SNEAKO - SNEAKO E-DATES LAVLUNE (A SUCCUBUS FEMINIST？)

00:00:00.600 Oh, no. Well, a man who puts an effort. Gotta love it.

00:00:04.520 Well, I didn't actually do it. Well, thank you for... W's in the chat for you putting an effort.

00:00:08.720 The candles are great. It's past the pumpkin era, though. Halloween's past.

00:00:12.140 Yeah, I was making fun of you for not putting an effort, actually.

00:00:14.960 Oh, okay.

00:00:16.480 You thought that I was the stupid one, which that's fine. That's what you want. That's what you want a man to think, is that you're stupid.

00:00:21.000 When did I call you stupid? What are you talking about?

00:00:23.000 Oh, because, yeah, you got me. All right, all right, all right.

00:00:25.680 Well, why did Destiny call you a dumb bitch? Somebody in the chat was telling me about that.

00:00:30.000 Um, I think, uh, I think he gets really emotional. I think he's a highly emotional guy.

00:00:37.200 More emotional than women?

00:00:40.220 Not than women, but I think that, yeah, he got angry. I forget why he even called me a dumb bitch.

00:00:45.620 I think it was because I talked over him, or it's a long story.

00:00:49.560 I think there was this one girl who, like, was making up, like, fake allegations towards someone, and I was getting really mad.

00:00:55.720 And then he said that he, I said that there was no difference between lying and getting, like, facts wrong when you're, like, falsely accusing someone of sexually harassing you.

00:01:06.260 And he said that there was a difference, and I was, like, there isn't much of a difference if it, like, if it's already out there in the public.

00:01:12.660 And then he called me a dumb bitch, even though I was right.

00:01:15.740 There's a clear difference, though, in the intention of lying versus just getting something wrong by accident.

00:01:20.260 No, of course there's, of course there's a clear difference between the intention, but once it's out, once the allegation's out, it doesn't matter.

00:01:26.580 It's out of your hands.

00:01:27.400 So no one's thinking about whether or not you got it right because you're stupid.

00:01:31.340 They're thinking, how could you, they're not looking at that.

00:01:34.740 Okay.

00:01:35.500 Well, we're off to, you like debating, huh?

00:01:39.240 My chat, for the people that don't know you, I think they've only seen me pop in to Destiny's Panthers.

00:01:43.960 Can you, and I don't really know much about you either besides the fact that we seem to trigger the same type of people.

00:01:49.200 Um, yeah, the only time that we've been, I think we actually interacted on a, like a, like two months ago, actually, with Mr. Girl.

00:01:58.820 I think that we went on a panel with Mr. Girl and we talked briefly.

00:02:02.200 Did I hit on you?

00:02:03.740 No.

00:02:04.980 Oh.

00:02:06.820 And then you asked, you hit on me the last time and you didn't even know what I looked like.

00:02:10.420 I didn't hit on you.

00:02:11.660 Yes, you did.

00:02:12.200 You asked me what I was wearing.

00:02:13.240 That's not hitting on you.

00:02:13.920 I was just being curious.

00:02:16.520 So, so who are you?

00:02:18.060 What do you do?

00:02:19.780 Um, I'm, I was a, I've been on the internet for a while.

00:02:23.860 I'm like, I'm like a roach.

00:02:25.100 You can't kill me.

00:02:26.280 Um, I was, I had a big Twitter account.

00:02:29.520 It was like a big, like meme Twitter account.

00:02:32.280 Um, and then I like got kind of big on TikTok and now I'm just like going into other avenues.

00:02:37.020 I talk a lot about feminism.

00:02:38.380 Uh-oh.

00:02:38.900 Um, that's why people hate me.

00:02:40.700 Okay.

00:02:41.480 I talk a lot about feminism.

00:02:42.720 I talk a lot about, uh, relationships in general.

00:02:46.140 Um, yeah.

00:02:47.860 I'm also just like an entertainer.

00:02:49.680 I'm a singer.

00:02:50.920 Uh, I'm like a, I was a signed artist.

00:02:52.980 I'm not signed anymore though.

00:02:54.020 Um, I got, uh, Billie Eilish shouted me out, um, on Good Morning America.

00:02:59.940 That was like a big thing for me.

00:03:01.820 Uh, so yeah, I'm, I don't know.

00:03:03.940 I do a bunch of stuff.

00:03:05.180 Okay.

00:03:05.480 Do you have her number?

00:03:06.940 Can you call her?

00:03:08.220 Yeah.

00:03:09.840 You're going to call her?

00:03:11.100 You want me to call her right now?

00:03:12.620 Yeah.

00:03:13.360 I won't.

00:03:14.620 Then why would you even ask?

00:03:16.380 Why did I ask?

00:03:17.560 Why would, of course I want you to call her right now.

00:03:19.880 Yeah.

00:03:20.220 Well, I'm not going to.

00:03:21.200 Fine.

00:03:22.320 Okay.

00:03:22.660 You're a feminist.

00:03:23.420 My chat, uh, we are, we talk a lot about feminism here and I'm very surprised that you're

00:03:27.160 a feminist and you also called yourself a roach.

00:03:29.480 What are your beliefs on feminism?

00:03:33.520 Um, I'm a cultural feminist.

00:03:35.140 What does that mean?

00:03:36.300 So, so I really believe in like the power of femininity and not like not masculinizing

00:03:40.980 women.

00:03:41.680 Um, like I really think that there's power and like softness and maternal instinct and,

00:03:47.240 and, uh, nurturing.

00:03:48.800 And that's not feminism.

00:03:50.000 That's feminism.

00:03:51.280 That's not what most feminists are actively trying to masculinize themselves, be girl bosses,

00:03:56.760 be powerful.

00:03:57.420 And you are saying, and bright, be feminine, be a flower, be a fairy.

00:04:02.300 That's the opposite of what every, so you shave your armpits.

00:04:06.660 Yeah.

00:04:07.320 Yeah.

00:04:07.740 You're not a feminist.

00:04:09.100 Well, I don't.

00:04:10.620 You, you don't have blue hair.

00:04:12.980 No, I have in the past though.

00:04:15.120 Oh no.

00:04:15.700 Um, but I think that you're thinking of third wave feminism.

00:04:18.300 So third wave feminism is actively what like feminists like me are trying to oppose.

00:04:22.680 So you're fourth wave.

00:04:24.460 Yes.

00:04:24.880 So you're, you're, you're not like the other feminists.

00:04:29.140 Uh, no, I am like the other feminists, but I'm not like the ones that you're mad at.

00:04:32.960 No.

00:04:33.260 Name one other feminist like you.

00:04:36.620 Uh, Kyla.

00:04:38.480 Not so erudite.

00:04:40.380 She's not a feminist.

00:04:41.580 She's barely.

00:04:42.780 No, she's about to, she's about to call herself a feminist.

00:04:44.860 She's about to go public with it.

00:04:46.100 I bet.

00:04:46.640 No, she's not.

00:04:47.080 Um, I think that there's a lot of people that she is.

00:04:49.700 Don't out, don't out her before she's outing herself.

00:04:52.500 Okay.

00:04:52.820 Sorry, sorry, sorry.

00:04:53.580 Yeah.

00:04:53.880 You're right.

00:04:54.300 You're right.

00:04:54.580 You're right.

00:04:54.820 That was really rude.

00:04:55.940 Um, no, but I think that there's a ton of women like on Tik TOK and a ton of women.

00:04:59.640 There's not like a, I mean, it's hard to, like, there's no, it's hard to say, but the

00:05:05.440 movement is changing.

00:05:06.500 You can see that it's changing on places like Tik TOK with people.

00:05:08.940 Is it changing or is your algorithm changing?

00:05:10.980 Because people keep giving these, I had this, uh, this girl, Shannon McKayla last night

00:05:14.220 and she made this video denouncing feminism.

00:05:16.700 You had another girl on?

00:05:18.760 Yeah.

00:05:19.960 What the fuck?

00:05:21.380 Well, it wasn't a knee date.

00:05:22.280 It was a, it was a debate.

00:05:23.120 You don't need to worry about it.

00:05:24.480 Okay.

00:05:24.980 Relax.

00:05:25.900 And she had a viral video denouncing feminism because she used to be a blue haired feminist.

00:05:30.480 She used to grow out her armpit hair.

00:05:32.180 Feminists like to be ugly on purpose because they think it's rejecting the patriarchy and they

00:05:36.400 don't want to be considered as objects.

00:05:37.880 And you do sex work.

00:05:39.520 So you objectify yourself.

00:05:41.520 The whole idea of modern feminism is just becoming a man and trying to earn for yourself.

00:05:48.420 Um, sure.

00:05:50.780 I think that modern feminism in the way that you see it is a response to, uh, like the

00:05:56.440 oppressive patriarchy in the years, like prior to now, because obviously it was like a problem

00:06:00.720 that women didn't get to vote.

00:06:02.740 Correct.

00:06:03.080 Correct.

00:06:07.580 Okay.

00:06:08.500 Most women, most women at that time, I understand what you're saying.

00:06:11.380 Didn't want to, didn't want to.

00:06:12.200 They didn't want to vote.

00:06:12.880 No, they, they, they were fine.

00:06:13.980 And then a couple of lesbians fucked up the game for all of you.

00:06:16.680 Sure.

00:06:17.240 Um, maybe a couple of lesbians, but also, so after world war II, there was like a great

00:06:20.940 depression.

00:06:21.540 And so women, you like, couldn't survive in like a one income household.

00:06:25.420 So a lot of women had to join the workforce.

00:06:27.720 Um, so then after, you know, they joined the workforce, it, you know, they wanted so many

00:06:33.180 other things because they were like, okay, well, if we're working and we're, you know,

00:06:37.080 providing for our families, we should get everything that a man is getting, um, which

00:06:41.120 is good.

00:06:41.420 And that's fine.

00:06:42.040 But now that we're entering this like different age, I think that, I think that a lot of those

00:06:47.260 women have forgotten that there's, that there, there are a lot of biological strengths.

00:06:52.220 Um, like what?

00:06:54.040 Like, like nurturing, like being able to create life out of your womb.

00:06:58.460 That's like, I mean, that's, that's such like a powerful, that's such a powerful thing.

00:07:02.840 Um, and I think that that makes us better than men in a lot of ways.

00:07:07.800 Um, okay, well, well, there's no point in, you can think that now, now I see why you're

00:07:13.960 considering yourself a feminist.

00:07:15.140 Both of our roles are important.

00:07:16.720 We're not better than each other.

00:07:18.200 I probably, I'm like the male version of you.

00:07:20.460 I know.

00:07:20.700 I'm just kidding too.

00:07:21.260 I'll say shit like that too, about how we're better, but we need each other and we both

00:07:25.620 have important roles, but your idea of embracing being a nurturer and childbirth, most feminists

00:07:32.580 will see that as being weak.

00:07:33.740 The problem that most men will see that as being weak also.

00:07:36.900 I don't think so.

00:07:38.720 Um, I don't know, especially a lot of like, uh, of leftist men now.

00:07:42.700 Yeah.

00:07:42.900 Yeah.

00:07:43.080 Soy boys.

00:07:43.640 Yeah.

00:07:43.920 Yeah.

00:07:44.140 But actual traditional men who right wing, I don't get, I'm a centrist, but I'm on rumble

00:07:49.080 now.

00:07:49.320 So I could guess I'm, I'm right wing would, would not consider that weak.

00:07:54.040 It's one of the most important things in life is, is having a woman that can do that.

00:07:59.940 It's, it's the soy boys.

00:08:01.260 It's the people that, that ruin that.

00:08:03.020 But you, you do understand that maybe your algorithm, you, you seeing women embrace that.

00:08:07.540 That could be because of the content you're consuming.

00:08:10.120 Everybody's algorithm.

00:08:10.780 Everybody thinks that their worldview or what's going on in the world is reflective of their

00:08:15.120 algorithm.

00:08:15.520 But maybe that's just the content that you're ingesting and our experience, everybody.

00:08:19.520 And even after this, I was going to go on Omegle type in the feminism tag and just roast

00:08:22.980 girls because most feminists, like you're the first one that's, you're making a modicum

00:08:27.160 of sense.

00:08:27.460 Most of you don't make any sense.

00:08:28.960 And also do you not realize that you don't align with most feminists?

00:08:33.080 I do in a lot of ways.

00:08:34.180 So like when you were bringing up like opposing sex work, like I'm someone who opposes sex

00:08:37.520 work, but you do sex work.

00:08:39.380 I did sex work.

00:08:41.440 Don't you post, I clicked on your Patreon a little bit and I didn't sign up yet.

00:08:44.680 I was waiting for my discount code, but it said like you do art songs and there's sexy

00:08:49.620 photos.

00:08:50.120 That's if you sell sexy photos, that's sex work.

00:08:52.980 Yeah.

00:08:53.440 So there's no sexy photos up on my Patreon.

00:08:57.000 There aren't.

00:08:57.340 I just started the Patreon and it's actually going to be, it's a, it's more, everyone gets,

00:09:02.880 everyone laughs at me for this, but it's going to be like more educational.

00:09:04.880 So this week I'm going to do like a, have you heard of Yoni steaming?

00:09:08.120 I have no idea what the fuck that is now.

00:09:10.220 So a Yoni steam is like a facial for your vagina.

00:09:14.620 Come on.

00:09:15.900 Are people.

00:09:16.660 Okay.

00:09:17.120 Love.

00:09:17.460 Let's be honest.

00:09:18.620 Yeah.

00:09:18.840 How many people that are signing up are going to do a facial for their pussy or just want

00:09:24.580 to look at your pussy?

00:09:26.160 So that's the thing.

00:09:27.180 It's like, to me, it doesn't matter much if it's curiosity, if it's curiosity or you want

00:09:31.560 to learn something, it doesn't matter to me that I'm not making like the most money that

00:09:35.140 I can.

00:09:35.880 At one, at one point I was making, when I was on OnlyFans, I was making upwards of $300,000

00:09:41.080 a year.

00:09:41.620 Um, so like a good amount of money for just like selling photos of my naked body, but it

00:09:46.780 was work that was like really dehumanizing.

00:09:49.100 And I felt really empty doing it.

00:09:50.940 You were getting down on OnlyFans?

00:09:52.840 No, never.

00:09:53.740 So why was it dehumanizing?

00:09:56.020 Uh, well, I don't think that sex would make, would make it dehumanizing.

00:09:58.880 How was it dehumanizing?

00:10:00.440 Uh, just the, the positions literally, literally and figuratively that I'd put myself in like

00:10:05.480 the, you know, um, like putting my hair in pigtails, doing like school girl outfits,

00:10:10.120 or, you know, I'm five foot one and like 110 pounds.

00:10:14.460 I'm really small.

00:10:15.260 So a lot of people liked that.

00:10:16.640 Fetishized that you look like a young girl with the pigtails.

00:10:18.700 Yeah.

00:10:18.880 Yeah.

00:10:19.200 Yeah.

00:10:19.560 Yeah.

00:10:19.760 Yeah.

00:10:19.920 So like, there was a lot of stuff that I participated in that I'm like, not proud of just for making

00:10:23.720 like optimizing my money.

00:10:26.340 Um, and then also like getting other girls to join.

00:10:29.040 Like that was like, uh, I got like all my friends to join OnlyFans cause I was like, like

00:10:32.860 join you in the content or like you were sometimes.

00:10:36.320 Oh, that's, that's terrible.

00:10:38.240 Terrible.

00:10:39.600 Okay.

00:10:40.120 Like that feels so bad for you.

00:10:41.700 That's like, Oh my God.

00:10:42.900 No, but how that's, that's really disgusting.

00:10:45.640 Like, can I see what does that look like?

00:10:47.520 So I can hate it.

00:10:48.460 And I just want to just oppose it.

00:10:50.580 Wait, the problem, the problem with the problem with sex work is not women's sexuality.

00:10:56.020 It's, it's that the men who are watching it, um, aren't thinking about the woman, like

00:11:00.520 as a person, like that's the problem.

00:11:03.020 Um, you need to, you need to honor a woman's sexuality and not project your own onto her.

00:11:09.340 Um, so that's why now in the sex work that I'm doing now, cause like in my Yoni steam

00:11:13.800 video, you'll be able to see my vagina.

00:11:16.020 Like if you want to masturbate, if you want to masturbate to that, that's awesome.

00:11:20.340 Um, I think you just found a loophole to do sex content without feeling bad and dehumanize

00:11:24.460 about it.

00:11:24.800 Is it, is it maybe in your, okay.

00:11:27.120 So you, you admitted that like, you know, most people are not subscribing to get educated.

00:11:35.160 They just want to see your pussy.

00:11:37.340 And that's, and that's fine.

00:11:38.760 And that's better.

00:11:39.520 This is how, if you know that most of the work, cause business is making money, if most

00:11:44.160 of the money is being generated from horny guys, jacking off, which is the same thing

00:11:46.760 as only fans, it's still sex work.

00:11:49.120 Yeah.

00:11:49.300 So this is, this is how I see it.

00:11:50.520 I think that sex work isn't intrinsically bad, right?

00:11:52.940 Like I'm not a Christian.

00:11:53.820 I don't think that sex is bad.

00:11:55.040 I don't think that you should save yourself.

00:11:57.740 My gig is reducing harm and maximizing benefits.

00:12:00.940 So I'm really passionate about sex.

00:12:02.820 I think that sex is like really important to human nature.

00:12:05.100 I think it's really beautiful.

00:12:06.400 I think that even masturbating to porn can be like really beautiful in your own personal

00:12:10.280 practice, right?

00:12:11.600 Like learning your body, doing whatever.

00:12:13.080 It's no, not November.

00:12:14.360 It's no, not November.

00:12:15.340 Okay.

00:12:15.700 Chill out.

00:12:16.560 Okay.

00:12:17.180 But sex is very important.

00:12:20.100 The problem, and I see it sort of like a, sort of like the gun control argument is as

00:12:25.000 long as bad people are going to have guns, good people should have guns also.

00:12:28.220 Right?

00:12:28.700 So if you can go on Pornhub and look up anything at your fucking fingertips for free at like 11

00:12:35.420 or 12 years old, like facial abuse, fucking like rape porn, I'd rather, I'd much rather

00:12:42.020 you masturbate to me, exploring my body, having a real orgasm, than you like watching

00:12:48.720 this performative sex that just doesn't exist and is harmful to women.

00:12:54.360 That's, that's what's important to me.

00:12:55.640 Not the sexualizing women aspect.

00:12:57.900 Okay.

00:12:58.040 So are you, are you not doing sex work?

00:13:00.040 Cause you said you don't do sex work anymore.

00:13:01.280 Is it not sex work?

00:13:02.040 Yes or no.

00:13:02.280 I think it's, I think it's hard to say cause I think that a lot of people would say no.

00:13:05.600 And a lot of people would say yes.

00:13:06.820 What do you say?

00:13:08.420 Um, I, I don't know.

00:13:09.700 I think it's a gray area.

00:13:10.900 I call myself, I'm jacking at sex work, but not jacking off.

00:13:13.420 I'm jacking at a sex work, which is fine.

00:13:16.520 I mean, it's not what we, we are very anti that.

00:13:20.300 And even the chat right now is getting really upset because we talk a lot about not watching

00:13:24.880 porn, about retaining your semen retention, all those, the buzzwords to raise your testosterone

00:13:31.400 because it's a, it's a big problem for men, but I do see the difference in the type of

00:13:35.780 content you're doing and the type of stuff that you were doing.

00:13:38.360 Like the pigtail five one, like 18 year old gets railed is worse for you than like, if

00:13:44.880 you're doing like a healthy thing with probably like yoga, meditation music in the, in the

00:13:48.440 background, you, you, I get, I bet you have some of those tub videos where you put the,

00:13:52.000 the faucet right there on your cooch, right?

00:13:55.520 Hey, you need to relax.

00:13:56.400 First of all, take a, take a cold shower really quick.

00:13:58.800 Like, um, no, but I think that, uh, you've been taking cold showers in your videos though,

00:14:02.700 right?

00:14:03.760 Listen, I know that a lot of people aren't going to hear, I'm not trying to, this isn't

00:14:08.380 like a business deal.

00:14:09.340 Like I'm not trying to maximize my gains on like, I know that this won't make like an

00:14:13.300 exuberant amount of money.

00:14:15.140 Right?

00:14:15.500 Like I know that some people just want to jack off and, or they don't want to jack off,

00:14:18.900 whatever.

00:14:19.400 What I'm offering, what the, the service that I'm offering is maybe that you learn something

00:14:23.460 and also just curiosity.

00:14:24.960 Right.

00:14:25.320 And if you'd like to touch yourself because you're aroused because of what you're seeing,

00:14:29.300 that's, that's your own personal prerogative.

00:14:32.340 And that's, I invite you to do so, but it's not something that, uh, you spend a lot of time

00:14:36.620 at art galleries, right?

00:14:38.860 Uh, no.

00:14:40.640 Why?

00:14:41.460 You listen to David Bowie?

00:14:43.480 No.

00:14:45.560 Bjork?

00:14:48.400 No.

00:14:50.880 You don't watch like seventies French movies and like art films and shit.

00:14:54.240 I do.

00:14:55.440 Yeah.

00:14:55.760 I'll do that.

00:14:57.180 But you're trying to, you're trying to type me.

00:14:59.040 You're trying to categorize me right now.

00:15:00.880 I don't like it.

00:15:01.440 You'll be hanging out of museums.

00:15:03.320 I do be hanging out of museums.

00:15:04.480 Okay.

00:15:04.760 Okay.

00:15:05.000 So, okay.

00:15:05.700 Okay.

00:15:05.960 So when I said art galleries, I was right.

00:15:07.480 You just didn't want to say that.

00:15:08.880 Not art galleries.

00:15:10.420 I've never been to an art gallery.

00:15:12.040 Museum is an art gallery.

00:15:13.220 That's literally a gallery of art.

00:15:15.080 I guess that's true.

00:15:15.780 But gallery implies that, I don't know.

00:15:17.480 I think of galleries as like, uh, places that you can like purchase the art.

00:15:21.920 Okay.

00:15:22.280 Okay.

00:15:23.460 Okay.

00:15:23.920 Stereotype me.

00:15:24.380 Cause I got you and that made you upset.

00:15:25.960 What do you, give me.

00:15:26.840 I don't know you at all.

00:15:29.180 You've been doing all the talking right now.

00:15:30.340 This is an e-day and you, you're doing all the talking right now.

00:15:32.340 It's just treating me.

00:15:32.860 Yeah.

00:15:32.960 You're hosting me.

00:15:35.080 Okay.

00:15:35.400 But I'm also here.

00:15:36.160 I know I didn't light any candles, but you can talk to me.

00:15:38.060 What's it?

00:15:38.440 Okay.

00:15:38.720 Okay.

00:15:38.940 Okay.

00:15:39.180 What's it?

00:15:39.480 Damn.

00:15:39.740 Like, oh no, come on.

00:15:42.780 God damn, bro.

00:15:45.460 Next, next, next question.

00:15:46.580 Next.

00:15:46.880 We're not, we're not, we're not doing that.

00:15:48.600 They're already, a lot of people are calling you a witch already.

00:15:50.480 I have these ultra religious people.

00:15:51.980 So don't, let's not go down the astrology route.

00:15:53.600 Something, something else.

00:15:54.400 Come on.

00:15:54.820 Why not?

00:15:55.460 Just tell me.

00:15:56.160 Come on.

00:15:56.440 Placate me.

00:15:57.100 Placate me.

00:15:57.580 No, no, no.

00:15:58.740 Please.

00:15:59.000 What's your sign?

00:15:59.640 Please.

00:16:00.540 I'm not like mine.

00:16:01.720 Why is that always the first question?

00:16:03.520 I'm curious.

00:16:05.120 That's, that's literally the default.

00:16:07.000 Why do, if you're a new age feminist, if you're fourth wave feminist, then you would

00:16:11.000 not be asking about astrology love.

00:16:13.120 Oh, no, no, no.

00:16:13.720 You're thinking that I'm not like other girls.

00:16:15.220 I'm exactly like other girls.

00:16:16.660 I want to know your start sign.

00:16:17.980 Wait, if you're not like, but you're a fourth wave feminist.

00:16:22.480 I thought you, you, you created a whole new feminist.

00:16:26.280 I created it?

00:16:27.040 Yes.

00:16:27.540 No one else has ever said that.

00:16:29.100 Not what?

00:16:29.520 Tell me someone else who said that.

00:16:32.180 Um, I don't know.

00:16:34.480 Maybe I have created it.

00:16:35.340 Wow.

00:16:35.540 That's big.

00:16:37.340 Tell me more things.

00:16:37.880 You're not like, no, no, no.

00:16:39.060 Next question.

00:16:39.580 Next question.

00:16:41.000 Why?

00:16:41.500 I'll ask that five questions.

00:16:43.140 You're a coward.

00:16:43.880 You're a coward.

00:16:44.640 No, I'm just so fucking sick of this conversation.

00:16:46.880 Chad, can you, can you type a one right now?

00:16:48.440 If you're tired of, of women asking this question, always default.

00:16:52.140 What do you, okay.

00:16:52.700 What do you do?

00:16:53.220 What do you do?

00:16:54.140 Who are you?

00:16:54.840 I I'm confused on what your whole thing is.

00:16:56.500 Are you like a red pillar?

00:16:57.600 I'm, I don't, I don't know what you, I don't know what you do at all.

00:17:00.000 I would, yeah.

00:17:02.560 I had to talk about red pill con, red pill ideas.

00:17:05.200 What do you think red pill is?

00:17:06.160 Do you think that's, that's only about women?

00:17:07.480 Because red pill, just the analogy is just the truth.

00:17:09.560 That's the reason I got banned on YouTube.

00:17:10.800 I was talking about COVID.

00:17:12.000 I was talking about the election.

00:17:13.760 Oh, you also talk about antisemitism.

00:17:15.620 You're talking about how Jews run the world.

00:17:17.600 Well, I wasn't talking about antisemitism.

00:17:19.240 I'm talking about power and talking about the truth.

00:17:21.320 I mean, they control the media, they control the banks, but that's not, I mean, that was

00:17:24.240 probably one of the reasons I got banned.

00:17:26.000 Yeah.

00:17:26.440 I'm Jewish.

00:17:27.540 You are?

00:17:28.560 Yeah.

00:17:28.940 That's fine.

00:17:30.000 I don't control, I don't control any media or banks.

00:17:32.840 Well, what do you think God would think about you doing sex work content?

00:17:36.500 I'm not a religious Jew.

00:17:38.340 Okay.

00:17:38.760 You're an ethnic Jew.

00:17:39.880 Yeah.

00:17:40.400 Okay.

00:17:40.640 So you get all the benefits without going to synagogue.

00:17:42.740 Yeah.

00:17:43.320 I get all, I get the high IQ.

00:17:45.400 I get, I get, uh, the, the dark hair, green eyes.

00:17:50.220 I get all the good stuff about being Jewish.

00:17:52.480 None of the bad stuff.

00:17:52.860 You don't have the nose.

00:17:53.360 Did you get a nose job?

00:17:55.040 No.

00:17:56.940 Why'd you cover it?

00:17:57.860 Because I, you brought up my nose and I got insecure.

00:18:01.140 Sorry.

00:18:01.280 Well, I was thinking, you talk about high IQ and everything else.

00:18:03.300 So that's the first thing when I think about Jews, I think about the giant, um, what?

00:18:07.480 Yeah.

00:18:07.620 This is it.

00:18:08.040 Yeah.

00:18:08.280 I'm glad I gave you the opportunity to be anti-Semitic.

00:18:10.860 That's not anti-Semitic.

00:18:12.240 Oh my God.

00:18:13.560 Okay.

00:18:13.900 So it's not, it's anti-Semitic.

00:18:14.960 It's not anti-Semitic to say you have high IQs.

00:18:16.620 That's stereotyping and generalizing.

00:18:17.900 I'm stereotyping and generalizing by saying Jews have big noses.

00:18:20.060 You guys do.

00:18:21.660 You all talk about that.

00:18:22.660 All Jews will make jokes about the big noses when you guys are all Jewing around on Jew

00:18:26.040 Day.

00:18:26.820 If I'm not there, you're going to talk about big noses.

00:18:28.720 You know, it's true.

00:18:29.180 Come on.

00:18:29.780 Ask me.

00:18:30.180 We do be Jewing around on Jew Day.

00:18:31.540 You do be Jewing around on Jew Day.

00:18:32.820 And it's fine.

00:18:33.440 I, I fuck.

00:18:33.900 I started in a fiddler on the roof play when I was younger.

00:18:36.500 I have a bunch of.

00:18:37.240 Did you?

00:18:37.740 Yeah.

00:18:38.000 Are you an actor?

00:18:39.000 No, I was in just some summer thing.

00:18:41.300 Bullshit.

00:18:41.840 I did.

00:18:42.620 I was a little.

00:18:44.000 Yeah.

00:18:44.300 I fuck with Jews, bro.

00:18:45.100 Some of my closest friends growing up are Jewish.

00:18:46.880 I have no problem with Judaism.

00:18:48.280 The only.

00:18:48.660 Where'd you grow up?

00:18:49.580 I grew up in, I was in Brooklyn a little bit, New York and mostly New Haven, Connecticut.

00:18:55.420 I was born in New Haven.

00:18:57.220 You're not East Coast, are you?

00:18:58.540 You're West Coast.

00:18:59.820 Yeah.

00:19:00.060 West Coast.

00:19:00.700 I'm born and raised in Los Angeles.

00:19:02.340 Yeah.

00:19:02.500 You seem kind of LA because the Billie Eilish, the music.

00:19:05.520 Okay.

00:19:05.880 I got that one.

00:19:06.660 I'm two for two right now.

00:19:08.140 I'm two.

00:19:08.420 The art galleries.

00:19:09.760 I didn't get the Jewish thing, though.

00:19:10.900 I thought you were Irish or some shit.

00:19:12.920 But 5-1.

00:19:14.840 I should have.

00:19:15.360 You're Mexican.

00:19:16.120 I should have guessed that.

00:19:16.820 You Mexican?

00:19:18.120 Yes.

00:19:20.500 Okay.

00:19:21.160 All right.

00:19:21.720 Yeah, that's pretty.

00:19:22.320 That's an LA mix.

00:19:24.600 It's a super LA mix.

00:19:26.240 Yeah.

00:19:26.700 Okay.

00:19:27.040 Okay.

00:19:27.260 Okay.

00:19:28.020 Mexican and Jewish is very LA.

00:19:30.520 Where are you?

00:19:31.720 What am I?

00:19:32.720 Yeah.

00:19:33.140 What do I look like?

00:19:34.180 Take a guess.

00:19:35.500 I don't know.

00:19:36.060 You're super ambiguous.

00:19:38.540 Try.

00:19:39.120 Try.

00:19:41.780 Filipino?

00:19:43.280 That's half, yeah.

00:19:44.840 Okay.

00:19:46.340 But I'm 6'2", so I can't just be full Filipino.

00:19:49.400 You're not.

00:19:54.180 Huh.

00:19:55.440 Stand up.

00:19:57.940 So you can objectify me?

00:19:59.860 Yeah.

00:20:01.200 Who do you think I am?

00:20:02.320 I'm a fourth wave red piller.

00:20:04.760 Okay.

00:20:05.120 Okay.

00:20:05.400 Okay.

00:20:05.740 Okay.

00:20:05.980 I won't.

00:20:06.960 I don't know.

00:20:07.760 I don't know.

00:20:08.140 What are you?

00:20:08.720 You're not Polynesian, are you?

00:20:09.940 No.

00:20:10.380 No.

00:20:11.140 My dad's half black, half white.

00:20:12.720 My mom's Filipino.

00:20:14.080 Oh, super interesting mix.

00:20:16.100 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:20:16.840 You talk about it like I'm a dog.

00:20:18.640 Like, you're picking, oh, this is super.

00:20:20.480 Like, when people figure it out.

00:20:21.940 But you're allowed to talk about Jews having big noses, but I can't say interesting mix.

00:20:25.060 Interesting mix.

00:20:25.620 That sounds like a dish at a restaurant.

00:20:27.320 Like, hmm, hmm, interesting.

00:20:30.020 There's nothing bad about it.

00:20:31.120 It's just what it sounds like.

00:20:32.640 Oh, my God.

00:20:33.660 Well, sorry if your feelings were hurt.

00:20:36.440 Don't do that.

00:20:37.500 Don't do that.

00:20:38.160 Don't do that little thing.

00:20:39.460 That's a tactic.

00:20:40.300 We know what you're doing.

00:20:41.580 You didn't hurt my feelings.

00:20:42.640 It's not going to flip like that.

00:20:43.740 You're the emotional one of the two of us here.

00:20:45.620 I don't get it.

00:20:46.220 Yeah.

00:20:46.840 No, no, no, no, no, no, no.

00:20:48.140 Men never get emotional.

00:20:49.640 That's true.

00:20:50.160 I've never cried besides when I was born.

00:20:52.840 That's the only time.

00:20:54.060 Wow.

00:20:54.480 That's sad.

00:20:55.180 Why else do they not like you in Destiny's panel?

00:20:58.260 I was really curious.

00:20:59.240 I was, because the same people that dislike me, dislike you.

00:21:02.880 And immediately when they were introducing you in Last Bandit, like, yeah, the people

00:21:06.040 say she's this, she's this.

00:21:07.260 They were immediately going really aggressive.

00:21:10.500 And I'm like, oh, but she's, why else do they not like you?

00:21:16.500 People who, I'll try to be as nice as possible.

00:21:20.120 But I think a lot of the people who watch Steven don't interact with a lot of women.

00:21:25.340 You're calling it, uh, Destiny's stream misogynistic?

00:21:31.620 Um, I think certainly there's a lot of people who are misogynistic who watch Steven, um, or

00:21:39.360 even like in Sally, um, or I think don't understand women to some extent.

00:21:46.180 Um, like a lot of these people are talking about me, like, oh, she gets so emotional.

00:21:50.120 And it's like, yeah, I'm a woman.

00:21:51.560 Of course I, of course I get emotional.

00:21:53.480 Like, of course I get emotional when I'm debating.

00:21:55.720 I'm a woman.

00:21:56.820 Um, and yeah, it's like very, it's like, uh, it's like leftist incels who, I don't know,

00:22:05.560 who don't interact, who don't touch grass.

00:22:07.300 I think leftist incels.

00:22:10.000 Yeah.

00:22:12.320 Are you, are you Latinx?

00:22:15.500 Lit tinks.

00:22:16.600 Yeah.

00:22:16.840 Yeah.

00:22:16.980 Are you, are you lit tinks?

00:22:19.200 Uh, I don't call myself, I just call myself white.

00:22:22.900 Okay.

00:22:23.680 How, where do you, where do you align politically?

00:22:27.380 Center left.

00:22:29.140 You voted for Biden?

00:22:30.920 I don't vote.

00:22:32.240 Nice.

00:22:32.700 Nice.

00:22:33.120 Based.

00:22:33.540 Why?

00:22:34.520 Cause I'm a woman.

00:22:36.140 Nice.

00:22:36.760 Nice.

00:22:37.900 No, I, I, I voted, I voted in the 2016 election.

00:22:41.380 I was a Bernie or bust person.

00:22:43.760 Yeah.

00:22:44.060 A little embarrassing.

00:22:45.120 Yeah.

00:22:45.700 Um, it'd be like that.

00:22:47.080 How old are you?

00:22:49.300 I'm grown.

00:22:50.780 How old?

00:22:51.800 How young?

00:22:52.640 I should say.

00:22:53.400 Don't worry about it.

00:22:55.180 I think we're the same age probably.

00:22:57.320 Okay.

00:22:57.820 Say, let's say it at the same time.

00:22:59.640 Okay.

00:23:00.960 One, two, twenty, twenty, twenty, twenty, twenty, twenty four.

00:23:03.540 Twenty four.

00:23:04.300 Yeah.

00:23:04.600 Okay.

00:23:04.860 Cool.

00:23:05.100 Cool.

00:23:05.620 All right.

00:23:05.840 Word.

00:23:05.960 Okay.

00:23:06.140 We're the same age.

00:23:08.100 So we probably voted for the first time.

00:23:09.620 Cause it's like exciting when you're voting for Bernie.

00:23:11.660 Yeah.

00:23:11.880 I was in high school.

00:23:12.780 And then I voted for Trump when he, when the DNC rigged it.

00:23:16.340 Oh, Jesus Christ.

00:23:17.800 They did.

00:23:18.640 And then.

00:23:18.880 Yeah.

00:23:19.140 I.

00:23:19.980 Interesting.

00:23:20.340 Um, I did not.

00:23:23.400 Interesting.

00:23:24.160 Yeah.

00:23:24.440 I did not.

00:23:25.480 I would not vote for Trump and I didn't, uh, feel strongly about Biden.

00:23:29.100 So I just didn't vote.

00:23:29.840 Also, I'm in California.

00:23:30.700 So my vote doesn't fucking matter anyway.

00:23:32.120 Doesn't matter at all.

00:23:32.840 Yeah.

00:23:33.240 So whatever.

00:23:34.780 Um, but yeah, that's where, that's where I am usually is a center left.

00:23:38.900 I'm against all like the woke stuff, but I'm still like, I'm still sort of a socialist.

00:23:43.840 I'm, I'm a little libtarded.

00:23:45.080 I think you're libtarded.

00:23:46.240 Okay.

00:23:46.500 Okay.

00:23:46.800 Yeah.

00:23:47.200 Do you have the Jewish titties?

00:23:48.260 What do you.

00:23:51.360 Pardon?

00:23:52.080 What?

00:23:52.560 Gesundheit.

00:23:53.200 What did you say?

00:23:54.020 I was just reading the chat.

00:23:55.140 I wasn't sure what you said.

00:23:56.240 Was that Tourette's?

00:23:56.940 We were talking about, uh, star signs, astrology or something.

00:24:01.120 Yeah.

00:24:01.620 What's your, what's your star sign?

00:24:03.200 Okay.

00:24:04.220 You didn't, if you answer my question, I'll answer your question.

00:24:06.380 Okay.

00:24:08.280 Answer my Tourette's question and then I'll talk about the stars.

00:24:11.360 Do I have Jewish titties?

00:24:12.940 Yeah.

00:24:14.340 I guess.

00:24:15.280 Yeah.

00:24:15.700 I am a Jewish, I'm a Jewish woman.

00:24:17.580 So I, my breasts would also be Jewish.

00:24:19.460 I think.

00:24:20.600 You know what I mean by that question, right?

00:24:22.780 No.

00:24:23.760 Okay.

00:24:24.060 Nevermind.

00:24:24.560 All right.

00:24:24.840 I'm a, see what do you mean?

00:24:27.060 Huh?

00:24:28.080 What do you mean?

00:24:28.700 I mean, Jewish American princesses, Japs usually have like your five, one, one, 10,

00:24:33.180 and usually just have giant massive milkers for no reason.

00:24:37.800 Oh no.

00:24:38.400 I have, I think, I think they're a really good size.

00:24:40.960 I I'd say that they're objectively perfect.

00:24:42.740 I'm like a full B cup.

00:24:47.160 It's like a, it's like a nice, they're definitely there, but they're not overpowering.

00:24:51.000 I think my hips are still the star of the show.

00:24:52.800 So you want to stretch real quick.

00:24:55.980 Let's, let's like stretch our arms.

00:24:57.940 You are.

00:24:58.880 I will absolutely not do that.

00:25:00.900 Thank you.

00:25:01.460 I just, let's loosen up.

00:25:02.460 Cause this date I'm getting a little bit like hot.

00:25:04.100 If we could just stretch.

00:25:06.480 Cause you, you seem stiff right now.

00:25:08.180 You're hunching over like an incel.

00:25:09.400 You could just like, you know, work on your posture a little bit.

00:25:14.400 And that just, I'm not going to, I'm not going to perform for you.

00:25:17.200 I'm not going to be your little monkey who dances.

00:25:19.120 Okay.

00:25:19.460 But you would do it for money though?

00:25:21.880 Uh, no, I, I post for free.

00:25:24.320 I don't want to do it right now.

00:25:25.540 I'm comfortable where I am on Twitter.

00:25:27.480 You can see my breasts.

00:25:28.820 I post full nudes on Twitter for free.

00:25:31.060 Go, go, go look.

00:25:33.320 Have a, have a call.

00:25:34.560 Unfortunately, I am anti-sex worker.

00:25:36.480 So is my stream and stream.

00:25:37.440 Do not go look.

00:25:38.300 It's no, not November.

00:25:39.620 Stay strong, men.

00:25:40.660 Stay strong.

00:25:41.360 Don't look.

00:25:42.500 I'm banned on Twitter anyway.

00:25:43.460 I can't go there.

00:25:44.080 I don't, I'm banned on all these apps.

00:25:45.960 Oh no.

00:25:46.660 Stay strong.

00:25:47.280 My, my Twitter is lavloon with three.

00:25:49.660 Stop.

00:25:50.260 Stop.

00:25:50.820 Now I have, fuck.

00:25:51.960 Stop, stop, stop.

00:25:53.440 It's only day four.

00:25:54.400 We have a lot of time left.

00:25:57.480 They're good.

00:25:59.100 Stop.

00:25:59.580 My boobs have, have gone viral many a time.

00:26:01.780 Okay.

00:26:02.180 God damn it.

00:26:04.100 Damn it.

00:26:04.720 I don't like mine.

00:26:05.840 What was the question?

00:26:06.720 Something about the fucking witchcraft or some bullshit?

00:26:10.480 Uh, no, I, what is your birthday?

00:26:12.200 What is your star sign?

00:26:13.380 Ugh.

00:26:14.320 Okay.

00:26:14.580 Usually when girls ask this, when they ask this every single time, they, I say, I pretend,

00:26:19.300 see, this is what I do.

00:26:20.380 Um.

00:26:20.660 You pretend it's something else so that they're like, oh, I can see that.

00:26:23.160 And then it's not that.

00:26:24.140 Well, that, that works all the time.

00:26:25.720 You're so different.

00:26:26.260 No, no, no.

00:26:26.600 That's not what it is.

00:26:27.560 You predicted it, but no, no, no.

00:26:28.820 That's not what I was about to say.

00:26:29.740 Don't yell at me.

00:26:31.820 This is my stream.

00:26:32.620 I can, I'm calm.

00:26:34.320 You're the emotional one in debates.

00:26:35.900 When women always ask this stupid question, what I go is like, oh, I don't, it's like,

00:26:41.180 I think I'm a virgin.

00:26:42.260 And they're like, what?

00:26:43.280 You mean Virgo?

00:26:44.020 I'm like, no, I'm a virgin.

00:26:45.220 And they're like, no, you're a Virgo.

00:26:46.500 And then I go back and forth.

00:26:47.360 Like, actually, I'm a virgin.

00:26:48.180 I'm waiting for marriage.

00:26:49.040 Oh my God.

00:26:49.700 You're waiting for my mama.

00:26:50.420 And then I steer the conversation away.

00:26:52.440 Instead of Virgo, I'm a virgin.

00:26:53.620 And then we talk about that for a while.

00:26:54.780 We talk about marriage.

00:26:55.720 We talk about God and how I'm preserving myself and waiting for the right woman.

00:26:59.460 And then she starts qualifying herself to like, but who is the right woman?

00:27:02.780 And then I give her like a list of categories about who the right woman is.

00:27:05.480 And then now the conversation's about that.

00:27:08.380 And now it's on her.

00:27:09.200 And she was trying to flip it and stereotype me about my star sign bullshit.

00:27:13.140 And look at that.

00:27:14.060 It's genius.

00:27:17.080 It's not on that path.

00:27:18.560 And you just actually tell me your zodiac sign.

00:27:21.160 Virgo.

00:27:21.680 I just said it.

00:27:22.520 Virgo.

00:27:23.020 Okay.

00:27:23.320 Okay.

00:27:23.620 I didn't know if you were lying or not.

00:27:25.220 I don't trust you.

00:27:27.020 Virgo.

00:27:27.520 Okay.

00:27:28.440 I'm a cancer.

00:27:31.420 This conversation is giving me cancer.

00:27:33.020 Okay.

00:27:35.620 So lead me, man.

00:27:37.280 Lead me in the, lead me, lead the conversation.

00:27:39.700 What do you want to talk about then?

00:27:42.600 Lead me, man.

00:27:43.680 This is passive aggressive about it.

00:27:45.120 You're very.

00:27:45.680 No, I'm, no, I'm being dead ass.

00:27:48.180 Lead.

00:27:48.620 What's your body count?

00:27:51.620 There you go.

00:27:52.300 That's what I wanted to talk about.

00:27:53.380 You don't want to talk about it.

00:27:54.900 No, I'll talk about it.

00:27:55.860 I'm, I'm not ashamed at all.

00:27:57.780 It's over 30.

00:27:58.400 I think it's 31, 32.

00:28:00.340 32?

00:28:01.520 Yeah, probably around 32.

00:28:03.260 How many of those are women?

00:28:05.720 Probably 10.

00:28:06.900 Nice.

00:28:07.460 Nice, nice, nice, nice, nice, nice, nice.

00:28:09.700 Mm-hmm.

00:28:12.020 Is that including?

00:28:12.940 Because usually.

00:28:13.440 Are you actually.

00:28:13.960 You're not actually a virgin, are you?

00:28:15.560 No, I am.

00:28:16.200 I'm, I've been waiting for the right one.

00:28:18.920 I think you're lying.

00:28:20.640 No, really.

00:28:22.160 No, I think.

00:28:22.740 I really, I really think you're lying.

00:28:24.440 And I think I've seen a nude photo of you somewhere.

00:28:27.660 No, you haven't.

00:28:29.240 Oh, no, your camera left.

00:28:31.000 I'm back.

00:28:31.960 Oh.

00:28:33.100 I think I have seen a nude photo of you somewhere.

00:28:34.980 I don't think so.

00:28:36.260 I think I have.

00:28:37.440 No.

00:28:39.100 No.

00:28:40.600 Are you lying to me?

00:28:41.660 I'm not lying.

00:28:42.320 There's people that have Photoshop stuff like that that circulates around.

00:28:44.820 That's not me.

00:28:45.220 Interesting.

00:28:47.580 But I am a virgin and I'm waiting for the right one.

00:28:50.600 Good for you.

00:28:51.380 Why do you think I'm lying?

00:28:51.900 Because that's what you really want to do?

00:28:53.580 You just don't seem like the type.

00:28:55.680 What does that mean?

00:28:57.620 You're just like, you're pretty confident and you have tattoos.

00:29:00.780 And I think I've seen you with women.

00:29:04.440 What?

00:29:05.940 Because I talk on stream with other women.

00:29:07.380 I had one woman on yesterday.

00:29:08.720 No, but I think, have I not?

00:29:11.580 I don't know.

00:29:12.140 Maybe I'm confusing you with someone else.

00:29:13.860 Are you actually a virgin?

00:29:15.380 Yeah.

00:29:16.500 I'm lying.

00:29:16.880 Good for you.

00:29:17.260 I'm lying.

00:29:17.720 So when you talk about 32, is that 32 penises or are you including the women in there?

00:29:23.800 I'm including the women.

00:29:25.280 Okay.

00:29:25.840 What do you have to do with a woman to qualify that as a body?

00:29:30.820 Well, I don't think that I think about it and I don't think it's healthy to think about it as like bodies that you've taken because it doesn't change your body in any way to like have someone have sex with you.

00:29:39.640 No one said that.

00:29:40.240 No one said that.

00:29:40.800 But when you talk about body count.

00:29:41.960 When you think about like what I quantify as like sex, it would be like someone that I've had like an orgasm with.

00:29:48.640 Or someone that I've emotionally connected with while being naked.

00:29:55.320 Okay, okay, okay.

00:29:56.760 And like entering them.

00:29:58.980 Okay.

00:29:59.780 Or them entering me.

00:30:01.480 Nice.

00:30:02.940 Good rules.

00:30:04.600 Mm-hmm.

00:30:05.320 Have you had threesomes before?

00:30:07.280 Never.

00:30:07.960 Never?

00:30:08.900 No.

00:30:09.700 Why?

00:30:10.500 I like to isolate my victims.

00:30:13.320 Your victims?

00:30:16.540 No, I don't know.

00:30:17.440 I don't, I couldn't do, I think sex is like really beautiful to me.

00:30:21.300 I'm really against like casual sex.

00:30:24.140 It's not that I wish that I've slept with less people.

00:30:26.180 I just, if I had slept with the same amount of people, but people who cared about me, I think I'd feel different about it.

00:30:34.100 But yeah, I don't think, I lost my train of thought.

00:30:38.960 Threesomes.

00:30:39.420 Because I was thinking of like, yeah, threesomes.

00:30:40.900 I think that threesomes are really impersonal, I think.

00:30:44.800 I think that maybe they can be like emotional, but I don't know.

00:30:49.480 I think that the connection between like two people is really beautiful.

00:30:55.140 So I don't want to fuck with that.

00:30:56.860 I don't want sex to become like degeneracy, at least for me.

00:31:00.560 So you've had an emotional connection with 20 different dicks?

00:31:04.740 Well, no, that's what I just said.

00:31:06.040 If I could take back some of the people that I had sex with, I would.

00:31:08.720 Not because it was a body added, but because I had low self-esteem when I was young.

00:31:14.280 And I wish that I would have picked people who cared more about me.

00:31:18.380 So you got, okay, okay, okay.

00:31:20.160 How many of those do you regret?

00:31:22.180 Honest question.

00:31:23.620 Regret none.

00:31:25.200 Okay.

00:31:25.660 Well, how many of those did not have an emotional connection that you wanted them to have?

00:31:33.520 Probably, probably 10 of them.

00:31:36.020 Damn, half.

00:31:36.880 That's a, that's about a third.

00:31:41.100 You're not very good at math, are you?

00:31:42.460 Well, I'm thinking about just the penises, not the women.

00:31:44.840 Of course you are.

00:31:46.340 Yeah, the women don't count.

00:31:47.740 Like, it's just, I'm thinking about, and also you described it as, as victims.

00:31:52.180 Why, why was that?

00:31:53.400 Even though you might be joking, why did you say that?

00:31:55.860 I was joking.

00:31:57.420 No, there's gotta be, there's some, there's always something true.

00:32:00.740 No, I think, I think that people, I think that people call me a succubus because I'm very flirty.

00:32:04.960 Yeah, they called you that in the chat, right?

00:32:06.160 They're calling you a succubus right now.

00:32:07.880 Yeah.

00:32:08.700 So, that's, that's, it's just funny.

00:32:13.220 It's just funny.

00:32:14.720 What would make you have a threesome?

00:32:17.120 Do you think that you can have an emotional connection with two people?

00:32:21.020 Um, what would make me have a threesome?

00:32:24.440 I don't know.

00:32:24.780 I'm just not super interested.

00:32:26.120 If my partner, I'm engaged.

00:32:29.280 If my fiance, um, like.

00:32:31.280 You're open, right?

00:32:31.940 You seem like you're in a polyamorous relationship.

00:32:33.660 No, we actually just closed.

00:32:35.720 Word?

00:32:36.860 Yeah.

00:32:37.360 And you want an E-day right now?

00:32:39.540 Yeah.

00:32:40.600 What, are we fucking right now?

00:32:42.100 This is open.

00:32:42.840 This is, we're exchanging energies right now.

00:32:45.240 We're basically having sex with a camera.

00:32:47.180 Even on November.

00:32:47.600 Yeah, that's true.

00:32:48.180 It feels really good.

00:32:49.880 Exactly, yeah.

00:32:50.860 Chill, stop.

00:32:51.960 Whoa, whoa.

00:32:53.100 I didn't like that.

00:32:54.480 Also, if you just closed, you have nudes open on Twitter.

00:32:57.180 Yeah, so I think that, uh, I think what you would call our relationship is monogamish.

00:33:02.480 So I think that we're still, we're not like sleeping with other people, um, or like opening

00:33:07.140 ourselves up to like other relationships.

00:33:09.540 Uh, but more so just like, I don't know, I'm a really flirty person.

00:33:12.440 So is he.

00:33:13.020 And we don't feel ownership over each other.

00:33:14.600 So it's sort of just like, we're just choosing each other.

00:33:17.900 Um, so I can flirt with whoever I want.

00:33:19.340 I can flirt with you if I want.

00:33:20.100 You're kind of fun to flirt with.

00:33:26.180 You haven't flirted with me at all.

00:33:27.360 You've only said mean things.

00:33:28.200 You just called me stupid because you were talking about the 30 divided by three.

00:33:31.540 That's how I flirt.

00:33:33.100 Oh, treating us like victims.

00:33:35.660 Treating, treating, no.

00:33:38.160 Negging.

00:33:38.700 I'm teasing you.

00:33:39.360 I'm taunting you.

00:33:40.080 Negging.

00:33:40.380 That's my job.

00:33:41.020 I'm supposed to do that.

00:33:42.320 Oops.

00:33:43.120 Be better at it.

00:33:45.260 Stop, stop doing that.

00:33:47.180 What?

00:33:47.860 Stop trying to, stop trying to flip it.

00:33:49.800 Stop.

00:33:50.100 I see the tactics now.

00:33:53.600 It doesn't.

00:33:55.480 Why did you, why did you choose those 10 penises that are whatever the 10 people that you did

00:34:01.800 not have emotional connection with?

00:34:02.940 What made you decide to do that?

00:34:03.980 Was it just straight up?

00:34:05.840 You just straight up horniness.

00:34:08.160 Uh, yeah, I think horniness, but I also think, uh, in my youth, uh, obviously, I mean,

00:34:13.460 I, I didn't grow up.

00:34:16.260 I didn't grow up with parents at all, really.

00:34:19.080 Um, so I,

00:34:19.840 uh, yeah, so I think that I felt a lot of, um,

00:34:23.280 Hmm.

00:34:24.180 Uh, I felt like this void, uh, for like a lot of my life.

00:34:28.800 And they filled the void.

00:34:30.820 Yeah.

00:34:31.420 Um, but no, I think, I think it's, uh,

00:34:33.460 They filled the shit out of the void.

00:34:34.480 To be a woman is a very strange thing.

00:34:37.860 Um, and I think that there's like a lot of inherent power in our sexuality, obviously, because men

00:34:42.960 will like go to war over a woman's sexuality.

00:34:45.500 Um, but I also think that it's like a very, it's like a catch 22 because in a lot of ways

00:34:50.800 also, then you're like sort of typecast into this like sexual being and you can't be much

00:34:54.840 else.

00:34:55.200 Um, so I think that I put a lot of my worth in my sexuality and therefore like a lot of

00:35:01.140 my worth was framed in like a male perspective of myself.

00:35:06.180 So men finding me attractive and fuckable meant a lot to me when I was young or like in my late

00:35:13.080 teens, early twenties.

00:35:14.080 Um, you want it to feel wanted.

00:35:18.600 Yeah.

00:35:19.180 Yeah.

00:35:19.500 And for, and for the, for the 15 minutes that I was having sex with these men, I felt like

00:35:24.540 I was the only person that they cared about.

00:35:26.320 Like I really, I felt really cared for, like someone was looking at me, paying attention

00:35:29.740 to me and honoring me.

00:35:30.940 But obviously now I know that was maladaptive and that's not what they were doing.

00:35:34.780 Um, but when I was young, it felt the same.

00:35:40.120 Well, I'm a virgin, so I can't relate to any of that.

00:35:44.740 I can imagine.

00:35:45.840 Do you think men have sex for the same reason?

00:35:49.900 I think I, yeah, I think so too, but we don't really talk about it.

00:35:54.720 And I think we get the excuse of like, we get to brag about it.

00:35:57.280 Like after you fuck like, yeah, like you get more of a sense of accomplishment.

00:35:59.860 I don't think women feel accomplished after taking a new dick.

00:36:04.180 I don't, I don't think they brag about it.

00:36:06.340 They, I mean, they've started to, uh, but I think that's bad.

00:36:09.960 They started to exactly why those are, that's the new age feminism.

00:36:13.160 The people, the girls on birth control, the birth control, unshaved armpits, girl boss,

00:36:18.500 like they, they're talking.

00:36:19.740 That's so funny.

00:36:20.000 I'm not on birth control either.

00:36:21.180 That's hilarious.

00:36:22.160 You never were?

00:36:23.320 I was for a couple of years, but I just hate it.

00:36:26.040 It's so bad.

00:36:26.800 It's really bad.

00:36:27.340 You were probably extra.

00:36:28.200 If you're emotional now, I can't even imagine dealing with you on birth control.

00:36:31.560 Jesus Christ.

00:36:32.480 Yeah.

00:36:33.100 Sorry.

00:36:33.420 It was horrifying.

00:36:34.160 I was like a monster.

00:36:35.300 Hashem.

00:36:36.000 Yeah.

00:36:37.140 Um, that's how you say God in Hebrew.

00:36:40.480 Hashem.

00:36:40.720 Yeah.

00:36:41.020 I shouldn't say the Lord is in my vein.

00:36:42.720 Don't take birth control.

00:36:43.620 Don't do that.

00:36:45.260 Uh, you should definitely, if you're having casual sex, you should definitely try to prevent

00:36:49.800 unwanted pregnancy.

00:36:51.880 But if you, uh, just pull out, you can pull out, but also I don't think that there are

00:36:56.040 any women watching this, but if you're a man and you have a girlfriend, what are you trying

00:36:59.100 to say?

00:36:59.980 That there's a, if you, if you're a man and you have a girlfriend, there's this thing

00:37:02.400 called natural cycles and I actually just got it.

00:37:04.540 And it's where you track your period in an app and they also send you a thermometer so

00:37:08.480 that you can track because your, um, ovulation rises your, uh, makes your body temperature

00:37:12.300 rise.

00:37:13.260 So then you can know the days in which like you shouldn't have sex or the days that you

00:37:17.540 should, you know, that he can come in you or so.

00:37:20.740 And it's just as, uh, there's days you could come at a bitch, a queen without her getting

00:37:24.520 pregnant by tracking on the app thing.

00:37:27.480 Yeah.

00:37:27.900 Wait, do you not?

00:37:28.660 Okay.

00:37:28.840 So there, uh, a woman's fertile, a woman's fertile window is about six days.

00:37:33.020 So there are only about six days in the month where a woman can even get pregnant where

00:37:36.240 she's ovulating, but still, I, you're really going to put that up to chance.

00:37:40.500 It's that's not chance.

00:37:41.600 It is impossible to get pregnant when you are not ovulating only if you're bleeding.

00:37:45.080 No, if you're on your period, you can, you can fuck around with that, but there's,

00:37:47.640 there's literal.

00:37:48.460 Are you sure?

00:37:49.820 Yeah.

00:37:50.040 So this is, so yeah, so this is like where natural cycles comes into play is like your

00:37:53.840 body temperature rises.

00:37:55.200 And then after a certain amount of months, you're able to track it so well.

00:37:59.000 And this is for people who have regular periods.

00:38:00.660 Obviously, if you have a regular periods, it's a little more iffy, but if you have a

00:38:03.720 regular period, it's like a perfect, perfect thing.

00:38:06.180 All you have to do every day, pop it in your mouth, the thermometer, not the penis.

00:38:11.440 Oh, not the, okay.

00:38:12.040 Okay.

00:38:12.260 You're confusing.

00:38:12.680 The thermometer, uh, take your temperature and it'll tell you whether or not like you're

00:38:17.760 ovulating or not, or about to.

00:38:19.140 Do you have a thermometer with you right now?

00:38:21.920 Uh, not with me right now.

00:38:23.560 No.

00:38:24.180 Is it one of those days?

00:38:24.920 I'm on my period right now.

00:38:30.380 I'm not ovulating.

00:38:31.240 So what's up?

00:38:37.880 Trying to get your red wings?

00:38:39.380 No, what?

00:38:40.160 Gross.

00:38:40.300 Through the computer?

00:38:41.040 It's no, not November.

00:38:42.240 Why would you even assume that?

00:38:43.660 It's, that's disgusting.

00:38:45.300 What would you think, uh, when are you getting married?

00:38:47.200 How long until you're a wife?

00:38:51.420 I don't know.

00:38:52.060 Probably next year.

00:38:53.320 Oh, okay.

00:38:53.980 So it's like an engagement, but not engagement, engagement.

00:38:57.500 No, it's an engagement.

00:38:58.920 I, I'm like, I'm engaged.

00:39:01.880 Do you think that you could have a lot of people in my chat?

00:39:04.140 I have a lot of like hyper-religious people and a lot of the guys that watch my stuff

00:39:07.260 want virgin women and are anti-sex work.

00:39:10.040 Do you think that's going to be a problem?

00:39:14.360 What do you mean?

00:39:15.180 Is what going to be a problem?

00:39:17.400 Doing stuff like e-dates, having naked pictures, sex work.

00:39:23.780 Uh, in my relationship?

00:39:25.500 Yeah.

00:39:26.620 No, I think it's, I think that it's perfectly normal to have that expectation for yourself.

00:39:31.240 Going into a relationship, if you don't want your partner to do that, I think that's

00:39:35.140 totally normal and healthy.

00:39:36.600 I think it's just a matter of your like comfortability levels.

00:39:39.500 My, my fiance doesn't give a fuck at all.

00:39:41.580 He doesn't believe in God.

00:39:44.140 Uh, I think he's agnostic.

00:39:45.640 I think he believes in something, but not, not like the Christian God.

00:39:49.160 Doesn't believe in God.

00:39:49.600 No.

00:39:50.480 Yeah.

00:39:50.740 What is it with these LA people?

00:39:52.180 I noticed that I just came back from LA that the amount of sex work is like triple from

00:39:56.120 the time I went there a couple of years ago, a very godless place.

00:39:59.860 The people like you, the fast talkers on destiny stream, these liberal feminists, always godless

00:40:04.780 people.

00:40:06.360 I think I'm godless.

00:40:08.540 You said you are.

00:40:11.340 Uh, I don't know.

00:40:12.320 I don't know what I am actually.

00:40:13.300 I think I'm having a, I think I'm having a crisis.

00:40:16.280 Right now.

00:40:17.840 Yeah.

00:40:18.600 I think I might be religious.

00:40:21.920 Or dabbling.

00:40:23.000 I don't know.

00:40:23.340 I'm curious about it.

00:40:25.360 Dabbling in religion.

00:40:26.860 Yeah.

00:40:27.400 I, I don't really like a God fearing religions.

00:40:30.560 Um, because I don't think, I think if there is a God, he wouldn't be like, he wouldn't

00:40:33.980 try to punish me for anything I've done.

00:40:38.240 Um, but also I think obviously I'm, I don't know.

00:40:41.660 It's weird to think that there's nothing that put us here.

00:40:43.440 You know what I mean?

00:40:45.300 Um, so you're, you're one of those people, like you believe in the universe and Buddhism,

00:40:49.000 meditation, spirit, astrology, like spiritual type thing.

00:40:52.960 Taoism.

00:40:53.600 Whatever.

00:40:54.200 Sort of.

00:40:54.760 Yeah.

00:40:55.240 Sort of.

00:40:56.240 I'm, I really appreciate like, uh, like nature a lot.

00:41:00.240 And like my connection with nature.

00:41:02.080 I think as a, like as a woman, especially who can create life, like someone who can build

00:41:06.100 a person in her womb, that feels very spiritual to me.

00:41:09.420 Um, I don't know.

00:41:11.320 I don't know what I believe.

00:41:12.540 I'll dabble.

00:41:13.000 Why are you getting married?

00:41:15.300 Why?

00:41:16.120 Yeah.

00:41:16.960 Uh, I really love my partner.

00:41:19.340 Um, I really want to have a bunch of babies and I want my babies to be really secure and

00:41:25.340 knowing that their parents are like, um, you know, a unit financially and in the eyes of,

00:41:32.040 you know, the state.

00:41:33.180 Um, I had a, I have a heart condition and last year I was in the hospital.

00:41:38.600 I almost died.

00:41:40.040 And, um, it was really weird because I don't have like family.

00:41:44.280 Um, so my power of attorney, I don't know if you know what any of these things are, but

00:41:47.340 like power of attorney is basically like, um, the person who becomes, if you're like

00:41:51.960 out, like in a medically induced coma or something, that person becomes like the decider

00:41:56.220 of your fate, basically.

00:41:57.280 They can kill you.

00:41:58.480 They can.

00:41:59.440 Um, and I think, you know, the closest person to me is my fiance and, uh, we are not legally

00:42:05.300 married.

00:42:05.600 So we couldn't make that decision for me.

00:42:07.120 Um, and he couldn't stay with me overnight because he wasn't immediate family.

00:42:11.620 So there are certain things that I think are just more practical for marriage.

00:42:15.180 Um, so yeah, that's, that's why ultimately we want to get married is just in case something

00:42:18.700 happens like that.

00:42:19.520 Or like, you know, he passes away in 10 years and I'm like, you know, I've been a stay at

00:42:24.660 home mom for all that time.

00:42:25.920 And, you know, we need light.

00:42:28.100 I need his life insurance to be able to provide for myself and our kids.

00:42:31.080 Like it just makes sense.

00:42:32.780 Does it squirt?

00:42:35.440 Pardon?

00:42:36.080 Do it squirt though?

00:42:37.120 Don't talk to me like that.

00:42:41.400 It does, right?

00:42:42.760 If you want to ask me a question, you, first of all, acknowledge what I said before that.

00:42:49.320 Acknowledge what I said before that.

00:42:50.780 It do be squirting, right?

00:42:52.520 And then you can ask me a conversation because I'm very open with my body.

00:42:56.200 You can ask me that question, but maybe in a way that it does not, uh, objectify and

00:43:00.840 dehumanize me.

00:43:01.720 Maybe in a way like, let's go back to sex.

00:43:03.680 I'm really interested in talking about this.

00:43:05.580 Madam Lavender.

00:43:07.520 Yeah.

00:43:08.960 Do it be squirting?

00:43:12.520 I have squirted before.

00:43:14.900 Yeah.

00:43:19.020 It's pee, right?

00:43:20.600 Of course.

00:43:21.820 What do you think?

00:43:22.420 There's a squirt sack in a woman.

00:43:23.720 No, of course it's pee.

00:43:26.120 Base.

00:43:26.700 A lot of women won't admit that.

00:43:29.040 A lot of women don't even understand their, their, their genitals at all.

00:43:34.120 Yeah.

00:43:34.500 You're not like the other girls.

00:43:35.600 I fucked up this either date by talking too much about your fiance and your marriage.

00:43:38.560 That, that derailed.

00:43:39.180 I should have just ignored that part.

00:43:41.960 Yeah.

00:43:42.520 We can ignore it now.

00:43:44.020 Yeah.

00:43:44.280 Forget it.

00:43:44.680 You didn't fuck it up.

00:43:45.400 You still have a chance.

00:43:46.720 You can still be with it.

00:43:47.140 No, no, no.

00:43:47.480 You're the one qualifying for me.

00:43:49.240 I'm not qualifying for you.

00:43:50.380 You do.

00:43:50.720 You're not the, I'm the one with, with the power.

00:43:53.440 Is that true?

00:43:54.560 Yeah.

00:43:55.420 Yeah.

00:43:56.300 But I'm the one who.

00:43:57.180 You're doing okay.

00:43:58.340 I would rate this a 6.3 out of 10.

00:44:01.640 Interesting.

00:44:02.200 Do you want, what do you want out of like a relationship ultimately?

00:44:05.440 Like, do you want to be a dad?

00:44:06.540 What do you want?

00:44:08.140 That's a good question.

00:44:09.220 I want to be a father.

00:44:11.040 Yeah.

00:44:11.960 I would like to have.

00:44:12.560 How many kiddies?

00:44:14.940 Four.

00:44:16.260 Wow.

00:44:16.700 Big family.

00:44:17.280 Did you come, do you have siblings?

00:44:18.440 Yeah, two.

00:44:19.940 Did you wish that you had more?

00:44:22.000 No, I had the right amount.

00:44:23.020 Middle child.

00:44:23.880 I want two twins and.

00:44:26.660 Oh, I, I, I, what?

00:44:28.900 Oh.

00:44:29.300 You want two twins.

00:44:30.580 I want one pair of twins, not two twins.

00:44:33.040 But yeah, two twins.

00:44:33.620 That's the right word to say it.

00:44:34.740 Yeah.

00:44:35.980 Two twins.

00:44:36.660 You're, okay.

00:44:37.560 Do twins run in your family?

00:44:38.640 You're just like making this executive decision?

00:44:40.820 Yeah, I want to have.

00:44:41.820 I feel like I can get it done.

00:44:43.100 I can get the job done.

00:44:43.920 Okay.

00:44:44.520 Okay.

00:44:45.160 Manifest it, manifest it.

00:44:46.140 No, just nut twice.

00:44:48.620 Yeah, that's how it works.

00:44:51.040 I want that.

00:44:52.020 Also, I do want to have daughters.

00:44:53.920 And I think a lot of the Red Pill people are saying that they, they're really afraid of

00:44:56.760 having a daughter, but I feel like it's inevitable for people that talk about the stuff

00:44:59.600 I talk about.

00:45:00.240 They end up, they got the womanizers or whatever the fuck they call it, the Red Pill.

00:45:03.040 They end up having daughters.

00:45:04.520 It's like a punishment from God.

00:45:06.080 It's to, to balance it out.

00:45:08.260 Do you think it's, do you think it's a punishment to have a daughter?

00:45:11.580 It's, it's not a punishment.

00:45:13.300 I'm being facetious, but it's to balance out the universe.

00:45:16.520 Guys who, who womanize too much or spend too much time indulging in, in conversations

00:45:21.500 like this end up having daughters.

00:45:22.900 So they're like, oh, and then you learn about the balance of male and female nature.

00:45:27.020 So I think it's inevitable.

00:45:28.640 I think that's true.

00:45:29.660 I think that that's like, that's definitely karmic.

00:45:31.400 It feels karmic to, um, understand that women are then people also.

00:45:35.660 Um, and not just objects.

00:45:37.760 Do you, I can, I can tell you, I can tell you've dealt with that a lot.

00:45:40.520 The, um, women not being people and wanting to get acceptance from men as a person and

00:45:47.740 not just an object of beauty.

00:45:50.320 Yeah.

00:45:51.140 What's your experience besides, uh, Destiny's panel and leftist people, uh, leftist incels.

00:45:56.300 What's your experience with those types of people, incels, stuff like that?

00:45:59.920 Not just, I'm more interested in your experience with those people online doing sex work and

00:46:05.180 stuff like that and posting your pictures online.

00:46:07.880 Um, I think it's, uh, I think I've always dealt with it.

00:46:11.160 I think I grew up like an attractive girl.

00:46:13.100 I grew into an attractive woman.

00:46:14.620 And I think that, um, beauty is something that a lot of men want to cultivate and want

00:46:20.280 like next to them, but not necessarily want to like take care of.

00:46:23.700 Uh, so I think that, yeah, I think that I've, I have a unique experience in that.

00:46:27.540 Like, obviously I've benefited from pretty privilege, but also it's sort of like a double-edged

00:46:32.300 sword because I think that, um, you're like pretty immediately objectified when you're an

00:46:36.820 attractive woman.

00:46:38.120 Uh, so I don't, I don't know.

00:46:40.480 It's like a strange.

00:46:42.100 So you really want to be appreciated for your mind and not just your, your Jewish titties.

00:46:48.680 Uh, not just my mind, but just like my, my intrinsic value as a human being, like my

00:46:54.360 complexity, my, my mind, also my body.

00:46:58.200 Um, like, I don't think that, I don't think that sexualizing me is like inherently wrong.

00:47:02.920 I think that dehumanizing me because of my sexuality is wrong.

00:47:06.140 What do you think is dehumanizing?

00:47:08.600 Like asking you what you're wearing is dehumanizing or the, the pigtail thing.

00:47:12.940 That's so what's not necessarily.

00:47:15.560 So dehumanizing is, um, it's like a lot of, of like what we see in porn.

00:47:19.560 Like, uh, you don't see like real orgasms coming from women.

00:47:22.580 You see like real orgasms coming from men, but then you see like this very strange show

00:47:27.440 of female sexuality.

00:47:28.820 That's like the projected male fantasy and not like, and, and I started to know this a

00:47:34.020 lot from having sex with other women is like women have a, like a lot of quirks when we

00:47:38.380 have sex the same way that like men do, like men have like strange orgasm faces or like grunt

00:47:43.440 strange or whatever.

00:47:44.600 Women do the same thing.

00:47:46.060 Some women can't come unless their legs are, are, you know, uh, together.

00:47:50.200 Some women, you know, make strange orgasm faces also.

00:47:54.600 No, the complexities of a female orgasm are completely having a quirky face or a grunt

00:47:59.560 is nothing.

00:48:00.260 Men are very just standard.

00:48:04.400 You, every woman is extremely different.

00:48:06.840 Like it's all this weird thing.

00:48:08.340 It's the emotional state.

00:48:10.060 You need to be hearing certain things.

00:48:12.600 It's more about the vibe.

00:48:16.020 I think that's true.

00:48:17.120 I think that most women want a certain ambiance, ambiance, but I think that men are also like

00:48:21.600 that to some degree.

00:48:22.440 I don't think for men, it's like as straightforward as putting your penis in something and fucking

00:48:26.480 it.

00:48:26.860 Like, I think that men also want to feel connected and valued and appreciated and desired.

00:48:34.000 No, if you haven't had good sex, if you haven't felt that genuinely.

00:48:37.640 No, but I don't, I don't need a woman to do that.

00:48:39.200 It's not really, you don't need it.

00:48:41.560 You don't need it.

00:48:42.460 I don't need a man to make me feel that way, but I, but I would like it.

00:48:46.800 That's how I feel valued.

00:48:47.940 I'm a men should feel valued the same way that a woman should.

00:48:51.280 There's a difference for, for men, at least between making love and having sex.

00:48:55.300 Would you agree?

00:48:57.120 There's a difference for everyone.

00:49:00.800 I think for women to come, it always needs to be making love.

00:49:05.640 No, I don't think that's true.

00:49:07.240 It is that you need to have an emotional connection just like based off what you're talking about

00:49:10.600 in order to come and that's the key.

00:49:12.820 Yeah, that's the key.

00:49:14.060 I've had plenty of sex where I really love someone and didn't come.

00:49:17.200 So I don't think that that's necessarily true.

00:49:19.060 I think that the light, the light has to be right.

00:49:21.160 The wind has to hit me in the right way.

00:49:22.640 Women are very temperamental with their orgasms, but I think that, um, I think, I don't know.

00:49:27.140 I think that men are still, I think that it's easier for men to come, obviously, but it's

00:49:32.980 just, um, to feel, for a man to walk away feeling good about the sex in like a, in a soul, on

00:49:39.420 a soul level is very different than like, um, walking away like, oh, hell yeah, just

00:49:44.840 fuck this hot bitch.

00:49:45.760 Like that means nothing.

00:49:47.260 But to walk away from having the sex and being like, that was really good sex.

00:49:50.360 I really like this person.

00:49:51.420 I think is more important.

00:49:52.680 And I think that all men should feel that way.

00:49:55.420 I think that's a healthy relationship to have with sex.

00:49:57.580 You're, you're really applying female nature to, to males.

00:50:02.400 I don't think that that's female nature.

00:50:06.780 I think that women, women feel that definitely to a more exaggerated extent, but I think that

00:50:11.920 a lot of men, have you never been in a relationship where you felt like the sex was better because

00:50:15.960 you were in the relationship?

00:50:17.320 Yeah.

00:50:19.160 Yeah.

00:50:20.600 Yeah.

00:50:21.120 I, there are these certain things like you release oxytocin when you're like with someone

00:50:24.920 that you like.

00:50:25.660 Everyone's saying no.

00:50:27.580 Okay.

00:50:27.960 Well, they're lying or they just haven't, they haven't connected with someone that way

00:50:32.120 and that's fine, but they will.

00:50:35.240 They'll learn.

00:50:36.000 The emotional capacity is just not, it's just not enough.

00:50:39.300 And they're, they're getting mad.

00:50:40.460 They're, they're getting, they're getting mad that we're talking about sex too much.

00:50:43.200 Uh, one more question.

00:50:44.380 I hear the door in the background and I'm getting, uh, annoyed because you're, you're engaged

00:50:49.220 and this is a waste of an e-date.

00:50:50.560 Are you a fan of the Kardashians?

00:50:52.960 You hear what in the background?

00:50:54.440 Some door.

00:50:55.100 There was some creak in the background.

00:50:56.320 I heard someone open the door.

00:50:58.580 No.

00:50:59.480 There was something there.

00:51:00.680 Chet, you heard that, right?

00:51:01.540 I have a, I have a dog who's walking around.

00:51:04.000 Your dog opened the door?

00:51:05.880 Maybe.

00:51:08.540 What do you mean this is a waste of an e-date?

00:51:10.440 You don't want to be my friend?

00:51:11.960 Oh, exactly.

00:51:13.440 That's why it's a waste of an e-date.

00:51:17.580 Guys here, no, they know what I'm talking about.

00:51:18.860 You, you take a girl out on a date and then you want to, you don't want to be friends?

00:51:23.620 You're not spending money on me.

00:51:25.140 You're not losing anything.

00:51:25.720 I'm still, I'm, I've invested my time.

00:51:27.420 Yeah, what's wrong with that?

00:51:30.000 You're investing your time in knowing another human being.

00:51:32.500 That's what life is about.

00:51:35.300 Connecting with other people.

00:51:36.300 Yeah, I'm trying to connect.

00:51:40.420 Yeah?

00:51:41.080 I'm trying to connect.

00:51:44.040 Are you a fan of the Kardashians?

00:51:46.280 No.

00:51:47.260 Good.

00:51:47.540 Do you have any words of wisdom for the men that are watching this and for the men that

00:51:53.220 are upset right now?

00:51:54.600 Why are you?

00:51:56.760 Because I have a lot of, I have, I have like a pretty angry following overall.

00:52:05.160 And you're just at the mercy of them?

00:52:07.680 Not at the mercy of them, but I would like them, it's not the mercy.

00:52:10.900 I'm asking if you have words of wisdom for them.

00:52:12.980 No, but you're, you're, what are they saying?

00:52:14.660 What are they mad about?

00:52:15.340 They're just typing in all caps right now, spamming.

00:52:19.740 And they're just, I can, I can see the anger in the chat.

00:52:23.720 You'll see it afterwards if you watch this bag.

00:52:26.020 Why, what, about what, about what?

00:52:28.360 They're just, just, just, they're just angry.

00:52:30.220 They're just, it's a lot of like, ah, ah.

00:52:33.820 Well, read, read, read some of it.

00:52:35.780 Like, what is it?

00:52:37.100 Uh, red pill her in caps.

00:52:38.760 L date, L date, L connect.

00:52:41.620 Ask her.

00:52:42.320 If it's the right person, uh, some of them are calling you a Treesh, L liberals in all caps.

00:52:51.040 This is the, this is the, someone said satanic porn star.

00:52:55.100 Oh, Jesus.

00:52:56.220 They're standing, I get it, I get it, I get it.

00:52:58.760 Okay, now you get it.

00:52:59.320 So this is what I find interesting.

00:53:01.360 Now, here we go.

00:53:01.880 I think that, I think that there's a lot of beauty in masculinity.

00:53:04.380 And I think that it's like the perfect counter for femininity.

00:53:07.620 Um, but you also have to honor femininity.

00:53:10.500 If you want a woman to honor your masculinity and that you want to lead the family, you can't

00:53:15.060 denigrate her for being an emotional, um, nurturing being.

00:53:19.500 The way that I'm having a conversation with you is very feminine.

00:53:21.740 I think I'm projecting like a lot of femininity into this conversation and it's countering

00:53:25.460 your masculinity in a beautiful way.

00:53:28.040 Um, and I think that.

00:53:28.940 Yeah, we're fucking through a discord.

00:53:30.800 Yeah, exactly.

00:53:31.940 Yeah.

00:53:32.220 And I think that, I think that if you want to be valued in the ways that you want to be

00:53:36.540 valued, you also have to value women for their femininity.

00:53:39.200 The response, this, this new, this new, uh, masculinization of women happened because

00:53:46.080 you, because men and other women could not honor femininity, could not honor softness

00:53:51.160 and nurturing and being emotionally vulnerable and available.

00:53:55.280 Um, and so now you see people like, uh, that drew a follow girl on, on TikTok who like

00:54:01.780 denigrates men and all of these feminists are like Megan Thee Stallion, who's like, fuck

00:54:06.760 men, get money, whatever.

00:54:08.100 And it's a completely toxic, it's a toxic response to a toxic masculinity.

00:54:13.540 It's toxic femininity, meaning toxic masculinity.

00:54:16.600 Toxic.

00:54:17.560 It's just toxic.

00:54:18.680 No, it is.

00:54:19.260 So when you, so when you listen to a woman saying, I really want to connect with my partner

00:54:23.520 on an emotional level and you think that that's weakness, what do you want to fuck these

00:54:28.440 masculine women?

00:54:29.380 Did I say that?

00:54:30.460 Did I say that?

00:54:30.980 No, I'm no, but your chat seems to have a really interesting relationship with femininity

00:54:35.280 and, and how women speak about sex.

00:54:38.100 I personally think a lot of the people, it's not, it's not my whole stream.

00:54:42.740 Most of my stream isn't like that, but a lot of people who spam in my chat in all caps

00:54:46.600 are frustrated, are sexually frustrated.

00:54:48.480 And just guys that have not interacted with a lot of women and they, they like to, they're,

00:54:54.080 they're basically nutting in the chat.

00:54:55.400 They're letting it all out over here.

00:54:57.220 And they, they don't know how to, understanding female nature is, is a difficult part of it.

00:55:01.480 I'm pretty good at it, right?

00:55:02.460 I'm pretty good at, I, you think I, yeah, I know how to navigate the emotions, the birth

00:55:08.120 control bullshit.

00:55:09.480 I get a, I get an interesting vibe from you because I think that you're very in tune.

00:55:15.020 I feel like you probably have a good relationship with your mom.

00:55:17.660 Do you have a sister?

00:55:18.600 Yeah.

00:55:18.820 I feel like you probably feel like care towards your sister and really understand her as a

00:55:24.240 human and not just like a sexual object.

00:55:27.700 And I think that you're stuck in this world where, you know, there's, you're being pushed

00:55:33.760 in like a bunch of different directions, right?

00:55:36.080 Because with all this media, with all this extremism everywhere, it's like you get men

00:55:39.940 like Andrew Tate who are like, women are, women are, you know, just a body to fuck and

00:55:45.680 I can fuck whoever I want.

00:55:47.240 And then there are, you know, he says, he says, ah, women are the most precious thing

00:55:51.920 in the world and they should be protected and they should be provided for.

00:55:55.820 Like, but in like an infantilizing sort of nature.

00:56:00.820 And I, I, I think that you, you are honestly trying to find your place in it like everyone

00:56:05.020 else.

00:56:05.840 Um, and I, I just think it's really interesting cause you have like a platform, like you have

00:56:10.320 a platform where you're also figuring.

00:56:12.040 And I took most of them away.

00:56:13.140 I was been on YouTube after 10 years and then on Twitter, Twitch, TikTok.

00:56:18.140 I think that sucks so bad.

00:56:19.880 And I think that that's also why a lot of people compare us is because I'm also figuring

00:56:23.600 it out.

00:56:23.960 We're both the same age, 24 entering this like insane technological world where everything

00:56:29.320 is rapidly changing.

00:56:30.620 You're being pushed and censored and, and everything's happening.

00:56:33.720 And people really expect like 24 year olds to have like the view on life.

00:56:38.580 Yeah.

00:56:39.020 Like the view on life that you'll have forever and that's just not, that just doesn't exist.

00:56:44.380 No.

00:56:44.900 Um, and there's not a big space, right?

00:56:47.960 There's not a big space for people to develop ideas and grow.

00:56:51.180 If you're talking and you're expressing ideas, then people expect you and put the expectation

00:56:56.560 that you're supposed to know everything.

00:56:57.740 But that's why I've never called my, that's what I, yeah, that's what I, but I've never

00:57:02.060 tried to put that out there.

00:57:03.040 My motto is just seek truth through funny.

00:57:04.740 And I like to follow funny.

00:57:06.640 I feel like that's the most truthful thing, but I've, I've developed my ideas and I've

00:57:11.540 grown and I've changed my beliefs on a lot of subjects.

00:57:13.900 And you see the sense of anger and people, when you have a lot of people looking up to

00:57:18.500 you, it's like they have the expectation that you're going to always be right and that

00:57:21.560 you can't change or you can't be wrong.

00:57:26.520 Yeah.

00:57:26.960 Why do you think, I think that's a good, uh, synopsis that you just said that you think

00:57:29.880 I'm being pushed around and I'm brought, what, what makes you think that?

00:57:35.420 Um, because I think that you're like more sensitive than the, uh, more sensitive and

00:57:41.240 more thoughtful than most like red pillars.

00:57:45.000 Um, so that leads me to be believed, like, especially since you've been de-platformed now

00:57:48.620 at this point, I'm like, okay, I know, I know when I've been canceled, when the non-binaries

00:57:53.300 have canceled me, um, I like immediately sort of went into these like spaces where like

00:57:58.040 people are really transphobic and I almost like let myself become an extremist or sort

00:58:01.400 of my views to change emotionally based on like a response to that.

00:58:05.220 And I feel like that's what I, and I don't want to put this in your mouth, obviously.

00:58:09.360 I don't want to put words in your mouth.

00:58:10.360 I want to put some in your mouth.

00:58:12.640 Jesus Christ.

00:58:13.480 Um, I think, I think that your, your red pill is, um, is sort of been like a response

00:58:19.540 to you, like sort of a response to you being de-platformed.

00:58:22.760 Um, because I think it's very natural for you as a person to explore things like are

00:58:28.140 Jews controlling the world or like, um, is the, turn your cam back on Jesus Christ, get

00:58:32.820 it together.

00:58:33.820 Um, don't tell me what to do.

00:58:34.800 This shit, the fucking, are Jews ruling the world?

00:58:37.840 Like, what is my political opinions?

00:58:39.480 Like, that's very normal to, as a human to experience.

00:58:42.480 Um, but it's, I can understand having like being really angry about having a normal human

00:58:48.860 experience and trying to like put it online and then not being able to, because people

00:58:52.600 want to control what you say online.

00:58:57.100 And so I worry that you're going to, especially, I mean, I don't know much about Nick Fuentes,

00:59:04.060 but I think talking to the people that you do, like going even on Fresh and Fit, like

00:59:10.000 I, I just fear that you would be great on Fresh and Fit.

00:59:12.820 When you come into Miami, let's go on Fresh and Fit because you would be a good at debating

00:59:16.320 Myron and I would really like to see that, but continue.

00:59:19.400 That'd be fun.

00:59:20.180 Um, I think that it's really beautiful.

00:59:21.700 I think something that I really value about you is that you're like really, you have really

00:59:24.900 high openness.

00:59:26.860 Um, and I think it's because you're so, I think that you are very intelligent.

00:59:29.800 You're very articulate.

00:59:30.860 You're very intelligent.

00:59:31.980 And I think that you will have like high openness because you're like, yeah, you want to seek

00:59:35.740 truth.

00:59:36.100 You want to find what is real.

00:59:37.340 Have you seen any of my content?

00:59:38.540 Are you, are you making all these assumptions just based on this conversation?

00:59:41.680 Based on this conversation.

00:59:42.640 And I've seen a little bit of your content.

00:59:44.020 Like I saw you on Fresh and Fit and I saw, what is that?

00:59:47.440 Um, I saw like 20 minutes of that, like new Jay Aubrey video.

00:59:51.540 Yeah.

00:59:51.860 That was a giant hit piece video.

00:59:53.860 If we, we, that was crazy.

00:59:55.380 Yeah.

00:59:55.760 I mean, that's a liberal sloy boy with, um, he, he's one of the men who put he, him,

00:59:59.660 and his bio.

01:00:00.600 And it was just like, it was just a giant hit piece documentary.

01:00:03.380 Even though he's clearly been watching my content for years, he just had negative things

01:00:07.460 to say.

01:00:08.420 How'd that make you feel?

01:00:10.480 Good therapist question.

01:00:11.640 That was a very feminine question.

01:00:13.020 It made me, I'm used to it.

01:00:14.660 We react to all of these.

01:00:15.600 There's another, there's so many hit piece videos.

01:00:17.720 No, that's not, I didn't ask if you were used to it.

01:00:19.800 I said, how'd that make you feel?

01:00:20.840 Like what was your reaction?

01:00:21.400 But that's how, there's no like real feelings that I, I'm just like, okay, this is what it is.

01:00:26.100 They're calling me a misogynist, anti-Semite, problematic, toxic.

01:00:29.660 And so all the same buzzwords that, that red people get, it's just the same thing.

01:00:34.460 They, they've all said the same points, just an edit it in a different way.

01:00:37.460 I am like a, a care, they, they treat me like a movie character that they can do an analytical

01:00:45.200 essay about.

01:00:46.780 They don't, they don't see, they don't try to understand what I'm saying.

01:00:51.280 They don't try to understand that what I'm saying could be true or what the, the frustration

01:00:55.120 that I, or the, even the emotional parts that I put into my streams.

01:00:58.720 I think the reason I blew up streaming so fast is that it was, it was literally, even

01:01:03.080 as a man, an emotional reaction to be being told to stay inside, to the feminization of

01:01:07.920 men, to how men are treated like, like that we can't say anything without being problematic.

01:01:15.660 The toxic masculinity movement, that just being a natural as a man is a bad thing.

01:01:19.440 It was, my streaming was like a response to how you can't be a man anymore without being

01:01:24.900 called all these words, like being naturally what a man is called toxic and they're actively

01:01:28.580 suppressing that.

01:01:29.600 So I don't think people, and I was trying to channel that energy and it worked.

01:01:33.800 I was channeling that energy into my streams and that's why you see it reflected in the

01:01:36.180 chat.

01:01:36.680 These angry people right now, it's a place where we can express ourselves like in a world where

01:01:41.800 you're supposed to just be robotic, get the booster shot, shut the fuck up and be told

01:01:46.640 all these lies every single day and have to take your pills and believe in all the nonsense.

01:01:51.280 And instead of people trying to understand that, they painted me like, he's in his Joker

01:01:54.680 era.

01:01:55.200 He's a villain.

01:01:56.080 The devastating demise, the downfall.

01:01:58.740 He's insane.

01:01:59.500 They try to insist that I'm an insane person and trying to understand like there's a clear

01:02:03.760 shift and what men are told to be.

01:02:06.640 And you could see it right now with you embracing your femininity in a world where women are told

01:02:11.140 that feminists are supposed to be girl bosses and that to be empowered as a woman, you're

01:02:15.060 supposed to become a man, you are, you are going against that entire idea.

01:02:20.720 And you were probably a blue haired feminist at one point.

01:02:23.140 So I think we're, I think we're just polar opposites of the same.

01:02:26.440 We're just on the same side of the same, like different sides of the same coin.

01:02:31.840 I think so too, because I've also just been trying to find truth also.

01:02:36.100 And, you know, I stumble like anyone does trying to find truth, right?

01:02:39.400 Because it's so hard to find like one objective truth.

01:02:41.700 But I, I really, cause I was watching that video and it made me like feel sad because

01:02:46.080 I think that, um, like, I think that you have like a, it's really crazy to be like misunderstood

01:02:51.840 by so many people at once, especially at the age that we're at, we're like, we're figuring

01:02:57.320 shit out at 24.

01:02:58.920 It's like, it just feels very crazy to like, um, to watch you be like villainized.

01:03:04.800 And I say I only watched 20 minutes of it because I couldn't stomach more.

01:03:07.720 Like it was too, it was so like, it was in search of this like moral purism, like that

01:03:14.340 everyone that you have to like be good and have the right wokest idea your whole life.

01:03:21.280 And nobody exists like that.

01:03:23.100 But as a content creator, you're like sort of forced to, right?

01:03:26.580 And I think that that's so interesting.

01:03:28.180 And I obviously don't know your background, but nobody had a perfect childhood, right?

01:03:32.400 So we're just like doing the best we can with what we have.

01:03:34.740 And it just like, I don't know, I'm thinking about like, I was watching that video and I

01:03:38.920 was just thinking about you as like a young boy, like, cause you've been on line for so

01:03:43.320 long.

01:03:44.180 Um, and I was just, yeah.

01:03:45.420 And I was, I'm thinking of you like as a young boy, like not really thinking that you

01:03:49.640 had a narrative or maybe not.

01:03:51.580 And then having your narrative being taken from you and like you turn in, turning into

01:03:58.000 this villain when you're just like figuring shit out.

01:04:00.200 And I just worry about that hardening you and you over-correcting, uh, as an emotional

01:04:08.980 response to like that deep feeling of hurt and being misunderstood.

01:04:12.900 That's a great analysis.

01:04:13.900 But what do you mean by over-correcting by trying to become a liberal sore boy in order

01:04:17.340 to, to fit back into the matrix?

01:04:20.100 So what you're doing is like a response.

01:04:22.380 So when people are calling you like a misogynist and all these things, you're like being misunderstood

01:04:25.840 and it's creating this extremism between like two parties, sorry, that's my male, not my

01:04:30.540 fiance.

01:04:31.000 Someone's giving, someone's putting letters in my, um, but yeah, that's like a, so, and

01:04:38.120 then you say all these things like soy boy, which is like, it's just ad hominant.

01:04:42.180 It's just an ad hominant, like the opposite way, thus creating this like bigger divide between

01:04:46.960 these two people.

01:04:48.340 Um, which just like, doesn't go anywhere.

01:04:50.560 Like there's, there's no, there's no conversations to be had when everyone's like fighting at

01:04:55.280 each other.

01:04:55.760 And here's the thing, here's the thing, those soy, the soy boys that I'm talking about, there

01:04:59.960 has been in chat type of one.

01:05:01.200 If you know what I'm talking about, we've reacted to, so there are so many of these videos

01:05:05.300 every single day, there's another one of them.

01:05:07.400 And the funny thing is they are all incapable of conversation.

01:05:10.580 So we're here having a conversation right now, even though we probably were very different

01:05:13.840 people, we probably disagree on a lot of subjects, but you are a truth seeker.

01:05:17.640 So you're able to be wrong.

01:05:19.200 You're not afraid of saying the wrong thing and you don't try to fit into any category.

01:05:23.460 All these soy boys, which I'm, this is an accurate word are incapable of even getting

01:05:27.740 into discussion with me.

01:05:28.700 They will edit up and make a whole fucking documentary about me, but I'm like, let's

01:05:34.100 get on a call and talk about it.

01:05:35.920 Silence.

01:05:36.780 But they'll be like, imagine them like actively downloading and researching and getting all

01:05:41.200 the B roll and analyzing my life and trying to figure out everything.

01:05:44.820 And they can't even talk to me.

01:05:46.320 That's why I'm saying you're saying that I'm getting rid of the conversation.

01:05:49.780 I'm the most, you talk about yourself.

01:05:51.680 I'm an open person.

01:05:52.440 I'll talk to anybody.

01:05:53.520 I regularly have debates with people that are completely different than me because I

01:05:57.420 like to challenge my ideas.

01:05:58.520 These people can't do it.

01:06:00.360 Yeah.

01:06:00.540 I don't, it's not that it's not, um, it's not that you're, I just worry about you going

01:06:05.820 online to your, you know, your thousands of people who watch you and then promoting this

01:06:10.780 like, um, not extremism, but this like divide, like promoting, like there's us versus them.

01:06:16.480 Like that's a problem.

01:06:17.580 That's what you are actively like you are.

01:06:20.040 This person is benefiting from the us versus them for this week.

01:06:23.320 Right.

01:06:23.700 Maybe they'll get canceled.

01:06:24.700 Also, Jay Aubrey will probably get canceled at some point for whatever the fuck he said.

01:06:27.760 He'll never get de-platformed.

01:06:29.620 Maybe.

01:06:30.100 Probably not.

01:06:30.720 Probably not.

01:06:31.240 As long as he, as long as he's going with what the woke mob is saying.

01:06:33.700 Which is what he's doing.

01:06:34.520 So he'll never, and also they don't, they're not, they don't put their personality out

01:06:38.360 there.

01:06:39.000 That whole type of content.

01:06:39.940 That's a cat.

01:06:40.840 Their whole content is just analyzing and calling other shit bad and pointing out.

01:06:44.900 It's like being a teacher's pet.

01:06:46.140 It's sitting at the back and it's like, it's literally cancel culture.

01:06:50.320 It's like the YouTube video.

01:06:53.520 That's a maladaptive, that's a maladaptive behavior.

01:06:55.900 And I worry that you are like partaking in it just on the opposite side, which is a problem

01:07:00.280 because it keeps the, it keeps the institution in place.

01:07:02.720 That's us versus them.

01:07:04.020 Well, I do a lot of content.

01:07:05.660 Sure.

01:07:06.120 I just think that, I think you have a really beautiful opportunity to be like, listen,

01:07:11.220 if that's what they think, that's what they think.

01:07:13.140 I'm super hype about what I think.

01:07:15.220 And I'm going to keep seeking truth, calling people soy boys.

01:07:18.940 What does it do?

01:07:19.980 What does it do?

01:07:20.560 I think it's a funny word.

01:07:22.080 It's funny, but I'm sure that you're, you're smart and creative.

01:07:25.120 I think that you can find other ways to do that instead of like the, the S versus them

01:07:29.280 thing.

01:07:31.200 Right.

01:07:32.280 And I'm getting, um, criticism from my OG fans that watch my main channel.

01:07:36.400 I only started live streaming five months ago.

01:07:38.060 And before that I was doing like nine years of well edited cinematic type videos, scripted

01:07:44.400 short form.

01:07:45.680 What like the, I would say a lot of them were like short film type content, a lot of street

01:07:49.100 interviews.

01:07:49.400 And I would get my ideas out through, but I found a way where I could channel all that

01:07:54.240 my thoughts quicker, faster.

01:07:55.900 And I could probably, I could skip a lot of that nuance and just be abrasive.

01:07:59.540 And it was a good way.

01:08:00.380 And it's just fun.

01:08:01.480 I did standup comedy for a while.

01:08:03.420 And like, this feels very similar.

01:08:04.540 Just being able to express your ideas here, read the chat whole time.

01:08:07.460 Like people getting angry, the back and forth.

01:08:09.080 I love the dialogue and I'm getting criticism from my original fans.

01:08:13.280 Cause they like the, the more nuanced, the softer bullshit.

01:08:16.660 But I'm like, let me just go full on.

01:08:18.740 That nuance, that nuance is still there though.

01:08:21.540 You, I like, that's, that's the thing with live streaming also is like you.

01:08:25.640 And I, I get this from you as you're extremely intelligent.

01:08:28.300 I think you have a lot of ideas in your head all at once.

01:08:30.700 And sometimes it's like really hard to communicate all those ideas in like stream of consciousness,

01:08:36.080 right?

01:08:36.600 It's impossible, which I think that the nuance is probably still there.

01:08:41.300 It has to be, you're a smart guy, but I think that, I think you lose some of that.

01:08:45.420 And I think that you're starting to like, I think it's like, sort of like a self-fulfilling

01:08:50.360 cycle.

01:08:50.880 Like, I don't know.

01:08:52.820 I, because I, I, I think that you're being like kind of not groomed, but sort of like

01:08:58.400 conditioned to be less thoughtful because that's the nature of the internet.

01:09:01.760 And I think that, I think that you should keep your thoughtfulness.

01:09:05.300 I think that that's a strength.

01:09:06.320 I think, I think you're mistaking, see this idea.

01:09:08.820 I see what you're talking about.

01:09:09.760 I think I'm more thoughtful than ever.

01:09:11.120 Cause I spend all day long thinking about the live stream, preparing, getting ready for

01:09:14.820 the videos, lining it up, um, trying to find a narrative to stay entertaining for five

01:09:18.640 hours straight.

01:09:19.240 There is thoughtfulness, but people think that because I'm being loud and because I'm yelling

01:09:22.760 and because I'm not being as nuanced and calm as well edited, that it's not thoughtful

01:09:26.000 just because it's aggressive and abrasive.

01:09:27.500 It still is thoughtful.

01:09:28.560 It's just a different method.

01:09:29.460 Um, yeah.

01:09:31.120 And I also, I, people probably aren't asking you the right questions also.

01:09:34.160 I think, I think that's a problem that I run into as well.

01:09:37.500 Cause when I'm like, when I'm going, when I'm being bombastic, I do well, if people are

01:09:42.140 asking me the right questions, but if it becomes a fight, then it's just like a, it's a derail

01:09:46.380 and then it just becomes content and it's like, it doesn't really go anywhere, but

01:09:49.940 Well, it's gotta be both.

01:09:50.680 It's gotta be content.

01:09:51.520 It's gotta be entertaining.

01:09:52.280 I have to ask like if it's squirts though, after talking about your family and stuff like

01:09:56.680 that to keep, so you get every, you got, you gotta get a little

01:09:59.440 something, you know what I mean?

01:10:00.520 Like once in a while that that's the, that's live streaming.

01:10:02.640 If I'm just here talking the whole time, it gets boring.

01:10:04.220 I got to like yell, spaz out once in a while, fall over in my chair, do some pushups, scream,

01:10:09.180 call somebody a soy boy to keep the fucking energy up because it's high energy.

01:10:13.540 Huh?

01:10:14.300 You're worried about being boring.

01:10:15.380 I'm not worried about being boring.

01:10:16.740 I just want to be entertaining.

01:10:18.660 No, I'm not.

01:10:19.140 Well, what happens if you're not entertaining?

01:10:21.480 Then it's a boring stream and it's a waste of time.

01:10:24.680 I'm not doing my job.

01:10:25.480 My, my job is to entertain.

01:10:28.200 Okay.

01:10:28.560 But what happens if, what happens if you don't do your job?

01:10:31.300 Then I'm failing.

01:10:34.800 That's not worried.

01:10:35.700 That's just being good at entertaining.

01:10:37.980 I don't want to have a boring stream.

01:10:40.180 Who would, who would, do you want to be boring?

01:10:43.260 No.

01:10:43.900 What's that?

01:10:44.560 What's that?

01:10:45.440 You're okay with being boring.

01:10:46.580 I think that you talk about, you talk about God.

01:10:50.280 Are you religious?

01:10:51.560 I am trying to find my religion, but I do believe in God and I respect our religions.

01:10:57.480 I think that what I get from you is that you're someone who's trying to find purpose.

01:11:03.780 Because I think, I think that that's why you look for truth.

01:11:07.600 You're like trying to look for purpose.

01:11:10.120 And this is a really, this is a really hard job to have.

01:11:15.280 If you're, if you're as thoughtful and open and as emotionally intuitive as you are.

01:11:22.300 And, uh, it's a dance.

01:11:24.880 Because, because I think that people can be open to a fault.

01:11:32.340 I think that when you're open, you're like a sponge.

01:11:35.080 And I worry that, um, I don't know if it were me and I had watched that Jay Aubrey video about myself, I would be a fucking wreck.

01:11:43.660 I'd be a wreck.

01:11:44.780 I watched it live on stream.

01:11:45.940 We watched it here, I think yesterday or the day before we watched it live.

01:11:49.900 Did you, did you watch it, any of it on your own?

01:11:52.600 Yeah.

01:11:52.860 I watched the whole thing first.

01:11:56.080 Yeah.

01:11:56.600 I lied on the stream.

01:11:57.840 I didn't lie, but I didn't tell them that I watched it first, but it was good to, to find out the pockets and stuff like that.

01:12:02.800 And try to think about what I was going to say.

01:12:05.600 Yeah.

01:12:06.020 No, actually, no, I didn't watch the whole thing.

01:12:07.320 I watched the first, um, five, 10 minutes with my friend.

01:12:10.800 That's the truth.

01:12:11.800 So you didn't watch any of it alone?

01:12:15.280 No, I did.

01:12:16.160 I did.

01:12:16.660 And then my, yeah, I watched like another, I watched another 10 alone.

01:12:20.180 And then my editor called me.

01:12:21.340 And real time, if we're, if we're going to, if we're going to be honest, it was like a little, it was like, fuck man.

01:12:25.340 And not because it, yeah, it was, it was trying to make, it was profiting off of making me look bad.

01:12:32.240 It was meant to make me feel bad.

01:12:34.120 That's why the video.

01:12:35.000 Yeah.

01:12:35.560 You're, I think that you're, you're glossing over like the big, like the hurt.

01:12:39.040 Like, I think that.

01:12:40.140 Well, I'm used to it.

01:12:40.860 Like, you don't, you don't realize a lot of chat knows we, there's so many of these fucking videos.

01:12:46.560 So many more than the average human.

01:12:49.160 Most humans are not getting, when I talk to like normies, people off the internet, they're like, how the fuck do you deal with that?

01:12:54.380 The amount of like hippie it's, it's, it's literally like, if I wasn't on YouTube for nine years, I don't know, but you just get trained to it.

01:13:02.580 It's, you get used to it.

01:13:03.860 It's like, what, it's just like a normal thing.

01:13:05.180 Do you think that's a good thing?

01:13:06.220 Do you think that's good for someone?

01:13:08.040 No, but it gives you more mental stamina, more resilience.

01:13:11.580 And like right now, if you, if you go on Twitter, um, you could search and you could see yourself naked, but it's no, no November.

01:13:17.520 So you don't do that.

01:13:17.940 But you can also search Sneeko in the search bar and then see just like every Sneeko is a loser.

01:13:22.960 Sneeko is a piece of shit.

01:13:24.380 I hate Sneeko.

01:13:25.980 What an, what an asshole.

01:13:27.380 It's just, it's all negative.

01:13:28.760 And I, I, I look at it every day.

01:13:31.220 I look at it every day.

01:13:32.420 My subreddit, for example, is just all like, now that he got banned, he's broke.

01:13:37.940 He needs like, it's, it's literally all haters.

01:13:39.740 Like I know some people have a community where it's developed.

01:13:41.640 I have a community just like of people who I'm, um, I'm a punching bag for, for a lot of people online.

01:13:48.560 I got used to it.

01:13:49.320 I genuinely got used to it.

01:13:52.420 This is something you were a middle child.

01:13:54.380 Also.

01:13:54.860 Do you think that you're used to that?

01:13:55.920 Do you think that this is a feeling unique to your adulthood?

01:13:58.180 Or do you think that you felt this, do you think this is self-referential in your real life?

01:14:01.620 It's, it's not comparable to anything.

01:14:05.920 Like the amount of stuff, the amount of negative things that people say about me online is unlike anything that you would see in your childhood.

01:14:12.880 So what keeps you, what's the, what's the goal?

01:14:16.020 Like what keeps it?

01:14:16.720 Because I think that, um, there has to be like a light at the end of the tunnel for you to put yourself through all of this.

01:14:22.480 Like, what is that for you?

01:14:23.760 I mean, it doesn't get much worse than it's already happened.

01:14:25.940 I got de-platformed.

01:14:26.820 They took away.

01:14:27.340 I grew up on YouTube, like I went through puberty on my main channel, have all this artwork, stuff like that.

01:14:32.680 Oh, don't me.

01:14:33.420 It's gone.

01:14:34.260 Like, I don't know how much worse it can get.

01:14:36.200 They pretty much everything happened, bro.

01:14:37.920 There's been documents, so many, probably 10 well-edited, like well-made.

01:14:41.840 So what's the light?

01:14:42.640 What's the light at the end of the tunnel?

01:14:43.700 What keeps you doing this?

01:14:45.480 I, I have my purpose.

01:14:46.960 You're saying that I'm trying to find my purpose.

01:14:48.180 I found it.

01:14:48.680 I'm just, I'm a truth seeker.

01:14:49.760 What is it?

01:14:50.840 The truth?

01:14:52.380 That we're-

01:14:53.060 But, but all these, but all these people watching, like, what do you, like,

01:14:57.340 I love entertaining.

01:14:58.400 I love-

01:14:59.340 You can find truth off the camera.

01:15:02.980 But I don't like, there's, it's, it's almost like meaningless.

01:15:06.760 I notice a lot of people in this space, they know the truth too.

01:15:09.460 They know, like, who runs the world and how we're meant to be compliant.

01:15:12.060 The gap between the rich and the poor.

01:15:13.940 The bullshit they, they tell us so that we, we stay down and arguing about the wrong things.

01:15:18.100 They understand the reality of the world and they just make as much money as possible

01:15:22.220 and they prepare for themselves and they just stay away and they don't give a fuck.

01:15:26.060 But, that shit pisses me off.

01:15:28.860 Genuinely, the fact that, like, what, realize, and it's, that's, like, been my whole life.

01:15:33.020 The fact that I was put on, told that I have, like, mental illnesses, stuff like that.

01:15:36.440 Put on pills.

01:15:37.240 Always said that there was something wrong with me.

01:15:39.220 Everybody constantly saying that there's something wrong with what I want to do.

01:15:42.040 Like, dropping out of school, everyone calling me crazy.

01:15:43.460 And, it's, it's so frustrating that I need to tell as many people as I can what's happening.

01:15:50.260 If, now that I know the truth, I couldn't just go live on an island and start a family,

01:15:55.660 make a bunch of money, not give a fuck, and just let the rest of humanity just not know what I know.

01:16:01.460 So, it's, it's, that's my purpose is trying to, to wake as many people up through funny.

01:16:07.840 Try to spread this information and try to tell people and, like, and teach the lessons that I've learned

01:16:12.800 and actively seek it so that people can think critically as well because social media and

01:16:16.840 everybody's been conditioned to just, to just be polarized and, and not think critically at all

01:16:22.560 or analyze, just immediately believe the woke mob, what they see on Twitter, watch these

01:16:27.180 documentaries and go, this guy's awful, and not think past that.

01:16:31.280 My job is to bring back critical thinking and do it through being entertaining.

01:16:37.020 That's why I'm, you think I'm worried about being boring.

01:16:39.500 It's like, you, you cannot, people can't listen to you if they're bored.

01:16:43.140 When I was in school, I couldn't pay attention because the teachers were fucking boring.

01:16:45.840 So, I, I would like to spread information through funny to keep people entertained and

01:16:50.580 also have a modicum of truth, have people leave this live stream and think about something

01:16:53.820 that they didn't think about before.

01:16:59.320 I think that's interesting.

01:17:00.700 What, what is, uh, what if you don't, what happens if you don't, like what if, what happens

01:17:05.740 if you fail?

01:17:06.140 What happens if, if every, if rumble gets taken away from you?

01:17:10.140 Then go to another website.

01:17:14.300 Then what, what if that website gets taken away?

01:17:16.320 Go to another one.

01:17:17.220 Start my own website or just like go back to standup comedy or go to a park with a microphone

01:17:22.840 and a milk crate, stand up and just like gather a crowd.

01:17:26.840 You just want to, you just want to be, you just want to be heard.

01:17:29.520 You just want people to hear what you got to say.

01:17:32.940 It's more than that.

01:17:33.780 I don't, I don't just want to be saying.

01:17:35.080 I don't just want to be saying bullshit, but I like entertaining people, like connecting

01:17:39.480 with people.

01:17:40.520 That's why, that's why we do this.

01:17:42.140 I don't, I don't get fulfillment from other things.

01:17:44.180 Like I, I don't, I had jobs before I worked in offices.

01:17:47.100 I used to fall asleep.

01:17:48.640 I worked Uber.

01:17:49.680 I just, I don't get fulfillment from anything else.

01:17:51.540 Do you have a girlfriend?

01:17:53.200 Don't worry about it.

01:17:58.240 Why are you asking?

01:17:58.840 Are relationships important to you?

01:18:00.980 Of course.

01:18:01.480 Because I think that you're dealing with a lot of restlessness, like soul restlessness.

01:18:06.560 And I think that the, I think that the right woman could enter your life and really change

01:18:10.420 that for you.

01:18:11.980 Here's the problem.

01:18:12.820 I've had that before that, that comforter being comfortable in a relationship.

01:18:17.240 Not comfortable, not comfortable.

01:18:19.040 It's actually the opposite of being comfortable.

01:18:21.160 Really?

01:18:22.020 Being uncomfortable in a relationship?

01:18:24.240 Not, not uncomfortable.

01:18:25.500 That's the opposite of comfortable.

01:18:26.960 It's uncomfortable.

01:18:27.180 No, it's being pushed.

01:18:27.940 It's being, it's being, it's being, it's being, it's being pushed.

01:18:30.340 Your boundaries being pushed in like a good way.

01:18:33.900 Explain.

01:18:34.800 It's like someone showing you, someone coming into your life and showing you something that

01:18:38.080 like you didn't know existed before, like safety.

01:18:40.800 Have you felt safe in a relationship?

01:18:43.860 That's comfortable.

01:18:45.100 Or like safe and cared for, like someone really had your best interest in like, cared for you.

01:18:51.660 Yeah.

01:18:51.860 And like loved you unconditionally.

01:18:53.600 Yeah.

01:18:55.600 And then my videos started sucking.

01:18:58.460 But you as a person, your soul felt better.

01:19:02.840 But my soul feels like, but I was also bored, like.

01:19:07.360 Restless.

01:19:08.000 No, I don't think I, I don't know if I completely found that.

01:19:10.700 I've been, what you're saying.

01:19:12.480 I don't know if I've completely got to that point.

01:19:14.680 No, but I don't like being comfortable ever.

01:19:17.600 Ever, because that's when your work starts suffering.

01:19:21.480 Virgo.

01:19:22.840 Shut up.

01:19:23.540 What?

01:19:25.820 What does that mean?

01:19:28.000 Just, Virgos are just control freaks.

01:19:30.360 I think that you like to, you just like to have your cake and you like to eat it.

01:19:33.480 And I'm the same way.

01:19:34.160 Who doesn't like to have cake and eat it?

01:19:36.100 What are you going to do with cake?

01:19:36.880 A lot of people.

01:19:37.440 What else are you going to do with your cake?

01:19:38.660 Look at it.

01:19:39.220 I know.

01:19:40.020 I know.

01:19:40.580 I get you.

01:19:41.200 I get you.

01:19:41.640 We speak the same language.

01:19:42.540 We're made of the same stuff.

01:19:43.840 No, you're a cancer.

01:19:44.580 But you know that Virgos and cancers are really compatible.

01:19:48.560 Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop.

01:19:49.820 I was so engaged in this conversation and now I'm like, why the fuck did I just tell her

01:19:53.160 all this bullshit about my life?

01:19:55.820 No, but we can go back.

01:19:57.320 I just think that, I don't know.

01:19:59.060 I think that you're, do you go to therapy?

01:20:01.300 No.

01:20:02.840 Come on.

01:20:04.000 No.

01:20:04.620 Therapy is a waste of time.

01:20:06.920 Stop.

01:20:07.900 Therapy is for you.

01:20:08.840 That's for LA godless people.

01:20:10.620 That's not what we do over here.

01:20:12.880 This is therapy.

01:20:13.580 I'm in therapy right now.

01:20:15.280 This conversation.

01:20:16.380 Not this conversation, but live streaming is my therapy.

01:20:18.700 I was.

01:20:19.380 Do you read?

01:20:20.280 Yeah, I do.

01:20:20.960 Not that much, but I should read more.

01:20:23.040 Do you listen to audiobooks?

01:20:24.400 Yeah, I listen to audiobooks when I read.

01:20:26.400 You should listen to, have you heard of The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle?

01:20:30.320 No.

01:20:31.520 You, I'll send it to you.

01:20:33.160 What is that?

01:20:33.480 And I'll send it, I'll send it to you a couple times because I know you won't read

01:20:35.740 it.

01:20:36.040 So I'll send it to you until you read it.

01:20:38.080 What is that about?

01:20:38.900 That's like meditate bullshit.

01:20:41.740 Like be in tune with yourself.

01:20:42.940 It's meditation.

01:20:44.920 Sort of.

01:20:45.640 It's, it's like, it's, uh, I think that you seem like someone who isn't really like,

01:20:50.520 you seem restless.

01:20:51.440 You seem like someone who isn't really like taking care of yourself in a lot of ways.

01:20:55.860 Um, and I think that like, especially, I mean, you have all these hit pieces on you

01:21:01.980 and you're not talking to someone about it.

01:21:03.480 You're not talking to someone who can help you.

01:21:05.220 What would that help?

01:21:06.220 See, this is, you keep applying female nature, like the emotional thing to men.

01:21:10.960 If I, if I just said that.

01:21:12.400 It could be a girlfriend.

01:21:13.040 It could be a girlfriend.

01:21:13.820 It can be a girlfriend who, who rubs your shoulders and is like, I love you so much.

01:21:17.560 I'm so sorry that this shit is happening.

01:21:19.380 I know the real you.

01:21:20.480 I know you're not like this.

01:21:21.540 I don't want anybody to feel bad for me about that.

01:21:24.040 You're not feeling bad.

01:21:25.140 That I'm so sorry for you.

01:21:28.160 No, no, no, not pity.

01:21:29.920 That's what that is.

01:21:30.900 No, it's empathy that they can feel it with you.

01:21:34.280 They can feel your hurt with you.

01:21:36.260 It's not feeling hurt looking at you.

01:21:38.660 It's, I'm not even, I don't even entertain that idea that I'm hurt by that.

01:21:42.180 It's just, fuck it.

01:21:42.920 That's what happens.

01:21:43.660 That's the internet.

01:21:44.980 They can't stand these ideas.

01:21:46.980 They can't handle the truth.

01:21:48.260 If that's how you really feel, like if that's how you really feel where you're just like,

01:21:52.660 fuck it, I'm going to keep on moving, go ahead.

01:21:55.440 That's what men should be thinking.

01:21:57.700 We, we, we, we entertain.

01:21:59.400 That's inhuman.

01:22:00.340 That's not, that's not, that's, that doesn't exist.

01:22:02.420 That doesn't exist.

01:22:03.340 Unless you're a sociopath.

01:22:04.200 If you're a sociopath, go off, do your thing.

01:22:06.800 Never think about it.

01:22:07.620 Be happy.

01:22:08.620 I get the feeling.

01:22:09.480 You can think about it.

01:22:10.020 You can't feel bad about it.

01:22:10.840 You are too smart.

01:22:11.700 You are too emotionally intelligent for me to think that you have the emotional capability

01:22:16.620 of one of these like stupid fucking sociopath men.

01:22:19.740 I know that you think about this shit.

01:22:21.220 I know this shit touches you because you're smart, smart people.

01:22:24.620 But you can be analytical about it.

01:22:26.580 See the, the differences is having it.

01:22:28.480 Here's the, here's the difference.

01:22:29.480 The difference is having an emotional reaction about it and like letting myself feel like

01:22:33.220 a victim be like, this is bad.

01:22:35.160 And I feel bad.

01:22:36.280 No, no, go to therapy.

01:22:40.140 I have a problem with patriarchy.

01:22:41.920 This is why I have a problem.

01:22:42.840 You're not even hearing what I'm saying.

01:22:43.760 You're not hearing what I'm saying.

01:22:44.600 You said, have a girl, feel it out with me, rub my shoulders, go to therapy.

01:22:48.820 That is victimizing yourself.

01:22:51.060 That's saying that this is hurt.

01:22:52.580 Yes, it is.

01:22:53.660 Instead of taking care of yourself.

01:22:55.980 That's not victimizing yourself.

01:22:57.740 The better way.

01:22:58.420 No, no, no, no, wait.

01:22:59.060 Let me, let me make this point.

01:23:00.180 A better way for men to take care of themselves in that situation is under, think about it.

01:23:04.800 Think analytically.

01:23:05.600 Think critically.

01:23:06.440 Why did this happen?

01:23:07.620 Why are people saying it about, because they can't handle the truth.

01:23:10.420 They're sore boys with he, him in their bio.

01:23:12.200 They're just men with less testosterone who are incapable of conversation.

01:23:15.440 They've been obsessed with my videos and they don't see why I'm being so aggressive right now.

01:23:19.120 It triggers them.

01:23:20.260 They need to make me look bad because they need to go feel good.

01:23:22.960 This is what YouTube is promoting and this is why I'm on Rumble.

01:23:26.300 It is what it is.

01:23:27.540 This is the nature of the world.

01:23:29.380 I'm not a victim.

01:23:30.580 All I can do, the best thing I can do is keep on making content, make this guy look stupid

01:23:35.400 for the fact that I'm actually not in a devastating demise.

01:23:39.020 I'm not a villain arc.

01:23:40.640 I'm just a person who's seeking truth through funny.

01:23:42.480 I'm funnier, faster, smarter, better than these people.

01:23:45.320 That's why they're afraid of a conversation and I'm going to be here.

01:23:48.080 And if I give up and go to therapy, then they fucking win.

01:23:50.420 Don't give up.

01:23:51.380 Give up.

01:23:51.920 Going to therapy is kind of like giving up.

01:23:53.700 That's letting them affect me emotionally.

01:23:55.460 I affect them emotionally.

01:23:57.120 They are, I am living in their heads so rent free they make a documentary about me.

01:24:00.760 I won.

01:24:01.500 If I go to therapy, then I let them affect me emotionally.

01:24:04.180 But I'm more in control of my emotions than they are.

01:24:06.860 That's why they need to edit up and make me look bad.

01:24:08.440 I don't give a fuck.

01:24:09.320 Fuck them.

01:24:09.860 I'm going to keep going.

01:24:10.580 You do not get to control me emotionally.

01:24:13.900 I understand this is the nature of the world.

01:24:16.240 These type of people always need to try to bring me down.

01:24:19.560 It's healthy.

01:24:20.500 I think that a lot of that is healthy.

01:24:22.180 But I also, what is this victimization fear?

01:24:26.700 Where did you learn this phrasing?

01:24:28.660 Don't be a victim.

01:24:29.860 What comes up for you?

01:24:32.760 Don't be a victim?

01:24:34.780 Well, if men put themselves in, not just men.

01:24:38.040 I'm not going to generalize it.

01:24:38.720 I've noticed this for myself.

01:24:41.500 Putting myself in that situation, feeling sorry for myself or allowing myself to feel the hurt.

01:24:49.820 Not suppressing the emotions, but even put myself in a scenario where I need to process this has made me lose more.

01:24:56.880 And it's a waste of time.

01:24:57.980 I've realized that time is money.

01:25:00.260 And since I've decided that I'm in complete control, nobody can affect me emotionally.

01:25:06.240 I have made more money and I've been more successful than I have been.

01:25:09.160 Like since I started live streaming, I've 20x my income.

01:25:13.060 I went from being a brokey living in the hood in Brooklyn, making like 10k a month to like literally almost becoming a millionaire.

01:25:20.120 So prioritizing my time and choosing and finding my purpose and just being this is exactly what I have to do.

01:25:25.320 And not wasting time trying to reflect too much or sitting down and processing and doing all this mental health garbage has been a better investment for my future.

01:25:36.080 What does this look like to you ultimately?

01:25:38.920 Success?

01:25:39.700 Just having a bunch of money?

01:25:41.200 No.

01:25:41.360 Because when you die, what do you want your last thoughts to be?

01:25:46.400 What are you hoping to be proud of?

01:25:49.980 That I had a positive impact on the world and I made God proud.

01:25:54.880 You made God proud.

01:25:56.340 Not proud.

01:25:56.820 That's not the right word because pride is a sin.

01:25:58.580 But I did what God wanted me to do.

01:26:00.560 I did what God wanted me to do and I left a positive impact on the world.

01:26:03.380 And I've seen it, the messages that my, the people that watch my street, the stuff that people message me, every single day.

01:26:10.680 I don't see any hate.

01:26:11.420 Any of these documentarians talking about me, they are fucking non-existent in real life.

01:26:16.280 It's all people like, yo, I love your videos.

01:26:18.260 Yo, keep doing what you're doing.

01:26:19.680 Keep it up, bro.

01:26:20.380 You're like all positive stuff.

01:26:21.940 And I know that I've had a positive impact on people.

01:26:24.520 I can see it.

01:26:25.940 I can hear it.

01:26:26.820 I see the message people send me and I know that I've had a positive impact.

01:26:29.440 That's what really makes me happy.

01:26:30.660 See, when you talk about money and you talk about how.

01:26:32.260 Do you want, do you want other people to feel seen?

01:26:35.000 Like, do you, like, do you get, do you feel joy when someone like reaches out to you and you, and they, cause that, to me, that sounded like they felt seen and were saying, thank you for seeing me and aligning with me.

01:26:47.080 And you like, liked that feeling of letting them feel seen.

01:26:51.760 Not seen, but that they're not crazy.

01:26:55.720 Affirmed.

01:26:56.460 Affirmed.

01:26:56.860 I, I see what you're saying, but I don't, just the fact that connecting with somebody else, like to make somebody feel like.

01:27:05.960 Wait, what, what's their, what's the, they're not crazy thing.

01:27:08.740 Like, what does that bring up for you?

01:27:12.120 I mean, I was called crazy.

01:27:13.220 I'm still called crazy.

01:27:14.360 Like every single day.

01:27:15.400 People, people who consider me insane.

01:27:17.280 And where did that start?

01:27:18.280 Where does that start?

01:27:19.080 Where does that, where does that hurt start?

01:27:21.180 It's not hurt.

01:27:22.000 It's, it's not hurt.

01:27:22.840 It's just.

01:27:23.320 Shut the fuck up with this, like.

01:27:24.460 You shut the fuck up.

01:27:25.320 It's not hurt.

01:27:25.960 Stop trying to victimize me.

01:27:27.200 You're applying female shit to me.

01:27:28.780 No, I'm not.

01:27:29.520 This isn't female.

01:27:31.240 Yeah.

01:27:31.520 Saying I'm hurt is, is victimizing.

01:27:33.280 It is.

01:27:34.140 You got to be very careful with your language.

01:27:35.740 You have to be very careful with your language or else, because it's, it's self-hypnosis.

01:27:39.440 Saying these words and allowing yourself to, it has a big effect on you.

01:27:43.020 It's not hurt.

01:27:44.120 It's just, it's an understanding of the world.

01:27:46.200 I've been called crazy my whole life.

01:27:47.520 I'm called crazy even more than ever today.

01:27:49.580 What was the reason you called you crazy?

01:27:52.560 My teachers, my doctors.

01:27:55.400 Did they diagnose you or something?

01:27:57.060 Yeah.

01:27:57.560 ADHD.

01:27:59.660 I was medicated, all that bullshit.

01:28:02.160 And oh, consistently told there was something wrong.

01:28:06.100 And it's, it's multiplied now.

01:28:08.240 And so a lot of people understand if they don't fit into the box of like exactly like getting

01:28:11.680 a job, getting a nine to five, wanting to getting good grades in school, like being

01:28:15.700 called stupid, if you don't do your homework, all that bullshit, you're not crazy for not

01:28:19.420 fitting into the box that society is telling you you need to fit into.

01:28:22.280 You just don't align with what they want you to, to where they want you to fit into.

01:28:28.240 And so I connect with a lot of those people who, who don't feel, oh my bad, who don't,

01:28:33.840 not feel, but does that make sense?

01:28:36.080 People who are told that there's something wrong with them because they don't.

01:28:38.700 It feels like you're walking on a tight, it feels like you're walking on a tight rope

01:28:42.040 and like your emotions are like this, uh, like lava and you're like trying to, you're

01:28:46.320 like, I'm not, you're like, you're like, uh, you're denying yourself feeling, even

01:28:52.380 though you like it, you want to feel it.

01:28:54.780 And then you're like, it's, it's feminine.

01:28:56.660 And I think it's actually very masculine.

01:28:59.240 I think it's actually divinely masculine to analyze your feelings, not feel them and sit

01:29:03.340 in them.

01:29:03.700 Right.

01:29:03.960 That's like pretty feminine actually, but to be able to acknowledge them.

01:29:08.000 Um, and then like work past them and be analytical about them.

01:29:11.280 Like, like I feel, you know, I feel really upset.

01:29:15.300 And I think that you sort of got there, like with the, I feel upset that, you know, people

01:29:18.620 are making hit pieces of me, that they're misunderstanding me.

01:29:20.880 I have this deep need, this human need to be understood, obviously, and to be affirmed

01:29:25.080 because I'm a human and I want to feel love and I want to feel like people understand

01:29:27.920 me.

01:29:28.100 And then I have value.

01:29:29.540 And then you're also, you're, and you're getting to the right place where you're like,

01:29:33.040 ultimately this shouldn't affect me.

01:29:34.940 Cause that, that is the, you should be, but you're missing that like

01:29:37.800 integral step of like affirming your feelings and affirming.

01:29:42.200 You're missing it when I, it makes you, it makes you restless.

01:29:45.860 It does.

01:29:46.860 I'm very careful with my language because I know it's very powerful to, to say these

01:29:51.180 words.

01:29:51.420 I think I, I am thinking about it critically and even everybody in the chat, like you,

01:29:56.000 it does.

01:29:57.220 It's a decision that you make.

01:29:59.000 So yes, when I see document documentaries about me calling me crazy, there is a part

01:30:04.880 of it that's like, fuck damn.

01:30:07.260 But then you make a decision.

01:30:08.720 I think that's the privilege that a man has compared to a woman.

01:30:11.040 You can make the decision.

01:30:12.720 So like when you feel bad, what are you going to do about it?

01:30:14.880 Are you going to sit there and cry and say you're hurt and victimize yourself, go to

01:30:17.700 therapy?

01:30:18.340 Or are you going to keep pushing?

01:30:20.800 It's a decision.

01:30:21.760 So I think that also you not talking about that puts you in the position where people

01:30:25.800 are like dehumanizing you.

01:30:27.480 I'm talking about it right now.

01:30:28.820 No, no, right now.

01:30:30.040 But I doubt that you do this like pretty frequently.

01:30:32.000 I reacted to the whole video on a stream.

01:30:34.000 I talked about it for an hour and a half.

01:30:35.060 I doubt in a way like this, where someone was pushing you to feel your feelings.

01:30:39.660 But I think that when you talk about stuff like this, like people like Jay Aubrey are able

01:30:43.620 to make videos like this because they can dehumanize you and see you as a villain.

01:30:46.700 Right.

01:30:47.820 So if they're seeing you as a person who's like figuring it out and you're like, listen,

01:30:51.880 I like I'm just I'm just doing what I can to make my own sense of the world.

01:30:56.580 It gives these people less opportunity to take your narrative and run with it.

01:31:01.780 Right.

01:31:02.420 So I'm just that's just a little bit of advice.

01:31:04.700 And I think that that's also a lot of why Steven's community does the same thing, because

01:31:08.660 I like that, you know, you're so fun that you're like this character on stream.

01:31:13.160 Right.

01:31:13.620 But I think that don't forget that you're like human.

01:31:16.700 And don't forget to show that you're human because there's like a really big strength

01:31:19.920 in that.

01:31:20.700 What do you want?

01:31:21.440 You want me to cry on camera?

01:31:23.140 I'm not crying on camera, but be like, dude, fuck that.

01:31:25.920 But like that video bummed me out.

01:31:27.820 It like sucked.

01:31:28.700 It sucked.

01:31:29.500 It sucked that I watched that and they like misunderstood everything I was saying.

01:31:32.840 But I guess that'll just enforce me explaining myself better in the future.

01:31:37.020 Like hope, like you add hope on to it.

01:31:39.800 You add masculinity to it.

01:31:41.260 You add like, you know, what this person thinks of me doesn't ultimately matter.

01:31:44.500 But I got to be honest, like for a second, I was like, fuck, I was a little pissed.

01:31:48.200 Like, that's like a very that's masculine.

01:31:50.860 That's normal.

01:31:51.700 That's human.

01:31:52.760 Like you don't.

01:31:55.260 It's it's very human.

01:31:56.640 It's very masculine to acknowledge your feelings and then to move on.

01:31:59.960 I am doing that.

01:32:02.960 Yeah.

01:32:04.180 It's exactly what I'm doing.

01:32:05.760 Okay.

01:32:06.680 And just deciding the better.

01:32:08.940 I hope you have a good support system.

01:32:13.660 My chat.

01:32:14.980 My chaotic, toxic, problematic.

01:32:16.940 Oh, don't.

01:32:17.400 Don't cry on me.

01:32:18.600 Don't.

01:32:18.720 You're going to make me cry.

01:32:20.660 Don't.

01:32:21.900 Don't say shit.

01:32:22.620 Cry on camera.

01:32:23.280 Go ahead.

01:32:24.420 Stop.

01:32:24.860 My chat is my support system.

01:32:27.380 This is my family right here.

01:32:29.960 Your real family.

01:32:31.240 Yeah.

01:32:32.340 Do they feel this with you?

01:32:34.160 Like, do they do they watch these videos or know about it?

01:32:37.800 A lot of them are on the I have a liberal family.

01:32:40.900 A lot of them kind of agree.

01:32:42.600 Yeah.

01:32:42.780 A lot of them kind of agree with that.

01:32:43.900 They're like the stuff that they say in those videos that they've been.

01:32:46.420 Not all.

01:32:47.100 Not all my family members.

01:32:48.200 But a lot of them are.

01:32:49.280 Yeah.

01:32:49.660 Have them repeating that side of theirself.

01:32:51.480 Damn.

01:32:51.720 That's an.

01:32:52.280 That's why I understand where they're coming from.

01:32:54.420 You know, it's not a layer.

01:32:55.460 But that's why I understand these documentaries.

01:32:58.040 And it's not just that fucking last video.

01:32:59.660 There's been countless ones of them.

01:33:02.020 You have to understand why people think this.

01:33:04.040 Because in people who make those types of videos, you understand why they think that.

01:33:07.980 They're inside the matrix.

01:33:09.660 And this is their defense mechanism.

01:33:10.780 They attack the messenger.

01:33:11.960 NPCs.

01:33:12.440 Yeah.

01:33:12.760 Or bots.

01:33:13.060 Straight up NPC bots.

01:33:14.200 They attack the messenger instead of the message.

01:33:16.240 Instead of admitting that they could be in a system that's actively trying to keep them down and invest their emotions and their attention in a bunch of bullshit that doesn't matter.

01:33:23.960 Or like gender neutrality or just, you know, all the NPC behavior.

01:33:28.840 They attack me who's trying to tell them that they're being, their attention is divided on the wrong things instead.

01:33:35.920 Against the grain and people are mad at it.

01:33:37.660 That's always going to, that's going to happen always.

01:33:40.300 There you go.

01:33:41.380 That's my understanding of it.

01:33:42.400 And that's why I decide to be in control of my emotions.

01:33:46.240 And that's why I decide that, no, I don't.

01:33:48.300 You should stay in control of your emotions, but I think you should feel them a little bit more.

01:33:53.440 It's a waste of time.

01:33:55.020 No, I don't think so.

01:33:56.440 I think that you're not going to die.

01:33:58.980 You're not going to be on your deathbed at fucking 150.

01:34:02.280 Because that's the age we're going to live to, transhumanism.

01:34:05.300 You're not going to be in your deathbed at 150 and be like, Rao, I really shouldn't have felt that emotion.

01:34:12.500 Like, you're never going to say that.

01:34:16.340 You're going to be like, fuck, I wish I would have stopped to smell the flowers and like, analyzed how I was feeling.

01:34:21.520 And let myself be like a more well-rounded, vulnerable individual with the people who I loved.

01:34:26.720 I bet it smells like flowers in that basement.

01:34:28.340 This is why I think you need a good woman in your life.

01:34:33.620 I think that you are masculine, but I think that you need some divine feminine energy to balance you out.

01:34:40.840 Balance out your yin and yang.

01:34:43.760 I think I just need some good head.

01:34:47.360 I know that you're making a joke of this, but I know that you internalized that.

01:34:51.020 And I'm going to keep it with me that you internalized that.

01:34:53.620 And I know that you're performing for chat right now.

01:34:55.940 Don't try that.

01:34:56.580 See, this is what you and Arudite, and every time I talk to one of these female streamers, they try to do this.

01:35:02.220 You go into therapy psychoanalyzing mode, and you think that you're...

01:35:05.960 See, a lot of what therapy is, and this is kind of what's going on right now, it's pretty much just feminizing men.

01:35:10.700 It's making them feel too much.

01:35:12.120 It's making men apply female nature to their emotions.

01:35:15.980 It's taking it into account.

01:35:17.480 I'm not trying to change you, and I don't think I should try to change you, right?

01:35:20.220 Like I said, I think that there's beauty to masculine and feminine.

01:35:23.220 So when you want people to honor your masculinity, to be the perfect counter to each other, because you said this earlier, men and women need each other.

01:35:32.440 You need to take into account the feminine, apply what works, and don't apply what doesn't work, right?

01:35:38.720 But you need to be able to listen to the other side, and yeah, and just consider it, right?

01:35:44.960 So you don't need to outright reject it.

01:35:46.880 I'm considering it right now.

01:35:48.100 I'm having this conversation.

01:35:49.480 You're doing exactly what the other feminists are doing.

01:35:51.120 They're literally being like, no, I reject men taking care of women and all this shit.

01:35:55.400 And you're like, no, I reject women taking care of me emotionally.

01:35:58.960 It's like, well, what the fuck are we doing then?

01:36:01.500 I know, I'm not rejecting that.

01:36:02.860 You know the best way that women can take care of you emotionally?

01:36:05.380 Giving you head?

01:36:07.820 Yeah.

01:36:08.820 I fucking hate you.

01:36:09.440 You're learning.

01:36:10.220 You're internalizing.

01:36:12.460 That's the best.

01:36:13.540 You've never, bro, all that emotion, instead of crying out your eyes, cry out your dick.

01:36:18.000 But it's known on November, so maybe we could do that in December.

01:36:22.500 Jesus Christ.

01:36:23.740 Don't say the words in vain.

01:36:25.620 Jesus Christ.

01:36:26.940 No, stop.

01:36:28.040 Stop.

01:36:28.560 What are you going to do about it?

01:36:29.500 I'm going to go pray for you.

01:36:30.580 I'm not like mine!

01:36:31.460 Let's flip it on you now.

01:36:33.880 Let's psychoanalyze you.

01:36:35.020 What have you been, how do you internalize all the negative comments about you?

01:36:39.500 I don't do it well.

01:36:41.360 I don't do it well.

01:36:42.380 You cry a lot?

01:36:43.640 Yeah.

01:36:45.580 I do.

01:36:46.340 Is it a waste of time?

01:36:49.760 I don't consider it a waste of time.

01:36:52.240 I really like to be in my feelings.

01:36:54.160 I really like to analyze all these things.

01:36:56.260 So, I don't consider it a waste of time.

01:36:57.660 Sometimes I get a little stuck, though.

01:36:59.580 But I think I also have, like, this really deep need to be understood.

01:37:03.840 I was also, I was scapegoated in my family a lot.

01:37:06.100 People were telling me that I was crazy, evil, all these bad things.

01:37:09.180 So, I have, like, this really, I have this need to prove to myself and other people that

01:37:14.040 I'm, like, worthy of love.

01:37:17.760 Or, like, just that I'm a good person, that I have intrinsic value.

01:37:22.840 And when all these people, my whole life and my childhood and now online are telling me

01:37:27.920 that I'm, like, wrong, stupid, all these things, it, like, it opens that wound up really, like,

01:37:32.940 in a really nasty way.

01:37:35.900 Which I've talked about on stream before.

01:37:39.200 But it is, it is strange.

01:37:41.660 Because I still love it.

01:37:42.640 Like, I still love this job.

01:37:43.720 I think it's really fun.

01:37:45.320 But I don't know.

01:37:46.480 I don't know if I can kick it the same way that you can.

01:37:48.360 I think that, I don't know, I think that you're, you've been doing it for longer.

01:37:52.300 And you're also, I think you have a little better outlook where you, like, don't let

01:37:55.700 it touch you as much.

01:37:56.920 I think you should let it touch you a little more.

01:37:58.460 I have the male privilege.

01:37:59.840 And you, you, maybe, okay, here's the balance.

01:38:02.240 We call similar things.

01:38:03.340 You cry about it too much.

01:38:04.720 Maybe I don't cry enough.

01:38:06.320 Yeah.

01:38:07.160 There's a, there needs to be a balance.

01:38:08.780 We should get together.

01:38:10.820 When are you free?

01:38:13.520 I'm just kidding.

01:38:14.640 Don't talk to me like that.

01:38:15.500 Call the marriage off.

01:38:16.640 Oh, my God.

01:38:17.320 Be respectful.

01:38:17.880 Call it off.

01:38:19.460 Be respectful.

01:38:20.300 Or open it back up.

01:38:22.280 Be respectful.

01:38:23.520 I'm being respectful.

01:38:24.440 I'm honoring your, your situation.

01:38:26.400 You should, you should open it back up.

01:38:27.700 I think we'll get along.

01:38:29.000 Interesting.

01:38:29.680 I think we can get along as friends.

01:38:32.200 With benefits.

01:38:34.020 What benefits?

01:38:35.580 You want access to my body?

01:38:36.940 What does that change?

01:38:37.760 Well, who said, well, why are you, I'm, what?

01:38:41.160 So why do we need it?

01:38:42.100 What, what needs to open?

01:38:43.900 I'm, we're, we're connecting emotionally.

01:38:46.340 What needs to open?

01:38:47.880 Yeah, that's physical.

01:38:49.220 What, what is my body going to do?

01:38:52.700 That's where I can cry.

01:38:54.760 In between?

01:38:55.620 Like?

01:38:56.200 I can cry onto it.

01:38:57.280 Yeah.

01:38:57.740 In several shots.

01:38:58.560 Right there, cry it, cry it out.

01:39:04.060 That's the sound of noise.

01:39:05.560 That noise?

01:39:06.400 The, you didn't do it the same.

01:39:09.000 That's, that's, that's the sound you're going to make.

01:39:10.300 It's going to, when you open up your leg.

01:39:11.660 But mine, mine's going to go.

01:39:12.520 No, my, I've, I've fucked so many people that now when I open my legs, it's just like a, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:39:20.320 That's what, that's what happens when you, when you fuck a lot of people as your vagina like permanently stays open like a hot dog through a hallway.

01:39:27.420 It echoes.

01:39:30.640 Make the sound.

01:39:31.420 It's like a gust of wind.

01:39:36.420 Oh no.

01:39:38.620 What do you, do you think, do you think, why'd you bring a body count earlier?

01:39:41.440 Do you think that that changes the woman?

01:39:43.180 No, I just wanted to sexualize the conversation again because talking about the body count.

01:39:47.080 You wanted to virtue signal to your, to all your fans.

01:39:49.380 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

01:39:50.120 You think that women lose value when they fuck.

01:39:52.020 No, no, no, that's true.

01:39:52.940 But also I would, this is, this is a good way to gain power in the conversation because women get on the defense and then you get in the offense and then she's qualifying to you.

01:40:00.020 I didn't let you have it.

01:40:01.020 I didn't let you have the power.

01:40:02.560 No, you openly, you openly said 30 bodies and so I was like, oh shit.

01:40:05.380 Usually women go, I'm not telling you.

01:40:07.820 And then you can keep pressing her and then, then she starts automatically qualifying herself to you and she's not even aware of it.

01:40:14.320 But you're like, yeah, I fucked 30 dicks or 20 and then 10 strap-ons, 10 fake ones.

01:40:21.920 But yeah.

01:40:22.520 Interesting.

01:40:23.020 Yeah.

01:40:23.220 So you don't, you don't think that, that a dick changes a woman.

01:40:26.080 Oh, it does.

01:40:26.700 It does.

01:40:28.100 It does.

01:40:28.700 The more dick, the more crazy.

01:40:29.980 Yeah.

01:40:30.220 For sure.

01:40:31.020 You think that's true or do you think the crazy was there and they, they, they search for more dick and search for like love and safety?

01:40:38.880 Yeah.

01:40:39.180 And the more dicks they take that were just there, that were just trying to get a nut off, just trying to cry on your body without an emotional attachment.

01:40:47.460 The more crazy the woman gets because she started sharing her soul and sharing her mind and everything to a guy that only wanted a nut.

01:40:53.840 And so if a woman, if a woman gets manipulated so many times by guys that don't care about them, they ended up, they ended up becoming crazier and like more make no sense and have all these demands.

01:41:02.960 It does affect a woman.

01:41:04.140 I think, I think, I don't think it's inherently the penis that affects a woman, but I think that there's merit to that and that like, I think that my outlook on it and being like, I don't regret anything, but you know, I learned what I could.

01:41:15.800 And then obviously I learned why I was doing it, that it was maladaptive behavior is definitely healthier than someone who will continue to do that.

01:41:21.920 Right.

01:41:22.140 Like, I think that continuing to give your body to people who don't care about you is probably bad, but I don't think that like, I don't know.

01:41:31.360 I don't like, uh, people will say it's like a toothpaste thing that you like, can't put the toothpaste back in once it's out.

01:41:36.740 But I actually don't think that's true.

01:41:38.020 I think that, I think that a lot of really introspective women have slept around a lot and then realized that they did it to fill a void that they couldn't fill.

01:41:45.560 Um, right.

01:41:46.120 Most women don't have that realization.

01:41:47.960 And instead they'll just, you don't think they do a lot of women will just end up hating men instead.

01:41:53.780 Because I, I just think it's the circles that you're in because I, I was, I've been around a lot of extremely smart, intelligent, intuitive women.

01:42:02.300 And I see the women that you put that you were like around, especially on like fresh and fit.

01:42:06.920 And it was like, holy fuck.

01:42:08.880 It was like, I was watching a bunch of like, uh, it was like a short bus.

01:42:12.000 Like I was like, holy shit.

01:42:13.860 There is no, there's no thoughts happening.

01:42:16.420 There's no thoughts happening here.

01:42:18.140 Like I, it was like, it felt ableist.

01:42:22.720 It felt ableist.

01:42:23.940 Like it felt exploitative.

01:42:25.140 Like you were getting like a bunch of like retards together and just filming and be fucking retarded.

01:42:30.600 Like it was sad.

01:42:31.540 They could have named three countries.

01:42:33.580 That's so gnarly, dude.

01:42:34.880 Like you got to get some women on there who are like smart.

01:42:38.540 We did.

01:42:39.000 It's so bad.

01:42:39.720 I've been on the same time too.

01:42:41.680 You see, you're, you're overqualifying.

01:42:43.760 Um, a lot of the, even some college educated women have been on women in their thirties.

01:42:48.320 College educated means, college means fucking nothing.

01:42:50.920 Well, that's because intuitive introspective women.

01:42:53.760 That's very rare.

01:42:59.140 I do.

01:42:59.740 I, it's, it's no, it's more rare for a man to be intuitive and introspective because those

01:43:04.760 are feminine qualities.

01:43:05.760 Those are feminine qualities.

01:43:06.960 That's not true.

01:43:07.740 Who are all the best philosophers?

01:43:11.880 Men.

01:43:12.620 There's no female.

01:43:13.780 There's no intuition.

01:43:15.560 That's not intuition.

01:43:16.760 That's introspection.

01:43:17.720 That's analytical.

01:43:19.020 That's an analytical view.

01:43:20.460 You need to be introspective to be a philosopher is an analytical view of feelings.

01:43:24.940 That is masculine.

01:43:27.040 You don't think that philosophers have to be introspective.

01:43:29.960 I think that they're introspective, but I don't think that they're necessarily like

01:43:32.960 empathetic.

01:43:33.800 Like I think that they're just trying to make sense of the world and like, but also who's

01:43:37.560 to say that there aren't the same amount of, um, philosophers that are women, but it just

01:43:42.000 wasn't like allotted because of like gender roles and patriarchy.

01:43:45.560 No, seriously.

01:43:46.620 I've been around, I've been around so many, so many smart women and so many dumb men that

01:43:53.000 I could say the exact opposite, but I know it's probably not true.

01:43:55.240 So make a female fresh and fit.

01:43:58.060 Maybe I will make a, I'm not doing it in fucking Miami.

01:44:02.060 Jesus Christ.

01:44:03.220 Empathy and energy.

01:44:07.000 Empathy and energy.

01:44:07.900 I don't think so.

01:44:08.820 Yeah.

01:44:09.040 That's a great name for a female fresh and fit.

01:44:10.860 Then just get a bunch of meathead men, the men you're talking about, get them to come

01:44:13.980 on and talk about body count and fucking bitches and just make men look stupid.

01:44:17.840 Tell them to name three countries.

01:44:19.100 No, because, no, because this is exactly what I'm talking.

01:44:21.760 This is what exactly I'm telling you not to do is the overcorrection with meeting them

01:44:26.380 in the toxicity.

01:44:27.280 You have to be, you have to be better.

01:44:29.020 You have to be bigger.

01:44:30.340 You have to be smarter.

01:44:32.040 You have to be more intuitive.

01:44:33.280 You have to, you can't, I can't, I can't do that.

01:44:35.960 I can't be like all men should die.

01:44:37.660 They're all fucking retarded because that's what I'm fighting against.

01:44:40.620 Why would I fight that with what I'm fighting against?

01:44:42.560 That doesn't make any fucking sense.

01:44:45.280 Well, to prove your point right now, if you really think that.

01:44:47.760 I don't need to be right.

01:44:49.060 I want to help people.

01:44:50.140 I don't need to be right.

01:44:51.400 If you debate regularly, you want to be right.

01:44:54.000 No, I don't debate regularly.

01:44:56.200 I'm very aggressive with my ideas because a lot of people are aggressive towards me.

01:45:00.080 Have you seen all the fucking debates I've been in?

01:45:01.580 It's been like 4v1.

01:45:03.440 Yeah, I haven't seen any of them, but I just saw it.

01:45:05.200 People fucking dog pile me.

01:45:06.900 So I like have to debate, but I mostly, what I do is just, I go on to present ideas that

01:45:11.740 maybe you haven't thought about just to get you thinking.

01:45:13.780 I'm not giving you a prescription.

01:45:15.080 I just want you to think.

01:45:18.520 You're like the Jewish version, the Jewish female version of me, the white Jewish godless

01:45:25.960 version of me.

01:45:27.140 Except I'm more intuitive, more empathetic, smarter.

01:45:30.740 That's exactly why you're the female version.

01:45:32.460 Smarter?

01:45:32.780 Smarter?

01:45:34.880 Okay.

01:45:35.480 All right.

01:45:35.720 Bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.

01:45:38.420 Heard.

01:45:38.800 Yeah.

01:45:39.280 Heard you.

01:45:39.820 You said you dropped out of high school?

01:45:41.860 Dropped out of college.

01:45:43.200 Out of college.

01:45:43.920 Me too.

01:45:45.060 Maybe we are pretty similar.

01:45:49.080 See, we already got the emotional connection part out of the way.

01:45:52.120 You want to get the sexual connection now?

01:45:54.100 Who said that?

01:45:55.280 I hate sex.

01:45:56.620 I won't give a blowjob.

01:45:58.340 What the fuck?

01:45:58.920 I'm not fun in bed.

01:45:59.620 I'm not fun in bed.

01:46:00.460 You're capping right now.

01:46:02.780 Bullshit.

01:46:03.220 And you give head.

01:46:04.060 Come on.

01:46:04.500 Stop lying.

01:46:06.080 Never.

01:46:07.000 You look like you do those, like, the big girly eyes when you give head.

01:46:10.020 You know what I'm talking about?

01:46:11.140 When you look up?

01:46:13.340 When you look up?

01:46:15.920 When you're on your knees and you have the blowjob eyes.

01:46:19.080 You know what I'm talking about.

01:46:21.380 Blowjob eyes?

01:46:22.200 Yeah.

01:46:23.280 I think you have blowjob eyes.

01:46:25.540 Do you eat pussy?

01:46:26.740 I don't like mine!

01:46:28.640 No.

01:46:29.300 It's gross.

01:46:29.900 Disgusting.

01:46:31.120 Really?

01:46:32.320 Disgusting.

01:46:33.240 Like, actually?

01:46:34.080 No, only if I am in love.

01:46:38.260 If it's...

01:46:39.040 Only to my main bitch.

01:46:40.360 Like, if I have a main bitch, then...

01:46:42.100 You're a main bitch?

01:46:42.920 Yeah, yeah.

01:46:44.740 Your main bitch?

01:46:46.480 Yeah.

01:46:47.420 You have, like, a harem?

01:46:49.460 Why are you asking so many questions?

01:46:50.640 Don't worry about it.

01:46:52.640 You're asking me a lot of questions.

01:46:53.900 You're asking me about if it fucking squirt.

01:46:56.240 I can't ask you if you have a harem?

01:46:58.580 I thought we were having an open honest communication.

01:47:01.720 No, no, no.

01:47:02.320 No, no, no, no.

01:47:02.860 I have a team.

01:47:04.840 They're like employees.

01:47:06.560 You could be the...

01:47:07.380 You could be a manager.

01:47:10.320 No.

01:47:11.560 CFO.

01:47:11.960 I'll see myself out.

01:47:14.240 Well, you need to first be part of the company before you can quit.

01:47:18.060 No.

01:47:18.860 I get hired as a CEO or I'm leaving.

01:47:21.800 What?

01:47:22.200 I'm overqualified.

01:47:23.240 I'm overqualified to work in the fucking trenches.

01:47:25.300 You said that you are embracing your femininity.

01:47:28.680 It's impossible for you to be CEO.

01:47:29.940 If you offer me a ring right now and get me pregnant, I'll think about it.

01:47:37.680 I need to be on the top immediately or else I'm not interested.

01:47:41.700 That's still the CFO, not the CEO.

01:47:46.160 Plus, they're in your period right now.

01:47:47.620 I think you need a CMO also.

01:47:48.880 So, your public perception isn't great right now.

01:47:57.460 Fine.

01:48:01.160 Thank you for coming on, Love.

01:48:02.860 This was a good conversation.

01:48:04.280 I'll leave it at that.

01:48:06.080 Great.

01:48:06.640 Let me know if you would like to come on again.

01:48:07.960 Chat, can we give Love some Ws?

01:48:10.160 I appreciated this conversation.

01:48:11.480 I think this is good.

01:48:12.740 And I can see everybody in your community is going to react to this conversation.

01:48:17.400 And they're going to have to censor out the chat because it was very anti-YouTube.

01:48:25.020 Jeez, Louise.

01:48:25.780 Well, thanks for having me on.

01:48:26.900 And I really appreciated the conversation.

01:48:28.980 What would you rate this E-date?

01:48:30.840 It was more like an E-debate.

01:48:32.880 It was more like an E-marriage, I think.

01:48:38.600 I think our souls intertwined in a really big, beautiful way.

01:48:42.460 I think it was a 10 out of 10.

01:48:43.740 I really liked it.

01:48:47.400 Talk soon?

01:48:49.360 Yeah.

01:48:49.740 I'll talk to you later.

01:48:50.860 Bye, Love.

01:48:51.380 Bye.

01:48:57.080 That's it.

01:48:57.520 This is your job?

01:48:58.100 Thank you.

SNEAKO - November 06, 2022

SNEAKO E-DATES LAVLUNE (A SUCCUBUS FEMINIST？)

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