SNEAKO - SNEAKO Reacts To Fousey Returning To Streaming!

00:00:00.000 i want to say this bro i saw some people in the community saying like yeah let's hope he crashes

00:00:06.700 out let's hope he crashes out it's very sick for people to be preying on that and i really

00:00:10.980 want all of us in love speech community at least we want to be supportive in this time we don't

00:00:15.880 want to encourage a crash out we want to to be friends with fousey and we want to make sure that

00:00:20.260 he's healthy and well and that's longevity anybody that wants crash out content to see someone like

00:00:25.220 see someone's demise for their own entertainment you're not going to be allowed in love speech

00:00:28.980 um that's not something that that we encourage and that's that's not the content that i want to

00:00:33.360 promote okay it's entertaining though that doesn't matter that's sick if you if you find entertainment

00:00:39.480 in that like and if you if you're asking for that then then you're messed up and you're literally

00:00:45.260 preying on someone's downfall which is extremely demonic i'm not doing that we're not doing that

00:00:49.940 chat hey i'm the warner what's up man what's good love speech i miss you guys keep killing my brother

00:00:56.300 sneaker warner it's good to see you brother we were reacting to some of your peer videos

00:01:00.960 yesterday maybe somebody can clip it and send it to you we miss you warner we miss you warner

00:01:06.260 but we need we need to do some irls for real

00:01:15.900 what a slimy fucking rat you are you big nose motherfucker you big nose motherfucker my boy

00:01:26.360 invited you to his crib he he shouldn't have and i own god you know what i'm gonna say it

00:01:31.120 oh my mother i warned aiden i said don't let bruce in your house he might steal i'm being honest but

00:01:35.880 hey he didn't steal but he did something bad i'm being real okay listen bruce he invited you to his

00:01:41.480 rat what's so dope about cheeser is that he can make jokes like he can make racist jokes about black

00:01:46.600 people comfortably and like and not get the white supremacy like people this this is what i'm talking

00:01:52.100 about we need to make fun of every single race every single race but that's important to bring

00:01:59.640 everybody together let me see did he re-spark or no

00:02:07.100 when is bozzy a shoot by the mma and boxing streams return

00:02:15.780 enjoy the moves on chris curtis stream

00:02:19.600 bro why were you guys all telling me to call him if he's not even

00:02:22.300 why were you guys all spamming for me to call him he's not even gonna do it

00:02:28.540 stop farting okay foozy got his aura back i gotta be real bro um we spoke on facetime we're

00:02:41.760 speaking to facetime a while before and i've been talking to foozy pretty consistently since

00:02:46.480 last summer this is the first time we'll lie this is the first time i'm like foozy's back

00:02:52.480 i've talked to him and i could see it in the energy the way he's speaking his essence his aura

00:02:57.380 it was always off there was something there that wasn't him there we go and now i'm telling you

00:03:02.280 he's back but don't don't get too don't get your hype so too much you know it's got to be slow

00:03:08.560 hold on did it work let's go with the cafea did it why did it work did it work somebody tell me in

00:03:18.820 chat what does that mean did it work times on the ltj course

00:03:23.040 g7 chat

00:03:28.100 that's what i'm talking about i haven't seen him be this way in a year

00:03:39.640 i have to go through hell to get to this point right here i have to go through hell

00:03:45.360 let's go summer is back summer is back chat i feel it baby i feel it i'm feeling

00:03:56.780 with the she and the she dot is he finally off the zionist medications before the jews were making

00:04:08.380 sure that foozy was sedated as he is palestinian and was exposing his reign it's the same reason

00:04:14.380 why they framed zirka with a trans and 16 year old through his reputation

00:04:19.100 y'all thought you'd never see this motherfucking face again while i'm back

00:04:22.400 bro he's like he's like oh i'm gonna take it slow it's premature i'm like it's not premature

00:04:29.900 foozy i can see it you're ready

00:04:31.440 and with him i don't think it's a medication thing bro i i really think it's his spirit

00:04:50.620 y'all thought you'd never see this place again while i'm back

00:04:55.960 bro and also right after a jack neon kick fight is just like too perfect bro

00:05:04.140 all right let's go let's go let's go

00:05:17.260 we fucking did it

00:05:26.220 we fucking did it

00:05:29.320 we fucking did it

00:05:33.200 oh my god i got myself out of the hell

00:05:36.740 oh my god

00:05:39.160 oh my god

00:06:07.160 oh this is the start of something great

00:06:12.120 this is the start of something motherfucking great

00:06:17.500 summer 2024 is safe baby

00:06:20.420 did you guys hear me say that yesterday

00:06:25.260 summer 2024 is fucking safe baby

00:06:28.460 also what happened was he live and then it ended and then he had to restart his computer

00:06:31.840 oh you have no fucking idea

00:06:35.800 y'all have no fucking idea

00:06:38.740 what the fuck wait i just saw something huge

00:06:41.180 cheeser

00:06:42.180 my fucking cheesy my little dick cheeser

00:06:46.320 cheeser

00:06:47.460 50 fucking gifted

00:06:49.360 let's fucking go baby i made it out the fucking hell i was in cheesy

00:06:54.680 oh oh i'm gonna shout out

00:06:58.800 y'all have no idea

00:06:59.640 oh cheeser

00:07:00.440 what is he screaming about

00:07:01.720 what is he on

00:07:02.780 why he's so crazy

00:07:03.860 because i've been in motherfucking hell

00:07:06.020 for a fucking year

00:07:07.560 yeah you know you know eddie's happy

00:07:09.140 kick was so dead

00:07:10.160 kick was dead

00:07:12.420 fousey is back

00:07:14.760 let's go

00:07:15.940 give me a second

00:07:17.220 back up to g7

00:07:18.580 give me a second

00:07:19.200 we gotta i really gotta go irl

00:07:20.720 we gotta fly somewhere right now

00:07:22.340 nadim

00:07:22.880 nadim start planning

00:07:24.320 where are we going

00:07:25.680 we're going to vegas

00:07:26.480 no chill

00:07:27.080 we're going to miami

00:07:27.520 no chill

00:07:28.320 chill

00:07:28.740 we back

00:07:29.300 no no no no

00:07:30.100 irl is back

00:07:30.820 nick

00:07:31.260 take it slow

00:07:32.080 quit your fucking job i need you

00:07:33.560 i know i'm getting ahead of myself

00:07:35.260 but this is it

00:07:36.100 we back

00:07:36.860 take it slow

00:07:37.660 oh my god

00:07:41.000 fuck that chat is zooming

00:07:45.400 oh my god

00:07:47.040 and this isn't over exaggerating

00:07:49.020 this isn't high off anything

00:07:51.300 this is

00:07:52.180 i'm gonna tell my story

00:07:53.460 for those who are willing to stay

00:07:55.120 and actually ride out with me

00:07:57.020 and start the beginning of this new journey

00:07:59.540 this journey that we're gonna embark on together

00:08:02.060 we're gonna get there

00:08:03.340 i'm gonna get there

00:08:04.100 i promise

00:08:04.640 i promise

00:08:05.940 i promise

00:08:07.780 i promise

00:08:09.440 fuck

00:08:11.260 fuck

00:08:13.580 i love seeing this fucking chat

00:08:15.880 hey foosie

00:08:16.620 can you say smoking on faze osman

00:08:18.760 he's my friend

00:08:19.680 hey smoking on faze osman

00:08:21.820 we smoke on his ass all day

00:08:23.720 i don't smoke

00:08:24.980 because weed has no effect on me anymore

00:08:26.700 i'll explain that in due time

00:08:28.560 who is that

00:08:29.360 we're smoking on that

00:08:29.940 what is his name faze osman

00:08:31.460 he's a faze member

00:08:32.580 no he can't be a faze member

00:08:33.820 hey shout out sled drew for the five gifted

00:08:36.280 i see all the ones coming in right now

00:08:38.440 but god damn

00:08:39.200 y'all feeling what i'm feeling right now

00:08:40.660 who's with me

00:08:41.420 who's with me

00:08:42.660 we got 21,000 motherfuckers riding in here

00:08:45.500 who the fuck

00:08:46.780 i left for a motherfucking year

00:08:49.020 i thought he was gonna have 4k

00:08:50.480 well look

00:08:50.880 after coming back with the most depressing fucking streams

00:08:53.780 in the fucking world in january

00:08:56.080 and putting y'all through fucking hell

00:08:58.240 left

00:08:59.240 attempted

00:09:02.500 i fucking attempted to kill myself

00:09:05.120 like literally

00:09:06.600 he's gotta take it slow to sunshine

00:09:08.180 literally i don't want to say that

00:09:08.760 i have a fuck for your life

00:09:10.300 or anything

00:09:11.460 i'm a fucking suicide attempt survivor

00:09:16.800 and i fucking made it

00:09:19.100 to be able to press this damn button again

00:09:21.420 y'all have no idea

00:09:22.720 how big pressing this button

00:09:24.620 means

00:09:25.460 to me

00:09:26.460 right now

00:09:27.420 what it literally means to me in my life

00:09:30.180 busy taught me

00:09:31.640 whoo

00:09:32.580 chat i don't have a kick account

00:09:33.640 i can't get

00:09:34.420 alright

00:09:34.760 alright

00:09:37.420 yeah that was a high

00:09:41.200 and i haven't felt that in a fucking year

00:09:43.280 so

00:09:43.620 i'm all for it man

00:09:45.040 thank you for that energy god

00:09:46.600 thank you for filling me up

00:09:48.180 thank you for listening to my prayers

00:09:49.760 thank you for blessing me

00:09:51.040 filling me up

00:09:51.680 we're gonna start off

00:09:52.520 we're gonna start off with this

00:09:54.380 the most important pressing matter

00:09:55.860 that i can start off with right now

00:09:57.960 the most serious shit

00:10:00.080 i wanna get this

00:10:00.740 i don't

00:10:01.040 not get this out of the way

00:10:02.060 cause this is not something that you do

00:10:03.680 and then forget about

00:10:05.120 this is what we stand on

00:10:06.840 and we're gonna stand on

00:10:08.360 the whole time we're doing this

00:10:09.800 and everything

00:10:10.540 and i'm gonna make it clear

00:10:12.040 like

00:10:12.680 clippers before you start

00:10:15.000 like i ain't gonna give you nothing to clip today

00:10:16.700 by the way

00:10:17.220 cause y'all y'all

00:10:17.940 please yell god the id

00:10:19.200 i love you dub

00:10:20.780 god damn

00:10:21.580 god damn

00:10:24.920 shout out 504 girls

00:10:26.460 504 where's that from

00:10:27.840 i don't know but i'm coming

00:10:28.860 alright

00:10:29.660 i'm coming

00:10:31.760 i haven't

00:10:32.840 i haven't hugged a girl

00:10:33.900 in a damn fucking year

00:10:35.320 i don't leave my house

00:10:37.160 i haven't seen nobody

00:10:39.240 i've been isolated

00:10:42.180 y'all have no idea

00:10:43.960 the fucking depths of despair

00:10:45.600 and hell that i have fucking been in

00:10:47.420 anyways

00:10:48.020 we're gonna get there

00:10:49.040 for the people who are gonna write out and listen

00:10:51.100 we're gonna get there

00:10:51.940 no he's not cloned

00:10:52.980 but

00:10:53.220 i gotta start off

00:10:54.680 on a very pressing matter

00:10:56.980 the most important thing that i could say

00:10:59.840 the most like

00:11:01.900 fuck my stream

00:11:02.900 fuck this comeback

00:11:03.880 fuck this high

00:11:04.940 fuck

00:11:05.380 not fuck g7

00:11:06.600 cause g7's never motherfucking dying

00:11:08.580 i know y'all thought g7 died

00:11:10.320 what the fuck

00:11:11.160 we in

00:11:12.080 we in overtime

00:11:13.400 3000 right now

00:11:14.880 okay

00:11:15.460 goku and vegeta are still going at it

00:11:17.600 okay

00:11:18.200 we in overtime right now

00:11:20.120 and it's the game's not over

00:11:21.560 see y'all thought the game finished

00:11:23.960 nah

00:11:24.920 the buzzer beater was hit

00:11:26.400 2,999 times

00:11:28.920 this is 3,000

00:11:30.260 y'all know how many times i fucking died

00:11:32.640 chasing this social media of bullshit

00:11:35.780 and this fallacy

00:11:36.920 of fake reality that they sell us

00:11:39.180 we won't get there

00:11:40.860 i promise

00:11:41.480 this is the beginning of my story

00:11:43.000 and the beginning of the rest of my life

00:11:44.720 i'm gonna fucking

00:11:45.800 break the fucking curtains

00:11:48.200 of this fake ass social media

00:11:50.100 fucking world that we live in

00:11:51.860 you know how fucking

00:11:52.900 turn it up

00:11:53.440 turn it up

00:11:54.180 summer is saved

00:11:55.780 spread your story

00:11:57.280 summer is saved

00:11:59.720 i know that

00:12:00.360 i know that

00:12:01.320 fake ass fucking social media

00:12:03.260 i'm fucking sick of going through my timeline

00:12:05.660 and seeing how disgusting

00:12:07.200 this fucking world we live in is

00:12:09.680 and like this shit

00:12:10.540 i don't

00:12:11.480 oh my god

00:12:12.200 i don't even know where to start

00:12:13.240 cook

00:12:13.780 i don't even know where to start

00:12:15.040 and i was nervous to come back

00:12:16.420 because i was like

00:12:16.900 how are you supposed to come back

00:12:18.340 to a platform

00:12:19.420 and a time

00:12:20.020 when every motherfucking person

00:12:21.720 is fucking view-bodied

00:12:23.800 cook

00:12:24.360 it's like being in a league

00:12:25.620 where everybody's on steroids

00:12:27.520 and you ain't on steroids

00:12:29.080 and you're like

00:12:30.020 how the fuck am i supposed to compete

00:12:31.500 against y'all

00:12:32.340 so having to see

00:12:34.060 all these fucking people

00:12:35.420 buying their way to fame

00:12:36.780 and buying this fake reality

00:12:38.280 like

00:12:38.940 i promise you

00:12:40.120 to any of you fucking

00:12:41.080 view-biders out there

00:12:42.160 take me and you

00:12:42.920 and take us to public

00:12:43.940 in any fucking place

00:12:45.180 on this earth

00:12:45.780 and i promise

00:12:46.340 i have more public

00:12:47.260 in real life motion

00:12:48.240 than you

00:12:48.880 and we ain't buying shit

00:12:50.580 around here

00:12:51.340 well lahi

00:12:54.860 if you catch me

00:12:55.420 view-biding on follow

00:12:56.380 and fame all you want

00:12:57.780 but take us into the real world

00:12:59.320 bitches follow me

00:13:00.380 in real life

00:13:01.360 if you ever catch

00:13:02.780 view-biding

00:13:03.220 leave

00:13:04.000 never watch myself again

00:13:05.400 oh i got

00:13:06.060 if y'all

00:13:06.460 that's just the beginning

00:13:07.540 i got so much to rip out

00:13:08.980 we gonna start off

00:13:10.400 with the most pressing manner

00:13:11.540 chat who's he talking about

00:13:12.580 the most pressing manner

00:13:13.860 the most pressing manner

00:13:15.620 most important thing i can say

00:13:20.100 most important

00:13:21.700 more important than anything

00:13:22.840 y'all can all leave the stream

00:13:24.000 after this

00:13:24.420 i don't care

00:13:25.100 if this is the last thing i say

00:13:27.100 god strike me down

00:13:28.940 after this

00:13:30.380 free palestine

00:13:32.560 let's go

00:13:33.400 free palestine

00:13:34.860 yes

00:13:35.480 free them of the suppression

00:13:37.380 and the genocide

00:13:38.160 that they are under

00:13:39.180 yes

00:13:39.920 free them

00:13:40.860 free the children

00:13:42.120 who are getting murdered

00:13:43.120 every single day

00:13:44.420 in fucking cold blood

00:13:45.680 and getting slaughtered

00:13:46.800 and nobody batting a damn eye

00:13:48.880 free palestine chat

00:13:49.980 free the fathers

00:13:50.920 who have to bury their children

00:13:52.940 free the mothers

00:13:53.800 who can't even take care

00:13:55.500 of their children

00:13:56.060 because they don't have

00:13:56.540 the resources or food

00:13:57.560 to take care of their own children

00:13:59.080 free palestine

00:14:01.180 we're gonna do something big

00:14:02.940 together

00:14:04.660 in contributing

00:14:06.560 to the funds of palestine

00:14:08.680 and helping the cause

00:14:09.640 in pholestine

00:14:10.600 let's go

00:14:11.180 which is a

00:14:11.540 it didn't start

00:14:12.600 in no damn october of 2023

00:14:14.820 it's been going on since

00:14:16.180 1948

00:14:16.860 since before you were

00:14:17.660 motherfucking born

00:14:18.560 take me back to 1948

00:14:20.280 I ain't got no

00:14:25.680 corporations

00:14:27.320 or no businesses

00:14:28.940 or no fucking fake ass

00:14:30.780 social media personalities

00:14:31.980 I'm scared of not

00:14:32.980 working with me

00:14:33.980 talking to me

00:14:34.560 or anything

00:14:35.100 by speaking my fucking truth

00:14:37.220 free palestine

00:14:38.440 and remember everybody

00:14:39.820 free palestine

00:14:40.900 and then I fucking died

00:14:43.380 busy taught me

00:14:45.160 the hardest thing

00:14:47.860 I had to go through

00:14:48.940 during my own hell

00:14:50.400 and misery

00:14:51.040 that I've been in

00:14:52.120 is I'm over here

00:14:53.220 depressed

00:14:53.840 I'm over here

00:14:54.980 literally trying to

00:14:56.360 take my own life

00:14:57.540 literally tried

00:14:58.840 literally got sent

00:15:00.300 to the hospital

00:15:01.060 while my people

00:15:02.040 in palestine

00:15:02.720 are fucking suffering

00:15:03.680 just to fucking breathe

00:15:05.160 just to live

00:15:06.820 and I'm over here

00:15:08.480 crying about

00:15:09.060 my first world problems

00:15:10.600 it's a damn shame

00:15:13.300 and that was the

00:15:13.800 hardest thing

00:15:14.320 of the depression

00:15:15.120 that was the

00:15:16.040 hardest thing

00:15:16.500 of the depression

00:15:17.220 and if you don't

00:15:18.780 stand with

00:15:19.500 or resonate

00:15:20.520 or agree with

00:15:21.340 what I said

00:15:21.940 motherfuck you

00:15:23.520 and fuck your way out

00:15:24.740 go watch any

00:15:25.600 but any of these

00:15:26.440 other fake ass

00:15:27.280 social media

00:15:27.840 personalities

00:15:28.500 that y'all follow

00:15:29.260 get the fuck

00:15:30.480 out of here

00:15:31.080 he's back

00:15:35.360 man

00:15:38.760 look at this

00:15:40.080 chat

00:15:40.520 how do I even

00:15:41.520 how do I even

00:15:42.180 start shouting

00:15:42.760 out

00:15:42.960 how do I even

00:15:43.700 start shouting

00:15:44.160 anybody out

00:15:44.960 remember who

00:15:48.480 was silent

00:15:49.000 in this time

00:15:49.580 oh my god

00:15:58.900 where do we

00:15:59.380 even start

00:16:00.180 turn it up

00:16:01.120 turn it up

00:16:01.960 miss Q

00:16:02.920 Yusuf Mayala

00:16:03.660 make it easy

00:16:04.400 for you

00:16:04.800 and free

00:16:05.180 Palestine

00:16:05.720 as always

00:16:06.840 yo

00:16:08.500 while I was

00:16:10.340 going to

00:16:10.640 shout out

00:16:10.960 thank you for

00:16:13.160 coming back

00:16:13.980 can we get a

00:16:15.040 free Palestine

00:16:15.740 stream with

00:16:16.760 Nick Fuentes

00:16:17.420 and Sneeko

00:16:18.180 it would be

00:16:18.800 awesome

00:16:19.300 run it up

00:16:21.740 run it up

00:16:22.780 run with it

00:16:23.500 free Palestine

00:16:24.620 free Palestine

00:16:26.460 baby

00:16:26.900 listen

00:16:27.640 let's go

00:16:28.400 I don't even

00:16:28.820 know where to

00:16:29.200 start

00:16:29.480 I don't even

00:16:29.820 know where to

00:16:30.080 begin

00:16:30.460 as I said

00:16:32.200 in my discord

00:16:32.740 I'm gonna read

00:16:33.280 y'all the message

00:16:33.900 that I sent

00:16:34.560 oh I can't

00:16:35.380 there's no way

00:16:35.780 I'm gonna be

00:16:36.060 able to find it

00:16:36.540 right now

00:16:36.980 I sent a message

00:16:38.360 to my discord

00:16:39.240 and shout out

00:16:40.620 to all these

00:16:40.980 subscriptions

00:16:41.620 fam

00:16:42.260 shout out

00:16:43.320 to all these

00:16:43.680 subscriptions

00:16:44.260 I was gonna

00:16:44.780 literally put a

00:16:45.580 goal on the top

00:16:46.480 for a hundred

00:16:47.060 subscriptions

00:16:47.680 we had a hundred

00:16:48.260 and twenty four

00:16:48.900 I fuck with

00:16:49.480 y'all

00:16:49.900 thank you

00:16:51.260 Deem with the

00:16:53.080 twenty five

00:16:53.580 gifted

00:16:54.020 shout out

00:16:54.900 Nadeem

00:16:55.380 he's a fucking

00:16:56.300 real one man

00:16:57.200 is this man

00:16:57.860 Nadeem's back

00:16:59.000 hell I put this

00:16:59.840 man through

00:17:00.500 in the misery

00:17:01.420 and hell that

00:17:01.940 I've been on

00:17:02.540 but he's stood

00:17:03.260 by my side

00:17:04.040 never left

00:17:04.680 and has been

00:17:05.140 here every single

00:17:05.980 day waiting

00:17:06.640 for this moment

00:17:07.320 shout out

00:17:13.180 c-bones

00:17:13.960 shout out

00:17:14.520 c-bones

00:17:15.140 alright

00:17:16.000 um

00:17:18.160 I wanna start

00:17:19.940 off by saying

00:17:20.660 this

00:17:21.160 in the

00:17:23.960 calmest manner

00:17:24.740 in the calmest

00:17:25.500 manner

00:17:25.800 like listen

00:17:26.400 like real talk

00:17:27.120 Wallahi

00:17:27.660 where's my

00:17:28.220 cafe

00:17:28.680 I'm gonna

00:17:29.460 say this right

00:17:30.320 here

00:17:30.900 hey shout out

00:17:31.400 kingstyle

00:17:31.860 shout out

00:17:32.160 Mohammed the

00:17:32.640 dream

00:17:32.980 subscribing

00:17:33.820 I appreciate

00:17:34.380 y'all

00:17:34.600 we need to

00:17:34.860 put a sub

00:17:35.220 counter on

00:17:35.620 the screen

00:17:37.320 this is day

00:17:39.600 zero

00:17:40.060 okay

00:17:41.160 this ain't even

00:17:41.580 day one

00:17:42.160 the way

00:17:43.260 sneeko talked

00:17:44.080 me into it

00:17:44.720 today when we

00:17:45.300 were talking

00:17:45.740 on the phone

00:17:46.360 fuck you

00:17:47.140 sneeko

00:17:47.480 I got a lot

00:17:48.020 of grievances

00:17:48.520 to air out

00:17:49.120 with you

00:17:49.420 by the way

00:17:50.040 that I

00:17:50.660 didn't get

00:17:51.000 to say

00:17:51.300 while we

00:17:51.660 were on

00:17:51.880 the phone

00:17:52.340 I'll talk

00:17:53.020 to you

00:17:53.200 on this

00:17:53.500 stream

00:17:53.740 and area

00:17:54.120 I sat

00:17:54.500 about it

00:17:54.960 talking about

00:17:55.800 I posted

00:17:56.320 my suicidal

00:17:56.940 post

00:17:57.320 and you

00:17:57.560 gonna post

00:17:57.940 a post

00:17:58.280 depression

00:17:58.660 is for

00:17:58.980 pussies

00:17:59.320 or something

00:17:59.680 like that

00:18:00.260 what

00:18:00.680 depression

00:18:01.780 ain't real

00:18:02.280 is for

00:18:02.520 man

00:18:03.220 man

00:18:03.920 just

00:18:04.100 oh

00:18:04.860 you fucking

00:18:06.160 sneaky

00:18:06.720 motherfucker

00:18:07.420 like

00:18:08.380 oh

00:18:09.060 I wasn't

00:18:09.560 talking about

00:18:10.080 him

00:18:10.540 I wasn't

00:18:12.740 talking about

00:18:13.320 him

00:18:13.500 I wasn't

00:18:14.840 talking about

00:18:15.380 you

00:18:15.620 bitch

00:18:16.220 anyways

00:18:19.200 it's

00:18:20.740 nico

00:18:21.060 we ain't

00:18:21.940 done

00:18:22.280 I miss

00:18:23.060 your

00:18:23.220 fucking

00:18:23.520 patio

00:18:23.920 I miss

00:18:24.480 you

00:18:24.700 dog

00:18:25.060 there's

00:18:25.500 so

00:18:25.640 many

00:18:25.780 people

00:18:26.000 I

00:18:26.120 gotta

00:18:26.260 shout

00:18:26.580 out

00:18:26.760 and

00:18:26.920 thank

00:18:27.240 during

00:18:27.540 this

00:18:27.780 stream

00:18:28.180 um

00:18:29.320 a random

00:18:30.020 one right

00:18:30.400 now

00:18:30.560 shout

00:18:30.780 out

00:18:30.940 breezy

00:18:31.360 shout

00:18:31.920 out

00:18:32.040 a breezy

00:18:32.660 from

00:18:33.000 from

00:18:33.020 my

00:18:33.180 heart

00:18:33.400 out

00:18:33.700 of

00:18:33.820 breezy

00:18:34.360 that boy

00:18:34.560 simba

00:18:35.020 crazy

00:18:35.500 well maybe

00:18:36.700 it worked

00:18:37.140 chat

00:18:37.460 cause who's

00:18:38.180 back

00:18:38.440 hey

00:18:38.980 hey

00:18:39.220 I said

00:18:39.580 depression

00:18:39.940 for pussies

00:18:40.620 who came

00:18:41.040 back

00:18:41.360 bro

00:18:41.620 a year

00:18:42.380 of the sympathy

00:18:42.900 didn't work

00:18:43.580 a year

00:18:44.760 of oh

00:18:45.120 if we're

00:18:45.500 gonna come

00:18:45.880 better

00:18:46.080 it doesn't

00:18:46.700 work man

00:18:47.320 you gotta

00:18:47.820 man up

00:18:48.540 gifted

00:18:49.540 seven subs

00:18:50.380 appreciate

00:18:50.780 you dookie

00:18:51.540 alright

00:18:51.920 listen to

00:18:52.320 this

00:18:52.680 like I

00:18:54.660 said

00:18:54.980 this is

00:18:55.800 gonna be

00:18:56.160 a journey

00:18:56.540 this is

00:18:56.880 day zero

00:18:57.280 the way

00:18:57.700 sneeko

00:18:58.200 got me

00:18:59.160 to do

00:18:59.520 it

00:18:59.720 earlier

00:19:00.100 he said

00:19:01.220 free

00:19:02.220 palestine

00:19:03.100 d

00:19:03.700 e

00:19:04.320 o

00:19:04.880 k

00:19:05.380 expose

00:19:08.960 those

00:19:09.560 fraud

00:19:09.920 hey

00:19:10.080 shout

00:19:10.280 out

00:19:10.460 quick

00:19:10.840 free

00:19:11.220 palestine

00:19:11.940 sneeko

00:19:13.260 said

00:19:13.500 ready

00:19:13.880 no no

00:19:15.040 go ahead

00:19:15.300 go ahead

00:19:15.540 go

00:19:15.640 but he

00:19:16.700 earlier

00:19:17.320 he said

00:19:18.000 I said

00:19:18.860 going for

00:19:19.320 the run

00:19:19.700 starting to

00:19:20.180 get so

00:19:20.560 fucking

00:19:20.880 nervous

00:19:21.200 he said

00:19:21.880 it's

00:19:22.800 damn

00:19:23.560 shout

00:19:24.160 out

00:19:24.480 discod

00:19:25.000 and w

00:19:25.540 fool

00:19:25.940 cg7

00:19:26.840 hey

00:19:27.100 shout

00:19:27.280 out

00:19:27.460 blue

00:19:27.720 blue

00:19:28.120 easy

00:19:28.560 shout

00:19:28.900 out

00:19:29.100 discod

00:19:29.660 legends

00:19:30.360 never

00:19:30.660 die

00:19:31.080 so

00:19:32.000 sneeko

00:19:32.420 said

00:19:32.900 it's

00:19:33.540 just

00:19:33.820 the

00:19:34.040 warm

00:19:34.380 up

00:19:34.860 there's

00:19:35.180 literally

00:19:35.520 no

00:19:35.800 pressure

00:19:36.280 it's

00:19:36.960 foreplay

00:19:37.600 she's

00:19:38.180 barely

00:19:38.480 even

00:19:38.780 wet

00:19:39.620 and I

00:19:40.360 got

00:19:40.680 what he

00:19:41.020 meant

00:19:41.240 by that

00:19:41.660 but then

00:19:41.900 I had

00:19:42.140 to call

00:19:42.540 him

00:19:42.780 I had

00:19:43.300 to call

00:19:43.600 him

00:19:43.720 real

00:19:43.880 quick

00:19:44.100 and I

00:19:44.320 said

00:19:44.480 sneeko

00:19:44.960 but I

00:19:45.640 suffer

00:19:45.900 from

00:19:46.180 severe

00:19:46.560 premature

00:19:47.040 ejaculation

00:19:47.940 so I

00:19:48.780 literally

00:19:49.200 I can't

00:19:49.920 foreplay

00:19:50.460 he goes

00:19:51.200 you mean

00:19:51.580 you finish

00:19:51.980 while kissing

00:19:52.600 and I

00:19:53.180 said

00:19:53.300 well I

00:19:53.620 can

00:19:54.020 he said

00:19:54.600 alright

00:19:54.880 then

00:19:55.240 you're

00:19:55.640 at the

00:19:55.920 hug

00:19:56.180 stage

00:19:56.720 you're

00:19:57.160 just

00:19:57.280 giving

00:19:57.480 a

00:19:57.640 hug

00:19:57.840 right

00:19:58.060 now

00:19:58.380 so

00:19:58.840 all

00:19:59.140 I'm

00:19:59.320 doing

00:19:59.560 to

00:19:59.740 y'all

00:19:59.960 right

00:20:00.180 now

00:20:00.480 for the

00:20:00.780 people

00:20:00.960 who are

00:20:01.140 here

00:20:01.340 is

00:20:01.580 giving

00:20:01.780 y'all

00:20:02.020 a

00:20:02.180 hug

00:20:02.440 I'm

00:20:02.940 saying

00:20:03.200 like

00:20:03.520 you know

00:20:03.940 that

00:20:04.080 friend

00:20:04.400 who

00:20:04.580 that

00:20:04.860 uncle

00:20:05.180 who

00:20:05.360 you

00:20:05.460 haven't

00:20:05.700 seen

00:20:05.900 in

00:20:06.040 hella

00:20:06.180 years

00:20:06.480 comes

00:20:06.760 back

00:20:07.200 has

00:20:07.620 a

00:20:07.760 cigarette

00:20:08.020 in

00:20:08.180 his

00:20:08.320 mouth

00:20:08.580 and he

00:20:08.800 shows up

00:20:09.340 to the

00:20:09.580 party

00:20:09.840 like

00:20:10.080 nothing

00:20:10.420 you don't

00:20:11.240 know

00:20:11.460 where

00:20:11.700 he's

00:20:11.980 been

00:20:12.340 what

00:20:12.840 trapping

00:20:13.460 he's

00:20:13.700 been

00:20:13.880 doing

00:20:14.240 what

00:20:14.820 women

00:20:15.180 he's

00:20:26.720 so

00:20:26.840 listen

00:20:27.140 I

00:20:27.580 need

00:20:27.780 your

00:20:27.920 cooperation

00:20:28.620 I

00:20:29.200 need

00:20:29.360 y'all

00:20:29.520 to

00:20:29.660 work

00:20:29.920 with

00:20:30.100 me

00:20:30.300 this

00:20:30.740 is

00:20:30.840 going

00:20:30.920 to

00:20:30.960 be

00:20:31.060 a

00:20:31.180 slow

00:20:31.460 burn

00:20:31.940 we

00:20:32.740 won't

00:20:32.940 get

00:20:33.160 there

00:20:33.460 I

00:20:33.940 know

00:20:34.080 what

00:20:34.220 everyone's

00:20:34.600 expecting

00:20:35.040 I

00:20:35.280 know

00:20:35.400 what

00:20:35.500 everyone

00:20:35.760 wants

00:20:36.260 I'm

00:20:36.700 not

00:20:36.840 going

00:20:36.940 to

00:20:37.020 give

00:20:37.160 you

00:20:37.240 that

00:20:37.420 cringy

00:20:37.980 no

00:20:38.260 bullshit

00:20:38.800 what

00:20:39.600 the

00:20:39.780 IRL

00:20:40.220 world

00:20:40.680 has

00:20:40.960 become

00:20:41.500 yeah

00:20:42.460 cook

00:20:43.080 but I

00:20:47.320 know

00:20:47.500 everybody

00:20:47.940 wants

00:20:48.280 the

00:20:48.460 G7

00:20:48.920 24

00:20:49.340 7

00:20:49.740 IRL

00:20:50.200 era

00:20:50.480 to

00:20:50.680 come

00:20:50.900 back

00:20:51.220 you

00:20:52.020 gonna

00:20:52.200 slide

00:20:52.600 for

00:20:52.820 Neon

00:20:53.080 and

00:20:53.320 slap

00:20:53.640 Jack

00:20:53.980 Doherty

00:20:54.480 again

00:20:54.980 IRL

00:20:55.900 part

00:20:56.240 two

00:20:56.620 in

00:20:56.820 Miami

00:20:57.200 with

00:20:57.460 the

00:20:57.600 sneaker

00:20:58.000 the

00:20:58.300 guy

00:20:58.620 who

00:20:58.840 watches

00:20:59.180 his

00:20:59.440 girlfriend

00:20:59.820 get

00:21:00.180 smashed

00:21:00.660 his

00:21:00.900 80

00:21:01.240 day

00:21:01.520 sap

00:21:01.900 all right

00:21:03.260 I ain't

00:21:04.140 gonna be

00:21:04.420 the one

00:21:04.700 to

00:21:04.860 slap

00:21:05.200 Jack

00:21:05.560 I'm

00:21:06.580 like

00:21:06.780 I'm

00:21:06.940 a

00:21:07.060 grown

00:21:07.260 man

00:21:07.640 I gotta

00:21:08.120 act

00:21:08.460 like

00:21:08.660 such

00:21:09.060 I gotta

00:21:09.560 act

00:21:09.860 my age

00:21:10.340 now

00:21:10.680 and I

00:21:11.660 realize

00:21:12.700 now

00:21:13.080 the

00:21:13.260 generational

00:21:13.780 gap

00:21:14.140 between

00:21:14.440 us

00:21:14.640 we're

00:21:14.820 gonna

00:21:14.900 dissect

00:21:15.560 the

00:21:16.240 cringiness

00:21:16.800 of the

00:21:17.280 G7

00:21:17.720 era

00:21:18.080 and

00:21:18.620 how I

00:21:19.060 was

00:21:19.180 acting

00:21:19.500 and

00:21:19.620 everything

00:21:19.900 but

00:21:20.580 am

00:21:20.700 I

00:21:20.840 gonna

00:21:21.000 be

00:21:21.180 behind

00:21:21.620 Neon

00:21:22.140 as

00:21:22.980 he

00:21:23.160 slaps

00:21:23.460 the

00:21:23.640 fuck

00:21:23.840 out

00:21:23.980 of

00:21:24.100 Jack

00:21:24.360 I'll

00:21:24.720 be

00:21:24.820 there

00:21:25.060 I'll

00:21:25.640 be

00:21:25.760 there

00:21:26.020 I'll

00:21:27.460 give

00:21:27.580 him

00:21:27.680 the

00:21:27.800 talking

00:21:28.040 he

00:21:28.240 needs

00:21:28.440 in

00:21:28.560 his

00:21:28.700 ear

00:21:28.940 I'll

00:21:29.380 tell him

00:21:30.820 he's

00:21:30.940 the

00:21:31.040 man

00:21:31.320 I'll

00:21:31.740 tell him

00:21:32.380 what

00:21:32.500 he

00:21:32.600 needs

00:21:32.780 to

00:21:32.920 hear

00:21:33.080 to

00:21:33.220 give

00:21:33.420 him

00:21:33.660 the

00:21:33.840 strength

00:21:34.220 to

00:21:34.880 thus

00:21:35.340 smack

00:21:36.080 the

00:21:36.300 fuck

00:21:36.560 out

00:21:36.800 of

00:21:36.920 his

00:21:37.100 arch

00:21:37.400 nemesis

00:21:38.040 you know

00:21:38.820 it's

00:21:39.420 never

00:21:39.660 easy

00:21:39.980 when

00:21:40.180 two

00:21:40.400 dwarfs

00:21:40.960 are

00:21:49.180 I

00:21:49.320 only

00:21:49.440 have

00:21:49.560 three

00:21:49.720 months

00:21:49.920 of

00:21:50.040 training

00:21:50.300 so

00:21:50.520 fuck

00:21:50.900 y'all

00:21:51.140 I

00:21:51.260 still

00:21:51.460 stepped

00:21:51.680 in

00:21:51.880 the

00:21:51.960 ring

00:21:52.520 broke

00:21:52.820 my

00:21:52.980 nose

00:21:53.160 three

00:21:53.440 times

00:21:53.880 to

00:21:54.160 do

00:21:54.340 that

00:21:54.540 shit

00:21:54.840 it's

00:21:55.260 not

00:21:55.400 balls

00:21:55.920 when

00:21:56.700 two

00:21:56.880 dwarfs

00:21:57.260 are

00:21:57.360 fighting

00:21:57.780 it was

00:21:58.320 just

00:21:58.420 a

00:22:19.180 like

00:22:19.280 you

00:22:19.620 guys

00:22:19.820 watch

00:22:20.120 real

00:22:20.480 bros

00:22:20.880 of

00:22:21.020 Simi

00:22:21.360 Valley

00:22:21.720 with

00:22:22.400 Jimmy

00:22:22.600 Tatro

00:22:23.040 when

00:22:23.620 the

00:22:23.740 bros

00:22:24.360 were

00:22:24.480 fighting

00:22:24.840 they're

00:22:25.040 like

00:22:25.160 come

00:22:25.320 at

00:22:25.460 me

00:22:25.600 like

00:22:25.860 basically

00:22:26.540 like

00:22:26.800 when

00:22:26.940 two

00:22:27.140 people

00:22:27.400 are

00:22:27.560 fighting

00:22:27.960 and

00:22:28.340 it's

00:22:28.480 like

00:22:28.740 don't

00:22:29.360 go

00:22:29.580 hold me

00:22:30.760 back

00:22:31.060 cuz

00:22:31.340 hold me

00:22:31.760 back

00:22:32.080 and

00:22:32.280 there's

00:22:32.540 nobody

00:22:33.020 holding

00:22:33.380 them

00:22:33.580 back

00:22:33.900 and

00:22:34.020 it's

00:22:34.140 like

00:22:34.300 hold

00:22:34.560 me

00:22:34.740 back

00:22:35.040 cuz

00:22:35.440 hold

00:22:35.880 me

00:22:36.020 back

00:22:36.220 I

00:22:36.360 swear

00:22:36.580 to

00:22:36.700 God

00:22:36.880 and

00:22:37.060 after

00:22:37.340 like

00:22:37.840 I

00:22:38.060 whooped

00:22:38.360 that

00:22:38.520 motherfucker's

00:22:39.280 ass

00:22:39.700 that's

00:22:40.400 what

00:22:40.500 it's

00:22:40.680 like

00:22:41.020 when

00:22:42.020 two

00:22:42.320 of

00:22:42.440 them

00:22:42.560 are

00:22:42.680 going

00:22:42.900 at

00:22:43.160 it

00:22:43.480 Eddie

00:22:44.700 gifted

00:22:44.980 100

00:22:45.320 Eddie

00:22:46.340 Eddie

00:22:47.480 okay

00:22:48.000 here we

00:22:48.280 go

00:22:48.540 say

00:22:48.840 let me

00:22:49.740 take a

00:22:50.280 pause

00:22:50.540 on my

00:22:50.800 rant

00:22:51.080 real quick

00:22:51.680 let me

00:22:53.600 take

00:22:53.960 a

00:22:54.560 pause

00:22:55.540 on my

00:22:55.780 rant

00:22:56.020 real quick

00:22:56.540 and

00:22:56.700 thank you

00:22:57.160 somebody

00:22:57.360 said

00:22:57.560 the

00:22:57.700 bots

00:22:57.920 wore

00:22:58.160 off

00:22:58.460 bitch

00:22:58.980 that's

00:22:59.880 proof

00:23:00.160 that

00:23:00.360 there

00:23:00.520 were

00:23:00.740 no

00:23:00.940 bots

00:23:01.260 there

00:23:01.440 was

00:23:01.580 real

00:23:01.880 25,000

00:23:02.720 motherfucking

00:23:03.240 people

00:23:03.540 in here

00:23:04.060 and I

00:23:04.580 knew

00:23:04.700 those

00:23:04.920 people

00:23:05.160 weren't

00:23:05.400 gonna

00:23:05.540 stay

00:23:05.840 and

00:23:05.960 that's

00:23:06.140 why

00:23:06.220 I

00:23:06.320 said

00:23:06.460 for

00:23:06.600 the

00:23:06.720 people

00:23:06.940 who

00:23:07.180 are

00:23:07.460 gonna

00:23:07.680 stay

00:23:08.180 and

00:23:08.840 nurture

00:23:09.160 this

00:23:09.480 journey

00:23:09.780 with

00:23:10.040 me

00:23:10.280 are

00:23:10.760 they

00:23:10.900 gonna

00:23:11.120 be

00:23:11.320 back

00:23:11.600 when I

00:23:11.840 start

00:23:12.040 doing

00:23:12.240 the

00:23:12.380 IRL

00:23:12.740 shit

00:23:13.000 and start

00:23:13.300 doing

00:23:13.500 everything

00:23:13.860 of course

00:23:14.800 that's

00:23:15.060 how the

00:23:15.280 internet

00:23:15.480 works

00:23:15.940 and I

00:23:16.180 get

00:23:16.340 what

00:23:16.460 everybody

00:23:16.740 wants

00:23:17.080 this

00:23:17.300 stream

00:23:17.560 isn't

00:23:17.780 for

00:23:17.940 everybody

00:23:18.380 I

00:23:18.880 gave

00:23:19.180 them

00:23:19.300 the

00:23:19.440 hug

00:23:19.640 they

00:23:19.800 can

00:23:19.940 leave

00:23:20.180 they

00:23:20.320 have

00:23:20.480 to

00:23:20.600 leave

00:23:20.760 early

00:23:20.980 for

00:23:21.160 the

00:23:21.280 party

00:23:21.500 that's

00:23:21.780 fine

00:23:22.180 I

00:23:23.320 expected

00:23:23.700 200

00:23:24.140 people

00:23:25.020 here

00:23:25.240 I

00:23:25.400 did

00:23:25.920 not

00:23:26.080 expect

00:23:26.360 15

00:23:26.760 I

00:23:27.260 did

00:23:27.520 not

00:23:27.680 I

00:23:27.820 expect

00:23:28.020 200

00:23:28.300 people

00:23:28.520 here

00:23:28.640 but I

00:23:28.860 want to say

00:23:29.060 something to

00:23:29.400 Eddie

00:23:29.540 Eddie

00:23:31.820 I

00:23:31.960 want to say

00:23:32.280 something

00:23:32.600 about you

00:23:33.880 and kick

00:23:35.000 and everything

00:23:35.680 as a whole

00:23:36.320 Eddie

00:23:37.940 you gave me a

00:23:39.460 motherfucking

00:23:39.980 contract

00:23:40.660 fresh out of

00:23:43.000 rehab

00:23:43.400 and you trusted

00:23:44.680 to give me a

00:23:45.340 fucking contract

00:23:46.180 crazy trust

00:23:47.000 he was desperate

00:23:47.520 I tried to

00:23:48.220 come back

00:23:48.920 way too

00:23:50.000 prematurely

00:23:50.920 in the depths

00:23:52.000 of my

00:23:52.280 depression

00:23:52.740 not even

00:23:53.140 understanding

00:23:53.800 the hole

00:23:54.280 that I

00:23:54.580 was in

00:23:55.000 and I

00:23:55.540 tried

00:23:55.820 streaming

00:23:56.300 and it

00:23:58.080 fucking

00:23:58.560 busted

00:23:59.680 like it

00:24:00.220 did not

00:24:00.600 work

00:24:00.980 you

00:24:02.580 didn't

00:24:02.760 ask for

00:24:03.120 no money

00:24:03.500 back

00:24:03.960 you

00:24:04.620 didn't

00:24:04.820 say

00:24:05.040 fuck

00:24:05.420 you

00:24:05.680 here's

00:24:06.020 our

00:24:06.180 lawyers

00:24:06.680 you

00:24:06.980 you

00:24:07.220 not

00:24:07.520 you

00:24:07.720 not

00:24:07.920 following

00:24:08.300 through

00:24:08.580 with

00:24:08.740 your

00:24:08.860 contract

00:24:09.500 fuck

00:24:09.860 you

00:24:10.060 this

00:24:10.340 and

00:24:10.480 this

00:24:10.780 you

00:24:11.380 didn't

00:24:11.640 condemn

00:24:12.100 me

00:24:12.420 you

00:24:12.820 didn't

00:24:13.200 have

00:24:13.560 Aiden

00:24:13.900 hit me

00:24:14.240 up

00:24:14.400 to be

00:24:14.600 like

00:24:14.760 why

00:24:14.940 the

00:24:15.120 fuck

00:24:15.320 did

00:24:15.480 you

00:24:15.600 tell

00:24:15.840 us

00:24:16.040 to

00:24:16.360 give

00:24:16.940 that

00:24:17.320 fraud

00:24:18.320 contract

00:24:19.200 you

00:24:20.540 encouraged

00:24:21.100 me

00:24:21.440 you

00:24:21.840 supported

00:24:22.320 me

00:24:22.640 you

00:24:23.000 told

00:24:23.180 me

00:24:23.300 to

00:24:23.420 take

00:24:23.640 all

00:24:23.900 the

00:24:24.060 time

00:24:24.300 I

00:24:24.460 needed

00:24:24.700 you

00:24:25.160 said

00:24:25.380 you'll

00:24:25.600 be

00:24:25.880 here

00:24:26.260 like

00:24:26.840 whenever

00:24:27.220 I

00:24:27.440 decided

00:24:27.780 to

00:24:27.960 come

00:24:28.160 back

00:24:28.500 if

00:24:28.900 I

00:24:29.180 even

00:24:29.600 decided

00:24:30.040 to

00:24:30.260 come

00:24:30.460 back

00:24:30.860 and

00:24:31.320 you

00:24:31.500 truly

00:24:32.100 truly

00:24:33.700 truly

00:24:34.060 truly

00:24:34.420 believed

00:24:34.880 in me

00:24:35.160 and supported

00:24:35.680 me

00:24:35.880 to get

00:24:36.200 to this

00:24:36.540 point

00:24:36.920 and

00:24:37.500 Eddie

00:24:37.860 I'm

00:24:39.020 I'm

00:24:39.340 not

00:24:39.540 I'm

00:24:40.000 that's

00:24:40.360 not

00:24:40.540 forgotten

00:24:41.060 I

00:24:41.740 haven't

00:24:42.000 forgot

00:24:42.340 that

00:24:42.760 I

00:24:43.260 know

00:24:43.460 where

00:24:43.640 I

00:24:43.840 know

00:24:44.080 what

00:24:44.320 I

00:24:44.480 owe

00:24:44.720 you

00:24:44.900 I

00:24:45.100 know

00:24:45.260 where

00:24:45.400 we

00:24:45.580 stand

00:24:46.080 and

00:24:46.880 inshallah

00:24:47.360 I'm

00:24:47.740 able

00:24:47.860 to

00:24:48.000 give

00:24:48.120 that

00:24:48.260 back

00:24:48.540 to

00:24:48.680 you

00:24:48.760 inshallah

00:24:49.200 this

00:24:49.940 is

00:24:50.100 literally

00:24:50.420 going

00:24:50.640 to

00:24:50.700 be

00:24:50.820 a

00:24:50.960 journey

00:24:51.280 this

00:24:51.600 is

00:24:51.740 literally

00:24:52.020 day

00:24:52.300 zero

00:24:52.620 Eddie

00:24:52.880 I'm

00:24:53.800 ready

00:24:54.060 like

00:24:54.320 I

00:24:54.500 don't

00:24:54.620 know

00:24:54.780 where

00:24:54.940 we're

00:24:55.120 gonna

00:24:55.260 go

00:24:55.560 I

00:25:15.400 even

00:25:15.600 bat

00:25:15.860 your

00:25:16.020 eye

00:25:16.220 for

00:25:16.380 a

00:25:16.540 second

00:25:16.780 and

00:25:16.940 give

00:25:17.080 me

00:25:17.200 any

00:25:17.520 shit

00:25:17.800 so

00:25:18.420 I

00:25:18.580 appreciate

00:25:18.940 you

00:25:19.260 Eddie

00:25:19.480 you

00:25:19.900 deserve

00:25:20.220 your

00:25:20.420 fucking

00:25:20.700 flowers

00:25:21.100 for

00:25:21.320 that

00:25:21.520 way

00:25:21.760 more

00:25:21.960 than

00:25:22.120 the

00:25:22.260 hundred

00:25:22.440 gifted

00:25:22.760 shout out

00:25:23.180 to

00:25:23.300 Chris

00:25:23.660 bottom

00:25:24.540 of my heart

00:25:25.000 you deserve

00:25:25.420 your

00:25:25.580 flowers

00:25:25.880 for

00:25:26.060 that

00:25:26.240 as a

00:25:26.660 CEO

00:25:27.040 as

00:25:27.560 an

00:25:27.720 owner

00:25:27.960 of

00:25:28.160 this

00:25:28.340 platform

00:25:28.900 the most

00:25:30.760 success

00:25:31.140 in all

00:25:31.520 your

00:25:31.640 endeavors

00:25:31.960 I

00:25:32.160 hope

00:25:32.360 these

00:25:32.560 words

00:25:32.840 get

00:25:33.060 to

00:25:33.240 you

00:25:33.360 I

00:25:33.500 hope

00:25:33.700 you're

00:25:33.840 able

00:25:34.020 to

00:25:34.200 listen

00:25:34.400 to

00:25:34.580 this

00:25:34.780 and I

00:25:34.980 have

00:25:35.960 a

00:25:36.060 talk

00:25:36.300 and I

00:25:36.460 can

00:25:36.600 thank

00:25:36.900 you

00:25:37.200 and I

00:25:37.900 appreciate

00:25:38.300 that

00:25:38.640 Eddie

00:25:38.880 you

00:25:39.480 way

00:25:41.720 better

00:25:41.920 than

00:25:42.100 before

00:25:42.540 you

00:25:43.320 have

00:25:43.500 no

00:25:43.660 idea

00:25:44.100 you

00:25:44.400 have

00:25:44.540 no

00:25:44.660 idea

00:25:44.880 where

00:25:45.040 I

00:25:45.140 was

00:25:45.520 this

00:25:45.780 morning

00:25:46.180 hey

00:25:48.520 shout out

00:25:48.920 not simpid

00:25:49.480 for the

00:25:49.760 one sub

00:25:50.340 I

00:25:50.860 appreciate

00:25:51.260 you

00:25:51.720 literally

00:25:52.380 like

00:25:52.840 you

00:25:53.040 guys

00:25:53.220 would

00:25:53.380 think

00:25:53.620 like

00:25:53.800 oh

00:25:53.980 he's

00:25:54.220 better

00:25:54.460 he's

00:25:54.680 been

00:25:54.800 out

00:25:54.960 of

00:25:55.040 this

00:25:55.160 depression

00:25:55.500 this

00:25:55.760 morning

00:25:56.420 I

00:25:56.600 woke

00:25:56.780 up

00:25:56.980 depressed

00:25:57.580 and I

00:25:58.480 don't

00:25:58.600 know

00:25:58.760 like

00:25:59.000 there's

00:25:59.220 so

00:25:59.400 much

00:25:59.600 I

00:25:59.700 gotta

00:25:59.800 talk

00:26:00.100 about

00:26:00.260 out

00:26:00.420 of

00:26:00.520 nowhere

00:26:00.820 the

00:26:01.060 feeling

00:26:01.340 just

00:26:01.620 came

00:26:01.920 and I

00:26:02.180 said

00:26:02.340 fucking

00:26:02.700 just

00:26:03.000 do

00:26:03.300 it

00:26:03.480 man

00:26:03.880 do

00:26:05.140 my

00:26:05.420 eyes

00:26:05.680 deceive

00:26:06.120 me

00:26:06.540 g7 baby

00:26:07.880 w big foos

00:26:09.820 champagne

00:26:10.820 iraqi was good

00:26:11.940 baby

00:26:12.280 your eyes

00:26:12.860 don't deceive

00:26:13.620 you

00:26:14.000 you are

00:26:15.140 seeing big foos

00:26:16.360 in the flesh

00:26:17.120 you are

00:26:17.960 seeing him

00:26:18.660 love you

00:26:20.760 foosie

00:26:21.380 so glad

00:26:22.340 you are

00:26:22.920 back

00:26:23.380 I hope

00:26:24.240 you are

00:26:24.620 doing well

00:26:25.200 mentally

00:26:25.640 and physically

00:26:26.260 we all

00:26:27.240 love you

00:26:27.920 I

00:26:29.920 appreciate

00:26:30.380 you

00:26:30.680 who

00:26:30.840 said

00:26:31.060 that

00:26:31.280 I

00:26:31.440 didn't

00:26:31.600 get

00:26:31.740 to see

00:26:32.040 who

00:26:32.200 said

00:26:32.460 that

00:26:32.820 but

00:26:33.180 thank

00:26:33.440 you

00:26:33.580 so

00:26:33.780 much

00:26:34.080 we

00:26:34.240 gonna

00:26:34.400 get

00:26:34.620 there

00:26:34.820 we

00:26:34.960 gonna

00:26:35.100 talk

00:26:35.420 about

00:26:35.680 it

00:26:35.880 one

00:26:36.440 day

00:26:36.600 at a

00:26:36.800 time

00:26:36.980 one

00:26:37.200 second

00:26:37.540 at

00:26:37.740 a

00:26:37.820 time

00:26:38.020 man

00:26:38.320 one

00:26:38.840 thing

00:26:39.020 I'm

00:26:39.160 gonna

00:26:39.260 say

00:26:39.460 though

00:26:39.720 about

00:26:40.760 why

00:26:41.420 I

00:26:41.520 decided

00:26:41.860 to

00:26:42.040 go

00:26:42.180 live

00:26:42.480 today

00:26:42.880 like

00:26:43.960 you

00:26:44.160 might

00:26:44.360 be

00:26:45.040 wondering

00:26:45.260 so

00:26:45.460 much

00:26:45.620 positivity

00:26:46.100 because

00:26:47.240 that

00:26:47.440 like

00:26:47.820 ah

00:26:48.700 because

00:26:49.880 we

00:26:50.020 built

00:26:50.200 something

00:26:50.480 real

00:26:50.800 with

00:26:51.020 G7

00:26:51.460 I've

00:26:52.100 had

00:26:57.920 G7

00:26:58.300 era

00:26:58.680 fucking

00:26:59.500 train wreck

00:27:00.120 the fucking

00:27:00.640 hell

00:27:00.900 we

00:27:01.100 back

00:27:01.400 broski

00:27:02.060 my boy

00:27:03.100 Jeff

00:27:03.460 and Saudi

00:27:03.960 told me

00:27:04.540 so you

00:27:04.980 know we

00:27:05.300 have to

00:27:05.660 be here

00:27:06.260 can we

00:27:07.040 get out

00:27:07.600 Jeff

00:27:07.960 7

00:27:08.440 free

00:27:09.180 Palestine

00:27:09.820 hey shout

00:27:10.580 out Jeff

00:27:10.960 7

00:27:11.280 free

00:27:11.560 Palestine

00:27:11.960 baby

00:27:12.460 um

00:27:13.580 one thing

00:27:14.760 I want

00:27:14.980 to say

00:27:15.260 though

00:27:15.660 one thing

00:27:17.880 I want

00:27:18.100 to say

00:27:18.360 though

00:27:18.720 and I

00:27:20.060 said this

00:27:20.540 in my

00:27:20.760 discord

00:27:21.040 message

00:27:21.360 I said

00:27:21.620 you guys

00:27:21.860 are gonna

00:27:22.020 have to

00:27:22.300 help me

00:27:22.640 because

00:27:22.780 there's

00:27:22.960 such a

00:27:23.320 story

00:27:23.620 I have

00:27:23.900 to tell

00:27:24.320 literally

00:27:24.880 I have

00:27:25.500 to go

00:27:25.800 back

00:27:26.100 tell before

00:27:26.800 the stream

00:27:27.320 in January

00:27:27.920 to tell

00:27:28.280 you what

00:27:28.480 the fuck

00:27:28.780 I did

00:27:29.240 how I

00:27:30.020 fucked up

00:27:30.500 my brain

00:27:31.040 and why

00:27:31.400 I now

00:27:31.640 have

00:27:31.860 cognitive

00:27:32.300 memory

00:27:32.940 like issues

00:27:34.380 and I

00:27:34.900 don't talk

00:27:35.400 as fluently

00:27:35.980 and eloquently

00:27:36.620 as I

00:27:37.040 once did

00:27:37.620 we're gonna

00:27:38.380 get there

00:27:38.880 we're gonna

00:27:39.200 talk about

00:27:39.660 everything

00:27:40.040 it's a

00:27:40.360 fucking

00:27:40.760 crazy

00:27:41.180 story

00:27:41.760 it's

00:27:42.420 great

00:27:42.680 to see

00:27:43.100 you

00:27:43.320 back

00:27:43.740 brother

00:27:44.220 thank you

00:27:44.740 brother

00:27:44.960 G7

00:27:45.180 2024

00:27:45.700 takeover

00:27:46.840 oh we

00:27:47.340 taking

00:27:47.600 over

00:27:47.920 we

00:27:48.340 taking

00:27:48.760 fucking

00:27:49.320 we

00:27:49.940 taking

00:27:50.480 over

00:27:51.000 take

00:27:53.100 off the

00:27:53.400 glasses

00:27:53.700 we need to

00:27:54.120 see if

00:27:54.380 you're not

00:27:54.600 this is

00:27:54.940 gonna be

00:27:55.160 a fun

00:27:55.440 summer

00:27:55.780 chat

00:27:56.000 it's gonna

00:27:57.400 be a fun

00:27:57.740 summer

00:27:58.020 I'm not

00:27:58.360 ready to

00:27:58.700 give y'all

00:27:59.080 that energy

00:27:59.520 to look

00:27:59.860 into my

00:28:00.260 eyes yet

00:28:00.700 so I'm

00:28:01.020 gonna put

00:28:01.160 my energy

00:28:01.580 blockers

00:28:02.000 on I'm

00:28:02.340 protecting

00:28:02.700 my energy

00:28:03.240 all fucking

00:28:03.900 2024

00:28:04.340 and the rest

00:28:04.940 of my

00:28:05.160 life

00:28:05.480 I've been

00:28:06.140 isolated here

00:28:06.860 by myself

00:28:07.400 for a

00:28:07.740 goddamn

00:28:08.020 year

00:28:08.460 not letting

00:28:09.180 any energy

00:28:09.820 in so I

00:28:10.500 ain't letting

00:28:10.940 anybody get

00:28:11.520 into this

00:28:11.900 energy right

00:28:12.440 now so you

00:28:12.860 ain't looking

00:28:13.200 at my

00:28:13.440 goddamn

00:28:13.800 eyes

00:28:14.380 energy's

00:28:15.820 real

00:28:16.180 why I

00:28:18.000 decided

00:28:18.320 today

00:28:18.780 I'm gonna

00:28:20.600 tell you

00:28:20.860 all this

00:28:21.280 and I've

00:28:22.660 said this

00:28:22.920 before

00:28:23.360 but I

00:28:24.080 mean this

00:28:24.460 so fucking

00:28:25.040 adamantly

00:28:25.680 and I'm

00:28:26.580 literally

00:28:26.940 when I

00:28:27.260 become

00:28:27.680 one of the

00:28:28.940 world's

00:28:29.220 most renowned

00:28:29.720 motivational

00:28:30.280 speakers and

00:28:30.960 mental health

00:28:31.440 advocates in

00:28:32.120 the world

00:28:32.500 by telling

00:28:32.960 my story

00:28:33.640 the literal

00:28:34.940 thesis statement

00:28:35.980 to everything

00:28:36.580 I'm saying

00:28:37.220 is going

00:28:37.640 to be

00:28:38.220 nobody

00:28:39.520 is coming

00:28:40.880 to fucking

00:28:41.980 save you

00:28:43.140 that's why

00:28:44.160 I said

00:28:44.320 depression's

00:28:44.740 gay

00:28:44.920 let me say

00:28:45.620 that again

00:28:46.240 so it

00:28:46.700 fucking

00:28:47.120 lands

00:28:47.700 and I

00:28:48.300 know guys

00:28:49.060 this isn't

00:28:49.700 a stream

00:28:50.160 that like

00:28:50.680 I'm gonna

00:28:51.340 let all

00:28:51.800 you guys

00:28:52.220 know right

00:28:52.620 now the

00:28:52.960 real is

00:28:53.520 back this

00:28:54.040 ain't gonna

00:28:54.360 be I'm

00:28:54.760 not here

00:28:55.320 clip farming

00:28:56.160 I'm not

00:28:57.680 here doing

00:28:58.280 social media

00:28:59.040 bullshit to

00:28:59.820 get y'all's

00:29:00.340 attention and

00:29:00.920 get clout I

00:29:01.540 don't need

00:29:02.100 that my

00:29:03.160 clout never

00:29:03.800 dies I

00:29:05.240 I was

00:29:06.440 birthed 2011

00:29:07.580 on social

00:29:08.580 media and

00:29:09.060 I'm still

00:29:09.520 here leaving

00:29:10.980 coming back

00:29:11.480 whatever I

00:29:11.840 don't need

00:29:12.320 clout I

00:29:12.740 don't need

00:29:13.000 clip farming

00:29:13.700 suck my

00:29:14.680 dick and

00:29:15.580 your clips

00:29:16.280 literally

00:29:17.200 this is

00:29:18.500 gonna be

00:29:18.720 a real

00:29:19.140 stream

00:29:19.560 and I

00:29:19.880 guarantee

00:29:20.320 you I'm

00:29:20.740 gonna attract

00:29:21.180 the right

00:29:21.540 people

00:29:21.980 clippers did

00:29:22.520 you just

00:29:22.760 get cooked

00:29:23.180 positive

00:29:23.940 communities

00:29:24.680 non-fucking

00:29:25.400 bodies

00:29:25.880 oh they're

00:29:31.540 gonna return

00:29:32.080 sneaker already

00:29:33.080 knows

00:29:33.440 sneaker already

00:29:33.980 knows he

00:29:34.300 smiled at me

00:29:34.980 today and he

00:29:35.460 said you said

00:29:35.960 I was telling

00:29:36.340 you I'm not

00:29:37.220 ready like this

00:29:38.320 is the beginning

00:29:38.880 of my evolution

00:29:39.600 but I'm not

00:29:40.100 involved yet

00:29:40.840 this is it

00:29:43.500 you're here

00:29:44.400 you're here

00:29:45.240 just do it

00:29:45.900 so we're

00:29:46.600 gonna get

00:29:46.860 there

00:29:47.120 I can tell

00:29:47.640 I'm a

00:29:48.280 0.7

00:29:49.300 seconds left

00:29:50.380 when G7

00:29:51.580 needed him

00:29:52.240 most he

00:29:53.360 returned

00:29:54.080 bro I

00:29:55.040 had to see

00:29:55.620 what happened

00:29:56.660 see I can't

00:29:57.340 even get a

00:29:57.900 story going

00:29:58.420 without but

00:29:59.200 anyways so if

00:29:59.940 you want to

00:30:00.200 motherfucking

00:30:00.640 leave fucking

00:30:01.340 leave because

00:30:01.960 this stream is

00:30:03.500 not a fucking

00:30:04.260 I ain't clout

00:30:05.580 clip farming I

00:30:07.200 ain't chasing the

00:30:08.200 next viral clip

00:30:09.300 I ain't doing no

00:30:10.860 bullshit to get

00:30:11.680 attention

00:30:12.240 I'm here to nurture

00:30:13.540 a real connection

00:30:14.540 and like a

00:30:15.800 relationship with

00:30:16.780 my audience

00:30:17.540 are built on a

00:30:18.780 real foundation

00:30:19.700 and something

00:30:20.540 that's gonna last

00:30:21.440 for the long run

00:30:22.300 and longevity

00:30:23.100 I gotta pee real quick

00:30:23.960 what I fucking did

00:30:24.720 and made the same

00:30:25.340 mistakes that I made

00:30:26.180 every single fucking

00:30:26.940 time I came back

00:30:27.820 in my career

00:30:28.400 okay

00:30:28.920 been following you

00:30:30.180 since that

00:30:30.660 legging prank

00:30:31.360 no no no that

00:30:31.900 wasn't a shot to

00:30:32.520 have a tallie

00:30:33.100 fuck no

00:30:33.800 first of all

00:30:34.520 time

00:30:35.200 I'm now in

00:30:36.060 uni

00:30:36.420 time flies

00:30:37.900 I'm glad to

00:30:38.860 see you back

00:30:39.520 G7

00:30:40.160 hey shout out

00:30:42.120 shout out

00:30:42.500 shout out

00:30:42.720 I appreciate that

00:30:43.220 I'm sorry I'm not

00:30:43.820 giving the due diligence

00:30:44.740 and shouting you guys out

00:30:45.580 first of all I want to say

00:30:46.280 shout out to Vitaly

00:30:47.320 okay

00:30:48.220 and I'll even take my

00:30:49.340 glasses off for that

00:30:50.600 shout out

00:30:51.760 to Vitaly

00:30:52.780 me and Vitaly

00:30:54.760 talked

00:30:55.140 and Vitaly tried

00:30:56.120 multiple times

00:30:57.040 to get me out of the

00:30:57.860 hell that I was in

00:30:58.720 personal calls

00:31:00.220 personal texts

00:31:01.440 personal offers

00:31:02.680 to be on his

00:31:03.460 to catch a predator

00:31:04.300 show

00:31:04.800 and I just couldn't do it

00:31:06.180 I just couldn't do it

00:31:08.040 I wasn't in the mental

00:31:09.180 I don't know if I'm

00:31:09.920 ready yet

00:31:10.480 in the mental space

00:31:11.860 and the space

00:31:12.640 ready to be able

00:31:13.680 to do that

00:31:14.240 me and Vitaly

00:31:15.720 squashed the beef

00:31:16.940 a long time ago

00:31:17.800 as two grown men

00:31:19.280 acting as such

00:31:20.820 and not acting like

00:31:22.280 our literal

00:31:23.220 ego ridden

00:31:24.660 feud

00:31:25.180 from the fucking

00:31:26.300 2017

00:31:27.420 was still relevant

00:31:29.100 in our lives

00:31:29.820 today

00:31:30.240 we both understand

00:31:32.240 that like

00:31:33.440 me and Vitaly

00:31:34.400 literally are

00:31:35.080 similarities

00:31:35.740 you guys have no

00:31:36.560 idea how similar

00:31:37.460 both of our stories

00:31:38.420 are

00:31:38.680 both of our

00:31:39.200 demons are

00:31:39.920 both of what

00:31:40.460 like us as

00:31:41.160 people are

00:31:41.940 there's not

00:31:42.920 many people

00:31:43.900 like me and

00:31:44.580 Vitaly

00:31:45.080 who can go

00:31:45.860 through the

00:31:46.280 hells that

00:31:46.720 we've been

00:31:47.160 through

00:31:47.460 and go through

00:31:48.320 the torture

00:31:48.840 that we've

00:31:49.300 been through

00:31:49.800 leave the

00:31:50.500 internet as

00:31:51.020 much as we

00:31:51.500 have

00:31:51.960 go through

00:31:52.680 the trials

00:31:53.220 and tribulations

00:31:53.940 publicly that we

00:31:55.080 have both gone

00:31:55.840 through

00:31:56.140 and still come

00:31:56.780 back and still

00:31:57.460 say oh y'all

00:31:58.520 thought I was

00:31:59.060 done

00:31:59.500 y'all thought I

00:32:00.900 was finished

00:32:01.580 so shout out

00:32:03.280 to Vitaly

00:32:03.880 I hope this

00:32:04.660 message gets to

00:32:05.380 you

00:32:05.600 I know I

00:32:06.540 know our

00:32:06.920 paths are

00:32:07.360 gonna cross

00:32:07.960 I know it

00:32:09.200 it's destined

00:32:10.000 it's destined

00:32:11.140 to happen

00:32:11.800 it's written

00:32:12.340 and I appreciate

00:32:13.320 that but let me

00:32:14.320 go let me go

00:32:14.860 back a second

00:32:15.780 I appreciate all

00:32:16.520 the fucking

00:32:16.980 subscriptions I

00:32:17.760 don't know why

00:32:18.020 my subscriber count

00:32:18.840 just reset at

00:32:19.560 one but it's

00:32:20.560 all good

00:32:21.000 I know people on

00:32:23.900 kick don't care

00:32:24.640 about subscriptions

00:32:25.480 because they get

00:32:27.040 their hourly rates

00:32:28.020 they get the

00:32:28.400 deals I care

00:32:29.360 about subscriptions

00:32:30.240 and I remember

00:32:30.900 when I was on

00:32:31.520 twitch what got

00:32:32.240 me going was

00:32:32.900 Nadeem subscribing

00:32:34.060 getting me the

00:32:34.720 number eight most

00:32:35.400 subscribed in the

00:32:36.100 world and I

00:32:36.660 thought I was the

00:32:37.240 shit and my

00:32:38.220 ego was so big

00:32:39.280 that I was in

00:32:39.800 the streets

00:32:40.360 dancing doing

00:32:41.520 whatever acting

00:32:42.260 a fool so I

00:32:43.360 do want to get

00:32:43.940 up there I want

00:32:44.700 to be most

00:32:45.060 subscribed on kick

00:32:45.860 fuck it anyways

00:32:47.120 we'll get there

00:32:47.680 listen to this

00:32:48.380 here we go

00:32:50.160 listen y'all

00:32:51.060 not letting me

00:32:51.580 talk

00:32:51.960 chat rumble or

00:32:52.740 kick

00:32:52.920 go back to

00:32:53.460 the important

00:32:53.860 real shit

00:32:54.300 rumble or

00:32:54.700 kick chunk of

00:32:55.120 bread thanks for

00:32:55.460 the 53 palestine

00:32:56.460 nobody is coming

00:32:58.040 to save you

00:32:58.760 I don't give a

00:32:59.240 fuck what you're

00:33:00.060 going that's why

00:33:00.640 depression is gay

00:33:01.400 how bad your

00:33:02.800 fucking demons are

00:33:04.460 right now I

00:33:05.100 don't care what

00:33:05.860 you're fucking

00:33:06.480 going through not

00:33:08.300 your mother not

00:33:09.420 your father not

00:33:10.580 your cousin not

00:33:11.980 not your brother

00:33:13.120 not your friends

00:33:14.220 not your girlfriend

00:33:15.240 people can try

00:33:17.400 you can try to

00:33:18.740 help somebody

00:33:19.460 who's drowning

00:33:20.120 and going through

00:33:20.760 their struggles

00:33:21.340 let's go

00:33:21.860 nobody has the

00:33:22.880 capacity to

00:33:23.760 actually save

00:33:25.240 you but God

00:33:26.520 first and foremost

00:33:27.700 let's go

00:33:28.100 give you the

00:33:29.760 strength and pull

00:33:30.320 you out of that

00:33:30.780 gutter and that's

00:33:31.280 the only person

00:33:32.020 who can save

00:33:32.600 you got to do

00:33:33.820 your fucking

00:33:34.260 self at the

00:33:35.500 end of the day

00:33:36.040 man when I

00:33:36.920 tell you guys

00:33:37.500 this story when

00:33:38.320 I'm on stages

00:33:39.160 telling the world

00:33:40.080 my story and

00:33:40.880 what I've been

00:33:41.380 through this

00:33:41.840 fucking year and

00:33:43.360 the hell that I

00:33:44.160 was in and what

00:33:45.420 I fucking suffered

00:33:46.340 and going through

00:33:47.140 the one conclusion

00:33:48.560 that I came to

00:33:49.980 every single time

00:33:51.140 was there's nothing

00:33:51.980 going to save me

00:33:53.140 and what I mean

00:33:54.720 by no one and

00:33:55.920 nothing and what I

00:33:56.880 mean by nothing

00:33:58.080 not not

00:34:02.160 antidepressants

00:34:04.180 not I'm gonna list

00:34:05.740 everything I tried

00:34:06.800 TMS which fucking

00:34:08.860 ruined my life and

00:34:09.640 I wish I could sue

00:34:10.240 the fuck out of the

00:34:11.020 doctor sounds like

00:34:11.600 you say depression

00:34:12.200 my brain the second

00:34:13.000 time not TMS not

00:34:15.120 ketamine not

00:34:16.380 ayahuasca not

00:34:17.880 uh psilocybin not

00:34:19.840 antidepressants not

00:34:21.660 um a brain scan that

00:34:23.640 they can neurologically

00:34:24.720 see everything going

00:34:25.820 on in your brain not

00:34:27.400 bufo uh DMT the goat

00:34:30.160 venom I've tried

00:34:31.400 everything everything

00:34:33.200 in this last year

00:34:34.260 every fucking thing

00:34:35.880 every modality you can

00:34:37.440 think of and then I

00:34:38.780 finally woke up I

00:34:40.320 finally woke up and

00:34:41.320 I said hold on

00:34:42.200 depression's not real

00:34:43.160 though I thought this

00:34:44.000 was gonna save me so

00:34:44.840 I put all my hope and

00:34:45.800 everything into it and

00:34:46.900 it didn't do it I

00:34:48.000 thought this was gonna

00:34:48.680 save me and I put my

00:34:49.880 my hope and everything

00:34:51.180 into it but nothing did

00:34:52.240 it I thought this was

00:34:53.240 gonna save me but it

00:34:54.100 didn't work until I

00:34:54.960 realized that's the

00:34:56.160 fucking answer that's

00:34:57.900 the fucking answer

00:34:58.640 there's no antidote

00:34:59.640 there's nothing from

00:35:00.300 the outside there's

00:35:01.240 nothing that another

00:35:01.900 person can do to help

00:35:03.200 you other than you

00:35:05.080 your relationship with

00:35:06.020 God and you you

00:35:09.780 you because even

00:35:12.560 with God you can't

00:35:14.260 just like I was

00:35:14.960 sitting here fucking

00:35:15.940 bro you don't know

00:35:16.900 how fucking how many

00:35:17.900 times I walked around

00:35:18.760 this house fucking

00:35:19.480 screaming on the phone

00:35:20.620 with Nadim uh Susie

00:35:23.140 shout out Susie y'all

00:35:24.140 know Susie being like

00:35:25.520 I'm gonna fucking kill

00:35:26.660 myself fucking

00:35:29.300 literally every fucking

00:35:31.420 day suicidal ideating

00:35:34.080 my fucking death how I

00:35:35.760 was gonna do it why

00:35:36.900 y'all saying Drake don't

00:35:37.800 even play with me like

00:35:38.640 that Drake busy right

00:35:40.020 now Drake going through

00:35:41.240 something right now

00:35:42.260 Drake don't got time

00:35:43.280 to stop at this

00:35:43.860 fucking chat I see

00:35:44.560 what y'all trying to

00:35:45.260 do that ain't fucking

00:35:46.440 funny okay and my

00:35:49.500 my my my obsession

00:35:51.880 that was driven by

00:35:54.180 that false self that I

00:35:55.700 created through Fousey

00:35:56.680 over the years is over

00:35:57.680 all right you don't

00:36:00.960 want nothing to do with

00:36:01.780 me and I accepted it

00:36:02.900 all right I tried that

00:36:06.640 I tried too many times

00:36:09.300 it's over anyways I was

00:36:16.480 about to play they not

00:36:17.340 like us I was like you

00:36:18.520 are not about to do that

00:36:19.760 right now you are not

00:36:21.140 about to cause that kind

00:36:22.320 of beef right now you

00:36:23.820 are not about that

00:36:24.600 sounds like oh can I

00:36:26.260 even say it why am I

00:36:27.380 scared to disappoint

00:36:28.140 Drake like you're so

00:36:29.020 fuck about me keep it

00:36:30.360 real never stop dreaming

00:36:32.020 never give up G7 till the

00:36:34.480 day I die Godspeed to

00:36:36.380 all of you hey shout

00:36:37.680 out captor I appreciate

00:36:39.020 that G7 till I fucking

00:36:40.440 die I'm not gonna lie

00:36:41.980 Fousey this is vitalist

00:36:44.600 cameraman we watching and

00:36:46.640 we love you you inspired

00:36:48.440 us all and look forward to

00:36:49.940 seeing you let's go

00:36:51.060 you know what matter of

00:36:51.940 fact let me do this right

00:36:53.160 now if that's true let me

00:36:54.820 do this right now you

00:36:55.480 better call Vitaly

00:36:56.240 I was about to talk

00:37:08.640 about how I'm

00:37:09.040 disappointed to upset

00:37:10.280 Drake right now

00:37:11.300 stay strong Fousey I am

00:37:15.040 trying to get to 1500

00:37:16.980 subs so I can do this

00:37:18.940 full-time kick Cine Rose

00:37:20.740 L Leach hey shout out

00:37:22.160 Cine Rose shout out

00:37:22.980 107 W Leach

00:37:24.420 Vitaly

00:37:25.660 what's up my brother

00:37:28.080 I don't know so somebody

00:37:29.500 just donated right now I

00:37:30.820 went live and somebody

00:37:31.840 donated and he said he's

00:37:32.920 your cameraman I didn't

00:37:34.480 know

00:37:34.620 all right well

00:37:40.300 I just gave you your

00:37:43.080 flowers and I talked

00:37:45.480 about how you tried to

00:37:46.520 fucking help me in the

00:37:47.620 hell that I was fucking

00:37:48.460 in and I wanted to call

00:37:49.960 you once and for all just

00:37:51.200 to fucking put this

00:37:52.440 bullshit and our past to

00:37:54.180 the fucking side and say

00:37:55.520 I fucking love you

00:37:56.500 I appreciate you

00:37:57.640 I ain't there yet but

00:37:59.280 I'm gonna get there and

00:38:00.040 I'm coming back and we

00:38:01.020 don't we go like our

00:38:02.340 paths are gonna align and

00:38:03.780 I know what we're gonna do

00:38:04.820 together and I just

00:38:06.040 of course you're wearing a

00:38:09.980 kick shirt

00:38:10.400 I fucking like it I like

00:38:16.940 it I like it

00:38:17.680 is he even capable of

00:38:18.620 desktop content or is he

00:38:19.780 just an IRL streamer

00:38:20.720 you're Joe I'm not

00:38:21.440 Joker

00:38:21.900 okay I matter so I want to

00:38:27.740 be Batman

00:38:28.360 oh

00:38:32.160 I mean if you want me to

00:38:35.560 act as one of the

00:38:36.520 fucking

00:38:36.920 we should do that

00:38:41.740 dressed as Batman and

00:38:42.880 fucking Joker

00:38:43.640 I love you brother we're

00:38:52.640 gonna do it we're gonna do

00:38:53.640 it we're gonna get there

00:38:54.560 I'm like here's the thing

00:38:58.440 this was premature just

00:39:01.440 like my premature

00:39:02.100 ejaculation issues like

00:39:03.440 me coming back was

00:39:04.380 premature because I

00:39:05.100 started to feel better

00:39:06.280 and I jumped on the

00:39:07.420 opportunity I'm evolving

00:39:09.100 but I'm not evolved yet

00:39:10.160 but I'm much better than

00:39:11.060 where I was and I'm gonna

00:39:11.860 get there

00:39:12.340 I'm gonna get there

00:39:14.860 I appreciate you

00:39:16.540 brother

00:39:16.800 all right

00:39:18.240 hey

00:39:18.660 W Vitale

00:39:20.760 let's just nip that in

00:39:22.800 the bud right fucking

00:39:23.820 there

00:39:24.300 let's just put that in

00:39:26.600 the bud I'm a stream I'm

00:39:27.460 gonna collab with

00:39:27.920 everybody I'm gonna

00:39:28.560 collab with everybody

00:39:29.800 everybody everybody

00:39:31.040 everybody everybody

00:39:31.880 um

00:39:32.960 where where was I

00:39:34.920 what were we talking

00:39:35.460 about call Aiden

00:39:36.160 Aiden

00:39:37.300 so fucking Aiden's a

00:39:39.820 real one by the way

00:39:41.000 Aiden was another

00:39:41.880 flowers that I was gonna

00:39:42.940 give because literally

00:39:43.920 Aiden while I was in the

00:39:45.520 hell that I was in

00:39:46.480 literally Aiden

00:39:48.140 when was this

00:39:49.260 so I want to tell you

00:39:51.120 guys something I'm gonna

00:39:51.580 keep something real for

00:39:52.280 you guys

00:39:52.720 I came back December I

00:39:57.360 thought I didn't come

00:39:58.040 back to January

00:39:58.740 okay so I texted Aiden

00:40:00.840 December 6th

00:40:02.380 so Wednesday December

00:40:03.420 6th 2023 and I said

00:40:05.280 Aiden I wanted to

00:40:06.940 apologize to you

00:40:07.860 personally brother I

00:40:09.040 promised you such a big

00:40:10.140 game I thought I had it

00:40:11.400 truly and now this

00:40:12.360 depression is beating my

00:40:13.360 fucking ass so upset I

00:40:15.080 didn't start streaming

00:40:15.960 do Jake's all right

00:40:16.900 do you want me to um

00:40:17.940 if he wants to call we

00:40:19.440 can come back to this

00:40:20.060 but should we move on

00:40:21.200 or keep or keep

00:40:21.960 leeching chat I'm

00:40:23.380 enjoying I'm enjoying

00:40:24.540 seeing him back I'm not

00:40:25.420 gonna lie I've been

00:40:25.880 waiting for this for a

00:40:26.560 year so I feel like

00:40:27.760 shit because everything I

00:40:28.800 ever wished and prayed

00:40:29.640 for was right in front of

00:40:30.600 me and I couldn't handle

00:40:31.420 it in the moment and you

00:40:32.620 believed in me so

00:40:33.420 fucking hard and gave me

00:40:34.360 so fucking many co-signs

00:40:35.860 because you believe I'm

00:40:37.180 trying my best brother I

00:40:39.060 want to be out of this

00:40:39.900 hole I do and I'm

00:40:40.980 trying I'm sorry

00:40:41.960 literally December 6th

00:40:44.300 and I'm sorry for airing

00:40:45.440 this out I don't even

00:40:46.900 know what he said but I'm

00:40:47.680 gonna read what he said

00:40:48.360 my brother it's okay I

00:40:49.860 love you and your mental

00:40:50.760 health matters most

00:40:51.520 importantly everyone's

00:40:52.820 waiting don't be in a

00:40:53.720 rush slow down and take a

00:40:54.820 deep breath we need you

00:40:56.120 the game needs you trust

00:40:57.220 the process and be patient

00:40:58.420 your time is coming get

00:40:59.700 that mental at 100% so

00:41:01.160 you're working content will

00:41:02.180 be 100% you're gonna

00:41:03.620 ignite this shit again

00:41:04.640 because it needs life right

00:41:05.600 now love you we talked we

00:41:07.340 said some shit and then my

00:41:09.980 dumb ass didn't listen and

00:41:11.560 I tried to rush it I

00:41:13.240 wasn't fucking ready I

00:41:14.900 wasn't ready January 1st I

00:41:16.640 wasn't fucking ready y'all

00:41:17.900 saw me I was a fucking

00:41:18.940 shell of my former self

00:41:20.140 I hadn't even begun to

00:41:23.160 process guys I went through

00:41:24.340 a fucking traumatizing

00:41:25.440 fucking experience I

00:41:26.540 didn't even talk about

00:41:27.320 that I literally got

00:41:28.620 thrown into a fucking

00:41:29.500 psych ward where people

00:41:31.120 were bashing their

00:41:32.120 fucking heads on the

00:41:33.080 thing fighting each other

00:41:34.320 and every time I fucking

00:41:35.440 spoke up out I didn't

00:41:38.740 even process that trauma

00:41:40.140 yet and none of the

00:41:41.140 words process what the

00:41:42.220 fuck I had gone through

00:41:43.400 and my ass tries to go

00:41:45.000 fucking stream and do the

00:41:46.260 g7 era again I literally

00:41:48.220 texted him after what is

00:41:49.760 kick Monday and I said

00:41:52.160 Aiden how to sorry for the

00:41:53.620 version of me that showed

00:41:54.620 up I really tried going

00:41:56.320 live was the hardest thing

00:41:57.440 I ever had to do I wanted

00:41:59.060 to be ready but man the

00:42:00.420 shit has been kicking my

00:42:01.360 ass I've sat in it for two

00:42:02.980 months now and I've tried

00:42:03.920 my best I know you had a

00:42:05.360 lot of expectations for me

00:42:06.820 and I'm praying I can get

00:42:08.060 back to a version that

00:42:08.940 would make you happy even

00:42:09.980 my ability to stream

00:42:11.200 anyways one random March

00:42:13.920 1st he texted me and

00:42:14.760 said hope you're good

00:42:15.500 bro much love heart you

00:42:16.860 got this so Aiden I

00:42:18.500 fucking appreciate you

00:42:19.680 you didn't you didn't

00:42:20.760 give up on me you didn't

00:42:21.640 throw me into the trash

00:42:22.660 bin um you didn't you

00:42:24.800 didn't you didn't like

00:42:25.760 you know like oh he ain't

00:42:27.560 doing that the he really

00:42:29.140 do that hey Vitaly I do

00:42:30.940 zins too man I fucking

00:42:32.120 quit vaping I didn't want

00:42:33.760 you guys to see me do

00:42:34.680 zins because I just don't

00:42:35.620 want to I don't do

00:42:36.300 anything else but I have

00:42:37.460 to do this because like

00:42:38.440 not not I have to I

00:42:39.960 don't need it but fuck

00:42:40.980 man this high is all

00:42:42.660 right so then don't get

00:42:43.440 mad at me for a ciggy

00:42:44.460 another shout out shout

00:42:46.080 out to fucking Aiden

00:42:47.440 fucking Ross who didn't

00:42:50.060 literally say nothing

00:42:51.960 negative not threw me

00:42:53.180 into the trash bin not

00:42:54.380 said oh you're irrelevant

00:42:56.020 you're this you're that

00:42:57.040 fuck you he put my

00:42:58.300 mental health first and

00:42:59.340 he let me ride Aiden I

00:43:00.700 fucking love you I

00:43:01.540 appreciate you and I

00:43:02.460 hope I can make your

00:43:04.020 support and your your

00:43:06.780 belief in me worth it and

00:43:08.560 prove it to you when we

00:43:09.900 start this G7 era because

00:43:11.140 it hasn't started yet this

00:43:12.300 is day zero we haven't

00:43:13.280 even started yet I'm still

00:43:14.240 in my fucking house we

00:43:15.880 haven't booked a flight and

00:43:17.000 went anywhere yet um

00:43:18.780 another shot I gotta give

00:43:21.180 two shout outs the first

00:43:23.140 one Roman fucking Atwood

00:43:25.740 Roman and I hope you're

00:43:27.620 gonna do that podcast of

00:43:28.660 Roman but I'm just gonna

00:43:29.580 whatever pops into my

00:43:30.600 head Roman Atwood was

00:43:32.380 there for me always

00:43:33.960 offered a lender I don't

00:43:35.360 think uh Fousey's

00:43:36.380 botting I think it's

00:43:37.080 kick bro I don't think

00:43:38.700 he would bot his first

00:43:39.520 stream fucking you got

00:43:41.220 this whatever you need

00:43:42.380 let me fly you down let

00:43:44.320 me let me let me bring

00:43:45.320 you to Ohio give you a

00:43:46.840 place to stay be around

00:43:48.320 good people be around

00:43:49.240 good energy no cameras let

00:43:51.040 me just support you I

00:43:52.600 would ignore him I would

00:43:54.240 not text him back I would

00:43:55.660 isolate I would do

00:43:56.840 everything in my in my

00:43:59.500 like everything to like

00:44:01.200 when the devil is on you

00:44:02.880 what the fuck ain't

00:44:04.280 nobody let me move on

00:44:05.880 in a second this is good

00:44:06.840 nobody get through me I

00:44:07.740 kick everybody out my

00:44:08.900 life I don't I don't

00:44:10.040 text a single

00:44:10.760 motherfucking person that

00:44:11.820 call that I just

00:44:12.560 FaceTime right now is

00:44:13.260 probably one of the

00:44:13.860 first FaceTimes that

00:44:14.700 I've done in so long but

00:44:17.400 you kick everybody out

00:44:18.480 your life you don't want

00:44:19.180 to be around nobody so

00:44:21.140 um shout out to Roman

00:44:23.360 Atwood another shout out

00:44:25.140 I'm gonna give before I

00:44:26.360 get to the one that I

00:44:27.160 was about to say

00:44:27.960 Nadeem your flowers are

00:44:30.200 coming our journey is

00:44:32.100 literally just beginning

00:44:33.360 34 speaking and what

00:44:35.320 we're doing with that is

00:44:36.500 what the career and this

00:44:38.160 is gonna be the funnel

00:44:39.460 that gets us to that

00:44:40.420 career because we're

00:44:41.080 gonna live stream me

00:44:41.960 speaking to the public

00:44:42.860 schools yes my crazy ass

00:44:44.460 is gonna talk to public

00:44:45.300 schools what principal is

00:44:47.140 gonna allow me to speak

00:44:47.840 to public schools you just

00:44:48.860 watch I've said that shit

00:44:50.640 since 2011 that I was

00:44:51.900 gonna be a motivational

00:44:52.540 speaker I don't need your

00:44:53.520 fucking belief in me to

00:44:54.660 believe that I'm gonna do

00:44:55.520 that God doesn't give

00:44:57.420 you the struggles and

00:44:58.560 the suffering that he

00:44:59.480 put me through for me

00:45:00.480 not to use that in a

00:45:01.520 positive way the

00:45:03.940 struggles that God puts

00:45:05.180 you through not enough

00:45:07.660 no oh what just

00:45:09.460 happened you're fine

00:45:11.020 you're fine oh is my

00:45:12.880 stream down no you're

00:45:13.980 good uh not enough

00:45:16.120 memory oh no it's back

00:45:17.920 um the struggles that God

00:45:21.600 puts you through is to

00:45:22.660 give you a purpose God

00:45:24.240 put me through those

00:45:25.060 struggles to give me a

00:45:26.220 purpose and I knew what

00:45:27.920 my purpose was all along

00:45:29.220 and I didn't go through

00:45:30.100 the hell that I went

00:45:30.920 through it's like I ask

00:45:31.860 for God every day when I

00:45:33.480 even when I was in rehab

00:45:34.380 back the first time when

00:45:35.380 Bryce Hall knocked me the

00:45:36.380 fuck out when I used to

00:45:37.320 still drink and I was

00:45:38.080 blacked out drunk and I

00:45:38.960 would pray to God on the

00:45:39.920 floor and I said

00:45:40.660 inshallah you give me the

00:45:42.540 words to be able to help

00:45:44.300 heal people emotionally

00:45:45.460 spiritually and mentally

00:45:46.600 through the struggles that

00:45:47.540 they are going through and

00:45:48.760 because I asked for such a

00:45:50.040 big purpose he gave me

00:45:51.080 just as big of struggles

00:45:52.220 and I know it doesn't seem

00:45:53.560 like what struggles could

00:45:54.440 you have gone through

00:45:55.060 you're in this big-ass

00:45:55.920 home you have everything

00:45:56.740 y'all don't know how

00:45:57.460 mental health fucking

00:45:58.280 works y'all don't know

00:45:59.640 how the devil works you

00:46:00.700 don't know how the

00:46:01.120 depression fucking works

00:46:02.120 you can have everything

00:46:03.020 and still kill yourself

00:46:03.840 look at fucking Robin

00:46:04.740 Williams rest in peace

00:46:06.120 funniest man alive most

00:46:08.740 kind-hearted man alive

00:46:09.740 took his own life it's not

00:46:11.660 about that it's not about

00:46:12.640 what you have um so

00:46:17.000 Nadim you already know

00:46:20.140 we're gonna get there I

00:46:22.020 want to shout out Neon

00:46:22.860 Nene shout out Neon

00:46:25.960 Neon religiously texted me

00:46:30.080 all the fucking time had

00:46:32.420 no reason to he doesn't

00:46:34.180 need me for his streams he

00:46:36.080 doesn't he doesn't he

00:46:37.660 doesn't he didn't need me

00:46:39.200 for content I don't care

00:46:41.360 what y'all are saying if

00:46:42.260 y'all say L's W's whatever

00:46:43.540 I'm shouting out this person

00:46:44.980 who reached out to me time

00:46:46.600 and time and time and time

00:46:47.760 and time again just to

00:46:49.220 say you got this brother

00:46:50.420 keep going brother me and

00:46:51.860 Neon will watch Fousey's

00:46:53.140 streams like after we

00:46:54.160 finish an IRL stream and

00:46:55.100 be like damn bro like how

00:46:56.020 do we how do we recreate

00:46:57.380 this energy the entire

00:46:58.860 industry I know people got

00:47:00.120 their feelings I even got

00:47:01.060 feelings about you but I

00:47:02.100 ain't gonna air them out

00:47:03.140 and air my grievances out

00:47:04.540 right now oh but sneak

00:47:06.980 go though privately and you

00:47:08.440 can ask me what I mean and

00:47:10.100 what I meant by it and I'll

00:47:11.340 be honest and say it but I'm

00:47:12.860 not gonna say it right now

00:47:14.260 but I've been in this game

00:47:19.140 long enough to know when

00:47:20.520 shit is funky around here

00:47:22.880 but I love you for looking

00:47:24.840 out for me and reaching out

00:47:27.880 to me and just trying to take

00:47:29.860 care of me behind the scenes

00:47:30.840 um what's your real name

00:47:33.880 Neon's like Nini no that's

00:47:38.340 what that's what

00:47:38.880 Mikhail Rafiki

00:47:39.820 Mikhail Rafiki

00:47:41.680 I wanna say fuck Neon but I

00:47:43.620 wanna say like you as a

00:47:45.620 person is who I care about

00:47:47.080 Mikhail how the fuck did I

00:47:48.480 forget Mikhail oh I'll tell

00:47:49.900 you how I forgot I know how I

00:47:51.860 fucking forgot oh my god oh my

00:47:54.760 god oh my god I'm gonna tell

00:47:56.540 you how I forgot I

00:47:58.080 I'm gonna tell you how I

00:48:01.300 fucking forgot Mikhail's

00:48:02.740 name because my memory

00:48:04.180 doesn't work no more my

00:48:06.080 literal memory like lit and

00:48:08.980 I'll explain to you why he

00:48:10.500 doesn't remember the whole

00:48:11.160 last day literal memory like

00:48:14.100 my short-term memory my

00:48:15.300 long-term memory I don't

00:48:16.300 remember anything from my

00:48:17.380 past you can ask me anything

00:48:18.600 from the g7 era and I'll be

00:48:20.320 able to tell you a faint idea

00:48:21.780 of it but not able to

00:48:23.120 elaborate on it my fucking

00:48:25.740 memory is tarnished I can

00:48:26.980 watch a documentary which I

00:48:28.380 did four days ago it was the

00:48:30.380 one on Hulu called the

00:48:31.380 contestant about the guy it

00:48:33.080 was literally like my 24-7

00:48:34.940 live stream it was a guy who

00:48:36.620 was put into a reality show

00:48:38.120 where the cameras were on

00:48:39.060 24-7 and people were

00:48:40.220 watching him but he didn't

00:48:41.100 know people were watching

00:48:42.080 him and he got put into a

00:48:43.400 hotel room by himself for I

00:48:46.780 think like over a year but at

00:48:48.880 the end of the live stream at

00:48:50.360 the end of the documentary I

00:48:52.560 forgot his fucking name because

00:48:54.680 I wanted to Google and see

00:48:55.860 more about him I forgot his

00:48:57.340 name the reason my memory

00:48:59.240 doesn't work y'all the reason

00:49:02.060 my cognitive abilities are

00:49:03.740 fucked the reason I

00:49:05.340 disassociated for almost a

00:49:07.060 year the reason my speech

00:49:08.780 impairment I couldn't even

00:49:10.440 fucking talk to people

00:49:11.980 meds anymore is because I

00:49:14.340 did this bullshit and I'm

00:49:15.880 gonna do everything this is

00:49:17.380 fucking FDA approved they're

00:49:19.080 fucking scumbags the fucking

00:49:20.580 government I don't even know

00:49:21.700 who the FDA is doesn't give a

00:49:22.920 shit about us because they

00:49:24.220 approve this bullshit because

00:49:25.480 they know the fucking

00:49:26.400 vulnerable suspects they'll

00:49:28.400 get to do this and it'll

00:49:30.220 fuck up their lives I did

00:49:31.840 TMS okay that's why I said

00:49:34.620 the first time y'all saw me do

00:49:36.040 it the first live stream but I

00:49:37.800 did it the second time so let

00:49:39.060 me start off by telling this

00:49:40.120 story so I'm literally in the

00:49:45.220 most depressive phase of my

00:49:46.800 entire life I'm suicidal I can

00:49:49.560 literally I have the medical

00:49:50.560 reports on my phone I literally

00:49:53.300 have the medical reports on my

00:49:54.680 phone I can read to you guys

00:49:55.900 about what they would type out

00:49:56.940 about me MK ultra I went in

00:49:58.720 there they would have to tell me

00:49:59.680 about the client how they would

00:50:00.860 have to type out the client did

00:50:02.040 client is suicidal client is

00:50:04.100 angry client is this like I was a

00:50:06.100 fucking wreck so what did I'm

00:50:08.420 here with a kick contract in the

00:50:10.040 most depressive stage of my

00:50:12.820 fucking life but I knew that I

00:50:14.560 had to stream nobody was putting

00:50:16.560 a fire under my ass but because I

00:50:18.180 did that stream with Aiden which

00:50:19.480 was way too premature to do I

00:50:21.100 felt like holy shit you already

00:50:22.460 waited a month people aren't your

00:50:24.280 hype is gonna die down I still

00:50:26.120 was under the illusion of life

00:50:27.940 where I thought relevancy and

00:50:29.420 hype and everything is something

00:50:30.620 that you like I was stupid and I

00:50:32.940 felt the pressure of having a

00:50:34.000 stream so what did I do I was

00:50:36.220 like oh I did TMS before and I

00:50:38.580 thought it might have been the

00:50:39.640 reason that it helped me get out

00:50:40.760 of depression but it wasn't it was

00:50:42.160 really the success of the first

00:50:43.440 live stream that pulled me out of

00:50:44.720 that funk long story we'll get

00:50:46.540 there but I go and I do TMS again

00:50:49.440 but I didn't do TMS that takes

00:50:51.260 seven weeks where they literally

00:50:53.180 transcranial magnetic stimulation

00:50:55.640 where they literally zap your

00:50:57.500 fucking brain with magnets um

00:51:00.300 usually it takes seven weeks and you

00:51:02.480 do it one time a day for uh seven

00:51:05.560 weeks for five days a week I did the

00:51:08.300 fucking advanced protocol which is

00:51:10.800 five times a day no ten times a day

00:51:13.840 for five days bro so in my

00:51:16.880 depressive state I went there while

00:51:18.440 this fucking scam artist of a

00:51:20.220 fucking doctor was telling me that

00:51:23.160 this is how delusional I was they

00:51:24.940 take vulnerable suss what type of

00:51:26.720 doctor was it chat magnetizing my

00:51:28.740 fucking brain it wasn't know enough

00:51:30.980 about the brain there's not enough

00:51:32.780 science done on the brain that's why

00:51:34.840 they don't that's why you have to go

00:51:35.840 to a fucking psychiatrist to talk

00:51:37.380 about your problems and if you go to

00:51:38.580 a good enough one they'll be able to

00:51:39.820 tell you if you're going through

00:51:40.640 something clinical or if you're

00:51:41.700 going through something I forgot the

00:51:43.360 word for it when it's not clinical

00:51:44.600 depression or something else but I

00:51:46.300 let him fucking zap my brain and

00:51:47.940 every day I would go there I

00:51:49.360 literally so I haven't slept in two

00:51:50.900 years that's another long story that

00:51:52.900 I have to talk about there's so much

00:51:54.180 I want to fucking talk about you

00:51:56.600 gotta be like you didn't sleep for

00:51:57.460 two years that's bullshit long story

00:51:59.320 but I would go in there I'll be like

00:52:01.360 doc I'm still suicidal doc I I didn't

00:52:04.440 sleep I don't even know how it's

00:52:05.440 possible bro I I was talking before

00:52:07.000 this I sleep eight to ten hours every

00:52:08.580 day I don't know I have two years

00:52:10.540 without sleep let's keep doing it

00:52:12.080 let's see what happens so after I did

00:52:14.860 it literally my memories gone I

00:52:19.700 literally lost the ability to speak I

00:52:21.700 swear to God for like four months of

00:52:23.600 this year ask anybody who knows me I

00:52:25.860 would not talk you really would I

00:52:27.740 would not talk ask any therapy

00:52:29.900 appointment I wouldn't ask anybody I

00:52:31.420 would sit there and be like just I

00:52:33.300 would have nothing to say words would

00:52:35.740 not come out of my mouth and here's the

00:52:37.240 scariest part I would record videos to

00:52:39.160 try to get it out because I was like I

00:52:40.920 was being choked because I was still

00:52:42.820 having thoughts and I would be able to

00:52:45.420 see the thoughts and literally read the

00:52:48.140 words of the thoughts that I was

00:52:49.360 having but I wouldn't be able to open

00:52:51.500 my mouth and get the thoughts out I

00:52:53.300 wouldn't be able to articulate what I

00:52:54.680 was trying to say so I was literally

00:52:56.320 choking because you're in your head

00:52:57.680 talking about he's not lying you want

00:52:59.160 to kill myself all this shit but then

00:53:00.560 you open your mouth you can't even ask

00:53:01.980 anybody for help because you couldn't

00:53:02.880 even talk about it it was the worst

00:53:06.540 fucking experience hell fucking

00:53:09.960 bullshit hell whatever do not do TMS I

00:53:14.300 know I'll move on somebody said move on

00:53:16.300 somebody said chat let him express

00:53:18.120 himself thank you for that 99 Shalab

00:53:20.420 let him cook you a real one you've been

00:53:22.260 there since day one I know who you are

00:53:24.420 let him cook hey I'm watching you Yahoo

00:53:28.160 Susie

00:53:28.880 do not do TMS do not do TMS to anybody

00:53:34.900 going through right now and think that

00:53:37.560 you might need TMS and they're

00:53:41.380 convincing you that TMS is gonna save

00:53:43.180 you TMS is not gonna fucking goddamn

00:53:45.460 save you nothing is you got to do the

00:53:48.640 work you got to dig deep you got to do

00:53:50.760 the work we'll get there I'm not gonna

00:53:52.000 explain to you guys right now how to do

00:53:53.380 the work but literally TMS is not gonna

00:53:56.040 save you that's what I've always been

00:53:57.380 saying so don't do TMS it fucking ruined

00:53:59.400 my life there's literal there's

00:54:01.500 literal people on Google I've read every

00:54:03.620 reddit post who literally said TMS

00:54:05.260 ruined my life forever like it's not

00:54:08.240 something that comes back literally I

00:54:11.240 so I tried to sue them just the other

00:54:13.340 day I hit up a lawyer and I was like yo

00:54:14.700 can I sue this practice and he said

00:54:16.140 you said they're they're funded by

00:54:17.880 that they're backed by the FDA you can't

00:54:20.080 sue them for malpractice unless we see

00:54:22.040 that they did something in your

00:54:23.480 treatment that was malpractice that

00:54:25.720 they did something that they weren't

00:54:27.100 supposed to do but to actually sue them

00:54:29.220 for what they caused and what millions

00:54:31.080 of people have literally gone on the

00:54:33.240 internet and talked about holy shit

00:54:34.660 this shit ruined my life and I didn't

00:54:35.980 listen because I was looking for the

00:54:37.160 quick fix it ruined my life

00:54:39.340 it ruined my life anyways what I was

00:54:45.420 gonna say about Drake earlier you're

00:54:46.920 the only one who could fix it I was

00:54:48.200 gonna say about do a class action I

00:54:50.600 don't think you can

00:54:51.280 what I was gonna say about uh you did

00:54:54.060 call the cops on yourself why are you

00:54:55.780 going back to that

00:54:56.740 what did I say that I even brought that

00:54:59.500 up I know I did

00:55:00.780 August 21st 2023 ruined my goddamn life

00:55:05.280 and I still

00:55:05.920 welcome back Habibi glad to see you back

00:55:09.140 and doing good we missed you

00:55:11.360 can't believe it's been almost a year

00:55:13.600 fuck up that person that fucking made me

00:55:15.440 call the cops on yourself y'all think I'm

00:55:17.020 done with that shit

00:55:18.020 why is she sagging

00:55:19.000 give him the attention right now I

00:55:20.440 don't even want to say his name but I

00:55:21.780 swear to God

00:55:22.860 I swear to God let me I swear to God let

00:55:26.240 me see him in real life

00:55:27.560 it's not gonna

00:55:28.200 I don't want to get don't give it no

00:55:30.020 stop

00:55:30.520 don't do it

00:55:31.320 I'm gonna talk about how he put his head

00:55:32.780 on a curve and the curve stuff I

00:55:34.080 don't want to give him that energy right

00:55:35.180 now and try to ruin my life and get

00:55:37.440 back under me I don't want to talk

00:55:38.660 about it

00:55:39.080 don't crash out ruin my life

00:55:40.400 we don't want to crash out

00:55:41.520 the crash out on August 21st 2023

00:55:44.200 glad to see you streaming again

00:55:46.580 B.R.O. let's go

00:55:48.460 Dr. Carlos's shout out baby

00:55:50.640 shout out baby

00:55:51.700 the crash out the crash out on August

00:55:54.940 21st 2023

00:55:56.280 oh my god we gotta watch that back

00:55:59.900 actually we gotta dissect that because

00:56:01.320 I still don't watch it back till this

00:56:02.680 day because I went to a state of

00:56:03.920 psychosis I've seen that so many times

00:56:05.520 when I was in the elevator and I knew

00:56:07.280 that I was I don't want to use the

00:56:09.100 word manic I don't want to be

00:56:10.680 defined by these labels that these

00:56:12.320 fucking doctors give us to explain

00:56:14.060 where I was at because I wasn't

00:56:15.040 fucking manic that's not the word for

00:56:16.800 it I forgot what Susie told me to say

00:56:18.740 when I express it but I wasn't

00:56:20.000 fucking manic that's not the word

00:56:21.460 did I go into a state of psychosis and

00:56:23.560 get lost in the sauce and be

00:56:24.860 somewhere else goddamn right I did the

00:56:26.420 stress fucking broke me but the

00:56:28.720 reason that I knew I was in a state

00:56:31.280 of psychosis is because when I

00:56:34.080 watched back the stream a clip of it

00:56:36.840 I saw me in the elevator and I was I

00:56:39.300 was literally in the elevator telling

00:56:41.540 the cops I have more eyes on me than

00:56:43.880 the fucking president the only other

00:56:45.860 time I said that was July 15th and I

00:56:47.900 knew buddy you were not there you were

00:56:50.740 gone you were being on attention

00:56:52.400 dimension you were not you were

00:56:54.560 literally you were literally controlled

00:56:57.000 by somewhere else he's so captivating

00:56:59.220 who else could yap like that and be so

00:57:01.320 entertaining there was energy in me

00:57:03.500 that could be felt that literally I

00:57:06.580 remember there was a time me and that

00:57:07.940 one girl oh that was the biggest

00:57:09.800 fumble of my life that was the

00:57:11.840 biggest fumble of my fucking life I

00:57:13.500 remember calling her from the psych

00:57:14.800 ward we were supposed to go on a day

00:57:16.720 and if I had I got on that date that

00:57:18.600 day and just done that then that never

00:57:21.100 would have happened I remember

00:57:22.380 calling her in the psych ward like hey

00:57:24.160 what's good we still good we still

00:57:26.380 good she we still gonna get it on

00:57:28.100 after this oh my god she literally

00:57:30.580 told me she's like nah like fuck no

00:57:32.660 like you are you are you are gone and

00:57:35.420 then she I did she still follow me I

00:57:37.880 don't know I need to unfollow a bunch

00:57:39.040 of people on Instagram but um that

00:57:42.220 girl the baddie I remember there was a

00:57:44.300 time we were outside of the hotel and I

00:57:46.000 was literally talking to her and the

00:57:47.840 security guard and I was like do y'all

00:57:49.600 feel this energy you all seen the wind

00:57:52.320 would come I swear to God there was

00:57:54.180 somebody in my discord who said it too

00:57:55.680 when you're experiencing what I was

00:57:57.280 experiencing I'm not gonna call it

00:57:58.780 mania you literally possess an energy

00:58:01.740 that is felt by others around you it is

00:58:04.120 fucking electric what I experienced

00:58:06.660 words can't put like words don't do it

00:58:09.040 justice words don't do it justice yeah

00:58:12.620 the girl at the little pump party oh oh

00:58:16.220 man right everyone feels it a hundred

00:58:19.440 percent I'm not gonna talk about a

00:58:20.900 hundred percent a hundred percent a

00:58:22.960 hundred percent aura y'all calling it

00:58:23.860 aura it wasn't goddamn you know what

00:58:26.100 part of it was our actually because I

00:58:27.940 was the goddamn fucking man and I knew

00:58:29.540 it but here's the problem the reason

00:58:31.640 you have celebrities and people of

00:58:33.160 power is because they're able to access

00:58:34.780 that energy that I was able to access

00:58:36.580 guys I'm telling you life is about

00:58:38.840 energy there is fucking energy like

00:58:41.800 there is I'm not even saying that to go

00:58:44.260 against religion everything I believe in

00:58:45.800 God and everything but like the the the

00:58:49.080 powerful people are able to harness that

00:58:51.760 energy Christians fucking like is that

00:58:55.040 Holy Spirit harness it access it like

00:58:57.220 going into Super Saiyan and then

00:58:59.280 accessing it my ass would I've always

00:59:02.780 had the power to get it I've gotten it

00:59:05.300 multiple times in my career July 15th

00:59:07.600 being one of them but then I wasn't

00:59:10.300 able to like like harness it and access

00:59:15.680 it which is why it drove me mental and

00:59:18.380 fucking broke me and ruined me and did all

00:59:21.080 that stuff but had I learned to fucking

00:59:23.040 fucking harness that energy which

00:59:25.560 inshallah it ever comes back I ain't

00:59:28.160 there right now I don't have that yet I

00:59:29.740 don't know what G7 version of me is

00:59:32.320 going to your vessel burns out oh my

00:59:34.580 God and mine got fried imagine going

00:59:37.060 from that electrical point that I was

00:59:38.900 at with in the energy field and then

00:59:40.940 getting thrown into a psych ward and

00:59:42.420 then in a rehab for 75 days and in that

00:59:46.140 rehab I went in there fine but then

00:59:48.080 you're like you're listening to stories

00:59:49.960 by people are like I'm suicidal I want

00:59:52.060 to kill myself I'm like this attic that

00:59:53.980 attic this attic this attic this is my

00:59:55.780 childhood trauma this is my trauma that

00:59:57.800 shit born on the 22nd comes back on the 22

01:00:01.440 welcome back master builder this come back

01:00:04.920 he's gonna be good no hell yeah shout out

01:00:07.960 Zach he doesn't even know what that he

01:00:09.640 doesn't know what that means she's here

01:00:11.860 though I got I got Muffin back um look at you

01:00:14.700 guys bro what was I saying oh my god being in

01:00:17.220 that rehab and then and now you're

01:00:18.980 absorbing all the energy of people

01:00:20.280 literally telling you oh I have uh I have

01:00:24.820 uh this issue that issue this issue this

01:00:27.460 trauma this talking to people who are

01:00:29.460 suicidal every day my heart goes out to

01:00:31.320 them because I'm one of them like I go

01:00:33.140 through it I'm not I'm not no better I'm

01:00:34.880 fucking I've been through it I've suffered

01:00:36.960 I was in there with them for a fucking

01:00:39.000 reason but that energy then came on to

01:00:42.240 me the energy that I was on from the

01:00:44.640 high burned out I was flatlined my brain

01:00:47.580 was fried because of the high caliber

01:00:50.240 that it was working on and I literally

01:00:52.320 had no shot 22 masturbator I literally

01:00:54.960 shut up chat year of rehabilitation like

01:00:56.860 I'm still not rehabilitated so that's why

01:00:59.460 this is gonna be a slow burn we're gonna

01:01:01.300 get to where I'm gonna get to slow um and

01:01:05.460 we're gonna get there shout out to all

01:01:07.620 the people who are uh you know what let

01:01:09.640 me take two seconds real quick for the

01:01:11.200 people that are here it says 39,000

01:01:12.940 people are here right now and say hey

01:01:16.360 foosie what is your opinion on cheeser

01:01:18.540 and convie viewbotting I was literally

01:01:21.460 about to talk about viewbotting right now

01:01:22.880 let me get to that right now I was

01:01:23.840 literally about to say it says there's

01:01:24.980 39,000 people here but with the viewbotting

01:01:27.760 that is rampant yeah it's all fake by the

01:01:30.040 way ways told me to announce that we

01:01:31.740 have a clipping server ways clip the

01:01:33.680 clipping server right here pin in the

01:01:35.080 chat uh Bronson and ways are reviewing

01:01:37.660 applications right now we're selecting a

01:01:39.460 new group of people that want to join if

01:01:40.720 you want to clip now's the time uh

01:01:42.760 clipper if you want to bag this summer

01:01:43.980 bro uh you can tell the contents here

01:01:45.960 and uh we'll we'll train you up for for

01:01:48.880 free we'll teach you how to how to become

01:01:50.420 an editor for free so I pin that right

01:01:52.260 there there's a whole server if you want

01:01:53.460 to be a clipper and join up right now

01:01:54.720 of social media like there's so much I

01:01:57.600 got to talk about and still process I'm

01:01:59.100 gonna write books on this shit like I

01:02:01.020 don't understand people who were post on

01:02:04.140 Instagram every second of their life and

01:02:05.960 business people are obsessed with

01:02:07.100 themselves they love themselves they get

01:02:08.520 their identity their validation their

01:02:10.200 self-worth everything from who they are

01:02:13.280 on the internet and this caricature of

01:02:15.380 themselves this avatar that they created

01:02:17.360 the more likes they get and everything

01:02:19.140 take that shit away from them take that

01:02:20.780 drug away from them and watch who they

01:02:22.160 become watch them burn watch them

01:02:23.820 suffer deactivate one of their

01:02:25.780 Instagrams and watch the person they

01:02:27.240 become and they don't know how to act

01:02:28.480 because they don't know who the fuck

01:02:29.360 they are outside of that well my

01:02:31.120 Instagram's gone about that able to

01:02:32.640 speak on that I fucking was that they

01:02:35.600 deactivated his Instagram I lived that my

01:02:39.240 20s my literal 20s when you're supposed

01:02:43.960 to get your your experience of life and

01:02:48.680 think through human connection and build

01:02:51.480 real relationships and everything I was

01:02:54.200 famous so I got everything through the

01:02:57.400 affirmation and love that I got through

01:02:59.220 social media and I thought that that was

01:03:02.200 who I am and that's my identity if I was

01:03:04.960 loved in the comments I was loved I loved

01:03:06.900 myself if I was hated in the comments I

01:03:08.400 fucking hated myself if I got a lot of

01:03:10.180 likes on the picture god damn the

01:03:11.860 dopamine I would get and how I would

01:03:13.800 feel about myself as a person as this

01:03:15.420 like I'm the fucking man give me low

01:03:17.260 likes on a picture oh you best believe

01:03:18.780 I'm deleting that what does Instagram

01:03:20.200 do now hide your likes why do you fuck

01:03:22.100 you think they hide likes and why do you

01:03:23.980 think influencers hide their likes because

01:03:27.700 their identity is defined by how many likes

01:03:30.120 they get and if it's a low number they

01:03:31.920 feel like they're gonna be perceived

01:03:33.200 differently by people on the outside and

01:03:34.960 they hate themselves for it so they'd

01:03:36.680 rather not show you because they can

01:03:38.080 still keep up the front and the persona

01:03:39.680 like they're hot shit with no like

01:03:41.700 showing on their pictures so it's

01:03:43.140 crashing everybody is living in a fucking

01:03:45.260 delusion I'm talking about the entirety

01:03:47.820 of social media right now not one person

01:03:50.020 is free from this the entirety I still

01:03:53.540 don't have enough knowledge or wisdom or

01:03:57.460 words to put out there to articulate

01:04:00.960 what I'm trying to say but I promise

01:04:03.060 you the number one drug in fucking

01:04:06.100 America this is tension

01:04:07.780 past fentanyl past anything you want to

01:04:12.600 say is fucking social media

01:04:14.640 we're fucking brainwashed dog literally

01:04:20.220 not only the people who get their

01:04:22.440 after their validation and their life's

01:04:24.720 worth based on what they get through

01:04:26.720 the fucking um the likes and the comments

01:04:30.600 and the views and people who are so

01:04:32.960 obsessed with that defining who they are

01:04:35.480 but even the consumers y'all in this

01:04:38.040 depression that I was in do you know how

01:04:40.380 many hours of my life I would lose

01:04:42.220 sitting down scrolling like this the

01:04:45.860 second they get you their plan is to

01:04:47.780 keep you on the app as long as possible

01:04:49.500 no matter what social media is Twitter

01:04:51.460 TikTok Instagram I would lose four hours

01:04:53.960 of my life looking through Instagrams

01:04:55.500 all of a sudden not thinking about my

01:04:57.060 worldly problems my mental health issues

01:04:59.180 but I'm getting brainwashed you know

01:05:01.220 how many how many messages are being

01:05:03.320 sent through those four hours you know

01:05:05.100 how many ads I'm skipping through and

01:05:07.120 thinking I'm skipping through them but

01:05:08.340 are being sent there and here's the

01:05:09.980 crazy part y'all everybody's feed is

01:05:13.420 fucking different then that's why you

01:05:15.680 have so many different opinions on

01:05:17.220 different topics in the world there's

01:05:18.760 not one thing that says this is the

01:05:20.820 news source and this is the fact

01:05:22.420 Red Bull Rage news one person can be

01:05:25.680 watching this news channel and getting

01:05:27.220 this information one person can be

01:05:28.700 watching this news channel getting this

01:05:30.100 information have two completely

01:05:31.760 differing and opposing views based on

01:05:34.660 who they were brainwashed by this is a

01:05:39.160 goddamn fact I promise you I promise

01:05:41.980 you put my foot down sand on business

01:05:43.760 this is a goddamn fact I swear to God

01:05:50.080 they're brainwashing y'all they keep you

01:05:52.920 on those apps you know how much

01:05:55.040 fucking and it's fucking brain rot you

01:05:57.340 know how much fucking brain rot I had to

01:05:59.040 go through for this last year looking at

01:06:01.140 all the bullshit on my Twitter timeline and

01:06:03.480 the Instagram and everything I'm finally

01:06:05.380 fucking free of that illusion free of the

01:06:08.380 fucking like I like I'm going through this

01:06:13.080 new reawakening but I'm not the reason I

01:06:15.180 said I'm not ready and told Nico I'm not

01:06:16.720 ready it's because it's like red pill

01:06:18.280 to evolve but I'm not evolved yet this is

01:06:21.740 like I should have went off into the

01:06:23.880 mountains and literally harness this and

01:06:26.600 sat with monks and learned and really

01:06:28.820 like really crafted my points of what I'm

01:06:31.200 trying to say and then come back to the

01:06:33.300 Western world and been like let me reveal

01:06:35.820 y'all the fucking truth of this delusion

01:06:37.780 that you guys are living under of this

01:06:39.380 fucking corruption and this brainwash that

01:06:41.440 we're living in through social media

01:06:43.600 through the government through everything

01:06:45.320 but right now it just looks like I'm a

01:06:47.120 fucking maniac who fucking oh it's

01:06:49.320 foosie why are we gonna point give his

01:06:51.060 words any validity but I swear to God

01:06:52.880 the fucking words that I'm saying are

01:06:54.140 real and true and I know there's somebody

01:06:55.600 in the chat right now and somebody at home

01:06:57.420 watching this who's like he's right he's

01:07:01.380 right like he's not crazy he's right it's

01:07:04.420 not w yeah it's fucking real it's fucking

01:07:07.540 real and here's the crazy thing about it

01:07:09.460 the person who said w yeah I literally

01:07:11.300 said this to somebody the other day I said

01:07:14.420 have you talked to Arden lately he hasn't

01:07:19.020 streamed in a month he's going through it

01:07:21.080 and you got this man I love you so much

01:07:23.200 hey shout out Camzy for uh Camzy for real

01:07:25.380 I talked about Aiden earlier and I I I reached

01:07:28.540 out to him today I sent him a text and I

01:07:30.280 know he's going through and I wish him the

01:07:31.580 best man give him the time that he needs

01:07:33.040 give him the time that he needs like respect

01:07:35.540 his space he needs time like whatever the

01:07:38.760 reason is nobody knows what the reason is

01:07:40.620 give the man time let the man breathe even

01:07:43.440 if there wasn't a fucking reason behind

01:07:45.460 why he's gone and where he's at if he

01:07:48.380 just wanted time off for his damn self to

01:07:51.220 fucking breathe for a second after lifting

01:07:53.780 this entire industry putting so many

01:07:55.540 chat when I take a day off you call me lazy

01:07:57.180 so for so many years what's the longest

01:07:59.060 time I even took a break since I started

01:08:00.480 streaming give him that time give him that

01:08:04.520 time we're on this platform because of

01:08:07.260 him he don't owe you shit he don't at the

01:08:11.080 end of the day he don't and he has enough

01:08:12.680 money to never need to do this shit another

01:08:14.460 goddamn day in his life he could leave

01:08:16.800 forever and be Gucci he does it for the

01:08:19.180 love and he doesn't for the love that he

01:08:20.460 has for y'all so all I'm gonna say about

01:08:22.660 Aiden is give the man time give him your

01:08:25.760 respect give him your patience you know he's

01:08:27.560 gonna be back you know he's gonna be back

01:08:29.240 with a banger you know you're gonna watch

01:08:31.080 that first stream back let it happen let it

01:08:34.720 flow let it happen let it come yeah so

01:08:40.320 aww W facts yeah W yeah oh affirmation

01:08:44.400 validation I'm the shit they're agreeing

01:08:46.540 with me it's a great love oh my god I have

01:08:49.340 purpose because what what I said is

01:08:52.200 resonating I'm so glad I'm fucking past

01:08:55.820 that trap fucking past that trap but yeah

01:09:00.020 give Aiden time let him breathe let him

01:09:02.240 let him let him do what he needs to do I'm

01:09:05.460 very self-aware too self-aware and that's

01:09:08.480 the worst thing about being suicidal and

01:09:10.200 being depressed is because you know

01:09:11.720 everything that you're going through you

01:09:14.300 can literally see it you know the problem

01:09:16.320 you can dissect the problem you can

01:09:17.900 analyze the problem you can write a book

01:09:19.580 on the problem but you can't fix it you're

01:09:21.980 not you're not able to fix it I would

01:09:23.980 literally be in therapist office over the

01:09:25.560 years through the last 13 years and be

01:09:27.540 like yeah I'm so they would be like wow

01:09:28.960 you're very self-aware I'd be like god damn

01:09:30.940 who cares what is being self-aware have

01:09:33.120 anything to do with fixing my problems I

01:09:34.860 could be self-aware know why I am the way

01:09:36.700 that I am but I'm not doing anything to fix

01:09:38.440 it

01:09:38.920 um why do people I don't even see what

01:09:46.180 that said free Palestine cook up what

01:09:48.300 about Bradley oh shout out Bradley Martin

01:09:50.380 shout out Bradley Martin Bradley Martin

01:09:52.960 always got a slap for somebody always got

01:09:56.060 like shout out Bradley Martin he was

01:09:58.520 another one who was always there for me

01:10:00.420 texting me uh let me play call of duty

01:10:02.980 with him one time I fucking suck at warzone

01:10:04.720 I got obsessed with call of duty modern

01:10:06.400 warfare by the way that's another drug

01:10:08.500 fuck that game fucking sucks people are

01:10:12.180 fucking using VPNs and shit I bought a

01:10:14.460 fucking VPN not even to stream to make

01:10:16.500 myself look good like a hundred percent

01:10:18.660 of these fucking COD streamers there's so

01:10:21.020 many of you I fucking watched and copied

01:10:22.800 your loadouts and did all this shit to

01:10:24.580 try to play like you and when I watch

01:10:26.460 your fucking gameplay it's like you're

01:10:28.720 watching people who are shooting at a

01:10:30.300 wall and you're getting fucking nukes

01:10:32.280 every fucking second but I play I can't

01:10:34.960 even spawn without dying you fucking VPN

01:10:39.620 user motherfuckers you tricked me I

01:10:43.960 literally didn't even know about VPN so

01:10:45.640 my ass goes and buys a VPN and tries it

01:10:49.420 was playing in fucking servers in India

01:10:51.780 in Jamaica in Costa Rica and that shit

01:10:55.220 still didn't work I was still getting

01:10:56.800 sauced on and fried by everybody and

01:10:59.160 wasn't getting the bot lobbies that you

01:11:00.720 guys were getting that game is fucking

01:11:02.860 ass fucking trash there's too many

01:11:05.020 fucking attachments on it I don't want

01:11:07.140 to have to worry about which fucking up

01:11:09.700 like optic muzzle under barrel stock all

01:11:14.160 this bullshit to put on my fucking gun just

01:11:16.360 give me the same gun as everybody else like

01:11:18.460 in a halo and let me play on an equal

01:11:20.580 playing level and let me play with people

01:11:23.120 who are actually my skill level give me

01:11:25.500 skill-based matchmaking you're saying about

01:11:27.860 social media is 100% right we all try to

01:11:31.980 find ourselves and validation is a band-aid

01:11:34.520 not the solution Andy Milonakis $100

01:11:37.840 donation was that the real Andy Milonakis I

01:11:39.840 don't doubt that it was because he's been a

01:11:41.360 real one since day one he's seen my ups and

01:11:43.760 downs and everything we've had a few run-ins

01:11:46.420 if I remember correctly but I don't remember

01:11:48.300 anything about my past life but I do

01:11:50.140 remember run-ins with Andy Milonakis so

01:11:51.780 shout out fucking Andy I don't know if

01:11:56.040 this is the right word but something along

01:11:57.920 the lines of I got a pancake on my head but

01:12:00.240 don't call me a pancake some shit like

01:12:02.240 that oh I don't know he's a legend he

01:12:04.240 created this shit all right move on I

01:12:06.380 want to see it seems like he's going I'm

01:12:07.980 still captivated still doing shit still

01:12:09.740 running shit like it's nobody's fucking

01:12:11.740 business so shout out Andy um it's the

01:12:16.120 real Andy well hell yeah then thank you

01:12:18.320 for that $100 Andy I needed that shit

01:12:21.320 I needed that shit but I ain't gonna get

01:12:25.740 into financials right now or how I'm

01:12:27.460 living in this big old house right now

01:12:29.080 because we ain't gonna talk about that

01:12:30.540 but who's that I tell my story and

01:12:32.760 explain where this money is coming from

01:12:34.880 and how I'm living like this because I

01:12:37.060 really don't have it I should be living

01:12:39.180 with my parents right now but God works in

01:12:41.300 mysterious ways I'm gonna explain that

01:12:43.280 story in due time um where were we where

01:12:47.320 were we what were we talking about what

01:12:50.080 were we talking about um look at that dog

01:12:53.800 what were we talking about oh look at

01:12:58.000 oh call of duty fuck call of duty oh

01:13:01.380 fuck VPN users all right we'll come back to

01:13:05.560 this okay tell me what he's done with the

01:13:07.160 cod rant

01:13:07.620 we'll come back to that chat hey just

01:13:14.100 leeching it right out eat the dog okay

01:13:15.700 all right all right all right what did you

01:13:17.920 guys put when I was 19 when I was

01:13:19.080 stuck in college and I hated my life and

01:13:20.740 then I worked at Uber Eats you think I'd be

01:13:22.060 able to like be here right now this looks

01:13:23.660 like straight out of GTA 5 bro this is that

01:13:25.840 scene and you can only get here if you

01:13:27.860 work hard consistently you got to strike

01:13:29.320 the iron while it's hot once you get that

01:13:31.120 momentum once you start figuring things

01:13:32.460 out you got to keep on going surpass all

01:13:34.480 those people the more you're giving your

01:13:35.680 energy away watching porn doing nothing

01:13:37.960 scrolling all day other people are laughing

01:13:40.040 you you can't fall behind life is a

01:13:43.000 competition I don't want to lose when I

01:13:45.760 was 19 oh it's about to be you know I feel

01:13:50.280 it I feel it all right just go to school

01:13:54.140 and work hard to school don't worry no I

01:13:56.160 don't do that sacrifice temporary fun for

01:14:00.260 permanent dreams or sacrifice your

01:14:02.860 permanent dreams for temporary fun and

01:14:04.800 the reality is a lot of you guys are

01:14:06.040 willing to sacrifice your permanent

01:14:07.220 dreams for some temporary fun yeah that

01:14:09.300 temporary fun is never gonna get you

01:14:10.860 fucking anywhere because I'll tell you

01:14:12.200 this going to the club partying drinking

01:14:15.000 popping bottles are those people gonna be

01:14:16.720 there 10 years from now when you're

01:14:17.840 fucking broke you wondering what the

01:14:19.020 fuck you did in your most in the years

01:14:21.060 that you were supposed to be productive

01:14:21.980 let me tell you something they won't

01:14:23.260 fucking be there sacrifice temporary

01:14:25.280 chat I want to become manic I want to

01:14:26.980 become I want to crash hub for content

01:14:29.380 you know how do you harness that Holy

01:14:33.100 Spirit energy I was thinking about that

01:14:34.340 because that's what I knew was going to

01:14:35.880 help Fousey to come back was just

01:14:37.160 eventually he was going to unlock that

01:14:38.520 that energy again you just want to call

01:14:40.300 it mania some of the Christians I like

01:14:42.380 to say it's the Holy Spirit I saw

01:14:43.500 Muslims in the chat saying it's jinn I

01:14:45.780 wonder how people are able to get to

01:14:47.520 that point because there was a moment I

01:14:49.260 think summer 22 when I was really

01:14:50.720 blowing up streaming where every day

01:14:52.540 where I was really living and breathing

01:14:55.300 that saying coke it was no coke bro I

01:14:58.460 was just not watching porn I wasn't

01:15:00.040 nutting I had no fat energy and every

01:15:03.700 day was just boom boom boom boom you

01:15:07.080 don't need it right no meds I was on no

01:15:08.960 drugs it's not drugs that because drugs

01:15:11.500 make it temporary but there's a certain

01:15:13.460 flow state that you tap into I wish there

01:15:17.840 was a cheat code to just switch it on and

01:15:20.060 off dating wallop the first guy to come

01:15:35.920 up for homophobia is mr. beast bro these

01:15:39.500 women are really mad bro hey it's

01:15:42.340 national news do you see what actually

01:15:44.660 Fox ain't news is really entertainment but

01:15:46.860 still you get what I'm talking about bro

01:15:48.760 that's up drizzle drizzle good job

01:15:51.180 fellas good job hold a line get your

01:15:54.640 sandwiches don't settle for less no more

01:15:57.180 free validation you did drizzle drizzle

01:15:59.760 hold a line fellas it's yes official bro

01:16:03.420 they listening and they mad late

01:16:06.180 Fousey just called Zerka a pedo there's

01:16:08.280 no way this is why I wanted to keep

01:16:11.460 leeching there's no way you just called

01:16:13.020 him a pedo someone like me the clip

01:16:14.180 already fuck shit oh Zerka oh Zerka

01:16:23.480 he's complaining right now okay okay

01:16:28.420 go link me link me the clip if you guys

01:16:30.040 have it

01:16:30.340 back in the day um and then Jake lucky

01:16:34.840 and Keemstar reported on it and then

01:16:36.600 people were mad at them reporting on it

01:16:38.020 because there was no evidence to back up

01:16:39.580 their claims and um all right yeah

01:16:43.240 here we go

01:16:47.840 okay faggot yes shut the fuck up you

01:16:52.120 stupid faggot let's go

01:16:53.980 oh jimmy crazy influence in pushing

01:17:03.320 trans the kids this is 287 million

01:17:05.960 subscribers and all of them all of them

01:17:09.660 are slowly being indoctrinated by the

01:17:11.160 trans agenda kodak black hey

01:17:13.400 mashallah where was he for that i'm not

01:17:17.200 gonna lie bro i was waiting for this oh

01:17:19.360 yeah i liked it oh canal joseph you're a

01:17:23.140 demon

01:17:23.560 oh

01:17:24.040 yeah

01:17:26.320 i think i would quit

01:17:27.460 i don't think i would take the one you want

01:17:30.160 this is june flight this is your kryptonite

01:17:33.280 yeah you think i can't prepare

01:17:38.280 you think i can't prepare

01:17:40.900 this man

01:17:43.700 check

01:17:44.420 you might be worse than flight of

01:17:54.320 basketball i've been i think everybody

01:17:56.160 that i did one of you ones with

01:17:57.640 that was davis

01:17:59.100 also he this this verse is ghost written

01:18:06.440 by saha the prince so

01:18:07.520 um we as a collection god is in us so

01:18:11.180 collectively we are god as we move like

01:18:13.820 when they move around mecca when you see

01:18:15.620 that you see god inside of that the way

01:18:19.700 those people are moving once we move and

01:18:21.680 we realize that we just all have to be on

01:18:24.340 one accord it's inside of us we

01:18:26.840 collectively are god i want to see him go

01:18:30.040 to mecca i did not know i've never seen

01:18:32.400 this

01:18:32.780 i've never seen this man shout out to yay

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SNEAKO - June 23, 2024

SNEAKO Reacts To Fousey Returning To Streaming!

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