SNEAKO - SUICIDE IS CRINGE.

00:00:00.000 sometimes i think about committing suicide you're not supposed to tell that to a therapist or a

00:00:08.940 doctor they could lock you up and put you on meds if you admit you think about suicide to the wrong

00:00:13.060 person you might end up in a loony bin i think about the logistics of it how hard it would be

00:00:18.320 how people would react i probably think about it every time i'm standing on a high place or

00:00:22.800 balcony and you could look down and picture it and then i think about how dumb i am to be thinking

00:00:35.900 that at all i think about all the people who gave their lives so i could have mine and i'm spending

00:00:40.040 mine thinking about taking it sometimes the idea of suicide sounds cool until you remember that death

00:00:45.380 is not the end i think about how funny it would be to kill myself to end this pain only to wake up 0.86

00:00:50.500 and see myself burning for eternity you turn and see god wagging his finger at you no take backs 0.55

00:00:56.560 sometimes i think about killing myself just when life is really inconvenient like paying taxes or

00:01:04.560 trying to see a view where they put a wall why is there a wall blocking the view people come here

00:01:11.420 from around the world to see the statue of liberty and instead they blocked it with fake trees on a tarp

00:01:20.500 i used to think about suicide a lot more when it was still idealized in music the brooding young

00:01:32.580 tatted artist taking drugs to escape the pain and then logic ruined it with that phone number song

00:01:38.080 how did he manage to make suicide cringe when i told people i was making this video they insisted i put

00:01:48.140 the suicide hotline phone number on this video and i can't think of a more miserable last conversation

00:01:53.620 to have how many times do you think people called that number only to hear the number you have dialed

00:01:58.220 is not in service i used to think about suicide a lot more but the idea escaped my mind when i realized

00:02:03.720 how cringe it is how arrogant it is how self-pitying and annoying it would be to other people realizing

00:02:09.960 how cringe it is put suicide out of my mind seriously and just turn it into a joke 0.98

00:02:14.580 it's stupid because there's nothing in this life we're more certain of than death if we're all 0.99

00:02:31.000 gonna die anyway might as well ball out while we're here 1.00

00:02:34.000 are you gonna take a picture holding the balls yeah 0.99

00:02:49.640 do you know who hasanabi is hasanabi yeah yeah you don't know who he is this guy he told someone 0.99

00:02:57.140 to kill a senator that's how long his ban was how long yeah permanent ban or one day ban

00:03:02.740 what you know aiden ross aiden ross yeah right he got a two-year ban you know what he did yeah

00:03:07.900 he had an unmoderated chat i got a permit you know what i did off-platform behavior what the

00:03:14.600 i don't even know what the behavior is but you see the bias if you put on a dress and you dance around

00:03:18.900 and like like hasanabi's like say that kids could cut their decks off and stuff like like the ball

00:03:22.600 you get a one-day ban for telling somebody to kill a senator that's just happened just now 0.99

00:03:27.000 so what would you say to twitch if they're watching fuck twitch 0.99

00:03:30.040 i appreciate that bro my god 1.00

00:03:33.620 borderline schizo sort of fine tits though pour the wine or the grind quarter to nine let's go 0.98

00:03:40.020 ever since 10 11 glad she made a brethren then it's last down seven alligator seven after gigs 0.98

00:03:46.100 i have a knock and no answer slow dancer hopeless romancer dopest flow stanzas yes no villain

00:03:52.000 metal face to death look at that that church here it's a really nice view here at night

00:03:56.300 suicide's a touchy subject because we all know someone who fell victim to it and as i get older

00:04:01.740 i notice every existential conversation i have with someone suicide is always the unspoken topic

00:04:07.880 on the back burner whenever people ask the question of why am i here what's the point of

00:04:12.040 everything suicide is always the unspoken answer if you can't give a better one for some reason the

00:04:17.960 topic is easily spoken about in music but in conversation you just don't say a word we're

00:04:23.060 given the idea that we're just supposed to live and exist and do what we're told to do without ever

00:04:28.560 questioning why we shouldn't just jump i like balconies so much because it's a comfortable way to

00:04:33.400 have that conversation without somebody giving you a weird look

00:04:36.060 every day we're faced with mortality but it's so easy to forget how temporary all this is and it's

00:04:43.800 strange how a lot of the times we tend to idealize people who either died young or commit suicide

00:04:48.680 two people that come to mind anthony bourdain and robin williams are memorialized as heroes

00:04:53.680 even though they had families and they had situations that could have been improved in fact

00:04:58.260 any situation could be improved as long as you're breathing as long as you're alive anything can get

00:05:04.000 better and it sounds provocative and it hurts people's feelings but suicide is really the

00:05:08.660 coward's way out yes we should extend empathy to people but most of the time for men too much

00:05:14.020 sympathy will have you wallowing in it instead of improving a lot of people get to the breaking

00:05:18.480 point where they want to jump because of a lack of attention and if you shower that same person with

00:05:22.740 sympathy so i think it's dangerous to shower those people with tons of sympathy because they know

00:05:28.840 they're going to get even more of it if they kill themselves it's hard to explain to someone who's

00:05:32.900 going through so much pain that there's so much worth living for without sounding like a cornball 0.92

00:05:38.000 for once i don't know where i'm going with this just never kill yourself don't do it it's cringe

00:05:48.620 it's just it's gonna be a mess people are gonna be crying it's it's don't do it just don't do it 0.99

00:05:53.840 that's it i don't know what the fuck i'm talking about hey bro i can't go here no can i go on the 0.91

00:06:00.120 boat no sorry how much for a private tour can't it's honestly just because it's federally it's 0.92

00:06:05.180 federally like supervised so it wouldn't even be able to if i wanted to so even tours aren't going

00:06:10.100 on right now no tours stopped at three that's such a nice yeah the last sale was at like 3 15 that's

00:06:17.060 the last time that you could actually get on so yeah i'm cooked i can't go yeah i can't even stand

00:06:21.860 here this is a no-go oh you can stay here but you can't go beyond like this like this gate that

00:06:27.420 i'm leaving out out of right now i could just want like i could what nah if you do that

00:06:33.320 i could just i'm gonna get you in trouble what platform are you on now well uh i was back on

00:06:40.220 twitch and then twitch banned me for off-platform behavior really yeah do you know that guy hassan

00:06:45.240 pikey wears dresses yeah of course yeah he started advocating for a senator to get whacked oh guess 0.99

00:06:50.320 how long his ban was like what like two weeks one day get the hell out one day well off-platform

00:06:55.320 perma band aiden ross unmoderated chat two years isn't that crazy yeah but be safe though i'm on

00:07:01.260 a party now it's you on party you can see through there yeah you want to take a look so why is there 0.95

00:07:09.020 a wall here behind looking the view this might be the stupidest thing i've ever seen in my life 0.71

00:07:13.400 walked down from inward so i walked the whole length of manhattan oh my god because i don't know 0.74

00:07:19.180 because i wanted to you walked all the way down to come here yeah follow broadway five and a half

00:07:23.900 hour 16 miles oh that's the type of stuff that makes you want to jump off the side i know right

00:07:28.480 and then i showed up but i was like oh well you might you might as well just like i would just

00:07:32.360 type of stuff that makes you want to end it all that is you know i don't think people realize how 0.99

00:07:37.340 far that is only for a giant stupid wall sorry about 215th street 215th yeah god damn you're not 0.98

00:07:46.060 sweaty no i mean it's pretty cold today but i took a chill i wasn't like running or anything i was 0.97

00:07:50.460 walking it was a nice walk yeah it was great oh cool recommend it you're gonna walk back or are

00:07:54.300 you gonna like what are you gonna do now dude i'm getting on the on the two three yeah yeah i live

00:07:59.400 in green point anyways i don't know why i mean i mean why not i was feeling a certain kind of way 0.62

00:08:05.440 i had a free day i was like oh shit man was it worth it yeah you got a big smile it's really worth it 0.56

00:08:10.540 yeah yeah i'll enjoy the view i'm gonna get out of here bro 0.98

00:08:14.320 this is the the uyghur tea

00:08:18.920 yeah yes well what's this in here the the green is carmadan uh cardamom cardamom that's called

00:08:24.760 cardamom right okay cardamom tea for for them too yeah we have no no no have a one cup with me

00:08:31.180 thank you so you were saying there's 11 million uyghurs 11 how many do you think um

00:08:36.820 sold the constitution camp yeah in the camp pentagon estimated 3 million some estimated 1 million

00:08:45.440 my approximate is yeah it's more than that that's more than that yeah probably if they're censoring

00:08:51.380 all the information the thing about the the uyghur genocide is that so many people deny it right

00:08:57.220 it's equivalent you could say it's a holocaust right but if you if you if you deny one holocaust 0.70

00:09:03.640 you could lose everything yeah if you deny the uyghur holocaust nobody says anything you know there's 0.86

00:09:08.280 there's no pushback at all yeah so it shows that we don't really actually care about genocide we just

00:09:12.360 care about the the narrative that they tell us the story that we're fed but there's no hollywood

00:09:15.960 movie about the uyghur genocide there's no one getting an award for talking about this yes

00:09:20.720 everything is money like they don't want to lose china money yeah that is the major issue

00:09:26.100 it's including u.s euro even in the like the muslim countries like even like uh the people asked

00:09:33.840 from the dr zack and he said we have excuse like for the greater muslim benefits yeah we can keep 0.83

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SNEAKO - March 06, 2025

SUICIDE IS CRINGE.

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