880 Put you in time out
01:06:06.380 For that
01:06:06.760 Bro
01:06:09.280 Abdul says
01:06:10.640 She's hot as fucking
01:06:11.520 Not 16
01:06:12.140 You're
01:06:12.520 Okay
01:06:12.960 You know what
01:06:13.500 You're done for the day
01:06:14.460 Man for this live stream
01:06:16.300 You should have kept going brother
01:06:18.780 Go harder
01:06:19.240 Yeah probably should have
01:06:20.080 Let's do 20 right now chat
01:06:21.280 For fucking you mad
01:06:22.280 Always in here
01:06:22.900 Making me mad
01:06:24.400 On chest day
01:06:36.760 Oh, did it got him
01:06:47.400 Abdul, get the rocks, bro. We need to get the rocks for this chat. That shit was insane. Insane chat
01:06:59.300 Yo, what's up
01:07:06.400 robot bingo's been pretty good tonight man hey what's an intrusive thought that you have
01:07:13.520 intrusive thought yeah
01:07:15.760 no it's not it's a it's a computer program but what's an intrusive thought that you have
01:07:22.860 wait i gotta take a picture i gotta take a picture actually no it's not can you can we
01:07:28.740 can we skip the picture the clout stuff social media is making everybody blah blah blah let's
01:07:32.760 just talk what's an intrusive thought that you have what's a thought that goes through your mind
01:07:35.740 that makes you uncomfortable and you can't communicate
01:07:37.740 to other people and you keep a secret
01:07:39.260 what is it i don't want to say it i won't judge you
01:07:46.880 you say it you say it i don't i say one like an intrusive thought yeah yeah something you think
01:08:00.920 about that you don't tell other people because it's too weird but it crosses your mind you have
01:08:04.820 to push it out you're like what the why would i even think this you have to go no you go i don't
01:08:12.760 really know to be honest stop videoing me you weirdo oh god tiktok has ruined a whole generation
01:08:23.100 a whole generation
01:08:25.320 what's an intrusive thought that you have that asshole i just fucking saw
01:08:35.660 we're losing to the lull lakers bro holy shit you look cute as hell what the fuck
01:08:45.840 you know what's that guy's name that's like oh he's not the top g but he's sneeko you know that
01:08:53.840 Adolf
01:08:54.980 Sneeko
01:08:58.040 Hitler
01:08:58.620 You look like him
01:09:00.100 What's an intrusive thought that you have
01:09:01.680 Wait let me show you what you look like
01:09:03.200 Okay show me show me
01:09:05.000 You're listening to a word I'm saying
01:09:06.720 Washington Heights says I should have kept that going
01:09:09.840 Yeah probably
01:09:10.440 Edward says single deal that dude was a tranny
01:09:13.080 No I didn't
01:09:13.640 Bro this is literally fucking you
01:09:18.600 Yeah yeah it is
01:09:20.060 Can we talk now
01:09:20.700 You're Sneeko
01:09:23.520 Yes
01:09:24.180 Quit playing
01:09:27.400 Alright, tell me
01:09:28.580 Should woman be able to vote?
01:09:31.820 No
01:09:32.040 And
01:09:34.820 Why?
01:09:37.260 Because they are emotional
01:09:39.240 And society was better run when it was the man
01:09:41.980 Who was providing and also voting
01:09:43.700 Because he owned land
01:09:44.680 Hold up
01:09:47.620 You know, fucking, this is Sneeko, bro
01:09:50.140 What the fuck?
01:09:51.960 What the fuck?
01:09:52.880 hey what are you doing I'm just telling
01:09:56.900 I'm just telling amigo no way I just had
01:10:00.320 this weird interaction this girl just
01:10:01.580 said she did I discussed her and all this
01:10:03.800 stuff and asked her why and she just
01:10:04.960 skipped you remember that they're all
01:10:07.160 like that on here yeah they are they do
01:10:09.440 be like that though I hate the woman on
01:10:11.240 here dude what the yeah no no no no no no
01:10:14.060 yeah what's an intrusive thought that
01:10:17.660 you have
01:10:19.880 um kind of ironic chat that depressed people hate me isn't it like you see everybody is pretty like
01:10:25.620 you're not depressed are you i love my life dude anyway what do you think about the stuff i said
01:10:31.000 well i love i fuck with you dude what is okay hold on i'm streaming so i just need to make a
01:10:35.760 point to the chat i just had a girl say that i disgust her she doesn't like me she thinks i'm
01:10:39.860 stupid and right before that she's in therapy she's depressed and she wants to kill herself
01:10:43.980 so why is it that you love your life and you like me but the girl that hates her life hates me
01:10:48.600 what what the fuck isn't that crazy i can't even process what's going on dude what the fuck isn't
01:10:54.380 that crazy it is crazy this is crazy everything's crazy how was your day good dude i i just went to
01:11:02.740 school and shit same old same old what do you love about life but what do i love about life
01:11:08.160 um let's see my friends uh uh fortnite um fortnite and fortnite okay what do you think
01:11:19.140 about what do you think about therapy therapy fuck that you don't need that maybe nice nice
01:11:26.180 space but um how many wins you have in fortnite so many dude when are you gonna stop playing
01:11:33.500 fortnite when are you gonna level when am i gonna stop yeah when are you gonna level up in
01:11:36.200 real life instead of just fortnight um probably never realistically come on why don't you start
01:11:42.200 streaming it or making money off of it because i tried doing that a while ago and low-key my
01:11:47.420 friends just flamed me um yeah and i just stopped bro i know i just like well my friends flamed me
01:11:55.140 the first time i started making call of duty videos back in the day i got made fun of but
01:11:58.320 you just got to be able to put once you get past that and then it becomes cool to your friends
01:12:02.780 instead of cringe that's when you could start going all the way up yeah once you get past that
01:12:07.640 but they're gonna clown you of course you do that's what your friends are supposed to do
01:12:10.160 i fucking tried bro i don't even know how long how long you've been trying well i kind of gave
01:12:17.080 up a while ago i was trying to stream for like like two and a half years three years something
01:12:23.660 like that what do you do now besides school for fun and video games um i don't know i just go to
01:12:31.360 gym and just like i don't know nice that's it w yeah well how old are you 17 yeah you're fine
01:12:40.400 bro yeah i'm a senior in high school what do you want to do after shit trying to go to college
01:12:46.460 and just be in like business major you know what i'm saying just you know normal life
01:12:53.520 are you happy with that or are you just doing a business major because you don't really know
01:12:59.220 what you want to do i don't know what i want to do yeah but that's a pretty default and then you're
01:13:03.380 gonna play sports in college stuff like that maybe join a frat no i'll fuck with that frat yeah don't
01:13:09.560 don't do the frat stuff it's gonna be a bunch of partying and a lot of garbage i know what are you
01:13:13.340 good at like what do you want to do shit what am i good at i actually don't think i'm good at anything
01:13:20.200 you know um i actually don't know you don't know i never really you know self reflected on my on my
01:13:30.260 you know attributes my positive attributes and stuff like that you know why because every time
01:13:34.380 you have a moment to start thinking about yourself and thinking about your life you end up playing
01:13:37.480 for real dude yo i'm addicted right you are you are it's not letting you think it's it's pushing
01:13:45.240 out like you seem smart the chat likes you but you're you're not you're not spending time it's
01:13:50.600 important to be introspective and it's important to have those vulnerable moments and to confront
01:13:54.600 things about yourself you learn a lot when i was 17 18 the stuff that's shaped my reality now were
01:14:00.400 those really uncomfortable moments where i had to face exactly what was going through my mind and
01:14:05.040 what i wanted to do well you're like my therapist right now dude well it's not i'm not like a
01:14:10.680 therapist i'm just giving advice for advice yeah i remember i remember exactly being 17 playing
01:14:15.980 games all day and about to go to college for a major i didn't want to go to and not even really
01:14:19.560 knowing what i wanted to do if i could give you advice spend next week don't don't spend the next
01:14:26.320 week maybe play fortnite for the rest of the day and think about what i said for the next seven days
01:14:30.460 you're too excited about fortnite though yeah no fuck fortnite you're 17 you're about to go to
01:14:36.100 school and you don't want to do what do you want to do all right all right all right fortnite is
01:14:39.560 giving you all the dopamine when you should level up in real life so the next week fuck fortnite
01:14:42.960 fuck fortnite after tonight yeah tomorrow spend the next week get a pen and paper uh-huh write
01:14:51.120 some things that you're good at and what you're not good at what you want to do go on walks uh-huh
01:14:55.820 and think about stuff in your life don't play video games for the next week and do a lot of
01:14:59.960 writing yeah fuck fortnite man i fuck with you dude yo let's do 10 push-ups right now
01:15:06.000 gotcha dude yeah shit shit shit just go ahead what I hope they can see me
01:15:20.120 me. Chad do it too. Perfect for me. Alright bro are you gonna do it? Oh shit where's my head
01:15:38.520 yeah you're gonna do it I did oh shit you know are you gonna do the the not
01:15:50.700 fortnight and the writing stuff yeah bro promise I promise on what on on my
01:16:05.160 mom good scary what's an intrusive thought that you have huh what's an intrusive thought that you
01:16:21.180 have so sometimes I have Spanish with my crush right like I'm fucking in love with this dude
01:16:31.920 and i sit right in front of him yeah sometimes just think about you what position
01:16:41.280 like like on top of my writing i had a feeling you were gonna say that
01:16:47.680 in the classroom or privately no no no ew just like i don't know at home in my bed
01:16:58.480 oh okay that's not really intrusive but what makes this guy special why do you fantasize about him
01:17:05.000 what makes him hot his personality or his looks or how he carries himself everything
01:17:11.060 why don't you tell him because he i don't know he's gay and he doesn't really like me like that
01:17:19.320 he's gay bi yeah oh he's bi but like he's gay yeah men who are bi are gay he lets just lie
01:17:28.100 no men are bi
01:17:28.940 exactly
01:17:29.280 it's different with girls
01:17:30.160 girls who are bi
01:17:30.840 that's true
01:17:31.720 you could actually be bi
01:17:33.600 as a girl
01:17:34.020 hmm
01:17:34.800 you think you could
01:17:35.520 convert him
01:17:36.080 maybe
01:17:38.180 but like
01:17:39.360 I don't know
01:17:42.120 I'm kind of like
01:17:42.700 I'm kind of talking
01:17:43.260 to somebody else right now
01:17:44.180 and like
01:17:44.760 another gay guy
01:17:46.720 or somebody straight
01:17:47.540 straight
01:17:49.180 we're going on a date
01:17:50.340 on Saturday
01:17:51.080 to the movies
01:17:52.320 no
01:17:53.580 to my park
01:17:54.420 what you gonna do
01:17:56.380 just walk
01:17:56.840 probably watch a movie like on our phone and just eat
01:18:00.540 you've already been on a date right with him yeah wait you were about to say something he's not
01:18:08.840 he's not as what he's not as hot as my crush not a lie
01:18:13.000 imagine imagine if you heard you say that he's not my boyfriend like we haven't even kissed
01:18:21.580 with this dude that i think about fucking in spanish i swear to god
01:18:27.620 he's gay though every time you think about it just think about the fact this guy likes
01:18:34.640 penis it's just yeah you're right but he's so sweet so sweet
01:18:43.840 you're right he does like dick
01:18:45.640 and he he's like a bottom too so he likes giddy oh how do you know that
01:18:53.940 are you guys in high are you in high school i'm a freshman yeah oh yeah i shouldn't be
01:19:01.200 having this conversation with you
01:19:02.500 bumble clap bro
01:19:09.940 and he's like a bottom what the hell yeah i i that conversation went on way too long bro
01:19:19.240 no way and what is this real yeah it's real i heard you playing the stream in the background
01:19:23.640 what's up man i gotta do 10 push let me do 10 push let's do it let's do it let's do it
01:19:30.440 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10
01:19:39.260 No fucking way
01:19:42.140 Yo, who are you in the chat?
01:19:43.300 Shout out your Rumble name
01:19:44.140 I'm bpenya24
01:19:48.100 No fucking way
01:19:50.540 I don't recognize you
01:19:51.320 You're not chatting enough
01:19:52.860 I guess not
01:19:54.600 Dad, the chat wants you to be Oleg so bad
01:19:57.180 Yo, so
01:19:58.660 i actually i'm gonna say this because it's crazy okay i've been watching your shit and really
01:20:04.780 you've been opening my fucking eyes i'm really dropping out of college because of you i really
01:20:09.740 am what year are you my first year what are you business major yeah yeah we just talked to a guy
01:20:17.900 like that that you see you went to college not knowing what you wanted to do so you just picked
01:20:20.960 that yeah how much you pay a year not that much because i'm playing basketball but oh you're part
01:20:27.460 that you're d1 no d3 but you wait so you're on scholarship for d3 not a scholarship but like
01:20:34.940 they give me like a little money off the side but like it's just like really nothing and it's just
01:20:39.200 like there's no point my dad is paying for it and shit and i'm just like i don't want to do this
01:20:44.580 like why why am i doing this yeah you got me you had me actually reading this book
01:20:49.900 yeah the rational mail i have it's a red pill bible a bunch of fucking books
01:20:56.740 power there we go i also got the bible because you know you gotta always there we go yeah the
01:21:03.320 real bible yeah and i also of course w jesus in the chat yeah damn bro i can i can see your
01:21:10.220 mindset you seem uh motivated you seem like you have a good direction you seem optimistic about
01:21:13.880 the future this is crazy you don't understand i've been on this fucking website for an hour
01:21:18.980 i've seen so many dicks i've seen so many dicks i haven't seen any are you serious i haven't seen
01:21:26.540 i saw one guy beating off but the camera was turned away i haven't seen one i've seen way too
01:21:31.280 many what the fuck well at least you found it okay so so what's your plan after college what
01:21:35.660 what are you what are you gonna do so so right now i i even talked to my dad he was he kind of
01:21:41.540 just was like all right like i'm like i'm paying for it he's like if you don't want to go like
01:21:45.420 why there's no point so right now i'm just staying at school i'm not even going to school i'm just
01:21:51.300 gonna go play basketball so like i'm just doing that i'm working out i'm going to work i work at
01:21:56.600 like a restaurant so i so i'm doing that on the side shit like that but right now all i'm really
01:22:03.880 doing is just gonna i'm gonna start working and then after that like i'm just gonna start reading
01:22:09.000 more more books that i really like am interested in and then try to like figure my way from there
01:22:14.180 I don't know what I want to do I'm 18 years old so it's just like I'll figure something out I
01:22:21.860 didn't really know that I was gonna play basketball until like my senior year of
01:22:25.240 playing basketball so it's just like if I did that I can do anything yeah that's the right
01:22:30.880 mindset and it's just like I keep thinking about it I'm like why am I I'm literally sitting in
01:22:36.560 class I'm like I like it happened like two days ago I sat in class and I was just like
01:22:42.180 i was like what the fuck am i doing here i'm really like on my phone i'm like what am i doing
01:22:47.780 here yeah i started i started fucking taking in eggs every single morning like i just really
01:22:52.640 yeah i don't know what it is it's just like it wakes me up in the morning too it does like a
01:22:58.660 little bit of grossness and it's like i always have to hype myself up when i do it and then get
01:23:03.200 into my day uh i do it i do it all stream too every single morning so where where do you envision
01:23:08.860 yourself 10 years from now you're 18 when you're 28 what do you picture what is your life like
01:23:14.400 where are you what do you have how do people know you like try to envision that what does it what
01:23:20.000 does it look like in 10 years i want to be a ceo of my own like my own company i want to be able to
01:23:28.440 build something but i don't want to build it with like i want to build it with people that are close
01:23:34.200 to me now and like my family instead of people that are just like random but i feel like that's
01:23:39.720 gonna be hard that would be hard um i want to like i just i don't even know man i really don't
01:23:50.480 you want to be a ceo you want to be in charge you want to be i don't want to be working a nine
01:23:54.620 to five for the rest of my life and just being like oh like i'm gonna have to work 12 hours
01:23:59.540 bust my ass and then work 75 hours a week and then sit at home be like fuck i'm tired i can't
01:24:05.920 do nothing i don't want to do anything i'm gonna sit on the couch watch fucking tv like why why
01:24:10.320 would i want to do that that's my biggest fear too that's my biggest fear in life so my advice
01:24:16.860 i would find an online skill i would find a way because like the the future is going to be online
01:24:21.740 business that's where people are going to be able to work from anywhere people will sell clothes
01:24:25.380 online i was gonna i was gonna buy your kit i just right now i don't have that much money so i'm
01:24:29.480 yeah you don't need you don't need the creativity kit in order to to make money but that that is
01:24:34.360 i'm just telling you like that's the future so in your free to keep reading those books bro
01:24:38.060 that that's gonna help your mindset a lot but i would also i'm at the end of this book uh right
01:24:43.860 now i'm on page uh 257 right now this book over rational male yeah that one it basically explains
01:24:51.360 that you could also watch like fresh and fit or it's i don't know i haven't read it personally
01:24:55.600 but it like just explains female dynamics right like what females are actually like yeah yeah i
01:25:01.700 mean there there's there's a lot of other books that you could read too that will like teach you
01:25:06.740 more about the world but basically i wouldn't even focus that much on girls right now at 18
01:25:10.460 especially where you're at in life you're focused and everything a girl is just going to drag you
01:25:13.900 down and draw away your energy from like you look at you chugging eggs every day you look in shape
01:25:19.420 you're you're working hard and you're constantly exercising girls it's gonna it's one big
01:25:25.000 distraction and also a waste of money you're actually right about that why are you saying
01:25:30.520 that why you've been messing with the girl um i just got out of like a two and a half year
01:25:34.900 relationship and um so like at the end of the relationship like going through it like she
01:25:42.380 kind of was trying to like push it to be like oh let's just like let's be together but like we
01:25:47.800 could talk to people and i was yeah and like i was just like nah fuck that like after like like
01:25:55.300 i started to realize that's when i started reading more and i was like that's the first book that i
01:25:59.800 started reading like was the way of the superior man and that was like really my like my eye
01:26:06.660 opener being like this is not something i should be doing right now so like like she hit me to this
01:26:14.380 breaking point and i just i broke up with her and i was just like nah fuck this shit and she
01:26:18.580 like she tries to come back to me and she was like no wait come back to me no no i need you
01:26:25.420 but like before you were thinking about this you were going hanging out with your friends
01:26:30.300 yeah facts facts fuck that bitch but yeah but um she she she really thought she could play me
01:26:42.540 uh what was i saying oh shit oh she was she like she was getting influenced by her her college
01:26:47.940 friends and she like knew them for a couple months like i i was dating her for two years
01:26:53.160 she got indoctrinated when she went to college she found those friends she started wanting to
01:26:56.040 do woke shit going to parties and like sleeping around first week of college she literally she
01:27:01.120 literally like like i was so like used to like her being with me and like that first week she
01:27:06.800 went to parties every single day oh welcome week that's what happens welcome week man
01:27:11.680 and i like and i texted her i was like yo like i kind of don't feel comfortable with you like
01:27:17.400 going every single day like i understand like two to like two times maybe but like you she went
01:27:22.580 every single day and she's like no like like come on like this is my experience out of out of my
01:27:27.800 home like she was like trying to like manipulate me thinking that thinking like oh that's the right
01:27:32.480 thing that i'm doing like like like i should have thought the matrix got her that's literally the
01:27:39.660 matrix grab pulling her in a good girl in a good relationship and the matrix pulled her out of that
01:27:45.040 into a whore she she tried to come back to me too and she started dating the guy that i didn't trust
01:27:51.780 no it gets funnier though like tell me she broke up with him why on new year's he threw up on
01:28:03.540 himself and she witnessed him throw up on himself fall over and break his two front teeth
01:28:08.760 frat kid drinking all the time nah i don't know what he does but he was this very goofy looking
01:28:18.200 kind of guy so she just kind of did it out of spite and then broke up with him it's kind of
01:28:23.540 amazing to me and now she's hitting you up again she was hitting me up like she was and then she
01:28:29.740 fumbled that she fumbled that see this is that's the best fuel to go and become the ceo that you
01:28:35.140 want to be in to be the best person let her regret that fact she chose to go and party and welcome
01:28:39.940 week and go and fuck the dork with no teeth she's she fucking a toothless dude instead of being with
01:28:45.380 you and here you are you have dreams and ambitions and all she was going to do is drag you down
01:28:49.240 so 18 man just i would find i'm not sure everything you're good at but you're motivated you're going
01:28:54.720 to figure out something to do but my advice for everybody your age is to find a way to make money
01:28:59.080 online i think that's the best way in order to not work a nine-to-five and to live anywhere you want
01:29:04.140 in the world if you have money coming in online if you're good at sales i don't teach that in the
01:29:09.080 creativity kit yet but like people who do high ticket sales make mad money uh especially if
01:29:14.560 you're good at talking to people and you have good social skills which you do i think you might
01:29:18.980 be a good salesman but i think a good way to make money now um well i would learn this skill is
01:29:25.460 copywriting and you don't need the creativity kit to learn how to do that you can learn that
01:29:29.380 from youtube tutorials copywriting is good yeah that's writing emails for for companies and and
01:29:34.780 for people like they you could do that anywhere it's just it's writing emails um and any business
01:29:40.600 needs that and i see that as a future for a lot of people who want to be able to live anywhere and
01:29:44.780 you can get you can get big time clients i'll pay a lot for that uh i would i would learn how to
01:29:48.920 copyright if you want i mean i'm not going to tell you what you want what you have to do but that's
01:29:52.400 no but that sounds like something easy that i could do and i it sounds like easy money that
01:29:57.160 sounds like that's just that's smart copywriting i've never heard of that honestly yeah that's uh
01:30:03.680 and see drop shipping is getting a little bit oversaturated because everybody made a lot of
01:30:07.260 youtube videos about it and there's just so much bullshit like all these chinese products flooding
01:30:10.720 around it's kind of falling off a little bit um but right now investing in the proper i would
01:30:17.780 invest into bitcoin obviously not all your money and then and that copywriting is a good online
01:30:23.100 skill something like i usually recommend editing but that's more time consuming and it's more
01:30:29.260 creative and not everybody has the attention span to do that
01:30:32.940 all right okay do you have any advice for my stream advice for your stream um really just
01:30:43.780 i feel like people especially now don't fucking read like start fucking reading and if you're a
01:30:49.700 fat fuck go to the fucking gym like please like people don't have discipline people think it's
01:30:56.340 motivation that works but it's more discipline you need to start thinking that you're enjoying
01:31:01.240 something when you don't you like people have such a horrible mindset and i don't know how people are
01:31:06.820 in your stream but like i started like to watch you recently like like this like this last like
01:31:13.120 like last year probably and like i started to like watch your old youtube videos seeing like
01:31:18.680 your your old trans like i live in like new york so i always like i would like be able to go like
01:31:24.920 see you like go to that that one minute podcast i'm like fuck i don't have that time and you just
01:31:32.020 like you kind of like are exploring the fucking world and that's something i want to do like i
01:31:35.920 want to be like you but better sorry that's good man i'll see you at the top hey man i what's your
01:31:44.680 name my name is brian brian yeah it's nice to meet you i'll see i will see you at the top
01:31:50.640 don't could you follow me back on instagram though
01:31:52.800 put in the chat yes yes okay fine yes sir yes sir my instagram sir
01:32:05.040 that's crazy because my friends were literally just talking bad about you and i kind of just was
01:32:15.540 like what did they say how you are like more like right whatever right or you have a bunch
01:32:22.740 of liberal friends a little yeah a little bit gay we don't give a fuck yeah they were talking
01:32:29.320 about like i was talking about reading and they're like you know you don't you shouldn't read
01:32:32.980 often i was like i don't know about that but don't listen to these people these liberal
01:32:38.480 wokies are gonna go drag you down woke is just there to drag away your energy make you believe
01:32:43.640 you're depressed make you cut off your penis make you go and do all this garbage i've seen it on
01:32:47.680 omegle tonight just all these people do you see that depressed girl the tranny all these people
01:32:52.060 are insane the woke mind virus destroys everybody that's why they hate me they hate themselves but
01:32:58.020 everybody who's motivated everybody who loves life they end up liking the stuff i talk about
01:33:02.500 because i'm just saying the truth it's really ironic how that happens really is yo all right
01:33:08.880 brian see you at the top all right
01:33:11.420 yo what up ain't no way bro hold on hold on hold on hey bro come on what do you like two minutes
01:33:23.500 two minutes yo tell me nah so basically i've been watching you for a bit i ain't gonna lie
01:33:28.240 I got some real shit
01:33:30.320 Where do I stream?
01:33:32.560 Fuck
01:33:32.820 No like I seen you on TikTok and shit
01:33:34.520 You know
01:33:34.920 Alright alright fine
01:33:36.900 Yeah yeah
01:33:37.380 I like I don't see your streams
01:33:38.480 I ain't gonna lie
01:33:39.080 But like on some real shit
01:33:40.860 Like
01:33:42.120 You're a big inspiration
01:33:43.880 I ain't gonna lie
01:33:44.440 Think like
01:33:46.360 Fuck that caught me off guard
01:33:47.640 I wasn't gonna face something with my friend
01:33:48.820 Are you in New York right now?
01:33:51.720 Nah bro
01:33:52.180 I really
01:33:52.920 Jersey?
01:33:54.440 Nah
01:33:54.780 Bro like literally
01:33:57.480 this is crazy to me because i'm about to turn 16 in two days oh yeah yeah what are you gonna do
01:34:03.420 why is that crazy huh so i didn't expect to see you today what does that have to do with you
01:34:10.660 turning 16 well i know i just know like i'm surprised because out of everything i could
01:34:15.860 not think seeing you in two days what do you want to do with your life well right now i'm
01:34:22.040 but I go to something called Ace for me, right?
01:34:24.740 And I want to go for business.
01:34:28.260 What do you want to do?
01:34:29.040 What type of business?
01:34:30.140 Well, right now,
01:34:31.240 probably going like for dealerships,
01:34:32.920 stuff like that.
01:34:34.420 What type of dealership?
01:34:35.880 A car dealership?
01:34:37.220 You could be a car salesman.
01:34:38.660 I could see you with the suit on.
01:34:40.520 Selling a Volkswagen.
01:34:42.200 No, yeah.
01:34:43.760 Hey, but Sneeko, Sneeko,
01:34:44.820 can you like say something
01:34:46.240 so people can believe I actually met you and shit?
01:34:47.860 All right, fine.
01:34:49.500 You can say anything.
01:34:50.660 Come on.
01:34:52.040 w hitler w hitler i i ain't gonna lie
01:34:56.880 please don't be okay hey what's an intrusive thought that you have
01:35:03.480 an intrusive thought um i don't know maybe like opening the door while we're like driving
01:35:11.020 and then rolling out like a hot dog when was the last time you thought that uh i don't know
01:35:22.040 why don't you do it oh why don't you do it well i don't want to die
01:35:32.280 so why do you think you think about it
01:35:36.600 i don't know because it's a possibility
01:35:40.760 i could yeah i think about the same exact thing so you enjoy living you like life
01:35:46.520 yeah okay what's a mean thought you have about somebody else an intrusive thought because that's
01:35:53.920 that's internal that's introspective about you what about other people i don't really think
01:35:59.620 anything bad towards anyone you've never been walking behind somebody slow and then thought
01:36:06.400 maybe not but um like hurry up yeah but how would you hurry him up just to like shove him forward
01:36:18.680 yeah i'd be like move away man
01:36:21.260 okay when's the last time in a conversation you've noticed something like a bad breath or like the
01:36:29.200 way somebody talks or like maybe their nose was flaring like what's something that annoys you
01:36:33.160 when you talk to somebody but you don't say it because it has nothing to do with the conversation
01:36:37.980 you know that's a good question
01:36:42.200 i don't know there has to be some i don't know there has to be something i just
01:36:49.220 i can't think of it
01:36:50.640 i can't think of anything
01:36:55.300 you don't you don't ever have mean thoughts
01:37:01.120 not really no
01:37:04.000 what goes through your head what what's what's something you think about that you haven't
01:37:12.060 communicated to other people i talked to this girl one time and she said that she doesn't
01:37:15.100 think that whales exist that whales are a conspiracy theory you know like what's a
01:37:18.700 theory that you have that you don't tell people because it doesn't make any sense but you believe
01:37:22.400 it let me think um i don't know i really don't know i'm so sorry it's okay i can't think of
01:37:35.040 anything i'm so tired um it doesn't look tired it looks like it's bright out where you at
01:37:40.880 uh no i'm from texas it's like really dark outside it's just that my mirror
01:37:45.440 on my vanity is like a light oh it looks real why do you have that uh that vanity like what
01:37:52.520 do you do that for i have mine there you can see in the reflection yeah no it's not it's
01:37:56.680 not a ring light it's a mirror oh myrrh a mirror oh
01:38:01.860 what do you what do you put on makeup and like who do you look good for
01:38:08.100 no one for myself
01:38:10.780 but you wouldn't do it if you were just sitting alone at home by at home by yourself
01:38:16.340 i would you put on makeup and get ready for yourself yeah sorry it's because my allergies
01:38:25.600 are really bad and my eye cries what are you allergic to nothing it's just the weather
01:38:31.520 in texas it's so bad it's like like bipolar so like
01:38:36.220 do you believe in do you believe in depression yeah i do do you have it no why
01:38:45.300 um i'm really happy right now yeah what makes you happy um i think uh just like always like
01:38:59.360 i don't know i think it's just keeping myself busy not that it's a destruction i just enjoy
01:39:05.380 like you know staying ambitious you know if that makes any sense what are your ambitions
01:39:11.040 um i'm in golf and i golf is a really hard game it's very like challenging mentally and physically
01:39:21.780 and i just think that like there's so much room for like improvement so i definitely try hard at
01:39:29.720 that also school myself just like so many things i don't know how old are you i'm 15
01:39:36.960 what's an intrusive thought that you have i can't go on youtube i'm not on youtube i'm banned
01:39:53.340 i'm banned on youtube for real let's not go on youtube okay
01:39:56.780 really are you filipino yes oh nice bye
01:40:02.860 oh no way sneaker yeah what's an intrusive thought that you have
01:40:09.360 i'm glad you got me speechless wait what did you say
01:40:26.780 yo ain't no way there's no way it's fake damn it'd be like that it do be like that though
01:40:37.400 i do not but like i'm on a discord call with my boy um and he's risen up some bitch right now
01:40:44.200 it's kind of funny what did you say what's his wrist um she said she was from like puerto rico
01:40:50.300 or some shit and he said like there's a port that we can go into or something like that i don't know
01:40:56.180 He's talking about doing butt stuff.
01:40:59.080 You're going to do it?
01:41:01.060 I don't know.
01:41:03.640 Probably.
01:41:04.760 Nice.
01:41:06.220 I mean, shit, he's on Omegle 2 right now.
01:41:08.080 It's kind of funny.
01:41:09.100 Hey, good luck, man.
01:41:10.420 All right, Chad, no more.
01:41:11.040 I'm done.
01:41:16.660 That's it.
01:41:17.100 Is this your job?