00:34:20.020You know, that's the culture that I cultivated and I, you know, didn't do anything to change that.
00:34:27.740Over the years, it's changed a little bit, but I don't think I've still fully acknowledged how responsible I am for the amount of harassment that Anissa has had to deal with.
00:34:44.580And this year, I decided to speak more candidly.
00:34:48.100Do you think that we can make him autistic again?
00:35:38.300and and be more open about who i am as a person and to speak on my life a little bit more
00:35:50.740and i did that on anthony padilla's podcast these are the people that i'm attracting these are the
00:35:56.020people i'm entertaining like i need to re-evaluate things they're relating and enjoying this content
00:36:03.040for a reason and that's not maybe the same reason that i'm saying like smosh i used to watch back
00:36:09.700in third fourth grade what making edgy jokes and then he's like what he'd like he's wearing
00:36:14.480bisexual shoes i'm trying to make i had a very wild west mentality when it came to online
00:36:21.680behavior like people are going to do what they want to do people are going to say what they want
00:36:25.880to say and I can pretty much do the same because it's the internet but I think you have to be a
00:36:33.420lot more responsible. If you guys are at all interested in how I've arrived here that video
00:36:37.980gives you know a good bit of context and talks about some of my life a little bit. There is a
00:36:43.780clip from this interview that's been floating around the internet and it's me calling my fans
00:36:49.020anti-social and basement dwellers and I was like I didn't like you know interacting with my fans.
00:36:54.600I just want to be clear. Like, that was my realization. I think a lot of people are like, of course that happened. It's because you were creating that culture and you were attracting those people. And it's like, yes, I know. I know now. I didn't know before. It was my realization.
00:37:13.380upon are you like what the who buys this oh i didn't know that autists would like my videos
00:37:19.060of me trolling tan at or meet and greet making fun of trannies and saying racial slurs who did
00:37:24.380you think watched your videos on you know meeting more and more fans that i was like oh shit you
00:37:30.440guys are are struggling it was easy for me to identify them struggling when they were outside
00:37:36.760of my body but the anti-social basement dwelling incel that was inside here he's still there
00:37:42.680Never let go of that basement dwelling
00:38:12.000come on man listen to that artist don't let him go
00:38:19.220I couldn't acknowledge that I couldn't recognize that so I needed the mirror to be held up to me
00:38:26.940in closing I want to say that I have always thought that I was an empathetic person because
00:38:33.320I thought well I get angry I get sad of course I got empathy seems easy right empathy I definitely
00:38:41.660have that there were moments where like a dog would die in a in a film and i'd cry so it's like
00:38:47.180of course i have empathy but god he won't i never did uh i think only in these past shut up with
00:38:54.120the therapy you know you know how you can bring somebody back to their true state play death grips
00:39:11.660Four, six, five, four, two, atomic penetration, rapid fire through your score, shot it on, we're taking it back to the days of trying to lose control, swerving in a blaze of fire, raising through my bones, oh shit, I'm feeling it, take y'all, hell yeah, fuck yeah, I feel like killing it, take y'all, all right, that's that one, it's like, yo, serious, take y'all.
00:48:57.380Beach in 1970, there are no fat tattooed plastic, there are no sunbeds, umbrellas, sunglasses, various creams, there are no cell phones so people talk, and there are no white lines in the sky, there is nothing but there is everything
00:49:09.240There isn't one fat person here, that's true
00:53:23.640And if we look above Egypt, we see Turkey, which is up and to the right.
00:53:27.140Exactly where Turkey would be on the food pyramid.
00:53:29.640Up and to the right, in the meat section.
00:53:31.140And while we're talking about meats, don't tell me it's a coincidence that Saudi Arabia is shaped exactly like the meat they used to draw in cartoons that we-
01:08:10.140I've been in it for like a couple months.
01:08:11.600i need to go ask you about how to shame you properly okay so what attracted you to islam
01:08:16.020it's the only religion that makes sense to me go on yeah i believe that there's there's one
01:08:22.440creator i think it makes sense i think it's the final religion and i like the culture around it
01:08:26.520i think it's the solution to all the problems that we have in the west okay so what do you
01:08:30.100see as like the cardinal problem with the west you hose wokeism the woke virus is where you're
01:08:38.420just watching iDubes and he's basically just apologizing i'm sorry for making jokes that
01:08:42.920hurt your feelings it's just it's a sickness that ruins people's souls you really think cancel
01:08:47.780culture can kill the west it's not cancel but what you just described was cancel culture no it's just
01:08:53.460wokeness like he married a girl like you he married an only fans girl and look at him he
01:08:57.420went from being like yeah yeah high energy autistic schizo into being i'm sorry for doing the thing
01:09:05.020that you didn't like me to do because my only fan's wife said i'm problematic that is destroying
01:09:12.660the west from the inside out there's barely any strong men who have a platform anymore especially
01:09:18.720white guys white guys are completely gone the only ones that actually make sense are on third
01:09:23.680party websites on rumble rumble and those guys on uh cozy too okay so you think it's like cam
01:09:29.940girls that are emasculating men so you think women set the framework in which men falter
01:09:33.760or do you think it's the opposite it's bigger than that it's it's what it's people replacing
01:09:37.220islam with wokeness as a religion you're gonna have to be more descriptive wokeness doesn't
01:09:41.080really describe anything it does it's it's the virtue signaling culture it's the girl boss
01:09:46.780culture it's the cardi b music it's tiktok it's shaming other people for not being on board with
01:09:54.520it's prioritizing feelings over facts wokeness i see the woke mind virus as using feelings as a
01:10:01.720way to declare what you should and shouldn't do. When there's things that should objectively be
01:10:07.840true, when you prioritize your feelings, that's when everything falls apart. That's why you have
01:10:11.960men that say that they're women and then you have to pretend, you know, like I have to act like
01:10:15.960you're not a dude because you put on some makeup. Like we all know that you're a dude, but we have
01:10:19.980to lie because your feelings are protected. So feelings are put first. That's when everything
01:10:24.040crumbles. Okay. Let's break these down. How does Cardi B emphasize feelings over facts? Because
01:10:28.400that was one of your examples because she says i don't cook i don't clean because she wants to feel
01:10:33.020like she's empowered like she's equal to a man when she really does cook and clean so they put
01:10:36.740out one specific message they put out one ideology in their in their art to go and empower but really
01:10:43.440it's just that you feel like you're not being a submissive woman because we've shamed submissive
01:10:47.380women we shame muslim woman and like girls like you will say that like you look you you're you
01:10:52.260parody the hijab you put it in in your porn videos that used to be that well that is a really
01:10:57.080respected thing and women are preserving their beauty preserving their youth preserving their
01:11:00.400purity and it's become something that's mocked so instead of embracing that which women should
01:11:06.340embracing their purity and their innocence they think i need to be all the time that's that's
01:11:12.180wokeness okay so this is my question for you you talk a lot about the matrix and you talk about how
01:11:16.480the average man needs to kind of transcend it right so you've kind of described in detail what
01:11:21.260that looks like for men what does it look like for a woman to transcend the matrix or do you think
01:11:24.900women being in the household that's how they transcend the matrix going back to a woman
01:11:28.740transcending the matrix lives on a farm and she has 10 kids and a bunch of animals and she's there
01:11:33.660that sounds like the most matrix matrix watering her flowers and they're unvaccinated kids and
01:11:39.000she's wearing a fluttery dress and she's milking the cow and she brings it home and she's reading
01:11:43.380she's homeschooling the kids she has a giant garden her friends come over and they talk a
01:11:47.800little thing they clink their tea glasses she's having fun she's loving life she gets to be a
01:11:51.780feminine you would kill yourself if that was your life i'm not a woman no i know so why i wouldn't
01:11:56.840kill my i'm not a woman that's a stupid comparison because i would never be that if i was a woman in
01:12:01.220your hypothetical that would be the peak but if women are saying that sounds like torture to us
01:12:05.780and then you're saying no go back to that doesn't that sound like you enforcing a gendered matrix
01:12:10.000onto women see this is the thing you think that's torture but how would you have any idea
01:12:14.040what do you mean how would we can a b test it i've been in situations where i'm in a relationship i
01:12:20.320have a more traditional role and i've been in situations where i'm not i can a b test my own
01:12:23.840sense of happiness and fulfillment you've been on a farm with a bunch of autistic kids
01:12:28.280no i haven't i haven't gone that far so what's your example of a traditional you you grew up
01:12:32.200muslim what took you away from islam i wouldn't i don't think i ever emphasized with islam i mean
01:12:37.320to be honest i have never been that intact with oh okay i'm protecting with the text it's
01:12:42.160with the text itself but uh in the community i grew up and i felt like it was very misogynistic
01:12:48.880Like the first way we were taught that Allah is merciful is that this man in the culture he grew up in, female infanticide, ran rampant, and he had this four-year-old daughter.
01:12:58.220He really regretted, you know, not killing her.
01:13:00.600So one day he brought her out to the field with a shovel, dug for like two hours, and she was like, Daddy, what's going on?
01:13:06.160And then he like threw her in the ditch, buried her, and then he went to a bar, got drunk, cried about it to his friend.
01:13:11.180And the friend said, oh, if you repent, Allah will forgive you.
02:43:33.420hi hello I'm gonna put my hand out can you feel it
02:43:39.500who are they hold on let me give you a good handshake there's a good one nice
02:43:43.480to meet you yes this is a proper handshake I know most guys shake like
02:43:47.660they're your fags out here but not me so okay what's your name what how do you
02:43:56.320spell that? Y-A-M-E-L-I-N. Wait, Y-A-M-E-L-I-N. E-L-A-M? E-L-I-N. E-L-I-N. Yeah. YAMELIN? Yeah. That's, okay, I'm just trying to make sure it's correct. My name is Jonathan. Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you too, YAMELIN. And where do you come from? What does your name mean? I don't think it has a meaning. Really? Yeah. I'm Mexican
02:44:26.140Costa Rican Mexican and Costa Rican okay okay I am half Trinidadian and half white yes I am from
02:44:37.300Miami I was born here but I left because it's just kidding huh people were too happy too happy do you
02:44:45.260think the average person in Miami is happy everybody's always smiling it's like why are you
02:44:49.200so happy really you mad or happy people I feel like I'm having flashbacks of our previous date
02:44:54.540here the girl just came here to be angry with me yeah she just she just came to be angry you know
02:45:04.920no she's like well i did call her a hoe on a prior life because she does hoe shit so i was like
02:45:12.100she takes naked photos of herself and sells it on the internet so you're mad at her for being
02:45:18.120an entrepreneur i'm not mad at her i just called her a hoe and how did she respond to that she was
02:45:23.340like why'd you call me a hoe i was like because you're doing hoe shit like it's uh what's your
02:45:29.180opinion on only sounds i feel like it's destroying both people men and women like it devalues the
02:45:35.600woman yes do you know what the definition of uh value is or how value is determined
02:45:42.200explain it so that is that is that a no is that a no i don't have a different definition so what's
02:45:49.100your what's your definition of value let's start there um something that not many hold like it's
02:45:54.720just something that you really you're going down the right path you're you're 100 correct continue
02:46:00.260down your path a bit nervous finish my sentence okay so yeah she is saying that it's directly
02:46:07.480tied to scarcity value and scarcity are directly linked right yeah do you like diamonds they're
02:46:14.060now what do you like okay for nature are you okay are you nervous give me your hand I'll hold your
02:46:39.580hand don't worry come here it's gonna be okay okay so I'm a nice guy I'm a really nice guy
02:46:43.660yeah all right so your name is meow meowling
02:46:47.780meowling meowling meowling no just with you i remember
02:46:52.020meowling how old are you uh 22 what about you 22 i'm 37 i'm very i'm i guess in america i'm a
02:46:58.800very old man what do you do i am an entrepreneur everybody's an entrepreneur right i oh i actually
02:47:05.820do i'm not a fake entrepreneur like these trust fund babies in miami i actually do work
02:47:10.120trust fund babies oh are you a trust fund baby i can't
02:47:13.380okay okay okay okay are you a scorpio fortunate um
02:47:20.120okay because you're a scorpio i have to again just no
02:47:23.900taurus taurus is okay yeah so uh i'm sagittarius what's your view on um women
02:47:31.860going to school and being independent independent means alone so if they want
02:47:36.600to be alone then it's just like for me i'm a traditional guy and not in the sense like i need
02:47:43.660to like beat my woman up if like she makes a bad steak you know yeah but i like to take care of the
02:47:50.920person i'm with if she has shown me that we could have the potential of building a good future
02:47:58.200together you know what i mean so i like a woman that is good at keeping the house clean good at
02:48:05.640cooking and my hobby is cooking so I can tell if a woman's a good cook or not and then you cook
02:48:11.040your steak medium rare every single time six minutes on the grill three minutes three minutes
02:48:16.140on my grill at home and then uh yeah so if we get married you have to relocate I mean well I have
02:48:23.040one more year in medical school you're in medical school no I have one more year of my undergrad I'm
02:48:27.500in medical school okay what are you undergrad in your biology um neurobiology and you want to be
02:48:32.160what anesthesiologist neurosurgeon neurosurgeon do you understand how incredibly difficult that
02:48:38.180is going to be yeah have you seen doctor strange no i haven't really it's about a superhero who's
02:48:45.120a neurosurgeon do you know who doc strange is no i'm not really into that do you have access to
02:48:51.900the internet at home yeah but i'm just not on social media like that okay are you familiar
02:48:58.140with the avengers yeah okay he's the guy who flies around with the cape anyways no it's pretty it's
02:49:04.740a pretty tragic it's like a pretty sad story actually because he's a real he's a real dick
02:49:09.020right yeah he's a fucking asshole because he's a really really good surgeon yeah and then he's
02:49:15.020all of a sudden like going on a like he's driving somewhere and he's on a call and then he like
02:49:21.800gets distracted and then the car like flies off the wait so what exactly do you do hold on i'm
02:49:28.460telling a story that's so rude jesus christ my god you could finish it i don't want i don't want
02:49:38.580to hold your hand anymore uh basically he falls off the cliff and he fucks his hands up and he
02:49:44.780has to go become a magician oh so i hope that doesn't happen to you magician part yeah but