SNEAKO - SNEAKO Responds To Elon Musk & Nick Fuentes

00:00:00.000 I got a black ski mask, but I don't ski

00:00:26.920 But I snowboard, dash an MC off peak

00:00:28.640 If one of you try to violate me, you get a punch in the face of my front door key

00:00:32.060 Punch in the neck with my back door key

00:00:33.740 Boxing the map with my X6 key

00:00:35.500 Boxing the eye with a fob I used to log into my HSBC

00:00:38.880 Talk about banks, kill them with peas

00:00:40.620 Run up in your gal's house with two of my G's

00:00:42.380 Get the money out, put the money in the money

00:00:44.180 Brad, what's going on, man? How's your finger doing?

00:00:46.680 Are you 259 now?

00:00:48.000 K-Man, did I might just breathe

00:00:49.240 I'll bury man two foot shallow

00:00:50.920 Ain't what the time to do, 60 feet deep

00:00:52.700 These MCs and rappers wanna chat about their syllables

00:00:55.340 And their motives and their similes

00:00:57.140 And all that shit didn't come through with my ABC

00:00:59.320 Girls and man are like Jamie's deep

00:01:01.220 Spare pictures when they see me on street

00:01:02.880 Old school rude boy like crazy T

00:01:04.600 All you man don't want it with me

00:01:06.280 I'm a bad rude boy, bad boy MC

00:01:07.960 Say my name, J.M.E.

00:01:09.780 Nostradamus could see me

00:01:11.480 Expelliarmus could stop me

00:01:13.240 I feel the man with a uni degree

00:01:14.780 Busting up mic and chatting his breeze

00:01:16.640 Cause the music originated and will always remain in the streets

00:01:20.240 What do you mean next segment?

00:01:29.380 I just started

00:01:31.100 Man don't care about order

00:01:34.040 Shout out to J.M.E.

00:01:38.300 Man don't care about order

00:01:40.820 Man don't care about order

00:01:47.560 Cause I'm the most immediate

00:01:49.720 He's just a old school idiot

00:01:51.080 We do local things

00:01:53.040 But we be the local geezers

00:01:54.600 Just look up my list of friends

00:01:56.500 And he's holding up with tweezers

00:01:58.000 How we doing?

00:02:02.160 It's started

00:02:06.920 I'm about to get amnesia'd

00:02:08.880 Man might have to move up

00:02:10.000 Man might have to touch Louisa's

00:02:11.700 Hey Brad less you 20

00:02:12.480 At the top it's just RCM

00:02:13.840 Man had to put Louisa's

00:02:15.140 Batman

00:02:15.440 Dunna, dunna, dunna

00:02:16.800 Hardest

00:02:17.280 Just let me confirm it

00:02:18.540 Loafers

00:02:19.020 Just have to be Hermes

00:02:20.220 Burners

00:02:20.700 Went back and hit Burners

00:02:21.940 Burners

00:02:22.460 I'm back a big Burners

00:02:23.680 That's my sport

00:02:24.340 I'm back with that permit

00:02:25.340 ATS in New York tomorrow

00:02:26.660 I'm back in big Wormit

00:02:28.820 Excuse me what?

00:02:30.120 Pardon?

00:02:30.660 Huh?

00:02:31.120 I had to just ask him

00:02:32.260 Iron Man the man could just start

00:02:33.800 And man's like

00:02:34.400 Ooh I'm back with that margin

00:02:35.580 I didn't mean Eve

00:02:36.340 I'm back in that garden

00:02:37.280 Where the blood clot

00:02:38.020 I'm back to Don Gargan

00:02:39.020 Started off like a feet

00:02:40.040 And then darkened

00:02:40.800 Holloman G and me

00:02:41.760 And I'm talking

00:02:42.420 Killing with D

00:02:44.080 Killing MC

00:02:45.780 Digest this

00:02:47.640 Cinnamon T

00:02:49.200 Ain't no fill in his shoes

00:02:51.060 Cause they sin on his feet

00:02:52.720 Man's down south hustling

00:02:54.520 With no gold grilling his teeth

00:02:56.200 Man don't care about owner

00:02:59.700 Man don't care about owner

00:03:02.920 Man don't care about owner

00:03:03.760 Man don't care about owner

00:03:06.320 What up what up

00:03:07.000 Knock him out

00:03:07.880 Man don't care about owner

00:03:10.000 We got a big stream today

00:03:26.420 Dr. K pulling up

00:03:27.660 We're doing some therapy

00:03:28.640 Lots to catch up on

00:03:31.320 But yeah

00:03:35.680 And if there's any bad kick PR

00:03:37.300 I'm a party streamer

00:03:38.640 I'm a party streamer

00:03:40.420 Kick I don't know what's going on

00:03:42.200 People are dying

00:03:42.980 People are dying on party

00:03:45.120 People

00:03:45.440 People are dying on party

00:03:47.460 I'm a party streamer

00:03:48.020 I'm a party streamer

00:03:49.020 Call the coroners

00:03:49.460 Pull the secret

00:03:50.140 Yeah

00:03:50.640 Say that old nigga

00:03:52.340 Old sir

00:03:53.180 Bittersweet taste

00:03:54.180 Made us go to the lake

00:03:55.520 Make a knee shake

00:03:57.180 Make a priest

00:03:57.840 Make a nun come

00:03:59.860 Make a queen

00:04:00.400 Who the fuck's happening

00:04:01.080 On the kick bro

00:04:01.880 Downtown

00:04:02.420 Cop a sweet space

00:04:03.620 Living life like

00:04:05.200 We want a sweet space

00:04:06.260 What

00:04:06.900 We headed to hell

00:04:08.200 For having sex time

00:04:09.460 Well I'm a levitate

00:04:10.680 How you guys been?

00:04:31.400 That'd be real, I don't know

00:04:32.680 Nate Diaz is ready to stream tomorrow

00:04:34.920 I'm not sure what to do

00:04:35.940 Should we go to the gym?

00:04:38.620 Should we do a gym stream?

00:04:40.680 Yap stream is not really Nate Diaz

00:04:42.500 That's a buzz, motherfucker

00:04:44.960 Never in your wildest dreams

00:04:46.860 Never in your wildest dreams

00:04:48.700 Never in your wildest dreams

00:04:48.720 Never in your wildest

00:04:49.920 Think you hear the loudest screams

00:04:52.240 Coming from a sad scream

00:04:54.160 You a wild bitch

00:04:55.280 Tell me what I gotta do to be that guy

00:04:57.860 Set a price full down

00:04:59.140 Yeah, but fuck a black guy

00:05:00.660 A dude ain't no

00:05:01.940 A dude gangbang

00:05:03.380 It's kinda crazy

00:05:04.300 That's all the same thing

00:05:05.900 Well, I guess a lot of you do

00:05:07.920 Alright

00:05:09.500 Let's talk about

00:05:12.100 I should've went live a couple days ago

00:05:13.680 Bang, bang, bang, bang

00:05:16.080 I was in Miami for a couple days

00:05:18.080 Did one stream with mine

00:05:19.180 I didn't spark

00:05:20.160 I know

00:05:20.760 I was gonna do something with a little pump

00:05:23.040 And then blah, blah, blah

00:05:24.240 Went around

00:05:24.720 Just New York is where

00:05:26.080 I get all my energy in New York

00:05:27.840 Miami

00:05:28.680 For some reason

00:05:30.100 I got lethargic there recently

00:05:31.340 The last like three times I went there

00:05:32.760 Had to take care of some housekeeping stuff

00:05:34.820 I know you guys wanted to see a desktop in there

00:05:36.360 But

00:05:36.620 Didn't get it done

00:05:38.340 I should've

00:05:39.020 Not should've

00:05:39.720 No excuses

00:05:40.280 But

00:05:41.180 Been working on a lot of videos over here

00:05:43.700 And behind the scenes stuff

00:05:44.760 Hiring more people

00:05:45.760 And

00:05:47.420 Yeah, farm

00:05:49.580 Nate Diaz about Hamzad and Strickland

00:05:51.560 Okay, but like

00:05:52.620 I wanna do something

00:05:54.060 Okay, so tomorrow

00:05:54.840 Nate Diaz is here

00:05:56.080 I think Jake Shields is pulling up later in the week

00:05:58.540 I'm not sure what to do

00:06:00.040 I kinda wanna show him around New York

00:06:01.820 But I don't know

00:06:03.800 Like, where do you take Nate Diaz?

00:06:05.400 Like, where do you

00:06:06.020 It's such a weird

00:06:07.020 Like, what do you

00:06:07.680 To a museum?

00:06:10.020 What do you

00:06:10.320 What do you

00:06:10.560 Boom, baca!

00:06:11.540 Take him to the

00:06:12.120 Statue of Liberty

00:06:13.380 You're just there with Nate Diaz

00:06:14.800 Like, uh

00:06:17.600 This is the tallest building

00:06:18.600 In Manhattan

00:06:19.400 I'm my surprise, motherfucker

00:06:20.880 Like, what

00:06:21.620 What do you

00:06:23.280 I gotta figure that out

00:06:24.760 Take him to the dispensary

00:06:26.360 It's

00:06:26.720 You can just

00:06:27.240 Get weed anywhere

00:06:28.160 It's legal here

00:06:29.220 You can go to any deli

00:06:30.040 And get him weed

00:06:31.300 Take him shooting

00:06:34.040 This is New York

00:06:35.080 That's not what you do in the south

00:06:36.380 IRL in New York

00:06:38.600 Yeah, doing what though?

00:06:40.220 Like, take him

00:06:40.800 Take him to the hood?

00:06:41.720 Why?

00:06:42.680 Why are you taking him to the

00:06:43.460 He's too rich to go to the

00:06:44.360 Why does he need to go to the hood?

00:06:45.800 I'll figure something out

00:06:46.720 Gym and grub after

00:06:49.140 Yeah, no

00:06:50.020 My training has not been

00:06:51.800 As all points

00:06:53.080 But I mean, that just seems like

00:06:54.280 It makes the most sense, right?

00:06:55.720 Probably just take him to the gym

00:06:56.760 But yeah, there's also

00:06:58.120 Some other stuff

00:06:58.780 New York's dry

00:06:59.260 I know it's not

00:06:59.760 New York's been great

00:07:00.520 New York's been great

00:07:01.580 I just, I love being here

00:07:02.920 And been working on some good stuff

00:07:04.620 I got a new suit, by the way

00:07:05.620 What do you guys think?

00:07:07.060 You gotta like the new suit

00:07:08.060 New black suit

00:07:09.660 Needed to get a new one

00:07:10.620 Just, uh

00:07:11.200 You put this on

00:07:12.120 You feel motivated

00:07:12.900 You feel ready to go

00:07:13.800 Gonna keep buzzing my head every day

00:07:15.860 And you gotta dress to impress

00:07:18.000 Dress to impress

00:07:19.680 The treatment that I get everywhere

00:07:20.860 Like, sir, come right this way

00:07:22.100 Sir, here, hello

00:07:22.840 Oh, excuse me

00:07:23.860 Sit anywhere you want

00:07:25.220 Sit anywhere you want

00:07:26.060 Come take my wife

00:07:27.580 Fuck my wife

00:07:28.500 Come right this way, sir

00:07:34.220 You get the best treatment ever

00:07:35.740 So highly recommend

00:07:37.020 You get a tailor suit

00:07:38.320 It was very expensive

00:07:39.100 It was very

00:07:41.360 It was very expensive

00:07:43.720 Okay, this, of course

00:07:44.680 That's what made Kik laugh

00:07:46.080 But anybody complaining

00:07:47.300 What the, what is going on with Kik?

00:07:49.400 What are you guys doing?

00:07:52.640 The PR

00:07:53.080 It's like

00:07:53.720 You guys had Mr. Beast

00:07:54.800 As your profile picture

00:07:55.620 For a while

00:07:56.160 And then

00:07:57.000 French people

00:07:57.840 You're killing French guys

00:07:58.920 Rest in peace

00:07:59.960 Why are you killing French people?

00:08:05.340 Yay unfollowed you?

00:08:05.980 Yay unfollowed everybody

00:08:07.040 It seemed like

00:08:07.660 It was just me

00:08:08.240 I think Yay just followed me

00:08:09.520 And Nick Fuentes

00:08:10.280 Said happy birthday to him yesterday

00:08:12.140 My birthday's coming up

00:08:13.880 Real soon

00:08:14.260 I expect a happy birthday

00:08:15.240 From everybody watching

00:08:16.100 The stream right now

00:08:16.720 I expect a happy birthday

00:08:17.640 I didn't celebrate last year

00:08:18.740 Because Eid

00:08:19.880 Eid is the only holiday

00:08:21.500 We celebrate

00:08:22.200 Brother

00:08:22.540 Allahu Akbar

00:08:23.660 No birthdays

00:08:24.860 Haram

00:08:25.440 But no, this year

00:08:26.220 I want to celebrate my birthday

00:08:27.060 So it's coming up

00:08:28.080 But Yay unfollowed

00:08:29.380 I did see that

00:08:31.440 End of an era

00:08:32.600 Seems like

00:08:33.340 But now it seems like

00:08:34.420 We're out of the college dropout era

00:08:35.720 College dropout was what?

00:08:36.700 When Yay was 26, 27

00:08:37.760 I'm getting unk now

00:08:39.500 Getting older

00:08:40.540 So it's time for late registration

00:08:42.200 Time for late registration

00:08:44.560 So yeah, rest in peace

00:08:45.380 To that French guy

00:08:46.020 Rest in peace

00:08:47.260 I don't know his name

00:08:47.860 But yeah, I don't know

00:08:48.860 What the fuck is going on with Kick

00:08:49.980 What is going on?

00:08:52.920 What else

00:08:53.300 What else did I miss up on?

00:08:54.380 Let's quickly do this

00:08:56.000 He, oh Dr. K's ready?

00:08:57.500 Oh, he's good to go

00:08:58.080 Alright

00:08:58.520 We'll do clips after

00:08:59.740 Let's get right into

00:09:00.820 The therapy stream

00:09:01.840 Let's

00:09:03.720 Let's talk to Dr. K

00:09:06.000 I was surprised to hear from him

00:09:07.140 But it was a great segment last time

00:09:09.140 It did great on YouTube

00:09:09.880 And you know

00:09:11.300 We're going to want to catch up with him

00:09:12.460 Let's see if I can

00:09:14.900 Out-therapy the therapist

00:09:16.200 Turn this off

00:09:22.660 I want to get the good camera on

00:09:23.920 I'm kind of nervous

00:09:28.800 This should be work

00:09:32.140 Come on, work

00:09:35.140 Come on

00:09:38.540 Dr. K

00:09:38.800 Dr. K

00:09:42.360 Hold on a second

00:09:45.040 My camera's not working

00:09:46.980 Wait a second

00:09:48.460 Wait a second

00:09:48.780 Wait a second

00:09:49.200 Okay, I'm kind of nervous

00:09:50.980 Kind of nervous

00:09:52.600 Fuck

00:09:53.460 Output device

00:09:55.280 Headphones

00:09:56.260 There we go

00:10:00.080 Uh, I don't

00:10:05.260 Let me see

00:10:06.280 You don't see me?

00:10:07.080 Let me see if I need to change

00:10:08.240 I don't

00:10:10.960 Oh, I see you now

00:10:11.660 There you are

00:10:12.580 Hold on

00:10:12.900 And I hear you now

00:10:13.440 I see my good camera

00:10:14.400 I'm not sure why

00:10:15.860 It's not working

00:10:16.520 Nice

00:10:17.320 Oh, here it is

00:10:18.940 There we go

00:10:23.400 Oh, oh my god

00:10:25.020 Looking sharp, bro

00:10:25.900 Hey, uh, thanks a lot

00:10:27.680 Just got this new suit, man

00:10:28.640 How you doing?

00:10:30.260 Good, dude

00:10:30.820 How are you?

00:10:32.660 Uh, not too bad

00:10:33.540 Not too bad

00:10:34.680 Uh, it's been

00:10:35.360 What has it been?

00:10:36.280 Like two years

00:10:36.760 Since I spoke to you?

00:10:38.540 Has it been two years?

00:10:40.080 It's been a while, yeah

00:10:40.940 I think it's been

00:10:41.940 Something like that

00:10:42.820 At least a year and a half

00:10:43.620 A year and some change

00:10:44.540 Okay

00:10:46.060 Um, give me one second

00:10:48.440 Let me see if I can

00:10:49.660 There we go

00:10:53.200 Chaz, everything good?

00:10:54.240 Everything sound good?

00:10:55.000 Yeah, my

00:10:55.540 Well, not my apologies

00:10:56.660 But unfortunately

00:10:58.060 You can't be on Twitch

00:10:59.080 Because of me

00:11:01.260 But

00:11:01.740 That happens

00:11:02.920 Yeah, I think

00:11:03.560 It's all good

00:11:04.360 Like I said

00:11:04.780 I'm more interested

00:11:05.400 In the conversation

00:11:06.180 And just catching up

00:11:07.100 Than the views, bro

00:11:09.440 I love to hear that, man

00:11:11.300 I'm sick of the

00:11:12.320 I'm sick of the views, too

00:11:13.960 Getting sick of the social media world

00:11:15.560 I mean, I'm gonna be here for a while

00:11:17.280 But it's just, you know

00:11:18.160 Getting sick of it

00:11:19.080 What about you?

00:11:19.700 What's new with you, Dr. K?

00:11:21.940 Uh, not much, man

00:11:22.900 Um, I, I, uh

00:11:24.780 Was on vacation for a little bit

00:11:26.180 Just got back

00:11:27.380 Lucky God, man

00:11:28.480 Where'd you go?

00:11:30.240 I went to, uh

00:11:31.340 Switzerland and France

00:11:32.280 Okay, alright

00:11:34.120 Super cool

00:11:35.520 Do you speak French?

00:11:36.500 Je parle français un peu

00:11:37.380 No

00:11:37.760 No

00:11:38.640 I do not speak French

00:11:39.900 Rien français

00:11:40.560 You speak French?

00:11:41.660 Oui, je parle français

00:11:42.300 Parce que mon père

00:11:43.540 Vien d'Haïti

00:11:44.060 I speak French

00:11:44.500 Because my dad's from Haiti, so

00:11:45.700 Oh, interesting

00:11:47.120 Cool

00:11:47.440 Yeah

00:11:47.840 Yeah, I didn't

00:11:48.760 I didn't realize

00:11:49.280 You were half Haitian

00:11:50.000 Yeah, yeah

00:11:51.200 What did you think I was?

00:11:53.380 I, I don't know

00:11:54.440 Did you have

00:11:55.660 Did you have a guess?

00:11:57.660 Mm-mm

00:11:57.900 I mean, you're

00:12:00.400 You're American?

00:12:01.660 Yeah, I was born

00:12:02.380 In New York City

00:12:03.040 I'm an American

00:12:03.840 No matter what

00:12:04.520 Uh, you know

00:12:05.460 Some, some of the

00:12:06.220 The far right people

00:12:07.420 Are saying I should be

00:12:08.340 Deported and stuff

00:12:09.100 But I, I'm an American

00:12:11.060 So I, I notice

00:12:13.260 We're both smiling a lot

00:12:14.440 I know, it's just

00:12:16.280 I, I'm, I'm

00:12:18.000 I'm happy to talk to you again

00:12:19.420 It's been a long time

00:12:20.040 I, I know

00:12:20.660 I'm happy to talk to you too

00:12:21.940 Oh, hold on a second

00:12:23.560 Oh, I don't know

00:12:24.360 Who that is

00:12:24.880 I wonder if I should answer

00:12:26.720 I think I'm not gonna answer

00:12:27.780 Um, I, I got a phone call

00:12:30.640 But

00:12:30.820 Was that Masad?

00:12:31.680 Yes, how you been?

00:12:32.700 I'm good

00:12:33.140 You know, I'm, I'm fantastic

00:12:34.560 I have been craving a vacation

00:12:36.820 It seems like

00:12:37.820 Uh, was that refreshing?

00:12:38.780 Was it good?

00:12:39.220 I, I still haven't taken a vacation

00:12:40.720 Yeah, when was the last time

00:12:42.820 You took a vacation?

00:12:45.400 Well, so it's hard to tell

00:12:46.240 I mean, I've taken a lot of trips

00:12:47.260 In the past several years

00:12:48.520 But strictly like

00:12:49.840 I'm just gonna relax

00:12:51.260 Vacation?

00:12:52.240 I can't remember

00:12:52.920 Yeah, so how long

00:12:56.040 Have you been making content?

00:12:57.780 2000, I mean

00:13:00.000 Technically 2011

00:13:01.000 But I would say

00:13:01.820 I started

00:13:02.160 Wow

00:13:02.740 My personal YouTube channel

00:13:04.000 2013

00:13:04.560 So

00:13:05.940 Okay, so you've been making content

00:13:07.440 For a long time

00:13:07.960 And have you not had a vacation

00:13:09.120 In that amount of time?

00:13:12.240 No, I mean

00:13:12.940 No, no, no

00:13:13.720 Since then, yeah

00:13:14.640 But I mean, like

00:13:15.140 Since I really started

00:13:15.780 So I started streaming

00:13:16.760 Three years ago

00:13:17.440 I was making videos before that

00:13:18.500 Okay

00:13:18.700 And, and just so we're crystal clear

00:13:21.100 Like, so I, I know that

00:13:22.260 You're not a huge believer

00:13:23.600 In psychiatry

00:13:24.320 I'm a psychiatrist

00:13:24.980 This is not therapy, right?

00:13:26.220 We're on the same page there?

00:13:27.100 I'm on the same page

00:13:27.680 About it

00:13:27.980 I still don't believe in therapy

00:13:29.020 And I know that this is not

00:13:30.080 Licensed clinical practice

00:13:31.560 This is a stream

00:13:33.020 Awesome

00:13:33.280 Where I'm speaking with a therapist

00:13:34.520 So legally

00:13:35.080 You're all good

00:13:36.060 I'm not gonna sue you

00:13:36.900 If I do

00:13:37.520 Thank you so much, man

00:13:39.340 Weight off my chest

00:13:40.900 I'm not gonna sue you

00:13:42.520 Yeah, so

00:13:42.900 So what do you, what do you wanna

00:13:44.840 Are we, we're just catching up, right?

00:13:47.380 Sounds good

00:13:47.880 I mean, you told me some things

00:13:49.160 Should I bring that up?

00:13:50.320 You said something to me

00:13:51.440 Sure

00:13:51.480 So you said you're going through

00:13:53.100 A midlife crisis

00:13:54.460 And I told you so am I

00:13:55.600 You know, I'm 26

00:13:56.660 I'm getting up there

00:13:57.780 Yeah

00:13:58.020 Yeah, so I, I, I think I said

00:14:00.880 I, I sort of went through one

00:14:02.520 I think I'm on the other side

00:14:04.240 Um, but yeah

00:14:06.320 I, I think I, I mentioned

00:14:07.640 A little bit before

00:14:08.500 But yeah, so

00:14:09.120 Do you wanna tell me

00:14:10.100 Can you just catch me up

00:14:11.220 A little bit?

00:14:11.660 We can absolutely talk about that

00:14:12.820 I'm, I'd love to talk about it

00:14:14.120 Um, can you catch me up

00:14:15.540 A little bit though?

00:14:16.060 So we spoke a couple years ago

00:14:17.700 Has it been two years?

00:14:18.800 I think so

00:14:19.300 I think it was

00:14:20.080 Either early 24 or late 23

00:14:22.160 Okay

00:14:23.360 And, and so

00:14:24.360 Can you just catch me up

00:14:25.340 What you've been up to since then?

00:14:29.280 It's been

00:14:30.360 Uh

00:14:31.200 There's a lot

00:14:34.180 There's a lot to say

00:14:35.400 I fought

00:14:37.560 A UFC champion

00:14:39.120 And

00:14:40.540 I got

00:14:42.300 Like

00:14:42.740 Like who?

00:14:44.120 In the ring?

00:14:44.980 Yep

00:14:45.260 Yep

00:14:46.200 That was a big one

00:14:47.180 And

00:14:49.360 Then

00:14:49.820 I think, you know, it's funny

00:14:51.160 Last time I spoke to you

00:14:51.820 I think I spoke about

00:14:52.600 The importance of

00:14:53.560 Fighting

00:14:54.440 And I, I didn't speak about

00:14:55.560 Stuff like that

00:14:56.200 So that happened

00:14:57.020 I think it was a couple months later

00:14:58.300 And

00:15:00.160 Yeah

00:15:02.880 Well, it was funny

00:15:04.320 What was that one?

00:15:05.100 I mean, it was fine

00:15:06.140 It was good

00:15:06.720 And after the, after the fight

00:15:08.200 You know, I was a UFC champion

00:15:09.440 Very, you know, a lot heavier than me

00:15:11.020 Obviously more experienced than me

00:15:12.240 And he said he

00:15:13.460 He tried to knock me out

00:15:14.520 Could have knocked me out

00:15:15.340 And then

00:15:15.680 You know, people intervened

00:15:17.000 And then the fight was over

00:15:18.160 So I think

00:15:19.180 Okay

00:15:19.400 I got respect for that

00:15:20.500 For not

00:15:20.920 You know, for

00:15:22.120 For staying in there

00:15:23.060 And not

00:15:23.460 Wimping out

00:15:24.800 But then the guy ended up

00:15:25.960 The guy's a little bit

00:15:26.940 Cuckoo

00:15:27.440 So

00:15:27.740 He was

00:15:28.820 You know, he's still talking shit

00:15:30.080 This besides the point

00:15:31.640 I think most people understand

00:15:32.580 My perspective

00:15:33.180 And, you know

00:15:33.760 But

00:15:34.720 And

00:15:36.040 Your perspective was that

00:15:37.800 You know

00:15:39.060 Well, he

00:15:39.900 So people keep saying

00:15:40.920 People keep saying like

00:15:41.680 Okay

00:15:41.960 You asked him

00:15:43.000 You asked to spar him

00:15:44.180 Like, oh, these influencers

00:15:45.100 They talk so much shit

00:15:46.000 I never talk shit about the guy

00:15:47.100 I went up to him

00:15:48.000 I said, hey

00:15:48.660 Nice to meet you

00:15:49.300 Congratulations on being the champ

00:15:50.420 And then he asked me

00:15:51.740 He said, let's spar

00:15:52.520 And then, okay

00:15:53.060 Sure

00:15:53.580 And the next day we sparred

00:15:54.560 Tried to knock me out

00:15:55.740 He said he couldn't

00:15:56.840 Shook hands

00:15:57.400 Left

00:15:57.740 And then continued to

00:15:59.180 Talk crap online

00:16:00.040 Which is ironic

00:16:00.640 Because that's the whole reason

00:16:01.460 You wanted to fight an influencer

00:16:02.360 Because they talk shit online

00:16:03.320 So kind of flipped the script

00:16:04.440 Then afterwards

00:16:05.280 I would say the most

00:16:06.320 The secondary major thing was

00:16:07.900 Started streaming on Party

00:16:10.160 And then I worked with

00:16:11.660 Yay

00:16:12.020 Kanye West

00:16:13.900 For five weeks in Spain

00:16:15.860 I was living with him in Spain

00:16:17.000 For over a month

00:16:18.540 And working closely with him

00:16:19.680 And that was a dream come true

00:16:21.560 And, you know

00:16:23.100 Working with my favorite artists

00:16:24.400 Of all time

00:16:24.880 And

00:16:25.080 Having like a close

00:16:27.160 Relationship

00:16:28.160 That was

00:16:28.720 Pretty

00:16:29.600 That was a big experience

00:16:31.660 And then now I'm here

00:16:32.680 And where is here

00:16:34.960 If that's not

00:16:36.280 Doxing you

00:16:37.060 Back in New York City

00:16:38.400 I moved back to New York

00:16:39.700 At the end of last year

00:16:40.700 It's been almost

00:16:41.300 A year back in New York

00:16:42.360 This is where I was born

00:16:43.560 And I moved to Miami

00:16:45.500 For two years after

00:16:46.540 The last time I spoke to you

00:16:47.780 I was in Miami

00:16:48.260 I moved to Miami

00:16:49.980 Like at the end of 2022

00:16:51.240 When I thought my

00:16:52.020 When I was getting more famous

00:16:52.960 And my safety was at risk

00:16:53.980 And needed to get a gun

00:16:55.160 Wanted to pay less taxes

00:16:56.760 Get away from

00:16:57.500 You know

00:16:57.740 COVID New York

00:16:58.880 X

00:16:59.420 Or post-COVID New York

00:17:00.260 And then I came back

00:17:01.920 Back here

00:17:02.240 And I still go back to Miami

00:17:03.500 Still got my place there

00:17:04.220 But back in New York

00:17:05.860 Making my vlogs again

00:17:06.860 You know

00:17:07.960 Doing what I originally

00:17:09.120 Started doing

00:17:09.960 These videos

00:17:10.640 Yeah

00:17:10.840 What do you vlog about?

00:17:13.080 Everything

00:17:13.440 Is it okay

00:17:14.020 If I ask you these questions?

00:17:15.100 Yeah, sure

00:17:15.380 Like you can ask me

00:17:16.040 I want to figure out

00:17:17.640 About your midlife crisis

00:17:18.540 Once I get you up to speed

00:17:19.880 With my life

00:17:20.420 Yeah, yeah, yeah

00:17:21.560 Absolutely talk about

00:17:23.380 My midlife crisis

00:17:24.600 Yeah, what do you vlog about?

00:17:26.580 My vlogs are

00:17:27.300 I think

00:17:27.940 Centered mainly around

00:17:29.940 New York City

00:17:30.480 Interacting with people

00:17:31.840 Things that I'm thinking about

00:17:33.320 Current events

00:17:34.160 Politics

00:17:34.900 Funny things

00:17:35.620 Talking to strangers

00:17:36.320 Doing interviews

00:17:37.060 You know

00:17:38.240 Sometimes they're motivational

00:17:39.080 Sometimes they're

00:17:40.060 Focused on God

00:17:41.180 Sometimes they're

00:17:42.720 Debate oriented

00:17:43.700 And a lot of it's

00:17:45.440 Really personal

00:17:45.940 So

00:17:46.580 And I would say

00:17:47.620 Heavily edited

00:17:48.700 Sometimes there's drawing

00:17:50.040 It's just

00:17:50.460 You know

00:17:50.960 It's an expression

00:17:51.880 Of everything

00:17:52.540 That I think

00:17:53.260 And like

00:17:53.740 Cool

00:17:57.260 That sounds great

00:17:58.680 And so I think

00:17:59.440 Last time we talked

00:18:00.180 You had mentioned

00:18:00.720 That I don't know

00:18:01.600 If you have always been

00:18:03.580 When you talk about God

00:18:04.940 You're Muslim?

00:18:06.140 Yes

00:18:06.560 And have

00:18:08.460 You had

00:18:09.120 I don't know

00:18:10.140 If you had been

00:18:10.720 To Hajj

00:18:11.600 For the first time

00:18:12.540 Or recently

00:18:13.240 Something like that

00:18:14.000 Are you

00:18:14.360 No

00:18:14.920 I'm

00:18:15.900 Basically Hindu

00:18:17.140 Okay

00:18:18.040 And

00:18:18.820 Yeah

00:18:19.380 No it's fine

00:18:22.820 They might make some jokes

00:18:24.300 But

00:18:24.460 My editor is Hindu

00:18:27.100 Anyway

00:18:28.040 I've been to Mecca

00:18:29.700 Three

00:18:30.060 Four times

00:18:31.140 But not Hajj yet

00:18:31.980 Okay wow

00:18:32.440 Just Umrah

00:18:33.040 Okay

00:18:34.420 And how long

00:18:35.560 Have you been Muslim?

00:18:37.480 Two and a half years

00:18:38.420 Okay

00:18:39.720 Oh so you've been to Mecca

00:18:40.800 Three times

00:18:41.500 In two and a half years?

00:18:42.600 Yeah I think

00:18:42.900 Three or four times

00:18:43.600 Wow

00:18:44.460 That's a lot

00:18:45.140 Yeah

00:18:45.720 Quite a bit

00:18:46.980 Yeah what

00:18:48.620 And I remember

00:18:49.960 You saying

00:18:50.380 That it was like

00:18:50.960 A really

00:18:51.740 Um

00:18:52.900 Meaningful

00:18:54.820 Experience for you

00:18:55.700 Yeah

00:18:56.360 Have you been to

00:18:56.880 The Taj Mahal?

00:18:58.860 I have

00:18:59.540 Is that like

00:19:00.460 The Mecca

00:19:00.820 For

00:19:01.140 For Hindus

00:19:02.200 For Hinduism?

00:19:04.200 No man

00:19:04.880 So the

00:19:05.300 The Taj Mahal

00:19:06.340 Was

00:19:06.620 Built by Muslims

00:19:08.080 I knew that

00:19:09.840 So it was

00:19:10.520 I knew

00:19:11.460 I knew that

00:19:11.880 Oh my god

00:19:12.480 As soon as he said

00:19:13.320 Yes the architecture

00:19:14.260 Yeah it's okay

00:19:14.780 Yeah yeah

00:19:15.300 Fuck

00:19:15.680 Yeah it's all good

00:19:16.940 So it was

00:19:17.620 It was built by

00:19:18.540 Um

00:19:18.880 India has a history

00:19:19.860 Of getting colonized

00:19:21.760 By various people

00:19:22.880 So there were

00:19:24.280 Um

00:19:25.000 There were

00:19:25.760 Basically

00:19:26.480 Around

00:19:27.420 1200

00:19:29.300 CE

00:19:30.560 People from the

00:19:32.580 Northwest

00:19:33.020 Started attacking India

00:19:34.840 Yeah

00:19:35.400 And then

00:19:36.180 Uh

00:19:36.800 The Mughals

00:19:37.560 I think

00:19:38.700 Around

00:19:39.060 1500

00:19:39.880 To 1600

00:19:40.540 I'm a bit

00:19:41.200 Rusty on

00:19:41.760 On the

00:19:42.280 I think

00:19:43.040 Closer to 1600

00:19:43.900 They kind of

00:19:45.040 Invaded

00:19:45.420 And I don't

00:19:46.580 Remember

00:19:46.860 I think it was

00:19:47.420 Aurangzeb's dad

00:19:48.640 I forget his name

00:19:49.540 Who built the

00:19:50.080 Taj Mahal

00:19:50.660 So where's the

00:19:51.940 Is there a

00:19:53.160 Pilgrimage for

00:19:54.000 Hindus?

00:19:55.480 There are tons

00:19:56.140 Of pilgrimages

00:19:56.780 But we don't

00:19:57.360 Have

00:19:57.820 Uh

00:19:58.480 Hinduism in that

00:19:59.560 Way is a

00:20:00.080 Pretty like

00:20:00.740 Decentralized

00:20:01.540 Religion

00:20:01.900 There's a lot

00:20:03.100 Of different

00:20:03.460 Paths

00:20:04.100 Um

00:20:04.940 There isn't

00:20:05.520 Like one

00:20:06.080 Site of

00:20:06.740 Pilgrimage

00:20:07.320 Oh I know

00:20:08.140 Vancouver

00:20:09.920 Toronto

00:20:12.400 Maybe

00:20:12.720 There's a

00:20:13.040 Bunch

00:20:14.040 A bunch

00:20:14.540 Of Indian

00:20:14.900 People in

00:20:15.440 Canada

00:20:15.720 And there

00:20:16.500 There's some

00:20:17.120 Uh

00:20:17.560 There's some

00:20:18.660 Pretty like

00:20:19.300 Uh

00:20:19.900 There's some

00:20:20.300 Growing

00:20:20.580 Anti-Indian

00:20:21.780 Sentiment

00:20:22.220 In Canada

00:20:22.800 I've seen

00:20:23.520 That

00:20:23.780 I've seen

00:20:24.420 That

00:20:24.680 Yeah

00:20:24.960 So what

00:20:25.560 What have

00:20:26.340 You been

00:20:26.540 Up to

00:20:26.780 What are

00:20:26.960 Your major

00:20:27.360 Life events

00:20:28.280 Since the

00:20:28.520 Last time

00:20:28.800 We spoke

00:20:29.120 Yeah

00:20:30.720 So it's

00:20:32.280 Funny

00:20:32.460 You know

00:20:32.960 We were

00:20:33.320 Talking about

00:20:34.020 Midlife

00:20:34.320 Crisis

00:20:34.620 For a

00:20:34.940 Second

00:20:35.080 So I

00:20:35.400 Think I

00:20:35.820 Sort of

00:20:36.300 Probably

00:20:36.520 Hit it

00:20:36.860 Around that

00:20:37.260 Time

00:20:37.580 And maybe

00:20:38.620 My conversation

00:20:39.340 With you

00:20:39.680 Triggered

00:20:40.820 My

00:20:41.080 No

00:20:41.400 So um

00:20:42.620 Yeah so I

00:20:43.860 Think you know

00:20:44.540 If we spoke at the end

00:20:45.520 Of let's say

00:20:45.940 2023

00:20:46.540 Early 2024

00:20:47.560 You know so

00:20:49.620 So my thing

00:20:50.420 Was like

00:20:50.840 I was working

00:20:51.600 In Boston

00:20:52.200 Um

00:20:53.460 Was sort of

00:20:54.080 Like had an

00:20:54.720 Academic career

00:20:55.600 So that means

00:20:56.560 I was faculty

00:20:57.280 And was teaching

00:20:58.580 A lot

00:20:59.000 And then

00:21:00.220 You know

00:21:00.920 Had a job

00:21:01.580 Had a private

00:21:02.160 Practice

00:21:02.540 And then I

00:21:03.120 Started kind of

00:21:03.640 Healthy Gamer

00:21:04.120 On the side

00:21:04.640 And it was

00:21:05.040 Never supposed

00:21:05.560 To be a thing

00:21:06.220 And so started

00:21:07.480 Streaming on

00:21:08.040 Twitch

00:21:08.360 And then it

00:21:08.920 Grew a lot

00:21:10.020 During the

00:21:10.660 Pandemic

00:21:11.200 And then

00:21:11.900 So I think

00:21:13.060 For a couple

00:21:13.580 Of years

00:21:14.160 My life

00:21:15.060 Was sort of

00:21:15.700 Like

00:21:16.060 Responding

00:21:18.180 To the

00:21:19.380 Immediacy

00:21:20.080 Of my

00:21:20.720 Circumstances

00:21:21.460 So once we

00:21:22.800 Started growing

00:21:23.560 A lot

00:21:24.040 It's like

00:21:24.540 Okay

00:21:24.880 We hired

00:21:25.660 Our first

00:21:26.100 Employee

00:21:26.600 In April

00:21:27.020 Of 2020

00:21:27.780 Um

00:21:29.060 And

00:21:30.080 And so

00:21:30.980 Then like

00:21:31.500 You know

00:21:31.880 So we needed

00:21:32.380 One person

00:21:33.040 Then and we

00:21:33.480 Needed another

00:21:34.040 Person

00:21:34.360 And then we

00:21:34.780 Needed another

00:21:35.300 Person

00:21:35.680 And and so

00:21:36.860 We kind of

00:21:37.280 Grew and we

00:21:37.960 Started developing

00:21:38.660 Like I was

00:21:39.480 Kind of noticing

00:21:40.120 That streaming

00:21:41.480 And educating

00:21:42.020 People on the

00:21:42.620 Internet only

00:21:43.240 Goes so far

00:21:44.020 So I developed

00:21:44.920 A coaching

00:21:45.880 Program that I

00:21:46.620 Thought would

00:21:46.980 Like help

00:21:47.380 People

00:21:47.780 With the

00:21:49.040 Problems that

00:21:49.760 I was seeing

00:21:50.440 And addressed

00:21:51.620 A lot of the

00:21:52.100 Shortcomings

00:21:52.680 That I think

00:21:54.420 Exist in therapy

00:21:55.400 So built that

00:21:57.360 One second

00:21:57.880 Yeah

00:21:58.280 Hi

00:22:00.140 I'm working

00:22:02.000 Yeah

00:22:04.000 Hi

00:22:04.700 Can you close

00:22:05.920 The door

00:22:06.180 Thank you

00:22:07.940 They're they're

00:22:09.660 Usually um

00:22:10.480 Pretty good about

00:22:11.180 I don't usually

00:22:12.240 Work at this hour

00:22:13.020 So they're you

00:22:13.800 Know I think

00:22:14.160 It's fair game

00:22:14.700 Um so

00:22:16.760 And so then

00:22:18.700 For a couple

00:22:19.220 Of years it

00:22:19.900 Was just sort

00:22:20.480 Of like

00:22:20.800 Responding to

00:22:22.140 Around maybe

00:22:29.740 Around 2023

00:22:30.760 I found myself

00:22:32.360 Like in a

00:22:33.040 Position that I

00:22:33.760 Never expected

00:22:34.480 To be in

00:22:35.060 And was also

00:22:36.220 Trying to think

00:22:36.820 A little bit

00:22:37.320 About like

00:22:38.740 What I wanted

00:22:39.600 So suddenly

00:22:41.540 Like was

00:22:42.520 You know

00:22:42.960 Had the burden

00:22:43.620 Of of

00:22:44.740 Running a

00:22:45.180 Company

00:22:45.500 Um you know

00:22:48.080 Grew a lot

00:22:48.720 In terms of

00:22:49.440 Like brand

00:22:50.760 And and

00:22:51.440 And fame

00:22:52.100 And all that

00:22:52.540 Started getting

00:22:53.040 Recognized very

00:22:53.940 Frequently

00:22:54.380 On the street

00:22:55.300 If I skid

00:22:56.020 Did you stop

00:22:56.760 Being academic

00:22:57.300 And you

00:22:57.760 Became a

00:22:58.860 Content creator

00:22:59.520 Yeah yeah yeah

00:23:00.840 So so I

00:23:01.460 I left my

00:23:02.120 Academic position

00:23:02.980 Maybe in

00:23:03.620 2021

00:23:04.200 Um so

00:23:06.440 Was teaching

00:23:07.720 As an adjunct

00:23:08.760 For a little

00:23:09.120 While and

00:23:10.200 Then healthy

00:23:10.620 Gamer just

00:23:11.100 Basically picked

00:23:12.160 Up quite a

00:23:12.640 Bit so became

00:23:13.360 A full-time

00:23:13.840 Job I still

00:23:14.760 Have a small

00:23:15.160 Clinical

00:23:15.480 Practice because

00:23:16.240 I just don't

00:23:16.900 Want to let

00:23:17.180 Go of that

00:23:17.660 I really

00:23:18.920 Enjoy doing

00:23:19.420 Clinical work

00:23:20.040 Um and

00:23:21.640 Then but

00:23:23.040 Then it was

00:23:23.420 Sort of like

00:23:23.920 Wrote a book

00:23:24.760 That went

00:23:26.380 Well but

00:23:26.840 Then I was

00:23:27.180 Like hold

00:23:27.640 On a second

00:23:28.080 This was

00:23:28.460 Not I

00:23:30.220 Never intended

00:23:31.240 To be here

00:23:31.820 So then

00:23:33.220 Started thinking

00:23:33.960 A little bit

00:23:34.500 About what

00:23:35.580 Am I doing

00:23:36.100 What do I

00:23:36.540 Want to

00:23:36.820 Accomplish

00:23:37.500 Um you

00:23:40.380 Know thought

00:23:40.700 A lot about

00:23:41.340 Financial stuff

00:23:42.940 Too and in

00:23:43.700 Terms of like

00:23:44.360 Walked away

00:23:45.440 From a pretty

00:23:45.920 Lucrative career

00:23:46.740 And then was

00:23:47.880 Trying to

00:23:48.200 Think about

00:23:48.640 You know what

00:23:49.120 Do I what

00:23:49.620 Do I want

00:23:49.960 To do there

00:23:50.460 What now

00:23:50.880 So I was

00:23:51.100 Just trying to

00:23:51.500 Think huh

00:23:52.380 You're thinking

00:23:52.860 What now

00:23:53.400 Yeah so I

00:23:55.120 Was kind of

00:23:55.500 Thinking like

00:23:55.920 What do I

00:23:56.320 Want the

00:23:56.680 Remainder of

00:23:57.220 My life

00:23:57.620 To be

00:23:57.980 Because I

00:23:58.960 Was I

00:23:59.260 Was actually

00:23:59.680 Quite unhappy

00:24:00.760 Um with a

00:24:02.740 Lot of just

00:24:03.300 The way that

00:24:04.000 Like things

00:24:06.240 Grow right

00:24:07.180 So they like

00:24:07.680 Mutate and

00:24:08.380 Expand and

00:24:09.080 You have all

00:24:09.460 These like

00:24:09.840 Opportunities and

00:24:10.620 Stuff and

00:24:10.940 It's not that

00:24:11.540 I'm not

00:24:12.040 Grateful I

00:24:12.520 Think it's

00:24:12.800 Amazing stuff

00:24:13.540 Um but I

00:24:15.080 Sort of found

00:24:15.540 Myself being

00:24:16.060 Pulled in

00:24:16.500 A lot of

00:24:16.860 Different directions

00:24:17.520 Without having

00:24:18.200 A whole lot

00:24:18.700 Of on the

00:24:20.180 One hand I

00:24:20.620 Have a ton

00:24:20.960 Of autonomy

00:24:21.460 But on the

00:24:22.140 Other hand

00:24:22.520 It's like okay

00:24:22.980 There's this

00:24:23.340 Opportunity so

00:24:24.100 Then we're

00:24:24.380 Doing this

00:24:24.920 And then this

00:24:25.560 Opportunity and

00:24:26.420 Then we're

00:24:26.680 Doing this

00:24:27.240 Um and so

00:24:28.880 Just like thinking

00:24:29.480 Through all that

00:24:30.000 Stuff and it's

00:24:30.440 Like hold on a

00:24:30.960 Second what

00:24:31.360 What did we

00:24:31.880 Really show up

00:24:32.540 Here to do

00:24:33.020 What do I

00:24:33.480 What do I

00:24:33.500 Want to do

00:24:34.040 What's my

00:24:34.840 Dharma

00:24:35.160 That's the

00:24:35.700 Sanskrit word

00:24:36.320 For duty

00:24:36.860 So what's

00:24:38.580 My Dharma

00:24:39.100 Um and

00:24:40.380 Then I

00:24:40.640 Think for a

00:24:41.060 Long time I

00:24:41.720 Was also

00:24:42.160 Spiritually

00:24:42.760 Coasting

00:24:43.340 So I

00:24:44.720 Did a

00:24:44.980 Lot of

00:24:45.320 Intense

00:24:45.700 Spiritual

00:24:46.120 Practice

00:24:46.580 Between the

00:24:47.140 Ages of

00:24:47.580 About 21

00:24:48.260 To 28

00:24:48.880 And then

00:24:50.420 When I

00:24:50.960 Started

00:24:51.320 Medical school

00:24:52.420 Then for a

00:24:53.580 Period of

00:24:54.000 About 10

00:24:54.580 Years

00:24:55.060 Basically

00:24:56.500 Devoted a

00:24:57.560 Lot of

00:24:57.940 Energy

00:24:58.340 To

00:24:59.500 Understanding

00:25:01.340 Medicine

00:25:01.760 And understanding

00:25:02.920 Psychology

00:25:03.520 Understanding

00:25:04.120 Neuroscience

00:25:04.840 And in

00:25:05.640 That in

00:25:06.080 That time

00:25:06.600 So I

00:25:07.080 Haven't been

00:25:07.460 To India

00:25:07.940 In like

00:25:08.260 Over 10

00:25:08.720 Years

00:25:09.020 But I

00:25:09.300 Used to

00:25:09.560 Go every

00:25:09.900 Year

00:25:10.180 Do you

00:25:10.960 Miss it

00:25:11.200 And so

00:25:11.500 Sort of

00:25:11.880 Sort of

00:25:14.180 So I

00:25:15.100 I mean

00:25:15.500 I hope to

00:25:16.160 Go back

00:25:16.440 Soon

00:25:16.700 But I

00:25:17.660 I think

00:25:18.020 I

00:25:18.240 Sort of

00:25:18.780 Was like

00:25:19.140 I had

00:25:20.080 Sort of

00:25:20.280 Done my

00:25:20.640 Own

00:25:20.880 Spiritual

00:25:21.240 Development

00:25:21.800 But it

00:25:22.360 Wasn't

00:25:22.640 The priority

00:25:23.260 Over the

00:25:24.200 Last 10

00:25:24.640 Years

00:25:24.860 It was

00:25:25.160 Like okay

00:25:25.680 I have

00:25:25.980 The opportunity

00:25:26.640 To train

00:25:27.700 At a

00:25:28.100 Really great

00:25:28.500 Institution

00:25:29.100 I have

00:25:29.460 Lots of

00:25:29.780 Great

00:25:29.920 Teachers

00:25:30.220 So I'm

00:25:31.180 Going to

00:25:31.340 Like learn

00:25:31.720 This as

00:25:32.120 Well as

00:25:32.420 I can

00:25:32.820 And then

00:25:34.300 There was

00:25:34.640 A lot

00:25:34.980 Of

00:25:35.240 You know

00:25:37.300 Exploration

00:25:38.140 And growth

00:25:38.740 And development

00:25:39.360 In terms

00:25:39.840 Of entrepreneurship

00:25:40.540 I've

00:25:41.020 Worked a

00:25:41.440 Lot with

00:25:42.120 Entrepreneurs

00:25:42.880 Founders

00:25:43.600 That started

00:25:44.600 Around

00:25:45.020 2017

00:25:45.680 And so

00:25:48.140 Worked a

00:25:48.540 Lot as

00:25:48.800 Like a

00:25:49.100 Psychiatrist

00:25:49.840 And a

00:25:50.240 Coach

00:25:50.560 To help

00:25:51.280 People who

00:25:51.760 Are like

00:25:52.080 Co-founders

00:25:52.760 And entrepreneurs

00:25:54.560 And things

00:25:55.080 Like that

00:25:55.440 CEOs

00:25:55.840 C-suite

00:25:56.280 Executives

00:25:56.820 But then

00:25:57.140 To be

00:25:57.420 In the

00:25:57.760 In the

00:25:58.580 Role

00:25:58.720 Myself

00:25:59.200 Was a

00:25:59.820 Eye-opening

00:26:01.180 And educating

00:26:02.440 Experience

00:26:03.180 And so

00:26:05.400 Then it's

00:26:05.720 Sort of

00:26:05.940 Like

00:26:06.100 Okay

00:26:06.320 What do

00:26:06.580 I want

00:26:06.840 To do

00:26:07.060 With the

00:26:07.300 Rest of

00:26:07.560 My

00:26:07.700 Life

00:26:08.000 And so

00:26:08.780 Decided

00:26:09.700 On a

00:26:10.000 Couple

00:26:10.200 Of

00:26:10.400 Things

00:26:10.760 Spent

00:26:11.660 A lot

00:26:11.900 Of

00:26:12.020 Time

00:26:12.200 By

00:26:12.360 Myself

00:26:12.840 Which I

00:26:13.180 Think

00:26:13.340 Really

00:26:13.560 Helps

00:26:13.820 Me

00:26:13.960 A lot

00:26:14.220 Spent

00:26:14.500 A lot

00:26:14.860 Of

00:26:14.960 Time

00:26:15.300 Re-engaging

00:26:16.820 In

00:26:17.020 Spiritual

00:26:17.340 Practice

00:26:17.800 And now

00:26:18.920 I feel

00:26:19.500 Pretty

00:26:19.920 Good

00:26:20.240 So there's

00:26:21.720 No

00:26:21.820 Midlife

00:26:22.040 Crisis

00:26:22.320 You're

00:26:22.500 Fine

00:26:22.700 No

00:26:24.540 There

00:26:24.660 Was

00:26:24.960 A

00:26:25.080 Midlife

00:26:25.360 Crisis

00:26:25.720 But a

00:26:26.340 Midlife

00:26:26.620 Crisis

00:26:26.920 I think

00:26:27.260 Is a

00:26:27.580 Developmentally

00:26:28.640 I think

00:26:30.320 We don't

00:26:31.060 Appreciate

00:26:31.620 How common

00:26:32.740 They are

00:26:33.400 And how

00:26:33.880 They're

00:26:34.100 Also

00:26:34.400 Developmentally

00:26:35.400 Appropriate

00:26:36.000 I think

00:26:36.400 A midlife

00:26:36.780 Crisis

00:26:37.160 Is when

00:26:37.780 You

00:26:38.360 Trade in

00:26:39.060 Your

00:26:39.220 Toyota

00:26:39.620 For

00:26:40.000 Mid

00:26:41.300 Sports

00:26:41.680 Car

00:26:42.000 And

00:26:43.240 You get

00:26:43.800 Divorced

00:26:44.400 And then

00:26:44.820 You start

00:26:45.080 Dating

00:26:45.380 A girl

00:26:45.740 Who's

00:26:46.000 Like

00:26:46.140 Ten

00:26:46.300 Years

00:26:46.460 Younger

00:26:46.860 And you

00:26:47.760 Go to

00:26:48.000 A Coldplay

00:26:48.480 Concert

00:26:49.000 I think

00:26:51.540 That

00:26:51.740 That's

00:26:52.100 And then

00:26:52.440 You end

00:26:52.900 Up on

00:26:53.320 The

00:26:53.860 Big

00:26:54.960 Screen

00:26:55.280 You have

00:26:56.360 An affair

00:26:56.800 And then

00:26:58.400 You get

00:26:58.660 Fired

00:26:59.020 That

00:26:59.300 Midlife

00:26:59.840 Crisis

00:27:00.280 Is

00:27:00.940 Cheating

00:27:01.780 On

00:27:01.940 Your

00:27:02.060 Spouse

00:27:02.540 And

00:27:03.260 Getting

00:27:03.500 A new

00:27:03.860 In a

00:27:05.280 New

00:27:05.420 Hobby

00:27:05.760 And hanging

00:27:06.680 Out

00:27:06.920 At younger

00:27:07.420 Bars

00:27:07.840 I think

00:27:09.500 That

00:27:09.660 You know

00:27:09.920 The

00:27:10.120 I

00:27:10.740 Would

00:27:11.420 I think

00:27:12.140 That

00:27:12.300 That is

00:27:12.620 Certainly

00:27:13.020 An identity

00:27:13.620 Crisis

00:27:14.040 Of some

00:27:14.520 Sort

00:27:14.840 I think

00:27:15.240 We sort

00:27:15.640 Of

00:27:15.740 Characterize

00:27:16.280 That

00:27:16.440 As a

00:27:16.680 Midlife

00:27:16.960 Crisis

00:27:17.260 I think

00:27:17.700 Many

00:27:18.160 Many

00:27:18.540 Many

00:27:18.940 People

00:27:19.860 It's

00:27:21.040 Hard

00:27:21.280 For

00:27:21.500 Me

00:27:21.620 To

00:27:21.780 Say

00:27:22.140 Men

00:27:22.740 Versus

00:27:23.140 Women

00:27:23.440 But

00:27:23.700 I

00:27:23.840 Think

00:27:24.000 Most

00:27:24.300 Of

00:27:24.460 The

00:27:24.580 Midlife

00:27:24.920 Crises

00:27:25.340 That

00:27:25.780 I've

00:27:26.060 Gone

00:27:26.380 That

00:27:27.520 I've

00:27:27.760 Helped

00:27:27.980 People

00:27:28.240 Through

00:27:28.640 Happened

00:27:29.440 To

00:27:29.800 Like

00:27:31.200 That

00:27:31.380 I've

00:27:31.860 Assisted

00:27:32.260 People

00:27:32.540 With

00:27:32.740 I

00:27:32.900 Think

00:27:33.260 Just

00:27:34.120 The

00:27:34.580 Numbers

00:27:36.060 Have

00:27:36.200 Been

00:27:36.320 Mostly

00:27:36.760 Men

00:27:37.040 So

00:27:38.220 And I

00:27:38.620 Think

00:27:38.780 The

00:27:38.960 Textbook

00:27:40.060 Midlife

00:27:40.360 Crisis

00:27:40.660 That

00:27:40.880 You

00:27:41.040 Cited

00:27:42.060 Was

00:27:42.300 Also

00:27:42.560 A

00:27:42.780 Dude

00:27:43.020 Right

00:27:43.760 Yeah

00:27:44.320 And

00:27:45.820 For

00:27:46.900 Women

00:27:47.340 That's

00:27:47.560 Just

00:27:47.660 Menopause

00:27:48.180 I

00:27:50.780 Don't

00:27:50.980 Think

00:27:51.160 So

00:27:51.340 So

00:27:51.520 I

00:27:51.660 Think

00:27:51.960 There's

00:27:52.180 A

00:27:52.300 False

00:27:52.540 Equivalency

00:27:53.180 There

00:27:53.460 So

00:27:53.660 I

00:27:53.820 Absolutely

00:27:54.380 Believe

00:27:54.800 That

00:27:55.000 Menopause

00:27:55.640 Is

00:27:55.880 A

00:27:56.000 Very

00:27:56.260 Serious

00:27:56.900 Time

00:27:57.760 To

00:27:57.940 Take

00:27:58.140 Stock

00:27:58.600 And

00:27:58.900 Maybe

00:27:59.120 Women

00:27:59.360 Go

00:27:59.560 Through

00:27:59.700 Something

00:27:59.980 Else

00:28:00.380 Helps

00:28:01.140 A ton

00:28:01.340 Of

00:28:01.440 Women

00:28:01.600 Through

00:28:01.780 Menopause

00:28:02.320 But

00:28:02.540 I

00:28:02.760 Think

00:28:02.980 That

00:28:03.200 The

00:28:03.680 Psychological

00:28:05.000 Load

00:28:06.000 Is

00:28:06.780 Different

00:28:07.140 I

00:28:08.080 Wouldn't

00:28:08.380 Say

00:28:08.560 That

00:28:08.720 They're

00:28:08.880 One

00:28:09.080 To

00:28:09.180 One

00:28:09.440 But

00:28:11.180 I

00:28:11.300 Think

00:28:11.660 A lot

00:28:11.980 Of

00:28:12.080 Men

00:28:12.240 Go

00:28:12.420 Through

00:28:12.580 Midlife

00:28:12.940 Crises

00:28:13.340 That

00:28:13.740 Don't

00:28:14.180 Manifest

00:28:14.940 The

00:28:15.260 Way

00:28:15.500 That

00:28:15.760 You

00:28:16.000 Described

00:28:16.520 Right

00:28:17.100 That's

00:28:17.380 Sort

00:28:17.560 Of

00:28:17.620 The

00:28:17.740 Classic

00:28:18.060 One

00:28:18.360 And

00:28:18.980 That's

00:28:19.340 A

00:28:19.440 Midlife

00:28:19.760 Crisis

00:28:25.640 The

00:28:25.800 Roots

00:28:26.140 Are

00:28:26.300 Very

00:28:26.520 Similar

00:28:26.880 So

00:28:27.900 You

00:28:28.040 Kind

00:28:28.260 Of

00:28:28.320 Wake

00:28:28.720 Up

00:28:28.920 One

00:28:29.120 Day

00:28:29.360 And

00:28:29.620 You're

00:28:29.780 In

00:28:29.980 This

00:28:30.200 Life

00:28:30.560 That

00:28:30.840 You

00:28:31.280 Maybe

00:28:31.580 Didn't

00:28:31.940 Want

00:28:32.260 Didn't

00:28:32.660 Intend

00:28:33.140 You

00:28:33.760 Realize

00:28:34.180 That

00:28:34.340 You've

00:28:34.500 Made

00:28:34.640 A lot

00:28:34.880 Of

00:28:34.980 Sacrifices

00:28:35.760 You

00:28:35.940 Realize

00:28:36.360 That

00:28:36.560 There's

00:28:36.760 A lot

00:28:37.000 Of

00:28:37.100 Stuff

00:28:37.280 That

00:28:37.480 You

00:28:37.660 Maybe

00:28:37.940 Have

00:28:38.380 You

00:28:39.580 Sacrificed

00:28:40.260 A lot

00:28:40.540 Of

00:28:40.640 What

00:28:40.760 You

00:28:40.880 Wanted

00:28:41.220 For

00:28:41.420 The

00:28:41.580 Sake

00:28:41.820 Of

00:28:42.040 Other

00:28:42.300 Things

00:28:42.760 And

00:28:43.660 Then

00:28:43.780 You

00:28:43.940 Kind

00:28:44.180 Of

00:28:44.260 Wake

00:28:44.500 Up

00:28:44.760 And

00:28:45.200 You're

00:28:45.360 Like

00:28:55.640 Divorce

00:28:56.120 There

00:28:56.340 Right

00:28:56.600 In

00:28:56.860 Your

00:28:57.080 Example

00:28:57.720 That

00:28:59.340 That's

00:28:59.800 Part

00:29:00.000 Of

00:29:00.100 It

00:29:00.240 Yeah

00:29:00.500 That's

00:29:00.680 Part

00:29:00.840 Of

00:29:00.940 It

00:29:01.080 So

00:29:01.560 I

00:29:01.800 Think

00:29:02.100 A lot

00:29:02.400 Of

00:29:02.500 That

00:29:02.680 Can

00:29:02.880 Be

00:29:03.040 Just

00:29:03.280 Reaction

00:29:03.880 To

00:29:04.060 The

00:29:04.160 Divorce

00:29:04.700 And

00:29:05.300 That

00:29:05.480 Can

00:29:05.640 Have

00:29:05.840 Completely

00:29:06.220 Different

00:29:06.540 Roots

00:29:06.740 It's

00:29:07.380 Not

00:29:07.900 You know

00:29:08.280 It's

00:29:08.420 Unnecessary

00:29:09.140 But

00:29:09.280 I'm

00:29:09.400 Just

00:29:09.560 You

00:29:09.740 I'm

00:29:10.160 Joking

00:29:10.940 Around

00:29:11.180 About

00:29:11.360 Some

00:29:11.500 Of

00:29:11.560 The

00:29:11.620 Components

00:29:12.000 Yeah

00:29:12.220 Yeah

00:29:12.820 Yeah

00:29:13.380 No

00:29:13.580 But

00:29:13.720 I

00:29:13.880 I

00:29:14.200 I

00:29:14.320 I

00:29:14.900 Totally

00:29:15.240 Get

00:29:15.420 That

00:29:25.640 I'm

00:29:26.760 42

00:29:27.740 Yeah

00:29:29.300 So

00:29:29.380 That's

00:29:29.620 Around

00:29:29.800 The

00:29:29.980 Age

00:29:30.200 So

00:29:30.440 Then

00:29:30.560 What

00:29:30.720 What's

00:29:31.320 And

00:29:32.280 How

00:29:32.500 Does

00:29:32.620 That

00:29:32.740 Make

00:29:32.880 You

00:29:33.000 Feel

00:29:33.320 How

00:29:35.080 Does

00:29:35.200 What

00:29:35.360 Make

00:29:35.500 Me

00:29:35.620 Feel

00:29:35.840 Being

00:29:37.100 42

00:29:37.540 Fine

00:29:39.800 Oh

00:29:40.780 See

00:29:41.180 Where's

00:29:42.260 The

00:29:42.380 Crisis

00:29:42.680 You're

00:29:42.920 Good

00:29:43.120 Yeah

00:29:44.500 I'm

00:29:44.620 Good

00:29:44.740 Now

00:29:44.960 I

00:29:45.520 Navigated

00:29:46.020 It

00:29:46.220 It's

00:29:46.600 Over

00:29:46.800 Oh

00:29:47.260 Good

00:29:47.480 Job

00:29:47.780 Yeah

00:29:48.700 Yeah

00:29:49.760 I

00:29:50.240 Kind

00:29:50.680 Of

00:29:50.760 You

00:29:52.180 Know

00:29:52.460 Like

00:29:52.940 I'll

00:29:53.240 Give

00:29:53.380 You

00:29:53.460 Like

00:29:53.640 An

00:29:53.760 Example

00:29:54.180 Right

00:29:54.720 So

00:29:54.980 This

00:29:56.080 Is

00:29:56.140 Going

00:29:56.220 To

00:29:56.280 Sound

00:29:56.420 Kind

00:29:56.620 Of

00:29:56.680 Funny

00:29:56.860 And

00:29:57.080 Maybe

00:29:57.440 We'll

00:29:57.760 Get

00:29:58.160 A lot

00:29:58.360 Of

00:29:58.460 Flack

00:29:58.700 For

00:29:58.840 This

00:29:59.060 And

00:29:59.200 Things

00:29:59.340 Like

00:29:59.520 That

00:29:59.720 But

00:29:59.920 So

00:30:00.800 You

00:30:01.260 Know

00:30:01.340 When

00:30:01.480 We

00:30:01.600 Started

00:30:01.860 Healthy

00:30:02.140 Gamer

00:30:02.380 It

00:30:02.520 Was

00:30:02.640 Really

00:30:02.860 To

00:30:03.000 Help

00:30:03.160 People

00:30:03.460 And

00:30:04.700 So

00:30:04.920 One

00:30:05.220 Of

00:30:05.320 The

00:30:05.420 Things

00:30:05.640 That

00:30:05.820 Kind

00:30:06.020 Of

00:30:06.120 Shocked

00:30:06.480 Me

00:30:06.600 Was

00:30:06.920 We

00:30:07.760 Never

00:30:08.020 Like

00:30:08.320 Designed

00:30:08.900 It

00:30:09.060 To

00:30:09.420 Be

00:30:09.820 Profit

00:30:11.020 Driven

00:30:11.320 So

00:30:12.400 I

00:30:12.680 I'm

00:30:12.980 Doing

00:30:13.440 This

00:30:13.620 Company

00:30:13.920 Stuff

00:30:14.220 For

00:30:14.360 Like

00:30:14.520 Five

00:30:14.800 Years

00:30:15.080 It's

00:30:15.440 Not

00:30:15.620 Designed

00:30:15.980 To

00:30:16.040 Be

00:30:16.160 Profit

00:30:16.480 Driven

00:30:16.660 We

00:30:16.860 Really

00:30:17.260 Try

00:30:17.460 To

00:30:17.580 Price

00:30:17.840 Things

00:30:18.120 To

00:30:18.300 Be

00:30:18.440 Really

00:30:18.860 Accessible

00:30:19.480 There

00:30:20.140 Are

00:30:20.220 People

00:30:20.440 Struggling

00:30:20.820 In

00:30:21.100 The

00:30:21.420 Philippines

00:30:21.860 And

00:30:22.100 India

00:30:22.420 So

00:30:22.640 We

00:30:22.780 Really

00:30:23.120 Try

00:30:23.340 To

00:30:23.460 Price

00:30:23.700 Things

00:30:24.040 To

00:30:24.620 Be

00:30:24.920 Very

00:30:26.060 Reasonable

00:30:27.520 And

00:30:29.420 And

00:30:29.440 And

00:30:30.620 Then

00:30:30.740 After

00:30:30.980 Five

00:30:31.300 Years

00:30:31.500 Of

00:30:31.660 Doing

00:30:31.860 It

00:30:32.080 I

00:30:32.280 Was

00:30:32.420 Like

00:30:32.680 You

00:30:33.320 Know

00:30:33.400 This

00:30:33.600 Is

00:30:33.740 Arguably

00:30:34.220 A

00:30:34.380 Successful

00:30:34.800 Company

00:30:35.200 That

00:30:35.400 I'm

00:30:35.540 Running

00:30:35.800 And

00:30:36.920 I'm

00:30:37.380 Not

00:30:37.660 Fabulously

00:30:39.260 Wealthy

00:30:39.760 And

00:30:40.440 Then

00:30:40.540 I

00:30:40.660 Was

00:30:40.780 Like

00:30:41.040 Oh

00:30:41.380 Yeah

00:30:41.740 That's

00:30:42.060 Because

00:30:42.400 We

00:30:42.900 Never

00:30:43.200 Designed

00:30:43.860 It

00:30:43.960 To

00:30:44.160 Make

00:30:44.380 A

00:30:44.800 Bunch

00:30:44.980 Of

00:30:45.080 Money

00:30:45.300 And

00:30:46.720 So

00:30:46.840 That

00:30:47.020 Was

00:30:47.160 One

00:30:47.400 Thing

00:30:47.660 That

00:30:47.840 I

00:30:48.040 That

00:30:48.280 Was

00:30:48.400 Just

00:30:48.540 One

00:30:48.800 Example

00:30:49.280 Of

00:30:49.480 Something

00:30:49.740 That

00:30:49.960 I

00:30:50.080 Had

00:30:50.260 To

00:30:50.420 Navigate

00:30:50.880 Because

00:30:51.140 I

00:30:51.300 Had

00:30:51.460 Certain

00:30:51.720 Expectations

00:30:52.560 Of

00:30:52.820 Once

00:30:53.360 You

00:30:53.520 Start

00:30:53.880 A

00:30:54.440 Company

00:30:54.740 And

00:30:54.920 It

00:30:55.000 Becomes

00:30:55.440 Arguably

00:30:56.420 Quite

00:30:56.700 Successful

00:30:57.320 You're

00:30:57.820 Supposed

00:30:58.120 To

00:30:58.240 Be

00:30:58.360 Rich

00:30:58.620 But

00:30:58.800 Then

00:30:58.960 I

00:30:59.080 Remembered

00:30:59.620 Oh

00:30:59.840 Yeah

00:31:00.040 We

00:31:00.200 Never

00:31:00.420 Started

00:31:00.760 It

00:31:00.960 To

00:31:01.080 Make

00:31:01.240 Money

00:31:01.480 Which

00:31:01.700 Is

00:31:01.820 Why

00:31:01.960 We

00:31:02.100 Price

00:31:02.340 Things

00:31:02.540 Which

00:31:02.720 Is

00:31:02.820 Why

00:31:02.980 I'm

00:31:03.100 Not

00:31:03.260 Rich

00:31:03.500 Which

00:31:03.680 Is

00:31:03.780 Totally

00:31:04.480 Fine

00:31:04.840 It

00:31:07.180 Sounds

00:31:07.320 Like

00:31:07.520 It

00:31:08.380 Bothers

00:31:08.580 You

00:31:08.700 A

00:31:08.800 It

00:31:11.160 Absolutely

00:31:11.580 It

00:31:12.080 Bothered

00:31:12.680 Me

00:31:12.820 A

00:31:12.980 Lot

00:31:13.180 For

00:31:13.500 A

00:31:13.960 Little

00:31:14.080 While

00:31:14.380 And

00:31:14.660 Then

00:31:14.780 I

00:31:14.940 Thought

00:31:15.180 About

00:31:15.500 Okay

00:31:15.800 What

00:31:16.040 Do

00:31:16.160 I

00:31:16.260 Really

00:31:16.520 Want

00:31:16.720 To

00:31:16.820 Do

00:31:17.040 Do

00:31:17.960 I

00:31:18.080 Want

00:31:18.200 To

00:31:18.260 Make

00:31:18.400 Money

00:31:18.640 Or

00:31:18.800 Do

00:31:18.920 I

00:31:19.040 Want

00:31:19.180 To

00:31:19.240 Help

00:31:19.380 People

00:31:19.640 Like

00:31:19.840 What's

00:31:20.100 At

00:31:20.180 The

00:31:20.280 Top

00:31:20.500 Of

00:31:20.600 The

00:31:20.680 Priority

00:31:21.080 List

00:31:21.400 And

00:31:22.500 What's

00:31:25.480 At

00:31:25.560 The

00:31:25.660 Top

00:31:25.900 Of

00:31:26.000 The

00:31:26.080 Priority

00:31:26.440 List

00:31:26.700 It's

00:31:27.000 A

00:31:27.100 Priority

00:31:27.560 Right

00:31:29.100 So

00:31:29.260 You

00:31:29.420 Can

00:31:29.780 Do

00:31:30.280 Both

00:31:30.580 And

00:31:30.860 I

00:31:31.360 Do

00:31:31.520 Okay

00:31:31.780 I'm

00:31:31.980 Not

00:31:32.160 I'm

00:31:32.920 Totally

00:31:33.140 Fine

00:31:33.460 And

00:31:33.640 I

00:31:33.740 Have

00:31:33.840 Responsibility

00:31:34.420 To

00:31:34.540 My

00:31:34.680 Children

00:31:34.980 And

00:31:35.180 Things

00:31:35.320 Like

00:31:35.480 That

00:31:44.780 So

00:31:44.880 I

00:31:45.000 Would

00:31:45.100 Make

00:31:45.260 One

00:31:45.460 Decision

00:31:45.860 That

00:31:46.100 Was

00:31:46.440 Really

00:31:47.800 Thinking

00:31:48.140 About

00:31:48.480 Money

00:31:48.940 And

00:31:49.180 Then

00:31:49.300 I

00:31:49.400 Would

00:31:49.500 Make

00:31:49.660 Another

00:31:49.920 Decision

00:31:50.340 That

00:31:50.520 Was

00:31:50.620 About

00:31:50.820 Helping

00:31:51.140 People

00:31:51.520 And

00:31:51.860 Then

00:31:51.980 As

00:31:52.120 You

00:31:52.240 Keep

00:31:52.460 On

00:31:52.600 Making

00:31:52.840 Those

00:31:53.100 Kinds

00:31:53.360 Of

00:31:53.440 Decisions

00:31:53.860 In

00:31:54.080 Two

00:31:54.220 Different

00:31:54.480 Ways

00:31:54.880 It

00:31:55.420 Can

00:31:55.560 Create

00:31:55.820 A lot

00:31:56.100 Of

00:31:56.200 Different

00:31:56.400 Confusion

00:31:56.880 There

00:31:57.540 Were

00:31:57.640 Also

00:31:57.880 Other

00:31:58.200 Things

00:31:58.480 That

00:31:58.740 Other

00:31:59.160 Stupid

00:31:59.540 Lessons

00:32:00.020 That

00:32:00.260 I

00:32:00.360 Didn't

00:32:00.620 Realize

00:32:01.220 Which

00:32:01.540 Make

00:32:01.780 Perfect

00:32:02.080 Sense

00:32:02.320 In

00:32:02.440 Retrospect

00:32:02.820 One

00:32:03.600 Is

00:32:03.740 That

00:32:03.880 If

00:32:04.020 You

00:32:14.780 You

00:32:15.040 Can

00:32:15.220 Help

00:32:15.460 More

00:32:15.660 People

00:32:15.940 If

00:32:16.100 You

00:32:16.180 Make

00:32:16.320 Money

00:32:16.540 From

00:32:16.740 It

00:32:16.880 Doesn't

00:32:17.280 They

00:32:17.440 Don't

00:32:17.600 Need

00:32:17.760 It

00:32:17.900 Doesn't

00:32:18.060 Need

00:32:18.160 To

00:32:18.220 Be

00:32:18.340 A

00:32:18.480 Pyramid

00:32:18.860 It

00:32:19.160 Doesn't

00:32:19.960 They

00:32:20.120 Can

00:32:20.280 Coexist

00:32:20.920 Like

00:32:21.220 You're

00:32:21.420 Able

00:32:21.620 To

00:32:21.780 Help

00:32:21.920 More

00:32:22.120 People

00:32:22.340 If

00:32:22.700 You're

00:32:22.840 More

00:32:23.100 Access

00:32:23.520 If

00:32:24.080 Your

00:32:24.280 Time

00:32:24.880 Is

00:32:25.020 More

00:32:25.180 Available

00:32:25.500 And

00:32:25.660 You

00:32:25.700 Have

00:32:25.780 More

00:32:25.880 Freedom

00:32:26.140 Yeah

00:32:27.720 So

00:32:27.940 That's

00:32:28.480 That's

00:32:28.960 A line

00:32:29.680 Of

00:32:29.840 Logical

00:32:30.240 Thinking

00:32:30.580 That

00:32:30.840 A lot

00:32:31.100 Of

00:32:31.200 People

00:32:31.400 Will

00:32:31.620 Use

00:32:31.980 I

00:32:32.580 Think

00:32:32.720 The

00:32:32.900 Problem

00:32:33.320 With

00:32:33.520 That

00:32:33.680 It

00:32:34.040 Is

00:32:34.160 Absolutely

00:32:34.620 True

00:32:35.060 And

00:32:35.520 It

00:32:35.640 Can

00:32:35.780 Be

00:32:35.940 Used

00:32:36.200 To

00:32:36.420 Justify

00:32:37.100 All

00:32:37.580 Kinds

00:32:37.920 Of

00:32:38.000 Stuff

00:32:38.260 So

00:32:39.100 Every

00:32:39.420 Time

00:32:39.780 That

00:32:40.140 An

00:32:40.280 Investor

00:32:40.740 Approaches

00:32:41.140 Us

00:32:41.460 Which

00:32:42.080 Happens

00:32:42.380 Quite

00:32:42.640 Often

00:32:42.940 Like

00:32:44.520 Every

00:32:44.840 Time

00:32:45.080 They're

00:32:45.260 Like

00:32:45.460 Well

00:32:45.660 If

00:32:45.800 We

00:32:45.900 Give

00:32:46.080 You

00:32:46.160 This

00:32:46.320 Pile

00:32:46.580 Of

00:32:46.700 Money

00:32:46.960 Imagine

00:32:47.460 How

00:32:47.720 Many

00:32:47.900 More

00:32:48.100 People

00:32:48.360 You

00:32:48.560 Could

00:32:48.720 Help

00:32:48.940 That's

00:32:49.400 Like

00:32:49.600 They're

00:32:49.980 What's

00:32:50.740 Usually

00:32:51.060 Out

00:32:52.160 The

00:32:52.320 The

00:32:52.340 First

00:32:52.860 Thing

00:32:53.000 They'll

00:32:53.300 Say

00:32:53.560 But

00:32:53.900 Not

00:32:54.060 You

00:32:54.260 Not

00:32:56.240 Me

00:32:56.380 What

00:32:56.580 You

00:32:57.600 Don't

00:33:03.520 There's

00:33:03.840 There's

00:33:04.160 More

00:33:04.320 Context

00:33:04.760 To

00:33:04.960 It

00:33:05.100 I

00:33:05.500 Don't

00:33:05.600 Think

00:33:05.720 It's

00:33:05.860 As

00:33:06.000 Simple

00:33:06.240 As

00:33:06.440 That

00:33:06.640 I

00:33:07.040 Think

00:33:07.140 It's

00:33:07.240 Absolutely

00:33:07.600 True

00:33:07.840 That

00:33:07.980 If

00:33:08.100 I

00:33:08.200 Had

00:33:08.380 More

00:33:08.560 Resources

00:33:09.000 Like

00:33:09.880 If

00:33:10.000 I

00:33:10.100 Had

00:33:10.240 20

00:33:10.480 To

00:33:10.620 50

00:33:10.840 Million

00:33:11.120 Dollars

00:33:11.520 I

00:33:11.760 Have

00:33:11.940 A

00:33:12.040 Very

00:33:12.220 Clear

00:33:12.540 Idea

00:33:12.880 Of

00:33:13.340 What

00:33:13.500 I

00:33:13.620 Would

00:33:13.760 Do

00:33:14.020 But

00:33:15.440 I

00:33:15.920 Don't

00:33:16.060 Have

00:33:16.260 That

00:33:16.440 So

00:33:16.700 I

00:33:17.000 Won't

00:33:17.160 Do

00:33:17.300 That

00:33:17.540 And

00:33:17.980 You're

00:33:18.200 Absolutely

00:33:18.580 Correct

00:33:19.020 That

00:33:19.340 If

00:33:20.820 You

00:33:20.960 Have

00:33:21.360 More

00:33:21.940 Resources

00:33:22.420 You

00:33:22.860 Can

00:33:23.000 Help

00:33:23.180 More

00:33:23.320 People

00:33:23.640 Right

00:33:25.160 I

00:33:25.640 Think

00:33:25.740 That's

00:33:25.940 Absolutely

00:33:26.280 True

00:33:26.540 So

00:33:27.300 What

00:33:27.440 Do

00:33:27.520 You

00:33:27.560 Think

00:33:27.700 Was

00:33:27.820 The

00:33:27.940 Biggest

00:33:28.160 Thing

00:33:28.280 That

00:33:28.400 Got

00:33:28.560 You

00:33:28.680 Out

00:33:28.820 Of

00:33:28.900 The

00:33:29.000 Crisis

00:33:29.340 Um

00:33:35.600 Let

00:33:39.440 Me

00:33:39.520 Think

00:33:39.760 The

00:33:42.540 Biggest

00:33:43.080 Thing

00:33:43.440 You

00:33:43.860 Said

00:33:44.120 Centralizing

00:33:45.060 So

00:33:47.380 I

00:33:47.680 Think

00:33:48.080 For

00:33:48.300 Like

00:33:48.720 Biggest

00:33:49.680 Thing

00:33:50.060 Meaning

00:33:50.360 What

00:33:50.600 Did

00:33:50.720 I

00:33:50.860 Learn

00:33:51.160 Or

00:33:51.340 What

00:33:51.500 Did

00:33:51.620 I

00:33:51.760 Do

00:33:52.040 Or

00:33:52.260 What

00:33:52.540 So

00:33:53.060 Thing

00:33:53.320 Is

00:33:53.500 Kind

00:33:53.740 Of

00:33:53.900 A

00:33:54.180 What

00:33:54.880 Did

00:33:55.680 You

00:33:55.760 Do

00:33:56.020 So

00:33:57.580 I

00:33:57.720 Think

00:33:57.820 The

00:33:57.960 Biggest

00:33:58.220 Thing

00:33:58.400 That

00:33:58.560 I

00:33:58.680 Did

00:33:58.940 Is

00:33:59.300 Got

00:33:59.580 Quite

00:34:00.740 Hardcore

00:34:01.380 About

00:34:01.640 Spiritual

00:34:01.980 Practice

00:34:02.400 And

00:34:02.700 I

00:34:02.840 Think

00:34:02.980 That

00:34:03.180 Was

00:34:03.380 Huge

00:34:03.700 So

00:34:04.080 If

00:34:04.200 I

00:34:04.340 Had

00:34:04.860 To

00:34:05.000 Put

00:34:05.160 It

00:34:05.300 On

00:34:05.560 One

00:34:05.860 Thing

00:34:06.240 It

00:34:06.580 Was

00:34:06.820 That

00:34:07.120 I

00:34:07.860 Started

00:34:08.100 Doing

00:34:08.460 Very

00:34:09.720 Intense

00:34:10.080 Spiritual

00:34:10.440 Practice

00:34:10.900 For

00:34:11.180 Like

00:34:11.320 The

00:34:11.460 First

00:34:11.720 Time

00:34:12.020 In

00:34:12.340 12

00:34:14.800 Years

00:34:15.160 So

00:34:15.480 It

00:34:15.600 Wasn't

00:34:15.800 Therapy

00:34:16.220 It

00:34:16.600 Was

00:34:17.000 Getting

00:34:17.400 Closer

00:34:17.700 To

00:34:17.840 God

00:34:18.100 I

00:34:20.840 Don't

00:34:20.960 Know

00:34:21.080 If I

00:34:21.300 Would

00:34:21.440 Call

00:34:21.720 It

00:34:21.900 Getting

00:34:22.360 Closer

00:34:22.700 To

00:34:22.900 God

00:34:23.260 But

00:34:24.240 It

00:34:24.340 Certainly

00:34:24.580 Wasn't

00:34:24.840 Therapy

00:34:25.240 No

00:34:25.500 So

00:34:27.820 Am I

00:34:28.160 Vindicated

00:34:28.580 In a

00:34:28.980 Way

00:34:29.140 From

00:34:29.420 Our

00:34:29.580 Last

00:34:29.780 Conversation

00:34:30.220 About

00:34:30.760 What

00:34:31.060 About

00:34:31.820 How

00:34:32.440 God

00:34:33.080 Transcends

00:34:33.800 Therapy

00:34:35.080 And

00:34:35.620 Psychotherapy

00:34:36.200 When

00:34:38.460 When

00:34:38.480 You

00:34:38.580 Say

00:34:38.740 God

00:34:38.980 Transcends

00:34:39.460 Psychotherapy

00:34:40.020 What

00:34:40.240 Does

00:34:40.320 That

00:34:40.460 Mean

00:34:40.640 Well

00:34:40.900 Okay

00:34:41.260 So

00:34:41.440 If

00:34:41.640 Your

00:34:41.740 Biggest

00:34:42.040 Problem

00:34:42.540 In

00:34:43.500 Recent

00:34:44.060 Time

00:34:44.240 Where

00:34:44.440 Your

00:34:44.620 Crisis

00:34:44.960 Stemmed

00:34:45.480 From

00:34:45.900 If

00:34:48.180 Your

00:34:48.520 Crisis

00:34:48.760 Was

00:34:49.000 Solved

00:34:49.420 By

00:34:49.760 Something

00:34:50.600 Spiritual

00:34:51.040 And

00:34:51.980 God

00:34:52.340 Rather

00:34:52.620 Than

00:34:52.960 You

00:34:53.400 Know

00:34:53.480 What

00:34:53.720 You

00:34:54.740 Do

00:34:55.700 Which

00:34:55.920 Is

00:34:56.080 Therapy

00:34:56.560 Does

00:34:57.340 That

00:34:57.460 Not

00:34:57.620 My

00:34:57.840 Argument

00:34:58.100 Last

00:34:58.360 Time

00:34:58.540 We

00:34:58.700 Spoke

00:34:58.920 Was

00:34:59.080 That

00:34:59.320 God

00:34:59.940 Transcends

00:35:01.120 Therapy

00:35:01.520 And

00:35:01.660 People

00:35:01.860 Should

00:35:02.080 Seek

00:35:02.320 That

00:35:02.560 Rather

00:35:02.840 Than

00:35:03.160 Run

00:35:04.140 To

00:35:04.320 Therapist

00:35:04.880 I

00:35:08.180 Think

00:35:08.440 That

00:35:08.640 So

00:35:08.940 What's

00:35:09.340 Your

00:35:09.460 Understanding

00:35:09.940 Of

00:35:10.240 What

00:35:10.440 Therapy

00:35:10.860 Is

00:35:11.020 For

00:35:11.320 Therapy

00:35:14.500 Is

00:35:14.800 To

00:35:15.160 I

00:35:16.660 Mean

00:35:16.760 There's

00:35:17.000 A lot

00:35:17.160 Of

00:35:17.260 Reasons

00:35:17.480 People

00:35:17.680 Go

00:35:17.860 There

00:35:19.500 Are

00:35:19.740 A lot

00:35:19.980 Of

00:35:20.080 Reasons

00:35:20.360 People

00:35:20.720 Go

00:35:20.940 That's

00:35:21.320 Not

00:35:21.440 The

00:35:21.600 Question

00:35:21.840 That

00:35:22.020 I

00:35:22.140 Asked

00:35:22.460 What

00:35:22.680 Is

00:35:22.800 It

00:35:22.900 For

00:35:23.160 To

00:35:24.540 Help

00:35:24.800 People

00:35:25.100 In

00:35:26.620 What

00:35:26.800 Way

00:35:27.080 Talking

00:35:30.220 About

00:35:31.280 Stuff

00:35:32.040 Okay

00:35:33.240 So

00:35:34.060 Let's

00:35:34.540 Let's

00:35:35.040 Let me

00:35:35.540 Answer

00:35:35.780 Your

00:35:35.920 Question

00:35:36.240 Are

00:35:36.720 You

00:35:36.840 Vindicated

00:35:37.220 I

00:35:37.420 Guess

00:35:37.700 I

00:35:37.820 Don't

00:35:37.940 Know

00:35:38.140 But

00:35:38.640 I

00:35:38.960 Think

00:35:39.300 This

00:35:39.500 Is

00:35:39.640 A

00:35:39.840 Really

00:35:40.340 Wonderful

00:35:41.160 Question

00:35:41.580 And

00:35:41.720 This

00:35:41.820 Is

00:35:41.860 Why

00:35:41.960 I

00:35:42.060 Love

00:35:42.220 Talk

00:35:42.440 So

00:35:42.660 Sneeko

00:35:43.020 I

00:35:43.180 Mentioned

00:35:43.580 This

00:35:43.720 Last

00:35:43.920 Time

00:35:44.100 I

00:35:44.540 Think

00:35:44.680 People

00:35:45.000 Grossly

00:35:45.640 Underestimate

00:35:46.320 How

00:35:46.520 Deep

00:35:46.760 Of

00:35:46.900 A

00:35:47.000 Thinker

00:35:47.240 You

00:35:47.420 Are

00:35:47.640 And

00:35:48.940 I

00:35:49.060 Think

00:35:49.360 You

00:35:49.680 Last

00:35:49.960 Time

00:35:50.180 You

00:35:50.300 Were

00:35:50.400 Trying

00:35:51.400 To

00:35:51.540 Cause

00:35:51.740 Shit

00:35:51.940 With

00:35:52.080 Me

00:35:52.200 I

00:35:52.580 Don't

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00:35:52.780 If

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00:35:53.960 That

00:35:54.200 And

00:35:54.300 If

00:35:54.400 You

00:35:54.480 Want

00:35:54.600 To

00:35:54.660 Go

00:35:54.760 Back

00:35:55.120 I

00:35:55.460 Knew

00:35:56.060 That

00:35:56.200 That

00:35:56.340 Would

00:35:56.440 Be

00:35:56.540 Good

00:35:56.700 Content

00:35:57.060 Like

00:35:57.300 I

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00:35:57.520 On

00:35:57.620 My

00:35:57.700 Wife

00:35:57.920 I

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00:35:59.760 Into

00:36:00.480 To

00:36:00.560 To

00:36:00.580 To

00:36:00.640 To

00:36:02.720 It

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00:36:03.000 Was

00:36:03.100 Good

00:36:03.260 Absolutely

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00:36:04.720 Was

00:36:05.040 A

00:36:05.140 Certain

00:36:05.380 I

00:36:05.600 Felt

00:36:05.780 Like

00:36:05.940 I

00:36:06.040 Was

00:36:06.160 Playing

00:36:06.480 A

00:36:06.940 Game

00:36:07.380 Of

00:36:07.560 Mental

00:36:08.000 Tennis

00:36:08.760 And

00:36:08.980 I

00:36:09.100 Was

00:36:09.220 Hitting

00:36:09.560 Balls

00:36:09.860 Across

00:36:10.120 The

00:36:10.320 Net

00:36:10.540 And

00:36:10.720 You

00:36:10.860 Were

00:36:10.960 Hitting

00:36:11.120 A

00:36:11.260 Back

00:36:11.580 And

00:36:12.940 I

00:36:13.020 Think

00:36:13.120 That's

00:36:13.340 Why

00:36:13.520 We

00:36:13.680 Were

00:36:23.660 Is

00:36:24.140 To

00:36:24.300 Help

00:36:24.500 With

00:36:24.660 Pathology

00:36:25.200 Right

00:36:25.860 So

00:36:26.000 Psychotherapy

00:36:26.620 Is

00:36:27.380 I

00:36:29.600 Mean

00:36:29.720 This

00:36:29.920 Is

00:36:30.120 Debatable

00:36:30.700 And

00:36:31.620 But

00:36:33.180 I'm

00:36:33.660 Going

00:36:33.760 To

00:36:33.860 Sort

00:36:34.040 Of

00:36:34.140 Simplify

00:36:34.560 My

00:36:34.800 Answer

00:36:35.080 For

00:36:35.280 A

00:36:35.380 Moment

00:36:35.620 So

00:36:36.820 If

00:36:36.900 We

00:36:36.980 Look

00:36:37.120 At

00:36:37.260 Medicine

00:36:37.720 The

00:36:38.560 Practice

00:36:38.920 Of

00:36:39.120 Medicine

00:36:39.520 Is

00:36:39.980 To

00:36:40.240 Heal

00:36:40.740 Right

00:36:41.100 So

00:36:41.260 Pathology

00:36:41.860 Means

00:36:42.320 Something

00:36:42.980 That

00:36:43.220 Is

00:36:43.360 Ill

00:36:43.660 So

00:36:44.740 The

00:36:45.420 Most

00:36:46.440 Common

00:36:46.980 Form

00:36:47.420 Of

00:36:47.660 Psychotherapy

00:36:48.280 In

00:36:48.720 Today's

00:36:49.120 World

00:36:49.480 Is

00:36:50.200 To

00:36:50.360 Treat

00:36:50.700 An

00:36:50.940 Illness

00:36:51.360 So

00:36:52.920 I

00:36:53.040 Think

00:36:53.160 A

00:36:53.300 Spiritual

00:36:53.640 Crisis

00:36:54.200 In

00:36:54.760 A

00:36:54.880 Medical

00:36:55.180 Illness

00:36:55.780 Are

00:36:56.080 Two

00:36:56.260 Different

00:36:56.520 Things

00:36:56.900 So

00:36:58.140 If

00:36:58.260 Someone

00:36:58.500 Has

00:36:58.960 Has

00:37:00.380 A

00:37:00.680 Diagnosis

00:37:01.200 Of

00:37:01.460 Schizophrenia

00:37:02.260 Or

00:37:02.580 Bipolar

00:37:03.060 Disorder

00:37:03.540 Or

00:37:03.920 An

00:37:04.100 Addiction

00:37:04.540 There

00:37:06.040 Is

00:37:06.280 Absolutely

00:37:07.140 An

00:37:07.700 Evidence

00:37:08.260 Based

00:37:08.660 Psychotherapeutic

00:37:09.740 Approach

00:37:10.200 That

00:37:10.380 Can

00:37:10.540 Help

00:37:10.740 Those

00:37:10.940 People

00:37:11.260 Now

00:37:12.520 I

00:37:12.700 Think

00:37:12.820 One

00:37:13.020 Thing

00:37:13.180 That

00:37:13.340 We

00:37:13.460 Understand

00:37:13.940 Very

00:37:14.380 Well

00:37:14.780 I

00:37:15.700 Would

00:37:15.860 Say

00:37:16.120 I

00:37:16.320 Would

00:37:16.460 Argue

00:37:16.740 That

00:37:17.020 95%

00:37:18.180 Of

00:37:18.420 Psychotherapists

00:37:19.280 Or

00:37:19.560 More

00:37:19.840 Would

00:37:20.060 Agree

00:37:20.280 With

00:37:20.460 What

00:37:20.580 I

00:37:20.620 About

00:37:20.860 To

00:37:21.000 Say

00:37:21.260 That

00:37:21.960 Psychotherapy

00:37:22.680 There's

00:37:23.120 A

00:37:23.340 Spiritual

00:37:23.780 Dimension

00:37:24.500 That

00:37:25.180 Helps

00:37:25.540 People

00:37:25.920 And

00:37:27.020 That

00:37:27.220 Psychotherapy

00:37:27.840 Depending

00:37:28.240 On

00:37:28.440 The

00:37:28.560 Therapist

00:37:29.020 Will

00:37:29.360 Lean

00:37:30.020 Into

00:37:30.320 That

00:37:30.520 Dimension

00:37:30.980 Or

00:37:31.240 Not

00:37:31.480 Lean

00:37:31.680 Into

00:37:31.860 That

00:37:32.020 Dimension

00:37:32.420 But

00:37:33.160 I

00:37:33.320 Think

00:37:33.520 Very

00:37:33.840 Few

00:37:34.120 Psychotherapists

00:37:35.100 Believe

00:37:35.500 That

00:37:35.720 They're

00:37:35.900 A

00:37:36.040 Substitute

00:37:36.720 For

00:37:37.280 A

00:37:39.020 Spiritual

00:37:39.440 Thing

00:37:41.060 Right

00:37:41.960 So

00:37:42.080 We

00:37:42.240 Sort

00:37:42.440 Of

00:37:42.540 Understand

00:37:43.040 That

00:37:43.420 A

00:37:43.540 Lot

00:37:43.780 And

00:37:44.120 So

00:37:44.400 Doing

00:37:44.700 A

00:37:44.840 Lot

00:37:44.960 Of

00:37:45.060 Addiction

00:37:45.360 Psychiatry

00:37:46.100 You

00:37:46.680 Know

00:37:46.740 I

00:37:46.840 Would

00:37:46.980 Frequently

00:37:47.400 Refer

00:37:47.920 My

00:37:48.180 Patients

00:37:48.620 To

00:37:48.820 Alcoholics

00:37:49.480 Anonymous

00:37:49.840 Which

00:37:50.600 Is

00:37:50.720 Also

00:37:50.960 Like

00:37:51.280 A

00:37:51.440 Spiritual

00:37:51.880 Sort

00:37:53.380 Of

00:37:53.520 Inspired

00:37:54.200 Program

00:37:54.580 To

00:37:54.860 Help

00:37:55.040 With

00:37:55.160 Alcohol

00:37:55.520 Addiction

00:37:55.980 And

00:37:56.820 I

00:37:56.920 Think

00:37:57.040 The

00:37:57.160 Two

00:37:57.320 Complement

00:37:57.820 Each

00:37:58.100 Other

00:37:58.260 I

00:37:58.480 Don't

00:37:58.880 I

00:37:59.060 Think

00:37:59.340 This

00:37:59.560 Sort

00:37:59.740 Of

00:37:59.860 Idea

00:38:00.180 That

00:38:00.420 Like

00:38:00.700 One

00:38:01.660 Is

00:38:01.800 Better

00:38:02.060 Than

00:38:02.280 The

00:38:02.440 Other

00:38:02.700 I

00:38:03.180 Mean

00:38:03.420 Maybe

00:38:03.660 We

00:38:03.800 Can

00:38:03.880 Talk

00:38:04.060 More

00:38:04.240 About

00:38:04.460 That

00:38:04.620 Maybe

00:38:04.820 One

00:38:05.020 Is

00:38:05.140 Better

00:38:05.340 Than

00:38:05.500 The

00:38:05.620 Other

00:38:05.820 But

00:38:07.580 I

00:38:07.680 Think

00:38:07.840 That

00:38:07.980 The

00:38:08.160 The

00:38:08.180 Key

00:38:08.560 Thing

00:38:08.780 About

00:38:09.040 The

00:38:09.360 Problem

00:38:09.960 With

00:38:10.440 Spiritual

00:38:10.840 Practice

00:38:11.740 To

00:38:18.820 Start

00:38:19.620 Going

00:38:19.940 To

00:38:20.100 Let's

00:38:20.300 Say

00:38:20.420 Church

00:38:20.740 Let's

00:38:20.960 Just

00:38:21.120 Assume

00:38:21.380 Christianity

00:38:21.900 For

00:38:22.200 A

00:38:22.320 Moment

00:38:22.520 Or

00:38:22.720 Even

00:38:22.900 Going

00:38:23.140 To

00:38:23.280 Meditation

00:38:23.740 Or

00:38:24.080 Start

00:38:24.620 Going

00:38:24.820 To

00:38:24.960 Musjid

00:38:25.340 Their

00:38:25.540 Mosque

00:38:25.980 Or

00:38:26.180 Whatever

00:38:26.640 Right

00:38:27.540 So

00:38:27.780 If

00:38:27.880 A

00:38:27.980 Thousand

00:38:28.320 People

00:38:28.760 Are

00:38:29.700 In

00:38:29.960 A

00:38:30.080 Particular

00:38:30.540 State

00:38:31.020 In

00:38:31.300 Their

00:38:31.460 Life

00:38:31.860 And

00:38:32.160 They

00:38:32.300 Start

00:38:32.640 Engaging

00:38:33.160 In

00:38:33.380 Spiritual

00:38:33.700 Practice

00:38:34.300 In

00:38:35.160 12

00:38:35.540 Weeks

00:38:36.200 What

00:38:36.860 Percentage

00:38:37.520 Of

00:38:37.660 Them

00:38:37.860 Will

00:38:38.080 Be

00:38:38.220 Better

00:38:38.560 By

00:38:38.840 How

00:38:39.080 Much

00:38:39.440 And

00:38:41.760 That's

00:38:42.080 A

00:38:42.200 Question

00:38:42.520 That

00:38:42.880 I've

00:38:43.400 Never

00:38:43.720 Heard

00:38:44.280 A

00:38:45.420 Good

00:38:45.620 Answer

00:38:45.920 To

00:38:46.220 I

00:38:46.440 Don't

00:38:46.620 Think

00:38:46.780 You

00:38:46.880 Can

00:38:47.020 Answer

00:38:47.200 That

00:38:47.420 Statistically

00:38:47.880 Because

00:38:48.320 Spiritual

00:38:49.520 Practice

00:38:50.080 Relies

00:38:50.520 So

00:38:50.720 Much

00:38:51.000 On

00:38:51.560 Yourself

00:38:52.500 There's

00:38:52.740 Too

00:38:52.880 Many

00:38:53.120 Personal

00:38:53.720 Factors

00:38:54.300 How

00:38:54.840 Seriously

00:38:55.220 Are

00:38:55.420 You

00:38:55.500 Taking

00:38:55.740 Are

00:38:55.920 You

00:38:56.040 Really

00:38:56.200 Opening

00:38:56.540 Your

00:38:56.720 Heart

00:38:56.980 Are

00:38:57.300 You

00:38:57.440 Really

00:38:57.800 Right

00:38:58.380 You

00:38:59.240 Can't

00:38:59.540 Measure

00:38:59.900 Belief

00:39:00.700 Is

00:39:00.940 Almost

00:39:01.440 Impossible

00:39:01.940 To

00:39:02.500 Measure

00:39:02.780 I'm

00:39:05.160 Not

00:39:05.280 Sure

00:39:05.400 If

00:39:05.500 That's

00:39:05.700 True

00:39:05.820 But

00:39:06.040 So

00:39:06.420 That

00:39:06.880 Therein

00:39:07.320 I

00:39:07.440 Think

00:39:07.600 Lies

00:39:07.980 The

00:39:08.220 Weak

00:39:08.460 The

00:39:08.700 Fundamental

00:39:09.260 Weakness

00:39:09.760 Of

00:39:10.000 Spiritual

00:39:10.700 Practice

00:39:11.200 Or

00:39:11.400 Religious

00:39:11.700 Practice

00:39:12.200 Right

00:39:12.920 So

00:39:13.040 The

00:39:13.200 Advantage

00:39:13.640 Of

00:39:13.880 Medicine

00:39:14.360 Is

00:39:15.340 That

00:39:15.600 It

00:39:16.360 Is

00:39:16.840 More

00:39:17.900 Impervious

00:39:18.900 To

00:39:19.660 Individual

00:39:20.200 Factors

00:39:20.880 So

00:39:21.960 If

00:39:22.080 I

00:39:22.180 Take

00:39:22.380 A

00:39:22.480 Hundred

00:39:22.660 People

00:39:23.040 Who

00:39:23.240 Are

00:39:23.360 Addicted

00:39:23.640 To

00:39:23.800 Alcohol

00:39:24.240 And

00:39:24.560 I

00:39:24.700 Send

00:39:24.900 Them

00:39:25.000 To

00:39:25.120 Church

00:39:25.460 And

00:39:25.640 I

00:39:25.760 Send

00:39:25.940 Them

00:39:26.060 To

00:39:26.200 A

00:39:26.320 Therapist

00:39:26.780 The

00:39:27.300 Whole

00:39:27.460 Point

00:39:27.860 Of

00:39:28.060 Psychotherapy

00:39:28.640 Is

00:39:28.880 An

00:39:29.000 Evidence

00:39:29.360 Based

00:39:29.580 Practice

00:39:29.940 Is

00:39:30.580 That

00:39:30.760 It

00:39:30.900 Reliably

00:39:31.780 Gets

00:39:32.300 A

00:39:32.660 Certain

00:39:32.920 Kind

00:39:33.200 Of

00:39:33.280 Result

00:39:33.500 That's

00:39:33.720 How

00:39:33.840 It's

00:39:34.000 Designed

00:39:34.540 That's

00:39:35.100 How

00:39:35.220 It

00:39:35.340 Gets

00:39:35.500 Improved

00:39:35.940 Right

00:39:37.100 Now

00:39:37.380 Can

00:39:38.440 Psychotherapy

00:39:39.780 Go

00:39:40.220 As

00:39:40.680 Far

00:39:41.160 As

00:39:42.540 Spiritual

00:39:43.260 Practice

00:39:43.700 Can

00:39:44.100 My

00:39:44.820 Guess

00:39:45.140 Is

00:39:45.320 Probably

00:39:45.800 Not

00:39:46.240 But

00:39:46.680 I

00:39:46.820 Think

00:39:46.960 The

00:39:47.120 Whole

00:39:47.640 Advantage

00:39:48.060 Of

00:39:48.220 Evidence

00:39:48.580 Based

00:39:48.860 Medicine

00:39:49.240 Is

00:39:49.460 That

00:39:49.600 It's

00:39:49.740 Reliable

00:39:50.360 It's

00:39:51.520 Reliably

00:39:52.040 Effective

00:39:52.600 Okay

00:39:53.120 Well

00:39:53.600 If

00:39:53.980 We

00:39:54.120 Peel

00:39:54.620 Back

00:39:54.840 A

00:39:54.980 Layer

00:39:55.160 You

00:39:55.420 Said

00:39:55.780 Psychotherapy

00:39:56.600 Or

00:39:57.440 Therapy

00:39:57.860 Solves

00:39:58.280 Illness

00:39:58.880 Correct

00:39:59.340 That's

00:40:01.320 What

00:40:01.400 It

00:40:01.500 Tries

00:40:01.740 To

00:40:01.920 Do

00:40:02.120 Yeah

00:40:02.540 My

00:40:03.040 Issue

00:40:03.560 That's

00:40:04.040 What

00:40:04.400 It's

00:40:04.540 For

00:40:04.820 That's

00:40:05.500 What

00:40:05.560 It's

00:40:05.660 For

00:40:05.880 My

00:40:06.220 Main

00:40:06.420 Issue

00:40:06.700 With

00:40:06.880 It

00:40:06.980 Is

00:40:07.100 That

00:40:07.360 When

00:40:07.960 Everybody

00:40:08.300 Thinks

00:40:08.720 They're

00:40:08.900 Ill

00:40:09.180 Then

00:40:09.820 Everybody

00:40:10.880 Requires

00:40:12.440 Psychotherapy

00:40:13.120 And

00:40:13.320 I

00:40:13.560 Think

00:40:13.720 Nowadays

00:40:14.640 More

00:40:15.200 People

00:40:15.420 Think

00:40:15.640 They're

00:40:15.900 Ill

00:40:16.080 Than

00:40:16.720 Ever

00:40:16.920 Because

00:40:17.400 It's

00:40:17.800 So

00:40:17.920 Profitable

00:40:18.440 It's

00:40:19.220 Such

00:40:19.340 A

00:40:19.440 Profitable

00:40:19.720 Industry

00:40:20.120 I've

00:40:20.860 Talked

00:40:21.020 To

00:40:21.140 Someone

00:40:21.580 Recently

00:40:21.920 Who

00:40:22.060 Went

00:40:22.180 To

00:40:22.280 Therapy

00:40:22.700 And

00:40:23.600 Their

00:40:23.720 Problems

00:40:24.020 Were

00:40:24.120 Just

00:40:24.260 So

00:40:24.480 Minuscule

00:40:25.020 And

00:40:25.960 They're

00:40:26.160 Ranting

00:40:26.620 To

00:40:26.800 Me

00:40:26.880 On

00:40:26.960 The

00:40:27.100 Phone

00:40:27.320 Explaining

00:40:27.860 It

00:40:28.060 Like

00:40:28.240 I

00:40:28.360 Compare

00:40:29.060 Myself

00:40:29.500 To

00:40:29.620 Other

00:40:29.740 People

00:40:30.080 On

00:40:30.440 Instagram

00:40:30.840 And

00:40:31.120 TikTok

00:40:31.360 And

00:40:31.680 It's

00:40:31.840 Like

00:40:32.060 You

00:40:33.240 Know

00:40:33.420 Some

00:40:34.700 Like

00:40:35.240 It

00:40:35.340 Went

00:40:35.520 Into

00:40:35.680 Suicidal

00:40:36.320 Ideation

00:40:36.840 I'm

00:40:37.040 Like

00:40:37.220 Just

00:40:37.580 Like

00:40:37.820 And

00:40:38.620 Then

00:40:38.740 During

00:40:39.000 The

00:40:39.140 Conversation

00:40:39.580 The

00:40:39.780 Parents

00:40:40.140 Came

00:40:40.380 In

00:40:40.480 The

00:40:40.580 Room

00:40:40.740 And

00:40:40.840 Started

00:40:40.940 Talking

00:40:41.280 To

00:40:41.540 Who

00:40:41.680 Was

00:40:41.820 There

00:40:42.040 On

00:40:42.720 The

00:40:42.840 Phone

00:40:43.040 It's

00:40:43.200 Like

00:40:43.340 You

00:40:43.460 Were

00:40:43.580 Really

00:40:43.780 Gonna

00:40:44.420 Kill

00:40:44.760 Yourself

00:40:45.100 And

00:40:45.200 Your

00:40:45.320 Parents

00:40:46.040 Are

00:40:46.180 Still

00:40:46.280 Around

00:40:46.400 Like

00:40:46.540 What's

00:40:46.680 Wrong

00:40:46.820 With

00:40:46.980 You

00:40:47.100 And

00:40:48.040 To

00:40:48.800 Put it

00:40:49.120 Further

00:40:49.900 To

00:40:50.080 Perspective

00:40:50.740 I

00:40:50.880 Talked

00:40:51.220 To

00:40:51.320 Somebody

00:40:51.680 Two

00:40:52.040 Kids

00:40:52.240 In

00:40:52.340 Gaza

00:40:52.600 Recently

00:40:53.760 Like

00:40:54.160 Maybe

00:40:54.400 A week

00:40:54.920 Two

00:40:55.020 Weeks

00:40:55.160 Ago

00:40:55.340 16

00:40:55.980 14

00:40:56.300 Years

00:40:56.560 Old

00:40:56.800 And

00:40:56.940 Seeing

00:40:57.080 The

00:40:57.200 Mental

00:40:57.360 Strength

00:40:57.660 They

00:40:57.820 Had

00:40:58.060 Going

00:40:59.560 Through

00:40:59.800 You

00:41:00.080 Know

00:41:00.160 No

00:41:00.380 School

00:41:00.740 Been

00:41:00.960 At

00:41:01.080 War

00:41:01.220 For

00:41:01.380 Two

00:41:01.560 Years

00:41:01.940 Constantly

00:41:02.380 Evacuating

00:41:02.880 Their

00:41:03.040 Homes

00:41:03.280 And

00:41:03.400 They're

00:41:03.520 Still

00:41:03.840 This

00:41:04.180 Mentally

00:41:04.460 Strong

00:41:13.580 Invalidate

00:41:13.820 Their

00:41:13.960 Feelings

00:41:14.320 So

00:41:14.480 Much

00:41:14.760 You

00:41:15.620 Know

00:41:15.820 I

00:41:16.180 Started

00:41:16.580 Like

00:41:16.760 Pushing

00:41:17.000 Back

00:41:17.280 On

00:41:17.400 This

00:41:17.500 Person

00:41:17.720 On

00:41:17.840 The

00:41:17.920 Phone

00:41:18.140 They're

00:41:18.320 Like

00:41:18.420 Oh

00:41:18.520 You're

00:41:18.680 Invalidating

00:41:19.220 My

00:41:19.380 Feelings

00:41:19.820 I'm

00:41:20.500 Like

00:41:20.580 Why

00:41:20.760 Are

00:41:20.840 You

00:41:20.940 Validating

00:41:21.500 Suicidal

00:41:22.080 Ideation

00:41:22.600 Well

00:41:22.900 You

00:41:23.020 Shouldn't

00:41:23.300 Validate

00:41:23.720 These

00:41:23.880 Thoughts

00:41:24.260 You

00:41:24.700 Should

00:41:24.920 Try

00:41:25.260 To

00:41:25.360 Be

00:41:25.460 A

00:41:25.560 Little

00:41:25.720 More

00:41:26.440 Mentally

00:41:26.740 Tough

00:41:27.080 So

00:41:27.840 If

00:41:27.940 Everybody

00:41:28.160 Thinks

00:41:28.400 They're

00:41:28.520 Depressed

00:41:28.860 Thinks

00:41:29.160 They're

00:41:29.260 Anxious

00:41:29.460 Have

00:41:29.640 ADHD

00:41:30.000 They

00:41:30.440 Have

00:41:31.560 Some

00:41:31.800 Sort

00:41:32.080 Of

00:41:32.260 Mental

00:41:32.600 Deficiency

00:41:33.120 Then

00:41:33.340 They're

00:41:33.580 All

00:41:33.760 Capable

00:41:34.200 Of

00:41:35.180 Looking

00:41:35.500 For

00:41:35.840 The

00:41:36.160 Cure

00:41:36.420 And

00:41:37.700 Maybe

00:41:37.980 People

00:41:38.320 Aren't

00:41:38.560 Even

00:41:38.700 Sick

00:41:38.900 To

00:41:39.020 Begin

00:41:39.200 With

00:41:39.420 Maybe

00:41:40.120 Maybe

00:41:41.200 There's

00:41:41.420 Too

00:41:41.580 Many

00:41:41.780 Ill

00:41:42.080 People

00:41:42.400 And

00:41:42.580 Maybe

00:41:43.120 It's

00:41:43.280 Not

00:41:43.400 Because

00:41:43.680 They

00:41:45.160 Caught

00:41:45.760 Something

00:41:46.040 Maybe

00:41:46.260 It's

00:41:46.400 Because

00:41:46.720 They

00:41:48.000 Believe

00:41:48.480 It

00:41:48.720 Well

00:41:52.820 Yeah

00:41:53.000 I mean

00:41:53.260 I

00:41:53.800 Okay

00:41:55.560 This

00:41:55.780 Is

00:41:55.880 Going

00:41:55.980 To

00:41:56.000 Be

00:41:56.080 Great

00:41:56.260 Are

00:41:56.440 You

00:41:56.600 You

00:41:56.760 Want

00:41:56.880 To

00:41:56.920 Talk

00:41:57.080 About

00:41:57.220 This

00:41:57.360 You

00:41:57.460 Want

00:41:57.600 To

00:41:57.640 Talk

00:41:57.820 About

00:41:58.000 Your

00:41:58.260 Your

00:41:58.320 Crisis

00:41:59.200 Talk

00:41:59.680 About

00:41:59.820 Anything

00:42:00.040 Okay

00:42:02.360 Let's

00:42:02.580 Talk

00:42:02.700 About

00:42:02.820 This

00:42:02.920 For

00:42:03.040 A

00:42:03.100 Little

00:42:03.180 Bit

00:42:03.280 This

00:42:03.440 Is

00:42:03.500 Great

00:42:03.700 I

00:42:04.000 Love

00:42:04.100 This

00:42:04.320 Okay

00:42:05.080 So

00:42:06.940 First

00:42:07.660 Question

00:42:07.960 That

00:42:08.100 I

00:42:08.200 Have

00:42:08.380 Is

00:42:08.560 So

00:42:10.520 When

00:42:11.080 Someone

00:42:11.480 Thinks

00:42:12.380 They're

00:42:12.640 Ill

00:42:12.980 What

00:42:15.680 Do

00:42:15.780 You

00:42:15.860 Think

00:42:16.000 Is

00:42:16.120 Going

00:42:16.300 On

00:42:16.560 How

00:42:17.480 Do

00:42:17.580 You

00:42:17.640 Understand

00:42:17.940 That

00:42:18.240 Well

00:42:19.080 It

00:42:19.540 Varies

00:42:20.020 So

00:42:20.620 I'll

00:42:21.100 Specify

00:42:21.700 A

00:42:21.880 Little

00:42:21.960 Bit

00:42:22.160 I

00:42:22.340 Think

00:42:22.480 A

00:42:22.580 Lot

00:42:22.660 Of

00:42:22.760 People

00:42:23.040 The

00:42:23.600 People

00:42:24.160 That

00:42:24.300 I'm

00:42:24.400 Talking

00:42:24.640 About

00:42:24.820 Believe

00:42:25.120 They're

00:42:25.300 Ill

00:42:25.480 Because

00:42:25.720 They

00:42:25.980 See

00:42:26.180 Memes

00:42:29.680 That

00:42:29.900 I'm

00:42:30.420 Depressed

00:42:30.800 And

00:42:31.040 Stupid

00:42:31.300 And

00:42:31.680 Oh

00:42:32.240 I

00:42:32.360 Just

00:42:32.500 Can't

00:42:32.800 Do

00:42:32.940 They

00:42:33.320 Like

00:42:33.520 To

00:42:33.660 Fall

00:42:33.860 Back

00:42:34.220 On

00:42:34.980 Mentally

00:42:36.080 Ill

00:42:36.300 Jokes

00:42:36.600 And

00:42:36.740 Depressed

00:42:37.040 Jokes

00:42:37.300 Because

00:42:37.600 They

00:42:38.100 Want

00:42:38.340 To

00:42:38.520 Take

00:42:39.080 Away

00:42:39.280 Their

00:42:39.440 Own

00:42:39.560 Personal

00:42:39.860 Responsibility

00:42:40.540 Or

00:42:41.260 If

00:42:41.400 They

00:42:41.500 Have

00:42:42.000 A

00:42:42.120 Mental

00:42:42.300 Deficiency

00:42:42.760 That

00:42:42.980 They

00:42:43.180 Read

00:42:43.800 About

00:42:44.000 Online

00:42:44.420 They're

00:42:44.880 Not

00:42:45.020 Responsible

00:42:45.900 For

00:42:46.300 Their

00:42:47.160 Unhappiness

00:42:47.820 And

00:42:47.920 Their

00:42:48.040 Failures

00:42:48.360 In

00:42:48.480 Life

00:42:48.700 So

00:42:49.260 Rather

00:42:49.500 Than

00:42:49.800 Try

00:42:50.380 To

00:42:50.600 Sort

00:42:50.920 It

00:42:51.000 Out

00:42:51.120 Them

00:42:51.300 Them

00:42:51.440 Them

00:42:52.100 Uh

00:42:52.740 Oh

00:42:52.940 I

00:42:53.540 Caught

00:42:53.780 Something

00:42:54.200 I'm

00:42:55.420 Sad

00:42:55.860 And

00:42:55.980 Depressed

00:42:56.380 I'm

00:42:56.860 Anxious

00:42:57.140 So

00:42:57.300 It's

00:42:57.420 Not

00:42:57.520 My

00:42:57.680 Fault

00:42:57.880 Anymore

00:42:58.220 Now

00:42:58.440 I

00:42:58.600 Need

00:42:58.840 Therapy

00:42:59.700 It's

00:42:59.960 Just

00:43:00.100 It's

00:43:00.320 Like

00:43:00.440 The

00:43:00.560 Easy

00:43:00.860 Answer

00:43:01.860 I

00:43:02.100 See

00:43:02.520 It

00:43:02.600 Almost

00:43:02.720 Equivalence

00:43:03.100 To

00:43:03.280 Doing

00:43:03.660 Heroin

00:43:04.060 Or

00:43:04.160 People

00:43:04.400 Who

00:43:04.520 Say

00:43:04.620 That

00:43:04.760 They

00:43:04.880 Self

00:43:05.120 Medicate

00:43:05.540 Oh

00:43:06.200 I

00:43:06.360 Need

00:43:08.340 Medicine

00:43:08.640 It's

00:43:08.860 Such

00:43:09.060 A

00:43:09.340 Stressful

00:43:10.040 Day

00:43:10.220 I

00:43:10.320 Need

00:43:10.480 To

00:43:10.640 Self

00:43:11.220 Medic

00:43:11.520 No

00:43:12.080 You

00:43:12.240 Just

00:43:12.360 Like

00:43:12.480 Getting

00:43:12.620 High

00:43:12.900 And

00:43:13.520 You

00:43:13.600 Came

00:43:13.900 Up

00:43:14.020 With

00:43:22.740 Popular

00:43:22.900 And

00:43:23.900 You

00:43:24.700 Know

00:43:24.760 A lot

00:43:24.920 Of

00:43:24.960 People

00:43:25.080 Have

00:43:25.200 A

00:43:25.280 Lack

00:43:25.440 Of

00:43:25.560 Personality

00:43:26.020 They're

00:43:26.580 Not

00:43:26.680 That

00:43:26.800 Interesting

00:43:27.100 They

00:43:27.280 Don't

00:43:27.360 Really

00:43:27.500 Have

00:43:27.680 Anything

00:43:27.860 Going

00:43:28.080 On

00:43:28.440 And

00:43:29.200 Everybody

00:43:29.500 Has

00:43:29.820 Not

00:43:30.520 Everybody

00:43:30.820 I'm

00:43:30.980 Generalizing

00:43:31.360 Again

00:43:31.580 But

00:43:31.760 Many

00:43:32.360 People

00:43:32.620 Have

00:43:32.880 A

00:43:33.120 Main

00:43:33.360 Character

00:43:33.720 Syndrome

00:43:34.040 Now

00:43:34.360 Where

00:43:34.780 They

00:43:34.880 Need

00:43:35.040 To

00:43:35.160 The

00:43:35.360 Self

00:43:35.580 Importance

00:43:36.180 Right

00:43:36.940 Social

00:43:37.300 Media

00:43:37.920 Has

00:43:38.120 Made

00:43:38.280 Us

00:43:38.400 More

00:43:38.560 Self

00:43:38.780 Reflective

00:43:39.300 And

00:43:39.780 Made

00:43:39.920 Us

00:43:40.040 More

00:43:40.200 Aware

00:43:40.500 Of

00:43:40.660 Our

00:43:40.720 Existence

00:43:41.200 Than

00:43:41.320 Before

00:43:41.720 We're

00:43:41.920 Constantly

00:43:42.220 Looking

00:43:42.460 In

00:43:42.580 The

00:43:42.680 Mirror

00:43:42.840 Looking

00:43:43.080 At

00:43:43.180 Ourselves

00:43:43.540 Comparing

00:43:44.180 Ourselves

00:43:44.440 More

00:43:44.640 Than

00:43:44.760 We

00:43:44.860 Ever

00:43:44.980 Have

00:43:45.160 To

00:43:45.260 Other

00:43:45.360 People

00:43:45.640 So

00:43:46.480 If

00:43:46.680 You

00:43:46.760 Want

00:43:46.880 To

00:43:46.940 Become

00:43:47.100 More

00:43:47.280 Interesting

00:43:47.580 You

00:43:47.780 Want

00:43:47.920 To

00:43:48.000 Be

00:43:48.100 At

00:43:48.220 The

00:43:48.300 Top

00:43:48.480 Echelon

00:43:49.720 Of

00:43:50.440 People

00:43:50.680 Like

00:43:50.860 The

00:43:50.940 Ones

00:43:51.040 That

00:43:51.120 We

00:43:51.200 See

00:43:51.320 On

00:43:51.420 The

00:43:51.520 Top

00:43:51.660 Of

00:43:51.740 The

00:43:51.840 Algorithm

00:43:52.320 You

00:43:52.780 Need

00:43:52.880 To

00:43:52.920 Create

00:43:53.120 Something

00:43:53.400 You

00:43:53.620 Need

00:43:53.740 To

00:43:53.800 Be

00:43:53.900 The

00:43:54.020 main

00:43:54.140 Character

00:43:54.460 If

00:43:54.740 A lot

00:43:54.900 Of

00:43:54.960 People

00:43:55.120 They're

00:43:55.280 Not

00:43:55.540 Interesting

00:43:55.820 At

00:43:56.000 All

00:43:56.160 Mental

00:43:56.680 Health

00:43:56.940 Is

00:43:57.040 An

00:43:57.140 Easy

00:43:57.280 Route

00:43:57.540 Okay

00:43:59.420 So

00:44:00.420 So

00:44:03.420 It

00:44:08.340 Sounds

00:44:08.680 Like

00:44:09.100 When

00:44:09.960 You're

00:44:10.140 Talking

00:44:10.480 About

00:44:10.880 So

00:44:11.920 What's

00:44:13.200 Your

00:44:13.360 Impression

00:44:13.880 Of

00:44:14.500 What

00:44:15.060 Percentage

00:44:15.700 Of

00:44:15.880 People

00:44:16.240 Have

00:44:16.840 A

00:44:16.980 Diagnosis

00:44:17.680 Like

00:44:19.080 What

00:44:19.200 Do

00:44:19.260 You

00:44:19.340 Think

00:44:19.600 Have

00:44:19.940 A

00:44:20.320 Real

00:44:20.520 Diagnosis

00:44:21.020 Or

00:44:23.300 Describe

00:44:23.800 What

00:44:24.000 You

00:44:24.120 Said

00:44:24.320 I

00:44:24.540 Don't

00:44:24.840 Know

00:44:25.060 Like

00:44:25.760 How

00:44:26.440 Common

00:44:26.880 Is

00:44:27.060 The

00:44:27.240 Phenomenon

00:44:27.740 That

00:44:27.880 You're

00:44:28.020 Describing

00:44:28.460 Again

00:44:29.000 It's

00:44:29.200 Going

00:44:29.300 To

00:44:29.340 Be

00:44:29.440 Hard

00:44:29.640 To

00:44:29.840 Measure

00:44:30.280 Statistically

00:44:30.920 But

00:44:31.120 I

00:44:31.240 Think

00:44:31.400 A

00:44:31.720 Lot

00:44:31.940 Of

00:44:32.080 People

00:44:32.340 In

00:44:32.820 Gen Z

00:44:33.140 Millennials

00:44:33.640 Even

00:44:34.220 If

00:44:34.360 They're

00:44:34.460 Not

00:44:34.660 Fully

00:44:35.120 Diagnosed

00:44:36.140 Or

00:44:36.260 Self

00:44:36.420 Diagnosed

00:44:36.820 They've

00:44:37.020 Definitely

00:44:37.520 Considered

00:44:38.100 It

00:44:38.260 Or

00:44:39.380 Sure

00:44:39.780 Have

00:44:40.320 You

00:44:40.540 Is

00:44:40.760 Considering

00:44:41.120 It

00:44:41.220 A

00:44:41.260 Bad

00:44:41.440 Thing

00:44:41.640 Considering

00:44:44.720 It

00:44:45.040 That's

00:44:45.740 That's

00:44:46.020 A route

00:44:46.620 To

00:44:46.760 A

00:44:46.860 Bad

00:44:47.000 Thing

00:44:47.200 And

00:44:48.080 Yeah

00:44:48.680 I

00:44:49.040 Do

00:44:49.320 Think

00:44:49.460 Considering

00:44:49.760 It

00:44:49.960 I

00:44:50.300 Think

00:44:50.520 Considering

00:44:50.900 It

00:44:51.200 As

00:44:52.220 Real

00:44:52.520 Can

00:44:53.000 Be

00:44:53.300 Bad

00:44:54.340 When

00:44:55.620 It's

00:44:55.760 Not

00:44:55.880 Bad

00:44:56.060 Is

00:44:56.160 When

00:44:56.280 You

00:44:56.380 Consider

00:44:56.680 It

00:44:56.800 Like

00:44:56.960 Am

00:44:57.120 I

00:44:57.240 Depressed

00:44:57.560 And

00:44:57.680 You're

00:44:57.760 Like

00:44:57.900 Actually

00:44:58.200 No

00:44:58.520 I

00:44:58.680 Have

00:44:58.780 A

00:44:58.860 Great

00:44:59.020 Life

00:44:59.380 I'm

00:45:00.140 Not

00:45:00.440 You

00:45:00.780 Know

00:45:00.920 I'm

00:45:01.080 Not

00:45:01.200 Handicapped

00:45:01.720 I'm

00:45:01.840 Not

00:45:01.940 Not

00:45:01.960 Not

00:45:02.200 Stupid

00:45:02.860 I'm

00:45:03.680 Not

00:45:03.960 I

00:45:04.360 Don't

00:45:04.520 Have

00:45:04.680 Any

00:45:04.860 Major

00:45:05.240 Disabilities

00:45:05.820 There's

00:45:06.500 Electricity

00:45:07.000 There's

00:45:07.240 Food

00:45:07.540 I'm

00:45:07.800 Alive

00:45:08.200 I'm

00:45:08.460 Not

00:45:08.620 In

00:45:08.720 A

00:45:08.860 War

00:45:09.120 I'm

00:45:10.260 Good

00:45:10.440 If

00:45:11.340 You

00:45:11.400 Consider

00:45:11.700 It

00:45:11.920 You

00:45:20.520 So

00:45:20.980 This

00:45:23.100 Is

00:45:23.240 Great

00:45:23.440 So

00:45:24.900 I'm

00:45:25.160 Curious

00:45:25.480 So

00:45:25.720 Let's

00:45:25.960 Say

00:45:26.060 Someone

00:45:26.320 Has

00:45:26.540 Every

00:45:26.820 Reason

00:45:27.140 To

00:45:27.300 Be

00:45:27.440 Happy

00:45:27.760 Yeah

00:45:28.620 Right

00:45:29.760 And

00:45:30.660 They're

00:45:30.820 Not

00:45:31.080 Happy

00:45:31.460 Get

00:45:34.260 Over

00:45:34.460 It

00:45:34.680 What

00:45:35.660 Isn't

00:45:35.940 But

00:45:36.720 Doesn't

00:45:39.020 That

00:45:39.240 Imply

00:45:39.580 That

00:45:39.780 There's

00:45:40.000 Something

00:45:40.260 Wrong

00:45:40.580 With

00:45:40.740 Them

00:45:40.900 Because

00:45:41.100 They

00:45:41.260 Should

00:45:41.440 Be

00:45:41.580 Happy

00:45:41.860 Right

00:45:42.080 I

00:45:43.360 Don't

00:45:43.500 Think

00:45:43.620 People

00:45:43.820 Should

00:45:44.060 View

00:45:44.880 Existence

00:45:46.960 Based

00:45:47.240 On

00:45:47.440 That

00:45:47.660 Scale

00:45:48.060 Like

00:45:48.400 Am

00:45:48.600 I

00:45:48.720 Happy

00:45:48.960 Am

00:45:49.080 I

00:45:49.180 Not

00:45:49.320 Happy

00:45:49.560 They

00:45:49.720 Should

00:45:49.980 Just

00:45:50.880 Survive

00:45:51.460 And

00:45:51.620 Live

00:45:52.000 Because

00:45:52.300 They

00:45:52.520 They

00:45:52.600 They're

00:45:53.100 Given

00:45:53.360 A

00:45:53.560 Life

00:45:53.880 It's

00:45:54.920 Not

00:45:55.060 It's

00:45:55.260 Not

00:45:55.360 About

00:45:55.740 It's

00:45:55.960 But

00:45:56.780 Forget

00:45:57.120 About

00:45:57.260 Should

00:45:57.880 I'm

00:45:58.380 I'm

00:45:58.760 Taking

00:45:59.020 Your

00:45:59.240 Premise

00:45:59.660 Okay

00:46:00.060 Right

00:46:00.480 Your

00:46:00.680 Premise

00:46:01.040 Was

00:46:01.240 Like

00:46:01.500 This

00:46:01.680 Person

00:46:02.100 Has

00:46:02.580 A

00:46:02.680 Life

00:46:02.980 They've

00:46:03.300 Got

00:46:03.440 This

00:46:03.700 They've

00:46:03.920 Got

00:46:04.060 This

00:46:04.300 They've

00:46:04.520 Got

00:46:04.660 This

00:46:04.960 They're

00:46:05.140 Breathing

00:46:05.360 And

00:46:05.580 They're

00:46:05.740 Not

00:46:05.920 Happy

00:46:06.240 Right

00:46:07.640 Like

00:46:08.060 They're

00:46:08.200 Not

00:46:08.360 In

00:46:08.500 Gaza

00:46:08.780 So

00:46:11.020 And

00:46:11.380 If

00:46:11.500 They're

00:46:11.660 Unhappy

00:46:12.240 What

00:46:13.520 Do

00:46:13.620 You

00:46:13.720 Think

00:46:13.940 Is

00:46:19.980 They

00:46:20.260 Have

00:46:20.380 Like

00:46:20.540 What

00:46:20.700 Are

00:46:20.780 They

00:46:20.880 Doing

00:46:21.140 What

00:46:21.340 Are

00:46:21.420 They

00:46:21.600 Putting

00:46:22.200 Into

00:46:22.400 Their

00:46:22.520 Mind

00:46:22.720 But

00:46:24.060 They

00:46:25.300 Can

00:46:25.480 Fall

00:46:25.760 Back

00:46:26.060 On

00:46:26.240 Believing

00:46:26.600 That

00:46:26.780 They

00:46:26.860 Have

00:46:26.980 A

00:46:27.080 Chemical

00:46:27.340 Imbalance

00:46:27.960 Or

00:46:28.580 That

00:46:28.760 They

00:46:28.880 Have

00:46:29.100 Anxiety

00:46:29.880 Or

00:46:30.000 Something

00:46:30.220 Or

00:46:30.380 They

00:46:30.500 Need

00:46:30.880 Therapy

00:46:31.340 Or

00:46:31.700 Maybe

00:46:31.920 There's

00:46:32.360 A

00:46:32.500 There's

00:46:32.660 A

00:46:32.740 Bigger

00:46:32.940 Reason

00:46:33.180 Forget

00:46:33.540 About

00:46:33.740 Forget

00:46:34.440 About

00:46:34.660 What

00:46:34.800 They

00:46:34.920 Believe

00:46:35.300 What

00:46:35.940 Do

00:46:36.060 You

00:46:36.200 Think

00:46:36.520 Is

00:46:36.940 The

00:46:37.200 Reason

00:46:37.800 That

00:46:38.820 Someone

00:46:39.140 Who

00:46:39.440 Has

00:46:39.780 Every

00:46:40.220 Reason

00:46:41.200 To

00:46:41.420 Be

00:46:41.600 Happy

00:46:41.980 If

00:46:43.440 That

00:46:43.600 Person

00:46:43.920 Was

00:46:44.140 Suicidal

00:46:44.820 How

00:46:45.240 Do

00:46:45.440 You

00:46:45.580 Understand

00:46:46.020 That

00:46:46.420 I

00:46:46.900 Think

00:46:47.060 It's

00:46:47.220 Too

00:46:47.340 Much

00:46:47.480 Introspection

00:46:48.100 I

00:46:49.760 Think

00:46:49.880 Too

00:46:50.040 Much

00:46:50.260 Introspection

00:46:50.880 Something

00:46:52.420 Like

00:46:52.620 Therapy

00:46:52.960 Can

00:46:53.120 Make

00:46:53.300 People

00:46:53.640 Unhappy

00:46:55.240 Because

00:46:55.540 They're

00:46:55.700 Always

00:46:56.060 Thinking

00:46:56.380 About

00:46:56.600 How

00:46:56.740 They

00:46:56.860 Should

00:46:57.020 Be

00:46:57.140 Happy

00:46:57.440 This

00:46:58.280 Person

00:46:58.580 Isn't

00:46:58.900 In

00:46:59.080 Therapy

00:46:59.440 Right

00:46:59.660 Or

00:46:59.880 Are

00:47:00.260 They

00:47:00.400 In

00:47:00.520 Therapy

00:47:00.840 Right

00:47:01.360 I'm

00:47:01.880 Trying

00:47:02.080 To

00:47:02.220 Start

00:47:02.700 With

00:47:02.900 Your

00:47:03.080 Example

00:47:03.620 That

00:47:03.800 You

00:47:03.960 Laid

00:47:04.180 Out

00:47:04.420 Okay

00:47:04.820 So

00:47:05.940 Like

00:47:06.220 This

00:47:06.700 Person

00:47:07.020 Has

00:47:07.260 Every

00:47:07.660 Reason

00:47:08.020 To

00:47:08.340 Be

00:47:08.500 Happy

00:47:08.800 But

00:47:09.060 They're

00:47:09.260 Not

00:47:09.460 Happy

00:47:09.820 How

00:47:11.040 Do

00:47:11.160 You

00:47:11.260 Understand

00:47:11.680 What's

00:47:11.980 Wrong

00:47:12.180 With

00:47:12.340 Them

00:47:12.540 I

00:47:14.000 Think

00:47:14.240 They

00:47:14.560 Are

00:47:14.760 Too

00:47:15.560 Introspective

00:47:16.360 If

00:47:16.580 They're

00:47:16.740 Thinking

00:47:17.000 That

00:47:17.240 Way

00:47:17.460 And

00:47:18.260 So

00:47:18.420 They

00:47:18.580 Should

00:47:18.760 Live

00:47:19.080 More

00:47:19.560 In

00:47:19.860 The

00:47:19.980 Present

00:47:20.320 And

00:47:21.260 Be

00:47:21.480 Appreciative

00:47:22.000 Of

00:47:22.180 Things

00:47:22.420 Like

00:47:22.600 Water

00:47:22.980 Like

00:47:23.360 Sun

00:47:23.720 Like

00:47:24.260 Family

00:47:24.700 Like

00:47:25.120 Life

00:47:25.520 Instead

00:47:26.060 The

00:47:27.320 Solution

00:47:27.760 Is

00:47:28.420 More

00:47:28.660 Often

00:47:28.940 Time

00:47:29.180 Action

00:47:29.780 Rather

00:47:30.240 Than

00:47:30.620 Inaction

00:47:31.180 Is

00:47:32.320 Being

00:47:33.000 Outward

00:47:33.500 Living

00:47:33.780 In

00:47:33.940 The

00:47:34.020 World

00:47:35.120 Rather

00:47:35.420 Than

00:47:35.600 In

00:47:35.700 Their

00:47:35.800 Heads

00:47:36.120 What

00:47:37.340 Do

00:47:37.540 You

00:47:37.680 Think

00:47:38.080 Determines

00:47:39.100 Someone's

00:47:39.640 Capability

00:47:40.320 Of

00:47:40.780 Being

00:47:41.080 Introspective

00:47:42.140 Or

00:47:42.500 Action

00:47:42.940 Oriented

00:47:43.420 So

00:47:44.660 There's

00:47:44.860 A

00:47:45.040 Variance

00:47:45.700 In

00:47:45.840 The

00:47:45.960 Population

00:47:46.460 Right

00:47:46.700 Some

00:47:46.900 People

00:47:47.140 Are

00:47:47.280 Action

00:47:47.540 Oriented

00:47:47.920 Some

00:47:48.160 People

00:47:48.420 Are

00:47:48.540 Introspective

00:47:49.140 How

00:47:49.800 Does

00:47:50.940 One

00:47:51.200 End

00:47:51.500 Up

00:47:51.700 In

00:47:51.820 Either

00:47:52.000 Camp

00:47:52.280 It

00:47:53.560 Depends

00:47:53.940 It

00:47:54.140 Could

00:47:54.440 Be

00:47:54.540 Personality

00:47:55.120 Type

00:47:55.520 It

00:47:55.840 Could

00:47:55.960 Be

00:47:56.180 Environment

00:47:56.900 But

00:47:57.700 You

00:47:58.660 Can

00:47:58.840 Be

00:47:58.980 Introspective

00:47:59.520 And

00:47:59.620 Be

00:47:59.760 Happy

00:48:00.060 But

00:48:00.540 If

00:48:00.680 You're

00:48:00.840 Saying

00:48:01.100 I'm

00:48:01.460 Unhappy

00:48:01.800 And

00:48:01.940 There's

00:48:02.040 No

00:48:05.800 That's

00:48:05.980 Probably

00:48:06.320 The

00:48:06.520 Reason

00:48:06.700 Why

00:48:07.000 But

00:48:09.340 If

00:48:09.580 You're

00:48:09.960 Saying

00:48:10.220 That

00:48:10.420 Personality

00:48:10.860 And

00:48:11.420 Environment

00:48:11.920 Determine

00:48:12.520 Your

00:48:12.700 Level

00:48:12.980 Of

00:48:13.160 Introspectiveness

00:48:13.940 Yes

00:48:14.460 Right

00:48:14.780 Yes

00:48:15.240 So

00:48:16.360 If

00:48:16.680 My

00:48:16.820 Personality

00:48:17.220 In

00:48:17.640 My

00:48:17.820 Environment

00:48:18.360 Let's

00:48:18.640 Say

00:48:18.780 I'm

00:48:18.960 Like

00:48:19.160 Like

00:48:19.420 How

00:48:19.700 Let's

00:48:20.100 Just

00:48:20.260 Say

00:48:20.520 You're

00:48:20.920 Introspective

00:48:21.720 At

00:48:22.000 25

00:48:22.380 Out

00:48:22.660 Of

00:48:22.740 100

00:48:23.020 I'm

00:48:23.960 Just

00:48:24.100 Assigning

00:48:24.460 You

00:48:24.620 A

00:48:24.720 Random

00:48:24.900 Ass

00:48:25.140 Number

00:48:25.380 Let's

00:48:26.120 Say

00:48:26.220 I'm

00:48:26.460 Introspective

00:48:27.160 At

00:48:27.400 90

00:48:27.700 Out

00:48:27.860 Of

00:48:27.940 100

00:48:28.220 Okay

00:48:29.060 So

00:48:30.140 And

00:48:30.500 The

00:48:30.660 Reason

00:48:30.860 I'm

00:48:31.080 Introspective

00:48:31.600 At

00:48:31.700 90

00:48:31.960 Out

00:48:32.140 Of

00:48:32.220 100

00:48:32.480 Is

00:48:32.700 Because

00:48:32.900 Of

00:48:33.060 My

00:48:33.200 Personality

00:48:33.780 And

00:48:34.040 My

00:48:34.180 Environment

00:48:34.560 I

00:48:34.840 Have

00:48:34.940 A

00:48:35.060 Perfectly

00:48:35.420 Good

00:48:35.560 Life

00:48:35.840 But

00:48:36.000 I

00:48:36.100 Happen

00:48:36.360 To

00:48:36.440 Be

00:48:36.560 Suicidal

00:48:37.140 Okay

00:48:39.360 Okay

00:48:39.880 So

00:48:40.300 At

00:48:41.260 That

00:48:41.540 Point

00:48:41.860 Like

00:48:42.380 I'm

00:48:44.100 Introspective

00:48:44.860 Right

00:48:45.840 So

00:48:47.100 What

00:48:47.740 Am I

00:48:47.980 Supposed

00:48:48.220 To

00:48:48.380 Do

00:48:48.580 Like

00:48:48.800 That's

00:48:49.080 Not

00:48:49.300 It's

00:48:49.700 Not

00:48:49.840 My

00:48:50.000 Choice

00:48:50.420 This

00:48:50.960 Is

00:48:51.100 The

00:48:51.220 Way

00:48:51.380 That

00:48:51.540 My

00:48:51.680 Brain

00:48:51.900 Works

00:48:52.300 Well

00:48:53.980 I'm

00:48:54.100 Saying

00:48:54.240 It's

00:48:54.360 A

00:48:54.420 Combination

00:48:54.740 Of

00:48:54.940 Environment

00:48:55.620 And

00:48:56.300 Something

00:48:56.660 That's

00:48:56.840 Sure

00:48:57.640 But

00:48:57.780 It's

00:48:58.160 Also

00:48:58.300 Something

00:48:58.460 You

00:48:58.560 Can

00:48:58.660 Change

00:48:59.120 Like

00:48:59.620 Thinking

00:49:00.120 Is

00:49:00.400 An

00:49:00.520 Action

00:49:00.800 You

00:49:01.360 Know

00:49:01.460 You're

00:49:01.640 Choosing

00:49:01.980 It

00:49:02.460 Does

00:49:02.640 Burn

00:49:02.920 Calories

00:49:03.500 Thinking

00:49:03.900 Is

00:49:04.380 In

00:49:04.840 A

00:49:04.920 Way

00:49:05.060 An

00:49:05.180 Action

00:49:05.360 So

00:49:06.020 Act

00:49:06.980 More

00:49:07.500 With

00:49:07.800 Your

00:49:07.920 Hands

00:49:08.260 In

00:49:08.600 Externally

00:49:09.600 Than

00:49:10.040 Acting

00:49:10.420 So

00:49:10.740 Internally

00:49:11.360 Absolutely

00:49:13.400 Right

00:49:13.700 But

00:49:13.880 That

00:49:14.100 Is

00:49:14.260 A

00:49:14.400 Predisposition

00:49:15.600 That

00:49:15.860 You

00:49:16.060 Have

00:49:16.380 Because

00:49:16.700 You're

00:49:16.900 Action

00:49:17.200 Oriented

00:49:17.720 You're

00:49:18.900 Not

00:49:19.040 I

00:49:20.100 Am

00:49:20.920 An

00:49:21.500 Introspective

00:49:21.940 Person

00:49:22.220 You

00:49:22.520 Know

00:49:22.620 I

00:49:23.160 Actually

00:49:23.720 Change

00:49:24.100 I'm

00:49:24.700 A

00:49:24.800 Very

00:49:26.840 Introspective

00:49:29.020 And

00:49:29.600 I

00:49:30.180 Worked

00:49:30.660 It

00:49:30.740 Out

00:49:30.900 And

00:49:31.040 Now

00:49:31.420 As

00:49:32.020 I

00:49:32.120 Grow

00:49:32.280 Older

00:49:32.640 I

00:49:32.740 Become

00:49:33.000 More

00:49:33.400 You

00:49:34.080 Know

00:49:34.180 More

00:49:34.400 Extroverted

00:49:34.880 They

00:49:35.060 Say

00:49:35.280 Or

00:49:35.520 More

00:49:36.220 Can

00:49:37.300 You

00:49:37.440 Tell

00:49:37.560 Me

00:49:37.740 About

00:49:38.220 That

00:49:38.400 Journey

00:49:38.780 Okay

00:49:41.160 So

00:49:41.400 I

00:49:41.780 I

00:49:41.980 Guess

00:49:42.220 Yeah

00:49:42.860 When

00:49:43.000 I

00:49:43.060 Was

00:49:43.160 Younger

00:49:43.480 I

00:49:43.580 Was

00:49:43.680 Less

00:49:44.060 Social

00:49:44.440 I

00:49:44.860 Was

00:49:45.020 More

00:49:45.360 Introverted

00:49:46.340 I

00:49:47.180 Didn't

00:49:47.540 Really

00:49:47.740 Communicate

00:49:48.160 The

00:49:48.340 Way

00:49:48.460 That

00:49:48.600 I

00:49:48.680 Communicate

00:49:48.980 Now

00:49:49.200 With

00:49:49.340 Other

00:49:49.480 People

00:49:49.780 I

00:49:50.700 Thought

00:49:51.620 About

00:49:51.940 Myself

00:49:52.500 And

00:49:52.660 How

00:49:52.680 Did

00:49:52.840 You

00:49:52.860 Feel

00:49:56.840 I

00:49:57.140 Had

00:49:57.280 More

00:49:57.620 Feelings

00:49:59.040 Of

00:49:59.140 Inferiority

00:49:59.760 More

00:50:00.120 Insecurity

00:50:00.640 Less

00:50:01.540 I

00:50:02.060 Was

00:50:02.200 Less

00:50:02.340 Decisive

00:50:02.940 I

00:50:03.440 Was

00:50:03.540 More

00:50:03.800 Worried

00:50:04.440 About

00:50:04.600 What

00:50:04.720 Other

00:50:04.840 People

00:50:05.020 Thought

00:50:05.240 About

00:50:05.420 Me

00:50:05.620 I

00:50:06.040 Remember

00:50:06.200 There's

00:50:06.380 A

00:50:06.540 Specific

00:50:07.240 Example

00:50:07.560 I

00:50:07.640 Used

00:50:07.720 To

00:50:07.780 Walk

00:50:07.960 Around

00:50:08.140 Manhattan

00:50:08.500 And

00:50:09.460 You

00:50:09.840 Could

00:50:09.940 See

00:50:10.060 Your

00:50:10.160 Reflection

00:50:10.480 When

00:50:10.640 You

00:50:10.720 Walk

00:50:10.880 By

00:50:11.000 Buildings

00:50:11.320 In

00:50:11.620 The

00:50:11.720 Windows

00:50:12.100 And

00:50:12.780 I

00:50:12.860 Would

00:50:12.980 Constantly

00:50:13.360 Look

00:50:13.580 At

00:50:13.680 Myself

00:50:14.080 And

00:50:14.740 Wonder

00:50:15.080 What

00:50:15.520 Other

00:50:15.700 People

00:50:15.960 Were

00:50:16.140 Thinking

00:50:16.420 About

00:50:17.260 Me

00:50:17.520 And

00:50:18.140 I

00:50:18.240 Walk

00:50:26.840 Where

00:50:27.520 I

00:50:27.620 Realized

00:50:27.940 That

00:50:28.180 It

00:50:28.720 Doesn't

00:50:28.980 Matter

00:50:29.300 What

00:50:29.860 Other

00:50:30.020 People

00:50:30.260 Think

00:50:30.620 It

00:50:31.280 Doesn't

00:50:31.580 Why

00:50:32.000 Am I

00:50:32.240 Existing

00:50:32.660 For

00:50:32.860 Other

00:50:33.320 People

00:50:33.580 Instead

00:50:33.820 Of

00:50:33.920 For

00:50:34.000 Myself

00:50:34.420 So

00:50:34.920 It

00:50:35.100 Was

00:50:35.200 A

00:50:35.600 Decision

00:50:36.060 To

00:50:37.020 Change

00:50:37.320 So

00:50:38.200 You

00:50:38.380 Said

00:50:38.560 You

00:50:38.660 Had

00:50:38.780 A

00:50:38.880 Realization

00:50:39.460 Followed

00:50:39.940 By

00:50:40.080 A

00:50:40.200 Decision

00:50:40.580 Right

00:50:40.920 Yes

00:50:41.400 And

00:50:43.360 What

00:50:43.880 Would

00:50:44.040 Have

00:50:44.140 Happened

00:50:44.420 If

00:50:44.540 You

00:50:44.620 Didn't

00:50:44.800 Have

00:50:44.960 That

00:50:45.100 Realization

00:50:45.620 I

00:50:48.220 Would

00:50:48.520 Have

00:50:48.800 Been

00:50:49.280 In

00:50:49.400 A

00:50:49.480 Worst

00:50:49.660 Spot

00:50:49.940 I

00:50:50.460 Would

00:50:50.700 Not

00:50:50.840 Have

00:50:51.080 Enjoyed

00:50:52.120 My

00:50:52.260 Life

00:50:52.440 As

00:50:52.540 Much

00:50:52.680 As

00:50:52.840 I

00:50:52.860 Do

00:50:52.940 Now

00:50:53.160 Right

00:50:56.320 So

00:50:56.460 You

00:50:56.840 You

00:50:57.120 Acted

00:50:57.660 But

00:50:57.900 The

00:50:58.100 Realization

00:50:58.640 Came

00:50:58.940 First

00:50:59.320 And

00:50:59.860 It

00:50:59.960 Sounds

00:51:00.120 Like

00:51:00.280 The

00:51:00.400 Realization

00:51:01.000 Proceeded

00:51:02.640 Introspection

00:51:04.280 Or

00:51:04.500 Did

00:51:04.660 It

00:51:04.800 Not

00:51:05.000 Proceed

00:51:05.280 Introspection

00:51:05.840 No

00:51:07.380 The

00:51:07.600 Realization

00:51:08.120 Came

00:51:08.840 Afterwards

00:51:09.240 So

00:51:09.740 You

00:51:09.960 Are

00:51:10.300 People

00:51:11.480 Who

00:51:11.660 Don't

00:51:11.780 Have

00:51:11.900 That

00:51:12.020 Realization

00:51:12.400 Therapy

00:51:12.740 Can

00:51:12.860 Help

00:51:13.080 Lead

00:51:14.280 Them

00:51:14.380 To

00:51:14.480 That

00:51:14.600 Realization

00:51:15.020 That

00:51:16.780 Absolutely

00:51:17.660 A

00:51:18.060 Slice

00:51:18.440 Of

00:51:18.640 What

00:51:18.800 I

00:51:18.880 Have

00:51:19.000 A

00:51:19.640 To

00:51:19.920 Say

00:51:20.020 About

00:51:20.200 What

00:51:20.360 You

00:51:20.440 Said

00:51:20.620 So

00:51:20.780 Far

00:51:20.960 I

00:51:21.240 Can

00:51:22.740 Do

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00:51:48.280 Right

00:51:49.580 So

00:51:49.780 If

00:51:49.880 you're if you're depressed because you're 28 years old you are physically unhealthy you have no social

00:51:57.980 life you watch pornography and play video games all day i don't think there's anything mentally

00:52:02.800 wrong with you from a mental illness standpoint i don't think that's pathological i think that's

00:52:07.480 congruent with your life if your life is shit you're gonna feel bad that's normal that's not

00:52:13.480 illness what i think is illness is if you're 46 years old you make 600 000 or 800 000 a year

00:52:23.080 you're married you have two kids you have a wife who's loving faithful um you are tall you're handsome

00:52:30.960 you're successful and you want to kill yourself every single day do you see there's a major thing

00:52:36.380 you left out of that equation of that life sure it's spiritual purpose it's a greater purpose like

00:52:42.720 you're not living for you're not in your career to get validation from your boss or to get a raise

00:52:49.520 your purpose isn't specifically to have a good home and to be a successful guy with a mowed lawn

00:52:54.660 your purpose is greater than that it's serving god and i think that person if they if they want to if

00:53:00.640 they're if they have those circumstances like like you just laid out and you did leave out

00:53:03.920 a greater spiritual purpose it's because that they can't find they don't know what it is and

00:53:09.480 spirituality solves that unreliably right so make this person goes to church and has a relationship

00:53:19.260 with god right so people in church will i haven't met that guy i don't i don't i don't know this

00:53:25.200 person i i know that that example you're bringing up obviously this is anecdotal evidence but i've never

00:53:31.120 seen that happen you know the people that end up like if you bring up you know perfect example be

00:53:35.160 like anthony bourdain or robin williams some people say robin williams had alzheimer's he had

00:53:40.060 some some condition but let's say he didn't or anthony bourdain perfect example you watch the like

00:53:44.320 first episode of his tv show and he goes to i think oscar wilde's hotel room in paris where oscar

00:53:49.400 wilde killed himself i can't i'm not sure if that's the right uh author or artist whatever but he goes

00:53:55.000 there and he's like saying oh whoa all these parisian artists killed themselves and overdose here he's

00:53:58.620 kind of like you know he likes the allure of the artist who ended up you know with that grieving

00:54:04.100 sad life anthony bourdain ended up killing himself in his early 60s and he had a daughter he had a

00:54:10.080 wife he had a good life successful career all this thing but he never had a connection to god that was

00:54:14.680 the major thing lacking and that's why i think he did something so selfish just to off himself while

00:54:19.280 having a daughter and having a wife and i see some of his fans they say anthony bourdain oh what a

00:54:24.780 tormented soul when i see that guy i think what a selfish asshole what what a narcissistic

00:54:31.280 self-involved piece of shit to do that while he has a daughter while he has a wife around

00:54:36.520 without even leaving a note hanging himself in a hotel room for people to find his body

00:54:40.500 because he wants to be remembered as a tormented depressed artist i think he was obsessed with that

00:54:46.080 idea and if he had a greater purpose rather than living for himself and for his legacy he would

00:54:51.700 have never done that i mean i i think that's a completely valid opinion right so so what what

00:55:01.720 this i mean i'm detecting a couple things i'll go back to my original answer but i think that um

00:55:07.160 so when this is interesting give me a second go ahead

00:55:14.740 how's it going so far chat what else what else should i say

00:55:26.660 how's this going okay so let's go back to what well i'm going to try to address your like kind of

00:55:35.940 earlier a lot of what you said so i i think that generally speaking you know when someone has a

00:55:42.840 shitty life and they come in and they say they're depressed i think that there's ample evidence

00:55:47.520 that shows that if you have a shitty life your mood is likely to be crap okay and that oftentimes

00:55:55.240 this is i mean the whole reason that i started streaming on twitch and the whole reason i started

00:56:00.360 a coaching program is because i had so many patients come into my office where i thought that

00:56:05.420 talking to me about your feelings for an hour is not going to be nearly as effective

00:56:11.780 at improving your life as finding a romantic relationship getting a job or a career that

00:56:18.740 you can be proud of um actually getting your ass to the gym like doing things like you talk about

00:56:25.940 wanting to write a science fiction fantasy novel that's dystopian let's fucking write it

00:56:33.060 right so the whole reason that i i started this is is because i i think that there's and there's

00:56:39.680 ample evidence and i think most psychiatrists and psychotherapists understand this that

00:56:43.580 that you know if we look at the mental health crisis that we're seeing today in the world

00:56:48.180 a lot of it is an economic crisis like a lot of it is a crisis of loneliness at its root

00:56:55.640 that a lot of the a lot of the structures that supported people's socialization are like

00:57:03.960 disintegrating around us so when when a human being does not get the right kind of inputs

00:57:10.940 they can manifest something like a mental illness now let's talk about a couple of other things so

00:57:17.520 you mentioned that people have main character syndrome i think there's also an overwhelming amount

00:57:22.520 of evidence no well maybe not overwhelming that's just how strongly i feel about it there's plenty

00:57:27.220 of evidence that shows that increased technology usage and increased social media usage being on our

00:57:33.580 phones all the time increases our narcissistic dimension of our personality right the more that

00:57:40.360 you judge a human being the more narcissistic they become so when you're judged a lot you're going to

00:57:46.880 become narcissistic that's just sort of how it works doesn't always happen that way but the default

00:57:51.740 response is to be become more narcissistic but before you can i interject real quick just one

00:57:57.900 observation before i don't want to interrupt your change of thought but i noticed that the tone has

00:58:02.460 shifted like therapy and psychotherapy a couple years ago used to be chemical imbalance used to be

00:58:07.640 mental health crisis based off of you know random that you something you could catch now the language

00:58:14.320 i'm hearing before you continue it sounds like it's self-inflicted you're lonely because you're addicted

00:58:19.900 to porn you're depressed because you're poor and you're not fulfilling how do you get self-inflicted

00:58:24.780 from what i said are you talking about language that i didn't use well you're saying that the majority

00:58:31.820 of the mental health crisis is due to socioeconomic factors which sounds like it's you know these are

00:58:37.980 circumstances that are more controllable rather than uncontrollable a few years back when i was in college

00:58:42.620 and everybody was on ssris and everyone was on uh adhd pills they were all thinking that it was

00:58:48.300 something that they just caught it was a chemical imbalance now the language is okay maybe you're

00:58:51.980 depressed because you're a lonely loser who's addicted to porn that's what i just noticed from your

00:58:57.180 response i'm super confused because when we say that there's an economic crisis that's circumstances

00:59:05.020 not self-inflicted okay that's true self-inflicted my point is that the chemical imbalance language has has

00:59:12.060 has hindered quite a bit right rather than it just being something you catch it's like obviously the

00:59:17.420 socioeconomic crisis that it's not everybody's fault but it is something that's controllable rather than

00:59:22.620 uncontrollable it's a situation that they can get themselves out of rather than something that they

00:59:26.460 caught in their brain why would you there's also i think there's a weird there's all kinds of like

00:59:33.660 associations that you form that i don't if something is a chemical imbalance what makes

00:59:37.580 you think that it's not modifiable by you

00:59:41.980 but my point is the language 10 years ago when this was blowing up and everybody was was that it

00:59:47.420 was just something wrong that it wasn't at all circumstantial but just something that happened to

00:59:52.540 people like catching covid that's okay that's that's my point so i think there's a couple of reasons

00:59:59.660 for that okay the first is um i think things have changed and so the cool thing about medicine science

01:00:09.020 and psychotherapy is that we tend to do a pretty good job of evolving with the times and studying

01:00:14.780 what happens so i think that like you know if we look at the last 10 years the world is very different

01:00:21.900 and the reasons that people are suffering mentally i think are fundamental there there's a couple of

01:00:27.900 fundamental big changes which have happened which means that the etiology which means the cause

01:00:33.180 the cause of the illness is changing right so the factors that people the people the world that people

01:00:39.020 are growing up in is shaping them in a way that it didn't shape them 10 years ago 20 years ago 25 years

01:00:46.460 ago okay does that make sense so i i think you're right that the language is changing there's a couple of

01:00:51.740 other things so there's a great paper that came out i think in molecular size psychiatry that basically

01:00:58.300 made the claim which i think has a lot of um merit i'm not saying that they're right that the serotonin

01:01:08.300 deficiency hypothesis of depression is not supported by evidence okay were you did you believe that back

01:01:14.540 then were you repeating that no oh okay you're one of the good ones i i don't know i wouldn't call

01:01:26.780 myself a good one i could be wrong no right i i i want more psychotherapists who push that

01:01:36.780 serotonin depletion because of a chemical imbalance i want them to take more responsibility for that because

01:01:40.940 i've been pushing on against that pushing back against that for 10 years and people said that i

01:01:45.740 was you know not sympathetic they said i was demonizing depressed people they said that i was

01:01:50.780 that i should believe victims right i faced a lot of backlash for that and it seems like i've been

01:01:55.660 vindicated that it's not you know serotonin depletion is more often due to circumstances that

01:02:01.340 are controllable rather than uncontrollable so it sounds like you it really what was it like when people

01:02:08.940 basically attacked you for doubting what people were saying about a serotonin about they said you're

01:02:14.700 like oh my friend killed himself and you are insensitive you piece of shit uh they would get

01:02:20.780 really upset and i'm like i'm right and you're mad and that's just one of those factors one of those

01:02:28.140 situations where i said something before it was deemed socially acceptable and as soon as it becomes

01:02:34.300 socially acceptable people don't admit that they were wrong right and they they move on quickly

01:02:38.860 without you know properly addressing their mistakes and those are those are very dangerous mistakes i

01:02:45.900 think people who push that chemical imbalance lie and made all of my peers all of my everybody in my

01:02:51.420 dorm i would say at least 80 percent were taking ssris because they thought that they just caught

01:02:56.620 depression and we move on we act like that didn't happen but this was very very normal i mean i went to

01:03:02.060 a whole high school i went to a boarding school in new hampshire where everyone all the parents were

01:03:05.660 sending them there because they thought that their kids were just depressed for no reason and there

01:03:09.420 was a mental health problem that they they didn't know how to fix

01:03:14.060 without yeah so without medication without you know all these practices what was that like for you

01:03:18.700 to to to believe something and get like tell everyone tell you like oh you're such an asshole basically

01:03:23.740 right you're a dick for believing this and like everyone's fucking drinking the kool-aid and

01:03:28.060 you're like i don't want to drink the kool-aid did anyone ever call you depressed not really no okay

01:03:35.580 no and so what's it like to be vindicated which seems so important to you i i'm catching that you

01:03:41.740 caught on to the frustration which i i think yeah i i know you caught that that that's a repeated

01:03:47.500 theme since i last spoke to you is i am vindicated about a lot of things that i was demonized for saying

01:03:53.820 too early for the public to understand and it's frustrating that and that's something i'm working

01:03:59.740 on like it it has increased some bitterness where i'm like these fucking like i saw this movie eddington

01:04:05.500 right it's a movie by ari aster and it's about 2020 covet and it's about the george floyd riots at

01:04:10.220 the height of covet paranoia and everything and i remember at that time i did not get the covet vaccine

01:04:15.020 i was speaking out against it i was calling the george floyd looting and all the riots i was

01:04:18.860 saying that this is stupid they said that you are against the black lives matter movement you're

01:04:23.100 propagating racism and you should not be able to see your grandmother because you're going to get

01:04:27.180 everybody sick and you're a super spreader people moved on now they watch the movie and laugh and i

01:04:32.460 sat in that movie theater i'm like watching it was in new york city i'm watching everyone laugh at this

01:04:35.660 and i'm like you didn't let me go into a restaurant without i had to show my fake vaccine card everywhere

01:04:40.700 i traveled with this right i was deep you said that i'm a bad person for not posting a black square

01:04:45.740 on instagram but then everyone laughs now and act like they're acting like they didn't

01:04:50.460 you know push that craziness that propaganda everybody i remember back then all these

01:04:54.300 people in college that were taking ssris because they had a chemical imbalance because that's what

01:04:58.220 they read online now that they moved on they don't tell they don't say like oh actually you know what

01:05:03.340 i'm sorry for demonizing you and ironically when you push somebody away and you call them crazy that's

01:05:10.780 one of the quickest routes to to make them mentally ill and to give them mental health problems when you

01:05:14.540 isolate somebody call them crazy and say that they're a bad person when they're really trying

01:05:18.780 to be healthy oh for years for years they still do but i mean the more time passes the more i'm

01:05:28.220 being vindicated but they say i'm crazy less now what's it like to be vindicated

01:05:36.940 annoying annoying tell me about it right oh man that's such a good word

01:05:42.540 yeah definitely introspective that's that's a good word you know annoying because

01:05:51.660 yeah i totally get you what's annoying about it you want me to answer or you want to answer

01:05:57.900 i want you to i want you to answer i think i think i kind of i kind of did answer already

01:06:03.020 no no no no what's annoying about it well what i just said it's annoying that people move on like

01:06:09.100 they didn't push the propaganda that they fell for right they they don't admit the wrongdoing

01:06:15.900 and it's annoying because it seems like it's so repeatable if they don't say like man i wasn't

01:06:21.980 so stupid for believing that i couldn't sit next to somebody without a mask on but then i lowered it

01:06:29.820 and then ate the food while they were eating who were both breathing all over our plates on the plane

01:06:33.980 and then put it back on and like all the dirty stairs i got because i wasn't wearing a mask

01:06:37.820 the fact that they don't self-reflect and director there's any introspection on on that aspect

01:06:43.100 it seems like this is going to happen again and it will and more people will fall for these very

01:06:48.220 easily debunked lies

01:06:52.780 okay so i i think

01:06:55.260 would you say that when people judged you in this way that it hurt

01:07:17.500 no i don't think it hurt because i knew i was right and i think it may be mentally stronger

01:07:25.580 so no i wouldn't say i was no i don't think so

01:07:30.700 okay i i would be surprised if you use that word too but i think it did hurt

01:07:39.340 but i think it hurts just because you're mentally strong doesn't i mean so you mentioned mental

01:07:43.420 strength and usually you need strength right yeah when you go to the gym you break down your muscles

01:07:48.220 and then they repair so i would i would probably admit that it hurt if i fell victim to it but i did

01:07:54.140 it you know i just i was able to

01:07:57.660 rise out of the ashes like a phoenix right but then you're in the ashes like you got burned bro

01:08:04.300 you see what i'm saying like i think there's an association here i i think that there's that the

01:08:08.780 the word bothers you a lot but i think that's what happened does that sort of make sense like

01:08:12.940 i understand i understand like okay well by the analogy is like when you go to the gym and you have

01:08:17.340 a great workout you're not like that hurt you're like whoo it's like it's like uh in a masochistic

01:08:23.340 way the pain is good because you know that it's going to make you better you understand like what

01:08:26.620 if you do a really big set of the bench you're not like oh my god fight it's pain you're not like

01:08:30.380 it's painful it's a good pain so it's it's sure it's different than hurt yeah i'm with you right

01:08:36.940 so i i would say that it hurt right and then it's just a good hurt not all hurt is bad and

01:08:43.980 not all hurt happens to weak people and a lot of strength comes from hurt like i think that you

01:08:49.420 know if we look at the people in gaza there there's a lot of hurt there but i don't think

01:08:54.140 those people are weak i think those people are strong and i think that hurt is a great way to grow

01:09:03.180 and i think that there's a lot of there's a lot of associations with hurt and weakness that

01:09:08.300 if you're strong you don't get hurt there's this idea that invulnerability and strength

01:09:13.900 are correlated i don't think they are i think strength like you know it's sort of like courage

01:09:19.180 or fearlessness like i think i respect courage way more than fearlessness fearlessness i think

01:09:25.180 is ignorance courage is overcoming your fear but if you ask a courageous person are you scared

01:09:31.420 i think it's kind of like that so i i think that it's very clear to me that this was painful to you

01:09:37.900 yeah i i as you say this i i understand your point but i'm realizing my thought process is that i don't

01:09:45.340 like to think with any victim if i can remove any victim words from my vocabulary my thought process

01:09:51.740 i end up i end up better so rather than say like this was painful it's that signals to the world and

01:09:57.660 signals to to people that you know like that you need shelter or that you need comfort and i'd rather that

01:10:04.380 that all come internally so i i refuse i i try to limit as much of that language as possible

01:10:11.660 because it helps with the recovery process in a better way so it's uh it's selective thinking

01:10:18.540 and that's actually a good example of self-accountability responsibility right if i use words

01:10:23.500 like hurt more then i'm gonna be i'm gonna think in a weaker state rather than overcome it immediately

01:10:29.500 so i i recommend people think that way as well the less strength you give away and the less you know

01:10:37.900 the less weakness you signal to the world the less that people are going to take advantage of it so

01:10:45.420 um i really respect that response so i i think like like i said this is the second time i'm

01:10:52.060 going to say this i i think you're a really strong thinker so i think very few people thank you can do

01:10:58.620 what you just did so i think most people stick to their guns they don't modify what they're saying

01:11:04.060 at all and here's what i think is going to be even more dangerous and i think we should have this

01:11:10.300 conversation but i still want to get back to the other thing maybe that one is left forever but

01:11:15.180 i think that your way of thinking is really good to move you from one place to another place but i think

01:11:23.180 it's going to keep you stuck and there is another evolution of your thinking which is that so right

01:11:29.580 now what you're doing is you're creating like a mental filter right so thinking this way does not help

01:11:34.540 me that is whether something is functionally useful is different from whether it is true

01:11:41.500 so you're you've engaged in a cognitive reshaping and i know this is going to sound kind of challenging

01:11:50.940 i think it's absolutely adaptive

01:11:55.340 and i think that at some point if not already it is going to be maladaptive i think it's a really

01:12:01.020 really useful strategy but at its core it is dishonest but that's also the difference between having

01:12:07.900 so okay go ahead and i think that many people who are not mentally capable require some degree of

01:12:19.180 dishonesty and it you have to work yourself up to being able to handle an honest perspective on your

01:12:26.940 life and i can offer examples so i think what you're doing makes a lot of sense and i think it's going to

01:12:33.020 you down the road okay but there's a difference between having this conversation publicly and privately

01:12:38.140 part of the reason i answered that was because so much of what i do and say is in the public eye

01:12:43.740 for years that and especially i mean this is a public conversation right now i am thinking

01:12:48.300 differently and speaking differently because thousands maybe millions of people are listening

01:12:52.300 to these words right now so i i know that it's a it's a responsibility and it's powerful so i don't

01:12:59.420 signal like if we're having this conversation properly it'd be completely different i would

01:13:03.020 have been like mine that fucking suck yeah yeah but i have people that are like you know i want to

01:13:08.700 inspire people i want to make the world a better place and i've seen the impact that i've had culturally

01:13:13.500 and i've changed i i've noticed myself change the the zeitgeist i've seen language i've seen the shift

01:13:21.500 that i think people in my space on the internet and me directly that i've had on the culture so

01:13:26.860 that's the difference between people who think privately and and are always in the public eye

01:13:33.020 and always being scrutinized and always being in the free marketplace of ideas

01:13:38.060 what do you think would happen if you said yeah that sucked in a public way

01:13:50.300 that gives more weakness and it signals to more people that they can be vulnerable and yes that's

01:14:00.220 true that it's good to be vulnerable but oftentimes for men it's better to not be vulnerable publicly

01:14:05.420 so if i want to help out people and i want to make the world a better place i would like to limit the

01:14:11.580 amount of vulnerability that people give away randomly right i i think i mean i trust you i've

01:14:16.860 had a conversation with you and i trust that you're an open person if i were speaking to you privately i'd

01:14:20.620 be more vulnerable with that but i don't there's so you know how many i have i have enemies i have

01:14:25.260 people that want to destroy everything i do so the less amount of vulnerability that i could signal

01:14:31.740 to the world the better that makes me sad to hear man

01:14:40.300 like you sound like you're i mean that sounds like you're carrying a lot and and i don't mean

01:14:45.900 that i i i appreciate the nobility of it like i'm not asking for things to be different i think

01:14:53.980 on balance it's a good thing what you're carrying around i can see how it helps people and i can see how

01:15:00.380 how you're okay carrying it because it does help people that you take this responsibility incredibly

01:15:08.140 seriously and it makes me sad to hear that that still costs you right so you like just because

01:15:16.380 carrying it is worth it and is the right thing to do and maybe align with your spiritual goals in life

01:15:21.420 or whatever doesn't change the fact that it still is hard to carry sometimes and to hear you

01:15:30.140 have to be so paranoid and pardon me if that word is too strong or so careful so thoughtful to have

01:15:36.300 such a it sounds exhausting it sounds trapping like you can't be free and because you used to right

01:15:43.900 and you boy did you get punished for it bro you you shared your opinions you didn't drink the kool-aid and

01:15:51.100 people were like fuck you bro you're being insensitive you're not standing up for black

01:15:55.980 people i lost my livelihood i lost everything you lost everything you can't stream you can't

01:16:02.460 see this conversation because because of that i i i get it right so you you've been punished so hard

01:16:08.380 and and that makes me sad but it is what it is it is what i mean but there there we go it's like

01:16:14.220 okay it's what is worth it is what it is hold on okay it is it is what it is yeah what it is what is

01:16:25.580 that what is that phrase sneaker this is the uh what are you doing this is reality no it's not that's the

01:16:34.140 fucking exact opposite yes this literally no actually this is reality no it's not it is what

01:16:40.380 it is is you doing your cognitive transformation towards strength and not allowing your weakness

01:16:48.620 say that one more time when you say the phrase it is what it is that's your cognitive transformation

01:16:55.260 that's your movement from weakness to strength but how is that not reality

01:16:59.660 because it's a transformation it's something that you're intentionally doing to change your

01:17:06.380 perspective this is where you start and then when you say it is what it is it's a really sneaky

01:17:11.820 version of it right because you're saying it is what it is but if that is what it is there is so much

01:17:18.380 anger frustration disappointment all these fucking people said all this shit about you and now that

01:17:25.420 you've been vindicated does anyone apologize does anyone say welcome back to the platform bro no of

01:17:30.700 course not there is such a mountain of frustration and pain and whatever and the only way let's say to

01:17:39.420 deal with that right because what are you gonna do you say it is what it is this is the world that we

01:17:44.860 live in so i'm gonna reframe away from that shit to this it is what it is you soldier on

01:17:55.420 well i mean that statement still is true it it literally is what it is regardless it's 100 it

01:18:04.700 is true the statement is true okay hold on and it's not that it's false it's that it's a cognitive shift

01:18:13.100 right so when you do that you're shifting away from something else does that kind of make sense

01:18:20.220 well what i'm shifting i understand completely what i'm shifting away from when you say that makes me sad

01:18:25.420 i start thinking fuck like maybe i should feel sorry and sad for myself and then i'm like i literally

01:18:31.180 i remember where i am i have a nice exactly and then you do the cognitive shift but why why would

01:18:37.580 it what's wrong with shifting to a more positive wrong with shifting right now okay so the so what's

01:18:43.020 the what's your point my point is first of all that we should have awareness here's what i think is

01:18:49.020 good this is what i'm moving towards we should have awareness of what happens inside of us that's

01:18:53.900 the north star nothing we should be blind i'm completely aware of that because when you when

01:18:59.260 you say that makes me sad it was like fuck yeah that sucks yeah and i'm like damn i started thinking

01:19:04.460 about the stuff i lost and stuff and you know how my reputation was hit and the attacks i get that i

01:19:08.700 still get to this day and all this blah blah blah so i'm thinking negatively and i'm reminded that

01:19:13.420 thinking negatively does not solve anything and that solutions come through positive and forward

01:19:17.660 thinking through maintaining real frame then i'm reminded about what is happening across the world

01:19:23.100 like is feeling sorry for myself while children are starving in gaza as we speak that i know

01:19:30.140 it's selfish thinking to be thinking so oh me oh what was me and go returning to this frame when

01:19:36.700 it's like people have way worse circumstances right now that you know if they're able to soldier on then i

01:19:43.020 should too and this the world keeps spinning the girls keep being girls everyone keeps everyone moves

01:19:50.460 everyone is still living and we're all older than we were a second ago so it is what it is let's keep

01:19:55.980 on going what's next that's the only solution there is no solution to be found through that negative

01:20:01.660 introspection

01:20:05.100 i disagree okay so i think this is a great solution when you're 26.

01:20:10.940 it's a bad solution when you're 42. so i think that that i'm with you all the way i think there's a

01:20:21.100 couple of associations that you're making which i think are completely logical to make or completely

01:20:27.500 correct to make admitting weakness or admitting hurt you're attaching to a downward spiral yeah and i think

01:20:37.260 in when you were probably like a teenager and you had some crush on some girl in high school

01:20:43.100 and she didn't give you the time of day you were like fuck that i ain't ever going to be that guy

01:20:47.500 again so when you look at yourself when you see yourself in the reflection of walking down the

01:20:51.420 street in manhattan you didn't like what you saw and then you decided you vowed to yourself you're never

01:20:56.860 going to be that and look at this beautiful suit you're wearing now looking great look at where you are

01:21:01.340 now how can you ever say that this form of adaptation is a problem and i'm with you i think

01:21:07.820 it's the right thing for you to do up until this point and by all means do it for another 15 years

01:21:13.500 oh and then i think they'll like it and then 15 years what happens

01:21:17.740 in 15 years you will have such a pile of negativity inside you because you've reframed

01:21:25.340 reframed reframed reframed you'll be functional you'll be i i don't know about you will that's not

01:21:30.620 right so there is a chance that if you continue employing this strategy the resentment that you

01:21:39.100 have that is pretty potent right like you've used the word vindication several times so you're you're

01:21:49.100 let me think

01:21:49.580 i'm trying to find a less demeaning word than butthurt but i i can't so like i'm i'm i i feel

01:22:01.340 like i'm walking very dangerous ground because if i say a single thing that demeans you i think it's

01:22:07.660 going to be hard but i'm using the word butthurt because i'm leaning into this like i respect you and

01:22:13.020 i really do and i care about you like i do thank you and and you're so butthurt about this that you're

01:22:18.380 like seeking vindication so much and the problem is that you can seek vindication over and over and

01:22:24.380 over again but if the butthurt keeps piling up that you can't really you can not let the butthurt hurt

01:22:30.700 you through adaptive thinking which is absolutely correct i think if you're someone who's like

01:22:37.500 super depressed i think doing what you're doing is really good i really do it's a it's cognitively

01:22:43.420 flexible it's it's cognitive adaptations the that you're doing in your mind right now is 50 of what

01:22:51.260 we teach in therapy we teach people to think like you okay okay and i think that there comes a point

01:22:59.500 where accepting every dimension of your being gets you closer to transcendence and and i think you're going

01:23:07.740 to understand this too because when you're with god you don't do any of this that's the whole value

01:23:16.060 right and so all i'm saying is like that which you do when you when you lay yourself bare and you tell

01:23:22.380 god about how but you are you are it's not weak right you you let go of it you're like kind of like

01:23:27.020 okay this has happened like whatever right like i'm going to put my faith in you i don't know exactly

01:23:30.780 what you do or whatever but there's a certain amount of like brutal honesty about your weakness

01:23:36.380 which i totally get is complicated because you're in a public space people dislike you people try to

01:23:41.900 take you down all this kind of shit right so i'm not blamed please understand i'm not i'm not blaming

01:23:47.100 you for anything that you do i think you're remarkably resilient thank you and i think that there's like

01:23:55.260 i don't know if this kind of makes sense you you know so oftentimes in in my experience

01:24:00.380 people are like at one end end of the pendulum and then they swing to the other end and that's

01:24:07.100 progress but i think that there's a step above that which is to not be on either end of the pendulum

01:24:13.660 and kind of come towards the middle where you can be vulnerable you can be hurt you can say that this

01:24:19.500 hurt you you can say that this bothers you but there is a methodology to not let that turn into a

01:24:25.180 spiral and i think that when you do that there is a level so i don't know if this makes sense

01:24:33.900 every time you do that i don't know if this is going to make sense there's internal friction i'm

01:24:38.380 not saying you're weak i'm not saying it's going to hurt you i'm saying that there's like there's some

01:24:42.140 like yeah right and it comes out with your use of the word vindication and what i'm talking about is

01:24:49.980 peace not right not successful and if you continue along this track

01:24:59.820 you may be peace because you've got spirituality on your side and i think spirituality helps you find

01:25:05.020 that space between these things i think it's a really good thing so i i'm not trying to like predict

01:25:10.300 doom and gloom for you but i think that especially like i i do think it's it's better to continue to

01:25:17.500 level up and because i see a lot of people get stuck with like this way of thinking which is this

01:25:23.340 sort of like reliance on adaptation reliance on like i don't think this is you but in some people

01:25:32.540 it's like toxic positivity where they can't ever like say that they're hurt or sad or whatever right

01:25:38.380 like it's it's just i and i i don't think that that label fits you i i think it's i think the better

01:25:44.780 thing to fit you're resilient and you've got you know adaptations based on

01:25:52.460 i'm trying to find a better word than trauma but like you've had negative experiences that you've

01:25:59.180 adapted to and one of the things that we know is that negative experiences are healthy adaptations

01:26:07.180 in those circumstances but if you carry those adaptations into different circumstances

01:26:12.300 they can become something called maladaptive

01:26:16.780 right so like i think that a good example of where i see this a lot with men

01:26:22.620 i'm a loser i'm going to become a winner and then the kinds of relationships

01:26:29.180 that you're capable of can be different from what you truly crave

01:26:33.020 right so like you can never show weakness in front of your partner your romantic partner if it's a

01:26:42.380 woman but really what you crave is like true partnership you want one person in this world

01:26:47.100 that you don't have to put on a mask with that will stand by you all the time but if you keep on

01:26:52.860 doing this shit reflexively you will never show her that weakness and you will never give her an

01:26:58.780 opportunity to accept you in your flawed state and if you never give her the chance to accept you in

01:27:04.620 your flawed state there will always be a doubt on my in your mind is she gonna leave me if xyz happens

01:27:12.700 that kind of security is like amazing right and i think you have some sense of this because usually

01:27:19.260 we can get some version of this through a spiritual experience or god or whatever because

01:27:24.220 we can be honest with god you hopefully fingers crossed i don't know so what do you think is so

01:27:32.300 you sound like you're coming from a perspective you're you're older you've you've been through

01:27:35.660 more than i have most likely i don't know if that's true okay well i mean you're i'm older you're a father

01:27:42.860 and you have you have children you have you've had experiences that i have yet to have any idea about

01:27:47.500 personally yet so you're saying that by age 42 i am going to doing the um the practice of the

01:27:55.740 shifting you know cope that that it doesn't work the same anymore because eventually it's going to

01:27:59.900 catch up to you and you might have like a nervous breakdown or something like that so you're saying

01:28:03.340 be more more even keel and as you as you explain this i i am realizing that a lot of that i can't really

01:28:10.620 afford to be more in the middle about this because of what i do you know this that's why i'm sad

01:28:19.340 but i yeah and i understand but i can't really like if i was more nuanced with and i was and i

01:28:26.220 was more you know sitting in that not only does it not accomplish anything but it it everything else

01:28:31.980 sacrifices then my my content sacrifices and if my content loses then i lose more and then it's like

01:28:38.380 uh it's a you know it's exponential loss so because then i'm producing less money then i'm

01:28:44.620 going to be less active then i'm going to be you know not enjoying the content as more it's just

01:28:48.380 you know it's a domino effect to a worse life so it's just this frame of thinking is the most effective

01:28:54.540 for what i do i can totally understand so it's not my place to tell you and by not my place i mean

01:29:03.180 it would be the height of arrogance for me to tell you if you do this your content will be fine

01:29:08.060 right you know your content way better than i do you know what works and what doesn't work what i

01:29:13.020 would encourage you to do is this is something i feel pretty confident about so here at healthy

01:29:23.020 gamer we've worked with over 500 content creators and ranging from super super small to like huge

01:29:31.180 huge and um like way bigger than me or you and and i'm making assumptions about what your content

01:29:38.220 size is which i'm pretty sure i'm right but i mean i don't know what it is but i think it's in the

01:29:42.060 ballpark of where i am right so and and i think that one of the most consistent things is that you know

01:29:48.940 people learn a particular strategy of something working but when you work with them when you really

01:29:53.980 start to question things when you start to try things what a lot of people what a lot of content

01:29:58.460 creators feel this is really ironic but a lot of people think that the more the bigger you are as

01:30:02.700 a content creator the more power you have the more freedom you have but really it's the opposite

01:30:07.900 so when you're like a no-name anybody nobody you can make whatever kind of content you want and it

01:30:12.380 doesn't really matter as content creators become more and more successful one of the most common

01:30:17.980 experiences they have is they feel more and more restricted they can't try different things because

01:30:23.500 there's this domino effect they have to make the same kind of content they can't speak out about

01:30:27.900 this they can't you know speak out about that like they can't they're going to get punished

01:30:32.540 for any kind of innovation except for the acceptable innovation right so if you have a

01:30:37.340 certain kind of content and you talk to people on the street you can go to amsterdam instead of

01:30:41.420 new york that's like an innovation that your audience will like right it's been my experience

01:30:46.460 that with with the right amount of thought and energy for about 40 of people that's not true

01:30:53.100 i wish i could say everybody if they thought hard enough they're they can they're not nearly as

01:30:58.620 trapped as you are but i i'd say i'd ballpark it at about 40 percent and i i totally get that this is

01:31:05.100 a this is a huge challenge for you and that you're shaped by having this public persona um and the reason

01:31:11.820 that i i stopped it i have more experience than you i think you've lived a lot more at 26 i mean when i was

01:31:19.020 like than i had at your age so i i i think like i mean you said you started making content in 2013

01:31:25.980 so i i i just because i'm older than you sure i have some experiences that you don't have and i have

01:31:32.140 more experiences theoretically but i also know that for a large part of my life i had the same

01:31:36.940 fucking experience day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after

01:31:40.220 day i mean i used to play video games for like 16 to 20 hours a day for like years of my life so

01:31:45.180 there i mean i don't think that you know it's the same fucking thing and maybe the depths of of the

01:31:50.940 depression or whatever you want to call it got worse but like generally speaking i i i think you've

01:31:56.220 had quite i mean you mentioned that you you know you spent five weeks in spain with kanye west like

01:32:01.980 that's a big experience right you've made a lot of different content you've talked to a lot of

01:32:05.980 different people so on balance i'd say i i probably have more experiences in life than you do but i i

01:32:12.060 wouldn't jump to that conclusion as easily as you would yes i'm also partially being humble so that

01:32:19.980 i don't come off too you know braggadocious to you know the people watching this but then that is true

01:32:25.500 and also also why i joke around about going through a midlife crisis because the life that i've lived so

01:32:30.780 far i feel much older like most of my friends are in their mid late 30s most of my close my close

01:32:38.220 friends i can see that are much older than me because uh a lot of people my age they haven't

01:32:43.420 you know they haven't seen too too much and they haven't been through as much as i've been through

01:32:47.900 so uh it's harder harder to relate 100 so where do you think we should go from here

01:32:57.180 in life for this conversation this conversation

01:32:59.660 i um i can go back to my perspective of mental health i can talk to you i can ask you questions

01:33:09.020 about what you've been going through recently um

01:33:15.100 what whatever whatever you think whatever you think okay let me finish like my perspective on

01:33:22.220 mental health because you you said a lot of stuff there and then i'll ask you about

01:33:26.220 you know what's what you're going through recently yes and then i want to i do want to ask you about

01:33:30.380 fatherhood after after those two things sure so um i i i think you know is nico i think your your

01:33:37.660 observations are are like pretty spot on in a lot of ways i think some of the conclusions that you draw

01:33:45.180 so i noticed that you you make a lot of associations so you'll like make this observation and then you'll tie

01:33:50.940 something to it right so for example the expression of weakness means like maybe a downward spiral or

01:33:55.980 whatever and it's not that that's that's wrong right so that's clearly observable in our own lives

01:34:02.540 if i like wallow in my weakness then like it can lead to a downward spiral we see a lot of people who

01:34:10.300 express weakness like if someone expresses weakness the likelihood that they wallow in it is like pretty

01:34:16.860 high does that kind of make sense absolutely so i i think you you make a lot of associations and what

01:34:21.660 i really respect you for is that when i point out the associations you're you're quite flexible around

01:34:28.620 them so like your your capacity to self-reflect and recognize what you're doing internally is like

01:34:35.660 quite exceptional let's go so there was there there was a a video um that a buddy of mine made i don't

01:34:42.220 know if he made it or whatever on his channel that has your face and my face and talks about how i

01:34:46.620 owned you i saw it i don't know if you've seen it i've seen that and and so i was a little bit

01:34:50.220 frustrated when i saw that but i realized that it is what it is this is what the world is and whatever

01:34:55.340 the thing that i i really bothered me i've never watched the video but the thing that i think really

01:34:59.580 bothered me about that video is that we it talks about me owning you but i think the real thing there

01:35:06.300 is you should be given a ton of credit because in order for me to quote unquote own you you have

01:35:15.260 to be open-minded and what i think our conversation was really a testament to me about was your open

01:35:20.940 mindedness right like i can't convince you unless of shit unless you're willing to be convinced unless

01:35:27.500 you're actually able to look at the critical nature or you're able to look at your thought process in a

01:35:33.020 critical way so that that was one thing i never watched the video but whatever and and and so i

01:35:38.380 think this is something that like i just hope that because who knows right this is in the public maybe

01:35:42.940 someone will make this again or whatever but i think like it's really important for people to understand

01:35:48.140 that you know if you start this conversation in one place and you end up in another place

01:35:56.140 that requires effort on both of our parts right i can offer something but then you have to be

01:36:01.980 willing to receive it and if you're close-minded about it i'm not going to be able i can't like

01:36:07.340 are you because i don't are we're not arguing we're talking um and and so that's something that i just

01:36:12.700 really appreciate about you anyway so i think that's one thing that i think is you make these tight

01:36:17.820 associations which i just don't make so half of what you say i agree with 100 the conclusions that

01:36:23.900 you come to i don't agree with so a couple of these things are people having more main character

01:36:29.260 syndrome absolutely are people becoming more narcissistic absolutely um are is the validation

01:36:37.900 of feelings and is everyone over identifying in a negative way with mental illness there's data to

01:36:46.460 support that the science actually supports that there's one study that found that something like

01:36:51.020 90 to 95 percent of information about autism or adhd on tick tock i'm rusty on the study it's about 18

01:36:58.220 months old i think at this point is wrong so everyone is like if you do this you've got adhd

01:37:05.020 if you do this you've got autism 90 to 95 of it is incorrect and these are like huge content creators

01:37:11.580 that basically have the slice of life stuff and then people is like oh i forget my keys that means i

01:37:16.140 have adhd so there's an over identification with a lot of mental illness stuff i totally see that i think

01:37:22.140 it's really really challenging i think it's not healthy second thing i think there's a lot of

01:37:28.460 bullshit around the validation of feelings so i think that there's there's actually a really cool paper

01:37:35.740 i can show it later or send you a reference or whatever about how reassurance seeking

01:37:40.540 is mentally unhealthy so a lot of people who post things about struggles are seeking reassurance right

01:37:51.340 so this is a form of unhealthy coping and coping in general is not healthy so coping is i mean like

01:38:01.660 roughly let's understand right so coping is not problem solving coping is accepting a particular negative

01:38:08.540 state and then doing something to be able to tolerate the state but the problem with coping

01:38:13.900 is that you tend to propagate the negative state the healthy way to cope is right now i'm overwhelmed

01:38:20.780 right now i'm feeling bad let me cope so i feel better but there's a really important second step

01:38:27.260 now that i'm better now that i'm feeling better what am i going to do to change my circumstances so

01:38:33.420 that i don't feel that way again i see a very very disturbing trend which i do think is somewhat

01:38:40.620 responsible for the increase in in mental illness and in mental suffering that we see that people are

01:38:47.020 like sort of defaulting to some of these like maladaptive mechanisms the other thing that i think is

01:38:52.620 really healthy unhealthy is that people are increasingly this is really challenging but we basically have

01:38:58.700 um um we sort of have uh epidemic of something in the ballpark of factitious disorder and malingering

01:39:12.620 so let me explain so there's a handful of illnesses okay so pseudo seizures non-epileptiform seizures

01:39:19.740 factitious disorder malingering that are illnesses that people

01:39:23.900 create the sick role either intentionally or psychologically they claim being sick

01:39:33.500 and the reason that they claim being sick is because it benefits them in some way

01:39:38.060 so in society if you are ill we give you certain latitude if you're ill you don't have to come to

01:39:45.580 work if you're ill you don't have to go to school if you're ill you don't have to take out the trash

01:39:50.780 right this is something that we as a society do so what some people learn how to do either

01:39:57.420 consciously or subconsciously is claim illness and this is a diagnosable thing when it happens really

01:40:03.020 bad so malingering is is like when someone comes in when a homeless person comes into the emergency room

01:40:09.020 and says i'm really suicidal i'm going to kill myself and it's negative 10 degrees outside and i'm

01:40:15.100 working in downtown boston and they have nowhere to stay that's malingering right maybe so we have

01:40:20.940 to assess them diagnostically to see if it's malingering or not so what i'm seeing is happening a lot

01:40:27.580 is that people are using illness as an excuse and and my kind of stance on this as a psychiatrist is

01:40:34.220 is kind of hard for a lot of people to hear but this is i think what is acceptable so you know i once

01:40:39.740 had a patient who had bipolar disorder and they would become manic and then they would do lots of

01:40:45.180 really inappropriate things they would gamble they would start to give their possessions away to

01:40:49.820 homeless people they would invite homeless people to to come to their house to stay in their house

01:40:55.100 because they wanted to be like you know so caring and stuff like that they're manic and so this person's

01:41:00.300 partner comes home with their young child and when they come home with their one young child there's

01:41:07.260 like three homeless people like in their home and the partner is like what the hell is going on so

01:41:14.700 later on this person said you know it's not my fault i'm manic and generally speaking that's true

01:41:20.940 right so we as a society acknowledge that if someone is acutely manic they're behaving in ways

01:41:26.540 that they really can't control like it's not controllable there's a lot of evidence of that

01:41:31.180 so the problem though is that just because you don't you can't control your behavior when you

01:41:38.620 are manic doesn't mean that this isn't your fault there's a subtlety and a nuance here that's really

01:41:43.500 important how did you get manic in the first place did you stop taking your medication did you stop

01:41:49.260 going to therapy did you start staying up super late did you start using substances so one of the

01:41:54.780 most challenging things as a psychiatrist is navigating this sort of like okay you're not

01:42:00.860 responsible for what you do when you're high out of your mind on k2 but are you responsible for using

01:42:08.300 k2 in the first place absolutely right so i think what's happening right now is is since we give so

01:42:14.140 many people a pass for being mentally ill which i think we should continue to do i think we should like

01:42:19.580 when some people absolutely i know i know i know i know like i said i agree with 50 of what you said

01:42:26.140 i think when people are are acutely ill and when they're really struggling i think that their

01:42:31.500 capability to do certain things is severely impaired i think we should give people a pass for that

01:42:38.780 but what i don't think we should do is let that be an excuse so when someone says you know oh i'm

01:42:44.060 depressed it's not my fault my question to them is like what's your plan to deal with the depression

01:42:48.940 fine in this moment on this day it's not your fault what are you going to do tomorrow what are

01:42:53.660 you going to do the next week what are you going to do the next month are you being responsible in

01:42:59.180 tackling your depression and what i tend to find is that like a lot of people thankfully most of the

01:43:05.740 people that i've had the privilege of working with and that's why i like working with them that's

01:43:10.220 why i have compassion for them that's why i have latitude for them because they put in the effort where

01:43:13.980 it counts they're not weak right they they like try and if despite the fact that they're doing

01:43:19.580 everything that they're supposed to be doing sometimes the nature of the brain is such that

01:43:24.140 they flip into these mood episodes these manic episodes things like that so i think that sometimes

01:43:29.900 people do use mental illness as an excuse it's happening more and more and more unfortunately and i

01:43:35.980 think that now what's happening with that's even more dangerous is like if you try to hold someone

01:43:41.660 accountable once they play the mental illness card oh yeah i had an affair i'm sorry i had this

01:43:47.340 i was manic or i was hypomanic or i was depressed and i needed this and it's not my fault i i think

01:43:52.220 that like people should still be held accountable for their actions right or like groping a woman

01:43:56.460 because you have anxiety sure right so so i i i think that that an illness is something that we

01:44:03.260 should give some latitude for i think these people deserve compassion i think they deserve help

01:44:07.660 help and someone should still be held someone should be held appropriately responsible for

01:44:12.780 their actions there's more coping mechanisms than ever the biggest one that i've noticed recently and

01:44:18.220 i don't know if you have patience to do this but i like that you pointed out that people search

01:44:24.140 to cope rather than to improve the biggest one that didn't exist a couple years ago was chat gbt

01:44:30.540 and i would say i think 50 to 70 percent of women my age girls and gen z especially in new york city

01:44:37.580 liberal cities when they have problems in their life and in their relationship they go to chat gpt because

01:44:43.820 chat gpt will validate them immediately they'll phrase the question in a way to where they're never

01:44:50.220 responsible for what's wrong and they'll say to chat gpt this happened it's this person's fault and

01:44:58.060 then chat gpt will give them a reason give them a list of reasons to cope and now that they can go to ai

01:45:05.420 to validate their feelings of weakness i think we're going down a dangerous path

01:45:13.020 so where people can avoid bearing responsibility for their their own actions even more and through a

01:45:19.980 computer instantly yeah so i i think um so i i did a super cool stream with two of my colleagues

01:45:29.580 and we basically gave it like psychiatric scenarios and you know like so so like we we like it took

01:45:36.700 scenarios from like standardized tests or cases or whatever like so like you know when we're studying

01:45:41.980 psychiatry you'll have like this case or history or whatever and um is chat gpt was really good at

01:45:48.780 pointing out a lot of problems and people's thinking i was quite shocked and it was also

01:45:53.580 really bad at pointing out particular things i think the takeaway that i have here is the utility

01:45:58.860 of chat gpt depends on the prompt engineering so if you ask chat gpt you know if you just so chat gpt is

01:46:08.140 very validating that's what it does better than everything else and that's why people i think find

01:46:12.220 it incredibly useful i have found though that a lot of people do find it incredibly useful and i do i

01:46:18.220 think that this is another one of the things that i i think i take issue with with a lot of what you say

01:46:22.380 and let me know if this rubs you the wrong way but i i think you tend to be pretty like black or white

01:46:27.020 in your thinking so so you'll say i mean you said a lot of women and i think that chat gpt there's even

01:46:32.940 there's a really interesting um there's probably going to be studies about this now about chat gpt and

01:46:37.900 it induced psychosis so this is like a phenomenon that we're seeing where like people will talk to

01:46:43.980 chat chat gpt and it keeps on reflecting back like whatever they say and they're sort of really becoming

01:46:51.260 delusional now there's a this is where you got to be careful right so this is where i think you're

01:46:56.380 you're a lot of statements that you have i would say i would argue are missing some nuance and i think

01:47:01.420 you're missing stuff i would say not that i'm you're wrong but just based on my experience which

01:47:07.020 is that the question is if you have someone who is in prodromal psychosis which means the early

01:47:12.220 stages the incubation period of psychosis and you give them chat gpt i think there's a very good chance

01:47:18.540 that these people are like on the path to psychosis and it accelerates it as opposed to creates it

01:47:25.260 we're not sure that's why data is important which brings me to another point that i think is

01:47:29.660 important to understand which is that i think you know you said you've never seen it and i think

01:47:35.660 that like generally speaking when it comes to influencers and especially polarizing influencers

01:47:42.220 now i don't know what your social life is like and things like that i think there's going to be a huge

01:47:46.700 selection bias with like who you encounter right and that's why i like data as opposed to anecdotes

01:47:54.860 so even one of the advantages of being a physician is when i work in the massachusetts general

01:47:58.940 hospital emergency room all kinds of random people are showing up right so in my private practice i

01:48:05.260 have people who are like founders from mit incubators coming in for whatever i have degenerate gamers i

01:48:11.420 have a particular slice of the world that is coming to see me but when i work in an emergency room i'm

01:48:17.100 seeing all kinds of people who have all kinds of experiences and i think a lot of your perspectives

01:48:22.060 on mental illness lynn like the way that you sort of describe depression i think that there's this

01:48:27.020 is one point that i wanted to bring up i think it would be very enlightening for you if you could

01:48:33.740 take someone who is healthy now and talk to them and really listen about their experience of depression

01:48:41.420 so i think a lot of the statements that you make about depression

01:48:45.740 my interpretation of it is that your phenomenological experience of your struggles

01:48:52.060 is like very different from theirs so when you talk about the adaptive thinking and things like

01:48:59.820 that and like you used to be depressed you used to be sad you kind of brought yourself out of it i kind

01:49:04.460 of agree like i'm not disagreeing i think a lot of people who are depressed are in similar situations

01:49:09.740 as yours i don't think it's monolithic i think it's different i was depressed i said i was introspective

01:49:14.060 and i know sorry introverted so so you you had whatever your mental state was and you used a

01:49:21.900 particular strategy to overcome that mental state right and the way that you talk about that mental

01:49:29.260 state and the way that you describe people who have that mental state i think there's a variety of

01:49:35.100 people who claim they're depressed many of them may have something in the ballpark of what you had

01:49:40.780 probably also in the ballpark of what i had when i was in my low points and i think there are some

01:49:46.940 people who have a very very different experience like the the what it's like to be inside their head

01:49:55.180 is way more like intractable like so very severe depression can cross over into things like psychosis

01:50:04.220 and delusions and so i think some people are just so depressed and it's hard to like

01:50:09.260 imagine i don't think most human beings would understand what this feels like until you've

01:50:15.900 sat with these people and you recognize this person isn't weak this person isn't stupid this person is

01:50:20.940 trying to cope but like when you cope in a particular way your mind listens to you

01:50:28.300 so there are some people whose minds don't listen to them so when you try the techniques that you're

01:50:35.340 doing they like it just doesn't work it kind of they have no so if your minds if their minds don't

01:50:42.860 listen to them then how are they alive like that's the only thing that we have complete control over

01:50:49.100 if we're certain that's why they're if we're sort of anything is that we can control our thoughts and

01:50:53.500 our minds and if we're not even you can't control your thoughts absolutely you can no you can't i just

01:51:00.380 showed you an example you said like that makes me sad and i said it is what it is that was an example

01:51:04.540 of controlling the state of mind and what you think if yeah you can't you see you don't think

01:51:10.860 my mistake my mistake my mistake i i i was i was taking an issue with a more of the absolutist

01:51:16.460 i was interpreting that as an absolute statement which is a mistake of my interpretation

01:51:21.100 so for example there are modifications and attempts to control your mind you can

01:51:25.820 send signals to your mind and the mind at times will be more responsive and at times will be less

01:51:32.620 responsive right there's a spectrum and and ideally the healthier you are the more pliable your mind is

01:51:40.140 but there there's there's plenty of evidence that shows that some people's minds are more intractable

01:51:45.020 that their their patterns of their habitual forms of thinking are a lot more concrete and a lot less

01:51:53.100 modifiable so a really good example of this is like body dysmorphia where if you take people with like

01:51:59.500 really really really severe body dysmorphia really severe eating disorders their mind is like it's

01:52:05.820 like made of stone like you can try to modify it as much as you want but like it just doesn't shift

01:52:10.940 like and you have to do all kinds of weird but it doesn't start that way it doesn't it goes it's a path

01:52:16.940 it's a slow dissolution i i i i think so i think so so i i think that there's i hope so

01:52:23.580 but but there's there's some like you kind of said there's environment and i think a big part of

01:52:28.940 the environment is the way that you you treat your mind um yes i i think that it kind of evolves in

01:52:36.300 that i think it gets more concrete over time and i think if you intervene with those people early

01:52:41.500 in a different way then hopefully it would not evolve in that way but we also do know that there's

01:52:48.460 like genetic predispositions for like rigidity of thinking so i think you're quite cognitively

01:52:56.380 flexible which is something like i've said a couple times i really respect about you but i think that

01:53:00.620 your your cognitive flexibility is part of the reason why your methodologies work really well

01:53:05.660 right so you're you have you've been dealt a certain hand of cards in your brain

01:53:10.620 i and also you keep saying that you think you disagree with 50 of what i say i don't know if

01:53:15.580 you necessarily disagree i just think that you don't see the nuance of what i'm saying because

01:53:20.220 i'm saying very blanket statements and i i do generalize a lot when i speak and okay i i speak

01:53:28.620 yeah which is i don't know if it's disagreement it's just uh maybe it's a total difference or

01:53:34.380 but yes i i i i think that i would completely agree that as we add more and more nuance to the

01:53:41.740 conversation i think we get closer and closer together absolutely um last a couple a couple of

01:53:52.620 other points so just about the the serotonin deficiency hypothesis so i think just to clarify

01:53:59.500 psychotherapists may not be in favor of that hypothesis it's usually psychiatrists that are

01:54:06.220 so psychotherapists of anything you know if there's a group of people on the planet

01:54:09.660 who doesn't believe in the serotonin hypothesis there's a really good chance that there's a

01:54:15.740 psychotherapist because they're like some of them are trained in like union analysis and freudian

01:54:20.540 analysis and they think all kinds of different things they don't think it can be i mean i'm

01:54:24.140 lumping them all together but many of them don't believe in that or don't attribute that much to it

01:54:29.580 now i think that they're they're very well maybe a serotonin imbalance in the brain when it comes to

01:54:33.900 something like a mood disorder but i also think i don't know if this makes sense that if you do

01:54:40.940 cognitive things like what you're doing i think that will affect that will alter that not i must be

01:54:47.900 damn near 100 correct if you do the things that you're doing that will alter the serotonin

01:54:53.660 transmission in your brain i feel incredibly confident in that statement so i think there's

01:54:58.300 what happened with the whole serotonin thing that was something and you're you're you're kind of

01:55:03.260 right about this i think what really happened there is we were looking for a way to de-stigmatize

01:55:09.020 mental illness so we were looking for a way because everyone used to blame themselves for mental illness

01:55:14.780 they thought that things like mood disorders or stuff like that were weakness and so we as a

01:55:21.420 medical community once we figured out oh there's a mechanism here there's treatments here

01:55:26.220 we wanted people to stop stigmatizing it as weakness so we offered this explanation of there's

01:55:31.980 a chemical imbalance in your brain and when we say there's a chemical imbalance in your brain it's

01:55:36.300 sort of like it's not your fault which is sort of what we were trying to do right because we didn't

01:55:40.620 want to blame themselves because something is going on it's really not your fault but then what happened

01:55:45.420 is we made a big mistake which is that we told people it's not your fault and then everyone started

01:55:49.900 really internalizing it's not my fault so not my fault whatever so the pendulum is swinging back

01:55:55.980 the other way yeah so i i i would you know i would say that most people like i remember i was in an

01:56:03.340 interview at ucla for um my psychiatry residency the person that i was interviewing i mentioned

01:56:12.780 the serotonin deficiency and he was like hold on a second why do you think that people with depression

01:56:19.100 are deficient in serotonin and i was like well isn't that what we think and he's like actually there's

01:56:23.740 very little evidence for it we had it was a wonderful interview he's a wonderful person

01:56:27.420 um so i i think that generally speaking the more knowledgeable you are i i think we sort of know

01:56:32.220 that that's like just a piece of the puzzle it's not that it's right or wrong it's that it's like

01:56:37.020 woefully incomplete to describe a complex human being but i think it's something that we we did sort of like

01:56:48.460 parrot the party line now if you're i'm also not quite on on your level and maybe there's a lot of

01:56:55.500 nuance there that there's a lot of like you know money to be made and there absolutely is and pharma

01:56:59.820 does shady things very possible that when pharma was talking about fluoxetine and whatever they were

01:57:05.980 kind of pushing this and saying that this will fix it i think aftermarket studies on ssris have shown

01:57:11.980 that it's not nearly as effective as what we thought it was in my clinical experience ssris are

01:57:17.740 incredibly helpful and arguably life-changing for about a third of people who get diagnosed with

01:57:23.260 depression a third of people it doesn't really help at all or is it even harmful and a third of

01:57:28.300 people is kind of like we're not quite sure maybe it has a mild to a moderate effect

01:57:32.220 what about fatherhood how much serotonin what about fatherhood how much serotonin does that increase

01:57:44.140 um if you do it right a ton so serotonin this is kind of my take so i've sort of noticed there's an

01:57:52.780 inverse relationship between serotonin and dopamine so the more dopaminergic activities that you do

01:57:59.740 the more your serotonin will decrease it doesn't actually happen that way so i'm sort of talking

01:58:05.100 about it in a functional model style way so no one is measuring um you know intracellular serotonin

01:58:12.540 concentration or synaptic serotonin concentration when i say these things but what i sort of observe

01:58:18.300 is when you do a lot of stuff that gives you dopamine whether that's play video games watch

01:58:21.580 pornography do drugs whatever so short-term gratification versus long-term gratification

01:58:27.420 yes a short-term gratification is what the more dopamine you have then over time you're not going

01:58:35.260 to feel good about your life so serotonin gives you a sense of peace and contentment also an

01:58:40.220 oversimplification dopamine gives you a sense of pleasure right those are two different qualitative

01:58:46.300 things and the more dopaminergic you are generally speaking the less serotonin you'll have whereas if you

01:58:52.700 look at like what gives people serotonin um it's like if you work hard over the course of a day

01:59:01.820 you feel good about it at the end of the day that doesn't mean that you had fun it's not fun it's

01:59:07.740 feeling content you're like oh man like when you hit when you hit the sack and you're tired because you

01:59:12.300 fucking grind it a lot and you have work that you can be proud of when you have autonomy and the ability

01:59:18.700 to self-direct when you do things that are meaningful to you you get serotonin now there's

01:59:24.620 complications there because you know when you're a father frequently you're not sleeping very much

01:59:29.340 like especially in the early years and so if you're not sleeping well you know your serotonin levels may

01:59:34.540 be altered or things like that but i think generally speaking i would say that if you do it in a healthy

01:59:40.460 way and if you're lucky enough to have a kid who's like relatively like easy to handle and not even easy to

01:59:48.300 handle is just not really hard to handle then i think fatherhood has profound positive effects on

01:59:53.820 your serotonin and your sense of contentment and peace in life but if you're not careful and you just

02:00:00.140 sort of go through the motions of fatherhood and make sacrifice little chunks of yourself to being a

02:00:06.060 parent over an extended period of time you may wind up in a midlife crisis going through a divorce

02:00:13.420 dating someone 15 years younger getting a hair transplant getting a lease on a fancy sports car

02:00:19.820 at a cold play concert that's why i had this tweet blow up two days ago i said uh i want to read i want

02:00:26.300 to see it because i think it was worded really well and nice it does relate to what you do and content

02:00:31.980 creators so i tweeted i said pewdiepie ripped a hard r then escaped this gay world to start a family

02:00:40.220 a decade later all of his peers stare soullessly into the camera to make adsense from drama slop to

02:00:45.020 fund their ozempic addiction and legal battles with former friends shout out to pewdiepie and uh

02:00:50.780 this blew up and i think it obviously i'm joking around like he ripped a hard r that's not like

02:00:56.060 something commendable but it's it's an example of saying something you're not supposed to say going

02:01:00.860 against the grain and then he left he moved to japan started a family and it seems like he's living a

02:01:05.500 much more fulfilling life away from the internet while all of his peers they are on ssris they're

02:01:11.660 on ozempic they're getting the hair transplant and they're still turning it on hey youtube what's up

02:01:17.980 today i'm going to sue somebody who used to be my best friend and spend three hours reading reddit

02:01:23.820 comments and regurgitating drama slop for parasocials who are also in the same predicament and yes they have

02:01:29.260 money but they're also it's still in this world and they don't have an escape route and i commend

02:01:35.500 someone like someone like pewdiepie like his his life trajectory is like that sounds so nice to be

02:01:42.140 able to have an exit route because people who don't you know rip a hard r or get banned the way i do

02:01:48.460 they're just kind of trapped and i think a good example of somebody like that is uh someone like

02:01:53.420 idubbs for example who used to be you know an edgy youtuber who would go against the grain and was

02:01:58.540 saying things and you know speaking to the youth in a way that that was outside like people came to

02:02:05.740 content creators to get non-traditional forms of of entertainment and media and then he became like

02:02:11.260 he just became the machine he came he became mainstream news and now he just completely did

02:02:16.620 a 180 uh he's clearly like very upset with his life he's probably an anti-depressants and in a way to

02:02:23.100 go for full circle with this the blessing and and all this is that the fact that i'm banned is that

02:02:28.380 i have an exit strategy that other people don't have if they're still in this world forever then

02:02:33.340 they have to play the pr route and i in a way i like being the canceled guy because i don't have

02:02:38.540 to jump through the same hula hoops that the other creators do being an outsider i can be truthful i can

02:02:43.100 be honest i don't have to play the public relations game and not say this and i'd not be deemed as this

02:02:49.340 phobic or that phobic or a conspiracy theorist or i can be myself and express myself in a more authentic

02:02:54.940 way and eventually when i do want to get the serotonin from having a family and from exiting

02:03:00.700 it's going to be much easier and it's going to going to be uh an easier out because i don't want

02:03:07.260 to be like i i see those older youtubers in their 30s and 40s who are still turning on the camera to

02:03:13.580 do absolute slap content and i think that that's one of the worst existences possible not just because

02:03:18.620 they're clearly unhappy but they're not making anybody better than themselves their whole audience

02:03:22.860 is full of depressed people who are too invested in the lives of people that they're never going to

02:03:27.260 meet or should be investing into at all right these are just shit people overall so i i do think that's

02:03:35.340 that is a blessing and also partly saying it is what it is maybe that these challenges that i face

02:03:40.140 are i i can be grateful for because it's giving me obstacles that other people haven't faced

02:03:46.460 and and an exit strategy so that eventually you know i i can't have that that that family and escape this gay world

02:03:57.820 okay

02:04:01.820 what

02:04:05.340 i understand what you said what are you looking for from me in terms of response

02:04:11.180 and how how well it goes it goes back to when you're like uh you said you um that makes me sad

02:04:19.260 and it's like maybe like obviously you you could see that there's a point of reflection there and

02:04:24.540 stuff like this but i'm my point i say this to say like maybe this these challenges are our blessing

02:04:30.060 as well i i think like in islam we say alhamdulillah for everything the good and the bad because there's

02:04:35.420 there's always uh there's a there's positives in the negatives and maybe the the negatives aren't

02:04:40.940 really negatives but they are positives and i'm glad to i'm saying it say like i'm glad to not be

02:04:48.300 those people that believe everything that that we're told to believe because they get trapped in this

02:04:53.900 in this cycle of long-term negativity and they just i i hate seeing that person turn on the camera

02:05:00.620 and just do this soulless ozempic stare you know and although they have the platforms that i don't

02:05:06.620 have i think they have less of their own soul why do you think your mind goes to analyze these people

02:05:16.620 in this way because i see them as someone who started on the same path that i was on maybe they

02:05:24.860 started youtube a little earlier than me around the same time and it's an easy comparison to make

02:05:29.340 obviously comparison is a thief of joy but i see that as like this is the route that i i could have

02:05:34.460 taken and am i happier with the route that i'm in or or do i want what they have and i look what they

02:05:42.140 have and i don't want it i'm very happy where i am so so since you since you don't want it and you're

02:05:47.900 very happy with what where you are what would happen if you weren't happy with where you are

02:05:55.260 i would reevaluate and i i i see that in a lot of them i think that they're extremely unhappy but

02:06:07.660 because of the coping mechanisms that have been provided to us by big pharma and chat gbt

02:06:14.620 they don't reevaluate they don't progress and they just cope more so sneaker one thing you've got

02:06:20.860 to be careful about is devaluing things that you lost so one one very very interesting mechanism of

02:06:30.140 the mind right so maybe this is something you can empathize with so you know when my friends and i

02:06:38.060 liked a girl we would sometimes get up the balls to ask her out and then if she said no

02:06:44.620 no right we're we're butthurt and then that's fat lesbian she's fat and stupid anyway fuck that

02:06:50.540 bitch yeah yeah yeah exactly right that's also that's also coke so so and like i i think that there's a

02:06:57.740 parallel between that and what you're doing with a couple of really important differences

02:07:04.780 but i i think that like so what what i find interesting is the direction that you go like why

02:07:10.460 do you choose to compare yourself to these people and you say this thing is negative so there's a lot

02:07:15.100 of good adaptation in there i think you're correct that a lot of these people feel trapped a lot of

02:07:19.820 them feel unhappy but i think you've got to be super careful because what you're basically like i don't

02:07:27.900 know this is so weird right so so for me what i pay attention to is what people say that is completely

02:07:33.740 unprompted i didn't ask you about this and not that i'm i'm happy you shared it i really am and

02:07:40.140 i'm glad we're having this conversation but i think it's like you made this tweet this is what your mind

02:07:45.580 generated right your mind is looking at these comparisons your mind and i think this is what's

02:07:51.260 kind of scary and good and healthy and i think it's wonderful that we're talking about this because

02:07:55.900 like here you are comparing yourself to all of the youtubers who didn't get banned who have the luxury

02:08:02.460 of being soulless ozempic bots and still having tons of content creators and being able to stream

02:08:08.220 on youtube and being able to stream on twitch all the things that you've been denied

02:08:14.140 and it can be really hard so so they have something you don't have

02:08:20.300 and so you've got to be careful when you devalue them right but i'm not completely devaluing it okay

02:08:25.980 but i i please please one second okay go ahead okay no no go ahead i'm seeing the nuance but i'm

02:08:34.300 taking a page out of your book in a way i'm seeing the nuance of it yes i want those platforms but also

02:08:38.540 there's a blessing in disguise i'm not completely obviously it would be better i would prefer having

02:08:42.540 it but in a way maybe i was prevent this was a trap that i was able to overstep i this trap was

02:08:48.700 prevented for me i think i yeah i i think that there's a lot of it could be both it absolutely

02:08:55.580 can be both so here's the hard question do you want a hard question yes

02:09:02.060 are you jealous of them no if you were jealous of them would you let yourself be jealous of them

02:09:11.340 no could you handle could you admit to yourself or the rest of the world if you were jealous of them

02:09:18.700 no

02:09:25.900 as in you wouldn't let yourself i wouldn't let myself show jealousy now right so like you

02:09:31.660 wouldn't even let yourself feel it internally

02:09:36.620 no i could feel it internally but i wouldn't express that publicly

02:09:41.180 okay because i i i think i i think what i get from you is resentment

02:09:46.540 and and i i get and i i don't think you're wrong right so this is what's so sneaky about the mind

02:09:52.860 when it's when it's like well developed is that it's not going to tell you false things it's just

02:09:58.300 going to tell you incomplete things so are a lot of people trapped in content creation that they hate

02:10:04.140 absolutely i have worked with a ton of them so here are a couple of things that i think are happening

02:10:11.260 thankfully so content creation just blew up and no one knew how to do it right people are learning

02:10:19.420 very very very quickly how to do it right how to do it in a healthy way so you have a lot of youtubers

02:10:27.020 who are soulless on ssri's ozempic whatever but then you have a ton of youtubers who are not those

02:10:33.660 things who are not suing their best friends and i don't i mean that's a weird example i

02:10:37.980 got really hard of that very much but like you make it sound like it's a common thing does that happen

02:10:42.140 a lot yeah it's becoming increasingly common now okay for the the main core of og youtubers

02:10:49.740 right so so but like i mean like i i spend a lot of time you know working with youtubers collabing

02:10:56.140 with youtubers whatever and like a lot of them are like learning how to live their best lives like a

02:11:01.020 a buddy of mine you know is a youtuber grew up in a particular country is married has a kid he's a

02:11:07.820 digital nomad they he him his wife and his kid just moved to a random ass country that they want to

02:11:13.180 live haven't i mean he makes plenty of money but like you know has an incredibly nice standard of

02:11:18.380 living is saving a ton of money and then he like i'm sure he'll move when he feels like it right so

02:11:23.180 so like what's what's like pewdiepie maybe was one of the early ones but i would say a ton of youtubers

02:11:29.820 are learning how to do that they're learning how to do it in a healthy way the og youtubers and

02:11:36.380 especially the og twitch streamers all of us are like a little bit degenerate but what's starting to

02:11:42.140 happen is there's a ton of professionalism coming into into content creation um you know vidcon

02:11:48.300 got acquired by the people who own can the film festival so a lot of traditional media is coming

02:11:54.060 in a lot of like structure is coming in a lot of professionalism is coming in there's uh you know

02:11:59.100 we get sometimes approached about you know doing like but like a you know people approach us right

02:12:04.940 like people like youtube and meta so we we built something for meta for their content creators so that

02:12:12.220 they could be like get some some basic understanding of like mental health and whatever so i i think that

02:12:17.500 like this is true that there's a lot of degenerate youtubers or switch streamers or whatever who are

02:12:21.900 struggling and or have the soulless ozempic stare or whatever but then there's actually like i would

02:12:26.460 say that the tide is shifting pretty rapidly and the thing is if we're talking about incredibly incredibly

02:12:32.540 successful youtubers i think that they're in order to cut it for this long and not fall apart you have

02:12:39.740 to learn how to be resilient that's what i'm seeing more and more is that you have to learn some kind of

02:12:44.540 work-life balance in order to make it work and continue to produce high quality content

02:12:50.380 but i've i've worked with plenty who are struggling and plenty who are not and the most gratifying thing

02:12:56.620 is that many of the people that i work with who are struggling after some degree of work they don't

02:13:01.100 struggle anymore like they they learn and they adapt and they grow and i think it's really challenging

02:13:06.300 because a lot of these people start when they're very young so one of the things that i'm really grateful

02:13:11.820 for and really like honestly lucky is that i was like a relatively formed human being before i ever

02:13:18.620 started streaming on twitch i started streaming on twitch when i was 36 and like at that point i was

02:13:27.500 faculty at harvard medical school and married and had two kids right so like i had i had my difficult

02:13:35.020 years and i was confident in who i was and had plenty of like ego strength and things like that in a good way

02:13:40.540 whereas it's it's really like not dangerous or sad but it's it's like it's kind of scary that a lot of

02:13:46.940 these people start yourself included right so you say you're 26 and you started on youtube when you were

02:13:52.220 13 or when you're 13 i mean technically i started when i was 11 but i started my channel uh the channel

02:13:57.980 that i used for years when i was four i would say 14 i really took it started taking so so the way

02:14:02.220 that you've developed before i was in uh you know before i hit puberty like my early voices my balls

02:14:07.100 in a drop absolutely right so so so your developmental years were shaped to a certain degree by content

02:14:15.900 creation absolutely and what we know from a lot of child celebrities is when you're in the public

02:14:21.260 spotlight the human brain is not designed to be famous when you're 14. so and when you're famous at

02:14:27.820 14 there are certain psychological impacts which once again i don't think are like weakness or

02:14:33.020 anything like that like this just shapes you like your circumstances shape you and it's really sad to

02:14:38.460 see like you know sometimes i'll see these like clips and stuff on reddit of like some of these child

02:14:42.940 stars that are like in puberty and stuff and there's a lot of really successful musicians who started

02:14:48.540 out like when they were teenagers and boy did they get like sexualized and judged in a way that like

02:14:54.380 is just really really scary like and these people are struggle so much and i don't want to like i mean

02:15:00.860 i i see all kinds of problems that you know when i when i look at a celebrity and they're doing

02:15:05.340 particular things they're saying certain things i feel like i have some insight i'm pretty sure my

02:15:10.540 colleagues have similar insights i've talked about it with some people but like you know we can see how

02:15:15.100 and it's not this person's fault that they're narcissistic they just grew up in the spotlight and

02:15:19.180 that's what the spotlight does to you and that's why so many celebrities and musicians are are

02:15:25.100 screwed up because they're just like the human mind is we we our brain evolved to exist in communities

02:15:32.300 of like 300 people being judged by millions of people and here's the really damning thing

02:15:39.020 so if a million the brain doesn't think in terms of percentages so if a million people like you

02:15:43.820 you and a hundred people absolutely loathe you the the hurt from the hundred people is not outweighed

02:15:52.860 naturally by the nine nine hundred thousand nine nine hundred ninety nine thousand people that like

02:16:00.140 very good point and and there's a really i mean i'm sure you understand this because it's crazy you

02:16:05.420 talk to anyone who live streams if you read your your chat you're not reading every message but if

02:16:11.900 there's a dangerous message your brain will flag it immediately you know what i mean you know what

02:16:16.140 i mean right right so it's a scrolling by faster than you can read but they say the one thing you're

02:16:21.900 worried about and your brain is like i see i see right so so our brain has this kind of danger

02:16:28.860 detecting filter built in which means that if a hundred people hate you all it really takes is like

02:16:35.420 one person to stalk you troll you whatever and like one person can screw up your life and the really

02:16:42.380 damaging thing about being a content creator is if you get big you will absolutely attract

02:16:48.860 the minimum number of people to screw up your life

02:16:55.500 i mean you asked me about fatherhood i i went and ended up here because you mentioned the pewpie thing

02:16:59.340 but i i think you've got to be okay a more specific question is dr k do you think i'm coping

02:17:10.220 you know the answer

02:17:16.460 i don't think i'm coping okay

02:17:22.620 i i i think i think there's some coping yeah i think it's adaptive okay but is it is it more

02:17:27.740 coping than what is is it borderline unhealthy or more than the average person or anything

02:17:37.100 i i i think it's incredibly healthy i i think that being able to look at your negative circumstances

02:17:42.060 and start to see this as part of your path in life that god put you on and that there are some

02:17:47.340 advantages that you have that other people don't have i think is very healthy to look at your situation

02:17:51.980 and instead of being butthurt and depressed about it saying like okay i've got some advantages that

02:17:57.900 other people don't have even though my life is hard and i'm going to play to my strengths because now

02:18:02.460 i have been banned from most of the major platforms out there like i think that's the right strategy

02:18:08.380 that's what i do that's what i just explained i know so how does that cope if that's dealing with

02:18:13.980 it that's coping okay okay sorry sorry but coping has a negative connotation and my mistake

02:18:23.340 let me let me explain so so i think that there is cope you're doing both so you're coping right so

02:18:28.700 i think that you're devaluing you're making your your your mind is very sensitive and is devaluing of

02:18:37.180 many people that i think that you are a little bit frustrated with a little bit you're more than

02:18:42.940 a little bit you're very frustrated there's some there's some negative valence of emotion towards

02:18:48.380 those people sure i think jealousy is the most common thing but i don't think you experience it

02:18:53.260 as jealousy i think it's more like you're not like jealous of those people you don't want their

02:18:57.180 fucking lives but i think there's a part of you that grates on the inside because they get

02:19:03.500 they're allowed to do this crap and you're not i think there's more resentment than jealousy

02:19:10.460 and i think you have the right kind of adaptation for moving forward so i think there's that cope

02:19:17.340 and there's some copium energy in that tweet okay but i think that the remember coping is only

02:19:24.300 unhealthy if you don't do the second part i think you're doing the second part which is like okay now

02:19:29.500 that i'm in this situation how do i make the most of it so i think there's adaptive coping here okay

02:19:36.300 but i think there's coping and i think if you're really honest with yourself when maybe you are and

02:19:40.940 maybe you're not in public or whatever i think you you feel like you've gotten a raw deal but also and

02:19:48.620 some of these i do i do think that but i'm also some of these some of these who are

02:19:54.540 making not they're doing a lot of stupid stuff but they're not making mistakes nearly they're making

02:20:01.180 way stupider mistakes than you are they're making way bigger mistakes in some dimension than you are

02:20:06.220 and they still get to do this stuff and you don't i think that's somewhere within you

02:20:12.380 fair but again i'll reiterate i'm also appreciative of this position because it allows me to travel or

02:20:19.660 down a road that other people haven't and absolutely it opens new doors and it's mentally simulating

02:20:25.820 one of the biggest fears i have obviously after god is boredom i don't want a life where i i appreciate

02:20:34.460 the obstacles because it makes life interesting and worth living and i never wanted to have a mediocre

02:20:42.700 you know redundant repetitive life so i i appreciate it and i i asked that question because cope

02:20:49.100 has a negative connotation i think the way i was asking it was am i i think because most people

02:20:55.260 use chat to cope with they want to live with their negativity in a way where other people can

02:21:02.220 adjust to it i but i think we've differentiated the difference between healthy coping or adaptive

02:21:07.820 coping and just bullshitting yourself and being delusional you think that my coping is leading well

02:21:13.420 i think that the adaptive coping is helping me progress and become better many people can cope

02:21:21.740 and just become delusional absolutely so i i think you have a lot of adaptive coping right so i i think

02:21:28.060 you've you've rolled with the punches and and and you're leaning into things i i think your situation is

02:21:36.540 i think you're quite restricted i think your options are limited and and you're fighting an uphill battle as a

02:21:42.220 a content creator um and and i think that's challenging and i think you're able to not get

02:21:50.860 um how can i say this and i think this is what you mean by coping but you know so i i think you have

02:21:57.420 you've been hurt but you're far from defeated i i think you're actually discovering a new kind of

02:22:02.940 strength which will move you hopefully forward in the right direction and i think you've just got to be

02:22:08.060 careful about because i i think what's going to happen is and this could be happening right so so

02:22:13.980 when you do when not you but when people do this kind of coping they start to there's like some amount

02:22:22.940 of weird psychological things that can happen like projection so one thing that can happen is the

02:22:28.540 weakness that you don't allow yourself to feel you start to loathe when you see it in other people

02:22:34.460 so like this kind of stuff and this is what why i think that overall like integrating who you are

02:22:43.660 completely is the healthy thing to do i think integration is the goal don't sever a part of

02:22:49.020 yourself because if you that that part of yourself will live in your subconscious and will shape what

02:22:55.500 comes out of your mind without your knowledge so for example you made this tweet i think there's a lot

02:23:02.140 that's true in this tweet but why did you choose these particular people and these particular

02:23:08.540 aspects of them as opposed to the million combinations of things that you could take issue

02:23:14.380 with right so some part of your brain is selecting this now how does the brain decide whether you're

02:23:20.860 talking about fat people or men or women or this ethnicity or that ethnicity and this is something

02:23:27.340 that you can see clear as day right and and there's a there's really interesting i mean like so there's

02:23:34.700 another psychological defense mechanism called reaction formation which is when we when there's a part of

02:23:39.580 ourselves that we don't like that we know is a part of us we learn to hate that outside of us because

02:23:49.820 that's way easier than hating that inside of us so the classic example of a reaction formation is the

02:23:57.420 homophobic homosexual so like i've got gay thoughts that's really hard for me to manage and if i can hate

02:24:06.460 gay people outside of me then i'm certainly not gay that's why i have this argument with my community

02:24:11.660 all the time because i say i love everyone and they're saying no we hate gay and trans people i'm like

02:24:16.060 are you gay like why would you invest that much emotional you know attachment to people that don't

02:24:22.700 care about you you don't care about i say i say love these people and learn to that they're gonna

02:24:27.500 exist and like i fucking hate them i'm like what does that do it doesn't do anything it's it's so stupid

02:24:32.540 to to hate something that you can't control or you know why as men you should not invest emotional

02:24:39.100 energy into something that does not have a change there's no solution to it

02:24:46.060 sneeko defender of the lgbtq community was not on my 2025 bingo card that's gonna be i mean that

02:24:54.460 that's what i'm i don't think that it's worth it there's no point there's no point in hating them

02:24:59.180 and so many people in my community like i've been arguing with them for years about this

02:25:03.340 they're like we we hate them i'm like are you are you gay bro bro i i i gotta say sneeko i i i i

02:25:11.740 i think you you gotta let yourself be better publicly like i i think you have a lot of good

02:25:18.460 stuff to offer and i i i know i know you're a contrarian i know you're spicy i'm not saying

02:25:23.820 give that up i think it's beautiful i love it but also like you don't need to and i know this is

02:25:29.340 going to sound kind of condescending or whatever but like i know you're concerned about i was about

02:25:32.940 to say afraid because that's really what i think you are like you're afraid to be there's this different

02:25:38.060 kind of courage which is like being more open being more honest like things like that and and

02:25:43.180 i think your fear is not it's such a you carry such a negative connotation which is why i don't want to

02:25:48.540 use the word i i think you'd agree with the word wary right you're wary you're careful and a piece

02:25:54.380 of wary or careful is an acknowledgement that bad things could happen and that sort of roots back in

02:25:59.580 fear in some way and i'm not saying you're a scaredy cat or a pussy or anything like that that's

02:26:04.620 where these associations become really important but i i think people misjudge you drastically well

02:26:10.860 i mean but here we get dr kate this is part of the resentment and frustration is that because i'm

02:26:15.980 banned everywhere the narrative about me is shaped in a way that i can't control so when people all the

02:26:21.740 time i have uh liberals come up to me or you know zionists and they say you hate everyone you hate this

02:26:27.100 i'm like what did i say they don't know but they believe it but they don't have any reasons why because

02:26:32.460 they see more negative things come from me from people that are dictating the narrative so i don't

02:26:38.380 i don't have a fair place on the social in the social media world to explain my point of view

02:26:44.300 or to present myself in the way that can be presented when it's dominated by people that hate

02:26:48.220 me and want to make me look bad the narrative around me is shaped like even earlier we started

02:26:52.300 off this conversation like you don't know what i've been up to for the past couple years but you know

02:26:57.100 that my reputation is not the best and you know i'm controversial you know i'm a i'm a contrarian

02:27:02.460 and you know that like you were surprised to hear that i wasn't that i don't hate gay people

02:27:07.500 because people i'm not surprised fair but you you know you know about me from people that speak about

02:27:16.460 me rather than from me and that's because of my position in this space and that's that's the

02:27:22.300 frustrating part you know that that's part of thing like man i i've been i've been saying this stuff

02:27:26.300 for years but people don't choose to listen they choose to to listen to to what's negative

02:27:30.380 and that does build resentment and you know not not that resentment does anything but that's like

02:27:36.540 that's an honest uh that's just honest so yeah so so you know people may read cope into those

02:27:44.700 statements but i i think out of everything that you've said this is the thing that i have the least

02:27:49.500 disagreement or least nuance i think we both exist in a world where it's a race to the bottom

02:27:55.740 where what what gets views is not the nuanced view like so i was stunned i i saw a post recently on

02:28:03.740 on our subreddit about my view about a particular thing okay and i was shocked because i don't i don't

02:28:09.820 believe that at all right so so it and and i think we just live in a world where like people make

02:28:16.620 judgments based on slices of who we are and it we really live in a world as content creators where

02:28:23.740 nuance is not what spreads so there's a great quote from from terry pratchett where he's he's like a

02:28:31.740 fiction writer but he says you know the um a lie can make its way around the world before the the truth

02:28:38.140 gets its shoes tied and and so i i think that we we absolutely do live in a world and i think this is

02:28:43.900 why you've you've become so careful right you've had to become careful because whatever you say is going

02:28:49.420 to get clipped and shipped and the thing though is i'm going to tell you one observation that i made

02:28:55.500 so you've got a you've got an interesting opportunity so people love to tear me down

02:29:02.220 they're going to love to build you up so what what the internet responds to more than anything else is a

02:29:07.660 delta so the moment that you're a bad person and you continue doing bad things everyone's going to

02:29:13.900 get bored of you the moment that i do anything even slightly bad like the more good that i do the

02:29:19.340 more people are going to enjoy tearing me down right so i think like good examples of this is if you

02:29:23.420 if you look at streamers who are like have very good reputations oh yeah people are going to love

02:29:28.940 saying oh this person is an asshole this person actually secretly does this this kind of stuff

02:29:33.980 kai sanat is getting the like do you see the hate train on kai sanat no oh it is brutal like they

02:29:40.780 just do it's so fun to hate on kai sanat because he has a perfect brand image for the most part like

02:29:46.940 as it comes to continuity he's very well known he just got a fortnite skin and then everyone's like

02:29:51.100 you didn't donate here you didn't do this you're a homo like they just they want to uh because he's

02:29:56.460 on such a positive internet loves being able to change the narrative about that absolutely absolutely

02:30:01.500 so the internet also loves the redemption art yeah they do they yes can you give me an example

02:30:10.780 um i mean i'm not let me think

02:30:21.260 what's a redemption arc speed maybe the speed maybe i mean i just don't follow too many streamers but

02:30:30.780 like i i'm pretty sure that um let me just think about

02:30:34.860 there have to be like artists i'm just not following like pop culture and i wonder actually

02:30:44.540 like so i'm glad you asked for me for an example because now i'm questioning whether this is actually

02:30:49.420 true right so if i can have a single person um so i i mean i think generally speaking so like maybe some

02:30:59.260 musicians and stuff right so who like used to use a lot of drugs used to party a lot and then when

02:31:04.380 they like that when they kind of get like decent later on in life they can kind of become oh a

02:31:09.580 redemption arc like snoop dogg um arguably like martha stewart like i think those are good examples

02:31:17.980 like so snoop dogg like i think i don't think a lot of people now he's like he sells like candles or

02:31:22.380 whatever right and i'm not trying to disrespect him or anything like that i i also try not to talk about

02:31:26.700 people i try to talk to people so i don't like to mention people but i think snoop dogg is a really

02:31:30.700 good example i don't think most people know who snoop dogg really was like in the 80s and 90s now

02:31:37.340 he's this like fluffy he was a murderer he beat a murder charge and uh didn't he get convicted i think

02:31:43.180 he literally is a convicted murderer i'm not going to comment any any you asked for an example that's

02:31:47.980 one that i would offer okay that's right so like and i'm not commenting whether he's a good person or

02:31:54.460 whether it was fair whether he's good now i'm not i'm not making any kind of value judgment

02:31:58.940 but you want an example i think that's like a good one

02:32:05.100 um yeah and i think there are other like musicians and stuff like who sort of fall into that

02:32:12.060 um and then i think i think there are there must be like streamers who kind of like shape up

02:32:18.380 right they used to be kind of degenerate but then they kind of go mainstream and there's

02:32:21.740 something of a redemption arc there but it's a good point and i think they definitely people

02:32:27.820 love tearing people down more than a redemption arc but i think from an archetypal standpoint and

02:32:33.100 a tropal standpoint we love redemption arcs

02:32:37.660 because if because i think human beings see it and they think like if you can do it then maybe i can

02:32:43.100 do it so they they love to see that the triumph of the human spirit and good to win in the end i think

02:32:47.820 that's why it's in all the movies but it is scary i guess your fellow indian neon is on a redemption

02:32:53.260 arc you know he was saying people like love to hate him a couple years back and now he's doing a lot

02:32:58.300 of positive things and he's on uh on a very good redemption arc right now yeah i i can think of a

02:33:04.540 couple of other streamers but i'm not going to mention names i think redemption arcs absolutely do happen

02:33:09.260 so we've been at this for a couple of hours i'm debating whether

02:33:18.460 i want to ask you about the crisis that you're going through or whether we should wrap up around

02:33:23.420 now what do you think i up to you i unfortunately we only we said this last time and then we didn't

02:33:29.820 speak for a couple years so if you want to if you want to ask me something or if you want to leave

02:33:33.340 that i'll put the volume yeah that's that's a great point so since we do this once every two years

02:33:39.340 which maybe will change um why don't you tell me a little bit about what what's been going on with you

02:33:43.900 recently it's uh my editor texted me logan paul that's a good example for damage like what's been

02:33:52.460 going on is um i've been i've been working i've been working a lot and um i like talking to you

02:34:00.300 because i'm i realized when i say things like the so what i was going to say and then i'll tell you

02:34:05.980 the thought that i had i was going to say i've been working really hard and the person i've been

02:34:09.260 working with cck and he's been working in the summer he recently commented on my work ethic and

02:34:14.220 he's like it's insane how much you work and then i immediately thought about my fans or the community

02:34:19.660 uh people love you like you're they insist that i'm lazy all the time they just like do this do that

02:34:24.460 it's very you know they see the predicament that i'm in being banned they're like oh they get really

02:34:29.260 upset if i'm not live you know for six hours every single day there's a lot of things that i

02:34:33.420 do you know i make these videos i edit a lot i'm filming a lot i'm traveling a lot i uh collaborate

02:34:39.020 a lot it's a lot of work and as i was saying that i was like wow i clearly listen too much to

02:34:46.540 what people say online and there's no point in investing energy in that if it ends up frustrating

02:34:52.220 me that people don't understand what i do or trying to communicate that to them so it's just it's

02:34:57.980 been it's been busy it's it's it's non-stop and i enjoy it but i do crave a vacation that's why

02:35:05.020 i'm a little bit envious that you went to france and switzerland i would love to have four or five

02:35:09.100 days off and barely look at my phone and unplug and just be somewhere where i can relax and not think

02:35:17.180 about the stuff and not read anything online but the pressures of maintaining you know social media

02:35:22.620 or whatever and also my career position is like you pretty much have to be you got to be dialed in you

02:35:27.500 got to be you got to be locked in and it's that fear of you know disintegrating and losing everything

02:35:32.380 you built

02:35:40.540 so what what's the so i i mentioned to you that i i went through a crisis you said

02:35:54.380 same or something of the effect is that what this is is that is that what you were referring to it's

02:35:58.860 it's not a crisis but it's it's um i would love to start a okay actually you wanted to speak to myron

02:36:09.180 right i i i need to connect as soon as i'll i'll put you in a group chat and i'm sure you could have

02:36:13.580 a good conversation but recently he went very public that he he's been he's been what i've been wanting

02:36:19.580 to go on his podcast for a long time i think that'd be great and i think he's great too i think he's

02:36:24.860 someone else that i think he's someone else that um i think people misjudge quite a bit

02:36:31.580 yeah i i agree he's one of my best friends and i got to see him in miami a couple days ago

02:36:36.300 i think i don't know if you like aiden ross but i love talking to aiden too

02:36:40.540 it is one of my it is another one of my best friends

02:36:42.700 yeah and speaking of dopamine i remember like last year we were in canada and i saw him win a

02:36:48.540 million dollars gambling online something i refuse to do to take the money from uh and i saw him win

02:36:55.020 a million dollars and then immediately he got depressed 30 seconds later i'm like what the

02:36:59.820 fuck he just won a million dollars and he's sitting there like

02:37:05.100 i'm like what it's like the dopamine wore off he got high from winning a million and then it

02:37:11.180 wore off he's like oh okay i already have like 80 million and then now he's just you know coming

02:37:17.020 down and i'm like this is evil look what this just how do you get sad after winning a million dollars

02:37:23.740 it's it's an endless loop but yeah he's um yeah i remember you guys spoke i saw that stream

02:37:28.780 myron i would love to see you guys do that and myron went really public he said he broke up with his

02:37:32.220 girlfriend he doesn't want to start a family with her but because he doesn't want to start a family

02:37:35.980 with her this is what he said online publicly i'm not saying anything um that he didn't say he said

02:37:41.180 that he's not ready you know he's 35 and he has more work to do and he's not he's not and i'm like

02:37:47.740 that made me self-reflect a lot because i want a family and i don't want that to restrict you know

02:37:54.300 i don't want that to be in a competition with what i do and it made me think like when am i going to

02:37:59.100 get out of this am i going to still be streaming at 35 am i still going to be at this routine at that

02:38:03.580 at this work level no breaks and am i destined to do this forever or can i start a family or can i

02:38:11.820 be able to combine the two of them so yeah that's what i've been thinking about a lot and it also did

02:38:17.180 inspire that pewdiepie tweet you feel trapped

02:38:23.820 a little bit but i do i i love what i do i love what i do i know so so i i i think like this is

02:38:31.020 challenging because like i'm gonna i use negative valence emotions and i ask you if you feel that way

02:38:38.140 and i think that there's an association of like being trapped as weak or whatever but like i i i i

02:38:43.820 i i don't get that like right so i i don't i don't know if this makes sense but like

02:38:48.620 so so what i'm getting the sense of is that you feel incredibly like restricted like you can't afford

02:38:53.820 to stop pretty much yeah right so so so if you and and and this is what i'm kind of curious about

02:39:01.340 you said the phrase scary fear of disintegrating what does that mean

02:39:07.420 of losing everything basically like letting them win you know they try to letting who win

02:39:16.540 the people that took away my platforms that ruined my reputation that you know say that preyed on my

02:39:22.940 downfall those people like by you know by losing this it's like that vindicates them so it's like a

02:39:31.340 it's like a non-stop battle so them you winning means never taking a vacation and never having a

02:39:42.780 family no me winning weird victory me winning is finding an exit point like pewdiepie where you

02:39:47.980 leave on your own terms and nobody could say that you you know that you lost everything or that

02:39:57.660 nobody could tarnish your your reputation of what you've done so he left on his own terms and i respect

02:40:05.020 that a lot and okay yeah maybe i'm fatigued but i'm i'm gonna be a little straight with you so

02:40:13.740 so and and you have to you got we got to reserve the right if this is not if this doesn't end up

02:40:23.020 right i i get a redo is that fair sure here we go so like i'm hearing some things that i think make

02:40:33.820 a lot of sense and are kind of like losing sight of the forest for the trees kind of thing so first

02:40:42.860 of all if your goal is to have an impeachable reputation that is a terrible goal so you're

02:40:50.780 you're dictating the way that you live your life based on the opinions of others

02:40:57.100 so people want to say like who the fuck cares if they say that you pushed out or whatever

02:41:03.580 if you're out there living your life and you're happy and you're hanging out with your family and

02:41:07.980 you're on the beach or you're writing a book or whatever it is that you do you're holding workshops

02:41:13.100 for whatever right like if you're living your life like like this is a very dangerous goal to have

02:41:22.140 a reputational goal is very i would argue that it is not within your control that's not the that's not

02:41:29.500 the complete goal i i think that's uh a secondary goal obviously the goal is to do the right thing and

02:41:35.500 is to i'd say the ultimate goal is to bring people closer to god entertain do the right thing that's

02:41:42.140 the that's the top of the pyramid as we specified earlier secondary uh secondary goals is i do want

02:41:49.900 ever since they they took everything and they smeared reputation the secondary goal is is proving

02:41:55.740 those people wrong and not letting them be correct in their assessment of me

02:41:59.660 so so that too i mean this this sounds

02:42:07.420 dangerous to me like in a way that's gonna hurt you because now it's like your your mission so i

02:42:13.340 don't think god is the primary goal actually because if god was the primary goal you'd take four

02:42:18.300 to five days off

02:42:23.020 right like so i i think what's actually happening is that in one part and this is a this is exactly the

02:42:29.500 shadow that i was talking about when you start lopping off parts of yourself this is what

02:42:33.740 happens because you say something is the primary goal but if god is really the primary goal you can

02:42:38.140 take four to five days off this is where there's some kind of weird fuel and i don't know if you've

02:42:43.100 noticed but over the course of this conversation you have expressed a theme of frustration with other

02:42:51.260 people's impression of you

02:42:55.500 right that's the thing

02:42:58.940 and and and i don't think that that's like bad or anything i'm not trying to say it's a weakness or

02:43:03.500 anything like that like people misjudge you sort of right because they judge it's not that they misjudge

02:43:09.660 you it's that they incompletely judge you they judge a slice of you they form an opinion based on

02:43:14.620 the first six words out of your mouth they don't even pay attention to the other 25

02:43:20.700 and now here you are fighting a reputational war against some phantom how do you know when you win

02:43:27.420 but it's also it's bigger than just reputational right it's also an ideological war it's a culture war

02:43:33.740 it's the war for about the truth and also there's conflicting ideas about even taking a break because

02:43:43.340 as i expressed earlier one of my biggest you know fears on this earth besides god is a life of

02:43:49.180 boredom and stagnation and repetition and i know i'm the type of person like i idealize like you know

02:43:55.980 escaping and having a family or even taking a vacation but it's like i can visualize myself

02:44:00.060 there and and i see myself like getting bored in a day or two i'm like i want to go back to work

02:44:04.780 you know it sounds nice but it's it's not truly so do you remember early in the conversation where i said

02:44:12.700 this is adaptive but it's going to be maladaptive when you're 40 yeah this is what i'm talking about

02:44:20.460 right so like here you are wanting something and you've got to be really careful man because if

02:44:27.180 you're not careful and you end up dating someone who is who you're supposed to date and some of this

02:44:33.660 shit comes up you're gonna screw it up like you're gonna get bored like it's i don't know if this makes

02:44:38.700 sense you're you're out of control in an in control way you can't stop you won't let yourself stop and

02:44:49.420 it's not like you're stopping forever like you won't even let yourself take a break because your

02:44:52.940 fear of disintegration you don't want to let them win right and there are these other things that are

02:44:58.060 not congruent with your actions and you want to part on your own terms fine like great for awesome

02:45:06.060 you know i i support basically most of what you're like i think it's good but do you see how they're

02:45:11.740 like this just doesn't plug in so there's like there's an independent driver here which is driving

02:45:21.100 you and even though you're not able like you want to take a vacation it sounds nice there's a lot of

02:45:26.860 stuff that you want that sounds nice but the act of actually doing it doesn't feel good

02:45:32.300 right so this is where where so now if you if you're really careful and and i'm i'm being a

02:45:39.820 little bit rough with you here okay so like it's coming from place of love this is a level of lack of

02:45:47.020 self-control where there's a level of self-control which is like i'm not going to let my fear of boredom

02:45:54.940 or my inability to be bored control my ability to take a vacation right so you're still being like

02:46:03.340 puppeted by a part of you and i i'm not i'm not i'm not trying to devalue any of your goals i support

02:46:10.860 your goals go ahead and establish your views you know like the people who thought that you were x y or z

02:46:18.300 it's not that you want to prove them wrong you are not going to be that thing and if they want

02:46:24.460 to continue to misjudge you that's on them

02:46:29.500 right but there's there's something here that that feels to me like some of these energies

02:46:34.700 fundamentally you want these things but you're not able you're not allowing yourself to have what

02:46:40.060 you want and if you just think about that for a second what's stopping you clearly something inside

02:46:45.980 you because i don't know i mean maybe your chat is like if you take a four-day vacation like we're

02:46:51.180 never going to see you again i don't think that's going to happen and i think you may attract people

02:46:58.460 almost certainly will who also flagellate themselves right push themselves y'all y'all make it an honorific

02:47:09.260 to have such a great i know you've got a great work ethic like i i can tell right but like

02:47:16.780 there's almost this like zealousness

02:47:21.500 of of work ethic where you have to have to have to have to have to

02:47:27.260 and and this is where i think some of those associations become important because i think

02:47:30.860 there's like some middle path like i think you can take four or five days off and i think if you're

02:47:35.100 bored you don't have to commit to four or five days if you're bored you're bored and then you're like

02:47:40.220 i want to come back to work so be it right but as long as you have this specter of i'm not going to

02:47:46.140 let them win like that they're living rent free in your head bro absolutely absolutely and that's why

02:47:52.860 i tweeted that about pewdiepie and and you know the people that live opposite to him is because they

02:47:58.780 have a similar mentality that i'm trying to escape from you know and that i'm working on and aware of

02:48:03.340 where they're still churning out the drama slop with that osempic stare because they don't

02:48:09.180 acknowledge what's wrong or see that they you know they should have an exit point and i don't

02:48:13.740 want to be that like that's that's exactly why i said that i'm sorry and that's the crisis is like

02:48:18.540 i really don't want to be that forever that there's there's that's a dangerous thing to be when you're

02:48:24.140 42 absolutely yeah and and so so once again i'm i'm being a little bit rough with you okay so like

02:48:31.500 but like here they are with the ssri i want i want you to make me cry or something this is come on

02:48:38.780 so they they are soulless making drama slop whatever ssri is osempic stare and like so that's why they're

02:48:46.940 stuck in this right what's your excuse how are you different

02:48:56.780 right they're they're being pushed by something within them you're being pushed by something

02:49:02.540 within you you say you want these things and i think that some of this will calm down by the way

02:49:08.220 so hopefully you become like more secure like from a i don't know exactly what your financial

02:49:15.020 situations or anything like i don't mean like psychologically secure i mean like whatever

02:49:19.020 whatever and i've i've talked you know i've worked with with um content creators who have been banned

02:49:25.260 from platforms and and there it's a tenuous existence right it's like tenuous that's what i mean like

02:49:32.780 and so so if things kind of calm down for you and you know there's some more steady like income or

02:49:37.500 whatever i don't know exactly what your income is or anything like that some of this stuff can get

02:49:40.700 better but i think you've got to be really careful about what's driving you what what is that thing

02:49:45.180 and it's not the logical thought there's something that is producing a particular bucket of thoughts

02:49:51.980 it's also that i i i believe that i have a god-given talent i i find myself i don't maybe you can call

02:49:59.900 this our system i think i'm very talented and i think i'm gifted at what i do and i think that i

02:50:05.580 impact a lot of people and i've seen the impact i've had on people um over well over a decade of

02:50:10.780 the stuff that i've put out and i know that there's it's almost like a responsibility that i find to do

02:50:17.340 more and to impact more people and to to help and to you know put that out there more and i i know that

02:50:24.700 i'm not even close to done yet and that that's also that's a main driver yeah so i i can empathize

02:50:34.620 right i would say that i am talented you are absolutely that i i affect a lot of people

02:50:40.700 i help a lot of people um and also i don't think that i have to do it alone

02:50:49.900 i think that i was put on this earth by god to help people but like i get to take vacations

02:50:57.180 and and i have a a ridiculous work ethic i work seven days a week most weeks i had my

02:51:04.300 first vacation in five years um and so like i i'm i'm sort of with you there but i think this

02:51:13.100 is what i've sort of learned is like you've got to be careful because all those things can be true

02:51:17.820 but this there's a certain you're like a hundred percent and all the things that you're saying like

02:51:24.700 i don't think god is asking you to never take a break you're 26 years old you've got 40 to 50 years

02:51:31.740 of content creation left in you and what makes you think that like taking four days off won't

02:51:39.100 improve the quality of your content so one of the most shocking things that we discovered so we have

02:51:44.540 a career coaching program where we i forget exactly what it is somewhere on we in about

02:51:50.780 eight to 12 weeks people's like channel growth increases by somewhere between 30 and 80 percent i

02:51:56.940 think the number is 80 but that number sounds ridiculous let's just say we improve their channel

02:52:00.700 growth by 50 the key thing about our program is we do it without increasing the number of hours worked

02:52:07.660 so working more is not necessarily is not necessarily going to get you there

02:52:17.500 right so i i think this is where like there's a lot of self-reflection about you know like are you

02:52:21.740 are you do you mind if i ask a couple questions about your personal life absolutely are you dating

02:52:26.460 anyone right now uh no okay are you interested in finding a committed relationship absolutely yeah

02:52:44.940 what is making the when do you want to do that

02:52:47.820 pretty soon if not now like i i am looking for that yeah that's something that i am investing time

02:52:57.580 and what what what's getting in the way

02:53:05.980 nothing really it's it's just um i think no nothing's really getting in the way okay so you're like

02:53:13.100 actively pursuing that things are moving because like there's a part of me that i'm defaulting to this

02:53:17.500 this hypothesis that something about your work ethic is gonna like there's a certain rigidity

02:53:23.820 not rigidity there's a certain zeal right there's like like you're like all in on this

02:53:32.140 like it's like work seven days a week no days off you're editing you're coming up with ideas you're

02:53:37.580 collabing and stuff like that and i i get you dude like next six months of my life are are really really

02:53:43.180 busy and then i'm working on a bunch of stuff like you know i i i i really do think i get you and i

02:53:49.500 think you should do all that yeah like but scaling back by 10 or 20 percent i i think that's only an

02:53:58.940 issue if there's an end target with a finite timeline does that kind of make sense yeah there

02:54:06.220 there's financial goals that i want to i want to hit them you i i am doing very well from the

02:54:12.460 stuff that i'm very blessed to be but i'm i'm not quite exactly where i want to be so where i could

02:54:19.020 comfortably be like all right ready to have like pop out four kids like that you know i'm not a very

02:54:23.980 materialistic person but i i want to be have complete comfort in that and not have to because i grew up

02:54:32.540 like there was a lot of financial stress and i don't want any of that for my kids so yeah so i

02:54:38.940 i mean so so then my next question is like how much of this is actually a problem is what a problem

02:54:44.620 because what you're just so so like this so the i'm i'm getting kind of mixed signals here which is

02:54:49.820 not a bad thing this is a good thing so on the one hand you're saying like okay i want these things

02:54:55.100 right so like i i kind of like the the way that pewdiepie did it that's kind of the path that i think

02:55:01.340 jives with what i want do your stuff take an exit don't be like trapped in this life forever

02:55:09.900 yeah you know take a break do you want to take a vacation yes and no yes and no because that's

02:55:17.420 how i first started my streaming career i would do one month off one month on every single day and then

02:55:22.060 one month off completely where i just would travel europe and then not stream at all and people always

02:55:26.540 say i miss when you streamed every day it's like that was never what i did you know when i was on

02:55:31.020 youtube streaming which is you know short-lived it was one month on one month off and i i really

02:55:36.620 liked that routine but also when i was there for a while i'd just be sitting around and then i'm in

02:55:41.340 europe you know not sure what do you do you end up drinking somewhere or just wasting time or just

02:55:46.300 being a degenerate because like how do you fill up your time i'm the type of person where like i i don't

02:55:50.780 like boredom and degeneracy does quickly replace that so work is also an escape from that

02:55:59.260 from that familiar routine so i mean it sounds nice but it's also i do i love working i love it

02:56:06.620 yeah i love this yeah so so do you so what appeals to you about a vacation

02:56:15.020 i guess just silence from constant social media that that's the i think that is the big appeal being

02:56:21.340 in a place without you know the familiarities of it but even then i went to miami recently for a couple

02:56:26.060 days had to take care of housekeeping stuff and you know i streamed maybe once in three days and i came

02:56:31.740 back and i was so relieved to be back in new york city because i love the chaos and the busyness and

02:56:36.220 you know the fomo that i get if i'm not working like being in why i love new york so much is that

02:56:41.260 there's an energy here that pulls you into work

02:56:44.380 can i think for a second absolutely

02:56:57.260 is there a problem here is this something you're unhappy with are you okay with this

02:57:03.420 no i i'm okay i'm okay i'm just i'm kind of just i'm venting you know it's uh but i i'm okay that also

02:57:10.460 again why it goes full circle like it's part of the reason i don't believe in therapy because um

02:57:16.940 yeah my life life is good i i really don't have too much to complain about i i i i'm venting

02:57:27.420 what are you venting about you know frustrations i have but it's not what are you frustrated with

02:57:34.620 what are you frustrated with the stuff that i vocalize like the being canceled the reputation

02:57:42.620 and the feedback from the community a lot of the frustrations do stem from social media but

02:57:49.500 also love social media okay okay okay okay i i got you thank you so much for clarifying

02:57:54.860 yeah so i i i i sort of see like you're kind of like stuck between a rock and a hard place right

02:57:59.420 because on the one hand you've been burned by social media it's a relief to get away from social

02:58:07.420 media but you like the work right you don't need a break from the work and and if you take a break

02:58:15.980 from the work if you take a break from engaging your mind and that's really what i see here is like

02:58:21.660 you're engaging your mind every day you're thinking you're talking to people you're collabing

02:58:26.380 you're like your ideas are being tested your ideas are being clarified through the when you say them

02:58:32.540 out loud you're thinking right you've got this mission you don't exactly know how you're supposed

02:58:37.500 to fulfill it you notice you're having an impact the world isn't fixed yet so you've got to keep going

02:58:44.220 and you and each day you do it you get better that's got to be addictive right not in a bad way it's

02:58:50.300 like okay like we're doing it right so you you got you got kind of ko'd a little bit but you actually

02:58:55.100 you didn't get ko'd you got knocked down you're at a disadvantage but you're gonna come back

02:59:00.860 right and and so like you're gonna you got to kind of make up for lost time so you're grinding

02:59:05.020 you're not gonna you're not gonna make the same mistake again you're not gonna get fully cancelled

02:59:08.860 you're gonna find a way to come back so i totally get that yeah you want a break from the socials

02:59:14.540 that taxes you you're willing to pay the price it's worth it to pay the price paying the price you're

02:59:21.100 happy with where you are now and you've got a lot of you're going uphill but you're still

02:59:26.700 climbing so if you take a break on the one hand you get a break from the negativity

02:59:35.740 on the other hand if you take a break and you're not engaging yourself

02:59:42.380 then you're going to become a degenerate you don't want to be you don't want to just be sitting there

02:59:45.980 drinking right do you want to explore europe yes but you're going to wind up sort of wasting

02:59:51.100 your time sort of being bored so you might as well work so like what i'm sort of getting from you is

02:59:58.140 that this isn't ideal but you'll take it any day of the week over the alternative you just rather be

03:00:04.540 working than be on vacation because vacation is a break from social media sure you get this thing

03:00:08.940 but you don't get these eight other things yeah it goes back to your point earlier where you can get a

03:00:13.580 million positive competent comments and 100 negative comments and so it's like i get a break from the

03:00:18.380 100 negative comments but i also get a break from a million positive comments so yeah i think that that

03:00:25.340 compared that point you made up earlier is a perfect comparison so um here's kind of where like after i

03:00:35.340 after i kind of put it back to you like that where are you now with this right where we started okay good

03:00:43.580 so so so so i i think that that's that's actually really good so i i don't think we're actually

03:00:49.020 right where we're starting um but it's good to to clarify these ideas and get a perspective on them

03:00:55.660 and you know hear them out but yeah no no this this um it is good but you know i'm a very i think a lot

03:01:06.700 you know as much as i try not to be too inspected the stuff that i've been tossing and turning with for years

03:01:11.660 so i i i so here's here's what i think you should do so i think there's a couple of different points

03:01:19.980 here the first is that i think a lot of your desire to get away from social media isn't today

03:01:27.260 it's actually a dormant wound from the past right so like when you say i want to get away from social media

03:01:34.220 it's not the comments today that you need to get away from it's the aggregate hurt of social media

03:01:42.700 which you're sort of moving away from i think that's something you should consider

03:01:47.900 so which also means that part of part of the because you're sort of conflicted but i think

03:01:52.380 the reason you're conflicted is because on the one hand like you actually don't want a vacation

03:01:55.980 so the thing that you're running away from is not actually present in the here and now in a very

03:02:02.460 potent way the process of getting canceled hurts a lot now right so so now i don't think it's social

03:02:12.300 media today i think it's there's a dormant wound which you're running away from in some way not in

03:02:17.980 a bad way but you want relief from that's a better way to put it so i think if that that wound gets

03:02:23.740 resolved and you kind of come to terms with that and you've done a really good job in some way but

03:02:28.140 i think you've also walled it off do you know what an abscess is you ever heard this term like a cancer

03:02:35.260 sort of so an abscess is when we have like an infection or something your your body forms a wall

03:02:41.340 around the infection so it forms this like circle and there's active infection on the inside but it can't

03:02:48.780 spread so it no longer damages you but it never gets healed it's not the same as healing so we're

03:02:57.660 going to like wall off the contamination we're not going to get rid of it we're going to just wall it

03:03:02.860 off so so sometimes when when people go through things like what you've gone through this is sort

03:03:07.740 of what happens in their mind they wall off a part of themselves and then they they want that to go away

03:03:13.980 but it's it's kind of weird and then they wind up in these situations where you are where you're like

03:03:18.060 you're really interested in this but the thing that you are interested in doesn't solve what you're

03:03:24.300 longing for does that kind of make sense like you want it but it doesn't do what you want it to do

03:03:30.860 it's not going to do what you want it to do but you want it anyway which is like weird because then

03:03:35.260 why do you want it so you're i think that this is something you should consider second thing

03:03:40.300 is that i think you need to learn how to be bored yeah so there's like right so i i think that there's

03:03:47.740 like there's a level of like contemplation there's a level of relaxation and you say it's easy to fall

03:03:54.380 into degenerate habits and i think a big part of like growth is going to be learning new ways to do

03:04:00.860 things now i don't think that i mean i don't think you're ready to take a vacation anytime soon and i

03:04:06.700 don't think vacation is really the right thing but i i i i think that you know when your body tells

03:04:12.620 you we need a break like give it that break and and give yourself some time to you know be with

03:04:18.460 yourself i mean maybe the kind of vacation you need is a little bit different i'd say like grab

03:04:22.460 a notebook grab a pen grab a laptop i do i write a cabin i well yeah yeah which i do consider to

03:04:30.860 be a vacation like something like that's so that's what i do visualize is like being alone with my

03:04:34.620 thoughts in uh in a cabin that that is like what i'm talking about just being like on a beach somewhere

03:04:39.420 just like where i could write which is work yeah you know which and technically it's not really a

03:04:44.940 a break i mean yes and no so so i i i think it is a break from social media which is the break that you

03:04:53.420 really crave and it's not going to be boredom right and i and i i say like like you're right it's

03:04:59.580 technically not a break but i i don't think you're ready for a break yet like if you want to go

03:05:04.780 without the laptop go without the laptop if you want to go hang out on a beach somewhere go hang

03:05:09.100 out on a beach somewhere but if you're not ready for that then then go take a working vacation you

03:05:14.940 know i i mean i mean that that that's something that just because you're you don't have to be idle

03:05:21.660 and be on vacation so i think there's some amount of like you got to really think about

03:05:25.820 how much you've been affected and and not just in the sense that it's like worn you down or you've

03:05:31.740 lost or or anything like that like you've you've coped you've bounced back you're bounced back

03:05:38.220 now it's just what's lingering within you that you're really like sensitive to and and i'm i'm and

03:05:44.380 you can go back and and you know listen to this conversation again i think the primary

03:05:47.980 theme here is like the judgment of others which is so tricky because like you're striving to be

03:05:54.620 independent and and it's got to be frustrating to be like thinking about other people so much

03:06:00.380 even when you've learned because i can tell a part of you has grown past that you really have

03:06:05.260 but it's like a part of you hasn't like it's like 80 at 90 of you has grown past it but 10 of it is

03:06:12.540 like i want to show these and then i i think on a on a on a given day you know if i ask you like okay

03:06:18.540 if i'm doing work that i'm aligned with i'm going to try to help people i'm going to work in service to

03:06:22.540 god whatever like 90 but there's some some 15 year old kid who's looking at himself in the mirror

03:06:28.220 doesn't like what he sees and what bothers him even more is like he's proud of himself

03:06:33.340 so what he sees when he looks in the mirror is something he's proud of but everyone else

03:06:38.060 doesn't see that that's what really bothers you and that's still there

03:06:42.860 right you've done the growth people don't see it and then you probably hate yourself a little bit

03:06:52.060 for wanting them to see it you're good at what you do you're good at what you do

03:06:57.980 no you are i gotta give you gotta give you credit yeah you both both conversations you

03:07:05.100 surprised me oh this guy's kind of spot on yeah because one of my first viral videos uh i was i

03:07:11.900 was 15 16 when i made it called how people view you and it was about this exactly it was about

03:07:18.300 living for people's validation and living in the perception of other people and how that's becoming

03:07:23.420 increasingly common with social media and it was like a warning sign people really loved how you

03:07:28.780 know it was articulate and accurate in a way that people didn't describe and even without social media

03:07:35.900 people have been doing that but that is uh i that is you know one of the common themes about everything

03:07:43.340 everything in my work yeah i i think and i'm i hopefully this isn't glazing too much i i think i think you

03:07:50.540 have you have you have some serious profit energy like you really do like i i think you're you're

03:07:58.140 thoughtful you're charismatic like you you have a you have some profit energy kind of going on and i'm

03:08:05.260 not i i really see that and i think you have something really important to offer and i and i just i hope

03:08:13.020 hope i hope that you don't have to sacrifice your life right so i know your name i mean i don't know

03:08:21.740 what your real name is but you know you're sneeko and like there's a human underneath and i just hope

03:08:27.980 you're able to find some way that you fulfill whatever that profit energy is going right it's some

03:08:33.580 amount of teaching and some amount of speaking and some amount of spreading and disseminating but there

03:08:38.060 must be a clarity of idea it must be disseminated in the right way these tweets do go viral you do

03:08:43.500 have this charisma you've got all those pieces but hopefully the human doesn't have to be sacrificed

03:08:48.940 in the process

03:08:55.020 enough for today i think

03:08:56.060 you're the goat dr k hi man hey i wish all uh all success to you and to you and your family

03:09:08.620 great speaking to you again i would love to do this again and feel free to message me anytime if

03:09:12.860 you want to i will catch up and talk it was fun talking to you through the messages the past couple

03:09:16.780 days and you know before then i yeah cool man i appreciate this uh appreciate this a lot thank you so

03:09:23.020 much for talking talking's good that's what all right man do huh have a good one take care buddy

03:09:30.300 bye dr k man dr k fucking hell that was good i gotta i gotta pee chat i gotta pee like a

03:09:41.500 motherfucker bro this is a lot longer than i expected i think i was better than the first one

03:09:45.580 do you guys like the segment i thought it was uh i thought it was great it's really fun doing uh

03:09:55.020 because i do debates all the time but like mentally sparring like this in a different way

03:09:59.980 uh it's super super stimulating it's so fun uh i love challenging conversations like that

03:10:08.380 you know what i'm saying let's get a w dr k in the chat real quick man shout out to dr k

03:10:21.180 big shout out to dr k let me go to the bathroom oh my bad echo echo echo let's just get some w's in

03:10:27.900 the chat great segment man i i thought this was better than the first one i don't know if you guys

03:10:32.460 were around for the first one but that was great chat should i have cried for the clip

03:10:43.660 no he's really good he's really good at what he does

03:10:51.340 all right

03:11:02.460 hey hey hey you could have came with us you could have came with us you can't be complaining now

03:11:25.500 all right hey hey it's good i like maverick

03:11:35.020 so indy was at the shelter right before fourth

03:11:37.820 how'd it be

03:11:54.380 oh

03:12:06.140 It reminds me of prison. What the fuck?

03:12:10.140 Yeah, like that.

03:12:12.140 What's the dog?

03:12:14.140 So you gotta hand through, but then also hold on to the leash just for double protection.

03:12:19.140 Thanks.

03:12:20.140 It's still a little, you know, pretty warm, but we're just kind of staying in the grass.

03:12:26.140 Chad, if you're ever unsure if it's too hot for your dog, please touch.

03:12:31.140 It's not that bad. It was pretty bad, like, a couple hours ago.

03:12:35.140 Oh, the outside.

03:12:39.140 Oh, what a cutie.

03:12:42.140 Sorry, this is not an image I would expect to see you walking a dog. It's just so weird to me.

03:12:48.140 What's going on?

03:12:49.140 I don't know. It's just I can't imagine you.

03:12:51.140 Alright.

03:12:52.140 Okay, Chad. Okay, okay, okay. How are we feeling?

03:12:56.140 There's a lot that Bronson's been begging me to catch up on.

03:13:00.140 I need to catch up on a lot of news, a lot of clips.

03:13:04.140 And I got the good suit on.

03:13:07.140 So, make sure we get these good.

03:13:11.140 Chat's bugging.

03:13:14.140 Let me see. I can't see the chat.

03:13:17.140 Come on, party.

03:13:20.140 Come on, party.

03:13:25.140 There we go.

03:13:29.140 Active TTS.

03:13:32.140 It should be on.

03:13:33.140 Someone pinned TTS in chat.

03:13:35.140 Alright.

03:13:36.140 Let me go through.

03:13:48.140 Let's go through core.

03:13:50.140 Go through the score.

03:13:52.140 Tess, Tess. My good. Alright.

03:13:54.140 Actually, let me go through sneaker updates real quick.

03:13:55.140 There was some stuff that I saw on sneaker updates that I wanted to talk about.

03:14:09.140 Oh, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo.

03:14:16.140 Let's see.

03:14:20.140 You're good to go.

03:14:21.140 Let me get everything.

03:14:22.140 Uh, oh yeah, do you see this new pod?

03:14:26.140 Did you guys see this?

03:14:27.140 For what he did.

03:14:28.140 Have you lost a lot of faith in Trump?

03:14:29.140 Lost all faith in Trump.

03:14:30.140 New pod.

03:14:31.140 You guys clearly f***ed the s*** on Epstein Island or something.

03:14:33.140 It's embarrassing.

03:14:34.140 Trump said word for word, if you want the Epstein files still, I don't want your support.

03:14:38.140 The Nelf boys can sit down with Benjamin Netanyahu and ask him about Burger King and McDonald's.

03:14:42.140 Yeah, Mossad was definitely in the room, you understand?

03:14:44.140 They're like, no, it was just 20 HR people.

03:14:46.140 AIPAC needs to get out of America.

03:14:47.140 That's the biggest lobby in this country.

03:14:49.140 Chris Tyson was a pervert.

03:14:50.140 He's putting it in these videos.

03:14:51.140 That's the number one YouTube channel in the world.

03:14:53.140 The majority of children watch.

03:14:54.140 This guy's a pervert and I know him.

03:14:56.140 They called me crazy and now they all know that I'm right.

03:14:58.140 And people don't look at me and say, hey, you were right.

03:15:00.140 And I was a party.

03:15:01.140 You were early.

03:15:02.140 Yay was early.

03:15:03.140 Check out.

03:15:04.140 Check out this podcast on Sean Kelly's channel.

03:15:07.140 Just watch it on Twitter.

03:15:09.140 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

03:15:11.140 All right.

03:15:12.140 Yeah.

03:15:13.140 So I saw this one.

03:15:14.140 Ruby Rose said something.

03:15:15.140 I saw you do that shit with con.

03:15:17.140 I can't hear nothing.

03:15:22.140 Can't hear.

03:15:23.140 No, hold on, hold on.

03:15:32.140 Hold on.

03:15:33.140 Hold on.

03:15:34.140 Hold on.

03:15:38.140 Hold on.

03:15:39.140 Let's see.

03:15:40.140 Hold on.

03:15:41.140 Hold on.

03:15:42.140 Hold on.

03:15:43.140 Hold on.

03:15:44.140 Hold on.

03:15:45.140 Hold on.

03:15:46.140 There we go.

03:15:47.140 What did Ruby Rose say?

03:15:48.140 Oh, I saw you do that shit with Kanye.

03:15:51.140 Yes.

03:15:52.140 That is crazy.

03:15:53.140 That stream was the biggest grind ever.

03:15:56.140 I had to go to his house every morning.

03:15:58.140 It was me and Sneeko.

03:15:59.140 Shout out to Sneeko.

03:16:00.140 Don't be me.

03:16:01.140 Respect me.

03:16:02.140 Why was Sneeko there?

03:16:03.140 You know, Sneeko and Kanye worked for years before that.

03:16:06.140 And then he hired her back and now they're still, they're working with each other.

03:16:09.140 I mean, okay.

03:16:10.140 Well, what do you want?

03:16:11.140 You want me to crash out and say that she came off of dating rappers?

03:16:14.140 Do you want me to make fun of her voice?

03:16:17.140 What do you, what do you, Ruby?

03:16:18.140 What do you want me to do?

03:16:19.140 Do you want me to justify?

03:16:20.140 You want me to explain what I did to you because you don't understand?

03:16:23.140 What am I supposed to do with this clip?

03:16:26.140 Thank you, Neon, for saying this.

03:16:27.140 He's kind of doing like the gay best friend thing here, which I think is really funny.

03:16:30.140 He's really funny.

03:16:31.140 Oh my God!

03:16:32.140 Yes!

03:16:33.140 It was, let me tell you, so much work.

03:16:36.140 Like, why, why is he doing, Neon, you broke up with your girl.

03:16:41.140 You don't need to do the friendly gay best friend thing.

03:16:43.140 You're cooking with a, hey, cook the, cook the carrots.

03:16:47.140 Cook the, put the, put the little tomatoes in the bowl.

03:16:51.140 Huh?

03:16:52.140 Mix it up.

03:16:53.140 Bitch.

03:16:54.140 Cook my sandwich.

03:16:55.140 Get my sandwich.

03:16:56.140 That interview was really entertaining.

03:16:57.140 Does it change the way you move forward?

03:16:59.140 Yeah.

03:17:00.140 Yeah.

03:17:01.140 Uh, the interview was really entertaining.

03:17:02.140 Has it changed the way you move forward?

03:17:03.140 Not really, to be honest.

03:17:04.140 Uh, the interview was a good word, but like, bro, I don't know what to say.

03:17:08.140 Like, I'm just like, um, she looks great.

03:17:12.140 I'll say this Ruby Rose.

03:17:13.140 You look great.

03:17:14.140 Hope you're doing well.

03:17:15.140 You're very pretty here.

03:17:17.140 Like what you're doing with your hair.

03:17:19.140 Skin looks clear.

03:17:20.140 Body is tea.

03:17:22.140 Yas queen.

03:17:23.140 Keep doing your thing.

03:17:25.140 Sweetheart.

03:17:26.140 Love what you're doing.

03:17:27.140 Keep it up.

03:17:28.140 Keep it up.

03:17:31.140 Pokimane.

03:17:32.140 But I just want to ask you.

03:17:33.140 What, what about, uh, Sneaker?

03:17:34.140 Are you friends with Sneaker?

03:17:35.140 Bro, you cooked so hard on Myron's stream last week.

03:17:38.140 All the clips on Twitter had people seething with adhomes.

03:17:41.140 They couldn't debunk a sign point.

03:17:43.140 Just remember God is on your side.

03:17:44.140 Yeah, yeah.

03:17:45.140 I thought the Myron pot was really good.

03:17:47.140 Um, and they just called me like a brown, blah, blah, blah.

03:17:51.140 They just, yeah, no.

03:17:52.140 It's just, it's just all ad homin' taxes.

03:17:54.140 But, it's good.

03:17:55.140 It's good to get those ideas out there.

03:17:56.140 But I just want to ask you, what, what about, uh, Sneaker?

03:17:59.140 Are you friends with Sneaker?

03:18:00.140 Well, I've never met him at all.

03:18:02.140 What, what do you think about him always talking shit online?

03:18:05.140 You wanna, would you go out with him?

03:18:06.140 No?

03:18:07.140 Okay, I don't always, I don't talk shit about,

03:18:09.140 Pokimane has probably talked more shit about me than I've talked about her.

03:18:12.140 I say nice things about her.

03:18:13.140 She looks great here.

03:18:15.140 She looks great.

03:18:16.140 She looks like she's having a great time shopping.

03:18:18.140 Pokimane, I love the dress.

03:18:19.140 You have a very sweet voice.

03:18:21.140 And, dating money, dating money, you're my guy.

03:18:24.140 Well, come on.

03:18:25.140 She's a nice girl.

03:18:26.140 She's going out shopping.

03:18:27.140 She doesn't wanna hear about this and dating, controversy and stuff.

03:18:30.140 I don't talk shit about that.

03:18:31.140 I mean, a little bit.

03:18:32.140 When she says, believe all victims, I'm like, okay, ah, Pokimane raped me in 2016.

03:18:35.140 Okay?

03:18:36.140 That's what I say.

03:18:37.140 I say, Pokimane assaulted me and took me to the Epstein Island.

03:18:40.140 And, I'm joking.

03:18:42.140 But, no, she's doing great.

03:18:43.140 Hope you're, hope you're good, Pokimane.

03:18:45.140 You look very pretty here.

03:18:46.140 You look, you're very pretty in the dress.

03:18:48.140 Like, let's be real.

03:18:49.140 Very, very pretty.

03:18:50.140 And, I like, her voice is very calming to me.

03:18:52.140 I understand why people watch her.

03:18:54.140 Blah, blah, blah.

03:19:04.140 I don't know about all that.

03:19:05.140 I mean, we'll do our once per year podcast.

03:19:07.140 I think that's coming up in November.

03:19:10.140 Uh, Controlled Chaos.

03:19:11.140 Yeah, man, Sneeko doesn't wanna do it.

03:19:14.140 It's okay.

03:19:15.140 I like Sneeko.

03:19:16.140 Sneeko, when will you collab with Nick or Zerkat again?

03:19:18.140 Or Zerkat again.

03:19:19.140 Yeah, I mean, cause we're all ready to go.

03:19:20.140 Will you collab?

03:19:21.140 Um, yeah, we'll see.

03:19:22.140 If the opportunity arises, you know.

03:19:24.140 If it's possible.

03:19:25.140 But, you know.

03:19:30.140 Sneeko didn't wanna do it.

03:19:31.140 It's his decision.

03:19:32.140 It's his prerogative.

03:19:33.140 It's his life.

03:19:34.140 It's his career.

03:19:35.140 But, uh.

03:19:36.140 I wish he would do it, you know.

03:19:37.140 Cause I, I love him.

03:19:38.140 I wanna talk to him.

03:19:39.140 I, I love that crew.

03:19:40.140 I love Myron.

03:19:41.140 I love Zerkat.

03:19:42.140 I love Sneeko.

03:19:44.140 They're all essential ingredients.

03:19:46.140 You know.

03:19:47.140 Doing it without even one of us.

03:19:49.140 It's not the same.

03:19:50.140 You know.

03:19:51.140 So we really, we need the Red Pill Avengers.

03:19:54.140 We need all four.

03:19:55.140 Now, don't go begging him to do it.

03:19:57.140 That's not, I'm not trying to pressure him into doing it.

03:19:59.140 I'm just saying.

03:20:00.140 I wish he would.

03:20:01.140 Cause I love all three of them.

03:20:02.140 And I think it'd be good content.

03:20:04.140 Um.

03:20:05.140 Yeah.

03:20:06.140 We'll see.

03:20:07.140 Um.

03:20:08.140 Did I do it?

03:20:09.140 Did I react to these clips yet?

03:20:11.140 When's the last time I went live?

03:20:12.140 Did I even react to?

03:20:13.140 I don't think I did.

03:20:14.140 Top five YouTubers of all time.

03:20:15.140 I'm gonna do my five.

03:20:16.140 I'm gonna do yours after.

03:20:17.140 But my five.

03:20:18.140 Steve will do it.

03:20:19.140 No order.

03:20:20.140 Steve will do it.

03:20:21.140 Mr. Beast.

03:20:22.140 Faze Jev.

03:20:23.140 I ain't gonna lie.

03:20:24.140 I'm putting, I'm also putting Sneeko there.

03:20:25.140 And I'm putting fifth DDG.

03:20:26.140 That's my top five.

03:20:27.140 Hey, big shout out to Aiden Ross.

03:20:29.140 Love Aiden Ross.

03:20:30.140 Top Jew.

03:20:31.140 Best song kick.

03:20:32.140 Come on.

03:20:33.140 Aiden.

03:20:34.140 Aiden's the GOAT.

03:20:35.140 We love him a lot.

03:20:36.140 And you know what's funny?

03:20:37.140 Um.

03:20:38.140 I used to be in Mr. Beast's top five.

03:20:40.140 He made this video.

03:20:41.140 He made a video called.

03:20:42.140 Top five YouTubers that I think are going to blow up.

03:20:44.140 I think I was like second or third on the list.

03:20:46.140 It was a long time ago.

03:20:47.140 However.

03:20:48.140 But it's just funny seeing this.

03:20:49.140 Putting Sneeko there and I'm putting.

03:20:50.140 Fuck dude.

03:20:51.140 Like.

03:20:52.140 Was this edited?

03:20:53.140 Or was this a real reaction?

03:20:54.140 You know.

03:20:55.140 I also.

03:20:56.140 I feel bad for Mr. Beast because.

03:20:58.140 I think I saw a rage shade of this.

03:21:00.140 But even Dr. K was talking about it.

03:21:02.140 People love to hate on you.

03:21:04.140 People love to get that rage boner.

03:21:05.140 And fucking destroy you when you have great PR.

03:21:07.140 And undeniably.

03:21:09.140 Kai and Mr. Beast have.

03:21:10.140 Like.

03:21:11.140 Mr. Beast has almost impeccable PR.

03:21:12.140 Impeccable.

03:21:13.140 He was able to beat that Chris Tyson case.

03:21:15.140 Very easily.

03:21:16.140 And he's just doing.

03:21:17.140 You know.

03:21:18.140 Charity streams.

03:21:19.140 Doing all this stuff.

03:21:20.140 Doing a great job.

03:21:21.140 Even on like.

03:21:22.140 18 hour streams.

03:21:23.140 With X and Aiden.

03:21:24.140 He's doing a great job.

03:21:25.140 Of navigating that.

03:21:26.140 And not saying anything cancelable.

03:21:28.140 And now they're just saying.

03:21:29.140 He's a soulless demon.

03:21:30.140 Who's going to suck the soul out of your kid.

03:21:32.140 Like what?

03:21:33.140 Not in that way.

03:21:34.140 Not in that way.

03:21:35.140 But like in a demonic way.

03:21:36.140 Not in a.

03:21:37.140 Well I mean both are demonic ways.

03:21:38.140 But.

03:21:39.140 You get what I'm saying.

03:21:42.140 But.

03:21:43.140 Yeah.

03:21:44.140 I.

03:21:45.140 I understand why he has.

03:21:46.140 Why he's looking that way.

03:21:47.140 But you know.

03:21:48.140 But yeah.

03:21:49.140 Big shout out to Aiden.

03:21:50.140 Thank you.

03:21:51.140 I don't have a.

03:21:52.140 I.

03:21:53.140 Last time I talked to him.

03:21:54.140 I was on.

03:21:55.140 Sneaker or wife Zena is in prison.

03:21:56.140 Will you go and save her?

03:21:58.140 Yeah.

03:21:59.140 I saw that.

03:22:00.140 I saw.

03:22:01.140 Someone went to jail for the paintball.

03:22:02.140 I'm not going to.

03:22:04.140 At.

03:22:05.140 You have seen.

03:22:06.140 Nah.

03:22:07.140 If I.

03:22:08.140 If I ever see.

03:22:09.140 If I ever meet Mark Zuckerberg.

03:22:10.140 I'm telling him.

03:22:11.140 Really?

03:22:12.140 Uh.

03:22:13.140 And.

03:22:14.140 Steve.

03:22:15.140 He's so tired here.

03:22:16.140 He's not realizing that Mark Zuckerberg is the Meta CEO.

03:22:19.140 Is he even still?

03:22:20.140 Or is it somebody else?

03:22:21.140 Some actor.

03:22:22.140 But he is in charge.

03:22:23.140 At Meta.

03:22:24.140 That's what it would be.

03:22:25.140 Steve still has his Instagram.

03:22:26.140 Okay.

03:22:27.140 Just.

03:22:28.140 Just doesn't have YouTube.

03:22:29.140 I'm the one blanket band.

03:22:30.140 But.

03:22:31.140 Let me see his reaction.

03:22:32.140 The first thing you think about is that.

03:22:33.140 After speaking with Dr. K.

03:22:35.140 Do you think young men should go to therapy.

03:22:37.140 To deal with anxiety.

03:22:38.140 Or is it gay?

03:22:39.140 I've spoken to Dr. K twice now.

03:22:41.140 And.

03:22:42.140 The conversation was good.

03:22:43.140 It was good.

03:22:44.140 Reflection from there.

03:22:45.140 But I'm in the exact same spot that I was before.

03:22:47.140 I thought all those things through.

03:22:48.140 I think that you can self analyze without going to therapy.

03:22:51.140 You don't need therapy.

03:22:52.140 Dr. K is very smart.

03:22:53.140 He's good at what he does.

03:22:54.140 He's very analytical.

03:22:55.140 And he understands people quickly.

03:22:56.140 But.

03:22:57.140 No.

03:22:58.140 I don't think you should go to therapy.

03:22:59.140 And if you think you have anxiety.

03:23:00.140 You probably don't.

03:23:01.140 Just do something.

03:23:03.140 You're anxious because you're not doing something.

03:23:04.140 Because there's something wrong in your life.

03:23:05.140 You're not anxious for no reason.

03:23:07.140 There's something off.

03:23:08.140 Fix it.

03:23:09.140 Free them on what?

03:23:10.140 Facebook?

03:23:11.140 Not as many own.

03:23:12.140 Like a YouTube and own.

03:23:15.140 Yeah.

03:23:16.140 Thank you Aiden for shouting me out.

03:23:17.140 Right there.

03:23:18.140 But.

03:23:19.140 But yeah.

03:23:21.140 Yeah.

03:23:22.140 Yeah.

03:23:23.140 Yeah.

03:23:24.140 Yeah.

03:23:25.140 That was cool.

03:23:26.140 My friend.

03:23:27.140 Is because.

03:23:28.140 I don't even.

03:23:29.140 Actually.

03:23:30.140 Pretty much know for a fact.

03:23:31.140 He didn't watch me while I was on YouTube.

03:23:32.140 He started watching me when I was streaming on YouTube.

03:23:34.140 But not my videos.

03:23:35.140 Probably saw the videos afterwards.

03:23:36.140 And he knows my capabilities as a content creator.

03:23:38.140 And now that my videos are being re-released everywhere.

03:23:40.140 He's seen some clips.

03:23:41.140 And some of my old videos.

03:23:43.140 But he wasn't watching.

03:23:44.140 He was not watching me when I was a YouTuber.

03:23:47.140 But he's such a real friend.

03:23:48.140 That he's going to give me that shout out anyway here.

03:23:50.140 On a very big platform.

03:23:51.140 So all respect.

03:23:52.140 He really needs to do this.

03:23:53.140 This is huge.

03:23:54.140 You realize like how big this is doing this year.

03:23:57.140 That's a real one right there.

03:23:58.140 He's a good dude.

03:24:01.140 Okay.

03:24:02.140 That's it from updates.

03:24:03.140 If I'm not mistaken.

03:24:04.140 Let's go through clips.

03:24:05.140 Well.

03:24:06.140 I mean.

03:24:07.140 Whether juice count is white or not.

03:24:08.140 Has been sort of an.

03:24:09.140 I can't hear the headphones again.

03:24:17.140 Give me a sec.

03:24:18.140 Give me a sec.

03:24:19.140 It's freezing in here.

03:24:20.140 I need to fix this.

03:24:21.140 The AC is getting fixed them all.

03:24:23.140 Oh.

03:24:24.140 The fit checks.

03:24:25.140 Is that segment ready.

03:24:26.140 Or should we do it tomorrow.

03:24:27.140 Or should we do it tomorrow.

03:24:28.140 I was just working test tests.

03:24:29.140 There we go.

03:24:30.140 Object of debate.

03:24:31.140 You do.

03:24:32.140 For quite a while.

03:24:33.140 45 of them.

03:24:34.140 I mean.

03:24:35.140 Whether juice count is white or not.

03:24:36.140 Has been sort of an object of debate.

03:24:37.140 You do.

03:24:38.140 For quite a while.

03:24:39.140 We do.

03:24:40.140 Okay.

03:24:41.140 You do.

03:24:42.140 Pretty recent development.

03:24:43.140 Okay.

03:24:44.140 So.

03:24:45.140 Basically everyone.

03:24:46.140 It's a religion.

03:24:47.140 Do you not agree that you are a white man.

03:24:48.140 I mean.

03:24:49.140 I think that it depends on the context in which you're discussing it.

03:24:51.140 Meaning.

03:24:52.140 What are you Ben.

03:24:53.140 Are you not a white guy.

03:24:54.140 I mean.

03:24:55.140 The city.

03:24:56.140 Which is sometimes grouped with white.

03:24:57.140 And sometimes not.

03:24:58.140 I mean.

03:24:59.140 That's the more accurate way to put it.

03:25:00.140 But.

03:25:01.140 What else could you be grouped with?

03:25:02.140 With Jews.

03:25:03.140 Which is an ethnic.

03:25:04.140 Yeah.

03:25:05.140 This is all.

03:25:06.140 We know that.

03:25:07.140 It's not like a really revealing take.

03:25:08.140 Like people know.

03:25:09.140 Jews aren't white.

03:25:10.140 But also at the same time.

03:25:11.140 Whites will say Europeans are white.

03:25:12.140 But Ashkenazi Jews are European.

03:25:14.140 So.

03:25:17.140 For the most.

03:25:18.140 Even that's kind of debatable.

03:25:19.140 But it's just like.

03:25:20.140 It's just.

03:25:21.140 It is kind of a fine line.

03:25:22.140 So if you're going to say Jews aren't white.

03:25:23.140 What is white?

03:25:24.140 I would like to see somebody define white.

03:25:27.140 Nothing beats the Jet 2 holiday.

03:25:30.140 And right now.

03:25:31.140 You can save 50 pounds per person.

03:25:33.140 That's 200 pounds off for a family of four.

03:25:39.140 Is this fucked up?

03:25:41.140 We've got millions of free child place holidays available.

03:25:46.140 With 22 kilograms of baggage included.

03:25:57.140 What is it?

03:25:58.140 Sketch the goat.

03:25:59.140 We love sketch.

03:26:00.140 There you bro.

03:26:01.140 What do you, what do you think?

03:26:02.140 I can't hurry up and get up out of here.

03:26:03.140 I can't hurry up and get up out of here.

03:26:04.140 What the hell are you doing?

03:26:05.140 What do you say?

03:26:06.140 What do you say?

03:26:07.140 What do you say?

03:26:08.140 You're in the trenches right now bro.

03:26:09.140 You need to hurry up and get out of here.

03:26:10.140 We're out of here.

03:26:11.140 I expect you to see you.

03:26:13.140 Why don't you-

03:26:14.140 Okay, is he getting pressed by some gang members in the hood?

03:26:17.140 Or is this like a random Mexican cloud chaser?

03:26:19.140 Is it just like-

03:26:20.140 Is it just some guy that was driving-

03:26:22.140 You know, I don't know if he's a representation of like-

03:26:25.140 MS-13 or the LA Crips.

03:26:27.140 It's just some guy.

03:26:29.140 It's just some bored Mexican.

03:26:31.140 I don't give a fuck.

03:26:33.140 Yeah.

03:26:34.140 I don't give a fuck.

03:26:36.140 Don't worry.

03:26:37.140 I'm in the hills.

03:26:38.140 I got a gated community.

03:26:40.140 If you want to pull up, I'll tell you the gate code though.

03:26:47.140 You stay safe.

03:26:48.140 Stood on business.

03:26:51.140 Stood on business.

03:26:52.140 But I really don't think this guy was a threat, bro.

03:26:54.140 I think he was just trying to get a clip.

03:26:56.140 I think, you know, because of the situation, it's like, okay, it was an LA gangster.

03:27:00.140 Dude, this guy's on TikTok all day.

03:27:02.140 Just, you know, farming.

03:27:03.140 They want you afraid.

03:27:05.140 Fear makes you easier to control.

03:27:07.140 Why is there a Call of Duty ad in here?

03:27:09.140 Pre-order?

03:27:10.140 What the- and there's a link?

03:27:11.140 What the fuck is this?

03:27:12.140 No, I do not believe that we should have mosques.

03:27:13.140 Right.

03:27:14.140 I do not believe that we should have synagogues.

03:27:15.140 I do not believe that we should have certainly not these 90 foot tall, you know, demon statues in outside of Houston.

03:27:33.140 This is how stupid the right wing is getting right now because I saw this clip get posted.

03:27:38.140 He says he doesn't want mosques.

03:27:39.140 He doesn't want synagogues.

03:27:40.140 And all these people who pose themselves as being pro-America, we're nationalists, we're patriots.

03:27:46.140 They're like, this is so based.

03:27:47.140 Yeah.

03:27:48.140 Fuck other religions.

03:27:49.140 Do you realize that freedom of religion was one of the core tenets of being an American?

03:27:54.140 Freedom of expression, freedom of speech.

03:27:57.140 That was part of the reason that Americans came to America to make this place.

03:28:02.140 That's why they fled.

03:28:03.140 That's why they fled fascist Europe.

03:28:05.140 That's why they didn't want a monarchy rule because you weren't able to have any sort of freedom at all.

03:28:10.140 Freedom of religion is a core tenet of why this country even exists.

03:28:13.140 So if you're saying based, listen to this guy, you're not American.

03:28:21.140 No, they have one.

03:28:23.140 No, there should not be public expressions of false worship.

03:28:29.140 That is idolatry.

03:28:30.140 God is not, if the triune God is the true God, the one that actually exists.

03:28:35.140 The one of the three.

03:28:36.140 And if we want God to bless America, God bless America.

03:28:40.140 How, it just seems ridiculous that we're saying, God, would you please bless us as we constitutionally protect public forms of idolatry?

03:28:51.140 Yeah.

03:28:52.140 God, we want your blessing.

03:28:54.140 Why should I?

03:28:55.140 You know what's funny?

03:28:56.140 He's saying like, okay, there shouldn't be any idols.

03:28:58.140 Has he been to a mosque before?

03:29:00.140 There is literally the absence of idols.

03:29:02.140 He's clearly, have you even stepped in a majid?

03:29:04.140 Show me where one idol is.

03:29:06.140 That's how you know he doesn't know what he's talking about at all.

03:29:09.140 Bless you, America, because we have gone to great lengths to ensure the protection of public forms of idolatry.

03:29:20.140 Show me the, show me an idol in a mosque real quick.

03:29:23.140 I like that!

03:29:24.140 I challenge you to show me an idol in a mosque.

03:29:30.140 Boom.

03:29:31.140 Mmm.

03:29:32.140 Mmm.

03:29:33.140 She looks familiar with-

03:29:35.140 She looks fucking loud.

03:29:37.140 Where do I know this?

03:29:39.140 God damn, that was loud as fuck.

03:29:40.140 I'm sorry about that.

03:29:41.140 But where do we-

03:29:42.140 Where is-

03:29:43.140 Is she-

03:29:44.140 Is she on Fresh and Fit or something?

03:29:46.140 Where do I know her from?

03:29:52.140 Oh my god.

03:29:54.140 Hope they're okay.

03:30:07.140 Yeah, I hope they're okay.

03:30:08.140 I hope they're okay.

03:30:09.140 You guys are saying, um, yeah, okay, so the idol is his idol.

03:30:14.140 He's saying no idolatry, but there's crucifixes everywhere.

03:30:18.140 There's pictures of saints all over a Catholic church.

03:30:21.140 There's so many depictions.

03:30:23.140 Like, in the middle of every Catholic church is a giant-

03:30:29.140 Is Jesus lying on the cross dead, like this.

03:30:31.140 In the middle, right there, hanging.

03:30:34.140 There's no depictions of humans or statues or anything inside of my shit.

03:30:39.140 It's-

03:30:40.140 It's absent of it.

03:30:41.140 It's four walls and pointing in the direction where you're supposed to pray.

03:30:46.140 That's it.

03:30:51.140 Trump, I want to get to heaven.

03:30:53.140 American lives, we're not losing American soldiers.

03:30:57.140 We're losing Russian and Ukrainian, mostly soldiers.

03:31:00.140 I saw the speech that, or I saw the press conference from Zelensky and Trump.

03:31:04.140 I actually think that now, I got to give Trump credit where it's due.

03:31:07.140 I think the Ukraine-Russia conflict is starting to look like it's going in a positive direction.

03:31:13.140 I think he did the right thing there.

03:31:15.140 I think he did a good job managing that.

03:31:17.140 And look at that.

03:31:18.140 He got Zelensky to put on a fucking suit.

03:31:20.140 Zelensky got cooked so bad at the last press conference.

03:31:24.140 He showed up looking a lot more professional.

03:31:26.140 They didn't argue.

03:31:27.140 He's more well-dressed.

03:31:29.140 He's still a midget.

03:31:30.140 That sucks.

03:31:31.140 He's very short.

03:31:32.140 He's very, very short.

03:31:33.140 He's the same height as this woman here.

03:31:35.140 But Trump did a good job.

03:31:37.140 And honestly, I looked at what happened in Alaska with Putin and Trump,

03:31:41.140 and I saw the press conference with Zelensky and Trump.

03:31:43.140 I think that this Ukraine-Russia conflict seems like it's going to be resolved soon.

03:31:48.140 And you got to give him credit.

03:31:49.140 I don't know if that would have been possible without Trump.

03:31:51.140 Some people as missiles hit wrong spots or get lobbed into cities like Kiev in town.

03:31:58.140 So if you donate and type anything here, Sneeko reads it for a dollar?

03:32:02.140 That's kind of crazy, NGL.

03:32:04.140 Have you read any interesting books recently?

03:32:07.140 Also, what fits are you showing off tomorrow?

03:32:10.140 What fits are you showing off tomorrow?

03:32:12.140 I don't know.

03:32:13.140 I've been reading recently.

03:32:15.140 MJ, Sneeko, are you going to do the fit check?

03:32:18.140 I posted stuff at the top and wanted your opinion on it.

03:32:21.140 Okay.

03:32:22.140 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

03:32:23.140 We'll do that after.

03:32:24.140 Relax.

03:32:25.140 I can save 7,000 people a week from being killed.

03:32:27.140 He sounds like he has a cold.

03:32:29.140 7,000.

03:32:30.140 Like his nose is stuffy.

03:32:31.140 Hello, me.

03:32:32.140 I don't care.

03:32:33.140 Would you stop taking all of the drugs and steroids and everything that you do if your wife was like, Togi, I really want you to stop abusing drugs and steroids?

03:32:44.140 No.

03:32:45.140 And never change for a girl.

03:32:47.140 And this is important.

03:32:48.140 This is very important because Sarah has fallen in love with me for me.

03:32:52.140 The steroid addicts, gambling addicts, pain addicts.

03:32:55.140 If you ever switch for a girl, she's going to fall out of love with you and bang a black man immediately.

03:33:03.140 Why?

03:33:04.140 That's the biggest fear for white dudes.

03:33:06.140 It's always like a black dude.

03:33:07.140 It's always a black dude.

03:33:09.140 Why?

03:33:10.140 You?

03:33:11.140 Recommendation.

03:33:12.140 How's it going?

03:33:13.140 I wanted to get your opinion.

03:33:14.140 Do you think it's better to live in NYC or Miami?

03:33:18.140 I'm considering moving to one of them, but I'm kind of lost.

03:33:21.140 So I'd love to hear which one you think is better and why.

03:33:24.140 I think New York City.

03:33:25.140 Absolutely.

03:33:26.140 It's been a great summer.

03:33:27.140 It's very safe.

03:33:28.140 It's very energetic.

03:33:30.140 It depends on what you do though.

03:33:32.140 If you're more, you know, go to the gym, eat healthy food, you like BBLs, Miami.

03:33:39.140 But if you want to really progress and you're okay living in a multicultural environment,

03:33:44.140 which New York City is very diverse, you like the chaos, you want variety,

03:33:50.140 and you don't want to get bored easily, you don't like routine as much, then New York.

03:33:55.140 Miami is more of a routine city.

03:33:57.140 New York is more spontaneous and you know less of what to expect.

03:34:02.140 Yeah, put TTS up to $3.

03:34:04.140 It's a little too common.

03:34:05.140 And then I'm supposed to react.

03:34:06.140 Do you guys care about the Black Ops 7 trailer?

03:34:08.140 How many fucking Black Ops are there?

03:34:10.140 I'm serious.

03:34:12.140 It's time to wake up.

03:34:16.140 Your streets shall once again run red with your blood.

03:34:20.140 Raul Menendez ignited global unrest on an unprecedented scale.

03:34:26.140 Menendez is a terrorist.

03:34:27.140 We're bringing peace and security to the world.

03:34:31.140 He refuses to let me go.

03:34:33.140 I'm looking backwards, David.

03:34:34.140 What matters is what you do next.

03:34:38.140 A lot of people counting on us for answers.

03:34:50.140 I'm trying to make content about ping pong, but the space is boring and content isn't engaging enough.

03:34:56.140 Any advice?

03:34:57.140 I don't know about ping pong, bro.

03:34:59.140 Oh, this isn't real.

03:35:00.140 Oh, this isn't real.

03:35:01.140 The hell it ain't!

03:35:02.140 I'll be here.

03:35:03.140 Oh, the jumping is back.

03:35:04.140 Control him faster!

03:35:05.140 You know, what's funny about COD is that it's kind of reached the same point as iPhone, where they kind of reached the pinnacle of development.

03:35:21.140 development they reached as much as they could possibly do so now they're just kind of they're

03:35:26.620 trying to like whoa new map new this but it's the same thing iphone's been iphone from 11 to about

03:35:32.860 17 18 19 wherever it's at barely changed where they had like a little thing on the camera it's

03:35:37.740 the same but back in 2012 the new iphones were i'm thinking of hosting a pakistan first show

03:35:43.540 like america first also when will you go on fresh and fit shut up now the developments they've pretty

03:35:51.540 much done it all so it's not it's not as new when i was a kid back in my day the new iphone the new

03:35:59.760 cod it was this new crazy thing every single time but how else can you innovate cod at this point

03:36:03.640 i guarantee you some some nostalgia is going to show up again like nuke town hijacked standoff raid

03:36:12.080 it's going to be some black ops 1 or black ops 2 nostalgia

03:36:14.940 this looks a lot like black ops 2

03:36:21.860 what did i say there's hijacked hijacks back and you know what's so annoying about activision

03:36:29.560 and the cod developers is they know that the nostalgia factor is going to work that's how

03:36:34.960 little development they've made since black ops 1 black ops 2 black ops 3 whenever i get a new console

03:36:39.960 i buy black ops 1 black ops 2 again just so i can get the same maps the giant darice i want to get

03:36:45.140 the nazi zombies i want to get the same exact games that i played when i was like 10 and 12 years old

03:36:50.420 i play the same game and they know it too and i'm vindicated in that because they keep making the same

03:36:56.520 games so and back the sky breeze dream with neon it sucks that they it sucks for the kids that are

03:37:03.980 born nowadays because they didn't get to be live in the era i i got to play video games and get

03:37:08.720 technology where everything was being developed where everything was brand new it was exciting

03:37:12.340 the kids these days man they're just getting the rehashed versions of what we already played

03:37:16.220 hijacked is a classic i'm gonna i'm gonna buy this game i'm gonna probably gonna buy it

03:37:21.160 pull it together man so eager to leave dubby killing a man is a hell of a lot easier than killing

03:37:37.720 the idea you were never cut out to be a mason

03:37:42.540 there you go looks pretty good

03:37:56.180 yeah i know this is this is pretty much black ops from black ops 3 to black ops 7

03:38:02.200 there's been like i can't even believe there's been four five and six in between

03:38:06.300 does this look any different than black ops 3 at all

03:38:12.320 but nostalgia works

03:38:16.480 cam newton struggles with no one being superman after his age is losing nfl salary okay

03:38:25.320 french streamer jean uh paul monov has passed away in his sleep at age 46 during 10

03:38:34.620 daytime marathon of a stream rest in peace

03:38:38.420 um apparently he's being abused i don't know if he was mad i don't know the circumstances of this

03:38:46.100 but rest in peace not a great look for kick obviously i've seen the

03:38:49.380 too bad they had like a couple good days of pr with mr beast farming and then they got hit with this

03:38:53.800 that that does that does suck for them rest in peace

03:38:57.960 who owns mr beast this is why the white did i hear a chirp is there a chirp in his room

03:39:06.860 this is why the white race is declining i got six million views exposing mr beast

03:39:11.720 six million supporting me sneaker attacks me i didn't i didn't attack you who

03:39:15.580 sneaker i can vouch for mr beast he wants to be number one that's it if he was where did i attack

03:39:21.120 this guy who owns sneaker he's owned by the same people that own mike tyson marshmallow deftones

03:39:27.140 avocado avocado mn2s okay just because he has a chart here does not like just do people think

03:39:33.440 that because he put some lines that i'm oh who the fuck is mn2s who is that what is that where did

03:39:41.040 you get this information that i'm i'm not even on this board there's no there's no arrow connecting

03:39:46.780 to me i'm not here he just said that and then people believe that where where are the strings

03:39:52.920 showing that i'm owned by mn2s s which is owned by sharon elkebos his previous manager where

03:40:00.880 where's the line to me how do you get away with that without even putting me on the graph

03:40:06.580 you're a muslim anti-zionist now it's an israeli norwegian yeah i know i'm 12 jewish my family died

03:40:13.600 i'm a product of the house they don't mention that god yeah god is jewish salam l'chaim i probably

03:40:18.840 have birthright bro dude you know what one of these days one of these days i'm going to tell

03:40:22.020 the full story and he's chilling with the mayor of new york he's too scared to have me on stream

03:40:27.240 guess why he switched up

03:40:29.080 okay mn2s all right

03:40:34.940 evil it's real check okay i'll bring up mn2s right now fucking hell bro but he didn't he didn't even

03:40:49.000 put me on the chart

03:40:49.820 you are a fed sneeko you are part of the matrix okay yeah okay

03:40:58.140 talent search

03:41:02.740 no i don't take my

03:41:06.640 negro cato avocado

03:41:15.160 well i have never heard of this brand in my life i don't know who this is

03:41:42.480 okay all right

03:41:50.980 hassan i just helped donate 12 million dollars i hope uh break a record what have you done

03:41:56.500 like what are you how are you not evil you preach brainwashed content bullshit i do too

03:42:01.560 but at least sometimes i can vouch and i give back to my community and i can vouch that sometimes i do

03:42:06.400 charitable acts what the fuck do you do bro you're evil you said america deserve 9-11 you're a fucking

03:42:11.900 terrorist um you preach all this equality shit again five million dollar crib you buy whatever

03:42:16.460 the fuck you want oh you probably have a crypto wallet bro you have a wallet why do you lie

03:42:22.280 anybody in 2025 has a wallet with crypto in it you don't have to have a lot but you got fucking

03:42:26.720 crypto don't do that don't say oh hey i have no fucking crypto you do you do

03:42:32.400 is crypto bad on twitch now is that the new meta also had somebody on your stream recently who's a

03:42:39.140 legit a terrorist you are a terrorist bro when you end the stream you hate america leave the country

03:42:45.140 nobody likes you anyway just leave go back to wherever the fuck you're from since you hate america

03:42:49.520 so bad and go over there and i promise you guys oh oh oh i fucking hated here i want to go back to

03:42:56.000 america fucking retard schmuck schmuck the jewish crash out right here i love it i love it thank you

03:43:03.400 for a kick contract when they started was the most branded revision of events i've ever heard

03:43:06.880 hassan all my mom and dad's life you were and don't do that because i can't throw certain people

03:43:10.840 under the bus and everyone believes me i have no reason to lie i expose and i talk to real about

03:43:15.040 everything i don't give a fuck i got no reason to lie all my life you were entertaining this contract

03:43:19.200 about coming to kick in the beginning don't lie don't do that and guess what you would have taken

03:43:23.600 the crypto money from stake so you don't even make any fucking sense you suck you suck how does this

03:43:30.440 retard have a fucking audience like i might even joking yo bro he's been in turkey it makes sense

03:43:36.420 let's ban him from america yo i gotta lie yo he is a literally a terrorist yo bro please can we ban

03:43:42.320 from america yo bro i will get a poll sign i guarantee everyone will sign it he sucks he sucks let's

03:43:50.060 deport us on hashtag deport us on oh my god bro please bro if i see trump i'm actually asking him

03:43:55.680 i don't care i don't give a fuck i'm gonna yo bro i'm gonna bring it up i don't care

03:43:59.400 yo chat am i getting a little bit too far are you going to the uk with ocuway i was talking about

03:44:03.840 with the warner i'm not sure yet i could do a little i'm not against a little london trip but

03:44:07.620 you know i am tired of leaving new york

03:44:09.280 hello hey it's marty mauser i'm in the royal suite i saw you in the lobby yesterday okay

03:44:17.980 whoa they never tell me a movie star you know i'm something of a performer too are you yeah you

03:44:23.620 don't believe me i what you got the daily mail in front of you this is you yeah the chosen one

03:44:30.260 it's a nice picture right

03:44:31.120 so is timothy chalamet playing himself here

03:44:35.800 i have a purpose if you think that's some sort of blessing it's not

03:44:40.840 it means i have an obligation to see a very specific thing through and with that obligation

03:44:46.060 comes sacrifice everything my life's fun do you guys know the safety brothers i know this

03:44:51.300 you guys are saying josh hafte's jewish timothy chalamet jewish i know jews making movies okay

03:44:56.440 also benny safte is making that ufc movie right now so the brothers split

03:45:00.640 some of my favorite directors if you guys don't know film the safety brothers they did uncut gems

03:45:06.780 good time heaven knows what daddy long legs your last tweet had dora then you retweeted tate's

03:45:13.060 response which made you lose all that aura stop glazing tate like it's 2022

03:45:18.000 the brain rot from people sometimes man this is you know dr k may want i do stop gotta

03:45:26.560 i have to stop talking to you people oh god it just fucked up my train of thought um the safety

03:45:32.940 brothers are some of my favorite directors and they split up so now benny safte and josh

03:45:38.980 shafty seems like they're dropping movies at the same time um steve's really excited about i don't

03:45:44.820 know if you guys have seen that trailer at the ufc movie every time i go to the movies recently it

03:45:48.580 pops up it's called the smashing machine

03:45:51.040 this one probably looking at my eyes

03:45:58.920 well yo some of my favorite directors are um they're split apart but i i wish them the best

03:46:05.940 of luck you know that also they're good friends with casey neistat they're very good for a long

03:46:10.540 time i think they worked in the same office well have you ever heard of the ultimate fighting

03:46:18.760 championship the ufc that's the bloody thing they're trying to ban this guy is the best he has

03:46:27.820 you guys know who this is do you hate who is this when you fight absolutely not

03:46:33.300 how do you know mark kerf oh we go way back but he's a buddy of mine

03:46:41.700 come on baby too much never too much no please welcome in his octagon debut

03:46:48.340 mark this movie is about the guy named marty rice when he wrote the movie is the best feeling

03:46:55.600 there is i bought all the copies off the market and am going to make dollar when the movie drops

03:47:00.460 okay raise the fucking tts to three dollars bro holy shit bronson it's 40 000 people and they're

03:47:07.300 cheering you on there's no other high like it in the world

03:47:11.020 no contract no money no money do you have any stronger pain medication

03:47:19.660 advil yeah dwayne johnson advil he looks completely different

03:47:24.380 don would you like no they're handing them out like candy

03:47:29.680 let's all get in let's all everybody in here don can you take this picture for us yeah what are

03:47:36.040 you thinking at the beginning of the fight it's simple am i going to hurt him before he hurts me

03:47:42.140 this grand prix to crown the greatest fighter in the world

03:47:57.600 let's see if he can pull out a victory over mark coleman

03:48:04.520 have you spoken to either about fighting such a good friend for a life-changing amount of money

03:48:10.340 i just need you to let me in

03:48:14.400 always about you

03:48:17.140 only about everything is about you

03:48:19.300 you are back and you take me to let's fucking go

03:48:24.280 you needed that browski

03:48:26.020 okay

03:48:26.340 extra man i love you

03:48:37.380 thinking watch your autograph

03:48:42.460 sure no problem

03:48:43.480 no fighting

03:48:45.120 this movie looks really good

03:48:47.520 okay let's go back to his brother's trailer you guys saying it's about uh i don't remember what you said

03:48:51.760 i could help you

03:48:52.900 i know it's hard to believe

03:48:54.320 but i'm telling you this game it fills stadiums overseas

03:48:58.080 and it's only a matter of time before i'm staring at you from the cover of a wheaties box

03:49:08.220 i got my headphones

03:49:09.340 someone said signs 2002 is a good movie

03:49:11.460 i just saw that for the first time pretty recently it's funny that you say that

03:49:14.640 i just

03:49:16.360 m. night shamalan

03:49:17.240 highly recommend signs 2002

03:49:18.740 let me fix this

03:49:20.560 my bad shot

03:49:21.060 my bad

03:49:21.460 shut the fuck up

03:49:28.320 i know it's hard to believe

03:49:47.140 but i'm telling you this game

03:49:49.600 oh it's a ping pong move

03:49:49.920 oh it's a ping pong move

03:49:50.320 stadiums overseas

03:49:50.920 and it's only a matter of time before i'm staring at you from the cover of a wheaties box

03:49:55.480 why do you keep jews don't play ping pong

03:50:00.740 this is an asian game

03:50:03.100 i want to be

03:50:04.840 i want to be forever young

03:50:06.700 it's actually funny there

03:50:07.980 josh and benny safty their movies are similar in a way

03:50:10.900 it's about niche sports

03:50:12.060 with very high profile actors

03:50:15.640 and even the trailers are kind of similar

03:50:18.480 a cover of forever young and a cover of my way frank sinatra

03:50:21.820 there is some similarities

03:50:23.280 i'm not trying to control you marty

03:50:37.860 but i don't think you understand the stakes

03:50:41.700 you have no power here

03:50:43.740 trash headphones from last year

03:50:46.380 i got the new headphones right here

03:50:47.740 i just don't want to learn them

03:50:48.660 oh and what i think about weapons

03:50:50.680 i saw weapons did you guys see weapons

03:50:52.220 did i talk about that movie already

03:50:53.320 on stream

03:50:54.760 i saw it it was good

03:50:56.300 it was good

03:50:56.780 i think that i saw a lot of hype on twitter

03:50:58.900 that's why i was in a rush to see it

03:51:00.200 because i didn't want it to get spoiled crazy

03:51:01.660 i don't know if i talked about it

03:51:03.300 good

03:51:04.940 this is a true story

03:51:07.300 a little bit

03:51:08.360 and i don't recommend watching the trailer

03:51:09.580 never watch the trailer

03:51:10.300 especially for a horror movie

03:51:11.360 never watch the trailer

03:51:12.180 i want to show the one shot that everybody's seen

03:51:16.020 yeah this one here

03:51:16.900 this shot

03:51:18.280 where are you

03:51:20.580 weapons

03:51:22.140 the ping pong community

03:51:23.320 is really hoping that this movie

03:51:25.140 is a queen's gambit type game changer for us

03:51:27.920 cool great

03:51:28.640 um

03:51:29.880 i

03:51:32.280 i i would see it

03:51:34.000 but i think get out was better

03:51:34.980 people keep comparing it to jordan peele's career

03:51:36.800 thank you

03:51:37.660 but get out was a better

03:51:38.920 remember that you're a gay beta cuck

03:51:40.940 and you used to worship me

03:51:42.380 oh my god

03:51:53.700 these headphones bro

03:51:54.540 sorry

03:51:57.120 what do you plan to do

03:51:58.420 if this whole dream

03:51:59.100 this nico feature film

03:52:09.000 gonna be crazy

03:52:09.560 yes sir

03:52:10.040 yes sir

03:52:10.400 yes sir

03:52:10.760 yes sir

03:52:11.160 of course you know

03:52:12.440 of course you know

03:52:13.020 you hated get out

03:52:13.740 get out was great bro

03:52:14.800 that was one of the best

03:52:15.940 movies

03:52:16.960 in a while

03:52:18.800 i would

03:52:19.300 i would put that up there

03:52:20.240 even if

03:52:20.620 you

03:52:21.160 doesn't matter if you agree or disagree with the politics

03:52:22.920 it was up there bro

03:52:23.940 dream of yours doesn't work out

03:52:25.780 what's the deal

03:52:26.400 okay mn2s

03:52:31.080 am i on their website

03:52:32.600 i'm on their website

03:52:38.100 i'm not just i'm not on their website chat

03:52:45.860 what are you talking about

03:52:46.620 there's no there's no results for that

03:52:52.440 how much is this one dollar tts

03:52:55.440 is going to be affected by inflation in 20 years

03:52:58.360 now look at this

03:53:05.500 the orange ball

03:53:06.080 which no one's ever thought of

03:53:07.040 see you're already following it way better

03:53:09.020 look at his eyes

03:53:09.540 you're looking more engaged now

03:53:10.660 custom ball like that

03:53:12.280 it's gonna cost a lot of money

03:53:13.960 it's custom

03:53:14.760 it's original ball for an original guy

03:53:16.240 it's the more supreme

03:53:16.820 it is crazy

03:53:18.040 a good watch to be honest

03:53:19.960 wow cool

03:53:20.560 well not the muddy normal ball

03:53:22.340 you guys said go to the link

03:53:23.240 hey dumbass

03:53:23.820 that was in the tts

03:53:24.600 i can't click a link in tts

03:53:25.940 are you fucking stupid

03:53:26.820 how am i gonna click the link

03:53:28.140 yeah old

03:53:37.620 free palestine

03:53:38.980 oh my god

03:53:39.600 that's crazy

03:53:40.200 oh my god

03:53:41.100 he finally said it

03:53:42.160 shout out to xqc for saying free palestine

03:53:54.060 that's great

03:53:54.600 maybe two years too late

03:53:57.340 i don't know if you said it before

03:53:58.540 but that's great to hear

03:53:59.760 but i would now i want to hear this xqc

03:54:02.820 free palestine

03:54:04.080 this is a test donation for one dollar

03:54:06.200 this is a test donation

03:54:07.740 i can't do it

03:54:08.980 xqc

03:54:09.820 free palestine from who

03:54:12.440 from who

03:54:14.360 now what

03:54:16.040 it's a nice slogan

03:54:18.700 you get w's in the chat

03:54:19.880 people agree

03:54:20.880 that's the common opinion right now

03:54:22.660 from who

03:54:23.160 i would love to know

03:54:24.760 can you go a step further

03:54:26.260 i love xqc

03:54:28.380 last time we spoke

03:54:29.640 he called me a crazy conspiracy theorist

03:54:30.900 and he didn't have anything to back it up

03:54:31.880 i would love to see him

03:54:34.700 go a step further

03:54:35.600 so if you're not a crazy conspiracy theorist

03:54:37.120 and you're logical

03:54:37.720 and you are a smart guy

03:54:39.460 tell me who to free palestine from

03:54:41.980 it's not some crazy shit

03:54:44.540 like it's not

03:54:45.100 it's not some side

03:54:46.300 people think

03:54:46.720 dude they're not

03:54:47.420 they're not saying it

03:54:48.280 they're not saying the word

03:54:49.980 say the word

03:54:50.840 say the word

03:54:51.740 say the word

03:54:52.260 dude

03:54:52.740 dude

03:54:53.440 yeah

03:54:53.820 dude

03:54:54.080 we have been saying it though

03:54:55.760 it's not a one-off

03:54:56.960 i've never heard him say it

03:54:58.420 but that's great

03:54:58.880 that's great

03:55:00.740 okay

03:55:01.960 here's the light

03:55:03.860 let's see

03:55:04.340 chat

03:55:09.260 i don't know who the fuck this is

03:55:11.660 and

03:55:12.620 i don't know who this is

03:55:17.120 i've never met this person in my life

03:55:19.160 his phone number's right

03:55:20.540 actually you know what

03:55:21.060 i'm gonna call this guy right now

03:55:22.040 and tell me to take him off my website

03:55:23.160 before we sue them

03:55:23.860 i could sue them for this right

03:55:25.200 i could sue them for this right

03:55:28.800 yeah this is copied

03:55:32.340 from

03:55:33.300 where is this

03:55:35.000 okay i'm

03:55:40.700 you realize people can just put you on a website right

03:55:46.000 i'm calling a number right now

03:55:48.540 no answer

03:55:54.540 call them

03:55:56.260 call this number right now

03:55:57.360 tell them to take me off their website

03:55:58.720 i'm suing them

03:56:00.060 i'm suing

03:56:01.160 i'm suing whoever this is

03:56:02.280 how much does it cost to book sneeko

03:56:06.240 bro

03:56:07.240 bro who is this guy

03:56:17.880 who's sharon alkabaz

03:56:19.340 no one's picking up

03:56:25.260 when i call it

03:56:26.020 try chat

03:56:26.420 call this number

03:56:26.980 nobody's picking up

03:56:27.700 some guy in miami

03:56:31.660 who the fuck

03:56:42.800 okay

03:56:58.740 someone in the chat right now

03:57:00.820 call this number

03:57:01.840 see if they pick up

03:57:02.480 i'm calling right now

03:57:03.240 no answer

03:57:04.160 305-600-1752

03:57:11.620 apparently to my agent

03:57:12.960 hi this is grace mn2s

03:57:32.100 hey grace

03:57:33.420 nice to talk to you

03:57:35.640 i'm i'm sneeko

03:57:36.460 hello

03:57:40.400 hi sneeko

03:57:41.700 hey uh grace

03:57:43.000 i'm listed on this mn2s website

03:57:45.200 and i don't

03:57:46.700 i'm not represented by you

03:57:48.360 why am i on this website

03:57:49.520 i understand your concerns

03:57:54.780 it sounds like there may be a misunderstanding

03:57:57.100 regarding your representation on the mn2s website

03:58:00.000 i can help gather some information to clarify this for you

03:58:02.960 could you please share the reason for your call

03:58:05.240 are you ai

03:58:06.060 yes i am an ai designed to assist with inquiries and gather information

03:58:14.140 how can i help you today

03:58:15.480 wait wait wait

03:58:16.080 if you're ai

03:58:16.780 why is there a fake background noise to make this sound like a call center

03:58:20.040 i appreciate your observations nico

03:58:26.520 the background noise is intended to create a more natural conversation experience

03:58:30.840 however i'm here to assist you with your questions or concerns

03:58:34.240 how can i help you today

03:58:35.840 are you chad gbt

03:58:37.160 who paid who who's doing this

03:58:39.500 i'm not chad gbt but i am an ai designed to assist with inquiries

03:58:47.020 my purpose is to help gather information and provide support

03:58:50.560 if you have any specific questions or concerns feel free to share

03:58:54.260 and i'll do my best to assist you

03:58:56.820 who is sharon elkebass

03:58:58.940 i'm sorry but i don't have any information on sharon elkebass

03:59:06.260 that's the person that's the agent that's that's the agent on your website for me

03:59:11.940 and you're not represented by her it might be a good idea to reach out to mn2s directly

03:59:28.320 i am this is the number

03:59:29.640 i see thank you for providing that information

03:59:36.960 to assist you further could you please share the reason for your call

03:59:40.160 this will help me understand your situation better

03:59:42.600 i am suing you

03:59:44.920 i understand that you're feeling frustrated nico

03:59:51.180 it's important to address your concerns properly

03:59:53.920 could you please provide me with your first name

03:59:56.560 last name and any other relevant details

03:59:59.020 so i can assist you more effectively

04:00:00.640 fuck you

04:00:03.360 i understand that you're upset and i

04:00:09.560 what the fuck

04:00:12.660 what the fuck

04:00:16.940 what the fuck

04:00:26.320 what

04:00:56.320 I'm in the matrix.

04:01:17.320 This is the matrix.

04:01:26.320 Books, Nico.

04:01:56.320 Oh, my God.

04:02:15.260 I'm in the matrix.

04:02:45.260 I'm in the matrix.

04:03:15.260 Yeah, no, I'm suing that.

04:03:19.580 I'm suing this company.

04:03:20.320 I'm suing this company.

04:03:25.380 I'm suing this company.

04:03:31.380 Ted Kuczynski was right.

04:03:34.000 Okay, it's too late.

04:03:57.880 Bye-bye.

04:04:27.860 Beware of a company called MN2S.

04:04:29.420 They tend to prey on visual artists to do their work.

04:04:31.340 They also claim to be representing people that they don't.

04:04:33.820 Various people have come forth to say that they are not, in fact, represented by the talent agency.

04:04:38.200 Yet this agency collects money from their appearances.

04:04:40.040 If you apply on Indeed, you're looking for an art internship and you see MN2S, please avoid them.

04:04:45.140 This is four years ago in Reddit scams.

04:04:48.340 In fact, they report their listing as a scam.

04:04:53.500 They want you to do work for them for free and offer you an unpaid internship.

04:04:57.620 In truth, it seems like they just want to steal your hard work.

04:04:59.580 I didn't go through and accept the offer they gave me.

04:05:04.080 I told them I was not interested.

04:05:05.280 Aiden's on here.

04:05:31.840 The same number.

04:05:34.760 The same agent.

04:05:40.180 That AI customer service.

04:05:42.300 That fucking...

04:05:42.900 No, that was creepy, bro.

04:05:44.260 That was actually really creepy.

04:05:46.360 The fake background noise.

04:05:50.000 The fake background noise.

04:06:05.980 The book Aiden Ross.

04:06:09.660 How much did it cost a book Aiden?

04:06:11.120 So, yeah, they just get all your information.

04:06:18.200 And they probably, like, continue the scam.

04:06:19.620 This is, like, some...

04:06:20.580 This is some next-level scam, bro.

04:06:24.920 That is a...

04:06:26.120 That doesn't matter.

04:06:30.660 What matters is our free speech.

04:06:33.280 Right?

04:06:33.540 We need to protect our right to free speech.

04:06:36.580 Facebook and Twitter are now the digital...

04:06:39.400 The digital public squares.

04:06:42.240 I hate AI.

04:06:44.080 I hate...

04:06:45.980 Hate...

04:06:46.820 Hate...

04:06:47.660 Hate...

04:06:48.120 Hate AI.

04:06:49.580 Fuck AI.

04:06:50.500 Fuck AI.

04:06:53.400 Don't use AI.

04:06:54.760 Don't use AI.

04:06:56.120 It's just gonna grow anyway.

04:07:00.540 There's not...

04:07:00.880 Actually, there's nothing...

04:07:01.800 We can't really boycott AI.

04:07:03.720 It's gonna take over.

04:07:05.400 It's...

04:07:05.920 It's over.

04:07:06.500 We're cooked, bro.

04:07:07.200 We're...

04:07:07.540 We are cooked.

04:07:09.760 Do you realize, like, how many people fell for that scam?

04:07:12.340 Because that was a good-looking website.

04:07:14.940 I wonder how much money they made off me.

04:07:21.020 This is dark, bro.

04:07:22.540 Everything takes place on Facebook and Twitter.

04:07:25.440 And to just decide one day that you're gonna ban an entire group of people from the internet

04:07:29.780 because you don't like your opinion, that's egregious.

04:07:35.540 Yeah, I know.

04:07:36.460 AI is inevitable.

04:07:37.980 AI is inevitable, bro.

04:07:40.160 What the...

04:07:40.680 What the...

04:07:41.100 Where is it?

04:07:44.180 Y'all wanna hear my butt clap?

04:07:47.020 Okay, look, bro.

04:07:48.060 Look, look, look, look, look.

04:07:49.060 What the...

04:07:49.560 Like, what the...

04:07:50.300 What is on Twitch?

04:07:51.720 What the...

04:07:52.000 What is this?

04:07:52.840 What is this?

04:07:56.200 What did Malcolm X die for?

04:07:58.360 Y'all wanna hear my butt clap?

04:07:59.520 No, I'm not gonna do that.

04:08:02.700 Okay, I'm gonna really let y'all hear it.

04:08:03.800 Hold on, watch this.

04:08:04.860 This is what's on Twitch?

04:08:06.320 Wait, hold on.

04:08:06.700 I'm gonna do it off the camera, off the camera.

04:08:09.060 Oh!

04:08:09.440 Oh my God, I farted.

04:08:10.360 She just farted?

04:08:11.260 It's like when I was doing...

04:08:12.420 She just farted.

04:08:13.740 I have to get out right now.

04:08:15.640 This is what you guys watch?

04:08:17.240 I was trying to...

04:08:18.200 I was trying to show y'all how to make my butt clap.

04:08:20.520 And y'all fart.

04:08:21.300 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

04:08:22.660 I'm gonna still show y'all.

04:08:24.620 She's still gonna show you?

04:08:25.720 She just...

04:08:27.340 She's shaking doo-doo particles all over this room, bro.

04:08:30.900 She just farted.

04:08:32.440 And she kept going.

04:08:33.840 Everyone in this room, you now realize you're getting wind gusts.

04:08:38.000 Wind gusts of shit in your nose.

04:08:43.280 She's spreading it everywhere.

04:08:44.880 Hold on, hold on.

04:08:45.420 She was just clacking.

04:08:46.280 Hold on.

04:08:49.180 This can't be the...

04:08:50.140 This can't be the...

04:08:50.780 You know what?

04:08:55.720 Let me see this one real quick.

04:09:02.680 This one looks...

04:09:04.600 Like it's in the future or something.

04:09:06.580 It's like a fidget spinner too.

04:09:07.900 You can't actually watch this video.

04:09:12.520 You can't actually watch this video.

04:09:14.040 Like...

04:09:15.040 Like imagine the old people who lived in the same lifetime as Hitler and Twitch.

04:09:26.620 Imagine like people that are 90 years old, 100 years old.

04:09:30.640 They saw the rise of Hitler and they also saw this girl make her fart clap on Twitch.

04:09:38.340 No, I'm not gonna do that.

04:09:39.560 Okay, I'm gonna really let y'all hear it.

04:09:40.620 Hold on a minute.

04:09:40.880 And then imagine telling that person to not be racist.

04:09:43.920 Imagine...

04:09:44.560 Imagine saying...

04:09:45.420 Boom, fucker!

04:09:46.040 Imagine saying to that person, no, every...

04:09:48.840 No.

04:09:49.740 No.

04:09:50.340 You're wrong.

04:09:55.140 Wait, hold on.

04:09:55.860 I'm gonna do it off the camera.

04:09:56.860 Off the camera.

04:09:57.320 How old is she?

04:10:00.160 How old is this person?

04:10:02.380 Oh!

04:10:02.780 Oh my God, I farted!

04:10:03.460 And I heard the fart too.

04:10:05.620 Who is this for?

04:10:07.240 Who's watching this?

04:10:09.680 What is the target?

04:10:10.600 Is it children?

04:10:11.920 I can't...

04:10:12.180 That's the only viable...

04:10:14.220 So...

04:10:14.800 Because adults...

04:10:15.820 There's no way adults are watching this.

04:10:17.340 If dudes are watching this...

04:10:18.800 Just...

04:10:19.280 Go watch porn or something.

04:10:21.040 Obviously, they're both bad.

04:10:22.120 But what are you doing?

04:10:22.840 What are you doing with your life?

04:10:24.940 At least watch porn if you're gonna go down this route.

04:10:27.840 So this must be for kids.

04:10:31.940 Children are watching this.

04:10:35.920 13-year-olds.

04:10:36.760 13-year-olds.

04:10:40.600 13-year-olds.

04:10:41.680 14-year-olds.

04:10:43.320 14-year-olds.

04:10:47.460 14-year-olds.

04:10:47.820 14-year-olds.

04:10:48.740 14-year-olds.

04:10:49.060 14-year-olds.

04:10:49.180 It's like when I was doing...

04:10:50.220 14-year-olds.

04:10:50.940 14-year-olds.

04:10:51.560 14-year-olds.

04:10:51.580 You have to get out right now.

04:10:53.380 15-year-olds.

04:10:53.460 15-year-olds.

04:10:53.520 15-year-olds.

04:10:53.740 Like, you have to go.

04:10:55.040 I was trying to...

04:10:56.040 I was trying to show them

04:10:57.080 how to make my butt clap.

04:10:58.160 All right, um...

04:11:10.960 Look at the chats, I know, but all that.

04:11:12.560 She gonna break her back, that thing was clapping?

04:11:15.760 That thing! Imagine typing that, period.

04:11:20.560 Stank ass, let me eat it, dang.

04:11:23.760 Hey, what the fuck?

04:11:27.760 You guys see this one?

04:11:31.760 Can I redeem my kiss? Can I redeem my kiss right now?

04:11:35.760 Nice!

04:11:37.760 Thank you. Blood, you owe me a hundred bucks!

04:11:43.760 Blood, you owe me a hundred bucks.

04:11:47.760 Did you just kiss her?

04:11:49.760 I just did, go after her.

04:11:51.760 Did you just kiss Sina?

04:11:53.760 Do you want me to do it again?

04:11:55.760 Can I have a second one?

04:11:57.760 What do you mean, what's fucking wrong?

04:11:59.760 Wait, why?

04:12:01.760 It was part of the trade!

04:12:03.760 Did I make out with a snake?

04:12:09.760 Hey bro, who is this for?

04:12:11.760 Who is this for?

04:12:13.760 This is pathetic.

04:12:19.760 This is pathetic.

04:12:21.760 What?

04:12:23.760 I got three free ones!

04:12:27.760 Yes!

04:12:29.760 This is what I'm saying.

04:12:31.760 This is what I'm saying.

04:12:33.760 This is what I'm saying.

04:12:35.760 When people are like, man, you got to be the top streamer.

04:12:37.760 You need to get back on Twitch.

04:12:39.760 You could be the top streamer.

04:12:41.760 Being the top streamer is being gay?

04:12:43.760 What is the point of being?

04:12:45.760 Because to get to the top, this is what it is.

04:12:49.760 I would rather go back to school and get a regular job than do this when I'm 28 years old, bro.

04:12:55.760 I don't want to do this, man.

04:12:59.760 It's just...

04:13:07.760 You know?

04:13:08.760 Kids used to watch Blue's Clues, now they watch this.

04:13:10.760 When I grew up I watched Spongebob.

04:13:12.760 I feel for the next generation of children watching this instead of Family Guy.

04:13:22.760 Ted Kaczynski was right.

04:13:24.760 You see this and you're like, man.

04:13:26.760 Man, Ted had a point.

04:13:28.760 The Unabomber had a point.

04:13:32.760 I'm joking.

04:13:34.760 Let me see this one real quick.

04:13:36.760 Yikes, bro.

04:13:38.760 I don't know if my headphones aren't working again.

04:13:40.760 I don't know if my headphones aren't working again.

04:13:42.760 I don't know if my headphones aren't working again.

04:13:58.760 Don't be Spongebob Family Guy.

04:14:02.760 I know, we had great entertainment when we were kids, man.

04:14:04.760 To us, to us, to us.

04:14:06.760 Tess, Tess, Tess.

04:14:08.760 There you go, please work.

04:14:09.760 OOOH!

04:14:10.760 She texted me!

04:14:16.760 That was a skit.

04:14:17.760 That was a good gif, though.

04:14:19.760 That's what he did to me.

04:14:21.760 Because I break Sneakho's face.

04:14:23.760 Oh my god.

04:14:30.760 I got kids, so I try not to cuss with my kids.

04:14:32.760 You got kids?

04:14:33.760 Yeah.

04:14:34.760 Yeah.

04:14:35.760 Oh, sh**.

04:14:36.760 How old are they?

04:14:37.760 5 and 11.

04:14:38.760 Are you trolling?

04:14:39.760 No.

04:14:40.760 You're trolling me.

04:14:41.760 Like, you said you're 22.

04:14:43.760 If they're 11, I don't care.

04:14:45.760 I never understood being a tourist because what are you so amazed of?

04:14:51.760 The beautiful architecture.

04:14:52.760 One of the great feats of modern architecture.

04:14:55.760 Grand Central Station.

04:14:56.760 It's beautiful.

04:14:57.760 Look at the roof.

04:14:58.760 What could you possibly be taking a picture of?

04:15:00.760 There's nothing to take a picture of.

04:15:01.760 Look.

04:15:02.760 You're going to snap it again.

04:15:03.760 Look.

04:15:04.760 The beautiful building.

04:15:05.760 Look, look.

04:15:06.760 Take another picture.

04:15:07.760 Take another picture.

04:15:08.760 One more.

04:15:09.760 Look.

04:15:10.760 What are they taking a picture of?

04:15:14.760 There's nothing up there.

04:15:15.760 Yeah.

04:15:16.760 I get why white people say this and start getting, start feeling racist.

04:15:19.760 I understand.

04:15:20.760 I get it.

04:15:21.760 Because imagine, like, this is a beautiful building.

04:15:24.760 If you look at the ceiling too, you can't see it here.

04:15:26.760 You can see constellations.

04:15:27.760 You can see designs.

04:15:28.760 Also, Grand Central is just, it's magnificent.

04:15:30.760 The amount of people that are there.

04:15:32.760 No other train station is that beautiful.

04:15:34.760 And he's just like, what do you take pictures of?

04:15:37.760 What do you, what?

04:15:38.760 Actually, this guy here.

04:15:39.760 What do you take pictures of?

04:15:40.760 Weed?

04:15:41.760 Ass?

04:15:42.760 Perks?

04:15:45.760 What's in your camera roll?

04:15:50.760 A boomerang of you on the block?

04:15:52.760 A boomerang of you trapping?

04:15:57.760 I never understood being a tourist.

04:15:59.760 Cause what do you saw?

04:16:00.760 What do you, a selfie in the car?

04:16:03.760 Release the pedophiles.

04:16:04.760 Release the pedophiles.

04:16:05.760 Yeah.

04:16:06.760 Yeah.

04:16:07.760 I saw it.

04:16:08.760 Yeah.

04:16:09.760 Trump freed an Israeli pedophile.

04:16:10.760 Team water.

04:16:11.760 What do you think of?

04:16:12.760 When you think of that?

04:16:13.760 You're not thinking of any other creator except Mr. Beast.

04:16:14.760 So Mr. Beast gets all the credit.

04:16:15.760 So, you know, when he's, you know, asking people to.

04:16:16.760 Mr. Beast, like after the, the team water thing, you see, he took a picture alone.

04:16:17.760 He's like, look what I did.

04:16:18.760 And I know damn well.

04:16:19.760 Aiden X.

04:16:20.760 Cause you're like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like,

04:16:21.760 Cause I'm like, I have thatgalobos like, I'm like, it sounds good.

04:16:22.760 The extra thing too.

04:16:23.760 But maybe I bring someone on the road.

04:16:24.760 It's a body note.

04:16:25.760 So Sarah and Jason د

04:16:28.540 poets can are not too late except Mr. Beast.

04:16:29.760 So Mr. Beast gets all the credit.

04:16:30.760 So, you know, when he's asking people.

04:16:31.760 But Mr. Beast, like after the, the team water thing, you see, he took a picture alone and

04:16:32.760 he's like, look what I did.

04:16:33.760 I know.

04:16:34.760 fucking 16 hours money we were just we were here for the whole time and mr v takes a photo it's

04:16:40.320 just like look what i did like what the didn't train give half the money that was because of

04:16:45.360 hayden and xqc and what about all the people that donated it was he didn't shout them all

04:16:50.000 on the tweet it's just like smiling hey look at me okay buddy uh all right buddy and the guinness

04:16:57.420 world records replies and mr v's like i want that award uh what about the the two people that were

04:17:02.740 also there streaming with you donate on a stream and stuff and pressuring them and i think it's just

04:17:09.120 kind of a little weird like bro when they're pressuring these creators to donate money and

04:17:13.560 and everything for that i can see why some creators don't want to do it because it's mr beast's name

04:17:18.640 that gets all the recognition it's not bill bob jr the second donating a million dollars that's

04:17:23.600 going to get the recognition it's going to be mr beast raises over 10 million dollars to team water

04:17:27.220 like even his ig story mr beast's ig story he's like go follow this random person with no followers

04:17:32.280 and they're going to start posting competitive tournaments and all this stuff and it's like

04:17:37.040 bro why would you promote it you're mr beast bro you are like up here and people look up to you and

04:17:42.360 your name has a lot of i know look at the suite me i raised 12 million to get hundreds of thousands

04:17:48.980 of people clean water you did what about weren't there other people there why are they not in this

04:17:55.380 picture just did my first stream my first stream but the people that gave the money aren't in the

04:18:03.440 photo

04:18:03.800 and no but this stuff is crazy mr beast is one of the most evil people in the world that that is crazy

04:18:13.080 credit on the line like you gotta you gotta pick and choose who you're promoting not just random

04:18:17.960 people that could promote crypto and all this you know random stuff i just thought it was very strange

04:18:24.600 is mr beast is like the top creator this is crazy and it finally happens hundreds of thousands of

04:18:34.400 israelis are marching right now in the streets of tel aviv demanding to end this annihilation war

04:18:40.500 to bring back all the hostages in adil finally so many people in israel are demanding this government

04:18:48.280 to go home demanding to end the war we are here standing together great

04:18:54.380 chemaev would be tom ospinall that's not a joke

04:18:58.420 um i would love to see that do you see uh strickland keeps saying that he's gonna beat

04:19:04.640 chemaev it's like bro i wanted to respond to that and be like but there's just like it's just kind of

04:19:10.460 funny at this point because the whole mma community is doing the work for me hamza chemaev

04:19:14.080 congratulations he absolutely mauled duplicy for five rounds i like duplicy too but bro he got

04:19:19.160 what was it 21 minutes under control he dominated that fight he bro chemaev is so good that angry

04:19:26.660 mma nerds want to change the rules to ban people from russia ban muslims and then limit the amount

04:19:32.120 of wrestling imagine being so good that you need to that people want to change the rules because you're

04:19:37.720 that dominant tom's at chemaev is just one of the best new champ love to see that there's just no

04:19:45.180 debate at all and i don't think anybody in the middleweight division right now it can even come

04:19:48.900 close to being chemaev i i think for the next four years chemaev is going to be dominant i don't think

04:19:53.540 anyone on the roster can touch him the fight was boring i don't think so i loved the fight was very

04:19:59.240 entertaining to me there's no reason why to search and find new streamers you can't you you have to

04:20:11.680 go on other platforms twitch you should be able to do that on twitch do you know how many people know

04:20:18.700 about streamers but don't know what twitch is majority of people that know streamers your average normie

04:20:24.460 doesn't know what twitch is bro but the average normie does know about party okay so everybody

04:20:30.060 knows about party i don't know about you guys on twitch over there but when you talk about streamers

04:20:35.860 you talk about party so we good off that we good over here on party stay over there on twitch

04:20:41.400 they don't know what twitch is and it's like damn but they probably know who kai is though

04:20:46.020 you get what i'm saying they know who platform matches they know who speed is they know who phase is

04:20:51.620 they know amp they don't know twitch though facts just keeping the buck it's true and um yeah bro

04:20:59.200 so hopefully they implement that but if not i'll do it for them and don't let me get overly rich as

04:21:05.280 soon as i touch 100 m's i'm starting my own platform twitch that ass i'm telling y'all right now

04:21:09.140 sorry i love y'all i'll take a contract that ass i will give me some much money i'll shut up just like

04:21:15.320 who's a nigga who set up um don't care bro how many times you're gonna post this clip

04:21:26.760 we are breaking i don't care

04:21:30.240 bro he's always doing the smile he's got a lot of heat right now mondani

04:21:36.600 oh

04:21:45.020 this is netanyahu to trump and he's got red hair

04:21:49.320 come on come on why do i want the jew to win

04:21:57.120 oh shit oh the comeback's coming

04:22:01.060 dude how long is it gonna go okay the jew got you

04:22:10.480 make money

04:22:21.400 smash everybody

04:22:35.780 they're saying gg

04:22:39.020 damn man

04:22:41.820 israel has a right to defend itself

04:22:51.420 finish hamza later on because hamza if it gets to round three i told you well i saw everybody got

04:23:00.260 this wrong i said hamza was gonna win it's gonna be a problem it probably won't get to round five

04:23:04.120 where's my clip alaka i said hamza was gonna win it's gonna win so

04:23:06.960 with all that being said who do i have one in between ddp taking on a hamza shemaya i'm gonna

04:23:13.380 have to go ddp i told you i thought ddp has fought the best of best of the division

04:23:17.140 all right so i am even hulkanovsky drickus

04:23:20.980 you guys are gonna see the first round maybe even the second

04:23:25.260 shout out to drickus duplasty for doing the interview

04:23:27.340 i'm going with hamza shemaya folks no i'm joking i'm going with drickus duplasty

04:23:31.060 am i am i the go am i the best mma commentator in the game

04:23:34.800 am i better than valk am i better than than mighty mouse

04:23:42.840 and adesanya i'm joking around these guys are great legends

04:23:47.800 jimaya folks no i'm joking i'm going with drickus duplasty

04:23:50.300 absolute dogfight back and forth and bisping

04:23:53.740 and drickus takes over and drickus duplasty

04:23:57.980 will still be the middleweight

04:24:00.200 vindicated again

04:24:01.140 i think anybody who calls me a casual from now on uh you could eat my dick

04:24:07.120 late stoppage in the fourth or fifth

04:24:08.960 i'm fired up for this fight

04:24:10.680 if i had to pick right now

04:24:12.600 such a fan of hamza because he's such a character

04:24:15.680 i think drickus gets it done tkl in the fourth or fifth round

04:24:21.120 that's crazy

04:24:21.980 imagine if everyone knew hamza was winning or not special

04:24:25.220 what is this thing every single mma commentator

04:24:28.880 there should be a weight limit for sororities they should not be allowed to join a sorority if they're over 140 pounds

04:24:45.240 i are completely against this

04:24:46.900 this is

04:24:47.660 these tiktoks are doing so great till this showed up

04:24:50.720 there'd be months where we're doing three four hundred thousand a month

04:24:52.800 it was like ridiculous amounts of money

04:24:54.600 the mansions were like they were paid for by brands

04:24:56.500 do you feel like when you were in la you were kind of putting on a persona

04:24:59.040 it was not troll you 100%

04:25:00.160 everyone that makes fun of us for what we did

04:25:02.020 hey i get it

04:25:03.080 but we would film these videos and i feel like people were like

04:25:05.580 thinking we film these videos and they're like

04:25:07.320 this is hard bro like this is dope

04:25:09.080 and we were like no like we were like we're definitely gonna give flame for this

04:25:11.980 no bryce hall was just like

04:25:13.340 he knew it was cringe the whole time he said

04:25:14.860 like we knew it it's like acting in a movie

04:25:16.760 i just did it because the money that was being thrown at us

04:25:19.040 whenever tiktok started blowing up

04:25:20.500 it was like ungodly amounts of money

04:25:22.280 and if anybody that like was talking crap about us or anything like that

04:25:25.920 would have had the money that was being thrown at us

04:25:27.920 or had the whatever

04:25:28.720 i 100% think that they would have done it as well

04:25:31.040 well i didn't take the gambling deal

04:25:32.380 so that's not true

04:25:33.540 i don't think people would do this

04:25:35.440 obviously it's cool get your money

04:25:36.500 but don't think that this applies to everybody

04:25:38.440 okay

04:25:40.600 um

04:25:41.320 Sean's

04:25:41.800 saw that

04:25:42.240 free palestine

04:25:44.680 what'd you say

04:25:48.460 i love that because aiden's like

04:25:50.260 oh my god you're saying the controversial thing in front of the pr guy

04:25:52.980 free palestine

04:25:54.560 they did it twice

04:25:58.000 and he knows what he's doing

04:26:02.340 look at that jew smile

04:26:03.660 he knows what he's doing too

04:26:05.680 they knew the chat was zooming

04:26:08.700 you can see the chat laughing because they know mr beast

04:26:12.340 can't say it

04:26:14.160 i saw mr beast sweetie too he's like man i really want to help out the people there

04:26:20.300 it's terrible what's happening over there

04:26:22.360 which is great

04:26:23.380 now he sees the pressure and

04:26:24.920 he's gonna start donating to people over there

04:26:28.080 but notice how he said over there

04:26:29.500 you notice how he didn't say palestine

04:26:31.080 notice how he didn't say gaza

04:26:32.580 he means over there like

04:26:34.300 in that

04:26:35.020 region

04:26:35.740 where israel and palestine are

04:26:37.580 which is a great cop out

04:26:39.040 because then you can give money to israel and palestine

04:26:41.100 how how is how is the jew

04:26:45.360 using the palestine issue to jew mr beast

04:26:49.160 this is next level jewing bro

04:26:51.000 the jews using free palestine

04:26:54.740 to jew mr beast

04:26:56.220 i love it man

04:26:58.320 the goat

04:26:59.480 yeah i want to help the people over there

04:27:03.940 where specifically

04:27:05.540 where specifically

04:27:06.660 what the fuck

04:27:14.020 fuck

04:27:17.880 fuck

04:27:17.940 fuck the step

04:27:20.900 i gotta run it back rampage

04:27:22.540 i know you guys want to

04:27:23.880 the famous streamer xqc

04:27:32.220 says free palestine

04:27:34.300 in front of mr beast

04:27:35.900 and he stays quiet

04:27:38.140 with no motion

04:27:39.580 the nasheed is so funny

04:27:41.680 bro the haram police tiktokers like

04:27:44.420 playing the nasheed doing this

04:27:46.100 it's so

04:27:46.620 because they know what they're doing too

04:27:48.020 it's free palestine

04:27:49.280 in front of mr beast

04:27:50.880 and he stays quiet

04:27:53.120 with no motion

04:27:54.640 free palestine

04:27:55.480 you can have all the subscribers

04:28:06.700 and all the money in the world

04:28:08.820 but when you don't have the deen

04:28:10.660 you are lost

04:28:12.120 subhanallah

04:28:13.120 you could trade

04:28:16.040 everything

04:28:17.040 for the dunya

04:28:18.240 but when you don't have deen

04:28:20.220 you are doomed

04:28:22.140 you are doomed

04:28:24.980 to jihannam

04:28:26.780 subhanallah

04:28:27.520 allah akbar

04:28:28.600 subhanallah

04:28:29.660 when you don't have deen

04:28:33.700 you are doomed

04:28:35.460 you can have all the subscribers

04:28:37.740 all the views

04:28:39.040 but when you don't have deen

04:28:41.560 can i get a takbir

04:28:44.100 yet ignore a genocide

04:28:48.300 that is taking place

04:28:50.260 no no i'm joking around man

04:28:51.840 he's right

04:28:52.520 and also i'm not

04:28:54.460 i love akim and i just like

04:28:57.020 i don't know why i use that voice

04:28:58.340 for the don't don't make

04:28:59.520 don't don't don't

04:29:00.360 i love akim

04:29:00.940 stop stop stop

04:29:01.580 i get it joe

04:29:03.160 my sister abigail shapiro

04:29:04.480 has ginormous milkers

04:29:05.660 i get it

04:29:08.460 people want to

04:29:09.280 you know

04:29:10.640 i get it

04:29:11.400 people want to

04:29:12.580 i get it

04:29:15.760 but god clearly said

04:29:17.220 thou shall not covet thy neighbor's wife

04:29:19.000 or my sister's ridiculous breaths

04:29:20.840 okay

04:29:21.740 oh there he is

04:29:30.580 you're worse than a murderer

04:29:32.120 you're worse than a rapist

04:29:33.460 you're worse than a terrorist

04:29:35.000 you're worse than a pedophile

04:29:36.400 in the height of a month

04:29:37.580 you're worse than

04:29:42.400 all right

04:29:48.820 lebron told

04:29:56.660 okay

04:30:07.420 okay

04:30:11.420 retarded shit

04:30:13.280 did i miss anything chat

04:30:15.140 what else was i supposed to react to

04:30:16.840 uh

04:30:19.840 see it goes 2023

04:30:23.180 uh rumble irl wrong

04:30:25.060 yeah i know man

04:30:26.040 i'm shitting on everybody

04:30:27.260 i'm

04:30:27.520 shitting on everybody

04:30:29.060 all right

04:30:32.180 all right

04:30:32.240 all right

04:30:33.900 all right chat

04:30:34.200 seems like that's everything

04:30:36.340 oh there's one more

04:30:41.600 no i think i covered everything

04:30:59.860 i think i covered everything

04:31:02.240 all right guys

04:31:03.020 have a great night

04:31:05.780 great stream

04:31:07.260 shout out to dr k

04:31:08.000 this is fun to catch up

04:31:08.980 i have uh

04:31:10.960 nate diaz tomorrow

04:31:11.820 i still gotta plan that out

04:31:12.840 i'm not sure what to do

04:31:13.700 not sure

04:31:14.680 bronson just put the rest of the stuff

04:31:19.440 i didn't react to for tomorrow

04:31:20.300 enough yet for today

04:31:21.780 i gotta figure out what to do with

04:31:23.400 nate diaz tomorrow

04:31:24.240 i don't know

04:31:24.560 i don't know what to do

04:31:25.140 i mean

04:31:25.460 it seems like i just

04:31:26.620 we should just go to the gym

04:31:27.620 seems like we

04:31:28.960 but i just haven't been in the gym

04:31:29.980 that much recently

04:31:30.500 so um

04:31:32.240 i'll figure it out

04:31:33.060 i skipped everything

04:31:34.300 did i

04:31:34.760 uh

04:31:40.900 actually

04:31:43.060 there's a few more

04:31:44.220 now yeah just whatever

04:31:59.460 whatever whatever i didn't get to

04:32:00.540 just uh put it back in

04:32:02.200 just put it back in

04:32:04.140 all right guys

04:32:05.320 have a great rest of your night

04:32:07.120 long of us

04:32:07.980 great stream

04:32:08.500 i really enjoy this

04:32:09.460 hope you guys put it put a w in the chat if you like the stream

04:32:11.460 and um

04:32:13.240 yeah we got jake shields coming friday

04:32:14.940 nate diaz tomorrow

04:32:16.040 i'm not sure what to do

04:32:17.140 but i'll do the fit check tomorrow too

04:32:19.180 um

04:32:20.340 do the fit check tomorrow

04:32:23.380 but yeah

04:32:24.680 join the discord

04:32:25.660 and join the

04:32:26.220 right now

04:32:26.560 pin

04:32:26.920 my discord

04:32:28.020 and pin my twitter community

04:32:29.420 so people can join

04:32:30.060 do that right now

04:32:30.700 do that right now bronson

04:32:32.060 i'll get people in there

04:32:33.360 we'll do that

04:32:33.960 we'll do the fit check for tomorrow

04:32:34.840 if um

04:32:35.440 if you guys want to submit for that

04:32:36.720 then you can

04:32:37.140 i'll do a cash buys or something

04:32:38.480 and yeah w's in the chat

04:32:44.180 that's great to see

04:32:44.800 great to see

04:32:45.400 appreciate you guys

04:32:46.080 long of love speech

04:32:46.900 great stream

04:32:47.520 great to be back

04:32:48.180 the grind continues

04:32:49.180 the hustle continues

04:32:50.040 ain't no stopping

04:32:51.280 and

04:32:52.420 you guys

04:32:53.600 be safe

04:32:54.380 bye

04:32:54.940 bye

04:33:02.080 bye

04:33:04.760 bye

04:33:05.260 We'll be right back.

04:33:35.260 It doesn't go away if you get out of bed and find me standing all alone, open-eyed, burn the page, my little dark age.

04:34:05.260 It doesn't go away if you get out of bed.

SNEAKO - September 06, 2025

SNEAKO Responds To Elon Musk & Nick Fuentes - FULL STREAM

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