On this episode of the we have a special guest on the show and it s one of the best rap songs ever. It s a rap song that s about a guy that s in a gang and he s getting shot in the face.
00:04:39.140I'm on D-roll-Lit, I'm on M-roll-Lit, I'm on Kilo-Lit, I gon' cycle, bitch, watch me cycle, bitch, watch me bash that bitch, then I pass that bitch, got the product, bitch, got one for the sickness, got that product, band, got it on to my bitch, little boy hit like bleach, little boy did my bitch, got me mad to shit, so I smack the bitch, I ain't even hopping to cook, yeah, the bitch gon' start with the click.
00:05:09.140I ain't fucking auctions, the bitch gon' start with the click, yeah, I love my D-roll-Lit, I love my D-roll-Lit, I love my D-roll-Lit, I love my D-roll-Lit, I love your D-roll-Lit,
00:05:39.140Neon fight. The fact that he weaved that punch
00:05:41.160like I should have. Shout out to Neon, man.
00:05:43.280Call it a little bit. He's feeling good.
00:05:45.220I don't want to say too much about that, but I'm
00:05:47.160proud of my boy. I'm not going to lie. It just feels
01:08:09.860I don't know if I'm ready yet in the mental space and the space ready to be able to do that.
01:08:14.840Me and Vitaly squashed the beef a long time ago as two grown men acting as such and not acting like our literal ego-ridden feud from the fucking 2017s was still relevant in our lives today.
01:08:31.680We both understand that, like, me and Vitaly literally are similarities.
01:08:36.600You guys have no idea how similar both of our stories are, both of our demons are, both of us as people are.
01:08:42.580There's not many people like me and Vitaly who can go through the hells that we've been through and go through the torture that we've been through, leave the internet as much as we have, go through the trials and tribulations publicly that we have both gone through and still come back and still say, oh, y'all thought I was done?
01:31:26.200That they did something that they weren't supposed to do.
01:31:28.460But to actually sue them for what they caused and what millions of people have literally gone on the internet and talked about, holy shit, this shit ruined my life.
01:31:36.300And I didn't listen because I was looking for the quick fix.
01:39:40.660My literal 20s when you're supposed to get your experience of life and thing through human connection and build real relationships and everything.
01:40:24.200And why do you think influencers hide their likes?
01:40:28.000Because their identity is defined by how many likes they get.
01:40:31.400And if it's a low number, they feel like they're going to be perceived differently by people on the outside and they hate themselves for it.
01:40:36.760So they'd rather not show you because they can still keep up the front and the persona like they're hot shit with no likes showing on their pictures.
01:41:20.400Literally, not only the people who get their validation and their life's worth based on what they get through the fucking likes and the comments and the views.
01:41:32.220And people who are so obsessed with that defining who they are.
01:41:36.200But even the consumers, y'all, in this depression that I was in, do you know how many hours of my life I would lose sitting down scrolling like this?
01:41:46.080The second they get you, their plan is to keep you on the app as long as possible, no matter what social media it is, Twitter, TikTok, Instagram.
01:41:53.060I would lose four hours of my life looking through Instagrams, all of a sudden not thinking about my worldly problems, my mental health issues.
01:42:25.560One person can be watching this news channel and getting this information.
01:42:28.740One person can be watching this news channel and getting this information and have two completely differing and opposing views based on who they were brainwashed by.
01:42:55.060You know how much fucking, and it's fucking brain rot.
01:42:57.880You know how much fucking brain rot I had to go through for this last year looking at all the bullshit on my Twitter timeline and the Instagram and everything?
01:43:05.200I'm finally fucking free of that illusion, free of the fucking, like, I'm going through this new reawakening, but the reason I said I'm not ready and told Nico I'm not ready, it's because it's like I'm beginning to evolve, but I'm not evolved yet.
01:43:22.060This is like I should have went off into the mountains and literally harnessed this and sat with monks and learned and really crafted my points of what I'm trying to say.
01:43:32.660And then come back to the Western world and been like, let me reveal to y'all the fucking truth of this delusion that you guys are living under, of this fucking corruption and this brainwash that we're living in through social media, through the government, through everything.
01:43:45.960But right now it just looks like I'm a fucking maniac who fucking, oh, it's Fousey.
01:43:50.380Why are we going to point, give his words any validity?
01:43:52.760But I swear to God, the fucking words that I'm saying are real and true.
01:43:55.500And I know there's somebody in the chat right now and somebody at home watching this who's like, he's right.
01:46:24.400I would literally be in therapist's office over the years through the last 13 years and be like, yeah, they would be like, wow, you're very self-aware.
01:47:12.360People are fucking using VPNs and shit.
01:47:14.420I bought a fucking VPN, not even to stream, to make myself look good, like 100% of these fucking COD streamers.
01:47:21.280There's so many of you I fucking watched and copied your loadouts and did all this shit to try to play like you.
01:47:26.160And when I watch your fucking gameplay, it's like you're watching people who are shooting at a wall and you're getting fucking nukes every fucking second.
01:47:34.020But I play, I can't even spawn without dying.
01:49:25.680But I ain't going to get into financials right now or how I'm living in this big old house right now because we ain't going to talk about that.
01:49:31.180But I tell my story and explain where this money is coming from and how I'm living like this because I really don't have it.
01:49:39.100I should be living with my parents right now.
01:51:13.400Going to the club, partying, drinking, popping bottles.
01:51:16.640Are those people going to be there 10 years from now when you're fucking brokey wondering what the fuck you did in the years that you were supposed to be productive?
01:51:42.220Some of the Christians I like to say is the Holy Spirit.
01:51:43.940I saw Muslims in the chat saying it's jinn.
01:51:45.540And I wonder how people are able to get to that point.
01:51:48.740Because there was a moment, I think summer 22, when I was really blowing up streaming where every day where I was really living and breathing that.
02:02:57.180I want to see Drake's comeback so bad, bro.
02:03:17.920I'm not even, uh, you know, I'm a yay fan, but I just, I hate to see everybody go gang up on him and say, you're a fake, fake gangster, all this stuff.
02:03:27.880Cause they have been plotting on his downfall and also profiting off of his ability for so long.
02:03:33.100And to see everybody in the industry switch up like that when it's popular, it's just, it just makes me, I love Kendrick too.
02:03:40.360I'm a, Tabitha Butterfly is a great album, good kid, mad city, great album.
02:03:44.340But I don't like to see all the other people in the industry that switched up after making number one hits off of him.
02:43:09.560It was essentially during this time to recognize that some of these barriers could have been
02:43:16.120mentally or breaking free would entail not only changing circumstances, but also mindset.
02:43:22.680Embracing an attitude of open-mindedness to the possibility of paths that lay ahead.
02:43:30.920The Eight of Wands as the past can represent a time of feeling powerless where it seems like there was no good option available, creating a situation where you may have felt stuck or unable to create a new path forward.
02:43:45.220The challenging time required an immense inner strength to navigate as it could sometimes feel like a never-ending maze to a no exit.
02:43:56.420However, it was a period for deep introspection, a time to learn resilience and to understand that sometimes the way forward is to carve through persistence, efforts and beliefs of oneself.
02:44:20.840You're saying that my past, there was something stiff where I felt trapped.
02:44:23.940It seems like in your past that there was something that like, it was, it felt really hard to move forward, whether it was like existential, your personal experiences or other people holding you back because you cared so much about other people.
02:44:40.240It seems like it was like, it seems like it was one of those things where you couldn't move forward because you were so stuck on either helping other people or being so in your mind that you couldn't move forward because you thought you weren't good enough.