SNEAKO - January 29, 2024


SNEAKO Interviews Brute De Force

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public accountability and goal achievement suffering gives best odds american spirit vs european
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In this episode, we talk about how to deal with the pressures of being at the top of the game, and how to overcome the obstacles that stand in the way of your success. We also talk about the importance of mental health and how important it is to take care of yourself in order to achieve your goals.

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00:00:00 but i'm outlifting everybody i'm putting up more numbers than your guys did mcgregor ever recover
00:00:04 no no chance no chance because he got paid when you are number one there is a bullseye on your
00:00:08 head who stands in the way of john jones john jones look at the streaming game we had this 0.96
00:00:13 conversation yesterday right if you're the number one streamer in the world there's fucking thousand 0.93
00:00:17 guys behind you gunning for your position guys have to figure out what they naturally want to
00:00:22 do already and find a way to incorporate money into it not the other way around so are you saying
00:00:29 that successful people are in a constant state of depression and that the pursuit of success is
00:00:34 just trying to distract 100 so you think you think all the most all the winners are all are in a
00:00:39 constant state of depression the biggest winners are in a constant state of low level depression
00:00:45 and somewhat of like a malaise and like a misery deep down 100 because it's success is unnatural
00:00:52 right as a species as humans by definition it's unnatural to go outside the middle and become an
00:00:59 outlier and become the best at something to strive for greatness is extremely an unnatural endeavor
00:01:04 and it's very unhealthy right a lot of these great athletes these superstars that we look up to
00:01:08 they have a lot of mental issues they're mentally very sick but they're the best at their craft and
00:01:13 so they juggle those two things and they balance them and so the people that never learn how to
00:01:18 juggle those elements never break free from that sort of centralized normal state where look as
00:01:24 humans let's be honest what are we born naturally to do survive survive so lay around in the sun 0.97
00:01:30 fucking make some art procreate maybe migrate a couple fucking kilometers a day search for a 0.98
00:01:37 little bit of grub go to sleep rinse and repeat right so all success is unnatural extremely 0.99
00:01:42 unnatural and that's why everybody loves the underdog story of the guy who comes from nothing
00:01:47 and become something because everybody knows what that takes everyone knows that means that you're
00:01:51 breaking outside the confines and the rules of the game nature has preset the game to make it
00:01:57 very difficult to succeed it's very difficult right you have to bear an enormous burden to be
00:02:02 at the to be at the top of the like when you are number one there is a bullseye on your head
00:02:06 and i truly believe that's why you see a lot of these like mma guys john jones
00:02:11 who stands in the way of john jones john jones yeah he's the only the only guy who can stand in
00:02:17 the way of a guy like that is himself right so my point is there's a lot of pressure that mounts on
00:02:24 you when you're at the top and everyone's gunning for that position everyone wants that championship
00:02:28 belt and i think a lot of these guys they get tired of having all that pressure on their shoulders
00:02:33 and they end up succumbing and intentionally sabotaging and going back down the ladder where
00:02:38 they can just get a little bit of peace at night because it's it's tough being number one everyone's
00:02:43 gunning for you right look at the streaming game we had this conversation yesterday right if you're 0.79
00:02:48 the number one streamer in the world there's fucking a thousand guys behind you gunning for 0.97
00:02:52 your position so the minute you get caught slipping snakes and ladders that game shoots 0.95
00:02:57 and ladders you played as a kid it's a metaphor for life that's exactly how life works so your
00:03:02 your biggest obstacle when you find success is yourself 100 i think john jones talked about that
00:03:07 Like, when one of his title defense fights, he was having this nightmare of getting knocked out in the first round.
00:03:15 And he kept having these dreams over and over again.
00:03:17 And then he went in this state of prayer right before that fight where he just kind of, like, curled up into a ball and started sweating.
00:03:23 And then he imagined himself, like, as a feather man, he said.
00:03:26 And that's why, like, he started off the fight, like, grabbing the fence and, like, crawling.
00:03:30 And then he crawled up to his opponent because in the dream he was always standing when he got knocked out.
00:03:34 so the feather man was like was started off crawling and it seemed like that obstacle of
00:03:39 his own dream was was a bigger threat than i don't even remember who the opponent was exactly but i
00:03:45 remember the dream exactly so the the whole the whole adage like you are your own worst enemy
00:03:49 that's that's that's factually true especially when you get to when you get to the top how do
00:03:54 you how do you like look too here's what's interesting right have you noticed any top
00:03:58 fighter or or who's taken remember ronda rousey yeah she was the best jiu-jitsu fighter she was 0.99
00:04:04 she was a cage fighter yeah she was undefeated the minute the first fight she lost she never 1.00
00:04:11 ever recaptured or reclaimed that magic touch wiped out and that happens to a lot of the best
00:04:17 like jose aldo a lot of the best fighters once they get that first knockout they never recover
00:04:23 that self-image they're never the same it permanently permanently like reduces them
00:04:28 from the from the throne do you think it's their aura and public perception or is it something
00:04:31 internal 100 everyone's living up to public perception and that's that's the difficult
00:04:35 part to manage that's the heart that's the that is the game right there is managing the public
00:04:39 perception because everyone's got you on that pedestal but then you have to live up to the
00:04:43 the persona that you're projecting out there can can mcgregor ever recover no no chance no chance
00:04:50 because he got paid that's the other thing too it's like once you get the bag at that level
00:04:55 there's something weird in human nature where your motivation just gets clapped done there's
00:05:01 zero spark or fire to ever do that again it's like the one hit wonder thing right in music
00:05:06 like guys drop a fucking platinum album and it's very few have been able to keep that street going 0.91
00:05:13 the drakes the drays all those guys like that's that's those are outliers but it depends on what 0.98
00:05:19 you're chasing success for khabib said in that press conference against mcgregor
00:05:24 he said i'm doing this for legacy you're doing this for money exactly exactly 100 but that's 0.99
00:05:31 that's a cultural thing so like his upbringing you know the motherfucker was like fighting bears 0.99
00:05:36 and caves and shit yeah like his he's doing it for honor ancestral honor whereas the american way 0.99
00:05:43 you know what i mean the bling the mansions the this is a more much more capitalistic thing irish 0.99
00:05:48 Which is very similar to that.
00:05:49 Very similar.
00:05:50 Very similar.
00:05:51 You also said that the first way to become successful in America is to be loud and boisterous first.
00:05:58 You have to make a lot of noise and then the success comes.
00:06:01 Like you can't find wealth without being loud first.
00:06:04 100%. 1.00
00:06:04 If you're shy in America, you're royally fucked. 1.00
00:06:08 Royally fucked. 1.00
00:06:09 If you're shy in this land, this is the land of fanaticism, right? 0.99
00:06:13 Like, the pioneers that came here, it was the fanatics and the artists and the dreamers who had the balls to make the voyage here to find the new world, right?
00:06:22 That spirit has never left.
00:06:25 So, the guys who will not put themselves out there get devoured by the guys who are making the most noise.
00:06:32 You know what I mean?
00:06:33 It's sort of an inverted process.
00:06:35 Everyone likes to say that it's all bark, no bite, but the bark is what puts you on the map in a lot of ways.
00:06:43 do you think that's you can just keep the camera steady do you think that's why elon must started
00:06:48 becoming loud and embracing that fanaticism 100 he calls the shots that's what the best do the
00:06:53 best call their shots publicly they like being behind the eight ball right he's behind the eight
00:07:00 ball he's got himself kind of in a corner now and then he likes to dig himself out and prove
00:07:05 everybody right a lot of people use this tactic you know there's there's a common thing on twitter
00:07:10 in our corner people will say keep your goals to yourself don't ever discuss your goals publicly
00:07:15 because you get a dopamine hit from it and then you're less likely to achieve them people say
00:07:19 they're going to go to the gym and then don't exactly i think it's the opposite i think if you
00:07:22 make yourself accountable publicly yeah then you you're forced you add pressure 100 and the ones
00:07:30 that rise to the pressure are the ones who get everything so why do a lot of people declare
00:07:34 their goals and never do anything about them i know so many people like recently i got this guy
00:07:39 computer because he says like oh i'm gonna start live streaming texted him yesterday like did you
00:07:43 get the computer it's like no like it's still like i gave him crypto he's like it's just sitting in
00:07:47 the coin but he said like he kept talking about how he wants to do this it's been years and i'm
00:07:52 like i just tried to give him that that extra push and he's just letting it sit you know he's
00:07:56 not really doing it why what separates the people because i was like that you know i always publicly
00:08:02 declared videos when i was like 14 15 saying like what i wanted to do when i wanted to be
00:08:05 and that added a mental pressure that I needed
00:08:07 because my upbringing wasn't that difficult
00:08:09 but adding public pressure has been that way
00:08:12 that I got out of the comfort zone.
00:08:14 Why do so many people not get out of the comfort zone?
00:08:17 I think it's a self-image thing.
00:08:18 So like one of my favorite tweets that I ever put out there
00:08:20 is I said that you can never outperform your self-image
00:08:23 which means if you internally believe 1.00
00:08:26 you're a piece of shit deep down 1.00
00:08:28 it doesn't matter how much money 1.00
00:08:30 or how much success you come into
00:08:31 you will purposely find a way
00:08:33 to go back down to the level
00:08:35 that you truly believe you are here.
00:08:38 You can literally try to out-billionaire it.
00:08:40 You can try to get 100 girlfriends, 100 wives.
00:08:44 You could buy all the mansions in the world.
00:08:45 You will find a creative way
00:08:47 to become who you really think you are inside.
00:08:51 So you think it's important to view yourself 1.00
00:08:53 as a piece of shit? 1.00
00:08:54 No, I think it's important to view yourself as the opposite. 1.00
00:08:56 You have to build that worthiness
00:08:57 by putting yourself out there.
00:08:59 How do you build that without starting at zero?
00:09:01 So what I think it is,
00:09:02 and it goes back to my tagline i the tagline on my twitter before the one now benjamin franklin
00:09:08 disrespecter was transcendence through intensity i remember yeah yeah and that was my favorite one
00:09:14 because i got i i came up with that idea when i saw the movie the revenant i don't know if you've
00:09:21 seen that movie wrestling the bears yes so that movie is incredible because it's about it's about
00:09:28 the human spirit that guy literally does not break he gets mauled by a bear he's crippled he's broken
00:09:34 he's in the middle of the forest by himself and it's a it's a survival story the guy's clinging
00:09:39 on for life but he has no external assistance he has no crutches figuratively and literally right
00:09:46 it's just him and his human spirit and his willpower willing him forward now in the modern
00:09:52 world and your computer example is a great example of this everyone thinks you have to have the best
00:09:58 equipment before you start the game yeah right it's always the guy in the gym who comes to me
00:10:04 and is like how do i get strong the first thing they'll do and this is a this is a stall tactic
00:10:08 because they don't actually want to get in there and do the work they'll be like what what uh what 0.72
00:10:12 do i get nike or adidas uh fucking lifting shoes what kind of belt do i get and i'm like bro you're 0.99
00:10:18 already so fucked because you're going in there with the mindset that the equipment makes the man 0.99
00:10:23 and it's not the equipment that makes the man every journey right starts with nothing low tech 0.99
00:10:30 you just go in there and you put in the work so it's like like brazilian soccer players they
00:10:35 start playing on the road in the favelas exactly and then when they get on a turf field they're
00:10:39 like look how much easier they're kicking stones around in place of a soccer ball right so um and
00:10:45 And I've been a testament to that.
00:10:47 I used to go in there and train and everybody would tell me and I was putting up elite numbers, objectively elite Olympic lifting numbers nationally in the country.
00:10:56 I was like top point zero one percent.
00:10:59 And when I would go in there, all the coaches would always be like, you're not using the right gear.
00:11:04 You're not using the right equipment, but I'm outlifting everybody.
00:11:07 I'm putting up more numbers than your guys. 0.98
00:11:09 So how the fuck can you tell me what to do? 0.99
00:11:11 You know what I'm saying? 0.99
00:11:12 and so you want to talk about capitalism and marketing has infected people's minds in this
00:11:19 it's the whole air jordan thing right guys literally were psyoped in the 90s thinking
00:11:24 that if you bought a pair of jordans you were going to play like mike you can start hooping
00:11:27 you can start hooping and it was never about the shoes it's not about the belt it's not about the 0.97
00:11:32 fucking kicks it's none of that matters it's not about the computer you could have given that 0.99
00:11:36 motherfucker a tablet and he would have figured it out right if he really wanted it so everyone 1.00
00:11:43 thinks you got to get the best equipment best camera to be a photographer it's like no dude 1.00
00:11:46 you could literally start with a fucking crazer from 1993 that blurry ass camera and just start 0.96
00:11:51 snapping pics yeah i always remember mr beast telling me that he got to 100 000 subscribers 0.95
00:11:56 using his iphone exactly like an iphone 5 exactly it's because these people don't want to start they
00:12:01 just want to find every excuse to stall and your philosophy is that the ideal iq is like 80 or like
00:12:11 85 as a man where you don't have to we're overthinking is like some of the biggest
00:12:14 problems that people have did you notice that like going into powerlifting competitions where
00:12:18 like if people are too living too existing too internally and thinking introspectively
00:12:25 they are hindering their performance because you psych yourself out you psych yourself out you
00:12:30 fake yourself out so if you if you are at that point right now say you're somebody who thinks
00:12:35 very introspectively you're like you're an overthinker how do you turn that voice off so
00:12:40 that you can just live in first person mode like a caveman how do you dial back your iq so that
00:12:44 your performance is better you got to take risk you got to actually have skin invested in in a
00:12:49 project doesn't have to be betting gambling those that's just a metaphor anything you have to put
00:12:54 your heart on the line for something and fail for real how do you bro failure is i have failed 0.94
00:13:03 more than anybody that i know by a long stretch i have fucked up royally catastrophically so many 0.99
00:13:10 fucking times in my life literally more than everybody that i personally know combined 0.96
00:13:15 catastrophic failure over and over and over again but my wins and my highs that i get 0.95
00:13:21 are unlike anybody that i know as well so when i do actually get a breakthrough my breakthroughs 0.76
00:13:28 are absurd i'm flying through fucking barriers when i get my breakthroughs because i'm relentless 0.96
00:13:34 so like i'll commit myself to a process and i'll get my ass kicked and i'm just right back on the 0.99
00:13:40 saddle the next day bring like bring it on give me more most people go insane like that having 0.99
00:13:46 highs and lows insane how do you how do you maintain well bro that's the secret is you have 0.99
00:13:51 to be slightly fucking insane to make it in this life you have to you have to have a slight degree 0.99
00:13:57 of craziness right the mad the mad genius but that's the whole thing it's all branding right 0.98
00:14:02 because the the maniac who successfully pulls it off and on the hundredth swing finally hits the
00:14:10 grand slam and wins the game everyone calls him a genius but the guy who fails a hundred times and 0.99
00:14:16 never gets the w he's seen as fuck as as as crazy as eccentric right it's all branding so 0.99
00:14:23 you by winning you are able to sort of rebrand these personal personality traits where people 0.98
00:14:29 are widely accepting of them it's all about it's all about the win man like you have to win in the
00:14:34 end have to um good transition you said winners are always having fun exclusively as a rule what
00:14:42 they find fun the average person does not they can be entangled in the most disparaging horror
00:14:46 show circus of a situation and find enjoyment in it they see everything as a game and all games
00:14:51 winnable i think you're right completely if you look at like how competitive michael jordan uh
00:14:57 conor regregor all these people are like they'll take a ping pong game and then put their whole
00:15:01 ego and reputation on the line yeah do you think they see everything do you even think they see
00:15:05 family having kids stuff like that do they see everything as a as a game 100 100 like they'll
00:15:14 be they'll be embroiled in a very very classically what you would call like sick situation like they 0.99
00:15:21 could be in a very explosive fight with their woman or going through a horrible fucking breakup 0.96
00:15:28 or whatever but they find some like sick enjoyment in the process of just like sitting in it and 0.99
00:15:33 basking it and like they look they're they're fucking avid learners bro they're learning from 0.91
00:15:37 everything it's like their misfortune they almost get like a kind of a kick out of it yeah because 0.95
00:15:43 it's like how can i disentangle myself from this mess that i created and that's that's really what
00:15:48 the winning mentality is it's about because as you're taking risks and as you're ascending the
00:15:52 ladder you're gonna find yourself in messes right do you think that's what the insanity is because
00:15:56 you you nailed that when i've had really difficult situations in life there was always like a little
00:16:02 like voice in my head that was enjoying the moment enjoying exactly like dropping out of school not
00:16:07 knowing what to do exactly or you know like even like small things like fights with my girlfriend
00:16:13 stuff like that i'm thinking like this is just this shitty situation is like how am i going to
00:16:17 get out of this i kind of enjoy the process i don't think a lot of people think that way and
00:16:23 i've been i've never voiced that or uh communicated that with other people but there was always some
00:16:27 sort of satisfaction there's a satisfaction in anything that you're in because you're just you
00:16:31 always find an angle there's because dude that's the crazy thing about being a man there's always
00:16:35 a way out there's just always a there's always as long as you're living and breathing there's
00:16:41 always something you can do to to to twist and fucking wiggle yourself through something 0.96
00:16:46 there's always a way to get out on the other side that's the incredible part about life
00:16:51 but most people will never try or put themselves in a contorted position where they even have to
00:16:55 figure that the fuck out you know what i mean like i've lost millions of dollars gambling and 0.93
00:17:00 had nothing and had to rebuild from literally fucking zero and then even when you're at that 0.97
00:17:05 point you still kind of had that like sick like how am i gonna get back to 100 bro there were 0.98
00:17:10 nights where i'm eating a two thousand dollar dinner king crab fucking legs a4 wagyu 0.99
00:17:16 sleeping in a penthouse the next day i'm so broke i'm hitting up motherfuckers to go sleep on their 1.00
00:17:23 couch. The disparity, like on top of the world one night and the next morning I am in the bottom 1.00
00:17:30 of the gutter in 24 hours. And I always found a way to get back into the suite. That's my point
00:17:35 because you can almost take any risk in life if you're willing to commit.
00:17:40 It's all about the commitment. And I'm just not a quitter. It's not in my nature.
00:17:47 I don't give up on people. I don't give up on anything that I, and that's the thing, man,
00:17:52 is like, I am, I take everything very seriously,
00:17:56 but I've noticed the people that take things so seriously
00:17:59 also have the most lightheartedness
00:18:00 and can laugh the most when things go wrong.
00:18:03 You know what I mean?
00:18:03 Like, you almost have to have that dark humor
00:18:05 that you're talking about.
00:18:06 You almost have to have that kind of dark comedic humor
00:18:09 when everything's going wrong,
00:18:10 you just have to laugh sometimes.
00:18:12 Yeah.
00:18:13 You have to.
00:18:14 It's like the only way to cope with it.
00:18:18 Yeah, I was telling him about,
00:18:20 last time I went to Arizona,
00:18:21 I did a cross-country road trip, and on the way back to New York, I was in Colorado.
00:18:28 My car broke down.
00:18:29 It was, like, pouring snow.
00:18:30 I didn't know where I was going to stay that night.
00:18:32 Police were there.
00:18:33 I didn't have enough money for the tow truck.
00:18:35 I remember, like, sitting in the car with my brother, and, like, they're towing the car.
00:18:39 There's snow pouring everywhere.
00:18:40 I'm in the middle of the country, like, and I'm broke, not in school.
00:18:43 I remember laughing. 0.99
00:18:45 I was just like, this is fucked. 0.99
00:18:47 but that laughter, I've never realized that like that laughter is, is part of his understanding 1.00
00:18:54 that you're good, that you're going to find a way out of it. Always, always. I've never,
00:18:59 the thing is you only rise to the level of the problems that you have. Right. And so most people,
00:19:04 the biggest problem they'll ever have is being $1,200 late on rent. Right. That's the biggest
00:19:12 problem they have but to them that is the world and to them when they when they're late on their
00:19:16 rent payment they feel like the world is crumbling on their shoulders but they don't understand
00:19:21 there's men out there that are built of the same constitution they are same blood same structure
00:19:26 that before they've even woken up in the morning they're going through a fiery divorce their
00:19:32 empires their businesses are exploding collapsing they're being sued they're going through bankruptcy
00:19:37 their cars are being repoed and those guys are laughing knowing that it's going to be okay 0.99
00:19:42 and they're going to get it all back right and it's like you got another motherfucker over here 1.00
00:19:45 that's tripping because he can't pay his priests there's there's levels to all this shit yeah 1.00
00:19:50 there's dudes that are dealing with fucking demons and monsters that are so outrageously 1.00
00:19:56 incomprehensible for the average person and they're successfully dealing with it on a daily basis 0.99
00:20:00 those are the guys that win because they put more on their plate and when you put more on your plate
00:20:04 and you have more pressure you're always going to respond to the to the pressure so if you don't 0.94
00:20:10 have enough pressure men do not do jack shit unless they have to that's what i've noticed 0.98
00:20:15 unless they actually fucking have to they don't know who they are yet right and that's what the 0.99
00:20:22 problem with the modern man is is like they have no pressure they have no zero pressure to do 0.97
00:20:25 anything survival is easy we've hacked the matrix it's life's easy man it's life is abundant in 2024
00:20:32 for. You can blindfolded do a half ass job at any gig and pay your rent. Let's be honest. Food is
00:20:40 dirt cheap. Clothes are cheap. You're not going to die in the modern world. You're never going to
00:20:45 starve. Never. You'll figure that out. You'll figure it out for sure. And you'll figure out
00:20:50 a roof too. So like people don't take these risks and try to progress because they convinced
00:20:55 themselves. What if I die? What if my survival is in jeopardy? That's never the problem. It's about
00:21:02 you are afraid to become a different person and go through the transformation of going through
00:21:07 that process. Cause you might come out of that process and not recognize who you were when you
00:21:11 started. And that terrifies people. I'm a completely different guy than I was when I was a
00:21:16 kid. I'm living proof. I'm a Testament that the way you're born and your genetic cards that you're
00:21:22 dealt are completely malleable and can be transcended they can be steve jobs has a quote
00:21:29 where he said the way he views the world is it's like when he pokes at something there's a ripple
00:21:35 effect he describes it really plainly like if you the way you are as a man i think it's it's just
00:21:42 life as a man you can affect the world if you actually if you can change the universe that's
00:21:48 around you and a lot of people don't understand that like very simple concept like the same way
00:21:53 that you can affect the world in minecraft like you can make buildings and you can change the
00:21:57 whole you can change the weather and the you have that every man every individual man has that power
00:22:03 to make a ripple effect on the on the entire universe 100 and the only thing that separates
00:22:07 the innovators from the people that you know die and no one remembers them the only difference is
00:22:12 that commitment you're saying that self-belief that's it that's literally it that's it goes back
00:22:19 to the revenant story it's about that spirit it's a spiritual these are spiritual principles
00:22:24 this is like a level of spirituality that you actually have to ingrain in yourself
00:22:28 because the human spirit bro will take you to the most incredible heights in life it's all about
00:22:34 your heart everything's about the male heart the heart is the most masculine organ in the in the
00:22:40 body. Everyone thinks it's the head. Women live in their head. Women are the ones with the crazy 1.00
00:22:45 racing thoughts all the time and hyper analyze shit and freak out and panic. Men live from their 1.00
00:22:50 heart and their soul because that's the shit that you're born with. Whatever's in your heart as a 1.00
00:22:56 man, you're born with that. And nobody can take that away from you. Your desires, your impulses,
00:23:01 your dreams, your visions, the things that you like, things that you have a natural affinity
00:23:05 towards. You're born with that. And so no one can rip that out of you. But the head, the head shit,
00:23:10 The guys that live in their head, they can't access this. 1.00
00:23:13 And that's the problem.
00:23:14 That's why they convince themselves they can never get started on a project or an endeavor.
00:23:18 So it's just the number one problem I've seen with every single guy.
00:23:20 Number one problem.
00:23:20 It's frustrating to see that.
00:23:21 But how do you connect more with your heart as a man?
00:23:24 How do you get out of your head and live more first-person mode,
00:23:27 like a caveman acting from your heart's desires?
00:23:30 So one trick to go unconscious and put the conscious mind to sleep is volume,
00:23:38 like heavy volume.
00:23:39 like if you're a guy who doesn't get women you're talking to so many women that eventually 0.99
00:23:46 the fucking beast inside you just starts doing the talking like you're no longer worrying about 1.00
00:23:52 cues and what to say and flinching and all that shit you're literally you are you have so many 1.00
00:23:57 shots out there that one of them is going to land just like writing you write so much until your 0.97
00:24:03 hand falls off that you break the rust in the process and you get the breakthrough you stop 0.94
00:24:08 thinking about it you're just riding and riding and riding until your fucking hand basically has 0.99
00:24:12 arthritis and then you're fucking you hit the ground running and you get the breakthrough and 0.99
00:24:16 it's over i like this one too you said i said weeks ago if you fall through the trap door of 0.99
00:24:24 depression a whole new world opens up to you a little more pain here a little more sprinkled
00:24:29 there and now you're back on your feet laughing it's stagnation at depression that kills you
00:24:34 keep falling. And I remember when I, when I was stagnant for a long time, so I've been doing
00:24:40 YouTube like content creation for like 11 years, like the main thing I do. And I hit a stagnation
00:24:45 point for about three years where I was only posting like every couple of months and I wasn't
00:24:50 actively pursuing it. But I knew that it was always like the dream that I had, like at the
00:24:53 back of my head and I wasn't pursuing it. And it was only like at my lowest point that I decided
00:24:59 the next day to get back on it. And then I haven't stopped since then. And that was maybe like six
00:25:03 years ago it was at like the lowest point you know staring at the wall freaking out mental breakdown
00:25:09 how do you pivot that depression to someplace positive because most people get to that point
00:25:15 you know a lot of people can end up in a mental hospital a lot of people will end up quitting a
00:25:19 lot of people will stay with their mom's house forever how do you use that depression and that
00:25:24 breaking point to your advantage yeah so it's it's it's like you stagnation is ultimately what 0.97
00:25:31 fucks everybody. It's the stagnation. It's like staying in an emotional state for too long is 0.91
00:25:37 very dangerous for all men. Any kind of emotional state that you're lingering in and not moving out
00:25:43 of becomes dangerous after a while. Um, there's a good, there's, there's good data and literature
00:25:48 on the fact that in war, in times of war, suicide rates plummet harder than they ever do before.
00:25:55 basically nobody commits suicide when there's a war and you got to defend territory in a nation
00:26:01 and it's like you start to think about that and you're like okay it makes sense as soon as a 0.97
00:26:05 motherfucker has a mission you fly right out of that depression right so the people who end up 0.99
00:26:11 killing themselves and end up having suicidal tendencies and thoughts and really really going 0.99
00:26:16 into a dark place have no mission they have no mission but they also don't realize that they
00:26:21 need to keep moving and keep failing even because going down, going down and losing more and going
00:26:29 even lower is better than staying in that place because you have movement. So movement either way
00:26:35 is always better than stagnation because there's a wraparound effect. If you go too low, you'll end
00:26:42 up wrapping around towards the top and horseshoeing back into abundant mentality. You know what I
00:26:47 me like have you ever been so on such a losing streak in your life nothing's clicking nothing's 0.99
00:26:52 sticking you're just you fuck up after fuck up after fuck up after a while you get so fed up 0.99
00:26:57 that you immediately your mindset just automatically changes into absolute abundance you stop giving a 1.00
00:27:04 fuck and you start taking shots and then things start working again and you're back on your feet 0.97
00:27:08 that's how that phenomenon works and the reason why it worked is because you kept going lower and 1.00
00:27:12 lower and lower and lower until you rebounded so you never want to sit with the feelings or
00:27:18 sit with the failure sit with the loss you got to put up the next shot very quickly so it seems
00:27:24 like the common denominator is perseverance 100 100 and that's why iq i think is malleable
00:27:30 iq is not a finite thing people talk about intelligence i mean look i think grit and
00:27:34 and tenacity and guile and what you just said resilience is a part of iq it's a huge factor
00:27:42 in it that's not quantifiable because if you get a guy like that on a battlefield or in a project 0.95
00:27:49 or in a fucking business room he's gonna look fucking smart at some point let me roll a cigarette 0.97
00:27:55 Yeah, there's a lot more I want to ask him. 0.99
00:28:08 Camera's good and everything?
00:28:14 Yeah.
00:28:25 you might have if um if i have one too yeah oh thanks man you roll that just now
00:28:36 pre-being rolled bro just now
00:28:39 he describes things in a way i'm asking you needles like he describes things in a way like
00:28:51 he puts things into the perspective that, like, you know that you haven't really been able to
00:28:55 contextualize properly, right? He works things, like, really easy to, like, conceptualize.
00:29:00 Like, simple things that we know that you kind of distract yourself from. And I think, like,
00:29:05 stuff like this is important in the digital age where people are becoming more internalized.
00:29:11 okay here's one i'm curious to see how you explain you said never consciously learned a
00:29:22 skill in my life anything extremely difficult i've ever done was just biting off way more than
00:29:27 i could chew and fingering it out on the go common denominator was always fun fun is the only true
00:29:33 compass for acquiring anything worthwhile that i also agree with that completely like i've often
00:29:39 felt the pressure. Like people are like, what skills do you have? And I think back, like I'm
00:29:42 wildly successful, but I don't think I've like completely nailed or like mastered anything.
00:29:49 You know, everything that I've done that I've been successful at, it's because I found a level
00:29:53 of enjoyment in it. And if I don't enjoy doing it, I'm not going to do it. Same here. One thing
00:29:57 that I got really good at, uh, that some people might say I've mastered like something like
00:30:01 editing videos. And I only came, became really good at that because I was, I, you reach a flow
00:30:06 state where where it's not work and it's not you mastering a skill it's not you you know studying
00:30:11 for an exam you're just doing it because it's something that you're passionate about and you've
00:30:15 reached a point where it just it naturally starts like a like beethoven playing the keys on a piano
00:30:20 it just starts like flowing out of you how do you how do you find that because a lot of people feel
00:30:26 the pressure that they need to perform that they have to work yeah everybody's been taught that
00:30:31 you have to go against the grain and that's the opposite of leaning into your nature which is like 1.00
00:30:36 my philosophy my whole core philosophy is leaning into your nature as a man whatever the fuck you
00:30:42 are naturally engineered and designed to do is what you should be leaning into and for example 0.55
00:30:49 like my speaking on my spaces that i host it's it's people will be like how do i speak like you 0.95
00:30:54 how do i become a better speaker i'm like bro get different parents it's fucking genetic like i'm 0.98
00:30:59 just running with whatever the fuck i got and i'm if you if you go all in on your strengths by the 0.97
00:31:04 way it will eventually eclipse all your weaknesses and you never have to work like people are always 0.98
00:31:10 like yeah but why don't you focus on your weaknesses so you can be well-rounded it's like
00:31:14 the goal is not to be well-rounded because what is that's the literal term well-rounded means you
00:31:20 have no edge right it's all about keeping your edge as a man so i never dealt with weaknesses
00:31:27 i would always let them fall to the wayside and if you just get good at one thing and you crush it 0.97
00:31:31 no one gives a fuck about your weaknesses because you're so fucking good at one thing 0.94
00:31:36 and so that's i've always just run with what i've naturally been geared at 0.99
00:31:40 which is speaking writing never fucking took a writing class in my life never fucking popped 0.98
00:31:48 a thesaurus never opened a dictionary i just have fucking strong reading comprehension so i ran with 0.98
00:31:53 it so everybody knows what's what what they have inside everyone knows what they're good at 0.93
00:31:59 naturally but everyone wants to resist it and get into other shit that they're not that it's like 0.97
00:32:04 why the fuck would i compete at something that's going to take me 10 years to get just as good as 0.98
00:32:10 the guy who's born with the gift i'm not gonna burn 10 years of my life trying to be a piano 1.00
00:32:15 player when another there's a motherfucker who has that natural talent who's gonna fucking run 1.00
00:32:20 with it and be 100 times better than me i want to be the best at whatever it is that i do and i 0.99
00:32:25 don't care if I fall short my goal is to be the best how do you personally reach that flow state
00:32:31 I know a lot of people have different ways of getting there I don't even know how to like
00:32:36 describe mine I'm thinking about it now but how do you get to that point where your work and what
00:32:41 you're good at doesn't feel like work and it just it's something that's fun so that's the thing is
00:32:46 like that's what I was saying is the fun is the compass the fun is the north star like if I 0.93
00:32:51 genuinely don't enjoy it i don't care if i'm gonna lose money over it i'm not gonna fucking do it 0.96
00:32:56 and like it goes back to my whole thing about you have to find the lifestyle before you find the 0.96
00:33:03 money and this is where people get it really fucked up and twisted people go for the money 0.89
00:33:08 try to get rich first at like 21 years old now they have a bunch of money but they don't have 0.97
00:33:13 the lifestyle so they don't know how to fit in the lifestyle and they start doing dorky quirky 0.94
00:33:17 shit that doesn't fit and it's super incongruent i was living how i wanted to live when i was broke 0.96
00:33:23 yeah i mean so i was still doing whatever the fuck i wanted to do when i had nothing 0.99
00:33:26 so you put money on top of that you're a powerhouse you're a force to be reckoned with
00:33:32 because you already had the lifestyle so it's like guys have to figure out what they naturally
00:33:37 want to do already and find a way to incorporate money into it not the other way around play to 0.88
00:33:42 your strengths play to your fucking strengths all the time let the weaknesses fall away because if 0.94
00:33:46 you get so good at it it'll overshadow all the weaknesses you said uh if you ever take a swing 0.99
00:33:55 at an opportunity and feel like you have to nail it first try you don't really want it
00:33:59 you convince yourself you do when you really want something your whole engine will calibrate for it
00:34:03 you have an infinity clip you are careless because you know it's already yours um that's one of my
00:34:11 favorites yeah can you can you explain that one yeah so what i'm saying is is it's like if you
00:34:19 already know that you got it and you already know you're destined to be what you're supposed to be
00:34:24 because your nature is that strong you can fail a billion fucking times and it ain't no thing it 0.98
00:34:30 just rolls off your shoulders because you already know you're going to get there so you're not 0.96
00:34:35 taking it too personally when things don't work out you don't have to land your dream girl the
00:34:40 first time because you already know that's coming you don't have to get secure the bag the first
00:34:44 try you don't have to knock it out of the park the first investment that you make because you
00:34:47 know you're going to get it eventually so you can have fun with the process and enjoy going through
00:34:52 the motions so you have the infinity clip you can just keep putting up shots until the end of time
00:34:57 it's like there's some guys who they go to a bar and they talk to a girl and they get rejected
00:35:01 it destroys them for two months and there's other guys who just immediately start talking to other
00:35:09 women and those are the guys that i told you have the wraparound effect and end up rebounding into 1.00
00:35:14 the abundance mentality yeah because they don't internalize it they don't internalize it that's
00:35:22 been my biggest strength i think is i don't internalize anything i don't take anything
00:35:26 personal i know i get a redo you get a mulligan as a guy you wake up the next morning you draw
00:35:33 another breath you're in the game right you're always in the game how do you how do you teach
00:35:42 people to how does someone who's not thinking that way how do they start thinking that way
00:35:46 so i think the confidence really comes from standing on your own two feet first
00:35:50 i think that's where a lot of people go wrong is like as a man as early as possible you have
00:35:56 to prove to yourself that you can support yourself and make a living and feed yourself
00:36:00 and fend for yourself in the wild without relying on your parents and in the modern culture brother 0.94
00:36:05 we we see fucking there's guys that are living at home at 38 telling themselves that in three years 0.90
00:36:11 when the timing's right during the crypto bull run they're gonna move out and they never do 0.98
00:36:16 they're still there because you have to be disgusted with yourself to make changes and that's
00:36:24 that's like a very taboo topic but nobody no man ever makes a change until they can barely look in 0.86
00:36:31 the mirror they're so fucking sick and tired of being sick and tired until you're until you get 0.99
00:36:38 200 pounds and you're obese and you're looking in the mirror and you are absolutely disgusted with 0.98
00:36:43 the state of being that you've allowed yourself to get to it's only use using that disgusted state
00:36:48 that catapults you to really make big changes right it's like a lot of people try to make
00:36:55 changes for other people you got people that are overweight maybe they want to lose weight
00:37:00 but other people are in their ear telling them to lose the weight and they start doing it for
00:37:04 other people to make them happy and they never the weight never goes anywhere right because
00:37:09 they ain't doing it for the right reason yeah i know fat people they get told by their friend 1.00
00:37:12 group all the time oh you're a fat piece of shit you're a fat piece of shit they laugh it off and 1.00
00:37:16 And then it becomes a joke because they're not actually disgusted with themselves. 1.00
00:37:20 Exactly.
00:37:20 It has to be internal.
00:37:23 It's the only way to make true change is to get to a point of absolute disgust
00:37:27 where you cannot imagine living another day in these conditions.
00:37:31 That's exactly what happened to me.
00:37:32 That's what happened to me, too.
00:37:34 Do you remember that day?
00:37:35 How did it happen for you?
00:37:36 Yeah, I do.
00:37:36 And I'll tell you the story after yours.
00:37:38 Well, I don't recommend anybody take drugs,
00:37:40 but when I was in high school and college, I used to take psychedelics.
00:37:43 and if you're not in the right mental state if there's anything that's i that's what i realized
00:37:49 like taking lsd it was like or shrooms if there's anything that i was like pushing away or trying to
00:37:54 ignore it becomes fully present when you're in that psychedelic state and after like not after
00:37:59 procrastinating and i was just drinking every weekend wasting my life away like i had this trip
00:38:05 and all of it just came it became very i was very hyper aware of everything that i was doing
00:38:10 and i became like i started panicking that i was wasting my life away and i was wasting my time
00:38:15 away and i couldn't stand another moment when i would waste any time because time is the only
00:38:19 currency that you can't get back you can always make more money uh that's why that's never really
00:38:23 worried me it's never been a concern i could always make more money you can't ever make time
00:38:28 uh and that realizing that i'm never going to get that back and that my youth is fleeting
00:38:33 that made me panic and i just stopped wasting it from that moment on it was it was just like
00:38:38 something switched in my head like this comfort zone is is the the biggest trap in the world
00:38:44 you know you know they used to cure alcoholism with lsd in the 70s they would make people
00:38:50 hallucinate because and it wasn't the lsd that would cure the alcoholism it was that when people
00:38:55 would go on lsd they would literally be able to see what they were doing to themselves yeah like
00:38:59 you just said and then they would make the change when they would snap out of it but a lot of people
00:39:03 have like they will go into that state and not come out of it they become schizophrenic so i
00:39:06 I don't recommend people do that. 1.00
00:39:08 Fuck no. 1.00
00:39:08 I bet there might be some people watching right now like, oh, maybe I should do it. 1.00
00:39:11 No, no, no, no, no.
00:39:11 It's not a good prescription.
00:39:13 Absolutely not. 0.98
00:39:14 But it's never going to happen until you get fucking disgusted. 0.99
00:39:20 Like the first job that I had. 0.99
00:39:22 I despised it. 0.99
00:39:25 I was fucking doing telemarketing. 1.00
00:39:27 Slamming phones in a fluorescent lit cubicle all fucking day. 1.00
00:39:30 No sunlight. 1.00
00:39:31 No windows. 1.00
00:39:32 In basically a concrete barrier on a fucking computer with a headset. 1.00
00:39:36 just on rotary dial, just fucking slamming calls, slamming calls. And I was so fucking disgusted 1.00
00:39:43 after like two months of doing the shit 40 hours a week. I sabotaged the job and I got myself fired 0.99
00:39:50 and it was the best day of my fucking life because I realized in that moment, the day that I got 0.98
00:39:55 fired, that I no longer had any excuses and I had to go out and do what I really wanted to do. And I 0.99
00:40:00 had no fallback plan anymore. Now the game was on and it was up to me now to actually go and pursue
00:40:05 what it is that i wanted to and take ownership for that yeah i recommend always recommend people
00:40:10 to get rid of that safety net as quickly as possible as quickly as possible you always say
00:40:13 that you need to kill the boy like you're not actually but you need to like kill that innocence
00:40:18 so whatever safety net you have whatever comfort zone you have you don't get rid of that immediately 0.98
00:40:22 you're going to fall into a trap that's much harder to get out 100 and i even even um needles
00:40:28 my cameraman he was telling me this story the other day about he used to work at chipotle
00:40:31 and like after a long day of making like what 10 50 an hour or something like that just like like
00:40:37 staring at your ceiling like thinking like is this is this life is this my life and then that
00:40:41 something was switching you when you're fully like is this really like everything my parents
00:40:45 gave birth to me so that my existence is working for ten dollars an hour chipotle like scooping up
00:40:51 burrito bowls for people that disgust will will propel you um and most people so many people like
00:40:59 I just, I think this is the number one problem that men have nowadays. They won't ever realize 0.98
00:41:03 that because they have a safety net. They have something to fall back on. So you can't really
00:41:07 hit that point of absolute disgust. You'll never hit, you'll never realize, you'll never be fully
00:41:11 humiliated with yourself or fully disgusted with yourself because you're never going to,
00:41:15 you're never going to see yourself at that. And it's actually a beautiful place to be in.
00:41:18 It's a beautiful place to be. It's when you really get to understand,
00:41:22 you get to understand yourself and what you need to work on. Yeah, I had that.
00:41:28 because then the next step becomes very clear yeah once you get to that point of disgust like 0.97
00:41:32 the next there's no more bullshitting yourself it's very fucking clear and there's you cross 0.97
00:41:37 the rubicon there's no going back but you also believe in this reminded me you say that men 0.98
00:41:43 shouldn't fully understand themselves but i think i started to fully understand myself like once i
00:41:48 was completely disgusted why do you think that men shouldn't fully understand themselves men should
00:41:53 not analyze why they're good at what they're good at is the nuance because once you start to really
00:42:02 try to reverse engineer why you're doing is working it stops working right it's like the
00:42:08 guy who realizes that he's funny starts trying to be more funny and now no one's laughing at
00:42:12 the jokes anymore but there's guys that are just naturally hilarious and they never stop to to
00:42:19 wonder or worry about why they have that kind of superpower it's like the more you try to
00:42:24 understand why you're good at what you're what you do the more you fuck it up it's better to
00:42:30 just go in there and go unconscious and just perform at the highest level it's just totally 0.88
00:42:35 unconscious second nature to you so you men have to be in a constant state of of high performance
00:42:41 exactly
00:42:44 dude 100 percent taking on more responsibility because you can't let people down
00:42:51 the stakes get higher and ironically this cures a lot of mental illness in society a lot of people
00:43:00 that are self-destructive and self-sabotage the reason they do that is because they don't have
00:43:03 kids they don't have a family they don't have anything to they don't nobody's relying on no
00:43:07 ones relying on them. So then, so then why does that guy like you, you know, obviously there's
00:43:11 an outlier. Why does that guy who is in crippling debt in Turkey, I've seen this video, like he
00:43:16 couldn't feed his family anymore. He ends up jumping off, um, a bridge in a mall. Like even
00:43:21 though he has to provide for his family, how does a man get to that state? Because nature doesn't 0.99
00:43:25 guarantee it. That's the whole trick about this whole thing is that suffering gives you the best
00:43:30 chance. It gives you the best odds to break free from your situation. Some, some people never
00:43:37 mentally recover unfortunately right not everyone's going to be a winner not everyone's going to be a 0.55
00:43:41 fucking fortune 500 ceo not everyone's going to be the best streamer in the world it's not going
00:43:45 to happen for 99 but the point is as a man is you have to at least make the attempt to really 0.98
00:43:52 because every goal as a man starts as a fucking delusion starts as a lie right you you wanted to 0.99
00:43:59 be a streamer when you were a kid they call you crazy they call you fucking nuts everyone everyone 0.99
00:44:03 called me insane and then you start to succeed and then they call you a genius and then they 0.97
00:44:06 applaud you exactly after you get the result but it started as a complete lie it wasn't even real
00:44:10 and you made it real you made it real which is what a man's job is the more a man can make the
00:44:17 visions in his head become a reality the higher you go that's literally the game of life you got
00:44:23 to make all your fantasies actually come true and the guys that sit there and just fantasize all day
00:44:28 and never try to actually bring it to real life those are the guys who suffer the most and never
00:44:33 break out of it and it's ironic because when women get to live like that that's when they're 1.00
00:44:37 at their happiest they're at their best they have their delusions and they never have to see them
00:44:40 because they get to live internally and their delusions make them happy oh like crystals are
00:44:45 making me exactly my astrology stuff uh i'm gonna start like they are happiest when they get to be
00:44:51 in a little bit and they get to live in la la land completely when men live in la la land and 0.91
00:44:55 there's no results that's when they they crumble totally fucking crumble because that's how 0.90
00:45:00 everybody measures you as a man ultimately like did you make your fantasies real then no one can 0.96
00:45:07 say a word to you right like if you if you can make it happen just you silence the critics
00:45:13 do you ever get lazy dude all the time what is it i'm like a lion bro i'm pretty much just
00:45:22 just chilling chilling chilling i get inspiration i get a vision and i act immediately and implement
00:45:27 minute. That's my whole life. Like bowl rushes. I get everything done and just like quick little
00:45:33 bursts of like bowl rushes. And then I go rest again. Everything in my life is like a sprint.
00:45:38 Knock it out. Got to send an email. Boom. I'll put my best foot forward. 15 minutes done.
00:45:43 Never to be returned to again. You're not a marathon 5k runner. Not at all. Why? Not at all.
00:45:49 It's just not in my nature. I'm a fast twitch motherfucker. I'm an explosive thinker. Everything 1.00
00:45:53 I do is explosive the way I train the way I think my financial strategy they my whole life is
00:45:59 congruent because the way I gamble is the way I lift weights the way I lift weights is the way I
00:46:03 gamble the way I gamble the way I lift weights is the way I think it's all connected everything I
00:46:09 do is maximum capacity fast twitch impulsive ADHD like 100 100 and so like for me 0.95
00:46:17 being a bodybuilder and going in the gym and training my muscles slow and fucking doing the 0.91
00:46:24 slow contractions would actually slow me down mentally because it's incongruent with my 0.96
00:46:29 lifestyle right so you're not doing the 15 rep like slow nothing just because my thinking my
00:46:36 career my profession requires me to be constantly fucking turning my gears i constantly have to 0.97
00:46:43 troubleshoot, find answers to problems. And so the way I train, it's all, I have a very holistic 0.89
00:46:50 approach. They all compliment each other. You know what I mean? Like if you're a slow moving
00:46:55 motherfucker, then it makes sense that your whole life should be like that. But if it's fast, 1.00
00:47:00 everything should be fast because everything reinforces the machine.
00:47:06 Like that's the, that's been the biggest benefit of weightlifting for me. It's not about the
00:47:10 the training. It's about the reinforcement of that explosive lifestyle. Being explosive is a
00:47:16 lifestyle. You know, I get forceful thoughts and I immediately fucking implement them and take 0.99
00:47:22 action. I don't sit on my desires. Like I gratify my whims. What do you do when you get a negative 0.98
00:47:29 thought? Are you like that? Yeah. Like if you want something, no matter how petty you're going
00:47:33 to go get it. That's, that's how I've always lived. Yeah, me too. I don't like, um, I need
00:47:39 to have the absolute best and now and right now yeah yeah i want results right now i don't like
00:47:44 delayed i want to see it happen right now because it is possible like other people are getting it
00:47:49 so like why why can't i get dude it's complete that's what's so crazy like 24 hours is an
00:47:53 eternity you can fall in love i i truly believe this you can fall in absolute deep love with
00:47:59 someone in less than 24 hours you can have a whole relationship you can have a whole relationship in 0.98
00:48:03 under a day if the fucking cocktails are right and everything's mixing the correct way 0.99
00:48:08 that can happen empires get built in a day people get rich in a day yeah it happens every fucking 0.99
00:48:13 day the most incredible fucking barriers and oceans move for people on a daily basis 0.98
00:48:18 so people don't view time correctly they think 24 hours is a very short period of time when 0.98
00:48:24 in reality it's an entire life you can live a whole life in one day so what do you think about
00:48:30 delayed gratification not a fan at all doesn't work for me but certainly you have to have some
00:48:39 sort of long term yeah it's built into the game but like i'm not accepting of it is what i'm trying
00:48:43 to say okay people often say that like the way to have a positive mindset to beat depression
00:48:51 and i think i don't know i haven't seen you talk about that but i think you're similar to me where
00:48:56 i think i am depressed the way a lot of people are depressed but i just don't act on it i just
00:49:03 don't think about it exactly like i think i think a lot of people who have a similar frame of the
00:49:08 world like they come from um like a place of misery but i just don't choose to think about
00:49:13 it i i push it away 100 repressing it yeah i'm in the same state a constant state of repressing
00:49:19 misery 100 i don't know a single honestly bro i don't know a single person in america who's not
00:49:25 depressed truly deep down like there's some level of it there's just some level what does depression 0.99
00:49:33 mean to you fuck man it's it's just the awareness that you constantly have to move it's the 0.99
00:49:42 awareness that you can't you can never rest on your laurels or everything collapses yeah you 1.00
00:49:48 know what i mean that creates like a sort of like low level anxiety depression in people yeah like
00:49:52 as a man right you can go to the gym for 20 years and lay off the gas pedal and look like a piece 0.99
00:49:57 of shit in in one year like you'll just lose everything if you take your foot off the gas 1.00
00:50:03 pedal entropy like you got to fight off fucking decay as a man constantly and like you'll lose 1.00
00:50:11 your mental faculties too if you stop challenging yourself i think that's the biggest thing too is 0.99
00:50:16 like as a man you always have to have be biting something off more than you can chew
00:50:22 and then figuring it out like taking on the most towering challenges and tackling
00:50:27 challenges that are way over your head and then trying to figure it out and i've always been like
00:50:32 that and that's how i've learned goes back to your question about my tweet about how i never
00:50:38 consciously learned a skill the way i got good at anything was just going in to something that
00:50:44 was way over my head that i had no concept of even how to do it and then injecting myself and 0.99
00:50:50 immersing myself in it and then figuring it the fuck out and you'll get pretty good at shit if 0.97
00:50:55 you do that enough times yeah it's like the the most amount of studying i ever got done was when 0.98
00:51:01 i push it off to the last second and i just had to perform because the exam's the next day and
00:51:06 then it's amazing how you just start retaining everything right you got like two hour deadline
00:51:10 all of a sudden we get done all of a sudden you're rain man you're just everything you read
00:51:15 is just getting fucking hard written into the dome then how different do you think men are 0.84
00:51:21 do you think all men are pretty much i hold the belief that pretty much all men are the same 0.97
00:51:25 we all have the same imperatives we all have the desire to conquer to be great to be respected
00:51:31 do you think that anybody is really that much different not at all i 100 agree with you i think
00:51:38 we're all literally built the exact fucking same when it's all said and done god deals very fair 0.87
00:51:44 hands that's just how it is the hands that you get dealt are pretty fucking fair everyone has a 0.87
00:51:51 glaring achilles heel weakness right mike tyson was the greatest power puncher in the world but
00:51:58 look at his voice right but nobody talks about it because of how because of how good he was
00:52:03 so you talk about overshadowing your weaknesses which was my point earlier right you become so
00:52:08 good at something people will completely forego your weaknesses you know but if he wasn't the 0.99
00:52:14 best power puncher in the world that motherfucker would have been bullied and and looked down on 0.99
00:52:18 and derided the rest of his life he would have been made fun of right he would have been a 0.98
00:52:23 caricature of himself so my point is it doesn't matter how naturally blessed or gifted or talented 0.98
00:52:29 a man is there's always a fucking glaring weakness everyone has the the fucking achilles heel 0.99
00:52:35 and we all know what that is we all know what our genuine fucking vices and weaknesses are that we 0.99
00:52:41 the demons that we just can't beat within us we all have them but you have to perform better than 0.97
00:52:47 you have to perform better than than you have to counteract it with such force and
00:52:51 overwhelmingness that it can't defeat you and that's where the pressure of being a high performer
00:52:58 that's why that's the only game worth playing like the only thing that you should be doing
00:53:05 as a man is trying to be great because in that process it doesn't even matter if you don't hit
00:53:11 the goal if you come up with the loftiest craziest goal and you actually commit to the journey with
00:53:18 full force and you fail it doesn't matter it's about who you became in the process of chasing
00:53:25 that goal that's at the end of the day it's about who you become on the other side what kind of man
00:53:31 you became and so that's why it's a worthy endeavor to you know they say shoot for the stars and who 0.98
00:53:37 cares if you miss you're on top of the mountain that's true that's real shit last time we spoke 0.98
00:53:44 i told you how you're like um you kind of embody that like rogue american like you're like the guy 0.99
00:53:50 in the american spirit cigarette box that's kind of what i think when i think about boot to force
00:53:55 what do you think and you've said that a couple times uh just now you're saying that everybody
00:53:59 in america you don't know anybody in america that's not depressed um i know you spent some
00:54:03 time and you've you've pretty well traveled right what is the difference between that american
00:54:08 mentality and why do we have more more of a need we americans have more way more highs and lows
00:54:15 than people in other places i think i think people in europe like an italian would be more
00:54:22 comfortable with the hand-rolled cigarettes and a couple glasses of wine and a cannoli they can
00:54:27 turn off uh that constant need to perform more like in spain for example they have lunch from
00:54:33 3 to 7 p.m it's insane they're just eating pasta drinking wine for four hours what is the difference
00:54:38 between that american spirit and the european spirit it all has to do with competition and
00:54:43 innovation the competition here is so steep as a man right like let's take miami for example 0.81
00:54:50 in miami if you want to make it in miami you probably have to be fit have your money in check 0.90
00:54:55 You got to tick a lot of fucking boxes in order to probably lock down the baddest girl in Miami. 1.00
00:55:00 Yeah. Right. Yeah. You can't be slacking in any department. 1.00
00:55:04 And America offers the opportunity to compete at the highest levels in any game that you want to play.
00:55:10 It's a very gamified society, whereas the other societies, the European societies, they're a little more primitive.
00:55:16 They're a little more primal. You know what I'm saying?
00:55:19 Capitalism isn't really like the driving force in those countries. They're about the siesta life.
00:55:23 they want to sit around they're more in touch with their nature and the fucking 1.00
00:55:27 the dionysian you know the god of wine they just want to fucking fucking drink wine and make art 1.00
00:55:33 and listen to music and shit like that um but if you're a gamer and you have that that fucking 0.99
00:55:39 that alligator blood where you wake up in the morning and you just absolutely have to get after 0.97
00:55:45 it this is the best place to be because if you want to perform at the highest levels
00:55:50 you're gonna find a market here for that any game that you want to play in america you can either
00:55:56 create the game invent the game or compete in the game so all bases are covered there's nothing in
00:56:02 your wildest imagination that you cannot produce here you can make it happen it's possible it ain't
00:56:10 possible in those other places because no one has the drive the baseline there's like an invisible
00:56:14 cultural kind of spell kind of malaise like a fog almost that kind of hovers over the town where
00:56:19 no one really is trying to be worth hundreds of millions in italy like you know what i'm saying
00:56:25 that's a general consensus here everybody wants the bag everybody wants the bag so it raises it
00:56:33 kind of raises the standards which like i said winners are always having fun that should be fun 0.90
00:56:40 knowing that you have that opportunity every day you should wake up and never be truly fucking 0.93
00:56:45 destabilized or immobilized you think you're ever gonna reach that point sometimes i think about
00:56:52 that i'm not ever satisfied i've always wanted more like every accomplishment i had was fun for
00:56:59 like a couple i mean was like satisfying for a bit and then it was always on to the next thing
00:57:03 always i speak to my dad about this and he's like that sort of lifestyle is exhausting to him
00:57:09 thinking that it's a constant pursuit and grind like some people just want to like
00:57:13 open up a book and, you know, look at the backyard, mow the lawn. Do you think that
00:57:19 you're going to ever be able to turn off that hunger for the game? No, no. And I've accepted it.
00:57:27 I'm at peace with it. It brings me peace and alleviation to know that that's never going to
00:57:32 go away. The work is never done. But I have kind of like a Taoist kind of like Eastern philosophy
00:57:41 with this where i do realize that you have to you have to go get you have to get rich just to prove 0.99
00:57:47 to yourself that it never mattered yeah you got to go get the fucking best girl on the planet to 0.92
00:57:52 realize that it's just you have to you have to achieve every goal on your list just to prove 0.97
00:57:56 to yourself that it's worthless in the end and that's the best part about life is that's actually
00:58:01 what happens like you get you hit that milestone and you're like it's whatever so what do you think
00:58:07 the point is? Of life? Yeah. To push yourself as far as you can possibly go than what you were
00:58:14 supposed to be on paper. Like what your genetic hard cap was supposed to be, what everybody said
00:58:20 you were supposed to cap out at. Your job, I believe, is to exceed that. It's very simple.
00:58:26 I think life is simple. I think as a man, we're born to go as far and try to climb as high as
00:58:31 you can possibly go see how far you can take it but the daoist principle like that a lot of that
00:58:38 eastern philosophy is sort of acceptance of everything they they meditate they get which i 0.99
00:58:42 don't fuck with at all by the way yeah i don't fuck with that stuff at all because you're taking 0.99
00:58:47 a class of people that are already invisible and already doing nothing and you're telling them to 1.00
00:58:51 sit there in a room and meditate but like true meditation is when you're under actual fire
00:58:56 you have actual horrific stress on your shoulders and you can be in a zen place
00:59:01 that's like an active state of meditation like my best meditations are when i have the most
00:59:06 pressure on my shoulders that's when i'm the most calm anybody can be calm in a candle lit room 0.98
00:59:12 right with feng shui anyone can do that how many motherfuckers can truly keep that 0.97
00:59:18 calm state of mind and that grace under fire when the world's crumbling on you
00:59:22 that's true meditation to me so what parts of that the eastern philosophy do you resonate with
00:59:29 because that's what i've always associated like the buddha just the whole kind of idea that i've
00:59:33 kind of i've kind of twisted this in my own fashion but the whole idea that the terrain is flat
00:59:37 like people think it's the mountain to success is so fucking arduous and you got to keep climbing 0.76
00:59:44 climbing everything's relatively pretty fucking flat life is relatively easy if you lean into your 0.94
00:59:49 nature and what you're naturally good at it things are pretty effortless like this the process of 0.99
00:59:55 success right like you're going through it now you've been doing this shit so long you're going 0.95
01:00:00 on a stream for a couple hours it's just a walk in the it's as simple as you walking to your car 0.99
01:00:04 it's just totally fucking ingrained you don't have to ever fucking think about it you got the 0.99
01:00:10 gift you can flick on a camera and you can talk shit for fucking five hours if you have to yeah 0.99
01:00:14 and i always forget how anxiety inducing that is for most people because like this whole day 0.99
01:00:20 like stream snipers coming up or like um the girls that i had on stream it's like you put a camera on 0.92
01:00:25 them and you they're they're fucking shaking shaking like like these four mexican kids came 1.00
01:00:29 up and they were just that this this whole thing was completely horrifying you often forget how 0.98
01:00:34 um it becomes second nature when you you lean into what you're good at for so long exactly
01:00:39 it's effortless now for you yeah yeah this workout this power legend workout is going to
01:00:45 be difficult it's going to be a big test it's going to be a challenge how long did it take
01:00:49 to get good at it i'd say probably like six months that's it yeah but i was going i was doing two a
01:00:55 days so like i would go in there i would i was i was i already had a pretty strong base i was a
01:01:00 fighter in italy yeah i had smokers i had 12 muay thai smokers and i was doing muay thai up there
01:01:06 for a while and playing high stakes poker. And when I came back to the States, I actually broke
01:01:11 my hand in my last fight and I had a compound fracture. My bone was sticking out of my wrist
01:01:17 and I had to go to the hospital and they said, you need pins and screws in your hand or your
01:01:22 hand will never be the same. And I said, fuck you. And I walked out and I was like, I'm going to go 1.00
01:01:29 on the craziest journey to figure this out on my own, because I think there's a better way to do
01:01:33 it. And I got into strength training and by learning strength training, I happened to come
01:01:39 across physical therapy. And I figured out that if you get a strong knowledge of strength training
01:01:44 combined with physical therapy, you can almost treat any injury yourself. But the bottom line
01:01:49 is I ended up working with this guy who was like, bro, if you fucking do these specific exercises 0.90
01:01:54 that I'm going to show you how to do, obviously I was in a cast for like nine months, but my rehab 0.97
01:01:59 protocol bro I fixed my hand by myself and it is a perfectly brand new hand I have zero fucking 0.95
01:02:05 limitations and had I listened to the doctor I'd have fucking metal plates in my wrist 0.82
01:02:10 and so I took that same ethos in strength training and I ran with it and I was training twice a day 0.73
01:02:18 because I was so addicted to the to the benefits that I was getting from it my hand was just
01:02:22 getting better and better and even gripping the bar gripping the bar was just getting better and
01:02:27 that's sort of the other thing that i learned about movement and how movement is truly the
01:02:31 panacea for life like if you go through a heartbreak as a man if you keep moving it doesn't
01:02:38 hurt as bad when you have a severe injury and you and you move with it and you figure out a way to
01:02:43 to work around it but you still are trying to find ways to be active you feel better you you heal
01:02:48 quicker life is very much like that and so by doing these these things even though it was brutal pain 0.98
01:02:54 i was healing at like a 50 faster rate than i was supposed to because i just kept fucking 0.98
01:03:00 exercising i was training my body you have to use your hand you have to fucking use your hand again 0.96
01:03:06 so your body adapts the same way 100 situation it's the same thing that i talked about the 0.96
01:03:12 metaphor of the revenant that guy didn't have medical attention his legs were broken
01:03:16 but by moving and forcing himself even though he could only move one one moment at a time even
01:03:23 sometimes a centimeter at a time he was teaching his body that it has to recover you have no choice 0.99
01:03:28 you're gonna die if you don't fucking force your body to respond to the pressure that it's under 0.94
01:03:32 and it's no different with us and so i learned that firsthand no pun intended and uh bro it's 0.99
01:03:40 a brand new hand and so i just got addicted to the process and it never gets old getting stronger
01:03:45 people are like isn't it boring you've been training for 20 years i'm like bro getting
01:03:49 stronger never gets old. It's addicting. It's addicting because you're seeing progress every
01:03:54 time you go. And, uh, I had a very unusual, unorthodox approach to it. I went in there
01:04:01 with the mentality that if I train every day to my maximum capacity, I'm going to get stronger.
01:04:07 And people were like, you mean to tell me you don't have a workout plan? You don't write down
01:04:12 your reps. You don't, you don't follow a structure. And I was like, no, I go in there and I put heavy
01:04:17 things over my head every day, you're going to get strong as fuck. It's that simple. And that's 0.99
01:04:23 what I did. And in six months, I surpassed everybody in my gym who'd been training for
01:04:29 like four years because I just had that ruthless mentality that I was going to go in there and I
01:04:34 was competitive. I wanted to be better than everybody. Get some water. Yeah, for sure.