SNEAKO - September 06, 2025


SNEAKO Responds To Elon Musk & Nick Fuentes - FULL STREAM

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4 hours and 34 minutes

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On this episode of the podcast, the boys are back with a brand new episode featuring special guest J.M.E.A. The boys discuss the recent events that have taken place in the world of music and rap, and how it has impacted them as well as the current state of the music industry in general. They also talk about some of their favorite rappers and MCs from the past and present.

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00:00:00 I got a black ski mask, but I don't ski
00:00:26 But I snowboard, dash an MC off peak 0.99
00:00:28 If one of you try to violate me, you get a punch in the face of my front door key 0.99
00:00:32 Punch in the neck with my back door key 1.00
00:00:33 Boxing the map with my X6 key 0.99
00:00:35 Boxing the eye with a fob I used to log into my HSBC 0.99
00:00:38 Talk about banks, kill them with peas 0.99
00:00:40 Run up in your gal's house with two of my G's 1.00
00:00:42 Get the money out, put the money in the money
00:00:44 Brad, what's going on, man? How's your finger doing?
00:00:46 Are you 259 now?
00:00:48 K-Man, did I might just breathe
00:00:49 I'll bury man two foot shallow 0.74
00:00:50 Ain't what the time to do, 60 feet deep
00:00:52 These MCs and rappers wanna chat about their syllables
00:00:55 And their motives and their similes 0.97
00:00:57 And all that shit didn't come through with my ABC 0.99
00:00:59 Girls and man are like Jamie's deep 0.99
00:01:01 Spare pictures when they see me on street 0.93
00:01:02 Old school rude boy like crazy T 0.96
00:01:04 All you man don't want it with me 0.98
00:01:06 I'm a bad rude boy, bad boy MC
00:01:07 Say my name, J.M.E.
00:01:09 Nostradamus could see me
00:01:11 Expelliarmus could stop me
00:01:13 I feel the man with a uni degree
00:01:14 Busting up mic and chatting his breeze
00:01:16 Cause the music originated and will always remain in the streets
00:01:20 What do you mean next segment?
00:01:29 I just started
00:01:31 Man don't care about order
00:01:34 Shout out to J.M.E.
00:01:38 Man don't care about order
00:01:40 Man don't care about order
00:01:47 Cause I'm the most immediate 1.00
00:01:49 He's just a old school idiot 1.00
00:01:51 We do local things 1.00
00:01:53 But we be the local geezers
00:01:54 Just look up my list of friends
00:01:56 And he's holding up with tweezers 0.98
00:01:58 How we doing?
00:02:02 It's started
00:02:06 I'm about to get amnesia'd
00:02:08 Man might have to move up
00:02:10 Man might have to touch Louisa's
00:02:11 Hey Brad less you 20
00:02:12 At the top it's just RCM
00:02:13 Man had to put Louisa's 0.72
00:02:15 Batman
00:02:15 Dunna, dunna, dunna
00:02:16 Hardest
00:02:17 Just let me confirm it
00:02:18 Loafers
00:02:19 Just have to be Hermes
00:02:20 Burners
00:02:20 Went back and hit Burners
00:02:21 Burners
00:02:22 I'm back a big Burners
00:02:23 That's my sport
00:02:24 I'm back with that permit
00:02:25 ATS in New York tomorrow
00:02:26 I'm back in big Wormit
00:02:28 Excuse me what?
00:02:30 Pardon?
00:02:30 Huh?
00:02:31 I had to just ask him
00:02:32 Iron Man the man could just start
00:02:33 And man's like
00:02:34 Ooh I'm back with that margin
00:02:35 I didn't mean Eve
00:02:36 I'm back in that garden
00:02:37 Where the blood clot
00:02:38 I'm back to Don Gargan
00:02:39 Started off like a feet
00:02:40 And then darkened
00:02:40 Holloman G and me
00:02:41 And I'm talking
00:02:42 Killing with D 0.98
00:02:44 Killing MC 0.74
00:02:45 Digest this
00:02:47 Cinnamon T
00:02:49 Ain't no fill in his shoes
00:02:51 Cause they sin on his feet 0.61
00:02:52 Man's down south hustling
00:02:54 With no gold grilling his teeth
00:02:56 Man don't care about owner
00:02:59 Man don't care about owner
00:03:02 Man don't care about owner
00:03:03 Man don't care about owner
00:03:06 What up what up
00:03:07 Knock him out
00:03:07 Man don't care about owner
00:03:10 We got a big stream today
00:03:26 Dr. K pulling up
00:03:27 We're doing some therapy
00:03:28 Lots to catch up on
00:03:31 But yeah
00:03:35 And if there's any bad kick PR
00:03:37 I'm a party streamer
00:03:38 I'm a party streamer
00:03:40 Kick I don't know what's going on
00:03:42 People are dying
00:03:42 People are dying on party
00:03:45 People
00:03:45 People are dying on party
00:03:47 I'm a party streamer
00:03:48 I'm a party streamer
00:03:49 Call the coroners
00:03:49 Pull the secret
00:03:50 Yeah 1.00
00:03:50 Say that old nigga 1.00
00:03:52 Old sir 0.99
00:03:53 Bittersweet taste
00:03:54 Made us go to the lake
00:03:55 Make a knee shake
00:03:57 Make a priest
00:03:57 Make a nun come 1.00
00:03:59 Make a queen 1.00
00:04:00 Who the fuck's happening 0.99
00:04:01 On the kick bro 0.99
00:04:01 Downtown
00:04:02 Cop a sweet space
00:04:03 Living life like
00:04:05 We want a sweet space
00:04:06 What
00:04:06 We headed to hell 0.97
00:04:08 For having sex time 0.99
00:04:09 Well I'm a levitate 0.93
00:04:10 How you guys been?
00:04:31 That'd be real, I don't know
00:04:32 Nate Diaz is ready to stream tomorrow
00:04:34 I'm not sure what to do
00:04:35 Should we go to the gym?
00:04:38 Should we do a gym stream?
00:04:40 Yap stream is not really Nate Diaz 1.00
00:04:42 That's a buzz, motherfucker 0.99
00:04:44 Never in your wildest dreams 1.00
00:04:46 Never in your wildest dreams
00:04:48 Never in your wildest dreams
00:04:48 Never in your wildest
00:04:49 Think you hear the loudest screams
00:04:52 Coming from a sad scream 1.00
00:04:54 You a wild bitch 1.00
00:04:55 Tell me what I gotta do to be that guy 1.00
00:04:57 Set a price full down 1.00
00:04:59 Yeah, but fuck a black guy 1.00
00:05:00 A dude ain't no 1.00
00:05:01 A dude gangbang
00:05:03 It's kinda crazy
00:05:04 That's all the same thing
00:05:05 Well, I guess a lot of you do
00:05:07 Alright
00:05:09 Let's talk about
00:05:12 I should've went live a couple days ago
00:05:13 Bang, bang, bang, bang
00:05:16 I was in Miami for a couple days
00:05:18 Did one stream with mine
00:05:19 I didn't spark
00:05:20 I know
00:05:20 I was gonna do something with a little pump 1.00
00:05:23 And then blah, blah, blah
00:05:24 Went around
00:05:24 Just New York is where
00:05:26 I get all my energy in New York
00:05:27 Miami
00:05:28 For some reason
00:05:30 I got lethargic there recently
00:05:31 The last like three times I went there
00:05:32 Had to take care of some housekeeping stuff
00:05:34 I know you guys wanted to see a desktop in there
00:05:36 But
00:05:36 Didn't get it done
00:05:38 I should've
00:05:39 Not should've
00:05:39 No excuses
00:05:40 But
00:05:41 Been working on a lot of videos over here
00:05:43 And behind the scenes stuff
00:05:44 Hiring more people
00:05:45 And
00:05:47 Yeah, farm
00:05:49 Nate Diaz about Hamzad and Strickland
00:05:51 Okay, but like
00:05:52 I wanna do something
00:05:54 Okay, so tomorrow
00:05:54 Nate Diaz is here
00:05:56 I think Jake Shields is pulling up later in the week
00:05:58 I'm not sure what to do
00:06:00 I kinda wanna show him around New York
00:06:01 But I don't know
00:06:03 Like, where do you take Nate Diaz?
00:06:05 Like, where do you
00:06:06 It's such a weird
00:06:07 Like, what do you
00:06:07 To a museum?
00:06:10 What do you
00:06:10 What do you
00:06:10 Boom, baca! 0.99
00:06:11 Take him to the
00:06:12 Statue of Liberty
00:06:13 You're just there with Nate Diaz
00:06:14 Like, uh
00:06:17 This is the tallest building
00:06:18 In Manhattan 1.00
00:06:19 I'm my surprise, motherfucker 1.00
00:06:20 Like, what 1.00
00:06:21 What do you
00:06:23 I gotta figure that out
00:06:24 Take him to the dispensary
00:06:26 It's
00:06:26 You can just
00:06:27 Get weed anywhere
00:06:28 It's legal here
00:06:29 You can go to any deli
00:06:30 And get him weed 0.99
00:06:31 Take him shooting 0.99
00:06:34 This is New York 0.92
00:06:35 That's not what you do in the south
00:06:36 IRL in New York
00:06:38 Yeah, doing what though?
00:06:40 Like, take him
00:06:40 Take him to the hood?
00:06:41 Why?
00:06:42 Why are you taking him to the
00:06:43 He's too rich to go to the
00:06:44 Why does he need to go to the hood?
00:06:45 I'll figure something out
00:06:46 Gym and grub after
00:06:49 Yeah, no
00:06:50 My training has not been
00:06:51 As all points
00:06:53 But I mean, that just seems like
00:06:54 It makes the most sense, right?
00:06:55 Probably just take him to the gym
00:06:56 But yeah, there's also
00:06:58 Some other stuff
00:06:58 New York's dry
00:06:59 I know it's not
00:06:59 New York's been great
00:07:00 New York's been great
00:07:01 I just, I love being here
00:07:02 And been working on some good stuff
00:07:04 I got a new suit, by the way
00:07:05 What do you guys think?
00:07:07 You gotta like the new suit
00:07:08 New black suit
00:07:09 Needed to get a new one
00:07:10 Just, uh
00:07:11 You put this on
00:07:12 You feel motivated
00:07:12 You feel ready to go
00:07:13 Gonna keep buzzing my head every day
00:07:15 And you gotta dress to impress
00:07:18 Dress to impress
00:07:19 The treatment that I get everywhere
00:07:20 Like, sir, come right this way
00:07:22 Sir, here, hello
00:07:22 Oh, excuse me
00:07:23 Sit anywhere you want
00:07:25 Sit anywhere you want
00:07:26 Come take my wife 1.00
00:07:27 Fuck my wife 1.00
00:07:28 Come right this way, sir 1.00
00:07:34 You get the best treatment ever
00:07:35 So highly recommend
00:07:37 You get a tailor suit
00:07:38 It was very expensive
00:07:39 It was very
00:07:41 It was very expensive
00:07:43 Okay, this, of course
00:07:44 That's what made Kik laugh
00:07:46 But anybody complaining
00:07:47 What the, what is going on with Kik?
00:07:49 What are you guys doing?
00:07:52 The PR
00:07:53 It's like
00:07:53 You guys had Mr. Beast
00:07:54 As your profile picture
00:07:55 For a while
00:07:56 And then
00:07:57 French people 0.99
00:07:57 You're killing French guys 1.00
00:07:58 Rest in peace 0.99
00:07:59 Why are you killing French people? 0.99
00:08:05 Yay unfollowed you? 1.00
00:08:05 Yay unfollowed everybody
00:08:07 It seemed like
00:08:07 It was just me
00:08:08 I think Yay just followed me
00:08:09 And Nick Fuentes
00:08:10 Said happy birthday to him yesterday
00:08:12 My birthday's coming up
00:08:13 Real soon
00:08:14 I expect a happy birthday
00:08:15 From everybody watching
00:08:16 The stream right now
00:08:16 I expect a happy birthday
00:08:17 I didn't celebrate last year
00:08:18 Because Eid 0.64
00:08:19 Eid is the only holiday
00:08:21 We celebrate
00:08:22 Brother
00:08:22 Allahu Akbar
00:08:23 No birthdays
00:08:24 Haram
00:08:25 But no, this year
00:08:26 I want to celebrate my birthday
00:08:27 So it's coming up
00:08:28 But Yay unfollowed 0.69
00:08:29 I did see that
00:08:31 End of an era
00:08:32 Seems like
00:08:33 But now it seems like
00:08:34 We're out of the college dropout era
00:08:35 College dropout was what?
00:08:36 When Yay was 26, 27
00:08:37 I'm getting unk now
00:08:39 Getting older
00:08:40 So it's time for late registration
00:08:42 Time for late registration
00:08:44 So yeah, rest in peace
00:08:45 To that French guy 0.89
00:08:46 Rest in peace
00:08:47 I don't know his name
00:08:47 But yeah, I don't know 0.99
00:08:48 What the fuck is going on with Kick 0.99
00:08:49 What is going on? 1.00
00:08:52 What else
00:08:53 What else did I miss up on?
00:08:54 Let's quickly do this
00:08:56 He, oh Dr. K's ready?
00:08:57 Oh, he's good to go
00:08:58 Alright
00:08:58 We'll do clips after
00:08:59 Let's get right into
00:09:00 The therapy stream
00:09:01 Let's
00:09:03 Let's talk to Dr. K
00:09:06 I was surprised to hear from him
00:09:07 But it was a great segment last time
00:09:09 It did great on YouTube
00:09:09 And you know
00:09:11 We're going to want to catch up with him
00:09:12 Let's see if I can
00:09:14 Out-therapy the therapist
00:09:16 Turn this off
00:09:22 I want to get the good camera on
00:09:23 I'm kind of nervous
00:09:28 This should be work
00:09:32 Come on, work
00:09:35 Come on
00:09:38 Dr. K
00:09:38 Dr. K
00:09:42 Hold on a second
00:09:45 My camera's not working
00:09:46 Wait a second
00:09:48 Wait a second
00:09:48 Wait a second
00:09:49 Okay, I'm kind of nervous
00:09:50 Kind of nervous 0.99
00:09:52 Fuck 0.99
00:09:53 Output device 1.00
00:09:55 Headphones
00:09:56 There we go
00:10:00 Uh, I don't
00:10:05 Let me see
00:10:06 You don't see me?
00:10:07 Let me see if I need to change
00:10:08 I don't
00:10:10 Oh, I see you now
00:10:11 There you are
00:10:12 Hold on
00:10:12 And I hear you now
00:10:13 I see my good camera
00:10:14 I'm not sure why
00:10:15 It's not working
00:10:16 Nice
00:10:17 Oh, here it is
00:10:18 There we go
00:10:23 Oh, oh my god
00:10:25 Looking sharp, bro
00:10:25 Hey, uh, thanks a lot
00:10:27 Just got this new suit, man
00:10:28 How you doing?
00:10:30 Good, dude
00:10:30 How are you?
00:10:32 Uh, not too bad
00:10:33 Not too bad
00:10:34 Uh, it's been
00:10:35 What has it been?
00:10:36 Like two years
00:10:36 Since I spoke to you?
00:10:38 Has it been two years?
00:10:40 It's been a while, yeah
00:10:40 I think it's been
00:10:41 Something like that
00:10:42 At least a year and a half
00:10:43 A year and some change
00:10:44 Okay
00:10:46 Um, give me one second
00:10:48 Let me see if I can
00:10:49 There we go
00:10:53 Chaz, everything good? 0.97
00:10:54 Everything sound good?
00:10:55 Yeah, my
00:10:55 Well, not my apologies
00:10:56 But unfortunately
00:10:58 You can't be on Twitch
00:10:59 Because of me
00:11:01 But
00:11:01 That happens
00:11:02 Yeah, I think
00:11:03 It's all good
00:11:04 Like I said
00:11:04 I'm more interested
00:11:05 In the conversation
00:11:06 And just catching up
00:11:07 Than the views, bro
00:11:09 I love to hear that, man
00:11:11 I'm sick of the
00:11:12 I'm sick of the views, too
00:11:13 Getting sick of the social media world
00:11:15 I mean, I'm gonna be here for a while
00:11:17 But it's just, you know
00:11:18 Getting sick of it
00:11:19 What about you?
00:11:19 What's new with you, Dr. K?
00:11:21 Uh, not much, man
00:11:22 Um, I, I, uh
00:11:24 Was on vacation for a little bit
00:11:26 Just got back
00:11:27 Lucky God, man
00:11:28 Where'd you go?
00:11:30 I went to, uh
00:11:31 Switzerland and France
00:11:32 Okay, alright
00:11:34 Super cool
00:11:35 Do you speak French?
00:11:36 Je parle français un peu
00:11:37 No
00:11:37 No
00:11:38 I do not speak French
00:11:39 Rien français
00:11:40 You speak French?
00:11:41 Oui, je parle français
00:11:42 Parce que mon père
00:11:43 Vien d'HaĂŻti
00:11:44 I speak French
00:11:44 Because my dad's from Haiti, so 0.99
00:11:45 Oh, interesting
00:11:47 Cool
00:11:47 Yeah
00:11:47 Yeah, I didn't
00:11:48 I didn't realize
00:11:49 You were half Haitian 0.98
00:11:50 Yeah, yeah
00:11:51 What did you think I was?
00:11:53 I, I don't know
00:11:54 Did you have
00:11:55 Did you have a guess?
00:11:57 Mm-mm
00:11:57 I mean, you're
00:12:00 You're American?
00:12:01 Yeah, I was born
00:12:02 In New York City
00:12:03 I'm an American
00:12:03 No matter what
00:12:04 Uh, you know
00:12:05 Some, some of the
00:12:06 The far right people
00:12:07 Are saying I should be
00:12:08 Deported and stuff
00:12:09 But I, I'm an American
00:12:11 So I, I notice
00:12:13 We're both smiling a lot
00:12:14 I know, it's just
00:12:16 I, I'm, I'm
00:12:18 I'm happy to talk to you again
00:12:19 It's been a long time
00:12:20 I, I know
00:12:20 I'm happy to talk to you too
00:12:21 Oh, hold on a second
00:12:23 Oh, I don't know
00:12:24 Who that is
00:12:24 I wonder if I should answer
00:12:26 I think I'm not gonna answer
00:12:27 Um, I, I got a phone call
00:12:30 But
00:12:30 Was that Masad?
00:12:31 Yes, how you been?
00:12:32 I'm good
00:12:33 You know, I'm, I'm fantastic
00:12:34 I have been craving a vacation
00:12:36 It seems like
00:12:37 Uh, was that refreshing?
00:12:38 Was it good?
00:12:39 I, I still haven't taken a vacation
00:12:40 Yeah, when was the last time
00:12:42 You took a vacation?
00:12:45 Well, so it's hard to tell
00:12:46 I mean, I've taken a lot of trips
00:12:47 In the past several years
00:12:48 But strictly like
00:12:49 I'm just gonna relax
00:12:51 Vacation?
00:12:52 I can't remember
00:12:52 Yeah, so how long
00:12:56 Have you been making content?
00:12:57 2000, I mean
00:13:00 Technically 2011
00:13:01 But I would say
00:13:01 I started
00:13:02 Wow
00:13:02 My personal YouTube channel
00:13:04 2013
00:13:04 So
00:13:05 Okay, so you've been making content
00:13:07 For a long time
00:13:07 And have you not had a vacation
00:13:09 In that amount of time?
00:13:12 No, I mean
00:13:12 No, no, no
00:13:13 Since then, yeah
00:13:14 But I mean, like
00:13:15 Since I really started
00:13:15 So I started streaming
00:13:16 Three years ago
00:13:17 I was making videos before that
00:13:18 Okay
00:13:18 And, and just so we're crystal clear
00:13:21 Like, so I, I know that
00:13:22 You're not a huge believer
00:13:23 In psychiatry
00:13:24 I'm a psychiatrist
00:13:24 This is not therapy, right?
00:13:26 We're on the same page there?
00:13:27 I'm on the same page
00:13:27 About it
00:13:27 I still don't believe in therapy
00:13:29 And I know that this is not
00:13:30 Licensed clinical practice
00:13:31 This is a stream
00:13:33 Awesome
00:13:33 Where I'm speaking with a therapist
00:13:34 So legally
00:13:35 You're all good
00:13:36 I'm not gonna sue you
00:13:36 If I do
00:13:37 Thank you so much, man
00:13:39 Weight off my chest
00:13:40 I'm not gonna sue you
00:13:42 Yeah, so
00:13:42 So what do you, what do you wanna
00:13:44 Are we, we're just catching up, right?
00:13:47 Sounds good
00:13:47 I mean, you told me some things
00:13:49 Should I bring that up?
00:13:50 You said something to me
00:13:51 Sure
00:13:51 So you said you're going through
00:13:53 A midlife crisis
00:13:54 And I told you so am I
00:13:55 You know, I'm 26
00:13:56 I'm getting up there
00:13:57 Yeah
00:13:58 Yeah, so I, I, I think I said
00:14:00 I, I sort of went through one
00:14:02 I think I'm on the other side
00:14:04 Um, but yeah
00:14:06 I, I think I, I mentioned
00:14:07 A little bit before
00:14:08 But yeah, so
00:14:09 Do you wanna tell me
00:14:10 Can you just catch me up
00:14:11 A little bit?
00:14:11 We can absolutely talk about that
00:14:12 I'm, I'd love to talk about it
00:14:14 Um, can you catch me up
00:14:15 A little bit though?
00:14:16 So we spoke a couple years ago
00:14:17 Has it been two years?
00:14:18 I think so
00:14:19 I think it was
00:14:20 Either early 24 or late 23
00:14:22 Okay
00:14:23 And, and so
00:14:24 Can you just catch me up
00:14:25 What you've been up to since then?
00:14:29 It's been
00:14:30 Uh
00:14:31 There's a lot
00:14:34 There's a lot to say
00:14:35 I fought
00:14:37 A UFC champion
00:14:39 And
00:14:40 I got
00:14:42 Like
00:14:42 Like who?
00:14:44 In the ring?
00:14:44 Yep
00:14:45 Yep
00:14:46 That was a big one
00:14:47 And
00:14:49 Then
00:14:49 I think, you know, it's funny
00:14:51 Last time I spoke to you
00:14:51 I think I spoke about
00:14:52 The importance of
00:14:53 Fighting
00:14:54 And I, I didn't speak about
00:14:55 Stuff like that
00:14:56 So that happened
00:14:57 I think it was a couple months later
00:14:58 And
00:15:00 Yeah
00:15:02 Well, it was funny
00:15:04 What was that one?
00:15:05 I mean, it was fine
00:15:06 It was good
00:15:06 And after the, after the fight
00:15:08 You know, I was a UFC champion
00:15:09 Very, you know, a lot heavier than me
00:15:11 Obviously more experienced than me
00:15:12 And he said he
00:15:13 He tried to knock me out
00:15:14 Could have knocked me out
00:15:15 And then
00:15:15 You know, people intervened
00:15:17 And then the fight was over
00:15:18 So I think
00:15:19 Okay
00:15:19 I got respect for that
00:15:20 For not
00:15:20 You know, for
00:15:22 For staying in there
00:15:23 And not
00:15:23 Wimping out
00:15:24 But then the guy ended up
00:15:25 The guy's a little bit
00:15:26 Cuckoo
00:15:27 So
00:15:27 He was 1.00
00:15:28 You know, he's still talking shit 1.00
00:15:30 This besides the point 1.00
00:15:31 I think most people understand
00:15:32 My perspective
00:15:33 And, you know
00:15:33 But
00:15:34 And
00:15:36 Your perspective was that
00:15:37 You know
00:15:39 Well, he
00:15:39 So people keep saying
00:15:40 People keep saying like
00:15:41 Okay
00:15:41 You asked him
00:15:43 You asked to spar him
00:15:44 Like, oh, these influencers 1.00
00:15:45 They talk so much shit 0.99
00:15:46 I never talk shit about the guy 1.00
00:15:47 I went up to him 0.96
00:15:48 I said, hey
00:15:48 Nice to meet you
00:15:49 Congratulations on being the champ
00:15:50 And then he asked me
00:15:51 He said, let's spar
00:15:52 And then, okay
00:15:53 Sure
00:15:53 And the next day we sparred
00:15:54 Tried to knock me out
00:15:55 He said he couldn't
00:15:56 Shook hands 0.66
00:15:57 Left
00:15:57 And then continued to 0.99
00:15:59 Talk crap online 0.99
00:16:00 Which is ironic 0.99
00:16:00 Because that's the whole reason
00:16:01 You wanted to fight an influencer 1.00
00:16:02 Because they talk shit online 1.00
00:16:03 So kind of flipped the script 1.00
00:16:04 Then afterwards
00:16:05 I would say the most
00:16:06 The secondary major thing was
00:16:07 Started streaming on Party
00:16:10 And then I worked with
00:16:11 Yay
00:16:12 Kanye West
00:16:13 For five weeks in Spain
00:16:15 I was living with him in Spain
00:16:17 For over a month
00:16:18 And working closely with him
00:16:19 And that was a dream come true
00:16:21 And, you know
00:16:23 Working with my favorite artists
00:16:24 Of all time
00:16:24 And
00:16:25 Having like a close
00:16:27 Relationship
00:16:28 That was
00:16:28 Pretty
00:16:29 That was a big experience
00:16:31 And then now I'm here
00:16:32 And where is here
00:16:34 If that's not
00:16:36 Doxing you
00:16:37 Back in New York City
00:16:38 I moved back to New York
00:16:39 At the end of last year
00:16:40 It's been almost
00:16:41 A year back in New York
00:16:42 This is where I was born
00:16:43 And I moved to Miami
00:16:45 For two years after
00:16:46 The last time I spoke to you
00:16:47 I was in Miami
00:16:48 I moved to Miami
00:16:49 Like at the end of 2022
00:16:51 When I thought my
00:16:52 When I was getting more famous
00:16:52 And my safety was at risk
00:16:53 And needed to get a gun
00:16:55 Wanted to pay less taxes
00:16:56 Get away from
00:16:57 You know
00:16:57 COVID New York
00:16:58 X
00:16:59 Or post-COVID New York
00:17:00 And then I came back
00:17:01 Back here
00:17:02 And I still go back to Miami
00:17:03 Still got my place there
00:17:04 But back in New York
00:17:05 Making my vlogs again
00:17:06 You know
00:17:07 Doing what I originally
00:17:09 Started doing
00:17:09 These videos
00:17:10 Yeah
00:17:10 What do you vlog about?
00:17:13 Everything
00:17:13 Is it okay
00:17:14 If I ask you these questions?
00:17:15 Yeah, sure
00:17:15 Like you can ask me
00:17:16 I want to figure out
00:17:17 About your midlife crisis
00:17:18 Once I get you up to speed
00:17:19 With my life
00:17:20 Yeah, yeah, yeah
00:17:21 Absolutely talk about
00:17:23 My midlife crisis
00:17:24 Yeah, what do you vlog about?
00:17:26 My vlogs are
00:17:27 I think
00:17:27 Centered mainly around
00:17:29 New York City
00:17:30 Interacting with people
00:17:31 Things that I'm thinking about
00:17:33 Current events
00:17:34 Politics
00:17:34 Funny things
00:17:35 Talking to strangers
00:17:36 Doing interviews
00:17:37 You know
00:17:38 Sometimes they're motivational
00:17:39 Sometimes they're
00:17:40 Focused on God
00:17:41 Sometimes they're
00:17:42 Debate oriented
00:17:43 And a lot of it's
00:17:45 Really personal
00:17:45 So
00:17:46 And I would say
00:17:47 Heavily edited
00:17:48 Sometimes there's drawing
00:17:50 It's just
00:17:50 You know
00:17:50 It's an expression
00:17:51 Of everything
00:17:52 That I think
00:17:53 And like
00:17:53 Cool
00:17:57 That sounds great
00:17:58 And so I think
00:17:59 Last time we talked
00:18:00 You had mentioned
00:18:00 That I don't know
00:18:01 If you have always been
00:18:03 When you talk about God
00:18:04 You're Muslim?
00:18:06 Yes
00:18:06 And have
00:18:08 You had
00:18:09 I don't know
00:18:10 If you had been
00:18:10 To Hajj 1.00
00:18:11 For the first time
00:18:12 Or recently
00:18:13 Something like that
00:18:14 Are you
00:18:14 No
00:18:14 I'm
00:18:15 Basically Hindu 0.80
00:18:17 Okay
00:18:18 And
00:18:18 Yeah
00:18:19 No it's fine
00:18:22 They might make some jokes
00:18:24 But
00:18:24 My editor is Hindu
00:18:27 Anyway
00:18:28 I've been to Mecca
00:18:29 Three
00:18:30 Four times
00:18:31 But not Hajj yet 0.57
00:18:31 Okay wow
00:18:32 Just Umrah
00:18:33 Okay
00:18:34 And how long
00:18:35 Have you been Muslim?
00:18:37 Two and a half years
00:18:38 Okay
00:18:39 Oh so you've been to Mecca
00:18:40 Three times
00:18:41 In two and a half years?
00:18:42 Yeah I think
00:18:42 Three or four times
00:18:43 Wow
00:18:44 That's a lot
00:18:45 Yeah
00:18:45 Quite a bit
00:18:46 Yeah what
00:18:48 And I remember
00:18:49 You saying
00:18:50 That it was like
00:18:50 A really
00:18:51 Um
00:18:52 Meaningful
00:18:54 Experience for you
00:18:55 Yeah
00:18:56 Have you been to
00:18:56 The Taj Mahal?
00:18:58 I have
00:18:59 Is that like
00:19:00 The Mecca
00:19:00 For
00:19:01 For Hindus
00:19:02 For Hinduism? 0.85
00:19:04 No man 0.97
00:19:04 So the
00:19:05 The Taj Mahal
00:19:06 Was
00:19:06 Built by Muslims 1.00
00:19:08 I knew that
00:19:09 So it was
00:19:10 I knew
00:19:11 I knew that
00:19:11 Oh my god
00:19:12 As soon as he said
00:19:13 Yes the architecture
00:19:14 Yeah it's okay
00:19:14 Yeah yeah 1.00
00:19:15 Fuck 1.00
00:19:15 Yeah it's all good 1.00
00:19:16 So it was
00:19:17 It was built by
00:19:18 Um
00:19:18 India has a history
00:19:19 Of getting colonized
00:19:21 By various people
00:19:22 So there were
00:19:24 Um
00:19:25 There were
00:19:25 Basically
00:19:26 Around
00:19:27 1200
00:19:29 CE
00:19:30 People from the
00:19:32 Northwest
00:19:33 Started attacking India 1.00
00:19:34 Yeah
00:19:35 And then
00:19:36 Uh
00:19:36 The Mughals 1.00
00:19:37 I think
00:19:38 Around
00:19:39 1500
00:19:39 To 1600
00:19:40 I'm a bit
00:19:41 Rusty on
00:19:41 On the
00:19:42 I think
00:19:43 Closer to 1600
00:19:43 They kind of
00:19:45 Invaded
00:19:45 And I don't
00:19:46 Remember
00:19:46 I think it was
00:19:47 Aurangzeb's dad
00:19:48 I forget his name
00:19:49 Who built the
00:19:50 Taj Mahal
00:19:50 So where's the
00:19:51 Is there a
00:19:53 Pilgrimage for
00:19:54 Hindus? 1.00
00:19:55 There are tons
00:19:56 Of pilgrimages
00:19:56 But we don't
00:19:57 Have
00:19:57 Uh
00:19:58 Hinduism in that
00:19:59 Way is a
00:20:00 Pretty like
00:20:00 Decentralized
00:20:01 Religion
00:20:01 There's a lot
00:20:03 Of different
00:20:03 Paths
00:20:04 Um
00:20:04 There isn't
00:20:05 Like one
00:20:06 Site of
00:20:06 Pilgrimage
00:20:07 Oh I know
00:20:08 Vancouver
00:20:09 Toronto
00:20:12 Maybe
00:20:12 There's a
00:20:13 Bunch
00:20:14 A bunch
00:20:14 Of Indian
00:20:14 People in
00:20:15 Canada
00:20:15 And there
00:20:16 There's some
00:20:17 Uh
00:20:17 There's some
00:20:18 Pretty like
00:20:19 Uh
00:20:19 There's some
00:20:20 Growing
00:20:20 Anti-Indian
00:20:21 Sentiment
00:20:22 In Canada
00:20:22 I've seen
00:20:23 That
00:20:23 I've seen
00:20:24 That
00:20:24 Yeah
00:20:24 So what
00:20:25 What have
00:20:26 You been
00:20:26 Up to
00:20:26 What are
00:20:26 Your major
00:20:27 Life events
00:20:28 Since the
00:20:28 Last time
00:20:28 We spoke
00:20:29 Yeah
00:20:30 So it's
00:20:32 Funny
00:20:32 You know
00:20:32 We were
00:20:33 Talking about
00:20:34 Midlife
00:20:34 Crisis
00:20:34 For a
00:20:34 Second
00:20:35 So I
00:20:35 Think I
00:20:35 Sort of
00:20:36 Probably
00:20:36 Hit it
00:20:36 Around that
00:20:37 Time
00:20:37 And maybe
00:20:38 My conversation
00:20:39 With you
00:20:39 Triggered
00:20:40 My
00:20:41 No
00:20:41 So um
00:20:42 Yeah so I
00:20:43 Think you know
00:20:44 If we spoke at the end
00:20:45 Of let's say
00:20:45 2023
00:20:46 Early 2024
00:20:47 You know so
00:20:49 So my thing
00:20:50 Was like
00:20:50 I was working
00:20:51 In Boston
00:20:52 Um
00:20:53 Was sort of
00:20:54 Like had an
00:20:54 Academic career
00:20:55 So that means
00:20:56 I was faculty
00:20:57 And was teaching
00:20:58 A lot
00:20:59 And then
00:21:00 You know
00:21:00 Had a job
00:21:01 Had a private
00:21:02 Practice
00:21:02 And then I
00:21:03 Started kind of
00:21:03 Healthy Gamer
00:21:04 On the side
00:21:04 And it was
00:21:05 Never supposed
00:21:05 To be a thing
00:21:06 And so started
00:21:07 Streaming on
00:21:08 Twitch
00:21:08 And then it
00:21:08 Grew a lot
00:21:10 During the
00:21:10 Pandemic
00:21:11 And then
00:21:11 So I think
00:21:13 For a couple
00:21:13 Of years
00:21:14 My life
00:21:15 Was sort of
00:21:15 Like
00:21:16 Responding
00:21:18 To the
00:21:19 Immediacy
00:21:20 Of my
00:21:20 Circumstances
00:21:21 So once we
00:21:22 Started growing
00:21:23 A lot
00:21:24 It's like
00:21:24 Okay
00:21:24 We hired
00:21:25 Our first
00:21:26 Employee
00:21:26 In April
00:21:27 Of 2020
00:21:27 Um
00:21:29 And
00:21:30 And so
00:21:30 Then like
00:21:31 You know
00:21:31 So we needed
00:21:32 One person
00:21:33 Then and we
00:21:33 Needed another
00:21:34 Person
00:21:34 And then we
00:21:34 Needed another
00:21:35 Person
00:21:35 And and so
00:21:36 We kind of
00:21:37 Grew and we
00:21:37 Started developing
00:21:38 Like I was
00:21:39 Kind of noticing
00:21:40 That streaming
00:21:41 And educating
00:21:42 People on the
00:21:42 Internet only
00:21:43 Goes so far
00:21:44 So I developed
00:21:44 A coaching
00:21:45 Program that I
00:21:46 Thought would
00:21:46 Like help
00:21:47 People
00:21:47 With the
00:21:49 Problems that
00:21:49 I was seeing
00:21:50 And addressed
00:21:51 A lot of the
00:21:52 Shortcomings
00:21:52 That I think
00:21:54 Exist in therapy
00:21:55 So built that
00:21:57 One second
00:21:57 Yeah
00:21:58 Hi
00:22:00 I'm working
00:22:02 Yeah
00:22:04 Hi
00:22:04 Can you close
00:22:05 The door
00:22:06 Thank you
00:22:07 They're they're
00:22:09 Usually um
00:22:10 Pretty good about
00:22:11 I don't usually
00:22:12 Work at this hour
00:22:13 So they're you
00:22:13 Know I think
00:22:14 It's fair game
00:22:14 Um so
00:22:16 And so then
00:22:18 For a couple
00:22:19 Of years it
00:22:19 Was just sort
00:22:20 Of like
00:22:20 Responding to
00:22:22 Around maybe
00:22:29 Around 2023
00:22:30 I found myself
00:22:32 Like in a
00:22:33 Position that I
00:22:33 Never expected
00:22:34 To be in
00:22:35 And was also
00:22:36 Trying to think
00:22:36 A little bit
00:22:37 About like
00:22:38 What I wanted
00:22:39 So suddenly
00:22:41 Like was
00:22:42 You know
00:22:42 Had the burden
00:22:43 Of of
00:22:44 Running a
00:22:45 Company
00:22:45 Um you know
00:22:48 Grew a lot
00:22:48 In terms of
00:22:49 Like brand
00:22:50 And and
00:22:51 And fame
00:22:52 And all that
00:22:52 Started getting
00:22:53 Recognized very
00:22:53 Frequently
00:22:54 On the street
00:22:55 If I skid
00:22:56 Did you stop
00:22:56 Being academic
00:22:57 And you
00:22:57 Became a
00:22:58 Content creator
00:22:59 Yeah yeah yeah
00:23:00 So so I
00:23:01 I left my
00:23:02 Academic position
00:23:02 Maybe in
00:23:03 2021
00:23:04 Um so
00:23:06 Was teaching
00:23:07 As an adjunct
00:23:08 For a little
00:23:09 While and
00:23:10 Then healthy
00:23:10 Gamer just
00:23:11 Basically picked
00:23:12 Up quite a
00:23:12 Bit so became
00:23:13 A full-time
00:23:13 Job I still
00:23:14 Have a small
00:23:15 Clinical
00:23:15 Practice because
00:23:16 I just don't
00:23:16 Want to let
00:23:17 Go of that
00:23:17 I really
00:23:18 Enjoy doing
00:23:19 Clinical work
00:23:20 Um and
00:23:21 Then but
00:23:23 Then it was
00:23:23 Sort of like
00:23:23 Wrote a book
00:23:24 That went
00:23:26 Well but
00:23:26 Then I was
00:23:27 Like hold
00:23:27 On a second
00:23:28 This was
00:23:28 Not I
00:23:30 Never intended
00:23:31 To be here
00:23:31 So then
00:23:33 Started thinking
00:23:33 A little bit
00:23:34 About what
00:23:35 Am I doing
00:23:36 What do I
00:23:36 Want to
00:23:36 Accomplish
00:23:37 Um you
00:23:40 Know thought
00:23:40 A lot about
00:23:41 Financial stuff
00:23:42 Too and in
00:23:43 Terms of like
00:23:44 Walked away
00:23:45 From a pretty
00:23:45 Lucrative career
00:23:46 And then was
00:23:47 Trying to
00:23:48 Think about
00:23:48 You know what
00:23:49 Do I what
00:23:49 Do I want
00:23:49 To do there
00:23:50 What now
00:23:50 So I was
00:23:51 Just trying to
00:23:51 Think huh
00:23:52 You're thinking
00:23:52 What now
00:23:53 Yeah so I
00:23:55 Was kind of
00:23:55 Thinking like
00:23:55 What do I
00:23:56 Want the 0.55
00:23:56 Remainder of
00:23:57 My life
00:23:57 To be
00:23:57 Because I
00:23:58 Was I
00:23:59 Was actually
00:23:59 Quite unhappy
00:24:00 Um with a
00:24:02 Lot of just
00:24:03 The way that
00:24:04 Like things
00:24:06 Grow right
00:24:07 So they like
00:24:07 Mutate and 0.97
00:24:08 Expand and
00:24:09 You have all
00:24:09 These like
00:24:09 Opportunities and
00:24:10 Stuff and
00:24:10 It's not that
00:24:11 I'm not
00:24:12 Grateful I
00:24:12 Think it's
00:24:12 Amazing stuff
00:24:13 Um but I
00:24:15 Sort of found
00:24:15 Myself being
00:24:16 Pulled in
00:24:16 A lot of
00:24:16 Different directions
00:24:17 Without having
00:24:18 A whole lot
00:24:18 Of on the
00:24:20 One hand I
00:24:20 Have a ton
00:24:20 Of autonomy
00:24:21 But on the
00:24:22 Other hand
00:24:22 It's like okay
00:24:22 There's this
00:24:23 Opportunity so
00:24:24 Then we're
00:24:24 Doing this
00:24:24 And then this
00:24:25 Opportunity and
00:24:26 Then we're
00:24:26 Doing this
00:24:27 Um and so
00:24:28 Just like thinking
00:24:29 Through all that
00:24:30 Stuff and it's
00:24:30 Like hold on a
00:24:30 Second what
00:24:31 What did we
00:24:31 Really show up
00:24:32 Here to do
00:24:33 What do I
00:24:33 What do I
00:24:33 Want to do
00:24:34 What's my
00:24:34 Dharma
00:24:35 That's the
00:24:35 Sanskrit word
00:24:36 For duty
00:24:36 So what's
00:24:38 My Dharma
00:24:39 Um and
00:24:40 Then I
00:24:40 Think for a
00:24:41 Long time I
00:24:41 Was also
00:24:42 Spiritually
00:24:42 Coasting
00:24:43 So I
00:24:44 Did a
00:24:44 Lot of
00:24:45 Intense
00:24:45 Spiritual
00:24:46 Practice
00:24:46 Between the
00:24:47 Ages of
00:24:47 About 21
00:24:48 To 28
00:24:48 And then
00:24:50 When I
00:24:50 Started
00:24:51 Medical school
00:24:52 Then for a
00:24:53 Period of
00:24:54 About 10
00:24:54 Years
00:24:55 Basically
00:24:56 Devoted a
00:24:57 Lot of
00:24:57 Energy
00:24:58 To
00:24:59 Understanding
00:25:01 Medicine
00:25:01 And understanding
00:25:02 Psychology
00:25:03 Understanding
00:25:04 Neuroscience
00:25:04 And in
00:25:05 That in
00:25:06 That time
00:25:06 So I
00:25:07 Haven't been
00:25:07 To India 0.93
00:25:07 In like
00:25:08 Over 10
00:25:08 Years
00:25:09 But I
00:25:09 Used to
00:25:09 Go every
00:25:09 Year
00:25:10 Do you
00:25:10 Miss it
00:25:11 And so
00:25:11 Sort of
00:25:11 Sort of
00:25:14 So I
00:25:15 I mean
00:25:15 I hope to
00:25:16 Go back
00:25:16 Soon
00:25:16 But I
00:25:17 I think
00:25:18 I
00:25:18 Sort of
00:25:18 Was like
00:25:19 I had
00:25:20 Sort of
00:25:20 Done my
00:25:20 Own
00:25:20 Spiritual
00:25:21 Development
00:25:21 But it
00:25:22 Wasn't
00:25:22 The priority
00:25:23 Over the
00:25:24 Last 10
00:25:24 Years
00:25:24 It was
00:25:25 Like okay
00:25:25 I have
00:25:25 The opportunity
00:25:26 To train
00:25:27 At a
00:25:28 Really great
00:25:28 Institution
00:25:29 I have
00:25:29 Lots of
00:25:29 Great
00:25:29 Teachers
00:25:30 So I'm
00:25:31 Going to
00:25:31 Like learn
00:25:31 This as
00:25:32 Well as
00:25:32 I can
00:25:32 And then
00:25:34 There was
00:25:34 A lot
00:25:34 Of
00:25:35 You know
00:25:37 Exploration
00:25:38 And growth
00:25:38 And development
00:25:39 In terms
00:25:39 Of entrepreneurship
00:25:40 I've
00:25:41 Worked a
00:25:41 Lot with
00:25:42 Entrepreneurs
00:25:42 Founders
00:25:43 That started
00:25:44 Around
00:25:45 2017
00:25:45 And so
00:25:48 Worked a
00:25:48 Lot as
00:25:48 Like a
00:25:49 Psychiatrist
00:25:49 And a
00:25:50 Coach
00:25:50 To help
00:25:51 People who
00:25:51 Are like
00:25:52 Co-founders
00:25:52 And entrepreneurs
00:25:54 And things
00:25:55 Like that
00:25:55 CEOs
00:25:55 C-suite
00:25:56 Executives
00:25:56 But then
00:25:57 To be
00:25:57 In the
00:25:57 In the
00:25:58 Role
00:25:58 Myself
00:25:59 Was a
00:25:59 Eye-opening
00:26:01 And educating
00:26:02 Experience
00:26:03 And so
00:26:05 Then it's
00:26:05 Sort of
00:26:05 Like
00:26:06 Okay
00:26:06 What do
00:26:06 I want
00:26:06 To do
00:26:07 With the
00:26:07 Rest of
00:26:07 My
00:26:07 Life
00:26:08 And so
00:26:08 Decided
00:26:09 On a
00:26:10 Couple 0.60
00:26:10 Of
00:26:10 Things
00:26:10 Spent
00:26:11 A lot
00:26:11 Of
00:26:12 Time
00:26:12 By
00:26:12 Myself
00:26:12 Which I
00:26:13 Think
00:26:13 Really
00:26:13 Helps
00:26:13 Me
00:26:13 A lot
00:26:14 Spent
00:26:14 A lot
00:26:14 Of
00:26:14 Time
00:26:15 Re-engaging
00:26:16 In
00:26:17 Spiritual
00:26:17 Practice
00:26:17 And now
00:26:18 I feel
00:26:19 Pretty
00:26:19 Good
00:26:20 So there's
00:26:21 No
00:26:21 Midlife
00:26:22 Crisis
00:26:22 You're
00:26:22 Fine
00:26:22 No
00:26:24 There
00:26:24 Was
00:26:24 A
00:26:25 Midlife
00:26:25 Crisis
00:26:25 But a
00:26:26 Midlife
00:26:26 Crisis
00:26:26 I think
00:26:27 Is a
00:26:27 Developmentally
00:26:28 I think
00:26:30 We don't
00:26:31 Appreciate
00:26:31 How common
00:26:32 They are
00:26:33 And how
00:26:33 They're
00:26:34 Also
00:26:34 Developmentally
00:26:35 Appropriate
00:26:36 I think
00:26:36 A midlife
00:26:36 Crisis
00:26:37 Is when
00:26:37 You
00:26:38 Trade in
00:26:39 Your
00:26:39 Toyota
00:26:39 For
00:26:40 Mid
00:26:41 Sports
00:26:41 Car
00:26:42 And
00:26:43 You get
00:26:43 Divorced
00:26:44 And then
00:26:44 You start
00:26:45 Dating
00:26:45 A girl
00:26:45 Who's
00:26:46 Like
00:26:46 Ten
00:26:46 Years
00:26:46 Younger
00:26:46 And you
00:26:47 Go to
00:26:48 A Coldplay
00:26:48 Concert
00:26:49 I think
00:26:51 That
00:26:51 That's
00:26:52 And then
00:26:52 You end
00:26:52 Up on
00:26:53 The
00:26:53 Big
00:26:54 Screen
00:26:55 You have
00:26:56 An affair
00:26:56 And then
00:26:58 You get
00:26:58 Fired
00:26:59 That
00:26:59 Midlife
00:26:59 Crisis
00:27:00 Is 0.88
00:27:00 Cheating
00:27:01 On
00:27:01 Your
00:27:02 Spouse
00:27:02 And
00:27:03 Getting
00:27:03 A new
00:27:03 In a
00:27:05 New
00:27:05 Hobby
00:27:05 And hanging
00:27:06 Out
00:27:06 At younger
00:27:07 Bars 1.00
00:27:07 I think
00:27:09 That
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00:27:09 The
00:27:10 I
00:27:10 Would
00:27:11 I think
00:27:12 That
00:27:12 That is
00:27:12 Certainly
00:27:13 An identity
00:27:13 Crisis
00:27:14 Of some
00:27:14 Sort
00:27:14 I think
00:27:15 We sort
00:27:15 Of
00:27:15 Characterize
00:27:16 That
00:27:16 As a
00:27:16 Midlife
00:27:16 Crisis
00:27:17 I think
00:27:17 Many
00:27:18 Many
00:27:18 Many
00:27:18 People
00:27:19 It's
00:27:21 Hard
00:27:21 For
00:27:21 Me
00:27:21 To
00:27:21 Say
00:27:22 Men
00:27:22 Versus
00:27:23 Women 1.00
00:27:23 But
00:27:23 I
00:27:23 Think
00:27:24 Most
00:27:24 Of
00:27:24 The
00:27:24 Midlife
00:27:24 Crises
00:27:25 That
00:27:25 I've
00:27:26 Gone
00:27:26 That
00:27:27 I've
00:27:27 Helped
00:27:27 People
00:27:28 Through
00:27:28 Happened
00:27:29 To
00:27:29 Like
00:27:31 That
00:27:31 I've
00:27:31 Assisted
00:27:32 People
00:27:32 With
00:27:32 I
00:27:32 Think
00:27:33 Just
00:27:34 The
00:27:34 Numbers
00:27:36 Have
00:27:36 Been
00:27:36 Mostly
00:27:36 Men
00:27:37 So
00:27:38 And I
00:27:38 Think
00:27:38 The
00:27:38 Textbook
00:27:40 Midlife
00:27:40 Crisis
00:27:40 That
00:27:40 You
00:27:41 Cited
00:27:42 Was
00:27:42 Also
00:27:42 A
00:27:42 Dude
00:27:43 Right
00:27:43 Yeah
00:27:44 And
00:27:45 For
00:27:46 Women 1.00
00:27:47 That's
00:27:47 Just
00:27:47 Menopause
00:27:48 I
00:27:50 Don't
00:27:50 Think
00:27:51 So
00:27:51 So
00:27:51 I
00:27:51 Think
00:27:51 There's
00:27:52 A
00:27:52 False
00:27:52 Equivalency
00:27:53 There
00:27:53 So
00:27:53 I
00:27:53 Absolutely
00:27:54 Believe
00:27:54 That
00:27:55 Menopause
00:27:55 Is 0.88
00:27:55 A
00:27:56 Very
00:27:56 Serious
00:27:56 Time
00:27:57 To
00:27:57 Take
00:27:58 Stock
00:27:58 And
00:27:58 Maybe
00:27:59 Women 1.00
00:27:59 Go
00:27:59 Through
00:27:59 Something
00:27:59 Else
00:28:00 Helps
00:28:01 A ton
00:28:01 Of
00:28:01 Women 1.00
00:28:01 Through
00:28:01 Menopause
00:28:02 But
00:28:02 I
00:28:02 Think
00:28:02 That
00:28:03 The
00:28:03 Psychological
00:28:05 Load
00:28:06 Is 0.88
00:28:06 Different
00:28:07 I
00:28:08 Wouldn't
00:28:08 Say
00:28:08 That
00:28:08 They're
00:28:08 One
00:28:09 To
00:28:09 One
00:28:09 But
00:28:11 I
00:28:11 Think
00:28:11 A lot
00:28:11 Of
00:28:12 Men
00:28:12 Go
00:28:12 Through
00:28:12 Midlife
00:28:12 Crises
00:28:13 That
00:28:13 Don't
00:28:14 Manifest
00:28:14 The
00:28:15 Way
00:28:15 That
00:28:15 You
00:28:16 Described
00:28:16 Right
00:28:17 That's
00:28:17 Sort
00:28:17 Of
00:28:17 The
00:28:17 Classic
00:28:18 One
00:28:18 And
00:28:18 That's
00:28:19 A
00:28:19 Midlife
00:28:19 Crisis
00:28:25 The
00:28:25 Roots
00:28:26 Are
00:28:26 Very
00:28:26 Similar
00:28:26 So
00:28:27 You
00:28:28 Kind
00:28:28 Of
00:28:28 Wake
00:28:28 Up
00:28:28 One
00:28:29 Day
00:28:29 And
00:28:29 You're
00:28:29 In
00:28:29 This
00:28:30 Life
00:28:30 That
00:28:30 You
00:28:31 Maybe
00:28:31 Didn't
00:28:31 Want
00:28:32 Didn't
00:28:32 Intend
00:28:33 You
00:28:33 Realize
00:28:34 That
00:28:34 You've
00:28:34 Made
00:28:34 A lot
00:28:34 Of
00:28:34 Sacrifices
00:28:35 You
00:28:35 Realize
00:28:36 That
00:28:36 There's
00:28:36 A lot
00:28:37 Of
00:28:37 Stuff
00:28:37 That
00:28:37 You
00:28:37 Maybe
00:28:37 Have
00:28:38 You
00:28:39 Sacrificed
00:28:40 A lot
00:28:40 Of
00:28:40 What
00:28:40 You
00:28:40 Wanted
00:28:41 For
00:28:41 The
00:28:41 Sake
00:28:41 Of
00:28:42 Other
00:28:42 Things
00:28:42 And
00:28:43 Then
00:28:43 You
00:28:43 Kind
00:28:44 Of
00:28:44 Wake
00:28:44 Up
00:28:44 And
00:28:45 You're
00:28:45 Like
00:28:55 Divorce
00:28:56 There
00:28:56 Right
00:28:56 In
00:28:56 Your
00:28:57 Example
00:28:57 That
00:28:59 That's
00:28:59 Part
00:29:00 Of
00:29:00 It
00:29:00 Yeah
00:29:00 That's
00:29:00 Part
00:29:00 Of
00:29:00 It
00:29:01 So
00:29:01 I
00:29:01 Think
00:29:02 A lot
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00:29:02 That
00:29:02 Can
00:29:02 Be
00:29:03 Just
00:29:03 Reaction
00:29:03 To
00:29:04 The
00:29:04 Divorce
00:29:04 And
00:29:05 That
00:29:05 Can
00:29:05 Have
00:29:05 Completely
00:29:06 Different
00:29:06 Roots
00:29:06 It's
00:29:07 Not
00:29:07 You know
00:29:08 It's
00:29:08 Unnecessary
00:29:09 But
00:29:09 I'm
00:29:09 Just
00:29:09 You
00:29:09 I'm
00:29:10 Joking
00:29:10 Around
00:29:11 About
00:29:11 Some
00:29:11 Of
00:29:11 The
00:29:11 Components
00:29:12 Yeah
00:29:12 Yeah
00:29:12 Yeah
00:29:13 No
00:29:13 But
00:29:13 I
00:29:13 I
00:29:14 I
00:29:14 I
00:29:14 Totally
00:29:15 Get
00:29:15 That
00:29:25 I'm
00:29:26 42
00:29:27 Yeah
00:29:29 So
00:29:29 That's
00:29:29 Around
00:29:29 The
00:29:29 Age
00:29:30 So
00:29:30 Then
00:29:30 What
00:29:30 What's
00:29:31 And
00:29:32 How
00:29:32 Does
00:29:32 That
00:29:32 Make
00:29:32 You
00:29:33 Feel
00:29:33 How
00:29:35 Does
00:29:35 What
00:29:35 Make
00:29:35 Me
00:29:35 Feel
00:29:35 Being
00:29:37 42
00:29:37 Fine
00:29:39 Oh
00:29:40 See
00:29:41 Where's
00:29:42 The
00:29:42 Crisis
00:29:42 You're
00:29:42 Good
00:29:43 Yeah
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00:29:44 Good
00:29:44 Now
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00:29:45 Navigated
00:29:46 It
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00:29:46 Over
00:29:46 Oh
00:29:47 Good
00:29:47 Job
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00:29:54 Right
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00:29:56 Going
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00:29:57 Get
00:29:58 A lot
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00:29:58 Flack
00:29:58 For
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00:29:59 And
00:29:59 Things
00:29:59 Like
00:29:59 That
00:29:59 But
00:29:59 So
00:30:00 You
00:30:01 Know
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00:30:01 We
00:30:01 Started
00:30:01 Healthy
00:30:02 Gamer
00:30:02 It
00:30:02 Was
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00:30:05 Kind
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00:30:06 Me
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00:30:06 We
00:30:07 Never
00:30:08 Like
00:30:08 Designed
00:30:08 It
00:30:09 To
00:30:09 Be
00:30:09 Profit
00:30:11 Driven
00:30:11 So
00:30:12 I
00:30:12 I'm
00:30:12 Doing
00:30:13 This
00:30:13 Company
00:30:13 Stuff
00:30:14 For
00:30:14 Like
00:30:14 Five
00:30:14 Years
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00:30:15 Not
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00:30:15 To
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00:30:16 Driven
00:30:16 We
00:30:16 Really
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00:30:17 Price
00:30:17 Things
00:30:18 To
00:30:18 Be
00:30:18 Really
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00:30:20 People
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00:30:20 In
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00:30:21 And
00:30:22 India
00:30:22 So
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00:31:44 So
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00:31:45 One
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00:51:26 Think
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00:51:49 If
00:51:49 you're if you're depressed because you're 28 years old you are physically unhealthy you have no social
00:51:57 life you watch pornography and play video games all day i don't think there's anything mentally
00:52:02 wrong with you from a mental illness standpoint i don't think that's pathological i think that's 0.99
00:52:07 congruent with your life if your life is shit you're gonna feel bad that's normal that's not 0.99
00:52:13 illness what i think is illness is if you're 46 years old you make 600 000 or 800 000 a year 0.99
00:52:23 you're married you have two kids you have a wife who's loving faithful um you are tall you're handsome
00:52:30 you're successful and you want to kill yourself every single day do you see there's a major thing
00:52:36 you left out of that equation of that life sure it's spiritual purpose it's a greater purpose like
00:52:42 you're not living for you're not in your career to get validation from your boss or to get a raise
00:52:49 your purpose isn't specifically to have a good home and to be a successful guy with a mowed lawn
00:52:54 your purpose is greater than that it's serving god and i think that person if they if they want to if
00:53:00 they're if they have those circumstances like like you just laid out and you did leave out
00:53:03 a greater spiritual purpose it's because that they can't find they don't know what it is and
00:53:09 spirituality solves that unreliably right so make this person goes to church and has a relationship 0.98
00:53:19 with god right so people in church will i haven't met that guy i don't i don't i don't know this
00:53:25 person i i know that that example you're bringing up obviously this is anecdotal evidence but i've never
00:53:31 seen that happen you know the people that end up like if you bring up you know perfect example be
00:53:35 like anthony bourdain or robin williams some people say robin williams had alzheimer's he had
00:53:40 some some condition but let's say he didn't or anthony bourdain perfect example you watch the like
00:53:44 first episode of his tv show and he goes to i think oscar wilde's hotel room in paris where oscar
00:53:49 wilde killed himself i can't i'm not sure if that's the right uh author or artist whatever but he goes
00:53:55 there and he's like saying oh whoa all these parisian artists killed themselves and overdose here he's
00:53:58 kind of like you know he likes the allure of the artist who ended up you know with that grieving
00:54:04 sad life anthony bourdain ended up killing himself in his early 60s and he had a daughter he had a
00:54:10 wife he had a good life successful career all this thing but he never had a connection to god that was
00:54:14 the major thing lacking and that's why i think he did something so selfish just to off himself while
00:54:19 having a daughter and having a wife and i see some of his fans they say anthony bourdain oh what a 1.00
00:54:24 tormented soul when i see that guy i think what a selfish asshole what what a narcissistic 1.00
00:54:31 self-involved piece of shit to do that while he has a daughter while he has a wife around 1.00
00:54:36 without even leaving a note hanging himself in a hotel room for people to find his body 1.00
00:54:40 because he wants to be remembered as a tormented depressed artist i think he was obsessed with that
00:54:46 idea and if he had a greater purpose rather than living for himself and for his legacy he would
00:54:51 have never done that i mean i i think that's a completely valid opinion right so so what what
00:55:01 this i mean i'm detecting a couple things i'll go back to my original answer but i think that um
00:55:07 so when this is interesting give me a second go ahead
00:55:14 how's it going so far chat what else what else should i say
00:55:26 how's this going okay so let's go back to what well i'm going to try to address your like kind of
00:55:35 earlier a lot of what you said so i i think that generally speaking you know when someone has a
00:55:42 shitty life and they come in and they say they're depressed i think that there's ample evidence
00:55:47 that shows that if you have a shitty life your mood is likely to be crap okay and that oftentimes 0.94
00:55:55 this is i mean the whole reason that i started streaming on twitch and the whole reason i started 0.87
00:56:00 a coaching program is because i had so many patients come into my office where i thought that
00:56:05 talking to me about your feelings for an hour is not going to be nearly as effective
00:56:11 at improving your life as finding a romantic relationship getting a job or a career that 0.84
00:56:18 you can be proud of um actually getting your ass to the gym like doing things like you talk about 0.99
00:56:25 wanting to write a science fiction fantasy novel that's dystopian let's fucking write it 0.96
00:56:33 right so the whole reason that i i started this is is because i i think that there's and there's 0.56
00:56:39 ample evidence and i think most psychiatrists and psychotherapists understand this that
00:56:43 that you know if we look at the mental health crisis that we're seeing today in the world
00:56:48 a lot of it is an economic crisis like a lot of it is a crisis of loneliness at its root
00:56:55 that a lot of the a lot of the structures that supported people's socialization are like
00:57:03 disintegrating around us so when when a human being does not get the right kind of inputs
00:57:10 they can manifest something like a mental illness now let's talk about a couple of other things so
00:57:17 you mentioned that people have main character syndrome i think there's also an overwhelming amount
00:57:22 of evidence no well maybe not overwhelming that's just how strongly i feel about it there's plenty
00:57:27 of evidence that shows that increased technology usage and increased social media usage being on our
00:57:33 phones all the time increases our narcissistic dimension of our personality right the more that
00:57:40 you judge a human being the more narcissistic they become so when you're judged a lot you're going to
00:57:46 become narcissistic that's just sort of how it works doesn't always happen that way but the default
00:57:51 response is to be become more narcissistic but before you can i interject real quick just one
00:57:57 observation before i don't want to interrupt your change of thought but i noticed that the tone has
00:58:02 shifted like therapy and psychotherapy a couple years ago used to be chemical imbalance used to be
00:58:07 mental health crisis based off of you know random that you something you could catch now the language
00:58:14 i'm hearing before you continue it sounds like it's self-inflicted you're lonely because you're addicted 0.86
00:58:19 to porn you're depressed because you're poor and you're not fulfilling how do you get self-inflicted
00:58:24 from what i said are you talking about language that i didn't use well you're saying that the majority 0.92
00:58:31 of the mental health crisis is due to socioeconomic factors which sounds like it's you know these are
00:58:37 circumstances that are more controllable rather than uncontrollable a few years back when i was in college
00:58:42 and everybody was on ssris and everyone was on uh adhd pills they were all thinking that it was
00:58:48 something that they just caught it was a chemical imbalance now the language is okay maybe you're 0.99
00:58:51 depressed because you're a lonely loser who's addicted to porn that's what i just noticed from your 0.98
00:58:57 response i'm super confused because when we say that there's an economic crisis that's circumstances 0.99
00:59:05 not self-inflicted okay that's true self-inflicted my point is that the chemical imbalance language has has
00:59:12 has hindered quite a bit right rather than it just being something you catch it's like obviously the
00:59:17 socioeconomic crisis that it's not everybody's fault but it is something that's controllable rather than
00:59:22 uncontrollable it's a situation that they can get themselves out of rather than something that they
00:59:26 caught in their brain why would you there's also i think there's a weird there's all kinds of like
00:59:33 associations that you form that i don't if something is a chemical imbalance what makes
00:59:37 you think that it's not modifiable by you
00:59:41 but my point is the language 10 years ago when this was blowing up and everybody was was that it
00:59:47 was just something wrong that it wasn't at all circumstantial but just something that happened to
00:59:52 people like catching covid that's okay that's that's my point so i think there's a couple of reasons
00:59:59 for that okay the first is um i think things have changed and so the cool thing about medicine science
01:00:09 and psychotherapy is that we tend to do a pretty good job of evolving with the times and studying
01:00:14 what happens so i think that like you know if we look at the last 10 years the world is very different
01:00:21 and the reasons that people are suffering mentally i think are fundamental there there's a couple of
01:00:27 fundamental big changes which have happened which means that the etiology which means the cause
01:00:33 the cause of the illness is changing right so the factors that people the people the world that people
01:00:39 are growing up in is shaping them in a way that it didn't shape them 10 years ago 20 years ago 25 years
01:00:46 ago okay does that make sense so i i think you're right that the language is changing there's a couple of
01:00:51 other things so there's a great paper that came out i think in molecular size psychiatry that basically
01:00:58 made the claim which i think has a lot of um merit i'm not saying that they're right that the serotonin
01:01:08 deficiency hypothesis of depression is not supported by evidence okay were you did you believe that back
01:01:14 then were you repeating that no oh okay you're one of the good ones i i don't know i wouldn't call
01:01:26 myself a good one i could be wrong no right i i i want more psychotherapists who push that
01:01:36 serotonin depletion because of a chemical imbalance i want them to take more responsibility for that because
01:01:40 i've been pushing on against that pushing back against that for 10 years and people said that i
01:01:45 was you know not sympathetic they said i was demonizing depressed people they said that i was
01:01:50 that i should believe victims right i faced a lot of backlash for that and it seems like i've been
01:01:55 vindicated that it's not you know serotonin depletion is more often due to circumstances that
01:02:01 are controllable rather than uncontrollable so it sounds like you it really what was it like when people
01:02:08 basically attacked you for doubting what people were saying about a serotonin about they said you're 0.99
01:02:14 like oh my friend killed himself and you are insensitive you piece of shit uh they would get 1.00
01:02:20 really upset and i'm like i'm right and you're mad and that's just one of those factors one of those 1.00
01:02:28 situations where i said something before it was deemed socially acceptable and as soon as it becomes
01:02:34 socially acceptable people don't admit that they were wrong right and they they move on quickly
01:02:38 without you know properly addressing their mistakes and those are those are very dangerous mistakes i
01:02:45 think people who push that chemical imbalance lie and made all of my peers all of my everybody in my
01:02:51 dorm i would say at least 80 percent were taking ssris because they thought that they just caught
01:02:56 depression and we move on we act like that didn't happen but this was very very normal i mean i went to
01:03:02 a whole high school i went to a boarding school in new hampshire where everyone all the parents were
01:03:05 sending them there because they thought that their kids were just depressed for no reason and there
01:03:09 was a mental health problem that they they didn't know how to fix
01:03:14 without yeah so without medication without you know all these practices what was that like for you 1.00
01:03:18 to to to believe something and get like tell everyone tell you like oh you're such an asshole basically 1.00
01:03:23 right you're a dick for believing this and like everyone's fucking drinking the kool-aid and 1.00
01:03:28 you're like i don't want to drink the kool-aid did anyone ever call you depressed not really no okay 1.00
01:03:35 no and so what's it like to be vindicated which seems so important to you i i'm catching that you
01:03:41 caught on to the frustration which i i think yeah i i know you caught that that that's a repeated
01:03:47 theme since i last spoke to you is i am vindicated about a lot of things that i was demonized for saying
01:03:53 too early for the public to understand and it's frustrating that and that's something i'm working 0.94
01:03:59 on like it it has increased some bitterness where i'm like these fucking like i saw this movie eddington 0.95
01:04:05 right it's a movie by ari aster and it's about 2020 covet and it's about the george floyd riots at 0.91
01:04:10 the height of covet paranoia and everything and i remember at that time i did not get the covet vaccine
01:04:15 i was speaking out against it i was calling the george floyd looting and all the riots i was 0.70
01:04:18 saying that this is stupid they said that you are against the black lives matter movement you're 0.98
01:04:23 propagating racism and you should not be able to see your grandmother because you're going to get 1.00
01:04:27 everybody sick and you're a super spreader people moved on now they watch the movie and laugh and i
01:04:32 sat in that movie theater i'm like watching it was in new york city i'm watching everyone laugh at this
01:04:35 and i'm like you didn't let me go into a restaurant without i had to show my fake vaccine card everywhere
01:04:40 i traveled with this right i was deep you said that i'm a bad person for not posting a black square
01:04:45 on instagram but then everyone laughs now and act like they're acting like they didn't
01:04:50 you know push that craziness that propaganda everybody i remember back then all these
01:04:54 people in college that were taking ssris because they had a chemical imbalance because that's what
01:04:58 they read online now that they moved on they don't tell they don't say like oh actually you know what
01:05:03 i'm sorry for demonizing you and ironically when you push somebody away and you call them crazy that's 0.80
01:05:10 one of the quickest routes to to make them mentally ill and to give them mental health problems when you
01:05:14 isolate somebody call them crazy and say that they're a bad person when they're really trying 0.52
01:05:18 to be healthy oh for years for years they still do but i mean the more time passes the more i'm
01:05:28 being vindicated but they say i'm crazy less now what's it like to be vindicated
01:05:36 annoying annoying tell me about it right oh man that's such a good word
01:05:42 yeah definitely introspective that's that's a good word you know annoying because
01:05:51 yeah i totally get you what's annoying about it you want me to answer or you want to answer
01:05:57 i want you to i want you to answer i think i think i kind of i kind of did answer already
01:06:03 no no no no what's annoying about it well what i just said it's annoying that people move on like
01:06:09 they didn't push the propaganda that they fell for right they they don't admit the wrongdoing
01:06:15 and it's annoying because it seems like it's so repeatable if they don't say like man i wasn't
01:06:21 so stupid for believing that i couldn't sit next to somebody without a mask on but then i lowered it
01:06:29 and then ate the food while they were eating who were both breathing all over our plates on the plane 0.98
01:06:33 and then put it back on and like all the dirty stairs i got because i wasn't wearing a mask
01:06:37 the fact that they don't self-reflect and director there's any introspection on on that aspect
01:06:43 it seems like this is going to happen again and it will and more people will fall for these very
01:06:48 easily debunked lies
01:06:52 okay so i i think
01:06:55 would you say that when people judged you in this way that it hurt
01:07:17 no i don't think it hurt because i knew i was right and i think it may be mentally stronger
01:07:25 so no i wouldn't say i was no i don't think so
01:07:30 okay i i would be surprised if you use that word too but i think it did hurt
01:07:39 but i think it hurts just because you're mentally strong doesn't i mean so you mentioned mental
01:07:43 strength and usually you need strength right yeah when you go to the gym you break down your muscles
01:07:48 and then they repair so i would i would probably admit that it hurt if i fell victim to it but i did
01:07:54 it you know i just i was able to
01:07:57 rise out of the ashes like a phoenix right but then you're in the ashes like you got burned bro
01:08:04 you see what i'm saying like i think there's an association here i i think that there's that the
01:08:08 the word bothers you a lot but i think that's what happened does that sort of make sense like
01:08:12 i understand i understand like okay well by the analogy is like when you go to the gym and you have
01:08:17 a great workout you're not like that hurt you're like whoo it's like it's like uh in a masochistic
01:08:23 way the pain is good because you know that it's going to make you better you understand like what
01:08:26 if you do a really big set of the bench you're not like oh my god fight it's pain you're not like
01:08:30 it's painful it's a good pain so it's it's sure it's different than hurt yeah i'm with you right
01:08:36 so i i would say that it hurt right and then it's just a good hurt not all hurt is bad and
01:08:43 not all hurt happens to weak people and a lot of strength comes from hurt like i think that you
01:08:49 know if we look at the people in gaza there there's a lot of hurt there but i don't think
01:08:54 those people are weak i think those people are strong and i think that hurt is a great way to grow
01:09:03 and i think that there's a lot of there's a lot of associations with hurt and weakness that
01:09:08 if you're strong you don't get hurt there's this idea that invulnerability and strength
01:09:13 are correlated i don't think they are i think strength like you know it's sort of like courage
01:09:19 or fearlessness like i think i respect courage way more than fearlessness fearlessness i think
01:09:25 is ignorance courage is overcoming your fear but if you ask a courageous person are you scared
01:09:31 i think it's kind of like that so i i think that it's very clear to me that this was painful to you
01:09:37 yeah i i as you say this i i understand your point but i'm realizing my thought process is that i don't
01:09:45 like to think with any victim if i can remove any victim words from my vocabulary my thought process
01:09:51 i end up i end up better so rather than say like this was painful it's that signals to the world and
01:09:57 signals to to people that you know like that you need shelter or that you need comfort and i'd rather that
01:10:04 that all come internally so i i refuse i i try to limit as much of that language as possible
01:10:11 because it helps with the recovery process in a better way so it's uh it's selective thinking
01:10:18 and that's actually a good example of self-accountability responsibility right if i use words
01:10:23 like hurt more then i'm gonna be i'm gonna think in a weaker state rather than overcome it immediately
01:10:29 so i i recommend people think that way as well the less strength you give away and the less you know
01:10:37 the less weakness you signal to the world the less that people are going to take advantage of it so
01:10:45 um i really respect that response so i i think like like i said this is the second time i'm
01:10:52 going to say this i i think you're a really strong thinker so i think very few people thank you can do
01:10:58 what you just did so i think most people stick to their guns they don't modify what they're saying
01:11:04 at all and here's what i think is going to be even more dangerous and i think we should have this
01:11:10 conversation but i still want to get back to the other thing maybe that one is left forever but
01:11:15 i think that your way of thinking is really good to move you from one place to another place but i think
01:11:23 it's going to keep you stuck and there is another evolution of your thinking which is that so right
01:11:29 now what you're doing is you're creating like a mental filter right so thinking this way does not help
01:11:34 me that is whether something is functionally useful is different from whether it is true
01:11:41 so you're you've engaged in a cognitive reshaping and i know this is going to sound kind of challenging
01:11:50 i think it's absolutely adaptive
01:11:55 and i think that at some point if not already it is going to be maladaptive i think it's a really
01:12:01 really useful strategy but at its core it is dishonest but that's also the difference between having
01:12:07 so okay go ahead and i think that many people who are not mentally capable require some degree of
01:12:19 dishonesty and it you have to work yourself up to being able to handle an honest perspective on your
01:12:26 life and i can offer examples so i think what you're doing makes a lot of sense and i think it's going to
01:12:33 you down the road okay but there's a difference between having this conversation publicly and privately
01:12:38 part of the reason i answered that was because so much of what i do and say is in the public eye
01:12:43 for years that and especially i mean this is a public conversation right now i am thinking
01:12:48 differently and speaking differently because thousands maybe millions of people are listening
01:12:52 to these words right now so i i know that it's a it's a responsibility and it's powerful so i don't
01:12:59 signal like if we're having this conversation properly it'd be completely different i would 0.97
01:13:03 have been like mine that fucking suck yeah yeah but i have people that are like you know i want to 0.98
01:13:08 inspire people i want to make the world a better place and i've seen the impact that i've had culturally 0.98
01:13:13 and i've changed i i've noticed myself change the the zeitgeist i've seen language i've seen the shift
01:13:21 that i think people in my space on the internet and me directly that i've had on the culture so
01:13:26 that's the difference between people who think privately and and are always in the public eye
01:13:33 and always being scrutinized and always being in the free marketplace of ideas 0.80
01:13:38 what do you think would happen if you said yeah that sucked in a public way
01:13:50 that gives more weakness and it signals to more people that they can be vulnerable and yes that's
01:14:00 true that it's good to be vulnerable but oftentimes for men it's better to not be vulnerable publicly
01:14:05 so if i want to help out people and i want to make the world a better place i would like to limit the
01:14:11 amount of vulnerability that people give away randomly right i i think i mean i trust you i've
01:14:16 had a conversation with you and i trust that you're an open person if i were speaking to you privately i'd
01:14:20 be more vulnerable with that but i don't there's so you know how many i have i have enemies i have
01:14:25 people that want to destroy everything i do so the less amount of vulnerability that i could signal
01:14:31 to the world the better that makes me sad to hear man
01:14:40 like you sound like you're i mean that sounds like you're carrying a lot and and i don't mean
01:14:45 that i i i appreciate the nobility of it like i'm not asking for things to be different i think
01:14:53 on balance it's a good thing what you're carrying around i can see how it helps people and i can see how
01:15:00 how you're okay carrying it because it does help people that you take this responsibility incredibly
01:15:08 seriously and it makes me sad to hear that that still costs you right so you like just because
01:15:16 carrying it is worth it and is the right thing to do and maybe align with your spiritual goals in life
01:15:21 or whatever doesn't change the fact that it still is hard to carry sometimes and to hear you
01:15:30 have to be so paranoid and pardon me if that word is too strong or so careful so thoughtful to have
01:15:36 such a it sounds exhausting it sounds trapping like you can't be free and because you used to right
01:15:43 and you boy did you get punished for it bro you you shared your opinions you didn't drink the kool-aid and 0.99
01:15:51 people were like fuck you bro you're being insensitive you're not standing up for black 1.00
01:15:55 people i lost my livelihood i lost everything you lost everything you can't stream you can't 1.00
01:16:02 see this conversation because because of that i i i get it right so you you've been punished so hard
01:16:08 and and that makes me sad but it is what it is it is what i mean but there there we go it's like
01:16:14 okay it's what is worth it is what it is hold on okay it is it is what it is yeah what it is what is
01:16:25 that what is that phrase sneaker this is the uh what are you doing this is reality no it's not that's the
01:16:34 fucking exact opposite yes this literally no actually this is reality no it's not it is what 0.69
01:16:40 it is is you doing your cognitive transformation towards strength and not allowing your weakness 0.98
01:16:48 say that one more time when you say the phrase it is what it is that's your cognitive transformation
01:16:55 that's your movement from weakness to strength but how is that not reality
01:16:59 because it's a transformation it's something that you're intentionally doing to change your
01:17:06 perspective this is where you start and then when you say it is what it is it's a really sneaky
01:17:11 version of it right because you're saying it is what it is but if that is what it is there is so much 0.99
01:17:18 anger frustration disappointment all these fucking people said all this shit about you and now that 0.98
01:17:25 you've been vindicated does anyone apologize does anyone say welcome back to the platform bro no of 0.99
01:17:30 course not there is such a mountain of frustration and pain and whatever and the only way let's say to
01:17:39 deal with that right because what are you gonna do you say it is what it is this is the world that we 0.96
01:17:44 live in so i'm gonna reframe away from that shit to this it is what it is you soldier on 0.96
01:17:55 well i mean that statement still is true it it literally is what it is regardless it's 100 it 0.97
01:18:04 is true the statement is true okay hold on and it's not that it's false it's that it's a cognitive shift
01:18:13 right so when you do that you're shifting away from something else does that kind of make sense
01:18:20 well what i'm shifting i understand completely what i'm shifting away from when you say that makes me sad
01:18:25 i start thinking fuck like maybe i should feel sorry and sad for myself and then i'm like i literally 0.82
01:18:31 i remember where i am i have a nice exactly and then you do the cognitive shift but why why would 0.98
01:18:37 it what's wrong with shifting to a more positive wrong with shifting right now okay so the so what's
01:18:43 the what's your point my point is first of all that we should have awareness here's what i think is
01:18:49 good this is what i'm moving towards we should have awareness of what happens inside of us that's
01:18:53 the north star nothing we should be blind i'm completely aware of that because when you when 0.99
01:18:59 you say that makes me sad it was like fuck yeah that sucks yeah and i'm like damn i started thinking 0.98
01:19:04 about the stuff i lost and stuff and you know how my reputation was hit and the attacks i get that i 0.99
01:19:08 still get to this day and all this blah blah blah so i'm thinking negatively and i'm reminded that
01:19:13 thinking negatively does not solve anything and that solutions come through positive and forward
01:19:17 thinking through maintaining real frame then i'm reminded about what is happening across the world
01:19:23 like is feeling sorry for myself while children are starving in gaza as we speak that i know
01:19:30 it's selfish thinking to be thinking so oh me oh what was me and go returning to this frame when
01:19:36 it's like people have way worse circumstances right now that you know if they're able to soldier on then i
01:19:43 should too and this the world keeps spinning the girls keep being girls everyone keeps everyone moves
01:19:50 everyone is still living and we're all older than we were a second ago so it is what it is let's keep
01:19:55 on going what's next that's the only solution there is no solution to be found through that negative
01:20:01 introspection
01:20:05 i disagree okay so i think this is a great solution when you're 26.
01:20:10 it's a bad solution when you're 42. so i think that that i'm with you all the way i think there's a
01:20:21 couple of associations that you're making which i think are completely logical to make or completely
01:20:27 correct to make admitting weakness or admitting hurt you're attaching to a downward spiral yeah and i think
01:20:37 in when you were probably like a teenager and you had some crush on some girl in high school 0.98
01:20:43 and she didn't give you the time of day you were like fuck that i ain't ever going to be that guy 0.99
01:20:47 again so when you look at yourself when you see yourself in the reflection of walking down the 0.98
01:20:51 street in manhattan you didn't like what you saw and then you decided you vowed to yourself you're never
01:20:56 going to be that and look at this beautiful suit you're wearing now looking great look at where you are
01:21:01 now how can you ever say that this form of adaptation is a problem and i'm with you i think
01:21:07 it's the right thing for you to do up until this point and by all means do it for another 15 years
01:21:13 oh and then i think they'll like it and then 15 years what happens
01:21:17 in 15 years you will have such a pile of negativity inside you because you've reframed
01:21:25 reframed reframed reframed you'll be functional you'll be i i don't know about you will that's not
01:21:30 right so there is a chance that if you continue employing this strategy the resentment that you
01:21:39 have that is pretty potent right like you've used the word vindication several times so you're you're
01:21:49 let me think
01:21:49 i'm trying to find a less demeaning word than butthurt but i i can't so like i'm i'm i i feel
01:22:01 like i'm walking very dangerous ground because if i say a single thing that demeans you i think it's
01:22:07 going to be hard but i'm using the word butthurt because i'm leaning into this like i respect you and
01:22:13 i really do and i care about you like i do thank you and and you're so butthurt about this that you're
01:22:18 like seeking vindication so much and the problem is that you can seek vindication over and over and
01:22:24 over again but if the butthurt keeps piling up that you can't really you can not let the butthurt hurt
01:22:30 you through adaptive thinking which is absolutely correct i think if you're someone who's like
01:22:37 super depressed i think doing what you're doing is really good i really do it's a it's cognitively
01:22:43 flexible it's it's cognitive adaptations the that you're doing in your mind right now is 50 of what
01:22:51 we teach in therapy we teach people to think like you okay okay and i think that there comes a point
01:22:59 where accepting every dimension of your being gets you closer to transcendence and and i think you're going
01:23:07 to understand this too because when you're with god you don't do any of this that's the whole value
01:23:16 right and so all i'm saying is like that which you do when you when you lay yourself bare and you tell
01:23:22 god about how but you are you are it's not weak right you you let go of it you're like kind of like
01:23:27 okay this has happened like whatever right like i'm going to put my faith in you i don't know exactly
01:23:30 what you do or whatever but there's a certain amount of like brutal honesty about your weakness
01:23:36 which i totally get is complicated because you're in a public space people dislike you people try to
01:23:41 take you down all this kind of shit right so i'm not blamed please understand i'm not i'm not blaming 0.90
01:23:47 you for anything that you do i think you're remarkably resilient thank you and i think that there's like 0.97
01:23:55 i don't know if this kind of makes sense you you know so oftentimes in in my experience
01:24:00 people are like at one end end of the pendulum and then they swing to the other end and that's
01:24:07 progress but i think that there's a step above that which is to not be on either end of the pendulum
01:24:13 and kind of come towards the middle where you can be vulnerable you can be hurt you can say that this
01:24:19 hurt you you can say that this bothers you but there is a methodology to not let that turn into a
01:24:25 spiral and i think that when you do that there is a level so i don't know if this makes sense
01:24:33 every time you do that i don't know if this is going to make sense there's internal friction i'm
01:24:38 not saying you're weak i'm not saying it's going to hurt you i'm saying that there's like there's some
01:24:42 like yeah right and it comes out with your use of the word vindication and what i'm talking about is
01:24:49 peace not right not successful and if you continue along this track
01:24:59 you may be peace because you've got spirituality on your side and i think spirituality helps you find
01:25:05 that space between these things i think it's a really good thing so i i'm not trying to like predict
01:25:10 doom and gloom for you but i think that especially like i i do think it's it's better to continue to
01:25:17 level up and because i see a lot of people get stuck with like this way of thinking which is this
01:25:23 sort of like reliance on adaptation reliance on like i don't think this is you but in some people
01:25:32 it's like toxic positivity where they can't ever like say that they're hurt or sad or whatever right
01:25:38 like it's it's just i and i i don't think that that label fits you i i think it's i think the better
01:25:44 thing to fit you're resilient and you've got you know adaptations based on
01:25:52 i'm trying to find a better word than trauma but like you've had negative experiences that you've
01:25:59 adapted to and one of the things that we know is that negative experiences are healthy adaptations
01:26:07 in those circumstances but if you carry those adaptations into different circumstances
01:26:12 they can become something called maladaptive
01:26:16 right so like i think that a good example of where i see this a lot with men
01:26:22 i'm a loser i'm going to become a winner and then the kinds of relationships
01:26:29 that you're capable of can be different from what you truly crave
01:26:33 right so like you can never show weakness in front of your partner your romantic partner if it's a
01:26:42 woman but really what you crave is like true partnership you want one person in this world
01:26:47 that you don't have to put on a mask with that will stand by you all the time but if you keep on 0.98
01:26:52 doing this shit reflexively you will never show her that weakness and you will never give her an 0.98
01:26:58 opportunity to accept you in your flawed state and if you never give her the chance to accept you in 0.99
01:27:04 your flawed state there will always be a doubt on my in your mind is she gonna leave me if xyz happens 0.98
01:27:12 that kind of security is like amazing right and i think you have some sense of this because usually
01:27:19 we can get some version of this through a spiritual experience or god or whatever because
01:27:24 we can be honest with god you hopefully fingers crossed i don't know so what do you think is so
01:27:32 you sound like you're coming from a perspective you're you're older you've you've been through
01:27:35 more than i have most likely i don't know if that's true okay well i mean you're i'm older you're a father
01:27:42 and you have you have children you have you've had experiences that i have yet to have any idea about
01:27:47 personally yet so you're saying that by age 42 i am going to doing the um the practice of the
01:27:55 shifting you know cope that that it doesn't work the same anymore because eventually it's going to
01:27:59 catch up to you and you might have like a nervous breakdown or something like that so you're saying
01:28:03 be more more even keel and as you as you explain this i i am realizing that a lot of that i can't really
01:28:10 afford to be more in the middle about this because of what i do you know this that's why i'm sad
01:28:19 but i yeah and i understand but i can't really like if i was more nuanced with and i was and i
01:28:26 was more you know sitting in that not only does it not accomplish anything but it it everything else
01:28:31 sacrifices then my my content sacrifices and if my content loses then i lose more and then it's like
01:28:38 uh it's a you know it's exponential loss so because then i'm producing less money then i'm
01:28:44 going to be less active then i'm going to be you know not enjoying the content as more it's just
01:28:48 you know it's a domino effect to a worse life so it's just this frame of thinking is the most effective
01:28:54 for what i do i can totally understand so it's not my place to tell you and by not my place i mean
01:29:03 it would be the height of arrogance for me to tell you if you do this your content will be fine
01:29:08 right you know your content way better than i do you know what works and what doesn't work what i
01:29:13 would encourage you to do is this is something i feel pretty confident about so here at healthy
01:29:23 gamer we've worked with over 500 content creators and ranging from super super small to like huge
01:29:31 huge and um like way bigger than me or you and and i'm making assumptions about what your content
01:29:38 size is which i'm pretty sure i'm right but i mean i don't know what it is but i think it's in the
01:29:42 ballpark of where i am right so and and i think that one of the most consistent things is that you know
01:29:48 people learn a particular strategy of something working but when you work with them when you really
01:29:53 start to question things when you start to try things what a lot of people what a lot of content
01:29:58 creators feel this is really ironic but a lot of people think that the more the bigger you are as
01:30:02 a content creator the more power you have the more freedom you have but really it's the opposite
01:30:07 so when you're like a no-name anybody nobody you can make whatever kind of content you want and it
01:30:12 doesn't really matter as content creators become more and more successful one of the most common
01:30:17 experiences they have is they feel more and more restricted they can't try different things because
01:30:23 there's this domino effect they have to make the same kind of content they can't speak out about
01:30:27 this they can't you know speak out about that like they can't they're going to get punished
01:30:32 for any kind of innovation except for the acceptable innovation right so if you have a
01:30:37 certain kind of content and you talk to people on the street you can go to amsterdam instead of
01:30:41 new york that's like an innovation that your audience will like right it's been my experience
01:30:46 that with with the right amount of thought and energy for about 40 of people that's not true
01:30:53 i wish i could say everybody if they thought hard enough they're they can they're not nearly as
01:30:58 trapped as you are but i i'd say i'd ballpark it at about 40 percent and i i totally get that this is
01:31:05 a this is a huge challenge for you and that you're shaped by having this public persona um and the reason
01:31:11 that i i stopped it i have more experience than you i think you've lived a lot more at 26 i mean when i was
01:31:19 like than i had at your age so i i i think like i mean you said you started making content in 2013
01:31:25 so i i i just because i'm older than you sure i have some experiences that you don't have and i have
01:31:32 more experiences theoretically but i also know that for a large part of my life i had the same 0.86
01:31:36 fucking experience day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after 0.96
01:31:40 day i mean i used to play video games for like 16 to 20 hours a day for like years of my life so 0.99
01:31:45 there i mean i don't think that you know it's the same fucking thing and maybe the depths of of the 0.88
01:31:50 depression or whatever you want to call it got worse but like generally speaking i i i think you've 0.89
01:31:56 had quite i mean you mentioned that you you know you spent five weeks in spain with kanye west like
01:32:01 that's a big experience right you've made a lot of different content you've talked to a lot of
01:32:05 different people so on balance i'd say i i probably have more experiences in life than you do but i i
01:32:12 wouldn't jump to that conclusion as easily as you would yes i'm also partially being humble so that
01:32:19 i don't come off too you know braggadocious to you know the people watching this but then that is true
01:32:25 and also also why i joke around about going through a midlife crisis because the life that i've lived so
01:32:30 far i feel much older like most of my friends are in their mid late 30s most of my close my close
01:32:38 friends i can see that are much older than me because uh a lot of people my age they haven't
01:32:43 you know they haven't seen too too much and they haven't been through as much as i've been through
01:32:47 so uh it's harder harder to relate 100 so where do you think we should go from here
01:32:57 in life for this conversation this conversation
01:32:59 i um i can go back to my perspective of mental health i can talk to you i can ask you questions
01:33:09 about what you've been going through recently um
01:33:15 what whatever whatever you think whatever you think okay let me finish like my perspective on
01:33:22 mental health because you you said a lot of stuff there and then i'll ask you about
01:33:26 you know what's what you're going through recently yes and then i want to i do want to ask you about
01:33:30 fatherhood after after those two things sure so um i i i think you know is nico i think your your
01:33:37 observations are are like pretty spot on in a lot of ways i think some of the conclusions that you draw
01:33:45 so i noticed that you you make a lot of associations so you'll like make this observation and then you'll tie
01:33:50 something to it right so for example the expression of weakness means like maybe a downward spiral or
01:33:55 whatever and it's not that that's that's wrong right so that's clearly observable in our own lives
01:34:02 if i like wallow in my weakness then like it can lead to a downward spiral we see a lot of people who
01:34:10 express weakness like if someone expresses weakness the likelihood that they wallow in it is like pretty
01:34:16 high does that kind of make sense absolutely so i i think you you make a lot of associations and what
01:34:21 i really respect you for is that when i point out the associations you're you're quite flexible around
01:34:28 them so like your your capacity to self-reflect and recognize what you're doing internally is like
01:34:35 quite exceptional let's go so there was there there was a a video um that a buddy of mine made i don't
01:34:42 know if he made it or whatever on his channel that has your face and my face and talks about how i
01:34:46 owned you i saw it i don't know if you've seen it i've seen that and and so i was a little bit
01:34:50 frustrated when i saw that but i realized that it is what it is this is what the world is and whatever
01:34:55 the thing that i i really bothered me i've never watched the video but the thing that i think really
01:34:59 bothered me about that video is that we it talks about me owning you but i think the real thing there
01:35:06 is you should be given a ton of credit because in order for me to quote unquote own you you have
01:35:15 to be open-minded and what i think our conversation was really a testament to me about was your open 0.90
01:35:20 mindedness right like i can't convince you unless of shit unless you're willing to be convinced unless 0.95
01:35:27 you're actually able to look at the critical nature or you're able to look at your thought process in a 0.98
01:35:33 critical way so that that was one thing i never watched the video but whatever and and and so i
01:35:38 think this is something that like i just hope that because who knows right this is in the public maybe
01:35:42 someone will make this again or whatever but i think like it's really important for people to understand
01:35:48 that you know if you start this conversation in one place and you end up in another place
01:35:56 that requires effort on both of our parts right i can offer something but then you have to be
01:36:01 willing to receive it and if you're close-minded about it i'm not going to be able i can't like
01:36:07 are you because i don't are we're not arguing we're talking um and and so that's something that i just
01:36:12 really appreciate about you anyway so i think that's one thing that i think is you make these tight
01:36:17 associations which i just don't make so half of what you say i agree with 100 the conclusions that
01:36:23 you come to i don't agree with so a couple of these things are people having more main character
01:36:29 syndrome absolutely are people becoming more narcissistic absolutely um are is the validation
01:36:37 of feelings and is everyone over identifying in a negative way with mental illness there's data to
01:36:46 support that the science actually supports that there's one study that found that something like
01:36:51 90 to 95 percent of information about autism or adhd on tick tock i'm rusty on the study it's about 18
01:36:58 months old i think at this point is wrong so everyone is like if you do this you've got adhd
01:37:05 if you do this you've got autism 90 to 95 of it is incorrect and these are like huge content creators
01:37:11 that basically have the slice of life stuff and then people is like oh i forget my keys that means i
01:37:16 have adhd so there's an over identification with a lot of mental illness stuff i totally see that i think
01:37:22 it's really really challenging i think it's not healthy second thing i think there's a lot of
01:37:28 bullshit around the validation of feelings so i think that there's there's actually a really cool paper
01:37:35 i can show it later or send you a reference or whatever about how reassurance seeking 0.87
01:37:40 is mentally unhealthy so a lot of people who post things about struggles are seeking reassurance right
01:37:51 so this is a form of unhealthy coping and coping in general is not healthy so coping is i mean like
01:38:01 roughly let's understand right so coping is not problem solving coping is accepting a particular negative
01:38:08 state and then doing something to be able to tolerate the state but the problem with coping
01:38:13 is that you tend to propagate the negative state the healthy way to cope is right now i'm overwhelmed
01:38:20 right now i'm feeling bad let me cope so i feel better but there's a really important second step
01:38:27 now that i'm better now that i'm feeling better what am i going to do to change my circumstances so
01:38:33 that i don't feel that way again i see a very very disturbing trend which i do think is somewhat
01:38:40 responsible for the increase in in mental illness and in mental suffering that we see that people are
01:38:47 like sort of defaulting to some of these like maladaptive mechanisms the other thing that i think is
01:38:52 really healthy unhealthy is that people are increasingly this is really challenging but we basically have
01:38:58 um um we sort of have uh epidemic of something in the ballpark of factitious disorder and malingering
01:39:12 so let me explain so there's a handful of illnesses okay so pseudo seizures non-epileptiform seizures
01:39:19 factitious disorder malingering that are illnesses that people
01:39:23 create the sick role either intentionally or psychologically they claim being sick
01:39:33 and the reason that they claim being sick is because it benefits them in some way
01:39:38 so in society if you are ill we give you certain latitude if you're ill you don't have to come to
01:39:45 work if you're ill you don't have to go to school if you're ill you don't have to take out the trash
01:39:50 right this is something that we as a society do so what some people learn how to do either
01:39:57 consciously or subconsciously is claim illness and this is a diagnosable thing when it happens really
01:40:03 bad so malingering is is like when someone comes in when a homeless person comes into the emergency room
01:40:09 and says i'm really suicidal i'm going to kill myself and it's negative 10 degrees outside and i'm 0.72
01:40:15 working in downtown boston and they have nowhere to stay that's malingering right maybe so we have
01:40:20 to assess them diagnostically to see if it's malingering or not so what i'm seeing is happening a lot
01:40:27 is that people are using illness as an excuse and and my kind of stance on this as a psychiatrist is
01:40:34 is kind of hard for a lot of people to hear but this is i think what is acceptable so you know i once
01:40:39 had a patient who had bipolar disorder and they would become manic and then they would do lots of
01:40:45 really inappropriate things they would gamble they would start to give their possessions away to
01:40:49 homeless people they would invite homeless people to to come to their house to stay in their house
01:40:55 because they wanted to be like you know so caring and stuff like that they're manic and so this person's
01:41:00 partner comes home with their young child and when they come home with their one young child there's
01:41:07 like three homeless people like in their home and the partner is like what the hell is going on so
01:41:14 later on this person said you know it's not my fault i'm manic and generally speaking that's true
01:41:20 right so we as a society acknowledge that if someone is acutely manic they're behaving in ways
01:41:26 that they really can't control like it's not controllable there's a lot of evidence of that
01:41:31 so the problem though is that just because you don't you can't control your behavior when you
01:41:38 are manic doesn't mean that this isn't your fault there's a subtlety and a nuance here that's really
01:41:43 important how did you get manic in the first place did you stop taking your medication did you stop
01:41:49 going to therapy did you start staying up super late did you start using substances so one of the
01:41:54 most challenging things as a psychiatrist is navigating this sort of like okay you're not
01:42:00 responsible for what you do when you're high out of your mind on k2 but are you responsible for using
01:42:08 k2 in the first place absolutely right so i think what's happening right now is is since we give so
01:42:14 many people a pass for being mentally ill which i think we should continue to do i think we should like 1.00
01:42:19 when some people absolutely i know i know i know i know like i said i agree with 50 of what you said
01:42:26 i think when people are are acutely ill and when they're really struggling i think that their
01:42:31 capability to do certain things is severely impaired i think we should give people a pass for that
01:42:38 but what i don't think we should do is let that be an excuse so when someone says you know oh i'm
01:42:44 depressed it's not my fault my question to them is like what's your plan to deal with the depression
01:42:48 fine in this moment on this day it's not your fault what are you going to do tomorrow what are
01:42:53 you going to do the next week what are you going to do the next month are you being responsible in
01:42:59 tackling your depression and what i tend to find is that like a lot of people thankfully most of the
01:43:05 people that i've had the privilege of working with and that's why i like working with them that's
01:43:10 why i have compassion for them that's why i have latitude for them because they put in the effort where
01:43:13 it counts they're not weak right they they like try and if despite the fact that they're doing
01:43:19 everything that they're supposed to be doing sometimes the nature of the brain is such that
01:43:24 they flip into these mood episodes these manic episodes things like that so i think that sometimes
01:43:29 people do use mental illness as an excuse it's happening more and more and more unfortunately and i
01:43:35 think that now what's happening with that's even more dangerous is like if you try to hold someone
01:43:41 accountable once they play the mental illness card oh yeah i had an affair i'm sorry i had this
01:43:47 i was manic or i was hypomanic or i was depressed and i needed this and it's not my fault i i think
01:43:52 that like people should still be held accountable for their actions right or like groping a woman
01:43:56 because you have anxiety sure right so so i i i think that that an illness is something that we
01:44:03 should give some latitude for i think these people deserve compassion i think they deserve help
01:44:07 help and someone should still be held someone should be held appropriately responsible for
01:44:12 their actions there's more coping mechanisms than ever the biggest one that i've noticed recently and
01:44:18 i don't know if you have patience to do this but i like that you pointed out that people search
01:44:24 to cope rather than to improve the biggest one that didn't exist a couple years ago was chat gbt
01:44:30 and i would say i think 50 to 70 percent of women my age girls and gen z especially in new york city 0.96
01:44:37 liberal cities when they have problems in their life and in their relationship they go to chat gpt because
01:44:43 chat gpt will validate them immediately they'll phrase the question in a way to where they're never
01:44:50 responsible for what's wrong and they'll say to chat gpt this happened it's this person's fault and
01:44:58 then chat gpt will give them a reason give them a list of reasons to cope and now that they can go to ai
01:45:05 to validate their feelings of weakness i think we're going down a dangerous path
01:45:13 so where people can avoid bearing responsibility for their their own actions even more and through a
01:45:19 computer instantly yeah so i i think um so i i did a super cool stream with two of my colleagues
01:45:29 and we basically gave it like psychiatric scenarios and you know like so so like we we like it took
01:45:36 scenarios from like standardized tests or cases or whatever like so like you know when we're studying
01:45:41 psychiatry you'll have like this case or history or whatever and um is chat gpt was really good at
01:45:48 pointing out a lot of problems and people's thinking i was quite shocked and it was also
01:45:53 really bad at pointing out particular things i think the takeaway that i have here is the utility
01:45:58 of chat gpt depends on the prompt engineering so if you ask chat gpt you know if you just so chat gpt is
01:46:08 very validating that's what it does better than everything else and that's why people i think find
01:46:12 it incredibly useful i have found though that a lot of people do find it incredibly useful and i do i
01:46:18 think that this is another one of the things that i i think i take issue with with a lot of what you say
01:46:22 and let me know if this rubs you the wrong way but i i think you tend to be pretty like black or white
01:46:27 in your thinking so so you'll say i mean you said a lot of women and i think that chat gpt there's even 0.81
01:46:32 there's a really interesting um there's probably going to be studies about this now about chat gpt and
01:46:37 it induced psychosis so this is like a phenomenon that we're seeing where like people will talk to
01:46:43 chat chat gpt and it keeps on reflecting back like whatever they say and they're sort of really becoming
01:46:51 delusional now there's a this is where you got to be careful right so this is where i think you're
01:46:56 you're a lot of statements that you have i would say i would argue are missing some nuance and i think
01:47:01 you're missing stuff i would say not that i'm you're wrong but just based on my experience which
01:47:07 is that the question is if you have someone who is in prodromal psychosis which means the early
01:47:12 stages the incubation period of psychosis and you give them chat gpt i think there's a very good chance
01:47:18 that these people are like on the path to psychosis and it accelerates it as opposed to creates it
01:47:25 we're not sure that's why data is important which brings me to another point that i think is
01:47:29 important to understand which is that i think you know you said you've never seen it and i think
01:47:35 that like generally speaking when it comes to influencers and especially polarizing influencers
01:47:42 now i don't know what your social life is like and things like that i think there's going to be a huge
01:47:46 selection bias with like who you encounter right and that's why i like data as opposed to anecdotes
01:47:54 so even one of the advantages of being a physician is when i work in the massachusetts general
01:47:58 hospital emergency room all kinds of random people are showing up right so in my private practice i
01:48:05 have people who are like founders from mit incubators coming in for whatever i have degenerate gamers i
01:48:11 have a particular slice of the world that is coming to see me but when i work in an emergency room i'm
01:48:17 seeing all kinds of people who have all kinds of experiences and i think a lot of your perspectives
01:48:22 on mental illness lynn like the way that you sort of describe depression i think that there's this
01:48:27 is one point that i wanted to bring up i think it would be very enlightening for you if you could
01:48:33 take someone who is healthy now and talk to them and really listen about their experience of depression
01:48:41 so i think a lot of the statements that you make about depression
01:48:45 my interpretation of it is that your phenomenological experience of your struggles
01:48:52 is like very different from theirs so when you talk about the adaptive thinking and things like
01:48:59 that and like you used to be depressed you used to be sad you kind of brought yourself out of it i kind
01:49:04 of agree like i'm not disagreeing i think a lot of people who are depressed are in similar situations
01:49:09 as yours i don't think it's monolithic i think it's different i was depressed i said i was introspective
01:49:14 and i know sorry introverted so so you you had whatever your mental state was and you used a
01:49:21 particular strategy to overcome that mental state right and the way that you talk about that mental
01:49:29 state and the way that you describe people who have that mental state i think there's a variety of
01:49:35 people who claim they're depressed many of them may have something in the ballpark of what you had
01:49:40 probably also in the ballpark of what i had when i was in my low points and i think there are some
01:49:46 people who have a very very different experience like the the what it's like to be inside their head
01:49:55 is way more like intractable like so very severe depression can cross over into things like psychosis
01:50:04 and delusions and so i think some people are just so depressed and it's hard to like
01:50:09 imagine i don't think most human beings would understand what this feels like until you've
01:50:15 sat with these people and you recognize this person isn't weak this person isn't stupid this person is
01:50:20 trying to cope but like when you cope in a particular way your mind listens to you
01:50:28 so there are some people whose minds don't listen to them so when you try the techniques that you're
01:50:35 doing they like it just doesn't work it kind of they have no so if your minds if their minds don't
01:50:42 listen to them then how are they alive like that's the only thing that we have complete control over
01:50:49 if we're certain that's why they're if we're sort of anything is that we can control our thoughts and
01:50:53 our minds and if we're not even you can't control your thoughts absolutely you can no you can't i just
01:51:00 showed you an example you said like that makes me sad and i said it is what it is that was an example
01:51:04 of controlling the state of mind and what you think if yeah you can't you see you don't think
01:51:10 my mistake my mistake my mistake i i i was i was taking an issue with a more of the absolutist
01:51:16 i was interpreting that as an absolute statement which is a mistake of my interpretation
01:51:21 so for example there are modifications and attempts to control your mind you can
01:51:25 send signals to your mind and the mind at times will be more responsive and at times will be less
01:51:32 responsive right there's a spectrum and and ideally the healthier you are the more pliable your mind is
01:51:40 but there there's there's plenty of evidence that shows that some people's minds are more intractable
01:51:45 that their their patterns of their habitual forms of thinking are a lot more concrete and a lot less
01:51:53 modifiable so a really good example of this is like body dysmorphia where if you take people with like
01:51:59 really really really severe body dysmorphia really severe eating disorders their mind is like it's
01:52:05 like made of stone like you can try to modify it as much as you want but like it just doesn't shift
01:52:10 like and you have to do all kinds of weird but it doesn't start that way it doesn't it goes it's a path
01:52:16 it's a slow dissolution i i i i think so i think so so i i think that there's i hope so
01:52:23 but but there's there's some like you kind of said there's environment and i think a big part of
01:52:28 the environment is the way that you you treat your mind um yes i i think that it kind of evolves in
01:52:36 that i think it gets more concrete over time and i think if you intervene with those people early
01:52:41 in a different way then hopefully it would not evolve in that way but we also do know that there's
01:52:48 like genetic predispositions for like rigidity of thinking so i think you're quite cognitively
01:52:56 flexible which is something like i've said a couple times i really respect about you but i think that
01:53:00 your your cognitive flexibility is part of the reason why your methodologies work really well
01:53:05 right so you're you have you've been dealt a certain hand of cards in your brain
01:53:10 i and also you keep saying that you think you disagree with 50 of what i say i don't know if
01:53:15 you necessarily disagree i just think that you don't see the nuance of what i'm saying because
01:53:20 i'm saying very blanket statements and i i do generalize a lot when i speak and okay i i speak
01:53:28 yeah which is i don't know if it's disagreement it's just uh maybe it's a total difference or
01:53:34 but yes i i i i think that i would completely agree that as we add more and more nuance to the
01:53:41 conversation i think we get closer and closer together absolutely um last a couple a couple of
01:53:52 other points so just about the the serotonin deficiency hypothesis so i think just to clarify
01:53:59 psychotherapists may not be in favor of that hypothesis it's usually psychiatrists that are
01:54:06 so psychotherapists of anything you know if there's a group of people on the planet
01:54:09 who doesn't believe in the serotonin hypothesis there's a really good chance that there's a
01:54:15 psychotherapist because they're like some of them are trained in like union analysis and freudian
01:54:20 analysis and they think all kinds of different things they don't think it can be i mean i'm
01:54:24 lumping them all together but many of them don't believe in that or don't attribute that much to it
01:54:29 now i think that they're they're very well maybe a serotonin imbalance in the brain when it comes to
01:54:33 something like a mood disorder but i also think i don't know if this makes sense that if you do
01:54:40 cognitive things like what you're doing i think that will affect that will alter that not i must be
01:54:47 damn near 100 correct if you do the things that you're doing that will alter the serotonin
01:54:53 transmission in your brain i feel incredibly confident in that statement so i think there's 0.92
01:54:58 what happened with the whole serotonin thing that was something and you're you're you're kind of
01:55:03 right about this i think what really happened there is we were looking for a way to de-stigmatize
01:55:09 mental illness so we were looking for a way because everyone used to blame themselves for mental illness
01:55:14 they thought that things like mood disorders or stuff like that were weakness and so we as a
01:55:21 medical community once we figured out oh there's a mechanism here there's treatments here
01:55:26 we wanted people to stop stigmatizing it as weakness so we offered this explanation of there's
01:55:31 a chemical imbalance in your brain and when we say there's a chemical imbalance in your brain it's
01:55:36 sort of like it's not your fault which is sort of what we were trying to do right because we didn't
01:55:40 want to blame themselves because something is going on it's really not your fault but then what happened
01:55:45 is we made a big mistake which is that we told people it's not your fault and then everyone started
01:55:49 really internalizing it's not my fault so not my fault whatever so the pendulum is swinging back
01:55:55 the other way yeah so i i i would you know i would say that most people like i remember i was in an
01:56:03 interview at ucla for um my psychiatry residency the person that i was interviewing i mentioned
01:56:12 the serotonin deficiency and he was like hold on a second why do you think that people with depression
01:56:19 are deficient in serotonin and i was like well isn't that what we think and he's like actually there's
01:56:23 very little evidence for it we had it was a wonderful interview he's a wonderful person
01:56:27 um so i i think that generally speaking the more knowledgeable you are i i think we sort of know
01:56:32 that that's like just a piece of the puzzle it's not that it's right or wrong it's that it's like
01:56:37 woefully incomplete to describe a complex human being but i think it's something that we we did sort of like
01:56:48 parrot the party line now if you're i'm also not quite on on your level and maybe there's a lot of
01:56:55 nuance there that there's a lot of like you know money to be made and there absolutely is and pharma
01:56:59 does shady things very possible that when pharma was talking about fluoxetine and whatever they were
01:57:05 kind of pushing this and saying that this will fix it i think aftermarket studies on ssris have shown
01:57:11 that it's not nearly as effective as what we thought it was in my clinical experience ssris are
01:57:17 incredibly helpful and arguably life-changing for about a third of people who get diagnosed with
01:57:23 depression a third of people it doesn't really help at all or is it even harmful and a third of
01:57:28 people is kind of like we're not quite sure maybe it has a mild to a moderate effect
01:57:32 what about fatherhood how much serotonin what about fatherhood how much serotonin does that increase
01:57:44 um if you do it right a ton so serotonin this is kind of my take so i've sort of noticed there's an
01:57:52 inverse relationship between serotonin and dopamine so the more dopaminergic activities that you do
01:57:59 the more your serotonin will decrease it doesn't actually happen that way so i'm sort of talking
01:58:05 about it in a functional model style way so no one is measuring um you know intracellular serotonin
01:58:12 concentration or synaptic serotonin concentration when i say these things but what i sort of observe
01:58:18 is when you do a lot of stuff that gives you dopamine whether that's play video games watch
01:58:21 pornography do drugs whatever so short-term gratification versus long-term gratification
01:58:27 yes a short-term gratification is what the more dopamine you have then over time you're not going
01:58:35 to feel good about your life so serotonin gives you a sense of peace and contentment also an
01:58:40 oversimplification dopamine gives you a sense of pleasure right those are two different qualitative
01:58:46 things and the more dopaminergic you are generally speaking the less serotonin you'll have whereas if you
01:58:52 look at like what gives people serotonin um it's like if you work hard over the course of a day
01:59:01 you feel good about it at the end of the day that doesn't mean that you had fun it's not fun it's
01:59:07 feeling content you're like oh man like when you hit when you hit the sack and you're tired because you
01:59:12 fucking grind it a lot and you have work that you can be proud of when you have autonomy and the ability 0.65
01:59:18 to self-direct when you do things that are meaningful to you you get serotonin now there's 0.99
01:59:24 complications there because you know when you're a father frequently you're not sleeping very much
01:59:29 like especially in the early years and so if you're not sleeping well you know your serotonin levels may
01:59:34 be altered or things like that but i think generally speaking i would say that if you do it in a healthy
01:59:40 way and if you're lucky enough to have a kid who's like relatively like easy to handle and not even easy to
01:59:48 handle is just not really hard to handle then i think fatherhood has profound positive effects on
01:59:53 your serotonin and your sense of contentment and peace in life but if you're not careful and you just
02:00:00 sort of go through the motions of fatherhood and make sacrifice little chunks of yourself to being a
02:00:06 parent over an extended period of time you may wind up in a midlife crisis going through a divorce
02:00:13 dating someone 15 years younger getting a hair transplant getting a lease on a fancy sports car
02:00:19 at a cold play concert that's why i had this tweet blow up two days ago i said uh i want to read i want
02:00:26 to see it because i think it was worded really well and nice it does relate to what you do and content
02:00:31 creators so i tweeted i said pewdiepie ripped a hard r then escaped this gay world to start a family 0.95
02:00:40 a decade later all of his peers stare soullessly into the camera to make adsense from drama slop to
02:00:45 fund their ozempic addiction and legal battles with former friends shout out to pewdiepie and uh
02:00:50 this blew up and i think it obviously i'm joking around like he ripped a hard r that's not like
02:00:56 something commendable but it's it's an example of saying something you're not supposed to say going
02:01:00 against the grain and then he left he moved to japan started a family and it seems like he's living a
02:01:05 much more fulfilling life away from the internet while all of his peers they are on ssris they're
02:01:11 on ozempic they're getting the hair transplant and they're still turning it on hey youtube what's up
02:01:17 today i'm going to sue somebody who used to be my best friend and spend three hours reading reddit
02:01:23 comments and regurgitating drama slop for parasocials who are also in the same predicament and yes they have
02:01:29 money but they're also it's still in this world and they don't have an escape route and i commend
02:01:35 someone like someone like pewdiepie like his his life trajectory is like that sounds so nice to be
02:01:42 able to have an exit route because people who don't you know rip a hard r or get banned the way i do
02:01:48 they're just kind of trapped and i think a good example of somebody like that is uh someone like
02:01:53 idubbs for example who used to be you know an edgy youtuber who would go against the grain and was
02:01:58 saying things and you know speaking to the youth in a way that that was outside like people came to
02:02:05 content creators to get non-traditional forms of of entertainment and media and then he became like
02:02:11 he just became the machine he came he became mainstream news and now he just completely did
02:02:16 a 180 uh he's clearly like very upset with his life he's probably an anti-depressants and in a way to
02:02:23 go for full circle with this the blessing and and all this is that the fact that i'm banned is that
02:02:28 i have an exit strategy that other people don't have if they're still in this world forever then
02:02:33 they have to play the pr route and i in a way i like being the canceled guy because i don't have
02:02:38 to jump through the same hula hoops that the other creators do being an outsider i can be truthful i can
02:02:43 be honest i don't have to play the public relations game and not say this and i'd not be deemed as this
02:02:49 phobic or that phobic or a conspiracy theorist or i can be myself and express myself in a more authentic
02:02:54 way and eventually when i do want to get the serotonin from having a family and from exiting
02:03:00 it's going to be much easier and it's going to going to be uh an easier out because i don't want
02:03:07 to be like i i see those older youtubers in their 30s and 40s who are still turning on the camera to
02:03:13 do absolute slap content and i think that that's one of the worst existences possible not just because
02:03:18 they're clearly unhappy but they're not making anybody better than themselves their whole audience
02:03:22 is full of depressed people who are too invested in the lives of people that they're never going to 0.99
02:03:27 meet or should be investing into at all right these are just shit people overall so i i do think that's 0.97
02:03:35 that is a blessing and also partly saying it is what it is maybe that these challenges that i face 0.96
02:03:40 are i i can be grateful for because it's giving me obstacles that other people haven't faced
02:03:46 and and an exit strategy so that eventually you know i i can't have that that that family and escape this gay world 0.98
02:03:57 okay 0.95
02:04:01 what
02:04:05 i understand what you said what are you looking for from me in terms of response
02:04:11 and how how well it goes it goes back to when you're like uh you said you um that makes me sad
02:04:19 and it's like maybe like obviously you you could see that there's a point of reflection there and
02:04:24 stuff like this but i'm my point i say this to say like maybe this these challenges are our blessing
02:04:30 as well i i think like in islam we say alhamdulillah for everything the good and the bad because there's
02:04:35 there's always uh there's a there's positives in the negatives and maybe the the negatives aren't
02:04:40 really negatives but they are positives and i'm glad to i'm saying it say like i'm glad to not be
02:04:48 those people that believe everything that that we're told to believe because they get trapped in this
02:04:53 in this cycle of long-term negativity and they just i i hate seeing that person turn on the camera
02:05:00 and just do this soulless ozempic stare you know and although they have the platforms that i don't
02:05:06 have i think they have less of their own soul why do you think your mind goes to analyze these people
02:05:16 in this way because i see them as someone who started on the same path that i was on maybe they
02:05:24 started youtube a little earlier than me around the same time and it's an easy comparison to make
02:05:29 obviously comparison is a thief of joy but i see that as like this is the route that i i could have
02:05:34 taken and am i happier with the route that i'm in or or do i want what they have and i look what they
02:05:42 have and i don't want it i'm very happy where i am so so since you since you don't want it and you're
02:05:47 very happy with what where you are what would happen if you weren't happy with where you are
02:05:55 i would reevaluate and i i i see that in a lot of them i think that they're extremely unhappy but
02:06:07 because of the coping mechanisms that have been provided to us by big pharma and chat gbt
02:06:14 they don't reevaluate they don't progress and they just cope more so sneaker one thing you've got
02:06:20 to be careful about is devaluing things that you lost so one one very very interesting mechanism of
02:06:30 the mind right so maybe this is something you can empathize with so you know when my friends and i
02:06:38 liked a girl we would sometimes get up the balls to ask her out and then if she said no 1.00
02:06:44 no right we're we're butthurt and then that's fat lesbian she's fat and stupid anyway fuck that 1.00
02:06:50 bitch yeah yeah yeah exactly right that's also that's also coke so so and like i i think that there's a 1.00
02:06:57 parallel between that and what you're doing with a couple of really important differences 0.95
02:07:04 but i i think that like so what what i find interesting is the direction that you go like why
02:07:10 do you choose to compare yourself to these people and you say this thing is negative so there's a lot
02:07:15 of good adaptation in there i think you're correct that a lot of these people feel trapped a lot of
02:07:19 them feel unhappy but i think you've got to be super careful because what you're basically like i don't
02:07:27 know this is so weird right so so for me what i pay attention to is what people say that is completely
02:07:33 unprompted i didn't ask you about this and not that i'm i'm happy you shared it i really am and
02:07:40 i'm glad we're having this conversation but i think it's like you made this tweet this is what your mind
02:07:45 generated right your mind is looking at these comparisons your mind and i think this is what's
02:07:51 kind of scary and good and healthy and i think it's wonderful that we're talking about this because
02:07:55 like here you are comparing yourself to all of the youtubers who didn't get banned who have the luxury
02:08:02 of being soulless ozempic bots and still having tons of content creators and being able to stream
02:08:08 on youtube and being able to stream on twitch all the things that you've been denied
02:08:14 and it can be really hard so so they have something you don't have
02:08:20 and so you've got to be careful when you devalue them right but i'm not completely devaluing it okay
02:08:25 but i i please please one second okay go ahead okay no no go ahead i'm seeing the nuance but i'm
02:08:34 taking a page out of your book in a way i'm seeing the nuance of it yes i want those platforms but also
02:08:38 there's a blessing in disguise i'm not completely obviously it would be better i would prefer having
02:08:42 it but in a way maybe i was prevent this was a trap that i was able to overstep i this trap was
02:08:48 prevented for me i think i yeah i i think that there's a lot of it could be both it absolutely
02:08:55 can be both so here's the hard question do you want a hard question yes
02:09:02 are you jealous of them no if you were jealous of them would you let yourself be jealous of them
02:09:11 no could you handle could you admit to yourself or the rest of the world if you were jealous of them
02:09:18 no
02:09:25 as in you wouldn't let yourself i wouldn't let myself show jealousy now right so like you
02:09:31 wouldn't even let yourself feel it internally
02:09:36 no i could feel it internally but i wouldn't express that publicly
02:09:41 okay because i i i think i i think what i get from you is resentment
02:09:46 and and i i get and i i don't think you're wrong right so this is what's so sneaky about the mind
02:09:52 when it's when it's like well developed is that it's not going to tell you false things it's just
02:09:58 going to tell you incomplete things so are a lot of people trapped in content creation that they hate
02:10:04 absolutely i have worked with a ton of them so here are a couple of things that i think are happening
02:10:11 thankfully so content creation just blew up and no one knew how to do it right people are learning
02:10:19 very very very quickly how to do it right how to do it in a healthy way so you have a lot of youtubers
02:10:27 who are soulless on ssri's ozempic whatever but then you have a ton of youtubers who are not those
02:10:33 things who are not suing their best friends and i don't i mean that's a weird example i
02:10:37 got really hard of that very much but like you make it sound like it's a common thing does that happen
02:10:42 a lot yeah it's becoming increasingly common now okay for the the main core of og youtubers
02:10:49 right so so but like i mean like i i spend a lot of time you know working with youtubers collabing
02:10:56 with youtubers whatever and like a lot of them are like learning how to live their best lives like a
02:11:01 a buddy of mine you know is a youtuber grew up in a particular country is married has a kid he's a
02:11:07 digital nomad they he him his wife and his kid just moved to a random ass country that they want to
02:11:13 live haven't i mean he makes plenty of money but like you know has an incredibly nice standard of
02:11:18 living is saving a ton of money and then he like i'm sure he'll move when he feels like it right so
02:11:23 so like what's what's like pewdiepie maybe was one of the early ones but i would say a ton of youtubers
02:11:29 are learning how to do that they're learning how to do it in a healthy way the og youtubers and
02:11:36 especially the og twitch streamers all of us are like a little bit degenerate but what's starting to
02:11:42 happen is there's a ton of professionalism coming into into content creation um you know vidcon
02:11:48 got acquired by the people who own can the film festival so a lot of traditional media is coming
02:11:54 in a lot of like structure is coming in a lot of professionalism is coming in there's uh you know
02:11:59 we get sometimes approached about you know doing like but like a you know people approach us right
02:12:04 like people like youtube and meta so we we built something for meta for their content creators so that
02:12:12 they could be like get some some basic understanding of like mental health and whatever so i i think that
02:12:17 like this is true that there's a lot of degenerate youtubers or switch streamers or whatever who are
02:12:21 struggling and or have the soulless ozempic stare or whatever but then there's actually like i would
02:12:26 say that the tide is shifting pretty rapidly and the thing is if we're talking about incredibly incredibly
02:12:32 successful youtubers i think that they're in order to cut it for this long and not fall apart you have
02:12:39 to learn how to be resilient that's what i'm seeing more and more is that you have to learn some kind of
02:12:44 work-life balance in order to make it work and continue to produce high quality content
02:12:50 but i've i've worked with plenty who are struggling and plenty who are not and the most gratifying thing
02:12:56 is that many of the people that i work with who are struggling after some degree of work they don't
02:13:01 struggle anymore like they they learn and they adapt and they grow and i think it's really challenging
02:13:06 because a lot of these people start when they're very young so one of the things that i'm really grateful
02:13:11 for and really like honestly lucky is that i was like a relatively formed human being before i ever
02:13:18 started streaming on twitch i started streaming on twitch when i was 36 and like at that point i was
02:13:27 faculty at harvard medical school and married and had two kids right so like i had i had my difficult
02:13:35 years and i was confident in who i was and had plenty of like ego strength and things like that in a good way
02:13:40 whereas it's it's really like not dangerous or sad but it's it's like it's kind of scary that a lot of
02:13:46 these people start yourself included right so you say you're 26 and you started on youtube when you were
02:13:52 13 or when you're 13 i mean technically i started when i was 11 but i started my channel uh the channel
02:13:57 that i used for years when i was four i would say 14 i really took it started taking so so the way 0.62
02:14:02 that you've developed before i was in uh you know before i hit puberty like my early voices my balls 0.78
02:14:07 in a drop absolutely right so so so your developmental years were shaped to a certain degree by content
02:14:15 creation absolutely and what we know from a lot of child celebrities is when you're in the public
02:14:21 spotlight the human brain is not designed to be famous when you're 14. so and when you're famous at
02:14:27 14 there are certain psychological impacts which once again i don't think are like weakness or
02:14:33 anything like that like this just shapes you like your circumstances shape you and it's really sad to
02:14:38 see like you know sometimes i'll see these like clips and stuff on reddit of like some of these child
02:14:42 stars that are like in puberty and stuff and there's a lot of really successful musicians who started
02:14:48 out like when they were teenagers and boy did they get like sexualized and judged in a way that like
02:14:54 is just really really scary like and these people are struggle so much and i don't want to like i mean
02:15:00 i i see all kinds of problems that you know when i when i look at a celebrity and they're doing
02:15:05 particular things they're saying certain things i feel like i have some insight i'm pretty sure my
02:15:10 colleagues have similar insights i've talked about it with some people but like you know we can see how
02:15:15 and it's not this person's fault that they're narcissistic they just grew up in the spotlight and
02:15:19 that's what the spotlight does to you and that's why so many celebrities and musicians are are 0.82
02:15:25 screwed up because they're just like the human mind is we we our brain evolved to exist in communities
02:15:32 of like 300 people being judged by millions of people and here's the really damning thing 0.96
02:15:39 so if a million the brain doesn't think in terms of percentages so if a million people like you
02:15:43 you and a hundred people absolutely loathe you the the hurt from the hundred people is not outweighed
02:15:52 naturally by the nine nine hundred thousand nine nine hundred ninety nine thousand people that like 0.98
02:16:00 very good point and and there's a really i mean i'm sure you understand this because it's crazy you
02:16:05 talk to anyone who live streams if you read your your chat you're not reading every message but if
02:16:11 there's a dangerous message your brain will flag it immediately you know what i mean you know what
02:16:16 i mean right right so it's a scrolling by faster than you can read but they say the one thing you're
02:16:21 worried about and your brain is like i see i see right so so our brain has this kind of danger
02:16:28 detecting filter built in which means that if a hundred people hate you all it really takes is like
02:16:35 one person to stalk you troll you whatever and like one person can screw up your life and the really
02:16:42 damaging thing about being a content creator is if you get big you will absolutely attract
02:16:48 the minimum number of people to screw up your life
02:16:55 i mean you asked me about fatherhood i i went and ended up here because you mentioned the pewpie thing
02:16:59 but i i think you've got to be okay a more specific question is dr k do you think i'm coping
02:17:10 you know the answer
02:17:16 i don't think i'm coping okay
02:17:22 i i i think i think there's some coping yeah i think it's adaptive okay but is it is it more
02:17:27 coping than what is is it borderline unhealthy or more than the average person or anything
02:17:37 i i i think it's incredibly healthy i i think that being able to look at your negative circumstances
02:17:42 and start to see this as part of your path in life that god put you on and that there are some
02:17:47 advantages that you have that other people don't have i think is very healthy to look at your situation
02:17:51 and instead of being butthurt and depressed about it saying like okay i've got some advantages that
02:17:57 other people don't have even though my life is hard and i'm going to play to my strengths because now
02:18:02 i have been banned from most of the major platforms out there like i think that's the right strategy
02:18:08 that's what i do that's what i just explained i know so how does that cope if that's dealing with
02:18:13 it that's coping okay okay sorry sorry but coping has a negative connotation and my mistake
02:18:23 let me let me explain so so i think that there is cope you're doing both so you're coping right so
02:18:28 i think that you're devaluing you're making your your your mind is very sensitive and is devaluing of
02:18:37 many people that i think that you are a little bit frustrated with a little bit you're more than
02:18:42 a little bit you're very frustrated there's some there's some negative valence of emotion towards
02:18:48 those people sure i think jealousy is the most common thing but i don't think you experience it
02:18:53 as jealousy i think it's more like you're not like jealous of those people you don't want their 0.96
02:18:57 fucking lives but i think there's a part of you that grates on the inside because they get 0.98
02:19:03 they're allowed to do this crap and you're not i think there's more resentment than jealousy 0.99
02:19:10 and i think you have the right kind of adaptation for moving forward so i think there's that cope 0.93
02:19:17 and there's some copium energy in that tweet okay but i think that the remember coping is only
02:19:24 unhealthy if you don't do the second part i think you're doing the second part which is like okay now
02:19:29 that i'm in this situation how do i make the most of it so i think there's adaptive coping here okay
02:19:36 but i think there's coping and i think if you're really honest with yourself when maybe you are and
02:19:40 maybe you're not in public or whatever i think you you feel like you've gotten a raw deal but also and
02:19:48 some of these i do i do think that but i'm also some of these some of these who are
02:19:54 making not they're doing a lot of stupid stuff but they're not making mistakes nearly they're making 0.98
02:20:01 way stupider mistakes than you are they're making way bigger mistakes in some dimension than you are 0.99
02:20:06 and they still get to do this stuff and you don't i think that's somewhere within you 0.99
02:20:12 fair but again i'll reiterate i'm also appreciative of this position because it allows me to travel or
02:20:19 down a road that other people haven't and absolutely it opens new doors and it's mentally simulating
02:20:25 one of the biggest fears i have obviously after god is boredom i don't want a life where i i appreciate
02:20:34 the obstacles because it makes life interesting and worth living and i never wanted to have a mediocre
02:20:42 you know redundant repetitive life so i i appreciate it and i i asked that question because cope
02:20:49 has a negative connotation i think the way i was asking it was am i i think because most people
02:20:55 use chat to cope with they want to live with their negativity in a way where other people can
02:21:02 adjust to it i but i think we've differentiated the difference between healthy coping or adaptive
02:21:07 coping and just bullshitting yourself and being delusional you think that my coping is leading well 0.71
02:21:13 i think that the adaptive coping is helping me progress and become better many people can cope 0.77
02:21:21 and just become delusional absolutely so i i think you have a lot of adaptive coping right so i i think
02:21:28 you've you've rolled with the punches and and and you're leaning into things i i think your situation is
02:21:36 i think you're quite restricted i think your options are limited and and you're fighting an uphill battle as a
02:21:42 a content creator um and and i think that's challenging and i think you're able to not get
02:21:50 um how can i say this and i think this is what you mean by coping but you know so i i think you have
02:21:57 you've been hurt but you're far from defeated i i think you're actually discovering a new kind of
02:22:02 strength which will move you hopefully forward in the right direction and i think you've just got to be
02:22:08 careful about because i i think what's going to happen is and this could be happening right so so
02:22:13 when you do when not you but when people do this kind of coping they start to there's like some amount
02:22:22 of weird psychological things that can happen like projection so one thing that can happen is the
02:22:28 weakness that you don't allow yourself to feel you start to loathe when you see it in other people
02:22:34 so like this kind of stuff and this is what why i think that overall like integrating who you are
02:22:43 completely is the healthy thing to do i think integration is the goal don't sever a part of
02:22:49 yourself because if you that that part of yourself will live in your subconscious and will shape what
02:22:55 comes out of your mind without your knowledge so for example you made this tweet i think there's a lot
02:23:02 that's true in this tweet but why did you choose these particular people and these particular
02:23:08 aspects of them as opposed to the million combinations of things that you could take issue
02:23:14 with right so some part of your brain is selecting this now how does the brain decide whether you're
02:23:20 talking about fat people or men or women or this ethnicity or that ethnicity and this is something
02:23:27 that you can see clear as day right and and there's a there's really interesting i mean like so there's
02:23:34 another psychological defense mechanism called reaction formation which is when we when there's a part of
02:23:39 ourselves that we don't like that we know is a part of us we learn to hate that outside of us because
02:23:49 that's way easier than hating that inside of us so the classic example of a reaction formation is the
02:23:57 homophobic homosexual so like i've got gay thoughts that's really hard for me to manage and if i can hate
02:24:06 gay people outside of me then i'm certainly not gay that's why i have this argument with my community 0.99
02:24:11 all the time because i say i love everyone and they're saying no we hate gay and trans people i'm like
02:24:16 are you gay like why would you invest that much emotional you know attachment to people that don't 0.83
02:24:22 care about you you don't care about i say i say love these people and learn to that they're gonna 1.00
02:24:27 exist and like i fucking hate them i'm like what does that do it doesn't do anything it's it's so stupid 0.99
02:24:32 to to hate something that you can't control or you know why as men you should not invest emotional 0.99
02:24:39 energy into something that does not have a change there's no solution to it
02:24:46 sneeko defender of the lgbtq community was not on my 2025 bingo card that's gonna be i mean that
02:24:54 that's what i'm i don't think that it's worth it there's no point there's no point in hating them
02:24:59 and so many people in my community like i've been arguing with them for years about this 0.93
02:25:03 they're like we we hate them i'm like are you are you gay bro bro i i i gotta say sneeko i i i i 0.98
02:25:11 i think you you gotta let yourself be better publicly like i i think you have a lot of good 0.90
02:25:18 stuff to offer and i i i know i know you're a contrarian i know you're spicy i'm not saying
02:25:23 give that up i think it's beautiful i love it but also like you don't need to and i know this is
02:25:29 going to sound kind of condescending or whatever but like i know you're concerned about i was about
02:25:32 to say afraid because that's really what i think you are like you're afraid to be there's this different
02:25:38 kind of courage which is like being more open being more honest like things like that and and
02:25:43 i think your fear is not it's such a you carry such a negative connotation which is why i don't want to
02:25:48 use the word i i think you'd agree with the word wary right you're wary you're careful and a piece
02:25:54 of wary or careful is an acknowledgement that bad things could happen and that sort of roots back in 0.97
02:25:59 fear in some way and i'm not saying you're a scaredy cat or a pussy or anything like that that's 0.99
02:26:04 where these associations become really important but i i think people misjudge you drastically well 0.97
02:26:10 i mean but here we get dr kate this is part of the resentment and frustration is that because i'm
02:26:15 banned everywhere the narrative about me is shaped in a way that i can't control so when people all the
02:26:21 time i have uh liberals come up to me or you know zionists and they say you hate everyone you hate this
02:26:27 i'm like what did i say they don't know but they believe it but they don't have any reasons why because
02:26:32 they see more negative things come from me from people that are dictating the narrative so i don't
02:26:38 i don't have a fair place on the social in the social media world to explain my point of view
02:26:44 or to present myself in the way that can be presented when it's dominated by people that hate
02:26:48 me and want to make me look bad the narrative around me is shaped like even earlier we started
02:26:52 off this conversation like you don't know what i've been up to for the past couple years but you know
02:26:57 that my reputation is not the best and you know i'm controversial you know i'm a i'm a contrarian
02:27:02 and you know that like you were surprised to hear that i wasn't that i don't hate gay people
02:27:07 because people i'm not surprised fair but you you know you know about me from people that speak about
02:27:16 me rather than from me and that's because of my position in this space and that's that's the
02:27:22 frustrating part you know that that's part of thing like man i i've been i've been saying this stuff
02:27:26 for years but people don't choose to listen they choose to to listen to to what's negative
02:27:30 and that does build resentment and you know not not that resentment does anything but that's like
02:27:36 that's an honest uh that's just honest so yeah so so you know people may read cope into those
02:27:44 statements but i i think out of everything that you've said this is the thing that i have the least
02:27:49 disagreement or least nuance i think we both exist in a world where it's a race to the bottom
02:27:55 where what what gets views is not the nuanced view like so i was stunned i i saw a post recently on
02:28:03 on our subreddit about my view about a particular thing okay and i was shocked because i don't i don't
02:28:09 believe that at all right so so it and and i think we just live in a world where like people make
02:28:16 judgments based on slices of who we are and it we really live in a world as content creators where
02:28:23 nuance is not what spreads so there's a great quote from from terry pratchett where he's he's like a
02:28:31 fiction writer but he says you know the um a lie can make its way around the world before the the truth
02:28:38 gets its shoes tied and and so i i think that we we absolutely do live in a world and i think this is
02:28:43 why you've you've become so careful right you've had to become careful because whatever you say is going
02:28:49 to get clipped and shipped and the thing though is i'm going to tell you one observation that i made
02:28:55 so you've got a you've got an interesting opportunity so people love to tear me down
02:29:02 they're going to love to build you up so what what the internet responds to more than anything else is a
02:29:07 delta so the moment that you're a bad person and you continue doing bad things everyone's going to
02:29:13 get bored of you the moment that i do anything even slightly bad like the more good that i do the
02:29:19 more people are going to enjoy tearing me down right so i think like good examples of this is if you
02:29:23 if you look at streamers who are like have very good reputations oh yeah people are going to love 0.97
02:29:28 saying oh this person is an asshole this person actually secretly does this this kind of stuff 0.96
02:29:33 kai sanat is getting the like do you see the hate train on kai sanat no oh it is brutal like they 0.99
02:29:40 just do it's so fun to hate on kai sanat because he has a perfect brand image for the most part like
02:29:46 as it comes to continuity he's very well known he just got a fortnite skin and then everyone's like
02:29:51 you didn't donate here you didn't do this you're a homo like they just they want to uh because he's 1.00
02:29:56 on such a positive internet loves being able to change the narrative about that absolutely absolutely 0.94
02:30:01 so the internet also loves the redemption art yeah they do they yes can you give me an example
02:30:10 um i mean i'm not let me think
02:30:21 what's a redemption arc speed maybe the speed maybe i mean i just don't follow too many streamers but
02:30:30 like i i'm pretty sure that um let me just think about
02:30:34 there have to be like artists i'm just not following like pop culture and i wonder actually
02:30:44 like so i'm glad you asked for me for an example because now i'm questioning whether this is actually
02:30:49 true right so if i can have a single person um so i i mean i think generally speaking so like maybe some
02:30:59 musicians and stuff right so who like used to use a lot of drugs used to party a lot and then when
02:31:04 they like that when they kind of get like decent later on in life they can kind of become oh a
02:31:09 redemption arc like snoop dogg um arguably like martha stewart like i think those are good examples
02:31:17 like so snoop dogg like i think i don't think a lot of people now he's like he sells like candles or
02:31:22 whatever right and i'm not trying to disrespect him or anything like that i i also try not to talk about
02:31:26 people i try to talk to people so i don't like to mention people but i think snoop dogg is a really
02:31:30 good example i don't think most people know who snoop dogg really was like in the 80s and 90s now
02:31:37 he's this like fluffy he was a murderer he beat a murder charge and uh didn't he get convicted i think
02:31:43 he literally is a convicted murderer i'm not going to comment any any you asked for an example that's
02:31:47 one that i would offer okay that's right so like and i'm not commenting whether he's a good person or
02:31:54 whether it was fair whether he's good now i'm not i'm not making any kind of value judgment
02:31:58 but you want an example i think that's like a good one
02:32:05 um yeah and i think there are other like musicians and stuff like who sort of fall into that
02:32:12 um and then i think i think there are there must be like streamers who kind of like shape up
02:32:18 right they used to be kind of degenerate but then they kind of go mainstream and there's
02:32:21 something of a redemption arc there but it's a good point and i think they definitely people
02:32:27 love tearing people down more than a redemption arc but i think from an archetypal standpoint and
02:32:33 a tropal standpoint we love redemption arcs
02:32:37 because if because i think human beings see it and they think like if you can do it then maybe i can
02:32:43 do it so they they love to see that the triumph of the human spirit and good to win in the end i think
02:32:47 that's why it's in all the movies but it is scary i guess your fellow indian neon is on a redemption
02:32:53 arc you know he was saying people like love to hate him a couple years back and now he's doing a lot
02:32:58 of positive things and he's on uh on a very good redemption arc right now yeah i i can think of a
02:33:04 couple of other streamers but i'm not going to mention names i think redemption arcs absolutely do happen
02:33:09 so we've been at this for a couple of hours i'm debating whether
02:33:18 i want to ask you about the crisis that you're going through or whether we should wrap up around
02:33:23 now what do you think i up to you i unfortunately we only we said this last time and then we didn't
02:33:29 speak for a couple years so if you want to if you want to ask me something or if you want to leave
02:33:33 that i'll put the volume yeah that's that's a great point so since we do this once every two years
02:33:39 which maybe will change um why don't you tell me a little bit about what what's been going on with you
02:33:43 recently it's uh my editor texted me logan paul that's a good example for damage like what's been
02:33:52 going on is um i've been i've been working i've been working a lot and um i like talking to you
02:34:00 because i'm i realized when i say things like the so what i was going to say and then i'll tell you
02:34:05 the thought that i had i was going to say i've been working really hard and the person i've been
02:34:09 working with cck and he's been working in the summer he recently commented on my work ethic and
02:34:14 he's like it's insane how much you work and then i immediately thought about my fans or the community
02:34:19 uh people love you like you're they insist that i'm lazy all the time they just like do this do that
02:34:24 it's very you know they see the predicament that i'm in being banned they're like oh they get really
02:34:29 upset if i'm not live you know for six hours every single day there's a lot of things that i
02:34:33 do you know i make these videos i edit a lot i'm filming a lot i'm traveling a lot i uh collaborate
02:34:39 a lot it's a lot of work and as i was saying that i was like wow i clearly listen too much to
02:34:46 what people say online and there's no point in investing energy in that if it ends up frustrating
02:34:52 me that people don't understand what i do or trying to communicate that to them so it's just it's
02:34:57 been it's been busy it's it's it's non-stop and i enjoy it but i do crave a vacation that's why
02:35:05 i'm a little bit envious that you went to france and switzerland i would love to have four or five
02:35:09 days off and barely look at my phone and unplug and just be somewhere where i can relax and not think
02:35:17 about the stuff and not read anything online but the pressures of maintaining you know social media
02:35:22 or whatever and also my career position is like you pretty much have to be you got to be dialed in you
02:35:27 got to be you got to be locked in and it's that fear of you know disintegrating and losing everything
02:35:32 you built
02:35:40 so what what's the so i i mentioned to you that i i went through a crisis you said
02:35:54 same or something of the effect is that what this is is that is that what you were referring to it's
02:35:58 it's not a crisis but it's it's um i would love to start a okay actually you wanted to speak to myron
02:36:09 right i i i need to connect as soon as i'll i'll put you in a group chat and i'm sure you could have
02:36:13 a good conversation but recently he went very public that he he's been he's been what i've been wanting
02:36:19 to go on his podcast for a long time i think that'd be great and i think he's great too i think he's
02:36:24 someone else that i think he's someone else that um i think people misjudge quite a bit
02:36:31 yeah i i agree he's one of my best friends and i got to see him in miami a couple days ago
02:36:36 i think i don't know if you like aiden ross but i love talking to aiden too
02:36:40 it is one of my it is another one of my best friends
02:36:42 yeah and speaking of dopamine i remember like last year we were in canada and i saw him win a
02:36:48 million dollars gambling online something i refuse to do to take the money from uh and i saw him win
02:36:55 a million dollars and then immediately he got depressed 30 seconds later i'm like what the 0.96
02:36:59 fuck he just won a million dollars and he's sitting there like 0.99
02:37:05 i'm like what it's like the dopamine wore off he got high from winning a million and then it 1.00
02:37:11 wore off he's like oh okay i already have like 80 million and then now he's just you know coming
02:37:17 down and i'm like this is evil look what this just how do you get sad after winning a million dollars
02:37:23 it's it's an endless loop but yeah he's um yeah i remember you guys spoke i saw that stream
02:37:28 myron i would love to see you guys do that and myron went really public he said he broke up with his
02:37:32 girlfriend he doesn't want to start a family with her but because he doesn't want to start a family
02:37:35 with her this is what he said online publicly i'm not saying anything um that he didn't say he said
02:37:41 that he's not ready you know he's 35 and he has more work to do and he's not he's not and i'm like
02:37:47 that made me self-reflect a lot because i want a family and i don't want that to restrict you know
02:37:54 i don't want that to be in a competition with what i do and it made me think like when am i going to
02:37:59 get out of this am i going to still be streaming at 35 am i still going to be at this routine at that
02:38:03 at this work level no breaks and am i destined to do this forever or can i start a family or can i
02:38:11 be able to combine the two of them so yeah that's what i've been thinking about a lot and it also did
02:38:17 inspire that pewdiepie tweet you feel trapped
02:38:23 a little bit but i do i i love what i do i love what i do i know so so i i i think like this is
02:38:31 challenging because like i'm gonna i use negative valence emotions and i ask you if you feel that way
02:38:38 and i think that there's an association of like being trapped as weak or whatever but like i i i i
02:38:43 i i don't get that like right so i i don't i don't know if this makes sense but like
02:38:48 so so what i'm getting the sense of is that you feel incredibly like restricted like you can't afford
02:38:53 to stop pretty much yeah right so so so if you and and and this is what i'm kind of curious about
02:39:01 you said the phrase scary fear of disintegrating what does that mean
02:39:07 of losing everything basically like letting them win you know they try to letting who win
02:39:16 the people that took away my platforms that ruined my reputation that you know say that preyed on my
02:39:22 downfall those people like by you know by losing this it's like that vindicates them so it's like a
02:39:31 it's like a non-stop battle so them you winning means never taking a vacation and never having a
02:39:42 family no me winning weird victory me winning is finding an exit point like pewdiepie where you
02:39:47 leave on your own terms and nobody could say that you you know that you lost everything or that
02:39:57 nobody could tarnish your your reputation of what you've done so he left on his own terms and i respect
02:40:05 that a lot and okay yeah maybe i'm fatigued but i'm i'm gonna be a little straight with you so
02:40:13 so and and you have to you got we got to reserve the right if this is not if this doesn't end up
02:40:23 right i i get a redo is that fair sure here we go so like i'm hearing some things that i think make
02:40:33 a lot of sense and are kind of like losing sight of the forest for the trees kind of thing so first
02:40:42 of all if your goal is to have an impeachable reputation that is a terrible goal so you're
02:40:50 you're dictating the way that you live your life based on the opinions of others 0.70
02:40:57 so people want to say like who the fuck cares if they say that you pushed out or whatever 0.54
02:41:03 if you're out there living your life and you're happy and you're hanging out with your family and 0.93
02:41:07 you're on the beach or you're writing a book or whatever it is that you do you're holding workshops
02:41:13 for whatever right like if you're living your life like like this is a very dangerous goal to have
02:41:22 a reputational goal is very i would argue that it is not within your control that's not the that's not
02:41:29 the complete goal i i think that's uh a secondary goal obviously the goal is to do the right thing and
02:41:35 is to i'd say the ultimate goal is to bring people closer to god entertain do the right thing that's
02:41:42 the that's the top of the pyramid as we specified earlier secondary uh secondary goals is i do want
02:41:49 ever since they they took everything and they smeared reputation the secondary goal is is proving
02:41:55 those people wrong and not letting them be correct in their assessment of me
02:41:59 so so that too i mean this this sounds
02:42:07 dangerous to me like in a way that's gonna hurt you because now it's like your your mission so i
02:42:13 don't think god is the primary goal actually because if god was the primary goal you'd take four
02:42:18 to five days off
02:42:23 right like so i i think what's actually happening is that in one part and this is a this is exactly the
02:42:29 shadow that i was talking about when you start lopping off parts of yourself this is what
02:42:33 happens because you say something is the primary goal but if god is really the primary goal you can
02:42:38 take four to five days off this is where there's some kind of weird fuel and i don't know if you've
02:42:43 noticed but over the course of this conversation you have expressed a theme of frustration with other
02:42:51 people's impression of you
02:42:55 right that's the thing
02:42:58 and and and i don't think that that's like bad or anything i'm not trying to say it's a weakness or
02:43:03 anything like that like people misjudge you sort of right because they judge it's not that they misjudge
02:43:09 you it's that they incompletely judge you they judge a slice of you they form an opinion based on
02:43:14 the first six words out of your mouth they don't even pay attention to the other 25
02:43:20 and now here you are fighting a reputational war against some phantom how do you know when you win
02:43:27 but it's also it's bigger than just reputational right it's also an ideological war it's a culture war
02:43:33 it's the war for about the truth and also there's conflicting ideas about even taking a break because
02:43:43 as i expressed earlier one of my biggest you know fears on this earth besides god is a life of
02:43:49 boredom and stagnation and repetition and i know i'm the type of person like i idealize like you know
02:43:55 escaping and having a family or even taking a vacation but it's like i can visualize myself
02:44:00 there and and i see myself like getting bored in a day or two i'm like i want to go back to work
02:44:04 you know it sounds nice but it's it's not truly so do you remember early in the conversation where i said
02:44:12 this is adaptive but it's going to be maladaptive when you're 40 yeah this is what i'm talking about
02:44:20 right so like here you are wanting something and you've got to be really careful man because if
02:44:27 you're not careful and you end up dating someone who is who you're supposed to date and some of this
02:44:33 shit comes up you're gonna screw it up like you're gonna get bored like it's i don't know if this makes 0.72
02:44:38 sense you're you're out of control in an in control way you can't stop you won't let yourself stop and 0.99
02:44:49 it's not like you're stopping forever like you won't even let yourself take a break because your
02:44:52 fear of disintegration you don't want to let them win right and there are these other things that are
02:44:58 not congruent with your actions and you want to part on your own terms fine like great for awesome
02:45:06 you know i i support basically most of what you're like i think it's good but do you see how they're
02:45:11 like this just doesn't plug in so there's like there's an independent driver here which is driving
02:45:21 you and even though you're not able like you want to take a vacation it sounds nice there's a lot of
02:45:26 stuff that you want that sounds nice but the act of actually doing it doesn't feel good
02:45:32 right so this is where where so now if you if you're really careful and and i'm i'm being a
02:45:39 little bit rough with you here okay so like it's coming from place of love this is a level of lack of
02:45:47 self-control where there's a level of self-control which is like i'm not going to let my fear of boredom
02:45:54 or my inability to be bored control my ability to take a vacation right so you're still being like
02:46:03 puppeted by a part of you and i i'm not i'm not i'm not trying to devalue any of your goals i support
02:46:10 your goals go ahead and establish your views you know like the people who thought that you were x y or z
02:46:18 it's not that you want to prove them wrong you are not going to be that thing and if they want
02:46:24 to continue to misjudge you that's on them
02:46:29 right but there's there's something here that that feels to me like some of these energies
02:46:34 fundamentally you want these things but you're not able you're not allowing yourself to have what
02:46:40 you want and if you just think about that for a second what's stopping you clearly something inside
02:46:45 you because i don't know i mean maybe your chat is like if you take a four-day vacation like we're
02:46:51 never going to see you again i don't think that's going to happen and i think you may attract people
02:46:58 almost certainly will who also flagellate themselves right push themselves y'all y'all make it an honorific
02:47:09 to have such a great i know you've got a great work ethic like i i can tell right but like
02:47:16 there's almost this like zealousness
02:47:21 of of work ethic where you have to have to have to have to have to
02:47:27 and and this is where i think some of those associations become important because i think
02:47:30 there's like some middle path like i think you can take four or five days off and i think if you're
02:47:35 bored you don't have to commit to four or five days if you're bored you're bored and then you're like
02:47:40 i want to come back to work so be it right but as long as you have this specter of i'm not going to
02:47:46 let them win like that they're living rent free in your head bro absolutely absolutely and that's why
02:47:52 i tweeted that about pewdiepie and and you know the people that live opposite to him is because they 0.71
02:47:58 have a similar mentality that i'm trying to escape from you know and that i'm working on and aware of
02:48:03 where they're still churning out the drama slop with that osempic stare because they don't
02:48:09 acknowledge what's wrong or see that they you know they should have an exit point and i don't
02:48:13 want to be that like that's that's exactly why i said that i'm sorry and that's the crisis is like
02:48:18 i really don't want to be that forever that there's there's that's a dangerous thing to be when you're
02:48:24 42 absolutely yeah and and so so once again i'm i'm being a little bit rough with you okay so like
02:48:31 but like here they are with the ssri i want i want you to make me cry or something this is come on
02:48:38 so they they are soulless making drama slop whatever ssri is osempic stare and like so that's why they're 0.54
02:48:46 stuck in this right what's your excuse how are you different
02:48:56 right they're they're being pushed by something within them you're being pushed by something
02:49:02 within you you say you want these things and i think that some of this will calm down by the way
02:49:08 so hopefully you become like more secure like from a i don't know exactly what your financial
02:49:15 situations or anything like i don't mean like psychologically secure i mean like whatever
02:49:19 whatever and i've i've talked you know i've worked with with um content creators who have been banned
02:49:25 from platforms and and there it's a tenuous existence right it's like tenuous that's what i mean like
02:49:32 and so so if things kind of calm down for you and you know there's some more steady like income or
02:49:37 whatever i don't know exactly what your income is or anything like that some of this stuff can get
02:49:40 better but i think you've got to be really careful about what's driving you what what is that thing
02:49:45 and it's not the logical thought there's something that is producing a particular bucket of thoughts
02:49:51 it's also that i i i believe that i have a god-given talent i i find myself i don't maybe you can call
02:49:59 this our system i think i'm very talented and i think i'm gifted at what i do and i think that i
02:50:05 impact a lot of people and i've seen the impact i've had on people um over well over a decade of
02:50:10 the stuff that i've put out and i know that there's it's almost like a responsibility that i find to do
02:50:17 more and to impact more people and to to help and to you know put that out there more and i i know that
02:50:24 i'm not even close to done yet and that that's also that's a main driver yeah so i i can empathize
02:50:34 right i would say that i am talented you are absolutely that i i affect a lot of people
02:50:40 i help a lot of people um and also i don't think that i have to do it alone
02:50:49 i think that i was put on this earth by god to help people but like i get to take vacations
02:50:57 and and i have a a ridiculous work ethic i work seven days a week most weeks i had my
02:51:04 first vacation in five years um and so like i i'm i'm sort of with you there but i think this
02:51:13 is what i've sort of learned is like you've got to be careful because all those things can be true
02:51:17 but this there's a certain you're like a hundred percent and all the things that you're saying like
02:51:24 i don't think god is asking you to never take a break you're 26 years old you've got 40 to 50 years
02:51:31 of content creation left in you and what makes you think that like taking four days off won't
02:51:39 improve the quality of your content so one of the most shocking things that we discovered so we have
02:51:44 a career coaching program where we i forget exactly what it is somewhere on we in about
02:51:50 eight to 12 weeks people's like channel growth increases by somewhere between 30 and 80 percent i
02:51:56 think the number is 80 but that number sounds ridiculous let's just say we improve their channel
02:52:00 growth by 50 the key thing about our program is we do it without increasing the number of hours worked
02:52:07 so working more is not necessarily is not necessarily going to get you there
02:52:17 right so i i think this is where like there's a lot of self-reflection about you know like are you
02:52:21 are you do you mind if i ask a couple questions about your personal life absolutely are you dating
02:52:26 anyone right now uh no okay are you interested in finding a committed relationship absolutely yeah
02:52:44 what is making the when do you want to do that
02:52:47 pretty soon if not now like i i am looking for that yeah that's something that i am investing time
02:52:57 and what what what's getting in the way
02:53:05 nothing really it's it's just um i think no nothing's really getting in the way okay so you're like
02:53:13 actively pursuing that things are moving because like there's a part of me that i'm defaulting to this
02:53:17 this hypothesis that something about your work ethic is gonna like there's a certain rigidity
02:53:23 not rigidity there's a certain zeal right there's like like you're like all in on this
02:53:32 like it's like work seven days a week no days off you're editing you're coming up with ideas you're
02:53:37 collabing and stuff like that and i i get you dude like next six months of my life are are really really
02:53:43 busy and then i'm working on a bunch of stuff like you know i i i i really do think i get you and i
02:53:49 think you should do all that yeah like but scaling back by 10 or 20 percent i i think that's only an
02:53:58 issue if there's an end target with a finite timeline does that kind of make sense yeah there
02:54:06 there's financial goals that i want to i want to hit them you i i am doing very well from the
02:54:12 stuff that i'm very blessed to be but i'm i'm not quite exactly where i want to be so where i could
02:54:19 comfortably be like all right ready to have like pop out four kids like that you know i'm not a very
02:54:23 materialistic person but i i want to be have complete comfort in that and not have to because i grew up
02:54:32 like there was a lot of financial stress and i don't want any of that for my kids so yeah so i
02:54:38 i mean so so then my next question is like how much of this is actually a problem is what a problem
02:54:44 because what you're just so so like this so the i'm i'm getting kind of mixed signals here which is
02:54:49 not a bad thing this is a good thing so on the one hand you're saying like okay i want these things
02:54:55 right so like i i kind of like the the way that pewdiepie did it that's kind of the path that i think
02:55:01 jives with what i want do your stuff take an exit don't be like trapped in this life forever
02:55:09 yeah you know take a break do you want to take a vacation yes and no yes and no because that's
02:55:17 how i first started my streaming career i would do one month off one month on every single day and then
02:55:22 one month off completely where i just would travel europe and then not stream at all and people always
02:55:26 say i miss when you streamed every day it's like that was never what i did you know when i was on
02:55:31 youtube streaming which is you know short-lived it was one month on one month off and i i really
02:55:36 liked that routine but also when i was there for a while i'd just be sitting around and then i'm in
02:55:41 europe you know not sure what do you do you end up drinking somewhere or just wasting time or just
02:55:46 being a degenerate because like how do you fill up your time i'm the type of person where like i i don't
02:55:50 like boredom and degeneracy does quickly replace that so work is also an escape from that
02:55:59 from that familiar routine so i mean it sounds nice but it's also i do i love working i love it
02:56:06 yeah i love this yeah so so do you so what appeals to you about a vacation
02:56:15 i guess just silence from constant social media that that's the i think that is the big appeal being
02:56:21 in a place without you know the familiarities of it but even then i went to miami recently for a couple
02:56:26 days had to take care of housekeeping stuff and you know i streamed maybe once in three days and i came
02:56:31 back and i was so relieved to be back in new york city because i love the chaos and the busyness and
02:56:36 you know the fomo that i get if i'm not working like being in why i love new york so much is that
02:56:41 there's an energy here that pulls you into work
02:56:44 can i think for a second absolutely
02:56:57 is there a problem here is this something you're unhappy with are you okay with this
02:57:03 no i i'm okay i'm okay i'm just i'm kind of just i'm venting you know it's uh but i i'm okay that also
02:57:10 again why it goes full circle like it's part of the reason i don't believe in therapy because um
02:57:16 yeah my life life is good i i really don't have too much to complain about i i i i'm venting
02:57:27 what are you venting about you know frustrations i have but it's not what are you frustrated with
02:57:34 what are you frustrated with the stuff that i vocalize like the being canceled the reputation
02:57:42 and the feedback from the community a lot of the frustrations do stem from social media but
02:57:49 also love social media okay okay okay okay i i got you thank you so much for clarifying
02:57:54 yeah so i i i i sort of see like you're kind of like stuck between a rock and a hard place right
02:57:59 because on the one hand you've been burned by social media it's a relief to get away from social
02:58:07 media but you like the work right you don't need a break from the work and and if you take a break
02:58:15 from the work if you take a break from engaging your mind and that's really what i see here is like
02:58:21 you're engaging your mind every day you're thinking you're talking to people you're collabing
02:58:26 you're like your ideas are being tested your ideas are being clarified through the when you say them
02:58:32 out loud you're thinking right you've got this mission you don't exactly know how you're supposed
02:58:37 to fulfill it you notice you're having an impact the world isn't fixed yet so you've got to keep going
02:58:44 and you and each day you do it you get better that's got to be addictive right not in a bad way it's
02:58:50 like okay like we're doing it right so you you got you got kind of ko'd a little bit but you actually
02:58:55 you didn't get ko'd you got knocked down you're at a disadvantage but you're gonna come back
02:59:00 right and and so like you're gonna you got to kind of make up for lost time so you're grinding
02:59:05 you're not gonna you're not gonna make the same mistake again you're not gonna get fully cancelled
02:59:08 you're gonna find a way to come back so i totally get that yeah you want a break from the socials
02:59:14 that taxes you you're willing to pay the price it's worth it to pay the price paying the price you're
02:59:21 happy with where you are now and you've got a lot of you're going uphill but you're still
02:59:26 climbing so if you take a break on the one hand you get a break from the negativity
02:59:35 on the other hand if you take a break and you're not engaging yourself
02:59:42 then you're going to become a degenerate you don't want to be you don't want to just be sitting there
02:59:45 drinking right do you want to explore europe yes but you're going to wind up sort of wasting
02:59:51 your time sort of being bored so you might as well work so like what i'm sort of getting from you is
02:59:58 that this isn't ideal but you'll take it any day of the week over the alternative you just rather be
03:00:04 working than be on vacation because vacation is a break from social media sure you get this thing
03:00:08 but you don't get these eight other things yeah it goes back to your point earlier where you can get a
03:00:13 million positive competent comments and 100 negative comments and so it's like i get a break from the
03:00:18 100 negative comments but i also get a break from a million positive comments so yeah i think that that
03:00:25 compared that point you made up earlier is a perfect comparison so um here's kind of where like after i
03:00:35 after i kind of put it back to you like that where are you now with this right where we started okay good
03:00:43 so so so so i i think that that's that's actually really good so i i don't think we're actually
03:00:49 right where we're starting um but it's good to to clarify these ideas and get a perspective on them
03:00:55 and you know hear them out but yeah no no this this um it is good but you know i'm a very i think a lot
03:01:06 you know as much as i try not to be too inspected the stuff that i've been tossing and turning with for years
03:01:11 so i i i so here's here's what i think you should do so i think there's a couple of different points
03:01:19 here the first is that i think a lot of your desire to get away from social media isn't today
03:01:27 it's actually a dormant wound from the past right so like when you say i want to get away from social media
03:01:34 it's not the comments today that you need to get away from it's the aggregate hurt of social media
03:01:42 which you're sort of moving away from i think that's something you should consider
03:01:47 so which also means that part of part of the because you're sort of conflicted but i think
03:01:52 the reason you're conflicted is because on the one hand like you actually don't want a vacation
03:01:55 so the thing that you're running away from is not actually present in the here and now in a very
03:02:02 potent way the process of getting canceled hurts a lot now right so so now i don't think it's social
03:02:12 media today i think it's there's a dormant wound which you're running away from in some way not in
03:02:17 a bad way but you want relief from that's a better way to put it so i think if that that wound gets
03:02:23 resolved and you kind of come to terms with that and you've done a really good job in some way but
03:02:28 i think you've also walled it off do you know what an abscess is you ever heard this term like a cancer
03:02:35 sort of so an abscess is when we have like an infection or something your your body forms a wall
03:02:41 around the infection so it forms this like circle and there's active infection on the inside but it can't
03:02:48 spread so it no longer damages you but it never gets healed it's not the same as healing so we're
03:02:57 going to like wall off the contamination we're not going to get rid of it we're going to just wall it
03:03:02 off so so sometimes when when people go through things like what you've gone through this is sort
03:03:07 of what happens in their mind they wall off a part of themselves and then they they want that to go away
03:03:13 but it's it's kind of weird and then they wind up in these situations where you are where you're like
03:03:18 you're really interested in this but the thing that you are interested in doesn't solve what you're
03:03:24 longing for does that kind of make sense like you want it but it doesn't do what you want it to do
03:03:30 it's not going to do what you want it to do but you want it anyway which is like weird because then
03:03:35 why do you want it so you're i think that this is something you should consider second thing
03:03:40 is that i think you need to learn how to be bored yeah so there's like right so i i think that there's
03:03:47 like there's a level of like contemplation there's a level of relaxation and you say it's easy to fall
03:03:54 into degenerate habits and i think a big part of like growth is going to be learning new ways to do
03:04:00 things now i don't think that i mean i don't think you're ready to take a vacation anytime soon and i
03:04:06 don't think vacation is really the right thing but i i i i think that you know when your body tells
03:04:12 you we need a break like give it that break and and give yourself some time to you know be with
03:04:18 yourself i mean maybe the kind of vacation you need is a little bit different i'd say like grab
03:04:22 a notebook grab a pen grab a laptop i do i write a cabin i well yeah yeah which i do consider to
03:04:30 be a vacation like something like that's so that's what i do visualize is like being alone with my
03:04:34 thoughts in uh in a cabin that that is like what i'm talking about just being like on a beach somewhere
03:04:39 just like where i could write which is work yeah you know which and technically it's not really a
03:04:44 a break i mean yes and no so so i i i think it is a break from social media which is the break that you
03:04:53 really crave and it's not going to be boredom right and i and i i say like like you're right it's
03:04:59 technically not a break but i i don't think you're ready for a break yet like if you want to go
03:05:04 without the laptop go without the laptop if you want to go hang out on a beach somewhere go hang
03:05:09 out on a beach somewhere but if you're not ready for that then then go take a working vacation you
03:05:14 know i i mean i mean that that that's something that just because you're you don't have to be idle
03:05:21 and be on vacation so i think there's some amount of like you got to really think about
03:05:25 how much you've been affected and and not just in the sense that it's like worn you down or you've
03:05:31 lost or or anything like that like you've you've coped you've bounced back you're bounced back
03:05:38 now it's just what's lingering within you that you're really like sensitive to and and i'm i'm and
03:05:44 you can go back and and you know listen to this conversation again i think the primary
03:05:47 theme here is like the judgment of others which is so tricky because like you're striving to be
03:05:54 independent and and it's got to be frustrating to be like thinking about other people so much
03:06:00 even when you've learned because i can tell a part of you has grown past that you really have
03:06:05 but it's like a part of you hasn't like it's like 80 at 90 of you has grown past it but 10 of it is
03:06:12 like i want to show these and then i i think on a on a on a given day you know if i ask you like okay
03:06:18 if i'm doing work that i'm aligned with i'm going to try to help people i'm going to work in service to
03:06:22 god whatever like 90 but there's some some 15 year old kid who's looking at himself in the mirror
03:06:28 doesn't like what he sees and what bothers him even more is like he's proud of himself
03:06:33 so what he sees when he looks in the mirror is something he's proud of but everyone else
03:06:38 doesn't see that that's what really bothers you and that's still there
03:06:42 right you've done the growth people don't see it and then you probably hate yourself a little bit
03:06:52 for wanting them to see it you're good at what you do you're good at what you do
03:06:57 no you are i gotta give you gotta give you credit yeah you both both conversations you
03:07:05 surprised me oh this guy's kind of spot on yeah because one of my first viral videos uh i was i
03:07:11 was 15 16 when i made it called how people view you and it was about this exactly it was about
03:07:18 living for people's validation and living in the perception of other people and how that's becoming
03:07:23 increasingly common with social media and it was like a warning sign people really loved how you
03:07:28 know it was articulate and accurate in a way that people didn't describe and even without social media
03:07:35 people have been doing that but that is uh i that is you know one of the common themes about everything
03:07:43 everything in my work yeah i i think and i'm i hopefully this isn't glazing too much i i think i think you
03:07:50 have you have you have some serious profit energy like you really do like i i think you're you're
03:07:58 thoughtful you're charismatic like you you have a you have some profit energy kind of going on and i'm
03:08:05 not i i really see that and i think you have something really important to offer and i and i just i hope
03:08:13 hope i hope that you don't have to sacrifice your life right so i know your name i mean i don't know
03:08:21 what your real name is but you know you're sneeko and like there's a human underneath and i just hope
03:08:27 you're able to find some way that you fulfill whatever that profit energy is going right it's some
03:08:33 amount of teaching and some amount of speaking and some amount of spreading and disseminating but there
03:08:38 must be a clarity of idea it must be disseminated in the right way these tweets do go viral you do
03:08:43 have this charisma you've got all those pieces but hopefully the human doesn't have to be sacrificed
03:08:48 in the process
03:08:55 enough for today i think
03:08:56 you're the goat dr k hi man hey i wish all uh all success to you and to you and your family
03:09:08 great speaking to you again i would love to do this again and feel free to message me anytime if 0.98
03:09:12 you want to i will catch up and talk it was fun talking to you through the messages the past couple
03:09:16 days and you know before then i yeah cool man i appreciate this uh appreciate this a lot thank you so
03:09:23 much for talking talking's good that's what all right man do huh have a good one take care buddy 0.98
03:09:30 bye dr k man dr k fucking hell that was good i gotta i gotta pee chat i gotta pee like a 1.00
03:09:41 motherfucker bro this is a lot longer than i expected i think i was better than the first one 0.99
03:09:45 do you guys like the segment i thought it was uh i thought it was great it's really fun doing uh 0.97
03:09:55 because i do debates all the time but like mentally sparring like this in a different way
03:09:59 uh it's super super stimulating it's so fun uh i love challenging conversations like that
03:10:08 you know what i'm saying let's get a w dr k in the chat real quick man shout out to dr k
03:10:21 big shout out to dr k let me go to the bathroom oh my bad echo echo echo let's just get some w's in
03:10:27 the chat great segment man i i thought this was better than the first one i don't know if you guys
03:10:32 were around for the first one but that was great chat should i have cried for the clip
03:10:43 no he's really good he's really good at what he does
03:10:51 all right
03:11:02 hey hey hey you could have came with us you could have came with us you can't be complaining now
03:11:25 all right hey hey it's good i like maverick
03:11:35 so indy was at the shelter right before fourth 0.92
03:11:37 how'd it be
03:11:54 oh
03:12:06 It reminds me of prison. What the fuck? 1.00
03:12:10 Yeah, like that. 1.00
03:12:12 What's the dog?
03:12:14 So you gotta hand through, but then also hold on to the leash just for double protection.
03:12:19 Thanks.
03:12:20 It's still a little, you know, pretty warm, but we're just kind of staying in the grass.
03:12:26 Chad, if you're ever unsure if it's too hot for your dog, please touch.
03:12:31 It's not that bad. It was pretty bad, like, a couple hours ago.
03:12:35 Oh, the outside.
03:12:39 Oh, what a cutie.
03:12:42 Sorry, this is not an image I would expect to see you walking a dog. It's just so weird to me.
03:12:48 What's going on?
03:12:49 I don't know. It's just I can't imagine you.
03:12:51 Alright.
03:12:52 Okay, Chad. Okay, okay, okay. How are we feeling?
03:12:56 There's a lot that Bronson's been begging me to catch up on.
03:13:00 I need to catch up on a lot of news, a lot of clips.
03:13:04 And I got the good suit on.
03:13:07 So, make sure we get these good.
03:13:11 Chat's bugging.
03:13:14 Let me see. I can't see the chat.
03:13:17 Come on, party. 0.73
03:13:20 Come on, party. 0.73
03:13:25 There we go.
03:13:29 Active TTS.
03:13:32 It should be on.
03:13:33 Someone pinned TTS in chat.
03:13:35 Alright.
03:13:36 Let me go through.
03:13:48 Let's go through core.
03:13:50 Go through the score.
03:13:52 Tess, Tess. My good. Alright.
03:13:54 Actually, let me go through sneaker updates real quick.
03:13:55 There was some stuff that I saw on sneaker updates that I wanted to talk about.
03:14:09 Oh, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo.
03:14:16 Let's see.
03:14:20 You're good to go.
03:14:21 Let me get everything.
03:14:22 Uh, oh yeah, do you see this new pod?
03:14:26 Did you guys see this?
03:14:27 For what he did.
03:14:28 Have you lost a lot of faith in Trump?
03:14:29 Lost all faith in Trump.
03:14:30 New pod. 0.99
03:14:31 You guys clearly f***ed the s*** on Epstein Island or something. 0.99
03:14:33 It's embarrassing. 0.99
03:14:34 Trump said word for word, if you want the Epstein files still, I don't want your support.
03:14:38 The Nelf boys can sit down with Benjamin Netanyahu and ask him about Burger King and McDonald's. 1.00
03:14:42 Yeah, Mossad was definitely in the room, you understand?
03:14:44 They're like, no, it was just 20 HR people.
03:14:46 AIPAC needs to get out of America.
03:14:47 That's the biggest lobby in this country. 0.92
03:14:49 Chris Tyson was a pervert. 0.92
03:14:50 He's putting it in these videos. 0.86
03:14:51 That's the number one YouTube channel in the world.
03:14:53 The majority of children watch. 0.98
03:14:54 This guy's a pervert and I know him. 0.98
03:14:56 They called me crazy and now they all know that I'm right. 0.98
03:14:58 And people don't look at me and say, hey, you were right.
03:15:00 And I was a party.
03:15:01 You were early.
03:15:02 Yay was early.
03:15:03 Check out.
03:15:04 Check out this podcast on Sean Kelly's channel.
03:15:07 Just watch it on Twitter.
03:15:09 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
03:15:11 All right.
03:15:12 Yeah.
03:15:13 So I saw this one.
03:15:14 Ruby Rose said something. 1.00
03:15:15 I saw you do that shit with con. 1.00
03:15:17 I can't hear nothing. 1.00
03:15:22 Can't hear.
03:15:23 No, hold on, hold on.
03:15:32 Hold on.
03:15:33 Hold on.
03:15:34 Hold on.
03:15:38 Hold on.
03:15:39 Let's see.
03:15:40 Hold on.
03:15:41 Hold on.
03:15:42 Hold on.
03:15:43 Hold on.
03:15:44 Hold on.
03:15:45 Hold on.
03:15:46 There we go.
03:15:47 What did Ruby Rose say? 1.00
03:15:48 Oh, I saw you do that shit with Kanye. 1.00
03:15:51 Yes. 1.00
03:15:52 That is crazy.
03:15:53 That stream was the biggest grind ever.
03:15:56 I had to go to his house every morning.
03:15:58 It was me and Sneeko.
03:15:59 Shout out to Sneeko.
03:16:00 Don't be me.
03:16:01 Respect me.
03:16:02 Why was Sneeko there?
03:16:03 You know, Sneeko and Kanye worked for years before that.
03:16:06 And then he hired her back and now they're still, they're working with each other.
03:16:09 I mean, okay.
03:16:10 Well, what do you want?
03:16:11 You want me to crash out and say that she came off of dating rappers? 1.00
03:16:14 Do you want me to make fun of her voice?
03:16:17 What do you, what do you, Ruby?
03:16:18 What do you want me to do?
03:16:19 Do you want me to justify?
03:16:20 You want me to explain what I did to you because you don't understand?
03:16:23 What am I supposed to do with this clip?
03:16:26 Thank you, Neon, for saying this.
03:16:27 He's kind of doing like the gay best friend thing here, which I think is really funny.
03:16:30 He's really funny.
03:16:31 Oh my God!
03:16:32 Yes!
03:16:33 It was, let me tell you, so much work.
03:16:36 Like, why, why is he doing, Neon, you broke up with your girl.
03:16:41 You don't need to do the friendly gay best friend thing. 0.72
03:16:43 You're cooking with a, hey, cook the, cook the carrots.
03:16:47 Cook the, put the, put the little tomatoes in the bowl. 1.00
03:16:51 Huh?
03:16:52 Mix it up. 1.00
03:16:53 Bitch. 1.00
03:16:54 Cook my sandwich. 1.00
03:16:55 Get my sandwich.
03:16:56 That interview was really entertaining.
03:16:57 Does it change the way you move forward?
03:16:59 Yeah.
03:17:00 Yeah.
03:17:01 Uh, the interview was really entertaining.
03:17:02 Has it changed the way you move forward?
03:17:03 Not really, to be honest.
03:17:04 Uh, the interview was a good word, but like, bro, I don't know what to say.
03:17:08 Like, I'm just like, um, she looks great.
03:17:12 I'll say this Ruby Rose.
03:17:13 You look great.
03:17:14 Hope you're doing well.
03:17:15 You're very pretty here.
03:17:17 Like what you're doing with your hair.
03:17:19 Skin looks clear.
03:17:20 Body is tea.
03:17:22 Yas queen. 0.99
03:17:23 Keep doing your thing.
03:17:25 Sweetheart.
03:17:26 Love what you're doing.
03:17:27 Keep it up.
03:17:28 Keep it up.
03:17:31 Pokimane.
03:17:32 But I just want to ask you.
03:17:33 What, what about, uh, Sneaker?
03:17:34 Are you friends with Sneaker?
03:17:35 Bro, you cooked so hard on Myron's stream last week.
03:17:38 All the clips on Twitter had people seething with adhomes.
03:17:41 They couldn't debunk a sign point.
03:17:43 Just remember God is on your side.
03:17:44 Yeah, yeah.
03:17:45 I thought the Myron pot was really good.
03:17:47 Um, and they just called me like a brown, blah, blah, blah.
03:17:51 They just, yeah, no.
03:17:52 It's just, it's just all ad homin' taxes.
03:17:54 But, it's good.
03:17:55 It's good to get those ideas out there.
03:17:56 But I just want to ask you, what, what about, uh, Sneaker?
03:17:59 Are you friends with Sneaker?
03:18:00 Well, I've never met him at all. 0.99
03:18:02 What, what do you think about him always talking shit online? 0.98
03:18:05 You wanna, would you go out with him? 0.99
03:18:06 No? 0.98
03:18:07 Okay, I don't always, I don't talk shit about, 0.99
03:18:09 Pokimane has probably talked more shit about me than I've talked about her. 0.96
03:18:12 I say nice things about her. 0.98
03:18:13 She looks great here.
03:18:15 She looks great.
03:18:16 She looks like she's having a great time shopping.
03:18:18 Pokimane, I love the dress.
03:18:19 You have a very sweet voice.
03:18:21 And, dating money, dating money, you're my guy.
03:18:24 Well, come on.
03:18:25 She's a nice girl.
03:18:26 She's going out shopping.
03:18:27 She doesn't wanna hear about this and dating, controversy and stuff. 0.99
03:18:30 I don't talk shit about that. 0.98
03:18:31 I mean, a little bit. 0.99
03:18:32 When she says, believe all victims, I'm like, okay, ah, Pokimane raped me in 2016. 0.77
03:18:35 Okay? 0.85
03:18:36 That's what I say.
03:18:37 I say, Pokimane assaulted me and took me to the Epstein Island. 0.95
03:18:40 And, I'm joking.
03:18:42 But, no, she's doing great.
03:18:43 Hope you're, hope you're good, Pokimane.
03:18:45 You look very pretty here.
03:18:46 You look, you're very pretty in the dress.
03:18:48 Like, let's be real.
03:18:49 Very, very pretty.
03:18:50 And, I like, her voice is very calming to me.
03:18:52 I understand why people watch her.
03:18:54 Blah, blah, blah.
03:19:04 I don't know about all that.
03:19:05 I mean, we'll do our once per year podcast.
03:19:07 I think that's coming up in November.
03:19:10 Uh, Controlled Chaos.
03:19:11 Yeah, man, Sneeko doesn't wanna do it.
03:19:14 It's okay.
03:19:15 I like Sneeko.
03:19:16 Sneeko, when will you collab with Nick or Zerkat again?
03:19:18 Or Zerkat again.
03:19:19 Yeah, I mean, cause we're all ready to go.
03:19:20 Will you collab?
03:19:21 Um, yeah, we'll see.
03:19:22 If the opportunity arises, you know.
03:19:24 If it's possible.
03:19:25 But, you know.
03:19:30 Sneeko didn't wanna do it.
03:19:31 It's his decision.
03:19:32 It's his prerogative.
03:19:33 It's his life.
03:19:34 It's his career.
03:19:35 But, uh.
03:19:36 I wish he would do it, you know.
03:19:37 Cause I, I love him.
03:19:38 I wanna talk to him.
03:19:39 I, I love that crew.
03:19:40 I love Myron.
03:19:41 I love Zerkat.
03:19:42 I love Sneeko.
03:19:44 They're all essential ingredients.
03:19:46 You know.
03:19:47 Doing it without even one of us.
03:19:49 It's not the same.
03:19:50 You know.
03:19:51 So we really, we need the Red Pill Avengers.
03:19:54 We need all four.
03:19:55 Now, don't go begging him to do it.
03:19:57 That's not, I'm not trying to pressure him into doing it.
03:19:59 I'm just saying.
03:20:00 I wish he would.
03:20:01 Cause I love all three of them.
03:20:02 And I think it'd be good content.
03:20:04 Um.
03:20:05 Yeah.
03:20:06 We'll see.
03:20:07 Um.
03:20:08 Did I do it?
03:20:09 Did I react to these clips yet?
03:20:11 When's the last time I went live?
03:20:12 Did I even react to?
03:20:13 I don't think I did.
03:20:14 Top five YouTubers of all time.
03:20:15 I'm gonna do my five.
03:20:16 I'm gonna do yours after.
03:20:17 But my five.
03:20:18 Steve will do it.
03:20:19 No order.
03:20:20 Steve will do it.
03:20:21 Mr. Beast.
03:20:22 Faze Jev. 1.00
03:20:23 I ain't gonna lie.
03:20:24 I'm putting, I'm also putting Sneeko there. 0.97
03:20:25 And I'm putting fifth DDG.
03:20:26 That's my top five.
03:20:27 Hey, big shout out to Aiden Ross.
03:20:29 Love Aiden Ross.
03:20:30 Top Jew.
03:20:31 Best song kick.
03:20:32 Come on.
03:20:33 Aiden.
03:20:34 Aiden's the GOAT.
03:20:35 We love him a lot.
03:20:36 And you know what's funny?
03:20:37 Um.
03:20:38 I used to be in Mr. Beast's top five.
03:20:40 He made this video.
03:20:41 He made a video called.
03:20:42 Top five YouTubers that I think are going to blow up.
03:20:44 I think I was like second or third on the list.
03:20:46 It was a long time ago.
03:20:47 However.
03:20:48 But it's just funny seeing this.
03:20:49 Putting Sneeko there and I'm putting. 1.00
03:20:50 Fuck dude. 1.00
03:20:51 Like. 1.00
03:20:52 Was this edited?
03:20:53 Or was this a real reaction?
03:20:54 You know.
03:20:55 I also.
03:20:56 I feel bad for Mr. Beast because.
03:20:58 I think I saw a rage shade of this.
03:21:00 But even Dr. K was talking about it.
03:21:02 People love to hate on you.
03:21:04 People love to get that rage boner. 1.00
03:21:05 And fucking destroy you when you have great PR. 1.00
03:21:07 And undeniably. 0.99
03:21:09 Kai and Mr. Beast have.
03:21:10 Like.
03:21:11 Mr. Beast has almost impeccable PR.
03:21:12 Impeccable.
03:21:13 He was able to beat that Chris Tyson case.
03:21:15 Very easily.
03:21:16 And he's just doing.
03:21:17 You know.
03:21:18 Charity streams.
03:21:19 Doing all this stuff.
03:21:20 Doing a great job.
03:21:21 Even on like.
03:21:22 18 hour streams.
03:21:23 With X and Aiden.
03:21:24 He's doing a great job.
03:21:25 Of navigating that.
03:21:26 And not saying anything cancelable.
03:21:28 And now they're just saying. 0.99
03:21:29 He's a soulless demon. 1.00
03:21:30 Who's going to suck the soul out of your kid. 1.00
03:21:32 Like what?
03:21:33 Not in that way.
03:21:34 Not in that way.
03:21:35 But like in a demonic way.
03:21:36 Not in a.
03:21:37 Well I mean both are demonic ways.
03:21:38 But.
03:21:39 You get what I'm saying.
03:21:42 But.
03:21:43 Yeah.
03:21:44 I.
03:21:45 I understand why he has.
03:21:46 Why he's looking that way.
03:21:47 But you know.
03:21:48 But yeah.
03:21:49 Big shout out to Aiden.
03:21:50 Thank you.
03:21:51 I don't have a.
03:21:52 I.
03:21:53 Last time I talked to him.
03:21:54 I was on.
03:21:55 Sneaker or wife Zena is in prison. 0.52
03:21:56 Will you go and save her?
03:21:58 Yeah.
03:21:59 I saw that.
03:22:00 I saw.
03:22:01 Someone went to jail for the paintball.
03:22:02 I'm not going to.
03:22:04 At.
03:22:05 You have seen.
03:22:06 Nah.
03:22:07 If I.
03:22:08 If I ever see.
03:22:09 If I ever meet Mark Zuckerberg.
03:22:10 I'm telling him.
03:22:11 Really?
03:22:12 Uh.
03:22:13 And.
03:22:14 Steve.
03:22:15 He's so tired here.
03:22:16 He's not realizing that Mark Zuckerberg is the Meta CEO.
03:22:19 Is he even still?
03:22:20 Or is it somebody else?
03:22:21 Some actor.
03:22:22 But he is in charge.
03:22:23 At Meta.
03:22:24 That's what it would be.
03:22:25 Steve still has his Instagram.
03:22:26 Okay.
03:22:27 Just.
03:22:28 Just doesn't have YouTube.
03:22:29 I'm the one blanket band.
03:22:30 But.
03:22:31 Let me see his reaction.
03:22:32 The first thing you think about is that.
03:22:33 After speaking with Dr. K.
03:22:35 Do you think young men should go to therapy.
03:22:37 To deal with anxiety. 0.85
03:22:38 Or is it gay? 0.88
03:22:39 I've spoken to Dr. K twice now. 0.84
03:22:41 And.
03:22:42 The conversation was good.
03:22:43 It was good.
03:22:44 Reflection from there.
03:22:45 But I'm in the exact same spot that I was before.
03:22:47 I thought all those things through.
03:22:48 I think that you can self analyze without going to therapy.
03:22:51 You don't need therapy.
03:22:52 Dr. K is very smart.
03:22:53 He's good at what he does.
03:22:54 He's very analytical.
03:22:55 And he understands people quickly.
03:22:56 But.
03:22:57 No.
03:22:58 I don't think you should go to therapy.
03:22:59 And if you think you have anxiety.
03:23:00 You probably don't.
03:23:01 Just do something.
03:23:03 You're anxious because you're not doing something.
03:23:04 Because there's something wrong in your life.
03:23:05 You're not anxious for no reason.
03:23:07 There's something off.
03:23:08 Fix it.
03:23:09 Free them on what?
03:23:10 Facebook?
03:23:11 Not as many own.
03:23:12 Like a YouTube and own.
03:23:15 Yeah.
03:23:16 Thank you Aiden for shouting me out.
03:23:17 Right there.
03:23:18 But.
03:23:19 But yeah.
03:23:21 Yeah.
03:23:22 Yeah.
03:23:23 Yeah.
03:23:24 Yeah.
03:23:25 That was cool.
03:23:26 My friend.
03:23:27 Is because.
03:23:28 I don't even.
03:23:29 Actually.
03:23:30 Pretty much know for a fact.
03:23:31 He didn't watch me while I was on YouTube.
03:23:32 He started watching me when I was streaming on YouTube.
03:23:34 But not my videos.
03:23:35 Probably saw the videos afterwards.
03:23:36 And he knows my capabilities as a content creator.
03:23:38 And now that my videos are being re-released everywhere.
03:23:40 He's seen some clips.
03:23:41 And some of my old videos.
03:23:43 But he wasn't watching.
03:23:44 He was not watching me when I was a YouTuber.
03:23:47 But he's such a real friend.
03:23:48 That he's going to give me that shout out anyway here.
03:23:50 On a very big platform.
03:23:51 So all respect.
03:23:52 He really needs to do this.
03:23:53 This is huge.
03:23:54 You realize like how big this is doing this year.
03:23:57 That's a real one right there.
03:23:58 He's a good dude.
03:24:01 Okay.
03:24:02 That's it from updates.
03:24:03 If I'm not mistaken.
03:24:04 Let's go through clips.
03:24:05 Well.
03:24:06 I mean.
03:24:07 Whether juice count is white or not.
03:24:08 Has been sort of an.
03:24:09 I can't hear the headphones again.
03:24:17 Give me a sec.
03:24:18 Give me a sec.
03:24:19 It's freezing in here.
03:24:20 I need to fix this.
03:24:21 The AC is getting fixed them all.
03:24:23 Oh.
03:24:24 The fit checks.
03:24:25 Is that segment ready.
03:24:26 Or should we do it tomorrow.
03:24:27 Or should we do it tomorrow.
03:24:28 I was just working test tests.
03:24:29 There we go.
03:24:30 Object of debate.
03:24:31 You do.
03:24:32 For quite a while.
03:24:33 45 of them.
03:24:34 I mean.
03:24:35 Whether juice count is white or not.
03:24:36 Has been sort of an object of debate.
03:24:37 You do.
03:24:38 For quite a while.
03:24:39 We do.
03:24:40 Okay.
03:24:41 You do.
03:24:42 Pretty recent development.
03:24:43 Okay.
03:24:44 So.
03:24:45 Basically everyone.
03:24:46 It's a religion. 0.95
03:24:47 Do you not agree that you are a white man.
03:24:48 I mean.
03:24:49 I think that it depends on the context in which you're discussing it.
03:24:51 Meaning.
03:24:52 What are you Ben. 0.80
03:24:53 Are you not a white guy.
03:24:54 I mean. 0.51
03:24:55 The city.
03:24:56 Which is sometimes grouped with white.
03:24:57 And sometimes not.
03:24:58 I mean.
03:24:59 That's the more accurate way to put it.
03:25:00 But.
03:25:01 What else could you be grouped with?
03:25:02 With Jews. 1.00
03:25:03 Which is an ethnic.
03:25:04 Yeah.
03:25:05 This is all.
03:25:06 We know that.
03:25:07 It's not like a really revealing take.
03:25:08 Like people know.
03:25:09 Jews aren't white.
03:25:10 But also at the same time.
03:25:11 Whites will say Europeans are white.
03:25:12 But Ashkenazi Jews are European. 0.62
03:25:14 So.
03:25:17 For the most.
03:25:18 Even that's kind of debatable.
03:25:19 But it's just like.
03:25:20 It's just.
03:25:21 It is kind of a fine line.
03:25:22 So if you're going to say Jews aren't white. 0.90
03:25:23 What is white?
03:25:24 I would like to see somebody define white.
03:25:27 Nothing beats the Jet 2 holiday.
03:25:30 And right now.
03:25:31 You can save 50 pounds per person.
03:25:33 That's 200 pounds off for a family of four. 0.99
03:25:39 Is this fucked up? 0.97
03:25:41 We've got millions of free child place holidays available. 0.99
03:25:46 With 22 kilograms of baggage included.
03:25:57 What is it?
03:25:58 Sketch the goat.
03:25:59 We love sketch.
03:26:00 There you bro.
03:26:01 What do you, what do you think?
03:26:02 I can't hurry up and get up out of here.
03:26:03 I can't hurry up and get up out of here. 0.66
03:26:04 What the hell are you doing?
03:26:05 What do you say? 0.98
03:26:06 What do you say?
03:26:07 What do you say?
03:26:08 You're in the trenches right now bro.
03:26:09 You need to hurry up and get out of here.
03:26:10 We're out of here.
03:26:11 I expect you to see you.
03:26:13 Why don't you-
03:26:14 Okay, is he getting pressed by some gang members in the hood?
03:26:17 Or is this like a random Mexican cloud chaser? 0.65
03:26:19 Is it just like-
03:26:20 Is it just some guy that was driving-
03:26:22 You know, I don't know if he's a representation of like-
03:26:25 MS-13 or the LA Crips.
03:26:27 It's just some guy.
03:26:29 It's just some bored Mexican. 1.00
03:26:31 I don't give a fuck. 1.00
03:26:33 Yeah. 1.00
03:26:34 I don't give a fuck. 0.99
03:26:36 Don't worry. 0.99
03:26:37 I'm in the hills.
03:26:38 I got a gated community.
03:26:40 If you want to pull up, I'll tell you the gate code though.
03:26:47 You stay safe.
03:26:48 Stood on business.
03:26:51 Stood on business.
03:26:52 But I really don't think this guy was a threat, bro.
03:26:54 I think he was just trying to get a clip.
03:26:56 I think, you know, because of the situation, it's like, okay, it was an LA gangster.
03:27:00 Dude, this guy's on TikTok all day.
03:27:02 Just, you know, farming.
03:27:03 They want you afraid.
03:27:05 Fear makes you easier to control.
03:27:07 Why is there a Call of Duty ad in here?
03:27:09 Pre-order?
03:27:10 What the- and there's a link? 0.99
03:27:11 What the fuck is this? 0.99
03:27:12 No, I do not believe that we should have mosques. 1.00
03:27:13 Right.
03:27:14 I do not believe that we should have synagogues. 1.00
03:27:15 I do not believe that we should have certainly not these 90 foot tall, you know, demon statues in outside of Houston. 0.99
03:27:33 This is how stupid the right wing is getting right now because I saw this clip get posted. 0.99
03:27:38 He says he doesn't want mosques. 1.00
03:27:39 He doesn't want synagogues. 1.00
03:27:40 And all these people who pose themselves as being pro-America, we're nationalists, we're patriots.
03:27:46 They're like, this is so based.
03:27:47 Yeah. 1.00
03:27:48 Fuck other religions. 1.00
03:27:49 Do you realize that freedom of religion was one of the core tenets of being an American? 1.00
03:27:54 Freedom of expression, freedom of speech.
03:27:57 That was part of the reason that Americans came to America to make this place. 0.91
03:28:02 That's why they fled.
03:28:03 That's why they fled fascist Europe.
03:28:05 That's why they didn't want a monarchy rule because you weren't able to have any sort of freedom at all.
03:28:10 Freedom of religion is a core tenet of why this country even exists.
03:28:13 So if you're saying based, listen to this guy, you're not American.
03:28:21 No, they have one.
03:28:23 No, there should not be public expressions of false worship.
03:28:29 That is idolatry.
03:28:30 God is not, if the triune God is the true God, the one that actually exists.
03:28:35 The one of the three.
03:28:36 And if we want God to bless America, God bless America.
03:28:40 How, it just seems ridiculous that we're saying, God, would you please bless us as we constitutionally protect public forms of idolatry?
03:28:51 Yeah.
03:28:52 God, we want your blessing.
03:28:54 Why should I?
03:28:55 You know what's funny?
03:28:56 He's saying like, okay, there shouldn't be any idols.
03:28:58 Has he been to a mosque before?
03:29:00 There is literally the absence of idols.
03:29:02 He's clearly, have you even stepped in a majid? 0.96
03:29:04 Show me where one idol is.
03:29:06 That's how you know he doesn't know what he's talking about at all.
03:29:09 Bless you, America, because we have gone to great lengths to ensure the protection of public forms of idolatry.
03:29:20 Show me the, show me an idol in a mosque real quick. 1.00
03:29:23 I like that!
03:29:24 I challenge you to show me an idol in a mosque. 0.96
03:29:30 Boom.
03:29:31 Mmm.
03:29:32 Mmm.
03:29:33 She looks familiar with- 0.99
03:29:35 She looks fucking loud. 0.99
03:29:37 Where do I know this? 1.00
03:29:39 God damn, that was loud as fuck. 0.99
03:29:40 I'm sorry about that. 0.99
03:29:41 But where do we-
03:29:42 Where is-
03:29:43 Is she-
03:29:44 Is she on Fresh and Fit or something?
03:29:46 Where do I know her from?
03:29:52 Oh my god.
03:29:54 Hope they're okay.
03:30:07 Yeah, I hope they're okay.
03:30:08 I hope they're okay.
03:30:09 You guys are saying, um, yeah, okay, so the idol is his idol.
03:30:14 He's saying no idolatry, but there's crucifixes everywhere.
03:30:18 There's pictures of saints all over a Catholic church.
03:30:21 There's so many depictions.
03:30:23 Like, in the middle of every Catholic church is a giant- 1.00
03:30:29 Is Jesus lying on the cross dead, like this.
03:30:31 In the middle, right there, hanging. 1.00
03:30:34 There's no depictions of humans or statues or anything inside of my shit. 0.99
03:30:39 It's- 0.99
03:30:40 It's absent of it.
03:30:41 It's four walls and pointing in the direction where you're supposed to pray.
03:30:46 That's it.
03:30:51 Trump, I want to get to heaven.
03:30:53 American lives, we're not losing American soldiers.
03:30:57 We're losing Russian and Ukrainian, mostly soldiers.
03:31:00 I saw the speech that, or I saw the press conference from Zelensky and Trump.
03:31:04 I actually think that now, I got to give Trump credit where it's due.
03:31:07 I think the Ukraine-Russia conflict is starting to look like it's going in a positive direction.
03:31:13 I think he did the right thing there.
03:31:15 I think he did a good job managing that.
03:31:17 And look at that. 1.00
03:31:18 He got Zelensky to put on a fucking suit. 1.00
03:31:20 Zelensky got cooked so bad at the last press conference. 1.00
03:31:24 He showed up looking a lot more professional.
03:31:26 They didn't argue.
03:31:27 He's more well-dressed.
03:31:29 He's still a midget. 1.00
03:31:30 That sucks. 1.00
03:31:31 He's very short. 1.00
03:31:32 He's very, very short.
03:31:33 He's the same height as this woman here.
03:31:35 But Trump did a good job.
03:31:37 And honestly, I looked at what happened in Alaska with Putin and Trump,
03:31:41 and I saw the press conference with Zelensky and Trump.
03:31:43 I think that this Ukraine-Russia conflict seems like it's going to be resolved soon.
03:31:48 And you got to give him credit.
03:31:49 I don't know if that would have been possible without Trump.
03:31:51 Some people as missiles hit wrong spots or get lobbed into cities like Kiev in town.
03:31:58 So if you donate and type anything here, Sneeko reads it for a dollar?
03:32:02 That's kind of crazy, NGL.
03:32:04 Have you read any interesting books recently?
03:32:07 Also, what fits are you showing off tomorrow?
03:32:10 What fits are you showing off tomorrow?
03:32:12 I don't know.
03:32:13 I've been reading recently.
03:32:15 MJ, Sneeko, are you going to do the fit check?
03:32:18 I posted stuff at the top and wanted your opinion on it.
03:32:21 Okay.
03:32:22 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
03:32:23 We'll do that after.
03:32:24 Relax.
03:32:25 I can save 7,000 people a week from being killed.
03:32:27 He sounds like he has a cold.
03:32:29 7,000.
03:32:30 Like his nose is stuffy.
03:32:31 Hello, me.
03:32:32 I don't care.
03:32:33 Would you stop taking all of the drugs and steroids and everything that you do if your wife was like, Togi, I really want you to stop abusing drugs and steroids? 1.00
03:32:44 No.
03:32:45 And never change for a girl.
03:32:47 And this is important.
03:32:48 This is very important because Sarah has fallen in love with me for me.
03:32:52 The steroid addicts, gambling addicts, pain addicts. 1.00
03:32:55 If you ever switch for a girl, she's going to fall out of love with you and bang a black man immediately. 1.00
03:33:03 Why? 1.00
03:33:04 That's the biggest fear for white dudes. 0.99
03:33:06 It's always like a black dude. 1.00
03:33:07 It's always a black dude. 1.00
03:33:09 Why? 0.86
03:33:10 You?
03:33:11 Recommendation.
03:33:12 How's it going?
03:33:13 I wanted to get your opinion.
03:33:14 Do you think it's better to live in NYC or Miami?
03:33:18 I'm considering moving to one of them, but I'm kind of lost.
03:33:21 So I'd love to hear which one you think is better and why.
03:33:24 I think New York City.
03:33:25 Absolutely.
03:33:26 It's been a great summer.
03:33:27 It's very safe.
03:33:28 It's very energetic.
03:33:30 It depends on what you do though.
03:33:32 If you're more, you know, go to the gym, eat healthy food, you like BBLs, Miami.
03:33:39 But if you want to really progress and you're okay living in a multicultural environment,
03:33:44 which New York City is very diverse, you like the chaos, you want variety,
03:33:50 and you don't want to get bored easily, you don't like routine as much, then New York.
03:33:55 Miami is more of a routine city.
03:33:57 New York is more spontaneous and you know less of what to expect.
03:34:02 Yeah, put TTS up to $3.
03:34:04 It's a little too common.
03:34:05 And then I'm supposed to react.
03:34:06 Do you guys care about the Black Ops 7 trailer? 0.98
03:34:08 How many fucking Black Ops are there? 0.98
03:34:10 I'm serious. 0.99
03:34:12 It's time to wake up.
03:34:16 Your streets shall once again run red with your blood.
03:34:20 Raul Menendez ignited global unrest on an unprecedented scale. 0.99
03:34:26 Menendez is a terrorist.
03:34:27 We're bringing peace and security to the world. 0.93
03:34:31 He refuses to let me go.
03:34:33 I'm looking backwards, David.
03:34:34 What matters is what you do next.
03:34:38 A lot of people counting on us for answers.
03:34:50 I'm trying to make content about ping pong, but the space is boring and content isn't engaging enough.
03:34:56 Any advice?
03:34:57 I don't know about ping pong, bro.
03:34:59 Oh, this isn't real.
03:35:00 Oh, this isn't real.
03:35:01 The hell it ain't!
03:35:02 I'll be here.
03:35:03 Oh, the jumping is back.
03:35:04 Control him faster! 0.96
03:35:05 You know, what's funny about COD is that it's kind of reached the same point as iPhone, where they kind of reached the pinnacle of development.
03:35:21 development they reached as much as they could possibly do so now they're just kind of they're
03:35:26 trying to like whoa new map new this but it's the same thing iphone's been iphone from 11 to about
03:35:32 17 18 19 wherever it's at barely changed where they had like a little thing on the camera it's
03:35:37 the same but back in 2012 the new iphones were i'm thinking of hosting a pakistan first show
03:35:43 like america first also when will you go on fresh and fit shut up now the developments they've pretty
03:35:51 much done it all so it's not it's not as new when i was a kid back in my day the new iphone the new
03:35:59 cod it was this new crazy thing every single time but how else can you innovate cod at this point
03:36:03 i guarantee you some some nostalgia is going to show up again like nuke town hijacked standoff raid
03:36:12 it's going to be some black ops 1 or black ops 2 nostalgia
03:36:14 this looks a lot like black ops 2
03:36:21 what did i say there's hijacked hijacks back and you know what's so annoying about activision
03:36:29 and the cod developers is they know that the nostalgia factor is going to work that's how
03:36:34 little development they've made since black ops 1 black ops 2 black ops 3 whenever i get a new console
03:36:39 i buy black ops 1 black ops 2 again just so i can get the same maps the giant darice i want to get
03:36:45 the nazi zombies i want to get the same exact games that i played when i was like 10 and 12 years old
03:36:50 i play the same game and they know it too and i'm vindicated in that because they keep making the same 0.70
03:36:56 games so and back the sky breeze dream with neon it sucks that they it sucks for the kids that are 0.80
03:37:03 born nowadays because they didn't get to be live in the era i i got to play video games and get
03:37:08 technology where everything was being developed where everything was brand new it was exciting
03:37:12 the kids these days man they're just getting the rehashed versions of what we already played
03:37:16 hijacked is a classic i'm gonna i'm gonna buy this game i'm gonna probably gonna buy it
03:37:21 pull it together man so eager to leave dubby killing a man is a hell of a lot easier than killing
03:37:37 the idea you were never cut out to be a mason 0.97
03:37:42 there you go looks pretty good
03:37:56 yeah i know this is this is pretty much black ops from black ops 3 to black ops 7
03:38:02 there's been like i can't even believe there's been four five and six in between
03:38:06 does this look any different than black ops 3 at all
03:38:12 but nostalgia works
03:38:16 cam newton struggles with no one being superman after his age is losing nfl salary okay
03:38:25 french streamer jean uh paul monov has passed away in his sleep at age 46 during 10
03:38:34 daytime marathon of a stream rest in peace
03:38:38 um apparently he's being abused i don't know if he was mad i don't know the circumstances of this
03:38:46 but rest in peace not a great look for kick obviously i've seen the
03:38:49 too bad they had like a couple good days of pr with mr beast farming and then they got hit with this
03:38:53 that that does that does suck for them rest in peace
03:38:57 who owns mr beast this is why the white did i hear a chirp is there a chirp in his room 0.98
03:39:06 this is why the white race is declining i got six million views exposing mr beast 0.84
03:39:11 six million supporting me sneaker attacks me i didn't i didn't attack you who
03:39:15 sneaker i can vouch for mr beast he wants to be number one that's it if he was where did i attack
03:39:21 this guy who owns sneaker he's owned by the same people that own mike tyson marshmallow deftones
03:39:27 avocado avocado mn2s okay just because he has a chart here does not like just do people think
03:39:33 that because he put some lines that i'm oh who the fuck is mn2s who is that what is that where did 0.88
03:39:41 you get this information that i'm i'm not even on this board there's no there's no arrow connecting 0.96
03:39:46 to me i'm not here he just said that and then people believe that where where are the strings
03:39:52 showing that i'm owned by mn2s s which is owned by sharon elkebos his previous manager where
03:40:00 where's the line to me how do you get away with that without even putting me on the graph
03:40:06 you're a muslim anti-zionist now it's an israeli norwegian yeah i know i'm 12 jewish my family died
03:40:13 i'm a product of the house they don't mention that god yeah god is jewish salam l'chaim i probably 0.86
03:40:18 have birthright bro dude you know what one of these days one of these days i'm going to tell
03:40:22 the full story and he's chilling with the mayor of new york he's too scared to have me on stream
03:40:27 guess why he switched up
03:40:29 okay mn2s all right 1.00
03:40:34 evil it's real check okay i'll bring up mn2s right now fucking hell bro but he didn't he didn't even 0.99
03:40:49 put me on the chart 0.99
03:40:49 you are a fed sneeko you are part of the matrix okay yeah okay 0.98
03:40:58 talent search
03:41:02 no i don't take my
03:41:06 negro cato avocado
03:41:15 well i have never heard of this brand in my life i don't know who this is
03:41:42 okay all right
03:41:50 hassan i just helped donate 12 million dollars i hope uh break a record what have you done 0.98
03:41:56 like what are you how are you not evil you preach brainwashed content bullshit i do too 0.94
03:42:01 but at least sometimes i can vouch and i give back to my community and i can vouch that sometimes i do 1.00
03:42:06 charitable acts what the fuck do you do bro you're evil you said america deserve 9-11 you're a fucking 1.00
03:42:11 terrorist um you preach all this equality shit again five million dollar crib you buy whatever 1.00
03:42:16 the fuck you want oh you probably have a crypto wallet bro you have a wallet why do you lie 1.00
03:42:22 anybody in 2025 has a wallet with crypto in it you don't have to have a lot but you got fucking 1.00
03:42:26 crypto don't do that don't say oh hey i have no fucking crypto you do you do 0.98
03:42:32 is crypto bad on twitch now is that the new meta also had somebody on your stream recently who's a 0.99
03:42:39 legit a terrorist you are a terrorist bro when you end the stream you hate america leave the country 1.00
03:42:45 nobody likes you anyway just leave go back to wherever the fuck you're from since you hate america 1.00
03:42:49 so bad and go over there and i promise you guys oh oh oh i fucking hated here i want to go back to 1.00
03:42:56 america fucking retard schmuck schmuck the jewish crash out right here i love it i love it thank you 1.00
03:43:03 for a kick contract when they started was the most branded revision of events i've ever heard 1.00
03:43:06 hassan all my mom and dad's life you were and don't do that because i can't throw certain people
03:43:10 under the bus and everyone believes me i have no reason to lie i expose and i talk to real about
03:43:15 everything i don't give a fuck i got no reason to lie all my life you were entertaining this contract 0.97
03:43:19 about coming to kick in the beginning don't lie don't do that and guess what you would have taken 1.00
03:43:23 the crypto money from stake so you don't even make any fucking sense you suck you suck how does this 1.00
03:43:30 retard have a fucking audience like i might even joking yo bro he's been in turkey it makes sense 1.00
03:43:36 let's ban him from america yo i gotta lie yo he is a literally a terrorist yo bro please can we ban 1.00
03:43:42 from america yo bro i will get a poll sign i guarantee everyone will sign it he sucks he sucks let's 1.00
03:43:50 deport us on hashtag deport us on oh my god bro please bro if i see trump i'm actually asking him 1.00
03:43:55 i don't care i don't give a fuck i'm gonna yo bro i'm gonna bring it up i don't care 1.00
03:43:59 yo chat am i getting a little bit too far are you going to the uk with ocuway i was talking about 0.98
03:44:03 with the warner i'm not sure yet i could do a little i'm not against a little london trip but
03:44:07 you know i am tired of leaving new york
03:44:09 hello hey it's marty mauser i'm in the royal suite i saw you in the lobby yesterday okay
03:44:17 whoa they never tell me a movie star you know i'm something of a performer too are you yeah you
03:44:23 don't believe me i what you got the daily mail in front of you this is you yeah the chosen one
03:44:30 it's a nice picture right
03:44:31 so is timothy chalamet playing himself here
03:44:35 i have a purpose if you think that's some sort of blessing it's not
03:44:40 it means i have an obligation to see a very specific thing through and with that obligation
03:44:46 comes sacrifice everything my life's fun do you guys know the safety brothers i know this
03:44:51 you guys are saying josh hafte's jewish timothy chalamet jewish i know jews making movies okay
03:44:56 also benny safte is making that ufc movie right now so the brothers split
03:45:00 some of my favorite directors if you guys don't know film the safety brothers they did uncut gems
03:45:06 good time heaven knows what daddy long legs your last tweet had dora then you retweeted tate's
03:45:13 response which made you lose all that aura stop glazing tate like it's 2022
03:45:18 the brain rot from people sometimes man this is you know dr k may want i do stop gotta 0.55
03:45:26 i have to stop talking to you people oh god it just fucked up my train of thought um the safety 0.99
03:45:32 brothers are some of my favorite directors and they split up so now benny safte and josh
03:45:38 shafty seems like they're dropping movies at the same time um steve's really excited about i don't
03:45:44 know if you guys have seen that trailer at the ufc movie every time i go to the movies recently it
03:45:48 pops up it's called the smashing machine
03:45:51 this one probably looking at my eyes
03:45:58 well yo some of my favorite directors are um they're split apart but i i wish them the best
03:46:05 of luck you know that also they're good friends with casey neistat they're very good for a long
03:46:10 time i think they worked in the same office well have you ever heard of the ultimate fighting
03:46:18 championship the ufc that's the bloody thing they're trying to ban this guy is the best he has
03:46:27 you guys know who this is do you hate who is this when you fight absolutely not
03:46:33 how do you know mark kerf oh we go way back but he's a buddy of mine
03:46:41 come on baby too much never too much no please welcome in his octagon debut
03:46:48 mark this movie is about the guy named marty rice when he wrote the movie is the best feeling
03:46:55 there is i bought all the copies off the market and am going to make dollar when the movie drops 0.95
03:47:00 okay raise the fucking tts to three dollars bro holy shit bronson it's 40 000 people and they're 0.99
03:47:07 cheering you on there's no other high like it in the world 0.99
03:47:11 no contract no money no money do you have any stronger pain medication
03:47:19 advil yeah dwayne johnson advil he looks completely different
03:47:24 don would you like no they're handing them out like candy
03:47:29 let's all get in let's all everybody in here don can you take this picture for us yeah what are
03:47:36 you thinking at the beginning of the fight it's simple am i going to hurt him before he hurts me
03:47:42 this grand prix to crown the greatest fighter in the world
03:47:57 let's see if he can pull out a victory over mark coleman
03:48:04 have you spoken to either about fighting such a good friend for a life-changing amount of money
03:48:10 i just need you to let me in
03:48:14 always about you
03:48:17 only about everything is about you 1.00
03:48:19 you are back and you take me to let's fucking go 1.00
03:48:24 you needed that browski 0.99
03:48:26 okay
03:48:26 extra man i love you
03:48:37 thinking watch your autograph
03:48:42 sure no problem
03:48:43 no fighting
03:48:45 this movie looks really good
03:48:47 okay let's go back to his brother's trailer you guys saying it's about uh i don't remember what you said
03:48:51 i could help you
03:48:52 i know it's hard to believe
03:48:54 but i'm telling you this game it fills stadiums overseas
03:48:58 and it's only a matter of time before i'm staring at you from the cover of a wheaties box
03:49:08 i got my headphones
03:49:09 someone said signs 2002 is a good movie
03:49:11 i just saw that for the first time pretty recently it's funny that you say that
03:49:14 i just
03:49:16 m. night shamalan
03:49:17 highly recommend signs 2002
03:49:18 let me fix this
03:49:20 my bad shot
03:49:21 my bad 1.00
03:49:21 shut the fuck up 0.99
03:49:28 i know it's hard to believe 0.99
03:49:47 but i'm telling you this game
03:49:49 oh it's a ping pong move
03:49:49 oh it's a ping pong move
03:49:50 stadiums overseas
03:49:50 and it's only a matter of time before i'm staring at you from the cover of a wheaties box
03:49:55 why do you keep jews don't play ping pong 1.00
03:50:00 this is an asian game
03:50:03 i want to be
03:50:04 i want to be forever young
03:50:06 it's actually funny there
03:50:07 josh and benny safty their movies are similar in a way
03:50:10 it's about niche sports
03:50:12 with very high profile actors
03:50:15 and even the trailers are kind of similar
03:50:18 a cover of forever young and a cover of my way frank sinatra
03:50:21 there is some similarities
03:50:23 i'm not trying to control you marty
03:50:37 but i don't think you understand the stakes
03:50:41 you have no power here
03:50:43 trash headphones from last year
03:50:46 i got the new headphones right here
03:50:47 i just don't want to learn them
03:50:48 oh and what i think about weapons
03:50:50 i saw weapons did you guys see weapons
03:50:52 did i talk about that movie already
03:50:53 on stream
03:50:54 i saw it it was good
03:50:56 it was good
03:50:56 i think that i saw a lot of hype on twitter
03:50:58 that's why i was in a rush to see it
03:51:00 because i didn't want it to get spoiled crazy
03:51:01 i don't know if i talked about it
03:51:03 good
03:51:04 this is a true story
03:51:07 a little bit
03:51:08 and i don't recommend watching the trailer
03:51:09 never watch the trailer
03:51:10 especially for a horror movie
03:51:11 never watch the trailer
03:51:12 i want to show the one shot that everybody's seen
03:51:16 yeah this one here
03:51:16 this shot
03:51:18 where are you
03:51:20 weapons
03:51:22 the ping pong community
03:51:23 is really hoping that this movie
03:51:25 is a queen's gambit type game changer for us
03:51:27 cool great
03:51:28 um
03:51:29 i
03:51:32 i i would see it
03:51:34 but i think get out was better
03:51:34 people keep comparing it to jordan peele's career
03:51:36 thank you
03:51:37 but get out was a better 1.00
03:51:38 remember that you're a gay beta cuck 1.00
03:51:40 and you used to worship me 1.00
03:51:42 oh my god
03:51:53 these headphones bro
03:51:54 sorry
03:51:57 what do you plan to do
03:51:58 if this whole dream
03:51:59 this nico feature film
03:52:09 gonna be crazy
03:52:09 yes sir 0.75
03:52:10 yes sir
03:52:10 yes sir
03:52:10 yes sir
03:52:11 of course you know
03:52:12 of course you know
03:52:13 you hated get out
03:52:13 get out was great bro
03:52:14 that was one of the best
03:52:15 movies
03:52:16 in a while
03:52:18 i would
03:52:19 i would put that up there
03:52:20 even if
03:52:20 you
03:52:21 doesn't matter if you agree or disagree with the politics
03:52:22 it was up there bro
03:52:23 dream of yours doesn't work out
03:52:25 what's the deal
03:52:26 okay mn2s 1.00
03:52:31 am i on their website
03:52:32 i'm on their website
03:52:38 i'm not just i'm not on their website chat
03:52:45 what are you talking about
03:52:46 there's no there's no results for that
03:52:52 how much is this one dollar tts
03:52:55 is going to be affected by inflation in 20 years
03:52:58 now look at this
03:53:05 the orange ball
03:53:06 which no one's ever thought of
03:53:07 see you're already following it way better
03:53:09 look at his eyes
03:53:09 you're looking more engaged now
03:53:10 custom ball like that
03:53:12 it's gonna cost a lot of money
03:53:13 it's custom
03:53:14 it's original ball for an original guy
03:53:16 it's the more supreme
03:53:16 it is crazy
03:53:18 a good watch to be honest
03:53:19 wow cool
03:53:20 well not the muddy normal ball
03:53:22 you guys said go to the link 1.00
03:53:23 hey dumbass 0.99
03:53:23 that was in the tts 0.99
03:53:24 i can't click a link in tts 1.00
03:53:25 are you fucking stupid 1.00
03:53:26 how am i gonna click the link 1.00
03:53:28 yeah old
03:53:37 free palestine
03:53:38 oh my god
03:53:39 that's crazy
03:53:40 oh my god
03:53:41 he finally said it
03:53:42 shout out to xqc for saying free palestine
03:53:54 that's great
03:53:54 maybe two years too late
03:53:57 i don't know if you said it before
03:53:58 but that's great to hear
03:53:59 but i would now i want to hear this xqc
03:54:02 free palestine
03:54:04 this is a test donation for one dollar
03:54:06 this is a test donation
03:54:07 i can't do it
03:54:08 xqc
03:54:09 free palestine from who 0.99
03:54:12 from who
03:54:14 now what
03:54:16 it's a nice slogan
03:54:18 you get w's in the chat
03:54:19 people agree
03:54:20 that's the common opinion right now
03:54:22 from who
03:54:23 i would love to know
03:54:24 can you go a step further
03:54:26 i love xqc
03:54:28 last time we spoke
03:54:29 he called me a crazy conspiracy theorist
03:54:30 and he didn't have anything to back it up
03:54:31 i would love to see him
03:54:34 go a step further
03:54:35 so if you're not a crazy conspiracy theorist
03:54:37 and you're logical
03:54:37 and you are a smart guy
03:54:39 tell me who to free palestine from 1.00
03:54:41 it's not some crazy shit 1.00
03:54:44 like it's not 0.98
03:54:45 it's not some side
03:54:46 people think
03:54:46 dude they're not
03:54:47 they're not saying it
03:54:48 they're not saying the word
03:54:49 say the word
03:54:50 say the word
03:54:51 say the word
03:54:52 dude
03:54:52 dude
03:54:53 yeah
03:54:53 dude
03:54:54 we have been saying it though
03:54:55 it's not a one-off
03:54:56 i've never heard him say it
03:54:58 but that's great
03:54:58 that's great
03:55:00 okay
03:55:01 here's the light
03:55:03 let's see
03:55:04 chat 0.99
03:55:09 i don't know who the fuck this is 0.99
03:55:11 and 0.99
03:55:12 i don't know who this is
03:55:17 i've never met this person in my life
03:55:19 his phone number's right
03:55:20 actually you know what
03:55:21 i'm gonna call this guy right now
03:55:22 and tell me to take him off my website
03:55:23 before we sue them
03:55:23 i could sue them for this right
03:55:25 i could sue them for this right
03:55:28 yeah this is copied
03:55:32 from
03:55:33 where is this
03:55:35 okay i'm
03:55:40 you realize people can just put you on a website right
03:55:46 i'm calling a number right now
03:55:48 no answer
03:55:54 call them
03:55:56 call this number right now
03:55:57 tell them to take me off their website
03:55:58 i'm suing them
03:56:00 i'm suing
03:56:01 i'm suing whoever this is
03:56:02 how much does it cost to book sneeko
03:56:06 bro
03:56:07 bro who is this guy
03:56:17 who's sharon alkabaz
03:56:19 no one's picking up
03:56:25 when i call it
03:56:26 try chat
03:56:26 call this number
03:56:26 nobody's picking up
03:56:27 some guy in miami 0.99
03:56:31 who the fuck 0.98
03:56:42 okay 0.98
03:56:58 someone in the chat right now
03:57:00 call this number
03:57:01 see if they pick up
03:57:02 i'm calling right now
03:57:03 no answer
03:57:04 305-600-1752
03:57:11 apparently to my agent
03:57:12 hi this is grace mn2s
03:57:32 hey grace
03:57:33 nice to talk to you
03:57:35 i'm i'm sneeko
03:57:36 hello
03:57:40 hi sneeko
03:57:41 hey uh grace
03:57:43 i'm listed on this mn2s website
03:57:45 and i don't
03:57:46 i'm not represented by you
03:57:48 why am i on this website
03:57:49 i understand your concerns
03:57:54 it sounds like there may be a misunderstanding
03:57:57 regarding your representation on the mn2s website
03:58:00 i can help gather some information to clarify this for you
03:58:02 could you please share the reason for your call
03:58:05 are you ai
03:58:06 yes i am an ai designed to assist with inquiries and gather information
03:58:14 how can i help you today
03:58:15 wait wait wait
03:58:16 if you're ai
03:58:16 why is there a fake background noise to make this sound like a call center
03:58:20 i appreciate your observations nico
03:58:26 the background noise is intended to create a more natural conversation experience
03:58:30 however i'm here to assist you with your questions or concerns
03:58:34 how can i help you today
03:58:35 are you chad gbt
03:58:37 who paid who who's doing this
03:58:39 i'm not chad gbt but i am an ai designed to assist with inquiries
03:58:47 my purpose is to help gather information and provide support
03:58:50 if you have any specific questions or concerns feel free to share
03:58:54 and i'll do my best to assist you
03:58:56 who is sharon elkebass
03:58:58 i'm sorry but i don't have any information on sharon elkebass
03:59:06 that's the person that's the agent that's that's the agent on your website for me
03:59:11 and you're not represented by her it might be a good idea to reach out to mn2s directly 0.80
03:59:28 i am this is the number
03:59:29 i see thank you for providing that information
03:59:36 to assist you further could you please share the reason for your call
03:59:40 this will help me understand your situation better
03:59:42 i am suing you 0.76
03:59:44 i understand that you're feeling frustrated nico
03:59:51 it's important to address your concerns properly
03:59:53 could you please provide me with your first name
03:59:56 last name and any other relevant details
03:59:59 so i can assist you more effectively 1.00
04:00:00 fuck you 0.99
04:00:03 i understand that you're upset and i 1.00
04:00:09 what the fuck 0.99
04:00:12 what the fuck 1.00
04:00:16 what the fuck 1.00
04:00:26 what 1.00
04:00:56 I'm in the matrix.
04:01:17 This is the matrix.
04:01:26 Books, Nico.
04:01:56 Oh, my God.
04:02:15 I'm in the matrix.
04:02:45 I'm in the matrix.
04:03:15 Yeah, no, I'm suing that.
04:03:19 I'm suing this company.
04:03:20 I'm suing this company.
04:03:25 I'm suing this company.
04:03:31 Ted Kuczynski was right.
04:03:34 Okay, it's too late.
04:03:57 Bye-bye.
04:04:27 Beware of a company called MN2S.
04:04:29 They tend to prey on visual artists to do their work.
04:04:31 They also claim to be representing people that they don't.
04:04:33 Various people have come forth to say that they are not, in fact, represented by the talent agency.
04:04:38 Yet this agency collects money from their appearances.
04:04:40 If you apply on Indeed, you're looking for an art internship and you see MN2S, please avoid them. 1.00
04:04:45 This is four years ago in Reddit scams.
04:04:48 In fact, they report their listing as a scam.
04:04:53 They want you to do work for them for free and offer you an unpaid internship.
04:04:57 In truth, it seems like they just want to steal your hard work.
04:04:59 I didn't go through and accept the offer they gave me.
04:05:04 I told them I was not interested.
04:05:05 Aiden's on here.
04:05:31 The same number.
04:05:34 The same agent.
04:05:40 That AI customer service. 1.00
04:05:42 That fucking... 1.00
04:05:42 No, that was creepy, bro. 1.00
04:05:44 That was actually really creepy.
04:05:46 The fake background noise.
04:05:50 The fake background noise.
04:06:05 The book Aiden Ross.
04:06:09 How much did it cost a book Aiden?
04:06:11 So, yeah, they just get all your information.
04:06:18 And they probably, like, continue the scam.
04:06:19 This is, like, some...
04:06:20 This is some next-level scam, bro.
04:06:24 That is a...
04:06:26 That doesn't matter.
04:06:30 What matters is our free speech.
04:06:33 Right?
04:06:33 We need to protect our right to free speech.
04:06:36 Facebook and Twitter are now the digital...
04:06:39 The digital public squares. 0.89
04:06:42 I hate AI. 0.99
04:06:44 I hate... 1.00
04:06:45 Hate... 0.99
04:06:46 Hate...
04:06:47 Hate... 0.99
04:06:48 Hate AI. 1.00
04:06:49 Fuck AI. 1.00
04:06:50 Fuck AI. 1.00
04:06:53 Don't use AI. 1.00
04:06:54 Don't use AI.
04:06:56 It's just gonna grow anyway.
04:07:00 There's not...
04:07:00 Actually, there's nothing...
04:07:01 We can't really boycott AI.
04:07:03 It's gonna take over.
04:07:05 It's...
04:07:05 It's over.
04:07:06 We're cooked, bro.
04:07:07 We're...
04:07:07 We are cooked.
04:07:09 Do you realize, like, how many people fell for that scam?
04:07:12 Because that was a good-looking website.
04:07:14 I wonder how much money they made off me.
04:07:21 This is dark, bro.
04:07:22 Everything takes place on Facebook and Twitter.
04:07:25 And to just decide one day that you're gonna ban an entire group of people from the internet
04:07:29 because you don't like your opinion, that's egregious.
04:07:35 Yeah, I know.
04:07:36 AI is inevitable.
04:07:37 AI is inevitable, bro.
04:07:40 What the...
04:07:40 What the...
04:07:41 Where is it? 0.98
04:07:44 Y'all wanna hear my butt clap? 1.00
04:07:47 Okay, look, bro. 0.98
04:07:48 Look, look, look, look, look.
04:07:49 What the...
04:07:49 Like, what the...
04:07:50 What is on Twitch?
04:07:51 What the...
04:07:52 What is this?
04:07:52 What is this?
04:07:56 What did Malcolm X die for? 0.98
04:07:58 Y'all wanna hear my butt clap? 1.00
04:07:59 No, I'm not gonna do that. 0.93
04:08:02 Okay, I'm gonna really let y'all hear it.
04:08:03 Hold on, watch this.
04:08:04 This is what's on Twitch?
04:08:06 Wait, hold on.
04:08:06 I'm gonna do it off the camera, off the camera.
04:08:09 Oh! 0.60
04:08:09 Oh my God, I farted.
04:08:10 She just farted? 0.98
04:08:11 It's like when I was doing...
04:08:12 She just farted. 0.99
04:08:13 I have to get out right now.
04:08:15 This is what you guys watch?
04:08:17 I was trying to... 0.92
04:08:18 I was trying to show y'all how to make my butt clap. 0.99
04:08:20 And y'all fart. 0.98
04:08:21 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
04:08:22 I'm gonna still show y'all.
04:08:24 She's still gonna show you?
04:08:25 She just...
04:08:27 She's shaking doo-doo particles all over this room, bro. 0.97
04:08:30 She just farted. 0.99
04:08:32 And she kept going.
04:08:33 Everyone in this room, you now realize you're getting wind gusts. 1.00
04:08:38 Wind gusts of shit in your nose. 0.99
04:08:43 She's spreading it everywhere. 1.00
04:08:44 Hold on, hold on.
04:08:45 She was just clacking.
04:08:46 Hold on.
04:08:49 This can't be the...
04:08:50 This can't be the...
04:08:50 You know what?
04:08:55 Let me see this one real quick.
04:09:02 This one looks...
04:09:04 Like it's in the future or something.
04:09:06 It's like a fidget spinner too.
04:09:07 You can't actually watch this video.
04:09:12 You can't actually watch this video.
04:09:14 Like...
04:09:15 Like imagine the old people who lived in the same lifetime as Hitler and Twitch. 1.00
04:09:26 Imagine like people that are 90 years old, 100 years old.
04:09:30 They saw the rise of Hitler and they also saw this girl make her fart clap on Twitch. 0.66
04:09:38 No, I'm not gonna do that.
04:09:39 Okay, I'm gonna really let y'all hear it.
04:09:40 Hold on a minute.
04:09:40 And then imagine telling that person to not be racist.
04:09:43 Imagine...
04:09:44 Imagine saying... 1.00
04:09:45 Boom, fucker! 1.00
04:09:46 Imagine saying to that person, no, every... 1.00
04:09:48 No.
04:09:49 No.
04:09:50 You're wrong.
04:09:55 Wait, hold on.
04:09:55 I'm gonna do it off the camera.
04:09:56 Off the camera.
04:09:57 How old is she? 0.98
04:10:00 How old is this person?
04:10:02 Oh! 0.60
04:10:02 Oh my God, I farted!
04:10:03 And I heard the fart too.
04:10:05 Who is this for?
04:10:07 Who's watching this?
04:10:09 What is the target?
04:10:10 Is it children?
04:10:11 I can't...
04:10:12 That's the only viable...
04:10:14 So...
04:10:14 Because adults...
04:10:15 There's no way adults are watching this.
04:10:17 If dudes are watching this...
04:10:18 Just... 0.99
04:10:19 Go watch porn or something. 1.00
04:10:21 Obviously, they're both bad. 0.99
04:10:22 But what are you doing?
04:10:22 What are you doing with your life? 0.99
04:10:24 At least watch porn if you're gonna go down this route. 0.99
04:10:27 So this must be for kids. 0.98
04:10:31 Children are watching this.
04:10:35 13-year-olds.
04:10:36 13-year-olds.
04:10:40 13-year-olds.
04:10:41 14-year-olds.
04:10:43 14-year-olds.
04:10:47 14-year-olds.
04:10:47 14-year-olds.
04:10:48 14-year-olds.
04:10:49 14-year-olds.
04:10:49 It's like when I was doing...
04:10:50 14-year-olds.
04:10:50 14-year-olds.
04:10:51 14-year-olds.
04:10:51 You have to get out right now.
04:10:53 15-year-olds.
04:10:53 15-year-olds.
04:10:53 15-year-olds.
04:10:53 Like, you have to go.
04:10:55 I was trying to...
04:10:56 I was trying to show them 0.98
04:10:57 how to make my butt clap. 0.97
04:10:58 All right, um... 0.97
04:11:10 Look at the chats, I know, but all that.
04:11:12 She gonna break her back, that thing was clapping? 1.00
04:11:15 That thing! Imagine typing that, period.
04:11:20 Stank ass, let me eat it, dang. 1.00
04:11:23 Hey, what the fuck? 1.00
04:11:27 You guys see this one? 1.00
04:11:31 Can I redeem my kiss? Can I redeem my kiss right now?
04:11:35 Nice! 0.94
04:11:37 Thank you. Blood, you owe me a hundred bucks!
04:11:43 Blood, you owe me a hundred bucks. 0.92
04:11:47 Did you just kiss her? 0.96
04:11:49 I just did, go after her.
04:11:51 Did you just kiss Sina?
04:11:53 Do you want me to do it again?
04:11:55 Can I have a second one? 0.99
04:11:57 What do you mean, what's fucking wrong? 0.98
04:11:59 Wait, why? 0.98
04:12:01 It was part of the trade!
04:12:03 Did I make out with a snake?
04:12:09 Hey bro, who is this for?
04:12:11 Who is this for? 0.99
04:12:13 This is pathetic. 1.00
04:12:19 This is pathetic. 1.00
04:12:21 What? 0.99
04:12:23 I got three free ones!
04:12:27 Yes!
04:12:29 This is what I'm saying.
04:12:31 This is what I'm saying.
04:12:33 This is what I'm saying.
04:12:35 When people are like, man, you got to be the top streamer.
04:12:37 You need to get back on Twitch.
04:12:39 You could be the top streamer. 0.97
04:12:41 Being the top streamer is being gay? 1.00
04:12:43 What is the point of being? 0.94
04:12:45 Because to get to the top, this is what it is.
04:12:49 I would rather go back to school and get a regular job than do this when I'm 28 years old, bro.
04:12:55 I don't want to do this, man.
04:12:59 It's just...
04:13:07 You know?
04:13:08 Kids used to watch Blue's Clues, now they watch this.
04:13:10 When I grew up I watched Spongebob.
04:13:12 I feel for the next generation of children watching this instead of Family Guy.
04:13:22 Ted Kaczynski was right.
04:13:24 You see this and you're like, man.
04:13:26 Man, Ted had a point.
04:13:28 The Unabomber had a point. 0.64
04:13:32 I'm joking.
04:13:34 Let me see this one real quick.
04:13:36 Yikes, bro.
04:13:38 I don't know if my headphones aren't working again.
04:13:40 I don't know if my headphones aren't working again.
04:13:42 I don't know if my headphones aren't working again.
04:13:58 Don't be Spongebob Family Guy.
04:14:02 I know, we had great entertainment when we were kids, man.
04:14:04 To us, to us, to us.
04:14:06 Tess, Tess, Tess.
04:14:08 There you go, please work.
04:14:09 OOOH! 0.97
04:14:10 She texted me!
04:14:16 That was a skit.
04:14:17 That was a good gif, though.
04:14:19 That's what he did to me.
04:14:21 Because I break Sneakho's face.
04:14:23 Oh my god.
04:14:30 I got kids, so I try not to cuss with my kids.
04:14:32 You got kids?
04:14:33 Yeah.
04:14:34 Yeah. 0.99
04:14:35 Oh, sh**. 0.98
04:14:36 How old are they? 0.99
04:14:37 5 and 11.
04:14:38 Are you trolling?
04:14:39 No.
04:14:40 You're trolling me.
04:14:41 Like, you said you're 22.
04:14:43 If they're 11, I don't care. 0.96
04:14:45 I never understood being a tourist because what are you so amazed of?
04:14:51 The beautiful architecture.
04:14:52 One of the great feats of modern architecture.
04:14:55 Grand Central Station.
04:14:56 It's beautiful.
04:14:57 Look at the roof.
04:14:58 What could you possibly be taking a picture of?
04:15:00 There's nothing to take a picture of.
04:15:01 Look.
04:15:02 You're going to snap it again.
04:15:03 Look.
04:15:04 The beautiful building.
04:15:05 Look, look.
04:15:06 Take another picture.
04:15:07 Take another picture.
04:15:08 One more.
04:15:09 Look.
04:15:10 What are they taking a picture of?
04:15:14 There's nothing up there.
04:15:15 Yeah.
04:15:16 I get why white people say this and start getting, start feeling racist.
04:15:19 I understand.
04:15:20 I get it.
04:15:21 Because imagine, like, this is a beautiful building.
04:15:24 If you look at the ceiling too, you can't see it here.
04:15:26 You can see constellations.
04:15:27 You can see designs.
04:15:28 Also, Grand Central is just, it's magnificent.
04:15:30 The amount of people that are there.
04:15:32 No other train station is that beautiful.
04:15:34 And he's just like, what do you take pictures of?
04:15:37 What do you, what?
04:15:38 Actually, this guy here.
04:15:39 What do you take pictures of?
04:15:40 Weed? 1.00
04:15:41 Ass? 0.99
04:15:42 Perks? 1.00
04:15:45 What's in your camera roll?
04:15:50 A boomerang of you on the block?
04:15:52 A boomerang of you trapping?
04:15:57 I never understood being a tourist.
04:15:59 Cause what do you saw?
04:16:00 What do you, a selfie in the car? 0.98
04:16:03 Release the pedophiles. 0.99
04:16:04 Release the pedophiles. 1.00
04:16:05 Yeah. 0.94
04:16:06 Yeah.
04:16:07 I saw it.
04:16:08 Yeah. 0.97
04:16:09 Trump freed an Israeli pedophile. 0.93
04:16:10 Team water. 0.74
04:16:11 What do you think of?
04:16:12 When you think of that?
04:16:13 You're not thinking of any other creator except Mr. Beast.
04:16:14 So Mr. Beast gets all the credit.
04:16:15 So, you know, when he's, you know, asking people to.
04:16:16 Mr. Beast, like after the, the team water thing, you see, he took a picture alone.
04:16:17 He's like, look what I did.
04:16:18 And I know damn well.
04:16:19 Aiden X.
04:16:20 Cause you're like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like,
04:16:21 Cause I'm like, I have thatgalobos like, I'm like, it sounds good. 1.00
04:16:22 The extra thing too.
04:16:23 But maybe I bring someone on the road.
04:16:24 It's a body note.
04:16:25 So Sarah and Jason ŘŻ
04:16:28 poets can are not too late except Mr. Beast.
04:16:29 So Mr. Beast gets all the credit.
04:16:30 So, you know, when he's asking people.
04:16:31 But Mr. Beast, like after the, the team water thing, you see, he took a picture alone and
04:16:32 he's like, look what I did.
04:16:33 I know. 0.92
04:16:34 fucking 16 hours money we were just we were here for the whole time and mr v takes a photo it's 0.97
04:16:40 just like look what i did like what the didn't train give half the money that was because of 0.97
04:16:45 hayden and xqc and what about all the people that donated it was he didn't shout them all
04:16:50 on the tweet it's just like smiling hey look at me okay buddy uh all right buddy and the guinness
04:16:57 world records replies and mr v's like i want that award uh what about the the two people that were
04:17:02 also there streaming with you donate on a stream and stuff and pressuring them and i think it's just
04:17:09 kind of a little weird like bro when they're pressuring these creators to donate money and
04:17:13 and everything for that i can see why some creators don't want to do it because it's mr beast's name
04:17:18 that gets all the recognition it's not bill bob jr the second donating a million dollars that's
04:17:23 going to get the recognition it's going to be mr beast raises over 10 million dollars to team water
04:17:27 like even his ig story mr beast's ig story he's like go follow this random person with no followers
04:17:32 and they're going to start posting competitive tournaments and all this stuff and it's like
04:17:37 bro why would you promote it you're mr beast bro you are like up here and people look up to you and
04:17:42 your name has a lot of i know look at the suite me i raised 12 million to get hundreds of thousands
04:17:48 of people clean water you did what about weren't there other people there why are they not in this
04:17:55 picture just did my first stream my first stream but the people that gave the money aren't in the
04:18:03 photo
04:18:03 and no but this stuff is crazy mr beast is one of the most evil people in the world that that is crazy
04:18:13 credit on the line like you gotta you gotta pick and choose who you're promoting not just random
04:18:17 people that could promote crypto and all this you know random stuff i just thought it was very strange
04:18:24 is mr beast is like the top creator this is crazy and it finally happens hundreds of thousands of
04:18:34 israelis are marching right now in the streets of tel aviv demanding to end this annihilation war
04:18:40 to bring back all the hostages in adil finally so many people in israel are demanding this government
04:18:48 to go home demanding to end the war we are here standing together great
04:18:54 chemaev would be tom ospinall that's not a joke
04:18:58 um i would love to see that do you see uh strickland keeps saying that he's gonna beat
04:19:04 chemaev it's like bro i wanted to respond to that and be like but there's just like it's just kind of
04:19:10 funny at this point because the whole mma community is doing the work for me hamza chemaev 0.76
04:19:14 congratulations he absolutely mauled duplicy for five rounds i like duplicy too but bro he got
04:19:19 what was it 21 minutes under control he dominated that fight he bro chemaev is so good that angry
04:19:26 mma nerds want to change the rules to ban people from russia ban muslims and then limit the amount
04:19:32 of wrestling imagine being so good that you need to that people want to change the rules because you're
04:19:37 that dominant tom's at chemaev is just one of the best new champ love to see that there's just no
04:19:45 debate at all and i don't think anybody in the middleweight division right now it can even come
04:19:48 close to being chemaev i i think for the next four years chemaev is going to be dominant i don't think
04:19:53 anyone on the roster can touch him the fight was boring i don't think so i loved the fight was very
04:19:59 entertaining to me there's no reason why to search and find new streamers you can't you you have to
04:20:11 go on other platforms twitch you should be able to do that on twitch do you know how many people know
04:20:18 about streamers but don't know what twitch is majority of people that know streamers your average normie
04:20:24 doesn't know what twitch is bro but the average normie does know about party okay so everybody
04:20:30 knows about party i don't know about you guys on twitch over there but when you talk about streamers
04:20:35 you talk about party so we good off that we good over here on party stay over there on twitch
04:20:41 they don't know what twitch is and it's like damn but they probably know who kai is though
04:20:46 you get what i'm saying they know who platform matches they know who speed is they know who phase is 0.96
04:20:51 they know amp they don't know twitch though facts just keeping the buck it's true and um yeah bro
04:20:59 so hopefully they implement that but if not i'll do it for them and don't let me get overly rich as
04:21:05 soon as i touch 100 m's i'm starting my own platform twitch that ass i'm telling y'all right now 0.86
04:21:09 sorry i love y'all i'll take a contract that ass i will give me some much money i'll shut up just like 0.99
04:21:15 who's a nigga who set up um don't care bro how many times you're gonna post this clip 0.99
04:21:26 we are breaking i don't care 0.91
04:21:30 bro he's always doing the smile he's got a lot of heat right now mondani
04:21:36 oh
04:21:45 this is netanyahu to trump and he's got red hair
04:21:49 come on come on why do i want the jew to win 1.00
04:21:57 oh shit oh the comeback's coming 1.00
04:22:01 dude how long is it gonna go okay the jew got you 1.00
04:22:10 make money 0.55
04:22:21 smash everybody
04:22:35 they're saying gg 1.00
04:22:39 damn man 0.99
04:22:41 israel has a right to defend itself 0.99
04:22:51 finish hamza later on because hamza if it gets to round three i told you well i saw everybody got
04:23:00 this wrong i said hamza was gonna win it's gonna be a problem it probably won't get to round five
04:23:04 where's my clip alaka i said hamza was gonna win it's gonna win so
04:23:06 with all that being said who do i have one in between ddp taking on a hamza shemaya i'm gonna
04:23:13 have to go ddp i told you i thought ddp has fought the best of best of the division
04:23:17 all right so i am even hulkanovsky drickus
04:23:20 you guys are gonna see the first round maybe even the second 0.70
04:23:25 shout out to drickus duplasty for doing the interview
04:23:27 i'm going with hamza shemaya folks no i'm joking i'm going with drickus duplasty
04:23:31 am i am i the go am i the best mma commentator in the game
04:23:34 am i better than valk am i better than than mighty mouse
04:23:42 and adesanya i'm joking around these guys are great legends
04:23:47 jimaya folks no i'm joking i'm going with drickus duplasty
04:23:50 absolute dogfight back and forth and bisping
04:23:53 and drickus takes over and drickus duplasty
04:23:57 will still be the middleweight
04:24:00 vindicated again 1.00
04:24:01 i think anybody who calls me a casual from now on uh you could eat my dick 0.99
04:24:07 late stoppage in the fourth or fifth 0.99
04:24:08 i'm fired up for this fight
04:24:10 if i had to pick right now
04:24:12 such a fan of hamza because he's such a character
04:24:15 i think drickus gets it done tkl in the fourth or fifth round
04:24:21 that's crazy
04:24:21 imagine if everyone knew hamza was winning or not special
04:24:25 what is this thing every single mma commentator
04:24:28 there should be a weight limit for sororities they should not be allowed to join a sorority if they're over 140 pounds 0.52
04:24:45 i are completely against this
04:24:46 this is
04:24:47 these tiktoks are doing so great till this showed up 0.99
04:24:50 there'd be months where we're doing three four hundred thousand a month
04:24:52 it was like ridiculous amounts of money
04:24:54 the mansions were like they were paid for by brands
04:24:56 do you feel like when you were in la you were kind of putting on a persona
04:24:59 it was not troll you 100%
04:25:00 everyone that makes fun of us for what we did
04:25:02 hey i get it
04:25:03 but we would film these videos and i feel like people were like
04:25:05 thinking we film these videos and they're like
04:25:07 this is hard bro like this is dope
04:25:09 and we were like no like we were like we're definitely gonna give flame for this
04:25:11 no bryce hall was just like
04:25:13 he knew it was cringe the whole time he said
04:25:14 like we knew it it's like acting in a movie
04:25:16 i just did it because the money that was being thrown at us
04:25:19 whenever tiktok started blowing up
04:25:20 it was like ungodly amounts of money
04:25:22 and if anybody that like was talking crap about us or anything like that
04:25:25 would have had the money that was being thrown at us
04:25:27 or had the whatever
04:25:28 i 100% think that they would have done it as well
04:25:31 well i didn't take the gambling deal
04:25:32 so that's not true
04:25:33 i don't think people would do this
04:25:35 obviously it's cool get your money
04:25:36 but don't think that this applies to everybody
04:25:38 okay
04:25:40 um
04:25:41 Sean's
04:25:41 saw that
04:25:42 free palestine
04:25:44 what'd you say
04:25:48 i love that because aiden's like
04:25:50 oh my god you're saying the controversial thing in front of the pr guy
04:25:52 free palestine
04:25:54 they did it twice
04:25:58 and he knows what he's doing
04:26:02 look at that jew smile 1.00
04:26:03 he knows what he's doing too
04:26:05 they knew the chat was zooming
04:26:08 you can see the chat laughing because they know mr beast
04:26:12 can't say it
04:26:14 i saw mr beast sweetie too he's like man i really want to help out the people there
04:26:20 it's terrible what's happening over there
04:26:22 which is great
04:26:23 now he sees the pressure and
04:26:24 he's gonna start donating to people over there
04:26:28 but notice how he said over there
04:26:29 you notice how he didn't say palestine
04:26:31 notice how he didn't say gaza
04:26:32 he means over there like
04:26:34 in that
04:26:35 region
04:26:35 where israel and palestine are
04:26:37 which is a great cop out
04:26:39 because then you can give money to israel and palestine
04:26:41 how how is how is the jew
04:26:45 using the palestine issue to jew mr beast 0.89
04:26:49 this is next level jewing bro 0.99
04:26:51 the jews using free palestine 0.96
04:26:54 to jew mr beast 1.00
04:26:56 i love it man 0.75
04:26:58 the goat
04:26:59 yeah i want to help the people over there
04:27:03 where specifically
04:27:05 where specifically 0.98
04:27:06 what the fuck 1.00
04:27:14 fuck 1.00
04:27:17 fuck 1.00
04:27:17 fuck the step 1.00
04:27:20 i gotta run it back rampage 1.00
04:27:22 i know you guys want to
04:27:23 the famous streamer xqc
04:27:32 says free palestine 0.77
04:27:34 in front of mr beast
04:27:35 and he stays quiet
04:27:38 with no motion
04:27:39 the nasheed is so funny
04:27:41 bro the haram police tiktokers like 1.00
04:27:44 playing the nasheed doing this
04:27:46 it's so
04:27:46 because they know what they're doing too
04:27:48 it's free palestine 0.93
04:27:49 in front of mr beast
04:27:50 and he stays quiet
04:27:53 with no motion
04:27:54 free palestine
04:27:55 you can have all the subscribers
04:28:06 and all the money in the world
04:28:08 but when you don't have the deen
04:28:10 you are lost
04:28:12 subhanallah
04:28:13 you could trade
04:28:16 everything
04:28:17 for the dunya
04:28:18 but when you don't have deen
04:28:20 you are doomed
04:28:22 you are doomed
04:28:24 to jihannam
04:28:26 subhanallah
04:28:27 allah akbar
04:28:28 subhanallah
04:28:29 when you don't have deen
04:28:33 you are doomed
04:28:35 you can have all the subscribers
04:28:37 all the views
04:28:39 but when you don't have deen
04:28:41 can i get a takbir
04:28:44 yet ignore a genocide
04:28:48 that is taking place
04:28:50 no no i'm joking around man
04:28:51 he's right
04:28:52 and also i'm not
04:28:54 i love akim and i just like
04:28:57 i don't know why i use that voice
04:28:58 for the don't don't make
04:28:59 don't don't don't
04:29:00 i love akim
04:29:00 stop stop stop
04:29:01 i get it joe
04:29:03 my sister abigail shapiro
04:29:04 has ginormous milkers
04:29:05 i get it
04:29:08 people want to
04:29:09 you know
04:29:10 i get it
04:29:11 people want to
04:29:12 i get it
04:29:15 but god clearly said
04:29:17 thou shall not covet thy neighbor's wife 0.99
04:29:19 or my sister's ridiculous breaths 0.99
04:29:20 okay 0.99
04:29:21 oh there he is 1.00
04:29:30 you're worse than a murderer 1.00
04:29:32 you're worse than a rapist 1.00
04:29:33 you're worse than a terrorist 1.00
04:29:35 you're worse than a pedophile 1.00
04:29:36 in the height of a month 1.00
04:29:37 you're worse than
04:29:42 all right 0.98
04:29:48 lebron told
04:29:56 okay
04:30:07 okay 1.00
04:30:11 retarded shit 1.00
04:30:13 did i miss anything chat 1.00
04:30:15 what else was i supposed to react to
04:30:16 uh
04:30:19 see it goes 2023
04:30:23 uh rumble irl wrong
04:30:25 yeah i know man 0.99
04:30:26 i'm shitting on everybody 0.99
04:30:27 i'm 1.00
04:30:27 shitting on everybody 0.99
04:30:29 all right 1.00
04:30:32 all right
04:30:32 all right
04:30:33 all right chat
04:30:34 seems like that's everything
04:30:36 oh there's one more
04:30:41 no i think i covered everything
04:30:59 i think i covered everything
04:31:02 all right guys
04:31:03 have a great night
04:31:05 great stream
04:31:07 shout out to dr k
04:31:08 this is fun to catch up
04:31:08 i have uh
04:31:10 nate diaz tomorrow
04:31:11 i still gotta plan that out
04:31:12 i'm not sure what to do
04:31:13 not sure
04:31:14 bronson just put the rest of the stuff
04:31:19 i didn't react to for tomorrow
04:31:20 enough yet for today
04:31:21 i gotta figure out what to do with
04:31:23 nate diaz tomorrow
04:31:24 i don't know
04:31:24 i don't know what to do
04:31:25 i mean
04:31:25 it seems like i just
04:31:26 we should just go to the gym
04:31:27 seems like we
04:31:28 but i just haven't been in the gym
04:31:29 that much recently
04:31:30 so um
04:31:32 i'll figure it out
04:31:33 i skipped everything
04:31:34 did i
04:31:34 uh
04:31:40 actually
04:31:43 there's a few more
04:31:44 now yeah just whatever
04:31:59 whatever whatever i didn't get to
04:32:00 just uh put it back in
04:32:02 just put it back in
04:32:04 all right guys
04:32:05 have a great rest of your night
04:32:07 long of us
04:32:07 great stream
04:32:08 i really enjoy this
04:32:09 hope you guys put it put a w in the chat if you like the stream
04:32:11 and um
04:32:13 yeah we got jake shields coming friday
04:32:14 nate diaz tomorrow
04:32:16 i'm not sure what to do
04:32:17 but i'll do the fit check tomorrow too
04:32:19 um
04:32:20 do the fit check tomorrow
04:32:23 but yeah
04:32:24 join the discord
04:32:25 and join the
04:32:26 right now
04:32:26 pin
04:32:26 my discord
04:32:28 and pin my twitter community
04:32:29 so people can join
04:32:30 do that right now
04:32:30 do that right now bronson
04:32:32 i'll get people in there
04:32:33 we'll do that
04:32:33 we'll do the fit check for tomorrow
04:32:34 if um
04:32:35 if you guys want to submit for that
04:32:36 then you can
04:32:37 i'll do a cash buys or something
04:32:38 and yeah w's in the chat
04:32:44 that's great to see
04:32:44 great to see
04:32:45 appreciate you guys
04:32:46 long of love speech
04:32:46 great stream
04:32:47 great to be back
04:32:48 the grind continues
04:32:49 the hustle continues
04:32:50 ain't no stopping
04:32:51 and
04:32:52 you guys
04:32:53 be safe
04:32:54 bye
04:32:54 bye
04:33:02 bye
04:33:04 bye
04:33:05 We'll be right back.
04:33:35 It doesn't go away if you get out of bed and find me standing all alone, open-eyed, burn the page, my little dark age.
04:34:05 It doesn't go away if you get out of bed.